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gakveTilebi ukve dawyebuli iyo,derefnebSi Camomdgar siCumes ki, misiazriT, swored rom Zalian mouxdebo-da karis avismomaswavebeli Wriali, anwylis wveTebis monotonuri wanwkari,rogorc saSinelebaTa filmebSiaxolme. idga direqtoris kabinetiskarTan, kedels udardelad miyrdno-boda da Tavisuflad esmoda, rogorumeorebda direqtori moTminebiT daTavazianad dedamiss: _ gasagebia davwuxvarT, rom stresul mdgomareoba-Sia, gisamZimrebT mTeli guliT, magramsamwuxarod Tqvens Svils skolaSi veR-ar davtovebT. dedamisma gaubedavadSesTavaza: _ zarali rom avanazRau-roT? im fardebs kidev Tavad movitan-diT, rac iyo, imaze ukeTess... aq Secba,radgan mixvda _ uxerxulad gamouvi-da, fardebi rom dauwuna skolas dadireqtorsac wyena daetyo xmaSi: _ rasvizamT, qalbatono, dizainers ver mov-iwvevT xolme, magram rogori farde-bic ar unda ekidos, bavSvma ar undawaukidos cecxli, Tu normaluria. aqdireqtoric mixvda, uneburad Svilirom gamoulanZRa qals da uxerxulo-bis dasafarad mtkiced da gadawyveti-lad mouWra: _ Tqvens Svils Cvens sko-laSi veRar gavaCerebT samwuxarod, dasaerTodac, arsebobs specialuriskolebi problematuri bavSvebi-sTvis... siCume Camovarda, biWi kidevidga derefanSi da cdilobda, war-moedgina, ra jandaba iyo es „special-uri~ skola, aTasgvar fantasmagoriulsuraTebs Cmaxavda warmosaxvaSi da er-Tob xalisobda, radgan sul ar awuxeb-da skolidan gadasvla. uceb gaigo,rogor amoskda dedamiss nawyvet-naw-yvet, qviTinnarevi xmiT: _ mesame sko-las icvlis ukve, or TveSi mesame sko-las! da mere direqtoris wynari pasux-ic moeyura: _ vwuxvar da viziareb,qalbatono, magram verafriT dagex-marebiT.

* * *dilauTenia gavida saxlidan,

WiSkari frTxilad gaixura da gauyvagzas. gascda sofels, patara nakadul-Tan SeCerda da guldasmiT SearCia saT-evzaod gamosadegi grZeli da sworilerwami; Semdeg motexa, mxarze gaidoda gascda nakadulsac, unapirod ga-daSlil, gadaxriokebul mdeloebsSeuyva. sadRac iqiT, gorakebis miRmaaxsovda patara tba, sadac mamam waiy-vana erTi-orjer da Tevzaobas aswav-lida, miuxedavad imisa, rom biWs amazesuleluri da mosawyeni saqmianoba areguleboda. gza xom ar SemeSalao _fiqrobda, magram cota xanSi moSore-biT gamoTeTrebuli miwis zoli SeamC-nia, naTovlariviT rom moCanda da iqiTgaeSura: icoda, tbidan gamomaval pa-tara arxs waadgeboda male, mariliannapirebSi moqceuls; tbaSic da arxSic

momlaSo wyali idga da wvimianobisJams, rodesac diddeboda da napirebslaxavda, aseT TeTr zolebs tovebda,romlis salokavad turebi modiodnenxolme Sebindebulze da gauTavebladgahkiodnen. adre, mamasTan erTad romdadioda am gzaze, turebis sul ar eS-inoda, axla ki horizonti yuradRebiTmoaTvaliera: udaburi velebi gadaS-liliyo yvelgan da iolad SeamCnevdaraimes, moZravs. male arxsac miadga damis gverdiT, patara biliks Cauyva. amdros pirdapir misken, bilikze momava-li uzarmazari cxoveli SeamCnia daSiSisgan gaacia. erTxans idga da gama-lebuli fiqrobda, sad damaluliyo,magram garSemo arc xe moCanda arsad,arc buCqi. bolos arxSi Sevarda, dabalwyalSi tansacmlianad Cawva da cxov-els miaCerda. maleve mixvda, es ConCx-iviT gamxdari da Zlivs molaslase ar-seba ZaRli rom gaxldaT da cota damS-vidda, radgan qveyanaze yvelaze metadZaRlebi uyvarda, magram cofian da avZaRlebzec smenoda bevri, amitom ga-nagrZobda Tbil dinebaSi wolas daZaRls uTvalTvalebda. ZaRli biWsgausworda da napirze dagdebuli Can-Ta da lerwmis joxi safuZvlianaddaynosa. Semdeg Tavi nela moatriala,pirdapir biWs Sexeda sawyali, gatan-juli mzeriT da biWma instinqturadigrZno, rom aq misTvis cudi aravissurda, rom safrTxe ar iyo, magrammainc eWviT aTvalierebda alag-alagbalangacvenil, ConCxadqceul didyviTel ZaRls, zogan koStebad rommouCanda tanze raRac, Savi yurZnismarcvlebiviT. bolos gadawyvita gzagaegrZelebina. wylidan amoZvra,ZaRls frTxilad miuaxlovda,swrafad wamokrifa Tavisi CanTa dalerwmis joxi da biliks gauyva, Tandrodadro ukan ixedeboda. male dar-wmunda, aravin rom ar mosdevda da mS-vidad gaagrZela gza tbisken.

* * *_ arc ise iSviaTi ramaa Cvens praq-

tikaSi. gardatexis periodSi myof fsi-qikaSi, cameti wlis asakSi mZime stresiaranormatiul, da xSirad agresiulgamovlinebas provocirebs xolme.amiT mozardi qvecnobierad cdilobsim SiSTan winaaRmdegobas, im gaurkvev-lobisgan ganTavisuflebas, rasac mas-Si stresis Semdgomi gancdebi iwvevs...Tqveni biWis SemTxvevaSi saxeze gvaqvsaSkarad gamoxatuli piromania, racerTi mxriv gasagebi da Sedegobrivia,radgan misi stresi swored cecxlTanasocirdeba, magram meore mxriv dasa-fiqrebelia, radgan aseT dros, ki arunda uyvardes, ase TavdaviwyebiT ki arunda mieltvodes cecxlis als, aramedpiriqiT: unda eSinodes. Tumca, arcimas gamovricxav, swored SiSi romaRZravs aseT ukuRmarT ltolvas, misi

xasiaTis specifikidan, Tavad biWissulieri struqturidan gamomdinare.gamudmebuli meTvalyureoba da frTx-ili midgomaa am dros saWiro, bavSvssamudamod rom ar dauziandes fsiqi-ka. garemos Secvlac ar awyenda droe-biT, SedarebiT wynar adgilas, sadmesofelSi yofna, bunebasTan siaxlove...

biWi oTaxSi ijda, iqaurobas inter-esiT aTvalierebda da meore oTaxidanviRac saTvaliani, meloti kacis lapar-aks usmenda, romlis inCibinCic ver gae-go. arc is kaci hgavda eqims da arcoTaxi _ eqimis kabinets, rogoricskolebSi iyo xolme. Cveulebrivi sacx-ovrebeli saxlis ieri hqonda aqau-robas da biWi xvdeboda, rom moatyues,roca frTxilad Seapares _ eqimTanunda wavideTo. es gauTavebeli lolia-vic ukvirda, rasac mis mimarT iCendayvela bolo xanebSi, da Zalian aRiz-ianebda, sibraluliT rom aTva-lierebdnen axloblebi da ojaxiswevrebi. Tavad Rrmad iyo darwmunebu-li, rom araferi sWirda. sWirda ki ara,piriqiT: moswonda is gambedaoba daTavzexelaRebis netari SegrZneba, man-amde saerTod rom ar hqonda daswored im ambis Semdeg gauCnda. mok-led, arc ise cudad grZnobda Tavs damarto dedamisi ecodeboda, crem-liani TvalebiT rom Semohyurebdasul, da iqiT anugeSebda: _ kargad var,de, araferi mWirs, nu geSinia. dedaskidev biWis xelisken, TiTebSi swrafadda nerviulad aTamaSebul sanTebelazegadahqonda mzera, romelic aTasjergadaumala ukve, Tumca isev SoulobdabiWi saidanRac da cdilobda, yve-lasTvis SeumCnevlad etarebina jibiT,magram Tavisda uneburad kvlav xelSigadaitanda xolme da TiTebSi atri-alebda.

* * *tbis napiras didi, yviTeli ZaRli

iwva, Tavi TaTebSi Caergo da biWisTevzaobas adevnebda Tvals. biWi mux-lamde wyalSi idga da sul amaod mis-Cereboda tivtivas _ ar modiodaTevzi. tbis napirebzec da garSemoc,sadac Tvali miuwvdeboda, adamianisWaWani ar iyo, marto sadRac SorsmoCanda asanTis kolofiviT mindorzembobRavi traqtori, Savi kvamlis qule-bi rom asdioda. drodadro ZaRls gaxe-davda da Tumca is erTob mSvidobianadgamoiyureboda, maincdamainc ar Cqar-obda napirze gasvlas. albaT hgonia,Tevzs vuwiladeb. albaT sxva me-Tevzeebsac ase elis xolme napirze _fiqrobda biWi. bolos SiSveli beWebiZalian aewva da mtkiced gadawyvita,sadme lelqaSebis Crdils Sefareboda,sanam mze Subistars gadascdeboda dacota mainc moakldeboda Zala. mot-rialda da uceb ZaRlis gverdiTCacucquli, Sortebiani da biWiviT

welszemoT SiSveli, wvergabanjgvlu-li kaci dainaxa. napirze gasvla gada-ifiqra da kaci eWviT SeaTvaliera.saidan gaCnda, me amis. saidan moaxlov-da, Tvali rom ver movkari am udabnoSi_ fiqrobda da sul ufro undobladuyurebda kacs. mere iqve balaxzemigdebuli ankesi SeamCnia da cotadamSvidda. Tevzaobs esec _ daaskvnada isev Setrialda, tivtiva moisrolawyalSi.

_ Senia ZaRli? _ moesma napiridan._ araa Cemi, arxTan amekida, _ ukan-

mouxedavad upasuxa biWma.erTxans siCumes mxolod bayayebis

yiyini arRvevda da mere isev moesma:_ codoa._ xo, avadaa albaT, _ gaexmiana

biWi._ SeWamen eseni, Tu ar mixeda vin-

mem, _ Tqva kacma.biWs gaaJrJola:_ turebi?_ ara, tkipebi, _ gaecina kacs.biWs gaukvirda, moixeda da dainaxa,

kaci ZaRls Txilisodena Sav marcvlebsrom aZrobda tanidan, ZaRli ki Cumadwkmutunebda, tkioda albaT.

_ tkipaa ega? mec davunaxe raRacaSavebi, _ interesiT hkiTxa biWma, TangrZnobda, nel-nela rogor uqrebodaundobloba.

_ magitomaa ase ConCxiviT, mTelsisxls da Zalas tkipebi aclian, _auxsna kacma da moulodnelad See-kiTxa:

_ saidan xar?biWi erTxans dafiqrda, raime xom ar

movigonoo, magram am sicxeSi daezarawarmosaxvis gaSla da pirdapir moax-sena:

_ qalaqidan gadmovedi sacxovre-blad. aq unda viswavlo awi.

kaci ZaRls moeSva da biWi interes-iT SeaTvaliera:

_ xoo? mec qalaqidan gadmovedi.Sen raRatom gadmoxvedi da saer-

Tod, vin jandaba xaro _ kinaRamhkiTxa, magram enas kbili daaWira. sular mkidia, vinaa da ratom gadmovida?_ dairwmuna Tavi da Tevzaoba gaagr-Zela, Tumca tivtiva isev gaunZrevladegdo wyalSi.

saaTze metxans idga ase da bolosZalian daiRala, Camojdoma mounda.arc Tevzi uaxlovdeboda satyuaras.xandaxan napirisken ixedeboda, sadackaci kvlav moTminebiT da dauRalavadaclida ZaRls tkipebs. biWma tivtivaamoiRo, napirisken gaswia da moulod-nelad wyalSi Caemxo pirqve: verc kiSeamCnia, ise Cafluliyo muxlamdeSlamSi. swrafad wamoxta darcxvenilida kacs gaxeda, magram is isev xmagauRe-blad agrZelebda Tavis saqmianobas.biWma gadawyvita, ver SemamCniao albaT,da napirze gavida.

_ Caefali, xom? _ ubralod,gauRimeblad Tqva kacma, _ egre icisTevzaobam.

_ rais Tevzaobam, veraferi davi-Wire, _ xeli Caiqnia biWma da ZaRlisgverdiT Cacucqda isic.

_ ras daiWerdi, am tbaze aRaraaTevzi kai xania, _ gaecina kacs.

biWs gaukvirda:_ aba, ankesi ro gaqvs Senc? _ Tan

enaze ikbina, TqvenobiT unda mimemar-Tao, magram ratomRac asakobriv zR-vars ver grZnobda maT Soris, da saer-Todac, sul ufro da ufro moswonda.

kaci ZaRls SeeSva da auxsna:_ Tevzaoba miyvars, Torem ise ver

vitan Tevzs._ aha, gasagebia, _ Cailaparaka bi-

Wma, Tumca verafers mixvda. mere ZaRlsgaubedavad Seuyo xeli balanSi, erTmsxvil tkipas waavlo xeli, gaacala dazizRiT moisrola tbaSi. ZaRlma xeligauloka.

* * *modioda xriokze, wyurviliT piri

uSreboda, Tan Sioda da dedis gakeTe-bul civ ajafsandals da koka-kolebiT gamotenil macivars natrob-da. uceb gaRma seridan turis kiviliSemoesma da ganuyreli sanTebela in-

lukabaqaniZe

gzaze ZaRli modioda

3literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi30 noemberi - 13 dekemberi 2018 prozastinqturad moisinja jibeSi, TumcaCanTaSic egdo saTadarigo. amasobaSieul turas sxva turebic ahyvnen damTeli horizonti akivlda TiTqos. bi-Wma iqve Soriaxlos, mzisgan gamomxmariramdenime dabali buCqi SeniSna.swrafad mivida, buCqebTan Caicucqa daxelis kankaliT Seecada sanTebliTcecxli moekidebina, magram qariZlierdeboda da sanTebela uqreboda.bolos, rogorc iqna, gaukida tots daqarmac nel-nela jer xmel balaxs, daSemdeg sxva buCqebs gadasdo ali, far-To koconi gaCaRda da biWs SiSi gauqra.koconis Soriaxlos fexi moirTxa daals miaCerda: buCqebi da balaxiswrafad iwvoda da didxans ver gaZleb-da koconi, male Caqreboda. biWi fexzewamodga da gzas gaxeda: iqneb is me-Tevzec aqeT modiso, magram kacisWaWani ar iyo arsad. amasobaSi cecxliTandaTan qreboda, mzec horizontsuaxlovdeboda, biWma ki icoda, ture-bi swored mosaRamoebulze rom mouax-lovdebodnen arxs. isic icoda,turaze mSiSara cxoveli rom ar arse-bobda, magram babuis monayolic kar-gad axsovda _ zamTarSi Tavis yazar-maSi mimavali mTvrali jariskaciSeWameso turebma am mindvrebze. ucebSeamCnia, ymuili rom aRar ismoda. avis-momaswavebeli siCume idga, marto qaridahqroda velebze da nacecxlarzeadenil TeTr kvamls aqeT-iqiT fantav-da. Semdeg zemoT aixeda da dainaxa,rogor swrafad faravda cas nacr-isferi Rrubeli, romelSic xandaxanelva kvesavda. biWma CanTa aiRo, lerw-mis joxs Zua moxsna da Seinaxa, joxi kidatova iqve da gzas gauyva. quxili sulufro da ufro mkafiod eyureboda,ukve zed TavzemoT, da wvimis pirveliwveTebic daeca. midioda swrafad dadrodadro ukan ixedeboda imediT:damemgzavroso iqneb vinme, an is wver-gaburZgnili tipi, an Tundac yviTeliZaRli mainc gamoCndeso sadme. am drosiqauroba dResaviT ganaTda, haerSiozonis suni datrialda da maleve ise-Ti iquxa, rom biWi gzaze Caicucqa daTavze xelebi waifara. qalaqSi arc qux-ils aqcevda yuradRebas da arcqariSxals, CarTavda kompiuters daTamaSobda, magram aq, am udabur mde-loebze sxvagvarad iyo saqme, arc TavS-esafari moCanda sadme da biWs cxovre-baSi pirvelad ewvia martoobis damiusafrobis gancda, da umweobisgancremlebi moawva yelSi. amasobaSi kok-ispirulma wvimamac dascxo da midio-da mTlad galumpuli, xandaxan fexsac-melze akrul talaxis koStebs daiber-tyavda da isev midioda. uceb gorak-idan gamoCrili, gadaWrili navTob-sadeni mili SeamCnia da iqiT gaeSura.miuaxlovda, SeaTvaliera, bolos ki-deze xeli waavlo da SigniT SeZromasSeecada, magram svel rkinaze xeli vermoikida da Zirs moadina bragvani. bedsar Serigebia, meoredac scada daamjerad mizans miaRwia, milSi SeZvrada SigniT myudrod mokalaTda.

* * *deda samsaxurSi iyo; mama, rogorc

yovelTvis, sardafSi Cxirkedelaobdada biWma dro ixelTa, saabazanoSi Sevi-da da saSxapis gverdiT kedelzemimagrebul did gazis gamaTbobels _„kalonkas~ miadga, qveSidan brtyel-tuCa Seuyo, karga xnis win SegulebuliWanWiki moxsna da jibeSi Caido, Tan gul-dasmiT Seamowma raime xom ar ziandebo-da, magram gazis milebi sul sxva mxri-dan Sedioda da gamodioda, am WanWikisgarda ki misi msgavsi ramdenime WanWikimoCanda gamaTbobelze da biWi Rrmadiyo darwmunebuli, rom erTi WanWiki Tudaakldeboda am gaugebar meqanizms,araferi daSavdeboda. Tanac, mis same-gobroSi ukve yvelas arbaleti hqonda,marto TviTon eWira uxeirod naCork-ni, mamamisis mier gakeTebuli mSvild-isari da arbaletis asawyobad sworedaseTi detali aklda marto, romelsacversad miagno da bedze amaswinaT SemTx-veviT gadaawyda gazis gamaTbobelze.saqmes morCa, gamaTbobels xeli

dautyapuna da sruliad damSvidebuliSevida Tavis oTaxSi, WanWiki ujraSiSeinaxa da kompiuters miujda. cotaxanSi gaigo, rogor Semovida mamamisisaxlSi da onkani mouSva. mere biWisoTaxSi Semoixeda da uTxra: _ Sen sulase unda ijde kompiuterTan? gadi ga-reT, naxe, gazafxulis ra mSvenieri amin-dia, gaiar-gamoiare! biWs arc Seuxedavs,ise Cailaparaka: _ xo, kai, gaval mere,_ da TamaSi gaagrZela. mama erTxansdafiqrebuli uyurebda, Semdeg TmaauCeCa: _ wavideT xval saTevzaod? biWiSeyoymanda. Tevzaoba ar exatebodagulze, magram mama uyvarda Zalian daar undoda, ewyeninebina. bolos undi-lad amoRerRa: _ xval onlain Sekrebagvaqvs geimerebs. gegmas vawyobT, bosiunda movklaT xval. Tan mamas gaxedafrTxilad. mama xmagauReblad, sevdi-anad Semohyurebda. mere Cumad Tqva: _aha, bosi unda moklaT eseigi... kibatono,ra gaewyoba, maSin marto waval. biWmauceb warmoidgina wylispirze sul mar-to Camomjdari mama da guli moewura,magram monitorisTvis mainc ar mouSo-rebia Tvali. mama oTaxidan gavida dakarSi TavisTvis Cailaparaka: _ eh, Svi-lo, Senxela rom viyavi... Senxela romviyavi... Tan kari gaixura da gavida. biWsise Sercxva, yurebi gauxurda. wamiTdauZleveli survili moeZala, miegdosadme joestiki, gasuliyo gareT daevlo, sul evlo, evlo, saiTac gaixe-davda, rom mere mamamisiviT, mZime-mZ-imed Semosuliyo saxlSi, Ceqmebze tal-axakruli, koconis kvamlis suniTaqoTebuli, qarSi aqerclili saxiT dahorizontebCamdgari mzeriT... magrammis TiTebs isev joestiki CaebRuja ma-grad da biWma gaifiqra: _ sisulelea.gareT yvelaferi sisulelea. da gaagr-Zela TamaSi.

is-is iyo, kvlav Seiyolia TamaSma dasul gadaaviwya mamamisic da Tevzao-bac, gamayruebeli afeTqebis xma gais-ma, mTeli saxli iZra da biWi raRacZalam win gaisrola. erTxans xaliCazeiyo gaSotili da mere wamodgomas Seec-ada, magram Tavbru daexva, isev muxle-bze CaiCoqa da arwyia. Semdeg moaxerxada nel-nela fexze wamoimarTa, TavisioTaxis kari gamoaRo da imwamsve saxe-Si eca cxeli buRi da mtvris korian-teli. gaurkvevlobam da autanelmaSiSma muxlebi aukankala, Tumca maincganwirulad, bancal-bancaliT daxvelebiT miiwevda sadarbazo karisken.am dros araadamianuri Rriali Semoes-ma da adgils daeyina, lojiisken gaixe-da da gaarCia, sastumro oTaxis dalojiis gamyofi SuSabandi saerTodrom gamqraliyo, saabazanos nacvladki cecxlis kedeli gizgizebda. idga dasizmarSi myofiviT, uazrod, gaunZrev-lad misCereboda cecxls. uceb alSiraRac moZraoba SeniSna da kvlav moes-

ma yuriswamRebi, araadamianuri Rria-li. ma, _ Tqva biWma da SuSis namsx-vrevebiT mofenil iatakze Caikeca. ma,_ daiCurCula isev, sanam gonebasdakargavda.

