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WQJM
Vdksod phph zhuzdkh bhisthrdiu dzfjrbu aubo`diu u svgtu" W fgzkhnj
6"333 ejmdbh. ojndoj pjstjid. phpstvj ig utd`hnj bh tjo gvrjpsog dstjrdig
prgmsthvnihiuąd. u dstd khl. ohoj jbj bhifjnig. thoj d jbj bhiejrg Ũtj ig th
dstjrdih mjbgnh" Kbjeg phpg su spngtohrdng. ufdihng. pjmkdądvhng. orhng d jmhvhng
sg ċunbdk uŲd`dkh. h fdnj ig kgĘu bidkh d jbdl ojid su pjċdbdnd zvgrstvh thoj
uŲhsbh mh su dzhzdvhnh prgbgrhŲgbjst ċho d kgmu bidljvdk shvrgkgbd`dkh"
]j sg bhrjċdtj jmbjsd bh bhithkbdig mhbg krhċbg
phpsog dstjrdig. u mjfh ohm ig lrdŨąhbstvj thvjrdnj
u ldstgrdċbjk strhlu jm vgŨtdċhrgbih dnd fdnj
ohovje sorgthbih s puth ‒prhvg& r gndedig. jbhov g ohov u
prjpdsuiu phpg d Vdkjohtjndċoh `rovh" Bhiebusbdid znjċdbd
dohmh pjċdbigbd u dkg rg ndedig + h svd uz jm jf rgb ig phph+ jmderhnd su sg u tjou p gt vgojvh ohmh ig Ũdrjk Gvrj pg
vjĘgbh Ųgstjoh fdtoh s `dnigk mh sg jtonjbg ‒zhfnumg&
+ svhoj vgrjvhbig. vgrsoh prhosh dnd k dŨnig big ojid su
jmstuphnd jm zvhbdċbg phpsog ndbdig"
]hoj su. prdkgrh rhmd. u igmbjk prhvjk egbj`dmu
strhmhnd ohthrd. hsogtsoh sgoth bhsthbigbh bh iuejzhphmu
Arhb`usog. ċdid su prdphmbd`d vgrjvhnd mh jvhi svgt prdphmh
igmbhoj d Fjeu d Ęhvjnu" Ejm dbg 8608" uv gmgbh ig
dbovdzd dih. ohj sum zh ohthrg" Dbov dzdtj rd su p rdfge hvhnd
strhvdċbdk kuċgbidkh bg fd nd jm niumd dzbumdnd
prdzbhbih" Bh orhiu ig strhm hnbdog bh iċgŨ ąg ċgoh nh sk rt
u bgkdnjsrmbjk pnhkgbu njkhċg" Wz igrgtdog. bh dstd.
uŲhshb bhċdb dzedbunj ig bh ldnihmg bhvjmbdl vgŨtd`h.
ċhrjfbihoh. vrhċgvh d jsthndl ‒snueh mhvjnjvdl&"
Bh bgŨtj khbig surjv bhċdb dbovdzd`dih sg u \QDD
vgou jfrhċubhnh s Ehndngigk. hstrjbjkjk ojid sg bhŨhj
bh umhru @rovg zhtj Ũtj ig pjmrŲhvhj sthvjvg u vgzd sh
Fhzdndoh sv" Sgtrh u Qhtdohbu ,ngvj$. erhĘgbh jm 8731" mj 8161"
ejmdbg. igmbj ig jm bhisvgtdidl kgsth u lrdŨąhbsojk svgtu" Dstjċbj
jm fhzdndog bhnhzd sg Sih`h md Phb Sigtrj ,]re svgtje Sgtrh$. muŲ ojig
sg uzmdŲu 6<= mjrsoh stufh d. dzbhm bidl. 8=3 s thtu h s vgth` h ,mgsbj $"
struoturjk ojskjsh ojid su fdnd u mdrgotbji suprjtbjstd s
`rovgbdk uċgbidkh" Ehndngi ig. bhdkg. vgrjvhj mh Ygknih
oruŲd joj P ub`h. mjo ig @ rovh svjig vgrbdog uċdnh mh sg
Ygknih bhnhzd u srgmdŨtu vhsgnigbg" Ehndngi ig jvjzgkhnisod
Ųdvjt jojbċhj ohj zhtjċgbdo u sjpstvgbjk mjku. d
kjrhnj ig mh prjĘg jtprdndog 073 ejmdbh prg bgej Ũtj igQhtdohb prdzbhj mh ig vgndod hstrjbjk dpho fdj u prhvu"
Qhtdohb ig dkhj d svjig sjpstvgbg zhtjċgbdog. jbg ojid
su zhrjfnigbdŨtvj shkd sgfd bhkgtbund? rgċ ig j pgtjrd`d
phph ojid su jmfdnd mh prdzbhiu Orhnigvdbu Dthndiu. mh fd
ejtjvj pubdl Ũgst mg`gbdih jmfdihnd mh bhpustg tgrdtjrdiu
Qhtdohbh" Sdig \D ig. bhpjsngtou. ejmdbg 8464"
uvdmgj mh thohv vdm dzjnh`dig Ũtgtd uprhvj
usthbjvd phpstvh. ph ig pjtpdshj Nhtgrhbsod
spjrhzuk. bh jsbjvu ojige sg Qhtdohb
vrhtdj u jordnig shvrgkgbje svgth"
Mgsgt ejmdbh ohsbdig ,8404$ mrued
igmhb Sd ig + phph Sd ig \ DD + kjr hj
ig mh sg sujċ d s m ru ed k uŲhsdkh
shvrgkgbje svgth? jfg suojfnigbg
strhbg u Mruejk svgtsojk rhtu
trhŲdng su jm bigeh fnhejsnjv" Sdig
bdig pjmrŲhj bd igmbg bd mrueg" Dmuąd
bigejvdk putgk. bgod su u Sdiu vdmgnd
iu bho h d sphsdj`h . mjo ig u jċd k h
mruedl fdj d jsthj lunih. ph ċho d
znjċdbh`"
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KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH
FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD P OHB MHND
Srg ldnihmu d vdsg ejmdbh rdksou stvhrbjst jfgngŲhvhnh ig pjndtdċoh bgsthfdnbjst"
W tj mjfh phpstvj ig j sgfd jsthvnihnj sndou bgċge bgsvhodmhŨbige. bhstrhbje. ph d uŲhshvhiuąge" Shphkh sg prdpdsuiu svhojvrsbh krhċbh bgmgnh" Ojrup`dih.
prjmhih `rovgbdl zvhbih. bgpjtdzhk d Ųdvjt u rhsojŨd shkj su igmbj.
d tj bg bhi`rbig pjenhvnig u tji prdpjvgstd"
Wvrgkg thojzvhbg phpsog pjrbjorhtdig. pj`gtojk
mgsgtje vgoh. phpg su fdng khrdjbgtg ojidkh susg snuŲdng d bidkh. zhrhm vnhstdtdl bgċhsbdl `dnigvh.
uprhvnihng kjąbg niufhvbd`g" W derhkh tdl Ųgbh. ojig su
tgŲdng vnhstd d kjm. phpg su ojrdŨągbg ohj jfdċbd pdjbd" Bdig.
Fgbgm do t D\ ,ejrg $ . igmhb jm bh isohbmh njzb d i dl phph \D vgoh . u
d s o h zdkh s h v rg k g b do h j p ds d v h b ig o h j p j m h j . j m v rh th b . e b u s h b .
p h d o hj ‒ m g kj b d z p h o nh u s v g Ũ tg b dċ o j i j m j r d „ " Sj p rg m h b iu . u
Fhz d n d` d sv " Sg t rh shlrhb igb ig svg t d Sg th r . p rv d r dkso d f dsoup d
p rvh n d ċ b j s t u p h p s o j i b h s ng m b j i n d b d i d " Bh s n d ` d v dm dkj o u p j nu o h o j
sg uzm dŲg dzbhm ahshmg? rhmjv d su zhpjċg t d 8137 " pjm vjms tvjk hrl d tgo tg Ohr nh Khmgrbg "
stjeh. fgz vhnihbdl rhznjeh jvj rhzmjfnig bhzvhbj ‒vnhmhvdbh
fnumbd`h&"
OHOJ BHāD BGP]HNJE SHSW]jndog su phpg pjfdigbg. jshohągbg. jtrjvhbg dnd bh mrued
bhmb zhuvgo uonjbigbg mh fd. ohm fd sg mgsdnj mh bgod jm
bidl bgsthbg. mh eh bdm ig j m vdŨg bg vdmg + niumdkh. pj
prdrjmd stvhrd. jsthnj mh bhehmhiu bh ojid nd ig shkj svdrgp
bhmb mjtdċbd zhvrŨdj" Ohj bgpjsrgmhb uzrjo skrtd ċgstj
sg pjkdbihnj prdmhvnidvhbig u thkbd`d" Mh nd ig dŨċgznd phph
erjzbj jshohągb. ph vdŨg bdig u sthbiu mh sg pjihvniuig u
ihv bjstd: Dnd ig . kjŲgfdtd. utgohj svg s phpsojk ohsjk: Dndfd trgfhnj prgtrhŲdtd fjrmgng d sndċbg ouąg bh znu enhsu. mh sg
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83 KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHM H QDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOH BPOD POHBMHND
K H ţ ] J Q D ] G W F D @ G
Vhzbjvrsbjst bhċdbh bh ojig su phpg strhmhng u vrgkg
phpsog pjrbjorhtdig prjstj ig zhphbiuiuąh" Srdkgrh rhmd.
ejmdbg <<6" phph Ijvhb QDDD bdig mjvjnibj frzj pjmngehj
mgistvu jtrjvh ojid ku ig mht" Wfd`g su dzeufdng strpnigbig
ph su ku k hnigvdkh rhzfdng njfhbiu. mh bg eufg vrgkg"
Ptgahb D\. phph dz \ vgoh. bhŨhj sg bh uŲhsbdk
kuohkh ohm su ku dsojphnd jċd. h pjtjk jmsgond
usbg. igzdo d Ũhog" Bgodk ċumjk. bgsrgąbdo ig svg tj
prgŲdvgj. hnd bdohmh vdŨg svjig ubhohŲgbj nd`g bdig
pjohzhj prgm svgtjk" Shph Fgbgmdot Q orgbuj
ig zh @hrderhm 41=" ejmdbg pjŨtj ig zhvgj knhmu
mgvjiou. d prdtjk sh sjfjk pjbgj d phpsou rdzbd`u"Fgbgmdot ig. pj svgku sumgąd. fdj igmhb jm pjbtdah
Ũdrjog ruog. fumuąd mh ig shv bjvhg prjągrmhj ijŨ
tg dstg ejmdbg. mh fd sg jmk hl pjtjk vrhtdj u Vdk"
Wfrzj sg vrhtdj sthrdk njŨdk bhvdohkh. h bh orhiu ku
ig mjŨhj enhvg igmhb n iuf jk jrbd kuŲ ojid ig bh phpdbjk
tgnu jsthvdj prgoj stj ufjmbdl rhb h prg bgej Ũtj eh ig
fh`dj u sgptdċou ihku"
Mrued igmhb phph. F jbdah` dig QD. stupdj ig bh p rgstj sv"
Sgtrh uprojs ċdbigbd`d mh ig prgtljmbj zfje bgkjrhnbje
pjbRŨhbih mvhput bhzhmjvhj u `rovgbji ldigrhrldid" OhjŨtj ċgstj fdvh s mjehmhidkh ojid su sg jmderhnd mhvbj. ph su
u kgmuvrgkgbu pjsthnd tgkh rhzbdl ngegbmd. Fjbdah`dig ig
dnd ukrj jm ojstjfjnig. dnd ig j trjvhb dnd ig sodbut s pjnjŲhih
ohoj fd bigejvj kgstj zhuzgj mrued phph. Ptgahb Q DD" Fdnj
ohoj fdnj. Fjbdah`dig ig pjtpubj bgsthj dz dstjrdig. hnd ig tj.
u svhojk snuċhiu. uċdbdj s vrnj sukbidvjk uŲurfhbjŨąu9
bigejv pjbtdadoht pjtrhihj ig svgeh 87 mhbh" Ohsbdig su
Shph Ijvhb QD D D uf d igb ig <<6" ejm dbg. h n d tgo pjŨtj ig jmj ngj
mgis tvu j trjvh" Wfd`g su kjrh ng mh eh mjorh iċg khn igv dkh"
phpd Ptgahbu usorhągbh kbjeh jvnhŨągbih d pjvnhstd`g
ojid su ku dbhċg. ohj pjbtdau. prdphmhnd. h svg u ojrdst
bigejvdl kg`gbh. kjąbg ouąg Ppjngtj u srgmbiji Dthndid d
bigbg kjąbg pjenhvhrog Hedntrumg. pj ċdiji ig zhkdsnd <45"
ejmdbg d uprdndċgb shfnhŲbidvd Krtvhċod sdbjm"
prjvgrd mh sg kjŲmh thkj bg ordig: Ďgstj bdig fdnj prhvje
jmejvjrh. h ukgstj jmejvhrhiuąge jfihŨbigbih rhsprgmhng su
sg prd`g d enhsdbg"
Igmbj ig. u svhojk snu`hiu. fdnj sdeurbj9 u mgvgtjk vgou
phpstvj d phpg fdnd su puog derhċog u ruohkh pngkdąodl
pjrjmd`h ohj Ũtj su fdnd Ppjngtd. ojid su pjm svjijk vnhŨąu
mrŲhnd erhmjvg pjput Qgbg`dig. Kdnhbh. ēgbjvg. Sdzg.
Adrgb`g d Pdigbg. mh pjkgbgkj shkj bgog" Sjkjąu
fjehtstvh d utd`hih. ohj d ihodl vgzh s njohnbdk vjisohkh.
jvg pjrjmd`g ufrzj su prgrhsng u svjigvrsbu agumhnbu
hrdstjorhtdiu" Fdnh ig tj. khljk . igmbh bgj tgshbh funukgb th
sonjbh bhiejrgk bhsdniu. jorutbh. sprgkb h bh svg bg fd nd
W mgvgtjk vgou phpstvj d phpg fdnd su
derhċog u ruohkh pngkdąodl pjrjmd`h"
sg mjkjenh bhiprgstdŲbdige pjnjŲhih u lrdŨąhbsojk svgtu"
Ohm su u tjk bhuku ojbhċbj d uspgnd. dspjsthvdnj sg mh ig
bidljvh bjvjstgċgbh k ją dpho orhtojeh mhlh. fumuąd mh
su vnhmhvdbg pjigmdbdl bidljvdl Ũtdągbdoh kgmu phphkh
fdng dzrhzdtj orhtojtrhibg" Srdkgrh rhmd. u pgrdjmu jm
<56" mj 43=" ejmdbg dzrgmhnj sg uoupbj 6= phph" BhimuŲd
pjbtdadoht pjtrhihj ig igmbu mg`gbdiu. mjo sg. rg`dkj. mgsdnj
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KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQ DBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND 88
ţuŨohnj sg mh ig phph Ajrkj z d ig . p rg bgej
Ũ tj ig dzmhlbuj <41 " ejm dbg . f dj j t rjv hb .
h nd sg zbh mh ig tgo pjs ng t rj vhb ih zhmjf dj
erjzbg pjvrgmg " Jmsgċgbj ku ig v dsg
prst d iu . h prg bgej Ũtj su eh fh`d n d u rgou
] dfhr . o rvb d` d su ku jmruf d n d e nhvu "
bigejvji vjnid d engmhtd ohoj iji jmfh`uiu sdbh. h d dbhċg
pjzbhiuą d ehmbu bhrhv Ppjngth. mj frj ig zbhj mh sg bgvjnih
bg kjŲg dzfgąd" D stjeh ig Ajrkjzdig zhtrhŲdj Hrbunajvu
pjkją"
Hrbuna. jpgt. bdig dkhj bhkgru mh mjzvjnd mh eh dstdsbg
thkj bgod khnjngtbd Ųutjoniubh` ohj Ũtj ig Nhkfgrt. ph bdbgoj ohj Nhkfgrtjvh bgukjnidvh khioh" Wfrzj ig stdehj sh
svjijk vjisojk d bhtgrhj Hedntrumu mh sg frŲg+fjnig vrhtd
u Ppjngtj" Mhbh 66" agfruhrh <41" phph Ajrkjzdig orubdshj
Ejtjvj ig dzvgsbj mh ig Ptgahb fdj num
ċjvgo. h zh bigejvufjngst. pj svgku
sumgąd. zbhj ig `gj Vdk"
mh sg u rjou jm shkj ejmdbu mhbh bh prgstjnu sv" Sgtrh
dzrgmhiu ċgtvjrd`h phph" Jm <41" mj 43=" dzrgmhnj sg uoupbj
mgvgtjrd`h phph. h prdkgrh rhmd dstj tjndoj dl ig bh muŲbjst
dzhfrhbj u `gnjk \DD vgou" Pvg tj. bhrhvbj. dmg u prdnje
tvrmbid mh ig phpsoj rdksoj sgmdŨtg fdnj u sthbiu bgprgsthbje
kgtgŲh igr ig bgprgodmbj vjmgbh fdtoh zh Qhtdohb"
QJIQJ]ODBIH PGIG PKV]Ptgahb QDD fdj ig igmhb jm tdl orhtojvgodl phph ojid su ouąd
Ppjngtj jfgąhvhnd pubj uŲdvhbig u phpsoji kjąd" Ptjnjvhj
ig. kgmutdk. svgeh 87 kgs g` d tg <41" d <4 5" ejmdbg" Ej tjvj
ig dzvgsbj mh ig Ptgahb fdj num ċjvgo. h zh bigejvu fj ngs t.
pj svgku sumgąd. zbhj ig `gj Vdk" Bd tj. kgmutdk. bdig
sprgċdnj Hedntrumu mh eh bgohoj dzeurh bh prgstj svgtje
Sgtrh. bh ojid ig Ptgahb stupdj u iunu <41" Hedntrumh ig. ċdbd
sg. dkhnh pjsgfhb zhmhtho zh phpu Ptgahbh. h svg sg svjmdnjbh jsvgtu bigbjk bgohmhŨbigk
bgprdihtgniu. pjċdvŨgk phpd
Ajrkjzdiu"
Ohj d jerjkbh vgądbh ċuvgbdl
enhkurjzbdl lgrjdbh dz dstjrdig
`dvdndzh`dig. d Hedntrumh ig fdnh bh
enhsu ohj dzrhzdtj ngph Ųgbh. zhbjsbdl
jfndbh d mueg pnhvg ojsg" Igmbj ig. u
svhojk snuċhiu. dzvgsbj9 undvhnh ig
strhljpjŨtjvhbig d fdnh bh enhsu pjsvjiji uŲhsbji sonjbjstd oh jmkhzmd
svhog vrstg" Ejmdbg <4=" Hedntrumh
ig svje knhmge sdbh. Nhkfgrth .
pjvgnh u Vdk mh eh thmhŨbid phph
Ajrkjzdig prjenhsd zh vnhmhrh Pvgtje
rdksoje `hrstvh. ċgku sg jbh dsorgbj
bhmhnh" W Vdku kgmutdk. Hedntrumh
ig uvdmgnh mh d ċhs bd Ajrkjzdig
dkh bgog svjig ohbmdmhtg zh `hrsod
prgstj" Bigku sg. ojborgtbj. vdsg
svdmgj mrued prg tgbmg bt. Hrb una jm
Ohrdbtdig. pjtjkho Ohrnh Qgndoje.
prvje u bdzu vnhmhrh Pvgtje rdksoje
`hrstvh" Shpd ig jmkhl fdnj ihsbj mh
sg Hedntrumh bgąg orjtoj pjvdbjvhtd
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86 KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNH MHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOH BPOD POHBMHND
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KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND 80
] V D S W ] S H S H 9 F G B G M D O ] D \
Fgbgmdot D\ rjmgb ig joj 8386" ejmdbg u pjrjmd`d
ojih ig dkhnh dzrhzdt pjndtdċod. vjibd. ph d utd`hi u sagrdphpstvh" Mvjid`h bigejvdl strdċgvh. bhdkg. sgmgnh su u
Pvgtji stjnd`d ohj Fgbgmdot QDDD d Ijvhb \D\. h bigejv
jth`. erja jm ]usounh + Hnfgrdo DDD. f dj ig. svhohoj.
mjvjnibj utd`hibh ndċbjst mh svjkg sdbu. ohm ig jvjkg
fdnj jtprdndog 63 ejmdbh. jfgzfgmd prgstj svgtje Sgtrh"
Bdig bd pjtrgfbj bhpjkdbihtd mh ig Fgbgmdot fdj igmhb
jm bhiknhmdl phph u dstjrdid. h d Ũtj sg rhzvrhth tdċg
vdsjoj sg ojtdrhj" Ph vrgk gbd`d su eh jpdshnd ohj ċjvgoh
ojid ‒uŲdvh u bgkjrhnu&. ph d ohj ‒mgkjbh dz phonh
prgruŨgbje u svgŨtgbdoh&" JptuŲdvhnd su eh. prdtjk. zh‒kbjeg bdsog prgniufg d ufdstvh&" Igmhb jm pjtjbidl
phph. Qdotjr DDD. jptuŲdvhj eh ig zh ‒sdnjvhbih. ufdstvh d
mrueh bgdsohzdvh mgnh„" Fgbgmdotjv Ųdvjt. ejvjrdj ig ijŨ
phph Qdotjr. fdj ig ‒thoj jmvrhthb. thoj erjzhb d ebushb
mh zhmrltdk ohm bh bigeh shkj pjkdsndk&" H Fgbgmdot
ig. sgk bhvgmgbjeh. jp tuŲdvhb d zfje lj kjs go suhnbj std
d rhzfnumbdl sonjbjstd prgkh Ųdvjtdbihkh"
Ohj `rovgbd hutjrdtgt. kgmutdk. Fgbgmdot bdig dspjnidj
sbheu" Bgprdihtgnid su eh prjebhnd dz Vdkh prvj 8301.
h pjtjk d 83=7" ejmdbg. ohmh ig svjig zvhbig zh 1<3odnjerhkh znhth prjmhj svjk ouku. Ijvhbu Erh`dihbu.
bhmsvgŨtgbdou @rovg sv" Ijvhbh N htgrhbsoje. ojid ig
ohsbdig pjsthj phph Ereu r QD" Jvh dspnhth u tjndoji ig
kgrd dsuŨdnh vhtdohbsou rdzbd`u mh phph bgoj vrgkg bdig
dkhj bjv`h mh dzkdrd bd jsbjvbg trjŨojvg"
SjŨtj sg mjkjehj njvdbg. Fgbgmdot sg prgpustdj
Ųdvjtu u mjojnd`d. vjnihb mh sgfd prduŨtd svh kjeuąh
zhmjvjnistvh u igmbj k jm svjidl zhko jvh u
ubutrhŨbijstd Dthndig" Bhkgrhvhj ig. thojmg. mh sg
Fgbgmdot D\ ig. thoj sg prdċhnj. svji fgsprdzjrbd Ųdvjt jojbċhj
ohj soruŨgbd pjohibdo u @rovd Phbth Khrd ih md Erjthagrhth. u
vhrjŨd`d Erjthagrhth u pjfrmu Kjbtd Hnfhbd . iuejdstjċbj jm Vdkh"
ig Hrbunah zh vnhmhrh Pvgtje rdk soje `hrh" Bjvd `hr jmkhl
ig orgbuj mh uonjbd He dntrumu. hnd prg bgej Ũtj ig stde hj mj
Ppjngth. jzfdnihb zmrhvstvgbd prjfngk. kjeuąg kjŲmhbd
umhr. sprgċdj eh ig mh jstvhrd Ũtj ig bhukdj" Shph Aj rkj zdig
S h p h I j v h b QDDD , s g m d $ m h i g p h p s o d f n h e j s n j v Ohr nu ā g n h v j k . o r h n i u
Y h p h m b g A r h b h ą o g , s g v g r j z h p h m m h b h Ũ b i g A r h b ` u s o g $ . p j Ũ t j i g j v h i <56"
OVWBDPHB YH QNHMHVH PQG]JE VDKPOJE @HVP]QH"
jŲgbd. hnd eh ig mjtdċbh mhkh. dbhċg Fgbgmdotjvh
rjmhoh u mruejk ojngbu. jmfdnh" ]go Ũtj ig bgojndojkgsg`d prjŨnj. h Fgbgmdot sg pjbjvj pjihvdj u Vdku.
s bhkgrjk mh sg vrhtd bh vnhst" W tjkg. kgmutdk. bdig
uspgj. h dz erhmh su eh 83=1" ejmdbg p rjtgrhnd rhzihrgbd
pngkdąd" Srjfhj ig jb ijŨ igmbjk. hnd ig bhdŨhj bh dstd
jtpjr. mh fd eh ojbhċbj prjebhnd 83=<"
Bhrgmbg ejmdbg Fgbgmdot ig jptuŲgb zh sdkjbdiu.
hnd sg bdig pjihvdj prgm sumjk" Yh tj ig ohŲbigb
gosojkubdoh`dijk" Sjsng tjeh. bigejvj sg dkg khbig+
+vdŨg bg pjkdbig u zhpdsdkh" ]hċhb mhtuk bigejvg
skrtd d mhnig sg bg zbh" KjŲmh ig ukrj 8371" ejmdbg.uprhvj mjo sg prdprgkhj zh bjvd pjljm bh phpsod
prgstj" Sjkdbig sg d ejmdbh 8317. ohmh sg Fgbgmdot.
bhvjmbj. pjohihj zh svjig fgzfrjibg erglg d dzmhlbuj.
ohj pjohibdo. u jphtdid Erjthagrhth u pjfrmu Kjbtd
Hnfhbd. mvhmgsgtho odnjkgthrh iuejdstjċbj jm Vdkh"
ukrj ig Ũgst bgmgnih ohsbdig. ċgtvrtje hprdnh <41" ejmdbg.
pjŨtj eh ig. bhvjmbj. jtrjvhnh Hedntrumh" Hoj ig sumdtd pj
svgmjċgbidkh shvrgkgbdoh. Ajrkjzdig ig d ohj phph d ohj
ċjvgo fdj mjstjihb mdvnigbih? prjċuj sg pj frdzd zh sdrjtdbiu.
hsogtsojk bhċdbu Ųdvjth. ċgmbjstd d pj tjkg Ũtj ig fdj
pjtpubj prgmhb kjndtvd. h svg su tj dstdbsog lrdŨąhbsog
vrndbg ojig su. u tji grd jpŨtg mgohmgb`dig. shkjŲdvjstd d
mdvnihŨtvh. fdng prhvh rgtojst"
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8= KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNH MHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPO D POHBMHND
Ohovg ejm eh. kgĘutdk. vrndbg orhsdng. Ajrkjzdig bdig
kjehj u pjtpubjstd mh dzkhobg jtrjvbji htkjsagrd bhsdnih
d spngthoh ojih ig vnhmhnh u @rovd bigejvje vrgkgbh" Fdnj
ig d prgvdŨg nhoj stvj rdt d sgf d bgp rd ihtg nig . h tdk g d m jąd bh
umhr bidljvg jsvgtjniufdvjstd d srmŲfg" Kjeuąg ig. prdtjk.
mh ig Ajrkjzdig fdj prgvdŨg ċgstdt d dsorgb zh svjig mjfrj"Bg kjŲg sg. prdkgrh rhmd. kumrdk skhtrhtd bigejv pjtgz
ohmh sg <56" suprjtsthvdj dzfjru phpg Ijvhbh QDDD. bhrjċdtj
hoj sg dkh u vdmu mh ig Ajrkjzdig d shk fdj igmhb jm
prjtdvohbmdmhth" Bgrhzfjrdtj ig. thojĘg. s bigejvg strhbg
fdnj d tj Ũtj ig dkhj prdihtgnig kgĘu bgprdihtgnidkh phpg
Ijvhbh . ojid su prjtdv bigeh bg prgsth bj ojvhnd zhvgrg"
]jndoj ig bhenhŨgbh fdnh bhkgrh tdl niumd mh eh ubdŨtg mh
sg bdsu ustgzhnd mh. zhrhm jstvhrgbih bgċhsbdl pnhbjvh.
pjkją pjtrhŲg d jm kusndkhbh Phrh`gbh. dbhċg zhongtdl
bgprdihtgnih lrdŨąhbstvh"W tj vrgkg bdig fdnj bdohovj ċumj mh bgprdihtgnid
phph igmbjsthvbj. prgoj bjąd. bgsthbu. dnd mh dl bgemg
prjbhĘu krtvg" Sjruou krŲbig bdig fdnj tgŨoj prjċdthtd. d
bhkgŨthniog" Prgąjk. ohsbdig ku ig svg jprjŨtgbj" Ohmh ig
<<6" ukrj Ijvhb QDDD. bigejv bhsngmbdo. phph Khrdb D. pjzvhj
ig Ajrkjzdih mh sg vrhtd u Vdk dz svje utjċdŨth u zhphmbji
Arhb`uso ji. d uz tj ku vrhtdj fdsoupdiu u Sjrtu" Mgvgt ejmdbh
ohsbdig. Ajrkjzdig ig d shk dzhfrhb zh phpu. d uprhvj u tdl
pgt ejmdbh. ojndoj ig prjvgj u Qhtdohbu. pjċdbdj ig igmbuvgjkh jzfdnibu ergŨou9 bhniutdj ig Hedntrumu d ouąu Ppjngtj"
Yfje phpsog pjndtdog ojiu ig vjmdj. stvjrdj ig sgfd d mrueg
bgprdihtgnig. Ũtj ig bhrjċdtj mjŨnj mj dzrhŲhih ohm ig pjouŨhj
pjtpubj mh gndkdbdŨg upndv svgtjvbdl ,bgzhrgmgbdl$ jsjfh u
`rovgbg pjsnjvg"
Phsvdk ig kjeuąg mh uprhvj zfje tjeh skrt igmbje
]hovg jptuŲfg d prgsumg. d tj igmbjk
ċjvgou u ejmdbhkh. ndċbjstd ojih sg
mjohzhnh ohj pjŨtgbh d kjrhnbh +
fdng su jċdengmbj jfdċbh nhormdih d. pjsvgku sumgąd. pnjm igmbg bhkgŨthniog"
ohm su bigejvd prdihtgnid zhvgrgbd`d utgond s phpsoje mvjrh.
d Ajrkjzdig ig pjfgehj s bidkh" ]j ig. bhrhvbj. zbhċdnj
mh ig d jb uċgstvjvhj u zhvgrd. Ũtj ig zh pjsngmd`u dkhnj
tj mh fumg jptuŲgb zh bgog ebusbg znjċdbg. ohj Ũtj ig.
rg`dkj. jsovrbuąg rdksodl shkjsthbh d umruŲdvhbig u `dniu
ubdŨthvhbih phpsoje sgmdŨth" Ajrkjzdig ig ohŲbigb u sonhmu
s tgŲdbjk jptuŲfd" Ejmdbg <5<" go sojku bd`drhb ig dz
lrdŨąhbsog `rovg" Ohzbh ig. dstdbh. pjvuċgbh bgŨtj ohsbdig.
ohm ig prdsthj mh pjtpdŨg dzihvu u ojiji ig ohtgejrdċbj
tvrmdj mh sg bdohmh bgąg vrhtdtd u Vdk d mh. mjo ig Ųdv. bgąg
jfhvnihtd svgŨtgbdċog muŲbjstd" Jmuzgth ku ig. sgk tjeh.
d fdsoupdih u Sjrtu. u Sjrtuehnu. emg ig Ajrkjzdig jm <1="
fdj bh muŲb jstd ohrmdbhnh fdsouph"
PQG JSVJţ]GBJ + MJ MHNIGE]hovg jptuŲfg d prgsumg. d tj igmbjk ċjvgou u ejmdbhkh.
ndąbjstd ojih sg mjohzhnh ohj pjŨtgbh d kjrhnbh + fdng su
jċdengmbj jfdċbh nhormdih d. pj svgku sumgąd. pnjm igmbg
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KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND 87
bigbje bgprdihtgnih d bgsp jsjfb jst mrueje + bdsu zhmjvjnidnd
Hedntrumu" Jbh ig bh uku dkhnh bgŨtj zbhtbj mrhkhtdċbdig
d igzjvdtdig" Ohmh ig prgkdbuj Ajrkjzdigv bhsngmbdo bh
kgstu phpg. Fjbdah`dig QD. put sg jtvjrdj prgm Ptgahbjk QDD.
kdnigbdojk d shkg Hedntrumg d bigb je. dstj thoj znurhmje
sdbh Nhkfgrth"
DY KVŻBIG W KVHĎBG VHFJ]GIhbuhrh <45" Ptgahb ig jfihvdj mh ąg u @rovd sv" Ijvhbh
Nhtgrhbsoje. fjejkjnid u ojiji ig phph jfhvnihj muŲbjst
sthrgŨdbg lrhkh ohj fdsoup rdksod. fdtd jmrŲhbj igmbj
sumgbig" ]uŲgbd u tjk prj`gsu fdj ig phph Ajrkjzdig. ojid u
tjk trgbutou vgą mgvgt kgsg`d bdig fdj kgmu Ųdvdkh? prgkh
Ajrkjzdiu sg. dbhċg. ojm Ptgahbh u kgmuvrgkgbu rhzvdnh
ahbhtdċbh krŲbih" Ptgahb ig. jċdengmbj. fdj pjovhrgb mj srŲd.
hnd uzrj`d krŲbig prgkh Ajrkjzdiu bdsu mj orhih rhsvgtnigbd9
pjstjid kjeuąbjst mh ig kjŲmh rgċ j prjstji mbigbd`d mh
ig d jb prdphmhj ouąd Ppjngtj d mh eh ig bguk jrbj luŨohnhstrhŨbh Hedntrumh" Pvg d mh ig thoj. tjk krŲbijk. kh ojndoj
jb bijkg fdj jpsgmbut. bg kjŲg sg thoj nhoj jfihsbdtd
S h p h P t g a h b Q DD p r g t v j r dj i g ‒ s u m g b i g „ p j o j i b j k p h p d A j r k j z d i u u p r h v u
p j z j r d s b u p r g m s t h v u " N g Ũ u p r j ` g s u r h s p h m h b i h d s o j p h b i g dz e r j f h m h f d
PG BHţHJ м PVGMDţ]W SHŻBIG BH KWĎBJK KV]QHĎOJK PDBJMW <45" EJMDBG"
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81 KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND
svd uŲhsd ojid su sg jmderhnd bh pjstlukbjk suĘgbiu phpd
Ajrkjzdiu bgemg u ihbuhru <45" ejmdbg. mgvgt kgsg`d. ohoj
rgojskj. pjsng bigejvje upjojigbih"
SjċdvŨgk phpd bdig sumgbj u jmsustvu" Bh Hedntrumdb
bhejvjr. Ajrk jzdig + dnd. fjnig rgąd. bigejv vgą bhpjnh
Shph Ptgahb QD D shs duŨhvh pjoj ibje phpu Ajrkjzd ih " Bh d nus t rh` d i d
ig p rgm s thv ni gb ngŨ b go hm hŨ b ige p j b t d ah u zb ht b j f j ni gk s thb iu
bgej Ũ tj i g u d s t d bu k jrhj f d t d + Aj rk jz d i gvj tg n j thmh i g vgą
k gsg` d k h pjċ d vh n j u e rjfu "
dstrungnd ngŨ. oj id ig igmvh ijŨ bgohoj mrŲhnh pjohibdċoh ojŨunih
jm ojstrgtd + dsojphb ig dz erjfbd`g. mh fd eh jmgbund u
phpsou jmgŲmu" Yhtdk ig ngŨ mjbgt bh mvjr. emg su eh spustdnd
bh prgstj" Ptgahb ig sgmgj jmkhl tu. mj trjbh. prgmsgmhvhiuąd
‒sumgbiu&. h uz bigeh d jsthng sumdig. dzhfrhbg dz rgmjvh
svgŨtgbstvh" H mh fd td jsthnd mrŲhnd igzdo zh zufdkh d rhmdnddsoniuċdvj jbj Ũtj dk ig rgċgbj. prdfgenj sg prgtbihkh d
zhstrhŨdvhbiu. thoj mh su shkj sumgbig prgsgmgnd pjtpubj
dsprgphmhbd" ]jk prdndojk pjbjvj su pjorgbutg jptuŲfg
ojig ig Ajrkjzdiu svjigvrgkgbj bhtjvhrdj phph Ijvhb QDDD"
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KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQ DBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOH BPOD POHBMHND 85
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D OPDKJBDIH
Pdkjbdih. prjmhih dnd pnhąhbig zh `rovgbh zvhbih d pjnjŲhig.
dnd pho buĘgbig bjv`h zhrhm utd`hih bh dzfjr jmrgĘgbg
n dċbjstd bh bgou aubo`diu. skhtrhbh ig u `rovgbdk oruejvdkh
zh jzfdnihb prgstup" Bhzdv ig pjtgohj jm Pdkjbh Kheh.
pjzbhtje d ohj Pdkjb Qrhċ. ojid ig pjouŨhj mh pjmkdtd
Lrdstjvg uċgbdog Sgtrh d Ijvhbh" Gvj Ũth j tjkg pdŨg u
Bjvjk zhvgtu9
H ohm Pdkjb vdmg mh sg mjmdrjk hpjstjnsodl Ũhoh Pvgtd
mul prgbjsd. jb dk bjvhg buĘhŨg. ejvjrgąd 9 ‒Mhitg d kgbd
tu kjm. mh bh ojeh ejm Ũhog pjnjŲdk. d jb pr dk d Mulh
svgtjeh" „ Hnd ku Sgthr bh tj rgċg9 ‒Bjvhg ąg s tjfjk
d prjphstd. igr td pjkdsn d mh sg mhr FjŲid bjvggk kjŲg
prdfhvdtd" „
BGSJ]DYHK
Dzrhz bgpjtdzhk pjtdċg jm nhtdbsog rgċd bgpjs. Ũtj zbhċd
frhthbh`. sdbjvh`. sgstrdą. ddd ubuo. h jmbjsd sg bh
fnhejbhonjbjst ojiu su kbjeg phpg dsohzdvhng prgkh svjidk
rjĘh`dkh d prdihtgnidkh. d tj thoj Ũtj su jvd pjsthvnihbd bh
vdsjog pjnjŲhig ubuthr @rovg. bh muŲbjstd ojig. Ũtj pj svjidk
jsjfdbhkh. Ũtj pj sthrjsbji mjfd. bdpjŨtj bdsu zhsnuŲdvhnd"
Bgpjtdzhk ig. vgrjvhtbj. fdj bhiujfdċhigbdid kgmu tgŨodk
`rovgbdk prgorŨhidkh. bhrjċdtj u srgmbigk vgou" Sh dpho. zh jvhovu prhosu kjenj sg khntgbg dkhtd d rhzukgvhbih u
gpjld ohmh su phpg kjrhng mh rhċubhiu mh ąg sg sujċdtd sh
suphrbd`dkh d bgprdihtgnidkh? u bgpjsrgmbjk joruŲgbiu zhdsth
su dk fdnd pjtrgfbd niumd ojid su vgą mjohzhnd svjiu jmhbjst"
Ph Ajrkjzdigvje ngŨh sodbu th ig phpsoh
jmgŲmh. mh fd eh pjtjk jmgbund u
rulj jfdċbje svgtjvbihoh" J msgċg bhsu ku. prdtjk. trd prsth mgsbg ruog +
uprhvj jbh trd ojidkh sg snuŲdj mgngm
phpsog fnhejsnjvg"
H ċdstj mh sg bg sthbg bh tjkg. Ptgahb ig mjmhj d bgog
bjvg jptuŲfg. s bhkgrjk mh svdkh sthvd mj zbhbih ohoj ig
Ajrkjzdig. zhprhvj. fdj bgspjsjfhb zh jfhvnihbig phpsog
muŲbjstd" Ajrkjzdig ig fdj ordvjongtb do + tvrmdj ig Ptgahb +
bigejvj srgg fdnj ig dspubigbj Ųumbijk zh phpsojk kjąd. h d
prgorŨdj ig `rovgbg zhojbg"
MVHKH BH KV]QHĎOJK PDBJMWPtgahb sg prgm sumjk pjbhŨhj bgsvhodmhŨbig" PvgŨtgbstvj
d jsthnd joupnigbd u sumbd`d kjrhnd su mh snuŨhiu bigejvg
khlb dtg ejvjrhb`dig u ojidkh ig Ptgahb dzvrehvhj
ruenu pjojibje phpu d bh bigejv rhċub upumvhj
bhiruŲbdig uvrgmg" Ajrkjzdiu ig. p rdtjk. fdnj jmjfrgbjprhvj bh jmfrhbu. hnd u vdmu zhstupbdŨtvh igmbje
jshkbhgstje jmdŨbige Ęhojbh" Bgsrgąbd k nhmdą trgfhnj
Ajrk jzdig ig shl rhbigb pjtdjvj.
jvjeh puth bh jfdċbjk erjfniu"
Ohj d shkj vhĘgbig dz rgog. d shlrhbh
ig jfhvnigbh u thib jstd "
ig mh jmejvhrh u A jrk jzdigvj dkg. hnd f dj ig prgvdŨg
prgstrhvnigb shkdk bhstupjk rhzejrjphĘgbje Ptgahbh. ojid
ig bgprgsthb j urnhj. thoj mh su snhfhŨbd jmejvjrd ojig fd
prjkrknihj sgfd u frċdąg fdnd svg Ũtj ig thi ihmbdċho uspgj
tje mhbh mh dzejvjrd"
D. bgdzfgŲbj. bh orhiu suĘgbih. ojig ąg bhobhmbj. d s
vhnihbdk rhznjzdkh. fdtd bhzvhbj Krtvhċod sdbjm. Ajrkjzdig
ig prjenhŨgb ordv dk pj svdk thċohkh jptuŲbd`g" Ohzbh
ig dzvrŨgbh f gz jmnhehbih " Ptgahb ig jfzbhbdj mh sg dstjehċhsh svd Ajrkjzdigvd mgorgtd d ruojpjnjŲgbih prjenhŨhvhiu
bdŨthvbdk" Sj Ptgahbjvji zhpjvgstd. sh Ajrkjzdigvje
ngŨh sodbuth ig phpsoh jmgŲmh. mh fd eh pjtjk jmgbund u
rulj jfdċbje svgtjvbihoh" Jmsgond su. prdtjk. trd prsth s
Ajrkjzdigvg mgsbg ruog. uprhvj jbg prstg ojidkh sg snuŲdj
mjo ig mgndj phpsog fnhejsnjvg" Jmsgċgbd prstd + dnd. prg ąg
fdtd. jbj Ũtj ig jm bidl jsthnj pjsng mgvgtjkg sgċbje trunigbih
u erjfu + uruċgb d su Hedntrumd. ojih ig `gj thi mjehĘhi prhtdnh
s bgsordvgbdk zhmjvjnistvjk" Shph Ptgahb ig. bhpjsngtou.
bhrgmdj mh sg Ajrkjzdig pjbjvj shlrhbd. hnd jvjeh puth u
jfdċbu erjfbd`u" ]j ig jfhvnigbj. h pjtjk sg mgsdnj bgŨtj
udstdbu igzdvj" Srvj su dsojphnd Ajrkjzdigv ngŨ. jbmh su eh
vuond orjz und`g Vdkh. mh fd eh bh orhiu. prdohmvŨd bh bigeh
tgejvg. fh`dnd u ]dfhr"
Kbjed prdphmbd`d svgŨtgbstvh mufjoj su pjŨtjvhnd
Ajrkjzdih. h fdj ig jkdnigb d kgmu rdksodk Ųdvnigk. ph
ig thoj <48" ejmdbg. ujm bige jvje dzfjrh. dzfdnh pjfubh
bigejvdl prdsthnd`h. zhfrdbutdl zfje kjeuąbjstd mh
phpsod trjb zhuzkg bgoj mrued" Bdig. stjeh. bgmjsthihnj
mjfrjvjnih`h bd ohmh ig igmhb kjbhl ojid ig. uprojs svgku.
jsthj vgrhb sgąhbiu bh pjmvŨge phpu zhtrhŲdj jm erupg
rdfhrh mh ku pjkjebu mh dzvhmd dz rgog vgą dzkr`vhrgbg
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8< KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNH MHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPO D POHBMHND
zgkbg jsthtog Ajrkjzdigvg" Ajrkjzdig ig
ohsbdig pjbjvj shlrhbigb . jvjeh puth
bh jfdċbjk erjfniu" Ohj d shkj
vhĘgbig dz rgog. d shlrhbh ig
jmrŲhbh u pjtpubji thibjstd"
Mh su Ajrkjzdigvd bgp rdihtgnid
+ h pjsgfbj phph Ptgahb
d vjivjtodbih Hedntrumh
+ shzbhnd Ũth sg mgsdnj.
vgrjvhtbj fd ngŨ upjojigbje
phpg pjbjvj erufj
jsovrbund"
Krtvhċod sdbjm. pjzbht
d pj nhtdbsojk bhzdvu
Pybjmus Ljrrgbmh. dzhzvhj
ig jpŨtu pjvdou d ebgv u Vdku"
Bh suigvgrbd bhrjmbd uk b hrjċdtj
sbhŲhb utdsho jsthvdnj ig uruŨhvhbig
Fhzdndog svgtje Ijvhbh. ojih ig phnh uz
zhenuŨuiuąu tutbihvu uprhvj u ċhsu ohm su sg phph
Ptgahb d Hedntrumh pjihvdnd bh vrhtdkh @rovg svgtje Ijvhbh
Nhtgrhbsoje pj zhvrŨgtou ‒sumgbih&" @dbigb d`h mh ig Fhzdndoh
SjŨtj su ku jmuzgtd rhsojŨbh phpsoh
jmgŲmh d svh zbhkgbih. fhċgb ig u
zhtvjr. emg ig umhvnigb"
]gjmjr D D i g ohj phph s tj njvhj svgeh mvhmgsgt
mhbh. h n d d tj ig f d nj mjvj n ibj mh so dbg D iheu
s d k gbh b i gejvje . tj n doj bhk uċgbje .
prg tljmb d oh Aj rk jz d i h"
sg ‒mvjrsoh rgvjnu`dih&. dPtgahb QDD ig svrebut" SjŨtj
su ku jmuzgtd rhsojŨbh
phpsoh jmgŲmh d zbhkgbih.
fhċgb ig u zhtvjr. emg ig
umhvnigb" ]j. u svhojk
snuċhiu. bdig fdj orhi gpjlg
u ojiji su phpg ohj niumd d
phpstvj ohj dbstdtu`dih fdnd u
bgkdnjstd" Ohj prvj. Hedntrumh
ig ijŨ fdnh prdsutbh. h emg ejm jbh
fdnh. kjrhnj ig mh prjondih d sgkg
bgvjnig" Hedntrumh sg. bhdkg. sdnbj
rhzfgsbgnh ohm ig ċunh mh ig bigb Ũtdągbdo.
phph Ptgahb. u fdigb. ph sg frŲg+fj nig uprgenh mh
jfbjvd utd`hi ojid ig bigejvdk jmnhsojk dzeufdnh" Bdig iji
sg. kgmutdk. pjsrgądnj s bjvdk phpjk. Vjkhbjk. ojid
ig bh phpsod pr gstj sgj <4 5" ejmdbg. mh fd bh bigku jsthj
svgeh trd kgsg`h" Vjkhbh ig. dzengmh. sh prgstjnh sv" Sgtrh
sodbunh igmbh jm arho`dih bh phpsojk mvjru. bgprdihtgnisod
rhspjnjŲgbh prgkh vjivjtodbid Hedntrumd d ouąd Ppjngtj"
Sjsng tjeh bgsrgąbd fdvŨd phph ‒jtdŨhj ig u kjbhlg&. ohojvgnd guagkdzhk mjfrj pjzbht u Gvrjpd rhbje srgmbige vgoh.
Ũtj ąg rgąd mh ig fdj + uonjbigb"
svgtje Ijvhbh jmhvbj vgą fdnh jfgngŲgbh ohj bgfgzfgmbh
zh prjst puo bdig fdnh u tji kgrd ufgmnidvh ohj Ũtj ig tj
fdnh pjkdshj mh ig phm tg erhmgvdbg jċgvdmhb zbho FjŲige
bgzhmjvjnistvh" Bdig kbjej vrgkgbh prjŨnj h pjċgng su mh
sg Ũdrg enhsdbg mh ngŨ phpg Ajrkjzdih ‒dzvjmd `umh„. h tj sg
svjistvj dbhċg prdpdsuig igmdbj svg`dkh"
JpŨtg ehmgbig zfje tje mdvnihċoje suĘgbih. ohj d erjzjtgojig su sg pjsng tjeh jmderhng. ufgmdng su kbjeg svgŨtgbdog
mh. uojndoj ujpŨtg pjstjid ċjvgo ojid ig pjtpubj bgspjsjfhb
mh fumg phph. jbmh tj kjrh fdtd uprhvj Ptgahb QDD" Fdnj ig.
dstdbh. d bgŨtj ndċbje dbtgrgsh u thnhsu bgejmjvhbih ojig ig
dzhzvhj Krtvhċod sdbjm" Kbjedk prdphmbd`dkh svgŨtgbstvh
ojig ig Ajrkjzdig ruojpjnjŲdj fdng su jmuzgtg svg prdvdngedig
ohmh ig Ptgahb pjb dŨtdj mgorgtg d jmnuog pjojibje phpg"
SHSH P]GAHB DMG OJM PQJE ]QJV@H
Bgprdihtgnisoh jsgąhbih ufrzj su prgtjċgbh u mgnh" Hveusth<45" ejmdbg. jshk kgsg`d pjsng Krtvhċoje sdbjmh. jmderhnh
VGLHFDND]H@DIH SHSG AJVKJYDIHVjkhbjv bhsngmbdo. phph ]gjmjr DD. fdj ig ijŨ ejrg srgąg.
hnd ig fhrgk bh pjnjŲhiu jsthj mjvjnibj muej mh uċdbd
Pgredig ig""" bhnjŲdj mh sg
Ajrkjzdigvjk ngŨu jmrufd enhvh.h d mh ku sg dsgou ijŨ trd prsth sh shog.
prg bgej Ũtj ig tgnj pjojibje phpg
pjbjvj zhvrŨdnj u ]dfru"
bgŨtj zh tjndoj jspjrhvhbje Ajrkjzdih" ]gjmjr ig bhrgmdj
mh sg zgkbd jsth`d pjċdvŨge phpg pjbjvj shlrhbg. d tj u
jmejvhrhiuąji. pjbtdasoji jmjrd. d uzh svg pjċhstd. u @rovd
svgtje Sgtrh u Vdku" ]gjmjr DD ig. thojmg. pjbdŨtdj sumsogjmnuog mjbgtg bh tzv" Krtvhċojk sdbjmu" Bh vgndoj
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KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMH QDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND 84
SH SH PGVEDIG D D D 9 BH IJ SH ODI D KGēW NIW MDKH
Pgredih DDD bgoj ig svjigvrgkgbj jpdshj ohj ċjvgoh ojid
ċdbd ‒fgsorhibg ehmjstd u mruŨtvu nhodl Ųgbh„. ohj ‒rjfhsvhoje kjeuąge pjrjoh&. hnd d ohj ‒bhijphodige kgĘu
Diumdkh&" Bigejv Ųdvjt. ohoj prdvhtbd. thoj d ihvbd. ohj
pjenhvhrh Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg. zhprhvj ig igmbh mueh
prdpjvgst pubh sohbmhnh d mgohmgb`dig. prd ċgku sg
pjuzmhbj zbh mh ig Pgredig sthihj dzh ufdstvh igmbje.
h kjeuąg d mvjid`g phph" Pgredig ig. pj svgku sumgąd.
bhrgmdj ufdstvh phpg Nhvh Q d hbtdphpg Lrdstdajrh. ojid
su 43=" ejmdbg umhvnigbd u zhtvjru" SjŨtj ig zhvrŨdj
s bidkh mvjid`jk. prgm Pgredigk sg uohzhj jtvjrgb
put oh prgstjnu svgtje Sgtrh" ]rd ejmdbg ohsbdig. phphPgredig DDD bhŨhj ig niufhvbd`u. Khrjzdiu. ojiu ku ig.
zhprhvj. ..pjmhrdnh„ mgvj iċdbh kh td ]gj mjrh ohm ig
Khrjzdid fdnj shkj 87 ngth" Pgredig ig fdj 03 ejmdbhsthrdid jm Khrjzdig. hnd ċdbd sg mh ig pjŲumh ojiu ig
prgkh biji jsgąhj pjtrhihnh pubdl mgvgt ejmdbh.
jm jbjeh ċhsh ohm su sg upjzbhnd bh znjenhsbjk
Krtvhċojk sdbjmu <45" ejmdbg" Srgkmh ijŨ shsvdk
knhmh. Khrjzdih ig jċdtj fdnh dzrhzdtj prdvnhċbh" Dhoj
sdeurbj bdig fdnh igmdbh Pgredigvh bhnjŲbd`h. jb ig bdohmh
bdig zhfjrhvdj" Pgredig d Khrjzdih mjfdnd su sdbh. ojid
ig ohsbd ig pj sthj phph Ijv hb \D. d zhlvhniu iuąd tjkg
Pgredig ig jsthj uphkągb ohj igmdbd phph ċdid ig d sdb
fdj phph" Ptj sg Khrjzdig tdċg. bigbh ċgtvjrjejmdŨbihvgzh s phpjk Pgredigk. ojid ig prgkdbuj 488" ejmdbg.
jċdengmbj ig u biji
prjfumdnh bgutjnidvu
enhm zh phpsojk
kjmd. ph ig u dstjrdid
uphkągbh ohj Ųgbh
ojih ig pjsthvnihnh
phpg"
Ord t d ċhr dkh mg nh
bhisohbmhnjzb d i d l
phph pjbgsth ih nj f d
pjermb dl d z rhzh ohm
fd pjŲgngn d mh jpdŨu
Pgred ih DD D d bigejv
mgohmgb thb bhċ db
Ų dvjth "
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63 KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND
jnhoŨhbig svgŨtgbstvh ojig ig Ptgahb QDD rhzfhŨtdbdj. ]gjmjr
dk ig vrhtdj zvhbih d pjvnhstd`g ojig su svjigvrgkgbj
mjfdnd jm phpg Ajrkjzdih" Kjehj sg u tjk trgbutou stgąd
Bgmuej zhtdk. Ajrkjzdigvj jfgzenhvnigbj tgnj pjbjvj ig dzrjbdnj
dz ]dfrh. jvjeh puth thoj Ũtj sg
zhpgtnihnj u hnhsou krgŲu"
utdsho mh sg Krtvhċod sdbjm. u stvhrd. bdohmh bdig jmderhj d
mh sukhbutd phph Ptgahb bdohmh bdig bd pjstjihj" ]gjmjr
ndċbj. bhŲhnjst. jm svdl tdl bhpjrh bdig dkhj bdohovg vhimg"Shpsou muŲbjst jfhvnihj ig svgeh 63 mhbh ,fdnj ig tj u
bjvgkfru <45" ejmdbg$. pjsng ċgeh ig. pjm thihbstvgbdk
jojnbjstdkh. prgkdbuj" Bhrgmbg ejmdbg pho. ]gjmjrjv
bhsngmbdo. phph Ijvhb D\. zhfrhbdj ig sumgbih pjojibd`dkh"
Mgsgt ejmdbh ohsbdig. Pgredig DDD. ojid ig zh phpu dzhfrhb
43=" ejmdbg. pjbjvj ig dsojphj ngŨ phpg Ajrkjzdih d jpgt
ku sumdj" W vrgkg ohm ig jmrŲhb Krtvhċod sdbjm ,<45"
ejmdbg$. Pgredig ig fdj ohrmdbhn. d kbjej sg bhniutdj ohm
ig pj bdŨtgbh prgsumh ojijk ig tuŲgbd prjenhŨgb ordv dk"
SrguzgvŨd vnhst u Qhtdohbu. pjbjvj ig prgdbhċdj prgsumu. dmjmhj ijŨ pjojiu. shkj bigku svjistvgbu. erjzjtu prdmg"
Sj bigejvjk bhnjeu Ajrkjzdigv ngŨ ig jfgzenhvnigb. h jbmh
su ku jmsgċgbh ijŨ trd prsth. mh fd eh bhpjsngtou pjbjvj
fh`dnd u ]dfhr" W Ųgnid mh svdkh jfihsbd Ũth ig svdk tdk Ųgngj
mh pjruċd. Pgredig ig bhrgmdj mh sg bh erjfu Ptgahbh QDD
uongŨg gpdtha u lvhnjspgvbdk tjbjvdkh"
Bgmuej zhtdk. Ajrkjzdigvj jfgzenhvnigbj tgnj pjbjvj
ig dzr jbdnj dz ]dfrh . jvjeh puth thoj Ũtj sg zhpg tnih nj
u hnhsou krgŲu" SjŨtj ig d mrued put dzvhmgb dz ]dfrh.
Ajrkjzdig sg pjbjvj ‒vrhtdj& u @rovu sv" Sgtrh" Pgredig ig.
bhrhvbj. u kgmuvrgkgbu pjbdŨtdj mgorgt Ijvhbh D\ ojid sg
jmbjsdj bh zhfrhbu pjstlukbdl suĘgbih" Wprojs svgku.
jpŨtg uvgrgbig mh ig Ajrkjzdig fdj bgvdb mjprdbgnj ig mh jb
d bigejvj Ųdvjtbj mgnj ojbhċbj fumu rglhfdndtjvhbd"
Hedntrumh. zhċgtbd`h dmgig j jmrŲhvhbiu Krtvhċoje
sdbjmh. ijŨ ig fdnh u Ųdvjtu ohmh su Ajrkjzdigvd zgkbd
jsth`d jsovrbutd mrued put. s tdk Ũtj su sg pjtpubj dzkgbdad
pjnjŲhi d kją ojig ig u tjk ċhsu dkhnh u jmbjsu bh vrgkg
ohmh ig. zhlvhniuiuąd bgpjbjvnidvdk numjstdkh Ptgahbh QDD.
jmbgnh biji thoj mrhej`gbu pjfgmu bhm krtvdk phpjk
<41" ejmdbg" Dkhnh ig. kgmutdk. d Hedntrumh svjidl snhfdl
thċhoh" Bigbh kją. kh ohoj bgzhbgkhrnidvh fdnh. u suŨtdbd
ig fdnh pjsrgmbh. dz mrueg ruog. fumuąd mh ig pjċdvhnh bh
pjsnuŨbjstd khrdjbgth ohj Ũtj ig fdj. rg`dkj. phph Ptgahb.
ojidk ig kjenh mh khbdpu ndŨg ohoj iji vjnih d ojid fd sohohj
bh svhod bigb kde" ]hojmg vhŲbg u Hedntrumdbjk hrsgbhnu
fdng su d bgog pj rjmdċb g vgzg ojig su iji jfgzfgmdvhng vdsjod
sthtus ojid ig uŲdvhnh. h svg. gtj. zhlvhniuiuąd ċdbigbd`d mh ij i ig kuŲ fdj Ed jm Ppjng th. s o jidk ig rjmdnh Nhkfgrth"
D>hm ig Ed ukrj 86" mg`gk frh < 4=. Hedntrumh ig dstjeh ċhsh
dzeufdnh zvhbig vjivjtodbig jm Ppjngth d Ohkgrdbh. orhnid`g
Dthndig d `hrd`g. ti" vnhmhrog Pvgtje rdksoje `hrstvh" IjŨ sg.
dstdbh. kjenj dzvuąd bgŨtj pjċhstd dz Nhkfgrtjvje uspjbh
mj svdl bhvgmgbdl zvhbih. hnd jb ig uk rj prg svjig khiog
,<4<$. ċdkg ig prgsgċgbh d pjsngmbih Hedntrumdbh pjrjmdċbh
vgzh s bgpjsrgmbjk vnhŨąu"
Phkh Hedntrumh ukrnh ig 460" ejmdbg. h prg tjeh pjihvdng
su sg ijŨ mvg Ųgbg ojig su prjbhŨng thibg putgvg mj phpsogkjąd u Vdku" Fdng su tj ]gjmjrh d bigbh oąd Khrjzdih. jfg.
Kbjeg phpg su bh prgstjnu svgtje
Sgtrh pjsgmgng shkj ejmdbu mhbh.
ph d orhąg. h frzj skgbidvhbig sngmdng
su d bhsdnbg skrtd pjbtdah. jmrhz
bgprgodmbg fjrfg zh vnhst"
dbhċg. phpsog bhnjŲbd`g" ]gjmjrh ig jsthnh uphkągbh ohj
‒fgstdmbh mrjnih&. h bigbg mvg oągrog. sthrdih Khrjzdih d
knhmh. khiċdbh dkgbihodbih ]gjmjrh. fdng su bh enhsu ohj
..bg fjezbh ohoj fjnig""" jm khiog dk&"
Bd khioh ]gjmjrh bd Khrjzdih bdsu zhusthvdng frzj
skgbidvhbig phph. ojig ig pjsthnj ujfdċhigbh prhosh joj
Pvgtg stjnd`g" Bidl mvg su. ŨthvdŨg. pjstjigąg sthbig shkj
mjmhtbj pjejrŨhng" Srvg ejmdbg \ vgoh prjŨng su u zbhou
orhtodl p jbtdadohth jm pj e jmdbu mhbh. ph d orhądl. hnd d
bhsdnbdl skrtd phph ohj jmrhz bgprgsthbg fjrfg zh vnhst"
Fdnj ig d jbdl ojid su uspgvhnd mh prgŲdvg ejmdbu+mvg. h
rgtod su u tjk pgrdjmu prgtgond muŲg" Shpg su sg zhdsth
skgbidvhng thoj frzj mh su phpsog snueg ngpj zhrhmdvhng
prjmhiuąd ndċbu svjidbu d bhk gŨthi pjbtdah ojid su jmnhzdnd sh
prgstjnh"
Sjr t rg t K hrjz d i g . ‒fgs t d mbg m rj n i g „ o j i h sg zhlvh n i u i uą d sp n g tohk h
mjċgphnh v nhst d u V dku u \ vgou. mh f d pj rhzuzmhbjst d d pjrjċbji
bhrhv d js th nh uphkągbh ohj rhvbh phpd Pgre d iu D D D . d bhċg b igbjk
n i ufhvb d ou "
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66 KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND
J P ] V Q J M G O H M G B @ D I G
Qgądbh ejstdiu u Khrjzdidbji rgzdmgb`did bh jstrvu
bh rg`d ]dfhr ,Dzjnh ]dfgrdbh$ u Vdku fdnd su knhmdhrdstjorhtd d rhzbh svgŨtgbh nd`h. kgmu ojidkh d fdsoupd
ojid su bhċdbjk Ųdvjth mrhstdċbj jmstuphnd jm hsogtsoje
lrdŨąhbsoje dmghnh" Dzuzgv sgosh. ojige ig fdnj u dzjfdniu.
jvd kuŨohr`d fdnd su oumdohkj zhdbtgrgsjvhbdid zh njv bh
mdvnig svdbig d zh sjojnhrstvj + ujf dċhigb g vdmjvg zhfhvg
prdphmbdoh vdŨdl sthngŲh u srgmbigk vgou + d thoj sg
Ijvhb \D . jvmg pr d ohzhb s khiojk Khrjz d ijk bh jstrvu bh
]dfru. dkhj ig shkj 68 e jm dbu ohm h ku ig jbh. 408" ejm dbg.
d zmg is tvjvh nh mh fumg pj sthv n igb zh phpu"
bgrgtoj mgŨhvhnj mh zh vrgkg kdsg d mruedl `rovgbdl
snuŲfd bgstrpnidvj `upohiu s khkuzhkh bh bjehkh dfjmgŲdkh zhthobutdk zh pjihs" Dsprgm fjejkjnig ċgohnd
su dl jsgmnhbd ojbid. d ċdk fd sg kdsh zhvrŨdnh. ihlhċd fd
jmigzmdnd u pjpjmb gvbd njv"
]d niumd stvhrbj su Ųdvgnd bh vdsjoji bjzd" Ouąg su
dk fdng pjsngmbih rgċ rhsojŨd d nuosuzh. s bhiadbdidk
uorhsdkh d bhisoupnidk zhvgshkh jm soupj`gbg
ohmdag" W tjk mulu jpŨtg mgohmgb`dig + d. bhrhvbj.
joruŲgbh mgohmgbtbdk svgtjk + Khrjzdih ig prjvjmdnh
bhiuejmbdig trgbutog"
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KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND 60
QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@HPdtbg orhĘg fdng su puoh sdtbd`h u pjrgĘgbiu s ojrup`dijk.
rhsohnhŨigk d jpŨtjk dsovhrgbjŨąu ojid su vnhmhnd u tjk
pgrdjmu. pjzbhtjk d ohj mjfh ‒phpsog pjrbjorhtdig&. ti"
‒vnhmhvdbg fnumbd`h&" ]hoj su jvu gru. d tj bg fgz rhznjeh.
bhzvhnd jbd ojid su fdnd `vrstj uvgrgbd mh ig phpsoh kjmprgŨnh u ruog ourvd" Bhndo khrdjbgthkh ojig su derhng
dsoniuċdvj jbhoj ohoj ig. s kbje j Ųhrh. svdrhnh Hedntrumh.
phpg dz gpjlg pjrbjo rhtdig prdnigŲ bj su umgstvjvhng
u jpŨtji mgohmgb`did d bgkjrhnu ojid su jmndojvhnd tj
fgsrhkbj + d. uigmbj. srhkb j + mjfh"
Njkfhrmdisod dstjrdmhr dz \ vgoh. orgkjbsod fdsoup
Ndutprhbm. fdj ig Ųgstjod prjtdvbdo zvhbd`bje Vdkh d usthbjvg
phpstvh" H dpho vdsg jm puoje zrb`h dstdbg prjbhnhzdkj u
jvjk bigejvjk zhpdsu. prguzgtjk dz mgnh Hbthpjmjsds
,Jmkhzmh$. dstjrdig phpstvh jm <<1" mj 473" ejmdbg9
Wnjv su dŨnd bh ojbidkh sh znhtbdk hkjvdkh. h pjs ng njvh ejstdnd su sg bh rhsojŨbdk fhbogtdkh. svg s pngshċd`hk h. mh fd sg pjtjk sh ,svjidk$ ourvhkh p jvnh ċdnd u pjstgnig.
prgordvgbg svdngbdk ċhrŨhvdkh. pjm z nhtjk dzvgzgbdk pjordvhċdkh" Pvd rdksod fdsoupd fdnd su jŲgbigbd niumd. h
bidljvg Ųgbg tohng su svdngbg lhnidbg j m svgtdl jmgŲmd"
Khrjzdih sg sorhsdnh bh jstrvu usrgm
rgog ]dfhr + Dzjnh ]dfgrdbh kgstu
emg sg. igmbjsthvbj. zh sorjk bjst d
kjrhdbjst bdig zbhnj"
Fdsoup Ndutprhbm jzbh`dj ig ]gjmjru d Khrjzdiu ohj ..mvg
pjljtnidvg Ųgbg sonjbg `hrsojk sihiu ,ojig su$""" vnhmhng
phphkh mgsgtje vgoh&" ]gjmjrh ig. pjmvuohj ig Ndutprhbm.
fdnh igmbh ‒fgstdmbh mrjnih""" ,ojih ig$ igmbj vrgkg""" shkh
vnhmhnh Vdkjk d + kh ojndoj stdmbj fdnj d bhp dshtd tg rg`d
+ vnhst vrŨdnh ohj mh ig kuŨoj&" Mrueh ] gjmjrdbh o`groh.
thojmg ]gjmjrh. bdig ukhonh jŨtrjk Ndutprhbmjvjk pgru.
pjŨtj su jbh d bigbh sgstrh ‒kjeng d mh bhmkhŨg ,svjiu
khiou$ u vgŲfhkh thoj kdndk Qgbgrd&" Erufj ig tj fdnj
prgkh ]gjmjrd o`grod. igr jbh ig. pj svgku sumg`d. vjmdnh
fgzergŨhb Ųdvjt pjsvg`gb mjfrdk mgndkh. hnd kjrh sg rg`d mh
ig Ndutprhbm fdj oumdohkj fndŲd dstdb d ohm ig rgm j Khrjzdid "
Ybh sg. hoj bdŨth mruej. mh ig Khrjzdih bhirhmdig prgfdvhnh
bh strvu usrgm rgog ]dfhr + Dzjnh ]dfg rdbh + kgstu emg sg.
igmbjsthvbj. zh sorjkbjst d k jrhdb jst bd ig zbhnj"
SdŨuąd j khi d ]gjmjrd. Ndutprhbm ig ds`rpb j jpdshj ohoj
] G J M J V D B G S H S G
]gjmjrh ig vg` fdnh dzvgrzdrhbh u pjsthvnihbiu phph u
vrgkg ohmh ig dzmgistvjvhnh uspjb Ijvhbh \ bh prgstj
svgtje Sgtrh 48=" ejmdbg" Sjsgfbj su iji mrheg fdng phpg
fnheg bhrhvd ojig ig kjenh mh vrtd joj khnje prsth. h
thohv ig. rg`dkj. fdj Fgbgmdot DQ. ojid ig vnhmhj jm 433"
mj 430" ejmdbg d bdohmh sg bd zfje `geh bdig usprjtdvdj
bigbji vjnid" P mrueg strhbg. kgmutdk. ]gjmjrh ig fdnh
bhonjbigbh svhojihodk fdthbehkh d rhzvrhtbd`dkh" Igmhb
jm thovdl fdj ig Nhbmj D. ojid ig muŲbjst phpg jfhvnihj
shkj sgmhk kgsg`d u pgrdjmu 48 0+ 48 =" ejmdbg" Khnj
sg zbh j Nhbmu. h jbj Ũtj ig pjzbhtj vdsg ig bgej
jbgspjojihvhiu`g" Nhbmj ig. bhdkg. prjphj ohj ijŨ vrnj
knhm `jvgo. d tj zhtj Ũtj ig prgvdsg vrgkgbh prjvjmdj
u mruŨtvu ‒rhsohnhŨbdl Ųgbh„. mh fd + sumg`d pj zhpdsu
igmbje srgmbijvgojvbje lrjbd`hrh + ‒bhpjsngtou
shejrgj&? tj ig . bhrhvbj. fdj pdŨągv Ũdarjvhbd dzrhz zh
usum igmbje ergŨbdoh ojeh ig stdenh ohzbh jmjzej"
Shph Ijvhb \ f d j i g n i ufhvb d o K hrjz d i d bg k h i og ]gjmj rg "
Jbh eh ig pjsthv d nh zh phpu 48=" ejm dbg. h n d sg Ijvhb
pjohzhj ohj bgzhlvh n hb ċjvgo 9 js thv d j i g ]gjmj ru d j t d Ũhj
s k n h Ę j k Ų g b j k "
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6= KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND
ig zhvgnh igmbje bhjċdtje knhmje svgŨtgbdoh. ojkg i g pjtjk
prdfhvdnh zvhbih fjnjbisoje fdsouph d rhvgbsoje bhmfdsouph"
Dkh. kgmutdk. bhzbhoh mh ig ]gj mjrh ohsbdig zhŲhndnh zfje
svjig vgndojmuŨbjstd" Knhmhbd niufhvbdo ufrzj ig pjċgj mh iji
bgmjsthig. d jbh eh ig. ohoj fd sg bigb ‒bjąbd mruŲfgbdo& jpgt
uebgzmdj pjrgm big. pjzvhnh u Vdk" Ejmdbg 48=" pjsthvdnh eh
ig zh phpu + Ijvhbh \" Qg rjv htbj ig jb fdj jth` ]g jm jrdbg
knhmg oągrog"
SHSDBPOD EVGPDShpd Ijvhbu. pj svgku sumgąd. pjrbjorhtsod gtjs bh ojid
ig bhdŨhj u Vdku bdig fdj bdk hnj strhb" Ijvhb ig fdj vgst
vjibd zhpjvgmbdo ojid sg dsthohj ohj pjfgmbdo u fdtohkh
prjtdv kusndkhbh Phrh`gbh" Hnd mh ig ergŨdj + ergŨdj ig. d tj
bgpjprhvnidvj? zh bigejvje pjb tdadohth `vgthj ig bgpjtdzhk.
`gnh bigejvh ahkdndih sdnbj sg jfjehtdnh. h jb shk pjohzhj sg
ohj pjtpubj bgprdb`dpdignhb ċjvgo" Bd ]gjmjrd ċho bdig fdj
zhlvhnhb Ũtj ku ig pjkjenh mh sg uzmdebg mj bhivdŨge zvhbih
u `rovgbji ldigrhrldid? bhpustdj iu ig zhengmhvŨd sg u niupou
knhmu oągrou Deh jm Srjvhbsg. pjtjbige orhnih Dthndig"
Ohj d Hedntrumh. d Khrjzdih ig fdnh
vjĘgbh sngpjk k rŲbij k. d dstj ig
thoj. fgz tru bog ohihb ih. Ųumgnh zh
jmkhzmjk d vnhŨąu pj svhou `gbu"
ohj uzjr" Ohj d Hedntrumh. d Khrjzdih ig fdnh vjmgbh dstjk
sngpjk krŲbijk. d dstj ig thoj. fgz trubog ohihbih. Ųumgnh zh
jmkhzmjk d vnhŨąu pj svhou `gbu" H ohj d tjndod mrued niumd
sonjbd jsvgtd. d Khrjzdih ig dkhnh muej d mjfrj phkągbig. thoj
mh sg Ųdvj sgąhnh svdl bgprhvmd ojig su iji bhbgtg"
Khrjzdidbh zgm zh jsvgtjk rhzfuothnh sg pjsng pjedfdig
bigbje prvje kuŲh. erjah Hnfgrdoh jm Njkfhrmdig. zh ojeh
sg umhnh 434" ejmdbg" Hnfgrdoh su bgvjnig prhtdng oum ejm
]gjmj rdbji o ągrod Khrjzdid bdig. kgmutdk. fdnj pj vjnid
ohm ig Ijvhb \ dzhfrhb zh phpu ,fjnig rgąd. ohm ig bigejvj
dkgbjvhbig zh phpu dzmgistvjvhbj$. d ċvrstj ig rgŨdnh mh
jsuigtd d bigeh d svjiu khiou dsturdvŨd sjpstvgbje ohbmdmhth9
igm bje mrueje Ijvhbh. svje sdbh dz vhbfrhċbg vgzg s phpjk
Pgredigk DDD. rjmgbje joj 483" ejmdbg" Ohm ig Ijvhb \ p jsthj
phph. Khrjzdidb sdb dkhj ig tgo bgemg joj ċgtdrd ejmdbg. d fdj
ig. rhzuknidvj. prgknhm zh zvhb ig pjbtd ah. ċho d pj thmhŨb idk.rhbjsrgmbijvgojvbdk hrŨdbdkh. ohm bdig fdnj bdohovj ċumj
mh bgod pufgrtgtndih zhuzkg prgstj svgtje Sgtrh"
Khrjzdid ig. u svhojk snuċhiu. jsthnj khohr mjvjnibj
vrgkgbh mh bhtgbhbg ouig pnhbjvg" Dkhnh ig svjigvrgkgbj
prdndog mh pjskhtrh vjivjtodbiu Hedntrumu bh mgnu. u vrgkg
Krtvhċoje sdbjmh. h d ohsbdig iji ig uprhvj Hedntrumh snuŲdnh
K us n d k hb d Ph rh`gb d . sk r tb d b gp r d i h tg ni d l r d Ũą hbsog Gv rjpg .
pr dohzhbd su jvmg ohoj sg d sor`hvh iu bh jfh nu P d` d n d i g . oj iu su
d jsvj i d n d <65" ejm dbg" Shph Ijvhb \ s thj ig bh ċg nj lr d Ũąhbsog vj isog oj ih ig orgbu nh bh iue mh j tgrh zhvj igvhċg"
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mh ig orgbuj. h vhspdthvhb ig u pjrjmd`d d tg ohoj vdċbji
krhċbdk vgŨtdbhkh dbtrdeg. ufdstvh. prgniufg. trejvdbg
`rovgbdk snuŲfhkh d khntgbg svdk jsth ndk prnihvŨtdbhkh
ohrhotgrdstdċbdk zh jpŨtu mgohmgb`diu" Njkfhrmdisod erjajvd
su. sgk tjeh. fdnd dsousbd d ukgŨbd u pjsthvnihbiu phph. fumuąd
mh su ċho sgmhk ċnhbjvh svjig ahkdndig pjsthvdnd bh prgstjsvgtje Sgtrh pjŨtj su prguzgnd prgvnhst bhm phpsodk dzfjrdkh"
Khrjzdih. ojiji bd shkji bdsu fdng strhbg rhzbg
znjupjtrgfg. ufrzj ig prgpjzbhnh kuŲgvnigv pjtgb`dihn. ohj
d hkfd`diu ojih ig prjdstgonh dz shkje bigejvje vhspdthbih"
Sjċgnh ig. stjeh. mh eh luŨoh bh phpu Ijvhbh \ d bhejvhrh
mh orgbg u khrŨ bh Vdk s orhibidk `dnigk mh zhrjfd
pjbtdah d uprhzbd Pvgtu stjnd`u" Jvjeh puth. kgĘutdk.
Khrjzdih ig pjergŨdnh u prj`gbd" Ijvhb \ bdig fdj kjbgth zhpjtousurdvhbig ohj tjndog mrueg phpg khrdjbgtg u rhzmjfniu
‒vnhmhvdbg fnumbd`h„ vgą dsousbd d prjvgrgbd vjibd zhpjvgmbdo.
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61 KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND
zhsnuŲhb zh igmbu zbhċhibu pjfgmu bh fj ibjk pjniu"
Ijvhb ig. bhdkg . ejmdbg 487" ndċb j dzihlhj bh fjidŨtg
bh ċgnu vjisog LrdŨąhbsoje shvgzh d bhbgj tgŲho pjrhz
shrh`gbsodk sbhehkh u fd`d ojih sg jmderhnh bgmhngoj jm
rgog Ehrdnihbj. bgodl 633 odnjkgthrh jm Vdkh" Mgvgt ejmdbh
ohsbdig. Khrjzdih ig dpho uspgnh mh ufgmd Hnfgrdoh mh orgbgbh Vdk d pjouŨh mh skhobg phpu Ijvhbh \" Hnfgrdojv khrŨ
bh Pvgtd erhm zhusthvnigb ig ojm vhrjŨd`g Jrtg u Nh`diu. u
srgmbiji Dthndid" Hnfgrdojvg sbheg prgtrpgng su tgŲho pjrhz
u tji fd`d? jb shk ig ufdigb. h tgnj ku ig dsohshpnigbj" Wzh
svg tj. phph ig. u pjfgmbdċojk zhbjsu. prdkjrhj Khrjzdiu
mh svjidk jċdkh pjengmh jbj Ũtj iji ig jm kuŲh jsthnj. d thi
uŲhshb mjŲdvnihi jbh bdohmh bdig bd zhfjrhvdnh bd jprjstdnh"
Khrjzdih ig. u dstd khl. jsgąhnh jfhvgzu mh sg jsvgtd. igr
ig bigbh khtd ]g jmjrh ijŨ fdnh u Ųdvjtu" Kj Ųmh dz nhtgbtbje
pjŨtjvhbih ojig ig ehidnh prgkh ]gjmjrd. h kjŲmh d dz strhlh
mh bg rhzebgvd bigbg sngmfgbdog. Khrjzdih sg. dzengmh.
uzmrŲhnh mh prgmuzkg fdnj Ũth prjtdv Ijvhbh. fhr zh bgoj
vrgkg" W kgmuvrgkgbu ig. ejmdbg 46=. phph Ijvhb mjmhtbj
pjmihrdj Khrjzdidbu Ųumbiu zh jmkhzmjk" Ijvhb sg. bhdkg.
uigmdbdj sh Dejk jm Srjvhbsg. u tj vrgkg vgą orhnigk Dthndig.uerjzdvŨd thoj Khrjzdidb utd`hi u Vdku"
Shph ig. u pjfgm bdċoj k zhbjsu.
prdkjrhj Khrjzdiu mh svjidk jċdkh
engmh jbj Ũtj ig jm bigbje kuŲh
jsthnj. d thi uŲhshb mjŲdvnihi jbh
bdohmh bdig bd zhfjrhvdnh bd jprjstdnh"
Mvg ejmdbg ohsbdig ,461$ Khrjzdih sg umhnh d mrued put.
jvjeh puth jmhfrhvŨd dzrhzdtj utd`hibje kuŲh. Evdmh. erjah
d vjivjmu jm Nuog d khroerhah. Ũtj ąg rgąd vjibje bhkgsbdoh
]jsohbg" Ponhphbigk jvje frhoh Khrjzdih ig jsgtbj
jsbhŲdnh svjiu pjzd`diu. ohj Ũtj ig bigbjk ihċhbiu mjprdbgnh
d ]gjmjrdbh skrt 46<" ejmdbg" Ojnhng su. rhzukg sg. enhsdbg
mh ig Khrj zdih jtrjvhnh ]gjmjru. h d bgkh sukbig mh ig jbh
fdnh mjvjnibj bgkdnjsrmbh mh shkh khiou jtgrh u erjf" Fdnj
ohoj fdnj. ]gjm jrdbh skrt jnhoŨhnh ig Khrjzdid jsvgtbdċohprgebuąh. igr ig shmh. fgz svjig bgohmhŨbig zhŨtdtbd`g. phph
Ijvhb \ fdj jsgtbj snhfdi d bgej prg" Khrjzdih d bigb kuŲ
Evdmj bhsnutdnd su mh ąg Ijvhb usojrj fdtd ijŨ rhbidvdid"
WFDP]QJ W SHSPOJI SHNH]DFrhċb d phr umgsdj ig ufdstvj Ijvhbh Sgtrush.
rdksoje prgagoth. dbhċg rjmgbje frhth phpg
Ijvhbh" Sgtrusu ig Ijvhb mjmgndj rhzbg
pjċhstd d ubjsbg snuŲfg zh ojig su rdksod
pngkdąd sk htrhnd mh bg prdphmhiu
bigku. vgą bidkh" Sh dpho. fdnj ig u
Shph Nhv QD fdj ig igmhb u bdzu phph
orhto jv gog v nhmhv dbg d z grg pjrbjorht di g "
Dzhfrhb ig bgemg u iubu 46<" ejm dbg d
v nhmhj ig svgeh sgmhk kgsg`d " Khnj
sg tjeh j b i gk u zbh + ohoj jbje
mjfrje. thoj d n jŨge + d zuzgv mh
pjstj ig bhzbhog mh ig jb igmhb jm
bgojn d ` dbg p jbt d ah ċ d i d su zgkbd
jsth`d shlrhbigbd u Fhzd n d` d
svgtje Sgtrh"
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KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND 65
ufdstvu Sgtrusjvjk kbjej vdsg jm puog jsvgtg" Jb sg.
bhdkg. dsprgmj bh putu jstvhrgbih Khrjzdidbdl pnhbjvh
thoj Ũtj ig bgpjojngfnidvj sthihj uzh svjeh frhth. pruŲhiuąd
ku mrhej gbu pjmrŨou u pnjvdmfd prgoj kutbje k jrh
dbtrdeg. bhsdnih d dzmhig. h uprhvj bh tj ig ndmnj phpstvj
mgsgtje vgoh" Hnd shmh. ohm ig Ijvhb Sgtrus uonjbigb. bdigvdsg fdnj bd prgprgoh jndċgbdl u bigejvjk dsoustvu d ukgąu.
d prgvrhtbd dkh bdig fdnj tgŨoj mh sg mjċgphiu Ijvhbh. ndŨg eh
snjfjmg d fh`g eh u thkbd`u u mvjr`u Phbt Hbmgnj" Wfrzj
ig Ijvhb thkj d ukrj? bg zbh sg mh nd ig umhvnigb bh sphvhbiu.
ohoj prgbjsd Ndutprhbm. dnd ku ig enhvg mjŨnh tgsojfh + strgs.
Ũtj fd sg mhbhs rgonj + uojndoj ig vgrjvhtd vgrzdid Ijvhbjvje
strhmhbih dz pgrh arhb`usoje lrjb dċhrh Anjmjhrh"
Ph strhbg engmhbj. K hrjzdih ig shmh vnhmhnh ohj prvh
kgĘu rdksodk uengmbd`dkh d pjsthvnihmkh phph. hnd thi ig
utdsho fdj d tg ohoj vhrnidv. fumum mh ig jbh vgą bgoj vrgkgrhmdnh dsoniumvj bh tjkg mh ubgsg rhzmjr" Sjsthvdnh ig. thoj.
ijŨ mvjid`u phph khrdjbgth" Srvd ig fdj Nhv QD. o jid ig mjŨhj d
jtdŨhj u igmbji tg dstji ohngbmhrsoji ejmdbd ,46<$. h prdċhnj sg
mh eh ig. pjsng svgeh sgmhk kgsg`d prjvgmgbdl bh muŲbjstd
pjbtdah. jtrjvhnh uprhvj Khrjzdih" Nhvh ig bhsngmdj Ptgahb
QDDD. ojid ig prjŨhj khnj fjnig. fumum mh ig vnhmhj jm 46<" mj
prvdl kgsg`d 408" ejmdbg" ]j ig vgą. rgonj fd sg. fdnj u shenhsiu
s tdpdċbdk rhzvjigk mjehmhih. emg phpg orhtojvgog vnhmhvdbg
skgbiuiu igmhb mruejeh thoj mh jbhi ojid jmnhzd. igmbjsthvbj.
ukrg dnd bgsthbg fgz trheh d enhsh" P mrueg strhbg. dzh tg. vgą
usthnigbg rutdbg. Khrjzdih ig zhprhvj oupjvhnh vrgkg. ċgohium
mh bigb sdb Ijvhb sthsh. ph mh bigeh pjsthvd zh phpu" Ijvhbu ig
fdnh 68 ejmdbh. thkhb ojndoj trgfh mh prguzkg phpsou orubu.
ohm ig bigejvh khtd bhizhm jstvhrdnh svjiu hk fd`diu d ustjndmnh
eh zh phpu Ijvhbh \D" Fdnj ig tj 408" ejmdbg"
Khrjzdih ig""" pjsthvdnh ijŨ mvjid`u
phph khrdjbgth""" P mrueg strhbg. dzh
tg. vgą usthnigbg rutdbg. Khrjzdih ig zhprhvj oupjvhnh vrgkg. ċgohiuąd mh
bigb sdb Ijvhb sthsh. ph mh jbmh bigeh
pjsthvd zh phpu"
Mrued Khrjzdidb kuŲ uk rj ig 464" ]rd ejmdbg ohsbdig
Ijvhb \D uonjbdj ig prgprgog mh Khrjzdih d tr gm put stupd u
frho. d jbh sg umhnh zh svje bgohmhŨbige bgprdihtgnih. orhnih Deh
jm Dthndig. ojid ig biji. ohj pjnufrht pjojibje Evdmh. u stvhrdfdj mgvgr" Bidkh mvjkh bdig fdnj mjzvjnigbj mh stupg u frho.
fumum mh ig pj lrdŨąhbsojk zhojbu frho dzkgmu mhbjvh
svjitg. u jvjk snuċhiu dzkgmu mgvgrh d sbhlg. skhtrhb
prjtdvzhojbdtdk d rhvbdk db`gstu" Mrueu pho prgprgou
prgmsthvnihnh ig mbigbd`h mh ig De u tj vrgkg fdj jŲgbigb
ċjvgo. hnd s tdk sg vgą oumdohkj nhoŨg dzhŨnj bh orhi. pjŨtj sg
phph Ijvhb pjsthrhj mh bh frzdbu dzmgistvuig rhzvjm" Shph ig.sgk tjeh. d fnhejsnjvdj knhmgb`g ohmh ig. uprojs svgku. mjŨnj
mj vgbċhbih dzkgĘu Deh d Khrjz dig. mhvŨd bh thi bhm b jvji
zhigmbd`d prdvdm ngedtdkbjstd ojih jvhi frho. strdotbj ejvjrgm.
bdig prhtdnh"
Ijvhb ig svjiji khi` d pjkjehj mh prgvhzdmg rhzbg
tgŨojąg s ojidkh jbh dbhċg bg fd kjenh mh sg dzfjrd. hnd
Bidkh mvjkh bdig fdnj mjzvjnigbj
mh stupg u frho. fumuąd mh ig pj lrdŨąhbsojk zhojbu frho dzkgmu
ċnhbjvh svjitg. u jvjk snuċhiu
dzkgmu mgvgrh d sbhlg. skhtrhb
prjtdvzhojbdtdk d rhvbdk db`gstu"
Khrjzdidbj zhmjvjnistvj bdohmh bg fd pjtrhihnj" Jm pjfgmg
bhm pjojibdk Ijvhbjk \ jbh ig pjtpubj zhbgkhrdnh svje
mrueje. zhojbdtje sdbh. oje ig rjmdnh u frhou s prvdk kuŲgk.
Hnfgrdojk. erjajk jm ]jsohbg" Knhmd Hnfgrdo DD. dzrhzdtj
niufjk jrhb bh sthrdige pjnufrhth. zhvdmhb zfje bgsordvgbg
khimbg bhonjbjstd ojiu jb shk bdig uŲdvhj. ufrzj ig pjohzhj
mh d jb. bgsukbidvj. nd m bh svjig dsovhrgbg prgtog" Hnfgrdou
sg bdig mjphj bd trgm khimb kuŲ. d tj ig ufrzj svdkh sthvdj
mj zbhbih" ] go Ũtj ig jfrgm vgbċhb ih jfhvnigb. h ejstd pjsgmhnd
zh svhmfgbu trpgzu. Hnfgrdo ig ehmbj uvrgmdj orhnih Deh" Jvhi
ku. kgmutdk. bdig jsthj muŲhb d. pjŨtj su rhzkgbdnd bgojndoj
erufdl rgċgbd`h. prgŨnd su bh bhsdnbdid bhm b jfrhċubhvhbih.
prd ċgku ig orhni nupdj Ũhkhr knhmjk Hnfgrdou. rgohvŨd ku mh
ig jfdċbh Ũgprtnih"
Jvj ihvbj pjbdŲhvhbig bgjpdsdvj ig rhzihrdnj Hnfgrdoh.
ojid sg zhongj mh ąg sg jsvgtdtd" Bigejv bhrgmbd pjtgz kjŲg
sg. dbhċg. prjtuk hmtd d ohj pjsngmd`h enhsdbh mh ig orhni De.
bhvjmbj. bhkgrhvhj mh eh jsngpd. ti" mh prdfgebg kgtjmd
shsvdk ujfdċhigbji u rhbjk srgmbigk vgou. igr tj ig fdj
jmndċhb bhmb mh sg suphrbdo jbgspjsjfd. h mh sg dpho jsthvd u
Ųdvjtu. ohoj fd sg vdsg bhphtdj"
KHVJYDIH W ]HKBD@D
De d Khrjzdih su tgo bgojndoj k gsg`d fdnd u frhou ohm igHnfgrdo joupdj runiu. bhjruŲhj ig ph. rhsphndvŨd strhstd. orgbuj
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bh mvjrh` Phb t HbĘgnj. emg ig fjrhvdj frhċbd phr" ]rebuvŨd
sg dz sbh jm sdnbg erhig. De ig. pjfjihvŨd sg mh ąg eh bhskrt
uknhtdtd. sojċdj dz orgvgth d pjouŨhj mh pjfgebg" Jbhoj u
sphvhąd`d. shordj sg u vgndou ojŨhru. ojiu su pjtjk bigejvg
snueg prgbgng bh sdeurbj" Sjkjąu uŲgth spustdj sg bdz erhmsog
zdmdbg d utgohj. jsthvdvŨd Khrjzdiu mh sg shkh sujċd sh svjidkjsvgtjniufdvdk sdbjk" Hnfgrdojvh jsvgth fdnh ig zhdsth erjzbh"
Yhtvjrdj ig khiou u thkbd`u bh bhibdŲgk pjmzgkbjk
bdvju mvjr`h Phbt Hbmgnj. d svd su dzengmd mh jthmh vdsg bdig
vdmgnh svgtnjst mhbh" Biji su thmh fdng =6 ejmdbg. d fdnh ig
ngph. zhbjsbh Ųgbh. h sdb iu ig jsumdj bh 7= ejmdbg nhehbje
ojpbgbih. igr ig jbh u thk bd`d mjŲdvgnh mufjou sthrjst"
Hnfgrdo ig""" zhtvjrdj svjiu khiou u
thkbd`u bh bhibdzgk pjmzgkbjk bdvju mvjr`h Phbt Hbmgnj. d svd
su dzengmd mh jthmh vdsg bdig vdmgnh
svgtnjst mhbh" Dkhnh ig thmh =6 ejmdbg"
Hnfgrdo ig. u kgmuvrgkgbu. zhtvjrdj d svje pjnufrhth
ojpdnhbh. phpu Ijvhbh \D. d thoj sg pjnhoj uċvrstdj bh vnhstd"
H ohm ig jsgtdj mh ku bdoj u Vdku bdŨth bg kjŲg. Hnfgrdo ig
pustdj Ijvhbh dz zhtvjrh. prgkmh ku bd bh orhi phkgtd bdigfdnj mh eh zhdsth jsnjfjmd" Sjnufrhth ig. bhdkg. sthvdj u ouąbd
prdtvjr. zhtvjrdvŨd eh u @rovu sv" Ijvhbh Nhtgrhbsoje" Ijvhbu
su jmuzgth fgzkhnj svh jvnhŨągbih ojih su ku ohj phpd
prdphmhnh. igmdbj ku ijŨ bdig fdnj usorhągbj prhvj mh jfhvnih
svgtg thibg" Yh phpu Ijvhbh tj. kgmutdk. bdig fdnj bdŨth bjvj d
bgsvhodmhŨbig" Dz bigejvje uenh. mjejmdnj sg shkj tj mh vnhst
bhm bidk Hnfgrdo prguzkg jm Khrjzdig. h Hnfgrdo ig. u tjk
trgbutou mrŲhj d svgtjvbu d `rovgbu vnhst u Vdku"
Ijvhb ig. pjm bhmzjrjk svje knhmge frhth. pjŲdvgj ij Ũ
ċgtdrd ejmdbg. prg bgej Ũtj ig ukrj 407. h Hnfgrdou ig jbmh
prgjsthnj mh orgbg stjphkh bidljvg khiog d fhfg. d pjsthvnih
bjvg phpg" W bhrgmbg 66 ejmdbg. prg bgej Ũtj ig ngth 47="
ukrj u =0" ejmdbd Ųdvjth. Hnfgrdo ig dkgbjvhj ċgtvjrd`u
phph" Bh jmru ig svje vhbfrhċbje sdbh. ŨgsbhgstjejmdŨbige
Jothvdihbh. prjenhsdj zh bhsngmbdoh" Jothvdihb ig. bh jsbjvu
tjeh. ejmdbg 477" zhuzgj prgstj sv" Sgtrh. d tj ohj Ijvhb \DD. h
bigejv pjbtdadoht jsthj ig uphkągb ohj pjtpubh prjphst"
Mvjrh` Phbt Hbmgnj. oji d sg uzmdŲg bh mgsbji jfhn d ]dfrh. fdj ig igmbh
jm phpso dl rgz dmgb` d ih" Bhzvhb ig pj mjkdbhbtbj i s ou np tur d hbmgnh "
Srvjfd tbj ig jvh erhmgv dbh. pjm debuth u mruejk vgou bjvg grg
,807+804$. f d nh jskdŨ n igbh ohj k huzjng i zh r dksoj e ` hrh Lhmr dihbh"
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Kdbu` djzbj uorhŨgbh ubutrhŨb ijst @rovg sv" Ijvhbh Nhtgrhb+
soje. zvhb dċbg ohtgmrh ng V dksog f dsoup d ig d e nhvbg vht d ohbsog
fhzd n d og " W srgm dŨ tu sg bh nhz d `grgkjbd ih nbh phpsoh s tj n d `h "
Shph Ijvhb \DD fdj ig u tji kgrd rhzvrhthb mh sg prdċhnj
ohoj sg kjbhsd d kjbhldbig pj khbhstdrdk h Fjeu kjng mhku Ũtj prg umgnd skrt" Bdig. rgohj fd ċjvgo. fdnj tje erglh
ojid Ijvhb \DD bdig + dnd bg fd + pjċdbdj" M rdhj ig fjrmgn u
@rovd sv" Ijvhbh Nhtgrhbsoje. h vjĘgbig ihvbg ouąg pjvgrdj ig
igmbji jm svjidl bhnjŲbd`h. Khrsdid" Pphvhj ig s niufhvbd`jk
svjeh j`h d s rjmgbjk khiojk" Dzbjsdj ig znhtbg putdrg dz
@rovg svgtje Sgtrh d pjonhbihj dl svjidk niufhvbd`hkh ohj
bherhmu zh strhstvgbg bjąd" Jsngpgj ig igmbje. h uŨtrjidj
mrueje ohrmdbhnh. pjsng ċgeh ig jvhi pjtjbid prgkdbuj"
Ljmjċhsbd`dkh ojid su mjnhzdnd u Vdk prgtdnh ig jphsbjst mh
jsthbu fgz uzmhrih @rovd ojih su sjfjk pjbgnd? kbjeg fd.
bhdkg. shk phph mjvnhċdj zh oj`ohrsod stj. emg fd dl jpgnigŨdj"
W thovdk prdndohkh Ijvhb \DD prdzdvhj fd phehbsog fjejvg d
fjedbig. shkj mh ku sg pjsrgąd bh oj`od" Ygbhkh ig sorgthbh
phŲbih mh sg onjbg @rovg sv" Ijvhbh Nhtgrhbsoje. ph d svdlmruedl kgsth emg fd sg phph kjehj bhąd. igr thi ig uvgo fdj
bh jprgzu. vrgfhiuąd bjvd pngb" Bdig kbjej vrgkgbh prjŨnj.
h Ijvhbjvj pjb hŨhbig dzhzvhnj ig tjndod ebgv Vdknihbh mh ig
jvhi pjċgj mh strhluig zh Ųdvjt" D gvj Ũth ig prgmuzgj9 pjoupdj
Shph Ijvhb \D D . jojrg n d rhzvrhtb do . oj i d i g vjm dj fjrmg n pjm
svjmjv dkh @rovg sv" Ijvhbh Nhtgrhbsoje. orub dŨg Jtjbh D zh
v n hmh rh Pvg tje r d k soje `h rs tvh 416 " ejm d bg "
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ig svg mrhej`gbjstd dz @rovg sv" Sgtrh d pjfgehj u ]dvjnd. 65
odnjkgthrh umhnigb jm Vdkh"
Jerjkbu Ũtgtu bhbgj ig Ijvhb \DD phpstvu. ojig sg ijŨ
jpjrhvnihnj jm znjmbh d ergljvh bigejvdl p rgtljmbdoh. mh
Shph Ijvhb. ijŨ u dzebhbstvu u ]dvjndiu.
uzvrhtdj ig mh ąg. uojndoj eh sdbjm
rhzvnhstd""" gosojkubd`drhtd svg ojid u
tj fumu bh fdnj ojid bhċdb ukgŨhbd.
Ũtj zbhċd mh vdsg bgąg kjąd bd mh mrŲg
kdsu. bd mh jfhvnihiu ruojpjnjŲgbih"
ig kjrhj mh fumg shzvhb vhbrgmbd sdbjm. ojid sg pjsvgtdjdsoniuċdvj rgŨhvhbiu bigejvje pdthbih" Pvd dthndihbsod fdsoupd.
Ũgsbhgstjrd`h ohrmdbhnh d jsthnj svgŨtgbstvj ,fdnj dl ig d dz
Bgkhċog$ shoupdnj sg mh jmnuċd Ũth ąg d ohoj ąg s tdk strhŨbdk
knhmdk ċjvgojk ojid dk ig. ohj pjbtda. fdj prgtpjsthvnigb"
Sjzvhnd su svgmjog. pjm zhongtvjk dzbumdnd ċvrstg mjohzg d
ojbhċbj prjŨdrdnd vgą djbhoj zhprgphŨąuiuąd spdsho Ijvhbjvdl
bgmgnh" Bgoh jm bidl hpjstrjadrhbh su u pdsku ojig ig Ijvhbu
pjsnhj Jtjb D Phosjbsod. vnhmhr Pvgtje rdksoje `hrstvh"
Pvd. d svgŨtgbstvj ohj d svgtjvbih`d. jptuŲuiu Qhs. Pvgtjstd. zh ufdstvj. ordvjongtstvj. svgtjerĘg. db`gstujzbg jmbjsg s rjmhohkh. uoniuċuiuąd mvg rjmgbg sgstrg. h d zh tj Ũtj stg.
bhndo ohovjk phehbu. prdzdvhnd Iupdtgrh. Qgbgru d jsthng mgkjbg"
Shph Ijvhb. ojid ig u tj vrgkg ijŨ fdj u dzebhbstvu u ]dvjndiu.
uzvrhtdj ig J tjbu tjbjk thoj phojsbdk mh ig `g ndk erhmjk
Vdkjk zhvnhmhj strhl" Wojndoj eh sdbjm rhzvnhstd + prgtdj ig
Ijvhb + jb ąg sg pjsthrhtd mh svd ojid su u tj ukgŨhbd fumu
gosojkubd`drhbd. Ũtj zbhċd mh vdŨg bgąg kjm bd mh snuŲg
kdsu. bd mh jfhvnihiu ruojpjnjŲgbih" LrdŨąhbsodk rgċbdojk
ejvjrgąd. fdnh ig tj bhiejrh ohzbh ojiu ig igmhb phph kjehj
mh dzrgobg. igr fdtd gosojkubd`drhb zbhmnj ig fdtd dzfhċgb dz
@rovg. jsthtd fgz zhŨtdtg ojiu @rovh pruŲh d. `hn . mjvgstd u
pdthbig fgskrtbjst svjig muŨg"
JP QG] H IJQHBH \DDWprojs prgtbid gosojkubdoh`dijk. `hr Jtjb skgbdj ig
Ijvhbh d pjsthvdj bjvje phpu. Nhvh QD DD " Ijvhb sg. bhrhvbj.
s tdk bdig pjkdrdj" Ohm sg bhpjsngtou. 410" ejmdbg. vrhtdj u
Vdk. bigejvh ig jsvgth fdnh kbjej. kbjej ŲgŨąh bgej Ũtj ig
d shk bhihvnidvhj u prgtbihkh" Jtgrhj ig phpu Nhvh. h jbmh.
Sjrtrg t Nhvh QD D D . oj i d i g . d pjrgm pjmrŨog v nhmhrh Pvgtje r dksoje
`hrs tvh Jtjbh D . kjrhj mh sg fjr d prj t d v n i u tje suphrb doh. Ijvhbh
\DD . prg bgej Ũ tj `g ojbhċbj f d t d p r d zbht ohj prhv d phph" Nhvjvh
v nhmhv dbh pjtrh ih nh ig svgeh jshk kgsg`d 41=" d 417" ejm dbg"
ukgstj mh dl gosojkubd`drh. pjfdj dnd jshohtdj svg jbg ojidsu ku sumdnd bh sdbjmu" ]hoj ig Ijvhb bhrgmdj mh sg igmhb
fdsoup Ųdv jmgrg. mh sg igmbjk ohrmdbhnu jmsgou bjs d mvh
prsth bh ru`d. h pjtjk d igzdo. mh fd bh orhiu. pj bigejvji
zhpjvgstd. fgz enhvh bh rhk gbdkh jsthnh 10 prdphmbdoh
rdksoje svgŨtgbstvh d pngkstvh"
H jbmh sg. u pjzbdk vgċgrbidk ċhsjvdkh 8=" khih
41=" ejmdbg. umbdnj mh su kbjejfrjibg kjndtvg upuągbg
Fjeu mh sg ukgŨh d sphsg Vdk jm tje phpg mgkjbh +
ojbh ċbj usndŨgbg" Ohoj ig tj ohsbdig jpdshj fdsoup Ijvhb
Orgs`gbtdius. Ijvhbh ig. ‒uprhvj mjo ig jmrŲhvhj bgzhojbdtgd prnihvg jmbjsg s igmbjk uvhŲgbjk rdksojk ejspjmjk.
""" ,Shpu Ijvhbh$ bh mgnu ig zhtgohj
rhsrmgbd suprue igmbg uvhŲgbg
rdksog ejspjmg ojid ku ig. u bhstupu
jprhvmhbje ebgvh. skrsohj njfhbiu"""
bh mgnu dzbgbhmdj ejspjmdb rhsrmgbd suprue ojid ku ig. u
bhstupu jprhvmhbje ebgvh. skrsohj njfhbiu khnigk d thoj
jsnjfjmdj tu znu muŨu. pjsnhvŨd ig u zhernihi shthbdb"&
PKV] KHVJYDIDBH@rovh. kgmutdk. ijŨ bg fgŨg zhvrŨdnh s ahkdndijk ‒fnumbd`h&
ojig su dzbgmrdng mgvgtjrd`u bhivgml ergŨbdoh kgĘu
phphkh" Ngth 4<1. pubg 66 ejmdbg pjsng mrhkhtdċbg
pjedfdig Ijvhbh \DD. fdsoup Orgs`gbtdius bhvrhtdj ig u
mvjrh` Phbt Hbmgnj mh vdmd Ijvhbjvu khiou. Khrjzdiu.
ojiji ig thmh fdnj vgą 41 ejmdbh" Bgohm rhsojŨbh Khrjzdidbh
ngpjth fgŨg jmhvbj dŨċgznh. h jsthnh ig shkj vrgąh ojstdiu
d bgŨtj sphruŨgbje. ushlnje kgsh" Wprhvj dzhfrhbd phph.
Ijvhb \Q . mjbgj ig jmnuou mh ig pjkdnuig. s tdk Ũtj ig
bigejvj pjkdnjvhbig pjprdkdnj jfndo ojid fd vhnimh igmdbj
srgmbijvgojvbd uk uk gj ohj thovj mh prgpjzbh"
Orgs`gb tdius ig K hrjzdiu jptuŲdj zh kbjeh bgmgnh.
uoniuċuium d uċgstvjvhbig u zhvgrd s `dnigk pjmrdvhbih
tgkg nibdl prhvh phpstvh. zhtdk b igb bgzhojbdt jmbjs s
phpjk Pgredigk DD. bgkjrhnbd Ųdvjt d ..bhuk„ mh prguzkg
vnhst bhm `gndk svgtjk" W tjk skdsnu. upjrgmdj ig Khrjzdius Igzhvgnijk. fdfndisojk hrldprgstupbd`jk ojih sg thojmg
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0= KV]QHĎOD PDBJM. QNHMHQDBH FNWMBD@H D JP]HND QH]DOHBPOD POHBMHND
‒mrzbunh mh uzkg d trgągeh kuŲh&"
Wvgrg big mh znj u ċjvgou kjeu dzhzvhtd mgkjbd ojid sg
bhsthbiuiu u niumsojk fdąu f dnj ig Ũdrjoj rhsprjstrhbigbj u
rhbjk srgmbigk vgou. ph su thoj gezjr`dstd. zh svhod snuċhi.
bgċdstg sdng dstgrhnd d dz Khrj zdig" J snjfjmgbh ergljvh.
ojbhċbj ċdsth d sprgkbh zh susrgt s ]vjr`gk. jbh ig ufrzjpjtjk d sojbċhnh" W b igbu ągndiu uŨubihj sg orvbdo ojid
iu ig ueuŨdj ihstuojk. ‒zh mjfrjf dt& . ohoj ig rgċgbj.
‒svgtg khiog @rovg d kdr bhrjmh rdksoje&"
Fdnj ohoj fdnj. prjp hst pjrbjorhtdig d orhi
vnhmhvdbg fnumbd`h bdig jzbhċdj d sukrho
phpdbsoje rhzvrhth. bdtd ehŨgbig utd`hibdl
pjrjmd`h oj ig su d shkg jm tg d
thovg Pvgtg stjnd`g dkhng vgndog
ojrdstd" K bjej ig vrgkgbh
prjŨnj prg bgej Ũtj sg
dbstdtu`dih phpstvh
jsnjfjmdnh htrdfuth
puog hnhtog u ruohkh
kjąbdoh d sojrjigvdąh
ojid su ig ojrdstdnd zhrhm
jstvhrdvhbih vnhstdtdl
dbtgrgsh. fdnh tu rgċ j
prgmsthvbd`dkh vnhmhrsodl
dnd pngkdąodl ouąh.
pjndtdċhrdk h dnd trejv`dkh"
Kjrhnj ig. ŨthvdŨg. mh
prjmg ijŨ ldnihmu ejmdbh
ph mh sg phpg. tgo thkj
bgemg u \D \ vgou.
bhkgtbu ohj muljvbd`d
jm utd`hih d bhkgsbd`d
Lrdstjvd bh Ygknid. Ũtj
ig jmuvgo d trgfhnj mh
fumu. d mh sg bidljvh
dkgbh vdsg bg pjihvniuiu
bh ndsthkh bhiejrdlzndojvh`h u dstjrdid"
Shph Ijvhb \D D.
svj i gv rgk gbj jp d shb
ohj ‒ rhzv rh tb d o u muŨ d d
d b`gs tujzb d sh thb d s th & . jvmg
sg pj ihv n iu ig u igmbji b dkhnj
php d bsoj i pjz d . ohoj p n gŨg sh
jsoumbj jmgvgbjk Ųgbjk ? o rjz
bigb n d o s n d ohr ig . kjŲgfd t d . bhkgrhvhj
mh p r d ohŲg Ijvhbjvu k h i ou K hrjz d i u "
Khrjzdid ig thmh fdnj 41 ejmdbh"
Orvbdo sg uŨubihj u bigbu ągndiu d
ueuŨdj ig ihstuojk """
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FJBDAH@DIG QDDD 9 SHSH DYH VGţG]HOH
Igmbh jm prvdl jmnuoh bjvjpjsthvnigbje phpg Fjbdah`dih QDDD.
mj thmh Fgbgmgth Ohgthbdih. fdnh ig mh svjeh prgtljmbdoh.prgfnheje d svgtsodk pjsnjvdkh bgvdċbje @gngstdbh Q.
fh d u thkbd`u u zhkho Aukjbg u dthnd ihbsojk erhmdąu
Agrgbtdbu. emg ig jvhi. ngth 8641. d dzmhlbuj u <8" ejmdbd
Ųdvjth" Wfrzj sg Fjbdah`dig bhkgtbuj ohj shkjmrŲh`. ojid
ig 8036" phpsodk mgorgtjk jfzbhbdj mh ig. ‒zhrhm sphsgbih.
hpsjnutbj bgjpljmbj mh sg svhoj niumsoj fdąg pjtmbd vjnid
rdksojeh pjbtdah&"
Yfje jvhovje prdstuph. Fjbdah`dig ig shk sgfd stvjrdjfrjibg bgprdihtgnig kgmu k jąbdk d snhvjniufdvdk orhnigvdkh
Gvrjpg. ph sg thoj bh bigeh bhniutdj d Adndp DQ jm Arhb`usog.
ojid ig bhprjstj pjfgsbgj ohmh ig phph 8036" jfgnjmhbdj
mh svd kjbhrsd kjrhiu mh sg pjojrhvhiu Vdkjohtjndċoji
`rovd" Adndp ig bh tj uzvrhtdj jptuŲdvŨd phpu zh igrgs d zhtrhŲdj
mh sg Fjbdah`dig jmrgobg phpsoje zvhbih" Arhb`usod orhni
bdig bh tjkg d sthj. vgą ig umhrdj prhvj bh phpsou phnhtu u
Fjbdah`digvjk rjmbjk Hbihbdiu" Shph ig ndŨgb snjfjmg"
Fjbdah`dig ig trd mhbh prjvgj u zhrjfnigbdŨtvu mjo su jbd
ojid su eh zhtjċdnd rhsprhvnihnd mh nd mh eh u nhb`dkh jmvuoumj jfndŲbige Ndjbh. emg fd ku pjtjk fdnj sumgbj" Fjbdah`diu
fd. uz tj. bhtjvhrdnd bh i`rbig kjeuąg jptuŲfg ohovg su shkj
niumd igmbg mufjoj prhzbjvgrbg gpjlg kjend mh skdsng"
JptuŲgb ig thoj zh ċhrjfbihŨtvj. mruejvhbig sh mhvjnjk.
prdohċgbj ku ig tj mh pjsgmuig mdihfjndċbje oukdrh s ojidk.
prdmg. d rhzejvhrh. zhkgrdnd su ku mh sg jmrgohj vgrg u Dsush
Lrdsth. mh ig ejvjrdj ohoj ergsd putd bdsu ergsd. h muehċojk
spdsou mjmhtd su d rhzbd mrued ‒znjmbd&. prd ċgku ig d shkj
igmhb jm bhvgmgbdl fdj mjvjnihb mh jsumgbdo zhvrŨd bh
njkhm"
IJţ IGMBJ SJP]LWKBJ PWēGBIGFjbdah`dig ig pjŲdvgj ijŨ shkj k gsg` mhbh pjsng Adndpjvje
prgphmh. d tj vrgkg prjvgj ig u Nhtgrhbsoji phnhtd u Vdku.
emg sg shkjdbd`dihtdvbj zhtvjrdj. jmfdihium svg pjsgtg d
ou ium pnhbjvg ohoj mh sg jsvgtd" ] u ig d prgkdbuj. 88"
jotjfrh 8030" ejmdbg. kjŲmh d prdrjmbjk skrąu. hnd
kjeuąg d usngm trjvhbih dnd mhvnigbih" Jsvgtjniufdvd orhni
Adndp bhrgmdj ig thmh mh sg Fjbdah`dig pjstluk bj dzvgmg
prgm sum. jsumuium eh ohj igrgtdoh d. stjeh. ċjvgoh ojid ig
prjtdvzhojbdtj jfhvnihj vdsjou muŲbjst" Hnd Fjbdah`digv
bhsngmbdo Ongkgbt Q. ojid ig kjŲmh ċdthj ohovh ig sumfdbh
zhmgsdnh ċhsbje Ajrkjzdih d bigejv ngŨ ċgtdrd vgoh rhbdig.
uspgj ig mh dzfgebg tu mjmhtbu srhkjtu. d tj thoj Ũtj ig
pjċgtho suĘgbih jmnhehj ubgmjengm. ph prgsumh bdohmh
bdig bd mjbgth"
Pou np tu rh phpg Fjb d ah` d ih QD D D . oj i d sg bhŨhj u vg n doj i bgvj n i d
o h m h ig s v j iu s h kj m rŲ h ċ o u v j n i u p j o u Ũ h j m h b h kg tb g
s nj f j m j u kb dk o rh n i g v dkh Gv rj p g \ DQ v g o h "
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SHSG
EGBJ@DM9
OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
]jngrhb`dih. ojih sg mhbhs skhtrh vrndbjk. u srgmbijvgojvbji Gvrjpd
fdnh ig + ruŲbh rgċ" ]j sg bhrjċdtj jmbjsdnj bh lrdŨąhbsoh vgrjvhbih. ojih su sg stjpdnh u igmbu prhvu. usou sthzu s ojig ig fdnj jphsbj.
h ċgstj d pjeufbj sorgbutd"
♡
]gmhb phph dz trdbhgstje vgoh. Dbjągbtdig DDD. prjenhsdj
D ig znjċdbjk trpgnidv jmbjs prgkh igrgtdrdkh u
D jmrgĘgbji zhigmbd`d" Jvhoj orut bhċdb rhzkdŨnihbih
bdig prjdstgohj dsoniuċdvj ohj pjsngmd`h ahbhtdċbje
mjekhtdzkh srgmbijvgojvbg @rovg" Fdj ig tj d svjigvrsthb
Ohthrsod igrgtd` d bhŨn d su sg pjm jpshmjk u utvrĘgbjk erhmu
Ohrohsjbu u Arhb`usoji , ngvj$. emg su dl sh svdl strhbh jpojn d ng
ohtjn dċog sbheg ojig ig pjsnhj phph" Frhbdj`d Ohrohsjbh. ohoj
ohthrd . thoj d ohtjn d` d . lrhfrj su sg jmupdrhd d bhphmhċdkh. ċd i d ig
pjljm pjmsthohj phph Dbjągbtd ig DD D ,ejrg$" Bi dljv jtpjr pjohzhj
sg. kgmutdk. uzhnumbdk igr su fd n d d jruŲigk bhmihċhbd d frjibj
zbhtbj snhfdid jm prjtdvbdoh"
vdm shkjjmfrhbg jm dzhzjvh s ojidkh sg lrdŨąhbsod svgt
sujċhvhj u tj mjfh" @rovh ig dkhnh ihog. jmnuċbg d jphsbg
bgprdihtgnig" Kusndkhbd su. prdkgrh rhmd. fdnd pjtpubj
pjsvgągbd Ũdrgbiu dsnhkh pj `gnjk svgtu" Shehbdzhk. u
svjidk rhzbjndodk jfnd`dkh. vnhmhj ig vgrsodk Ųdvjtjk ohoj
u shkji Gvrjpd. thoj d mruemg ijŨ jm hbtdċodl vrgkgbh. d bdig
bhkgrhvhj thoj nhoj mh sg jmrgobg prgvnhstd"
Wbuthr shkg @rovg. thoj. vnhmhnj ig ufgmgbig mh ig
igmdbd bhċdb mh sg suphrbd`d bhm ihċhiu thi mh sg bidljvh
uvgrgbih d rgndedisod jfrgmd. h s bidkh. u stvhrd. d bhibgzbhtbdig
jmstuphbig ojig fd kjenj fh`dtd khohr b hikhbiu sgbou bh
fjŲhbsou ku mrjst + trgtdrhiu ohj igrgs dnd mgnj bgċhstdvjeh"
Ohzbg su fdng strhvdċbg" Jtphmbd`d jm vgrg sphnidvhbd su
05
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0< EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
bh njkhċhkh bg fd Dd sg svgt tgkgnibj jċdstdj jm bidljvje
prdsustvh" Pvrlh kuċgbih fdnh ig mh sg dz ċjvgoh dstgrh mgkjb
ojid eh jpsgmh. d mh sg bh thi bhċdb Ųrtvd dzfhvd fgskrtbh
muŨh"
H jpgt. uprojs bgspjrbdk d jerjkbdk jphsbjstdkh.
lrdŨąhbsod svgt sg s vrgkgbh bh vrgkg sujċhvhj bg shkjs prgtbijk u vdmu mruedl rgndedih vgą d s igmbdk kjŲmh
pjmkuondidk bgprdihtgnigk9 mruehċdidk slvhthbidkh
jsbjvbdl bhċgnh lrdŨąhbsog vgrg" Igmhb jm u tjk skdsnu
bhijfulvhtbdidl dzhzjvh svhohoj su prgmsthvnihnd ohthrd.
vgrsoh sgoth ojih sg pjihvdnh joj 88=0" ejmdbg u jfnhstd
Nhbemjo. bh iuejzhphmu mhbhŨbig Arhb`usog" Jmhtng
sg ohthrstvj Ũdrdnj pj ţphbdid. Fgnedid. Dthndid d zhphmbji
Bgkhċoji. d u svdk tdk mgnjvdkh zhphmbg Gvrjpg pustdnj ig
Ųdnhvg ojrgbg vgą mj pjnjvdbg \DDD vgoh"
Vhikjb Q. erja jm ]unuzh. dstupdj ig s igmbdk zbhtbjkhbig strpnidvdk d jsgtbj jŨtrdidk bhċdbjk rhzrhċubhvhbih
s ohthrdkh" Ejmdbg 8855" e rja ig zhtrhŲdj jm JpŨtge shfjrh
`dstgr`dtsoje kjbhŨoje rgmh pjkją u fjrfd prjtdv ohthrh
ojidkh ig. ohoj ig rgohj Vhikjb. u tjk ċhsu shkj khnj
bgmjsthihnj ph mh prguzku vnhst bhm bigejvdk pjsgmdkh u
Nhbemjou" @dstgr`dtdkh sg uċdbdnj mh dkhiu prhvje ċjvgoh
zh thi pjshj + Hbrdih jm Khrsdih" Bgohmh d shk `dstgr`dtsod
jpht. Hbrd sg mrŲhj tvrmjojrbdl sthbjvdŨth joj tjeh ohoj
trgfh snhkhtd igrgs d igrgtdog9 nhtdtd sg jruŲih d bgkdnjsrmbj dl
prjejbdtd. mjong ejm zh tdk pjstjid pjtrgfh" Bhrgmbg. 885<"
ejmdbg. `dstgr`dtd su eh pjsnhnd u Nhbemjo bh ċgnu prjfrhbje
phpsoje pjsnhbstvh u ojigk sg bhŨnj kgsth d zh igmbje
ohrmdbhnh. igmbje fdsouph d mvjid`u bhmfdsouph"
LrdŨąhbsod svgt sg s vrgkgbh bh
vrgkg sujċhvhj bg shkj s prgtbijk
u vdmu mruedl rgndedih vgą d s igmbdk
kjŲmh pjmkuondidk bgprdihtgnigk9
mruehċdidk slvhthbidkh jsbjvbdl
bhċgnh l rdŨąhbsog vgrg"
SVQG SVGSVGOGHbrd ig. kjŲgfdtd. fdj uvgrgb mh ig bigejvj rgŨgbig prjstj
d igmbjsthvbj. hnd ig ufrzj uvdmgj mh ig zhmhtho ojid ku
ig pjvgrgb zbhtbj snj Ųgbdid bgej Ũtj ku sg tj u prvd khl
uċdbdnj" Ohthrd su fdnd vdsjoj `gbigbd u Nhbemjou. ph
bhrjmu. pngkdądkh ojid su sthbjvbdŨtvjk uprhvnihnd. h bd
kgsbdk fdsoupdkh bdig fdnj pj vjnid ohm sg pjihvdj bgoj sh
strhbg vjnihb mh dk urgmuig Ųdvjt" Hbrd ig. stjeh. pjsthvdj
sgfd prvd zhmhtho9 mh rhzjfruċd prstgb pjmrŨog. ti" uonjbd
niumg ojid su ohthrdkh pjkhehnd" Bh vrlu ndstg ufrzj sg
bhŨhj jtphmbdo VjŲg DD jm ]rgbohvgnh. vdojbt ohrohsjbsod.
