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April – June 2012, Volume 13, No. 52 Easter Edition

ihndI masaIhI pi~aka

" AaOr iksaI dUsaro ko Wara ]war nahIM, @yaaoMik svaga- ko naIcao manauYyaaoM maoM kovala ek hI naama idyaa gayaa hO¸

pBau yaISau masaIh ijasako Wara hma ]war pa sakto hOM." poirtaoM ko kama 4 : 12 poirtaoM ko kama 4:

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ho hmaaro svagaI-ya dyaalau maihmaamaya p`omaI jaIivat ipta prmaoSvar hma Aapka

(anyavaad krto hOM ik Aapnao hma saba hI kao [sa saMsaar maoM saurixat rKa. [sako ilayao hma kovala

Aapkao (anyavaad hI do sakto hOM @yaaoMik saBaI kuC tao Aapka hI idyaa huAa hO. yahaM tk ik

hmaarI ek­ek saaMsa BaI AapkI dI hu[- Amaanat hO. saao pBau hma p%yaok vastu ko ilayao Aapka

qdya sao (anyavaad krto hOM.

hma pa)a-naa krto hOM ]na laaogaaoM ko ilayao jaao iksaI BaI karNa sao Apnao jaIvana maoM baImaar

AaOr proSaana hOM eosao laaoga jaao sada caMgaa[- kI laalasaa maoM Apnao ibastraoM pr pD,o huyao hOM AaOr

ijanakI AaMKoM ]sa rhnaumaa[- AaOr iSaf,a kI Aasa maoM Aasamaana kI Aaor inarntr taktI rhtI hOM

jaba ik Aap [sa saMsaar maoM Aayao )ao tao Aapnao sabakao caMgaa ikyaa )aa. Aapnao hr iksaI pr trsa

Kayaa )aa. caaho ]sa samaya kao[- BaI BaUKa Pyaasaa baImaar tMgahala yaa ifr proSaana )aa Aapnao

sabakao raht dI )aI. saba hI kao iSaf,a dI )aI. eosao hI laaogaaoM ko ilayao hma Aaja BaI duAa maaMgato

hOM. pBau saba pr trsa Kanaa. saba hI kao caMgaa[- donaa.

hma ]na laaogaaoM ko ilayao BaI pa)a-naa krto hOM jaao iksaI BaI karNa sao GaraoM sao bao­Gar hao

gayao hOM. jaao BaUKo AaOr Pyaasao hOM AaOr ijanako pasa tna Za Mknao kao vas~ nahIM hOM pBau Pyaaro Aap

p%yaok kI AavaSyakta kao pUra krnaa. hma ]nako ilayao BaI pa)a -naa krto hOM ijanako ipyajana [sa

maayaavaI saMsaar sao ]za ilayao gayao hOM ` pBau ]nako vyaakula qdyaaoM kao Saaint donaa.

pBau jahaM pr laD,a[-MyaaM hao rhI hOM ` ]na laaogaaoM ko qdyaaoM maoM p`oma kao p`gaT krnaa taik

saBaI prspr ek dUsaro sao AsaIma Apna%va rK sakoM. pBau hma [sa ‘caotnaa’ pi~ka ko ilayao BaI

pa)a-naa krto hOM. [sa pi~ka pr ApnaI AaSaIYa donaa taik [saka pZ,nao vaalaa hrok manauYya

Aapko bailadana ko mah%va kao samaJa sako AaOr jaana sako ik [sa saMsaar maoM kovala pBau yaISau masaIh

ko naama sao hI ]war imala sakta hO.

hma pa)a-naa krto hOM samast saMsaar kI Saaint samaRiw ivakasa AaOr Baa[-­caaro jaOsao

saMban(aaoM ko ilayao ` taik hr kao[- p`oma sao rhkr jaInaa saIK sako. ]sa poma sao ` ijasako ilayao Aapnao

salaIbaI maaOt ka duK ]zayaa )aa. Aanao vaalao nava vaYa- maoM saba hI ko pasa Aapko poma kI

SauBakamanaayaoM psaairt haoM.

