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CËH¥ ï AdVaUdMZ : na‘ nyÁ¶ lr‘mVmOr {Z‘©bm Xodr

ghO¶moJ ‘| ~ƒm| H s nad[ae'Raising Children in Sahaja Yoga' H m AZwdmX

na‘ nyÁ¶ lr‘mVmOr {Z‘©bmXodr

(CËH¥ ï AdVaUdMZ)

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lr‘Vr nX²‘m Jw‚modma

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a‘ nyOZr¶ lr‘mVmOr {Z‘©bmXodr H mo àJm‹T ào‘ Am¡a AmXa go n¶h nwñVH g‘{n©V H s OmVr h¡& Bg nwñVH ‘| Omo kmZ h¡ CgH m

CX²J‘ñWmZ na‘ nyOZr¶ lr‘mVmOr hr h¢&

lr‘mVmOr H m ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o ào‘, CZH s A{^^mdH m| Ho {b¶o j‘m

Am¡a Y¡¶© VWm CZH s ‘mZdVm Ho {b¶o AZwH§ nm Am¡a H¥ nm dV©‘mZ VWm

^{dî¶H mbrZ nr{‹T¶m| Ho {b¶o EH AmXe© CXmhaU ahoJm&

O¶ lr‘mVmOr

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a‘ nyOZr¶ lr‘mVmOr {Z‘b© mXdo r Ûmam ~mbH m | H m gdY§ Z© Ama¡ nCZH s {ejm Bg {df¶ na ~hVþ gmam CnXeo Ama¡ gMy Zm¶ | Xr J¶r h&¡ ¶h kmZ gMw mé ê n g o àmá hm o BgH m à¶mg hr ¶h nñw VH h&¡ ghO¶mJo ‘ |~mbH m | H m gd§ YZ© VWm CZH s {ejm Bg {df¶ na àgJ§ m{o MV CÕaU lr‘mVmOr Ho mfUm | g o {b¶ o J¶ o h ¢ Ama¡ CZH m AÝV^md© ¶hm ± {H ¶m J¶m h&¡

lr‘mVmOr Ho mfUm| ‘| AZoH mZoH {df¶m| H s nwZé{º h¡& {Og ‘wÔo na lr‘mVmOr Zo AnZo {dMma ì¶º {H ¶m h¡& Cg {df¶ Ho AZwgma CZH m dJuH aU {H ¶m J¶m h¡& O¡go AZwemgZ, ‘mV¥Ëd, emar[aH ajm B.

AZoH mZoH AÜ¶m¶m| Ho àma§^ ‘| {VaN o Ajam| ‘| {bIr J¶r {Qßn{U¶m± CZgo g§~§{YV {df¶m| H s àñVmdZm Ho {b¶o Xr J¶r h¡& ¶o {Qßn{U¶m± lr‘mVmOr H s Zht h¢&

AdVaU {MÝhm| Ho "".....'' AÝVJ©V {X¶o J¶o nmRçm§e lr‘mVmOr Ho ^mfUm| go {X¶o J¶o CÕaU h¢& {df¶m| H m erK« AdbmoH Z VËH mb hmoZo Ho {b¶o erf©H ‘moQ o Ajam| ‘| {X¶o J¶o h¢&

lr‘mVmOr Ho mfUm| H mo nyU©V¶m nwZ: CX²Y¥V H aZo Ho {b¶o AdVaU dMZm| H m ¶h g§J«h Zht h¡& ~mbg§dY©Z Am¡a ~mb {ejm BZ {df¶m| na lr‘mVmOr Zo {OZ ~mVm| H m à{VnmXZ {H ¶m h¡, CZH m ‘yb òmoV ³¶m h¡ BgH m g§X^© XoZm ¶hr h‘mam CÔoí¶ h¡& mfUm| H m ‘ybê n ‘| nRZ ¶m ldU H aZo H s àoaUm Bggo {‘bo ¶h Anojm h¡&

{OZ mfUm| go BZ CÕaU dm³¶m| H m g§J«h {H ¶m J¶m h¡, CZH s gy{M nwñVH Ho nrN o n[a{eï ‘| Xr J¶r h¡&

Amem h¡ {H Bg g§J«h Ho ‘mÜ¶‘ go lr‘mVmOr Ho CnXoe H m gmaVÎd h‘‘| à{VÜd{ZV hmoJm Am¡a ào‘, AmXa VWm à{Vðm go n[anyU© gw§Xa OrdZ MbmZo Ho {b¶o ¶h h‘mar ghm¶Vm H aoJm&

O¶ lr‘mVmOr

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mb g§dY©Z {df¶ na lr‘mVmOr Zo h‘| A‘yë¶ gm‘J«r Xr h¡& do ~gmao gmYZ Am¡a Cnm¶ h‘ g~H mo ghOVm go gwb^ Am¡a CnbãY hmo, Bg BÀNm go Bg nwñVH H s H ënZm H m Am{d^m©d hþAm& ‘yb hoVw Vmo ¶h Wm {H ghO ¶wdmAm| Ho {b¶o hr BgH m {Z‘m©U {H ¶m Om¶o, ghO ¶wdH , {OZ‘| ~hþV gmao ñd¶§ ‘mVm-{nVm ~ZZo H s Am¶w ‘| Am MwHo h¢ ¶m Am aho h¢&

Bg nwñVH Ho {b¶o gm‘J«r H m g§J«h H aZo Ho {b¶o O~ h‘Zo àma§^ {H ¶m, Vmo BVZo gmao kmZ H s ImoO hþB©, {Ogo h‘ Zht OmZVo Wo (¶m Cg kmZ H mo ^yb J¶o Wo&)& h‘mao ~ƒm| H m g§dY©Z H aVo g‘¶ ¶h nwñVH h‘| ghm¶H gm{~V hþB©& AÝ¶ ghO ~mbH m| H mo r à{Vðm VWm AmXa àXmZ H aZo ‘| h‘| ‘XX {‘br& ¶h ‘mJ© Vmo h‘| lr‘mVmOr H m {XIm¶m hþAm h¡&

h‘ CZ ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho {b¶o Am^ma àX{e©V H aZm Mmh|Jo {OÝhm|Zo Bg nwñVH H m àH meZ g§^d hmo Bg{b¶o AnZm ‘yë¶dmZ g‘¶ {X¶m Am¡a à¶mg {H ¶m&

g§emoYZ Am¡a g§J«h-V¥á Sr J«m’ , àmoËgmhZ Am¡a gVV gmhmæ¶-hoÞmo Sr J«m’ , ‘oJr H sQ, gbmh Am¡a gmhmæ¶-JwXþbm {X¶mg-J«oZm Xmog, {Jb‘oQ ‘oVm¡ar Am¡a {~«{OQ eodmd, AënH mbrZ gyMZm na ^r {OÝhm|Zo Nm¶m{MÌ {X¶o-[aMS © no‘|Q, ÐmJmog BAmoZob, noQ´ m pí‘S²Q² , {‘{H ‘H© b, Jm¶ Oo’ ar, AkmV Nm¶m{MÌH ma {OÝhm|Zo ¶moJXmZ {H ¶m& {S μOmB©Z (AmH¥ {V {eën) Am¡a àmoS³eZ ({Z{‘©Vr)-‘Z’«o S Am¡a Xmam {QQOw§J, Bg àH ën ‘| gmhmæ¶ H aZo Ho {b¶o-amhþb mogbo, BZ g^r Ho h‘ Am^mar h¢& h‘mao ~ƒo Am¡a eof gm‘y{hH Vm ¶o XmoZm| hr Bg g§J«h nwñVH H m AmZ§X bo|Jo Eogr Amem h‘ H aVo h¢&

O¶ lr‘mVmOr

AZwH« ‘

7... C{MV n[anmbZ H m ‘hËd~mbH -lrJUoe Or H m à{Vq~~ ---9

‘mV¥Ëd g~go ~‹Sr MrμO h¡ ----14

CÎm‘ n[anmbZ H s Amdí¶H Vm ----22

27... ~mbg§JmonZ-gm‘mÝ¶ CnXoe VWm gyMZm¶|‘mVm-{nVm Ho dV©Z (AmMaU) H m ‘hËd ---- 29

AZwemgZ ---- 42

{dídmg ---- 50

gwYmaZm ---- 50

{~Jm‹SZm ---- 60

Amg{º ---- 67

gm‘y{hH n[anmbZ ---- 71

M¡VÝ¶ bha| ---- 80

grI ({ejm) ---- 87

àmË¶{jH {H« ¶mAm| go Ü¶mZ aIZm ---- 98

105... Am¶w Ho AZwgma CnXoeJ^©YmaUm ---- 107

0-2 df© ---- 112

2-6 df© ---- 132

6-12 df© ---- 142

12-16 df© ----142

16 df© VWm CgHo AmJo ---- 143

nmoVo-ZmVo ---- 148

149 n[a{eï - ~mbH m| go g§~§{YV ^mfUm| H s gy{M

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CZ‘ | lrJUeo Or AË¶V§ ñnï ê n g o {damO‘mZ, àH me‘mZ hmVo o h ¢ :

""... h‘Zo ~ƒm| go BVZm gmam grIZm Mm{h¶o {H do {H VZo A~moY, {ZíNb h¢, do {H VZo grXo-gmXo h¢& ~ƒo A{V CXma hmoVo h¢& ~ƒo Eogo hmoVo h¢ {H CZHo nmg hmoZo dmbr ha EH MrμO, g~ Hw N Xo SmbVo h¢& dñVwAm| H m ñdm{‘Ëd CZH s g‘P ‘| Zht AmVm& Oam H ënZm H s{O¶o-AJa {H gr H mo H moB© MrμO ng§X AmVr h¡, Vmo (~ƒm H hVm h¡), "RrH h¡, bo bmo&' Amn OmZVo h¢, AJa {H gr ì¶{º H mo H moB© MrμO ng§X h¡ Vmo ~ƒo Cg MrμO H mo Cg ì¶{º Ho {b¶o aI X|Jo& ~ƒo ~hþV AX²^wV bmoJ hmoVo h¢ Am¡a h‘| ~ƒm| go ~hþV gmam grIZm h¡& CZHo ‘wñH amVo Mohao Am¡a CZHo AmZ§X go h‘| grIZm Mm{h¶o {H AmMaU H¡ go H aZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H CZ‘| lrJUoeOr ñnï ê n go {damO‘mZ, Ambmo{H V hmoVo h¢...&''

(2002, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

O~ Amn ~ƒo H mo XoIVo h¢, Vmo AmnHo AÝXa AmZ§X JwXJwXmVm h¡ :

""... Vmo ¶h VÎd (A~mo{YVm) g~ go A{YH àgÞVm XoZo dmbm h¡& ~ƒm| H mo XoIZm, CZHo gmW IobZm, CZHo ghdmg H m AmZ§X boZm ¶h ‘Zwî¶m| H mo g~go A{YH AmZ§X XoZo dmbm VËd h¡& ³¶m|? ³¶m|{H Cg‘| ~mbH H s ‘YwaVm h¡& ‘¢Zo H hZm Mm{h¶o, {H ¶h gË¶ h¡ {H O~ Amn {H gr ~ƒo H mo XoIVo h¢ Vmo AmnHo AÝXa AmZ§X H s JwXJwXr hmoVr h¡& VËH mb, AmnH m Moham AbJ gm hmoVm h¡, ~Xb OmVm h¡& ‘¢Zo AmnH mo ~Vm¶m h¡ {H ‘¢Zo EH ‘Ja‘ÀN ‘m± H mo CgHo A§S o Vmo‹SVo hþ¶o XoIm h¡& {H gr {’ ë‘ ‘| CÝhm|Zo ¶h {XIm¶m& Cg g‘¶ AmnZo Cg ‘Ja‘ÀN H s Am±Io§ XoIZr Mm{h¶o Wr& {H VZo Ü¶mZ go dh A§Sm| H mo Vmo‹S ahr Wr& CgH s Am±Io BVZr gw§Xa Wr, CgH s Am±Im| ‘| go {H VZm ß¶ma C‘‹S ahm Wm& Amn

~mbH - lrJUoeOr H m à{V{~å~

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{dídmg hr Zht H a gH Vo {H ¶o Cgr ‘Ja‘ÀN H s Am±I| h¢& dh hm¡bo hm¡bo AnZo ‘w±h go gmao A§S o Vmo‹S ahr Wr Am¡a CZ‘| go NmoQ o-NmoQ o {nëbo ~mha Am aho Wo& ~mX ‘| dh CZ {nëbm| H mo {H Zmao na bo AmVr h¡ Am¡a nyao g‘¶ VH AnZo ‘w±h ‘| hr CZH mo gm’ H aVr h¡& BVZo gbrHo go Amn Xo{I¶o {H EH ñZmZJ¥h H s Vah dh AnZo ‘w±h H m Cn¶moJ H aVr h¡....''

(1989, lrJUoe nyOm)

h‘Zo ~ƒm| go ~hþV Hw N grIZm h¡ :

""... do Ho db ghO {gÕ, ñdV: {gÕ hr Zht h¢ na AË¶{YH AmË‘{dídmgnyU© ^r h¢& Am¡a dh VarH m ^r ì¶mHw b CËgwH Vm, {H h‘ g~Zo CZHo gmW {‘bZm, EH hmo OmZm Mm{h¶o& CÝhm|Zo AmíM¶©M{H V hmoZo H m A{^Z¶ H aZo H m BVZm gw§Xa à¶mg {H ¶m Am¡a dh g’ b hmo Bg{b¶o AnZm gdm}Îm‘ gm‘Ï¶© bJm {X¶m& ‘¢ gM ‘| Zht OmZVr {H CZH s ~ƒm| O¡gr mfm ‘| CZHo à{V ‘oao Am^ma ‘¢ H¡ go àH Q H ê & ¶h Eogm ¶wJ h¡ {H

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{Og‘| Cƒ JwUm| dmbo ~mbH m| H m OÝ‘ hmoZo dmbm h¡& Am¡a h‘ g~H mo ¶h g‘PZm h¡ {H Bg YaVr na OÝ‘ boZo dmbo BZ ‘hmZ bmoJm| Ho g§~§Y ‘| h‘| nyU© AmH bZ Am¡a ~moY, AZw^y{V hmoZr hr h¡& Am¡a ¶h {H h‘ hr do bmoJ h¢ {OZ H s {dídñVVm ‘| ¶o ~ƒo h¢&

{dídñV gXñ¶m| Ho g‘mZ h‘| CZH m n[anmbZ H aZm h¡ Am¡a CÝh| C{MV ‘mJ©Xe©Z H aZm h¡& h‘mao AnZo OrdZ ^r Eogo hr hmoZo Mm{h¶o {H ~ƒm| H mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o, "{Og ‘| h‘mam OÝ‘ hþAm h¡ dh EH AbJ hr àH ma H m n[adma h¡& h‘mao ‘mVm-{nVm r AbJ hr àH ma Ho h¢ Am¡a h‘ AË¶§V Ym{‘©H joÌ ‘| h¢....''

(1988, gm¶§H mbrZ H m¶©H« ‘, eySr H± n)

Xo{I¶o Am¡a Jm¡a go {ZarjU H s{O¶o {H ~ƒo H¡ go hmoVo h¢ :

""... AJa AmnHo AÝXa lrJUoeOr h¢ Vmo Amn ~mbH ~Z OmVo h¢, Amn‘| ~ƒo O¡gr A~mo{YVm AmVr h¡& Amn {H gr na H« moY Zht H aVo ¶m {XImVo, O¡go {H Hw Îmm ^m¢H Vm h¡& ‘¢ OmZVr hÿ± Hw N ghO¶moJr Eogo h¢ Omo Hw Îmm| O¡go ¶m maVr¶ {Îm[a¶m| O¡go m¢H Vo ahVo h¢& na Amn ~ƒo O¡go ~Z OmVo h¢-~ƒm Omo ß¶mam/‘rRm h¡, Omo h‘oem AmnH m ‘Zmoa§OZ H aZo H s H mo{ee H aVm h¡& nyao g‘¶ ‘rRr ~mV| ~mobZo H s H mo{ee H aVm h¡, h‘oem AmnH mo gwI, AmZ§X bJo, Eogr H mo{ee H aVm h¡& {H VZo gmao AmZ§X CX²J‘ ñWmZ!

Am¡a Bgr àH ma go Amn AmZ§X H m CX²J‘ñWmZ, gwI H m OÝ‘ñWmZ VWm n[anyU© {gÕVm H m ‘ybòmoV ~ZVo h¢& gX¡d hmñ¶ VWm AmZ§X go ~wX~wXmVo, gw§Xa dñVwAm| go ~wX~wXmVo, PbH Vo! Oam Xo{I¶o, Jm¡a H s{O¶o {H ~ƒo AmnH m ‘Z H¡ go ~hbmVo h¢& AnZo NwQHw bo ZÝho hmW boH a BX©{JX© Kw‘Vo hþ¶o, H¡ go do ¶h AmZ§X, gw§XaVm H mo àË¶j H¥ Ë¶m| ‘| bmVo h¢& do ghr ~mV H¡ go OmZVo h¢& Omo ~mbH EH gmjmËH mar AmË‘m h¡ dh Am¶w ‘| ~‹S o

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ì¶{º go A{YH g§doXZerb, ~w{Õ‘mZ, ‘Zñdr hmoVm h¡, ‘¢Zo ¶h XoIm h¡...''

(1989, lrJUoe nyOm)

A~mo{YVm AmH« ‘UJ«ñV h¡...

""... ~ƒm| H m gmW {H VZr Xÿar VH XoZm h¡, ¶h OmZZm ‘wpíH b h¡:

~mbH ‘| lrJUoeOr H m nhbm bjU gwkVm, {ddoH h¡& AJa ~ƒm gwOmZ Zht h¡, AJa dh naoemZ H aZo dmbm h¡, AJa dh Zht OmZVm {H {H g àH ma AmMaU H aZm h¡, Vmo lrJUoeOr na CgH m AmH« ‘U hmo ahm h¡, ¶ht {XIVm h¡& Am¡a AmYw{ZH H mb ‘| BZ {XZm|, O¡gm {H h¡, ~ƒo AË¶{YH AmH« ‘UJ«ñV h¢& A~mo{YVm na AmH« ‘U hmo ahm h¡& Am¡a ~ƒm| Ho gmW H hm± VH OmZm Am¡a {H VZr Xÿar VH Zht OmZm BZ XmoZm| ‘| gyú‘, Vab aoIm ItMZm bmoJm| Ho {b¶o ~hþV ‘wpíH b h¡....''

(1989, lrJUoe nyOm)

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‘mV¥Ëd g~go D± Mr MrμO h¡...

""... ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmVr hÿ± {H d§e, H moB© r d§e Ohm± loð ‘mVm¶| Zht hmoVr, Zht ahVm h¡, CgH m ApñVËd hr Zht hmoVm& {Og Xoe Ho nmg Cƒ JwUdÎmm dmbr ‘mVm¶| Zht h¡ dh ApñVËd ‘| ah hr Zht gH Vm& Bg‘| H moB© e§H m Zht {H Cg Xoe H m Zme hr hmoJm& ‘mVmAm| H mo Vmo Ho db CZHo ~ƒo hr Zht, Vmo nyar Om{V, d§e H m, g§nyU© amï´ H m OVZ, à{VnmbZ H¡ gm H a| Bg na Ü¶mZ aIZm h¡& ¶h ~hþV hr ‘hÎdnyU© ~mV h¡&

Ohm± Ohm± r ‘mVm¶| Ag’ b hþB© h¢, Vmo amï´ r Ag’ b, An¶e H m ^mJr ~Z J¶m h¡& Vmo ¶h g‘PZo H m à¶mg H s{O¶o {H ¶h g~ H aZm ‘mVm H m H V©ì¶ h¡& AJa ‘mVm¶| ñd¶§ hr g§Hw {MV ‘Zmod¥{Îm H s h¢, ‘mVm¶| ñd¶§ hr ñdmWu h¢, Vmo g§nyU© amï´ r d¡gm hr hmoJm& ‘m± go hr ~ƒo VH ha EH MrμO g§H« {‘V hmoVr h¡....''

(1985, ~mbH -A{^^mdH -{dÚmb¶)

‘m± hmoZm Am¡a àË¶oH ì¶{º go ào‘ H aZm ¶h g~ go ‘hmZ MrμO h¡

""... Amn Xo{I¶o, Amn EH ‘m± h¢& Am¡a EH ‘m± Zo AnZo ~ƒo H mo O¡gm ß¶ma XoZm Mm{h¶o Cgr Vah Ho ß¶ma go Am¡a Jm¡ad go AmnZo AmnHo ~ƒm| Ho gmW ì¶dhma H aZm h¡& Hw N bmoJm| Ho {b¶o ‘m± Ho Cƒ ñWmZ H m ñdrH ma H aZm ~hþV hr ‘wpíH b hmoVm h¡& do gmoMVo h¢, "³¶m|? {ó¶m| Zo hr ³¶m| ‘m± hmoZm Mm{h¶o?' ‘¢ H hVr hÿ± {H ¶h Vmo g~go ~‹Sr MrμO h¡& ‘oar Va’ Xo{I¶o& ‘m± hmoZm g~go ~‹Sr ~mV h¡ Am¡a àË¶oH ì¶{º go ào‘ H aZm r& Vmo do Amn na ào‘ Am¡a ‘mJ©Xe©Z Ho {b¶o {Z^©a ahVo h¢& Ho db ào‘ Ho {b¶o& H hZo Ho {b¶o {H VZr ~‹Sr ~mV h¡, "ho B©ída, Amn hr XoIVo h¢, ‘¢ {H VZm Xo

‘mV¥Ëd g~go ~‹Sr MrμO h¡

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gH Vr hÿ±& ‘¢ {H VZo ß¶mbo nyao a gH Vr hÿ±&' ¶h BVZr ‘hmZ AZw^y{V h¡& ‘oar BÀNm h¡ {H ‘m± ³¶m h¡ Bgo Amn OmZ|Jo& ‘mV¥Ëd Vmo AmnH mo AmnH s gÝVmZm| go Am¡a nmoVo-nmo{V¶m| go grIZm h¡ Am¡a {dñVm[aV hmoZm h¡....''

(1980, ~më¶mdñWm Ho {df¶ na)

EH ‘mVm H s J[a‘m-à{Vðm H m AmXa {H ¶m OmZm Amdí¶H h¡ :

""... Amn g~Zo AnZr ‘mVmAm| H m ~hþV hr AmXa {H ¶m Bg ~mao ‘| ‘¢ {Z:e§H hÿ±& na A~ ‘m± hmoZo na AmnH m AmXa {H ¶m Om¶oJm ¶m Zht, ¶h ‘¢ Zht OmZVr& EH ~ma ¶h ~mV àñWm{nV hmo J¶r {H ‘m± hr CƒV‘ pñW{V, loUr h¡ {Ogo ór àmá H a gH Vr h¡ Am¡a ór/‘m± H m AmXa {H ¶m OmZm Mm{h¶o Vmo {ó¶m| Ho ~rM ‘| ^r g~ àmW{‘H Vm¶| ~Xb Om¶|Jr& ³¶m|{H do ³¶m H a gH Vr h¢? ‘m± Ho ê n ‘| CÝh| H moB© ^r ñWmZ Zht, Vmo AnZo ~ƒm| go do D ~ OmVr h¢& do gmoMVr h¢, "Bg ‘mV¥Ëd H m Cn¶moJ hr ³¶m h¡? ¶h Vmo EH AH¥ VkVmnyU©, Am^ma{dhrZ H m¶© h¡&' ¶h g~ V~ ~Xb gH Vm h¡ O~ ‘Zwî¶ A§Xa go ~Xb OmVm h¡, O~ {H ê nmÝVaU K{QV hmoVm h¡....''

(1982, nr nr S~u, {dew{Õ, öX¶, Amkm)

‘mV¥Ëd Jwé^md (JwéËd) go A{YH ‘hËdnyU© h¡ :

""... ³¶m|{H Jwé dh h¢ Omo AmnH mo à{e{jV H aVo h¢, AmnH mo H m¶©j‘ ~ZmVo h¢& dh Amn H mo j‘m H aVr h¡, Amngo ào‘ H aVr h¡, AmnH m aU-nmofU H aVr h¡ Am¡a ào‘ H¡ go H aZm h¡, ¶h AmnH mo {gImVr h¡& CgHo nmg AË¶{YH g{hîUwVm Am¡a AË¶{YH ào‘ h¡& Am¡a dh AHo br ¶h g~ H aVr h¡& Amngo CgH s H moB© ^r Anojm Zht h¡& nyU© ê n go {Z:ñdmW©! {Z:ñdmW©Vm ¶m AZmË‘Vm ¶h ~hþV NmoQ m eãX h¡ Eogm ‘¢Zo H hZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h Vmo BVZr {dñVm[aV {demb H éUm, AZwH ånm h¡ {H Omo Hw N ^r JbV hmo Cg ha EH MrμO H mo dh Sw~mo XoVr h¡, Kmob XoVr h¡, Cgo nMm

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H a OrU© H a XoVr h¡ Am¡a AnZo ‘| g‘m boVr h¡&

Vmo g~ ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho {b¶o Zdam{Ì H m {XZ ~hþV ‘hmZ h¡& ³¶m|{H V~ CgZo (‘mVm Zo) grVm O¡gm ê n YmaU {H ¶m& grVm, lram‘ H s e{º Wr, EH ‘m¡Z g§^mdZm, nrSm, H ï! CgZo {H VZr nr‹Sm Pobr, {H VZm Xþ:I ^moJm! CgHo ~mX ‘| CgZo amYm H m ê n {b¶m& {’ a dh gañdVr nm±M e{º ¶m| Ho ê n ‘| Am¶r Omo e{º ¶m± lrH¥ îU H s nm±M npËZ¶m± Wr& CgHo ~mX ‘| dh ‘oar ~Z H a Am¶r& dh Vmo gdm©{YH nrSm Wr& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H AnZo ~oQ o H mo H«y g na M‹TmVo XoIZm, {H VZr ì¶Wm! nr‹Sm, ‘m¡Z, {V{Vjm H s nr‹Sm! na Cg H mo CZ g~ Ho ~rM go JwOaZm n‹Sm&

dh g~ ZmQH XoIZm ~hþV A{YH (nrSmXm¶r) Wm& na BZ g~ nr‹SmAm| H mo dh ghVr J¶r ³¶m|{H Amn g~H mo AmnH m Amkm MH« nma H aZm Wm, Bgr{b¶o Cgo AnZo nwÌ H m ~{bXmZ H aZm n‹Sm& ¶h g~ H aZm EH {nVm Ho {b¶o ghO-gab h¡, na ‘m± Ho {b¶o ~hþV hr H {RZ h¡& A~ Amn g~ ‘mVm¶| h¢, Amn ‘| go ~hþV Hw N, Vmo Amn OmZ|Jr {H AnZm ~ƒm hmoZm ³¶m hmoVm h¡ Am¡a V~ H¡ go bJVm h¡....''

(1985, Zdam{Ì nyOm)

³¶m|, ³¶m|? h‘Zo AnZo H mo BVZr jwÐ, gñVr ³¶m| ~ZmZm Mm{h¶o?

""... h‘ ‘mVm¶| h¢ Am¡a h‘| AnZo ‘mV¥Ëd na Jd© H aZm Mm{h¶o& ‘mV¥Ëd ¶h gdm}ƒ dñVw h¡ {Ogo ór àmá H a gH Vr h¡& ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H ‘¢Zo Cgo àmá H a {b¶m h¡& ³¶m| {H ‘¢ Vmo hOmam| (~ƒm|) H s ‘m± hÿ±& Am¡a ‘wPo bJVm h¡ {H {H gr ór Ho {b¶o hmo gH Zo dmbr ¶h g~go ~‹Sr ~mV h¡ {H dh ‘m± hmoVr h¡&

(1982, nr nr S~u, {dew{Õ, öX¶, Amkm)

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dËgb, ‘m±-~ƒo Ho ~rM hmoZo dmbo ào‘ H s AZw^y{V

""... ¶o dht M¡VÝ¶ bha| h¢ Omo Amn ‘m±J aho h¢& ¶o M¡VÝ¶ ñnÝXZ Am¡a Hw N Zht ¶o Vmo lrJUoeOr H m VÎd h¡& lrJUoeOr Am|H ma h¡& Am¡a O~ ¶h AZw^y{V hmoVr h¡, Vmo dh ³¶m h¡, O¡gm {H ‘¢Zo ~Vm¶m dh AZw^y{V, AWm©V² dËgb, dmËgë¶^md h¡, dh ‘m± Am¡a ~ƒo Ho ~rM ‘| Omo ß¶ma hmoVm h¡, CgH m ~moY h¡& ¶h ^md ¶m AZw^y{V dht h¡ Omo ‘m±-~ƒo Ho ~rM ‘| hmoZo dmbr M¡VÝ¶ bha| h¢& CZ XmoZm| Ho ~rM hmoZo dmbm AÝVa hr M¡VÝ¶ bha| h¢ Am¡a Cgr H s g§doXZm, ~moY hmoZm h¡& {H ¶h A^r r EH ~ƒm h¡ Am¡a dhm± ‘m± r h¡ Am¡a dh ‘m± AnZo ~ƒo H m n[anmbZ H a ahr h¡& dh Cg ~ƒo H mo gmar e{º ¶m± XoVr h¡, CgH m g§dY©Z H aVr h¡, Cggo ào‘ H aVr h¡, CgH s gr‘mAm| H mo g‘PVr h¡ Am¡a BZ g~ MrμOm| H s XoI^mb H aVr h¡&

~ƒo H s gmar ‘YwaVm, gmar gwkVm BZ g~H m JwUJ«hU, àe§gm hmoZr Mm{h¶o& ¶ht M¡VÝ¶ bha| h¢& AJa Amn BgH m gyú‘ nj XoI|Jo, Vmo ¶h ‘oam ~ƒm Zht h¡, hmoZm r Zht Mm{h¶o& ¶h EH gr{‘V dñVw Zht& ³¶m|{H ¶h emídV h¡, gd©Ì h¡, Bg{b¶o Amn Bgo gr{‘V Zht H a gH Vo....''

(1989, lrJUoe nyOm)

AnZo ~ƒm| go ß¶ma H aZm Am¡a CZH s ajm H aZm AmZ§XXm¶r h¡ :

""... O~ XoZo H s ~mV AmVr h¡ Vmo Omo Hw N XoZm h¡, dh nyao öX¶ go Xr{O¶o& XoZo ‘| Omo ß¶ma hmoVm h¡ CgH s AZw^y{V br{O¶o Am¡a AmnH mo BVZm AmZ§X, gwI hmoJm& ³¶m|{H AmnH mo AnZo {b¶o hr {dembVm H m AZw^d hmoVm h¡& O¡go {H EH ‘hmgmJa, Omo ~hþV gmao ~mXb XoVm h¡ Am¡a {’ a BZ Z{X¶m| H mo AnZo A§Xa àmá H aVm h¡& Am¡a nwZ: CZH mo ~mXb ~ZmVm h¡& ¶h Vmo gwÝXaVm H m àma§^ hmoZo na gwÝXaVm H m hr gwÝXa n[adV©Z hmoZm Bg àH ma H m EH MH« h¡& ¶h {H VZm gwÝXa h¡&

Am¡a ¶hr dh EH MrμO h¡ Omo ~ZZo H m h‘| à¶mg H aZm Mm{h¶o& Cg

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MH« H m A§e, Omo BVZm gw§Xa h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo AnZo H mo r Iy~ AmZ§X XoZo dmbm h¡& Am¡a Omo Hw N h¡ dh g~ ¶h hr h¡& Am¡a hmW "Aml¶' AWm©V² ajm Ho {b¶o h¡& Omo bmoJ Amn Ho ZrMo H m‘ H aVo h¢, Omo AmnHo Am{lV h¢, AmnHo ~ƒo, BZ g~ bmoJm| H s AmnZo ajm H aZm Adí¶ h¡...''


AnZo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o H m‘ H aZo ‘| Amn AmZ§X boVo h¢ :

""... na§Vw ~ƒm O¡gm h¡ d¡gm hr ‘m± CgH m ñdrH ma H aVr h¡& ³¶m|{H dh CgH m AnZm g¥OZ h¡& AJa ~ƒo ‘| Hw N Xmof, {dH bVm, Ý¶yZ h¡ Vmo Cg Xmof H mo AnZm ñd¶§ H m Xmof ‘mZ H a dh ñdrH ma H aVr h¡& Am¡a CgHo {b¶o dh Amdí¶H H m¶© H aVr h¡& dh H ‹Sr ‘ohZV H aVr h¡& Bg{b¶o Ë¶mJ H s{O¶o ³¶m|{H AmnH mo Cg‘| AmZ§X AmVm h¡, dh H aVo hþ¶o AmnH mo AmZ§X AmVm h¡, Amn AnZo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o H m‘ H aZo ‘| AmZ§X boVr h¡& AJa Eogm Zht hmoVm Vmo Bg g§gma H m ApñVËd H ^r r Zht hmoVm...''

(1980, ‘mVm)

~ƒo ‘m± H mo g‘PVo h¢ :

""... Vmo ‘mV¥{XZ (‘Xg© S o) na h‘Zo ¶h g‘PZm hr h¡ {H h‘ ‘mVm¶| h¢ Am¡a ‘mVmAm| H m EH {deof Xm{¶Ëd hmoVm h¡& CÝh| Eogr pñW{V ¶m ñWmZ na ahZm h¡ {H CZ‘| H« moY CËnÞ Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, do CJ« ñd^md H s Zht hmoZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a {ZX©¶ r Zht hmoZr Mm{h¶o& AJa CÝh| g‘P ‘| AmVm h¡ {H do ‘mVm¶| h¢ Vmo {H VZr gmar MrμO| do H a gH Vr h¢, CZH s {Oå‘oXmar bo gH Vr h¢& YaVr ‘m± H s Amoa Vmo Xo{I¶o& dh {H VZr nr‹Sm ghVr h¡& Cgr àH ma g^r ‘mVm¶| CZHo g§~§Y ‘| AZoH mZoH MrμOm| H m ma bo gH Vr h¢& Am¡a ~ƒm| H mo Cg g~ H m ñ‘aU ahVm h¡, h‘mar ‘m± Zo h‘mao {b¶o {H VZm gmam {H ¶m h¡& dh {H VZr ghZerb Wr, {H VZr X¶mby, gm¡å¶ Wr, CgZo

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H¡ go h‘ g~ H s XoI^mb H s& ¶o gmar ~mV| CZH s g‘P ‘| AmVr h¡...''


eof bmoJm| go Hw N A{YH Cƒ hmoZo Ho {b¶o ‘mVm¶| A{^bmfm-AmH m§jm H a|Jr :

""... Vmo ¶o Eogo Xoe h¢ Ohm± bmoJ nhbo go hr Ah§H ma H s Amoa OmZo dmbo, Ah§H mam{^‘wI h¢& O~ AÝ¶ g‘ñ¶mAm| Ho AZoH mZoH àH ma hmoVo h¢, g^r Hw N, Vmo h‘Zo AnZo ‘Z H mo ewÕ H aZo H m à¶mg H aZm Mm{h¶o& Cgo gm’ aIZm Mm{h¶o, A{YH D± Mo gnZm| Ho g§~§Y ‘| XÿaÑ{ï Ho g§~§Y ‘|, CƒVa dñVwAm| Ho Am¡a A{YH ‘hmZ bmoJm| Ho g§~§Y ‘| {dMma H aZm Mm{h¶o& Eogo ‘hmZ bmoJ Omo ghO¶moJ ‘| AmZo Ho {b¶o g‘W©, nmÌ h¢& {OZ bmoJm| H s g§»¶m Ho ~mao ‘| h‘ gmoMVo h¢, CÝh| h‘Zo ghO¶moJ ‘| boZm Mm{h¶o& CZ ‘| go {H VZo h‘mao nmg AmVo h¢, CZ‘| go {H VZo bmoJm| H m h‘ ñdmJV, ñdrH ma H aVo h¡, Bg g§~§Y ‘| {dMma hmoZo Mm{h¶o& Amn Xo{I¶o, {H ¶o gmar MrμO| AmnH mo CXmÎm, CÞV ~ZmVr h¢& Am¡a ‘pñVîH H m ¶h g~ CXmÎmrH aU AmnH mo Cg àH ma H s e{º XoVm h¡ {OgHo Ûmam Amn dmñVd ‘| AmnHo ~ƒm| H s ghm¶Vm H aVo h¢&

‘mZ br{O¶o, {H {nVm eam~r h¡, na ~oQm Cg ~mV H m H ^r ñ‘aU hr Zht H aVm, dh ñ‘aU H aZm hr Zht MmhVm& EH {nVm Omo EH IyZr ¶m Mmoa h¡, CgHo {b¶o {H gr r nwÌ H mo gwI Zht bJVm bo hr dh nwÌ H h Xo {H dh (‘Zwî¶) ‘oam {nVm h¡& na§Vw {nVm Vmo AmXe©Ëd hmoVm h¡, {nVm Omo Ë¶mJ, ~{bXmZ h¡, EH {nVm {OgHo g§~§Y ‘| Hw N {deof ~mV h¡, Vmo Eogo {nVm H m ñ‘aU Vmo àË¶oH gÝVmZ H aoJr& Omo {nVm CJ« ñd^md H m hmoVm h¡ ¶m H« moYr bmoJm| Ho àH ma ‘| hmoVm h¡, Cgo ~ƒo ‘mZ b|Jo ¶m CgHo de ‘| Am¶|Jo ¶h g§^d h¡, na Bg àH ma Ho {nVm H m ñ‘aU ~ƒo H mo BVZm A{YH Zht hmoJm& Eogo {nVm Ho {b¶o CgHo ‘Z ‘| AmXa hr Zht hmoJm&

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Vmo AmXa H aZm, {H gr dñVw H mo àmá H aZm ¶o Vmo nañnag§~Õ ~mV h¡& AmnZo Bgr ar{V go AmMaU H aZm Mm{h¶o Omo AmXaUr¶ h¡& Am¡a ‘m± Ho g§~§Y ‘| Vmo Eogr H ënZm h¡ {H dh nyOZr¶ hmoZr Mm{h¶o& Vmo ‘mVmAm|, Amn eof bmoJm| go A{YH D± Mr hmoZo H s AmH m§jm H a|Jr...''

(1985, ~mbH -A{^^mdH -{dÚmb¶)

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CÎm‘ n[anmbZ go ~mbH AË¶§V gw§Xa hmoVo h¢ :

""... na§Vw ¶{X ~ƒo hmoZo go CZ na à^md h¡, A{V gw§Xa à^md h¡-C{MV nm[adm[aH OrdZ H m, C{MV embo¶ OrdZ H m, C{MV ‘mJ©Xe©Z, C{MV ào‘ Am¡a ha EH àH ma go ghm¶Vm BZ g~H m gw§Xa à^md h¡, Vmo CZHo ~‹TZo Ho g‘¶ ‘| ~ƒo ~hþV, ~hþV AÀN o Am¡a gw§Xa hmo OmVo h¢& Bg àH ma Ho ñd^md Ho ~ƒo Amn Ho hmo Am¡a AmnHo ~ƒm| H s ‹T §J go XoI^mb hmo, Bg{b¶o ‘¢ g~ ghO¶mo{J¶m| H mo Amerdm©X XoVr hÿ±& ¶h ~hþV hr ‘hÎdnyU© h¡ ³¶m|{H do AmZo dmbo H b Ho ghO¶moJr h¢& Am¡a CZHo nmg A{YH AÀNr JwUdÎmm hmoZr Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H Amn {H gr Xÿgao hr g‘yh go, Xÿgar X¡dXem go Am¶o h¢& do ~ƒo Vmo A~mo{YVm go Am¶o h¢ Bg{b¶o do AË¶§V {Z‘©b ewÕ h¢& CZH s ewÕVm H m AmXa H aZm Am¡a CZH s ajm H aZm Amdí¶H h¡& g§^d h¡ {H ~ƒm| H m ‘hÎd Amn g‘P|Jo Am¡a CZ‘| JUoeOr Ho JwUm| H s OmJ¥{V Am¡a {dH mg H a|Jo...&''


do ~mbH hr h¢ Omo ‘mZdVm H m ZoV¥Ëd H aZo dmbo h¢ :

""... A~ h‘ NmoQ o ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo h¢& ¶o do hr h¢ Omo AdVaU h¢& ¶o do hr h¢ Omo {H gr ‘hmZ àJ{V H s Amoa ‘mZdVm H m ZoV¥Ëd H aZo dmbo h¢& ‘mZdVm H m Ü¶mZ aIZm, {MÝVm H aZm Amdí¶H h¡& do Vmo H b H s ‘mZdVm h¢ Am¡a h‘ AmO H s! Am¡a h‘ CÝh| ³¶m Xo aho h¢, {OgH m AZwgaU do H a|Jo? CZHo OrdZ H m Ü¶o¶ ³¶m h¡? ~hþV hr, ~hþV hr ‘wpíH b h¡ ¶h H hZm& na ghO¶moJ Ho gmW do g~ C{MV ‘mJ© na OmE§Jo& do C{MV dV©Z H a|Jo& Am¡a ¶o gmar ~mV hmoJr AmJm‘r, CâVo hþ¶o ghO¶mo{J¶m| H m EH {^Þ g‘wXm¶&

CÎm‘ n[anmbZ H s Amdí¶H Vm

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na ¶h Vmo ~‹S o ghO¶mo{J¶m| H m H V©ì¶ h¡, CZ ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H aZm, Z¡{VH Vm Ho A{YH AÀN o ‘mZXÊS ñdrH maZm Am¡a A{YH AÀNm OrdZ {~VmZm& Bggo do AmnH m AZwgaU H a|Jo Am¡a ¶WmW© ê n go AÀN o ghO¶moJr ~Z|Jo& ¶h EH ~hþV hr ~‹Sm Xm{¶Ëd h¡& g§^dV: h‘| BgH m AmH bZ Zht hmo ahm h¡, h‘ Zht g‘P nm aho h¢& na§Vw ¶o g~ NmoQ o-NmoQ o Ord ‘hmZ AmË‘mAm | H s à{V‘{y V¶© m,± à{V‘m¶ | h&¢ Ama¡ CZH m n[anmbZ Cgr àH ma g o hmZo m Mm{h¶,o Cgr Vah g o CZH m AmXa {H ¶m OmZm Mm{h¶ o Ama¡ ~hVþ Ü¶mZ aI H a CZ g o ß¶ma {H ¶m OmZm Mm{h¶&o ¶h ~mV h‘ | g‘PZr h&¡

h‘mao Á¶oð, d¶mod¥Õ bmoJm| Ho gmW ¶h g‘ñ¶m h¡ {H BZH o ~mao ‘| Hw N {dMma {H ¶m OmZm h¡ BVZm {dMma r h‘ bmoJ Zht H aVo {H {OZH s {MÝVm nadmh H aZr h¡, {OZHo ~mao ‘| g‘P boZm Mm{h¶o, Eogm Hw N h‘ gmoMVo hr Zht& h‘ gmoMVo h¢ {H h‘ A{V ~w{Õ‘mZ h¡, Iy~ AÀN o h¢ Am¡a h‘Zo h‘mar D Om© CZHo gmW ah H a ì¶W© J±dmZr Zht Mm{h¶o& Á¶oð bmoJm| H s ¶hr g‘ñ¶m h¡...''


AmnH m o CZHo g~§ Y§ ‘ | {MÝVm H aZr h,¡ Vm o ha EH MrOμ H m¶mp© ÝdV hmJo r :

""... Am¡a bmoJ ~ƒm| H m Ü¶mZ aIVo h¢, CZH s {MÝVm H aVo h¢& AnZo ~ƒm| H m Ü¶mZ aIZm ¶h nhbr MrμO h¡ Omo AmnZo H aZr Amdí¶H h¡& BgH m ‘Vb~ AnZ o ñdm{YðmZ g o bS‹ Zm& AmnH m o H mBo © ^r MrOμ {MpÝVV H a XVo r h&¡ Amn AnZ o ~ƒm | Ho g~§ Y§ ‘ | {MpÝVV hm o OmB¶© ,o ~mV IV‘! AmnH m oCÝht Ho g~§ Y§ ‘ | {MpÝVV hmZo m h ¡ Ama¡ V~ ha EH ~mV AnZ o Amn H m¶ © H aJo r&

(2007, {ÛVr¶ {Xdg, Zdam{Ì, {gSZr)

ào‘ H s g§nyU© gr‘m H¡ gr aIZr h¡, ¶h AmnZo OmZZm Amdí¶H h¡ :

""... Vmo AmnHo ~ƒo Ho {b¶o ào‘ nyar Vah go ‘hÎdnyU© h¡& na ghO¶moJr hmoZo Ho ZmVo AmnH mo AnZo ~ƒo go Ho db Amg{º ¶m bJmd Zht

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hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h nhbr ~mV h¡& Am¡a Xÿgar ~mV Omo AmnH mo OmZZr h¡ dh ¶h h¡ {H AnZo ß¶ma H mo nyU©V¶m gr{‘V H¡ go aIZm ¶h AmnZo OmZZm Amdí¶H h¡& {hVoÀNm ¶m gm¡OÝ¶ hr gr‘m h¡& "³¶m ¶h MrμO ‘oao ~ƒo Ho {b¶o {hVH mar h¡? ³¶m ‘¢ ‘oao ~ÀMo H mo {~Jm‹S ahm hÿ±? ³¶m ‘¢ ‘oao ~ƒo H mo ~hþV hr μÁ¶mXm àmoËgm{hV H a ahm hÿ±? ³¶m ‘¢ ‘oao ~ƒo Ho hmWm| Iobm Om ahm hÿ±? ³¶m ‘¢ ‘oao ~ƒo H mo RrH go gåhmb ahm hÿ±?' ³¶m| {H ~MnZ ‘| {nVm Am¡a ‘mVm H mo hr ~ƒo gåhmbZo n‹SVo h¢& CÝh| hr ~ƒm| H s {Oå‘oXmar boZr hmoVr h¡& ~ƒm| H mo AmkmH mar hmoZm hr h¡ Am¡a AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H s ~mV Ü¶mZ go gwZZr hr h¡...''

