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編者的話在 JSPA 幫助下，我們得到了一次出版刊物的寶貴經驗，大家由互不認識至到一起合力完成刊物，我們都學到了不少東西，體會到出版箇中辛酸和樂趣。所以我希望可以在此對 JSPA 作出由衷的感謝。

本刊物的主題為夢想。每個人都總會一兩個夢想，但無奈人總要在殘酷的現實下低頭，而在被放棄的夢想裏，有沒有渾雜著不可取締的，屬於每個人獨特的寶藏呢﹖可能我們這群中學生年少無知，未曾面對過不得不放棄某些東西的時刻，亦未曾作出過重要的抉擇。但我更希望我們懷抱著這顆赤子之心，用這本刊物寫出我們對夢想的追求，向眾人表達人生也是有不可放棄的東西，抒發對殘酷 現 實 的 控 訴， 更 重 要 的 是， 經 過 無 數 歲 月 後，人變了後，我們翻開自己曾經寫過的東西，可以回憶起那個曾經的自己，喚醒介時迷失的自己。

我 們 嘗 試 從 不 同 方 面 和 方 式 剖 析 夢 想， 過 程中 我 們 都 對 自 己 的 夢 想 和 真 正 的 自 我 加 深 了認 識， 希 望 讀 者 們 會 和 我 們 有 相 同 的 體 會。

我 們 無 法 改 變 社 會， 我 們 青 少 年 對 殘 酷 現 實 的控 訴， 也 只 能 是 在 於 世 界 的 洪 流 中， 即 使 不逆 流 而 上， 也 要 盡 自 己 最 後 的 一 份 力， 對 這世 界 做 出 那 怕 微 弱， 那 怕 單 薄 的 一 份 努 力。

共勉之。

總主編 YIU KIN TING

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As fireworks blast through the sky, smiles spread across faces as they cheer exuberantly while the clock ticks away. It’s a new year, a new start, a time when we sit back and assay our achievements and failure during the past year. Despite all the excitement and cel-ebrations, it’s also time for some New Year resolutions. People estab-lish new goals in order to motivate and push themselves to new limits for the coming year. As a student, we are always reminded to form new goals at the beginning of each school year, so we will always bear in mind our aims and expectations throughout the forthcoming academic year. I have never sat down to serious-mindedly think about my dreams and aspirations, and they do change very often depending on the occa-sion. They just gradually vanished in the back of my mind as time flies, and then before you know it, it’s the start of another new year already.

When people ask “What are your dreams?”, I stutter at this particular question as I genuinely have no clue at all. I do admire people who have groundbreaking goals and dreams locked tightly in their mind

since a young age, instilling their

dreams into their everyday work. In some way, goals differ from dreams in relevance to their degree of realisticity. Dreams are often perceived as impractical and impossible items, but goals are meant to be attainable and feasi-ble. Most people might dream to be transformed into a wealthy man

with a wave of the magic wand, living an extravagant lifestyle with a sophisticated mansion and a chauffeur. But in reality, these do not hap-pen unless you are supremely lucky, to be the one in a billion person

to win the lottery, or somehow extraordinarily turned into an overnight Youtube sensation. Some of the more levelheaded dreamers might have the dream of becoming a successful businessmen, being pro-moted into a more well paid position in work…These are some com-mon and sensible dreams to me, but still I believe a prodigious amount of effort must be put in, in order for the dream to turn into reality.

Dreams have no boundaries, no rules and definitely no limits. They vary with each individual, turning them into unique and almost mag-

ical chimera. Dreams are motivation and inspiration for our daily work, inciting us towards a better life and future. Same as most young and ignorant girls, my dream was once to own a fancy estate and automobile, with a majestic swimming pool and breath-taking ward-robes. To be frank, I am indeed very ashamed of my shallow and naïve dream that I once had. Not only was I completely egocentric and blind-ed by the lust of money, I was also taking all that I had for granted. I still remember how disappointed my father became when I told him about my superficial desires. Luckily he lit the lights and reminded me that there are many more important things in life other than fame and fortune. Since then, I have always reminded myself to be humble and grateful, as well as being content with my present ambiance. Nowadays, there are still many unenlightened girls who still bear the dream of mar-rying a wealthy man in order to live a so-called “free” life, imagining themselves with the power to buy whatever they want. I truly believe that there is only one person we can rely on in order to succeed…our-

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selves. In my opinion, relying on others to provide for us is rather a risky choice considering how unexpectedly our life can suddenly twist. With a change of plans, we could turn broke and impoverished, as well as being heart broken at the same time. After all, marriage built upon love and trust, definitely not how much fortune there is in one’s bank account.

Since the big wake up call from my parents, I have been intently think-ing about what my dreams are…I do have second thoughts about the idea of dreaming as I think it is simply a waste of time to come up with unrealistic ambitions. If I have to say though, one of my long-dreamt desire is to be able to provide a spacious and comfortable place for my parents to spend their late years. As a Chinese, respect for our parents and elders are of utter importance, and this number one rule in life has been upheld for generations. Parents are willing to provide and sacrifice all they have, neglecting their own wants and needs in order to grant their children with the best resources possible. Giving back to our parents is actually a rather sensible and expected idea in my mind, something I would do whether I had enough money and resources or not. Our par-ents have put in countless amount of time, money and efforts in nur-turing us, and it will simply be heartbreaking if no one spends the time and effort to pay respect to their work. Furthermore, they are neither forced to introduce us into this world, nor to be obligated to love and care for us. It is sane for us to take the time to appreciate all the work our parents had done for us throughout the years, bringing us up to be-

come who we are now, thus guiding us towards the road of success.Other than that, another dream of mine would be to successfully get into an prestigious university for my final years of education. After all the ef-forts and time spent on studying and learning throughout our childhood, who wouldn’t dream of being admitted into their wished-for university?