* * *ramdenjer ucdia, gonebis mTeli

daZabviT, mTeli Tavisi bavSvuri ZaliTramdenjer gamouxmia mexsierebidanraime sxva, nebismieri, an suni, an Tvale-bi, an xelebi _ gamouwelia Zliv-ZlivobiT sadRac Soridan, TiTqosmouaxlovebia kidec, mouwevia sul ax-los, da is iyo, gauCndeboda kanis amx-orklavi rwmena da imedi, is iyo, sadRacgadaikargeboda es yovlis wamlekavidanaSaulis SegrZnebac, romlisganacsawolidan wamodgomac ar undodaxolme biWs, romlisganac, saerTod,arc gainZreoda, moZraobazec ki uarsityoda saerTod, rom ara deda, romara dedamisis sibraluli _ ramden-jerac moiaxlovebda mamamiss isev,cocxals da namdvils, swored am drosamoimarTeboda raRac kedeliviT misiqvecnobieridan da aefareboda yov-els, sadac mama igulisxmeboda, aefare-boda da nel-nela awveboda da Cqmala-vda, miaTrevda sadRac ukuneTSi yve-la mogonebas, amis garda _ am wyeulicecxlis alis garda... arc dedam, arcbebiam da babuam, arc im saTvalianmatipma, Zalian Wkviani rom egona Tavida biWs aTasgvar sisuleleebs ekiTxe-boda _ aravin icoda, biWs rom aRarSeeZlo mamamisis gaxseneba, Tu ara ase,amgvarad: mxolod cecxlSi modiodamama, mxolod cecxlis aliT SeeZlobiWs misi gamoxmoba, sul iolad daTavisuflad...

ca fexad Camodioda, wamdauwumSuaze skdeboda TiTqos mTeli ca, dabiWi milidan xedavda, dResaviT romCaxCaxdeboda drodadro iqauroba.aseT avdars ar gadaswydomia arasodes;qalaquri uwyinari quxili am mexTatex-asTan SedarebiT tualetis bakidan wy-lis CaSvebis xmas hgavda, da aseTi peiza-Jebic apokaliftur saSinelebaTafilmebSi Tu enaxa marto, da eSinodabiWs, civ rkinaze jdomiTac iyinebodada Tavadac ver amCnevda, yovel daqux-ebaze Tavisdauneburad milis siRrme-Si rom CoCdeboda, da rac ufro metadinacvlebda SigniT, miT ufro unelde-boda SiSi da simyudrovis gancda eu-fleboda. sul aRar ixedeboda gareT,sadac milis Semosasvleli mrgvladekida usasrulo wyvdiadSi, sxva plan-etasaviT. sanTebela aanTo da als mis-Cereboda, sanam ar gaxurda sanTebelada TiTebi ar daewva. cota romgagrilda, isev scada anTeba, magramveRar aanTo _ gazi gasTaveboda ukve,meore, saTadarigo sanTebela ki gareTegdo galumpul CanTaSi. bolos oTxze

dadga da xoxviT Seuyva mils sibnele-Si; gorakis siRrmeSi Sedioda, sadacsul ufro dagudulad da yrud aRwev-da xma garedan, da mixoxavda biWi siwy-narisken, simyudrovisken.

_ gamodi gareT! _ moesma ucebZalovani, mkacri da mJReri xma,eqodakruli _ TiTqos uxmobda Tavadsamyaro. biWi gaitruna.

_ gamodi gareT! gamodi gareT!gamodi gareT! _ xma sul ufro Zlier-deboda, mTel mils avsebda da bolosbiWi daemorCila xmas, Semotrialda damils ukan gamouyva xoxviT. gasasvlelsrom miaRwia, mrgval diskoSi wverga-banjgvluli Tavi gaarCia.

_ es xo isaa, _ icno biWma da Ta-vadve gaukvirda, iseTi Sveba igrZno.saWiro yofila adamiani gverdiT, av-darSi. Semdeg milidan Caxta da kinaRamzed daeca did ZaRls.

_ ar gikbens, nu geSinia! _ dauyvi-ra kacma da erTianad galumpul ZaRlsTavze xeli gadausva. ZaRlma kudi gaa-qicina da biWma SeamCnia, rom sul argamoiyureboda ise ubedurad, rogorcdiliT arxTan moCanda. mere kaciSeaTvaliera elvis Suqze. ise arian,gegoneba sadme myudro oTaxSi isxdnenbuxarTan _ gaifiqra biWma da pativis-cema igrZno orives mimarT.

_ Senia, xo? _ kacma sveli CanTamiawoda da mils axeda: _ egreve mivxv-di, aq rom Seefarebodi avdars.

_ xo, simSralea SigniT, _ yviril-iTve upasuxa biWma da gaeRima.

_ kaia xom wvimaSi yvirili? _ mi-uxvda kaci da Tavadac gaeRima, _ arSeiZleba, _ uTxra mere, _ roca quxs,rkinasTan mikareba saSiSia.

biWma cas axeda: _ aq, gareT ufrosaSiSia. weRan davinaxe, mexi rogor Cam-ovarda.

kaci yuradRebiT daakvirda._ dedaCemiviT ro miyurebs, sibra-

luliT _ gaifiqra biWma da brazimoawva.

kacma Tvali aarida da RrmadCaisunTqa ramdenjerme. Semdeg TiTqosTavisTvis Cailaparaka, magram biWmakargad gaigo, rac Tqva:

_ rom ar geSinodes, unda Seiyva-ro.

biWi erTxans naTqvamis gaazrebascdilobda. mere gaubedavad CaekiTxa:

_ vin, ra unda Seviyvaro?_ yvelaferi! _ gauRima kacma da

xelebi farTod gaSala.biWma SeaTvaliera _ xom ar uriki-

nebs, neta? _ gaivlo gulSi.bolos mxneoba moikriba:_ vin xar?_ Seni axali skolis maswavlebeli!

_ sul ubralod, sasxvaTaSorisodupasuxa kacma.

gaognebuli miaCerda._ fu, Seni... _ Seigina gulSi. Sem-

deg gaifiqra: _ mexumreba, albaT.gamomcdelad uyurebda kacs, wvima

rom Camoswurwurebda saxeze da wam-wamebs sasacilod axamxamebda, da Tan-daTan rwmundeboda, rom ar exumre-bodnen.

_ hoo? _ Cailaparaka bolos ux-erxulad da gaukvirda Tavisi simSvide;sul ar gasCenia distancirebis da si-ucxovis gancda, rac aqamde mudam hqon-da pedagogebTan urTierTobisas.

_ ho! _ daemowma kaci da yviTelZaRls drunCze waavlo xeli, gaeTamaSa.

_ fu, Seni! _ wamoscda biWs axlaukve xmamaRla da Secba, gaubedavadgaxeda, magram kacs gauTavebeli elvisSuqze mxiaruli naperwklebi uTamaSeb-da TvalebSi, Semdeg ki veRar moiTminada gemoze gadaixarxara. biWic ahyva.

da modiodnen gzaze kaci, biWi daZaRli. „rom ar geSinodes, unda Seiyva-ro~ _ kacis naTqvamze fiqrobda. kok-ispirulad wvimda, caze wamdauwumelva iklakneboda da quxda gamayrue-blad, da biWi uecrad mixvda, romaRarasodes dasWirdeboda sanTebelamamis gamosaxmobad. rom is yovelTvismis gverdiT iqneboda isedac: wvimaSic,quxilSic, turebis ymuilSic...

sanTebela SeumCnevlad amoiRo ji-bidan da gzaze daagdo.

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* * *uelfero zafxuli, erTnairi dReebi,mtveric ki erT sisqeze adevT,gadawmindav, moculobas upovi sivrceSi,sevdian sagnebs miiReb,mitovebuli saxlis suni aqvT...zafxulis kanonebi mkacria,elferebi da Sesworebebi konstituciaSi!ver dauSveb? ijeqida caSi bzarebi iTvale!sayovelTao Weris iluzia tkbiliada dReebs Tu ver arCev erTmaneTisagan,saniSni Caude, rogorc wignSi,musika rom Sewydebada yuridan yvavili amogiva,rame aseTi. erT gverds gadaSli, araferi,mere isev, isev da uceb,romelime samSabaTsa da xuTSabaTs Sorisleqsis mwkrivi amovardeba _Seni sakuTari konstitucia!

aba, sxva ra?

roca zurgsukan angelozi ar gidgas,patara, skamisxela, lirikulad motivirebuli,martoobas daobebuli puris gemo aqvs,SigadaSig, isterikis...yurebSi konservatorias iteni,aucilebeli saSualo koncertebiT,scena rom afeTqdes, iqamdeforTxviT midian, Tu isterikis wverodankavkasionis qeds dainaxav, freniT!ubileTo, uadgilo, Seusabamod Cacmuli,frTebi, mainc, getyobodes,STagonebas daabraleben, aba sxva ra?Sidawvis Zravebs RmerTiase iolad ar arigebs.da Tu cecxli muclidan gewyeba,rogorc Svili da TavSi grZeldeba?es vinc icis, miwaSi wevs, an marto dadis,maT gareSe ise ra cxovrob:martoobas daobebuli puris suni aqvs,isterikac raa? elvareba da dro axunebs,is qedic, ukve, araferSi ar weria,maSin Tu gagaxsendeba,roca Tovlian sizmars xedav...

operaciis win

magidaze Camortymuli idayvi...tkivilic SuqiT Tavdeba,rogorc yviriliromelime gaxeuli xmovniT?derefnis bolos, marTla, bavSvi,romelsac lampa unTia TavSi?codvilebi gazquriT xelSi,ucodvelebi nargizis ego-Ti?amindis sipriales xorkli ar uCans,msxvil funjs ar gagrZnobinebs,is kaci sadRaa, mxatvari rom iyo,veRar Sexvdebi?TviTmfrinavs iseTi xma aqvs,xerxi rom xaverdSi Seaxvio...

TviTneburi diagnozi

logins gaxamebam gadauarada ramdenime CaRrmavebuliqveyana gamouCnda,saxelmwifo ena _ dumili,gaRviZebamde, mTian reliefze gadasvlamde,sanam Seni zeda quTuTovarskvlaviani caa, magramTvals gaaxel Tu ara,ca, isev, Tavis adgilze avardeba,xolo sadac ki gaixedav,gardauvali konsiliumi dgasda cdilobs Tavisi daxvewili laTinuriTda uZleveli qimiiTzusti diagnozis ganaCeni gamogitanos.Tu SegiZlia, moatyue, saTadarigo Tavi daixate,Rimili pirze didi (mainc zafxulia)misi ukuRma mxare rom yvirisda qaRalds xevs, naRvelSi Caawe,mzesaviT mouxdeba loginis ormoebs!magram garbis es TviTneburi anatomia,Tavis mzianad, sul misken rom iyosmiSverili...arc arasdros mepareboda eWviCems mcenareul warmoSobaSi...

* * *iyo ki is narinjebi tanSi?„sevdis baRi~ aqve, WavWavaZis gamzirze,tramvai rom maWrida da Sen makerebdi,erTi SexedviT, umetaforo droSi,romlisTvisac arcerTi mTvarear mimiSuqebia...sakuTari Tavis demontaJs vuyurebda sanam maJrialebs,anu saxezea WianWvelebis efeqti,Cemi yofili simrgvaleebi,Seni mkerdi, galeuli da Sezneqili,kedlobas rom veRar wevs,tvinis simarTles emorCilebian...magram xanZrebis anarqias,narinjebis gadagvarebas _ sisxlian processmSobliur silgizmSi ver Cateni,romlisTvisac arc erTi mTvare ar migiSuqebia.es ukve sevdaada ra SeuZlia sevdian adamians?striqonis bolos wyvili wmindani _qaluri riTma...

Sagalis karnaxiT

rogoria caSi cxovreba,TiTqmis, realisturi taniT?gverdze qaliT, SuaSi yvavilebiTra ioli harmoniaa!magram Tu darbevebis gamo,roca sisxlis moneleba WirserTi vedro daWyletili pomidoriviT?emigracia caSi da araviTari vizebis friali!violinoebis kontrabandaZroxebis muclebiT...

TviTonac musikaze Camodeben nikapebs,mere dawvebian SemaSfoTebladlurj loginSi, siyvaruli ar uTavdebaT,arc me vertikaluri bunebis zidvarom SeiZlebodes odnav iribad, qveteqstiviT!an romelime maTganma cidanrom gadmoixedos da damiZaxos!rac iseTive tyuili iqneba,rogorc Cemi pasuxiki, tyuili samSobloa!magram swor gzaze mosaxvevidauSvi, RmerTo! sadac erTi-ori xeabreSumis qolgebiviT kidev iSleba,asec xom SeiZleba caSi asvla?

* * *roca cudad xedav _mTeli qveyana minus Svidi,adamianis xma ufro gikvdeba,vidre saxe, romelic laqaa,daketilia, Tvalebs cota maTgani axels,msgavsi temperamentiT SewiTlebuli,xorcis umniSvnelo miligramebsacgakvneten, gtkiva...xmebi univTod gakldebian:krini, xaverdi, abreSumzegasmuli frCxili _ mTeli gundi,Tu wera-kiTxviT irCen Tavs, qoro,brinjaos xelebi, romlebiccnobil qandakebas aklia daloJebs amosdiT mudmivi mayureblisgan,ise lamazad mogaxrCoben da tkbilad,TiTqos Saqari gadagcda sasuleSi...magram raRac Rameebi xom dagrCa,roca CaiSi Cagdebul limonis mTvaresmiaCerdebi beberi mgeliviT...am dros ymuilic SeiZleba.

dekadansi

Ria TvalSi mweri Semifrindada iq minus sinaTle daxvda.rom mqonoda, marTla vaWmevdi?mzes yurebidan amoviyvandi?zafxulSi mainc, ise ismis,Tavs rom dadebda baliSs taxikardia ewyeba...mudmivi scena.ginda, RmerTis manqanazeSeni absurdis Teatri Seayeno?aranormaluri siyvarulebi _mwerebs rom Tavi SeaWmevinoda wiTeli Saravandedebi gefxanebodes?monadire gxedavdes, tyvias gesrodes,amitomac giyvardes, sanam mixvdebi,rom arwivi Wams, Tu C hepatiti,RviZlis implantacia ukve gamogonilia,siyvarulebi moqmedi _gamowuwnul fiWas rom daemgvanebida Tavisufali mzerebiT Seivseb TeZoebs...aba, raRa iSovebadakortnili gul-RviZlis fasad?yofili paTosi,socialuri qselebisTvis Secxelebuli?Tu gamayruebeli wiTeli,improvizaciis nayar miwazerom gacxovrebs, dabrecil saxlSida swor miwaze yurZeni Wkneba...

* * *geZaxi, xma ar myofnis,yvirilis gverdiT amodis xe,es Tu dainaxe,Cemi piris wiTeli ormocnayofiviT miabi,iseTi cocxali suraTi gamogiva,TiTqos horizonts arc wauyvanixarme naxevari tani amomaWresda damiwuna...qalaqi xom adamianebisda manqanebis moZraobaa,saceriT rom wyali moaqvT,gverdze da ukan gauxedavad.horizonts mibjenili SublebiT,naxevartkivils Subli ar aqvs,mainc geZaxi da yvirilis gverdiTxe amodis. amas xom xedav?

liasturua

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* * *aRar TrTis ZarRvi tkivilisagan,Zlivs daubrunda sxeuls simSvide,mSieri Tvali Seerwya sagansda wamCurCula, ar mogviSivde.

igrZno TandaTan Zveli simwyobre,roca gaaTbo Sin dabrunebamda gaifiqra, sadac vicxovre,isev iqiTken mixmobs buneba...

ise Caikra gulSi garemom,uZRebi Svili mziT daapura,da Tvalis sxivis uangarobamveRar amoTqva, rac daapira...

* * *borena jaWvlianis xsovnas

albaT, sibnelis sunTqvas ismendida micuravda SaveTs borani,mokume civi da mitklisferituCebi _ miwis saamboroni.

mravali weli, iqneb arc erTi,wavida, gaqra, an ar gasula,Sen akvnis nacvlad striqons arwevdida momavali geqca warsulad.

axla vixseneb _ iyav Tu ara?!mxrebCamoyrilni vdgavarT kacebi,rogorc ankesi Tu satyuara,darCa kalami sisxlSi nawebi.

* * *morigi Ramis kars rom SevaReb,vSiSob TavisTan ar damitovosda ar wamomcdes mosaferebladgulSi naTqvami: Se, andamato...vinc CemSi cocxlobs da arsad midis,dumils rom siRrme ar daamatos.mafiqrebs Seni Cumi mimosvla,gamoCena da ucbad gaqroba,rogorc bavSvobis TvalSi mimozada aRmoCena, isev aq rom var,me sul vnatrobdi Sens siaxloves,da Sens ZebnaSi vgavdi akrobats.

* * *Sen aq xar, isic, vinc aq ar aris,isic, arasdros vinc ar yofila,udabno mSvidi da naqaralida gzaze, Rrublis Crdili fofina,rom gadaivlis, Seni dardia,is ar Cauvlis Tvalwin aravisda sinamdviles, rac abadia _es droa _ TavisTavis mparavi...vidremde cocxlob, es dro Sena xarda yovelive gikvirs Tavidanda im SegrZnebis giyvars Senaxva _uTqmelobaSi rom gadavida.

* * *is dro, romelic Tqvengan gvasxvavebs,sul aris, magram yvelasTvis ar Cans,Tu moisurva, wveTs gaazRvavebs,da guls datovebs, TiTqos rom darCa.

es albaToba iqca konceptadda dros mihyveba mudam cvalebads,

sxva veraferi gaaocebda,magram sityvebi eqca Tvalebad!

dajda sipze da qvis gagrZelebaaRar isurva da arc daxrila,is RvinosaviT grZnobs daZvelebas,daxuWa sityva da gaaxila.

* * *CrdilSi sabralod amosul yvavilsamomavali mzec emalebada gzis napiras beberi yvaviaTvalierebs, rac evaleba...

igi agrZelebs Tavis brZnul yva-yvada simSvideSi Cndeba bzariviT,axali bzari Zvel nabzars gayva,yvaviviT bneli da abezari.

Seni Tvalebi avsili sivrciTsul uneblie sityvebs daeZebsda Tvalis fskerze CarCenil cimcimseyrdnobi wuTiT, rom ar daece.

nacnob kedelsac icnob Zmobiladda haeriviT Sens siaxloves,Seni TamaSi geSi yofilada ucnobSiac eZeb axlobels.

* * *TvalSi rom sxivma gaielva _is garedan ar Semosula,sul umizezod ganaTda SenSi,Sen xom ar ici, Seni TvaliT vin iyureba,an vin uboZa es Tvali SeSlils?!

Seni siSore da siaxlove,drodadro ise Soriaxloobs,rom zogjer saTqmels CurCulebs sisxlida sakuTar Tavs aRarc daeZeb,gajerebuli simSvidis misxliT.

radgan arc gaxsovs gqonda Tu ara...vin giSuSebda kldeze nawolebs,an ra icodi, dros matyuarasoblis cremli Tu awonasworebs.

* * *vpoulob dReebs Cveni zafxulis,balaxis suniT da sityvis niSniTda meCveneba, rom axliT viSviTda Cvens mklavebSi davrCiT Cafluli.

gameorebul drois taqtidanvWvret anbaniviT nacnob nakvalevs,Cemi bavSvoba hgavda akvarels,roca usityvo cremliT atirda..

dro balaxia da Tan saTive,amodis, xmeba, isev amodisda roca yvela Tvlems saRamoTi,mas guli ucems mzis saaTiviT.

* * *aRar momwyinda sakuTari Tavis tarebagzaze, romelic arsad midisda arsad wasvlis siRrmeSi TvlemspirobiTi bedniereba...

modiT, Citebo, Cems TvalebSi aSeneT bude,an sulac CemSi SemofrindiT da ifrTxialeT,

Cemi xmovnebi iqneba Tqveni frTebis haerida galiaSi ki ar igrZnobT Tavs,aramed caze ufro Rrma caSi,mxolod fiqrebze Camosxdoma mogiwevT zogjerda Semodgomis siaxlove

samxreTisken roca mogixmobs,gqondes imedi,

rogorc SarSan gamoisxam simSvidis frTebsda gulisworTan erTad frTebs gaSlida Svilebis guliscema samxreTisken agedevneba,iqiTken, sadac ibadeba muzicirebiT aRsavse gulida igi yvela mizidulobas aRemateba...

* * *Rrmad Cavimale SenSi,ise Rrmad, rom Tavs vkargavdida Cveni povna guliscemas Tu SeeZlo,da sxvas aravis da aRarafers,meuTvalaved iSva ufskruli,saamo bindi miefina Tvalis darabebs.xmadarcxvenili Seni bgerebiamomaval wuTs mzes adareben...

* * *Sen wasvlis Semdeg aqve darCebida veRarafers Tvals ver Seavleb,SenTan gazrdili drois narCeniumisamarTod gaiSrialebs.

gulSia Seni sityviT navnebi,tkivilis bgera Caisaxeba,Sekedlebia cas aivnebi,ginda, arc ginda gulis gaReba.

drom TavisTavi ise Semusra,rom aRar hqonda yadri arafris,qari arCia Tavis emisradcxeli sunTqviT da qviSis anabriT.

iq gadamala yvela striqoni,gaveSebuli xma agoniisda udabnoSi mqrolav stiqiasSemohyva Sali eSmas naqoni.

kari`me karTan vdgavar,

sadac vdgavar, yvelgan karia~...

isev wamomcda, diax, me dro var,mec xom gavdivar,

fulTan erTad drosac vsesxulob,simartoveSi gamoketils miyvars SeTroba,da ufro Seni sunamo rom haers esxuros.

mivxurav kars da Tvals Sevavleb sivrces sakuTars,sadac xandaxan gamoketil droSi visvenebda mikvirs Cemi mSvidi saxli vin aaqoTa,nuTu, isini RamRamobiT isev gvismenen?!

igi xom gaqra, Soriaxlos moborialeiyo Tu ara, veRaravin veRar moZebnis,oboli iyo, axla aRarc oboli aris,qarma waiRo da gafina misi ZonZebi.

Tu rame mSvelis, CemSi mzardi anbani aris,gulSi rom vmalav da mis naxvas dRemde movelida aqve cxovrobs ucnauri adamiani,da mis samyofels imediviT eZebs yoveli!

TiTqos odesme SemkrTal sunTqvas ar moetanosis vibracia, guliscemis xma rom inaxavs,unda gauZlo am siRrmeebs da aitano,da gaumxilo sakuTar Tavs, marTla vina xar?!

mWirs sibralulis aRmoxdoma, guls rom aCqarebs _uTbiles bgerebs, uneblie smeniT mokrefils,ucnobi neba Seatovebs isev am qarebsda sibneleSi iSlebian Ramis kokrebi.

me ki ar veZeb, is mpoulobs, me vinc meZebdada kvalSi midgas gayursuli, ver Zlebs uCvenod,aTaswleulis sxivi isev Tvals acecebda,rom mitovebul simartoves guli uCvenos.

Tqven, sibneleSi usaxurad mimofantulo _gaTendeba da Tqvens aCrdilebs dila wamokrefs,Sen tans amsgavseb im gogonas, Cemo fanduro,Camohkrav simebs da RiRiniT dros Seamokleb.

da axlac ise vwer, TiTqosda ukanasknelad,yoveli wuTi kvals kargavs da sityvas inaxavs,rogorc bilingvas, samomavlod rom gainaskvada am sityvaSi rom Sedixar, isev Sina xar.

`me karTan vdgavar,sadac vdgavar, yvelgan karia~...

givialxaziSvili

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_ axla rame saxelic unda mov-igonoT, _ urCevdnen policielebisalman ruSdis.

mwerals fsevdonimi unda aerCia,Tanac saswrafod da aucileblad.

saswrafod da aucileblad ratom,anda es policielebi raRa SuaSi iyvnenmwerlis fsevdonimis arCevasTan?