Aapko maihmaamaya naama sao hma [sa pa)a-naa kao samaaPt krto hOM.

AamaIna.

yah AMk [-sTr 2012 kI Zor saarI

SauBakamanaaAaoM ko saaqa

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stMBa

kivatayaoM

kqaa

laoK

fUlaaoM ka dd- 27

Aaosa kI (aD,kna 28

zakur ka kuMAa 41

Ta[ma Tobala 44

(auMe ko saa)a 54

baa[bala kI

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM 8

dOinak raoma 21

yaISau masaIh kI

kba 25

[na AaMKaoM pr 20

caaMdnaI tumakao 24

kaka ko daoho 43

Aa[yao hma p`a)a-naa kroM 1

caotnya(aara 3

maaga-dSa-na 23

baa[bala kI jaanakairyaaM 4

@yaa Aapkao maalauma hO 7

Apola–jaUna 2012 – [-sTr AMk

Matthew 5:16

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ipClao ek dSak sao BaI Ai(ak [sa pRYz

ko ilayao saMpadkIya ilaKto huyao phlaI baar

eosaa Avasar Aayaa ik jaba iksaI nao Anaurao(a

ikyaa ik ]nakI baccaI ka naama [sa pi~ka maoM

Cap idyaa jaayao. ja,aihr )aa ik jaba ]na

sajjana nao [sa pkar kI ApnaI [cCa pgaT

kI hO tao mauJao karNa pUCnaa hI )aa. ‘Aapnao

kuC ilaKa hO A)avaa AapkI baccaI ko saa)a

kao[- GaTnaa yaa khanaI Aaid hOÆ’ ‘nahI eosaI

kao[- BaI baat nahIM hO basa Aap maorI laD,kI

ka naama [sa pi~ka maoM khIM BaI pkaiSat kr

doM.’ maOM saaocanao lagaa ik eosaI @yaa baat hO ik

]na sajjana kI [sa baccaI ko naama maoMÆ @yaa

]sako pirvaar maoM pOda haoto hI pirvaar kI

saarI KuiSayaaM samaaPt hao caukI hOM A)avaa

duKaoM AaOr kYTaoM ko baadla ]maD, Aayao hOM jaao

yah sajjana ]saka naama pi~ka maoM pkaiSat

krvaanaa caahto hOMÆ ‘zIk hO jaba kBaI ma OM

ApnaI kao[- BaI na[- khanaI ‘duiKyaa’ naama sao

ilaKUMgaa tao ek saa)a daonaaoM hI kama hao

jaayaogaoM. AapkI laD,kI ka naama BaI Cp

jaayaogaa AaOr mauJakao na[- khanaI ka SaIYa-k BaI

imala jaayaogaa.’ khto huyao maOMnao baat samaaPt kI

AaOr ]na sajjana kao santuYT ikyaa.