Despite the hardship and challenges encountered preparing for the burdensome examinations, everyone will be at their best game when that day arrives. The major problem however, is not only the immense difficulty of being admitted into one of the best universities in the world, but also the hefty amount of money needed to fund the courses. To stand a chance in this competitive world, one must not only gain remarkable

grades, but also the ability appeal to universities in other fields and areas. Nonetheless, you will be compared to other meritorious students from all over the world, whom are all top-scholars from their local school. The thought of entering university is rather taunting at the moment, with all the hard work and pressure cast upon us throughout the pro-cess of enrollment. I refer to this as a dream for the time being as it still seems to be unachievable and distant from me. I hope this can become a goal of mine at some point in the future, when I am motivated to work harder than I ever did before, to be willing to be sacrifice everything to earn that A. As they say, “Dreams don’t work unless you do”, sacrifices, tears, blood and sweat must be paid in order to receive the golden ticket for to entry of the hard-earned spot in my long-dreamt for university.

Dreams will always stand a special place in my heart. They are the motiva-tion for my daily work, as well as the fairy dust of my life. The thought of anyone living without a dream is rather bleak and melancholy, as if there is

no hope and optimism in their life. I sincerely wish that every-one has a unique dream locked deep in their hearts, and with a massive amount of hard work togeth-er with a bit of luck, dreams really do come true.

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HOBBIES

T h e d r e a m i s y o u r s . Ta k e a d v a n t a g e o f i t .

So they say…“If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.” Living in a

society as competitive and com-bative as Hong Kong, almost all parents are paving the finest path-ways for their child even before their birth. Pre-school, tutor, pi-ano, ballet and art classes are no exception for youngsters growing up in the 21st century. The criteria for admission into local schools

has raised their bars sky high, that it seems almost unachievable for children to reach that formidable standards. Parents are constant-ly pushing and pressurizing their children to new limits, enrolling them into manifold extra-curricu-lar activities in the hope of bring-ing up a precocious child. To gain a competitive edge over other stu-dents, children are often busily juggling between their schoolwork alongside their extra activities.

If you are one fortunate soul, lucky enough to have found your passion, despite the other 10 million activi-ties your parents are urging you to join, then congratulations to you! Most teenagers found themselves lost in the midst of schoolwork and exams that they never had time to sit down and think about their fu-ture…of course until the moment of realization that you truly had to decide what to do with the rest of your life. It is common for students to take part in a school club or team just for fun, but what happens if you keep ameliorating along the way, until you realize that you are actually good enough? This may then lead to another twinging problem-to be torn between your passion and academic. Everyone thrills at the idea of pursuing their dream careers, but how many had actually achieved that goal is yet another question. Albeit your tran-scendent talents and meritorious achievements, there will always be that one person better than you, more talented than you, the one

that shines brighter than you. With the fear of being left in the shad-ows, many are swayed to take the easier and more realistic path, to study for a university degree. They then get a fair job just like all the other average people employees, keeping their passion and inter-est locked away in their dreams.

Even though you might have conquered the challenge of receiving a gratifying occu-

pation, there will always be a tough-er obstacle standing in your way…the grueling stereotypical parents. This has not been a problem that popped out of the blue moon, but has appeared and continued over decades. Stereotypical parents have a tendency to plan their chil-dren’s’ future their way, leaving no room for their child’s own opinions and interests. These parents hold a strong belief that only professions like doctors, lawyers and dentists can be truly successful and erudite, thus brings them face. Not only are those businesses extremely well

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paid, they are also very sta-ble in the mod-ernized soci-ety. But again, perhaps only 1 in 10 students will be accept-ed into the top-notch universi-ties among the boundless list of candidates, and even then, thousands will be fighting for the same jobs opportunities. Some students have no say nor power to fight back the high hopes and ex-pectations their parents cast onto them…others simply have no choice. It seems to me

that their future has always been drawn out and planned for them, and they do not wish to let their parents down after all the time and money invested in them. Anoth-er common misconception for the stereotype is that the Arts industry

often leads to a dim future. Most artists only get a slight peek of suc-cess, moreover only one in a mil-lion turns out to be a phenomenon. Arts is generally disapproved by the stereotypical parents as they are not willing to take the leap of faith, to grant their child the freedom to pick their own pathways, which undoubtedly has a stark difference from theirs’. Even if they acquiesce halfheartedly for them to take part in Arts, there will always be a small part of them hoping and praying for their child to wake up from their unrealistic hallucination and es-cort them back to the “right” path.

