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¶h "‘oZ A±S dr‘oZ' g§H bZ H m Xÿgam ^mJ h¡& Bg {df¶ H s nyar OmZH mar Ho {bE XmoZm| mJm| H mo n‹TZm Oéar h¡& {ó¶m| Am¡a nwéfm| H mo EH Xÿgao Ho ~mao ‘| {bIo JE AÜ¶m¶m| H mo n‹TZm Cn¶wº hmoJm& BgH m hoVw EH Xÿgao ‘| H {‘¶m± Ty §‹TZm Zht ~pëH ¶h g‘PZm h¡ {H lr‘mVmOr Ho JwU h‘ ‘| go H moB© r YmaU H a gH Vm h¡, Mmho dmo ór hmo ¶m nwéf&

h‘ ¶o Amem H aVo h¢ {H Bg H m¶© Ho Ûmam lr‘mVmOr Ûmam Xr JB© grIm| H mo h‘ AnZo AÝXa à{VÜd{ZV H aZo ‘| gj‘ hm|Jo Am¡a EH Eogm OrdZ ì¶VrV H a gH| Jo Omo ào‘, AmXa, à{Vðm Am¡a em§{V go n[anyU© hmoJm&

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O¡go hr h‘Zo lr‘mVmOr Ho ì¶m»¶mZ gwZZm àma§^ {H ¶m, h‘| Bg {df¶ H s ì¶m{á H m Ehgmg hþAm& EH H s OJh Xmo {H Vm~| ~Z JB©& nhbr {H Vm~ {ó¶m| Am¡a nwéfm| Ho H V©ì¶, JwU VWm mB©-~hZ Ho ZmVo na AmYm[aV h¡& Xþgar {H Vm~ d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho {d{^Þ nhbwAm| go gå~ÝY aIVr h¡&

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¶h nwñVH EH gm‘y{hH à¶mg h¡& h‘ CZ g^r bmoJm| H m Am^ma ‘mZVo h¢ {OÝhm|Zo ¶h {H Vm~ g§^d ~ZmZo ‘| AnZm ¶moJXmZ {X¶m h¡&

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{d{^Þ mJm| Ho ewéAmV ‘| {df¶ H s y{‘H m H mo Xem©Zo Ho {bE Hw N {Qßn{U¶m| H mo AbJ Vah H s {bImdQ ‘| {bIm J¶m h¡& ¶o g§Ho V emoYH m| Ho Ûmam {XE JE h¢, lr‘mVmOr Ho Ûmam Zht&

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11

ghO g‘yh ‘| OrdZ-gmWr Z Ty §T o 21

ghO {ddmh gyMr 28

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h‘| {ddmh ³¶m| H aZm Mm{h¶o 37

ghO {ddmh H m AW© 42

III {ddmh g§H ën 51

IV EH aW Ho Xmo n{h¶o 56

EH aW Ho Xmo n{h¶o 58

V nËZr H s ^y{‘H m 63

EH ‘hËdnyU© ^y{‘H m 65

XmZ Am¡a CXmaVm 70

nam‘e© 93

‘moh, n¡gm Am¡a g‘mO 106

^maVr¶ Am¡a nmíMmË¶ ‘{hbm¶| 113

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gå‘mZ 119

nam‘e© 127

g‚mZVm 139

V n{V Am¡a npËZ¶m± 143

{ddmh H s ewéAmV 145

ào‘ H s gamhZm 149

Amngr gå‘mZ 157

{ddmh ‘| g§VwbZ 174

~ƒo 188

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lr‘mVmOr Ûmam {ddmh na {X¶o J¶o àdMZ H s gyMr 202

lo¶ (H«o {SQ) 205

{ddmh go nyd© h‘mao T §JA~mo{YVm Am¡a n{dÌVm

"‘oZ A±S dr‘oZ' Zm‘H nwñVH ‘| h‘Zo n‹Tm h¡ {H {H g àH ma lr‘mVmOr Zo A~mo{YVm Am¡a g{VËd na ‘hËd {X¶m h¡& CÝhm|Zo ¶h ^r ~Vm¶m h¡ {H ¶{X h‘ Amng ‘| ^mB©-~hZ Ho {gÕm§Vm| H mo nwZ©ñWm{nV H a gHo Vmo h‘mam OrdZ A{V AmZpÝXV hmo OmEJm& h‘ Xÿgam| Ho gmW EH n{dÌ Am¡a {Z‘©b g§~§Y H m AmZ§X V^r bo gH Vo h§¡ O~ h‘ ñd¶§ n{dÌ hm|&

Am¡a ^r, gm‘y{hH Vm H s A~mo{YVm, gwajm Ed§ n{dÌVm H mo H m¶‘ aIZo Ho {bE lr‘mVmOr Zo ¶h ñnï {H ¶m h¡ {H ghO¶moJ ‘| AnZm Omo‹S rXma (nVr ¶m nËZr) Ty §‹TZm ¶mo½¶ Zht h¡& ¶{X {H gr H s ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H aZo H s BÀNm h¡ Vmo ¶h g§^d h¡ {H dh ì¶{º lr‘mVmOr go AnZo {bE OrdZ-gmWr Ty §‹TZo H s {dZVr H ao& AnZm Zm‘ ghO {ddmh gyMr ‘| XoH a ¶h H m¶© {H ¶m Om gH Vm h¡&

* {’ a r, Eogm H aZo Ho {bE {H gr na H moB© X~md Zht h¡& ha EH ghOr H mo ghO gm‘y{hH Vm Ho ~mha AnZm OrdZ gmWr Ty §‹TZo H s nyar ñdV§ÌVm h¡&

{ddmh go nyd© h‘mam T §J

9

10

A~mo{YVm, Omo h‘mao A§Xa H s JhamB¶m| ‘| h¢, ¶h h‘mam ñd^md h¡, ¶hr Bg {Z{‘©Vr H m gma h¡ :

""... ¶{X lrJUoe H s AmamYZm H aZr h¡ Vmo h‘| AnZr àYmZVm¶| ~XbZr hmoJr& AmO h‘ h‘mao A§Xa H s A~mo{YVm H s nyOm H a aho h¢& h‘ CgH s nyOm H a aho h¢, Omo ew^ h¡, Omo A~moY h¡& A~mo{YVm, Omo h‘mao A§Xa H s JhamB©¶m| ‘| h¡, ¶hr h‘mam M[aÌ h¡, ¶hr h‘mam ñd^md h¡, h‘Zo Bgr Ho gmW, OZ‘ {b¶m h¡, ¶h nyao {díd{Z‘m©U H m AmYma h¡, ¶hr {díd{Z‘m©U H m gma h¡ ...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm, B§½b¢S)

A~mo{YVm àË¶j hmoZr Mm{h¶o :

""...A~mo{YVm hr gma h¡ Am¡a ¶h gma ào‘ h¡& Bg{b¶o h‘| ¶o g‘PZm h¡ {H h‘| AnZo A§Xa lrJUoe Ho JwU YmaU H aZo h¢& CZH s A~mo{YVm H m JwU Omo nhbo go hr h‘mao A§Xa ‘m¡OyX h¡ dh àH Q hmoZm Mm{hE...''

(1994, lrJUoe nyOm, ‘m°ñH mo)

OrdZ A~mo{YV h¡ :

""...A^r AmnH mo ‘hmamï´ H s g‹SH m| na Ü¶mZ XoZm Mm{hE-A^r ‘¢ Q´ oZ go Am ahr Wr, ‘¢Zo XoIm H moB© r nwéf Am¡aVm| ‘| é{M Zht {XIm ahm Wm& {ó¶m| H mo nwéfm| ‘| é{M Zht Wr& Hw N nwéf EH Xÿgao go Jbo {‘b aho Wo, {ZîH nQ md go Xÿgao H mo Wm‘o Mb aho Wo& ‘oam ‘Vb~ ¶o nyam {df¶ ¶h h¡ {H OrdZ A~mo{YVm h¡...''

(1985, nyOm, Zm{gH , ^maV)

A~mo{YVm Am¡a n{dÌVm

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""...O¡gm {H Amn OmZVo h¢ {H ghO¶moJ ‘| Z¡{VH Vm g~go ‘hËdnyU© MrμO h¡...''

(1993, {Xdmbr, {ddmh H s KmofUm, a{e¶m)

AmnH mo ¶h {gÕ H aZm h¡ {H A~mo{YVm H m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{hE :

""...g~go nhbo h‘| ¶h g‘PZm hmoJm, {H h‘mam OÝ‘ gpÝX½Y, g§H QnyU© g‘¶ ‘| hþAm h¡& B©gm‘grh Ho g‘¶ ‘| ~hþV H ‘ bmoJ Wo {OÝhm|Zo CZH m AZwH aU {H ¶m Am¡a CÝh| Hw ÊS{bZr Ho {df¶ ‘| A{YH OmZH mar ^r Zht Wr& CÝh| H moB© kmZ Zht Wm& CÝh| Bg ~mV H m kmZ Zht Wm {H B©gm‘grh lrJUoe Or Ho hr AdVaU Wo& qH Vw Amn ¶h nmE§Jo {H B©gmB© Y‘© H mo ‘mZZo dmbm| ‘| hr B©gm‘grh H m An‘mZ hmoVm h¡, A~mo{YVm H m An‘mZ hmoVm h¡ Am¡a dh H mZyZr Vm¡a na Om¶μO ‘mZm OmVm h¡& Vmo Cgr ^m¶ZH n[apñW{V¶m| ‘| OZ‘ boZo Ho ~mX h‘| IwX hr EH ‘hmZ e{º embr gm‘Ï¶© I‹Sm H aZm hmoJm, AnZr AmÜ¶mpË‘H Vm H m& AmO O~ ‘¢ AmB©, H moB© hdm Zht Mb ahr Wr, H moB© nÎmm Zht {hb ahm Wm, ‘Ja AmnHo JmZm ewê H aZo na Amngo mar ‘mÌm ‘| hdm ~hZo bJr Am¡a Cggo ‘¢ g‘P J¶r {H ¶h X¡dr e{º àH Q hmo MwH s h¢& dh h¡ Am¡a dh H m‘ H a ahm h¡& {g’© ¶o hr Zht, dh ~‹Sm e{º embr h¡& gmYmaUV: ¶o RÊSr hdm ‘oar Amoa Zht AmVr& dmo Xÿgar Amoa OmVr h¡& ‘Ja ¶o RÊSr hdm BVZr O~aXñV Wr {H ‘wPo {H gr H m hmW Wm‘Zm n‹Sm, Am¡a EH r nÎmm Zht {hb ahm Wm& Vmo ¶o Omo gm‘y{hH e{º AmnHo nmg h¡, ¶mX a{I¶o AmnH mo Cggo Py±PZm h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo ¶o {gÕ H aZm h¡ {H A~mo{YVm H m gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{hE&

Am{Xe{º Zo g~go nhbo lrJUoe H mo ~Zm¶m& dmo nhbo XodVm Wo {OÝh| ~Zm¶m J¶m& ³¶m|? ³¶m|{H Cgo gmam dmVmdaU M¡VÝ¶, Ym{‘©H Vm Am¡a ‘§JbVm go aZm Wm& dmo A~ r h¡& dmo g~ OJh h¡ Am¡a Amn ‘hgyg H a gH Vo h¢ {H dmo H m‘ H a ahm h¡& bo{H Z AmYw{ZH ‘mZ{gH Vm Ho AÝXa dmo Zht CVaVm ³¶m|{H AmYw{ZH ‘mZ{gH Vm OmZVr Zht {H A~mo{YVm ³¶m h¡& CÝh| A~mo{YVm Ho ~mao ‘| H moB© OmZH mar Zht h¡& dmo bmoJ {Og àH ma g~ OJh Om aho h¢, ‘mZmo Bg Yam na H ^r Hw N hþAm hr Zht&

12

Vmo A~mo{YVm go OrdZ ‘| Z¡{VH Vm AmVr h¡& Z¡{VH Vm A~mo{YVm H m àH QrH aU h¡...''

(1996, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

AJa AmnH mo AmË‘gmjmËH ma {‘b gH Vm h¡ Vmo ¶o r ³¶m| Zht? :

""...‘wPo Bg ~mV H s {’ H« h¡ {H bmoJ Jwá VarHo go BZ MrμOm| ‘| CbP aho h¢& Am¡a do H ^r-H ^r nmIÊSr hmo OmVo h¢, CÝh| nmIÊSr hmoZo ‘| H moB© naoemZr Zht hmoVr& RrH h¡, do ghO¶moJr h¡, ‘Ja Bg {df¶ ‘| CÝh| bJVm h¡ {H do Omo Mmh| H a gH Vo h¢ Am¡a H ^r-H ^r CZ‘| go Hw N bmoJ H hVo h¢, "‘m± Zo H hm h¡, g~ RrH h¡&' ‘¢Zo Eogm H ^r r Zht H hm h¡& ¶h EH {df¶ h¡ {Og‘| ‘¢ H moB© g‘Pm¡Vm Zht H a gH Vr&

AmnH m AmnHo à{V, AmnHo OrdZ Ho à{V, AmnHo ApñVËd Ho à{V Am¡a AmnHo ì¶{º Ëd Ho à{V EH n{dÌ Ñ{ïH moU hmoZm Mm{hE& Amn bmoJ g§V h¢& ¶{X EH g§V H m M[aÌ AÀNm Zht h¡, ‘¢ Cgo M[aÌ H hVr hÿ±, M[aÌ H m gma- Vmo dh ì¶{º g§V Zht h¡&

Vmo ¶h ewÕVm ~aH ama aIZr Mm{hE& Cg na H moB© g‘Pm¡Vm Zht hmo gH Vm& Amn ha EH MrμO H s O‹Sm| na Kmd Zht H a gH Vo& AJa gm‘y{hH VarHo go H m‘ hmo OmVm h¡, H moB© ^r AnZo Amn H mo RJVm Zht, AnZo AmnH mo ’± gmVm Zht Am¡a ‘Z H mo CËWmZ H s ghr amh na bo OmVm h¡& AnZo ‘Z H mo CËWmZ Ho ~mao ‘| gmoMZo go, h‘ D na H¡ go CR |Jo ¶o gmoMZo go, h‘| AmZÝX XoZo dmbo nbm| Ho ~mao ‘| gmoMZo go, Amn ‘wPgo nhbr ~ma {‘bo Cg {XZ Ho ~mao ‘| gmoMZo go gm’ {H ¶m Om gH Vm h¡& Am¡a O~ H ^r Eogm {dMma AmVm h¡, Vmo AmnH mo H hZm h¡, "¶h Zht, ¶h Zht, ¶h Zht&' ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmD§ ¶h μÁ¶mXm ‘mZ{gH h¡ Z {H emar[aH & ‘wPo nVm h¡ ¶o ‘wpíH b h¡, bo{H Z AmnH mo AmË‘gmjmËH ma {‘b gH Vm h¡ Vmo ¶o r ³¶m| Zht&

Amn g~H mo ¶h g‘PZm hmoJm {H Bg na H moB© r g‘Pm¡Vm Zht {H ¶m Om gH Vm& AJa Amn ¶h Omar aIVo hmo Vmo EH {XZ Eogm r Am gH Vm h¡

13

O~ {H gr amjg H s Vah Amn ~mha ’| H {XE OmAmoJo& Bg{b¶o Bg‘| H moB© g‘Pm¡Vm Zht h¡& AnZo Amn go H {hE, "IwX H mo ‘V ’± gmB©¶o, IwX H mo YmoIm ‘V Xr{OE& ¶{X Amn‘| Hw N Nwnm h¡ Vmo AmnH m CËWmZ Zht hmo gH Vm& Amn ZrMo qIMo Mbo OmAmoJo ³¶m|{H ¶h AmnH s H ‘Omoar h¡ Am¡a Amn H ‘Omoa, A{YH H ‘Omoa hmoVo Mbo OmAmoJo...''

(1985, ‘ybmYma, ~{‘ªJh¡‘, ¶w.Ho )

Vmo AnZr n{dÌVm H m gå‘mZ H aZm dmñVd ‘| ‘oam gå‘mZ H aZm h¡ :

""...³¶m|{H ‘¢ n{dÌVm Ho ê n ‘| Amn ‘| {Zdmg H aVr hÿ±& AJa lr JUoe ‘§JbVm h¢, ‘¢ n{dÌVm Ho ê n ‘| AmnHo AÝXa {Zdmg H aVr hÿ±...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm, ~«mB©QZ, B½b¢S)

‘oao ~ƒo hmoZo H s dOh go Amn r n{dÌVm Ho na‘ gwI H m AmZ§X bo gH Vo h¢, O¡go ‘¢Zo AnZo gånyU© ‘Zwî¶ OrdZ ‘| {b¶m h¡ :

""...Vmo AmO Amn AnZo AÝXa pñWV lrJUoe H s nyOm H aZo AmE h¢& ‘¢ ³¶m hÿ±, lrJUoe Ho ê n ‘| nyOZo Ho {bE, ‘oar g‘P ‘| Zht AmVm& ³¶m|{H ‘¢ hr dmo hÿ±& O~ Amn ‘oar nyOm H aVo h¢, V~ Amn AnZo AÝXa Ho lrJUoe H mo OmJ¥V H aZm MmhVo h¢& dh Amn‘| OmJ¥V hm|& ‘¢ Omo r H hÿ± dmo ‘§Ì ~Z OmE Amn‘| dh OmJ¥V H aZo Ho {bE, Vm{H ‘oao ~ƒo hmoZo H s dOh go Amn r n{dÌVm Ho na‘ gwI H m AmZÝX bo gH| O¡go ‘¢Zo AnZo ‘Zwî¶ OrdZ Am¡a X¡dr¶ OrdZm| ‘| {b¶m h¡& Amn Cgr à‘mU ‘| AmZÝX bo§ ¶hr ‘¢ MmhVr hÿ±& H ‘ go H ‘ AmnH mo CgH m ñdmX boZm Mm{hE...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm, ~«mB©QZ, B§½b¢S)

¶h H RmoaVm Zht h¡, ~pëH AnZo ApñVËd H m gå‘mZ h¡ :

""...Vmo Bg g‘¶ Amn g~ ^maV Am aho h¢& ‘wPo Amngo AZwamoY H aZm h¡ {H Amn ‘oam gå‘mZ XþamMma Z H aHo H a|& ~MH mZr haH V Z H a| O¡gm Amn Vñdram| Am¡a {’ ë‘m| ‘| XoIVo h¢ Am¡a dmo g~ AZW©H h¡& Amn BZ

14

g~go Cna h¢& gmdYmZ, Cƒ H m¶m] H mo AmnHo n{dÌVm Ho ñWmZ go XoIm OmVm h¡& h‘ AnZm ñWmZ Zht Nmo‹S gH Vo, Mmho h‘mar O¶O¶H ma hmo ¶m Z hmo, Bggo H moB© ’ H© Zht n‹SVm& h‘ AnZm ñWmZ Zht Nmo‹S gH Vo& O¡go ¶o g^r AdYyV, ¶o H h|Jo, "V{H ¶m gmoSm gZm' -‘Vb~ "h‘ g~ AnZm ñWmZ Zht Nmo‹S |Jo&' h‘ g~ AnZo ñWmZ na h¢& ¶o h‘mam ñWmZ h¡, H ‘b Ho AÝXa& h‘ H ‘b H mo Zht Nmo‹S gH Vo& h‘ H ‘b Ho AÝXa ~¡R o h¢& ¶o h‘mam ñWmZ h¡& V~ ¶h g^r AZW©H MrμO| Omo AmnZo àmá H s h¢, {ZH b OmEJr& Amn XoI|Jo, Amn gw§Xa BÝgmZ ~Z OmE§Jo& g^r yV mJ OmE§Jo, g^r nH ‹S mJ OmE§Jr& na ¶h H RmoaVm Zht h¡, ~ma-~ma ‘¢ AmnH mo ~Vm ahr hÿ±& ¶h AmnHo ApñVËd H mo gå‘mZ XoZm h¡& O¡go Amn ‘wPo ~mha gå‘mZ XoVo h¢, Amn ‘wPo AÝXa gå‘mZ XoVo h¢& ¶h CVZm hr AmgmZ h¡...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm, ~«mB©QZ, B§½b¢S)

h‘mao AÝXa g~go ~‹Sr MrμO b¢{JH Vm Zht, ~pëH h‘mar n{dÌVm h¡ :

""...AmnHo AÝXa Omo Mw§~H h¡, dh lrJUoe h¢& H B© bmoJ OmZVo h¢ {H ‘wPo {Xem H m ~‹Sm BpÝÐ¶ kmZ h¡& ¶h Bg Mwå~H Ho Ûmam AmVm h¡ Omo {ZnwU h¡& ¶h EH Mwå~H hr h¡ Omo AmnH mo Omo‹S o aIVm h¡ ¶m RrH H aVm h¡ ¶m ha AmË‘m H s Amoa Ho pÝÐV aIVm h¡& ¶{X Amn‘| n{dÌVm H m BpÝÐ¶-kmZ Zht h¡ Vmo Amn H ^r Bg Va’ Vmo H ^r Cg Va’ bQH Vo ah|Jo& AMmZH Amn ~hþV AÀN o ghO¶moJr ~Z OmVo h¢, H b Amn EH amjg ~Z OmVo h¢, ³¶m|{H Eogr H moB© MrμO Zht h¡ Omo AmnH mo AmË‘m Ho ~‹S o {dMma go Omo‹S o aIVr h¡& h‘ BgH m gm‘Zm H a|& A~ h‘ g~Ho {bE ¶h g‘¶ Am J¶m h¡, g^r ghO¶moJr, {H h‘mao AÝXa g~go ~‹Sr MrμO ¶m¡Z Zht h¡, ~pëH n{dÌVm h¡& Am¡a dhr AmnH mo n[an³d ~ZmEJr...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm ~«mB©QZ, B§½b¢S)

g§~§Ym| ‘| AmXe©dmX Ho nyU© kmZ Am¡a à{VîRm Ho gmW ah| :

""...¶o g^r AmXe© AmO «‘nyd©H h¢& h‘mao Xÿgam| Ho gmW g§~§Y& ha Am¡aV H mo AmH f©H hmoZm Mm{hE, ³¶m|? ha nwéf H mo AmH f©H hmoZm

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Mm{h¶o, ³¶m|? {H g{b¶o? Amn Bggo ³¶m hm{gb H aZo dmbo h¢? BgH m ³¶m Cn¶moJ h¡? AmH f©U RrH h¡, O~ VH Amn {ZfoYH Zht h¡, O~ VH Amn Xÿgam| Ho gmW AmXe© g§~§Y aIVo h¢& ¶{X g§~§Y Hw N Zht, ~pëH EH Hw Îmm Am¡a Hw Îmr H s Vah ~Z OmE, Vmo ¶h ~ohVa hmoJm {H Amn Bg àH ma H s H ënZm Z aI|& {H gr Eogr MrμO Ho nrN o mJZm {~ëHw b JbV h¡ Omo h‘mao amh ‘| Zht h¡& Ohm± VH EH Xÿgao go g§~§Y H m gdmb h¡ ‘Zwî¶ H mo nyar à{Vðm Am¡a AmXe©dmX Ho nyU© kmZ Ho gmW ahZm hmoJm& AJa Amn H hVo h¢, "³¶m JbV h¡?' Vmo ¶h {ddmX h,¡ g~Hw N JbV h,¡ Ama¡ g~Hw N JbV h,¡ ¶ oEH JbV Zht h,¡ ~pëH g~, g~ Hw N& b{o H Z ¶{X AmnH m o EH n[anUy ©g‘mO Mm{hE, Vm o AmnH m o AnZ o nm[adm[aH OrdZ Ho AmXem ] H m o H m¶‘ aIZm hmJo m& ¶h ~hVþ Oê ar MrOμ h&¡ naV§ w Amn Og¡ o hr AmË‘gmjmËH ma àmá H aV o h ¢dg¡ o hr ¶h AmnHo gmW K{QV hmZo o bJVm h&¡ ‘Pw o AmnH m o Bg na mfU XZo m Zht nS‹ Vm, ~g, Amn Ego m H aV o h,¢ Amn EH ~hVþ hr AÀN o n{V ¶m nËZr ~Z OmV o h&¢ ghO¶mJo g o ~hVþ hr gX§w a n[adma {ZHb H a ~mha AmV o h,¢ ~hVþ g o h ¢^r, AmnZ o XIo o h&¢ ghO¶mJo ‘ | A~ BVZ o gX§w a n[adma h ¢ Ama¡ A~ ‘hmZ ~ƒ,o ‘hmZ gV§ Om o OÝ‘ bZo m MmhV o W o d o AmO CZHo ¶hm ± OÝ‘ b o ah o h.¢ ..''

(1982, öX¶, {dew{Õ, Amkm, ghòma, ¶y.Ho .)

Amn OmZVo h¢ Amn BVZo e{º embr ~Z OmVo h¢ O~ AmnHo AÝXa A~mo{YVm OmJ¥V hmo OmVr h¡ :

""...Vmo CÝhm|Zo AnZr à{Vðm H m gå‘mZ H¡ go {H ¶m! ¶h AmgmZ h¡, Amn XoI| {H gr ^r àH ma Ho AbJ bmbM ‘| ’± g OmZm, na§Vw ¶{X ¶h AmnH s e{º h¡, AmnH mo IwX H mo {H gr Eogr MrμO H mo g‘{n©V ³¶m| H aZm Mmh|Jo Omo BVZr ~oH ma h¡&

ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘| ‘hgyg H aZm hmoJm, nwéfm| H mo ^r Oê a nVm hmoZm Mm{hE {H ¶{X CZH s npËZ¶m± BVZr AÀNr h¡ Am¡a BVZr n{dÌ h¢, Vmo CÝh| CZH m gå‘mZ Oê a H aZm Mm{hE& CÝh| ¶h ^r Ehgmg hmoZm Mm{hE {H CÝh| amIr ~hZ| r h¢, Bg{b¶o h‘ ~hþV n{dÌ h¢& h‘ EH amIr ~hZ H s n{dÌVm H m gå‘mZ H aVo h¢ Am¡a h‘ Cgo {H gr ^r àH ma go Zht ‘mZZm

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MmhVo Omo n{dÌVm H m gå‘mZ Zht H aVm& {’ a nwéf r n{dÌ ~Z OmVo h¢& O~ {ó¶m± n{dÌ hm| Vmo nwéf r n{dÌ ~Z OmVo h¢& Am¡a ¶o n{dÌVm AmnH s ‘w»¶ e{º h¡, ¶hr n{dÌVm EH h¡ Omo lrJUoe H s e{º h¡& Am¡a O~ Amn lrJUoe H s Bg e{º H mo nm boVo h¢ Vmo Amn OmZ OmVo h¢ {H AmnHo AÝXa A~mo{YVm OmJ¥V hmoZo Ho gmW Amn {H VZo e{º embr hmo JE h¢& n{dÌVm Ho ~J¡a ‘{hbm¶| ghO¶moJ ‘| Hw N r àmá Zht H a gH Vr...''

(1993, lr’ m{V‘m nyOm, BñV§~wb)

h‘mam lrJUoe VËd RrH hmoZm hr Mm{hE :

""...Eogr Hw N MrμOo h¢ Omo AmnH mo AbJ bJo na AmnH mo AMpå^V Zht hmoZm Mm{hE& O¡go {H ghO¶moJ ‘| AmnH mo n{dÌVm H mo gå‘mZ XoZm hr Mm{hE& ‘{hbmAm| H mo ^r Am¡a nwéfm| H mo ^r gå‘mZ XoZm hr Mm{hE, ³¶m|{H h‘mao lrJUoe H mo RrH hmoZm hr Mm{hE..... Bg{b¶o h‘mao AÝXa Bg JUoe H mo e{º embr hmoZm Mm{hE& Am¡a ¶o éH mdQ Zht h¡ O¡gm H¡ Wmo{bH MM© ‘| hmoVm h¡& ghO¶moJ ‘| ¶m¡Z Am¡a Hw N ^r Zht h¡, ~pëH EH {dídgZr¶ ZmVo Ho gmW AnZr nËZr go ñdñW ¶m¡Z g§~§Y h¡& hmbm§{H Z Vmo ¶o ’«o D S h¡ Am¡a Z hr H¡ Wmo{bH MM©...''

(1987, g‘mbmoMZm, Ah§H ma, Xm¶t Amoa Ho IVao, ’« mÝg)

BZ g^r AZW©H {dMmam| go D na CRZo Ho {bE e{º ‘m±{J¶o :

""...AmO Ho Bg {XZ na ‘¢ Amngo H hÿ±Jr {H AmnH mo BZ g^r AZW©H {dMmam| go D na CRZo H s e{º ‘m±JZr Mm{hE, Omo AmnHo AÝXa O‘ JB © h ¡ Ama¡ I~y gay V BÝgmZ ~ZZm Mm{hE-{defo bmJo , Om o bmJo {defo hmVo oh ¢ dm o AnZr Ama¡ AnZr ~hZm | Ho n{dÌVm H m gå‘mZ H aV o h&¢ Bg mdZm H m o~T‹ Z o Xr{OE, Bg Xeo ‘ | ñdmñÏ¶ Ama¡ gn§ {Îm H m {Z‘mU© H s{O¶.o ..''

(1980, ajm~§YZ, bÝXZ)

AmnH mo ñd¶§ H mo gwYmaZm hmoJm Am¡a lrJUoe Or go j‘m ‘m±JZr hmoJr:

""...Xÿgar MrμO CZHo gmW ¶o h¡ {H dmo CZ bmoJm| H m gå‘mZ H aVo h¢

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Omo n{dÌ h¢, {OZHo {bE n{dÌVm hr CZHo OrdZ H m Ah‘ VËd h¡& do n{dÌVm H mo g~go A{YH nyOVo h¢& {g’© Am¡aVm| ‘| hr Zht, ~pëH nwéfm| ‘| ^r n{dÌVm Ho hmoZo H s dh Anojm aIVo h¢& AmË‘gmjmËH ma àmá H aZo Ho ~mX AmnH mo nyar Vah go n{dÌ BÝgmZ ~Z OmZm Mm{hE& AmnH mo AmnH s Am±I| Mmam| Va’ BYa-CYa Ky‘mZr Zht Mm{hE& Amn Bgo ¶wdH Am¡a ¶wd{V¶m| Ho ~rM ‘| g§Mma H m EH ~hþV hr ~wam ‘mÜ¶‘ H h gH Vo h¡¢ Omo AmnH s n{dÌVm H mo Iam~ H a XoVm h¡& AmnH s Am±Io ^r n{dÌ hmoZr Mm{hE BgHo {bE AmnH mo IwX H m AmË‘n[ajU H aZm Mm{hE Am¡a XoIZm Mm{hE {H Amn ³¶m Jb{V¶m± H a aho h¢ Am¡a Amn‘| {H g àH ma H m An{dÌ AmMaU h¡& AmnH mo ñd¶§ H mo gwYmaZm Mm{hE Am¡a lrJUoe Or go j‘m ‘m±JZr Mm{hE& AJa Amn j‘m ‘m±J|Jo, Vmo dh Hw N r j‘m H a gH Vo h¢& do BVZo A~moY Am¡a gw§Xa h¢ {H do j‘m H a XoVo h¢& na ¶o ~hþV hr ‘hËdnyU© MrμO h¡, h‘mar nyar Z¡{VH Vm h‘mao n{dÌVm Ho gmoM na {Z^©a H aVr h¡& h‘| ~hþV n{dÌ hmoZm Mm{hE& H B© Y‘© AmE h¢ Am¡a g~Zo n{dÌVm Ho ~mao ‘| ~mV H s h¡, na g^r Y‘© A~ BVZm ì¶W© hmo JE h¢, AmYmahrZ hmo JE h¢, {~Zm {H gr C{MV g§nmXZ Ho , Omo CZHo ~mao ‘| {bIm J¶m h¡& do g~ àH ma Ho JbV H m‘ H aVo h¢ Am¡a IwX H mo qhXÿ, ‘wpñb‘, B©gmB© H hVo h¢& g^r àH ma Ho Y‘©& dmñVd ‘| g^r Y‘© nyar Vah go Ag’ b hmo JE h¢ Am¡a Bg{b¶o lrJUoe CZHo nrN o n‹SVo h¢...''


¶h nwéfm| Am¡a ‘{hbmAm| Ho {bE h¡ :

""...Hw N Xoem| ‘|, Adí¶ Eogm gmoMVo h¢ {H n{dÌVm {g’© Am¡aVm| Ho {bE h¡ Am¡a nwéfm| Ho {bE Zht& na§Vw ¶h gË¶ Zht h¡& Bñbm‘ Y‘© Ho bmoJ Eogm hr ‘mZVo h¢& ¶o ~hþV JbV h¡& ¶h XmoZmo Ho {bE h¡& O¡go {H H moB© AmX‘r Xÿgar Va’ Omoa bJmZo H s H mo{ee H a ahm h¡, O¡go {H nwéf ‘{hbmAm| na X~md Smb aho h¢ {H do n{dÌ ah| Am¡a dmo IwX n{dÌ Zht h¡, Vmo ‘{hbm¶| n{dÌ Zht ah|Jr& do Eogm {XI gH Vr h¡, à{VV hmo gH Vr h¡, Sa H s dOh go em¶X H mo{ee H a ^r gH Vr h¡ na ¶{X CÝh| H moB© ‘m¡H m

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{‘b J¶m Vmo do EH Eogo OrdZ e¡br H mo AnZm b|Jr Omo JbV hmoJm& ³¶m|{H do Xÿgao nj H mo XoIVr h¡, nwéf CZ na emgZ H aZo H s H mo{ee H aVo h¢&

V~ do Eogm gmoMVr h¡, "³¶m JbV h¡? AJa dmo Eogm H a gH Vo h§¡ Vmo h‘ ³¶m| Zht?' Bg{b¶o nyao g‘mO H mo EH gä¶ OrdZ AmnZZm Mm{hE Am¡a EH ~hþV hr gwg{‚mV à{V{ðV OrdZ e¡br hmoZr Mm{hE&

¶h {g’© nhZmdo ‘| Zht ~pëH à{V{XZ Ho OrdZ ‘| r Oê ar h¡& Zht Vmo nwéfm| Am¡a ‘{hbmAm| Ho ~rM ‘| EH àH ma H m Agwa{jV md {Z‘m©U hmoZo bJVm h¡ Am¡a ~hþV gmar CbPZo n¡Xm hmo OmVr h¡, ~hþV hr CbPo hþE OrdZ H s ewéAmV hmoVr h¡...''

(1993, lrJUoe nyOm ~{b©Z, O‘©Zr)

npíM‘ ‘|, ~hZ ³¶m h¡ Am¡a mB© ³¶m h¡? Bgo g‘PZo H s ar{V H mo do Imo MwHo h¢ :

""...O~ r h‘ IwX H mo Xmofr g‘PVo h¢, Vmo g~go nhbo h‘ IwX H mo Xmofr Bg{bE ‘mZVo h¢ ³¶m|{H g§~§Ym| Ho ~mao ‘| h‘mar g‘P RrH Zht h¡& CXmhaU Ho {bE, h‘ EH mB© Am¡a EH ~hZ H mo Zht g‘PVo, ¶h [aíVm Omo {H BVZm n{dÌ h¡, Am¡a ha àH ma Ho An{dÌVm go D na h¡& bo{H Z O¡gm {H Amn OmZVo h¢ {H AmO npíM‘ ‘|, em¶X μÁ¶mXm eam~ nrZo H s dOh go Am¡a g~ Vah H s JbV MrμO| H aZo H s dμOh go, Omo A~mo{YVm Ho {dnarV h¡, bmoJm| Zo BgH m ‘hmËå¶ Imo {X¶m h¡ Am¡a Bg‘| CÝhm|Zo ~hZ ³¶m h¡? Am¡a ^mB© ³¶m h¡? Bgo g‘PZo H s arV H mo r Imo MwHo h¢...''

(1988, lr{dîUw‘m¶m nyOm, eySr H¡ ån, ¶y.Ho .)

AJa ¶o BYa r g§^mbm Om gHo , Vmo ‘oao {bE ¶o ‘hmZ {XZ dmñVd ‘| A{V AmZ§X H m hmoJm :

""...na§Vw ‘¢Zo ¶o nm¶m h¡ {H mB©-~hZ Ho Bg g§~§Y H mo maV ‘| ~hþV hr gw§Xa VarHo go g§^mbm OmVm h¡, AJa ¶o BYa r g§^mbm Om gH o Vmo ‘oao

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{bE ¶o ‘hmZ {XZ dmñVd ‘| A{V AmZ§X H m hmoJm, ³¶m|{H BgH m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H AmnZo Bg AZ¡{VH m Ho amjg H mo ham {X¶m h¡& dmo n{dÌVm, Omo AmnHo {X‘mJ go ór g§^moJ H s bmbgm Am¡a bmbM H mo nyar Vah go {ZH mb XoVr h¡ Am¡a Cgo dh ñZoh XoVr h¡, Omo AmnH s ~hZ h¡& ¶h maV ‘| ~hþV hr Am‘ h¡, dhm± ha EH H s ~hZ hmoVr h¡, ha ghO¶mo{J¶m| H s EH ~hZ h¡ Am¡a dmo AnZr ~hZ H m Cg Vah »¶mb aIVo h¢...''

(1983, {Xdmbr nyOm, hoånñQ oS, ¶y.Ho .)

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""...bo{H Z ¶{X Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H aZm MmhVo h¢ Vmo AmnH mo ghO¶moJ ‘| bmoJ Zht Ty §TZo Mm{hE& A~ AmO H m {XZ ajm~§YZ H m ‘hmZ {XZ h¡& Bg{b¶o ‘wPo AmnH mo ajm~§YZ Ho ~mao ‘| Hw N ~VmZm h¡& Bggo nhbo h‘| ‘¶m©XmAm| Ho ~mao ‘| ~mV H aZr hmoJr {OgH m nmbZ g^r ghO¶mo{J¶m| H mo H aZm Mm{hE&

EH MrμO Omo ‘¢Zo ¶hm±, npíM‘ ‘| nmB© h¡, {H hmbm§{H h‘ ‘ybmYma Ho ‘hËd H mo g‘PVo h¢, Omo {H ~hþV hr Oê ar h¡ Am¡a O~ VH h‘ AnZo ‘ybmYma H mo nyar Vah go nwZñWm©{nV Zm H a bo h‘| A{VJ{V‘¶ CËWmZ Zht àmá hmoJm&

BZ g~ Ho ~mdOyX, A^r r Eogr {db§~H mar MrμO| h¢, Omo Amn AnZo Amg-nmg XoIVo h¢& O¡go bmoJ ghO¶moJ ‘| AnZm OrdZ gmWr MwZZm ewê H a XoVo h¢& BgH s AZw‘{V Zht h¡, BgH s AZw‘{V Zht h¡& Amn AnZo Aml‘ H mo J§Xm H aZo Ho {b¶o Zht h¢, Amn H mo AnZo Ü¶mZ Ho ÝÐ {ddmh-emoYH g‘mO Ho ê n ‘| BñVo‘mb H aZm JbV h¡& AmnH mo ghO¶moJ H m gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo Bg ‘wÔo H mo gå‘mZ XoZm Mm{h¶o&

¶{X AmnH mo {ddmh H aZm h¡, Vmo Amn AnZm OrdZ gmWr ghO¶moJ Ho ~mha Ty §T gH Vo h¢, ewéAmV Ho {b¶o& na ¶{X AmnH mo ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H aZm h¡, Vmo AmnH mo ghO¶moJ ‘| bomJ Zht Ty §TZo Mm{h¶o& ¶o IwX ghO¶moJ Ho {b¶o ~hþV hm{ZH maH h¡ Am¡a Amn bmoJm| Ho {b¶o r&

¶h EH Eogr MrμO h¡ Omo {H gr H mo r ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho gmW H ^r Zht H aZr Mm{hE& ha hmb ‘| Amn g^r mB©-~hZ h¢& Am¡a Bg{b¶o ‘¢ h‘oem Eogo bmoJm| Ho {ddmh H mo àmoËgmhZ XoVr hÿ± Omo AbJ-AbJ Xoem| Am¡a Ü¶mZHo ÝÐm| go h¢...''

(1984, ajm ~ÝYZ, ¶y.Ho .)

ghO g‘yh ‘| OrdZ-gmWr Z Ty §T o

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na§Vw ¶{X AmnH mo ghO¶mo{J¶m| go emXr H aZr hr h¡, Vmo AmnH mo CZgo emXr CZH s n{dÌVm Am¡a BgHo AmXe©dmX H mo Zï H aZo H s H s‘V na Zht H aZr Mm{hE :

""... Eogm H aZm ~hþV hr JbV hmoJm, O¡go {H gr ghO¶moJr go AnZr emXr IwX hr V¶ H a boZm& ¶o IVaZmH hmoJm& ‘¢ Hw N H hZm Zht MmhVr na BgH m n[aUm‘ AÀNm Zht hmoJm, ³¶m|{H ¶h Xod-H m¶© Ho {déÕ h¡, {~ëHw b Xod-H m¶© Ho {déÕ&

AmnH mo AnZm ~«÷M¶© {dH {gV H aZm hmoJm, AmnH mo AnZm ‘ybmYma {dH {gV H aZm hmoJm& BgH s OJh, ¶{X AmnZo {H gr ghO¶moJr ¶m ghO¶mo{JZr H m BñVo‘mb AnZo {b¶o OrdZ gmWr H m MwZmd H aZo Ho {b¶o {H ¶m Vmo ¶o ~hþV-~hþV Xþ:IXm¶r hmoJm& AmnH m ‘ybmYma pñWa Zht hmoJm& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡, {H ¶o EH ~hþV ~wam AmKmV h¡, AmnHo {dH mg Ho {b¶o& {nNbo OrdZ e¡br H s dOh go Am¡a {Og àH ma H s Amn bmoJm| H s eV] ahr h¢, Amn bmoJ Zht g‘PVo {H Ü¶mZ Ho ÝÐ Am¡a ha OJh H s n{dÌVm ~Zm¶o aIZm Oê ar h¡&

Bg{b¶o EH eha ‘| Bg Vah Ho g§~§Y hmoZm ~hþV JbV MrμO h¡& ¶h g~H mo Iam~ H a XoVm h¡& Bg naoemZr H mo ~‹TmZo Ho {b¶o, ¶o Hw N bmoJm| H s AmXV h¡, ‘¢Zo gwZm h¡, {H dmo {M‹TmZo H s H mo{ee H aVo h¢, "Amn EH gmW ~ohVa {XIVo h¢, Amn gmW ‘| AÀN o bJVo h¢&' dmo {M‹TmVo h¢ Am¡a BgH m ‘μOm boVo h¢& ¶o EH àH ma H m ‘ybmYma H m {dH¥ V AmZÝX boZm h¡, Xÿgam| H mo {M‹TmZm, "Amn CgHo gmW ~hþV AÀN o {XIVo hmo, ~ohVa hmoJm Amn XmoZmo emXr H a bmo&'' ¶h EH àH ma H s AZW©H H ënZm h¡& {ZíM¶ hr, BZ g~ Ho {b¶o ¶mo{J¶m| H mo ~«÷M¶© H m nmbZ H aZm Mm{h¶o& na {’ a r ¶{X Amn ~«÷M¶© H m nmbZ Zht H a gH Voo, AmnH mo ‘¶m©XmAm| H m nmbZ H aZm hr Mm{h¶&o O~ emXr V¶ Zht hBþ © h,¡ Vm o EH Xgÿ a o H m o {MT‹ mZm Ama¡ Ego r AZWH© MrOμ m | H m AmZÝX Zht bZo m Mm{h¶&o AJa emXr V¶ hm o J¶r h,¡ Vm o RrH h&¡

Am¡a ¶o {ddmh Ho AmZÝX H mo nyar Vah go IË‘ H a XoVm h¡, ³¶m|{H H moB© CËgwH Vm ~Mr hr Zht ahVr Am¡a ~hþV ~ma ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H {ZaW©H

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gå~ÝY ñWm{nV hmo OmVo h¢& CZ‘| go Hw N Vmo dmH B© AÀN o Zht hmoVo& Am¡a do dmñVd ‘| hm{ZH maH hm|Jo Am¡a CZ‘| go Hw N H ^r ñWm{nV Zht hmoVo& Bg{b¶o AJa Eogo gå~ÝY ñWm{nV hmoVo h¢, Vmo do JbV h¢& Am¡a AJa dmo ñWm{nV Zht hmoVo, do {Xb H mo Xþ:I nhþ±MmVo h¢&

Bg{b¶o AmnH mo Eogr MrμOo Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o& AmnHo nmg Eogo bmoJm| Ho AZw^d h¢ {OÝhm|Zo ~mha emXr H s h¡ Am¡a AX²^wV bmoJm| H mo ghO¶moJ ‘| boH a Am¶| h¢& AJa Amn Eogm H a gH Vo h¢, Vmo AmnH mo ¶o H aZm Mm{h¶o& na AJa AmnH mo ghO¶mo{J¶m| go emXr H aZr h¡ Vmo AmnH mo CZgo emXr CZH s n{dÌVm BgHo AmXe©dmX H mo Zï H aZo Ho H s‘V na Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o& AnZo ñdmW© Ho {b¶o, AnZo AmZÝX Ho {b¶o, AmnH mo ghO¶moJ H m Zm‘ Iam~ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& ¶o EH MrμO h¡, Omo ‘¢Zo XoIr h¡, Bg{b¶o ‘¢ H hy±Jr {H AmO H m ¶o {XZ Omo {H gå~ÝYm| ‘| n{dÌVm H m h¡, h‘| OmZZm Mm{h¶o {H h‘| EH Xÿgao Ho gmW mB©-~hZ Ho O¡gm ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o& AnZo ‘Z H mo Bg‘| ~hZo Z X|& ³¶m|{H ¶{X AmnZo AZw‘{V Xr, Vmo BgH m H moB© AÝV Zht h¡& O¡gm {H Amn OmZVo h¢ {H IwX H mo g§VwbZ ‘| bmZm {H VZm ‘wpíH b h¡...''

(1984, ajm ~ÝYZ, ¶y.Ho .)

na ‘oao {b¶o ¶o EH g‘ñ¶m n¡Xm H a XoVm h¡ {H Amn AnZm {ddmh IwX hr V¶ H a boVo h¢ :

""... {’ a dmo ‘oao nmg ¶o H hVo hþE AmVo h¢ {H , "‘m± A~ h‘Zo emXr H aZo H m V¶ H a {b¶m h¡& h‘ emXr H a boVo h¢&' ‘wPo "hm±' H hZm hr n‹SVm h¡& H B© MrμOm| ‘| ‘¢ "hm±' Zht H aZm MmhVr, na ‘wPo "hm±' H hZm n‹SVm h¡& qH Vw ¶o ~hþV hr ~wam AJ«J‘Z {Z‘m©U H aVm h¡& hmo gH Vm h¡ {H gr ‘m‘bo ‘|, Agm‘mÝ¶ ‘m‘bo O¡go, Bg Vah Ho {ddmh Ho {b¶o {H gr H mo MwZm hmo& na BgH m ‘Vb~ ¶o Zht h¡ {H AmnH mo MrμOm| AnZo hmW ‘| bo boZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Bg Vah H s MrμO| H aZm ewê H a XoZr Mm{h¶o, Vm{H ~mX ‘| ‘wPo naoemZr hmo& ³¶m|{H EH ~ma AJa Amn Eogm H aVo h¢ Vmo ~mX ‘| H moB© ^r Xÿgam Eogm H aZo bJVm h¡& ¶o EH àH ma H m AmH« moe h¡, {H Amn Hw N V¶

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H aVo h¢, ‘oao nmg AmVo h¢ Am¡a H hVo h¢ {H , "‘m±, h‘| emXr H aZr h¡&' A~ ‘¢ ³¶m H hÿ±? "RrH h¡, H a bmo emXr&' na ¶o ‘oao {b¶o EH g‘ñ¶m n¡Xm H a XoVo h¢ Am¡a ~mH s bmoJm| Ho {b¶o r...''

(1984, ajm ~ÝYZ, ¶y.Ho .)

em{X¶m± ~ZmZo H s Am¡a Bg Vah Ho amo‘m§g Ho Iob IobZo H s H moB© Oê aV Zht h¡ :

""... Vmo h‘ ghO¶mo{J¶m| H mo Bg‘| μÁ¶mXm àJ{V H aZr hmoJr& ~Om¶ BgHo ‘¢ nmVr hÿ± {H bmoJ, μÁ¶mXmVa npíM‘ ‘| ¶o gmoMZo H s H mo{ee H aVo h¢ {H h‘ {H ggo emXr H aZo Om aho h¢& ¶o gå~ÝY Omo ñWm{nV hmoVo h¢ dmo JbV h¢& Bg Vah em{X¶m± ~ZmZo Am¡a amo‘m§g Ho Iob IobZo Am¡a CZ g~ H s H moB© Oê aV Zht h¡& AJa emXr hmoZr hr h¡ Vmo dh hmoJr& na dmVmdaU H mo J§Xm Z H a|& Hw N bmoJ NmoQ o hmoVo h¢ Omo ZmB¶m| H s Vah hmoVo h¢, Amn XoIVo h¢, Omo em{X¶m± ~ZmZo H s H mo{ee H aVo h¢ Am¡a BgH s Cggo Am¡a CgH s Bggo [aíVo O‘mZo ‘| ~‹Sm Jd© ‘hgyg H aVo h¢...''

(1981, {Xdmbr nyOm, b§XZ)

¶h ~hþV hr n{dÌ jU h¡, O~ Amn AnZo n{V ¶m nËZr go {‘bZo Om aho h¢ :

""... ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, {H md‘¶ OrdZ ‘| r Amn bmoJ ~hþV ghVo h¢, g~ MrμOm| Ho {b¶o& H maU h¡, Amn gmoMZm ewé H a XoVo h¢& Amn Xo{I¶o, A~ maV ‘| h‘mam {ddmh O¡go hmVm h¡, dh ~hþV hr gmXm Am¡a gab h¡& ~MnZ go hr h‘| {gIm¶m OmVm h¡, {H h‘mar emXr hmoJr& Bg{b¶o AmnH mo grIZm Mm{h¶o {H n{V Ho gmW H¡ go ahZm h¡ Am¡a AmX‘r H mo h‘oem ~Vm¶m OmVm h¡, {H nËZr Ho gmW H¡ gm ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o& na CÝh| ¶o nVm Zht hmoVm {H n{V H m¡Z h¡ Am¡a nËZr H m¡Z h¡& na n{V Am¡a nËZr EH àH ma Ho {MÝh Ho g‘mZ NmoQ o h¢& dmo Zht OmZVo {H H m¡Z h¡, na H moB© r hmo gH Vm h¡& Bg{b¶o EH ~ma AmnZo Cgo (nËZr H mo) Y‘© Ho ê n ‘| ñdrH ma H a {b¶m, ¶o AmnHo {b¶o EH AmíM¶© Ho g‘mZ hmoVm h¡ Am¡a Amn BgH m AmZÝX boVo

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h¢& Am¡a Bg nyao MrμO H m {Z‘m©U Cg A§V VH {H ¶m OmVm h¡, Ohm± dmo jU ^r ew^ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& hmbm§{H dmo OÝ‘n{ÌH m XoI H a r {dMma H aVo h¢, ¶o EH ‘hËdnyU© ^mJ h¡, ³¶m|{H ¶{X Amn OÝ‘n{ÌH m Zht XoIVo Vmo ¶o {dZmeH mar hmo gH Vm h¡& Bg{b¶o dmo OÝ‘n{ÌH m XoIVo h¢& Am¡a AJa Cg‘| ~hþV gmao ‘wÔo hm|, Vmo dmo H hVo h¢, {H Nã~rg H m Ow‹SZm C{MV h¡ Am¡a {’ a CZH m {ddmh hmo OmVm h¡, AÝ¶Wm Zht hmoVm&

A~ ¶o Oê ar Zht h¡, {H h‘ {‘bo ¶m Zm {‘bo, H ^r-H ^r bmoJ {‘bVo h¢, EH gmb VH EH Xÿgao go ~mV-MrV H aVo h¢, hmo r gH Vm h¡ {H CZH s emXr {db§{~V hmo J¶r hmo, ew^ g‘¶ Zht hmoVm, CÝh| gmW ‘| ahZo H m Wmo‹S m g‘¶ {‘b OmVm h¡, na H ^r EH m§V ‘| Zht& do H ^r EH m§V ñWmZ na Zht OmVo& Bg{b¶o Cg jU H mo ~hþV hr n{dÌ jU Ho ê n ‘| aIm OmVm h¡, O~ Amn AnZo n{V ¶m nËZr go {‘bZo dmbo hmoVo h¢, ¶o ~hþV hr n{dÌ jU hmoVm h¡& Bg{b¶o Amn Cgr q~Xÿ na Ho pÝÐV hmoVo h¢&

Vmo ¶o AMmZH V¶ hmoVm h¡& A~ Amn Cg jU H mo n{dÌ jU H s Vah aIVo h¢, H ^r-H ^r Eogm hmoVm h¡ {H AmnH mo ~rM ‘| Wmo‹S m g‘¶ {‘b OmVm h¡, ~hþV ~ma, {ZU©¶ boZo Ho ~mX r AmnH mo Cg ì¶{º H mo XoI H a Cgo EH ^mdZm Ho ê n ‘| hr H m¶‘ aIZm hmoVm h¡, na Amn AnZm {MÎm hQZo Zht XoVo, ¶h nyar Vah go EH m{J«V à¶mg h¡& ¶o IQHo go hmo OmVm h¡, ³¶m|{H Amn Bgo ñdrH ma H aVo h¢...''

(1985, Xodr nyOm, g°Z {XEJmo, ¶y.Eg.E.)

~ohVa hmoJm emXr go nhbo Amn BZ g~ ~war AmXVm| go NwQH mam nm b| :

""... O~ H« mBñQ Zo H hm Wm, "XmD e¡b Zm¡Q h¡d A°SëQag AmB©O' (AmnH s Am±I| ì¶{^Mmar Zht hmoZr Mm{h¶o)& CÝhm|Zo Eogm Bg{b¶o Zht H hm ³¶m|{H ¶o g§^d Zht Wm& ¶o ghO¶mo{J¶mo Ho {b¶o {~ëHw b g§^d h¡& Am¡a em{X¶m| Ho ~mao ‘| BVZr qMVm H aZo O¡gr H moB© MrμO Zht h¡& BVZm ³¶m Oê ar h¡? BVZo bmoJ emXrewXm h¢ Am¡a CZH mo ³¶m hþAm h¡& ¶hm± VH {H ghO¶moJ {ddmh ‘| r, BZ ~war AmXVm| Ho H maU Hw N {ddmh Ag’ b hmo

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J¶o h¢& Bg{b¶o ~ohVa hmoJm Amn emXr go nhbo BZ g~ ~war AmXVm| go NwQH mam nm b|& ³¶m|{H emXr Ho ~mX ^r do ¶hr H aVo h¢ Am¡a b‹SHo -b‹S{H ¶m± Ty ±TVo h¢& ³¶m|{H AJa emXr go nhbo BZ AmXVm| H mo amoH m Zht J¶m, Vmo do Eogm H aVo hr ah|Jo& Bg{b¶o emXr go nhbo {H gr Zo Eogm H aZo H m à¶ËZ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& Am¡a ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H A~ VH Eogr em{X¶m± H ^r-H ^r gμ’ b Zht hmoVr& Am¡a AJa hþB© ^r h¢ Vmo dmo EH àH ma H m {XImdm h¡& Bggo H ^r AmnH mo gƒm AmZÝX àmá Zht hmoVm, ¶o EH AmZÝXa{hV AZwgaU h¡...''

(1984, ajm ~ÝYZ, ¶y.Ho .)

ghO¶moJ ‘| H moB© Nb Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Am¡a Bg{b¶o Omo {ddmh H aZm MmhVo h¢, CÝh| AnZm nyam {ddaU ¶hm± na br‹Sa H mo XoZm Mm{h¶o, gƒmB© go Am¡a gƒmB© go ~VmZm Mm{h¶o, {H Amn ~mha emXr H aZm MmhVo h¢ ¶m Zht, g~ Hw N nyar gƒmB© go ~VmZm Mm{h¶o& H moB© Nb Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ghO¶moJ ‘| H moB© Nb Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶{X AmnH m nhbo hr H moB© gmWr h¡ ¶m Hw N r, g~ Hw N gmμ’ -gmμ’ {bIm hmoZm Mm{h¶o Vm{H ‘¢ OmZ gHy§ {H Amn Bg àH ma Ho ì¶{º h¢& ^maV ‘| H moB© r ARmah gmb go H ‘ C‘« H s b‹SH s Am¡a B³H sg gmb go H ‘ C‘« H m b‹SH m emXr Zht H a gH Vo& h‘ CZH s gJmB© H a gH Vo h¢& RrH h¡& Am¡a Omo H aZm MmhVo h¢, dmo maV Om H a emXr Zht H a gH Vo, h‘ AmnHo {b¶o r Hw N ì¶dñWm H a X|Jo...''

(1987, {H« QrgrO‘, BJmo, amBQ gmBS oS S |Og©, ’« mÝg)

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h‘ dmñVd ‘ | {H gr H m o {H gr g o {ddmh H aZ o Ho {b¶ o ‘O~ay Zht H aV o :

""... ¶o {dî¶ Ho g^r Xÿëhm| Am¡a XþëhZm| Ho {b¶o h¡& ‘wPo AmnH mo ¶o ñnîQ ~VmZm h¡ {H ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘ dmñVd ‘| H ^r {H gr H mo {H gr go {ddmh H aZo Ho {b¶o ‘O~ya Zht H aVo& {Z:g§Xoh h‘ AmnHo ì¶{º Ëd Ho AbJ-AbJ nhby H mo XoIVo h¢ Am¡a {’ a M¶Z H aZo H s H mo{ee H aVo h¢, ¶o ~hþV ~‹Sm H m‘ h¡...''

(1991, em{X¶m| go nhbo ~mVMrV)

ghO¶moJ H mo V¶ H aZo X| :

""... na EH ghO¶moJr Ho {b¶o AnZr n{dÌVm H s ajm H aZm ~hþV Oê ar h¡& O¡gm ‘¢Zo H b ~Vm¶m Wm, AnZo {b¶o b‹SH m ¶m b‹SH s Ty ±TZo H s Oê aV Zht h¡& ¶o n{dÌVm Ho {Z¶‘m| Ho {déÕ r h¡& ‘¢ ¶o Zht H h ahr {H Amn AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo ’¡ gbm boZo H s AZw‘{V X|, na ghO¶moJ H mo V¶ H aZo Xo, ³¶m|{H Amn g~ ghOr h¢...''


ghO¶moJ Ho AnZo {Z¶‘ Am¡a VarHo h¢ :

""... Amn Xo{I¶o, EH ~ma AnZo ‘mZ {b¶m, {H Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| emXr H aZo dmbo h¢, Vmo AmnH mo ¶o r ‘mZZm hmoJm, {H ghO¶moJ Ho AnZo {Z¶‘ Am¡a VarHo h¢, {Oggo em{X¶m± hmoVr h¡ Am¡a ¶o AmnHo {ddmh H s {Oå‘oXmar boJm Am¡a AmnH mo Amerdm©{XV H aoJm& na ¶{X AmnZo n[ajU H aZm Am¡a Xþì¶©dhma H aZm ewê H a {X¶m Vmo ¶o H m‘ Zht H aoJm& ¶m Vmo Amn Cg gd©ì¶m{nV e{º na {dídmg a{IE Am¡a AnZo Ah§H ma H mo g‘{n©V H [a¶o, ¶m AnZo Ah§H ma H mo AnZo nmg a{I¶o...''

(1990, em{X¶m±:‘{hbmAm| H mo gbmh, ^maV)

ghO {ddmh gyMr

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Amn bmoJ ¶hm± AnZo {b¶o b‹SH s ng§X H aZo Zht Am¶o h¢ :

""... na NmoQ r MrμO| naoemZ H aVr h¢, O¡go {H gr H s emXr Zht hmoVr h¡& Xÿgao {XZ Amn Cg AmX‘r H m Moham Xo{IE, ‘mZmo O¡go n[adma ‘| {H gr H s ‘¥Ë¶w hmo J¶r h¡; dmo ¶hm± ~¡Rm h¡& dmñVd ‘|, ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡& ‘wPo Vwa§V nVm Mb OmVm h¡ {H g H s A^r VH gJmB© Zht hþB© h¡& {’ a emXr Ho ~mX ‘¢ Cgr Vah H s ‘yI©Vm XoIVr hÿ±& ³¶m|{H dmo n[ajU H aZm ewê H a XoVo h¢, "‘wPo Bg Vah H m Mm{hE, ‘wPo Cg Vah H m Mm{hE&' ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡, Omo r ¶hm± CnbãY h¡, dmo CnbãY h¡& nmZr Ho OhmμO H s Vah, AmnH mo H moB© naoemZr Zht hmoVr ³¶m|{H AmnHo nmg H moB© hb Zht hmoVm, AJa Amn nmZr Ho OhmμO na Ky‘ aho h¢ Am¡a Amn H moB© MrμO ‘m±JVo h¢, "Aao Zht, ¶hm± CnbãY Zht h¡&' g‘má& na {’ a Amn NmoQ r-NmoQ r ‘yI©VmnyU© MrμOm| Ho {b¶o ghO¶moJ H m nyam AmZ§X Jdm± XoVo h¢& AJa Bg gmb Zht, Vmo AJbo gmb& ¶o ~hþV Oê ar h¡& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {ZpíMV hr C‘«, D± MmB©, BgH s, CgH s H mμ’ s hX| h¢& BgHo ~mX, {’ a r ¶{X Amn CZH s em{X¶m± V¶ H a X|, ¶o ~hþV {XbMñn h¡, {’ a dmo AmnHo nmg AmVo h¢ Am¡a H hVo h¢, "Zht, Zht, ‘¢ Bg b‹SH s go emXr Zht H aZm MmhVm&' ³¶m|? "³¶m|{H ‘wPo Eogr Mm{h¶o Am¡a d¡gr Mm{h¶o&' RrH h¡, {’ a h‘ Ty ±‹T oJo& "Zht, Zht, Zht, dmo {~ëHw b AÀNr Zht h¡& CgHo gmW ¶o MrμO h¡, ¶o AÀNm Zht h¡& CgHo gmW ¶o MrμO h¡, ¶o AÀNm Zht h¡& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ ¶o H moB© VarH m Zht h¡& Amn bmoJ ¶hm± na AnZ o {b¶ o bS‹ H s ngX§ H aZ o Zht Am¶ o h&¢ {’ a Ama¡ H mBo © h,¡ Om o H h gH Vm h,¡ "RrH h,¡ ‘ ¢ ¶hm ± Am¶m, ‘Z¢ o EH bS‹ H s XIo r Ama¡ CgHo ß¶ma ‘ | nS‹ J¶m&' Vm o Amn ß¶ma ‘ | n{S‹ ¶ o Ama¡ ¶hm ± g o {ZHb OmB¶&o ¶ o ‘Iy V© m Mb ahr h&¡

AmnH s H moB© à{Vðm hmoZr Mm{h¶o& Amn g~ ghO¶moJr h¢ Am¡a O~ ‘¢ Bg Vah Ho ‘yI©Vm go ao ‹T §J XoIVr hÿ±, ‘¢ H hVr hÿ± {H ¶o bmoJ ghO¶moJ ‘| H ^r CÞ{V Zht H a gH Vo&

^maV ‘| Amn AmM§{^V ah OmE§Jo& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡, ‘oar r emXr EH Eogo AmX‘r go hþB© Wr, Omo Xÿgar OJh go Wm& {~ëHw b AbJ Xoe, AbJ Y‘©, g~ Hw N AbJ& Am¡a EH AbJ AmX‘r& Vmo H moB© H h gH Vm h¡ {H ¶o

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{ddmh ar{V Ho {dê Õ Wm, H moB© H h gH Vm h¡& na ‘¢Zo H ^r Bg AmX‘r H mo NwAm hmoJm& Am¡a Xÿgam| H s CnpñW{V ‘| H ^r CÝhm|Zo ‘wPgo ~mV Zht H s hmoJr Am¡a BZ g~ Ho ~mdOyX, h‘mar emXr ~hþV ‘O~yV h¡ Am¡a h‘ ~hþV hr Iwehmb n{V-nËZr h¢& ¶o g~ ‘yI©Vm Omo Amn H aVo Mbo OmVo h¢, Bgo ^m¡{VH {XImdo Ho ñVa na bo AmVo h¢, ^m¡{VH g‘P, AmnH m Ah§H ma, "‘wPo ¶o Mm{h¶o, ‘wPo dmo Mm{h¶o, Amn nmVo h¢ {H emXr Ho Vwa§V ~mX Amn {ZHb mJV o h&¢ Amn n[ajU H aZm eêw H a XVo o h&¢ Bg{b¶ o ‘ ¢ AmO Amng oH h ahr h&±ÿ ~mX ‘ | em¶X ‘ ¢ Amng o emXr Ho ~ma o ‘ | ~mV Z H a gH§y ...''

(1990, em{X¶m±, Am¡aVm| go ~mVMrV, ^maV)

AmnHo {b¶o {H gr H mo Ty ±TZo ‘| h‘| H mμ’ s g‘¶ {~VmZm n‹SVm h¡ :

""... Hw N bmoJ emXr r H a aho h¢& ‘wPo CÝh| Oê a ~VmZm Mm{h¶o {H dmo A^r V¶ H a|, ³¶m|{H ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H Amn ‘| go ~hþV bmoJ emXr Ho ~mX gmoMZo bJVo h¢, Omo {H ~hþV hr H«y a h¡, Omo ~hþV hr Agä¶ h¡& Bg{b¶o ~ohVa hmoJm Amn A^r V¶ H a|& dmñVd ‘| Omo emXr Zht H aZm MmhVo CÝh| AnZo Zm‘ Zht XoZo Mm{h¶o& ³¶m|{H Amn Zht OmZVo {H AmnHo {b¶o {H gr H mo Ty ±‹TZo Ho {b¶o BZ g~ MrμOm| H mo MwZZo ‘| h‘| H mμ’ s g‘¶ {~VmZm n‹SVm h¡& ¶o EH Vah go g‘¶ H s ~~m©Xr h¡& O~ h‘ g~ V¶ H a boVo h¢, V~ AMmZH H moB© AmH a H hVm h¡ {H , "Amoh, ‘¢ emXr Zht H aZm MmhVm&' AmíM¶© h¡& CÝh| Bg ~mao ‘| H moB© e‘© Zht AmVr& dmo g‘PVo Zht h¢& AmnZo BgHo {b¶o ‘wPgo {H VZm H m‘ H am¶m h¡& AMmZH Amn AmVo h¢ Am¡a H hVo h¢, "Zht, h‘ emXr Zht H aZm MmhVo&' Eogo bmoJm| H mo emXr Ho {b¶o AmdoXZ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& AJbr ~ma AJa {H gr Zo Eogm {H ¶m Vmo ‘¢ Cg ì¶{º H mo maV AmZo go ‘Zm H a Xÿ±Jr, ‘wPo AmnH mo ~VmZm hmoJm& AmnH mo nVm h¡, {H VZo {XZm| VH h‘ Xmo-VrZ ~Oo gmo¶o h¢, Bg MMm© ‘|, {H {H gH s {H ggo emXr H a|& hm± AmnH mo H moB© EH ì¶{º ngÝX Zht h¡, Vmo ‘¢ g‘P gH Vr hÿ±, na AmnH mo Eogm Zht H hZm Mm{h¶o {H ‘¢ emXr Zht H aZm MmhVm& AmnH mo IwX Zht nVm, Amn Eogo A{ZpíMV am{e h¢, Amn bmoJ gZH s h¢ ¶m nmJb h¢, ³¶m ~mV h¡? Vmo AJa Amn emXr Zht H aZm MmhVo h¢ Vmo ’ m°‘© aZo go

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nhbo V¶ H a|...''

(1990, emXr na ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

""...na ¶o H moB© ZmQH ¶m Iob Zht h¡, {ddmh EH J§^ra MrμO h¡& ‘yI© bmJo m | H s H ^r emXr Zht H aZr Mm{h¶&o d o IXw H s qOXJr ~~mX© H aV o h ¢ Ama¡ Xgÿ am | H s r& ¶ o ~hVþ hr g‚mZ, à{V{ðV Ama¡ ~{w Õ‘mZ bmJo m | Ho {b¶ o h.¡ ..''