Agar doKa jaayao tao Ai(akaMSa

maata­ipta jaba ]nako yahaM pr nayaa iSaSau

janma laota hO tao ]saka naama baD,o hI Armaanaa oM

sao rKto hOM. [sa naama maoM BaI ]nako BaivaYya kI

kao[- AaSaa kao[- baat eosaI iCpI haotI hO

ijasako pUra haonao kI Aasa Aanao vaalao idnaaoM maoM

banaI rhtI hO. ifr BaI bahut sao baccaaoM ko

naama eosao caunao jaato hOM jaao ]nako kamaaoM AaOr

]mmaIdaoM sao khIM Alaga haoto hOM. AaOr jaba

baccaaoM ko naama rKnao ka ivaYaya AarMBa huAa hO

tao yahaM ek eosao naama ka ]llaoK ikyaa jaanaa

AvaSya hO ijasakao prmaoSvar kI trf sao caunaa

gayaa AaOr ek svagaI-ya dUt ko Wara ]nako

maataipta kao phuMucaayaa gayaa )aa. baa[bala ko

nayaa inayama ko ma<aI 1Á 21 maoM [sakao vaiNa-t

ikyaa gayaa hO ‘vah pu~ janaogaI AaOr tU ]saka

naama ‘yaISau’ rKnaa. @yaaoMik vah Apnao laaogaa oM

ka ]nako papaoM sao ]War krogaa.’ [samaoM kao[ -

BaI AaScaya- nahIM hO ik [sa prmaoSvarIya pu~

‘yaISau’ ka naama Ait mahana AaOr saba naamaaoM maoM

EaoYz BaI hO. ‘[sa karNa prmaoSvar nao ]sakao

Ait mahana\ BaI ikyaa AaOr ]sakao vah naama

idyaa jaao saba naamaaoM maoM EaoYz hO.’­ifilaiPpyaa oM

2Á 9 yaISau masaIh ko [sa AnaaoKo naama ka

ek A)a- hO. ek karNa hO. ]sako [sa naama

maoM saarI maanava jaait ka ]war hO. ]saI ko

[sa naama maoM saMsaar ko papaoM ka Baugatana hO.

maR%yau pr jaya hO AaOr Anant jaIvana ka maaga -

hO. yaid gaaOr kroM tao yaISau masaIh ko [sa

ivaiSaYT naama ko dao A)a- bahut spYT hao jaato

hOM. p)ama yaISau naama ijasao [baanaI BaaYaa ma oM

‘yaoSauAa’ baaolaa jaata hO ka A)a - ‘CuTkaro sao

hO. papaoM sao CuTkara idlaanaa hI yaISau masaIh

ka [sa saMsaar maoM Aanao ka maksad )aa. bagaOr

]nako [sa saMsaar maoM Aayao yah ivaSaoYa kaya- pUra

nahIM hao sakta )aa. yaISau masaIh saMsaar ka

]Wark bana kr [sa saMsaar maoM Aayao )ao.

yaISau masaIh ko naama ka dUsara A)a- ek p` kar

sao ]nakI phcaana hO. ‘[mmaanauela’ pd ma<aI

1Á 23 maoM spYT hO ik [mmaanauela ka A)a -

‘prmaoSvar hmaaro saa)a.’ [sailayao yaISau masaIh

ka [sa saMsaar maoM Aanao ka karNa paipyaaoM kao

]nako pap sao CuTkara idlaanaa ` ]War krnaa

Anant jaIvana ka War Kaolanaa. vah prmaoSvar

hO. [sa saMsaar AaOr saRiYT ka rcaiyata hO

AaOr maanava $p maoM [sa saMsaar maoM Aayaa AaOr

salaIba pr Apnaa lahU bahakr ]sanao Apnao

Aanao ka maksad pUra BaI ikyaa hO.

caotnyaQaara______saMpadkIya ivacaar

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yaISau

masaIh

AaOr

]naka

ivavaah

yaISau masaIh yaa ifr masaIihyat ko ivarao(aI

ijanhoM AMgaojaI maoM ‘enTIËa[sT’ BaI kha gayaa

hOÂ sacamauca maoM doKa jaayao tao ]saI idna sao pOda

hao cauko )ao jaba ik naadana yaISau masaIh nao

Aba sao 2012 saala pUva- epata ko baOtlahma ma oM

ek baalak ko $p maoM janma ilayaa )aa. yaISau

masaIh ko janma ko saa)a hI ]sa samaya ko ËUr

rajaa horaodosa nao maasaUma baccaaoM ka

k%la­e­Aama kovala [sailayao krvaa idyaa )aa

taik baalak yaISau masaIh kao marvaayaa jaa

sako. baad maoM jaba yaISau masaIh ka imaSanarI

kaya- AarMBa haota ]sasao pihlao hI ]naka maaga -

sajaanao vaalaa yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa donao vaalao ka