(1989, lrJUoe nyOm)

^mdZm Am¡a Xm{¶Ëd BZ XmoZm| H mo EH ê n Xo H a n[anyU© H aZm h¡ :

""... naÝVw AmO ‘¢ AmnH mo Wmo‹S mgm g§~§Ym| Ho ~mao ‘| ~VmZo Om ahr hÿ±& O¡go {H ‘mVm-{nVm Am¡a CZHo ~ƒm| Ho ~rM ‘| hmoZo dmbm g§~§Y Am¡a ¶h g§~§Y H¡ gm hmoZm Mm{h¶o BgH s YmaUm ¶m H ënZm& g~go nhbo AnZo ~ƒm| go h‘mam Xmo àH ma go g§~§Y {Z‘m©U hmoVm h¡ Am¡a ~‹TVm h¡& Cg‘| EH Vmo md{ZH g§~§Y h¡ Am¡a Xÿgam h¡ Xm{¶Ëd H m! mdZm¶| Am¡a Xm{¶Ëd ¶o XmoZm| MrμO| AbJ-AbJ hmoVr h¢& H ënZm H s{O¶o {H EH ‘m± h¡ Am¡a CgH m ~ƒm H moB© JbV MrμO grIVm h¡ ¶m H aVm h¡& Eogm hmoVo hþ¶o ^r ^mdZmAm| Ho à^md ‘| Am H a dh H hVr h¡, "RrH h¡, Cgo dh H aZo Xr{O¶o& AmOH b Vmo g^r ~ƒo Eogo hr h¢, Vmo Bg ~ƒo H mo ³¶m H h|Jo? g~ Hw N RrH hr h¡&'

EH Xÿgar ‘m± r h¡, {Ogo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo H V©ì¶ nam¶U Am¡a Xm{¶Ëd {Z^mZo dmbo ~ZmZm h¡& CgHo {b¶o, dh AnZo ~ƒm| H mo gw~h OëXr CRZo Ho {b¶o, {H« ¶merb hmoZo Ho {b¶o, H ‹Sr n‹TmB© H aZo Ho {b¶o, embm ‘| g‘¶ na OmZo Ho {b¶o, H n‹S o RrH ‹T §J go nhZZo Ho {b¶o Am¡a Eogr gmar ~mVm| Ho {b¶o H hVr ahVr h¡& AnZo ~ƒm| H s Jb{V¶m± gwYmaZo Ho {b¶o dh h‘oem

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~ƒo Ho nrN o ahVr h¡&

A~ ‘¢Zo AmnH mo ~VmZm Mm{h¶o, {H ¶h EH ê n hmoH a AIÊSVm, n[anyU©Vm XoZo dmbr ~mV Zht h¡& XmoZm| ~mVm| H mo (^mdZm Am¡a Xm{¶Ëd) EH Ì H a Ho CÝh| EH n[anyU©Vm XoZr h¡& dhm± Vmo g§nyU©Vm bmZr h¡, XmoZm| ~mVm| H mo Omo‹SZm Zht h¡& g§¶moJ Am¡a g§nyU©Vm ‘| {^ÞVm AmVr h¡ ³¶m|{H h‘mar ^mdZm¶| Xm{¶Ëd hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a h‘mam Xm{¶Ëd h‘mar ^mdZm¶| hmoZr Mm{h¶o&

O¡go {H h‘ h‘mao ~ƒm| go ß¶ma H aVo h¢& Vmo h‘ H h|Jo {H O~ {H h‘ Cgo ß¶ma H aVo h¢, V~ h‘mam ¶h H V©ì¶ Am¡a Xm{¶Ëd h¡ {H dh ~ƒm ¶mo½¶ ‘mJ© na Mbo& Am¡a CgZo ^r ¶mo½¶ ‘mJ© na hr MbZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H h‘ Cggo ß¶ma H aVo h¢& AJa h‘ h‘mao ~ƒo H s JbVr Zht gwYmaVo h¢, Cgo RrH Zht H aVo h¢ Am¡a ghr amñVm CgH mo Zht ~VmVo h¢, Vmo CgH m ‘Vb~ ¶h h¡ {H md{ZH Ñ{ï go h‘ à^m{dV h¢, h‘ na mdZmAm| H m dM©ñd h¡&

{’ a h‘ H hVo h¢, "CÝh| gwYmaZo ‘| Eogr ³¶m ~mV h¡? O¡gm h¡ d¡gm hr ahZo Xr{O¶o& do Omo H aZm MmhVo h¢, dh H aZo Xr{O¶o& AJa h‘ CZH s Jb{V¶m± gwYmaVo h¢ ¶m CZH s qZXm, ^Ëg©Zm H aVo h¢, Vmo CZ na AmKmV hmoJm, CÝh| nr‹Sm hmoJr& Vmo ³¶m| CÝh| nr‹Sm XoZr h¡?' Xÿgam ì¶{º gmoMoJm, "Zht, bo hr CZH mo Iam~ bJo ¶m nr‹Sm hmo, h‘| Vmo CÝh| ewÕ, {ZXm}f H aZm h¡& CZH mo ñdÀN H aZm h¡ Am¡a CÝh| àH me‘mZ ~ZmZm h¡&

na O~ BZ XmoZm| H s EH ê n AIÊSVm hmoVr h¡, V~ dh ì¶{º AnZm AmMaU Am¡a ñd^md Eogm ~ZmVm h¡ {H ~ƒo na BgH m Aga n‹SVm h¡...''

(1983, ~mbH -nmbH Am¡a AÜ¶mnH -NmÌm| ‘| g§~§Y)

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g {d^mJ ‘| ~mbg§dY©Z na lr‘mVmOr Ûmam {X¶o J¶o BCnXoe H m AÝV^m©d h¡& ‘mVm-{nVm Ho g‘w{MV

AmMaU H m ‘hÎd Am¡a gÝVw{bV {dYm go AZwemgZ H s

Amdí¶H Vm Ho g§~§Y ‘| lr‘mVmOr Zo h‘| ~ma-~ma ~Vm¶m h¡&

~ƒm| H mo gwYmaZo Ho {b¶o gyú‘ Am¡a NmoQ o-NmoQ o Cnm¶ VWm

~ƒm| H mo {~Jm‹SZo go Am¡a CZgo AË¶{YH bJmd aIZo go CËnÞ

hmoZo dmbo ¶ Ho g§~§Y ‘| r lr‘mVmOr Zo H hm h¡&

~ƒm| H m ‘ybmYma geº ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o CÝhm|Zo gm‘y{hH

AdojU Ho ‘yë¶ na ^r Omoa {X¶m h¡& ¶moJr Am¡a g‘mO Ho

gXñ¶ hmoZo Ho ZmVo ~ƒm| H s M¡VÝ¶ bham| na Ü¶mZ aIZm Am¡a

do NmoQ o ~ƒo h¢ ¶h XoI H a CÝh| h‘Zo ³¶m {gImZm h¡ BgHo ~mao

‘| lr‘mVmOr Zo h‘| ~Vm¶m h¡&

AÝV ‘| ~mbH m| H s emar[aH ajm Ho g§~§Y ‘| lr‘mVmOr

Zo h‘| AZoH mZoH ì¶mdhm[aH Am¡a ‘yë¶dmZ gyMZm¶| Xr h¢&

~mbg§JmonZ - gm‘mÝ¶ CnXoe

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1. ~ƒ o ‘mVm-{nVm H s à{V‘m H m AZHw aU H aV o h¢

~ƒ o ‘mVm-{nVm Ho ì¶dhma g o grIV o h ¢ :

""... do AmnHo AmXe© H m AZwH aU H aVo h¢& AmnHo AmMaU H mo AnZo ì¶{º Ëd ‘| AmË‘gmV H aVo h¢& ~ƒo ^r AmnHo AnZo dV©Z go ^r grIVo h¢& A~ Amn AnZo ~ƒm| H mo nrZo Ho {b¶o Zm H a|Jo Am¡a ñd¶§ ‘Nbr O¡go nrVo ah|Jo, Vmo do AmnH s ~mV H¡ go gwZ|Jo? Cgr àH ma ghO¶moJ ‘| AJa Amn Ü¶mZ r Zht H aVo, Amn AZwem{gV Zht h¢, Amn AñVì¶ñV ahVo h¢, Amn H ‘mb Ho ~ondm©h h¢, Amn bmoJm| H m AmXa Zht H aVo, AmnH s dmMmb (~³H s) h¢ Am¡a Amn ~hþV H Rmoa h¢, Vmo ~ƒo ¶o gmar MrμO| J«hU H a boVo h¢& do BVZr erK«Vm go ¶o MrμO| AmË‘gmV H a boVo h¢& ~ƒo H¡ go AmË‘gmV H aVo h¢ ¶h AmíM¶©OZH h¡...''

(1985, ñH m°ba{en)

h‘ Omo Hw N H aVo h¢, ~ƒo ghOVm go CgH m J«hU H aVo h¢ :

""... ¶h Vmo gm‘mÝ¶ g‘P h¡, {H h‘ Omo Hw N H aVo h¢, ~ƒo ~hþV

‘mVm-{nVm Ho dV©Z H m ‘hËd

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ghOVm go boVo h¢& Vmo AmnH mo CÝh| Hw N XoZm h¡, CZ‘| Hw N g§H« {‘V H aZm h¡, Vmo Cgr Ho AZwgma ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo AmnZo ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o& na A~ AmO H m g‘mO O¡gm h¡, Cggo {XIVm h¡ {H bmoJ AmOH b ~ƒm| H s Amoa {~ëHw b hr Ü¶mZ Zht XoVo& bmoJ Eogo h¢, ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ Eogm h¡ {H A^r r {ó¶m± ZddYy O¡gr h¢, ‘mVm¶| r A^r VH ZddYy g‘mZ h¡, Z¶ o n{V¶m | H s ImOo ‘ | ì¶J « h&¢ n{V r Zd da (Xëÿ h)o Og¡ o A^r r h,¢ Z¶r npËZ¶m | H m o TyT§ V o h¶þ ,o Ama¡ ~Mo ma o ~ƒ!o Zht OmZV o H s {H g Amao XIo Zm h.¡ ..''

(1982, nr.nr.S~u, {dew{Õ, öX¶, Amkm)

~ƒo gX¡d AmnHo AmMaU H m AdbmoH Z H aVo h¢ :

""... CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, {nVm EH AË¶§V Ambgr, gwñV AmX‘r h¡, dh eam~r h¡, V‘mHy nrVm h¡ Am¡a J§Xr-J§Xr MrμO| H aVm h¡& ‘m± erK«H monr h¡, ~ƒm| H mo ~hþV nrQVr h¡ Am¡a Sm§QVr h¡, H Rmoa eãX ~mobVr h¡& V~ ¶o gmar MrμO| Vmo ghO Z¡g{J©H md go hr ~ƒm| na n[aUm‘ H aVr h¢& CgHo ~mX AJa Amn CÝh| hOma àdMZ, AÀNr {ejm XoZo H m à¶mg H a|Jo, Vmo ^r do AmnH m ì¶dhma XoIVo h¢ {H ¶o bmoJ H¡ go h¢&

~ƒm| H mo n‹Tm H a ¶m ~Vm H a {~ëHw b Hw N r n[aUm‘ hmoZo dmbm Zht h¡& do XoI-XoI H a grIVo h¢& do AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H m AmMaU XoIVo h¢ Am¡a grIVo h¢& Amn Xÿgam| go H¡ gm ì¶dhma H aVo h¢ Am¡a CZgo H¡ gm ì¶dhma H aVo h¢ ¶h XoIVo h¢& Amn EH -Xÿgao go Amng ‘| H¡ gm ì¶dhma H aVo h¢, ~ƒo h‘oem BZ g~H m {ZarjU H aVo ahVo h¢&

Vmo ~ƒo h‘oem AmnHo dV©Z H m {ZarjU H aVo ahVo h¢& Am¡a Amn Omo Hw N H aVo h¢, CgH m Jham Aga ~ƒm| na n‹SVm h¡& gXmMaU na gw~h go em‘ VH CÝh| ~‹S o-~‹S o mfU XoZo H m CVZm Aga Zht n‹SVm& Bg{b¶o Omo ghO¶moJr ¶hm± h¡ ¶m {OZHo ~ƒo ¶hm± n‹T aho h¢, CÝhm|Zo AÀNr Vah g‘P boZm h¡ {H BZ g~H m gd©Wm kmZ CZH mo h¡ ¶m Zht& AJa QwH ‹Sm|-QwH ‹Sm| ‘|

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g‘PZo Ho ~Om¶ gH bVm go, nyU© ê n go kmZ àmá hmoZo Ho ~mX CVZm ~wam Zht bJVm, ³¶m|{H gmar MrμO| RrH go g‘Pm¶r J¶r h¡ Am¡a ~ƒm {~J‹SVm ^r Zht, bo hr dh Iy~ gmam ß¶ma nmVm h¡...''

(1983, ~mbH -A{^^mdH VWm AÜ¶mnH -NmÌ H m g§~§Y)

Omoa go {MëbmB©¶o ‘V, Jwñgm ‘V H s{O¶o ¶m OëX~mOr ‘V H s{O¶o :

""... ‘mVm-{nVm H m AmMaU ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o AË¶§V ‘hËdnyU© h¡& ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo AmnZo Omoa go {MëbmZm Zht Mm{h¶o, {H gr MrμO Ho {b¶o OëXr ^r Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a H« mo{YV ^r Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& V^r Vmo ~ƒm A{YH emÝV hmoVm h¡& AJa ~ƒm EH emÝV ~mbH Zht h¡, Vmo g‘P br{O¶o {H Amn ‘| hr Hw N JbV h¡& {ZpíMV ê n go, ‘mVm-{nVm ‘| Hw N JbV h¡& hmo gH Vm h¡, Zm{^ ‘| hmo, noQ ‘| hmo, ¶m ñdm{YðmZ na, {H ~ƒm gX¡d AñdñW, ~oM¡Z ahVm h¡...''

(1985, ~mbH , ‘mVm-{nVm, {dÚmb¶)

{XImB©¶o {H h‘ gwIr, AmZ§XnyU© h¢ :

""... àm¡T ì¶{º ¶m| Zo ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo h±gZm Mm{h¶o& {XImB©¶o CZH mo {H Amn Iwe h¢& CZHo H m¶m] H s XmX Xr{O¶o, àe§gm H s{O¶o...'

AÀNr mfm H m à¶moJ H s{O¶o Am¡a à{Vðm, J[a‘m go ~mV H s{O¶o :

""... h‘| AË¶§V CÎm‘ mfm H m à¶moJ H aZm h¡ Am¡a h‘| H« mo{YV Zht hmoZm h¡...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

O¡go {H ‘¢ XoIVr hÿ± {H ~ƒo Eogo eãX ~mobVo h¢ O¡go :

""... "{ZH b OmAmo, Xÿa hQ OmAmo&' ¶h do (~ƒo) nhbo H hm± go grIVo h¢? do AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm go grIVo h¢ ¶m AnZo {‘Ìm| go grIVo h¢ ¶m

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Am¡a {H gr go do grIVo hr hm|Jo& ³¶m|{H Bg àH ma Ho eãX gm‘mÝ¶V: ~ƒm| Ûmam ~mobo Zht OmVo& "‘oao gm‘Zo go {ZH b OmAmo, JoQ bm°ñQ!' {H gr NmoQ o ~ƒo Zo ¶h H hVo hþ¶o ‘¢Zo gwZm h¡& ‘oam ‘Vb~ {H gr H mo r ¶h H hZm ~hþV μÁ¶mXVr h¡& na Bg àH ma hmoVo hr ahVm h¡& ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo H¡ go ~mobZm h¡, {H g embrZVm go ~mobZm h¡, Bg ~mV H mo h‘ g‘PVo hr Zht& g§^dV: h‘ g~ go Agä¶, A{dZrV bmoJ h¢, na H moB© ~mV Zht&

g§^dV: h‘ {~ëHw b g‹S oJbo bmoJ h¢& ³¶m|{H EH SH¡ V r OmZVm h¡ {H AnZ o ~ƒm | Ho gm‘Z o C{MV dVZ© H aZm Mm{h¶ o ³¶m{| H ~ƒ o Vm o ~mX ‘ |SH¡ V hr ~ZJ| &o EH dío ¶m, dío ¶m r g‘PJo r {H CgZ o Bg àH ma g o AmMaU Zht H aZm Mm{h¶,o {Ogg o ~ƒr r dío ¶m ì¶dgm¶ H m ñdrH ma H aJo r...''

(1982, nr.nr., S~u-{dew{Õ, öX¶, Amkm)

‘mVm-{nVm ‘| AnZo ‘| hr AÀNm AZwemgZ Mm{h¶o :

""... ~ƒm| Zo Xÿgar EH AmXV bJm boZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a dh h¡ gw~h OëXr CRZm& CÝh| ZhbmB©¶o, CÝh| V¡¶ma H s{O¶o, CÝh| Mm¶ ‘V Xr{O¶o, XÿY Xr{O¶o& AJa ~ƒo Eogm Zht H aVo h¢, Vmo dh Bg{b¶o {H ‘mVm-{nVm Zo ~ƒm| H mo AZwem{gV Zht {H ¶m h¡& Am¡a CgHo ~mao ‘| ‘mVm-{nVm ^r Adí¶ AmXe© hmoZo Mm{h¶o& AJa ‘mVm-{nVm Ho nmg ¶o ~mV| Zht h¢ Vmo ~ƒo d¡gm H a|Jo hr Zht& Vmo ~ƒm| H mo {~Jm‹SZo H s nyar {Oå‘oXmar ‘mVm-{nVm na hr hmoVr h¡ Am¡a Xÿgao {H gr na Zht& ghO¶mo{J¶m| Zo r ~ƒm| H mo {~Jm‹SZm Zht Mm{h¶o& na ‘¢ {~Jm‹S gH Vr hÿ±, ³¶m|{H ‘¢ Vmo XmXr hÿ±& AnZo AmnH s {Oå‘oXmar boZm Oê ar h¡....''

(1980, {ddmh Am¡a gm‘y{hH Vm, Moëg‘ amoS)

Amn Omo XoIVo h¢, ~ƒo (^r Cgr H mo) XoIVo h¢ :

""... Q o{b{dOÝg h¢, {H VZo gmao h¢ Am¡a do CÝht MrμOm| H m àMma H aVo h¢ Omo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o AÀNr Zht h¢ Am¡a ~ƒm| Zo CÝh| XoIZm r Zht Mm{h¶o&

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¶{X ~ƒo gmjmËH mar AmË‘m¶ | h,¢ Vm o CÝh | ¶h MrOμ | XIo Zm ngX§ hr Zht, CÝh |qhgm XIo Zm AÀNm Zht bJVm, CÝh | ‘Iy V© m, {ZaWH© Vm XIo Zm AÀNm Zht bJVm& ‘Z¢ o ¶h XIo m h,¡ ~ƒm | H m o ¶h ngX§ hr Zht& na ‘m-± ~mn ~R¡ ah o h ¢ Ama¡ {ZaWH© Vm H m AmZX§ bQy ah o h,¢ Vm o ~ƒ o ^r ~R¡ o ahV o h&¢ Yra-o Yra o ¶h g~ CZHo ‘ñVH m | ‘ | ganQ hmVo o h¶þ o àdeo H aJo m& na gm‘mÝ¶V: ~ƒm | H m o H mBo © ^r qhgm, H mBo © ‘ma-YmS Ama¡ Bgr àH ma H s H mBo © ^r MrOμ AÀNr Zht bJVr...''

(2002, JUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

2. ~ƒm| H mo àW‘ ñWmZ Xr{O¶o

àË¶oH ì¶{º Zo CZH s XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o :

""... Ka ‘o| ~ƒm| H mo nhbm Am¡a àmW{‘H ñWmZ XoZm Mm{h¶o& n[adma ‘| ^r CZH m ñWmZ Eogm hr hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a àË¶oH ì¶{º Zo CZH s XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o& ~ƒo g~go ‘hÎdnyU© h¢& dmo Xÿgam H moB© Zht na n[adma H m ‘w»¶ gXñ¶ h¡, Vmo dh ~ƒm| na {Mëbm gH Vm h¡, Jwñgm hmo gH Vm h¡& na Eogm Hw N Zht...''


~ƒm| Ho {b¶o g‘¶ {ZH m{b¶o :

""... gm‘mÝ¶V: Xm{hZr ~mOy dmbo bmoJm| H mo ~ƒo hmoVo hr Zht& do AË¶{YH Xm{hZr ~mOy go à^m{dV hmoVo h¢& {’ a r AJa CZHo ~ƒo hmoVo h¢ Vmo CZHo ~ƒm| H mo do AÀN o Zht bJVo ³¶m|{H CZHo nmg ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o g‘¶ hr Zht h¡& ~ƒm| Ho gmW do nyao g‘¶ H ‹Sm ì¶dhma H aVo h¢& do ~ƒm| na {MëbmVo ahVo h¢, {MëbmVo ahVo h¢, na ~ƒm| Ho gmW H¡ gm ì¶dhma H aZm h¡, do OmZVo hr Zht& ¶m Vmo do ~ƒm| Ho ‘Ou Ho AZwgma Hw N r H aVo h¢, Oê aV go μÁ¶mXm& ³¶m|{H do h‘oem gmoMVo h¢, "‘wPo ¶h H ^r ^r Zht {‘bm, H ‘ go H ‘ ~ƒo H mo Vmo XoZo Xmo...''

(1990, hZw‘mZ nyOm, O‘©Zr)

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3. ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo b‹SZm Zht Mm{h¶o

AmnH s g‘ñ¶m¶| yb OmB©¶o :

""... Vmo ‘wPo Amngo {~ZVr H aZr h¡ {H Amn AnZr g‘ñ¶m¶| ^yb OmB©¶o& n{V-nËZr H s g‘ñ¶m¶ | Hw N r Zht& AnZ o ~ƒm | H m »¶mb a{I¶,o CÝh | à{Vðm Xr{O¶&o CÝh | EH KamX¢ m Xr{O¶ o {Og‘ | d o ah gH V o h.¡ ..''


~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo {ddmX ‘V H s{O¶o :

""... ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| ‘mVm-{nVm Zo {ddmX Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o, emÝV a{h¶o...''

AnZo e¶Z-H j ‘| b{‹S¶o :

""... Xÿgar ~mV ¶h h¡ {H n{V-nËZr Zo ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| H Xm{n Zht b‹SZm Mm{h¶o& AJa AmnH mo b‹SZm hr h¡, Vmo ‘¢ AmnH mo Hw N S §S o, bm{R¶m± r CYma Xo gH Vr hÿ±, Amn b‹S gH Vo h¢& AnZr ~oSê ‘ ‘| b{‹S¶o, AmnH mo Omo H aZm h¡ dh H s{O¶o& Amn {ga ’ mo‹S gH Vo h¢, {Xb Vmo‹S gH Vo h¢ ¶m AmnH mo Omo ng§X h¡, dh H a gH Vo h¢& na AmnHo e¶Z-H j Ho ~mha Amn {dbjU AÀN o n{V-nËZr h&¢ H ‘ g o H ‘ AmnHo ~ƒm | H m o Vm o AÀN o hmZo oXr{O¶&o EH gIw r Xn§ Vr Ho OrdZ H m AmZX§ bZo o Xr{O¶&o dmñVd ‘ | bS‹ Zm EH ‘Iy V© m h&¡ EH Xgÿ a o g o AmZX§ H¡ g o bZo m h,¡ ¶h AmnZ o grIZm Mm{h¶.o ..''

(1985, ñH m°ba{en)

PJ‹Sm H aZo H m H moB© H maU hr Zht :

""... A~ n{V-nËZr Zo r ~hþV μÁ¶mXm PJ‹Sm Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& ‘¢ Vmo gmoMVr hÿ± {H PJ‹Sm H aZo H m H moB© H maU hr Zht& em§V, Mwn ahZm hr ~ohVa h¡& AJa H ht Hw N {ddmX h¢, Vmo ~g, Ho db em§V, Mwn hmo OmB©¶o&

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Bggo hr H m‘ hmo Om¶oJm& ghO¶mo{J¶m| H mo PJ‹Sm H aZo H s, {MëbmZo H s AZw‘{V Zht h¡& Am¡a ¶h ^r ~mV h¡ {H ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo ¶h AmnZo H ^r {XImZm r Zht Mm{h¶o& Omo Hw N hmoVm h¡, dh AmnHo A§Xa hr A§Xa hmoVm h¡& Cggo ~mha AmB©¶o Am¡a EH -Xÿgao go ‘¥Xþ, AZwH§ nm go ¶wº hmo OmB©¶o& ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| ¶h {XIZm Zht Mm{h¶o...''

(1985-03, ~mbH VWm AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

{nVm Am¡a ‘mVm Zo EH Xÿgao H m AmXa H aZm Mm{h¶o :

""... AJa {nVm AnZo ~ƒo H mo ‘m± H m AmXa H aZo Ho {b¶o àd¥Îm Zht H aVo, Vmo ~ƒm H ^r ^r RrH , AÀNm Zht hmoJm& ³¶m|{H Bg‘| H moB© ^r e§H m Zht {H A{YH ma Vmo {nVm go hr AmVo h¢, na ‘m± H m AmXa H aZm hr Mm{h¶o& na CgHo {b¶o ¶h ^r ‘hÎdnyU© h¡ {H ‘m± Zo ^r {nVm H m AmXa H aZm hr Mm{h¶o& Bg{b¶o AJa Amn ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| b‹SZm ewê H a X|Jo, JbV ì¶dhma H a|Jo ¶m AZw{MV àH ma go ~mob|Jo, Vmo ~ƒo Ho JUoe VÎd na r BgH m ~hþV ~wam Aga n‹S oJm...''


nwéfm| Zo ‘m± H mo A{YH ma XoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| nwéfm| Zo {ó¶m| Ho à{V AmXa {XImZm Mm{h¶o& ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| AmnH m ì¶dhma C{MV hmoZm Mm{h¶o& nwéfm| Zo ‘m± H mo A{YH ma XoZm Mm{h¶o...''

CbQm Odm~ ‘V Xr{O¶o :

""... AJa n{V ~ƒm| H s ‘m± Ho à{V gm¡å¶, gä¶ h¡, Vmo ~ƒo ^r bmoJm| Ho gmW gä¶, gm¡å¶ hm|Jo& ~ƒm| Zo AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo CbQm Odm~ Zht XoZm Mm{h¶o, Am¡a {ó¶m| Zo ^r AnZo n{V H mo CbQm Odm~

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{~ëHw b Zht XoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h ^r h¡ {H ~ƒm O~ Ka ‘| hmoVm h¡, Vmo AmnH mo Ka go Xÿa AnZm g‘¶ {~VmZo H s H moB© Oê aV Zht& AJa ~ƒm r dhm± h¡, Vmo {’ a RrH h¡& O~ ~ƒm gmo ahm h¡, V~ RrH h¡ {H Amn (n{V-nËZr) gmW ‘| g‘¶ {~VmVo h¢& na ~hþV gmao bmoJm| H s ¶h r AmXV h¡ {H do ~ƒo H mo Xÿgao H ‘ao ‘| aIVo h¢ Am¡a n{V-nËZr {H gr Xÿgao H ‘ao ‘| ~¡RVo h¢& ~ƒo H mo nyao g‘¶ Eogm Zht bJZm Mm{h¶o {H ‘mVm-{nVm Cggo AbJ h¢& Cgo Eogm bJZm Mm{h¶o {H nyao g‘¶ dh n[adma H m EH A{d^mÁ¶ A§e h¡& O~ ~ƒm gmoVm h¡, Vmo Amn OmB©¶o Am¡a EH Xÿgao go ~mV H s{O¶o& na ¶h ^r h¡ {H Hw N bmoJ ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| b‹SVo-PJ‹SVo h¢& ¶h Vmo ^¶§H a ~mV h¡& AV: AmnHo AmMaU na hr nyar MrμO {Z^©a h¡...''


~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| H« moY H mo Z {XImB©¶o :

""... Vmo AmO h‘mam g‘P boZo H m {XZ h¡ Am¡a Amn AÀNr ‘mVm¶| ~ZZo H s H mo{ee H a|Jr BgH m ‘wPo dMZ X|& g§^d h¡ {H H ^r H ^ma, n{VXod Omo ~mha go AmVo h¢, Vmo ~m¡Ibm¶o hþ¶o h¢, H ^r-H ^r, Vmo ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Z o amfo Z H aZ o Ho {b¶ o CÝh | H {h¶&o ¶h Vm o RrH h ¡ {H dh g~ naeo mZr AmnH m o hr ghZr nS‹ Jo r, Vm o H mBo © ~mV Zht& ³¶m{| H Amn gh gH Vr h,¢ ‘m ± hmZo oHo ZmV o Amn gh gH Vr h&¢ ‘m ± H m EH {defo ì¶{º ‘Îd hmVo m h ¡ {H AnZ o ~ƒ oH m o dh OVZ H a Ho aI gH Vr h&¡ Ama¡ ¶hr H maU h ¡ {H ‘m ± H m o Cg q~X þ VH AmZm hr Mm{h¶&o ‘ ¢ {nVmAm | VWm AÝ¶ [aíVXo mam | g,o Om o néw f h,¢ CZg o {dZV§ r H ê§ Jr H s CÝhmZ| o ‘m ± H m AmXa H aZm Mm{h¶&o ‘mVË¥ d g~g o D± Mr ~mV h.¡ ..''


4. ÐVm go AmMaU H s{O¶o

AnZo ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo ê ‘mZr Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... C{MV Am¡a gwOmZ, ñdñW Z¡{VH Vm H s Amoa AmnZo AnZo ~ƒm|

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H m ‘mJ©Xe©Z H aZm Mm{h¶o& CgHo {b¶o AmnH mo C{MV dV©Z H aZm Mm{h¶o& AnZo ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo AmnZo ê ‘mZr, agrbo Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& CZ ~ƒm| H mo Eogr pñW{V H m gm‘Zm H aZo Ho {b¶o ~mÜ¶ ‘V H s{O¶o {H Amn AnZo H ‘ao ‘| Vmbm bJm¶o Am¡a g~ Vah H s ~mV| H [a¶|& AmnH mo Vmo Bg n«H ma go dV©Z H aZm h¡, Omo à{V{ðV hmo& AÝ¶Wm ewê go hr ~ƒo Amngo ¶o gmar MrμO| J«hU H a|Jo...''

(1991, B©ñQa nyOm, {gSZr)

BpÝÐ¶m| H m g§¶‘ Am¡a {Z‘©bVm empÝV bmVo h¢ :

""... AJa ‘mVm Am¡a {nVm ‘| Mm[aÍ¶ H s ewÕVm Am¡a B§{Ð¶m| na g§¶‘ Z hmo, Vmo ~ƒm| H mo r g~ Hw N RrH h¡, Eogm Zht bJVm& CÝh| em§{V H m AZw^d r Zht hmoVm& do Vmo AñdñW, ~oM¡Z hmo OmE§Jo Am¡a {’ a AnZo A§Xa hr A§Xa CZH s ¶h ~oM¡Zr ~‹TVr hr Om¶oJr& EH ewÕ {Z‘©b M[aÌ dmbm ‘Zwî¶ H ^r ^r ^yV-{nemM ~mYm go nr{‹SV Zht hmo gH Vm, ‘wP go OmZ br{O¶o {H {ZpíMV ê n go dh H ^r r yV-{nemM ~mYm go nr{‹SV Zht hmo gH Vm& Amn A{V ~w{Õ‘mZ hmo gH Vo h¢, Amn Hw N r hmo gH Vo h¢, Amn EH ‘hmZ boIH r hmo gH Vo h¢, na AmnH mo yV-{nemM ~mYm hmo gH Vr h¡& na EH ewÕ {Z‘©b M[aÌdmbm ‘Zwî¶, EH gm‘mÝ¶ g§¶V ì¶{º H mo H ^r r yV~mYm hmo hr Zht gH Vr& yVm| H mo B§{Ð¶{ZJ«hr, ewÕ bmoJm| go Sa bJVm h¡...''

(1985, JUoe nyOm)

""... X§n{V¶m| Ho {b¶o, ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo AnZo ewÕ Am¡a embrZ AmMaU Ho g§~§Y ‘| Ü¶mZ a{I¶o& ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo AnZm e¥§Jm[aH Am¡a b¢{JH OrdZ H ^r r àH Q ‘V hmoZo Xr{O¶o& O~ Amn AHo bo hmoVo h¢ Cg g‘¶ Ho {b¶o ¶o gmar MrμO| Nmo‹S Xr{O¶o& AmnHo CXmhaU go e‘© H m Agbr ‘Vb~ CÝh| {gImB¶o...''

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gXm hr b¢{JH OrdZ Ho g§~§Y ‘| {dMma H aZo go {Zd¥Îm hmo OmB©¶o :

""... na {OVZm g§^d h¡ CVZm hr b¢{JH OrdZ Ho g§~§Y gX¡d {dMma H aZo go {Zd¥Îm hmo OmB©¶o, ‘V gmo{M¶o Cg {df¶ na& AJa Amn d¡go, Cg Amoa A{YH ahVo hmo, ¶m CgH s Amoa A{YH g‘rnVm aIVo h¢, Vmo ³¶m hmoVm h¡ {H Amn H m ‘Z Cgr ‘| CbPm ahVm h¡& BgH s naoemZr ~ƒm| H mo hmoVr h¡& AmnH m dmVmdaU, AmnH s M¡VÝ¶ bha| ~ƒm| na Aga H aVr h¢& Bg{b¶o O~ AmnH m {ddmh hmoVm h¡ Vmo CgH m ‘Vb~ ¶h Zht h¡ {H gXmgd©Xm AmnZo Cg ~mV H m hr {dMma H aZm Mm{h¶o& na ¶h ~mV Vmo BVZr gm‘mÝ¶ hmo J¶r h¡ {H Eogo bmoJm| Ho {b¶o CZH m {ddmh EH ~hþV ~‹Sr CnbpãY h¡ ¶m dh {H gr àH ma H m ~hþV ~‹Sm ‘Zmoa§OZ h¡& ¶h Vmo {~ëHw b dhr MrμO h¡ Omo ghO àmH¥ {VH ê n go AmnHo {b¶o K{QV hmo J¶r h¡& Am¡a Bg ‘yI©Vm H s Amoa AdYmZ XoZo H s ‘mÌm BVZr A{YH h¡ Am¡a H ^r-H ^r BVZr {Zame H aZo dmbr h¡ {H Eogo bmoJm| Ho A§Xa hr A§Xa ¶h {Zamem Nm OmVr h¡& AV: ~mX ‘| ~ƒm| ‘| r Eogr {Zamem AmZr ewê hmo OmVr h¡ na ¶h {~Zm OmZo {H do ³¶m| BVZo hVme h¢...''

(1985, ~mbH , nmbH , {dÚmb¶)

5. ~ƒm| H mo gwajm Xr{O¶o

~ƒm | H m oAnZ o ‘mVm-{nVm g o gn§ Uy © à‘o , gn§ Uy ©AmídñVVm {‘bZr hr h ¡ :

""... AnZo gmoZo Ho H ‘ao ‘| CZHo nmg Hw Îmo Am¡a {~pëb¶m± hm|Jr Am¡a n{V-nËZr ~ƒm| go AbJ H ‘ao ‘| gmoVo ah|Jo& ¶h JbV h¡& ~ƒm| H mo ß¶ma {X¶m hr OmZm Mm{h¶o& CÝh| bJZm Mm{h¶o {H Ka ‘| CZH m hmoZm n[adma Ho {b¶o Amdí¶H h¡& do ‘hÎdnyU© hmoZo hr Mm{h¶o; A{V ‘hÎdnyU©& n{V Am¡a nËZr ‘| PJ‹Sm ³¶m| hmoVm h¡, Amn OmZVo h¢? ³¶m|{H nËZr (A^r r Z¶r Zdobr) XþëhZ h¡ Am¡a n{V (A^r r) Xÿëhm h¡& dh Añgr gmb H s Am¶w H m hmoJm na dh Xÿëhm h¡ A^r r emXr Ho {b¶o V¡¶ma h¡& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡,

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¶h {H g Vah H s ~mV h¡, ¶h Vmo A{dMmanyU©, {ZaW©H h¡& ~ƒm| na {~ëHw b hr Ü¶mZ, Zht h¡& ~ƒm| H mo AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm go g§nyU© ào‘, g§nyU© {dídmg, AmídñVVm {‘bZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo Eogo {MÌ H s H ënZm hmoZr Mm{h¶o, Eogm AmXe© hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H {ddmh EH daXmZ h¡&

~ƒm| H mo Bg àH ma H s AZw^y{V V~ hmoVr h¡ O~ ào‘ Am¡a AZwê nVm Ho H maU n{V Am¡a nËZr Ho ~rM ‘| A{^ÞVm Am¡a nañna {dídmg hmoVm h¡& Bg àH ma go XoI| Vmo maV ‘| h‘mao ~ƒo h‘go ~hþV μÁ¶mXm ñdV§ÌVm boVo h¢& h‘mar Mm{~¶m± do boVo h¢ ¶m CZHo nmg hmoVr h¢, Bg{b¶o CÝh| Omo ng§X h¢ Cgo do bo Om gH Vo h¢& ‘oar gm{‹S¶m| ‘| go {H gr EH gm‹Sr H m Cn¶moJ do H a gH Vo h¢& H moB© g‘ñ¶m Zht h¡& ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ CÝh| ¶h H aZm hr n‹SVm h¡& na Eogm H aZo na CÝh| {Oå‘oXmar bJZo bJVr h¡& do BVZm A{YH n¡gm ì¶W© IM© Zht H aVo {OVZm {H ¶hm± Ho ~ƒo H aVo h¢& AJa AmnZo CÝh| V¥á, g§Vwï aIm, Vmo H ^r r H moB© r MrμO Zht ‘m±JVo& na {~ëHw b ~MnZ go hr ¶h ‘yb^yV g‘ñ¶m h¡ {H AmnH mo AnZo ñd¶§ na hr {Z^©a hmoZm h¡, ñdV§Ì hmoZm h¡& V~ Vmo ¶moJ ‘| r Amn ñd¶§ {Z^©a, ñdV§Ì hmoVo h¢...''


~ƒm | ‘ | gaw {jVVm Ama¡ AmXa H s mdZm ¶Wm{o MV à{Vðm{nV H s{O¶ o :

""... nhbr ~mV Vmo ¶h h¡ {H ~ƒm| ‘| gwa{jVVm H s ^mdZm Am¡a AmË‘gå‘mZ H s mdZm ¶Wm{d{Y ñWm{nV H s{O¶o& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H ¶h g~go ‘hÎdnyU© ~mV h¡, Omo h‘| H aZr h¡...''

(1985, ~mbH , nmbH , {dÚmb¶)

gwajm ~ƒm| H mo g§VwbZ XoVr h¡ :

""... ~ƒm| Ho ~mao ‘| ‘w»¶ ~mV ¶h h¡ {H CÝh| Cg ñWmZ na nyU©V: gwa{jVVm H s ^mdZm hmoZr Mm{h¶o& ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o gwajm A{V ‘hÎdnyU© ~mV h¡& AJa CÝh| Cg ñWmZ na Agwa{jV bJVm h¡, Vmo h‘ CZ ‘| AÀNr

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Vah go g§VwbZ Zht bm nm¶|Jo...''

(1985, ~mbH , nmbH , {dÚmb¶)

n[adma ‘| empÝVnyU© dmVmdaU a{I¶o :

""... g~go Amdí¶H ~mV ¶h h¡ {H h‘mar CnpñW{V, h‘mao gm{ÞÜ¶ H s mdZm ~ƒo H mo hmoZr Mm{h¶o& (~ƒo H mo bJZm Mm{h¶o {H h‘ h‘oem CgHo Amgnmg h¢&) Am¡a ¶h ~mV Cgo emÝV H aoJr& Cgo EH empÝVnyU© ì¶{º ‘Îd ~ZmB©¶o& n[adma ‘| empÝVnyU© dmVmdaU, emÝV àH¥ {V Ho ‘mVm-{nVm Am¡a AÝ¶ bmoJm| Ho gmW empÝVnyU© g§~§Y Eogo bmoJm| H m {Z‘m©U H a|Jo {OÝh| empÝV H m ‘yë¶ àVrV hmoJm& empÝV Ho ~mao ‘| Ho db ~mV| H aZo na Zht& ¶m Vmo empÝV Ho {b¶o g{‘{V¶m| H m g§KQZ H aZo na Zht...''

(1985, ~mbH , nmbH , {dÚmb¶)

AnZo Amn na {Z^©a hmoZm Ah§H ma H mo CËnÞ H aVm h¡ :

""... A~ Omo bmoJ AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm go Cg àH ma go AmídñV Zht hmoVo, do {~ëHw b AZmW ì¶{º H s Vah hmoVo h¢& ¶h g§doXZm, ¶h Vmo {~Zm {H gr Ho AmYma, EH mH snZ H s, ¶§H a {ZamYma hmoZo H s Xmê U AZw^y{V h¡-h‘mam H moB© ^r Zht h¡ ¶h g§doXZm nyar Vah go hmoZm! Amn OrdZ ‘| {~bHw b Imo J¶o, H ht Ho ^r Zht aho Eogm bJVm h¡& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H ‘mVm Am¡a {nVm ¶h AmnH m ñd¶§ H m EH {hñgm h¢, ¶h AmnHo A§Xa h¢& Amn ¶h OmZVo h¢& h‘Zo ghO¶moJ ‘| XoIm h¡ {H H¡ go h‘| AmnHo ‘mVm Am¡a {nVm Ho MH« m| H mo RrH H aZm n‹SVm h¡& do Vmo AmnHo A§Xa h¢, Amn CZgo ‘wº Zht hmo gH Vo&

Vmo ¶h EH ~‹Sr g‘ñ¶m h¡ {OgH m h‘| gm‘Zm H aZm n‹S ahm h¡, {H Amn‘| ß¶ma H s H ‘r h¡& ào‘ Ho {~Zm ‘Zwî¶ àmUr H m ~rO hr O¡go Sy~ OmVm h¡& Ah§H ma Ho à{V A{^‘wI hmoZo Ho H maU, ¶h d¥{Îm Ah§H ma H mo CËnÞ H aVr h¡& Amn AnZo Amn na {Z^©a h¢, Vmo Amn ñd{Z^©a Vmo h¢ hr&

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Cg‘| ³¶m ~‹Sr ~mV h¡? ~hþV ~‹Sm Ah§H ma AnZm H m¶© àma§^ H a XoVm h¡& "Amoh, ‘¢ Vmo ¶h H aZo dmbm hÿ±, ‘¢ Vmo ¶h H aZo dmbm hÿ±, ‘¢ BgHo g‘mZ hmoZo dmbm hÿ±&' Bg àH ma Ah§H mam{^‘wI hmoZm ewê hmo OmVm h¡& CgHo ~mX bo hr Amn nma‘m{W©H Vm ‘| Am Om¶o, Vmo r Ah§H ma H s Amoa ItMo OmVo h¢, BVZr A{YH ‘mÌm ‘|, {H Amn M{H V hmo Om¶|Jo& {H VZo ~‹S o à‘mU ‘|...''

(1978, nyd© Am¡a npíM‘ Ho ~rM H m ôX, H° ³ñQZ hm°b)

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1. ~ƒm | H m o AZew m{gV H aZm Amdí¶H h¡

""... ghO¶moJ H aZo dmbo ~ƒo AË¶{YH ê n go AÀN o AZwem{gV hmoZo hr Mm{h¶o...''