Amn ‘| go ha EH H mo Bgo J§^raVm go boZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Eogm Zht h¡, Amn Xo{I¶o, BZ bmoJm| H mo g‘P Zht h¡, {H ‘wPo BZHo {b¶o b‹SH m Ty ±‹TZo Ho {b¶o {H VZm H {RZ n[al‘ H aZm n‹SVm h¡, C‘« Ho AZwgma, D± MmB©, ¶mo½¶Vm, ¶o-dmo, CZ g~ H mo n‹Tmo Am¡a AMmZH dmo H hVo h¢, "‘¢ V¡¶ma Zht hÿ±&' ¶o ‘oar {~ëHw b g‘P ‘| Zht AmVm& AmnH mo H ^r-H ^r ‘oar Vaμ’ r Wmo‹S m Ü¶mZ XoZm Mm{h¶o, Amngo {dZVr h¡& Hw N Vmo {dMma H s{O¶o, ha ~ma AnZo ‘Z Ho ‘wVm{~H MrμOm| H mo RrH H aZo H s H mo{ee ‘V H s{O¶o, Amn ghO¶moJr h¢& ‘¢Zo AmnH mo AmË‘gmjmËH ma {X¶m h¡& ‘wPo Amn bmoJm| go Hw N Zht Mm{h¶o& na Bg Vah go ha ~ma ‘wPo ‘V gVmB¶o& dmo g~ bmoJ Omo Bg Vah go ì¶dhma H aVo h¢ do {ddmh-gyMr go ~mha h¢& ‘¢ CZH s em{X¶m± {’ a go V¶ Zht H ê± Jr, ‘¢ AmnH mo ~Vm ahr hÿ±& ‘¢ Bg àH ma H s ‘yI©Vm H mo Xmo~mam ghZ H aZo dmbr Zht hÿ±& H ^r-H ^r ‘Po AnZo n¡a r ZrMo aIZo hr n‹SVo h¢& ‘oar Am¶w r ASgR gmb H s hmo JB© h¡ Am¡a h‘ {H VZm H m‘ H a|& AJa Cgo (b‹SH s H mo) EH {d{eï AmX‘r ngÝX Zht h¡, Vmo RrH h¡, na AmnHo nmg H moB© Rmog H maU hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H AmnH mo dmo ³¶m| ngÝX Zht h¡& Bg{b¶o Bgo J§^raVm go b|, Amn ‘| go ha EH H mo Bgo ~hþV J§^raVm go boZm Mm{h¶o...''


Hw N H maU Vmo Oê a hmoJm {H ³¶m| ‘m± Zo Bg AmX‘r H mo MwZm :

""... Bg Vah go {dMma {H ¶m J¶m Wm, Am¡a AMmZH Amn H hVo h¢,

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"Zht'& {H g{b¶o? ³¶m|? AJa Amn BgHo ~mao ‘| gmoMZm ewé H a|Jo, Vwa§V AmnHo dmB©~«oeZ ê H Om¶|Jo, g~ Hw N ê H OmEJm& AJa ‘m± Zo MwZm h¡, BVZm Vmo H ‘ go H ‘ Amn H mo nVm hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o {H Oê a H moB© H maU h¡ {H ‘m± Zo Bgo MwZm h¡& Amn Bg Vah go ³¶m| Zht gmoMVo? ~OmE Hw N Am¡a gmoMZo Ho ? Hw N H maU Vmo Oê a hmoJm...''


KmofUm Ho ~mX EH Xÿgao go {‘bo, EH Xÿgao go ~mVMrV H a|, nVm H a| :

""... ‘¢ ¶hr gbmh Xÿ±Jr {H Amn bmoJ EH Xÿgao go {‘bo, EH Xÿgao go ~mVo H a|, nVm H a|; Am¡a dmñVd ‘| ¶hr g‘¶ h¡, O~ Amn V¶ H a gH Vo h&¢ .....Vm o h‘Z o Om o ^r {ZU¶© {b¶m h ¡ dm o {~ëHw b r A{§ V‘ {ZU¶© Zht h.¡ ..''

(1991, emXr H s KmofUmAm| Ho ~mX ~mVMrV, H moëhmnya, ^maV)

EH Xÿgao Ho gmW AÀNm ~ZZo H s H mo{ee H a| Am¡a EH Xÿgao ‘o| AÀNo JwU XoI| :

""... AmnH s BÀNm hr A§{V‘ {ZU©¶ h¡& Amn EH Xÿgao go ~mV H a gH Vo h¢, X¶mbw ~Zo& ewê AmV ‘| PJ‹Sm H aZo H s H moB© μOê aV Zht h¡, CgHo {b¶o h‘mao nmg nyar qOXJr n‹Sr h¡& ‘wPo Amngo μOê a H hZm Mm{h¶o, Omo r AmnH m nhbm à^md h¡, dmo g~go AÀNm h¡& Bg{b¶o {XImdm H aZo H s H moB© μOê aV Zht h¡, na EH Xÿgao Ho gmW AÀN o ~Zo Am¡a EH Xÿgao ‘| AÀN o JwUm| H mo XoI|& Bg g§gma ‘|, H moB© r {ZnwU Zht h¡& A~, dmñVd ‘| Omo Eogm Zht gmoMVo {H ¶o CZHo {b¶o ghr h¡, CÝho Oê a {~Zm {H gr Ho {hM{H MmhQ Ho h‘| ¶o ~VmZm Mm{h¶o...''

(1991, emXr Ho KmofUmAm| Ho ~mX ~mVMrV, H moëhmnya ^maV)

dmñVd ‘ | ‘Pw o VbmH ngX§ Zht h,¡ naÝV w ghO¶mJo ‘ | BgH s AZ‘w {V h ¡ :

""... ‘¢Zo npíM‘r Am¡a nydu ~w{Õ Ho ~mao ‘| EH ~hþV hr {XbMñn

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MrμO XoIr h¡& npíM‘r ~w{Õ H hoJr, "‘m±, ‘¢ AmnH mo AmË‘g‘{n©V hÿ±, Mmho ‘¢ {H gr Ho gmW r {ddmh H ê± , ‘¢ EH XrnñV§^ go r {ddmh H ê± Jm&' Am¡a O~ dmñVd ‘| em{X¶m± hmoVr h¢ V~ do gmoMZo bJVo h¢, "em¶X ¶o gμ’ b Zht hmo gHo Jm, ‘m± A~ ‘¢ gmoMZo bJm hÿ± {H ¶o gμ’ b Zht hmoJm Am¡a ¶o Am¡a dmo, Eogm Am¡a d¡gm&' Am¡a Bg Vah H s MrμO H m dmñVd ‘| gm‘Zm H aZo Ho {b¶o ‘¢ IwX H mo ~‹Sr ‘w{g~Vm| ‘| nmVr hÿ±& ‘wPo dmñVd ‘| VbmH ng§X Zht h¡& na§Vw ghO¶moJ ‘| BgH s AZw‘{V h¡& h‘ Eogm Zht H hVo {H h‘| VbmH Zht boZm Mm{h¶o& ³¶m|{H Hw N bmoJm| Ho {b¶o Eogm ‘mJ© hmoZm Mm{h¶ o Vm{H dm o AZWH© MrOμ m | g o ~mha {ZHb gHo , AJa Ego m H mBo © h ¡ Vm.o ..''


AJa dmB~«oeÝg ‘| ~wamB© h¡ ¶m nH ‹S h¡, Vmo Bgo NwnmE Zht, Bgo ghZ Z H a| :

""... Bg{b¶o g^r CÔoí¶m| Ho {b¶o AmnH mo ¶h r XoIZm Mm{h¶o {H AmnH s nËZr ¶m AmnHo n{V ‘|, ¶m {dî¶ ‘| hmoZo dmbo Xÿëhm| Am¡a XþëhZm| ‘| ¶m {H gr ‘| r ¶{X Amn ‘w»¶ ê n go CZHo dmB~«oeÝg ‘| ~wamB© nmVo h¢ ¶m {H gr MH« ‘| nH ‹S nmVo h¢ ¶m Hw N ^r Vmo ~ohVa hmoJm {H Amn Bgo gy{MV H a|& Bgo Nwnm¶| Zht, Bgo gho Zht& Bg‘| H moB© naoemZr Zht h¡& h‘Zo g~ MrμOm| H m gyú‘ {ZarjU {H ¶m h¡& ‘wPo IoX h¡ {H Hw N bmoJm| H m {ddmh Zht hmo gH m na h‘ AJbo gmb Hw N H aZo H s H mo{ee H a|Jo& h‘ CZgo ~mV r H a|Jo...''


"’ m°qbJ BZ bd' -

A~ ‘¢ ¶o {dZVr H ê± Jr {H , ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘ Bg n[a^mfm H m {ZfoY H a| :

""... Amn H mo Zht nVm {H {H VZr amV| ‘¢Zo bmoJm| H mo MwZZo ‘| {~VmB© h¡& d¡go hr, Amn nƒrg-Vrg Xoem| go h¢& H b AmnZo ¶h XoIm& AmnH s eV] AbJ h¢, A§XmO AbJ h¡, g~ Hw N AbJ h¡, {d{^Þ Am¶w, {d{^Þ

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D± MmB©, {d{^Þ Mohao, {d{^Þ ¶mo½¶Vm¶|& Bg{b¶o, BZ g~ H mo Omo‹SZm ~hþV ‘wpíH b h¡& H ^r-H ^r ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H ¶{X A~ Hw N μÁ¶mXm hr {e{jV h¢ Vmo AmnH mo EH grYr-gmXr Am¡aV Xr OmE, Vm{H Amn H m Wmo‹S m gm X~md H ‘ hmo OmE, Amn CgHo gmW ~m±Q gH Vo h¢& na AJa Amn XmoZm| g‘mZ ê n go {e{jV h¢, Vmo hmo gH Vm h¡, XmoZm| {ga... (lr‘mVmOr h±gVr h¢)

Bg{b¶o ‘wPo H mμ’ s MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| Am¡a dmB©~«oeÝg ‘| gmoMZm n‹SVm h¡, na Amn {H gr r Vah go, CgH m {damoY H aVo h¢ Amn {damoY H aZo H s H mo{ee H aVo h¢& RrH h¡, H moB© ~mV Zht, na ‘wÔm ¶o h¡ {H ZwH gmZ {H gH m hmoVm h¡& AmO ‘wPo Amngo BgHo ~mao ‘| ~mV H aZr h¡, ³¶m|{H ghO ‘| Omo amñVm AmVm h¡, {Og Vah go AmVm h¡, h‘| boZm n‹SVm h¡& h‘mao amñVo ‘| Omo ^r Am¶| h‘| boZm Mm{h¶o& h‘| EH Vah go Eogm Zht H hZm Mm{h¶o {H , "AmB© h¡d ’ m°bZ BZ bd' (‘¢ ß¶ma ‘| {Ja J¶m hÿ±) ß¶ma ‘| H moB© {JaVm Zht h¡, ghO¶moJ ‘| dmo ß¶ma ‘| Cna CRVm h¡& (h±gr-Vm{b¶m±)

¶o ~hþV hr AZmoIm {dMma h¡ {H {H gr H mo ß¶ma ‘| {JaZm Mm{h¶o, ³¶m|{H Amn Xo{I¶o, BgH m ‘Vb~ AmnH mo H moB© ‘yI©VmnyU© ¶m AnamY H aZm Mm{h¶o& Bg{b¶o H mμ’ s bmoJm| Zo ‘wPgo H hm h¡ {H , "‘m±, ‘¢ CgHo gmW ß¶ma ‘| {Jam Zht hÿ±&' Amn ß¶ma ‘| {Ja H¡ go gH Vo h¡, Amn {H JÉ o ‘| {JaVo h¢ ¶m Amn {H gr ZXr ‘| {Ja gH Vo h¢ ¶m Bg Vah H s {H gr MrμO ‘|, na ‘oar g‘P ‘| Zht AmVm {H Amn ß¶ma ‘| H¡ go {Ja OmVo h¡, ¶o Vmo EH Rmog MrμO h¡&

Bg{b¶o ß¶ma ‘| {JaZo dmbo Bg ‘yI©VmnyU© {dMma H mo Nmo‹SZm hmoJm& AJa BgH m ‘Vb~ ¶o h¡ {H AmnZo ß¶ma H mo ‘hgyg {H ¶m h¡, ¶m AJa BgH m ‘Vb~ ¶o h¡ {H Amn ß¶ma ¶m {H gr MrμO Ho à{V g§doXZerb h¢, ‘¢ g‘P gH Vr hÿ±, ‘¢ Wmo‹S m ì¶m»¶mË‘H hÿ±, na ¶o ß¶ma ‘| {JaZo dmbm H m‘ MbVm hr Om ahm h¡& A~ ‘¢ Amngo {dZVr H aVr hÿ± {H ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘ Bg n[a^mfm H m {ZfoY H a|...''

(1988, lre{º nyOm, ^maV)

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g^r nr{‹T¶m| ‘| Am¡a H B© gä¶VmAm| ‘|; {ddmh Ho na§nam H mo AnZm¶m J¶m h¡ Am¡a ‘mZd g‘mO Ho ‘hËdnyU© n‹Smd Ho ê n ‘| BgH m AmZÝX CRm¶m J¶m h¡& {ddmh Z¡{VH Vm H m AmYma h¡& ¶h gm‘y{hH à‘mU XoVm h¡ Am¡a ¶h EH gwa{jV Am¡a n{dÌ g‘mO H s Zrd h¡&

ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H m EH {deof n[a‘mU h¡& ¶h IwX Ho {b¶o Am¡a Xÿgam| Ho {b¶o AmZÝX bmVm h¡ Am¡a ¶h gm‘y{hH Vm Ho AmYma H m òmoV h¡& ¶h {g’© Xmo bmoJm| Ho ~rM ‘| ào‘ H m {‘bZ Zht h¡, na§Vw Xmo g‘wXm¶m| Ho ~rM, Xmo Xoem| Ho ~rM Am¡a O¡gm lr‘mVmOr Zo H hm h¡ {H , Xmo ~«÷m§Sm| Ho ~rM H m {‘bZ h¡&

ghO {ddmh H m AW©

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""...{ddmh H m CÔoí¶ h¡ Iwer XoZm, Cëbmg XoZm, AmZÝX XoZm Am¡a dmo gmar na‘ AmZÝXnyd©H MrμO| {OZHo ~mao ‘| h‘ gmoM gH Vo h¢, Omo Xmo ‘mZdm| Ho {‘bmn Ho Ûmam h‘| àmá hmoVm h¡& h‘ Eogm H h gH Vo h¢& ¶h ~hþV g‘rn Am¡a {ZOr gå~ÝY h¡, {OgH m AmXa hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o& BgH m {H gr r àH ma go An‘mZ Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o ¶m {~Zm {dMma Ho ì¶W© Zht OmZo XoZm Mm{h¶o& Omo bmoJ AnZo OrdZ ‘| AnZo OrdZ gmWr H mo gå‘mZ Zht Xo gH Vo CÝh| Am¡a H ht r gå‘mZ Zht {‘boJm& Omo bmoJ ~wam ì¶dhma H aVo h¢ ¶m AnZo gmWr H s à{V‘m H mo Iam~ H aZo H s H mo{ee H aVo h¢ dmo IwX H mo ZwH gmZ nhþ±Mm aho h¢&

EH Xÿgao H mo g‘PZo H m à¶mg H a|, EH Xÿgao H mo gOmB©¶o, gwYm[a¶o Zht, gOmB©¶o& O¡go H moB© Am^yfU O~ {H gr ì¶{º Ëd go Ow‹SVm h¡, Vmo CgH s emo^m ~‹TmVm h¡, Cgr Vah, Xÿgao H s emo^m ~‹TmZo H m à¶mg H s{O¶o& Bg{b¶o OrdZ ‘| gw§XaVm Am¡a gwerbVm Bg n{dÌ [aíVo go AmVr h¡& BgH m à{VnmXZ hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o& {ddmh dmo ~ÝYZ h¡, Omo g‘mO H mo ‘m± Ho Amerdm©X H mo AnZo hr Iw~gyaV ~ÝYZ ‘| ~m±Yo aIVm h¡&

AnZo g^r nwamZo {dMmam| H mo Ë¶mJ X|, AmnHo g~ Bg Zm‘ Ho AmYw{ZH VarHo {OZgo h‘Zo AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H mo ~~m©X H a {X¶m h¡& ¶{X Amn AnZo n{V ¶m AnZr nËZr H m AmZÝX Zht bo gH Vo Vmo Bg g§gma Ho {H gr r dñVw H m Amn AmZÝX Zht bo gH Vo, ³¶m|{H ¶o gå~ÝY g~go K{Zð Am¡a n{dÌ h¡ ...''

(1981, {ddmh AmZÝX XoZo Ho {b¶o h¡, ¶y.Ho )

¶o g~go gmYmaU MrμO h¡ H aZo Ho {b¶o :

""... A~, ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho {b¶o {ddmh ³¶m| μOê ar h¡? nhbr Am¡a g~go μOê ar MrμO, ¶o g~go gmYmaU MrμO h¡ H aZo Ho {b¶o, {ddmh H aZm& B©ída Zo AmnH mo ¶h {ddmh H aZo H s BÀNm {H gr CÔoí¶ go Xr h¡& na§Vw,

h‘| {ddmh ³¶m| H aZm Mm{hE?

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Cgr BÀNm H m à¶moJ ¶{X Amn Cg CÔoí¶ Ho {b¶o Zht H aVo Vmo ¶h EH Xmof ~Z OmVm h¡, ¶h EH An{dÌ MrμO ~Z OmVr h¡& ¶h AmnHo CËWmZ Ho {b¶o ~hþV hm{ZH maH hmo gH Vr h¡...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho )

¶h EH Vnñ¶m h¡, {Oggo Amn AnZo e{º ¶m| H mo g‘PVo h¢ :

""... ghO¶moJ ‘| H mμ’ s ~ohVa h¡& bmoJ d¡dm{hH OrdZ H m ‘hËd g‘PVo h¢& ¶h EH ZmQH h¡, na§Vw ¶h Vng ^r h¡& ¶h EH Vnñ¶m h¡, {Oggo Amn AnZo e{º ¶m| H mo g‘PVo h¢...''

(1993, lrμ’ m{V‘m nyOm, BñV§~wb, QH s©)

g§VwbZ H¡ go àmá H a|, gmjr ñdê n H¡ go ~Z| Am¡a AmË‘m H¡ go ~Z| :

""... A~, g~go nhbr MrμO Omo h‘| OmZZr h¡, dmo ¶o {H h‘Zo Bg {ddmh H m Am¶moOZ EH CÔoí¶ Ho gmW {H ¶m h¡& nhbm hoVw ¶h h¡ {H h‘ {ddmh H mo ghO¶moJ Ho {b¶o ~hþV A{Zdm¶© ‘mZVo h¢& ¶{X H moB© {ddmh H aZm Zht MmhVm, Vmo h‘ H hVo h¢, "RrH h¡, Amn ghO¶moJ go ~mha {ZH b OmB©¶o&' ¶h RrH h¡& A~ {ddmh μOéar ³¶m| h¡, ³¶m|{H {ddmh EH ~‹S o ¶k Ho g‘mZ h¡, ¶h EH ~‹Sr Vnñ¶m Ho g‘mZ h¡, Amn Eogm H h gH Vo h¢, ¶m ¶h EH ~‹Sm AZw^d h¡& g§VwbZ H¡ go àmá H a|, gmjr ñdê n H¡ go ~Z| Am¡a AmË‘m H¡ go ~Z|, ¶h ~hþV Oê ar h¡...''

(1993, XþëhZm| H mo gbmh, JUnVrnwbo)

Bg {‘Sr¶m Zo nwéfm| Am¡a ‘{hbmAm| Ho {X‘mJ ‘| Eogr H ënZm¶| Smb {XE h¢, d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho bm^ H mo H ‘ H a {X¶m h¡ :

""... A^r hmb hr ‘| ‘¢Zo EH gw§Xa {H Vm~ n‹Tr Omo A^r {ZH br h¡, "{‘Sr¶m H agog A‘o[aH m'& Cg‘| CÝhm|Zo ~Vm¶m h¡, {H H¡ go {‘Sr¶m Zo nwéfm| Am¡a ‘{hbmAm| Ho {X‘mJ ‘| {dMma Smb {X¶o h¡, d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho bm^ H mo ZH ma {X¶m h¡& {H g àH ma CÝhm|Zo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H mo ‘ma {X¶m

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h¡& dmo emXr H aVo h¢, {’ a VbmH boVo h¢, emXr H aVo h¢ VbmH boVo h¢& ¶hr MrμO h‘oem MbVr ahVr h¡...''

(1993, lrμ’ m{V‘m nyOm, BñV§~wb, QH s©)

""...{ddmh AmnH mo Ym{‘©H hmoZo H m kmZ XoVm h¡, Z¡{VH ~ZmVm h¡& ¶h AmnH mo {gImVm h¡ {H {H g àH ma Xÿgam| H s n{dÌVm Am¡a AnZr n{dÌVm H m AmXa H aZm Mm{h¶o...''


{ddmh ^m¡{VH Am¡a ^md{ZH gwajm àXmZ H aVm h¡ :

""... Bg{b¶o ^m¡{VH gwajm Am¡a ^md{ZH gwajm Ho {b¶o ^r, ‘ybmYma Ho à{V AmnH s EH àH ma H s ñdñW AdñWm hmoZr hr Mm{h¶o& Bg{b¶o ‘¢ ~hþV CËgwH hÿ± {H Amn g~H m {ddmh hmo OmE, Am¡a {ddmh Ho ~mX, Hw N {XZm| Ho ~mX, Amn nmVo h¢ {H AmnH m Ü¶mZ d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho Xÿgar naoem{Z¶m| H s Amoa ‘w‹SZo bJVm h¡& na§Vw Eogm Zht hmoVm ¶{X Amn ghO¶moJr Zht h¡ ³¶m|{H BpÝÐ¶m| Ho Ûmam hr àmá {H ¶m J¶m kmZ H m {gÕmÝV Bg AmYw{ZH OrdZ H m ‘w»¶ {df¶ ~Z J¶m h¡& Am¡a Amn bmoJm| Ho {dMmanyd©H {H ¶o J¶o H¥ {V¶m| Ho éj g‘wÐ na BYa-CYa SmobVo ahVo h¢& ‘r{S¶m, {H Vm~|, {dMma, ¶o g~ MrμO| AmnHo AÝXa Bg ¶mZH CÎmoOZm n¡Xm H aZo dmbo ñd^md {Z‘m©U H aVo h¢...''

(1985, ‘ybmYma g§~moYZ, ~{‘ªJh¡‘, ¶y.Ho )

EH gm‘y{hH à‘mU hmoZm Mm{h¶o, g~ Hw N, na§Vw {H g {b¶o? AnZo AÝXa H s n{dÌVm H s AmamYZm Ho {b¶o :

""... ¶h ~hþV Amdí¶H h¡& Am¡a ‘wPo A^r AmnH mo ¶h ~VmZm h¡& ‘oao {b¶o dmo g‘¶ Am J¶m h¡ {H Amngo ~VmD± -{H ¶o h‘mao OrdZ ‘| EH AdamoY h¡& nhbr MrμO Omo bmoJ nyN |Jo, "‘¢ {H ggo emXr H aZo dmbm hÿ±?' BVZr OëX~mOr ³¶m h¡? {Z:g§Xoh, ‘¢ {ddmh H mo EH n{dÌ MrμO ‘mZVr hÿ±, {ddmh hmoZm Mm{h¶o, EH gm‘y{hH à‘mU hmoZm Mm{h¶o, g~Hw N, na§Vw

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{H g{b¶o? AnZo AÝXa H s n{dÌVm H s AmamYZm Ho {b¶o& {’ a CZH m {ddmh hmVo m h,¡ {’ a CZHo ~ƒ o hmVo o h,¢ {’ a CÝh | EH Ka Mm{h¶ o hmVo m h,¡ {’ a CÝh | ¶ o Mm{h¶ o hmVo m h&¡ ¶h nay m EH Ûrn Ho g‘mZ ì¶dgm¶ h,¡ Om o MbVm hr ahVm h,¡ MbVm hr ahVm h ¡ Ama¡ AmnHo OrdZ H m àH me ’¡ bVm hr Zht...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm, ~«mBQZ, B§½b¢S)

¶{X AmnH mo Y‘© Ho gmW ahZm h¡, BgH m ‘Vb~ {ddmh h¡, BgH m ‘Vb~ gm‘y{hH à‘mU h¡ :

""... A~, ‘mohå‘X gmh~ Ho dº EH ~hþV ~‹Sm àíZ I‹Sm hþAm, ³¶m|{H nwéf ~hþV H ‘ Wo Am¡a ‘{hbm¶| ~hþV, Am¡a g^r C‘« Ho g‘wXm¶m| H s& Am¡a CÝh| nVm Zht Wm {H ³¶m H a|? BZ b‹S{H ¶m| H mo H¡ go ~Mm¶| ³¶m|{H ~hþV gmao nwéf ¶wÕ ‘| ‘mao Om MwHo Wo& Bg{b¶o CÝhm|Zo nwNm, "A~ Eogo pñW{V Ho g‘¶ na ³¶m {H ¶m Om¶o? O~ Eogr ~‹Sr Amn{Îm h¡ Am¡a Am¡aV| BVZr μÁ¶mXm h¡ Am¡a AmX‘r ~hþV hr H ‘?'

V~ CÝhm|Zo H hm, "RrH h¡, Amn Mma ¶m nm±M npËZ¶m± ã¶mh gH Vo h¢ Am¡a Amn {H gr r C‘« Ho JQ ‘| {ddmh H a gH Vo h¢&'

Am¡a Bg{b¶o dmo BVZo àm‘m{UH Wo {H ha AmX‘r H m {ddmh hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a {ddmh Ho ~J¡a H moB© gå~ÝY Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, ¶h nmn Wm& BgH s OJh ‘wpñb‘ A~ ¶o gmoMVo h¢ {H CÝh| A{YH ma h¡ {H dmo nm±M bmoJm| go emXr H a gH Vo h¢& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡, O~ AmX‘r μÁ¶mXm h¢ Am¡a Am¡aV| H ‘ h¢, V~ ¶o JbV h¡& AmnH mo BgH m hb Ty ±TZm hr hmoJm& Cg g‘¶, ~hZm| Am¡a mB©¶m| Ho ~rM Ho gå~ÝY H s gr‘mAm| r pñWa H aZm n‹Sm Wm, ³¶m|{H ¶h EH ~hþV ~‹Sr g‘ñ¶m Wr&

Vmo CÝhm|Zo H hm, "RrH h¡, EH hr ‘mVm-{nVm go OÝ‘o hþ¶o ~ƒo Amng ‘| emXr Zht H a gH Vo na MMoao, ‘‘oao, ‘m¡goao ¶m ’y ’o ao Amng ‘| emXr H a gH Vo h¢,' Cg g‘¶&

A~ dº ~Xb J¶m h¡, RrH h¡, A~ dmo g‘¶ Zht h¡& h‘ {H gr ¶wÕ no Zht h¢, Cg g‘¶ O¡go Hw N Zht hmo ahm h¡& d¡gr H moB© naoemZr Zht h¡&

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Bg{b¶o A~ h‘| AnZo mB©-~hZ Ho n{dÌ gå~ÝY H mo ~‹TmZm Mm{h¶o...''

(1981, {Xdmbr nyOm, ¶y.Ho )

nwéf Zo AnZo A{^‘mZ ‘| {ddmh Ho {damoY ‘| AnZr AmdmμO CRmB© :

""... {ddmh H s àWm ¶hm± H« mB©ñQ Ho r ~hþV nhbo go h¡, A~«mh‘ Ho ~hþV nhbo go, ‘moμOog Ho ~hþV nhbo go Am¡a EH àm‘m{UH {ddmh, Omo g‘mO Ho Ûmam Amerdm©{XV Wm, Cgo ~hþV nhbo ñdrH¥ {V Wr& na§Vw nwéf Zo AnZo A{^‘mZ ‘| {ddmh Ho {damoY ‘| AnZr AmdmμO CRmB©, àmH¥ {VH VarHo go ñdñW {MÎm Ho OrdZ {Zdm©h Ho {damoY ‘|...''

(1986, lrJUoe VËd H s ñWmnZm, gZ {XEJmo, ¶y.Eg.E.)

""...{ddmh go Amn EH ~ohVa BÝgmZ ~Z OmVo h¢ Am¡a Amn EH ~ohVa ì¶{º Ëd H m {dH mg H aVo h¢...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘yë¶, ¶y.Ho )

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AmnH mo {ddmh Ho àWm ‘| H s{V© bmZr hmoJr ³¶m|{H ¶h àWm B©ída Ho Ûmam àñWm{nV H s J¶r h¡ :

""... h‘| IwX H mo {gImZm hmoJm& Amn OmZVo h¢, {H Ag’ b {ddmhm| Am¡a VbmH m| H s dOh go nhbo hr {H VZm ZwH gmZ hmo MwH m h¡& h‘| IwX H mo {gImZm hmoJm, h‘| Wmo‹S m ghZ H aZm hmoJm, h‘| {e{jV hmoZm hmoJm, nwZ:{e{jV hm| Am¡a AnZo Amn H mo gwYma| Am¡a Eogm Z H h| {H , "‘¢ Eogm hÿ± Am¡a d¡gm hÿ±, ‘¢ ³¶m H a gH Vm hÿ±?'

AmnH mo {ddmh Ho àWm ‘| H s{V© bmZr hmoJr ³¶m|{H ¶h àWm B©ída Ho Ûmam àñWm{nV H s JB © h,¡ BÝgmZm | Ho Ûmam Zht, ¶ o EH JbV {dMma h&¡ ¶h Bí© da Ho Ûmam àñWm{nV {H ¶m J¶m n{dÌ Adga h,¡ Ohm ± Ego r n{dÌ MrOμ hmVo r h&¡ BgH s n{dÌVm H m o gå^mbZm Mm{h¶ o Ama¡ Bg Vah g o H aZm Mm{h¶ o Og¡ o ¶h EH ~hVþ gä¶ gå~ÝY h&¡ g^r gä¶Vm¶,| {dZrV OrdZ H s g^r gÝw XaVm EH Iew hmb dd¡ m{hH OrdZ g o hr ~hVr h&¡ Agä¶ Zht, K{Q¶m Zht, na EH ‘hmZ, a‘Ur¶, AmZpÝXV, ñdmJV H aZ o dmbr XZo o dmbr gJ§ {V...&''

(1981, {ddmh XoZo Ho {b¶o h¡, ¶y.Ho .)

nyao ~«÷mÊS Ho {b¶o Amn ³¶m ‘m¶Zo aIVo h¢ Cg AmXa H mo g‘{P¶o :

""... ¶h EH ~hþV AÀNm {XZ h¡ Am¡a Amn g~ bmoJm| H mo ghO¶moJ {ddmh Ho ‘yë¶m| H mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o& Amn bmoJm| H mo EH AmXe© {ddmh ~ZZm h¡& g^r A§J«oOm|, g^r A‘o[aH Z, ¶wamo{n¶Z Am¡a ^maVr¶m| Ho {b¶o ^r& ³¶m|{H ^maVr¶ Amn bmoJm| go ¶o g~ MrμO| grIVo h¢& ¶{X AmnH m {ddmh AmXe© h¡ Vmo do r AmXe© {ddmh ~Zm¶|Jo& Bg{b¶o ¶o ~hþV μOê ar h¡ CZ bmoJm| Ho {b¶o Omo B§½b¢S ‘| ahVo h¢ {H do Bg Adga H s JhamB© H mo g‘P| Am¡a nyao ~«÷m§S Ho {b¶o Am¡a empÝV Ho {b¶o dmo ³¶m ‘m¶Zo aIVo h¢

ghO {ddmh H m AW©

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Bg AmXa H mo g‘P|...''


‘mZd Ho OrdZ ‘| ¶o g~go n{dÌ Adga h¡ :

""... {ddmh EH n{dÌ Adga h¡, ‘mZd Ho OrdZ ‘| g~go n{dÌ Adga h¡, ¶h n{dÌ h¡, Bg{b¶o AmZÝXXm¶H h¡ Am¡a BgH r n{dÌVm Ho gmW nyao {díd ‘| dmB~«oeÝg ~hVo h¢...''


¶mX aho {H AmnH m {ddmh EH ghO¶moJr go hmo ahm h¡ :

""... ‘¢ AmnH mo EH MrμO ~VmZm MmhVr hÿ± {H Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| ghO¶mo{J¶m| go {ddmh H a aho h¢& Bg {df¶ H mo h‘oem ¶mX aI|& d¡go r, h‘ XoIVo h¢ {H {H VZr em{X¶m± QyQ ahr h¢ Am¡a g~ Vah H s MrμO| ghO¶moJ ‘| K{QV hmo ahr h¡& Am¡a h‘| H ^r-H ^r EH à{VeV {‘bVm h¡& {g’© EH à{VeV! ³¶m|? ³¶m|{H do AnZm ghO¶moJr hmoZo H m CÎmaXm{¶Ëd g‘PVo h¢& Bg{b¶o ‘¢ MmhVr hÿ± {H Amn g~ ¶o ¶mX aI| {H AmnH m {ddmh EH ghO¶moJr go hmo ahm h¡, AmnH mo ¶h gƒmB© h‘oem ¶mX aIZr Mm{h¶o...''

(2000, Xÿëhm| Am¡a XþëhZm| go ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

EH ~ma Amn H m {ddmh hmo J¶m, Amn bwá Zht hmoVo, Amn V~ ^r ghO¶moJ ‘| ahVo h¢ :

""... EH Am¡a MrμO h¡, Omo ‘wPo Amn g~ H mo Xmo~mam ~VmZr h¡, {H EH AmnH m {ddmh hmo J¶m, Vmo ^r Amn bwá Zht hmoVo& Amn V~ ^r ghO¶moJ ‘| ahVo h¢...''

(1990, {ddmh na ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

{ddmh ghO¶moJr H s Ztd h¡ :

""... RrH h¡, AJa BgHo ~mX r Amn {ZH bZm MmhVo h¢, Vmo Amn

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Eogm H a gH Vo h¢, ‘wPo ghr H maU Xo H a na§Vw h‘| ¶o μOê a OmZZm Mm{h¶o {H ghO¶moJ Ho {b¶o {ddmh ~hþV ‘hËdnyU© MrμO h¡, ¶h ghO¶moJ H s Ztd h¡& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ h‘ Eogo VwÀN n{V¶m| Am¡a npËZ¶m| H mo Zht aI gH Vo {OÝh| ghO¶moJ Ho Ztd H s H moB© nadmh Zht h¡...''

(1991, {ddmh go nhbo ~mVMrV)

h‘ g^r éH mdQm| go AmJo ~‹T OmVo h¢ :

""... BZ {ddmhm| H m ¶hr ‘H gX h¡ {H h‘ ‘| ‘mZd Ho ~mao ‘| A§Vam©ï´ r¶ g‘PXmar hmoZr Mm{h¶o {H ghO¶moJ ‘| AmZo Ho ~mX h‘ g^r éH mdQm | g o AmJ o ~T‹ OmV o h&¢ Om{V, Y‘ © Ama¡ amïr¶Vm H s g^r ~mYm¶&| h‘ |Bg o EH g‘mZ {díd ~ZmZm h ¡ Ama¡ amïr¶ nhMmZ Ama¡ OmVr¶ nhMmZ H s ~r‘mar H m o Xaÿ H a Bg o emV§ rnUy © ~ZmZm hmJo m& h‘ g~ Bí© da Ho Ûmam ~Zm¶ o J¶ oh&¢ h‘mar {^ÞVm {g’© h‘ma o M‘S‹ m | ‘ | h&¡ gñ§ H¥ {V ‘ | h‘ WmS‹o o BYa-CYa {^Þ h,¡ naV§ w ‘bw V: h‘ma o AÝXa h‘ g~ AmÜ¶mpË‘H h&¡ Ama¡ Amn ‘ | Om o Y‘ © h ¢ dm oh‘ma o AÝXa ñdm^m{dH ê n g o ~Zm h,¡ Om o h‘mam {hñgm h.¡ ..''

(1993, Xþëhm| H mo gbmh, JUnVrnwbo)

h‘| g§gma H mo ¶h {gÕ H aZm hmoJm {H {ddmh EH X¡dr¶ g§ñWm h¡ Am¡a Bg X¡dr¶ g§ñWm Ho Ûmam AJa AmnH mo gmW aIm J¶m h¡, Vmo ¶o ^r EH X¡dr¶ ¶moOZm h¡& Am¡a Bg X¡dr¶ ¶moOZm Ho Ûmam H B© MrμO| H m‘ H aZo dmbr h¢& Bg{b¶o {OZH m AmO {ddmh hmo ahm h¡ do ghO¶moJ H mo ~hþV μÁ¶mXm ‘XX H a aho h¢& ‘¢Zo AmnH mo nhbo r ~Vm¶m h¡ {H Eogo H B© g§V h¢ Omo OÝ‘ boZm MmhVo h¢& Am¡a AmO H b Amn XoIVo h¢ {H ¶o g§gma ¶mZH bmoJm| go âm hþAm h¡& h‘| ~hþV gmao g§Vm| Ho ¶hm± OÝ‘ boZo H s Oê aV h¡ Am¡a ¶o g§V OÝ‘ b|Jo O~ AmnH m d¡dm{hH OrdZ AÀNm hmoJm, Iwehmb d¡dm{hH OrdZ Am¡a AmZÝX‘¶ OrdZ...''

(1993, Xÿëhm| H mo gbmh, JUnVrnwbo)

""...Bg{b¶o ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H m CÔoí¶ h¡ A§Vam©ï´ r¶ {gao go EH Xÿgao go Ow‹SZm& Bg{b¶o Amn AnZr amï´ r¶Vm Ho g^r ~ÝYZm| go AmJo

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{ZH b OmVo h¢, h‘mao Om{V-{deof Ho g^r ~§YZ, Hw b Ho g^r ~§YZ, BVZo A{YH m¡{VH gwI Ho g^r ~§YZ...''

(1993, XþëhZm| H mo gbmh, JUnVrnwbo)

{ddmh Ho {b¶o Zht na EH ghO¶moJ {ddmh Ho {b¶o :

""... na {’ a r AmnH mo ¶o nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H a aho h¢, {ddmh Ho {b¶o Zht, na§Vw ghO¶moJ {ddmh Ho {b¶o& ¶o ~hþV Oê ar h¡-~hþV Oê ar h¡ {H AmnH mo {XImZm h¡ {H AmnH m EH ~hþV gμ’ b {ddmh h¡&

(2001, Xÿëhm| go ~mVMrV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

AmnH mo Xodm| H m Amerdm©X {‘boJm Am¡a Amn AnZo ào‘ H m AmZÝX CRm nmE§Jo :

""... na {’ a r AmnH mo ¶h Oê a ¶mX aIZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn Omo r H a aho h¢ dmo Xod {Z¶‘m| Ho AZwgma h¡& Xod {Z¶‘m| H m nmbZ hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o Am¡a Bg Vah go AmnH mo g’ b, ~hþV g’ b {ddmh ~ZmZm Mm{h¶o& ‘¢ ~hþV CËgwH hÿ± XoIZo Ho {b¶o {H Amn BZ {ddmhm| go ~hþV Iwe hmo J¶o h¢& Hw N ~hþV Img, AbJ, {H Amn na Xodm| H m Amerdm©X hmoJm Am¡a Amn AnZo ào‘ H m AmZÝX CRm nmE§Jo& JdmZ AmnH mo Amerdm©X X|...''

(2001, Xyëhm| go ~mVMrV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

AmnH mo ghO¶moJ H s à{Vðm H mo H m¶‘ aIZm h¡ :

""... h‘ ~hþV AÀNm {ddmh Am¡a ~hþV AÀN o ~ƒo MmhVo h¢& g§VmZ ^r, ~ƒm| H m {dî¶ r ~hþV AÀNm hmoJm, ¶{X Amn g‚mZ, ~w{Õ‘mZ, AÀNr Am¡a X¶mbw ‘m± h¢& AnZo AmnH mo n¶m©á ê n ‘| ~Vm¶m h¡& ‘¢ Amem H aVr hÿ± {H Amn g‘PVo h¢ {H Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H a aho h¢& Am¡a AmnH mo ghO¶moJ H s à{Vðm H mo H m¶‘ aIZm h¡, RrH h¡& Amn g~ ¶o dMZ XoVo h¢? JdmZ AmnH mo Amerdm©X X|...''

(2002, XþëhZm| go ~mVMrV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

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II. gm‘w{hH n[a‘mU

{ddmh AmnH mo g§H sU© ~w{Õ dmbm ¶m ñdmWu ¶m {H gr ^r Vah go Xÿgao go AbJ ahZo dmbm Zht ~ZZm Mm{h¶o :

""... na§Vw ghO¶moJ ‘| ¶o BVZm gm‘y{hH h¡, Amn ¶o XoI gH Vo h¢& ¶o ~hþV gm‘y{hH h¡, AmnHo BVZo mB© Am¡a ~hZ h¢ Am¡a h‘ g~ AmnHo Bg Omo‹S r Ho Iwer H m AmZÝX bo aho h¢, Omo n{V Am¡a nËZr Ho ê n ‘| Ow‹S J¶o h¢& Bg{b¶ o AmnH m o g‘PZm h ¡ {H {ddmh g o AmnH m o gH§ sU © ~{w Õ dmbm ¶m ñdmWu ¶m {H gr r Vah g o Xgÿ a o g o AbJ ahZ o dmbm Zht ~ZZm Mm{h¶.o ..''

(1981, {ddmh AmZÝX XoZo Ho {b¶o h¡, ¶y.Ho .)

ha EH H mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H gm‘y{hH Vm H m ñWmZ g~go nhbm h¡ :

""... Bgo nyar gƒmB© go H aZm Mm{h¶o& BgH m ‘Vb~ h¡ AmnH mo AmXa H aZm Mm{h¶o, na§Vw Cg‘| gƒmB© hmoZr Mm{h¶o, Cg‘| H moB© Nb ¶m H nQ Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, Hw N Zht& AmnH m OrdZ gmWr h¡& AmO ‘¢ EH Am¡a MrμO AmnH mo ~VmZm MmhVr hÿ± {H ‘¢Zo h‘oem XoIm h¡ {H ghO¶moJ {ddmh EH ‘wÔo na Am H a Ag’ b hmo OmVm h¡& Omo ~hþV μOéar h¡, ¶o dmo ‘wÔm h¡ Ohm± gm‘y{hH Vm Amng ‘| QH amVr h¡& O~ gm‘w{hH Vm QH amVr h¡, Vmo ghO¶moJ {ddmh Ag’ b hmo OmVo h¢& A~ Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H a aho h¢, Amn Bg àH ma go {ddmh Zht H a aho h¢, Amn Cg àH ma go {ddmh Zht H a aho h¡ O¡go Xÿgao H aVo h¢& Am¡a Bg{b¶o ha EH H mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H gm‘y{hH Vm H m ñWmZ g~go nhbo AmVm h¡& na§Vw AmnH mo EH Xÿgao go ào‘ H aZm Mm{hE, AmnH mo EH Xÿgao H mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o, EH Xÿgao Ho à{V {‘Rmg aI|, X¶mby hm|, EH Xÿgao H m Ü¶mZ aI|, gMoV ah| Am¡a OmZo {H AmnH mo EH n{V h¡ ¶m nËZr h¡& na g~go nhbo MrμO h¡ gm‘y{hH Vm...''

(1980, {ddmh Am¡a gm‘y{hH Vm, ¶y.Ho )

¶o Xmo g‘wXm¶, Xmo amï´ h¢, ¶o nyU© ê n go Xmo ~«÷mÊS hmo gH Vo h¢ :

""... O~ ¶o ào‘ na AmVr h¡, Vmo ào‘ H mo ì¶º H¡ go H a|, AnZr gmar

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Iw{e¶m±, AnZo gmao Xþ:I, AnZr gmar naoem{Z¶m± Xÿgam| ‘| ~m±Q H a& na§Vw ghO¶moJ ‘|, ¶o Wmo‹S m μÁ¶mXm h¡, ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ±, H mμ’ s μÁ¶mXm h¡, ¶hm± AmnH mo g‘wXm¶ ‘| ~m±QZm hmoVm h¡& {ddmh {H gr EH ì¶{º Ho {b¶o Zht h¡, ghO¶moJ ‘| Vmo {~ëHw b ^r Zht& AJa {H gr H s Eogr ^mdZm h¡ {H ghO¶moJ ‘| emXr Xmo bmoJm| Ho ~rM ‘| hmoVr h¡, Vmo ¶o JbV MrμO h¡& ¶o Xmo g‘wXm¶ h¢, ¶o Xmo amï´ hmo gH Vo h¢, ¶o nyU© ê n go Xmo ~«÷mÊS hmo gH Vo h¢& Bg{b¶o BgH m AmZÝX {g’© AnZo ~rM ‘| Zht boZm Mm{h¶o, AJa Amn EH AÀN o n{V-nËZr h¢, EH Xÿgao Ho à{V, Vmo ¶o ghO¶moJ ‘| n¶m©á Zht h¡& Cg ào‘ H m AmZÝX ha EH Ho Ûmam CRm¶m OmZm Mm{h¶o, g‘mO ‘|, g‘wXm¶ ‘|& AJa Amn Eogm Zht H a gH Vo, Vmo AmnZo ghO¶moJ {ddmh H mo hm{gb Zht {H ¶m h¡& Vmo ¶o EH Amn H m {ddmh h¡ O¡go bmoJm| H m hmoVm h¡, BgHo ~mao ‘| Hw N r Img Zht h¡...''


ghO¶moJ g~go nhbo AmVm h¡ Am¡a ghO¶moJr g~go nhbo AmVo h¢ :

""... na§Vw A~, O¡go nËZr ‘hgyg H aVr h¡ {H ghO¶moJ g~go nhbo AmVm h¡ Am¡a ghO¶moJr g~go nhbo AmVo h¢, V^r Eogo {ddmh, ¶o {ddmh ghO hmoVo h¢& AnZo {ZOr OrdZ Ho {b¶o Zht& {H gr Ho ^r AmnHo gmW Eogo {dMma hmo gH Vo h¢; ¶o ñd¶§-Ho pÝÐV Zht h¡& ¶o ghO¶moJ H mo Rmog ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o h¡, {’ a nhbm {XZ hr Am{Iar {XZ h¡& AJa Amn Eogr gmoM dmb o Zht h,¡ Ama¡ Amn ghO¶mJo ‘ | Bg{b¶ o {ddmh H a ah o h ¢ ³¶m{| H ¶ o MM © ‘ |{ddmh H aZ o g o gñVm h-¡ ¶ o EH m« {§ V h&¡ AmnHo CÔío ¶ ~hVþ AbJ h.¡ ..''

(1981, {ddmh H s ñWmnZm, {ddmh Ho ~mao ‘| ~mVMrV, b§XZ)

Xÿgam| H mo Iwe H aZm :

""... ‘¢ Amem H aVr hÿ± {H ‘¢ ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho d¡dm{hH OrdZ H m g~go AÀNm ^mJ XoI gHy§ Jr& ghO¶moJr Xÿgao Am‘ bmoJm| H s Vah Zht hmoVo Omo gw~h go em‘ VH PJ‹SVo ahVo h¡& do ghO¶moJ Ho ~mao ‘| ~mV H aVo h¢, ghO¶moJ H m AmZÝX boVo h¢ Am¡a Xÿgam| H mo AmZÝX XoZo Ho {b¶o

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AmZpÝXV ahVo h¢...''

(1987, {ddmh, H moëhmnya, ^maV)

""...{ddmh Ho db AmnH mo AmZÝX XoZo Ho {b¶o Zht h¡ ~pëH Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho AmZÝX Ho {b¶o r h¡& Bg{b¶o EH ¶moJr Ho d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho ~ma o ‘ | AmnH m o nay r g‘P hmZo r Mm{h¶&o Ama¡ h‘ | X{þ Z¶m H m o {XImZm h ¡ {H AmnH m o AnZ o n[adma H m o Ë¶mJZ o H s Oμ ê aV Zht h,¡ AmnH m o {ddmh Ë¶mJZ o H s Oμ ê aV Zht h,¡ AmnH m o AnZ o ~ƒm | H m Ë¶mJ H aZ o H s Oμ ê aV Zht h,¡ AmnH m oHw N r Ë¶mJZ o H s Oμ ê aV Zht h,¡ naV§ w Amn nW¥ H ({SQM¡ ) hmVo o h.¢ ..''


bmoJ BVZm μÁ¶mXm H ï moJVo h¢ O~ dmo Zht g‘PVo {H h‘ g~ EH hr n[adma H m {hñgm h¢ :

""... BgHo ~mX Xÿgam ‘wÔm n[adma Ho ~mao ‘| h¡, O¡gm {H ‘¢Zo Amngo H b ~Vm¶m Wm {H , "‘oam Ka, ‘oao nmg IwX H m Ka hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o, ‘oao nmg hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o, hm±,' - Img H a br‹Sam| H s npËZ¶m±& {’ a go CÝh| gMoV H aZm hmoJm, ³¶m|{H BZ g~ MrμOm| H s dOh go naoem{Z¶m± Bg hX VH ~‹T JB©, {H ‘wPo CÝh| ghO¶moJ go ~mha {ZH mbZm n‹Sm& Bg VÏ¶ Ho Abmdm n{V ~hþV AÀN o Wo, na§Vw Hw N Am¡aVm| H mo IwX H m Ka Mm{h¶o Wm, CÝh| IwX Ho ~ƒo Mm{h¶o Wo, do IwX Ho Ka ‘| ahZm MmhVo Wo& Vmo Bg Vah Ho {dMma AJa EH brS‹ a Ho nËZr Ho hmJ| ,o Vm o Xgÿ am | H m ³¶m hmJo m? CÝh | Ego o CXmhaU H m AZgw aU H aZm Mm{h¶ o Om o {H brS‹ a H s hm o Ama¡ ¶{X EH brS‹ a Ho nmg Zht h ¡Ama¡ CgH s nËZr Ho nmg dm o CXmhaU Z hm o Vm o nay r MrOμ EH IVa o H s pñW{V ‘ |Am OmVr h ¡ Ama¡ ¶ o hr ‘Z¢ o XIo m h,¡ {H bmJo BVZm Áμ ¶mXm H ï mJo V o h ¢ O~ dm oZhr g‘PV o {H h‘ g~ EH hr n[adma H m {hñgm h.¢ ..''

(1991, B©ñQa nyOm, {gSZr, Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m)

dmo dmñVd ‘| Xÿgao ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho gmW {‘ÌVm ~m±QVo h¢ :

""... ‘wPo Zht nVm H¡ go, ¶o EH X‘ go CZHo OrdZ ‘| Am J¶m h¡ {H

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dmo dmñVd ‘| Xÿgao ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho ~mao ‘| {bIVm h¡& dmo ha EH Ho ~mao ‘| nNy Jo m, d o H¡ g o h?¢ CZH s ³¶m g‘ñ¶m¶ | h&¢ O~ VH ¶h K{QV Zht hmVo m, ghO¶mJo ‘ | {ddmh H m H mBo © ‘Vb~ Zht h&¡ {~ëHw b, H mBo © ‘Vb~ Zht h.¡ ..''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

Amn {H VZm μÁ¶mXm ~m±QZo ‘| gj‘ aho h¢ :

""... Vmo, nhbr n[ajm EH ghO¶moJr {ddmh H s ¶o h¡ {H Amn Bg {ddmh go {H VZm μÁ¶mXm ~m±QZo ‘| gj‘ aho h¢, Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho gmW...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

III. EH n[adma H m {Z‘m©U

""...‘wPo nyam {dídmg h¡ {H Amn g~ ~hþV, ~hþV AÀNo n[adma ~Zm gH Vo h¢, Omo {H AmO H b CnbãY Zht h¡& Amn n[adma ‘| bmoJm| H mo Iwe Zht XoIVo...''

(2000, XþëhZm| go ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

""...¶o Amn bmoJm| H mo {XImZm h¡ {H Amn ~hþV g§Vw{bV Am¡a AÀNo n[adma go h¢...''

(1988, Am¡aVm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

g§VmZ Ka H m, n[adma H m gma hmoVo h¡ :

""... O¡gm {H h‘ H h gH Vo h¢ {H h‘mam EH n[adma h¡, n{V, nËZr Am¡a ~ƒm& A~ ~ƒm n{V Am¡a nËZr H m gma hmoVm h¡& dmo n[adma H m, Ka H m gma hmoVm h¡& nyar MrμO CgHo {b¶o pñWa hmoVr h¡, Cgr Ho {b¶o ~ZmB© J¶r hmoVr h¡& O~ VH CÝh| g§VmZ Zht Wm V~ VH Cg Ka H m H moB© AW© Zht Wm, CZHo OrdZ H m H moB© AW© Zht Wm& na O~ CÝh| g§VmZ H s àm{á hþB© CÝho EH AW© {‘bm& Cgr àH ma go H« mBñQ gma h¢, do ñd¶§ VËd h¢& do

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›H ma h¢ O¡gm {H do H hVo h¢...''(1978, npãbH àmoJ«m‘, Amkm MH« , b§XZ)

BÝgmZ H s g~go ~‹Sr g‘ñ¶m Omo ‘¢Zo nm¶r dmo Wr nm[adm[aH OrdZ :

""... Am¡a {’ a ¶o H m¶©àUmbr ewê hþB© Am¡a ‘¢Zo nm¶m {H BÝgmZm| H s g~go ~‹Sr ‘w»¶ g‘ñ¶m Wr-nm[adm[aH OrdZ& Am¡a Bg{b¶o ‘¢Zo {ddmh {H ¶m, ‘¢ nm[adm[aH OrdZ H s g‘ñ¶mAm| H mo n‹TZm MmhVr Wr& Am¡a {’ a ‘¢Zo BZ naoem{Z¶m| H m Eogo gm‘Zm {H ¶m O¡go ¶o ‘oao IwX Ho hmo Am¡a g‘PZm ewê {H ¶m {H bmoJ Bg Vah go Am¡a Cg Vah go ì¶dhma ³¶m| H aVo h¢& na§Vw Bg g§¶moOZ H mo H aZm h¡, {~ëHw b Amn hr Ho Ûmam, na§Vw A{YH X¡dr¶ e{º Ho Ûmam Am¡a ¶{X ‘¢ AmnH s g‘ñ¶m¶| OmZ gHy§ Jr Vmo ‘¢ CZ na H m¶© H a nmD± Jr...''

(1980, ghòma nyOm, b§XZ)

¶o {dZme Ho ‘mJm] ‘| go EH h¡, n[adma H s ~~m©Xr :

""... Amn Eogo g‘¶ ‘| n¡Xm hþ¶o h¢ Ohm± AmnH mo ‘mZdVm H mo ~MmZm h¡& Ho db Hw ÊS{bZr H m OmJaU AmnH s ‘XX Zht H aoJm, ³¶m|{H Amn em¶X ~M Om¶|, na§Vw AmnH mo Vmo nyao g‘mO H mo ~MmZm h¡, nyao n[adma H mo, g~H mo& ‘wPo H hZm Mm{h¶o {H ¶{X bmoJm| H m {dZme hmo J¶m Vmo Bg nyao ~«÷mÊS H m, nyao {Z‘m©U H m H moB© AW© Zht ah Om¶oJm& A~ ¶o {dZme Ho ‘mJm] ‘| go EH h¡, n[adma H s ~~m©Xr& ~ƒo nmJb hmo OmVo h¢, n{V nmJb hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a dmo g~ A§V ‘| AZmWmb¶ nhþ±MVo h¢, Eogm hr ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, AnZr d¥ÕmdñWm ‘| μÁ¶mXmVa AZmWmb¶ ‘| hmoVo h¢& CZH s nadmh H aZo dmbm H moB© Zht h¡& Bg{b¶o ¶o àíZ h¡ XoZo H m, Am¡a XoZo H m Am¡a XoZo H m...''

(1981, Zm{^ MH« , Vrgam gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, {gSZr)

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da Bg àH ma dYw go H hVm h¡ :

nhbm ’o am

‘¢ AnZo öX¶ ‘| lrAm{Xe{º ‘mVmOr H m ñ‘aU H aVm hÿ± Am¡a Vwåh| ~VbmVm hÿ± {H Vwåh| AnZr n{dÌVm H mo H m¶‘ aIZm Mm{h¶o Omo {H AÀN o ‘ybmYma Ho {b¶o Amdí¶H h¡& h‘mar namonH m[aVm Am¡a n{dÌVm Bgr ‘| h¡ {H h‘ A~mo{YVm H mo nyar Vah go ñdrH ma| Am¡a CgH m nyam gå‘mZ H a| Am¡a YyV©Vm H m n[aË¶mJ H a|&

Xÿgam ’o am

‘¢ AnZo öX¶ ‘| lrAm{Xe{º ‘mVmOr H m ñ‘aU H aVm hÿ± Am¡a Vwåh| ~VbmVm hÿ± {H h‘mao X¡{ZH OrdZ ‘| d¡dm{hH OrdZ H m X¡dr¶ gm¢X¶© àX{e©V hmoZm Mm{h¶o& h‘mam Ka gm¢X¶© emó Ho AZwgma gOm hmoZm Mm{h¶o& {Og àH ma J«h Am¡a Vmao AnZr J«hnW H s gr‘mAm| ‘| {ZpíMV Xÿar na Ky‘ aho h¢, h‘| r AnZm H m¶© nyar {Zðm go Y‘© H m nmbZ H aVo hþE H aZm Mm{h¶o&

‘¢ ghO¶mo{J¶m| H m nyam Am{VÏ¶ gËH ma Xÿ±Jm Am¡a Y‘© Ho à{V AnZm H V©ì¶ {Z^mZo ‘| Vwåh| nyar Vah go gmW Xÿ±Jm& gm‘y{hH Vm H m AmZÝX CRmZo H m Amerdm©X h‘ XmoZm| H mo àmá hmo&

{ddmh g§H ën

¶o g§H ën {ddmh g‘mamoh Ho Xm¡amZ lr‘mVmOr Ho gmW {b¶o J¶o Wo

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Vrgam ’o am

‘¢ AnZo öX¶ ‘| lrAm{Xe{º ‘mVmOr H m ñ‘aU H aVm hÿ± Am¡a Vwåho ~VbmVm hÿ± {H ‘¢ nyam YZ Vwåh| gm¢n Xÿ±Jm Omo ‘¢ Vwåhmao {b¶o H ‘mVm hÿ±, nyar Vah go g‘PVo hþ¶o {H ¶o ‘wPo Vwåhmao nwÊ¶m| Ho ’ b Ho ê n ‘| àmá hþAm h¡& Vwåho ^r Cg n¡go H mo gmoM-g‘P H a IM© H aZm Mm{h¶o Ama¡ ‘wPgo {dMma-{d‘e© H aZo Ho ~mX hr IM© H aZm Mm{h¶o, AnZo {X‘mJ ‘| Bg ~mV H mo aIVo hþ¶o {H nyam YZ B©ída H m h¡& Omo r hmo, h‘| AnZm YZ Bgr mdZm Ho gmW IM© H aZm Mm{h¶o {H h‘| B©ída H m Amerdm©X àmá hmo ahm h¡& ^m¡{VH dñVwAm| H s Vrd« BÀNm Zht hmoZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a nyar Vah go n¥WH hmoVo hþE h‘| AnZo ‘hmbú‘r VÎd H mo ~‹TmZm Mm{h¶o&

Mm¡Wm ’o am

‘¢ AnZo öX¶ ‘| lrAm{Xe{º ‘mVmOr H m ñ‘aU H aVm hÿ± Am¡a Vwåh| ~VbmVm hÿ± {H ‘¢ Vwåhmar ^mdZmAm| H mo H ^r R og Zht nhþMmD§ Jm Am¡a h‘mao ~rVo OrdZ H mb ‘| h‘go Omo r Jb{V¶m± hþB© h¡ CÝho ^wbm Xÿ±Jm& ‘oam ào‘ Vwåhmao {b¶o Agr‘ ahoJm Am¡a d¡gm hr Vwåhmam r hmoZm Mm{h¶o&

H¥ n¶m H ^r r AnZr mdZmAm| H mo X~mAmo Zht Am¡a H ^r r ‘wPo ~VmZo ‘| {hM{H MmAmo Zht ¶{X {H gr H maU de Vwåh| ‘mZ{gH doXZm hmo ¶m H moB© Vwåh| naoemZ H a ahm hmo& ‘¢ h‘oem Vwåhmao gmW I‹Sm ahÿ±Jm, Vwåhmar ajm H ê± Jm Am¡a H ^r r Vwåhmao {déÕ H moB© r JbV {eH m¶V Zht gwZw±Jm&

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A~ dYw da go H hVr h¡ :

nm±Mdm ’o am

‘¢ AnZo öX¶ ‘| lrAm{Xe{º ‘mVmOr H m ñ‘aU H aVr hÿ± Am¡a AmnH mo ~VbmVr hÿ± {H ‘¢ AmnHo OrdZ ‘| X¡dr¶ {‘Rmg bo H a AmD± Jr& ‘¢ AmnHo {b¶o ñdm{Xï ^moOZ nH mD± Jr {OgH m Amn AmZÝX bo gH| & h‘| {g’© ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ûmam nH m¶m hþAm ^moOZ ImZm Mm{h¶o& H¥ n¶m ‘wP na Omoa Z Smb| {‘bZo Ho {b¶o ¶m Eogo bmoJm| H s g§JV ‘| ahZo Ho {b¶o, Omo AÀN o ghO¶moJr Zht h¡&

h‘| H ^r r AnZo ~rM JÝXr Am¡a «ï mfm H m à¶moJ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a H ^r EH Xÿgao na {MëbmZm Zht Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo empÝV go ‘wPo gwZZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a ‘¢ r AmnH mo empÝV go gwZw§Jr&

NRm ’o am

‘¢ AnZo öX¶ ‘| lrAm{Xe{º ‘mVmOr H m ñ‘aU H aVr hÿ± Am¡a AmnH mo ~VbmVr hÿ± {H h‘| {Z¶{‘V Ü¶mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a AnZo ~ƒm| H mo ^r {gImZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a AnZo {‘Ìm| H mo ^r {gImZm Mm{h¶o {H Ü¶mZ H¡ go H a|&

h‘mam OrdZ Vnñ¶m g‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o na§Vw h‘| {eH m¶V Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o ¶m AZmdí¶H Xÿgam| H mo BgHo ~mao ‘| Zht ~VmZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a ha n[apñW{V ‘| Iwe ahZm Mm{h¶o& AmnH s Am±I| ewÕ hmoZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a ór g§^moJ H s BÀNm go ‘wº hmoZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a {H gr r dñVw H s bmbgm Ho a{hV hmoZr Mm{h¶o&

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gm±Vdm ’o am

‘¢ AnZo öX¶ ‘| lrAm{Xe{º ‘mVmOr H m ñ‘aU H aVr hÿ± Am¡a AmnH mo ~VbmVr hÿ± {H h‘| gƒmB© go g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H na‘ nyÁ¶ lr‘mVmOr {Z‘©bmXodr Zo AnZo CÎm‘ Amerdm©X h‘| àXmZ {H ¶o h¢& Bg{b¶o h‘| nyar Vah go AmË‘g‘n©U H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a AnZo öX¶m| H mo CÝho g‘{n©V H aZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h g‘n©U eara, ‘Z Am¡a ~w{Õ Ho gånyU© g§J‘ Ho Ûmam hmoZm Mm{h¶o&

h‘| ¶o kmV hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H AmË‘gmjmËH ma {H VZm ^ì¶ Am¡a A{ÛVr¶ h¡ Am¡a ~mH s g~ MrμO| h‘mao OrdZ ‘| ‘hÎdhrZ Am¡a {ZaW©H h¢& ¶h ‘oar eV© h¡ {H , h‘| h‘oem ~hZo dmbr B©ída H s Bg H¥ nm H m {XZ-amV {Za§Va AmZÝX boZm Mm{h¶o& IwX H mo CÝh| (lr‘mVmOr) g‘{n©V H aZm Mm{h¶o, {Za{‘V g^r {d{YAm| Ho gmW CZH s nyOm H aZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a CZH s (lr‘mVmOr H s CnpñW{V ‘| ~hþV hr Z‘« hmoZm Mm{h¶o& AJa Amn BZ g~ ‘| ‘wPo Agμ’ b hmoVo hþ¶o XoI| Vmo H¥ n¶m ‘wPo gwYma|&

da Am¡a dYw gmW {‘b H a H hVo h¢ :

‘¢ ‘moj H m Ûma Imob Xÿ±Jm (¶m Xÿ±Jr) Omo ‘wPo na‘ nyÁ¶ lr‘mVmOr H s H¥ nm go Am¡a Amerdm©X Ho gmW {‘bm h¡-Xÿgam| Ho {b¶o r Am¡a EH ‘hmZ Am¡a gmjmËH mar ì¶{º H s g§JVr ‘| Bg nyao ~«÷mÊS H s Hw ebVm H mo àmá H ê± Jm (¶m H ê± Jr)&

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lr‘mVmOr Zo ~hþYm {ó¶m| Am¡a nwéfm| Ho {d{^Þ {deofVmAm| H mo {dñVma go ~Vm¶m h¡& ha EH {ddmh Ho AÝXa BZ EH Xÿgao Ho nyaH JwUm| H mo {‘bm H a EH gw§Xa ‘ob {Z‘m©U hmoVm h¡& O¡gm {H H B© ~ma H hm J¶m h¡, ór Am¡a nwéf ~am~a h¡, na AbJ h¡& do aW Ho Xmo n{h¶m| Ho g‘mZ h¢ Omo AmH ma ‘| g‘mZ h¢, na§Vw EH XmBª Va’ h¡ Vmo Xÿgam ~mBª Va’ & Cg‘|, n{V H mo ‘ñVH Am¡a nËZr H mo öX¶ H hm J¶m h¡&

ghO¶moJ H s H B© Iy{~¶m| ‘| go EH Iy~r ¶o h¡ {H BZ {d{^Þ H V©ì¶m| Am¡a JwUm| H mo nhMmZm J¶m h¡, CZH m gå‘mZ {H ¶m J¶m h¡ Am¡a CgH m AmZÝX {b¶m J¶m h¡&

EH aW Ho Xmo n{h¶o

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CÝh| Am¡a A{YH {ó¶m| H s ^m±{V Am¡a nwéfm| H mo ‘Xm] H s ^m±{V hmoZm hmoJm:

""... h‘ {ó¶m| H mo Am¡a A{YH {ó¶m| H s Vah hmoZm Mm{h¶o& CÝh| Am¡a A{YH {ó¶m| H s m±{V Am¡a nwéfm| H mo ‘Xm] H s Vah hmoZm hmoJm& O¡gm {H ‘¢Zo A^r Amngo H hm {H AmnH mo nwéf H m AZwgaU H aZm hmoJm, dmo H aZm hr hmoJm& ¶h gä¶ {XIVm h¡, Amn Xo{I¶o, EH nwéf Ho {b¶o Omo AmnHo AmJo hmo Am¡a ór nrN o hmo, dh e{º h¡& dh AnZo n{V Ho nrN o MbZo dmbr e{º h¡ Am¡a Cgo AmJo MbZo H s Am¡a {XImdm H aZo H s Am¡a Cggo ~hg H aZo H s Am¡a Cgo ZrMm {XImZo H s Am¡a CgH m hmW d¡go aIZo H s Am¡a dmo g~ H aZo H s Oê aV Zht h¡& Eogm Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& ‘V H s{O¶o, ¶h emo^Zr¶ Zht h¡& Bg àH ma H m ~Vm©d ~hþV hr A{eï h¡...&''


ór Am¡a nwéf H s Xmo y{‘H m¶| ’y b Am¡a CgH s Iwe~y Ho g‘mZ h¡ :

""... Am¡a ¶o {H , "‘oar nËZr Eogm H hVr h¡' - ¶o ~hþV hr JbV {dMma h¡& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H Hw N bmoJ Eogo hmoVo h¢ {H ¶{X nËZr H hoJr {H X{jU H s Amoa OmAmo Vmo do X{jU H s Amoa OmE§Jo& AJa dmo H h|Jr CÎma H s Va’ OmAmo Vmo do CÎma H s Amoa OmE§Jo& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H Eogm Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶o emo^m Zht XoVm&

EH nwéf H mo nwéf H s m±{V ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a CÝh| nwéf hr ahZo X| Am¡a AmnH mo {ó¶m| H s ^m±{V ahZm h¡& AmnH mo nVm h¡ ór hmoZm {H VZm ‘hmZ h¡& EH ór hmoZm ~hþV ‘hmZ h¡ ³¶m|{H ór Ho nmg Eogr e{º ¶m± hmoVr h¢& nwéfm| Ho gmW ~am~ar H aHo h‘Zo dmñVd ‘| IwX H mo nyar Vah go IË‘ H a {b¶m h¡& Vmo ór Am¡a nwéf H s Xmo y{‘H m¶|, ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr, EH ’y b Am¡a Xÿgar CgH s Iwe~y H s Vah h¡& H m¡Z D± Mm h¡? ’y b ¶m CgH s

EH aW Ho Xmo n{h¶o

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Iwe~y? AJa ’y b Zht h¡ Vmo CgH s Iwe~y ^r Zht hmoJr& bo{H Z {~Zm Iwe~y Ho EH ’y b H m ³¶m ‘hËd h¡? ¶m CgH s ³¶m gw§XaVm h¡? ¶o EH Xÿgao go BVZo A{^Þ h¢, Iwe~y, CgH s gw§XaVm Am¡a ’y b& Bgr àH ma go ’y b Xem©Vm h¡, na§Vw gw§XaVm H m¡Z h¡? Am¡a Iwe~y H m¡Z h¡? dmo nËZr h¡& ¶o Bg àH ma go hmoZm Mm{h¶o& V^r bmoJ AmnH s Am¡a AmnHo n{V H m gå‘mZ H a|Jo& Am¡a ¶o ~hþV hr AmgmZ hmoZo dmbm h¡& Am¡a Bg àH ma go ¶o ~hþV AmgmZr go H m‘ H aVm h¡& AJa ¶o {dnarV {Xem ‘| hmoJm Vmo ¶o H ^r H m‘ Zht H aoJm Vmo Bgo Bgr àH ma go H m‘ H aZo X|...''