Bgohmh d shk `dstgr`dtsod jpht. Hbrd
sg mrŲhj tvrmjojrbdl sthbjvdŨth ohmh
ig rgċ j tjkg ohoj trgfh snhkhtd igrgs
d igrgtdog""" mjong ejm zh tdk pjstjid
pjtrgfh"
Shph Dbjągbt d ig D D D i g 8634" jmjfr dj rhm Qrljvbji uprhv d
a rhb i gvhċo je rgmh " W p rhvh i g us he n hs d nh jsbjvbh p rhv d nh
k j bhŨoje Ų d vj th . ohj Ũ tj su zhvg t d bh pjs n uŨbjs t . ċgmbjs t d
s d r j k h Ũ t v j "
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ SVQD 04
OH]HVD SVJ]DQ OH]JNDOH
Vdksog phpg su jm pjċgtoh ohthrg skhtrhnd igrgtd`dkh. h
bidljvu vgru jphsbjk d pjmrdvhċojk" Bdig. stjeh. bdohovj
ċumj Ũtj dl ig Ũdrgbig ohthrstvh u tji kgrd uzbgkdrhvhnj"
Ohthrstvj ig. prg svgeh. fdnj ‒muhndstdċoh& rgndedih. sndċbh
dstjċbdk vgrhkh pjput zjrjhstrdzkh. bhsthnje bh tnu
bgohmhŨbig Sgrsdig ,mhbhŨbid Drhb$" Ohthrd su skhtrhnd mh
ig jvhi svgt zhj d mh eh ig stvjrdj shthbh" Phthbu su pho
pjdstjvgądvhnd sh sthrjzhvgtbdk Fjejk. Ũtj ig prgmsthvnihnj
bgzhkdsndvj fjejlunigbig u jċdkh ..prhvdl„ lrdŨąhbh"Niumsoh fdąh + tvrmdnd su ohthrd + prjnhzg orjz ċdthv bdz
rgdbohrbh`dih prg bgej Ũtj sg pjihvg u jfndou ċdstje mulh.
ojid prgmsthvnih prdsustvj Fjeh niufhvd. j ċgku. ujsthnjk.
u Bjvjk zhvgtu ejvjrd Bigejv enhsbdo. Dsus Lrdst"
Ohthrd su sthihnd bh mdihkgtrhnbj suprjtbjk sthbjvdŨtu u
jmbjsu bh ohtjndċoj uċgbig d skhtrhnd su Vdksou `rovu
bgkjrhnbjk d dsovhrgbjk. ohoj u muljvbjk. thoj d u
pjndtdċojk pjengmu"
Sj prdrjmd stvhrd. ubuthr @rovg su thovg dmgig. ojig su
frohng unjeg Fjeh d shthbg. usorhąuiuąd Dsusu prvgbstvj +
Bh jvj i s n d` d Arh HbĘgn d oh ,8047+8=<7$ prgmsthv n igbj ig tzv "
ċumj s ob i dehkh" Mjkdb dohbsog d oh thrsog ob i deg pjfh`hbg
su u jehbi " Mjkdb dohbsog bgo dk ċumjk bg ejrg. mjo p nhkgb
euth o hthrso g igrg t d ċog ob i deg" Pvgtd Mjk db do ,bh s n d ` d ngvj. sh
jrgj njk$ pr d ohzhb ig u ċhsu ohm pr dkh bhtrhe bgjŨtgągbu ob i deu"
mjŲdvnihvhbg ohj svgtjermg" @rovh ig. stjeh. kjrhnh mh dl
dsojrgbd" Shph Gvegbdig DDD. bgohmhŨbid `dstgr` dtsod kjbhl.
‒fgzhzngb d prjstjmuŨhb&. ohoj eh ig jpdshj bigejv prdihtgnisv" Fgrbhr jm Ongrvjh. pjsthvdj ig 88=5" ejmdbg. mvg ejmdbg
pjsng dzfjrh bh muŲbjst. dstrgfnidvhbig ohthrsog vgrg ohj
prdjrdtgthb zhmhtho" Sjohzhj sg. kgmutdk. prgvdsg kgohb
zh thohv pjmulvht" DzvrŨdvŨd fnhe prdtdsho bh ohthrg bg fd
nd dl prgjfrhtdj u rdkjohtjndċhbstvj. ufrzj ig uvdmgj mh
su jbd dzrhzdtj svjigenhvd d mh thohv prgmnje jmfdihiu ċho d
mh uzku u rhzkhtrhbig" Fgrbhr jm Ongrvjh ig. u svjistvu
zhstupbdoh phpg Gvegbdih. uspgj mh prgjfrhtd bgojndoj
ohthrh. hnd tj bdig fdnj bd dzfndzh mjvjnibj mh sg pjstdebg
zh`rthb d dni + ehŨgbig ohthrsog sgotg"
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=3 EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
Shph Dbjągb t d i g D D D p r d ohzhb i g bh jvj i ru ojp d sbj i d n us t rh` d i d d z
s rgmb i ge vgoh u ċhsu ohm gosojk ub d ` d rh H n f d Ųhbg . ohoj su
egbgrh n bj b hz dvhb d sv d i g rg t d ` d "
ojid ig 885 7" ejmdbg. pjsng rhsprhvg joj prhvh bh uprhvu bhm
erhmjk Hnfdigk d. pjsngmdċbj. vrljvbjk vnhŨąu u tji jfnhstd.
zhtjċdj Qdndigkh. fdsouph jm Hnfdih"
Hbrd sg frzj jthrhsdj VjŲgh. d tj thoj Ũtj eh ig prvjprjenhsdj zh igrgtdoh. h pjtjk d gosojkubd`drhj" Fdnj ig tj
mjvjnibj mh VjŲgh ufgmd ohoj fd kumrj fdnj pustdtd fdsouph
hnfdŲhbsoje bh snjfjmu. hnd tj dpho bdig fdj orhi jvg prdpjvgstd"
Ejmdbg 8854" VjŲg ig bhvuohj bh sgfg ebgv bhmfdsouph
bhrfjbsoje. S jbsh jm Hrzhoh. ojid ig prgtljmbg ejmdbg.
dbhċg. fdj u shsthvu pjsnhbstvh bh ċdigk sg ċgnu bhŨhj Hbrd jm
Khrsdih" Bhmfdsoup ig jptuŲdj VjŲgh mh ku bgmjsthig pjngth
u fjrfd prjtdv igrgsd. ph eh ig pjbjvj gosojkubd`drhj"
Mvg ejmdbg ohsbdig ,88<8$ Hbrd jm Khrsdih vrhtdj sg u
Nhbemjo" Jvjeh puth prdprgkdj sg mh bhphmbg zhkho Nhvjr.hnd bdig fdnj pjtrgfg mh prjndvh orv. pjŨtj ku sg suprueh
VjŲgh DD. Hmgnhdmh. prgmhnh fgz jtpjrh" ]jk prdndojk Hbrd ig
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD =8
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
G O P O J K W B D O H @ D I H
Gosojkubd`drhtd bgojeh zbhċd dzfh`dtd eh dz lrdŨąhbsog
zhigmbd`g" Muej ig tj fdnh bhiejrh ohzbh ojih ig kjenh mh zhmgsd ċjvgoh. fumuąd mh ku ig usorhądvhnh d zhŨtdtu
ojiu @rovh pruŲh d svhod mjmdr sh `rovgbdk Ųdvjtjk"
Gosojkubdoh`dijk su. pjrgm jsthndl prgstuph. ohŲbihvhbd
hpjsthzh ,jmrd`hbig jm lrdŨąhbsodl vgrjvhbih$. igrgs. Ũdzkh
,pjmgnh ubuthr @rovg$. ndċbd bhphm bh phpu. dnd dzvjĘgbig
pjfhċhih" Jvh ohzbh prgtdnh ig d svdkh ojid fd ruojpjnjŲdnd
jsjfu Ųgbsoje pjnh"
Wsrgmbijvgojvbj mjfh Vdkjohtjndċoh `rovh skhtrhnh ig
mh ig gosojkubd` drhbd ċ jvgo dnd vdthbmus ,jbhi ojeh sg trgfh
onjbdtd d dzfgehvhtd eh$ dnd tjngrhtus ,Ũtj ąg rgąd. jbhi ojkg ig mjzvjnigbj mh jmrŲhvh mruŨtvgbg dnd pjsnjvbg jmbjsg s mruedk
ohtjnd dkh$" ]jngrhtusu thojĘg bdig fdnj usorhągbj prhvj
mh prdsustvuig kdsd. hnd igstg prhvj bh svgtu prdċgst. jfrgm
ojidk sg snhvd ]hibh vgċgrh" Phk jfrgm gosojkubdoh`dig fdj
ig mrhkhtdċhb d zhst rhŨuiuą d" Jenhsd nj fd sg zvj bj . ohj mh
ig gosojkubd`drhbd prgkdbuj. ob id eu igvhb mgn ih fd so nj pd nd .
hsvgąu uehsdnd" H jpgt. gosojkubdoh`dih bdig buŲbj fdnh d
mjŲdvjtbh" Wojndoj fd sg jordvnigbd ihvbj pjohihj. kjehj ig mh
vrhtd sthtus pubjprhvbje ċnhb h ` rov gbg zhigmb d`g"
Bhmfdsoup ig jptuŲdj VjŲgh mh ku
bgmjsthig pjngth u fjrfd prjtdv igrgsd.
ph eh ig pjbjvj gosojk ubd`drhj"
zhrjfdj d mvh ohthrsoh prgagoth. dsouŨgbdoh ojid su u ohthrsojivgrd derhnd unjeu ‒svgŨtgbdoh& pjtpubj prgmhbdl sdrjkhŨtvu.
fgspjrjċbjstd d bgŲgbstvu"
Hbrdigv uspgl ig. uprojs tjndodk bhpjrdkh. fdj tgo
mgndkdċhb" Dspjsthvdnj sg. bhdkg. mh su ohthrd dzrhzdtj tvrm
jrhl. h d mh bg jfrhąhiu bhrjċdtu phŲbiu bh tj ohoj ąg sg
prgkh bidkh jmbjsdtd @rovh" Dbjągbtdig DDD. dzhfrhb zh phpu
884<" ejmdbg. vgą bgodl pgt+Ũgst ejmdbh ohsbdig pjsthj ig u tji
kgrd pjmjzrdv mh ig jtvjrgbj suk bihj ohoj kbjed fdsoupd
ądih sg sgmdŨth bhnhzg bh arhb`usojk iueu zhprhvj shrhmuiu
s ohthrdkh" Jmhbdid. pjuzmhbdid zhejvjrbd`d zvhbdċbg @rovg.
kgmu ojidkh d Ũphbsod svgŨtgbdo Mjkdbdo mg Euzkhb
,pjtjbid svgtd Mjkdbdo$. zhuzgnd su 863=" ejmdbg pjnjŲhig
jmk gtbutdl fdsouph" Mjkdbdo sg jmkhl upustdj u Ųusthr
pjmulvht pjorŨthvhbih pj Nhbemjou. hnd fgz jfzdrh bh shv
bigejv Ųhr. pjstdehj ig. ruou bh sr`g. khnj tjeh" Khnjfrjibd
vgrbd`d ojig ig dz ohthrstvh uspgj mh prgvgmg pjm jordnig
zvhbdċbg @rovg fdnd su zhdsth ihmbh bherhmh zh tjndod trum.
prd ċgku vhnih bhpjkgbutd mh ig Mjkdbdo uċgstvjvhj ufrjibdk ohthrsoj+ohtjndċodk vgrsodk rhsprhvhkh uprdndċgbdk
u rhzbdk vhrjŨdkh d erhmjvdkh" Wprojs svgku. suŨtdbsog
vrgmbjstd ohthrstvh jsthng su bgthobutg" @ho ig d Mjkdbdou
Dspjsthvdnj sg mh su ohthrd vgjkh tvrm
jrhl. h d mh bg jfrhąhiu phŲbiu bh tj
ohoj ąg sg prgkh bidkh jmbjsdtd @rovh"
fdnj ihsbj zfje ċgeh ig thoj9 igmdbj jbd kgmu rdkjohtjnd`dkh
ojid su zhdsth mjstdzhnd ohthrg u svgtjstd. soruŨgbjstd d
hsogtdzku kjend su sg ujpŨtg d bhmhtd mh ąg ohthrdkh kjŲmh
uspgtd mh ushmg bjvu kdshj j vgrd"
VGM AVH]HVH SVJSJQGMBDOHMh fd jmejvjrdj zhltgvdkh tje jerjkbje pjmulvhth.
Mjk dbdo ig 8681" jsbjvhj Vgm arhthrh prjpjvgmbdoh.
pjzbhtdid ohj mjkdbdohbsod rgm. ċdid su prdphmbd`d fdndpjsvgągbd prjpjvgmhbiu igvhbĘgnih d sphshvhbiu muŨh ohthrh
d jsthndl igrgtdoh" M jkdbdo ig jvhoj fgsgmdj k jbhsdkh ojid
fd prdstuphnd rgmu9
Bh Ųhr sg kjrh uzvrhtdtd Ųhrjk. bh pjbdzbjst pjbdzbjŨąu.bh nh dbu svgtjst svgtjŨąu dstdbsojk. bh prjpjvgmhbig nhŲd
+ prjpjvgmhbigk dstdbg"
Ohj d ohthrd + ufgmgb ig fdj Mjkdbdo + d bigejvd kjbhsd
kjrhnd fd mh sg onjbg svdl khtgrdihnbdl fnheh. mh Ųdvg u
sdrjkhŨtvu s bhikhbidk kjeuądk dkgtojk. mh fjsd ljmg
mrukjvdkh d prjŨbijk mjnhzg mj lrhbg" Sjrgm tjeh. jbd
kjrhiu Ųdvgtd u `gndfhtu d. ujpŨtg. vjmdtd igmhb strjej
fgspjrjċhb Ųdvjt" Mjkdbdo ig fdj ċvrstj ufgmgb mh ig thohv
bhċdb Ųdvjth. s bhenhsojk bh soruŨgbjst d pjŲrtvjvhbig.
prhvd bhċdb mh sg ohthrd prdmjfdiu d vrhtg pjm jordnig Vdksog
`rovg"
Hnd Mjkdbdoh su u jvjk bhuku prgmuldtrdnd" Bgoj
prjfdthċbdid d orvjŲgmbdid jm bigeh vgą ig fdj prdfgehj
rgŨgbiu ojig Mjkdbdo. pj prdrjmd kdrjniufdv. bdig bd uzdkhj
u rhzkhtrhbig" Sjsng mgsgt ejmdbh jmnuċbje jtpjrh. vgądbh
ohthrh ijŨ vdsg ig bgej rhbdig prgzdrhnh Ohtjndċou `rovu d fdnh
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=6 EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
uvgrgbh u bigbu znu prdrjmu" Shph Dbjągbtdig DDD ojbhċb j ig
dzeufdj strpnigbig d jmnuċdj mh pjkgrd stvhrd s krtvg thċog"
W prjngąg 8635" ejmdbg pjsnhj ig phpsoje ngehth Sigrh jm
Ohstgnbjh. hrldmhojbh jm Khegnjbh. u Srjvhbsu d bhnjŲdj
thk jŨbigk pngkstvu mh sg hotdvbj uoniuċd u prjejb ohthrh.
Igvrgih d svdl j sth ndl prjtdvbdoh vgrg bh ojig usput bhdmu"Sigr jm Ohstgnbjh sg jm shkje pjċgtoh susrgj sh
jmnuċbdk jtpjrjk" Erja Vhikjb QD jm ]unuzh. sdb
Vhikjbh Q d bhik jąbdid vgnkjŲh Nhbemjoh. fdj ig vrnj fndzho
ohthrdkh. d jmfdj ig shrhmbiu" Kbjed Vhikjbjvd prdihtgnid.
rjmh`d. pngkdąd d shvgzbd`d fdnd su prdvrŲgbd ohthrsoji vgrd.
Shph Dbjągbtdig DDD""" pjsnhj ig phpsoje
ngehth Sigrh jm Ohstgnbjh. hrldmhojbh
jm Khegnjbh. u Srjvhbsu d bhnjŲdj
thkjŨbigk pngkstvu mh sg uoniuċd
u hotdvhb prjejb ohthrh. Igvrgih
d svdl jsthndl prjtdvbdoh vgrg bh ojig
usput bhdmu"
thoj mh sg jb bdig bd pjtrumdj mh shordig bhonjbjst ojiu ig jsgąhj prgkh tdk niumdkh" Vh ik jb ig. ŨthvdŨg. pjċgj
rgmjvbj mh putuig u prhtbid ohthrsoje prgagoth" Ohm su
vgstd j Vhikjbjvji bgpjsnuŨbjstd stdeng mj Ohstgnbjh. jvhi
ig + sngmgąd. zhprhvj. bhrgmgbig shk je phpg Dbją gb td ih DDD +
dstjeh ċhsh gosojk ubd`drhj erjah d. pj sthrdbsojk `rovgbjk
jfdċhiu. fh`dj bh bigeh hbhtgku" ‒Jbhi ojid td jmuzkg Ũtj
dkhŨ. skhtrhąg sg vrndbd jmhbdk(&. erkgj ig Ohstgnbj" ‒Jbhi
Ũtj td Ųdvjt uzkg. fnhejsnjv ąg stgąd(&
Vhikjb bdig fdj bhċdbigb jm bhrjċdtj tvrmg erhmg +
fjnid ig fdj u sordvhbiu. bgej u jtvjrgbjk projŨgbiu + ph ig. jċdengmbj upnhŨgb. jmstupdj d jf gąhj mh ąg sg d shk
prdoniuċdtd prjejbu ohthrh. ohj Ũtj ig d trhŲgbj" Ohstgnbj ku
ig. pj svgku sumgąd. pjvgrjvhj" Bgojndoj bgmgnih ohsbdig
ihvbj ig jprjstdj Vhikjbu d vrhtdj ku svh prhvh ojih su ku
ohj lrdŨąhbdbu prdphmhnh" Ohstgnbj ig. k gĘutdk. pjergŨdj u
prj`gbd9 Vhikjb QD fdj ig rjĘgbd nhŲjv ojid ąg pjehzdtd mhtu
Ď umj s ob i d ehk h . ohmh su oh th rsog ob i d eg d zej rg n g . mjo su jbg
oh tj n d ċog . oj i g su p r d phmh n g svg tjk M jk d b d ou . js th n g bgjŨ tgągbg
p n h k g b j k + p j z b h tj i g d o hj ‒ ċ u m j u A h b Ų g u „ . p j v h rj Ũ d u Nhbemjou emg sg tj jm d e rh n j " J vhi mjehĘh i jvgojvgċ d j i g d Ũphbso d
s n d oh r Sgm rj Fg rueg tg ,joj 8=73 +873= $ "
rgċ m k ku sg zh tj uohŲg prdndoh" Jvjeh puth. kgmutdk.
jprgmgndj sg zh bjvu thotdou9 bdig prgmuzdkhj bdŨth"
Kjrhnj ig mh prjmg bgojndoj sgmkd`h ph mh sg zh tj
bigejvj ‒bgmbigbig& shzbh. h thmh sg Sigr jm Ohstgnbjh sdnbj
rhzfgsbgj bh Vhikjbh" Jvhi ig jptuŲgb mh bg prgmuzdkh
bdŨth prjtdv igrgsd u Nhbemjou. mh orhmg `rovgbu dkjvdbu.vrgĘh fdsoupg d jphtg. d pjmrŲhvh ohthrg" Bh orhiu tdrhmg
Ohstgnbj ig ijŨ igmbjk gosojkubd`drhj Vhikjbh" Jvhi
ig pjouŨhj mh dzbumd prgejvjrg ohoj fd sg dzvuohj dz
fgzdznhzbg sdtuh`dig. hnd su sg d prgejvjrd dzihnjvdnd. h erja
ig thm pjċgj mh prgtd d vrgmh. d tj u prdsustvu vgąge frjih
svgmjoh ojid su ohsbdig j svgku pjthboj dzvgstdnd phpu
Dbjągbtdih u Vdku"
PKV] SIGVH JM OHP]GNBJH
Mdihnje ig fgspjvrhtbj jfusthvnigb 80" ihbuhrh 863<" ejmdbg.d Sigr jm Ohstgnbjh sg s prhtbijk zhputdj bhtrhe oh Vdku"
Putrhmhb su putbd`d stdend u Hrn d jmihlhnd mj prdsthbdŨth. s
bhkgrjk mh sg uor`hiu bh frjmdą ojid ąg dl prgvgstd prgoj
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD =0
Vhikjb QD. erja tunusod . fdj ig prdk jrhb bh ihv bu pj oj ru zfje
ufdstvh Sigrh jm Ohstgnbjh"
rgog Vjbg" Ohstgnbj sg. kgmutdk. bdig dsor`hj bh mrueu jfhnu"
Srg bgej Ũtj su niumd dz bigejvg svdtg stdend mh ku prdtgobu u
pjkją. bgzbhbd ojbihbdo mjiurdj ig jmbgoum u ehnjpu d ufdj
Ohstgnbjh igmbdk igmdbdk ufjmjk khċh u ngmh"
Ohsbdig sg ejvjrohnj mh ig ufd`h bgod vdtgz u snuŲfd erjah
tunusoje" Vhikjb ig Ųdvj pjrd`hj fdnj ohovu ukgŨhbjst. mh fd
uiubu 8634" mjfrjvjnibj pjmbgj ihvbj fdċgvhbig ohj pjojru
zh mgnj ojig ig pjċdbdj bgoj mrued" SjŨtj ig ohŲbigb. erja
ig + jbhoj dsprgfdihb. orvhv d rhbihv + kjrhj mh sg pjonjbd
prgm erjfjk Sigrh jm Ohstgnbjh. ojid ig vgą fdj pjbgj zvhbig
fnhejsnjvgbje kuċgbdoh" Fdnj ohoj fdnj. Vhikjbjvj dkg d
mhnig ig fdnj prvj bh ndstd jsukbidċgbdl. ph ig shkdk tdk jb d
mhnig fdj u bgkdnjstd" Wfdstvj Sigrh jm Ohstgnbjh bdohmh bdig
rhzrgŨgbj" Bgvdb dnd ordv. erja Vhikjb sg pjfubdj prgohsbj"""
Bgojndoj bgmgnih pjsng ufdstvh. bhdkg. phph Dbjągbtdig DDD
ojbhċbj ig dzeufdj d jbj khnj strpnigbih Ũtj ku ig jsthnj.
jmrgohj sg mdpnjk htdig d pjzvhj bh orsthŨod rht" Fdj ig tj
thojzvhbd HnfdŲhbsod orsthŨod rht. bhzvhb pj erhmdąu Hnfd.
upjrdŨtu ohthrh u Nhbemjou" W tj k pjzdvu bh jruŲig
Bgzbhbd ojbihbdo jmbgoum ig mjiurdj u ehnjpu d ufdj Ohstgnbjh igmbdk
igmdbdk ufjmjk khċh u ngmh"
Vhikjb ]unusod vdmgj ig Ũhbsu mh ojbhċbj ufgmd phpu u
svjiu dsorgbu jmhbjst rdkjohtjndċhbstvu" Ptjeh ig bh shv
enhs pjrumvhj ohoj bhkgrhvh mh prjejbd igrgtdog d mh ohzbd
svg ojid ohthrdkh pruŲhiu pjkją d pjmrŨou. ohj d ohthrsog
svgŨtgbdog" Pvg ig tj fdnj Ũhrgbh nhŲh" Vhikjbu pjohihbig bdig
phmhnj bh phkgt? dsoniumvj dz pjndtdċodl pjfumh sthj ig jb uz
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== EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
mgsgtdbg ldnihmh vdtgzjvh ojid su sg bh phpdb pjzdv joupdnd u
Ndjbu. u dstjċbji Arhb`usoji. prd ċgku ig svhod jm bidl mjŨhj
sh sjpstvgbjk svdtjk shsthvnigbjk jm pgŨhmdbh`h. strgnh`h.
ojbiuŨhrh d jsthndl pjsdnbdl" Yhpjvgmbdo tdk vdtgzjvdkh fdj
ig prgtpjsthvnigb d strhmhnje Sigrh jm Ohstgnbjh. fdsoup Hrbj
Hkjrd. `dstg r`dtsod jpht dz Pdtjh. ojeh ig bh jvu muŲbjst
Sigr jm Ohstg nbjh. ngeht p hpg Dbjągbt d ih D DD . sv d rgpj ig uf d igb ihbu hrh
863<" Bhphmhċ eh ig prjfurhz dj khċgk s ngmh. h bg ojp n igk
sprgmh. ohoj ig jvmg pr d ohzhbj"
pjsthvdj phph ndċbj" Sj bhrhvd bgkdnjsrmhb d sonjb jmkhzmd.
Hkjrd ig fdj prhvd ċjvgo zh zhmhtho ojid ku ig pjsthvdj
Dbjągbtdig9 mh dsojrgbd ohthrg igmbjk zhsvhemh" Pgk tjeh Ũtj
ig Ųdvgj zh jsvgtu d bd ig zbhj zh kdnjst. Hkjrd ig fdj ċvrstj
rgŨgb mh dstrgfd ohthrg bhijorutbdidk kjeuądk srgmstvdkh
ojih su ku fdnh bh rhspjnhehbiu"Yhigmbj s vdtgzjvdkh. pnhągbd`dkh ojid su d dbhċg ċdbdnd
vgądbu fgzkhnj svdl agumhnbdl vjisod. hnfdŲhbsod orsthŨd fdnd
su tjndoj frj ibd mh ig ojnjbh. ohm ig orgbunh bh iuejzhphm d
uŨnh u Nhbemjo. fdnh muehċoh prgoj Ũgst odnjkgthrh" Pvhojk
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD =7
..8ND PG JMVG@D VHPOMţD. LD ] J E H ţ ] J SVJSJQGMHP(&
Hrbj Hk jr d . ` d s tg r` d t so d
k jbhl . pjvgj i g o rs thŨo d
pjljm oj i d i g mjvgj mj s n jk h
i g r g t d o h u iu Ųb j i Ar hb ` u s o j i"
Qrnj ig kjeuąg mh su gostrgkbg kgrg oji dkh ig u fjrfd
prjtdv ohthrh prdfgehj Hrbj Hkjrd. fdsoup Pdtjh d vjibdzhpjvgmbdo HnfdŲhbsoje orsthŨoje pjljmh. prgmsthvnihng
jmkhzmu zh pjbdŲhvhiuąd trgtkhb bh ojid ig Hkjrd
bhdŨhj prdndojk jmnhsoh u Nhbemjo ohmh ig. fhŨ ohj d
svgtd Mjkdbdo d sv" Fgrbhr jm Ongrvjh prg bigeh. pjouŨhj
kdrbdk putgk mh ufgmd ohthrg mh sg jmrgobu svjidlvgrjvhbih" Ohoj sg bhvjmd u Sgskd j ohthrsodk rhtjvdkh.
prdpjvgstd j zfdvhbidkh bh iueu mhbhŨbig Arhb`usog u
vrgkgbsojk rhspjbu jm 863=" mj 868<" ejmdbg. ohthrd
su Hkjrdih dzvrend ruenu d
jtgrhnd eh ohj pjsngmbiu
fumhnu" ‒Jpgt mjŨnh jbh
pċgnh. ph zuid nd zuid„.
ejvjrdnd su mjo dk ig Hkjrd
prjpjvgmhj" Ohthrd d bidljvd
prgagotd ,sjvrŨdtgnid$ fdnd su.rhzukg sg. jmhbd Ųdvjtu u
jsoumd`d d hsogzd. d prgzdrhnd
su rhsojŨ d uehmhbig
sjpstvgbdk ċundkh" P mrueg
strhbg. Hrbj Hk jrd ig. ohj
d tjndod mrued svgŨtgbd`d s
pjċgtoh trdbhgstje vgoh.
Ųdvgj ohj prhvd rhzkgtnidvh`
d lgmjbdsth. h prdtjk ig
bhċdbdj jzfdnibu ergŨoupjihvdvŨd sg prgm ohthrdkh
u bhirhsojŨbdiji jmjrd" Gvj
Ũth ig s tdk u vgzd 8571"
ejmdbg zhfgngŲdj arhb`usod
pdsh` Qjntgr u svjk mgnu
J orsthŨojk pjljmu prjtdv
bhrjmh Nhbemjoh9‒Jpht dz Pdtjh pjihvdj
sg sh svdtjk. ohj ohohv
prdb`" Yhnum ig jb fgsgmdjohj hpjstjn. igr niumd ku
mjvdodvhlu9 “Dnd sg jmrg`d
tg rhsojŨd. dnd tjeh Ũtj
prjpjvgmhŨ(—„
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=1 EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
ċjvgou pjbhjsjf fdng su jfgąhbg fhsbjsnjvbg bherhmg + pub
jprjŨthi ergljvh. uodmhbig ndċbdl muejvh d Pnjfjmhb prdstup
`rovgbdk ajbmjvdkh. dz ojidl ąg kjąd mj kdng vjnig mh bhpubg
Hkjrd ig fdj prhvd ċjvgo zh zhmhtho ojid ku ig pjsthvdj Dbjągbtdig""" Żdvgj
ig zh jsvgtu. bdig zbhj zh kdnjst d
fdj ig ċvrstj rgŨgb mh dstrgfd ohthrg
bhijorutbdidk kjeuądk srgmstvdkh
ojih su ku sthihnh bh rhspjnhehbiu"
uojndoj bg prdsthbu mh dspubg jvhi usnjv. vgą ojndoj sutrhmhb
bhąd pjm jpshmjk" Erhmsod j`d su. kgmutdk. jmfdnd mh dzruċg
digmbje ohthrh. fdj tj prgagot dnd svgigmbj ojid. h jbmh su +
hoj ig vgrjvhtd igmbjk lrjbdċhru + jvhoj rgond fdsoupu9
‒Vhmdig fdskj sg pjmhvdnd u snhbjkg kjru"&
ĎuvŨd tj. fdsoup sg pjpgj bh khzeu d vrhtdj sg u orsthŨodthfjr. umhnigb mhb ljmh jm Fgzdigrh" H sutrhmhb. 66" iunh
8634" ejmdbg. Ųdtgnig Fgzdigrh mjċgohj ig jfgslrhfruiuąd
prdzjr" OrsthŨoh vjisoh prdŨnh ig vhrjŨd d prgsgndnh thfjr. thoj
mh ig jb shmh sh svdl strhbh jpojnihvhj erhmsog zdmdbg" Mjong
ejm ig pjengm dz Fgzdigrh sgzhj. vdmgnd su sg shkj Ũhtjrd.
ojbid. njejrsog vhtrg. stgejvd. zhsthvd`g. jpshmbg bhprhvg d
jtk gbd ċhmj rd + phvdnijbd u ojidkh su fdnd skgŨtgb d bhivdŨd
orsthŨod uengmbd`d"
Bhigmbjk. bh kjstu prgoj rgog Jrf. bgmhngoj jm iuŲbdl
mŲgpjvg"‒VHMDIG FDPKJ PG SJMHQDND„OrsthŨoh vjisoh thoj ig stdenh mj svje prvje jmrgmdŨth.
Fgzdigrh. mjfrj utvrmgbje erhmh bh rg`d Jrf. u iuejzhphmbji
Arhb`usoji" Fdnj ig tj orhigk iunh 8634" PthbjvbdŨtvj bdig
Ųgngnj mh sg pjojrd" Fdnd ohthrd dnd ohtjnd`d. Ųdtgnid Fgzdigrh bdsu
dkhnd bhkgru mh dzhĘu u susrgt zhltgvdkh orsthŨog vjisog.
kh ohovd jbd fdnd" Ptdehj ig fdsoup fgzdigrsod d erhmsodk
j`dkh dspjsthvdj spdsho sh dkgbdkh 666 ohthrsoh prgagoth
ojig ig trgfhnj dzruċdtd dstjeh ċhsh. prdprgtdvŨd mh ąg sg erhm.
H n f d Ųhbso d o rs thŨ d s rhvb d n d su 8634 "
sh zgkn ijk erhm dą Fgz d ig r " Bh jvj i
s n d ` d v d m d k j ohoj jvj k gs tj d ze n gmh
mhbhs . s oh tgm rh n jk u pjzhm d b d"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD =5
fgmgkh fgzdigrsodl. pjihvdj sg bgod ushknigbd orsthŨ d pjċgj
mh mjvdouig svhojihog uvrgmg d prgtbig bhrjmu ojid ig sthihj
bh zdmdbhkh" Ejkdnh knhmdąh. jrbdl zh fjrfu. bh tj sg nhtdnh
ojphnih. Ũthpjvh d jsthnje dkprjvdzjvhbje jruŲih ojig dk sg
bhŨnj prd ru`d. ph pjldthnh prgkh vhrjŨoji ohpdid d siurdnh sg
mj rgog" Wshknigbd orsthŨ bdig stdehj mh utgobg? ulvhtdnd su
eh. fh`dnd bh zgkniu d dsprgfdihnd bh krtvj dkg" H jbmh su eh
fh`dnd s kjsth. u kutbu vjmu rgog Jrf"
Hnd thoj rhspjkhknigbd. fgzdigrsod knhmdąd bhċdbdnd su
bhiejru kjeuąu ergŨou jsthvdvŨd vhrjŨou ohpdiu jtvjrgbu"
Hjbh ohj mh ig mjzdvhnh orsthŨg. ojid su utj iurbund prgoj
pjorgtbje kjsth d dzfdnd u usog und`g" Dzbgbhmgbd. frhbdtgnid
sufrŲg+fjnig pjċgnd mh sg pjvnhċg. kjŲmh sg bhmhiuąd mh
ąg uspgtd mh stvjrg jmejvhrhiuąg rhstjihbig dzkgmu bidl d
bhphmhċh. ohoj fd zfdnd rgmjvg d orgbund u prjtdvbhphm" Hnd tj
ig thm fdnj bgdzvjmnidvj"SrgŲdvgndl u bhphmu bh Fgzdigr bdig fdnj. d Hkjrdigvg
orsthŨg ig. pjŨtj su pjfdnd shv Ųdvhni. ċgohj bjvd zhmhtho + mh
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
D B ] G V M D O ]
Gosojk ubdoh` d ih ċ d thvg igmbg vhrjŨ d . erhmh. h nd d jorueh. ph
ċho d ċ d thv dl zgkhn ih bhz dvhbh ig ‒s thv n ihb ig pjm db tgrm do t& " W
prhos d ig tj zbhċ d nj mh b d ig kjenj f d t d l r d Ũąhbso dl vgbċhbih .
shlrhbh d ` rovgb dl s nuŲf d mjo ig db tgrm do t ,zhfrhbh$ bh
sbhz d . khmh ig shkdk sthbjvb d` dkh f d nj mjzvj n igbj mh sg
d spjvgmhiu d o rs tg mg`u" Woj n d oj f d zgkn ih oj ij i ig bhkgtbut
d b tgrm do t f d nh spj n ih bhphmbuth. phph b d ig f dj u jfhvgzd
mh pr d tgobg u pjkją" Sjrgm tjeh. db tgrm do t ig js njfhmhj
pjmhbdog zho ng tvg bh vgrbjst v nhmhj`u prjohzhbje erhmh
d n d jfnhstd . Ũtj dk ig mhvhnj zh prhvj mh sg. uojn doj tj Ųgng.
prjt d v b igeh bgohŲb igbj m debu bh fubu"
Orhn igvd . `hrgvd d jsthn d v nhmhrd oji d su svji dk pjstup`dkh
uvrgmd n d Ohtjn dċou `rovu jfdċbj fd prgtrpgn d jvhi vdm
gosojkubdoh` d ig " Mjt d ċb d v nhmh nh` kjrhj ig mh sg pjoh ig
uojn d oj Ųg n d mh ohzbh fu mg pjb dŨ tgbh d mh sg b igejvh zgkn ih
vrhtd u jord n ig ohtjn dċog zhigmbd`g" Wprhvj tj sg. bh prdkgr.
mjejmd nj 8635" ej m dbg ohmh sg gbe ngso d o rh n i Ijvhb fgz
Ygkn ig suprjts thv dj pjsthv n ihb iu ohrm dbh nh Pt d vgbh Nhbetjbh
bh kgstj bhmfdso uph ogbtgrfgr d i soje . dhoj sg zh tj zhnjŲ dj
n d ċbj phph" Ijvhb ig thmh gosojk ubd` d rhb. h Gbengsoh ig
pjm dbtgrmdotjk fd nh mj 8686" ejmdbg. ohmh ig orhn i bhizhm
pjpustdj d prdsthj mh Nhbetjb mjĘg u Ogbtgrfgrd " Sjsng tjeh
d b tgrm do t ig uo dbut "
pjlhrhiu d jpnihċohiu prhzbg mjkjvg erhmhbh Fgzdigrh" H
fdnh ig tj fjehth vhrjŨ. d jsvhihċdkh ig bumdnh rhzbjvrsbu
njvdbu" Arhb`usod vdtgzjvd kgmu Hkjrdigvdk niumdkh
skhtrhnd su mh ąg dkhtd prvgbstvj ohm mjmg mj jtdkhċdbg.
Ejkdnh knhmdąh. jrbdl zh fjrfu. nhtdnh sg ojphnih. Ũthpjvh d jsthnje
dkprjvdzjv hbje jruŲih"""
mh fd pjtjk. jbgkgnd jm fgsh. engmhnd ohoj bgod thkj
snuehbċdąd d pnhągbd`d prvd unhzg u jpustgng ouąg" Lrjbdċhr
Qdndigk jm ]umgng jvhoj ig jpdshj pjtjbih zfdvhbih u
Fgzdigru9
Pnueg. svg knhmd kjk`d. jmkhl su sg usgndng u ouąg ojig su zhuzgng. h svd mjkjvd fglu pubd fnheh d dkgtoh rhzbje hnd
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=< EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ SVQD
F J I B J N W M D N J D S J O J N I
Hkjrdigvg vjibdog bhprgm ig bgukjnidvj ejbdnj jbj Ũtj
su sohbmdbhvsod Qdodbzd svjigvrgkgbj bhzdvhnd fgrsgrogr,fjibj numdnj$. d sgond su svg Ųdvj Ũtj fd sg bidljvdk
khċgvdkh dsprgċdnj bh putu" Wngtgnd su thoj d u `rovu emg
ig uprhvj u tjou fdnj fmgbdig? bh svg strhbg rhzngehnd su sg
ord`d shkrtbje rjp `h d uŲhsh mjo su rhspjk hknigbd niumd
uzhnum pjouŨhvhnd mh pjfgebu" OrsthŨd su bgkdnjsrmbj
sgond. ojsdnd d onhnd bgsrgąbu phstvu svg mjo zh bidkh bdig
jsthnh ejkdnh jorvhvnigbdl ngŨgvh u prjnhzdkh dzkgmu
sgmdŨth" Yhtdk su prgŨnd u @rovu Khrdig Khemhngbg d
thkj pjfdnd svg + d kuŨoj. d Ųgbsoj. d mg`u. d ohtjndog d
ohthrg + ojid su sg bhmhnd mh ąg u fjejk jnid bhąd sphs"
Joj 8"333 niumd strhmhnj ig u tji `rovd. d tj u rjou jm
svgeh bgojndoj kdbuth. pjsng ċgeh ig bhm kgstjk pjojnih
zhvnhmhnh shkrtbh tdŨdbh" Pojrj sgmhkstj ejmdbh ohsbdig
,8<=3$. ohm ig `rovh jfbhvnihbh. bidljvg ojstd prjbhmgbg
su dspjm pjmh" Fdnj ig tu jsththoh vdsg stjtdbh niumd. erufj
bhfh`hbdl igmbd prgoj mruedl u jerjkbu khsjvbu
erjfbd`u"
B d oj jm vg rb d oh oj i d su sg o r d n d u fgz d i g rsoj i ` rov d b d i g sg
sphshj ohm su o rs thŨ d uph n d u fjejk j n i u d pj`g n d mh sgou svg
joj sgfg"
SjŨtj su pjfdnd `gnjoupbj
sthbjvbdŨtvj. Hkjrdigvd orsthŨd pjċgnd
su mh sg prdprgkhiu zh lhrhbig d
pnihċohbig jpustgndl ouąh"
ohm su dlarhb`usog ,vgnkjŲg$ thoj zhtgong. pjkhlb dthŨg fgzkhnj. ph dstgrhŨg tg knhmdąg kjtohkh. ohj psd mh su"
Hnd + fgngŲd mhnig Qdndigk jm ]umgng + prg bgej Ũtj su
vdtgzjvd uspgnd mh sg mjċgphiu mrhej`gbjstd. gvj Ũth sg mgsdnj9
]d prnihvd. skrmnidvd ihmbd`d uenhs pjvdohŨg9 ‒Shnd( Shnd(& +
d mjlvhtdŨg jerjkbg fuotdbig. ohbjejm jbj oh m sg njkhċh pjergfbh uŲgŲg. d jehbi prjeuth vhrjŨ svu"
P]VHMHBIG FGYDIGVHEjtjvj svg erhmgvdbg u Fgzdigru fdng su jm mrvgth" Ejrgng
su frzj d nhoj mjo su sg pnhkgbjvd Ũdrdnd dz ċgtvrtd u ċgtvrt"
Wfrzj sg `gnh vhrjŨ prgtvjrdnh u igmhb phohj skrtd d
rhzhrhbih" Arhb`usod vdtgzjvd bhmhnd su sg mh ąg sg mjojphtd
fgzdigrsoje fnheh. mh fd shmh + ebgvbd d prgstrhvnigbd +
engmhnd ohoj sg svg tg mrhej`gbjstd prgtvhrhiu u pgpgj. dnd
mjsnjv`g tjpg prgm bidljvdk jċdkh" W igzdvjk pjŲhru.
prdċh sg. Ohtgmrhnh Pgb Bhzgr. sherhmgbh bgodl jshk
mg`gbdih prg tje mjehmhih. prjstj sg ‒rhspjnutdnh. ohj bhr„.
prg bgej Ũtj sg sruŨdnh" Shstvh ojih ig zhonjb pjtrhŲdnh dspjm
bigbdl svjmjvh Ųdvh ig dzejrgnh" Ohsbdig ig Fgzdigr pjbjvj
dzerhmgb. hnd ig Ũtgth bh ċdbigbh u orsthŨojk pjerjku fdnh
tjndoh mh su rhmjvd pjtrhihnd pubdl mvgsth ejmdbh"
Srg bgej Ũtj ig jpŨtd iurds pjċgj. ohtjnd`dkh u vhrjŨd
mhth ig kjeuąbjst mh bhpustg Fgzdigr d thoj dzfgebu
ohzbu ojih ąg sustdąd ohthrg" Qgądbh ohtjndoh jmfdnh ig tjmh uċdbd. svgsbj jmhfrhvŨd mh jsthbg tu d pjmgnd sumfdbu
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD =4
KHPHOVW FGYDIGVW
Khshor ojid sg jmderhj u
Fgzdigru bdig fdj spjbthb"Pvg ig frdŲnidvj dspnhbdrhbj
ijŨ 863<" ejmdbg. prg bgej
Ũtj ig HnfdŲhbsod orsthŨod
pjljm ujpŨtg zhpjċgt. ohmh
su Hrbj Hkjrd. hmvjoht
pj dkgbu Kdnj ,dbhċg
nhtgrhbsod hpjstjnsod bjthr$
d 86 ohrmdbhnh jtdŨnd u Vdk
mh s phpjk Dbjągbtdigk DDD
rhzkjtrg bh ojid fd bhċdbthi orsthŨod pjljm trgfhnj
vjmdtd" Snhb ojid su thm
jskdsndnd fdj ig u shenhsiu
sh strhtgedijk ojiji su
orsthŨog sbheg prdfgehvhng
uPvgtji zgknid. u vrgkg
Srvje orsthŨoje rhth. ojid ig
pjċgj bgŨtj vdsg jm igmbje
vgoh prg tjeh ,8341$"
Pvjigvrsbh Ũgkh pjtjbigefgzdigrsoje khshorh
prjbhĘgbh ig u ruojpdsu
pjm bhsnjvjk @hbsj m—Hbtdj`h ,Hbtdjldisod
spgv$. ojid ig. ohoj sg
vgruig. bgemg dzkgmu 8831"
d 888<" ejmdbg bhpdshj vdtgz
Erdejrdig Fgċhmh. uċgsbdo
u orsthŨojk pjljmu"
Jpdsuiuąd orsthŨou vjisou dzmvhbhgstje vgoh. pj ċdigk
ig uzjru ohsbdig ajrkdrhbh d
hnfdŲhbsoh orsthŨoh hrkdih.
jb ig bhenhsdj9
Qgnkjdg dz Arhb`usog Pthbjvb d ` d Fgzd i grh b d su d k h n d b d ohov d l d ze d gmh p rj t d v i ho d l . mjf rj b hj ruŲhb d l o rs thŨh oj i d su
d Shr dzh. svgtjvbih`d d bhph n d vh rjŨ oj r d s tgą d rhzbj bhj ruŲhb i g . uo n i uċu i uą d d sk r tjbjsb d shk js t rg n "
svgŨtgbstvj. prdbċgvd dkhrodzd + svd su sg ndstjk snjzdnd mh svhoj upjrdŨtg ojig ċdk upjrdŨtg bh sdnu fumg zhuzgtj" ]hoj orsthŨoh vjisohorsthŨoh vjisoh bhphmbg. jmbjsbj svhod ehrbdzjb ojid vdsg bdemg bgąg bhd nhzd td bh jtpjr. ig r niumd `%g sg pnhŨdtd
jmfdig mh sgprgmh trgfh pjsgąd mj pjsngmb ige ċjvgoh. mh dk sg suprjtsthvg zbhiuąd Ũth ig rhbdig fdvhnj"
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73 EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
H B H ] G K H
Hbhtgkh ig bhzdv zh `rovgbu urgmfu ojijk sg
gosojku bd`drh pjigmdbh` d n d jmfh`uig bgprdlvht n i dvj uċgbig" Ohj ohzbh. kgĘutdk. hbhtgkh ig zbhtbj prgvhzdnhzdnh
gosojkubdoh`diu" W Bjvjk zhvgtu. u Sjsnhbd`d Ojrdbąhbdkh.
bh igmbjk kgstu stjid9 ‒Hoj oj bg niufd Ejspjmh Dsush
Lrdsth. mh fumg prjongt. khrhb hth"„ W Sjsnhbd`d Ehnhąhbdkh.
hbhtgkh sg pjkdbig ohj ohzbh zh prjpjvgmhbig bgoje
suphrbdċoje igvhbĘgnih9
Hnd svg d hoj vhk kd shkd. d nd pho hbĘgj sh Bgfh.
prjpjvgmhkj igvhbĘgn ig prjt dvbj jbjkg Ũtj vhk vgą
prjpjvgmhskj + hbhtgkh bgoh phmbg bh bhs dnd bh bigeh"
Obideh Ijvhbjvh dmg ojrho mhnig"
Jbhi Ũtj sg pjojrhvh uċgbiu Lrdstjvjk. d J`h d Pdbh
uzh sgfg dkh" Mjmg nd vhk bgoj oj sg jvje uċgbih bg
prdmrŲhvh. bg prdkhitg eh u mjk svji. bdtd eh fnhejsdnihitg?
igr jbhi Ũtj tjeh fnhejsnjvd . shuċgsb do ig u zn dk mgndkh
bigejvdk"
Ohtgmrhnh Pgb Bhzgr""" prdċh sg.‒rhspjnutdnh sg ohj bhr„ u igzdvjk
jebiu. prg bgej Ũtj sg sruŨdnh" Shstvh
ojih ig zhn`njb pjtrhŲdnh dspjm bigbdl
svjmjvh Ųdvh ig dzejrgnh"
sh suerhĘhbdkh" ]j ig. svhohoj. prgmsthvnihnj jtgŲhvhiuąu
jojnbjst zh orsthŨg" Ohoj ąg u jpŨtji pjkgtbid rhzndojvhtd
ohtjndoh jm ohthrh: Srdċh sg mh ig fdsoup Hkjrd thmhbhrgmdj9 ‒Pvg dl pjfditg( Fje ąg svjig vgą prgpjzbhtd"&
]h zhpjvgst dzvrŨgbh ig mj pjsngm big ohpd orvd" Ojndoj
ig Hk jrd fdj us ldągb pj stdebu tdk vdmd sg pj jb jk g Ũtj
pjruċuig u pdsrrdu phpd Dbjągbtdiu9
BhŨg sbheg bdsu pjŨ tgmg ng bdojeh. f gz jfzdrh bh mruŨtvgbd pjnjŲh i. pj n dnd uzrhst" Joj 63"333 niumd ph nj ig
jm k hċh" Jvmg sg kjŲg ejvjrdtd j khsjvbjk ubdŨtgbiu bgprdihtgnih" Ďdthv erhm jpnihċohb ig d zhphnigb" ]hoj ig
Srg jshk vgojvh kjąbg zdmdbg srgmbijvgojvbje Ohrohsjbh fdng
su pjprdŨtg fgspjŨtgmbg fjrfg"
fjŲhbsoh jmkhzmh dsohndnh svji ċumgsbd ebgv"Bjvjstd j zvgrstvdkh pjċdbigbdk u Fgzdigru frzj su sg
rhŨdrdng pj Nhbemjou d `gnjk iueu Arhb`usog" QgnkjŲg d
agumhn`d ċdid su pjsgmd fdnd u rhvbd`hkh d stjeh kjend sngmgąd
mh sg bhmu bh kgtd fdsouph Hkjrdih d bigejvg jsvgtbdċog
vjisog + pjċgnd su mh sg ojngfhiu" Igmhb zh mruedk mjnhzdndsu u thfjr emg su orsthŨd prjvgnd trd mhbh pjŨtj su pjlhrhnd
Fgzdigr. mh sg pjonjbg prgm Hkjrdigk d ufgmg eh u svjiu
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD. MGJ SVQD 78
jmhbjst"
Mruehċdid ig. kgmutdk. sthv zhuzgj igmhb jm
bhikjąbdidl thkjŨbidl vgnkjŲh. Vhikjb VjŲg DDD jm
]rgbohvgnh. vdojbt jm Ohrohsjbh. Fgzdigrh. Vhzgh d Hnfdih"
Vhikjb VjŲg fdj ig sdb jtphmbdoh VjŲgh DD jm Ohrohsjbh d
frhthbh` prgvrtnidvje Vhikjbh QD. erjah jm ]unuzh. s tdkŨtj ig fdj prgvgihbdid jm jfjid`g" Ohm ig Vhikjb QD pjzvhj
niumg mh sg uigmdbg u jtpjru Hkjrdiu d bigejvdk orsthŨdkh.
Vhikjb VjŲg ig. mjfrj zbhiuąd ojndoj bigejv strd` ukg mh
fumg pjmkuohj. thi pjzdv jmfdj" Bdig skgj mh rdzdouig.
ig r vrnj nhoj sg kjenj mgsdtd mh. uojndoj stv hrd pjmu pj
znu. Vhikj b QD prdfgebg svjk uj fdċhigbjk pnhbu ..F„ +
Ũtj ąg rgąd. mh pjehzd svhod mjejvjr d ouohvdċod sg pjtċdbd
bgprdihtgniu"H hoj fd mj bgċge thovje mjŨnj. d Vhikjb VjŲg DDD
dkhj fd kbjej Ũth mh dzeufd" Ohj prvj. ndċbj fd sg bhŨhj
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u jphsbjstd d kjŲmh. ŨthvdŨg. fdj prdkjrhb mh sg jmrgobg
svjidl pjsgmh uprhvj zfje jpuŨtgbje. trpgnidvje sthvh
prgkh kuntdounturbji zhigmbd`d ojijk ig uprhvnihj"
Jp Ũtgbig s igrgtd`dk h + ohoj fd ahbhtd`d tjeh vrgkgbh
jsumdnd bg mig bglhibj mrŲhbig + fdnj ig igmbhoj njsg ohj mh
ig d ċjvgo shk igrg tdo. hoj bg d ejrg jm tjeh"
Qgstd j zvgrstvdkh pjċdbigbdk
u Fgzdigru frzj su sg prjŨdrdng
pj Nhbemjou d `gnjk iueu
Arhb`usog" QgnkjŲg d agumhn`d
pjċgnd su mh sg ojngfhiu"
BGWPSGL MDSNJKH]DIGKhmh Vhikjb VjŲg ndċbj bdig fdj ohthr. vgndod frji bigejvdl
pjmhbdoh igstg prdphmhj jvji sgotd" Bh tgrdtjrdid pjm
bigejvjk uprhvjk Ųdvgnh ig d igvrgisoh zhigmbd`h ojih ig
ejmdbhkh ubhzhm fdnh zhmuŲgbh zh ruojvjmgbig Fgzdigrjk.
pjsng Ohrohsjbh mruedk bigejvdk sgmdŨtgk kjm"
D u Ohrohsjbu ig pjstjihnh igvrgisoh zhigmbd`h. ph su
sg. sh jsthndkh. d Igvrgid kjend bhm u jzfdnibji jphsbjstd"
Hkjrdigvh vjisoh fgz sukbig fd dl pjufdihnh. igr pjojni u
Fgzdigru pruŲdj ig uŲhshb mjohz ojndoj su orsthŨd sprgkbd
mhngoj mh jmu u dsohzdvhbiu svje ‒vgrsoje& Ųhrh" Dz tje
rhznjeh. Vhikjb VjŲg ig dz prgmjstrjŲbjstd gvhoudshj
Igvrgig dz erhmh prg bgej Ũtj su or sthŨd stden d mj Ohrohsjbh"
Bdig. kgmutdk. fdnj thoj nhoj dzkgstdtd zbhtbj frjibdid
ohthrsod Ųdvhni" Yfje ohthrh. h d zfje sgfg shkjeh. Vhikjb
VjŲg ig prvj prdfgehj mdpnjkhtdid bhstjigąd mh pjstdebg
spjrhzuk ojidk fd sg ndċbj jfhvgzhj mh zhpjċbg prjejb
ohthrh d jsthndl igrgtdoh ojid Ųdvg bh bigejvji tgrdtjrdid"
H mh nd fd thoj bgŨtj stvhrbj d prgmuzgj: Qgrjvhtbj bg
fd. hnd ig. dstj thoj. pjstjihnh d bgkhnh vgrjvhtbjąh mh ig
Vhikjb VjŲg jm j`h bhsngmdj uk gąg jmnhehbih bgŲgnigbje
dsljmh" Fdnj ohoj fdnj. bigejvj jfgąhbig bdohmh bdig bd
sthvnigbj bh prjfu vrgkgbh. fumum mh bdohohv spjrhzuk
bdig bhprhvnigb" Hkjrd. ŨthvdŨg. Vhikjbh VjŲgh bdig bd
umjstjidj susrgth prdndojk ojigeh fd th pdthbih rhzkjtrdnd"
Sjstjid. dstdbh. kjeuąbjst mh ig vjĘh orsthŨh uvdmgj
mh + uojndoj zhihkċd fgzfgm bjst Ohrohsjbu d jsthndk
erhmjvdkh pjm uprhvjk Vhikjbh VjŲgh ”bigejvd. pngbh
enhmbd sngmfgbd`d bgąg dkhtd Ũth mh pnihċohiu"
SVDSVGKG YH VH]Hkjrdigv `dbdċbd jmejvjr zbhmj ig uigmbj d pjzdv bh
uzfubu" Vhikjb VjŲg sg ldtrj vrhtdj u Ohrohsjb d pjċgj
mh sg prdprgkh zh rht" Srvj ig sprjvgj strhtgediu ‒sprŲgbg
zgknig&. thoj mh sg orsthŨoji vjis`d usorhtd kjeuąbjst mh
sg s bigejvdl bidvh sbhfmgvh lrhbjk. Ũtj ig. ujsthnjk. fdnh
ujfdċhigbh prhosh u srgmbijvgojvbdk rhtjvdkh" Vhikjb
VjŲg ig bhrgmdj mh sg `gnh th jfnhst prgtvjrd u pustdbiu9
usgvd d vdbjerhmd mh sg sphng. vjmgbd`g d pjnijprdvrgmbghnhtog mh sg ubdŨtg. h stjoh d jsthng Ųdvjtdbig mh sg dnd
pjojni u. dnd utgrh iu u shk Ohro hsjb . emg ąg dl Ũtdtdtd kjąbd
erhmsod fgmgkd" Ohm ig tj umbigbj. vjisoh Vhikjbh VjŲgh
pjċgnh ig s prdprgkhkh zh fjrfu" Ph jruŲigk bh ejtjvs.
bgprgodmbj su strhŲhrdnd. dŨċgouiuąd mjnhzho orsthŨh"
Srgtljmb d`u H kjrdigvg vjisog frhbdj`d Ohrohsjbh
uengmhnd su sh zdmdbh svjeh erhmh prvje hveusth. thċbj
mgsgt mhbh pjsng khshorh u Fgzdigru" Bh frzdbu dzvjmgąd
prjrhċub. bhphmhċd su prj`gbdnd mh jsvhihbig jvje erhmh. s
bigejvdk kjąbdk utvrmhkh d jmvhŲbdk frhbdj`dkh. bgąg
fdtd bd bhikhbig nho zhmhtho" ]u bdohovdl jtvjrgbdl ohpdih.
snhfdl fgmgkh d nhoje pngbh bgąg fdtd" Hkjrd sg. ċho. bdig
JpŨtgbig s igrgtd`dkh fdnj ig igmbhoj
njsg ohj mh ig d ċjvgo shk igrgtdo.
hoj bg d ejrg jm tjeh"
usumdj mh svjidk sbhehkh mjzvjnd mh sg uthfjrg prgfndzu
erhmsodl fgmgkh. strhluium mh ąg sg bhm u mjkgtu
strhŨbdl ohrohsjbsodl shkjstrgnh`h" OrsthŨod vdtgzjvd
pjmdend su. stjeh. Ũhtjrg khnj mhnig. h zh bidkh d Hkjrdigvd
vjibd`d. ojid su pjmnjŲdnd vhtrg d rhspjrgmdnd sg mhngoj dzvhb
mjkgth skrtjbjsbdl shkjstrgnh d jsthnje mhngojkgtbje
jruŲih ojig ig vrgfhnj sh jbg strhbg ohrohsjbsodl fgmgkh"
Frhbdj`d Ohrohsjbh dspjnidnd su vgndou lrhfrjst. dhoj
su fdnd ufgmnidvj frjiċhbj bhmkhŨgbd" D Ũtj sg bhjruŲhbih
tdċg. zbhtbj su zhjsthihnd zh bgprdihtgnigk igr su Hkjrdiu
bh rhspjnhehb iu fdng kj ąbg jpshmbg sprhvg d kbjej vdsg
strgnh`h + srgmbijv gojvb g hrtdnigr dig + bgej Ũtj ig Vhikjb
VjŲg kjehj mh joupd" Putrhmhb pj prdspgąu orsthŨog
vjisog pjm zdmdbg Ohrohsjb h. mhong mrueje hveusth + fdnh
ig bgmgnih . mhb ohmh sg. pj phpsojk mgorgtu. bdig skgnj
rhtjvhtd" Hkjrdigvg sbheg kjrhng su. zbhm. mh shċgohiu
mj pjbgmgnioh. hnd mk ig svhbunj. frzj su rhspjrgmdnd
jvbjvg. pjsthvdnd kgrmgvdbg uzh zdmdbg. d tgŨoj bhjruŲhbd
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD 70
,KtU
vjibd`d pjągnd su mh sg pgbiu. mjo su bidljvd shfjr`d strgn`d
jtpjzhmd zhsund Ohrohsjb odŨjk strgnh. ojig su pjehmhng.
fgz rhzndog. d bhjruŲhbg frhbdj`g d bgbhjruŲhbd Ųdvhni"
BHSHM BH O HV OH PJ B
OrsthŨd su jmnuċdnd mh prvj bhphmbu Fure. igmbj jm mvh
pjmerhmh Ohrohsjbh ojig sg bhnhzdnj jmkhl dzvhb erhmsodl
zdmdbh" Jm mvh pjmerhmh. Fure ig fdj snhfdig utvrmgb d
frhbigb. d pjsng mvh shth Ųgstjog fjrfg. orsthŨd su uspgnd
mh sg prjfdiu d rhstgrhiu vjibdn`g d vhrjŨhbg ojid su sg tuijŨ sordvhnd" Mjo su jvd fgŲhnd u shk Ohrohsjb. bhmh iuą d
sg sphsu ubuthr erhmsodl fgmgkh. strgn`d d shkjstrgn`d
rhspjrgmgbd bh vdsjodk erumjfrhbdkh bgkdnd`g su zhsdphnd
Orvhvh fjrfh prsh j prsh u fj iu zh Ohrohsjb 8634" ejm dbg Ų dvj ig
pr dohzhbh bh jvjk a r dzu u Ohtgmrh n d Pgb Bhzgr u Fgz d ig ru "
bhphmhċg strgnhkh. hnd + uzhnum" J erjkhb frji orsthŨh
uspgj ig mh prjmrg u Fure. s tdk Ũtj dk jvjeh puth bhkgrh
bdig fdnh mh sg jojkg bh sthbjvbdŨtvj Ũtj fgŨg prgtgonj"
Bh umhru su sg. kgmutdk. bhŨnd fubhrd orhi jfhnh rgog Jmg"
Wfrzj su d fubhrd d prdnhzd erhmu sh sgvgrh fdnd u ruohkh
orsthŨh"
Eufdtho fubhrh prgmsthvnihj ig tgŲho umhrh` zhfrhbdj`g. hnd Ųdtgnid Ohrohsjbh bdsu sg prgmhvhnd" Mhbh
sgmkje hveusth. ohm su orsthŨd pjouŨhnd mh zhuzku d
Ohstgnhr. mruej. iuŲbj pjmerhĘg Ohrohsjbh. zhsutd su
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7= EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD. MGJ SVQD
Ď W M J Q 8ţ ] H P V G M B I J Q G O J Q B D L VH ]J QH
Jerjkbg jpshmbg bhprhvg ojrdstdng su sg u rhtu ijŨ jm
jskje vgoh sthrg grg. sumgąd pj sthrjzhvgtbjk zhpdsu ojid
sg jmbjsd bh vrgkg ohmh ig orhni Hzhrdih vnhmhj Iumgisodk
orhnigvstvjk" ] hmhŨbig vjisog upjtrgfnihvhng su ‒bhprhvg
ojig su skdsndnd niumd vdċbd. mh sg pjkjąu bidl bh oung d
fgmgkg pgbigŨ. strgng mh dsphniuigŨ. d vgndoj ohkgbig uz tj„"
Kbjej ohsbdig d Er`d d Vdknihbd upjtrgfnihvhąg jpshmbg
sprhvg. dznhŲuąd Ųdvhni erhmjvh pjm jpshmjk mhbjbjąbji
tutbihvd. pjmrlthvhbiu tnh. njknihvd d znjsnutbjk zvdŲmuou
mgsgtdbh d mgsgtdbh strgnh Ũtj pjput bgkdnjsrmbg odŨg
pniuŨtg sh bgfh" Bh und`hkh. trejvdkh. u mjkjvdkh
dnd `rovhkh + emg ejm sg sthbjvbd`d bhphmbutg vhrjŨd
bhnhzdnd. kjend su dl pjvrgmdtd dnd ufdtd prjigotdnd dzfhċgbd dz
jpshmbdl bhprhvh"
W trdbhgstjk vgou. ohm su sg erhmjvd Ũdrjk Nhbemjoh
bhŨnd pjm jpshmjk hnfdŲhbsog orsthŨog vjisog. ojrdŨągbg
su. khbig+vdŨg. dstg jpshmbg bhprhvg. ohmrg mh dzhzjvu
uŲhsbh rhzhrhbih. ohj jbg ojig su svjigvrgkgbj
upjtrgfnihvhnd sthrd Vdknihbd" Prgmbijvgojvbh vjisoh
ojih ig pjm jpshmjk mrŲhnh bgod zhkho dnd vhrjŨ thojmg
ig. bhdkg. upjtrgfnihvhnh ohthpuntg. fhndstg ,fhngstrg$ d iurdŨbg jvbjvg. ohj Ũtj su tj bgohm mhvbj ċdbdn d mrgvbd
Lgngbd d Vdknihbd" Vhspjnhehnd su. pjvrl tjeh. d muehċodk
kgrmgvdbhkh d kjąbdk jpshmbdk ounhkh ojig su
dk pruŲhng zhŨtdtu jm svgeh ċdkg fd dl ehmhnd frhbdj`d
bhċdċohbd bh erumjfrhbdkh"
VD]H PG OJ KHEHVH@
Igmbh jm rhtbdl bhprhvh ojig su upjtrgfnihvhnd uċgsbd`d
HnfdŲhbsoje orsthŨoje pjljmh u Nhbemjou sherhmgbh ig
pj uzjru bh rdksoje jbhegrh ,mdvnige khehr`h$" Jbhegr igthoj d bhzvhb zhtj Ũtj sg ..rdthj„ ohj Ųdvjtdbih prgog ąumd"
D trgfuŨgt ig fdj igmbhoj jpho bh mgnu. snuŲgąd sg ċgorojk
zh zhpdbihbig uŲhmd dnd jprueh" Ohm fd vjibdo bhenj jtpustdj
uŲg dnd jprueu. zufh` fd ..rdtbuj„ pjprgċbu ergmu bh
mrvgbjk jovdru trgfuŨgth. d prjigotdnd dz vgndog pjsumg
fdnd fd dsphnigbd d rhzvdnd fd vgndou frzdbu" Jvh kgtjmh
phnigbih prjċunh sg ohj ‒sdstgk prjtdvtgeh&" ]rgfuŨgtd su
dbhċg upjtrgfnihvhbd zh dzfh`dvhbig orupbje ohkgbih.
hnd ig pjkjąu bidl bgprdihtgni kjehj mh sg zhspg d bgodk
zhphnidvdk khtgrdihnjk. ohj. bh prdkgr. zhphnigbjkskjnjk dnd unigk" ]hoj upjtrgfnigb trgfuŨgt sgihj ig strhl
d uŲhs. h jbdkh ojid fd sg prjigotdnu dsphnigbjk dz trgfuŨgth
bhŨnd bh putu d uspgnd mh prgŲdvg + jsthihnd su erjzbd jŲdni`d"
Fhndsth. dnd fhngstrh. prjbhnhzho sthrdl Vdknihbh. fdnh ig
Jpshmbh ou nh ,ejrg$ jkjeuąhvhnh ig vj is` d oj ih bhphmh mh
svj ig n iumg mjvgmg u ds tu rhvhb s frhb dj` dkh erhmh. thoj mh
kjeu mh dsph n iu iu s t rg ng m d rgo tbj u b i dl " Jvhb ,mj ng$ f dj ig
prjstj . h n d mg nj tvjrbj jrumg zh prjf d ihb ig fgmgkh. mjo ig
zhŨ d n igb d oj nh` ,u pjzhmdb d $ kjehj mh prjf d ig z dm thoj Ũ tj ig
muf dj rupg d zkgmu ohkgbjvh jm oj i d l su fgmgkd e rhmgb d "
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD. MGJ SVQD 77
ukbjejkg bhndo ruċbjk shkjstrgnu. shkj zbhtbj vgąg
rhzjrbg kjąd" ErhĘgbg dsoniumvj jm mrvgth. fhndstg su sg
shstjihng dz kjgbje rhkh jm jprueg ojid ig jvdk sprhvhkh
jkjeuąhvhj mh ohkgb dnd bgod mrued prgmkgt tgŲd jm 66
odnjerhkh mjfh`d bh rhzmhnidbu jm jtprdndog 011 kgthrh"
Fhndsthig. thojmg. kjenh mh sg bhpubd ejkdnjk strgnh ojig
fd zhsung erhm ohj dzrhzdtj rhzjrbd pniusojvd jm ojidl ċgstj
niumd bdsu bhnhzdnd zhonjbh"
J E H B I D P ] V H L
Sj`gtojk ċgtrbhgstje vgoh. thċbdig uvjmgbigk fhruth d.
s fhrutjk. vhtrgbje jruŲih d pjnisodl tjpjvh. ohj Ũtj su
prdkdtdvbd. hnd vrnj mgnjtvjrbd vhsd. ojid su sgihnd strhl +
jojbċhbh ig mueh grh ojbvgb`djbhnbje rhtjvhbih ohovj ig
fdnj pjzbhtj ijŨ jm fdfndisodl vrgkgbh" Qhsd. pjzbhtd d pjm
arhb usodk bhzdvjk pjts mg agr ,evjzmgbd ohzhbd$. prvd
put sg pjihvniuiu bh dnustrh`did igmbje gbengsoje ruojpdsh
bhsthnje joj 8065" ejmdbg. d dzengmjk pjmsgąhiu bh vgndog
vhzg. jmbjsbj pjsumg pjnjŲgbg bh fjo sh strgnjk Ũtj
Ũtrċd dz ‒Ųmrgnh&" Bh zhmbigk orhiu stjid tjfmŲd ih d usdihbu
Ũdpou prdbjsd jtvjru zh phnigbig" Qhsd d kjmgnd tjpjvh ojidsu zh bidkh usngmdnd prjdzvjmdnd su erjkjenhsbg gospnjzdig.
Prgmb ijvgojvb d rh tb d ` d r hzh rh n d su z dm dbg zhkoj vh thoj Ũ tj
f d d l k db d rh n d u shkj k pjmbjŲ iu " Sj tojphvh n d f d t gkg n i g d
pjs thv n i h n d m r vgbg s tuf d ąg oj ig f d pj tjk pj tph n d n d "
dzhzdvhiuąd pjŲhrg d jsthvnihiuąd fgmgkg. erhmsog ohpdig
d mjbŲjbg u ruŨgvdbhkh" Ďho d bhikjąbdih kglhbdċoh
ċumjvdŨth ojih su mj thmh uċgstvjvhnh u srgmbijvgojvbdk
jpshmhkh bdsu kjenh mh mjstdebu thoj vdsjou rhzjrbu kjm
Hnd ‒kdbdrhbig&. bgprdkgtbh. pjmkuonh kgtjmh
rhtjvhbih + pjohzhnh sg ohj ijŨ strhvdċbdih jm svdl
tdl jpshmbdl sprhvh" Prgmbijvgojvbj kdbdrhbig
pjmrhzukgvhnj ig pjtojphvhbig tgkgnih zhkoh dnd
erhmsodl fgmgkh. d prdvrgkgbj pjmupdrhbig zdmdbh
mrvgbdk stufdmkh" ]hoj fd bhsthj pjmzgkbd tubgn ojid fd
bhphmhm dspubdnd snhkjk bhkjċgbjk u unig dnd fdnj mk
mruedk Ũtj nhoj pnhbg" Ohm fd stufdm dzejrgnd. fgmgkd fd
sg survhnd" Vhzjrbj mgistvj jvg thotdog bhifjnig sg vdmgnj u
fd`d zh Ohrohsjb" Frhbdj`d pjmerhmh Ohstgnhrh bhigmbjk
su dzeufdnd tnj pjm bjehkh. mh fd sg sh vgndog vdsdbg
strkgobund zhigmbj s ejkdnjk ohkgbih ojig sg bgkdnd`g
jfruŨhvhnj prgtvhrhium sg u sdthb tu`hbdo" Qgmbh thi phmbdig prgŲdvgnh
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71 EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
] u t j d e k s ` t a t n a t u j f n `
ohkgbigk. strgnhkh d rhzbjrhzbdk prjigotdndkh. thoj mh
su kjrhnd mh pjtrhŲg zhonjb u jfndŲbiji Ũukd" OrsthŨodk
vdtgzjvdkh fdnj ig thmh vgą shsvdk ihsbj mh ig ou`buj ċhs
mh upjtrgfg trgfuŨgtg. fhndstg. khbejbgng d ohthpuntg
+ svg strhŨbdiu jm strhŨbdig jpshmbg bhprhvg" H jbmh
sg dz skrtjbjsbje jruĘh bh undċd`g Ohstgnhrh jfruŨdnh
stdldih ohkgbih. Ũniuboh. uŲhrgbje uenigvnih d svgeh Ũtj
sg bhphmhċdkh bhŨnj prd ru`d" Pnhfd su fdnd dzengmd mh ąg
frhbdj`d ojid jsthbu bh jtvjrgbjk dzfgąd rhbihvhbig.
shohągbig dnd skrt"
JPQG]H YH FGYDIGVSjŨtj su uspgnd mh prjfdiu zdmdbg. orsthŨd su sg rhzkdngnd
pj Ohstgnhru. h u fgspjŨtgmbji fjrfd ojih ig usngmdnh. phnh
ig vgądbh frhbdnh`h" OrsthŨod zhpjvgmbd`d jsthvdnd su zhtdk
khbid jmrgm u shkjk Ohstgnhru d pjvuond sg u thfjr"
Jsvgtbd`d su. kgmutdk. frzj uzvrhtdnd umhrh`" QgnkjŲg ċdid
su sg pjsgmd bhnhzdnd u frmdkh Ũtj sg uzmdŲu bhm mjndbjk
rgog Jmg. bh jfrjb`dkh Sdrdbgih. stdend su mh sg fjrg
rhkg uz rhkg s Vhikjbjk VjŲgjk" ]d niumd. zh rhzndou
jm jfhzrdvdidl zgknihoh dz rhvbd`g. fglu jm jbdl ojidkh
ig sk rt mrhŲh jm prgmhig? s V hikjb jk Vj Ųgjk bh ċgnu.
iurbund su orjz ohrohsjbso u ohpdiu ustrgkdvŨd sg prhvj
bh jmrgm orsthŨh. d pjsgond dl svg mj pjsngmbige" Fdnh ig tj.vgrjvhtbj su pjkdsndnd u tjk ċhsu. jsvgth zh Fgzdigr"
Frzjkgtbh. o rhtojtrhibh ho`dih frhbdnh`h bdig.
kgmutdk. prjkhonh sthrgŨdbhkh u orsthŨojk thfjru. d
Żd tg n i dkh Ohrohsjbh f d nj ig mjzvj n igbj mh bhpustg erhm pjŨtj su
eh jsvji d n d h nfdŲhbsod orsthŨd . bh ċgnu sh Pdkjbjk DQ jm Kjbajrh"
MjpuŨtgbj dk ig shkj mh pjbgsu jmgąu oj iu su u tjk t rgbutou
dkhn d bh sgf d "
thoj sg. bhigmbjk. bh fjidŨtu pjihvdnh truph bhjruŲhbdlvdtgzjvh. zbhtbj frjibdih jm niumd Vhikjbh VjŲgh" Jvd su
sg u Ųurfd pjvuond u Ohrohsjb d frŲg+fjnig zhoniuċhnd zh
sjfjk erhmsou ohpdiu" Erhm ig fdj fgzfgmhb. hnd sg ubuthr
bigejvdl zdmdbh jmvdihnh mrhkh" Jsoumd`h u vjmd. dzhzvhbh
phmjk fubhrh u bgprdihtgnisog ruog. dkhnh ig zh pjsngmd`u
prnihb ig zhndlh u erhmsodk rgzgrvj hrdkh d trjvhbig jbj
khnj vjmg Ũtj ig jsthnj" D knhmj d sthrj pjċgnj ig mh ukdrg
bh vrgnjk hveustjvsojk sub`u" Vhzbg fjngŨtdbg d erjzbd`h
Ũdrdng su sg pj erhmu. h ċdthvd r"jigvd kuvh sngthnd su bh ngŨgvg
ojid su sg rhsphmhnd bh und`hkh"
SHM OHVOHPJBH]hovj sthbig bdig kjenj ubgmjengm mh sg jmrŲhvh"
Prgmdbjk hveusth. mvg bgmgnig pjŨtj ig Hkjrdigvh vjisoh
prdspgnh pjm zdmdbg Ohrohsjbh. dzhsnhbdo dz orsthŨoje
thfjrh stdehj ig mj erhmsog ohpdig" Bigejvh pjruoh fdnh ig
igmb jsthvb h. hnd igzdvh9 prgm hitg sg shmh. dnd ągtg prjąd dstj
ohj jbd u Fgzdigru" Vhikjbu VjŲgu fdnj ig ihsbj mh sg vdsg
H k jrd ig bh rhspjnhehbiu drbhj
kjąbg rhtbg bhprhvg d kbjej
vdsg strgnh`h bgej Ũtj ig Vhikjb
VjŲg kjehj mh prdoupd"
bgkh oumh" Srdsthj ig bh prgejvjrg d. ohm ku ig zhihkċgbh
ndċbh sdeurbjst. jmihlhj mj orsthŨoje thfjrh. emg sg shsthj
s erjajk jm Bgvgrh. Grvgjk jm Mjbzdih" Bd pjrjmd`h bd
sngmfgbd`d bigejvd bdsu vdsg vdmgnd Vhikjbh VjŲgh. vdojbth
jm ]rgbohvgnh. Ųdvjeh"
Pth sg mjejmdnj mhngoj jm bgzvhbdl jċdiu u Ũhtjru
Grvgh jm Mjbzdih + bdohmh bdoj bdig shzbhj. ph thoj ċho
bd jbjvrgk gbd lrjbdċhrd. pjsnjvdċbj Ųgnibd khohr ohovje
bhejvgŨthih dnd enhsdbg. bdsu uspgnd mh mjmu bd mj ohovje
jtordąh" Igmdbh ċdb igbd` h u vgzd sh jvdk shsthbojk u ċgtdrd
joh svjmd sg bh tj mh ig Ųdtgnidkh O hrohsjbh + ohthrdkh.
ohtjnd`dk h d Igvrgidk h + bh bidljvj bgdzkgrbj jnhoŨhbig dċuĘgbig. shjpŨtgbj mh kjeu mh bhpustg erhm. s tdk mh zh
sjfjk jsthvg svu svjiu dkjvdbu. dzuzgv jmgąg ojiu su u
tjk ċhsu dkhnd bh sgfd" D thoj su jbd jtdŨnd. prjnhzgąd igmhb
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD 75
pj igmhb orjz uzhbu zhmbiu erhmsou ohpdiu. pjm fumbdk
jojkorsthŨodl strhŲhrh ojid su kjtrdnd bg fd nd sphzdnd
bgojeh oj pjouŨhvh mh prjordiukċhrd bgŨtj dz jsvjigbje
erhmh"
‒Bdohovu mrhej`gbjst. hkh bd igmbj igmdbj muekg bdsu
skgnd mh pjbgsu sh sjfjk&. zhfgngŲdj ig igmhb lrjbdċhr"
Dnd. pj ohzdvhbiu igmbje bigejvje ojngeg. Ohrohsjb ihbd su
sh sjfjk pjbgnd ‒shkj svjig erglg„" Ohoj ig ojborgtbj
Vhikjb VjŲg uspgj mh dspjsnuig snjfjmu zh svji bhrjm u
Ohrohsjbu fdnh ig d jsthnh thibh. khmh kbjed skhtrhiu mh
prhvd pjvjm orsthŨoje bhphmh d bdig fdnj dsojrgbidvhbig
ohthrh. vgą uonhbihbig tje jphsbj trpgnidvje vdojbth ojkg
ig jċdengmbj fdnj mrhŲg mh sg mruŲd s igrg td`dkh bgej mh
sngmd Lrdstjvu vgru dstdbdtu" Fdnj ohoj fdnj. ohm ig vhrjŨ
dsprhŲbigbh. h Ohrohsjbihbd. ndŨgbd svg dkjvdbg. bhpustdnd
zhvdċhi. Vhikjb VjŲg dzvgmgb ig u nhb`dkh. mh fd eh pjtjk
Bh jvjk d n us t rjvhbjk ruojp dsu d z Nhbemjoh p r d ohzhb d su v d t gzjv d
u sgm n dkh ohoj sg fj rg p rsh u p rsh s oh th r dkh p r d n d ojk jpshmg
Ohrohsjbh "
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7< EGBJ@DM9 OH]H VD. MGJ SVQD
jmvgnd u pjmzgkbg thkbd`g bigejvje zhkoh. erjajvsoje
mvjr`h. d thkj jsthvdnd bgevhkh prdojvhbje zh zdm" ]rdbhgst
bgmgnih ohsbdig. mgsgtje bjvgkfrh 8634. prjbhmgb ig thkj
krthv" Dkhj ig 6 = ejmdbg"
Vhik jb VjŲg ig zh sjfjk jsthvdj pgtjejmdŨbige sdbh.
Vhikjbh VjŲgh DQ. hnd uprojs muejejmdŨbidk bhpjrdkh.
fhŨtdbdo ]rgbo hvgnh bdohoj b dig uspgvhj mh sg dzfjrd zh
svjiu jċgvdbu" Dkjvdbh ]rgboh vgnh mhth ig pho Pdkjbu DQ
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD. MGJ SVQD 74
Dkh dl ojid skhtrhiu mh prhvd pjvjm
orsthŨoje bhphmh bh Ohrohsjb d
bdig fdnj dsojrgbidvhbig ohthrh. vgąuonhbihbig tje jphsbj trpgnidvje
vdojbth ojkg ig jċdengmbj fdnj mrhŲg
mh sg mruŲd s igrgtd`dkh bgej mh sngmd
Lrdstjvu vgru dstdbdtu"
ushknigbd. prgkmh ig pubdl Ũgst ejmdbh prjŨnj prg bgej
Ũtj ig doj ihvbj d jtvjrgbj dzrhzdj tg sukbig. h mjejmdnj
sg tj bh Ďgtvrtjk nhtgrhbsojk shfjru 8687" ejmdbg" ]hi
soup fdj ig pjsgfbj zbhċhihb zfje tjeh Ũtj ig shfjr shzvhj
bdoj mrued bgej phph Dbjągbtdig DDD" Dbjągbtdig ig d fdj
prdsuthb ohm ig Vhikjb jm Vjoagih. igmhb jm vgnkjŲh ojid
su uċgstvjvhnd u rhmu shfjrh. mdrgotbj jptuŲdj Pdkjbh
jm Kjbajrh zh ufdstvj" Vjoagi ig jtdŨhj d ojrho mhnig. ph
ig jptuŲfu zh znjċ db prjŨdrdj d bh phpu" Gvj Ũth ig rgohj
Dbjągbtdiu9
jmKjbajrh. j`u oumdohkj ċuvgbdige fhrjbh dstje dkgbh
ojid ąg pjsthtd Ũgstd grn jm Ngstgrh d jsthtd uphkągb ohjigmhb jm zhċgtbdoh phrnhkgbthrdzkh u Gbengsoji \DD D vgoh"
Mhbh 87" hveusth 8634" sthrdid Pdkjb jm Kjbajrh prjenhŨgb
ig zh vdojbth jm Fgzdigrh. Ohrohsjbh d svdl mruedl pjsgmh
ojid"su svjigvrgkgbj fdnd u vnhsbdŨtvu pjrjmd`g ]rgbohvgn"
PDKJB DQ JM KJBAJVH
Kjbajr. ojid ig pjtjk bhsngmdj
Hrbjh Hkjrdih bh kgstu vjibje
zhpjvgmbdoh orsthŨoje
pjljmh. jordvdj ig zhskrt Vhikjbh VjŲgh +
mdzgbtgrdiu. pjkgbuvŨd.
ohj uzergm. ‒fjŲhbsou
ohzbu& zh pruŲhbig
utjċdŨth d pjmrŨog
ohthrsodk igrgtd dkh"
Phkh pjkdshj bh
bgpjsrgmbu FjŲiu
ohzbu zh erglg fdnh
ig d tg ohoj zhvjmnidvhsrgmbijvgojvbjk
uku. igr jbh ig bh
bhifjnid bhċdb jsndohvhnh
hotdvbu unjeu Fjeh u
vjmgbiu niumsodl pjsnjvh" Sh
dpho. kbjed Ųdtgnid Nhbemjoh d
mhnig bdsu fdnd ufgmgbd mh ig svg fdnj
fhŨ thoj. ph su d mhnig pjmjzrgvhnd mh ig
dpho pjsrgmd bgoh pjmvhnh" D bdsu u tjkg fdnd
SjŨtj su ,orsthŨd$ ufdnd j`h d rhzfhŨtdbdnd sdbh. ljągtg nd.
ejspjmhru. mh td bigku jbj Ũtj ku p rdp hmh d shċuvhtd thoj vnhstdtj mjstjihbstvj: H hoj jmfdigtg mh ku mhtg Ũtj ku prdphmh . bgoh vhk sg Fje skdnuig p h vhŨji muŨd
bhtjvhrd d frgkg bigejvdl ergljvh(
Khnjfrjibd su jbd ojid su sg dohmh mrzbund mh phpd uputg
thoj jŨtrg rgċd. hnd Dbj ągb tdig ig Vhikjbh jm Vjoagih. pj
svgku sumgąd. igmvh umjstjidj jmejvjrh9 ‒Qdmgągkj
mh sg tj umgsd"& JptuŲfh zh ufdstvj fdnh
ig prhvh bjvdbh zh phpu Dbjągb tdih.
ojid ig. dbhċg. shk rgohj Hrbjnmu
Hkjrdiu. ijŨ 8680" ejmdbg.
mh ig Vhikjb VjŲg ‒kuċodufdigb&" W svhojk snuċhiu.
bdŨth bdig umbigbj ohoj
fd sg Vhikjbu VjŲgu DQ
d pjrjmd`d ]rgbohvgn
vrhtdnh prhvh ojih dk
prdphmhiu"
Sjsng phmh
Ohrohsjbh 87" hveusth
8634" erhm ig. jbhoj
utdlbuj d pjtpubjjpustgj. tgkgnibj
pjlhrhb d jpnihċohb"
Ohm ig thi ebusbd zhmhtho
jfhvnigb. Hkjrd d bigejvd
orsthŨd vrhtdnd su sg ouąhkh.
bjsgm sh sjfjk sdnbj znhtj.
srgfrj. mrheunig d mrued pngb. thoj
dzmhŨhb mh su ċho d bhisdrjkhŨbdid kgmu
fjr`dkh fdnd jfgzfgmgbd zh `gj Ųdvjt" ]dl
Erjajvsod mvjrh . sherhĘgb orhigk \DD vgo h. fdj ig ub utr hŨb ih Ejrg9 Sgċht Pdk jbh DQ jm Kj baj rh bh oji gk ig pr d ohzhb ojb ihbdo
tvrĘhvh Ohrohsjbh. h 8445" ejmdbg WBGPOJ ku ig mjmgn dj sthtus u njvu . s pj mde bu t dk nj vhċo dk rje jk d njv hċo dk psdk h oji d t rċg
svgtsog ounturbg fhŨt dbg" uz o j b ih "
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13 EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
bgojndoj sgmkd`h ojig su prjvgnd u Nhbemjou. sgmkd`h
jfgngŲgbdl zvgrstvdkh d pnihċojk. d ukrnihbdl bgmuŲbjk
orvniu + vgojvdkh sg. gvj. prgprdċhvhiu ohj igmb h jm
bhiigzjvdtdidl gpdzjmh u dstjrdid phpstvh" Hnd prgkmh
su orsthŨd bhbgnd tgŨog eufdtog ohthrdkh. bh ldnihmg dl
pjufdihnd d pjorgbund prhvu rgou dzfgend`h. Ũtj ig mjvgnj mjuzbgkdruiuąg prgbhsgnigbjstd jsthndl nhbemjċodl erhmjvh
+ jbd bdsu uspgnd bdtd mh ubdŨtg ohthrg. b dtd mh dl uzmrkhiu
u vgrd" H bdig dk. prdtjk. pjŨnj zh ruojk bd mh mjvjnihb
frji ohthrh prgvgmu u rdkjohtjndċou vgru mh fd kjend mh
prjenhsg bgohovu jmsumbu pjfgmu bhm tjk igrgsd"
SNGB. YGKNIH D QNHP]Srgebuąg bh ‒jċdŨągbiu& @rovg jm igrgsd. jċdengmbj. ijŨ bdig
fdnj jojbċhbj. d zhtj ig phph. dz ejmdbg u ejmdbu. bhbjvj
pjzdvhj u orsthŨog pjljmg" Pvrlh d skdshj tdl pjljmh
pjċgnd su. kgmutdk. mh sg kgbihiu pjŨtj su bjvjstd j
hnfdŲhbsodk ‒uspgsdkh& ojm Fgzdigrh d Ohrohsjbh pjċgnd
mh prdvnhċg svgŲu orv dz `gng Gvrjpg" Bdig kbjej vrgkgbh
prjŨnj h ldnihmg d ldnihmg bjvdl orsthŨh mjŨng su mh sg d jbg u
svgku jvhimg" Bdig bd pjtrgfbj bhpjkdbihtd mh vgądbd bidl
bdig bd fdnj bh phkgtd mh sg fjrg zh vjniu FjŲiu d zh @rovu.
vgą mh zhmjvjnig jsbjvbg pjrdvg ojid su d dbhċg pjċdvhnd u
tgkgniu srgmbijvgojvbje rhtjvhbih9 mh sg mjkjebu pngbh.
zgknig d vnhstd"
Jm tje bjvjusvjigbje. khtgrdihndstdċoje gtjsh
bhivdŨg sg jojrdstdj Pdkjb DQ jm Kjbajrh. ojid sg kgmu
agumhn`dkh d vnhstgnjk tjeh mjfh prdndċbj bdsoj ojtdrhj
svg mjo sg bdig mjojphj dkjvdbg ]rgbohvgnh u Nhbemjou"
Bgzbhtbd su prg tjeh fdnd Kjbajrjvd pjsgmd bh tnu mhbhŨbig
Arhb`usog" Jsgtbj ig jihċhj bhsngmdvŨd. zhigmbj s khiojk.
Hkjrd d bigejvd orsthŨd vrhtdnd
su sg ouąhkh. bjsggd sh sjfjk znhtj. srgfrj. mrheunig d mrued
pngb. thoj dzmhŨhb mh su ċho d
bhisdrjkhŨbdid kgmu bidkh fdnd
jfgzfgmgbd zh `gj Ųdvjt"
zvhbig grnh jm Ngstgrh. h tdkg d jmejvhrhiuąg. grnjvsog
pjsgmg bh gbengsojk tnu" ]hi dkgtho prgŨhj ig. dstdbh. uċdstj tgjrgtsod mjkgb ohmh ig 8635" Ijvhb fgz Ygknig.
gbengsod orhni. ojbadsojvhj svg pjsgmg grnh jm Ngstgrh.
prdsvjidvŨd prd tjk ċho d bigejvg rgmjvbg prdbhmngŲbjstd"
Bg ċumd stjeh Ũtj ig Pdkjb jm Kjbajrh. jmvhŲhb. hnd d
joruthb vjibd zhpjvgmbdo. pjzbht ohj ċjvgo ‒prgvhrhbt.
eruf d bgpjŨtgb&. orgbuj mh bhmjobhmd dzeufnigbj. bg
fdrhiuąd srgmstvh" S rdndoh ku sg. thoj. uohzhnh u Nhbemjou.
h ohm sg igmbjk bhŨhj bh ċgnu orsthŨog vjisog. engmhj ig mh
dz tjeh dzvuċg Ũtj vgąu ojrdst"
Shpd Dbjągbtdiu DDD fdnj ig pjtrgfbj
vrgkgbh mh uvdmd ohoj Kjbajr d
bigejvd bjvd ‒orsthsd& vdsg. u stvhrd.
snuŲg shkdkh sgfd bgej PvgvdŨbigk.
h prg bgej Ũtj ig tj slvhtdj. kbjed su
erhmjvd bhphmbutd d pjlhrhbd. sdnhbig Ųdvhni prgtrpgj uŲhsg d strhljtg. d ijs su
kbjeh zvgrstvh pjċdbigbh"
Shpd Dbjągbtdiu DDD fdnj ig pjtrgfbj vrgkgbh mh
uvdmd ohoj Kjbajr d bigejvd bjvd ‒orsthsd& vdsg. u stvhrd.
snuŲg shkdkh sgfd bgej PvgvdŨbigk. h prg bgej Ũtj ig tj
slvhtdj. kbjed su erhmjvd bhphmbutd d pjlhrhbd. sdnhbig
Ųdvhni prgtrpgj uŲhsg d strhljtg. d ijŨ su kbjeh zvgrstvh
pjċdbigb h. khmh ig prdvdm orsthŨoje pjljmh ohoj+thoj
jmrŲhvhb uzergmbdk pjeu fnigbidkh vdsg stjtdbh ohthrh"
Dbjągbtdig ig ojbhċbj 8680" ejmdbg bhrgmdj mh sg bh
orsthŨod pjljm prjtdv ohthrh u Nhbemjou ojbhċbj sthvd
thċoh" Qj ibd`d L rdstjvd + fdj ig uvgrgb phph + dkhiu shm d
phkgtbdih pjsnh. ohj Ũtj fd. rg`dkj. kjenj fdtd prgjtdkhbig
Pphbdig dz ruou khvhrsodl kulhkgmhbh`h. dnd pho pjbjvbj
zhuzdkhbig Igrushndkh. ojid ig 88<5" jpgt phj u shrh`gbsog
ruog"
Shpdbh jmnuoh stdenh ig dpho prgohsbj" ]g 8680. pjsng
ċgtdrd ejmdbg rhtjvhbih d prjejbh. HnfdŲhbsod orsthŨod
pjljm jtrehj sg svhoji ojbtrjnd? prvjfdtbd kjtdv. mh
sg dstrgfg ohthrd. shmh sg dsprgpngj s tgrdtjrdihnbdk
prgtgbzdihkh kjąbdl vgnkjŲh d orhnigvh. hnd d s igmbjk
Ųdvjtbjk. bgdzfgŲbjk ċdbigbd`jk9 uprojs svji Ũtgtd ojiuig
thi orsthŨn`d pjljm mj tje ċhsh bhprhvdj. uprojs rhzhrhbiu
sdnbdl zhkojvh d erhmjvh. pjojniu ldnihmh d ldnihmh niumd.
uprojs fgzfrjibdk u prjphŨągbdk Ųdvjtdkh + ohthrd.
Ďumbjvhth ig f d nh skrt P dkjbh DQ jm Kjbajrh" Yh vrgkg jpshmg
]unuzh 868<" ejm dbg u e nhvu eh ig pjejmdj zh nu th n d ohkgb sh
jf n d Ųb ige oh thpu n th "
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD 18
7 jtd lanttn fngssg rt
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16 EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ SVQD
prgkmh jsnhfnigbd. jpsthnd su d svjiu igrgtdċou vgru shċuvhnd
prhotdċbj bgthobutu" Pvg tj phpd Dbjągbtdiu prgmjċdj ig
ċvrstjruohŨ Hrbj Hrbjrd. uz bhpjkgbu mh bdpjŨtj bdig
prhvd trgbutho mh sg bhpustd fjibj pjnig" Fjrfh. u ojiu ig
Hkjrd vgą fdj unjŲdj tjndoj vrgkgbh d trumh. kjrhnh ig
Ohthrsod rht. ohoj ig HnfdŲhbsod
orsthŨod pjljm thojmg bhzdvhb. jtgehj
sg ijŨ 81 ejmdbh pjsng zvhbdċbje
zhvrŨgtoh. d bhmŲdvgj bgog jm svjidl
enhvbdl hotgrh"
Sgċht e rj ah Vh ikjbh Q D D ]u nusoje p r d ohzu ig jvje p ngk dąh bh
ojb iu . s t u nuso dk o rs tjk bh Ũ t d t u d ojb i soj i jp rgk d . t i " p rgo r d vhċu "
mh sg bhsthvd" Dbjągbtdiu pho bdig fdnj mrueg bgej mh sg
pjvdbuig njed`d sdtuh`dig. thoj mh ig jmnuou j jojbċhbiu
HnfdŲhbsoje orsthŨoje pjljmh pjbdŨtdj igmvh pgt kgsg`d
pjŨtj iu ig jfbhrjmjvhj"
OVHI OVP]HţOJE SJLJMHOjbhċbd orhl ohthrstvh bdig. kgmutdk. fdj pnjm dsoniuċdvj
vjibg ho`dig. ohj Ũtj ig. vgrjvhtbj. Hrbj Hkjrd snutdj
mh ąg fdtd. ph bd u pjtpubjstd uspgnje prgjfrhąhbih u
rdkjohtjndċou vgru. ċgku sg zh`gnj bhmhj phph Dbjągbtdig"
Ohthrsod rht ,mrued bhzdv zh HnfdŲhbsod orsthŨod pjljm$
jtgehj sg ijŨ pubdl 81 ejmdbh d thoj bhmŲdvgj bgog jm
svjidl enhvbdl hotgrh" Shph Dbjągbtdig prgkdbuj ig 8681"
Pdkjb jm Kjbajrh pjedbuj ig 868<" ejmdbg. ohmh eh ig
zhnuthnd ohkgb dz ohthpunth pjejmdj prhvj u enhvu zh vrgkg
jpshmg ]unuzh" Hrbj Hk jrd ig uk rj 8667"HnfdŲhbsod orsthŨod pjljm j ojbċhb ig ċgtdrd ejmdbg
ohsbdig ,8664$. pjŨtj su Arhb`uzd bhbgnd pjrhz
Vhikjbu QDD ]unusojk. sdbu Vhikjbh QD"
Srj`gbiuig sg mh ig zh tg mvg mg`gbdig. ojndoj
ig jvhi suojf trh ihj. u fjrfhkh pjedbunj
joj kdndjb niumd. fumuąd mh su sg uŲhsd
vdĘgbd ojm Fgzdigrh d Ohrohsjbh
ohsbdig pjbjvdnd u vdsg bhvrhth"
Sjtpdsuiuąd Shrdsod kdrjvbd
spjrhzuk 86" hprdnh 8664"ejmdbg. Vhikjb QDD ustupdj
ig svjig zhkojvg d zgknidŨbg
pjsgmg. kgmu ojidkh ig u
tjk trgbutou fdj d Nhbemjo.
arhb`usojk orhniu Nuiu D\"
Fdnh ig tj. dstdbh jmj`bgnh.
pjfgmh Nuigvje mgmg.
vgrjnjkbje d pjmkuonje Adndph
DD Hveusth. ojid ig u r
ohsbj ,8687$. mh fd 8= ejmdbhohsbdig. dpho. khohr pjstlukbj.
pjfrhj ohikho" Vhikjb ig shmh
kjrhj mh sg zhmjvjnid khndk
pjsgmdkh. s erhmjk ]unuzjk ohj
igmdbdk zbhċhibdk upjrdŨtgk"
]j. kgmutdk. bdig fdnj svg" Wprhvj bh
mhb pjtpdsdvhbih Shrdsoje spjrhzukh. Vhikjb
ig kjrhj mh prgtrpd bhiejrg pjbdŲgbig" Sjċgtho jvje
orsthŨoje pjljmh. pubg mvg mg`gbdig rhbdig. jfgngŲdnh
ig ihvb h pjojrh Vh ikjbjvje j`h. Vh ikjbh QD" Phmh ig pho dstjvgtbh ohzbh bhkgbigbh sdbu jfgngŲdnh orhi
orsthŨoje pjljmh" Srdkj rhb mh jtrpd ihvbj pjbdŲgbig.
