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Ki‡Z cvi‡jb bv| wZwb Kcvj KuyP‡K †i‡L‡Qb| Zvi gv‡b g‡b g‡b wKQy GKUv wPš—v Ki‡Qb| †ej wU‡c wcqb‡K †W‡K ivRx‡ei Rb¨ GKUv †Kvì wWªs‡mi AW©vi w`‡jb| Dc‡ii ZvK †_‡K GKUv dvBj †c‡o Zvi ga¨ †_‡K GKUv Qvcv‡bv dig †ei K‡i ivRx‡ei w`‡K evwo‡q w`‡jb|

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wgwbU g¨vMwbdvwqs M−vmUv ILv‡b _vK‡jB eBUv‡Z Av¸b a‡i hv‡e| e¨vcvi †`Lvi Rb¨ K¬vm †d‡j Aóg †kªYxi K¬vm wUPvi gBbywÏb mv‡neI P‡j G‡jb wZb Zjvi Qv‡`| Zvi wc‡Q wc‡Q cÖvq wgwQ‡ji gZ †KIqvR Ki‡Z Ki‡Z cy‡iv GB‡Ui e¨vPUvI P‡j Gj †mLv‡b| mevi g‡a¨B Uvb Uvb D‡ËRbv| Kx nq| Kx nq|

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wZb ¯‹z‡ji mvg‡bB GKUv cvb wewoi †`vKvb Av‡Q| wcqb †gvL‡jm

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yRb‡K wc‡Q †d‡j Zviv S‡oi †e‡M G‡m †gvL‡j‡mi `‡ji mv‡_ †hvM w`j|

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(†gv÷ †WbRvivm ÷z‡W›U) QywUi Av‡e`bc‡Îi mv‡_ Zvi †W_ mvwU©wd‡KUB w`‡q emj|

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wZwb eyS‡jb ïay wVKvbv †jLv‡jB Pj‡e bv| GLb †_‡K Kv‡iv wVKvbv †PÄ n‡j eva¨Zvg~jKfv‡e mv‡_ mv‡_ Zv †nWm¨vi‡K Rvbv‡bvi weavb Ki‡Z n‡e| †KD bv Rvbv‡j Zv‡K KwVb kvw¯— w`‡Z n‡e|

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