isar klama kr idyaa gayaa. ]sako baad tao

masaIhI ivaraoi(ayaaoM ka jaOsao phaD, saa hI TUT

pD,a. yaISau masaIh Apnaa kama krto rho

]naka ivarao(a sabasao pihlao ]nako hI laaogaa oM

yahUidyaaoM nao jaI Bar ko ikyaa. ifr yaISau

masaIh ko puna$%)aana ko pScaat tao ]nako

iSaYyaaoM AnauyaaiyayaaoM AaOr masaIihyat ka pcaar

krnao vaalaaoM ko satava maR%yadMD ` salaIbaIkrNa

ijanda jalaayaa jaanaa isar kTvaanaa jaIivat

hI SarIr pr sao Kala ](aoD, Dalanaa Aaid

AnaokaoM yaatnaaAaoM AaOr kYTaoM sao baap[bala tao

@yaa ]sa samaya ka jaOsao [ithasa hI Bara pD,a

hO. laoikna [tnaa saba krnao ko pScaat BaI

masaIh ivaraoi(ayaaoM kao kao[- laaBa hao saka hao

[samaoM AvaSya hI sandoh hO. ja,ra ivaSva ko

na@Sao pr naj,ar ]zakr doK laIijayao hma oM

AaOr Aapkao masaIihyat ko ivaraoi(ayaaoM sao khIM

Anaiganat masaIh ko ivaSvaasaI imalaoMgao. vat-maana

maoM BaI sabasao Ai(ak janasaM#yaa yaid iksaI

(aaima-k ivaSvaasa kI hO tao vah kovala masaIhI

(ama- hI hO.

masaIh ivaraoi(ayaaoM ko ilayao baa[bala ko nayaa

inayama ko laoKk yaUhnnaa ko p~aoM maoM ËmaSaÁ

1yaUhnnaa 2Á 18 ` 2Á 22 ` 4Á 3 t)aa 2yaUhnnaa

1Á7 maoM pihlao hI vaNa-na kr idyaa gayaa hO ik

saMsaar ko AMt ko idnaaoM maoM masaIh ivarao(aI ]z

KD,o haoMgao. yaUM BaI yaid vat-maana maoM doKa jaayao

tao masaIh ivarao(aI laaogaaoM ko Wara khIM na khIM

iksaI na iksaI p`kar sao yaISau masaIh ka naama

]Calaa hI jaata hO. [nhIM naamaaoM maoM ipClao

idnaaoM ek AMgaojaI iflma ‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’ ka

naama bahut pcailat hao gayaa )aa. AaOr [sa bahu

pcalana ka karNa )aa ik [sako Wara yaISau

masaIh ko vaOvaaihk cair~ kao laokr bahut

]Calanao kI kaoiSaSa kI ga[- )aI. vah tao

yaISau masaIh kI iSaxaa AaOr ]nakI namata kI

EaoYzta hI kha jaanaa caaihyao ik tmaama

masaIhyaaoM nao caupcaap [sao sahna BaI kr ilayaa

nahIM tao Anya (ama- jaOsao [slaama Aaid kI baat

haotI tao eosaa khnao vaalaaoM ko ilayao ftvaa

jaarI hao cauka haota. ‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’ ko

Wara yaISau masaIh ko ilayao kha gayaa hO ik

]nakI s~I iSaYyaaAaoM maoM sao ek mairyama

baa[bala kI jaanakairyaaM

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magadlaInaI sao yaISau masaIh nao baakayada Apnaa

ivavaah ikyaa )aa AaOr ]nasao ]nakI saMtanao BaI

hOM. t)yaaoM sao ir@t jaao baat ‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’

ko Wara khI ga[- hO ]naka isalaisalaovaar [sa

pi~ka ‘caotnaa ‘ ko Wara kovala [sailayao ]<ar

yahaM idyaa jaa rha hO taik masaIh ko

ivaSvaaisayaaoM AaOr AivaSvaaisayaaoM kao BaI yah

batayaa jaa sako ik AaMMK baMd krko p%)ar

kao maaoma nahIM batayaa jaa sakta hO. jaao baat

saca hO vah saca hO AaOr iksaI BaI trh sao

]sao Jauzlaayaa nahIM jaa sakogaa.