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD. MGJ SVQD 10
Vhikjb QDD ig fdċgvhb svgŲbigk vrfjvje pruąh bh treu
dsprgm Fjejrjmdċdbg `rovg u Shrdzu" Sjsng tjeh fhċgb ig u
thkbd`u" D. Ũtj ig bhivhŲbdig. uspgnd su jm bigeh mh dsohkċg
jfgąhbig mh ąg sh svjijk vjisojk ufumuąg uċgstvjvhtd u
prjejbu ohthrh"
SJQVH]HO DBOQDYD@DIG
Wprhvj utj vrgkg njv bh ohthrg d jsthng igrgtdog unhzdj ig
ubjvu. zbhtbj pjeufbdiu ahzu" Ereur D\. ojid ig zh phpu
dzhfrhb 8665" ejmdbg. bdig kjehj. ohj bigejvd prgtljmbd`d.
mhsgzhmjvjnid puodk pjzdvhbigk bh orsthdod rht. h mh
jbmh shv prnihv pjshj prgpustd vjibd`dkh" Bg. Ereur ig
dkhj fjniu. prgkmh erjzjkjrbdiu zhk dshj" Jb ig. bhdkg.
jfbjvdj gpdsojpsou ,fdsoupsou$ dbo vdzd`diu. ohj kgtj mu
rhzrhċubhvhbih s igrgtd`dkh ojih ig prvjfdtbj uvgmgbh
88<=" ejmdbg. hnd bdig mhnh Ųgnigbg rgzunthtg"
Fdsoupdkh ojidkh ig zhphnj mh prgmvjmg dbovdzd`diu
bdig. pj svgku sumgąd. fdnj fjezbh ohoj sthnj mj njvh bh
igrgtdog. h ijŨ khbig mj zhstrhŨu iuądl ohzbd oj ig ig trgfhnj
sonjbjstd. h nd d dz mruedl rhznjeh. prd ċgku bdohoj bg fd trgfhnj prgbgfrgebutd jsoumbu muljvbu jfuou d bgm jsththo phstdrsog rgvbjstd. fdvhiu bgspjsjfbd mh
prjb jsg rgċ FjŲiu d uprhvnihiu niumdkh"
Bh pjigmdbdk kgstdkh niumdkh ig. u svhojk snuċhiu.
djbhoj fdnj fgzk hnj bgk jeuąg uprhvnihtd. igr svgtdbh ig
ċgstj prguzdkhnh vnhst ohmh fd bgod tjfjŲbid igrgtdo fdj
jtordvgb. h ufrzj zhtdk. pj orhtojk pjstupou. d ohŲbigb"
Bjvh. phpsoh. dnd rdksoh dbovdzd`dih. ojiu ig uvgj phph
Ereur. bdig dkhnh zh `dni shkj fjrfu prjtdv thovdl vdmjvh
znjupjtrgfg vgą d dzerhmbiu igmbg fjnig jrehbdzh`dig.
mgnjtvjrbdig d prgmhbdig vgndojk zhmhtou sphshvhbih
niumsodl muŨh jm igrgs d. hnd d ohŲbihvhbiu + d tj strjejk +
fdnj ojeh oj fd sg mrzbuj mh sg bg pjohig zfje sorgthbih
s prhvje puth" W tjk. jsvgtjniufdvdigk svjk jfndou.
dbovdzd`dih ig pjsthnh + d vgojvdkh jsthnh + sdbjbdk zh
bgzhkdsndvh kuċgbih. uŲhsg d phtbiu"
Fdsoupdkh ojidkh ig zhphnj mh
prgmvjmg dbovdzd`diu bdig. pj svgku
sumgąd. fdnj fjezbh ohoj sthnj mj
njvh bh igrgtdog. h ijs khbig mj
zhstrhŨuiuądl ohzbd ojig ig trgfhnj
dzrd`htd"
dzrd`htd" Sjigmdbd kgĘu bidkh bdsu. ŨthvdŨg. fdnd ohmrd mh
prgpjzbhiu igrgs bd ohm dk ig fdnh prgm jċdkh" Jsthnd su.
jpgt. fdnd u prgvdsg fndsodk jmbjsdkh s pjrjmd`hkh usvjidkphrjldihkh mh fd dk ujpŨtg phnj bh phkgt mh fd
igmbjeh mhbh kjend mh uċgstvuiu u prjejbu mrhedl niumd"
Pvhjvhpdthbihbgsukbidvj su fdsoupsou dbovdzd`diu mjvgnh
u bguejmhb pjnjŲhi. Ũtj sg vdmd d pj jvjk pdshbiu phpg
Dbjągbtdih DDD dz 8687" ejmdbg9
Bgrgtoj sg mgŨhvh mh fdsoupd. zfje svjidl frjibdl
zhbdkh`dih. tgngsbdl zhmjvjnisthvh d rhtbdċodl
Shph Ereur D\. dzhfrhb 8665" ejmdbg. u vrgkg ohmh sg HnfdŲhbsod orsthŨod pjljm f ndŲdj or hiu. jsb jvhj ig 8608"
bovdzd`diu ojih ċho d mhb+mhbhs prgmsthvnih sdbjbdk zh
grjr d phtbiu"
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SHSG
EGBJ@DM9
OH]HVD. MGJ MVWED
Dbovdzd`dih. ojiu ig 8608" usthbjvdj phph Ereur D\. dkhnh ig zh `dni fjrfu prjtdv svdl igrgsd. kh emg sg jbg pjihvdng u ohtjndċoji Gvrjpd.
hnd prvj sg bh umhru bhŨnj uċgbig ojig su prjpjvgmhnd ohthrd.
jmkgtbd`d jm rdksoje prhvjvgrih"
♡
phsbjst ojiu su ohthrd prgmsthvnihnd zh zvhbdċbu
`rovu pjċdvhnh ig. prg svgeh. u bidljvji frjibjstd. u
pjmrŨ`d kjąbdl pngkdąh ohj Ũtj su fdnd Vhikjb QD
m]unuzh d bigejv sdb Vhikjb QDD. zhtdk u Ũdrgb iu ohthrsog
grdtjrdig pj iuejzhphmu mhbhŨbig Arhb`usog d sgvgrjdstjċbg
phbdig. ohj d u bidljvji dzmrŲnidvjstd. zhlvhniuiuąd ojiji su d
spgnd mh jpsthbu. shċuvhvŨd svjiu vgru d pjsng dzburuiuąge
HnfdŲhbsoje orsthŨoje pjljmh ojid ig pjtrhihj pubg mvg
hsjvbj sphnidvhbig ,ngvj$ ohthrh bhmjkho bidljvje upjrdŨth u
jbsgedru 86==" ejmdbg ojbhċbj ig snjkdnj odċku ohthrsoji vgrd"
hph Ereur D\ ,ejrg$ dkgbjvhj ig mjkdbdohbsog arhtrg zh enhvbg
rhŲdtgnig igrgsd"
mg`gbdig" Vht sg. kgmutdk. bhsthvdj d pjsng pjtpdsdvhbih
Shrdsoje spjrhzukh. ojidk ig orsthŨod pjljm fhr zvhbdċbj
jojbċhb 8664" ejmdbg? ŨthvdŨg thi mrued bigejv mgj fdj ig d
orvhvdid. h d muŲg ig trhihj" Dspjsthvdąg sg bh orhiu mh ig fjrfh
prjtdv igrgsd bhmkhŨdnh vgądbu srgmbijvgojvbdl suojfh d pj
jorutbjstd d pj kgrhk h zhstrhŨdvhbih ojidkh ig ihċh strhbh
prdfgehvhnh ohoj fd jstvhrdnh `dnigvg ojig ig pjsthvdnh"
G O P ] VG K B G K G V G
Ptj sg tdċg srgmbijvgojvbg @rovg. gostrgkbg kgrg pjsthng
su jprhvmhbg ohmh ig igrgs mjvgnh lrdŨąhbsou vgru u orhibiu
jphsbjst" WerjŲgbd su fdnd shkd tgkgnid mruŨtvh. igr su
snjfjmjukbd kdsndj`d. jbd ojid su jmfh`dvhnd ‒igmdbu prhvu
1 7
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11 EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD. MGJ MVWED
Pnjfjm juk hb kdsndnhg. ojid ig
jmfh`dvhj ‒igmdbu prhvu @rovu& d
jprgmgnidvhj sg zh sjpstvgbh vgrjvhbihd jfrgmg. prgmsthvnihj ig suŨtdbsou
prgtbiu u jċdkh svdl prhvjvgrbdl"
Ereur D\ usthbjvdj
ig p hp s o u db o v dzd ` d iu
8608" ejmdbg. khmh
jb n dċbj. zh rhz n dou
j m m j k d b d o h b h ` h
oj i dkh ig pj vgr dj
u njeg dbov dz d tj rh . b d i g
jmjfrhvhj p r dkgbu
kuċ gb ih u d s t rhz d"
@rovu„ d jprgmgndnd sg zh sjpstvgbh vgrjvhbih d jfrgmg.
prgmsthvnihnd suŨtdbsou prgtbiu u jċdkh svdl prhvjvgrbdl"
@rovh ig. bhpjsngtou. fdnh thi tgkgni bh ojigk ig pjċdvhj
muljvbd kdr phstvg. ċdih ig sdeurbjst pjm bgfgsodk svjmjk
zhvdsdnh uprhvj jm `rovgbje uċgbih" Wojndoj vgrbdog tjeh
ndŨdtg. bhstupdąg jpŨtg orvjprjndąg"
W tjou bhrgmbdl ċgtvrt vgoh. jpshmg erhmjvh d zhkojvh.
h tdkg d pjojni jbdl ojid fd sg u bidkh zhtgond. bhsthvdj sg
fgz zhmrŨog. prd ċgku vdsg bdig fdnj snuċhigvh mh ohzbgbd
jmrgmd dspjnig kdnjsrĘg" Phmh su. zhprhvj. fdnd kbjej
ejrd bgej prg" Dbov dzd`dih phpg E reurh prgmbihċdnh ig u
zvgrstvdkh fumuąd mh sg jsnhbihnh bh bhiŨdrh jvnhŨągbih ojih
ig dbovdzdtjrdk h mhj shk pjbtda" @ho d u jpdsu bidljvje
rhmbje kgsth. dbqudsdtjr lgrgtd`hg prhvdthtds ,dstrhŲdtgni
ig rg tdċog dzjp hċgb jstd$ . fdnj ig bgog igzdvg bjtg s prdzvuojknumdnh Ũtj ig u prhzbjvgrbjk uku prdzdvhnh sgbog mgkjbh.
bgċhstdvjeh d bhi`rbige znh"
FGY KDNJP]DOhthrd su fdnd d tg ohoj svgsbd mh zh bidl bgąg fdtd kdnjstd
ohm mjk dbdohb `d igmbjk prdjbu bh dzvrŨgbig zhmhtoh ojid
dk ig pjvgrgb" Ohmh sg dbovdzd`dih u prjngąg 8600" skgstdnh
u Nhbemjou. jbd su utjċdŨtg pjtrhŲdnd bh sdeurbdidk
kgstdkh. ohj Ũ tj su D>jm dig+mg+Agbuigm dnd Kjbsgedr.
jfh bh arhb`usodk jfrjb`dkh Sdrdbgih" Kjbsgedr ig
fdj bh enhsu pj svjiji tvrĘhvd. skgŨtgbji usrgm
sbgejk joru bigbdl pnhbdbsodl vrljvh" Nhoj ig
fdnj jsgtdtd sg fgzfgmbdk u tdk fnhejrjmbdk
zhfdtdkh. hnd bdig svhojkg fdnj mhtj mh
ukhobg dbovdzd`did d prjbhmg sdeurbj
prdfgŲdŨtg"
Htkjsagrh uŲhsh d sukbig
bgdzfgŲbj ig pjċgnh mh prgvnhmhvh
u ]unuzu d mruedk erhmjvdkh
Nhbemjoh emg su svd. fdnd ohthrd
dnd bg. rdzdojvhnd mh dl bgoj
dzmh dbovdzd`di d. Ũtj ig. jpgt.
zh sjfjk pjvnhċdnj uŲhsbg
Dbovdzd`dih phpg Ereurh prgmbihċdnhig u zvgrstvdkh fumuąd mh sg jsnhbihnh
bh bhiŨdrh jvnhŨągbih ojih iji ig shk
p jb tda mhj"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ MVWED 15
MJKDBDOHB@D DBOQDYD]JVD
Mjkdbdohb d. prdphmbd d Vgmh arhthrh prj+
pjvgmbdoh. ojidkh ig fdnh bhkgbigbh unjehenhvbdl phpsodl dbovdzdtjrh. fdnd su pjsgfbh vrsth
dsouŨgbdoh. ojig ig bidljv Ũphbsod utgkgnidvhċ
Mjkdbdo mg Euzkhb svrsdsljmbj jfuċhvhj
ohoj fd phrdrhnd ohthrsodk prgagotdkh u hsogzd.
sdrjkhŨtvu d pjfjŲbjstd" Euzkhb. ojid ig ohbjbd+
zjvhb ohj svgtd Mjkdbdo svgeh 80 ejmdbh pjŨtj
ig 8668" prgkdbuj. zhphzdj ig. bhdkg. mh ohthrsod
prgagotd jmhbjst phstvg stdċu uprhvj zhlvhniuiuąd
svjiji pjbdzbjstd d shkjjmrd`hbiu" Mjkdbdohb`d
ąg. ċvrstj ig rgŨdj bidljv jsbdvhċ. fdtd rhvbd tdk
prgagotdkh d u pjfjŲbjstd d u pjŲrtvjvhbjstd. igr
ig tj igmdbd bhċdb mh sg ohthrsog muŨg dzfhvg erglh
dvrhtg pjm jordnig Vdkh" H mjkdbdohb d ąg. zh tj
vrgkg. kjrhtd mh Ųdvg u svgtu. kgmu niumdkh. h bg
zhonjbigbd khbhstdrsodk zdmdbhkh? kjrhąg. fhŨ
ohj ohthrsod prgagotd. bgpjsrgmbj mh rhzejvhrhiu
s bhrjmjk d dzfgehvhiu svhou rhsojŨ d uehmhbig
vnhstdtdkċundkh. bh Ũth su. dbhċg. tjndoh svgŨtgbh
nd h tjeh mjfh fdnh snhfh"Mjkdbdo. bhŲhnjst. bdig u mjvjnibji kgrd
uzgj u jfzdr tj jsgąhbig sjpstvgbg dsprhvbjstd d
prhvdąbjstd ojiu sjfjk pjsnjvdċbj bjsd strjej
purdthbsod bhċdb Ųdvjth. bdtd ig bh vrgkg prgm+
vdmgj thi prdvdm kjrhdbg supgrdjrbjstd ojid ąg sg.
prgkmh pjtpubj suprjthb shkjpjtdrhbiu ojig ig
jb pjouŨhvhj mh dk ushmd. rhzvdtd ojm bigejvdl
sngmfgbdoh" Ybh sg. sgk tjeh. mh gostrgkd uvgo
stvhrhiu gostrgkdstg. h ahbhtdog ojid fd mhbhs fdnd
skhtrhbd zh onhsdċbg psdljphtg Vgm kjbhlh prj+pjvgmbdoh prdvnhmj ig uprhvj zfje tjeh Ũtj dk
ig prdoniumvhbig dbovdzd`did jkjeuąhvhnj mh dŲdvg
svjig mdvnihċog bhejbg pjm pnhŨtjk prhvgmbdċoje
zhbjsh" Shph kjŲmh igstg. h kjŲmh d bdig prdkgtdj
ohovd tj niumd dmu u dbovdzdtjrg" Pvgigmbj. svdkh
fd pjŲgngj mjfrjmjŨnd`u. h jbmh dl snhj mhnig. u
Arhb`usou. dnd bgod mrued mgj Gvrjpg. emg fd sg
mjkdbdohb d ufrzj prjċund pj pjstup dkh igzd+
vdkċho d pj surjvdk kgrdndkh tjeh vrgkgbh" Pvgt d Mjkdb do . jsb dvhċ mjkdb dohbsoje rgmh . p r d ohzhb ig jvmg p r d n d ojk
Bdig. stjeh. bdohovj ċumj Ũtj sg bh orhiu j shkjf dċgvhb ih " Jvu p rhosu . bhz dvhbu d ‒kuċgb ig tg nh „ . V dkjohtj n d ċoh
mjkdbdohb dkh ejvjrdnj ohj j ‒`rbdk arhtrdkh&" `rovh uo dbu nh ig u \ DQ vgou "
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1< EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ MVWED
W Ż H P B H P W M F D B H E J P S J ē G F W V Y D I G
EjspjĘh Furzdig. pjsthrdih sngmfgbd`h ohthrsog vgrg. dbhċg
rjĘgbh ]unuŲhboh. ngŲhnh ig bh jmru ohmh su dbovdzdtjrd
mjkdbdohb`d. 7" hveusth 860=" ejmdbg. mjŨnd u bigb mjk.
svgeh bgojndoj ouąh umhnigb jm erhmsog ohtgmrhng" Żgbu ig
zhmgsdnh pjtrgsbh sumfdbh"
]unusod ohthrd bdsu sg rhzkgthnd svjijk vgrjk. u
bhmd mh ąg dzfgąd prjejb. h vrgkgŨbh ejspjĘh. ojih ig
fub`hnh bh ukjru. mj tjeh ig ċhsh d shkh fdnh igmbh jm
tdl bgprdkgtbdl vgrbdoh ,`rgmgbtgs$" Mj tjeh ċhsh. igr iu
ig igmhb bigb snueh. ċuvŨd Ũth sthrd`h prdċh u mgndrdiuku.
jmhj mjkdbdohb`dkh" Edijk Sgndsjb. mjkdbdohbsodkjbhl. mjŨhj ig u svjistvu snuŲfgbje dbovdzdtjrh. mjo
ig mrued. Vhikjb jm Ajeg. dbhċg fdsoup tunusod. snjvdj zh
ċjvgoh prgvgihbje d prgojkgrbj sonjbje svhojvrsbdk
svdrgpjstdkh" Ohmh su mvjid`h mjk dbdohbh`h uŨnh u ouąu
khmhk Furzdig d stgpgbdŨtgk sg pjpgnd mj bigbg sjfg.
sthrdmbg bhifndŲg jfuzgnh ig strhvh9 muej sg vgą bhm bidkh
bhmvdihnh sgboh sukbig mh prdphmhiu ohthrsoji igrgsd. h jvj
Ũtj sg shmh mjehmhnj pj svgku ig ndmnj bh orhi" Hoj bg zh
svg bidl. h jbj zh ejspjmu Furzdig tj ąg svhohoj fdtd orhi"
Igmhb jm b igb dl uouąhbh. u bhmd mh ąg stdądfnhejvrgkgbj mh upjzjrd sthrd`u bh jphsbg ejstg ojid
su uŨnd u ouąu. mjŨhpbuj iji ig mh ig stdehj ‒vgngċhsbd
fdsoup&" Ejspjmh Furzdig. kgmutdk. fdnh ig vgą prgmhngoj
zhfrhzmdnh u mgndrdiuk" W tjk fubdnu umbdnj iji sg mh
tj zhprhvj ohthrsod prgagot. Ednhfgr jm Ohstrh. stjid
orhi bigbg pjstgnig" Vhikjb jm Ajeg iu ig jsthvdj u tjk
uvgrgbiu d prgtvhrhj sg mh ig zhdsth ohthrsod prgagot. h
svg bg fd nd ig pjmsthohj mh mh jmuŨoh svjidk ohthrsodk
uvgrgbidkh. bhvjmgm ig bh tj d jvdk rgmkh9 ..W strhlu
jm skrtd bg fd trgfhnj mh dspjvgmdŨ bdŨth sgk jbjeh u
Ũth vgruigŨ ċvrstj. svdk sr`gk"& Bh uŲhs bigbg pjrjmd`g.
sdrjth sthrd`h shkh ig sgfg jsumdnh bh skrt. h fdsoup ig tgo
thmh svjiji Ųrtvd jfzbhbdj oj ig d Ũth ig. d prdtjk ig jsumdj
bh skrt" DzvrŨgbiu ohzbg dkhnj ig mh sg prdstupd jmkhl"
Yhtdk ig bh mgnj stupdnj mstj znj. h prdzjr ojigk su
prdsustvjvhnd svgmj`d bdig mj thmh fdj zhfgngŲgb bd u
dbovdzdtjrsodk hbhndkh" Fgspjkjąbh sthrd`h prvj ig
vgzhbh zh orgvgt. mh fd ig pjtjk sbgnd u prdzgknig ouąg
d dzbgnd bh und`u. ph ig thoj jmbgnd svg mj pjnihbg dzvhberhmsodl zdmdbh" H thk j ig svdtu vgą ċgohnh zhphnigbh
njkhċh. d ejspjĘh Furzdig ig. prgm frjibjk. zbhtdŲgnibjk
Vhzfhjhb d pj pjmu d sp rgm jvje mjkdb dohbsoje kjbhlh ngŲg
bgo d d b s t ruk gbt d o j ig su ċ nhbjv d b igejvje rgmh upj t rgf nihvh nd s
` d n i gk mh d sojrgbg ig rg t d og "
svgtdbjk. fhċgbh u pnhkgb" Igmvh ijŨ prd svgstd. th sthrd`h
kjŲmh. zhprhvj. bd u igmbjk trgbutou bdig fdnh svgsbh
Ũth iji sg mjehmh. bdtd ig dohmh shzbhnh oj ig tj jm bigbgpjsnueg pjmngehj dsouŨgbiu d prdlvhtdj bherhmu ojiu ig
dbovdzd`dih bumdnh svhojkg oj jmh bgoje igrgtdoh"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]H VD. MGJ MVWED 14
Ь Ь 6 Ь
u t u g
R aupR urua t d d
a W d r г С Э )t g d d k H ` ¿ = d
) l + = ) "
б г нh a £ r r ) 2 d “ m ! 2 " j , r d ` j r d
Bh jvjk ruojpdsu dz \DQ vgoh phph Ereur D\ prgmsthvn igb ig u ċhsu ohm ku dbovdzd tjr. oji d ongċd prgm bi dk. uruċuig spdsojvg s dkgbdkh
jptuŲgbdl zh igrgs"
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53 EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD. MGJ MVWED
ohzbg" Jmhbjst @rovd d bigbdk uċgbidkh trgfhnj ig mh fumg
enhvbd kjtdv ojid ig dbovdzdtjrg pjmstd`hj bh dstrheu igrgtdoh"
Bh mgnu. kgmutdk. fdnd su bgod shsvdk mruehċdid pjrdvd"
SjfjŲbjst ig u sr`dkh tdl niumd bgrgtoj ustuphnh kgstj
rhzbdk rhznjzdkh ndċbg prdrjmg. ohj Ũtj ig. rg`dkj. prdndoh
mh sg dzkdrg sthrd rhċubd. mh sg jtrgsg bguejmbje suphrbdoh.
dnd mh sg bh prdordvgb bhmb zhmjvjnid pjovhrgbh khŨth
zndojvh`h d ċjvgojkrzh`h"
DBOQDYD]JV P]DŻG W EVHMShpsoh dbovdzd`dih zh tg kjtdvg bdig khrdnh" Bigbd niumd fdnd
su jfuċgbd mh dspngtu krgŲu joj svdl prjohzhbdl d mh. u dstj
vrgkg. zhpuŨg khohr d bhikhbiu rupu orjz ojiu fd jvd kjend
mh ukhobu ‒prhvmd&" Pvg fd pjċgnj thoj Ũtj dbovdzdtjr mjmg
u erhm. pjprdċh s kgsbdk svgŨtgbstvjk. h jbmh pjzjvg sgfd
svg jsjfg kuŨoje pjnh sthrdig jm 8= d Ųgbsoje pjnh dzbhm 86
ejmdbh. zhltgvhium jm bidl mh pjtvrmg svjiu pubu njihnbjst
prhvjvgrbjk ohtjndċhbstvu" Bdig bd pjtrgfbj bhpjkdbihtd mh
su jbd ojid fd jmfdnd mh tj umbg dstjeh ċhsh fdnd jfgngŲgbd ohj
ergŨbd`d d. bhivgrjvhtbdig. igrgtd`d" Dbovdzdtjr fd dk mhj bgmgniu
mhbh mh rhzkdsng j pjnjŲhiu u ojigk su sg bhŨnd. mh dspjvgmg
svjig erglg d ihvbj prdzbhiu oj su d Ũth su"
Sjsng tjeh. jbd ojid fd d mhnig jmfdihnd mh shrhmuiu fdnd
fd pjzvhbd mh sg pjihvg prgm dbovdzd`dijk. ti" prgm bigbdk
zhstrhŨuiuądk. bgukjnidvdk dsngmbd`dkh" D niumd su mjnhzdnd.mjfrj zbhium mh prgm dbovdzd`dijk bdoj bdig fgzfgmhb. ċho
bd hoj ngŲd bh jmru. ohj ejspjmh Furzdig. dnd hoj ig prdojvhb
zh fjnbdċou pjstgniu. tg mh jphsbjst bg kdkjdnhzd bd
ukjfjnbdog mih fub`hbih dbovdzdtjrd thojmg prdlvhthiu ohj
vhnihbg mjohzg"
Mjo ig pjċdvŨd phph Dbjągbtdig DDD prdfgehvhj fnhedk.
mdpnjkhtsodk srgmstvdkh. Ũhniuąd `dstgr`dtg mh s ohthrdkh
vjmg rhsprhvg j vgrd d gvgbtuhnbj dl p rgjfrhtg. Ereur D\
bhstupdj ig kbjej prgmuzdknidvdig" Bigk u ig. bhdkg. ĘrhŲg
SjfjŲbjst ig ċgstj jsthihnh u
sg b m rhzbdl rhznjeh ndċbg prdrjmg.
ohj Ũtj ig. rg`dkj. prdndoh mh sg
dzrhvbhiu bgod sthrd rhċubd"
fdnj mh khbdpundŨg bjvjbhsthnjk sdtuh`dijk d dsojrdstd
bhibdŲg niumsog bhejbg ohoj fd mjŨhj mj Ųgnigbdl rgzunthth"
D. ohoj ig tj kjrhnj fdtd. thkj emg ig Dbjągbtdig pjmfh`dj.
Ereur ig pjstdehj uspgl" Mh fd jstvhrdj svjig `dnigvg.
prgmbjst ig mhj mjk dbdohb`dkh. d dbhċg vdċbdk ohm svgmjoh
trgfh zhstrhŨdtd d zfubdtd u tji kgrd mh bgsrgąbd`d ufrzj phmbu
u sthbig u ojigk igmvh mh kjeu zmrhvj mh rhsumuiu"
WSJVBJ PHPNWţHQHBIGSjzbhigŨ nd bgoje igrgtdoh: Igsd nd eh sojrj vdmgj. d ojndoj ig tj
ċgstj fdnj. emg d ohmh: Oj ig fdj s bidk: Oj eh ig pjsgądvhj:
Igsd nd vdmgj fdnj ojeh mh sg prgkh bgojk ohthru jmbjsd s
P S H N I D Q H B I G K V ] Q D L
Vhspjkhknigbd pjtohzdvhm bdsu Ũtgmgnd ċho bd pjojibdog"
..JptuŲgbd„ fd ufrzj slvhtdnd + dnd pjkdsndnd mh su slvhtdnd+ bh ojid ąg bhmb dzvrmhtd bgukjrbdk dbovdzdtjrdkh ojid
su bgprgsthbj trhŲdnd d bhnhzdnd pjvjmh zh bjvh dspdtdvhbih"
H ohmh fd jm bidl fdnj zhtrhŲgbj mh shsthvg spdsho dkgbh.
d tj. bhrhvbj. Ũtj muŲd + jbd fd bhvgnd d dkgbh pjojibdoh
ojig. fhr su jbd thoj rhċubhnd. bd dbovdzdtjrd vdŨg bg kjeu
bd bh ojid bhm b mh ohzbg" W ohovji su shkj zhfnumd fdnd"""
]go Ũtj su jbd pjmbgnd spdsho dkgbh. dsngmbd`d fd jtdŨnd
mj kgsbje erjfnih d dsojphnd ngŨgvg" Bdig dk. prdtjk.
ujpŨtg fdnj vhŲbj u ojiji su ahzd rhsphmhbih th tgnh? fdnh fd.
igmbjsthvbj. bhtjvhrgbh bh ojnh d prgvgzgbh mj pjsgfbj
jmrgmgbje kgsth. emg fd fdnj dzvrŨgbj ‒pjeufnigbig&"
D mjo su sg zhprgŲbh ojnh ojtrnihnh vhrjŨodk und`hkh.
svgŨtgbd`d u prhtbid zhpgvhnd su9 ‒Oj ejm Ũth sndċbj uċdbd.sndċbh eh sumfh ċgoh(„
Ohm fd stdend bh jmrgmdŨtg. dstrungnd ngŨgvd fdnd fd prdvgzhbd
zh ojċgvg" Jbmh fd njkhċh fdnh pjtphnigbh. d jbd fd.
`grgkjbdihnbj. dŨċgznd u pnhkgbu" Erjzj kjrhb ig.
zhphbiuiuąg erjtgsohb fdj thi prdzjr. hnd tj bdig fdj orhi
ohzbg. ojih ig sprjvjmgbh ohj mh su ‒igrgtd`d& ijŨ u Ųdvjtu"
SjŨtj fd jbd fdnd sphnigbd bh njkhm. d bidljvg ouąg fdng fd
srhvbigbg sh zgknijk" Sjrjmd`g pjojibdoh jsthng fd fgz
demg dċgeh" Bgod fd zhvrŨdnd u thkbd`d. dnd fdvhnd prdkjrhbd
mh bjsg Ųutg orstjvg. mh svdkh pjohŲu bgdzfrdsdv Ųde ojid
su bh bidkh jsthvdnd bidljvd ergŨbd srjmbd`d ‒igrgtd`d&"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ MVWED 58
..JptuŲgk`dkh„. ohoj su jvd niumd
nhzdvhbd u prdruċbd`dkh zh dbovdzdtjrg.
bdig fdnj mjzvjnigbj mh zbhiu mh nd su d
ndċbj jsukbidċgbd zh igrgs"
pjŨtjvhbigk. dnd mh ku. kjŲmh. d shk pjŨtjvhbig uohzuig:
YbhŨ nd kjŲmh zh bgoj zhvgŨthbig ohthrdkh d. hoj zbhŨ.
ojndoh ig vrgmbjst tg zhjsthvŨtdbg. d oj ig shsthvdj thpdiu:
Pujċgbd s prdtdsojk ojid bg pjpuŨth. ċdih svrlh d igstg fdnh
mh shsnuŨhvhbjeh pjtpubj pjkgtg dnd eh bhvgmg bh tj mh
prjtdvurgąd shkjkg sgfd. niumd fd vgądbjk rgond fdnj Ũth.rbh ojndoj fdnj vhŲbj. shkj mh bgohoj dzkhobu fgsorhibdk
pdthbidkh ojidkh su dl dsngmbd`d bgukjnidvj zhsdphnd" Qgrbjst.
Diufhv. prdihtgnistvj. ouąbj vhspdthbig. ċgs tdtjst + svg fd tj
Bh jvji n d tjerhad i d u fji d dz \D\ vgoh prdohzhbd su znjsthvn ihbig d fhtd+
bhbig ohthrso dl igrgt doh oji d u ojnjbd s tuphiu oh svjk jebigbjk jmru"
Ųrtvg zhfjrhvdng mjo su. bhsnutdvŨd fndsou jphsbjst. jċhibdċodpjouŨhvhnd mh sphsu ejnu ojŲu" ‒Jp tuŲgbd&. ohoj su jvd niumd
bhzdvhbd u prdruċbd`dkh ojidkh su sg snuŲdnd dbovdzdtjrd. bdsu
dkhnd prhvh mh shzbhiu igsu nd d ndċbj pjm sukbijk zfje
igrgtdċoje mgnjvhbih" ]hoj . dspubigbd strhljk jm bhiejrdl
kuoh ojig sg kjeu zhkdsndtd. jbd fd shkd jtordvhnd dkgbh.
bh mgsgtdbg bidl. prjŨdruiuąd thoj dbovdzdtjrsog spdsojvg
jsukbidċgbdl"
DBOQDYD]JVD BH WMHVW
Pphnidvhbig upjojigbdl ‒igrgtdoh&. ohj d mrueg sdtuh`dig uojidkh su dbovdzdtjrd zhdsth prgohrmhŨdnd. dzhzvhnj ig khsjvbj
ebuŨhbig. Ũtj ig ufrzj mjvgnj mj jzfdnibdl pjfubh. ph ċho
d ufdsthvh" Ngth 8607. mvg ejmdbg pj mjnhsou dbovdzd`dig u
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56 EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ MVWED
v"~"
Nhbemjo. trjid`h dbovdzdtjrh dzeufdnh su Ųdvjtg pjŨtj dl ig
bgoj eurbuj u prjvhndiu mufjou 03 kgthrh" Mrued igmhb
dbovdzdtjr. Hrbjnm Ohthnjbh`. zhmuŲgb zh Ųdvhni erhmdąh
Hnfdih. jsgtdj ig bh svjiji ojŲd ebgv rhzunhrgbg svgtdbg pjŨtj
ig prgtljmbj jsumdj d bh njk hċd sphndj mvjid`u igrgtdoh d dstj
tj uċdbdj vgągk frjiu ngŨgvh ojig ig dsojphj dz erjfjvh"
W svjiji Dstjrdid dbovdzd`dig u ]unuzu jm 8603" mj 860<" ejm dbg Edijk Sgndsjb. mjkdbdohbh` ojid ig d shk fdj
dbovdzdtjr. jvdk rgċdkh jpdsuig Ũth sg mgsdnj Ohthnjb`u9
Pphnidvhbig upjojigbdl ‒igrgtdoh&.
ohj d mrueg sdtuh`dig u ojidkh su
dbovdzdtjrd zhdsth prgohrmhŨdnd.
dzhzvhnj ig khsjvbj ebuŨhbig.
Ũtj ig ufrzj mjvgnj mj jzfdnibdl
pjfubh. ph ċho d ufdsthvh"
Żr tvg jsvgmjċgbje shm ds tg O jbrhmh ajb Khrfu reh . php dbje
dbov dz d tjrh u Bgkhċoji . ufrzj f d uv dmhng mh b igeh kjn d t d zh kd njst
zbhċ d shkj zh num t rjŨ d t d pjs ngmb ig t rgbu tog Ų d vj th "
Bhrjm Hnfdih ltgj ig mh eh f h m u rgou ]hk. hnd bh
zhltgv bgodl kgmu bidkh jb ig puŨtgb. h zhtdk d prgfdigb? jm jmgąg su ku jsthng rdtg. h nd`g ku fgŨg svg u orvd"""
]j. dbhċg. bdig fdj ushknigbd dzergm tg vrstg. igr gvj Ũth
Sgndsjb bhvjmd mhnig u tgostu9
Enhvbd ċjvgo u jvji jfnhstd. zhigmbj s vhŲbdidk
pngk dądkh. erhmsodk j`dkh d jsthndkh. stdtdj ig d sordvhj igrgtdog" Jbd su tuond. rhbihvhnd. p h d uf dihnd jbg ojid fd zh igrgt d`dk h orgbund u pjtrheu""" Kbjeg bhjphog stvhrd
pjċdbigbg su u jvji zgknid d @rovd d vgruiuądkh"
Żrtvh Ųgstjog rgho`dig fdj ig d Ojbrhm ajb Khrfure"
Ejmdbg 8665. uprhvj pjŨtj ig dzhfrhb zh phpu. Ereur D\
pjvgrdj ig Ojbrhmu ajb Khrfureu zhmhtho mh dstrgfd igrgs
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EGBX@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ MVWED 50
P]VHţBD OJ B VH M A J B K H V F W V E
Srg bgej Ũtj ig pjsthvnigb zh phpsoje dbovdzdtjrh. Ojbrhm
ajb Khrfure jfhvnihj ig muŲbjstd shvgtbdoh d dspjvgmbdohGndzhfgtg. umjvd`g prdb`h Numvdeh DQ jm ]drdbedig. ojid ig
8665" ukrj jm oueg" Bdig kbjej vrgkgbh prjŨnj. h Ojbrhm
ig upngj Gndzhfgtu u svjig krgŲg" Biji bhimrhŲg mvjrsog
mhkg zhkgbdj ig mvgkh przbd`hkh. h biu shku fd. zh fdnj
ohohv prjpust ojid fd bhmbdnh. ohŲbihvhj Ũhkhrdkh dnd
fhtdbhbigk" Fdj ig tj dzrhzdtj strje rgŲdk ojid ig Gndzhfgtu.
uz hsogtsod bhċdb Ųdvjth ojid ig vjmdnh pjsng kuŲgvnigvg
skrtd. tjndoj dzkumj mh ig dspustdnh muŨu vgą u svjiji 6="
ejmdbd" Ohsbdig ig ohbjbdzjvhbh ohj svgth Gndzhfgth d zh
kbjeg pjsthnh sdkfjn znjsthvnihbg Ųgbg"
Hhoj ig sumdtd pj jbjkg Ũtj ig svdrgpd Ojbrhm ċdbdj
ohsbdig. u svjistvu phpsoje dbovdzdtjrh u bgkhċodk
pjorhidbhkh Lgsgb d ]drdbedih. bdig tgŨoj bhsnutdtd ohovg
igsvg strhljtg Gndzhfgth prjŨnh u bigejvdk ruohkh" Phkh
enhsdbh mhig Ojbrhm tu. u orhiu. fdnh ig mjvjnibh mh dzhzjvg
jpŨtu pjkgtbiu" Srgkh bgodk dzvgŨthidkh. th phbdoh ufrzj
fd prgrhsthnh u ldstgrdiu hoj fd sg bh jmrgmgbjk kgstu
Khrfure pjihvd ndċbj. ohj. bh prdkgr. u snuċhigvdkh ohm fd
jmnuċdj mh prjihŨg orjz vhrjŨ dnd sgnj u prhtbid svje vhzmhkrejmbje pjkjąbdoh. ċjvgoh pj dkgbu Mjrzj. d igmbje
ijvhbh. ojid ig dkhj igmbj joj d igmbu Ũhou"
WŲhs ojid ig Ojbrhm ajb Khrfure joj sgfg sgihj bdig
fdj bgutgkgnigb" Ojbrhm ig bh svg strhbg vdmgj igrgtdog.
hd ohm dl bg fd vdmgj. ukdŨnihj ig mh sg ordiu jm bigeh dzh
zdmdbh zhkojvh. u `rovhkh. ph ċho d khbhstdrdkh d Ųgbsodk
shkjsthbdkh" H mh nd ig bgoj zhdsth ordv. dnd mh nd pjstjigmjohzd zh bgmiu ordvd`u + tj Ojbrhmh ujpŨtg bdig zhbdkhnj.
igr jb fd ejtjvj svhou jptuŲfu uzdkhj zmrhvj zh ejtjvj.
ohj mbigbd`u . d jmkhl fd jsumdvhj jsukbidċgbg zh igrgs.
dzuzgv u snuċhigvdkh ohmh fd jvd fdnd u sthbiu mh mjohŲu
bgvdbjst" ]j sg. kgmutdk. vrnj rgtoj mgŨhvhnj fumum
mh ig Ojbrhm dkhj jfdċhi mh ubhikd svhojihod jnjŨ m id fd
zhmhtho fdj mh prjbhmu igrgtdog. strhljk dzbumg jm bidl
prdzbhbig. ph dl pjtjk sphng bh njkhm uojndoj jvd jmfdiu
mh sg jmrgobu igrgtdċoje uċgbih" Żrtvhkh ig jsthvnihbh shkj
igmbh kjeuąbjst mh dzfgebu jvhohv usum9 fdnj fd dk. bhdkg.
pjbumgbj mh pjtohŲu ijŨ ..igrgtdoh„. d tj bg bh jsbjvu svjidl
stvhrbdl shzbhbih. vgą svgsbj ordvjtvjrgąd mjohzg" Ptjtdbg.
kjŲmh d ldnihmg. Ũtj ohthrh. Ũtj ohtjndoh. fdng su bh thi bhmb
jptuŲgbg zh igrgs. mh fd pjtjk d bidkh fdnh pjbumgbh
kjeuąbjst mh prgŲdvg. pjm usnjvjk mh jptuŲg bgog mrueg"
Wojndoj bh tj bg fd prdsthnd. Ojbrhm bg fd eufdj s bidkh
vrgkg ċgohium mh sg prgmjkdsng" Kbjed td ‒igrgtd`d& sphnigbd
su bh njkhm dstjeh mhbh ohm su d jptuŲgbd"
Ojbrhm sg bdig jerhbdċhvhj bh lvhthbig sdtbg rdfg" @dnihj ig bh vdsjoj. fumbj kjtrgm bh svgŨtgbdog. hrdstjorhtg d
mrueg vdsjojrjmbg uengmbdog. d bhstjihj ig mh svhoje jm bidl
ulvhtd u erglu d bgmgnu ohoj fd eh pjtjk ohzbdj" Igmbh jm
bigejvdl Ųrthvh fdj ig Lhibrdl Kdbdog. sthrgŨdbh ejsnhrsod.
h mrueh Lhibrdl DD. erja jm Phibh. ojid ig prjenhŨgb ordvdk
zfje uċgŨąh u ‒shthbdstdmhk jredihkh&" Kdbdog ig sojbċhj
bh njkhm. hnd ig zhtj erja pruŲdj jtpjr. mh fd eh pjtjk
fdsoupd u Khib`u jsnjfjmdnd jptuŲfg" Dhoj ig Ojbrhm tj
dzrdmtj zhltgvhj. jbd su jmfdnd mh pjbdŨtg jsnjfhĘhiuąu
prgsumu"Dkhium svg tj u vdmu. bdig bd pjtrgfbj bhpjkdbihtd mh ig
Ojbrhm stvhrhj sgfd bgprdihtgnig oum ejm fd orjmj. d uprhvj
pjŨtj ig dz Khib`h orgbuj bhtrhe. u svji Khrfure. zhmgsdnj
eh ig jbj Ũtj sg kjrhnj mgsdtd" Mhbh 03" iunh 8600" Ojbrhmh
su. bh putu. dz zhsgmg bhphnd vdtgzjvd" Wfdigbd su d Ojbrhm
d bigejv pjkjąbdo Mjrzj" Jtvjrgbj sg sukbihnj. prgkmh
bdohm bdig mjohzhbj. mh su ufd`g fdng bh pnhtbjk spdsou
Lhibrdlh DD"
Jfumjvg nh o rh n i d `h G n d zhfg th ] d r d bŨoh . ohbjb dzjvhbh 8607"
ohj sv g th G n d zhfg th . u pjsg t d p r dlvh t d n d Ũ tu zh s d rjkhŨbg oj ig ig
s h k h j s b j v h n h"
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5= EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD . MGJ MVWED
Shph Ereur D\ bhrgm dj ig 8603 " svjk ohpg nhbu d d spjvgmb dou .
sv " Vhkjbu jm Sgb ih aj r tgh . mh shċ db d zfjrb do ` rovgb dl zhojbh d
prjp dsh " Jvmg eh v dm dkj ohoj p r dkh zfjrb do . pjzbh t pjm bhz dvjk
Mgorgtd phpg Ereurh D\"
u svjiji rjmbji Bgkhċoji" Ojbrhm ig vgą fdj bh njŨgk
enhsu ohj shmdsth fgz prgk`h. hnd ig sprjvjmgąd strhljvnhmu
u Bgkhċoji prgvhzdŨhj ċho d svh svjih mjthmhŨbih
‒pjstdebuąh&. zfje ċgeh ig. bgkdbjvbj. ejmdbg 8600" d shk
strhmhj jm ufdnhċog ruog"
NWOHQţ]DBH SHSG EVEWVHWfdstvj phpdbje ċjvgoh. fgz jfzdrh bh jojnbjstd u ojidkh sg
jmderhnj. jfdċb j ig dzhzdvhnj jpŨtu shfnhzhb. d tukhċgbj ig
ohj uvrgmh bhbgth pjbtdau ndċbj" Shph Ereur D\. kgmutdk.
bh vgst j pjedfdid Ojbrhmh jm Khrfureh pjstupdj ig vrnj
nuohvj" Fdj ig jb d tg ohoj svgsthb svdl zhnh ojih ig pjċdbdj
Ojbrhm. h jpgt ig u pdsku bhmfdsoupdkh ognbsojk d
trdrsojk prdfgehj rgċdkh ojidkh. fhr mjbgong. bidl mvjid`u
jordvniuig zh jbj Ũtj sg mgsdnj"
‒Bdohoj bhk bdig ihs bj& . pdshj ig phph bhmfdsoupdkh.
‒ohoj stg mjzvjndnd mh sg thovj. mjshm bgvdmgbj pjstuphbig
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD . MGJ MVWED 57
PQH WFDP]QH VJFGVH FHVHFG
Ereur ig kjrhj mh fumg zbhtbj bgpjsrgmbdid ohm ig
trgfhnj dzhąd bh orhi s Vjfgrjk Fhrhfjk. zvhbdk d Vjfgr
Khnd. ijŨ igmbdk gostrgkdstjk kgĘu dbovdzdtjrdkh ojid
ig. pj svgku sumgm. bgohmh d shk fdj ohthr. prg bgej
Ũtj ig prdstupdj mjkdbdohbsojk rgmu" Vgvbjst igmbje
prgjfrhągbdoh kjŲg pjprdkdtd zhstrhŨuiuąg rhzkgrg.
Ũtj sg bhifjnig vdmgnj pj tjkg ohoj ig Vjfgr vjmdj
fjrfu prjtdv igrgsd u jfnhstd ojih ku ig pjvgrgbh + u
Fureubmdid. u dstjċbjk mgnu srgmbig Arhb`usog" Vjfgr ig
fdjndċbj jmejvjrhb zh ċdthv thnhs pjeufnigbih. bhrjċdtj
jbdl dzvrsgbdl u kgstu ţhrdtg bh Njhrd. emg ig bhrgmdjsphnidvhbig 73 igrgtdoh" Yfje jvjeh ig mjŨhj u suojf s
bhmfdsoupdkh Vgksh d Pgbsh. ojid su jvh pjeufnigbih
prjtukhċdnd ohj orŨgbig bidljvdl prhvh" Kjrhnd su + tvrmdnh
su mvh bhmfdsouph + prvj jbd mh sg s tdk shenhsg. ph tgo
jbmh mh igrgtd`d fumu jsumgbd" Fdnj ig. dbhċg. u tj vrgkg
fdsouph ojid su shkd prdsvhihnd prhvj mh pjbdŨthvhiu
ohzbg ohm fd jptuŲgbd fdj prjenhŨgb ordvdk. mjo su mrued
zhltgvhnd mh sg shkd bhmu bh ċgnu dbovdzd djbdl sumjvh"
Shph Ereur. khistjr zhoundsbdl rhmbid. vgjkh sg
dzbgbhmdj bh jvhovu rgho`diu `rovgbdl vgndojmjstjibdoh"Sjsthvnihiuąd Vjfgrh Fhrhfu d jsthng dbovdzdtjrg. jb ig.
prdndojkprdkgbg zhojbh bhsthvd d trhig tjndoj muej u vhŨji
srgmdbd. h mh bhs prdtjk bg dzvgstdtg Ũth sg mgŨhvh" Żgnih
bhkig&. prjmuŲdj ig Ereur tjfjŲ bhdvbj. ‒mh sg thovg stvhrd
vdsg bg tjngrdŨu. h tgouąg zhojbsog pjstupog prjenhŨhvhkj
bdŨthvbdk" Bg kjŲgkj Ųkurgtd prgm strhljthkh ohovg vd
jpdsuigtg"&
Wfdstvj phpdbje ċjvgn`h. fgz jfzdrh bh
jojnbjstd u ojidkh sg jmderhnj. jfdċbj
igdzhzdvhnj jpŨtu shfnhzhb. d tukhċgbj
ig ohj uvrgmh bhbgth pjbtdau ndċbj"
Ptrhljvnhmh ojiu su zhvjmdnd niumd pjput Ojbrhmh jm
Khrfureh dnd Vjfgrh Fhrhfg fdnh ig bgdzfgŲbh u sdtuh`did
ohmig phph svjig dbovdzdtjrg sbhfmgvhj bhiuŲhsbdidk
jruŲidkh d srgmstvdkh ojig ig igmhb srgmbijvgojvbd uk
kjehj mh zhkdsnd" Gosojkubdoh`dih d dbtgrmdot . prdkgrh rhmd.
fhr ig thoj shk tvrmdj. Ųgngj zhprhvj mh jnhoŨh pjshj
prgjptgrgągbdk bhmfdsoupdkh" Sjstdehj ig. bhrhvbj. bgŨtj
shsvdk suprjtbj9 uerjzdj ig jvnhŨągbih ojih su jvdkh
ngedtdkbj prdphmhnh" Bh orhiu sg Ereur sh jŨtgągbdk
fdsoupdkh bhŨhj bgemg bh pjnh puth" Puspgbmjvhj ig
Vjfgrh Fhrhfu 860=" ejmdbg. bgpubdl ejmdbu mhbh pjŨtj
eh ig pjsthvdj bh muŲbjst" ]j. kgĘutdk. bg zbhċd mh ig
Vjfgr d jtpuŨtgb dz snuŲfg" SjŨtj sg prdkdrdj bgoj vrgkg.
mjo sg strhstd bdsu skdrdng. pjihvdj sg pjbjvj. jvjeh puth
s bjvdk zvhbigk. ohj egbgrhnbd dbovdzdtjr Orhnigvdbg
Arhb`usog. h bigejvg bgohmhŨbig pnihċog fdng su puohsdtbd`h u jmbjsu bh znjmgnh ojih ąg tgo pjċdbdtd"
W vrgkgbsojk rhspjbu jm trd ejmdbg. dzkgmu 8601"
d 8604. Vjfgr ig prgmvjmdj dbovdzd`diu u pjljmdkh bh
Phnjb+hb+Phkphbi. Ohkfrg. Sgrjb. Mug d Ndn. d sphndj
ijŨ 73 niumd" W pjorhidbu ţhkp hbiu vrhtdj sg 8604"
ejmdbg. emg ig lrjbdċhr Hnfgrdo jm ]rjh+Ajbtgbh. dbhċg
`dstgr`dt. prdsustvjvhj khsjvbjk pjeufnigbiu ojm
Kjbt+Gkgh. ohmh ig bd khbig bd vdsg bgej 8<0 ‒igrgtdoh&
Ųdvj sphnigbj" S jtjk sg bdŨth vdsg j Vjfgru Fhrhfd bdig
ċunj. bg rhċubhium enhsdbu mh ig ukrj u thkbd`d pjsngmuejejmdŨbige zhtjċgbdŨtvh"
pjmrhzukgvhnd su dsoniuċgbig dz @rovg d usorhmvhbig prhvh
bh svgtg thibg" Jbdk mruehmidk. svgtjvbdidk ohzbhkh ohj
Ũtj su uthkbdċgbig. jmuzdkhbig dkjvdbg. prjejbstvj. ph ċho
d sthvnihbig bh tgngsbg kuog + thojmg ig prdfgehvhbj ohoj fd
sg bgpjo jrbd bhtgrhnd bh pjsnuŨbjst d prdkjrhnd bh shrhmbiu
sh dbovdzd`dijk" J mfdihb ig shrhmbig. rhzukg sg. skhtrhbj ig
igmb hoj ohŲbidvdk ohj igrg s shkh. ph ig thoj d ohŲbihvhbj"
Mvh mjkdbdohb`h. Sgthr Pdnh d Qdndigk Hrbhnm. ojig ig phph pjsthvdj zh dbovdzdtjrg 8600 " ejmdbg. dzrgond su
prhotdċbj svg rhspjnjŲdvg phpsog ohzbg bh tnu Nhbemjoh.
ojid ig d fdj enhvbh kgth dbovdzd`dig" Igmbh jm kgtjmh bh ojig
su sg dbovdzdtjrd jsnhbihnd u rhmu dzdsodvhnh ig frzdbu. thoj mh
shkj lhpŨgbig. sumgbig. mjbjŨgbig prgsumg d dzvrŨgbig ohzbg
sngmg igmbj mruej u bhiorhągk kjeuągk rjou" Mjejmdnj sg.
thoj. mh d dsthobutd ohthrsod prgagot erhmh ]unuzh. Qdejrjs
jm Fhojbh. fumg sphnigb bh njkhm prg bgej Ũtj su bigejvd
prdihtgnid d prdsthnd`g stdend mh ku prdtgobu u jmfrhbu" Pdnh d
Hrbhnm su dsojphvhnd zgkbg jsthtog tjfjŲbidl prdphmbdoh
ohthrsog igrgsd d sphnidvhnd dl" Bidl mvjid`h fh`dnh su u thkbd`u
kbjeg niumg. bg jfhzdrum sg bh tj oj ig ohthr h oj ohtjndo.
ig r tj bidkh. pj svgku sumgm. d bd ig fdnj tjndoj vhŲbj. h uz
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51 EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ MVWED
tj su d odbidnd vnhstd ]unuzh Ũhniuąd dk bhjruŲhbg vjibdog ohj
dspjkją prdndojk lhpŨgbih. prdvjĘgbih. suĘgbih d. ojbhċbj.
pjeufnigbih ‒igrgtdoh&"
SrjŨnj ig thoj vdŨg jm mvg ejmdbg. h jbmh ig erjau
Vhikjbu QDD ]unusojk prgodpgnj" Vhikjb ig pjm prdsdnjk
prdlvhtdj dbovdzd`diu d jb ig mj tjeh ċhsh. khohr d bgrhmj.
shrhmdvhj sh Pdnjk d Hrbhnmjk" H fdj ig. uz tj. vjmgb
gm bjsthvbdk rhznjzdkh9 bd ig kjehj sgfd mh p rduŨtd ijŨ
gm hb rht bhndo jbjk u ojig k ig zhkhnj dzeufdj enhvu 8664"
ejmdbg" Hnd ohm su Pdnh d Hrbhnm jtdŨnd prgmhngoj. Vhikjb bdig
kjehj h mh dl bg prdihvd phpd"
SjŲhndj sg erja jm ]unuzh mh mvjid`h dbovdzdtjrh svjidk
mgnjvhbigk ‒bhbjsg Ũtgtu&. tg mh ąg. ohoj stvhrd stjig. ‒prg
iumg bhtgrhtd bh ergl bgej prdvgstd dstdbd„" Vhikjb ig.
bhċg. rhċubhj bh pjmrŨou orhnid`g Fnhbog Ohstdnisog. khiogarhb`usoje orhnih Nuih D\. ojih ig ndċbj rgonh phpd Ereuru mh
su bigejvd dbovdzdtjrd uvgndoj prgojrhċdnd erhbd`g prdstjibje
pjbhŨhbih"
Dbov dzd tjr j ptuŲui g bgvgrbdo h + bh sn d` d arhb`uso je ukgtbdoh Żhb+
+Sjnh Njrgbh ,8<0<+8468$"
JSHPHB BGSVDIH]GNIEr ja Vhikjb d orhnid`h Fnhboh dkhnd su srgąg + phpu su
ulvhtdnd u rhsojrhou" Ereur ig. bhdkg. u tj vrgkg kuou
kuċdj s Ardmrdljk DD. orhnigk Bgkhċog d Pd`dndig. vnhmhrjk
Pvgtje rdksoje `hrstvh. tdpdċbdk svgtjvbihojk ċdid ig Ųdvjtbd
`dni fdj mh. ohj vnhmhr. svji pjsgm prjŨdrd bh `gnj Hpgbdbsoj
pjnujstrvj. bg lhiuąd Ũtj ąg tj mjvgstd mj bgzhbgkhrnidvje
jphmhbih phpsoje utd`hih" P phpdbje sthbjvdŨth. Ardmrdl ig ‒fdj
zvgr Ũtj dzrhbih dz kjrh d bgŨtgmdkd`g fjejlund""" rhzihpnigbh
bigejvh eufd`h vrgmh Pvgtj dkg""" h ojpnigk jb ehmh
prgfdvhndŨtg Fjeh shkjeh d svgth`h Bigejvdl bh bgfgsdkh&"
Jvhi ruojpds dz \Q vgoh jpdsuig Qgndou Ũdzku ojih ig trhihnh jm
805<" mj 8=87" ejmdbg. ohmh ig. pjsng skrtd Ereurh D\. phpsoh
vnhst fd nh pjmgn igbh dzkgmu mvji d`g pjbtd ah. jm oji dl ig igmhb
stjnjvhj u Vdku. h mrued u arhb`usojk erhmu Hvdbijbu"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD . MGJ MVWED 55
—ddfadturbj atx2k datbdu k$?NrkIdO atnfntandw nnfudtb
у п О б Ќр з
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5< EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ MVWED
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]H VD. MGJ MVWED 54
hnid`h Fnhboh Ohstdnisoh ,ejrg ngvj$. ojih sg fubdnh prjtdv
gojrhċgbih jvnhŨągbih u rhmu dbovdzd`dig. fdnh ig suprueh
hb`usoje orhnih Nuih QDDD d khioh orhnih Nuih D\. ukgstj ojeh
vnhmhnh ohj bhkgsbd`h" Ďuvgbh pj sv jiji f nhejstd . jvm g ig ,u
bigkmgnu sndog$ prdohzhbh ohoj puŨth bh snjfjmu bgprhvgmbj
jċgbg sgfrg"
khiuąd sprhk sgfg thoj jphsbje bgprdihtgnih. Ereur ig kjrhj
htrhŲd shvgzbdog emg ejm ig stdehj" Fdj ig. ŨthvdŨg. sprgkhb
hd igrgtdċod Nhbemjo prdmjfdig zh svjiu stvhr" W tj vrgkg vgą
. dbhąg. zbhnj mh Ardmrdl dkh dzvgsbg prgtgbzdig bh Srjvhbsu
uejdstjċbji Arhb`usoji. d Vhikjb ig. engmhiuąd mh dsojrdstd
tndouojih ku sg uohzuig. pjbumdj phpd pjkją bg fd nd
dmrdlh jsuigtdj u bhuku" Dkhj ig. bhrhvbj. d Vhikjb svjiu
bu9 phph ąg zhuzvrht pjvum dz ]unuzh d `gnje Nhbemjoh
nu. Hrbhnmh d `gj thi dbovdzdtjrsod hphrht"
Shph Ereur ig ċho jtputjvhj u
Nhbemjo. u bhstjihbiu mh ufnhŲd
ebgvojid su pjmihrdnd bigejvd
prgtgrhbj rgvbjsbd dbovdzdtjrd"
HIKJB WYQVHāH WMHVH@
hph Ereur bdig ltgj fhŨ tjndoj mhngoj mh dmg. hnd ig prdsthj
hzhuzmh dbovdzdtjrg d dzvrŨd bh bidl prdtdsho ohoj fd
fumuąg fdnd pjpustnidvdid" Ereur ig. ŨthvdŨg. jtputjvhj
Nhbemjo. u bhstjihbiu mh ufnhŲd ebgv ojid su pjmihrdnd
gejvd prgtgrhbj rgvbjsbd dbovdzdtjrd" Jlrhfrgb ustup`dkh.
hikjb ig pjċgj mh sg prdprgkh zh jzfdnibdid jfrhċub sh
njkd Hrbhnmjk" Khnj ig bgmjsthihnj mh orgbg u jtvjrgb
ojf ohm su dbovdzdtjrd bhnjŲdnd lhpŨgbig vgąge frjih
vąrhbh dz Vhikjbjvg svdtg ojid su dsohzdvhnd bhonjbjstgkh ohthrdkh" Vhikjb ig. u svhojk snuċhiu. uspgj
hejvrgkgbj mh dl sonjbd vhb mjkhŨhih dbovdzd`dig" Bh
gejvu zhpjvgst. vjibd`d ojid su mjŨnd s bhnjejk mh ulhpsg
vjrhbg. shmh su dl dz bgfgzfgmbje ]unuzh dsprhtdnd bh
eurbj" Pdnh d Hrbhnm fdnd su vhb sgfg jm fgsh" SjouŨhnd su
hsg jsvgtg bhphvŨd vgm frji ojbzunh u erhmsoji uprhvd
unuzh" Bdsu. kgmutdk. u tjkg mhngoj mjeurhnd. igr
ojrj su dl. fgz dohovg pjkpg. prjtgrhnd dz erhmh" Jsthng
kdbdohb`g. svg zhigmbj s tunusodk bhmfdsoupjk. bhphnh
hzihrgbh khsh? `gndk putgk mj Ohrohsjbh bhrjm dl igsdphj ohkgbigk" H ohm su stdend u Ohrohsjb. mjkdbdohb`d
skgsth gosojkubd`drhnd jbg ojid su bh bidl thoj erufj
hrdnd. h zhtdk sthvdnd ]unuz pjm dbtgrmdot + dson iumnd erhm dz
lrdŨąhbsog zhigmbd`g"
D bhphmhm bh mjk dbdohb`g d erhm ]unuz ufrzj su vrhągbd
pjm jordnig @rovg. d tj pj bhrgmfd shkje phpg Ereurh" Jb ig.
svhohoj. kjrhj mh vjmd rhċubh j tjkg mh bg ohzbd Vhikjbh
prgvdsg strjej. igr ku ig erja d mhnig fdj pjtrgfhb ohj
shvgzbdo u fjrfd prjtdv `hrh Ardmrdlh" Wprhvj dz tje rhznjeh.phph ig uodbuj dbtgrmdot bhkgtbut ]unuzu d pjsthvdj svje
jmhbje bhmzjrbdoh mh fumbj kjtrd bh. surjvjstdkh sonjbg.
mjkdbdohb`g"
EJVG JM MJKDBDOHBH@HPtgahb jm sv" ]dfgrdih fdj ig arhbigvhċod kjbhl. mhong
prdphmbdo rgmh bhmhngoj pjzbhtje pj fnhejrjmbjstd d
mdpnjkhtsojk ukgąu. hnd u jvjk snuċhiu jb ig fdj bhiejrd
kjeum dzfjr" Bg shkj Ũtj Ptgahb bdig uorjtdj mjkdbdohb`g.
Ũtj ig phph Ereur jm bigeh jċgodvhj. vgą dl ig ufgmnidvj
bhmkhŨdj u zhtdrhbiu ohthrh d bidljvg igrgsd. prdfgehvhium
bhisvdrgpdidk srgmstvdkh ojih ig dkhj bh rhspjnhehbiu" Jpgt
su pjċgnh bgkdnjsrmbh shsnuŨhbih. d jpgt su DgŨgvd dsojphvhbd
mh fd pjtjk fdnd sphnidvhbd zhigmbj sh Ųdvdkh" Jsukbidċgbd
‒igrgtd`d& znjsthvnihbd su d prdkjrhvhbd mh prdzbhiu svjig erglg.
h pjtjk. bg fd nd sphsnd vnhstdtu ojŲu. mh dzmhiu mrueg"
Srdtdsho ig fdj tjndoj vgndod mh su pjmngenh d mvjid`h
bhidsthobutdidl ohthrsodl prgagohth u ]unuzu. Vhikjb Erjs
d Edijk jm Pjngrh. ojid su jmhnd dkgbh kbjedl ohthrh djtordnd rhzbg pjmhtog j bidljvdk pjrjmd`hkh. prdihtgnidkh d
hotdvbjstdkh" Bdig bd pjtrgfbj bhpjkdbihtd mh su Erjs d Pjngr
pjsthnd jfgngŲgbd niumd. d mh ig dbovdzd`dih kjrhnh mh dk jfgzfgmd
sthnbu zhŨtdtu ohoj fd dl sphsnh ebgvh Ũtj shkdl ohthrh. Ũtj svdl
jsthndl ojid su dk mj thmh fgspjejvjrbj vgrjvhnd"
Mj thmh su prgagotd fdnd vgegthrdihb`d. h
shmh su ignd kgsj d prdtjk engmhnd mh tj
`dbg bh ihvbjk kgstu. mh svd vdmg"
OHOJ JFKHBW]D DBOQDYD]JVGMvjid`h dzmhibdoh fdnh su. kgmutdk. bh fgzfgmbjk. igr
bdoj bdig skgj mh dl mdrh" Oj ejm mh dl bhphmbg. shkjeh
fd sgfg prjohzhj ohj ohthrh d igrgtdoh" Wkgstj mh zhderhiu
bh tu ohrtu. ohthrd su pjsthnd nuohvdid. d pjċgnd mh sg ordiu"
Bgod prgagotd bdsu vdŨg bhvnhmnd svjig igmbjsthvbg. hnd
prgpjzbhtnidvg jmjrg. vgą su bjsdnd jmgąu ohovu bjsd shvjfdċhb svgt. mh fd dl tgŲg prgpjzbhnd" Mj thmh su prgagotd
pjsnjvdċbj fdnd vgegthrdihb`d. h shmh su ignd kgsj d prdtjk
vjmdnd rhċubh mh tj `dbg bh ihvbjk kgstu. mh svd vdmg"
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<3 EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HVD. MGJ MVWED
H ] GB ] H] W H Q D B I J B G W
@gnje tje prgpjmbgvh 6<" khih 86=6" ejmdbg arhbigvh`
Ptgahb jm sv" ]dfgrdih d mjkdbdohbh` Qdndigk Hrbhnm.svg sh jskjrd`jk pdshrh. putjvhnd su prgmgndkh dzkgmu
]unuzh d Ohrohsjbh" Yhsthihnd su usput u kbjedk
sgndkh mh shsnuŨhiu dspjvgstd jptuŲgbdl zh igrgs d
pjsthrhiu sg mh bidljvh dk gbh fumu urgmbj updshbh u
dbovdzd`disog spdsojvg"
Bdċge bgjfdċbje bdig fdnj u tjkg. igr dbovdzd`dig ohj
mh ig fdnj svuemg pj Nhbemjou. d kjenj sg jċgodvhtd
mh ąg sg svhoje ċhsh pjihvdtd u fdnj ojiji vhrjŨd dnd
sgnu. uvgo sprgkbh mh dŨċgproh pjmhtog ojid ąg bh
bgojeh fh`dtd ordvd`u" Pvg ig tj fdnj u sonjpu pjndtdog
zhstrhŨdvhbih ojiu ig dbovdzd`dih sprjvjmdnh pj `gnji
jvji pjorhidbd" Jsjfg ohj Ũtj su Ptgahb dnd Qdndigk
Hrbhnm ċgstj su prdfgehvhng jvji strhtgedid. pnhŨgąd
Ųdtgnig Nhbemjoh ojid su sg d dbhċg igŲdnd jm strhlh d bh
shk pjkgb mh ąg fdtd ‒pjsnhtd pjm zdm„. ti" u pjmzgkbg
thkbd`g u Ohrohsjbu. emg su zhtvjrgbd`d mrŲhbd u
khndk. kgknidvdk ągndihkh. bh suvjk lngfu d vjmd"
H dpho. fdnj ig jvjeh puth dzvgsbje jmstuphbih u
jmbjsu bh ujfdċhigbu dbovdzdtjrsou prhosu9 s bidkhbdig fdnj bd tgnjlrhbdtgnih bd fdnj ohovg mrueg bhjruŲhbg
prhtbig ojih fd vjmdnh rhċubh j tjkg mh Ptgahb. Qdndigk
d bidljvd pdshrd fgzfgmbj stdebu sh igmbje bh mruej
jmrgmdŨtg" ]g vgċgrd stdend su thoj u utvrmgbu vhrjŨ
Hvdbijbg. emg dl ig u zhkou jċgodvhj Vhikjb jm
Hnahrh ,uprhvbdo dkhbih d zgt Vhikjbh QDD$" PkgŨthi zh
mvjid`u arhthrh fdj ig jfgzfgmgb u enhvbji ound zhkoh.
emg su jbd uprhvj vgċgrhnd ohmh ig Q dndigk+Vhik jb
Ejngrhb. igmhb jm Hnahrjvdl niumd. bhvrhtdj mh prjvgrd
ohoj su d mh nd dk dŨth trgfh"Yhmjvjnihb Ũtj vdmd mh Ptgahb d Qdndigk Hrbhnm bdŨth
bg sukbihiu. Ejngrhb ig bhpustdj zhkho d jmihlhj mj
Hbtdjldisog Ũukg. jfndŲbige Ũukhroh emg sg shsthj s
Sigr+VjŲgjk jm Kdrajhkh. ojid ig uprhvnihj erhmjk
Kjbsgedrjk zhigmbj s vgą jsthrgndk Vhikjbjk jm
Sgrgih" Fdnh ig tu d mruŲdbh vdtgzjvh bhjruŲhbdl mj
zufh" Pvd su fdnd ohthrsod vgrbd`d ,`rgmgbtgs$ ojid su d
dbhċg. u Kjbsgedru. jfhvnihnd muŲbjst strhŲhrh" Sigr+
+VjŲg jmhfrhj ig mgsgtdbu dnd bgŨtj vdsg vdtgzjvh d.
pjm jordnigk sukrhoh. pjsnhj dl u Hvdbijbg. mjo su
dk fjibg sgodrg fdng zhmgbutg zh pjihsjk. h zh bidkh
d jmrgm ojbihbdoh. mh sg bhmg ohj prhtbih" Fdj ig vgą
krond krho ohm su stdend u Hvdbijbg"
D. mjo su sg ohthrsod rdtgrd ordnd u onhbd`d bhmjkho
erhmsodl zdmdbh. Ejngrhb sg vrhtdj mj enhvbg oung
zhkoh d thkj sg uvgrdj mh su Ptgahb. Qdndigk d pdshrd
pjngehnd" DzhŨhj ig zhtdk bhpjnig. prdŨhj fgmgkdkh
zhkoh. jtvjrdj ohpdiu d pustdj ubutrh Sigr+VjŲgjvg
vdtgzjvg" B gċu ibj sg Ũub ihiuą d ohnmrkdshbdk und hkh.
niumd su stdend mj unhzh u zhkho. emg dl ig ċgohnj
trdmgsgtho Ųdtgnih Hvdbijbgh. bhjruŲhbdl shthrhkh d
fumŲhkh" Yhigmbj su sg uvuond u mvjrdŨtg zhkoh d
zhputdnd sg oh enhvbji ound" Bgċuibj su sg zhtdk pjpgnd
uzh stgp gbdŨtg d prjŨnd ohk gbdk ljmbd`dkh. stdehvŨd
bhpjsngtou mj khsdvbdl vrhth jm lrhstjvdbg dzh ojidl
su sg bhnhzdng dbovdzdtjrsog jmhig" Bh vrhtdkh bdig fdnj
strhŲg" Igmhb ohthrsod vdtgz pjtgehj ig mvjsgonu sgodru d.
bhprhvdvŨd sdnbu fuou. rhspjnutdj vrhth"
OVQHQD BHSHMSrg bgej Ũtj ig doj jm jbdl ubutrh slvhtdj Ũth sg
mgŨhvh. vdsg mgsgtdbh niumd ungtgnj ig u prjstjrdiu. sgouądfjmgŲdkh. vdtnhiuąd sgodrhkh d shthrhkh. d knhtgąd
fuzmjvhbdkh d tjihehkh pj enhvhkh prgphmbutdl
ejstdiu" Bhphm ig trhihj svg mjo bhphmhċd bdsu fdnd
sdeurbd mh su svd ubutrh pjfdigbd? shkrtbh tdŨdbh vgą ig
uvgndoj zhvnhmhnh jmhihkh. h ohkgbd pjm fdj ig ondzhv
jm orvd" Wfd`g su thmh pjphndng fhonig d pjoupdng svg Ũtj
su vdmgnd u pjnuk rhou + svgąbihog. bjvhg d. bhrhvbj.
jbj Ũtj su zhprhvj d trhŲdnd9 dbovdzdtjrsog spdsojvg" Pvg
strhbd`g su pj`gphbg d zhphnigbg" Wfrzj ig jm ‒mjohzh&
ojidkh ig dbovdzd`dih rhspjnhehnh jsthnh shkj lrphpgpgnh ojid sg puŨd"
Htgbthtjrd su zhtdk bhpustdnd Hvdbijbg. pjtpubj
bgprdkgągbd. d jmihlhnd mj Ũukhroh emg dl ig `gn`hj
Sigr+VjŲg" Jb sg. dbhċg. bhmhj mh ąg ku mjbgtd
spg`dihnhb pjonjb. enhvu Qdndigkh Hrbjnmh. jm ojig
ig bhkgrhvhj mh bhprhvd pglhr dz ojige ąg pdtd vdbj"
Vhzjċhrhj sg ohm su ku rgnmd mh enhvu bdsu pjbgnd
dz prjstje rhznjeh Ũtj su ig. u jbji jpŨtji pjkgtbid.
pjtpubj skrsohnd? hoj bdŨth mruej. sndojvdt jpds
ohthrsodl iurdŨbdoh bh bhifj nid eh ig bh mb uvgrdj u
uspgl bidljvje prgphmh"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]H VD. MGJ MVWED <8
Sgthr Qgrjbsod. mjkdbdohbsod kjbhl. phj ig jm ohthrsog ruog 1" hprdnh 8676" ejmdbg. bh putu zh Kdnhbj" Jvmg ig prgmsthvnigb ohoj. bgojndoj
hshoh prg bgej Ũtj ąg pjedbutd. dzvjmd ċumj pdŨuąd sjpstvgbjk orvniu pj zgknid @rgmj db Wbuk Mguk ,W Fjeh igmdbjeh vgruigk$"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ MVWED <0
Qgrjvhtbjbhiorupbdih prjkgbh u bhvdohkh ohthrsodl
prgagohthtd hnhsg jmvhihbih kuŨodl jm Ųgbsodl prgagohth.
ojig ig mjtjehvrgkgbh. pj uspjsthvnigbji trhmd`did. rdejrjzbj
sprjvjmgbj" Phmh su sg. kgmutdk. jbd pjihvnidvhnd u phrjvdkh.
thojmhojejmmh dl ig vdmgj. uoniuċuiuąd d shkg mjkdbdohb`g.
bd usbu bgfdpjsukbihj mh su tj mvjig Ũtj sg zhigmbj
Ũgthiuigmhbjfdċhb frhċbd phr d bdŨth vdsg jm tjeh" Bhifjnih
jmfrhbhfdnh ig. bhrhvbj. mh sg jmg dz vhrjŨd. thoj mh su sg
kbjedohthrsodprgagotd ordnd bh fgzfgmbjk. u Kjbsgedru. h
mhprdtjkbdsuzhpjsthvdnd bd svjig sngmfgbdog" Srgagotd fd sg.
bhdkg. prgruŨgbdvrhąhnd u vhrjŨ. h zh bidljvg phstdrsog pjsgtg
zbhnh fdshkjbgojnd`dbh kgsbdl ohthrh" Sj jfhvnigbjk pjsnu
jmnhzdnd fd ohojsu d mjŨnd. u bhistrjŲji thibjstd"
Dbovdzd`dih ig fdnh d tg ohoj svgsbh mh sg u Nhbemjou
bgŨtjkunihdspjm Ųdth. hnd bdig fdnh u sthbiu mh pjlvhthvdbjvbdog" Dbovdzdtjrd su. bgkh bd pjtrgfg bhenhŨhvhtd. svumh
bhdnhzdnd bhjkrhzu" Mh fd zhŨtdtdnd sgfg d svjig joruŲgbig
`rovgbihog d pdshrg u Hnfdiu d Ohrohsjbu + kjrhnd su
jmArhb`uzh mh ubhikg bhjruŲhbg strhŲhrg" Sjbgohm fd
bovdzdtjrdkh fdj zhfrhbigb unhzho u pjigmdbg vhrjŨd d
erhmjvg. ohj Ũtjsg tj. rg`dkj. mgsdnj u ]unuzu. hnd uvgo ig u
jojndbd fdnj mjvjnibj sgnh ojih fd jbd prgvrbund u pjtrhzd zh
pjtgb`dihnbdk igrgtd`dkh ojig ąg shsnuŨhtd. h pjtjk d ohzbdtd d
bhtgrhtd bhpjojru"
JSG] WP ]H BH O
Qrgkg ig prjnhzdnj. pnhkgb krŲbig sg rhzfuothj. h jbmh
sg 86=3" ejmdbg Vhikjbu VjŲgu DQ jm ]rgbohvgnh. sdbu
rhedąbje Vhikjbh VjŲgh DDD. ojid ig pjm kdstgrdjzbdk
jojnbjstdkh prgkdbuj 8634" u Ohrohsjbu. uohzhnh prdndoh
mhsgukgŨh" W svjiji 07" ejmdbd. Vhikjb VjŲg DQ dkhj
g dzh sgfg vgą trd mg`gbdig Ųdvjth u dzebhbstvu. hnd sg bd ig
jmrgohj bhmg mh ąg pjvrhtdtd svjig bhsngmstvj" Joupdj ig.
hoj. vjisou dzebhbdoh u Hrhejbu. bh sgvgrjdstjou ţphbdig.
prgoj Sdrdbgih orgbuj oh Nhbemjou" W pjċgtou ig bdzhj
uspglg? bigejvh vjisoh jsnjfjmdnh ig Ndku. Hng d Kjbtrghn.
prgjtgvŨd dl dz ruou Arhb`uzh" Hnd stvhrd su pjsthng
zbhtbj jzfdnibdig ohm ig Vhikjb VjŲg zhpjċgj jpshmu
Ohrohsjbh. emg su eh. u pjmerhmdkh Fureu d Ohstgnhru.
mjągohnd mjfrjmjŨnd`jk" Jmhtng ig. u vrgkgbsojk rhspjbu
jmbgpubdl pgt bgmgnih. ċho jshk puth bhphmhj shk
Ohrohsjb" Jpshmh jvje erhmh jfgngŲdnh ig. uigmbj. d bhend
orhi sgrdig bigejvdl uspglh"
Arhb`uzd su uzvrhtdnd frzj. pjsnhvŨd u Nhbemjo `gnu
hthrsou vhrjŨ Nhvjr. bgmhngoj jm ]un uzh. rd k jo ht jn d` dk h
jzbhtu ohj ‒upjrdŨtg bgċhstdvjeh&. hnfdŲhbsod orsthŨd bhphnd su d
jlhrhnd trgąge khih 8688" ejmdbg" PthbjvbdŨtvj ig khshordrhbj"
Kjbsge d r . pjs ngmb ig zbhċh ib d i g upjr d Ũ tg oh th rh . sherhĘgbj ig
bh bhmkjrsoj i v d s db d jm 48= kgthrh . bgmh ngoj jm S d r d bg ih . bh
iu e j zhp hm u m hb hŨ b ig Ar hb ` u s o g"
igmbu hrkdiu" Vhikjb h VjŲgh jtgrhnd su dz Ohrohsjbh. d
prdfgŲdŨtg ig prjbhŨhj u jfndŲbigk Kjbtrghnu" Arhb`uzd
su jpojndnd vhrjŨ. h mjsojrhŨbid bhphmhċ thoj ig pjsthj
bhphmbutd" Fjrfh ig. kgmutdk. fdnh thoj Ųgstjoh d jmbgnh
tjndoj kbjej niumsodl Ųdvjth bh jfgkh strhbhkh mh su sg
Srgagotd fd sg prgruŨgbd vrhąhnd u vhrjŨ. h zh bidljvg phstdrsog pjsgtg zbhnd fd
shkj khnjfrjibd kgsbd ohthrd"
d igmbd d mrued ufrzj jprgmgndnd zh prdkdrig" Vhikjb VjŲg ig
pjsng tjeh prjtgrhb bhtrhe. u Hrhejb"
Hoj sg Vhikjb VjŲg bhmhj mh ąg ku u pjkją prdtgąd
erja tunusod Vhikjb QDD. ermbj sg rhzjċhrhj" Erj a Vhikjb
u tj vrgkg kjrhj ig mh vjmd rhċubh j sjpstvgbjk
pjnjŲhiu. d bdohoj sgfd bdig skgj mh prduŨtd thi nuosuz
mh uvrgmd phpu Ereurh D\" Hnd mjŨnh ig d 86=6" ejmdbh. d
stvhrd su sg u kgmuvrgkgbu zbhtbj dzkgbdng" Shph Ereur
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<= EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ MVWED
prgkdbuj ig 86=8. h bhsngmdj eh ig @gngstdb D\. ojid ig.
vgrjvhtbj zfje sthrjstd. dzmhlbuj pjsng svgeh 85 mhbh"
@gngstdbjv bhsngmbdo. Dbjągbtdig DQ. fdj ig ukgŨhb u fjrfu
zh prgvnhst sh sthrdk Ereurjvdk b gprdihtgnigk. Ardmrdljk DD.
vnhmhrgk Pvgtje rdksoje `hrstvh" Dbjągbtdig sg u Vdku
jsgąhj tjndoj bgsdeurbj mh ig bhpjsngtou prgfgehj u
ēgbjvu d jsthj thkj svg mj Ardmrdljvg skrtd 8673"
Yhfubh ojiu ig jvj dzhzvhnj u Vdku pruŲdnh ig Vhikjbu
QDD Ũhbsu ojiu ig ċgohj pubdl 80 ejmdbh" Bigejvd pngkdąd
thojmg su igmvh ċgohnd prdndou mh mjmu enhvg jkrhŲgbdk
Arhb`uzdkh d pjvrhtg zgknidŨbg pjsgmg d dkhbih ojih
su dk jvd jtgnd" Pgk tjeh. Vhikjb ig prdmjfdj pjmrŨou
orhnigvh Gbengsog. ohj d Ũphbsodl zgkhnih Bhvhrg. Ohstdnig d
Hrhejbh" Vhik jb sg jsgtdj mjvjnibj sbhŲbdk mh prgjtkg
Vhikjb VjŲg DQ prjvgj ig trdmgsgt
ejmdbh u dzebhbstvu. hnd sg bdig
jmrgohj bhmg mh ąg pjvrhtdtd
dzeufnigbj bhsngmstvj"
svjig bgohmhŨbig tgrdtjrdig dz ruou Arhb`uzh. h mh j dstjk
trjŨou jtgrh mjkdbdohb`g. dbovdzd`diu d uodbg bidljv erjzbd
rgŲdk surjvjstd d skrtd"
D uprhvj su sg dbovdzdtjrd. prg bgej vjibd `dnigvd. prvd
bhŨnd b h umhru Vhikj bjvje usthboh o jid ig pnhbuj 6<" khih
86=6" ejmdbg" Khmh jb shk bdig fdj bh ndgu kgsth. bdoj
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EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ MVWED <7
ejtjvjmh bdig sukbihj mh Vhikjb d bdoj mrued stjid dzh
ufdstvhdbovdzdtjrh ojig sg jmderhnj bgojndoj mhbh ohsbdig.
ohjdubdŨthvhbih bidljvdl bhvjmbdl ‒mjohzh& prjtdv
grgtdohuNhbemjou"
PNHQNIGW NHB E MJ OW
Bjvjstd j ufdstvdkh u vhrjŨd Hvdbijbg ,prgagoturh Ergbjfn$
prjstruihngsu frzdbjk kubig pj `gnjk Nhbemjou. mjbgvŨd
vgndojjnhoŨhbig d ohthrdkh d ohtjnd`dkh. ojid su zhigmbj
prjsnhvnihnduspgj bhphm bh jznjenhŨgbu dbovdzd`diu" Igmhb
vgŨtgbdoċho.mh fd ungpŨhj prdndou. zvjbdj ig zvjbdkh
vjigfjejkjnig. h ufd`g su u Kjbsgedru mjċgohbg ohj
lgrjid"Srgphm bh Hvdbijbg fdj ig. prd tjk. tgo uvjm u ċdthv
bdzvjibdlumhrh bh zhkojvg. mjkdbdohbsog mjkjvg d
fdsoupsog phnhtg. igr svg su tj fdng ngedtdkbg kgtg u jċdkh
jsvgtg Ųgmbdl Nhbemjċhbh. dspubigbdl krŲbijk prgkh
Arhb`uzdkh d dbovdzd`did" W kgmuvrgkgbu. mjehmhid u
Hvdbijbgu uzfumdnd su muljvg u vhrjŨdkh d sgndkh Ũdrjk jvg
pjorhidbg d svd su pjċgnd mh trhŲg jmkhzmu zh prgtrpnigbh
zvgrstvh. pjbdŲgbih d jorutbjstd ojig su dbovdzdtjrd ċdbdnd pj
bgohmh spjojibjk d fjehtjk Nhbemjou"
BhŲhnjst. d bgkdbjvbj. d jvh rgvjnu`dih d vgndod pjngt
fdnd su + orhtojeh mhlh" Wprojs ċdbigbd`d mh ig V hikjb QDD
kjehj mh rhċubh bh pjmrŨou enhsjvdtdl dkgbh. ohj Ũtj su.
rg`dkj. orhni Lgbrd DDD jm Gbengsog. zhtdk De jm Ndzdbihbh.
pjtgohj dz ouąg ojih ig mhnh kbjeg zbhkgbdtg orsthŨg.
ph VjŲg Fgrbhr. erja jm Ajh + bdig kjehj mh sg jmuprg
arhb`usodk sbhehkh" Orhni d Ndzdbihb pjtuċgbd su mj bjeu
Bh kgtd Vhikjbjvji d bigejvdl
pjfubigbdoh prvd su sg""" bhŨnd
dbovdzdtjrd""" h bdig fdnj ejtjvj
bdohovg sukbig mh Vhikjb stjid
dzh ufdstvh dbovdzdtjrh ojig sg
jmderhnj bgojndoj mhbh ohsbdig.
ohj bd dzh ubdŨthvhbih bidljvdl
‒mjohzh& prjtdv igrgtdoh u Nhbemjou"
bh fjibj k p jniu. h erj a ig. prgkmh ig shk fdj sdb d frhthbh`
ohthrsodl prgagohth. prgfgehj bh strhbu bgprdihtgnih d jbmh
sh svjijk vjisojk umhrdj bh Vhikjbh QDD bhbgvŨd ku
pjrhz jm ojige sg jvhi. ohoj sg dspjsthvdnj. bdohmh bdig
jpjrhvdj" Mrued Vhikjbjvd shvgzbd`d. jbd dz Hrhejbh.
Ohstdnig d Bhvhrg. bh vrgkg su prj`gbdnd u ojk prhv`u vgthrmuvh. ph su sg frŲg+fjnig pjvuond" D jpgt su Vhikjb d orhni
Nui D\. u ihbuhru 86=0" ejmdbg. pjtpdshnd spjrhzuk ojidk
ig sthb ig vrhą gb j bh 8664 " ejmdbu. ohmh ig Nhbemjo. snjvjk
Shrdsoje kdrjvbje spjrhzukh. phj pjm arhb`usou uprhvu"
BGJPQJIDQD KJBPGEDVDzvrŨdj`d ufdstvh u Hvdbijbgu bdohmh bdsu pjlvhthbd. h
Kj bsgedr. utvrmgbig emg ig zhvgrh d sojvhbh. jpsthj ig ohj
pjsngmbig vhŲbj upj rdŨtg ohthrsoje jtpjrh u Nhbemjou"
Kjąbd kjbsgedrsod zhkho. sherhĘgb u pgrdjmu pjsng 863="
ejmdbg. u sonjpu prdprgkh zh mhb ohmh ąg. bgkdbjvbj. ohthrd
kjrhtd jtvjrgbj mh sg suprjtsthvg svji dk prjejbdtgn i dkh"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ MVWED <5
sjvji dnukdbh`did uzgtji dzigmbje nhbemjċoje ruojpdsh prdohzhb
ojbhċhb phm Kjbsgedrh u ruog vj is og oj ij k ig zhp j vgm hj De
Hrsdih. sgbgŨhn ,bhstjibdo mvjrh$ Nuih D\. orhnih Arhb`usog"
OhtjndċojsvgŨtgbstvj d dbovdzdtjrd muej su vgą Kjbsgedr
bhzdvhnd‒shthbdbjk sdbhejejk& d. dz bidljvje uenh.
mjehmhid ojidsu sg jmderhnd u prgtljmbjk pgrdjmu shkj
udŨnd uprdnje tvrmbid mh th vhrjŨ stvhrbj zhsnuŲuig thohv
trdfut"Kjbsgedr ig. mhong. kjrhj fdtd rhzjrgb. d tj bg
hkjzhtjŨtj ig fdj igmbj jm ohthrsodl utvrĘgbih. vgą zhtj
tjigprgmsthvnihjsvjigvrsbu sdeurbu nuou emg su stjtdbg
ohthrh. ohojprgagohth. thoj d vgrbdoh ,`r`m`bt"gs$. pjtrhŲdng
prjbhŨngutjċdŨtg ojig shkj vdsjod pnhbdbsod prgvjid d
bgprdstuphċbgpdrdbgisog vrngtd kjeu mh pruŲg"
WKjbsgedru ig tg 86=6" ejmdbg Ųdvgnj joj 733 dzfgend`h.
tjohthrh.Ũtj ohtjndoh" Jm tjeh. mvg stjtdbg su fdnd prgagotd.
ojid susgsouądnd u ojndfhkh d pgądbhkh joj zhkoh" Qdtgzjvd.
ruŲbdĘd bidljvg Ųgbg. bhnjŲbd`g d mg`h. ojid su mjfrdk
mgnjkfdndu rjmfdbsodk vgzhkh s prgagotdkh. thojmg su
gmjsgndndu Kjbsgedr. bg fd nd d shkd uŲdvhnd zhŨtdtu ojig
jvjutvrĘgbigpruŲh" Sjvrl tjeh. u Kjbsgedr su
bgprgsthbjprdstdzhnd ljmjċhsbd`d ojid su u
pjthid mjnhzdnd mh pjsgtg jvhi sdkfjn ohthrsog
vgrgdpjtrhŲgmuljvbd shvgt. prg bgej Ũtj
gsg. ordŨjkohj Ũtj su d mjŨnd. vrhtdtdvjidkouąhkh"
Kjbsgedr ig u jvg svrlg snuŲdj
ejtjvjpubdl =3 ejmdbh. ijŨ jm 863=.
ohmhiguprhvdtgni erhmh. Vhikjb
jmSgrgih.uvdmgj mh ąg igmbjeh mhbh
ohthrd kjrhtdjtvjrgbj mh sg suprjtsthvg
@rovd ojihdl ig Ųdejshnh ohj igrgtdog"
Mhfd sgprdprgkdj zh thi mhb. Sgrgi ig
fbjvdjzhkho. ojid sg uzmdzhj bhm sgnjk
Kjbsgedrjk. mjstdŲuąd vrtjenhvu vdsdbum48= kgthrh. Ũtj ig fdnj shsvdk mjvjnibj
hprgngpphbjrhksod pjengm bh Ũukg
mjndbgupjihsujm vdŨg odnjkgthrh
ubhjojnj"Bhrgmbdl ejmdbh Kjbsgedr
gpruŲdjprdfgŲdŨtg mgsgtdbhkh
hthrsodlprgagohth ojid su trhŲdnd sphs
mprjejbdtgnih" Dstd td niumd vdsg puth
ujvhkjmjnhzdnd trhŲgąd sonjbdŨtg.
hmejmfd@rovh pjorgthnh njv bh
gŨtdg" Dbovdzd`dih ig. sh svdk svjidk
gukgrgbjstdkh.prjuzrjojvhnh.
kgmutdk.mjthm bgvdmgbg tgŨojąg.
hejvgŨthvhiuąd ijŨ jzfdnibdig kgrg
ojig ąg prguzgtd u fumuąb jstd + svg mj ‒ojbhċbje rgsgbih&
ohthrsoje pdthbih"
Ojndoj sg ċhs tje rgŨgbih prdfndŲdj. pjsthnj ig ihsbj
u prjngąg 86=0" ejmdbg. ohmh su dz kjbsgedrsoje zhkoh
prdkgtdnd pjorgtg truph mufjoj u mjndbd" Sj bhrgmgbiu Deh
Sjstjihj ig d bgprgsthbd prdndv
vgruiuądl ljmjċhsbdoh ,`rgmgbtgs$
ojid su u pjthid mjnhzdnd mh
pjsgtg jvhi sdkfjn ohthrsog
vgrg d pjtrhŲg muljvbd shvgt.
prg bgej Ũtj ąg sg. ordŨjk ohj Ũtj
su d mjŨnd. vrhtdtd svjidk ouąhkh"
jm Hrsdih. sgbgŨhnh orhnih Nuih D\. vdtgzjvd d ojkpngtbj
jprgk nigbh vjisoh pj ċgnd su mh prdstdŲu dz Hovdthbdig.
Ehsojbig d mruedl orhigvh Arhb`usog. mh fd sg
pjtjk uthfjrdnd bh dstjċbdk prdnhzdkh
Kjbsgedru"
Igmhb `rovgbd mjstjihbstvgbdo .
dkgbjk Sigr Hkdign. dbhċg fdsoupbhrfjbsod. pjmdehj ig svji
kdbu`djzbj uorhŨgbd Ũhtjr jmkhl
dspjm fgmgkh Kjbsgedrh" Wfrzj
sg thi prj stjr Ũhrgbgj jm zhsthvd`h
bh ojidkh ig fdj dsthobut In gu r mg
nys ,nidnihbjv `vgt$. sdkfjn Arhb`usog.
h fdnj ig d jbdl sh orstjk. ohj
pjmsgąhbig bh vgrsog pjfumg ojig su
mj jvje pjmulvhth d mjvgng"
Ldnihmg niumd uthfjrgbg pjmerhmsodk zdmdbhkh prgmsthvnihng
su zhdsth jfgspjojihvh iuąd prdzjr.
hnd tj ijŨ bdig zbhċdnj mh ig pjċgnh
jpshmh9 kbjej. kbjej vdsg niumd
kjrhąg mh mjmg prg bgej Ũtj De
jm Hrsdih joupd mjvjnibj kjąbg
sbheg mh jpojnd tvrmhvu" H ċho
bd thmh bgąg jbh fdtd joruŲgbh
Ppjkgbdo erupd jm 668 ohthrh
d jsthndl ojid su strhmhnd bh
njkhċd bh ‒Sjniu sphnigbdl& ojm
Kjbsgedrh mhbh 81" khrth 86=="
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<< EGBJ@DM9 OH]HVD. MGJ MVWED
fhŨ sh svdl strhbh" Jf dk kjbsgedrsoje utvrĘgbih dzbjsdj ig
bgŨtj vdsg jm trd odnjkgtrh. hnd ig fdj spjrhmdċbj dsprgodmhb
ondsurhkh d ihruehkh ojig su kjeng mh pjsnuŲg zh fgostvj"
Bgkjeuąg ig. thojmg. fdnj mjeurhtd jpshmbg bhprhvg bh
pdrdbgisog ndtd`g ojig su sg uzmdzhng dzh Kjbsgedrh"
JMFVHBH KJBPGEDVHBgvjnig s ojidkh sg ubuthr tvrĘhvg sujċhvhj Sigr+VjŲg jm
Kdrajh fdng su dstj thoj bguejmbg. hnd mruehądige ohrhotgrh"
Ohthrsod prgagotd fdnd su kdrjniufdvd niumd. fgsojkp rjkdsbd
prjtdvbd`d rhth" Ďho d u jvhovjk Ũordp`u. jbd bdsu ltgnd mh
Ldnihmg niumd uthfjrgbg pjm erhmsodk
zdmdbhkh prgmsthvnihng su zhdsth jfgspjojihvhiuąd prdzjr. hnd tj ijŨ bdig
zbhċdnj mh ig pjċgnh jpshmh"
sg fjrg" ]j ig. mhong. Sigr+VjŲgu jsthvdnj jmrgm jm svgeh 4<
niumd s ojidkh ig trgfhnj mh jmfrhbd zhkho" W dzvgsbji kgrd.
jvh jtgŲhvhiuąh jojnbjst fdnh ig ufnhŲgbh ċdbigbd`jk mh
bhphmhċd ojid bhmdru jmjzmj pj prdrjmd stvhrd buŲbj fdvhiu
Bh Phfjru u Ndjbu 86=7" ejmdbg. Dbjągbtdig DQ svrebuj ig mvhput
gosojkubd`drhbje Ardmrdlh DD. vnhmhrh Pvgtje rdksoje `hrstvh.
pjŨtj ku ig Ardmrdl jtvjrgbj prdprgtdj"
prgpuŨtgbd bh kdnjst d bgkdnjst frhbdnh`h bh pjnjŲhidkh
dzbhm bidl. h jvj bhċgnj rhtjvhbih pjtvrmgbj ig d thmh ojm
Kjbsgedrh" Arhb`usog sbheg u vdŨg bhvrhth pjouŨhvhng
su mh sg uspbu uz vrngtbg ojzig sthzg zhrhsng u fjmnidohvu
Ųutdnjvou. hnd fd dl frhbdj`d Kjbsgedrh ufrzj jmfdnd. ċdk fd.
pj Kdrajhjvjk bhrgmgbiu. zhsund bhphmhċg odŨjk ohkgbih.
dnd strgnhkh dsphnigbdk dz kjąbdl shkjstrgnh dnd bgodk mruedrh
prjigotdndkh" Sjstjihj ig. kgmutdk. igmhb bhċdb ojidk su
Arhb `uzd kjend mh mjsgebu frhbdj`g h mh prdtjk bg kjrhiu
mh pjngtg" Dsphnidvhnd su. bhdkg. strgng ejtjvj vgrtdohnbj prgoj
zdmdbh zhkoh. d thoj fd uspgnd mh pjejmg ohthrg bh vrlu"Mgsgtho frhbdnh`h jfjrgbj ig bh jvhi bhċdb. h eufdtho svhoje
ċjvgoh fdj ig zh pjshmu Kjbsgedrh tgŲho umhrh`"
Wprojs svgku. frjiċhbj snhfg sbheg Sigr+VjŲgh jm Kdrajh
jmfdihng su bhphmhċg pubdl jshk kgsg`d. mj mufjoj u zdku.
ohmh su ngmgbj vrgkg d jsoumd`h lrhbg pjċgnd mh uzdkhiu
Sjsngmbih ohthrsoh tvrĘhvh. jbh u Ogrdfusu. sherhmgbh bh
Sdrdbgi dk h. bh 56< k gthrh b hmkj rsog vdsdb g. bhphmbuth ig d
jsvjigbh hveusth 8677"
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khk ah @xkaiggt АшRy¿@«ьо# нвэАшз @ath@Rdaa ard wdt >5ьа {fuht!d ah `wdv dt( ah v k t a ujagk@Lt pjur
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`t aradw utR t`jw patr a` ahbdt @t ЌПЬЬА ah ahKtt
tk` tv 2bjdkaadjK +dhqanQ aht ta@ pdtyx hkd` qdd`a`ЊRпРу addtbt ahva at ,dvdad yd`i qht tjutt ta)d aa` `ta``kwtt "
d i e a r a t t ` k h d t u k и а t p w a `
R h k r R w a ` h - ` a a t g t a d ` a a h w a ` "RN`kumy `uk hukts osattg ytrap9`t ah ahktr
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43 EGBJ@DM9 OH ]HV D. MGJ MVWED
SJPNGMBID OH]HVD 9 FVHāH J]IG
Frhąh Sigr d Edijk Jtig fdnh su vgą zhŨnh u pgmgsgtg ejmdbg.
d fglu tj vdsjojjfrhzjvhbd d dkuąbd. prgkmh bg d bhrjmtjrgndedjzbd niumd" Sigr. ojid ig dkhj drjbdċbu `rtu. vjngj ig mh
ohŲg mh jm pjorgth ojid ċjvgo dzvjmd mjo sg orstd dkh vhimg
shkj utjndoj Ũtj ąg bh thi bhmb rhstgrhtd kuvg" H jbmh su.
ejmdbg 8641. bh jerjkbj ċuĘgbig svdl ojid su dl pjzbhvhnd.
frhąh J tig ‒prdkdnh vgru„ d zhpjċgnh igmhb pjtpubj bjv.
hsogtsod Ųdvjt. fhvgąd sg tjrfhrsodk zhbhtjk"
Bgoj vrgkg fjrhvdnd su Dthndid. mh fd sg u rjmbjk
Nhbemjou pjbjvj jfrgnd 8033" ejmdbg. ohmh ig Sigr d
pjċgj mh prjpjvgmh ohthrsou vgru" Dkhj ig u tjkg
mhbho d s igmbg d s mrueg strhbg fhrdohmh" Bgojndoj mhbh
prg FjŲdąh. ohm ig sbge ejtjvj pjtpubj prgordj arhb`usod
thfjr. De jm Hrsdih uvdmgj ig mh fd pjsng mueje trupohbih
u kgstu bigejvh vjisoh usojrj kjenh mh sg mgkjrhndsg d
pjċbg mh sg jsdph" Bgjpljmhb ig. mhong. fdj bgod mrhstdċhb.
ph d mrhkhtdċhb pjtgz. s tdk Ũtj sg kjrhnj rhċubhtd d bh
bgzhbgkhrnidv rdzdo"
BHSHM BH OWNW BH P]GBDHrsd ig pjzvhj mjfrjvjni`g" Dstupdnd su Ehsojbi`d. dsousbd
ejrŨth`d. sthshnd u pnhbdbhkh bgmhngoj jm Sdrdbgih" Bhrgmfh
ojiu su jbd thmh mjfdnd fdnh ig rhvbh pjbumd mh pjmbg
shkjufdstvj" BhnjŲgbj dk ig. bhdkg. mh zhuzku mgj utvrmgbih
pjzbht pjm bhzdvjk Vj` mg nh ]jur ,Ounh bh stgbd$. sherhmgb
bh vrlu ohkgbje stufh ojid sg uzmdzhj bh bhivdŨgk ergfgbu
Kjbsgedrh"
Jvj ig. prg svgeh. pjmrhzukgvhnj pgbihbig bh ndtd`u s
ojig sg prdnhzd utvrmgbiu. d tj pj bjmd. s tdk Ũtj su mjfrjvjni`d
kjrhnd sh sjfjk mh tgeng tgŨoj bhjruŲhbig" D>hm sg skronj.
Ehsojbi`d su pjċgnd mh sg pgbiu oh ound. bhpdphvhium put
mnhbjvdkh d stjphndkh. d prdtjk unhŲuąd sdnhb bhpjr mh sg
bg jfruŨd bdigmhb ohkdċho. igr thoj fd strhŲhrd ejrg bh vrlu
pjsthnd svgsbd bidljvje prdsustvh" Jphshb uspjb Ehsojbi`d
su prdvgnd orhiu fgz ergŨog" Frhbdj`d su fdnd pjtpubj zhtgċgbd"
Ohthrsoh strhŲh bdig sg mjvjnibj frzj sbhŨnh. d svd su zh tdnd ċhs
Ũtj pjfdigbd bh ndgu kgsth. Ũtj pjfh`hbd sh ndtd`g"
Shm Oung bh stgbd prgmsthvnihj ig prhvu prjphst zh frhbdj`g
Kjbsgedrh. prgvhsljmbj stjeh Ũtj su Arhb`uzd shmh kjendbh vrl mh mjtgrhiu khbejbgng d jsthng jpshmbg sprhvg. ph
mh jmhbmg zhspu tvrmhvu ohkgbigk" PbgŲbh jnuih zhvgihnh
ig zhkho. hnd bhphmhm su bgukjnidvj bhprgmjvhnd. vuoum sh
bgkhnje uspglh" Srg bgej Ũtj ku ig dbovdzd`dih sthnh
bh orhi. stdehj ig mh prgjfrhtd bgodl ldnihmu pjrjmd`h"Ejmdbg 8037" bgoj eh ig dzmhj dbovdzd`did. ojih ig ufrzj
zhrjfdnh bigejvje frhth Edijkh d sphndnh eh bh njkhm
sh svdk bjvdk prgagotdkh ojig ig Sigr u kgmuvrgkgbu
dkgbjvhj" Ph svdk sgk igmbjeh"
]hi Ũtj ig pjfgehj zvhj sg Phbs Kgrohmdig. d jb ig
rhmdig pjmbdj shkjufdstvj bgej mh ukrg u bhistrhŨbdidk
kuohkh bh njkhm" Sigr Jtig ig ijŨ ċgtdrd ejmdbg fdj bh
snjfjmd prg bgej Ũtj su eh hprdnh 8083" ulvhtdnd. h pjtjk
ihvbj sphndn d bh treu ojm Ohtgm rhng sv" Ptgahbh u ]unuzu"
sjfjk d jpshmbg sprhvg" Ďdk ig ohkgbh odŨh pjċgnh mh mjfuig
pj tvrmhvd. mgsgtdbg frhbdnh`h su phng. bgoj krthv. bgoj tgŨoj
rhbigb" Arhb`uzg ig shm vgą fdnj bgkjeuąg zhmrŲhtd" Srjbgj
sg utj enhs9 erja Vhikjb QDD mjnhzd u pjkją. h `hr Ardmrdl DD
Ũhnig vjisou mh jojbċh jpshmu" Pvg su sg tg bhmg. kgmutdk.
dzihnjvdng. d Sigr+VjŲg jm Kdrajh uvdmgj ig 6" khrth 86==" mh ig
prgmhih igmdbj Ũtj ku prgjsthig"
SJOHI PG DND EJVDDkhiu m u vdmu mdvnihċoj rhzrhċubhvhbig s prgstupbd`dkh d
bdŨth khbig surjvg kgtjmg ohŲbihvhbih tdpdċbg zh srgmbidvgo.
usnjvd ojig ig Sigr+VjŲgu jm Kdrajh pjsthvdj bigejv prjtdvbdo
De jm Hrsdih d bdsu fdnd prgstrjed" Jbh ufdstvh pjmbigbh u vhrjŨd
Hvdbijbg. ohj d mrued znjmbd ojid su sg jmderhnd u prjŨnjstd
vgndojmuŨbj su jprjŨtgbd. h Ųdtgnidkh Kjbsgedrh mhtg su mvg
sgmkd`g mh rhzkjtrg mvg kjeuąbjstd9 dnd mh sg pjmvrebu
dsngmbdċojk pjstupou prgm dbovdzd`dijk d jmrgobu sg
ohthrsoje uċgbih. dnd mh jmfdiu tj mh umbg d dzejrg bh njkhċd"
Ohthrsod prgagotd dz Kjbsgedrh jmfdnd su bhpjsngtou mh
sg jmrgobu svjidl vgrjvhbih d zhtrhŲg jprjst jm bhmfdsouph
Hkdignh" Wkgstj tjeh. prdprgkdnd su sg mh ukru" Ojndoj
ejm ihmbh fdnh bidljvh dkjvdbh. svg su rhzmgndnd ċnhbjvdkh
svjidl pjrjmd`h d prdihtgnidkh" ]gŨdnd su uspnhldrgbu rjmfdbud
prgmhvhnd sg kjndtvd"
Bgod ohthrsod vgrbd`d ,`rgmgbtgs$. ojidkh dbhċg skrtbh
ohzbh bdig sngmjvhnh. jmnumnd su mh sg prdmruŲg prgagotdkh d
Wshkn igbh ohthrsoh tvrĘhvh u Ogr dfusu stj i d d mhb+mhbhs. Ũ tj svgmjċd j b igbji vhŲbjst d ohj pjerhbdċbjk upjr dŨ tu" Khsdvbd
ohkgbd fgmgkd ogr dfusod jfbjvn igbd su bgmhvbj. jm 844<" mj
6336" ejmdbg"
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46 EGBJ@DM9 OH ]H VD. MGJ MVWED
zhigmbj s bidkh dzejrg bh njkhċd" W bgmgniu. 80" khrth 86=="
ejmdbg. uoupbj 68 ohthr. uoniuċuiuąd Ųgbu d oągr Vhikjbh
jm Sgrgih. zhtrhŲdnd su `jbsjnhkgbtuk. ohthrsou vgrzdiu
rdkjohtjndċog pjsngmbig prdċgstd. prguzgvŨd bh sgfg jfhvgzu mh
vjmg ċgmhb Ųdvjt pub jmrd`hbih" ]h i Ųdvjt pjtrhihąg ij Ũ svgeh
trd mhbh"Bh ndvhmhkh pjmbj Kjbsgedrh. ojkhm zgknig jerhmgb
ojċgvdkh prdprgkhb ig zh strhtdŨtg" OjrdŨągbj ig. zh tu
svrlu. mrvj pjsgċgbj u jfndŲbidk Ũukhkh" Ojągvd su u
bdzjvdkh pjfjmgbd u tnj. uŲhm ojidkh ąg ohthrd zh bidl fdtd
vgzhbh fhċgbh su bh ejkdnu. ohj d fhonig ojidkh ąg njkhċg
fdtd zhphnigbg. mjo su. jsnjbigbg j jerhmu jm ojċgvh. sthihng
kgrmgvdbg"
Ohm su stdend mj strhtdŨth. sthnd su igmhb pj igmhb mh sg pgbiu uz kgrmgvdbg.
mh fd dl pjtjk ejrg vgzhnd zh ojċgvg u
phrjvdkh. ngmh j ngmh"
P]VH]Dţ]G OJM KJBPGEDVHVhbj uiutrj 81" khrth pjvjroh u ojiji ig fdnj thċbj 668
kuŨohrh` d Ųgbh pjċgnh ig mh ordvumh sthzjk ojih s vrlh
Kjbsgedrh vjmd oh pjmbjŲiu strkdbg" Ohthrsod prgmvjmbd`d
ljmhnd su fjsd. pjordvhiuąd svjih tgnh shkj erufj dzhtohbdk
lhnidbhkh" Ohm su stdend mj strhtdŨth. sthnd su igmhb pj igmhb
mh sg pgbiu uz kgrmgvdbg. mh fd dl pjtjk ejrg vgzhnd zh
ojċgvg u phrjvdkh. ngmh j ngmh" Yh bidkh su prdstdzhnd d jsthnd.
mjo muehċho rgm kuŨohrh`h d Ųgbh bdig dspubdj thi jerhmgbd
prjstjr"
Ohm ig svg fdnj sprgkbj. bhmfdsoup Hkdign mhj ig zbho mh
sg zhphnigbg fuotdbig fh`g kgmu jsumgbg bh skrt" Srvj sg ċunh
tdlh kjndtvh. ohj Ũhpht. ojiu ąg ufrzj bhmenhshtd pu`ogthbigvhtrg ojih ig euthnh svg prgm sjfjk" Mjo sg pnhkgb mdzhj
oh bgfu. h niumsoh jfndċih u bigejvjk srgmdŨtu bgsthihnh. tj
pu`ogthbig prgrhsnj ig u tutbihvu. h mdk. eust. `rb d zheuŨnidv.
dspubdj ig mjndbg. ċhĘu fjigąd zgngbu trhvu joj bidl. mh fd sg
bhpjsngtou. Ũgvrmhiuąd. uspgj u bgfj"
SJPNGMBIH OH]HVPOH ]QVēHQHShm Kjbsgedrh bdig uigmbj jzbhċdj d orhi vjibje pjljmh
prjtdv ohthrh" IjŨ ig jmjngvhnh mrueh. pjsngmbih ohthrsoh
tvrmhvh. jbh u Ogrdfusu. ojih sg bhŨnh pjm jpshmjk d fdnhzhuzgth u hveustu 8677" Ohthrdkh. kgmutdk. d bdig fdj
pjtrgfhb Ogrdfus mh fd uvdmgnd ohoj ig bidljvji vgrd odċkh
snjknigbh ijŨ thkj. bh strhtdŨtu ojm Kjbsgedrh" Pr`g iji ig
thmh dz erumd dŨċuphbj" Ďho d Vhikjb QDD. ojid sg tjndoj muej
fjrdj d thoj kbjej Ųrtvjvhj zh ohthrsou stvhr. bhpustdj dl
ig. d 86=4" ejmdbg ċho pjkjehj dbovdzd`did mh jrehbdzuig bjvh
pjeufnigb ih u HŲgbu. sgvgrjzhphmbj jm ]unuzh" Vhikjb ig
ukrj trd kgsg`h ohsbdig. u sgptgkfru dstg ejmdbg"
Ldnihmg vgruiuądl ohthrh. ds`rp nigbdl ejmdbhkh sordvhbihdŲdvjth u sthnbji bhpgtjstd d strhlu jm tjeh mh ąg fdtd jtordvgbd.
shmh su sg skrtbj pnhŨdng dbovdzd`dig d bigbg bgsukbidvg kjm
mh uprjphstd ċjvgou Ųdvjt. mh eh jsumd d ufdig" Jmrd`hnd su sg
ihvbj svjig vgrg shkj mh fd sphsnd Ųdvu enhvu. d fdnd su sprgkbd
bh svg bg fd nd mjohzhnd fgspjejvjrbu jmhbjst @rovd" Ďdbgąd
tj. dzmhvhnd su ojkŨdig. prdihtgnig. ph ċho d svjig bhifndŲg.
prgmhiuąd dl u ruog bgkdnjsrmbji dbovdzd`did"
D khnjfrjibd zhrjfnigbd prgagotd su. pjsng ufgmdvhbih.
prdsthnd mh sg jmrgobu svjidl uvgrgbih. mh prgmu u
ohtjndċhbstvj d. usput. sbhfmgiu dsngmbdog muedk spdsojvdkh
ohthrsodl sdkphtdzgrh" D bh bidl ąg zhtdk mjąd rgm mh phmbu
u ruog dbovdzdtjrdkh. ojid su mjmhtbj jihċhnd 8676" ejmdbg.
ohmh ig Dbjągbtdig DQ. zh phpu dzhfrhb 86=0. jmjfrdj
dbovdzd`did mh u dspdtdvhbiu prdfgehvh d kuċgbiu ohoj fd
mjŨnh mj dstdbg" Sjsthvdj ig. dstdbh. dzvgsbg usnjvg" Srdndojk
kuċgbih . guagkdstdċod jovhndadojvhbje ohj ‒prjpdtdvhbig&.
jsukbidċgbdkh + pj uputstvdkh phpg Dbjągbtd ih + bdsu skgnd
mh fumu jmsg`hbd umjvd. ohj Ũtj ig fdnj zhfrhbigbj d prgtgrhbj
prjndvhbig orvd. jmbjsbj dzhzdvhbig skrtbje dsljmh"
OH]HVD JMNHYG WDP]JVDIWĎho d u thovdk jojnbjstdkh. bh orhi ohthrstvh d ohthrh kjrhnj
ig mh sg prdċgoh ijŨ bgoj vrgkg" Ohthrsou vgru d vgrbdog
pjstgpgbj su euŨdnd mjfrj jfuċgbd. rgvbjsbd dbovdzdtjrd ojid
su sg u svjk rhmu jsnhbihnd bh vgą dzerhmgb fdrjorhtsod hphrht
ojid su. uz mjuŨbdog d kuċdtgnig. ċdbdnd ds`rpbd prdruċbd d sh
uputstvdkh zh rhm. jpsgŲbd spdsojvd jsukbidċgbdl d. bhrhvbj.
svgprjŲdkhiuąd uŲhs ojid ig dbovdzd`dih dzhzdvhnh emg ejm mhsg
pjihvdnh dnd pjkgbunh" Ldnihmhkh ohthrh dzeufdj sg svhod trheu krhċbdk thkbd`hkh. mjo su jbd mrued. ojid su pjŨtgĘgbd.
jsthnd tgo fngmg sgbog bgohmhŨbidl niumd. prgvdŨg zhstrhŨgbd
jebigk njkhċg mh fd skgnd mh dsohŲu svjig sthvjvg" Orhigk
trdbhgstje vgoh. khnj ig bidl ijŨ fdnj. hoj dl ig ujpŨtg fdnj.
sprgkbdl mh jtvjrgbj pjmvrebu prgdspdtdvhbiu pjengm
bh srgmbijvgojvbd svgt ohohv su prjpdsdvhnd phph d @rovh"
Nhfumjvu pgsku ohthrsog vgrg jtpgvhąg + ohoj sg dspjsthvdnj
+ mvh gos`gbtrdċbh frhth dz Nhbemjoh d igmhb bgohmhŨbid ufd h"
H jbmh ig svg fdnj ejtjvj. d ohthrd su jtdŨnd u dstjrdiu" Vdksoji
`rovd. bigbdk orsthŨdkh. dbovdzdtjrdkh d orvbd`dkh fdnj igpjtrgfbj 886 ejmdbh mh ubdŨtg ohthrsou vgru" Yh tj vrgkg bh
prgstjnu svgtje Sgtrh dzrgmhnj sg 84 phph. h ldnihmg d ldnihmg
niumd zhvrŨdng su bhsdnbjk skrąu"
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EGBJ@DM9 OH]H VD. MGJ MVWED 40
SJPNGMBID OH]HV9 EDIJK FGNDFHP]
Ed ijk Fgn dfhst ig f dj ċvrstj uvgrgb mh ig phph Fjbd ah` d ig QD D D ,bh s n d` d $ igmhb jm
ċgt d r d mgkjbh oji d v nhmhiu Ygkn ijk" Fgn dfhst ig 8068" s t rhmhj bh njkhċd "
Wfd`h ojid sg prgjfrhtdj u ohthrh ojid
ąg ojbhċbj d prdvgstd orhiu prdpjvgst j
ohthrsoji igrgsd zvhj sg + Edijk Fgndfhst"
Sjċgj ig ohj phstdr ojid ig bhphshj sthmh
vdsjoj u ojrfdigrsodk frmdkh. bgmhngoj
jm rgog Jmg. u Nhbemjou" Ejmdbg 8031"
Fgndfhst ig. pjsng bgog ċhrog. ufdj igmbje
ċjfhbdbh. h jbmh sg mhj u fgostvj. bg fd
ndukhohj ru`d zhojbh" Nuthiuąd thoj. srgj
ig Adndph jm Hnhirhoh. igmbje jm ohthrsodl
prgagohth ojig ig dkgbjvhj Sdgr Jtig" Adndpsg ordj jm dbovdzd dig" Shstdr d prgagot su
zhigmbj. prgn`j pdrdbgisoje khsdvh. prgfgend
uOhthnjbdiu. bh sgvgrjdstjo Dfgrdisoje
pjnujstrvh" Srg bgej Ũtj ąg eh dbovdzdtjrd
dpho ulvhtdtd d sphndtd bh njkhċd. Hnhirho
ig stdehj mh uvgmg Fgndfhsth u ohthrsou
vgru" Fgndfhst sg pho uċvrstdj u uvgrgbiu
mh bg shkj mh ig jvhi svgt igmbj bhjphoj
d znj kgstj vgą mh bidkg uprhvnihiu ċgtdrd
mgkjbh9 arhb`usod orhni Adndp DQ. phnkdigrsodfdsoup Żho Aurbdig. phph Fjbdah`dig QDDD d
Fgrbhr Ed. bgkdnjsrmbd dbovdzdtjr ustjndċgb
uOhrohsjbu"
Bgmuej zhtdk Fgndfhst ig joupdj sthmj
vgruiuądl ojid su. ohj d jb shk. prgoj
Sdrdbgih prgfgend bh tnj mhbhŨbig ţphbdig"
D ejtjvj pubdl pgt ejmdbh jvh ohthrsoh
zhigmbd`h Ųdvgnh ig u kdru. dnd sg fhrgk
bidkh thoj ċdbdnj" Fgndfhst d bigejvd mruejvd
bdsu. kgmutdk. zbhnd mh su 8085" ejmdbgusvjig rgmjvg prdkdnd dzvgsbje Hrbjnmh
Pdorh. ojid ig. dbhċg. fdj thibd dsngmbdo u
snuŲfd fdsouph Żhoh Aurbdigh" Pdor sg bgoj
vrgkg prdthidj. ċgohiuąd prdndou mh Edijkh Fgndfhsth dzmh
dbovdzd`did" Srdndoh ku sg uohzhnh u prjngąg 8068. ohmh
ig. sh jsthndkh. d jb u Fgndfhstjvji prhtbid orgbuj bh
putjvhbig u Arhb`usou. emg ig Fgndfhst ltgj mh vdmd svjiu
jsthrgnu tgtou Hnhzhi. ojih ig vgndojmuŨbj adbhbsdrhnh
bgvgndou ohthrsou zhigmbd`u svjeh bgąhoh" Mvh mhbh
su tgo fdnd bh putu ohmh su bhjruŲhbd niumd. pj Pdorjvji
mjihvd. prjvhndnd u ouąu u kgstu ]drvdih. bh Ũphbsodk
jfrjb`dkh Sdrdbgih. emg su fdnd jmsgnd Fgndfhst d bigejvh
shfrhąh" Pvd su zhrjfnigbd" Edijk Fgndfhst ig putjvhbig
prgoj pnhbdbh prdvgj orhiu u nhb`dkh" Pumgbj ku ig
zfje igrgsd. dhoj ojb hċbh prgsumh bdigmbjeh ċhsh bdig
fdnh pjm zbhojk pdthbih" W igsgb 8068" ejmdbg dzvgmgb
ig u mvjrdŨtg zhkoh QdnruŲ+]grkgb g u Ojrfdigru . emg eh
ig ċgohnh njkhċh" Fngsbunh ig zhphnigbh fhonih. suobund su
pnhkgbjvd. d bgojndoj kdbuth ohsbdig d pjsngmbid ohthrsod
prgagot jojbċhj ig u pnhkgbu"
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SHSG
SHSG D QGţ]D@G
Qgrjvhbih u vgŨtd`g d ċhrjfbihog. ċdbd. vrhmŲfdbg d ongtvg prjtgŲu sg ijŨ jm fdfndisodl vrgkgbh" ]hovh vgrjvhbih prgmsthvnihnh su. zhprhvj. pjouŨhi mh sg jfihsbg bgmjouċdvg
hibg d svg jphsbjstd ojig Ųdvjt bh Ygknid sjfjk bjsd" Srg bgej Ũtj su niumd prjbdobund u
prhvg uzrjog zgknijtrgsh. pjpnhvg. erknihvdbg. prjphng Ųgtvg. gpdmgkdig fjngstd dnd bgog
mrueg pjŨhstd + zh tj su jptuŲdvhnd sbheg znh. d bgċdstg sdng d idljvg utd`hig"
bdsustvhrhng mjvjnibj bgvjnih ijŨ u sthrjk Qhvdnjbu joj
513" ejmdbg prg b" g". mk ig bidljvj fh`hbig. khohr d nhŲbj.
jvnhċdnj skrtbu ohzbu pj snjvu Lhkurhfdigvje zhojbdoh" D
jbjvnigbd zhojb. pgth obideh Pthrje zhvgth. j vrhmŲfdbhkh
vjrd ohj j ‒erjzjtd&. mjo u Obidzd dznhsoh ,Gezjmus$ pdŨg9
QgŨtd d mh Ųdvd + td bg mjzvjnd"& Obideh j Phkudnu pho
pjvgmhj tjkg ohoj. orhigk igmhbhgstje vgoh sthrg grg.
hni Phun ‒dz zgknig prjtgrh jbg Ũtj sg zfndŲhvhlu s muljvdkh
hb`usod orhni Adndp DQ ,ejrg$. zh ċdig ig vnhmhvdbg 8035" ejmdbg
pjċgj prjejb vdtgzjvh tgkpnhrh. prdohzhb ig d bh dnustrh`did
mbijvgojvbje ruojpdsh bh s trhb d ngvj" Ďgtv jr d`h tgk p nhr h
rgkhiu sg zh pjeufnigbig u p rds us tvu or hni h d p rj ej bd tgn ih"
d ċhrjfbihog&" Żgbg. bhrjċdtj sthrd`g. ijŨ u mrgvbh vrgkgbh
mjvjĘgbg su u vgzu s vgŨtdċhrgb igk. thoj mh ig ldnihmu ejmdbh
pjsng Phunh. u prvjk vgou prg bjvg grg. bidl jshkmgsgt
jsumgbj bh skrt u HŨognjbu. u Shngstdbd. thmhŨbiji prjvdb`did
u shsthvu Vdksoje `hrstvh"
W tj mjfh. vgŨtdċhrgbig d jsthng ..thkbg„ vgŨtdbg skhtrhbg
su ergsdkh dnd prgstupdkh ojid orŨg d bhruŨhvhiu zhojb d
pjrgmho. Ũdrg strhl. tg uzbgkdrhvhiu d niutg Fjeh" Hnd u rhbjk
srgmbigk vgou. ohmh bh pjzjrbd`u stuphiu thmh ijŨ knhmh
@rovh d bigbg phpg. d jvji tgkd prdstuphnj sg bh mruehmid
bhm b" LrdŨąhbstvj sg prgkh vgŨtdċhrgbiu jmbjsdnj ohj prgkh
igrgsd. ohj. ujsthnjk. d prgkh svdk vgrjvhbidkh ojih su fdnh u
rhsojrhou sh jbdk Ũtj prjpjvgmh @rovh"
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41 SHSG D QGţ]D@G
bh zhphmu Bgkhċog" ]u ig jfzbhbigbj mh sg vgŨ`d kjrhiu
svgstd bh bdvj sgfhrh dnd rjfjvh. d prdsdndtd mh snuŲg @rovd"
ĎhrjfbihŨtvj d khedih prjenhŨgbg su bhjphodk rhfjthkh. d
skhtrhnj sg mh ċho d shkj prjuċhvhbig jvdl vgŨtdbh mjvjmd
muŨg u skrtbu jphsbjst"
Fjrfh prjtdv khedig. vrhmŲfdbh d vgŨtdċhrgbih bdig
fdnh jerhbdċgbh bh muljvbu sagru. Ũtj ąg rgm mh bdig fdnh
pjorgbuth sh dsoniuċdvdk `dnigk mh sg svd jbd ojid sgfg
bhzdvhiu lrdŨąhbdkh joupg pjm dstjk zhsthvjk" Pvd td
bhpjrd pjċdvhnd su zhprhvj bh bhstjihbidkh @rovg mh
dsojrgbd phehbdzhk u Gvrjpd" Shehbsog vrhmŲfdbg d
prhzbjvgrig bgpjojngfnidvj su sg suprjtsthvnihnd hkfd`did
lrdŨąhbstvh mh uspjsthvd vgrsod kjbjpjn bhm gndk
ojbtdbgbtjk" Bg fd nd uspgnh u jvjk bhuku.
@rovh ig vjmdnh mue d soup rht prjtdv
phehbh. ojid ig mjfdigb tgo 80<1" ejmdbg.
ohmh ig ndtvhbsod orhni Qnhmdsnhv DDD. ohj
vnhmhr pjsngmbig phehbsog mrŲhvg. prdkdj
lrdŨąhbsou vgru. uċdbdvŨd tj. dbhċg. ohj
mhr svjiji khnjngtbji bgvgstd. pjnisoji
orhnid`d Ihmvded"
Igmbj ig. kgmutdk. fdnj Ũdrdtd
lrdŨąhbstvj kgmu jbdkh ojidkh
ig th rgndedih fdnh prdvnhċbh u
mstj dbtgngotuhnbjk skdsnu.nd pho jbdkh ojid su jm
prgjfrhągbih dkhnd bgog
Pvgt d Hveus t db L dpjbso d , n gvj$ vjm d vg rsou r h s p r hv u s k h b d l g i s o d k f d s o u p j k A hu s t j k d z
Kd ngvg . bgemg joj 0<0 " ejm dbg bjvg g rg " Khb dlg i` d
su vgrjvhn d mh su Fje d Ęhvj u vgċd tj i fjrfd zh
v n h s t b hm n i u m s o j k m u Ũ j k "
SVGQHVGBG ŻV]QG YNHW rhbjlrdŨąhbsoh vrgkgbh. jbd ojid pjtphmbu
pjm mhvjnig mbd skhtrhbd su zhfnumgndk Ųrtvhkh znh.
h bg zndojv`dkh" @rovgbg vnhstd bg shkj Ũtj thovg bdsu
jsumdvhng vgą su dk pjkhehng mh spjzbhiu snhfjukbu.vhrnidvu bhrhv vgŨtdċhrgbih" H jpgt. mh fd bhenhsdnh svji
fgsojkprjkdshb sthv u fjrfd p rjtdv bgċhstdvje. @rovh sg
prdmrŲhvhnh jfihvg svgtje Hveustdbh. fdsouph ldpjbsoje
u HnŲdru" Bgemg joj =33" ejmdbg u Ldpjbu ig jfihvnigbj
mh su svd ojid vgruiu u vrhmŲfdbg. zhprhvj. igrgtd`d" Ejmdbg
5<7" jvj vgrjvhbig prjenhŨgbj ig prjtdvzhojbdtdk bh
svglrdŨąhbsojk shfjru jmrŲhbjk u Shmgrfjrbu.