Hobby refers to an activity that one enjoys and craze. Some teenagers find it dif-

ficult to search for a hobby as there really ain’t much in life where they show great interest in. I, on the oth-er hand, have been one lucky child. I’ve always known in the back of my mind that I love to dance-any-where, anytime. Back in the days, it was a piece of cake balancing my time between schoolwork and dance. I could always find time to attend training and prepare for competitions, as well as focusing on my exams at the same time. As I was entering my senior years in secondary school, tougher deci-

sions were thrown in my way. I often find myself caught indecisive about my career path. “Do I want to take dance as a career, or should I wait until after university to dance as a form of pleasure?” This ques-tion throbs my mind endlessly ev-eryday, and you have no idea how much I would love to foresee the choice I’ll make. Every girl dreams of becoming the elegant and grace-ful ballerina, gliding magnificently across the stage in pink tutus just

like a princess. Dreams are then brutally shattered as we grow and mature, being hit hard by the diffi-culties and problems along the road to stardom. As a dancer, you com-mit your whole life to the sport. Discipline it strictly required for training, with no exception during the holidays. The pain and torture

that seems almost unbearable from stretching makes it all worthwhile when you imagine the pulchritu-dinous picture of yourself gliding onstage. Giving my hobby and pas-sion up would then means a waste of time, money, blood and tears, as well as a big chunk of my child-hood. The major conflict for me arises during the summer holidays. Summer symbolizes fun in the sun for most students, but for me, it’s just another month of rehearsals and training over and over again. I’m not saying that it’s no fun in the studio training with your friends, but you can’t help but have an anx-

ious thought banging at the back of your mind as other schoolmates are attending summer schools or working part-time jobs, enhancing their portfolios for universities. On one hand, I feel completely bless-ed to be able to perform and take part in all those extravagance per-formance. But on the other hand, I am experiencing a sense of lost

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愛情 —— 想 ‧ 自由

看著書房緊閉的門，我躡手躡腳地走到玄關，迅速地把鞋穿上。

回頭看了一眼那依然緊閉的房門，輕輕地扭開大門門把，以迅雷不及

掩耳的速度逃出家門。一關上門便拔足狂奔，一直跑到小區的 盡頭

才鬆一口氣，慢慢走向巴士站。

抬頭看著月明星稀的夜空，心中那股丟失很久的冒險精神好像又

再次捲土重來。重拾沉寂已久的衝動和任性，踏上一場不知名的逃

亡。

我離家出走了。

雖然用這般平淡的語調講述這麼轟動的事好像不太適合，但事實

就是如此，也僅僅如此。或許是受夠世俗的冷眼和壓力，或許是厭倦

了那安逸平淡的生活，又或是內心那股蠢蠢欲動的叛逆終於爆發。總

之今夜，我不想回家。

這，是一場不甘寂寞的逃亡。或許是心態使然，總是期望太高成

績太低，理想太多行動太少。每天不知天高地厚地做著不切實際的

夢，卻埋怨現實的殘酷和無奈，抱怨一成不變，平淡如水的生活。但

當上天給你機會開闢自己的道路時，卻像個孩子般手足無措得讓人發

笑。縱使現實慢慢磨平了人的菱角，我們身不由己，我們無處可逃，

但有些衝動始終不可避免。

12and perturbation as I still have no idea what to do with my life. I have had serious thoughts about my fu-ture at different times of the year, but till now, I still have not wrap my head around this problem yet.

I have thought of striving for a university in the UK after I finish my secondary years, and

that means to give up my passion for dance completely, once and for all. If dance is no longer a part of my life, my body will lose its strength and flexibility, which eventually means that I will never be able to return to my present level of tech-niques again. Another idea I had was to further extend my love of dance after I receive my university degree, but wouldn’t that simply be a waste of time? I could have stud-ied dance as my major, and began the journey as a professional danc-er already. No one could have the best of both worlds, and sacrifices will have to be made. Conflicts are beginning to build up as the clock ticks away, leaving me with a time bomb to make up my mind. I’ll be completely honest and tell you that I’m still indecisive about my future for the time being, but I’m doing everything I possibly can to explore my possibilities. When the time comes, I hope everything will

fall into places, granting me conge-nial opportunities that suit me best.

The future is never crystal clear and no one knows about tomorrow. All we can

do is work hard at the present, and keep our fingers crossed for what-ever comes in our way. Things do happen for a reason, even if we do not learn to appreciate it at first. I believe that having your hobby as a job is considered as a privilege and a blessing. We cannot say that all doctors enjoy doing surgeries and all drivers love to drive. Howev-er, it is a vital decision to choose between a soothing and stable road, or a risky yet rapturous road.

T h e s e d e c i s i o n s c o u l d c h a n g e y o u r l i f e , s o

t a k e y o u r p i c k w i s e -l y a n d j u d i c i o u s l y t o p r e v e n t a n y r e -g r e t o r g r i e f f o r t h e r e s t o f y o u r l i f e .