Bg{b¶o Amn EH ór hmoVo hþE n[adma H m öX¶ h¡ Am¡a dmo (n{V) ‘ñVH (‘w»¶) h¢ :

""... A~, CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, EH gmYmaU {ddmh ‘|, EH nwéf dmo ì¶{º hmoVm h¡ Omo n[adma H m ‘w{I¶m (‘ñVH ) hmoVm h¡, O¡gm Amn H hVo h¢& A~, Cgo ‘w{I¶m hmoZm hr n‹SVm h¡, Hw N H maUm| H s dOh go Cgo ‘w{I¶m hmoZm n‹SVm h¡& nwéf H m ‘w{I¶m hmoZm Hw N r JbV Zht h¡, ¶o RrH h¡-Amn öX¶ ~Z OmB©¶o& öX¶ ‘ñVH go μÁ¶mXm ‘hËdnyU© h¡& em¶X h‘ ¶o Zht g‘PVo {H öX¶ {H VZm Oê ar h¡& Amn Xo{I¶o, ¶{X ‘ñVH H m‘ H aZm ~§X r H a X| Vmo r öX¶ MbVm ahVm h¡& h‘ V~ VH Mb gH Vo h¢ O~ VH h‘mam öX¶ Mb ahm h¡& na§Vw ¶{X öX¶ W‘ OmE Vmo ‘ñVH r W‘ OmVm h¡&

Bg{b¶o Amn EH ór hmoVo hþE öX¶ h¢ Am¡a dmo (n{V) ‘ñVH h¢& CZ‘| Eogr mdZm ahZo Xr{O¶o {H dmo ‘ñVH (‘w»¶) h¢; ¶o Ho db EH mdZm h¡, Ho db mdZm& O¡go {H ‘ñVH H mo bJVm h¡ {H dhr gmao {ZU©¶ boVm h¡& naÝVw dmo {X‘mJ h¡, Omo ¶o r OmZVm h¡ {H Cgo öX¶ H m r »¶mb aIZm hmoVm h¡& dh öX¶ h¡ Omo gd©ì¶mnr h¡, Omo g^r MrμOm| H m dmñV{dH òmoV h¡&

Bg{b¶o EH ór H m ñWmZ, AJa dmo g‘Po {H {H VZm ‘hËdnyU© h¡, Vmo dmo AnZo Amn H mo H ^r r ZrMm ¶m emo{fV Zht ‘hgyg H aoJr ¶{X dh OmZVr h¡ {H dmo öX¶ h¡& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H Bgr ‘wÔo H mo bmoJm| Zo, ‘{hbmAm|

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Z,o Img H a npíM‘ ‘,| Im o {X¶m h ¡ Ama¡ by m {X¶m h ¡ Ama¡ H ^r ‘hggy Zht {H ¶m h&¡ AJa d o Bg MrOμ H m o g‘PVr Vm o dhm ± ~hVþ H ‘ g‘ñ¶m¶ | hmVo r...''


""...öX¶ e{º h¡ : öX¶ Xÿgar g^r MrμOm| go e{º embr h¡& dh öX¶ h¡, {OgHo nmg ‘pñVîH H mo ‹TH Zo Am¡a emÝV H aZo H s e{º hmoVr h¡& ‘pñVîH EH {gaXX© h¡, Amn OmZVo h¢, ¶o H m‘ H aVm h¡ Am¡a nmJbm| H s Vah H m‘ H aVm h¡& na§Vw, dmo öX¶ h¡, Omo dmñVd ‘| nyao eara H mo AnZo ào‘ go ‹TH gH Vm h¡ Am¡a Cgo em§V H a gH Vm h¡ Am¡a Cgo AmZÝX Xo gH Vm h¡& dmo öX¶ {OgHo AÝXa AmË‘m hmoVr h¡& Bg{b¶o ¶h ~hþV ‘hËdnyU© MrμO h¡, Omo {H e{º h¡...''


EH aW Ho Xm¶| Am¡a ~m¶| {hñgo H mo AnZo Ho ÝÐ na hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Vmo dmo AÀN o go AnZm ImZm ImEJm, {’ a Om H a AnZo hmW YmoEJm Am¡a ~¡bJmSr ‘| OmEJm, H ma ‘| Zht, Ohm± h‘oem amñVm Om‘ hmoVm h¡& RrH h¡, A~ ~¡bJm‹Sr g‘má hmo J¶r h¡& hmW-n§Io g‘má hmo J¶o h¢, AmnH mo ~hþV VoμO hmoZm hmoJm ³¶m|{H qOXJr ~hþV VoμO hmo JB© h¡& Bg VoμO MrμO ‘| O¡gm {H ‘¢Zo AmnH mo ~Vm¶m h¡ {H n{h¶o Ho Koao na J{V hmoVr h¡, naÝVw CgH s Ywar na Zht& Bg{b¶o ghO¶mo{J¶m| H mo ^r Yyar na hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a n{V-nËZr H mo Omo {H EH aW H m Xm¶m± Am¡a ~m¶m± {hñgm h¡, CÝh| Ywar na hmoZm Mm{h¶o& Am¡a ~m¶m±, ~m¶m± h¡ Am¡a Xm¶m±, Xm¶m±...''

(1988, lrμ’ m{V‘m nyOm, pñdQOab¢S)

EH μÁ¶mXm ór Am¡a EH μÁ¶mXm nwéf ~Z| Am¡a {’ a Amn BgH m ‘μOm XoI|Jo :

""... ‘mZ br{O¶o {H Amn EH XâVa ‘| H m‘ H aVo h¢ Ohm± n{V H moB© ~‹S o Aμ’ ga h¢ Am¡a Amn ³bmH© h¢, Vmo ³¶m Amn n{V H mo gwYma|Jo? Eogo ‘m‘bo ‘| nËZr H mo g§ñWm H s XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o, AnZo n{V H s öX¶ go

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ào‘ Ho gmW XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o, {X‘mJ go Zht&

‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H ‘oam ór Ho ê n ‘| OÝ‘ boZm ~hþV ~‹Sr ~mV h¡ ³¶m|{H ‘¢ öX¶ H m, mdZmAm| H m AmZÝX bo gH Vr hÿ±& ‘oao ào‘ H s mdZm¶|, ‘oao ào‘ H m H m¶© Am¡a CgH s brbm& ¶h ~hþV ~‹Sr ~mV h¡ {H H moB© AdVaU BVZm AmZÝX Zht bo gH Vm {OVZm ‘¢ bo gH Vr hÿ±& Bg{b¶o {ó¶m| H mo IwX H mo VwÀN Zht g‘PZm Mm{h¶o AJa CÝh| öX¶ H s XoI^mb H aZr n‹S o, ~pëH CZH m ñWmZ ~hþV D± Mm h¡ EH Vah ~hþV D± Mr N{d h¡& Amn {~Zm {dMma {H ¶o H m‘ H a gH Vo h¢ naÝVw Amn {~Zm öX¶ Ho H m‘ Zhr H a gH Vo&

Bg{b¶o Am¡aVm| H mo AnZo n{V¶m| Ho gmW ~hg Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o AJa do br‹Sa h¢& Am¡a d¡go r {H gr H mo ~hg Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o& ³¶m|{H ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H ¶{X Am¡aV| ~hþV μÁ¶mXm ~hg H aZo dmbr hmoVr h¡ Vmo n{V ~hao ~Z OmVo h¢& dmo ~g gwZVo hr Zht {H Am¡aVo ³¶m ~mV| H a ahr h¢& A~ ¶{X do ~hþV μÁ¶mXm {MëbmVr h¢ Vmo AmX‘r {~ëHw b Mwn hmo OmVo h¢& Bg{b¶o gå~ÝY ‘| EH Xÿgao Ho gmW gm‘mÝ¶ ê n go ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn EH néw f h ¢ Ama¡ Amn EH ór h&¢ AmnH m o EH Áμ ¶mXm ór Ama¡ EH Áμ ¶mXm néw f ~ZZm Mm{h¶ o Ama¡ {’ a Amn BgH m ‘Oμ m XIo J| &o H ënZm H s{O¶ o{H ¶{X Bg gg§ ma ‘ | Ho db ór ¶m Ho db néw f hmVo o Vm o ³¶m hmVo m...''

(1986, ghòma nyOm, Eën ‘moQ, BQbr)

EH AÀNo nm[adm[aH gå~ÝY H mo ~Zm¶o aIZo Ho {b¶o XmoZmo hr {Oå‘oXma h¡ :

""... ór Y‘© O¡gr H moB© MrμO hmoVr h¡, O¡go n{V-Y‘© hmoVm h¡, ‘mVm-*

Y‘©, {nVm-Y‘©& ha MrμO ‘| Y‘© h¡& dmo nwéf Omo AnZr {ó¶m| H mo gVmVo h¢, CZH m öX¶ ~hþV Iam~ hmoVm h¡& Cgr Vah go Omo AnZo npËZ¶m| Ho hmW Ho H RnwVbr hmoVo h¢ CZH m Xm¶m± öX¶ ~hþV Iam~ hmoVm h¡&

AmnH mo g§VwbZ ‘| ahZm Mm{h¶o& Amn n{V h¢ Am¡a dmo AmnH s nËZr h¡ Am¡a XmoZm| EH AÀN o nm[adm[aH gå~ÝY H mo ~Zm¶o aIZo Ho {b¶o {Oå‘oXma

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h¢& ¶o EH Va’ m Zht h¡& ¶o Ho db n{V H m ¶m nËZr H m H m‘ Zht h¡, ~pëH XmoZm| H m h¡& CÝh| Bg àH ma go hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H dmo AnZo nwéf Am¡a ór Ho ñd^md Ho AZwgma H m¶© H a|, EH -Xÿgao H m AmXa H a|, EH -Xÿgao go ào‘ H a|, EH -Xÿgao Ho gmW g~Hw N ~m±Q o Am¡a Bg Vah go aho {H bmoJ CÝho EH aW Ho Xmo n{h¶m| H s Vah XoI|, EH ~m¶t Amoa Am¡a Xÿgam Xm¶t Amoa& Bg‘| H moB© AgÝVwbZ Z hmo& XmoZm| ~am~a h¢ na EH O¡go Zht h¡ O¡gm {H ‘¢Zo AmnH mo H B© ~ma ~Vm¶m h¡...''

*Y‘© H m AW© hmoVm h¡ gXmMma, Ý¶m¶ nam¶UVm Am¡a H V©ì¶& n{V Y‘© - EH

n{V H m, ‘mVm Y‘©-EH ‘mVm H m, {nVm Y‘©-EH {nVm H m&

(1987, lram‘ nyOm, pñdQOab¢S)

n{V H mo AnZo nËZr H s ajm H aZr hr Mm{h¶o, Cgo ào‘ XoZm Mm{h¶o, Cgo dmo ha gwajm XoZr Mm{h¶o {OgH s Cgo μOê aV h¡& Am¡a nËZr H mo AnZo n{V H s XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a Cgo dmo nyam ß¶ma Am¡a bJmd XoZm Mm{h¶o Omo r CgHo nmg h¡ :

""... BZ {ddmhm| Ho Ûmam h‘ EH ~hþV hr Iwehmb Am¡a AmZÝX‘¶ d¡dm{hH OrdZ àmá H aZm MmhVo h¢& h‘| OmZZm Mm{h¶o {H {ddmh ‘| {H gr H mo {H gr na hmdr Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶o JbV {dMma h¡& ¶{X h‘mao nmg aW Ho Xmo n{h¶o h¢, EH ~‹Sm h¡ Am¡a EH NmoQ m Vmo aW H ^r r AmJo Zht ~‹T oJm, ~g Jmob-Jmob Ky‘Vm ahoJm& XmoZm| EH g‘mZ h¢, EH AmH ma Ho h¢, na§Vw EH O¡go Zht h¡& Omo Xm¶m± h¡ dmo ~m±¶m Zht hmo gH Vm Am¡a Omo ~m¶m± h¡ dmo Xm¶m± Zht hmo gH Vm& ghO¶moJ ‘| EH nwéf H mo nwéf H s Vah Am¡a ór H mo ór H s Vah hmoZm Mm{h¶o& do EH hr qbJ Ho bmoJ Zht hmo gH Vo& ¶o ~hþV Oê ar h¡& n{V H mo AnZo nËZr H s ajm H aZr hr Mm{h¶o& Cgo ào‘ XoZm Mm{h¶o, Cgo dmo ha gwajm XoZr Mm{h¶o {OgH s Cgo μOê aV h¡& Ama¡ nËZr H mo AnZo n{V H s XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a dmo nyam ß¶ma Am¡a bJmd XoZm Mm{h¶o Omo r CgHo nmg h¡...''

(1993, Xÿëhm| H mo gbmh, JUnVrnwbo)

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lr‘mVmOr Zo ~hþYm nËZr Ho JwUm| H s n¥Ïdr ‘mVm Ho JwUm| go VwbZm H s h¡& dh nmbZ-nmofU H aVr h¡, gw§XaVm àXmZ H aVr h¡ Am¡a CgH m g¥OZ H aVr h¡& Cgo nËZr ^r H hm OmVm h¡, Omo e{º h¡ ¶m n[adma H s VmH V h¡, Omo {H EH ~hþV hr ‘hËdnyU© ^y{‘H m h¡& EH nËZr H s e{º ¶m± μÁ¶mXmVa ~m¶| ^mJ H s hmoVr h¢; dh ào‘, j‘m, H mo‘bVm, CXmaVm, empÝV, gwajm Am¡a g‘P Xem©Vr h¡&

¶{X dh ñdrH ma H a bo {H ¶o CgH s dmñV{dH e{º ¶m± h¢, Vmo dh n[adma Am¡a g‘mO ‘| AmZÝX Am¡a g‘¥{Õ H m òmoV h¡&

AnZo BZ JwUm| Ho Ûmam dmo AnZo n{V H s emo^m ~‹TmVr h¡ Am¡a Cgo (n{V H mo) Y‘©-nam¶U Am¡a AnZr ^y{‘H m H mo AnZmZo Ho H m{~b ~ZmVr h¡& lr‘mVmOr Zo EH ~ma H hm Wm, "‘wPo Jd© h¡ {H ‘oao n{V EH Y‘© H m nmbZ H aZo dmbo nwéf h¢& ¶h g~go ~‹Sm Ab§H ma Am¡a A{^‘mZ h¡ Omo EH ór Ho nmg hmo gH Vm h¡&'

nËZr H s ^y{‘H m

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I. e{º

do n[adma H s e{º h¡ :

""... ¶{X EH ór AnZo ór hmoZo Ho Xm{¶Ëd H mo g‘Po Am¡a CgH s n[an³dVm H mo g‘Po, ³¶m|{H dmo e{º h¡, dmo AnZo n[adma H s e{º h¡, AnZo n{V Ho gmW-gmW AnZo ~ƒm| H s à~b e{º h¡, na§Vw ¶{X do ì¶mHw b hmVo r h ¡ Vm o n{V r ì¶mHw b hmVo o h ¢ Ama¡ ~ƒ o ^r ì¶mHw b hmVo o h.¢ ..&''

(1981, Zm{^ MH« , {Vgam gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, {gSZr)

Amn Omo ^r H a|Jr dmo nyao n[adma ‘| Am¡a nyao ghO¶moJ àUmbr ‘| à{Vq~{~V hmoJm :

""... AmnHo AÝXa BVZr gmar e{º ¶m± h¢, Omo d¡dm{hH OrdZ ‘| bm¶r J¶r h¢ Am¡a Amn A~ VH Hw ‘mar Wr& A~ AmnH mo {ddmh Ho Xÿgao OrdZ ‘| àdoe H aZm h¡& Am¡a ¶o Amn g~ na ~hþV ~‹Sr {Oå‘oXmar h¡ {H Amn XoI| {H Amn AnZo {ddmh H mo g’ b ~Zm¶| Am¡a AmnH mo XoIZm hmoJm {H Amn Bg àH ma go ì¶dhma H a| {H Amn EH C{MV ‘mV¥Ëd H m AnZo AÝXa {Z‘m©U H a gH| Am¡a Eogm AZwemgZ ~Zm¶| Omo Amn Mmh| {H AmnHo n{V Am¡a ~ƒo YmaU H a|& Amn Zo AnZr ‘m± H mo XoIm h¡, AmnH s ‘m± (lr‘mVmOr) 9-10 K§Q | go ~¡Rr hþB© h¡, H ^r-H ^r EH hr OJh na, Bg OJh go ~mha r Zht {ZH b ahr h¡& na ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H bmoJ Xmo K§Q o VH r EH OJh na Zht ~¡R gH Vo, ¶{X dmo Ü¶mZ ‘| hmo Vmo r& Am¡a do I‹S o hm|Jo, Xÿgao bmoJm| H mo naoemZ H a|Jo Am¡a ~¡R Om¶|Jo& ¶h Xem©Vm h¡, {H h‘ ‘| AZwemgZ H s H ‘r h¡& h‘mao ‘mVm-{nVm Zo h‘| AZwem{gV Zht {H ¶m& h‘Zo IwX H mo AZwem{gV Zht {H ¶m& Vmo nhbr MrμO ¶o h¡ {H AmnHo ñd^md ‘| nyU© ê n go AZwemgZ hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o Am¡a ¶h EH {MÝh h¡ {H Amn dmo bmoJ h¢ Omo n¥Ïdr ‘mVm H m à{V{Z{YËd H aVo h¢, {OZHo nmg EH

EH ‘hËdnyU© ^y{‘H m

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{defo àH ma H s ~{w Õ h ¡ Ama¡ EH {defo VmH V h ¡ Bg ~{w Õ H m o ì¶º H aZ o H s&

Bg{b¶o Amn bmoJm| H mo AË¶ÝV gmdYmZ ahZm hmoJm {H Amn Omo r H a|Jr dmo nyao n[adma ‘| Am¡a nyao ghO¶moJ àUmbr ‘| à{Vq~{~V hmoJm& A~ O~ AmnH m {ddmh AmnHo n{V Ho gmW hmo OmVm h¡ Vmo g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a| {H Amn n¥Ïdr ‘mVm h¢ Am¡a AmnH mo XoZm h¡ Am¡a ³¶m|{H Amn Ho nmg e{º h¡ Amn Xo gH Vr h¢& ³¶m|{H Amn Ho AÝXa BVZr gmar e{º ¶m± h¢ Vmo Amn H mo XoZm hr h¡& BgH m ‘Vb~ h¡ {H Amn ‘| EH Eogr {d{eïVm h¡ {H Amn Xÿgam| H mo Xo gH Vr h¢& Vm{H AmnH m Ah§H ma ~ma-~ma ~rM ‘| I‹Sm Z hmo Am¡a H ho, "‘wPo hr ³¶m| H aZm Mm{h¶o? ‘¢ hr ³¶m|?' Am¡a V~ Amn Bg ‘mV¥Ëd H m AmZÝX boZm ewê H a|Jr&

Bg{b¶o AÀNr ‘m±, AÀNr nËZr Am¡a EH {Oå‘oXma ghO¶moJr ~ZZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& Omo {ddmh Ho ~mX AnZo n{V H mo ghO¶moJ go {dM{bV H aVr h¢ dmo dmñVd ‘| g~go μÁ¶mXm em{nV h¡& AmnH s dmUr ‘| Xÿgam| Ho {b¶o {‘Rmg hmoZr Mm{h¶o, AmnH mo ~mV H aVo dº gmdYmZ ahZm Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo {Oå‘oXma hmoZm Mm{h¶o, Amn {deof bmoJ h¢, {H AmnH m {ddmh ghO¶mJo ‘ | hAþ m h&¡ ‘ ¢ Amem H aVr h ±ÿ {H Amn Bg ~mV H m o Ü¶mZ ‘ | aIJ| .o ..''

(1984, XþëhZm| H mo gbmh, ^maV)

‘¢ AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H mo AË¶ÝV AmZÝX‘¶r ~ZmD§ Jr :

""... na§Vw gd©àW‘ A{^bmfm Am¡a {dMma ¶o hr hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H ‘¢ AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H mo AË¶ÝV AmZÝX‘¶r ~ZmD± Jr& ³¶m|{H ¶{X d¡dm{hH OrdZ gwIr hmoJm Vmo Amn r gwIr ah|Jo...''

(1993, XþëhZm| H mo gbmh, JUn{V nybo)

II. J¥hbú‘r-J¥{hUr

n[adma ‘| EH CXmhaU :

""... Bg{b¶o EH J¥hbú‘r dmo h¡, Omo EH {eï ór h¡, AnZo n[adma

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‘| EH CXmhaU h¡& O¡go {H EH J¥hbú‘r Omo IwX eam~r h¡, Xg ~ma {ddmh H aVr h¡& CgHo ~ƒm| H m ³¶m hmo? {dMma H s{O¶o, EH Eogr Am¡aV, {Ogo AnZr n{dÌVm, AnZo gm¡^m½¶, n[adma H s gwajm H m H moB© kmZ Zht h¡, dmo H¡ go ~mV H a gH Vr h¡? dmo H m¡Z h¡? Bggo ³¶m μ’ H© n‹SVm h¡? ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H H moB© Xÿgam EH J¥hbú‘r H mo ³¶m Amam‘ Xo gH Vm h¡? dmo hr EH h¡ Omo g~H mo Amam‘ nhþ±MmVr h¡; Amn Cgo ³¶m Amam‘ Xo gH Vo h¢? CgHo (J¥hbú‘r) {b¶o g~go ~‹Sm Amam‘ ¶hr h¡ {H Amn RrH go ImZm Im¶|, RrH go gmo¶|, AmnH s gohV RrH aho; ¶hr g~go ~‹Sm Amam‘ h¡& Vmo ¶o ha EH H mo nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H J¥hbú‘r, n[adma ‘| EH Am¡aV hmoVr h¡& dmo J¥hbú‘r h¡& na§Vw nwéf H mo ^r EH ô{‹S¶m Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a EH J¥hbú‘r ^r EH ô{‹S¶o go emXr Zht H a gH Vr& ¶o AmnH mo g‘PZm μOê ar h¡& ¶{X nwéf EH o{S¶m h¡, Vmo dh EH J¥hbú‘r nmZo Ho bm¶H Zht h¡, na Cgo EH ‘mXm-ô{‹S¶m nËZr Ho ê n ‘| {‘b gH Vr h¡, ¶o EH AÀNm {dMma h¡& BgHo ~mX dmo b‹S-PJ‹S gH Vo h¢, ha Vah Ho VbmH bo gH Vo h¢& ‘¢ Eogm μOê a H hÿ±Jr {H AÀN o ewê AmV H s {μOå‘oXmar J¥hbú‘r na hmoVr h¡& AnZo H V©ì¶m| ‘| g§VwbZ aIZm, ¶o H m‘ n[adma Ho Xÿgao bmoJm| H m Zht h¡& ¶o dmo (J¥hbú‘r) h¡, Omo aIVr h¡...... dh {H gr ^r H s‘V na hma Zht ‘mZVr...... {~ëHw b, ¶{X dmo (n{V) ^{o S‹ ¶m h ¡ Vm o dm o OJ§ b ‘ | Om gH Vm h&¡ Cg o (nËZr H m)o H mBo © nadmh Zht h.¡ ..''


Ka Ho AÝXa dmo EH ór h¡ Am¡a ~mha ñdm{‘Zr :

""... naÝVw, ‘hmamï´ ‘| ‘w»¶ MrμO J¥hbú‘r h¡, Omo ‘hËdnyU© h¡, ~hþV ‘hËdnyU© h¡&

Bg{b¶o, Ka Ho AÝXa dmo ór h¡ Am¡a ~mha ñdm{‘Zr h¡& dmo Omo ^r H ho, Ohm± r Om¶|& naÝVw O~ ¶o {dnarV {Xem ‘| hmoVm h¡ Vmo g~Hw N CbQm hmo OmVm h¡& ¶o H ^r r AmZÝXXm¶r Zht hmo gH Vm& naÝVw BgH m ‘Vb~ ¶o Zht h¡ {H Am¡aVm| H mo ~mha r ahZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a AÝXa r& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H Am¡aVm| H mo AnZo n{V Ho Am°{’ g Ho H m‘ ‘| XIbA§XmμOr Zht H aZr

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Mm{h¶o& Xÿgar ~m{H Am¡aVm| H s Vah à^wËd Zht O‘mZm Mm{h¶o O¡gm {e¶m§J H mB©-eoH H s nËZr Am¡a ~m{H Xÿgao bmoJm| Zo {H ¶m& ¶o μOéar Zht h¡& Cgo (Am¡aV) EH ghmam ~ZZm Mm{h¶o, bo{H Z Ka ‘| CgH m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& CgH m Ka ‘| gå‘mZ hmoZm hr Mm{h¶o, Zht Vmo Ka ‘| ‘§Jb Zht hmo gH Vm; dhm± empÝV Zht hmo gH Vr Am¡a empÝV J¥hbú‘r H s XoZ h¡& A~ Hw N bmoJ H h gH Vo h¢, "Aao, g~ RrH h¡& CZH m g‘¶ AÀNm Zht h¡& nËZr ~war h¡, na CgHo nmg n¡gm h¡&' YZ bú‘r Zht h¡& Bg ^«‘ H mo Amn H mo AnZo {X‘mJ go nyar Vah go {ZH mbZm hmoJm...''

(1981, {Xdmbr nyOm, ¶y.Ho .)

Amn H mo AnZm öX¶, AnZm Ka h‘oem Iwbm aIZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Vmo, AmnH mo ¶o r g‘PZm Oê ar h¡ {H A~ AmnH mo AnZo n{V Ho OrdZ e¡br H mo AnZmZm h¡& CÝh| A{VWr H m gËH ma H aZm ngÝX h¡, Vmo CgH m Ü¶mZ a{I¶o& {ó¶m| H mo r A{VWr H m gËH ma H aZm Mm{h¶o, CÝh| Ü¶mZ aIZm Mm{h¶o& ¶{X H moB© CZHo gmW ê H Zo Ho {b¶o ¶m ahZo Ho {b¶o Am Om¶o Vmo CÝho ~wam Zht ‘mZZm Mm{h¶o& CÝho {XImdm Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& ~pëH CÝho Iwe hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H do EH ghO¶moJr H s XoI^mb H a nmZo ‘| gj‘ h¡& Bg{b¶o ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho {b¶o, Amn H mo AnZm öX¶ h‘oem Iwbm aIZm Mm{h¶o, AnZm Ka Iwbm aIZm Mm{h¶o...''

(1993, XþëhZm| H mo gbmh, JUn{V nwbo)

¶o ‘¢ AmnH mo ³¶m| ~Vm ahr hÿ±? ‘¢ Bg J¥hbú‘r MH« go JwOa MwH s hÿ± :

""... Vmo ‘¢ AmnH mo ¶hr ~VmZm MmhVr hÿ± {H AmnH mo EH ~hþV AÀNr J¥hbú‘r, EH ~hþV AÀNr J¥{hUr ~ZZm Mm{h¶o& A~ ‘¢ AmnH mo ¶o ³¶y± ~Vm ahr hÿ± ³¶m|{H ‘¢ J¥hbú‘r MH« Ho VH br’ go JwμOa MwH s hÿ± Am¡a g^r Sm°³Qam| Zo ‘wPgo ¶hr H hm h¡ {H Eogm Bg{b¶o h¡ ³¶m|{H gm‘y{hH J¥hbú‘r RrH Zht h¡, ³¶m|{H do AÀNr J¥{hUr Zht h¡...''

(1997, Zdam{Ì nyOm H s nyd©g§Ü¶m na, H ~obm)

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¶h Bg àH ma H s ar{V h¡ {H nËZr ‘m± ~Z OmVr h¡ Am¡a ¶hm± VH {H n{V Ho mB© r μÁ¶mXm Va CgH s nËZr Ho gmW hmoVo h¢, Omo CZH s m^r hmoVr h¡& Vmo do AnZr gmar g‘ñ¶m¶| Om H a m^r H mo ~VmVo h¢ ³¶m|{H do grYo AnZo ~‹S o mB© H m gm‘Zm Zht H a gH Vo& Bg{b¶o dmo Om H a m^r go ~VmVo h¢& V~ ^m^r AnZr MVwamB© go AnZo n{V H mo ~VmVr h¡ Am¡a CZgo Amkm bo boVr h¡& ¶h gå~ÝY ñWm{nV hmoZm Mm{h¶o O~ AmnH m {ddmh hmo Om¶o& O~ AmnH s emXr hmoVr h¡ Am¡a ‘mZ bmo AmnH mo EH ZZ§X h¡, Omo Amngo NmoQ r h¡, {OgH s emXr Zht hþB© h¡ Am¡a dmo ß¶ma Am¡a ~mH s MrμOm| Ho ~mao ‘| Zht OmZVr& ¶{X Cgo H moB© naoemZr h¡, O¡go CgH s emXr hmoZo Om ahr h¡ ¶m Hw N r, Vmo dmo AnZr ‘m± go gbmh Zht boJr, dmo ‘oao nmg gbmh boZo Zht Am¶oJr, na dmo AnZr m^r go gbmh boJr& ¶o EH ~hþV hr ‘rRm gå~ÝY h¡, Omo Xoda Am¡a m^r Ho ~rM ‘| hmoVm h¡ Am¡a ha g‘¶ do ‘μOmH H aVo h¢ Am¡a h±gVo h¢ Am¡a dmo EH hmoVo h¢...''

(1980, {ddmh Am¡a gm‘y{hH Vm, ¶y.Ho .)

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I. ào‘ XoZm Am¡a gä¶ ahZm

EH nËZr H s {‘Rmg, Omo Xÿgam| H mo ào‘ Am¡a empÝV àXmZ H aoJr :

""... g~go nhbm JwU Omo Amn bmoJm| ‘| hmoZm ~hþV μOê ar h¡,dmo h¡ CXmaVm& AmnH mo H moB© ^r AnZr MrμO {H gr H mo XoZo ‘| ~wam Zht bJZm Mm{h¶o, ¶{X CÝh| μOê aV hmo& A~ Amn AnZr CXmaVm H m AmZÝX CRm¶|Jo Am¡a Cg‘| AmnH mo CXma hmoZm Mm{h¶o, O~ Amn Xÿgam| H mo j‘m H a|& j‘m H aZm g~go ‘hËdnyU© h¡ Am¡a V~ Amn AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho àhma H mo H ^r ‘hgyg Zht H a|Jo& j‘m H a|& Amn H mo ñd¶§ H mo r j‘m H aZm hmoJm& Xmofr ‘V ‘m{Z¶o, {H gr r MrμO Ho {b¶o AnZo Amn H mo {~ëHw b Xmofr ‘V ‘m{Z¶o, ³¶m|{H Am{IaH ma Amn bmoJ ghO¶moJr h¢ Am¡a AJa AmnZo Hw N JbV {H ¶m h¡ Vmo RrH h¡, H moB© ~mV Zht& na§Vw Amn ‘| {‘Rmg hmoZr Mm{h¶o, EH nËZr H s {‘Rmg, Omo Xÿgam| H mo ào‘ Am¡a empÝV àXmZ H aoJr&

AmnH mo {H gr àH ma H m A{YH ma O‘mZo dmbm ì¶{º Ëd ¶m AmH« ‘H ì¶{º Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& {~ëHw b Zht& BgHo {dnarV Amn EH Eogo ì¶{º h¢, Omo ~hþV gmar MrμOm| H mo gh gH Vo h¢ Am¡a ha {ZaW©H MrμO| {Ogo XoIVo h¢, CgH m ‘μOmH ~ZmVo h¢& H moB© r MrμO BVZr Jå^ra Zht h¡, {OgHo {b¶o PJ‹Sm {H ¶m Om¶o, na CZ g~ MrμOm| go ‘μOm boZm Am¡a Xÿgam| H mo ‘μOm XoZm& Eogm hr AmnH mo ~ZZm h¡, h‘oem ‘wñHw amVo ahZm Am¡a Iwe ahZm& AmnH mo AmíM¶© hmoJm, Amn AnZo {ddmh H mo BVZm Iwehmb ~Zm gH Vo h¢, AnZo n{V Ho {b¶o Am¡a g^r ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho {b¶o& Bg{b¶o ‘wPo nyam {dídmg h¡, {H ¶{X AmnH m {ddmh g’ b Am¡a gwIX hmoJm Vmo AmnHo ~hþV hr AÀN o ~ƒo hm|Jo, Omo OÝ‘V: AmË‘gmjmËH mar hm|Jo& Bg{b¶o AmnH mo EH AÀNr ‘m± ~ZZm Mm{h¶o& ‘m± Omo AnZo ~ƒm| H m bm H a| Am¡a Xÿgao ~ƒm| H m r& ^{dî¶ ‘| ¶o g~ AmnHo {b¶o g§{MV h¡&

‘wPo nVm h¡ Amn AnZo {dî¶ OrdZ H m anya AmZÝX b|Jo Am¡a Bgo

XmZ Am¡a CXmaVm

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BVZm gwÝXa ~Zm¶|Jo {H ha EH H mo H hZm Mm{h¶o {H , "BZ ghO¶mo{J{Z¶m| H mo Xo{I¶o, CÝhm|Zo AnZm OrdZ {H VZm Iwehmb ~Zm¶m h¡!' ¶o ~hþV, ~hþV Oê ar h¡ {H h‘| Xÿgam| H s Jb{V¶m| na Ü¶mZ XoZo Ho ~Om¶ IwX H s Jb{V¶m| na Ü¶mZ XoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Cgo gwYmaZm Mm{h¶o& Xo{I¶o, do IwX H s XoI^mb H aZo ‘| gj‘ h¡& {g’© AmnH mo CZH m Ü¶mZ aIZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a AmnH mo ha àH ma go ~hþV {dZ‘« Am¡a X¶mbw hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ‘wPo {dídmg h¡ {H Amn g^r ~hVþ , ~hVþ AÀNm n[adma ~Zm gH Vr h,¢ Om o AmO Hb XIo Z oH m o Zht {‘bVm& Amn Ego o bmJo XIo V o hr Zht Om o AnZ o n[adma ‘ | Iew hm&|

Bg{b¶o AnZo n{V Ho ~mao ‘| H moB© {eH m¶V Zht Am¡a {H gr Xÿgao H s AnZo n{V go {eH m¶V Zhr, naÝVw Amn AnZo Amn H mo BVZm ‘¥Xþb ~ZmB©¶o {H ha H moB© Amn go ‘mJ©-{ZX}eZ Mmho, AmnH m ào‘ nm¶| Am¡a dmo g~ AmnHo nmg Am¶|Jo& ‘wPo nyam {dídmg h¡ {H Amn ¶o H a gH Vo h¢& Eogr H B© ghO¶mo{J{Z¶m± h¢ {OÝhm|Zo Eogm ‘mZ ‘wPo {X¶m h¡ Am¡a BVZm AÀNm H m‘ {H ¶m h¡& ‘¢ Amngo r dhr Cå‘rX aIVr hÿ±...''


¶o AmnH s e{º h¡ {H Amn ào‘ Xo gH Vo h¢ Am¡a ào‘ Xo H a Amn nm¶|Jo {H AmnZo IwX H mo g‘¥Õ ~Zm {b¶m h¡ :

""... Amn {H VZo PJ‹S o {Z‘m©U H aVo h¢, Amn Eogo PJ‹Smby hmo gH Vo h¢ O~ {H AmnH mo empÝV ñWm{nV H aZm h¡? ‘mZ br{O¶o h‘ Xmo empÝV ñWmnH m| H mo {H gr Xoe ‘| empÝV ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o oOVo h¢ Am¡a dmo XmoZm| EH -Xÿgao H m Jbm H mQ XoVo h¢? Amn Eogr MrμO H mo ³¶m H h|Jo? Amn dmo bmoJ h¢ {OÝho g~ MrμOm| H mo emÝV H aZm h¡& Amn hr dmo h¢ {OÝho ào‘ Ho Eogo md H mo bmZm h¡, Eogr {‘Rmg ar MrμO| bmZr h¡ {H nyam n[adma Amn ‘| g‘m Om¶o Amn ‘| g§Vwï hmo Om¶o& ³¶m|{H Amn ‘m± h¢& n[adma H mo Amn ‘| gwa{jV ‘hgyg H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a ¶hr Amn Ho ào‘ H s e{º h¡& ¶o Amn H s e{º h¡ {H Amn ào‘ Xo gH Vo h¢ Am¡a Amn nm¶|Jo {H ào‘ XoZo go Amn h‘oem IwX H mo YZdmZ ~ZmVo h¢&

(1988, lr’ m{V‘m nyOm, pñdQOab¢S)

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ào‘ hr AmnHo Am¡a CZHo (n{V Ho ) ~rM H m AmYma h¡ :

""... A~ nwéfm| H s AmXV hmoVr h¡, {H dmo H ^r-H ^r H« mo{YV hmo OmVo h¢& H moB© ~mV Zht, ¶o CZH s AmXV hmoVr h¡& bo{H Z AmnH mo VwaÝV Cgr àH ma go H« mo{YV Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ~pëH Amn Wmo‹S o AnZo VarHo go, AnZo ‘wñHw amhQ Ho ‘rR o à¶moJ go ¶m h±gr ‘| C‹Sm H a ¶m Wmo‹S m AÀNm ~Z H a Cgo {Z¶pÝÌV H a gH Vr h¢& naÝVw Cgo Jå^ra ‘V ~ZmB¶o& ¶o ~hþV μOê ar h¡&

Vmo nwéfm| H mo H¡ go gå^mbm Om¶o? Img Vm¡a go AmnHo n{V¶m| H mo& ¶o EH H bm h¡ Am¡a Bg H bm H mo Amn Yrao-Yrao grI|Jo, O~ Amn XoIZm ewê H a|Jo& naÝVw ¶{X Amn nwéfm| ‘| Jb{V¶m± Ty ±‹TZo bJ|Jr Am¡a H hZo bJ|Jr, "Amn ¶o Zht H a gH Vo, Amn dmo Zht H a gH Vo& Amn Jm‹Sr MbmZm Zht OmZVo ¶m Amn ¶o H aZm Zht OmZVo&' ¶o g~ MrμO|& Vmo Amn J¶o& AmnH mo H hZm Mm{h¶o, "Amn g~go AÀN o dmhZ MmbH h¢& Amn g~go AÀN o h¢&' Bgr Vah go AmnH mo CZgo ì¶dhma H aZm hmoJm& naÝVw BgH m ¶o ‘Vb~ Zht h¡ {H Eogm H h H a Amn CÝho ‘yI© ~Zm ahr h¢& Amn Eogm Bg{b¶o H hVr h¢ ³¶m|{H Amn CZgo ß¶ma H aVr h¢& Am¡a ào‘ hr AmnHo Am¡a CZHo ~rM H m AmYma h¡ Am¡a Hw N Zht& n¡gm Zht, Z hr Amn CZHo {b¶o Omo Cnhma bmVr h¢ ¶m dmo AmnHo {b¶o Omo bmVo h¢& dmo g~ Hw N Zht&

¶o g~ MrμO| m¡{VH Zht hmoVr& ào‘ EH Eogr MrμO h¡ {Ogo Amn {H gr dñVw Ho Ûmam r Xem© gH Vo h¢, H ^r-H ^r, H moB© AÀNm gm Cnhma Xo H a, ¶m AÀNm moOZ ~Zm H a ¶m H moB© dñVw Xo H a& AÀNm moOZ ~Zm H a ¶m H moB© dñVw Xo H a& naÝVw g~go μOê ar MrμO h¡ AmnH m öX¶& Amn H mo YmoIm Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a AmnH mo Eogm H moB© H m‘ H aZo H m à¶ËZ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o Omo n{dÌ Z hmo...''

(1993, XþëhZm| H mo gbmh, JUn{Vnwbo)

""...AmnH mo ào‘ H aZm hmoJm, AmnH mo AnZo n{V H mo öX¶ ‘| ~gmZm hmoJm& ¶o AmnH m H V©ì¶ h¡, Zht Vmo Am¡a Amn ³¶m H a aho hmo?...''

(1997, Zdam{Ì nyOm H s nyd©gÝÜ¶m, H ~obm)

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dmo nyao n[adma H mo EH ~hwV gwÝXa ~JrMo Ho ê n ‘| n[ad[V©V H a gH Vr h¡ :

""... Vmo, AmnH m VarH m ~hþV hr gä¶ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, AmnH mo {MëbmZm Zht Mm{h¶o, AmnH mo H« mo{YV Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo {H gr go Xþì¶©dhma Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& ‘wPo VwaÝV nVm Mb Om¶oJm H m¡Z {ZX©¶Vm go Am{VÏ¶-gËH ma H aZo dmbr h¡& bmoJ ‘wPo ~VmVo h¢ {H , "‘m±, dmo EH ~hþV AOr~ Am¡aV h¡& Cgo nVm Zht {H {H g àH ma go ì¶dhma {H ¶m OmVm h¡&' Vmo ‘¢ ¶o gwZZm Zht MmhVr& ‘¢ ¶o gwZZm MmhVr hÿ± {H Amn H m ñd^md ~hþV ‘Ywa h¡& Amn AÀNr nËZr h¢, Omo AnZo n{V H s AÀNr Vah go XoI^mb H aVr h¢, Omo ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho n[adma H m »¶mb aIVr h¢& ¶o AmnH m H m‘ h¡& Bg‘| AnZo Amn H mo ZrMm ¶m H ‘ g‘PZo H s μOê aV Zht h¡& AmnH mo ghO¶moJ ‘| ¶o hr H aZm h¡& Bg{b¶o Amn BVZo ‘hËdnyU© h¢& Amn Zht OmZVo, EH Am¡aV H s y{‘H m BVZr ‘hËdnyU© h¡, BVZr ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H dmo nyao n[adma H mo EH ~hþV gwÝXa ~JrMo Ho ê n ‘| n[ad{V©V H a gH Vr h¡& ¶h CgH s AnZr {‘Rmg h¡, CgH m AnZm ào‘ H m g¥OZ {X‘mJ h¡, Omo Eogo H m¶© H a gH Vm h¡& AmnH mo AnZo AÝXa Bg ào‘ H s H bm H mo Ty ±TZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Omo ^r Xþ:Ir h¡ ¶m Omo AemÝV h¡ CZH s naoemZr Xÿa H aZr Mm{h¶o& Amn ¶o H a gH Vr h¢& AmnH mo nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H Cg ì¶{º H mo emÝV H¡ go H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Cgo H¡ go à^m{dV H aZm Mm{h¶o...''


CgZo (nwéf) {ddmh ³¶m| {H ¶m h¡? Iwer Ho {b¶o, AmZÝX Ho {b¶o, {‘Rmg Ho {b¶o, EH Ka Ho {b¶o :

""... nwéf Zht MmhVm {H CgH s nËZr Kmo‹S o na ~¡R o Am¡a Mm~wH Mbm¶o& CgZo {ddmh ³¶m| {H ¶m h¡? Iwer Ho {b¶o, AmZÝX Ho {b¶o, {‘Rmg Ho {b¶o, EH Ka Ho {b¶o& ¶o ~hþV μOê ar MrμO h¡ {Og na ‘¢ ~mV H aZm MmhVr Wt ³¶m|{H ~hþV gmar Am¡aV| Eogm gmoMVr h¢ {H dmo H moB© ~hþV ‘hmZ MrμO h¢& CZ‘| go {H gr Ho nmg Wmo‹S m n¡gm h¡, {H gr Ho nmg H moB© Zm¡H ar h¡, naÝVw CZH m nhbm H m‘ h¡ g‘mO H mo ~hþV Iwe aIZm Am¡a

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AnZo n{V H mo Iwe aIZm& ¶o CZH m nhbm H m‘ h¡& ¶{X H moB© ór AnZo n{V H mo Iwe Zht aI gH Vr Vmo h‘mao {H gr H m‘ H s Zht h¡& dmo EH AÀNr ghO¶mo{JZr Zht h¡&

¶o EH OJh h¡, O¡go H moB© AmX‘r Omo Am°{’ g ‘| H m‘ H a ahm h¡, Vmo Cgo AnZo ~m°g H mo Iwe aIZm hr n‹SVm h¡& ¶{X dmo AnZo ~m°g H mo Iwe Zht aI gH Vm Vmo CgH m H moB© Cn¶moJ Zht h¡, Cgo Zm¡H ar go ~mha {ZH mb {X¶m OmVm h¡& Bgr àH ma go EH Am¡aV H mo AnZo n{V Ho ~mao ‘| ~hþV CXma md go gmoMZm Mm{h¶o& ³¶m|{H ¶hr CgH m H m‘ h¡& Bg{b¶o CgH m {ddmh hþAm h¡& ¶m Vmo {’ a Cgo {ddmh Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& dmo Omo Mmho dmo H a gH Vr h¡& {H gr H mo {dídmg {XbmZm ~hþV ‘wpíH b MrμO h¡ ³¶m|{H Amn Xo{I¶o nwê f Xm¶t Amoa PwHo hmoVo h¢& do H« mo{YV ñd^md Ho hmoVo h¢& naÝVw ‘¢Zo AmnH mo A^r ~Vm¶m h¡ {H AmnH mo CZHo H« moY H mo H¡ go {Z¶pÝÌV H aZm h¡...''


¶o Hw N Img h¡ grIZo Ho {b¶o, Vm{H gmao ‘VôX {‘Q Om¶| :

""... Vmo ¶o dmo MrμO h¡& MrμOm| H mo H aZo H m EH VarH m hmoVm h¡& AmnH mo dmo grIZm hmoJm Am¡a Cg‘| loðVm hm{gb H aZr hmoJr, {Oggo Amn {~Zm {H gr H mo ZwH gmZ nhþ±Mm¶o AÀNr MrμO| H a gH Vo h¢, {~Zm {H gr go Hw N H Rmoa eãX H ho, {~Zm {H gr go ê j ì¶dhma {H ¶o& A~ ¶hr ì¶dñWm h¡, Omo AmnH mo XoIZr h¡& ¶o Hw N Img h¡, Omo AmnH mo grIZm hr h¡, Vmo gmao ‘VôX {‘Q Om¶|Jo& RrH h¡?...''


II. gwajm Am¡a empÝV XoZm

dmo Omo gwajm H m, empÝV H m Am¡a ñdmJV H m ~moY XoVr h¡ :

""... A^r h‘mao gmW EH ~hþV AOr~ {H ñgm hþAm& h‘mao nmg O‘©Zr go EH Am¡aV Am¶r hþB© Wr Am¡a h‘Zo Cggo H hm {H , "¶o AÀNm h¡

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{H b‹S{H ¶m| H mo b‹SH m| Ho ImZo VH BÝVOma H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a CZ na Ü¶mZ XoZm Mm{h¶o& Am¡a CgHo ~mX b‹S{H ¶m± AnZm moOZ J«hU H a gH Vr h¢& ¶o ~ohVa h¡&' Am¡a Cgo ¶o ~hþV An‘m{ZV ‘hgyg hþAm&

O~ {H ^maV ‘| Eogm ewê go hmoVm Am¶m h¡, ewê go {H ór h‘oem AnZo n{V Ho ^moOZ g‘má hmoZo VH ê Ho Jr, ³¶m|{H Eogm H aZo go dmo CgH s Va’ nyam Ü¶mZ Xo gH Vr h¡& ‘oam ‘Vb~ h¡ {H ¶o EH {deof A{YH ma h¡& ¶o ~‹Sr {gÕVm H s ~mV h¡ {H Amn AnZo n{V H m Ü¶mZ aI gH Vr h¡; Amn AnZo ~ƒm| H m Ü¶mZ aI gH Vr h¢& ¶o AmnH m H m‘ h¡, Amn BgHo {b¶o {Oå‘oXma h¢& Amn Ka H s ór h¢& AmnH mo Eogm H aZm hr Mm{h¶o& O¡gm {H ho‘m Zo ‘wPo ~Vm¶m {H , ¶hm± H moB© ^r AmnH mo ImZo Ho {b¶o ¶m {H gr Am¡a MrμO Ho {b¶o Zht nyNVm& {Ogo Omo Mm{h¶o dmo Im ahm h¡& do OmVo h¢ Am¡a AnZr BÀNmZwgma {H gr r dº ImVo h¢& do {H gr r g‘¶ ImVo h¢ Am¡a dmo ImVo hr OmVo h¢, ImVo hr OmVo h¢& H moB© r Zht nyNVm {H , "Amn AmB©¶o Am¡a ImZm ImB©¶o' ¶m Hw N r& na Eogm maV ‘| hmoVm h¡& Vmo {’ a CgZo H hm {H , "‘¢Zo EH {XZ VH BÝVOma {H ¶m& {H gr Zo ‘wP go Hw N Zht nyNm& {’ a ‘¢Zo H hm {H , AÀNm h¡ {H IwX hr AnZo {b¶o Hw N bo boZm Mm{h¶o&'

Bg{b¶o Am¡aVm| H mo ¶o AnZo D na {Oå‘oXmar boZr Mm{h¶o {H CÝh| bmoJm| H mo Am‘§{ÌV H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a CZHo {b¶o Img ì¶§OZ ~ZmZo Mm{h¶o& Xo{I¶o, ¶o EH ór H m H m‘ h¡& Cg‘| ¶o JwU AmZo hr Mm{h¶o, nwéfm| H mo nhbo {IbmZm, O~ do Ka dmng Am¶| Vmo CZH m »¶mb aIZm, ¶o g~ ór JwU h¡& Cgo Mohao Zht ~ZmZo Mm{h¶o Am¡a Eogm {XImdm Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o {H , "¶o ‘oam AnZm Ka h¡& Am¡a {H gr H mo Bg Ka ‘| Zht AmZm Mm{h¶o&' Cgo Eogm hmoZm Mm{h¶o, Omo n{V go μÁ¶mXm Xÿgam| H m ñdmJV H ao& Cgo Eogm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {OgHo gmW bmoJ AnZmnZ ‘hgyg H a|; O¡go n{V Ho ^mB© Am¡a ~hZ, g^r [aíVoXma& Cgo Eogm ~ZZm Mm{h¶o, Omo gwajm H m, empÝV H m Am¡a ~ma-~ma ñdmJV H m ~moY H am¶o& ¶o CgH m H m‘ h¡& {’ a dmo Eogr ~Z OmVr h¡...''

(1981, {Xdmbr nyOm, ‘hmbú‘r VËd, Zm{^, ¶y.Ho .)

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EH Am¡aV H s ¶o j‘Vm h¡ {H dmo n[adma ‘| empÝV bm¶| Am¡a g~H mo gwI Am¡a AmZÝX H s AZw^y{V H am¶o :

""... Am¡a H ^r-H ^r dmo ‘oao gmW {gμ’© ‘wPo (lr‘mVmOr) Nmo‹SZo Ho {b¶o AmVo h¢& Amn XoIVo h¢& ‘¢ CZgo (ga gr.nr. go) H hVr hÿ± {H , "Amn ‘V AmB©¶o&' naÝVw {’ a r dmo Am¶|Jo Am¡a ‘oao nrN o n‹S o ah|Jo, "Vwåh| Xoa hmo ahr h¡, Vwåh| Xoa hmo ahr h¡&' Am¡a CgHo ~mX {d‘mZ VrZ KÊQ o boQ hmoJm& Vmo Eogm hmoVm h¡& Bg OrdZ ‘| BVZm ‘μOm h¡& Bgo EH gwÝXa OrdZ ~ZmB¶o& b‹SmB©, PJ‹Sm H aZo go, {OÔr ~ZZo go H moB© ’ m¶Xm Zht h¡& ¶o AÀNr MrμO| Zht h¡& Am¡a ¶o AÀNm h¡ AJa H moB© n{V H ho {H , "¶o H m‘ H amo&'

"RrH h¡, ‘¢ H ê§ Jr&' Eogm H {h¶o&

A~ Amn ¶o IwX H aVr h¢, AmnH mo Eogm H moB© H m‘ H aZm AÀNm bJoJm, Bg‘| H moB© ZwH gmZ Zht h¡& ¶m br‹Sa AJa Amngo Hw N H ho Vmo AmnH mo dmo H aZm Mm{h¶o& naÝVw ¶{X Amn ha MrμO ‘| "Zm, Zm' H aVr h¢, Vmo dmo Amn go V§J Am OmVo h¢& Am¡a Cg‘| H moB© J[a‘m Zht ahVr&

Bg{b¶o g‘ñ¶m ³¶m| n¡Xm H aZm& A~ ‘mZ br{O¶o ¶hm± {H gr Zo H moB© nXm© bJm {X¶m, RrH h¡& ‘mZ br{O¶o, ‘¢Zo H moB© nXm© bJm {X¶m& naÝVw ‘mZ br{O¶o, ‘oao n{V H mo dmo ngÝX Zht Am¶m& Vmo dmo H h|Jo, "RrH h¡, H¥ n¶m Bg nX} H mo hQm Xr{O¶o&' A~ EH g‘PXma Am¡aV H hoJr, "RrH h¡, ‘¢ Bgo hQm Xÿ±Jr& ‘wPo Bgo H ~ hQmZm Mm{h¶o?' "H b ¶hm± na nmQu h¡, Vmo Vw‘ Zht hQm gH Vr&' "RrH h¡&' "H b Ho Xÿgao {XZ h‘ ~mha Om aho h¢, Vmo Vw‘ Zht hQm gH Vr&' "RrH h¡&' "h‘ ¶o H m‘ VrZ {XZ Ho ~mX H a|Jo&' BZ VrZ {XZm| ‘| Omo bmoJ nmQu ‘| AmE§Jo do Oê a H h|oJo, "{H VZm gwÝXa nXm© h¡!' g^r Am¡aVo H h|Jr ³¶m|{H Am¡aVm| H mo BgHo ~mao ‘| μÁ¶mXm nVm hmoVm h¡& Amn Xo{I¶o, nwéfm| H mo Am°{’ g ~ZmZm hmoVm h¡, Vmo dmo ^r Am¶|Jo Am¡a H h|Jo, "{H VZm gwÝXa nXm© h¡, {H VZm gwÝXa...' V~ n{V H h|Jo, "~ohVa hmoJm {H Vw‘ Bgo Eogo hr aImo& ¶o ~hþV AÀNr ¶moOZm h¡&' do (n{V) Eogo hr hmoVo h¢&

Vmo Amn g‘P J¶o H¡ go, AmnH mo nVm hmoZm Oê ar h¡ {H MrμOm| H mo H¡ go gå^mbZm h¡& EH ór ‘| ¶hr EH gwÝXaVm hmoVr h¡, Cgo nVm hmoVm h¡

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{H pñW{V H mo H¡ go gå^mbZm h¡& ¶{X dmo pñW{V H mo gå^mbZm Zht OmZVr Vmo dmo n{V na {MëbmZm ewê H a XoVr h¡, ~ƒm| na {MëbmVr h¡ Am¡a ¶o g~ Xem©Vm h¡ {H dmo gj‘ Zht h¡& Am¡a EH Am¡aV H s ¶o j‘Vm h¡ {H dmo n[adma ‘| empÝV bm¶o Am¡a g~H mo gwI Am¡a AmZÝX H s AZw^y{V H am¶o& Amn XoIVo h¢ dmo H¡ gr h¡, h‘ H h gH Vo h¢ {H dmo Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho gmW Ow‹S OmVr h¡& dmo Xÿgam| H mo H¡ go gwI H s AZw^y{V XoVr h¡& CgH m Ka CgHo {b¶o CgH s ygån{Îm hmoVr h¡& Am¡a Amn XoIVo h¢ {H Bg‘| ‘{hbm¶| {ZnwU hmoVr h¢& Am¡a ¶hr AmnH mo AnZr ~o{Q¶m| H mo r ~ZmZm h¡&

Bg àH ma go h‘| ghO¶moJr ‘{hbm¶| àmá hm|Jr& A^r h‘| OmoZ Am°’ AmH© Zht Mm{h¶o& na dmo hmo{e¶ma, Y¡¶©embr Am¡a X¶mbw ì¶{º Ëd H s hmoZr Mm{h¶o...''

(1988, BÝQçweZ EÊS dr‘oZ, n¡[ag)

~m¶t Zm{^ J{V H mo ‘mnZo H m ¶§Ì h¡ Am¡a ¶hr dmo h¡, Omo h‘| empÝV àXmZ H aVm h¡ :

""... ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr, {H h‘mao {b¶o ‘w»¶ MrμO ¶hr h¡ {H EH J¥{hUr {H VZr ‘hËdnyU© h¡& O~ n{V gw~h CRVm h¡, Vmo dh g‘mMma nÌ n‹TVm h¡& n‹TZm hr Mm{h¶o, g^r nwéf n‹TVo h¢& RrH h¡, Vmo O~ do g‘mMma nÌ n‹TVo h¢, Vmo CÝh| g~go nhbm PQH m bJVm h¡& Bg{b¶o do ~hþV CXmg hmo OmVo h¢ ³¶m|{H g‘mMma nÌm| ‘| h‘oem ~war I~a hr hmoVr h¡& A~ CgHo ~mX, AJa dhm± EH AÀNr nËZr h¡, Vmo dmo Cgo H hoJr, "H moB© ~mV Zht, ¶o h‘mao gmW K{QV Zht hmo ahm h¡, Vmo Amn BVZo CXmg ³¶m| hmo?' g~go nhbo Amn pñWa hmo OmAmo Am¡a CgHo ~mX ¶o gmam {díd AmnHo gmW pñWa hmo Om¶oJm& CgHo ~mX CÝh| H m‘ na OmZm hmoVm h¡, Bg{b¶o CZHo nmg g‘¶ Zht hmoVm, do OëXr AnZr nVbyZ ‘| Kwg OmVo h¢ Am¡a gr{‹T¶m± M‹TZo bJVo h¢& do H ma VH {~Zm ZmíVm {H ¶o hr Mbo OmVo h¢& Am¡a nËZr CZHo nrN o ZmíVm boH a Xm¡‹SVr h¡& Am¡a dmo {H gr Vah, AmnZo XoIm hmoJm, Jm‹Sr MbmVo-MbmVo ZmíVm AnZo AÝXa ‹THo bVo h¢& Am¡a AmJo amñVo na O¡‘ hmoVm h¡ Am¡a {’ a dmo CXmg hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a ha Vah H s MrμO| H hVo h¢ ³¶m|{H CÝh| Xoa hmo ahr hmoVr

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h¡& Xÿgao PQHo H s ewê AmV hmoVr h¡&

A~, O~ Amn ImZm Im aho hmoVo h¢, Vmo AmnHo eara Ho bmb aº no{e¶m| H mo Cgo nMmZo Ho {b¶o dhm± VH nhþ±MZm n‹SVm h¡& e{º dhm± VH nhþ±MZr Mm{h¶o& naÝVw O~ Amn Jm‹Sr MbmVo hþ¶o AnZm ZmíVm H aVo h¢, Am¡a Amn gmW ‘| CXmgrZ pñW{V ‘| r hmoVo h¢, Vmo Amn Xo{I¶o Cg {~Mmao ñßbrZ H mo, {Ogo AmnHo {b¶o Bg {deof MrμO H m {Z‘m©U H aZm hmoVm h¡, Omo {H bmb aº no{e¶m± h¢, Cgo nVm Zht MbVm& dmo gmoMVm h¡ {H Cgo A^r ~ZmZm Mm{h¶o {H ~mX ‘|? naÝVw CgH m H moB© {Z¶{‘V g‘¶ Zht h¡, H moB© C{MV J{V Zht h¡, H moB© Vmb Zht h¡& A~ EH ~ma CgZo Bg Vah go BYa-CYa Ky‘Zm ewê H a {X¶m, Vmo dmo nmJb hmo OmVm h¡, Am¡a dmo ~hþV nmJbm| H s Vah AmMaU H aZo bJVm h¡& A~ BZ g~ H s dOh go Amn ãbS H¡ Ýga H s ~r‘mar go J«{gV ¶mo½¶ hmo Om¶|Jo& ³¶m|{H ¶o EH J{V‘mnH ¶§Ì h¡, Omo AmnH mo empÝV àXmZ H aVm h¡, ³¶m|{H ¶h gd©ì¶m{n Vmb Ho gånyU© H« ‘ na H m‘ H aVm h¡& Bg{b¶o ~m¶t Zm{^ Bg A±Jwbr go nH ‹SVr h¡& naÝVw O~ ¶o Bg ~m±¶r Amkm go Ow‹S OmVr h¡ ¶m ~m¶| ñdm{YðmZ go Ow‹S OmVr h¡, XmoZm| go ¶m {H gr EH go, Vmo AmnH mo ãbS H¡ Ýga hmoZo H m IVam hmo OmVm h&¡ Ama¡ AmnHo AÝXa H¡ Ýga H m g‘mdeo ãbS H¡ Ýga Ho ê n ‘ | hm o OmVm h&¡

A~, Omo ‘mVm¶| ~hþV CÎmo{OV ñd^md H s hmoVr h¢, ~hþV ì¶mHw b ahVr h¡, ¶o H amo, dmo H amo, AnZo ~ƒm| Ho gmW r ha g‘¶ ~hþV CÎmo{OV ahZm MmhVr h¡, do AnZr J^m©dñWm ‘| ~ƒm| H mo ãbS H¡ Ýga Xo gH Vr h¢ Omo A^r n¡Xm r Zht hþ¶o& A~ maV ‘| em¶X bmoJm| H mo BgH s AZw^y{V ~hþV nhbo hmo J¶r Wr, Bg{b¶o dhm± Eogr nÕ{V h¡, {H ‘mZ bmo, ¶{X AmnH m Am{’ g gw~h Xg ~Oo h¡, Vmo nËZr Mma ~Oo CR OmEJr, dmo gmam ^moOZ ~ZmEJr Am¡a g~ H m‘ H aoJr& n{V Amam‘ go CR |Jo Am¡a Amn Xo{I¶o h‘mao ¶hm± AI~ma Zht hmoVo; hmbm§{H AmO H b h‘mao ¶hm± ^r BgH m AmH« ‘U hmo ahm h¡, naÝVw JdmZ H s X¶m go h‘mao AI~ma BVZo ~wao Zht hmoVo& h‘mao ¶hm± J§Xr Am¡aVm| H s Vgdra| Am¡a Xÿgar J§Xr MrμO| Zht hmoVr& h‘mao ¶hm± g~ Hw N goÝgmoa hmoVm h¡& Vmo BgHo ~mX dmo gw~h ImZm ~ZmVr h¡ Am¡a CgHo gmW EH n§Im bo H a ~¡RVr h¡ Am¡a dmo (nVr) O~ ImVm h¡ Vmo

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Cg o nI§ o g o hdm XVo r h&¡ Vm o Amn X{o I¶,o {H nI§ m Vmb XVo m h&¡ nI§ m, nI§ m...''

(1986, ~opëO¶‘ Am¡a hmob¡ÊS H s ^y{‘H m, ~opëO¶‘)

""...Vmo dh n{V H mo Yrao-Yrao n§Im H aVr h¡ Am¡a Cgo AÀNr MrμO| ~VmVr h¢&

Amn Xo{I¶o, AmO AmnH mo nVm h¡ ³¶m|, H¡ go ‘oam ~oQm CR J¶m Am¡a CgZo H hm, "‘¢ AnZo {nVm go ~hþV ào‘ H aVm hÿ±&'

CgZo H hm, "gM?'

"hm±, hm±, CgZo H hm, CgZo Eogm H hm.....'

Am¡a n{V H mo ‘mby‘ h¡, {H dmo PyR ^r ~mob ahr h¡, naÝVw Amn Xo{I¶o, g~ AÀNr MrμO|...''


""...emÝV H aZo H m à¶mg H a|& Amn Xo{I¶o, ¶hr CgH m H m‘ h¡ Zm {H Xÿgam| H s AmbmoMZm H aZm& nyU© ê n go EH ór H mo H ^r ^r Xm¶t Amoa H m Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, ³¶m|{H ~hþV gmar Eogr naoem{Z¶m± h¢ {Og‘| dmo n‹S Om¶|Jr& ‘¢Zo ghO¶moJ ‘| Eogr MrμOm| H mo K{QV hmoVo hþ¶o XoIm h¡& EH b‹SH s Wr, Omo ~hþV aOmoJwUr Wr Am¡a dmo CgH m n{V ~hþV ‘hËdnyU© ~Z J¶o& Vmo ‘¢Zo Cggo H hm, "~ohVa hmoJm {H Vw‘ RrH hmo OmAmo&' Vmo CgZo RrH hmoZo H m à¶ËZ {H ¶m Am¡a Cgo EH ~ƒm hþAm& naÝVw ~ƒo H m OÝ‘ EH amjg Ho g‘mZ hþAm& aOmoJwUr ‘{hbmAm| H mo J^©nmV r hmo gH Vm h¡& g~go nhbo Vmo do J^©YmaU hr Zht H a nm¶|Jr& AJa CÝhm|Zo J^©YmaU H a ^r {b¶m Vmo CZH m J^©nmV hmo Om¶oJm& A~ AJa CZH m J^©nmV Zht hþAm Ama¡ {’ a r CZHo ~ƒ o h¶þ o Vm o aOmJo Uw r ‘{hbmAm | Ho ~ƒ o Ego o hmJ| o Om o amjgr àdÎ¥ mr Ho hmJ| &o d o {~JS‹ o h¶þ o ~ƒ o hmJ| ,o Xgÿ a o ~ƒm | na emgZ H aJ| .o ..''

(1987, g‘mbmoMZm, Ah§H ma, aOmoJwUr IVao, ’« mÝg)

Bg{b¶o AmnH mo emÝV, pñWa Am¡a EH {ÌV hmoZm Mm{h¶o& EH gmW

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EH {ÌV& Am¡a V~ Amn XoI|Jo {H H¡ go g^r JU (lrJUoe H s e{º ) AmnHo gmW h¢& Am¡a Hw N g‘¶ ~mX AmnHo n{V ha ‘mJ© na AmnHo nrN o Mb|Jo, n¡go Ho ‘m‘bo ‘|, Am¡a ha MrμO ‘|...''