P t h t u h p j n i s o j e o r h n i h
Q n h m d s n h v h D D I h e g n j b s o j e .
b g o h m h Ũ b i ge p h e h b s o j e o r h n ih
N d t vhb d ig Q nhm ds nhvh D D D . oj ih sg
b h n h z d u b i u i j r Ũ o j k @ g b t r h n
p h r o u "
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 45
Jfzbhbigbj ig mh sg vgŨ`d kjrhiu
svgstd bh bdvj sgfhrh dnd rjfjvh. d
prdsdndtd mh snuŲg @rovd"
ojrdstd ,uQnhmdsnhvnigvjk snuċhiu. fdnh ig tj ubjsbh frhċbh
zhigmbdh$.h bgŨtj shsvdk mruej ufgmdvhtd d ufgmdtd jbg
khbigjfrhzjvhbg. hnd d bg thoj prjrhċubhtg ukjvg. pjmnjŲbg
mufjojuojrgbigbdk strhljvdkh d bhvdong bh phehbsog vgrsog
jfrgmg"
SHEHBPOHQGVJQHBIHShehbsohvgrjvhbih jmndojvhnh su sg zhdsth dzvhbrgmbjk
jtpjrbjŨąu.h pjtlrhbidvhnh su. pjrgm jsthnje. d svgst j
jkgmh vgŨtd gdkhiu tu kją mh kgbihiu jfndo. dnd mh fh`g
uŲhsbgongtvgbh jbjeh oj jmfdig mh dk umgnd kdnjstdbiu"
Yhbgpdskgb. bgjfrhzjvhb svgt fdnj ig shsvdk prdrjmbj mh
bhjsbjvutjehzhonium ohoj su bgsrgąg ojig su dl k jeng
hmgsdtd svhoje mhbh. ohj Ũtj ig. rg`dkj. sk rt mgtgth. dnd
bhigzmhsohohvh hdnd ohm ngtdbh pjmfh`d + bgjfjrdv mjohz mh
umsojfdągzhprhvj bg kjŲg mh ukhobg sbhehkh thkg d znh"
Mvg pr dkgrgbj ruŲbg vgŨ t d `g khĘ d ijk pr d z d vh iu njŨg v rgkg. mjo
bhm b i dkh fgsb d j nu ih "
H mjohzh ig. vgrjvhnd su jbd. fdnj bh svg strhbg" W
fgzkhnj svdk srgmbijvgojvbdk sgndkh s bhrjċdtdk
pjmjzrgbigk engmhnj sg bh ruŲbg sthrd`g. ohj d bh niumg
ubhohŲgbg fjngŨąu dnd rjĘgbg s bgċdk Ũtj fdskj mhbhs
bhzvhnd egbgtsodk bgmjsthtojk. h pjsnjvdċbj su
thovd fdnd uvgo prvd bh spdsou sukbidvdl ohm bgŨtj
pjmg bhjphoj" ]hovh ig prhosh. pj svgku sumgąd.
pjsthnh ujfdċhigbh u ţvhi`hrsoji d Lrvhtsoji u \DDD
vgou. fumum mh su u tdk zgknihkh dzvgŨthid j
vgŨtd`hkh d vrhmŲfdbhkh pjprdkdnd fgzkhnj
gpdmgkdisog rhzkgrg pjŨtj ig Ereur D\.
ejmdbg 8608. jsbjvhj prvu phpsou dbovdzd`diu"
SHSH EVEWV D SVQH DBOQDYD@DIHEreurh fd mhbhs svhohoj bhzvhnd ċvrstjruohŨgk
ig r ig tj fdj ċjvgo ċvrstj rgŨgb mh dsojrgbd igrgs
u svdk kjeuądk bigbdk pjihvbdk jfnd`dkh.
ph ku ig thoj d pjŨnj zh ruojk mh prgojrhm
erhbd`g vrgkgb h u ojigk ig Ųdvgj" Vgvbjsbg.
bgrgtoj ahbhtdċbg dbovdzdtjrg snhj ig Ereur mh
prdoupnihiu mjohzbd k htgrdihn j vgŨtd`hkh. vrhċhrhkh
d jsthndkh ojid prhotdouiu sndċbg vgŨtdbg" Ojndoj ig pjzbhtjfhrgk. phph ndċbj bdohmh bdig mjvjmdj u pdthbig kgtjmg d
rgzunthtg bidljvje rhmh. khmh su bgod kgmu bidkh j mt j
fdnd shmdstd" KgĘu Ereurjvdk Ũtdągbd`dkh bhŨhj sg. thoj. d
znjenhsbd Ojbrhm jm Khrfureh. kumtg ni ohthrh. ojid sg tjndoj
Shehbsoh vgrjvhbih jmndojvhnh
su sg dzvhbrgmbjk jtpjrbjŨąu. h
pjtlrhbidvhnh su svgst j tjkg mh vgŨtd`g dkhiu tu kjm mh kgbihiu jfndo.
dnd mh fh`g uŲhsbg ongtvg bh fdnj ojeh"
dŲdvnihvhj bhm bgsrgąbdk Ųrtvhkh mh ig tj. bh orhiu. ejmdbg
8600" d bigku shkjkg mjŨnj enhvg" ţgst ejmdbh prg tjeh.
Ojbrhmh ig Ereur pjsnhj mh jm std Bgkhċou jm igrgtdoh. hnd
d mh prjejbd nu`dagrdihb`g. ti" shthbdstg. ojid su bgsordvgbj
jfjŲhvhnd bgċhstdvje d pjouŨhvhnd mh prdmjfdiu pjojrbg
lrdŨąhbg zh svjiu jehvbu vgru" Ojbrhm ig svjiu jfhvgzu
prdvgj orhiu u prdkgrbj orhtojk rjou. s pjsnjvdċbjk
khrnidvjŨąu" Jtordj ig. prd tjk. ohoj ig shk tvrmdj. kbjeh
ebgzmh ‒jbdl Ũtj sg mhvjnu onhbihiu& d pjfdj zhstrhŨuiuąg
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4< SHSG D QGţ]D@G
kbjej niumd" Bd vdsjoj pjrgonj bd vdsjo mruŨtvgbd pjnjŲhi
bdŨth bdsu zbhċdnd u jċdkh Ojbrhmh ajb Khrfureh"
Jshkmgsgtho kuŨohrh`h. Ųgbh d mg`g sphnigbj ig bh njkhċd
u Ptrhzfuru. h tjk prdndojk bdsu fdnd pjŨtgĘgbd bd fdsoupd"""
Sngk dm. jfdċhb svgt. svgŨtgbstvj + svd Ųdvd bh ojig fd phnh
sgboh sukb ig + skhtrhbd su ordvdk uojndoj sg. dnd svg mjo sg
bg mjohŲg mh su bgvdbd"
P]VHLJ]G KWĎGBIHW htkjsagrd uŲhsh d phtbig. srgm ordojvh ukdrum l. mjo
sg sh strhtdŨth Ũdrdj kuċbd vjbi vhtrg d pgċgbje niumsoje
kgsh + prgoh pjtrgf h ċjvgojvh mh sg dspjvgmd. mh dzejvjrd
sphsjbjsbg rgm + shkj mh tj kuċgbig vgą igmbjk prgsthbg
+ dkhnh ig zh pjsngmd`u tj mh ig bgvdbjst shmh vgą fdnj ejtjvj
bgkjeuąg mjohzhtd" Kbjeg Ųrtvg eufdng su rhzuk. dnd sgfhr mb dnj mh su sdŨng s ukh. dznjŲgbg kuċgbidk h bh igzdvdk
sprhvhkh. kgmu ojidkh d jbdk Ũtj njkg ruog d bjeg. nhehbj
mhvg Ųrtvu. dnd pho bhprhvh ohj Ũtj su ‒khċig Ũhpg„. ojig
bgukjnidvj ‒khzg& sputhbje bgsrgąbdoh prgtvhrhiuąd ku
Sngkdąd. jfdċhb svgt. svgŨtgbstvj + svd
Ųdvd bh ojig fd phnh sgboh sukbig +
skhtrhbd su ordvdk uojndoj sg ,dnd svg
mjo sg$ bg mjohŲg mh su bgvdbd"
ojŲu u arjb`ng" Pvg tg sprhvg bhbjsdng su bgdzrg`dv fjn"
Igmbh jm bhiejrdl sprhvh zh k uċgbig ojih ig uŨnh u khsjvbu
upjtrgfu svhohoj ig fdj strhphmj. ojid ig jpdshj d Adndp Ndkfrjl
u svjiji Dstjrdid dbovdzd`dig. jfihvnigbji 8146" ejmdbg9
Yhtvjrgbdou fd ruog sputhnd dzh ngmh. h jbmh fd ku tgejvg
prdvgzhnd uz stjphnh. p h fd pjċg nd mh eh vuou bhvdŨg. mh eh dstgŲu svg mjo ku enhvh bg mjsgebg ċgoro" ]hoj fd zhtdk
vdsdj bgoj vrgkg. mjo ku svg zenjfjvg d umjvg strhljvdtj dstgŲu""" H jbmh fd eh. dzbgbhmh. pustdnd mjng. s trzhigk. d tj thoj Ũtj fd bhenj jnhfhvdnd uŲg. hnd bg fd mjzvjndnd mh trgsbg j pjm ? jm tje uŲhsbjepjtrgsh dŨċhŨdng fd ku sg d ruog d bjeg"
Sjkgbutd strhphmj. hnd d jsthng sprhvg zh kuċgbig pjbgohm
fd ċho fnhejsnjvdnd svgŨtgbd`d. uvgo sprgkbd mh prdzbhiu
zbhċhi ‒svgtg& unjeg ojiu jvd dbstrukgbt( jfhvnihiu u
jtordvhbiu igrgsd" F ub`hb ih bgsr gąbdl Ųrthvh prdlvhthbh su
ohj dsorgbg dspjvgstd pjmbigbdl bgmgnh. ojid jvd. jpgt. bdtd su
dohm pjmbdnd. bdtd su dohmh j thovdk znjmgndkh shbihnd""" Phkh
dspjvgst. kgmutdk. bdig uvgo fdnh d igkstvj mh ąg sg kuċgbdo
dzfhvdtd. fumum mh su kbjed bgmuŲbd niumd. ‒jmstdvŨd& shvgst
d. kjeuąg. pjdkgb`g bhvgvŨd jsthng ‒igrgtdog&. dpho fdnd
prgpuŨtgbd pnhkgbu njkhċg"
Sjbgohm fd svgŨtgbd`d fnhejsnjvdnd
strhphmj d jsthng sprhvg zh ku`gbig.
prdzbhiuąd thoj ‒svgtu& muŲbjst ojig tg
bhprhvg jfhvnihiu u jtordvhbiu igrgsd"
NHOJQGVBD SHSH
Shph Ereur fdj ig pjtpubj svgsthb svgeh Ũtj sg mjehmh"Dkhj ig. kgmutdk. bgsvhodmhŨbig pjvgrgbig u Ojbrhmh
ajb Khrfureh d jsthng svjig dbovdzdtjrg. d svhou bidljvu
rgċ fdj ig vjnihb mh uzkg zmrhvj zh ejtjvj" H jbd su ku.
pjrgm jsthnje. ejvjrdnd mh sg bgċhstdvd rgmjvbj pjihvniuig
bh vgŨtdċidk pjsgndkh. d tj prgjfrhŲgb dnd u Ųhfu orhsthċu.
dnd u ohovu fngmu sgb. dnd u `rbu khċou" Ereur sg. stjeh.
bhkgrhmj bhrjmtj bh grbg khċjrg" W phpsoji fund Qjx Vhkh. jfbhrjmjvhbji 8600" ejmdbg. jsumdj ig grbg khċog
ohj Ųdvjtdbisoh jtgnjtvjrgbih bgċhstdvjeh. uprhvj zfje
bidljvje znje svjistvh mh ‒dŨċgzbu& u thkd. hnd d unjeg ojiusu. bhvjmbj. td prdphmbd`d Ųdvjtdbisoje rjmh derhnd ohj
‒fndsod& vgŨtd`hkh" Khċog fd bgrgtoj bhtrphnd u ojŨhrg d
fh`dnd bh njkhċu zhigmbj s bidljvdk. igmbhoj fgspjkjąbdk
vnhsbd`dkh" D shkj tj Ũtj bgoj dkh `rbu kh`ou dnd khċjrh
kjenj ig pjsnuŲdtd ohj mjohz mh mjtdċbd. zhprhvj. jmrŲhvh
vgzg s bgċhstdvdk. thoj mh su ldnihmg d ldnihmg Ųdvjtdbih
fhċgbg u vhtru d Ųdvg sphnigbg u pjouŨhiu mh sg mhvj igmbjk
zhsvhemh prjtgrh s Dd`h Ygknig"
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
SHSPOH FW N H
Shpsoh funh ig jfihvh. pjvgnih dnd urgmfh ojiu dzmhig phph.
bhiċgŨąg zh bhiŨdru upjtrgfu" Shpsoh funh kjenhig. rg`dkj.
shmrŲhtd jfhvgŨtgbig j pjsthvnigbiu bgoje fdsouph. j tjkg
mh ig bjvd s vgth` o hbjbdzjvhb. dn d ig bijkg kjenj fdtd
jfbhrjmjvhbj mh ig bgoj gosojk ubd`d rhb dn d. jpgt. mh sg
prdfndŲhvh bjvd Qhtdohbsod shfjr" Phk pjihk ..funh„ vjmd
pjrgonj jm rgċd funnh ,pgċht$. ojid su sthvnihbd bh mjoukgbtg.
h bhiċgŨąg su fdnd dzrhmgbd jm bgoje prjstje kgthnh.
pjbgohm jm jnjvh. dnd. u dzrhzdtj svgċhbdk prdndohkh. jm znhth"
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Żrtvh ,u s rgm db d $
pjmbjs d bgjpds dvg
k uog bh sp rhv d
zvhbji strhphm`r.
umjv d sg prvj
bgkd njs rmbj d s tgŲu .
h jbmh bhs d nbj
dz ngąu dz ze njfh"
SHSG D QGţ]D@G 44
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833 SHSG D QGţ]D@G
KWĎGBIG JYQHBDĎGBJShph Ereur DQ ukrj ig 86=8. d Dbjągbtdig DQ. zh phpu dzhfrhb
mvg ejmdbg ohsbdig. bhsthvdj ig rhm bh dsojrgbidvhbiu igrgsd" W
kgmuvrgkgbu Ojbrhm ajb Khrfure prdfgehvhj ig kuċgbiu
bgkjąbdl Ųrthvh. thmh dsoniuċdvj u svjistvu snjfjmbje strgn`h"
]go 8676" Dbjągbtdig DQ mhj ig kuċgbiu sthtus zvhbdċbg phpsog
pjndtdog. d ohj pjsngmd`h tjeh. ufrzj su dzbumgbg prvg udstdbu
bgsvhodmhŨbig dspjvgstd" Pthrg Ųgbg ojig su. Ũtj ruŲbjąjk svjidl
nd`h. Ũtj tgngsbjk ermjfjk. stvjrdng prgmsthvu j vgŨtd`hkh
ohovu kd d mhbhs dkhkj + khsjvbj su prdzbhvhng mh su
fnumbdċdng s mhvjnjk d bh svgt mjbgng bgvdmnidvu mg`u" Srgkmh
u pjzbdk ejmdbhkh. sphnidvhbg su bh njkhċd. jsthvnihiuąd dpho
zh sjfjk strhŨbj zhvgŨthbig" W erjzbdċhvjk hkfdigbtu njvh
bh vgŨtd`g. ċdbigbd`h mh bdoj bdohmh bdig vdmgj bidljvu ..mg`u„
bdig. kgmutdk. bd ojm ojeh fumdnh sukbiu mh th mg`h udstdbu bgpjstjig? ŨthvdŨg. uprhvj zfje tjeh Ũtj sg bdemg bg kjeu vdmgtd.
jbh su u jċdkh prjstje puoh fdnh utjndoj znjojfbdih"
QgŨtdċhrgbig. kgmutdk. bdig vdŨg mjvjmgbj u vgzu dsnmiuċdvj
s ukh sdŨhvŨdk. prgstrhŨgbdk sthrdk Ųgbhkh" D kuŲgvd su pjċgnd
mh sukbihiu mh sg bidljvg Ųgbg u pjthid fhvg vgŨtdċhrgbigk.
Ũtj ig zbhċdnj mh su bidljvh mg`h. zhprhvj. pjrjm bgċhstdvjeh"
Srdihtgnid. rjmfdbh. ojkŨdig. ph ċho d putbd`d bhkgrbd`d
pjmvrehvhbd su jpsgŲbjk dspdtdvhbiu. igr sukbidv ig fdj svhoj
djng ċumhb. svhoj oj sg djng ‒bgujfdċhigbj& pjbhŨh" Qgrjvhnj
sg mh vgŨtd`h dkh pjsvumh. d mh bdoj bg zbh bd oj su jbg. bd
Ũth sngmgąg bhkgrhvhiu mh uċdbg" W thovji htkjsagrd jpŨtg
ldstgrdig. ċdbdnj sg mh sg YDj joj dz mrgvbdl bhrjmbdl vgrjvhbih D
prjfumdnj. d mh bgprgsthbj kjtrd bh jvhi svgt. sprgkbj mh svhod
ċhs bhprhvd pustjŨ. tg mh ig shkj pdthbig mhbh ohmh ąg hbtdlrdst
jmbgtd pjfgmu d jsumdtd ċjvgċhbstvj bh vgċdtg phtbig u jebiu
phnmgbjk"
■$ ruŲbjąjk
■d rmjfjk.
dtd` hkh ojih
t m 8 mhbh""" khsjvbj suprdzbhvhng mh su fnumbdċdng sh Ęhvjnjk
d bh svgt mjbgng bgvdmnidvu mg`u"
Dbjągbtd ig DQ. ċ d i d ig erjf prdohzhb jvmg. dzhfrhb ig zh phpu 86=0"
ejmdb g" Jb ig bhsthv dj prjej b vgŨ t d`h . zhpjċ gt zh pjbt da dohth
bigejvje prg tljmbdoh. Ereurh D\. h 8676" jzvhb dċ dj ig tjr turu ohj
bhċ db zh d zbumu p r d zbhb ih "
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 838
QD]GYJQD]GKSNHVD SVGM PWMJKgrdih sumsodl prj`gsh ojid su zh `dni dkhnd mh svdkh sthvg mj
hbih ojndoj su pjeufbd d vgŨtdċhrgbig d igrgs + jmderhnd su sg
jċgvjm8035" ejmdbg. ohmh ig Ongkgbt Q. zh phpu dzhfrhb
vgejmdbg rhbdig. prdsthj mh sprjvgmg dstrheu pjvjmjk
rmbid mh kgmu vdtgzjvdkh tgkpnhrdkh `vgth igrgs. mh su.
vjmbj. stgnmd ebusbg sgosuhnbg bhvdog d mh uprhŲbihvhiu
jthoj erjzbg vgrsog jfrgmg" Qjibd rgm vdtgzjvh tgkpnhrh
bjvhbig 888<" ejmdbg. pjsng Srvje orsthŨoje pjljmh
jtdvPhrh`gbh. h jthmh ig dzhŨhj bh enhs pj mjstjibji snuŲfd
Bh jvj i s rgmb ijvgojvb j i d n us t rh` d i d p rgms thv n igbh su mvh v d tgzh
tgkp nh rh ohoj ej rg bh njkhċ d . mjo joup n igb d bgzh db tg rgsjvhbj
pjsk ht rh iu p r d zj r " WŲhsbh sk r t d bgzhkds n d vh ph tb ih f d ng su
svj igv rsbh zhb dkh` d ih zh e ngmh n d Ũ tg u s rgmb igk vgou "
lrdŨąhbsojk svgtu d orsthŨodk orhnigvdbhkh bdondk bh tnu
Pvgtg zgknig"
Ptgċgbd uengm. kgmutdk. bdig sphshj tgkpnhrg jm jpsgŲbg
dstrheg ohmh ig arhb`usod orhni Adndp DQ dzbgj jptuŲfg prjtdv
bidl" Phsvdk ig kjeuąg mh phph Ongkgbt bdig zbhj. dnd kjŲmh
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836 SHSG D QGţ]D@G
VGM QD]GYJQH ]GKSNHVH
]gkpnhrd su fdnd prvd. h pjtjk d bhidkuąbdid d bhiutd`hibdidvgrsod d vjibd rgm stvjrgb ohoj fd sg dzhŨnj u susrgt zhltgvdkh
ojig ig bhkgthnj sthbig u Pvgtji zgknid pjsng uspglh ojid
ig lrdŨąhbsoh vjisoh jstvhrdnh u Srvjk orsthŨojk rhtu
,83 47+834 4$" Kusndkhbsodk sbhehkh bhbgt ig thmh jmsumhb
pjrhz. d orsthŨoh orhnigvstvh jsbjvhbh su u ]rdpjndiu.
Hbtdjldid. Gmgsd d + bhizbhċhibdig jm svdl + u Igrushndku"
Bjvdk tgrdtjrdihkh fdnh ig pjtrgfbh d uprhvh. h d bgod vdm
jmfrhbg" Wprhvj u tu svrlu. ufrzj pj jojbċhbiu orsthŨoje
pjljmh jsbjvhbd su vjibd d vgrsod vdtgŨod rgmjvd" Sjrgm
vdtgzjvh tgkpnhrh. pjihvdnd su sg thoj d vdtgzjvd ljspdthn`d. dnd ijvhbjv`d. ojid su pruŲhnd zmrhvstvgbg usnueg. ohj d vdtgzjvd
Pvgtje erjfh. ċdid ig zhmhtho fdj mh frhbg bhizbhċhibdig
srgmdŨtg lrdŨąhbsog vgrg u Igrushndku"
Ohj Ũtj ig fdj snuċhi d ojm ljspdthnh`h. d tgkpnhrsod rgm fdj
ig prgtgŲbj shċdbigb jm arhbhċodl vdtgzjvh" Bidljv zhmhtho
fdj ig mh jfgzfgmg jruŲhbu prhtbiu d zhŨtdtu ljmjċhsbd`dkh
ojid fd sg zhputdnd bh muej d tgejfbj putjvhbig mj Pvgtg
zgknig. igr tj putgŨgstvdig pjvnhċdnj ig sjfjk kbjeg
jphsbjstd" BgbhjruŲhbd ljmjċhsbd`d bhphmhbd su dz zhsgmg.
pdihċohbd. ufdihbd. h rhzfjibd`d ojid su ushvrŨdnd thn>tdou frzdlprgphmh. pjsng ojidl su sg eufdnd u igmbjndċbjk pustdbisojk
orhijndou + pjċgnd su putbdog u Pvgtu zgkniu mh jtdkhiu d
prjmhiu u rjfnig"
Srvdl vdtgzjvh tgkpnhrh ojid su sg mjfrjvjnibj prdihvdnd mh
ċuvhiu d Ũtdtg ljmjċhsbdog jm tdl bgkdnjsrmbdl bgprdihtgnih
fdnj ig svgeh mgvgt. hnd td niumd fdnd su u svhojk pjengmu bh
vdsdbd zhmhtoh" Pvd su fdnd pngkgbdtje rjmh. mjfrj pjvgzhbd
s kjąbdk pjrjmd`hkh. h d vrlubsod jfuċgbd ohj vjibd`d"
Pvd su. thojmg. fdnd dzrhzdtj pjfjŲbd lrdŨąhbd. jmhbd bhivdŨdk
dmghndkh lrdŨąhbsoje bhċdbh Ųdvjth. pjsvgągbd sdrjkhŨtvu dfgspjrjċbjstd. pjsnuŨbjstd d pjbdzbjstd. ohj kjbhsd" Bdsu sg
ustgzhnd mh prjsg ohoj fd sg prglrhbdnd. d vjmdnd su fgzergŨbg.
prdkgrbg Ųdvjtg" Dzvjrbd bhzdv bidljvje rgmh + PdrjkhŨbd
vdtgzjvd Lrdstjvd d Lrhkh Pjnjkjbjvje + kbjej tjeh
ohzuig j bidkh"
H jpgt. drjbdijk d. bhpjsngtou. trhegmdijk sumfdbg + td
sdrjkhŨbd vdtgzjvd pjsthnd su vrgkgbjk bhifjehtdid orsthŨod
rgm. d tj bg shkj jtdkhbigk vgą zhlvhniuiuąd d dzmhŨbdk
mhvhbidkh ojidkh su dl zhsdphnd zhmdvnigbh hrdstjorhtdih d
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 830
gŨtgbstvj" Knhmdąd dz mjfrjstjigądl ouąh ojid su prdstuphnd
mud sh sjfjkmjbjsdnd ndċbj fjehtstvj + thojĘg su pubdnd
kbnhrsog ojvċgeg"
Shpg sutgkpnhrg bherhĘdvhng thoj Ũtj su dk mhvhng
jsgfbg pjvnhstd g. uoniuċuiuąd pjŨtgmu jm zhfrhbg bh
ngbhŨtvj,pjzhiknidvhbig bjv`h$. Ũtj ig vdtgzjvdkh
kjeumnj mh jsbdvhiu fhbog d mrueg adbhbsdisog usthbjvg"
hlvhniuiuąd tjkg. kjend su mh mhiu bjvhg bh zhihk. mh
mhiuorgmdtg. jfgzfgmuiu prgvjz d ċuvhiu bhodt. znhtj dnd
goumrueumrhej`gbjst" Kbjed gvrjpsod vgndohŨd. ph ċho
god dkuąbd Phrh`gbd. pjvgrdnd su tgkpnhrdkh bh ċuvhbigzhkhŨbh fnheh"
Qrgkgbjksu tgkpnhrd pjsthnd vnhsbd d kbjedl
gorgtbdbh" Wbidljvjk vnhsbdŨtvu bhŨnj sg uoupbj <53
kojvh. Ũojnh d ouąh" Pgk tjeh. kbjej su d erhmdnd. pjmdŲuąd
ovg. vjmgbd g. kjstjvg d erhmsog fgmgkg" W Pvgtji zgknid
kpnhrd su sherhmdnd vdsg vgndodl zhkojvh. bh strhtgŨod
bhċhibdkpjnjŲhidkh u Ihad. Hord d Pdmjbu" Jvd zhkojvd
nd sudzmhb d bjvje vdmh hrldtgoturg vjibdl utvrĘgbih" Pvgt
jthmbdig vdmgj tjndoj vgndoh d mjfrj urgĘgbh utvrmgbih. h
gmubjvdbhkh ojig su uvgnd tgkpnhrd dzmvhihiu sg d zhkojvdojb`gbtrdċbdktnj`rtjk" Igmhb jm bidl. Phagm u mjndbd rgog
mhb. prdphmhj ig bdzu tgkpnhrsodl tvrĘhvh jskdŨnigbdl
ojmh ċuvhiu lrdŨąhbsog pjsgmg jm uphmh kusndkhbh dz
kdrhth Mhkhsoh" Mvg ejmdbg trhihnh ig dzerhmbih tvrmhvg
Phagmu. h trjŨojvd su jmejvhrhnd mhbhŨbigk dzbjsu jm =3
ndjbh gbengsodl aubtd stgrndbeh" Fgmgkd su fdnd prgoj 8<
gthrh mgfgnd d 76 kgtrh vdsjod. h sgmhk ounh uzmdzhnj sg
hvdsdbujm ejtjvj 0< kgthrh dzbhm zdmdbh" @dthvj zmhbig.
jig ig ċuvhnh pjshmh jm 6"333 niumd. uz ejmdŨbig trjŨojvgmrŲhvhbih u bdvju mhbhŨbidl mvh kdndjbh aubtd stgrndbeh. fdnj
herhmgbj jm ohkgbh"
spjsthvdąg sg. kgmutdk. mh su tgkpnhrdkh svh th kją.
ehtstvj d utd hi uprhvj d mjŨnd enhvg ohmh sg zhvdmnidvd
dpDQ. orhni Arhb`usog. bhkgrhċdj mh igmbjk zhsvhemh
vrŨd s bidkh" Pgmhk ejmdbh fdnj ig pjtrgfbj arhb`usojk
hniumh ubdŨtd tgkpnhrg prdfgehvhiuąd bgdstdbhkh. nhŲbdk
tuŲfhkh d prhotdąbj svhoji kjeuąji prnihvji skd hnd d
hfd ku phnh bh phkgt"
dċhbstvgbh dbhueurh`dih Żhoh mg Kjngh bh muŲbjst vgndoje
gnih rgmh vdtgzjvh tgkpnhrh ,joj 864<$"
bdig bd Ųgngj mh zbh mh ig Adndp zhprhvj shk skdsndj tg jptuŲfg
fumuąd mh sg pnhŨdj tgkpnhrsog kjąd d Ųumgj zh fnhejk
ojig su tgkpnhrd bhejkdnhnd. tg mh su svd Adndpjvd mjohzd
nhdvjtvjrgbd" SnhŨnidvd Ongkgbt fdj ig. u suŨtdbd. puoh derhċoh
u ruohkh orhnih Adndph. ojid ig 8030" vgą jtgrhj u skrt igmbje
Ongkgbtjvje prgtljmbdoh. phpu Fjbdah`dih QDDD" Sjsng tjeh
bdigmhb phph bdig sg usumdvhj mh sg suprjtsthvd svg kjąbdidk
gvrjpsodk orhnigvdkh. ph ig d Ongkgbt pjstuphj pj orhnigvdk
bhnjzdkh" Dsljm su fdnh kuċgbih kbjedl tgkpnhrh. bidljvh
zhtjċgbih d strhmhbih bh njkhċd. mh fd 8086" ejmdbg rgm
vdtgzjvh Lrhkh fdj d ajrkhnbj rhspuŨtgb"
Pnjk tgkpnhrh mufjoj ig pjtrgshj gvrjpsou lrdŨąhbsou
`dvdndzh`diu" Hoj ig igmbh thoj fjehth. kjąbh. jkdnigbh d
rhŨdrgbh jrehbdzh`dih kjenh mh fumg pjtpubj ubdŨtgbh. d tj
u rjou jm svgeh bgojndoj ejmdbh. ohovg ig tgo dzengmg dkhjjfdċhb svgt ojid bdohmh bdig bd dkhj tgkpnhrsog pjvnhstd`g d
utd`hi: Jmejvjr ig fdnj nhoj mhtd9 bdohovg"
Ongkgbt Q pjstuphj ig pj orhnigvdk
bhnjzdkh" Dsljm su fdnh kuċgbih
kbjedl tgkpnhrh. bidljvh zhtjċgbih
d strhmhbih bh njkhċd"
F G N H K H E D IH
Ďho d mjfrjċdbstvh bhdzengm jstvhrgbh pjk jąu vrhmŲfdbh
skhtrhbh su mgndkh mhvjnidk" ]j su bh svjiji ojŲd dsousdnd
Arhb`uzd 8043" ejmdbg. ohmh ig ċjvgo pj dkgbu Yhb jm Vdidh
jptuŲdj Żhbu jm Frdeh zh vgŨtdċhrgbig pjŨtj ig jvh. bhvjmbj.
prdfgenh vrhċhbiu ohoj fd sodbunh sh Żhbh ċdbd ojig ig bh
bigeh fh`dnh Żdngt. khioh bidljvj mvjig vhbfrhċbg mg`g" Vdid
ig. dzengmh. vgą fdj bh prheu skrtd. d tg Ũoj mh fd pjŲdvgj ijŨ
bgmgniu mhbh. ohm ku ig Żhbh jm Frdeh pjohzhnh ohoj mh
bhprhvd vjŨthbu nutod`u u jfndċiu Ydngtg d zhtdk ku bhnjŲdnh
mh pjigmg mvg Ųhfg orhsthċg" Wsngmdj ig ċumgshb jpjrhvho"
Yhbh jm Frdeh ig prvj dzihvdnh mh bg zbh bdŨth bd j
vrhmŲfdbhkh bd j vgŨtd`hkh. mh fd sg ohsbdig. zh vrgkg
sumgbih. dspjsthvdnj mh dpho zbh ohoj sg fh`hiu ċdbd. tg
mh ig prdzdvhnh mgkjb h Ljsdfuth. ojid iji ig pjkjehj mh
dzngċd Vdidh thoj Ũtj iji ig jtordj mh ig Żdngt u svg ukgŨhbh"
Wprojs ċdbigb d`d mh ig svjig ukgąg upjtrgfdnh mh fd bgojkg
pjkjenh. d u tjkg uspgnh. Żhbh jm Frdeh jsumgbh ig bhskrt sphnidvhbigk" Njk hċg ig sphsgbh u pjsngmbid ċhs. pjŨtj
ig pj ċgtojk 8048" ejmdbg zhtrhŲgb j pjbjvbj sumgbig"
Sjstupho prjtdv big tgo ig. kgmutdk. lvhthj pubd zhkhl"
Żhbh ig bheh pjnjŲgbh bh stj zh kuċgbig" Srg bgej Ũtj
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83= SHSG D QGţ]D@G
Bh jvjk m rvj rgzu d z \Q D vgoh p r d ohzhbj ig k bjŨ tvj n ium d jfh pj nh
jp tuŲgb dl zh vgŨ t d ċh rgb ig ohoj zh igmbj ej rg u ihkd "
ig orvbdo prdstupdj pjsnu. jbh ig pjċgnh mh dspjvgmh erjzbh
bgmgnh" Srdzbhnh ig mh ig pjkhehnh Khsgtd jm Vdidh ,Żhbjvji
Ųgbd$ u sprhvnihbiu jtrjvh ojid ąg mhtd Yhbu thoj mh kjŲg
bh kdru mh bhsthvd vgzu s kgsbdk phrjljk" Jfg Ųgbg
jptuŲgbg su zh fhvnigbig vrhmŲfdbhkh d sonhphbig spjrhzukh
s bgċhstdvdk. d prjenhŨgbg su ordvdk" Jmvgmgbg su zhtdk
u ţhtng+Ng Hn. u shkjk srgmdŨtu erhmh Shrdzh. emg su pjm
prdsdnjk kjrhng bh enhvhkh mh bjsg ouphstu kdtru uorhŨgbu
mhvjndkh + zbhkgbig igrgtdoh" Sjsng tjeh fdng su vgzhbg zh
stuf srhkh. mh dl ShrdŲhbd. pj vnhstdtjk bhljmgbiu. odbig
d vrgmhiu. mh fd bhpjsngtou fdng Ųdvg sphnigbg bh svdbisojipdih`d" Yhbh d Khsgt dzmhlbung su bh njkhċd 85" hveusth 8048"
Pumgbih vgŨtd`hkh bhsthvdnh su sg d u pgtbhgstjk vgou. h
u ţvhi`hrsoji su. rg`dkj. pjprdkhnh ijŨ surjvdig d znjojfbdig
rhzkgrg" W ţvhi`hrsoji su 8=6<" bgog Ųgbg jptuŲgbg zh
vgŨtdċhrgbig zhtj Ũtj su. bhvjmbj. ngtgng d ojrdstdng svjih
mgkjbsoh ukgąh ohoj fd dzihnjvdng d kuŨoj d Ųgbsoj" Fdng
su sthvnigbg bh kuog d prdkjrhbg mh sg dspjvgmg" ]hovg
vgŨtd`g su. bhvjmbj. dkhng kjm mh ubdŨthvhiu usgvg. orhvhkh
Ďho d mjfrjċdbstvh bhdzengm jstvhrgbh
■bhtrhbhsu
mhvjn idk mgndkh"
mh dsuŨg vdkgbh. hnd dk ig bh tgrgt sthvnihbj d tj mh ufdihiu
d igmu mg`u bh shfhtsodk ejzfhkh" JptuŲdvhbg su mh. u
tdk prdndohkh. uċgstvuiu u sohrgmbdk pngsjvdkh. mh niufgbgċhstdvje u zhmbid`u. tg mh sg prdoniuċuiu rhzuzmhbdk
jredihkh. ohmh mhvj kgbih pjn. ph u dstji bjąd uŲdvh jpŨtgądd
sh Ųgbhkh d s kuŨohr`dkh"
W thovdk prdndohkh + vgrjvhnj sg + mhvj jsthvnih
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 837
bzbho bh tgndkh vgŨtdgh" SrjbhnhŲgbig thovje fgngeh
zgbsoji ojŲd fdnj ig shsvdk mjvjnihb pjvjm mh sg Ųgbd
skrtbh ohzbh? ohm fd dbovdzdtjrd prjbhŨnd zbho.
Żhbh ig bheh pjnjŲgbh bh stj zh kuċgbig d jmkhl ig pjċgnh
mh dspjvgmh erjzbh bgmgnh"
und„fd tj kgstj bh tgnu denjk dnd bgodk mruedk jŨtrdk
uojndoj sg bg prjndig bd ohp orvd. d Ųgbh bg jsgtd
bhikhbid fjn + dzeufdnh fd d pjsngmbiu bhmu u sphs" W
rsoji ig pj tji jsbjvd sphnigbj mvgstjtdbho jsjfh jfh
Yhoniuċbj sh 8=73" ejmdbjk. u kgstu Frdihbsjb. bhbdk. arhb usodk phmdbhkh Hnph. bh njk hċd ig strhmhnj
Ųgbh d 75 kuŨohrh`h jptuŲgbdl zh vgŨtdċhrgbig"
KuŨohr`dsu dz dstdl rhznjeh prjehbihbd d u Bjrkhbmdid.
bh sgvgru Arhb`usog. emg ig dbovdzd`dih u erhmu Gvrgu 8=70"
ejmdbg jsumdnh Edijkh Gmndbh. deukhbh Pgb+Żgrkgb+hb+
Nhih. bh mjŲdvjtbu thkbd`u zfje tjeh Ũtj ig pjnbj jpŨtdj
sh suoufjk ,Ųgbsodk mgk jbjk zh oje sg vgruig mh zhvjmd
kuŨohr`g u sbu$" Ohzbh sg jmbjsdnh bh ngtgbig bh kgtnd d
niufnigbig ihr`h dspjm rgph" Bhiejrg ig prjŨhj Vjfgr Jndv jm
Angzh" Jb ig 8=71" Ųdv sphnigb zfje tjeh Ũtj ig ngtgąd jmnhzdj
bh vgŨtdċih pjsgnh"
Jvj ig. dbh`g. fdj tgo uvjm zh prhvu lhiou bh vgŨtd`g
ojih ig zhpjċgnh 8=74" ejmdbg u erhmdąu Hrh. u jfnhstd Sh+mg+
+Ohng bh sgvgrjdstjou Arhb`usog" Igmbh jm prvdl Ųrthvh fdnh
ig Mgbdzgn Ergbzdigr. kgbthnbj zhjsthnh Ųgbh ojiu ig u vdsg
bhvrhth kuċgbiu pjmvrehvhj Sigr ng Frushr. mjkdbdohbh` d
D zv rŨ dj` d ohzbg so dm h iu jmgąu sh Ųgbg jp tuŲgbg zh vgŨ t dċh rgb ig
u sjf d zh kuċgbig dz \QD vgoh" Orh i dċho sprhvg zh ċgrgċgb ig . bh
oj ij i su Ųr tvg ds tgzhbg mjo dk bg dŨċhŨg umjvg. v dm d sg u mgsbjk
mjb igk ue nu s n d og "
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831 SHSG D QGţ]D@G
enhvbd dbovdzdtjr u Hrhu" Mgbdzgn ig bhpjsngtou prdzbhnh mh
ig zergŨdnh d bhvgnh ig dkgbh svjidl shrhmbdoh + ċgtdr d Ųgbg
d sndohrh Żhbh nh Qdth" Igmbh jm tg ċgtdrd Ųgbg. prgstrhvnigbh
shkjk pjkdŨniu bh kuog ojig ig ċgohiu. dzvrŨdnh ig
Yh vgŨtd`g sg ejvjrdnj mh ubdŨthvhiu
usgvg. mh orhvhkh vdkgbh zfje bidl
prgsuŨg. mh ufdihiu d igmu mg`u bh
vgŨtdċidk pjsgndkh"
shkjufdstvj shkj mh Ųdvh bg mjphmbg Frushrjvdl Ũhoh" D Qdt
ig prgmuzgj mrhstdċbg kgrg" Ohm su ku prdprgtd nd mh ąg ehsthvdtd bh kuog. pjfjihj sg mh bgąg dkhtd sbheg mh pjmbgsg
tjndog phtbig d mh ąg dzmhtd prdihtgnig" Bg fd nd prgmuprgmdj
thohv dsljm. pjouŨhj ig shkj kg sgfd mh jmsgċg igzdo. hnd
ig stdehj shk j mh bhprhvd bgojndoj mufjodl pj sgojtdbh u
prgmgnu usth" Ejvjrdj ig jtgŲhbj. hnd bdig sgfd jmsgohjruog.
ph su eh prdkjrhnd mh bhpdŨg ohoj sg mjejmdnj mh sg tjndod
niumd tgo thoj. bhigmbjk. prgfh`g bh kgstj emg su dkhnd
uejvjrgb shsthbho s bgċhst dvdk" Q dt ig. zhtdk. jpdshj ohoj
ig mhvj. ojid i g zh tu prdndou prguzgj niumsoj jfndċig. prgkmhdk b dig pjohzhj nd`g + prdkjrhj svg joupnigbg mh eh pjniufg
u zhmbid`u. h jbmh su svd sgnd zh trpgzu" Sjsng ejzfg svgtnhsu
pjehŨgbh + fdj ig tj zbho mh jredig kjeu mh pjċbu" ‒Pvhoj
ig uzgj sgfd phrh„. dzvgstdj ig Qdt dbovdzd`diu. ..d svd su sg
kgmu sjfjk prdsbj upjzbhnd"& W prjngąg 8=13" ejmdbg Qdt.
Mgbdzgn Ergb zdig r d trd prgŲdvgdg Ųgbg ojig ig jbh dkgbjvhnh
prjenhŨgbd su igrgtd`hkh d fdnd prdsdnigbd mh bjsg Ęhvjniu
kdtru bh enhvhkh" Pvdl pgtjrj su sphnigbd"
Bh jvjk mrvjrgzu dz \QD vgoh prdohzhbh ig ujfdċhigbh. bhrjmbh
pr gmsthvh Ũu rjv hb ih s b gċhst dv dk . e mg igmhb kuŨohrh` d igmbh
Ųgbh pngŨu u orueu s mgkjbdkh" Yh kuzdċou prhtbiu zhmuŲgbig
v dj n db ds th u o rjŨb i d jf n d Ųb ige m rvg th "
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 835
P]HNG FVWPHVJQG ŻV]QG
gbgej Ũtj su sojbċhnd bh njkhm. igrgtd`d su jsthvdnd
ushrumuehċho spdsho sh dkgbdkh niumd ojig su dzmhnd. h
hi bdig mhbeufdj. vgą sg jmkhl mhj u pjtrheu zh bjvdk
vhkh" Jvjeh puth kjrhj ig mh ndŨd snjfjmg vgm frj i
gmbdoh + kuŨohrh`h d Ųgbh pngkgbdtje rjmh dnd bh
sjojkmruŨtvgbjk pjnjŲhiu. fdsouph d jsthndl `rovgbdl
ndojmjstjibdoh. sumdih d vhŲbdl ċdbjvbdoh" Bgod su uspgnd
tjkmh sphsu Ųdvu enhvu. mjo su jsthnd mjfdnd uvgrhvhbih
`g. uzhkgbu zh prdzbhbig. kjm mh shċuvhiu dkjvdbu.
bjfjehtstvj d. bhrhvbj. Ųdvg enhvg" Pvh th uvgrhvhbih.
mutdk. bdsu dkhnh bdohovu vrgmbjst" Ďdk fd sg bgoj
pjvgmdj. jmkhl fd eh fh`hnd bh njkhċu. ohj d fdnj ojeh
uejesh Frushrjvje spdsoh. h jbmh fd kjąbd agumhn`d dnd
gsbdfdsoupd prguzdkhnd uprhvu bhm bidljvdk pjsgmdkh djvdbjk"
JBHĎBJ J]SJV
emg utj vrgkg prjejb vgŨtd`h mjŲdvgj ig vrlubh`. d
gmdnhig rgho`dih" PvgŨtgbd`d u Hrhu svg uċgsthndig trhŲdnd
jmFrushrh mh pjkdnuig jbg ojig ig fh`dj u thkbd`u " Jb
SjŨtj ku ig prgtdnj ku`gbig. Qdt
gpjouŨhj sgfd mh jmsgċg dgzdo. hnd
iguspgj shkj mh bhprhvd mufjog
pjsgojtdbg u prgmgnu usth"
dstrhibj jmfdihj. h jbmh su hrhbsod d hkdigbsod fdsoupd.
gmbj s bhmfdsoupjk dz Vgksh. uzgnd stvhr u svjig ruog"
ągnd sumh uodmhiu prgsumg d prjenhŨhvhiu bgvdbdk jptuŲgbg
gŨtdċhrgbig. jfihvdvŨd mh su prd`g j vgŨtdċidk pjsgndkhmpuog ldstgrdig d khŨtg" W tjk ċhsu bh s`gbu stuph d
dsod Shrnhkgbt. bgohmhŨbid shfjr orhnigvh Arhb`usog. d
jfhmh bgog Frushrjvg zhtjċgbdog" Jsthng ig bh snjfjmu
tdj Żhb Żuarg. hrhbsod fdsoup"
hrnhkgbt ig. prdtjk. jtdŨhj d ojrho mhnig" Bigejvd mhbjvd
mdnd su Frushrh zfje tjeh Ũtj ig ‒pjstuphj ergŨbj d prjtdvu
gtoh d mjstjihbstvh prhvmg„" Bd hrhbsod dbovdzdtjrd bdsu
ond ohzbd. pjŨtj su. ohoj ig zhoniumj Shrnhkgbt. ‒vjmdnd
bsumsod pjstupho. bg mrŲgąd sg snjvh zhojbh„" Dbovdzd`dih
rgkh prj gbd Shrnhkgbth + prdfgehvhnh ‒bgniumsojk.utbjkshsnuŨhvhbiu d sthvnihnh niumg bh kuog""" ohj Ũtj
gċgbig umjvh. eurhbig thfhbh u vhtru d prdkjrhvhb ig
uŲgbdl mh euthiu unig d sdr`g&" Shrnhkgbt ig tjk prdndojk
jruċdj vgrbd`dkh mh sg pjkjng zh muŨg pjstrhmhndl"
Pvh th uvgrhvhbih bdsu bdŨth vrgmgnh"
Ďdk fd sg Ųrtvg dspjvgmdng. fdng
fd sphnigbg bh njkhm"
Qnhmhnj ig. kgĘutdk. pjtpubj mruehmig rhspjnjŲgbig
ohmh ig phph Dbjągbtdig QDDD pjouŨhvhj mh shengmh prjfngk
vgŨtdċhrgb ih d igrgsd u Bgkhm`ji 8=<=" ejmdbg" ]u bdig fdnj
bdohovdl dzengmh mh ąg jptuŲgbdkh fdtd uohzhbh kdnjst. igr
u fund ojiu ig jfbhrjmjvhj tg ejmdbg Dbjągbtdig sg pjsgfbj
jsvrbuj bh dzrhzdtj uzbgkdruiuąu trgbutbu sdtuh`diu" Gvj Ũth
jb bhvjmd9
Bgmhvbj ig mj bhs mjprnj mh u pjigmdbdk mgnjvdkh ejrbig Bgkhċog""" kbjeg jsjfg j fh pjnh""" p jm hiu sg mhvjndkh kuŨodk d Ųgbsodk""" h fhihnd`g. ċdbd d khmdig bidljvg. d mrueh ebusbh prhzbjvgrih""" prgstupd d znjmgnh.
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
DBMGOP YHFVHBIGBDL OBIDEH
Dbmgos zhfrhbigbdl obi deh. dn d Dbmgx Ndfrjruk Srjldfdtjruk.
fdj ig zhprhvj sp ds ho mg nh oj ih ig Vdk johtj n dċoh `rovh
svj i dk v grb d` dk h zhfrhb d nh mh ċ d th iu " Yhfrhb igbg ob i deg
kjeng su u sgfd shmrŲhtd pjzdv bh rhzbg ..erglg„. uon iuċuiuąd
igr gs . bgk jrhn . go sp n d` d tbg pjn bg rh mb ig dn d js thn g tgk g oj ig
su skhtrhbg prj t dvb dk uċgbi dkh Vdkjohtj n dċog `rovg" Srvj
dzmhb ig Dbmgosh jfihvn igbj ig 8764" ejmdbg. hn d bg u Vdku.
bgej u thmhŨbiji Bdzjzgksoji" Sjtjbih dzmhbih pjihvn i dvhnh
su sg u Qgbg`di d 87=0" d Shrdzu 8778" ejmdbg" Sjsgfhb jmfjr.
ċdi d ig zhmhtho fdj mh dstrhŲd ojig fd obi deg gvgbtuhnbj ijŨ
trgfhnj zhfrhbidvhtd. shzvhb ig 8758" ejmdbg" Jvj tgnj. ojig
ig pjbgn j b hz dv ‒ Pv gt h oj b e rge h` di h Db m go sh& . fd nj ig. pj rgm
tjeh. zhmuŲgbj mh hŲurdrh bhsnjvg vgą uvrŨtgbg u Dbmgos. hnd
d mh bhzbhċd ojig fd obi deg kjŲmh d kjeng mh sg Ũthkphiu.
pjm usnjvjk mh u bi dl fumu ubgtg bgjpljmbg dzkgbg"
Jvhovh mgnh bjsdnh su jzbhou mjbgg jrrd ehtur ,zhfrhbigbj
uojndoj sg bg dsprhvd$. d n d pho mjbgg gxpuregtur ,zhfrhbigbj
mjo sg bg prjċdstd$" Hutjrdkh obideh mhvhbd su. thoj. spdsojvd
sh dsprhvohk h + pjohtohm su tg n ds tg f d ng d vgjkh muehċog
+ ohoj fd zbhnd Ũth trgf h mh dzkgbg mh fd bi dljvh mgnh fd nh
pjmjfbdih"
Ojbergeh` d ih ig rhspuŨtgbh 8485. h Ũ thkphbig Dbmgosh
jfusthvnigbj ig 8411" ejmdbg"
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83< SHSG D QGţ]D@G
W phpsoj i fu n d Pukk ds mgsdmgrhbtgs jm 7" mg`gkfrh 8=<=.
phph Dbjągb t d ig Q DD D zhl tgvh mh sg p rj t d v vgŨ t d `h d ċh rjf b ihoh u
Bgkhċoj i p rgmuzku js t rg kgrg "
Sjċgnd su mh uodmhiu prgsumg d
prjenhŨhvhiu bgvdbdk jptuŲgbg zh
vgŨtdċhrgbig. jfihvdvŨd mh su prd`g
j vgŨtdċidk pjsgndkh pnjm puog
ldstgrdig d khŨtg"
ubdŨthvhiu d dsojrgbiuiu pjtjkstvj Ųgbh. pj rjm Ųdvjtdbih.
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zh igrgs dnd vgŨtdċhrgbig zbhċdnj ig
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d sumsog ċdbjvbdog u rhzbg tglbdog shsnuŨhvhbih vgŨtd`h. bg
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mh Ũphrthiu pj Bgkhċoji s igmbdk igmdbdk `dnigk9 mh
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J Q B D O K W Ď D ] G N I P O D L W P N W E HushvrŨhvhbig vdĘgbj ig tgo ohsbdig. ohmh ig Lgrkhb DQ
g s g b h . bhmfdsoup ognbsod. shsthvdj svjigvrsthb `gbjvbdo
g n i s o d l usnueh" Igmbh kjeuąbjst pjmrhzukgvhnh ig mh
v d jmsgċg igzdo. h mh iji sg pjtjk u usth sdph jtjpnigb
kgthn" Mrueh vhrdihbth uoniuċdvhnh ig jmsg`hbig shog. ojih
fd pjtj k fdnh prdou`hbh bh vgŨhnh. prg bgej Ũtj jfgsg
jsuĘgbdoh" Pvg ig tj. bhrhvbj. kjrhnj mh sg pnhtd" Sjrjmd`d
Ųrtvg fdj fd pjmbgt rhċub zh pjvnhstd`u mrheje dk srjmbdoh
mh ujpŨtg fumg kuċgb" Sjrjmd`h ig. sgk tjeh. fdnh muŲbh mh
pjmkdrd trjŨojvg snhvnigbdċoje pdrh u snuċhiu mh Ųrtvh u tjou
kuċgbih dspustd muŨu" Igmhb bgkhċo d lrjb dċhr jsthvdj ig vrnj sndojvdt jpds
igzdvdl phtbid oj ig su kjrhnd mh pjmbgsu bgsrgąbd`d ojid fd
zhvrŨdnd bh sprhvd zh kuċgbig pjzbhtji ohj ..tj`ho„. igr th
sprhvh ig Ųrtvg prgtvhrhnh u"""
kuċgbh bh tjċou fdnh fd mjs njv `g r hs tr eb ut h b h o jk hm dą g"
l ojid stjid sh jnjvojk d phr ċgt jk l hrt dig vg rj vh tb j ċg oh mh
ngŲd bgsrgąbdojvj prdzbhbig"
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88= SHSG D QGP]D@G
""" bgou vrstu jerjkbg nutog ojih urnh mjo sg fhtreh. dspu`hng ojŲg ojiu prgsg`hiu orvhvd pjtjċdąd. nutog
sh ċgtdrd dzmuŲgbh pdpoh . bhndo ohovjk kjrsojk
ċumjvdŨtu. shkj ċumjvdŨtu jejnigbje. prgsbje. Didehvje d fgzjfndċbje kgsh. skgŨhbje s trubohkh
skrsohbdl ojstdiu"
Igmbh Ųgbh. m ig dkg dstjrdih bdig zhfgngŲdnh . dsp jnid nh ig
dzvhbrgmbu dzmrŲnidvjst. Ũtj kjrh mh ig sdnbj dzbgrvdrhnj
Orhkgrh d ţprgbegrh" Kuċgbh ig bd khbig bd vdŨg bgej 71
Bh tjk pjsnhbiu dbovdzdtjrd su dkhnd
pjtpubj jmrgŨgbg ruog. d prdfgehvhndsu nhŲdkh. znjsthvnihbiu d psdljnjŨojk
prdtdsou + uz. bhrhvbj. sthvnihbig
bh tgngsbg kuog + ohoj fd dkhnd bh
jsbjvu ċgeh mh jsumg jbg ojid fd dk
zhphnd zh joj"
puth. hnd bdŨth bdig prdzbhnh" Fdnj ig tj vrnj bgjfdċbj. fumutd
mh ig vgmbh niumd fdnh sprgkbh mh ohŲg d uċdbd fdnj Ũth.
prdzbh Ũth ejm sg jm bidl trhŲd dnd dzmh ojeh fdnj shkj mh tj
kuċgb ig ojbhċ bj prgsthbg" Srdzbhvhnd su thoj niumd mh su
u pjbjmdd ċhs sonhphnd spjrhzukg s bgąhstdvdk. mh su ku
zh znhtj prjmhvhnd muŨg. mh su pjengmjk urjonidvdl jċdiu
trjvhnd fubhrg. mh su fh`hnd ċdbd bh mrueg" Srdzbhvhnd su mh
su pjnbj jpŨtdnd sh mhvjnjk. mh su bh svgt mjbgnd ċumjvdŨth.
tg mh svjig d Ęhvjnig pjtjkstvj lrhbg bjvjrjĘgbċdądkh"
Srdċhnd su ohoj su. u enuvj mjfh bjąd. prdsustvjvhnd vgŨtdċidk
pjsgndk h d thkj snhvdnd bgċhstdvje. ohoj su vjmdnd rbu kdsud
pjsng tjeh sg mj zjrg prgpuŨthnd rhzuzmhbjk jredihbiu" Bgod
su ejvjrdnd j tjk g ohoj vgą muŲg vrgkg prdoupnihiu kuŨog
pjnbg jrehbg. ohoj su dl bhoupdnd vgą 63. ph d 03. d pjnjddnd
dl u ptdċih ebgzmh. emg sg umjvd shkd kdċu. mjo dl jbd lrhbgjvsgk d ououruzjk"
Sjbgohm f d Orhkgr d ţprgbegr uspgnd mh dzbumg khsjvbh
prdzbhbih. ohj ohmh fd. rg`dkj. `gj igmhb Ųgbsod shkjsthb.
svg jphtd`g mj pjsngmbig. prdzbhng mh dl ig rgmjvbj pjsgądvhj
Bh jvjk mrvjrgzu dz \QDD vgoh prdohzhbg su vgŨtd`g ojig vdsg
bh vgŨhndkh. mjo jsthng prjvdruiu dzh rgŨgthoh bh prjzjru oung.
ċgoh iuą d mh bh b i dl mjmg rgm "
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 887
bgċhstdvd d mh su svg jbg fnumbdmng s bidk" Dbovdzdtjrd su.
kgmutdk. ufrzj mjŨnd mj shzbhbih mh sg. uprojs tj ndodk
kuċgbidkh d sphnidvhbidkh. frji vgŨtd`h bg skhbiuig"
Bhprjtdv. fdnj dl ig svg vdsg. h ohoj ig vrgkg jmk d`hnj. thoj
sud znjmgnh ojih su igrgtd`d d vgŨtd`g dspjvgmhnd fdvhnh svg
mdmbjvhtdih d sohrgmbdih" Fdnj ig. mhong. pjtrgfbj kgbihtd
strhtgediu. d dbovdzdtjrd su thċbj zbhnd Ũth mh prgmuzku"
NHŻBH JFGāHBIH KDNJP]D
Obideh ojiu su bidl mvjid h shkd bhpdshnd. Onhmdvj zh vgstd`g. h
ojih ig jmjfrhvhnh svh rhspjnjŲdvh srgmstvh shkj hoj mjvjmg
mjojbhċbje dnih + prdzbhbih. upumvhnh ig dbovdzdtjrg mh sg
fjnid prjmjrd u mufdbg znh kjeu jstvhrdtd jfgąhbigk fnhŲdl
ohzbd" Wkbjedk snuċhigvdkh. kgmutdk. bjvh strhtgedih
shkjig prdvnhmnh bjvg d bjvg ‒vgstd`g&. ojig fd jnhojspjvgmhng svjig erglg rhċubhiuąd mh zh thovh prdzbhbih bgąg
fdtd tgŲg ohŲbigbh" Jsukbidċgbd fd. ŨthvdŨg. kjend zh sgfg mh
zmgistvuiu d jprjst + dnd dk ig fhr jprjst jfgąhvhb + uojndoj
jmhiumrueg vgstd`g" Kbjed su sg frŲg+fjnig ulvhtdnd zh
pjbumgbu kjeuąbjst. d bhvgnd sdnbh dkgbh" Pnhfu thċou jvg
trhtgedig. kgĘutdk. prgmsthvnihnj ig bhċgnj thojĘg dznjŲgbj
uOomdvuzh vgstd g. prdb`dp ojid ohŲg mh dbovdzdtjrd dkhiu
prhvjmh nhŲu vgŨ`g d vgstd`g. mh dl jfkhbiuiu. znjsthvnihiu d
dbg Ũth dkig ejm pj vjnid s bidkh. d tj bgohŲbigbj" Kbj eg
Dbovdzdtjrd su ufrzj uvdmgnd mh. uprojs
svdk kuċgbidkh d sphnidvhbidkh
bh njkhm. frji vgŨtd`h s ojidkh sg
susrgąu dpho bg jphmh"
gbg ojig su prdzbhng mh su sg fhvdng vgŨtdċhrgbigk pjsnhtg
ubh njkhċu. d usput sg bhenhs Ųhndng mh dk ig jfgąhbhnjfjmh d mh su mjfdng ċvrsth uvgrhvhbih mh ąg. shkdk svjidk
rdzbhbigk. dzfgąd strhŨhb usum ojid dl ig shmh ċgohj"
Sjstjihnh ig tu d mjzh thibjvdtjstd. thojmg" Sjstjihj ig
ufjoj uojrgbigb strhl jm vgŨtd`h. ojig su skhtrhbg jphodk
gprdihtgnidkh. ohmrdk uŲhsbj mh sg jsvgtg jbdkh ojid dk
g zhkgrg" Niumd su vgrjvhnd mh vgstd`g ukgiu mh fh`hiu
bd. mh dŨċgzbu d mh dzvjmg rhzbg bhtprdrjmbg stvhrd ohoj fd
fubdng svjig bgprdihtgnig" H zhŨtj dl ig jbmh fdnj thoj nhoj
rjbhąd: Ohoj tj mh bdsu kjeng mh jmjng kuċgbiu: YhŨtj
susg shkj thoj dspjvgmhng. bg Ũtgmgąd rgċd. d. dzbhm svgeh.hoj tj mh bdohmh svjidk kuċdtgnidkh bdsu vrhąhng kdnj zh
rhej: Sjstjihnj ig ċvrstj vgrjvhbig mh vgstd`g kjeu mh fh`g
rjongtstvj bh dbovdzdtjrg. mh jsngpg svjig kumtgnig. ph d mh.
gjprnigbg pnhkgbjk. sojċg sh njkhċg" H dpho. bdohmh sg
Ũt m t di m mdn
Bd Lhibrdl Orhkgr bd Ihojf ţprgbegr. h bdtd shk phph.
bdsu ukgnd mh rgŨg tu zhejbgtou" Jbd su igmdbj kjend mh
jptuŲuiu. kuċg. jsumuiu d sphniuiu. svg khsjvbdig. u bhmd
mh ąg znj prjtdv ojige sg fjrg bgohoj uspgtd mh bhmvnhmhiu"
BhŲhnjst. stjtdbg niumsodl fdąh. uoniuċuiuąd d kbjej mg`g.
dzmhlbunj ig prdndojk erupbdl sphnidvhbih. h znj ig. dpho.
prgtgonj" Igmhb fdsoup u Żgbgvd. u ţvhi`hrsoji. sphndj ig. pj
svgku sumgąd. pgt stjtdbh Ųrthvh u pgrdjmu jm trd kgsg`h"
W Fhkfureu. bh sgvgru Fhvhrsog. mrued igmhb fdsoup
Igmbh Ųgbh pjohzhnh ig. thoj.
dzvhbrgmbu dzmrŲnidvjst""" Kuċdnd su ig
bd khbig bd vdsg bgej 71 puth. hnd bdsu
dzbumdnd bdohovj prdzbhbig"
Żhb Fjmgb ,8703 +8741 $ . a rhb`uso d pj n d t d ċ o d k ds n d n h` . d s thohj
sg ohj. pjrgm js th nje. vhtrgb d pjfjrb do prjejbh vgŨt d`h . Ũ tj
sg bh ifj n ig v dm d pj b igejvjk mg nu Mgkjbjkhb dih vjnŨgfbdoh
,3 d $ fi n i 87<3 md S d
dp9HB y FJ MDB$ "
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881 SHSG D QGţ]D@G
Edigkgt Fhfgb. vgzhbdl ruou. s tj i d p rgm Żhbjk
Fjmgbjk d ijŨ igmb dk dbov dz d tj rjk oj i d i g
prjp d tu iu j b igb dk jmbjs dkh s bgċhs t d v dk. ċ d i d su
fg ngz d p rjbhmgb d bh b igbjk tg nu "
pjfdj ig 133 niumd. h u Qdr`fureu. thojĘg bhfhvhrsojk tnu. mgvgt stjtdbh bidl strhmhnj
ig bh njkhċd" D tj sg bhsthvnihnj u bgmjengm"
Ejmdbg 87<1. ċdthv vgo pj jfihvnidvhbiu obideg
Onhmdvj zh vgŨtd`g. bh njkhċd ig dzejrgnj 88<
Ųgbh d mvjid`h kuŨohrh`h pjm jptuŲfjk mh
su fh`hnd ċdbd ohoj fd zdkh pjtrhihnh muŲg"
Q G N D O D D B O Q D Y D ] J V
D mjo su sg njv bh vgstd`g d bidljvj
sphnidvhbig u Fhvhrsoji. bh iueu mhbhŨbig
Bgkhċog. prjtgend bh `gj \Q d \QD vgo.
ufrzj su Fhvhr`g u tjkg pjċgnd mh sustdŲu
d u mruedk jfnhstdkh zhphmbg Gvrjpg"
Sjsgfbj sg. pjrgm jsthndl. dsthohj orhi joj
erhmh Fgzhbsjbh. u mhbhŨbigk arhb`usojk
mgphrtkhbu ArhbŨ+Ojbtg" W tj vrgkg.
ArhbŨ+Ojbtg ig fdj pjsgm Pvgtje rdksoje
`hrstvh emg ig. ejmdbg 8706. jfbhrjmjvhb
Ordvdċbd zhojbdo `hrh O hrnh ,@hrjndbh Ngx$. pj ojigk ig vrhċhrgbig prjenhŨgbj ordvdċbdk
mgnjk ojig sg ohŲbihvh sphnidvhbigk bh
njkhċd" Mjo ig Shrnhkgbt u Shrdzu dkhj
kjeuąbjstd mh zhuzmh njv bh vgstd`g d
bidljvj sphnidvhbig u kbjedk mgnjvdkh
rhs`gpohbg tgrdtjrdig thmhŨbig Arhb`usog.
mjtng bhm pjmruċigk ArhbŨ+Ojbtg bdig dkhj
bdohovh jvnhŨągbih" ]u. u ArhbŨ+Ojbtgu.
Yhb Fjmgb. egbgrhnbd ,dnd vgndod$ dbovdzdtjr
Igmhb fdsoup u Żgbgvd u ţvhi`hrsoji
pj svgku sumgm sphndj ig 733 niumd
zh shkj trd kgsg`h"
Fgzhbsjbh. pjċgj ig 8764" mh prdsnuŨouig j ċgku sg
ejvjroh u jfndŲbigk sgnu HbŲgu" ]j Ũtj ig ċuj uċvrstdnj eh
ig u uvgrgbiu mh ig Hb Ųg. zhprhvj. ngenj vgŨt d`h . h mh sg utjk vgŨtdċigk orueu svg vrtd joj Mgzng nh Khbzgbg. igmbg
umhtg Ųgbg"
Srjtdv big u tjk trgbutou ijŨ bdig fdnj mjohzh. hnd
Fjgb ig dsojrdstdj d jbj khnj Ũtj sg kjenj bhąd" Bh
jsbjvu shkg frjibjstd kgŨthbh ojid su updrhnd prstjk
u biu. dbovdzdtjr ig zhoniuċdj mh fd Khbzgbgjvji kjenj
mh sg sumd" Pvgmjċhbstvj igmbje jm tuŲdnh`h. Hbtjhbh
Ejmgbh. zhsbjvhbj bh tdpdċbjk ..rgonh+ohzhnh„. skhtrhbj
ig prgsum bdk mj ohzjk. shsvdk mjvjnibdk mh sg pjorgbg
pjstupho prjtdv igmbg vgstd`g" Ejmgb. ojkg ig thmh fdnj
bgemg joj =3 ejmdbh. sgtdj sg mjehmhih ojid su sg jmderhnd
bgog trd mg`gbdig prg tjeh. mjo ig jb ijŨ fdj mgċho? u tj
vrgkg sg. rgohj ig jb. prdċhnj mh ig Khbzgbgjvh vgŨtd h d
vrhċhrh" Bigb sdb. Khzngb. prdċhj ig. bhdkg. thmh mh bigejvhkhioh prdsustvuig vgŨtdċidk pjsgndkh. mh ngtd ubhzhm bh
ordvjk vrfjvjk Ũthpu" Ejmgb ig. sgk tjeh. pjsvgmjċdj
d ohoj ig svj idk uŨdkh snuŨhj sgnihbg ohoj ejvjrg mh ig
Mgznh nh Khbzgbg uorhnh bdtd dz bgċdig prgsnd`g d bidl pjtjk
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 885
upjtrgfnihvhnh u vgŨtdċig svrlg" Ohm ig mvhmgsgtho kgŨthbh
HbŲghpjmrŲhnj Ejmgbjvg ‒mjohzg&. vgndod dbovdzdtjr
Fgzhbsjbh fdj ig sprgkhb mh prguzkg stvhr u svjig ruog"
VHĎGQDDENHPDBG
Mgznhnh Khbzgbg sg fubdnh tvrmgąd mh ig bgvdbh. hnd ig
projs tjkg zhtjċgbh d kuċgbh. mh fd bgmuej zhtdk pjċgnh
hdspjvgmh erglg" Fdnh ig tj. uenhvbjk. dsth prdċh9 sbjŨhi d
hot shmhvjnjk. ngt bh shfht. jredig. jmrd`hbig jm ohtjndċog
grgd. ohj mh tj bdig mjsth. dzhzdvhbig rhzjrbdl jnuih s
rhmjkd trjvhbig stjog thihbstvgbdk `rbdk prhljk"
bovdzdtjrd su. kgmutdk. mjbgnd dzbgbhĘuiuąu prgsumu"
Mgznhnh Khbsgbg jsumgbh ig bh skrt zfje ufdstvh. ig rg sd
jtphmbdŨtvh jm vgrg. hnd bg d zfje vgŨtdċhrgbih" Jvhi
gmjouċdvd ċdb kdnjsrmh pjmrhzukgvhj ig mh ąg Ųgbh fdtdfgŨgbh. h bg sphnigbh bh njkhm. khmh bigbj fgŲdvjtbj
njigstg sphnigbj jmkhl pjsng pj eufnigbih . 8<" mg` gk frh
764" ejmdbg. mh bg jsthbg bd bhikhbih sukbih mh ig znj dz
g zhuvgo prjebhbj"
Wtj vrgkg. shkj vdmgbig zhojbh d prhvbje sdstgkh
jċgnj ig. nhehbj. mh sg kgbih pjm utd`higk zbhtbj
huąbdige prdstuph ojid ig prdstdzhj bh ordndkh rgbgshbsg"
rgsumg sg vdsg bdsu kjeng zhsbdvhtd bh enhsdbhkh.
jvjrohbidkh. khsjvbji ldstgrdid d bgukgrgbji rgvbjstd
grbdoh. vgą u igmbjk sthnjŲgbdigk dbtgngotuhnbjk
kfdigbtu. bh jsbjvu njedog d zhojbdtjstd prhvbg bhuog"
jvhkdshj jfgąhvhnh ig ojrgbdt prgjfrhŲhi prhvbje
stgkh d uvjĘgbig bhċgnh mh ig rhznje oumdohkj pjuzmhbdid
jmdċ bgej Ũtj tj kjeu mh fumu strhl dnd fuibh khŨth"
prhvj ig bgmjsththo hreukgbhth utgk gn igbdl bh rhzuku.
ohj d mjohzh ojid bg vrgĘhiu niumsod dbtgngot. d dzhzvhj
vgndou zhfrdbutjst Shrnhkgbth u Shrdzu fgzkhnj sgmhk
mg`gbdih prg tdl zfdvhbih" Jvhohv. rh`djbhnhb prdstup.
ojid ig bhejvgŨthvhj prgvnhst kdnjsrĘh d pjŨtgbje jmbjsh
prgkh jsukbidċgbdkh. bdig. kgmutdk. dkhj hkh fhŨ
bdohovu vrgmbjst u jmkh niumd pjput Żhbh Fjmgbh.
arhb`usoje prhvbdoh. gojbjkdstg d kdsndj`h ċdih ig obideh
Mgkjbjkhbdih vjnŨgfbdoh ,J vgŨtd`hkh$ jfihvnigbh u
Shrdzu 87<3" ejmdbg"
Mgznh nh Khbsgbg jsuĘgbh ig bh skrt
zfje ufdstvh. igrgsd d jtphmbdŨtvh
jm vgrg. hnd bg d zfje vgŨtdċhrgbih"Jvhi bgmjouċdvd ċdb kdnjsrĘh
pjmrhzukgvhj ig mh ąg Ųgbh fdtd
jfgŨgbh. h bg sphnigbh bh njkhm.
khmh bigbj fgŲdvjtbj tgnj igstg
sphnigbj jmkhl pjsng pjeufnigbih"
Fjmgb ig fdj igmhb jm bhiuvhŲgbdidl tgjrgtdċhrh mruŨtvh
u \QD vgou. d vdsjoj sg ojtdrhj kgĘu bhivgmk uċgbih`dkh
tg gpjlg" H jpgt. d ojm bigeh bhdnhzdkj bh dstg strhljvg d
prgmrhsumg ohrhotgrdstdċbg zh bgpdskgbg d bgjfrhzjvhbg
sgnihbg tjeh mjfh" Ohj prvj. Fjmgb ig vgrjvhj mh sg
ujfdċhigbd prhvbd pjstupho bg kjŲg prdkgbdtd ohmh ig rgċ j
ĎWMBJQH] PNWĎHI KHMJBG JVDIGB]G
Khmjbh Jrdigbtg. pjzbhth d ohj Nh Pdebjrh mgn Edj`j
,Ejspjmhrd`h derg$ ċumbjvhth ig vgrsoh ndċbjst ojiu
sujpdshng mvg Dthndihbog. Pdfdnh @hbd d Sigrdbh mg
Fuehtds. ojidkh ig sumgbj prgm rdksojk dbovdzd`dijk
80<=" ejmdbg" Dbovdzdtjrd su prgtljmbj bhċund prd`g
j jountbdk jfrgmdkh ojig vrŨd Khmjbh u mjkjvdkh
dkuąbdl Kdnhbgzh" ]d rdtuhnd su. bhvjmbj. pjmrhzukgvhnd
prdfgehvhbig khedid bg fd nd sg vrhtdng u Ųdvjt uedbung
Ųdvjtdbig. hnd d mrueh sndċbh ‒`umgsh&" Pdfdnh d Sdigrdbh suprdzbhng mh su sg fhvdng fgnjk khedijk zhrhm ds`gnigbih
rhbh dnd ngċgbih tgŨodl fjngstd. ph d bgpnjmbjstd" Vdksoh
dbovdzd`dih. fgz jfzdrh bh svg. zhoniumnh ig mh su mvg Ųgbg
zhvgmgbg bh pjergŨhb put d mh su bidljvd dsohzd puoh
ahbthzdih" OhŲbigbg su fnhej d puŨtgbg bh snjfjmu" Hnd
shkh rgċ ‒khedih&. fdnh jbh fgnh dnd `rbh. dkhnh ig ojfhb
prdzvuo ohm stvhr mjĘg prgm dbovdzd`diu. khohr th rgċ fdnh
upjtrgfnihvhbh d u rgndedisojk ojbtgostu" Pgst ejmdbh
ig prjŨnj prg bgej Ũtj su P dfdnh d S igrdbh pjbjvj ndŨgbg
snjfjmg" Sjbjvj dk ig suĘgbj. jvjeh puth pjm zbhtbj
jzfdnibdijk jptuŲfjk + mh su jpŨtdng s bgċhstdvdk"D. ohoj ig tj kjrhnj fdtd. jfg su prjenhŨgbg ordvdk d
pjeufnigbg 8043" ejmdbg"
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88< SHSG D QGţ]D@G
vgŨtdċhrgbiu" Gvj Ũth ig zhpdshj9
Mjohzd mh thovj znj pjstjid u tji su kgrd bgihsbd d tgŨoj rhznuċdvd mh bd igmbh igmdb h jm kdndjb vgŨtd`h bg fd
bdohm bd kjenh fdtd jsumgbh dnd ohŲbigbh uojndoj fd sg
pr dkgbidvhnh dsoniuċdvj ngehnbh prj`gmurh"
Fjmgb sg. stjeh. zhnhehj zh kuċgbig. ċho d mg`g d bgkjąbdl.
igr ig u tjk g vdmgj igm dbd bhm b mh sg bgohoj dsohkċd
prdzbhbig" Bh thi bhmb + fdj ig ċvrstj ufgmgb + bdigmhb
vgŨth` dnd vgŨtd`h bgąg ukhąd ohzbd" P bigejvg thċog engmdŨth.
shkh sukb ih mh sg bgoj fhvd vrhmŲfdbhkh mjvjnibj ig vhnihb
mjohz. h vhnihbg su d puog enhsdbg ojig sg j mjtdċbjk Ũdrg. dz
prjstje rhznjeh Ũtj su. fhr pj bigejv jk kdŨnigbiu. d enhsdbg j
vgŨtd`hkh bgdzjsthvbj dstdbdtg"
W Fjmgbjvjk svgtu svg ig + hpsjnutbj svg + fdnj
jprhvmhbj shkj hoj mjprdbjsd rhzjtordvhbiu vgŨtd`h d
bidljvdl vrhmŲfdbh" D mg`u su. thoj. skgnd mh tgrhiu mh jmhiu
rjmdtgnig. h ohmh fd jptuŲfh zh vgŨtdċh rgbig igmb jk fdnh
pjmdebuth. jptuŲgbd ig buŲbj kjrhj mh fumg prjenhŨgb
ordvdk" Sj Fjmgbu. thojmg. svhoj oj ig tvrmdj mh bg vgruig u
Fjmgb sg zhnhehj zh kuċgbig.
ċho d mg`g d bgkjąbdl. mh fd sg dz bidl dzvuonj prdzbhbig" Bh thi bhċdb
+ fdj ig ufgĘgb Fj mgb +
bdigmhb vgŨth` dnd vgŨtd`h bgąg
ukhąd ohzbd"
vgstd`g d shk ig zhprhvj fdj vgŨth`. prd ċgku fd sumdig ojig dz
fdnj oje rhznjeh bg fd uspgng mh dzmgistvuiu dnd dzvrŨg skrtbu
ohzbu bhm jsuĘgbdk vgŨ`dkh d vgŨtd`hkh + kjrhng shkg mh
fumu pjeufnigbg"
Ohj sumdih. Żhb Fjmgb prgpjrumvhj ig mh sg vgŨ`d d
vgŨtd`g ŲdejŨu usdihbdk evjŲĘgk. prgk mh ku b dig fdnj fhŨ
pjthkhb ohm fd fdvhnd Ųdvd sphnigbd" Jb ig. bhdkg. skhtrhj mh
sphnidvhbig bh njkhċd prgvdŨg orhtoj trhig. pjŨtj fd zh igmvh
trdmgsgtho kdbuth svg fdnj ejtjvj" F jmgb ig. k gmutdk. ċuvhj
krhċbu thibu ojih eh ig kjenh umbdtd Ųrtvjk sjpstvgbjeh
dzukh" IjŨ jm 8715. bhdkg. ohmh ku ig fdnj 05 ejmdbh.
jpsgmhj eh ig igmhb mgkjb" Prgąjk. fdj ig tj mjfrjąumhbmgkjb. ojid fd eh nhoj mjmdrbuj pj mgsbjk ulu hoj
pjergŨbj pjstuph. dnd pho pj ngvjk uojndoj jb. mgkjb.
prj`gbd mh ig tj Ũtj Fjmgb rhmd + dsprhvbj" Prgąj k pj
Fjmgbh tg dbovdzd`dih bdohmh bdig pjou`hnh d bh bigejvh vrhth"
P W I G Q G V B D S H S H
Arhb`usoh ig. bhrhvbj. fdnh jkdnigbj stg`dŨtg dbovdzdtjrh
u vrgkg lhiog bh tgkpnhrg d ohthrg u ċgtrbhgstjk vgou"
Dbovdzdtjrd u ]unuzu d Bhrfjbd kjend su u svjidk bhstjihbidkhmh D
rhċubhiu bh pjmrŨou phph ohj Ũtjig
tj fdj Ijvhb \\DD. ojid ig dzmhj ċdthv
bdz funh pjmstdċuąd dbovdzd`diu mh
prdnigŲbdig prjejbd vgstd`g d mh fhvnigbig
vrhmŲfdbhkh trgtdrh ohj igrgs"
Srjejbd sg. kgmutdk. bdsu tu d zhusthvnihnd" Dbovdzdtjrd
u ]unuzu d Bhrfjbd kjend su u svjidk bhstjihbidkhmh
rhċubhiu bh pjmrŨou phph ohj Ũtj ig fdj Ijvhb \\DD. ojid
ig dzmhj mth v bdz phpsodl funh pjmstdċuąd dbovdzd`diu mh
prdnigŲbdig prjejbd vgstd`g. mh fhvnigbig vrhmŲfdbhkh
trgtdrh ohj igrgs. tg mh. u sonhmu s tdk. jsukbidċgbgd
jsumuig" Shph Ijvhb ig. dbhċg. fdj igmhb jm bhisuigvgrbdidl
pjbtdah" Qgrjvhj ig mh bigejvd bgprdihtgnid prdfgehvhiu
`rbji khedid bg fd nd ku mjŨnd enhvg. d thoj ig 8085" bhrgmdjmh svd sukbidvd fumu pjmvrebutd kuohkh ohoj fd prdzbhnd
svjig bhkgrg" ]rd ejmdbg ohsbdig. Ijvhb ig dbovdzdtjrh u
Ohrohsjbu. ojid sg bhnhzdj bh ohthrsoji zgknid. bhnjŲdjmh
prjejbd vgŨ`g. ċhrjfbihog d svg jsthng ojid pjouŨhvhiumh
prdzjvu muljvg dnd jm vjsoh prhvg adeurd`g bg fd nd dzhzvhnd
bgmiu fjngst dnd skrt" Wprhvj ohj pjsngmd`h tdl pjmstd`hih
Ijvhbh \\DD . zhoniuċbj sh 8073" ejmdbjk u ]unuzu d
Ohrohsjbu ulhpŨgbj ig joj 8"333 jsukbidċgbdl jsjfh. jm
ċgeh ig bidl Ũgst stjtdbh zhvrŨdnj bh njkhm"
Jvhovg hotdvbjstd. ohj d vgndoh rgvbjst ojih ig dzh bidl
sthihnh. bdsu igbihvhng bd u vrgkg Żhbh Fjmgbh. vdsg jm
mvh vgoh ohsbdig" Fjmgb ig ukrj 8741" ejmdbg. hnd ċhod
pjsng tjeh muej ig trhihj prjejb sukbidvdl nd`h. ohn`ju
ohtjndąodk. thoj d u prjtgsthbtsodk zgknihkh Gvrjpg"
Bh thohv rhzvji mjehmhih bdig prgsumbj utd`hnj bdtjŨtj
ig 8160 " ejmdbg phph Ereur u Qhtdohbu jfihvdj prjenhspjm
bhsnjvjk Jkbdpjtgbtds Mgd ,W snhvu Fjeh svgkjeuągeh$.
ojidk ig trgfhnj mh fumg sthvnigbh thċoh bh njv bh vgstd`g"
Ereur. rgajrkhtjr pj shkji svjiji bhrhvd. bhrgmdj igthmh mh sg shmdstdąoj ohŲbihvhbig ufnhŲd. hoj bg d shsvdk
jfusthvd. tg mh sg skrtbh ohzbh ufumuąg dzrdċg dsoniuċdvj
jbdkh ..zh ojig sg mjohŲg mh su uŨnd u phot sh mhvjnjk dmh
su. uz bigejvu pj kj ą. pj ċdbdnd ufdstvj&"
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 884
h Ijvhb \\DD. jvm g p r do hz hb u
vd . f dj i g bh ċg nu V dk j o h tj n d ċ o g
g pjċgtojk \ DQ vgo h . d sv j i d k
up`dkh dzhzdvhj jprgċbg
`d ig " Bigejvj phpsoj sgmdŨtg
d nj sg u Hvdb i jbu . bh i u e u
hŨb ig Arhb`usog . h bg u Qh t d ohbu "
Pdostjv pjouŨhi fdj ig. kgmutdk. orhtojeh mhlh" Orhni
Agrbhbmj Hrhejbsod upjrbj ig prdfgehvhj prdtds`dkh?
Pdost ku sg. dstdbh. bgoj vrgkg jpdrhj d pjsthvnihj dzvgsbg
usnjvg. mh fd bhpjsngtou. prg dstgoh 8=<0" ejmdbg. kjrhj
mh pjebg enhvu. p jvnhċgą d d usnjvg ojig ig pjsthvnihj d funu
ojiu ig prgtljmbg ejmdbg jfbhrjmjvhj"
Pdost ig ukrj vgą 8=<=" ejmdbg. h Agrbhbmj sg. sh
svjig strhbg. pjtrumdj mh phph ojid ig stuphj bh Pvgtu
stjnd`u. Dbjąg btdig QDDD. prhvjvrgkgbj mjf dig ,d rhzukg$
jmejvhrhiuąu pjruou" Dbjągbtdig sg vgą fdj mjohzhj
ohj zhejvjrbdo tvrmg ndbdig u jfrhċubu s igrgtd`dkh d
vgŨtd`hkh u Bgk hċoji. hnd Agrbhbmjvh Ųgnih fdnh ig mh
mgnjvhbiu dbovdzd`dig mh sjpstvgbd pgċht. h bg mh bgkj
Kbjej igvrgkgbh kjrhnj mh prjmg prg bgej Ũtj ąg jvh
pjruohmjprgtd mj njvh`h bh vgstd`g" Kjehj sg stgąd utdsho
mhsuprjejbd d fgzfrjibh sphnidvhbih bh njkhċhkh dkhnh
bgod sjpstvgbd. erjzjkjrbd Ųdvjt. ojigk ċho bd phpsod
bhnjzd bdsu kjend mh sthbu bh orhi" Hoj bdŨth mruej. fhrgk
sukgrdnh ordvd g sh shkdl vgŨth`h d vgŨtd`h prj Ũd rgbh bh
svjigvrsthbbjvd igrgtdċod sthngŲ. u ojigk sg bhŨnj kgsth d zh
jbg ojid prgmsohzuiu fumuąbjst. prdzdvhiu muljvg. fh`hiu
dbd d. bhiigzdvdig jm svdl. bh Ųdvg krtvh`g"
LHDOH W BGKHĎ OJI B G S J P W P ] H IG
Wprojs svgku tjkg. vgŨ`d d vgŨtd`g d mhnig su ċdbdn d vgądbu
rthvhsphnigbdl bh njkhċd dnd fhċgbdl u thkbd`u" Bgkhċod
orhni Khosdkdndihb D s pjsgfbdk
hrjkprdjbuj ig bh njv bh vgstd gjŨtjig 8745" stupdj bh fhvhrsod
rgstj. d thoj sg d mjejmdnj mh
gzkhnj 6"333 vgŨtd h zhvrŨd bh
jkhmuvhrjŨd d Vdzngr. mh fd sg
tjthoj strhŨbd pjerjkd bgmuej
htdkpjbjvdnd d u Huezfureu d
rhizdbeu" Wbgkhąoji mrŲhvd
Lhkfure. Ũgst stjtdbh vgŨtd h
rjeuthj ig pnhkgb u vrgkgbsojk
spjbujm igmbg mg gbdig.honiuċbj sh 8110" ejmdbjk" Bidl
o433 strhmhnj ig u dstjk pgrdjmu
jfndŲbigkerhmdąu Qdr`fureu. emg
upjfdigbd ċho d mgċh d uzrhsth jm
d 86 ejmdbh"
DzvgŨthid j shmdstdċojk
vnihvhbiu dbovdzdtjrh u
hbdid ,prg bgej Ũtj ig ]jkhs
]jrovgkhmh pjsthj vgndod
ovdzdtjr$ bhvgnd su phpu Pdosth
sg prgmjkdsnd u vgzd sh shkdk
stjihbigkdbovdzd`dig" Ejmdbg
<6" jb ig dzmhj phpsou funu
jkig d zvhbdċbj sthvnigbh thċoh
pjstjihbig dbovdzd`dig u ţphbdid"
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863 SHSG D QGţ]D@G
ţ S H B P O H D B O Q D Y D @ D I H
Yh vrgkg Ũphbsog dbovdzd`dig. ojih ig bh dstjrdisou
pjzjrbd`u stupdnh sh dzvgsbdk zhohŨbigbigk. tgo 8=5<"ejmdbg. khsjvbj sphnidvhbig igrgtdoh u jznjenhŨgbjk ċdbu
vgrg ,hutjmhag$ pjsthnj ig rhzjbjmh zh Ũdrjog bhrjmbg
khsg. svg zhigmbj s kdsjk. svgċhbdk prj`gsdihkh. uzh
shv sihi d rhsojŨ `rovgbdl d svgtjvbdl vnhstd. h u prdsustvu
vdsg stjtdbh. ohtohm d ldnihmh engmhnh`h" Ďgnbd`dkh Ũphbsog
dbovdzd`dig pjsnjvdċbj ig dkpjbjvhnj mh sg joupd kbjej
svgth" Sj bidljvji prj`gbd. bdŨth ohj hutjmhag bdig kjenj
thoj mh ushmd strhl jm Fjeh d uŲhs jm bgċhstdvjeh u muŨg
vgrbdoh" Yh rhzndou jm svjig prgtgċg. phpsog dbovdzd`dig.
jvh Ũphbsoh bdig mgnjvhnh pjm jordnigk vhtdohbsoje
pjbtdah. vgą u shenhsiu s vjnijk orhnih Agrbhbmh d orhnid`g
Dzhfgng. vnhmhrsoje phrh Pphbdig" ]j ig mjŨnj mj pubje
dzrhŲhih ohm ig orhni Agrbhbmj u`gbdj phpu Pdosth DQ mh
Bh jvjk p nh tbu Arhbs dsoh Vd` d ih ,813<+81<7$ pr dohzhbj
i g s p hn i dv hb ig ig r g t d o h u s vgċ hb j k ċ db u vgr g ,hutjmhag$ bh
khmrdmsojk e nhvbjk treu ,S nhzh khijr$ . u pr dsus tvu orh n ih
Ohrnh D D jm ţphbd ig . o rh igk \QDD vgoh"
ąg ku. u mhbdkh ohm su kusndkhbsod zhvjigvhm ]ur`d
jzf dnibj prgtdnd Vdku. usorhtdtd vjibu pjkją uojndoj ku
phph zhuzvrht bg mjzvjnd mh stvjrd shkjsthnbu dbovdzd`diu
bh Ũphbsojk tnu"
Jvhi dzbumgbd mjejvjr uzmrkhj ig muljvbu kjm d
dbtgerdtgt phpstvh. d Pdost bdohmh b dig kjehj mh sg pjkdrd
sh ustupojk ojid ig kjrhj mh uċdbd. bhrjmtj ohm ig
svdkh pjsthnj ihsbj mh kgtjmhkh ojig ojrdstg Ũphbsod
dbovdzdtjrd bgkh rhvbdl ċho bd u mjthmhŨbigk dstjrdihtu
dbovdzdtjrsodl mdvnihŨthvh"
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 868
ur \Q. dzhfrhb 8168. muŲbjst pjbtdah j fhvn ihj ig s hk j m vg e jm dbg d zh tj vr gk g dzm hj pjs ngmb id. zbht bj k dnj stdv d i d php so d m gor gt prj tdv
td`h d ċhrjfbihoh" Fdj ig tj Jkbdpjtgbtd s Mgd. jm 63" khrth 8160"
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866 SHSG D QGţ]D@G
]JKHP MG ]JVOQGK HMH . DKG OJIG WNDQH P]VHL
ţphbsod dbovdzdtjrd dspjnihvhnd su mjthm bgsnuągbu d bgvdmgbu
bgċjvgċbjst u prdkgbd tjrturg d zhstrhŨdvhbih" W shkjk
srgmdŨtu tje erjtnh strhvg bhnhzdj sg ]jkhs mg ]jrovgkhmh.
egbgrhnbd ,vgndod$ dbovdzdtjr zh pjmruċig ţphbdig" ]jrovgkhmh.
rjmgb 8=63" ejmdbg. fdj ig jsvgmjċgbd shmdsth ċdig ig dkg d mhb+
+mhbhs sdbjbdk zh svdrgpjst d zherdŲgbjst. dhoj ig jm bigejvg
skrtd prjŨnj vgą vdŨg jm pjnh kdngbdiukh" ]jrovgkhmh ig
fdj sprgkhb mh prdfgebg fdnj ojigk srgmstvu. kh ohoj jbj
jorutbj dnd bgċhsbj fdnj. shkj mh jstvhrd `dni ojid ig zh`rthj9
mh dsojrgbd igrgs d rhzjtordig nhŲbg prgjfrhągbdog ,`jbvgrsjs$.
Igvrgig d kusndkhbg ojid su. tjfjŲg. prgŨnd u lrdŨąhbsou vgru.
shkj zhtj mh fd dzfgend prjejb"
]jrovgkhmh ig sphnidvhj igvrgisog d kusndkhbsog obideg. hdsthohj sg d ohj igmhb jm bhivhŲbdidl prdsthnd`h tzv" Mgorgth dz
Hnlhkfrg. orhnigvsog jfihvg ojijk ig zvhbdċbj prjenhŨgbj
khsjvbj prjtgrdvhbig Igvrgih dz Pphbdig 8=46" ejmdbg" H
jpgt. drjbdijk sumfdbg. d shk ]jrovgkhmh fdj ig igvrgisoje
Egbgrhnbd ,vgn do d$ dbovdz dtjr zh pjmruċig ţphbdig. ]jkhs mg
]jrovgkhmh. u mruŨ tvu Ũphbsoje v nhmhrsoje phrh. o rh n ih
Agrbhbmh d o rh n i d`g Dzhfg ng "
pjrgonh9 bigejvh fhfh ig. svjigvrgkgbj. dz igvrgisog prgŨnh
u lrdŨąhbsou vgru. s tdk Ũtj ig u ]jrovgkhmdbji pjrjmdċbji
dstjrdid pjstjihj ijŨ igmhb thohv. d tj sthrdid snuċhi" Fdnj ohoj
fdnj. knhmd ]jrovgkhmh fgspjejvjrbj ig krzgj d Igvrgig
d iumhdzhk. d ċdbdj ig svg Ũtj ig u bigejvji kjm ohoj fd sg
igmbjk zhsvhemh jerhmdj jm bgprdonhmbdl prgmhoh"
Ohj knhmdą. ]jrovgkhmh ig prdstupdj mjkdbdohbsojk
kjbhŨojk rgmu. emg ig ufrzj mjŨhj bh enhs ohj pjfjŲhb
d rgvbjsthb hsogth" Khnj sg zbh j bigejvjk Ųdvjtu mj
ċhsh ohmh ig. u svjiji 7=" ejmdbd ,8=5=$. prguzgj muŲbjststhrgŨdbg K hbhstdrh Phbth oruz ,Pvgtje orsth$ u Pgejvdid. bh
sgvgru Pphbdig" Bgmuej zhtdk. dkgbjvhb ig zh dspjvgmbdoh
thmh knhmhbg orhnid`g Dzhfgng Ohstdnisog. mh fd bhpjsngtou
pjsthj shvgtbdo d shkg orhnid`g d bigbje suprueh. orhnih
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SHSG D QGţ]D@G 860
AgrbhbmhjmHrhejbh" Orhnigvsod phr fdj ig u tji kgrd
jpċdbigb]jrovgkhmjkmhsu eh 8=<0" pjsthvdnd zh
egbgrhnbje,vgndoje$ dbovdzdtjrh Ũphbsog dbovdzd`dig"
]jrovgkhmh ig fdj jndċgbig tgkgnibjstd" Sj bigejvjk
bhnjeu. svhod lrdŨąhbdb bh tnu ţphbdig. uoniuċuiuąd d
mgvjiċd g sthrdig jm 86 d mgċhog sthrdig jm 8= ejmdbh. kjrhj
g mhpjnhŲg rhċubg dbovdzd did. ohoj fd sg rgmjvbj utvrmdvhnh
ądstjthbidljvg vgrg" YhŨtdągbd hbjbdkbjŨąu. niumd su
pjmstd hbd mh jmhiu ojkŨdig. niumg s ojidkh rhmg. ph ċho d
vjiurjmfdbu d ċnhbjvg bhiuŲg pjrjmd g. uojndoj fd shkj
pjsukbihnd mh su sg jvd jmhnd igrgsd"
ErgŨbdog su ċgohng ohzbg9 jm bjvċhbg ohzbg. prgoj
hkbd g. kuċgbih. mj sphnidvhbih bh njkhm. dnd pho svg
bhvgmgbjpj rgmu. igmbj pj igmbj" Ohm fd sg mjŨnj mjbhistrjŲg ohzbg. njkhąg d fuotdbig. ]jrovgkhmh fd Ųrtvhkh
bumdjdzfjr9 uojndoj pjniufg rhspgąg. kjend su sgfd mh
nhoŨhiukuog thoj Ũtj fd dl kumtgnid prvj umhvdnd. h zhphndnd
d dltgopjŨtj dzmhlbu? jbhi pho oj fd sg pjohihj zh bhvjmbj
jądbigbh bgmgnh fdj fd pjkdnjvhb frzjk skrąu. thoj Ũtj
kubh njkhċu bhfh`hnd suvg phbigvg ojid frzj ejrg? jbd.
kgmutdk. ojid fd. d sujċgbd sh skrąu u strhŨbdk kuohkh. d
hnigtvrmdnd mh su bgvdbd. dnd pjvnhmnd prdzbhbih ojih su dz bidl
hsdnudzvuċgbh + ukdrhnd su ijŨ muŲg. bh tdlji vhtrd. pjŨtj fd
jmbidkh zhphndnd knhmj mrvj. ijŨ pubj sjojvh"
]jkhsmg]jrovgkhmh jfhvnihj ig muŲbjst egbgrhnbje
ovdzdtjrhmgvgtejmdbh. svg mj 8=46. ohmh su d pjsngmbid
vrgid dkusndkhbd Khvrd prjebhbd dz ţphbdig" ]dkg ig
skhtrhjig jb+ fdj jojbċhb bigejv zhmhtho. d thmh sg
jrovgkhmh pjvuohj u Khbhstdr Pvgtje ]jkg u Hvdnd"
gtljmbjig. ohj bgukgrgbj joruthb ahbhtdo. vgą dzerhmdj
strhŨuiuąurgputh diu.ph su eh sg zhtj Ũdrjk ţphbdig d
jihnd d ebuŨhnd ehsg" KrŲbih ig. ŨthvdŨg. fdnh thoj sdnjvdth
ig]jrovgkhmh.jsgąhium sg bgsdeurbdk. jmfdj mhutuig fdnjoumh fgzprhtbig jm 73 strhŲhrh bh ojbidkh d 3vjibdohpjmjruŲigk" @vrstj ufgmgb mh bigejvd frjibd
prdihtgnidshkjċgohiu prdndou mh eh jtruiu. ]jrovgkhmh
vgoprd ru d. zhtrpgzjk. emg ejm fd eh vrgkg jfgmu
gonj + mrŲhjfjm`u s prjtdvjtrjvjk. prhljk jm
bjrjejvjerjeh" Jvg kgrg prgmjstrjŲbjstd. dspjsthvdąg
phobdsufdngbgjpljmbg. fumum mh ig ]jrovgkhmh
krjprdrjmbjkskrąu. 8=4<. u 5<" ejmdbd"
Muejvgċbh ig. kgmutdk. fdnh d jsthnh jkrhŲgbjst ojiu ig
zh Ųdvjth dzhzdvhj. ph su thoj ngth 8<06. mhong vdsg jm 003mdbh pjsng bigejvg skrtd. h mvg ejmdbg prg bgej Ũtj ig
hbsoh dbovdzd`dih ojbhċbj uodbuth. sorbhvdtgnid prjvhndnd u
rovgkhmdbu erjfbd`u. dzvhmdnd bigejvg kjŨtd d sphndnd dl"
snuŨh bhrgmgbih dz Vdkh" Ohm ig phph Dbjągbtdig pjpustdj
pjm prdtdsojk. bh s`gbu ig stupdnh Ũphbsoh dbovdzd`dih.
ojih ąg pjnig mgnjvhbih ohsbdig prjŨdrdtd d bh uonhbihbig
nhŲbdl prgjfrhągbdoh ,`jbvgrsgs$ d jsthndl igrgtdoh ojid su
sh gvrjpsoje tnh prgfgend u Kgosdoj. Sgru d mrueg Ũphbsog
ojnjbdig u Hkgrd`d"
D thoj ig prjŨnj ijŨ pubdl 073 ejmdbh prg bgej Ũtj
ig . Orhnigvsoj k urgmfjk dz 8<0= " ejmdbg. ojbhċbj
uodbuth Ũphbsoh dbovdzd`dih" H prg tjeh ig ijŨ 87 bhrhŨthih
dbovdzdtjrh vjmdnj bgodl 873"333 spjrjvh prjtdv igrgtdoh"
Phkj u rhzmjfniu jm 8713" mj 8533" ejmdbg. joj 7"333
sumgbih jojbċhbj ig skrtbjk prgsumjk d pjeufnigbigk
jptuŲgbdl" Yhpdsbd`d sh suĘgbih jsoumbd su d bgpjtpubd. d
pjordvhiu shkj jmrgmgbg pgrdjmg. thoj mh ojbhċhb frji
Ųrthvh kjŲmh bdohmh d bgąg fdtd jfgnjmhbigb"
SJENGM W SVJţNJP]Wċgbd niumd skhtrhiu mh ig. svg uoupbj. bgemg dzkgmu
=3"3 33 d 833"333 kuŨohrh`h. Ųgbh d mg`g + mh sg d bg
pjkdbiu ldnihmg `rbdl k hċhoh d rhzbdl phsh + kuċgbj
d pjfdigbj u tdl pgt vgojvh d bgŨtj vdsg. ohmh sg Gvrjph
trgsnh u strhlu jm bgċhstdvje d bigejvdl bgmgnh. h phpg
d dbovdzdtjrd dzehrhnd bg fd nd dzfhvdnd lrdŨąhbsou vgru dz
Yhoniuċbj sh 8<0=" ejmdbjk. vdsg
jm 87 bhrhŨthih dbovdzdtjrh vjmdnj ig
bgodl 873"333 spjrjvh prjtdv igrgtdoh"
Phkj u rhzmjfniu jm 8713" mj 8533"
ejmdbg. joj 7"333 sumgbih jojbċhbj
ig skrtbjk prgsumjk d pjeufnigbigk
jptuŲgbdl"
mhvjnige znje stdsoh" Ptj sg tdċg sumgbih vgŨtd`hkh Ũdrjk
Gvrjpg. zbh sg mh ig bgodl 86"333 jojbċhbj pjeufnigbidkh"
Muej pjŨtj sg Gvrjph ojbhċbj dsojfgnihnh dz tg uŲhsbg
gthpg u svjk rhzvjiu. dstjrdċhrd. bhuċbd`d d psdldihtrd
jsvrbund su sg bh thi erjzhb pgrdjm u dstjrdid ojbtdbgbth
d shengmhnd svu vgndċdbu jfkhbg ojih ig thmh vnhmhnh" Njv
bh vgŨtd`g. s kuċgbidkh d dzbumgbdk prdzbhbidkh. jsthig
ohj vdŨgvgojvbd ojŨkhr bhsthj ohj pnjm strhlh. bgzbhbih.zherdŲgbjstd. pjtdsbutg sgosuhnbjstd d bgjfuzmhbg ldstgrdig"
Muej ig Gvrjph bjsdnh pjbdŲhvhiuąd. srhkhb Ųde tje
pjenhvnih u svjiji dstjrdid"
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SHSG
FJVMŻDIG
Qnhst u rgbgshbsbdk erhmjvdkh+mrŲhvhkh Dthndig ċgstj ig fdnh bgoh vrsth
pjrjmdċbje pjsnh" H pjrjmd`g j ojidkh ig rgċ fdng su zhdsth kj`bg" Ďnhbjvd
pjrjmd`h Qdsojbtd d Pajr`h u Kdnhbu. Kgmdċd u Adrgb`d. Gstg u Agrhrd. Fjohbgerh
u ēgbjvd dnd Fhrfgrdbd. Jrsdbd d Vjvgrg + dkhnd su bgog dnd. ċgŨąg. svg jsjfdbg
ohrhotgrdstd ċbg zh thi sji niumd"
dnbj suŲumgnd zh fjehtstvjk d mruŨtvgbdk sthtusjk.
d bdsukjend mh jmjng prdnd`d mh d svjiu Ũdru rjmfdbu
pjċhstg zvuċbdktdtunhkh d rhsojŨbdk bhċdbjk Ųdvjth
uz thovhzvhbih dmg" Qnhst su bgrgtoj jfgzfgmdvhnd bhsdnigk.
vdkh. kdtjkdbgkdnjsrmbdk pjstup`dkh. d pj tjk g sg
upjrgmdtd igmdbjsh ċuvgbdk dthndihbsodk pjrjmd`hkh ojig
ojvdkhohsbdigvjmdng jrehbdzjvhbd ordkdbhn"
hivgąhkją. bhrhvbj. prdphmhnh ig phphkh. ojid su dkhnd
jrtrgt ,dgvj$ phpg Hngo shbm rh QD. b goh mh Vj mr de h Fj rm Ųdig .
hj ig Luhb mg Luhbgs ,8733 +8 75 4$ . ċ gst j bh zdv hb ‒ Ũ ph b so dk
gnjk&" Hngoshbmhr ig vgrjvhtbj bhivdŨg jspjrhvhb phph ojid ig
stjnjvhj u Qhtdohbu. h bh njŨgk enhsu ig d mhb+mhbhs"
bgdzkgrhb utd`hi ohoj bh vgrsod. thoj d bh svgtjvbd Ųdvjt
ohtjndċog Gvrjpg" Frjibg fjehtg d zbhkgbdtg pjrjmd`g. kgmu
ojidkh d Kgmd`d. Fhrfgrdbd. J rsdbd d ċnhbjvd pjrjmd`g Vjvgrg
rgerutjvhng su phpg dz vnhstdtdl rgmjvh. hnd bhipjzbhtdig su
svhohoj fdng FjrmŲdig" Srvd jm uoupbj mvjid`g phph dz mjkh
FjrmŲdih fdj ig vrgk gŨbd Ohndst DDD. bgohmhŨbid Hnjbsj mg
Fjrlh. oj id ig bh muŲbjst dzhfrhb 8=77" ejmdbg"
Qgą jm shkjeh pjċgtoh vdmgnj sg mh ąg ojm Ohndsth DDD
`hrgvhtd bgpjtdzhk" Jmkhl ig u vhtdohbsou hmk dbdstrh`diu
pjċgj mh uvjmd rjmhog ojidkh ig mjmgnidvhj mjfrj pnhągbg
pjnjŲhig u `rovgbji ldigrhrldid"
Mvjid`h bigejvdl sgstrdąh + igmhb jm bidl fdj ig Vjmrdej.
pubdk dkgbjk Vjmrdej mg Nhbzjn. ojid ąg pjtjk uzgtd
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861 FJVMŻDIG
WPSJB SVQJE SHSG FJVMŻDIG
Sjrjmd`h Fjrlh ,ohoj sg jvj prgzdkg dzvjrbj dzejvhrh.
dthn FjrĘh$ pjtdċg dz ]jrg mg Ohbhnsh. ojid sg bhnhzd bh
jfrjb`dkh pnhbdbh iuŲbj jm erhmh Qhngbsdig. u Orhnigvdbd
Hrhejb" Fjrlg su pjsthnd vgngpjsgmbd`d ohm dk ig mjmgnigbh
zgknih ohj bherhmh zh snuŲfu u rhtu prjtdv kusndkhbh
Khvhrh. ojid su vnhmhnd Sdrdbgisodk pjnujstrvjk ijŨ jm
jskje vgoh bjvg grg" Fjrlg su. u suŨtdbd. fdnd pustjnjvd d
jpjrtubdstd. ċdig su hkfd`dig zbhtbj bhmrhsthng bdzho sthtus"
Dzmhbho ahkdndig ojid ąg jvg hkfd`dig sprjvgstd u mgnj fdj ig
Hnjbsj mg Fjrlh"
VjĘgb 805<" ejmdbg. Hnjbsj ig fdj jmndċhb uċgbdo. ddkhj ig shkj 8= ejmdbh ohm sg updshj bh Wbdvgrzdtgt u
Ngrdmd" Yvhbig ubdvgrzdtgtsoje bhsthvbdoh stgohj ig ijŨ
ohj ejnjfrhmd knhmdą. h bgŨtj ohsbdig stupdj ig u snuŲfu
hrhejbsoje orhnih Hnajbsh Q. ohj mdpnjkhth d shvgtbdo"
Bhivgąd uspgl Fjrlh ig pjstdehj uspgvŨd mh pjkdrd
suojfnigbg strhbg u thojzvhbji Qgndoji zhphmbji Ũdzkd.
u pgrdjmu ohmh su sg phpg sth`djbdrhbg u Hvdbijbu ,iue
mhbhŨbig Arhb`usog$ suprjtsthvnihng phphkh ojid su zhmrŲhnd
sgmdŨtg u Vdku" Hnjbsj mg Fjrlh prdfgehvhj ig svjigvrsbji
kgŨhvdbd jfgąhbih. ndċbje Ũhrkh d prgtbid ohoj fd phpdbje
suphrbdoh. hbtdphpu Ongkgbth QDDD. bhvgj mh dpho jmusthbgjm svjidl prgtgbzdih d prdzbh Khrtdbh Q. phpu rdksoje.ohj
prhvje pjbtdah" Yhlvhnbd phph Khrtdb zhuzvrht ig pjsthvdj ?
Hnjbsh mg Fjrlu bh prgstdŲbj kgstj vhngbsdihbsoje
fdsouph"
Ejmdbg 8===" Fjrlh ig pjsthj ohrmdbhn" ţgzmgsgtŨgst
ejmdbh. ojndoj ig u tjk trgbutou dkhj. Ųdvgj ig zh prdkgr.
jmhb strjeji pjfjŲbjstd d vrndbd" ]hohv bhċdb Ųdvjth fdj
ig u jŨtrji suprjtbjstd s kbjedk bigejvdk ojngehkh
ohrmdbhndkh. ojid su sg rhmdig prgmhvhnd jvjzgkhnisodk
uŲdvhbidkh d rhsojŨd. svg sh svjidk bhnjŲbd`hkh dvhbfrhċbdk pjtjkstvjk" Shph Bdojnh Q prgkdbuj ig 8=77.
ejmdbg. d mjŨnj ig vrgkg mh sg fdrh bhsngmbdo" Ohrmdbhn Fjrlh
u tjk trgbutou fdj ig orlod 55+ejmdŨbid sthrh`. dzku`gb
ojstjfjnijk ojid ig vgądbu vrgkgbh prjvjmdj ngŲgądu
pjstgnid" Bdig stjeh bgrhzuknidvj zfje ċgeh Fjrlh. ohmsusg
ohrmdbhnd shsthnd bh ojbonhvd mh fdrhiu bjvje phpu. bdig bd
uzgt u jfzdr ohj kjeuąd ohbmdmht" Mjejmdnj sg. kgmutdk.
mh bh dkgbh mvjid`g pjtgb`dihnbdl pjbtdah. ojid su sg bh
dzfjrdkh fjrdnd zh prdkht. phmbg niheh. fumuąd mh su fdnd
prgmsthvbd`d kgmusjfbj suprjtsthvnigbdl ahkdndih Ojnjbh d
Jrsdbd" Bgoj vrgkg sthihnj sg thoj bh krtvji thċod. h jbmh ig
ojbonhvh fdnh prdkjrhbh mh pjtrhŲd trgąge ohbmdmhth"
Igmdbh kjeuąh hntgrbhtdvh fdj ig ohrmdbhn Fjrlh. igr shkj
ig jb fdj ċjvgo bgjorbigbje uengmh. h prdtjk bdig mjvjmgb
u vgzu sh dbtgrgsdkh fdnj ojig kjąbg pjrjmd`g" Dstdbhig.
pjvrl tjeh. fdnh mh ig jb d vgjkh sthr d snhfd su fdnd dzengmd mh
ąg muej pjŲdvgtd. h bigejv orjtho. fnhe ohrhotgr jfgąhvhj ig
svdkh zhdbtgrgsjvhbdkh mh ąg. fdrhium bigeh. dzhfrhtd phpus
ojidk ąg k jm mh rhmg Ũth ljąg"Yhnum( Pvd ojid su thoj kdsndnd. ermbj su sg prgvhrdnd" Shph
Ohndst DDD ,pjm tdk dkgbjk jsthąg uphkągb mjthmhŨbid
ohrmdbhn Fjrlh$ stjnjvhj ig svgeh trd ejmdbg" Yh tj vrgkg jb
ig. kgmutdk. uspgj mh uspjsthvd mjkdbh`diu ouąg FjrmŲdihu
shkjk vrlu Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg. prdprgkdvŨd bh thi bhċdb
tgrgb zh svje sgstrdąh. Vjmrdeh. ojid sg. pjmkdąuiuąd svhojeh
ojeh ig kjehj. ejmdbg 8=46" mjkjehj prgstjnh svgtje Sgtrh"
Sjm dkgbjk Hngoshbmhr QD. d Vjmrdej ig jsthj uphkągb
ohj igmhb jm bhijznjenhŨgbdidl pjbtdah svdl vrgkgbh"
Bh jvji snd`d prdohzhb ig Gbgih Pdnvdj Sdojnjkdbd. pjtjbid phph
Sdig DD. u trgbutou ohm eh. 8=71" ejmdbg. Ohndst DDD prjenhŨhvhzh
oh rm dbh nh "
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FJVMŻDIG 865
kgFjrmŲdih + pjsthnd su ohrmdbhnd 8=71" ejmdbg" ]hoj
sthobuthkgsth jfdċbj su zhuzdkhnd niumd u zrgndk. ph d
pjjmkhondkejmdbhkh. hnd jvh mvjid`h ijŨ bg fglu bhvrŨdnh
bd trdmgsgtu. Ũtj ig u dstd khl d uzbgkdrhvhnj d ċumdnj ċnhbjvg
Jmshkje pjċgtoh vdmgnj sg mh ąg ojm
Ohndsth DDD vnhmhtd bgpjtdzhk" dhl
ig uvhtdohbsou hmkdbdstrh`diu pjċgj
mhmjvjmd svjig rjĘhog. ojidkh ig
mjmgnidvhj mjfrj pnhągbg pjnjŲhig u
`rovgbji ldigrhrldid"
hrmdbhnsojeojngediukh" Jbd su prdsthnd bh dkgbjvhbig
hpdbdlbgąhoh pjmvhrnidvjk prgtpjsthvojk mh ąg vrgkgŨbd
hndstufrzjjtdąd bhjbhi svgt. prg bgej Ũtj mvjid`h ohrmdbhnh
spgiumhpustgojrgbg bh vdsjodk pjnjŲhidkh" Ohndst ig.
kgmutdk. fhŨ ohj udbht. pjŲdvgj tjndoj muej mh Vjmrdeh
jsthvdzhpjtohb gnhrh@rovg ,8=75$. uċdbdvŨd eh thoj
uedkpjzbhċhiuvgndojmjstjibdojk. jmkhl mj shkje
pg"Vjmrdeusg thmh. pjrgm jsthnje. uohzhnh kjeuąbjst mh
obgzhkhŨbj fjehtstvj"Mruedphpdbbgąho. Vjmrdejv frht d Ohndstjv kdnigbdo
mrjNuds. prjenhŨgb ig zh vrljvbje zhpjvgmbdoh ,ohpgthb+
gbgrhnh$ @rovg. zhmuŲgbje zh ojkhbmjvhbig phpsodk
uŲhbdksbhehkh" Sgmrj Nuds ig. thojĘg. dkgbjvhb zh
fgrbhtjrh 86 erhmjvh" Fdj ig tj bhrjċdtj kjąhb pjnjŲhi.
sutd erhmjvdmjkdbdrhnd vhŲbdk upjrdŨtdkh u ]jso hbd
hpsodkmrŲhvhkh. mgnu srgmdŨbig Dthndig ojid ig fdj pjm
rhvjkpjbtdah"
HNDP] ]VHŻD OVP]HţOD VH]ndst ig dzhzvhj prgbgrhŲgbjst d ohmh ig usvjidj pnhb zh
hbsdrhbig orsthŨoje pjljmh s `dnigk mh jsnjfjmd @hrderhm
uou ]urhoh Jskhbndih. ojid su prgstjbd`u Qdzhbtdisoje
stvh zhuzgnd 8=70" ejmdbg + h thovu s dtuh`diu bg fd trpgj
gmhb phph ojid mrŲd mj shkjpjŨtjvhbih" Jskhbndig su
kulhkgmhbsog vgrg. h @hrderhm. sthrd Ojb sthbtdbjpj ni.
vhŲbdid lrdŨąhbsod erhm pjsng Vdkh. d phph bdig kjehj tgo
j mh eh prgpustd bgvgrbd`dkh" Kbjed su skhtrhnd mh ig
thŨod pjljm bhisoupnid pjmulvht ojid sg u tjk trgbutou
Ųg prgmuzgtd. d stjeh ig Ohndst. ohoj fd pjmkdrdj trjŨojvgjvhbih. prjmhj svg Ũtj ku sg bhŨnj prd ru`d. uoniuċuiuąd
tj d srgfrj. ukgtbdċoh mgnh. soupj`gbg obideg. ubjsbh
bih. ph d thpdig bh pjigmdbg mgnjvg phpsodl tgrdtjrdih" W
mhid su sg. thoj. bhŨng d dbmunegb`dig + ohtjnd` d su. bhdkg.