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夜裡，獨自趕上尾班車，走到最後一排靠窗的位置坐下，車上寥

寥幾名乘客稀疏地散落巴士的不同角落，他們或許睡覺，或許沉思，

整個車廂一片寂靜，只剩車輛行駛的聲音。看著暗黃的車窗上自己的

倒影，像下定決心般地握了握拳。13 號巴士在漆黑一片的道路上不

除不疾地行駛，亢奮許久的身心在一片寧靜中冷卻。睡意漸濃，把身

體蜷縮成一團，頭靠在微微晃動的車窗上，意識逐漸離我而去。

朦朧之際，不知誰在耳畔駡了一句小笨蛋，熟悉低沉的聲音在溫

柔中滲著一絲無奈。猛地搖搖頭，想把那根本不可能出現的聲音驅逐

出腦海，但身體卻像是尋找到那久遺的安全感般慢慢放鬆，嘴角在不

知不覺間輕輕上揚。

醒來時巴士已到達總站，揉了揉發酸的頸脖，看著身上不屬於自

己的薄毯愣了愣，這大概是某位好心的司機幫自己蓋上的吧。把薄毯

疊好放在座位上，背起淺藍色的帆布包，踏著輕鬆的腳步、興致勃勃

地開始這段即興得有點莫名其妙的探險。

抬頭仰視被鏽跡侵蝕得難以辨認的路牌，瞇起眼睛，依賴路口昏

黃的路燈看清所在地。泛黃的白漆隱隱若若地拼湊出一個自己從未聽

過的地方——第 1 5 號公路。

一如自己所料地來到一個完全陌生的地方，環顧四周，大概是一

條近鄉郊的廢棄公路。杳無人煙的大道一片荒蕪，野草毫不吝嗇地展

示頑強的生命力，一直蔓延到看不見的盡頭。公路兩旁是延綿不絕的

金色蘆葦，遠處的波光粼粼在遍野的金色中若隱若現。我勾了勾嘴

角，輕輕地撥開高聳的蘆葦，微微彎腰進入未知的國度。一股奇異的

滿足感溢滿狹小的胸膛，一切的未知數令我忘卻所有煩惱，只剩滿心

對未知的嚮往和獵奇心。踏著腳下鬆軟的泥土，不甚踏實卻格外夢

幻。

愛情，從來不是讓我放棄自由、停止追夢的理由。可以無拘無束，

隨心地生活，是多麼令人嚮往。我承認自己是個不甘平凡的人，一直

喜歡這種漫無目的探險，喜歡事情不在自己掌握之中的刺激和挑戰。

一場沒有目的地的旅程，誰也不知道前方等著我的是鳥語花香還是洪

水猛獸，但這一切都不重要。從一開始，我只單純地想享受這種尋找

自由的過程，那種逃離世俗枷鎖的片刻安寧，和把生活種種瑣事統統

拋諸腦後的輕鬆。沒有天雷勾動地火的爭執，沒有天塌下來的悲劇，

只是純粹渴望逃離現實而引發的一場逃亡。

同居的日子恍如一汪靜止的池水般平靜無浪。不知是否習慣了那

種平淡的生活還是厭惡了那種一成不變，總之那周而復始的人生，終

於令我不顧後果地逃開，因為那根本與我的性格背道而馳。回想起

來，我以前從未想過會以怎樣的姿態和形式與另一個人共同生活，建

築屬於彼此的家，更遑論是以受世俗所輿論的同性戀。

然而，命運卻讓我在毫無準備的情況下遇上他，然後往後的一切

就來得如此的順理成章。或許人總是犯賤的，當所有事情都出乎意料

地順利時，我們反而會埋怨他的安穩，期待從未嘗過的驚心動魄。

無可否認，我愛那個男人。我也喜歡彼此間細水長流中日漸濃郁

的感情。那就如一川清澈的溪水淌過乾涸已久的心田，化一片荒蕪為

遍地翠綠。但是，只有愛情的人生是如此的枯躁乏味。單單一個情字

終究也沒法按捺我日漸鼓噪的心，所以才會選擇不顧一切地逃離現

狀，尋找一個不知名的新天地。

思緒隨著腳步越飄越遠，心卻不自覺地煩躁起來。

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帶點潮濕的空氣夾雜著蘆葦的氣味鑚入鼻腔，清爽的氣息令我精