(1988, BÝQçweZ EÊS dr‘oZ, n¡[ag)

BgH s ewê AmV EH ór go hmoZr Mm{h¶o, nwéf go Zht :

""... BgHo ~Xbo ‘|, ¶{X ór BgHo gma H mo OmZVr h¡, ‘YwaVm H mo, Cgo nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H n{V H mo H¡ go Iwe H aZm h¡, H¡ go n[adma ‘| empÝV bmZr h¡& A~ Hw N n{V eam~r hmoVo h¢ ¶m Am¡a Hw N - ghO¶moJ ‘| Zht& {H Z MrμOm| go n{V H mo AmZÝX {‘bVm h¡? Amn Xo{I¶o, EH Vah go ¶o EH Iob h¡& ¶o EH gmjmËH mar AmË‘m H m Iob h¡, Xÿgam| H mo H¡ go AmZÝX X|& h‘ AnZo n{V¶m| Ho gmW ³¶m H aVo h¢? ³¶m h‘ CÝho AmZÝX XoZo H m à¶mg H aVo h¢? g~go nhbo nVm H s{O¶o {H CÝh| ³¶m ngÝX h¡& ‘oao n{V, ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr-A~ ¶o Xÿa hmo J¶r h¡, ^JdmZ H m ewH« h¡-do H hm H aVo Wo, "Vwåho AnZo {ga no H moB© ’y b Zht bJmZm Mm{h¶o&' bo{H Z ‘hmamï´ ‘| g^r {ddm{hV ‘{hbm¶| AnZo ga na ’y b bJmVr h¢& Cg {XZ go ‘¢Zo AnZo {ga no H moB© ’y b Zht bJm¶m& RrH h¡, H moB© ~mV Zht, CÝho nVm Zht Wm {H ‘¢ H m¡Z hÿ±? Vmo CÝhm|Zo H hm, "H moB© r ’y b {~ëHw b ‘V bJmAmo&' {’ a CÝhm|Zo H hm, "‘wPo Mw{‹S¶m± μOê a nhZZr Mm{h¶o, ³¶m|{H do EH ~hþV hr gmåàXm{¶H n[adma go h¢& AnZo nyao OrdZ ‘| ‘¢Zo My{‹S¶m± nhZr h¢& Bggo CÝh| Iwer {‘bVr h¡, Vmo Bg‘| ³¶m naoemZr h¡? NmoQ r-NmoQ r MrμO| Omo Amn H aVr h¢ {g’© CÝho Iwer XoZo Ho {b¶o, Vmo dmo ^r gmoMZo bJVo h¢ {H ‘wPo AnZr nËZr Ho {b¶o ³¶m H aZm Mm{h¶o& bo{H Z nhbo BgH s ewéAmV ór go hmZo r Mm{h¶,o néw f g o Zht, ³¶m{| H {ó¶m ± g‘mO Ho {b¶ o {Oμ å‘Xo ma hmVo r h.¡ ..''


¶{X Amn nwéfm| Ho ~mao ‘| Hw N MrμO| g‘PVr h¢, Vmo BgH m Cn¶moJ hmo gH Vm h¡ :

""... ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmVr hÿ±, nwéf ~hþV hr gab hmoVo h¢, naÝVw AmnH mo

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g‘PZm hmoJm& H ^r-H ^r do H« mo{YV hmo OmVo h¢, H moB© ~mV Zht& Agb ‘|, AJa dmo {H gr Am¡a na H« mo{YV h¢ Vmo do Am H a g~ Amn na {ZH mb XoVo h¢& ¶o ~ohVa h¡ ³¶m|{H AJa dmo Eogm {H gr Xÿgao Ho gmW H a|Jo Vmo ‘ma Im¶|Jo& Amn CÝh| Zht ‘ma|Jo& AJa Amn nwéfm| Ho ~mao ‘| Hw N MrμO| g‘P OmVr h¢, Vmo BgH m Cn¶moJ hmo gH Vm h¡...''


III. nmofU Am¡a CXmaVm

O¡go n¥Ïdr ‘mVm d¥j H m nmofU H aVr h¡ :

""... Am¡a bmoJ EH àH ma Ho Eogo ‘Ü¶ ‘mJ© ‘| Am Om¶|Jo, Omo àJ{V Am¡a nm[adm[aH OrdZ Ho ^md{ZH g‘P Ho ~rM h¡& naÝVw BgHo {b¶o n[adma H s Am¡aVm| H mo g‘PZm hmoJm, n[an³d hmoZm hmoJm Am¡a AnZo n{V¶m| H mo ~oH ma H s MrμOm| Ho {b¶o naoemZ Zht H aZm hmoJm& Am¡a CÝho AnZo n{V¶m| H mo àmoËgmhZ XoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a CZH m nmofU H aZm Mm{h¶o& O¡go n¥Ïdr ‘mVm d¥j H m nmofU H aVr h¡& ‘wPo nyam {dídmg h¡, {H Bg àH ma Ho gmoM Ho gmW BZ Xmo Xoem| Ho ~rM empÝV, Ý¶m¶ Am¡a gånÞVm Oê a ñWm{nV hmoJr...''

(1986, ~opëO¶‘ Am¡a hm°b¡ÊS H s ^y{‘H m, ~opëO¶‘)

Cgo AnZo n[adma ‘| B©ída H s gwÝXaVm ñWm{nV H aZr h¡ :

""... hmbm§{H Hw N maVr¶ Zm[a¶m± r ¶mZH hmoVr h¢& Am¡a O~ dmo naXoe AmVr h¢, Vmo nmíMmË¶ hmo OmVr h¡ Am¡a nmíMmË¶ OrdZ ‘| a§J OmVo h¢, Omo ¶mZH r hmo gH Vm h¡& naÝVw maV ‘| EH ór H m ì¶dhma {^Þ hmoVm h¡, Cgo n[adma ‘| Y‘© H s ñWmnZm H aZr hmoVr h¡& Cgo AnZo n[adma ‘| B©ída H s gwÝXaVm H s ñWmnZm H aZr hmoVr h¡& Cgo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo gmao AÀN o ‘yë¶ XoZo hmoVo h¢& Cgo {dZ‘« hmoZm hmoVm h¡& Cgo AnZr AmdmμO D± Mr Zht H aZr hmoVr& ¶{X dmo AnZr AmdmμO D± Mr H aVr h¡, ~ƒm| na {MëbmVr h¡, Vmo dmo ~ƒm| H mo {~Jm‹SVr h¡& Eogm H aHo dmo ~ƒm| H mo r AmdmμO D± Mr

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H aZm {gImVr h¡& Cgo EH àH ma go AnZo n{V H s ~mV ‘mZZr hmoVr h¡, CgH s Amkm H m nmbZ H aZm hmoVm h¡, Vm{H ~ƒo ^r CgH s ~mV ‘mZ|& Eogm hmoVm h¡& dhm± H m g‘mO ¶hm± Ho g‘mO go ~ohVa hmoVm h¡...''

(1988, ‘{hbmAm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

g~ àH ma go nmofU X| :

""... ¶{X AmnH mo nVm h¡ {H ‘¢ ³¶m hÿ±? ¶{X AmnH mo nVm h¡ {H ‘¢ ³¶m H h ahr hÿ± Am¡a ¶{X Amn H mo Omo H aZm Mm{h¶o, CgH m AZwgaU H a| Vmo Amn Cgr g‘¶ XoI|Jo {H ‘m± h‘mar O‹Sm| H mo ‘μO~yV H aZo H m à¶ËZ H a ahr h¢& ³¶m|{H Amn d¥j H s O‹S | h¢& Amn H mo gånyU© nmofU XoZm h¡& AmnH m AÝ¶ ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho à{V ‘m± ñdê n, ~hZ ñdê n hmoZm h¡& PJ‹Sm Zht H aZm h¡, b‹SmB© Zht H aZr Am¡a H Qw ~mV| Zht H hZr h¢& dh ór H m H m¶© Zht h¡& VH© Zht H aZm na ‘m¡Z ah H a XoIZm h¡& ¶hm± VH {H ¶{X do Hw N MH« m| na nH ‹S aho h¢, Amn CÝh| nËZr Ho ê n ‘| AÀNr àH ma ñdÀN H a gH Vr h¢& Amn Bgo JmonZr¶ VarHo go H m¶m©pÝdV H a gH Vr h¢& Amn H a gH Vr h¢& ³¶m|{H g‘ñ¶m Mmho ~hþV ¶mZH {dZmeH mar Am¡a Y³H m XoZo dmbr bJVr hmo, CZH s Mm~r Ka H s ór Ho hmWm| ‘| hmoVr h¡& ¶{X do AnZm Jm¡ad Am¡a ‘yë¶ g‘P| Vmo do g‘ñ¶m H mo Xÿa H a gH Vr h¢ Am¡a ñd¶§ H mo gñVm Zht ~ZmVr, gmYr bmoH {à¶Vm Ho nrN o Zht mJVr...''

(1988, ‘{hbmAm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

Amn H mo bmoJm| H mo àMwa ‘mÌm ‘| ào‘ XoZm Mm{h¶o, CgHo {b¶o n¡gm IM©Zo H s μOê aV Zht h¡ :

""... gmYmaUV¶m, ¶{X ór ghr ‹T §J go nËZr Zht h¡, Vmo dh ~hþV hr K‘ÊSr Am¡a AË¶ÝV ñdmWu, ñd¶§ ‘| Ho pÝÐV hmo gH Vr h¡& nwê f ^r hmo gH Vo h¢, naÝVw {ó¶m± hmo gH Vr h¢-¶{X do ghr VarHo go nËZr Zht h¡& do AnZo n¡go Xÿgam| na IM© H aZm ngÝX Zht H a|Jr& do Zht Mmh|Jr {H AÝ¶ bmoJ CgHo Ka Am¶| Am¡a {H gr MrμO H m Cn¶moJ H a|& naÝVw h‘| Ý¶m{¶H Ñ{ï go XoIZm h¡ {H ¶h ào‘ ‘| {H ¶m J¶m h¡, ¶m Zht? O¡go {H ¶{X n{V

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AnZo {‘Ìm| H mo Ka bmVm h¡ Am¡a nËZr H mo AÀNm Zht bJVm ³¶m|{H BgH m AW© n¡gm h¡& do AnZo {b¶o Am¡a Am^yfU boZm ngÝX H a|Jr Z {H n{V Ho {‘Ìm| H m Ka AmZm& do Eogr hmo gH Vr h¢& Hw N nwéf r d¡go hmoVo h¢& naÝVw XmoZm| hr JbV h¢& Bgo g‘PZo Ho {b¶o {hñgm ~m±QZm Mm{h¶o&

Am¡a nyar ~mV ¶h h¡ {H Amn H mo AnZm ào‘ àMwa ‘mÌm ‘| Xÿgam| H mo XoZm Mm{h¶o, CgHo {b¶o n¡go IM©Zo H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& μOê aV Zht h¡& Amn H mo CZHo à{V X¶mbw hmoZm Mm{h¶o, AÀNm hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Wmo‹S m gm n¡gm r& Wmo‹S m gm n¡gm IM©Zo ‘| H moB© hm{Z Zht h¡, AnZm ào‘ A{^ì¶º H aZo Ho {b¶o...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

¶{X nËZr CXma h¡ Vmo dh nwañH¥ V hmoVr h¡ :

""... ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H ghO¶moJ ‘| Omo bmoJ CXma hmoVo h¢, CZH s npËZ¶m± em¶X Zht hmoVr Am¡a {’ a do ~hþV VH br’ nmVr h¢, naÝVw ¶{X nËZr CXma hmo Vmo dh nwañH¥ V hmoVr h¡& nyam n[adma gm¡ JwZm nwañH¥ V hmoVm h¡& CXmaVm Eogr hmoVr h¡, {H EH XadmμOm AmnH m Iwbm hmoVm h¡ {OgHo Ûmam g~ Hw N AÝXa AmVm h¡ Am¡a Amn Xo H a Xÿgam XadmμOm ImobVo h¢, gmo, EH ~‹Sm AÀNm g§Mma hmoVm h¡& ‘¢ AnZo Am¡Xm¶© H m ~hþV AmZÝX boVr hÿ± Am¡a Amn g~ H mo ^r Am¡Xm¶© H m AmZÝX boZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a CXmaVm BVZr nwañH¥ V H aVr h¡, BVZr nwañH¥ V {H {dídmg Zht hmoVm {H {Xì¶ e{º ¶m± CXma ì¶{º H mo H¡ go ghm¶Vm H aVr h¢...''

(1992, {Xdmbr nyOm, ê ‘m{Z¶m)

""...¶{X Amn EH maVr¶ H mo àgÞ H aZm MmhVo h¢, CÝh| H h|, "H b ‘¢ AmH a AmnHo gmW ImZm ImD± Jm&' Cg H s nËZr Cgr g‘¶ H h|Jr, "Amn ~VmB©¶o, AmnH mo ³¶m ngÝX h¡? H m¡Z gm ImZm AmnH mo AÀNm bJVm h¡?' AÝ¶Wm ³¶m hmoVm h¡, Á¶m| hr Amn H hVo h¢, {H dh Am ahm h¡ ImZo Ho {b¶o, nËZr H hoJr, "Zht, Zht, ‘¢ AnZr ‘m± Ho Ka Om ahr hÿ±&' Cgr g‘¶ CgH m àmoJ«m‘ ~Z OmVm h¡& ‘wPo g‘P hr Zht AmVm& CZHo nmg

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gwÝXa Ka h¢, gmμ’ -gwWao, g~ Hw N ~hþV gwÝXa, naÝVw ¶{X H moB© CZHo Ka AmVm h¡, Vmo CÝh| Y³H m bJVm h¡, O¡go {H CZ‘| {dÚwV H m Y³H m bJm hmo& gmo, ¶h g~ {H g Ho {b¶o h¡...''

(1997, lrH¥ îU nyOm, H ~obm)

"em¶X dh gmoMVm h¡ {H ‘¢ Amngo μÁ¶mXm CXma hÿ±' :

""... ‘¢ AmnH mo AnZo OrdZ H m EH CXmhaU Xÿ±Jr-AZoH h¢, naÝVw EH ‘¢ AmnH mo Xo gH Vr hÿ±& ‘oao n{V Ho XμâVa go ‘oao nmg EH nwê f Am¶m Am¡a CgZo H hm, "‘wPo ‘mμ’ H a Xr{O¶o& ‘¢Zo JbVr H ar, CZH s g§ñWm Nmo‹S H a Xÿgar Ho gmW Ow‹S J¶m Wm& naÝVw A~ ‘wPo bJVm h¡, {H ‘¢ dhm± Iwe Zht ah gH Vm Am¡a ‘¢ dmng AmZm MmhVm hÿ±&'

gmo, ‘oao n{V Zo H hm, "Vwåhmao {b¶o ¶hm± H moB© ñWmZ Zht h¡& ¶h AZwemgZ Ho AZwHy b Zht h¡& ¶h RrH Zht h¡& AmnZo Eogm ³¶m| {H ¶m? Xÿgar g§ñWm Ho gmW ³¶m| Ow‹S o Wo?'

CgZo H hm, "ga, ‘¢ dmng AmZm MmhVm hÿ±, ‘¢ Amngo {ZdoXZ H aVm hÿ±&' à{V{XZ H hVm Wm& naÝVw nwéf EH ~ma O~ Hw N {X‘mJ ‘| RmZ boVo h¢ Vmo VËjU ~XbVo Zht& V~ dh ‘oao nmg Am¶m Am¡a ~mobm, "‘¢ Cgr g§ñWm ‘| dmng AmZm MmhVm hÿ±&'

‘¢ AnZo n{V H mo ~‹Sr AÀNr Vah go OmZVr hÿ±, Vmo ‘¢Zo H hm, "RrH h¡, XoIVo h¢&' O~ ‘oao n{V Am¶o, V~ ‘¢Zo CZgo H hm, "Amn Cgo dmng ³¶m| Zht bo boVo?'

"Amoh², Vmo A~ dh AmnHo nmg Am¶m h¡, Cgo nVm h¡ {H {H g CÎm‘ ì¶{º Ho nmg OmZm h¡&'

"Zht', ‘¢Zo H hm, "em¶X dh gmoMVm h¡ {H ‘¢ Amngo A{YH CXma hÿ±&' dh ~hþV ~‹Sr bbH ma Wr& "Bg{b¶o dh ‘oao nmg Am¶m Wm, AmnH mo CXma hmoZm Mm{h¶o&' V~ CÝhm|Zo Cgo dmng bo {b¶m& Am¡a ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr {H nyar

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C‘« Cg ì¶{º Zo ‘oao n{V H s ~‹Sr ghm¶Vm H s...''(2001, XþëhZm| go ~mVMrV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

IV. g‘PXmar Am¡a g‘mYmZ

""...naÝVw, ‘{hbmAm| H mo ^r nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H CÝh| AÝ¶ bmoJm| H s CnpñW{V ‘|, AnZo n{V na AmH« ‘H Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, e¶ZH jm ‘| RrH h¡& ór H mo ¶h g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H dh {H g àH ma H m n{V h¡& CXmhaU Ho {b¶o ‘¢ AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho ~mao ‘| ~VmD§ Jr& {Og {XZ ‘oam {ddmh hþAm, Cg {XZ ‘oao n{V XμâVa J¶o, Ka Am H a gm¶§H mb Nh ~Oo {ddmh {H ¶m Am¡a {μ’ a AJbo {XZ XμâVa Mbo J¶o& V~ go, H B© dfm] VH do XμâVa OmVo aho& O~ VH h‘ bÝXZ Am¶o, CÝhm|Zo EH {XZ r NwÅ r Zht br& a{ddma H mo r Zht& do ‘oao {à¶ n{V h¢& Ka na r, e{Zdma H mo do AnZo gmW ’ mB©bm| H m JQ²Rm bo H a AmVo h¢ Am¡a H m‘ H aVo h¢& CZHo AZwgma, My§{H CÝhm|Zo H ‹Sm n[al‘ {H ¶m h¡, CÝh| ~‹Sr nXdr {‘br h¡& naÝVw ‘wPo nVm Zht {H Bg ~‹Sr nXdr go ‘wPo ³¶m bm^ hþAm h¡, Ho db {Zamem¶|, naÝVw ‘¢Zo H ^r Bg {df¶ ‘| {eH m¶V Zht H s& gmar C‘«, ‘¢Zo {H gr ~mV H s ’ ‘m©B©e Zht H s& BgHo {dnarV, ‘¢Zo CZHo H m¶© ‘| ghm¶Vm H s, O~ r BgH s Amdí¶H Vm Wr& ‘¢Zo CÝh| AnZm gmW {X¶m Am¡a Bg ‘hrZo H s nƒrg VmarI H mo, {Og NwÅr H mo do "‘¡[aQmB©‘ S o' H hVo h¢, Cg {XZ ‘wPo H ar~ AmR gm¡ bmoJm| go hmW {‘bmZm hmoJm, AmR gm¡ eam~r Amg-nmg& naÝVw do nyU©V¶m ‘wP na {Z^©a H aVo h¢& {Og {XZ ‘¢ CZ go H hÿ±Jr {H A~ ‘wPo g§Ý¶mg boZm hmoJm, ‘wPo AnZm OÝ‘ H aZm hmoJm, CZH s gmar ~Zr ~ZmB© N{d {~Ia Om¶oJr...''


Amn ghO, X¶mbw Am¡a {deofV: g‘PXma ah| :

""... AZoH {ó¶m§ ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, ~‹Sr AmH« ‘H h¢ n{V¶m| Ho à{V, Am¡a V~ nwéf Znw§gH ~Z OmVo h¢& ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡, {H ór H mo ~mV ‘mZZo dmbr Am¡a {ddmh Ho {df¶ ‘| {ddoH erb hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶[X dh AË¶ÝV

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AmH« ‘H hmZo o H m à¶ËZ H aVr h,¡ Vm o g‘ñ¶m¶ | hmVo r h&¢ Bg{b¶ o H¥ n¶m, ¶h g~ H aZ o H m à¶ËZ Z H a | Ama¡ ghO, X¶mb,w {defo V¶m g‘PXma ~Z.| ..''


AnZo n{V H mo gmjr ê n ‘| g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a| :

""... gd©àW‘, Amn AÀNm ImZm ~ZmZm grI|& nwéf H mo Ka ‘| H moB© ^r H m¶© H aZo H s AZw‘{V Z X|, H ^r Zht& AnZo n{V H mo Ka H m H m¶© H ^r Z H aZo X|& do nyU©V¶m Amn na {Z^©a H a|Jo& gdm}Îm‘ ImZm ~Zm¶|& ImZm ~ZmZo ‘| loð ~Z|& n{V Ka dmng Am¶oJm& ‘¢ Bg ì¶mnma H s ¶w{º ¶m± ~Vm ahr hÿ±& AnZo n{V H mo gmjr md ‘| g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& H ^r-H ^r, do {~Zm ~mV Ho H« mo{YV hmo OmVo h¢, CgH mo gmjr ê n ‘| XoI|& dh EH AmnH m Xÿgam ~ƒm h¡& ¶h ~‹Sr C‘« H m ~ƒm h¡ Am¡a Amn H mo ~‹Sr C‘« Ho ~ƒo H s XoI mb H aZr h¡& X¶mbw Ed§ Ü¶mZ go gwZZo dmbr ah|& ¶h h¡amZJr H s ~mV h¡ {H A^r VH Amn bmoJm| Zo BZ ¶w{º ¶m| H mo grIm Zht h¡& em¶X AmnH s ‘mVmAm| Zo H ^r ~Vm¶m Zht...''

(1988, ‘{hbmAm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

CÝh| d¡gm hr g‘P|, O¡go do h¢ :

""... ¶{X n{V H hVm h¡, "‘wPo ¶h a§J ngÝX Zht h¡&' RrH h¡, Wmo‹S r Xoa Ho {b¶o Bgo Nmo‹S X|& V~ H moB© Am H a H hoJm, "{H VZm AÀNm a§J h¡&'

"Amh, {H VZm AÀNm a§J h¡! Amoh, Bgo ‘V ~Xbmo&' {ó¶m| H mo nwéfm| H mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o, CZH s Ñ{ï {demb hmoVr h¡ do ‘mB©H« moñH monr Zht hmoVo& do, ha MrμO H mo {demb VarHo go XoIVo h¢& AmO do Hw N H h|Jo, H b Cgo ^yb Om¶|Jo& do AË¶ÝV.... BZ MrμOm| go D na hmoVo h¢, Amn H mo CÝh| Cg àH ma go g‘PZm Mm{h¶o, O¡go do hmoVo h¢...''


""...Amn H mo Cgo {H gr ~mV Ho {b¶o H mogZm Zht Mm{h¶o& ¶{X CÝh| H moB© ~mV AÀNr Zht bJr, Vmo Amn Cgo ‘V H a|& NmoQ r-NmoQ r ~mV| Omo CÝh|

86

ngÝX Zht h¢, O¡go {H ‘oam {ddmh Eogo n[adma ‘| hþAm Wm, {OZH s g§ñH¥ {V EH X‘ {^Þ Wr, {~ëHw b AbJ& do ’y b Zht nhZVo& ^maV ‘|, X{jU ^maV ‘|, g~ {ó¶m±, Img H a ‘oar Om{V, g‘wXm¶ ‘|, g^r ha g‘¶ ‘mbm nhZVo h¢& ‘oao n{V Zo H hm, "Zht, Eogm ‘V H amo, ³¶m|{H h‘mar Om{V ‘| Ho db ~war {ó¶m±, nwéfm| H mo AmH {f©V H aZo Ho {b¶o nhZVr h¢&' Cg {XZ go ‘¢Zo H ^r Zht nhZ|& H moB© μ’ H© Zht n‹SVm, BVZm ‘hËdnyU© Zht h¡...''

(1993, XþëhZm| H mo nam‘e©, JUn{Vnwbo)

""...AmnH mo AnZo n{V H s VwbZm {H gr go Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o& dh AmnHo n{V h¢ Am¡a AmnH mo CZgo AË¶{YH Anojm Zht aIZr Mm{h¶o& "CgZo ‘wPo ¶h Zht {X¶m& CgZo ‘oao {b¶o ¶h Zht {H ¶m& dh Eogm h¡&' ¶h Amdí¶H Zht h¡& Amn H mo gXm ¶h gmoMZm Mm{h¶o, "‘¢Zo CZHo {b¶o ³¶m {H ¶m h¡?' Am¡a dh r, "‘oao AÝXa ³¶m JbV h¡?'...''


AmnH mo Ho db CZH m öX¶ XoIZm h¡ :

""... dh ¶h Zht g‘PV o {H ³¶m dmñV{dH h,¡ ³¶m H¥ {Ì‘ h,¡ Hw N Zht-H mBo © ~mV Zht& AmnH m o Ho db CZH m öX¶ XIo Zm h&¡ H¡ g o d o X o ah o h,¢ {H g à‘o g o d o X o ah o h&¢ dh g‘PV o Zht h,¡ d o ³¶m H a gH V o h,¢ ~Mo mam AmX‘r...''


‘{hbmAm| H s {Oå‘oXmar h¡ {H g‘P|, nwZ: ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr g‘Po, n{V H mo, n[adma H mo Am¡a Omo Hw N r AmnHo nm[adm[aH OrdZ go gå~pÝYV h¡:

""... ¶{X AmnHo {X‘mJ ‘| Hw N {dMma Ymam h¡, Hw N AmXe© H s N{d, {X‘mJ ‘| h¡, Vmo Cgo {ZH mb X|& h‘| dmñV{dH Vm Ho gmW ahZm h¡& h‘| XoIZm h¡ {H dmñV{dH Vm ³¶m h¡? H mën{ZH {dMmam| H mo Zht& gmo, AmnH mo Y³H m Zht bJZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Z hr nwéf H mo& naÝVw ¶{X nwéf H mo Y³H m bJVm h¡, Vmo g‘PXmar Amn ‘| hmoZr Mm{h¶o& g‘PXmar H s mdZm

87

Amn ‘| hmoZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a nwéfm| go Anojm Z aI|& nwéfm| H mo H ‘mZo H s {Oå‘oXmar h¡& CZH s AÝ¶ {Oå‘oXm[a¶m§ ^r hmoVr h¢, naÝVw {ó¶m| H s {Oå‘oXmar g‘PXmar ‘| h¡, ‘¢ nwZ: H hÿ±Jr g‘P|, n{V H mo, n[adma H mo Am¡a Omo Hw N r AmnHo nm[adm[aH OrdZ go gå~pÝYV h¢&

Ho db {ó¶m| H s g‘PXmar H s mdZm hr ~‹S o AÀN o n[adma ~ZmVr h¢& ór h¡ Omo nm[adm[aH gå~ÝYr H mo emÝV H a gH Vr h¡, do n{V H mo ^r g‘PVr h¡ Am¡a AnZr g‘PXmar go n{V H s ghm¶Vm r H aVr h¢& EH ~ma O~ n{V¶m| Ho {X‘mJ ‘| ¶h ñWm{nV hmo OmVm h¡ {H Amn g‘PXma h¢, ghO¶moJ H s nadmh H aVr h¢, {H Amn à{V{ðV h¢, Amn H s g~ g‘ñ¶m¶| Xÿa hmo Om¶|Jr& ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H Amn H s {Oå‘oXmar h¡ {H Amn ‘| Jham¶r H s g‘PXmar hmo& ‘wPo {dídmg h¡ {H Amn g~ gμ’ b hm|Jo ³¶m|{H Amn ghO¶moJr h¢&

H ^r X~md Z Smb|-BgH s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& naÝVw ¶{X Amn ~w{Õ‘mZ h¢, Vmo Amn AnZo n{V H mo e{º ¶m| ¶m JbVμ’ h‘r H m Ahgmg H a gH Vr h¢& naÝVw CgHo {b¶o AmnH mo ór H m {deof OmXÿ Mm{h¶o, {deof ór H s g‘PXmar ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr...''


AnZo ~ƒo Ho g‘mZ CZH s XoI^mb H a| Am¡a CZHo à{V AÀNo Ed§ ‘Ywa ah| :

""... Hw N BVZm H ï CRmZo H s ~mV Zht h¡, naÝVw g‘PXmar H s Amdí¶H Vm h¡& ¶{X Amn ~w{Õ‘mZ h¢ Am¡a Hw N hmo OmVm h¡, Vmo Amn EH {ddoH erb ‘wÐm, gÝVw{bV ‘wÐm, {Oå‘oXmar H s ‘wÐm aI|& Ohm± VH n[adma H s ~mV h¡, ~ƒm| H s ~mV h¡ nËZr H mo nwéf go H ht A{YH {Oå‘oXma hmoZm h¡& naÝVw ¶{X Amn Jwñg¡b h¢, Vmo JdmZ AmnH mo ~Mm¶| Am¡a AmnHo n{V H mo ~Mm¶|& gmo, J‘© ñd^md {H gr ór Ho AZwHy b Zht h¡& ¶{X Amn Jwñg¡b h¢ Vmo Amn ~‹Sr OëXr ~y‹T r bJZr ewê hmo OmE§Jr Am¡a ¶{X Amn ‘| Ah§H ma h¡, AnZo Amn H mo ~‹Sm Cƒ g‘PVr h¢, Vmo V~ r Eogm hr hmoJm& gdm}Îm‘ ¶hr h¡ {H EH NmoQ r b‹SH s Ho g‘mZ ì¶dhma H a|, Omo Cgo ào‘

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H aZo Am¶r h¡& CgH s XoI^mb H aZo Am¶r h¡ Am¡a Cgo ‘mV¥Ëd Xo& AmnH mo gmoMZm h¡ {H Amn CgH s ‘m± h¡ Am¡a dh H ^r-H ^r AmnH s Ý¶m{¶H Ñ{ï go do ‘yI©VmnyU© hmoVo h¢-H moB© ~mV Zht& gmo, AnZo ~ƒo Ho g‘mZ CZH s XoI^mb H a| Am¡a CZHo à{V AÀN o Am¡a ‘Ywa ah|& RrH h¡...''


¶h ~{bXmZ Zht h¡ {H ÝVw AmZÝX‘¶r g‘PXmar h¡ :

""... ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| AnZm amob g‘P|, {ddm{hV ór Ho ê n ‘|& h‘mao ~rM H B© AμOr~ Am¡aV| ahr h¢, {OÝhm|Zo emXr H s ³¶m|{H do emXr H aZm MmhVr Wt Am¡a CÝhm|Zo Bg ~mV H m nyam »¶mb aIm {H emXr gμ’ b Zht hmo& CÝhm|Zo ‘oao {b¶o BVZr ‘wgr~V I‹Sr H s ‘¢ g‘P Zht nmVr {H emXr Ho nyd© do ¶h ³¶m| Zht XoIVr h¢ {H CÝh| ³¶m H aZm h¡& ghO¶moJ ‘| AmnH mo EH gμ’ b {ddmh ~ZmZm h¡& ¶h gmYmaU {ddmh Zht h¡ Am¡a CgHo {b¶o ¶h ~{bXmZ Zht h¡, naÝVw EH AmZÝX‘¶r g‘PXmar h¡& AmnH mo AZoH VH brμ’ m| H m gm‘Zm H aZm n‹S gH Vm h¡& Am{W©H ê n ‘| hmo gH Vm h¡ {H H moB© BVZm A‘ra Z hmo& hmo gH Vm h¡, dh A‘ra h¡, naÝVw Am{W©H ê n go AmnH m Ü¶mZ Zht aIVm hmo, Amn H mo n¡gm Z Xo ahm hmo ¶m ~hþV X~mVm hmo-¶h gå^d hmo gH Vm h¡, ha ~mV gå^d hmo gH Vr h¡& Amn r hmo gH Vm h¡, d¡gr hr hm|...''

(2001, XþëhZm| go ~mV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

IV. XoZm AmZÝXXm¶H h¡

Amn AnZr Z¡{VH Vm H m AmZÝX boVo h¢ {H gr AÝ¶ H s Z¡{VH Vm H m Zht :

""... {H gr r àH ma go dh AmXe© n{V Zht h¡, naÝVw ‘¢ ¶h nam‘e© Xÿ±Jr {H AmnH mo AmXe© nËZr ~ZZm h¡& ³¶m|{H Amn AnZr Z¡{VH Vm H m AmZÝX boVr h¢, {H gr AÝ¶ H s Z¡{VH Vm H m Zht& H ënZm H s{O¶o, {H EH Mmoa h¡ Am¡a dh H ho, "‘¢ EH B©‘mZXma ì¶{º Ho Z¡{VH JwUm| H m AmZÝX

89

boVm hÿ±, AnZo Zht&' Vmo H¡ gm hmoJm! gmo, ³¶m bm^ h¡? Am¡a Z¡{VH ì¶{º AnZr Z¡{VH Vm H m AmZÝX Zht boJm Vmo H m¡Z AmZÝX boJm? ³¶m Mmoa? ‘oam VmËn¶© h¡, {H h‘| AnZo Z¡{VH JwUm| H m ñd¶§ AmZÝX boZm Mm{h¶o& Zht ³¶m? ¶{X EH n{dÌ ór h¡, Cgo AnZr n{dÌVm H mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a ñd¶§ AmZÝX boZm Mm{h¶o...''


Z¡{VH Vm AmnH m Am^yfU h¡, ¶h AmnHo Jbo H m ’ ÝXm Zht h¡ :

""... Am¡a Xÿgar ~mV h¡-{ó¶m± Omo n{dÌ Ed§ AÀNr h¢-bmoJ Bg H m ì¶W© H m ~Io‹Sm ~ZmVo h¢& ¶{X Amn gmoMVo h¢ {H AmnHo {b¶o ¶h H {RZ h¡, Vmo ~ohVa h¡ Nmo‹S Xmo& Zht ³¶m? ‘oam AW© h¡ {H Z¡{VH Vm Vmo AmnH m Am^yfU h¡, ¶h Amn Ho Jbo ‘| n‹Sm μ’ ÝXm Zht h¡& Omo bmoJ AnZr Z¡{VH Vm H m AmZÝX boVo h¢ do ‘hmZ ì¶{º h¢& do Bg go VH brμ’ Zht nmVo, AàgÞ Zht AZw^d H aVo, naÝVw AnZr Z¡{VH Vm na CÝh| Jd© h¡& gmo, ¶h AmnHo g‘PZo Ho {b¶o h¡, {H Omo r AmnHo JwU h¢ Am¡a CZHo H maU bJo {H Amn H ï nm aho h¢, H moB© ~mV Zht...''


dh godm hr AmZÝX h¡ :

""... Omo bmoJ gmoMVo h¢ {H CZ H m OrdZ godm h¡, do ‘yI© bmoJ h¢& CZH m OrdZ AmZÝX nmZm h¡, godm Zht, naÝVw dh godm hr AmZÝX h¡& naÝVw ¶{X Amn Ho db godm hr Ho gmW Ow‹S o ahVo h¢, "‘¢ ~{bXmZ H a ahr hÿ±, ¶h ‘oar Vnñ¶m h¡', g‘má! V~ Amn AÝV ‘| Xþ~©b go Vnñdr hr ah OmVo h¢& AmnH mo "H« m¡g' Ho ê n ‘| Cn¶moJ ‘| bm¶m Om gH Vm h¡& ghO¶moJ ‘| ¶h AmZÝX h¡ {H ÝVw, ¶{X Amn ‘| ha MrμO ‘| AmZÝX H m gma Zht h¡ Vmo dh AmZÝX Zht hmo gH Vm& ¶{X Amn JÞo ‘| go ag {ZH mb X| Vmo ³¶m ~MVm h¡? Bgr àH ma {Ogo godm ({Z:ñdmW© H m¶©) Am¡a Vnñ¶m H hm OmVm h¡, Cg‘|

90

H moB© {‘Rmg Zht h¡, Vmo dh g‘má h¡& ¶h {‘Rmg, {ó¶m| Ûmam CËnÞ H s OmVr h¡...''


XoZm, CgH m EH hr AmZÝX h¡ :

""... dh BVZr e{º embr h¡ {H dh Hw N Zht bo gH Vr, dh Ho db XoVr h¡, dh XoZo ‘| AmZpÝXV hmoVr h¡& Am¡a XoZm hr Ho db, EH CgH m AmZÝX h¡& Am¡a Cg AmZÝX go Cgo D Om© {‘bVr h¡...''


91

92

I. ghZo H s e{º

dh gmar g‘ñ¶mAm| H mo AnZo D na bo boVr h¡ ³¶m|{H dh gdm©{YH ‘μO~yV h¡ :

""... Ka ‘|, EH ór gdm©{YH ‘μO~yV Ho ÝÐ h¡& y{‘ ‘mVm Ho g‘mZ dh gmar g‘ñ¶m¶| AnZo D na bo boVr h¡ ³¶m|{H dh g~ go A{YH ‘μO~yV h¡& Am¡a H m¡Z Bg àH ma H m ~moP AnZo D na ghZ H a gH Vm h¡? ¶h ‘m± h¡&

Bgr àH ma Ka ‘| ór, EH ‘m± h¡ Am¡a Cgo ghZ H aZm h¡& ¶h AÀNm h¡ {H n{V Ka AmH a H hVm h¡, Omo Cgo H hZm h¡ Am¡a AnZm gmam H Mam Amn na {ZH mbVm h¡, ~Om¶ BgHo {H , n{V Eogm hmo Omo ~‹Sm ‘rRm hmo, "h¡bmo, h¡bmo' Am¡a ~mha dh g~ Ho D na eoa Ho g‘mZ Xhm‹SVm h¡& nwéf ~ƒm| Ho g‘mZ hmoVo h¢ Am¡a CÝh| Ho db AnZr npËZ¶m| na hr VZmd {ZH mbZm hmoVm h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo dh gmam gmoI boZm Mm{h¶o& dh ór H m àVrH h¡& ‘μO~yV ór Eogr mdZmAm| go gabVm go K~‹SmVr Zht h¡& Cgo μ’ H© Zht n‹SVm h¡& dh H hVr h¡, "RrH h¡, Vw‘ NmoQ o ~ƒo, AmAmo! ‘oao Mma ~ƒo h¢ A~ ¶h nm±Mdm h¡, Omo g~go NmoQ m h¡, Am¶m h¡&' Cgo {MëbmZo Xmo& ¶hm± VH {H ~ƒm| Ho gmW r Amn H mo ghZerb hmoZm n‹SVm h¡...&''

(1980, ~MnZ na, ¶y.Ho .)

Amn ‘| ghZ H aZo H s e{º hmoZr Mm{h¶o, ehrXr Ho ê n ‘| Zht :

""... CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, ‘¢ ~VmD§ Jr {H {nNbo Mma gmbm| go gr.nr. gmh~ ‘oao {b¶o "gm°{bQ o¶a' hram IarXZo H m à¶ËZ H a aho h¢, ³¶m|{H ‘¢Zo AnZo gmao hrao AnZr ~o{Q¶m| H mo Xo {X¶o h¢& H mo{ee, H mo{ee, Bg ~ma Zht H a gH Vo, Bg ~ma H m¶m©pÝdV Zht hmoJm, AJbr ~ma, Cg g‘¶...&

³¶m|{H ‘wPo nVm Wm {H do IarXZm MmhVo Wo, dhr ‘oao {b¶o H mμ’ s h¡,

nam‘e©

93

Zht ³¶m? ‘¢ Bgo Qmb ahr hÿ±, "RrH h¡, h‘ A~ H a|Jo, Amn H m A^r Ka h¡&' Bg àH ma&

AmXoe XoZm, "‘wPo ¶h Xmo,' BgH s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& nwéfm| H mo ¶h XoIZm ewê H aZo X| {H , "Amoh², BgHo nmg Zht h¡, CgHo nmg hmoZm Mm{h¶o&' ¶h dh h¡ Omo CÝh| H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a {ó¶m| H mo H ^r μ’ ‘m©B©e Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o& ¶h {eïmMma Ho {damoY ‘| h¡, ghO ¶moJ Ho AZwgma& AmnH mo H ^r ‘m±J Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o, Amn H mo A{YH ghZerb hmoZm Mm{h¶o: Amn H mo Bgo ghZo H s e{º hmoZr Mm{h¶o& ~‹S o ~{bXmZ Ho gmW Zht, "Amoh², ‘¢ ghZ H a ahr hÿ±, BË¶m{X&' naÝVw Bg g‘PXmar Ho gmW {H Amn ~‹Sr hmo J¶r h¢ Am¡a n[an³d hmo J¶r h¢...''


do {ó¶m§ h¢, ³¶m|{H do H éUm‘¶r h¢ Am¡a ghZerb h¢ :

""... {ó¶m| H mo ¶h g‘PZm h¡, {H do {ó¶m± h¢ ³¶m|{H do H éUm‘¶r h¢, ghZerb h¢& do ^y{‘ ‘mVm Ho g‘mZ h¢& CZ bmoJm| H m Ah§H ma ~‹Sm {dH {gV h¡, gmdYmZ ah|& AmO A‘o[aH m ³¶m| IË‘ h¡? CZH s {ó¶m| Ho H maU! ‘¢ AmnH mo AZoH ^maVr¶ b‹S{H ¶m| H m CXmhaU Xo gH Vr hÿ± {OZH s emXr ¶hm± hþ¶r h¡& do AnZo n{V¶m| H mo ghr ñWmZ na bo Am¶r h¢& CÝhm|Zo g~ RrH H a {X¶m h¡& do CÝh| Yrao-Yrao Am¡a Amam‘ go ghO¶moJ ‘| bo Am¶r h¢...''

(1988, ‘{hbmAm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

II. n{V H mo ì¶dpñWV H aZm

¶h ór H s H bm h¡, ¶h ór H m gm¢X¶© h¡ {H dh AnZo n{V H mo H¡ go ì¶dpñWV H aVr h¡ :

""... naÝVw Cgo AnZo n{V H mo àgÞ r aIZm h¡& ¶{X dh Cgo àgÞ Zht H a nmVr, ¶{X dh AmgmZr go àgÞ Zht hmoVm, {’ a ^r Cgo Eogm ~ZmZm Mm{h¶o, {H dh àgÞ hmo& em¶X g~go H {RZ nwéf& ¶h ór H s

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H bm h¡, ¶h ór H m gm¢X¶© h¡, {H dh AnZo n{V H mo H¡ go ì¶dpñWV H aVr h¡, ³¶m|{H dh dhm± Cg àH ma Ho H m¶© Ho {b¶o h¢& ¶{X dh Bgo Zhr H a gH Vr, V~ dh Cg H m¶© ‘| Agμ’ b hmo ahr h¡&

gmo, Cgo XmoZm| MrμO| H aZr h¢: Amn H mo XmoZm| ‘| gÝVwbZ ~ZmZm h¡& H ^r-H ^r n{V MmhVm h¡, {H Cgo Amn H m gmW Mm{h¶o, RrH h¡ Cgo {OVZm AmnH m gmW Mm{h¶o, Cgo X|& naÝVw AmnH mo ¶h r OmZ boZm h¡ {H O~ VH AmnH m n{V AmnH mo A{YH ma Z X|, Amn g~Ho gmW Z aho, ³¶m|{H n{V Zo AmnH mo A{YH ma {X¶m h¡, AÝ¶ bmoJm| go ~mV H aZo H m, ¶{X dh H hVm h¡ {H Vwåh| ‘oao gmW hmoZm h¡ gmao g‘¶, V~ Amn Zm Zht H h gH Vr h¢& CÝh| A{YH ma h¡ AmnHo gmW H m nmZm& gmo, Amn H mo g‘PZm h¡ Am¡a gÝVwbZ ~ZmZm h¡& Hw N ^r ApÝV‘ gr‘m VH Z H a|& h‘| ~‹Sm gmYmaU hmoZm h¡, ¶h Xÿgar ~mV h¡, Omo ‘¢ Amn go ~VmZm MmhVr hÿ±...''


¶{X Amn CÝh| ¶h Ahgmg {Xbm gH| {H do AmnHo {b¶o gdm©{YH ‘hËdnyU© h¢ Vmo Amn CÝh| AÀNr Vah ì¶dpñWV H a gH Vr h¢ :

""... gd©àW‘ ~mV ¶h h¡ {H h‘| ¶h g‘PZm h¡, dh hr Amn H m n{V h¡ Am¡a H moB© AmnH m n{V Zht h¡& CZgo A{YH Am¡a H moB© r ‘hËdnyU© Zht h¡& Xo{I¶o, nwéfm| H mo {Z¶§{ÌV H aZm ~‹Sm gab h¡& Amn CÝh| ¶h Ahgmg ¶{X {Xbm gH| {H do AmnHo {b¶o gdm©{YH ‘hËdnyU© h¢ Vmo Amn CÝh| AÀNr Vah ì¶dpñWV H a gH Vr h¢...''


Amn ghO¶moJ H m Xÿgam ^mJ h¢, Omo empÝV, AmZÝX, nmofU Am¡a gånyU© emÝV dmVmdaU XoVm h¡ :

""... gmo, g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a| {H AnZo n{V H s "~m°g' Zht ~Z| ¶m MrμO| ghr amñVo na bmZo H m à¶ËZ Z H a| ¶m VZmd ‘| Hw N Z H a|& ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H Hw N {ó¶m§ ~‹Sr VZmd dmbr hmoVr h¢, do H ^r AmZÝX Zht Xo gH Vr

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h¢& do ñd¶§ r AmZÝX ‘| Zht hmoVr h¢, do H¡ go AmZÝX Xo gH Vr h¢, do IwX hr AmZÝX ‘| Zht hmoVr h¢&

gmo, VZmd Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, {H gr àH ma H m& ‹Trbm Nmo‹S |& Amn ghO¶moJ H m Xÿgam nhbw h¢ Omo empÝV, AmZÝX, nmofU Am¡a gånyU© emÝV dmVmdaU XoVm h¡& n[adma ‘| Amn hr emÝV dmVmdaU Ho {b¶o {Oå‘oXma h¢& Mmho n{V H« mo{YV hmo, ~ƒo PJ‹S aho hm|, ¶{X ‘m± emÝV h¢ Vmo pñW{V H mo gå^mb gH Vr h¡&

pñW{V H mo Bg àH ma {Z¶§{ÌV H aZm h¡ {H Amn g~H m OrdZ àgÞ‘¶ H a XoVr h¢& O~ ‘¢ {ó¶m| H mo ¶h ~VmVr hÿ±, Vmo H ^r-H ^r do ~‹Sr H« mo{YV hmo OmVr h¢, {H nhbo ~ƒm| H mo ImZm {IbmAmo, {’ a n{V H mo Am¡a V~ Amn ñd¶§ ImAmo, ³¶m|{H dh ór H m H m‘ h¡& {Og àH ma nwéf H mo Om H a H ‘mZm h¡, Omo r H aZm MmhVm h¡ H a|, H m‘ Am{X& naÝVw ór H mo n{V, n[adma, g~ H s XoI^mb H aZr h¡...''

gmao g‘¶ j‘m H a| Am¡a CÝh| ¶h OmZZo X| {H nyao {díd ‘| lr ‘m± Ho {gdm EH dhr CZH m h¡ :

""... Am¡a Amn nm¶|Jo {H h‘mao {hÝXþñVmZr n{V BVZo AÀN o Zht h¢ ~mJ~mZr ‘| ¶m Amn H h gH Vo h¢ {H CÝh| H ma RrH H aZr ¶m Zbt H s ‘aå‘V H aZr Am{X Zht AmVr& H moB© ~mV Zht, Bg ~mV H mo AmgmZr go b|& Yrao-Yrao do grI Om¶|Jo& do grI|Jo Am¡a H a|Jo, naÝVw CZHo gmW YraO Z Imo¶|, Ho db h§g X|, dh Bgo gå^mbZo H m gdm}Îm‘ VarH m h¡ Am¡a AË¶{YH Anojm Z aI| {H do Bgo ~‹Sr AÀNr Vah go H a|Jo& H ^r-H ^r do ~V©Z AÀNr Vah Zht Ymo gH Vo h¢, CÝh| ¶h H aZm Zht AmVm h¡& gmo, RrH h¡, h§g H a Qmb X| Am¡a AmZÝX b| ³¶m|{H CÝh| grIZm h¡&

Amn XoI|, B§½b¢S ¶m A‘o[aH m, dhm± Zm¡H a Zht hmoVo h¢& O~ {H h‘mao ¶hm± Zm¡H a hmoVo h¢& gmo, ¶o g~ b‹SHo , Zm¡H am| Ûmam {~J‹S J¶o h¢& Bg{b¶o BZ g~ H m¶m] ‘| ì¶W© h¢& naÝVw ¶{X Amn CÝh| grImZo H m Ed§ ghm¶Vm H aZo H m à¶ËZ H a| do {ZpíMV hr Bgo nyar Vah H a|Jo& AmnH mo EH H m‘

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H aZm h¡, {H CÝh§o gmμ’ öX¶ go ào‘ H a| Am¡a gmao g‘¶ j‘m H a| Am¡a CÝh| ¶h OmZZo X| {H ‘oao nmg nyao {díd ‘| Ho db lr ‘m± Ho {gdm, do hr h¢...''


III. nwê fm| H mo à^wËd (gÎmm) X|

CÝh| ¶h XoIZm h¡, {H do Cg à^wËd H mo nwéfm| H mo X| :

""... h‘ EH AmXe© Om{V, AmXe© n[adma, g~ Hw N AmXe© ~ZZo dmbo h¢& h‘ {díd H mo {XImZo dmbo h¢ {H Omo r ¶w{º ¶m± bmoJ h‘mao D na H aZo dmbo h¢, h‘| μ’ H© Zht n‹SVm h¡& h‘| AmJo, Am¡a AmJo OmZm h¡& lrJUoe Ho g‘mZ, H h gH Vo h¢& EH {demb hmWr {Ogo ha Vah H s apñg¶m| d MoZm| go ~m±Ym J¶m hmo, {’ a r AmJo Y³H m bJVm h¡& Bg àH ma go h‘ g~ ghO¶moJr Bgo H m¶m©pÝdV H a|Jo& naÝVw ghO¶moJ H s {ó¶m| H mo Bgo H m¶m©pÝdV H aZm h¡& CÝh| ¶h XoIZm h¡, {H CÝh| dh gÎmm nwéfm| H mo XoZr h¡& ¶{X ‘¢ {H gr n{V H mo H ‘μOmoa nmVr hÿ±, Vmo ‘wPo nVm h¡, {H nËZr H mogZo dmbr h¡ ¶m ~‹Sr X~mZo dmbr ór h¡ ¶m AnZo Amn H mo ~‹Sm D± Mm g‘PVr h¡, ¶{X ‘¢ {H gr nwéf H mo ~‹Sm e{º embr XoIVr hÿ± Vmo ‘wPo nVm h¡, {H CgHo nrN o EH ór h¡...''

(1988, ‘{hbmAm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

CÝh| nrN o hr hmoZm h¡ ³¶m|{H h‘| Cg g~ H s XoI^mb H aZr h¡ :

""... {Og àH ma Ka H s ór Ka H mo gOmVr h¡, g~ Hw N emÝV H aVr h¡, Cggo CÝh| àgÞVm {‘bVr h¡, dh g~ H s XoI^mb H aVr h¡-g~ H mo nVm h¡ {H dh dhm± I‹Sr h¡& H ënZm H [a¶o {H AmYw{ZH μO‘mZo H m VarH m ¶h hmoJm {H Amn g~ H mo AnZo ~ƒo Ho OÝ‘{XZ H s nmQu ‘| ~wbmVr h¡ Am¡a Amn nhbo ñd¶§ hr Ho H H mQVr h¢ ³¶m|{H Amn Ka H s nËZr h¢, Vmo ¶h H¡ gm bJoJm? ¶h CVZm AμOr~ h¡& {Og àH ma Ka H s nËZr ñd¶§ H mo g~go nhbo g~ go AmJo aIVr h¡- Vmo CÝh| nrN o hr hmoZm hmoJm, ³¶m|{H h‘| CZH s

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XoI^mb H aZr h¡...''


pñWa hmoZm, ór H m H m¶© hmoVm h¡ Am¡a nwéf H mo H m¶© H aZm h¡ :

""... H moB© ^r Ka ‘| Zht ê H Zm MmhVm ³¶m|{H XmoZm| Ho ~rM ‘| J¥hbú‘r VËd Zht h¡, naÝVw amJ ‘| ~¡RH Mm{h¶o-pñWaVm& O~ VH Amn pñWa Zht hmooVo Amn amJ H m AmZÝX Zht CRm gH Vo h¢& H ënZm H a|, {H H moB© amJ H mo gwZ ahm h¡, O~ dh CNb ahm hmo& Bg{b¶o pñWa hmoZm h¡ Ed§ dh pñWaVm ór H m H m¶ © h,¡ Om o Ka H s nËZr h ¡ Ama¡ néw f H m o H m¶ © H aZm h.¡ ..''


CZH s CnpñW{V ‘| AnZr AÀNr N{d OZgmYmaU ‘| ~Zm¶| :

""... nwéf OZgmYmaU H s am¶ H mo ~‹Sm ‘hËd XoVo h¢ Am¡a Amn Bg ~mV H m Ü¶mZ aI| {H Amn OZgmYmaU ‘|, CZH s CnpñW{V ‘| EH AÀNr N{d ~Zm¶|, Vm{H do AmnH mo gamh|...''


IV. VH© Z H a|

dh b‹SmB©, PJ‹S o, AZmdí¶H VH© H s {ZaW©H Vm H mo XoI gH Vr h¡ :

""... Bg{b¶o A~, nwéf H m {‘OmμO, nËZr RrH aIVr h¡ Am¡a gw~h-gw~h CgHo gmW n[adma H s ¶§H a ~mVm| H m {ddoMZ H a Ho Cgo VZmd ‘| Zht SmbVr& dh ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡ AÝ¶Wm Amn EH -Xÿgam A˜~ma ~Z Om¶|Jr& dmñVd ‘| dh Ka ‘| empÝV H m dmVmdaU ~ZmVr h¡& dh H¡ go H aVr h¡ MrμO| ghZ H a Ho , y{‘ ‘m± Ho g‘mZ gmoI H a& dh ~‹Sr n[an³d ì¶{º h ¡ Ama¡ bS‹ mB,© PJS‹ o Ama¡ AZmdí¶H VH© H s {ZaWH© Vm H m o XIo gH Vr h.¡ ..''


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VH© Ho ~mX Amn Hw N hm{gb Zht H a gH Vr h¢ :

""... nwéf BVZo A{YH ~w{Õ‘mZ hmoVo h¢ {H CZ‘| gmYmaU ~moY Ed§ ì¶dhm[aH ~moY H s H ‘r hmoVr h¡& CZHo nmg EH hr àH ma Ho dó hmoVo h¢ {OÝh| do nhZVo ahVo h¢, Amn {H VZr ~ma ~Xb gH Vo h¢, na CZHo nmg H moB© g‘¶ Zht hmoVm h¡& do ñWyb bmoJ hmoVo h¢& gmYmaU ~moY CZ‘| Zht hmoVm h¡, gmo Amn CZHo àe§gmgyMH h¢& do {Z¶‘m| ‘| Ed§ CÝh| bmJy H aZo ‘| AÀN o h¢, dhm± do Omo r H h aho h¢, AmnH mo ‘mZ boZm Mm{h¶o& ¶{X do H h|, ¶h H amo, dh H amo, Vmo AmnH mo ñdrH ma H aZm Mm{h¶o& ³¶m|{H dh mJ CÝh| nVm h¡& do Cg‘| OmZH ma h¢ Am¡a AmnH mo H ^r VH© Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& Amn VH© go Hw N hm{gb Zht H a gH Vr h¢...''

(1988, BÝQçyeZ EÊS dr‘oZ, n¡[ag)

¶{X {ó¶m± PJ‹Smby b‹SmHy Am¡a ì¶§J H aVr h¢ Vmo nwéf Ho {b¶o ZH© hmoVm h¡ :

""... ‘¢ CZ bmoJm| Ho gmW ~mV H aZm MmhVr hÿ±, {OZH m {ddmh ghO¶moJ ‘| hþAm h¡, {deof H a {ó¶mo §Ho gmW& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H CZ‘| go Hw N AË¶ÝV X~mZo dmbr Am¡a ‘yI© h¢& emXr ³¶m h¡? do H hVr h¢ {H emXr hZr‘yZ h¡& hZr (ehX) gma h¡, ‘yZ (MÝÐ‘m) empÝV h¡& ¶{X {ó¶m± PJ‹Smby, b‹SmHy , ì¶§JmË‘H h¢, nwéf Ho {b¶o nyU©V¶m ZH© h¢& CgHo ~Om¶o ¶{X ór H mo gma nVm h¡, ehX, Cgo nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H n{V H mo H¡ go àgÞ H aZm Mm{h¶o, n[adma ‘| empÝV bmZm...''


V. à^wËd O‘mZm

Amn AnZr à{Vðm Ho A{YZñW h¢, AnZr n{dÌVm Ho , AnZo gå‘mZ Ho ~moY Ho Am¡a gdm}n[a AnZr Ym{‘©H Vm Ho :

""... ¶{X dh Kmo‹S o na ~¡RVm h¡, Vmo ‘wPo ^r Kmo‹S o na ~¡RZm h¡ Am¡a ZrMo {JaZm h¡& ¶{X dh ñH s¨J Ho {b¶o OmVm h¡, Vmo ‘wPo r ñH s¨J Ho {b¶o

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OmZm h¡& ¶{X dh AnZr ‘m§gno{e¶m ~ZmVm h¡, Vmo ‘wPo r ‘gëO ~ZmZr h¢, ¶h Cg Ho ÝÐ VH nhþ±M ahm h¡& ‘oam VmËn¶© h¡, {H {ó¶m§ Bg n¥Ïdr na AμOr~ gr {XImB© XoZr bJVr h¢ Amn OmZVo Zht h¢ {H ¶o {ó¶m§ ~‹Sr-~‹Sr ‘m§gno{e¶m| Ho gmW {~Zm ‘yNm| Ho , H¡ gr {XIVr h¢& gmo, Bg àH ma Ho {ZaW©H , ‘yI©Vmâo {dMma h‘ ‘| hmoVo h¢, na do {H gr Ho AYrZñW Zht h¢& Amn AnZr ñd¶§ H s à{Vðm Ho AYrZñW h¢, AnZr n{dÌVm Ho , AnZo gå‘mZ Ho , ~moY Ho Am¡a gdm}n[a AnZr Ym{‘©H Vm Ho , ³¶m|{H Amn CgHo {Oå‘oXma h¢-nwéf H mo Xÿgao mJ H mo XoIZm h¡...''


""...~mø à^wËd Ho AmYma na Ý¶m{¶H Z hm|, O¡go {H , dh H hVm h¡, "dh a§J AÀNm Zht h¡&'

"RrH h¡, Omo AmnH mo ngÝX h¡, dh ‘¢ bJm Xÿ§Jr&'

V~ dh H hVm h¡, "Amoh², Omo Vw‘Zo bJm¶m Wm, dh AÀNm Wm, ‘¢ dmñVd ‘| ‘yI© Wm,' dh Eogm H hoJm, Amn Ho db ‘mZ b|& ‘¢Zo AnZo OrdZ ‘| BgH m AZw^d {H ¶m h¡& ‘¢Zo {H ¶m h¡& CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, ‘oao n{V H mo g‹SH m| H m A{YH nVm Zht h¡ Am¡a ¶{X h‘ H ht Om aho h¢, do H h|Jo, "‘oao {dMma go Bg amñVo go h‘| OmZm h¡&'

‘¢Zo H hm, "RrH h¡, Amn AmJo ~‹T |' Am¡a ‘¢ CZHo gmW Mby§Jr, naÝVw ‘¢Zo H hm, "Zht, ‘oao {dMma go ¶h g‹SH Zht h¡, ‘wPo AmnHo gmW dm{ng MbZm hmoJm, {ZpíMV hr, RrH h¡, ¶{X Amn MmhVo h¢, ‘¢ AmnHo gmW Mb gH Vr h&±ÿ RrH h,¡ ‘ ¢ Mb ahr h&±ÿ ‘ ¢ ‘Oμ m b o ahr h&±ÿ ‘Pw o em¶X Bg Va’μ OmZm nS‹ Jo m ¶m Cg Va’μ &' d o gmMo Z o bJV o h,¢ ³¶m ¶h gM h?¡ ³¶m ¶h RrH h?¡

V~ do gmoMZo bJVo h¢, "³¶m ¶h gM ‘| ¶m em¶X...?' ³¶m|{H nËZr H s ‘yb àd¥{Îm hmoVr h¡& Cgo AmÝV[aH kmZ hmoVm h¡& CgHo nmg AZoH MrμO| hmoVr h¢, Cgo dh {‘bVr h¡& Cgo AMmZH hr EH Bemam {‘b OmVm h¡, {Ogo A§J«oOr ‘| "{hM' H hVo h¢, ({H gr Zo lmoVmAm| ‘| go "hÝM' H hm) Cgo hÝM

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H hVo h¢& Am¡a ¶h dhr h¡ Am¡a EH ~ma n{V¶m| H mo g‘P AmZm bJVm h¡ {H nËZr H m "hÝM' ghr h¡, V~ do EH àH ma go AZwgaU H aVo h¢& naÝVw AnZo n{V¶m| H mo AmnH m AZwgaU H admZo ‘| H m¡Z gr ‘hmZ ~mV h¡? ¶h JbV h¡& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H Cgo AZwgaU H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hÎd, ¶y.Ho .)

¶{X {y ‘ ‘mVm gmMo o {H ¶ o nS‹o Cg o X~m ah o h,¢ Vm o h‘ ³¶m H h gH V o h:¢

""... naÝVw {ó¶m| Ho {b¶o ¶h Am¡a r Iam~ h¡, AnZo AZw^d go ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, O~ {ó¶m± X~mZo H m à¶ËZ H aVr h¢& dmñVd ‘| ór y{‘ ‘mVm Ho g‘mZ h¡ Am¡a ¶{X y{‘ ‘m± gmoMo {H , ¶o no‹S Cgo X~m aho h¢, Vmo h‘ ³¶m H h gH Vo h¢? Cgr àH ma ¶{X {ó¶m± gmoM| {H n{V X~m aho h¢, Vmo ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr {H do ~‹Sr JbV h¢&

n{V¶m| H mo gå^mbZm ~‹Sm AmgmZ h¡& naÝVw ¶{X Amn ~w{Õ‘mZ Zht h¢, ‘yI© h¢ d gmoMVr h¢ {H à~b ~Z H a, ~mV| H h H a-~war ~mV| H h H a Amn CÝh| gå^mb gH Vr h¢, Vmo Amn Eogm Zht H a gH Vr h¢& naÝVw AnZo n{V H mo gå^mbZo Ho {b¶o ¶h ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H Amn {XIm¶o {H Amn {dZrV (AmkmH mar) h¢ Am¡a Bg àH ma {dZrV hmoZm AÀNm h¡& nwéf ~‹S o grYo hmoVo h¢, do H moUr¶ Zht hmoVo& {ó¶m± H moUr¶ hmoVr h¢ ³¶m|{H do EH gmW Zht ahVr h&¢ néw f EH gmW ahV o h ¢ Bg{b¶ o d o H mUo r¶ Zht hmVo o h.¢ ..''

(1987, {H« {Q{gμÁ‘, B©Jmo, amB©Q gmBS oS S oÝOa, ’« mÝg)

Eogm M[aÌ hmoZm Mm{h¶o Omo {XIm¶o {H ì¶{º ‘| àH me h¡ :

""... ‘¢ ¶h H h ahr hÿ± {H Amn H mo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo {~Jm‹SZm Zht Mm{h¶o Am¡a ~ƒm| na à^wËd ^r Zht O‘mZm Mm{h¶o, Z n{V na Am¡a Z n[adma na& ¶h {ó¶m| Ho {b¶o {~ëHw b r AÀNm Zht h¡, ¶h ‘Ywa r Zht h¡& Amn Eogo Ka ‘| Zht Om¶|Jr Ohm± g~ hmW ‘| Pm‹Sz bo H a I‹S o hm|& mJ Om¶|Jo, {H gr H mo AÀNm Zht bJVm&

h‘mam {MÎm h‘mar AmË‘m na hmoZm Mm{h¶o, D± Mo ñVa na, ¶h Zht {H

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Amn H¡ go Må‘M aIVr h¢, H¡ go H m±Q m aIVr h¢, {H gr D± Mo ñVa na hr Zht& gmao g‘¶ {MÎm AmË‘m na hmoZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H h‘| {dH {gV hmoZm h¡& Xÿgam| Ho M¡VÝ¶ Ho à{V Ý¶m{¶H Z hm| Am¡a Xÿgam| Ho à{V H H© e Z hm|& ¶h EH ghO¶moJr H mo emo^m Zht XoVm {H dh Xÿgam| Ho gmW H H© eVm go ~mV H ao, emo^m Zht XoVm, H ‘rZmnZ, ñdmW© Ed§ H O§ygr H mo Nmo‹S mo& Eogm M[aÌ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, Omo {XIm¶| {H ì¶{º ‘| àH me h¡& ZrMVm, nrR nrN o ~mV H aZm {Ogo H« mB©ñQ Zo "‘a‘[a¨J gmob' H hm h¡, Xÿgam| Ho ‘rZ-‘oI {ZH mbZm, dh AmnHo {b¶o Ed§ ghO¶moJ Ho {b¶o IVam h¡& amoO Ü¶mZ H a|& {Z{d©Mm[aVm ‘| ah|& H moB© {dMma Am¶o Vmo H {h¶o, "j‘m, j‘m, j‘m' Am¡a {dH {gV hmo& O~ VH {H Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| n[an³d Zht hmoVo, V~ VH Amn na‘mË‘m Ho Amerdm©X H m AmZÝX Zht nm gH Vo...''


¶h g~ ñdmW©, EH m§VVm ghO¶moJ Ho {damoY ‘| h¡ :

""... Xÿgam| na à^wËd O‘m H a, Xÿgam| H m Jbm Km|Q H a, AnZo n{V H mo Hw E± H m ‘|‹TH ~Zm H a, Cgo H h H a, "Am{Ia h‘ XmoZm| h¢, h‘| AmZÝX boZm Mm{h¶o, AmAmo h‘ AbJ Ka ~Zm¶|, {H gr H mo Ka ‘| Zht AmZm Mm{h¶o&' ¶hm± VH {H EH Myhm ^r Cg Ka ‘| àdoe Zht H aoJm& ¶h ^r H hm, "¶o ‘oao ~ƒo h¢, ‘oam n{V, ‘¢' ¶h ghO¶moJ ‘| ZH mamË‘H Vm h¡, ¶h g‘PXmar H s ZH mamË‘H Vm h¡& ¶o g~ nyU©V¶m {ZaW©H ~mVo h¢& do ghO¶moJr ¶m ghO¶mo{JZr Ho g‘mZ {XIm¶r r Zht XoVo& ¶h g~ ñdmW©, g~ EH m§VVm, ghO¶moJ Ho {damoY ‘| h¡...''


AmnHo nmg AnZm Y‘© h¡, AnZm OrdZ h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo AnZo ~mao ‘| qMVm H aZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a ¶{X Zht g‘PVm h¡ Vmo yb OmAmo :

""... ¶{X n{V ZH© ‘| OmZm MmhVm h¡, Vmo Cgo OmZo Xmo, Amn ³¶m| d¡gm hr H aZm MmhVr h¢? Am{Ia, AmnHo nmg AnZm Y‘© h¡, AmnHo nmg AnZm ñd¶§ H m OrdZ h¡, AmnH mo Ho db AnZo ~mao ‘| gmoMZm h¡, ¶{X dh

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AmnH mo g‘PVm Zht h¡, yb OmAmo& Eogo J¡a{Oå‘oXma Am¡a ‘yI© ì¶{º na X¶m H aZr Mm{h¶ o naÝV w IXw CgH m AZgw aU Zht H aZm Mm{h¶ o ³¶m{| H AmnH s H ht A{YH {dñVV¥ {Oå‘Xo mar h&¡ ¶h Zht à¶ËZ H aZm Mm{h¶ o {H h‘ NmQo o bJ | Ama¡ gma o g‘¶ n{V H m o AnZ o à{V ‘mho ‘ | OH S‹ H a AnZ o OrdZ H m oX:þ IX Z ~Zm¶ | ³¶m{| H Ego m H a Ho Amn AnZr e{º H m o Im o XJ| r& naÝV w ¶{X AmnH m n{V M[aÌdmZ h,¡ Vm o AmnH m o CgH m ha àH ma g o gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶ od g‘WZ© H aZm Mm{h¶ o Ama¡ Ohm ± VH gå^d hm o Cg o ghZ H a.| ..''


Ho db AmYma^yV ~mVm| na Amn SQr ah| :

""... O~ h‘ gmoM| {H h‘| AnZo n{V H mo {Z¶§{ÌV H aZm h¡, Vmo ~ohVa h¡, {H Amn Bgo ~‹Sr grYr àH ma go H a|, Ho db m¡{VH AmYma H s ~mVm| na Amn SQr ah|& AÝ¶Wm ¶{X Amn NmoQ r-NmoQ r ~mVm| na AnZo n{V na à^wËd {XImVr ah| Vmo Amn Ho ÝÐ go hQ Om¶|Jr& Amn H m {ddmh ‘yI©Vm Ho {b¶o ¶m hZr‘yZ Ho {b¶o hþAm h¡...''