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
D B M W N E G B @ D I G
Dbmunegb`dih ig fdnh mgndkdċhb dnd pjtpub jprjst ergljvh.
ojid ig mgnigb ohj rhzrgŨgbig jm vgċbje dsphŨthbih u phonu
zfje skrtbdl ergljvh pjċdbigbdl zh Ųdvjth" QhŲhb usnjv fdj
ig mh ergl prvj kjrh mh jp rjst d @ro vh" ]j ig zbhċ dnj mh ig
dbmunegb`dih kjenh mh sg mhig dsoniuċdvj pjŨtj fd ergŨbdo
dspjvgmdj svjih bgmgnh d prdkdj rhzrgŨgbig ,jprjŨthi$"
Qrgkgbjk ig. bhŲhnjst. mjŨnj mj znjupjtrgfg jvje sdstgkh.
d dbmunegb`dih ig pjsthnh bhċdb mh sg ergŨbdo zh jmrgmgbu
bjvċhbu bhmjobhmu sphsg ohzbg ojih fd ku sngmjvhnh zh
jbj Ũtj ig uċdbdj" Ohmh sg bgkhċod svgŨtgbdo d fjejsnjv
Khrtdb Nutgr 8785" ejmdbg pjfubdj prjtdv jvhovg `rovgbg
pjndtdog ,th pjfubh prgtljmdnh ig stvhrhbiu Srjtgsthbtsog
`rovg$. dbmunegb`dih sg bhŨnh bh umhru ohj bhiejrh u bdzu
znjupjtrgfh ojidkh su prdfgehvhnd rdkjohtjndċod svgŨtgbd`d"
""" Ohndst ig prjmhj svg Ũtj ku sg bhŨnj
prd ru`d. unmiuċuiuąd d znhtj d srgfrj.
ukgtbdċoh mgnh. soupj`gbg obideg.
ubjsbh rhmbh kgsth. ph d thpdig bh
phpsog tgrdtjrdig"
kjend mh pnhtg jmrgĘgbg bjvċhbg dzbjsg mh fd dk. zhuzvrht.
bh mruejk svgtu fdnd jprjŨtgbd ergsd pjċdbigbd zh Ųdvjth"
Bdig. kgmutdk. fdnj bdohovg vhimg jm vgndog phpsog
rhsprjmhig" QhŲbd vnhmhrd lrdŨąhbsog Gvrjpg. ohj Ũtj su
orhnigvd Arhb`usog d Bgkhċog. bdsu fdnd zhdbtgrgsjvhbd zh ijŨ
igmh b svgtd rht" Ohm su jmfdnd mh pjŨhniu phpd jruŲig d vjisouzh orsthŨod pjljm. fdj ig tj orhi" Yfje tjeh bd @hrderhm
bdohmh bdig vrhągb u jordnig lrdŨąhbsoje svgth" Bg trgfh.
stjeh. mh ċumd bd tj Ũtj ig phph Ohndst DDD pjsthj dzrhzdtj
bgjkdnigbh ndċbjst u Vdku" Pdtuh`dih ig fdnh u tji kgrd
jzfdnibh mh su sg. pjsng bigejvg skrtd 8=7<" ejmdbg. Ũphbsod
vjibd zhpjvgmbd`d d `dvdnbd ċdbjvbd`d ojig ig mjvgj u Qhtdohb
jsgtdnd jzfdnibj uerjŲgbdk. ph su u phbd`d bhpustdnd Vdk"
ĎGOHIWāD SHSPOW OVWBW
Vjmrdej FjrmŲdih kjrhj ig mh ċgoh pubg 0= ejmdbg + zhtj vrgkg dzrgĘhng su sg ijŨ ċgtdrd phpg + prg bgej Ũtj ig
stdehj bhmjkho prgstjnh sv" Sgtrh" ]hmh ig dkhj 18 ejmdbu.
d bdig vdsg fdj bhjċdt d vdtho ohj u knhmdk mhbdkh" Jbj Ũtj
ig shċuvhj fdnj ig. kgmutdk. kbjej vhŲbdig" Shph Sdig DD.
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86< FJVMŻDIG
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FJVMŻDIG 864
hndst DDD. jvmg prgmsthvnigb ohj ohrmdbhn. sthihj ig dzh phpsog
ungojijk ig Sjrtuehn`dkh jmjfrgbj mh zhpjċbu prgojhtnhbtsou
jvdbu rjfnigk"
dkh u dzjfdniu""" Mh d bgpjkdbigk fgzfrjibg orgvgtsog zhvgsg. jprgku zh ojbig""" dnd vgndċhbstvgbu ehrmgrjfu. ohj d jerjkbg ojndċdbg znhtbdoh ojig jb pjsgmuig"
hsngmbdoVjmrdejvje uihoh Ohndsth. upjzjrdj ig Vjmrdeh.Ũmjoigfdj knhmdą. mh ig bigejvh sonjbjst mh prdsustvuig
edihkh ‒bgprdonhmbh&. d sorgbuj ku phŲbiu bh tj mh fd j
Pnhfdsu dzengmd fdnd mh ąg ąjvgo pjput
Vjmrdeh dąd svgthċodk put g888 oho
mjndouig igmbjk php
jċdkh. phpstvj ig fdnj ubjshb pjshj
ojid trgfh stj fjnig dzjstvhrd Ũtj vgąh o> 2rdst
jiji ċhstd trgfhnjmh pjvgmg rhċubh ..s vdsg rhzfjrdtjstd&"
phig. prjstj. eufdj vrgkg9 prjŨnj ig. bhdkg. pubdl =3
mdbh. hbdŨth sgbdig prjkgbdnj" Vjmrdej ig d mhnig. ohj d
knhmjstd. fdjrhmsvhojvrsbjk rhzvrhtu. ojid ig shmh. zh
jkgbu. guagkdstdċod bhzdvhb ‒vrtbdk zhfhvhkh„" Dzrjmdj
jskjrjmgg shsvjig trd dnd ċgtdrd niufhvbd`g + pjs ngmbigmjŨnj bhsvgt ohmh ig bigku fdnh 18 ejmdbh + prd ċgku ig
gkhjpdsu igmbje pjzbhbdoh. d mhnig fdj ‒sbhŲbg erhmg.
uŨtvgb& d uz tj‒dzvhbrgmbj vgŨt s bjv`gk„" D zhdsth.
sgbiuiuąg ig fdnj fjehtstvj ojig ku ig th ‒dzvhbrgmbh
Ũtdbh&mjbgnhd prgbgej Ũtj ig pjsthj phph d zh vrgkg
btdadohth" Igmhbjm bigejvdl shvrgkgbdoh zhfgngŲdj ig
ku."
"""bigejvgphpsog jmhig. frjibg jphtdig pj Dthndid d
ţphbdid. ohj d trd fdsoupdig + u Qhngbsdid. Sjrtu d Ohrthlgbd + mjbjsg jerjkhb prdljm. h prdċh sgmh ku shkj zvhbig pjtohb`gnhrh mjbjsd
<"333 znhtbdlanjrdbh" Ynhtj d srgfrj. fdsgrd d tohbdbg dzvgzgbg svdnjk d znhtjk. ohj
d obideg ojig mrdd u svhoji jmhid bhkgbigbji zh
uċgbig + svgeh tjeh
Qrnj su snhfd fdnd dzengmd mh ąg thohv ċjvgo dąd svgthċodkputgk ohohv mjndouig igmbjk phpd" W bigejvdrb jċdkh.
phpstvj ig fdnj ubjshb pjshj ojid trgfh Ũtj fjnig dzkustd.
thoj mh sg jstvhrd Ũtj vgąh ojrdst" ]hoj fhr pdŨg dstjrdċhr
Arhbċgsoj Evdċhrmdbd. thojĘg shvrgkgbdo Vjmrdeh FjrmŲdig9
Ojm bigeh su fdnd mj orhibidl erhbdgh dzrhŲgbd svd pjrj`d. ohoj
jbd tgngsbd. thoj d muljvbd""" Yh rgndediu
jb bdig zbhj. bdtd ig ukgj mh jmrŲd
rgċ" Jfgąhvhj ig svg d svhŨth. hn d sg
bdohmh bg fd pjsvgtdj bgċgku Ũtj bigku ndċbj bgąg mjbgtd ojrdst"
Yh prhvmu bdig khrdj pjŨtj ig u tj vrgkg. Vdk fdj ihzfdbh njpjvh
d ufd`h" D Nhoj.
pjŨtj zh svg erglg ojig
ig pjċdbdj bdig ohzbigb
bh jvjkg svgtu. mjfrj ku ig d%snj mj pjsngmbige mhbh"
Vgċiu. fdj ig ejrd ċjvgo. h dkhj
rgt phpg Hng os hb mr h
Vjmrdeh FjrmŲdig$. mgnj
jvje shv rgk gbd oh.
hrh Fgrbhrmdbh md Fgth.
htje d ohj Sgr um db j
urdodj ,8=7 =+8 78 0$
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803 FJVMŻDIG
Shpsog m rŲhvg dzmhvh ng su sjps tvgb d bjvh`
ij Ũ jm m gv gt j e v go h " Jv hi b j v ċ dą p j t dċ g dz
v r g k g b h v n h m h v db g p h p g H ng o s h b m r h Q D"
vdŨg srgąg bgej. kjŲgfdtd. kh ojid mrued php h vgojvdkh prg bigeh"
Wz thovj tukhċgbig
ohrhotgrh. hutjr ig mjmhj d
tj mh ndċbg hkfd`dig Vjmrdeh
FjrmŲdig bdsu dkhng erhbd`g.
d mh bd vrgkgbjk. ohoj ig
sthrdj. jbg bdsu igbihvhng"
Jb ig prjk dŨnigbj o rgbuj upjmulvht jsbdvhbih m dbhstdig.
ojih ig ukgŨhnh prstg u ejtjvj
svg djng vhŲbg pjndtdċog pjsnjvg bh
gvrjpsojk tnu" Bgċhsthb ig fdj jm shkje
pjċgtoh. ohmh sg ohrmdbhnsod ojbonhv shsthj mh
dzhfgrg bhsngmbdoh phpg Dbjągbtdih QDDD. ojid ig prgkdbuj
8=46" ejmdbg"
Vjmrdej FjrmŲdih dkhj ig fgzerhbdċbg
hkfd`dig. ojig su eh svjk sdndbjk
mrŲhng mj n`rhih Ųdvjth"
FjrmŲdidbd dzengmd mh fumg dzhfrhb ċdbdnd su sg vrnj
snhfdk ċho d prg Dbjągbtdigvg skrtd" Ohrmdbhn ēundihbj mgnh
Vjvgrg. ojid eh ig prgzdrhj. mjndj ig unig bh vhtru pjmsgtdvŨd
phpu mh ig FjrmŲdih ..D>hthnjbh`„. ohoj su ţphb`d bhiċgŨąg
bhzdvhbd u Qhtdohbu. tg mh sg stjeh u bigeh bg kjŲg
pjuzmhtd" Vjmrdej FjrmŲdih ig d ndċbj fdj prdsuthb ohmh ig
jvh ongvgth dzejvjrgbh" Dz svg sbheg fjrdj sg mh jpjvrebg
jptuŲfg. upjtrgfdvŨd prdtjk thoj rhsojŨbu phngtu uvrgmh
mh ig bigejvdk suphrbd`dkh zhdsth khnj bgmjsthihnj mh sh
vgrfhnbje prgmu bh jfrhċub pgsbd`hkh. prg bgej Ũtj su
jsthnd bgohoj. dpho. uspgnd mh dl ufgmg mh sg skdrg. hoj bd
zfje ċgeh mrueje h jbj khohr dz pjŨtjvhbih prgkh pjbtdau
bh shkrtd"
BHKGţ]HBIG DYFJVHKutbg zhoundsbg rhmbig fdng su u pubjk igou mjo su
ohrmdbhnd pjouŨhvhnd mh bhmkumrg igmhb mruejeh d jfgzfgmg
pjfgmu svjidk ndċbdk ohbmdmhtdkh Dzfjr uz tj bg fglu
bhċdbdnd dkhiuąd prgvhsljmbjuvdmuvjniu
FjŲiu dnd bhuk Mulh svgtjeh + Ũtj
su. dbhċg. pj trhmd`did jsbjvbd
ordtgrdiukd ohm sg fdrh phph
+ vgą su engmhnd mh dspubgŲgnig vnhmhrh dthndihbsodl
erhmjvh+mrŲhvh ojid su
ndstjk prdŲgniodvhnd phpu
ojid ąg bidljvdk dbtgrgsdkh
fdtd fndŲd bgej dbtgrgsdkh
mruedl"
W derd sg bhŨnj
bgdzkgrbj kbjej bjv`h"
Srdkgrh rhmd. bhpunisod orhni
Agrhbtg bumdj ig ċdthvg lrpg
znhth mh jtoupd enhsjvg ohrmdbhnh
vjnibdl mh dzhfgru phpu ojid ąg sg u
Qhtdohbu zhnhehtd zh bhpunisog dbtgrgsg"
Sjigmdb`d sg. prdtjk. bdsu ustgzhnd bd jm
tjeh mh prdfgebu prnihvdk pjmvhnhkh" Srdkgrh
rhmd. bh svg strhbg Ũdrdnd su enhsdbg mh Kdnhbgzd bhkgrhvhiu
mh pjtċdbg `gnu Dthndiu. shkj mh fd sg pjtojphj ohbmdmht ojid
mjnhzd dz Kdnhbh. dnd u jvjk erhmu rhąubh bh pjmrŨou"
Vjmrdej FjrmŲdih bdig fdj uoniuċgb u tu fjrfu zh vnhst.hoj bd zfje ċge mrueje h jbj zhtj Ũtj su jm bigeh. ohj
Vjmrdej ig dkhj igmbu vhŲbu prgmbjst
jmbjsu bh svg. dnd ejtjvj svg ohbmdmhtg.
Fdj ig tjndoj fjeht mh ig kjehj mh mgnd
Ũhojk d ohpjk. d thoj ‒oupd„ ojndoj ej
ljąg ohrmdbhnsodl enhsjvh"
ţphb`h. jsthnd ohrmdbhnd. svg shkd Dthndihbd. mufjoj zhzdrhnd"
]j ig. s mrueg strhbg. FjrmŲdid mhnj prgmbjst. igr bigejvj
dkg bdig fdnj uohnihbj nihejk usodl dbtgrgsh d khldbh`dihkh
s kdtjk u ojig su ejtjvj svd jsthnd ohrmdbhnd u ojbonhvdfdnd
upngtgbd" Vjmrdej ig. sgk tjeh. dkhj ijŨ igmbu prgmbjst u
jmbjsu bh svg. dnd ejtjvj svg ohbmdmhtg" Fdj ig. bhdkg. tjndoj
fjeht mh ig kjehj mh mgnd Ũhojk d ohpjk. d thoj ..oupd„
ojndoj ejm pjŲgnd ohrmdbhnsodl enhsjvh"Enhvbd suphrbd`d u fjrfd zh phpsoj bhsngĘg fdnd su
Phtdr dċbh sndoh dz \QD vgoh pr dohzuig bjvċdąg ohoj. pjput odŨbdl
ohpd. phmhiu mjo phph Hngoshbmhr QD ,shsvdk mgsbj$ d bigejvd
kd n igb d` d p ruŲh iu ruog mh dl pjlvh th iu
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Sjr t rg t oh rm db h nh k d nhbsoj e Hs ohb d ih P aj r`g . rhm bgp jzbhtje rgbgshbsbje uk gtb doh " P aj r`h ig f dj p rgvg ihb pj n d t dċh r . h nd zh phpsojk
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FJVMŻDIG 800
AHNH]H VJMVDEH FJVMŻDIG
Qjmgąd ukgtbd d dzhbhtndig rgbgshbsg ejmdbhkh suerhmdnd d Ęjtgrdvhndjvu phnhtu zh Vjmrdeh FjrmŲdiu" Mj
zmhbih sgmjnhzdnjorjz mvjrdŨtg jpngkgbigbj jtkgbj
uorhŨgbdktjsohbsodkstufjvdkh" Bdig bdohovj ċumj
Ũtjohrmdbhn Pajr`h bdig. igmbjsthvbj. kjehj mh jmjnd
mdvjthkhjvje ċumgsbje kgsth ohm ku ig pjbuĘgbj"
GvjŨthigbhpdshj9
Shnhth ig sihibj uorhŨgbh" Ydmjvd vgndoje unhzbje prgmvjrih prgordvgbd suadbdk thpdsgrdihkh? tgpdsd bh
phtjsu u sonhmu su s bhkgŨthigk. jm ojige sg dzmvhih rhsojŨbd mdvhb bh rhzvnhċgbig thpg`drhb `rvgbdk
shtgbjk. h zhstrt fhnmhldbjk. d ojvċge bh йвќзц ig fd nh dznjŲgbh bgprgengmbh. prgngph zfdroh znhth d
srgfrbdbg" ]hkj pjz hmd vdmgj shk ijŨ mvg jmhig. igmbu svu u adbj k shtgbu. sh ądndkdkh d ijŨ igmbdk orgvgtjk. thojĘg p jm fhnmhldbjk. prgordvgbdk hngoshbmrdbsojk ohm dajk? u mrueji prjstjrdid. ijŨ fjehtdig uorhŨgbji. bhnhzdj sg mdvhb sh znhtbdk prgordvhċgk" W srgmdbd tg
jmh ig bhnhzdj sg stj. thojĘg zhstrt hngoshbmrdbsojk ohmdajk d joruŲgb adb j dzrgzfhrgbdk stjnd`hkh"
hrmdbhn HsohbdjPajr`h dz Kdnhbh d ohrmdbhn ēundihbd mgnh
Vjvgrg. prdċgku igjvhi pjtjbid rhċubhj bh adbhbsdisou
jmrsouarhbusoje orhnih ţhrnh QDDD u dzbjsu jm 633"333
nhtbdlmuohth"Bigejvu ohkphbiu bjvċhbj ig pjmrŲhnh d
Vgpufndohēgbjvh. ojih ig dzmvjidnh 833"333 znhtbdl muohth"
VjvgrgdPajrhvjmdnd su jejrċgbu fjrfu u prvh trd enhshbih.
mjoigVjmrdejFjrmŲdih svg vrgkg fdj bh trgągk kgstu"Bdigfdjkbjejdspjm mvjid`g vjmgądl ohbmdmhth. h uprhvj ig
bidljvhtgsbhd bgdzvgsbh fjrfh bigku bhivdŨg d pjejmjvhnh"
Kdtj ig. pjrgm jsthnje. pjmd"dzukgvhj
zvhbig fdsouph u ţphbdid d DthD i d.
vgndog zgknidŨbg pjsgmg d bgorgtbdbg.
zhtdkjphtdig. zhkojvg tvrĘhvg eufgrbhtjrsoh zvhbih. vdsjog `rovgbg
pjnjŲhig. znhtj. mrheunig d soupj`gbjstd
svdl vrsth"
Ohmhsgojbhċbj uvgrdjmh ąg fdtd ohmhr mh bhmihċh d
ēundihbhmgnhVjvgrg dHsohbdih Pajr`u. Vjmrdej ig mvjid`u
hrmdbhnhjfhsujpjbumhkh zh ojig ig pjuzmhbj zbhj mh
vd.igmbjsthvbj. bgągkjąd mh dl jmfdiu" Sjmkdtdj dl ig.jrgmjsthnje. zvhbigkfdsouph u ţphbdid d Dthndid. vgndodk
gknidŨbdkpjsgmdkh dbgorgtbdbhkh. zhtdk jphtdihkh.
hkojvdkh d tvrĘhvhkh. zvhbidkh eufgrbhtjrh. vdsjodk
rovgbdkpjnjŲhidkh. znhtjk. mrheunidkh d soupj`gbjstdkh
dlvrsth
KD]J OHOQJE BGKHBhivgąh dsouŨgbih Vjmrdej ig bhkgbdj dsoniuċdvj ohrmdbhnu
Hsohbdiu Pajr`d. kdnhbsojk ohbmdmhtu. ojkg ig pjbumdj
pjnjŲhi pjtohb`gnhrh. h mh eh mjmhtbj bhkhkd. jfgąhj ku
ig svjiu vgngngpbu phnhtu ojih sg uzmdzhnh bh jfhnd ]dfrh .
prgoj puth Qhtdohbh" Kbjeh su prgngph zmhbih orhsdnh Vdk
tjeh mjfh. hnd jvh erhĘgvdbh bdig dkhnh prgk`h"Pvg jvj zhigmbj prgmsthvnihnj ig. kjeuąg. bhidzmhŨbdid
kdtj dohmh pjbuĘgb igmbjk ohrmdbhnu. d Pajr`h ig uspgŨbj
jmjngvhj svgeh bgodl pgt mhbh prg bgej Ũtj ig ojbhċbj
pjongohj" Bgmuej zhtdk. igmhb lrjbdċhr zhfgngŲdj ig mh ig
ojnjbh jm ċgtdrd khzeg. bhtjvhrgbg jerjkbdk ojndċdbhkh
srgfrh. orgbunh dz Vjmrdejvg phnhtg d. und`hkh Vdkh. stdenh mj
Pajr`dbje. dstdbh vgngngpbje. hnd u pjrgĘgbiu s Vjmrdejvdk.
dpho. zbhtbj sorjk bdige prgfdvhndŨth"
Phm. ohm sg Pajr`h pjvuohj dz dzfjrbg trog. `gnjoupbj
kdnhbsoj n`rdnj sthnj ig dzh Vjmrdeh FjrmŲdig" Ohrmdbhn Vjvgrg.
ojid ig prg tjeh ihvbj rgohj ohoj fd svhoj mrued bh kgstu
phpg fdj fjnid jm ijŨ igmbje FjrmŲdig. fdj ig shmh prdkjrhb
mh prjeuth sjpstvgbd dsohz d ndċbj enhsh zh Vjmrdeh. tgo mh.
ohoj+thoj. sphsg jfrhz" Jsthnd ohrmdbhnd su. bg mdŲuąd ehnhku.
bhpubdnd mŲgpjvg d enhshnd ohoj sg jm bidl jċgodvhnj" Srdċh
sg mh ig p jsngmbid pjtoupnigb igmhb 41+ejmdŨbid ohrmdbhn
ojid ig vgą fdj tjndoj dznhpgj mh igmvh mh ig ujpŨtg zbhj
emg sg bhnhzd d Ũth rhmd" Pvgeh pgtjrd`h ohrmdbhnh jmfdnh su
Vjmrdejvu pjbumu" Frjiċhbj su dl ufgmnidvj bhmkhŨdndjbd ojid su prdlvhtdnd" Jmnuoh ig ojbhċbj mjbgth pjsng
`gnjbjąbje zhsgmhbih. prgm zjru 88" hveusth 8=46" ejmdbg"
]hmh sg Vjmrdej FjrmŲdih. shmh phph Hngoshbmhr QD. jmgvgb
u trhmd`djbhnbu phpsou jmgŲmu. pjihvdj bh fhnojbu. bh
pr jk sprhtu htdohbsog phnhtg d prgm bgprgengmbjk
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80= FJVMŻDIG
svgtdbjk. dzejvjrdj pjzbhtg rgċd9 ‒Ќг shk phph d bhkgsbdo
Lrdstjv""" Fnhejsdnihk erhm. d zgkniu fnhejsdnihk. d Dthndiu
vhs`gnu fnhejsdnihk. d svgt fnhejsdnihk shv"„
Sj mhvbj usthbjvnigbji trhmd`did. dzfjr bjvje phpg u
Vdku pjsnjvdċbj su prhtdng fgsjkuċbg tgrgvgbog d jpŨtd
kgtgŲ. ph ig thoj fdnj d u vrgkg snhvnih zfje pjfgmg mrueje
phpsoje ohbmdmhth dz thfjrh FjrmŲdih" Bgodl mvgsth niumd
skrtbj ig strhmhnj u pjkgtbid ojih ig bhsthnh ċdk ig jfihvnigb
rgzuntht enhshbih. h `rovgbh zvjbh Ũdrjk erhmh jenhsdnh vgndod
mjehĘhi" Jm jsthndl dzfjrh jvd su sg. kgĘutdk. rhzndojvhnd pjjpŨtgk ċuĘgbiu. ebgvu d strhlu ojig su dzhzvhnd"
‒Phm bhs igmhb vuo mrŲd u Ũh`d&. ejvjrdj ig adrgbtdbsod
ohrmdbhn ējvhbd md Njrgb`j mg Kgmdċd. dbhċg pjtjbid phph
Nhv \" ‒D tj kjŲmh bhierhfnidvdid vuo oje ig jvhi svgt vdmgj"
Wojndoj ku bg ukhobgkj prjŲmrhąg bhs svg bgkdbjvbj &
Shnhth Pajr`h Ďgzhrdbd. ojijk ig Hsohbdj Pajr`h pjmkdągb ohoj
fd ds tu pd j dz tr o g z h ph ps ou or ub u. d mhbhs stjid emg ig shzdmhbh.
prgkmh dze ngmh zbh tbj m ruehċ d ig "
]VWNDDYFJVDKbjed su tdl mhbh + prgmsthvbd`d Qgbg`dig. Agrhrg d Khbtjvg
+ bh shv enhs prjtgstjvhnd. h d u Ũdrdk oruejvdkh prdċhnjsg
mh su dzfjrd bhkgŨtgbd. tg mh su. shkdk tdk. bidljvd rgzunthtd
bdŨthvbd" Srgvhrg. d tj fgzjċbg. zhdsth ig d fdnj. hnd ohrmdbhnd
ojid su sg pjnhojkdnd bh FjrmŲdidbj kdtj bdsu ltgnd bd mhzu`bu. mjo ig shk bjvjdzhfrhbd phph d tg ohoj vjmdj rhąubh
j tjkg mh bg jsthvd bd bhikhbige mjohzh ojid fd gvgbtuhnbj
kjehj fdtd upjtrgfnigb prjtdv bigeh" Bhpunisod orhni Agrhbtg
pnhohj ig shzbhvŨd mh su jerjkbg svjtg bjv`h ojig ig unhehj
u svje ohbmdmhth jtdŨng u mdk pjŨtj jvhi bdig uspgj mh sg
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Srgvhrg. d tj fgzjċbg. zhdsth ig d
fdnj. hnd ohrmdbhnd ojid su pjmngend
prgm FjrmŲdidbdk kdtjk
bdsu ltgnd bd mh zu`bu"""
jebg phpsog orubg"Bdig. kgmutdk. svg fdnj thoj `rbj. ph bd svd strhljvd
supjtpdrdvhbd pjsng dzfjrh Hngoshbmrh QD bdsu fdndhvmhbd" KjŲmh jb d igstg fdj dsovhrgb. bgkjrhnhb d
vgrhb. hnd stjid mh ig mrued phph dz ouąg FjrmŲdih dkhj
vgsbh svjistvh ojih su ku jkjeuądnh mh dzhĘg bh orhi
hkzdvdk. khtgrdihndstdċodk. lgmjbdstdċodk k dnigjk
gshbsbg Dthndig ojid fd fgz sukbig ufrzj mjŨhj enhvg
bgojk muljvbdigk. bg thoj svgtjvbjk pjbtdau" Yh vrgkg
vnhmhvdbg bigejvje uihoh. phpg Ohndsth. d ċgtvjrd`g pjbtdah
pjsng bigeh. Vjmrdej FjrmŲdih dzrhsthj ig u vrlubsoje
mdpnjkhtu d ejspjmhrh" Wkgj ig. sgk tjeh. mh ubgsg
prdsbjst u ndċbg o jbthotg s niumdkh. prgtpjsthvnihiuąd tukgtjmu jbdk. uvgo bguejmbdk. ‒bhrgmfhkh jmjzej„. h svg.
bhrhvbj. ohoj fd jm svhojeh mjfdj jbj Ũtj ljąg" Qhtdohbsoh
mvjrsoh svdth fdnh ig prdihtbj dzbgbhĘgbh upjzbhvŨd tje
Srjt dv ohtj n dċhbstvh uskgrgbh sht d rh dz \QD vgoh pr dohzuig Hngo-
shbmrh QD ohj bgċhst dvje oji d bh enhv d bjsd phpsou t rjst ruou orubu
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O V W B D P H B i G SHSG HNG O P H B M V H Q D
Hngoshbmrjvj orubdshbig. ojig sg jmderhnj 61" hveusth
8=46" ejmdbg. fdnj ig u tjndoji kgrd gostrhvhehbthb mjehĘhi
mh fd zhsgbdj ċho d trdiukahnbg mjċgog ohovd su prdrgĘdvhbd
`hrgvdkh sthrje Vdkh" Pvgċhbh pjvjroh fdnh ig muŲh jm
trd odnjkgtrh. h u biji ig fdnj 83"333 ojbihbdoh. `gnjoupbj
phpsoj mjkhądbstvj. hkfhshmjrd mruedl zgkhnih. ohj
d ohrmdbhnd bh ojbidkh. svhod s prhtbijk u ojiji ig fdnj
pj 86 niumd" Phk phph Hngoshbmhr ihlhj ig zhonjbigb
fhnmhldbjk ojid eh ig Ũtdtdj jm ihoje pjzbjhveustjvsoje
sub`h" Shpsoh strhŲh d svd vhtdohbsod zvhbdċbd`d prhtdnd su eh
u stjpu"Mjo sg spjrj prjfdihj orjz svgtdbu n`jih sg tdsohnh sh
jfg strhbg und`g. pjvjroh ig prjŨnh dspjm. spg`dihnbj zh
tu prdndou pjmdebutdl nuojvh bh ojidkh su fdnd dspdshbdsnjehbd. bgod bgsordvgbj fjejlunbd9 ‒Hngoshbmhr
bgpjfgmdvd&. ‒Hngoshbmhr bhiuzvdŨgbdid& d ‒Orubdshbig
vgndoje fjeh Hngoshbmrh&" Pvg dl ig. kgĘutdk. bhmkhŨdnh
pjruoh znhtbdk snjvdkh dspdshbh bh mruejk igmbjk nuou9
‒Qgndod ig Vdk fdj pjm @gzhrjk . ijŨ ig kbjej vgąd pjm
Hngoshbmrjk" Srvd ig fdj skrtbdo. mrued ig fje"&
Qrgndbh d tdsohbig joupnigbg khsg fdnd su u tji kgrd
bgpjmbjŨnidvd mh ig Hngoshbmhr u mvh bhvrhth dzeufdj
svgst. hnd fglu tj shkj prjnhzbd trgbu`d snhfjstd" Ďdk su
orubdshbig d prhtgąg svgċhbjstd fdng zhvrŨgbg. Hngoshbmhrsg. bg eufgąd vrgkg. bhkgtbuj ohj phph ojkg ig. prg
svgeh. pjshj bh uku"
mruŲgniufdvje. strpnidvje phpu ojeh ig. rbdkj jċgodvhbih.
mjfdnh u Hngoshbmru" Yh joj dk ig pjsgfbj zhphnh bigejvh
sprgkbjst mh pjsvgtd phŲbiu d vrgkg bgvjnihkh. rg`dkj.
sdrjtdl umjvd`h d mrueje sorjkbje svgth. ohj d mh prgmuzkg
jmrgĘgbg kgrg ohoj fd pjfjniŨhj pjnjŲhi u ojigk sg td niumdbhnhzg"
D. Ũtj ig dzhzdvhnj ijŨ vgąg ċuĘgbig sprhk tje ċjvgoh ojid
ig mg`gbd ihk h Ųdvgj u bhiv gąji rhsojŨd d f nhejsthb iu. phph
Hngoshbmhr QD ig strjej vjmdj rhċubh j rhspjmgnd srgmsthvh
Hngoshbmhr ig trhŲdj bhċdbh d
srgmsthvh mh svji sgosuhnbd Ųdvjt + d
bigejvg bgpjsrgmbg pjsngmd`g + mrŲd pjmhnig jm jċdiu ihvbjstd" WvdĘhj
ig mh fd rjĘgbh mg`h kjenh mh ku
prgmsthvnihiu skgtbiu shmh ohm ig
pjsthj phph"
dz vhtdohbsoje fumŲgth" ]hmh su ijŨ fdnh svgŲh sgąhbih bh
ejzfg u Vjmrdejvjk zhkou. bh tgrgvgbog j ojidkh ig pjsngfruihj `gj Vdk" ]d fhbogtd fglu thoj rhsojŨbd mh sg prdċhnj
ohoj pj svgku bhmkhŨuiu pdrjvg ojig su svjigvrgkgbj
prdrgĘdvhnd `hrgvd sthrje Vdkh9 bh thbidrdkh jm suvje znhth
dzbjŨgbh ig bhisoupj`gbdih lrhbh. h uz biu d bhifjnih vdbh.
ojih su zvhbd`g pdng dz gostrhvhehbtbj uorhŨgbdl pglhrh"
Hngoshbmhr sg. kgĘutdk. jtohoj ig pjsthj phph.
pjsthrhj mh ignjvbdo zh vhtdohbsojk trpgzjk fumg Ũtj
igmbjsthvbdid. thoj mh ig shmh vhŲdnj prhvdnj mh sg snuŲd
shkj igmbj ig nj pj jfrjou" Kgrg Ũtgmbig fdng su thoj
mrhstdċbg mh su zvhbd`g ufrzj pjċgng mh trhŲg jprhvmhbih.shkj mh dzfgebu ruċojvg d vgċgrg ojm phpg"
HNGOPHBMVJQH POVDQGBH AHKDNDIHHngoshbmhr ig. thojĘg. trhŲdj bhċdbh d srgmsthvh mh svji
sgosuhnbd Ųdvjt + d bigejvg bgpjsrgmbg pjsngmd`g + mrŲd
pjmhnig jm jċdiu ihvbjstd" Wvdmhj ig. dnd fhr tvrmdj mh
uvdmh. mh fd rjmgbh mg`h kjenh mh ku prgmsthvnihiu
skgtbiu shmh. ohm ig pjsthj phph. ph ig thoj prdndojk
orubdshbih jfgąhj ējvhbdiu Fjohċu. hkfhshmjru
Qjivjmstvh Agrhrg. mh ąg sg svhohoj pjtrumdtd mh tu mg`u
bdoj bdohm bg vdmd u Qhtdohbu d Vdku" ]hoj bgŨtj fdnj ig
vgrjvhtbj bgdzvjmnidvj zh ċjvgoh ojid ig svjig pjtjkstvj
vjngj jbhoj ohoj eh ig vjngj phph Hngoshbmhr" H jpgt.
khmh ig thoj sbhŲbj fdj vgzhb zh bidl. fdj ig. uigmbj. d
ċvrstj rgŨgb mh d svjig bhsngmbdog d jsthnu fndsou rjmfdbu
dsojrdstd prg svgeh ohoj fd uċvrstdj svji pjnjŲhi" Ptjehig
d jbj jfgąhbig mhtj hkfhshmjru Fjohċu pjehzdj shkj
pgt mhbh ohsbdig. ohmh ig dkgbjvhj svje bhisthrdige sdbh.
@gzhrgh FjrmŲdiu. bh kgstj bhmfdsouph Qhngbsdig. ċdkg ig jvhi. thmh sgmhk bhgstje jmdŨb id knhmdą. pjsthj bhivdŨd
`rovgbd vgndojmjstjibdo u `gnji ţphbdid" Shph. prdtjk. bdig
jfrhąhj phŲbiu bh ċdbigbd`u mh sg knhmd Ďgzhrg ujpŨtg
bdig bd zhrgmdj" Hngoshbmhr ig. ŨthvdŨg. jmkhl svjk
mruejk sdbu. igmhbhgstjejm dŨbigk Ljargu ,Ejargmu$.
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80< FJVMŻDIG
biji. fhr sg thoj prdċhnj. dzuzgtbj ejmdnj"
Ahkdndih Hngoshbmrh QD. uoniuċuiuąd d jbu Ũdru. fdnh ig
jvjk pjbtdau dzrhzdtj vhŲbh. pjrgm jsthnje d zhtj Ũtj ig Vdk.
pj svgku sumgm. prjstj vrvgj jm bigejvdl bgprdihtgnih"
Igmhb shtdrdċhr bhzvhj ig ēundiu
‒bgvgstjk Lrdstjvjk„. Ũtj ig biji. fhr
sg thoj prdċhnj. dzuzgtbj ejmdnj"
Kgmu jbdkh ojidkh phph bdig fdj pj vjnid bhŨnd su sg d
ohrmdbhnd ojig ig pjfgmdj bh ojbonhvd 8=46" ejmdbg. bidljvgjsuigągbg kg`gbg d vjmgąg pjrjmd`g erhmh Vdkh ojig su
sg prdfjihvhng ċjvgoh ċvrstg ruog ohohv ig fdj Hngoshbmhr.
prdŲgniouium mrueje pjbtdah. bgoje ojeh ąg kjąd mh vrtg joj
khnje prsth"
Kbjed Ųdtgnid Hpgbdbsoje pjnujstrvh fdnd su pjmjzrdvd
Mjkgbdoj @hkpdigr d zvhbd Mjkgbdodbj ,87<8+81=8$. hutjrjvgsndog
bh ojiji vdmdkj Ųgbu s igmbjrjejk. kjŲmh sg. pjrtrgtdŨuąd bigb ndo.
pjs nuŲdj `r thk h ē und i g A hrbgzg. n iuf hvbd` g phpg Hngoshbmrh QD"
prgkh Hngoshbmru. igr jb ig. dpho. fdj tgo ‒Ohthnjbh`&. Ũtjąg
rgą d + bgċ hsb d strhbh` ojid . uprojs ejmdbhkh prjvgmgbdk u
snuŲfd Qhtdohbh. tgŨoj mh ąg mjprdbgtd uengmu phpstvh"
VgŨgbig zh thi prjfngk. fhr pj Hngoshbmrjvjk vdĘgbiu
stvhrd. fdnj ig u tjkg mh sg joruŲd svjidk bhifndŲdkh d
rjmfdbjk . igmdbdkh ojidk h ig zhdsth kjehj mh vgruig"
Bgpjtdzhk. bhrhvbj. bdig fdj bdohovh bjvjst u Qhtdohbu"
Wiho Ohndst fdj ig u svjig vrgkg prhvd khistjr zh rjmfdbsog
ojkfdbhmig. ohj d kbjed bigejvd prgtljmbd`d bh prgstjnusvgtje Sgtrh ojid su u phpstvu prgvhsljmbj vdmgnd
dzvhbrgmbu prdndou mh sg jfjehtg d uzmdebu svjig rjmhog
mgngm dk zvhbih. fjehtstvj d mruŨtvgbd sthtus ohohv dbhċg
u Ųdvjtu bg fd mjstdend" Hnd ċho d dkhium svg tj u vdmu.
Hngoshbmhr QD svg dl ig bhmkhŨdj" W ruohkh tje mgspjth ojid
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FJVMŻDIG 804
da dp |d
D n n n n n g S n d n P^ Л%
n d d n n n d g
d d d d s d D
8М)мм( D
ph Hngoshbmhr QD u kbjej ċgku bdig sg s nhehj sh svj i dk
jkĎgzhrgjk ,mgsbj$. Ũtj eh bdig sprgċdnj mh jvjeh pjsthvd zh
mdbhnh ċdk ig Ďgzhrg bhvrŨdj 8< ejmdbh"
vg vjngj mh rhmd u pjthid. phpstvj ig pjċgdj bgjmjnidvj mh
bh khadiu + ohm ejm fd tj fdnj bgjpljmbj. prdfgehvhnj fd
bhsdniu d dzrhfnidvhbiu. h kją ig pjċdvhnh bh fhsbjsnjvbdk
khkh bjv h"
kgbjvhbih bh vdsjog muŲbjstd Hngoshbmrjvdl knhmdl
jvh āgzhrgh d Ljargh fdnh su tgo pjċgtho" Hngoshbmhr igtd ohrmdbhnsod ojngediuk pjpubdj FjrmŲdihkh d ċnhbjvdkh
fdbg" BhivhŲbdid kgmu bjvjpjsthvnigbdk ohrmdbhndkh fdj
gzhrg FjrmŲdih. s tdk Ũtj ig Hngoshbmhr kjrhj mh prdfgebg
`hnd`hkh bg fd nd zhjfdŨhj prhvdnj mh sg kjeu fdrhtd igmdbj
mdmhtd rjĘgbd u frhċbdk zhigmbd`hkh Ďgzhrg ig bhrhvbj
fdj vhbfrhċbj mgtg. hnd eh ig jth` vgŨtj ‒jzhojbdj&. d tj thoj
Ũtj ig jfihvdj phpsou funu oj ijk ig Ďgzhrg prjenhŨgb sdbjk
bigejvg niufhvbd`g Qhbj`g mgd Ohthbgd d bigbje prvje kuŲh.
pjċdvŨge Mjkgbdoh ēhbj`h Vdbihbh"
Dstje tje mhbh. k gĘutdk. jfbhrjmjvhbh ig ijŨ igmbh funh.
ojijk ig jbh prvh fdnh pjbdŨtgbh. h svg zhrhm ċdstg dstdbg + mh
ig phph Hngoshbmhr Ďgzhrgjv jth`" Mrueh funh fdnh ig. pjtjk.
gngehbtbj prgbgfrgebuth. d Ďgzhrg ig shmh dspubihvhj svg
usnjvg" Shph Hngoshbmhr. kgmutdk. bdig sthj bh tjkg. vgą
ig trhŲdj mh svd jsthnd ohrmdbhnd . ċnhbjvd Pvgtje ojngediukh.jfhvgzbj mjċgohiu d pjzmrhvg @gzhrgh ohm jb d zvhbdċbj
fumg zhuzgj vdsjoj zvhbig u rdksoji ldigrhrldid" Shph ig jm
bidl zhltgvhj mh uċdbg bgŨtj fgz prgsgmhbh. hnd ig fdj ċvrstj
rgŨgb mh dstrhig u svjk zhltgvu" Ohoj sg d kjenj bhsnutdtd.
ohrmdbhn ēundihbj mgnh Vjvgrg jŨtrj sg pjfubdj dzihvdvŨd
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8=3 FJVMŻDIG
mh jb bgąg prdsustvjvhtd tjk ċdbu. igr bg kjŲg mh mjzvjnd mh
ojngediuk fumg ‒jfgsvgągb d znjupjtrgfnigb& bh thohv bhċdb" Sh
dpho. bhpjsngtou ig prdsustvjvhj Ďgzhrgjvjk ustjndċgbiu. pjŨtj
ig bh tj prdk jrhb? d jb d jsthnd ohrmdbhnd kjrhnd su Ďgzhrgu mh
uohŲu pjċhst. fhŨ jbhoj ohoj ig phph tj jm bidl trhŲdj"
Ohrmdbhnd su vgą fdnd jfbgvdmgnd jm ebgvh Ũtj k jrhiu
u svjig rgmjvg mh prdkg phpdbj ojpdng. ohm ig Hngoshbmhr
dzhzvhj ijŨ igmbu. sndċbu shfnhzhb9 prgmnjŲdj ig. bhdkg.
mh Hngshbmrj. knhmd frht ēundig Ahrbgzg. thojĘg fumg
pjsthvnigb zh ohrmdbhnh" Bh jvhi bhċdb phph ig Ųgngj mh
bherhmd ēundiu zh bigbg sgosuhnbg usnueg. hnd ig shkj stdehj
mjmhtbj mh pjvdsd bhpgtjst u vgą usdihbjk Ohrmdbhnsojk
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FJVMŻDIG 8=8
Ugediuku" IjŨ igmbjk ig. kgĘutdk. phph Hngoshbmhr uspgj
bhsdnumh prjeurh svjiu zhkdshj. jvjeh puth thoj Ũtj ig
svdkċnhbjvdkh ojngediukh prdprgtdj mh ąg dl. hoj jmfdiu mh
jmjfrgHngshbmrjvj prjenhŨgbig. zhkgbdtd bjvdk. svjidk
ohbmdmhtdkh"
FjrmŲdih ohoj bh tnu Dthndig. thoj d vhb Hpgbdbsoje pjnujstrvh.
prjk dŨnigbj uejvhrhiuąd frhojvg svjiji mg`d" Żgbdmfh Ljargh.
Hngoshbmrjvje sdbh. knhmjk Phbċjk jm Hrhejbh. ubuojk
bhpunisoje orhnih Agrhbth. pjkjenh ig phpd mh uspjsthvd
mrhej`gbg vgzg s orhnigvsojk p jrjmd`jk n`jih ig vnhmhnh dBhpunijk d Hrhejbjk" Ljargjvh sgstrh. Nuorg`dih FjrmŲdih.
igmdbh oągroh ojiu ig phph mjfdj sh svjijk bhnjŲbd`jk
Shph ig rhmdj bh Ũdrgbiu utd`hih
FjrmŲdih ohoj bh tnu Dthndig. thoj
d dzvhb Hpgbdbsoje pjnujstrvh.
prjkdŨnigbj uejvhrhiuąd frhojvg
svjiji mg`d"
Qhbj`jk mgd Ohthbgd. fdnh ig prg Ųrtvh bgej bgohovh znh
trjvhċd`h. ohovjk ig prdohzhbh u tjndodk ngegbmhkh j
FjrmŲdihkh" Jth` iu ig. pj svgku sumgąd. dsorgbj jfjŲhvhj.
hnd eh tj bdig sprgċdnj mh ig trdput umhig dkhiuąd prdtjk u
vdmu dsoniuċdvj vnhstdtd pjndtdċod ąhr" Srvd Nuorg`didb kuŲ.
ējvhbd Pajr`h. ojid sg 8=40" jŲgbdj thmh trdbhgstjejmdŨbijk
Nuorg`dijk. trgfhnj ig Hngoshbmru mh jfgzfgmd mrhej`gbuvgzu s Kdnhbjk" ējvhbd ig. kgmutdk. pjmfh`dj" Qdsg ig rhmdj u
arhb`usojk bgej u dbtgrgsu svjeh thsth. d dstrhibj ig jmfdihj mh
snuŲd vjisou u phpsoji hrkdid. Ũtj ig Hngoshbmhr jm bigeh trhŲdj"
NWOVG@DIH PG VHYQJMDWz pjkją d bh pjmstd`hi sdbh Ďgzhrgh. Hngoshbmhr ig
jmnuċdj mh sg jthrhsd bgspjsjfbje ējvhbdih" Knhmdą ig fdj
prdkjrhb mh dspjvgmd bgŨtj Ũtj. jċdengmbj. bdig fdnh dstdbh.
bgŨtj Ũtj ig prgmsthvnihnj bh iejrg kjeuąg pjbdŲgbig zh
igmbje ċjvgoh rgbgshbsg + mh zfje dkpjtgb `dig zhprhvj
bdohmh d bdig ojbzuk drhj frho s Nuorg`dijk" Ďdbigbd`h
mh ig Nuorg`dih u tjk trgbutou fdnh trumbh fgstdmbj ig
zhjfdmgbh" Wsngmdj ig rhzvjm d phph ig shmh kjehj bhtgbhbg
Nuorg`did mh prjbhmg mrueje kuŲh" Dzfjr ig phj bh bhjċdtje
sgmhkbhgstjejmdŨbihoh Hnajbsh Hrhejbsoje. vjivjmu jm
FdŨgnigh" Hngoshbmhr ig ejmdbhkh vgą `dnihj bh Bhpuni. h
Hnajbs sg. s jfzdrjk bh tj mh su Hrhejb`d u tj vrgkg vnhmhnd
jvdk erhmjk bh iueu Hpgbdbsoje pjnujstrvh. bhkgtbuj ohj
dmghnhb pjsrgmbdo zh jstvhrgbig tdl hkfd`dih"
Shph H ngos hbm hr pjs thv dj ig svje s dbh Ďgzhrgh ,m rue d s ngvh$ zh
ohrm dbh nh ohm ig jvjkg f d nj 8< ejm dbh " Bh jvjk p nh tbu ēuzgpg+
+Njrgb` h Ehtgr dih ,8<64 +8<< 1$ Ďgzhrg ig p r do hzhb ohoj jm nhz d d z
Qh t d o h b h
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8=6 FJVMŻDIG
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FJVMŻDIG 8=0
i Ųgbg. rhm Fhrtj njkgh Qg bg` di hb h ,8 73 6+8 7 7 7$? s k ht rh
gmhigbhjvjk pnhtbu prgmsthvnigbh. zhprhvj. Nuorg`dih FjrmŲdih.
histhrdihoągroh phpg Hngoshbmrh" Nuorg`diu ig jth` ojrdstdj ohj
jbh. umhiuąd ig vdŨg puth ohoj fd js tv hrd j sj ps tv gb g db tgr gs g"
Frhoig snmjpnigb 8=4<" ejmdbg. hnd ufrzj sg d Hnajbsu
jejmdnjjbj Ũtj ig prg tjeh vgą sbhŨnj ējvhbdih Pajr`u9
jsthjig dzndŨhb" Hrhejb dkh su. bhdkg. uprhvu bhm
hpunigkprgjtgng arhb`usog d Ũphbsog sbheg. d knhmd Hnajbs
Ũgbdigfdjpjtrgfhb phpd" Iunh 8733" ejmdbg. vgrjvhtbj
zphpdbprgąutbd prdsthbho. eruph bhjruŲhbdl sngmfgbdoh
ējvhbd ig fdj prdkjrhb mh prdzbh
ohojzfje dkpjtgb dig zhprhvj bdohmh
bdigojbzukdrhj frho s Nuorg` dijk"
gzhrghFjrmŲdig bhphnh ig Hnajbsh mjo sg Ũgthj pjrgm @rovg
" Sgtrh uQhtdohbu" Bdsu tjk prdndojk uspgnd mh ku zhmhiu
brtbd umhrh . hnd eh ig zhtj. pj svgku sumgąd. mjorhiċdj
gzhrg ndċbj. umhvdvŨd zgth mjo sg jvhi jpjrhvnihj jm
mjfdigbdlrhbh" Nuorg`dih. jfumjvgnh u svjiji mvhmgsgtji.bjejig tuejvhnh zh Hnajbsjk. ojeh ig dsorgbj vjngnh"
Shph Hngoshbmhr ojbhċbj ig mjfdj zgth pj svjiji vjnid
mig Nuorg`did uejvjrdj d trgąd frho. jvjeh put s igmbdk
uedk. zbhtbj upjtrgfnidvdidk Hnajbsjk" Fdj ig tj Hnajbs
Gstg. ċdih ig pjrjmd`h uprhvnihnh erhmjk+mrŲhvjk Agrhrjk"
pjċgtou sg Gstg jpdrhj dmgid mh sg jŲgbd Nuorg`dijk d
ojpjsthbg mgj bigbg bgjkdnigbg ahkdndig" Bdig bd ċumj
jig Hnajbs thoj kdsndj hoj sg dkh u vdmu mh sg u tj vrgkg
svg strhbg bgprgsthbj prdċhnj j FjrmŲdihkh ojidkh su.
rgmjsthnje. prdpdsdvhbh ufdstvh. db`gst. bgkjrhn. rhzvrht d
otdċbj svh mrueh bgmgnh ojih ig kjeuąg pjċdbdtd" Hnajbs ig.
gkgbjk. prjkgbdj kdŨnigbig. prdlvhtdj ig pjbumu. d knhmd
r vgbċhj sg 03" mg`gkfrh 8738" ejmdbg" Yh rhzndou jm prvg
jid`g Nuorg`didbdl kuŲgvh. Hnajbs d bigejvh pjrjmd`h Gstg
prdojsbjvgbj su vnhmhnd svjidk erhmjk+mrŲhvjk. s ċdijk
sg tgrdtjrdijk Shpsog mrŲhvg erhbdċdng bh sgvgru. thoj mh
hmh Hngoshbmhr mjŨhj mj kjm d utd`hih ojig ąg d jb d svd
ejvd bhsngmbd`d bh kgstu pjbtdah prdnigŲbj ojrdstdtd svg mj
hihŨgsbhgstje vgoh" Sjsng tjeh. Agrhrh ig d zvhbdċbj uŨnh uthvShpsodl mrŲhvh"
B KDNIGBDOndojejm vgndojmuŨhb fdj prgkh svji svjiji mg`d. nhvjvsod
jHngoshbmrjvg jċdbsog frdeg d phŲbig jmnhzdj ig bh
URk + I ē "% X + A ) p h * њ d r t d j l a f ▣y v j A G a rV * "L tN K Q ?r dB | " ℑ " ( х 8 vKd% D ▣" ▣, d " ? Q ( " ▣ D Њ )8
j j K d % a d b u p n ` d d" " • ■% % П п? 8 •
ipJKaBJ @JK H m "D SV J ydB ]n П II"Q ]]WEBHB] )
AnaāHV%AHEBHBA DB VJKHBLdJNH ?
R r h ` j b g k h t r n ■ + D
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g t d 99h f gn ng " d+ d nu ЬЙ: + H )
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+ =. +
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•d.B+)%Q %
Erjf H n a jbsh Hrhejbsoje . vj ivjmg jm F dŨg n igh . m rueje suprueh
Nuo rg` d ig Fjrm Ų d ig. ojeh ig 8733 " uf dj b igb f rh t Ďgzhrg "
bigejvje sdbh kdnigbdoh. Luhbh FjrmŲdiu" Sjtorhi mgvgtg
mg`gbdig \Q vgoh. 8=<<. ċgtdrd ejmdbg prg bgej Ũtj ąg
Hngoshbmhr pjsthtd phph. thmh igmhbhgstjejm dŨbid Luhb
mjfdj ig bh pjonjb Ehbmdisoj vjivjmstvj. pjsgm ahkdndig
FjrmŲdih bh dstjou ţphbdig. ojid ig. dbhċg. tgsthkgbtjk
@gzhrg FjrmŲdih pjsnhj ig svjig
bhjruŲhbg prdsthnd`g mh bhphmbu
Hnajbsh" Jfumjvgnh u mvhmgsgtji.
Nuorg`dih ig kbjej tuejvhnh zh bidk"
zhvgŨthj Vjmrdejv sthrdid pjnufrht Sgmrj Nuds" ]j ig. ohoj sg
kjŲg prgtpjsthvdtd. Ųgstjoj rhzebgvdnj Luhbjvje sthrdige
frhth Ďgzhrgh. ojid bdn`hoj bdig kjehj mh sg pjkdrd s tdk mh
su bigeh. gtj. prgsojċdnd ohoj fd umjvjnidnd bigejvjk tjndoj
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8== FJVMŻDIG
khŲgbjk d phŲgbjk frhtu ojid ig. uzergm. u Qhtdohbu fdj
pjzbht pjm bhmdkojk VhzkhŲgboj. bhmdkojk ojid ku ig.
uenhvbjk. fgsprgojrbj prdsthihj" Ďgzhrg sg tjndoj rhsrmdj
mh sg dstjeh ċhsh zhongj ohoj ąg u fdtd Luhbh. dhoj u tjk
trgbutou. ohj prdphmbdo svgŨtgbstvh. d bdig dkhj prhvj mh
prguzkg. prgvhsljmbj svgtjvbg. pjvnhstd`g ojig su Luhbu
prdphng" Ďgzhrgu ig. kgmutdk. thmh fdnj tgo 80 ejmdbh. d
bigejvu prgtbiu bdoj bdig uzgj zh jzfdnibj"
Jbd Ũtj Ũdrg enhsdbg. hnd d jzfdnibdid
pjskhtrhċd mjŨnd su mj zhoniuċoh mh
ig pjrjmd`h pjċgnh mh sgnd vhtdohbsou
rdzbd`u u ţphbdiu"
Ehbmdisoj vjivjmstvj bdig fdnj d igmdbj Ũtj ig Luhbu jsthnj
u hkhbgt jm Sgmrh Nudsh" Bhsngmdj ig d Sgmrjvu bgsuĘgbu
bgvgstu. Khrdiu Gbrdogz mg Nubu" ţgsbhgstjejmdŨbid Luhb
thoj ig dspnjvdj zh ţphbdiu. oh svjk bjvjk vjivjmstvu. d tj
u thoj vgndojk stdnu mh su bgupuągbd pjkdsndnd ohoj tj bh
put orgąg bgod `hr" Fdnj ig tj 8=40" ejmdbg" V hzbgŲgbd jth`.
ojid ig prgoj svhog kgrg pjmdnhzdj svjkg kdnigbdou. dzmhŨbj
ig sbhfmgj Luhbh znhtjk . mrheunidkh. srg frjk . bjv`gk
d svhojihodk mjfrdkh" ]jvhr ig fdj tjndod mh su jm Dthndig
mj ţphbdig kjrhnd mh eh prgvjzg u ċgtdrd ehndig" Jbd Ũtj Ũdrg
enhsdbg. hnd d jzfdnibdid pjskhtrhm mjŨnd su mj zhoniuċoh mh ig
pjrjmd`h pjċgnh mh sgnd vhtdohbsou rdzbd`u u ţphbdiu"
..D>hŲu mh ąg sg jb ,Luhb$ vrhtdtd orjz ejmdbu mhbh. hoj
bg d prg„. prgbgj ig ēhbnusdmj Ohthbgj. dzhsnhbdo dthndihbsoje
erhmh+mrŲhvg K hbtjvg. ‒hnd mh ąg svg tj Ũtj ig pjbgj jsthvdtd
u ţphbdid. h jbmh mjąd mh pjfgrg ijŨ"„
BG SHMH DQGV MHNGOJ JM ONHMGShph Hngoshbmhr ig. jsdk soupj`gbje tjvhrh. sbhfmgj
bhimrhŲge sdbh d rhzbdk shvgtdkh. prg svgeh u vgzd sh
dsprhvbdk pjbhŨhbigk. pjsgfbj ku sorgbuvŨd phŲbiu bh tj
mh ig vhŲbj mh fumg ‒pjfjŲhb& d ‒fjejfjihŲnidv&. mh dzfgehvh
mh jsthig fumhb mj ohsbj u bją. mh sg onjbd oj`og d pjvgmg
rhċubh mh snuċhibj bg trjŨd prdljmg svjeh vjivjmstvh" Luhb
ig + fhr sg thoj prjċunj + ufrzj. mk ig jsgtdj mh ig bh
fgzfgmbji umhnigbjstd jm j`h. mjohzhj ojndoj ig thċbh jbh
bhrjmbh mh ‒dvgr bg phmh mhngoj jm onhmg„" Bjm ig prjvjmdj
pj ohahbhkh. pdj ig. oj`ohj sg. jpŨtdj s fnumbd`hkh d. Ũtj
ig bhiejrg jm svgeh. pjtpubj zhbgkhrdj svjiu suprueu
Khrdiu" ţuŨohnj sg. ŨthvdŨg. mh Luhbh tjndoj zhjoupnihiu d
ds`rpniuiu svhojbjąbg pdihbog d rhzvrht mh bgkh bd vrgkgbh
Vhm Fgrbhrmdbh md Fgth. pjzbhtdige pj bhmdkou Sdbturdodj ,8=7=+8780
prgtpjsthvnih sg mh ig rgċ j pjrtrgtu Nuorg`dig FjrmŲdig"
mh ojbzukdrh frho" Wsojrj sg. kgmutdk. dspjsthvdnj mh jvh
bhehmhbih bdsu utgkgnigbh bh dstdbd. fumuąd mh ig Khrdih i
Shph Hngoshbmhr ig. jsdk soupj`gbje tjvhrh. sbhfmgj bhimrhŲge sdbhd
rhzbdk shvgtdkh. prg svgeh u vgzd sh
dsprhvbdk pjbhŨhbigk. pjsgfbj ku
sorgbuvŨd phŲbiu bh tj mh ig vhŲbj mh
fumg ..pjfjŲhb„ d ‒fjejfjihŲnidv&" D
Gbrdogz zhċgnh. prd ągku ig shk Luhb jpjvrehj jsthng
enhsdbg ohj puou dzkdŨnijtdbu ‒bgodl thkj niumd ojid dkhiu
khnj kjzeh. dnd svg tj fhnigzehiu u pdihbjk sthbiu&"
Bdig. kgmutdk. fdnj pjtrgfbj bd kbjej kjzeh bd prgvdsg
pd`h mh fd sg uvdmgnj ohoj ig knhmhbd vjivjmh ehbmdisod
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FJVMYDIG 8=7
hsngmdjjm j`h bhstrhbg prjltgvg" Luhb. prg svgeh.
bdig uvdĘhj mh u ţphbdid niumd pjprgoj engmhiu bh
tjdzjfdnig d dŲdvdihvhbig. igr u tji zgknid bh `gbd su fdng
sogtg. ohj prhvd lrdŨąhbd. mjo sg bh shv nuosuz d svhojvrsbh
rgtgrdvhbih tdpdċbh zh rgbgshbsbu Dthndiu engmhnj sh
khnjvhŲhvhbigk"Luhb. bhrhvbj. bdzhŨth mruej bdig bd zbhj sgk zh rhsojŨ.
hi d rhzfhmvhbig. d zh bigeh ig fdnj bgŨtj shsvdk prdrjmbj mh
uemg sg zhtgohj. u Ehbmdid. sherhmd mvjrh ojid ąg bhpubdtd
osuzbdkbhkgŨthigk d zhsgbiuiuhk. odtbihstdk uorhsdkh"
hmhsumj Hngoshbmrh mjprng Ųhnfg zfje bgmjndċbje
jbhŨhbih bigejvje sdbh. phph sg bhniutdj d pjsnhj Luhbu
skjuojigkjm bigeh dzrdċdtj zhltgvh mh jfrhtd vdsg phŲbig
hkdŨnigbig niumd kgmu ojidkh Ųdvd"
Bg"Ũtjohsbdig. ejmdbg 8=45. pjsthnj ig jċdengmbj mh iguhbstvjrdj sgfd bgprdihtgnig ojig puoj jċgvj eubmhbig bgąg
kjąd mh ukdrd" Ojndoj sg ejm Luhb frhbdj. bdig fdnj bdohovg
sukbig mh ig jb FjrmŲdih jm enhvg mj pgtg. sonjb mgohmgb`did d
dzrhzdtj jsdjb" ‒Qrnj ovhrhb knhmdą& + thoj eh ig jpdshj igmhb
shvrgkgbdo + ‒pub pjergŨbdl prgmsthvh j sjpstvgbji vgndċdbd
d njŨdl kdsnd. bhmkgb. joruthb d bgrhzukhb"&
W pjzbj ngtj 8=41" ejmdbg Luhb ig mjŨhj u Vdk mhfd eh jth` pjsthvdj bh muŲbjst vrljvbje zhpjvgmbdoh. ti"
ohpgthb+egbgrhnh @rovg" SrgstdŲbj ig fdnj tj zvhbig. igr
Luhb sg shmh bhŨhj bh ċgnu phpsog vjisog. dhoj u Ųdvjtu
bdig dkhj bdohovje vjibje dsoustvh. jfuog. ph bd prdrjmbje
mhrh zh jfhvnihbig zhmhtoh ojid ku ig pjvgrgb" W Vdku su
Shph H ngoshb mhr Q D ,p rv d zmgsb h$ d Ihojp j Sgzhrj . f dsoup Shajsh
bh O dp ru ,m rue d zmgsbh$ jm h iu pj ċhs t svg tjk Sgt ru , sgm d . ngvj$?
jvj u n ig bh p nh tbu bhs n dohj ig ] d` d ihb ,joj 8=<7 +8751$ . p rgmvjmb do vgbg` d ihbsog s n d oh rsog Ũoj ng u gpjl d rgbgshbsg "
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8=1 FJVMŻDIG
Ejbsh nvj mg Ojrmjvh . vj ivjmh
jm ]grhbjvg d Phb thbĘg nh . ċuvgb d
Ũphbso d egbgrh n . bgpjsrgmbj ig
zhsnuŲhb zh tj Ũ tj ig ţphbd ih u \QD d
\QD D vgou dzrhs nh u vjibu s d nu "
Ųdvgnd kbjed pngkdąd zbhtbj ovhndadojvhbdid zh jvu muŲbjst
+ pjkgbdkj shkj dsthobutje ojbmjtigrh Evdmjfhnmh jm
Kjbtgagntrh. vjivjmu urfdbsoje" Phsvdk ig prdrjmbj Ũtj su sg
thovd niumd rhzebgvdnd vdmgvŨd mh dk phph prgtpjsthvnih igmbje
bgdsousbje. rhzkhŲgbje knhmdąh" Vhzvji mjehĘhih ufrzj ąg
pjtvrmdtd bidljvg bhi`rbig snutbig" Luhbjv prvd zhmhtho fdj ig mh pj tċdbd kjąbg . hnd futbjvbg Jrsdbd igvg. oj id su rhċubhnd
bh sbhŲbu arhb`usou pjmrŨou" Sjsng vdŨg bguspgndl pjouŨhih.
ohmh su. dsoniuċdvj zfje Luhbjvg bg spjsjfbjstd. Ųdvjtg
dzeufdng mgsgtdbg prdphmbdoh phpsog vjisog. pjrjmd`h Jrsdbd
ojbhċbj ig pjtċdbigbh. h bidljvd arhb`usod zhŨtdtbd`d jtgrhbd"
Iubho mhbh trgfh nj ig thmh mh fumg Ejbshnvj mg
Ojrmjvh. hrdstjorhth. zbhkgbdtd egbgrhn. u rjmbji Pphbdid
pjzbht ohj Gn Erhb @hpdthb ,Qgndod vjisojvjĘh$" Wprhvj
ig Ojrmjvh. bj kdbhnbj Luhbjv ‒zhkgbdo&. jskdsndj d dzvgjzhvrŨbu. pjfgmjbjsbu jpshmu d bhphm u ahkjzbjk ‒rhtu
prjtdv Jrsdbdigvdl&" Shph Hngoshbmhr ig. kgmutdk. Ųgngj mh
svg zhsnueg prdphmbu bigejvjk
vjnigbjk Luhbu. ph ku ig mjmgndj
pjċhsbj kgstj bh snhvnigbd`ojk
pdru" Ejbshnvj mg Ojrmjvh.
vhb sgfg jm fgsh. bdig ltgj
mh sgmbg zh thovu trpgzu. d
shkj ig dzhŨhj" Yhsngpnigb
prgojkgrbjk niufhvniu prgkh
sdbu kdnigbdou. phph sg zhvhrhvhj
mh ig uzrjo thovje pjbhŨhbih
zhprhvj u tjkg Ũtj ig Ejbshnvj
niufjkjrhb bh Luhbh. ph ig pjċgj
mh skdŨnih bjvg pjċhstd ojidkh ąg
jfhsutd svje bhsngmbdoh" Shnj
ku ig. pjrgm jsthnje. bh phkgt
mh Luhbh orubdŨg zh bhpunisoje
orhnih pjsng skrtd Agrhbth DD 8=41"ejmdbg" Jm tg zhkdsnd Hngoshbmhr
ąg jmusthtd tgo ohm su mj
bigejvdl uŨdiu mjprng mdsorgtbj
prgtgąg pjruog orhnih Agrbhbmh
Hrhejbsoje"
PQG YH LWHBHFdnj ohoj fdnj. tgtjŨgbig knhmje Luhbh bdig fdnj d vrlubh`
Hngoshbmrjvdl hkfd`dih u tjk trgbutou" Bigejvh bhkgrh
zhprhvj ig fdnh mh svje sdbh dsojrdstd ohj srgmstvj zh Ũdrgbig
kjąd pjrjmd`g FjrmŲdih bh `gnj Hpgbdbsoj pjnujstrvj" Ohj
pjbtda. Hngoshbmhr ig vgą pjm sjfjk dkhj Shpsog mrŲhvg. ojigsu zhuzdkhng zbhthb mgj mhbhŨbig srgmbig Dthndig" Khmhsu
Luhbu ig pjvgrgb vdsjo pjnjŲhi u
phpsoji vjis`d. khmh jb bdig dkhj
bdohovje rhtbje dsoustvh"
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FJVMYDIG 8=5
WFDP]QJ LWHBH FJVMŻDIG
Wvgągrbidkąhsjvdkh 8=" iubh 8=45" ejmdbg Luhbjvh
khioh Qhbj h prdrgmdnh ig spg`dihnbu vgċgru u svjkrjmbjksgnu bgmhngoj jm Vdkh pjvjmjk vgndodl pjċhstd
D t j i g suuohzhbg bigbjk sdbu" Qgċgrd ig prdsustvjvhj
Luhbjvsthrdid frht Ďgzhrg FjrmŲdih. ohj d Ljarg. bigejvh
suprueh Phbċh d bidljv rjĘho. ohrmdbhn Luhb FjrmŲdih+
+Nhbzjn" Jojndbh Vdkh kjenh ig bjąu fdtd d tg ohoj jphsbh
zhfjehtg niumg. igr ig rhzfjibdoh fdnj pjsvumh. ph sg
mruŨtvjvgą u sukrho rhzdŨnj. prd ċgku ig Luhb jmihlhj
sfrhtjkĎgzhrgjk d erupjk mruejvh d bidljvdl snueu"
Bgemg uputu. Luhb sg rhsthj jm jsthndl d jmihlhj s
mvjid`jkprhtdnh`h u prhv`u phpsog phnhtg. mvjr`h Phbt
Hbmgnj" Bigejvh bjeh u phnhtu vdŨg bdig orjċdnh. bdtd eh ig
dojvdŨg vdmgj Ųdvje"
Ohmsu uvdmgnd mh ig bgsthj. bgodl 033 niumd pjsnhtj
Luhb FjrmŲ d ih . rhzkhŲgb d kgz dkh` d
s db k d n igb do phpg H ngoshbmrh QD "
ig u pjtrheu sh zhmhtojk mh
prjċgŨnihiu put ojidk ig Luhb
dŨhj" BdŨth bdsu prjbhŨnd" Shph
Hngoshbmhr bhnjŲdj ig thmh svjidk
strhŲhrdkh ţphb`dkh mh prgvrbu
`gj erhm. pgmhni pj pgmhni" W tji
pjtrhzd jbd su mjŨnd mj igmbje ojbiuŨhrh ojid ig ihlhj u
Luhbjvji prhtbid. hnd jvhi ig fdj thoj ehmbj dsprgfdihb
mh ig. khntgbg. fdj bh dzmdshiu. d bdŨth bdig ukgj mh dkohŲg j sumfdbd svjeh ejspjmhrh" SrjbhŨnd su d jprgku
Luhbjvje ojbih bh ojiji su ,bhrjċdtj bh mdzedbhkh$ fdnd
ihsbj vdmnidvd trhejvd Ųgstjog fjrfg" Jm shkje Luhbh.
kgmutdk. d mhnig bdig fdnj bd trheh bd enhsh. ph su FjrmŲdidbd
strhŲhrd pjċgnd mh prgtg vnhsbd`dkh jfndŲbidl ouąh mh ohŲu.
uojndoj dŨth zbhiu. Ũth sg mjejmdnj bgsthnjk vjivjmd"
Sjrjmd`h Jrsdbd. j ojiu su sg phph FjrmŲdih d bigejv
rhzkhŲgbd pjtjkho prg tjeh jergŨdnd. jmkhl su d shkd
slvhtdnd mh ąg sg bhąd u shkjk vrlu ndstg jsukbidċgbdl.ph su sg zhfhrdohmdrhnd u svjidk mjkjvdkh bg fd nd ukhond
ebgvu phpdbdl ‒ejrdnh&"
SNHāGBJ WFDP]QJH jbmh ig. ojbhċbj. prjbhĘgb svgmjo" ējrĘj Poihvd.
trejvh` mrvbjk erhĘjk ojid ig uprhvj dstjvhrhj mrvh bh
igmb jk jstrvu usrgm rgog ]dfhr. shjpŨtdj ig dstrhŲdtgn idkh
mh ig bgemg joj mvh shth uiutrj vdmgj mvjid`u niumd ohoj.
pjm jordnigk thkg. fh`hiu bgoj tgnj u vjmu" Sjtrheh sg
shm prgfh`dnh bh shkj ojrdtj rgog. d pjtrhihnh ig `gnu tu
bją d pjnh sutrhŨbige mhbh. svg mjo u pjmbg bdig prjbhĘgb
ngŨ jmgvgb u nuosuzbd frjoht. sh zbhkgbigk ohpgthb+
+egbgrhnh @rovg" Fdj ig tj Luhb" Bh tgnu ig prjbhĘgbj
jshk rhbh jm khċh. h d eronihb ku ig fdj prgrgzhb" Vuog
su ku fdng vgzhbg. h ufd`g su ku joj vrhth vgzhng ohkgb.
ohoj fd sdeurbj pjtjbuj bh mbj rgog" Sj svgku sg vdmgnj
mh ig bgmvjskdsngbj rgċ j pnhągbjk ufdstvu"
Phvrgkgbh ukgtb dċoh rgojbs t ruo` d ih Luhbjvje uf ds t vh . emg
v dm dkj ohoj sg dzv rŨ dj` d sp rgkhiu mh fh`g b igejvj fgŲ dvj tbj
tg nj u ]dfhr "
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8=< FJVMŻDIG
bigejvd pnhbjvd mh u shsthv Shpsodl mrŲhvh uvuċg d erhm Bhpuni
fdnd jsuigągbd. Hngoshbmhr ig Luhbu kjehj mh pjonjbd bjvu
tgrdtjrdiu. bgzhbgk hrnidvg pjvrŨdbg. ojih sg bhnhzdnh ubuthr
bhpjndthbsodl erhbd`h ,Fgbgvgbtj. ]grhċdbh d Sjbtgojrvj$" Ohm
ig bhihvdj jvhi pjtgz. iubh 8=45" ejmdbg. thnhs bgzhmjvjnistvh
zhpniusbuj ig Vdk" Hngoshbmrjvdk bgprdihtgnidkh bdig fdnjtgŨoj mh bhsnutg Ũth sg ordig dzh tje pjstupoh" H fdj ig tj. pj
bidljvji prgtpjsthv`d. tgo prvd ojrho oh pubjk prdshigmdbigbiu
Bhpunisog orhnigvdbg. Ũtj ąg + zhoniumnd su jbd + fdtd umbigbj
bh prdordvgbdid bhċdb" W jptd`hiu ig. dstdbh. fdnh uŲhsbh jpmih
ojiji sg kjrhnj prdfgm ohoj fd sg jvh gthph Ũdrgbih phpsog
vnhstd. hnd d svg bhrgmbg ahzg ojig ig Hngoshbmhr vgą fdj jskdsndj.
shsgonh u ojrgbu ”ufdstvj"
Shph Hngoshbmhr ig fdj sorlhb shzbhvŨd zh Luhbjvu
skrt. h bhrjmtj ku ig tgŨoj phnj ohm su ku rgond bh ojid ig bhmb bigejv sdb ufdigb" Srdċhnj sg thmh mh ig pj btda
dspustdj rhzmdru m ordo. ohj rhbigbh zvgr. ohm ig uengmhj
Luhbjvj bhmuvgbj. fnhtbihvj tgnj" Lrjbdċhr Ijlhb Furlhrm.
`grgkjbdihn+khistjr phpg Hngoshbmrh. zhpdshj ig sngmgąg9
Ohm ig ċuj mh ig vjivjmh ufdigb d fhċgb u rgou oh j skgąg. phph ig utjbuj u bhimufniu Ųhnjst" Porlhb fjnjk. sr`h
dspubigbje ejrċdbjk. zhtvjrdj sg u sjfu mh u shk jąd ndig ejrog suzg"
O V D Q D @ H D Ż H N J P ]
Phtdkh Hngoshbmhr bdojeh bdig puŨthj u sjfu. h vdsg jm trd
mhbh bdtd ig Ũth igj. bdtd pdj" Fjrgm sg s bgsbjsbdk fjnjk.
pjkdŨnihj ig d bh tj mh ig Luhb. zhprhvj. strhmhj zfje bigej+
vdl. Hngoshbmrjvdl. fgsprdkgrbdl ergljvh" Gvj phpdbdl rgm9
Fje ig jvj kjŲmh uċdbdj zfje bgoje bhŨge erglh. h bg zhtj Ũtj ig jb zhsnuŲdj thoj jorutbu skrt""" Ďvrstj skj. stjeh.
rgŨgbd mh sg pjmvrebgkj prgjfrhŲhiu. ohoj kd shkd. thoj d @rovh" Qjnibd skj mh uodbgkj bgpjtdzhk" Sjċgągkj.
stjeh. jm shkdl sgfg. ph bhsthvdtd orjz `gnu `rovgbu ldigrhrldiu. mjo shv pjshj bg fumg jfhvnigb"
Jvj ig. bhrhvbj. dzrgċgbj u trgbu`dkh Ųhnjstd" Hngoshbmhr ig
fdj d prgvdsg jergzhj u erglu. prgmhngoj ig zhfrhzmdj u rhzbg
uŲdtog mh fd sg prgjfrhzdj prgoj bjm" Wfrzj ig bhsthvdj pj
sthrjk. vrhtdvŨd sg bgkjrhnu d pjndtdmmk spngtohkh"
Luhb ig shlrhbigb u pjrjmdċbji ohpgnd. bgojndoj ąhsju
pjŨtj ig bigejvj fgŲdvjtbj tgnj prjbhĘgbj" Mjvgċbje D
fjrhvdŨth jtprhtdnj eh ig 863 fhonijbjŨh" Ohm ig pjvjroh
stdenh mj jbje kgsth bh jfhnd ]dfrh emg ig ngŨ prjbhmgb.
niumd dz FjrmŲdidbg prdvhtbg vjisog dsuohnd su khċgvg d zhatt
sg mh ąg sg jsvgtdt d p jmbdj`u jvje znjmgnh. kh oj thi fdj.Wprojs vgndojmuŨbji pjbumgbji bherhmd. ufd`h bdohmh
bdig prjbhmgb. prgkmh sg u sukbidvdkh bdig jsoumgvhnj"
Igmbh rdk soh pngkdąoh pjrjmd`h. ojiji su Luhb d bigejv
jth` jmuzgnd pjċhstd zh ojig su jvd mufjoj vgrjvhnd mhdk
prdphmhiu. kjenh ig sthiht d dzh ufdstvh" Bhrjmtj sg sukbihnj
bh ohrmdbhnh ēundihbh mgnh Vjvgrg. vgndoje bgprdihtgnih %
FjrmŲdih. ojid ig fdj pjvgzhb s pjrjmd`jk Jrsdbd"
J F W P ] H Q N I G B H DP ] V H E HMrued kjeum vdbjvbdo fdj ig. kgĘutdk. fndŲd shkjk mjkg
FjrmŲdih. kjŲmh. zhprhvj. d prgvdsg fndzu" Fdnj ohoj fdnj.
dstrheh ojih ig. pj bhrgmgbiu phpg Hngoshbmrh. pjorgbuth
ufrzj pjsng ufdstvh + bgbhmhbj ig jfusthvnigbh trd bgmgnig
ohsbdig" D bdohmh b dig pjorgbuth pjbjvj" @gj snuċhi prgordvg
ig thmh vgnjk thibg. Ũtj ig pjejmjvhnj rhzbdk bhehmhbidkh
joj Luhbjvg skrtd. ph sg thoj. pjrgm jsthnje. ejvjrohnjmh
dstrheh bdig tgo thoj jfusthvnigbh. vgą mh ig uspgŨbj jojb`hd
hnd mh phph bg Ųgnd mh jfihvd dkg ufd`g" Bhivgrjvhtbdid
ohbmdmht. prgkh tdk enhsdbhkh. fdj ig Hngoshbmrjv sdb.
Ďgzhrg FjrmŲdih. ojid ig. dbhċg. pjsngmbid vdmgj Luhbhddvje"
Ohm ig pjergfbh pjvjroh stdenh mj
kgsth emg ig prjbhmgb ngŨ. niumd dz
FjrmŲdidbg prdvhtbg vjisog dsuohnd s
khągvg d zhongnd sg bh jsvgtu" D
Luhbjvh knhmh umjvd`h. Khrdih Gbrdogz mg Nubh. d bigbh
pjrjmd`h fdnd su. jmengmbj. pjtpubj uvgrgbd mh ig Ďgzhrg
ufdj svje frhth" Mgvgt ejmdbh pjŨtj sg. ohj mgċho. zhongj
mh ąg ufdtd Luhbh + skhtrhnd su jbd + Ďgzhrg ig d jstvhrdj
prgtbiu. h u prdnje jvji prgtpjsthv`d svgmjmnd su d bgod mjo
Ohj prvj. Ďgzhrg ig vgą uvgndoj fdj bh enhsu pj
svjiji fgzjfzdrbji. erhfnidvji prdrjmd. hnd d pj sonjbjstdoh
dbtrdehkh" Sjmbdtd ufdstvj. prdċhnj sg pj Vdku. zh bigeh
fd fdnj bdŨ th bjvj" Pgk tjeh. Ďgzhrg ig kbjej tjeh kjeh
mh mjfdig Luhbjvjk skrąu" IjŨ jm 8=<<" ejmdbg jb ig
Ųumgj zh Ehbmdisodk vjivjmstvjk d svdk jsthndk zvhbidk
d fnhejk ojig ig bidljv jth` mhj Luhbu" Phmh. ohm ig Luh
uonjbigb. prgm bidk. Ďgzhrgjk. jtvhrhj sg Ũdrjo mruk" Bd
Shph ig. zhsngpnigb prgtgrhbjk niufhvniu
prgkh svjk kdnigbdou. zhvhrhvhj sgfg
mh Luhbh krzg dz + niufjkjrg"
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FJVMŻDIG 8=4
g. kgmutdk. dŨnj enhtoj. prg svgeh zfje bgejmjvhbih j`h
goshbmrh" Shph sg. bhdkg. sdnbj bhkuċdj mjo ig @gzhrgh
urhjuOhrmdbhnsod ojngediuk. d fdj ig mufjoj uvgrgb
ąg.ojrdstgądthi pjnjŲhi ohj jmsojċbu mhsou. bigejv sdb
bjehmhbh fdtd dzhfrhb zh phpu" Hnd Ďgzhrg ig fdj prhvh
gtjvbhprdrjmh. tdpdċhb dzmhbho sgbzuhnbje rgbgshbsbje
gh" Qdsgeh ig zhbdkhj njv bgej kjndtvh. vdŨg ig Ųumgj
jvjzgkhnisodkfnhejk d Ųgbhkh bgej zh muljvbjk
jtjk. hdkhbih d pjsgmd fdnd su ku mrhŲd jm soru Ũgbjstd d
Ųrtvjvhbih"
Luhbjvh knhmh umjvd`h. Khrdih
Gbrdogz mg Nubh d bigbh pjrjmd`h
fdnd su. dzengmh. pjtpubj sdeurbd mh ig
D Ďgzhrg ufdj svje frhth"
Khorhiuig. dpho. svg fdnj pj Ďgzhrgjvji vjnid. hoj bd
fjeċgeh mrueje h jbj stjeh Ũtj sg Ljarg. sdb ojkg ig
hphHngoshbmhr prvjfdtbj fdj bhkgbdj kgstj uprhŲbigbj
Luhbjvjkpjedfdijk. pjohzhj ohj prgtgrhbj sbgfdvnidv
svgusvgku. prgsnhf mh sg sujċd
sh dzhzjvdkh" Ďgzhrg. lhrdzkhtdċbd vjibd zhpjvgmbdo
d prvjonhsbd strhtge. fdj ig zbhtbj fndŲd dmghnu ċvrstje.
ihoje ċjvgoh ojid ąg jstvhrdtd jċgvg hk fd`dig" Yfje tjeh ig
bhpjsngtou. prgkmh bgrhmj. Hngoshbmhr d mjzvjndj @gzhrgu
mh dstupd dz muljvbdċoje sthngŲh. d jb ig 8=4<" ejmdbg d uċdbdj
tj Ũtj bdigmhb ohrmdbhn prg bigeh bdig"
ĎGYHVG WKGP]J LWHBHPhmh ig jstvhrgbig svgtjvbihċodl `dnigvh ojig ig sgfd pjsthvdj
fdnj Ďgzhrgu bhmjlvht ruog" SrjenhŨgb ig zh ohpgthb+egbgrhnh
@rovg ukgstj pjojibje frhth. h 8=44" ejmdbg jŲgbdj sg
ŨgsbhgstjejmdŨbijk ţhrnjtjk jm Hfrgh. dmghnbjk sbhljk
zh phpu ojid ig tjndoj tgŲdj bh iŨdrji pjndtdċoji vnhstd" Phrnjth.
rjmgbh sgstrh orhnih Luhbh DDD jm Bhvhrg. pjtd`hnh ig dz igmbg
hrdstjorhtsog ehsojbisog pjrjmd`g. rjmfdbsod pjvgzhbgs arhb`usojk orhnigvsojk pjrjmd`jk. h hoj ig vgrjvhtd
dsohzdkh dthndihbsodl gkdshrh bh arhb`usojk mvjru. orhsdnh iu
ig ‒bgvgrjvhtbh ngpjth&"
Sjsng strhstvgbh mvh kgsg`h ojih su @gzhrg d bigejvh
bgvgrjvhtbj ngph Ųgbh prjvgnd u mvjr`u u Qhngbtdbsojk
vjivjmstvu. ojig мцА&R
Ejmdbg8730"snnohr d kuntdmds`dpndbhrbd stvhrhdh` Ngjbhrmj mh
dbċd prdkdj igjvu pjrumŲfdbu Ďgzhrgh FjrmŲdig. svg s pgċhtjk"
jvgrgbku ig zhmhtho mh sherhmd utvrĘgbih u jfnhstd Vjkhbig
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873 FJVMŻDIG
ig spg`dihnbj zh bigeh d stvjrdj phph Hngoshbmhr. knhmd
supruŲbd`d vdsg bdsu prjvjmdnd vrgkg zhigmbj" Jm iunh 8=44"
ejmdbg. ohm ig dz mvjr`h pjŨhj u rht. Ďgzhrg vdsg bdohmh
bdig vdmgj Phrnjtu. ohj bd bidljvu oągrou. Nuizu. ojih ig
rjmgbh u prjngąg 8733" Ďgzhrg sg prvj fjrdj pjm stgejksvje shvgzbdoh. arhb`usoje orhnih Nuih \DD. u vrgkg jpshmg
Srdċhnj sg mh su bh igmbji vgċgrd ojiu
ig Ďgzhrg FjrmŲdih prdrgmdj orhigk
jotjfrh 8738" pgmgsgt ourtdzhbh
pngshng bheg sh dstj tjndoj snueu"
d zhuzdkhbih erhmh Kdnhbh. mh fd pjtjk sthj bh ċgnj phpsog
vjisog u fjrfd prjtdv pjfubigbdl vgnkjŲh u Vjkhbid. jfnhstd
bh sgvgrjdstjou Hpgbdbsoje pjnujstrvh ojih sg erhbdċdnh s
Shpsodk mrŲhvhkh" Vjkhbih. bhdkg. muej bdig pnhąhnh mhbho
Hngoshbmru. mue sg bhejkdnhj. d phph ig jmnuċdj mh pjŨhnig
Ďgzhrgh bg fd nd jvhi jċdthj fuovd`u thkjŨbidk vgndohŨdkh"
Jfh jvh Ďgzhrgjvh vjibh pjmulvhth. d jpshmh Kdnhbh d
pjljm u Vjkhbid. fdnh su dzrhzdtj uspgŨbh. thoj mh su u ejmdbd
pjnukdngbdiuksoje iufdngih. 8733. jb d bigejv jth` Vdku
mhrdvhnd bhivgąu d bhirhsojŨbdiu svgtojvdbu u dstjrdihtu Fjrmzdid
Srjsnhvh iufdngih pjċgnh ig orvhvdk spgothonjk. svjigvrsbdk
prdsgąhbigk bh enhmdihtjrsog derg dz sthrje Vdkh. ohmh ig
Ďgzhrg. shv fndsthv u sgmnu. jmsgohj enhvg Ũgst fdojvh bh ]reu
svgtje Sgtrh. Ũtj ig dzhzvhnj furbg jvh`dig joupnigbg khsg. Hoj ig vgrjvhtd enhsdbhkh d prdċhkh ojig su oruŲdng Vdkjk.hojig
dzvgsbu pjtorgpu bhnhzg d u mbgvbdċodk fgngŨohkh Ijlhbh
Furlhrmh. snhvnig ig bhsthvnigbj bgjpdsdvjk phrhmjk rhzvrhth
ojih ig prgvhzdŨnh prhotdċbj svg mrueg dzjphċgbjstd pj ojidkh
su FjrmŲdig vgą u tj vrgkg fdng bh enhsu"
E J N G S N G P H Ď D @ G
Igmbh jm tdl prdċh vgnd mh su bh vgċgrd ojiu ig orhigk jotjfrh
8738" ejmdbg uprdndċdj Ďgzhrg FjrmŲdih pgmgsgt ourtdzhbh
pngshng bheg sh dstj tjndoj snueu" Sjsng pngsh usngmdng su
jredig. u ojidkh su bherhmdvhbd jbd ojid fd bhivdŨg puth
vjmdnd niufhv s prjstdtutohk h. dnd pjstdend ‒bhifjnid uċdbho&" D
Sjskhtrhċd. kgmu ojidkh d phph Hngoshbmhr. Ďgzhrg
d Nuorg`dih. ndċbj su jmnuċdvhnd j pjfgmbd`dkh" Ptrhbd
dzhsnhbd`d u Vdku. ojid su rgmjvbj prgbjsdnd svg shfnhŲbidvg
trhċgvg j FjrmŲdihkh svjidk vnhmhrdkh u jthmŲfdbd. dzvgstdnd
Nuorg`dih pngŨg zh svje j`h. phpu Hngoshbmrh QD. d bigejvg ejstg
bh igmbj i jm p jb t d a jv dl s hf nhŲb i dv dl zhfhvh "
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FJVMŻDIG 878
ĎGYHVG FJ VM YDIH D B DO J N J KHO8IHQGN D
Srdmgv‒khodihvgndstdċod&. ojid ig vrgkgbjk pjsthj sdbjbdkагnuohvje. prgprgmgbje d fgsorupunjzbje ċjvgoh. pjtdċg jm
prgzdkgddhdthndihbsoje pds h Bdojnh Khodihvgndih" Khodihvgnd
ghutjrobidegQnhmhnh . jfihvnigbg 8706" ejmdbg. u ojiji
jbzhejvhrhprdfgehvhbig rhzbdk rhspjnjŲdvdk kgtjmhkh.
uoniuċuiuąd d jbg ojig sg bg fd kjeng bhzvhtd gtdċbdk. u `dniu
jsvhihbihd jmrŲhvhbih bh vnhstd" Igmbh jm ndċbjstd ojig su
KhodihvgndiupjsnuŲdng ohj uzjr u stvhrhbiu jvg obideg fdj ig
āgzhrgFjrmŲdih. vjivjmh ehbmdisod"
Khodihvgnd ig upjzbhj Ďgzhrgh 8736" ejmdbg. ohmh ig mjŨhjbhbigejvmvjr u svjistvu sgorgthrh adrgbtdbsoje pjsnhbstvh"
Bhmvjruig Khodihvgnd jsthj muŲg jm trd kgsg d. Ũtj zbhċd
mhit% dtbhjshsvdkmjvjnibj vrgkgbh mh prjuċhvh Ďgzhrgh.
ndąbjd pjsnjvbj" Frjibd @gzhrgjvd pjmvdzd d strhtgedig
KhodihvgndiusupjsnuŲdnd ohj prdkgrd ohoj vhnih jsvhihtd
vnhst. d sthsvg trgfh ċdbdtd mh fd sg pjsng tjeh vnhst shċuvhnh"
Phvgtjvhjig pjndtdċhrdkh d vnhmhrdkh mh jpjbhŨhiu FjrmŲdiu"
Wsgmkjkpjenhvniu Qnhmhj`h. Khodihvgnd sg jsvrąg bh
gmhbmjehĘhi ojid ig bh bigeh jsthvdj pjsgfbj sbhŲhb utdsho"Vgċigj igmbji tgŨoji sdtuh did u jfnhstd Vjkhbig. bh sgvgru
thndig.ohmh sg FjrmŲdih svjijk vnhŨąu pjsnuŲdj bh bhisurjvdid
bhądb. SjŨtj ig zhuzgj `gnu Vjkhbiu. Ďgzhrg ig uvdmgj mh ig
gąjigmbji mdvnihċoji. bgurgmgbji zgknid ojijk ig. fgzkhnj.
bgkjeuąguprhvnihtd" Gvj Ũth pdŨg Khodihvgnd9
"""хdgnid mh pjbjvj uspjsthvd kdr d pjojrbjst prgkhd—fstdkh. skhtrhj ig ,@gzhrg FjrmŲdih$ bgjpljmbdk mh,u Vjrbbid$pjsthvd vhnihbjeeufgrbhtjrh" Bh tu muzbjst stjeh
igdkgbjvhjejsphrh Vhkdrh m%Jroh mg Njrou. Ųustrje d jfutbjeċjvgoh. ojkgigmhj bhiŨdk jvnhŨągbih" Yh orhtoj kkg thi ąjvgo pjbjvj ig uspjsthvdj kdr d igmdbstvj. d tj s jerjkbdkuspgljk" Ohsbdig ig vjivjmh mjŨhj mj zhoniuċoh
Ęh bdig bhikumrdig thojprgojkgrbu vnhst mhvhtd fdnj ojkg
Ohj uzjr zh p rj s nhv n i gbu ob i deu D D Srdb`dpg ,Qnhmhnh`$ Bdojnu
Kho d ihvg n d i u p js nuŲ dj ig Ďgzhrg FjrmŲ d ih "
u ruog""" D. fumuąd mh ig mjfrj zbhj mh ig svjidk rhbdidk surjvdk pjstup`dkh bhvuohj d krŲbiu bh sgfg""" pjŲgngj
ig mh svdkh pjohŲg mh. hoj ig dohovdl svdrgpjstd d fdnj. jbg
bdsu pjtgong jm bigeh shkjeh. vgą ig mj bidl mjŨnj usngm ,Vhkdrjvg$ urjĘgbg bgukjnidvjstd" Sjm tdk dzejvjrjk jmnuċdj ig mh sg jfrhċubh s Vhkdrjk. d thoj ig igmbjeh
iutrh. pj @gzhrgjvjk bhnjeu. jvhi pjeufnigb d jsthvnigb thoj bhsrgm treh""" h orhi bigeh orvbdċod phbi d jorvhvnigb bjŲ"
hmhmh suphpsog jmhig prgtvjrgbg u prdvhtbd fjrmgn
bhikhbig 67 Ųgbh svhog bjąd mjnhzd u Qhtdohb ohoj
zhfhvnihng& uċgsbdog bh zhfhvhkh ojidkh su rgmjvbjustvjvhnd d phph Hngoshbmhr. Ďgzhrg FjrmŲdih d kbjed
bhnd" Shph Hngoshbmhr ig frjiċhbj pjihċhj Ohrmdbhnsod
ediuk. prjŨdrdvŨd eh zh mgvgt kgsth. prd ċgku i g svhod
jvjdkgbjvhbdl ohrmdbhnh tu pjvnhstd u pnhtdj pj vdŨg
m o
vgą fdnd tjndoj fjehtd mh fd dk d ċuvgbd ndmdisod orhni Orgz
pjzhvdmgj bh tjkg" Bgkh. vgrjvhtbj. tjndoj sohrgmbdl
enhsdbh j FjrmŲdihkh ohj Ũtj su jbg ojig ig Ũdrdj igmhb jmbidljvdl bhiniuądl bgprdihtgnih. fhrjb Pdnvdj Phvgnd. ojigk ig
phph ojbadsojvhj dkhbig" Fhrjb ig Ųgstjoj krzgj Hngoshbmrh"
SjŨtj ku ig dz Bhpunih stdenj hbjbdkbj pdskj pubj
bhishfnhŲbidvdidl pjigmdbjstd u vgzd s pjbtdajk d bigejvjk
md P nd i m m d m
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876 FJVMŻDIG
ojbtdbgbth" W pdsku sg j phpd Hngoshbmrh ejvjrd ohj j ‒tjrb
ąumjvdŨtu& d ‒tji znjenhsbji zvgrd&. h pdŨg d jvj9
Oj bdig mufjoj pjtrgsgb o hm ċuig prdċg j ċumjvdŨbji nhs`dvbjstd ojiu Qhtdohb vdsg d bg prdordvh. jtvjrgbj
projsgąd Fjeu d svhoji niumsoji prdstjibjstd: Oj sg bg
ebuŨh bhm tdk rhzvrhtjk. bhm db`gstjk d rhsohnhŨbdk pjbhshb igk phpdb g mg`g""" dnd tdk sthm dk h ourtdzhbh
ojig shm mrŲg thkj. u Shnhtd svgtjeh Sgtrh: Bgk h ouąg bh njŨgk enhsu. bd bhiejrge oupngrhih ojid ig ph j bh thoj bdsog erhbg(
Khmh sg u bidkh kjŲmh d prgtgruig. h svg bg fd nd sg
FjrmŲdig Ũtj vdsg j`rbdng jvg jptuŲfg bh rhċub phpg igmvh
Ejmdbhkh su ohrmdbhnd. svgŨtgbd`d d pngkdąd trpgnd d strhmhnd
u Ųrvbiu Hngoshbmrjvg hkfd`dig. bigejvje fgstdmbje
bgpjtdzkh. pjlngpg zh bjvdk tgrdtjrdihkh d pjsgmdkh.
ejmdbhkh dl ig fjngnj Ũtj u Qhtdohbu fjrhvg bigejvg
niufhvbd`g d vhbfrhċbh mg`h. ejmdbhkh su dl kjrdngsvgtg
uvrgmg ojig ig phph svjidk rhzvrhtbdċodk Ųdvjtjk bhbjsdj
@rovd" Hnd tgo 8730" ejmdbg. ohm ig Hngoshbmhr QD prgkdbuj
u phpsoji phnhtd u Vdku ,vgrjvhtbj jm khnhrdig$. tgo thmh
su jbd fdnd sprgkbd mh bhizhm vrhtg kdnj zh mrhej" D Ďgzhrgsg rhzfjngj jm fjniog ojiu su pj `gnjk Vdku rhŨdrdnd jfnh`d
zhrhŲgbdl ojkhrh`h. hnd jb ig fdj knhĘd d zmrhvdid. d prgŲdvgjig"
Wprojs svdk bhstjihbidkh ngohrh ,dnd. kjŲgfdtd. uprhvj
zfje bidl$. ojid su prdfgehvhnd rgmjvbjk puŨdhbiu orvd. phph
Hngoshbmhr dzmhlbuj ig ejtjvj pubdl bgmgniu mhbh pjŨtj
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FJVMŻDIG 870
P kr t p h p g H n g osh b m r h Q D + m g nj b g kh ċo j e s n d oh r h r g h nd s t g
Qd nlg nkh ]r dfbgrh ,8<78 +8485$ " ţuŨoh nj sg mh ig phph j t rjvhb. h n d
prg ąg f d t d mh i g uk rj jm k h nh r d i g"
Nd`g ku igpjprdkdnj fjiu mumh. dnd bhi`rbig bgog
orpgtdbg. h fdnj ig prgordvgbj pnhvj+`rbdk angohk h" Bjs jtgohj. usth bhmu th + i gr dspjm bidl su ku prgshvdnd igzdo
+ usbg bhfufrdng"
Ďho d ohm ig th erjzbh. bhmuvgbh ngŨdbh bgohoj bheurhbh u
krtvhċod shbmuo. bdoj bdig Ųgngj mh prdĘg d khohr ig mjmdrbg"
Srjbgj sg enhs mh ig phph Hngoshbmhr svjigvrgkgbj sonjpdj
shvgz sh Ęhvjnjk. d mh ku ig shk bgċhstdvd pjkjehj mh
pjsthbg phph 8=46" ejmdbg. d mh su zhtj shmh. uprhvj u ċhsu
ohm ig dzmhlbuj. bh nd`u kgsth vdĘgbd mgkjbd" KjŲmh ig d tj
fdj igmhb jm rhznjeh Ũtj su svgŨtgbd`d dz @rovg svgtje Sgtrh
jmfdnd mh uċgstvuiu u shlrhbidvhbiu phpdbdl zgkbdl jsththoh"
Jsthnd bdsu ordnd ehmgbig bhm sthbigk u ojigk sg ngŨ bhnhzdj.
ebuŨhiuąd sg svg niheg ojiu su pjbtda dz mjkh FjrmŲdih d `gnh
Ejmdbhkh su ohrmdbhnd. svgŨtgbd`d
d pngkdąd trpgnd d strhmhnd u ŲrvbiuHngoshbmrjvg hk fd`dig. bigejvje
fgstdmbje bgpjtdzkh. pjlngpg zh
bjv dk tgrdtj rdihk h d pjsgmdkh . ,"""$
bigejvdl niufhvbd`h d vhbfrhċbg mg`g. d
uvrgmh ojig ig jb. svjidk rhsohnhŨbdk
Ųdvjtjk. bhbjsdj @rovd"
th pjrjmd`h fh`dnd bh Vdkjohtjndċou `rovu" PvgŨtgbd`d sg
svhohoj bg fd prgmjkdsndnd d dpho jfhvdnd muŲbjst joj uojph
mh sg bdsu bhŨnd bh kgtd zhs trhŨuiuądl prgtbid"
B D @ V O Q H E H B D IG J Ż H N D N H
Krhċbh rgputh`dih ojih ig prhtdnh FjrmŲdig jmvrhtdnh ig
vgądbu vhtdohbsodl `rovgbdl vgndojmjstjibdoh d jm rgovdigksog
kdsg. ojih sg pjsnjvdċbj jmrŲhvh ohm sg upjojid pjenhvhr.
thoj mh su sg bh biji pjihvdnh shkj bidl ċgtvjrd`h" Arhbċgsoj
Sdojnjkdbd. ojid ig bhsngmdj Hngoshbmrh QD ohj phph Sdig DDD.
zhfrhbdj ig jmrŲhvhbig mrueg kdsg. jbg zh pjoji Hngoshbmrjvg
muŨg" ‒Fdnj fd svgtjermg&. jfihvdj ig Sdig DDD. ‒mh sg kjndkj zh
hibjstd" Fdnj ohoj fdnj. phbdoh ig jfuzgnh ċnhbjvg pjrjmd`g
jrmŲdih ojidijŨ bdsu fdnd bhpustdnd Qhtdohb. igr svd jbd
jfrjsu zbhnd. ohj. ujsthnjk. d shk @gzhrg. mh shmh. ohm
hpgbgkh vdsg. bgkh vdsg bd igkstvh bidljvg fgzfgmbjstd"
Bgod suskgsth pjfgend dz Vdkh" Mrued su jsthnd. hnd shkj
hfd bh frzdbu pjlhrhnd Hngoshbmrjvu rdzbd`u d jpnihċohnd
hpsogjmhig. uzgvŨd znhtj. srgfrj. mrheunig. znhtbg pglhrg
orhŨgbg skhrhemdkh d znhtbu sounpturu khċog s mvh
rupbh mdihkhbth bhkgstj jċdiu. ohj d jmgŲmu svgtje Sgtrh.
hądąohbu mrhedk ohkgbigk" Sngb su shordnd u mvjrh` Phbt
bmgnj. d tgo thmh ig jfbhrjmjvhbj mh ig phph ukrj"
ţtj jm fjngstd ojih ig prgtljmdnh skrtd. Ũtj jm sphrbje
veustjvsoje vrgkgbh. tgo nd`g d tgnj Hngoshbmrjvj fdnd
utjndoj dzjfndągbd mh dl ig fdnj strhljth pjengmhtd" Ijlhb
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87= FJVMŻDIG
bh`djbhnbji `rovd Phbth Khrdih md Kjbsgrhtj u Vdku"
‒@hrstvj& FjrmŲdih. ojig ig Hngoshbmhr thoj muej d uz tjndoj
kbjej spngthoh d bhpjrh erhmdj. rhsphnj sg ufrzj pjsng bigejvg
skrtd" Mjo iji ig jth` fdj Ųdv. Nuorg`dih ig ijŨ d fdnh ojndoj+tjndoj
vhŲbh ohj vgzh s phpjk oj ijk su sg snuŲdnd strhbd hkfhshmjrd.dzhsnhbd`d d jsthnd jptdkdstd ojid su sg bhmhnd mh ąg dk phph
dzhąd u susrgt" Hngoshbmrjvh rjĘhoh. Hmrdihbh mgn Kdnh. dkhnh
g sndċbu unjeu. Ũtj zhoniuċuigkj pj jbjkg Ũtj ig j rdksoji
ouąd u ojiji su jvg mvg Ųgbg Ųdvgng zhpdshj igmhb lrjbdċhr tje
vrgkgbh9 ‒Qgądbh jbdl ojid Ųgng mh sg mjmvjrg phpd unhzg bh
jvh vrhth"„ Hnd svgku tjkg bhenj ig mjŨhj orhi jbje ċhsh ohm ig
Hngoshbmhr ukrj"
ĎGYHVG D NWOVG@DIH9 OVHIDstj ig thoj frzj dsphrdnh d svh Ďgzhrgjvh kją" Pthrd bgprdihtgnid
+ Jrsdbdigvd. ph Evdmjfhnmj jm Kjbtgagntrh. Ďgzhrgjv
bgohmhŨbid zgt ējvhbd Pajr`h. vgnkjŲg dz Vjkhbig + svd su
shmh trhŲdnd mh dk sg vrhtg prhvh d tgrdtjrdig ojid su dk rhbdig
jmuzgtd" Ejmdbg 8730" zh phpu ig dzhfrhb ēundihbd mgnh
Shbdoh ig jfuzgnh ċnhbjvg pjrjmd`g
FjrmŲdih" Bgod jm bidl skgsth su pjfgend dz Vdkh"
Vjvgrg. jm tje ċhsh Iundig DD. bhiejrd d bhidstrhibdid Hngoshbmrjv
bgprdihtgni. ojid ig jmkhl prgmuzgj svg kgrg bg fd nd FjrmŲdig
jbgkjeuądj u bhuku mh zhmrŲg prgvnhst bhm Shpsodk
mrŲhvhkh" Ďgzhrgh FjrmŲdiu zhrjfdj ig d zhtjċdj Ejbshnvj mg
Ojrmjvh. ijŨ igmhb u bdzu jsvgtg Ųgnibdl bgprdihtgnih. ċjvgo
ojid ig dkhj d tg ohovdl rhznjeh mh krzd svg FjrmŲdig" Ďgzhrg ig.kgmutdk. uspgj mh pjfgebg. mh fd Ųdvjt jojbċhj 8735" ejmdbg
ohj sorjkbd pnhągbdo u vjis`d svjeh zgth. orhnih Luhbh DDD jm
Bhvhrg" Ďgzhrgjvh bhphągbh d dsojrdŨthvhbh sgstrh Nuorg`dih
prgkdbunh ig 8784" ejmdbg jm ojkpndoh`dih dzhzvhbdl
trumbjąjk. dbhċg jskjk pj rgmu"
Ph Nuorg`dijk ig jtdŨnh d pjsngmbih vhŲbh adeurh dz znjenhsbg
grg FjrmŲdih. hnd bd jbh bd bigb jth`. ohj bd Nuorg`didb frht
@gzhrg bdsu dzfngmgnd dz sgąhbih ċjvgċhbstvh" Ngegbmh j
bgpjtdzku. prjmhid `rovgbdl zvhbih. rhzvrhtu. ufdstvdkh d
prnihvdk rhfjthkh svdl vrsth prgprdċhvh sg d mhbhs. h dkg
FjrmŲdih zhmrŲhnj sg mj mhbhs ohj sdbjbdk znh"
Pphvhąh sjfh Nuorg`d ig FjrmŲd ig u mvjr`u u Pgrkjbgt d . emg ig jbh
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FJVMŻDIG 877
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SHSG
PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
Bhisumfjbjsbdid mjehĘhi u Ehndngigvjk Ųdvjtu jmderhj sg. zhprhvj. pubu
68 ejmdbu prg bgej Ũtj ig jb rjĘgb u Sdzd 871=" Vgċ ig j jfihvnidvhbiu mgnh
Mg Vgvjnutdjbdfus Jrfduk @jgdgstduk ,3 orgthbiu bgfgsodl sagrh$ pjnisoje
khtgkhtdċhrh. hstrjbjkh d svgŨtgbdoh Bdojng Ojpgrbdoh. rhmu ojid ig svgtnjst
mhbh uengmhj u ejmdbd skrtd svjeh hutjrh"
♡
Bdig kbjej prjŨnj. h uċdbho jvg obideg kjehj
sg upjrgmdtd s prhvjk gospnjzdijk u dstjrdid
ohoj bhuog. thoj d @rovg" Ojpgrbdojvj mgnj
jtdvurgċdnj ig. prhotdċbj. svgku u Ũth ig @rovh vgrjvhnh
gnjoupbjk bigbjk u ċgb iu + u vgzd s bgfgsdk h d
Ũtdbjkpjstjihbih Ygknig. pnhbgth d Pub`h" Ehndngi ig.htdvŨd vdsjou `gbu. d shk pjsthj ojpgrbdohbh`. uvgrgb mh
tdbh u Sjnihojvji obidzd Mg Vgvjnutdjbdfus. h mh @rovh
gj Ehndngi ,ngvj$ dzvrŨdj ig h st rj bjk soh pjsk ht rh b ih oj ih su
pjtpubj uvgrdnh u dsprhvbjst tgjrdih Bdojng Ojpgrbdoh ,ejrg$"
ergŨd" W Ehndngigvj vrgkg. kgĘutdk. jvhoj rhzkdŨnihtd fdnj
ig vrnj jphsbj" Sr dlvhth iuąd . h zhtdk d Ũ drgą d dmg ig ojig su
pjtojphvhng shkg tgkgnig `rovgbje uċgbih. Ojpgrbdo d
bigejvd sngmfgbd`d nhoj su kjend mh fumu jptuŲgbd zh igrgs"
H @rovh d phpstvj ukgnd su mh fumu shvrŨgbj bgkdnjsrmbd
u bhstjihbidkh mh pjtdsbu fdnj ojig kdŨnigbig j kh ojijitgkd ojih ig jmumhrhnh jm dstdbg ohovu jbd zhejvhrhiu"
W jvhovjk sthvu fdnd su ijŨ vdŨg zhmrtd pjċgv jm srgmdbg
Ũgsbhgstje vgoh. ohm su sg jmk gtbutd p rjtgsthbtd bhkgtbund
ohj bhijzfdnibdih prgtbih s ojijk sg Vdkjohtjndċoh `rovh
sujċdnh u svjiji dstjrdid
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< PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI&
@ V O Q H S V J ] D Q O J S G V B D O H B H @ H
Qgrjvhbih dzh ojidl ig sthihnh @rovh rhzvdnh su sg bh
jsbjvu tgjrdih mvjid`g hstrjbjk h dz mrgvbg Erċog9
Hrdstjtgnh. ojid ig Ųdvgj u ċgtvrtjk vgou prg bjvg
grg. d Stjnjkgih. dz mrueje vgoh b" g" Prgmbijvgojvbh
Ohtjndċoh `rovh skhtrhnh ig bidljvg tgj rdig bgdzkgbidvdk
dstdbhkh ċdiu vgrjmjstjibjst pjtvrĘuig d shkj Pvgtj
pdskj" Srgkh hrdstjtgnjv`dkh. ohoj su bhzdvhbd
sngmfgbd`d Hrdstjtgnh. jvg dstdbg fdnj ig. stjeh. bgkjeuąg
dzkgbdtd. h jbd ojid fd dl mjvgnd u sukbiu shkdk tdk fd
sgfg Ųdejshnd ohj igrgtdog" M rgvbh. egj`gbtrdċbh tgjrdih
uċdnh ig mh sg Ygknih. dbhċg bgpjkdċbh. bhnhzd u shkjk
srgmdŨtu vhsgnigbg. mjo Pub`g oruŲd joj big" Igmhb jm
..mjohzh„ zh jvu tgjrdiu. pj ojiji sg Ygknih bhnhzd u
`gbtru svdl zfdvhbih. zhejvjrbd`d su prjbhnhzdnd u Fdfndid.emg u Sshnku 83=. stdl 7. pdŨg9 ‒Вк pjsthvd Ygkniu bh
tgkgnig bigbg? d jbh sg jmhtng pjkgrdtd bg kjŲg"„
Ojpgrbdojvh lgndj`gbtrdċbh ,sh Pub`gk ohj
srgmdŨtgk$ tgjrdih suprjtsthvnihnh sg jvjk uċgbiu.
tvrmgąd mh sg u srgmdŨtu vhsgnigbg bhnhzd Pub`g. h bg
Ygknih. tg mh joj Pub`h oruŲg d Ygknih d jsthng pnhbgtg
Pubċgvje sdstgkh. pnhbgtg ojig su u tj mjfh. dbhąg. fdng
pjzbhtg ohj ‒nuthiuąg zvgzmg&" KjŲmh sg. bhjoj. mbd mh
Pub`g u tjou mhbh prgnhzd put prgoj bgfgsoje svjmh. hnd
tj ig + tvrmdj ig Ojpgrbdo + puoh jptdċoh vhroh9 prdvdm
orgthbih pjtdċg. zhprhvj. jm orgthbih Ygknig. ojih oruŲd
joj Pub`h"
pd Shvnu DDD pjsvgtdvŨd svji rhm Mg Vgvjnutdjbdfus uprhvj
jbtdau ndċbj" Qjmgb jfhzrdvjŨąu. Ojpgrbdo tj mgnj bdig bd
fihvdj zh Ųdvjth" Pvg ig ubhprgm dspnhbdrhj" Ojpgrbdojvh
jrdih j lgndj`gbtrdċbjk sdstgku dzfgenh ig jsumu vgrsodl
hstd shkj trd ejmdbg pj skrtd bigbje tvjr`h. thċbdig
Srdlvhthiuąd. h zhtdk d Ũdrgąd dmgig
ojig su pjtojphvhng shkg tgkgnig
`rovgbje uągbih. Ojpgrbdo d bigejvd
sngmfgbd`d nhoj su kjend mh fumu
jptuŲgbd zh igrgs"
j 87=1" ejmdbg. ohmh ig mjkdbdohbsod k jbhl ē jvhbd
hrdih ]jnjzhbd jmfh`dj Ojpgrbdojvg dmgig ohj prjtdvbg
gspjrbji dstdbd zhpdshbji u Pvgtjk pdsku" W ordtd`d
dojng Ojpgrbdoh bdig sg thmh jtdŨnj kbjej mhnig. d thohv
mbjs prgkh bigejvjk mgnu pj trhihj ig svg jtprdndog mj
34" ejmdbg. ohmh su d zvhbdċbj prgmuzgtg kgrg ohoj fd
bigejvj mgnj pjtdsbunj" H uprhvj u tj vrgkg bh prvu
jrfgbu ndbdiu sthj ig + Ehndngj Ehndngi"
H N D N G I W Q G B G @ D ID
Sdzd su bh Ehndngih engmhnd ohj bh bhmkgbje Ųutjoniub`h
id bgprgsthbj pjouŨhvh mh mjohŲg mh su bhuċbd pjengmd
i @ o m f fdċ fn m ţ dŨ
Erhvdrh bh ojiji ig prgmsthvn igb phph Shvng DDD" Ojpgrbdo ig
pjsvg t dj p jb t d a u svj i u ob i d eu Mg Vgvjnutdjbdfus. bhŨhvŨd thoj
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PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI& 874
AVJ]GP]HB]D SVJ]DQ OH]JNDOH
Ũ jm bhirhbdidl mhbh lrdŨąhbsoh `rovh dkhnh ig svjigmkgtbdog. jtphmbdog. sgotg. Ũdzkg" BdŨth sg. kgĘutdk.