神為之一振。一邊撥開眼前擋著視線的蘆葦一邊邁步前行，忽然想起

被自己落在家中的男人。他是否已經發現了我的離開，然後驚慌失措

地到處尋找？還是仍然在書房埋頭工作，根本沒發現我的出走？想著

想著，難免會有點擔心，原本亢奮不已的心情微微忐忑起來。

好像從最初開始，便是男人一直默默地包容著我。

自知性格有點任性，有點不顧後果的衝動和小脾氣，可從來也沒

覺得這有甚麼問題，更沒想過要改變。身為獨子，從小到大都在父母

的疼愛和呵護下成長。即使最後牽著一個男人的手走到他們面前，保

護我免受苛斥責難，妥協低頭的，從不是我。多年來在別人為自己張

開的羽翼下，波瀾不驚地生活，這根本就不是我所追求的人生。

當然，同性戀這條路由一開始就注定會波折重重。怎樣也想不

到，當初信誓旦旦地表示無懼輿論的自己，如今竟會承受不住壓力而

落荒而逃。香港這社會看似開放，但實際上依然保守，各種各樣的歧

視依舊每天發生。的確，熱戀的時候不管旁人的目光，彼此的眼裡只

有對方，但當熱戀期一過，我們一直忽略的問題接踵而來需要解決。

家人的不解，朋友的訝異，旁人的嘲諷和社會的歧視，一波又一波的

衝擊讓我承受不住的想要逃開，最終成為離開的導火線之一。

細心回想，為這段關係犧牲得最多，承受得最多指謫的根本不是

我。一直被關在溫室裏，期盼面對現實世界的我卻在見證它的醜陋和

殘酷後懦弱地逃之夭夭。一邊被人保護著免受風雨的摧殘，但在溫室

裏又一邊埋怨生活的無趣。其實，我根本沒有資格抱怨，更遑論出走。

心情煩躁不安地繼續前行，伸手推開眼前的障礙，驚覺自己竟然

有些疲累於這樣的冒險。難道是安穩簡單的生活終使我不安生的性格

習慣了這種安閒，令骨子裏的叛逆經已耗盡？

不可能，別開玩笑了。。。不斷嘗試說服自己，可內心還是不可

避免地受到動搖。或者，真的是這樣吧。

黎明前的黑夜特別黑暗，一輪明月在伸手不見五指的夜空特顯明

亮，抬手擋住月光。不知是否受到光線刺激，眼眶驟然有些酸澀。

在明月悄悄溜走之時，我終於抵達大道的盡頭。水光瀲灩的湖泊

盡收眼底，遠處的雀鳥成群飛過，清晨微涼的風混合著水汽和草香撲

面而來。空蕩蕩的公路蘆葦叢生，四周寧靜得能聽見蘆葦隨風搖曳的

聲音。空曠的荒野中，只有我一人。

以往最享受獨行那種無拘無束的我，怎麼會覺得那麼的寂寞。徹

骨的寂寞。

明明很久以前也經常這樣一個人旅行，一個人乘車，一個人漫步

探險，但為何此刻在重溫舊時的興奮淡去後竟只剩下無盡的空虛。回

頭發現來時辛苦開闢的道路早已被蘆葦重新掩埋，自己費心開拓的路

無聲無息地消失無痕。

驀然回首，一個人走過來的路，一個人無法回去了。

眼眶的酸澀感越發明顯。是否男人深沉如海的包容終究成為無法

剔除的習慣，我無從知曉。我從來不知道原來思念會吞噬人的心。此

時此刻，心只剩下滿滿的思念，很想念那個男人。想念他多年來風雨

不改的早安吻和每早熱騰騰的早餐，想念他看著自己狼吞虎嚥時傻傻

的牙齦笑，想念他為我拭去唇邊牛奶時的溫柔，想念他的一切。

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不是不知道他的寶貝有多任性，骨子裏有多天真單純。所以情願放

手讓他探索去路，也不希望自己的保護和束縛會成為彼此間的鴻溝。

終於，我追隨已久的身影在我面前悄悄站定。只見他伸出手，

背影既落寞又孤寂。

心疼這樣的他，心疼那個本該是無憂無慮的小王子，心疼那個

每天早上不願起床的小懶鬼，心疼那有著雙能看透靈魂的眼眸的男

孩。

不 忍 看 見 他 受 委 屈， 終 於 放 棄 等 待 讓 他 回 頭 發 現 自 己，

慢慢走近他一直細心呵護的身影，雙手環抱他的腰肢。就在他

轉頭的瞬間，乾燥的唇印上他濕潤的雙眼，溫柔地摩挲著他的

鼻 尖， 像 是 要 把 對 方 的 身 影 刻 進 靈 魂 一 樣 深 深 地 凝 視 對 方。

「我們回家。」

然後看見他如倦鳥回巢般堅定且用力地點了點頭，幸福爬滿彼此

的嘴角。

緋紅色的太陽終於從東邊探出頭來，微暖的陽光纏繞著我倆，見

證著我們由身到心完全契合的瞬間，悄悄地留下祝福。

若人生總會有遺憾，那這一刻，我絕不希望那男人成為我畢生的

遺憾。夢想，遠在天邊近在眼前，只是一直被我忽視。當蒙蔽雙眼的

迷霧散開後，才發現一切根本無關社會，無關性別，每個人都有愛與

被愛的權利。

尋尋覓覓，兜兜轉轉，原來自己窮一生尋找的，不過是那份安定。

用力地揉揉眼睛，溫熱的液體隨著手上的動作輕輕落下，沒入泥

土。

離家已八小時。

尾隨他的第八個小時。

晚上在書房打著文件時卒然聽到門外傳來細碎急速的腳步聲。正

感奇怪，小心地把門打開一條小縫，探頭張望，卻發現他鬼鬼祟祟地

出門。莫名地沒有阻止，迅速地換好衣物後靜靜跟隨其後。

好不容易躲過他的目光上了巴士，看著他毫無防備的睡臉終於忍

不住歎了口氣。拜託一臉慈祥的司機大叔要來了一條薄毯，輕柔地為

他蓋上，然後獨自守在人跡罕至的巴士總站三個小時。

看著他滿帶愉悅興奮的表情踏上那荒廢已久的公路，緊張地在不

遠處跟隨，既害怕被發現，又擔心跟丟，努力保持著一段不遠不近的

距離，一直守護他。

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“人無國主，庶民之分，只要家有和平，就是最幸福的人。” – 歌德