^m¡{VH ~mV| {ZpíMV hr h¢, naÝVw AmnH mo NmoQr-NmoQr ~mVm| Ho {b¶o AnZo n{V na à^wËd O‘mZo H m à¶ËZ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o :

""... ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H Hw N b‹S{H ¶m± AnZo n{V¶m| H mo Iy~ X~m H a aIVr h¢& BgH s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& ¶{X Amn AnZo n{V go ào‘ H aVr h¢, dhr à^wËd h¡, gdmÎ} m‘ VarH m h,¡ n{V H m o à‘o H a,| CgH m Ü¶mZ aI,| Om oOμ ê aV h ¡ dh H a | ³¶m{| H ¶h {XImdm H aZ o ‘ | bm^ Zht h ¡ {H Amn CZg o ~ho Va g‘mO g o h,¢ ~ho Va gñ§ H¥ {V ¶m ~ho Va n[adma g o h&¢ Amn Ho db ¶h {XIm gH Vr h ¢ {H Amn EH AÀNm ì¶{º Ëd h ¢ Ama¡ AmnH s AÀNmB © Cg o OrV bJ| r&

gmo, ¶h Ho db nËZr hr h¡, Omo emXr H mo ~ZmVr h¡ ¶m {~Jm‹SVr h¡ Am¡a ‘wPo Amn go {Z:g§H moM ¶h H hZm h¡ {H A^r r ¶{X Amn H mo AnZr emXr ‘| g§Xoh h¡, ¶{X A^r r Amn gmoM ahr h¢ {H ¶h AÀNm Omo‹S m Zht h¡ Vmo Amn dm{ng bo b|, naÝVw ~mX ‘|, AnZo n{V ‘| Xmof Zht Ty ±TVr ah|&

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Xo{I¶o, nwéf, nwéf h¢ Am¡a {ó¶m±, {ó¶m± h¢& nwéf ór Zht ~Z gH Vo, naÝVw Amn CZH s g‘P ‘| bm gH Vr h¢ {H {ó¶m| H m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, dh H¡ go? dh Amn Ho ì¶dhma go XoI gH Vo h§¡, ¶{X AmnH m ì¶dhma AÀNm h¡ Vmo do AmnH m gå‘mZ H a|Jo, naÝVw ¶{X AmnH m ì¶dhma ~ƒm| O¡gm hmoJm ¶m ì¶dhma AmH« ‘H hmoJm, H moB© ^r nwéf Eogr ór H mo Zht gamhoJm Omo AmH« ‘H hmo, Bg{b¶o AmnH mo AmH« ‘H Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o& Omo ^r dh H ho, AmnH mo ‘mZZm d gwZZm Mm{h¶o& m¡{VH ~mV|, {ZpíMV hr h¢ na NmoQ r-NmoQ r ~mVm| ‘| AmnH mo n{V na à^wËd Zht O‘mZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h ghO¶mo{JZr H m àVrH Zht h¡& ghO¶mo{JZr H mo ào‘ d g‘PXmar d {ddoH Ho gmW n{V H mo OrVZm h¡, Z {H à^wËd {XIm H a& ¶h ~mV h‘| g‘P boZr Mm{h¶o {H AZoH em{X¶m± à^wËd {XImZo Ho H maU QyQ OmVr h¢...''

(2002, XþëhZm| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

n{V Ho {b¶o Amdí¶H Zht h¡ {H dh AZwgaU H a| :

""... AnZo n{V go AZwgaU H admZo ‘| ³¶m ‘hmZVm h¡? ¶h JbV h¡& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H Cgo AZwgaU H aZo H s H moB© Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

""...O~ AmnH m n{V VH© H a ahm hmo Vmo Amn Ho db Cgo ~ÝYZ X|, g‘má& ghO¶mo{JZr Ho {b¶o ¶h ~‹Sm gab h¡& n{V H mo ~ÝYZ X|, H moB© g‘ñ¶m Zht& à^wËd O‘mZo H s H moB© μOê aV Zht h¡ ³¶m|{H Amn J¥hbú‘r h¢, e{º h¡ Am¡a g~ XodVm Amn H s ghm¶Vm nhbo H a|Jo, AmnHo n{V H s ghm¶Vm go nhbo, naÝVw eV© ¶h h¡ {H àW‘ AmnH mo J¥hbú‘r ~ZZm h¡, Amn ‘| J¥hbú‘r Ho g~ JwU hmoZo Mm{h¶o& ¶{X Amn X~mZo dmbr ór h¢, g~ ‘| Xmof {ZH mbVr h¢, Vmo Amn J¥hbú‘r {~ëHw b r Zht h¢...''


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105

I. g‘mO H s n[aajm Am¡a ghO¶moJ

¶h AmnH m H V©ì¶ h¡ {H ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho g‘mO H s n[aajm H a| :

""... Amn H mo CgH m gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o, CgH s XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a CgH s nadmh H aZr Mm{h¶o& H ^r-H ^r CgH m gÝVwbZ Wmo‹S m {hb gH Vm h¡& AmnH m AnZo H mo‘b VarH m| go Cgo dm{ng gÝVwbZ ‘| bmZm h¡& ¶h AmnH m H V©ì¶ h¡, {H ghO¶mo{J¶m| Ho g‘mO H s n[aajm H a|& bmoJ AmnHo Ka Am¶|Jo, ¶{X do ghO¶moJr h¢ Vmo Amn CZH s nËZr, ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H a| ³¶m|{H Amn ghO¶moJ Ho g‘mO Ho {Oå‘oXma h¢& Amn hmo gH Vm h¡ ~hþV H ‘mVo hmo, g~ Hw N h¡ AmnHo nmg, naÝVw Amn H mo h‘oem {dZ‘« ahZm h¡ Am¡a g‘PZm h¡ {H AmnH mo AnZo {ddmh Ûmam ghO¶moJ H m H m¶© H aZm h¡& ¶h ~hþV ~‹Sr {Oå‘oXmar h¡& Amn Ho {b¶o ¶h ghO¶moJ Ho g‘mO Ho bmoJm| Ed§ ~ƒm| H s n[aajm h¡& Bg{b¶o AmnH mo CZ g~H mo ào‘ H aZm h¡, AmnH mo CZH s nadmh H aZr h¡&

H ^r Zhr gmoM| {H ¶h AmnH m ñd¶§ H m Ka h¡ Am¡a Amn BgH s amZr h¢& naÝV w Amn ‘m ± h,¢ ~hZ h,¢ Amn BZ ghO¶m{o J¶m | H s gånUy © gå~ÝYr h,¢ gm,o O~ d o Amn Ho Ka AmV o h ¢ Vm o AmnH m o nay m gå‘mZ d AmXa {XImZm Mm{h¶&o

CZ g~ go AnZo n{V H s {eH m¶V Z H a|, Cgo AÀNm Zht bJoJm& AmnH mo ¶h r ¶mX aIZm h¡ {H AmnH s ghZe{º , AmnH m ào‘ AmnH m ‘mJ©Xe©Z, {ZpíMV hr AmnHo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H mo ~ZmZo ‘| ghm¶H hmoJm& ¶{X AmnH mo Iwe ahZm h¡, Vmo AmnH mo OmZZm Mm{h¶o {H Xÿgam| H mo H¡ go Iwe H aZm h¡& ¶{X Amn Zht OmZVr {H Xÿgam| H mo H¡ go Iwe H aZm Mm{h¶o, Amn H ^r Iwe Zht hmo gH Vr h¢& AmnH mo Ho db AnZr μ’ ‘m©B©em|, μOê aVm| H m hr Zht gmoMZm h¡ ¶m AnZo {dMmam| H m, Omo Hw N ^r h¡ AmnH mo ~‹S o H mo‘b VarHo go H aZm h¡ ³¶m|{H Amn {ó¶m± h¢, Amn Ð {ó¶m± h¢ ...''

(2000, XþëhZm| go ~mV, {Xëbr)

‘moh, n¡gm Am¡a g‘mO

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JQ (J«wn) Zht ~Zm¶| :

""... naÝVw EH ~war nËZr g‘ñ¶m¶| I‹Sr H a gH Vr h¡& dh g‘ñ¶m ~Zm X|Jr, dh EH JQ ~Zm boJr bmoJm| H m, {ó¶m| H m JQ, dh AnZo yV g~ H mo XoVr ahoJr ¶m dh AnZr n‹TmB© H mo boH a ~‹Sr gMoV h¡, ¶m AnZo nX H mo boH a gMoV h¡ ¶m n¡go Ho H maU BË¶m{X, Am¡a AnZo n{V H mo AHo bm aIZ o H m à¶ËZ H aJo r& Ego o bmJo m | H m o ¶h g~ H aZ o H m ‘ëy ¶ MHw mZm hmJo m...''


‘hgyg H a| {H h‘ ghO¶moJ g‘mO H mo gÝVw{bV g‘mO ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o {Oå‘oXma h¢ :

""... AZoH ~mVo h¢, Omo ‘¢ AmnH mo ~VmZm Mmhÿ±Jr, naÝVw BVZo H ‘ g‘¶ ‘|, ‘¢ ¶hr H hÿ±Jr, {H {ó¶m| H s ¶h {Oå‘oXmar h¡ {H AnZr emXr H mo Iwe ~Zm¶|& ¶h CZHo {ddoH Ed§ ghO¶moJ Ho à{V g‘n©U na {Z^©a h¡& ¶h AmnH s {Oå‘oXmar h¡& ¶{X Amn {dñV¥V VarHo go XoI|, {Oå‘oXmar {ó¶m| H s h¡, AÀNm g‘mO ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o& ¶{X Cgo H ï CRmZm n‹S o Vmo dh H a gH Vr h¡& dh Bg y{‘ ‘m± Ho g‘mZ h¡& dh Hw N r VH brμ’ CRm gH Vr h¡, dh ¶h gmoMVr Zht h¡, {H dh VH brμ’ CRm ahr h¡, gmo dh ‘hmZ h¡&

Amn bmoJ e{º h¢, gmo e{º Ho ê n ‘| ¶{X AmnH mo Hw N VH brμ’ CRmZr n‹S |, Vmo AmnH mo ~wam Zht bJVm& AmnH mo ¶h ^mdZm aIZr h¡ {H h‘ ghO¶moJ Ho g‘mO H mo CÎm‘ ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o {Oå‘oXma h¢& ¶h h‘mar {Oå‘oXmar h¡& AmnHo g~ bmo^, BÀNm¶|, g~ Hw N H mo, EH Iwehmb d¡dm{hH OrdZ H s Amoa {ZX}{eV H aZm h¡...''

(1993, XþëhZm| H mo nam‘e©, JUnVrnwbo)

‘¢ ^r EH ór hÿ± Am¡a ‘¢ g‘PVr hÿ± {H ‘oao {b¶o g‘mO {H VZm ‘hËdnyU© h¡ :

""... AÝV ‘|, na Am{Iar Zht, Hw N em{X¶m| H s g‘ñ¶m Omo ¶hm± àm¶: hmoVr h¡, ‘¢ AMpå^V hÿ±& nwéf, {OZgo AmnZo {ddmh H aZm h¡, AmnH mo

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nyam ‘m¡H m {X¶m OmVm h¡ {H Amn μ’¡ gbm b| {H g go {ddmh H aZm h¡, Am¡a {ddmh Ho CnamÝV ¶h IË‘ hmo OmVm h¡& A{YH Va ¶h {ó¶m| H s JbVr hmoVr h¡ ¶hm±& ‘¢ ~‹Sr h¡amZ hÿ± ³¶m|{H gX¡d ór hr hmoVr h¡, Omo à^wËd O‘mVr h¡& Cgo ¶h Mm{h¶o, Cgo dh Mm{h¶o, Bg àH ma&

A~ AmnH mo ¶h OmZZm h¡ {H {ó¶m± g‘mO Ho {b¶o ~‹Sr ‘hËdnyU© h¢& AmnH mo g‘ñ¶m amOZ¡{VH g‘ñ¶m Zht h¡ ¶m Am{W©H g‘ñ¶m Zht h¡& ¶h ha nmíMmË¶ Xoe ‘| g‘ñ¶m h¡, naÝVw ‘w»¶ g‘ñ¶m {OgH m Amn gm‘Zm H a aho h¢, dh h¡ AmnH m g‘mO, Amn H mo nVm h¡ {H Amn Ho g‘mO ‘| ³¶m hmo ahm h¡, {H VZm ¶§H a g‘mO h¡ ¶h, H¡ go ~ƒm| H mo hm{Z nhþ±Mm¶r OmVr h¡, H¡ go {ó¶m| H mo ¶mVZm Xr OmVr h¡, H¡ go BVZr MrμO| h‘mao g‘mO ‘| hmo ahr h¢, ha àH ma H s JÝXr ~mV| hmo ahr h¢, {OÝh| {H gr àH ma go ^r {dH mgerbVm Ho g‘rn Zht H h gH Vo h¢& ¶o g~ MrμO| h‘ AnZo Amg-nmg XoIVo h§¡ Am¡a h‘ AnZo ~ƒm| H mo CgHo H maU H ï nmVo XoIVo h¢&

Bg{b¶o H m¡Z h¡ g‘mO Ho {b¶o {Oå‘oXma? {ó¶m§! {ó¶m§, g‘mO Ho {b¶o {Oå‘oXma h¢& CÝh| ¶h H aZm h¡& ‘¢ r EH ór hÿ± Am¡a ‘¢ g‘PVr hÿ± {H ‘oao {b¶o g‘mO {H VZm ‘hËdnyU© h¡& ‘wPo ñd¶§ Hw N Eogm Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o Omo JbV hmo& ‘wPo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo r Hw N JbV Zht H aZo XoZm Mm{h¶o...''

(1994, H m°ÝgQ © Ho nyd© ~mVMrV, {gSZr)

³¶m|{H Amn {ddoH erb {ó¶m§ h¢, Amn ghO¶moJ H mo Jm¡admpÝdV H a|Jr :

""... A~ ¶h {H gr àH ma go pñÌ¶m| H s {Oå‘oXmar A{YH h¡, ³¶m|{H {ddmh CgH s {Oå‘oXmar h¡ Am¡a Cgo EH Iwehmb {ddmh ~ZmZm h¡& ¶{X A~, Amn ‘| go H moB© {H gr {deof ì¶{º go emXr Zht H aZm MmhVm h¡, Amn "Zm' H h gH Vo h¢& naÝVw A~ ¶{X Amn emXr H a ahr h¢, Vmo H¥ nm H a Ho Cg àH ma gmoM| {H ghO¶mo{JZr H s emXr hmo ahr h¡& ghO¶moJ H m Zm‘ D± Mm H aZo H s {Oå‘oXmar Amn H s h¡& h‘ Amn H s emXr Bg{b¶o Zht H a aho h¢ {H ¶h EH àH ma H s gm‘m{OH KQZm h¡& Zht, Bg{b¶o {H Amn ghO¶mo{JZr h¢, ³¶m|{H Amn {ddoH erb {ó¶m§ h¢ Am¡a Amn ghO¶moJ H mo

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Jm¡ad àXmZ H a|Jr...''


II. n[adma Ho à{V ‘moh (Amg{º )

¶{X AmnH m n[adma Ho à{V ‘moh h¡, Amg{º h¡, Vmo Amn V~ ^r gå~ÝY {~Jm‹S X|Jr :

""... Xÿgar ~mV h¡, AmnHo {b¶o ñdm^m{dH h¡, {H ‘mVm-{nVm Ho gmW AmnH m ‘moh h¡, n[adma Ho gmW ‘moh h¡, AnZo Xoe Ho à{V ‘moh h¡& naÝVw A~ yb OmAmo, AnZo n{V Ho n[adma Ho à{V àr{V aI|, n{V Ho gmW Am¡a Amg-nmg H s MrμOm| Ho gmW& ³¶m|{H ¶{X Amn AnZo n[adma Ho gmWm Amgº h¢, Vmo V~ ^r Amn gå~ÝY {~Jm‹S X|Jr& ‘¢Zo H B© Omo{‹S¶m± XoIr h¢, Omo Bgr H maU go QyQ J¶t& EH b‹SH s Wr Omo AnZo {nVm Ho {b¶o ~‹Sr {MpÝVV Wr, ³¶m|{H {nVm H mo ì¶mnma ‘| ZwH gmZ hmo J¶m Wm Am¡a CgZo nyam OrdZ X¶Zr¶ ~Zm {X¶m Wm& Bg{b¶o CgH m n{V Jm¶~ hmo J¶m Am¡a dh Hw N Am¡a H aZm MmhVm Wm Am¡a dh EH H {RZ pñW{V ‘| ah J¶r Am¡a Cgo AnZo {nVm Ho Ka OmZm n‹Sm Am¡a dhm± CgZo OmZm {H {nVm Ho Ka ahZm {H VZm H {RZ hmoVm h¡&

gmo, ¶h AmnH m Ka h¡, AmnH m n{V h¡, AmnH mo Xÿgam ì¶{º Ty ±‹TZo H s μOê aV Zht h¡ ¶m Xÿgar ór, {H Omo AmnH s ghm¶Vm H aoJr& ¶o Amn h¢, Omo ñd¶§ H s ghm¶Vm H a gH Vo h¢& RrH h¡, h‘| Hw N b‹S{H ¶m| Ho AË¶ÝV Iam~ AZw^d hþ¶o h¢, {OÝhm|Zo AnZo n{V¶m| H mo Nmo‹S m Am¡a AnZo n[admam| Ho nmg Am J¶r, AnZo ~ƒm| Ho gmW& ³¶m nyao OrdZ a CZHo n[adma CZH s XoI^mb H a|Jo? H m¡Z CZH s XoI^mb H aZo dmbm h¡? Bg{b¶o AnZm ‘pñVîH BñVo‘mb ‘| bm¶| Am¡a ¶h ‘V gmo{M¶o {H Amn Hw N D± Mr MrμO h¢ ¶m ~hþV Hw N A{YH h¢& AmnH mo {dZ‘« hmoZm Mm{h¶o& {OVZm {dZ‘« hm|Jr, CVZm hr AmnHo {b¶o ~ohVa h¡& AÝ¶Wm K‘ÊS AmnH mo emo^m Zht XoVr, H ^r-H ^r dh Kmo‹S o Ho g‘mZ {XImB© XoVr h¡ Am¡a nVm Zht {H g Ho g‘mZ {XIVr h¢& gmo, ¶h ~ohVa hmoVm h¢ {H {dZ‘«, X¶mbw Am¡a AÀNr ah| Vm{H

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¶h {gÕ hmo gHo {H Amn EH AÀN o ñd^md H s ì¶{º h¢...''


III. n¡gm| Ho à{V PwH md

n¡go H s {Xem Zht, na ào‘ H s {Xem :

""... Xÿgar ~mV ‘wPo AmnH mo ~VmZr h¡, ³¶m|{H Amn npíM‘ go h¢& nmíMmË¶ {ó¶m± ~hþV A{YH n¡go Ho à{V PwH s hmoVr h¢, ¶hm± VH {H ^maVr¶ r d¡gr hmo J¶r h¢& CÝh| H ma Mm{h¶o, Ka Mm{h¶o, CÝh| ¶h Mm{h¶o dh Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo Hw N Zht MmhZm Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo AnZo n{V H mo d n[adma H mo XoZm h¡& AmnH mo {H gr MrμO H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& dh AmnH s gwÝXaVm h¡, dh AmnH s gOmdQ h¡, dh AmnH mo gwÝXa ~Zm XoJm, naÝVw ¶{X Amn ha g‘¶ nrN o n‹Sr ah|Jr {H ‘wPo ¶h Mm{h¶o, dh Mm{h¶o, Vmo CgH m Vmo H moB© AÝV Zht h¡& {deofH a nmíMmË¶ {X‘mJ, do AË¶{YH n¡go H s Amoa PwHo ahVo h¢ Am¡a BVZr g‘ñ¶m¶| I‹Sr H a Xr h¢ {H ‘wPo g‘P Zht AmVm {H ³¶m H hÿ±&

gmo, Xÿgar ~mV h¡ {H Amn H mo n¡go H s {Xem ‘| Zht OmZm h¡, naÝVw AmnH mo ào‘ H s {Xem ‘| OmZm h¡& AnZo ào‘ H s A{^ì¶{º {d{^Þ MrμOm| Ûmam H a|& AÀNm ImZm ~Zm H a, AÀNm {~ñVa ~Zm H a n{V Ho {b¶o, Ka H s ì¶dñWm H a Ho g~ MrμO| AÀNr Vah aI H a, ³¶m|{H ¶{X Ka H s nËZr ñdÀN Zht h¡ Vmo Ka AñdÀN ahoJm& n{V H m ¶h H m¶© Zht h¡, Ka H s XoI^mb H aZm& Amn EH gwÝXa Ka H m AmZÝX bo|Jo Am¡a EH gwÝXa H ‘ao H m, ¶{X Amn Bgo RrH go aI|Jr&

gmo, ¶h g~ H m AmnH mo AmZÝX boZm Mm{h¶o& n[adma Ho {b¶o g~ Hw N H aZo H m AmZÝX b|& {deofH a n{V Ho {b¶o& NmoQ r-NmoQ r ~mV| Cgo Iwer X|Jr& ³¶m|{H XμâVa ‘| H m‘ H aHo dh BVZm WH OmVm h¡& Ka WH H a AmZm Am¡a {μ’ a Amn CgHo nrN o n‹S Om¶|, dh JbV h¡& gmo, Amn Bg àd¥{Îm H mo ~Xb X|, h‘| Hw N Zht Mm{h¶o, AmnHo nmg g~ Hw N h¡, Amn ghO¶moJr h¢, Amn nyU© ê n go gÝVwï h¢, naÝVw ¶{X Amn μ’ ‘m©Be| H aVr

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OmE§Jr Vmo ¶h ~‹Sm H {RZ hmo Om¶oJm, ¶h ‘¢ AmnH mo ~Vm Xÿ±...''

(2002, XwëhZm| go ~mVMrV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

Cgo AnZo à{V {μ’ Oyb IM© Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... nwéf H mo AnZr nËZr go AnZo n¡go NwnmZo n‹SVo h¢ ³¶m|{H nËZr IM© XoJr& BgHo {dnarV h¡& naÝVw ór ñdmWu Ed§ ñdHo pÝÐV hmoZm ewê hmo OmVr h¡ Am¡a n¡go H s {MÝVm H aVr h¡, V~ ¶h JbV ~mV h¡& Cgo AnZo à{V {μ’ Oyb IM© Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, O¡go {H H ht Om H a AnZo {b¶o Hw N ‘h§Jm IarXZm& naÝVw AnZo n{V Ho {b¶o, ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o gñVr MrμO| boZm& Xÿgam| Ho {b¶o H amo Am¡a AnZo Amn do H aVo h¢& CZHo {b¶o H aZo Ho {b¶o CËgwH hmoVr h¢, Bg Amoa gmoMZm ewê H a|...''


{H gr MrμO H s ‘m±J Z H a| :

""... g~go ~‹Sr ~mV h¡ {H nËZr H mo n{V go n¡go bo H a AnZo gå~pÝY¶m| H mo Zht ôOZo Mm{h¶o& H ^r Zht, ¶h EH JbV ~mV h¡, {H AnZo n[adma H mo n{V Ho n¡gm| go gå^mb|& BgH s {~ëHw b r AZw‘{V Zht h¡& dh Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o... AmnH mo AnZo n[adma H m ^ma AnZo n{V na Zht SmbZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h ñnïV: Amn ‘| g‘PXmar hmoZr h¡ {H Amn Zht b|Jr, Amn H mo AnZm AmË‘gå‘mZ aIZm Mm{h¶o& Hw N ‘m§J Zht H a|& ¶{X dh AmnH mo Hw N XoVm h¡ Vmo RrH h¡, naÝVw ‘m±Jo Zht& μ’ ‘m©B©e Z H a|, AÝ¶Wm BgH m AW© h¡, {H Amn ghO¶moJr Zht h¡& ¶{X Amn gÝVwï AmË‘m h¢ Vmo AmnH mo ³¶m| Hw N ‘m±JZm h¡? ¶m {H gr H mo Hw N {‘bVm h¡, CgHo nmg ¶h h¡, CgHo nmg.... Cg àH ma H m Hw N Zht& Amn gÝVwï ah|& Am¡a Bg àH ma go Hw N b‹S{H ¶m± AnZo n{V¶m| H mo H mogVr h¢...''


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""... gmo, ¶h h¡, Ohm± h‘ gm‘y{hH Vm ‘| nrN o ah OmVo h¢& ‘¢ H h ahr Wr {H g~ {hÝXþñVm{Z¶m| H mo H moB© ñWmZ Ty ±TZm Mm{h¶o, Ohm± Om H a do Hw N nm¡Yo bJm¶|& H moB© ñWmZ {ZpíMV H a b| Ohm± do AÀN o ~aJX Ho no‹S Ho nm¡Yo bJm¶|, nmZr X| Am¡a EH gmW H m¶m©pÝdV H a|& {hÝXþñVmZr {ó¶m§, Cg VarHo go ~ohVa h¢& do ~hþV H m¶© H aVr h¢, Ohm± VH {H ImZm ~ZmZo H m H m‘ h¡, naÝVw Xÿgam mJ Jm¶~ h¡& dh Xÿgam mJ h¡ ~w{Õ‘mZr, EH mJ h¡ gmoM-{dMma& ¶{X gmao g‘¶ do gmoMVr ah| {H , "‘oao n{V H mo ¶h ngÝX h¡, ‘wPo CgHo {b¶o ¶h ImZm nH mZm h¡&' ¶{X n{V H mo CXmhaU Ho {b¶o ImZo ‘| Zr~y Mm{h¶o, A~ Ka ‘| Zr~y Zht h¡, Vmo ¶h ór BYa go CYa mJoJr, n{V Ho {b¶o Zr~y bmZo Ho {b¶o, AÝ¶Wm dh ImZm Zht Im¶oJm& H moB© ~mV Zht, EH ~ma ¶{X dh ImZm Zht Im¶oJm Vmo μ’ H© Zht n‹SVm, RrH h¡& naÝVw {ó¶m§ à¶ËZ H aVr h¢ ³¶m|{H CÝh| AnZo n{V Ho ñdmX H mo RrH aIZm h¡& ^maV ‘| do H mμ’ s hmo{e¶ma h¢ ³¶m|{H dhm± do Agbr eoa{Z¶m± h¢& g~ n{V Ho g‘mZ h¢, gmo AmnH mo CÝh| {IbmVo ahZm h¡, AÝ¶Wm JdmZ hr OmZo eoa H ~ CZ na CNb n‹S o&

B§½b¢S ¶m A‘o[aH m ‘| BgHo {dnarV ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, n{V ~H ar Ho g‘mZ h¢ Am¡a {ó¶m§ eoa& Am¡a Omo maVr¶ {ó¶m§ nmíMmË¶ ~Z J¶r h¢, do r d¡gr h¢ Am¡a O~ do npíM‘ ‘| AmVr h¢, Vmo ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡ {H grYr-gmYmaU {ó¶m§ ^r eoaZr ~Z OmVr h¢& Hw N h¡amZJr H s ~mV h¡, {H do H¡ go VËjU ~Xb OmVr h¢, Mmho do OrÝg Z nhZ| Am¡a do g~ MrμO|, na do d¡gr ~Z OmVr h¢&

gm,o ¶h AgÝVbw Z ì¶{º ‘ | eêw hm o OmVm h,¡ O~ dh ¶h Zht g‘PVm h,¡ {H Cg o ^{y ‘ ‘mVm H m AjaIo m ~ZZm h ¡ Z {H ‘H a aIo m ¶m H H© aIo m& ¶h gÝVbw Z h‘mar JhamB © g o AmVm h ¡ Ama¡ Cg JhamB © H m o gYw maZm h&¡ Ho db BgHo ~ma o ‘ | ~mV H aHo Zht, ghO¶mJo H s ~mV H aHo hr Zht, naÝV w dmñVd ‘ |

^maVr¶ Am¡a nmíMmË¶ ‘{hbm¶|

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Jå^raVm g o Ü¶mZ H a Ho ...''

(1988, lrgy¶© nyOm, ‘wå~B©)

^maV ‘| {ó¶m§ h¢, {OÝhm|Zo ghO¶moJ H mo ~Zm¶m h¡ :

""... {hÝXþñVmZ ‘| ~w{Õ‘mZ ór h¢& dh Ho ÝÐ{~ÝXþ H mo XoIVr h¡, dh OmZVr h¡, {H ¶h Am{Xe{º h¢....."‘¢ Bg Ka go {ZH b OmD§ Jr, ¶{X Amn RrH go ì¶dhma Zht H a|Jr&' ¶h ór h¡ maV ‘|, {OgZo ghO¶moJ H mo gμ’ b ~Zm¶m h¡, ~‹Sr ~w{Õ‘mZ {ó¶m§...''

(1988, ‘{hbmAm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

¶hm± {ó¶m§ AmH« ‘H h¢ na ~w{Õ‘mZ Zht :

""... {deofV¶m, ¶h ¶yamon ‘| A{YH h¡, ‘¢ XoIVr hÿ± Am¡a B§½b¢S Am¡a A‘o[aH m ‘|, {ó¶m§ ~hþV à^wËd‘¶r hmo J¶r h¢& CÝh| nVm h¡, {H nwéfm| H mo H hm{Z¶m§ gwZm H a {H n[adma H mo H¡ go XoIm Om¶|, ~ƒm| H mo H¡ go XoIm Om¶o, dh H¡ go H a|& H ^r-H ^r h¡amZJr hmoVr h¡ Am¡a Amn Cg‘| Imo OmVo h¢& ‘¢Zo AZoH Bg àH ma Ho XoIo h¢& Bggo {H VZr g‘ñ¶m¶| Am J¶r h¢& A~ ‘¢ g~ {ó¶m| go {dZVr H aVr hÿ± {H RrH go ì¶dhma H a| Am¡a g‘P| {H do npËZ¶m§ h¢& Omo ^r ghO¶moJ go CÝh| Amerdm©X {‘bo h¢, do dm{ng Mbo Om¶|Jo, ¶{X Amn Xþì¶©dhma H aZm ewê H a|Jr& Am¡a g~ àH ma H s VH brμ’| CZ na Am¶|Jr, ‘oao H maU Zht, naÝVw EH mXe ê Ð Ho H maU& O¡go, Amn g~ Hw N yVm| na Smb XoVr h¢, ‘wPo ¶h g~ XodVmAm| na SmbZo Xmo& ‘¢ H moB© {Oå‘oXmar Zht boVr hÿ±& ¶{X Amn J¡a-{Oå‘oXma h¢, Vmo do AmnH mo μOmoa go AmKmV H a|Jo Am¡a Amn H mo H¡ Ýga ¶m Hw N Am¡a Jå^ra hmo Om¶oJm Am¡a V~ ‘wPo Xmof Zht XoZm&

¶h AmO pñW{V h¡& ‘wPo Hw N ghO¶mo{J{Z¶m| H m nVm h¡, {OÝhm|Zo ‘oao gm‘Zo ñdrH ma {H ¶m h¡, {H do ¶h g~ H aVr ahr h¢& do n[admam| Ho ~mao ‘| ~mV| H aVr ahr h¢, BgHo , CgHo Am¡a CÝh| VH brμ’ hþB©& Bg ~mV H mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H npíM‘ ‘| {ó¶m| Ho nmg ~w{Õ‘Îmm

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Zht h¡& do ~w{Õ‘mZ Zht h¢, ‘¢ Bg ZVrOo na nhþ±Mr hÿ±& Hw N ‘| ~w{Õ‘Îmm h¡ Am¡a Mmho do nH ‹S ‘| h¢ V~ r do {ddoH erb h¢& naÝVw {ó¶m§ ¶hm± AmH« ‘H h¢ na ~w{Õ‘mZ Zht h¢...''

(1988, ‘{hbmAm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

do g‘PVr Zht h¢ {H ‘¢ H m¡Z hÿ± :

""... ¶hm± {ó¶m| ‘| {ddoH Zht h¡ ³¶m|{H do BVZr AmH« ‘H h¢& do Ho ÝÐ{~ÝXþ H mo Zht XoIVr h¡& do g‘PVr Zht h¢ {H ‘¢ H m¡Z hÿ±? CÝh| AnZr ¶mo½¶Vm Zht g‘P AmVr h¡& CZHo {b¶o g~ {ZaW©H , ‘yI©Vm âr ~mVo ‘hÎdnyU© h¢& Amn g^r Zht, na Amn ‘| go Hw N Am¡a ³¶m|{H {ddoH H ‘ h¡ Bg{b¶o Amn ‘yI© {ó¶m| H s Amoa PwH OmVr h¢& do AmnH mo ha àH ma H s ~mV| ~VmVr h¢& do AÀNr Vah ~mV H a|Jr& ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, ¶hm± Ho db {ó¶m§ hr ~mobVr h¢, nwéf Zht ~mobVo...''

(1988, ‘{hbmAm| H s ^y{‘H m, ¶y.Ho .)

Bg nmJbnZ H s hmo‹S ‘| ~ƒm| H s AdhobZm hmo OmVr h¡, Ka H s AdhobZm hmoVr h¡ Am¡a XmoZm| Ho ~rM ha g‘¶ PJ‹Sm hmoVm ahVm h¡ :

""... CXmhaU Ho {b¶o ha ór ‘m§ ~ZZm MmhVr h¢, naÝVw nmíMmË¶ Xoem| ‘| AZoH {ó¶m§ Zht MmhVr h¢& {deofH a A‘o[aH m ‘| do gmoMVr h¢, {H Bggo CZH m eara {~J‹S Om¶oJm ¶m Hw N Am¡a hmoJm Am¡a CZHo n{V CZH s Amoa AmH {f©V Zht hm|Jo, gmo, ha g‘¶ n{V Am¡a nËZr Ho ~rM nmJbnZ H s hmo‹S MbVr ahVr h¡& n{V AZoH {ó¶m| Ho nrN o mJ ahm h¡ Am¡a {ó¶m§ r AZoH nwéfm| Ho nrN o mJ ahr h¢, ¶m do AnZo n{V¶m| na à^wËd O‘mVr h¢& Bg nmJbnZ H s hmo‹S ‘| ~ƒm| H s AdhobZm hmo OmVr h¡, Ka H s AdhobZm hmoVr h¡ Am¡a XmZm| Ho ~rM ha g‘¶ PJ‹Sm hmoVm ahVm h¡&

gmo, {ó¶m| H mo Bg nmJbnZ H s "aog' H s AZwgodr ~ZZo H m à¶ËZ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o& CÝh|, AnZr à{Vðm aIZr Mm{h¶o& CÝh| AnZm M[aÌ aIZm Mm{h¶o& CÝh| n{V H s haH Vm| H s nadmh {H ¶o {~Zm ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o& g~go Iam~ MrμO Omo EH X‘ ñdrH m¶© h¡, dh h¡

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VbmH , CÝh| ¶ h¡ {H nwéf CÝh| VbmH Xo X|Jo Am¡a do EH H {RZ pñW{V ‘| Nmo‹S Xr Om¶|Jr& naÝVw npíM‘ ‘| ha ~mV H m à~ÝY h¡& ¶{X nwéf {H gr Am¡a ór go emXr H a boVm h¡ Vmo ~ƒm| Ed§ ‘m§ H mo, XoI^mb Ho {b¶o H mμ’ s n¡gm {‘bVm h¡& Eogo hmbmV ‘| {ó¶m| H mo AnZo n{V H mo gwYmaZo H m à¶ËZ H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Cg Ho {b¶o b‹SZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a ¶{X do ghr amñVo na Zhr AmVo h¢, CÝh| nyU©V¶m AbJmd H aZm Mm{h¶o...''


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lr‘mVmOr Zo n{V Ho JwUm| H s VwbZm lram‘ Ho gmW H s h¡& do ~‹S o VoOñdr Ed§ gƒ[aÌdmZ Wo& n{V H s {deofVm¶| Xm¶t Amoa H s A{YH h¢& dh AnZr nËZr Am¡a n[adma Ho à{V AnZr {Oå‘oXm[a¶m| Ho {b¶o gOJ h¡& CZgo Ano{jV h¡ {H do AmXe©dmXr Am¡a Ñ‹T {dídmgr hm|&

{ddmh ‘| BZ JwUm| H s A{^ì¶{º n{V AnZr nËZr H s Amdí¶H Vm¶| Am¡a g§doXZmAm| H mo Ü¶mZ ‘| aI H a H aVm h¡& dh OmZVm h¡, {H AnZr {Oå‘oXm[a¶m| H mo H¡ go {Z^mZm h¡ Am¡a gmW hr nËZr H m gå‘mZ H¡ go H aZm h¡ Cgo g‘PZm h¡ Am¡a CgHo à{V AnZr {MÝVm Am¡a àe§gm Xem©Zm h¡

n{V H s ^y{‘H m

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I. nËZr Am¡a CgHo JwUm| H m gå‘mZ H aZm

{OVZm A{YH Amn Ka H s nËZr H m gå‘mZ H a|Jo, gmam g‘mO ~Xb Om¶oJm :

""... nwéfm| H mo ¶h g‘PZm Mm{h¶o& {OVZm A{YH Amn Ka H s nËZr H m gå‘mZ H aZm ewê H a|Jo-n[adma H s J¥hbú‘r H m-{OVZm A{YH CZH m gå‘mZ hmoJm, CVZm hr A{YH BZ {ó¶m| H mo CZHo ghr ñWmZ na pñWaVm {‘boJr& AnZo Ka Am¡a n[adma na J{d©V hm|Jr Am¡a CZH m ñd¶§ H m VarH m Omo CÝh| àmá H aZm h¡& do AZw^d H a|Jr {H CZH m H moB© AW© h¡ Am¡a nyam g‘mO ~XboJm& naÝVw ¶{X nwéf JÝXr gñVr {ó¶m| Ho nrN o mJ|Jo Vmo Ka H s {ó¶m§ r dhr H a|Jr& gmo, ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H CZH m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H do J¥hbú‘r h¢& ¶h EH ~mV h¡...''


""...gmo, öX¶ H m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& öX¶ H m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, öX¶ H m Amkm nmbZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, ¶hr ‘w»¶ ~mV h¡, öX¶ H m Amkm nmbZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, naÝVw BgH m ¶h AW© Zht h¡ {H {ó¶m| H mo nwéfm| na à^wËd {XImZm Mm{h¶o& BgH m ¶h AW© Zht h¡& Amkm nmbZ H m AW© h¡, {H AmnH mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn H m ào‘ ³¶m H hVm h¡& ào‘ ‘| H a|& ¶{X Amn ào‘ ‘| H a|Jo, Vmo ~‹Sm AÀNm h¡...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

""...‘m± H s à{Vðm H m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ‘wPo {dídmg h¡, {H Amn bmoJm| Zo AnZr ‘mVmAm| H m nyam gå‘mZ {H ¶m hmoJm, naÝVw A~ do ‘m§ Ho ê n ‘| gå‘m{ZV hm|Jr ¶m Zht, ‘wPo nVm Zht h¡& EH ~ma ¶h ñWm{nV hmo Om¶o {H ‘m± H m nX EH CƒV‘ nX h¡, Ohm± ór nhþ±M gH Vr h¡ Am¡a CgH m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& {ó¶m| ‘| r g~ àmW{‘H Vm¶| ~Xb Om¶|Jr, ³¶m|{H

gå‘mZ

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do ³¶m H a gH Vr h¢? CZHo nmg ‘m± Ho ê n ‘| H moB© ñWmZ Zht h¡ Bg{b¶o do ~ƒm| go V§J Am OmVr h¢& do gmoMVr h¢, "Bg ‘mV¥Ëd H m ³¶m bm^ h¡? ¶h Am^maa{hV H m¶© h¡&' ¶h g~ V^r ~Xb gH Vm h¡, O~ nwéf AnZo AÝXa go ~XbVm h¡, O~ n[adV©Z hmoVm h¡...''

(1982, {~H q‘J X Zm°boO, S~u, ¶y.Ho .)

{ddmh {deof àH ma H m n{dÌ ‘ob hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Xÿgar em{X¶m| Am¡a ghO¶moJ H s em{X¶m| ‘| AÝVa hmoVm h¡, {Og‘| h‘| g‘PZm h¡ {H emXr H mo EH {deof hmoZm h¡, {Ogo ¶k H hVo h¢, AWm©V² {H EH {deoof àH ma H m n{dÌ ‘ob, {Og‘| AmnH mo AË¶ÝV ghO OrdZ {~VmZm h¡, AnZr nËZr Ho gmW Am¡a Cgo g‘PZm h¡& dh ^r EH ghO¶mo{JZr h¡ Bg{b¶o AmnH mo CgH m gå‘mZ H aZm h¡, Cggo ào‘ H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a dh dmñVd ‘| g‘Po {H Amn CgH s {MÝVm H aZo dmbo ào‘ H aZo dmbo Am¡a H mo‘b n{V h¢& AmnH mo CgHo {b¶o nyam »¶mb {XImZm h¡ ³¶m|{H dh ghO¶mo{JZr h¡& dh gmYmaU ór Zht h¡ Am¡a Cg gå‘mZ Ho gmW, ‘wPo {dídmg h¡, {H Amn EH gwÝXa ghO OrdZ {~Vm gH Vo h¢...''

(2000, XþëhZm| Am¡a Xÿëhm| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

AmnH mo AnZr nËZr H m Ü¶mZ aIZm h¡, H ^r ^r Xÿgam| Ho gm‘Zo An‘m{ZV Z H a| :

""... ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘| g‘PZm Mm{h¶o, AmnH mo AnZr nËZr H m, CgH s Amdí¶H VmAm| H m ha MrμO H m Ü¶mZ aIZm hmoJm& AmnH mo Cgo gå‘mZ XoZm h¡, Cgo H ^r ^r Xÿgam| Ho g‘j An‘m{ZV Zht H a|, ¶h nyU©V¶m {Z{fÕ h¡...''

(1981, {Xdmbr nyOm, bÝXZ)

EH nwéf H mo AnZr nËZr H m gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a nËZr H mo r gå‘mZZr¶ hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Am¡a AÝV ‘| CZH m ¶h àVrH hmW (bú‘r Or H m) dh H hVr

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h¢ {H , "Omo AmnH s gwajm ‘| h¢, AmnH mo CZH s XoI^mb H aZr Mm{h¶o&' BgH m AW© h¡, {H Omo AmnHo gånH© ‘| AmVo h¢, CÝh| AmnH mo Amerdm©{XV H aZm h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo CZ g^r bmoJm| H s {MÝVm H aZr h¡, Omo AmnHo {Z¶§ÌU ‘| h¢&

gmo, bú‘r H m àVrH Z Ho db {ó¶m| Ho {b¶o h¡, naÝVw A{YH nwéfm| Ho {b¶o h¡& nwéf H mo AnZr nËZr H m gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a nËZr H mo gå‘mZZr¶ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, ¶{X dh Zht h¡, Vmo n[adma ‘| ‘§JbVm Zht Am¶oJr& gmo, AmnH mo bú‘r Or Ho g~ Amerdm©X {‘bVo h¢ ¶{X Amn H s nËZr EH AÀNr ì¶{º h¡& bú‘r Or H m ¶h àVrH Bg ~mV H mo A{^ì¶º H aVm h¡, {H EH ór ¶m EH nwéf go {H g àH ma Ho ì¶{º Ëd H s Anojm H s OmVr h¡, {OZHo nmg n¡go H m Amerdm©X h¡& gmo, dh ‘¢ AmnH mo ~Vm ahr Wr, nhbo {XZ Ho {df¶ ‘|, ³¶m hmoVm h¡& Xÿgao {XZ ³¶m h¡, ‘w»¶ ~mV h¡ {H {Xdmbr Ho {XZ h‘| bú‘r H s nyOm H aZr h¡&

gmo, AmO O~ h‘ bú‘r H s nyOm H a aho h¢, nwéfm| H mo r ¶h OmZZm h¡, {H CÝh| OrdZ ‘| nyU© gÝVwbZ aIZm h¡, CÝh| CXma hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a bmoJm| H m Ü¶mZ aIZm Mm{h¶o, Omo CZHo {Z¶§ÌU ‘| h¢...''


Cgo {H gr ^r àH ma go nËZr H mo An‘m{ZV Zht H aZm h¡, naÝVw ¶{X dh g‘ñ¶m I‹Sr H aVr h¡ :

""... naÝVw n{V H mo ¶h g‘P boZm h¡, {H Cgo nËZr H m gå‘mZ H aZm h¡, AÝ¶Wm dh Agμ’ b h¡, g‘má h¡, dh {H gr r ~mV Ho {b¶o AÀNm Zht h¡& nhbr ~mV h¡, {H Cgo XoIZm h¡ {H n[adma ‘| nËZr H m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, J¥hbú‘r Ho ê n ‘|, V~ Amerdm©X {‘bVo h¢ na {H gr r VarHo go Cgo nËZr H mo An‘m{ZV Zht H aZm h¡, ¶m {ZX©¶r hmo Am¡a D± Mr AmdmμO ‘| Hw N H hVm hmo, Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o&

naÝVw nËZr ^r gå‘mZ Ho ¶mo½¶ hmoZr Mm{h¶o, {Z:g§Xoh& Cgo à^wËd Zht {XImZm h¡, Cgo Xÿgam| Ho AÝXa go à^wËdVm H mo {ZH mbZm h¡& dh empÝV

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H m òmVo h,¡ dh AmZÝX H m òmVo h ¡ Ama¡ dh empÝV ~ZmZ o dmbr h.¡ ..''


Cgo ¶h à‘m{UV H [a¶o {H Amn Cggo AË¶ÝV ào‘ H aVo h¢ Am¡a Omo r AmnH m h¡, dh CgHo {b¶o h¡ :

""... gmo, ¶hm± h‘ Z¶o OrdZ H s Mm¡IQ na àdoe H aZo Ho {b¶o I‹S o h¢, Ohm± AmnH m AnZm gmWr h¡& dh AmnH s nËZr hmoJr Z Ho db Bg{b¶o {H dh ghO¶moJ ‘| h¡ Am¡a AmnZo Cggo emXr H s h¡, dh AmnH s AnZr h¡& Bg{b¶o Cgo ¶h à‘m{UV H aZo H m à¶ËZ H a| {H Amn Cggo ~hþV ào‘ H aVo h¢, dh AmnH s nËZr h¡ Am¡a Omo Hw N r AmnH m h¡, dh CgHo {b¶o h¡& ¶hm± àmaå^ ‘| hr ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡...''

(1993, Xÿëhm| H mo nam‘e©, JUn{Vnwbo)

""...Ka H s nËZr H m gå‘mZ H aZm ghO g§ñH¥ {V ‘| g~go ‘hËdnyU© h¡, naÝVw CgH m ¶h AW© Zht h¡ {H {ó¶m§ à^wËd {XImZo H m à¶ËZ H a| Am¡a VH brμ’ X| d n{V Ho gmW PJ‹Sm H a|& naÝVw BgH m AW© h¡ {H Ka H s nËZr H m g‘mO ‘| AË¶ÝV ‘hËdnyU© ñWmZ h¡& dh Xodr Ho g‘mZ ‘mZr OmVr h¡, na Cgo ^r Xodr hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶{X Amn Cgo Ûma na aIr QmQ Ho g‘mZ XoI|Jo, Vmo ~ƒo ^r H ^r CgH m gå‘mZ Zht H a|Jo& ¶{X Amn Cgo ghr gå‘mZ Zht X|Jo Vmo ~ƒo ‘m± H m gå‘mZ Zht H a|Jo Am¡a ~ƒm| Ho D na ‘m± H m H moB© Aga Zht hmoJm& CgH m n[aUm‘ ¶h hmoJm {H ~ƒo Amdmam ~Z Om¶|Jo Am¡a {Og g‘mO ‘| ¶m Xoe ‘|, Ohm± ‘m± H m gå‘mZ Zht hmoVm, dhm± ~ƒo AË¶ÝV X~mZo dmbo, Jwñg¡b Am¡a ¶§H a Agm‘y{hH hmo OmVo h¢&

gmo, AmO Ho {XZ ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡, {Ogo h‘ "YZVoag' H hVo h¢ (Voahdm§ {XZ) AmnH mo AnZr nËZr Ho {b¶o Hw N IarXZm hmoVm h¡, Cgo Hw N Cnhma XoZm hmoVm h¡& H ‘ go H ‘ EH NmoQ m gm ~V©Z ¶m Hw N Eogr dñVw Omo agmoB© Ka ‘| Cn¶moJr hmo, AnZm gå‘mZ Cgo {XImZo Ho {b¶o&

{OZ n[admam| ‘| ‘m§ H m gå‘mZ Zhr §hmoVm h¡, ~ƒo AË¶ÝV VH brμ’ Xm¶H hmoVo h¢ Am¡a nyam n[adma H ï nmVm h¡, Ohm± r CZH s emXr

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hmo ¶m CÝh| Hw N r hmo&

nwéfm| H mo ¶h g‘P boZm h¡ {H ¶h CZH s JbVr h¡ {H CÝhm|Zo H ^r AnZr nËZr H m gå‘mZ Zht {H ¶m, O¡gm {H CÝh| H aZm Mm{h¶o Wm& ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| ¶{X do {MëbmVo h¢, ¶m ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| gå‘mZ Zht XoVo h¢, Vmo ~ƒo H ^r ‘m§ H mo gå‘mZ Zht Xo gH Vo h¢& ¶h {ó¶m| Ho à{V AnamY h¡, Omo Ka ‘| h¡, AmnHo {b¶o H m¶© H a ahr h¡, AmnH s XoI^mb H a ahr h¡, n[adma H s XoI^mb Am¡a Hw N μ’ ‘m©B©e Zht H aVr&

¶{X Amn XoIZm Mmho {H do H¡ go VH brμ’ Xm¶H hmo gH Vr h¢, Vmo CÝh| amOZr{V ‘| XoI|& O~ do amOZr{V ‘| OmVr h¢, do g~ nwê fm| H mo CëQm H a XoVr h¡& EH ór CZ g~H mo ghr A³b ‘| bm gH Vr h¡& ³¶m|{H CZH m joÌ Ka h,¡ n[adma h&¡ ¶{X n[adma ‘ | d o gå‘m{ZV Zht hmVo r h,¢ Vm o d o n[adma g o ~mha {ZHbVr h ¢ Ama¡ Ego m ì¶dhma H aVr h ¢ {H Amn H ënZm Zht H a gH V.o ..''

(1988, {Xdmbr nyOm H m ‘hËd, BQbr)

n[adma ‘| CgH m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Cgo ~hþV ghZm hmoVm h¡, H ï CRmZm n‹SVm h¡, naÝVw n[adma ‘| CgH m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, dh J¥hbú‘r H m AË¶{YH ‘hËdnyU© g§Xoe h¡...''

(1988, {Xdmbr nyOm H m ‘hËd, BQbr)

II. nËZr H mo g‘PZm Am¡a àmoËgm{hV H aZm

CgH s ~mOy g‘PZo H m r à¶ËZ H a| :

""... g‘PXmar gdm}Îm‘ ~mV h¡& Cgo g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& H ^r-H ^r do Xÿgao Xoem| go AmVr h¢ Am¡a {^Þ g§ñH¥ {V go h¢, Bg{b¶o g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& Bg àH ma Amn g‘P|Jo {H Cg Xoe H s g§ñH¥ {V ³¶m h¡, Ohm± go dh Am¶r h¡& Am¡a ¶h AmnHo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o r AÀNm h¡ {H Amn h‘oem AnZr nËZr H m gå‘mZ H a|& AmnH o {X‘mJ ‘| nËZr Ho ~mao ‘| Hw N AmXe©

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Zht hmoZo Mm{h¶o Am¡a Omo r ~ÝYZ Amn Ho Wo ¶m AmnZo g‘mO ‘| XoIo h¢, CÝh| yb OmAmo...''

(2000, Xÿëhm| Am¡a XþëhZm| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

AnZm öX¶ Imob|, nËZr ‘| Xmof XoIZo H m à¶ËZ Z H a| :

""... gmo, V¡¶ma hmo OmE§, ñd¶§ H mo ‘¡ÌrnyU© ~Zm¶|, öX¶ H mo Imob|& AnZr nËZr ‘| Xmof Z Ty ±T |& ‘oam AW© h¡ {H Hw N MrμO| Amn H mo Zht AmVr h¢, H moB© ~mV Zht& ha g‘¶ Xmof {ZH mbZo Ho à¶ËZ go Amn Xmof‘¶ hmo OmVo h¢& Xmof ‘V {ZH m{b¶o& ¶{X Amn {H gr H mo Hw N JbV H aVo hþ¶o XoIVo h¢, H ënZm H s{O¶o {H ¶{X Amn XoIVo h¢ {H dh ì¶{º Hw N JbV H aZo H s H mo{ee H a ahm h¡, RrH h¡, Amn IwX hr H a b| ¶m H ho Zht& Yrao-Yrao dh Amn go grI boJr {H H¡ go ghr àH ma go H aZm h¡& Eogo jUm| H mo h§g H a hëHo go boZm Mm{h¶o& CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, ‘wPo nVm Zht h¡ {H ~¢{H J {H g àH ma H aVo h¢, M¡H H¡ go {bIVo h¢& ‘¢ H B© MrμOm| ‘| ~hþV Iam~ hÿ±, Q ¡{b{dOZ r Zht Imob gH Vr, ¶hm± VH {H E¶a-H§ {SeZa r Zht, H B© MrμO| ‘¢ Zht H a gH Vr, H moB© ~mV Zht, ‘oao n{V r ‘oao g‘mZ hr h¡, gmo, h‘ EH Xÿgao H m AmZÝX boVo h¢...''

(1993, Xÿëhm| H mo nam‘e©, JUn{Vnwbo)

AmnH mo gånyU© g‘PXmar Mm{h¶o :

""... ¶h Amngr g‘PXmar Ho H maU h¡& Omo ào‘ Amn A{^ì¶º H a aho h¢, CgH s nyar g‘PXmar hmoZr Mm{h¶o, ¶{X Amn Cg na g§Xoh H a aho h¢, Vmo dh JbV h¡& ¶m ¶{X Amn gmoM| {H , "¶h g~ ‘oam h¡, dh H m¡Z h¡ nyNZo dmbr?' ‘wPo ngÝX Zht h¡ {H {ó¶m§ Zm¡H ar H a|, na ¶{X CÝh| H aZm h¡ Vmo do H a|Jr& ¶{X do H a ahr h¢, ‘¢Zo nhbo hr CÝh| ~Vm {X¶m h¡, {H CÝh| ~‹Sm gmdYZm ahZm hmoJm, CÝh| àW‘ Ka H s nËZr hmoZm h¡& h‘| Ho db em{X¶m§ Zht Mm{h¶o h¢, h‘| ghO¶moJr Mm{h¶o {OZH s emXr hmo J¶r h¡, {OZHo ~{‹T¶m ~ƒo hm|Jo, ~{‹T¶m n[adma& h‘| gwÝXa n[adma Mm{h¶o...''

(2000, Xÿëhm| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

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dh ~am~a H s ‘hËdnyU© h¡ :

""... gmYmaUV¶m, ¶h g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a|, ³¶m| dh Ka H m H m¶© H aVo hþ¶o ~am~a H s ‘hËdnyU© h¡, Amngo r A{YH ‘hËdnyU©& ¶{X Amn Bg Ñ{ïH moU go XoI| {H emXr Xmo AmË‘mAm| H s h¡, Omo ~m¶t Am¡a Xm¶t Amoa h¡, Vmo dhm± gånyU© g‘PXmar hmoJr& md{ZH mJ BgH m-‘¢ XoIVr hÿ± {H em{X¶m| ‘| bmoJm| ‘| md{ZH g‘PXmar Zht hmoVr h¡& ¶{X dh CXmg h¡, ¶{X dh amVo r h,¡ Vm o WmS‹o o g o à‘o a o eãX X | Ama¡ ì¶{º H m o ß¶ma XZo m g~g o D± Mr ~mV h&¡ Bgg o ~T‹ H a H mBo © ~mV hr Zht hm o gH Vr {H {H gr H m o ß¶ma H a.| ..''


gmo, Amn Cggo ~mV H a| Ed§ Cgo g‘Pm¶| :

""... My§{H nËZr EH Xÿgao n[adma go Am ahr h¡, em¶X Xÿgao Xoe go, Vmo g‘PZo ‘| Wmo‹S m AÝVa hmoJm& Amn Cgo g‘Pm¶|, Cggo ~mV H a|, Cggo H h|, RrH h¡, AmAmo, ~¡Rmo&' naÝVw Jwñgm H aZo go H moB© bm^ Zht& Amn Omo ^r ñnïrH aU X|, dh RrH Zht, Cggo AmnH mo H moB© ghm¶Vm Zht, Cggo AmnH mo H moB© ghm¶Vm Zht hmoJr& ‘¢ Amn g~ H mo XoIZm MmhVr hÿ± {H Amn H¡ go nyU© gμ’ bVm Ho gmW {XIm¶|Jo {H Amn H s emXr nËZr Ho gmW AÀNr Mb ahr h¡& naÝVw ‘¢ ¶h Zht H h ahr {H Amn CÝh| {~Jm‹S X|, {~ëHw b Zht& ‘¢Zo nhbo hr CZgo H h {X¶m h¡& CÝh| {~Jm‹S | Zht naÝVw CÝh| ^r ghO¶moJ Ho ghr amñVo na aI|& Am¡a ghO¶moJ Ho AÀN o ñd¶§godH ~Z|& do ~‹Sr AÀNr ‘mVm¶| ~Z|Jr Am¡a Eogo ~ƒo ~Zm¶|Jr, O¡go h‘| A~ Mm{h¶o, Omo {díd H mo nyar Vah go ~Xb X|Jo...''


CZHo JwUm| H mo, AÀNmB© H mo àmoËgm{hV H a| :

""... Am¡a n{V H mo CZ‘| Xmof Zht {ZH mbZo Mm{h¶o& àmaå^ ‘| hmo gH Vm h¡ do Jb{V¶m§ H a|, V~ àmoËgmhZ X|& CZHo JwUm| H mo, AÀNmB© H mo àmoËgm{hV H a|...''


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nËZr go ào‘, CgH s Am¡a ~ÀMm| H s XoI^mb ‘hËdnyU© h¡ :

""... gmo, A~ EH ~ma Amn μ’¡ gbm H a b| {H Amn emXr H a aho h¢-¶h ~hþV-~hþV ~‹Sr {Oå‘oXmar h¡& h‘ ghO¶moJ H s em{X¶m| H mo AË¶ÝV gμ’ b XoIZm MmhVo h¢ Am¡a Amn g~ EH AË¶ÝV àgÞVmâm d¡dm{hH OrdZ ì¶VrV H a|& à^wËd {XImZo, {Z¶§{ÌV H aZo H m H moB© bm^ Zht h¡, naÝVw Amng ‘| EH Xÿgao Ho gmW H m AmZÝX b| ³¶m|{H Amn H s nËZr r ghO¶mo{JZr h¡ Am¡a Amn r ghO¶moJr h¢ Am¡a h‘ AmnH s emXr Zht H aVo h¢, ¶{X Amn ghO¶moJr Zht h¡& BgH m H maU h¡ {H h‘ àH m{eV bmoJ h¢, h‘mar Cƒ MoVZm h¡& h‘mar AnZr AmÜ¶mpË‘H {OÝXJr h¡& h‘| AnZo OrdZ ‘| ¶h {XImZm h¡, {H Amn Xÿgao bmoJ Omo ‘yI© h¢, CZgo AbJ ì¶dhma Ho h§¡, do bomJ PJ‹Sm H aVo ahVo h¢, g~ Hw N {~Jm‹SVo ahVo h¢&

Vm{H AmnHo ~{‹T¶m ~ƒo hm|Jo, CZH s XoI^mb H a|, n[adma XoI^mb H a|, dh AmnH s àW‘ ~mV h¡& Amn ‘| go Hw N bmoJ H m‘ ‘| AË¶ÝV ì¶ñV hm|Jo, dh RrH h¡, naÝVw nËZr go ào‘ H aZm, CgH s d ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb ~‹Sr ‘hËdnyU© h¡& AÝ¶Wm Amn Hw± dmao ah|, emXr Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o& naÝVw ¶{X Amn emXr H a aho h¢, Vmo AmnH mo nËZr H s {Oå‘oXmar boZr h¡& dh {H gr H s ~oQr h¡ Am¡a EH {nVm AnZr ~oQr AmnH mo Xo aho h¢& A^r VH Vmo b‹SH m| H m ì¶dhma AÀNm ahm h¡, ghO¶moJ ‘|&

gmo, A~ AmnH mo r {ddoH hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a g‘PXmar hmoZr Mm{h¶o {H Amn ¶hm± ghO¶moJr ~ƒm| H mo OÝ‘ XoZo Ho {b¶o h¢, Omo ghO¶moJ ‘| ghm¶H hm| ³¶m|{H h‘| {díd H mo ~XbZm h¡, CgH m CÕma H aZm h¡& ¶{X AmnH s emXr Ho {df¶ ‘| ~‹Sr {ZåZ ñVa H s g‘PXmar h¡ Vmo ¶h H m¶m©pÝdV Zht hmoJm ...''


nam‘e©

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AmnH mo AnZr {Oå‘oXmar g‘PZr h¡ :

""... ‘¢ ~‹S o gå‘mZ Ho gmW Amngo {dZ‘« {ZdoXZ H a ahr hÿ± {H H¥ n¶m, ¶{X Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddm{hV OrdZ ‘| àdoe H a aho h¢, Vmo AmnH mo AnZr {Oå‘oXmar H mo g‘PZm h¡, ¶h EH ~‹Sr D± Mr {Oå‘oXmar h¡& ¶h nyao {díd Ho {b¶o {Oå‘oXmar h¡, ³¶m|{H h‘| nyao {díd H mo ~XbZm h¡ Am¡a ¶{X Amn AnZo Xoe Ho Xÿgao n{V¶m| Ho g‘mZ ì¶dhma H a|Jo ¶m Xÿgao Xoem| Ho , Vmo {’ a ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H aZo H m ³¶m bm^ h¡? Amn ~mha OmH a EH AÀNr emXr H a gH Vo h¢& naÝVw ¶{X Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh H a aho h¢, Vmo AmnH mo ¶h OmZZm h¡ {H ¶h e¡VmZ Ho {damoY ‘| ~‹Sm ¶wÕ h¡, AÝ¶m¶ Ho {damoY ‘| Am¡a ha àH ma H s Aì¶dñWm Ho {damoY ‘|& h‘| EH gwÝXa {díd ~ZmZm MmhV o h ¢ Ama¡ gÝw Xa {díd ~ZmZ o Ho {b¶ o h‘ | Ego o ì¶{º ¶m |H s Amdí¶H Vm h,¡ Om o gÝw Xa hm | Om o ñd¶ § g~H m gå‘mZ H aV o hm&|

gmo, ‘wPo ~ma-~ma dhr {ZdoXZ Amn go H aZm h¡ {H Amn ~‹S o AÀN o, {dZ‘« Am¡a gå‘mZ H aZo dmbo n{V hmo& Xÿgam| H m AZwgaU Zht H a| ³¶m|{H ‘¢Zo AOr~ ~mV| gwZr h¢ Am¡a ‘¢ h¡amZ Wr {H ¶o bmoJ ghO¶moJ Ho {ddmhm| ‘| Eogo H¡ go ~Z J¶o& na h‘| nVm Mbm {H do g~ nmJb Wo Am¡a CÝhm|Zo nmJbm| Ho O¡gm ì¶dhma {H ¶m...''


I. nËZr Ho gmW ~m±QZm

Amn AnZr nËZr Ho gmW AnZr g~ mdZmAm| H mo ~m±Q gH Vo h¢ :

""... gmo, Amn AnZo AÝXa H s emXr H aZo H s BÀNm H mo g‘P|& emXr H m AW© h¡-nËZr Omo AmnH m A§J-àË¶§J h¡& EH nËZr {Og na Amn {Z^©a H a gH Vo h¢& dh AmnH s ‘m± h¡, ~hZ h¡, AmnH m ~ƒm h¡, dh g~ Hw N h¡& Amn AnZr g~ mdZmAm| H mo AnZr nËZr Ho gmW ~m±Q gH Vo h¢& gmo ¶h ‘hËdnyU© h¡, {H nËZr H mo Eogm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H dh g‘Po {H ¶h emXr H s μOê aV h¡...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hÎd, ¶y.Ho .)

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EH ~ma ~m±QZm ewê H a|Jo Vmo Amn CgH s ghm¶Vm H aZo H m Ed§ g‘PZo H m AmZÝX bo gH| Jo :

""... Amn bmoJ ~‹S o {d{^Þ bmoJ h¢& Amn nyar Vah go ghO¶moJ Ho {deof H m¶© Ho {b¶o MwZo J¶o bmoJ h¢& EH ~ma O~ Amn Bg ~mV H mo g‘P OmVo h¢ {H Amn ¶hm± CZ b‹S{H ¶m| go emXr H a aho h¢, Omo ghO¶mo{JZr h¢ Am¡a do AmnH m Ü¶mZ aI|Jr& ‘¢ CÝh| r ~VmD§ Jr {H CÝh| ³¶m H aZm h¡& naÝVw ‘¢ Amn go {ZdoXZ H ê§ Jr {H nwéf H m à^wËd Z aI| ¶m gmoM| {H Amn n[adma H m ‘w{I¶m h¢, nËZr H mo H ï XoZo Ho {b¶o& CgHo gmW ~m±Q o& H¥ n¶m, g‘{P¶o Bg ~mV H mo Am¡a EH ~ma Amn g‘P J¶o Vmo Amn CgH s ghm¶Vm H aZo ‘| Am¡a Cgo g‘PZo ‘| AmZÝX b|Jo...''

(2000, XþëhZm| Am¡a Xÿëhm| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

EH ~mV ~‹Sr ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H Amn H mo ~m±QZm Mm{h¶o :

""... A~ ghO¶moJ ‘| O¡gm {H , AmnZo XoIm h¡, Amn g~ H mo g‘ñ¶m¶| ~m¶t Amoa H s ¶m Xm¶t Amoa H s& A~ O~ ¶o em{X¶m§ hm|Jr, A{YH Va ghO hr ¶h àH¥ {V Ho AZwgma hr hmoJm {H Amn Cg ì¶{º go emXr H a|Jo Omo Amn Ho ì¶{º Ëd Ho {b¶o ghr h¡& ¶{X Amn ~m¶t Amoa Ho ì¶{º h¢ Am¡a Amn H s emXr Eogo ì¶{º Ho gmW hmoVr h¡, {OgH s ~m¶t Amoa ~‹Sr ‘μO~yV hmoVr h¡ Vmo dh ~am~a hmo Om¶oJm Am¡a Bg àH ma Amn EH AÀNr emXr Ho {b¶o EH ~mV ~‹Sr ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H Amn H mo ~m±QZm Oê ar h¡& AmnH mo AnZo OrdZ H m ha jU ~m±QZm Mm{h¶o& ¶{X AmnH mo OrdZ H mo ~m±QZm Zht AmVm h¡, Vmo ¶h AË¶ÝV H {RZ hmoZo dmbm h¡...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hÎd, ¶y.Ho .)

II. nËZr H s AdhobZm Zht H a|

nwéf H mo AnZr nËZr H s AdhobZm Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o :

""... nwéfm| Ho Xþì¶©dhma Ho n[aUm‘ ñdê n, {ó¶m§ AË¶ÝV Agwa{jV hmo OmVr h¢ Am¡a CgHo n[aUm‘ go nwéf r VH brμ’ nmVo h¢ Am¡a {ó¶m§ r

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H ï nmVr h¢.... ³¶m|{H ~m¶t Zm{^ ~‹Sr ‘hËdnyU© h¡& ¶{X ~m¶t Zm{^ H mo ~‹Sm CÎmo{OV H a {X¶m Om¶,o mJ XmS‹¡ Am{X CNbZ o Ho H maU Vm o ~m¶t Zm{^ VrdV« m Ho H maU CÎm{o OV hm o OmVr h ¡ Ama¡ AmnH m o ãbSH¡ Ýga hm o OmVm h.¡ ..''