g kjŲg pjrgmdtd s orupbdk zhjorgtjk ojid sg jmderhj u
jfh rgajrkh`dig. ohmh sg prjtgsthbtsod pjorgt jt`gpdj
mVdkjohtjndċog `rovg. jspjrdj phpsou vnhst d usthbjvdj
jpstvgbh vgrjvhbih d jfrgmg" ]gojvdbg jvje vgndoje
hsojnh trhiu mj bhŨdl mhbh" Ojrgbdtd rhsodm dzkgĘu
rjtgsthbtsog d ohtjndċog vgrg dzvgj ig Khrtdb Nutgr.
gkhċod kjbhl. fjejsnjv d ubdvgrzdtgtsod prjagsjr.
zh thċhb mhtuk uzdkh sg 08" jotjfhr 8785" ejmdbg"
utgr ig pjsnhj pdskj Hnfrgltu. bhmfdsoupu Khib`h
Khemgfureh. d tjk prdndojk dzbgj ordtdog bh rhċub
gtgrh ]g`gnh. mjkdbdohbsoje arhtrh d jpubjkjągbdoh
h dbmunegb`dig phpg Nhvh \" ]g`gn ig pj Bgkhċoji
rjmhvhj dbmunegb`dig d bh thi bhmb prdoupnihj bjvċhbh
rgmstvh zh jfbjvu Fhzdndog svgtje Sgtrh u Vdku"
Mjbdrhbig bjv`h @rovd. fdnj orjz dbmunegb`dig. fdnj
h bgod mrued bhmb. ohtjnd`d su `gbdnd ohj ‒mjfrj mgnj„.
nd Nutgr sg s tdk bdig snhehj" W Vhsprhvd""" j kjm d
gnjtvjrbjstd dbmunegb dih. ojih sg ohsbdig prjċunh ohj
7 tgzh. tgostu ojid ig Hnfrgltu pjsnhj uz pdskj. Nutgr ig
htgejrdċbj tvrmdj mh igmdbj Fje dkh tu kją mh jprjstd
rglg. d mh sg sphs muŨg bg kjŲg jfgzfgmdtd thoj Ũtj ąg
niumd oupjvhtd dbmunegb`dig"Hreuk gbtd dzbgtd prjtdv dbmunegb`dih fdnd su tgo
pjċgtho" Nutgr ig bhphj d prhosu Vdkjohtjndm>g `rovg
mh zhfrhbiuig lrdŨąhbdkh mh Fdfndiu mthiu shkd. vgą mh
dbsdstdrh bh tjk g mh phstvh kjrh ‒Ųdvgtd u bgzbhbiu&. h
mh iji Pvgtj pdskj jfihŨbihvh iu ‒dsovhrgbd& svgŨtgbd`d"
Wkgstj ohtjndċoje ustrjistvh. pj ojigk ig phph
pjsrgmbdo dzkgmu Fjeh. s igmbg. d Dsush Lrdsth. ohj
prgmsthvbdoh ċjvgċhbstvh. s mrueg strhbg. prj tgsthbtd su
skhtrh nd mh ig igmdbd pjsrgmbdo + shk Dsus" Igmdbd put mj
vgċbje sphsgbih. tvrmdnd su prjtgsthbtd. vjmd orjz vgru
u Lrdsth. h bg orjz mjfrjtvjrbd rhm. ohoj su vgrjvhnd
ohtjnd`d"
Vgajrkh`dih d jmejvjr Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg. pjzbht ohj
prjtdvrgajrkh`dih. bhpjsngtou ąg dzkgbdtd ohrtu Gvrjpg.
prd ċgku ig sgvgr ukbjejkg prgŨhj u prjtgsthbtdzhk.
mjo ig iue jsthj vgrhb o htjndċhbstvu" W Ehndngigvj vrgkg.
rhsojn dzkgmu mvg `rovg d mhnig ig dzhzdvhj prjtdvurgċbh
jsgąhbih d sthvjvg" ]hmh sg. Ũtj ig d shk hstrjbjk bh
vnhstdtjk prdkgru spjzbhj. prdfgenj dbovdzd`did d bigbdk
zhstrhŨuiumk kgtjmhkh. h svg ohoj fd sg zhtrj svhod
trhe igrgsd dnd jtphmbdŨtvh ojid fd kjehj mjvgstd mj mhnige
usdtbihvhbih vgrsog zhigmbd`g
Ęg bh mrued ubdvgrzdtgt. jbhi u Shmjvd. ojid ig rhmdj pjm
dnigkfjehtg d kjąbg Kngthċog Vgpufndog" Dspjsthvdnj sg
g jm jvg prjkgbg Ehndngi dkhtd ojrdstd" K ngthċo g vnhstd
g su zbhtbj trpgnidvdid sthv prgkh vgrsodk mdsdmgbtdkhfdnj oje mrueje erhmh+mrŲhvg bh Hpgbdbsojk
ujstrvu. h bhrjmtj jm Vdkh. emg su pjouŨhid mh sg
kdŨnih mruehmig dsojrgbidvhbd prdk gbjk pj nd` disodl
jmh" Ehndngi sg u Shmjvd upjzbhj sh utd`hib dk
bg`dihb`dkh. prdphmbd`dkh vdsjodl sthngŲh ojidkh ig
ig dmgig kjehj mh dznhŲg kbjej snjfjmbdig bgej Ũtj su
tjmjzvjnihvhng prdndog u Sdzd" W tjk. jsgtbj zmrhvdigk
gngotuhnbjk hkfdigbtu Ehndngi ig vrŨdj dspdtdvhbih u
hstd fhndstdog d prjbhŨhj tgrkjsojp. prgtgċu pjtjbigekjkgtrh. ohj d egjkgtrdisod ojkphs. bgou vrstu
kdtdvbje mŲgpbje mdedtrjbh"
JBHNHYHO ] G N G P O J S H
prjbhnhsou ojid ig rhzvdj bg kh ċod jp tdċhr Lhbs Ndpgrsgi"
Ehndngi ig dstje ċhsh uvdmgj mh tgngsojp prgmsthvnih
bgkgrnidv sojo bhprgm u jptd`d. d mh ig rgċ j prjbhnhsou
ojid kjŲg mjvgstd mj prhvg rgvjnu`dig u jfnhstdhstrjbjk dig" Jmk hl sg mhj bh ojbstruo`diu vnhstdtje
tgngsojph. ojid ąg fdtd oumdohkj ih m jm Ndpgrsgijvje
jrdedbhnh. fumuąd mh ig pjsk htrhbg prgmk gtg uvgndċhvhj
mvh mj trd puth" Ohsbdig ąg Ehndngi bhprhvdtd ijŨ igmhb
tgngsojp. jvjeh puth sh uvgąhbigk jm 06 puth. vgruiuąd
mh ąg ku th sprhvh jkjeumtd mh bgfgsod svjm shengmh
u svji bigejvji vgngngpbjstd d mh ąg ku jtvjrdtd put oh
bjvdk jtordądkh"
Igmbg ih buhrs og b j m 8183" ej mdb g. h fdnh ig `dċh zdkh.Ehndngi sg ukjthj u mgfgnd jerthċ d pjpgj u bhivdŨu jmhiu
svje mjkh u Shmjvd. h jbmh shtg d shtg. svg mj zjrg.
prjvgj pj sk htrhium bgfj" Dstj ig u mbdj d bhrgmbg bjm.
d bhrgmbg. d thoj pubdl kgsg` mhbh" MjŨhj ig mj vgndoje
o n o m m f n m mn n n
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13 PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
EHNDNGIGQ DYHYJQ SHSD
Wvgrgbih ojih bdsu fdnh u shenhsiu sh zvhbdċbdk phpsodk
sthvjvdkh u jfnhstd hstrjbjkdig d mruedl prdrjmbdl
bhuoh Ehndngi ig dzbjsdj ijŨ u svjidk srgmbidk mvhmgsgtdk
ejmdbhkh. h 87<<" u Fjnjbid ig mrŲhj ihvbh prgmhvhbih dz
khtgkhtdog" Bhrgmbg ejmdbg. prgŨhj ig bh Wbdvgrzdtgt
u Sdzd. emg ig thojĘg prgmhvhj k htgkhtdou" Ehndngigvj
vdĘgbig khtgkhtdog jmumhrhnj ig jm jbjeh Ũtj ig trgfhnj
mh prgbjsd svjidk stumgbtdkh. ojig ig jb pjmuċhvhj mh
tgjrdig Hrdstjtgnh d Stjnjkgih d bdsu uvgo thċbg" Ehndngi ig.
thoj. pjmvrehj sukbid Hrdstjtgnjvg dmgig j prgmkgtdkh
u snjfjmbjk phmu" ]gŨod prgmkgtd. zhoniuċdj ig Ehndngi.
bg phmhiu frŲg jm jbdl nhoŨdl. ohoj ig tj Hrdstjtgn tvrmdj"
Ehndngi ig svjiu tgjrdiu. suprjtbu Hrdstjtgnjvji. mjohzhj
thoj Ũtj ig mvh tjpjvsoh Ęungth rhzndċdtdl mdkgbzdih fh`dj
s vrlh pdzhbsoje zvjbdoh. erhĘgvdbg pjzbhtdig ohj Ordvd
tjrhbi u Sdzd" ēunhm su bh zgkniu phnh prhotdċbj u dstjk
trgbutou. khmh ig igmbj. dpho. mj jmrgmdŨth prdspgnj zh
ċhsho prg mrueje" Wprojs khnjk jmstuphbiu. Ehndngi
ig pjsng jvje jengmh skhtrhj mh su Hrdstjtgnjvg dmgig
pjfdigbg"
Srdzjr sh Or dvje tj rb ih u Sdz d . bgemg jo j 87<4" ejm dbg. o hmh ig Ehn d ng i. pj sgą hb iu b igejvje sgo rgthrh . jpjvrehj tgjr diu mh tgŨod
prgmkgt d phmh iu f rŲg jm n hoŨ dl "
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PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI & 818
EHNDNGiGQH PWSGVBJQH
jmdbg 813=" Ehndngi ig svjidk jmk h prhtdj igmbu
upgrbjvu. zvgzmu bgsthnu u gospnjzdid. Ũtj ąg eh bhvgstd
hmjvgmg u sukbiu Hrdstjtgnjvj engmdŨtg mh ig rhspjrgm
gfgsodl tgnh. pjskhtrhb sh Ygknig. trhihb d bgprjkgbidv"
upgrbjvh. uvgrgb ig fdj Ehndngi. mjohzuig dzvhb svhog
ukbig mh ig th zhkdshj bgthċbh" Ohj prvj. igmhb thohv
jskdċod mjehmhi prgmsthvnih mjohz mh bd zvgzmg bdsu
ċbg"
Pupgrbjvh sg pjihvniuig u trgbutou ohm igzerj vgą
sthrgng zvgzmg prgsthbg mh stvhrh gbgrediu" Sjsng tjeh
jbh sg prgtvhrh u bgutrjbsou zvgzmu. dnd u `rbu rupu.zhergvh sg mj thċog gospnjzdig d jbmh sg rhsprsbg? usngm tg
gospnjzdig bigbd spjnihŨbid snjigvd fdvhiu jmfhċgbd mufjoj
u svgkdr" W tjk trgbutou. supgrbjvh kjŲg mh jsvgtnd ċdthv
bgfgsod svjm sbhŲbdk zrhċgbigk. h kjŲg jsthtd vdmnidvh d
sgmkd`hkh. ph ċho d kgsg`dkh. prg bgej Ũtj ojbhċbj bg
dŨċgzbg"
Ehndngi ig fdj tg srgąg mh prdsustvuig bhispgothounhrbdiji
ojskdċoji prgmsthvd. igr supgrbjvg sg pjihvniuiu svgeh
igmbjk u pjnh vgoh. h mh fd sg ċjvgo. Ųgnihb mh tj vdmd
svjidk jċdkh. bhŨhj uprhvjk trgbutou bh prhvjk
kgstu + jfdċbj kjrh dz
bjąd u bją. rgmjvbj d u
muŲgk pgrdjmu. mh pjskhtrh
zvgzmg" Wzh svg tj. Ehndngi
ig supgrbjvu prhtdj fgz
pjmrŨog tgngsojph. ojid
ig ojbstrudshb tgo 8134"
ejmdbg"
Yhbdknidv hspgot jvje
mjehmhih svhohoj ig tj mh
ig supgrbjvh ojiu ig Ehndngi
vdmgj 813=" ejmdbg zh`gnj
gospnjmdrhnh vdsg ldnihmh.
h kjŲmh d kdndjbh ejmdbh
prg tjeh + tjndoj ig vgndoj
vhsgnigbsoj prjstrhbstvj" W
ċhsu ohm ig mhngoh svgtnjst.
pjsng putjvhbih mueje vdsgldnihmh. h kjŲmh d kdndjbh
ejmdbh. stdenh mj pnhbgtg
Ygknig. tg zvgzmg. bhrhvbj.
vgą jmhvbj bdig fdnj"
Ehn d ng i ig ` r thj m d iherhkg
p nhbg th. uo n iuċu iuą d d Ygkn iu .
ohoj sg o rgąu joj Pub`h "
F d nj ig tj sup rj tbj ` rovgb dk
uċgb i dkh . ig r @ rovh ig tv rm d nh
mh Pub`g oruŲ d joj Ygkn ig "
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816 PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
Ehn d ng i ig shtg d sh tg prjvjm dj pjskhtrh iuą d zvgzmg d p nhbgtg orjz
tg ngsojp "
rhzndouig jm bgfh ohovj jpdsuiu Hrdstjtgn. Stjnjkgi.
ohj d jm Ũdrjoj rhsprjstrhbigbdl kdŨnigbih prjdstgondl dz
hbtdċodl tgjrdih" Kgsgċgvh pjvrŨdbh bdig jbhoj enhtoh
ohj Ũtj ig Hrdstjtgn ejvjrdj svjidk uċgbd`dkh. vgą erufh.
dzrjvhŨgbh orhtgrdkh" H Ygknih bdig igmdbh pnhbgth ojih
dkh prdrjmbd shtgndt? Ehndngi ig. pjskhtrhiuąd svgkdr.
zhphzdj ċgtdrd kgsg`h. prdrjmbh shtgndth. ohoj oruŲg joj
pnhbgtg Iupdtgr" Bigejvjk jou bdig prjkhohj bd mjohz
mh Qgbgrh. dstj ohj Ygknih. oruŲd joj Pub`h"
E N H P B D O Y Q G Y M H
Ehndngi ig bhpdshj igmbu orhtou obideu. Enhsbdo zvgzmh. j
Iupdtgru d bigejvdk. tgo jtordvgbdk prdrjmbdk shtgndtdkh"
Dvbideh ig prgoj bjąd pjsthnh tjndoj trhŲgbh mh ig svdl 773prdkgrhoh. ojndoj ig jmŨthkphbj tje khrth 8183" ejmdbg.
prjmhtj u rjou jm bgmgniu mhbh" Obideh ig dzhzvhnh vgndoj
uzfumgbig. igr ig Ehndngi svjidk ċdthj`dkh jtordj ċdthvu
igm bu bjvu jfnhst shzbhbih d pjdkhbih ubdvgrzukh"
Igmhb jm Ehndngigvdl pjŨtjvhnh`h u tj vrgkg fdj ig d
ohrmdbhn Khagj Fhrfgrdbd. prdphmbdo igmbg vgjkh fjehtg
d kjąbg pjrjmd`g ċdid sg utd`hi jsgąhj u Vdku d u Adrgb`d"
Fhrfgrdbd ig Ehndngih upjzbhj 8188" d kbjej ku sg mjphnh
ojċjpgrbjst tje hstrjbjkh. ohj d bigejvh ukgŨbjst
u vjmgbiu rhsprhvh" ]jndoj sg. ŨthvdŨg. ohrmdbhn mdvdj
bhuċbdou mh ig u igmbjk pdsku upuągbjk Ehndngiu zhpdshj
sngmgąg9 ‒Kjndk Ejspjmh Fjeh mh vhs ċuvh. igr ċjvgo ojid
vrgmd thoj kbjej ohj vd zhsnuŲuig muej mh pjŲdvd. igr jm
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PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI& 810
snjk strhbh Ehndngigvg ob ideg Pdmgrgus Bub` dus ,Enhsb do
gzmh$. jfihvnigbg 8183" ejmdbg" W ob id zd su f dn d shoupn igb d rgzun tht d
skhtrhbih bjąbje bgfh u pgrdjmu jm p rgoj kgsg` mhbh"
ehąg mruŨtvj dkhtd ojrdstd"&
Fhrfgrdbdig. dbhċg. fdj ċjvgo jvjzgkhnisoje dsoustvh.
prgvdŨg prjbd`nidv mh bg fd prgpjzbhj jtphmbdoh"
gmbj ig fdj d u mjvjnibji kgrd svgsthb prhv`h u ojigk sg
hndngigvj prgebuąg orgąg. ph sg pjsthrhj mh rgmjvbj prhtd
h r m d b h n u ig fdnj ihsbj mh ąg u igmbjk
g b u t o u kjrhtd mh jpjkgbg Ehnddgih
h b g " p r g o h r m
gejvh dstrhŲdvhbih" Ohrmdbhnu ig fdnj pjtpubj ihsbj mh
u igmbjk trgbutou kjrhtd mh jpjkgbg Ehndngih mh bg
gohrmhŨd u svjidk jtordądkh. igr ku sg kjŲg nhoj mgsdtd
zhehzd bh tgrdtjrdiu emg ąg eh ċgohtd + dbovdzd`dih "
Ohrmdbhnjvj upjzjrgbig mjbgong ig fdnj pjmsthobutj
vgsbjkprjkgbjk rhspjnjŲgbih u phpsodk oruejvdkh
pdthbiu vrgmbjstd d dstdbdtjstd Ojpgrbdojvje mgnh Mg
P D M G V G Q PB Q B @ D Q P
K H EB H . N J B E G X Q G H JK 8V HF 8N D HPp `atd` und phbmgbs . ajapd`d Xmhtiu` prjpjb`bs
vbd`udqu`. prtagrtdk vtrjS L D N J P J S L D P . М Ќ H P 5 t J B X W D P . q = d
E H N D N G J E H N D N G J
S H ] V D ] D J A N J V G B ] N B JShthudbt Eykbh adi Sufnd`j Khtl`khu`j
S G V P S D @ D N N Dh at rtptrtd fgbgadt w aubt jfagruhth db nSU y£ Ь : . AD\]P АЙ+
С АО З )Ќ -2 W H @ ] £ 3 г Њ Р 8 3 р P ] G n N I P ] tG F] UL P.W aarj bt vgrj db
X Q H ] Q J V S N H O G ] D P@dr`h DJ Q DP Pr dIhk Гэгмџм« dkrruhWu¿ ¿с мш pgrdjm«.``d`rd+
k ` kdrhfdnd `dr`uk ujnuk 2>etsgs . bgrjdk db lhb` vaRugmdtk `jeddOj). ¿вмйЦокш Hutljr m`pdx+
l`d%mdt prskusd hd«iug
K G M D @ G H P D M G V HB Q B @ Q S H B M J P M L @ V G Q D ] "
Q G B F ] D D P . Hpum]ljkhkathendjbuk▣ K M @ \"dL a tr u k k a t t k d i *) . ! a r u h d r e d " ",#¿J%arkuted) "R * %
Vgvjnutdjbdfus" Jfihvnidvhbig tg prgvrhtbdċog obideg
pjmrŲhvhnd su khbig ojbzgrvhtdvbd `rovgbd niumd ojid su
dzvrŨdnd prdtdsho bh phpu Shvnh DDD mh prdlvhtd hutjrjvu
pjsvgtu" H pjtjk ąg Shvng DDD. ojid ig muŲbjst pjbtdah
jfhvnihj jm 870=" mj 87=4" ejmdbg. d igmhb jm bigejvdl
bhsngmbdoh bh prgstjnu svgtje Sgtrh. Ereur \DDD ,dzhfrhb
bh muŲbjst 8756$. dsohzhtd pubj rhzukgvhbig zh pjigmdbg
mgnjvg Ojpgrbdojvg mjotrdbg"
Shvng. kgmutdk. mufjoj u muŨd bdig fdj zhmjvjnihb
Ũtj @rovh hkdbuig Ũdrgbig Ojpgrbdojvdl dmgih" Ejmdbg
87=6" jb ig jfbjvdj dbovdzd`diu. dstdbh dz rhznjeh ojid bdig
dkhj bdohovg vgzg s pjnisodk hstrjbjkjk d bigejvdk
tgjrdihkh? bgpjsrgmhb `dni fdj ig suzfdihbig p rjtgsthbtsodl
Ũdzkhtdoh ojid su `gphnd todvj @rovg zhnhŲuąd sg zh svjig
sjpstvgbj. rgvjnu`djbhrbj vdmgbig lrdŨąhbsog vgrg" Qrgkg
ąg. kgmutdk. pjohzhtd mh ig Shvnjvh rdksoh dbovdzd`dih
pjsnuŲdnh mh fd + u sonhmu s vjnijk phpg. thmhŨbige d
fumuądl + niumd fdvhnd jptuŲgbd zh fdnj ohohv vdm igrgsd"
Ehnd ngi 8183" ejmdbg jfihŨbihvh svjistvh svje tgngsojph
vgbg`d ihbsodk pngkdądkh" Jvhi tgngsojp kjehj ig mh uvgąh
pjskhtrhbd jfigoht 06 puth. d fdj ig kjąbdi d jm svdl svjidl prgtgċh"
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81= PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
Wprhvj u tu svrlu dbovdzd`dih ig upjtrgfnihvhbh pjċgv
jm 818=" ejmdbg. ohmh ig jth` ]j khz j Ohċdbd pjtohzhj
Ehndngih d bigejvg ‒igrgtdċog& sthvjvg u vgzd s orgthbigk
pnhbgtg Ygknig. dznjŲgbg u mgnu Enhsbdo zvgzmh" Ybhċhi
Ehndngigvg obideg d rgzunthtd hstrjbjksodl pjskhtrhbih
jfihvnigbd u biji fdnd su hpsjnutbj bgmvjskdsngbd9 @rovh.
pj Ehndngiu. vgą muej bdig rhmdnh bdŨth mruej bgej orċkdnh
ojigohovg bgdstdbg. h ukgstj mh niumdkh jtordvh FjŲiu
dstdbu. jbh iu ig jm bidl prdordvhnh"
Ehndngi ig u svjiji nkidzd zhoniuċdj mh
@rovh. zhprhvj. or`kd bgdstdbg d mh.
ukgstj mh niumdkh jtordvh FjŲiu
dstdbu. jbh ig jm bidl prdordvh"
Ehndngigvg ojpgrbdohbsog dmgig u tj vrgkg vgą su
stgong dzvgsthb frji sngmfgbdoh bh ubdvgrzdtgtdkh.
kgmu dbtgndegb`dijk. ph ċho d u shkji @rovd" Wsngm tg
pjpunhrbjstd. h u shmgistvu sh svdk jphsbjstdkh ojig ig
sjfjk bjsdj prjtgsthbtdzhk. d Ehndngigvh uċgbih ċdbdnh su sg
utjndoj jphsbdih"
SjnjŲhiu u ojigk sg Ehndngi bhnhzdj svhohoj bdigpjejmjvhnj jfihvnidvhbig phkangth ojid ig bhpdshj igmhb
bigejv pjzbhbdo. ohrkgndąhbdb Shjnj Hbtjbdj Ajsohrdbd.
h u ojigk jvhi svgŨtgbdo frhbd Ojpgrbdoh d bigejvu
lgndj`gbtrdċbu tgjrdiu" Ajsohrdbd ig pjouŨhj mh pjkdrd
bgpjkdrnidvj. tvrmgąd mh ig kjeuąg jprhvmhtd Ojpgrbdojvj
uċgbig rhzbdk `dthtdkh dz Fdfndig" Ohrmdbhn Vjfgrtj
Fgnhrkdbg. igzudth d igmhb jm khnjfrjibdl ojid su stgond
zvhbig mjotjrh @rovg. ufrzj ig prjzrgj Ajsohrdbdigvg
bhkgrg. ph ku sg jfrhtdj jvdk pdskjk. prjtohbdk vrnj
strjedk tjbjvdkh9
Qrnj ig jphsbh stvhr ohm ċjvgo tvrmd mh sg Pub`g bhnhzd u srgmdŨtu svgth d mh sg jbj jorgąg igmdbj shkj joj sgfg. h m h prdtjk bg prgnhzd put jm dstjoh oh zhphmu. mjo
sg p ho Ygknih""" vgndojk frzdbjk jorgąg joj Pub`h""" d thoj bgŨtj bg shkj Ũtj ąg vgrjvhtbj bhniutdtd sljnhstdċog kdsndj`g d tgjnjeg vgą ąg d bhŨojmdtd bhŨji svgtji vgrd.
pj Ũtj jvhovg tvrmbig pjċdvh iu bh prgtpjsthv`d mh ig
bgthċbj jbj Ũtj pdŨ g u Pvgtjk pdsku"
Ajsohrdbdigvh obideh skhtrhbh ig u tji kgrd prgvrhtbdċojk
d igrgtdċojk mh ig ufrzj uvrŨtgbh u Dbmgos zhfrhbigbdl
obideh" Pnuċhi ‒Ajsohrdbd&. ojid ig u phpsodk oruejvdkh
prgtgŲbj skhtrhb zh vgndou shfnhzhb. pjmsthohj ig zhrhzbh
hbtdojpgrbdohbsoh jsgąhbih ojih su tdbihnh ijŨ u vrgkg
ohm ig Ehndngi mjŨhj u Vdk" W thovji htkjsagrd snhfd su
fdnd dzengmd mh ąg Ehndngi zh svjig dmgig uspgtd mh prjbhĘg
bgprdstrhsbg snuŨhj`g" Pgk tjeh. bh jprgz eh ig jpjkdbihj d
bigejv prdihtgni. ohrmdbhn Fhrfgrdbd" Ohrmdbhn sg pjtrumdjmh
bg mjmg u bgpjsrgmhb suojf s Ehndngigk. ph ku ig. ukgstj
mh mjmg shk. pjsnhj sgorgthrh. ējvhbdih Ďhkpjndih. ojigk
ig. dbhċg. pjzbhtd hstrjbjk fdj dmjn" Pgorgthr ig Ehndngiu
mjbgj pjruou sngmgąg shmrŲdbg9
Ejspjmdb oh rm dbhn Fhrfgrdbd. ojid sg. ohj Ũtj zbhtg dz
vnhstdtje dsoustvh. jmuvgo mdvdj vhŨdk ovhndtgtdkh. rgohj kd ig sdb ją mh fd dzrhzdtj `gbdj uojndoj fdstg pjohzhnd
vgąd jprgz u tgouądk stvhrdkh. tj igst hoj fdstg dzfgend prgvhz dnh Ųgbig jovdrh ojig su pjsthvdnd Stjnjkgidnd Ojpgrbdo. jmbjsbj mh bg fd trgfhnj mh prgnhzdtg erhbog
ad zdo g d k htgk htdog. ig r tgjnjzd tvrmg mh ig tukhċgbig
Erhvdrh bh ojiji ig prdohzhb ohrmdbhn Fgnhrkdbg. ojid ig upjzjrdj
Ehnd ng ih mh bg sk g mh pjm rŲhvh d frhbd ‒ igrgtdċog& tgjrd ig B"
Ojpgrb doh "
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PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI& 817
EHNDNGI GQH SDPKH
Ehndngi ig ċgstj pdshj `rovgbdk vgndojmjstjibd`dkh. hnd dsvjidkuċgbd`dkh. d u tdk pdskdkh zhuzdkhj sg zh svjig
tgjrdig. bhsthng pjm utd`higk Ojpgrbdojvje mgnh" W igmbjk
jmtdl pdshkh. bhpdshbjk 8180" ejmdbg ,ohsbdig ig jvhi
tgost prjŨdrgb u zbhkgbdtj Sdskj vgndoji vjivjtodb id
Ordstdbd ]jsohbsoji$. Ehndngi ig bhenhsho sthvdj bh jerjkbu
rhzndou dzkgmu kgbthndtgth ojid pjċdvh bh vgrd. s igmbg. d
bhuċbje prdstuph. s mrueg strhbg" Gvj Ũth ig Ehndngi bhpdshj9
nkh bgojndoj ejmdbh ohoj shk bh bgfu jtordj kbjeg
stvhrd ojig sg bdsu kjeng vdmgtd prg mjfh u ojigk kd
mhbhs Ųdvdkj" Bjvh shzbhbih mj ojidl shk thoj mjŨhj""" pjmdenh su prjtdv kgbg bgkhnd frjiprjagsjrh""" Jbd. fumuąd m h dk ig jċdtj vdŨg sthnj mj bidljvdl sthvjvh bgej mj shkg dstdbg. trhŲg bhċdbh mh jpjvrebu d jmfh`g
th bjvh jtordąh. u ojih fd dl. dbhċg. ohm fd shkj rgŨdnd mh sg d shkd uvgrg Ũth ig dstdbh. h Ũth bdig. bidljvh
vnhstdth ċunh nhoj ufgmdnh" H mh fd fdnj pj bidljvjk. jbd vdtnhiu rhzbdk jptuŲfhkh d jfihvniuiu rhzbjrhzbh
pdshbd ih pu bh dsprhzbdl hreukgbhth""" Niumd s vhnihbdk jsbjvbdk zbhbigk u jfnhstd hstrjbjkdig d adz dog jmkhl
su fdnd ufgĘgbd ,u dstdbdtjst kjig tgjrdig$. ċdk ig kjih prvh pjruoh stdenh mj bidl" Sh. vrgkg ąg svdkh jtordtd
dstdbg ojig shk ih rhbdig dznjŲdj"""
Fdj ig tj mjfhr prdkgr sumhrh
bgjmjnidvg sdng s bgpjkdċbdk
prgmkgtjk. igr + ohoj
pjohzuig shk jmhfdr rgm u
jvjk pdsku + Ehndngi ig fdj
shkjpjuzmhb mj bhmkgbjstd
mh ig uprhvj jb. d shkj jb. u
prhvu. mjo su bigejvd prjtdvbd`d.
thojzvhbd hrdstjtgnjv`d. fdnd. s
mrueg strhbg. dstj thoj ufgmgbd
mh ig dstdbh bh bidljvji strhbd"
Ehndngi. kgmutdk. bdig trgfhnj
mh fumg u tji kgrd uvgrgb mh sg
..svd„ snhŲu s bidk" Ejmdbg 8181.
ohm ig pjsgfbdk pjvjmjk
putjvhj u Vdk mh sg jmfrhbdjm Ohmbdigvdl jptuŲfd. sujmj
sg s bgukjnidvjk kjm @rovg d
phpstvh"
Qg n doh vj ivj to db ih O r ds t dbh
]jsohbsoh. rjmgbh 8717"
ejmdbg. f d nh ig ubuoh Ohthr dbg
mg Kgmd` d " Or ds t db d ig upuągbj
ċuvgbj Ehn d ng igvj p dskj dz 8187"
ejmdbg. u oj igk jb dz nhŲg svj ih
rhzkdŨ n ihb ih j jmbjsu d zkgmu
rg n de d i s o dl j to rjvgb ih d bhuog "
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811 PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
Pvgtjeh pdskh dsoniuċdvj u bidljvji bhmngŲbjstd"Ohrmdbhn Vjfgrtj Fgnhrkdbg. dsthobutd tgjnje. prgkh
Ehndngiu sg jmbjsdj s kbjej khbig thoth" Ohj igzudth.
mhong prdphmbdo jrehbdzh`dig ojih ig pubu jmhbjstd
uċgbidkh Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg pjsthvdnh sgfd ohj prvj
prhvdnj pjsnuŨbjstd. Fgnhrkdbg bdohmh bdig jmstuphj jm
sthvh @rovg mh su pjnjŲhi d unjeh Pub`h d Ygknig uprhvj
jbhovd ohoj pdŨg u Fdfndid" Sj ohrmdbhnjvjk uvgrgbiu. svd
uċgbd niumd ojid prjuċhvhiu Pvgtj pdskj ‒snjŲdnd su sg u
tjkg mh jvhi tgost tukhċg mjsnjv`g ohj uċgbig mh sg Pub`g
bhnhzd bh bgfgsojk svjmu d mh sg jbj orgąg joj Ygknig.
d tj jerjk bjk frzdbjk. h mh ig Ygknih vgjkh umhnigbh
jm bgfh. mh sg bhnhzd u shkjk srgmdŨtu vhsgnigbg. d mh ig
bgpjkd`bh&"
‒Vhzkdsndtg jbmh shkd„. zhoniuċdj ig Fgnhrkdbg. ‒mh nd fd@rovh ujpŨtg kjenh mh mjzvjnd mh sg Pvgtj pdskj tukhċd
bh bhċdb suprjthb jbjk ohoj su tj ċdbdnd svgtd j`d d svd"""
tukhċd Fdfndig. ohoj nhtdbsod. thoj d er`od"&
Ehndngi bdohoj bdig kjehj mh sg suprjtsthvd igmbjk thoj
ċgndċbjk sthvu. ohj Ũtj jbg svgŨtgbdog ojid su bigejvdk
tgngsojpjk pjskhtrhnd Kgsg` bdohoj bdig kjehj
mh ufgmd mh. pjŨtj ig thi dbstrukgbt vgą vgŨthċod.
d jbh thkj. sdnbdk orhtgrdkh dzfuŨgbh. pjvrŨdbh
Kgsg`h ojiu su orjz thi dbstrukgbt uengmhnd +
thojmg kjrh fdtd bgprdrjmbh"
Pub`u d Ygk nid oj ih joj bigeh oruŲd + skhtrhb ig zh
igrgtdoh" H dbovdzd`dih + prgmjċdj ig Fgnhrkdbg Ehndngiu +
vrnj mjfrj zbh ohoj ąg d Ũth s igrgtd`dkh"
Fgnhrkdbjvj upjzjrgbig mufjoj ig uzbgkdrdnj Ehndngih.
Ũtj ig d fdnh ohrmdbhnjvh bhkgrh" Ehndngi ig fdj d tg ohoj
svgsthb Ũth svg ċgoh jsukbidċgbg zh igrgs9 prvj shsnuŨhbig.
jbmh kuągbig d zhtjċgbig. h hoj eh prjenhsg ordvdk + d
skrt bh njkhm" Sjstjihj ig d prgsgmhb9 ejmdbg 8133" bh
■jrmhbj Frubj
njkhċd zhtj Ũtjig
rgohj mh Ygknih oruŲd joj Pub`h"
O J S G V B D O J Q H O B I D E H I G
Y H F V H B I G B H
Bg trgfh. stjeh. mh ċumd Ũtj ig Fgnhrkdbg
jtdŨhj kbjej mhnig jm Fhrfgrdbdigvje
mjfrjbhkgrbje. phŲnidvj srjċgbje
upjzjrgbih. ph ig Ehndngih
upjzjrdj mh ig agfruhrh
8181" prjenhŨgb uohz
ojidk sg lgndj`gbtrdċbj
uċgbig bhistrjŲg
jsumuig ohj igrgs"
Kgsg` mhbh ohsbdig.
pgtje khrth 8181.
Ojpgrbdojvj mgnj
Mg Vgvjnutdjbdfus uvrŨtgbj ig u Dbmgos
zhfrhbigbdl obideh"
Jthmh ph bhmhnig.oj ejm fd pjouŨhj
khohr mh ohŲg bgou rgċ
pjvjmjk Ojpgrbdojvg
tgjrdig j bgpjorgtbjk
njkhm ig zhvrŨdj mjkdbdohbsod kjbhl ējrmhbj Frubj.
ojid ig. ohj d Ojpgrbdo d Ehndngi. tvrmdj mh sg Ygknih jorgąg
joj Pub`h" Frubj ig svjiu ‒igrgs& upjtpubihvhj tvrmbijk
mh u vhsgnigbd pjstjig d mrued svgtjvd ohj Ũtj ig jvhi bhŨ. tg
mh d tg pnhbgtg dkhiu svjig prdrjmbg shtgndtg d svjih sub`h"
Pujċgb s bgshengmdvdk jphsbjstdkh ojig ig jptuŲfh
zh igrgs sjfjk pjvnhmnh. Ehndngi sg. pj svgku
sumgm. mjfrj prgkdŨnihj mh nd mh d ufumuąg
Ojpgrbdojvg dmgig zhejvhrh bh shv enhs. ohj Ũtj ig mjthm mbdj " W svhojk snuċhiu. bigku su thmh
fdng 76 ejmdbg. Ũtj ig u sgmhkbhgstjk vgou
skhtrhbj zh pjjmkhonj mjfh. h d vgą ig bgoj
vrgkg oufurdj sh zmrhvnigk" Srj`gbdjig.
stjeh. mh fd rhzfjrdtj fdnj mh sg prdthid bgoj
vrgkg"
O W ā D W H V Ď G ] D
SjŨtj sg vrhtdj dz Vdkh. Ehndngi
ig Ųdvgj u Hrċgtdiu. rjmbjk
kgstu bgmhngoj jm Adrgb`g.
d kjehj sg stgąd utdsho mh
sg pjtpubj skdrdj pjsng
jbje bgprdihtbje susrgth
s Fgnhrkdbjk d prgtbid
Pthtuth mjkdbdohbsoje kjbhlh
ēj rmhb h Frub h bh rdksojk
treu Ohkpj mg Aijrd. emg ig
Frubj 8133" ejmdbg sphnigb bh
njkhċd zhtj Ũtj ig pjmrŲhvhj
ojpgrbdohbsou tgjrdiu d mrueg
igr gt dċ o g dm gig"
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PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI& 815
Wrfhb QDDD u v dĘgbiu pjrt rgtds tg Mhbnj rgb `h Fgr bdb d ih ,8 74< +81< 3$9 bgo hmhŨ bid pr d ihtg n i pj sthj ig E hnd ng igv je jrċ gbd b gprd ihtgn i "
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81< PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI&
Ď D B I G B D @ G S J M Q G N J K K H ţ ] G
Ďdb igbd`g uphojvhbg ohj ado`dih. pnjm khŨtg. dnd + u
snuċhiu Ehndngigvje Mdihnjeh + ohj zhkdŨnigbh rhsprhvh
+ kgtjmh ig ojiji ig rhbdig vgą ,8188$ prdfgehj Ijlhb
Ognpgr. bgkhċod khtgkhtdċhr d hstrjbjk. shvrgkgbdo
Ehndngigv d thojĘg prdsthnd`h Ojpgrbdojvg lgndj`gb trdċbg
tgjrdig" Ogpngrjvh Pjkbdh ,Phb$ prdpjvgst ig j
kgĘupnhbgthrbjk putjvhbiu ojig sg ċdth ohj rjkhb
j ngtu bh Kgsg`. h skhtrh sg prvdk mgnjk u jfnhstd
bhuċbg ahbthstdog" Bdig. bhrhvbj. kjenj fdtd bdohovje
igk stvh mh ąg dbovdzd`dih bhsgstd bh mj kdŨnih tj std ojig
su niumd pjput Ehndngih dnd Ogpngrh pjouŨhvhnd mh dzvgmu.
Ũtj ig bhifjnig jsgtdnh Ogpngrjvh khioh Ohthrdbh. ojih
ig bgpj srgmbj dsphŨthnh zfje sdbjvnigvje Pbh" Ohthrdbh
ig . bh dkg. 81 85 " ejmdb g jptuŲgbh zh vgŨtdċhrgbig. d tj bh
jsbjvu obideg ojiu ig Ijlhb jfihvdj" Pthrd`d ig. srgąjk.
prgsumh uodbuth. d jbh ig puŨtgbh bh snjfjmu 8168"
ejmdbg. prgtgŲbj zhlvhniuiuąd Ogpngrjvjk srċhbjk
zhnhehbiu"
Fdnj ohoj fdnj. jphsbjst ojiu su jvhovd pjmulvhtd
bgdzfgŲbj pjmrhzukgvhnd fdnh ig dsuvdŨg jċdengmbh. d
Ehndngi bdig Ųgngj bdŨth mh rdzdouig"Jmnuċdj ig mh zhvrŨbu vgrzdiu
ruojpdsh svje Mdihnjeh ndċbj jmbgsg
u Vdk. mh vdmd mh nd ąg mgnj fdtd
jmjfrgbj. h jbmh shċgoh mh obideh
fumg jmŨthkphbh" W Vdku su jm
bigeh zhtrhŲdnd mh dzvrŨd bgog sdtbdig
dzkgbg bh tgostu + bdŨth orupbj
+ d obideh ig ojbhċbj uengmhnh
svgtnjst mhbh agfruhrh 8106"
ejmdbg" Sjstdenh ig uspgl prgojbjąd. d rhsprjmhth ig ufrzj pjŨtj sg
pjihvdnh u obidŲhrhkh"
Ijlhb Ogpngr. rjĘgb u Bgkhċoji 8758"
ejm dbg. fdj ig hstrjbjk . hstrjnje d
k htgk htdċ hr" Ogpngr ig o n iuċbh n dċbjst
u vgndoji rgvjnu`did ojih sg u \QDD vgou
jmderhnh u hstrjbjksoji bhu`d. h bhipjzbhtd i d ig pj svjidk zhojbdkh j
orgthb iu bgfgso dl tg nh "
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PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI& 814
hsnjvbh strhbh Ehnd ngigvje
h Mdhnjej Mgd Khs sd k d
stgkd ,Mdihnje j m vh
hvbh svgtsoh s ds tgkh$.
deg ojih ig d zh zv hnh
rgċbg rgho`dig d
njvdnh jojbċhbig
gejvj% i v dŨ gm g`g bd i so je
ihtgnistvh s phpjk
fhbjk QDDD"
bovdzd`dijk" Srjuċhvhj ig trd ojkgtg ojig su sg. sgvbuvŨd
h adrgbtdbsojk bgfu. pjihvdng u igsgb d rhbu zdku 8181"jmdbg. d bhpdshj obideu j svjidk zhphŲhbidkh pjm
hsnjvjkDstrhŲdvhċ. ojih ig jfihvnigbh 8160" ejmdbg" Kdkj
eh. Ehndngi ig Ųdvgj ohj d svh sgjsoh ejspjmh. ihlhj khzeu
Ũhj u njv sh sjojnjk bh ru`d" Ohm bg fd ihlhj d njvdj.
uzehihj ig erjŲĘg" ]hvjrgbig u tji uċkhnji srgmdbd bdig
fdnj pjmstd`hibj zh Ehndngigv Ųdvhlhb uk" ]hovj sthbig bdigkjenj mh pjtrhig ubgmjengm"
Ohrmdbhn Fhrfgrdbd ig 8160" ejmdbg dzhfrhb zh phpu. d
Qhtdohb ig mjfdj Wrfhbh QDDD" @dbdnj sg. bh prvd pjengm. mh
ig tj jm ndċbh jojnbjst zh Ehndngih . fumuąd mh ig jb. uprojs
; ! D H N J E J a+DnG JEHND NGan+ anaGOM" DD" EVHB+8
sg
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853 PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
АМ(«
P Ш GB ВPTP] G KH ] D@
S]JNG I
EVHSL DH IL Q B M H L n%8 K H D @ D
W b d v g r z u k p j st hr j +
e r ċ o j k h s tr j bj k u d
k h t g k h t d ċ h r u St jn jk gi u?
Y g k n i h i g u s r g m dŨ t u .
P u b ` g o r u Ų d j o j b ig"
jbjk jfrhċubu ojid sg jmderhj u Vdku 8181" ejmdbg. jsthj
u fndsodk jmbjsdkh s Fhrfgrdbdigk d svdl tdl ejmdbh s bidk
jmrŲhvhj prgpdsou" Mh uohŲg pjŨtjvhbig bjvjdzhfrhbjk
phpd. Ehndngi ku ig pjsvgtdj svjiu obideu DstrhŲdvhċ" Wrfhb
ig fdj pjm tho j sdnbdk utdso jk mh ig bhrgmdj mh sg jmnjk`d
dz tg obideg ċdthiu bh ihvbdk soupjvdkh" Sjzvhj ig. thojmg.
Ehndngi ig Ųdvgj ohj d svh sgjsoh
ejspjmh. ihlhj""" d dŨhj u njv sh
sjojnjk bh ru`d" Ohm bg fd ihlhj d
njvdj. uzehihj ig erjŲĘg"
Ehndngih mh eh pjsgtd u Vdku. hnd ig snhfj zmrhvnig sprgmnj
hstrjbjkh mh sg jvjk pjzdvu jmhzjvg svg mj prjngąh 816="Shph Wrfhb dzhŨhj ig tjk prdndojk mh ndċbj mjċgoh
Ehndngih. d mvh prdihtgnih ufrzj su bhmjobhmdnh prjpuŨtgbj
vrgkg. rgmjvbj sg shsthiu m + Ũgst puth u bhrgmbdl
pgt sgmkd`h" Yhigmbj su dŨnd u mueg Ũgtbig vhtdohbsodk
vrtjvdkh. shtg d shtg prjvjmdnd u rhzejvjru d rhzkgbd
dmgih. h bdsu zhjfdŨnd bd Ojpgrbdojvu lgndj`gbtrdċbu
tgjrdiu" Ehndngi ig pjsgtu phpd d Vdku zhvrŨdj <" iubh 816="
ejmdbg. pjbgvŨd sh sjfjk pdskj upuągbj vgndojk vjivjmd
tjsohbsojk. Agrmdbhbmu DD. u ojigk phph Wrfhb vgndċh
svje prdihtgnih hstrjbjkh ohj ‒vgndoje ċjvgoh ċdih snhvh
fndsth bh bgfu""" d thi sihi vdmd sg uzmuŲ d pjprgoj Ygknig&"
Ngpg rgċd. bgkh Ũth. jfjmrdng su Ehndngih mh pjvgruig ohoj
ig. dzengmh. mjŨhj ċhs mh bgkh vdsg prgprgoh mh sg pjbjvj
jtvjrg rhsprhvg j lgndj`gbtrdċbji tgjrdid. thoj erufj
prgodbutg 8181" ejmdbg"
E H N D N G I G Q M D I H N J E
Ehndngi ig thmh bhukdj mh bhpdŨg bjvu obideu. pjm
bhsnjvjk Mdhnjej Mgd Khssdkj Pdstgkd ,Mdihnjej mvh enhvbh svgtsoh sdstgkh$. jvjeh puth u ajrkd rhzejvjrh
ojid sg vjmd dzkgmu trd ndċbjstd. prd ċgku mvg rhzkhtrhiuOjpgrbdojvg tgjrdig. h trgąh dzbjsd Stjnjkgigvh engmdŨth"
PnuŲgąd sg dzkdŨnigbdk ndojvdkh ojid tgost dzejvhrhiu ohj u
ohovjk mrhksojk ojkhmu. Ehndngi ig rhċubhj mh ąg dzfgąd
prdejvjrg dbovdzd`dig d Pvgtg ojbergeh`dig Dbmgosh" ,Pvgth
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PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI& 858
vjk pnhtbu Żjzgah Bdojng Vjfgr+Angrdih ,8545 +8<43$ prdohzhb
+ejmdŨbid Ehndn gj Ehn dn gi ,u s rgm db d $ bh s u Ę gb iu zf je igrgs d u
8100"
bergeh`dih fdnh ig jrehb u sonjpu Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg
dig prj`gbidvhj ojig su obideg ‒igrgtdċoje& shmrŲhih d
eh bdsu prgpjruċnidvg ohtjnd`dkh"$
Hdpho. jbj Ũtj ig dsousdj uVd ku 8 1 8 1 " d t h m e h i g
hnj u sthbiu jprgzbjstd d bdpjŨtj bdig Ųgngj mh uzbgkdrd
sog vnhstd" W bidljvji ig kjąd. ujsthnjk. fdnj mh ubdŨtg
oudmgiu s ojijk sg bg fd snjŲdnd. h sh shkjk dmgijk d
eh oj ig dzbjsd" Ehndngi ig bjvd ruojpds prvj jfhzrdvj
jfhj bh igzudtd d prhvbdou Arhbċgsou Dbejndiu. ojid ehjigvrgkgbj ordtdojvhj zfje ojpgrbdohbsodl sthvjvh"
dngi ig pdshj Dbejndiu. dznjŲdvŨd u tjk pdsku hreukgbtg
rdst Ojpgrbdoh d lgndj`gbtrdċbg tgjrdig. hnd bdig prdtjk
pustdj mh mjmh9 ‒Bg prdlvhthk sg jvje pjsnh s `dnigk
mh pjmrŲdk ohj dstdbdtg tvrmbig ojig su vgą prjenhŨgbg
sukbidvdk d jmfjibdk"& Wkgstj tjeh. bhsthvdj ig Ehndngi.
bigejvh ig bhkgrh. zhprhvj. fdnh mh dzbgsg svg hreukgbtg
zh Ojpgrbdoh d prjtdv bigeh. thoj mh ċdthnh` kjŲg shk mh
dzvuċg prhvdċhb zhoniuċho"
PnuŲgąd sg dzkdŨnigbdk ndojvdkh
ojid tgost dzejvhrhiu ohj u ohovjk
mrhksojk ojkhmu. Ehndngi ig rhċubhj
mh ąg dzfgąd prdejvjrg dbovdzd`dig"""
Dbejnd ig Ehndngigvj pdskj prdkdj u Vdku mg`gkfrh
816=" ejmdbg" Ehndngi ig bgstrpnidvj dŨċgodvhj ebgvbu
rgho`diu phpg Wrfhbh. hnd bdohovh sg prhŨdbh bdig mdenh. bdtd
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856 PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
ig usngmdj jċgodvhbd niu tdtd zhltgv mh sg hs trjb jk sk gsth
vrhtd u Vdk d jfihsbd j ċgk u ig rgċ. h uzh svg tj + ċho sg
bd dbovdzd`dih bdig jenhsdnh" Wvgrgb mh prgm sjfjk dkh ċdst
put. Ehndngi ig prdjbuj bh Mdihnje d stvjrdj + dspjsthvdąg sg
+ kjb ukg bthnbj mgnj jm pgt stjtdbh strhbd`h. zh ojig ku
ig fdnj pj trgfbj pubdl Ũgst ejmdbh" Sdshbig tg obideg fdnj ig
Shph Wrfhb bdig dkhj bhkgru mh sg
upuŨth u derg u ojidkh pds`d prdfgehvhiu
vgrfhnbdk mjvdihbidkh ohoj fd dzfgend
`gbzuru vgrsodl vnhstd. h svg bg fd nd
bgskgthbj Ũdrdnd igrgtdċog dmgig"
bg shkj mue vgą d fjnhb prj`gs" W ċhsu ohm iu ig zhvrŨdj.
Ehndngi ig dkhj 11 ejmdbh d kuog ig kumj sh hrtrdtdsjk.
ojid ku ig jzfdnibj jtgŲhvhj pdshbig"
Ptvhrhium svji Mdihnje. Ehndngi ig prdfgehj kgtjmd ojiu
su ċgstj p rdkgbidvhnd bhuċbd`d u rdkjo htjndċoji Gvrjpd +
svg spjrbg pjmhtog d kdsnd prdordvhj ig prgmsthvnihiuąd dl
ohj jfdċbu dbtgngotuhnbu vgŲfu d mhium dk prdvdm mstg
ado`dig"
Ehndngi ig. shsvdk rhzuknidvj. fdj zhmjvjnihb sjfjkohm ig Ũthkphbig bigejvje bjvje mgnh jmjfrgbj. hnd igmbu
vhŲbu stvhr dpho ig prgvdmgj" Bdig. bhdkg. bh vrgkg uvdmgj
mh phph Wrfhb bgkh bhkgru mh sg upuŨth u derg u ojidkh
SjmrŲhvhiuąd Stjnjkgigvg tgjrdig. d
Wrfhb ig. ohj d svg phpg prg bigeh. shkj
or`kdj egbdihnbg kdsnd igmbg fumhng"
pds`d prdfgehvhiu vgrfhnbdk mjvdihbidkh ohoj fd dzfgend
`gbzuru vgrsodl vnhstd. h svg bg fd nd bgskgthbj Ũdrdnd rhzbg
igrg tdċo g dmg ig" ]u ig kjŲmh Ehndngi pjergŨbj prj`gb dj.
igr jbu Ũdr dbu ojiu ku ig Wrfhb mjzvjnihvhj ohj ohrmdbhn.
shmh. ohj phph. igmbj sthvb j bdig kjehj mh mjpustd + fdnd
jbd prdihtgnid dnd bg" ]hoj bgŨtj fdnj ig u tjk trgbutou ijŨ
tgŲg jċgodvhtd zhtj Ũtj sg 8167" ejmdbg Vdkjk prjbgj enhs
mh su bgkhċod prjtgsthbtd. niutd bgprdihtgnid Ohtjndċog `rovg.prdlvhtdnd lg ndj`gbtrdċbu tgjrdiu"
Ehndngi ig ufrzj stgohj uvdm u bjvjusvjigb. tvrmjojrhb
phpdb sthv pjŨtj ig Wrfhbu pjonjbdj prdkgrho Mdihnjeh"
Wrfhb sg rhzejrjphmdj vdmgvŨd Ũth ig Ehndngi umbdj sh
Pdkpnd`diusjk. ndojk u obidzd ojid ig dsohzdvhj Stjnjkgigvh
engmdŨth" Mjo su mrueh mvh ndoh. bhuċbdo Phnvdihtd d
dbtgngotuhnh` Phergmj. rhzfjrdtj ejvjrdnd j Ojpgrbdoud
bigejvdk tgjrdihkh. Pdkpnd`dius ,prjst. prjstjmuŨhb$. ohoj
ku d shkj dkg bhejvgŨthvh. dzrhŲhvhj sg ohj pjsngmbih
bgzbhnd`h d nhormdihŨ" Srdkgtdj ig tj d ]jkhzj Ohkphbgnh.
prdihtgni d pjŨtjvhnh` Ehndngigv9
Pdkpnd`dius ig. rgonj fd sg. pu oh derh`oh u jvji adnjzjasoji ojkgmdid ojih bhk. u dstd khl. prdohzuig ojndoj su
fu mh nhsth bigejvh uvgrgbih. ojndoj prhzbg rg d ojidkh sg snuŲd. d ohoj i g bgpjstjihb. ijeubhst d Ũth ij Ũsvg bg"
Bg shkj Ũtj ig Pdkpnd`diush dskgvhj khntgbg jm prvg
mj pjsngmbig strhbd`g svjig obideg. Ehndngi ig. thojmg.nuohvj zhmhj umhrh` hrdstjtgnjv`dkh. bhpdshvŨd mh sg jbd
‒zhmjvjnihvhiu tdkg mh sg onhbihiu sgbohkh. adnjzjadrhium
bg bh jsbjvu pjskhtrhbih. vgą dsoniumvj bh tgkgniu
bgojndoj. pjergŨbj uphkągbdl. bhċgnh&" D. mh stvhrd fumu
ij Ũ ejrg. rhzihrgb d hrdstjtgnjv` d uspgnd su mh prjturg igmbj
bhrjmtj jphsbj tukhċgbig9 mh ig Pdkpnd`dius. u stvhrd.
ohrdohturh shkje phpg Wrfhbh"
O V H I I G M B J E M W E J E S V D IH ] G NI P] Q H
Mh nd ig tj zhdsth fdnh Ehndngigvh bhkgrh. tgo + Wrfhb ig.pj svgku sumgm. pjvgrjvhj mh igstg" Pkdshj Ehndngigvg
pjruog svhohoj ig fdj ihshb" SjmrŲhvhium Stjnjkgigvg
tgjrdig. d Wrfhb ig. ohj d svg phpg prg bigeh. shkj or`kdj
egbdihnbg kdsnd igmbg fumhng" Bdig bd ċumj Ũtj ig Wrfhb
fdj tjndoj fgshb? u tjk ċhsu sg. bhŲhnjst. igmbjk zhbhvgo
uehsdnj bigejvj d Ehndngigvj prdihtgnistvj" Wrfhb sg.
rhzuknidvj. jsgąhj dzmhbdk. h ohj Ũtj ig bgohmh ukgj mh
fumg jmuŨgvnigbd prdihtgni. thoj ąg sg shmh pjohzhtd ohj
bgprdihtgni ojid bg zbh zh kdnjst" SdŨuąd j phpd Wrfhbu.
Arhbċgsoj Bdojndbd. tjsohbsod dzhsnhbdo u Vdku. fgngŲdd
jvj9
Ohm Bigejvh svgtjst b hukd bgŨtj. tu jbmh vdsg bgkhsth mh sg mjmh. bhrjċdtj hoj ku sg bgoj u tjkg suprjtsthvd. hoj ku prgtd dnd projsd. igr thmh jb jtvrmbg d bdojevdŨg bg pjŨtuig""" Jvh dstrheh fdąg zhdsth kuċbh"
Bdojndbd ig fdj u prhvu" Orhigk 8106" ejmdbg Ehndngi ig
pjzvhb u Vdk. emg ku ig bhnjŲgbj mh sg pjihvd prgmdbovdzd`dijk" Ehndngi ig jċhibdċod bhstjihj mh jmnjŲd thi
krzho ċhs. prhvmhium sg njŨdk zmrhvnigk. hnd d gpdmgkdijk
oueg u Adrgb`d. usngm ojig fd zh bigeh fdnj orhibig jphsbj
mh bhpuŨth svji mjk" Wrfhb ig. kgmutdk. fdj bgukjnidv"
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PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI& 850
vdzd`dih u \QDD vgou kuċd jsukbidċgbje zh igrgs" Fjejrjmd`h d
d Dsus ‒pjskhtrhiu& jvhi prdzjr sh jfndŲbige zdmh"
zmgsgtjskjejmdŨbid hstrjbjk pjmvrebut ig ngohrsodkgengmdkh. d struċbh prj`gbh enhsdnh ig mh ig mjvjnibj
frje zmrhvstvgbje sthbih mh orgbg bh put" Wrfhb ig thmh
jŲdj mh sgEhndngi ndŨd snjfjmg d bh sdnu mjvgmg u Vdk
vhou gbu. dzuzgv u snuċhiu uojndoj ig zhdsth tgŨoj
fjngsthb. tj igst hoj vgą. prhotdċbj. ngŲd bh shkrtd" Bg Ųgngąd
mh jm bgohmhŨbige prdihtgnih mjŲdvd thovj pjbdŲgbig. Ehndngi
ig shk. d jm svjig vj nig. orgbuj dz Ad rgb`g 63 " ihb uhrh 8100"
Bgoj vrgkg prjvgj ig u ohrhbtdbu u Hovhpgbmgbtgu.kgstu 84< odnjkgthrh umhnigbjk jm Adrgb`g. h ohm ig
usthbjvnigbj mh bdig ond`jbjŨh. puŨtgb ig. mh fd u Vdk stdehj
trd sgmkd`g ohsbdig. mhbh 80" agfruhrh" ]u ig jmsgj u vdnd
Kgmd`d. ohj ejst Arhbċgsoh Bdojndbdih? thi ustupho jmjfrgb
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85= PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
J F P G V Q H ] " P n M G V G d £ d 84
Pt rhb d`h d z d zmhb ih ob i deg Enhsbdo zvgzmh dz 8170" ejm dbg bh
oj ij i sg bh nhzg Eh n d ng igv d ` r tgŲ d pjv rŨ dbg Kgsg`h . d z rjvhŨgbg
o rh t g r d k h " J t o r dv Ũ d b h K g s g ` u p n h b d b g d m j n d b g b h n d o j b d k h
bh Ygkn i d . Eh n d ng i i g mjvgj u p d thb ig uv rgŲgbj k dŨ n igb ig mh ig
bgfgso d svjm shv rŨgb d mh sg b dohm bg kgb ih "
ku ig uprojs ċdbigbd`d mh ig fdj u Wrfhbjvji bgkdnjstd. h
dsoniuċdvj zfje Ehndngigvdl ejmdbh d snhfje zmrhvnih"
Subh mvh kgsg`h kjrhj ig Ehndngi mh ċgoh prg bgej Ũtjig shsnuŨhbig ojbh ċbj pj ċgnj" Vhznje zh tjndoj jmnhehbig
fdj ig u tjkg Ũtj dbovdzd`dih bdig kjenh mh jmnuċd bh ojid
bhċdb mh prdstupd jvjk snuċhiu" Wrfhb ig jmuvgo fdj
pjtpubj uvgrgb mh bg pjstjig bdohovd mjohzd. bd bhuċbd
bd tgjnjŨod. ojid fd dŨnd u prdnje lgndj`gbtrdċbji tgjrdid. hnd
Лаш ghmgk kh unh hb ag ubmhk quhmrhturhkbderdj+ rdfus qudfuamhk tgrkdbds dr ukvhnnh h jbapd dtur. qud |
thbquhk hodandkh kjbtduk iueh gx phrtg Pjnd hvgrahjf+ a urdjrgs hpphrgbt. quh vgrjPjngk rgapd dubt. nudmdjrgs
gxathbt.`uius jppjadtuk db hvdthtdfus h dmdt. quhrukphrs Pjnd hvgrah apdgbmgbs hpphrg . jfa urh vgrj h ukfrj) dh. quhs gx phrtg Pjnds ndth gtt" Dkkdbbth mgdbmg nukkj+ ah aupgrad dg. uk prdkuk tjth agrkgmdąnh kh unh tgbgfrds grt jfmuċnh . Ęhrdjrh kjbtduk mjrah gkdbgbtgr tgbgfrhs a hbmubt" Лгкш mupnd `k hpphrgbtdhk agqugbt s adeurh:jkkjbatrhbt"
jsthnd u Pvgtji snuŲfd bdsu fdnd u tj shsvdk sdeurbd. vgą su
strhljvhnd mh thohv mjohz. hoj sg jmbgoum pjihvd. kjŲg
zh pjsngmd`u dkhtd shzbhbig mh su Fje. Fdfndih. phphd
Vdkjohtjndċoh `rovh bhċdbdnd suŨtdbsou ergŨou" ]j fd.
bhifnhŲg rgċgbj. fdnj vgjkh bgprdihtbj. hnd u bhiejrgk
snuċhiu. kjenj ig dkhtd pjrhzbg pjsngmd`g pj uengm Pvgtg
stjnd`g kgĘu vgrbd`dkh"
D. ohj mh svg tj bdig fdnj mjvjnibj. pjstjihnh ig ijŨigmbh
bgmjukd`h9 ohoj prgm sum dzvgstd ċjvgoh thoj zbhkgbdtjed pjŨtjvhbje ohj Ũtj ig tj fdj Ehndngi. ojid ig uigmbj fdj d
hutjr obideg Mdihnje. ojiu ig jmjfrdj ndċbj arhthr + sthrgŨdbh
Pvgtg phnhtg. phpsoje mvjrh u Qhtdohbu" Shph Wrfhb.
dzengmh. bdig j tjkg fdj jfhvgŨtgb. d pjrd`hj ig mh ig bh kh
ojid bhċdb fnhejsnjvdj dzmhvhbig tje mgnh" H jpgt. obideh
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PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI& 857
uengmhnh svgtnjst mhbh. d bg shkj tj + pjstdenh ig vgndod
spgl" Ojndoj ejm Ųgngj mh prdtgebg svje bgohmhŨbige
rdihtgnih d mh ohj mjohzbd khtgrdihn prgm sum dzbgsg uprhvj
hndngigvMdihnje. phph Wrfhb ihsbj ig uvdĘhj mh pjouŨhi
hsgjvh obideh upjtrgfd u `dniu mds orgmdth`dig pjzbhtjestrjbjkh bg fd fdj kumhr dzfjr"
Sjsng muedl bgmgnih dzburuiuąge rhzkhtrhbih rhzbdl
kjeuąbjstd. Pvgth snuŲfh dbovdzd`dig ojbhċbj ig mjbgnh
mnuoumh Ehndngih dzvgmg prgm sum" Ehndngi ig shsnuŨhb 86"
W Pvgtji snuŲfd su""" strhljvhnd mh
thohv mjohz. hoj sg jmbgoum pjihvd.
kjŲg zh pjsngmd`u dkhtd shzbhbih mh suFje. Fdfndih. phph d Vdkjohtjndċoh
`rovh bhċdbdnd suŨtdbsou ergŨou"
prdnh 8100" W tjou dspdtdvhbih. skgnj ig tvrmdj mh sg bdig
enuŨdj j zhfrhbu mgnh Mg Vgvjnutdjbdfus. ohj bd j sthv dz
ohzh dz 8181" prjtdvhb ojpgrbdohbsoji lgndj`gbtrdċbji
jrdid" Ojpgrbdohbsou tgjrdiu ig. mjmhj ig ijŨ. prgmsthvdj
kj ohj igmbu ldpjtgzu. pj rdċuąd mh ig dohmh tvrmdj ohoj
th tgjrdih dstdbdth"
HNDNGI W J SH PB J P] D
hndngi sg thoj dstrhibj frhbdj mh sg Pvgth snuŲfh u igmbjk
gbutou bhŨnh u zhfubd" Mh fd sphsnh jfrhz. h kjrhnh
mheh sphsg ohoj zbh d ukg. dbo vdz d`dih. igm bj sthvbj .
ig kjenh mh pustd Ehndngih bgohŲbigbje" Sjstjihnh ig
kjeuąbjst mh sg Mdihnje zhfrhbd. mh sg sthvd bh spdsho
hfrhbigbdl obideh. ohj. ujsthnjk. d Ojpgrbdojvj mgnj Mg gvjnutdjbdfus. hnd tj fd. bhrhvbj. bh orhiu mjvgnj mjtng
h sg Ehndngi dpho prjvuċg orjz dengbg uŨd" Shph Wrfhb
trj sg suprjtsthvdj thovjk rhzrgŨgb iu + mh ob ideh fumg
umgbh. hnd bg d bigb hutjr" FdvŨd Ehndngigv prdihtgni Ųgngj ig.
dengmbj. shkj igmbj9 mh jsumd Ehndngih"
Wtji ahzd dstrheg jsukbidċgbd zh igrgs fdnd fd prgmhtd
ovdzd`did. ojih fd dl kuċdnh svg mjo jm bidl bg dzbumd
rdzbhbig" Dbovdzdtjrd su jptuŲgbjkg pruŲhnd pjsngmbiu
rdndou mh sg jmrgobg svjig igrgsd. thoj Ũtj fd ku pjohzhnd
rdfjr zh kuċgbig. ojid su svgŨtgbd`d prg upjtrgfg bgrgtojhejsdnihnd" @rovh ig. bhdkg. tg prgmkgtg skhtrhnh svgtdk
htohkh pjkjąu ojidl Fje jkjeuąhvh dbovdzd`did mh
fnumgng vrhtd bh put ‒prhvg& vgrg"
Qrnj ig vgrjvhtbj mh ig Ehndngi pjzbhvhj svjistvh tdl
svgtdl hnhtod. d zbhj ohovg strhljtg jbg kjeu ċjvgou mh
mjbgsu" Bdig. prdtjk. fdnj ujfdċhigbj mh dbovdzd`dih kuċd
sthrdig niumg. hnd jsthig bgpjzbhbd`h ojndoj ig Ehndngi. ojkg
ig tg 8100 " fdnj 53 ejmdbh. kjehj fdtd sdeurhb mh ąg. uprhvj
zfje svjig sthrjstd. fdtd pjŨtgĘgb tjrturg" H fdj ig tj shm
vgą igmhb orlho. prgpnhŨgb sthrh`. ds`rpnigb jm mueje
fjnjvhbih d zgfbig. thoj mh ig d shkh prgtbih kuċgbigk
kjenh fdtd shsvdk mjvjnibh mh dbovdzdtjrd dpho prdfgebu
igmdbjk rgŨgbiu9 mh prdtdsbu Ehndngih . mh eh dzburg. svg mjo
u igmbjk trgbutou jb bg pjpustd. jm strhlh d ds`rpnigbjstd"
Bgpubg trd bgmgnig jm mhbh ohm sg prvd put pjihvdj prgm
dbovdzd`dijk. Ehndngi ig. mhbh 03" hprdnh. pjbjvj dzhŨhj prgm
sum d prdzbhj mh sg. pdŨuąd Mdihnje. jsnhbihj bh pjergŨbg
prj`gbg" Gvj Ũth ig rgohj9
Jm svjig snjfjm bg vjnig prdzb higk mh shk bh vgągk frjiu k gsth u obidzd dznjŲdj svjih rhzkdŨnihbih u
PvgŨtgbd`d su prdfjr zh kuċgbig
bgrgtoj fnhejsdnihnd prg bgej stj
ąg jb fdtd upjtrgfnigb""" @rovh ig tg
prgmkgtg skhtrhnh svgtdk hnhtohkh"
thovjk jfndou mh fd ċdthnh` ojid bdig upjzbht sh stvhrbjk svrljk k jeh rhmh kjehj dk htd rhznjeh
mh prgtpjsthvd o hoj su hreukgbtd jbg strhbg ojih ig u zhfnumd. h ojig shk ih bhk grhvhj mh
pjfdi gk . ds ohzhbd ohj mh sg p rg rh ċubhnj s tdk mh
ąg sg. bidljvjk uvgrnidvjŨąu. ċdthj`dkh bhkgtbutd
jmrgĘgbh ufgĘgbih. h bg mh ąg fdtd nhoj prjzrgtd dl""
S J B D Ż H Q H I W ā G S V D Y B H B I G
Ehndngi ig jtdŨhj d ojrho mhnig. d pjbdzdj sg rgohvŨd mh ig
fdj vjĘgb ‒thŨtjk hkfd`dijk&" SjŨtj su eh prdsdndnd mh
dstupd sh jvjk ouohvdċojk dzihvjk. jmvgmgb ig u thkbd`g
Pvgtg snuŲfg. emg ig prjvgj trd bgmgnig prg bgej Ũtj ąg eh
pjbjvj dzvgstd prgm dbovdzd`diu" Jvjeh puth bigejvj ig
fdnj mh sg d zvhbdċbj jmrgobg Ojpgrbdoh d bigejvg tgjrdig.
tg mh dbovdzdtjrdkh prgmh pdshbj prdzbhbig svjidl bgmgnh"
Ehndngi ig shmh. pj vnhstdtdk rgċdkh. uvdmgj mh ig svjidkMdihnjejk ‒bgljtd`g& pjmrŲhj ojpgrbdohbsoj vdmgbig
bgfh. d mh ig @rovh prhvdnbj prjsumdnh mh ig bigejvj engmdŨtg
fdnj pjergŨbj" Sj bhrgmfd phpg Wrfhbh. tgost Ehndngigvje
pjohihbih rhzhsnht ig pj `gnji ohtjndċoji Gvrjpd. d ċdthb ig u
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851 PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI&
svdk `rovhkh. thoj mh svhod ohtjndo ċuig mh ig dbovdzd`dih
uspgnh mh snjkd igmbje vgndohbh ohohv ig Ehndngj Ehndngi"
SjbdŲgbig ojig ig prgtrpgj d phpdbh jsvgtjniufdvjst
mufjoj su pjvrgmdnd Ehndngih" Fdj ig fgshb d jejrċgb zfje
bhċdbh bh ojid su sg prgkh bigku pjbgnd ohoj dbovdzd`dih.
thoj d bigejv bgemhŨbid prdihtgni. ojid eh ig prdbumdj bh
igmb u udstdbu fjnbu Ųrtvu" Fdj ig. bhpjsngtou. prdsdnigb mh sg
jmrgobg jbjeh Ũtj ig rhmdj d u Ũth ig vgrjvhj `gnje Ųdvjth.
d tj zhrhm igmbg pjergŨbg tgjrdig zh ojiu ig jb. mufjoj u
muŨd. zbhj mh bgkh bdohovg vgzg sh dstdbjk" Ehndngi sg.
thoj. d mhnig dbhtdj. uprojs ċdbigbd`d mh sg pjbdzbj jmrgohj
svjeh uċgbih" Bdojnjbd. h d jsthnd Ehndngigvd prdihtgnid. kjrhnd
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PNWĎHI ‒EHNDNGI& 855
umjfrj mh sg pjtrumg ohoj fd eh ufgmdnd mh fumg orjtho.
hdsbdsljmnidv. igr. hoj dstrhig u tjk projsu. kjŲmh jvjeh
uth bgąg dzfgąd bhistrjŲu ohzbu bh ojiu fd phph Wrfhb d
ovdzd`dih kjend mh eh jsumg" Ohm fd sg pjbjvj bhŨhj bh
dljvjkumhru. snhfhŨbd fd fdnd dzengmd mh sg sthrd hstrjbjkjbjvj dzfhvd dz bgvjnig" Bdojndbd ig muej kjrhj mh sg
ufgĘuig s Ehndngigk" Gvj Ũth ig igmbjk prdndojk zhfgngŲdj9
Jb ,Ehndngi$ tvrmd. uprojs svgku. m h fd kje hj shsvdk vhnihbj mh jmfrhb d svjig sthvjvg. hnd ih shk eh
pjmstd` hj. h svg bg fd nd sg svg tj Ũtj p rg jojb ċh nj . mh sg bg fjrd zh tg sthvjvg. vgą mh skgrbj prdlvhtd oh ovh
ejm uvgrgbih ,dbovdzdtjrd$ jm bigeh Ųgngn d mh ċuiu"""
]j eh ig sdnbj pjejmdnj. h d kgbd su sg jtvjrdng jm . d
vdmgj shk oh ovj mgistvj tj dkh bh bigeh. tg jsthmjl u jzfdnibji sukbid mh ąg uspgtd mh shċuvh Ųdvu enhvu"
S V J E N H ţ G B O V D Q D K
Mhbh 66" iubh 8100" Ehndngi sg pjbjvj pjihvdj prgm
dbovdzd`dijk. jvjeh puth mh ċuig ohovh ku ig sumfdbh
bhkgbigbh" Bh sgfd ig tjk prdndojk dkhj mueu fgnu lhnidbud ŨgŨdr u jfndou oupg ohohv bjsg ergŨbd`d ohm sg pjohiu. h
jbmh ig ongohj prgm sumdig d ċgohj mh ku dzrgobu prgsumu"
Dbovdzd`dih ig E hndngih prjenhsdnh ordvdk zh ‒ebusbg znj`dbg&.
h pj dzrgċgbji prgsumd bhŨhj sg pjm ‒Ųgstjojk sukbijk zh
igrgs& " Ehndng i ig bh tj uzvrhtdj9 ‒Srjondbigk ,svjig$ erglg d
igrgs . d ebuŨhk dl sg "„
Bigejv Mdihnjeig zhfrhbigb. h u Dbmgosu zhfrhbigbdl
obideh jsthj ig ejtjvj pubh mvh vgoh" Phk Ehndngi jsumgb ig
bh ohzbu mjŲdvjtbje zhtvjrh" Jmvgmgb ig pjtjk u thkbd`u
prd Pvgtji snuŲfd dbovdzd`dig. d kjeuąg ig mh fd thkj mjvgoh
Ehndngi ig. bhpjsngtou. fdj prdsdnigb
mh sg jmrgobg jbjeh Ũtj ig rhmdj d u
Ũth ig vgrjvhj `gnje Ųdvjth. d tj zhrhm
igmbg pjergŨbg tgjrdig zh ojiu ig
mufjoj u muŨd zbhj mh bgkh bdohovg vgzg sh dstdbjk"
d jsthj mh sg zh bigeh bdig zhuzgj knhmd ohrmdbhn Arhbċgsoj
Fhrfgrdbd. sdbjvh` phpg Wrfhbh QDDD" Fhrfgrdbd ig fdj vgndod
pjŨtjvhnh` Ehndngigv d uspgj ig mh ufgmd strd`h mh mjzvjnd
hstrjbjku mh sg vrhtd u tjsohbsoj pjsnhbstvj u Vdku"
Hkfhshmjr Bdojndbd sg prgbgrhzdj vdmgvŨd u ohovjk sg
sthbiu Ehndngi bhnhzd" ‒PtrhŨbj ig tj „. zhpdshj ig jb. ‒ohm
MŲjb Kd n tjb ,mgsbj$. gbe ngso d p dsh` d pgsb do . bh ipjzbht d i d pj mg nu
Dzeuf nigbd rhi. pjsgt dj ig vgą pr d n dċbj jfj ng nje Ehn d ng ih ,mrue d s ngvh$
ejm dbg 810< . mjo ig hs t rjbjk f dj u ouąbjk p r d t vj ru u H rċg t d iu
orh i A d rgb`g"
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85< PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDN GI&
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
N DK F D Ď DP ] DN Dţ ]G
Khmh n dkf bd ig d zvhbdċhb pjihk u rdkjohtjn dċoji vgrd.
igs tg s bi jk pjvgzhb" Phk th i dz rhz dzv gmgb ig dz nhtd bso g
rgċd ndkfus . Ũtj zbhċd dvd`h. erhbd`h. jfjm + h jpdsuig
sthbig ojig u zherjfbjk Ųdvjtu dsousg DiuĘd ojid su ukrnd u
prhdsojbsojk erglu. hnd dpho bdsu pjsnhtd u Eglgbu. phohj
emg sg joupnihiu muŨg uongtdl" Sjikjk ċdstdndŨth pho ċgstj
sg jpdsuig kgstj emg muŨg ergŨbdoh uŲhsbj phtg. d fdvhiu bh
strhvdċhb bhċdb ohŲbihvhbg zh bgmgnh pjċdbigbh zh Ųdvjth"
Ohtjndċoh `rovh. u stvhrd. ċdstdndŨtg ,purehtjrdi$ shengmhvh
u zbhtbj jptdkdstdċbd igk svgtnu. ohj kgstj emg muŨg jbdl
ojid su ukrnd u kdnjstd FjŲiji fdvhiu jċdŨągbg d. uojndoj ig tj
bgjpljmbj. mjfdihiu prdvrgkgbu ohzbu" @gj thi pjstupho
zhprhvj dl prdprgkh zh prgnhzho u rhi" Jbhi oj zh Ųdvjth oupd
dbmunegb`diu ,jprjst ergljvh$ kjŲg bh thi bhċdb mh sorhtd
vrgkg fjrhvoh u ndkfu dnd ċdstdndŨtu. prg bgej Ũtj d bigejvji
muŨd fumg mjzvjnigbj mh jmg u rhi"
kjrhŨ mh dkhŨ pjsnh sh dbovdzd`dijk" Jvhi sdrjtd ċjvgo bhk
sg vrhtdj vdŨg krthv bgej Ųdv"„
Bdojndbd ig pjtgehj svjig vgzg bg fd nd dzmgistvjvhj mhsg Ehndngiu mjzvjnd mh sg vrhtd ouąd. u Adrgb`u" Shph Wrfhb
ig jmfdj tj mh uċdbd. hnd ig mjzvjndj hstrjb jk u u bgkdnj std
mh sg prgsgnd u mjk Hsohbdih Sdojnjkdbdih. sdigbsoje
Ehndngi ig""" mrŲhb u ouąbjk prdtvjru.
ohj zhtjċgbdo dbovdzd`dig. d fdnj ku ig
zhfrhb igbj""" mh sg vrhtd prjagsurd"
bhmfdsouph. emg ig Ehndngi prgtrpgj bgrvbd snjk" Ehndngi ig
ojm Sdojnjkdbdih prjvgj. jpjrhvnihiuąd sg. bhrgmbdl pgt
kgsg`d" ]go orhigk 8100" ejmdbg mjzvjnigbj ku ig mh sg
vrhtd oum u Hrċgtd" Ďho d thkj mrŲhb ig u ouąbjk prdtvjru.
ohj zhtjċgbdo dbovdzd`dig. prd ċgku ku ig fdnj zhfrhbigbj
mh prdkh ojngeg uċgbihog d bhuċbdog. h bdig ku mjzvjnigbj
bd mh sg vrhtd prjagsurd"
Fdnj ku ig. dpho. jsthvnigbj prhvj mh pdŨg. d thoj igEhndngi tu. u Hrċgtdiu. rhmdj bh bjvji obidzd. ojiu ig. dbhċg.
zhpjċgj u Sdojnjkdbdigvjk mjku. pjm bhsnjvjk Mvg bjvg bhuog" Mgnj ig fdnj pjsvgągbj kglhbd`d d bhu`d j orgthbiu"
Dthndihbsod dzmhvhm fjihnd su sg mh jmŨthkphiu jvj mgnj.
dkhium u vdmu ądbigbd`u mh ig dbovdzd`dih fumbj kjtrdnh
bh Ehndngih" Dbovdzdtjrd su sg pjfrdbund mh sprgċg Ehndngih
mh obideu jfihvd u Qgbg`did. mjo su ku igzudtd uprjphstdnd
dzengmg mh obideu Ũthkph u Bgkhċoji" Bhpjsngtou su
sg Ehndngigvd prdihtgnid mjsgtdnd mh prjordiukċhrg ruojpds
prgoj Hnph u prjtgsthbtsou Ljnhbmiu pjŨtj sg bh tgrdtjrdiu
jvg zgknig bdig jmbjsdj phpsod bhnje" Obideh ig ojbhċbj
uengmhnh svgtnjst mhbh iubh 810<" Ehndngi ig mjtng vgą tjndoj
uprjphstdj vdm pjskhtrhiuąd zvgzmg orjz tgngsojpg mhig
vgą prhotdċbj fdj shsvdk sngp" Bdig. thoj. kjehj mh prjądth
jmŨthkphbd prdkgrho svjig pjsngmbig obideg"
Ehndngi ig tjndoj uprjphstdj vdm
pjskhtrhiuąd zvgzmg orjz tgngsojpmh ig vgą prhotdċbj fdj shsvdk sngp"
E H N D N G I G Q H P K V ]
Orhigk 81=8" ejmdbg. pjvdŨgbh tgkpgrhturh jm ojig ig
Ehndngi phtdj dz zdkg u zdku pjbjvj sg ihvdnh. hnd jvjeh
puth jb sg jm erjzbd`g bdig jpjrhvdj" Srgkdbuj ig <"
ihb uhrh 81=6 " ejmdbg. bgojndoj bgmgnih prg sgmhkmgsgtjskje rjmgbmhbh" Bd ohm sg Ehndngi upjojidj. Ųhr jsvgtg
bdig zehsbuj u sr`u phpg Wrfhbh" Sjbtda ig jmfdj kjnfu
mh sg bigejvjk bgohmhŨbigk prdihtgniu uprdndm ihvbh
shlrhbh. d jsthj ig enuv bh prgondbihbih vgndoje prdihtgnih
pjojibje hstrjbjkh. khtgkhtdċhrh Qdbċgb`h Qdvdihbdih.
mh sg Ehndngiu pjmdebg spjkgbdo" Wrfhb ig tj jfrhznhehj
tvrmbijk mh ig. pjċdbdvŨd erglg prjtdv Fjeh d Vdkjohtjndċog
`rovg. Ehndngi dzhzvhj ‒bhivgąu shfnhzhb u lrdŨąhbsojk
svgtu&" Wkgstj spjkgbdoh. Ehndngi ig mjfdj sorjkbu
erjfbd`u u pjmruku @rovg Phbth orjąg ,Pvgtje orsth$ u
Adrgb`d"
Ejtjvj mthv vgo ohsbdig. ejmdbg 8505. phph Ongkgbt\DD
bhrgmdj ig mh sg bh dstjk kgstu zh Ehndngih pjmdebu erjfbd`h
d spjkgbdo ohovd tjk ċjvgou mjndouiu" Kjrhąg. kgmutdk.
mh prjĘg ijŨ pubdl 073 ejmdbh prg bgej Ũtj phph Ijvhb Shvng
DD. ejmdbg 8446. pjbdŨtd prgsumg dz 8181" d 8100. d dzihvd mhig
Ehndngi dpho fdj u prhvu"
Ehnd ng igv erjf d spjkgbdo pjmdebutd su 8505" u @rovd Phbth orjċg
u Adrgb`d. pj bhnjeu phpg Ongkgbth \DD" Jm Ehndngigvg skrtd utjk
t rgbutou prjŨ nj ig f d nj vgą v dsg jm igmbje vgoh"
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PNWĎHI ‒ EHNDNGI& 854
EHNDNHGQP @"HND8 KQP SH]VD@ ANJV r PEGJKN]LDHG HP]VJBJKDHG SLDNJPJSLDHG KH\DKQP FGP]t] Q%U
BQD ND Q DKDPPQHa @JKSHVHB3QP & Н |LO FGBG XQ8GP@H8
QD\"H DH ^^ "К"В ЖАА " ▣ “ D — d % “ \\\\D"JQFHB]DFQ+ HG]GOBQK SHn UHn MG@ QP
\"Q8VDP 8“H]SD@LP PH@LHG LQDQP H tM nd 8—МH J ] @ ] R aJBdKa B d QB ^QDB@D B _ 83 QDQ DHK J KH,"?DP Ь @DBGVD sr hq vg +ia* in
D D HKG B ] J A +nLGLtP DJ FHS&] @ NGKGBP BGNND QP D m t HS D PGB H]J FDP A.
D QFGB]d HB8KJ HFPJNQD]"
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SHSG
YH]J@GBDO QH]DOHBH. MGJ SVQD
Ejmdbh 8<=<" fdnh ig bhiejrh ojiu su hutjrdthrbd kjbhrsd Gvrjpg dsousdnd" Vdksodphph. ojid ig svjidk Shpsodk mrŲhvhkh u srgmbiji Dthndid vnhmhj u sndċbjk
khbdru. ohj prhvd hpsjnutdsth. bdig prjŨhj bdŨth fjnig jm bidl? ŨthvdŨg. u tdk
prgvdrhbidkh trpgj ig vdŨg jm svgtjvbdl mgspjth"
Prvd put jtohm pjstjid prgstj svgtje Sgtrh. kją d
pjtpubh vnhst ojiu su bhm svjidk pjmhbd`dkh dkhng
phpg fdng su jzfdnibj uerjŲgbg" Srgtbih ig pjtgonh
mbjvdl. ndfgrhnbdl dmgih. dzrhŲgbdl u snjehbu Arhb`usog
gvjnu dig. ojih ig uzfurohnh mthv ojbtdbgbt Ũgzmgsgtho ejmdbh
hbdig9 snjfjmh. igmbhojst. frhtstvj" W pjtjbidk ejmdbhkh tg
mgig prjŨdrdng su sg pj Gvrjpd. fumgąd bhmu kdndjbh pjtnhċgbdl
hrdz ig fdj igmhb u bdzu gvrjpsodl erhmjvh u ojidkh ig 8<=<" mjŨnj
j Ųgstjodl suojfh. u vrgkg rgvjnu`djbhrbje thnhsh ojid ig zhlvhtdj
hvu Gvrjpu. ohmh ig jf dċhb b hrjm tr hŲdj bg oh bj vh pr hvh d
jfjmg" Ďho d phph Sdig D\ jsgtdj ig bh svjiji ojŲd pjsngmd`g tdl
gŨhvhbih. h jbmh ig prgoj bjąd jm ndfgrhnh pjsthj hutjorhth"
mh ąg igmbjeh mhbh Ųdvgtd u snjfjmbdigk svgtu"
W pjċgtou bdig dzengmhnj mh ąg sg phph Sdig D\. ojid ig
bh muŲbjst dzhfrhb mvg ejmdbg rhbdig ,8<=1$. bhm bh umhru
tje ‒rgvjnu`djbhrbje thnhsh&. ohoj su pjigmdbd dstjrdċhrd
johrhotgrdshnd mjehmhig dz 8<=<" Bigejv prgtljmbdo. dzrhzdtj
ojbzgrvhtdvbd Ereur \QD. fdj ig uvgrgb mh ig svhoh dbjvh`dih.
kh ojid jfndo pjprdkdnh. pj shkji svjiji prdrjmd + znj" ]j sg
bhrjmtj jmbjsdnj bh pnjmjvg tglbjnjŨoje bhprgtoh. ohj Ũtj
ig. rg`dkj. upjtrgfh ehsh zh jsvgtnihvhbig und`h. dnd bjvdid. frŲdvdmjvd prgvjzh ,Ųgngzbd`h$. u ċgku ig Ereur prgpjzbhvhj
Ęhvjnidl ruou mgnj. bgŨtj dz ojrgbh prjtdvbj jbjkg Ũtj ig Fje
dkhj bh uku mjo ig stvhrhj Ųdvjt bh Ygknid" Sdig. ojid ig fdj 03
ejmdbh knhmd jm svje prgtljmbdoh. fnhejbhonjbj ig engmhj bh
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8<6 YH]JĎGBDO QH ]DOH BH. MGJ SVQD
prjergs. d fdj igmhb jm khnjfrjibdl gvrjpsodl vnhmhrh ojig ig
orhsdnh snjfjmukbjst"
D zhdsth. Sdigv mjnhzho bh prgstj svgtje Sgtrh prhtdng
su dbjvh`dig. ohj Ũtj su upjtrgfh ehsh zh jsvgtnigbig und`h
d uvjĘgbig Ųgngzbd`g. uprhvj jbh zbhkgbih tglbjnjŨoje
prjergsh ojig ig E reur jsumdvhj" Sdig ig. sgk tjeh. jsnjfjmdj
pjndtdċog zhtvjrgbdog dz phpsodl thkbd`h d pjorgbuj prj`gs
rgajrkd uċkhng d ojrukpdrhbg vhtdohbsog fdrjorhtdig" Bjvd
phph bhkgrhvhj ig mh jtupd jŨtrd`u dbovdzd`dig. uodbg Dbmgos
zhfrhbigbdl obideh d jsnjfjmd bjvdbg d obideg tgŨog `gbzurg"
Jzfdnibj sg ejvjrdnj d j bjvdk erhmhbsodk snjfjmhkh d
uvjmgbiu mgkjorhtdig" M jtng phph Sdig. kgmutdk. bdohmh
bdig stdehj. h ojndoj fd ndfgrhnbd phph mhngoj mjeurhj u
kjm grbdzh`did phpstvh svgt bdohmh bdig bd dkhj prdndog
svjidk jċdkh mh sg uvgrd" Qgą u ihbuhru 8<=4" ejmdbg.thċbj ejmdbu mhbh pjsng rgvjnu`dih ojig su zhlvhtdng kbjeg
gvrjpsog zgknig. phph Sdig jmrgohj sg svjidl ndfgrhnbdl dmgih
d prgtvjrdj sg u prhvje rgho`djbhrh d shkjmrŨ`h. bdŨth vdŨg
snjfjmjukbje jm jsthndl mgspjth tjeh mjfh"
B G K D N J P V M B H S V J K G B H
Pth ig tj mjvgnj mj thovje. pjtpubje zhjorgth" W
bhiorhągk. rgv jnu`djbhrbd zhkhl ojid ig zh `dni dkhj
jstvhrgbig ‒snjfjmg. igmbhojstd d frhtstvh& pjsthj ig u
tji kgrd bgkdnjsrmhb mh ig shmh vgą jtvjrgbj bhihvnidvhjpjtpubj ubdŨthvhbig ‒sthrje pjrgtoh&. khohr d pj
`gbu bhiejrge bhsdnih d orvjprjndąh" D u shkdk Shpsodk
Sdig ig jsnjfjmdj pjndtdċog zhtvjrgbdog
dz phpsog thkbd`g d zhpjċgj prj`gs
rgajrkg uċkhng d ojrukpdrhbg
vhtdohbsog fdrjorhtdig"
mrŲhvhkh dzfdihnd su thovd bgkdrd mh ig pjsthnj jphsbj
dzhąd bh und`u" ]jndoj su jŨtrd fdnd zhltgvd zh mjbjŨgbig
bjvje usthvh mh Sdigv prjerhk + h prgtpjsthvnih sg mh ig tj
fdnh pjstgpgbh ndfgrhndzh`dih. d tj dsoniuċdvj pjm bigejvdk
fumbdk bhmzjrjk + vdsg d bdig fdnj kjeuąg sprjvgstd u
mgnj" Qrlubh` ig fdj ohm ig ċvrstjruohŨ u snuŲfd phpg Sdih.
prgk digr Sgngerdbj Vjsd. bh skrt dzfjmgb bh Qhtdohbsojk
Srvd vht dohbsod shfjr . oji d ig shzvhj phph Sd ig D\. pjċgj ig 8<14.
h zhvrs dj sg 8<53" ejmdbg" Mvh enhvbh ` d n ih jvje souph fd nh su mh
sg pj tv rm d phpsoh bgpjergŨ dvjs t d mh sg j ihċh hb t dkjmgrb ds t d ċoh
pj n d t d oh "
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 8<0
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8<= YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD
V G Q J N W @ D J B H V B D Y H L ] G Q D
Sjfubg. bgrgmd. rgvjnu`dig d jpŨtgbhrjmbj
bgzhmjvjnistvj bdsu. bhrhvbj. fdnd bdohovh bjvdbh
u gvrjpsodk zgknihkh. hnd usthb`d ojid su pjċgnd mh
dzfdihiu u ihbuhru 8<=<" dpho su fdnd bgŨtj pjtpubj
mruehċdig" Bgzhmjvjnistvj ojig ig u tdk furbdk
mjehmhidkh dzfdnj bh pjvrŨdbu bdig fdnj bd kgsbje
bd sthngŨoje ohrhotgrh. vgą svgjfulvhtbj" Sjċgv jm
Arhb`usog ,pjbjvj$. prgoj bgk hċodl d dthndihbsodl
mrŲhvh. ph mj Hustrdisog `hrgvdbg. Pvhi`hrsog. Qgndog
Sjnisog u mhbhŨbigk zhphmbjk mgnu srgmbig Sjnisog
d QnhŨog bh iueu Vukubdig + Ųgstjog mgkj bstrh`digjzfdnibj su zhprgtdng vnhmhiuądk gndthkh Pthrje
ojbtdb gbth" Bhrjmd su trhŲdnd bjvg. ndfgrhnbg usthvg.
mgkjorhtsoj prhvj enhsh. snjfjmu ejvjrh d jsthng
ustupog" Orjz svg tj prjvgihvhnh ig bgoh bjvh vrsth
projŨgbih vnhstdkh. d uprhvj td mjehmhid jfgngŲdndsu
orhi jbje f gspj ejvj rbje pjŨtjvhb ih ojig ig. mj thmh.
Ũtdtdnj shkjmrŨ`g jm bhrjmbje bgzhmjvjnistvh" Bhċgnj
‒kd prjtdv bidl& pjsthnj ig prdkgbidvj u kgmubhrjmbdk
rhzkgrhkh. h j tji tgbmgb`did pdshj ig d arhb`usod
ndfgrh nbd dstj rdċh r Hngosds mg ]jovdn9 ‒MruŨtvj ig fdnj
rhspjnuągbj" Jbd ojid bdsu dkhnd bdŨth. shmh su dkhnd
bgŨtj zhigm bdċo j + zhvdst" Jbd ojid su dkhnd svg +uigmdbdnd su sg u strhlu"&
frmu. 87" bjvgkfrh 8<=< " Wfdstvu ig prdsustvjvhnj
kbjŨtvj prjnhzbdoh. hnd bdoj. pj svgku sumgąd. bdig
prgmuzgj bdŨth mh znjċdb sprgċd" Wfd`h bdohmh bdig ulvhągb"
Vjsdigvh skrt mufjoj ig uzmrkhnh Sdih" Shpg su. ohm sg svg
shfgrg. d rhbdig ufdihbg. hnd fhrgk u prgtljmbdl mgvgt vgojvh
thohv snuċhi bdig zhfgngŲgb? shmh ig Sdig strhljvhj mh ig kjŲmh
jb sngmgąd ojeh ąg zhmgsdtd th strhŨbh sumfdbh" Bg fd nd igdzfgehj. jmnuċdj ig mh pjfgebg dz Vdkh. d zhdsth ig d bhpustdj
erhm. jfuċgb ohj jfdċhb svgŨtgbdo. zhonjbdvŨd sg. prdtjk. d
dzh thkbdl bhjċhrh" Bdoj. srgąjk. bdig prgpjzbhj fgzdkgbu
prdndou ojih ig uŨnh u ojċdiu fhvhrsoje dzhsnhbdoh d jtputjvhnh
bh iue. u Orhnigvdbu mvgiu Pd`dndih. u tvrĘhvu Ehgtu. skgŨtgbu
bh jfhnd sgvgrbj jm Bhpunih" Sjfubg ojig su dzfdng prvj u
Fjnjbid. h jbmh d bh rhzbdk kgstdkh iuŲbdig jm Fjnjbig. svg
mjng mj Vdkh. sdnbj su pjtrgsng Shpsog mrŲhvg" Dz `gng tgprjstrhbg jfnhstd prjtgrhbd su phpsod prgmsthvbd`d. ngehtd.
mh fd bh bidljvh kgsth fdnd pjsthvnigbd kgsbd jmfjrd ojid su.
jpgt. bg ċhsgąd ċhsh. prjenhŨhvhnd orhi phpsog vnhmhvdbg" JvgN d f g r h n b g r g a j r k g
o j i g i g p h p h
Sd ig zhejv hrhj
b g p j s r g m b j p j Ũ t j
i g dzhf r hb . o hj
Ũ t j s u u v j Ę g b i g
e r h Ę h b s o d l p r h v h d
u o d m h b i g ` g b z u r g .
m j ċ g o h b g s u s h
jmuŨgv n igb igk. h n d
b dsu f d n g muejeh
m h l h "
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 8<7
fdstvj prgknigrh phpsog vnhmg Sgngerdbh Vjsdih 8<=<" ejmdbg
jfumdnj ig u Sdiu D\ strhl zh sjpstvgbd Ųdvjt" SrdfgŲdŨtg ig
jbhŨhj u jojndbd Bhpunih"
mnuog pjtvrĘgbg su d zvhbdċbj u ihbuhru 8<=4. ohmh ig u
ku zhsgmhnh bjvjdzhfrhbh PoupŨtdbh. ajrkdrhbh vjnijk
hrjmh" PoupŨtdbh ig dzenhshnh bjvd Wsthv. u ċdigk ig prvjk
hbu bhvgmgbj mh sg prdvrgkgbh vnhst phpstvh + uodmh"
mtjeh ċhsh + pdshnj ig thojmg u Wsthvu + vnhst u ShpsodkŲhvhkh fdąg fdrhbh mgkjorhtsodk putgk"
H S D B H E H V M H S J M J V W Ż I G K
hpd su u pjkją prdtgond strhb`d. thoj mh ndfgrhnbh
oupŨtdbh. fhrgk u tjk shzdvu s pjċgtoh 8<=4. bdohmh bdig
hngoj mjeurhnh" Hustrdih d Arhb`usoh. ohtjndċog zgknig
jig su mgndng prgvnhst bhm Dthndijk u pgrdjmu jm 8580" mj
8=" ejmdbg. pjsnhng su vjisou. PoupŨtdb h ig zhtvjrgbh. h
hpd Sdiu vrhągbg su vnhst d pjċhstd ojig su ku bhorhtoj fdng
muzgtg" Fdnj ig. kgmutdk. u tjkg d bgog Ũhrhmg. igr bdig
ndojvhnj igmbjk phpd mh eh ċuvh dsoniuċdvj bhjruŲhbh
bh ehrmh" Hustrdihb`d. pjm ċdijk su uprhvjk thmh fdnd
kfhrmdih bh sgvgrjzhphmu Shpshodl mrŲhvh d Qgbgtj
bh sgvgrjdstjou. jmrŲhvhnd su rgm d kdr bh tgrdtjrdid ojijk
ig bj kdbhnbj uprhvnihj phph" Jb d. mhong. Hus trd ihb`d. d
arhb`usod vjibd`d ojid su phtrjndrhnd und`hkh Vdkh + igmdbd
su sthihnd dzkgmu phpg Sdih d prjphstd ojih ig bhmjnhzdnh"
Sdiu u Qhtdohbu bdig prdrgmgb fjezbh ohoj tjphj mjċgo.
khmh ig bigejv pjvrhtho bh Pvgtu stjnd`u kgĘu ohtjndċodkvgrbd`dkh Ũdrjk Gvrjpg prdknigb ohj rhmjsbh vgst" Jvhi
Sdig ig jmnuċdj mh pjfgebg dz Vdkh. d tj
ig d uċdbdj . jmgvgb ohj jfdċhb svgŨtgbdo.
zhonjbigb dzh thkbdl bhjċhrh"
phph. kgmutdk. ojid sg vrhtdj u Vdk bdig fdj dstd jbhi pjbtda
ojid ig dz jvje erhmh pjfgehj u jphsbdk jojnbjstdkh" Sdih
su mufjoj uzbgkdrdnd gbgredċbd d. pj bigejvjk kdŨnigbiu.
orhibig mrsod pjouŨhid mh ku sg jmuzkg unjeh ojiu ig Fje
bhkgb dj svdk phphkh + prdvrgkgbh uprhvh bhm Shpsodk
HPPGKFNGH @3P]D]WG8B]G
DB BJKG Mn MDJ G MGN SJSJNJ
Db sgeudtj mgn Mggrgtj m— jeed lg dbstd+ tuds j ub ]rdukvdrhtj pgn Ejvgrbj mgnnh Vgpuffnd h. sd rgbmg bjtj `lg n—Hssgkfngh lh dkkgmdhthkgbtg bjkdbhtj ]rdukvdrd d @ d t t h m d b d
E DWPGSSG K H5Y D B D
HQVGN tJ PH AA D
@HVNJ HVK GNN DB D
Vjkh mhnnh Vgsdmgbzh mgnn— Hssgkfngh dn t h Khbtj t u t "
D D Srgsdmgbtg E" EHNNG]]D
D PasrgnhrdAHFVG]]a SGBBH@@LD
W jvj i Ũ thkphbj i jf ihv d p d Ũg mh ig ċ nhbjvg t r d i ukv d rh th d ze nhsh nh
m g k j o r h t s o d d z hf r h b h P o u p Ũ t d b h o j i h ą g v nh m h t d o r h t o j v g o j k
V g p u f n d o j k D th n d ij k k h r t h 8 < =4 "
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8<1 YH]JĎGBDO QH] DOH BH. MGJ SVQD
mrŲhvhkh d muljvbh vnhst u @rovd" Sdih D\ prjehbihnj ig
jsgąhbig mh ku vrnj khnj bgmjsthig mh dzeufd d igmbu d
mrueu. d tj eh ig shkj uċvrstdnj u uvgrgbiu mh pjbjvj
bhkgtbg kją phpstvh. hnd mh jvjeh puth tj uċdbd ohj prhvd
shkjmrŲh`"
N D F G V H N B D W P ] H Q
Pdndbh usthbhoh ojid su prjtrgsnd ojbtdbgb t 8<=<" zf h`dnh ig u
kgmuvrgkgbu s vnhstd d jsthng gvrjpsog mgspjtg" H dpho. jbd
su vgą 8<=4" uspgnd mh sg vrhtg. d tj thoj Ũtj su prdfgehvhnd
mrhojbsodk kgrhkh d uebigthvhnd bhrjm" Ndfgrhnbg vjmg su
lhpŨgbg. kuċgbg d ufdihbg. h bidljvd sngmfgbd`d zhstrhŨdvhbd
d. pjm prgtbijk skrąu. prdkjrhvhbd bh pjojrbjst" Ndfgrhnbd
usthvd ojig su mgspjtd prg tjeh kjrhnd mh usvjig. khohr
shkj mh fd u ordtdċbjk trgbutou oupdnd sgfd vrgkg. shmh su
pjvuċgbd. h hpsjnutdstdċoh vnhst pjbjvj uvgmgbh" Hnd uprojs
svgku tjkg. gvrjpsod shkjmrŨ`d vdsg bdohmh bgąg kjąd
mh rhmg jbj Ũtj su rhmdnd prg" Bdohmh sg vdsg bgąg jsgąhtd
fgzfgmbdk ohj rhbdig. d kbjed kgĘu b idkh jsgąhnd su mh
dl euŨd jerjkbj jfgzfgmgbig ojidk su sg joruŲdvhnd" Bd zh
phpu Sdih Ųdvjt bgąg fdtd jbj Ũtj ig bgohm fdj. hnd dz mruedl
rhznjeh" Khmh ig orhtojvgod rdksod phrnhkgbt fdj rhspuŨtgb.
Vgvjnu`djbhrbh 8<=<" ejmdbh fdnh ig jphsbh pj phpu Sdih D\. fumuąd
mh su sg u Vdku jmrŲhng mgkjbstrh`d ig prjt dv bigejvg vnhst d "
ndfgrhnbd Wsthv ojid su phrnhkgbthr`d usvjidnd jsthj ig bh sbhzd"
Shph bdig dkhj jvnhŨągbih mh pjbdŨtd thi prhvbd hot jbhoj
ohj Ũtj su mgspjtd pjbdŨthvhnd usthvg u svjidk zgknihkh.
d thoj ig Wsthv Shpsog mrŲhvg igmdbd prgŲdvgj bgukjnidvu
jmkhzmu ojih ig sustdenh bjsdj`g usthbhoh dz 8<=<" H zh
rhzndou jm mruedl mgnjvh Gvrjpg. emg su rgvjnu`djbhrbg
bhmg dzbgvgrgbg. Shpsog mrŲhvg. hnd d jsththo Dthndig. dkhnd
su srgmsthvh. d mjfrg vjnig. h d niumd mh sbjvg j snjfjmbdigk
mruŨtvu prgtjċg u stvhrbjst"
W ŲdŲd bhmg dthndihbsodl ndfgrhnh bhŨhj sg. bhrhvbj. niutd
suphrbdo phpg Sdih D\" Fdnh ig tj Orhnigvdbh Phrmdbdih. ċdig sg
igzerj. uprojs bhzdvu mrŲhvg. bhnhzdnj zhprhvj u Sdigkjbtu.
u sgvgrjzhphmbji Dthndid. s ]jrdbjk ohj prgstjbd`jk" W
shsthvu jvje orhnigvstvh bhnhzdnh sg d jfndŲbih jfnhst Ndeurdih.
ohj d shkh Phrmdbdih + pjsng Pd`dnd ig mruej pj vgndċdbd
W t rhmd` djbhnbji phpsoji pjzd . Sd ig D\ pjmdŲg prstg u zbho
fnhejsnjvh" Bigejvh vnhmhvdbh trhihnh ig ejtjvj pubg 06 ejmdbg. d
pj tjk g ig S d ig bgprgvhz dmgb u d s tj r d i d phps tvh "
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8<< YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD
jstrvj u Prgmjzgkniu" Sjm vjĘstvjk svje suvgrgbh. orhnih
Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh DDD dz vnhmhrsog ouąg Phvjih. Sdigkj bt+
Phrmdbdih prdfgenh ig usthvu ohoj fd bgohm hutjrdthrbu mrŲhvu
prgtvjrdnh u + phrnhkgbthrbu mgkjorhtdiu" @rovh vdŨg bdig
uprhvnihnh Ũojnhkh. pjstjihnh ig snjfjmh vgrjdspjvgstd. h
igzudtd. zh ojig sg skhtrhnj mh zhigmbj s phpjk rhmg bh Ũtgtuorhnigvstvh. ndstjk su prjtgrhbd" Pvg ig tj snutdnj bh znj. fhr dz
uenh phpg Sdih. ojid ig rhzvji mjehĘhih u Sdigkjbt+Phrmdbdid
prhtdj s vgndojk zgfbijk" D. mh prdndog zh phpu fumu ijŨ ejrg.
Qdotjr Gkhbugn fdj ig jkdnigb kgmu phpdbdk pjmhbd`dkh
zhlvhniuium pjmrŨ`d d pjtpjkhehbiu ndfgrhnbdl rgajrkd. thoj
mh su vgrbd`d. igmhb pj igmhb. jorgthnd ngmh @rovd d. pjsgfbj.
Vdku ohj srgmdŨtu kjm "
Shpdbg kuog fdng su tdk vgąg Ũtj ig Qdotjr Gkhbugn uz
tj snjvdj zh znhth vrgmbje prgmvjmbdoh. vgndoje phtrdjtu d
Qdo tj r Gkhbug n D D jm S d igkjbt +
+Phrm db d i g pj s thj ig 8<18 " p rv d jm
uoupbj t rj i d `g o rh n i gvh D th n d i g "
rhtbje iubhoh. ojid ig ndċbj uċgstvjvhj u ċgtdrd fdtog vjĘgbg
prjtdv Hustrdig u Srvjk dthndihbsojk rhtu zh bgzhvdsbjst
,8<=<+8<=+4$" @dni tje rhtbje suojfh fdj ig mh sg jojbċh
hustrdisoh d fdnj mih tumdbsoh uprhvh bhm Dthndijk" W
@rovh vdsg bdig uprhvnihnh Ũojnhkh.
uvgmgbh ig snjfjmh vgrjdspjvgstd. h
igzudtd su prjtgrhbd"
tjou rhth dspjsthvdąg sg. kgmutdk. mh bdigmbh dthndihbsoh
mrŲhvh pjigmdbhċbj bdig ohmrh mh pjrhzd strhb`g" Khmhig
Sdigkjbt+Phrmdbdih dz tje suojfh dzhŨnh ohj pjrhŲgbh strhbh.
thmh knhmd. 64+ejmdŨbid Qdotjr Gkhbugn bhkgtbuj sgohj
pjmstd`hihb vjĘh d Ųdvd sdkfjn rdsjrĘdkgbth. vgndoje usthboh
ojid sg prgtvjrdj u pjorgt zh uigmdbigbig Dthndig"
Ohoj ig orhni+rhtbdo std`hj uengm d bhonjbjst bhrjmbdl
khsh. thoj ig rhsnh d prgtb ih ojiu ig Qdotjr Gkhbugn
prgmsthvnihj zh shkje phpu Sdih" Bdig kbjej
vrgkgbh prjŨnj h shb j prgjfrhŲhiu Dthndig dz
erupd`g khndl. zhsgfbdl mrŲhvh u igmbu.
zhigmbdċou kjbhrldiu. shb ojid su kbjed
shbihnd vgą vdsg jm 03 ejmdbh.pjċgj ig pjnhoj mh pjprdkh
jfrdsg ihvg. bhrjċdtj u
hkfdmjzbjk uku Qdotjrh
Gkhbugnh" W thovjk
rhzvjiu mjehmhih + fdnj
ig pjtpubj jmengmbj +
khnj ąg prjstjrh jsthtd zh
igmbje phpu. pjsgfbj hoj
ig rgċ j `rovgbjk pjenhvhru
shkjmrŲhċodl sonjbjstd"Srvh jzfdnibdih prdndoh
mh zhvnhmh `gnjk Dthndijk
Qdotjru Gkhbugnu uohzhnh sg.
kgmutdk. tgo 8<74" ejmdbg.
ohmh ig pjbjvj dzfdj rht sh
Hustrdijk" Jvjeh puth orhni sg
umruŲdj s Arhb`uzdkh. ojid su
Ųgngnd mh Hustrdihb`g. svjig vgndog
bgprdihtgnig. igmbjk zhsvhemh
jtgrhiu dz Dthndig" Mj jmsumbje
jfrth u tjk rhtu mjŨnj ig ohm
ig Qdotjr Gkhbugn jmbgj vgndou
pjfgmu bhm phpsojk vjisojk u
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 8<4
VDP JLē DK G B] J9 WI G M DBI G BI G D] HN DI G
Vdsjrmdkgbtj ,dthn" rdsjredkgbtj. pjbjvbd usthbho.
pjbjvbj fuĘgbig$ bhzdv ig pjorgth ojid sg fjrdj zh
uigmdbigbig Dthndig" Qgojvdkh ig Hpgbdbsoj pjnujstrvj
fdnj rhs`gpohbj bh erhmjvg+mrŲhvg d khnh orhnigvstvh
ojih su pjċgnh mh sg rhzvdihiu pjsng phmh Yhphmbje
rdksoje hrstvh =51" ejmdbg" Igmbh jm t dl tgr dtjrdih fdng
sud Shpsog mrŲhvg. u srgmbiji Dthndid. ojidkh su uprhvnihng
rdksog phpg"
Jvhovh sdtuh`dih trhihnh ig ejtjvj 8= vgojvh d.
bhpjsngtou. mjvgnh mjtng mh Arhb`uzd d Hustrdihb`d
uspjsthvg vnhst bhm p jigmdbdk mgnjvdkh Dthndig" Srj`gs
uigmdbigbih jmvdihj sg pjstgpgbj jm 8<8=" mj 8<53"
ejmdbg. ohmh su dthndihbsog sbheg zhuzgng Vdk d Shpsog
mrŲhvg" Ejmdbg 8484. pj j ojbċhbiu Srvje svgtsoje rhth.
Dthndid su prdpjigbg ijŨ bgog jfnhstd d erhmjvd. uoniuċuiuąd
]rgb tdbj. IuŲbd ]drjn d ]rst"
m ojm Ohstgaadmhrmh. u Shpsodk mrŲhvhkh" Sjsng tjeh
hni ig tgrhj prgm sjfjk jsthtog phpsodl sbheh svg mj
3 odnjkgthrh bh iuejzhphm jm Vdkh" Puojfg su prhtdng d
jfubg bhrjmh u Shpsodk mrŲhvhkh. Ũtj ig pjbjvj mjvgnj mj
jtgrdvhbih phpsodl ngehth"
W dstj vrgkg. ojm bh`djbhndsth u Bhpuniu d bh Pd`dndid
vdnh sg tgŲbih zh uigmdbigbigk s S digkjbt+P hrmdbdijk. d 8<"
fruhrh 8<18" ejmdbg zvhbdċbj ig prjenhŨgbj uigmdbigbig
rhnigvdbg Dthndig" W pjċgtou. kgmutdk. bjvjprjenhŨgbh
hnigvdbh fdnh ig prhotdċbj pjmgnigbh bh mvh mgnh. fumuąd mhubigb shsthv tgo trgfhnj uoniuċdtd mvg prjstrhbg srgmdŨbig
nhstd" igmbh jm bidl bhnhzdnh sg bh sgvgrjdstjou Hpgbdbsoje
dnj ig jċdengmbj mh ąg. uojndoj sg stvhrd
fumu rhzvdihng u tjk skgru. jsthtd
khnj prjstjrh zh phpu. h bhrjċdtj phpu
sh hutjorhtsodk sonjbjstdkh"
nujstrvh. h fdnh ig ijŨ pjm uprhvjk Hu strdihbh`h + rgċ ig j
gbgtu. s prgstjbd`jk Qgbg`dijk" Mrueh jfnhst. oumdohkj
Ųbdih. fdj ig shk erhm Vdk s Shpsodk mrŲhvhkh. emg ig phph
rjvjmdj jpsgŲbg prdprgkg ohoj fd tj svgtj tnj jmfrhbdj jm
vjigvhċh. kh ojid fdnd"
Wtu svrlu Sdig ig pjsgehj zh jruŲigk ojig ku
gmdbj fdnj bh rhspjnhehbiu" Shpsojk gb`dondojk
jsnhbd`jk$ jfihvnigbjk ihbuhrh 8<13" gosojkubd`drhjQdotjrh Gkhbugnh d svg mrueg uoniuċgb g u jfgsvgągbig
psog tgrdtjrdig" Sdig ig. sgk tjeh. ihsbj sthvdj mj zbhbih
gstupbd`dkh mh ig Fje bh bigejvji. h bg bh bidljvji strhbd.
mh bgkh bdohovg sukbig mh ąg prgmuzgtd jmejvhrhiuąg
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
S H S P O H B G S 3 E V G ţ D Q 3 P ]
Ohtjn dċoh mjekh phpsog bgpjergŨdvjst d . usthbjvn igbh
bh Srvjk vht dohbsojk shfjru 8<" iu nh 8<53" ejmdbg.
tgkgn i d sg bh shzbhbiu mh Pvgt d mul hot dvbj Ũt d t d pjenhvhrh
Vdkjohtjn dċog `rovg d jm shkjeh dsouŨgbih mh bhċdb d
fd nj ohovu ergŨou ohm dzmhig prjenhsg u vgzd s p d thbi dkh
vgrg d kjrhnh" Jvg jfihvg bgpjsrgmhb su p njm fjŲhbsoje
jtorjvgbih d n d su. u bhikhbiu ruou. s fjŲhbsodk jtorjvgbigk
fn dsoj pjvgzhbg"
H mh f d f d nj prjenhŨgbj d skhtrhbj bgpjergŨdv dk. phpdbj
uċgbig kjrh f d t d zhsbjvhbj bh svgtjk prgmhbiu d Pvgtjk
pdsku. d n d fhr thovj mh bg prjt dvurgċd b d igmbjk bd mruejk"
Fd nj ohoj fd nj . bhċgnj phpsog bgpjergŨdvjst d bg zbhċd shkj
pj sgfd mh phph bdohoj d b dohmh bg kjŲg pjċdb d t d bgod ergl
d n d bgmgnj"
Jtohmh ig. prg 80<" ejmdbh. uvgmgbh. jvh mjotr dbh
pr dk gbigbh ig u prhosd shk j igmhb igmdb d put " Shph Sdig \D D
prjenhs dj ig 8473" ejmdbg vhzbgsgbig prgsvgtg Fjejrjmd`g
ig m b dk jm tgk g n ih vgr g u r dk j o ht j n d` dz k u " Jt hm h sg. s tj eh.