由此可見，家庭可以平平安安的生活，每一天都能夠有家人在旁陪伴，就是每一個人對幸福家庭的期望，夢想。沒有人願意自己的家庭破裂，也沒有人願意看到自己和家人反目成仇。人們開始不懂得去溝通，不懂得去分享自己的心，不懂得去珍惜他人的愛。

可是，我們還是要承認，就算吵架，就算生氣，家人還是會關心你的一點一滴，家人還是會為你許下一個個對你好的夢想，願望。他們會用他們的一切，來換取你的微笑；也會為了守護著一個微笑，賭上自己的一切。

哲學家康德說過，“擁有一個愉快的家庭，就能擁有一個愉快的人生。”相對，一個幸福的家庭，並不是由一個人的微薄力量可以造成的。因此，踏出第一步，與家人溝通，明白他們，也讓他們明白你，大家一起為了一個美好的家庭所奮鬥，當中的過程儘管遙遠，儘管崎嶇，只要有家人在旁，我們也不會感到孤單，在逆境中，同樣幸福。

人生路上，伸手不見五指。孤單一人走下去，會感到徬徨，會感到無助。因此，家人會為我們在路上點起明燈，指引我們的路，也會和你並肩，突破面前的黑暗。即使他們不能和你一起走下去，他們依然會在你不知道的地方，默默的祝福你，默默的為你祈禱。就是因為有家人，我們的人生路上將會光明滿途。

夢想—家庭“在家中享受幸福，是一切抱負的最終目的。” – 塞繆爾 . 詹森

無論國界，無論膚色，無論文化差異，所有人都會有一個家庭。每一個人，均會為了一個幸福的家庭努力。我們會願意犧牲自己的金錢，我們的時間，換取家人的一個溫暖的笑容，同樣的，我們的家人亦如此。諾貝爾文學獎得主蕭伯納曾經說過，世界上最不平凡的美是家庭的美。家庭就是這樣一個奇妙的存在，他能夠隱藏我們一切的缺點和失敗，在外面遇到的一切悲傷，苦哀和疲累，同時還能為我們帶來最甜蜜的愛。

可是人性就是如此的愚蠢，每天去幻想一個遠在天邊的四月天，卻不懂的去欣賞眼前的美景。每一個家庭都有這不一樣的背景，不一樣的情況，所以他們都要一個屬於自己獨一無二的幸福方式。與其去羨慕其他人的美滿幸福家庭，倒不如開始於家人溝通，尋找屬於自己的幸福。

家家有一本難唸的經。美滿幸福的家庭不勝其數，同時支離破碎的家庭也不多讓卻。學會溝通，學會信任，保持慎重，理解家人和保持快樂就是達到幸福家庭的必要因素，幸福就是如此的簡單。每人一步，付出那一點的真心，就能換取幸福。但是，不知道為何，世人另可願意因為一點小事和家人吵翻，也不願意踏出一步，和家人好好的溝通，就這樣，讓隨手可得的幸福隨風飄去。

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每個人都缺乏什麼，我們 才會瞬間就不快樂。

夢想，本應遙遠而美好。可在這骯髒污濁的世道，它何時被人肆意踐踏在腳下，為了現實的種種原因而放棄尋夢。兒時，夢想飄渺而不可觸及，懵懂無知的我們憧憬著屬於自己的夢，或許偉大，或許無稽，但那時的我們真真確確地用自己的一雙小手磋捏著夢想的形狀。夢想，從那時起有了它的雛形。

時光不知不覺地從指縫間悄然流逝，身體和思想隨著時間的推移日漸成熟，但對夢想的追尋卻慢慢卻步。心中有夢和努力追夢是兩回事，有多少人能不顧家人的期許和社會的框架勇敢跟隨自己的心，無懼沿路的風雨，為自己的夢想拼搏到底？

夢想與現實永遠存在落差。尤其在金錢掛帥的香港，凡事以利益為首，夢想變得不再純粹無暇。攀上權利的頂峰，賺取花不完的金錢，擁有一張令人驚豔的美貌似乎都是許多人心中的夢想。當你心中的夢跟名利沾不上邊時，很多人就會把你標籤成不求上進，不入流的異類。

我們這一代甫出生便被放進困獸鬥中互相廝殺，拼個你死我活。所謂的贏在起跑線上，讓我們的世界被競爭和比較操控。當我們屈服與這種填鴨式教育，成為這種學習模式的贏家時，請不要忽略心中那團紅紅燃燒的火焰，請不要放棄追夢的熱情。贏了，成功了，固

淵。我們害怕變故，我們害怕落單，於是，我們強逼自己跟隨大眾的步伐隨波逐流，在爾虞我詐的社會掙扎求存，帶著心中的遺憾度過普通平凡的一生。

人越大越膽怯，人對未知數的恐懼往往就是令我們對夢想望而卻步的原因。人生路途不可能一帆風順，我們永遠無法預計下一秒會是披上錦衣榮登寶座還是被折斷翅膀墮下萬丈深

努力刻苦地學習，參加無數個課外活動，成為全級第一，公開考試狀元，入名大學，然後呢？大學畢業後，在大公司找一個職位，每天沒日沒夜地工作，每年升職加薪，然後呢？經年後，回望過去，除了不斷地向上爬，除了無盡的職場鬥爭，除了冷冰冰的金錢和虛無的地位後，人生還剩下甚麼？這樣如同傀儡一樣機械式的人生，真的是我們心中所渴望的生活嗎？