¶h ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H nwéfm| H mo Hw N g‘¶ Am¡a {MÎm XoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... A~ nwéfm| Ho {b¶o ¶h ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H CÝh| Hw N g‘¶ {ZH mb H a XoZm Mm{h¶o& Wmo‹S m Ü¶mZ XoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Hw N MrμO| bm¶| Omo do ngÝX H aVr h¢& ‘¢ AnZm ñd¶§ H m CXmhaU Amn H mo XoVr hÿ±& ‘oao n{V Zo H ^r ‘oao {b¶o ’y b Zht IarXo, Amn g~ ‘oao {b¶o ’y b bmVo h¢, na CÝhm|Zo H ^r ‘oao {b¶o ’y b Zht {b¶o, Mmho ‘oam OÝ‘ {Xdg hmo ¶m Hw N Am¡a& V~ ‘¢Zo ¶h OmZm {H Bg ì¶{º H mo ’y bm| H m ~moY hr Zht h¡& do OmZVo hr Zht h¢ {H Jwbm~ H m¡Zgm h¡ Am¡a AÝ¶ H moB© Am¡a ’y b& do hmo gH Vm h¡ {H Hw N ¶§H a b| Am¶|, em¶X "H¡ ³Qg' bo Am¶|& ~ohVa h¡, {H do Hw N Zht bm¶| ³¶m|{H dh An‘mZOZH hmo gH Vm h¡, {’ a EH {XZ CÝhm|Zo ñdrH mam, "‘wPo ’y bm| Ho ~mao ‘| nVm Zht h¡, ³¶m Amn ‘wPo ~VmAmoJr, {gdm¶ Jwbm~ Ho , ‘wPo Hw N Zht nVm&'

gmo, Bg àH ma H s AZ{^½¶Vm go ¶{X Amn Ho n{V Hw N Zht bmVo, Vmo AmnHo {b¶o g‘PXmar hr h¡& naÝVw nwéfm| H mo ¶h OmZZo H m à¶ËZ H aZm Mm{h¶o {H ór H mo ³¶m ngÝX h¡, ³¶m Mm{h¶o& nwéfm| H m gmoMZo H m AnZm hr T §J hmoVm h¡...''


AmnH s {Oå‘oXmar h¡ {H nËZr H mo Ü¶mZ X| :

""... AmnH s ¶h r {Oå‘oXmar h¡, {H CgH mo Ü¶mZ X|, AdhobZm Z H a|, naÝVw Amn ì¶ñV h¢ Am¡a Amn Bgo Ý¶m{¶H H aVo h¢& naÝVw Amn H mo Hw N g‘¶ nËZr H mo XoZm h¡& Amn H s Cnojm Zht H aZr h¡, dh nhbr ~mV h¡& CXmhaU Ho {b¶o, O~ Amn H m‘ go dm{ng AmVo h¢, ‘wPo nVm h¡, {H

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Amn WHo hþ¶o h¢, na Ho db Xo{I¶o {H dh ³¶m H a ahr h¡, ny{N¶o, ¶{X dh ì¶ñV h¡ Vmo CgH s ghm¶Vm H aZo H m à¶ËZ H a|, Amn AnZo ào‘ ‘| ³¶m {XImVo h¢, ¶h AË¶{YH ‘hËdnyU© h¡ nwéfm| Ho {b¶o& AÝ¶Wm Amn Bgo Amam‘ go bo b|Jo {H Amn {ddm{hV h¢& Eogm Zht h¡& gmo, nhbo Ka AmH a Cgg o AÀNr Vah ~mV H a&| nNy m,o dh ³¶m H a ahr Wr, Hw N Mm{h¶ o ³¶m...''


III. à^wËd

{Og àH ma ‘¢ AmnH mo ào‘ go {Z¶§{ÌV H aVr hÿ±, d¡go hr Amn n{V H mo ào‘ go {Z¶§{ÌV H a| :

""... à^wËd O¡gm Hw N Zht h¡, H m¡Z AmnH s AmË‘m H mo à^wËd {XIm gH Vm h¡? H moB© r Amn H s AmË‘m na à^wËd Zht O‘m gH Vm h¡, naÝVw ¶h EH g‘m¶moOZ h¡ ³¶m|{H g‘mO ‘| nwéf H mo g~ ~mø H m¶© H aZo hmoVo h¢& dh J{V gå~ÝYr ì¶{º h¡ Am¡a Amn e{º embr D Om© h¢&

gmo, ór H mo nwéf H m H hm ‘mZZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H dh AnZr D Om© H mo BgHo H maU ~Mm H a aIVr h¡ Am¡a à^wËd O¡gm Hw N Zht h¡& H moB© AmnH mo X~m Zht gH Vm, BgHo {dnarV nwéf na Eogm à^wËd hmoVm h¡, {H dh AnZo H m‘ Ho ~mX grYo Ka AmVm h¡, Bg àH ma AmnH mo n{V H mo {Z¶§{ÌV H aZm Mm{h¶o& ào‘ H m {Z¶§ÌU, O¡go ‘¢ AmnH mo ào‘ go {Z¶§{ÌV H aVr hÿ±, AmnH mo ^r ào‘ go {Z¶§{ÌV H aZm Mm{h¶o& àíZ ¶h h¡ {H Amn {H VZm ào‘ H aVr h¢, Amn {H VZr Jm¡ad‘¶r h¢, {H VZr gwÝXa h¢...''


AmnH m o CgH s ghm¶Vm H aZ o H s Oμ ê aV H m o XIo Zm h,¡ Cg o g‘PZm h ¡ :

""... d¡go r, O¡gm {H Amn OmZVo h¢ {H ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘ Amng ‘| EH -Xÿgao Ho Xmof Zht {ZH mbVo ahVo h¢& h‘ Xÿgao ì¶{º Ho AÀN o JwU XoIVo h¢ Am¡a h‘mao AÝXa j‘m H aZo H m ‘hmZ gm‘Ï¶© h¡, gmo, j‘m H aZm, ghZ H aZm ¶m H ï nmZm Zht h¡, naÝVw Amn j‘m H aVo h¢ ³¶m|{H Amn

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VoOñdr h¢, Amn ghO¶moJr h¢& gmo, gmao g‘¶ AnZr nËZr Ho Xmof Zht {ZH mbVo a{h¶o& Am¡a gmao g‘¶ Amn Cgo AmXoe Zht XoVo ah|, ¶h H amo, dh H amo, naÝVw CgH m hmW ~±Qm¶|& ³¶m|{H ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘ ì¶{º JV A{YH mamo ‘| {dídmg Zht aIVo {H Xÿgao na à^wËd O‘m¶|& gmo, AmnH mo XoIZm Mm{h¶o {H Cgo {H g ghm¶Vm H s Amdí¶H Vm h¡, Cgo g‘P| Am¡a g~ g‘ñ¶m¶| ~m±Q b|& Cg na g‘ñ¶m¶| Zht Smb|, naÝVw ghm¶Vm am hmW ~‹Tm¶|, {Og H s Amdí¶H Vm h¡& dh AmnH s gmWr h¡& dh AmnH s Xmgr Zht h,¡ dh AmnH s ZmH¡ amZr Zht h ¡ Ama¡ Z hr Amn CgHo ~mg° h.¢ ..''

(2000, Xÿëhm| Ed§ XþëhZm| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

AnZr nËZr H s {μOÝXJr H mo CXmgrZ Z ~Zm¶|-AmZÝX nmZo Ho {H VZo VarHo h¢ :

""... gmo, Ý¶m{¶H Z ~Z| CZ na à^wËd Z O‘m¶|, ¶{X do Amngo nW-àXe©Z ‘m±JVr h¢, Vmo RrH h¡, naÝVw ¶{X n{V gmao g‘¶ H hVm h¡, "¶h H amo, dh H amo' Vmo dh CXmgrZVm XoVm h¡, Zht ³¶m? AmnH mo XoIZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn AnZr Ed§ nËZr H s {μOÝXJr H mo CXmgrZ Z ~Zm¶| ³¶m|{H {μOÝXJr ‘| AmZÝX CRmZo Ho AZoH VarHo h¢& ¶hm± VH {H EH gmW ~¡R H a Amng ‘| ~mV H a Ho & naÝVw ¶{X AmnH mo ¶h H bm g‘P Zht AmVr h¡, Vmo hmo gH Vm h¡, Amn H mo g‘ñ¶m¶| Am¶|, nËZr H mo g‘ñ¶m¶| Am gH Vr h¢...''


AmnH mo nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H nËZr H mo H¡ go ß¶ma H aZm Mm{h¶o :

""... AmnH s nËZr hmoJr Omo AmnH s XoI^mb H aoJr, dh AmnHo à{V X¶mbw hmoJr, dh Amn go ào‘ H aoJr ³¶m|{H dh ghO¶mo{JZr h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo ^r CgHo à{V AË¶ÝV X¶mbw hmoZm Mm{h¶o, Cg na à^wËd Z O‘m¶|, AnZo {dMma Cg na Zht Wmon|& Xo{I¶o, {H Cgo ³¶m Mm{h¶o& AmnH mo nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H nËZr go H¡ go ào‘ H aZm h¡, AÝ¶Wm em{X¶m± gå^d Zht h¡...''


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Amn BZ bS‹ {H ¶m | Ho gmW, nay o {díd H s bmB © Ho {b¶ o emXr H a ah o h ¢ :

""... Bg{b¶o AmH« ‘H Vm B. H s AZw‘{V Zht h¡, Amn BZ b‹S{H ¶m| Ho gmW, {deofH a nyao {díd H s bmB© Ho {b¶o emXr H a aho h¢& Z Ho db AmnHo AnZo {b¶o, Z Ho db ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o, Z n[adma, naÝVw nyao {díd Ho {b¶o& nyao {díd Ho gå‘wI AmnH mo {XImZm h¡, {H Amn ~‹S o {ddoH erb, ~w{Õ‘mZ Am¡a AË¶ÝV {dH {gV ì¶{º h¢& ¶h {ZåZ ñVa Ho bmoJm| H s emXr Zht h¡, gmo ¶h AmnHo D na {Oå‘oXmar h¡ {H {XIm¶| {H Amn ~‹S o n[an³d h¢ Am¡a Amn ‘| àH m{eV hmoZo H s ^mdZm h¡& Amn h¢, àH m{eV bmoJ Am¡a Amn nyao {díd H mo àH m{eV H a gH Vo h¢...''


""...A~ ¶{X ‘pñVîH , öX¶ na AË¶{YH X~md SmbVm h¡, Vmo ³¶m hmoJm? V~ ewîH Vm Am OmEJr...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hÎd, ¶y.Ho .)

IV. gwa{jVVm XoZm

Cg b‹SH s Ho à{V X¶mbw hmoZm {OgH s emXr AmnHo n[adma ‘| hþB© h¡ :

""... O¡go EH ór gmo{M¶o {H CgH m n{V Omo g~ Ho gmW PyR o ào‘mbmn H aVm h¡, CgH s Am±I| ApñWa h¢, Vmo dh ór Agwa{jV hmo OmVr h¢& V~ CgHo ‘mV¥Ëd H mo bbH ma {‘bVr h¡, Am¡a O~ Eogm hmoVm h¡, Vmo Cgo NmVr ‘| ~r‘mar hmo OmVr h¡, "~«oñQ H¡ Ýga' Am{X Agwa{jVVm Ho H maU hmoVo h¢& ¶{X EH ór Agwa{jV h¡, dh {H gr r H maU go Agwa{jV h¡, Vmo Cgo ~«oñQ H¡ Ýga hmo OmVm h¡&

O~ h‘ Xÿgam| Ho à{V H«y a hmoVo h¢, Vmo h‘| nVm Zht {H h‘ CÝh| H¡ Ýga Xo aho h¢& {Og b‹SH s H s emXr h‘mao n[adma ‘| hþB© h¡ CgHo à{V X¶mbw hmoZo ‘ | ³¶m bJVm h?¡ dh h‘ma o Ka AmB © h&¢ Xgÿ am | H m o Mw Vr hBþ © ~mV | H hZ o ‘ | h‘ àdrU h&¢ h‘ ~MnZ g o hr grIV o h ¢ {H {H g àH ma bmJo m | g o ~mV H a | Vm{H d odmñVd ‘ | X:þ Ir hm&o CÝh | X:þ I nhM±þ m H a h‘ CÝh | H¡ Ýga X o ah o h,¢ naÝV w Bg ~mV

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H s g‘P V^r AmVr h,¡ O~ AmnH m o gmjmËH ma {‘b OmVm h.¡ ..''

(1982, {~H q‘J X Zm°boO, gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, ¶y.Ho .)

ha g‘¶ AnZr nËZr H s "gmB©S' (g‘W©Z) b|, ~mX ‘| Amn Cggo ~mV H a gH Vo h¢ :

""... EH ghO¶moJr Xÿgam| Ho {b¶o OrVm h¡, ñd¶§ Ho {b¶o Zht, ewê AmV AnZr nËZr go H a|& ¶{X g‘ñ¶m¶| h¢, Vmo {ZpíMV hr do gwbPmB© Om gH Vr h¢& Amn ‘wPo {bI gH Vo h¢, h‘ OmZH mar àmá H a gH Vo h¢& naÝVw àW‘ Amn H mo md{ZH gÝVwbZ aIZm h¡& Cgo g‘PZm Oéar h¡& ¶{X nËZr AàgÞ h¡, Vmo AmnH mo nyNZm Mm{h¶o, "³¶m|? ³¶m ~mV h¡?'

gX¡d CgHo gmW I‹S o hmoB©¶o, Mmho AmnHo ‘mVm, {nVm ¶m AÝ¶ H moB© ^r hmo, CgH m gmW X| Am¡a {μ’ a ~Vm¶| {H , "ghr ~mV ³¶m h¡& naÝVw ¶{X Amn {dn[aV {Xem H mo b|Jo Vmo Cgo g‘P Zht Am¶oJm, naÝVw ¶{X Amn CgH m g‘W©Z H a|..... CgH m AmË‘-gå‘mZ ñWm{nV H a|& Cgo ¶h AZw^d H aZo X| {H dh {H gr Ho Ûmam r An‘m{ZV Zht H s Om¶oJr& ¶{X H moB© AmnH s nËZr H m An‘mZ H aVm h¡, Vmo Cg g‘¶ Amn CgHo gmW I‹S o hmoB©¶o, ~mX ‘| Amn Om±M H a gH Vo h¢& {H gr H s {hå‘V Zht hmoZr Mm{h¶o {H AmnH s nËZr go Hw N H ho, Hw N CgHo gmW H ao, naÝVw AnZr nËZr H m g‘W©Z H a| h‘oem ³¶m|{H Am{Ia dh EH ghO¶mo{JZr ^r h¡ Am¡a Amn ~mX ‘| CgHo gmW ~mV H a gH Vo h¢ Am¡a nyN gH Vo h¢ {H ³¶m ~mV h¡? Cgo e¶ZH j ‘| bo OmH a nyN |, "³¶m hþAm?'


AnZr ‘m± H s ~mV Zht gwZo& nËZr H s ~mV nhbo gwZ| Am¡a Om{Z¶o H s g‘ñ¶m ³¶m h¡? :

""... Cggo Bg àH ma ~mV H a| {H Cgo bJo {H Amn CgHo n{V h¢ Am¡a dh AmnH s nËZr& ¶h EH àH ma H s H bm h¡ Am¡a My§{H Amn bmoJ ghO¶oJr h¢, AmnH mo {díd H mo {XImZm h¡ {H , "ghO¶moJ Ho H maU h‘mar

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emXr ~‹Sr gμ’ b h¡&' AnZr ‘m± H s ‘V gwZ|, {H gr Am¡a H s ‘V gwZ|, àW‘ nËZr H s ~mV gwZ| Am¡a OmZ| {H g‘ñ¶m ³¶m h¡& AÝ¶Wm Eogr em{X¶m± QyQ OmVr h¢& O~ AmnH s emXr hmo MwH s h¡, Vmo AmnH mo {H gr Am¡a ór ‘| H moB© ê {M Zht {XImZr Mm{h¶o& H moB© ^r ê {M Zht& nhbo AmnH s nËZr h¡ ³¶m|{H dh AZmdí¶H ê {M na {ó¶m| ‘|, BgH s H moB© Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& AmnH s AnZr ór h¡& AnZr nËZr h¡& AmnH mo Xÿgar {ó¶m| ‘| ³¶m| ê {M hmoZr Mm{h¶o?...''


EH nËZr :

""... g‘mO ‘|, h‘| OmZZm Mm{h¶o, {H h‘ dmñVd ‘| V^r AmZÝX bo gH Vo h¢, ¶{X EH nËZr hmo& Amn H m g‘mO r Bggo AmZÝX bo gH Vm h¡ Am¡a Amn ^r ~ohVa OrdZ H m AmZÝX nm gH Vo h¢, ¶{X AmnH s EH hr nËZr h¡, {Ogo Amn ào‘ H aVo h¢ Am¡a dh Amn go ào‘ H aVr h¡&

AmYw{ZH g‘mOm| ‘| h‘ ³¶m XoIVo h¢ {H Mmho emXr hmo MwH s h¡, Mmho Xg ~ƒo h¢, ~y‹T o nwéf XþëhZ| Ty ±TVo {μ’ aVo h¢& ¶h D Om© ì¶W© J±dmZr h¡, nyU©V¶m AmZÝXa{hV ‘yI©Vm...''

(1980, ajm ~ÝYZ, b§XZ)

V. nËZr na {dídmg H a|

nËZr na g§Xoh Z H a| :

""... H moB© ^r ghO¶moJr AmnHo Ka AmVm h¡, {deof H a ^maVr¶ {ó¶m±, ‘oh‘mZm| H s ~‹Sr AÀNr XoI^mb H a|Jr& {μ’ a EH àH ma H s ObZ (‘Ëga) ~mha AmVr h¡& ¶h {ZaW©H h¡& maVr¶ {ó¶m§ {H gr H mo r AnZm n{V Zht ~Zm¶|Jr, Ho db CZH m AnZm n{V& gmo, Eogo AOr~ {dMma Z aI|, {H dh ~‹Sr {‘ÌVm aIVr h¡, g~ bmoJm| H s XoIaoI H aVr h¡, ¶h Am¡a dh& Bg àH ma H s ‘yI©Vm Zht hmoZr Mm{h¶o& ghO¶moJ ‘| do g~ ~mV| Zht h¢, do AË¶ÝV n{dÌ hmo J¶r h¢, CZH s Am±I| BVZr n{dÌ h¢& gmo, AnZr npËZ¶m|

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Ho {df¶ ‘| H moB© gÝXoh Z aI|& Bgr go npËZ¶m| H mo A{YH àgÞVm Ed§ {dídmg {‘boJm...''

(1993, Xÿëhm| H mo nam‘e©, JUn{V nwbo)

VI. qMVm Am¡a JwU gamhZm

dh AmnH s gmWr h¡, dh AmnH s {‘Ì h¡, dh g~Hw N h¡ AmnHo {b¶o:

""... ‘¢Zo AmnH mo ¶h ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o ~wbm¶m h¡, {H AmnH mo AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H m AmZÝX boZm h¡ Am¡a EH ~mV AmnH mo ñ‘aU H aZr h¡-AHo bo, Amn Zht H a gH Vo& gmo, dh AmnH s gmWr h¡, dh AmnH s {‘Ì h¡, dh AmnHo {b¶o g~ Hw N h¡, Bg ~mao ‘| gwÝXa mdZm aI|& ‘oam AW© h¡, {H Hw N bmoJ AË¶{YH amo‘m§{QH hmoVo h¢ Am¡a Hw N {~ëHw b r Zht, gmo, {H gr MrμO H s A{Ve¶Vm H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡, naÝVw ghO¶moJr hmoZo Ho ZmVo, Amn H mo AnZr nËZr Ho JwUm| H s gamhZm H aZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a ghO¶moJ {ddmh H s...''


¶h g~ ‘rRr-‘rRr ~mV| ~‹Sr ghm¶H hmoVr h¢ :

""... ‘¢Zo Hw N ~‹S o hr AÀN o n{V XoIo h¢, do ~‹S o n[al‘r h¢, CZHo nmg npËZ¶m| Ho {b¶o H moB© g‘¶ Zht h¡, gmo, do ~ma-~ma ’ moZ H a|Jo Am¡a nyN |Jo {H Amn H¡ go hmo& ‘¢ AmnH mo lr.bmb~hmXþa emór Or H m CXmhaU Xÿ§Jr& do AnZr nËZr H mo ~hþV ngÝX H aVo Wo& CZH s nËZr EH gmYmaU ór Wr, μÁ¶mXm n‹Tr-{bIr Zht& gmYmaU n[adma go Wr& naÝVw EH ~ma ‘¢ CZHo Ka ‘| Wr, gw~h H ar~ Xg ~Oo ‘¢ dhm± Wr Am¡a CÝhm|Zo Cgo XμâVa go EH nÌ ôOm {H , "‘¢ OëXr CR J¶m Wm Am¡a amoμO H s m±{V ñZmZ BË¶m{X {H ¶m Am¡a Amn gmo ahr Wr Am¡a ‘¢ AmnHo ZtX ‘| {d¿Z Zht SmbZm MmhVm Wm& ³¶m|{H {nNbr amV Amn gmoB© Zht Wr, Bg{b¶o ‘¢ Amn Ho ZtX ‘| {d¿Z Zht SmbZm MmhVm Wm& ‘wPo j‘m H aZm, naÝVw ‘¢Zo A^r VH Mm¶ Zht nr h¡, gmo, ³¶m ‘¢ AmH a AmnHo gmW Mm¶ nr gH Vm hÿ±&'

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h‘ EH Xÿgao H o ~‹S o g‘rn Wo& Xo{I¶o, {H VZr Ny boZo dmbr ~mV h¡& do Am¶|, ‘¢Zo XoIm Am¡a ‘¢ M{H V Wr, maV H m àYmZ‘§Ìr& CÝh| Xo{I¶o, do nËZr Ho {b¶o {H VZo {MpÝVV Wo& do Am¶o Am¡a CZHo gmW Mm¶ nr& ‘¢Zo AnZo Amn H mo Nwnm {b¶m& ‘¢Zo H hm {H , "‘¢ hñVjon Zht H aZm MmhVr hÿ±&'

¶o g~ ‘rRr-‘rRr ~mV| AmnH mo ~hþV ghm¶Vm XoVr h¢ Am¡a hmbm§{H lr.emór Or BVZo ì¶ñV ì¶{º Wo, do gXm nËZr Am¡a n[adma Ho ~mao ‘| gmoMVo Wo& O~ ‘¢ dhm± na Wr, ‘¢ h¡amZ hmo J¶r, CÝhm|Zo AnZr ~o{Q¶m| go H hm, "Vw‘ bmoJ AnZo ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H amo, ‘oar nËZr Zm¡H amZr Ho g‘mZ Zht H m‘ H aoJr, ‘¢ Cgo Am¶m Zht ~ZZo Xÿ§Jm, Vw‘ Ü¶mZ XoZm&'

gmo, ~ƒm| H s VwbZm ‘| nËZr H mo {H VZm {dZrV AmMaU {X¶m J¶m Wm& Eogm hmoZm Mm{h¶o& Amn Xo{I¶o, Bg àH ma h‘ Xÿgao ì¶{º Ho gmW ahZm grIVo h¢& gX¡d ¶{X Amn AnZo ~mao ‘| gmoMVo ah|Jo, "‘wPo ³¶m Amam‘ {‘bm, ¶h ImZm AÀNm Zht Wm& ¶h ghO¶moJr Ho g‘mZ ahZm Zht h¡...''


n{V H mo XoIZm h¡, {H CgH s nËZr H¡ go ì¶dhma H aVr h¡ :

""... ¶h ~m¶t Zm{^, Xm¶t Zm{^ {deofH a ~m¶t Zm{^, EH ~‹Sr g‘ñ¶m h¡, Ohm± EH ór H mo J¥hbú‘r hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a n{V H mo "amo{‘¶mo' Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, naÝVw n{V hmoZm Mm{h¶o& Cgo XoIZm Mm{h¶o {H CgH s nËZr H¡ go ì¶dhma H aVr h¡, Cgo gwYma|-dh CgH m H m¶© h¡, CgH m H V©ì¶ h¡, Cgo Bggo ~MZm Zht Mm{h¶o...''

(1991, hågm nyOm, Ý¶y¶m¡H© )

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AmnHo nmg ào‘ Ed§ H ê Um H s BVZr ‘hmZ e{º h¡ :

""... AÝ¶ bmoJm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| AmnH mo Cg na {MëbmZm Zht Mm{h¶o Am¡a g~ Ho gm‘Zo gwYmaZm Zht Mm{h¶o& {H gr r n{V H mo nËZr na {MëbmZm Zht Mm{h¶o& ‘wPo ¶h ~mV g‘P Zht AmVr h¡ {H n{V H mo ³¶m| {MëbmZm h¡? ¶h Xem©Vm h¡, {H ~‹Sm Iam~ bmbZ-nmbZ hþAm h¡& h‘ g~ ghO¶moJr h¢& Amn ‘oao Ûmam ~‹S o hþ¶o h¢, ‘¢ Amn H s ‘m± hÿ±& H¥ nm H a Ho AnZr npËZ¶m| na H ^r Zht {Mëbm¶|, H ^r AnZm H« moY Z {XIm¶|& ‘oam VmËn¶© h¡, {H Hw N ~‹Sr gmYmaU ~mV| ào‘ Ûmam hb H s Om gH Vr h¢& O¡go ‘¢ Amn go ào‘ H aVr hÿ±, Amn ‘wP go ào‘ H aVo h¢ Am¡a ¶{X Amn ‘| Hw N Iam~r AmVr h¡, ‘¢ Amn na H ^r Zht {MëbmD§ Jr, H ^r Zht& ‘¢ ³¶m H ê± Jr? ‘¢ AmnH mo ~‹S o ào‘ go g‘PmD§ Jr&

AmnHo nmg BVZr ‘hmZ e{º h¡, ào‘ Ed§ H ê Um H s& ¶{X Amn AnZr nËZr go ào‘ Zht H a gH Vo, Vmo {H g go ào‘ H a|Jo? ~ƒm| go A{YH , {H gr go ^r A{YH & Amn AnZm Wmo‹S m gm ào‘ ~m±Q |, Am¡a Amn h¡amZ hmo Om¶|Jo...''


CZHo à{V X¶mbw ah|, g‚mZ ah| :

""... ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, NmoQ r-NmoQ r ~mVm| Ho {b¶o ^r ghO¶moJr AnZr npËZ¶m| Ho gmW H« mo{YV hmo OmVo h¢, CXmhaU Ho {b¶o& ‘¢ AmnH s ‘m± hÿ±, g~Hw N hÿ±& naÝVw H ^r ¶{X Amn H s nËZr nyOm ‘| H moB© JbVr H aVr h¡ ¶m {H gr Am¡a MrμO ‘|.....g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& ‘wPo μ’ H© Zht n‹SVm h¡& ~mX ‘| Amn Cggo H h|, "¶h JbVr Wr, AmnH mo Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o Wr, dh h‘mar ‘m± h¢&' Am¡a do BgH m ‘mZ H a|Jr& naÝVw ¶{X Amn {MëbmVo Om¶|Jo, Vmo CZHo ~rM AÝVa Am Om¶oJm& ¶{X Bg àH ma Amn CZgo ~mV H a|Jo, Vmo

g‚mZVm

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CZ H m nyam OrdZ ~Xb Om¶oJm& CZ Ho à{V X¶mbw ah|, g‚mZ ah|, AË¶{YH , ¶h Amdí¶H h¡&

{deofH a, ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, {H nmíMmË¶ OrdZ ‘|, bmoJm| H mo ¶h {gIm¶m hr Zht J¶m h¡, {H nËZr Ho gmW H¡ go ì¶dhma H a|& Eogr H moB© ì¶dñWm hr Zht h¡, maV ‘| ¶h h¡& O~ do nhbo {‘bVo h¢, n{V Am¡a nËZr, Vmo EH ~‹Sm CËgd hmoVm h¡ Am¡a g~ MrμOm| H mo H aZo H m H mo‘b VarH m hmoVm h¡...''


AmnH mo Yrao d H mo‘bVm go AmJo ~‹TZm Mm{h¶o :

""... Mmho gå~ÝY h¡, naÝVw AmnH mo Bgo ñWm{nV H aZm h¡& AmnH mo Yrao-Yrao d H mo‘bVm go grYr Vah go AmJo ~‹TZm h¡, ¶h Zht {H ór na CNb n‹S o, ¶h ghr Zht h¡& h‘mao nmg VrZ-Mma {H ñgo Bg àH ma Ho Wo, BVZo A{YH Zht, BVZo gmbm| VH , na {μ’ a r Cggo H mo‘bVm go ì¶dhma H a|, H mo‘bVm go ~mV H a|...''


CÝh| ¶h XoIZo X| {H Amn ~w{Õ‘Îmm ‘| D± Mo h¢ Am¡a {ddoH erb h¢ :

""... ‘¢ ¶h OmZ H a ~‹Sr àgÞ hÿ±& gmo, AmnH mo μÁ¶mXm {ddoH erb hmoZm h¡ Am¡a nËZr H mo g‘PmZm h¡, "A~ ¶h, ¶h h¡ Am¡a ¶h, ¶h h¡&' CÝh| ¶h XoIZo X| {H ~w{Õ‘Îmm ‘| Amn A{YH D± Mo h¢, Z Ho db dh, na Amn ~‹S o {ddoH erb h¢& AmÜ¶mpË‘H Vm ‘| Amn g‘PVo h¢& V~ do AmnH m H hm ‘mZ|Jr& X¶mbw ah|, AÀN o ah|, do AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo Nmo‹S ahr h¢, do AnZo n[admam| H mo Nmo‹S ahr h¢ Am¡a Hw N Vmo AnZo Xoem| H mo r Nmo‹S ahr h¢& Bg{b¶ oX¶mb w ah,| H m‘o b ah | Ama¡ {H gr r ~mV na H« m{o YV Z hm&| H« m{o YV hmZo o H s H mBo ©Amdí¶H Vm hr Zht h&¡ ‘ao o nay o OrdZ ‘ | ‘ ¢ H ^r H« m{o YV Zht hBþ © h&±ÿ

gmo, ¶h Xem©Vm h¡, {H {~Zm {H gr Amdí¶H Vm Ho bmoJ H« mo{YV hmo OmVo h¢, H moB© μOê aV hr Zht h¡& Ho db Mwn ah|& ¶{X Hw N AÀNm Zht bJVm

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h¡, Vmo Mwn ah|, na AnZm Jwñgm ‘V {XIm¶|& AmnH mo {XImZm h¡, {H Amn {ddoH erb, à{V{ðV bmoJ h¢& ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, Hw N n{V MrμO| ’| H Vo h¢, {MëbmVo h¢, ha àH ma H s MrμO| H aVo h¢& Vmo nËZr Amn Ho {b¶o gå‘mZ H¡ go aI gH Vr h¡, O~ VH {H Amn gå‘mZZr¶ Z hm|& Amn CZHo à{V X¶mbw hm|Jo, AÀN o hm|Jo& ‘¢ ¶h Zht H h ahr {H Amn CÝh| {~Jm‹S X|, {~ëHw b Zht& ¶{X AmnH m o bJVm h,¡ {H Hw N Iam~r h,¡ Vm o Cg o ~R¡ Z o X,| ñd¶ § ~R¡ | Ama¡ Cg o g‘Pm¶ | {H ghO¶mJo Ho Ñ{ïH mUo g o ¶h RrH Zht hmJo m, RrH h.¡ ..''


lram‘ nyU©V¶m emo^m¶wº nwéf Wo :

""... Am¡a ¶h Bg amjg H s ~hZ Ho gmW Wm, eyn©ZIm& gmo, AmO H b ¶{X H moB© ór maV ‘| d¡go ì¶dhma H aVr h¡, nwéfm| H mo Amgº H aZo H m à¶ËZ H aVr h¡, Vmo Cgo eyn©ZIm H hVo h¢& gmo, ¶h ór Am¶r Am¡a lram‘ H mo AmH {f©V H aZo H m à¶ËZ {H ¶m, {H VZr {Zb©‚mVm, gmo{M¶o& lram‘ Vmo g§H mo{MV Wo-do nyU© emo^m¶wº nwéf Wo, CÝhm|Zo Cggo H hm, "XoImo, ‘oao nrN o ^mJZo H m ³¶m bm^ h¡, ‘oao nmg nhbo hr EH gwÝXa nËZr h¡&' CÝh| nVm Wm, {H CZH m ^mB© eofZmJ h¡-eofZmJ EH ~hþV ~‹Sm gm±n h¡, Am¡a dh ~‹Sm Jwñg¡b h¡, Cgo nVm hmoJm {H H¡ go Bg ór go {ZnQZm h¡ Am¡a "‘¢ Bg Ñí¶ H mo Zht gå^mb gH Vm hÿ±&' ³¶m|{H do EH ór Ho gmW A^Ð ì¶dhma Zht H a gH Vo Wo, ¶h CZHo {b¶o AË¶{YH Wm, Mmho dh eyn©ZIm Wr, dh EH ór Wr& gmo, CÝhm|Zo Cggo H hm, "Amn Om H a Cgo XoImo&' bú‘U ~mha ~¡R o Wo& bú‘U Zo enW br Wr {H do Mm¡Xh df© H s Vnñ¶m ‘| ~«÷Mmar ah|Jo, Mmho do {ddm{hV nwê f Wo& ¶h CÝh| H aZm Wm, ³¶m|{H Bgr àH ma do EH Xÿgao amjg H mo ‘ma gH Vo Wo, {OgH m Zm‘ ‘oKZmX Wm, gmo, dh ~«÷Mmar bú‘U Ho nmg J¶r, CZH s nËZr A¶moÜ¶m ‘| Wr Am¡a do ~«÷Mmar H m OrdZ {~Vm aho Wo& ¶h ^maV ‘| gmYmaU ~mV h¡, ¶{X AmnH s nËZr Xÿa J¶r h¡, Vmo AmnH mo Ho db CgH m hr gmoMZm h¡ Am¡a CgHo ~mao ‘| gmoM H a hr Amn AmZÝX boVo h¢& Amn gmoMVo h¢, {H ³¶m AÀNr MrμO| CgZo AmnHo {b¶o H s h¢& naÝVw ¶{X CgZo ha g‘¶ ~wao H m‘ {H ¶o h¢, Vmo Amn CgHo {df¶ ‘| Zht gmoMZm MmhVo h¢ Am¡a V~ ¶o g~ amjgr MrμO| ewê hmoVr h¢& RrH h¡?

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gmo, ¶h O~ CgZo ewê {H ¶m, Vmo CgZo ~‹S o AÀN o H n‹S o nhZo, ~‹S o AmH f©H ê n ‘|, AnZo eara Ho àXe©Z H m à¶ËZ {H ¶m, ~‹Sr AOr~ Vah go, Z {H naånamJV Ð VarHo go, ~‹S o hr A^Ð Am¡a Aemo^Zr¶ àH ma go, Ho db AmH {f©V H aZo Ho {b¶o& bú‘U Cggo BVZo H« mo{YV hmo J¶o {H CgH s ZmH H mQ Xr Vm{H dh Bg àH ma H m ì¶dhma {H gr Am¡a Ho gmW Z H a| Am¡a AnZo PyR o K‘ÊS go hQ Om¶o, CgH m Ah§H ma IË‘ H aZo Ho {b¶o, ³¶m|{H ZmH hr dmñVd ‘| Ah§H ma H s A{^ì¶{º H aVm h¡&

gmo, O~ CÝhm|Zo CgH s ZmH H mQ Xr-ZmH H mo Zm{gH m H hVo h¢ g§ñH¥ V ‘|& ¶h ñWmZ Wm Ohm± ZmH H mQr Wr Am¡a Bg{b¶o Bg ñWmZ H mo Zm{gH H hVo h¢& A~ h‘| ¶mX aIZm h¡ {H h‘ Eogo ñWmZ na Am¶o h¢, Ohm± ZmH H Q gH Vr h¢, gmo h‘| gmdYmZ ahZm h¡ Am¡a Bg ~mV H m Ü¶mZ aIZm h¡, {H h‘| H moB© Eogm bjU Zht {XImZm h¡, Omo eyn©ZIm Zo {XIm¶m& A~ go h‘| Bg àH ma go ì¶dhma H aZm h¡, {H h‘ ghO¶moJr h¢ Am¡a ghO¶mo{JZr h¢& h‘| dh ghr àH ma H m M[aÌ aIZm h¡, Omo AÝXa H s {Z‘©bVm go AmVm h¡...''

(1985, nyOm, Zm{gH , ^maV)

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{ddmh H m AW© h¡ AmZÝX XoZm& lr‘mVmOr Zo H hm {H , "ào‘ H aZo Am¡a {dídmg H aZo ‘| à{V¶mo{JVm hmoZr Mm{h¶o, B©‘mZXmar Am¡a X¶m ‘|&' CÝhm|Zo Bg ~mV H m r g§Ho V {H ¶m h¡ {H amo‘mÝg Ho Omb ‘| ’± gZm h‘mao CËWmZ Ho {b¶o IVaZmH h¡&

lr‘mVmOr Zo d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho AZoH nhbwAm| Ho {df¶ ‘| nam‘e© {X¶m h¡ : CXmaVm, EH hmoZo H s ^mdZm, gå‘mZ, Amngr g‘PXmar....BË¶m{X CZ‘| go Hw N h¢&

ghO¶moJ Ho {ddmh H m EH H maU h¡ {H n{V Am¡a nËZr XmoZm| ghO¶moJ Ho àgma ‘| ^mJ b|& ¶{X XmoZm| n{V Am¡a nËZr AnZm d¡dm{hH OrdZ, lr‘mVmOr Am¡a ghO¶moJ na {MÎm aI H a ì¶VrV H a|, Vmo {ddmh ào‘, JhamB©, EH Vm Am¡a gμ’ bVm go n[anyU hmoJm&

n{V Am¡a npËZ¶m±

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¶{X ghO¶moJ ‘| r à{VHy bVm h¡, Vmo AZwHy bVm H hm± hmoJr :

""... Hw N bmoJ ewê ‘| ~‹Sr Xÿa h¢, do gmoMVo h¢, "Bg b‹SH s Ho Kw§Kambo ~mb h¢'-g‘má- "CgH m {nVm ¶h hmoJm, dh Eogm hmoJm, ¶h Eogr hmoJr&' Bg àH ma& ¶m b‹SH s AnZo n{V Ho ~mao ‘| em¶X gmoM ahr hmo, "Eogm hþAm hmoJm, ‘¢ Bg{b¶o A^r r ~¡R H a Ý¶m¶ H a ahr hÿ±, ‘wPo Hw N g‘¶ bJoJm, Bg‘| Hw N à{VHw bVm h¡&' ¶h Z¶m eãX h¡ (BZH åno{Q{~{bQr) ‘¢Zo Bg eãX H mo grIm, O~ ‘¢ B§½b¢S J¶r, nhbr ~ma& ‘wPo Zht nVm Wm {H ¶h "à{VHy bVm' ³¶m hmoVr h¡& ¶{X ghO¶moJ ‘| ^r à{VHy bVm h,¡ Vm o AZHw y bVm H hm ± hmJo r? ‘ao m AW © h,¡ {H ³¶m H mBo © Zmn-Vmbo h,¡ {Ogg o h‘ AZHw y bVm Ama¡ à{VHy bVm OmZ gH V o h&¢ ¶ o g~ {dMma AmnH m o ‘Zmdo k¡ m{ZH m | Ûmam {X¶ o J¶,o g‘Ðw ‘ | ’| H XZo o Mm{h¶&o A~ h‘ dhm ± Om ah o h ¢ Ama¡ g§ d hm o Vm o BZ g~ ‘Zmdo k¡ m{ZH m | H m o ^r dhm ± ’| H Xm.o ..''


{ddmh ‘| h‘| XoZm grIZm h¡, Omo {H XoZo H s EH ì¶dñWm h¡ :

""... naÝVw g~ H m¶m©pÝdV hmo OmVm h¡, Yrao-Yrao h‘ gwYa gH Vo h¢, h‘mao AÝXa Y¡¶© hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶{X nhbo {XZ hr Amn {H gr MrμO H s μ’ ‘m©B©e ewê H a XoVo h¢, Vmo ¶h H m¶m©pÝdV Zht hmoJm& {ddmh ‘| h‘| XoZm grIZm h¡, Omo {H XoZo H s EH ì¶dñWm h¡& h‘| XoZm h¡& h‘| Hw N Ë¶mJZm h¡& AmnHo nmg Eogm ³¶m h¡, {Og H m ~{bXmZ XoZm h¡? ¶o g~ {ZaW©H ~mVo h¢& AnZr AmË‘m H m Amn ~{bXmZ Zht H a gH Vo h¢, gmo Amn AmË‘m ‘| ah|, Amn ³¶m ~{bXmZ H aZo dmbo h¢? ‘oam AW© h¡, {H Amn H mo ³¶m XoZm h¡? V^r Amn AmZÝX nm gH Vo h¢, V^r Amn AmË‘m H m AmZÝX bo gH Vo h¢...''

(1990, {ddmh-{ó¶m| H mo nam‘e©, ^maV)

{ddmh H s ewê AmV

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do EH -Xÿgao H m Ý¶m¶ H aZm ewê H a XoVo h¢ :

""... ‘oam AZw^d h¡, {H nmíMmË¶ Ho b‹SHo AË¶{YH X¶mbw hmoVo h¢, nyd© H s b‹S{H ¶m| Ho à{V AË¶{YH X¶mbw hmoVo h¢, H ^r-H ^r Vmo CÝh| {~Jm‹SZo H s gr‘m VH & Am¡a npíM‘ H s b‹S{H ¶m§, O~ do maVr¶ b‹SH m| Ho gmW emXr H aVr h¢, Vmo do AË¶ÝV ‘Ywa Ed§ AÀNr hmoVr h¢-A{YH Va, CZ‘| go& do AË¶ÝV AÀN o d H mo‘b hmoVo h¢& ‘wPo nVm Zht {H ³¶m hmo OmVm h¡, O~ do AnZo Xoem| Ho bmoJm| Ho gmW emXr H aVo h¢, V~ do AnZo nmíMmË¶ ‹T §J go H m¶m©pÝdV H aZm ewê H a XoVo h¢& O~ do Amng ‘| emXr H aVo h¢, Vmo do H hVo h¢ {H h‘| H m¶m©pÝdV H aZm n‹S oJm& h‘| ñd¶§ XoIZm h¡, h‘| {ZU©¶ H aZm h¡, g~ àH ma H s ~mV| do H hVo h¢, Bgo Amn H mo Nmo‹S XoZm Mm{h¶o, ³¶m|{H ‘wPo bJVm h¡, {H XmoZm| ì¶{º ¶m| ‘| EH gr AmXV|, ~§YZ hmoVo h¢ Am¡a V~ do ~§YZ gmV JwZm A{YH hmo OmVo h¢, V~ do EH -Xÿgao H m Ý¶m¶ H aZm ewê H a XoVo h¢, "dh Eogm h¡, dh Eogr h¡' Am¡a ¶o ~mV| hmoVr h¢...''

(1991, {ddmh Ho nyd© ~mVMrV)

g‚mZVm AË¶ÝV ‘hËdnyU© h¡ :

""... bmbZ-nmbZ Ho H maU bmoJm| H mo ¶h ~moY Zht h¡ {H emXr EH ~ma Ho {b¶o hr hmoVr h¡& {Og àH ma AmnH m EH ~ƒm h¡, Cgr àH ma EH n{V h¡ ¶m EH nËZr h¡, Amn H mo Nmo‹SZm Zht h¡, ³¶m|{H H moB© ào‘ Zht h¡& CZ‘| H moB© ào‘ Zht hmoVm h¡ Am¡a ¶{X ào‘ hmo r Vmo H moB© g‚mZVm Zht h¡&

g‚mZVm ~‹Sr ‘hËdnyU© h¡& H¡ go Amn ì¶{º H mo NyVo h¢, H¡ go Cggo ~mV H aVo h¢, H¡ go Amn Xÿgao ì¶{º Ho gå‘mZ H m Ü¶mZ aIVo h¢ Am¡a Amn ¶h r XoI| {H Cg ì¶{º H mo ³¶m ngÝX h¡& {Og àH ma Amn ‘wPo àgÞ H aZo H m à¶ËZ H aVo h¢, Cgr àH ma EH -Xÿgao H mo àgÞ H aZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& ¶h BVZm H {RZ Zht h¡& ‘wP ‘| Hw N H ‘r h¡ Bg{b¶o ‘¢ AmnH mo àgÞ H a ahr hÿ±, Eogm gmoMZo H m àíZ hr Zht CRVm h¡, Zht& ghO¶mo{J¶m| H mo àgÞ H aZo dmbo ì¶{º Ëd H m hmoZm h¡ Am¡a Amn H mo nyU©V¶m H mo‘b hmoZm h¡, {deofH a nhbo Hw N {XZ& Amn AnZo D na Wmo‹S m {Z¶§ÌU aIZo H m à¶ËZ

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H a|, ³¶m|{H nhbo Hw N {XZm| ‘| g~ qMJm[a¶m§ {ZH bVr h¢& Am¡a ¶o Wmo‹S o {XZ go hr ~‹Sm μ’ H© n‹SVm h¡...''


dh jU h¡, {Og‘| AmnH mo gdm©{YH g‘PXmar {XImZr h¡ Am¡a ào‘ {XImZm h¡, Xÿgao ì¶{º Ho à{V :

""... ‘wPo AZoH AZw^d hþ¶o h¢& nhbo {XZ hr do ~mobZm ewê H a X|Jo, "‘¢ Vwåh| ¶hm± XoIZm Zht MmhVm, Vw‘ ~mha OmAmo, ‘¢ Vw‘ go K¥Um H aVm hÿ±&' ‘wPo bJVm h¡, {H ¶o ~mVo CÝhm|Zo {H gr {gZo‘m go br hm|Jr, naÝVw ¶h dmñV{dH Vm Zht h¡& dmñV{dH Vm ‘| Vmo Amn Bg jU H s àVrjm H a aho h¢& Amn AnZr XþëhZ Ho AmZo H s àVrjm H a aho h¢, AnZo Xÿëho Ho AmZo H s àVrjm H a aho h¢ Am¡a dh jU h¡, {Og‘| AmnH mo gdm©{YH g‘PXmar Am¡a ào‘ Xÿgao ì¶{º Ho à{V {XImZm h¡, AnZo à{V Zht& O¡go {H , ‘wPo ¶h AÀNm bJVm h¡, ‘¢ ¶h MmhVr hÿ±& ¶{X Amn Bg àH ma ewê H a|Jo, Vmo ¶h ñd¶§ Ho pÝÐV h¡, naÝVw AmnH mo ³¶m ngÝX h¡, H¡ gm ImZm ngÝX h¡, Bg àH ma Ho H mo‘b àíZ! ¶{X Amn H mo‘bVm go ewê H a|Jo Vmo ¶h ~‹Sr AÀN o àH ma H m¶m©pÝdV hmoJm& Omo ^r ^ÐVm go ewê hmoVm h¡, ~‹Sm AÀNm H m¶m©pÝdV hmoVm h¡& naÝVw ^mar âH ‘ eãX ¶m Jd© go âo Zht, {dZ‘«, ‘Ywa àH ma go& ¶{X H moB© Hw N H ho r Vmo Cg ~mV H mo Ë¶mJ X| Am¡a H h|, "Amoh, RrH h¡, ¶h H m¶m©pÝdV hmoJm'...''


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I. EH -Xÿgao H mo g‘Pmo, AmZÝX bmo Am¡a gamhmo

¶h ~‹Sm AÀNm boZm-XoZm h¡ Am¡a BVZm gwÝXa h¡, CgHo {b¶o d¡dm{hH OrdZ H s Hw§ Or h¡-n{dÌVm :

""... h‘ g~, ha g‘¶ AmnHo gmW h¢ AmnH s ghm¶Vm Ho {b¶o, Vm{H AmnH m gå~ÝY H m¶‘ aho& h‘ g~ H mo ¶h XoIZm Mm{h¶o {H h‘ CZHo gå~ÝY H mo H m¶‘ H a|, CÝh| d¡dm{hH OrdZ H s ‘YwaVm H m AZw^d H am¶|& Omo ^r Amn N o‹S-Nm‹S H aVo h¢, Cggo CZH m gå~ÝY Am¡a AÀNm hmoZm Mm{h¶o& CZHo gmW H m AmZÝX h‘mar Amoa Bg àH ma ~hZm Mm{h¶o, {Og àH ma Va§Jo {H Zmao na AmVr h¡ Am¡a {’ a dm{ng g‘wÐ ‘| bm¡Q OmVr h¢& Bgr àH ma ¶h boZm-XoZm, BVZr gwÝXa AdñWm hmoZr Mm{h¶o&

CgHo {b¶o d¡dm{hH OrdZ H s Hw§ Or h¡-n{dÌVm& n{dÌVm hr EH amñVm h¡, {Oggo Amn AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H mo RrH aI gH Vr h¢& ^yVH mb ‘| Omo ^r hþAm h¡, ^yb OmAmo& A~ Z¶m OrdZ ewê hmo ahm h¡& BgHo ~mX AnZr nËZr ¶m n{V go Hw N Zht Nwnm¶|& g~ Hw N ~Vm¶m OmZm Mm{h¶o, gƒr {OÝXJr hmoZr Mm{h¶o, nyU©V¶m gƒr, ñnï, AË¶ÝV n{dÌ& Bg n{dÌVm H mo amoO H s {OÝXJr ‘| aI|Jo, Vmo erK« hr OrdZ ‘| {XIm¶r XoJm {H {ddmh gXm ì¶{º H mo CÞV H aVm h¡& n{dÌVm d¡dm{hH OrdZ H s Hw§ Or h¡ Am¡a ‘¢ Amem H aVr hÿ± {H Amn BZ eãXm| H mo ¶mX aI|Jo& AnZo {X‘mJ H mo n{dÌ aIZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& AnZr nËZr na, g§Xoh Z H a| Am¡a Z hr YmoIm X| Am¡a Bgr àH ma nËZr, n{V na...''

(1981, {ddmh H m AW© h¡ AmZÝX XoZm, b§XZ)

H ~ :

""... gmo, ¶h {gÕmÝV (A~mo{YVm) g~ go A{YH àgÞVm XoZo dmbm {gÕmÝV h¡ ‘Zwî¶mo Ho {b¶o, ~ƒm| H mo XoIZm, CZHo gmW IobZm, CZHo g§J

ào‘ Am¡a gamhZm

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H m AmZÝX boZm& ³¶m|? ³¶m|{H Bg‘| ~ƒo H s ‘YwaVm h¡, ¶h dmñVd ‘|, AmnHo AÝXa Ho AmZÝX H mo Ny boVm h¡& O~ Amn EH ~ƒo H mo XoIVo h¢, Vmo Cgr g‘¶ Moham AbJ àH ma H m hmo OmVm h¡& ‘¢Zo AmnH mo ~Vm¶m h¡, {H ‘¢Zo ‘Ja‘ÀN H mo AnZo A§Sm| H mo μ’ mo‹SVo hþ¶o XoIm h¡, EH {’ ë‘ ‘| {XIm¶m J¶m Wm Am¡a Cg g‘¶ AmnH mo ‘Ja‘ÀN H s Am±Im| H mo XoIZm Mm{h¶o Wm, {H VZr gmdYmZr go dh ’ mo‹S ahr Wr& CgH s Am±I| BVZr gwÝXa Wt Cg g‘¶, Am±Im| go ào‘ ~h ahm Wm& Amn {dídmg Zht H a gH Vo {H ¶o Cgr ‘Ja‘ÀN H s Am±I| h¢ Am¡a BVZo Yrao go dh AnZo ‘w±h ‘| g~ A§Sm| H mo μ’ mo‹S ahr Wr Am¡a NmoQ o-NmoQ o ‘Ja‘ÀN ~mha {ZH b aho Wo...''

(1985, Xodr nyOm, g°Z {XEJmo)

O¡go hmo, d¡go EH -Xÿgao H m AmZÝX b| :

""... d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho AmZÝX H mo nmZo Ho {b¶o ~‹Sm gmYmaU VarH m h¡ {H Amn g‘P| {H dh AmnH m n{V h¡ Am¡a dh AmnH s nËZr h¡& ¶{X Amn gmoM| {H ¶h ‘oam Ka h¡, ‘wPo ¶hm± ahZm h¡, Vmo g‘P bo§ {H AmnH mo Bg Ka ‘| àgÞVm go ahZm h¡ {H gr Am¡a Ho Ka Ho nrN o Zht Xm¡‹SZm h¡& ¶h dmñV{dH Vm h¡, {H ¶h ‘oam Ka h¡& ‘wPo ¶hm± ahZm h¡ Am¡a ‘wPo BgH m AmZÝX boZm h¡, naÝVw ¶{X ‘¢ Xÿgao Kam| H mo XoIZm ewê H ê§ Vmo ‘¢ H ^r r Iwe Zht ah gH Vr& CgH m H moB© AÝV Zht h¡& ¶h ‘yI©Vm h¡& Omo h‘mao nmg h¡, Cg H m Amn AmZÝX Zht boZm MmhVo Am¡a h‘ Hw N Am¡a hr MmhVo h¢ Vmo {’ a Amn H ^r ^r àgÞ Zht hmo gH Vo h¢& Bgr H maU go Am{W©H {Z¶‘ H m¶m©pÝdV hmo OmVo h¢, ³¶m|{H do AmnH mo ¶h mdZm XoVo h¢ {H AmnHo nmg Am¡a A{YH , Am¡a A{YH , Am¡a A{YH hmoZm Mm{h¶o& naÝVw ghO¶moJ Ho níMmV², ¶o g~ {Z¶‘ Agμ’ b hmo OmZo Mm{h¶o, Ho db na‘mË‘m Ho {Z¶‘ H m¶m©pÝdV hmoZo Mm{h¶o&

d¡dm{hH OrdZ ‘| r ¶{X Amn Xÿgao nwéfm| ¶m {ó¶m| H mo XoIZm ewê H aVo h¢ {H do ~ohVa h¢, ‘oam AW© h¡, {H AmnH m AnZm n{V h¡, AnZr nËZr h¡, Amng ‘| AmZÝX b|, ¶h ‘yI©Vm h¡ {H {H gr Am¡a H m AmZÝX boZo H m à¶ËZ H aZm, Omo AmnH m h¡ hr Zht& ¶h ‘yI©Vm h¡, gmo, Bg OrdZ H m

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AmZÝX boH a CgH mo gdm}Îm‘ ~Zm¶o& {H gr Am¡a H s nËZr H mo XoIZm, {H gr Am¡a Ho n{V H mo XoIZm Am¡a ha g‘¶ gmoMZm, "Amoh², dh ‘oar nËZr hmo gH Vr Wr', "dh ‘oam n{V hmo gH Vm Wm&' ¶h {ZaW©H Vm h¡, nyU© ‘yI©Vm h¡& ¶h Bg àH ma h¡ {H , Amn {H gr Ho ~mbm| H mo XoI|, "H me! CgHo ~mb ‘ao o hmVo &o ' ³¶m?| Amn ‘Iy V© m H m o X{o I¶,o ¶m "CgH s ZmH ‘ao r hmZo r Mm{h¶&o ' ¶h AmnH s ZmH h,¡ RrH h?¡ ¶h BVZr ‘Iy V© m h,¡ {OVZr {H dh&

Bgr àH ma, AmnH m n[adma, AmnH m Ka, AmnHo ~ƒo, AmnHo AnZo h¢, AmnH m A§J-àË¶§J& gmo, ¶{X do AmnHo A§J-àË¶§J h¢, Vmo Cg‘| Hw ‹TZo H s ³¶m ~mV h¡, {H , "Vw‘ ¶h ‘V H amo, ¶h nrAmo, Vw‘ dh ‘V H amo&' ¶h ³¶m h¡? ¶h ‘oam n{V h¡, O¡gm dh h¡ ~g! BVZm gmYmaU h¡, ¶h, Bgo H hZo Ho {b¶o h¡ {H O¡gm r AmnH m n{V h¡, dh AmnH m n{V h¡...''

(1986, ~¡pëO¶‘ Am¡a hm°b¡ÊS H s ^y{‘H m, ~¡pëO¶‘)

Amn AnZo {ddmh H mo H m¶m©pÝdV Zht H a gH Vo, ¶h ghO hr hmo OmVm h¡ :

""... gmo, amo{‘¶mo Am¡a Oy{b¶Q ‘V ~Zm|, gÝVw{bV bmoJ ahmo& h‘| AË¶ÝV gÝVw{bV Am¡a ñdñW OrdZ {~VmZm h¡& {ddmh ‘mÜ¶{‘H ~mV hmoZm Mm{h¶o, àW‘ Zht& Am¡a, "‘wPo Bgo H m¶m©pÝdV H aZm hr h¡&' Amn {ddmh H mo H m¶m©pÝdV Zht H a gH V,o dh Bg àH ma hmJo m Og¡ o nmY¡ m ~Zm ah o h ¢Ama¡ Amn gmMo V o h ¢ {H ‘Pw o Bg o H m¶mp© ÝdV H aZm h ¡ Vm{H ¶h RrH g o D na CR&o Amn Bg o H m¶mp© ÝdV Zht H a gH V o h,¢ ¶h ghO h&¡ Bg o ì¶dpñWV Zht {H ¶m Om gH Vm h&¡ "‘Pw o AnZ o {ddmh H m o ì¶dpñWV H aZ o Xm&o ' Amn Bg o ì¶dpñWV Zht H a gH V o h-¢ ¶h ghO h&¡ naÝV,w "‘ ¢ AnZ o OrdZ H m AmZÝX bJ§y m, ‘ ¢AnZ o dd¡ m{hH OrdZ H m AmZÝX bJ§y m, ‘ ¢ AnZ o n{V H m AmZÝX bJ§y r&' Bg àH ma H s gmMo aIJ| o Vm o g~ H m¶mp© ÝdV hm o Om¶Jo m, RrH hm o Om¶Jo m...''


Amn g~ ‘oao âmogo na h¢ :

""... A~ g~ EH -Xÿgao H m Ü¶mZ aI|, EH -Xÿgao Ho gmW gmdYmZr

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go ì¶dhma H a&| Amn g~ ‘ao o "QñQ' ‘ | h,¢ ‘ ¢ Amem H aVr h,±ÿ {H Amn g~ H m oEH -Xgÿ a o Ho {b¶ o ‘Yaw mdZm¶ | hmJ| r Ama¡ Amn ñd¶ § H m o Ed § Xgÿ a o ì¶{º H m oj‘m H aZ o H m à¶ËZ H aJ| ,o dh h‘ma o {ddmhm | H m AmYma h,¡ YÝ¶dmX...''

(1991, {ddmhm| Ho nyd© ~mVMrV)

A~ Amn AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H m AnZo ~MnZ go ^r A{YH AmZÝX b| AnZr ¶m¡dZmdñWm ¶m {H gr r AÝ¶ g‘¶ go A{YH :

""... ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H BZ g~ mfUm| H m H moB© bm^ Zht h¡, O~ VH {H Amn AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H m AmZÝX boZm Z ewê H a|& AZoH ‘Ywa ~mV| hmoVr h¢, ‘wPo ~VmZo H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& ‘¢ h¡amZ Wr ¶h OmZ H a {H A§J«oOr mfm ‘| Eogr H moB© nwñVH Zht h¡ Omo {ddmh Ho CnamÝV Ho amo‘m§g H s ì¶m»¶m H a|& H moB© r nwñVH Zht, ³¶m Amn gmoM gH Vo h¢& maV ‘| Amn Eogr nwñVH AmnH mo Zht {‘boJr, Omo {ddmh Ho nyd© H m amo‘m§g H m CëboI H ao& AmOH b Hw N ‘yI© H m‘ ewê hmo J¶o h¢, naÝVw gmYmaUV¶m, H moB© àíZ hr Zht& A~ ¶h Amn na {Z^©a h¡, Amn AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H m AmZÝX, AnZo ~MnZ go, ¶m¡dZ AdñWm go ¶m AÝ¶ {H gr g‘¶ Ho AmZÝX go A{YH AmZÝX b|, H m°boO, ñHy b H ht go r A{YH ...''


¶h Zht h¡ {H Amn Hw N H m¶m©pÝdV H a aho h¢, naÝVw ghO hr Amn AmZÝX boZo dmbo h¢ :

""... Hw b bmoJ {deof H a npíM‘ ‘|, ¶h àm¶: hmoVm h¡, {H {ddmh Ho CnamÝV, do gmoMVo h¢ {H CÝh| {ddmh H mo H m¶m©pÝdV H aZm h¡& H moB© H m¶m©pÝdV Zht& do gmoMVo h¢, {H {Og àH ma do agmoB© H mo ¶m AnZr MrμOm| H mo H m¶m©pÝdV H aVo h¢, ¶h d¡gm Zht h¡& Xmo gmjmËH mar ì¶{º ¶m| Ho ‘Ü¶ ghO hr& ¶h Eogm Zht h¡ {H Amn Hw N H m¶m©pÝdV H a aho h¢, naÝVw ghO hr Amn AmZÝX boZo dmbo h¢& ¶{X Amn AË¶{YH g‘mbmoMZmË‘H hm|Jo Am¡a ¶h {XImZo H m à¶ËZ H a|Jo {H Amn ~‹S o ~w{Õ‘mZ h¢ BË¶m{X, Vmo ¶h H m¶m©pÝdV Zht hmo nm¶oJm, {dZ‘« hmoZm h¡, Mwn ah|& Omo dmñVd ‘| ~w{Õ‘mZ

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h¢, do Mwn ahVo h¢, h‘oem Am¡a XoIVo h§¡, naÝVw Omo Zht, do QH amd H aVo h¢&

{OVZ o A{YH Amn ghO ¶mJo ‘ | hmJ| ,o CVZm hr AmnH m o Cgg o Ama¡ AÝ¶ bmJo m | g o gå‘mZ {‘bJo m& BgHo Abmdm {H VZ o hr gV§ h ¢ Om o OÝ‘ bZo m MmhV oh&¢ EH ~ma AmnH s, Amng ‘ | ~S‹ r Iew hmb emXr hmJo r, Vm o d o gV§ Amn g oOÝ‘ bJ| o Ama¡ dh BVZm ~S‹ m AmerdmX© Ama¡ AmZÝX hmJo m, Amn Ho {b¶.o ..''


AmnH mo ¶h {ZU©¶ boZm h¡ {H Amn AnZo gmWr Ho AÀNo JwU XoI|Jo :

""... gd©àW‘ n[adma H mo ghr hmoZm h¡& AmnH mo ¶h OmZZm h¡ {H AmnZo {ddmh {H ¶m h¡, {H VZo hr bmoJm| Zo ghO¶moJ ‘| {ddmh {H ¶m h¡, gmo ‘wPo àmaå^ ‘| hr CZgo H hZm h¡, {H AmnH mo {ZU©¶ boZm h¡, {H Amn AnZo gmWr Ho AÀN o JwUm| H mo XoI|Jo Am¡a AmnH mo ¶h dm¶Xm H aZm h¡ Am¡a bbH ma ñdrH ma H aZr h¡ {H h‘ EH AË¶ÝV àgÞ d¡dm{hH OrdZ ~ZmZo dmbo h¢& Xÿgam| Ho Xmof {ZH mbZm ~‹Sm gab h¡, ³¶m|{H AmnH s Am±I| ~mha H s Amoa h¢, ¶{X {H gr àH ma CÝh| AÝXa H s Amoa ‘mo‹S b| Vmo Amn h¡amZ hm|Jo {H Amn Ho AÝXa CZgo r H ht A{YH Xmof h¢...''

(1997, e{º nyOm, ^maV)

""...A~ Amn AnZo n{V H mo Am¡a nËZr H mo g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H a|, AmnH mo g‘PZo H m à¶ËZ H aZm Mm{h¶o& H¡ go n{V, npËZ¶m| Ho gmW ~‹S o AOr~ hmo gH Vo h¢& O¡go Amn Xo{I¶o, nwéf, nwéf h¢& CZHo nmg gXm K{‹S¶m§ hmoVr h¢& do Xmo K§Q o nhbo hr nhþ±M Om¶|Jo, do Eogo hr hmoVo h¢, ~‹S o g‘¶ go nhbo Ho nm~ÝX& do npËZ¶m| H mo erK«Vm H admVo h¢, "OëXr AmAmo, {H VZm g‘¶ Vw‘ bo ahr hmo, Vw‘ h‘oem ~hþV μÁ¶mXm g‘¶ boVr hmo&''

A~ nwéfm| H mo H m‘ H aZm h¡, CÝh| H moB© g‘ñ¶m Zht h¡, CÝhm|Zo H n‹Sm| H s g‘ñ¶m hb H a br h¡, ¶h ~‹Sm AmgmZ h¡, X{O©¶m| Zo AnZm H m¶© H a {X¶m h¡, CZH m gyQ h¡, CÝh| Cgo nhZZm h¡ Am¡a Mb n‹SZm h¡& CÝh| ~mbm| Ho ~mao ‘| {MÝVm Zht H aZr h¡& naÝVw EH ór H mo ghr VarHo go H n‹S o nhZZo h¢&

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Cgo ghr H n‹S o nhZZo Ho {b¶o {ZH mbZo h¢& H hm± dh Om ahr h¡, ³¶m|{H dh a§J Am¡a g¥OZmpË‘H Vm H m à{V{Z{YËd H aVr h¡& nwéf H mo ~‹Sr {’ H« ahVr h¡ AnZo Am°{μ’ g Ho gå~ÝYm| Ho ~mao ‘| ¶m Hw N ^r hmo& gm‘Zo gmao g‘¶ hmW {‘bmZm, "Amoh, gm°ar, gm°ar, W¢³¶y, W¢³¶y' Am¡a ór e‘m©Vr h¢& Cgo BVZr CËgwH Vm Zht hmoVr do g~ gå~ÝYm| H mo ~ZmZo Ho {b¶o, gmo dh nrN o ahVr h¢ Am¡a dh Cgo MwQH s H mQVm h¡, Y³H m XoVm h¡, Cgo Sm±Q bJmVm h¡-¶h JbV h¡, ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ±& gmYmaUV¶m ór, ~¢H m| Ho H m‘ μÁ¶mXm Zht g‘PVr, Am{Ia dh RrH h¡& Cgo ~¢H H m H m‘ g‘P Zht AmVm h¡, gmo, ~‹Sm AÀNm h¡, nwéf AnZm n¡gm Nwnm gH Vm h¡, Cgo Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o&

A~, nwéf BgHo {dnarV hmoVo h¢& do {ó¶m| Ho gmW AË¶ÝV AmH« ‘H hmo gH Vo h¢, naÝVw CÝh| g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H CÝh| ñd¶§ H mo ~XbZm h¡, naÝVw {ó¶m| H mo ^r OmZZm Mm{h¶o, {H CÝh| H ^r ^r n{V Ho à{V g~ H s CnpñW{V ‘| AmH« ‘H Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, "~¡Sê ‘' ‘| RrH h¡...''

(1986, ~¡pëO¶‘ Am¡a hm°b¡ÊS H s ^y{‘H m, ~¡pëO¶‘)

II. EH -Xÿgao go ào‘ H a|

Amn H¡ go EH -Xÿgao Ho gmW ~mV H aVo h¢ :

""... ^maV ‘| gm‘y{hH Vm BVZr H ‘ h¡, BVZr H ‘ h¡ {H do AnZr npËZ¶m| Ho gmW r ghr ì¶dhma Zht H aVo h¢& do AnZr nËZr Ho gmW RrH go ~mV Zht H a|Jo, ~ƒm| Ho gmW r RrH go Zht; CZHo {b¶o ¶h nyU© ê n go AYm{‘©H h¡ {H nËZr Ho à{V X¶mbw hm|&

A~ Xgÿ ar Amao , nmíMmË¶ Ho bmJo gm‘{y hH Vm Ho {b¶ o BVZr A{YH nadmh H aV o h ¢ {H H¡ g o ^r hm o d o g‘PmV¡ m H aV o h ¢ Ama¡ nm[adm[aH OrdZ H m oRrH aIZ o H m à¶ËZ H aV o h&¢ Vm o ¶ o Xm o A{Ve¶Vm h ¢ h‘ma o ~rM& Ego m hmZo o Ho ~mdOXy maVr¶ {ó¶m | H m YÝ¶dmX h-¡ nm[adm[aH OrdZ ‘Oμ ~Vy r g o Mb ahm h&¡ naÝV w ¶{X Amn B½§ bS¢ ‘ | néw fm | H m o XIo ,| ‘ ¢ AmnH m o ¶h ~Vm gH Vr h ±ÿ {H ¶hm ± na H mBo © ^r maVr¶ néw fm | H m Xìþ ¶d© hma AnZr {ó¶m | Ho {b¶ o ghZ Zht H a gHo Jm, nUy V© ¶m, CZHo Bg àH ma Ho ì¶dhma H m o j‘m Zht {H ¶m Om gH Vm h&¡

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gmo, nwéfm| Am¡a {ó¶m| ‘| gÝVwbZ: Ho ÝÐ ³¶m h¡, Ka h¡& Ka hr Ho ÝÐ h¢& Ka ‘| {H g àH ma H s ~mV| AmnH s hmoVr h¡? Amn ³¶m gmoMVo h§¡, AmnH s g‘ñ¶m ³¶m h¡? AmnH m {MÎm H hm± h¡? Amn ³¶m ~mVMrV H aVo h¢? dh XoIZm ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡, Cggo AmnH mo nVm MboJm {H n[adma ‘| ³¶m Mb ahm h¡& ¶{X Amn EH -Xÿgao Ho ~mao ‘| Iam~ ~mV| H a aho h¢, ¶{X Amn AnZo ~ƒo H mo n{V Ho {damoY ‘| Hw N H h aho h¢, n{V-nËZr Ho {damoY ‘| H h ahm h,¡ ~ƒm | H m&o ¶{X Ego m Mb ahm h,¡ Vm o ³¶m hmVo m h,¡ {H Ho ÝÐ{~ÝX þ RrH Zht ahVm& Ho ÝÐ{~ÝX þ à‘o h,¡ naÝV w bm^ CRmZm ¶m {~JmS‹ Zm Zht, ¶h à‘o h.¡ ..''