`eSmakeuli aiebis~ daweras ar ap-atiebda ruSdis aiaTola homeini da...sulac sikvdils miusjida islamis,winaswarmetyvelisa da yuraniswinaaRmdeg mimarTuli romanis Seqmni-saTvis.

pirvelad maSin unda gaegona mwer-als sityva `faTva~.

ulmobeli ganaCeni gamotaniliyo:vinc Tavs sdebda marTlmorwmune

mahmadianobaze, SeeZlo sicocxlemoeswrafebina salman ruSdisaTvis,sadac waawydeboda. is ki ara, sagange-bodac moeZebnaT da mwared ezRvevine-binaT...

devnilis yofa aiZulebda mwerals,gauTaveblad ecvala adgilsamyofelida policielTa dacvis gareSe fexicar gadaedga.

maSinaa, fsevdonimis SerCevazecrom daafiqrebdnen.

amasac dasZendnen: aziuri yaidisaar ivargebs, emand vinmem rame ar igu-manoso.

isic sayvarel mweralTa gvar-sax-elebs gadaxedavda da aTasnair Sej-vareba-gadakeTebas mihyofda xels: esvladimir joisio, es marsel beketio,es franc sternio...

da iseTi STabeWdileba darCeboda:Zalian sulelurad moismiso.

magram Ziebas mainc gaagrZelebda,gaagrZelebda da... bolos jozef kon-radisa da anton Cexovis gvar-saxel-Ta Tavisebur kombinaciaze SeCerdebo-da: jozef antoni.

da SvebiT amoisunTqavda: TiTqosara uSavso.

_ Zalian kargi, _ mouwonebdnenmcvelebic, _ SeiZleba ubralod jodagiZaxoT?

mokled, amaze SeTanxmdebodnen.mTeli cxovreba gamogonil

gmirebs arqmevda gvar-saxelebs sal-man ruSdi, amjerad ki TviTon undaqceuliyo ararsebuli gvar-saxelismatareblad.

konrad Cexovi? ara, arafradivargebda. ai jozef antoni ki... mar-Tlac SeiZleba arsebuliyo da... aha,ukve arsebobda kidec.

mogvianebiT am gvar-saxeliT gamo-qveyndeboda salman ruSdis avto-biografiuli romani, romelic xelm-isawvdomi gaxdeboda qarTveli mkiTx-velisTvisac mTargmnelTa tandemisa_ zaza WilaZe da gia WumburiZe _ dagamomcemloba `diogenes~ wyalobiT,da romelic mxatvruli ZalmosilebiTaSkarad aRemateba `eSmakeul aiebs~:dramatizmiTac, eqspresiiTac, xasiaT-Ta gamokveTiTac da fonis uCveulo-biTac da siRrmiTac, sabolood yove-live kompoziciuri xelovnebiT mar-jved rom iyris Tavs, aRaraferi romarc iTqvas mwvave politikur qvete-qstebsa da saprotesto suliskveTeba-ze usamarTlo devnis winaaRmdeg, ra-kiRa `eSmakeuli aiebi~ ar yofila mi-marTuli islamis, winaswarmetyvelisada yuranis dasamcireblad Tu saxelisgasatexad.

amas dabralebiT Tu daabralebdimwerals _ romanis araswori wakiTx-vis gamoisobiT, anda yurmokruliT.

Tumc es yovelive sityvas mohyva,Torem am mcire Canaweris mizani mx-olod im viTarebis warmoCenaa, raodenmniSvnelovani saxelia jozef konra-di dResdReobiTac, ager salman ruS-di sulac mas rom Seefareboda, da iqveamasac miadevnebda: bolo-boloswored konrads davesesxe raRacdevizismagvars, rac momdevno wlebSinamdvil maSvel rgolad meqcao.

Segvaxsenebda mis arapolitko-reqtulsaTaurian (SemogvRimis kidecruSdi?) romans `zangi gem `nar-cisidan~, romelSic mezRvauriswored am zangs ekiTxeboda:

rostom CxeiZe

Saravandijozef konradisagzabilikad salman ruSdisa da arundati roisaTvis

_ Tu icodi, rom Wleqi gWirda,raRas Caewere am reisze?

is ki pasuxobda:_ vidre fexebs gaWimavde, cxovre-

ba xom ginda?salman ruSdis axlandel mdgomar-

eobaSi es sityvebi raRac locvismag-var elfers SeiZenda:

_ ase, jozef konrad, vidre CaZ-aRldebode, unda icxovro, _ SeuZax-ebda Tavs.

Tavdapirvelad apirebda es romaniase daesaTaurebina _ `samyaros ukanakari~, radgan wina karidan Sesvla yve-las SeeZlo, da mxolod mas uwevda _yovelwamierad sikvdilis momlodines_ samzareulosa Tu momsaxure person-alisaTvis gankuTvnili SesasvleliTsargebloba da fanjrebidan Zromial-ic ki...

es saxelwodeba mTlad gadasagde-bad daenaneboda da pasaJad CarTavdaTxrobisas, magram mTavari isaa, romavtobiografiuli romani saboloodmainc ase unda dasaTaurebuliyo _`jozef antoni (memuarebi)~.

salman ruSdi musulmani ki arissarwmunoebiT, magram dabadebiT indo-eTSia dabadebuli, iseve rogorc arun-dati roi, romlis naxevrad avto-biografiuli romanic _ ̀ wvrilmaneb-is RmerTi~ _ aseve gamoiwvevda agre-siul damokidebulebas Tavis samSob-loSi, magram faTva saerTod ar Seexe-

boda, rakiRa sarwmunoebrivi aRmsare-blobiT ara yofila mahmadianobis mim-devari.

farze azidavda dasavluri liter-aturuli kritika am romans,yovelmxriv gamorCeul Sedevrad romSeracxavdnen da amitomac iTargmnebo-da qarTuladac Tamar jafariZis mier,amjeradac `diogene~ rom iTavebda misgamocemas.

mwerali Seecdeboda Signidandaenaxvebina CvenTvis indoeTi da armorideboda tabudadebul Temebsac,Tavisi eris sulis xveulebsa da labir-inTebSi CaRwevis mcdelobisas ki sa-gangebod unda Semoetana TxrobaSijozef konradis es moTxrobac _ ̀ wyv-diadis guli~, da misi mTavari gmirissaxelic _ kurci, da iq saTauradacSerCeuli metafora aq refrenadacunda gamohyoloda siuJets, raTamkiTxvels ufro Rrmad da kanTieladSeecno indoeTis idumaleba, misi pre-istoriuli Tu istoriuli fesvebi.

arundati rois iseve sjera, konra-dis es moTxroba yvela ganaTlebulimkiTxvelisaTvis rom aris aramartocnobili, aramed gaSinaganebulic,rogorc Tavis droze tomas sternzeliots ar epareboda eWvi amaSi, dacitats rom moixmobda `wyvdiadisgulidan~ _ epigrafad leqsisaTvis`kacis fitulebi~: mister kurci _ igimkvdariao, _ `berwi miwis~ erT pasaJski konraduli asociacia-aluziebiTaavsebda, orive SemTxvevaSi zedmetadmiiCnevda pirvelwyaros miTiTebas,rakiRa mkiTxveli isedac iolad undamimxvdariyo.

`wvrilmanebis RmerTSi~ Cakomtyupebs _ estasa da rahels _ undaamcnos: samwuxarod Cven yvela anglo-filebi varT, anglofilTa mTeliojaxio.

anu is adamianebi:mcdari gziT rom wavidnen, saku-

Tari istoriidan sxvis istoriaSi ga-dainacvles da axla ukan veRar brun-debian, radgan maTi nakvalevi ukve waS-lilia.

da dasZinos:istoria RameSi gamokiafebul Zvel

saxlsa hgavs, romelSic yvela sinaTleaunTiaT da SigniT winaprebi CurCule-beno.

eg istoria rogor unda gaegoT?im saxlSi unda Sesuliyvnen da

moesminaT, raze saubrobdnen maTiwinaprebi, iqauri wignebi daeTvaliere-binaT, iqaur kedlebze CamokidebulisuraTebi SeeswavlaT da iqauri surne-li SeesunTqaT.

esta da raheli savsebiT darwmuneb-ulni arian, rom Cako konkretul sax-

ls gulisxmobs _ mdinaris gaRma na-pirze mitovebuli kauCukis fermas,romelSic isini arasodes Sesuliyvnen;Savi sahibis (batonis), kari saibus sax-ls _ im ingliselis, romelic `abori-genad~ gadaqceuliyo, malaialamzelaparakobda da mundus atarebda.

_ Savi sahibi, ase vTqvaT, aiemenemisadgilobrivi kurci brZandeboda,romelmac iqauroba pirad `wyvdiadisgulad~ aqcia.

aTi wlis winaT igi SublSi tyviasrom daixlida (mizezi aq gasaxsenebe-li aRar aris, rakiRa konradismoTxrobasa da mis gmirTan saerToaraferi aqvs), mis qonebaze didi sasa-marTlo atydeboda mis mzareulsa damdivans Soris. mTeli aTi weli saxlimitovebuli idgeboda da Zalian cotaTu naxavda, SigniT ra xdeboda, magramtyupebs mainc TvalnaTliv warmoedg-inaT, rogori iqneboda is saxli.

_ istoriis WeSmariti savane.qalma-miwam sakmaod didi STabeWd-

ileba unda moaxdinos tyupebze, magramistoriis savane _ iqve, or nabijSi romiyo _ bevrad ufro mimzidveli dasaintereso aRmoCndeboda. im savanezexSirad efiqrebodaT; im saxlze, mdi-naris gaRma napirze rom idga.

_ moRuSul saxlze, `wyvdiadisgulSi~.

da maleve kvlav unda ielvos is-toriis sunma.

Txroba grZeldeba da:gaRma napiridan odnav moSorebiT

xuTvarskvlavian sastumrod gada-keTebuli `wyvdiadis guli~ dgas.

ZirZvel ojaxTa es sagvareulo sax-lebi sastumros mepatroneebs STamo-mavalTagan uyidiaT da aq gadmouta-niaT, ̀ wyvdiadis gulSi~. mokled, isto-riac da literaturac komerciis sam-saxurSi CauyenebinaT da:

navsayudelTan kurci da karl mar-qsi xelixelCakidebulni dganan mdi-dari stumrebis molodinSi.

xedavT, rarig ganzogadebula dagasimbolovebula kurcis saxeli? per-sonaJi ki aRar aris, aramed realuripirovneba. guli ki gwydeba, raRamaincdamainc marqsis gverdiT axse-

noso, magram indoel mwerals amdensnuRa movTxovT.

mere unda gvamcnon, rom erTader-Ti, rac yovlismcodne velia paapanmaar icis, isaa, kari saibus saxli romistoriis savanea.

mere tyupebi mdinares axalaRmoCe-nili Zveli navis TvaliT rom gaxedav-en, im adgilidan, sadac isini dganan,istoriis savane ar moCans _ mxolodraRac wyvdiads xedaven Waobis miRma,mitovebuli kauCukis plantaciis gul-Si.

`wyvdiadi~ aq TiTqos yofiTi sura-Tia, magram Semzadebulni varT, rom amsityvaSi areklili simbolo kideverTxel aRviqvaT, iseve rogorc impasaJSi, aiemenebis taZarSi mocekvavee-bi im damcirebis Camosarecxad romcekvaven, romelsac wyvdiadis gulSiganicdian, rodesac, lukmapuris saS-ovnelad, umowyalod Sekvecil war-modgenebs marTaven sacurao auzSimoWyumpalave turistebisaTvis.

da maleve unda SevityoT wuTisof-lis is paradoqsic:

diadi istoriebis saidumloswored is aris, rom maTSi araviTarisaidumlo ar imalebao.

mere kvlav wyvdiadis gulma undaamohyos Tavi:

unda gaefrTxilebinaT iq mimavalimegobario.

gafrTxileba ra aris da:erTi is, nebismier adamians nebismi-

er dros nebismieri ram SeiZleba dae-marToso;

meore ki is _ yvelafers ajobebsyvelafrisaTvis mzad iyoo.

mere istoriasTan winaswar Seu-Tanxmebeli paemanic unda axsenos ro-manistma da... aCqarebuli nabijiT ga-ZunZulebac personaJisa wyvdiadisgulisaken, martoxela mgeliviT.

da aqve unda moedevnos `danakarge-bis RmerTisa~ da `wvrilmanebis Rmer-Tis~ xsenebac, gamWvirvale miniSneba,rom `wyvdiadis gulis~ mxatvrul mr-wamsTan axloa `wvrilmanebis RmerTi~_ arundati roi jozef konradis immoTxrobis xazs agrZelebs, rac isedacsacnauria, barem am detaliTac miniS-nebuliyo.

merec, policielTa razmi usaS-velod modidebul, mdore minaCelsrom gadahkveTs da sveli jagnaris gav-liT pirdapir wyvdiadis guls mia-Surebs.

mere am neologizmmac unda iCinosTavi:

wyvdiadgulianebio.calke abzacadac rom gamoiyofo-

da, raTa mkiTxvels kargad SeegrZno amneologizmis Seqmnis mniSvnelobac daRrmaazrovnebac.

mere ki:wyvdiadgulianebi fexakrefiT

unda Seiparnon wyvdiadis gulSi.istoriis xvrelic unda axsenos mw-

eralma orjer, am metaforas TiTqosyofiTi, magram kvlavindeburad sim-boluri suraTi rom unda mohyves:saaTi, romelic yvelas miaviwydeba daiqve rCeba, istoriis savaneSi, movle-

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naTa arasworad aRmbeWdavi droiT.wers avtografiuli yaidis romans

arundati roi da... Tvalwin jozefkonradis `wyvdiadis guli~ aRmarTviaTavisebur gzamkvlevad _ sakuTariarsebisa da Tavisi qveynis sulierxveulebSi rom CaiZiros da dafarulsaidumloebebs miagnos, xelis Sexebi-sas idumalebas rom hkargaven, ra-rada sworedac gaingliselebuli polo-neli mwerlis moTxroba esaWiroeba,raTa xeliscecebiT ar mouxdes svlafrialoebze, yovelwamieri gadaCexvisSiSiTa da molodiniT.

jozef konradis saxeli Tilis-masaviTaa arundati roisaTvis.

salman ruSdic ra, TilismasaviT argamoiyenebda, mas rom Seefareboda daSvebiT amoisunTqavda, advilad veRarmomagnebeno?!.

ukeTesi popularizatorebi vin Sei-Zleba yofiliyvnen jozef konradissaxelisa, vidre es ori indoeli mwer-alia, xelSesaxebad rom adastureben,dResdReobiT Tu vinme, konradi romtrialebs mkiTxvelis cnobierebasa dasaliteraturo mimoqcevaSi, klasiko-sis mantiiTac rom Semosila da kv-lavindeburadac cocxlobs dafeTqavs, gavsebs da gagulianebs, gzasgikafavs sulieri siRrmeebisaken daSesaZloa sakuTari Tavisagan aRarcgamogerCeodes, ise SeeTviso da Seerw-ya mis mxatvrul samyaros, mis suls, misarsebas.

fsevdonimis SerCevisasac masdaesesxo.

refrenadac mis simbolikas mimar-To.

ase rom:jozef konradis ama Tu im Txzuleb-

is gamoqveynebas _ garda didebul mw-eralTa aRtacebuli Sefasebebisa: to-mas elioti iqneba, uiliam folkneriTu ernst heminguei _ yovelTvis gver-diT amoudgeba salman ruSdis avto-biografiuli romanic `jozef anto-ni~ da arundati rois `wvrilmanebisRmerTic~, rogorc im wignebis sul ax-ali amwevni farze.

da raoden sagulisxmoa, romswored ase moxdeboda Cvens liter-aturul-kulturul sinamdvileSi: esori romani da jozef konradismoTxrobebis krebuli _ `wyvdiadisgulTan~ erTad `princi romani~ da`duelic~ rom Sedis, aleqsandre or-belianis sazogadoebisa da `Cveni mw-erlobis~ mier momzadebuli _ TiTq-mis erTdroulad rom gamoicemoda,paata CxeiZesTan erTad Tqveni mona-morCilic rom monawileobda konra-dis am sami moTxrobis qarTuli versi-is SeqmnaSi.

TiTqos SeTanxmebulni vyofiliyav-iT zaza WilaZesa, gia WumburiZesa daTamar jafariZesTan, erTdrouladSemogvetana Cveni mkiTxvelis Tval-sawierSi jozef konradisa da misi orididi damfaseblis _ salman ruSdisada arundati rois _ wignebi.

arada TavisTavad unda momxdariyoase, raRac SemTxveviTobiT.

Tumc... SemTxveviTobiT ratom _

raRac idumali kanonzomierebiTufro, erTguli meabjreebiviT romaxlavan did inglisels Cveni droisTvalsaCino mwerlebi, maTTvis iseverom rCeba orientirad da Tamasadjozef konradic da misi mxatvrulimonapovaric, rogorc uiliam folk-nerisaTvis, mTeli cxovreba rom Sena-troda `wyvdiadis gulis~ Semoqmeds...

da rogorc ernst hemingueisaTvis,romelsac veraferi, rac odesme wae-kiTxa, ver miscemda imdens, ramdensackonradis TviTeuli wignisagan SeiZen-da.

* * *salman ruSdis refreni rom dae-

saWiroebina, ukeTess ras ipovnida sas-esxeblad winamorbedTa TxzulebebSi,Tu ara jozef konradiseul simbolos,metaforas, gamoTqmas, frazas...

da arundati roisaTvis fsevdoni-mis SerCeva rom erCiaT gareSe Tvali-saTvis dasamalad _ mainc ar akldagagulisebuli mkiTxvelebi da... aram-kiTxvelebi _ Tanac saswrafod daaucileblad, savsebiT mosalodnelia,rom isic jozef konradis saxels Se-fareboda _ barem bolomdec Sen dam-icavi, Sen mimfarvele, Sen memSobli-ureo.

* * *ara, am idumalma kanonzomierebam

yvelaze ukeT rom uwyis, rodis iCinosTavi, da arc inaRvlos, SemTxveviTobaTu gegoneba!..

minaweri:haruki murakamis romanSi `norveg-

iuli tye~ toru vatanabem univer-sitetSi unda gaicnos ucnauri biWinagasava, romelic maTze mets kiTxu-lobs, magram erTi wesi aqvs: arasodeswaikiTxos im avtoris wigni, romlissikvdilidanac ocdaaTi weli mainc argasula.

friad damafiqvreli mizezic daargumentebic moepoveba saamisod:

_ gana Tanamedrove literaturasar vendobi. ubralod ar minda, iseTiwignebi vikiTxo, romlebsac droisgamocda ar Caubarebia. cxovreba me-tismetad xanmoklea.

_ romeli mwerlebi mogwons? _mowiwebiT unda ekiTxa vatanabes amTavisze sul oTxi wliT ufrosi biWi-saTvis.

_ balzaki, dante, jozef konradi,dikensi, _ imas dafiqrebac ardasWirdeboda pasuxis gasacemad.

xedavT, rogor garemocvaSi,rogor oTxeulSi warmomdgara konra-di Cveni Tanamedrove iaponuri mwer-lis romanSi?

sadamdea aziduli aramarto per-sonaJis, aramed TviT mwerlis Tval-Sic, mxatvrul-esTetikur orientira-dac rom daisaxavda mis moTxrobebsada romanebs.

da Tu vatanabe gaikvirvebda nagasa-vas amgvar pasuxs: ver ityvi, modurimwerlebiao, _ is mtkiced alaparakde-boda da Seecdeboda umcrosi megobri-saTvis Seegonebina, rom:

_ rogor ggonia, aba, ratom vkiTx-ulob? Tu mxolod im wignebs waikiTx-av, romlebsac sxvebi kiTxuloben, SencdanarCenebiviT ifiqreb. es sofleleb-isa da usaqmurebis samyaroa. Rirseulkacs amis Sercxveboda. vatanabe, aq, amsaerTo sacxovrebelSi mxolod CvenvarT Rirseuli xalxi. danarCenebi san-agveze unda moisrolo.

garemocva da aseTi?onore de balzaki, dante aligieri,

jozef konradi da Carlz dikensi.

qarda qarduxi

SebRaluli nakrZali

erTi gansacvifrebeli epizodiaoTar CxeiZis „nakrZalSi~, ho, im oTarCxeiZisaSi, romelzec qalbatonmanaira gelaSvilma Tqva, oci weli dam-Wirda, rom wamekiTxa Tu mivaxloebo-dio. zustad ar maxsovs da arca aqvsmniSvneloba, qalbatoni naira risi mw-eralia, Sen rom gulSi gqonda da veramogixsnia, imas TviTon rom ar mixvdesda ar gafiqrebinos, ho, amas vgulisx-mobdio. hoda, im `nakrZalSia~ erTisaocari epizodi: etitineba sofikodaqals, Wkuas mouxme, sircxvilia, ai,uio; is vaJbatoni colis fexebTan damx-obila da evedreboda Turme patiebasoda rom ggonia, imoqmeda lanaze daWkuaSi Caagdo, es lana ekiTxeba _rogor, kidev xdeba aseTebio?! aba,arao? gaiocebs sofikoc. maSino,TvaliT minda davinaxoo, Cemi Tvali-To da damanaxeT erTi, rogoraa colis

fexebTan davardnao. rogor daganax-oTo, Seaxmeba Rimili sofikos, ai, iseve,SuSaniks ro abams jojikis coli da rover Seabams, ise. hoda, raoden ucnau-ric unda iyos, sofikos winaSe viTomxumrobiT daemxoba jojiki, jojikikiarada, gaiozi, sofikosive qmari ki-ara, Tumca ro gegoneba Tavidan qmari,ara, ubralod samegobrodanve erT-erTi _ gaiozi... viTom xumrobiT mia-debs Tavs muxlebze da sofiko auCeCavsTmebs viTom xurobiT viTom qmars dauyurebs lana, uyurebs am misTvisdadgmul performanss. ara, xumrobiTara, raRacnairi mzeriT. ai, is mzeraoTar CxeiZes aqvs didebulad aRwer-ili im romanSi, „nakrZali~ rom qvia. esepizodi ki ra? didebuli mwerlis kal-mis monasmia, ai, rom gveSinia, vTqvaT,rom didi mweralia oTar CxeiZe, amdidi mwerlis kalmis monasmia. ho, ociwelio, naira gelaSvilma, ubralomkiTxvelebs ki ramdeni dagvWirdebamis wasakiTxad? ho, `boriayi~, `kverna-qi~, „TeTri daTvi~, „Cemi soflis eti-udebi~, „Cemi savane~, „bermudissamkuTxedi~, „2001 weli~ da... es, rac mewavikiTxe da rac awi maqvs wasakiTxi,magram, Cemda sabednierod, mec mivediim zomamde, rom ukve msiamovnebs kiTx-vis procesi... mixaria, rom bevri,Zalian bevri mixvdeba im ganwyobas, racaxla vaxsene. oTar CxeiZe _ jeracdaunaxavi mwvervali. roca sxva axlosmyofi mwvervalebis fonze uyureb, ismwvervali, Tu ufro Sorsaa, ufro pa-tara Cans; SeiZleba am marTla pataramwvervalebma, kiarada gorakebmac ki,saerTodac dahfaron... magram erTikia, xedvis kuTxes gaaCnia, kuTxes...Tqven ki gilocavT, misalocebo. me kidavubrundi isev ̀ nakrZals~... epizode-bis meti raa iq, erTobliobas rom TavigavaneboT?

abrialebuli portfeli, saocarisaxea, ara? es araa ingoroyvas portfe-li, misi mudam Tan mdevi, TiTqossaqarTvelos gasaRebi hqonodes SigniT,ratom TiTqos, hqonda kidec; aq ki gaSar-Jebuli, aelvarebuli portfeli cru-giorgis, igive crumecnier gitos xel-Si, epoqis simbolo albaT, gviani sabWo-Ta okupaciis droindeli cruin-teligenciis simbolo, TaTqariZesaviTganzogadoebuli, esec matiane qarTl-isai, gasuli saukunis 60-iani wlebis ma-tiane, yvelaze ukeT ro asaxavs istorias

iseTi; ai, bolo oTxtomeuli rom gam-ovida saqarTvelos istoriis, karg Se-fuTvaSi, zogi uyuToT, zogic yuTiT,sasaCuqred _ ai, im mTel oTxtomeulzeufro naRdad da piruTvnelad rom asax-avs matianes, iseTi.