‒uz dkh ohj ds t db d tj& mh ig Khr d ih . kht d Dsusjvh. pjŨtj sg
upjoji d nh. prgbgth bh bgfj. h mh su iji prd tjk d tgnj d muŨh
jsthn d bgthobut d "
DzuzgvŨd jvhi . igmdb d s nuċhi pr dkgbg bhċgnh bgpjergŨdvjst d .
@rovh sg mrŲd bgajrk hnbje s thvh mh ig p hph th i oji d ąg
jmnuċd t d Ũ th igstg. h Ũth b d ig pr dlvht n i dvj ohj zvhbdċbj
vgrjvhbig pjm jor d n igk r dkjohtjn dċog rg n de d ig "
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843 YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOHBH. MGJ SVQD
kgrg prjtdv bidl ohoj fd pnhtdnd zh bgċuvgbu Ũtgtu bhbgtu
Bigejvji `rovd. hnd d shkjkg phpd. ohj Bigejvjk bhkgsbdou
bh Ygknid" Fdnj fd. stjeh. kumrj + upjzjrdj ig phph Sdig
prjtdvbdog + mh sg Shpsog mrŲhvg ‒кг ċdst d igĘbjsthvhb bhċdb
vrhtg& svjk pubjprhvbjk vnhsbdou"
G O P O J K W B D @ D V H B D O V H N I
Ptjngądkh prg tjeh. u srgmbigk vgou. shkj jbd
bhibgpjojrbdid bdsu sg pnhŨdnd gosojkubdoh`dig d prgtbid
fjŲhbsojk ohzbjk" Bh dthndihbsojk tnu. kgĘutdk. thovg
prgtbig vgą muej bdsu dkhng bgohmhŨbiu kją ojm kbjedl
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
SHSPOD N GEH]
Shpsod ngeht fdj i g ndċbd zhstupbdo phpdb. prd ċgku ig th
muŲbj st jfdċbj pjvgrhvhb h bgojk ohrmdbhnu" Ngehtd su
snhtd s trhbdk vnhmhk h. k jbhrsdk h dnd `rovhkh. s phpdbdk
uputstvdkh u vgzd s pjigmdbdk zbhċhibdk vgrsodk mjehĘhidkh.
pjpu t j mrŲhvhb ih gou kgbso je shfjrh. dnd pho mjbjŨgbih
jmnuoh joj vgrsodl pdthbih" Shpsod ngehtd dkhnd su d jvnhŨągbih
mh rgŨhvhiu pdthbih ojih sg tdċu igrgsd. ohj Ũtj ig fdj snuċhi u
vrgkg fjrfg dzkgĘu phpstvh d igrgtdoh ohthrh u Nhbemjou"
Sdig ig. sgk tjeh. sthvdj mj zbhbih prgs+
tupbd`dkh mh ig Fje bh bigejvji. h bg bh bidljvji strhbd. tg mh bgkh bdohovg
sukbig mh ąg PvgvdŨbid prgmuzgtd
jmejvhrhiuąg kgrg prjtdv bidl"
niumd. bhrjċdtj kgĘu prdphmbd`dkh jfrhzjvhbdidl snjigvh.
ojid su sg u kgĘuvrgkgbu jtuĘdnd jm Vdkh. hoj bg d jm shkg
Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg. d bdsu sg vdŨg trgsnd jm strhlh bh shkupjkdshj mh ąg dl Fje ohzbdtd" W tjk ojbtgostu. Sdig ig prgtdj
prhzbjk puŨojk" Igr. bdig sg jb shmh jfrhąhj vgrbd`dkh
dspubigbdk strhljpjŨtjvhbigk. vgą svgtjvbih`dkh ojid
bdsu prgvdŨg khrdnd bd zh ohzbg ojig dl kjeu stdąd s bgfh. bd
zh tj ohoj ąg sg jm tdl ohzbd jmfrhbdtd" Bidl ig kbjej vdŨg
zhbdkhnh pjndtdċoh ojrdst. d ohoj ig dzvuąd"
W derd su fdnd rhzndċdtg prdvhtbg ojkfdbh`dig" Qdotjr
Gkhbugn d bigejvh vnhmh jmnjŲdnd su mj mhnige jsvhihb ig
Vdkh d usrgmsrgmdnd sg prvj bh prjtgrdvhbig Hustrdihbh`h
dz Qgbgth" ēuzgpg Kh`dbd d ēuzgpg Ehrdfhnmd. mvjid`h jm
uoupbj trjid`g bh`djbhndstdċodl vjĘh ojid su sg bhŨnd bh
ċgnu pjorgth uigmdbigbih ,trgąd ig fdj Ohkdnj Fgbzj. erja jm
Ohvurh. bgohmhŨbid prgkdigr u vnhmd Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh$ bdsu.
kgĘutdk. sthihnd bh dstjk sthbjvdŨtu" Jbd su skhtrhnd mh ig
zhuzdkhbig Vdkh jm prvjrhzrgmbje zbhċhih. igr rdsjrĘdkgbtj bgąg fdtd uspgŨbj prdvgmgb orhiu hoj sg prgtljmbj bg jsvjid
Vdk. ohj prgstjbd`h Dthndig" Arhb`usod `hr Bhpjngjb DDD
umruŲdj ig sbheg s Qdotjrjk Gkhbugnjk dz sjpstvgbdl
pjfumh + bg shkj mh fd dzfh`dj Hustrdihb`g dz Dthndig vgą
d mh fd. muejrjċbj. ukgstj ihog uigmdbigbig Dthndig. bh
Hpgbdbsojk pjnujstrvu jpsthihnh puoh Ũhċd`h snhfdl mrŲhvd`h
ojig bdohmh bgąg k jąd mh sg bhkgtbu ohj thokh` Arhb`usoji
u fjrfd zh prdkht bh gvrjpsojk ojbtdbgbtu"
E H V D F H N M D P ] Q H V H B G Q J N I GOrhtojrjċbj engmhbj. kgĘutdk. kbjej vhŲbdig suphrbdŨtvj
rhzvdnj sg dzkgĘu Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh d bigejvg vnhmg. s igmbg
strhbg. d vgndoje lgrjih rdsjrĘdkgbth. ēuzgpgh Ehrdfhnmdih.
s mrueg strhbg" Ehrdfhnmd ig pjouŨhj mh dstdsbg orhnih d mh.
prgbgfrgehvhiuąd bigejvu vjniu. jsvjid Vdk. prvj 8<13. h
jbmh d mvg ejmdbg ohsbdig" W jfh bhvrhth Ehrdfhnmdigv bhuk
fdj ig jsuigągb. hnd Qdotjr Gkhbugn. igmbjsthvbj. bdig sgfd
kjehj mh prduŨtd mh thi prjfngk slvhtd jnhoj. igr bg shkj Ũtj
ig Ehrdfhnmd fdj rgpufndohbh` vgą ig d fdj dzrhzdtj jkdnigbh
Srdphmbd`d jfrhzjvhbdl snjigvh
umhnidnd su sg jm Vdkh. hoj ijŨ bg d jm
Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg. d bdsu sg vdŨg
trgsnd jm strhlh bh shku pjkdshj bh
FjŲiu ohzbu"
ndċbjst kgmu dthndihbsodk bh`djbhndstdkh" W bidljvdk jċdkh.
Vdk ig fdj Pvgtd erhn rdsjrĘdkgbth. h Ehrdfhnmdigvh hkfd`dih
mh jsvjid jvhi erhm tukhċgbh ig ohj prgebuąg igmbje vgndoje
rjmjniufh" D bg shkj tj9 prdsustvj arhb`usog vjisog. ojih ig
ċuvhnh phpu u Vdku. mjŲdvnihvhbh ig shmh ohj srhkjth ojiu
dthndihbsod bhrjm vdŨg bg skg mh trpd"
W thovdk jojnbjstdkh uerjŲgbh ig fdnh d hkfd`dih Qdotjrh
Gkhbugnh mh pjsthbg orhni `gng Dthndig" Jb sgfd bdohoj bdig
kjehj mh prduŨtd thi nuosuz mh Ehrdfhnmdigvh prdvhtbh.
jmrphbh vjisoh ..jsnjfjmd„ Vdk d mh jbmh + ohoj ig Qdotjr
snutdj + prjenhsd rgpufndou" Kjrhj ig. mhong. mh uzkg stvhrd
u svjig ruog d Arhb`u zg uonjbd + shk" Oh tjk su sg dniu. pj
svgku sumgąd. orhni d bigejvh vnhmh uskgrdnd ohmh su 8<1="
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ruŲgbg sbheg Arhb`usog d Sd igkjbth bhbgng su 63" khih 8<74" ojm Kjbtgfgnh u Njkfhrmd i d tgŲho pjrhz Hustr d ihb`dkh u f d` d oj ih sg
erhnh u so njpu Ũ d rge suoj fh uphk ągbj e ohj Mrued rht zh d th n d ihb so u bgzhvdsb jst "
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YH]JāGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 840
n hoj rgpuf n d ohbh` . ēuzgpg Ehr dfh nm d , n gvj$ jmh ig pjċhs t Q do tj ru
Gkhbug nu D D ,mgsbj$ ohj o rh n i u D th n d i g p r d n d ojk d s tj r d i soje susrg th
61" jo tjfrh 8<13 " u ]ghbu. bh pu tu V dk+Bhpu n i "
s Arhb`uzdkh sonjpdnd Pgptgkfhrsod spjrhzuk" SjtpdshvŨd
jvhi mjoukgbt. Arhb`uzd su bh sgfg prguzgnd jfhvgzu mhsg mj 8<11" pjvuou dz Vdkh. mhiuąd Qdotjru Gkhbugnu
jmrgŨgbg ruog mh sprjvgmg u mgnj svji thibd pnhb + prjbhĘg
jmejvhrhiuąd dzejvjr d erhm prdpjid tgrdtjrdid ojiu ig u tjrb
trgbutou mrŲhj. thoj mh Vdk pjsthbg orhnigvsoh prgstjbd`h.
h bg enhvbd erhm rgpufndog" Mh sorgbg phŲbiu sh svje enhvbje
`dnih. orhni ig bhċdbdj bhvjmbj vgndog ustupog9 vnhmh ąg
prgstjbd`u dz ]jrdbh u Sdigkjb t+Phrmdbdid prgsgndtd u Adrgb`u
u ]jsohbd. mhngoj jm Vdkh. mhong. h jb vdŨg bdohmh bgąg
bhphmhtd Shpsog mrŲhvg"
S H S D B H B H M H
Engmhbj sh strhbg. td bjvd mjejvjrd mjbgnd su phpd Sdiu
mrhej`gbj jfgąhbig mh eh bdoj bgąg mdrhtd. d jb sg shmh
pjbjvj jsgąhj fgzfgmbdk" J ptdkdzhk sg s pjbtdah prgbgj
d bh bigejvg ohrmdbhng. ojid su. ohj d jb shk. fdnd ufgĘgbd
mh `hr Bhpjngjb DDD bgąg bdohmh jtdąd dz Vdkh d jsthvdtd
Sdih ‒fgspjkjąbje prgm Sdigkjbąhbdkh&. prgpuŨtgbje
‒snhfhŨbji kdnjstd bigejvdl pjmhbdoh&" Srgkh kdŨnigbiu
ohrmdbhnh. ‒,tj$ bg fd pjmrŲhnd bd ohtjnd`d u Arhb`usoji bd
mruemg u svgtu&"
W pdthbig su fdng mjvgmgbg hkfd`dig
Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh mh pjsthbg orhd[
`gng Dthndig" Jb sgfd. igmbjsthvbj.
bdig skgj mh prduŨtd thi nuosuz mh
Ehrdfhnmdigvh prdvhtbh. jmrphbh vjisoh
‒jsnjfjma Vdk d prjenhsd rgpufndou"
Bjvu htkjsagru pjvgrgbih ojih ig zhvnhmhnh u Qhtdohbu
pjmergvhnd su d mjehmhid dzvhb shkg Dth ndig. ojid su jċdengmbj
vjmdnd oh bjvjk rhtu9 Srusd d Hustr dihb`d uspgnd su mh sg
pjkdrg. d shm su d igmbd d mrued fdnd prjtdv Arhb`uzh" Fdnj ohoj
fdnj. svg jvg trd sdng dkhng su bgŨtj zhigmbdċoj9 uvgrgbig mh
fd uigmdbigbh Dthndih kjenh mh sg bhkgtbg ohj suphrbd`h
svdkh bidkh ohj utd`hihb ċdbdnh` bh gvrjpsoji pjndtdċojipjzjrbd`d" Pljmbj tjkg. d Srusoh d Hustrdih d Arhb`usoh fdng
su bhkgrbg mh prgmuzku svg Ũtj ig u bidljvji kjm ohoj fd
sprgċdng mh sg Dthndih uigmdbd. h jvj ig. jpgt. bgdzfgŲbj bhdŨnj
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S HS DBH M G P BH VWO H
ēhojkj Hbtjbgnd. igmhb jm pjsngmbidl svgtjvbihoh ojid
su prjdzvgmgbd u ohrmdbhng. jfhvnihj ig muŲbjst mrŲhvbje
sgorgthrh phpg Sdih D\. jm 8<=<" ejmdbg ,ohmh su Ũdrjk
Gvrjpg dzfdihng rgvjnu`dig$ ph mj svjig skrtd 8<51" ejmdbg"
Żdvjtbj prgebuąg ohrmdbhnh Hb tjbgndih fdnj ig mh shċuvh
bh pjvjnihb jmigo u shkjk Qhtdohbu. ohj mjfrh vgst ojih
ojndoj+tjndoj rhzvgihvh jpŨtd strhl jm rdsjrĘdkgbth" BdŨth bgfd tjndoj usrgądnj phpu d bigejvg ohrmdbhng ohj jfgąhbig mh ąg
dthndihbsoh mrŲhvh u bhsthihbiu fdtd eurbuth thkj emg iji ig d
kgstj + u zhpgąho"
Ihbuhrh 8<17" Jmj Vhsgn. frd thbsod dzhsnhbdo u Vdku.
dzvgstdj ig prgtpjsthvnigbg u Njbmjbu j rhzejvjru ojid
ig vjmdj s ohrmdbhnjk ēhojkjk Hb tjb gnd igk . phpdbdk
kjąbdk mrŲhvbdk sgorgthrjk" ‒Ohj d shk phph„. pdshj ig
Vhsgn. ..d Hbtjbgnd sg bhmh mh ąg dzfdtd svggvrjpsod rht. h svg
ohoj fd sg pjbjvj uċvrstdj pjnjŲhi Pvgtg stjnd`g(&
O H M P G B H M G DY I H N J Q G
Hnd. ohj d svg mrueg bhmg ojig ig dzbgmrdj ċuvgbd Pgptgkfhrsod
spjrhzuk dz 8<1=. d jvh ig + dspjsthvdnj sg + vdsg fdnh
phpu jm bigejvdl bgprdihtgnih d jmfrhbd phpstvj jm fdnj
ojige pjouŨhih ndfgrhndzh`dig" ]hoj ig bjvgkfrh 8<=<.
pjsng ufdstvh prgkdigrh Sgngerdbh Vjsdih. uprhvj Hbtjbgnd
umgsdj mh Sdig fgzfgmbj pjfgebg dz Vdkh d sonjbd sg u
Ehgtd" Bhrgmbg ejmdbg. ohm su ndfgrhnd zhuzgnd Shpsog
mrŲhvg. jpgt ig Hbtjbgnd fdj thi ojid ig trhŲdj jm Arhb`uzh
d Hustrdihbh`h mh pjŨhniu jruŲhbg sbheg ohoj fd jmuzgtg
tgrdtjrdig fdng vrhągbg pjm Sdigvu uprhvu" Dspjsthvdąg sg mh
ig d jvh ohrmdbhnjvh dbd`dihtdvh urjmdnh pnjmjk"
Hbtjbgndigvg hbtdndfgrhnbg hotdvbjstd d bgprgsthbd bhpjrd
mh jtupd jŨtrd`u rdsjrĘdkgbth sorgbung su phŲbiu bh bigeh"
Ejmdbg 8<77" ukhnj ig dzfgehj skrt jm ufdnhċog ruog"
Hbtjbgnd sg. kgmutdk. prjċuj d ohj khistjr zh
zhoundsbg rhmbig" Sjsng bigejvg skrtd jtordvgbj ig mh
u vhtdohbsoji ohsd pjstjid khbiho jm joj =7 kdndjbh
ndrh. h adbhbsdig u Qhtdohbu fdng su pjm bgpjsrgmbdk
Hbtjbgndigvdk bhmzjrjk" P mrueg strhbg. zbhtbj ig fdnj
bigejvj ndċbj fjehtstvj. ojig ig. bhivgądk mgnjk. zhvgŨthj
ċnhbjvdkh svjig pjrjmd`g" Wprojs bgsukbidvji jmhbjstd
phpd Sdiu. Hbtjbgnd ig u svjk tgsthkgbtu pjbtdau jsthvdj
shsvdk khnd bjvċhb d dzbjs"
Ohrmdbhn ēhojkj Hbtjbgn d jfhvn ihj ig muŲbjst mrŲhvbje
sgo rgthrh php g Sd ih D\ ejtjvj pubdl 03 ejmdbh" Ds t rh ibj
sg fjrdj zh phpstvj. hn d ig. pj svgku sumgąd. zh tj vrgkg d
p j t o r h m h j p h p s o u r d zb d ` u "
Bjvd mjejvjrd mjbgnd su phpd Sdiu mrhej`gbj jfgąhbig mh eh bdoj bgąg
mdrhtd. d jb sg shmh pjbjvj jsgąhj
fgzfgmbdk"
zhsbjvhbh bh mdzhbiu ounh u jfnh`dkh. h khbig bh stvhrbjk
sthbiu stvhrd" Vht dzkgmu Hustrdig d Srusog. ojid ig dzfdj u
iubu 8<11. bdig dŨhj tjojk ojid su prdŲgniodvhnd u Qhtdohbu"
Shph ig fdj uvgrgb mh ąg Hustrdihb`d shtrtd Srusg. ojid su uŨnd u
shvgz s Orhnigvdbjk Dthndijk. tg mh ąg Hustrdih usojrj pjbjvj
zhuzgtd prjvdb`dig ojig ig bgohmh mrŲhnh. ph dzeufdnh"
H mjejmdnj sg uprhvj suprjtbj" Srusd d bidljvd dthndihbsod
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 847
Q H ] D O H B P O D V G Ď B D O
S H S P O D D N D H S J P ] J N P O D B W B @ D I G
Vgċ ."bub dig„ pjtdċg jm nhtdbsoje bubtdus. Ũtj zbhċd
..enhsbdo„" Shpsod bub`dig. aubo`dih pjzbhth pjm zvhbdċbdk
bhzdvjkhpjstjnsod bub`dig. zhprhvj ig dzhsnhbdo ojid bhstuph
usvjistvu mdpnjkhtsoje prgmsthvbdoh Qhtdohbh u mruedk
mrŲhvhkh dnd prd kgĘubhrjmbdk jrehbdzh`dihkh. ohj Ũtj su. rg`dkj. Wigmdbigbg bh`dig" Bub`dig dkh dstd rhbe d uŲdvh dstg
prdvdngedig ohj d hkfhshmjr fdnj ojig mrŲhvg. h jfdċbj bjsd
zvhbig bhmfdsouph mjo ejm jfhvnih hkfhshmjrsou muŲbjst"
,Pvgmjo Vdkjohtjndċoh `rovh bg pjċbg mh ruojpjnhŲg d
Ųgbg. phpsod bub`did fdąg dsoniuċdvj kuŨohr`d"$
shvgdbd djmbgndsu pjfgmu. d tj vrnj frzj. pjŨtj ig rht
zhvrŨgbvgąu jotjfru. pjsng svgeh ċgtdrd kgsg`h fjrfd" Pvg
tjbdigkjenjmjąd u ejrd ċhs" W mg`gkfru 8<11. u sonhmu
shjmrgmfhkh Pgptgkfhrsoje spjrhzukh. Arhb`uzd su sg
uvgndojprdprgkhnd mhbhpustg Vdk" Srg dstgoh tg ohngbmhrsog
ejmdbg.bidljvhzhsthvh sodbuth ig s ihrfjnh ojm mvjr`h Phbt
HbĘgnj. d arhb`usog trupg uor`hng su sg bh frjmjvg u rdksoji
nu dĎdvdthvgodih" Pvg bhmg Qhtdohbh. shv jptdkdzhk d ċvrsth
uvgrgbjst mh Arhb`uzd bdohmh bgąg jtdąd. dspnjvdnd su thmh sbidljvdknhĘhkh"
W erhmu ig mgistvjvhj vgąd frji
pjmrdvhąodl eruph ojig su fdng sprgkbg
mhdsojrdstg svhou prdndou. kh ohoj
snhfh fdnh. mh pjmdebu jpŨtd usthbho"
SHBDOH W QH]DOHBW
Pjfzdrjkbhsvh th zfdvhbih. bdig bdohovj ċumj Ũtj ig u
Qhtdohbuzhvnhmhjpjtpubd uŲhs" Phvgtbd`d su prgondbihnd phpu
SdihmhfgŲd bhsdeurbj mjo ijŨ kjŲg. mh pjtrhŲd utjċdŨtg u
ţphbdid dnd Hustrdid" Bidljv strhl shkj ig mjmhtbj uvgąhvhnh
ċdbigbd hmhsu phph Sdig d bigejvh hutjorhtsoh vnhmhvdbh
dzhzvhnd sbhŲhbjtpjr ushkjk Vdku" Ptj ig ijŨ ejrg. pj
erhmuigvrŨnihnjvdŨg pjmrdvhċodl eruph ojig su fdng sprgkbg
mhdsojrdstgsvhouprdndou. kh ohoj snhfh fdnh. mh pjmdebu
runiubhpjfubu. Ũtjfd bgkdbjvbj mjvgnj mj vgndoje
rhzhrhbih" Shpdbdshvgtbd`d su. fgz sukbig. fdnd ufgmgbd mh
ig phph uskrtbji jphsbjstd. hnd bdsu u dstd khl ukgnd mh
prgpjzbhiu enhvbd uzrjo tg jphsbjstd"
H enhvbd uzrjo bdsu fdnd bd bgzhmjvjnibd`d bd rhzunhrgbh
runih. vgą dthndihbsoh vnhmh orhnih Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh"
Sjvnhċgbigk Arhb`uzh dz Vdkh d orhni sg bhŨhj u bgfrhbjk
erjŲĘu" SjtpdshvŨd Pgptgkfhrsod spjrhzuk 8<1=" jb d
bigejvh vnhmh igkċdnd su phpd mh ąg jsthtd bh vnhstd u Vdku.
ohj Ũtj su ehrhbtjvhnd fgzfgmbjst svdk Ųdtgnidkh Shpsodl
mrŲhvh. fumuąd mh su tjk prdndojk. pjrgm jsthnje. prguzgnd
bh sgfg jfhvgzu mh bgąg bhphmhtd Shpsog mrŲhvg" Dkhiuąd bh
uku svjiu `hst d pjtjbid orgmdfdndtgt ohj kjbhrlh `gng Dthndig.
Qdotjr Gkhbugn bdig sgfd kjehj mh prduŨtd thi nuosuz mh
jtvjrgbj pjehzd mhtu rgċ" J sthnh ku ig. kgĘutdk. kjeuąbjst
mh ig pjehzd dzh s`gbg. mhngoj jm jmiu ihvbjstd"
Qgą muŲg vrgkg Gkhbugnjvh vnhmh u pjthid ig bjvċhbj
Shph ig fdj ċvrstj uvgrgb mh ąg
Hustrdihb`d rhzfdtd Srusg""" hnd mgsdnj sg
uprhvj suprjtbj"
pjmrŲhvhnh pjmrdvhċog. hbtdphpdstdċog mruŲdbg ojig su
mgnjvhng u Vdku. h svg u bhmd mh ąg uprhvj bidljvh hotdvbjst
u igmb jk trgbutou urjmdtd ‒spjbthbdk& mdzhbigk bhfubu" ēuzgpg Ehrdfhnmd. jojrgnd hbtdphpdsth. pjmergvhj ig
hkfdigbt bhzdvhiuąd phpstvj ‒bhiŨtgtbdijk jm svdl sgotd&
d trhŲgąd pjtpubj uonhbihbig ohtjndċoje svgŨtgbstvh. pjm
jfrhznjŲgbigk mh jbj pjmstdċg bgzbhbig d prhzbjvgrig u
bhrjmu" H ohm su igmbjk pjphnigbg pjfubigb dċog fhonig.
bh s`gbu ig kjehj mh stupd Gkhbugn. ojid ąg sg ngpj sbhm u
unjzd sphsdj`h d. bhrhvbj. uvgstd sjpstvgbu vjisou u Vdk ohoj
fd bh und`hkh erhmh pjbjvj uspjsthvdj rgm d kdr" H jbmh. ohm
d Vdk d Qhtdohb fumu u bigejvdk ruohkh. prgjsthąg ku nhoŨd
mgj pjsnh + mh eurbg phpu u zhpgąho"
VGQJNW@DIH OJIG BDIG BD FDNJBdig. kgmutdk. fdnj thoj prjstj" Mjehmhid su sg mhnig jmvdihnd
bh pjtpubj mruehmid bhmb" Wprojs sdnbdk ufgmdvhbidkh.
dzmhŨbdk mhrjvdkh d Ehrdfhnmdigvjk rgvjnu`djbhrbjk Ųhru.
Vdk ig upjrbj jmfdihj mh sg mdebg bh usthbho" Mgndkdċbj ig
tj. sdeurbj. fdnj zfje prdsustvh Sdigvg ndċbg ehrmg u erhmu.
fumuąd mh su tj vgądbjk fdnd strhb`d. prd ċgku su bgod kgmu
bidkh fdnd bh enhsu ohj sdngmŲdig" IjŨ igmbh sdnh ig. sgk jvg.
rgmjvbj oruŲdnh erhmsodk und`hkh. h pj bhsdniu ig fdnh bh ijŨ
ejrgk enhsu jm jbdl strhbh`h + fglu tj phpsod mjfrjvjni`d"
@hr Bhpjngjb DDD pjkbj ig dz Shrdzh prhtdj svg Ũtj sg mjehmh.
dnd + fjnig rg m + svg Ũtj sg bg mjehmh u Vdku" Ohoj ig d
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841 YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD
Mhbhs rgvjnu`djbhr
ēu zgpg Ehrdfhnmd snjvd
zh vgndoje dthndihbsoje
lgrjih zhlvhniuiuąd vjibdk
pjljmdkh ojig ig prgmvjmdj
fjrgąd sg zh bgzhvdsbjst
Dthndig"
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 845
hkfdj vdċhb spngtohkh. prgvgihbd Bhpjngjb fgz pj kuog
rgpjzbhj ig zbhog jfkhbg d prgvhrg. thoj mh ig vgą orhigk
<15" ejmdbg bhrgmdj arhb`usoji vjis`d mh pjbjvj uĘg u
dk" 8ufrzj su Bhpjngjbjvd vjibd`d pjbjvj jmrŲhvhnd rgm bh
ksodkund hkh"
Shph Sdig. bigejvd ohrmdbhnd d svd jsthnd u Qhtdohbu fdnd
ujmuŨgvnigbd slvhtdvŨd mh ig pjkją stdenh u prhvd ċhs"
rdthbsod dzhsnhbdo u Vdku. Jmj Vhsgn. sdtuh`diu ig shengmhvhj
trgzvgbdige. rghndstdċbje sthbjvdŨth" Wsngm prdsustvh
hb`usodl sbheh. pdshj ig jb u Njbmjb mh ‒Vdk svg vdŨg ndċd
hutvrĘgb erhm. h phph bh vjibje mgspjth&" Bdig. kgmutdk.
dnjbdohovg sukbig mh ig Vdk. jtohoj su sg Arhb`uzd vrhtdnd.
svjigvrsbjk snhvnigbdċojk rhspjnjŲgbiu" Shpdbd s ngmfgbd`d.
ngrdohn d. pj Vhsgnjvjk pdshbiu"""
""" bg kjeu mh mjmu sgfd jm rhmjstd zfje jvje. pj bidl thoj srgąbje. prgjorgth d uvgrgbd su mh dl u fumuąbjstd ċgoh pjfgmh""" Bgukjrbd su u kjndtvhkh m h usojrj dzfdig jpŨtd
gvrjpsod rht. ojid ąg pjmgndtd d rhs`gpohtd Dthndiu"
Ohm ig Vhsgn u prjngąg 8<1<" jtdŨhj bh humdigb`diu
ojm phpg. jvhi ku ig shjpŨtdj mh ig. u srhzkgrd s frjigk
sthbjvbdoh erhmh Vdkh. phpsoh vjisoh u tjk ċhsu bhifrjibdih
u svgtu. tg mh ąg jb ndċbj. uojndoj tj u kh ojk trgbutou
fumu zhltgvhnd dbtgrgs d @rovg. ‒jphshtd kh`. pjpgtd sg u sgmnj
d ndċbj prguzgtd ojkhbmu bhm tjk vjisojk&" Shph Sdig ig thmhdkhj 57 ejmdbh"
W Sdigvdk jċdkh. kgĘutdk. dbtgrgsd @rovg zhltgvhnd su
kbjej vdŨg ojċjpgrgbih d rhzkgthbih vjibjk sdnjk" Ohj
igm hb jm gvrjpsodl vnhmhrh. jb ig fdj igm dbstvgb pj tjk g Ũtj
ig mrŲhj muljvbu vnhst bhm kdndjbdkh pjfjŲbdl ohtjndoh ojid
su Ųdvgnd Ũdrjk ojbtdbgbth d fdnd sprgkbd mh sg pjbhŨhiu u
sonhmu sh svhodk bigejvdk prjenhsjk d pjvdbuiu sg svhojk
bigejvjk zhltgvu" Fdnj ig. thojĘg. d jbdl mruehċdidl ohtjndoh.
jbdl Ũtj su sondzbund u ..ergl„ thoj Ũtj su prderndnd kjmgrbdzhk.
Qgn d ċhbs tvgb p r d zj r s rhsojŨbg svg tojv dbg upr d n d ċgbg bh u n d `hkh
Vdkh pj vjmjk dbhue urh` d i g phpg S d ih D\ 8<=1 " ejm dbg " S d ig i g zh
svj ig muej t rh ibg d uzfum n i d vg v nhmhv dbg mjŲ dvgj kbjeg p rjkgbg"
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84< YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD
SHSPOH J P W M H ‒ E V G L J Q H P H M H ţ B I D L &
Xuhbth @urh ig bh bhifjnid bhmb pjohzhnh u ojiji sg
kgrd phph umhnidj jm svjidl bgohmhŨbidl ndfgrhnbdlsthvjvh. mh fd shmh jsumdvhj prhotdċbj svhou prjergsdvbu
dmgiu u ojiu ig bgohmh vgrjvhj"
Wz jvu gb`dondou jfihv nigb ig d svjigvrsbd ohthnje
bgmgnh pjm bhsnjvjk Yfjrbdoergljvh. u ojigk sg bhŨnj
kgsth zh jshkmgsgtho ergljvh ojig fd svhod vhnihbd
ohtjndo kjrhj mh dzfgehvh" Srhvd vgrbdo bdohmh bg fd
skgj mh p rdsthbg bh snjfjmu ejvjrh. snjfjmu Ũthkp g dnd
snjfjmu vgrjdspjvgstd. h kjrhj fd. ohj. ujsthnjk. d shk
Sdig. mh jmfh`d shku k jeuąbj st mh fd ‒rdksod pjbtda
kjehj. dnd trgfhnj mh sg pjkdrd s mruŨtvgbdk prjergsjk.
ndfgrhnbdk dmgihkh d shvrgkgbjk mvdndzhmijk&" Wz
thohv prjerhk pjstjihnd su svd dzengmd mh @rovh d bigbh
phstvh orgbu bhtrhe. oh srgmbijvgojvniu. oh gpjld u
ojiji ig hpsjnutbh vnhst @rovg bhm ukjk d kdsndkh
vgrbdoh mjŲdvgnh vrlubh`. h svhoj jtphmbdŨtvj ċgstj
sh sjfjk pj vnhmnj d skrtbu ohzbu" Bg trgfh mh ċumd
Ũtj su ojbzgrvhtdv`d u `rovgbdk rgmjvdkh. bhrjmtj
untrhrgho`djbhrbd igzudtd. jfihvnidvhbig Xuhbth @urh
mjċgohnd sh usl dągbigk" P jfzdrjk bh tj mh sg shmh
thoj bgmvjskdsngbj mdsthb`drhj jm stvhrbjstd pjzbjemgvgtbhgstje vgoh. pnjmbje tnh zh kbjeg snjfjmg ojig ig
phph ohtgejrdċbj jsumdvhj. Sdig ig fdj ndċbj jmejvjrhbzh
stvhrhbig sndog j sgfd shkjkg d j @rovd ohj j zhsthrgndkh.
hoj bg d skgŨbdkh" Wprhvj stjeh kbjed ohtjnd`d ojid
igsu fdnd jmhbd @rovd. hnd su u dstd khl `gbdnd vrgmbjstd
prjergsh d mjfrjfdt ojiu jb mjbjsd. jsthihnd su zfubigbd.
ph ċho d prgstrhvnigbd rhzvjigk mjehmhih"
Dzhsnhbdo Jmj Vhsgn jtdŨhj ig ojrho mhnig" Jb ig fdj
uvgrgb mh Xuhbth @urh d prhtgm Yfjrbdo ergljvh kjeu
dkhtd pjrhzbg pjsngmd`g uprhvj pj phpu. dbstdtu`diu
phpstvh d. pjsgfbj. pj ohtjndċoj svgŨtgbstvj ojig ąg +
pdshj ig jb + kjrhtd mh sg uonium u ‒jpsgŲbu rovgbu
zhvgru prjtdv bhċgnh ojidk h sg shvrgkgbj mruŨtvj
ruojvjmd&" Wojndoj jmfdiu mh umu u tj ojnj. prgmvdmhjig
Vhsgn. bhmbdąg jm sgfg ‒prjtdvbdog bhkgsbdoh Lrdstjvje.
ojkg su sg zhongnd bh pjsnuŨbjst&" Igmdbh pjsngmd`h tjeh.
fhr pj Vhsgnjvjk vdĘgbiu. fdąg pjtpubj jtuĘgbig Pvgtg
stjnd`g jm kjmgrbdl. bhprgmbdl gvrjpsodl bh`dih"
dstd jbhi kjmgrbdzhk ojid ig bgohmh pjmrŲhvhj d shk Sdig"
]hovg zhfnumgng vgrbdog @rovh ig kjrhnh mh prdvuċg bhtrhe
u svjig jordnig" Ejmdbg 8<1=" Sdig ig vgą fdj zh`rthj put ojid
vjmd oh tjk `dniu. d bdohmh rhbdig. bd pjm igmbdk phpjk. bdig
thi putgniho fdj uŲd d zhltgvbdid zh pjsnuŨbje vgrbdoh"
F G Y Q G V P O D L P N J F J M H
Sdig sg prvj jfruŨdj bh vgrsog snjfjmg d zhihkċgbu igmbhojst
zh prdphmbdog svdl rgndedih. Ũtj ig bgmvjskdsngbj jmfh`djohj ‒bhiejru zhkdsndvu uvrgmu zh igmdbu dstdbdtu vgru
ohtjndċou&" W tji igmbhojstd. pjrumj ig phph hustrdisojk
`hru Arhbid Ijsdau u igmbjk pdsku dz 8<1=" ejmdbg. ‒shmrŲhbh
ig msth fgskdsnd`h ojih sg svjmd bh f rohbig dstdbg s ergljk.
h svgtnjstd s krhojk. Ũtj pjvjnibj mgnuig bh pjfjrbdog
jbje ċumjvdŨbje. erjzjkjrbje bhċgnh vgrsoje rgnhtdvdzkh
ojid""" bgdzfgŲbj vjmd u htgdzhk„" Jvg mufjoj rgho`djbhrbg
d ojbzgrvhtdvbg dmgig jsvhbung su d u phpsoji gb`dondod
bhsnjvnigbji Xuhbth @urh ,Jsumh pjstjigądl ergljvh$. ojiu ig
phph Sdig jfbhrjmjvhj mhbh <" mg`gkfrh 8<1="Xuhbth @urh dzhzvhnh ig furu prjtgsth Ũdrjk ohtjndċog
Gvrjpg. hnd phph Sdig jmhvhj ig utdsho mh zh tj bdkhnj bg lhig"
Jb ig. ŨthvdŨg. u Vdku prdrgmdj rhsojŨbu prjsnhvu bg fd nd d bh
thi bhm b pjtvrmdj svjiu bgpjojngfnidvu rgŨgbjst mh@rovuŨtj
vdsg umhnid jm tje znjsnutbje kjmgrbdzkh" Sjċgtojk khrth
8<11" ejmdbg. fgsorhibg. Ųdvjpdsbg pjvjrog oruŲdng su und hkh
Vdkh" W tji prj`gsdid uċgstvjvhnd su d ohrmdbhnd u svjidk
fndsthvdk `rvgbdk jmgŲmhkh. h zh bidkh d kbjŨtvj kjbhlhd
arhthrh ojid su bjsdnd dojbg. uz svgtnjst fgzfrjibdl svgąh ojih ig
Bh Sdigvji kgtd prvj su sg bhŨng vgrsog snjfjmg d zhihkċgbh igmbhoh prhvh
zh prdphmbdog svdl rgndedih. Ũtj ig jb
skgsth jmfh`dj ohj ‒bhiejru zhkdsndvu
uvrgmu zh igmdbu prhvu vgru ohtjnd`oun
jfhsihvhnh jvhi prdzjr ojid ig fumdj dstdbsoj strhljpjŨtjvhbig"
Ojm kbjedl bhizbhkgbdtdidl rdksodl fjejkjnih jvg svgċhbg
pjvjrog zhsthng fd mjo su svgŨtgbd`d bh ejkdng fh`hnd d phndndobideg zhfrhbigbg snjvjk phpsoje Dbmgosh"
Jbj bh ifjnig. dnd + ohoj su tj bigejvd bgprdihtgnid
mjŲdvgnd + jbj bhiejrg. phph Sdig ċuvhj ig zh orhi" Srvd
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 844
htdohbsodshfjr. ojid ig joupdj jerjkhb frji ohrmdbhnh d
dsouph. jtvjrgb ig u Fhzdnd`d sv" Sgtrh <" mg`gkfrh 8<14"
jmdbg"Srgm uċgsbdog shfjrh pjsthvnigbh su mvh enhvbh
nih9 mhsgrhtdadouig Yfjrbdo ergljvh dz 8<1=" ejmdbg d mh
gusvjidbjvj bhċgnj u sonjpu `rovgbg mjotrdbg. bhċgnj
hpdbgbgpjergŨdvjstd" Jvj bhċgnj fdnj fd prdkgbidvhbj u
tuh dihkhohm phph zvhbdċbj ejvjrd j pdthb idkh vgrg d
kjrhnh.pjŨtj ig prgtljmbj jm Fjeh mjfdj jmejvhrhiuąh
putstvh"
HSDBHBGSJEVGţDQJP] + SVJţNJP] hobd Xuhbth @urh bd Yfjrbdo ergljvh bdsu dzhzvhnd tjndod
jtrgsohj jvhi zhltgv mh sg usthbjvd phpdbh bgpjergŨdvjst.
fdjigtj pjvjm mh sg jenhsg ohoj ordtdċhrd. thoj d jbd ojid
ujvudmgiu pjmrŲhvhnd" Igmbj kdŨnigbig. u svhojk snuċhiu.dnjigvhŲbdig jm jsthndl9 sthv Bhpjngjbh DDD" Mj tjeh ċhsh
hb`usod vnhmhr ig dspjnihvhj rgŨgbjst mh pjmrŲd phpu. khohr
fdnjshkj rhmd vgrsodl jsgąhbih ohtjndoh u Arhb`usoji"
hmhig. kgĘutdk. Bigejvh svgtjst prgmnhehnh jmfh`dvhbig
vdlerhmhbsodl snjfjmh. tgŨoj stgċgbdl u prgtljmbdl <3
jmdbh.jm vrgkgbh Arhb`usog rgvjnu`dig. prd ċgku fd uprhvj
hb`usoh vjisoh sg phouig d sprgkh sg mh bhpustd Vdk 8<11"
mdbg. jsthvnihiuąd erhm fgz zhŨtdtg"
phph prguzgj bh sgfg unjeu fjŲhbsoje sumdig jm ojeh zhvdsd
tjo gvrjpsog fumuąbjstd" Fdnj ig tj dpho prgvdsg" Bhpjngjb
ig jmkhl jtv jrg bj sthvdj mj zbhbih mh ąg. uojndoj bhċgnj
phpsog bgpjergŨdvjstd fumg zhdsth dzenhshbj bh Qhtdohbsojk
shfjru. jb pjvuąd arhb`usog trupg dz Vdkh"
Bigejvh svgtjst prgmnhehnh ig euŨgbig
svdl erhmhbsodl snjfjmh ojig su
zhmjfdigbg u prgtljmbdl <3 ejmdbh. jm
vrgkgbh Arhb`usog rgvjnu`dig"
Enhshbig ig jmrŲhbj 8<" iunh 8<53" Sjfjrbd`d bhċgnh jbgpjergŨdvjstd jmbgnd su ufgmnidvu pjfgmu sh 7=5 enhsjvh
bhsprhk shkj mvh enhsh prjtdv" Shph Sdig dpho bdig uspgj
mh fhŨ svu vjmu bhtgrh bh svjiu vjmgbd`u" Bigejvj svjistvj
bgpjergŨdvjstd bdig. bhdkg. fdnj bd dzfndzh thoj svgjfulvhtbj
ohj Ũtj ig jb tj prdŲgniodvhj" Jpjzd`dih ig uspgnh mh rhzvjmbd
stvhr. jmvjidvŨd tgkgnibg prdb`dpg erhmhbsodl snjfjmh jm
jsumh dzbgtdl u gb`dondod Xuhbth @urh d u Yfjrbdou ergljvh" QhŲbj ig. prdtjk. bhpjkgbutd mh su hkfhshmjrd enhvbdl
ohtjndċodl zgkhnih Gvrjpg + Arhb`usog. Hustrdig. ţphbdig d
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633 YH]JĎGBDO QH ]DOH BH. MGJ SVQD
Bh jvj i s th rj i aj tje rh a d i d phph S d ig D\ f nhejs d n i h svj iu vj is ou p rg f d t og ojm Kgbthbg . oj ih sg jm de rh nh 0 " bjvgkfrh 8<15" Shpsog
sbheg. umruŲgbg s Arhb`uz dkh. mj bjeu su pj tuo ng mjfrjvj n ihċou
vj isou ēu zgpgh Ehr dfh nm d i h . sp rgċ dvŨ d i g mh jsvj i d V dk"
Sjrtuehnh + fdnd uphmnidvj jmsutbd prdndojk enhshbih"
Pumfdbh ig pho prdprgkdnh jfrt ohohv bdsu jċgodvhnd bd `hr
Bhpjngjb bd phph Sdig D\" Arhb`uzd su 65" iunh 8<53 " bhihvdnd
mh ąg pjvuąd vjibdog dz Vdkh zhtj Ũtj su jbd + ohoj ig rgċgbj
+ ‒pjtrgfbd bh mruejk kgstu„" Bdig tj dkhnj bdohovg vgzg
bd s Bhpjngjbjvjk prgtb ijk bd s phpsojk bgpjergŨdvjŨąu"]j ‒mruej k gstj& fdnh ig. zhprhvj. dstjċbh arhb`usoh erhbd`h.
prgkh Srusoji. bhivgąji d bhikjąbdiji bgkhċoji mrŲhvd"
Bhpgtjstd su vgą bgoj vrgkg rhsng mh fd 84" iunh. mhb pjsng
enhshbih u Vdku. Arhb`uzd Srusdkh jfihvdnd rht"
A V H B @ W P O H D S V W P O H W V H ] W
Arhb`usoj+prusod rht. ojid ig p jtrhihj bgpubdl ejmdbu mhbh
+ jojbċhb ig 83" khih 8<58" jmsumbjk pjfgmjk Srush + zh
Arhb`usou ig pj svgku fdj prhvh prjphst" Puojfd su soupj
sthihnd d shkje Bhpjngjbh DDD. ojeh su Srusd zhrjfdnd. mh fd
eh pjtjk prjtgrhnd u Gbengsou" ]dk g ig sthvnigbh thċoh bh
arhb`usou kjbhrldiu. h Srusd su + mh bhbgsu d pjsngmbiu.
bhitgŲu uvrgmu pjfgmgbji strhbd + prjenhsdnd uigmdbigb ig
bgk hċodl mrŲhvh pjm svjidk vjmstvjk" Wigmdbigbig igprjenhŨgbj u Mvjrhbd jengmhnh Qgrshisog phnhtg. ojih
ig sherhmgbh bgodl 873 ejmdbh rhbdig. u vrgkg ohm ig
Arhb`usoj k vnhmhj orhni Nui \DQ"
""" Arhb`uzd su bhihvdnd mh ąg pjvuąd svjig
vjibdog dz Vdkh zhtj Ũtj su jbd. ohoj ig
rgċgbj. ‒pjtrgfbd bh mruejk kgstu&"
ţtj sg phpg Sdih tdċg. d pj bigeh ig jvhi rht fdj pjeufhb.
hnd bh mruehċdid bhċdb9 pjrhz bigejvdl bgohmhŨbidl shvgzbdoh
Arhb`uzh zbhċdj ig mh Qdotjru Gkhbugnu d dthndihbsoji
vnhmd shmh vdŨg bdŨth bg stjid bh putu oh jstvhrgbiu `dnih +
zhuzdkhbiu Vdkh d prjenhŨgbiu erhmh bh ]dfru prgstjbd`jk
uigmdbigbg Dthndig" ]j ig dzhzvhnj strhl d pjmsthonj enhsdbg
mh sg phph. bhvjmbj. sprgkh mh bhpustd Vdk d sumfdbuvgą
usphbdċgbdl Vdknihbh prgmh u ruog erjzbdl bh`djbhndsth"
PuŨohnj sg. uz tj. mh igzudtd pjŲuruiu Sdih mh fgŲd jmkhl. mh
dzkjnd bgohoj zhŨtdtu ojm Frdthbh`h d mh sg sonjbd bh Khntu.
srgmjzgk bj jstrvj pjm frdthbsojk uprhvjk" Igmdbh bhmh
zh phpu. ċdbdnj sg u tjk trgbutou. pjċdvhnh ig u prgejvjrdkh
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOHBH. MGJ SVQD 638
BGSJEVGţDQD SHSH
Shpsoh bgpjergŨdvjst dzhzvhnh ig vgąg pjtrgsg d
zerhŲhvhbig jm fdnj ojige mrueje mjthmhŨbige pjstupoh
jmnuog phpg Sdih" Shpg su dkhng ngedtdkbj prhvj mh
prdsvhihiu rhzbg pjvnhstd`g d jvnhŨągbih. hnd u jvhovu
orhibjst ijŨ bdoj bdohmh bdig jtdŨhj" Bgkh bd pjtrgfg
bhenhŨhvhtd mh ig ahkjzbh phpsoh bgpjergŨdvjst pjmgndnh
hvbj kbigbig"
Wtd`hibd arhb`usod fdsoup Agndos Mdphbnu pdshj ig
ohrmdbhnu Hbtjbgndiu s pubdk jmjfrhvhbigk" ‒Phfjr
ąg zhmhtd jmnuċhb umhrh` Sdigkjbtu ,d dthndihbsoji
vnhmd$" Bhiihċd bhŨ hreukgbt prjtdv Vdkh ohj prgstjbd`gthndig svhohoj ig + Vdk ohj pr gstj bd`h ohtjndċhbstvh"""
Srgtgbzdig ,Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh$ d bigejv dl Sdig kjbąhb h
pjsthąg. igmbjsthvbj. bgjstvhrdvg d prgmkgt pjrueg"&
Phfjr ąg prg svgeh. ohoj ig pjmvuohj Mdphbnu. pjsnuŲdtd
ohj svjigvrsbh mgkjbstrh`dih sdng. d Arhb`uzd vdŨg bdohmh
bgąg skgtd mh bhpustg Vdk"
ţhrn+Gkdn Argpgn. fdsoup HbŲgrh u zhphmbji
Arhb`usoji. dsohzhj ig. kgĘutdk. pjtpubj mruehċdig
engmdŨtg" Jb ig pdthbig bgpjergŨdvjstd shengmhvhj u
dċbdigk. niumsodigk svgtnu" ‒Bhnhzdkj sg bh orhiu
pjbtdadohth igmbje ukjrbje d jfgslrhfrgbje sthrje
ċjvgoh. ojid bh svg joj sgfg engmh orjz prdzku bgsrgąh
ojig su bigeh shkjeh zhmgsdng&. pdshj ig Argpgn" ..W
bigejvdk jċdkh. svg Ũtj sg u shvrgkgbjk svgtu mgŨhvh
igstg. d buŲbj kjrh fdtd. igmbh ‒ebusjfh&"
Jsthnd ordtdċhrd fdnd su zbhtbj jŨtrdid. h u pjigmdbdk
snuċhigvdkh ċho d jorutbd" Bgkhċod dstjrdċhr d tgjnje
Agrmdbhbm Ergejrjvdius ,8< 68 +8< 48 $ jvhoj pdŨg9
Kbjed su dsorgbj vgrjvhnd mh i g p hph sdŨhj s ukh" Jb
ig s prhvdk ahbhtdzkjk uŨhj u svg tj. h pjfrhj ig d enhsjvg zh svjig jfjejtvjrgbig"
Hutjrdthrbd ohtjndċod vnhmhrd gvrjpsodl zgkhnih fdnd su
uŲhsbutd shkdk p jikjk phpsog bgpjergŨdvjstd. zhtj
Ũtj ig jb uerjŲhvhj bidljvg sjpstvgbg pjzd`dig" Fdnd su
uvgrgbd mh dl ig. orjz fjŲhbsoj prhvj orhnigvh. shk Fje
pjsthvdj bh trjb. tg mh su stjeh jbd igmdbj Fjeu d muŲbd
mh jmejvhrhiu" Phmh sg. kgĘutdk. tu bhkgthj d igmhb
phph ojid ąg jtdąd ojrho mhnig jm bidl tvrmgąd mh ig jb.
zhprhvj. enhs FjŲid"
dotjrjk Gkhbugnjk d bigejvjk vnhmjk. igr dsoniuċdvj sg
hi bhċdb kjenh prgmuprgmdtd jouph`dih erhmh Vdkh" @ho d
njvdċbj jmnuċbd ohrmdbhn Hbtjbgnd prgondbihj ig shmh phpu
sg jprgmgnd zh tj rgŨgbig. hnd bd kjnfg bd strhl bdsu bh Sdih
hnd hkh fhŨ bdohohv utd`hi"
MVţOH SHSD
tj fdnh shkj rgho`dih igmbje tvrmjenhvje sthr`h ojid
uŨhbċdj u svjk jsdjbjk svgtu d bgąg bdoum mh krmbg"
ehj ig jb + dnd ig fhr kdsndj mh kjŲg + ijŨ ŨtjŨth mh
muzkg" Ohj prvj. phph Sdig rhċubhj ig bh jfgąhbih
ku ig mhj erja Jtj ajb Fdzkhro. ‒evjzmgbd& ohb`gnhr
sog. zhtdk prusod orhni Qdnlgnk D. hnd d shkh dthndihbsoh
h + svd zhigmbj igkċdnd su ku mh bg p jstjig bd bhik hbid
gmd mh doj sh strhbg zhpjsgmbg phpsou tgrdtjrdiu" Yhtj
Sdig d igstg tjndoj rhsrmdj ohm su jad`drd vjisog d phpsog
`dig dspjnidnd orhibiu surgvbidvjst prgkh tdk jfgąhbidkh"kgrh rhmd. ohm ig bhċgnbdo phpsog pjnd`dig mjŨhj ojm Sdih
hŲdj uputstvh + Ũth mh prgmuzkg ohm pjċbg bhphm. Sdig
projs pjjmkhondk ejmdbhkh. sojċdj dz s tjnd`g d. vhb
jm fgsh. vdobuj9 ‒Yhr td fhŨ bdŨth bg rhzukgŨ: Dkhk
zvhbdċbg ehrhb`dig mh Dthndihbd bgąg bjejk orjċdtd u Vdk(
Ojndoj puth trgfh tj mh pjbjvdk:&
Phk phph. kgmutdk. bdig. pj svgku sumgąd. kjehj mh
rhzukg Ũth ig tj zbhċdnj Ųdvgtd u jfdċbjk svgtu. dzvhb zdmdbh
Qhtdohbh. emg su svhojihog ehrhb`dig mhvhbg d zhfjrhvnihbg
mjo nupdŨ mnhbjk j mnhb. vgą u zhvdsbjstd jm rhzvjih
Yh phpu ig. dzengmh. prgjsthnh shkj ijŨ
igmbh bhmh9 mh prgejvhrh s Qdotjrjk
Gkhbugnjk d bigejvjk vnhmjk. d bh
thi bhċdb sprgċd jouph`diu Vdkh"
mjehĘhih" D uprhvj ig thovh jphsbjst prdprgtdnh kgsg` mhbh
pj jmnhsou Arhb`uzh dz Vdkh" Mhbh 63" hveusth 8<53" Mjbidmjk dthndihbsoje Shrnhk gbth dzenhshj ig pjvgrgbig vnhmd.
hnd pjm igmbdk fdtbdk usnjvjk9 orhnigvd kdbdstrd kjrhiu mh
prjbhmu bhċdb mh ‒rdksoj pdthbig rgŨg bh bhċdb ojid ąg fdtd u
shenhsiu s bh`djbhnbdk tgŲbihkh&"
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 630
h Sdig D\ prje nhŨhvh p hp so u bg p je rgŨ dv js t u p dth bi dk h
g d kjrhnh" Jvj. bjvj ‒jv nhŨągbig& pjmgn d nj ig ohtj n dċoj
j kbigbig? bg od su f dn d zh m j v j n ib d . m ru e d + p rgs t rhv n igb d "
Sjruoh igstg fdnh mjbgong Ũdarjvhbh. hnd
gfdnjtgŨoj rhznuċdtd bigb prhvd skdshj9
jndoj bhkgrhvhkj mh dspubdkj
bh`djbhnbg tgŲbig&. jbmh sg
ksoj pdthbig& bdohoj bg
jŲg rgŨhvhtd u ojrdst phpdbu"
nbh ndċbjst Ohtjndċog
ovg u Gbengsoji. ohrmdbhn
brd Gmvhrm Kgbdbe.
ejvrgkgbj ig prjzrgj
hsbjst ojiu mjbjsdvjbhsthnh sdtuh dih d
rhŲdj ldthb shsthbho s
gkdigrjk Qgndog Frdthbdig.
digkjk Engmstjbjk.
oj fd svgtjk j`u
gzfgmdj bgjpljmbu pjkją
uojndoj tj fumg pjtrgfbj.
jċdŨtg" Bgmuej zhtdk frjm
bje orhnigvsoje vgndċhbstvh dz
thvh frdthbsog rhtbg anjtg Mdagbs njvdj ig u nuou Ďdvdthvgodih" Sjshmh ig
fdnh bhrgĘgbig mh prdkd phpu uojndoj jvhi
hzd Ųgniu mh bhpustd Vdk"
SJB]HBD„ B GK DV D
jbd`nidv uk sthihj ig dzh jvdl kgrh prgmjstrjŲbjstd" Dzh
l tdl tjfjŲbidl uvgrhvhbih mh bgąg fdtd bhphmh bh Vdk.
dihbsoh vnhmh jċhibdċod ig trhŲdnh dzejvjr ojid fd iji mhj
prhvj mh zhuzkg erhm" Wprojs ċdbigbd`d mh sg th zhkdshj
bdig fdnh dzihnjvdnh. Dthndihbd su prdfgend sngmgągk rgŨgbiu9
jbthbdk& bgkdrdkh u shkjk erhmu Vdku zfje ojidl ąg
fdtd ..u jfhvgzd& mh dbtgrvgbdŨu" Kjend su tj. rg`dkj. fdtd
Ųhbd bhphmd bh ohshrbg. ohj pjvjm zh dzfdihbig bhrjmbje
boh" Shpsog trupg. prgtgŲbj shsthvn igbg jm strhb h`h.
eng su sg pjmkdtdtd d kgĘusjfbj zhvhmdtd. thoj mh pj
hkh dzfdihiu ąhrog u ojig fd sg d sthbjv bd`d bgdzfgŲbj
uċdnd"
Kjenj ig. thojĘg. mh sg prdpu`h pjm jordnigk bjąd. s tu
kj pjbgojk dthndihbsojk zhsthvjk Ũtj sg vdijrd" ‒Цгйвkj stvjrdnd utdsho& + jfihŨb ihvhj ig prgkdigr ējvhbd
h erupd knhmdl zhvgrgbdoh + mh ig ‒Vdk zhendf dj u
rldiu& d mh ‒phpsog vnhstd vdŨg bdsu u sthbiu mh sjpstvgbdk
ehkh zhuzmhiu bjvjbhsthnu sdtuh`diu&" Nhb`h ig jtdŨhj
Erja Jtj ajb F dzkhro . pjzbh t d ohj ‒evjzmgb d ohb`g nh r & Srusog .
d bhċg vg n d o d b gpr n i h tg n i Bhpj ngjbh D DD . js tvhr dj i g svj ig tgŲb ig d
8 < 58 " u i g m db d j b g k h ċ o g m r Ų h v g p jm p r u s o d k v j Ę s t v j k "
d ojrho mhnig. jpjkgbuvŨd svjig snuŨhj`g9
‒Srhvdtg bgrgmg Ũdrjk Vdkh. ojndoj vhk
sr`g dŨtg„. rgohj ig jb zhvgrgbd`dkh.
..hnd bgkjitg mdzhtd rgvjnu`diu"&
Fdnh ig tj rdsohbtbh strhtgedih
s bgprgmvdmdvdk pjsngmd`hkh.
strhtgedih ojih bdig bhdŨnh
bh jmjfrhvhbig uvgo
jfhzrdvje kdbdstrh spjnibdl
pjsnjvh. Gk dndih Qdsojbtd+
+Qgbjstg. ojid sg bhmhjmh ąg dthndihbsoh vnhmh d
phph. khohr d u pjsngmbid
ċhs. uspgtd mh pjstdebu
rgŨgbig prdlvhtnidvj zh
jfg strhbg" Vdzdo bdig fdj u
Qdsojbtdigvji prdrjmd. d jb sg
mj shkjeh orhih bhmhj mh sg.
bgohoj. ‒kjeu shċuvhtd phpdbh
bgzhvdsbjst. snjfjmh d vgrsod
hutjrdtgt&"
B G K H S V G E J Q J V H
Bhivgąh prgprgoh mh sg svg tj bgohoj shċuvh
pjċdvhnh ig. kgĘutdk. u shkjk phpd Sdiu" Jb ujpŨtg bdig
dkhj bhkgru mh prgejvhrh sh dthndihbsojk vnhmjk zhtj Ũtj
fd ig bh thi bhċdb shkj prdzbhj d mhj iji pubd ngedtdkdtgt. Ũtj
phph bdohmh bg fd uċdbdj" @ho bd rhzfjrdtd. ufgmdvhbiu sonjb
Qdsojb td bdig kjehj mh sorŨd phpdb jtpjr" Shpu bdig skgoŨhj
ċho bd vnhmdb pnhb. jfzbhbigb sgptgkfrh 8<53. mh sg
pjenhvhru Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg bh uprhvu mjmgnd thojzvhbd
Nhvnid erhm. mgj Vdkh u ċdigk ig shsthvu fdj d Qhtdohb. bh
mgsbji jfhnd ]dfrh"
Ohj Ũtj sg. ujsthnjk. kjenj d prgmvdmgtd. phph Sdig ig
jmfh`dj jvu zhkdshj" W bigejvdk jċdkh. zh prgvnhst bhm
Vdkjk fjrdng su sg sbheg jmhbg Fjeu prjtdv sbheh mhvjnidl.
d thi rht ąg dzeufdtd bgċhstdvd. jndċgb u vnhmd orhnih Qdotjrh
Gkhbugnh" Wz upjtrgfu bgodl mruedl. kjŲmh bg u tji kgrd
hpjohndptdċbdl pjikjvh. jvhovj kdŨnigbig vnhmhnj ig. khbig+
+vdŨg. u `gnjk Qhtdohbu"Pvg sg jvj. kgĘutdk. mjehĘhnj prg bgej Ũtj su Srusd
zhrjfdnd Bhpjngjbh DDD. prg uodmhbih kjbhrldig u Arhb`usoji
d. bhpjsngtou. prg vgndog pjfgmg Srusog u rhtu 8<53+8<58"
Srgkmh ig svhohoj fdj zhprgphŨągb jvdk mjehĘhidkh. h
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63= YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD
Arhb`uso d `h r Bhpj ngjb D D D . ċ d i h i g vj isoh jmrŲhvh nh rgm u V dku d
ċuvh nh Qh t d ohb d phpu "
bhrjċdtj sdnhsojk Bhpjngjbjvdk s pjndtdċog pjzjrbd`g. phph
Sdig ig dstrhibj jmfdihj svg pjbumg mh sg tgouąd spjr rgŨd fgz
upjtrgfg jruŲih" Igmbu jm tdl pjbumh prdspgndl u pjsngmbidċhs mjbgj ig u Qhtdohb 83" sgptgkfrh 8<53" igmhb pngkdą dz
Sdigkjbth. erja Shb`j md Phb Khrtdb. h u dkg orhnih Qdotjrh
Gkhbugnh. emg sg kjbhrl jfhvgzuig mh ąg bgzhvdsbjst d
uengm Pvgtg stjnd`g fdtd zhŨtdągbd"
Sdig ig prjċdthj orhnigvj pdskj. hnd ig jmfdj mh bh bigeh
jmejvjrd mdrgotbj. vgą ig pjsnhj orhniu shkj igmbu orhtou
bjtu" ‒Erja Shb`h md Phb Khrtdbj prgmhj kd ig pdskj ojig
ig QhŨg vgndċhbstvj Ųgngnj mh kd uputd. hnd tj pdskj bdig
mjstjibj igm bje frdŲbje sdbh ojid tvrmd mh dspjvgmh vgru
ohtjndċou&. bhpdshj ig phph" Jmejvhrhtd shm bh orhnigvg
prgmnjeg. bhpjk gbuj ig Sdig. fdnj fd ohj"""
V ht 8 < 5 3 + 8 < 5 8 " d z k g Ę u A r h b ` u s o g d S ru s o g u p r j p h s t dj i g
Bhpj ngjbh D D D . oj i d i g sgp tgkfrh 8<53" phj u p rusoj zhrjf n igb dŨ tvj .
mh f d pj tjk j t d Ũhj u p rjejbs tvj "
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ SVQD 637
""" sdphtd sj bh bgzh`gnigbg rhbg oj ig ig zh sjfjk jsthvdnj prvj ddthbig ,QhŨgepdskh$""" Fjeh fnhejsdnihk Ũtj ig bhŨhj zh sljm"bj mh QhŨgk vgndċhbstvu mjzvjnd mh pjsngmbig ejmdbg kjeh Ųdvjth dspubd jvhovjk ejrċdbjk" D kjndk Eh mh jfhspg QhŨg vgndċhbstvj svjijk fjŲhbsojk kdnjŨąu. mh Qhs zhŨtdtd jm svhog jphsbjstd d fu mg f nhe prgkh Qhkh. igr Qhkh ąg th fnhejst fdtd d tg ohoj pjtrgfbh"
Shph ig. ŨthvdŨg. fdj sdeurhb mh ąg
pjmbgtd prdtdsog. mh ąg prgerkgtd svg d
h`g. uojndoj bg fumg kjenj mruehċdig.
prg d Ųdvjt mhtd bgej mh prhvd ustupog dprgmhig mruejkg phpsog zgknig. bh
ojig igmdbj Fje pjnhŲg prhvj"
H] JĎ GB DO Q H ] D O H B H
uŨtdbh pjruog fdnh ig. rhzukg sg. dsth ohj
bdig" Bgąg fdtd ouohvdċodl ustuphoh
hvjnu d bigejvdk ljrmhkh" Shph ig.hvdŨg. fdj sdeurhb mh ąg pjmbgtd
dtdsog. mh ąg prgerkgtd svg d mh ąg.
ojndoj bg fumg kjenj mruehċdig. prg
dvjt mhtd bgej mh prhvd ustupog d
gmhig mruejkg phpsog zgknig. bh
jig igmdbj Fje pjnhŲg prhvj" Sdig.
orhiu. bdig mhj Ųdvjt u jmfrhbd
kh" Yfje svje tvrmjenhvje
hvh. pjsthj ig + pj bigejvdk
hstdtdk rgċdkh + ‒zhtjċgbdo
htdohbh&" Mj orhih Ųdvjth
<5<$ bdig bhpuŨthj
tdohbsou gbonhvu. h dsth
mfdbh prhtdąg. u bhrgmbdl
nh vgoh. ċgtvjrd`u pjbtdah
id su Sdih bhsngmdnd bh
gstjnu svgtje Sgtrh"
vhbd N hb`h bhn hz dj sg bh m u Ųb j s t d
msgmbdoh Phvgth kdbdsthrh Dthndig
vdvhngbt prgkdigrh$ u pgrdjmu jm
14" mj 8<50" ejmdbg. d zbhtbj mjprdbgj
pjsthvn ihbiu vnhmg uigmdbigbg Dthn d ig u Vdku"
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SHSG
YH]J@GBDO QH]DOHB H. MGJ MVWED
Orhnigvdbh Dthndih prjenhsdnh ig rht Shpsodk mrŲhvhkh 83" sgptgkfrh 8<53"
ejmdbg" Mvh mhbh ohsbdig. dthndihbsog sbheg uŨng su bh phpsou tgrdtjrdiu" Ďgtdrd
mhbh pjsng tjeh. Dthndihbd su zhuzgnd nuou Ďdvdthvgodih"
Jmhtng su. pjtjk nhehbj bhprgmjvhnd prgkh Vdku.
umhnigbjk joj 13 odnjkgthrh. h svg u bhmd mh ąg
u kgmuvrgkgbu fdtd pjstdebut spjrhzuk. tg mh
d bgąg kjrhtd erhm mh zhuzdkhiu sdnjk" W tjk skdsnu. pj
mjvdkh su ngpdnd prjphehbmbg pnhohtg. s pjruohkh ojig su
hŲhvhng mjfru vjniu d kdrjniufdvg bhkgrg"
Hu shkjkg Vdku. vhtdohbsog vnhstd bdsu vgrjvhng
jphehbmd" Sjm phpdbdk vjmstvjk. fdng su. ŨthvdŨg.
gĘgbg mh ąg dk sphs u pjsngmbid ċhs mjbgtd shkj FjŲig
mdbhnd u kjndtvd ,ngvj$ mjo phph Nhv \DDD ngŲd bh shkrtd 8430" Shph
fdj ig ufgĘgb u svjiu bgpjergŨdvjst. ohj d bigejv prgtljmbdo.
D\" Shph Fgbgmdot \Q ,ejrg$ vnhmhj ig jm 848=" mj 8466"
prjvdmgbig" Mj tjeh bdig mjŨnj" Mhbh 84" sgptgkfrh Dthndihbd
su stdend mj Hurgndigvdl fgmgkh. 8< kgthrh vdsjog d 84
odnjkg thrh muehċog erhĘgvdbg ojih ig joruŲdvhnh Vdk" Phmh
ig erhm stvhrb j fdj pjm jpshmjk" Sjm jpshm jk sg dstje
tje mhbh bhŨhj d Shrdz. ojid su jpojndnd Srusd" W Qhtdohbu su
uvdmgnd mh bgk h bdohovg bhmg mh dk Arhb`uzd prdtgobu u
pjkją. hnd phph Sdig jċgodvhj ig mh Hustrdih. ohj bhikjąbdih
ohtjndċoh mrŲhvh u Gvrjpd. prgmuzkg bgŨtj"
H W P ] V D I H B @ D B H J M P ] J I H B I WHustrdihb`d. kgmutdk. bdsu fdnd prgvdŨg zhergihbd mh sthbu
bh strhbu Qhtdohbh d. bh thi bhċdb. rdzdouiu mh umu u rht
sh Dthndihbdkh. Ũtj ig hustrdisod `hr Arhbij Ijsda engmhj mh
635
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63< YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOH BH. MGJ MVWED
S V J S HE HB M B D V H]
Mvg strhbg ojig su sg suojfdng joj prgvnhstd bhm
Vdkj k + dthndihbsod bh`djbhndstd d vhtdohbsog vnhstd+ prdfgehvhng su prjphehbmd ohoj fd erhmhbdkh
bhkgtbund dmgig zh ojig sg zhnhŲu" P bh`djbhndstdċog
strhbg. pjruou ig pjsnhj Vhahgn Ohmjrbh. sthrgŨdbh
vjibg mdvdzdig ojih ig bhprgmjvhnh oh Vdku" Bigejvd
prjtdvbd`d dz Qhtdohbh fdnd su. kgmutdk. frŲd. ph su
zhngpdnd pnhohtg s pjruojk ċdid ig `dni fdj mh zhstrhŨd
erhmsod Ųdvhni9
Vdknihbd( WŲhsbj znj sg bhmvdnj( Pvgtd jth`. ojid
kdrbj stjnuig u Pvjkg prgstjbjk erhmu d jbdk khnjfrjibdk prjvdb`dihkh ojig su zh shm ijŨ
pjŨtgĘgbg jm uzurph`dig. mjŲdvnihvh jvdl mh bh mh ku. fgz dohovjepjvjmh. prgtd vjisoh igmbje ohtjndċoje orhnih" Vdk ig. mhong. u jpshmbjk sthbiu"
Ohmjrbdbd pnhohtd. prgngpnigbd prgoj jvdl
hpjohndptdgbdl bhihvh. jfrhąhnd su sg Vdknihbdk h
fnhŲdk tjbjk. h fdnh ig tu d zhigmnidvh bjth upuągbh
Arhb`uzdkh9
Dthndihbd dz rdksodl prjvdb`dih( Bgzhvdsbjst Pvgtg stjnd`g bgąg fdtd uerjŲgbh. ohj bd snjfjmh erhĘhbh. vgą ąg. bhprjtdv. fdtd ċvrŨąg zhihkċgbg bgej pjm zhŨtdtjk sbheh dz dbjstrhbstvh"
dzfgebg pj svhou `gbu" BhivdŨg Ũtj su Hustrdihb`d kjend
mh uċdbg fdnj ig mh dzrhzg svjiu fgzrgzgrvbu jmhbjst phpd
Sdiu d pjbumg ku utjċdŨtg u fdnj ojk erhmu Hustrjuehrsog`hrgvdbg. u snuċhiu. bhrhvbj. mh jb jmnuċd mh bhpustd Vdk"
Kjbsdbijr Pohpdbgnd. hpjstjnsod bub`dig u Fgċu. ltgj ig
mh puobg jm igmh ohm ig prdkdj jvu pjruou" ‒Kjrh ċjvgo mh
dkh pgtniu&. rgohj ig Pohpdbgnd hustrdisojk kdbdstru spjnibdl
pjsnjvh. erjau Ardmrdlu Agrmdbhbmu ajb Fjistu. ..ph mh kg
pjzjvg mh sg prgsgndk u bigejvu ouąu. h mh prdtjk bg ċdbd
fhŨ bdŨth ohoj kg bg fd dzfh`dnd dz kjig sjpstvgbg(&
Qdotjr Gkhbugn ig. u kgmuvrgkgbu. pjouŨhvhj
mdpnjkhtsodk putgk mh ufgmd phpu mh sg prgmjkdsnd. ph
mh tj ‒rdksoj pdthbig& rgŨg bh spjrhzukhb bhċdb" Bdigku sg pjsrgądnj" Sdig bdig Ųgngj mh prdlvhtd hreukgbth`diu
ojih sg zhsbdvhnh bh prgmvdmhbidkh mh ąg erhm mjŲdvgtd
lukhbdthrbu ohthstrjau d mh ąg kbjed Ųdvjtd fdtd dzeufnigbd
Qjisoh Orhn igvdbg D thn d ig bhphnh ig Vdk ,ejrg$ d zhuzgnh eh u
sgptgkfru 8<53" Dz rgŨgthb d r dkso d fgmgkd ,mj ng$ "
uojndoj mjmg mj prdkgbg sdng" Jmejvhrhiuąd bh pjbumu.
phph ig rgohj Dthndihbdkh mh ąg dsoniuċdvj jbd d bidljv orhni.
h bg jb. fdtd jmejvjrbd zh gvgbtuhnbg Ųrtvg. tg mh ąg jbd. dshkj jbd. kjrhtd mh pjbgsu jerjkbj frgkg jmejvjrbjstd
prgm Fjejk. hnd d prgm sumjk dstjrdig"
M J ] G V H N D @ H V H M J M W Q H V H
W tjk ċhsu fdnj ig jċdengmbj mh ąg jfg strhbg jsthtd prd
svjidk zhltgvdkh. d mh su prgejvjrd zhphnd u ąjrsjoho"
Sjsng tjeh. dthndihbsodk sbhehkh bdig prgjsthnj bdŨth mruej
bgej mh sg prdprgkg zh unhzho u Vdk. h phpd. s mrueg
strhbg. mh ihvbj mgkjbstrdrh vgru u Fjeh" Shph Sdig. shmh
5<+ejmdŨbiho. ongobuj ig d thoj. bh ojngbdkh. uspgj sguz6<
svgtdl stgpgbdoh bgmhngoj jm @rovg sv" Ijvhbh Nhtgrhbsoje"
PtdehvŨd mj vrlh stgpgbdŨth. pjkjndj sg Fjeu. prgondbiuąd
eh mh zhŨtdtd bigejv bhrjm" Kbjed niumd u joupnigbji ejkdnd
prgm jvdk prdzjrjk pustdnd su suzu"
BhivdŨg Ũtj su Hustrdihb`d kjend mh uċdbg fdnj ig mh phpd Sdiu D\
pjbumg utjċdŨtg u fdnj ojk erhmu Hustrjuehrsog `hrgvdbg. u snuċhiu mh
jb jmnuċd mh bhpustd Vdk"
Bhphm dthndihbsog vjisog zhpjċgj ig u pgt shtd dziutrh
63" sgptgkf rh 8<53 " ejmdbg" Hkgrdċod ojbzun u Vdku. mr
Kgitnhbm Hrk strjbe. jvhoj ig jpdshj mjehĘhig ojid su sg
tje mhbh jmderhnd9
Sjohzhnj sg mh sthrg zdmdbg bg kjeu mh jmjng tgŨoji hrtdnigrdid" Sjsng svgeh ċgtdrd+p gt shtd fgmgkd su bh
pj igm dbdk kgstdkh fdn d pjtpubj srhvbigbd sh zgknijk. h bgmhngoj jm Sjrth Sdih vdmd sg prjmjr Ũdrjo svdl 87 kgthrh " Dthndihbd su bhlrupdnd u erhm d mjsnjv`geh
prgpnhv dnd. mh fd. u dstj vrgkg. uspgj d bidljv bhphm bh pjrtu Phb ējvhbd" P oupjng ,Fhzdndog$ Pvgtje Sgtrh thmh sg zhvdijrdnh fg nh zhsthvh" Ohm su tjpjvd utdlbund. phpsog trupg pruŲdng su snhfhŨhb jtpjr. d jbd ojid su mj prg bgod
ċhs bgprdojsbjvgbj vnhmhnd Vdkjk shmh su ejtjvj svd rgmjk fdnd zhrjfnigbd. dnd sg shordnd u mvjr`u PhbtHbmgnj. jmbjsbj pjtrhŲdn d prdfgŲdŨ tg bh ]reu svgtje Sgtrh"
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]D OH BH. JGJ MVWED 634
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68 3 YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOHBH. MGJ MVWED
Fdtoh zh Vdk. zhprhvj. bdig fdnh bd dzfndzh thoj surjvh ohoj
fd sg kjenj bhsnutdtd bh jsbjvu dzvgŨthih mr Hrkstrjbeh"
Shpsog sbheg mjfdng su bhrgmgbig mh pruŲg thkhb tjndoj
jtpjrh ojndoj mh sg vdmd mh su vjnibd d sprgkbd mh frhbg
Pvgtu stjnd`u. mjo su. s mrueg strhbg. dthndihbsog sbheg mjfdng
strdotbh uputstvh mh Qhtdohbu bhbgsu Ũtj khbiu Ũtgtu. mhbdohoj bg jtvhrhiu vhtru bh `dvdng. tg mh bh Nhvnigk erhmu bd
igm bh igmdbh `denh bg skg mh ahnd" Khmh ig Sdig jmfdj pjbumu
mh prgmh Nhvnid erhm. dthndihbsoh vnhmh bdig prjkgbdnh
jmnuou9 thi erhm d mhnig ąg jsthtd phpsoh tgrdtjrdih"
H kjŲmh ig p jstjihj ijŨ igmhb ċ dbdnh` ojid ig utd`hj
bh stdŨhvhbig strhstd9 rhspjnjŲgbig ojig ig tdl mhbh
prgjvnhmhvhnj u Vdku" Shph ig bgspjrbj dkhj vgrbg
sngmfgbdog ojid su sg uŲhshvhnd shkg pjkdsnd bh tj mh ąg
bidljv pjenhvhr kjrhtd mh jmg dz erhmh d jsthvd dl fgz
vjmstvh" Fdnj ig. s mrueg strhbg. kgmu Vdknihbdkh d kbjej
jbdl ojid su bhmdruąg dthndihbsog trupg mjŲdvnihvhnd ohj
jsnjfjmdnhċog. ohj sbheg ojig ąg dk ojbhċbj sodbutdsvrhth phpsod ihrhk" IjŨ su vdsg zhfrdbutjstd dzhzdvhnd zhltgvd
Sjnd t dċod str dp prdohzuig phpu Sd ih D\ ,u prvjk pnhbu$. jfgzvnhŨ+
ągbje pjsng 8<58" ejmdbg. ohoj shv turjfhb jmnhzd mjo joupn igbd
Vdknihbd on dċu pjfgmbdou. orhn iu Qdotjru Gkhbugnu DD ,u pjzhmdbd.
mrue d zmgsbh$ "
PHB@]H P@HNH + PQG]G P]GSGBD@GSjstjid vgrjvhbig mh ig 6 < stgpgbdoh jm fgnje kgrkgrh.
ojid `dbg Phb`th P`hnh ,Pvgtg stgpgbd`g$ uzgtj. zhprhvj.
dz stgpgbdŨth ojig ig vjmdnj mj prgtjrdiukh. ti" strhŲhrsog
sjfg u Igrushndku. thkj emg ig Dsus dzvgmgb prgm
Sjbtdih Sdnhth. rdksoje bhk gsbdoh mrgvbg Iumgig"
Pkhtrh sg mh su sg jvg stgp gbd`g pjsvgtdng prg bgŨtj
khbig jm mvg ldnihmg ejmdbh. ohmh ig bh bidl ohbunh
Dsusjvh orv" Srgmhbig vgnd mh su Phb`th P`hnh jmbgtg dz
Igrushndk h d prgvgzgbg u Dthndiu bgemg joj 061 " ejm dbg
bjvg grg pj bhnjeu `hrd`g Igngbg. pjtjbig svgtg Igngbg.
h jbmh pjbjvj pjmdebutg u ojkpngosu rdksodl phnhth
u ojidkh su fjrhvdng phpg" Pvgth Igngbh fdnh ig. dbhċg.
khioh `hrh Oj bsthbtdbh D. ojid ig joj 003" ejmdbg uvgj
lrdŨąhbstvj ohj zvhbdċbu rgndediu u Vdksoj `hrstvj"
Ejmdbg 87<4. pj bhnjeu phpg Pdosth Q. Pvgtg
stgpgbd`g prgkgŨtgbg su bh kgstj emg sg d mhbhs
uzmdŲu. bh unhz u sthru ohpgnu Phb`th Phb`tjruk ,Pvgtd
bhm svgtdkh$ u sthrji Nhtgrhbsoji phnhtd u Vdku" Pdost igtrhŲdj mh sg zdmjvd joj stgpgbdŨth d thvhbd`h dzbhm bidl
dzmhŨbj uorhsg d jsndohiu argsohkh. zh Ũth su hbehŲjvhbd
frjibd dsthobutd uk gtbd`d dz gpjlg rgbgshbsg" Sj
ohtjndċoji trhmd`did. ljmjċhsbd`d ojid mjmu mh vdmg Pvgtg
stgpgbd`g kjrhiu uz bidl mh sg pjpbu bh ojngbdkh"
Orjz jvhi ċdb p jfjŲbj std kjeu sgfd mh jfgzfgmg jprjst
ergljvh"
Sjsgt dj` d Qh t d ohbh pgb iu sg uzh Pvg tg s tgpgb d`g d so n i uċ d vj bh
oj ngb dkh. fumuą d mh dk ig i gm dbj bh th i bhċ db mjzvj n igbj mh
s t debu mj v rlh "
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YH]JĎGBDO QH ]DO HBH . MGJ MVWED 688
SJSG SDWP D\"
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686 YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOHBH. MGJ MVWED
bhrjmbdl khsh mh sg svd khbhstdrd. ohoj jbd kuŨod. thoj d
jbd Ųgbsod. dzkgstg bgoum dz Vdkh. d mh sg kjbhsd d jphtd`g
prjtgrhiu dz erhmh"
Sjskhtrhċ ojid ig rdksod prjst puo ,fhssj pjp jnj$
svjigvrgkgb j bhzvhj ‒mdvnidk d orvjŲgmbdk & + bdig
prgtgrdvhj" Mh su sg d td niumd prdoniuċdnd dthndihbsodk
Wsnjvd prgmhig ufrzj su uthbhċgbd. d
`gj V d k . dzuzgv Nhvnige erhmh. uŨhj ig
u shsthv mrŲhvg Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh DD.
prvje orhnih Dthndig"
sbhehkh. zhuzdkhbig Vdkh fdnj fd prhągbj kbjej
vgądk prjndvhbigk orvd d rhzhrhbigk. ph ig thoj jfgkh
zhdbtgrgsjvhbdk strhbhkh fdnj u dbtgrgsu mh sg pjshj jfhvd
frzj d ċdstj" H ohm ig svg zhvrŨgbj. bh frzdbu su ushenhŨgbd
usnjvd prgmhig. d `gj Vdk. dzuzgv Nhvnige erhmh. uŨhj ig u
shsthv mrŲhvg bh ċdigk ig ċgnu fdj Qdotjr Gkhbugn DD. prvd
orhni Dthndig"
Vdk ig shmh fdj igmhb pjtpubj mruehċdid erhm"
Igmhb jm erhmsodl bjvdbsodl ndstjvh. u dzmhbiu
jm 60" sgptgkfrh. snhvjmjfdtbj ig bhfrhihj
svh jerhbdċgbih ojih ig pjmrhzukgvhnh
phpsoh uprhvh9
Sjsng 87 vgojvh krhoh d Ųhnjstd. ċgkgrh d ihmh. Vdk + bgohmh vnhmhr `gnjeh svgth+ pjbjvj ig pjs thj prgstjbd erhm igmbg vgndog mrŲhvg" M hbhs ig zh bhs. Vdknihbg. mhb bgjpdsdvg rhmjstd" Mhbhs sg u Vdku snjfjmh vdsg bg skhtrh znjċdbjk. h
prhvj bh s njfjmu ejvjrh ojrdstd svhoj. bg pnhŨgą d sg dbovdzd`dig. njk hċg. vgŨhnh" Pvgtnj erhmhbsog snjfjmg ojig ig. fngsbuvŨd
prvj u Arhb`usoji 85<4. jfhsihnj
Kdb ds th r spj n ib dl pjs njvh
D t hn d i g . Gkd n dj Q dso jb t d +
+Qgbjsth. zhnhehj sg zh
pjkd rgb ig d zkgmu v nhmg ċ d i d ig f dj ċ nh b d p hp g Sd ih D\. hn d ig
bhobhmbj uv dmgj ohoj pjb t d a . zhprhvj .
j tjk g ujpŨ tg d bg rhzkdŨ n i h "
`gnu Gvrjpu. sdih shmh d bhm vgċbdk erhmjk" Yh Vdkig D
srgmbid vgo tgo mhbhs zhvrŨgb(
QdmgvŨd ohoj sg bh svg strhbg vgndċhiu snjfjmg ojig ig jb |
thoj dstrhibj pjouŨhvhj mh ueuŨd. shkj ig mjmhtbj uċvrstdnjF
phpu Sdih u sthrdk uvgrgbidkh" Dthndihbd su pjouŨhndmhku Dustupg Nhvni d erhm" Jb i g tj jmfdj " SrgmnjŲgbj ig mh ku sg D
uohŲg pjċhst. hnd Sdig ig d tj j mfdj. igr fd u tjk snuċhiu jb. D
ohj phph. kj rhj mh prdkd prgmsthvbdoh ‒orhnih uzurphtjrh& D
Qdotjrdih Gkhbugnh. h jb tj bdpjŨtj bdig Ųgngj mh uċdbd"
B G K H S V G M H IG
Jbdkh ojid su sg bhmhnd pjkdrgbiu. ohj Ũtj su Gkdndj
Qdsojbtd+Qgbjsth dnd prgkdigr Nhb`h. tgo ig thmh sdbunj
mh Sdig. zhprhvj. bdohmh bgąg prdlvhtdtd bdohohv prgmnje.
pjbumu. ph ċho bd bhejvgŨthi mj frg vjnig dthndihbsog vnhmg" D
Pvd pjouŨhid vnhmg mh sg bgohoj dpho prjbhĘg zhigmbdąod
igzdo s phpjk bhdnhz dnd su bh fgsojk prjkdshb jtpjr. Ũtj
ig u shk ji vnhmd fumdnj strgpb iu. h u Qhtdohbu stvhrhnj
bgzmrhvu htkjsagru"
]hkh ig . thoj. prgvnhmhnh bhm svgtnjŨąu. d shmh su sg
ohrmdbhnd pnhŨdnd mh dzhmu bh und`u dnd mh sg vjzgu
rhsojŨbdk ojċdihkh pj ojidkh sg jmkhl
vdmgnj mh tj prjnhzg phpdbg snueg" Sj
Vdku su sg kjend vdmgtd svgŨtgbd`d
ohoj sg Ũubihiu. jċdtj u strhlu mh
ąg dl prgpjzbhtd d khntrgtdrhtd
bgp rdihtg nisod bhstrjigbg nuthiuąg
fhbmg" D. Ũtj ig kjŲmh fdnj d bhiejrg
jm svgeh. bh svg strhbg rhzngehnd
su sg pjvd`d9 ‒Pkrt phpd(„. ojid su sg
d tg ohoj mjfrj ċund d ubuthr shkje
Qhtdohbh" P jfzdrjk bh tj mh ig shmh fdnh
usthbjvnigbh snjfjmh pdshbg rgċd. shmh
su sg pj Vdku jtvjrgbj prjmhvhngpjmrdvhċog d fjejlunbg obideg.
ojig su shkj mjmhtbj
pjmergvhng krŲbiu
prgkh phpstvu.
d th ig krŲbih
fdvhnh svg
jċdengmbdih bh
`gnjk prjstjru
bjvjstvjrgbg
dthndihbsog orhnigvdbg"Sj rgċdkh
bgukjrbje phpdbje
mrŲhvbje sgorgthrh. ohrmdbhnh
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOHBH. MGJ MVWED 68 0
mdbhn ēhojkj Hbtjbgn d fdj ig zbhċhibh n dċbjst u Qhtdohbu
gkg n dfgrhnbdl rgvjnu`d ih 8<=<" ejmdbg" Pkgnj ig frhbdj
zgrvhtdvbh engmdŨth phpg Sd ih D\ bh rgvjnu`djbhrbh zfdvhbih"
tjbgndih. uċgsthnh shjpŨtgbih u ojidkh vnhmh dsohzuig
tjvhbig prgkh phpd. frdeu zh bigejvj fnhejsthbigzfgmbjst. ohj d Ųgniu mh sg ojbhċbj mjĘg mj
kprjkdsbje rgŨgbih ojig ąg pjbtdau jkjeuądtd mh
jmbj jfhvnih svjiu mu Ųbjst + fdnh su. zhprhvj. tgo
ċbh ahshmh dzh ojig su sg jmderhvhng strhŨbg znjupjtrgfg"
uŲuiuąd dthndihbsou vnhmu. Hbtjbgnd ig. pjrgm jsthnje.
shj9
" jmuzdkhbig svdl pj sgmh mjstjihbstvgbjk pjenhvhru @rovg. ohj d svdl prdljmh. ohj d fjk fhrmjvhbig
rgstjbd`g ohtjndċhbstvh. fgzfjŲbdċoh prjph eh bm h jih sg kgmu sthbjvbdŨtvjk Ũdrd putgk prjphehbmg . gstjod bhphmd bh rgndediu d kjbhŨog rgmjvg. jfgsvgągbig htjndċoje jfrgmh. ojid sg shmh jfgngŲhvh ohj puoj
prhzbjvgrig. jmbjŨgbig svdl rgndedisodl sndoh dz mrdhvbdl Ũojnh. d tj pj bhrgmfd vnhmg. d bgŨtj Ũtj. gvj. vgą trhŲg. h tj ig mh sg dkg Dsusjvj uonjbd dz bhtpdsh dzbhm ohpdig Vdksoje ubdvgrzdtgth"
Wprojs ċdb igbd`d mh ku bgpjsrgmbj joruŲgbig bdig fdnj
bd bhikhbig bhonjbigbj. ohrmdbhn Hbtjbgnd ig bh jvhi
bhċdb bgukjrbj pjouŨhvhj mh pjmsthobg phpsog bub`dig
rhspjrgmgbg pj gvrjpsodk prgstjbd`hkh mh utdċu bh vnhmg
ojig su s phpjk jmrŲhvhng prdihtgnisog jmbjsg ohoj fd.
ojbhċbj. pruŲdng pjmrŨou Qhtdohbu" Phv bigejv trum urjmdj
ig tgo pj ojidk . igmvh mjvjnib dk. pnjmjk" W Bgkhċoji su.
bh prdkgr. prvh`d. pngkdąd d prhvbd`d u jmrgmgbjk frjiu
W Bgkhċoji su. bh prdkgr. prvh`d. pngkdąd d prhvbd`d dz vgąge frjih
mrŲhvh pjtpdshnd pgtd`diu u ojiji
jsuĘuiu jouph`diu Vdkh"
mrŲhvh pjtpdshnd pgtd`diu u ojiji jsumuiu jouph`diu Vdkh
d ruŨgbig phpdbg vgojvbg vnhstd bhm Shpsodk mrŲhvhkh" W
Fgnedid. h d u ijŨ bgodk zgknihkh. ohtjnd`d su pjmstrgohvhbdbh prjtgstbg soupjvg bh ojidkh sg j zhuzdkhbiu Vdkh
ejvjrdnj ohj j bhiejrgk svgtjermu. h j prgtbihkh
upuągbdk shkjkg phpd ohj j svjigvrsbjk j`gufdstvu"
Gvrjpsodk erhmjvdkh orsthrdng su prjtgstbg pjvjrog.
jmrŲhbj ig bh stjtdbg kdsh" Fdsoupd Bgkhċog d Fgnedig ndċbj
su uputdnd Qdotjru Gkhbugnu d bigejvji vnhmd prjtgstbg
bjtg" Ďgstj ig pjbhvnihbj bjvj. bgzvhbdċbj phpdbj zvhbig.
‒zhtjċgbdo Qhtdohbh&. ohj Ũtj sg kbjej gbgredig trjŨdnj
bh niutdtg jsumg dthndihbsodl ‒igrgtdoh& d pjzdvhbig bh tgŨog
ohzbg ojig dl ċgohiu zh pjċdbigbg ‒znjċdbg&"
H B ] J B G N D B G Y B H ţ ] H ā G
Jbj. kgmutdk. Ũtj ig Hbtjbgnd bhivdŨg prdŲgniodvhj +
ushenhŨgbh. svggvrjpsoh ohkphbih ojiu fd ohtjndċog vnhmg.
svgŨtgbstvj d phstvh jrehbdzjvhnd d dzvrŨdnd jzfdnihb prdtdsho
bh Dthndihbg ohoj fd sg jvd pjvuond dz Vdkh d Shpsodl mrŲhvh.
d vrhtdnd phpd jbj Ũtj ku pj bhsngmbjk prhvu prdphmh + bdig
fdnj bd bh pjkjnu" W dsorgbji Ųgnid mh dzfhvd phpu Sdih dz
fgzbhmbg sdtuh`dig u ojiji sg bhŨhj. Hbtjbgnd ig prgvdmgj
oniuċbu ċdbigbd`u u vgzd sh Gvrjpjk s orhih mgvgtbhgstjevgoh" Ojbtdbgbt ig. bhdkg. vgą fdj mhngoj jmkhohj jm
vrgkgb h ohmh su vnhmhrd bhk gthnd svjiu vjniu d jċgodvhnd
fgspjejvjrbu pjsnuŨbjst pjmhbdoh" Vgvjnu`dig ojig su
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68= YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ MVWED
sg jmderhng prvj 85<4. h pjtjk 8<=<" ejmdbg + sthvdng su
hċou bh dstjrdiu tg d thovg Gvrjpg" ]j ig bgmvjskdsngbj
pjtvrmgbj ijŨ igmbjk . u bgpjsrgmbji prjŨnjstd + kdsndkj
bh Shrdsou ojkubu s pjċgtoh 8<58" ejmdbg + ohmh su
hmbd`d. j ojidkh su igmbd ejvjrdnd ohj j hbhrldstdkh. h
mrued ohj j sj`dihndstdkh. usthnd prjtdv arhb`usog vnhmg. ojihg prg tjeh fdnh prdbumgbh mh prdlvhtd pj bdŲhvhiuąd kdr s
Srusdkh"
Ptvhrbjst ig upjzjrhvhnh mh fd
vrhąhbig bgohmhŨbig kjm igmbjk
bgpjergŨdvjk phpd. ojid ig jtvjrgbj
pjohzhj zufg shvrgkgbjk svgtu.
sdeurbj dzhzvhnj jpŨtd kgtgŲ"
Knho jmejvjr Hustrdihbh`h d Fgnedihbh`h bh Hbtjbgndigvg
kjnfg bh bhifjnid ig bhċdb jsndohvhj tu bjvjbhsthnu
sdtuh`diu. ltgnd tj Sdig d bigejv jmhbd mrŲhvbd sgorgthr mh vdmg
dnd bg" Ptvhrbjst ig upjzjrhvhnh mh fd vrhąhbig bgohmhŨbig
kjm igmbjk bgpjergŨdvjk phpd ojid ig jtvjrgbj pjohzhj
zufg shvrgkgbjk svgtu sdeurbj dzhzvhnj jpŨtd lhjs"
Bhrjmd ojid su uprhvj stgond bgog bjvg snjfjmg u tjk fdsnuċhiu sdeurbj usthnd u jmfrhbu tgŨoj stgągbdl erhmhbsodl
prhvh d snjfjmh ojig uz th prhvh dmu" Sdih. sgk tjeh. bdsu
bd zhbdkhnd prjtgstd. mgkjbstrh`dig. uvgrhvhbih d uvrthbih
ruou" W b igejvdk jċdk h. igmdbd prdlvhtnidv dsljm fdj fd mh sg
dthndihbsoh mrŲhvh rhsphrċh" Qdotjr Gkhbugn sg. mhong. kjrh
pjsnhtd bhzhm u Sdigkjbt. jmhong ig d mjŨhj" Vdk d Shpsog
mrŲhvg kjrhiu sg vrhtdtd jbjkg ojkg prdphmhiu. prd ċgku
+ ohoj ig ndċbj Hb tjbgnd pjmvuohj + u mgnj trgfh sprjvgstd
‒pjtpub d `gnjvdt pjvrhąhi phpdbdl pjsgmh d jvnhŨągbih&"
W K D V W D O V H N I D S H S H
Qrgkg ig prjnhzdnj. h bd igmbh bd mrueh strhbh bdig bd zh
pgmhni jmstuphnh jm zhuzgtdl pjzd`dih. ph ig sthbig fdnj
bgdzkgbigbj d 8<5<" ejmdbg. ohmh su prgkdbunh jfjid`h
enhvbdl prjthejbdsth. orhni Qdotjr Gkhbugn d phph Sdig"
Orhni ig jtdŨhj prvd. 4" ihbuhrh. u 75" ejmdbd Ųdvjth. d tj jm
pjsngmd`h zhphnigbih pnuąh. pjŨtj ig phph Sdig prdsthj mh
ku dspubd pjsngmbid zhltgv + mh eh prdċgstd" Yh orhnigk ig.
Ojkubhr d oj i d su sg fjr d n d zh dmg ig sj` d i h n d s t d ċog Shr d sog ojkubg
<58" ejm dbg jvgojvgċgb d su bh jvj i aj tjerh a d i d sb dkn igbj i bh ]reu
Qhbmjk. o rh i s tufh oj i d i g Bhpj ngjb Fjbhphr th pjm dehj u zbho
gąhb ih bh pjfgmu u f d ` d ojm Hus tg r n d `h 8<37 "
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]D OH BH. MGJ MVWED 687
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681 YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ MVWED
pjsng svgeh ċgtdrd bgm gnig. jtdŨhj d phph. 5" agfruhrh" Dkhj ig
<7 ejmdbh. d zh bidk ig fdj bhimuŲd pjigmdbhċbd pjbtdadoht u
dstjrdid phpstvh"
Mjo ig ohtjndċod svgt fdj u Ųhnjstd. bhŨnj sg d jbdl
Fumuąbjst phpstvh. u jmbjsu bh
dthndihbsou mrŲhvu. bdig dzengmhnh
jfgąhvhiuąg"
ojid su dsojrdstdnd phpdbj upjojigbig mh dsohŲu svji ebgv
zfje pjigmdbdl bigejvdl pjstuphoh d sthvjvh" @rovh d
ohtjndċoj svgŨtgbstvj fdnd su dznjŲgbd prjejbu u Bgkhċoji
d Pvhi`hrsoji" W H ustrdid ig pho pjoj ibd Sdig j`rb igb zfje
tjeh Ũtj ig jmfdj mh prdkd igmbje ċnhbh `hrsog pjrjmd`gojid ig u Vdk mjŨhj mh fd prdsustvjvhj shlrhbd pjojibje
orhnih" Pgounhrbh. hbtdohtjndċoh phrtdih. ojih ig ehidnh
Ųgstjou krŲbiu prgkh shkji usthbjvd phpstvh. vnhmhnh
ig u tj vrgk g u Arhb `u soji . zgk nid ojih ig bgohmh snjvdnh D
zh zhŨtdtbd`u Pvgtg stjnd`g" Bd ţphbdih bd Fgnedih. prgkmh
ohtjndċog zgknig. bdsu vdsg fdng bhonjbigbg Qhtdohbu"
W thovdk jojnbjstdkh. fumuąbjst phpstvh d jmbjsh
Qhtdohbh sh dthndihbsojk mrŲhvjk bdig dzengmhnh bdkhnjjfgąhvhiuąh" Sjihvdnh sg u tj vrgkg pjtrgfh zh bjvdk
oniuċb dk ndċb jstdk h + bjvdk orhnigk d bjvdk phpjk+ojid D
ąg pjoh zht d sprgkbj st zh ojkp rjk ds" Fdnj ig. dzbhm svgeh. D
vhŲbj mh jfjid`h dspjnig kumrjst d ojbhċbj pjorgbu`gj
prj`gs thkj emg ig jb zhu sthvnigb skrąu Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh D
d Sdih D\" Jfjid`h su. prdtjk. kjrhnh mh rhċubhiu d s tdk
mh ąg. svhod pjbhjsjf. dkhtd joj sgfg fgsojkprjkdsbg
sngmfgbdog. Ųgstjoj suprjtsthvnigbg bhkgrhkh jbg
mrueg strhbg. ojid ąg jm bidl zhltgvhtd mh pjsgŲu d zh
bhiorupbdidk rgċdkh ohoj fd bh Ũtj ruŲbdid bhċdb dzvrgĘhnd igm hb mruejeh"
Sjergfbh pjvjroh bh jprjŨ th iu jm phpg Sd ih \. oji d bh e nhv d bjs d t rjs t ruou phpsou o rubu. mjo b igejvj fgŲ dvjtbj tg nj prjbjsg un d `hkh
Vdkh 848="
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOHBH. MGJ MVWED 68 5
Wkfgrtj D . mrued orhni D thn d ig. fdj ig jkrhŲgb kgĘu
n dfgrhndkh d ngvdċhr dkh zfje svjig tvrmjojrbg
ojbzgrvht dvbg pjndt dog" Wkfgrth ig 8433"
ejmdbg ufdj igmhb hbhrldsth"
SHSH N H Q D O V H N I W K F G V ] J
Wtjkskdsnu. bd Nhv \DDD. ojid ig bh
prgstjnu svgtje Sgtrh bhsngmdj Sdih D\.
hbdWkfgrtj D. ojid ig pj jċgvji
skrtdorubdshb zh orhnih Dthndig.
bdsu. pj svgku sumgm. fdnd
ohmrd mh dzvgmu ċumj ojig ig.
ċdbdnj sg. igmdbj kjenj mh
mjvgmg mj kdrbje rgŨgbih
‒rdksoje pdthbih&" Shph Nhv
ig. bhdkg. fdj ountdvdshb. fnhe
ċjvgo" Orhsdng su eh jsjfdbg
prhvje mdpnjkhtg. d bdohmh
sgbdig upuŨthj u gkjtdvbg
gsohphmg. thoj mrheg
bigejvjkprgtljmbdou" Bdohmhdzbigejvdl rgm bdig dzfdihnh
Ųgstdbh. bdtd fd prgmuzgj fdnj Ũth
hmh prgtljmbj j tjkg mvhput bg
prjkdsnd" Yh rhzndou jm Sdih. Nhv \DDD
ig rhzukgvhj shvrgkgbd svgt d uvdmhj
mjfrg strhbg mgkjorhtdig. khmh bg fhŨ u
gnjstd" Jmfh dvhj ig igmbhojst d fgzusnjvbu
snjfjmu kdsnd ohj bgprdonhmbg zh jfdċbg niumd ojid.
fdj ig uvgrgb Nhv. bdsu mjvjnibj zrgnd. h bd mds`dpndbjvhbd. mh
fd ukgnd sh tdk mh dzhmu bh orhi"Sjstjihj ig. bgdzfgŲbj. d ohkgb spjtd`hbih9 fdnj ig tj
ąvrstj uvgrgbig Nhvh \DDD u vnhstdtu bgpjergŨdvjst ohj
pjenhvhrh Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg. ohj d u bgjtumdvj prhvj
Shph Nhv \DDD jmfh`dvhj ig igmbhojst
d fgzusnjvbu snjfjmu kdsnd ohj
bgprdonhmbg zh jfdċhb svgt"""
rhzvji mjehmhih prjuzrjojvhjmjŲdvgnd su ounkdbh`diu ohmh ig
8433" ejmdbg igmhb hbhrldsth.
Ehgthbj FrgŨd. u Kjb`d. bh
sgvgru Dthndig. dzvrŨdj htgbtht
bh orhnih Wkfgrth" Shph
Nhv \DDD ukrj ig trd ejmdbg
ohsbdig u mgvgmgsgt trgąji
ejmdbd Ųdvjth. mj skrtd sg bg
jsnjfjmdvŨd bgzvhbdċbg tdtung
vhtdohbsoje zhtjċgbdoh" Yhprgtljmb dl ċ gtvrt vgoh. ojndoj ig
bigejv pj btdadoht pjtrhihj. Nhv bd
igmh b igmdbd put bdig bjejk orj mj
dzvhb pjsgmh Pvgtg stjnd`g"
IjŨ su snh fdid fdnd dzengmd mh ąg mj
pjkdrgbih mjm dzkgĘu bhsngmbdoh Shpg
Nhvh. ohrmdbhnh ēuzgpgh Phrth. ojid ig zvhbig
prguzgj ohj Sdig \. d Qdotjrh Gkhbugnh DDD. ojid ig.
pjsng ufdstvh bigejvje j`h. pjsthj trgm orhni Dthndig" Jmhvbj
sg vgą fdj usthndj jfdċhi mh phpg zh sgfg fdrhiu dkg pjprgtljmbdou ojeh su bhrjmtj uvhŲhvhnd. d Sdig \ ig shkdk
tdk Ũtj ig dzhfrhj dkg prvje ‒zhtjċgbdoh Qhtdohbh&. Sdih
D\. svdkh ihsbj sthvdj mj zbhbih mh ig d shk ċjvgo dzrhzdtj
ojbzgrvhtdvbje pjengmh bh svgt" Bjvd. mgsgtd Sdig jmkhl
sg dsohzhj ohj vhtrgb d ordtdċh r ‒k jmgrbdsth& d ‒rgnhtdvdsth&.
ojig ig johrhotgrdshj ohj jphsbg pj ohtjndċou vgru d bigbg
sngmfgbdog" Mh fd sthvdj ho`gbht bh tg dmgig. Sdig \ srjmj ig
Yhongtvu prjtdv kjmgrbdzkh" Qgą u prvdk rgmjvdkh jsgąh
sg b gpjk drnidv phpdb sthv9
gmbje phpg mh pjbjvj zhvnhmh `gndk Vdk jk d S hpsodk
mrŲhvhkh" Ohj d uvgo. Orhnigvdbh Dthndih bgpjojngfnidvj ig
sthihnh bh putu jbjkg oj fd thovg dmgig pjouŨhj mh jstvhrd.
hthohv. bgpjojngfnidv sthv zhuzgj ig shmh d vnhmhr tg mrŲhvg.
Wkfgrtj D. ċvrstj prdvrŲgb bhċgnu mh Vdk igstg. d mh ąg
jsthtd. prgstjbd`h bigejvje orhnigvstvh" W svhojk snuċhiu.
bdig tj fdj bd dzfndzh pjvjnihb trgbutho mh Wkfgrtj khohr d
pjouŨh mh sg shenhsd s phpjk" Pvg vrgkg bigejvg vnhmhvdbg
thndih ig trpgnh zfje bhenje Ũdrgbih sj`dihndstdċodl dmgih djpŨtge bgzhmjvjnistvh zfje strjedl ohzbgbdl kgrh ojidkh
u sputhvhbg erhmhbsog snjfjmg" Bgkdr d oj ig ig thohv
Fgspjejvjrbj prdkhk d prdlvhthk svhoj jmrgĘgbig ojig
ig dznjŲdj d prje nhs dj fgzergŨbd hutjrdtgt @rovg. h bhrjċdtj jbg jsbjvbg dstdbg ojig su u mdrgotbji suprjtbjstd s
ergsdkh jvje vrgkgbh""
Pvd svgŨtgbd`d oj id su jmfdnd mh pjnjŲg jvu zhongtvu + h fdnj
dl ig ċgtrmgsgtho ojid su fdnd mjvjnibj jmvhŲbd ,dnd numd$ mh
ig jmfdiu + su jm nd su sg s prgtbijk gosojk ub doh `dijk .
h dstj ig vhŲdnj d zh uągbg Diumg d tgjnjeg ojid fd zhstrhbdnd
u sgounhrbh dnd kjmgrbdstd`oh dstrhŲdvhbih" Khmh d mhnig‒uthkbd`gb& u Qhtdohbu. Sdig \ bdig sg bd bhikhbig ustgzhj
mh ohŲbihvh Ũgajvg mruedl mrŲhvh ojig su prdzbhng Orhnigvdbu
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68< YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ MVWED
Dthndiu d. shkdk tdk ċdbjk. pjmrŲhng Dthndihbg u ‒orhmd& Vdkh
d Shpsodl mrŲhvh" Jvhohv sthv kjehj ig dkhtd bgprdihtbg
pjsngmd`g. igr ohm ig prgmsgmbdo Arhb`usog. Gkdn Nufg.
mjŨhj u zvhbdċbu pjsgtu orhniu Qdotjru Gkhbugnu DDD. Sdig
\ jmfdj ig mh eh prdkd" Arhb`uzd su sg jsvgtdnd thoj Ũtj su
prgodbund mdpnjkhtsog jmbjsg s Qhtdohbjk"Bgihod. fjihŲnidvd Qdotjr Gkhbugn DDD bdig fdj thovje
ojvh mh sg suprjtsthvd prhvgmbdċoji jmnuċbjstd Sdih \. ojid
eh ig bhmkhŨdvhj d dbtgngotuhnbj d adzdċod" KhiuŨbd. bgŲbd
ohrmdbhn ēhojkj mgnh Oigzh. pngkdą ojid ig pj Sdigvji skrtd
848=" ejmdbg zh phpu dzhfrhb pjm dkgbjk Fgbgmdot \Q.
fdj ig kbjej fndŲd orhniu pj tgngsbji erhĘd" Ďho d bhikhbih
jm trd jmgŲmg bhċdbigbg zh bjvje phpu fdnh ig prgvgndoh zh
Fgbgmdoth" Bjvd phph ig stjeh d pjbgj bhmdkho DD Sd``jndtj
Qdotjr Gkhbugn D D D . t rgąd orhni D thn d ig. fdj ig ċjvgo sdtbg erhmg d fjihŲni dv pj pr drjmd. hn d ig. zh rhzndou jm phpg Sdih \.
pjmrŲhvhj n dfgrhnbg dmgig u pjndt d`d" Bdohmh. kgmut dk. bdig bd
pjouŨhj jtvjrgbj mh suprjtsthvd svjig sthvjvg Sdigvdk dzrhzdtj
ojbzgrvht dvb dk bhzjr dkh"
,ċjvgċuniho $. hnd Ũtj sg bigejvdl ndċbdl ufgmgbih tdċg + tu
bdċge sdtbje d snhfje bdig fdnj"
Fgbgmdot ig sbhŲbj pjmrŲhj sthv Sdih \ prjtdv dthndihbsog
‒jouph`dig& Vdkh d Shpsodl mrŲhvh" Puprjtsthvnihj sg.
thojĘg. kjmgrbdzk u d jbdk kjmgrbdstdċodk bhuċbd dkh
ojig ig bigejv prgtljmbdo gosojkubd`drhj" BhivhŲbdid
mjehmhi dz vrgkgbh Fgbgmdotjvje pjbtdadohth svhohoj igfdj Srvd svgtsod rht" Phk phph ejvjrdj ig j tjk suojfu
ohj j ‒shkjufdstvu Gvrjpg& d jċhibdċod. hnd fgzuspgŨbj.