~ƒm| H mo AË¶§V Ü¶mZnyd©H Am¡a ào‘ go gå^mbZm Mm{h¶o :

""... ‘oam {MaÝVZ ào‘ Amn g~H s Amoa ~hVm h¡& ‘¢ Amn H mo {H VZr gmar ~mV| ~VmVr hÿ± Am¡a Amn g‘P b| Bg àH ma go ~VmVr ahVr hÿ±& na AmnH mo Xþ:I Zht nhþ§Mm¶m J¶m Z Amn {~J‹S J¶o& H maU ¶h h¡ {H g§nyU© EH mË‘ kmZ go hr ¶h {H ¶m OmVm h¡& AJa ~ƒo OmZVo h¢ {H Amn nyao öX¶ go CÝh| ß¶ma H aVo h¢ Vmo EH Sm±Q r n¶m©á h¡& na CgH s OJh AJa Amn AmVo-OmVo ~ƒm| H mo Sm±QVo hr ah|Jo Vmo do gmoMVo h¢ {H Sm±QZm-SnQZm AmnH s AmXV hr h¡& {’ a do AmnH s Amoa Ü¶mZ Zht XoVo Z AmnH m AmXa H aVo& Bg{b¶o ~ƒm| H mo AË¶§V gmdYmZr go VWm ào‘ go gåhmbZm h¡&...''

(1983, ‘mVm-{nVm Am¡a ~ƒm| H m VWm AÜ¶mnH Am¡a NmÌm| H m g§~§Y)

""...AnZo ~ƒm| H mo ào‘ go AZwem{gV H aZm AmnH mo grIZm hr h¡...''

(1985, lr JUoe nyOm)

AZwemgZ

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~ƒm| H mo {Z¶§ÌU ‘| aIm OmZm Mm{h¶o :

""... ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H ~ƒm| H mo {Z¶§ÌU ‘| aIm OmZm hr h¡& AÝ¶Wm AmnH mo AÜ¶mnH m| H s ³¶m Amdí¶H Vm h¡? ~ƒm| H mo AnZo Amn hr n‹TZo Xr{O¶o& CÝh| ~VmZo Ho {b¶o CZHo AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H s ^r CÝh| Oê aV h¡, Iy~ μÁ¶mXm& AÝ¶Wm do Vmo no‹S m| ‘| go OÝ‘ boH a ~mha {ZH bVo& ‘mVm-{nVm go CZH m OÝ‘ ³¶m| hþAm h¡?...''

(1992, gmdO© {ZH H m¶H© « ‘ Ho ~mX ghO¶m{o J¶m | g o ~mVMrV, {~ñ« ~Zo )

~ƒm| H mo {Z‘m©Uerb, {dYm¶H hmoZm hr h¡ :

""... maVr¶ ~ƒo (Xÿgam| Ho ~mao ‘|) {dMma H aZo dmbo hmoVo h¢& Am¡a npíM‘r Xoem| Ho ~ƒo {dKmVH hmoVo h¢& CÝh| {dYm¶H hmoZm Oê ar h¡...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

AnZo ~ƒm| go ‘V K~amB©¶o :

""... ¶hm± ‘wPo {XImB© {X¶m h¡ {H ñd¶§ H mo AZwem{gV H aZo Ho g§~§Y ‘| ~ƒm| H mo H moB© r OmZH mar XoZo H m Xm{¶Ëd ‘mVm-{nVm Zht boVo& ³¶m|{H ~ƒo H ‘mb Ho AmH« ‘H h¢& ~ƒm| H mo Bg ~mao ‘| Hw N OmZZm hr Zht h¡& Vmo ‘mVm-{nVm r ~ƒm| H mo ¶h ~VmZo H s qh‘V hr Zht H aVo {H "¶h Vwåhmao {b¶o AÀNm h¡& H¥ n¶m, Bg àH ma go H amo& AJa Vw‘ Ü¶mZ H amoJo Vmo Am¡a AÀNm hmoJm&' ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Sa bJVm h¡ {H AJa CÝhm|Zo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo Bg àH ma Hw N ~Vm¶m Vmo do ~ƒm| H mo Imo ~¡R |Jo...''

(1991, ^dgmJa nyOm, {~«ñ~oZ)

AmnH mo OmZZm hr Mm{h¶o {H ~ƒm| Ho gmW AmnZo {H VZr Xÿar VH OmZm Am¡a ahZm h¡ :

""... ghO¶moJ ‘| ~ƒm| H m C{MV nmbZ-nmofU EH AË¶§V

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‘hÎdnyU© ~mV h¡& ³¶m|{H B©ída H s H¥ nm go Amn g~H mo gmjmËH mar ~ƒo {‘bo h¢& Bg{b¶o AnZo ~ƒm| H m gmW {H g gr‘m VH , {H VZr Xÿar VH OmZm h¡ ¶h OmZZm AmnHo {b¶o Amdí¶H h¡& CÝh| A{YH g¶mZo ~ZmZm h¡, Zr{V‘mZ ~ZmZm h¡, gXmMaUr ~ZmZm h¡& nhbr ~mV Vmo ¶h h¡ {H AmnH mo CZH s gwkVm H m OVZ H aZm h¡& AJa CÝhm|Zo Hw N g‘Pâr ~mV H s, Vmo AmnZo CgH s XmX XoZr Mm{h¶o& na CÝhm|Zo Eogm Hw N Zht ~mobZm Mm{h¶o Omo Cg OJh ‘| AZw{MV ¶m Aemo^Z hmo& Vmo JbV AmMaU r Zht ghZm Mm{h¶o, BgH m ‘Vb~ ¶h h¡ {H A§VaV‘ ‘| Omo Hw N h¡ CgH m Am{dîH ma ~mha àH me Ho ê n ‘| hmoZm Mm{h¶o...''


AZwemgZ hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o :

""... àma§^ ‘| hr ¶h ñnï hmo Om¶o {H AZwemgZ Ho Zm‘ na ‘¢ ~ƒm| na AË¶{YH ~§YZ ¶m gr‘m¶| Zht SmbZm MmhVr ³¶m|{H ~ƒo AnZo Amn hr AZwem{gV hmoVo h¢& na {’ a r AZwemgZ Vmo hmoZm hr h¡& Vmo Hw N Img MrμOm| Ho {b¶o ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmVr hÿ±& AJa Amn {H gr MrμO H m bJmVma AZwgaU H aHo CgH m Aä¶mg H a|Jo-O¡go {H gw~h ZtX go CRZm, Vmo Yrao-Yrao AmnH mo {XImB© XoJm {H ~ƒo Cg g‘¶ Ho (CRZo Ho g‘¶ Ho ) ~mX gmo Zht gH Vo& ¶o g~ AÀNr AmXV| bJm¶r Om gH Vr h¢& OëXr gmo OmZm, OëXr CRZm, μÁ¶mXm ~mV| Zht H aZm Am¡a nyar Vah go Jy§Jo ¶m ~hao H s Vah hmo OmZm, na Omo Amdí¶H h¡ Cgr ~mV H mo Am¡a CVZm hr ~mobZm, {OgH s Oê aV Zht h¡ Eogr J§Xr ~mV Zht H aZm, jwÐ ¶m {ZaW©H hmoZm Am¡a H Qw VrúU ì¶§½¶âr ~mV| Z H aZm-BZ gmar MrμOm| H s Amoa Ü¶mZ go Am¡a gmdYmZr go XoIZm h¡...''

(1985, ~mbH -nmbH -{dÚmb¶)

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2. ~ƒm| H mo à{Vðm àXmZ H s{O¶o

gdm}Îm‘ AZwemgZ AWm©V² ~ƒm| ‘| à{Vðm {Z{hV H aZm :

""... O¡go AmnHo ~ƒm| H mo CZHo ~MnZ go hr An‘m{ZV H aZm ¶h ~hþV gmYmaU ~mV h¡& "Vw‘ Zo dh Xar ³¶m| Iam~ H s? Vw‘Zo Eogm ³¶m| {H ¶m? Vw‘Zo Eogm Zht H hZm Mm{h¶o Wm! ³¶m| H hm Vw‘Zo?' AZwem{gV H aZo H m ¶h ~hþV hr JbV VarH m h¡&

gdmo°Îm‘ AZwemgZ ~ƒm| ‘| à{Vðm {Z{hV H aZm hr h¡& Xo{I¶o, maV ‘| EH AÀNm Ka ¶m n[adma dhr OmZm OmVm h¡ Ohm± Amn ~ƒm| H mo {H g àH ma go g§~mo{YV H aVo h¢& O¡go {H EH AÀN o n[adma ‘| h‘ ~ƒm| H mo "‘hme¶' ¶m WmoSm Cgr àH ma go {OgH m AW© "‘hme¶' hmoVm h¡, Cgr àH ma go g§~mo{YV H aVo h¢& h‘ ~ƒm| H mo H ^r r Aà{Vðm go g§~mo{YV Zht H aVo Am¡a h‘ CZH mo gX¡d à{Vðm Ho ñVa na hr aIVo h¢ Am¡a ¶h EH ~hþV AÀNr ~mV h¡...''


CÝh| à{Vðm Xr{O¶o, V~ do AÀNm ì¶dhma H a|Jo :

""... O~ h‘ CÝh| H mQVo ¶m Vmo‹SVo h¢ Vmo O‹S Ho nmg Vmo‹SVo h¢& Amn Xo{I¶o, do h‘go ~hþV Á¶mXm Anojm¶| aIVo h¢& do AnZr gmar J[a‘m Imo XVo h¢& Am¡a ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmD§ Jr, "~ƒm| Ho gmW r Amn Eogm hr H aZo H m à¶mg H s{O¶o& AmnH mo AM§^m hmoJm {H CZH m AmMaU {H VZm AÀNm hmoVm h¡& h‘ H hVo h¢, "do {~J‹S J¶o h¢&' ‘¢Zo H ^r r Zht XoIm h¡ {H ~ƒo à{V{ðV hmoZo na {~Jm‹S o Om aho h¢...''


do AnZo ~ƒm| H mo nyar ñdV§ÌVm XoVo h¢ :

""... ~ƒm| H mo AnZr ñdV§ÌVm boZo Xr{O¶o& àË¶j ê n ‘| O~ h‘

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CÝh| O~ μÁ¶mXm X~m H a aIVo h¢ ¶m CZ na AË¶{YH {ZJ«h H aVo h¢ Vmo do qhgH Am¡a {dKmVH hmo OmVo h¢& Cg Ñ{ï go maVr¶ A{YH AÀN o h¢& ³¶m| {H ~ƒm| H m n[anmbZ H¡ go H aZm h¡ ¶h ~mV do OmZVo h¢& do AnZo ~ƒm| H mo nyar ñdV§ÌVm boZo XoVo h¢& ~g, CÝh| à{Vðm H s H ënZm Xr{O¶o& O~ ~ƒo ‘mVm-{nVm Ho gmW ~MnZ ‘| ~hþV ‘wº , Iwbo hmoVo h¢, V~ Mma-nm±M df© Ho hmoZo Ho g‘¶ do AË¶{YH à{V{ðV hmoVo h¢...''

(1982, gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, S~u, {dew{Õ, öX¶, Amkm)

CÝh| Xÿgam| Ho ~mao ‘| ~VmB©¶o :

""... AJa Amn CÝh| ~VmVo h¢... Vmo! Xo{I¶o, AmnH mo CÝh| ~VmZo H s Oê aV Zht h¡, "JbrMm Iam~ ‘V H amo&' na CÝh| à{Vðm Xr{O¶o, Vmo do Cg JbrMo H mo H ^r ^r Iam~ Zht H a|Jo& AmnH mo AmíM¶© hmoJm ³¶m|{H h‘ h‘oem CÝh| ~rM ‘| hr H mQ XoVo h¢& do BVZo Iam~ hmo OmVo h¢ {H do gmoMZo bJVo h¢ {H do {H gr ^r H m‘ Ho Zht& V~ ³¶m H aZm h¡ ¶h h‘| Zht g‘PVm& do h‘oem Bgr àH ma go h‘| H hVo ahVo h¢& Am¡a ¶{X AmnH mo CÝh| ~VmZm hr h¡ Vmo {H gr Xÿgao Ho ~mao ‘| ~VmB©¶o, O¡go, "dh b‹SH m, Vw‘ OmZVo hmo, {~bHw b H m‘ H m, Cn¶moJ H m Zht Wm& ³¶m H aZm h¡, dh Zht OmZVm Wm& CgZo gmam H m gmam JbrMm J§Xm H a {X¶m& ‘¢ CgHo Ka J¶r Vmo dh Ka go MwnHo go {ZH b J¶m Wm&' V~ ~ƒo H mo gmar ~mV g‘P ‘| AmVr h¡&

na Amn Xo{I¶o, ~ƒo H mo h‘oem R oR nrQZo go Cg‘| Eogm ì¶{º ‘Îd AmVm h¡, {H Omo A§Xa Hw N Rmog ~mV| YmaU Zht H a gH Vm& ~mX ‘| dh EH AË¶§V Ah§H mar Am¡a CÔÊS ì¶{º ~Z gH Vm h¡& AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm Ho nëby H m Nmoa nH ‹S H a dh r Cgr Vah ~Vm©d H a gH Vm h¡& na CgH s dh J[a‘m, à{Vðm Zht hmoJr Omo {~bHw b ‘m¡Z h¡, na àH Q hmoVr h¡, A{dîH¥ V hmoVr h¡& dh {~bHw b ‘m¡Z à{Vðm hmoZr Mm{h¶o, Omo Ho db A{^ì¶º hmoVr h¡& Am¡a O~ bmoJ Eogo D± Mo, à{V[ðV ì¶{º H mo XoIVo h¢, Vmo

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bmoJ H hVo h¢, "Amoh, ³¶m AmX‘r h¡& ³¶m J[a‘m Am¡a à{Vðm h¡ CgH s!'

Vmo Amn XoIVo h¢ {H ¶h ³¶m h¡& Am¡a Eogo bmoJ g‘mO Ho {b¶o EH Vah H m AmXe© ~Z OmVo h¢& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H Bg àH ma go ~ƒm| H s Jb{V¶m± ¶m JbV AmMaU gwYma H a CÝh| RrH H aZo H m ¶h VarH m Zht h¡& H ^r ^r Zht....! AmnH mo H ^r ^r {H emoamdñWm H s g‘ñ¶m¶| Zht Am¶|Jr& H ^r r {H emoamdñWm H s g‘ñ¶m¶| Zht AmZr Mm{h¶o, AmnH mo AmíM¶© hmoJm...'


3. AmXa

AmXa Ho {~Zm H moB© AZwemgZ Zht hmoVm :

""... ‘w»¶ MrμO AmXa hr h¡& h‘mar AnZr Omo MrμO| hmoVr h¢, h‘ Ho db bm‹S-ß¶ma H aVo h¢& ³¶m h‘ CZH m AmXa H aVo h¢? h‘ h‘mao H n‹S o BYa-CYa ’| H XoVo h¢& Bg{b¶o ~ƒm| H m OÝ‘ hmoZo Ho ~mX O~ do ~‹TZo bJVo h¢ Vmo CZ‘| H moB© AZwemgZ Zht hmoVm& do gmao H n‹S o BYa-CYa ’| H X|Jo, AS‘² YS‘²& {~bHw b ~oVaVr~ Am¡a ~mX ‘| Amn CZ na {Mëbm¶|Jo...''


‘m± H m AmXa H aZo go ñd¶§ H mo AmXa {X¶m OmVm h¡ :

""... O~ ~ƒo H m OÝ‘ hmoZo H m g‘¶ AmVm h¡, V~ ‘m± H mo ³¶m Hw N ghZm n‹SVm h¡, ‘wPo ~Vm¶m J¶m h¡& dñVwV: Cg g‘¶ ¶h g~ ‘m± H s ‘‘Vm, ß¶ma H s narjm h¡, Eogm ‘wPo bJVm h¡& {’ a ^r ‘m± g~ ghVo hr ahVr h¡ ³¶m|{H Cgo EH ~ƒm Mm{h¶o& na O~ ¶h ‘mV¥Ëd {~J‹SZo go CgH s à{V‘m {~J‹S OmVr h¡, O~ ‘mVm¶| ‘m± Zht ahVr Am¡a AmXa H aZo ¶mo½¶ Zht ahVr, V~ CZH m AmXa {H ¶m Zht OmVm& Am¡a {’ a ~ƒo ^r

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AnZr ‘m± H m AmXa Zht H aVo ³¶m|{H Omo H moB© r MrμO h¡ CgHo {b¶o CZHo ‘Z ‘| {~bHw b hr AmXa Zht h¡&

gd©àW‘ Am¡a g~ ‘| A§{V‘ ~mV Vmo ‘m± Ho {b¶o AmXa h¡& AJa H moB© ‘mVm ¶m ‘mV¥Ëd H m AmXa Zht H aVm Vmo CgH m ‘Vb~ ¶h h¡ {H Cgo ñd¶§ Ho {b¶o r AmXa Zht h¡& Vmo dh H¡ go ApñVËd aIVm h¡? dh Vmo AnZr ‘mVm H s ‘mÜ¶‘ go AnZm ApñVËd àmá H aVm h¡& Vmo gmar g¥{ï, gmar {Z{‘©Vr Ho {b¶o EH ‘hÎdnyU© àñWmnZ, àH ën h¡ ‘mVm& AmnHo {Z‘m©U Ho {b¶o, AmnHo ~ƒm| Ho {Z‘m©U Ho {b¶o Am¡a AmZo dmbr gmar gÝVmZ|, àOm Ho {b¶o...!'

(1980, ‘mVm)

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AnZo ñd¶§ ‘| {dídmg hmoZo Xr{O¶o :

""... Vmo Bggo Ah§H mam{^‘wI g‘mO AnZm {dídmg Imo XoVo h¢& Vmo ¶h Bg àH ma hmo OmVm h¡& Xo{I¶o, {dídmg, lÕm AË¶§V ‘hÎdnyU© MrμO h¡& CZ ~ƒm| H m AnZo hr ‘mVm-{nVm na {dídmg Zht& Vmo A~ Amn {H g ‘| {dídmg H a|Jo? Amn H m r AnZo ~ƒm| na {dídmg Zht, Vmo {’ a Amn {H g ‘| {dídmg H a|Jo? ¶h Vmo h‘Zo ~Zm¶m hþAm EH Xþï MH« h¡& nhbo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo AnZo hr ~ƒm| ‘| {dídmg Zht Wm, Bg{b¶o A~ ~ƒm| H m ^r ‘mVm-{nVm ‘| {dídmg Zht& BgH m oX H hm± H a|? h‘Zo Cgo Bgr q~Xþ na H mQ XoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Oam XoI| {H h‘ H hm± h¢& h‘| AnZo ñd¶§ ‘| {dídmg hmoZm Mm{h¶o& h‘ ñd¶§ na Am¡a ñd¶§ ‘| {dídmg aI|...''

(1978, nya~ Am¡a npíM‘ ‘| ôX, H° H ñQZ hm°b)

gwYmaZm

AnZo ~ƒm| H s Jb{V¶m± Xÿa H a CÝh| RrH H aZm, CZ‘| gwYma bmZm ¶h ~mV ‘mVm-{nVm Ho {b¶o gX¡d gab Zht hmoVr& ¶m Vmo CÝh| AVrd H ‹Sm hmoZm n‹SVm h¡ ¶m Vmo AË¶{YH bm‹S-ß¶ma H aZm& BZ Xmo A§{V‘ Nmoam| VH J¶o {~Zm ¶h H m‘ gab Zht hmoVm& ~ƒm| go ~mobZm ¶m ~mV H aZm Am¡a {H g àH ma AmMaU H a | ¶h CZH m o {gImZm Bg {df¶ Ho ‘hÎd Ho g~§ Y§ ‘ | h‘ | ~Vm H a lr‘mVmOr Z o h‘ | ‘mJX© eZ© {H ¶m h&¡ ~ƒm | H s Jb{V¶m ± Xaÿ H a CÝh | gYw maZ o H m H m‘ bmJo m | Ho gm‘Z o Zht hmZo m Mm{h¶ o Ama¡ AÀNr ~mVm |na Ü¶mZ aIZ o Ho {b¶ o Cg o SmQ± H a Zht {gImZm Mm{h¶&o lr‘mVmOr Z o ¶h r ñnï {H ¶m h ¡ {H ~ƒm | H m o gYw maZ o Ho {b¶ o CÝh | nrQZm r gmYmaUV: AZmdí¶H h&¡

1. ~ƒm| Ho gmW ~mobZm ‘hÎdnyU© h¡

AnZo ~ƒm| Ho gmW Bg àH ma ~mo{b¶o {Og àH ma lrJUoeOr ñd¶§

{dídmg

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H aVo h¢, {H "AnZr ‘mVm H m AmXa H s{O¶o&' AmnH s ‘mVm H m AW© AmnH s na‘ nyOZr¶ lr‘mVmOr {Z‘©bmXodr VWm AmnH s AnZr ‘mVm :

""... ~ƒm| H m Ohm± VH g§~§Y h¡ dhm± VH h‘Zo lrJUoeOr Ho gmW {H VZr Xÿar VH OmZm h¡ Bg {df¶ go A{YH Va g§~§{YV AmO H m mfU hmoJm& ³¶m| {H ¶h AË¶§V ‘hÎdnyU© ‘wÔm h¡& BgH m H maU ¶h h¡ {H lrJUoeOr gwkVm, {ddoH àXmZ H aZo dmbo XodVm h¢& Bg{b¶o ‘mVm-{nVm H mo ¶h g‘PZm hr Mm{h¶o {H "AJa lrJUoeOr gwkVm àXmZ H aZo dmbo h¢, Vmo gwkVm hmoZr Mm{h¶o, gwkVm ‘oao A§Xa hmoZr Mm{h¶o, hmoJr hr Am¡a ¶{X ‘oao nmg gwkVm h¡, Vmo ‘wP ‘| g§VwbZ ^r h¡& Am¡a ‘¢ ~ƒm| na H« moY Zht H ê§ Jm& ‘¢ CÝh| CZH s Jb{V¶m± Xÿa H aHo CZH mo RrH , ghr H aZo H m à¶mg Bg àH ma H ê§ Jm {H {Oggo ~ƒm| ‘| gwYma Am¶oJm&'

BgHo {dnarV AJa Amn AnZo ~ƒm| Ho gmW AË¶§V H Rmoa hmoZo H m à¶mg H a|Jo, Vmo CZHo à{VH ma H aZo H s g§^mdZm h¡ Am¡a g§^dV: do QH ^r Om¶| AWdm ¶{X AmnZo CZ na AË¶{YH {Z~ªY bJm¶o, {’ a r ~ƒo Cgr àH ma go AmMaU H a|Jo& Vmo {’ a EH ~mV hmoZr Mm{h¶o, O¡go {H lrJUeo Or ñd¶ § Og¡ m H aV o h,¢ RrH Cgr àH ma AnZ o ~ƒm | g o ~mV H s{O¶&o ~m{o b¶ o {H , "AnZr ‘mVm H m AmXa H s{O¶&o ' AnZr ‘mVm H m AW © AmnH s na‘ nOy Zr¶ lr‘mVmOr {Z‘b© mXdo r Ama¡ AmnH s AnZr ‘mVm...''

(1989, lrJUoe nyOm)

""... dmñVd ‘| ‘¢ Eogm H hÿ±Jr, {H AmnZo CÝh| ß¶ma go aIZm hr h¡& AJa AmnZo CZH m H moB© JbV ì¶dhma ¶m ZH mamË‘H H¥ {V XoIr, Vmo VrZ-Mma ~ma CgH m {ZarjU H s{O¶o& CgHo ~mX CZHo gmW em§{V go ~¡{R¶o Ama¡ CÝh | ~VmB¶© o {H ¶h ~mV AÀNr Zht h&¡ AmnH m o XIo H a AmíM¶ © hmJo m {H ¶{X Amn CZg o C{MV ~Vmd© H aJ| o Ama¡ ß¶ma g o H hJ| o Vm o CÝh | AmnH m ß¶ma Im oOmZ o H m ¶ bJJo m Ama¡ d o ñd¶ § ‘ | nUy V© m g o gYw ma bm¶J| &o

na AJa AmnZo AnZo ~ƒo H o à{V AmnH m ß¶ma H ^r r {XIm¶m hr

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Zht hmoJm Am¡a h‘oem Cgo CgH s Jb{V¶m± {XIm H a gwYmaZo H m à¶mg {H ¶m hmoJm, "BgH mo BYa aImo, BgH mo CYa aImo, Bgo RrH go bJmVma aImo, BgHo O¡gm H amo, CgHo O¡gm H amo B..' Vmo ~ƒo gmoM|Jo {H , h‘oem Eogm H hZo H s AmnH s AmXV hr h¡ Am¡a AmnZo Omo H hm CgH mo ‘hÎd Zht X|Jo, Ü¶mZ Zht X|Jo& Bg{b¶o AmnH m AmMaU ¶m ì¶dhma AI§S, EH O¡gm, EH ê n hmoZm Mm{h¶o...''

(1983, nmbH -~mbH -AÜ¶mnH -NmÌ Ho ~rM g§~§Y)

AmXa :

""... Am¡a {’ a ~ƒm| ‘| gwYma bmZo Ho {b¶o EH amñVm ¶m Cnm¶ h¡& ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H ~ƒm| H mo XÊS XoZm ‘wPo ng§X Zht& Bggo Amn ~ƒm| ‘| H ^r r gwYma Zht bm gH Vo& na CÝh| H hm{Z¶m± gwZm H a, CZgo ~mob H a, CÝh| ¶WmH« ‘ bJm H a, Amn ¶h gwYma AÀNr Vah H m¶m©pÝdV H a gH Vo h¢& ³¶m|{H do g~ gmjmËH mar AmË‘m¶| h¢, do gmYmaU ~ƒo Zht h¢& Am¡a AJa Amn CZgo ~mV H a|Jo, ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmVr hÿ± {H BZ {XZm| ~ƒo BVZo gwOmZ h¡, {H do VËH mb gwkVm J«hU H a boVo h¢, {~bHw b VËH mb! O~ do ~mobVo h¢ Vmo gwkVm hr ~mobVo h¢& ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H H ^r-H ^r g^r H moB© gwkVm hr ~mobVo h¢& AJa Amn CZgo ~mV| H a|Jo, Vmo AmnH mo bJVm h¡ {H Amn XmXm-XmXr, ZmZm-ZmZr ¶m {’ a naXmXm-XmXr Ho ~rM ‘| ~¡R o h¢& Bgr àH ma ~hþV gmar MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| ~mobVo ahVo h¢&

Vmo AmnH mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H ¶o {deof ~mbH h¢& CZHo gmW AmXa go AmMaU H aZm Mm{h¶o, CZH m g§dY©Z ^r AmXa go hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a CZHo ‘Z ‘| Yrao-Yrao ¶h MrμO CVaZr Mm{h¶o {H , "Amn {deof ~mbH h¢&' Am¡a ¶h {H "Amn Eogo ~mbH h¢ {OÝh| Xþ{Z¶m ~XbZr h¡& Amn Bg n¥Ïdr na ~hþV ~‹S o CÔoí¶ go Am¶o h¢ Am¡a ¶hr H maU h¡ {H AmnH m g§dY©Z Bg àH ma go {H ¶m Om ahm h¡&

O~ ~ƒm| H s g‘P ‘| Am OmVm h¡ {H do Hw N Img h¢, V~ CZ‘|

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AZwemgZ H aZm r AmVm h¡& do ñd¶§ hr AZwemgZ H aVo h¢& Vmo CZHo ‘Z ‘| nhbr ~mV Omo CVmaZr h¡ dh h¡ gwajm H s mdZm Am¡a AmË‘gå‘mZ H m ~moY& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H ¶hr g~go ‘hÎdnyU© MrμO h¡ Omo h‘| H aZr h¡...''


{ZíM¶ {XImB©¶o :

""... O~ AmnH mo ~ƒm| go Hw N H hZm hmoVm h¡, Vmo H« moY ‘V {XImB©¶o, {ZíM¶ {XImB©¶o...''

CZgo ~mV H s{O¶o :

""... h‘oem Eogm ‘V H {h¶o, "dh ‘V H amo, CgH mo NyZm Zht', CZgo ~mo{b¶o, ~mV H s{O¶o...''

g§^mfU, ‘§ÌUm H s{O¶o (Conference) :

""... O~ ~ƒo JbV AmMaU H aVo h¢ Vmo CZH s JbVr gwYma H a RrH ‘V H s{O¶o& CÝh| ¶h Ad‘mZZm bJVr h¡& EH g§^mfU H m¶©H« ‘ H s{O¶o& CÝh| gå‘mZZr¶ Am¡a gå‘mZOZH hmoZo Ho {b¶o H {h¶o...''

CZH m Agå‘mZ (An‘mZ) ‘V H s{O¶o :

""... ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, {H O~ ~ƒo JbV AmMaU H aVo h¢, Vmo Amn CZH mo RrH H aVo h¢& "Eogm ‘V H amo!' ¶h VarH m Zht h¡& Bggo Vmo Amn CZH m Ad‘mZ H aVo h¢& Amn CZHo gmW ~¡{R¶o, g§^mfU, ‘§ÌUm H s{O¶o& Amn CÝh| ~VmB©¶o, "A~ h‘ g§^mfU, ‘§ÌUm H a|Jo& h‘ g~ ~¡R |Jo&' CZH mo ‘§ÌUm O¡gm bJZm Mm{h¶o& {Og àH ma ‘§ÌUm H j (H m°Ý’ aÝg hm°b) ‘| ~¡RVo h¢ Cgr àH ma go CÝh| Hw {g©¶m| na ~¡RZo Xr{O¶o Am¡a CZgo H {h¶o, "A~ Xo{I¶o, h‘ g~ ghO¶moJr h¢& Amn bmoJ ^r ghO¶moJr hr h¢ Am¡a gmar Xþ{Z¶m Ü¶mZ go AmnH mo XoI ahr h¡& AmnH mo gå‘mZZr¶ Jm¡adnyU© ~mbH

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hmoZm hr h¡& Amn H m ~Vm©d AÀNm hr hmoZm Oê ar h¡& Vmo AmnH mo ¶h g~ Bg àH ma H aZm h¡& h‘| AnZr MrμO| ~m±QZm h¡& AÝ¶Wm bmoJ H h|Jo {H Amn ghO¶moJr Zht h¡& AmnH mo AnZr à{Vðm, J[a‘m hmoZr hr Mm{h¶o&'

Amn CZg o ~mV H s{O¶&o CZHo ì¶{º ‘Ëd H m {dH mg Cg àH ma H s{O¶ o{H {Ogg o d o OmZJ| o {H CÝh | à^mdr, {d^{y V‘mZ hmZo m h&¡ CÝh | (amOm ¶m amZr Og¡ )o Eío d¶e© mbr hmZo m h&¡ AÝ¶ bmJo m | Og¡ o jÐw , hbHo d o Zht hm o gH V&o

³¶m|{H h‘ h‘oem H hVo h¢, "CgH mo ‘V NyZm, Cgo ‘V H amo&' ~ƒo OmZVo Zht, g‘PVo Zht& do g§^«‘ ‘| n‹S OmVo h¢& CZgo ~mV H s{O¶o, ~¡{R¶o Am¡a ³¶m {H ¶m OmZm h¡, ¶h CZgo ~mo{b¶o& h‘Zo H¡ gm ì¶dhma H aZm h¡, AÀNr ~mV| H¡ go H hZr h¡, Xÿgam| H s ghm¶Vm H¡ go H aZr h¡, AnZr MrμO| Xÿgam| Ho gmW H¡ gr ~m±QZr h¡, AnZo {Ibm¡Zo Xÿgam| H mo H¡ go XoZo h¢, AnZr MrμO| RrH go H¡ gr aIZr h¢, ì¶dpñWV H¡ go ahZm h¡, gm’ gwWam H¡ go hmoZm h¡ B.& ¶h EH à{ejU h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo ¶h H aZm hmoJm...''

(1985, ñH m°ba{en)

CÝh| ~VmB©¶o-¶h JbV h¡ :

""...AJa ~ƒo JbV MrμO| H aVo h¢ Vmo CÝh| ~VmB©¶o {H ¶h JbV ~mV h¡& CZH mo AnZo ‘Z go, AnZr ‘Ou go H aZo ‘V Xr{O¶o...''

2. g~Ho gm‘Zo CÝh| gwYmaZm Zht h¡

""...Xÿgao bmoJm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| {H gr ~ƒo H s JbVr {ZH mb H a Cgo ‘V gwYm[a¶o...''

* g~Ho gm‘Z o XÊS Zht XZo m h ¡ - ""...H ^r r g~H o hmVo o hEþ XÊS Zht

XZo m h&¡ H ^r r Omao g o ‘V {MëbmB¶© &o CÝh | VrZ ~ma ndy g© My Zm Xr{O¶&o MmW¡ r ~ma CÝh | XÊS Xr{O¶ o Ama¡ nmM± dr ~ma Vm o g~Ho gm‘Z o CÝh | XÊS Xr{O¶.o ..''

""...AJa CÝhm|Zo JbV ~Vm©d {H ¶m Vmo do AmnH m ß¶ma Imo ~¡R |Jo ¶h

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CÝhm|Zo Adí¶ OmZZm h¡...''

3. AÀNr ~mVm| na Ü¶mZ Xr{O¶o

AÀNr ~mVm| na Ü¶mZ Xr{O¶o :

""... ~ƒm AmnH m AdYmZ AnZr Amoa ItMZo H m à¶mg H aVm h¡& Bg{b¶o AJa CgZo Hw N JbV MrμO H s, O¡go {H J§Xo eãXm| H m Cn¶moJ, Vmo Amn Cgo yb OmB©¶o& ~mX ‘| ~ƒm r yb Om¶oJm& AÀNr ~mVm| na Ü¶mZ Xr{O¶o...''

CZH m Ü¶mZ Xÿgar Amoa It{M¶o :

""...Vmo AÝ¶moÝ¶ g§~§Y ñWm{nV {H ¶m OmZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a ~ƒm| H mo r g‘P boZm Mm{h¶o, O¡go {H XmX XoZm& O~ do Hw N AÀNr MrμO H aVo h¢, Vmo AmnZo Cgo Adí¶ XmX XoZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a O~ h‘ Hw N H aVo h¢ Vmo AmnH m Ü¶mZ AnZr Amoa ItMZo Ho {b¶o ~ƒo μÁ¶mXmVa JbV ~mV| H aVo h¢& AJa AmnZo Cg Amoa Hw N r Ü¶mZ Zht {X¶m, Vmo ~g, CZH m Ü¶mZ {H gr Xÿgar MrμO H s Amoa bo OmB©¶|& BVZm gab h¡ ¶h...''

(1992, ¶mo{J¶m| go g§^mfU, H° Z~oam)

4. ~ƒm| H mo gwYmaZo Ho {b¶o Hw N NÙ à¶moJ, ¶w{º ¶m±

CZHo hmWm| ‘| Xmo S §S o Xr{O¶o :

""...CÝhm|Zo Xÿgam| H m JwUJ«hU H aHo CÝh| XmX XoZr Mm{h¶o& CÝhm|Zo {H gr EH H m nj Zht boZm Mm{h¶o& CÝh| Wmo‹S mgm PJ‹Sm H aZo Xr{O¶o& AJa do ~hþV μÁ¶mXm b‹S |Jo, Vmo CZHo hmWm| ‘| Xmo S §S o Xr{O¶o& (hm±, b‹SZo Ho {b¶ o hr, V~ H ht CZH s g‘P ‘ | Am¶Jo m {H CÝh | PJS‹ m IV‘ H aZm h&¡ )...''

CÝh| H hm{Z¶m± ~VmB©¶o :

""...Am¡a AJa Amn XoI|Jo {H AmnHo ~ƒm| ‘| go H moB© dhm± ‘m¡OyX h¢,

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Vmo AmnZo CÝh| Hw N H hm{Z¶m± ~VmZr h¢& H¡ go H aZm h¡ ¶h ‘¢ ~VmVr hÿ±& Hw N ~ƒm| H mo Xÿgam| H mo nrQZo H s ¶m Eogm hr Hw N H aZo H s AmXV hmoVr h¡& V~ AmnZo H hm, "AJa A~ Vw‘ ‘mamoJo ¶m nrQmoJo Vmo Vwåhmao {nNbo {hñgo go EH ny§N {ZH b Am¶oJr& d¡gr hr, O¡gr Vw‘ Hw Îmo H mo ¶m Hw Îmo O¡go {H gr H mo XoIVo hmo&' Am¡a do {dídmg H aVo h¢& Bg ~mV ‘| CÝh| {dídmg hmoVm h¡& Xÿgao {XZ do nyNVo h¢, "³¶m H moB© ny±N ~mha {ZH b Am¶r h¡?' (lr‘mVmOr h±gVo h±gVo) "hm±, hm±, hmo gH Vm h¡, em¶X {ZH b Am¶r h¡&' Vmo A~ AmnH mo AZwHy b ì¶dhma H aZm h¡, "hm±, ‘wPo Vmo ~hþV μÁ¶mXm..!'

Amn Xo{I¶o {H ¶o g~ PyR‘yR Ho à¶moJ Amn H mo ~ƒm| Ho gmW H aZo h¢& na ~ƒo ~hþV MVwa, MmbmH hmoVo h¢& AmnH mo H¡ go ZMmZm, ¶o OmZVo h¢& AmnH m o CZHo Jbw m‘ H¡ g o ~ZmZm h ¡ ¶h r OmZV o h&¢ Amn OmZV o h,¢ H ^r-H^r ha EH MrOμ Ho {b¶ o CZH s Hw N Z Hw N ‘mJ± ahJo r hr, "¶h H am,o ¶h H am.o ..''

(1991, ‘hmdra nyOm Ho níMmV² {X¶m J¶m ^mfU, nW©)

VrZ H hm{Z¶m±80 Ho XeH Ho àma§^ ‘| Am°pñQ´¶m Ho Hw N ¶mo{J¶m| H mo lr‘mVmOr Zo {X¶o hþ¶ o

VrZ CXmhaU h&¢ O~ ‘ ¢ EH ¶mJo r Ho Ka ‘ | EH ZZ° r H m H m‘ H a ahr Wr, V~ lr‘mVmOr AnZ o H m¶H© « ‘ H aZ o pìhEÞm Am¶r& {XZ Ho g‘¶ Cg ¶mJo r H m NmQo m gm ~ƒm (H ar~Z 2 gmb H m) Ka ‘ | Ibo ahm Wm& Vm o Hw N {defo n[apñW{V¶m | ‘ | H¡ gm ì¶dhma H aZm h ¡ BgH s Hw N NmQo r-NmQo r gMy Zm¶ | Xt&

{Ibm¡Zo H s ghm¶Vm go gwYm[a¶o :

""... CÝhm|Zo (lr‘mVmOr) AÀNr Vah go ñnï H aVo hþ¶o H hm {H AJa ~ƒm RrH go ~Vm©d Zht H a ahm h¡ Vmo CgH m {damoY H aZm Qmb Xr{O¶o& CgHo ñWmZ na CgHo {Ibm¡Zo H m {damoY H s{O¶o& CÝhm|Zo Cg ~ƒo H m Q oSr mby {b¶m Am¡a CgHo gmW IobZm ewê {H ¶m Am¡a ~mobVr ahr, "AmAmo Q oSr, h‘ A^r Ü¶mZ H aZo dmbo h¢& BYa AmAmo, ~¡R OmAmo& Amoh, Q oSr Ü¶mZ H aZm Zht MmhVm&' lr‘mVmOr Q oSr Ho gmW Eogm Iob ahr Wr

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O¡go {H Q oSr Ü¶mZ Ho {b¶o Zm H a ahm Wm& ZQIQ r ~Z ahm Wm& Am¡a Bg ~ƒo Zo Omo Hw N ~mV| H s Wr do gmar Q oSr H a ahm Wm& Omo Hw N hmo ahm Wm Cg g~H mo ¶h NmoQ mgm b‹SH m ~‹S o Ü¶mZ go XoI ahm Wm Am¡a CgH m Q oSr {H VZm ZQIQ h¡ ¶h XoI H a h±g ahm Wm& lr‘mVmOr Zo h‘go H hm, "~ƒo H s OJh Amn Bg Q oSr Ho {damoY ‘| OmB©¶o Am¡a O~m~-Vb~ H s{O¶o&'

Vmo lr‘mVmOr Zo Bggo EH nyam ZmQç I‹Sm {H ¶m& CÝhm|Zo Q oSr H mo dhm± go OmZo H m AmXoe {X¶m Am¡a CgH mo EH WßnS ‘mam& Bg Iwer ao Iob go Cg ~ƒo H m gmam H m gmam Ü¶mZ Cgr ‘| Wm& lr‘mVmOr ~hþV Hw N g‘¶ Cg ~ƒo go Am¡a CgHo Q oSr Ho gmW Iob H a {~Vm¶m& Am¡a ¶h H¡ go {H ¶m Om gH Vm h¡ ¶h h‘| ~Vm¶m& {’ a CÝhm|Zo O‘rZ na Q oSr H mo Ü¶mZ Ho {b¶o gw§XaVm go {~Rm¶m Am¡a H hm, "A~ Q oSr ~{‹T¶m ~¡Rm h¡, ~hþV AÀNm Q oSr& Bgr Vah go h‘ Ü¶mZ H aVo h¢&' lr‘mVmOr Zo {ddaU H a Ho ~Vm¶m {H Amn Q oSr go Omo H h aho h¡ CgH m g§Xoe Cg ~ƒo H mo {‘b Om¶oJm& Vmo AmnZo ¶h IwX Cgo hr H hZo H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht Am¡a Iob H a Amn CZH mo {H VZm gmam {gIm gH Vo h¢...''

CZ‘| AmnHo {b¶o AmXa hmoZm hr h¡ :

""... EH ‘m¡Ho na Eogm hþAm {H ~mn ZrMo O‘rZ na bmoQ H a Ky‘ ahm Wm (IobVo-IobVo) Am¡a AnZo ~ƒo Ho gmW Iob ahm Wm, Omo EH gmb Ho Amgnmg Wm& ~mn ~ƒo H mo AnZo D na Hy XZo Xo ahm Wm Am¡a AnZo eara Ho D na ~¡RZo Xo ahm Wm& lr‘mVmOr Zo Cg {nVm go H hm {H ~ƒo Ho gmW IobZo Ho {b¶o CgZo O‘rZ na Zht boQZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a AnZo D na AJa Cg ~ƒo H mo ~¡RZo {X¶m Vmo ~ƒo ‘| Ah§H ma Am Om¶oJm Am¡a {nVm Ho {b¶o CgHo ‘Z ‘| AmXa Zht hmoJm...''

gm‘y{hH Vm ‘| gwYma :

""... EH q~Xÿ na Cg ~ƒo H s ‘m± CgH mo Hw N Vmo r H aZo Ho {b¶o

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‘Zm H a ahr Wr& na Cg ~ƒo Zo Wmo‹S m gm ‘gIao O¡gm IobZm ewê {H ¶m Am¡a dh g^r Amoa h‘mar Va’ XoI ahm Wm& ¶h g~ ~hþV ‘Ywa Wm& Hw N bmoJm| Zo h±gZm ewê {H ¶m& CgH s ‘m± CgH mo RrH go ~Vm©d H aZo Ho {b¶o Hw N H aZo H m à¶mg H a ahr Wr& lr‘mVmOr Zo h‘| ~Vm¶m {H ~ƒo Zo h‘| h±gVo hþE Zht XoIZm Mm{h¶o& CÝhm|Zo H hm, "^maV ‘| g~ H moB© J§^ra {XI|Jo Am¡a Omo Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o dh AJa ~ƒm H a ahm h¡ Vmo g~ H moB© "Zm, Zm,' H h|Jo& do g~ d¡go hr EH g‘mZ {XIVo h¢, Vmo ~ƒm g§^«{‘V Zht hmoVm&' lr‘mVmOr ‘wñH am Xr Am¡a CÝhm|Zo h‘ g~ Ho gmW Yr‘o go h±g ^r {X¶m ³¶m|{H dh ~ƒo Ho ‘rR o ZQIQnZ H m AmZ§X bo ahr Wr& na Bg àH ma go {H ¶h ~mV Cg ~ƒo Ho Ü¶mZ ‘| Zht Am¶r& lr‘mVmOr Zo AnZm Moham J§^ra ~Zm {b¶m Wm& Am¡a O~ ~ƒm CZH s VaI XoIVm Wm Vmo do AnZm ‘ñVH ({ZfoY {XIm¶o O¡go) {hbmVr Wt...''