‘yaISau masaIh maUla $p sao ek

‘foimainasT’ manauYya )aa. ]saka

[rada )aa ik masaIhI klaIisayaa

ka BaivaYya mairyama magadlaInaI ko

ha)aaoM maoM saaOMpa jaayao.’

‘Jesus was the original feminist. He intended for the future of the church

to be in the hands of Mary Magdalene.’

-The Da Vinci Code page 248

Agar )aaoD,I dor kao yah maana BaI ilayaa

jaayao ik yaISau masaIh nao Apnaa ivavaah ApnaI

iSaYyaa mairyama magadlaInaI sao ikyaa )aa tao

AarMiBak klaIisayaa ko [ithasa ` baa[bala AaOr

tmaama laoKaoM maOM [sa baat ka ]llaoK @yaaoM nahIM

ikyaa gayaa hO. hma yaISau masaIh kI maata

mairyama AaOr ]nako saaMsaairk ipta yaUsauf ko

ivavaah AaOr maMganaI kI baat pZ,to hOM. kanaa

nagar maoM iksaI ivavaah ko inamaM~Na ko samaya

yaISau masaIh kI ]pis)ait kao doKto hOM tao

ifr yah saaro laoK yaISau masaIh ko ivavaah AaOr

]nakI p%naI kI baat @yaaoM nahIM krto hOMÆ ifr

yahUdI (aaima-k naotaAaoM mahayaajakaoM AaOr

frIisayaaoM nao jaba yaISau masaIh pr hr trh ko

daoYa lagaayao )ao yahaM tk ik ]nhoM vyaiBacaar

kI saMtana tk khnao nahIM caUko )ao tao @yaa vao

saba [tnao saI(ao )ao ik [sa baat AaOr daoYa kao

lagaanao sao BaI BaUla jaatoÆ ‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’

ijasa pkar ka daoYaaraopNa AaOr cair~ hrNa

yaISau masaIh ko ilayao krta hO ]sasao yahI

saaibat hao jaata hO ik ]sako khnao maoM jaao

kuC BaI hO vah saba t)yahIna hO. piScamaI

doSaaoM ko irvaaja, AaOr calana maoM jaba yahaM kI

saMtanaaoM kao Apnao ipta ka hI naama nahIM maalauma

hO tao ifr yaISau masaIh ko baaro maoM jaanakarI

kr laonaa tao bahut baD,I baat haogaI.

yaid yaISau masaIh nao Apnaa ivavaah

ikyaa )aa tao kma sao kma baa[bala

ko caaraoM sausamaacaaraoM maoM sao iksaI

ek maoM BaI [saka ija,Ë @yaaoM nahIM

ikyaa gayaa hOÆ

‘If Jesus were not married, at least one of the Bible’s gospels would

have mentioned it and offered some explanation for His unnatural state

bachelorhood.’ -The Da Vinci code page 245

‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’ ko ]prao@t tk- kao

yaid dUsarI trf sao doKoM tao yah BaI kha jaa

sakta hO ik ` ‘yaid yaISau masaIh nao Apnaa

ivavaah ikyaa )aa tao caaraMo sausamaacaaraoM maoM sao

iksaI ek nao BaI [saka ija,Ë @yaaoM nahIM ikyaa

hOÆ sahI baat tao yah hO ik yaid yaISau masaIh

ka ivavaah huAa haota tao ja,aihr )aa ik khIM

na khIM tao [saka ija,Ë ikyaa hI jaata.