玉不琢，不成器。夢想在經過歲月的打磨和考驗的洗禮後越發璀璨。心中有夢，卻躊躇不前，是一種浪費。不要讓社會的條條框框把尋夢的勇氣打沉，誠實地隨心而行，縱使沿路可能波折重重，但卻能活出獨一無二，精彩無憾的人生。

很多人問：「夢想能當飯吃嗎？既然尋夢有可能讓我們一事無成，那倒不如安安穩穩地過活。」的確，努力追夢但不成功的人大有人在，但循規蹈

夢想或許不比金錢來得實際，不比權力來得誘人，但它卻給予人們努力活下去的勇氣和意義。只有活著，才能擁有夢想；只有活著，才能繼續追夢。夢想，是力量的化身，支撐著我們在亂世中勇往直前，提供我們忍痛前行的信念。誠言，夢想不能餵飽我們的身

然值得驕傲，但千萬不要囂張，也不要因自身的成功而自以為是地踐踏別人的夢想。在這大千世界裏，我們個人的成就根本不足掛齒。不要把成就和成績量化，慎重地走每一步，謹慎得不敢冒一點險。

矩就代表一定能成功嗎？連嘗試的勇氣也沒有，那成功當然不會屬於你。勉強自己在不適合的領域發展，又怎可能可以大展所長，發光發熱呢？

體，但卻能餵飽我們的靈魂。在圓夢的一刻，過往所承受的傷痛，所流下的淚水，所忍受的委屈都會顯得微不足道。尋夢的辛酸和圓夢的喜悅相比，根本不值一提。生命，本就是一個尋夢的故事。

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圓夢，沒有所謂的捷徑或竅門，每個人都有自己的方法完成夢想。若要通俗地說一句，那就是只有認清夢想然後堅定不移地朝著目標進發，才有可能把夢實現。讓自己堅定的最好方法就是不曾動搖，當旁人

不要被現實的殘酷嚇怕而對夢想卻步。比起人云亦云地在社會向上爬，墮落於紙醉金迷的世界，堅持追尋心中夢想的路當然會比一般人難走。但其實，過程一點也不重要，最重要的是誰能笑到最後。在夢想還沒離你而去的時候請不要背棄它，因為奇蹟每天都在上演。

X夢想，賜予我們生命的意義。尋夢，就是讓我們的生命變得有意義。在能力不逮時，把夢想放在心底，讓它變成進步的動力。在能力允許時，用心灌溉，讓它茁壯成長。傷痛，是短暫的。我們不付出就不會有收穫，我們所承受的痛苦，必定是爲了得到我們心中所想的代價。尋夢圓夢，才能稱得上是不枉此生。無夢可圓，是人生最大的悲哀。

有夢未圓，是畢生的遺憾。也許當我們能在當下勇敢地捉緊夢想，就能尋回在心中缺失了的那一塊拼圖，最終找到自己永恆的快樂，一個屬於自己的烏托邦。

的 白 眼 和 質 疑 都 無 法 推倒 你 那 強 大 的 信 念 時 ，成 功 就 離 你 不 遠 矣 。

夢。想

“我寧可做人類中有夢想和有完成夢想願望的，最渺小的，而不願做一個最偉大，無夢想，無願望的人。”

______紀伯倫

一個人的一生，就是一場夢。夢很長，因為是由我們一生中不同階段的種種夢想組成。每一點一滴，都是人生中不可或缺的一部份。同時夢很短，因為只不過是一場夢而已。既然如此，我們什麼也沒有帶來，什麼也帶不走。因此，衡量每一個人的夢，并不是用結果，而是用尋夢的過程。

實現自己的夢想，是人生中最大的目標，是我們活下去的原動力。即使我們再彷徨，失落，對世界的不公感到絕望，我們依然會繼續堅持下去，就是因為我們會沮喪，就是因為世界難以公平，所以我們才有著尋夢的意義。話雖如此，夢想與理想，有著明顯的分別。相比起來，夢想是多麼的遙不可及，多麼的不切實際。但是，正是因為我們還未達到夢想的彼岸，我們才有生存下去奮鬥的目標。

有 人 會 說 ， 與 其 每 天 沉 醉 於 夢 和 想 的 美 好 世 界 ， 到 不 如 腳 踏 實 地 ，實 事 求 是 。 可 是 ， 只 要 們 能 夠 把 每 一 份 的 夢 想 堅 持 下 去 ， 夢 想 就 會慢 慢 變 得 真 實 起 來 ， 逐 漸 成 為 現 實 。 不 要 取 笑 ， 也 不 要 害 怕 活 在 自己 的 夢 想 中 ， 因 為 我 們 現 在 生 活 的 世 界 ， 也 就 是 以 前 每 一 個 人 的 夢想 。 雖 然 遙 遠 ， 雖 然 艱 難 ， 但 當 我 們 終 有 一 刻 能 夠 一 嘗 名 為 夢 想 的甘 泉 ， 我 們 將 會 發 現 ， 一 切 的 犧 牲 ， 一 切 的 付 出 都 有 著 其 意 義 。

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夢，夢醉，夢醒，夢滅。現實是殘酷的。尋夢的路上并不是一帆風順，我們會受傷，會發現原來一切只不過是一場夢，一直為其奮鬥的夢想也會破滅。我們會不禁懷疑，那一個夢想我們能堅持多久，那一份信念我們能保留多少。即使疲累，即使遍體鱗傷，我們也只能站起來，繼續 走 下 去 ， 向 着 前 方 的 夢 想 鄉 前 進 。

“The best things in life are unseen, so we close our eyes when we dream."