5. g~ Ho gm‘Zo nrQZm Zht h¡

lr‘mVmOr Z o AnZ o ~ƒm | H m o H ^r ‘mam Zht h ¡ Ama¡ {H gr ‘mVm-{nVm Z o ^r Ego m {H ¶m Vm o CÝh | ngX§ Zht& AJa nmM± gmb g o H ‘ Am¶ w H m ~ƒm gM‘Mw JbV ~Vmd© H aVm h ¡ Ama¡ CgH m o H m~ y ‘ | bmZm ‘pw íHb h ¡ Vm o CgHo ~m¶ | ñdm{YðmZ na hbH s gr MnV XZo o g o ~mYm¶ | Xaÿ H s OmVr h ¢ (na g~Ho gm‘Z o Zht) ¶h g~ Cg o nrS‹ m XZo o Ho {b¶ o Zht ~pëH Cg o gYw maZ o Ho {b¶ o h&¡ h‘eo m Bg ~mV na Ü¶mZ aIZm Mm{h¶ o {H ‘mVm-{nVm H s Amao g o ¶h ~mV CVmdbno Z ‘ | ¶m H« mYo g o Zht H s OmZr Mm{h¶&o

""...‘¢Zo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo H ^r Zht nrQm Am¡a ‘wPo ¶h ng§X r Zht h¡& na ~ƒm| H mo H¡ go {gImZm ¶m CZ na {Z¶§ÌU ‘| H¡ go aIZm ¶h AJa Amn OmZVo Zht Vmo H ^r-H ^r Amn Wßn‹S H m à¶moJ H a gH Vo h¢& H moB© ~mV Zht& Img H a Ho b‹SH m| Ho {b¶o Vmo H ^r H ^ma Eogm H aZo ‘| H moB© hO© Zht& AJa CZH s g‘P ‘| hr Zht AmVm, Vmo ³¶m H ao? Vmo AmnH mo Bgr àH ma go AZwem{gV H aZm h¡...''


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""...Omo bmoJ AnZo ~ƒm| H mo ‘maVo h¢, nrQVo h¢ ¶m CZHo Ûmam AnZr ‘hÎdmH m§jm¶| nyar H a boVo h¢ do ‘wPo AÀN o Zht bJVo& ¶h Vmo ~hþV, ~hþV hr JbV h¡& CÝh| AHo bo Nmo‹S Xr{O¶o, do n[anyU© h¢& Ho db BVZr hr ~mV h¡ {H CÝh | RrH g‘¶ na Cg MrOμ H s H ënZm XZo r Mm{h¶,o CZH s B{§ Ð¶-e{w MVm VWm gXmMaU Ho {b¶ o CÝh | XmX XZo r Mm{h¶&o ¶h g~ {H ¶m OmZm Mm{h¶.o ..''


nmM± df © H s Am¶ w VH , ¶Xm H Xm Ama¡ Xgÿ am | H s CnpñW{V ‘ | Zht :

""... nm±M df© H s Am¶w O~ VH Zht hmoVr, V~ VH AJa AmnHo ~ƒo RrH go ~Vm©d Zht H aVo, Vmo ({H gr H ‘ao ‘|) Amn CZH mo MnV bJm gH Vo h¢, na Xÿgam| H s CnpñW{V ‘| Zht& O¡gm {H ‘¢Zo AmnH mo ~Vm¶m h¡, nm±M df© H s Am¶w VH Amn CZH mo hbH s gr MnV bJm gH Vo h¢, na Jm{b¶m| H m à¶moJ Zht, {H gr ~war MrμO H m Cn¶moJ Zht, ~ƒm| H mo nrQZm Zht& AJa do H ‘mb Ho {d{MÌ ¶m CÕV hm|Jo Vmo nrQZm RrH h¡& EH mY ~ma dh RrH h&¡ H ^r-H^r CZH m o WßnS XZo m AmnHo {b¶ o Oê ar hm o OmVm h&¡ H ^r-H^r ~ƒ o dmñVd ‘ | QT‹o o ñd^md Ho , Hw {Qb hmVo o h&¢ dh Vm o RrH h,¡ na Ego m H ^r H ^ma hr hmVo m h&¡ ³¶m{| H CZ‘ | g o ~hVþ gma o gmjmËH mar AmË‘m¶ | h&¢ d o AmnH m o Áμ ¶mXm naeo mZ Zht H aJ| ,o ‘ ¢ {ZpíMÝV h ±ÿ {H d o ghr am§ h na Am¶J| &o

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

CÝh| àhma ‘V H aZo Xmo : Vmo (EH ~ƒo go g§~§{YV KQZm Ho níMmV²)

""... AJa do àhma H aVo h¢, Vmo Amn CZHo hmW na àhma H s{O¶o& AJa do AnZo n¡am| go àhma H aVo h¢, bmVo ‘maVo h¢, Vmo Amn CÝh| dht n¡am| na ‘m[a¶o...''

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1. AË¶{YH ß¶ma r Zht Am¡a μÁ¶mXm H RmoaVm r Zht

AmË‘m H s gyMZm Ho AZwgma M{b¶o :

""... h‘Zo ~ƒm| go Bg àH ma go ß¶ma Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o {H {Oggo do AmnH m AmXa Z H a|, ¶m AmnH s ~mV Ü¶mZ go Z gwZ|& CÝhm|Zo Eogm Zht gmoMZm Mm{h¶o {H do AmnH mo ‘Zdm¶|Jo, {dídmg {Xbm¶|Jo Am¡a AnZm ñd¶§ H m g‘W©Z H a|Jo& Bg àH ma go ~ƒm| H mo A§Ym ß¶ma XoH a h‘ CÝh| {~Jm‹SVo h¢ Am¡a CÝh| JbV {Xem na bo OmVo h¢& Bgr àH ma ~ƒm| go AË¶{YH H Rmoa hmoZo go h‘ AnZo ~ƒm| H mo Eogm ~ZmVo h¢ {H do h‘ go AnZm ‘w±h ‘moS boVo h¢& CgHo ~mX ‘| do AmnH m Moham XoIZm Zht MmhVo&

BZ XmoZm| MrμOm| Ho ‘Ü¶ ‘| h‘mam ghO¶moJ gwfwåZm Zm‹Sr na h¡& Bg{b¶o h‘Zo gwfwåZm na ahZm Mm{h¶o& AË¶{YH ào‘ Ho àdmh Ho gmW h‘Zo ~h Zht OmZm Mm{h¶o ¶m AË¶{YH CÎmaXm{¶Ëd go AnZm ì¶dhma Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& h‘Z o AnZr AmË‘m Ho gmW ghOVm g o OmZm h&¡ Ama¡ O~ Amn AnZr AmË‘m H s gMy Zm Ho AZgw ma MbJ| o V~ Amn XIo J| o {H AmnH m »¶mb aIm Om¶Jo m Ama¡ AmnHo ~ƒm | H m r »¶mb aIm Om¶Jo m...''

(1983, ~mbH -nmbH -AÜ¶mnH -NmÌm| Ho ~rM g§~§Y)

~ƒm| H mo {~Jm‹SZm

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Amn CÝh| {~Jm‹S |Jo Am¡a AnZo H mo ^r {~Jm‹S |Jo :

""... ghO¶mo{J¶m| H mo H ht EH ~ma ~ƒo hmo J¶o, Vmo CZHo ~ƒo hr CZH s gmar Xþ{Z¶m hmo OmVr h¡& Amn CZH mo {~Jm‹S |Jo Am¡a IwX H mo ^r {~Jm‹S |Jo& Amn CZ ~ƒm| Ho Ho db {dídñV h¢& CÝh| AmnHo {dídmg na gm¢nm J¶m h¡& na AmnZo ~ƒo H mo OÝ‘ {X¶m, ¶h AmnHo {b¶o ~hþV ~‹Sr ~mV hmo OmVr h¡& H moB© r OÝ‘ Xo gH Vm h¡, EH Hw Îmm r {nëbo H mo OÝ‘ XoVm h¡, Cg‘| ³¶m ~‹Sr ~mV h¡?...''

(1984, B©ñQa nyOm, b§SZ)

""... Vmo ~ƒo H mo OÝ‘ XoZm ¶h H moB© ~‹Sr ~mV Zht h¡& na AmnHo ~ƒo Ho Amn à^mar AWm©V² XoI^mb H aZo dmbo h¢ Am¡a Cg ~ƒo H mo Vmo B©ída Ho {b¶o H m‘ H aZm h¡& Amn Ho db à^mar (BÝMmO©) h¢& na§Vw "¶h ~ƒm ‘hmZ h¡, ¶h EH ~hþV ~‹Sr gmjmËH mar Am‘m h¡', ¶h nhMmZZm Am¡a CgHo gmW g~ Hw N AmnHo ‘ñVH H mo nyar Vah go ÜdñV H a XoJm ³¶m|{H ¶h gyú‘Va Üd§g, Zme h¡& dh h¡S´ moOZ ~‘ Ho g‘mZ h¡& gd©gmYmaU ñ’ moQH ~‘ CgH m EH mY {hñgm Zï H a XoVo h¢& na ¶o gyú‘Va ~‘ Cggo H ht μÁ¶mXm Iam~, nr‹SmXm¶H h¢& Am¡a ¶h pñW{V ~ƒo H mo {~Jm‹S oJr, AmnH mo ^r {~Jm‹S oJr ~hþV A{YH Am¡a dh r AmnHo CËWmZ ‘|...''


AË¶{YH ào‘ H m ‘Vb~ {~Jm‹SZm :

""... ~ƒo h‘oem Eogm gmoMVo h¢ {H do AmnH m ’ m¶Xm CRm gH Vo h¢& Vmo dmñVd ‘| ào‘ hr CZH m »¶mb aI ahm h¡, ‘m{be H a ahm h¡, AmnH s godm H a AmnH mo RrH -RmH aI ahm h¡, ‘oam ‘Vb~-‘¥XþVm Am¡a AmnHo nmg CZH mo aIZm ^r! do AmnHo gmW gmo gH Vo h¢& ¶h g~ RrH h¡& na AË¶{YH ào‘ H m ‘Vb~ EH àH ma H m {~Jm‹SZm hr h¡& CÝh| Omo AÀNm bJVm h¡, ng§X h¡ Cgr H mo do H aZm MmhVo h¢& CÝh| O~ bJoJm V^r CÝh| ZtX

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go OmJZm-CRZm h¡, CÝh| ha EH MrμO bm‹S-ß¶ma Ho H maU {~Jm‹SZr hr h¡& CÝh| ¶o g~ H aZo H s AZw‘{V Zht XoZr Mm{h¶o, H aZo XoZm hr Zht Mm{h¶o, V~ do AÀN o ~ƒo hm|Jo...''

(1985, ~mbH VWm AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

do ~ƒo AmnHo {ga na M‹T ~¡R |Jo :

""... ~ƒm| ‘| A{YH μÁ¶mXm é{M boZo H s AZw‘{V Zht, A{YH μÁ¶mXm é{M Zht boZo XoZr h¡ {H h‘oem AmnHo ~ƒm| Ho nrN o-nrN o Xm¡‹SZm, AnZo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o ¶h H aZm B.B.& ³¶m|{H EH ~ma AJa CÝhm|Zo OmZ {b¶m {H do Amn na AnZm à^md Smb aho h¢, dM©ñd OVm aho h¢, V~ Vmo do AmnHo {ga na M‹T ~¡R |Jo...''

(1980, {ddmh Am¡a gm‘y{hH Vm)

{Og jU ~ƒo OmZVo h¢ {H do AmnH m ß¶ma Imo ~¡R |Jo, V~ go do RrH go ~Vm©d H aVo h¢ :

""... AJa AmnZo nm¶m {H AmnH m ~ƒm {OÔr h¡, AJa AmnZo nm¶m {H dh H§ Oyg h¡, AJa AmnZo nm¶m {H Xÿgam| Ho gmW ß¶ma H¡ go ~m±QZm h¡, ¶h ~mV AmnH m ~ƒm Zht OmZVm ¶m {’ a dh μÁ¶mXm à^md OVmVm h¡, Vmo VËH mb ¶h g~ {Z¶§{ÌV H s{O¶o& ~ƒo ~hþV MVwa hmoVo h¢, ~hþV A{YH MmbmH ! {Og jU CÝh| ‘mby‘ hmo OmVm h¡ {H do AmnH m ß¶ma Imo ~¡R |Jo, V^r do RrH go ~Vm©d H aZo bJVo h¢& Vmo ‘hmbú‘r VÎd nwéfm| ‘| VWm {ó¶m| ‘| ^r ~‹TVo ahZm hr Amdí¶H h¡& A~ h‘mao AnZo n[adma ^r h¢ Vmo ¶h MrμO H m¶m©pÝdV hmoZm Oê ar h¡& O¡go, ³¶m nyam n[adma gmW ‘| ~¡RVm h¡ Am¡a Ü¶mZ H aVm h¡? ³¶m h‘ AnZo ~ƒm| H mo lr‘mVmOr go g§~§{YV C{MV {eðmMma H s Am¡nMm[aH ar{V {gImVo h¢? O¡go {H EH ór g^m‘§Sn ‘| EH NmoQ o ~ƒo H s ~m~mJm‹Sr hr bo Am ahr h¡, ¶h {ZaW©H , ‘yI©VmnyU© h¡& ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡, ³¶m Amn MM© ‘| ~m~m-Jm‹Sr bo Om gH Vo h¢? ¶h

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ñWmZ Vmo MM© go r A{YH (n{dÌ) h¡& ³¶m Amn H s g‘P ‘| AmVm h¡ {H Amn {H gHo gm‘Zo h¢?

Am¡a dh ¶hr ~mV h¡ Omo AmnH mo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo ~VmZr h¡& ³¶m|{H ¶h g~go ‘hmZ g‘¶ h¡, O~ Amn ¶hm± h¢& Xodr H s e{º ¶m| Ho g§nyU© Am{dîH ma H s na‘mW©Vm H m ¶h g~go ‘hmZ g‘¶ h¡& O~ Amn Ho ~ƒm| H mo gw§XaVm Ho gƒo dmñV{dH ’y b ~ZZm h¢, Vmo CZ na AmdaU ‘V Sm{b¶o, CÝh| T{H ¶o ‘V& AmnH m CÝh| TH Zo Ho Bg à¶mg H m AW© ¶h h¡ {H ‘oao {b¶o AmnH m Omo VWmH {WV ào‘ h¡ CgHo AmdaU Ho ZrMo CZH s AmË‘mAm| H mo gyIZo, Zï hmoZo XoZm...''

(1990, Xrdmbr nyOm)

AmnZ o AmnHo ~ƒm | Ho A{V[aº bmS‹ ß¶ma r Zht H aZ o Mm{h¶ o ¶m CZg oA{V[aº H Rmao r Zht hmZo m Mm{h¶&o XmZo m o MrOμ | ~ƒm | H m o {~JmS‹ Vr h&¡

AmnH mo AmnHo ~ƒm| Ho gmW g»Vr ~aVZr h¡ :

""... Zht, O~ AmnHo ~ƒo ~‹TVo h¢, Vmo AmnZo CZgo H ‘mb H s g»Vr ~aVZr Mm{h¶o& CZHo XmXm-XmXr, ZmZm-ZmZr CZHo Iy~ bm‹S H a gH Vo h¢...Amn Zht&''


AmnH mo CZH s godm H aZr h¡ na ~ƒm| Zo AnZo {b¶o AmnH m JbV ’ m¶Xm Zht CRmZm Mm{h¶o :

""... ~ƒm| Ho g§~§Y ¶h EH ~mV grIZr h¡, AmnH mo CZH s godm H aZr h¡& gM h¡, O~ ~ƒo NmoQ o hmoVo h¢, Vmo AmnH mo CZH s godm hr H aZr n‹SVr h¡, CZ na Ü¶mZ aIZm n‹SVm h¡, na CÝhm|Zo AmnH m AnZo IwX Ho {b¶o J¡a’ m¶Xm Zht CRmZm Mm{h¶o& O¡go H s, AmnH mo ¶mX h¡, O~ AmnH m ~ƒm ‘oao gmW aobJm‹Sr ‘| ¶mÌm H a ahm Wm, ‘wPo bJm {H dh bJmVma,

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"‘wPo ¶o Mm{h¶o, ‘oar Va’ Ü¶mZ Xmo,' Bg àH ma ~hþV A{YH hr AnZr ‘m± go ‘m±J ahm Wm, Anojm H a ahm Wm& CgH s ‘m± H mo gmao g‘¶ Cggo ~mobZm n‹SVm Wm, Cgo Hw N H hm{Z¶m± ~VmZr n‹SVr Wr, ¶h H amo, dh H amo& ‘¢Zo H hm, "¶h ‘V H amo, Vw‘ ~ƒo H s Va’ ~hþV μÁ¶mXm Ü¶mZ Xo ahr hmo, CgHo {b¶o ~hþV Hw N H a ahr hmo Vm{H CgH m {‘OmμO Z {~J‹S o& Am¡a ¶hr H maU h¡ {H dh Vwåhmam nyam Ü¶mZ bJmVma AnZr Va’ O~aXñVr go ItM ahm h¡, ~hþV A{YH ‘m±J H a ahm h¡& Zht, CgZo IobZm hr h¡, CgH mo AnZo IwX Ho gmW Ibo Zm h,¡ Cg o AnZ o IXw Ho gmW ahZm h,¡ V^r Cg‘ | gYw ma Am¶Jo m&...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

CÝh| Cnhma XoH a bm‹S-ß¶ma go CÝh| {~Jm{‹S¶o ‘V, CÝh| ¶mo½¶ g‘¶ na hr Cnhma Xr{O¶o&


2. Xÿgam| Ho ~ƒm| Ho gmW ^r AmZ§X br{O¶o

ghO¶mo{J¶m|, g^r ~ƒm| Ho Amn à^mar (BÝMmO©) h¢ :

""... Vmo AmnH mo ³¶m H aZm h¡ {H AmnH mo ¶h XoIZm h¡& ¶{X AmnH m AnZm ~ƒm h¡, Vmo RrH h¡, Amn Ho db à^mar h¢, O¡go {H Amn Ho db AnZo ~ƒo Ho hr à^mar Zht, Amn ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho g^r ~ƒm| Ho à^mar h¢& CXma hmo OmB©¶o& "CXmaM[aVmZm§ Vw dgwY¡d Hw Qw §~H ‘²'& Omo ì¶{º CXma hmoVm h¡, CgHo {b¶o nyar Xþ{Z¶m hr CgH m n[adma h¡...''


Amn AnZo ~ƒo go O¡gm AmZ§X boVo h¢ CVZm hr Xÿgao ~ƒm| go ^r br{O¶o :

""... O~ Amn ‘mVm-{nVm ~Z OmVo h¢, V~ Amn Xÿgao ~ƒm| go ^r CVZm hr AmZ§X CRmVo h¢ {OVZm {H AmnHo AnZo ~ƒo go, V~ Amn H s

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CXmaVm H m àma§^ hþAm h¡...''(1984, B©ñQa nyOm, b§SZ)

AnZo ~ƒo H mo gm‘y{hH ~ZmB©¶o :

""... AJa Amn Ho db AnZo ~ƒm| Ho ~mao ‘| hr {dMma H aVo h¢ Am¡a Xÿgao {H gr Ho {b¶o Zht gmoMVo, V~ Vmo do hr ~ƒo e¡VmZ ~Z|Jo Am¡a AmnH mo AÀNm nmR n‹Tm¶|Jo Am¡a AJbr ~ma Amn H h|Jo, "ho JdZ, ‘wPo A~ ~ƒo ‘V Xr{O¶o! A^r n¶m©á h¢&' na AJa Amn ~ƒo H mo gm‘y{hH ~Zm¶|Jo, AnZr MrμO| Xÿgao H mo XoZo Ho {b¶o {gIm¶|Jo Am¡a CgH m AmZ§X CRm¶|Jo, Vmo {~bHw b ~MnZ go hr ~ƒm ~hþV CXma hmo OmVm h¡...''

(1990, Xrdmbr nyOm)

3. n¡gm XoH a {~Jm‹SZm

AnZo ~ƒm| H mo n¡gm ‘V Xr{O¶o :

""... Vrgar ~mV, n¡go na ~hþV μÁ¶mXm Omoa {X¶m OmVm h¡& ¶hm± Vmo ~ƒm| H mo r YZm{^‘wI AWm©V² n¡go H s Amoa XoIZm h¡, O¡go {H ‘¢Zo {ejm ‘| XoIm h¡& ~ƒm| H mo Jm‹Sr gm’ H aZo Ho {b¶o H hm OmVm h¡& CgHo {b¶o A{^^mdH ¶m AÝ¶ H moB© nm±M nm¢S ¶m nm±M Sm°bg© {X¶o OmVo h¢& V~ H ht dh ~ƒm Hw N H aVm h¡& CÝh| n¡gm ‘V Xr{O¶o& dh Vmo CZH m H m‘ h¡, CZHo H m‘ H m {hñgm h¡, ¶h Vmo CZH s {Oå‘oXmar h¡& AÝ¶Wm Amn Eogm H aZo bJ|Jo, Vmo Bggo Amn AnZo ~ƒm| H mo {~Jm‹S |Jo& C{MV g‘¶ AmZo na Amn CÝh| Hw N Cnhma ¶m Xÿgam Hw N Xo gH Vo h¢& na CÝh| Bg àH ma n¡gm XoZo H m Ama§^ ‘V H s{O¶o& V~ n¡gm ‘hËdnyU© hmo OmVm h¡...''©

(2000, àma§^ H¡ gm H a|, Eb.E.Aml‘)

n¡go Ho g§~§Y ‘| Zht ~mobZm h¡ :

""... Vmo Amn Xo{I¶o, {H ¶h YZm{^‘wIVm (‘Zr Amo[aE§Q oeZ) ¶m

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n¡gm| H s Va’ PwH md ~MnZ go hr AmVm h¡& ~ƒm| Ho ~MnZ go hr AJa BZ g~ MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| ~mobVo h¢, YZm{^‘wIVm ¶m n¡gm| H s bmbgm, Vmo ~ƒo ^r Bg ~mV H mo OmZVo h§¡ Am¡a do r Cg àH ma go hr ~mobVo h¢& Eogr AÝ¶ ~hVþ gmar MrOμ | h ¢ {OZH m o ~ƒm | Ho {b¶ o h‘Z o {~bHw b g o QmbZm h&¡ {OZ MrOμ m | g o ng¡ m | H s Va’ PHw md Am OmVm h,¡ Ego r MrOμ m | Ho nmg ~ƒm | H m o OmZ o hr ‘V Xr{O¶&o ³¶m{| H AmO H s g‘ñ¶m ¶hr h&¡ Amn Ohm-± Vhm ± Ego o bmJo nmEJ§ o{H {OÝhmZ| o AdY¡ ng¡ m H ‘m¶m h&¡ BVZm gmam ng¡ m H ‘m¶m J¶m h,¡ {H A~ CgH s H mBo © Amdí¶H Vm r Zht& na {’ a r, Amn XIo J| ,o bmJo ng¡ m | Ho nrN oXmS‹¡ V o hr h&¢ ¶h YZm{^‘Iw Vm, ng¡ m | H s bmbgm, EH AOr~ hmñ¶mñnX MrOμ h&¡ ¶h Vm o A{Vbmo h&¡ ¶h nmJbnZ h&¡ ‘ ¢ AmnH m o ~VmVr h,±ÿ ¶h gM‘Mw nmJbnZ h&¡ EH ì¶{º H m o nƒrg ‘mQo aJm{S¶m ± AnZ o {b¶ o Mm{h¶.o ..'


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AmnH m o g^r ~ƒm | H s ‘m ± ~ZZm h ¡ :

""... AmnH mo AnZm ~ƒm Omo {‘bm h¡ dh Bg{b¶o {H AmnH mo AnZo ~ƒo Ho {b¶o Omo ß¶ma {‘bVm h¡ ¶m Omo ß¶ma bJVm h¡, Cg ß¶ma H m AmnH mo {dñVma H aZm h¡, Bg àH ma {H AÝ¶ gmao ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o r AmnH mo ß¶ma hmoZm Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo Ho db AmnHo AnZo ~ƒo H s hr ‘m± Zht hmoZm h¡, AmnH mo g~ ~ƒm| H s ‘m± ~ZZm h¡...''


~ƒm| H mo J±dmZo Ho Sa go ñdm{‘Ëd H s ^mdZm :

""... npíM‘r Xeo m | ‘ | h‘ AnZ o ~ƒm | H m o AnZ o hr nmg aIZm MmhV o h,¢ Bg{b¶ o d o ^mJ OmV o h&¢ CZH m o Jd± mZ o Ho ¶ g o ¶h ñdm{‘Ëd H s mdZm...''


h‘mam Xÿgam| go H moB© g§~§Y ¶m [aíVm Zht, ~MnZ ‘| h‘| H ‘mb H s gwajm ‘| aIm OmVm h¡ :

""... ‘wPo bJVm h¡ {H Bg Xoe Ho bmoJm| ‘| Eogm Sa h¡ {H do AnZo

Amg{º

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~ƒm| H mo Imo ~¡R |Jo& ¶h g~go ~‹Sm ZwH gmZ h¡& ~ƒo O~ Am¶w ‘| ~‹S o hmoZo bJVo h¢ CgHo ~mX A{YH Va ~ƒo AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹S XoVo h¢ Am¡a Xÿa Mbo OmVo h¢& V~ ‘mVm-{nVm H s AdñWm Bg n[apñW{V go H {RZ hmo OmVr h¡& CÝh| bJVm h¡ {H Wmo‹S mgm r Hw N hmo J¶m, Vmo ~ƒo h‘| Nmo‹S X|Jo& Bg{b¶o ‘mVm-{nVm CZH mo {gImVo h¢ {H do {H gr go r ~mV Z H a|, ha EH ì¶{º go Xÿa ah| Am¡a h‘oem AnZo ~ƒm| H mo Jbo bJm H a ~¡RVo h¢, Ho db AnZo hr ~ƒm| H m »¶mb aIVo h¢& {H gr Xÿgar ór go ~mV H aVo hþE ~ƒo H mo XoI r Zht gH Vo& CÝh| Agy¶m hmoVr h¡ Am¡a CÝh| bJVm h¡ {H do ~ƒm| H mo Imo Smb|Jo, ³¶m|{H CÝh| bJVm h¡ do ~ƒo H mo n¶m©á ào‘ Zht Xo gH Vo& AJa Xÿgam H moB© ~ƒo H mo ß¶ma XoVm h¡ Vmo CÝh| bJVm h¡ {H do ~ƒo H mo Imo ~¡R |Jo Am¡a dh ~ƒm BVZm A{YH ì¶{º dmXr, EH mH s hmo OmVm h¡ {H Cgo {H gr EH Img àH ma H m ì¶{º hr AÀNm bJVm h¡ Am¡a {’ a Hw N g‘¶ Ho ~mX CgH m ng§XrXm ì¶{º AnZm à^md ~ƒo na SmbZo bJVm h¡ Am¡a {’ a ‘mVm-{nVm ~ƒo H mo Imo ~¡RVo h¢& Bg Ñ{ï go dh EH ~hþV hr ~r‘ma g‘mO h¡...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

bmoJ AnZo ~ƒm| H mo ~hþV μÁ¶mXm Jbo bJmH a ~¡RVo h¢ :

""... A~, ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H Bg Xoe ‘| bmoJ AnZo ~ƒmo| H mo ~hþV μÁ¶mXm Jbo bJmH a aIVo h¢ Am¡a ~ƒo H mo gmao g‘¶ JmoX | boH a ~¡RZm ¶m H moI na, H§ Yo na {~RmZm ¶h MrμO ~hþV μÁ¶mXm JbV h¡& ¶h Vmo AË¶{YH ì¶dhma hmo J¶m& AJa AmnZo ¶h g~ H ‘mb go r μÁ¶mXm {H ¶m, Vmo Amn XoI|Jo {H do hr ~ƒo AmnH m {VañH ma H aVo h¢& ³¶m|{H Amn Xo{I¶o {H ~MnZ go hr CZHo ‘Z ‘| Eogr ^mdZm hmoZo bJVr h¡ Am¡a ~mX ‘| ~‹TZo bJVr h¡ {H Amn Omo Hw N H a aho h¢ dh hX go μÁ¶mXm h¡& na ~ƒo AnZr ¶h ^mdZm ì¶º Zht H a gH Vo& ~ƒm| H mo {OVZm ng§X h¡, CVZm CZH mo IobZo Xr{O¶o& O~ Oê aV hmo, V^r ~ƒo H mo AnZo nmg br{O¶o& Xÿgam| H mo AnZm

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~ƒm boZo, CRmZo Xr{O¶o, na AmnZo Zht...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

do lr‘mVmOr Ho ~ƒo h¢ :

""... ‘¢ AmnHo {ddmh H adm ahr hÿ± BgHo nrN o dmñVd ‘| ‘oam Hw N ñdmW© h¡& ³¶m|{H Eogo ~hþV gmao ~‹S o gÝV h¢ {OÝh| OÝ‘ boZo H s BÀNm h¡& Am¡a ‘¢ MmhVr hÿ± {H Eogo hr bmoJm| H m {ddmh ‘oao Ûmam hmo, Omo Eogo AÀN o ~ƒm| H mo OÝ‘ X|Jo& na h‘ h‘mao ~ƒm| H mo bm‹S-ß¶ma go {~Jm‹S XoVo h¡& h‘ CZH mo ~a~mX H aVo h¢& h‘mao {b¶o do h‘mao AnZo ~ƒo hmo OmVo h¢, Am{Xe{º Ho ~ƒo Zht&

Eogo ~ƒo ~mX ‘| g~go AbJ {XImB© XoVo h¢ ³¶m|{H ~war Vah go bm‹S-ß¶ma Ho H maU {~Jm‹S o J¶o h¢, do ~hþV hr AmH« ‘H h¢, do ~hþV A{dZrV hmoVo h¢, do ~hþV nrSmXm¶H hmoVo h¢ Am¡a do ~hþV A{YH ma md go J«ñV hmoVo h¢& na AJa Amn XoI|Jo {H AmnH m hmoZm ¶h ghO¶moJr ~ƒm| H mo OÝ‘ XoZo Ho {b¶o h¡ Vmo AZmg{º Am¶oJr, AmnH m ~ƒm| go bJmd Zht ahoJm&

(1987, {ddmh, H moëhmnya)

""... AJa ~ƒm| go A{báVm, AZmg{º Zht hmoJr, Vmo Amn CZH mo ~a~mX H a|Jo, Amn AmnH m d¡dm{hH OrdZ Zï H a X|Jo, Amn Vmo {H gr H m‘ Ho {b¶o r RrH Zht h¢& AmnZo Eogo Zht gmoMZm Mm{h¶o, "¶o ‘oao ~ƒo h¡, ¶h ‘oar {Oå‘oXmar h¡&' (na Eogm {dMma H aZm h¡ {H ), "¶o lr‘mVmOr Ho ~ƒo h¢ Am¡a h‘ Imbr CZH m I¶mb aI aho h¢&' H ^r-H ^r AmnH mo CÝh| ZmamO hmo H a ~mobZm n‹SVm h¡ Am¡a {’ a ghr {RH mZo na bmZm n‹SVm h¡& AmnH mo CZgo ~mobZm h¡ Am¡a ~VmZm h¡, "Amn ¶moJr h¢& Amn ‘hmZ bmoJ h¢& Bg{b¶o h‘mam {ddmh hþAm h¡'...''


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h‘mam AnZo ~ƒm| go {H VZm A{YH bJmd h¡ :

""... ~mX ‘| {’ a Vrgam AdVaU (‘hmbú‘r H m AdVaU) H« mBñQ H s ‘m± Ho ê n ‘| Am¶m& CÝhm|Zo AnZo ~oQ o H mo H«y g na M‹TmZo Ho {b¶o {X¶m& ³¶m h‘ h‘mam Wmo‹S mgm AÝVadbmoH Z H a|Jo? AnZo AÝXa ZμOa Smb H a XoI|Jo? h‘ AnZo ~ƒm| go ~mO Ho g‘mZ {H VZm {MnH H a ahVo h¢? AJa H ^r {H gr Zo {H g ~ƒo H mo Hw N H h {X¶m Vmo bmoJm| H mo ¶h ~mV ng§X Zht AmVr& pñdËPbªS go ‘oao nmg ¶h ~mV nhþ±Mr h¡ {H H ^r {H gr Zo ~ƒm| H mo Hw N H h {X¶m, Vmo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Eogr ~mV O±MVr Zht& CZHo ~ƒm| H mo {H gr Zo Hw N H hZm hr Zht Mm{h¶o& BYa EH ‘m± AnZo ~oQ o H mo H«y g na M‹TmZo Ho {b¶o XoVr h¡ Vm{H ‘mZdVm H mo ‘w{º {‘b| & ‘¢ Vmo H«y g H mo XoI r Zht gH Vr hÿ±& O~{H h‘| Vmo BVZm bJmd h¡ AnZo ~ƒm| go...''

(1990, {Xdmbr nyOm)

dh ‘mVm hr hmoVr h¡, Omo ~ƒo H mo ‘hmZ ~ZmVr h¡ :

""... Vmo h‘Zo g‘P boZm Mm{h¶o, ³¶m h‘mao ~ƒm| H mo ~‹T H a ~‹S o hmoZo Xo aho h¢? ³¶m do B©î¶m©bw h¢? ³¶m do gÝV h¢? ³¶m do gwÝXa h¢? do Xÿgam| Ho gmW {H g àH ma go ~mV H aVo h¢? ³¶m CZ‘| {dídmg h¡? AmZo dmbo H b ‘| do ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho ZoVm ~ZZo dmbo h¢& O¡go {edmOr H s ‘mVm, O¡go {H {OOm‘mVm& CÝhm|Zo H¡ go AnZo nwÌ H mo ‘hmZ ~Zm¶m& dh Vmo ‘m± hr hmoVr h¡ Omo ~ƒo H mo ‘hmZ ~ZmVr h¡ Am¡a AJa Cg ‘m± H mo gmam g‘¶ O¡go ~ƒo H mo nH ‹S H a aIZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a ~ƒo H mo r AnZr ‘m± H mo nH ‹S H a aIZm h¡, Vmo ¶h AmË‘KmVr h¡& AmnHo {b¶o ^r AmË‘KmVr Am¡a AmnHo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o r AmË‘KmVH ...''

(1990, Xrdmbr nyOm)

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1. ha EH MrOμ gm‘{y hH Vm H m AmYma bHo a hr H aZr h¡

""... AJa {H gr ~ƒo H s JbVr gwYmar J¶r Vmo {H gr Zo r Amjon Zht boZm Mm{h¶o& ha EH MrμO gm‘y{hH Vm H m AmYma boH a hr H aZr h¡& AJa {H gr ~ƒo H s JbVr gwYmar J¶r, Vmo {H gr Zo r Amjon Zht boZm Mm{h¶o& AJa AmnZo ~ƒo H mo gwajm Xr, Vmo ~ƒm MVwa, MmbmH ~Z gH Vm h¡& dh OmZVm h¡ {H H moB© r Hw N r Zht H h gH Vm& Bg{b¶o dh ‘J«ya ~Z gH Vm h¡...''

(1991, A§{V‘ ^mfU, {gSZr)

AJa {H gr Xÿgao Zo ~ƒo H s JbVr gwYma Xr Vmo {H gr r ‘mVm-{nVm H mo ~wam Zht bJZm Mm{h¶o :

""... A~ H moB© Xÿgam ì¶{º AmVm h¡ Am¡a AmnHo ~ƒo Ho ~mao ‘| Hw N

gm‘y{hH n[anmbZ

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~VmVm h¡ Vmo dh (^maVr¶ A{^^mdH ) VËH mb AnZo ~ƒo H mo Sm§Q oJm& Cg Xÿgao ì¶{º na dh H ^r r ZmamμO Zht hmoJm, "AmnZo ‘oao ~ƒo Ho ~mao ‘| ³¶m| H hm?' na Cg ì¶{º H m Am¡a B©ída H m Am^mar hmoJm {H AmnZo ‘wPo ‘oao ~ƒo Ho ~mao ‘| ~Vm¶m ³¶m|{H dh Am¡a {~J‹S J¶m hmoVm& Vmo ¶h EH Am¡a ~mV h¡ Omo ‘¢ Amngo ~hþV ñnï ê n go H hZm MmhVr hÿ± {H AJa H moB© AmnHo ~ƒo H s JbVr XoI H a Cgo gwYma H a RrH H aVm h¡, Vmo {H gr ^r A{^^mdH H mo ~wam Zht bJZm Mm{h¶o& Cg ì¶{º H m Am^ma ‘mZZm Mm{h¶ o ³¶m{| H AmnHo ~ƒm | H m o ~hVþ A{YH ‘mÌm ‘ | gYw maZ o H s Oê aV h.¡ ..''

(1991, ‘hmdra nyOm Ho ~mX H m ^mfU, nW©)

nyao g‘mO H mo hr ~ƒo H mo {Z¶§{ÌV H a Cgo AZwem{gV H aZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Am¡a ¶h H m‘ H moB© r Zht H aVm Am¡a Bg{b¶o maVr¶ ~mbH A{YH AÀN o h¢& AmnZo XoIm hr hmoJm Am¡a AmnHo Ü¶mZ ‘| ^r Am¶m hr hmoJm {H g‘yh ‘| ahZo dmbo maVr¶ ~ƒo {H g àH ma go ~Vm©d H aVo h¢, do {H VZo em§V h¢ Am¡a {H VZr ‘YwaVm go do ha EH ~mV Ü¶mZ go gwZVo h¢& ~hþV hr gw§Xa! CgH m H maU ¶h h¡ {H do Ho db A{^^mdH m| go, ‘mVm-{nVm go hr AZwem{gV Zht {H ¶o OmVo ~pëH gmao g‘mO Ho Ûmam AZwem{gV {H ¶o OmVo h¢& Cg‘| ¶h H ënZm {Z{hV h¡ {H AmnHo ~ƒm| go àË¶oH ì¶{º ß¶ma H aVm h¡& do Vmo nyao g‘mO Ho ~ƒo h¢& h‘ gm‘y{hH Vm ‘| ahVo h¢& h‘ ì¶{º dmXr Zht h¢& Bg{b¶o AJa ~ƒo Zo Hw N JbV {H ¶m ¶h CÝh| g‘P J¶m Vmo CÝhm|Zo JbVr {ZH mb H a ~ƒo H mo gwYmaZm Mm{h¶o&

na AJa AmnZo XoI {b¶m, OmZ {b¶m {H Ho db AnZm H« moY {XImZo Ho {b¶o ¶m erK«H monr ñd^md Ho H maU H moB© Eogm H a ahm h¡, Vmo {ZpíMV hr AmnZo g‘yh ZoVm H mo ¶h ~mV ~Vm XoZr Mm{h¶o& na ¶h ~mV gm‘mÝ¶ ê n go hr gwbPmZr Mm{h¶o& BVZm g~ hmoZo na r H hZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn g~ A{^^mdH h¢ Am¡a Eogo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o ³¶m AÀNm h¡ ¶h Amn OmZVo h¢& ‘wPo Vmo ~hþV hr AmíM¶© hþAm ¶h OmZ H a {H Xþgao {H gr Ho Ûmam ~ƒm| H s

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Jb{V¶m± {ZH mb H a CÝh| gwYmaZo H s AZw‘{V hr Zht& ³¶m|{H Xo{I¶o, AmnH m o ¶h OmZZm Amdí¶H h ¡ {H ~ƒm EH ~S‹ r {Oå‘Xo mar hmVo m h&¡ Ama¡ Ho db ‘m ± Cg o {Z¶{§ ÌV Zht H a gH Vr h,¡ Z Ho db {nVm Cg o {Z¶Ì§ U ‘ | bm gH Vm h&¡ nay o g‘mO H m o hr ~ƒ o H m o {Z¶{§ ÌV Ama¡ AZew m{gV H aZm h.¡ ..''

(1994, g§JrV g^m Ho nyd© {H ¶m J¶m ^mfU, {gSZr)

AmnHo Xmo Ñ{ïH moU Zht hmoZo Mm{h¶o :

""... Vmo O~ Amn AnZo ~ƒm| Ho gmW ì¶dhma H aVo h¢ Vmo AmnZo EH hr Cgr àH ma Ho AmMaU H mo ñd¶§ ‘| EH {ÌV {‘bm H a ~aVZm Mm{h¶o& H ^r r AmnHo Xmo àH ma Ho Ñ{ïH moU ¶m {dMma, ¶m ‘V Zht hmoZo Mm{h¶o& Eogm hmoZm Mm{h¶o, ~¡{R¶o, EH Xÿgao MMm© H aZr Mm{h¶o {H ~ƒm| ‘| h‘ H¡ go gwYma bmZo dmbo h¢ Am¡a h‘mar ZμOa ‘| ¶h g~ Am¶m h¡& AJa AmnH m ~ƒm Hw N JbV H a ahm h¡ Vmo AmnZo CgH m gmW Zht XoZm Mm{h¶o, {H gr ^r àH ma g o AmnZ o ~ƒ o Ho nj ‘ | Zht ahZm Mm{h¶&o AJa {H gr ghO¶mJo r Z oH h {X¶m {H ¶h JbV h,¡ Vm o AmnZ o CgHo H hZ o H m o Ü¶mZ ‘ | aIZm Mm{h¶.o ..''


~ƒm| Zo ñdm^m{dH Vm go hr gm‘y{hH hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... ‘wPo Bg ~mao ‘| ~mobZm hr Wm ³¶m|{H H b ‘¢Zo Amngo ‘ybmYma Ho g§~§Y ‘| ~mV H s Am¡a ‘¢ XoIVr Am ahr hÿ± Am¡a ‘oao Ü¶mZ ‘| Am ahm h¡ {H AmnHo ~ƒm| H mo ³¶m hmo J¶m h¡& ‘wPo {XI J¶m h¡ {H AmnHo ~ƒm| ‘| AZwemgZ H s Omo ‘mÌm h¡ dh Amn hr go Am¶r hþB© h¡& Amn {H VZo AZwem{gV h¢? Am¡a Bg àH ma Amn ~ƒm| Ho hmWm| ‘| EH {Ibm¡Zm ~Z J¶o h¢& do OmZVo h¢ {H CÝh| Omo ng§X h¢ Cgr Ho AZwgma do Amngo H adm bo gH Vo h¢& do OmZVo h¢ {H Amn CZ na {Z^©a h¢& CZHo {~Zm AmnH m ApñVËd hr Zht& CZH s ¶hr H ënZm h¡& Bg{b¶o do AmnH s ~mV gwZVo VH Zht& na§Vw AJa CÝhm|Zo OmZ {b¶m {H CZHo Iam~ ~Vm©d Ho H maU do AmnH m

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ß¶ma Imo gH Vo h¢, Vmo do AÀNm ~Vm©d H aZo bJ|Jo&

~ƒo ~hþV ~w{Õ‘mZ hmoVo h¢& Vmo AmnZo ¶h XoIZm hr h¡ {H do g‘P boZo Ho ghr amñVo na Am J¶o h¢& ³¶m|{H do AbJ àH ma Ho ~ƒo h¢ do {deof ~mbH h¢, {OÝh| AmnHo nmg AmnHo {dídmg ‘| gm¢nm J¶m h¡& do AmnHo ~ƒo Zht h¢& do ‘oao ~ƒo h¢& Bg{b¶o CZgo AË¶{YH bJmd H m ì¶dhma H aZm, ¶m Jbo bJmZm ¶m ¶o, dmo H aZm BZ gmar MrμOm| H s Oê aV hr Zht h¢& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H {Og àH ma go Amn H aVo h¢ (ß¶ma {XImVo h¢) Cggo CZH s h{È¶m± QyQ OmVr h¢& ¶h Vmo ~hþV μÁ¶mXVr hmo J¶r& Xÿgam| Ho ~ƒm| na Bg àH ma H aZo H m à¶mg H s{O¶o, AnZo ~ƒm| na Oam H ‘&

AnZo ~ƒm| H mo ~mha aIZo Ho {b¶o Am¡a Xÿgam| go ào‘ H aZo Ho {b¶o à¶mg H s{O¶o& AmnZo {H g àH ma H m ‘Zmo{dkmZ n‹Tm h¡, ¶h ‘¢ Zht OmZVr& na ¶h {~ëHw b grYr-gmXr Am¡a gab ~mV h‘Zo g‘P boZr h¡ {H h‘ ghO¶moJr h¢ {H ~ƒm| H mo gm‘y{hH Vm ‘| hr hmoZm h¡& AÝ¶Wm CÝh| gm‘y{hH ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o ‘wPo {’ a go ‘oam {ga nQH H a Vmo‹SZm n‹S oJm& CÝhm|Zo ñdm^m{dH ê n go hr gm‘y{hH hmoZm Mm{h¶o...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

2. ~ƒm| H mo Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho nmg Xr{O¶o

""... (AmnHo ) ~ƒm| H mo Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho nmg o{O¶o Vm{H do Amngo Xÿa hm|Jo Am¡a Wmo‹S o Iwbo ñd^md Ho r hmo OmE§Jo...''

""... CÝhm|Zo Xÿgam| Ho gmW ~¡RZm hr h¡ Am¡a AnZm öX¶ CZHo gm‘Zo ImobZm h¡...''