(1988, gy¶©nyOm, ‘wå~B©)

¶{X ór n{V Ho à{V g‘{n©V h¡, Vmo Amn ³¶m gmoMVo h¢ {H n{V {H gr Xÿgar ór Ho nrN o mJoJm? :

""... ¶{X Amn gmV n{V¶m| Ho gmW {ddmh H aVr h¢, Vmo gmVm| n{V IË‘ h¢, CZ g~ go gmV JwZm A{YH & gmo, Bg àH ma H m H mZyZ ‘wPo g‘P Zht AmVm h¡& ‘wPo g‘P Zht AmVm {H n{V Am¡a nËZr Ho ~rM H mZyZ ³¶m| hmoVm h¡& ‘oam AW© h¡ {H maV ‘| Eogm H mZyZ Zht hmoVm h¡, naÝVw g~ nËZr H m Ü¶mZ aIVo h¢, ³¶m|{H dh CZH s g~go {à¶ Ed§ g~go g‘rn hmoVr h¢& Am¡a {H g na {Z^©a H a|? ¶{X ór n{V Ho à{V g‘{n©V h¡, Vmo ³¶m Amn gmoMVo h¢ {H dh Xÿgar ór Ho nrN o mJoJm? Cgo CgHo nmg hr dm{ng AmZm h¡& dh CZ {ó¶m| go BVZm V§J Am Om¶oJm, Omo Ho db n¡go Ho {b¶o OrVr h¢ ¶m Hw N r Am¡a Cgo dm{ng AmZm hr h¡...''

(1981, Vrgam gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, {gSZr)

AnZo ào‘ H s A{^ì¶{º H¡ go H a| BgH s g‘P hmoZr Mm{h¶o :

""... H moB© g‘PXmar Zht hmoVr Am¡a ¶{X hmo r ào‘ d g‘PXmar Vmo AmnH mo nVm Zht h¡ {H Bgo {H g àH ma A{^ì¶º H a|& Bgr ~mV H s H ‘r h¡ ³¶m|{H ¶{X Amn ‘wP go ào‘ H a gH Vo h¢, Vmo Omo AmnH mo BVZm {à¶ hmo, Cgo {ZpíMV ê n g o à‘o H a gH V o h,¢ naÝV w Amn ‘ | Bg ~mV H s g‘PXmar Zht h ¡ {H Bg à‘o H m o A{^ì¶º H¡ g o {H ¶m Om¶&o Bg{b¶ o ~ho Va h ¡ {H Amn Ü¶mZ

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H a | Ama¡ ¶h Zht gmMo | {H Xgÿ am | ‘ | Xmfo H¡ g o TyT± ,| ³¶m{| H g~ ‘ | hr Xmfo hmVo o h ¢Bg{b¶ o nNy VmN Zht hmZo r Mm{h¶ o Bg {df¶ ‘,| naÝV w g‘PXmar hmZo r Mm{h¶ oAma¡ AnZ o AmnH m o ñdrH ma&| AnZm ¶h AÝVamdbmHo Z Z H a,| "‘ ¢ Bg àH ma h&±ÿ ' Jb{V¶m ± H ~by H aZm Am{X, g~ H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h.¢ ..''

(1991, {ddmh go nyd© ~mVMrV)

¶{X dmñVd ‘ | AmnH m o Cg àH ma H s mdZm AmVr h ¡ Vm o ¶h AmerdmX© h:¡

""... ghOY‘© ‘| n{V-nËZr Ho gå~ÝY ‘| amo‘m§g hmoZm Mm{h¶o, Bgo ~‹Sm gwÝXa hmoZm Mm{h¶o& na Eogm h¡ Zht, Amn OmZVo h¢& h‘ ào‘ Am{X H s ~mV H aVo h¢, ~hþV H ‘ hr bmoJ ào‘ H aVo h¢ Am¡a {Z^mVo h¢& ¶{X Amn ‘| Bg àH ma H s mdZm AmVr h¡, Vmo ¶h EH Amerdm©X h¡, naÝVw A{YH Va ¶h lmn hr hmoVm h¡& ào‘ H aZm ~‹Sm AÀNm h¡, na BgH m ¶h VmËn¶© Zht h¡ {H Amn yb Om¶| {H Amn EH ghO¶moJr h¢, ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H d¡dm{hH OrdZ ‘| ghO¶moJ ~‹Sm ghm¶H homVm h¡...''


AmnH m {ddmh ào‘ H m AmZÝX nmZo Ho {b¶o h¡ :

""... ¶hm± AmnH m {ddmh, EH gmYmaU {ddmh H s AZw^y{V Ho {b¶o Zht hþAm h¡, naÝVw ào‘ H m AmZÝX nmZo Ho {b¶o& ¶h EH AË¶ÝV ‘hmZ AmerdmX© h ¡ Ama¡ à‘o H aZm {Xì¶Vm h&¡ ¶{X Amn dh H a gH| Vm o Amn Xmfo Zht TyT± J| &o Amn ‘mJ © TyT± bJ| o {H {H g àH ma dd¡ m{hH OrdZ H m AmZÝX b.| ..''


^yVH mb Ho {df¶ ‘| ^yb OmZo go j‘merbVm AmVr h¡ :

""... H b h‘mao ~rM em{X¶m± hmoZo dmbr h¡& ghO Y‘© ‘| gd©àW‘ gdm©{YH ‘hËdnyU© h¡-j‘m& ¶{X H moB© j‘m Zht H a gH Vm h¡, Vmo dh ghO¶moJr Zht hmo gH Vm& ¶h j‘merbVm yVH mb H s ~mVm| H mo ybm XoZo go AmVr h¡...''


156

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¶h EH AZÝ¶ d¡dm{hH OrdZ H s Hw§ Or h¡ :

""... EH ór, n{V Ûmam X~m¶r Om ahr h¡ ¶m n{V ór Ûmam X~m¶m Om ahm h¡, ¶h gmoM EH O{Qb ‘mZ{gH Vm go AmVr h¡ Am¡a Bg O{Qb ‘mZ{gH Vm H mo Nmo‹S XoZm Mm{h¶o, Amn EH Xÿgao Ho {b¶o àe§gm-gyMH h¢, Amn EH -Xÿgao H mo emo^m¶‘mZ H aVo h¢& H ^r ^r AnZo n{V¶m| Ho ~mao ‘| ~wamB© Z H a| Am¡a Z hr H ^r npËZ¶m| H s ~wamB© H a|, ¶h EH AZÝ¶ d¡dm{hH OrdZ H s Hw§ Or h¡...''


V~ Amn ^r Cg ì¶{º H s ^mdZmAm| H s H Ð H aZo bJVo h¢ :

""... EH ~ma ¶h Am Om¶o, Vmo ghO¶moJ ~ohVa H m¶m©pÝdV hmoJm& à^wËdVm H m AZw^d V^r bJVm h¡ O~ H moB© ào‘ Zht hmoVm h¡& H ^r-H ^r Amn H mo AÀNm bJVm h¡, {H H moB© Amn na à^wËd {XIm¶|& CXmhaU Ho {b¶o ¶{X h‘ H h|, "AmAmo, ¶h ImZm ImAmo, ¶h ImZm Mm{h¶o', Vmo AmnH mo AÀNm bJVm h¡, ³¶m|{H H moB© AmnH s nadmh H a ahm h¡& AmnH s {MÝVm h¡& H moB© Amngo ào‘ H aVm h¡ Am¡a MmhVm h¡, {H Amn ¶h b| Am¡a dh H a|& AmnH mo Eogm ì¶{º AÀNm bJVm h¡, Amn MmhVo h§¡ {H H moB© Eogo H a|& Amn Zht MmhVo {H AmnH mo AnZo hmb na Nmo‹S X| {H Omo ‘Z H ao dh H amo& d¡gr pñW{V AÀNr Zht h¡& Am¡a EH ~ma O~ Amn Cg mdZm H mo {dH {gV H aVo h¢ "Amn OmZVo h¢, {H ì¶{º ‘oar nadmh H aVm h¡, dh ì¶{º ào‘ H aVm h¡&' V~ Amn r Cg ì¶{º H s mdZmAm| H s H Ð H aVo h¢& Amn r g‘PZm ewê H aVo h¢...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

Amngr gå‘mZ

157

à^wËdVm H m àíZ hr Zht CRVm :

""... ha MrμO Ho Xmo nhby hmoVo h¢, O¡gm {H Amn ñnïV: XoI gH Vo h¢& ¶{X ¶h ào‘ ‘| {H ¶m J¶m h¡, Vmo gdm}Îm‘ h¡, naÝVw ¶{X ¶h à^wËdVm Ho {b¶o {H ¶m J¶m h¡ Vmo ‘yI©Vm h¡& {H g{b¶o à^wËd? ‘oam AW© h¡, {H ‘wPo ¶h eãX "Sm°{‘ZoeZ' g‘P hr Zht AmVm h¡& O~ Jm‹Sr Ho Xmo n{h¶o hmoVo h¢, Vmo ³¶m do EH -Xÿgao na à^wËd Om‘Vo h¢? ¶{X EH à^wËd {XImVm h¡ Am¡a ~‹Sm hmo OmVm h¡, Xÿgao go, Vmo dh Jmob-Jmob hr Ky‘oJm, Zht ³¶m? na ¶h h¡ àíZ, EH sH aU H m, g‘PXmar H m Am¡a gånyU© gh¶moJ Amng ‘|, {Ogo g‘mO ‘|, n[adma ‘| hmoZm Oê ar h¡&

{OZ {ddmhm| go g‘mO H mo H moB© ghm¶Vm Zht h¡, do ~oH ma h¡, Ho db ì¶W© h¢& h‘mao ‘| AZoH Eogo {ddmh hþ¶o h¢& bmoJm| H m {ddmh hmoVm h¡, AÀN o go ahVo h¢, Iwer go Amng ‘| Am¡a {’ a g~ g‘má&

¶o {ddmh, g‘mO H mo ~Xb X|Jo AnZo AmZÝX go, àgÞVm go, Eogm Ka ~ZmVo h¢, Ohm± g~ Am gH| CZH s XoI^mb H a|, Am¡am| Ho {b¶o H a|...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

Amn na H moB© à^wËd Zht O‘m gH Vm :

""... Xo{I¶o, Amn na H¡ go à^wËd {XIm¶m Om gH Vm h¡? Amn AmË‘m h¢& AmnHo Ah§H ma H mo MmoQ bJ gH Vr h¡, Amn Vmo AmË‘m h¢, Cgo X~m¶m Zht Om gH Vm h¡& naÝVw ³¶m Amn AmË‘m h¢? ³¶m Amn AmË‘m H m AZw^d H a aho h¢? ¶{X Amn AnZr AmË‘m H m AZw^d H a aho h¢, Vmo Amn H mo H ^r r X~m¶m Zht Om gH Vm h¡& H moB© r Amn na à^wËd Zht O‘m gH Vm h¡& naÝVw ¶{X gmao g‘¶ Amn H mo bJVm h¡, {H Amn H mo X~m¶m Om ahm h¡, Vmo Amn EH AË¶ÝV e{º hrZ ì¶{º hmo OmE§Jo, Amn EH ¶§H a ì¶{º ~Z gH Vo h¢, Amn bmoJm| H m gm‘Zm Zht H a nm¶|Jo...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

158

n{V-nËZr H s g‘ñ¶m¶| ^yb OmAmo :

""... ‘wPo Amn go AmJ«h H aZm h¡, {H AnZr g‘ñ¶m¶| yb OmB©¶o, n{V-nËZr H s g‘ñ¶m¶| Hw N Zht h¡& AnZo ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H amo, CÝh| à{Vðm X|, CÝh| EH Km|gbm X| Ohm± do ah gH| ...''

(1980, ~MnZ na, ¶y.Ho .)

AmnH mo ¶h OmZ boZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn ‘| H ht A{YH ghZe{º h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo nVm h¡ {H pñW{V H mo H¡ go gå^mbZm h¡ :

""... naÝVw ^maVr¶ nwéfm| go Cå‘rX H aZm ì¶W© h¡, CÝhm|Zo h‘mar amOZr{V Am¡a Am{W©H pñW{V H mo g~ J‹S~‹Sm {X¶m h¡& em¶X Amn bmoJm| Ho nwê f ~ohVa hm|Jo, ‘wPo Bg ~mao ‘| kmV Zht h¡, naÝVw ¶h ‘¢ H h gH Vr hÿ± {H H ‘ go H ‘ do maVr¶ nwê fm| H s VwbZm ‘| Hw N Za‘ h¢, do Vmo AË¶ÝV X~mZo dmbo bmoJ h¢& naÝVw h‘ bmoJ Ho db h±g XoVo h¢& h‘ OmZVo h¢ {H dh CZH m ñd^md h¡& {Og àH ma EH ~ƒm à^wËd {XImZo H m à¶ËZ H aVm h¡, Cgr àH ma nËZr ^r à^wËd O‘mZo H m à¶ËZ H aVr h¡& Am¡a ¶{X do ~mha {H gr AÝ¶ H mo X~mZo H m à¶ËZ H a|Jo Vmo CZH s {nQmB© hmo Om¶oJr& Bg{b¶o do h‘| X~mZm MmhVo h¢, AÝ¶Wm do AnZm Jwñgm {H g na {ZH mb|? gmo, AÀNm h¡, h‘mao D na {ZH mb aho h¢, AÝ¶Wm ~mha Vmo do {nQ Om¶|Jo&

¶{X Amn XoI| {H H moB© nwê f ~‹Sm MwnMmn d AÀNm h¡, Vmo OmZ br{O¶o {H CgH s nËZr H m ~‹Sm Iam~ g‘¶ Mb ahm h¡& gmo, Amn Ho db Bg na h±g H a hëHo go Qmb X| Ed§ Bgo Jå^raVm go Z b|& AmnH mo OmZZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn ‘| H ht A{YH ghZe{º h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo nVm h¡ {H pñW{V H mo H¡ go gå^mbZm h¡ Am¡a Amn A{YH {ddoH erb h¢ Am¡a A{YH gm‘y{hH h¢&

gmo, OrdZ EH Iob ~Z OmVm h¡& Amn Xo{I¶o, {H nwê f, nwê f hr ah|Jo Am¡a {ó¶m§, {ó¶m§ hr ah|Jr, Mmho Amn H moB© r H n‹S o nhZ|& AmnH mo dhr hmoZm h¡ Omo Amn h¢& naÝVw EH ~ma Amn g‘P Om¶o {H Amn ³¶m h¢ Vmo Amn AmZÝX ‘| ah|Jo& nwê f gXm K{‹S¶m§ XoIVo ah|Jo Am¡a {ó¶m§ gXm Xoar

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H aVr ah|Jr...''


J¥hbú‘r VËd XmoZm|, n{V Am¡a nËZr na {Z^©a h¡ :

""... gmo, J¥hbú‘r VËd nmañn[aH h¢, ¶h Ho db nËZr ¶m n{V na hr {Z^©a Zht hmoVm h¡, naÝVw XmoZm| na, gmo, EH ~ma ¶{X Amn AnZr nËZr H mo H ï Xo aho h¢, Vmo Amn H s ~m¶t Zm{^ H ^r gwYa Zht gH Vr h¡& ¶m ¶{X Amn EH Iam~ nËZr h¢ Vmo AmnH s ~m¶t Zm{^ gwYa Zht gH Vr h¡...''


¶o g~ NmoQr-NmoQr ~mVm| H m H moB© bm^ Zht h¡ :

""... n{V H m à^wËd Am¡a nËZr H m à^wËd EH JbV {dMma h¡& ¶{X Amn bmoJ EH -Xÿgao Ho gmW ào‘ H a gH Vo h¢, Vmo ¶h ñdJu¶ h¡& ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ±, {H NmoQ r-NmoQ r ~mVm| Ho {b¶o bmoJ PJ‹Sm H aVo h¢, H n‹Sm| Ho {b¶o, ImZo Ho {b¶o, BgHo {b¶o, CgHo {b¶o& naÝVw ¶{X Amn {H gr go ào‘ H aVo h¢, Vmo AmnH m OrdZ {H VZm gwÝXa ~Z OmVm h¡& ¶o g~ NmoQ r-NmoQ r MrμO| {H gr H m‘ H s Zht h¡...''


II. Amngr gå‘mZ

Amngr gå‘mZ {dH {gV hmoZm Oê ar h¡ ³¶m|{H Amn XmoZm| gÝV h¢ :

""... ¶h g‘¶ Am MwH m h¡ {H Amn g‘P| {H Amn AmË‘m h¢ Am¡a AmnH m n{V r AmË‘m h¡, ¶m ¶{X Amn n{V h¢, Vmo AmnH mo OmZZm h¡ {H AmnH s nËZr r AmË‘m h¡& Am¡a EH Amngr gå‘mZ Cg ñVa na {dH {gV hmoZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H Amn XmoZm| gÝV h¢, Amn gh¶OmoJr h¢& AmnH mo EH Xÿgao H m gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H Amn ghO¶moJr h¢...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

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Amn bmoJm| ‘| EH à{V¶mo{JVm hmoZr Mm{h¶o, ào‘ H aZo ‘|, {dídmg H aZo ‘|, B©‘mZXmar ‘|, X¶mbw hmoZo ‘| :

""... Amn H mo Xÿgao gmjmËH mar ì¶{º ¶m| H m gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o& do AmnH s ‘m± Ho ~ƒo h¢& Amng ‘| ~mV H aVo g‘¶ AmnH mo g‘PZm Mm{h¶o Bg ~mV H mo Am¡a r A{YH O~ Amn n{V-nËZr h¢& A^r VH Omo Amn Ho {dMmam| ‘| n{V-nËZr H s g‘P Wr, Cgo Nmo‹S X|, dh EH àH ma H s R oHo Xmar H s emXr hmoVr h¡& gmYmaU em{X¶m| ‘| Amn XoIVo h¢, "dh {H VZm à^wËd {XImVm h¡, CgH s ³¶m e{º ¶m§ h¢, ‘oar ³¶m e{º ¶m§ h¢, ‘wPo {H VZm n¡gm {‘bVm h¡, Cgo {H VZm {‘bVm h¡, n¡go H hm± aIo h¢, dh g~ ³¶m h¡?' ¶h V^r hmoVm h¡ O~ Amn EH -Xÿgao na {dídmg Zht H aVo h¢, naÝVw Amn Am¡a A{YH {dídmg H aVo OmB©¶o&

Amng ‘| ào‘ H aZo H s à{V¶mo{JVm hmoZr Mm{h¶o& {dídmg H aZo ‘| à{V¶mo{JVm hmoZr Mm{h¶o& B©‘mZXma hmoZo ‘|, X¶mbw hmoZo ‘|, godm H aZo ‘|, BZ g~ ‘ | à{V¶m{o JVm hmZo o X,| V~ Amn n[aUm‘ àmá H aJ| &o à{V¶m{o JVm, à^Ëw d ‘,| SaZ o ‘,| ‘Iy V© m ~mQ± Z o ‘ | Zht, naÝV w BgHo {dn[aV hmZo r Mm{h¶.o ..''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

n{V EH ^Ð nwê f hmoZm Mm{h¶o {OgH m nËZr gå‘mZ H a| :

""... h‘mao AmYw{ZH OrdZ H m ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© nhby h¡, {H h‘| g‘PZm Mm{h¶o {H n{V Am¡a nËZr H m gå~ÝY ³¶m h¡? n{V EH Ð nwê f Ho g‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o {Ogo {ZpíMV hr nËZr Ûmam gå‘m{ZV hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶{X nËZr go AnZo n{V H mo gå‘mZ Zht {‘b gH Vm h¡& naÝVw n{V H mo gå‘mZZr¶ ì¶{º hmoZm Mm{h¶o, dh ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡& ¶{X nwê f gå‘mZZr¶ Zht h¡, Vmo CgH m gå‘mZ gabVm go Zht hmo gH Vm...''


AmnH mo AnZr nËZr H mo ghr gå‘mZ XoZm h¡ :

""... O~ Amngr g‘PXmar Zht hmoVr h¡, O~ AgÝVwbZ hmoVm h¡, V~

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¶o g~ ~mV| hmoVr h¢& naÝVw ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘| g‘PZm Mm{h¶o, AmnH mo AnZr nËZr H s XoI^mb H aZr h¡, CgH s Amdí¶H VmAm| H s, g~ MrμOm| H s& Cgo ghr gå‘mZ XoZm h¡& Cgo Xÿgam| H s CnpñW{V ‘| H ^r An‘m{ZV Zht H aZm h¡& ¶h nyU©V¶m {ZfoY h¡& naÝVw {ó¶m| H mo ^r OmZZm Mm{h¶o {H n{V¶m| H m H¡ go gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o, CH gmZm Zht Mm{h¶o Am¡a n{V Ho {damoY ‘| Mmb~mμOr Zht Cn¶moJ ‘| bmZr Mm{h¶o& ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, {H {ó¶m§ ~¡R H a ¶moOZm ~ZmVr h¢ {H H¡ go AnZo n{V H mo An‘m{ZV H a|Jr, Hw N r BñVo‘mb H a Ho ...''


¶h AË¶ÝV nmañn[aH ~mV h¡ :

""... ¶h nyU©V¶m h¡, {H AnZo n{V go ào‘ {H g àH ma H aZm h¡& AmnH mo dmñVd ‘| n{V go ào‘ H aZm h¡ Am¡a Cgo j‘m H aZm h¡, {Og àH ma Amn AnZo ~ƒo H mo H a|Jr& naÝVw n{V r.... ¶h AË¶ÝV nmañn[aH ~mV h¡, ‘¢ Ho db {ó¶m| H mo hr Hw N H h Zht gH Vr Am¡a nwê fm| H mo r Zht& ¶h nyU© ê n go Amdí¶H h¡, {H nwê fm| H mo AnZr {ó¶m| H mo Xodr Ho g‘mZ gå‘mZ XoZm Mm{h¶o, naÝVw {ó¶m| H mo r Xodr g‘mZ AmMaU H aZm h¡& do Jbr Ho {ó¶m| Ho g‘mZ ì¶dhma H aVr h¢ Ama¡ {’ a à{V¶mo{JVm ewê hmo OmVr h¡& naÝVw ¶{X gÝVwbZ bmZo Ho {b¶o Amn g‘pÝdV H aVo h¢, Vmo Amn XmoZm| H mo μ’¡ gbm H aZm Mm{h¶o {H Amn V^r AmZÝX‘¶ hmo gH Vo h¢, ¶{X Amn ‘| ghr gÝVwbZ hmoJm...''


ór H mo à{Vðm Ho gmW J¥hbú‘r Ho g‘mZ ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o :

""... EH ì¶{º EH Vaμ’ Om ahm h¡, Xÿgam Xÿgar Amoa, BgH m H moB© AÝV Zht h¡ Am¡a aW H ^r gm‘Zo Zht J{Verb hmoJm& XmoZm| n{h¶m| H mo gÝVw{bV hmoZm Mm{h¶o, ¶h g‘P H a {H , {~Zm Bg n{h¶o Ho , Xÿgam Zht ah gH Vm& gmo, ¶h r CVZm hr ‘hËdnyU© h¡, {OVZm {H Xÿgam, naÝVw do H h|Jo {H ‘¢ ‘hËdnyU© hÿ±, "Zht' "dh (nËZr) ‘hËdnyU© h¡, ¶{X ‘wPo ahZm h¡,' ¶m

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nËZr H mo H hZm h¡, "dh (n{V) ‘hËdnyU© h¡ ³¶m|{H ‘wPo ahZm h¡,' ¶h BVZr nmañn[aH ~mV h¡&

A~ J¥hbú‘r H s ~mV na ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr {H , ór H mo J¥hbú‘r Ho g‘mZ ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o, à{VîRm Ho gmW& ‘oam AW© h¡ {H Hw N ‘m±JZm ^r Aà{V{ðV h¡& ³¶m|? ³¶m ‘m±JZm h¡? ¶h g~ Amn H m AnZm h¡, O~ Mm{h¶o, bo bmo& AnZo AÝXa dh n{dÌVm {dH {gV H aZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& nwê f AnZr ór H mo J¥hbú‘r Ho g‘mZ gå‘m{ZV H aVo h¢- ¶h ~‹Sm AÀNm h¡& CZH m gå‘mZ H a|, XoI^mb H a| Am¡a OmZo {H ¶{X Xodr-XodVm AmnH s nËZr Ho gmW h¢, Vmo AmnH mo H moB© g‘ñ¶m Zht hmoJr...''


gå‘mZ, EH sH aU Am¡a g‘PXmar hmoZr Mm{h¶o :

""... gÝVm| H mo EH Xÿgao H m gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o& do AmnHo Ka AmVo h¢, CÝh| AÀNr "grQ' na {~Rm¶|& AmnH mo XoIZm Mm{h¶o, {H gÝV H¡ go gÝVm| H m gå‘mZ H aVo h¢& dh gå‘mZ Amn bmoJm| ‘| Amng ‘| hmoZm Mm{h¶o, EH sH aU, g‘PXmar& gå‘mZ Ho {~Zm Amn ‘| AÀNm gå~ÝY Zht hmo gH Vm h¡& Am¡a gå~ÝY Ho {b¶o ~am~a H s g‘PXmar hmoZr Mm{h¶o {H , "O¡go ‘wPo gå‘mZ Mm{h¶o, d¡go hr Xÿgam| H m gå‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o,' AmnH mo gå‘mZOZH hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a gå‘mZZr¶ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& XmoZm| hr MrμO| H aZr Mm{h¶o& ¶h bú‘r H s ~mV h¡...''


Omo ì¶{º ApÝV‘ bú¶ H mo XoIVm h¡, Cgo ‘¢ gdm©{YH ~w{Õ‘mZ H hVr hÿ± :

""... ¶{X n{V EH ‘yI© ‘Zwî¶ h¡, Vmo dh nËZr H mo ZrMo ItM boJm& ¶{X nËZr ‘yI© h¡, Vmo dh n{V H mo ZrMo ItM boJr& ¶{X EH ór ~‹Sr VrúU h¡, AÀNr Vah ~mV H aVr h¡, dh OmZVr h¡, {H {H g àH ma ~mV H aHo bmoJm| H mo à^m{dV H aZm h¡, Vmo ¶h AW© Zht h¡, {H dh ~‹Sr ~w{Õ‘mZ h¡& ‘¢ Cg ì¶{º H mo gdm©{YH ~w{Õ‘mZ H hVr hÿ±, Omo namonH ma, CËWmZ Am¡a

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ApÝV‘ bú¶ H mo XoIVm h¡, dh ì¶{º gdm©{YH g§doXZerb h¡, gdm©{YH ~w{Õ‘mZ h¡, eof g^r ~w{Õ‘mZr A{dÚm (AewÕ kmZ) h¡, ì¶W© h¡...''


Omo h‘mao AÝXa h¡, Cg g~ go h‘| g‘mYmZ àmá H aZm h¡ :

""... h‘ AÝ¶ bmoJm| Ho g‘mZ Zht hmo gH Vo h¢, Omo n¡go Ho nrN o ^mJVo h¢ Am¡a ñd¶§ H mo Zï H aZo Ho g^r à¶moOZ H aVo h¢& ghO H s g§ñH¥ {V ‘|, h‘| Ü¶mZ H aZm h¡ Am¡a Omo h‘mao AÝXa h¡, Cggo g‘mYmZ àmá H aZm h¡ Am¡a h‘| bú‘r Ho ~ƒm| Ho g‘mZ hmoZm h¡, bú‘r Ho ~ƒo...''


III. à{Vðm

Cg g‘¶ {ddoH ¶h h¡ : ³¶m Amn à{V{ðV h¢ ¶m Zht? :

""... ór H m Xÿgam nhby h¡, {H dh amObú‘r h¡ Am¡a nwê f amOm h¡& Cg g‘¶ {ddoH ¶h h¡, ³¶m Amn à{V{ðV h¢ ¶m Zht? EH ~ma h‘ OmnmZ J¶o Am¡a do bmoJ dhm± h‘| AË¶ÝV gå‘mZ Xo aho Wo, ¶hm± VH {H dhm± EH Jm±d ‘| r& nhbo h‘Zo EH XþH mZ ‘| àdoe {H ¶m ³¶m|{H dfm© hmo ahr Wr, dhm± Jm±d dmbm| Zo dmñVd ‘| h‘| PwH H a àUm‘ {H ¶m& h‘| g‘P Zht Am¶m, {H ³¶m hmo ahm h¡& Am¡a CÝhm|Zo h‘| Cnhma {X¶o, Vmo AÝV ‘| h‘Zo ^mfmÝVa H aZo dmbo go H hm, "do h‘mao gm‘Zo BVZo {dZ‘« ³¶m| h¢?'

do ~mobo, "³¶m|{H Amn amOgr n[adma go h¢&'

‘¢Zo H hm, "Zht, h‘ amOgr n[adma go Zht h¢, CÝh| H¡ go bJm ¶o?'

"³¶m|{H AmnHo ~mb g±dao h¢, AmnH s ~o{Q¶m| Ho ~mb g±dao h¢ Am¡a M‘H aho h¢ Am¡a Amn "ho¶a S´ oga' Ho nmg Zht OmVr h¢&'

¶h Wm! "³¶m ¶h amOgr n[adma H m àVrH h¡?'

"hm±, amOgr n[adma Eogm h¡, do AnZm {ga {H gr Am¡a Ho hmWm| ‘| Zht

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XoVo h¢&'

h‘ bmoJ h¡amZ hmo J¶o, gmo{M¶o, {H OmnmZr bmoJ Eogm gmoMVo h¢...''


AmnH mo EH amZr Ho g‘mZ hmoZm h¡ Am¡a n{V H mo EH amOm Ho g‘mZ :

""... gmo, {ddoH ¶h h¡, {H Amn H mo amZr Ho g‘mZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a n{V H mo amOm Ho g‘mZ hmoZm h¡& naÝVw Cg amOm Ho g‘mZ Zht {OgZo AnZr gmV npËZ¶m| H mo ‘ma {X¶m, naÝVw Cg amOm Ho g‘mZ Omo AnZr nËZr H m gå‘mZ H aVm h¡& ¶{X Amn AnZr nËZr H m gå‘mZ Zht H a gH Vo h¢, Vmo Amn ghO¶moJr Zht hmo gH Vo& gå‘mZ Am¡a amo‘m§g ao ào‘ ‘| AÝVa hmoVm h¡& ‘wPo bJVm h¡ {H Amn gå‘mZ Zht H aVo h¢& ghO¶moJ ‘| nËZr H m gå‘mZ H aZm ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© hmoVm h¡& Bg {df¶ ‘| maVr¶ BVZo AÀN o Zht h¢ naÝVw ‘wPo ¶h r nVm h¡ {H Hw N nmíMmË¶ Ho bmoJ r AOr~ h¢& ¶{X Amn nËZr H m gå‘mZ Zht H a gH Vo h¢ Vmo AmnH s à{Vðm H ‘ hmo OmVr h¡& ^maVr¶, {deofH a CÎma ^maV Ho , X{jU ^maV Ho Zht, bmoJm| ‘| Bg H s H ‘r hmoVr h¡, AnZr nËZr H m gå‘mZ H aZo ‘|& CZ‘| Bg ~mV H s r H ‘r hmoVr h¡, ¶h OmZZo H s, ¶{X do nËZr H m gå‘mZ Zht H aVo h¢, Vmo ~ƒo r CgH m gå‘mZ Zht H a|Jo Am¡a dh ~ƒm| H s {Oå‘oXmar h¡...''


IV. ^md{ZH ‘moh

nyam ~«÷mÊS h‘mam n[adma h¡ :

""... ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘ àm¶: nmVo h¢, {H bmoJ emXr Ho ~mX EH Xÿgao ‘| nyU©V¶m brZ hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a ghO¶moJ H mo Imo XoVo h¢& V~ CZHo ~ÀMo VH brμ’ nmVo h¢: CZHo ~ƒo CnÐdr, AOr~, AZmkmH mar H ïàX hmo OmVo h¢& CÝh| emar[aH g‘ñ¶m¶| r hmoVr h¢& ¶h gOm h¡& ‘¢ Zht gOm XoVr, naÝVw AmnH s AnZr àH¥ {V gOm XoVr h¡& ¶{X Amn AnZm hmW AmJ ‘| Smb|Jo, Vmo dh OboJm& H m¡Z gOm Xo ahm h¡ AmnH mo-Amn IwX hr ñd¶§ H mo gOm Xo

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aho h¢& ~ƒo AOr~ hmo OmVo h¢, Amn Ho db AnZo n[adma, AnZo moOZ Am¡a AnZo Ka-J¥hñWr Ho {b¶o hr ah OmVo h¢&

¶{X AmX‘r ‘| ñdmW© â OmVm h¡, Vmo na‘mË‘m hr Cg n[adma H mo ~Mm¶o& ¶{X ór h¡ Vmo RrH h¡, Wmo‹S m gm naÝVw ¶{X nwê f J¶m-JwμOam h¡..... ‘oam Ka hmoZm Mm{h¶o, ‘oar Zm¡H ar hmoZr Mm{h¶o, ‘wPo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo XoIZm Mm{h¶o, ¶h ‘oao n[adma Ho {b¶o h¡& ‘oam VmËn¶© h¡, {H h‘mam n[adma EH nwê f ¶m EH ór H m Zht h¡, naÝVw gmam ~«÷mÊh hr h‘mam n[adma h¡& h‘ Ho db AnZo hr {b¶o Zht h¡ Am¡a ¶{X h‘ ñd¶§ Ho pÝÐV hmo OmVo h¢, AbJ hmo OmVo h¢..... ‘¢ AmO AmnH mo EH ~mV H hÿ±Jr Am¡a MoVmdZr Xÿ§Jr, {H Omo bmJo ñd¶ § H m o AbJ H aZm eêw H aV o h,¢ Vm o EH {XZ CÝh | ^¶H§ a ~r‘m[a¶m § hm oOm¶J| r& ghO¶mJo H m o Xmfo Zht XZo m& ghO¶mJo Ho nmg AnZm gÝw Xa, na‘mË‘m H m gm‘m« Á¶ h,¡ naÝV w na‘mË‘m Ho gm‘m« Á¶ ‘ | AmnH m o gm‘{y hH hmZo m h.¡ ..''


PyR o ‘moh go hm{Z hmoJr :

""... ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, {H bmoJm| H m AË¶{YH ‘moh AnZo n{V ¶m nËZr Ho à{V hmoVm h¡, V~ do {H gr Am¡a H mo XoI hr Zht gH Vo h¢& CZHo {b¶o AnZo {gdm¶ g~ Hw N JbV h¡, n{V Zht ¶m CZH s npËZ¶m± Zht& ¶h àm¶: Xmof XoIm OmVm h¡& Bg àH ma H m PyRm ‘moh Xÿgao ì¶{º H mo hr Ho db hm{Z Zht nhþ±Mm¶oJm, naÝVw AmnHo n{V ¶m nËZr H mo r hm{Z nhþ±Mm¶oJm, ³¶m|{H do JbV H m¶m] Ûmam, Amam‘ go ~M {ZH b|Jo& EH ~ma do JbV H m¶m] Ûmam ~M {ZH bZm ewê H a|Jo, Vmo CgH m H moB© AÝV Zht h¡, do Zï hmo OmE§Jo...''

(1991, BñQa nyOm, {gSZr)

Amn g~H m nmofU H aVo h¢, AnZo n[adma Ho ha A§J H m :

""... gmo, öX¶ Ho ñVa na {ddoH hmoZm Mm{h¶o, {H Eogm gå~ÝY aI|, Omo BVZm AZwamJhrZ hmo {H Amn g~ H m nmofU H a|, AnZo n[adma Ho ha A§J H m&

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A~, {H gr H m o n{V g o ‘mho h,¡ {H gr H m o ~ƒm | g o ‘mho h,¡ {H gr H m o Hw Îm og o ‘mho h,¡ {H gr H m o Ho db nmY¡ m | g o ‘mho h&¡ ¶h AË¶ÝV A{ddHo nUy © h&¡ AmnH m o ha MrOμ g o EH Og¡ m ‘mho hmZo m Mm{h¶&o ‘ ¢ H hJ±ÿ r {H AmnH m o BVZm AZaw mJhrZ hmZo m Mm{h¶ o {H Amn H m o ha MrOμ g o ~am~a AZaw mJ hm&o AZaw mJhrZVm H m ¶h AW © Zht h,¡ {H Amn H ‘ H nS o nhZ,| CgH m ¶h AW ©Zht h,¡ ¶h JbV {dMma YmaUm h&¡ AZaw mJhrZVm H m AW © h,¡ {H Amn g~ Hw N XIo ,| naÝV w {H gr Ho gmW {MnH| Zht& Amn Bgg o ~mha h ¢ Ama¡ Amn g~ XIo ah o h,¢ {ZarjU H a ah o h&¢ Amn gmjr h&¢ ¶{X Bg àH ma H m à‘o Amn ‘ | {H gr Ho {b¶ o h,¡ Vm o Amn Cg ì¶{º Ëd Ûmam H ht A{YH Amerdm{© XV hmJ| .o ..''


nyar ~mV H s ‘yI©Vm h¡ AZwamJ :

""... {H gr go BVZm AZwamJ hmoZm {gaXXu h¡& {’ a Amn {MÝVm H aVo h¢, "‘oar nËZr A^r nhþ±Mr Zht h¡, Amoh², A~ ³¶m H ê§ JdmZ ‘wPo ’ moZ H aZm Mm{h¶o, Cgo ¶hm± bmZm Mm{h¶o,' naÝVw ¶{X Amn Bg Amoa AZwamJ Zht H a|Jo Vmo dh g‘¶ na Am Om¶oJr& ¶hr Zht Amn CgHo gmW H m r AmZÝX b|Jo, Zht Vmo Amn Cg na {Mëbm¶|Jo, "Vw‘ ³¶m| Zht g‘¶ na Am¶r? ‘¢ Vwåhmar àVrjm H a ahm Wm&' Vmo {’ a Amn ³¶m| CgH s àVrjm H a aho Wo, Cg na {Mëbm H a AnZm gå~ÝY Iam~ H aZo Ho {b¶o?

Bg gmar ~mV Ho nrN o H s ‘yI©Vm h¡ AZwamJ& AmnHo ha ~mV Ho ~mao ‘| nyU©V¶m AZwamJhrZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Amn AmZpÝXV hm|Jo, Ho db AmZÝX naÝVw Cg‘| ^r AmnH mo V¶ H aZm h¡, {H Amn AmZÝX bo aho h¢ ¶m Amn Ho db BgH m ZmQH H a aho h¢& B©‘mZXma hmoZo H m à¶ËZ H a|& n{dÌVm, B©‘mZXmar go hr CâVr h¡& ¶{X Amn ñd¶§ Ho à{V Am¡a Xÿgam| Ho à{V B©‘mZXma Zht h¢, Vmo Amn n{dÌ Zht hmo gH Vo h¢& Am¡a n{dÌVm EH ‘w»¶ MrμO h¡, Omo AmnH mo ghO¶moJ ‘| àmá H aZr h¡, EH sH aU Ho Abmdm Omo ‘¢Zo AmnH mo Xr h¡& naÝVw ¶{X Amn Bg EH sH aU H mo n{dÌVm Ho {b¶o Cn¶moJ ‘| Zht bm¶|Jo, Vmo H moB© μ’ m¶Xm Zht...''

(1984, ajm ~ÝYZ, B§½b¢S)

167

V. ^yVH mb Ho {df¶ ‘| ~mV H aZm Am¡a H ï‘¶ hmoZm

AmnH mo H moB© H ï Zht h¡ :

""... EH Am¡a ~mV h¡, Omo ‘wPo AmnHo Ü¶mZ ‘| bmZr h¡, Omo {ddm{hV Omo{‹S¶m| Ho gmW hmoVm h¡ Am¡a AË¶ÝV JbV ~mV h¡& do XmoZm| ~‹S o hr H ï‘¶ bmoJm| H m "amob' {Z^mZo bJVo h¢& do ~¡R OmVo h¢, do {~Zm {H gr H maU Ho amoZm ewê H aVo h¢& CZHo g‘j nyam g§gma IË‘ hmo ahm h¡& H B© ‘hmZ H {d hþ¶o h¢, O¡go bmS © ~«m¶Z ¶m em¶X Hw N ¶§H a bmoJ {OÝhm|Zo H {dVm¶| {bIr h¢ Am¡a do bmoJ CZ H {dVmAm| H mo H hZm ewê H a|Jo, CZHo {b¶o dhr g~go AÀN o JmZo h¢ Am¡a ha àH ma H s {ZaW©H Vm& ~¡R H a do Bg àH ma H s {ZaW©H Vm H m AmZÝX boVo h¢ Am¡a EH Xÿgao H s VH brμ’ m| H m AmZÝX boVo h¢& dV©‘mZ ‘| AmnH s H moB© VH brμ’| Zht h¢, Omo r Wm dh yVH mb Wm d g‘má hmo J¶m h¡& A~, Amn bmoJ Z¶o bmoJ h¢, Z¶r MoVZm Ho gmW, Z¶r MrμOm| Ho gmW, AmnH s H moB© VH brμ’| Zhr h¢, gmo, do g~ ~mV| yb OmAmo Am¡a EH Xÿgao H m AmZÝX boZo H m à¶ËZ H a|...''

(1980, {ddmh H m ‘hËd, ¶y.Ho .)

AmnH mo AnZo yVH mb H s {~ëHw b r ~mV Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o :

""... Am¡a Xÿgar ~mV h¡, AnZo yVH mb H s ~mV| Z H a|, AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm Am¡a ¶h Am¡a dh& {H gr Ho gmW do ~mV| H aZm, ‘wPo md{ZH "ãb¡H ‘¡b' bJVm h¡& AmnH mo AnZm yVH mb ¶m AnZo {df¶ ‘| {~ëHw b r ~mV Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o, Hw N r b‹SHo ¶m b‹SH s H mo Z ~Vm¶|& ¶{X do Amngo nyNVo r h¢, Vmo dh JbV h¡& {H gr H mo r EH Xÿgao Ho yVH mb Ho ~mao ‘| Zht nyNZm Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H h‘ dV©‘mZ ‘| {dídmg H aVo h¢& gmo, AmnH mo ì¶{º Ho ~rVo hþ¶o g‘¶ Ho ~mao ‘| Z Vmo nyNZm h¡, Z ~VmZm h¡& g~ ^yb Om¶|, Z¶m ewê H a|...''

(1991, {ddmh Ho nyd© ~mVMrV, ¶y.Ho .)

168

Mmho AmnH m AVrV h¡ r, Amn BgH s ì¶m»¶m Z H a|, BgHo ~mao ‘| Z ~mob| :

""... AnZo AZw^d ‘| ‘¢Zo ¶h XoIm h¡, {H H ^r-H ^r do emXr H a boVo h¢ Am¡a AnZo Xoe ‘| dm{ng OmZo Ho ~mX do ~mobZm ewê H aVo h¢ {H , "‘mVmOr, h‘ OmZVo h¢ {H h‘ Bgo ì¶dpñWV Zht H a gH Vo h¢, h‘| Bgo H m¶m©pÝdV H aZm hmoJm BË¶m{X,' em{X¶m§ H m¶m©pÝdV Zht H s OmVr h¢, do ghO hr KQVr h¢&

naÝVw, ^maV ‘| h‘ bmoJ h‘oem EH AÀN o d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho {b¶o V¡¶ma hmoVo h¢& nËZr H mo Am¡a n{V H mo gmao g‘¶ H hm OmVm h¡& gmo, gmYmaUV¶m O~ CZH s emXr hmoVr h¡, Vmo do gmoMVo h¢ {H ¶hr h‘mao {b¶o h¡& CZHo nhbo go ào‘ gå~ÝY Zht hmoVo h¢: CZH s XmoñVr A{X Zht hmoVr h¡& naÝVw ¶{X AmnH m AVrV h¡ r, Vmo A~ dh g‘má hmo J¶m h¡& Amn BgH m ì¶m»¶mZ Z H a|, BgHo ~mao ‘| ~mV Z H a|& AnZm gdm}Îm‘ X|& dh nyU©V¶m JbV h¡ ³¶m|{H ^yVH mb {dÚ‘mZ Zht h¡ Omo h¡, dh dV©‘mZ h¡& gmo, dV©‘mZ H m AmZÝX b|, yb Om¶| Am¡a ñd¶§ H mo j‘m H a X|&

AZoH bmoJm| H s ¶h g‘ñ¶m hmoVr h¡, {H do AVrV H mo yb Zht gH Vo Am¡a AnZr npËZ¶m| H mo ~VmVo ahVo h¢ {H , "‘¢ Eogm Wm&' Hw N r ñdrH maZo H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& do gmoMVo h¢, {H ¶h B©‘mZXmar h¡& Cg g‘¶ B©‘mZXmar ¶m ~oB©‘mZr H m H moB© àíZ Zht h¡ naÝVw nyU© ê n go AmZÝX b|, d¡dm{hH OrdZ Ho Iwer âo ‘mhm¡b H m& dh Ho db {ga ‘| h¡, AÝ¶Wm, emXr H aZo H m ³¶m bm^ h¡ Am¡a {’ a H hm{Z¶m± ~VmZm...''


AmnH mo AnZo nyao ào‘ Am¡a nadmh H s A{^ì¶{º H aZr h¡ Vm{H dh gwa{jVVm Ed§ àgÞVm H m AZw^d H a| :

""... Hw N bmoJm| H s ~‹Sr Iam~ AmXV hmoVr h¡& ¶h ~VmZo H s, {H CgH s ‘m± {H VZr Iam~ Wr, {nVm Wm ¶m dh {H VZm Xþ:Ir h¡ ¶m CgZo {H VZm g§Kf© {H ¶m h¡- ¶h g~ ~mobZo H s H moB© Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡& Bg

169

g‘¶ AmnH s emXr hmo J¶r h¡, dh AmnH s nËZr h¡ Am¡a AmnH mo AnZo g‘ñV ào‘ d nadmh H s A{^ì¶{º Cggo H aZr h¡, Vm{H Cgo gwa{jVVm d àgÞVm H m AZw^d hmo& Bg ~mV H mo "ZmoQ' H a b|, Hw N r AnZo AVrV H m Zht ~VmZm h¡...''


AVrV g‘má hmo J¶m h¡ :

""... g~ go ‘hËdnyU© ~mV h¡, {H AmnH mo AnZo AVrV Ho {df¶ ‘| {~ëHw b Zht ~mV H aZr Mm{h¶o, ³¶m|{H AVrV g‘má hmo J¶m h¡, A~ Amn ghO¶moJr h¢& Amn g~ gmjmËH mar AmË‘m¶| h¢& Bg{b¶o Amn H mo AVrV Ho {df¶ ‘| EH eãX r Zht H hZm h¡, ¶hm± VH {H ¶{X n{V ~mV H aVm h¡, Vmo Amn amoH X| Am¡a H h|, {H h‘| dV©‘mZ ‘| OrZm h¡, h‘| AVrV Ho ~mao ‘| ‘V ~VmAmo&

‘wPo g‘P Zht AmVm, {H bmoJ Eogm ³¶m| gmoMVo h¢, {H do ¶{X AnZo AVrV H s {ZaW©H Vm H s ~mV H a|Jo Vmo A{YH AmH f©H bJ|Jo ¶m {’ a H h|Jo {H , "‘oar ‘m± BVZr Iam~ Wr&' g~ ‘Zmod¡km{ZH {ZaW©H Vm& ¶h H h H a {H ‘mVm-{nVm ~‹S o Iam~ h¢, {H gr H m‘ Ho Zht, AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo g§H Q ‘| Z Smb&| AVrV H m o ^by Om¶ | Ama¡ dV‘© mZ ‘ | ah | ³¶m{| H dV‘© mZ ‘ | hr dmñV{dH Vm hmVo r h ¡ Ama¡ dmñV{dH Vm AmZÝX H m gmJa h.¡ ..''

(1993, XwëhZm| H mo nam‘e©, JUn{V nwbo)

Omo ^r hmo MwH m h¡, dh hmo MwH m h¡, AmnH mo Cgo ~VmZo H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht :

""... A~ EH ~mV H s ‘¢ AmnH mo MoVmdZr XoZm MmhVr hÿ±, AnZo n{V H mo AnZo AVrV H s Jb{V¶m| Ho {df¶ ‘| Z ~Vm¶|& dh Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, CgH s H moB© Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡, ³¶m|{H Amn A~ ghO¶moJr h¢& Amn bmoJ A~ n[ad{V©V bmoJ h¢ Am¡a Omo r hmo J¶m h¡ dh hmo J¶m h¡, Amn H mo Cgo ~VmZo H s Amdí¶H Vm Zht h¡, naÝVw {dî¶ Am¡a dV©‘mZ H s ~mV H a|&

170

RrH h¡? Bg{b¶o g‘PXma ~Z|, Ho db AmnH s g‘PXmar hr EH Iwehmb d¡dm{hH OrdZ ~Zm gH Vr h¡& ¶{X Amn ~w{ÕhrZ ~Z Om¶|, H moB© {ddoH Zht h¡ Vmo {ddmh Agμ’ b hmoJm...''

(2002, XwëhZm| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, lrJUoe nyOm, H ~obm)

VII. EH Xÿgao Ho gmW H¡ go ~mV H a|

‘¶m©Xm dh gr‘m h¡, {Og‘| àË¶oH H mo ahZm h¡ :

""... ¶{X Xmo bmoJm| H m {ddmh gμ’ b Zht h¡, Vmo h‘ nyao Xoe H s àgÞVm ar {OÝXJr H s Amem H¡ go H a gH Vo h¢? Oam gmo{M¶o& Bg ñVa na empÝV Ho ~rO ~mo¶o J¶o h¢& Bg{b¶o h‘| ~w{Õ‘mZ ì¶{º ~ZZm h¡, dh {ddmh H s ‘w»¶ ~mV h¡: h‘ {H g gr‘m VH Bg ~mao ‘| g‘PXma h¢& H« moY Ho Amdoe ‘| OmZm gab h¡, H« mo{YV hmoZm, {H gr A^Ð, A{ddoH s AmXV ‘| OmZm, naÝVw Omo ì¶{º g‘PXma h¡, dh Cg ^ÐVm H s gr‘m H mo H ^r bm§KVm Zht h¡& AmO-H b O~ h‘ lram‘ Ho {df¶ ‘| n‹TVo h¢ {H do ‘¶m©Xm nwê fmoÎm‘ h¢& ‘¶m©Xm dh gr‘m h¡, {Og‘| àË¶oH H mo ahZm h¡& EH ór H mo AnZr gr‘m ‘| ahZm h¡ Am¡a nwê f H mo AnZr gr‘m ‘| ahZm h¡...''


{H gr H s Cnojm H aZm, AË¶{YH H RmoaVm h¡ :

""... naÝVw BgH m AW© ¶h Zht h¡, {H Amn {H gr H s Cnojm H a| : AnZo H V©ì¶m| H s, AnZo ~ƒm| H s, nËZr H s, n{V H s, {H gr H s r Cnojm H aZm AË¶{YH H RmoaVm h¡&

¶{X {H gr NmoQ r ~mV Ho {b¶o ór H« mo{YV hmo OmVr h¡ Am¡a n{V Ho gmW ~mV Zht H aVr h¡ ¶m n{V AnZr nËZr H s AdhobZm H aVm h¡, CgH s nadmh Zht H aVm h¡, XoI^mb Zht H aVm, Vmo ghO¶moJ Ho AZwgma ¶h AnamY h¡& ¶h JbV ~mV h¡, Eogm H aZm& ³¶m|{H Amn ‘| gÝVwbZ hmoZm

171

Mm{h¶o& AmnHo ñd^md ‘| H mo‘bVm hmoZr Mm{h¶o, Xÿgam| Ho gmW AË¶ÝV H mo‘bVm go ~mV H a| Am¡a X¶mbw Ed§ AÀN o ah|& Oam gmo{M¶o, {H Amn Eogo H a aho h¢ ¶m Zht...''

(1992, lrJUoe nyOm, nW©)

¶{X Amn Bg Amoa H m Ü¶mZ Zht aI|Jo, Vmo ghO¶moJ H ^r H m¶m©pÝdV Zht hmoJm :

""... Amn AnZo mB©¶m| Am¡a ~hZm| go ³¶m H hVo h¢, g~ go ‘hËdnyU© ~mV h¡& ¶{X Amn Bg Amoa Ü¶mZ Zht X|Jo Vmo ghO¶moJ H ^r H m¶m©pÝdV Zht hmoJm& Amn AnZr nËZr go H¡ go ì¶dhma H aVo h¢, n{V go H aVo h¢, AnZo ^mB©¶m| Am¡a ~hZm| Ho à{V& ¶h g~go ‘hËdnyU© h¡...''

(1981, g~H m°Ýeg, gwàmH m°Ýeg, Moëg‘ amoS, b§XZ)

172

173

I. gwajm Am¡a empÝV

Á¶m| hr Amn Ý¶m¶ ‘m±JZm ewê H aVo h¢ Vmo dhm± H moB© empÝV Zht hmoVr :

""... gmo, h‘| ¶h g‘PZm h¡ {H h‘Zo n[adma H s empÝV Ho à{V Am¡a n[adma ‘| Ý¶m¶ Am¡a ~mha ‘| ³¶m ¶moJXmZ {X¶m h¡& h‘ ‘| Ý¶m¶ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& Ý¶m¶ H s ‘m±J Zht H s OmVr h¡, Á¶m| hr Amn Ý¶m¶ H s ‘m±J ewê H aVo h¢ Vmo V~ dhm± H moB© empÝV Zht hmoVr, Bg{b¶o h‘| Ý¶m¶ H s ‘m±J Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o, h‘| AnZo ñd¶§ Ho gmW Am¡a Xÿgam| Ho gmW Ý¶m¶ H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a h‘| AnZo à{V Ed§ Xÿgamo Ho à{V empÝV‘¶ hmoZm Mm{h¶o ...''

(1986, ~¡pëO¶‘ Am¡a hm°b¡ÊS, ~¡pëO¶‘)

AmnH mo AnZr nËZr go ào‘ H aZm AÀNm bJVm h¡ Am¡a {H gr AÝ¶ H mo Cg àH ma go Zht :

""... Bg g‘¶ ¶h AmnHo {b¶o EH àdMZ h¡ {Ogo Amn {H gr ê ‹TrdmXr ñWmZ na gwZ gH Vo h¢, naÝVw ¶h gånyU© ê ‹Trdm{XVm AmnH m A§J-àË¶§J hmo OmVr h¡ Am¡a Amn Bg Ho gmW nyU©V¶m ~§Y OmVo h¢& AmnH mo AÀNm bJVm h¡& AmnH mo AnZr nËZr go ào‘ H aZm AÀNm bJVm h¡ Am¡a {H gr AÝ¶ go Cg àH ma go Zht& n{V H mo Cggo EH {deof àH ma go ào‘ H aZm AÀNm bJVm h¡ Am¡a nËZr H mo ^r EH {deof àH ma go n{V go ào‘ H aZm AÀNm bJVm h¡, ¶h hmoVm h¡& H moB© Agwa{jVVm Zht h¡& AÝ¶Wm Amn Ka dm{ng AmVo h¢ Am¡a nmVo h¢ {H Amn H s nËZr {H gr Am¡a Ho gmW mJ J¶r h¡, Oam gmo{M¶o, ³¶m pñW{V h¡...''

(1982, öX¶, {dew{Õ, Amkm Am¡a ghòma, S~u, ¶y.Ho .)

""...Amn bmoJ Jm¡ar h¢-Hw ‘mar& AmnH mo ‘m± H s nyOm AnZo mdr d¡dm{hH

{ddmh ‘| gÝVwbZ

174

OrdZ Ho {b¶o H aZr h¡...''(2000, XwëhZm| Ho gmW ~mVMrV, {Xëbr)

PJ‹Sm Zht H amo :

""... ¶h EH mH m[aVm àW‘ n[adma ‘| H m¶m©pÝdV hmoZr Mm{h¶o& ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡& {Og n[adma ‘| ha g‘¶ AempÝV h¡, Cg‘| Eogo ~ƒo Zht hmo gH Vo, Omo EH mH m[aVm H s pñW{V ‘| hm|& Bg{b¶o ‘¢ CÝh| gX¡d H hVr hÿ± {H PJ‹Sm ‘V H amo& ¶{X n[adma ‘| do b‹S aho h¢, Vmo do ghO¶moJr Zht hmo gH Vo h¢& ¶{X Eogr b‹SmB© h¡ Vmo ~ohVa h¡, {H Eogo n[adma go ~mha {ZH b OmAmo& Bg{b¶o h‘Zo VbmH H s AZw‘{V Xr h¡& ¶{X H moB© nwê f Xÿgar {ó¶m| Ho gmW ào‘mbmn H aVm h¡ ¶m JbV H m¶© H aVm h¡, Vmo h‘Zo Cgo ghO¶moJ go {ZH b OmZo H mo H hm h¡& CgH m H maU h¡, {H EH Iam~ go~ g^r go~m| H mo Iam~ H aVm h¡, gmo, Bg àH ma Ho nwê f ¶m ór H mo nyar Vah go ghO¶moJ go ~mha aIZm Mm{h¶o, Vm{H n[adma Ho gå~ÝY ~ohVa ah|, Omo {H ghO¶moJ ‘| ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡& AmnHo nm[adm[aH gå~ÝY nyU©V¶m CÎm‘ hmoZo Mm{h¶o&

‘wPo g‘P ‘| Zht AmVm h¡, Amn AnZr nËZr Ho gmW H m AmZÝX Zht bo gH Vo h¢, Vmo Amn Bg g§gma ‘| {H g H m AmZÝX b|Jo? ¶{X Amn nm[adm[aH OrdZ H m AmZÝX Zht bo gH Vo, Vmo Amn {H gr ^r MrμO H m AmZÝX Zht bo gH Vo h¢& ¶h n{V-nËZr H m BVZm ZμOXrH s gå~ÝY IË‘ hmoVm h¡, Ho db lrJUoe Or H s g‘ñ¶m Ho H maU& ¶{X JUoe VËd ghr hmoVm Vmo gdm}Îm‘ EH sH aU hmoVm, n{V-nËZr ‘| g§Vw{bV g‘PXmar hmoVr, naÝVw ¶{X Agμ’ b hmo OmVr h¡ emXr Vmo BgH m AW© h¡ {H {ZpíMV hr lrJUoe VËd ‘| Hw N Iam~r h¡& AnZo ñd¶§ Ho lrJUoe H mo ghr H aZo H m à¶ËZ H a| Z {H Xÿgam| H m XoI|& AmnH mo Ü¶mZ H aZm h¡ lrJUoe na Am¡a A{YH Ü¶mZ H aZm h¡, y{‘ ‘m± na ~¡R H a Ü¶mZ H a|...''


II. {dídmg

~ƒm| H mo na‘mË‘m ‘| {dídmg Ñ‹T hmoVm h¡, O~ CZHo ‘mVm-{nVm EH

175

Xÿgao na {dídmg H aVo h¢ :

""... ¶{X Amn Xÿgao bmoJm| Ho gmW EH Xÿgao H s ~mV H aZm ewê H aVo h¢, Vmo dh AZÝ¶Vm, {dídmg g‘má hmo OmVm h¡& Bg{b¶o, Amn bmoJm| H mo EH Xÿgao na {dídmg H aZm h¡& ~ƒm| H mo na‘mË‘m ‘| {dídmg V~ hmoVm h¡, O~ do AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm go grIVo h¢, {H Amng ‘| {H g àH ma {dídmg H aZm Mm{h¶o& gmo, Amn bmoJ dh Km|gbm h¢, Ohm± H b ‘hmZ ~ƒm| H mo OÝ‘ boZm h¡, ñWm{nV hmoZm h¡ Am¡a gÝVm| Ho g‘mZ {dH {gV hmoZm h¡...''


{Og àH ma Amn ñd¶§ na {dídmg H aVo h¢, Cgr àH ma Xÿgao na ^r {dídmg H aZm Mm{h¶o :

""... EH X‘ gab-grYm gå~ÝY aI| Am¡a grI| {H d¡gm {H g àH ma hmoZm h¡, AmnHo ~ƒo Amn go grI|Jo Am¡a nyao {díd Ho n[adV©Z ‘| A~ g‘¶ Zht bJoJm, EH ~ma O~ h‘ dh {dídmg grI b|Jo Vmo Ho db n¡go ‘| hr Zht, na ha àH ma go& nyU© {dídmg, {Og àH ma Amn ñd¶§ na {dídmg H aVo h¢, AmnH mo Cgr àH ma Xÿgao na {dídmg H aZm h¡, Omo A~ Xÿgam Zht

176

ahm...''


¶h EH gÝw Xa CËWmZ h ¡ {H Amn AnZm OrdZ {H gr Ho gmW ~mQ± ah o h ¢ :

""... gdm}Îm‘ ~mV h¡, {H EH Xÿgao na {dídmg H a|, gÝXoh Z H a|& AZoH em{X¶m| Ho gmW EH Am¡a g‘ñ¶m h¡, {H do gÝXoh H aZo bJVo h¢ Am¡a {’ a AbJ hmo OmVo h¢ Bg{b¶o Hw N ^r gÝXoh Z H a|& d¡dm{hH OrdZ go ‹SaZo H s H moB© ~mV Zht h¡& ¶h EH gwÝXa AdñWm ‘| Amn àdoe H aZo Om aho h¢& ‘¢ H hÿ§Jr {H ¶h EH gwÝXa CËWmZ h¡ AmnH m, {H Amn {H gr Ho gmW OrdZ ~m±Q aho h¢, naÝVw ~hþV bmoJ h¢ Omo Agμ’ b hmo OmVo h¢& ³¶m|? ³¶m|{H do gmoMVo h¢ {H do nwê f h¢ Am¡a ¶o {ó¶m§ h¢& naÝVw XmoZm| EH gmW gwÝXaVm go Ow‹S gH Vo h¢ Am¡a AË¶ÝV àgÞVm go ah gH Vo h¢...''


III. EH mH m[aVm

A~ Amn EH ì¶{º Ho g‘mZ ah| :

""... gmo, AmnH m ^yb OmZm h¡ {H Amn ñdV§ÌVm go ahVo h¢, A~ Amn EH ì¶{º Ho g‘mZ ah|, EH hr ì¶{º Ëd& EH Xÿgao H s e{º H mo g‘W©Z XoZm, EH Xÿgao Ho nyU© ê n go àe§gmgyMH & ¶h Cg empÝV H mo ~ZmVm h¡, {OgHo {df¶ ‘| h‘ ~mV H a aho h¢...''


AnZo gmWr H mo nyU© ê n go ñdrH maZm AnZm A§J-àË¶§J OmZ H a :

""... ‘wPo {dídmg h¡, {H Amn BgH m ‘hËd g‘PVo h¢ Am¡a ‘wPo {dídmg h¡, {H Amn g~ Zo AnZo Amn H mo Bg Adga Ho {b¶o V¡¶ma H a {b¶m h¡& ‘¢ Amn g~ Ho ~rM ¶h XoIZm Mmhÿ±Jr {H Amn ‘| go H m¡Z {XImVm h¡ dmñVd ‘|, gånyU© ñdrH m¶© AnZo gmWr H m, AnZo A§J-àË¶§J Ho g‘mZ Am¡a dh Jm¡ad {Oggo Amn CZ go ì¶dhma H a|Jo&

177

‘¢ Amn g~ H mo Amerdm©X XoVr hÿ±& Amn g~ gÝV h¢ Am¡a gÝVm| Zo ¶hm± {ddmh {H ¶m h¡& g^r XodXÿV Am¡a {Xì¶ JU Amn g~ H s àe§gm H a aho hm|Jo, gmo, gmdYmZ ah| Am¡a AnZm ñWmZ YmaU H a|, O¡go {H h‘ {hÝXr ‘| H hVo h¢, {~amO|, AnZm ñWmZ nyao Jm¡ad Am¡a à{Vðm go J«hU H a|...''


O~ ào‘ H m ~ÝYZ hmoVm h¡, Vmo BVZm boZm Am¡a XoZm hmoVm h¡ :

""... Bg àH ma H s ñdV§ÌVm EH X‘ Jwbm‘r Ho {dnarV h¡, naÝVw ‘Ü¶ ‘| ào‘ h¡, Ohm± Amn g~ go ~§Yo h¢& ‘¢ AnZo ~ƒm| go ~§Yr hÿ±& hm± ‘¢ hÿ±, ‘wPo CZ na Jd© h¡& do ‘wPo ~m±YVo h¢ Am¡a ‘¢ r CÝh| ~m±YVr hÿ±& ¶h Amngr ~ÝYZ h¡, {Oggo h‘ Amng ‘| AmZpÝXV hmoVo h¢& O~ ào‘ H m ~ÝYZ hmoVm h¡, Vmo BVZm boZm Am¡a XoZm hmoVm h¡, naÝVw ³¶m h‘ ào‘ Ho ~ÝYZ H m ‘hËd g‘PVo h¢? Wmo‹S r gr ~mV go h‘ Bgo Vmo‹S XoVo h¢& O¡go {H nËZr H hVr h¢, "AmO ‘¢ ~mha OmZm MmhVr hÿ±&' n{V H hVm h¡, "³¶m|, ‘¢ ~hþV WH m hþAm hÿ±, ³¶m Vw‘ g‘PVr Zht hmo?' ¶m ¶{X n{V H hVm h¡, "‘oam Hw N ImZo H m ‘Z h¡' ¶m H moB© {deof MrμO dh H hVm h¡, "n¡Z Ho H ' ¶m Hw N Am¡a EH NmoQ r gr MrμO, "Amoh ‘¢ ~hþV WH s hÿ±, Vw‘ gmao g‘¶ AmXoe XoVo hmo' ¶{X Amn gmoM| {H dh NmoQ r gr MrμO ~ZmZo go dh ~hþV àgÞ hmoJm, Cgo VagZm Mm{h¶o {H ¶h OmZZo Ho {b¶o {H dh ³¶m MmhVm h¡ Am¡a n{V H mo ^r ¶h OmZZo Ho {b¶o {H dh ³¶m MmhVr h¢, CËgwH ahZm Mm{h¶o& {’ a EH Xÿgao Ho gmW H m AmZÝX bo, Zht Vmo AmnHo ‘Zwî¶Vm Ho JwU ì¶W© hmo Om¶|Jo...''

(1978, Amkm MH« , gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, b§XZ)

dhm± ~{bXmZ H m H moB© àíZ Zht h¡ :

""... ha jU BVZo gwÝXa ~ÝYZm| go ~§Ym hmoVm h¡, Ohm± AmXmZ-àXmZ hmoVm h¡& AmnZo ³¶m àmá {H ¶m h¡? {Og àH ma Amn b‹S aho h¢, {Og àH ma Amn ì¶dhma H a aho h¢, Cggo AmnZo ³¶m àmá {H ¶m h¡? O~ Amn ‘a OmVo h¢, Vmo AmnH mo AI~ma ‘| EobmZ H aZm n‹SVm h¡, {H E³g.dmB©.O¡‹S ‘a J¶m h¡ Am¡a Amn nmVo h¢ {H dhm± H moB© Zht Am¶m h¡&

178

AmO H b ¶h pñW{V h¡& Eogr ewîH Vm, Eogm ImbrnZ, Eogm AHo bmnZ ahVm h¡& Bg g~ go AmnZo ³¶m nm¶m h¡? gmo, h‘mao AÝXa ¶h ~ÝYZ h¡ Am¡a ~{bXmZ H m H moB© àíZ hr Zht CRVm..... h‘| n[adma Ho {b¶o ~{bXmZ H aZm Mm{h¶o-Amn ³¶m ~{bXmZ H a aho h¢? ¶{X Amn H mo EH AÀNm OrdZ ì¶VrV H aZm h¡, Vmo Amn Hw N ~{bXmZ Zht H a aho h¢, naÝVw Amn bm^ nm aho h¢, AÀNm OrdZ ì¶VrV H a Ho ...''