ho, gitos priala portfeli da so-fromis gacveTili zurgCanTa, magramara axalisa da Zvelis dapirispireba,ara. dapirispireba yalbisa da naRdisa,rioSisa da damuSavebuli almasisa,niSani imisa, rom rac brWyvialebs, yve-laferi oqro araa da rom zurgCanTa,rogorc erTgulebisa da alalmarT-lobis niSani, simboluri saxe im epo-qis qarTuli sazogadoebisa, umravle-sobisa da pirovnebisa, gnebavT, dapir-ispireba brbosi da adamianisa...

da andazebi, andazebi da oTar Cx-eiZis proza _ genialurad Cawnuliandazebi TxrobaSi, gnebavT, cnobiere-

bis nakadis didebuli asaxva Tu gamoy-eneba mwerlis mier, oRond ukve folk-nerisa da joisisa da prustis da,gnebavT, manis mier `lote vaimarSis~erT TavSi, goeTes monologSi gamoy-enebuli xerxebiT ki ara, ro gegonebaamouwuria Tavisi maragi prozaSi cno-bierebis nakadso... age, oTar CxeiZe,mwerali individualuri gziTa da xe-rxiTa Tu gasisxlxorcebuli unariT_ mwerluri masterklasi.

mere ki iwyeba tragedia ugmirod:bunebrivia, ara hyavs zneobrivi gmiriam romans Tvinier erTisa, isic romukve gardagebuli hgonia yvelas, yve-la personaJi TiTqosda ukeTuria, imepoqaSi asec unda yofiliyo albaT?gvgonia, rom lana, rogorc msxverpli,viTarca SuSaniki, margaliti zneobi-sai, magram gardaisaxeba herodiad Tusalomead, sofroms unda aaRebinosxeli WeSmaritebaze, simarTlis Zieba-ze; sofroms, imeds im epoqis znekeTiligmirobisa. safuZveli? mizezi? rogorunda daiTanxmos kerketi mecnieri?siyvaruli. ara, siyvaruli ara, iq siy-varuli iyo TiTqos _ TvalT daubnel-da herodes, asulis sxeulis siRrmemTu TrTolvam Tu narnarma Tu rokvam,aq ki sofroms unda Seebralos asuli,mxolod sibralulis gamo unda Tqvas,sibraluli metia WeSmaritebazeo, sam-Sobloze Tu ara, WeSmaritebaze metixomaa adamianio? Tan didebuli axsna_ Tqven ra iciT, ra aris qalisTvisocdaaTs miaxloeba, miaxloeba eula-do. gorgilaZe ityoda _ „sul erTiaocdaaTis mereo~ _ magram iq poeziaada aq proza da prozaulad uxsnis lanaRvawlmosil mecniers. ratomRac pav-le ingoroyva damidga Tvalwin; vinicis, iqneba oTar CxeiZesac. ager am-bobs rostomi, am romanisadmi miZRv-nil brwyinvale werilebSi prototi-pad Tedo Jordaniaao, da dasturiarc Wirdeba _ ipolite varTagavasrealuri ambavia plagiatobis xazSi;Svilia, literatorobas rom Tavi da-vaneboT da ecodineba ukeT mamisa; ni-noc ambobs, mSvenieri mkvlevari qal-batoni, Tedo Jordaniao da raRai sxva,mwerali ambobs TviTon Tavis „...savane-Si~, magram me ra, me mkiTxveli var damainc pavle ingoroyva amesaltebaxolme Tvalwina, didi portfeliT.

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rostom wereTlis sizmari„mamaCemi Tavis droze ganTqmuli moWadrake

iyo, veravin ugebda...~akaki, „Cemi Tavgadasavali~.

sasaxlis farTo ezoSi,mwvaneze, kaklis CeroSi,patara biWi TamaSobs,ocnebiT ucqers cargvals.

ra momavali moelis! _pativs miagebs yoveli,Tumc gulsac bevrjer atkenenwereTlis rCeul nagrams.

mzeSi mTvlemare gorebi,mere Sors monagonebi,viwro xevebad daxrilnimTis nakads iCnevs Wavlad.

imave CrdilSi daudevs,fiqrs zogjer Rimils gaurevs _eTamaSeba rostomiWarmag naTesavs Wadraks...

da rogorc velze, dafazecjari ewyoba da farzexmlis cemiT egebebianoficersa Tu mxedars,

vis paikoba ergeba,viRac laziers edreba,da vinc brZolis win SekrTeba,dacinva elis xvedrad.

mefe rom kargad daecva,zogi gmirulad daeca, _is Tavdadebas yvelasasSoridan mSvidad xedavs.

omia marTla ficxeli,vin etliT miqris, vin cxeniT, _dafaze myofni ibrZvian,moTamaSeni sxedan...

TiTqos winaparT nanaxi,xmaldaxmal gadanalaxi,saomar velTa yiJiniswvdeba Tavadis smenas.

rogorRac Jinmoreulida simayes CveulifarTod gaxelil TvalebiTdauwyebs dafas cqeras.

jer brZolas andobs paikebs,Tumca veravin gaigebsimis momdevno qmedebas,metoqes ucqers cerad.

raRa Tqma unda, moigebs,da gamarjvebas moirgebs,

TiTqosda mterze elaSqros,nadavlis iyos cvena...

mere uebro nadimi,Wurs waxuruli badimi,isev warsuliT qadili,dro darCenili saxtad.

maranTan marjve fareSi,da gogo imis mklavebSi,xolo cis siankareSivarskvlavTa rigi laxtad.

bolos Tavadis sizmari _viT dafaruli mizani:sufra qceuli uecradbagrationTa taxtad.

didi samefo laSqari,tanze asxmuli javSani _gverdiT qarTvelTa xelmwifesTviTon rostomic axlda...

* * *gazafxulia da xe yoveliuCinar ZaliT totebs imSvenebs,saxli mercxlebis WikWiks moelis,buCqze niblia budes iSenebs...

ucxo qalwulma krZalviT daxedadilis sxivebiT movlil mdeloTada mis xilvaze vaJi gaxevda,tyidan rom laRad moimReroda...

mTebis siSoris veRar amtanivgrZnob, mimSviddeba guli natkeni...ra saTuTia axla natvrani,ra unazesad yvavis atmebi...

mTebis yvavili

mTebis yvavili Sens Tavs magonebsda mowyenis dros wuTebs minaTebs,JamTa dineba rom damaRonebs,mag momRimare naTels vinatreb.gamovuyvebi isev gzawvrilebs,iqneba grZeli vZlio manZili,zeca imedebs kvlav damawvimebs,Sen ki miiRe kuTvnil ganZiviTes siyvaruli _ fiqriT mosavde,ar gamifanto, viT qarma navli...ra Zneli gzaa SenTan mosvlamdewarsulisa da momavlis gavliT...

saxli

ver Caviqnie warsulze xeli _mTebis win nela amodis mTvare,

iq Zveli saxli yovel dRe melis,gamoiRamebs gzis cqeriT Tvalebs.miawvdens mzeras momaval dReebs,Cavlili wlebic sul axsovs TiTqmis,esaubreba axlos mdgom xeebsimas, rac kacis eniT ar iTqmis...Camobneldeba da WiSkars iqiTnacnobi Winka ilesavs brWyalebs,Tumc angelozis xaTriT da ridiTRobes Sors uvlis, mimarTavs Walebs...Cemi fiqrebic iqaa xSirad,arasdrosa vTmob samyofels mTavars,mSvidad gamkrTali imedis sxivadmudam im saxlis ezoSi vdgavar...

Semodgomisken

gafreniliyoukve zafxuli,mTebi qarvisfers nela gviTovda,Sen damemgzavrefiqriT garTuli _am siaxloviT guli giTrToda...gvefinebodnensulSi sxivebida Cvens umSvides alerssniRbavdnen,mere waxvedi,warsuls minebdi,ver dagvitia erTad im Ramem.mwuxri kiSenze mondobil imedsganSorebisasnislSi axvevda,ra vuTxra am Cemsgzebs da bilikebs,SenTan rom adre ar Semaxvedra!..

sizmari

sizmari vnaxe _ veZaxdi mamas:_ ratom ar moxval saxlSi?is Relis piras maRlarsa sxlavda,me ki viyavi bavSvi...rom davakvirdi, ara venaxSi,Turme yofila caSi,ar apirebda Sin dabrunebas,sxivebs misdevda kvalSi.manac momxeda, rac momaZaxa,frTxilad vigoneb axla _isic Tqva: _ Sens Crdils miadgi kibe,ise amoxval maRla...ra igulisxma? nuTu dascinaam Cems cxovrebas netav,Tu rame kargi ram mimaniSnada me ki vera vxedav?..sixarulia mSoblis landic ki,cxadSi vixile TiTqos...Cems Crdils rogorRa mivadga kibe,axla amaze vfiqrob...

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qarda qarduxi

SebRalulinakrZali

dasasruli

am adgils rom kiTxulob romanSi, ukve SiSSi xargaxveuli, nuTu ver imarjvebs romanSi mainc zneoba,nuTu ver unda sZlios keTilma borotso?! aba, risididi mweralia oTar CxeiZe Tu am SiSSi ver gagxvevs?!

ver ixsna saqarTvelos, rogorc nakrZalis, ideasofromma, verc lana ixsna, rogorc simbolo bra-konieris mier SebRaluli nakrZalisa.

ar wamokrifa xelTaTmanebi sofromma, mere ra,rom krivisaa da ara saduelo, saxeSi Semolewili,mainc xelTaTmanebia, adre rom yovelTvis wamokref-da _ darCa iatakze.

mTlad naTlismcemeliviT vera, magram Seewirasofromi, mainc brZolis velze Seewira... aki keTil-mao, sZlia keTilmano? aucileblad, magram mogvi-anebiT, sofromisnairebis brZolisa da gamo gaxdabolos mainc saqarTvelo arcTu ise xelwamosakravinakrZali. aki agvixsna mweralma:

„yvelaferi ro pirdapiraa, oRond misasvleliaqv iribi, damreci, xveuli, CaxlarTuli...~

imdroindeli crumecnieri gitoTi maradiuli,mouSleli da dResac yvelgan fesvgadgmuli sareve-la dagvixata mweralma. yvela epoqaSi sacnauri:

„rameTu eswrafvoda ganaTlebulTa wresa,rameTu eSovna fuli da aklda megobarni ganaTle-bulni. esenica egebebodnen xelgaSlilni, rameTu,Tumca erqvaT mecniermuSakebi, fuli mainc akldaT,Zalian akldaT... “

ki aris groteskulad asaxva im Jamis realobisa,saxe im droisa, rodesac TiTqmis arafers naRds fasiar edo, roca fasi mxolod fass edo; dRevandelo-bis aSkara saxecaa, Tumca mainc unda CaveZioT aqa,odnav ucvlia feri epoqasa da saxeebsac: axlaTiTqosda saerTod ar WirdebaT fulnaSovnT me-gobarni, miTumetes, mecniermuSaki megobarni, axlaukve mxolodRa fuli yofniT... amis miniSnebacaaoTar CxeiZis 1970 wels daweril am romanSi, amiswinaswarWvretacaaa. aba, ra mwerali iqneboda, eswinaswarWvreta rom ar qonoda? Tumca gvyavs mwer-lebi axlac, araTu winaswarWvreta, Wvreta rom araaqvT saerTod da mainc sul televizorebidan gvi-Wvritineben da konkursis dafnebidan gvi-Wvritineben da festivalebidan gviWvritineben damTel dunias maTi WvretiTRa rom undaT SeuqmnanSTabeWdileba qarTul mwerlobaze. magram ver iqne-ba eg saqme agre. yovelTvis gamoCndebian sofrombroZelisnairni _ oTar CxeiZem dagvitova; iq xomgandaqarda romanSi, magram maradiul saxed dagvi-tova.

dabolos, epizodebs ra gamolevs-meTqi da erTikidev minda, vaxseno: ukve akademikosobas miRweuliyofili megobari, akademikosobas verasodes mimRw-ev sofroms rom ebaaseba, rom unda moisyidos, xo mZimesityvaa, magram agre iTqmis, da aRwerilia maTi dia-logi, magram eg araferi, didostatia dialogebSicoTar CxeiZe, ufro is mogxiblavs, aq rom viTarebaaaRwerili saocrad, TiTqos ori jorkos duelia daara ori mecnierisa _ waiweva win erTi jorko, mief-icxeba cecxls da mihyveba mas meore jorkoi, araastamic gaielvebs alag alag, da isev SuSaniki... ho,ra, gautexeli SuSaniki gaielvebs, magram es gautex-loba yvelam viciT, rasac moiTxovs, sakuTar msx-verplSewirvas da albaT sofromic grZnobs amas, misgautexel RimilSi albaT swored eg ikiTxeba...

xan skams ewireboda zneoba, xanac _ jorkos.Sesasmelia sasumeli igi...

sityvaTa abragi

RmerTs rom sityva gamoeqceva,Tu mivaswari, Tu vimarjve,Tu daviWire da CavbRuje,mere ki vici, furcelze rogor avuSenobrolis sasaxle...RmerTs Tu sityva gamoeqceva,Torem, me, aba, ra SemiZlia?!

muza

araviTari wvima da TqeSi,araviTari zaTqi da vneba,is Semovida bebruli xvneSiT,ar mimicia Tumc amis neba.

cerad Camodo skamze sajdomida damcinavi moavlo mzeraoTaxs, romelic wamsve dajabnamisi bagidan nasrolma bgeram.

mere gastyorcna mzera mrisxanefanjrismiRmier grZneul zRvaurebsda mSvidad brZana: `midi, iCqare,dRes jojoxeTSi vimogzaurebT!~

* * *RamiT cas vetrfi da diliTbalaxebs vkocni cvrianebs,erTi cis erTi varskvlaviam Cem gulSiac wkrialebs.xan mSvidadaa da xanaczed gulis karTan wrialebs,xan qarebs uxmobs, xan mTvaresda xanac _ nislebs cvrianebs.moixuSturebs _ Caqreba,moixuSturebs _ ialebs.dRemdis mas vefofinebi,sul mis garSemo vtrialeb,erTi cis erTi varskvlaviam Cems gulSiac wkrialebs.

* * *me maswavlida papaCemi _ sulmnaTi, erT dros:_ uremze mjdomma ar Sexedo iribad qveiTs,ar gauyadro Tavi avkacs, flidsa da qvemZroms,WkvianTan Cxubi gerCivnoso regvenTan qeifs.da axla, roca me TviTon var papa da xSiradmec minda mivce SviliSvilebs raime rCeva,vambob: mismineT: sityvebi TqviT Zvirad da Zvirad,bevri tlikini ar iqcioT zneda da Cvevad.

radgan Cvenc wavalT, isic wava, gulsa gvtkens vinac,magram sityva da saqme Cveni mudmivad rCeba.

mSoblebis saflavze

axlovdeba is Jami,ros Tqvens gverdiT davwvebi,mimRereben Sindebi,mitireben anwlebi.guli TqvenTan iqneba,suliT mTvares avwvdebi,Zows ixveven Sindebida Sav giSrebs _ anwlebi.mere acremldebianorRobeTa wawlebi.

axlovdeba is Jami,ros Tqvens gverdiT davwvebi,jer ki, jer ki cxovrebasCemis qediT vawvebi,Sindebs Cem danaxvazeuwiTldebaT Rawvebida jer isev yvavianes Savtuxa anwlebi.midis, midis zafxulimzis sxivebis kawrebiT,mimRerian Sindebi,miRimian anwlebi!

Calis saxlis binadari

Calis saxli maqvs,Calisa aqvs mas saxuravic,TeTr RameebSi qarvisfrad yvavis.mzeSi ki ise aelvarebs oqros fuCeCebs,yvelas hgonia, TiTqos fiqri amiferadda...Calis saxli maqvszogjer qari wews,miyris-moyris, aur-daurevsda me swored es mixaria,radgan RameSi, gadaxdili saxuravidanvarskvlavebs viwvev Cems Calis saxlSi,mTvares ki ise Sinaurulad vesaubrebi,TiTqos rakiRa erTi gvaris varT,erTi ojaxis Svilebic viyoT...wvimian aminds ufro metad vexalisebi,radgan wvimis vercxlisfer mZivebsmTel Cems saxlSi ise iribad da giJuradvasxmartaleb,zogi ifiqrebs, Wkuaze ar var...xolo roca mze daacxunebsda uhaero simartoves SemomaCeCebs,Calis konebs saxuravze ise valageb,rom mzis sxivebma miwis sigrile ar SeaSfoTos.mokled ase var, Calis saxlSi,sulac ar vdardob.mTavaria, es qveyana ar iyos Calis,CaliT ar iyos daxuruliTorem saxli aba, ra aris?iyos Calisa, Calisave saxuraviTve.TviTve movuvli dro-Jamis darad,mivwi-movwev Calis fuCeCebs.ai, qveyanas ki verafers ver movuxerxebda amitomac sulac ar mindaCaliT daxurul qveyanaSi vcxovrobde isev.

sikvdilTan Tvalis gasworeba

tortmaniT rom auyvebiukanasknel asaxvevs,yuTSi rom xar gawkepilida yuTs hqvia sasaxle.RimiliT rom gadmoxedavqalaqs, quCebs da saxlebs,yuTSi gZinavs, rogorc mefes,da yuTs hqvia sasaxle.iq xar ukve, saidanacvervin gamogasaxlebs,uerTgules yuTSi mefobda yuTs hqvia sasaxle!

* * *Sen meubnebi, gza gqonda rTuli,im gzaze ekal-bardebi Cexe,mogereoda rogorc ki ruli,iqve gxvdeboda wyeuli Cixi,saidanac Zlivs gamodiodida kvlav iwyebdi brZolas axlidan,rom beds ebrZodi, axal gansacdelsromelic rogorc tyvias gaxlida.ase Tu ise, brZoliT iare,rogorc qvam, ise xom ar igore,me gza saerTod ara mqonia,igi me TviTon gamovigone!

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„romeli damkvidrebul ars Sew-evniTa maRlisaiTa, safarvelsa Rmr-Tisa zecaTaisa ganisuenos, rquasufalsa: xelis aRmpyrobeli Cemi xariSen da Sesavedrebeli Cemi, RmerTi Cemida me vesav mas~ _ sulmouTqmelad,odnav xmamaRla, sasiamovno xmiT, war-moTqva moZRvarma, TiTqos pirveladambobso. Semdeg mrevls moavlo Tvali.RvTismSoblis xatTan mdgomi ucxokaci SeamCnia, romelic nacnobi maRal-Cinosnis gverdiT idga. wirva samisaaTi gagrZelda. moZRvris dakvirve-bul Tvals ar gamohparvia taZarSiucxos mousvenari gadaadgileba, misidaJinebuli mzera xatebisadmi. erTiram cxadi iyo, is wirvaze dasaswrebadnamdvilad ar iyo mosuli, raRac sxvainteresi unda hqonoda.

wirvis dasasruls, rogorcyovelTvis, taZris winamZRvarma jvarigamoabrZana. mrevli uwyvet nakadadmiedineboda mis saTayvaneblad. winbavSvebi da mamakacebi midiodnen, ukan_ qalebi.

_ RmerTma daglocoT, _ mimarTajvarze amborisas maRalCinosans.

_ stumari gvyavs, dagelodebiT, _CauCurCula moZRvars.

ramdenime wuTSi taZari dacariel-da. maRalCinosanma moZRvars stumariwarudgina.

_ mamao, batoni viqtori dedaqala-qidan gaxlavT, xelovnebaTmcodnea,ufro sworad _ restavratori. mTe-li saqarTvelo Semoiara da axla Cvengvewvia, survili aqvs, xatebisrestavraciaSi dagvexmaros.

_ metad sasikeTo saqmis keTebagadagiwyvetiaT, Svilo Cemo, RmerTmadaglocoT, _ mimarTa stumars moZR-varma.

_ mgoni, ai, es RvTismSoblis xatiSua saukuneebisa unda iyos, sakmaoddazianebulia da restavracia sworedamiT unda daviwyoT, _ alaparakdastumari.

_ mecamete-meToTxmete saukunee-biT TariRdeba, Tavs ra ar gadaxdenia.roca komunistebma masiurad daiwyeseklesiebis ngreva da Zarcva, es xatierT morwmunes saxlSi daumalavs.samocian wlebSi, mZime avadmyofs,sikvdilis win eklesiisTvisdaubrunebia.

_ droze unda SevTanxmdeT. medResve TbilisSi vbrundebi, unda vi-code, xats rodis CamoitanT, rom adg-ilze dagxvdeT, _ daakonkretarestavratorma.

moZRvari dafiqrda._ dRes kviraa, albaT, xuTSabaTam-

de ver SevZleb._ xuTSabaTi iyos. am misamarTze

mobrZandiT, _ qaRaldi moZRvars mi-awoda, _ mag droisTvis dedaqalaqSiviqnebi. aba, kargad brZandebodeT, _xeli CamoarTva da karisken gaemarTa.uceb mobrunda da Sewuxebulma ikiTxa,_ kidev kargi, rom gamaxsenda. xatsriTi CamoabrZanebT? Sesabamisi trans-porti gyavT? iqneb daxmareba gWirde-baT. raionis xelmZRvanelobas xom arvTxovoT?

_ ar aris saWiro. Cemi „niviT~ gad-movabrZaneb. sawvaviT Tu damexmarebi-an, kargi iqneba.

_ Tqven nu SewuxdebiT, sawvavissaqmes me movagvareb, _ saubarSi Caer-To maRalCinosani.

_ aba, kargad, yvelaferzeSevTanxmdiT, TbilisSi gelodebiT, _daemSvidoba restavratori.

xuTSabaTs diliT, TbilisSi mi-mavals, sofel vazisubanTan gzaze mo-mlodine mgzavrma xeli auwia da wayva-na sTxova. moZRvarma manqana gauCerada saiT mibrZandebiTo _ hkiTxa.

_ quTaisamde gamogyvebiT, _ upa-suxa mgzavrma.

rogorc ki manqanis savarZelSimokalaTda, mRvdels mkacri toniTgasaRebi mosTxova, meore mxridan kiori axalgazrda miadga da manqanidangadmosvla ubrZana.