Xÿgao bmoJm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| AnZo ñd¶§ Ho ~ƒo H mo nmg boZm ¶h A{eï ì¶dhma h¡ :

""... Ohm± VH ~ƒm| H m g§~§Y h¡ CgHo AZwgma ¶h ~r‘ma g‘mO h¡&

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dh Zht OmZVm {H ~ƒm| H s nad[ae H¡ gr H aZr h¡& ^maV ‘| BgHo {~ëHw b {dnarV ~mV h¡& {~ëHw b CbQr! ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H maVr¶ bmoJ ~hþV OëX hr gm‘y{hH hmoVo h¢, CZHo H maUm| ‘| go ¶h r EH H maU h¡& ³¶m|{H ~MnZ ‘| h‘ O~ ~ƒm| H m g§dY©Z H aVo h¢ ¶m Vmo bmoJm| Ho ~ƒo hmoVo h¢, V~ Xÿgam| H s CnpñW{V ‘| AnZo ~ƒo H mo CRm boZm ¶m AnZo nmg boZm Iam~, A{eï ì¶dhma ‘mZm OmVm h¡& {~ëHw b hr Aemo^Z àH ma...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

A~mo{YVm H m g§~§Y ¶m [aíVm ~‹TmZm :

""... A~ ‘mZ br{O¶o {H ‘¢ Ka ‘| hÿ±, Vmo ‘oar ~o{Q¶m± ‘oao nmg ¶m ‘oao n{V Ho nmg ¶m mB©¶m| Ho nmg gmoZo Ho {b¶o AnZo ~ƒm| H mo h‘ bmoJm| Ho nmg X|Jr& AJa ‘oao mB© dhm± h¢ ¶m Vmo {’ a CZHo H moB© mB© h¢, Vmo {’ a ‘oar ~o{Q¶m± AnZo ~ƒm| H mo CZHo gmW gmoZo Ho {b¶o CZ bmoJm| Ho nmg X|Jr, na AnZo nmg Zht& CgH m ‘Zmod¡km{ZH H maU ¶h Wm Am¡a do em¶X Bg H maU H mo OmZVr r Wt, ³¶m|{H maV EH ~hþV na§namdmXr, na§nam ‘mZZo dmbm Xoe h¡& Bg{b¶o dh H maU CZH s g‘P ‘| Am J¶m& Bg Ho nrN o hmoZo dmbm ‘Zmod¡km{ZH H maU ¶h Wm {H ~ƒo H mo Xÿgam nwê f ¶m Xÿgar ór (‘mVm-{nVm H mo) H s AmXV hmoZr Mm{h¶o& ³¶m|{H Cg mdmoËH Q pñW{V ‘| Bg CXmÎmVm H s AZw^y{V ¶m ~moY ‘| ~ƒo A~moY ahVo h¢& Bggo A~mo{YVm H m [aíVm {Z‘m©U hmoVm h¡ Am¡a ~‹TVm ahVm h¡&

{H gr H mo r Hw N r ~mV {d{MÌ Zht bJVr O~ H moB© AmnH mo NyVm h¡ ¶m Am¡a Hw N H aVm h¡& ¶hr H maU h¡ {H AJa H moB© nwéf {H gr ~ƒo H mo NyVm h¡, Vmo Cgo {d{MÌ g§doXZm hmoVr h¡ Am¡a Cg b‹SHo H mo ^r {d{MÌ g§doXZm hmoVr h¡& ¶h Vmo ~hþV hr {ZaW©H ~mV h¡ ³¶m|{H gm‘y{hH Vm Ho VÎd ‘| AmnH mo {dídmg aIZm hr h¡...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

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""... ~ƒo H mo Xÿgam| Ho nmg Xr{O¶o {Oggo ~ƒo grI OmVo h¢ {H ‘mVm-{nVm Ho A{V[aº Xÿgao r [aíVo g§^dZr¶ h¡& BgHo H maU Xÿgam| go g§~§Y AmZo na CgHo ~mao ‘| do A~moY hr hmoVo h¢ AÝ¶Wm CZH s mdZm¶| {d{MÌ hmo OmVr h¡...''

""... Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho gmW CÝh| {~RmZm Amdí¶H h¡& ¶h Bg{b¶o {H do Eogm XoIVo Am¡a g‘PVo h¢ {H CZHo ‘mVm-{nVm hr CZHo AnZo h¢ Am¡a eof bmoJ Zht Am¡a d§e{dÛof Bgr àH ma go nZnVm h¡& ³¶m|{H do gmoMVo h¢ {H Omo bmoJ Jmoao Zht do gm‘mÝ¶ bmoJ Zht h¡& Bg àH ma Ho ñH m°Qb§S QmBn ñd^md {deof ¶m Vmo Amn Cgo gm±n O¡gm ñd^md H h gH Vo h¢, ¶o gaw jmË‘H d{¥ Îm¶m | Ho ñd^md {defo {Z‘mU© hm o H a ~T‹ Z o bJV o h&¢ {’ a Amn CÝh | Xgÿ am | g o AbJ aIZm eêw H a XVo o h ¢ Ama¡ Ho db AmnHo nmg hr aIV o h&¢

BgHo {dnarV Amn CÝh| Iwbo hmoZo Xr{O¶o, Xÿgam| go ~mobZo Xr{O¶o Am¡a AnZo {Xb H mo ha EH Ho gm‘Zo Imob XoZo Xr{O¶o& Am¶w ‘| ~‹S o bmoJm| H m r {H gr Xÿgao Ho ~ƒm| H mo ñne© H aZo Ho {b¶o {Xb H m±nVm h¡& ‘¢Zo ¶h XoIm h¡& do nyN |Jo, "‘¢Zo Bg ~ƒo H mo CRm H a ‘oao hmWm| ‘| boZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m?' ³¶m ZwH gmZ h¡? ‘oam H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H maV ‘| AJa Amn {H gr Ho Ka OmVo h¢, Vmo ~ƒo H mo CRm boVo h¢& Am¡a A~ do H h aho h¢ {H ~r‘m[a¶m| go ajm H aZo Ho {b¶o Am¡a Eogr hr ~mVm| Ho {b¶o do Eogm H aVo h¢& na§Vw BgHo {dnarV, ~ƒm| ‘| amoJm| H m A^md {Z‘m©U hmo OmVm h¡...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

‘ybmYma Ho {b¶o :

""... CÝh| Xÿgao bmoJm| go {‘bZo Xr{O¶o& H b ‘¢Zo Amngo ‘ybmYma Ho g§~§Y ‘| ~mV H s Wr& ~ƒm| H m ‘ybmYma ñdñW Am¡a {dídgZr¶ hmoZo Xr{O¶o& CÝh| Xÿgao bmoJm| go {‘bZo Xr{O¶o, Xÿgam| go {‘ÌVmnyU© ì¶dhma H aZo Xr{O¶o, ha EH Ho gmW IobZo Xr{O¶o, BYa-CYa g~ OJh OmZo

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Xr{O¶o, ¶o g~ H aZo H s AZw‘{V Xr{O¶o...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

b¢{JH Vm go A{^‘wI hmoZo H m ‘yb ñWmZ :

""... A~, ‘¢Zo ¶h ~mV nhbo r ~VmB© h¡ {H ³¶m| bmoJ ¶m¡Z g§~§Ym| H s Va’ A{^‘wI hmoVo h¢& ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H Xÿgao ì¶{º Ho ñne© Ho ~mao ‘| do A{V g§doXZerb hmoVo h¢& AJa {Og {H gr Zo CÝh| ñne© {H ¶m Vmo CÝh| {d{MÌ mdZm hmoVr h¡& BgH m H maU ¶h h¡ {H CZHo A§Xa AÝ¶ g§doXZm H m {Z‘m©U Am¡a {dH mg hþAm hr Zht& ¶h ^r Bgr H maU h¡ {H Amn Ho db AmnHo AnZo ~ƒo H mo h‘oem Jbo bJmVo h¢& BgHo n[aUm‘ñdê n ³¶m hmoVm h¡ {H ~ƒo H mo H ^r ^r Xÿgam| go hmoZo dmbm CËH¥ ï, CXmÎm [aíVm Am¡a CgH s AZw^y{V hmoVr hr Zht& H moB© r Omo Xÿgam (‘mZm OmVm) h¡ ¶h Vmo EH nhMmZ h¡ {H Hw N Vmo r AbJ h¡ Am¡a O~ Amn ~‹S o hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a AMmZH {H gr H mo ñne© H aVo h¢, Vmo Amn CXmÎm, CËH¥ ï MrμOm| H m {dMma hr Zht H a gH Vo...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

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""...~ƒm| Zo Xÿgam| H mo A§H b ¶m Am§Qr (MmMm-MmMr, ‘m‘m-‘m‘r) H h H a ~wbmZm Mm{h¶o...''

""... h‘| Xÿgam| ‘| {dídmg aIZm hr h¡...''

AnZo ~ƒm| go μÁ¶mXm do h‘mam Ü¶mZ aI aho Wo :

""... (lr‘mVmOr Ho {nVmOr Ho EH {‘Ì H s H hmZr, Omo O~ lr‘mVmOr NmoQ r ~ƒr Wr Vmo CZH m »¶mb aI aho Wo&)

""...H moB© ’ H© Zht& ‘wPo CZHo ~ƒo Am¡a ‘wP ‘| H moB© ’ H© h¡, Eogm H ^r ‘hgyg Zht hþAm& h‘| Vmo bJVm Wm {H do AnZo ~ƒm| go r A{YH h‘mam Ü¶mZ aI aho Wo...''

(1989, {‘ÌVm, ‘obwZ)

3. Aml‘m| ‘| ahZo dmbo ~ƒo

""... Aml‘ ‘| ahZo dmbr ‘mVmAm| Zo H m‘ H aZm Mm{h¶o, Z {H AnZo ~ƒm| Ho g§J Ho db ahZm Mm{h¶o& {~ëHw b d¡go {H O¡go do AnZo Ka ‘| hr hmo& ~ƒo H mo OÝ‘ XoZm Hw N ‘hmZ ~mV Zht...''

AnZo Ka ‘| Amn ha EH ~mV H aoJr :

""... g‘P br{O¶o {H AmnH m AnZm Ka h¡, Vmo {’ a Amn IarXmar H a|Jr, Amn ImZm ~Zm¶|Jr, Amn AnZo ~ƒo H s nad[ae H a|Jr, Amn AmnHo Ka H s gm’ g’ mB© H a|Jr, ~V©Z ‘m§O|Jr, ha EH ~mV Amn IwX H a|Jr& na Aml‘ ‘| Amn gmoMVr h¢, "Vmo A~ h‘mam AnZm ZÝhm ~ƒm h¡, Bg{b¶o A~ ~ƒm ³¶m H a ahm h¡ ¶h XoIZo Ho {b¶o h‘ nmÌ h¢, ~¡R H a CZH m »¶mb aIZo Ho {b¶o hr h‘ A~ ¶mo½¶ h¢&' ‘wPo r ~ƒm| Ho gmW gmao g‘¶ IobZm hr AÀNm bJoJm Am¡a Amngo ‘wPo Hw N H aZm Zht, boZm-

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XoZm Zht& ³¶m ‘¢ dh H a gH Vr hÿ±? ‘¢ Zht H a gH Vr...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

do (~ƒo) AmnH s {Oå‘oXmar h¡ :

""... ~ƒo AmnH s IwX H s {Oå‘oXmar h¡ Am¡a AnZo ~ƒm| H s nad[ae AmnH mo hr H aZr h¡& AmnZo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo Cg àH ma Xÿgam| Ho {Oå‘oXmar ‘| Zht SmbZm Mm{h¶o& hm±, e{Zdma Am¡a a{ddma, ¶h {~ëHw b Wmo‹S mgm h¡ do Iob gH Vo h¢ ¶m Xÿgam Hw N H a gH Vo h¢& na AmnHo ~ƒm| H s {Oå‘oXmar Xÿgao {H gr na SmbZm C{MV Zht& bo hr dh Xÿgam H moB© ghO¶moJr hr h¡ ³¶m|{H dh r Aml‘ ‘| ahVm h¡& na ¶h C{MV Zht...''

(1992, ~adwS ‘| nhþ±MZo na {X¶m hþAm ^mfU, {gSZr)

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1. CZH s (~ƒm| H s) M¡VÝ¶ bham| H mo H¡ go gåhmbH a aI|

g~w h OëXr Ü¶mZ H s{O¶ o :

~ƒo O~ ZÝho hmoVo h¢ Cgr Am¶w go CÝhm|Zo h‘mao gmW gw~h OëXr Ü¶mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o, Eogr gyMZmê n àepñV lr‘mVmOr Zo Xr h¡&

(1983, ‘mVmAm| H mo {X¶m J¶m CnXoe)

CZH s (~ƒm| H s) M¡VÝ¶ bham| Ho g§~§Y ‘| OmZ br{O¶o :

""... ~ƒm| Ho ~mao ‘| {H VZr gmar AÝ¶ ~mVm| H mo OmZZm hmoVm h¡, {H AmnH m o CZH s MV¡ Ý¶ bham | Ho ~ma o ‘ | OmZZm Amdí¶H h&¡ CZH s MV¡ Ý¶ bham |Ho ~ma o ‘ | AmnZ o Xj Ama¡ OmJê H ahZm Mm{h¶&o CZ‘ | ³¶m JS‹ ~S‹ r ¶m JbV h,¡ Cg o ImOo Z o H m à¶mg H s{O¶&o d o ³¶m H aV o h ¢ Bg o ^r ImOo H a OmZZ o H m à¶mg H s{O¶&o CXmhaU Ho {b¶,o AmnH m o Ego m ~ƒm {XIVm h,¡ Om o JbV ~Vmd© H aVm h&¡ Vm o gmam g‘¶ CgHo nrN o Zht nS‹ Zm h&¡ EH ~ma Cg ~ƒ o H m o~bw mB¶© ,o Cg o ZrM o {~RmB¶© o Ama¡ Cg ~ƒ o g o H {h¶,o "V‘w Z o Bg àH ma g o H aZm Mm{h¶&o O~ V‘w AX§ a lr‘mVmOr Ho gmW hmVo o hm,o Vm o CZH s Va’ Ü¶mZ Xm.o ..''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

M¡VÝ¶ bha|

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~ƒm | H s MV¡ Ý¶ bham | g o g~§ {§ YV A{YHVa g‘ñ¶m¶ | ‘mVm-{nVm g oAmVr h¡

""... lr‘mVmOr Zo ¶h r ñnï H aHo ~Vm¶m h¡ A{YH Va ZwH gmZXoh ñn§XZm| go JdmZ r ~ƒm| H s ajm H a gH Vo h¢, na ‘mVm-{nVm Ho ñn§XZm| go CZH s ajm Zht H a gH Vo& Bg{b¶o ¶h ‘hÎdnyU© ~mV h¡ {H {OVZm g§^d hmo CVZm A{^^mdH m| Zo IwX H mo gm’ H aZm h¡& h‘mao àË¶j AZw^dm| Ho AZwgma ~ƒm| H mo ñn§XZm| H s {OZ g‘ñ¶mAm| H m gm‘Zm H aZm n‹SVm h¡, CZ‘| go A{YH Va ‘mVm-{nVm H s hmoVr h¢...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

IwX H mo gm’ aIZo H m à¶mg H s{O¶o :

""... {H VZo g§doXZerb hmoVo h¢ ~ƒo! gmao g‘¶ do AmnH mo gwYmaVo ahVo h¢, AmnH s ~mYmAm| H s nH ‹S ñd¶§ boVo h¢& {OVZm g§^d h¡, CVZm do IwX H mo gm’ , ~mYm‘wº H aZo H m à¶mg H aVo h¢& na Amn hr do bmoJ h¢ {H {OÝhm|Zo CZHo gm‘Zo g‘ñ¶m¶| Zht I‹Sr H aZr h¡& ghO¶moJr hmoZo Ho ZmVo AmnZo ñd¶§ H mo ñdÀN, gm’ aIZo Ho à¶mg H aZo Mm{h¶o Am¡a MH« m| na H s AmnH s ~mYmAm| H s nH ‹S r Zht hmoZr Mm{h¶o& ¶h ‘hÎdnyU© ~mV h¡...''


‘m± ~hþV gmam XoVr h¡ :

""... A~ ~ƒo Am¡a ‘m± Ho [aíVm| ‘| ‘m± ~hþV Hw N XoVr h¡& AmnH s nyar ~m¶t ~mOy ‘m± hr (V¡¶ma) H aVr h¡& dh AmnH s nyar ~m¶t ~mOy H m {Z‘m©U H aVr h¡ ³¶m|{H CgZo AmnHo {b¶o BÀNm H s h¡, Bg{b¶o dh Cg ~mOy H m {Z‘m©U H aVr h¡& Xm{hZr ~mOy na ‘m± H mo‘b, ZmOyH MrμOm| H s gmar gw§XaVm Am¡a AmKmV r XoVr h¡, Omo AmnH mo AmnHo ì¶dgm¶ ‘| {‘bVo h¢ Am¡a do AmnHo OrdZ Ho gmao bMrbo ApñWa jU {H Amn gmoMVo h¢, "³¶m Hw N ‘wPo {‘bm h¡ dh H hm± go QnH n‹Sm h¡?' ¶o Vmo AmnH s ‘m± Zo AmnH mo {X¶o

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hþ¶o Amerdm©X h¢& O~ AmnH m OÝ‘ hmoVm h¡ Vmo Amn hr AnZr ‘m± H mo r MwZVo h¢& Vmo AmnH s ‘m± H mo Xmof XoZo go H moB© Cn¶moJ Zht, {H dh BgHo g‘mZ h¡, dh EH ¶§H a ór h¡, dh ¶o h¡, dmo h¡...''

(1980, ‘mVm)

~ƒm| H mo BVZm μÁ¶mXm JmoX ‘| ¶m H§ Yo na aI H a ‘V bo OmB©¶o :

""... O~ ~ƒm ~S‹ m hm o OmVm h,¡ V~ gmjmËH mar AmË‘m hmZo o Ho ~mdOXy dh ¶ o g~ Zht gh gH Vm& dh {MT‹ {MT‹ m hm o OmVm h&¡ {MT‹ V o hr OmVm h ¡ ³¶m{| H CgH s ‘m ± ~m¶t ~mO y g o à^m{dV ì¶{º h&¡ Bg{b¶ o ‘Z¢ o gMy Zm Ama¡ gbmh Xr Wr, {H ‘mVmAm | Z o ~ƒm | H m o AnZr JmXo ‘ | ¶m Ama¡ H ht aI H a Zht b o OmZm h&¡ Om o ‘mVm¶ | Bg àH ma H s h ¢ CÝhmZ| o AnZ o ~ƒ o H m o JmXo ‘ | ¶m H§ Y o na BVZm A{YH Zht bZo m h&¡ ~ƒm | H m o AmO~y mO y ‘ | Ibo Z o Xr{O¶,o CÝh | AHo bm NmS‹o Xr{O¶&o Bgg o H ‘ g o H ‘ ‘m ± H s ~mYm H s nH S‹ | ~mbH ‘ | OmVr Zht&

O~ ‘mVm¶| Eogr hmoVr h¢, Vmo CÝhm|Zo Bg ~mV H mo ñdrH ma H a boZm Mm{h¶o {H h‘ Eogr h¢& na h‘mao gmW ¶ht g‘ñ¶m h¡& Vmo ~ƒo H mo gmao g‘¶ JmoX ‘| h‘ Zht aI|& Cggo ~ƒo Ho MH« m| na ~mYm H s nH ‹S | Am OmVr h¡ Am¡a Cg ~oMmao ~ƒo ‘| Vmo H moB© JbVr Zht H s h¡& ~ƒm Vmo EH gmjmËH mar AmË‘m h¡ Vmo CgZo {H g{b¶o nr‹Sm ghZr h¡? dh Vmo AmnH s nH ‹Sm| go OyP ahm h¡ Vmo ~ƒo Ho gmW X¶m~w{Õ {XImZo Ho {b¶o ~ohVa h¡ {H Cgo Eogo q~Xþ na AHo bm Nmo‹S Xr{O¶o Ohm± ~ƒm| H mo CZHo IwX Ho gmW Nmo‹S m OmVm h¡ Am¡a do Iwe ahVo h¢& Vmo ¶hr h¡ dh ahñ¶...''


amoJ Zï hmo Om¶|Jo :

""... na AJa AmnZo ~ƒo H mo ha EH Ho gmW BYa-CYa IobZo {X¶m, Ho db AZw‘{V Xr{O¶o BgHo {b¶o, Vmo ~r‘m[a¶m± Zï hmo OmE§Jr, AmnH mo AmíM¶© bJoJm Am¡a {’ a ‘mZ br{O¶o {H AmnH s H moB© g‘ñ¶m h¡,

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O¡go {H H {h¶o nrN odmbr Amkm H s& Vmo AJa Amn na Xÿgam H moB© CnMma H a ahm h¡, Vmo dh AÑí¶ hmo OmVr h¡& ³¶m|{H {H gr H s M¡VÝ¶ bha| Amngo A{YH AÀNr h¢, Vmo yV Nmo‹SH a mJVo h¢& na AJa gmam g‘¶ Amn Cgo nH ‹S H a hr ~¡RVo h¢, Vmo Amn ñd¶§ r nrN odmbr Amkm go nr{‹SV hmoVr h¡ Am¡a Amn ~ƒ o H m o nH S‹ H a ~R¡ r h,¢ Vm o ~ƒ o H m o ^r dh nrS‹ m ghZr nS‹ Vr h.¡ ..''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

~ƒm| H mo {H ggo nr‹Sm hmo ahr h¡, ¶h ImoO H a {ZH m{b¶o :

""... ‘mVm-{nVm hmoZo Ho ZmVo ¶m mdr ‘mVm-{nVm hmoZo Ho ZmVo Am¡a ~ƒm| Ho [aíVoXma hmoZo Ho ZmVo ^r, ghO¶moJ ‘| ~ƒm| H mo Ü¶mZ Xo H a nmbZo-nmogZo H m h‘| ~hþV ~‹Sm ‘hÎd h¡& BgH m H maU ¶h h¡ {H ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddm{hV bomJm| Ho AnZo ~ƒo h¢ Omo {H gmjmËH mar AmË‘m¶| h¢& BgH m ‘Vb~ ¶h h¡ {H A{V Cƒ loUr Ho ~mbH h¢ Am¡a Eogo ~ƒm| H m g§JmonZ H aZm h¡ Vmo ~hþV hr Ü¶mZ XoH a Am¡a g‘PXmar go&

nhbr ~mV Vmo ¶h h¡ {H BZ g~ ~ƒm| H mo g‘ñ¶m¶| hr Zht hm|Jr, na Yrao-Yrao g‘ñ¶m¶| Câ gH Vr h¢! ³¶m| {H O~ do g‘mO Ho bmoJm| Ho g§nH© ‘| Am¶|Jo Vmo CZH mo AbJ-AbJ nH ‹Sm| H m AZw^d AmZo bJoJm& Am¡a CgH mo ~ƒo ¶m Vmo Omoa go amo H a, AnZr C§J{b¶m± ‘w±h ‘| Smb H a, Omoa go {Mëbm H a ¶m H H© e AmdmO| {ZH mb H a do ì¶º H a|Jo& AnZr g‘ñ¶mAm| H mo àH Q H aZo Ho {b¶o {H VZo gmao VarH m| go ~ƒo à¶mg H a|Jo&

{deof ê n go XmoZm| ñdm{YðmZ (~m¶m§, Xm¶m§) ~ƒm| H mo Vrd«Vm go g§VwbZ H s J‹S~‹Sr ‘hgyg hmoVr h¡& O~ CÝh| ~m¶| ¶m Xm¶| ñdm{YðmZ na ~mYm hmoVr h¡ Vmo dh C§Jbr ‘w±h ‘| SmbH a {XImZo H m à¶mg H aVo h¢& ¶m Vmo {’ a Cg C§Jbr H mo Iam|M H a Img H a Ho A§JyR o H mo, ³¶m| {H Amn OmZVo h¢ {H A§JyRm hr ñdm{YðmZ h¡& ¶h Vmo {d{eï àH ma H s nH ‹S h¡& ‘m± Zo Cg

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na {~ëHw b hr Xþb©j Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& g~ go nhbo Vmo dh ñd¶§ Bg ~mYm go nr{‹SV Vmo Zht, ¶h CgZo XoIZm Mm{h¶o&

AJa dh ñd¶§ hr ~m¶| ñdm{YðmZ ‘| ¶m Xm¶| ñdm{YðmZ ‘| ~mYm go nr{‹SV h¡, Vmo CgHo {b¶o ¶h AË¶mdí¶H h¡ {H dh AnZr ~mYm H m {ZdmaU H a MH« ewÕ H a|& A{YH Va Xm¶| Va’ H m ñdm{YðmZ H ‘Omoa hmoVm h¡& ³¶m|{H {ó¶m§ A{V{H« ¶merb hmoVr h¢& do OmZVr hr Zht {H Amam‘ H¡ go H aZm h¡& BVZm hr Zht, O~ do Ü¶mZ H aVr h¢ V~ r jwãY, AñdñW ahVr h¢& Vmo ¶h CÝht H m H m‘ h¡ {H OrdZ ‘| H m¡Zgr g‘ñ¶m h¡ Am¡a do {H g ì¶m{Y go nr{‹SV h¡, ¶o CÝh| hr ImoO H a {ZH mbZm h¡...''


2. M¡VÝ¶ bham| go {deof CnMma

~ƒm| H s EbOu :

""... {~ëHw b RrH , ~m¶t Zm{^ hr& ~m¶t Zm{^ na Bg ~mYm H s nH S‹ Am¶Jo r& A~ CgH m ‘Vb~ h ¡ ‘m!± ³¶m{| H ~ƒm A^r emXr-eXw m Zht h&¡ Vm o¶h ~mYm ‘m ± g o h,¡ ‘Vb~ ‘m ± H m o ñd¶ § H m o hr ~m¶t Zm{^ na nH S‹ hmJo r& ¶hr H maU h ¡ {H ~ƒ o H m o EbOu H s nH S‹ Am ahr h&¡ Vm o ~ƒ o H m o gOm XZo o Ho ~Om¶ ‘m ± H s ~m¶t Zm{^ Ama¡ ~ƒ o H s ~m¶t Zm{^ BZ XmZo m | na CnMma H a CÝh |RrH ³¶m | Z {H ¶m Om¶?o ~ƒ o H s ~m¶t Zm{^ na AmnH m Xm¶m § hmW a{I¶ o Ama¡ AmnH m ~m¶m § hmW Á¶m{o V H s Va’ H s{O¶ o {H ~g, hm o J¶m...''

(~ƒm| H s EbOu Ho g§~§Y ‘|)

Xÿ{fV Ñ{ï CnMma (A{V ZH mamË‘H Vm {ZH mbZo Ho {b¶o) :

1) gd©àW‘ ñd¶§ H mo ~§YZ br{O¶o Am¡a ~ƒo H mo r ~§YZ Xr{O¶o&2) M¡VpÝ¶V^m[aV qZ~y br{O¶o Am¡a qZ~y Ho no‹S Ho Ow‹S o hþ¶o mJ H mo

WmoSmgm H mQ |&

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3) Wmo‹S m Z‘H br{O¶o (Xm¶| hmW ‘|)4) qZ~ y H m H Qm hAþ m {hñgm ~ƒ o Ho gm‘Z o Am¶ o Bg àH ma g o qZ~ y aI&o5) ~ƒo H mo ~§YZ Xr{O¶o&6) CgHo ~mX Z‘H Am¡a qZ~y ’| H Xr{O¶o&7) AnZo hmW Ymo br{O¶o&

AWdm ZrM o Xr J¶r MrOμ m | ‘ | g o {H gr EH H m o bHo a ObV o hEþ AJ§ ma o na Smb |

1) Z‘H Am¡a amB© Ho XmZo (‘amRr ‘| ‘rR-‘mohar)

2) gyIr bmb {‘M] Am¡a Z‘H

3) Mmdb

4) Z‘H

br hþB© MrμO| hmW ‘| boH a ~ƒo H s gwfwåZm Zm‹Sr Ho gm‘Zo go D na ZrMo hmW Kw‘mB©¶o& {Og {H gr Zo H s hþB© Omo r ~mYm ‘oao ~ƒo H mo AñdñW H a ahr h¡ ¶m ZwH gmZ H a ahr h¡, CgH m {ZdmaU H a|, Eogr àmW©Zm H s{O¶o&

Eogr hr {H« ¶m¶| eof Xmo Zm{‹S¶m| na r H a| Am¡a ~ƒo H mo ~§YZ X|&

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1. H¡ go ~Vm©d H aZm h¡ ¶h ~mV CÝh| {gImB©¶o

""... A~ AJa do Hw N JbV H m‘ H aVo h¢ Vmo dh JbV h¡ ¶h AmnZo CZH mo Adí¶ ~VmZm Mm{h¶o& Amn CZHo A{^^mdH (‘mVm-{nVm) h¢ Am¡a A{^^mdH hmoZo Ho ZmVo ~ƒo H mo AmnZo ~VmZm hr Mm{h¶o {H ¶h JbV h¡& ¶h Zht {H ¶m OmZm Mm{h¶o, ¶h Vmo {~ëHw b hr Zht& Bggo ~ƒo CgHo ~mao ‘| AmkmH mar hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a CÝh| ³¶m H aZm h¡ ¶h g‘P OmVo h¢& ³¶m|{H AJa AmnZo CZH s ‘Ou Ho AZwgma CÝh| MbZo {X¶m, Vmo AmkmH m[aVm ³¶m hmoVr h¡ BgH m AW© do OmZ|Jo hr Zht& Hw N r hþAm Vmo r ~ƒm| H mo AnZr BÀNm go g~ H aZo Ho {b¶o AmnZo {~ëHw b AZw‘{V Zht XoZr h¡& Amn bmoJm| H s Bg ~mao ‘| {~ëHw b JbV YmaUm h¡& ~mah df© H s Am¶w VH CZH m C{MV nmbZ-nmofU {H ¶m OmZm Mm{h¶o, AË¶{YH ß¶ma ^r Zht Am¡a H moB© r ¶h ¶m dh ~mV Oê aV go μÁ¶mXm Zht...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

CÝh| ~VmB©¶o {H AÀNm ³¶m h¡ :

""... AJa AmnHo g~go AÀN o ~ƒo ^r h¡, Vmo ^r Amn CZH mo Bg

grI ({ejm)

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àH ma H s ‘yI©Vmâr H ënZm aI H a ~a~mX H a gH Vo h¢ {H , "dh ‘oam ~ƒm h¡, ¶h ‘oar h¡&' AÀNr MrμO| AmnHo ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo Iwb H a AmZo Xr{O¶o, AÀNm ³¶m h¡ ¶h ^r CZH mo ~VmB©¶o& Xÿgam| Ho gmW AÀNm H¡ go ahZm h¡ ¶h CÝh| ~VmB©¶o, Xÿgam| H m »¶mb aIZo Ho {b¶o CÝh| ~VmB©¶o, Xÿgam| Ho n¡a H¡ go X~mZm h¡, ~mb H¡ go g±dmaZm h¡, Xÿgam| H mo ImZm H¡ go XoZm h¡ ¶o gmar ~mV| CZH mo ~VmB©¶o& CZH mo Eogo {gImB©¶o, NmoQ r-NmoQ r VíV[a¶m± boH a Xÿgam| H mo H¡ go {IbmZm h¡, n§{N¶m| H mo H¡ go {IbmZm h¡, ’y bm| H mo (nm¡Ym| H mo) nmZr XoZo Xr{O¶o& CÝh| NmoQ m ‘V ~ZmB©¶o& BZ‘| Hw N ~ƒo gM‘wM CËgmhr, D Om©dmZ h¢, Amngo OÝ‘o hþ¶o ~‹S o g§V h¡, na Amn CZH mo ~a~mX H a aho h¢...''

(1990, Xrdmbr nyOm)

CZgo (~ƒm| go) ~mV H s{O¶o :

""... ‘wPo Eogm bJVm h¡, {H Bgr VarHo go ‘mVm-{nVm AnZo H V©ì¶ go NwQH mam nm boVo h¢& ~ƒm| Zo ³¶m H aZm h¡ ¶h AmnZo CZH mo ~VmZm h¡& AmnZo CZgo ~mV H aZr h¡, CZHo gmW ~mobZm h¡& CZgo AmnH m gwg§dmX, AWm©V² EH Xÿgao H mo OmZ H a AÀNr Vah go g‘PZo H s d¥{Îm hmoZm Amdí¶H h¡& AmnZo CZgo ~mV H aZr hr h¡ Am¡a AmnHo AZw^d Ho AmYma na CÝh| ‘mJ©Xe©Z H aZm h¡& CÝh| ~VmB©¶o {H ³¶m AÀNm h¡ Am¡a ³¶m ~wam h¡&

na ¶h r ³¶m ~mV h¡ {H ~ƒm| H mo Omo CÝh| AÀNm bJVm h¡ dh H aZo XoZm h¡ Am¡a ñd¶§ H mo A{^ì¶º Cgr àH ma H aZm h¡ O¡gm CÝh| ng§X h¡? ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H npíM‘r Xoem| Ho ~ƒo h‘oem AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm go "³¶m|? ³¶m|?' Eogm nyNVo ahVo h¢& CÝh| Zht OmZZm h¡, CZH s gr‘m¶| hmoVr h¢& ha EH "³¶m|' CÝh| g‘PZm hr Mm{h¶o, Eogm Hw N Zht h¡& do H¡ go g‘P gH Vo h¢? do gr{‘V h¢, CZH s ‘¶m©Xm¶| h¢ Am¡a Bg{b¶o nhbo CÝh| nyar Vah go V¡¶ma H aZm h¡& A^r, Bg hdmB© OhmO H mo Xo{I¶o& AJa CgH mo nyar Vah go aM H a n³H m ~m±Ym Zht J¶m, Vmo Cgo OmZo H s AZw‘{V Zht h¡& ³¶m|{H

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"¶h Vmo RrH h¡, Cgo AmH me ‘| OmZo Xr{O¶o&' Eogm AJa H hm J¶m, Vmo ³¶m hmoJm? Cgr àH ma go CZ‘| h‘| ZQ²g Am¡a ~moëQg² RrH Vah go Smb H a n³H m ~m±YZm h¡ Am¡a XoIZm h¡ {H {H g àH ma CZHo ì¶{º Ëd H m {dH mg hmoVm h¡...''

(1992, Ho Z~oam OmVo g‘¶ {X¶m hþAm ^mfU)

CZ‘| AmË‘gå‘mZ {Z{hV H s{O¶o :

""... EH K§Q o Ho {b¶o CZHo gmW ~¡{R¶o Am¡a CZgo ~mV H s{O¶o, na Xÿgam| H s CnpñW{V ‘| Zht& CÝh| ~VmB©¶o {H , "Amn bmoJ Vmo am{Z¶m| O¡go, amOmAm| O¡go hmo&' CZ‘| AmË‘gå‘mZ {Z‘m©U H a {Z{hV H s{O¶o& Bggo CZH m dV©Z AÀNm hmoJm Am¡a D na H¡ go OmZm h¡ ¶h r do grI OmE§Jo...''


AÀNo {eðmMma CÝh| {gImB©¶o :

""... Bg{b¶o AË¶{YH gwajm H s àd¥{Îm H s ^r Amdí¶H Vm Zht Am¡a nyar Vah go g~ Nmo‹S XoZo H s r Oê aV Zht& AmnH mo ‘Ü¶ ‘| hmoZm h¡& AnZo ~ƒm| H mo ~VmB©¶o {H H¡ gm ~Vm©d H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a AÀN o {eðmMma ³¶m hmoVo h¢& CÝh| ‘mby‘ hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H ¶o ~wao ì¶dhma h¡, {eðmMma Ho AZwê n Zht h¡& h‘ Cgo {~ëHw b H a Zht gH Vo, {~ëHw b Zht H a gH Vo& ~wao, A{eð AmMma...''

(1994, g§JrV g^m Ho nyd© H m ^mfU, {gSZr)

CÝh| ~VmB©¶o {H H¡ gm ~Vm©d H aZm h¡ :

""... CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, AJa Amn {H gr Ho Ka Om aho h¢, Vmo AmnHo gmW AmnHo ~ƒo ^r hm|Jo& OmZo go nhbo h‘ CÝh| ~VmVo h¢, "A~ XoImo, AmnH mo dhm± RrH ~Vm©d H aZm h¡& AÝ¶Wm CÝh| bJoJm {H AmnHo ‘mVm-{nVm AÀN o Zht h¡& A~ h‘ dhm± Om aho h¢ Vmo dhm± {H gr r T §J go AmnZo

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JbV ~Vm©d Zht H aZm h¡& AmnZo Hw N ^r MrμO dhm± Zht ‘m±JZr h¡& {~ëHw b MwnMmn ~¡R o ahZm&' Vmo g~go nhbo Amn CZH mo AÀNm ~Vm©d, AmMaU H¡ gm h¡, ¶h ~VmVo h¢& A~ do dhm± OmVo h¢ Am¡a {~ëHw b AÀNm AmMaU H aVo h¢& O~ Amn bm¡QH a AmVo h¢ V~ AmnZo CÝh| ~VmZm h¡, "{H VZr ~‹Sr ~mV h¡, Amn bmoJ {~ëHw b AÀN o aho hmo& AmnZo ~hþV AÀNm ~Vm©d {H ¶m& ¶h gM‘wM ~hþV hr AÀNm h¡& ‘wPo Amn na {H VZm Jd© h¡! Vmo AJbo g‘¶, Bggo r ~ohVa...''

(1992, ¶mo{J¶m| go ~mVMrV, H¡ Z~oam)

Xÿgam| H mo XoZo Ho {b¶o ~ƒm| H mo {gImB©¶o, XoZo Am¡a ~m±QZo Ho {b¶o h‘oem CZH s àe§gm H s{O¶o&

{Ibm¡Zm| H m AmXa H aZo Ho {b¶o CÝh| {gImB©¶o :

""... AJa do {Ibm¡Zo Vmo‹S XoVo h¢ ¶m Eogm hr Hw N H aVo h¢ Vmo CZgo H {h¶o {H , "AJa Amn {Ibm¡Zo Vmo‹S aho Vmo AmnH mo {Ibm¡Zo {‘bZo dmbo Zht& {Ibm¡Zo aI Xr{O¶o, CÝh| RrH go, H arZo go a{I¶o&'Am¡a ¶h g~ ~ƒm| H mo {Z¶mo{OV, g§K{QV H aZo Xr{O¶o...''


Ho db ñd¶§ AnZo na hr {Z^©a ahZo Ho {b¶o ~ƒm| H mo ‘V {gImB©¶o :

""... Vmo A~, n[adma hr Imo OmZo Ho H maU, AmnHo ~MnZ go hr AmnH mo AnZo ñd¶§ Ho D na {Z^©a hmoZm {gIm¶m Om ahm h¡& ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ ¶h d¡go hr hmoJm {H no‹S H m NmoQ mgm nÎmm AJa H h ahm h¡, "‘¢ AnZo na {Z^©a ahÿ±Jm&' Amn H¡ go ah gH Vo h¢? Amn EH ~‹S o d¥j H m EH {hñgm ¶m A§e h¢& Amn AnZo na hr {Z^©a h¡, ¶m Ho db AnZo na hr {Z^©a ahZm JbV ~mV h¡& AmnH mo ~‹S o d¥j na {Z^©a ahZm n‹SVm h¡, Omo d¥j AmnH mo YmaU H aZo dmbm h¡ Am¡a A~ Vmo AmnHo ~MnZ go hr AnZo na hr

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{Z^©a ahZm {gIm¶m Om ahm h¡...''

(1987, nyd© Am¡a npíM‘ ‘| ôX, H¡ ³ñQZ hm°b)

""... ~ƒm| Ho gmW r AmnZo YraO aIZm h¡, j‘merb hmoZm h¡& ‘¢ Vmo H hÿ±Jr maV ‘| Bg ‹T §J go ~hþV hr gm¡å¶Vm go Am¡a X¶m go ~ƒm| Ho gmW ì¶dhma {H ¶m OmVm h¡& Am¡a do Vmo {deof ~ƒo h¢& O~ do ~ƒo hmoVo h¢ V~ CÝh| Omo AÀNm bJVm h¡ dhr do H aVo h¢& na O~ do C‘« ‘| ~‹S o hmo OmVo h¢, Vmo h‘| CZHo {H emoa Am¶w go H moB© r g‘ñ¶m Zht hmoVr& Ohm± ~ƒo AmXa Zht H aVo Eogr g‘ñ¶m¶| hr h‘| Zht h¡...''


2. ^mfm

CÝh| AmXa H aZm {gImB©¶o :

""... AmnH mo ^maVr¶ bmoJm| Zo hr {gImZm Amdí¶H h¡ {H H¡ go AmXa H a|& ‘oam Ame¶ ¶h h¡ {H , ^maV ‘| ‘mVm-{nVm H m ~hþV A{YH AmXa {H ¶m OmVm h¡& AJa ‘mVm-{nVm ~mV H a aho h¢ Vmo ~ƒo Mwn ah|Jo, Hw N r Zht ~mbo J| &o ha EH ~mV Ego o AmXa Ho H maU hr RrH TJ§ g o hmVo r h&¡ AJa AmXa, gå‘mZ Zht hmJo m, Vm o g‘mO H m {dZme {H ¶m Om¶Jo m& Ama¡ AJa Amn hr {H gr H m AmXa Zht H aV o h,¢ Vm o AmnHo ~ƒ o ^r AmXa Zht H aJ| .o ..''

(1992, gmd©O{ZH àdMZ Ho ~mX ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, {~«ñ~oZ)

"‘¢ Zμ’ aV H aVm hÿ±', Eogm H hZo Ho {b¶o AZw‘{V ‘V Xr{O¶o&

H {h¶o, "dh AÀNm h¡' Z {H , "‘wPo ng§X h¡' :

""... gw§XaVm H m {dkmZ "¶h AÀNm h¡, dh AÀNm h¡' Bg àH ma {gImZm AÀNm h¡& na ~ƒm| Zo Eogm H hZm Zht grIZm Mm{h¶o, "¶h ‘wPo

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ng§X h¡, ‘wPo AÀNm bJVm h¡...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

""... Am¡a AmnHo ~ƒm| H mo ¶h OmZZm hr h¡ {H H¡ go ~Vm©d H aZm h¡, Odm~ {H g àH ma XoZm h¡ Am¡a CÝhm|Zo {H VZm ~mobZm h¡...''


ew^ à^mV, ew^ g§Ü¶m, ew^ am{Ì H hZo Ho {b¶o CÝh| {gImB©¶o :

""... AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo CbQH a {H gr r ~ƒo Zo Odm~ Zht XoZm h¡& AJa CÝhm|Zo CbQm Odm~ {X¶m, Vmo CÝh| Xmo WßnS Xr{O¶o& CgH s AZw‘{V h¡& AmXaerb H¡ go hmoZm ¶h CÝh| {gImB©¶o& AJa AmnZo CÝh| {gIm¶m Zht, Vmo Xÿgam| H m AZmXa H aZo H s CZH s d¥{Îm hmoJr& V~ CÝh| bmoJ Omoa go MnV bJm¶|Jo...''


CÝh| gmam g‘¶ "³¶m|?' H a Ho nyNZo ‘V Xr{O¶o :

""... ~ƒm Am¡a CgHo ‘mVm-{nVm BZ Ho ~rM ‘| g‘PXmar H m Am¡a AmXa H m [aíVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H , "³¶m|? ³¶m|?' Eogo gdmb ~ƒo nyNVo ahVo h¢& Amn Xo{I¶o {H ¶h EH àH ma H m AmH« ‘H ñd^md h¡, Am¡a Hw N Zht& CÝh| Hw N OmZZm-dmZZm Zht hmoVm h¡, Imbr gdmb nyNVo ahVo h¢&

Cg g‘¶ AmnZo CÝh| ~VmZm h¡, "Vwåh| ¶h Zht OmZZm h¡& Vwåh| BgH s H moB© Oê aV Zht&' AmnH mo CÝh| V^r ‘Zm H a Ho ¶h Mwn H a XoZm h¡& em§V ~ƒm H ht A{YH ~ohVa hmoVm h¡& ³¶m|{H dh ñd¶§ {ZarjU H aVm h¡ Am¡a grIVm h¡& na Omo ~ƒm AmH« ‘H hmoVm h¡ dh ~mX ‘| EH ñd¡a ì¶{º Ëd ~Z OmVm h¡& Vmo XoIZm h¡ {H AmnH m ~ƒm AmH« ‘H Vmo Zht h¡& do WH m XoZo

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dmbo hmoVo h¢& ¶o ~ƒo nyar Vah go WH mZ XoZo dmbo hmoVo h¢...''