(1978, Amkm MH« , gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, b§XZ)

V~ n{V-nËZr Ho gå~ÝY ghO¶moJ ‘| ~hþV gwÝXa hmoVo h¢ :

""... lram‘ Ho OrdZ go h‘ ~hþV Hw N grIVo h¢ Am¡a grVmOr Ho OrdZ go ^r& CZ XmoZm| Zo h‘mao {b¶o BVZm {H ¶m h¡, h‘mao gm‘Zo BVZm ‘hmZ OrdZ bm¶o h¢& AnZo nyao OrdZ ‘| CÝhm|Zo VH brμ’| hr VH brμ’| CRmBª& do Jm±dm| ‘| aho, O§Jbm| ‘| aho, O~ {H do amOm Am¡a amZr Wo& CÝh| H ^r kmZ hr Z Wm {H Agw{dYm ³¶m hmoVr h¡& do g~ ñWmZm| ‘| Z§Jo n¡a J¶o& do OrdZ H s g~ doXZmAm| go JwOao& grVm Or H mo amdU bo J¶m Wm, Omo AË¶ÝV ¶§H a AmX‘r Wm& CÝh| amjg Ho gmW ahZm n‹Sm& Oam gmo{M¶o, do amjg Ho gmW ahr Am¡a dhm± CÝhm|Zo AnZr ‘hmZVm {XIm¶r& grVmOr Am¡a lram‘ Ho nmÌm| H m M[aÌ {MÌU ¶h {XImVm h¡ {H CZH s {deofVm¶| EH Xÿgao H s àe§gmgyMH Wt Am¡a ¶[X Eogm hr hmo Vmo n{V-nËZr Ho gå~ÝY ghO¶moJ ‘| gwÝXa hm|Jo& ¶h Eogm hr hmoZm Mm{h¶o...''

(1987, lram‘ nyOm, pñdQOab¢S)

""... h‘mao AÝXa Ho J¥hbú‘r VËd Ho {b¶o ¶h ‘hËdnyU© h¡, {H h‘ gmW hm|, gmW {dH {gV hm|, ha g‘¶ EH mH m[aVm H m AZw^d hmo Omo h‘mao AÝXa h¡...''


IV. àU¶gå~ÝYr (amo‘mpÝQ{gÁ‘)

ghO¶moJ ‘| ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, {H EH ~ma bmoJm| H s emXr hmo OmVr h¡, Vmo do

179

ghO¶moJ H mo yb OmVo h¢ :

""... naÝVw EH Am¡a MrμO ghO¶moJ ‘| hmoVr h¡, Omo ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, {H EH ~ma bmoJm| H s emXr hmo OmVr h¡, Vmo bJVm h¡ {H do ghO¶moJ H mo hr ^yb J¶o h¢ d emXr ghO¶moJ H m AÝV ~Z OmVr h¡& do EH Xÿgao Ho gmW BVZo nmJb hmo OmVo h¢ {H do ghO¶moJ H mo yb OmVo h¢, do ‘wPo yb OmVo h¢, do g~ Hw N ^yb OmVo h¢& ‘wPo Hw N bmoJ nVm h¢ Omo ghO¶moJ ‘| ~‹S o hr AÀN o Wo, EH ~ma CZH s emXr hmo J¶r Vmo do H ‘ go H ‘ Xmo gmb Ho {b¶o ghO¶moJ go Imo J¶o& CZH m EH ~ƒm hþAm, {Ogo g‘ñ¶m Wr Am¡a V~ do ghO¶moJ ‘| Am¶o& Bg{b¶o, Bg àH ma H m amo‘m§g ghO¶moJ ‘| {H gr bm^ H m Zht h¡& ¶h g~ ~ZmdQr h¡& ¶h g~ ‘mZ{gH h¡& Bg ‘| H moB© ~w{Õ Zht h¡, Bg àH ma H m ì¶W© H m amo‘m§g, {Og‘| bmoJ brZ hmo OmVo h¢& ³¶m|{H dh AmnH mo na‘mË‘m H mo ^wbm XoVm h¡, AmnH mo ‘m± H mo ^wbm XoVm h¡, AmnH mo AnZo OrdZ H m H m¶© ^ybm XoVm h¡, Amn g~ gmjmËH mar AmË‘m h¢ Am¡a AmnH mo ¶h H m¶© H aZm h¡...''


Amn Xmo {d{^Þ hpñV¶m± h¢ - AmnH mo ghr àH ma go ì¶dhma H aZm h¡ :

""... naÝVw {Og àH ma bmoJ OëX~mμOr H aVo h¢ Am¡a erK«Vm go g~ Hw N H aVo h¢, do AnZo d¡dm{hH OrdZ H mo J‹S~‹Sm XoVo h¢& nhbo do hZr‘yZ Ho {b¶o Om¶|Jo, Xÿgam g‹SH m| na ZμOmam {XIm¶|Jo, {’ a Vrgam do VbmH Ho Ý¶m¶mb¶ ‘| nhþ±M Om¶|Jo&

gmo, Amn H mo gånyU© gÝVwbZ ‘| ahZm h¡, nyU© à{Vðm go& {deofH a ^maV Ho Jm±dmo ‘| ¶h ~‹Sm Iam~ bJVm h¡, {H bmoJ EH Xÿgao H mo "{H g' H aVo h¢ ¶m H ht ~¡R o hm|Jo& BgH s H moB© erK«Vm Zht h¡, ³¶m OëXr h¡? ‘wPo g‘P ‘| Zht AmVm h¡& ‘wPo ¶h r ~Vm¶m J¶m, {H "E¶anmoQ ©' na O~ bmoJ hmoVo h¢, Vmo n{V AnZr nËZr H mo N o‹SVm h¡ Am¡a nËZr AnZo n{V H mo N o‹SVr h¡, gmao g‘¶ n{V H mo nH ‹S o aIVr h¡ Am¡a n{V AnZr nËZr H mo nH ‹S o aIVm h¡, ¶h ~‹Sm AOr~ bJVm h¡, O¡go {H Hw Îmo H s ny±N hmoVr h¡ Am¡a ny±N H m Hw Îmm

180

hmoVm h¡& Amn bmoJ Xmo AbJ-AbJ hpñV¶m± h¢, Amn H mo ghr àH ma go ì¶dhma H aZm h¡...''


Bg àH ma H m ì¶dhma H a| {H bmoJ H h| {H -¶h ghr {ddmh h¡ :

""... emXr Ho à{V AmnH m ad¡¶m Eogm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H h‘| H moB© Eogm Mm{h¶o, Omo h‘mam àe§gm-gyMH hmo& h‘| AnZo aW Ho {b¶o EH Xÿgam n{h¶m Mm{h¶o& ~g CVZm hr& ¶h Zht {H Amn nyam Cg‘| Kwg Om¶| Am¡a EH n{h¶m ~Z Om¶| Am¡a EH n{h¶m dmbm aW ‘¢Zo AmO VH Zht XoIm h¡& Bg{b¶o Amn AnZr à{Vðm, AnZr g‘PXmar go Amn H mo Eogo ì¶dhma H aZm Mm{h¶o {H bmoJ H h| {H , "¶h EH ghr {ddmh h¡'...''


Amn Cå‘rX aIVo h¢ {H do ³bmH© Jo~b hm|, Eogm Zht h¡ :

""... ‘¢Zo {μ’ ë‘m| ‘| r XoIm h¡, g~ amo‘m§g Ho Ñí¶ hmoVo h¢-Eogm hmoVm Zht h¡ H ^r, H moB© d¡gm hmoVm Zht h¡, ¶h g~ ~H dmg h¡, gmo, Amn CÝh| ³bmH© Jo~b Ho ê n ‘| XoIZm MmhVo h¢, Eogm Zht h¡...''


d o am‘o mÝg hr H aV o ahV o h ¢ Ama¡ maVr¶ ghO¶m{o J¶m | H m o Y³H m bJVm h ¡ :

""... Xÿgar ~mV h¡, O~ h‘ ^maV ‘| OmVo h¢, ‘¢Zo gwZm {H {OZH m dhm± {ddmh hþAm ¶m hmo MwH m Wm, Omo ^r h¡, Omo{‹S¶m§ g‘wÐ Ho {H Zmao na OmVr h¢ Am¡a amo‘mÝg hmoVm h¡ Am¡a maVr¶ ¶mo{J¶m| H mo ~‹Sm Y³H m bJVm h¡, do gÝV g‘Po OmVo h¢, RrH h¡, ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H "~¡Sê ‘' ‘| do PJ‹SVo h¢ Am¡a ~mha do ¶h g~ H aVo h¢& h‘ bmoJ BgHo {dn[aV h¢& "~¡Sê ‘' ‘| h‘ EH Xÿgao Ho gmW ~‹S o X¶mbw hmoVo h¢ Am¡a ~mha h‘ PJ‹SVo h¢& Bg{b¶o ‘wPo bJVm h¡ {H maVr¶ bmoJm| H mo ¶h XoI H a ~‹Sm Y³H m bJVm h¡...''

(1986, br‹Sam| go ~mV, hm¡boÊS)

181

V. emar[aH gå~ÝY

AË¶ÝV g‘PXma Ed§ à{V{ðV d¡dm{hH OrdZ ì¶{VV H a| :

""... gmo, AnZo OrdZ ‘| h‘| XoIZm Mm{h¶o {H h‘ ‘| dh gÝVwbZ h¡ ¶m Zht, ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡, ¶{X h‘| lrJUoe Or H mo XoIZm h¡& lrJUoe, O¡go {H Amn OmZVo h¢ {H ‘ybmYma na h¢& do h‘mar ~w{Õ H mo {Z¶§{ÌV H aVo h¢ Ohm± VH {H ‘ybmYma H m àíZ h¡, {deof H a g~ ‘bË¶mJ& h‘ bmoJ do Zht h¢ Omo Amg{º ‘| {dídmg H aVo h¢ Z hr h‘ AbJmd ‘| {dídmg H aVo h¢, naÝVw gÝVwbZ ‘|& Bg{b¶o Amn g~ H m {ddmh hmoZm h¡, AmnH m ghr àH ma H m emar[aH OrdZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, AmnHo ghr ~ƒo hmoZo Mm{h¶o Am¡a ~‹Sm g‘PXmar H m à{V{ðV d¡dm{hH OrdZ ì¶{VV H aZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡& naÝVw ào‘ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& n{V-nËZr ‘| ~ƒm| ‘|, ‘mVm-{nVm Am¡a g~ Ho gmW ào‘ hmoZm Mm{h¶o&

¶{X EH ì¶{º AgÝVw{bV hmo OmVm h¡, Vmo nyam n[adma AgÝVwbZ ‘| Mbm OmVm h¡& n[adma H mo ‘YwaVm Ho gmW ñWm{nV H aZm r EH H bm h¡ Am¡a ¶{X XmoZm| ‘mZVo h¢ Ama H h| {H h‘ bmoJ Bg àH ma H a|Jo, Vmo ‘wPo {dídmg h¡, {H ¶h H {RZ Zht hmoJm, ³¶m|{H Amn ghO¶moJr h¢, gmo AmnH mo nhbo go hr nVm h¡, gÝVwbZ H s {deofVm& npíM‘ ‘|, ‘¡¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H g§VwbZ nËWam| na {Ja J¶m h¡ ³¶m|{H AmO H b ha àH ma H s g‘qbJ ¶m¡Z g‘ñ¶m Am¡a ¶h Am¡a dh g‘ñ¶m¶| Mb ahr h¢, ¶h AgÝVwbZ Ho H maU h¡, bmoJ Cg gr‘m VH Mbo J¶o h¢& Xÿgam h¡ d¡am½¶, Ohm± AmnHo bmoJ gÝ¶mgr h¡, gÝ¶mgr ~Zm¶o OmVo h¢ O¡go Qr.E‘. Am{X ‘| CÝhm|Zo Bg àH ma ewê {H ¶m h¡, ³¶m|{H ¶o Añdm^m{dH MrμO| h¢, ñd^m{dH dh h¡ {H Amn g§VwbZ ‘| ah|& ¶{X Amn g§VwbZ ‘| Zht h¢ Vmo g~ J‹S~‹S hmo OmVr h¡ Am¡a Amn ¶m Vmo {H gr MrμO H s A{Ve¶Vm ‘| Mbo OmVo h¢ Am¡a Xÿgar MrμO ‘| Hw N r Zht& Bg àH ma bmoJ VH brμ’| nmVo h¢...''

(1992, lrJUoe nyOm, nW©, Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m)

182

BgH m AW© h¡, Iwer âm d¡dm{hH OrdZ :

""... àíZH Vm© : "³¶m ‘¢ Amngo EH àíZ nyN gH Vm hÿ±? ³¶m Amn H hVr h¢ {H {H gr H mo ¶m¡Z H m Cn¶moJ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o?'

lr‘mVmOr : "Zht, Zht, Eogm Zht& ha EH H mo {ddmh H aZm Mm{h¶o, ¶m¡Z H m Cn¶moJ H aZm Mm{h¶o& ¶h àgÞVm ar d¡dm{hH {OÝXJr Ho {b¶o h¡, ~ƒo nmZo Ho {b¶o h¡ Am¡a ~‹Sm Iwerâm, AÀNm OrdZ ì¶{VV H aZo Ho {b¶o h¡& AmnH m EH AÀNm ¶m¡Z OrdZ hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ^maV ‘| h‘ ¶m¡Z (g¡³g) Ho {df¶ ‘| gmoMVo Zht h¢, H ^r Zhr, ¶h ghO hr h¡& h‘ H ^r ¶m¡Z ¶m ¶h g~ Zht gmoMVo h¢& h‘ BgHo {df¶ ‘| n‹TVo Zht h¡& ‘¢ H h gH Vr hÿ± {H Hw N nmíMmË¶ à^m{dV bmoJm| H mo {‘bVo h¢, CÝh| Nmo‹S H a, Amn em¶X hr {H gr H mo ¶h nyNVo hþ¶o nm¶|Jo& do bmoJ Jm±d dmbm| H mo {‘bo h¢, do "g¡³g' Ho {df¶ ‘| gmoMV| r Zht h¢& ¶h EH gå~ÝY h¡, Omo nËZr Ho gmW hmoVm h¡, ~‹Sm n{dÌ gå~ÝY& O~ Amn AnZr nËZr Ho gmW hmoVo h¢, Vmo Amn Bg ‘| ApÝV‘ gr‘m na hr {bá hmoVo h¢& ~g dhr g~ h¡& h‘ ~¡R H a ¶m¡Z Ho {df¶ ‘| n‹TVo Zht h¢& AmnH mo ³¶m| Bg {df¶ ‘| n‹TZm h¡? ¶h ghO {H« ¶m h¡, AmnH mo ³¶m| n‹TZm h¡?'...''

(1979, ‘ybmYma MH« , ^maV)

O~ ¶m¡Z n[an³d hmoVm h¡ :

""... "g¡³g' ‘Zwî¶m| Ho {b¶o {~ëHw b r ‘hËdnyU© Zht h¡, {~ëHw b ‘hËdnyU© Zht h¡& Omo ‘Zwî¶ CƒV‘ ñVa H m h¡, dh dmñVd ‘| Bg‘| Ho db V^r {bá hmoVm h¡ O~ CÝh| ~ƒo Mm{h¶o hmoVo h¢& n{dÌ ‘Z ‘| AmH f©U, amo‘m§g O¡gr {ZaW©H ~mV| Zht AmVr h¢, ¶h g~ ‘Zwî¶ H s aMZm h¡& bmoJm| ‘| Bg XmgVm go ~‹Sr h¡amZr hmoVr h¡& ¶h h‘mao AÝXa Ho ~‹S o {ZåZ ñVa go AmVr h¡& ¶h {Zåg ñVar¶ ‘Zwî¶m| go AmVr h¡, {H XmgVm ~Z OmVr h¡& AmnH mo Bg H m ‘m{bH hmoZm Mm{h¶o&

AmO, npíM‘ ‘|, O~ ‘¢ AnZo Amgnmg XoIVr hÿ±, Omo Cgr aMZm H m A§J-àË¶§J h¡, BVZr Bggo AñdñWVm Am¶r h¡, {H ‘¢ ¶mVwa hÿ±, {H A~

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Amn g~ H m {MÎm ¶m¡Z H s n[an³dVm H s Amoa H¡ go ‘moSy §& O~ ¶m¡Z n[an³d hmoVm h¡, Vmo Amn {nVm ¶m ‘mVm, EH n{dÌ ì¶{º Ëd ~Z OmVo h¢& O~ Amn gwZVo h¢, {H Zã~o gmb H s ór Zo CÞrg df© Ho b‹SHo go emXr H s h¡, Vmo {~ëHw b g‘P Zht AmVm h¡-Bg g§gma ‘| ¶h H¡ gm g‘mO ~Zm {X¶m J¶m h¡, Bg àH ma H m ‘yI©Vm am ì¶dhma? h‘| ñd¶§ H mo n[an³d H aZm h¡, BgH m ¶h AW© Zht h¡, {H NmoQ r C‘« ‘| gÝ¶mg b|, ¶h CgH m AW© Zht h¡& {Z:g§Xoh AmnH mo n[an³d hmoZm h¡, Amn H mo CgHo {b¶o Vnñ¶m Mm{h¶o& O~ {~Zm {H gr ‘hËd H s ~mV ‘hËdnyU© ~Z OmVr h¡ Am¡a do ^r BVZr ‘hËdhrZ MrμO|, do Eogr h¡, {Og àH ma h‘mao ~mb h¢, ¶{X AmnHo ~mb {JaVo h¢, Vmo CgH m r Hw N AW© h¡, naÝVw ¶{X ¶m¡Z IË‘ hmo OmVm h¡, Vmo Cg‘| ³¶m JbV h¡? ¶h ~‹Sm AÀNm h¡& JÝXo H Mao go AÀNm NwQH mam& {H VZr ì¶W©Vm, D Om© H s hmoVr h¡& BVZr ê {M, BVZm H s‘Vr {MÎm, BVZr ‘§JbVm IM© hmo OmVr h¡, Bg àH ma H s ‘yI©Vm nyU© MrμOm| ‘|...''

(1985, lrJUoe nyOm, B§½b¢S)

Amn EH A{Ve¶Vm go Xÿgar A{Ve¶Vm ‘| OmVo h¢, na‘mË‘m ‘Ü¶ ‘| h¢ :

""... ¶h H hm± h¢, ¶h {H g J«ÝW ‘| {bIm h¡, {H gÝV H mo ¶m¡Z H s H gm¡Q r na aIZm Mm{h¶o? RrH h¡, ‘¢ Zht H hVr {H BgH m X‘Z H aZm Mm{h¶o, dh {ZaW©H Vm AmnHo MMm] ‘| hmoVr h¡, {Z:g§Xoh dh {ZaW©H Vm h¡, ‘¢ ‘mZVr hÿ±.... naÝVw ¶h EH Xÿgar A{Ve¶Vm h¡, EH Vmo ¶m¡Z H m X‘Z H aZm, RrH h¡? {Og àH ma "ZZ' bmoJ, dh g~ {ZaW©H Vm h¡, naÝVw Xÿgam Cggo r Iam~ h¡& Amn EH A{Ve¶Vm go Xÿgar A{Ve¶Vm ‘| Om aho h¢& na‘mË‘m ‘Ü¶ ‘| h¢...''

(1979, ‘ybmYma MH« , ^maV)

EH ñdm^m{dH MrμO :

""... A~ OrdZ Ho ha nhbw ‘| EH {dMma YmaU, H¥ {Ì‘ g‘PXmar h¡& CXmhaU Ho {b¶o "g¡³g', Omo EH gm‘mÝ¶ Am¡a àmH¥ {VH MrμO h¡, Bg‘|

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H moB© BVZr ‘hmZVm H s ~mV Zht h¡, na Cgo ^r AmnZo BVZm H¥ {Ì‘ ~Zm {X¶m h¡, {H A~ "g¡³g' AmnHo ‘pñVîH ‘| h¡, BgHo Ûmam AmnZo Z Ho db ‘ybmYma ‘| lrJUoe H mo ‘m¡Z H a {X¶m h¡, naÝVw ‘pñVîH ‘| ‘hmJUoe H mo ^r...''

(1986, ghòma nyOm, Amëno ‘m¡Q o, BQbr)

VII. n¡gm

dh Amngo nyN o {~Zm IM© Zht H a gH Vr h¡ Am¡a Amn r Cggo nyN o {~Zm IM© Zht H a gH Vo :

""... A~ ghO¶moJ ‘| h‘mam EH [admμO h¡ ¶m h‘ Bgo H mZyZ H h gH Vo h¢, {H gmam n¡gm, Omo Amn H ‘mVo h¢, dh nËZr Ho nmg aIZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Amn H mo Cggo nyN o {~Zm Hw N IM© Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a Cgo ^r {~Zm Amngo nyN o Hw N ^r n¡gm IM©Zm Zht Mm{h¶o& n¡gm EH ~hþV ~‹Sr g‘ñ¶m h¡& gmo, ¶{X AmnH mo n¡gm Mm{h¶o, Vmo AmnH mo nyam A{YH ma h¡& ¶h XmoZm| H s gmd©O{ZH g§n{Îm h¡& naÝVw nËZr H mo nVm hmoZm Mm{h¶o {H {H VZm n¡gm h¡, dh Amngo nyN o {~Zm IM© r Zht H a gH Vr h¡ Am¡a Amn r Cggo nyN o {~Zm IM© Zht H a gH Vo h¢...''


Xÿgao n[adma H mo n¡gm ôOZm :

""... ApÝV‘, naÝVw H ‘ Zht ¶h ‘hËdnyU© h¡ {H EH ~ma AmnH s emXr hmo OmVr h¡, Vmo hmo gH Vm h¡ {H b‹S{H ¶m± AnZo ñWmZm| go Cgr g‘¶ AmnHo gmW Zht Om nm¶|Jr "drμOm' H s g‘ñ¶m Ho H maU, naÝVw CÝh§o n¡gm Z X| AnZo n[admam| H mo oOZo Ho {b¶o, BgH s ghO¶moJ ‘| AZw‘{V Zht h¡& b‹S{H ¶m| H mo AnZo ‘mVm-{nVm H mo n¡go Zht oOZo Mm{h¶o& CgH s AZw‘{V Zht h¡- Am¡a n{V H mo Cg H maU VH brμ’ X|& H ^r H ^ma ¶{X AmnH mo ôOZm h¡ Vmo RrH h¡, naÝVw {Z¶{‘V ê n go oOZm RrH Zht h¡ Am¡a ¶h ~mV H ^r-H ^r ‘oao gm‘Zo bm¶r OmVr h¡, Bgo ‘¢ àmoËgm{hV Zht H aZm MmhVr

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hÿ±& Ohm± VH Bg {df¶ ‘| h¡, AmnH mo AnZr nËZr H mo H moB© n¡gm Zht XoZm Mm{h¶o, AnZo [aíVoXmam| H mo oOZo Ho {b¶o, AÝ¶Wm ¶h n¡go go gå~pÝYV {ddmh hmoJm Am¡a bmoJ r emXr H a|Jo, Vm{H do Hw N n¡gm {ZH mb gH| ...''


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AnZo ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H a|, CÝh| AmZÝX X|, CZHo {b¶o gwÝXa Km|gbm ~Zm¶| :

""... ³¶m|{H Amn bmoJ ’y bm| Ho g‘mZ h¢, {OÝh| ’ b CËnÞ H aZm h¡, àH¥ {V ¶hr MmhVr h¡, dh h¡-AmnHo ~ƒo Bg{b¶o Amn bomJ nwê f Am¡a {ó¶m§ h¢& ¶h ‘ybV: h¡& A~ ¶{X Amn gmoMVo h¢, {H Cg {Oå‘oXmar Ho gmW Amn Hw N Am¡a H a gH Vo h¢, Vmo Amn H a|, naÝVw ‘w»¶ MrμO h¡ dh Am¡a ¶{X Amn dh Zht H aVo h¢ {H ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H a|, CÝh| AmZÝX X|, CZHo {b¶o EH gwÝXa Km|gbm ~Zm¶|, Vmo {’ a ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr, {H Amn ‘yb H V©ì¶ H s AdhobZm H a aho h¢ Am¡a AmnH m {MÎm {H gr Am¡a MrμO na h¡...''


EH Xÿgao H m gå‘mZ H a| Am¡a Bg àH ma {H ~ƒo H mo ñnïV: {XIo :

""... {nVm Am¡a ~ƒm| H m gå~ÝY, ‘mVm Am¡a ~ƒm| H m gå~ÝY ‘hËdnyU© h¡& dmñVd ‘| ‘m± H mo ~ƒo H s XoI^mb A{YH H aZr Mm{h¶o Am¡a ~ƒo H mo gå‘mZ H aZm Mm{h¶o& {nVm H mo H ^r r ~ƒo H s CnpñW{V ‘| ‘m± H mo Sm±QZm Zht Mm{h¶o& ¶h EH ~mV h¡ Omo g‘PZr Oê ar h¡, {H ¶{X {nVm ~ƒo H s CnpñW{V ‘| ‘m± H mo Sm±QZm ewê H aVm h¡, Vmo ~ƒo H mo ‘m± Ho à{V H moB© AmXa Zht hmoJm& naÝVw gå‘mZ H mo gå^mbZm hmoJm ³¶m|{H ¶{X nËZr AnZo n{V H m gå‘mZ H aVr h¡, Vmo V~ ~ƒo H mo g‘P Am¶oJm {H CgH m gå‘mZ H¡ go H aZm h¡ Am¡a n{V H mo r&

Bg{b¶o nyar MrμO Bg àH ma ~Zm¶r OmVr h¡& ¶h EH àH ma H m Z‘yZm h¡, {OgH m ~ƒo AZwgaU H a|& ór H mo n{V na à^wËd O‘mZo H m à¶ËZ Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o, H ‘ go H ‘ ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘|& dh ~‹Sm JbV h¡, ³¶m|{H {’ a ~ƒo Cg ¶w{º H mo grI boVo h¢ Am¡a Amn na à^wËd {XImZo bJVo h¢& gmo, ¶h Amn go ~ƒm| H s Amoa ~hVm h¡& ¶h XoIZo H m à¶ËZ H a| {H ¶{X Amn H mo Hw N H aZm h¡, Vmo ñd¶§ hr H a b| Am¡a n{V H m gå‘mZ Bg

~ƒo

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àH ma H a | {H ~ƒm | H m o ñnïV: {XIm¶r X o {H {nVm, ‘mVm Ûmam gå‘m{ZV h&¡ d oEH X‘ ~ÝXa Ho g‘mZ hmVo o h&¢ Og¡ o Amn ì¶dhma H aJ| ,o d o ^r dg¡ m hr ì¶dhma H aJ| &o gm,o Amn CÝh | EH {defo àH ma g o ì¶dhma H aZ o X,| d o dg¡ o hr ì¶dhma H aJ| &o ¶{X Amn ì¶dhma H m AÀNm Z‘Zy m aIJ| o Vm o d o AZgw aU H aJ| .o ..''

(1984, ajm ~ÝYZ, ¶y.Ho .)

AnZr g‘ñ¶m¶| yb OmB©¶o, AnZo ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H amo :

""... ~‹S o ‘hmZ gÝV Bg Xoe ‘| OÝ‘ boZo dmbo h¢, Bg{b¶o ‘wPo Amn go {dZVr H aZr h¡, {H AnZr g‘ñ¶m¶| yb OmAmo, n{V-nËZr g‘ñ¶m¶| Hw N Zht h¢& AnZo ~ƒm| H s XoI^mb H a|, CÝh| à{Vðm X|, CÝh| EH Km|gbm X|, Ohm± do ah gHo ...''


h‘| AnZo ~ƒm| Ho g‘j b‹SmB© Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o :

""... A~ Amn Ho Ed§ ‘oao ~rM h¡ ³¶m|{H Amn r n{V Am¡a nËZr h¢ Am¡a EH ~mV hmoZr Mm{h¶o {H h‘| ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo PJ‹SZm Zht Mm{h¶o, h‘| n{V Am¡a nËZr H s ^ÐVm aIZr Mm{h¶o, AZoH ~mV| h¢ Omo h‘| ~ƒm| Ho gm‘Zo Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o...''


AZoH ‘hmZ AmË‘m¶| h¢ Omo OÝ‘ boZm MmhVr h¢ :

""... Amn EH ~ƒo H mo Xo{I¶o, EH b‹SH s H mo XoI|, Omo A~moY h¡& CgH s ê {M CgH s NmoQ r Jw{‹S¶m ‘| h¡, dh CgH s nyU©V¶m ‘m± h¡& ¶{X dh ~MnZ go hr RrH go ~‹Sr hþB© h¡, Vmo dh ‘m± h¢ Am¡a ‘mV¥Ëd {óËd H m gma h¡& Hw N ghO¶moJr h¢ Omo BVZo ‘yI© h¢ {H do emXr Ho ~mX ~ƒo Zht MmhVo h¢& CÝh| OëX hr emXr Ho ~mX H aZo Mm{h¶o& h‘Zo ¶h g~ Bg{b¶o Zht {H ¶m, {H Eogo bmoJ hm| Omo ~ƒo Zht n¡Xm H aZm MmhVo h¢& ¶{X do H a gH Vo h§¡, Vmo CÝh| H aZo Mm{h¶o& H maU ¶h h¡ {H AZoH ‘hmZ AmË‘m¶| h¢, Omo OÝ‘ boZm MmhVr h¢& ¶o ‘hmZ ’ b h¢, Omo AmnHo nm[adm[aH OrdZ Ho d¥j na

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{dH {gV hmoZo dmbo h¢ Am¡a ¶{X Amn ~ƒo Zht MmhVo h¢, Vmo Amn ³¶m H a aho h¢ ¶hm±? gmo, {dîUy‘m¶m H s ‘w»¶ ~mV h¡ {H EH ór H mo ‘m± hmoZm h¡& V~ dh ‘mV¥Ëd Cgo {deof gm‘Ï¶©, M‘H Zo H m XoVm h¡...''

(1987, lr{dîUw‘m¶m nyOm, Ý¶y¶m¡H© )

Bg {df¶ ‘| ghr VarHo go gmo{M¶o Am¡a {’ a ~ƒo n¡Xm H a| :

""... gm,o Og¡ m {H AmnZ o H hm {H AmnHo ~ƒ o hmZo o Mm{h¶,o naÝV w OëXr Z H a&| ¶h gË¶ h&¡ Bg ~ma o ‘ | RrH àH ma g o gmMo b | Ama¡ {’ a ~ƒ o nm¶&| O~ Amn Ho nmg EH ghr ñWmZ ahZ o Ho {b¶ o h,¡ Ama¡ dh g~ V~ ~ƒ o nm¶.| ..''


¶{X {H gr Ho Bg àH ma Ho {dMma h¢ Vmo CÝh| ghO¶moJ ‘| emXr Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o :

""... AÝV ‘ | ‘ ¢ H hJ±ÿ r V~ AmnHo ~ƒ o hmJ| o Ama¡ ~ƒ o g~ gmjmËH mar AmË‘m hmJ| &o Hw N {ó¶m | Ama¡ nêw fm | Ho AOr~ »¶mb hmVo o h,¢ {H CÝh | ~ƒ o Zht nX¡ m H aZ o Mm{h¶&o V~ ‘ ¢ CÝh | ~mah ~ƒ o XJ§ÿ r& ~ƒm | g o â XJ§ÿ r& Om o Bg àH ma H hV o h,¢ EH ~ma O~ CZH m ~ƒm hmVo m h,¡ Vm o d o nmJb hm o OmV o h,¢ CZH m "nÝ¡ Sçby ‘' EH H mZo o g o Xgÿ a o H mZo o VH {hbVm h&¡ ¶ o g~ ‘Iy V© m a o {dMma h&¢ ¶{X {H gr Ho Ego o {dMma h ¢ Vm o CÝh | ghO¶mJo ‘ | emXr hr Zht H aZr Mm{h¶.o ..''


¶o lr ‘m± Ho ~ƒo h¢ Am¡a h‘ Ho db CZH s XoI^mb H a aho h¢ :

""... dmñVd ‘| Amn bmoJm| H s em{X¶m| Ho nrN o ‘oam ñdmW© h¡, {H AZoH ‘hmZ gÝV h¢, Omo nwZ: OÝ‘ boZm MmhVo h¢ Am¡a ‘¢ Ho db CZ bmoJm| H s AnZo Ûmam emXr H admZm MmhVr hÿ±, Omo Bg àH ma Ho BVZo AÀN o ~ƒo n¡Xm H a|Jo& naÝVw h‘ AnZo ~ƒm| H mo {~Jm‹S XoVo h¢, CÝh| Zï H a XoVo h¢& h‘mao {b¶o do h‘mao ~ƒo hmo OmVo h¢, Z {H Am{Xe{º Ho & V~ Eogo ~ƒo AbJ hr {XIVo h¢ ³¶m|{H do nyar Vah go {~J‹S MwHo h¢, do ~‹S o AmH« ‘H hmoVo h¢, do ~‹S o eamaVr hmoVo h¢, do AË¶ÝV VH brμ’ Xm¶H hmoVo h¢, do

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^yV~m{YV hmoVo h¢& naÝVw ¶{X Amn XoI| {H Amn Ho db ghO¶moJ Ho {b¶o ~ƒo n¡Xm H a aho h¢, V~ Amn ‘moh hrZ hm|Jo&

‘moh-hrZVm Ho {~Zm Vmo Amn CÝh| Zï H a X|Jo, AnZm d¡dm{hH OrdZ Zï H a X|Jo Ama¡ Amn {H gr H m‘ Ho Zht ahV o h&¢ "d o ‘ao o ~ƒ o h,¢ ‘ao r {Oå‘Xo mar h'¡ Ego m AmnH m o Zht gmMo Zm Mm{h¶&o ¶ o lr ‘m ± Ho ~ƒ o h ¢ Ama¡ h‘ Ho db CZH s XIo ^mb H a ah o h&¢ H ^r-H^r AmnH m o CÝh | SmQ± Zm h,¡ CÝh | RrH H aZm h&¡ AmnH m o CZg o ~mV H aZr h ¡ Ama¡ H hZm h,¡ "Amn bmJo ¶mJo r h,¢ Amn ‘hmZ bmJo h,¢ Bg{b¶ o h‘mar emXr hBþ © h ¡ Ama¡ ’bñdê n, ‘Z¢ o XIo m h,¡ O~ ~ƒ o ^¶H§ a hmVo o h,¢ Vm o {ó¶m § nmJb hm o OmVr h,¡ ‘Z¢ o dh XIo m h&¡ Ama¡ {nVm ~ƒm | H m g‘WZ© H aVm h,¡ Vm o Ama¡ r A{YH Iam~ pñW{V hmVo r h,¡ ¶m BgHo {dn[aV...''


AmnHo H ^r Xmo Ñ{ïH moU Zht hmoZo Mm{h¶o :

""... O~ Amn ~ƒm| Ho gmW {ZnQ aho h¢, Vmo AmnH mo EH gmW Cgr àH ma Ow‹SZm Mm{h¶o& AmnHo H ^r Xmo Ñ{ïH moU Zht hmoZo Mm{h¶o& Bg àH ma hmZo m Mm{h¶,o ~{¡ R¶,o EH Xgÿ a o Ho gmW {dMma-{d‘e © H a | {H h‘ {H g àH ma g o ~ƒm | H m o gYw ma,| h‘ ¶h XIo ah o h&¢ ¶{X ~ƒm Hw N JbV H a ahm h,¡ Vm o Cg oH ^r g‘WZ© Z X&| AmnH m o {H gr r àH ma g o g‘WZ© Zht H aZm Mm{h¶.o ..''


Bgr H maU go maVr¶ g‘mO BVZm AÀNm h¡ :

""... ¶{X Amn Ah§H mar h¢, PJ‹Smby h¢ Am¡a H« mo{YV àd¥{Îm Ho h¢, Vmo AmnHo ~ƒo AmnH m AZwgaU H a|Jo, do {nVm H m AZwgaU Zht H aVo, do ‘mVm Ho g‘mZ H aVo h§¡ Am¡a Bg{b¶o maVr¶ g‘mO BVZm AÀNm h¡& g‘mO A{V CÎm‘ h¡...''


AmnH mo ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| amo‘m§g Zht H aZm Mm{h¶o :

""... AmnH mo AnZo ~ÀMm| H mo ghr àH ma go g‘PXmar am gXmMma

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H m ‘mJ©-àXe©Z H aZm h¡& CgHo {b¶o AmnH mo ghr àH ma H m ì¶dhma H aZm h¡& ~ƒm| H s CnpñW{V ‘| "amo‘m§{QH ' Zht hmoZm h¡& CZHo gmW Eogm Zht H a| {H ñd¶§ H mo H ‘ao ‘| ~§X H a Ho ha àH ma Ho H m‘ H a|, naÝVw à{V{ðV ì¶dhma H a|& AÝ¶Wm ~ƒo Amn go hr g~ grI|Jo...''

(1991, B©ñQa nyOm, {gSZr)

¶hr Z¡{VH Vm H m ~moY AmnH mo ~ƒm| H mo XoZm h¡ :

""... ¶{X ~ƒm| H mo A~moY aIm Om¶o Vmo do H ^r Bg‘| {bá Zht hmoVo Am¡a do H ^r BZ g‘ñ¶mAm| ‘| Zht ’± g|Jo Omo Hw Vyhb Ho H maU hmoVr h¡& CÝh| H ^r Hw Vyhb Z ~Zm¶|&

Amn àgÞVm H m AZw^d H a|Jo, ~ƒo àgÞ hm|Jo Am¡a do AnZm OrdZ àmaå^ go hr gXmMma go ewê H a|Jo& ¶h AmnH mo AnZo ~ƒm| H mo XoZm h¡, ghr gXmMma H m ~moY...''

(1990, B©ñQa nyOm, {gSZr)

~ƒo H mo g~ Amam‘ X|, na ~ƒo H mo {~Jm‹S o Zht :

""... AmO ‘¢Zo AmnH mo lr JUoe Ho {df¶ ‘| {deof H a ~Vm¶m h¡, ³¶m|{H h‘mao ‘| BVZr em{X¶m§ hþB© h¢ Am¡a A~ AmnHo ~ƒm| Zo OÝ‘ boZm h¡, naÝVw ¶h {dMma Z aI| {H lr JUoe AmnHo Ka OÝ‘o& ‘¢Zo XoIm h¡, {H Hw N bmoJm| Ho Eogo ‘yI©VmnyU© {dMma hmoVo h¢&

Amn CZH m {dídmg h¢ Am¡a AmnH mo CZH s XoI^mb H aZr h¡& àW‘ AmnH mo lrJUoe Ho ñVa na {dH {gV hmoZm h¡& AmnH mo CÝh| gm±Mo ‘| ‹T mbZm h¡ Am¡a CÝh| Am¡a empÝV XoZr h¡, A{YH {MÎm XoZm h¡& ‘¢ AZw^d H aVr hÿ± {H ¶{X ~MnZ ‘| ~ƒm| H s nyar Vah go ‘m{be Zht hþB© h¡ Vmo do ~‹S o AemÝV ~ƒo ~Z OmVo h¢& gmo, ¶h ‘hËdnyU© h¡, {H g‘P| ~ƒm| H mo H¡ go g~ Amam‘ X|, CZH s XoI^mb H a|, naÝVw ~ƒmo§ H mo {~Jm‹S o Zht...''

(1984, lrJUoe nyOm, pñdQOab¢S)

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193

I. VbmH , JbV {dMmaYmam Am¡a ~ÝYZVbmH Am¡a n¡gm :

""... EH Vrgar ~mV h¡, Omo ‘¢Zo nmíMmË¶ Ho bomJm| ‘| XoIr h¡ {H do dmñVd ‘| emXr go SaVo h¢& àW‘, do ór Ho gmW ah|Jo, Xg {XZ, ~rg {XZ ¶m Xg df© Ho {b¶o& naÝVw Á¶m| hr CZH s emXr hmo OmVr h¡, do VbmH Ho {b¶o OmVo h¢, ~‹Sm AOr~ h¡& BgHo {b¶o ‘¢ gmoMVr hÿ± {H H mZyZ {Oå‘oXma h¡, ³¶m|{H em¶X {ó¶m§ gmoMVr h¢, {H CÝh| AnZo n{V go n¡go {‘b|Jo ¶m n{V gmoMVo h¢, {H do AnZr nËZr go n¡go nm¶|Jo&

ghO¶moJ ‘|, ~mX ‘| ¶{X do VbmH boVo h¢, Omo ‘wPo {~ëHw b ^r ngÝX Zht h¡-h‘mao ~rM Ho db EH à{VeV VbmH hmoVo h¢-‘¢ AmnH mo Bg ~mV H s AZw‘{V Zht Xÿ§Jr {H Amn Xÿgao go n¡gm {ZH bdm¶|, H ^r Zht, Z hr b‹SH s H mo Amn go n¡go {ZH bdmZo Mm{h¶o...''


Bg {dMma H mo Ë¶mJ XoZm Mm{h¶o :

""... h‘ O~ {ddm{hV h¢, ¶{X h‘| VbmH Mm{h¶o Vmo h‘ ‘yI© h¢, ‘wPo VbmH {~ëHw b ngÝX Zht h¡& Mmho ‘¢ AZw‘{V Xo XoVr hÿ± ³¶m|{H H ^r-H ^r ‘¢ nmVr hÿ± {H ¶§H a MrμO| hmo ahr h¢& naÝVw ‘¢ ~hþV hr H ‘ AZw‘{V XoVr hÿ±, VbmH Ho {b¶o, gmo Bg {dMma H mo Ë¶mJ XoZm Mm{h¶o Am¡a h‘| ñdmWu Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o..... naÝVw ¶{X àmaå^ go hr Amn X¶mbw Am¡a AÀN o h¢, ‘wPo {dídmg h¡ {H g~ H m¶m©pÝdV hmoJm...''


àË¶oH H mo VbmH Ho {df¶ ‘| {~ëHw b r Zht gmoMZm Mm{h¶o :

""... {Z:gÝXoh ‘¢ VbmH Ho {damoY ‘| Zht hÿ±, naÝVw ‘¢ Bg H s Amoa r

ZH mamË‘H ~ÝYZ

194

Zht hÿ±& naÝVw O~ pñW{V Ag§^d Am¡a H {RZ hmo OmVr h¡, Vmo {’ a BgH s Amoa OmZm n‹SVm h¡, H moB© ~mV Zht& H ^r-H ^r ¶h H aZm n‹SVm h¡ naÝVw ¶h ~hþV hr H ‘ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, {H gr H mo r VbmH Ho ~mao ‘| gmoMZm r Zht Mm{h¶o& npíM‘ ‘| A{YH Va bmoJ VbmH Ho ~mao ‘| gmoMVo h¢, H mZyZ Ho H maU, ³¶m|{H nËZr H mo ¶m n{V H mo n¡go {‘bVo h¢& naÝVw Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| emXr H a aho h¢, ¶o g~ ~mVo hmoVr h¢, Mmho AmnH m VbmH r hmo OmVm h¡, na ‘¢ BgH m g‘W©Z Zht H ê§ Jr...''

(1993, XwëhZm| H mo nam‘e©, JUn{V nwbo)

n[adma AË¶ÝV ‘hËdnyU© h¡ :

""... O¡gm {H Amn OmZVo h¢, {H ghO¶moJ ‘| n[adma AË¶ÝV ‘hËdnyU© hmoVm h¡& dmñVd ‘| h‘ VbmH ‘| {dídmg Zht H aVo h¢, naÝVw ¶{X dh nUy V© ¶m Agå^d h,¡ V~ CÝh | VbmH H s AZ‘w {V X o Xr OmVr h.¡ ..''

(1993, em{X¶m| H s KmofUm, a{e¶m)

¶{X Amn Cgo VbmH X|Jo Vmo Amn H ^r r CgHo gmW Zht hm|Jo :

""... A~ Xÿgam ^mJ h¡, EH ór Wr, Cgo VbmH Mm{h¶o Wm& ‘¢Zo H hm, "³¶m|?'

"³¶m|{H dh gmao g‘¶ H m‘ na Mbm OmVm h¡ Am¡a dh hmoVm Zht h¡, ¶h Am¡a dh&'

naÝVw ‘¢Zo H hm, "¶{X Vw‘ VbmH Xo XmoJr Vmo V~ Vw‘ H ^r r CgHo nmg Zht hmo gH Vr& gmo, Vw‘ ³¶m| VbmH MmhVr hmo? H ‘ go H ‘ dh Vwåh| Hw N g‘¶ XoVm h¡, naÝVw VbmH hmoZo na Vmo dh H ^r r Vwåhmao nmg Zht hmoJm, gmo ³¶m| VbmH MmhVr hmo?'

‘wPo BgHo nrN o ³¶m VH© h¡, dh g‘P Zht AmVm h¡& ‘oam AW© h¡, {H {ó¶m| H mo BVZm ‘pñVîH hrZ Zht hmoZm Mm{h¶o, Zht ³¶m? Eogr ~mV Ho {b¶o n{V H mo VbmH XoZm - ¶h ‘yI©Vm h¡...''


195

naÝVw ¶hm± CÝh| Mmbrg, nMmg, gmR df© ‘| nËZr Mm{h¶o :

""... ‘¢ r EH Xÿgar ~mV go h¡amZ hmo J¶r Wr& O¡go {H EH ór, dh nMmg df© H s Am¶w H s h¡ ¶m Mmbrg H ar~, CgZo AnZo nhbo n{V H mo VbmH {X¶m h¡ Am¡a H hVr h¡, {H ‘wPo Xÿgam n{V Mm{h¶o& maV ‘| Mmbrg ¶m nMmg-¶{X b‹SH s B³H sg df© ‘| {dYdm hmo OmVr h¡, dh BVZr D± MmB© na hmoVr h¡, Cgo BVZm A{^‘mZ hmoVm h¡, dh μÁ¶mXm nadmh Zht H aVr h¡ Am¡a do {~Zm emXr Ho ~‹Sr àgÞ ahVr h¡, na ¶hm± Amn Bg àH ma {ó¶m| Ho ~ma o ‘ | gmMo r Zht gH V o h,¡§ ³¶m{| H ¶hm ± {ó¶m,§ {ó¶m § Zht h,¢ d o nêw fm | Ho g‘mZ h&¢ Ama¡ nêw f r, {H VZ o hr nêw f r maV ‘ | emXr Zht H aV o h,¢ O~ CZH s nËZr JOw a OmVr h&¡ d o emXr Zht H aV o ³¶m{| H EH ~ma hm o J¶r h,¡ naÝV w¶hm ± CÝh | Mmbrg, nMmg, gmR ‘ | nËZr Mm{h¶&o {H« ñQrZ H s ‘m ± AS‹ gR df © H s h ¡ Ama¡ CgZ o ng¡ R df © ‘ | {ddmh {H ¶m h,¡ ¶h nUy V© ¶m ‘Iy V© m h.¡ ..''

(1984, J«oJm¡¶a Ho Ka na ~mVMrV, {dEZm, Am°pñQ´¶m)

EH ~ma Amn emXr H aVo h¢ Vmo ¶h g~ g‘má hmo OmVm h¡ :

""... ¶{X ¶h {dH ma a{hV h¡, Vmo ¶h AË¶ÝV Jham gå~ÝY h¡& ¶h ~‹Sm Am§V[aH gå~ÝY h¡& Ohm± Amn Xÿgar ór ¶m Xÿgao nwê f Ho nrN o mJZo H m Zht gmoMVo, EH ~ma O~ Amn H s emXr hmo OmVr h¡...''

(1984, J«oJm¡¶a Ho Ka na ~mVMrV, {dEZm, Am°pñQ´¶m)

gmao g‘¶ do n{V-nËZr Ho PJ‹S o H s {n³Ma| {XImVo h¢ :

""... h‘| AnZo ~ƒm| Ho {b¶o H moB© ào‘ Zht h¡, h‘ CÝh| ghZ Zht H a gH Vo h¢, h‘mao AÝXa EH Xÿgao Ho {b¶o H moB© ào‘ Zht h¡, ImZm nH mZo ‘| H moB© ào‘ Zht h¡, n{V Ho {b¶o Hw N H aZo ‘| ào‘ Zht h¡& n{V H mo Hw N nËZr Ho {b¶o H aZo ‘| ào‘ Zht h¡& gmao g‘¶ Omo do {n³Ma| {XImVo h¢ do n{V-nËZr Ho PJ‹S o H s hmoVr h¢& H moB© ào‘ Zht, H moB© ñZoh Zht, H moB© X¶m Zht h¡& b‹SmB© {H g{b¶o h¢? "Vw‘Zo H mbrZ ³¶m| Iam~ {H ¶m?' "nËZr H hVr h¡, "‘¢Zo Zht Iam~ {H ¶m, ~ƒm| Zo {H ¶m h¡&' "Vmo Vw‘Zo gmμ’ ³¶m| Zht {H ¶m&'

196

b‹SmB© Mb ahr h¡& {H g{b¶o? H mbrZ Ho {b¶o? ³¶m ¶h ñWm¶r h¡? naÝVw ‘hËdnyU© ¶h h¡ {H H b CÝh| Ka ~oMZm h¡& CÝh| Ka ~oMZm h¡, Bg{b¶o H mbrZ gmμ’ hmoZm Mm{h¶o, Vm{H g~ ~oMZo bm¶H hmo, g~ Hw N ~oMZm h¡, ¶hm± VH {H nËZr r, n{V, ~ƒo g~ Hw N...''

(1987, ^m¡{VH Vm H m ^yV, {gSZr)

A~ AmnHo {b¶o gdm©{YH ‘hËdnyU© h¡-AmnH m n{V :

""... AmnHo n[adma Ho H moB© ^r bmoJ A~ AmnHo n{V go A{YH ‘hËdnyU© Zht h¡& ¶h ~‹Sm ‘hËdnyU© h¡& A~ AmnHo {b¶o gdm©{YH ‘hËdnyU© h¡-AmnH m n{V& ¶h ghO nÕ{V H m {ddmh h¡& Amn Xÿgar em{X¶m§ H a gH Vo h¢& Amn Xg em{X¶m§ H a gH Vo h¢, dh AbJ h¡& ghO¶moJ ‘| Zht& Am¡a EH ~ma AmnH m VbmH hmoVm h¡ Vmo h‘ AmnH s {’ a go emXr Zht H aVo h¢& h‘Zo hmW CRm {b¶o-h‘ à¶ËZ H a MwHo h¢& A~ h‘ Zht Eogm H aVo h§¡ ³¶m|{H n{V H mo VbmH XoZm AmXV ~Z OmVr h¡& EH ~ma AmnH s emXr hmoVr h¡, Vmo Amn g~ {ddm{hV h¢ Am¡a ¶{X Amn VbmH XoZm MmhVo h§¡, Vmo nhbo hr OmZ b| {H h‘mam Amngo H moB© ‘Vb~ Zht h¡ Am¡a Amn ghO¶moJ go ’| H {X¶o Om¶|Jo...''


AmnH m ghO¶moJ ‘| H moB© ñWmZ Zht hmoJm :

""... EH ~ma Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| VbmH XoVo h¢, Vmo h‘ nwZ: AmnH m {ddmh H ^r Zht H a|Jo-¶h A~ h‘Zo μ’¡ gbm H a {b¶m h¡& ¶m ¶{X Amn AnZr nËZr H mo Nmo‹S XoVo h¢ ¶m Hw N J¡a{Oå‘oXma H m¶© H aVo h¢ AnZr emXr Ho à{V, Vmo {’ a ghO¶moJ ‘| AmnH m H moB© ñWmZ Zht h¡...''


H ^r-H ^r OrdZ ‘| Y³H m bJZo go ì¶{º Ho Ah§H ma H mo MmoQ bJVr h¡ :

""... Am¡a Amn Ho öX¶ Ed§ {X‘mJ ‘| ñWmZ §J hmo OmVm h¡& CZH m

197

Vmb-‘ob g‘má hmo OmVm h¡& H ^r-H ^r OrdZ Ho Y³H mo§ Ho H maU ì¶{º Ho Ah§H ma na AmKmV hmoVm h¡& O¡gm {H ‘¢ Amngo H h ahr Wr {H h‘| AnZr nËZr Ho à{V Am¡a n{V Ho à{V ~‹Sm X¶mbw hmoZm Mm{h¶o& ¶{X CZHo Ah§H ma na AmKmV hmoVm h¡, Vmo Yrao-Yrao VrZ-Mma ~ma Y³H m bJZo go do Vmb-‘ob Imo XoVo h¢& h‘ CÝh| ~r‘m[a¶m§ Xo XoVo h¢& h‘ CÝh| ¶§H a MrμO| Xo XoVo h¢& h‘| Eogm H aZo H m H moB© A{YH ma Zht h¡& ¶h nmn h¡& nhbo Vmo {H gr go Yy‘Ym‘ go emXr H aZm ³¶m|{H AmnH m Ah§H ma h¡, ¶m {H gr Ho Ah§H ma na AmKmV {H ¶m h¡, Am¡a Cg ì¶{º H s mdZmAm| H mo ewîH H a {X¶m h¡&

V~ EH AË¶ÝV ewîH g‘mO {dH {gV hmoVm h¡, ¶h ewîH g‘mO ~ƒm| H m ‘yb r Zht g‘PVm& m¡{VH Vm gdm©{YH ‘hËdnyU© hmo OmVr h¡& ^m¡{VH g§n{Îm A{YH ‘hËdnyU© hmo OmVr h¡& V~ g‘ñV ‘mZdr¶ gå~ÝY g‘má hmo OmVo h¢ Am¡a Ah§H ma H s doXr na ~{b hmo OmVo h¢...''

(1981, gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, {dew{Õ Am¡a Amkm MH« , {gSZr)

eam~ Ho ‘mÜ¶‘ go AmnH s n{dÌVm Ed§ à{Vðm H m ‘yë¶ ZrMo {Ja OmVm h¡ :

""... O~ ¶o bmoJ, Am{IaH ma ‘Zwî¶ h¢ Am¡a CZH m ^md{ZH ApñVËd VH brμ’ nmVm h¡& {’ a ^md{ZH hmoZo Ho {b¶o bmoJ "S´½O' Am¡a eam~ H m ghmam boVo h¢& Ho db Ah§H ma Ho H ï go ~MZo Ho {b¶o do eam~r hmo OmVo h¢& EH ~ma O~ do eam~r hmo OmVo h¢, Vmo ‘Zg Ah§H ma {dH {gV hmoZm ewê hmo OmVm h¡& ¶h Ah§H ma H mo EH H moZo ‘| YHo bZm ewê H aVm h¡, Cggo SJ‘JmhQ ewê hmo OmVr h¡ Am¡a Aì¶dñWm ewê hmo OmVr h¡& ¶h eam~ {Og H s ha Am{X-Jwê Zo {ZÝXm H s h¡, ³¶m|{H CÝh| AmnHo {MÎm H s XoI^mb H aZr Wr, ³¶m|{H Z Ho db {MÎm Iam~ hmoVm h¡, naÝVw AmnHo gXmMmar ‘yë¶ ^r ZrMo {Ja OmVo h¢& n{dÌVm Ho ‘yë¶-AnZr ñd¶§ H s à{Vðm H m ‘yë¶, ‘oam VmËn¶© h¡, {H Amn Hw N r H a gH Vo h¢& bmoJ Eogr Jm¡adhrZ haH V| H aVo h¢, {H ¶{X Amn CZH s ’ moQ mo b|, Vmo do AMpå^V hmo Om¶|Jo, {H do Eogm ì¶dhma H a aho Wo& gmo, gd©àW‘ ‘Zwî¶ H s à{Vðm ZrMo {JaVr h¡, {ddmh H s n{dÌVm Imo OmVr h¡, Am¡a g^r gXmMmar ‘yë¶ Omo

198

AmnHo {MÎm ‘| {Z{^©V hþ¶o h¢ ‘Zwî¶ ê n ‘|, ‘hmZ gÝVm| Ed§ G {f¶m| Ho Amerdm©X ñdê n g~ {Ja OmVo h¢...''

(1981, gmd©O{ZH H m¶©H« ‘, {dew{Õ Am¡a Amkm MH« , {gSZr)

{ó¶m§ gmoMVr h¢, {H do AnZo n{V¶m| na à^wËd {XIm gH Vr h¡ :

""... A~ BZ g~ ‘Iy © bmJo m | H m EH Z¶m g‘mO ~Z ahm h&¡ dh AbJ h&¡ naÝV w EH ghO¶mJo r Om o BZ ñWmZm | H m o XIo Jo m, dh ha¡ mZ hm o Om¶Jo m {H ¶ obmJo {H VZ o ‘Iy © h&¢ CÝh | nVm Mb OmVm h&¡ d o g~ ~m¶t Zm{^ H s nH S‹ ‘ | hmVo oh,¢ Mmh o d o nêw f h ¢ ¶m {ó¶m § h&¢ naÝV w ¶h nêw fm | Ho {b¶ o A{YH IVaZmH hmVo m h,¡ ¶{X CZH s nËZr Cg àH ma H s hm&o ¶{X ~m¶t Zm{^ nH S‹ Vr h,¡ Vm o ³¶m hmJo m? H mZ¡ gr ~r‘m[a¶m § AmnH m o bJVr h?¢ gd © àW‘ "ãbS H¡ Ýga' h&¡ ~m¶t Zm{^ g o AmnH m o ãbS H¡ Ýga hm o gH Vm h&¡ {ó¶m § gmMo Vr h ¢ {H d o AnZ o n{V¶m |H s VmS‹ Zm H a gH Vr h,¢ d o CÝh | RrH H a gH Vr h,¢ na d o OmZVr Zht h ¢ {H d oEH Jå^ra ~r‘mar-ãbS H¡ Ýga H m H maU ~Z ahr h&¢

‘wPo CgHo ~mao ‘| kmV h¡, Omo ãbS H¡ Ýga go H ï nm ahm Wm, CgH mo h‘Zo RrH H a {X¶m Am¡a {μ’ a XoIm {H , {’ a r Cg H s ~m¶t Zm{^ Iam~ Wr, ~ma-~ma Cgo "ãbS-H¡ Ýga' hmo ahm Wm, V~ h‘Zo nm¶m {H dh CgH s nËZr Wr, dh CgHo {b¶o BVZr IVaZmH ór Wr Am¡a dh Cgo Nmo‹SZm Zht MmhVm Wm, gmo, ‘¢Zo Cggo H hm, "‘¢ Xþ~mam Vwåh| RrH Zht H ê§ Jr, ¶{X Vw‘ Cg ór Ho gmW ahmoJo', ~ohVa h¡ {H Cgo H ht Am¡a ôO Xmo ¶m ’| H Xmo ~mha& naÝVw ¶{X Amn Bg ór Ho gmW ahZo dmbo hmo, "‘¢ AmnH mo RrH Zht H ê§ Jr&' CgZo Cgo ~wbm¶m Am¡a ‘¢Zo CgHo gm‘Zo hr H hm, "Vw‘ Vm‹SZm XoZo dmbr, ¶§H a, MVwa ór hmo Am¡a ¶{X Vw‘ AnZo n{V H mo nr‹Sm XmoJr Vmo dh RrH Zht hmo gH Vm h¡&' na dh Mbm J¶m h¡ Am¡a {’ a..... n[aUm‘ ¶§H a A{V ¶§H a Wm& CgH s ßbrhm ~hþV ~‹Sr hmo J¶r Am¡a Cgo {ZH mb {X¶m J¶m Am¡a Sm³Qam| Zo Cgo H hm {H N: ‘hrZo ‘| dh ‘a OmEJm& gmo, XmoZm| Amoa go, ‘¢ H hÿ±Jr {H nËZr Zo à^wËd H m à¶ËZ {H ¶m Am¡a n{V H mo Cg nËZr Ho à{V Amg{º & ¶h hmb hr ‘| hþAm h¡...''

(1993, lrμ’ m{V‘m nyOm, BñV§~wb)

199

dmñV{dH Vm H mo Ü¶mZ ‘| aI|, Z {H H mën{ZH {dMma, Omo AmnH mo AnZr nËZr Ho à{V h¡ :

""... V~, h‘ ghO¶moJr h¢& ‘¢Zo Hw N ghO¶moJr XoIo h¢, ~‹S o ‘hmZ ghO¶moJr {OZH m {ddmh hþAm h¡& ~‹S o hr gmYmaU nwê f, ~‹S o hr gmYmaU XoIZo ‘|& ¶m CZ‘| go Hw N H mo Ôm r H hm Om gH Vm h¡& Hw N b‹S{H ¶m§ d¡gr hmoVr h¢, Hw N nwê f d¡go hmoVo h¢, gwÝXaVm Ho {dMma go ¶m dh g~ {ZaW©H Vm go& naÝVw O~ EH ì¶{º H mo XoIVo h¢, M¡VÝ¶ go ânya dh AmnH mo BVZr empÝV XoVm h¡, BVZm AmZÝX, Cgo {ddmh Ho nyd© Ho nËZr Ho {df¶ Ho {dMmam| Ûmam {dM{bV Z H a|& dmñV{dH Vm ¶h h¡ {H ¶h AmnH s nËZr h¡ Am¡a Amn CgHo n{V h¢& Cg dmñV{dH Vm H mo ‘hËd X|, Z {H H mën{ZH N{d H mo, Omo AmnHo {X‘mJ ‘| nËZr H s h¡& AmnH s nËZr AmnHo gm‘Zo h¡ Am¡a dh AmnH s nËZr h¡&

H mën{ZH {dMmam| H m ³¶m bm^, Amn H ^r r {ddm{hV OrdZ H m AmZÝX Zht bo nm¶|Jo& ‘oam AW© h¡, {H ¶{X AmnH s H ënZm h¡, Vmo AmnH mo emXr Zht H aZr Mm{h¶o, ~ohVa h¡, {H Amn AnZr H ënZm go hr emXr H a|, {H gr H m OrdZ ³¶m| Zï H aZm? {H gr H mo Xþ:Ir ³¶m| H aZm? do g~ {ddoH erb Am¡a AÀNr ghO¶mo{JZr h¢& h‘Zo Bg ~mV H m Ü¶mZ aIm h¡ {H do g~ ~‹Sr AÀNr ghO¶mo{JZr h¡& naÝVw EH ~ma ¶{X Amn nËZr Ho gmW Xþì¶©dhma H aVo h¢ ¶m h‘mao {b¶o g‘ñ¶m I‹Sr H aVo h¢, Vmo ñdm^m{dH h¡, {H h‘| Amn ghO¶moJ ‘| Am¡a Zht Mm{h¶o ³¶m|{H ¶h ~hþV A{YH h¡ Am¡a O¡gm {H Amn OmZVo h¢ {H Amn H s emXr H aZr gab Zht h¡, AmnH m "drμOm' boZm, AmnH mo dhm± bo OmZm, ¶h g~ H mμ’ s H m‘ hmoVm h¡&

A~, ¶h ‘V gmo{M¶o, {H AmnH mo {H gr go emXr O~aXñVr ‘| H s J¶r h,¡ Amng o nNy m J¶m h&¡ ¶{X Amn {ddmh gå~ÝYr H mën{ZH {dMmam | H m oË¶mJ X,| ‘ ¢ ~ma-~ma Amn g o ¶h H h ahr h ±ÿ Ama¡ Bg ~ma r, Bg jU r, {OgH m o ^r dg¡ m bJVm h,¡ A^r ‘Pw o ~Vm X&o ‘ ¢ AË¶ÝV àgÞ hmDo § Jr...''


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{μ’ bhmb ghO¶moJ Nmo‹S X| Am¡a AnZr g‘ñ¶m H mo hb H a| :

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04-08-85 lrJUoe nyOm ~«mBQZ, ¶y.Ho .01-01-86 lr‘hmJUoe nyOm JUn{Vnybo17-09-86 {bSaern EÊS ES{‘{ZñQ´ oeZ XoZ h¡J, EZEb.04-05-86 ghòma {Xdg nyOm Aën ‘mÅo , Am¶Qr06-07-86 Jwê nyOm ‘w§S oZ, EQr.23-08-86 lrH¥ îU nyOm Schwarzsee, CH

07-09-86 lrJUoe nyOm:JUoe VËd H s ñWmnZm Camp Marston,

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21-09-86 lrbú‘r nyOm Mechelen, BE

21-09-86 ~opëO¶‘ Am¡a hm¡b§S H s y{‘H m Mechelen, BE

17-08-87 {H« Q rgrO‘, BJmo, amBQ-gmBS S |Oa ’« mÝg03-05-87 go{‘Zma àdMZ:X KmoñQ Am°’ ‘Q o[aE{bP‘ Thredbo, AUS

04-10-87 lram‘ nyOm Les Avants, CH

02-01-87 A~mo{YVm Am¡a lrJUoe àdMZ JUn{Vnybo09-08-87 lr{dîUw‘m¶m nyOm Ý¶y¶moH© , ¶wEgE30-12-87 {ddmh na àdMZ H moëhmnya, maV10-01-88 lrgy¶© nyOm ‘w§~B©, maV08-06-88 lrEH mXe ê Ð nyOm ‘moSqbJ, A°Q.19-06-88 àdMZ-órËd Am¡a ‘{hbmAm| H s y{‘H m ewSr H¡ ån09-07-88 A§Vkm©Z Am¡a {ó¶m± n¡[ag, E’ Ama10-07-88 lrhåg ñdm{‘Zr nyOm Grafenaschau, DE

14-08-88 lrμ’ m{V‘m nyOm St. Georges, CH

20-08-88 lr{dîUw‘m¶m nyOm ewSr H¡ ån, ¶y.Ho .11-12-88 lrAm{Xe{º nyOm amhþar, maV23-07-89 Jwé nyOm Lago di Braies

00-12-90 {ddmh na àdMZ {Xëbr, maV01-01-90 {ddmh, {ó¶m| H mo CnXoe gm§Jbr, maV21-10-90 {Xdmbr nyOm Chioggia, IT

28-03-9I lr‘hmdra nyOm nW©, Am°ñQ´ o{b¶m31-03-91 BñQa nyOm {gSZr, Am°ñQ´ o.14-04-91 lrJUoe nyOm H¡ Z~oam, Am°ñQ´ o.28-04-91 lrhågm-ñdm{‘Zr nyOm p³dÝg, ¶wEgE10-11-91 {Xdmbr nyOm H ~obm, BQbr26-12-91 {ddmh Ho nhbo àdMZ JUn{Vnwbo

09-02-92 lrJUoe nyOm Gidgegannup, AUS

24-10-92 {XdmbrnyOm Timisoara, RO

16-05-93 lrμ’ m{V‘m nyOm BñV§~yb, QrAma21-07-93 lrJUoe nyOm Dallgau, DE

13-11-93 {ddmh H s gyMZm ‘m°ñH mo, Ama¶y.28-12-93 {ddmh g‘mamoh Ho nhbo dYyAm| go ~mVMrV JUnVrnybo, maV28-12-93 {ddmh Ho g‘mamoh nhbo dYy Am¡a da go ~mVMrV JUnVrnybo, maV02-04-94 g‘mamoh go nhbo ~mVMrV {gSZr, Am°ñQ´ o.11-09-94 lrJUoe nyOm ‘m°ñH mo, Ama¶y.13-11-94 Qçy{Z{eAZ ‘{hbmAm| go ~mVMrV Sidi Bou Said, TN

04-12-94 lramObú‘r nyOm {Xëbr, maV13-09-95 {ó¶m| H s Mm¡Wr {díd n[afX ‘| ~mVMrV ~rqOJ, nrAmagr15-09-96 lrJUoe nyOm H ~obm, BQbr23-08-97 lrH¥ îU nyOm H ~obm, BQbr06-09-97 lrJUoe nyOm H s nyd©g§Ü¶m ‘| ~mVMrV H ~obm, BQbr04-10-97 ZdamÌr nyOm H s nyd©g§Ü¶m ‘| ~mVMrV H ~obm, BQbr31-12-97 lre{º nyOm H idm, maV05-09-98 lrJUoe nyOm H ~obm, BQbr25-10-98 {Xdmbr nyOm Novi Ligure, IT

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