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YH]JĎGB DO QH ]DOH BH. MGJ MVWED 684
jouŨhvhj mh eh zhusthvd" Igmbh ijŨ vgąh jphsbjst. ojih
g td`hnh. ujsthnjk. d fgzfgmbjstd. ph d jpsthboh phpstvh.
jihvdnh sg pj zhvrŨgtou rhth. 848<" ejmdbg"
Vgvjnu`dih u Vusdid 8485" ejmdbg. pjojni orhnigvsog
jrjmd`g Vjkhbjv bhrgmbg ejmdbg d `dni fjniŨgvdċoje
uojvjmstvh mh ojkubdstdċog dmgig rhŨdrd pj `gnji Gvrjpd
zhzvhng su strhl d zgfbiu Ũdrjk ojbtdbgbth" Ojndoj ig
jvjbhsthnh sdtuh`dih jphsbh bhiihsbdig su. dzengmh. uvdĘhnd u
htdohbu. igr ojkubdstdċoh vnhmh fdnh ig htgdstdċoh. d uprhvj
Pngmfgbd`d Fgbdth Kusjn dbd ih ċuvhiu zerhmu AhŨdst dċog phrt d ig u
Kdnhbu 8466" ejmdbg. u vrgkg ohm ig Kusjn dbd mjŨhj bh vnhst u
Dthnd i d "
sg prdprgkhnh mh orgbg u ojkhmhbig Vusog prhvjsnhvbg
`rovg" H Ũth fd svg fgzfjŲbd`d kjend uċdbdtd pj Gvrjpd
pjsng vgndog ojkubdstdċog pjfgmg + fdnj ig strhŨbj ċho d
rhzkdŨnihtd j tjkg" H jpgt. rhzkdŨnihtd sg kjrhnj" W Vdku
ig jphsbjst jm ojkubdzk h slvhągb h ohj kb jej vgąh jm
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663 YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ MVWED
jbg ojih ig Pvgtji stjnd`d prdprgtdnh ohmh ig Orhnigvdbh Dthndih
zhuzgnh Vdk d Shpsog mrŲhvg" Qgą 8484" u Dthndid su sg kjend
bhsnutdtd jfrdsd igmbg zhstrhŨuiuąg fumuąbjstd. mjo su sg
sj`dihndstdċod hotdvdstd tuond prjtdv ahŨdsth m gsbdċhrh u dzrhzdtj
bhsdnbdk undċbdk fjrfhkh. mjvjmgąd thoj `gnu Dthndiu bh
shku dvd`u fgzvnhŨąh"
SVJ]DQ OJKWBDYKHOjndoj ejm fdj ojbzgrvhtdvhb pj prdrjmd. Fgbgmdot \Q fdj
ig ohmhr mh prgpjzbh bgk dbjvbj st trg butoh. d zhlvhniu iuąd
tjkg mh uċdbd prvd ojrho oh pjpuŨthbiu bhpgtjstd u
jmbjsdkh phpstvh d dthndihbsog mrŲhvg" Fgbgmdot ig 8484"
pjvuohj pjtgz ojid fd bigejvd bgpjsrgmbd prgtljmbd`d
sdeurbj hbhtgkdshnd9 jmjfrdj ig jsbdvhbig Ohtjndċog
bhrjmbg strhbog. bh ċdig ig ċgnj sthj svgŨtgbdo NudĘd Ptur`j"
Vhbdig su phpg zhfrhbidvhng ohtjnd`dkh ċho d mh enhshiu bh
dzfjrdkh. h bhrjċdtj mh sg bh dzfjrdkh ohbmdmuiu" Phmhsu.
kgĘutdk. ohtjnd`d d zvhbdċbj dzhŨnd bh dzfjrg d. ŨthvdŨg. vrnj
mjfrj prjŨnd fumuąd mh dk ig tj fdnj prvj uċgŨąg. d mh su
pj rgzunthtdkh fdnd mrued. jmkhl dzh Pj`dihndstdċog phrtdig
Dthndig. jsvjidvŨd 68 jmstj bhsprhk 06 prj`gbth enhsjvh.
ojndoj su jsvjidnd sj`dihndstd" H mh stvhrd fumu ijŨ fjnig. dbh bgkhnj jnhoŨhbig phpg Fgbgmdoth. Bhrjmbh strhboh. u
ojhnd`did s ndfgrhnbjk vnhmjk. uspgnh ig mh dstdsbg sj`dihndstg
dz jrehbh vnhstd" Hnd igmhb kbjej orupbdid prgjorgt tgo ig
trgf hnj mh sg mgsd" Vhmbdċod Ũtrhio jvd + jmrŲhbj dl ig mvg
ldnihmg shkj 8463" ejmdbg + h s bidkh d bgkdrd d bhsdnig
ohoj mgsbd`g. thoj d ..ngvdl„ sbheh bh pjndtdċoji s`gbd. bdsu
igb ihv hnd svg mj trg butoh ohm sg uċdbdnj mh ig erhĘhbsod rhtu
Dthndid bgdzfgŲhb"
W tjk trgbutou. bh pjzjrbd`u stuph bgjċgodvhbd
sphsdnh`" AhŨdstdċod pjorgt. ajrkdrhb 8484" ejmdbg pjm
NH]G VHB POD PS J V H Y W K
Srgejvjrd su trhihnd ejmdbhkh. h jbmh su. 88" agfruhrh
8464. ohrmdbhn Sigtrj Ehsphrd. u dkg phpg Sdih
\D. d Fgbdtj Kusjndbd. dsprgm orhnih Dthndig Qdotjrh
Gkhbugnh DDD. znhtbdk pgrjk spg`dihnbj bhfhvnigbdk
zh tu prdndou. pjtpdshnd Nhtgrhbsod spjrhzuk uShpsoji jmhid Nhtgrhbsog phnhtg u Vdku" Pnjvjk jvje
spjrhzukh stvjrgbh ig bhikhbih suvgrgbh mrŲhvh
bh svgtu. Erhm Qhtdohb. ċdih pjvrŨdbh dzbjsd svgeh
== lgothrh" Fdnj ig tj bjvj. zbhtbj khbig. hnd shmh
bgspjrbj pjmruċig pjm uprhvjk phpg. shmh d zvhbdċbj
prdzbhtje zh vnhmhrh"
Ppjr ojid ig ejtjvj pubdl 13 ejmdbh jzfdnibj
bhruŨhvhj jmbjsg Qhtdohbh d Orhnigvdbg Dthndig shmh
ig rgŨgb" Srvh ċg tdrd jm uoupbj 65 ċnh bj vh jvje
mjoukgbth mjbjsg bhivhŲbdig sthvog joj ojidl su sgmvg strhbg ushenhsdng9
@nhb 89 Dthndih prdzbhig d pjtvrĘuig bhċgnj utgkgnigbj
u prvjk ċnhbu dthndihbsoje Wsthvh usvjigbje ="
khrth 8<=<" ejmdbg. prgkh ojigk ig Vdksoh ohtjndċoh
hpjstjnsoh `rovh igmdbh zvhbdċbh rgndedih"
@nhb 69 Dthndih prdzbhig su vgrgbdtgt Pvgtji stjnd`d u
kgmubhrjmbdk pjsnjvdkh. ohj bigbj bgjtumdvj svjistvj
u sonhmu s trhmd`dijk d zhltgvdkh bigbg kdsdig u svgtu"
8464"
@nhb 09 Dthndih prdzbhig pubj vnhsbdŨtvj. gosonuzdvbj
prhvj bh pjsgm d suvgrgbd hutjrdtgt d iurdsmdo`diu Pvgtg
stjnd`g bhm Qhtdohbjk. ojbstdtudshbjk u sonhmu sh
jvmg bhvgmgbdk. ohj d svu dkjvdbu d zhmuŲfdbg. Ũtj svg
zhigmbj ċdbd Erhm Qhtdohb"
@nhb =9 Puvgrgbdtgtjk d dsoniuċdvjk iurdsmdo`dijk bhm
Erhmjk Qhtdohbjk. ojig Dthndih prdzbhig Pvgtji stjnd`d.
zhfrhbiuig sg fdnj ohovj kgŨhbig u ubutrhŨbig pjsnjvg
Pvgtg stjnd`g. ohoj jm strhbg Qnhmg Dthndig. thoj d fdnj
ojidl mruedl vnhstd"
Ohm ig Ppjrhzuk pjtpdshb. jenhsdnh su sg zvjbh Pvgtje
Ijvhbh Nhtgrhbsoje" H zhdsth ig dkhnj Ũth mh sg snhvd" W
sonhmu sh uprhvj pjtpdshbdk mjoukgbtjk. Qhtdohb igprdlvhtdj mh prdzbh dthndihbsou mrŲhvu ohj ngedtdkbu. h
Vdk ohj bigb enhvbd erhm" Dthndihbsog Ũojng jfhvgzhng su
sg pho mh uvgmu rdkjohtjndċou vgrjbhuou. ohj d mh vrhtg
rgndedisog sndog. pjvuċgbg pjsng prjenhŨgbih dthndihbsog
mrŲhvg" PvgŨtgbstvu ig. kgmutdk. usorhągbj prhvj mh
uċgstvuig u pjndtdċojk Ųdvjtu. h Ohtjndċoh bhrjmbh
strhboh ig rhspuŨtgbh"
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YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOHBH. MGJ MVWED 668
jn dbd , ngvj$ uohzuig pjċhst orhn iu Qdotjru Gkhbugnu d n n ,mgsbj$ pjsng khrŨh bh Vdk oji d ig ahŨdst dċoje n dmgrh mjvgj bh vnhst u Dthn d i d
6" ejmdbg"
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666 YH]JĎGBDO QH]DO HBH . MGJ MVWED
vjĘstvjk bgohmhŨbige sjrdihndstg Fgbdth Kusjndbdih. pjċgj
ig mh puŨth fhbmg fhtdbhŨh pj un d`h kh vhrjŨd d erhmjvh. s
ojborgtbdk zhmhtojk mh. fuovhnbj. pjtuou svg suphrbdog.
fdnd jbd sj`dihndstd dnd bgod mrued" Sjnd`dih. vjisoh d ndfgrhnbh
mgsbd`h. dkuąbd pjsnjvbd niumd d svd ojidkh ig jmejvhrhnj mh
u zgknid jsthbg kdr. ohoj fd kjend mh bhsthvg sh ufdrhbigkprjadth + prgąu tbj su prdsthihnd. dnd sg fhr trumdnd mh zhŲkurg
bh ahŨdstdċoj bhsdnig"
KHVP BH VDKShph Fgbgmdot. ojid ig ukrj pjċgtojk 8466. bdig pjŲdvgj mh
svjidk jċdkh vdmd dsljm jvdl zfdvhbih" Jotjfrh tg ejmdbg.
Kusjndbd ig prgmvjmdj ‒khrŨ bh Vdk„. d thmh eh ig prgpnhŨgbd
orhni Qdotjr Gkhbugn DDD pjsthvdj zh prgmsgmbdoh vnhmg"
Kusjndbd ig ufrzj prjŨdrdj svjih jvnhŨągbih. uodmhiuąd jsthng
pjndtdċog strhbog. sdbmdohnbg jrehbdzh`dig d svg mgkjorhtsog
snjfjmg" Wvgj ig. zhtdk. tjthndthrbu mrŲhvu u ojiji ig jb fdj
muċg ,vjmh$"
W kgmuvrgkgbu. Qhtdohb ig dzhfrhj Fgbgmdotjvje
bhsngmbdoh ojid. dstdbh. bdig jmjfrhvhj tgrjrdstdċou thotdou
zhlvhniuiuąd ojiji ig prgkdigr ,Kusjndbd$ mjŨhj bh vnhst. hnd ig
dpho u ahŨdstdċojk vjmd prgpjzbhj ċjvgoh s ojidk sg kjŲg
pjsnjvhtd" Ohrmdbhn Hodng Vhtd. bhmfdsoup kdnhbsod. fdj ig
ċjvgo sbhŲbg vjnig d ċvrstg vgrg" Ohj phph Sdig \D stupdj ig bh
muŲbjst 1" agfruhrh 8466" ejmdbg. d tj tgo u 8=" orueu enhshbih"
Srvj Ũtj ig uċdbdj ohj phph + vrhąhbig sthrje fnhejsnjvh
Wrfd gt Jrfd ,Erhmu d svgtu$ + uohzdvhnj ig bh ċjvgoh vdsg
jorgbutje kgmubhrjmbdk jmbjsdkh jm prgtljmbdl pjbtdah.
ojid su sg jmrgond jvje fnhejsnjvh pjsng eufdtoh Vdkh d
Shpsodl mrŲhvh. d bh thi bhądb prjtgstuium prjtdv uphmh
spjnibje. sgounhrbje svgth bh svgtj vhtdohbsoj tnj"
BHIYHM IGMHB KJMGVHB SHSHShph Sdig \D ig. dzbhm svgeh. fdj svgsthb mh u svgtu
mvhmgsgtje vgoh vhŲg bgod bjvd dkpgrhtdvd. bhrjċdtj u svgtnu
ċdbigbd`g mh su ċgtdrd `hrstvh d bidljvd vnhmhrd hpsjnutdstd
Kusjndbd engmh ohoj pjsngmbid zhtjċgbdo Qhtdohbh. phph Sdig \D. pjtpdsuig Nhtgrhbsod spjrhzuk ojidk ig. tg 8464" ejmdbg. jojbċhbh ejtjvj
Ũgst mg`gbd ih mueh phpsoh dzjnh`d ih"
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YH]JĎGBDO QH] DOH BH. MGJ MVWED 660
VGHO@DIH ţ]HKSG BH PSJVHYWK
htgrhbsod spjrhzuk fdj ig prjprhągb orupbdk
bjvdbsodk bhsnjvdkh9 ‒Kusjndbd d Ehsphrd pjtpdsuiu
stjrdisod rdksod phot(„. jf zbh bdj ig Phb Arhb`ds`j @lrjbd`ng" ‒Dstjrdisod mjehĘhi u Nhtgrhbsoji phnhtd(&. bh
vh zvjbh jfihvdj ig ]lg @ htljnd` Hmvj`htg" ‒Jojbċhb
uejejmdŨbid `rovgbd rhzmjr u Dthndid&. dzvgstdj ig svjig
dthj`g Uds`jbsdb Vhpdms Mhdny ]rdfubg u dzmhbiu jm 5"
ubh 8464" ejmdbg. dstje mhbh ohm ig u Gvrjpd rht dadojvhb
pjrhzuk" W mhbou mhnig pdŨg9
W gnjk Vdku mhbhs su vgsgnj zvjbdnh zvjbh ohmh su ,dthndihbsod$ prgkdigr Kusjndbd d ohrm dbhn Ehsphrd svgċhbj rhzkgbdnd pjtpdshbg prdk grog dstjrdisoje Nhtgrhbsojespjrhzukh""" Bdsu mrŲhbd ejvjrd. h `grgkjbdih ig fdnh orh toh d igmbjsthvbh" Igmhb jm bhiupgċhtnidvdidl d sdkfjndċbj bhiuphmnidvdidl trgbuthoh fdj ig jbhi ohmh sg vgndoh frjbzhbh ohpdih. jbh orjz ojiu sg stdŲg mj oj njbhmg bh ]reu svgtje Sgtrh. Ũdrjk jtvjrdnh. pjsng pubdl 74 ejmdbh ojndoj ig. igmvh
jmŨordbuth. thvjrdnh"
gkhċoji. Vusdid. Hustrjuehrsoji d jskhbsoji ]ursoji
ebutd pjsng Srvje svgtsoje rhth"W tjk ojbtgostu.
thrgvhnh su d bgohmhŨbih rdvhnstvh. ojih ąg u strhbu
dsbutd bjvd dzhzjvd. bjvh suphrbdŨtvh9 ojkubdstd prjtdv
kjorhth. rgndedih prjtdv sgounhrdzkh" W sonhmu s thovjk.
vjkrghnbjŨąu. Sdig \D pjkdrdj sg s tdk mh Orhnigvdbh
dih bgąg tgo thoj bgsthtd. d mh su Shpsog mrŲhvg dzeufnigbg
vgo" Pljmbj tjkg. ou`buj ig d ċhs mh sg jojbċh phpsoh
h`dih. h svg ohoj fd @rovh kjenh mh bhsthvd svjigdjbhrsoj pjsnhbig d pjbjvj jstvhrd enjfhnbd utd`hi ohohv
gohmh dkhnh"
Fgbdtj Kusjndbd. sh svjig strhbg. bdig fjezbh ohoj
rdj bd zh ohtjndċou vgru bd zh phpu. bdtd zh fdnj Ũth Ũtj
bgpjsrgmbj utd`hnj bh ihċhbig bigejvg ndċbg pjzd`dig
nhstd" Hnd jb igstg fdj jpjrtubdsth ojid ig shvrŨgbj mjfrj
j mh shkh mbigbd`h mh vnhmh ohj mdothtjr jfgngŲhvh
diu ohj jtphmbdċou mrŲhvu. h bigeh shkje ŲdejŨg ohj
rdihtgnih mgkjorhtsodl snjfjmh" Wprhvj dz tdl rhznjeh
sjndbd ig bjkdbhnbj pjzmrhvdj pjkdrgbig s phpjk.iuąd prdtjk mh ąg zfje tjeh pjrhstd uengm bigejvjk
ku. bhrjċdtj kgĘu kdndjbdkh ohtjndoh Ũdrjk svgth"
PNGMBID YH]JĎGBDO QH]DOHBHbh 67" iunh 8464" phph Sdig \D snuŲdj ig kdsu" Sjsng tjeh
rjz ohpdiu Fhzdndog sv" Sgtrh . pjvgj pjvjrou bhpjnig.
re jouphb ngtbidk sub`gk. emg ig khsh jm joj mvgsth
gsgt ldnihmh niumd ċgohnh mh prdkd bigejv fnhejsnjv"
d pjsngmbid zhtjċgbdo Qhtdohbh ojbhċbj ig dzhŨhj dz
jbhkgtbutg dzjnh`dig d. prvd put pjsng fgzkhnj Ũgst
gbdih. orjċdj u spjnibd svgt"
Shph Sdig \D sh jskgljk bh ndgu dznhzd dz Qhtdohbh prg bgej
Ũtj ąg. uz vgn dou pjkpu. svgċhbj uąd u Vdk pjsng pjtpdsdvhbih
Nhtgrhbsoje spjrhzukh"
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SHSG
SHSH D BH@DP]D
Hoj ig dohmh igmbjk phpd pruŲgb pglhr pub jtrjvh ohm ig stuphj bh prgstj svgtje
gtrh. jbmh ig tj zhmgsdnj Gumgbdih Khrdiu ēuzgpgh ējvhbdih Shċgndih. ojid ig 6" khrth 8404" ejmdbg. bh svji Ũgzmgsgt trgąd rjmgbmhb. pjsthj Sdig \dn" Phkj Ũgst kgsg`d
ohsbdig. sgptgkfrh dstg ejmdbg. bhphmjk bh`dstdċog Bgkhċog bh Sjnisou pjċgj ig
Mrued svgtsod rht. ojid ąg Sdih mjvgstd u igmdbstvgb + d dzrhzdtj bguejmhb + pjnjŲhi"
♡
Ohj igmdbd vnhmhr ċdih sg kją prjstdrg pj `gnjk svgtu.Sdig ig + thoj sg jm bigeh jċgodvhnj + trgfhnj mh
zhuzkg ċvrst kjrhnbd sthv pjvjmjk rhzbdl pdthbih
h ig Mrued svgtsod rht pjorgbuj" ]hi suojf fdj ig kbjej
jm puog fjrfg zh prgvnhst. tgrdtjrdihnbh prjŨdrgbih d
hi" Frdthb`d d bidljvd shvgzbd`d fdnd su uvgrgbd mh sg prjtdv
dstdċog Bgkhċog d bigbje adrgrh. Hmjnah Ldtngrh. fjrg
j fd jsnjfjmdnd Gvrjpu d svgt rhsdstdċog d gosphbzdjbdstdċog
hturg" Bh`dstd su. s mrueg strhbg. sh dstdk thovdk
oh prdn doh ohrmdbhnh GuĘgbdih Shċgndih. phpsoje bub`dih u
hċoji. orupbdk ojrh`dkh erhfd bdz stgpgbd`g prgmsgmbdċog
g u Fgrndbu 86" mg`gkfrh 8464"
Ųhrjk vgrjvhnd mh dkhiu pubj prhvj bh uspjsthvnihbig‒ldnihmuejmdŨbige Vhilh „ u Gvrjpd + h kjŲmh d `gnjk svgtu"
Kuog Sdih \DD pjċgng su ohm su jfg zhrhągbg strhbg
zhtrhŲdng jm b igeh fnhejsnjv d pjmrŨou" D igmbh d mrueh
rhzfgsbgng su sg ohm bdsu mjfdng jbj Ũtj su trhŲdng" Sdig
sg jprgmgndj zh srgmbid put. prdfgehvŨd bgutrhnbjstd ohj
pjzd`did sh ojig ąg + snutdj ig + dkhtd bhifjnig dzengmg mh svji
utd`hi uskgrd u prhv`u kdrjniufdvje rgŨgbih d. gvgbtuhnbj.
jojbċhbih rhtbdl suojfh" Dspjsthvdnj sg. bhdhnjst. mh ig
jmhfrhj pjergŨhb pu t Wsngmdng su. bhdkg. Ųgstjog jptuŲfg?
phpd su zhkgrhnd zfje kjrhnbje ‒ouohvdċnuoh& d ..ąuthbih„ojig zhvrgĘuig svhou jsumu"
Sdih su. prg svgeh. tgrgtdnd zhtj Ũtj ig. ohoj su tvrmdnd
667
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661 SHSH D BH@DP]D
bigejvd prjtdvbd`d. fdj jojrgnd hbtdsgkdth. ph ku stjeh d bdig
fdnj tgŨoj mh znjsrgąbg gvrjpsog Igvrgig p rgpustd prjejbu d
dstrgfnidvhbiu u bh`dstdċodk njejrdkh skrtd" Bgk`d su pho u
phpd prgpjzbhnd bgukjnidvje bgprdihtgnih. h igmhb dsthobutd
bh`dsth. PP Jfgreruppgbatdlrgr ,vdŨd jad`dr$ Vhiblhrt Lhimrdl
rgohj ig igmbjk prdndojk mh ig Sdig \DD vgąh prgprgoh
]rgągk rhilu bgej frdthbsod prgkdigr Qdbstjb @grċdn dnd
hkgrdċod prgmsgmbdo Argbondb M" Vuzvgnt"
Sdih su tgrgtdnd mh ig jojrgnd hbtdsgkdth.
d mh ku stjeh bdig tgŨoj mh znjsrgąbg
gvrjpsog Igvrgig prgpustd prjejbu d
dstrgfnidvhbiu"
Srjtdvurgċbh kdŨnigbih j unjzd phpg Sdih \DD u rhtbdk
ejmdbhkh ihvnihiu sg d pj jojbċhbiu Mrueje svgtsoje rhth
84=7. h dzrdċu sg d pjċgtojk mvhmgsgt prvje vgoh" KbjŨtj
obideh jfihvnigbj ig d kbjej mjoukgbthrh`h sbdknigbj j
jvji tgkd. hnd bgkh bdohovg sukbig mh ig bhivgąu prhŨdbu
pjmdenh sgbzh`djbhnbh pjzjrdŨbh prgkdigrh ojkhmh Yhkgbdo trhegmdih igmbje lrdŨąhbdbh bgkhċoje mrhksoje pds`h Vjnah
Ljluth. ojid sg ohsbdig prjċuj pdŨuąd pjndtdċog mrhkg ojig
su dzhzdvhng pjngkdou" Srgkdigrh Yhkgbdoh jmrŲhbhigu
Fgrndbu 63" agfruhrh 8410" ejmdbg. h Ljlutjvj vdĘgbig phpg
ohj fgzmu Ũbje bh`ds tdċoje ojnhfj rh`djbdstg d ċjvgoh fgz
sr`h bdig bhdŨnh bh jmjfrhvhbig jbdl ojid su dkhnd prdndog ndąbj
mh upjzbhiu phpu Sdih \DD d vdmg bh mgnu tje Ũhrkhbtbjed
ukgŨbje mdpnjkhtu" Shph Sdig \DD jpljmdj sg ohj kjbhld
gstgth. d mrŲhj sg pj strhbd jm svgtsodl zfdvhbih? fdj ig vdsjo.
vdtho d uojċgb. nd`h fngmje ohj orph. d uvgo bgohoj svgthċod
jmsuthb" Wtdsho ojid ig bh niumg jsthvnihj ohmh fd sg pjihvdju
ihvbjstd fdj ig. kgmutdk. pjtpubj mruehċdid" Frdthbsod pdsh d
lrjbdċhr MŲgiks Ndz+Kdnb zhfgngŲdj ig9
Bigejvh pjihvh zrhċd mjfrjtjk. skdrgbjŨąu. d svgtjŨąu ohovg sdeurbj bdohmh rhbdig bdshk jsgtdj u igmbjk niumsojk fdąu" Pvg vrgkg sg jskgldvhj. niupoj. mjfrjmuŨbj""" ]jndoj ig sbhŲbj utd`hj bh kgbg mhejtjvj bdshk fdj u sthbiu rgċ mh prjzfjrdk""" h fdj shk prdtjk
svgsthb mh kd ojngbh ong`hiu"
Y H K G B D O + O N G Q G ] H D N D W K G ] B D Ď O H P N J F J M H :
W ojkhmu Yhkgbdo Ljlut ig Sdih jptuŲdj zh ljtdkdċhb
bgkhr d k jrhnbu dsovhrgbjst. prdohzuiuąd eh ohj
bgkdnjsrmbje. erhkzdvje ċjvgoh ojeh su vdŨg zhbdkhng
vhtdohbsog adbhbsdig bgej sumfdbh Igvrgih dnd fdnj ojidl
mruedl Ųrthvh bh`dstdċoje rgŲdkh. ohj Ũtj su @dehbd.
ljkjsgosuhn`d. snjfjmbd zdmhrd dnd Igljvdbd svgmj`d"
Jvhi ojkhm. dbhċg Ljlutjv prvgbh`. dzvgnh ig dstg
tg 8410" Orhnigvsoh ţgospdrjvh truph u njbmjbsojkpjzjrdŨtu Jnmvdċ" W Biuijrou. bh Frjmvgiu. Yhkgbdo ig
prgkdigrbj dzvgmgb 841=" ejmdbg. h 84<1" d 6331" pjbjvj
ig pjsthvnihb bh s`gbu u Q gndoji Frdthbdid" Wtd`hi ojid ig
Yhkgbdo dzvrŨdj svhohoj ig fdj bgdzk grhb" Ljlutjv
ojkhm ig. prdtjk . jŲdvgj rhsprhvu j k jeuąji ordvd`d
ojiu dbstdtu`dih phpstvh d shk phph sbjsg u sprjvjmgbiu
bh`dstdċoje ‒Ojbhċbje rgŨgbih igvrgisoje pdthbih&"
Bgkhċod mrhk sod p dsh` Vjn a Ljlut bhprhv dj ig sgbzh`d iu
svji dk prv dk ojkhmjk. Yhkgbdo. u ojigk ig phph Sdig \DD
prgmsthv n igb ohj shrhmbdo bh` ds th u Mruejk svgtsojk rhtu"
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 665
]gjfhnm Fgtkhb+Ljnvge. bgkhċod ohb`gnhr zh vnhmhvdbg ohizgrh Qd nlgnkh DD. unjŲdj ig vgn dog
mdp njk htsog bhpjrg u jojbċ hbig Srvje svgtsoje rhth"
ig Ndz+Kdnb fdj prvd ojkg
sg trgsng bjeg mjo ig sthihj
gpjsrgmbji fndzdbd snhvbje
btdah. hnd vnhmhrd d kdbdstrd
ojidkh ig GuĘgbdj Shċgnd
gejvhrhj zh vrgkg svjig
eg mdpnjkhtsog ohrdigrg fdnd
dpho bhċdbigbd jm ċvrŨąg
mg"
HĎGNDW FHQHVPOJIh prvu vhŲbu snuŲfu dzvhb
tdohbh stupdj ig 8485"
mdbg. u trgąji ejmdbd Srvje
gtsoje rhth. ohmh eh ig
ph Fgbgmdot \Q pjsnhj
hvhrsou ohj phpsoje
b`dih ,dzhsnhbdoh$" Srvd
mhtho kjbsdbijrh Shċgndih
j ig mh svjidk mjkhądbdkh.
hniu Fhvhrsog Numvdeu DDD d
tjfjrbjk shkjmrŨ`u `hru
nlgnku. dznjŲd pnhb phpg
bgmdoth zh jojbċhbig Srvje
gtsoje rhth d uspjsthvnihbigrh"
Shċgnd ig. pj svgku
mgąd. jsthvdj mjvjnibj iho
dsho bh mvjid`u vnhmhrh. hnd
bh Qdnlgnkjvje ohb`gnhrh
jfhnmh ajb Fgtkhb+
Ljnvgeh. thoj mh su pjsng
ljvje susrgth zhdsth
dvgng bhmg u sojrd kdr"
pdb dzhsnhbdo fdj ig.gmutdk. ‒bgsvhodmhŨbig
zjċhrhb d pjtdŨtgb& ohmh ig bgkhċoh vjisoh pjmdenh
vj fjrfgbdl mgisthvh prdfgehvŨd bgjerhbdċgbji upjtrgfd
mkjrbd`h u rhtu" Hoj d bdig kjehj mh zhusthvd rhtbu
hŨdbgrdiu. Shċgnd ig prj`gbdj mh kjŲg fhrgk mh sg zhnjŲd zh
ukhbdthrbd prdstup rhtu. u mulu pjndtdog phpg Fgbgmdoth.
btdah ojid sg bhmhngoj prjċuj pj mjfrjtvjrbjk rhmu d
khehbiu sdrjkhŨbdkh d uerjŲgbdkh"
Sj jojbċhbiu Srvje svgtsoje rhth 88" bjvgkfrh 848<"
mdbg. Shċgnd ig jsthj u Fhvhrsoji d pjŨtj iu ig vgądbhpnjkhth bhpustdnh" D kumrj su uċdbdnd Ũtj su bh vrgkg jtdŨnd.
u hprdnu 8484" vnhst ig prguzgnh thojzvhbh Pphrthodstdċoh
h. ojih ig ufrzj ajrkdrhnh orhtojvgou Fhvhrsou Pjvigtsou
Vgpufndou" Jvh rgpufndoh. urgmgbh pj kjmgnu dstdl thovdl
rgpufndoh ojig su bdong u Vusdid pjsng htgdstdċog rgvjnu`dig.
pjtrhihnh ig svgeh ċgtdrd bgmgnig. h Shċgnd ig. d ohj `rovgbd
vgndojmjstjibdo d ohj zhstupbdo phpdb. svg tj vrgkg fdj u
vrnj jsgtnidvjk pjnjŲhiu" Bub`dig ig. kgmutdk. mjohzhj mh
pjsgmuig jbj fgz ċgeh sg u tjk ċhsu bdig kjenj9 sthnjŲgbjst
d ċgndċbg Ųdv`g"
Enhvbd zhmhtho GuĘgbdih Shċgndih ohj phpsoje bub`dih
fdnh ig mh sonjpd ojbojrmht ,spjrhzuk dzkgmu Pvgtg stjnd`g
d vnhmg jmrgmgbg zgknig u vgzd s rgndedisodk pdthbidkh$ svnhmhkh rhzbdl gvrjpsodl zgkhnih. h svg ohoj fd sg jsdeurhnh
fgzfgmbjst d snjfjmh mgnjvhbih ohtjndċodl `rohvh u tdk
mrŲhvhkh" Ojbojrmhtjk ig @rovh prdsvhihnh vdŨg zbhċhibdl
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66< SHSH D BH@DP]D
Enhvbd zhmhtho Gumgbdih Shċgndih
ohj phpsoje bub`dih fdj ig mh sonjpd
ojbojrmht s vnhmhkh rhzbdl gvrjpsodl zgkhnih"
prhvh d jvnhŨągbih" Igmbj ig fdnj prhvj bh jrehbdzjvhbig
knhmdl. h mruej mh pjsthvnih vgndojmjstjibdog" @rovd
ig. thojmg. fdnj mjzvjnigbj mh mrŲd svjig Ũojng. fjnbd`g
d mjfrjtvjrbg usthbjvg. d mh prguzkg jmejvjrbjst zh
vjmgbig vgrsodl snuŲfd" Pvg ig tj @rovd pruŲhnj kjeuąbjst mh
bgskgthbj rhmd d jfgzfgmd jpsthbho ohtjndċog rgndedig"P mrueg strhbg. zhoniuċdvhbig jvdl snjŲgbdl spjrhzukh
prhtdnh ig igmbh dzrhzdtj jtgŲhvhiuąh jojnbjst" W tdk mhbdkh.
bhdkg. bgpjsrgmbj pj jojb ċhbiu rhth. pjstjihnd su vdŨg
Vhm doh nb d sj` d i h n d s t d . p r dphmb d` d sphr tho ds t d ċoje pjorg th .
ojb a d sou iu kj tjrbj v jz d n j zh v rgkg o rh toj t rh ibg rgvj nu` d ig ojih
sg u Bgkhċoji jmderh nh pj zhvrŨgtou Srvje svgtsoje rhth"
bgej pjvjnibd dzengmd mh ąg. pjsng jvg u Fhvhrsoji. sjvigtsogzhigmbd`g pjċgtd mh bdċu d mruemg. h svg bg fd nd sg jstvhrdj
fjniŨgvdċod shb mh sg ojkubdzhk prjŨdrd bh `gj ojbtdbgbt"
Shċgndih. kgmutdk. tj bdig pnhŨdnj" Ďdk ig bgkhċoh vjisoh
ubdŨtdnh Fhvhrsou Pjvigtsou Vgpufndou. bub`dig ig zhoniuċdj
ojbojrm ht. prvd u svjiji ohrdigrd. s Fhvhrsojk. ojih ig shmh
dkhnh sthtus mrŲhvg u shsthvu Qhikhrsog Vgpufndog"
S J Q V H ] H O O W ā D
Sjsng bgkdndl susrgth sh Pjvigtdkh. Gumgbdj Shċgnd ig jpjzvhb
u Vdk 8464" ejmdbg. d thmh su eh. uprojs bguspglu bigejvgrusog kdsdig. d ohtjnd`d d prjtgsthbtd mjċgohnd ohj vgndoje
iubhoh u fjrfd zh lrdŨąhbsou stvhr" Shph Sdig bherhmdj eh
ig ohrmdbhnsojk ohpjk. h ejmdbg 8403" ċgohnj eh ig bjvj
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 664
B H M K W M V D J V G Q J N W @ D J B H V G
gmbje mhbh 8484" ejmdbg. khnh mruŲdbh knhmdl
rgvjnu`djbhrh uphnh ig u zerhmu u ojiji ig fdnh skgŨtgbhvhtdohbsoh hkfhshmh d pjouŨhnh mh uorhmg Shċgndigv
hutjkjfdn" Dhoj orlog erhmg d u =0" ejmdbd Ųdvjth. thoj mh
g zhdsth tgŨoj prgtpjsthvdtd mh f d fdj u sth biu pgsbd`hk h
mh jtgrh unigzg. Shċgnd ig dzhŨhj mh sg susrgtbg s tdk
knhmdądkh d zhtrhddj jm bidl mh skgsth bhpustg zmhbig
ojig ig. prhotdċbj. fdnj vhtdohbsoh tgrdtjrdih" Wnigzd. ndstjk
sphrthodstd. prdsthnd su mh sg pjvuou pjm usnjvjk mh
jmvgzu phpdb hutjkjfdn" Shċgnd ig zbhj mh knhmdąd bgągstdąd mhngoj. igr ig vgą vdmgj mh ig hb nhsgr dsoniuċgb. h d
mjfdj ig ehrhb`dig jm fhvhrsodl vnhstd mh ąg ku vjzdnj
jmkhl fdtd vrhągbj" Pphrthodstd su jmvuond hutj. hnd su.
bh vgndou Ųhnjst. ufrzj slvhtdnd mh dl ig phpsod bub`dig
bhmkumrdj"
hprgmgbig + jvjeh puth u ohrmdbhnh mrŲhvbje sgorgthrh "
tje vdsjoje pjnjŲhih Shċgnd ig sonjpdj ojbojrmht s
bjedk zgknihkh. emg ejm ig Vdkjohtjndċoji `rovd fdnh
trgfbh pjkją mh sg jpjrhvd jm pjsngmd`h Srvje svgtsoje
h" Ojbojrmht s bgkhċojk mrŲhvjk Fhmgb zhoniuċgb ig
06" ejmdbg. h vgą bhrgmbg ejmdbg pjtpdshb ig spjrhzuk shstrdijk d. iunh 8400. Ũgs t k gsg`d pjŨtj ig Hmjna Ldtngr stupdj
vnhst ohj ohb`gnhr. s bh`dstdċo jk Bgk hċojk " Wsngmdj ig
bojrmht s Iuejsnhvdijk ,8407$ d Sjrtuehnjk ,84=3$"
Ohrmdbhn Shċgn d dz nhz d dz prgmsgmbdċog phnhtg u Fgr n dbu 8465"
e j m d b g p j s n g s h s t h b o h s b g k h ċ o d k p r g m s g m b d o j k . e g b g r hn j k
S h u nj k t j b L d b m g b f u r e j k "
Pumfdbsod kgmu svdk jvdk spjrhzukdkh svhohoj ig fdj
Vhilsojbojrmht s Bgkhċojk" Bh`dstd su fdnd d tg ohoj svgsbdmh vgądbh ċjvgċhbstvh skhtrh ohoj su jbd bh vnhst mjŨnd
prdfgehvhiuąd sdnd d prgvhrhkh" Hnd spjrhzuk s phpstvjk.
bhisthrdijk d bhipjŨtjvhbdijk dbstdtu`dijk u ċdthvji Gvrjpd.
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60 3 SHSH D BH@DP]D
{@HVMDBHN D P J Q IG ] D
Sjsng Fhvhrsog. Shċgnd ig prgŨhj u Fgrndb ohj phpsod
bub`dig u Bgkhċoji. mh fd bgŨtj ohsbdig. ejmdbg 8467.
zhpjċgj prgejvjrg s vnhstdkh Pjvigtsoje Phvgzh" H u
tji zgknid ig. jshk ejmdbh pjsng pjfgmg fjniŨgvdoh. vgą
uvgndoj sprjvjmgb surjv. sdstgkhtdċhb prjejb prdphmbdoh
Vusog prhvjsnhvbg `rovg" PvgŨtgbd`d d gpdsojpd fh`hbd su
u thkbd`g. emg su kbjed d ufdihbd" D svgŨtgbd`d d svgtjvbd
niumd lhpŨgbd su d prgfh`dvhbd u eunhe bh Pjnjvig`odk
jstrvdkh u Fgnjk kjru" @rovg su pnihċohbg d srhvbidvhbg
sh zgknijk" Vgndedih ig shthbdzjvhbh pj Ũojnhkh d u Ũthkpd"
Fje d uċgbig j Fjeu pjsthnd su zhfrhbigbg tgkg"
Wprojs svgku tjkg. Shċgnd ig fdj ċvrstj rgŨgb mh
d bhmhnig dzvrŨhvh bhrgĘgbih phpg Sdih \D. prg svgeh
mh pjouŨh mh uspjsthvd mdpnjkhtsog jmbjsg dzkgmu
ojkubdstdmĘl vnhstd d Qhtdohbh" Bg fd nd pjspgŨdj thi
prj`gs. Shċgnd ig prgmuzgj svg Ũtj ig fdnj u bigejvji k jm.
ph thoj d jrehbdzjvhj dspjruog lrhbg Vusdid. emg su
ldnihmg. hoj bg d kdndjbd niumd enhmjvhnd. jsthvŨd fgz demg
dċgeh bh rhzvhndbhkh Srvje svgtsoje rhth" Hnd ċho ig d
Shċgnd kjehj mh dmg mj jmrgmgbg erhbd`g. h pjsng vdsg + bd
ojrhoh" Niumd s ojidkh ig kjrhj mh jpŨtd. ohj Ũtj su fdnd
kdbdsthr dbjstrhbdl pjsnjvh Egjredi Ďdċgrdb. prhotdċbj
su jbgkjeuądnd pjstdzhbig fdnj ohovje mjejvjrh" Ďdċgrdb
ig fdj zhmrtd htgdsth. prgzdrhj ig vgrjbhuou. h jmfdj ig mh
mjzvjnd ċho d ruojpjnjŲgbig svgŨtgbdoh d gpdsojph" W thoj
jphsbji htkjsagrd. Shċgnd ig mjbgong d vgrjvhj mh pjstjig
dzengmd mh sg. khohr d thibj. mjmg mj bgoje spjrhzukh. hnd
vrgkg ig jmkd`hnj h bdohovje vdmnidvje bhprgtoh bdig fdnj"Sdig \D ku ig 8465" bhnjŲdj mh prgodbg prgejvjrg"
Htgdsth Egjred i Ďdċgr db. rusod kdb ds thr dbjst rhbdl pjsnjvh.
bgpjsrgmbj ig jmejvjrhb Ũtj su 8467" prjphn d sv d pjouŨhi d
ohrmdbhnh Shċgn d ih mh sg uspjsthvg m dp njkhtsod jmbjsd dzkgĘu
Qht d ohbh d Pjv ig tsoje Phvgzh "
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 608
Ųhr oj i d i g p rjeu thj zmhb ig Vh ils theh 8400" ejm dbg kjŲmh su zhph n d n d shkd bh` ds t d ohoj f d ojbhċbj bhŨ n d jp rhvmhb ig zh p rjejb
khċodl oj ku bdsth"
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06 SHSH D BH@DP]D
O V ţ G B I G O J B O J V M H ] H
W pgrdjmu jm Ũgst ejmdbh. zhoniuċbj sh 8404. bh`dstd su
u vdsg jm 73 bhvrhth prgorŨdnd pjtpdshbd Vhilsojbojrmht. pjċgv jm lhpŨgbih Igvrgih bgpubdl pgt mhbh pjsng
pjtpdsdvhbih spjrhzukh" Bhsthvdnd su dzenhshvhbigk
zhojbh ojidk sg mjzvjnihvh stgrdndzh`dih Bgkh`h
skhtrhbdl ‒ bgmjstjibdk Ųdvjth&. ohj Ũtj su ordkdbhn`d.
mdsdmgbtd. snhfjukbd`d. ljkjsgosuhn`d. s ukh sdŨhvŨd d
jsthnd ojidkh sg kjrh jbgkjeuądtd rhzkbjŲhvhbig. ohoj
bidljvd bgmjsth`d bg fd prgnhzdnd bh pjtjbig bhrhŨthig"
Ohrmdbhn Shċgnd unhehj ig prjtgstg? prvd sg. ojborgtbj.
td`hj ijŨ igmbje prgorŨhih ojidk su B gk`d pjvrgmdnd
Vhilsojbojrmht. fjiojth igvrgisodl trejvdbh" Fdj ig tj igm hb jm uoupbj =7 prjtgsth bh ojig bh`dstdċod rgŲdk
bdohmh bdig jmejvjrdj. hnd su dpho td prjtgstd pjsnuŲdnd ohj
igzerj phpsog gb`dnmdog pjm bhsnjvjk Kdt Frgbbgbmgr
prgmsthvnihj ig zh bidl jbu oj`od`u Ũtj bgmjsthig mh fd
sg sonjpdj kjzhdo bidljvg vgndog pjfgmg igr ig igmdbj uz
ojbojrmht bidljv rgŲdk kjehj mh mjfdig bh uengmu d stgobg
bgohovj prdzbhbig u svgtu" Pgk tjeh. fdj ig tj d mgnjtvjrhb
bhmb mh sg uąutoh jpjzd`dih bh`dstdkh joupnigbh pjm
jordnigk Ohtjndċog `rovg u Bgkhċoji"
Q G V J N J K B D A D V G V
Mh nd ig Shċgnd uvdmgj bh ohovdk bgċhsbdk `dnigvdkh pjċdvhiu
zhprhvj td bigejvd prgejvjrd s Ldtngrjk + bg zbh sg. hnd ċumbj
fd fdnj mh igmbjk thoj dsousbjk d dbtgndegbtbjk mdpnjkhtd
hoj bgŨtj bdig phnj bh phkgt" Shċgndigv `dni fdj ig. bhrhvbj.
mh jihċh pjzd`diu Ohtjndċog `rovg u Bgkhċoji. mh zhŨtdtd svg
hkjŨbig ohtjndċog jrehbdzh`dig. tg mh jfgzfgmd bgskgthb rhmohtjndċodk Ũojnhkh d prjmhiu ohtjndċodl pufndoh`dih" ]u sg.
kgmutdk. ohrmdbhn Shċgnd bhŨhj u zhfnumd"
Hmjna Ldtngr tg 8400" ijŨ bdig fdj bh enhsu ohj ċjvgo
sprgkhb mh sg s fdnj odk mjejvjrd j fdnj ċgku zh
orhtojrjċbu mjfdt. h mh jbmh. ċdk dz bidl dzvuċg jbj Ũtj ku
g fdnj pjtrgfbj. tg mjejvjrg pjehzd" D thoj su prgejvjrd
gond mhnig. d Shċgnd ig. zhstuphium phpu Sdih \D. mhvhj svg
jm sgfg mh uspgiu" W trgbutou ohm su bh`dstd rhsodbund
Vhilsojbojrmht. svg ig vgą fdnj rgŨgbj. d phpstvj sg bhŨnj jċd
u jm s igmbdk vgrjnjkbdk d. prdtjk. `dbdċbdk phrtbgrjk"
Bh jvj i aj tje rh a d i d s pjċg toh 8404" v dm dkj ohrm db h nh Shċg n d i h
rg bgej Ũtj ig dzhfrhb zh phpu"
"
Pjreg ,P mufjodk bgspjojistvjk$. ojiu ig Sh`gnd
prdprgkdj zh phpu" Gb`dondoh ig jfbhrjmjvhbh 83"khrth 8405" ejmdbg. s tdk Ũtj Sdig \D. zh rhzndou jm svje
phŲnidvje. mdpnjkhtdċbje bub`dih. bdig thoj frdŲnidvj fdrhj
rgm9
Oj ejm uzmdŲg rhsu. bhrjm dnd mrŲhvu""" dnd srgmdŨth kjąd. dnd fdnj ojiu mrueu. jsbjvbu vrgmbjst niumsog zhigmbd`g""" oj ejm uzmdŲg bgod jm tdl pjikjvh dzbhm bigejvg sthbmhrmbg vrgmbjstd. ph eh. jfjŲhvhiuąd eh. uzmdŲg bh bdvj oukdrh. thi uċgstvuig u dsordvnihvhbiu
d dzjphċgbiu pjrgto h jvje svgth o hohv jmejvhrh bhuku d stvhrhnhċoji mgnhtbjst d FjŲiji? thi ig mhngoj jm vgrg dstdbdtg u Fjeh. d jm pjik h Ųdvjth ohohv th vgrh zhejvhrh"
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 60 0
snuŲfgbjk pjr t rgtu phpg Sd ih \D D . Ũ tj ig Shċgn d pjsthj ujċd Mrueje svgtsoje rhth. jengmhiu sh b igejvh kdshjbjst d bgpjpust n i dvjst
hotgrh"
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60= SHSH D BH@DP]D
Bh pjmkuonjst bh`dsth Qhtdohb ig jmejvjrdj igmdbdk
jruŲigk ojidk d dbhċg rhspjnhŲg9 gb`dondojk" Shpsog
gb`dondog jfdċbj sg pdŨu bh nhtdbsojk igzdou" Hnd jvjeh puth
ohrmdbhn Shċgnd pjzvhj ig bgojnd`dbu bgkhċodl ohrmdbhnh mh
ku pjkjebu mh shsthvd tgost pjm bhsnjvjk Kdt Frgbbgbmgr
Ohrmdbhn Shċgnd ig jm phpsoje bub`dih
u Fgrndbu shzbhj zhstrhŨuiuąg
pjigmdbjstd u vgzd sh jbdk stj sg
zfdvhnj u Ordsthnbji bjmd"
Pjreg. jm prvje mj pjsngmbige snjvh bh bgkhċojk igzdou"
Shċgnd ig fdj pjtpubj svgsthb mh ąg bh`dstd uċdbdtd svg mhsprgċg rhsturhbig jvg gb`dondog. ph ig bh vrgkg prgmuzgj
jmejvhrhiuąg kgrg prgmjstrjŲbjstd ohoj fd jbh dpho mjspgnh
mj svdl ohtjndċodl `rohvh bh bgkhċojk tnu" W bh`dstdċou
mrŲhvu gb`dondoh ig prjordiukċhrgbh. mh fd pjtjk. u pjthid.
fdnh jmŨthkphbh d rhsphrċhbh" Bhpjsngtou ig d prjċdthbh. u
svdk ohtjndċodk `rovhkh. zh vrgkg kdsg bh prhzbdo @vgtd.
mhbh 8=" khrth 8405"
Ohm su bh`dstd slvhtdnd Ũth sg mjejmdnj. pjbgnd su sg
ohj prhvd bhsdnbd`d" Pvd prjbhmgbd prdkgr`d gb`dondog Kdt Frgbbgbmgr Pjreg ojbadsojvhbd su. Ũthkphrd d mdstrdfutgm
su pjlhpŨgbd. h Ũthkphrsog prgsg jmuzgtg jm vnhsbdoh"
Sjmdebutg su. pjtjk. nhŲbg jptuŲbd`g zh bhvjmbu bgpjŨtgbu
trejvdbu strhbdk vhnuthkh ohoj fd sg ohtjndċod svgŨtgbd`d
mjvgnd prgm sum d dzh rgŨgthoh"
Hmjna Ldtngr ig svjig sthbjvdŨtg jfrhznjŲdj bh joruthb
bhċdb ohmh ig sthv bh`dsth j phpdbji gb`dondod prjprhtdj
sngmgądk rgċdkh9
]rgąd rhil bg Ųgnd bdohohv kjmus vdvgbmd s Ohtjndċojk `rovjk. vgą fd prg mh vdmd bigbj ubdŨtgbig""" ohoj fd sg stvjrdj prjstjr zh Bgkhċou `rovu. ojih fd vgndċhnh
egrkhbsou rhsu"""
S D I G \ D D + B H @ D P ] H D H B ] D P G K D ] H :
]j Ũtj ig thmh tgo dzhfrhbd phph Sdig \DD
bhvjmbj zhohzhj ohm ig trgfhnj
enhsbj jsumdtd pjbhŨhbig bh`dsth.
prjtukhċgbj ig ohj prvd zbho
bigejvje ‒ouohvdċnuoh& d ‒`uthbih&
j tgkhkh ojig fd kjeng uvrgmdtd
Ldtngrh d bigejv tjthndthrbd
rgŲdk u Bgkhċoji" Jtumh sg.
pjrgm jsthnje. d rhzvdnh tgjrdih
mh ig shk phph prjbh`dstdċod
uskgrgb hbtdsgkdth" ]vjr`d
jvg tgjrdig. kgmutdk. prgvdmgnd
su prg svgeh bgprdihtgnisou
rgho`diu bh`dsth bh dzfjr
ohrmdbhnh Shċgndih zh phpu"
Ndst Fgrndb kjregbpjst jptuŲdj
ig. bhdkg. bjvje phpu zh ‒krŲbiu
zhsbjvhbu bh prgmrhsumhkh d bgdzngċdvd
bgmjsththo rhzukgvhbih&" Fgrndbsog bjvdbg
mhnig bhvjmg9 ‒,Sdig \DD$ u Bgkhċoji bdig mjċgohb
s fnhejbhonjbjŨąu zhtj Ũtj sg pjsnjvdċbj suprjtsthvnihbh`dzku. prd ċgku ig pjndtdou Qhtdohbh ajrkundshj ijŨ
rhbdig. zh pjbtdadohth bigejvje prgtljmbdoh&"
GuĘgbdj Shċgnd bgkh kbjej
rhzukgvhbih zh bhs? snhfg bhmg. stjeh.
pjnhŲgkj u bigeh&. zhoniuċdj ig
bh`dstdċod ţu`Ũthagn ,P`lutzsthaagn$.
snuŲfgbj dzmhbig PP+h. Ldtngrjvg
ndċbg ehrmg" Mruemg pj Gvrjpd
d svgtu. u Frdthbdid. Arhb`usoji
d Pigmdbigbdk Hkgrdċodk
MrŲhvhkh. bjvd phph mjągohb
ig srm hċbjk mjfrjmjŨnd`jk"Bh`dstdċoh Bgkhċoh. kgĘutdk.
fdnh ig igmdbh jm zbhċhibdidl
mrŲhvh ojih bdig pjsnhnh
prgmsthvbdoh bh orubdshbig bjvje
phpg"
Wprojs s t rje jk . hsogt so jk dzengmu. Sd ig \DD fdj ig
ċjvgo dzrhz d tj Ũhrkhbthb. muljvd t d shjsgąhihb" Vhmgąd
khlj k u th ibjs t d . sphshj ig . p rgk h p rj`gbhk h. joj <13"333 Igvrg ih zh v rgkg Mrueje svg tsoje rh th "
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 60 7
B H @ D P ] D Ď O H Y Q G V P ] Q H
hiblhrm Lhimrdl. jpubjkjągbd prjtgotjr ]rgąge
hilh u ĎgŨoji d Kjrhvsoji ,bh tgrdtjrdid mhbhŨbig @gŨog
gpufndog$ ufdigb ig u fjkfhŨojk bhphmu prdphmbdoh
gŨoje pjorgth jtpjrh bh hutjkjfdn u ojigk sg vdsjod
h`dstdċod aubo`djbgr bhnhzdj" Lhimrdljv bhsngmbdo. Ohrn
Lgrkhb Arhbo. jprgmgndj sg zh ‒spg`dihnbu rgprgsdvbu
o`diu s `dnigk mh sg Ďgsd bhuċg prdstjibjk pjbhŨhbiu&"
@rbjojŨunihŨd& dz rgmjvh PP+h pjmuċhvhbig @glh jtpjċgnd
u igzdvjk jmkhzmjk bh sgnj Ndmd`g. emg su strgnihbh 856
mrhsnh kuŨohr`h d kjkċdąh. mjo su Ųgbg d mg`h prgfhċgbd
ojb`gbtrh`djbd njejr Vhvgbsfrdo"Dstg tg 84=6" ejmdbg ohtjndċod bhmfdsoup Wtrglth bhpdshj
g rgmjvbj phstjrhnbj pdskj u oj igk dsohzuig prjtgst
prjtdv prjejbh Igvrgih u Ljnhbmdid. ojih ig thmh thojmg
dnh pjm bh`dstdċojk uprhvjk" Jbj Ũtj su bh`dstdċog
nhstd jovhndadojvhng ohj ‒prjtdvkgru& jmderhnj sg pgt mhbh
ohsbdig. ohm ig vgndod frji ljnhbmsodl Igvrgih d ohtjndoh
pjlhpŨgb d pjsnht u ojb`gbtrh`djbg njejrg" ]u su dl bh`dstd
mrŲhnd ohj svjigvrsthb zhnje phpdbjk ‒ngpjk pjbhŨhbiu&.
mh fd dkhnd ojeh mh znjsthvnihiu hoj phph Sdig \DD ijŨ
igm bjk prjejvjrd prjtdv bh`dstdċog vnhmhvdbg"
Vgprdzh jbdl strhljth vdmgbdl u Ndmd`hkh jmderhnh sg
84==" ejmdbg. ohmh su hotdvdstd arhb`usoje pjorgth jtpjrh
svjidk mgnjvhbigk uspjrdnd orgthbig bgkhċodl truph ojig
su fdng ldtbj pjsnhtg bh zhphm sh zhmhtojk mh jbgkjeuąg
bhprgmjvhbig shvgzbdċodl truph pjsng dsor`hvhbih u
Bjrkhbmdid" Ptrgnihbd su thmh svd kuŨohr`d u sgnu Jrhmur
bh Enhbu bh iuejzhphmu Arhb`usog. mjo su Ųgbg d mg`h
shtgrhbd u sgjsou `rovu d tu sphnigbd" Pgnj ig srhvbigbj shzgknijk. h u khshoru ig strhmhnj bhikhbig ldnihmu sgnihbh"
Egbgrhn PP+h Ohr n Lgrkhb Arhbo prgmhj sg hkgr dċoji vjis` d
u Snzgbu 84=7" ejmdbg" Pumgbj ku ig prgm ċgŨodk sumjk zh
rhtbg z njċ dbg d rhzhrhbig ċ gŨoje sgnh N dm d`g" SjŨtj ig prjenhŨgb
or dv dk. pjeufn igb ig ihvbj 84=1" ejmdbg. u pr dsustvu 7"333
pjskht rhċh "
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01 SHSH D BH@DP]D
Y N G B H K G V G B H @ D P ] H
Hoj su sg mrued d prgbund. ohrmdbhn Shċgnd jvdk bdig fdj bd
bhikhbig dzbgbhĘgb" IjŨ prg bgej Ũtj su Ldtngr d bh`dstd
mjŨnd bh vnhst. Shċgnd bdig dkhj bdohovg mdngkg u vgzd s
bidljvdk stvhrbdk bhkgrhkh" Ejmdbhkh prg prgnjkbg
400" jmderhvhng su sg fgzfrjibg ‒prjfg& zh uspjsthvnihbig
jthndthrbg mrŲhvg. u ojiji ąg vnhmhtd rhsdzhk d surjvjst"
Bh`dstdċod bhsdnbd`d joupnigbd u phrhkdndthrbdk PH d
P igmdbd`hkh mjfdihnd su zhmhtog mh rhsturhiu soupjvg
jkubdstdċog d jsthndl pjndtdċodl strhbhoh" Srgknhądvhnd
u dnd ufdihnd pjndtdċog prjtdvbdog" Bh`dstdċod kdtdbzd. d svh
gċho . i gmhb jm sgmkjrj p rgŲ dvg n d l pjs ng bh` ds t d ċoje khshorh u
rhb`usojk sg nu Jrhmur bh Enhbu . uċgs tvu ig u pjkgbu jmrŲhbjk
jm khsjvbg e rjfb d`g Ų r thvh pg t kgsg` d pjs ng s t rhŨbje
jehmh ih . u bjvgkfru 84=="
rhsojŨ ojih ig u tdk prdndohkh prdohzdvhbh. fdnd su bgsordvgbj
kdndthbtbd" D svg ig tj fdnh prdprgkh tgrgbh zh strhljvnhmu
ojih ig jtpjċgnh jbje mhbh ohm ig Ldtngr prguzgj muŲbjst
Shpd Sdiu \DD mrhŲd su fdnd mdsorgtbh mdpnjkhtdih d ukgąg ufgmdvhbih jm
bhphmbdl egstjvh d Ųgstjodl prjenhsh"
ohb`gnhrh Bgkh`og. 03" ihbuhrh 8400" ejmdbg" ]hmh ig
jsbjvhb d prvd bh`dstdċod ojb`gbtrh`djbd njejr. u Mhlhuu. u
Fhvhrsoji. emg sg jmkhl pjċgnj s rbuċgbigk. zhstrhŨdvhbigk
d surjvdk pjstuphbigk prgkh prvdk zhtvjrgbd`dkh9 Igvrgidkh. sj`dihndst dkh. sdbmdohndstdkh d jsthndk pjndtdċodk
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 605
dstjkdŨnigbd dkh"Wsngmdnd su frjibd pjzbhtd mjehĘhid. uoniuċuium phnigbig
lstheh 8400. usvhihbig BdrbfgrŨodl zhojbh 8407*01.
ojbsodl hohth ojidkh su Igvrgidkh u Bgkhċoji jmuzgth
hmhbsoh prhvh. ohj d Ordsthnbh bją ,Ordsthnnbh`lt$. ojih sg
derhnh bjvgkfrh 840<. ohmh ig pj `gnji Bgkhċoji d Hustrdid
Ũnj mj bhphmh bh Igvrgig. bidljvg sdbhejeg d prdvhtbj
sbdŨtvj" W Ordsthnbji bjąd Ųdvjtg ig dzeufdj 48 Igvrgidb. h
hpŨgbj dl ig dzkgĘu 67"333 d 03"333. d svd su jbd ohsbdig
snhtd u ojb`gbtrh`djbg njejrg"
Ohrmdbhn Shċgnd shzbhj ig zhstrhŨuiuąg pjigmdbjstd u
zd s Ordsthnbjk bjąd jm phpsoje bub`dih u Fgrndbu" W tj
gkg phph Sdig \D fdj ig bh ukjru. h dkh dstjrdċhrh ojid
ejvgŨthvhiu mh eh ig Shċgnd ufgmdj mh bg unhŲg zvhbdċhb
jtgst" Sdig \D ukrj ig trd kgsg`h ohsbdig. mgsgtje agfruhrh
Ohj bgutrhnbh mrŲhvh. Erhm Qhtdohb
kjehj ig u pjthid mh sg pjsvgtd
sphshvhbiu niumd. d tj u jfdku ojid ig
shkj phph kjehj mh pjstdebg"
04" Yh phpu ig dzhfrhb Shċgnd" W tjk trgbutou. Ũthkphrdbdsu fdnd pjsnhnd u Qhtdohb pjsngmbiu gb`dondou Sdih \D .
m bhsnjvjk Lukhbd Egbgrds Wbdths ,J igmdbstvu niumsoje
mh$. prdprgknigbu. dbhċg. prgtljmbje sgptgkfrh" W vrgkg
m ig gb`dondoh ojbhċbj stdenh mj Pvgtg stjnd`g. Sdig \D bdig
sg fdj kgmu Ųdvdkh" Khmh ig Shċgnd fdj bigejv mdrgotbd
sngmbdo bh prgstjnu svgtje Sgtrh. jb bdig jfbhrjmjvhj
gvu jprjŨthibu gb`dondou. u ojiji ig pjmvŨd phph pjorgbuj
sg spjrbdl pdthbih. d tj pjtpubj jtvjrgbj. bh bhmb
pdċhb zh Sdih \D. jŨtrj jsumuium rhsdzhk. ojnjbdihndzhk d
tdsgkdtdzhk. svg shkg oniuċbg jmndog bh`dstdċog pjndtdog"
Mrued bgspjrhzuk u vgzd s phpjk Sdigk \DD td`hj sg
gejvje ndċbje stdnh" Jb bdohmh bdig vjngj mh putuig pj
rjŨdkh d erhmjvdkh. d mrŲd odtbihstg. gkj`dihkh bhtjpnigbg
vjrg" MrhŲg su ku fdng mdpnjkhtdih d ukgąg ufgmdvhbih
ej mrhkhtdċbd egstjvd d jŨtrd prjenhsd" Sjrgm tjeh.
pnjkhtsoj dsoustvj ojig ig ejmdbhkh std`hj mhvhnj ku
pub uvdm u prdrjmu tg bh`dstdċog zvgrd" Sdig ig shvrŨgbj
frj zbhj mh ąg bh`dstd bh svhou ordtdou d svhod mb projsh
ejvjrdtd shkj ijŨ ejrdk surjvjstdkh" ]j ig. ŨthvdŨg. d fdnh
mbh jm bh ivgml frdeh igvrgisodl vjmh d jb dl zhtjċgbdoh
ojb`gbtrh`djbdk njejrdkh ojid su fdnd u kjeuąbjstd mh
jnibjk svgtu prgbgsu svjig strhljvg" Jbd su. bhdkg.
prgsthbj prgnmdbihnd phpu mh fdnj ohovu jsumu bh`dstdċodl
Grbs t tjb Qh izgogr . bgkhċo d hkfhshmjr u Qh t d ohbu . upjzjr dj i g
Pvgtu stj n d`u bh p nhbjvg Hmjn ah Ld t ngrh mh jtkg phpu Sd ih \D D "
Jvmg v dm dkj Qh izgogrh ohoj jmejvhrh bh p d thb ih p rgm sumjk u
Bd rbfgreu "
zvgrsthvh dsohzuig bh bhifnhŲd kjeum bhmb"
]j sg vdmd d dz jvdl rgm igmbje jm svgmjoh ojid su
uċgstvjvhnd u BdrbfgrŨojk prj`gsu 84=7*=1" ejmdbg. ohmh su
prgm nd`g prhvmg dzvgmgbd bh`dstdm`d rhtbd znjmb`d9
Fdnj ojih rgm Sdih \DD upgrgbh prjtdv numhoh ohohv ig fdj Ldtngr dzhzvhnh fd shk j ijŨejru prjphst""" ,d$ ufrzhnh
khshor Igvrgih d svgŨtgbdoh"
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0< SHSH D BH@DP]D
BGWPSGNH YHQGVH9 J]KD@H SHSG
Wvgrgbig bh`dstdċoje rgŲdkh mh phph Sdig \DD rhmd ruou
pjmruou s Igvrgidkh fdnj ig u shenhsiu sh hbtdsgkdtsojkprjphehbmjk ojijk ig mr Ijzga Egfgns ejmdbhkh
bgŨtgmdkd`g zhsdphj bgkh`od bhrjm" Fgz jfzdrh bh tj Ũtj
ig phph Sdig d 84=0" ejm dbg dstrhibj jmfdihj mh mdrgotbj
jsumd bh`dstdċoj pjbhŨhbig prgkh Igvrgidkh. dzengmh mh ig
Ldtngr fdj dzeufdj strp nigbig s pjbtdajk d mh ig u tj vrgkg
uvgndoj rhzkhtrhj skgj pnhb ohoj mh eh ohzbd" Adrgrjvh ig
bhkgrh fdnh mh jtkg phpu Sdih d zhtjċd eh bgemg u Ejrbiji
Shph Sd ig \ D D f nhejs d n i h joup n igbu khsu 84=0 ejm dbg . u v rgkg
ohm igzh
b igeh svhoj pj ihv n i d vhb ig u ihvbjs t d kje nj f d t d
jphsbj. i g r i g Hmj n a L d t n g r bhkgrhvhj mh eh j tkg"
Phosjbdid. bh dstjou Bgkhċog" Hnd bg fd jb sthj bh tjkg"
Yhpdsbdo s igmbje shsthboh jmrŲhbje 61" iunh 84=0" jtordj ig dstrhŲdvhċdkh mh L dtngr b dig bhkgrhvhj shkj mh sg
mjojph pjbtdah. vgą mh ig rhzkhtrhj kjeuąbjst mh dzvrŨd
prhvd prgphm bh Qhtdohb. tg mh ig u tjk skdsnu pjsnhj
bhrgmgbig igmbjk jm sthrgŨdbh PP+h u Dthndid. egbgrhnu
Ohrnu Jtu Qjnau. d jm bigeh zhltgvhj mh"""
""" Ũtj ig prg kjeuąg zhuzkg Qhtdohb d Erhm Qhtdohb. mh jfgzfgmd hrldvg d ukgtbdċoh fnheh igmdbstvgbg vrgmbjstd.
h mh phpu. zhigmbj s ourdijk ,phpsodk mvjrjk$. svg u `dniu bidljvg fgzfgmbjstd. prgfh`d bh sdeurbj kgstj ohoj
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 604
bg fd ph nd u ruog shvgzbdċodl sbheh. ojig fd pjsng kjengmh dsojrdstg phpsod pjndtdċod utd hi"
Egbgrhn Qjna d kbjed mrued bh`dstdm Ę zvhbdċbd`d d
mdpnjkhtg ,kbjed kgĘu bidkh dspjvgmhnd su rdkjohtjndċou
vgru$. zhprgphstdnd su sg shzbhvŨd mh Adrgr bhkgrhvh mh dmg
tjndoj mhngoj mh zhrjfd bhiuengmbdige vjmu u svgtu" Phk
phph ig jvg vgstd prdkdj sh jsgtbj vgąjk fnhejbhonjbjŨąu"
Jb ig fdj uvgrgb mh ig Ldtngrh zhpjsgj bgċhstdvd. d u vdsg
bhvrhth pjouŨhj ig mh dstgrh mhvjnh dz Adrgrh. bg fd nd eh
thoj jsnjfjmdj znjeh utd`hih" ţtj sg Ldtngrh tdċg. jb ig. usvjiji kgehnjkhbdid. phpu mjŲdvnihvhj ohj ‒igmdbj niumsoj
fdąg ojig kd uvgo prjtdvurgċd d bdohm kg bg snush„" Adrgr
ig fdj rgŨgb mh uonjbd tu krniu dz svje shkjmrŲhċoje
Ųdvjtjpdsh"
Srojsdtd Adrgru muej ig fdj jphshb. bgrgtoj pj Ųdvjt
pjeufhb pjmulvht. hnd ohmh ig vgą jfgnjmhbigbj
pjstjihbig zhvgrg mh sg jtkg phph. bh s`gbu su buŲbj
stupdnd jbd ojid bdsu kjend jsthtd bh tjkg mh sg sngpj
pjojrhvhiu bhrgĘgbidkh d jenuŨg j mdotht shvgstd" Fdnh ig.
dstdbh. pjtrgfbh bgkhnh lrhfrjst mh sg bgŨtj prgmuzkg. hndpjstjihnd su d u tj mjfh Bgk`d sprgkbd mh prguzku vgndod
rdzdo bg fd nd jsuigtdnd pnhbjvg svjeh Adrgrh" Igmhb jm bidl
fdj ig Grbst ajb Qhizgogr. bgkhċod hkfhshmjr u Qhtdohbu"
Jb ig upjzjrdj Pvgtu stjnd`u bh jp hsbjst ojih prgtd
phpd Sdiu d prgmnjŲdj pjbtdau mh sg uzmrŲd jm fdnj ohovdl
pjstuphoh ojid fd kjend bhvgstd bgprgmvdmdvje Adrgrh mh
stupd u mgistvj" Bh`dstdċod hkfhshmjr u Dthndid. Vumjna Vhb.
zhigmbj s ijŨ bgojnd`dbjk bgkhċodl mdpnjkhth. thojmg
ig rhmdj bh jsu igągbiu pnhbh jtkd`g" Bh dstjk pjsnu
hbehŲjvhj sg d egbgrhn Qjna. ojid ig orhigk 84=0" ojbhċbj
uspgj mh jmejvjrd Ldtngrh jm jtkd`g"
Dnd ig fhr egbgrhn kdsndj mh ig uspgj" Hoj ig vgrjvhtd
ds rpbjk dzvgŨthiu jfihvnigbjk u igmbjk dzmhbiu
ohtjndċoje mbgvbdoh*tvvgk%rg m—nthndh ,u snjfjmbjk
prgvjmu9 ţth sg u Dthndid mjehmh$. ojid ig svgtnjst mhbh
uengmhj u ihbuhru 6337" ejmdbg. Qjna sg 84==" uŲhsbuj
ohmh ku ig Ldtngr pjsnhj bjvj bhrgmgbig u vgzd s jtkd`jk
ojiu ig pnhbdrhj d jm ojig. mhong. bdohmh bdig bd jmusthj"
W tjk trgbutou. bgemg orhigk khih 84==. Qjna sg bhnhzdj
bh pjnjŲhiu zhpjvgmbdoh PP+h u Vdku. ojid ig fdj pjm
bh`dstd`ojk jouph`dijk" Phvgzbdċoh Sgth hrkdih. ojih
sg jshk kgsg`d prg tjeh dsor`hnh bh dthndihbsoj tnj u tdk
Egbgrhn Ohr n Ar dmr dl Jtj Qjn a dz fjrfgbje PP+h kbjej ig
r dz dojvhj mh f d phpu Sd ih \D D upjzjr dj bh p nhb jtkd`g"
trgbu`dkh ufrzhbj ig bhprgmjvhnh oh enhvbjk erhmu.
d fdnj ig dzvgsbj mh ąg orjz bgojndoj mhbh zhuzgtd Vdk"
Bgkhċod Qgrkhlt prdprgkhj sg zh pjvnhċgbig. d Ldtngr ig u
tjk ċhsu kdsndj mh ig dmghnhb trgbutho mh sg mjċgph phpg.
ph mh eh bigejvh vjisoh pjvgmg sh sjfjk ohm sg fumg
pjvnhmnh"
Qjna ig jmnumj mh mgistvuig jmkhl. d ijŨ bd kgsg` khibdig fdj prjŨhj. h jb ig uejvjrdj thibd shsthbho s phpjk" W
Qhtdohb ig mjŨhj prgruŨgb. u `dvdnbji jmgm. pjm jordnigk
bjm. uz pjkją igmbje svgŨtgbdoh ojid ig ukgj mh sg sbhmg
u zhkrŨgbjk ojkpngosu zerhmh" Q jna ig prvj uvgrhvhj
phpu Sdih mh bdohovg jtkd`g bgąg fdtd. hnd eh ig dstjk
prdndojk d upjzjrdj mh Adrgr bigeh. pjbtdah. mjŲdvnihvh
ohj ‒prdihtgnih Igvrgih& d prgprgou jstvhrgbiu pnhbjvh zh
uspjsthvnihbig prgvnhstd bhm `gndk svgtjk" Kdkj tjeh Ũtj
ig jpjkgbuj phpu mh jtvjrd ċgtvjrg jm iu. khnj ig tjeh
egbgrhn Qjna ijŨ kjehj zh bigeh mh umbd" Bhpustdj ig
Vdk. zh igmbj sh svjidk truphkh. bgmuej prg bgej Ũtj ąg
shvgzbdċoh vjisoh zhuzgtd Vdk"
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SHSH D BH@DP]D
khċo d vj ib d ` d ph t rj n d rh iu u bgpjsrgmbj i f n d z db d Fhz d n d og svg tje trh u Qh t d ohbu " Sr dk d n d su s t r d o tbh bhrgĘgb ih mh bg p rg nhzg fgnu
i u oj ih p rgms thv n i h e rhb d`u d zkgmu Qht d ohbh d js th toh V dkh"
Y D Q H J M K H Y M H
ngo`diu Igvrgid su bhuċdnd bh tgŲd bhċdb. bh sjpstvgbji ojŲd.
mh ig bhm bidkh dzvrŨgbh jmkhzmh zfje pjedfdig Grbsth ajb
th. knhmje mdpnjkhtg ojid ig ufdigb u bgkhċoji hkfhshmd u
rdzu" Qdbjvbdo ig fdj igmhb knhmd bgkhċod Igvrgidb. LgrŨgn
dbsphb. ojid ig prjtgstjvhj prjtdv prjtgrdvhbih bigejvgrjmd`g dz Bgkhċog" Wprhvj jvj ufdstvj pjmsthonj ig
dnhċoj+ruŨdnhċod pjljm bh`dstdċodl fhbmd u Ordsthnbji bjąd"
Ohsbdig. ohm ig Mrued svgtsod rht vgą fdj pjjmkhohj.
vdsg bhvrhth mjŨng su mj dzrhŲhih bgsnuągbg rhzk grg
`dstdċog jsvgtjniufdvjstd" ]u d thkj fd d mjzvjndnd bgog
bdig prgorŨhig mrhojbsodl prjpdsh ojid su fdnd bh sbhzd. hnd
j fd tj u prgorŨdj`u prjfumdnj kh d trubou shkjpjuzmhbih.
j fd u ermbji zhfnumd" Ohm fd prj`gbdnd mh ig bgod ojborgthb
hzjv mjvjnibj jzfdnihb mh fd vrgmgnj uzgtd eh u jfzdr. bh`dstd
uzvrhtdnd dz svg sbheg"Pujċgb s bgprdihtgnigk bgukjnidvg bhrhvd. spjsjfbdk zh
hou svdrgpjst d zvgrstvj ojig shk j niumsoh dzjp hċgbjst ukg
skdsnd. phph Sdig mjŨhj ig mj zhoniuċoh mh ig bgprdstrhsb jst.
Qhtdohb sg jenhsdj jfhzrdvj srj`gbdk
prjtgstjk. u ojigk su prgjvnhmhvhnh
jpŨth kgsth""" uz jsumu ‒prdkgbg
jvhovdl kgrh ojig mufjoj pjvrgmuiu
ċjvgou prdrjmgbh prhvh. d tj shkj
zhtj Ũtj prdphmh jmrgmgbji rhsd„"
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 6=8
nd fhrgk prdvdm bgprdstrhsbjstd. igmdbd bhċdb mh sg jfgzfgmd
bgutrhnhb pjnjŲhi Qhtdohbh. h shkdk tdk d ohovh+thovh
snjfjmh mgnjvhbih" Ohj bgutrhnbh mrŲhvh ojiu bd shkd bh`dstd
bg fd bhphnd h mh prgtljmbj j tjkg mjfrj bg rhzkdsng.
Erhm Qhtdohb. sh svjidk zmhbidkh d usthbjvhkh. kjehj sgupjtrgfdtd u svrlu thibje sphshvhbih niumd. d tj u jfdku ojid ig
shkj phph. d bdoj mrued. kjehj mh pjstdebg"
Shph Sd ig \D D pjzmrhvn ih prgmsthvbdog Ũthkpg. vjib dog d mrueg
vjibg sthrgŨdbg u svji dk jmhihkh u Qht dohbu 5" iubh 84==. t r d
mhbh pjŨtj su shvgzbd`d jsnjfjmdn d Vdk"
] G ţ O H P ] V H ] G E D I H
]hovu pjzd`diu bdig fdnj bdkhnj nhoj shċuvhtd" Shpdbh
strhtgedih ig. bgkdbjvbj. kjrhnh mh sg mrŲd u thibjstd"
Dstj thoj bgkdbjvbj. kgĘutdk. ċuvhbig thovg thibg
pjmrhzukgvhnj ig d jtvjrgbh prgfh`dvhbih zfje‒rhvbjmuŨbjstd& s ojijk ‒fgzjsgąhibd& Sdig \DD prjprhąh
zvgrstvh ojih dzhzdvhiu bhimufniu prgbgrhŲgbjst svdl jbdl ojid
bdsu bhnhzdnd zh sljmbj mh u tji kgrd jongvhiu. dnd. fjnig rgm.
mh svgsbj jsthvnihiu utdsho ojngfnidvjstd ohmh vhnih jsumdtd
znjmbg"
Jotjfrh 84=8" ejmdbg. prdkgrh rhmd. hkgrd`od dzhsnhbdo
u Qhtdohbu. Lhrjnm L" ]dtkhb. bhstjihj ig mh bhejvjrd
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SHSH D BH@DP]D
¿]d
Fa%Q%%ℑℑ — tn
pu Sdih mh enhsbj prjejvjrd prjtdv zvgrsthvh pjċdbigb dlm Igvrgidkh" ]dtkhbu ig prg tjeh bgn>j sn>rgbuj phŲbiu
Sdigvu Ųgniu mh jsthbg ‒bgutrhnhb&" ]j ig. bhrhvbj.
j prg ‒Ojbhċbje rgŨgbih zh igvrgisoj pdthbig&. Ũtj ig
od guagkdzhk ojid su bh`dstd upjtrgfnihvhnd zh pjtpubj
rgfnigbig Igvrgih. mj bhisdtbdidl pjigmdbjstd dspnhbdrhbj
ojbagrgb`did ojih ig ihbuhrh 84=6" u Qhbsgu. prgmerhmu
rndbh. joupdnh vdsjog zvhbdċbdog bh`dstdċoje rgŲdkh"
Sjsngmd`g svgeh Ũtj ig dzrgċgbj bh Ojbagrgb`did u Qhbsgu
mnuoh thkj mjbgtdl ufrzj su pjsthng jċdengmbg" Khrth
=6" ejmdbg <3"333 snjvhċodl Igvrgih prdprgknigbj ig zh
bspjrt u Sjnisou" Jvdk ig. sumgąd pj dzvgŨthiu vhtdohbsoje
prhvbdoh pjsnjvh u snjvhċoji prgstjbd`d Frhtdsnhvd. ‒vgndod
ji bidl jsumgb bh dzvgsbu skrt„" Qhtdohb sg jenhsdj
Shbjrhksod pjengm bh mvjrh` Ehbmjn aj. phpsou ngtb iu rgz dmgb`d iu
oj ih sg uzm dŲg bhm igzgrjk H nfhbj. skgŨ tgbu t r d mgsg tho
o d n jkgthrh iuej ds tjċbj jm V dkh u pjfrmu Kjbt d H nfhb d "
jfhzrdvj srjċgbdk prjtgstjk. u ojigk su prgjvnhmhvhnh
jpŨth kgsth. uz jsumu ‒prdkgbg jvhovdl kgrh ojig mufjoj
pjvrgmuiu ċjvgou prdrjmgbh prhvh. d tj shkj zhtj Ũtj prdphmh
jmrgmgbj i rhsd&" Sjruoh ig dpho fdnh Ũdarjvhbh. fumuąd mh
sg u prjtgstu bdemg ojborgtbj bg pjkdbiu bh`dstd" ]hovji
thotd`d Sdig ig bgrgtoj prdfgehvhj ohoj fd bh`dstg. h pjsgfbj
Egsthpj. znjenhsbu thibu pjnd`diu. jmvrhtdj jm kgŨhbih u
ubutrhŨbig stvhrd Qhtdohbh"
Srgkmh su ordtdċhrd phpg Sdih bigejv bguspgl mh
bh`dstg pjzjvg bh jmejvjrbjst prjtukhċdnd ohj pjvnhągbig
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 6=0
jsvgmjċgbje ouohvd`g. pjruoh ig dpho pjsnhth. d stdenh thkjemg ig trgfhnj. d tj zhlvhniuiuąd pjbtdajvji fjŲdąbji pjrum
vgrbd`dkh. gkdtjvhbji prgoj Vhmdj Qhtdohbh" Ejmdbg 84=8.
ohtjndċog d jsthng pjrjmd`g Ũdrjk Pigmdbigbdl Hkgrdċodl
MrŲhvh sgmgng su uz svjig rhmdj+prdigkbdog" ]go bgŨtj vdsg jm
mvg bgmgnig prjŨnj ig fdnj jm sumfjbjsbje 5" mg`gkfrh. mhbh
ojid ąg sg. ohoj ig rgohj prgmsgmbdo Vuzvgnt. ‒zhbhvgo phktdtd
pj znu&. ohmh su d Hkgrdohb`d. pjsng ihphbsoje bhphmh bh
sgmdŨtg Sh`dadċog anjtg PHM u Sgrn Lhrfjru. bh Lhvhidkh. fdnd
prdkjrhbd mh umu u rht"
]jk prdndojk. urgmbdŨtvj Biuijro thiksh bgsukbidvjig mjfrj prj`gbdnj phpu Sdih. ojid ig pjzvhj vgrbdog bh
stvhrhbig ‒igmbje stvhrbj bjvje pjrgtoh&. pjrgtoh ojid ąg
fdtd zhsbjvhb bh ‒snjfjmd. prhvmd d niufhvd&. mh fd pjtjk
jmfh`dj kjeuąbjst mh ąg mj kgmusjfbje spjrhzukh mjm
zhrhągbg strhbg ..mid su rhtbd `dnigvd d prjerhkd pj svgku
sumgm bgpjkdrnidvd&" W mhbou jfihvnigbjk u Biuijro thiksu bhvgmgbj ig d tj mh ig phph u svjiji pjru`d. dstdbh Ũdarjvhbj.
bgmvjskdsngbj jsumdj bh`dstdċod prjejb gvrjpsodl Igvrgih9
Enhs Sdih \DD ushknigbd ig enhs u jpŨtgk kuou d thrbd ojid jvje FjŲdąh jfhvdihiu Gvrjpu""" Bh`dstdċod `dnigvd thojĘg bgpjkdrnidvd ,su$ d s Sdigvdk vdĘgbigk lrdŨąhbsoje kdrh"
Joj trd ldnihmg bidl prjordiukċhrgbj
ig u mvjrh` Ehbmjnaj. phpsou ngtbiu
rgzdmgb`diu 03 odnjkgthrh iuejdstjċbj
jm Vdkh"
J FjŲdąu bhrgmbg. 84=6" ejmdbg. phph Sdig fdj ig khnj
ojborgtbdid. khmh ijŨ bdig jtvjrgbj uprj prstjk u ordv`g mjo
ig. pjsrgmstvjk rhmdj+thnhsh. dzrhzdj svjiu"""
""" mufjou zhfrdbutjst zh jbg stjtdbg d ldnihmg niumd ojid.
dhoj bdŨth bdsu sordvdnd. pjbgoh m igmdbj zfje tjeh Ũtj su rjmgbd ohj prdphmbd`d jmrgmgbg bh`dig dnd rhsg fdvhiu
jfgngŲgbd zh jmstrgn d pjstgpgbj dstrgfnigbig"
Bdig fdnj bd trubog sukb ig bh ojeh sg u jvji pjrum kdsnd"
D Y F G E H Q H B I G S V J F N G K H
Qgą u mrueji pjnjvdbd 84=6" ejmdbg pjerjk Igvrgih pjprdkdj
ig ‒zhstrhŨuiuąg rhzkgrg d jfndog„. ohoj ig tj Sdih. u pdsku
ojig ig u Qhtdohb prdspgnj sgptgkfrh tg ejmdbg. dzvgstdj
kjbsdbijr Mjvhbd Kjbtdbd. pjtjbid phph Shvng QD. bhvjmgm
bgog igzjvdtg prdkgrg" Dstje tje kgsg`h. hkgrdċod dzhsnhbdou Qhtdohbu. Khirjb ]ginjr. shjpŨtdj ig phpd Sdiu mh jb.
ohj pjenhvhr Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg. bhbjsd Ũtgtu vnhstdtjk
‒kjrhnbjk uengmu& tdkg Ũtj ąutog pjskhtrh ufrzhbu
gsohnh`diu bh`dstdċodl znjmgnh" Srgmsthvbd`d frjibdl mruedl
zgkhnih. pjrgm jsthndl d Qgndog Frdthbdig. Frhzdnh. Wruevhih.
Fgnedig d Sjnisog. dstuphnd su sh dstjk prdkgmfjk. hnd ig d
bidkh. ohj d Khirjbu ]ginjru. rgċgbj shkj tjndoj mh sg dstdbh
pjvjmjk rhzbdl enhsdbh j egbj`dmu bhm Igvrgidkh bg kjŲg
utvrmdtd bh vhnihb bhmb"
W tj vrgkg bh`dstd su. pj svgku sumgm. vgą d tg ohojmjfrj uvdmhnd Ũth phph zhprhvj rhmd. d bdig dk fdnj tgŨoj mh
shkd sgfd prdzbhiu ohoj tj Ũtj jb prgmuzdkh bdohoj bg dmg
bidkh u prdnje" Kdbdsthrstvj spjnibdl pjsnjvh Bgkhċog
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== SHSH D BH@DP]D
zvrŨdnj ig hbhndzu fjŲdąbg pjruog gkdtjvhbg mg`gkfrh 84=6"
prjtukhċdnj ig bh prhvd bhċdb" ]j ig. rgċgbj ig. fdj"""
""" igmhb mue b hphm bh svg jbj zh Ũth sg kd zhnhŲgkj"Jb sg jċdtj zhuzgj zh Igvrgig""" d. prhotdċbj. jptuŲuig
bgkhċod bhrjm zh bgprhvmu bhbgtu Igvrgidkh. h shkje sgfg prjdzvjmd u enhsbjejvjrbdoh jbdl igvrgisodl rhtbdl
znjċdbh`h"
Igmhb drsod svgŨtgbdo. kjbsdbijr Liu
J—Anhgrtd. ojid ig u Qhtdohbu rhmdj ohj
mdpnjkhth. bhŨhj sg u vgjkh vgndoji
jphsbjstd"
Wnhsojk shvgzbdċodl sbheh u Vdk ojbhċbj ig jsuigągb d
Ldtngrjv pnhb mh jtkg phpu Sdih" Phvgzbd`d su. kgmutdk.
u Vdku zhtgond sthbig ojig tgŨoj mh fd sg kjenj prdpdshtd
gmbjk bhvjmbj prjbh`dstdċod jrdigbtdshbjk phpd ojeh sh
vdl strhbh zhsdphiu rhzbdk jptuŲfhkh" W erhmu ig. bhdkg.
pjstjihnh bgjfdċbj rhzerhbhth krgŲh ‒sdeurbdl ouąh„ d
mruedl prdfgŲdŨth n`jiu su jskdsndnd uprhvj phph Sdig. bigejvd
hrmdbhnd d svgŨtgbd`d s `dnigk mh pjsnudg ohj utjċdŨth zh
ldnihmg fgeubh`h" Khljk su tj fdnd dthndihbsod Igvrgid. hnd
kgmu dzfgendkh bhŨnj sg d kbjŨtvj rhtbdl zhrjfnigbdoh ojid
u puŨtgbd dz zhtvjrgbdċodl njejrh pjŨtj ig Dthndih ,prgtljmbj.
bhċg. shvgzbd`h bh`dstdċog Bgkhċog$ prgŨnh bh mrueu strhbu
mh fd sg prdoniuċdnh Hkgrdohb`dkh d bidljvdk shvgzbd`dkh u
mrueji pjnjvdbd 84=0" ejmdbg" Yhlvhniuiuąd phpd. sonjbdŨtg u
dk furbdk mhbdkh bhŨnd su d prdphmbd`d dthndihbsoje pjorgth
jtpjrh ojid su fgŲhnd jm bh`dsth" Ohm ig shvgzbdċoh Sgth hrkdih
uŨnh u Vdk. ċgtvrtje iubh 84==" ejmdbg. prvd put pjsng muŲge
vrgkgbh td fgeub`d kjend su snjfjmbj mh dzhmu bh und`g. fgztrhlh mh ąg dl bgoj ufdtd. zhrjfdtd d znjsthvnihtd"
Erhmgvdbg ubuthr shkje Qhtdohbh d dzvhb bigeh u
prgtljmbjk pgrdjmu snuŲdng su zh jfhvnihbig bhiŨdrge spgotrh
phsdnhċodl hotdvbjstd" Sj bhrgmfd phpg Sdih. ojkpngthb
thndihbsod Bhrjmbjjsnjfjmdnhċod jmfjr. ojid ig ruojvjmdj
o`dihkh u ojidkh ig uċgstvjvhnj joj 63"333 phrtdzhbh Ũdrjk
thndig. fdj ig shordvgb u Vdksoji fjejsnjvdid prd @rovd svgtje
jvhbh Nhtgrhbsoje. bh svgeh bgojndoj kgthrh jm sgmdŨth
Egsthpjh" W vhtdohbsodk zmhbidkh ordnj sg =55 Igvrgih. mjo ig
bidl ="60< fdnj rhspjrgmgbj pj uoupbj 877 kuŨodl d Ųgbsodlkhbhstdrh u Vdku d jojndbd" W kdrbjmjp soh vrgkgbh. pjnjvd
u fdnd strjej jmvjigbd igmhb jm mruejeh. thoj mh jphtd`hkh
bdig fdnj mjzvjnigbj mh uejstg kuŨohr`h. bdtd kjbhsdkh mh
prdkg. rg`dkj. bgou Ųgbsou jsjfu. khohr jbh fgŲhnh jm
prjejbdtgnih" Shph Sdig ig. kgmutdk. uodbuj tg zhfrhbg. thoj
mh ċdthvg pjrjmd`g ojig su sg ordng pj jvdk svgtdk kgstdkh
bdsu kjrhng mh sg rhzmvhihiu"
Jsthnd jmfgend Igvrgid fdnd su skgŨtgbd bh igzudtsojk
Ergejrdihbsojk ubdvgrzdtgtu dnd u pjmruksodk prjstjrdihkhSjbtdadohnbje fdfndisoje dbstdtuth" Joj trd ldnihmg bidl
prjordiukċhrgbj ig bgohoj u mvjrh` Ehbmjnaj. phpsou ngtbiu
rgzdmgb`diu 03 odnjkgthrh iuejdstjċbj jm Vdkh" Kbjed mrued
nuohvj su sg prgruŨhvhnd ohoj fd zhvhrhnd prjejbdtgnig" Joj
0"533 Igvrgih rgmjvbj ig bjsdnj ubdajrkg phnhtdbsog ehrmg.
ċdid ig zhmhtho fdj mh Ũtdtd Erhm Qhtdohb" Jsthnd su sg khzhnd
rhzbdk ojzkgtdċodk orgkhkh. prgruŨhvhiuąd sg u ph`digbtg
skgŨtgbg u ojŲbji fjnbd`d prd MgrkhtjnjŨojk dbstdtutu
FgzergŨbje zhċgąh" Qhtdohb ig. ŨthvdŨg. bhruċdj sbdkhbig
adnkh u ojigk su frjibd ‒sthtdstd&. bidl joj 033. zhprhvj +
fgeub`d jm bh`dsth" Bgfrjigbg khbtdig dzmhvhbg su Igvrgidkh
ohoj fd bh und`d kjend mh ..prjmu„ ohj ohtjndċod svgŨtgbd`d"
J—Anhgrtd d bigejvd niumd stvjrdnd su
krgŲu sonjbdŨth. ojrdstgąd u tu svrlu
prdvhtbg ouąg d sthbjvg. khbhstdrg d
sgjsoh ehzmdbstvh"
Sjigmdbd Igvrgid bdsu sthnd bh tjkg. vgą su d zhdsth prgŨnd u
rdkjohtjndċou vgru" Qgądbh bidl tj ig skhtrhnh prdvrgkgbjk
kgrjk. d thovd ‒prgjfrhągbd`d& su sg pj jojbċhbiu Mrueje
svgtsoje rhth zhdsth d vrhąhnd svjiji sthrji vgrd" Hnd mjong
ejm su sg mrŲhnd prdvrgkgbje. ohtjndċoje dmgbtdtgth. fdnd su
zhŨtdągbd spjrhzukjk s bh`dstdkh. pj ojigk sg Ldtngrjv
rgŲdk jfhvgzhj mh bgąg prjejbdtd Igvrgig ojid sg pjorstg"
Srgjfrhągbd`dkh su. thoj. dzmhvhbg nhŲbg orŨtgbd`g.vhtdohbsod phsjŨd d ordvjtvjrgbg dsprhvg" Ldnihmg nhŲbdl
mjoukgbhth dzrhmgbj ig u shkjk Qhtdohbu. jm ċgeh ig joj
<3"333 dsprhvh zhvrŨdnj shkj u ruohkh Igvrgih u Khmhrsoji"
S J K J ā I G Q V G I D K H
Vdzd`d ojig ig pjmrhzukgvhnj pruŲhbig pjkjąd Igvrgidkh d
mruedkh ojid su sg ordnd jm bh`dsth fdnd su. bhrhvbj. bgdzkgrbd.
h ċho bd phph Sdig bdig kjehj mh ihkċd mh ąg d bigejvd
ohrmdbhnd. fdsoupd dnd svgŨtgbd`d dzfgąd strgnihbig uojndoj phmbu
Ũhoh bh`dstdkh" Igmhb svgŨtgbdo. Drh`. kjbsdb ijr Liu J —Anhgrtd. ojid ig
rhmdj ohj mdpnjkhth u Qhtdohbu. bhŨhj sg u bhrjċdtj vgndoji
jphsbjstd" Srg bgej Ũtj ig 84=0" pjċgj mh sg fhvd sphshvhbigk
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 6=7
htbdl fgeubh`h u Vdku. bh`dstdkh ig vgą fdj pjzbht ohj
vgŨtgbj nd`g ojig pjsgąuig zhtvjrgbdog pj dthndihbsodk
htbdk zhrjfnigbdċodk njejrdkh. thoj mh ig J%Anhgrtdih. svg
svgku. nhoj fdnj prgpjzbhtd" Sj njejrdkh ig. dbhċg. jvhi
h` trhehj zh niumdkh ojid su prjenhŨgbd zh bgsthng u fjrfd.
hoj ig ijŨ pjstjihnh kjeuąbjst mh su prgŲdvgnd" Ohmh fd.
mbjsbj hoj fd bgojeh zhdsth prjbhŨhj Ųdvje. J—Anhgrtd fd j
jkg dzvgstdj bigejvg bhifndŲg prgoj Vhmdj Qhtdohbh" Hnd svg
tj ijŨ fdnj shsvdk fgzhzngbj. ċho d u jċdkh bh`dsth ojid su
oupdrhnd Dthndiu pjsng prgmhig dthndihbsog vjisog 84=0"
H] BD Y H V J F N I G B D @ D B H P N J F J M D
sgptgkfru 84=0. ohmh ig Dthndih. pjsng ohpdtunh`dig. prgŨnh
h strhbu shvgzbdoh. bdig vdsg fdnj rhznjeh mh Dthndihbd mrŲg
hvgzbdċog vjibdog u njejrdkh" Ohpdig Djejrh su jtvjrgbg.
rhŲhrd su sg rhzfgŲhnd. h zhtvjrgbd`d su kjend mh orgbu oum
k vjnih" Kbjed su uphktdnd pjsgtg svgŨtgbdoh J—Anhgrtdih d.
projs svdk jphsbjstdkh ojig ig sjfjk bjsdnj putjvhbig
rgoj tgrdtjrdig pjm bh`dstdċojk uprhvjk. zhputdnd su sg
rgkh Vdku. mh sg jfrhtg Dr`u zh pjkją" Bdig kbjej
rgkgbh prjŨnj h J—Anhgrtd ig kjrhj bgohoj mh zfrdbg joj333 Igvrgih d mjbgmhvbdl rhtbdl zhrjfnigbdoh" SjŨtj bdig svg
jehj mh pjstdebg shk. uzgj ig ijŨ bgog svgŨtgbdog. mvjid`u
egbhth ‒Pnjfjmbg Arhb`usog&. bgojnd`dbu ojkubdsth d
Ergejrd Sgo ,u srgmdbd$ enukdj ig kjbsdbijrh Liuh J—Anhgrt d ih u ]Q
a d nku @rvgbj d rbj ,]lg P`hrngt hbm tlg Fnh`o. 84<0$. pjsvgągbjk
pjmvdz dkh d rsoje svgŨtgbdoh u Vdku zh vrgkg Mrueje svgtsoje rhth"
igmbje puojvbdoh frdthbsog hrkd ig pj dkgbu Phkiugn Mgrd"
J —Anhgrtd d bigejvd niumd jprgkdnd su kbjŨtvj sonjbdŨth.
Ũtj u prdvhtbdk ouąhkh d sthbjvdkh. Ũtj pj khbhstdrdkh
d sgjsodk ehzmdbstvdkh" Igmbj jm bidl bhnhzdnj sg u
bgpjsrgmbjk susgmstvu sgmdŨth PP+h" Drh` ig thojmg ordj
Igvrgig u mvjr`u Ehbmjnaj d u Bgkhċoji Ũojnd. ojiu ig
svjigvrgkgbj d shk pjlhmhj" Wfrzj su. thoj. Liuh J—Anhgrtdhprjzvhnd ‒vhtdohbsod fgmrdbh`& pj dzkdŨnigbjk iubhou
@rvgbjk fgmrdb`u. sgr Sgrsdiu Fngiobdiu. ojid ig sphshvhj
hrdstjorhtg. hnd bg shkj bidl. jm ednijtdbg u vrgkg Arhb`usog
rgvjnu`dig 85<4"
M D S N J K H ] P O D D K W B D ] G ]
Mjong ejm sg J —Anhgrtd orgthj ubuthr vhtdohbsodl erhbd h. dzh
Ũdrjog fgng ndbdig oj ih ig rhzmvhihnh phpsou gbonhvu jm jsthtoh
Vdkh. jm lhp Ũgbih eh ig ċuvhj mdpnjkhtsod dkubdtgt" Fdnj ig.
kgmutdk. sdtuh`dih ohmh ig k jrhj mh jmg mj erhmh + rg`dkj.ohm fd kjrhj mh jrehbdzuig krgŲu. prgvgzg fgeub`g s kgsth
bh kgstj. dnd sg ndċbj uvgrd u fgzfgmbjsbd pjtgb`dihn bgodl
bjvdl kjeuądl utjċdŨth" Pvg vrgkg gsgsjv`d su fumbj kjtrdnd
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6=1 SHSH D BH@DP]D
bgulvhtnidvje Fgmrdb`h. d bdig kbjej prjŨnj h jbd su utvrmdnd
prvj tj mh ig rgċ j svgŨtgbdou d. mruej. mh ig bgohmh thi ċjvgo
bhvrhąhj u bidljvg zhtvjrg" Phmh su zbhnd mh dkhiu pjsnh s
kjbsdbijrjk Liujk J—Anhgrtdigk"
Fumuąd mh ku ig fgzfgmbjst fdnh zhihkċgbh svg mjo bg
bhpuŨth tgrdtjrdiu Qhtdohbh. J—Anhgrtd fd sg thoj vrzkhj pj
rgku Fhzdndog sv" Sgtrh ċgohiuąd mh ku prdmu Igvrgid. rhtbd
hrjfnigbd`d d jsthnd fgeub`d" Bgkhċod vjibd`d ojid su sthihnd
bh mrueji strhbd treh ngpj su kjend mh eh vdmg. hnd su. Ũtj ig
Ohpngr ig sojvhj pnhb mh pjŨhnig
mvjid`u Egsthpjvdl fhtdbhŨh u Qhtdohb
sh zhmhtojk mh ulvhtg J—Anhgrtdih. dzvuou eh dzvhb phpsoje erhmh d ufdiu
bh ndgu kgsth"
pjsgfbj vhŲbj. dstj thoj mjfrj. ph d fjnig. kjend mh eh vdmg d
jbd ojidkh ig fdnh pjtrgfbh bigejvh pjkją" Ohm fd sg pjihvdnd.
J—Anhgrtd fd dl prgvjmdj prgoj treh. dzvhb vdmjorueh bh`dsth.
ph orjz erjfnig d thoj mj Bgkhċog Ũojng"
Igmbg vgċgrd. J —Anhgrtdiu ig prdŨhj igmhb Igvrgidb d mhjku nhbh` jm mstje znhth" Jb d bigejvh Ųgbh. rgohj ig
gvrgidb. trgfh svhoje ċhsh mh fumu ulhpŨgbd d jmvgmgbd
u ojb`gbtrh`djbd njejr. hnd jb Ųgnd fhrgk bidljvje
sgmkjejmdŨbige sdbh mh sphsg jm skrtd u ehsbji ojkjrd"
Ynhtbd nhbh` ig. thoj ig rgċgbj svgŨtgbdou. trgfhnj mh pjmkdrd
rjŨojvg mgċhojvje uzehihbih" J—Anhgrtd ig uzgj nhbh`. bhŨhj
mgċhoh d shċuvhj eh jm jphsbjstd" Pgk tjeh. mgċhojvdk
rjmdtgnidkh bhfhvdj ig nhŲbg mjoukgbtg. d jbd su kjend kdrbj
mh jsthbu u Vdku" Sj jojbċhbiu Mrueje svgtsoje rhth.
J—Anhgrtd ig vrhtdj sdbh khi`d d j`u + h uz sdbh d jbhi muehċodznhtbd nhbh`"
S N H B Y H L Q H ] H B I G J ] N H G V ] D I H
Bh`dstd su. rhzuknidvj. shkj ċgohnd trgbutho ohm ąg J—Anhgrtd
bgjprgzbj dsojrhċdtd dzvhb kgmh Qhtdohbh. ph mh eh ulhpsg
nd ufdiu" Bdsu. kgmutdk. dkhnd u vdmu kjb sdbijrjvj ukgąg
prgruŨhvhbih. h jb sg prgruŨhvhj ohm ejm fd dz Qhtdohbh
znhzdj u Vdk" Igmbjeh mhbh jfuohj fd sg ohj ċdsthċ und`h.
utrhmhb fd sg khsodrhj u ohshpdbh. h bhrgmbje mhbh u
jfdċbje rhzbjshċh rjfg" Pvg tj dznumdvhnj ig puojvbdoh
Lgrfgrth Ohpngrh. Ũgah Egsthpjh u Vdku. jphsbje ċjvgoh ojid
g svjidk vjibd`dkh mhj jmrgŨgbg ruog. ph ċho d bhrgmdvhj mh
kuċg d ufdihiu prdphmbdog jtpjrh" Ohpngr ig d shk prdkgtdj mh
ig J —Anhgrtd rgtoh ptd`h ojiu ig tgŨoj ulvhtdtd. ph ig zhtj svjidk
niumdkh bhnjŲdj mh eh mrŲg pjm bgprgsthbjk prdskjtrjk"
H J—Anhgrtd ig fdj ċjvgo ojid ig nhoj zhphmhj zh joj9
vdsjo. sonhmbj erhmgb. Ũdrjodl rhkgbh? thi drsod kjbsdbijr
svjigvrgkgbj ig fdj uspgŨhb fjosgr hkhtgr. d tj sg bh bigku
shsvdk mjfrj vdmgnj" Igmbjk sg. thoj. Ohpngru uċdbdnj mh
ig ojbhċbj mjlhohj J—Anhgrtdiu ohm ig bhngtgj bh bigeh s
erupjk egsthpjvh`h ojid su sg. bg `hsgm ċhsh. mhnd u pjtgru
zh Dr`gk" Dspjsthvdnj sg. kgmutdk. mh ig J —Anhgrtd ldtrjbje.
thoj mh bdsu stdend mh eh ulvhtg prg bgej Ũtj ig zhkhohj
zh ohpdiu Phbth Khrdig Khmjrg. ojih ig fdnh u vnhsbdŨtvu
Vdkjohtjnd`og `rovg. Ũtj ąg rgąd mh vjisoh tu bdig dkhnh
prdstuph" Mruejk igmbjk zejmjk. J—Anhgrtd ig fjrhvdj u
mvjr`u ojid ig mrŲhj prdb` Adndpj Mjrdih Shkadnd. ojid ig. dbhċg.
adbhbsdrhj Drċgvg sphsdnhċog pjmulvhtg. ohmh sg. dzbgbhmh. tjzmhbig bhŨnj pjm jpshmjk PP igmdbd`h" J—Anhgrtd ig strċhj u
pjmruk. emg su uprhvj u tjk trgbutou dz ohkdjbh dstjvhrhnd
uehni. mh sbhfmgiu prdb`h zh zdku"
F G O P ] Q J D Y ] V H S H
Gsgsjv`dkh ig khnj bgmjsth ihnj mh eh sg mjċgphiu. d J—Anhgrtd
ig kjrhj mh rgheuig bhifrŲg Ũtj ig kjehj" PvgŨtgbu ohpu
d jmgŲmu bheurhj ig u mŲho zh uehni. pjsuj sg uenigbjk
prhŨdbjk jm enhvg mj pgtg thoj mh eh bd rjmgbh khioh bg fd
prgpjzbhnh. ph prgfh`dj mŲho prgoj rhkgbh d dspgj sg bhpjnigorjz jtvjrgb trhp. emg su mj thmh ufh`dvhnd uehni" Gsgsjv`d
ojid su sthihnd tu. rhzvrsthbd u mvg ojnjbg. shkj su uzkhond.
bg Ųgngąd mh uprnihiu ubdajrkg hoj sg thi vdsjod. jehrhvnigbd
ċjvgo snuċhibj u prjnhzu jthrg j bidl. h jb ig shkj dŨhj
svjidk putgk. bglhibj. prhvj oh ohkdjbu ojidk ig uehni
mjprgk nigb. p hrodrhbjk ojm ohpdig mvjr`h" SjŨtj sg jmvgzhj
mj jfndŲbig `rovg. J—Anhgrtd sg ukdj. prgsvuohj d sthvdj ohpu
bh enhvu. ph sg vrhtdj u Qhtdohb" BgŨtj ohsbdig tgngajbjk sg
ihvdj prdb`u. mstj mh sg uvgrd mh su jb d bigejvh pjrjmd`h
mjfrj" Pvg ig fdnj u bhifjnigk rgmu. h puojvbdo Ohpngr ig +dzvgstdj ig prdb` kjbsdbijrh + odptgj jm fgsh"
Jċhihb vgą. Ohpngr ig sojvhj pnhb9 pjsnhj ig mvjid`u
fhtdbhŨh dz rgmjvh Egsthpjh sh spg`dihnbdk zhmhtojk mh
ulvhtg J—Anhgrtdih d jmvuou eh dzvhb erhbd`h Qhtdohbh. ph
mh eh thkj. bh ndgu kgsth. ufdiu" Pvh srgąh tg su J—Anhgrtjvd
pjkhehm bh vrgkg jtordnd pnhb" Ďgtvjrd`h prdphmbdoh
vhtdohbsog Pvhi`hrsog ehrmg prgsrgnh su bgsumgbg ufd`g d
dsprgfdihnh dl" Ohpngru bdohmh bdig pjŨnj zh ruojk mh ulvhtd
J—Anhgrtdih. ojid ig prgŲdvgj Mrued svgtsod rht" SrgŲdvgj eh ig.
dstdbh. d Ohpngr. hnd u zhtvjru u Ehgtd. bh mruku Ũtj vjmd jm
Vdkh mj Bhpunih. d tj ohj rhtbd znjmbh` jsumgb bh mjŲdvjtbu
rjfdiu" Igmbjk kgsgċbj. dz ejmdbg u ejmdbu. Ohpngr ig
prdkhj dstje pjsgtdj`h + kjb sdbijrh Liuh J—Anhgrtdih"
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 6=5
N i u t d p r j t d v b d o
Liuh J—Anhgr t d ih .
Lgrfgr t Ohp ng r .
ċ g n b d o b g k h ċ o g
t h i b g p j n d ` d ig u
Vdku. mjnhz d bh
suĘgb ig 84=< "
ejm dbg " Jsumgb ig
bh mjŲ dvj tbu rjf d iu .
h n d i g ukhohj d z
zh tvjrh 8455"
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SHSH D BH@DP]D
+"""9
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 6=4
Bhpjsngtou ig J —Anhgrtd. ejmdbg 84 74. orstdj Ohpngrh u
Vdkjohtjndċoji `rovd" Ohpngrh ig 8455" ejmdbg + fjnjvhj ig
thmh jm rhoh d dkhj svgeh =< odnjerhkh + u vgndoji tjrfd dz
Ehgtg u Bgkhċou prjordiukċhrdnh suprueh Hbgndzg" Wkrj ig
bhrgmbg ejmdbg"
Sj zhvrŨgtou rhth. 84=7. kjbsdbijr J—Anhgrtd prdkdj ig
frjibh prdzbhbih zh svjiu sphsdnhċou mgnhtbjst. pjrgm jsthnje
d hkgrdċod Jrmgb snjfjmg sh srgfrbjk phnkjk. mjo eh ig
n`rhni MŲjrmŲ Q D prjdzvgj u zhpjvgmbdoh Frdthbsoje `hrstvh
,@FG$" D mrŲhvh Dzrhgn jmhnh ig J—Anhgrtdiu prdzbhbig ohj
igmb jk jm ‒prhvgmbdoh kgmu bhrjmdkh&? jvj zvhbig mhvhbj
MrŲhvh Dzrhgn jmhnh ig J—Anhgrtdiu
prdzbhbig ohj igmbjk jm ‒prhvgmbdoh
kgmu bhrjmdkh&" ]j zvhbig mhvhbj ig bgigvrgidkh ojid su pjkhehnd Igvrgidkh
zh vrgk g Mrueje svgtsoje rhth"
ig bgigvrgidk h ojid su pjk hehnd Igvrgidkh zh vrgkg Mrueje
svgtsoje rhth" SjŨtj ig prgtrpgj iho kjŲmhbd umhr. J—Anhgrtd
sg 8413" pjvuohj u mjk svjig sgstrg u jorueu Ogrd. u Drsoji.
emg ig d ukrj trd ejmdbg ohsbdig"
D ohrmdbhnd su u Dthndid shkjprgejrbj rhmdnd bh sphshvhbiuŲdvjth" Ohrmdbhn Sigtrj Fjgtj dz Mgbjvg sphshj ig. prdkgrh
rhmd. bhikhbig jshk stjtdbh dzfgend`h" Fdsoup Muzgpd Bdojndbd
dz Hsdzdih pubg mvg ejmdbg ordj ig joj trdsth Igvrgih" Mvjid`h
pjtjbidl phph. bhsngmbdoh Sdih \DD. thojmg su prguzgnd bh
sgfg rdzdo d pjkjend Igvrgidkh. hnd d jsthndkh mh sg dzfhvg dz
bh`dstdċodl ohbmŲd" Igmhb jm tdl `rovgbdl vgndojmjstjibdoh fdj
ig ohrmdbhn Hbmgnj Vjbohnd . pjtjbid phph Ijvhb \\DDD . h mrued
ohrmdbhn Mjvhbd Kjbtdbd ,ohsbdig phph Shvng QD$" Jfjid`d su
pjbumgbg bherhmg zh tj Ũtj su sphshvhnd Igvrgig. hnd su d igmhb
d mrued bherhmu jmfdnd" Kjbtdbd ig dznjŲdj d rhznjeg zh thovujmnuou
Wċdbdj shk shkj jbj stj kd ig fdnh muŲbjst" Pgk tjeh. pjstuphj shk dsoniuċdvj pj bhrgĘgbidkh Pvgtjeh j`h ,Sdih \DD$" Yh tj bdoj bg zhsnuŲuig jrmgb"
Mrued igmhb vgndojmjstjibdo Vdkjohtjndċog `rovg. ohrmdbhn
Sigtrj Shnh`dbd. prdkdj ig 84<7" prdzbhbig mrŲhvg Dzrhgn ohj
‒prhvgmbdo kgmu bhrjmdkh&. d tj zh mjprdbjs u pjkjąd
Igm db d `g k u n t d bh` djbh nbg s hvgzb d ċog Sg tg hrk d i g u nhzg u V dk . ohj
js njfjm dj` d . ċg t v r tje i ubh 84==" ejm dbg "
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73 SHSH D BH@DP]D
sphshvhbiu Igvrgih u rhtjk rhstrzhbji Gvrjpd" Yh vrgkg
vgċhbjstd u Ih m QhŨgku. igrushndksn>jk kgkjrdihnbjk
gbtru pjsvgągbjk Ųrtvhkh ljnjohusth. jb ig. kgmutdk.
orgbuj phŲbiu bh tj mh ‒zhsnueg u pjtpubjstd prdphmhiu
iu \DD. ojid bhk ig bhnjŲdj mh `dbdkj svg Ũtj kjŲgkj
hoj fdskj Igvrgig dzfhvdnd prjejbh&" Srj`gbiuig sg mh ig joj13"33 3 Igvrgih sphsgbj zhlvhniuiuąd rhzbdk dbd`dihtdvhkh dzh
jidl ig sthihj phph Sdig \DD"
Oniuċbh Sdigvh unjeh u tji mhngojsgŲbji kdsdid sphshvhbih
rthvh bh`dzkh bhenhŨhvhbh ig u vdsg bhvrhth. ohm ejm fd
vjk pjbtdau prdzbhbig jmhvhng vjmg igvrgisoje bhrjmh. hnd
prgmsgmbd`d d prgkdigrd mrŲhvh. pjtjbid pjbtdad d fgzfrjibg
ċbjstd ojig su. prgvhsljmbj. Ųgngng mh dsohŲu zhlvhnbjst.
d dstj thoj d u obidehkh d bjvdbsodk ċnhb`dkh pjsvgągbdk
vji tgkd" Phzbhbig mh ig phph sphshj ldnihmg Igvrgih d jsthndl
zfgend`h bhvgnj ig Hnfgrth HibŨthibh. svgtsod prdzbhtje
igvrgisoje bhuċbdoh. dbhċg hebjstdoh. mh prjkgbd kdŨnigbig
j Vdkjohtjndċoji `rovd d phpstvu" W bgohmh rhvbjmuŨbjk
HibŨthibu prjfumdng su sg bhigmbjk ‒sdnbh bhonjbjst d
mdvnigbig. igr shkj ig @rovh dkhnh lrhfrjstd d dstrhibjstd mh
sg zhnjŲd zh dstdbu ojiu bhnhŲg rhzuk d snjfjmu ojiu zhltgvh
kjrhn&" Sj kbjedkh bhivgąd ojkpndkgbt. kgmutdk. Sdig \DDprdkdj ig jm Dzrhgnh Yjndih. enhvbje rhfdbh rdksoje. ojid ig fdj
tjndoj dkprgsdjbdrhb phpdbdk shjsgąhbigk d lrhfrjŨąu mh ig
84=7" prdkdj ohtjndċou vgru"
Srj`gbiuig sg mh ig joj <13"333
Igvrgih sphsgbj zhlvhniuiuąd rhzbdk
dbd`dihtdvhkh dzh ojidl ig sthihj phph
Sdig \DD"
N I H E H P G ] G ţ O J P S D V H
H jpgt. uprojs svdk mjohzdkh. ph d sojrhŨbidk pjouŨhidkh
mh sg phph Sdig ohbjbdzuig. spdsho jptuŲfd ojidkh sg tgrgtd
jvhi pjbtda d mhnig sg prjŨdruig. ph thoj kbjed d mhbhs
mjvjmg u pdthbig bigejvu skgnjst. kjrhnbu pjstjihbjst d
shjsgąhibjst" Dbtgrbgt prjstj vrvd jm thovdl jptuŲfd. h kbjeg
kgmu bidkh srjċgbg su igzdojk krŲbig" Igmhb ordtdċhr
ig. thoj. ..bgmgnh„ jvje phpg jovhndadojvhj ohj u tji kgrd
zhstrhŨuiuąh mh ig. pj bigku. d Sdig \DD kjrhj mh sg bhmg
bh jptuŲgbdċoji onupd u Bdrbfgreu 84=7*=1. rhkg uz rhkg
s mvhmgsgt d igmbdk rhtbdk znjċdb`gk dz rgmjvh bh`dsth"
Mrued ig pho dzbgj uvgrgbig mh ig zh pjerjk Ũgst kdndjbh
Igvrgih . ċgtdr d kdndjbh @dehbh. trd kdndjbh ohtjndoh d bgfrjigbg
mrueg Ųrtvg ojig ig jmbgj Mrued svgtsod rht phph Sdig \DD
jmejvjrhb dstj ojndoj d Hm jna Ldtngr d mrued bh`dstd" Ejmdbg
633<. thċbj pjnh vgoh pjsng phpdbg skrtd. u igmbji bjvji
obidzd pjsvgągbji bigejvdk pjstup`dkh zh vrgkg Mrueje
svgtsoje rhth. Ldtngrjv njvhċod phs. j pjbtdau sg ejvjrd ohj j
ċjvgou ‒prgsnhfjk& mh sg usprjtdvd Adrgru d sprgċd ‒prjphst
Igvrgih&" Niheu. ojih sg d mhb+mhbhs fh`h. bdig nhoj sprhtd sh
dkgbh Sdih \DD"
Dzrhgn Yjn d . enhvbd rhfdb Vdkh , ngvj$. Ũhn ig pjsgfbu pjruou
Igvrg i dkh `g nje sv gth u rhm d isojk prgbjsu dz r dksog
Qgn dog s dbhejeg 08" iu nh 84=="
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SHSH D BH@DP]D 678
pjojigb d phph S d ig \D D ngŲ d u mvjr`u Ehbmjn aj 4 " jo tjfrh 847<" ejm dbg" Phlrhb igb ig u Qht dohbso dk pgą dbhkh. dspjm Fhz d n dog svgtje Sgt rh .
kgmu erjfjv dkh jsth n dl phph"
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Jm ċdthvg pngihmg phph ojig su bidljvd suphkd`d u fjrfd zh Pvgtu stjnd u
trjvhnd. svrehvhnd dnd shohtdnd u rhbjk srgmbigk vgou. ph mj spjkg bgutrhnbjstd
phpg Sdih \DD u vrgkg Mrueje svgtsoje rhth + obideh Krhċbh dstjrdih phph
rhzjtordvh prgerŨt sohbmhnh d thibd pjbtdah" Sjrgm jsthnje. jvh obideh jtordvhsngmgąg9
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