3. CZgo gwg§dmX hmoZo Xr{O¶o

CZgo gwg§dmX hmoZo Xr{O¶o :

""... Vmo A~ h‘ CZgo gwg§dmX H¡ go H ao? Xo{I¶o, Amn CZH mo àH¥ {V Ho nmg bo OmB©¶o Am¡a {’ a Xo{I¶o do H¡ gm ~Vm©d H aVo h¢, CZH m ‹T §J ³¶m h¡ Am¡a CZHo CnMma ³¶m h¡& CÝh| nmJbm| O¡go BYa-CYa Xm¡‹S mZm ¶m Hw N ’y b Vmo‹SZm ¶m Eogr hr H moB© H¥ {V H aZm, BgHo ~Om¶ CÝh| ~g {~RmB©¶o Am¡a ~VmB©¶o, "A~ ¶h H m¡Zgm ’y b h¡? Amn Bg ’y b H m Zm‘ OmZVo h¢? A~ ¶o dmbm Xo{I¶o, ¶h H m¡Zgm ’y b h¡? Amn Bg ’y b H m Zm‘ OmZVo h¢? A~ ¶o dmbm Xo{I¶o, ³¶m? ¶h H m¡Zgm ’y b h¡? Amn Bg ’y b H m Zm‘ OmZVo h¢? A~ ¶o dmbm Xo{I¶o, ³¶m, ¶h ’y b H m¡Zgm h¡ ¶h Amn OmZVo h¢? ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H ~hþV A{^^mdH AnZo AmnH mo Zht OmZVo! Vmo do ¶o gmar MrμOm| H mo ñnï H aHo ~Vm¶|Jo ¶m Zht, ¶h ‘¢ Zht OmZVr& CgHo ~mX, "¶h no‹S H m¡Zgm h¡?' àH¥ {V H mo Xo{I¶o&

Omo MrμO| ~ƒm| H mo g‘mYmZ XoVr h¢ ¶m CÝh| A{YH JhamB© VH bo OmVr h¢ Eogr MrμOm| na CZH m AdYmZ bo OmZm h¡& ~Om¶ BgHo , O¡go hr ~ƒm| H mo Iwbr Am¡a Imbr OJh {‘bVr h¡ Vmo do Ho db Xm¡‹SZm ewê H a XoVo h¢& V~ CZHo gmW ³¶m H aZm h¡ ¶h Amn Zht OmZVo& BgH m H maU ¶h h¡ {H {H gr {XbMñn MrμO na {MÎm EH mJ« H a Ho H¡ go ahZm h¡, ¶h AmnZo CÝh| {gIm¶m hr Zht& A~ Xo{I¶o, ‘¢ ¶hm± ~¡Rr hÿ±& ‘¢ BZ nËWam| H mo Jm¡a go XoI ahr hÿ±& ¶h ^r ‘oao ‘ñVH ‘| ahoJm Xo{I¶o {H VZm gw§Xa V§Vw, {H VZm gw§Xa YmJm h¡& Oam Xo{I¶o, Oam Xo{I¶o, gw§Xa! ¶h àH¥ {V h¡& Am¡a AJa EH ~ma ~ƒo Bg‘| é{M boZm Am¡a CgH s gw§XaVm H mo a{gH Vm go XoIZm ewê H aVo h¢, Vmo CZH m Ü¶mZ BZ MrμOm| na A{YH hmoJm& {OZ {ZaW©H MrμOm| H mo

93

Amn XoIVo h¢ CgH s Anojm...''


Q o{b{dOZ Ho ~mao ‘| ^r CZgo g‘PXmar H m ad¡¶m AnZmB©¶o :

""... {’ a V~ r Q o{b{dOZ, Cg na Omo ~mV| {XImVo h¢ do Am¡a ~ƒo ³¶m XoIVo h¢ BgH s {MÝVm aI H a AmnZo gmdYmZ, OmJê H ahZm Mm{h¶o& ‘mVm-{nVm Zo r BgHo ~mao ‘| »¶mb aIZm h¡ Am¡a CÝh| ~mobZm h¡ {H , "¶h JbV h¡, ¶h ~hþV hr JbV h¡ Am¡a ¶h h‘mao gm‘Zo g‘ñ¶m¶| bm¶oJm&' AJa AmnH m AmnHo ~ƒm| go RrH gwg§dmX Am¡a g‘PXmar h¡ Vmo AmnH mo H moB© g‘ñ¶m Zht ahoJr...''


h‘ h‘mao ~ƒm| Ho gmW μÁ¶mXm g‘¶ Zht {~VmVo :

""... AJa ~ƒm| H m ‘mVm-{nVm go gwg§dmX Am¡a g‘PXmar H m g§~§Y hmoJm, Vmo ~ƒm| H mo Am¡a μÁ¶mXm {H gr ~mV H s Oê aV hr Zht hmoJr& ~ƒm| H mo ~VmZo Ho {b¶o Hw N ¶mo½¶ H hm{Z¶m± n‹TZr Mm{h¶o& ~ƒm| go ~mV H s{O¶o& AJa Amn CZHo gmW ‘| hm|Jo, Vmo ‘wPo Zht bJVm {H do {Ibm¡Zo ‘m§JoJ|, Iy~ gmao {Ibm¡Zm| H s ‘m±J H a|Jo& Zht ‘m§JoJo ~ƒo! do Vmo ~hþV g§Vwï hmo OmE§Jo ³¶m|{H CZ‘| go A{YH Va gmjmËH mar AmË‘m¶| h¢& Vmo CZgo Eogo VarHo go ~mV H s{O¶o {H BZ ^m¡{VH dñVwAm| H s Anojm do AnZr AmÜ¶mpË‘H Vm ‘| d¥{Õ H a|Jo& ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H h‘ h‘mao ~ƒm| Ho gmW μÁ¶mXm g‘¶ Zht {~VmVo...''


~hþV A{YH kmZ H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht :

""... ~ƒm| H mo ha EH MrμO ¶m ~mV ~VmZo H s {~ëHw b Oê aV Zht& O~ do C‘« ‘| ~‹S o hmo OmE§Jo, V~ do BZ ~mVm| H mo OmZ b|Jo& Iy~ μÁ¶mXm kmZ

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H s Oê aV Zht& npíM‘ ‘| h‘ CÝh| ~hþV A{YH AZmdí¶H kmZ XoVo h¢& (O¡go {H Kmg H m Zm‘) ...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

4. ¶moJr ~ZZo Ho {b¶o {gImZm

CÝh| bJZo Xr{O¶o {H do ghO¶moJr h¢ :

""... Am¡a CÝh| A{YH AÀNm ~Vm©d H aZm h¡& CZ‘| AnZo ¶h YmaUm {Z{hV H aZr Mm{h¶o {H , "Amn g~ ghO¶moJr h¢ Bg{b¶o h‘ AmnH m AmXa H aVo h¢&'...''

CÝh| ~VmB©¶o {H ³¶m AÀNm h¡ Am¡a ³¶m ~wam h¡& ha EH ~mV Ho {b¶o lr‘mVmOr H mo YÝ¶dmX Xr{O¶o&

‘hmZ H m¶© H aZo H m h¡ :

""... h‘Zo CZgo Adí¶ ~mV H aZr h¡ Am¡a ~mobZm h¡ {H EH ‘hmZ H m¶© H aZo H m h¡& AmnZo Xÿa-Xÿa Ho Xoem| ‘| OmZm h¡ Am¡a ~hþV gmar ~mV| OmZZr h¡...''

""... AJa AmnZo CÝh| {deof àUmbr ‘| Zht Smbm Vmo do Xÿgar hr {Xem ‘| OmZo H s g§^mdZm h¡...''

’ moQmo H m AmXa H s{O¶o :

""... CÝh| grIZo Xr{O¶o {H , lr‘mVmOr H s ’ moQ mo H mo CÝh| nrR Zht {XImZr h¡ Am¡a ’ moQ mo Ho gm‘Zo n¡a ’¡ bm H a Zht ~¡RZm h¡...''

Xÿgam| H mo XoZo Ho {b¶o CÝh| {gImB©¶o :

""... h‘oem Xÿgam| H mo XoZo H s Am¡a {‘b-~m±Q H a {H gr MrμO H m

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Cn¶moJ H aZo na CZH s àe§gm H s{O¶o& Xÿgam| H mo Iwe H aZm VWm Xÿgam| go Am¡a ~‹Sm| go embrZVm go noe AmZm ¶o ~mV| CÝh| grIZo Xr{O¶o...''

Xÿgam| H m Am¡a YaVr‘mVm H m AmXa H aZo Ho {b¶o CÝh| {gImB©¶o &

à{Vðm Am¡a àH¥ {V Ho g§~§Y ‘| CÝh| {gImB©¶o :

""... Vmo AmnZo CÝh| CZH s à{Vðm Am¡a do H m¡Z h¡ BgHo ~mao ‘| ~VmZm h¡ Am¡a àH¥ {V H s à{Vðm Ho ~mao ‘| r ~VmZm h¡& "Xo{I¶o ¶h d¥j {H VZm à{V{ðV h¡& dh dhm± H¡ go Nm¶m XoZo Ho {b¶o I‹Sm h¡&' Vmo CZHo ‘Z ‘| r d¡go hr md {Z‘m©U hmoVo h¢& AJa AmnHo ‘Z ‘| àH¥ {V Ho g§~§Y ‘| Eogo Hw N ^md Zht hm|Jo Vmo Amn n¶m©daUg§~§Yr g‘ñ¶m H mo amoH Zht gH Vo& dh ‘hÎdnyU© h¡, ~hþV hr ‘hÎdnyU©...''


5. {ddmh Am¡a M[aÌew{Õ Ho g§~§Y ‘| CnXoe

‘ybmYma Ho g§~§Y ‘| OmZZo Ho {b¶o ~ƒm| H mo H ^r r CËgwH Zht hmoZo Xr{O¶o :

""... AJa ~ƒm| H mo A~moY, {ZíNb ahZo {X¶m Vmo CZH s H moB© é{M ¶m AmZ§X boZo H s BÀNm Zht hmoJr Am¡a {Okmgm ¶m {H gr MrμO H mo OmZZo Ho {b¶o Vrd« CËgwH Vm ¶m BÀNm go {Z‘m©U hmoZo dmbr g‘ñ¶mAm| ‘| do H ^r Zht ’± g|Jo& CÝh| H ^r ^r H moB© MrμO OmZZo H s Vrd« BÀNm go CËgwH ¶m {Okmgw ‘V hmoZo Xr{O¶o, Amn r Iwe hm|Jo, ~ƒm| H mo r Iwer bJoJr Am¡a {~ëHw b àma§^ go hr do AnZm OrdZ Z¡{VH Vm Ho AmYma na ewê H a|Jo& AmnHo ~ƒm| H mo AmnH mo ¶hr MrμO XoZr h¡, EH C{MV Z¡{VH ~moY, CgH s AZw^y{V...''


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h‘| ~MnZ go {gIm¶m OmVm h¡ {H Vwåhmam {ddmh {H ¶m Om¶oJm :

""... AmnZo ~ƒm| H mo J§Xo, Aì¶dpñWV VWm bmoQg B©Qg© O¡go gwñV Zht hmoZo XoZm h¡, ¶m Vmo CZ bmoJm| Ho g‘mZ {OZHo nmg H moB© MwñVr Zht& "...A~ maV ‘| h‘mar emXr H¡ gr hmoVr h¡ ¶h ~mV {~ëHw b grYr-gmXr h¡& Xo{I¶o {H ~MnZ go hr h‘| {gIm¶m OmVm h¡ {H Vwåhmam {ddmh hmoJm& Vmo AmnH mo AmnHo n{V Ho gmW H¡ go ahZm h¡, ¶h grIZm Oê ar h¡ Am¡a EH nwéf H mo h‘oem ~MnZ ‘| hr {gIm¶m OmVm h¡ {H Vw‘ Vwåhmar nËZr Ho gmW H¡ gm ~Vm©d H amoJo& {H ÝVw do ¶h Zht OmZVo {H nËZr H m¡Z h¡& Am¡a n{V H m¡Z hmoJm& n{V Am¡a nËZr Vmo Ho db EH àH ma H m àVrH h¡& dh H m¡Z h¡ ¶h ~mV do {~ëHw b Zht OmZVo, H moB© r hmo gH Vm h¡& Vmo EH ~ma AmnZo Cg ór H mo Y‘© Ho ê n ‘| ñdrH ma {H ¶m, Vmo AmnHo {b¶o ¶h EH AX²^wV AmíM¶© ~Z H a AmVm h¡ Am¡a Amn CgH m AmZ§X boVo h¢& Am¡a ¶h gmar KQZm EH q~Xw VH KQm¶r OmVr h¡, Eogo EH jU VH {H dh jU ‘§Jb, n{dÌ hmoZm Amdí¶H h¡...''

(1985, lrXodr nyOm, g°Z {XEJmo)

do H ^r ^r EH mÝV ‘| Zht OmVo ({OZH s emXr V¶ hmo J¶r h¡ CZHo g§~§Y ‘|) :

""... h‘ {‘bVo Zht ¶m {‘bVo h¢ BgH s H moB© Oê aV hr Zht& H ^r-H ^r bmoJ {‘bVo h¢, EH gmb VH EH Xÿgao go ~mV H aVo ahVo h¢& hmo gH Vm h¡ {H CZH s em{X¶m± Hw N g‘¶ VH H maUde ~mX ‘|, H aZo Ho {b¶o V¶ {H ¶m J¶m h¡ ³¶m|{H ‘§Jb, ew^ ‘whyV© Zht h¡& CÝh| EH Xÿgao Ho gmW hmoZo H m g‘¶ {‘bVm h¡, na H ^r ^r EH mÝV ‘| Zht& do H ^r ^r EH mÝV ‘| OmVo hr Zht& Bggo dh jU EH n{dÌ ‘whyV© ¶m jU ~Z OmVm h¡, O~ Amn AnZo n{V ¶m nËZr go {‘bVo h¢& ¶h A{V n{dÌ jU h¡& Vmo Amn Cg q~Xþ na EH mJ«{MÎm hmo OmVo h¢...''

(1985, lrXodr nyOm, g°Z {XEJmo)

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1. ZtX

Xg K§Q o go A{YH Zht :

""... ~ƒm| Zo (ZÝh| {eeyAm| H mo Nmo‹S H a) Xg K§Q o go A{YH Zht gmoZm Mm{h¶o...''

‘wPo bJVm h¡ {H CZH s ZtX H m g‘¶ ^r Oam OëXr hr h¢ :

""... Amn CÝh| gwbmVo h¢ Vmo, AJa ~ƒo ~hþV OëX hr gmo J¶o, Vmo AmnZo CÝh| ZtX go r OëX hr OJmZm Am¡a CRmZm h¡& AÝ¶Wm H moB© Cn¶moJ Zht& V~ Vmo do b§~o g‘¶ VH gmoVo hr ah|Jo& ~mX ‘| AJa do Xoa go gmoVo h¢, Vmo do CRVo r ~hþV Xoa go hr! Vmo g~go AÀNr ~mV ¶h h¡ {H CÝh| H ar~Z amV ‘| Xg ~Oo ¶m Zm¡ ~Oo gwbmZm Mm{h¶o&

AJa ~ƒo gmoVo h¢ Vmo CÝhm|Zo Xg K§Q o go μÁ¶mXm Zht gmoZm Mm{h¶o& Xg K§Q o hmoZo na CÝh| ZtX go OJm H a CRmZm hr Mm{h¶o& AJa do em‘ 7.30 ~Oo gmo OmVo h¢, Vmo CgHo ~mX Xg K§Q o ¶mZo gw~h-gw~h 5.30 ~Oo hm|Jo& Cg g‘¶ Vmo do CRZo dmbo hr Zht h¢& Vmo CZHo gmoZo H m g‘¶ amV 8.00 Ho Amgnmg a{I¶o Am¡a gw~h 6 ~Oo CÝh| CRm Xr{O¶o, ¶h EH AÀNr H ënZm h¡& AJa AmnZo Eogm {H ¶m, Vmo ~ƒo ~hþV AÀN o ~Z|Jo Am¡a g‘ñ¶m gwbP Om¶oJr& O~ VH ~ƒo ~mah df© Ho Zht hmoVo, V~ VH Eogm H aZm

àmË¶{jH {H« ¶mAm| go Ü¶mZ aIZm

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Mm{h¶o ...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

2. AÞ

~ƒm| Zo ImZo H s MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| ZIao Zht H aZo Mm{h¶o :

""... Am¡a A~ EH Am¡a ~mV AÞ Am¡a dh g~, BZHo ~mao ‘| ¶h h¡ {H ~MnZ go moOZ ¶m ImZo H s MrμOm| Ho g§~§Y ‘| ~ƒm| H mo Iy~ ZIao ¶m J‹S~‹S H aZo Ho {b¶o ‘V {gImB©¶o& AJa AmnZo hr CZHo AÞ Ho ~mao ‘| ng§X-Zmng§X na Omoa {X¶m, Vmo ~ƒo r hmo hëbm ‘Mm¶|Jo& na AJa AmnZo Bg g§~§Y ‘| A{YH ì¶mHw bVm Zht {XImB©, Vmo AmnZo Omo Hw N {X¶m, Cgr H mo ~ƒo Im gH| Jo& na {ZpíMV h¡ {H , ImZm AÀNm hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ‘¢ Bg ~mV na {deof Ü¶mZ XoVr hÿ± {H ImZm, CgH m ñdmX Am¡a g~Hw N AÀNm hmoZm Mm{h¶o& na CgH m ‘Vb~ ¶h Zht h¡ {H ~ƒo Zo Cg ~mao ‘| BVZo ZIao H aZo h¢ {H Hw N g‘¶ ~mX dh H hoJm {H Cgo Bg àH ma H m ImZm Mm{h¶o ¶m Cg àH ma H m! ~ƒo Zo g^r àH ma Ho ImZo H m ‘Om boZo ‘| V¡æ¶ma hmoZm Mm{h¶o& AÞ ~ZmZo H m h‘mam VarH m ^r AË¶§V Amamo½¶nyU© Am¡a ñdñW hmoZm Mm{h¶o& Am¡a {ZpíMV hr Hw N Sm°³Qa h‘| ‘XX H a|Jo& ¶h r ~mV h¡ {H ~ƒm| H mo h‘ ñdmñÏ¶nyU© moOZ X|Jo ...''


ImZ-nmZ Ho g§~§Y ‘| ~ƒm| go h‘Zo H Rmoa Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... na Jm§YrOr O¡go Wo, Cg àH ma Ho bmoJm| Ho nj ‘| ‘¢ Zht hÿ±& Jm§YrOr h‘| C~bm hþAm ImZm XoVo Wo, CgHo D na gagm| H m Vob ahVm Wm, dh h‘ ImVo Wo& ³¶m|{H do H hVo Wo {H Bgr àH ma go Amn ‘| {~Zm ñdmX AÞ ImZo H s d¥{Îm Am OmVr h¡& Xo{I¶o, AZmñdmX, do H hVo Wo {H , "AmnZo ñdm{Xï MrμO Zht ImZr h¡&' ‘wPo Zht bJVm, {H ‘¢ Eogm Hw N H a nmD§ Jr&

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na àË¶oH ì¶{º Eogm Hw N Zht H a nm¶oJm& Vmo ~ƒm| go Bg g§~§Y ‘| h‘Zo H Rmoa Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& h‘Zo A{V H Rmoa Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H Jm§YrOr Ho Aml‘ go ~mha {ZH bZo dmbo bmoJm| H mo ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, do ~hþV hr H Rmoa bmoJ h¢& Amn OmZVo h¢ do A{V[aº H Rmoa Am¡a Xÿgam| go ~hþV AZwHy b ¶m g‘mZ ñd^md Ho Zht hmoVo...''


gm‘mÝ¶ Am¡a {Z¶{‘V AÀNm AÞ :

""... Eogm Hw N Zht h¡ {H CÝh| g~ H ƒm AÞ ¶m ¶o Omo ñdmñÏ¶Xm¶H AÞ h¡ Am¡a d¡gr hr gmar MrμO| BZH mo hr ImZm n‹S oJm& BZH s Oê aV Zht h¡& na {Z¶{‘V Am¡a gm‘mÝ¶ AÀNm AÞ {Oggo CZHo ñdmñÏ¶ ‘| gwYma hmo Om¶o...''


Ohm± VH g§^d h¡, dhm± VH {Sã~m~§X AÞ H mo Qm{b¶o :

""... H moB© r {Sã~m~§X MrμO ¶§H a hmoVr h¡& H¥ nm H a Ho AnZo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o {Sã~o ‘| ~§X ImZo H mo IarX H a ‘V bo OmB©¶o...''

(1992, ’ m¶Zb Qm°H , ~adyS)

O‘rZ na {Jao hþE AÞ H mo ‘V CRmB©¶o :

""... AJa Hw N MrμO O‘rZ na {Ja OmVr h¡, Vmo Amn erK«Vm go Cgo CRm boVo h¢& {’ a Cgo Xÿa H ht ’| H XoVo h¢ Am¡a hmW YmoVo h¢& h‘ Ho db BVZm hr H hVo h¢, "Zht, Zm, Zm, Zm, Zm, dh Zht&' AJa AmnHo ‘w±h go r H moB© MrμO {ZH b H a {Ja OmVr h¡, Vmo AmnZo Cgo CRmZm Zht h¡...''

(1985, ñH m°ba{en)

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ñdmñW Ho {b¶o ImZo H m g‘¶ ‘hÎdnyU© h¡ :

""... ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmVr hÿ±& AnZm ImZo H m g‘¶ {ZpíMV Am¡a {Z¶{‘V aIZm ¶h ñdmñÏ¶ ‘| gwYma hmoZo Ho H maUm| ‘| go EH h¡& AÞ J«hU H aZo H m {ZpíMV Am¡a {Z¶V g‘¶...''


3. dó

Zm¶bm°Z H mo Qmb Xr{O¶o :

""... Vmo ghO¶mo{J¶m| Zo Ohm± VH g§^d hmo, ßbmpñQH (Zm¶bm°Z) H mo d{O©V H aZm h¡& Img H a ~ƒm| Ho ~mao ‘| AmnZo ~hþV Ü¶mZ aIZm h¡, CÝh| ßbmpñQH ‘V nhZmB©¶o...''


4. Ü¶mZ aIZo ¶mo½¶ gd©gm‘mÝ¶ ~mV|

~ƒo H mo gm’ a{I¶o Am¡a CgHo H n‹S o ^r gm’ gwWao a{I¶o&

CÝh| ‘m{be H s{O¶o ...C{MV ^moOZ Xr{O¶o ...~ƒm| H s Cnojm ‘V H s{O¶o&

Amn Hw N g‘¶ Ho {b¶o AmnH m H m‘ (Zm¡H ar) Nmo‹S gH Vr h¢ :

""... Am¡a H ^r r CZH s Cnojm ‘V H s{O¶o, {ZpíMV hr CZH s Amoa AZXoIr ‘V H s{O¶o& AJa Amn ~mha Om ahr h¢ ¶m AmnH s Zm¡H ar ¶m H m‘ h¡, Vmo r ~ƒo H mo H ^r r AHo bm ‘V Nmo{‹S¶o& Hw N {ZpíMV C‘« Ho {b¶o Amn AnZo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o Cgo Nmo‹S gH Vr h¢& Amn ~mX ‘| {’ a Cg Zm¡H ar H mo bo gH Vr h¢& Ka ‘| BVZr gmar MrμO| h¢, {OÝh| Amn H a gH Vo h¢, {ó¶m§ r...''

(1991, lr‘hmdra nyOm Ho ~mX H m ^mfU, nW©)

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CÝh| AHo bo ~mha ‘V OmZo Xr{O¶o :

""... ~ƒo ¶y±hr ~mha H¡ go OmVo h¢ Bg na h‘| ^r AmíM¶© hmoVm h¡& A~ ‘mZ br{O¶o, {H H moB© ~ƒm Omo bJ^J nm±M gmb H m h¡, H hVm h¡, "‘¢ XþH mZ go H¡ ÝSr IarX bmVm hÿ±&' Hw N r Zht MboJm& ‘m± H hoJr, "RrH h¡, O~ h‘ ~mha Om¶|Jo V~ Vw‘ H¡ ÝSr IarX boZm&'

‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H O~ VH ‘oar ~o{Q¶m| H s em{X¶m± Zht hþB© Wr V~ VH do H ^r ^r AHo br ~mha Zht J¶t& ³¶m Amn {dídmg H a gH Vo h¢? H ^r r Zht& AJa do ñHy b ‘| r OmVr Wr, Vmo Jm‹Sr ‘| S´ mBda CZHo gmW hmoVo Wo& O~ do H m°boO ‘| r OmVr Wr, V~ r Jm‹Sr ‘| S´ mBda CZHo gmW hmoVo Wo& H ^r r AHo br Zht Am¡a Hw N g‘¶ ~mX AJa do OmVr ^r Wr, ~g go ¶m {H gr AÝ¶ dmhZ go, Vmo O~ Cƒ {ejm Ho {b¶o do J¶t Wt, Vmo CZHo gmW CZH s gho{b¶m± hmoVr Wr& O~ g^r Amoa ZH mamË‘H Am¡a ~m{YV dmVmdaU h¡, Vmo ~ƒm| H s gwajm H m Ü¶mZ aIZm hr h¡...''

(1985, ñH m°ba{en)

nwéfm| Zo à{V{XZ ~ƒm| Ho gmW Hw N g‘¶ Adí¶ {~VmZm h¡ :

""... Am¡a nwéfm| H mo r ¶h g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H CÝhm|Zo ~ƒm| Ho g§J à{V{XZ Hw N g‘¶ {~VmZm hr Mm{h¶o& dh ~hþV hr ‘hÎdnyU© h¡& ³¶m|{H ~ƒo BVZm Amam‘ Am¡a AmZ§X XoZo dmbo hmoVo h¢...''

(1991, lr‘hmdra nyOm Ho ~mX H m ^mfU, nW©)

AJa Amn AnZo ~ÀMm| go ào‘ Zht H aVo, CÝh| Zht My‘Vo, CÝh| Jbo Zht bJmVo Am¡a öX¶ go bJm H a Zht aIVo, Vmo Amn {H g Ho gmW {’ a ¶h g~ H aZo dmbo h¢? :

“"... Am¡a {’ a dh ~ƒm, Cgo ³¶m Mm{h¶o? dh MmhVm h¡ {H Cgo Eogm AZw^d hmo, ¶m Eogm bJo {H H moB© Cgo MmhVm h¡ Am¡a H moB© Cggo ß¶ma

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H aVm h¡ Am¡a {’ a Cggo Wmo‹S o go bm‹S r H aVm h¡& Bggo Hw N r JbV Zht hmoVm& {H gr r ~ƒo H m Hw N r JbV hmoZo dmbm ¶m {~J‹SZo dmbm Zht h¡ AJa Amn CgHo bm‹S-ß¶ma H aVo h¡& ¶h JbV YmaUm h¡, {~ëHw b hr JbV! AJa AmnZo AnZo ~ƒm| Ho bm‹S-ß¶ma Zht {H ¶o Vmo Xÿgao {H gHo H a|Jo? AJa Amn AnZo ~ƒm| go ào‘ Zht H a|Jo, CÝh| My‘|Jo Zht, CÝh| Jbo Zht bJm¶|Jo ¶m CÝh| AnZo öX¶ Ho nmg bJm H a nH ‹SH a Zht aI|Jo Vmo Am¡a {H gHo gmW Amn ¶h g~ Hw N H a|Jo?...''

(1978, nyd© Am¡a npíM‘ H m ôX, H¡ ³ñQZ hm°b)

ßbmpñQH Ho {Ibm¡Zo : (~ƒm| Ho {b¶o ßbmpñQH Ho {Ibm¡Zo hm|Jo, Vmo ¶h ~war MrμO h¡ ³¶m?)

lr‘mVmOr : CZHo {b¶o ~hþV AÀN o Zht h¢& Am¡a Amn Omo BZ ßbmpñQH Z¡n{H Ýg H m Cn¶moJ ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o H aVo h¢, dh Amdí¶H Zht h¡& Xo{I¶o CgHo ~mX AmnH m ~ƒm| H s Amoa Ü¶mZ Zht ahVm Am¡a Cg Z¡n{H Z H s Va’ r Zht& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H ~ƒo Wmo‹S r Xoa VH {Ibm¡Zm| go IobVo h¢ na {’ a r H ^r-H ^r do Cgo ‘w±h ‘| SmbVo h¢ Am¡a....! ~ƒm| H mo H n‹S o go ~Zm¶o ¶m bH ‹Sr Ho ~Zm¶o {Ibm¡Zo Iy~ ng§X h¢& H n‹S o nhZo hþE ßbmpñQH {Ibm¡Zo r RrH h¡& BVZo A{YH YmoHo dmbo Zht...''


5. n¡gm Am¡a H m‘

~mha OmZm Am¡a n¡gm H ‘mZm Am¡a Hw N MrμO ‘m±JZm, ¶o ~mV| ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o gå‘mZOZH Zht h¡:

""... do Vmo NmoQ o ~ƒo h¢& gmobh gmb H s {H emo[a¶m± gw~h-gw~h MrμO| (Ý¶yO nona B.) ~m±QVo Ky‘Vr h¢& V~ ‘m± Zo H hm, "Vmo Cg‘| JbV hr ³¶m h¡?'

103

‘¢ Vmo Bg gdmb H m Odm~ Zht Xo gH s& na maVr¶ ‘Z {OZH m h¡ CÝh| ¶h Odm~ Am¶oJm hr Zht& ³¶m|{H CÝh| bJVm h¡, "ho JdmZ, ~mah gmb H s ~ƒr, g~oao OëXr CRZo H m h¡ Am¡a OmZm ^r h¡?' Bg ~mV H mo ghZm, g‘PZm Am¡a AZw^d H aZm {H AmnH m AnZm ~ƒm, Omo Ho db ~mah gmb H m h¡, Cgo AnZo OrZo Ho {b¶o n¡gm H ‘mZm n‹SVm h¡? Bg NmoQ r gr C‘« ‘| Vmo CgZo BYa-CYa IobZm h¡& ³¶m|{H dh g‘¶ hr IobZo H m hmoVm h¡...''

(1978, nyd© Am¡a npíM‘ H m ôX, H¡ ³ñQZ hm°b)

CÝh| H m‘ H aZo Xr{O¶o :

""... {ZpíMV ê n go hr AmnZo ~ƒm| Ho H m‘ Ho n¡go H ^r r Zht XoZo h¢& AJa do H m‘ H a aho h¢ Vmo AnZo IwX Ho {b¶o H m‘ H a aho h¢& Hw N H m‘ H aZo Ho {b¶o CÝh| n¡gm XoZm ¶h ~hþV ~war ~mV h¡& do ‘OXÿa Vmo Zht h¢...''


104

ƒo O¡go-O¡go Am¶w ‘| ~‹S o hmoVo OmVo h¢, d¡go-d¡go ~A{^^mdH AWm©V² ‘mVm-{nVm hmoZo Ho ZmVo CÝh| r

bJmVma AnZr d¥{Îm ¶m ì¶dhma ~ƒm| Ho Am¶w Ho AZwgma

g§¶mo{OV H aZo n‹SVo h¢& h‘ ‘mVm-{nVm h¢ Vmo h‘| {OZ AmìhmZm|

H m gm‘Zm H aZm n‹SVm h¡ Cg‘| ¶h ^r EH AmìhmZ h¡ ({H

~‹TVr Am¶w Ho gmW CÝho AZwê n ì¶dhma H¡ go H aZm) Bg g§~§Y

‘| lr‘mVmOr Zo r h‘| Img gbmh, gyMZm¶| VWm CnXoe {H ¶m

h¡ {H BZ n[adV©Zm| go {‘bZo OwbZo dmbm ì¶dhma H¡ go H aZm h¡

Am¡a Am¶w Ho AZwgma AnZo ~ƒm| Ho gmW h‘mao g§~§Y H¡ go

~XbVo ahVo h¢&

àË¶oH {d{eï Am¶w g‘yh Ho AZwgma AZoH ì¶mdhm[aH

gyMZmAm| H m r BZ ‘| g‘mdoe {H ¶m J¶m h¡&

Am¶w Ho AZwgma CnXoe

105

106

B©ída Ho {deof Amerdm©X :

""... O~ ór EH gmjmËH mar AmË‘m H mo AnZo J^© ‘| YmaU H aVr h¡, V~ ~hþV gmar {dbjU KQZm¶| KQVr h¡& na AJa gmjmËH mar Z hmoZo dmbo AmË‘m H mo r ór J^© ‘| YmaU H aVr h¡ Vmo CgHo Mohao na VoO AmZo bJVm h¡& Amn XoI gH Vo h¢ {H dh {H gr MrμO H m g¥OZ H a ahr h¡& B©ída Ho {deof Amerdm©X Cgo Ambom{H V H aVo h¢ ...''

(1980, ‘mVm)

{ddmh Ho níMmV² AnË¶ àm{á Ho {b¶o erK«Vm ‘V H s{O¶o :

""... Cg na nyar Vah go ¶mo½¶ {dMma H s{O¶o Am¡a CgHo ~mX ‘| ~ƒo àmá H s{O¶o& O~ ahZo Ho {b¶o AmnH s C{MV OJh h¡, Am¡a Eogr AÝ¶ MrμO| h¢, Vmo ~ƒo hmoZo Xr{O¶o& AÀNr hmoJr ¶h H ënZm...''


¶o XohmH¥ {V¶m± ({’ Jg©) {H g{b¶o h¢ Am¡a AmnHo XohmH¥ {V ‘| {H go é{M h¢?:

""... AJa ^maV ‘| {H gr ór H m ~ƒm Zht hmoVm h¡, dh àË¶oH XodVm, àË¶Ho à{o fV, àË¶Ho ì¶{º Ho nmg OmEJr Ama¡ am¶o Jo r {H Cg o ~ƒm hmZo m Mm{h¶ o Ama¡ BYa ¶hm ± O‘Z© r ‘ | A~ Vm o OZg»§ ¶m ‘mBZg 5% hm o J¶r h&¡ {Og ór Ho nmM± ~ƒ o h ¢ Cg o àYmZ ‘Ì§ r Ho dVo Z {OVZm ¶m Cgg o ^r A{YH ng¡ m Cg o d o XVo o h&¢ na Cg ór H m o nmM± ~ƒ o Zht hmJ| o dh H hVr h,¡ "‘ ¢ ‘ao m {’ Ja Im o XJ§ÿ r& (AWmV© ² Bgg o BpÀNV gX§w a earamH ma Zï hm o OmEJm&) ‘ao r g‘P ‘ | Zht AmVm {H BZ {’ Jg © H m o H hm ± bHo a OmZ o dmbr h?¢ ¶ o {’ Jg © ³¶m

J^©YmaUm

107

hmVo r h ¢ Ama¡ AmnHo {’ Jg © ‘ | {H g o {XbMñnr h?¡ ...''


J«hU H s Amoa XoIZm Qmb Xr{O¶o :

""... AJa J^©dVr H s AdñWm Ho MbVo AmnZo J«hU XoIm Vmo AmnH m ~ƒm {dH bm§J hmoJm...''

(J«hU J«hZjÌm| go g§~§{YV KQZm¶| h¢& ^maVr¶ naånam Ho AZwgma CZgo Vrd« bham| Ho n[aUm‘ hmoVo h¢&)

(1982, nr.nr.amo‘, J^©YmaUm Ho g§~§Y ‘| Cn¶wº gyMZm¶|)

~hþV gmao gy¶m©ñV XoIZm d{O©V H s{O¶o :

""... J^©dVr H s AdñWm ‘| Sy~Vm hþAm gyaO b§~o g‘¶ VH Am¡a ~hþV ~ma XoIVr h¢ Vmo AmnHo ~ƒo Ñ{ï go jrU H ‘Omoa hmo gH Vo h¢...''

àma§^ Ho VrZ ‘hrZm| ‘| H ‘ao H s O‘rZ na {~Zm H moB© AmgZ Ho ~¡RZm ¶m y{‘ na ~¡RZm Qm{b¶o&

E§Qr~m¶mo{QH (O§Vw g§gJ© H s ~mYm RrH H aZo dmbr XdmB©¶m±) Qmb Xr{O¶o :

""... J^©dVr hmoVo hþE AJa Amn E§Qr~m¶mo{QH CnMma boVr h¢, Vmo AmnH m ~ƒm Zrbo öX¶ dmbm hmo gH Vm h¡ {Ogo bmoJ Zrb {eew (ãë¶y ~o~r) H hVo h¢...''

(1982, nr.nr., amo‘, J^©YmaUm g§~§Yr Cn¶wº gyMZm¶|)

CËH¥ ï, A{ÔmV MrμOm| Ho g§~§Y ‘| gmo{M¶o :

""... {’ a ñd¶§ AmnZo ^r A{ÔmV MrμOm| Ho g§~§Y ‘| gmoMVo ahZm Mm{h¶o& {deofV: {ó¶m± O~ J^©dVr hmoVr h¢ Vmo CÝhm|Zo Hw N Vmo r AË¶§V

108

CËH¥ ï, CXmÎm {df¶m| H m nRZ H aZm Mm{h¶o& O¡go {H Amn JrVm, ~mB~b ¶m Hw amZ ¶m BgHo O¡gm Hw N Vmo ^r n‹T gH Vr h¢& Bggo AmnHo {dMma B©ída Ho à{V A{^‘wI hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a O~ ~ƒo H m OÝ‘ hmoVm h¡, Vmo ~ƒm ^r CÝht MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| gmoMVm h¡& ‘m± H s gmar Cnm{Y¶m±, JwU{deof O~ dh ~ƒo H mo J^© ‘| YmaU H aVr h¡, Cg {XZ go hr ewê hmo OmVr h¡ Am¡a Cgr {XZ go hr ~ƒm ‘m± H s d¥{Îm¶m± boZm ewê H a XoVm h¡& Vmo Amn AnZo ‘| Omo AÀNr Cnm{Y¶m± boVr h¢, ~ƒo Ho g§~§Y ‘| Omo AÀNr-AÀNr MrμO| Amn gmMo Vr h,¢ Cg o Amn ñd¶ § hr H m¶mp© ÝdV H aVr h&¢ Ama¡ Bgr àH ma g o ~ƒm A{V emÝV, AmkmH mar, g‘PXma Ama¡ EH ñdm^m{dH ì¶{º hm o gH Vm h.¡ ..''


CÎm‘ ‘mZ{gH VWm AmÜ¶mpË‘H ñdmñÏ¶ :

""... ¶h ~mV AË¶§V ‘hÎdnyU© h¡ {H ‘mVm H m ‘mZ{gH Am¡a AmÜ¶mpË‘H ñdmñÏ¶ {~ëHw b {Z‘©b Am¡a gH mamË‘H Vm go ânya aIm OmZm Mm{h¶o...''

(1980, ‘mVmAm| Ho {b¶o CnXoe)

""... ‘Z ‘| Omo Hw N MbVm ahVm h¡, CgH m n[aUm‘ {eew na hmoJm& ‘Z AmZ§X go n[anyU© hmoZm h¡& Amn H¥ {Ì‘Vm VWm H ënZm Ho amO ‘| ‘V a{h¶o...''


"~mbg§dY©Z' {df¶ na nwñVHo| n{‹T¶o :

""... lr‘mVmOr Zo gbmh Xr h¡ {H AJa ‘mVm-{nVm go AW©nyU© CnXoe H m A^md h¡ Vmo J^©dVr ór Zo ‘mVm VWm ~mbg§JmonZ nwñVH| n‹TZr Mm{h¶o {Oggo ‘mVm¶| AnZo AmnH mo {e{jV H a gH Vr h¡& Eogr gyMZm¶| ^maV Ho O¡go g‘mO ‘| CnbãY hmo Om¶|Jr& (Bg‘| XmXr ¶m ZmZr H s

109

^y{‘H m ‘hÎdnyU© hmoVr h¡)...''


à{V{XZ n¡Xb M{b¶o :

""... emar[aH Ñ{ï go XoIm Om¶o, Vmo AJa ‘mVm gj‘, ñdñW h¡ Am¡a J^©YmaUm H s AdñWm gm‘mÝ¶ h¡, Vmo lr‘mVmOr Zo à{V{XZ n¡Xb MbZo H s gbmh Xr h¡& J^©YmaUm Ho g§nyU© H mb ‘| {H gr ~JrMo ‘o d¥jbVm{X go ânya ñWmZ ‘| n¡Xb MbZm, Ky‘Zm Mm{h¶o& lr‘mVmOr Zo ñnï {H ¶m h¡ {H Bg àH ma go Ky‘Zm gwb^ àgy{V Ho {b¶o VWm àgd doXZm H ‘ H aZo ‘| ghm¶H hmoVm h¡& (Bg CnXoe go gy{MV hmoVm h¡ {H ¶{X ñdm{YðmZ MH« AÀNr pñW{V ‘| hmoJm, Vmo ¶h ~mV r ghm¶Vm H aoJr&)...''


Amn OmZVo h¢ Cggo H ht A{YH hr ‘m± AmnH mo XoVr h¡ :

""... na ‘mVm, Omo AmnH s AnZr ‘m± h¡, {Ogo Amn AnZr ‘m± Ho ê n ‘| OmZVo h¢, Omo AmnH mo emar[aH OÝ‘ XoVr h¡, dh ‘m± Amn OmZVo h¢ Cggo H ht μÁ¶mXm AmnH mo XoVr h¡& ³¶m|{H CgHo IyZ ‘| (M¡VÝ¶) bha| hmoVr h¢, Am¡a O~ dh AmnH mo AnZm IyZ XoVr h¡, Vmo AnZr bha| r AmnH mo XoVr h¡& dh AnZr D Om©, e{º , YmaUm e{º XoVr h¡& dh AnZr BÀNm AmnH mo XoVr h¡ Am¡a AJa dh ñd¶§ EH CËH« mÝV ì¶{º h¡ Vmo AmnH s CËH« mpÝV ‘| AmnH mo ào[aV H aVr h¡...''

(1980, ‘mVm)

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111

1. gm‘mÝ¶ CnXoe

g~ go A{YH g§ñH maj‘ :

""... O~ {eew H m OÝ‘ hmoVm h¡ V~ g~ go ‘hÎdnyU© g‘¶ hmoVm h¡ ³¶m|{H {eew Bg g‘¶ ‘| g~ go A{YH g§ñH maj‘ hmoVo h¢...''

(1986, ~mbH m| Ho g§~§Y ‘| CnXoe, {dEÞm)

""... OÝ‘ hmoZo Ho ~mX VrZ ‘hrZm| VH AmnZo ~‹S o Ü¶mZ go {eew H s nad[ae H aZr Mm{h¶o...''

nhbo Mmbrg {XZ-Ka Ho A§Xa :

""... AJa g§^d h¡ Vmo {eew Zo ewê Ho Mmbrg {XZ Ka Ho A§Xa hr ahZm Mm{h¶o...''


""... {~ëHw b hr NmoQ r Am¶w ‘|, VrZ ‘hrZm| VH ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹SH a AÝ¶ ì¶{º ¶m| Zo {eew H mo ñne© Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& My‘Zm r Zht, Bg àH ma go {eew H s ËdMm H mo Zht NyZm Mm{h¶o& VrZ ‘hrZm| Ho ~mX {eew H mo Amn Xÿgar ì¶{º Ho nmg Xo gH Vo h¢, na Ü¶mZ go...''

""... VrZ ‘hrZm| Ho ~mX Xÿgao bmoJm| H mo ^r AmnHo {eew H mo boZo Xr{O¶o, na AmnZo Zht& CÝhm|Zo Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho gmW Adí¶ ~¡RZm h¡& Xÿgam| Ho gm‘Zo AnZm {Xb Imob XoZm Mm{h¶o...''

0 go 2 df© VH H s Am¶w

112

‘ybmYma Ho g§~§Y ‘| :

""... CÝh| Xÿgao bmoJm| go {‘bZo Xr{O¶o& ~ƒo H mo gm’ a{I¶o Am¡a CgHo H n‹S o r gm’ -gwWao hmoZo Mm{h¶o& CZH s ‘m{be H s{O¶o& Cgo C{MV ImZm Xr{O¶o& AJa ~ƒm àË¶oH ì¶{º H s {à¶ g§nXm hmo OmVm h¡, g~ H moB© AJa Cgo MmhVo h¢, Vmo CgH m ‘ybmYma A{YH AÀNm hmo OmVm h¡...''

""... VrZ ‘hrZm| go Xmo dfm] Ho ‘Ü¶H mb ‘| ~ƒo ‘| Ah§H ma AmZo bJVm h¡& AmnZo Cggo ào‘ H aZm h¡ Am¡a Cgo AmXa H aZo Ho {b¶o ~VmZm h¡ ³¶m|{H Cg H mb ‘| md{ZH nj A{YH à^mdr ahVm h¡& (O¡go {H ew^ à^mV H hZm) AmXa Am¡a A{ÔmV CXmÎm ^mdm| Ho {b¶o ¶h Am¶w g~go A{YH g§ñH maj‘ h¡...''


g‘{n©V a{h¶o na Amg{º ‘V a{I¶o :

""... VrZ dfm] H s Am¶w VH ~mbH H m C{MV g§dY©Z H s{O¶o& g‘{n©V a{h¶o na ~ƒm| go AË¶{YH bJmd ‘V a{I¶o& CZH s emar[aH XoI^mb H s{O¶o...''