事實上，夢想包含著夢和想，夢代表著我們心中最深 處 的 慾 望 ， 而 想 ， 就 代 表 追 隨 慾 望 的 行 動 。 人生 如 夢 ， 夢 中 的 一 個 個 夢 想 好 比 四 月 天 ， 綺 麗 ，令 人 有 著 無 限 嚮 往 。 路 上 也 許 風 雨 連 番 ， 但 是 ，風 雨 過 後 ， 我 們 要 相 信 會 有 著 七 色 彩 虹 出 現 ， 為我 們 的 尋 夢 路 上 加 添 色 彩 。 但 是 ， 七 色 彩 紅 未 必能 出 現 ， 我 們 卻 不 能 因 此 停 下 腳 步 ， 即 使 雨 後 的天 空 沒 有 彩 虹 ， 我 們 依 然 可 以 走 向 天 空 的 彼 岸 。

香港早前，有一名大學生為了不讓自己的人生有任何的遺憾，毅然決定放棄高薪厚職的金融界職位，去擔任一名在我們心目中微不足道的巴士司機。“人生就是要如此，不要被物質和金錢矇蔽，勇敢踏出第一步去尋夢，就會發現人生原來遠不只如此。”除了讚頌他追夢的勇氣和毅力，他還帶出了一個非常關鍵的問題，“追夢是否需要物質支持？”人類需要各種物質才能夠生存，但是我們是否應該為了物質需要而放棄追隨夢想的信念？道理每一個人都明白，可是現實就是現實，夢不能夠喂飽家人，也不能為你提供任何物質上的支持。這情況并沒有任何的答案，這只能看每一個人的取捨。筆者在此，也只能送上一句。“沒有物質人類就無法生存，沒有夢想就不能稱之為生活。而人類和動物在世界上最大的分別，在於人類是生活在世界上，而動物是生存在世界里。”

Hilda Hui: 以前翻閱雜誌時只顧留意內容的趣味和吸引性，從來沒有想過製作的流程竟然如此繁複。從選材、分工、寫稿到排版，每一個工序都是我們的心血和時間。雖然製作過程不乏辛酸，但它帶給我更多的是成功感和滿足感。

Jasmine Kwok: This is the first time I took part in any publication projects. At first, I did not realize all the work and effort needed to publish one magazine, whic mislead me into thinking it was a simple task. When I finally started writing my articles, I did not only realized how difficult it is to write a captivating article, but also how much teamwork is involved in the whole production.

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Icy Leung: 得知這次活動是要製作一本雜誌，心裡也不禁驚訝一下，究竟我們能勝任嗎？雖然由定下主題、編寫文章到最後的排版設計都匆匆忙忙的完成，但現在回頭一看、當時付出的對比完成後的滿足感，都是值得的。我們的主題是尋夢，我相信我們終有一天能改變世界，因為我們往往比想像中強大。那、你呢？

Tiffany Wong: 這是我第一次參與出版雜誌，出版的工作全部都是由我們一手包辦。縱使出版過程遇上不少困難，但雜誌完成後，所獲得的滿足感卻是難而言喻的。感激有這機會讓我參與其中！

Joyce Lo: 從沒有想過自己也有機會參與一本雜誌的製作。從一開始定立主題，到後期設計，全都要自己一手包辦。過程或許偶有辛苦時候，但正正是因為當中的辛酸，才帶給我更多滿足。從以前對排版一無所知，到現在略知一二，當中得著實在是無法取代。

Jacky Yu: 轉眼兩年已逝，喜見聯校出版計劃後繼有人，身份由主辦者變為組爸，反讓我更清楚感受到組員的熱誠。望大家繼續努力！

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Chairperson Yiu Kin Ting (LSC)

Vice Chairperson Hilda Hui (SPCS)

Secretary Jasmine Lam (SPCS)

Treasurer Chris Yu (LSC)

Writing Dept Head Lam Chi Ho (LSC)

Tech Dept Head Felice Kwok (SPCS)

Working Member Icy Leung (TLMS)

Tiffany Wong (TLMS)

Joyce Lo (TLMS)

Special Thanks Jacky Yu Matthew Fong Evian Chan

Member List

If you can dream it, you can do it. Walt Disney

Matthew Fong: 兩年前與友人一手創辦此活動，帶給我難忘回憶。兩年後再次參與，雖然身份不同，但仍希望為 "Winners" 各成員帶來一次深刻經歷 (:

Evian Chan: 第一次 參 與有關出版的活動，雖然我不是親手去製作，但仍能從中學習 ; 以及看到一群為興趣夢想而追逐的熱血青年！繼續努力 :)

THANK YOU!

- 這是一個不容許烏托邦存在的世界，但他依然奮力從牆縫中開出最瑰麗的花朵，有夢想的人，值得我們的支持。-

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