_ gasaRebs cocxali TaviT armogcemT, _ iyvira moZRvarma da gada-gdeba daapira, magram xelebi gadau-

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grixes da manqanidan iZulebiT Camoiy-vanes. gamwarebulma erT-erT moZa-lades fexi mTeli ZaliT miartya wvivisZvalze, xeli gaiTavisufla, Se-brZoleba scada, magram romeliRacamuknidan raRac mZime Caartya TavSi.moZRvari daeca.

baTumis samarSruto taqsis mZRol-ma da mgzavrebma gzis piras dagdebu-li, gasisxlianebuli mRvdeli ipoves.saswrafo daxmarebis manqana gamoiZax-es. milicia da saswrafo SemTxvevisadgilze TiTqmis erTdroulad mivi-da. milicielma maSinve amoicno moZR-vari. ugonod myofi quTaisis saavad-myofoSi gadaiyvanes. gadaudebeli op-eracia gaukeTes, marjvena Tvali hqon-da dazianebuli. eqimebma Tvalis gada-rCena SeZles da jer kidev narkoziTgabruebuli intensiur palataSi gada-iyvanes.

saoperaciodan gadayvanil TamazspalataSi meore avadmyofi daxvda. kar-

Tan ki milicieli atuzuliyo. albaT,CemsaviT vinme „kai biWi~ hyavT _gaifiqra da narkoziT gabruebulmacali Tvali gverdiT sawolisken gaa-para. sawolSi Sua asakis wverosani ma-makaci iwva. raRac meCvenebao, ifiqrada meddas dasaxmareblad mouxmo.tkivilgamayuCebeli sTxova da maleveCaeZina. ramdenime saaTi TiTqmis gaun-Zrevlad eZina. axalgaRviZebulma isevmezoblis sawols gadaxeda, axla ukvekargad arCevda _ „kai biWs~ ar hgavda,ufro saeklesio piri unda yofiliyo.

dRis cvla wasasvlelad emzadebo-da. meddam Ramis morige palataSi Seiy-vana da ganumarta: dRes ori avadmyo-fi miviReT, erTi wulukiZis cixidan,romelsac erTi Tvali amouRes, meoreki _ mRvdeli, igi nacemia. sabedni-erod, Tvalis SenarCuneba movaxerxeT,raRac CaxlarTuli ambavi unda iyos.

Tamazi darwmunda, cali TvaliTnamdvilad kargad xedavda da meddasgauRima.

_ es Ramis morigea, yvelaferivuTxari, Tu raime dagWirdebaT, aqveiqneba, milicieli dauZaxebs. eqimmadRes wamodgoma agikrZalaT. aba, kar-gad iyaviT, _ daemSvidoba medda damorigesTan erTad derefanSi gavida.

Tamazi isev mezobels uWvretda.axla garkveviT xedavda, rom saxemTlianad dalurjebuli hqonda, Tva-li ki _ axveuli. mousvenrad eZina, xanras wamoiZaxebda da xan _ ras.

_ ase umowyalod vin scema? _ cx-ovrebaze xelCaqneuls raRacis gageb-is survili gauCnda.

_ aba, vaxSami! xom ar miirTmevT? _naxevradRia karidan ikiTxa mzareul-ma qalma.

_ Tqvens vaxSams ra hqvia?_ urZeo fafa._ ara, gmadlobT, Cemi ulufa

Tqvens ufrosebs miarTviT._ iqneb Tqvenma mezobelma inebos,

_ ironiiT ikiTxa mzareulma._ Cems mezobels fafisTvis ar sca-

lia._ ratom?

_ RmerTTan saubrobs._ RmerTTan xumroba ar SeiZleba._ ar vxumrob, axlos midi da

mousmine.mzareuli sawols miadga, avadmyo-

fis SeRviZeba scada, magram uceb..._ ara, ufalo, ver waiReben, _ naw-

yvet-nawyvet simwriT amoiluRluRapacientma.

_ dedaia, boSo, ra uqniaT amSeCvenebulebs, amisgan ra unda waeRoT?ra eqneboda jvris da xatis meti? modi-da, nu SegeSindeba. mRvdels ase rom me-eqcevian, Cven ra xeirs dagvayrian, _pirjvari gadaiwera SeSinebulma mza-reulma.

_ jer ar gauRviZia, operaciagaukeTes, Tvali gadaurCines, Cemsav-iT ar gawira RmerTma. ise, detalebiTu gainteresebs, karTan rom zis daCven gvicavs, imas rZiani fafa aWame dayvelafers dagikaklavs, _ aswavlamzareuls.

_ marTla arafers SeWam? Cais mog-itan, purs da yvels mogcem, cota maincCeilukme, bebiaSenis gamomcxvarxaWapurebs aravin mogitans, kai Wama-sma Tu gindoda, cota sxvanairad undaagewyo cxovreba.

_ mainc rogor?_ magi rom mcodnoda, me TviTon

eviwyobdi, saavadmyofos mzareuli kiar viqnebodi.

_ ra magis pasuxia da xval bebiaCe-mi unda Camovides Tavisi safirmoxaWapurebiT.

_ RmerTma Segargos xvalindelixaWapuri, magram manamde wamali xomunda dalio.

_ kargi, dagijereb, Cai momitane.ramdenime wuTSi mzareulma nax-

evrad civi Cai da ruxi puri miutana.winsafris jibidan erTi naWeri yveliamoiRo, purze daudo da dasZina: essaxlidan movitane, aqaurs mecarafers vWam.

Ramis sibnele fanjaraze muqiferis fardasaviT daeSva. palataSisawolebsRa Tu gaarCevdiT. morigemeddam anTebuli sanTeli Semoitana.Tamazs saZile miqstura miawoda, Sem-deg ki moZRvris gaRviZeba scada.

_ aba, SeiRviZeT, wamali unda dali-oT.

SeiSmuSna, wamali Zlivs gadaylapa.SekiTxvebze isev areulad pasuxobda.

_ arauSavs, xval ukeT iqneba, msub-uqi Seryeva aqvs. rac mets daisvenebs,ukeTesia. am sanTels da asanTs TqvendagitovebT. droebiT, _ daemSvidobaavadmyofs.

Tamazs mTeli Rame Tvali ar moux-uWavs. miqsturac dalia, magram, amaod.CaTvlemils xan dedis aCrdilidaadgeboda Tavs, xan saxlis win mj-dari atirebuli bebia elandeboda. amqveynad bebias meti gulSematkivariaravin hyavda. marTalia, obladgaizarda, magram nina arafers akleb-da SviliSvils. skolaSi TiTiT saCvene-beli moswavle iyo. rbili da damyolixasiaTis gamo yvelas uyvarda _ did-sa Tu pataras, maswavlebelsa Tu mezo-

bels. umaRles saswavlebelSi pirvel-save wels Cairicxa. bebias mTeli sofe-li ulocavda SviliSvilis warmatebas.isic yvelaze bednieri qali iyo.

xuTi weli male gafrindeba, biWiumaRless daamTavrebs, ojaxs moekide-ba, me ki davisveneb, SvilTaSvilis ak-vans wavurwebo _ fiqrobda moxuci.

Tamazi meore kursze iyo, roca dai-Wires. namdvili ambavi aravin icoda.zogi ras hyveboda da zogi _ ras. upa-trono iyo da amas Seawmindes xelebio_ ambobdnen mezoblebi. erTi kia, romam ambavma sofeli SeZra. yvela gulwr-felad TanaugrZnobda moxucs. cixi-dan gamovida Tu ara, bebia da SviliS-vili samuSaos Zebnas Seudgnen. CaisfabrikaSi Ramis muSad miiRes. saxl-idan saRamos saaTebSi gamodioda.cota xniT soflis centrSi SekrebilaxalgazrdebTan SeCerdeboda, ila-parakebda, sigarets gaabolebda, mereki fabrikisken gauyveboda.

dRiTidRe mis mimarT axalgazrdeb-Si pativiscema izrdeboda, zogirCevasac ekiTxeboda.

soflis rwmunebuls ar gamohparviacixidan axalgamosuli Tamazis urT-ierToba sofelTan da axalgazrdebispativiscema mis mimarT.

_ marTalia, muSaobs, magram me TumkiTxavT , sanam soflis axalgazrdo-ba gaufuWebia, Tavidan aris mosaSore-beli, _ ganucxada zemdgomebs rwmu-nebulma.

iTaTbires, iTaTbires da moSorebagadawyvites. male jibeSi iaraRi upovesda isev cixeSi Seabrunes. rogorc na-samarTlevs, axla Svidi weli miusajes.

nina Wkviani qali iyo da mixvda, uku-Rma datrialebuli borbali waRmaaRar Semotrialdeboda. meore patim-roba ojaxis sabolood ganadgurebaiyo. mis SviliSvils aRaravin endobo-da. arc aravis anaRvlebda misi udana-Sauloba. Tavis mokvlazec ifiqra, ma-gram verafriT SeZlo. ukan Tavisigazrdili oboli SviliSvili eqaCebo-da, mis meti momkiTxavi aravin rom hyav-da. dRedaRam muxlCauxrelad undaeSroma, rom SabaT-kviras biWisTvis„peredaCi~ Caetana da, rogorc wesi,SabaT dilas xelSi tvirTiT gamoCnde-boda avtobusis gaCerebaze. yvelamicoda, nina wulukiZeSi midioda pati-mar SviliSvilTan,

SabaTs masTan rCeboda, kviras kisaxlSi brundeboda. nel-nela kvdebo-da ocneba galaRebul da gamravlebulojaxze.

nina cxovrebis axal wess eCveoda.cixe axla meore ojaxad qceuliyo.yovel SabaTs cixis samorigeosTanatuzuli moxuci TanamSromlebisTvisCveulebrivi movlena iyo.

albaT, am kedlebTan miweriasikvdili _ araerTgzis ufiqria pa-timris momlodines.

qurdebis bebiad monaTles. zonazeyvela icnobda, ufrosobiT dawyebu-li rigiT morigemde. yvela pativis-cemiT eqceoda. saxlSi dabrunebisasquTaisamde xSirad cixis ufrosobasCahyavda manqaniT. sxvadasxva dros ni-nasTan saxlSi ucxo pirebi gamoCnde-bodnen. zogi cota xniT CerdebodamoxucTan, zogi ki TveobiT, magramarc erT maTgans sofeli ar Seuwuxe-bia.

quTaisis saavadmyofos mimRebSi ni-nam wulukiZis cixidan gadmoyvanilipatimari moikiTxa. eqTans moxuci See-coda, Tavad gahyva naxevradCabnele-bul derefanSi da im palatamde miiy-vana, sadac Tamazi iwva. momxdarisSesaxeb icoda _ cixis mosacdelSiyvelaferi uTxres da isic, rom caliTvali dakarga. uaresis momlodinempalatis kari SeaRo. jer veraferidainaxa. sakmaod did, magram gatyave-bul oTaxSi loginebi or mwkrivaddaedgaT. maTi umravlesoba carieliiyo. fanjarasTan mwoliare ori avad-myofi dalanda da iqiT gaswia.

_ bebia, aqeT, ager vwevar, _ Seexmi-ana SviliSvili.

nina axlos mivida. Tamazs cali Tva-li axveuli hqonda. sxva araferi emC-

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neoda. moxucma cotaTi amoisunTqa daiqve skamze uxmod Camojda. tiriliundoda, magram Tavs ikavebda. sasayve-durod momzadebuli xmasac ki veriRebda. dumili isev SviliSvilma daar-Rvia.

_ vici, rasac fiqrob. rogorcyovelTvis, axlac marTali xar, magramrealobas ver SevcvliT. rac moxda,xedav. SeiZleba, movmkdariyavi, axlacocxali mainc var.

moxuci jiutad dumda. Tamazma ico-da bebias susti adgili da sworediqidan daiwyo. jer soflis ambebi gamo-kiTxa, Semdeg ki dawvrilebiT uambocixeSi momxdaris Sesaxeb. yinuli Tan-daTan dneboda da rogorc iqna, moxu-ci alaparakda. Semdeg saWmeli amoal-aga. nawili gverdze mwoliare mRvdelsdaulaga da sTxova, miirTviTo. Svil-iSvils Sublze xeli gadausva da Seex-vewa: Cems dasanaxad raime SeWameo.moSiebulma Tamazma bebias Txovna Seus-rula. Wama daamTavra Tu ara, maSinvesaqmeze gadavida da moxucs ganucxada:

_ bebo, Sen Cveni, Cemi da Cemi axalimegobris, _ gverdze mwoliare avad-myofze aniSna, _ erTaderTi imedi xar.saqme Zalian seriozulia. mokled, romagixsna, xvalve TbilisSi unda waxvide,es werili Sinagan saqmeTa saministro-Si miitano da ministris moadgilesunda gadasce. werili baliSidan gamo-aZro, baraTze daweril misamarTzemiuTiTa. werili kabinetSi piradad masunda Caabaro. rom icode, qveynisTvisra magar saqmes gaakeTeb. Seni moxerxe-bulobis ambavi rom vici, am „opera-cias~ Tavs kargad gaarTmev, Sen xom Cemijigari bebo xar.

ninam SviliSvils werilisaswrafod gamoarTva, qveda kabisbolo aswia da sakmaod uxerxul adgi-las, Tamazi rom saswrafo daxmarebisganyofilebas eZaxda da romelsac pa-timrebis mier gamotanebuli werileb-isTvis iyenebda, Caido.

_ ho, gzaSi frTxilad iyavi, am wer-ilis dakargva ar SeiZleba. mezoblebsuTxari, rom TbilisSi Tamazis Sewy-alebis Taobaze mivdivar-Tqo.

_ Sen nu naRvlob. vici, rasac vizam,_ Tqva moxucma darwmunebiT.

nina im dResve sofelSi dabrunda.kvira diliT saRamos matarebelzewasasvleli bileTi SeiZina. matarebel-Si mTeli Rame fxizlobda. yvelam romdaiZina, mere miwva, cotas wavTvlemo_ gaifiqra _ vin icis, xval ra dRemelodebao.

diliT adre gaiRviZa. matareblismgzavrebs taqsis gaCerebasTan miyvanasTxova. axalgazrdebma taqsis mZRols,bebos kargad moemsaxureo, sTxoves.nina dilis cxra saaTze Sss-s Sesasv-lelTan idga. iq uamravi xalxi ireo-da. bebo TanamSromlebis nakads gahy-va, magram Sesasvlel karTan SeaCeres.

_ Tqven saiT, moxuco? _ hkiTxakarTan mdgomma dacvis TanamSromel-ma.

_ Svilo, me guriidan Camovedi, ba-toni gurami piradad unda vnaxo, saqmemaqvs masTan.

_ ar SeiZleba, miReba pirvelisaaTidan iwyeba, miRebaze ki winaswarunda CaeweroT.

_ am diliT Camovedi, winaswar ro-dis Cavewerebodi, _ Seutia moxucma.

_ kanoni yvelasTvis kanonia, undadaelodoT, axla ki mibrZandiT, _ ci-vad miuxura kari dacvis Tanam-Sromelma. nina iq Sesasvlel karTanaituza da mTeli gulisyuriT aTva-lierebda SenobaSi Semsvlelebs.

vin icis, iqneb im kacma Cem cxvirwinaxla Caiara, saxeze rom vcnobde, Se-vaCerebdi da gamovelaparakebodi,werilsac xelSi Cavudebdi _ fiqrob-da guldawyvetiT. male Semsvlelebisnakadi TiTqmis damTavrda, kars TiTokaciRa Tu miadgeboda, raRac qaRaldsaCvenebda da SenobaSi uSvebdnen. kar-Tan atuzuli moxuci arc erT Semsv-lels ar gamohparvia, radgan igi gar-egnobiT zurikelas bebias hgavda daamitomac yvela cnobismoyvareobiTaTvalierebda. cota xnis Semdeg

dacvis TanamSromelma bebias skamigamoutana da Tan gamoelaparaka:

_ bebo, pirvel saaTamde dididroa. manamde aq apirebT darCenas? _hkiTxa moxucs.

_ aba, ra vqna, nena, gzai me ar vicida kvali, arc wasasvleli maqvs sadme.

_ aqamde rogor moxvediT?_ rkinigzis sadguridan taqsma

momiyvana. roca im patiosan kacs vnax-av, isev taqsiT waval, mere ki RmerTiamowyale, rkinigzis sadguridan ki ge-vikvlev gzas, _ sxartad miugo moxuc-ma.

Sesasvlel kars mze TandaTan adge-boda da sicxec matulobda. moxucsjer wyali SesTavazes, Semdeg SigniTSeiyvanes da iqve, kuTxeSi mdgar skamzedasves. am uCveulo bebos xan erTi Tan-amSromeli Camoujdeboda gverdiT,xan _ meore. sasaubro Temasac malevepoulobdnen. sul ramdenime saaTSi ni-nam daipyro dacvis TanamSromlebisgulebi, romlebic axla ukve imazefiqrobdnen, rogor daxmarebodnen damoxuci rogor SeeyvanaT batoni gura-mis kabinetSi.

Tormeti saaTisTvis dacvis Tanam-Sromelma kibeze amomavali batoniguramis mZRoli SeniSna, SemTxveva xe-lidan ar gauSva da uTxra:

_ es moxuci Seni ufrosis piradistumaria, iqneb uTxra, rom mas elode-ba da sanam ar Sexvdeba, aqedan fexismocvlas ar apirebs.

mZRolma moxucs gadaxeda dagakvirvebulma gza ganagrZo, radganigi ufrosis mTel sanaTesaos icnob-da da aseTi aravin eguleboda.

ramdenime wuTSi misaRebSi telefo-nis xma gaisma, morigem upasuxa:

_ ki, batono, axlave amoviyvanT._ bebo, gagimarTla, kabinetSi

gelodebian, _ SesZaxa gaxarebulmadacvis TanamSromelma.

moxuci meore sarTulze ministrismoadgilis karTan miaciles. karigauRes da SebrZandiTo, uTxres. yve-laferi ise swrafad moxda, nina, cotaar iyos, daibna. kabinetSi uxerxuladSeabija. damxvduri sandomianad eCve-na. axlos mivida da miesalma:

_ me Tqvenma moZRvarma gamomgzav-na. axla igi quTaisis saavadmyofoSiwevs Cems SviliSvilTan erTad. TviTonTqvenTan dakavSireba ver SeZlo da memTxova, werili piradad gadmomeca.

_ albaT, axali ambavia, ori kviriswin vinaxule, maSin kargad iyo,araferi uTqvams.

_ ki, axali ambavia, _ Tqva da gver-diT Setrialda, qveda kabis kalTa ai-wia, muxlebamde Camoweul mwvanesacvalSi xeli Seiyo da iqedansamkuTxa qaRaldi gamoiRo. gadasace-mad motrialda. saxtad darCeniligurami rom dainaxa, mizezs mixvda damoubodiSa:

_ ar Segezaros, nena, amis qveS kidevsacvali macvia, moxuci var da Zvleb-

is satkivari mawuxebs, imiza vicvam ase.dabneulma ministris moadgileb

bebos werili gamoarTva. pirveladcxovrebaSi, ar icoda, ra eTqva, rogormoqceuliyo. bolos, uxerxulobis ga-dasafarad, telefonze dareka da vi-Racas amosvla sTxova. maleve kabinet-Si nacnobi mZRoli Semovida.

_ es qalbatoni Cemi manqaniT sad-guramde miiyvane, bileTi auRe, asadileda sadguris dacvis ufross Cemi sax-eliT Caabare. matarebelSi Casvan daguriaSi gaamgzavron.

_ nena, amdeni Sewuxeba saWiro araa.sadguramde Tu mimiyvanT, madlobismeti ra meTqmis. nu geSiniaT, ar de-vikargebi. romc devikargo, amiTacaraferi daSavdeba, mxolod erTgzaabneul biWs momkiTxavi moakldeba.amxela gzaze Camevedi da mag werilSira weria, igic ar vici. miTxres, said-umlo ambaviao da mec saidumlod Cam-evitane. im patiosan mRvdels da CemsSviliSvils uari ver vuTxari. aba, kar-gad brZandebodeT, xeli gauwoda jerkidev dabneul maspinZels.

_ naxvamdis, _ moxucs mxarze xelimoxvia da karamde miacila.

samSabaTs, diliT qurdebis bebiagamcilebelma rkinigzis baqanze Camos-va da xelis qneviT daemSvidoba.

nina quTaisSi wasvlas Cqarobda,radganac ar icoda, Tamazs saavadmy-ofodan rodis gawerdnen. aucile-blad unda enaxa da eTqva, rom davale-ba warmatebiT Seasrula. sxva SemTx-vevaSi SabaTamde mouwevda lodini. TanSTabeWdilebis qveS iyo. Zalian undo-da SviliSvilisTvis yvelaferidawvrilebiT moeyola.

gumanma ar umtyuna. quTaisSi CasulsSviliSvili cixeSi gadayvanili daxv-da. palataSi marto moZRvari iyo.

_ kidev kai, Tqven rom mainc mo-giswariT, davaleba Sesrulebulia,werili piradad ministris moadgilesgadaveci. ar megona, Tu amferi kai ad-amianebic muSaobdnen mag saministro-Si, yvela usisxlo da ugulo megona.

_ Cemi sulieri Svilia, qalbatono.marTali giTxraT, Tavidan undobladSevxvdi Tamazis winadadebas TqveniTbilisSi gagzavnis Taobaze. TurmemarTali yofila, Zalian yoCaRi yo-filxarT. sityvebi ar myofnis, pirda-pir daujerebelia. axla vici, rom zed-mets aravisTan ilaparakebT. amitomacminda, icodeT, rom Tqven Sua sauku-neebSi dawerili RvTismSoblis xatisgadarCenaSi miiReT monawileoba. Rv-Tis nebiT, yvelaferi kargad iqneba daxats gadavarCenT.

moxuci adgilze gaiyina, piri daa-Ro, gegoneboda, yba Camouarda.

_ deilocos misi dideba, yve-lafers vifiqrebdi, mara imas ki ara,rom RvTismSobels Cemi daxmarebadasWirdeboda. Cven xom karga xania,ufals daviwyebuli vyavarT, _ sinan-uliT Tqva.

_ Tqveni ojaxis Sesaxeb Tamazmayvelaferi miambo. ar mikvirs, ase romfiqrobT, Cven adamianebi varT da yve-lafers martivi logikiT vxsniT, ma-gram ase araa, ufali gansacdelsrCeulebs ugzavnis, ubralo eniT romgiTxraT, piriqiT _ Tqven ufals uy-varxarT.

_ nena, Tqveni naTqvamidan ve-raferi ver gevige.

_ modi, saubari SemdegisTvis gada-vdoT. vici, aucileblad SevxvdebiT.

_ RmerTma gisminoT, kargad brZan-debodeT, _ daemSvidoba moZRvars.

ramdenime dRis Semdeg televizorissayureblad mezobelTan gadasulma ni-nam sainformacio gamoSvebaSi moismi-na: samarTaldamcavebma sarfis saba-Joze TaRliTTa jgufi daakava, romel-ic cdilobda, sxva saeklesio nivTebT-an erTad, gaetana Sua saukuneebisRvTismSoblis unikaluri xati.

ninas karga xania, Tavi ase bedni-erad ar ugrZvnia. mezoblebisTvis un-doda, eTqva, rom xatis gadarCenaSimanac miiRo monawileoba, magram du-mili amjobina _ mainc aravin dam-ijerebso _ ifiqra. ar icoda, romdakavebulTa Soris CvenTvis nacnobi„restavratoric~ iyo.

Tamazi vadaze adre gaaTavisufles.cota xani bebiasTan dahyo. mere ki kvi-raobiT sadRac siaruli daiwyo. mox-ucma SeiZleba kidec icoda, sad dadio-da, magram axloblebisTvis arasodesuTqvams. namdvilad icoda, rom saTa-maSod dadioda da saxlSi dabrunebasSiSis kankaliT elodeboda. xSirad nax-avdiT saxlis WiSkarTan momlodineacremlebul ninas, romelic gamvlel-gamomvlels, vinc ki mis ambavs ikiTx-avda, eubneboda _ cixem samudamoddamiRupa Cemi simwriT gazrdili Svil-iSvilio. xandaxan sofelSi wagebulTanxazec laparakobdnen. erTxel sax-lSi gogonasTan erTad dabrunda dacoli moviyvaneo, ganucxada bebias.erTi wlis Semdeg moZRvarma bebia daSviliSvili moinaxula.