""... AmnZo ~ƒm| H s godm H aZr h¡& CZH s Amoa AdYmZ a{I¶o& na h‘Zo ~hþV A{YH Ü¶mZ Zht XoZm h¡, CÝhm|Zo AnZo ñd¶§ Ho gmW IobZm Mm{h¶o...''

""... h‘Zo ~ƒm| H mo ~hþV A{YH IwX go {MnH m H a ¶m h‘oem hmWm| ‘| VWm JmoX ‘| r Zht aIZm Mm{h¶o& O~ Oê aV h¡ V^r ~ƒm| H mo CRm H a AnZo nmg br{O¶o& Cgo IobZo Xr{O¶o...''

O~ Amdí¶H Vm h¡, V^r ~ƒo H mo CRmH a AnZo nmg br{O¶o :

""... EH ~ma O~ ~ƒo H mo CgHo Oê aV H s gmar MrμO| {‘b OmVr h¡, CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, Zonr ¶m b§JmoQ ~XbZm, {IbmZm B.& h‘oem Cgo

113

CRmH a Zht boZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H Cggo Cg‘| Ah§H ma nZnZo Ho {b¶o ào[aV ¶m àmoËgm{hV {H ¶m OmVm h¡...''


‘mVm-{nVm go AË¶{YH Cî‘m :

""... {eew H mo h‘oem AnZo H§ Yo na ¶m hmWm| ‘| nH ‹S H a Zht aIZm h¡& (gw~h EH K§Qm, em‘ H mo EH K§Qm)& AÝ¶Wm ‘mVm-{nVm go CÝh| AË¶{YH Ja‘r {‘bVr h¡& Cgo YaVr ‘mVm na aI H a boQZo Xr{O¶o...''


""... ~ƒo H mo H ^r ^r H ht ^r AHo bm ‘V Nmo{S¶o& AHo bmnZ {~ëHw b Zht& CÝhm|Zo AmnHo H ‘ao ‘| hr gmoZm Oê ar h¡...''

(1985, ñH m°ba{en)

~mbH Ho M¡VÝ¶ bham| H s AZw^y{V br{O¶o :

""... A~ h‘ XoI|Jo, ‘m± h‘mar Amdí¶H VmAm| H s ny{V© Ho {b¶o nhbo go hr ³¶m ³¶m H aVr h¡? h‘mao ApñVËd H m dh H m¡Zgm A§e h¡? ‘¢ Vmo H hÿ±Jr {H ‘m± hr àË¶oH ~mV h¡& AmnH s ì¶{º JV ‘m± {OgZo AmnH mo ¶h OÝ‘ {X¶m h¡, ¶h eara {X¶m h¡, AmnH s AnZr ‘m± {Ogo Amn ñnï ê n go OmZVo h¢ {H dh AmnH s ‘m± h¡, (CgHo g§~§Y ‘| Amn OmZVo h¢ {H ) ¶ht ‘m± AmnH m nmofU H aVr h¡, O~ AmnH s J^© Ho ê n ‘| pñW{V hmoVr h¡& Am¡a ~mX ‘| O~ Amn ~‹S o hmoZo bJVo h¢ V~ AmnH s d¥{Õ VWm {dH mg Ho {b¶o Omo Amdí¶H h¡ Eogm gmam emar[aH aU-nmofU dh AmnH mo XoVr h¡ Am¡a ‘m± H mo Cg‘| AmZ§X AmVm h¡& AÝ¶Wm dh A{V[aº ~moP bo ahr h¡, Eogm Cgo bJVm h¡& ‘m± MmhVr h¡ {H ¶h g~ ‘m± Xo Xo Am¡a àË¶oH ì¶{º Bg{b¶o CgHo ‘yë¶ H m J«hU H a|& ¶h Vmo AmZ§X H m gm‘y{hH Cn^moJ h¡& ¶h Eogo hr Mb ahm h¡ Am¡a Xþ{Z¶m Ho {MÌm| H s gmar H bmH¥ {V¶m| ‘|, gmar Xþ{Z¶m ‘|

114

àË¶oH mfm ‘|, àË¶oH Xoe ‘|, àË¶oH Y‘© ‘| ¶h XoIm Om gH Vm h¡...''

(1980, ‘mVm)

2. AÞ Ho Ûmam âU-nmofU

ñVÝ¶nmZ :

‘m ± H m XYÿ nrZ o Ho ~mX {ee w H m nQo am h ¡ ¶m Zht BgH s OmM± H a&|

àË¶oH ñVÝ¶nmZ Ho níMmV² ~mbH Zo RrH go SH maZm Mm{h¶o& ~mbH gmo Om¶o Vmo r ¶h XoIZm h¡&

""... {eew Ho noQ go O~ dm¶w {ZH mbZm hmoVm h¡ Vmo ZrMo dmbr {Xem ‘| CgHo hmW Jbo go boH a n¥ðd§e Ho ZrMbo {hñgo VH {hbmZm Mm{h¶o&


{eew Ho ñVÝ¶nmZ Ho g‘¶ VH ‘m± Zo dm¶w CËnÞ H aZo dmbm Amhma QmbZm h¡ :

""... erVno¶ VWm gm‘mÝ¶V: OmZr hþB© Omo MrμO| dm¶w CËnÞ H aVr h¢, CÝh| QmbZm Mm{h¶o& O~ AmnHo {eew na CgH m erK« à^md hmoVm h¡, Vmo ¶o MrμO| d{O©V h¢& (~rÝg, ‘gmbo, bhgyZ, ß¶mO, nÎmmJmo^r B.)...''

(1983, ‘mVAm| Ho {b¶o CnXoe)

""... ‘m± {OVZo {XZ VH AnZm XÿY {nbmVr h¡ V~ VH CgZo ñd¶§ Imbr XÿY Zht boZm h¡& ¶m Vmo Ira Ho gmW ¶m Hw N VmμOm Hw aHw ar MrμO| ¶m Eogr hr Hw N MrμOm| Ho gmW ‘m± Zo XÿY nrZm h¡...''

‘m± Ho {b¶o AÞ - ‘m± Ho {b¶o Hw N AÀN o Am¡a Cn¶moJr nXmW© : gyOr, MrZr H s MmeZr ‘| Kwbo hþE ¶m gmXo ~mXm‘, agJwëbm (MrZr H s MmeZr ‘| Kwbr hþB© maVr¶ {‘RmB©)

115

""... ~moVb go XÿY {nbmZm erK« hr ewê H aZm AÀNr ~mV h¡& ~mX ‘| {eew H mo ~moVb go XÿY nrZo ‘| H moB© g‘ñ¶m Zht Am¶oJr...''

H ãO (H m°pÝñQnoeZ) :

""... O~ NmoQ o ~ƒo H mo H ãO H s ~r‘mar hmoVr h¡, Vmo nhbo ¶h XoIZm h¡ {H ‘m± H mo H ãO h¡ ¶m Zht& C~bo hþE XÿY ¶m g§Ìo Ho ag Ho gmW ‘m± Zo H mbr ‘Zw³H m ¶m Iwa~mZr (ßb‘) amV H mo boZr Mm{h¶o...''

""... Xg ‘hrZm| Ho níMmV² ñVÝ¶nmZ ~§X H a XoZm Mm{h¶o...''

Jm¶ H m XÿY :

""... VrZ ‘hrZm| Ho ~mX Amn Jm¶ H m XÿY {nbmZm ewê H a gH Vr h¢, na AmnH mo Wmo‹S m XÿY XoZm h¡& ({XZ ‘| EH ~ma)& bmoho Ho ~V©Z ‘| nmZr {‘bmH a C~mbm J¶m XÿY ~ƒo H mo Xr{O¶o& AÝ¶Wm ~ƒo H mo A{Vgma (Sm¶[a¶m) ¶m H ãO, OwH m‘ ¶m ZmH go nmZr ~hZo H s ~r‘mar ewê hmo gH Vr h¡...''

XÿY Am¡a nmZr {‘bmH a C~mb br{O¶o :

""... O~ Amn ~ƒm| H mo Jm¶ H m XÿY XoVr h¢ (Xg ‘{hZo ~mX) V~ h‘oem XÿY Am¡a nmZr bmoho Ho ~V©Z ‘| EH gmW C~m{b¶o& XÿY ‘| Wmo‹S mgm Kr H m A§e Mm{h¶o...''

XYÿ {nbmZ o H s ~mVo b o H mM± g o ~Zr hBþ © ~ho Va h ¡ (ßbmpñQH H s Zht)&

ñVZnmZ ~§X H aZo Ho ~mX Rmog Amhma XoZo H m Ama§^ :

Rmog Am¡a dOZr Amhma Yrao-Yrao Xr{O¶o& EH ‘hrZo Ho ~mX C~bo nmZr go ewê H s{O¶o, CgHo ~mX ’ bm| H m ag Xr{O¶o& Nh ‘hrZm| Ho ~mX Rmog Amhma Xr{O¶o O¡go ‘y§JXmb Am¡a Mmdb go ~Zr hþB© {IM‹Sr&

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6 go 10 ‘hrZm| Ho Xa{‘¶mZ :

NR o ‘hrZo ‘| {eew H mo ‘m± go ñVÝ¶nmZ XoZm ~§X H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Xg ‘hrZo VH Vmo nyam hr ~§X H aZm h¡& gmam Amhma ¶m AÞ àmH¥ {VH Mm{h¶o, {Sã~o ‘| ¶m {H gr AÝ¶ MrμO ‘| ~§X {H ¶m J¶m ¶m H¥ {Ì‘ ê n ‘| ~Zm¶m hþAm Amhma H ^r r Zht XoZm h¡& lr‘mVmOr Zo gy{MV {H ¶m h¡ {H , nhbr ~ma O~ ñVZnmZ ~X§ {H ¶m OmVm h ¡ Vm o àma§ Ho Rmgo Amhma Mmdb, XYÿ Ama¡ MrZr ‘bw m¶‘ H a Ho XZo m h&¡ NmQo o ~ƒm | H m o Xhr XZo m eêw ‘V H s{O¶&o


ñdm{Xï AÞ :

C{MV àH ma go Amhma ‘| Z‘H Sm{b¶o& Wmo‹S mgm ‘»IZ r& Amhma ñdm{Xï hmoZm Mm{h¶o&

Aja Amn ßbmpñQH Ho Må‘M Ho ~Om¶ g§^d h¡ Vmo Mm§Xr Ho Må‘M H m Cn¶moJ H s{O¶o&

{Z¶{‘V ê n go {IbmB©¶o :

lr‘mVmOr Zo ~hþV Omoa XoH a h‘| gbmh Xr h¡ {H ~ƒm| H s {XZM¶m© ewê go hr bMrbr hmo Eogr ~ZmZr h¡& g§¶w{º H ‘mÌm ‘| ~ƒm| Zo h‘mar OrdZe¡br ñdrH maZm h¡ Am¡a CÝhm|Zo h‘ na amO Zht MbmZm Mm{h¶o&


ImZo Ho g§~§Y ‘| AÝ¶ gyMZm¶| :

‘w±h ‘| Smbr hþB© H moB© ^r MrμO Ywbr hþB© hr hmoZr Mm{h¶o& O‘rZ na {Jar hþB© dñVwAm| H mo CRmH a ’| H Xr{O¶o Am¡a hmW YmoB©¶o&

~ƒo H mo n¶m©á ‘mÌm ‘| H° pëeA‘ {‘bVm h¡ BgH s {ZpíMVVm H s{O¶o&

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(AmnHo Xoe ‘| CnbãY CËnmXZ Imo{O¶o& dh hmo{‘AmonoWr H m r hmo gH Vm h¡&)

3. ‘m{be (‘gmO)

{Z¶{‘V ê n go ‘m{be H aZm g~go ‘hÎdnyU© ~mV h¡& O~ VH ~ƒm nm±M gmb H m Zht hmoVm, V~ VH CgH m ‘m{be hmoZm ‘hÎdnyU© h¡& {eew H mo amoO Xmo ~ma ‘m{be H s{O¶o& (EH ~ma amV ‘| Am¡a EH ~ma {XZ ‘|) Nh ‘{hZm| VH amoO Xmo ~ma Am¡a nm±M gmbm| VH amoO EH ~ma ‘m{be H aZr h¡&

‘ñVH Ho {b¶o ‘m{be ^r ~hþV ‘hÎdnyU© h¡ :

""... EH ~mV Ho {b¶o AmnZo AmJ«h H aZm hr h¡ {H eara H s ‘m{be nm±M dfm] H s Am¶w VH ~hþV hr ‘hÎdnyU© h¡& ha amoO ~ƒo H mo RrH Vah go ‘m{be H s OmZr Oê ar h¡& eara H s ‘m{be Adí¶ H s OmZr Mm{h¶o, V~ ~ƒo emÝV hmoVo h¢&

Xÿgar ~mV ¶h h¡ {H ‘ñVH H m ¶h {hñgm, AJa Cgo C{MV àH ma go Amd¥V Zht {H ¶m J¶m, Vmo ~ƒm| H mo VH br’| hmoVr h¡ Eogm ‘wPo ‘mby‘ hmo J¶m h¡& AmnH mo ³¶m H aZm h¡ {H ’ moÝQ{Zb ~moZ (Vmby H s hÈr) Ho Bg ^mJ Ho D na Vob SmbZm h¡ Am¡a Cg mJ Ho XmoZmo ~mOyAm| na r ~hþV gmam Vob SmbZm h¡ Am¡a Bg àH ma go dh Vob XmoZm| Va’ go ‘X©Z H aHo (‘b H a) ’¡ bmZm h¡& Am¡a ¶h g~ amoO H aZm h¡& Am¡a AJa Amn MmhVr h¢ Vmo ~mb Ymo br{O¶o Am¡a AJa Zht MmhVr h¡ Vmo ‘V YmoB©¶o& na ~mb emåny ¶m Hw N Vrd« Zht, gm¡å¶ MrμO go ¶m {’ a ~o~r emåny ¶m CgHo O¡gr ‘wbm¶‘ MrμO go ^r Amn Ymo gH Vr h¡& na g~go AÀNr ~mV Vmo ~mbm| ‘| Vob SmbH a Yr‘o go ‘bZm ¶hr h¡ Am¡a dh ‘hÎdnyU© h¡&

Vmby mJ Ho D na Vob bJmZm g~go AÀNr ~mV h¡& Am¡a AmnZo ~ƒm|

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H mo Vob ghr VarHo go bJm¶m Am¡a ‘X©Z {H ¶m, Vmo AmnH mo AmíM¶© hmoJm {H ~ƒo ~hþV hr emÝV hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a do AmnH mo VH br’ r Zht X|Jo...''

(1985-03, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

‘ñVH Ho {b¶o Zm[a¶b Vob :

""... ‘ñVH na Vob go ‘m{be H s{O¶o& Zm[a¶b Vob gdm}Îm‘ h¡& Vmby Ho hÈr H m D nar ^mJ Am¡a CgHo XmoZm| Va’ ^r Vob Sm{b¶o Am¡a ‘{b¶o& ha amoO& ¶h ~ƒm| H mo emÝV H aVm h¡...''

~ƒo Ho ZmH ‘|, H mZm| ‘| Am¡a {ga na amoO Vob SmbZm h¡ :

""... A~ Sm°³Qam| Ho AmYw{ZH ‘V Ho AZwgma ~ƒm| Ho ZmH ‘| ¶m H mZm| ‘| Vob ¶m Eogm Hw N Zht SmbZm h¡& ....Cg {XZ ‘¢Zo r H hm {H ‘¢ Zht OmZVr {H Amn bmoJ Vob ¶m Omo Hw N ^r hmo, ³¶m| Zht SmbVo ¶m bJmVo& {ga ‘| Vob ³¶m| Zht SmbZm h¡? ~oMmao {ga H mo h‘oem Vob H s Oê aV hmoVr h¡& H ‘ go H ‘ e{Zdma H mo {ga ‘| BVZm Vob Sm{b¶o, CgH mo AÀNr Vah go ‘{b¶o Am¡a {’ a Zhm br{O¶o& na bmoJ Vmo AnZo ‘ñVH ‘| H moB© r Vob SmbVo hr Zht& ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H AmnZo AnZo oOo H mo Vob XoZm h¡ Am¡a Cgo gj‘, {H« ¶merb aIZm h¡, ³¶m AmnH mo Eogm Zht bJVm? AJa AmnZo {H gr ‘erZ ‘| Vob Zht {X¶m, Vmo dh MQH Om¶oJr& Vmo Bg oOo Ho {b¶o, Omo {H AmnH m {deof ¶§Ì h¡ Am¡a ghO¶moJ Ho ~mX Vmo gM‘wM hr EH Iy~ {deof ¶§Ì h¡, Cg ‘pñVîH ‘| AmnZo ~hþV Vob SmbZo H m à¶mg H aZm Mm{h¶o...''

gw~h ~ƒo H mo ZhbmB©¶o (gXu Ho ‘m¡g‘ ‘| em‘ H mo)& em‘ H mo ‘m{be H s{O¶o Am¡a agm¶Zm| go {da{hV nmD Sa bJmB©¶o (CXmhaU Ho {b¶o - M§XZ nmD Sa)

‘m{be Ho ~mX ~ƒo H mo gw~h H s Yyn ‘| a{I¶o (na ‘w±h ¶m ‘ñVH na

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grYr Yyn Zht AmZr Mm{h¶o)&

{~Zm {dQm{‘Z dmbo ~ƒm| Ho Vob H m Cn¶moJ ‘V H s{O¶o :

""... {eew H mo ha amoO ‘m{be H s OmZr Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H dh MH« m| Ho {b¶o ~hþV AÀNm hmoVm h¡& Amo{bd, ~mXm‘, gagm| B. H m Vob ¶m {’ a Kr Am¡a ‘»IZ BZ ‘| go {H gr H m r Cn¶moJ {H ¶m Om gH Vm h¡& na§Vw ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o ~Zm¶o J¶o VWmH {WV Vobm| H m Cn¶moJ ‘V H s{O¶o ³¶m|{H CZ‘| {dQm{‘Ýg Zht hmoVo& ~mbm| Ho {b¶o Amo{bd Vob H m Cn¶moJ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H Bggo ~mb g’o X hmoVo h¢& {ga na ghòma H s Amoa OmZo dmbr {Xem ‘| Vob ‘{b¶o O¡go {H Amn ghòma H mo Vob go a aho h¢...''


nVbo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o ‘m{be :

“"... ~ƒm ñdñW hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o& CgHo ñZm¶w nyar Vah {dH {gV hmoZo Mm{h¶o Am¡a eara ‘| Ma~r hmoZm Oê ar h¡& AJa ~ƒm Xþ~bm-nVbm h¡, ¶m CgHo ñZm¶w RrH go {dH {gV Zht hþE h¢ Vmo Cg ~ƒo H s ‘m{be H aZr Mm{h¶o& ¶h ~hþV ‘hÎdnyU© h¡& Kr ¶m ‘³IZ ({dQm{‘Z E Am¡a Sr) go H s J¶r ‘m{be g~ go AÀNr h¡& ‘³IZ g~go AÀNm h¡ Am¡a Cg‘| Ho ga (gwJ§Y Ho {b¶o) {‘bm gH Vo h¢...''

(1983, ~mbH m| Ho {df¶ ‘| gbmh, {dEÞm)

4. dó

ËdMm go {ZH Q ñne© Ho {b¶o ewÕ gyVr H nS o :

eV-à{VeV àmH¥ {VH YmJm| go ~Zo hþE H n‹S o ~ƒm| Zo nhZZm Mm{h¶o& BgHo ‘hÎd na lr‘mVmOr ~hþV AmJ«hr h¡& ËdMm go bJH a Omo dó ahVm h¡ dh ewÕ gyVr hmoZm Mm{h¶o& O~ R §S ahVr h¡ V~ gyVr H n‹Sm| Ho D na D Zr

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H n‹S o nhZZo Mm{h¶o& H ÊRmpñW Ho ^mJ ‘| Omo NmoQ rgr dH« Vm ahVr h¡ CgH mo AmdaU H aZm ^r ‘hÎdnyU© h¡& OwH m‘ hmoZo go amoH Zo Ho {b¶o ¶h ghm¶H h¡& NmoQ o ~ƒmo§ Ho {b¶o aoe‘ H m dó BVZm AÀNm Zht h¡&


H¥ {Ì‘ YmJm| go ~Zo H n‹S o ^¶§H a hmoVo h¢ :

""... ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H , ‘Zwî¶{Z{‘©V H¥ {Ì‘ dóm| H mo ~ƒo gh Zht gH Vo Eogm h‘ gmoMVo hr Zht& ¶h A{V ¶§H a h¡& ËdMm Ho {b¶o r dh ~hþV Iam~ h¡& O~ Amn NmoQ o Wo V~ Amn gyVr H n‹Sm| H m Cn¶moJ H aVo Wo, AmnHo ¶hm± gyV ~ZmZo dmbr, gyVr H n‹S o ~ZmZo dmbr ‘rb| r Wr& Vmo Omo ^¶§H a H n‹Sm AmnHo nmg H ^r Zht Wm, Cgo AmnZo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo ³¶m| XoZm h¡? do O~ VH AmnH s Am¶w Ho hm|Jo, V~ CZHo ‘w±h na ‘whmgo O¡go NmoQ o-NmoQ o ’ mo‹S o Am¡a Yã~o Am¶|Jo& do Eogo hm|Jo {H ...CÝh| CZH s ËdMm na H m¡Z go amoJ hm|Jo ¶h ‘¢ Zht OmZVr& ¶h ~mV {H gr H s g‘P ‘| hr Zht AmVr {H Bg àH ma H s n|QrO² H m Amn CZHo {b¶o Cn¶moJ H a aho h¢ Am¡a Eogr {OZ MrμOm| H m Amn CZHo {b¶o Cn¶moJ H a aho h¢ dh ~hþV hr ¶§H a h¡& CZH m ³¶m hmoZo dmbm h¡, ¶h r ‘¢ Zht OmZVr& Amn O~ NmoQ o Wo V~ {OZ MrμOm| H m Cn¶moJ AmnZo H ^r Zht {H ¶m dhr MrμO| Amn ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o Cn¶moJ ‘| bm aho h¢, ‘wP na {dídmg H s{O¶o& ¶h Eogm g‘¶ h¡ {H O~ ~ƒm| H mo ghr ‘| nyU© Ü¶mZ ¶m AdYmZ H s Amdí¶H Vm hmoVr h¡, Am¡a ¶h g‘¶ Eogm Am J¶m h¡ {H O~ CÝh| nyar Vah go ¶mVZm¶| Xr Om ahr h¡...''


gyVr ZonrO² (NmoQ o ~ƒm| H m H ‘a ‘| bnoQm OmZo dmbm NmoQmgm H n‹Sm):

ZonrO² Ho ~mao ‘| H ho Vmo gyVr ZonrO² H m Cn¶moJ H s{O¶o ³¶m|{H do M¡VÝ¶ bham| Ho {b¶o ~hþV ~ohVa h¢& {’ a ^r go{‘Zma, H moB© H m¶©H« ‘ ¶m

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¶mÌm H aZo Ho g‘¶, O~ H n‹S o YmoZo H s AÀNr gw{dYm Zht hmoVr, V~ Wmo‹S o go g‘¶ Ho {b¶o H aZo H m Cnm¶ ¶h h¡ {H h‘ Cn¶moJ Ho ~mX CÝh| ’| H gH Vo h¢, Eogo H n‹Sm| H m Cn¶moJ H s{O¶o&


gyVr ZonrO² H m Cn¶moJ H a| :

Amn CZ‘| gm|IZo Ho {b¶o H nmg H s WmoSr ê B© Smb gH Vo h¢& Cg‘| go hdm Amanma OmZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a Cg‘| {gbmB© Zht hmoZr h¡& AJa Amn H ht Om ahr h¢, Vmo V^r EH ~ma Cn¶moJ H a ’| H s OmZo dmbr ZonrO² H m Cn¶moJ H s{O¶o&

gyMZm - M¡VÝ¶ bham| H m AÀNm àdmh ~hZo Ho {b¶o EH hr nyao H n‹S o Ho ~Om¶ Xmo AbJ QwH ‹Sm| go ~Zo hþ¶o dó μÁ¶mXm AÀN o hmoVo h¢& H n‹Sm, n¡a H s hÈr Ohm± H X‘ H mo Ow‹SVr h¡, CVZo b§~mB© Ho hmoZo Mm{h¶o& R §Sr hdm ‘| ¶h RrH go XoI b| {H Zm{^ MH« AÀNr Vah go Amd¥V h¡ Am¡a {ga Am¡a n¡a go THo ahZo Mm{h¶o& b‹S{H ¶m| Zo b‹S{H ¶m| Ho AZwê n H n‹S o nhZZo Mm{h¶o, CZHo IwX Ho doe ‘| ¶m {’ a n§Om~r gyQ ‘| Am¡a b‹SH m| Zo b‹SH m| Ho AZwê n dó nhZZm Mm{h¶o&


5. {Ibm¡Zo

àmH¥ {VH MrμOm| go ~Zo {Ibm¡Zo :

{Ibm¡Zm| Ho g§~§Y ‘|, {Ibm¡Zo ^r àmH¥ {VH MrμOm| go ~Zm¶o OmZo Mm{h¶o O¡go {H bH ‹Sr& ßbmpñQH Ho {Ibm¡Zm| H s M¡VÝ¶ bha| AÀNr Zht hmoVr Bg{b¶o CÝh| QmbZm Mm{h¶o&

~ƒm| Ho {b¶o A{YH AÀNm h¡ {H AÀNr JwUdÎmm Ho H ‘ {Ibm¡Zo aIZm ~ohVa h¡ Z {H Iam~ JwUdÎmm Ho T oa gmao {Ibm¡Zo aIZm!

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h‘mao nmg g‘¶ Zht :

""... ßbmpñQH EH Eogr MrμO h¡ {H Omo ha EH MrμO ‘| Kwg OmVr h¡, ha EH MrμO ‘|! h‘ h‘mao ~ƒm| H mo ~hþV A{YH {Ibm¡Zo XoVo r h¢& h‘mao CZ {XZm| ‘| EH b‹SH s Ho nmg EH ¶m Xmo Jw{‹S¶m± hmoVr Wr& Am¡a A~ ßbmpñQH Ho {Ibm¡Zo, nyam H ‘am BZ {Ibm¡Zm| go am hþAm ahVm h¡& AnZm ~ƒm ImoOZo Ho {b¶o AmnH mo BZ g~ {Ibm¡Zm| Ho ~rM ‘| go Yrao-Yrao gåhmbH a MbZm n‹SVm h¡& {H VZo gmao {Ibm¡Zo! g§^d h¡ {H h‘ AnZo ~ƒm| go [aíVm aIZm QmbVo h¢& h‘ CZgo ~mV Zht H aVo, h‘mao nmg g‘¶ hr Zht h¡& Vmo CÝh| {Ibm¡Zo Xo Xr{O¶o Am¡a CÝh| dht amo{H ¶o& EH àH ma go ‘yb g‘ñ¶m go Xÿa hQZm& Am¡a Bgr àH ma go h‘ h‘mao ~ƒm| H mo {~ëHw b hr Zht OmZVo...''

(1992, ¶mo{J¶m| go g§^mfU, H¡ Z~oam)

6. ZtX

g~go AÀNr ~mV Vmo ¶h h¡ {H ~ƒm AnZo {~ñVa na gmoVm h¡ na Cgr H ‘ao ‘| Ohm± ‘mVm-{nVm h¢& Bg{b¶o ~ƒo H mo ‘mVm-{nVm Ho H ‘ao ‘| hr a{I¶o, na CZHo {~ñVa ‘| Zht& ({H gr NmoQ rgr I{Q¶m na)

nm±M gmb VH ~ƒo Zo AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm Ho H ‘ao ‘| gmoZm Mm{h¶o ¶m Vmo (Aml‘ Ho ) AÝ¶ ~ƒm| Ho gmW&

~mbH Ho {b¶o AHo bmnZ {~ëHw b Zht Mm{h¶o :

""... Xÿgar ~mV ¶h h¡ {H AnZo NmoQ o ~ƒo H mo H ht r AHo bm Zht Nmo‹SZm h¡& Omo Hw N r hmo, na AmnZo ~ƒo H mo AHo bm Zht Nmo‹SZm Mm{h¶o& Amn AnZo ~ƒo H mo {H gr Eogo ì¶{º Ho nmg Nmo‹S gH Vr h¢, Omo CgH s XoI^mb H a gH Vr h¡, Omo H«o e (~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H aZo H m ñWmZ) MbmVr h¡, ¶m Bgr àH ma H m Hw N H m‘ Omo H a gH Vr h¡& na Bg ‘wÔo na

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Ü¶mZ Xr{O¶o Am¡a Jm¡a H s{O¶o {H ~ƒo H mo AHo bmnZ Zht XoZm Mm{h¶o, Cgo AHo bm Zht aIZm Mm{h¶o& ~ƒo H mo AmnHo H ‘ao ‘| gwbmB©¶o, g§^dV: Xÿgar H m°Q na, ¶m NmoQ rgr H m°Q na! ~ƒm Wmo‹S mgm ~‹Sm hmo J¶m, V~ r dh AmnHo gmW hr hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶m Vmo {’ a ~‹S o Am¶w H m H moB© ~ƒm ¶m {’ a H moB© Am±Q r ¶m Am¡a Xÿgam H moB© hmoJm, Vmo CZHo gmW gmoZo Ho {b¶o H {h¶o& na ~ƒm| Ho ‘Z ‘| H ^r Eogr ^mdZm Zht AmZr Mm{h¶o {H do EH mH s h¡& ‘Zmo{dkmZ H s Ñ{ï go BgH m Aga n‹S oJm Am¡a emar[aH Ñ{ï go ^r g‘ñ¶m Am gH Vr h¡& ³¶m Amn OmZVo h¢ {H maV ‘| h‘ bmoJ H ^r r ~ƒo H mo AHo bm Zht ahZo XoVo...''

(1985, ñH m°ba{en)

(~mYmAm| go gwajm nmZo Ho {b¶o) ‘mVm-{nVm Zo H n‹Sm| Ho nhZo hþE hr gmoZm Mm{h¶o&

AÀNr M¡VÝ¶ bham| go ¶wº {~ñVa H m Cn¶moJ H s{O¶o (nwamZm {~ñVa Zht)&

~MnZ ‘| ~ƒo ZtX go OëXr CR OmVo h¢ :

""... g~ NmoQ o ~ƒo ~MnZ ‘| ZtX go ~hþV OëXr CR OmVo h¢& ¶h ‘m± Ho {b¶o Vmo VH br’ dmbr ~mV h¡, na ~ƒo OëXr hr CR OmVo h¢& Bgr àH ma ‘¢ r ~hþV OëXr gmo H a CRVr hÿ±& ZtX go OëXr gmo H a CRZm ¶h NmoQ o ~ƒ o Ho Og¡ m AmMaU h&¡ ³¶m{| H nN§ r MhMhmV o h,¢ gay O CJ ahm h,¡ AmH me ‘ | {H VZr gX§w aVm h,¡ Ama¡ {’ a ‘ ¢ ³¶m | gm o ahr h?±ÿ NmQo o ~ƒ o nay o Ka-n[adma H m o OJm XVo o h&¢ na ¶h ~mV bmJo m | H m o ngX§ Zht AmVr& X{o I¶,o Amn H^r XIo J| o {H , d o CZH m o nrQV o h&¢ maV ‘ | Ego m Hw N Zht& maV ‘ | bmJo OëXr CRZ o H m à¶mg H aV o h&¢ ¶h AË¶V§ Ym{‘H© Ama¡ AÀNr ~mV ‘mZr OmVr h.¡ ..''

(1985, ~mbgÑe JwUm| H m {dH mg)

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7. emar[aH XoI^mb

ñZmZ Am¡a ‘m{be :

""... ~ƒo H mo ZhbmVo g‘¶ h‘Zo ~ƒo H mo Wmo‹S m gm Ja‘ aIZm Mm{h¶o& O~ hdm R §Sr hmoVr h¡, ~ƒm| H mo ~ma-~ma ZhbmZm ^r Zht Mm{h¶o& lr‘mVmOr H hVr h¢, {H ha amoO ZhbmZm Oê ar Zht, na amoO Vob-‘m{be Oê ar h¡...''


g§nH© Am¡a ñdÀNVm :

""... ~ƒo H mo nyao g‘¶ ‘V NwB©¶o& AmnHo eara go ~ƒo H mo Xÿa a{I¶o ³¶m|{H AmnHo eara ‘| Omo J‘m©hQ hmoVr h¡ dh ~ƒo ‘| r OmVr h¡& hm±, ¶h RrH h¡, {H AmnH mo ~ƒo H s XoI^mb H ^r-H ^r H aZr hmoVr h¡ ( V~ Cgo AnZo nmg aIZm hmoVm h¡&) ~ƒo Zo ¶h OmZZm hr h¡ {H Amn Cggo ß¶ma H aVo h¢& na gmam g‘¶ ~ƒo H mo Eogo JmoX ‘| boZm Am¡a Ky‘Zm! ‘¢Zo {H VZr gmar Am¡aVm| H mo Eogo hr H aVo XoIm h¡, O~ {H do ‘oao mfU Ho {b¶o ~¡Rr h¢& ³¶m|, ³¶m Oê aV h¡? Amn ~ƒo H mo BVZm AmXV H m Jwbm‘ ~Zm XoVo h¢ Am¡a {’ a AJa AmnZo Eogm Zht {H ¶m, Vmo ~ƒm em§V Zht ah gH Vm& ~ƒo H mo AÀNr Vah ‘m{be H s{O¶o& ‘m{be ~hþV AÀNr ~mV h¡& dmñVd ‘| AmnZo IwX H s ^r ‘m{be H aZr Mm{h¶o, na H ‘ go H ‘ ~ƒo H s Vmo H s{O¶o& amoO H¡ go ZhmZm h¡, ¶h CÝh| grIZo Xr{O¶o& amoO CZH mo RrH go gm’ H aZm, aIZm h¡, {Oggo CZ‘| gmμ’ gμ’ mB© H s ^mdZm nZnoJr& ~ƒo H ^r ^r AnZo hmW Zht YmoVo, do AnZo hmW Zht YmoZm MmhVo Am¡a {’ a CZHo hmWm| go ~X~y AmVr h¡ ³¶m|{H do gμ’ mB© Ho {b¶o Imbr H mμJO H m Cn¶moJ H aVo h¢& AmnZo CÝh| Hw N r ~Vm¶m, Vmo r do H mμJO H m hr Cn¶moJ H a|Jo, do AnZo hmW H ^r r Zht YmoVo& hmWm| go ~X~y AmVr h¡, ‘w±h go r ~X~y AmVr h¡& AmnHo BVZo {dH mg Ho hmoVo hþE ^r ~ƒm| ‘| ì¶{º JV

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ñdÀNVm H m ~moY Zht h¡...''

(1992, A§{V‘ ^mfU, ~adyS)

gm¡å¶ emåny : ~o~r emåny Ho O¡go {H gr gm¡å¶ emåny go ~ƒm| H m {ga YmoB©¶o&

Am±I| : ~ƒo Ho Am±Im| H s Om±M H s{O¶o&

H mOb : Am±Im| Ho {b¶o, H mOb bJm¶o& Ka ‘| H mOb ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o H nya ObmB©¶o Am¡a Mm§Xr Ho Wmbr ‘| H mOb BH Çm H s{O¶o& Cg‘| Kr {‘bmB©¶o Am¡a Cgo nmZr ‘| a{I¶o& ~mX ‘| Cgo NmZ H a {Sã~r ‘| a{I¶o Am¡a amoO ¶h H mOb Am±Im| ‘| bJmB©¶o&

ZmIyZ : NmoQ o ~ƒo Ho ZmIyZ gmμ’ a{I¶o&

Moham : XÿY ‘| ~«oS {^JmoH a ~ƒo H m Moham gm’ H s{O¶o&

~mOyAm| Ho ZrMo (~mhþ‘yb H mo) nH ‹SH a ~ƒm| H mo H ^r ‘V CRmB©¶o :

~mOwAm| Ho ZrMo go nH ‹SH a NmoQ o ~ƒo H mo D na H ^r ‘V CRmB©¶o ³¶m|{H Bggo CgHo H§ Ym| ‘| ZwH gmZ hmo OmEJm Am¡a ¶h CgHo {b¶o ~hþV nr‹Sm XoZo dmbr ~mV hmoJr& NmVr Ho ñVa na Cgo nH ‹S H a a{I¶o&


~mb g±dmaZm :

~mb AJa μÁ¶mXm ^r Zht h¢, Vmo ^r H§ Kr H aZr Mm{h¶o& gm‘Zo go boH a nrN o {ga Ho D nar {hñgo na Am¡a {’ a ghòma Ho D na Am¡a {’ a nrN o Am¡a XmoZm| Va’ go ~mbm| ‘| H§ Kr H s{O¶o& ghòma ImobZo Ho {b¶o Am¡a

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~mb AÀN o ~‹TZo Ho {b¶o ¶h {H ¶m OmZm Mm{h¶o&


8. ~m{áÁ‘

‘Zwî¶ Om{V H m ~«÷a§Y« H m {hñgm g~go ‘hÎdnyU© h¡ :

""... ’ moÝQmZob ~moZ E[a¶m H mo h‘ Vmby H hVo h¢& Bg‘| ñnÝXZ hmoVo ahVo h¢& Vmo àË¶oH ì¶{º Zo Bg ñnÝXZ H aZo dmbo Vmby na hmW aIZm A{V ^¶§H a h¡& Vmby ~«÷a§Y« h¡ Am¡a ‘Zwî¶ Om{V H m dh g~go ‘hÎdnyU© {hñgm h¡& Vmo àË¶oH ì¶{º Zo dhm± ñne© H aZo go nhbo ~hþV Ü¶mZ aIZm Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo gmjmËH mar AmË‘m hmoZm Oê ar h¡ Am¡a ¶h H¡ go H aZm h¡ ¶h ^r AmnZo Adí¶ OmZZm h¡& BgH m AW© ¶h h¡ {H AmnH m ghO¶moJr hmoZm Oê ar h¡& Vmo O~ AmnHo ~ƒm| H m OÝ‘ hmoVm h¡, Vmo AmnH mo ~hþV Ü¶mZ aIZm h¡...''

(1983, nr.nr. {Xëbr, Amkm MH« )

Omo MrμO| ‘Zwî¶ àmUr Ho {b¶o hm{ZH maH h¢, CÝh| Nmo‹S XoZm hr Mm{h¶o:

""... EH nwamo{hV h¡ Omo gmjmËH mar AmË‘m Zht h¡ Am¡a dh BgH m C{MV A{YH mar Zht h¡& Eogo ì¶{º H m hmW AJa AmnZo ~ƒo Ho {ga na aI {X¶m, Vmo gmjmËH mar AmË‘m hmoZo go ~ƒm| H mo g‘ñ¶m¶| AmVr h¢& CZH s Am±I| {VaNr hmo J¶r, do {d{MÌ ì¶dhma H aZo bJo Am¡a CZH m {X‘mJ H m‘ go J¶m Am¡a {’ a h‘| CÝh| RrH H aZm n‹Sm& Vmo ¶h g‘PZm Oê ar h¡ {H bo hr dh EH na§namJV ¶m CgHo g‘mZ H moB© r ~mV h¡ Eogm {XIVm h¡, Vmo r ¶h XoIZm hr Mm{h¶o {H , Omo MrμO| ‘Zwî¶ àmUr Ho {b¶o hm{ZH maH h¢, CÝh| Nmo‹S XoZm hr Mm{h¶o...''

(1983, nr.nr.{Xëbr, Amkm MH« )

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9. CnMma

QrH m bJdmZm :

lr‘mVmOr Zo gbmh Xr h¡, {H ~MnZ H s ~r‘m[a¶m| H m à{VamoY H aZo Ho {b¶o NmoQ o ~ƒm| H mo QrHo bJdmZm hr h¡& ³¶m|{H ~mYmAm| H m {damoY H aZo, CÝh| g~b H aZo Ho {b¶o ¶h ‘XX H aVm h¡& QrH m bJdmZo go AJa QrHo H s MV¡ Ý¶ bham | g o ~mbH na CgH m WmS‹o m gm r Aga hm o ahm h,¡ Ego m AmnH m o bJVm h,¡ Vm o ‘m‘o ~Îmr g o Amn ~m¶± o ñdm{YðmZ na CnMma H s{O¶&o

~ƒm| Ho Xm§Vm| Ho XX© ‘| Amn ñQrd‘oÝg nmD Sa ¶m hmWrXm§V Hw§ Sbm| H m Cn¶moJ H a gH Vo h¢

S‘r (a~a H s ~ZmdQr {Znb) :

S‘r H mo Wmo‹S o g‘¶ Ho {b¶o XoZm RrH h¡, na Ohm± VH g§^d hmo, Cgo {OVZm OëXr hmo CVZm Xÿa aIZo H m à¶mg H a|& (¶o Xm§Vm| Ho {b¶o AÀNm Zht h¡&) {dew{Õ na CnMma H aZm A{YH AÀNm h¡&

em¡M H m à{ejU :

Amn em¡M H m à{ejU Xmo ¶m VrZ ‘{hZm| H s Am¶w ‘| ewê H a gH Vr h¢& e²..e²..e².. Eogr AmdmμO H s{O¶o, Vmo em¡M Ho ~V©Z H mo ñne© H aVo g‘¶ dh EH à{Vjon hmo OmVm h¡&

Vmn‘mZ :

O~ ~ƒo H mo ~wIma AmVm h¡ ¶m ~ƒm {M‹T{M‹Tm hmo OmVm h¡ ¶m CgHo Xm±V AmZo bJVo h¢ Vmo noam{gQm‘mob H s OJh àmH¥ {VH Cnm¶ H s{O¶o&

A{Vgma (Sm¶[a¶m) :

O~ ~ƒo H mo A{Vgma hmoVm h¡ V~ gm¢’ Am¡a nw{XZm H s Mm¶ Cg‘|

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Wmo‹S rgr MrZr {‘bmH a {XZ ‘| Xmo ¶m VrZ ~ma Xr{O¶o&

H¥ e eara :

""... AJa ~ƒo H m eara nVbm hmo, Vmo CgHo ¶H¥ V Ho ~mao ‘| OmZ br{O¶o& AJa Cgo ¶H¥ V H s g‘ñ¶m h¡, Vmo AÀNm CnMma ¶h h¡ {H ‘ybr (aoSre) Ho nÎmmo§ H mo C~m{b¶o Am¡a Cg‘| MrZr {‘bmB©¶o& lr MÝÐ‘m H m ‘§Ì ~mo{b¶o& {eew Ho ¶H¥ V na AnZm ~m¶m§ hmW a{I¶o& ’ moQ mo go M¡VÝ¶ bha| br{O¶o& O~ ¶H¥ V {ZpîH« ¶ hmo OmVm h¡, H m‘ Zht H aVm, Vmo ~ƒm| H mo NmoQ o-NmoQ o ’ mo‹S o hmo gH Vo h¢& AJa Eogr ~mV h¡, Vmo {H gr ^r ê n ‘| H¡ pëeA‘ ¶m {’ a {dQm{‘Z E Am¡a Sr Xr{O¶o& AmBSmo³goboZ, emH© H m Vob, XÿY Ho gmW AÀNm hmoVm h¡& gw~h EH ~y±X Am¡a em‘ H mo EH ~y±X& (Cg‘| {dQm{‘Z E Am¡a Sr hmoVm h¡)...''


dm¶w Am¡a CXaeyb :

Eogm XoIm J¶m h¡ {H h‘mao {eewAm| ‘| ~hþV gmao ~ƒm| Zo dm¶w Am¡a noQXX© H s g‘ñ¶mAm| H s VH br’ H m AZw^d {H ¶m h¡& Bg na H¡ gm CnMma H aZm h¡ Am¡a Bgo H¡ go amoH Zm h¡ Bg g§~§Y ‘| lr‘mVmOr Zo h‘| ~hþV gmar gyMZm¶| Xr h¢&

A) AOdmB©Z CnMma :

g|H Zo Ho {b¶o M~mM~m Ho ¶m gyIo Vdo na AOdmB©Z H mo Ja‘ H s{O¶o& Cgo ~ƒo Ho Zm{^ H s Vy§X na aI H a Cg na Wmo‹S r Ja‘ Zonr a{I¶o Am¡a Cgr ñWmZ na Cgo nH ‹S H a a{I¶o&

~) ‘m± Zo ^r AOdmB©Z M~mZm Mm{h¶o :

~hþV gmam, ‘wÇrâ {XZ a ‘|&

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AOdmB©Z boZo H m Xÿgam VarH m Cgo nrZm h¡& dh H¡ go V¡¶ma H aZm h¡ ¶h lr‘mVmOr Zo h‘| {XIm¶m h¡ -

gm¢’ Ho gmV XmZo br{O¶o& (^maV ‘| moOZ Ho ~mX nMZ Ho {b¶o ¶o Im¶o OmVo h¢&) Am¡a AOdmB©Z Ho Xmo XmZo Am¡a MrZr br{O¶o& Bgo hr ~ƒo Ho {b¶o nrZo Ho nmZr O¡gm ~moVb go Cn¶moJ ‘| bmB©¶o& AJa Vrd« ~r‘mar hmo, Vmo AOdmB©Z Ho XmZm| H s ‘mÌm ~‹TmZo go ‘XX hmoVr h¡, ¶h ~mV ghO¶moJr XoI MwHo h¢&

H ) J«mB©n dm°Qa ({~Zm AëH mohmob Ho ) :

EH go boH a Xÿgao ‘hrZo VH Am¡a ~mX ‘| ^r J«mB©n dm°Qa ({~Zm AëH mohmob Ho ) {XZ ‘| Xmo ~ma {X¶m Om gH Vm h¡& (AJa AmnH mo dh AëH mohmob Ho gmW hr {‘bVm h¡ Vmo) nhbo CgH mo C~mbZm Mm{h¶o&

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1. emar[aH XoI^mb

~ƒo O~ VH 6 dfm] Ho hmoVo Zht V~ VH CÝh| ‘m{be H s{O¶o :

ZmH Am¡a H mZm| ‘| Vob Sm{b¶o& amV H mo ~mbm| ‘| Vob Sm{b¶o&

AJa ~ƒm Oê aV go A{YH {H« ¶merb ¶m hbMb H aZo dmbm h¡, Vmo ghO V§Ìm| H mo Cn¶moJ H s{O¶o Am¡a CgHo {bda na ~a’ a{I¶o&

~ƒm| H s nrZo H s MrμOm| ‘| M¡VÝ¶^m[aV nmZr Sm{b¶o Am¡a M¡VÝ¶ bham| go ¶wº MrZr H m Cn¶moJ H s{O¶o&

CZHo Xm§Vm| H mo XmVyZ H s{O¶o (~«e) :

AnZr C§J{b¶m| go ‘gyTm| H mo ‘{b¶o (AJa AmnH mo Mm{h¶o Vmo EH ~y§X Am{bd H m Vob Am¡a Wmo‹S mgm Z‘H boH a ‘{b¶o&)

AnZo Amn IwX Zo H n‹S o H¡ go nhZZo h¢ (VrZ df© Ho ~mX) Am¡a AnZr MrμO| RrH -RmH H¡ gr aIZr h¢ ¶o ~mV| CÝh| {gImB©¶o&

CÝh| a§JrZ H n‹S o Xr{O¶o& H mbo ¶m Yyb Ho O¡go a§Jm| Ho H n‹S o ‘V Xr{O¶o&

MZo AÀN o hmoVo h¢& ~hþV gmar {‘RmB©¶m| Ho ñWmZ na Amn CÝh| MZo Xo gH Vo h¢&

AnZm ~ƒm Xÿgam| Ho nmg Xr{O¶o :

""... ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H ¶h EH H maU h¡ {H ³¶m| maVr¶ bmoJ BVZr OëXr gm‘y{hH hmo OmVo h¢& ~MnZ ‘|, O~ h‘ ~ƒm| H m g§dY©Z H aVo h¢,


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¶m bmoJm| Ho ~ƒo hmo OmVo h¢ V~ Xÿgao bmoJm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| AnZo hr ~ƒo H mo CRm boZm Agä¶ ì¶dhma ‘mZm OmVm h¡& ~hþV hr A{eï AmMaU&

A~ ‘oar ~oQr h¡ Am¡a O~ Cgo ‘oao gmg-ggya boVo Wo, V~ ‘¢ ~ƒr H mo XÿY {nbmZo Ho A{V[aº ‘oar JmoX ‘| Zht boVr Wr, V~ H s O~ ‘¢ ZÝh| ~ƒo H s n[aM¶m© H aVr Wr& V~ CÝhm|Zo H hm {H , "A~ Vw‘ EH AÀNr n[aMm[aH m hmo&' ‘¢Zo CZgo H ^r ^r ¶h ‘m±J Zht H s {H , "‘wPo ~ƒr Xr{O¶o, ‘¢ CgH mo AnZo nmg by§Jr&' H ^r ^r Zht, Bgo A{eï, Iam~ ì¶dhma ‘mZm OmVm h¡ ...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm)

Aml‘ ‘| :

AJa ~ƒo Aml‘ ‘| ahVo h¢, Vmo Xmo dfm] Ho ~mX do Xÿgao H ‘ao ‘| gmo gH Vo h¢ (gm‘y{hH Vm Ho gmW, Xÿgao ~ƒm| Ho gmW ¶m ~‹S o ì¶{º Ho gmW!)

