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1-Io c a o e u y co~ep~aH14~ 14 nponcxox<aeu14~ 'Mb~c~14 us menu' TecHo CB~3a14bI C TeMH 14po143BeJIeHtI~MtI t~eJIoro, Ha/I KOTOpblM~I nncaTeJIb pa6oTaJI B ) I o p n a x e 14 n o c n e peBomourm. Y lpe~ a e Bcero - c UnK~OM qbnaocoqbcrnx acce o Kp14314ce coBpeuenHoro ~enoBeqecTsa n rmBnn143atm14 - Ha nepeeaue. 1. Kpuxuc atcu~Hu (HeTporpa~ , "A~ro14OCT", 1918), Ha nepeaaae. I1. Kpu~uc ~tcu~uu ( I IeTporpa~ , " A n ~ o a o c T " , 1918), Ha nepe~aae. Ill. Kpu~uc ~cusnu ( I I e~porpa~ , " A a ~ o n o c T " , 1920). Bce Tp14 3cce 6 ~ a ~ n a n e ~ a T a n ~ n o a On- HO~ O6J~O~O~ 14 nO~I aaraa~neM Ha nepeaaae ~ Bep~n14e, ~ tt3)IaTeJ/bCTBe Fp~e61414a, B 1923 r o s y . MaTep14a~ x~e ~ a a Kpu~ucoa... co614pa~cz B e ~ r u eme a nep14o~I e ro npe6~iaaH14a ~ I / / a e ~ i a p n n (1914-1916) n 6a314poBa~c~ Ha yTpa~e14m,~x ~meann~ax TOrO apeMenn. I / IcKmoqenne COCTa~azeT neT- aepTsI~ "Kp~314c" - K p u ~ u c co~nanua, ocTaam14~ca aeony6anKoaaHH~M.

'MblcJ/14 I43 JIe1414' qaCT14tI140 COBIIa)IalOT C TeMI4 MI~ICJDIM14, gOTOpI~le n14caTe~ qbopMya14pyeT ~ r z a ~ a x 31, 32 14 33 Kpusuca atcusnu. O~Haro eCT~ BeCr~Ma 314aqriMl, ie pacxo~,~xeHn~, CB14,!leTenbCTBylOm14e 14 0 apeMeu14 Ha14rI- caHn~t i~y6ymKyeuoro TeKCT0r, 140 TOM, KSK n14caTe~b y u e n ?I3MeH~ITb 14 nepe~em, maT~, cTap~,~ uaTeppla.rl )IJ/~I 14OBbIX ~Ie~e~. Ta~, s 'M~,~c~x 143 3/e1414' aBrop noc:te~osaTe~SHO y614paeT H a r e m Ha YIepsy~o u14poBytO BO~- 14y, 14ocay~14smym TOm,tOM r na rmcaHnm Kpusucoa, a r a K ~ e ccbi~IrffI Ha 14CTOp14~IeCK14~ H reovpaqbn~ec~n~ rlO)~TeKCT, 3aMeH~/~l Itx o6meqbrtnocoqb- CKnMn paccy~)leH14aM14. Hanpr~Mep, B Kpusuce atcu~rtu Mr~ qr~TaeM: "Bce ~te:~a - 3OaOTO~ qboHJI 6OFaTCTB -- nO)IMe1414~14 6 y M a ~ K a u n M~,~ 'I~aTpno- T14qeCK14X' BOerlHblX 3024MOB." B ' M M c ~ t x 143 ~IeH14' FoBop/4TC~: "Bce ~e~a - 30~OTO~ qbOHR 6oraTcTS - 14o~MeI~r~Jin Ub~ ' ~ e p e n r a u n ' . " B [(pu~uce atcu~tu MbI q14TaeM: " [ . . . ] Tern14 -- TeMII BO~I-Ibl -- ttac o6peK 14a 6 e ~ e n ~ e s rp~- ) Iy~eM." B 'Mr~cJ~zx n3 J~en~4': "TeMn BO~HBI" 3aMeHen Ha "TeMII Hame~ ~n3H14 -- cyeTa14BS~ r~ ' ~ e n o a o ~ ' " . T p y ~ n o yCTaHOanTS, qTO 6SILO nanHcaHo p a n s m e , qTO ~eMy c~ym14~O nepso14cTo~Hnro~. Be~x~ r~UeHHO ~ 14rone-mone 1918 roz~a ]3e~s~i~, ~ a r y r a 3 a u o s Panypce 1< Oneanuxy, 14po~lo~a~ pa6oTy na)I Kpu3uco~t :)tcu~nu.

B 3TOT me nepno)I B e a s ~ BnnuaTen~aO nepeu14T~ma~ pa6oTy JI. H. TOJICTOFO O c~tbtcae mcu~nu, o c M ~ c n ~ KJIIOqeB~Ie n~e14 14H~r~r~c~o~ qb14J~o- cod01414 H co614pa~ MaTeprm~s~ ~ t ~ Kpu~uca co~nanua. B 9TOM n o c : I e j m e u "Kp143nce" B e n ~ ~a~ pa3 noxnepr14BaeT ~14aneH14e Mea14Ta~n14 14 ~ o r n s

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Fipoliarail~ilpya Me~ilTalLHIO KaK IIyTb K CaMOCO3ilaHillO, Bem, Ifi cne- /[yeT ypOKaM P. ]J_lTe~Hepa, IIOYIyHeHHhlM Ha Crle~na~II, HSiX 3aHaTilgX B 33oTepilqecKo~ m ~ o n e B 1913-1916 r r . AHTpolIOcoqbcK14e KOpiln IlMe~OT r~ ~ p y r i l e 'MblcnH 1,13 aeHrI ' : KOilHeilHHfl 6onbmoro Il MaJIOFO "~I", a TaK>Ke 3iiaTa~Ha,q ilOXBaJia cMepTil. CoBpeMeHHLI~ qeJIOBeK ("~I" C Ma.rleHbKO~ 6yK- BI~I), Ilorpy>KeilHblfi B negotium, ~on}KeH, KaK CqHTaeT Ben~Ifi, oTpe14114TBC~ OT exe~HeBHr, ix 3a6OT, OT Bcex CTpaCTe~, qVBGTB H }Ke~IaHil~, OT CBOeFO TeJIa - TO eCTt,, qbagTilqecKil, Ilepe~KHTb cMepTB, n pe3yJll~TaTe 3TOFO Oil CMO~KeT OII~yTHTB KOCMIlqeCKylO pea3IBHOCTB Il IIO3HaeT CBOIO KOCMHHeCKylO, 6 o x e c T - BeHilylo CylILHOCTB, OBOe caMoco3Hmolltee " 6 o n b m o e . . . . H". OqeBil~ilO, qTO, IIpOqepqHBa,q rlyTb qeIIOBeKa qepe3 MeTaqbopilqeCKytO cMepTB K BoBpoXQIe- HHIO B HOBOM 6ox<ecTBeHHOM KaqeCTBe, ]3en~I~ He~ByCMI~ICJIeHIIO HaMeKaJI Ha aHa2-iOFrlIO c KpilCTOM, yMepmilM 14 BOCKpecmiiM. OqeBil)IIlO TaKTKe Il TO,

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