_ racxa ki yofila am qveyanaze, _pirjvris weriT Tqva ninam da moZRvarsakvanSi mZinare SvilTaSvili aCvena.

qurdebis bebiam kidev karga xansicocxla. ise wynarad „gaipara~ am qvey-nidan, aravin Seuwuxebia.

qelexSi Tamadam gansakuTrebulipativiscemiT warmoTqva gardacvli-lis Sesandobari da nasvami kacis gul-wrfelobiT dasZina: rac xne memateba,marTali giTxraT, xSirad vfiqrob daverafriT amixsnia, ratomaa cxovrebaase ukuRma mowyobili. qali, romelicsofelSi saTnoebiTa da patiosnebiTgamoirCeoda, qurdebis bebiad movnaT-leT. arada, yvelam kargad viciT, romarc bebias da arc SviliSvils cxovre-baSi araferi mouparavT. namdviliqurdebi, tyavs rom gvaZroben, kabi-netebSi sxedan da civ borjoms miirT-meveno...

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kunZuli dabali, xSiri, zRvis havisSesaferisi mcenareebiT iyo dafaru-li, xolo misi sanapiro _ maRali, kl-dovani masebiT Semdgari. caze Tolie-bi dafrinavdnen da iqaurobas Wyi-viliT avsebdnen. am erTi patara, ud-aburi kunZulis irgvliv gasaberi nav-iTac ki rom SemogevloT, naxevarisaaTi sakmarisi iqneboda. swored aseTnavSi isxdnen, aqeT rom moiwevdnen.kaci mSvidad usvamda niCbebs, qali kiwamowoliliyo da mzeze irujeboda.roca kunZuls mouaxlovdnen, kacmayuri ugdo.

_ ra gaigone?_ siwynare... kunZulze dasadgure-

buli siwynaris xma.marTlac asea. siwynare patar-pat-

ara xmebs moicavs. mcenareTa Sriali,frinvelTa Jivili da maTi frTebisfriali kunZuls SemosazRvruli mSvi-di zRvisagan ganasxvavebs.

qveviT, kldeebis ZirSi, zRva rocawynari iyo, wyali mkveTri cisferi Can-da, kriala, da masSi CaSvebuli mzis sx-ivebi siRrmemdec aRwevda. sanapiroskldovan nawilSi araerTi mRvime iRe-boda, da swored, erT-erTisken miiw-evdnen axla Cveni damTvaliereblebic.

italiis samxreT sanapiroebis ve-luri buneba jer kidev xelSeuxebeliiyo turistebisgan. navSi msxdomniaqaurobiT dasatkbobad Camo-suliyvnen. kaci gvarad uzneli iyo _sakmaod cnobili poeti; qals ki deliah. erqva _ Zalian lamazi da momxiblaviqalbatoni.

delia, SeiZleba iTqvas, fana-tikurad iyo gatacebuli samxreTiT;navze wamowolili ganuwyvetlivsaubrobda da aRfrTovanebas ver ma-lavda am momajadoebeli sanaxaobiT,Tanac uznelis sayvedurobda, aqauro-ba dRemde rom ar hqonda daTvaliere-buli.

_ moica, _ eubneboda kaci, _moica!

_ moica ras niSnavs? amaze ukeTessilamazes sad naxav?! _ pasuxobda is.

uzneli, xasiaTiTa da profesiidangamomdinare, sifrTxiliT ekidebodasxvis emociebsa da sityvebs. Cveulebi-samebr, mxolod mas undoda bunebrivisilamaze aRmoeCina; ZiriTadad is, racqveS iyo da ar Canda, rac yvelasTvisioli dasanaxi ar iqneboda. ase ufroeCveneboda sainteresod da namdvilad,vidre axla, erTi SexedviT danaxuli,iolad aRqmuli, amitomac deliaslaparakze nervebi eSleboda, magramsxva ra gza hqonda?! mainc usmenda.qali Zlier uyvarda da ar SeeZlo, essilamaze masTan erTad ar gaeziarebi-na. uznelisTvis bednierebasunTqvaSekruli mdgomareobiT aRqmaiyo. ase undoda SeegrZno is. im dRi-dan, rac delia Seuyvarda, xalxTanurTierTobasac frTxilobda, misi Si-nagani samyaro rom ar darRveuliyo,magram mainc ar undoda uari eTqvarameze, arc sakuTar Tavze da arc imbednierebaze, win rom eSleboda. axlacfrTxilobda am SemosazRvruli buneb-is winaSe; buneba, romelic mets sTava-zobda, ufro maRals, graciozuls,TiTqos margalitis niJarasaviT ixsne-boda mis win, amitomac eSinoda; eSino-da am yvelafrisken ar gadaxriliyo,misi piradi samyaro da xedva ar Selax-uliyo, ar Secvliliyo. cisferi kria-la wyali, mwvanedan rux ferSi gar-damavali sanapiro, mSvid zRvaSiTevzis moulodneli farTxalis xma...yvelafer amas rom ar ecdunebina.

erT mRvimeSi Sevidnen. iq zRvis naw-ili Ria mwvane feris tbasaviT iSle-boda; ufro iqiT ki, siRrmisken, mTladbneloda. kacma niCbebi mousva da naviwriulad daatriala, areklili fere-biT undoda datkbariyo. mRvimidanCanda, gareT rogor ereoda erTmaneTszRvisa da sinaTlis ferebi, riTaciqauroba saocrad lamazad ixatebo-da. basri sxivebi wyals ecemoda damaTi kveTa zed irekleboda; xoloqveviT, siRrmeSi gawolili muqiCrdilebi ufro da ufro izrdeboda.sinaTlisa da wylis refleqsebi kldis

italo kalvino

erTi poetis ambavi

kedlebzec aRiniSneboda da zRvistalRebis moZraobac ikveTeboda.

_ ai, axla mesmis RmerTebis! _ wam-oiZaxa qalma.

_ hm!.. _ uzneli anerviulebuliCanda. emociebisa da gancdebis sityve-biT gadmocemas miCveuli, axla monusx-uliviT ijda, veRarafers ambobda,TiTqos ena ar ubrundeba pirSio.

mRvimeSi Sesvlisas, navma kldis erTnawils gadauara, qvevidan odnav romexeboda wylis zedapirs, da tivtividaiwyo brWyviala, mocimcime adgilebsSoris, romlebic drogamoSvebiTniCbebis mosmis dros warmoiqmneboda.yvelaferi danarCeni CrdilSi iyo mo-qceuli. niCbebi zogjer kldis kedel-sac xvdeboda. delia ukan iyurebodada xedavda, rogor ecvleboda casferi.

_ kiborCxala! didi! eger! _ wam-oiZaxa qalma da cotaTi wamoiwia.

_ alaaa!.. errr!.. _ gaisma eqo._ eqo! _ gauxarda da TviTonac

kmayofilebiT savsem raRac wamoZax-ilebis da leqsebis strofebis war-moTqmas mohyva.

_ Senc, Senc iyvire! survili Cau-Tqvi rame! _ SesZaxa uznelis.

_ ooo... _ iyvira uznelimac, _eiii... eqooo...

navi SigniT Sedioda TandaTan, sa-dac ufro da ufro imatebda sibnele.

_ meSinia... vin icis, iqneb urCx-ulebic arian aq?!

_ ho, gamoCndebian male._ meSinia, davbrundeT! _ daiJina

qalma.uzneli mixvda, rom ufro da ufro

miiwevda sibneleSi; da cota ar iyos,isic Seipyro SiSma, amitom niCbebiswrafad mousva da navi moatriala;

iqiT gaswia, sadac mRvime ufro iSle-boda. zRva iq kobaltisferi xdeboda.

_ polipebi iqnebian aq? _ ikiTxadeliam.

_ rom iyos, gamoCndeboda. wyalikrialaa.

_ maSin gavcurav, _ Tqva da moswy-da navs.

qali gadmoxuruli kldis qveS wy-alSi gadaeSva; misi sxeuli xan TeTriCanda, TiTqos sinaTlem yvelanairiferisgan gaaSiSvlao, da xan _ zR-vasaviT cisferi.

uznelim niCbebis mosmas Tavi daane-ba da sunTqvaSekrulma qals dauwyoyureba. misTvis delias siyvaruli ammRvimis sarkesaviT kriala wyaliviTiyo, usityvod rom tovebda da enaCa-vardnils amyofebda, Tumca erTisasiyvarulo leqsic ki ar hqonda daw-erili, erTic ki.

_ miayene sadme, _ uTxra deliam.mere is mcire zomis qsovili moiZro,mkerds rom ufaravda da navisken ga-daisrola, _ erTi wuTiT... _ SeixsnaTeZoebze mibneuli qveda qsovilic dauznelis gadaawoda.

qali axla SiSveli iyo. misi kanisTeTri feri mkerdsa da TeZoebzeZalian ar gamoirCeoda, radgan wyal-Si mTlianad cisfrad elvarebda, medu-zasaviT. cal gverdze curavda, nelisvliT, da ise iyo gaCerebuli, qandake-ba gegonebodaT; Tavi wylis zemoTodnav uCanda, drogamoSvebiT calimxarica da gaSlili mklavis nazi xazicgamoCndeboda xolme; meore mklavi,neli moZraobiT, xan faravda da xanaCenda maRla aweul mkvriv mkerds;fexebi msubuqad xvdeboda wyals dasriala mucels nazad ativtivebda,romelsac Wipi silaze msubuqi nakva-leviviT aCnda. wyalSi CaSvebuli mzissxivebi mis sxeuls ise exebodnen,TiTqos jer tanisamosiT mosavdnen damere aSiSvlebdneno. curvidan raRaccekvismagvar moZraobaze gadavida;iRimeboda, Tan mxrebsa da majebs wri-ulad amoZravebda; muxlebs ise xrida,patara Tevzi gegonebodaT.

navze myofi uzneli Tvalebad iyoqceuli. kargad icoda, rom is, rac mascxovrebam am sanaxaobis tkbobiT mis-ca, sxvebs ar hqondaT; arc is mzesaviTmwveli guli, simSvide rom iyo Sig das-adgurebuli. yvelaferi, rac iq, imwuTebSi xdeboda, arafers Seedrebo-da, eniT auwereli silamaze iyo.

delia axla mucliT gawva wyalze damRvimis Ria pirisken gacura. mzec iqiTiyo. nel-nela micuravda. mis qveviT,cisferi wyali TandaTan icvleboda,ufro Ria da mbzinvare xdeboda.

_ frTxilad! Caicvi, navebimocuraven!

qali ukve kldeebs Soris iyo Sesu-li, Ria cis qveS. xmis gagonebaze, ucebCaeSva wyalSi da uznelisken gaswia

mklavebi. kacma sacurao kostiumiswrafad gadaawoda. manac wyalSive,curviT Caicva da navze avida.

navebi, romlebic aqeT moiwevdnen,meTevzeebisa iyo. uznelim isini Seic-no. unaxavs, sawylebi, rogor aTevenRameebs sanapiroze, kldis lodebzedawolilebs rom sZinavT. mousva niCbe-bi da maT Sesaxvedrad gaemarTa.

meTevzeebis navs axalgazrda ma-makaci marTavda, romelsac iseTi SeW-muxnili saxe hqonda, gegonebodaT,kbili stkivao; TeTri, mezRvaurisqudi wvril Tvalebze Camoewia daniCbebs ise swrafad da moqnilad us-vamda, TiTqos yovel mosmaze naklebitkivili unda SeigrZnoso. xuTi Svilismama iyo, gaWirvebuli da sa-sowarkveTilebaSi Cavardnili; navisukana nawilze gamxdari moxuci ijda.Tavze Wilis meqsikuri qudi exura,romelic irgvliv Camocrecoda danaxvretebidan Sesuli Suqi Saravande-diviT Semoxveoda. etyoboda, erTdros Zlieri da Tavmomwone mamakaciiyo, axla ki mrgvali Tvalebi isedaeWyita, mTvrali gegonebodaT; jerkidev Savi, CamoSvebuli ulvaSebis qveSpiri daeRo da daWeril kefals daniTwmenda.

_ modis Tevzi? _ dauyvira de-liam.

_ cota, _ upasuxes, _ sezons gaaC-nia...

delias iqaur macxovreblebTangamolaparakeba moswonda, uznelis ki_ ara.

_ maT winaSe Tavs unamuso kacadvgrZnob, _ ityoda mxrebis aCeCviT, dameti araferi, ase daasrulebda xolme.

axla orive navi erTmaneTis gver-diT idga. meTevzeebisas saRebavi gada-svloda da aqerclili nawilebi alag-alag Camohkideboda. sabjenze bawriTmibmuli niCabi xis nawils exaxunebodada yoveli mosmisas sacodavad kvneso-da. Jangmokidebuli oTxkakviani Ruzaviwro dasajdomi dafis qveS gaCxeril-iyo, Tevzebis Casayrel kalaTebsSoris, romlebsac zRvis mowiTalo,

ukve Semxmari mcenareebi ulvaSebiviTCamohkideboda. maTze Segrovil, kor-pis wiTlad SeRebili tivtivebianibadeebis aqeT-iqiT gadayril kideebzepirs aRebdnen gaxlarTuli ruxi dafiruzisferi Tevzebi, romlebsaclayuCebis qveS sisxlis samkuTxediwiTlad uCandaT.

uzneli Cumad iyo. cxovrebis es si-uJeti mTlianad ewinaaRmdegebodabunebis im silamazes, romlis winaSeccota xnis win imyofeboda. iq erTi si-tyvis Tqmasac ver axerxebda, aq ki si-tyvebis groviT ivseboda misi goneba_ sityvebi, romlebic aRwerdnen yov-el meWeWs, wveris yovel Rers moxucimeTevzis cudad gaparsul da gamxdarsaxeze, Tevzis yovel vercxlisferqercls...

napirze kidev erT navi iyo,amoyiravebuli, sayrdenebze dadebuli.mis qveS RamenaTev meTevzeebs eZinaT.maTi SiSveli terfebi Crdilidan gareTgamodioda. iqve, axlos, erTi mTladSavebSi Cacmuli qali, saxec ki rom aruCanda, qvabs zRvis mcenareebiT SekeTe-bul cecxlze adgamda, romlis aliTandaTan cisken iwevda. sanapiros isnawili qviani iyo, ruxi feris. cotaiqiT, gamoxunebul xalaTebSi CacmulibavSvebi TamaSobdnen. patarebs yura-dRebas mSoblebisgan davalebuliufrosi debi aqcevdnen. mozardebs, sx-artad rom darbodnen zRvasa da kldo-van masebs Soris, Zveli, ufrosebis nax-mari, gadakeTebuli mokle SarvlebiecvaT. ufro iqiT, siliani sanapiroiSleboda, TeTri da udaburi, romel-ic bolos, xSiri lerwmisa da dau-muSavebeli miwis gverdiT ikargeboda.erTi mTlad SavebSi, magram gamosasv-lelad Cacmuli axalgazrda, qudicaseTi feris rom hqonda, sanapirozemiabijebda; mxarze keti gaedo da zedtomsika Camoekidebina. miabijebda daTan plaJis fxvier zedapirze fexsac-melebis ZirebiT kvals tovebda. vinmeglexi an mwyemsi iqneboda, ra Tqma unda,Siga soflidan bazrisTvis Camosuli;albaT, zRvis niavis monaberiT cotaram sanugeSos eZebda. kargad moCandaSemaRlebul miwayrilze gayvanilirkinigza, misi eleqtroxazebiT, boZe-biT da SemoRobili zoliT, gvirabSirom ikargeboda; mere Tavidan iwyebo-da, isev qreboda da isev Cndeboda, aras-worad gakerili qsoviliviT. cotamoSorebiT, TeTri da Savi qvis jebiriTSemosazRvruli gza aRmarTze adiodada dabali tanis zeTisxilebSi ikarge-boda. kidev ufro zeviT, SiSveli mTebiCanda mxolod saZovrebiTa da buCqebiTzed an mxolod qvebiT savse. am mTebsSoris erTi sofeli iyo gaSenebuli,romelic Tavisi erTmaneTze Sexurxlu-li saxlebiT maRla-maRla Sefeniliyo.saxlebs Soris dagebul qvafeniliankibisebr gzas Sua adgilas saniaRvrearxi hqonda amoWrili, romelsac jore-bis wunwuxi mohyveboda. yvela sacx-ovreblis win xanSiSesuli qalebi isxd-nen, xolo qvis kedlebze, mwkrivSi, mox-uci mamakacebis gverdiT, TeTr per-angebSi Cacmuli axalgazrdebicCamomjdariyvnen. maT Soris, kibismag-var gzaze, bavSvebi TamaSobdnen. rome-liRac ufrosi biWi Zirs gawoliliyo,loya kibis safexurze daedo da Tvlem-da. ase urCevnoda dasveneba, radgan aqufro meti sigrile iyo, vidre saxlSi,naklebi sunic idga. saxlSi yvelganWurWeli ewyo, haerSi buzebis grovatrialebda. yvela kedelze, yvelaqaRaldze da buxris Tavze gadafare-bul gazeTzec maTi eqskrementebi mi-webebuliyo.

uzneli sityvebs veRar itevdagonebaSi. xSiri, erTmaneTSi Cax-larTuli azrebi, maT Soris yovelg-vari daSorebiTa da Tavisufali adgi-lis gareSe, tvins uburRavdnen mas; erTgrovad awvebodnen, minimalur TeTradgilebsac uqrobdnen da sabolood,rCeboda mxolod Savi, mTlianad Savi,SeuRweveli, sasowarkveTili, rogorcyvirili...

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amomavali mze. xmauri transpor-tis, xalxis. surneli sauzmis. aromatiyavis. zaris xma erTxel, orjer,samjer. kaci cols eZaxis. saketis tka-cuni. saxeluris xma. ucnobis momRima-ri saxe.

_ dila mSvidobisa, qalbatono._ dila mSvidobisa.siCume. sityvebis lodini_ riT dagexmaroT?_ iciT, daxmarebis saTxovnelad ar

movsulvar._ ..._ vifiqre, Sevuvli-meTqi._ me?_ diax, Tqven._ ki magram, ar gicnobT._ sworia, es unda gamovasworoT._ didi bodiSi, ar mcalia, meCqareba._ erTi wuTiT._ raime gWirdebaT?_ ara._ aba, ratom dgaxarT Cems karTan?_ vifiqre, vestumrebi-meTqi._ me?_ diax._ ras brZanebT?! Tu SeiZleba,

aqedan wabrZandiT._ stumrebi ar giyvarT?_ saidan moitaneT, rom ar gviy-

vars?_ Tqvens karTan vdgavar da

magdebT._ gagdebT?_ Tqven stumarTmoyvare ar xarT._ ras brZanebT, stumrebi xSirad

gvyavs, bolos da bolos, stumari Rv-Tisaa.

_ mec stumari var, ese igi, mec Rv-Tisa var.

_ stumari ar xarT, Tqven..._ aah, diax, me viRac usaqmuri var,

rogorc albaT Tqven TvliT._ wabrZandiT, axlave datoveT

aqauroba.karis braxuni. oTaxis myudroeba.

zaris xma erTxel, orjer... ramdenjer-me. saketis tkacuni. saxeluris xma.

_ isev Tqven?_ diax, qalbatono._ ratom ar midixarT?_ Tqveni ganwyobis gamo._ ..._ weRan agaRelveT da gawyenineT

kidec._ cdebiT, batono, arc vRelav, arc

araferi mwyenia. Tu SeiZleba, mibrZan-diT.

_ ar SemiZlia, me Tqvenamde imdenxans movdiodi da bolos movedi.

_ araferi mesmis._ Tqven me ar mismenT._ piriqiT, yuradRebiT gismenT da

ver vxvdebi, ra gindaT._ minda, ar aReldeT da ar iyoT

nawyeni._ xom giTxariT, rom ar var?_ me ki mgonia, rom xarT._ sakmarisia.karis braxuni. oTaxis sivrcis sivi-

wrove. qmris kiTxvisniSniani Tvalebi.pasuxi gonebaSi gabneuli. isev zari _erTxel, orjer... ramdenjerme. col-qmris braziani mzera. saketis tkacu-ni. saxeluris xma.

_ ukanasknelad gekiTxebiT, ragnebavT?

_ swored magis axsnas vcdilob am-den xans.

_ arafers mixsniT._ me mindoda, meTqva, rom didi

xania, vfiqrob aq mosvlaze._ ratom?_ iciT?.. o, batono, dila mSvi-

dobisa, Tqvens cols vuxsnidi..._ ra iciT, rom misi coli var?_ vin xarT Tqven?_ swored amis axsna mindoda, rom

me movdiodi TqvenTan._ ratom? _ sibraze ekideba kacs._ me xSirad movdiodi TqvenTan._ CvenTan?_ CvenTan? ras ambobT, _ SeSinebu-

li iyureba coli._ me stumari var-meTqi, aki giTx-

ariT.

_ rodis modiodiT CvenTan? _ xmaebzareba kacs.

_ Cven erTmaneTs ar vicnobT, _luRluRebs coli.

_ es kaci ratom modioda CvenTan?_ ukve yviris kaci.

_ ar vicnob._ mindoda, meTqva..._ ra, rom Cems cols stumrobT?_ SeiZleba, asec iTqvas,Tumca..._ me ar vicnob mas, _ yviris qali._ ar gacocxlebT, _ Rrialebs

kaci._ ar vicnob mas, ar vicnob mas, _

luRluRebs qali, _ Cven xom ar vic-

nobT erTmaneTs?_ ho, es unda gamovasworoT.dabneuli siCume._ xom TqviT, rom xSirad dadixarT

aq? _ Rrialebs kaci._ diax._ aba, ris gamosworebaze lapara-

kobT?_ imis, rom Cven ar vicnobT erTma-

neTs._ vin Cven, me da Sen? _ javrobs

kaci._ diax, me da Tqven._ mec ar vicnob, _ kankalebs qali._ diax, qalbatono, arc Tqven gic-

nobT, es unda gamovasworoT._ ra unda gamoasworoT? _ yviris

kaci._ is, rom ar vicnobT erTmaneTs.isev siCume. sibrazis xlarTebi. mz-

erebis paemnebi._ Tu ar gvicnobT, visTan dadix-

arT aq? _ cdilobs, simSvide Seinar-Cunos kacma.

_ TqvenTan._ CemTan?_ iciT, orivesTan._ ras gulisxmobT?_ vcdilob, giTxraT, rom me xSir-

ad davdivar aq._ Cems colTan?_ SeiZleba, asec iTqvas._ ar vicnob mas, _ icremleba qali._ gamagebineT, bolos da bolos,

visTan dadixarT aq?_ didixania, vfiqrobdi aq mosv-

laze._ ratom?_ imitom, rom me aq xSirad davdi-

var._ visTan? rodis?

_ ocnebebSi, fiqrebSi me aq xSiraddavdivar.