2. ~mbg§JmonZ (MmB©ëS Ho Aa)

~ƒm| Ho {b¶o AdYmZ ‘| g§VwbZ :

""...AmnZo CZH s (~ƒm| H s) godm H aZr h¡& CZH s Va’ Ü¶mZ Xr{O¶o& na h‘Zo CZ na ~hþV A{YH Ü¶mZ Zht XoZm Mm{h¶o& CÝhm|Zo AnZo hr gmW IobZm h¡...''

CÝh| MrμO| ~hþV μÁ¶mXm MwZZo ‘V Xr{O¶o :

(CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, moOZ, H nS o) Bggo Ah§H ma nZnZo H s Amoa do ~‹TVo h¢& (CXmhaU-Cgo Hw aHw ar MrμO| Mm{h¶o ¶m Ira, Eogm ‘V ny{N¶o, na H {h¶o, "AmO Vwåhmao {b¶o Ira h¡&'

Bg àH ma go ~ƒm grIVm h¡ {H CgHo ‘mVm-{nVm Cgo Omo XoVo h¢ dh CgHo {b¶o AÀNm h¡&)

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"³¶m|?' Zht :

""... ~ƒm| H mo "³¶m|?' gdmb ‘V nyNZo Xr{O¶o& ¶h ~hþV hr JbV h¡& Bggo CZ‘| ~MnZ go hr Ah§H ma Am OmVm h¡...''

~ƒm| Ûmam h‘oem gdmb nyN o OmZm Zht ghZm Mm{h¶o :

~ƒo 6 df© H s Am¶w hmoZo VH Vmo {~ëHw b hr Zht& CZgo gdmb ny{N¶o, CÝh| gwbPmZo Ho {b¶o àíZ Xr{O¶o& na AnZo gdmbm| go ~ƒm| Zo AmnH mo VH br’ Zht XoZr h¡&

AË¶m{YH kmZ ‘V Xr{O¶o :

""... AÝ¶Wm dh ~oMmar ‘m±, ³¶m H aZm h¡ dh Zht OmZVr Wr& dh nyao g‘¶ ~ƒo H mo ~hbmZm MmhVr Wr& dh Ho db BVZm hr XoIZm MmhVr Wr ~ƒm Iwe aho Am¡a ~rM-~rM ‘| ~mYm Zm Smb|& na ¶h H moB© VarH m Zht h¡& ~g, {~ëHw b ‘V ~mo{b¶o& Ho db ~mV H aZm ~§X H a Xr{O¶o& Am¡a gdmbm| Ho ~mao ‘| r& ~ƒm| H mo "³¶m|?' go àíZ nyNZo Zht XoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶hm ± BYa "³¶m?| ' ¶h Vm o ‘m‘by r, gdg© mYmaU gdmb h&¡ nay o g‘¶ gdmb nNy V o ahZm ¶h CZH m H m‘ Zht Ama¡ dh CZH m TJ§ r Zht& ³¶m{| H ¶h JbV ~mV h&¡ BgHo H maU ~MnZ g o hr CZ‘ | ~hVþ ~S‹ m AhH§ ma Am OmVm h&¡

{H g ~mV Ho {b¶o do "³¶m|?' H a Ho nyN aho h¢? do ha MrμO Ho ~mao ‘| ³¶mo OmZZm MmhVo h¢? Yrao-Yrao àË¶oH ì¶{º àË¶oH MrμO OmZVm hr h¡& O¡go {H Amn amñVo na go Mb aho h¢ Vmo ~ƒo nyN |Jo, "¶h ³¶m h¡? ¶h ³¶m h¡? ¶h ³¶m h¡?' amñVo na hmoZo dmbr ha EH MrμO Ho ~mao ‘| ~VmZo H s {~ëHw b Oê aV Zht h¡& O~ ~ƒo ~‹S o hmo Om¶|Jo, Vmo CgHo ~mao ‘| OmZ Om¶|Jo& Vmo CZ‘| EH VarHo go gdmb nyN-nyN H a VH br’ XoZo H s d¥{Îm {Z‘m©U hmo OmVr h¡ Am¡a CZH m ñd^md r Bg àH ma go naoemZ H aZo dmbm hmo OmVm h¡ {H AmnZo H hZm Mm{h¶o {H ¶h no‹S BgH m h¡, ¶h no‹S BgH m h¡

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Am¡a ¶h dh no‹S h¡&

O~ do ~‹S o hmo OmVo h¢ V~ r Vmo AmnH mo CÝho| ~VmZm hr n‹SVm h¡& ~ƒo {OZ MrμOm| H mo yb OmVo h¢ CZ MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| ~MnZ ‘| hr CÝh| ~VmZo H m ³¶m Cn¶moJ h¡? Vmo ~hþV gmao kmZ go ‘ñVH b~mb~ a XoZm ¶m B§Oo³eZ O¡go gwB© Ho {gao go kmZ XoZm Oê ar Zht h¡& ~hþV A{YH kmZ H m X~md ~ƒm| na Zht SmbZm Mm{h¶o& ³¶m|{H AJa Amn CZHo ‘ñVH m| ‘| Ry §g-Ry §g kmZ a X|Jo, Vmo CÝh| g§^«‘ hmo Om¶oJm Am¡a ~mX ‘| CÝh| naoemZr hmoJr...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

""... ~ƒm| H mo ha EH ~mV ~VmZo H s H moB© Oê aV Zht h¡& O~ ~ƒo ~‹S o hmo OmE§Jo, Vmo BZ MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| OmZ OmE§Jo& ~hþV A{YH kmZ H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht& npíM‘r Xoem| ‘| h‘ ~ƒm| H mo ~hþV A{YH AZmdí¶H kmZ XoVo h¢& (O¡go {H {^Þ àH ma Ho Kmg Ho Zm‘) CÝhm|Zo {OZ MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| OmZZm Oê ar Zht CZ MrμOm| H mo CÝh| ‘V {gImB©¶o ...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)

"‘wPo ng§X h¡' Zht :

""... gw§XaVm H m {dkmZ "¶h AÀNm h¡, dh AÀNm h¡' Bg VarHo go H h H a {gImZm EH AÀNr ~mV h¡& na ~ƒm| Zo, "‘wPo ng§X h¡, ‘wPo AÀNm bJVm h¡,' Eogr ~mV| grIZr hr Zht Mm{h¶o...''

"‘wPo ng§X h¡' H mo AZw‘{V Zht XoZr h¡ :

""... "‘¢ Zμ’ aV H aVm hÿ±', ¶h EH Xÿgam eãX h¡, {Ogo ~mobZo Zht XoZm Mm{h¶o& "‘¢ Zμ’ aV H aVm hÿ±,' ~hþV JbV ~mV h¡ ¶h& ~ƒm| Zo Eogm Iam~ eãX H ^r r Zht grIZm Mm{h¶o& AnZr mfm ~hþV AÀNr hmoZr Mm{h¶o& ¶h ~mV ~ƒm| H mo ~VmZr Mm{h¶o...''

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h‘Zo Eogm hr H hZm h¡ {H , "B©ída H mo ng§X Zht' ("‘wPo ng§X Zht' Eogm Zht)

Nh dfm] H s Am¶w go nhbo H m AZwemgZ :

""... ‘¢ ~ma-~ma Amngo {~ZVr H ê§ Jr, ‘wP na X¶m H s{O¶o {H O~ VH AmnHo ~ƒo AmnHo gmW h¢ V~ VH ghr g‘PXma VarHo go CZH s XoI^mb H s{O¶o Am¡a AmnZo CÝh| Hw N AZwemgZ ^r XoZm h¡& ¶h ~hþV ‘hÎdnyU© h¡& CÝh| AmË‘gå‘mZ Xr{O¶o& H {h¶o {H , "Amn ghO¶moJr h¢, Amn ¶o h¢&' AJa Amn CZH m gå‘mZ ¶m AmXa Zht H a|Jo Vmo CZ‘| {~ëHw b AmË‘gå‘mZ Zht hmoJm& AJa AmnZo CZH m AmË‘gå‘mZ OmJ¥V {H ¶m, Vmo AmnH mo AmíM¶© hmoJm, na ~ƒo Iy~ AÀNm ~Vm©d H aZo bJ|Jo& Eogm H h H a {H , "Xo{I¶o, Amn {deof ~mbH h¢& Amn ghO¶moJr h¡, Amn Eogm ì¶dhma Zht H a gH Vo&' ¶h r ~VmZm h¡ {H CÝhm|Zo H¡ go hmoZm h¡& Hw N Vmo AZwemgZ hmoZm Amdí¶H h¡& AÝ¶Wm Nh dfm] H s Am¶w ‘| Amn ewê Zht H a gH Vo Am¡a AJa AmnZo ewê r {H ¶m Vmo Cg‘| g‘¶ bJoJm...''

(1992, A§{V‘ ^mfU, ~adyS)

3. A{^^mdH (‘mVm-{nVm)(~mbg§JmonZ g§~§{YV gm‘mÝ¶ gyMZm¶| ^r XoI|)

Mw§~Z :

""... ~hþV μÁ¶mXm Mw§~Z ‘V br{O¶o& ‘ñVH Ho Cnar ^mJ ‘| ¶m ~mOwAm| ‘| My‘Zm Mm{h¶o...''

Xÿgam| H s CnpñW{V ‘| nyao g‘¶ VH AnZo ~ƒo H mo AnZo nmg boH a ‘V a{I¶o&

""... ~ƒo H mo Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho nmg r Xr{O¶o {Oggo do g‘P Om¶|Jo ¶m grI|Jo {H ‘mVm-{nVm Ho A{V[aº AÝ¶ [aíVo r g§^dZr¶ h¡& Bggo

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Xÿgam| Ho gmW [aíVo ‘| do A~moY ¶m {ZîH nQ ~Zm¶o OmVo h¢& AÝ¶Wm CZHo ‘Z ‘| {d{MÌ md AmVo h¢...''

{~Zm Hw N H maU Ho AJa ~ƒo ~hþV A{YH amoVo ¶m {MëbmVo h¢, Vmo CÝh| ZrMo aI Xr{O¶o (JmoX go CVmaH a)& AnZr JmoX ‘| CÝh| ~hþV μÁ¶mXm ‘V a{I¶o&

emÝV a{h¶o :

""... ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| ‘mVm-{nVm Zo EH Xÿgao go {ddmX Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o...''

""... àm¡T ì¶{º ¶m| Zo ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo h±gZm r Mm{h¶o& CÝh| {XImB©¶o {H h‘ AmZ§X ‘| h¢& CZH m JwUJ«hU H s{O¶o...''

(1986, ghO¶moJ {ejm Ho {b¶o ê naoIm, amo‘)

""... g~Ho gm‘Zo H ^r ^r gOm ‘V Xr{O¶o& H ^r {MëbmZm Zht Mm{h¶o& CÝh| VrZ ~ma gyMZm Xr{O¶o, {’ a Mm¡Wr ~ma CÝh| gOm Xr{O¶o Am¡a nm±Mdr ~ma Xÿgam| H s CnpñW{V ‘| gOm Xr{O¶o...''

4. grI

Xmo go Nh df© H s Am¶w VH g~ g§ñH ma H s{O¶o :

""... Xmo go Nh dfm] H s Am¶w VH Amn ~ƒm| H mo AmË‘gå‘mZ, ñdÀNVm, ì¶dpñWVVm Am¡a AZwemgZ {gImB©¶o& ¶h g~go ‘hÎdnyU© g‘¶ h¡ O~ Amn g~ g§ñH ma H a gH Vo h¢& Amn CZH s à{V^m Am¡a Hw ebVm H s ImoO H a gH Vo h¢, na ha EH ~ƒo na, ha EH MrμO H s O~aXñVr ‘V H s{O¶o& CÝh| Omo AÀNm bJVm h¡ CgHo {b¶o CÝh| àmoËgmhZ Xr{O¶o...''


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CÝh| Eogm bJZm Mm{h¶o {H do ghO¶moJr h¢ Am¡a CÝh| ~ohVa ~Vm©d H aZm h¡ Am¡a do {deof bmoJ h¢&

³¶m AÀNm h¡ Am¡a ³¶m ~wam h¡, ¶h CÝh| ~VmB©¶o :

O~ do Hw N AÀNr MrμO| H aVo h¢ Vmo CÝh| Nmo‹S Xr{O¶o& AÝ¶Wm do AnZo {b¶o gVH© hmo OmVo h¢&

""... ~ƒm h‘oem AdYmZ AmH¥ ï H aZo H m à¶mg H aVm h¡& AJa CgZo Hw N JbV H m‘ {H ¶m, O¡go {H Iam~, J§Xo eãXm| H m Cn¶moJ {H ¶m, Vmo Cg Va’ Ü¶mZ ‘V Xr{O¶o& V~ ~ƒm dh ^yb Om¶oJm& AÀNr MrμOm| H s Va’ Ü¶mZ Xr{O¶o...''

"‘oam ' ¶h eãX h‘oem ‘V H {h¶o& ~ƒo H mo h‘oem EH hr ~¡RZo H s OJh ¶m AmgZ ‘V Xr{O¶o& H {h¶o "h‘mam' Am¡a "h‘'&

Xÿgam| H mo XoZo Ho {b¶o Am¡a XoZm VWm {‘b~m±QH a gh^mJ H aZm ^r {gImB©¶o& Xÿgam| H mo Iwe H aZo Ho {b¶o Am¡a Xÿgam| Ho gmW ¶m Img Vm¡a na Á¶oðm| Ho gmW gä¶Vm go noe AmZo Ho {b¶o CÝh| {gImB©¶o&

YyV©Vm ¶m Mmb~mOr na ZμOa a{I¶o& ZQIQ hmoZm AJa A~mo{YVm Ho H maU hmo Vmo ‘rRm bJVm h¡, na YyV©Vm Anm¶ H aVr h¡&

Xÿgam| H m VWm YaVr ‘mVm H m AmXa H aZm ~ƒm| H mo {gImB©¶o&

CÝh| H¥ VkVm VWm lr‘mVmOr H m Am^ma H¡ go àX{e©V H a| ¶h ~mV {gImB©¶o&

lr‘mVmOr H s ’ moQ mo H s Va’ nrR Zht aIZm ¶m ’ moQ mo Ho gm‘Zo n¡a ’¡ bm H a Zht ~¡RZm h¡ ¶o CÝh| {gImB©¶o&

ew^ à^mV, ew^ g§Ü¶m, ew^ am{Ì H hZo Ho {b¶o CÝh| {gImB©¶o&

CÝhm|Zo ñnYm© Zht H aZr h¡& {g’© AÀNmB© ‘|&

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CÝhm|Zo Xÿgam| H mo SamZm Zht Mm{h¶o (OmZdam| go ¶m gm§nm| H mo boH a)&

CÝh| gË¶erbVm g‘PVr h¡ :

""...A~ lrJUoe Or Ho JwU{deof ³¶m h¡? CÝh| M[aÌ H s ewÕVm Zht g‘PoJr ³¶m|{H ~ƒo ~hþV NmoQ o hmoVo h¢& CÝh| do gmao JwU{deof Zht g‘P|Jo& na EH JwU CÝh| Oê a g‘P ‘| Am¶oJm& dh h¡ gË¶erb hmoZm, gË¶erb hmoZm...''


5. J{V{d{Y¶m±

""... gnZm| dmbr, n[a¶m| H s Xþ{Z¶m Zht& ~ƒm| H mo dñVwpñW{V go AdJV H s{O¶o&

~mah dfm] H s Am¶w VH ~hþV A{YH Iob Zht :

""... do (OmnmZ ‘|) ~ƒm| H mo ~hþV A{YH IobZo Zht XoVo, μÁ¶mXm ~mha r OmZo Zht XoVo Am¡a ~ƒo μÁ¶mXmVa Ka ‘| ¶m ñHy b ‘| hmoVo h¡ Am¡a hmWm| go MrμO| ~ZmZm grIVo ahVo h¢ Am¡a d¡ÚH s¶ Ñ{ï go ‘¢ OmZVr hÿ± {H ~mah dfm ] H s Am¶ w hmVo o VH EH ‘mB{bZ erW hmVo r h ¡ Om o AmnH s ‘‚mmAm | na Am OmVr h ¡ Ama¡ ¶h AmnH m o Hw ebVm Ama¡ MnbVm XVo r h.¡ ..''

(1992, Ho Z~oam OmVo g‘¶ {X¶m J¶m ^mfU)

Vmo dh ¶ht g‘¶ h¡ O~ CÝh| AnZr Hw ebVm ~‹TmZr h¡ :

""... dh Hw ebVm hmoVr h¡, CgHo H maU ~ƒo A{YH EH mJ« hmo OmVo h¢, do Cg‘| g§~Õ r hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a r EH ~mV h¡ {H ¶h Hw ebVm ~mX ‘| àmá Zht H s Om gH Vr& Vmo ~mah dfm] dmbm ¶h AË¶§V ‘yë¶dmZ g‘¶ h¡, {H Bg g‘¶ ~ƒm| H mo Hw N {MÌ aoIm§{H V H aZo Ho {b¶o H hZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h {MÌ O¡go V¡go ‘Z ‘| Am¶o d¡go Zht H aZo Mm{h¶o, na C{MV àH ma go, ¶m Vmo

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Hw N bH ‹Sr ¶m nËWa H s H bmH¥ {V¶m± ¶m {’ a {MH Zr {‘År go ~Zr Hw N MrμO|...''


""... Vmo g§JrV, H bm Am¡a Eog àH ma H s g^r MrμOm| H mo ~mahdo df© VH {dH {gV {H ¶m Om gH Vm h¡& CgHo níMmV² hr ~ƒm| H mo ~mha OmZo bJmVo h¢ Am¡a IobZm, g^r àH ma Ho ì¶m¶m‘ Am¡a Iob r IobZm B.MrμO| H aZo bJmVo h¢& na NmoQ r Am¶w ‘| CÝh| Iwbm Zht Nmo‹SVo...''


O~ Amn ~ƒo H mo {MÌ ‘| a§J âZo XoVo h¢, V~ Cgo Hw N Cn¶wº gyMZm¶| Xr{O¶o (‘wº e¡br H s n|qQJ Zht hmoZr Mm{h¶o)&

CÝh| Ðì¶m| H m ~moY, AZw^d hmoZo Xr{O¶o& Ðì¶m| Ho D na ¶m H n‹Sm| Ho D na Omo {d{dY H bmË‘H Z³H mer ¶m {‹SOmB©Z hmoVo h¢, CZH m JwUJ«hU

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CÝh| H aZo Xr{O¶o&

J«h-VmaH mAm| Ho g§~§Y ‘| CÝh| ~VmB©¶o&

d¥j ³¶m hmoVo h¢, ¶h CÝh| ~VmB©¶o& bH ‹Sr H m Cn¶moJ ^r ~VmB©¶o& d¥jm| H mo ì¶{º g‘P H a CZgo ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o, CZH s XoI^mb H s{O¶o Am¡a CÝh| Zm‘ r Xr{O¶o&

~mha OmB©¶o (O¡go å¶y{μO¶‘, AOm¶~Ka)& Bg |Q Ho {b¶o ~ƒm| H s V¡¶mar a{I¶o: dhm± ³¶m Anojm H aZr h¡, Cg ñWmZ H m Am¡a dhm± Am¶o hþE Aä¶mJVm| H m {H g àH ma AmXa H aZm h¡&

h{W¶mam| go IobZm Qm{b¶o& qhgm H s H hm{Z¶m± r Qmb Xr{O¶o&

CÝh| ¶wÕ Ho gmYZ, CnH aU ‘V {XImB©¶o&

XodVmAm| VWm lr‘mVmOr Am¡a CZHo OrdZ Ho g§~§Y ‘| ~mV| H s{O¶o&

CÝh| Xÿgam| Ho {b¶o Hw N MrμO| H aZo Xr{O¶o&

{~Zm ‘hÎd Ho AmH ma-àH ma CÝh| ‘V {gImB©¶o O¡go {H , H mQ o Am¡a Nyar H hm± hmoZr Mm{h¶o&

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CZ‘ | g o lrJUeo Or AË¶V§ ñnï ê n g o {damO‘mZ, àH me‘mZ hmVo o h ¢ :

""... 6 dfm] Ho hmoVo-hmoVo do ñdV§Ì ~mbH ~Z OmVo h¢& na AmXa aIZm Mm{h¶o& CgHo ~mX CZH s {ejm ewê hmo OmVr h¡...''


Xÿgam| H s CnpñW{V ‘| ~ƒo H s JbVr H ^r r gwYmaZr Zht Mm{h¶o& (gm‘mÝ¶ CnXoe Xo{I¶o)

""... Xg dfm] H s Am¶w hmoZo VH AmnZo CÝh| {gImZm Mm{h¶o...''

""... ~mah df© H s Am¶w VH CZH m C{MV àH ma go nmbZ H aZm Mm{h¶o& AË¶{YH ào‘ r Zht, Bg ¶m Cg MrμO H s AË¶{YH Vm Zht...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)


""... O~ do ~mah df© Ho hmoVo h¢ V~ CÝh| {OgH s Oê aV hmoVr h¡ dh g~ XoZm h¡ Am¡a CÝh| Mm{h¶o CVZm gmam ß¶ma Xr{O¶o&...''

CÝh| nyar gwajm Xr{O¶o :

""... Amn XoIVo h¢ {H , ~mah df© H s Am¶w ‘| NmVr H s hÈr (ñQZ©‘ ~moZ) A^r VH EÊQr~m°SrO Nmo‹SVr hr ahVr h¡& Vmo Bg g‘¶ CÝh| {OZH s Oê aV h¡ Eogr gmar gwajm¶| VWm CÝh§ {OVZm Mm{h¶o CVZm ß¶ma XoZm ~hþV ‘hÎdnyU© h¡...''

(1985, ~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶, nW©)


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""... AmnHo ~ƒo O~ VH gmobh df© Ho Zht hmoVo, V~ VH AmnH mo CÝh| g~ Hw N ~VmZm hmoVm h¡& dh ha MrμO Omo AÀNr, gXmMaU dmbr hmoVr h¡, H¡ go ~Vm©d H aZm Am¡a H¡ go OrdZ OrZm h¡ ¶h ~VmZm h¡...''


H gaV Am¡a Iob :

""... Vmo g§JrV, H bm Am¡a Bg àH ma H s MrμO| ~mah df© H s Am¶w VH {dH {gV hmoVr h¡& CgHo ~mX ‘| ~ƒm| H mo ~mha OmZo {X¶m OmVm h¡ Am¡a {’ a IobZm Am¡a g~ Vah H s H gaV| Am¡a Iob r IobZo {X¶o OmVo h¢...''

(1992, Ho Z~oam OmVo hþE {X¶m J¶m ^mfU)

16 df© VWm CgHo AmJo

16 dfm] H s Am¶w Ho ~mX ~ƒm| Ho gmW {‘Ìm| O¡gm ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o&

erb M[aÌ ewÕVm Ho g§~§Y ‘| :

""... AmO Cg ‘wÔo na AmnH m ‘Z ewÕ H a Xr{O¶o {H Xÿgam àË¶oH ‘oam mB© h¡ ¶m ~hoZ h¡& AJa Amn emXrewXm h¡ Vmo RrH hr h¡& na ha EH H s Va’ Bg ZμOa go Xo{I¶o, ha EH H s Amoa ¶m Vmo mB© Ho g‘mZ ¶m Vmo ~hoZ Ho g‘mZ XoIZo H m à¶mg H s{O¶o& BZ XmoZm| [aíVm| H m ApñVËd hr Zht& ¶h Vmo EH AOr~ Xoe h¡ {H Ohm± Eogm H moB© r [aíVm Zht, Omo ewÕ, n{dÌ hmo& ¶h Vmo BVZr J§XJr h¡, ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmVr hÿ± {H AJa Amn BgHo g§~§Y ‘| n‹T |Jo, Vmo Amn Cg na {dídmg Zht H a|Jo, BVZr {dH¥ {V h¡& {deof ê n go NmoQ o ~ƒm| O¡go bmoJm| na AmH« ‘U {H ¶m OmVm h¡& do Hw ‘mar h¢, Eogm CZHo ~mao ‘| {dMma H s{O¶o& Ü¶mZ a{I¶o Am¡a ¶wd{V¶m| Zo ^r OmZZm Mm{h¶o {H do Hw ‘m[a¶m± h¢& AJa ¶o b‹S{H ¶m± b‹SH m| Ho gmW Ky‘Vr h¢ Am¡a

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do b‹SHo r ghO¶moJr h¡, Vmo (CZHo Eogo ì¶dhma go CÝh| g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H ) do ghO¶moJr Zht h¡& ghO¶mo{J{Z¶m| H mo r erbg§nÞ Am¡a ~bdVr {ó¶m± hmoZm h¡& ewÕM[aÌ CZH m ~bñWmZ h¡ Am¡a nwéfm| H s ^r e{º h¡& ghO¶moJ (ñdrH ma H aZo) Ho ~mX nwéfm| Zo AnZr Mm[aÍ¶ g§nÞVm Ho g§~§Y ‘| gVH© ahZm Mm{h¶o, ¶h CZH s r e{º h¡...''

(1983, Xrdmbr nyOm, hoånñQrS)

Ka Nmo‹S aho h¢? :

""... na {~ëHw b ewê go hr CÝh| Bg ~mV H s H ënZm ahVr h¡ {H , ARmah gmb H s C‘a ‘| ~ƒo ~mha {ZH b OmE§Jo& AJa AmnH m Ka ¶mo½¶, RrH -RmH h¡, Vmo ~ƒm| Zo AmnH mo Nmo‹SH a ³¶m| OmZm Mm{h¶o? Am¡a AJa AmnH m Ka RrH -RmH ^r Zht Vmo ^r AmnHo nmg ‹T oa gmam ß¶ma Am¡a gw{dYm h¡, Vmo ~ƒo AmnH mo H ^r Zht Nmo‹S X|Jo...''

(2000, H¡ go àma§^ H aZm h¡, Eb.E.Aml‘)

‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹SZo H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht :

""... O¡go {H ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmVr hÿ±, h‘mao nmg EH AdYyV Zm‘ H m b‹SH m Wm& A~ Vmo dh ~‹Sm b‹SH m, ¶wdm hmo J¶m h¡& O~ dh NmoQ m Wm, Vmo CgZo EH ~ma ‘wPgo nyNm, "AJa AmnZo AmnHo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹S {X¶m, Vmo AmnHo ‘mVm-{nVm H s ~mYm¶| AmnH mo Nmo‹S |Jr ¶m Zht?' ‘¢Zo H hm, "Zht, do g§^dV: Nmo‹SH a Zht OmE§Jr ¶mZo {H ‘mVm-{nVm H s ~mYm¶|&' "Vmo {’ a ¶o ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹SZm ³¶m h¡?' ‘¢Zo H hm, "H m¡Z ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹SH a Om ahm h¡?' "Zht,' CgZo H hm, "‘¢Zo gwZm h¡ {H , npíM‘r Xoem| ‘| bmoJ, ~ƒo O~ ARmah df© Ho hmo OmVo h¢ Vmo AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹S XoVo h¡& ³¶m|? ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹S XoZm ‘wPo Zht AÀNm bJoJm&' "³¶m|? Vw‘ Vmo (~§YZ go) ‘wº hmo gH Vo hmo Zm?' CgZo H hm, "V~ Vmo ‘¢ JbV H m‘ H aZo Ho {b¶o ^r {~ëHw b ‘wº hmo OmD§ Jm& ‘oar JbVr H m¡Z gwYmaoJm?

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AJa ‘¢ ‘oao hmW ‘| {gJaoQ boVm hÿ±, Vmo ‘wPo H m¡Z gwYmaoJm? H m¡Z ‘wPo ~Vm¶oJm, "¶h ‘V H amo'&' ‘oao H hZo H m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H , AJa EH ~ƒm hmW ‘| {gJaoQ nH ‹SVm h¡ Am¡a Cgo ObmVm h¡, Vmo {nVm VËH mb Cg {gJaoQ H mo bo boJm Am¡a Obm r XoJm Cgo Am¡a, "AJbr ~ma ‘¢Zo Vwåh| Eogm XoIm Vmo ‘¢ Vwåhmar Ow~mZ Obm Xÿ±Jm&' ~mV IË‘!

na ~ƒm ¶h OmZVm h¡ :

""... "nmnm ‘wPgo ß¶ma H aVo h¢ Ama¡ Bg VarHo go ß¶ma H aVo h¢ {H ‘¢Zo CÝh| Zht ImoZm Mm{h¶o&' na CgZo ¶h Adí¶ OmZZm h¡ {H AnZo {nVm H s X¶mbwVm dh Imo gH Vm h¡& AJa Amn ~ƒo H mo O¡go AÀNm bJVm h¡, d¡go AnZr ‘Ou go h‘oem Hw N ^r H aZo XoVo h¢, Vmo ~ƒm AmnHo {ga na M‹T ~¡R oJm...''

(1991, ‘hmdra nyOm Ho níMmV² ^mfU)

CZH s XoI^mb H s{O¶o :

""... ewê ‘| ¶m ewê go hr ~ƒo BVZo AmkmH mar hmoVo h¢, do gmoMVo h¢, "h‘ ~ƒo h¢, h‘| Amkm ‘mZZr Mm{h¶o' Am¡a ¶h AmkmH m[aVm CZHo grYo-gmYo ñd^md go AmVr h¡& na h‘Zo CÝh| ~hþV gmar ~mV| ~VmZo H m à¶mg Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& Am¡a "¶h ‘V H amo, dh ‘V H amo' Eogm H h H a CZ na H m~y H aZo H m à¶mg r h‘Zo Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& AJa Amn gmao g‘¶ VH Eogm hr H aVo ah|Jo, Vmo ~ƒm| H s g‘P ‘| Zht Am¶oJm& AmnH mo CÝh| ~VmZo H s Oê aV Zht h¡, na O~ do Mm[aÍ¶g§nÞ ~ƒo hmoVo h¢ ¶m CZH s nad[ae gwerb g‘mO ‘| hmoVr h¡ V~! Bg{b¶o ‘¢ h‘oem H hVr hÿ±, "~m~m, AmnHo ~ƒo h‘mao ñHy b ‘| oO Xmo&' ³¶m| {H ~ƒm| H mo gwerb Am¡a Mm[aÍ¶g§nÞ hmoZm hr h¡& CÝh| ewÕ M[aÌ H m ‘yë¶ g‘PZm hr Mm{h¶o Am¡a Img H a Ho npíM‘r Xoem| Ho AmYw{ZH g‘mO h‘mao ~ƒm| H s A~mo{YVm ~hþV A{YH ‘mÌm ‘| Zï H a aho h¢& npíM‘ ‘| ‘¢Zo g~go ~war ~mV ¶h XoIr h¡ {H ~ƒo

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C‘« ‘| ~‹S o hmoZo Ho ~mX ‘mVm-{nVm CÝh| n¡gm XoVo hr Zht Am¡a CZH s XoI^mb r Zht H aVo...''


AnZo ~ƒm| H s {ejm Ho {b¶o n¡gm Xr{O¶o :

""... ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o g~go nhbr Am¡a gd©àW‘ H s OmZo dmbr ~mV| h¢ AZwemgZ Am¡a CZH s {ejm! AnZo ~ƒm| H mo {ejm XoZo Ho {b¶o AmnZo {OVZm n¡gm Oê ar h¡, CVZm g~ XoZm hr Mm{h¶o Am¡a AmnH m nyam Ü¶mZ Bg na hmoZm Amdí¶H h¡& A~ ³¶m hmoVm h¡ {H {ejm Z hmoZo Ho H maU ~ƒm| H m C{MV àH ma go à{VnmbZ Zht hmoVm& CÝh| {H gr ì¶dgm¶ ‘| ô{O¶o, AJa CZH s BÀNm h¡ Vmo! CÝh| Eogr MrμO H aZo Ho {b¶o a{I¶o Ohm± do Hw N grI nm¶|Jo& ¶h dhr C‘« h¡ O~ grIZm hmoVm h¡& ñdV§ÌVm Mm{h¶o Bg{b¶o CÝh| Imbr Nmo‹S Zht XoZm h¡& CÝh| AnZm g‘¶ AnZo {b¶o {‘bZo Xr{O¶o...''

(2000, H¡ go àma§^ H aZm h¡, Eb.E.Aml‘)

bJmVma {dMma-{d{Z‘¶ H a Ho do A^r ^r CZH s XoI^mb H aVr h¢ :

H ~obm Ho H sbo ‘| lr‘mVmOr Zo ewH« dma, 20 OyZ 2008 H mo dmb ~mob~oam (Val Borbera) Ho VrZ ‘hmnm¡am| H mo AmË‘gmjmËH ma {X¶m& Cgr H m ¶h dU©Z h¡& CÝhm|Zo H hm, "A‘arH m Am¡a B§½b¢S H s g‘ñ¶mAm| ‘| EH ‘w»¶ g‘ñ¶m ¶h h¡ {H , ~hþV hr hbH s C‘a ‘| b‹SHo Am¡a b‹S{H ¶m| H mo CZHo IwX Ho hdmbo Nmo‹S m OmVm h¡& Am¡a CZHo ‘mVm-{nVm Ûmam CZH s nyar Vah go XoI^mb r Zht H s OmVr& ‘mVm-{nVm ~ƒm| H m »¶mb Zht aIVo Am¡a ~ƒo ‘mVm-{nVm na Ü¶mZ Zht XoVo& {H emoa Am¶w Ho ~ƒo ~hþV hr nhbo IwX Ho hdmbo Nmo‹S {X¶o OmVo h¢& BgHo n[aUm‘m| go EH ¶h r h¡ {H eam~ nrZo H s ‘mÌm ~‹T J¶r h¡&

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¶h Vmo AÀNm h¡ {H do AnZr qOXJr IwX {~VmVo h¢ Am¡a ñdV§ÌVm àmá H aVo h¢& na CÝh| h‘oem ß¶ma Am¡a AmYma XoZm Amdí¶H h¡& lr‘mVmOr Zo ~Vm¶m {H CZH s Xmo ~o{Q¶m± h¢ Am¡a ~o{Q¶m| Ho r ~ƒo h¢& BZ ~ƒm| Ho r ~ƒo h¢ na A^r r do AnZr ~o{Q¶m| H m »¶mb CZgo bJmVma {dMma {d{Z‘¶ H a Ho aIVr h¡&

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16-0 3-80 ‘mVm Sm°{bg {hb ¶y.Ho .

1980 ~më¶mdñWm Bg {df¶ na Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

05 -12-80 {ddmh Am¡a gm‘y{hH Vm Moëg‘ amoS ¶y.Ho

29-04-82 gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘ amo‘ BQbr

11-0 7-82 nr.nr.öX¶, {dew{Õ, Amkm S~u ¶y.Ho

19-0 3-83 ‘mVmAm| Ho {b¶o CnXoe {gSZr Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

15-12-83 àdMZ-Eg.E‘.ghO ‘§{Xa {Xëbr ^maV

16-07-83 ‘mVmAm| Ho {b¶o CnXoe {Z‘©b¶moJ 16.8.83

03-02-83 nr.nr. Amkm MH« {Xëbr ^maV

06-11-83 Xrdmbr nyOm h°ånñQ oS ¶y.Ho .

22-04-84 B©ñQa nyOm b§XZ ¶y.Ho .

12-0 3-85 C~mbH -nmbH -{dÚmb¶ hoånñQ oS ¶y.Ho .

00-12-85 ~mbH gÑe JwUm| H m {dH mg JUn{Vnwbo ^maV

12-05-85 ~mbH m| Ho g§~§Y ‘| CnXoe nW© Aml‘ Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

00-03-85 C~mbH Am¡a AÝ¶ {df¶ nW© Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

21-04-85 lrJUoe nyOm ~{‘ªJho‘ ¶y.Ho .

00-06-85 ñH m°ba{en go{‘Zma eo{’ ëS ¶y.Ho .

09-12-85 BQbr Ho PybmKa BQbr

1985 Zdam{Ì do{Jg

04-08-85 lrJUoe nyOm ~«mB©QZ ¶y.Ho

3 1-0 5-85 Xodr nyOm goZ {XEJmo ¶y.Eg.E

09 -07-86 ~mbH m| Ho g§~§Y ‘| gbmh {dEÞm Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

18 -07-86 ghO¶moJ {ejm H s ê naoIm amo‘

19-06-78 nyd© Am¡a npíM‘ ‘| oX H¡ ³ñQZ hm°b, b§XZ ¶y.Ho .

09 -07-87 {‘ÌVm ‘obyZ ’« mÝg

30 -12-87 {ddmh H moëhmnya ^maV

04 -02-88 gm¶§H mbrZ H m¶©H« ‘ ewSr H¡ ång² ¶y.Ho .

1988 {Xdmbr nyOm ewSr H¡ ång² ¶y.Ho

16 -06-88 EH mXe éÐ nyOm ewSr H¡ ång² ¶y.Ho .

08 -08-89 lrJUoe nyOm bm{X¶mãba¡Qg²

31 -08-90 lrhZw‘mZ nyOm ’«¢ H ’ Q © O‘©Zr

21 -10-90 Xrdmbr nyOm {eAmo½Jm BQbr

31 -03-91 B©ñQa nyOm {gSZr Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

06 -04-91 ^dgmJa nyOm {~«ñ~oZ Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

28 -03-91 ‘hmdra nyOm Ho níMmV² nW© Aml‘ Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

30 -03-91 {gSZr ‘| ~ƒm| Ho gmW {gSZr Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

00 -04-91 {gSZr ‘| A§{V‘ mfU {gSZr Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

11 -02-92 H¡ Z~oam OmVo g‘¶ mfU H¡ Z~oam Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

12 -02-92 ¶mo{J¶m| go ~mVMrV H¡ Z~oam Aml‘ Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

13 -02-92 ¶mo{J¶m| go ~mVMrV H¡ Z~oam Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m aoS {hb byH AmD Q

19 -02-92 gmd©O{ZH g^m Ho ~mX {~«ñ~oZ Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

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25 -02-92 ¶mo{J¶m| go ~mV{MV ¼mB©ñQ MM© Ý¶y{Pb§S

27 -02-92 ~adyS nhþ±MZo na mfU {gSZr Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

05 -03-92 Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m Xm¡ao H m A§{V‘ mfU ~adyS Aml‘ Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

02 -04-94 g§JrV g^m Ho nyd© {X¶m J¶m mfU {gSZr Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

03 -12-00 H¡ go àma§^ H aZm h¡, Eb.E.Aml‘ ¶y.Eg.E.ghO¶mo{J¶m| go ~mV{MV

13 -09-03 lrJUoe nyOm H ~obm BQbr

13 -10-07 Zdam{Ì, {ÛVr¶ am{Ì {gSZr Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m

20 -06-08 VrZ ‘hmnm¡am| H m ñdmJV H ~obm BQbr

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information or have none at all. Please excuse us if there are any

photos where we did not ask permission to use - it is because we do not

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PICTURE CREDITS: p12-13: Petra Schmidt '06 - Sahaj

Kindergarten, Austria; p14 Daglio Camp '07; p16 Michael Markl '96 -

SMND in Vienna w/Govinda & father; p18 Petra S. '07 - Anne from

Belgium w/daughter - Daglio Camp '07; p23 Brigitte Saugstad '08,

Mother & Child for SMND; p24 Petra S. Daglio '07 - Ganesha, Matti

and Micka; p29-30 - Ganapatipule 2000; p30 info unknown - SMND

& Child; p40 Petra S. Daglio Camp '07; p43 Petra S. - Father &

children, Daglio Camp '07; p44 info unknown - SM in India; p46 info

unknown - SMND & Child; pS4 info unknown - Ganapatipule 2000;

pS7 Matthew Cooper - Didi's party, Australia; p60 Guru Puja 'S2; p64

Matthew C. '06 - Shri Adi Shakti Puja; p69 Matthew C. '06 - Didis

party, Australia; p72 Petra S. - Daglio Camp '07; p77 - Cabell a

Performance, mid 90's; p78 SMND in Australia in the SO's (?); pS6

Petra S. Daglio Camp '07; p92-93 Michael M. 'OS - boys, Yuva

Ashram + Alexander, Vienna; p94 Michael M. 'OS - Victoria & Joy;

p9S SMND & Wm Pottinger May 'Sl Darwin; p107 Michael M. '93 -

Vienna welcome, Lincoln, Gagan, Grace; pl12 SMND with child -

info unknown; p119 Yuva Shakti Seminar - info unknown; p120 H. de

Graaf - Children in Holland; p123 Michael M. 'OS Yuva Shakti's.

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