_ ocnebebSi? visze ocnebobT?_ Tqvenze._ Cemze? _ warbebi Sublze asdis

kacs._ Tqvenzec, _ trialdeba qal-

isken._ Cems colze? _ sayeloSi wvdeba

kaci._ am saxlis binadrebze._ ar xarT normaluri, _ ambobs

kaci._ diax, meubnebian._ daikarge aqedan.

_ ara, iciT, Cems ocnebebSi am kar-Tan vdgavar.

_ isev ar iSliT?_ vfiqrobdi, movidodi TqvenTan..._ ratom CemTan?_ an TqvenTan, qalbatono._ Cems colTan ra saqme gaqvT?_ me viqnebodi Tqveni stumari._ Cven Tqven arcki gicnobT._ ah, diax, es unda gamovasworoT._ isev Tqvensas mierekebiT._ ver gamigeT..._ ver gagigeT imitom, rom ar am-

bobT, ra gindaT._ me am saxlSi stumroba mindoda._ isev?_ aki giTxariT, ocnebebSi vxedav-

di-meTqi._ kars?_ diax, kars, mis binadarT._ aqedan wabrZandiT._ ara, iciT, me aq SemTxveviT ar

movsulvar._ policiaSi davrekavT._ ar gindaT, ar miyvars policia._ emalebiT?_ asec SeiZleba, iTqvas._ albaT damnaSave xar, _ yviris kaci._ SeiZleba, arc amas gamovricxav._ qurdi xar?_ ara, ara ras ambobT? _ asavsavebs

xelebs._ nuTu yaCaRi, kaci mokaliT?_ ara, ara, _ kategoriulad aqnevs

Tavs._ aba, ra CaidineT?_ araferi Camidenia TiTqos, magram

raRac mainc mZimed mawevs kiserze._ ar mesmis..._ rogor ar gesmiT, ocnebebSi aq

xSirad davdivar.

_ hoda, isev ocnebebSi iareT daTavi dagvanebeT.

_ iciT..._ daikarge aqedan._ me ocneba aRar SemiZlia._ maSin fiqrebSi iareT._ me vocnebobdi..._ ar mainteresebs._ TqvenTan Sexvedraze._ wadiT aqedan._ Tqven stumrebi ar giyvarT._ Zalian gviyvars._ mec stumari var Tqveni._ ucxoebs fsiqiatriuli Cvenebe-

biT ar viRebT._ Tqven ar mogwonvarT, radgan

ucxo var?_ ucxosac gaaCnia._ me Tqven arafers giSavebT, mx-

olod gixsniT, rom..._ rogor gekadrebaT, Zalianac

gviSavebT, sauzme gamicivda, nervebiise amiSaleT, mTeli dRe ver davwy-nardebi, samsaxurSi vagvianeb dasaWiro raodenobis fuls veRar gam-ovimuSaveb.

_ nuTu Tqven meqanikuri TojinaxarT?

_ ukacravad?_ cxovrebisagan qceuli meqani-

kuri Tojina._ Seuracxyofaze gadadixarT,

ara? veWvob, meqanikuri tvini gaqvT._ arc mifiqria Tqveni Seuracxyo-

fa._ ra Tqma unda._ vcdilobdi, meTqva..._ ah, albaT Tqvens ocnebebze..._ damciniT?_ rogor gekadrebaT._ Cemi ar gesmiT._ Serekilebis gageba rTulia._ ratom var Serekili?_ aba, normaluri kaci sxvis kar-

Tan qadagad ar daecemoda._ me Cemi gulistkivilis gaziare-

ba mindoda mxolod._ ukve damRaleT..._ da gagabrazeT, Cemdauneburad._ darwmunebuli var, sul uneb-

urad mogividaT._ minda, gjerodeT._ mjera, batono, ukve yvelafris

mjera, rasac Tqven ambobT. rommiTxraT, am saxlis saxuravidan gada-vxtebi da fexebiT davxtebio, magasacdavijereb. ise, axlave Tu cdiT, uri-go ar iqneba.

_ gindaT, rom movkvde?_ ras laparakobT, me mxolod is

minda, samsaxurSi droulad mivide daCems ojaxs aravin awuxebdes.

_ aravis Sewuxeba ar mindoda._ albaT uneburad mogividaT._ diax._ gasagebia, movrCeT, kargad brZan-

debodeT._ midixarT?_ diax._ Tqven, qalbatono?_ ra Tqma unda, _ aswrebs qmari._ me ki mindoda, meTqva..._ bolos da bolos, TqviT Tu ra-

mis Tqma gindaT da moSordiT Cems kars._ me ocneba aRar SemiZlia._ uh, eg ra dagmarTniaT, _ awkipa

warbebi kacma_ damciniT?_ ara, magram Tqveni xnis adamiani-

saTvis ocnebebze ufro sasargebloracionaluri fiqri iqneboda.

_ me miyvars ocneba._ axla ra giSliT xels?_ ocnebis sagani davkarge._ uh, nu metyviT, nuTu qalia

mizezi?_ rogori martivi xarT._ martivi?_ nuTu aucileblad vnebas unda ex-

ebodes saqme?_ SeiZleba, siyvaruls._ an naxevar milions, ara?_ naxevari milioni Tu dakargeT,

saocnebod namdvilad aRar geqnebaTsaqme.

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`_ modi, konkursebiT daviwyoT.

yovelwliuri ̀ saukeTeso moTxrobamaswavlebelze~ oqtomberSi das-rulda. Tqveni moTxroba aTeulSimoxvda. im konkursSi SarSanac monaw-ileobdiT TxzulebiT, ̀ Cemi saqme wa-sulia, marus~, da maSinac gaimarjveT.ramdenad mniSvnelovania es Tema _maswavlebeli da bavSvi _ TqvenTvis?Tumca, SeiZleba iTqvas, orive sa-konkurso nawarmoebi am kiTxvaze pa-suxia.

_ maswavleblisa da moswavleebisurTierToba, TavisTavad, umniSvnelo-vanesi Temaa, ara mxolod CemTvis. bavS-vobisas gancdil ambebs, STabeWdile-bebsa Tu xviarasaviT Semoxveul ko-mpleqsebs xom yvelaze mZlavri fesviaqvs. iseTi mZlavri, rom SeiZlebaaTeul wlobiT cdilobde mis amoZirk-vas da veraferi daaklo. amitomac, sa-frTxilo profesiaa maswavlebloba.pedagogisgan Senken xumrobiT, msubu-qad mosrolili `uwyinari~ metsaxel-ic ki, SeiZleba didobamde tvirTaddagawves da merec, roca ifiqreb, romukve moerie, sinamdvileSi ̀ cxra Tavi-an devad~ iqces _ sxva kompleqs(eb)adan sxv(eb)isken mimarTul agresiad gada-gvardes. TviTon viyavi Zalian mgrZno-biare bavSvi da vici, rasac grZnobsproblemasTan vergamklavebuli mos-wavle. vici, ramxela Svebaa aseT drosdardis gamziarebeli ufrosi me-gobari. Zalian bevri bavSvi dadisSignidan nedl dard Tu ko-mpleqsamolesili da ar icis, an dRes-xval rogor moicilos, an momavalSi,ukve gamSrali da zedSemxmari, rogorgaiferTxos, gaiTavisuflos Tavi.

Zalian minda, Cvens bavSvebs, moswav-leebs, maswavleblebi eimedebodeT.cxadia, mSoblebic, magram eg calkeTemaa. zustad vici, maswavlebels Seu-Zlia Svela. rogorc Tundac im Cemiori moTxrobis maswavleblebma Se-Zles. daxmareba aucilebelia, SigniTCagrovili uaryofiTi energia ki _saSiSi.

bavSvobaSi veravisTan vsaubrobdiCems dardze. rogorc ki saxlSi martodavrCebodi, gamovaRebdi Cvenitansacmlis karadis kars da SigniTamxridan mimagrebul sarkeSi didxansvtirodi. es gza movifiqre am uaryofi-Ti energiisgan gasaTavisufleblad.saSvelad sarke Seigulo, adamiani _vera, sevdiani ambavi kia.

sxvaTa Soris, imaze metad cota ramTu maocebs, rom is sarke dResac`cocxalia~. ramdenjerac karisgamoReba miwevs, vfrTxilob; ase mgo-nia, wkipzea da erTxelac wvril natex-ebad unda CamoifSxvnas. Cemi bavSvobi-sas Seyril simZimeebs rodemdegauZlebs, daberda egec.

_ araerTi literaturulikonkursis gamarjvebuli xarT. rasniSnavs TqvenTvis es konkursebi, ramoaqvs maT mwerlisTvis, garkveulifinansuri mxardaWeris garda?

_ mxolod es finansuri mxardaW-erac araa patara ambavi. gansakuTre-biT im avtorebisTvis, romlebsac, miz-eruli honoraris iqiT, aranairi Semo-savali ar gaaCniaT. aris sxva sikeTee-

mwerali naTia rostiaSvilinaTia rostiaSvili ganaTlebiT Jurnalistia, werda sxvadasxva Jurnal-

gazeTisTvis, Tumca ramdenime welia, Jurnalistur publikaciebs aRar aqvey-nebs, mxolod mxatvrul teqstebze muSaobs. 2012 wlidan misi novelebi damoTxrobebi literaturul gamocemebSi ibeWdeba.

pirveli prozauli krebuli ki, ̀ WaRis angelozi~, gamomcemloba ̀ pali-tra L~-ma 2014 wels gamosca, meore krebuli, ̀ sunTqvis Semgrovebeli~, 2017-Si ̀ inteleqtma~ dastamba. misi moTxrobebi Sesulia sami qarTveli avtoriskrebulSi ̀ saiT wavida lola~, romelic berZnul enaze iTargmna.

naTia sxvadasxva literaturuli konkursis monawile da araerTi jil-dos mflobelia. goderZi Coxelis miniaturebis konkurs `erTgulebaSi~,romelSic konkursantebs ori miniaturiT SeeZloT monawileoba, pirvelida meore premia naTias Canaxatebs ergo, amis Semdeg isini Jurnal ̀ ciskarSi~afxazur enaze gamoqveynda. mweralma sxvadasxva dros miiRo `weros~,`xvaramzes~, `odeonis~, `asi sityvis~, rezo inaniSvilis saxelobis `erTimoTxrobis konkursis~ premiebi, aris `literas~ finalisti. konkursebze`litbunioba~ da ̀ saukeTeso moTxroba maswavlebelze~ aseve finalistebsSoris dasaxelda.

bic. magaliTad is, rom gamarjvebulinawarmoebisadmi interesi yovelTvisdidia, rac avtomaturad, mkiTxvelissimravles niSnavs. esec rom iqiT iyos_ ubralod, adamianurad, martivad,gixaria Seni gaCenili moTxrobis war-

mateba. sixaruli kidev, urigo ambavirom araa, ki viciT avtorebmac damkiTxvelmac.

da kidev, rogorc mgonia, yvela gam-arjvebuls aqvs Tavisi patar-patara,sxvisTvis umniSvnelo, sixaruli. Cemi,magaliTad, esaa:

romeliRac konkurSi pirveli pre-mia gadmomces da gaxarebulma maSinvesaxlSi davreke. misvliT, gvian momiwiamisvlam, bavSvebs ukve eZinaT. mivedi dasawolze Cemi pawawuna Svilis werilidamxvda: ,,deda yoCaR. me xalian gamix-arda rom gaimarjve. deda me musikebiCavrTe xmamaRla. gio~.

es iyo pirveli werili Svilisgan,romelmac ucnaurad gamoxata sixaru-li, maRal xmaze CarTo musika, da Tun-dac mxolod am werilis wakiTxvis bed-nierebisTvis Rirda konkursSi gamar-jveba.

_ ra saerTo aqvT mweral naTiarostiaSvilsa da yoveldRiurobiTmcxovreb naTias?

_ is, rom detalebis adamiani var,mwerlobaSic, yoveldRiurobaSic.wlebis win JurnalSi ̀ Cveni mwerloba~daibeWda baton elguja TavberiZiswerili Cems erT vrcel moTxrobaze.megobarma naxa SemTxveviT da damire-ka, maxara.

pirveli SemTxveva iyo, roca lit-eraturis kritikosi werilSi CemsmoTxrobas ganixilavda da ragasakviria, vnerviulobdi. sanam Jur-nals viyiddi da gadavSlidi, Cemi dame-marTa.

gadavSale da saTauri wavikiTxe Tuara, maSinve davmSviddi. mivxvdi, rommarTalia, werilis avtori piradad armicnobda, magram zedmiwevniT icnob-da Cems stils, moTxrobas, zustad dai-Wira is, rac Tavadac mimaCnda Cemi wer-is stilis erTgvar savizito baraTad.saintereso werili iyo. aqedanac vi-tyvi, rom madlobeli var am adamianis.

saTauri ki esaa: `wveTSi areklilimdinare (detalebis xelovneba naTiarostiaSvilis moTxrobaSi `erT-Crdiliani qalaqi~)~.

detalebs marTla did mniSvnelo-bas vaniWeb. adamianebic naTqvamifraziT, mimikiT, JestiT mamaxsovrde-bian. didi zeimebic da glovac mex-sierebaSi mrCeba ara farTo planiT,erTianobaSi, aramed iqidan amokenkiliTiTo-orola konkretuli marcvliT.

is saSineli 90-ianebi xom TiTqmisyvelas erTnairi gvqonda: uSuqoba,ufuloba, upuroba, uyvelafroba dauamravi problema. Cemi mexsierebisTaroze mTeli is periodi erT didgadRabnil laqad inaxeba da am Savfonze es lamis erTaderTi mkveTr ka-drebad Semonaxuli ambavia: bavSvi var.idayvSi moxril, odnav win gamowvdilxelSi iSviaTi saxeobis yvaviliviTfrTxilad miWiravs taloni. purisrigSi vdgavar. pirobiTad vambob,Torem sinamdvileSi ganze vdgavar,rigidan gariyuliviT, Wyletis meSin-ia. gverdiT qali amomidga; gamxdari,sifrifana, qudze mimagrebuli didi,kakaosferi bafTiT. iqve patara bavSviTamaSobs mtverSi da samiveni imas varTmiCerebuli: mec, qalic, bafTac. `man-

qana modis!~ _ daiZaxa uceb viRacam daatyda erTi ambavi. aqamde rigad Cam-wkrivebuli, misavaTebuli xalxi purismanqanis gamoCenam gamoacocxla, moa-Zliera, aaCoCqola, gaavelura da bo-los uwesrigod Segrovil mSier brbodaqcia. yvela imis cdaSia, sxvebsdaaswros puris aReba, Tundac adami-anebze gadavlis gziT.

me da es qali kidev, vdgavarT gaun-Zrevlad, mtverSi moTamaSe bavSvsTvals ar vacilebT. TiTqos es yayani,SeZaxili, axalmotanili puris surne-li CvenTan arafer kavSirSia. TiTqosiq puris sayidlad ar viyoT mosulebi.bavSvi TamaSobs Tavis mtvrian TamaSsda es qali momibrunda uceb da iq myo-fTagan absoluturad gansxvavebulimzeriT da saxis gamometyvelebiT, Ri-miliT meubneba: ,,kvercxidan wiwilaCndeba. arafrisgan _ adamiani. gana essaswauli araa?~ iseTi axlobeli gaxdauceb es ucxo qali, iseTi simSvide wam-ovida misgan. iseT mkveTr kadrad Cam-rCa es aCoCqolebuli, damSeuli,gaborotebuli brbo da iqve am mSvidi,fiqriani qalisgan gadmolaparakebu-li ucnauri fraza, imxela STabeWdile-ba moaxdina, sxvanairad ar SemeZlo _rom gavizarde, is didbafTiani qaligamovedi. oRond, bafTis gareSe.

_ saintereso gverdi gaqvT feis-buqze, yvela movlenas exmianebiT _mxatvrulad Tanac. moTxrobebiviTikiTxeba Tqveni postebi, replikebi.socialuri Tematika ramdenad iqce-va xolme STagonebad mxatvruli te-qstebisTvis da ramdenad rTuliakonkretuli ambidan, yofiTi prob-lemidan mxatvruli teqstebis Seqm-na?

_ roca feisbuqze rames vwer, es araris, ase vTqvaT, namuSevari teqsti.ubralod, vwer imas, rac gavifiqre,rac vnaxe, ramac Tqmis survili gamiC-ina. xSir SemTxvevaSi, teqsti mainc mx-atvruli gamodis, yovelgvari Zalda-tanebis, yofiTisgan mxatvrulis Seqm-nis survilisa da mcdelobis gareSe.aqac detalebis danaxvis ambavia da,

albaT, cotac _ ambebis weras miCveu-li xelis. yovel fexis nabijze SeiZle-ba raRac sainteresos danaxva. mwera-li xom mxolod xeli araa, Tvalicaa.uxeSad rom vTqvaT, damweramde damna-xavia, sxvebis TvalisTvis SeumCnevlisSemCnevi.

erT dilas, magaliTad, sadRacmagviandeboda da lamis mivrbodimetrosken. dila iyo, yvelas Tavis gza-ze mieCqareboda da xalxis nakadimetroSi Sedioda; mokled, araferisaintereso. TiTqos ra unda iyos amaSiiseTi, mzeris gamodebad da SeCerebadRirdes. gavixede, wyvili dgas karTan.am Cvens sayovelTao facifucsa damujluguniT gzis gakafvas ainunSi _rogori lamazi sityvaa da ikargeba(iyos aq, icocxlos) _ ar agdebs. biWigogos wamwamidan raRacas aclis.aclis rudunebiT _ aha, esec _ CaSt-erebiT, daZabulad, iseTi pasuxismge-blobiT, TiTqos am bususis, tuSis na-Salis Tu qinqlis mocilebaze sam-yaros gadarCenaa damokidebuli.

xom meCqareboda da gavCerdi mainc,mivdeqi iqve, kuTxeSi da vuyureb rogoruaxlovdeba biWis cxviris wveri gog-osas, rom rogorme is raRac moacil-os wamwamidan. aha, biWma `mteri xelTipyro~, TiTidan mkveTri moZraobiTmoicila, qvafenilze daanarcxa davalmoxdilma gauRima gogos. me xomCemi uxilavi fotoaparatiT davdivaryvelgan da, gavxede warmosaxviTi kam-eris axlo xedidan gogos wamwams, da-vakvirdi, mivyevi biWis TiTamde, TiTi-dan _ qvafenilze gadavyevi, `zumis~wyalobiT, mikroskopulad davaTva-liere da iciT, ra iyo is wamwamidanaclili raRac? is raRac iyo araferi.araferi iyo. xom uwvrilmanesi ambavia,magram rogori poeturia _ xalxmrav-lobaSi biWma gogos didxniani mcde-lobis Semdeg, saxis saxesTan Seyovneb-is Semdeg, moaxerxa da wamwamidanaraferi aacala. aacala mondomebiT,sifrTxiliT, CaSterebiT. `eh, kargixar siyvarulo~ _ vTqvi me da sanameqskalatorze fexs Sevdgamdi, ukve vi-codi, romc damegviana iq, sadac miviC-qarodi, mainc kargi dRe meqneboda. am-oviRe telefoni da `feisbuqelebs~ubralod, ise movuyevi es ambavi,rogorc axla Tqven, anu ise, rogorciyo.

_ sami qarTveli avtorismoTxrobebi gaerTianda wignSi ̀ saiTwavida lola~ da berZnul enaze gam-oica. prezentaciaze sabeZneTSi iyav-iT. iqneb amaze miamboT.

_ baton miSa ratianis TaosnobiTada redaqtorobiT, berZnulad iTarg-mna da gamoica oTar jirkvaliSvilis,lela cucqiriZisa da Cemi moTxrobe-bi. mTargmneli qalbatoni maia jan-giZea, Tavis saqmis profesionali dasayvareli adamiani. Zalian lamazigamocemaa.

iq Cemi ori moTxroba Sevida. erT-erTi, romlis saTauric mogvianebiTCemi meore wignis saxelwodebad Se-varCie, ̀ sunTqvis Semgrovebeli~ da me-ore, romlis saTauric berZnuleno-vani krebulis saxelwodebadaa gatani-li: ̀ saiT wavida lola~. ise moxda, romkrebulis wardgenaze, TesalonikSi,marto gavemgzavre. mogzaurobazebavSvobidan vocnebobdi da axla, rocaSoreul, Tbilisi-Tesalonikis gzazeSemdgars vinme TanagrZnobiT mkiTxav-da: „au, ori dRe-Rame gadabmulad av-tobusiT CaqCaqi, Tan marto?!~ gabrwy-inebuli vpasuxobdi: ,,ho, amdenxnianimogzauroba ise, rom fanjridan gaxed-vaSi xels aravin SemiSlis!~

saukeTeso, kargad organizebuli,originaluri wardgena iyo, zomieradakademiuri, zomierad TeatralurielementebiT gajerebuli da qarTulicocxali musikiT gaformebuli. dar-bazSi myofi berZnebi didi interesiTismendnen iq mcxovrebi qarTvelebismier berZnul enaze wakiTxulmoTxrobebs. wakiTxvac ar eTqmoda, esiyo personaJebis _ CacmulobiT, mux-

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_ isev ar gesmiT Cemi._ mSvenivrad mesmis, naxevar mil-

ions namdvilad SeuZlia, Seasxas oc-nebebs frTebi, mec ki sadRac ocnebeb-Si gadaveSvi.

_ sasiamovnoa?_ ra?_ ocneba rom SegiZliaT._ sasiamovnosi ra giTxraT..._ me ki msiamovnebda misi arseboba._ ocnebaze ise laparakobT,

TiTqos xorcSesxmuli arsebaa._ sworedac rom aris._ SeSlili xarT._ imitom, rom ocnebis mjera?_ ara, imitom, rom fiqrobT, is am-

denad mniSvnelovania._ martin luTer kingi ambobda _

`me maqvs ocneba~._ marTla, mere?_ misTvis es ocneba Canasaxi iyo,

romelsac xorcis Sesxma sWirdeboda._ mere?_ mere is, rom ocnebis unari mniS-

vnelovania._ me ratom mixsniT amas?_ imitom, rom ver mixvdiT Cemi aq

mosvlis mizezs._ axlac ver vxvdebi._ nuTu?_ TqviT, rom ocneba dakargeT, rom

am karze ocnebobdiT, mgoni, Cemsa daCems colzec TqviT raRac.

_ msgavsi araferi miTqvams._ ki, TqviT. maxsovs, rom TqviT._ ara, me vTqvi, rom vocnebobdi am

karze da mis binadrebze._ binadrebi Cven varT._ arada, Tqven ar unda iyoT._ aba, vin?_ imedi mqonda, rom Tqven ar iqne-

bodiT._ ?_ me ocnebis unari davkarge._ eg ukve viciT._ warmomedgina kari, sadac damx-

vdebodnen binadrebi, romlebisTvisacmniSvnelovani ar iqneboda, rom ar mic-noben, rom cota Serekili var, mim-iRebdnen sakuTari ZmasaviT, radgan mecmaTi modgmis erT-erTi elementi var.

_ egeTi 7 miliardamdea da yvelasmiReba gagviWirdeboda.

_ imedi mqonda, am kars miRma Riagulebi damxvdeboda da ara meqanikuradmomarTuli Tojinebi daxSuli gulebiT.da me davibrunebdi ocnebis unars; un-ars, romelic davkarge meqanikur arse-bebTan gardauvali urTierTobisas.

_ imedi gagvicruebia,_ eRimebaqmars.

_ Cemi bralia._ namdvilad, ocnebas fiqri sjobs._ diax, ra Tqma unda, _ daRonebiT

ambobs kaci, _ mapatieT wyeninebisTvis.

*_ midixarT? arada, mTeli dRe win

gvqonda, _ daiRrija kaci._ kargad brZandebodeT, qalba-

tono._ iqneb gesauzmaT CvenTan erTad,

_ SesTavaza qalma._ Cven xom mas ar vicnobT._ ah, es isev gamosasworebelia, _

Tavze miido xeli kibeebze Camavalmakacma da Tvals miefara.

_ ver mivxdi, ra undoda, _ Tqvaqalma

_ ukuRma aqvs mowyobili tvini, vi-Rac gadareulia.

_ albaT, _ Tqva qalma da mZimekariT CaaxSo garesamyarosaken gamava-li Riobi.

tiT, saxasiaTo StrixebiT _ scenazegacocxleba. ucnauri ambavi kia, Rm-erTmani, sakuTar moTxrobas usmende,Sens personaJs nawnaviT da TavSliTscnobde da ar gesmodes, ras ambobs.saxeebs, mimikas vakvirdebodi, romrogorme mivmxvdariyavi, amomecnoromel monakveTs kiTxulobdnen, ma-gram ras amoicnob, ras mixvdebi... gix-aria is taSic, is ucxod lamazi JRera-dobac, Sens fantazias, Sens teqsts romimeorebs da Tan iseTi ucxo da sxvaa.

wardgenis mistika mistikad da,saswauli dReebi gavatare araCveu-lebriv adamianebTan erTad. davmego-brdiT da ukana gzaze marto aRar gam-omiSves, lelasTvis, oTarisTvis daCemTvis Zalian axlobeli da amavedros ucxo teqstebisgan akinZuliZalian sayvareli wignebi gamomayoles.wigni kidev Tanamgzavradac rogorisaukeTeso vinmea: Tan marto ar xar, Tanfanjridanac, roca da rogorc ginda,Sens gemoze gascqeri horizontebs.

am ambidan ramdenime TveSi gamovi-da Cemi moTxrobebis meore krebuli daiseTi axali ambavi Sevitye, guli amiC-uyda. saberZneTSi mcxovrebmaqarTvelma emigrantebma ̀ sunTqvis Sem-grovebelis~ SeZenis surviligamoTqves, SeukveTes da am Cemi sasiam-ovno mogonebebiT gamotkepnil gzazeaxla Cemi wignebi gaemgzavrnen, oRondeseni CemsaviT stumrad ki ara, dasar-Cenad.

_ Tqveni moTxrobebis personaJe-bi gansakuTrebuli xalxia. ase mgo-nia, avtoris didi mzrunveloba dasiyvaruli etyobaT, amitomac Zaliancocxlebi arian, xasiaTianebi, dauvi-wyari saxeebiT. rogor Cndebian isiniTqvens cxovrebaSi, saidan modian dara emarTebaT (TqvenTvis) wignis gamo-qveynebis mere?

_ didi madloba maTi aseTi Sefase-bisTvis. saerTod, Tavidanve vfrTxi-lobdi, raki avtori erTi hyavT, kidee-bi erTmaneTSi ar gadRabnodaT, erT-maneTs ar Sereodnen da damsgavsebod-nen. personaJebs Tu ar daexmare, saku-Tari Tavi moTxrobis bolomdemkveTri konturebiT SeinarCunon, rismaqnisia Seni avtoroba da mwerluriostatoba? zogjer xdeba, romelimeavtoris krebuls kiTxulob da yvelamoTxrobis personaJi erTi da igiveggonia. vcdilob, aseTi sevdiani ambaviar damemarTos. jerjerobiT, mgoni,gamomdis, an meCveneba, rom gamomdis.

wignSi Sesvlis mere ki ician gaucx-oeba, magram weris procesSi, Tu zed-meti paTetika ar gamomiva, personaJe-bze axlobeli aravin myavs. roca vzi-var, vwer _ TavisTavad, da roca arvwer, maSinac sul velaparakebi,vakvirdebi, vusmen. Tu sadme mivdivar,meqanikurad mivyvebi saWiro misamarTsda gonebiT amaTTan var. am Cvevis gamobevrjer damitovebia dabneuli adami-anis STabeWdileba (arc Tu usafuZv-lod). roca marto mivseirnob quCaSi,

am xiluli mocemulobis garda,paralelurad, kidev sadRac mivdivar(RmerTmani, poza araa, wmindawylisgulwrfelobaa), iqac vcxovrob, an sx-vebis cxovrebas vakvirdebi, an maT ar-sebobas vigoneb da vijereb. xdeba, ucebpersonaJi raRac Zalian sainteresofrazas moixdens, gixaria da am drosam Sens kentad mosiarule xilul gvamsviRac saxeloze msubuqad qaCavs:`ukacravad, romeli quCebis kveTazevimyofebiT?~ ra quCa da kveTa, romelqalaqSi varT, amis gasaazrebladac kidamWirdeba `kai~ wamnaxevari an cotameti.

ramdenadac personaJis cxovrebiTvcxovrob weris procesSi, imdenadvuucxovdebi ukve wignSi `Sesaxle-bulebs~. TiTqos Cemi saqme ukve mov-ilie, axla Tavis nebaze unda mivuSvada axali nakadi miviRo. axlebs vWird-ebi; amaT _ aRar. im axlebsac _ wignSidabinavebamde.

_ intensiurad muSaobT?_ intensiurad rom werde, izo-

lirebuli oTaxi da bevri Tavisufalidro unda gqondes. orive Tu ara, erT-erTi mainc: an mxolod Tavisufalidro. an mxolod calke oTaxi, sadac,Tundac SezRuduli droiT Sesuls,sanam wer, kars iqiT ra xdeba, ar gexe-bodes. xom TiTqos didi araferia, ma-gram roca patarebs zrdi _ ar gamo-dis.

Tumca, kargi eSmakoba vici. saxal-iso ramaa. Sedixar samzareuloSi daiwyeb romelime rutinul saqmes. xele-bi meqanikurad gvis, an WurWels recx-avs da Sen amasobaSi siuJets ageb, dia-logebs xvew, moTxrobis finalzefiqrob. moTxrobebs xom rgeb am ̀ zepi-ri weriT~ da es uceb darecxili Wur-Welic saCuqariviTaa. TiTqos sanam Sen`sxvagan~ iyavi, aq viRacam siurprizadgagikriala, dagilaga da gagaxara.

_ Cveni pirveli interviu ramden-ime wlis winaT Sedga, roca moTxroba`WaRis angelozi~ ̀ weros~ gamarjve-buli gaxda da roca Tqveni pirvelikrebuli daibeWda amave saxelwodeb-iT. axla rogor ixsenebT Tqvensdasawyiss?

_ `werom~ Zalian gamaxara, ho. Tandidi xanic ar iyo, rac egreT wodebullitsivrceSi gamovCndi. emociuri ad-amiani var da verasdros gavigeb im ad-amianebisas, morig warmatebas rom iseiReben, TiTqos Cveulebrivi ambavi iyos.meore wignis wardgenazec iseve vnervi-ulobdi, rogorc pirvelis da yovelipawawuna warmateba iseve mixaria,rogorc is pirveli mixaroda. anuemociurad bevri araferi Secvlila.albaT rakursi Seicvala. adre mwerlebsda literaturul ambebs garedan,TiTqos fanjris RriWodan vuyurebdida axla im RriWosiqiTa maraqaSi var mec.

_ 2017 wels Tqveni meore krebuli`sunTqvis Semgrovebeli~ gamosca`inteleqtma~. es wigni `literas~rCeulebs Sorisaa.

_ diax da aqve didi madloba zvi-ad kvaracxelias da yvela im adamians,vinc wignze imuSava. CemTvis, rogorcavtorisTvis, Zalian komfortuliprocesi iyo. meore krebulSic, iseverogorc pirvelSi, aTi, erTmaneTisgandamoukidebeli moTxrobaa Tav-moyrili. ̀ WaRis angelozisgan~ gansx-vavebiT, ̀ sunTqvis SemgrovebelSi~ Se-suli moTxrobebis umravlesoba arsadgamomiqveynebia. mindoda mkiTx-velisTvis meti siaxle SemeTavazebi-na. Zalian gamixarda, roca `sunTqvisSemgrovebeli~ ̀ literas~ finalistadgamocxadda. saboloo gamarjveba,sruliad damsaxurebulad ergo beqaqurxuls. ̀ literas~ finalistobis am-bavs gadacema ̀ biblioTeka~ mohyva, sa-dac wamyvanma, mari korinTelma,Zalian sainteresod isaubra kre-bulze. sul axlaxan ki vebgverdze`mastsavlebeli. ge~ nino sadRobelaSvilisaseve saintereso werili gamoqveyndawignis Sesaxeb, saTauriT ̀ bednierebaSesaZlebelia~. zogadad, mixaria, romkrebuli Seiyvares. CemTvis ucnobmaadamianma dawera Zalian sainteresoblogi; krebulis internetgverdzesiyvaruliT gajerebul werilebs mig-zavnian.

bolos, nodar dumbaZis saiubileoTariRTan dakavSirebiT, proeqt`cocxali wignebis~ farglebSi guria-Si viyaviT da roca wignidan nawyvet-ebs vkiTxulobdi, TvalebSi Seuxedava-dac vgrZnobdi darbazidan wamosulmuxts, vxedavdi kidec mkiTxvel-msme-nelis acremlebul Tvalebs da Sexve-drebis dasrulebis Semdegac modiod-nen da mexveodnen, wignis saxelwodebasazustebdnen da iseT siTbos gamoxata-vdnen _ meti ra unda inatro avtor-ma? albaT is, rom sxva enebze iTargm-nos da sxva xalxisTvisac SeZlo xmismiwvdena.

_ albaT bevri gekiTxebaT ama Tuim moTxrobis wakiTxvis Semdeg: ̀ nam-dvili ambavia?~ aseTi eWvebi ar as-venebs xolme mkiTxvels. ras pasux-obT?

_ pasuxi ar aris ioli. aris ambebi,romlebzec gadaWriT ver vityvi, nam-dvilia Tu gamogonili. magaliTad,moTxrobaSi ̀ damnaSave udanaSauloa~,gvirabSi or mamakacTan erTad mox-vedrisa da Tu gulwrfeli viqnebi, Si-Sis ambavic namdvilia. rac novelisgmirma warmoidgina _ isic. yvelaferibunebrivad moxda. ubralod, cxovre-baSi Zalian gaubedavi, mfrTxali dapasiuri var, vidre Cemi personaJebi;sul cota gambedaoba da ambavi, rom-lis STambeWdavi finalisTvis person-aJi (Cemgan gansxvavebiT) riskze wavi-da, Tavidan bolomde namdvili ambaviiqneboda. axla ki darCa ase _ gamog-onilze odnav ufro realuria da nam-dvil ambamdec cota daaklda.

_ pirveli wignis Semdeg daaxloe-biT 4 weli gavida, rogor fiqrobT,Seicvala Tqveni proza? an ra Seicva-la masSi?

_ vfiqrob, am oTx welSi gavizar-deT _ mec da Cemi prozac. es is iSviaTiSemTxvevaa, roca gixaria, rom wlebismateba gemCneva.

_ raze muSaobT axla? nuTu axa-li personaJebis garemocvaSi arxarT?

_ uh, eg iseTi abezari xalxia, rasdagasvenebs? sulerTia, vwer, vrecxavTu moSiebuli mtredebisTvis aivanzepuris namcecebi gamaqvs _ Tavs aras-dros manebeben. kacma rom Tqvas, didiimedi maqvs, arc arasdros Seicvlianabezrobis znes da ̀ dasvenebisTvis~ argamwiraven.

am etapze ki aqvT cali warbi aqaCu-li, qudi CamoCaCuli, qoCori ganzegaCeCili da friad fxukianoben, magrammagaTic mesmis. ramdeni xania, romansvwer da saSveli ver damiyenebia. mi-tovebuli teqstis personaJebma kideviseTi gabutva ician _ mters da avs!

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saxlimdinaris piras

mxolod erTi alublisferi sa-rafani hqonda, gulispirTan didi Wre-li pepliT moxatuli. Sexedavdi dagaifiqrebdi, sadacaa pepela amoir-Rveva, uamrav patara peplad gadaiqce-va da patrons kunapetiviT Sav TmaSiCaebneviano.

bebiis daRupvis Semdeg Tavisive ar-Ceul biWze daaojaxes mezoblebma. pa-trons rom Caabares, saamayod da saZa-xeblad ki hqondaT mezoblebs, magramlias mowonebuli biWi ki didad ar mos-diodaT TvalSi.

`sacodaoba marto is xom araa, sax-li ar gqondes, vis aqvs Tavidan, magramfxa xom unda hqondes adamians; ager,nanas rogori qmari Sexvda, girCi moux-ikia tyidan da imisTana sayvavileebigaukeTebia, Tvals ver moacileb,~ _etyoda xolme roza lias. isic caly-bad upasuxebda _ rac aris, aris; vingamomicvlis awio. mSvidad gaeclebo-da mere da saxlSi misuli Tavis Tavsuwyreboda, ratom erTxel ar vecemi dasaxes ar Camovaxevo.

lias areuli cxovreba Cveulebrivimovlena iyo im adamianebisTvis, vincmisi asaval-dasavali icoda.

aRar ukvirdaT, lia qmar-SviliTTveSi erTxel sami didi CanTiT da bavS-vis sawoliT axal binaSi rom gadadio-da.

TviTon lia ar emorCileboda beds,axal saxlSi misuli ZirfesvianadSeudgeboda xolme damtverili saxlisdasufTavebas. SeparviT eubnebodaxolme qmari _ raRas iklav Tavs, mih-kar-mohkari xeli da eg iqnebao. `rasambob, kaco, _ doinjs Semoirtyamda,_ am mtverSi da nagavSi vamyofo an-geloziviT bavSvi.~ mivardeboda merebavSvs, kabis kalTiT SeimSralebdajafisgan dacvarul pirs, Tavze ako-cebda da dauyvavebda _ Sen ar moiwyi-no, Cemo biWoo. mere qmars miubrunde-boda _ sul nu iTarsebi, kargi enisiyavi, kacoo.

me ra SuaSi varo, auRelveblad ety-oda xolme. marTlac, ra misi braliiyo, gana eg ar iyo, mTeli Rame Werzemipyrobili TvalebiT RmerTs rom eve-dreboda, cotaxans mainc dagvtove ambinaSi, sanam wels aviTrevTo?!

ar iyo saSveli, meore dResvedaadgebodaT Tavze xazeika da bodiS-ebiT istumrebdnen ukan. aba, bodiSi rasuSvelida?!

erT RvTisnieri qals Seebrala lia_ saxli maqvs dedamTilis dedisgan

datovebuli, arc safasuri minda, wa-diT da iq icxovreTo _ SesTavaza.

liasTvis da misi ojaxisTvis iyofufuneba, Torem ise didi araferi, xissaxli iyo erTi oTaxiT, fardiTgatixruli, mongreuli kibiT.

ra kargia saxlTan axlos mdinarerom aris, gagrildeba, suls moiTqvamsbavSvio _ uxaroda col-qmars.

kisristexiT gavarda biWi sabanaod,Tvalebi ubrwyinavda...karTan daewiadedis xma _ rom moxval, saWmels da-gaxvedrebo.

liam karadidan Tavisi alublis-feri sarafani gadmoiRo da Caicva, Tmadaivarcxna, Sublze gadaiwia da erTikululi Camoigdo, rogorc Tavis pa-tara biWs uyvarda, mere fanjridangaxeda qmars, romelic kibis safex-urebs amagrebda.

kaci wamgamoSvebiT isvenebda, wel-Si gaswordeboda, gaoflil xelisguls Sarvalze daisvamda, idayviT mo-faxfaxebul kibis moajirs daeyrdno-boda da RimiliT gadaxedavda Tavisaremares...

CoCqoli Semoesma garedan _ netavira ambavia, gaval gavxedav, iqneba rauWirT, gana Cveni mezoblebi ar ariano,_ gaifiqra. Robes nikapi Camoaydno dayuri miugdo, qvemodan, mdinaris mxri-dan, modioda xalxi, yvirodnen, kiod-nen, Rrialebdned da xaodnen _ bavSvidaixrCoo...

vin aris, visi bavSviao, kiTxulobd-nen yvela mxridan. Cveni axali mezob-lis Sviliao _ pasuxobden...

uRonoba igrZno kacma. undoda,eyvira da xma ar amodioda. fexebi aremorCileboda, welaTreviT mividakibesTan. karamde veRar miatana suli.gamovarda lia _ ra iyo, Se kaco,gaWirvebam ver gagtexa da sixarulmadagagdoo _ asadgomad moeWida qmars.ar daemorCila sxeuli. ade, ha, ra dage-marTa, bavSvi mainc ar gecodeba, mar-to rogor tovebo _ SiSSeparulscremli gadmougorda Tvalebidan.

sami TefSi ido magidaze da saWmelsjerac orTqli asdioda...

xSirad kiTxuloben mezoblebi liasambavs. „sul mTlad gagiJebula is sa-codavi, yovel dRe yidulobs Turmesam TefSs da samives amtvrevs, namsx-vrevebis mTa dgas kibesTan Turmeo,~ _roza uyveboda im dRes mezoblebs.

heliumis buStebi

karnavalze dainaxa pirveladhaerSi dakidebuli heliumis buStebi,wiTlebi, yviTlebi, Wrelebi, patarebi,

didebi, sul didebi, gulisformisebi...mere TviTonac scada saxlSi maTx-ovrobiT aRebuli fuliT nayidi buSt-ebis ise haerSi gamofena, magram ve-rafers gaxda. mixvda mere, rom Cveu-lebriv bavSvebs Cveulebrivi buStebiaqvT. arc swyenia. sawolis qveSidanmtvrisgan gaSavebuli rezinebi gam-oiRo, Tav-bolo aqeT-iqiT dadebulskamis fexebs gamoaba da or rezinsSoris nel-nela, haerovnad da msubu-qad daiwyo xtunva, mere ritms mouma-ta, ufro moumata, moumata da iqamdeixtuna, sanam saguledan guli da piri-dan ena ar gadmouvarda, sanam Tavbruar daexva... mere iatakze gaiSota gu-laRma, xelebi farTod gaSala da Wersmiapyro mzera, mis Tavze nairferi,nairnairi heliumis buStebi daekida,zustad iseTebi, rogorebic kar-navalze naxa...

statistika

uxasiaTod adga zizi eqTani, hqon-da kidec mizezi, Ramis morigeoba uw-evda. rogorc Cvevad hqonda, jer Tavigamohyo karSi, TvalebiT mTel same-zoblos moedo. raki sulieris WaWane-ba ar iyo, karSi gamoyofil Tavs fi-cariviT tanic gamoayola, sigaretsmoukida da sami nafazi zedizeddaartya.

dila ki iyo magram, Cixis qvemoT,sacxobis win Tavmoyril kacebs ukvemoeswroT daTroba: `me amis dedamov...an, benzinis gareSe xom aravinCagsvams manqanaSi,~ _ mucelze xelisrtymeviT ambobda erT-erTi.

cota iqiT skolis moswavle biWebiSejgufebuliyvnen, gakecili rveule-bi Sarvlis ukana jibeSi CaeCurTaT.yvelaze dabali da msuqani fexsacmliswveriT CiCqnida miwas da fizkultur-is maswavleblis misamarTiT uSveri si-tyvebiT igineboda: `me magis dedamov...an, magas marTla mwvrTneli xomar gonia Tavi?~

`bo...i Svili viyo eg orSimo kaci TuRirdes nerviulobad,~ _ amSvidebdasaxenaiarevi biWi.

eqTani xalxiT savse marSrutSi avi-da. mZRoli cud gunebaze Canda: `amaTideda mov...an da kidev imaTi, vinc amaTprava misca,~ _ kbilebSi crida.

`aq gamiCere,~ _ uknidan gadmosZa-xa viRacam.

`gauCere, kaco, gauCere,~ _ winamxridan SeeSvelnen mgzavrs.

saCvenos dabrunebulma mZRolmauecrad daamuxruWa.

`barem mec Caval,~ _ zizi eqTanmaxelisgulSi gaxurebuli xurda gauwo-

da mZRols da Casvlisas qalis xma mi-hyva: `ra iyo, Se kaco, cota nela veratareb am deda mo...ul marSrutkas?xom xedav lamis aq gaviSxlarTe?~

eqTanma zemoT aweuli kaba muxleb-isken daqaCa da saavadmyofos SenobaSicxvirSeWmuxnuli Sevida.

palatebidan gamosuli mZime suniderefanSi ireoda, im derefanSi, axlarom zizi eqTani fexsacmlis baki-bu-kiT miabijebda.

`moxvedi zizi eqTano?~ _ amoikvne-sa sigamxdrisgan galeulma, moxucmaqalma. `me mgoni, wneva maqvs, iqneb gami-zomoT...~ _ gamoexmaura meore.

`zizi eqTano, cudad var,~ _ gver-diT palatidan kacis xma moisma...

eqTanma warbSeuxrelad gaukeTaWirveul pacientebs damamSvidebelida yavis dasalevad gavida.

avadmyofebs rom CaeZinaT, zizieqTanma fexsacmeli gaiZro, daZarRvu-li, damZimebuli fexebi sawolze moke-ca, mklaviT yuri daixSo da gainaba.mTeli Rame yrud Caesmoda pacienteb-is xrinwiani kvnesa-vedreba: ̀ vai, deda!~`sad xar, deda?!~ ̀ dedaCems dauZaxeT~...

zizi eqTanma xalaTi gaixada, dere-fani, kibeebi ise Caiara, aramousunTqavs, gareT gamosulma RrmadCaisunTqa sufTa, grili haeri. gasasv-lelSi, fexi gadaubrunda da waborZ-ikda. ̀ amis deda mov...ano,~ _ SeikurTxada gadawyvita, im gziT wasuliyo, sa-dac nakleb adamians Sexvdeboda. nis-lCamowolil CixSi Seuxvia da gauCi-narda...

moswavlis fandi

nino mas, dRevandeli saSinaodavalebis Tema rom patieba ar yofil-iyo, vin icis, ramdeni xani damrCebodaxinjad yovelive es. axla ki, TqveninebarTviT, bodiSi minda, mogixadoT,guSin rom ar vaRiare, me viyavi Sataloswamomwyebi da rogorc Tqven miwodeT`ugunuri buntisTavi,~ me SevTavaze bavS-vebs CanTebi fanjridan gadagveyara daskolis ukana ezodan gavparuliyaviT.wina dResac me davyare Rumelze peri-cis marcvlebi, is Wikartebic me davdeTqvens skamze da dafazec me davwereTqveni leqsikonidan `saskolo mar-galitebi.~ is uvici moswavlec me var,Tqvens magivrad rom swers JurnalSiniSnebs. ra amis pasuxia da is werili,guSin rom dedaCemTan gamataneT, sko-lis bufetis nagvis urnaSi Cavagde...gana, sul imas ar gvaswavliT xolme _umcrosebma ufrosebisgan unda aiRoTmagaliTio? hoda, am erTxelac mapati-eT da meored aRar vizam, mas!

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