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laoikna jaba kao[- eosaI baat hu[- hI nahIM hO tao

]saka ija,Ë @yaaoMkr hao sakta )aaÆ yaid

yaISau masaIh ko jaIvana kao nayaa inayama ko caaraoM

sausamaacaaraoM kao (yaana maoM rK kr doKa jaayao

tao ]nako iSaYyaaoM maoM ptrsa ]nako Baa[yaaoM

bahnaaoM Aaid ka vaNa-na tao ikyaa gayaa hO t)aa

]nako iSaYyaaoM ko Gar pirvaaraoM AaOr baccaaoM ka

tao ija,Ë imalata hO pr yaISau masaIh kI p%naI

pirvaar AaOr baccaaoM ko ilayao khIM BaI kOsaI BaI

baat [sa maamalao maoM nahIM kI ga[- hO. yah zIk

hO ik baa[bala yaISau masaIh ko Aivavaaiht haonao

kI baat nahIM krtI hO pr ]nako ivavaaiht

haonao ko baaro maoM BaI kao[- saMkot nahIM dotI hO tao

ifr yah kOsao kha jaa sakta hO ik yaISau

masaIh ka ivavaah huAa )aa AaOr vah BaI ek

gaOr yahUdI s~I mairyama magadlaInaI ³baa[bala

khIM BaI yah bayaana nahIM krtI hO ik mairyama

magadlaInaI ek yahUdI s~I )aI. ]sako AMitma

naama ‘magadlaInaI’ sao kovala yah AaSaya inakalaa

gayaa hO ik vah galaIla pdoSa ko magadlaa

naamak Sahr kI rhnao vaalaI hao saktI )aI.

yahUdI rIit ko Anausaar yahUdI kovala yahUidyaa oM

maoM hI Apnao irSto ikyaa krto hOM sao jaao

]nakI kovala [sa karNa iSaYyaa banaI )aI

@yaaoMik yaISau masaIh nao ]sako jaIvana maoM iSaÔa

dI )aI.

yaid salaIbaIkrNa ko samaya ko dRSya pr

(yaana idyaa jaayao tao [sa BaIYaNa yaatnaa AaOr

maR%yau ko AMitma daOr ko samaya BaI yaISau masaIh nao

kovala ApnaI maaM mairyama ko hI ]nako baad ko

jaIvana AaOr BaivaYya kI icaMta vya@t kI )aI

AaOr Apnao iSaYya yaUhnnaa kao [saka

]<ardaiya%va saaOMp idyaa )aa. jaba ik mairyama

magadlaInaI BaI vahIM salaIba ko pasa KD,I )aI

pr yaISau masaIh nao ]sako baaro maoM kuC BaI nahIM

kha )aa. svaBaaivak taOr pr yah bahut hI

AsaMBava baat hO ik maR%yau ko AMitma xaNaaoM ma oM

kao[- pit ApnaI p%naI sao kuC BaI na khoÆ

[sailayao ‘da ivaMcaI kaoD’ ka yah tk - ik

sausamaacaar yaISau masaIh ko Aivavaaiht haonao ka

ija,Ë nahIM krto hOM tao yaISau masaIh ivavaaiht

)ao inara(aar AaOr galat hO. yah tk- BaI

galat hO ik yahUidyaaoM kI jaait ka Ai(ak sao

Ai(ak Anaupat vaOvaaihk hO tao yah BaI sa%ya

nahIM hao sakta hO ik saba hI pu$Ya ivavaaiht

hI haoMgao.

‘]wark<aa- kI saai)ana mairyama

magadlaInaI hO. Ëa[sT nao ]sakao

Apnao Anya iSaYyaaoM sao khIM Ai(ak

poma ikyaa hO AaOr ]sako mauK pr

payaÁ cauMbana idyao hOM. [saIkarNa

iSaYya naaraja, BaI huyao.’

‘Companion of savior is Mary Magdalene. Christ loved her more than all the disciples and used to kiss her often on the mouth. The disciples were offended at this.’ - The Da Vinci Code page 246

]prao@t k)ana ‘naaisTk’ laoK ‘gaaispla

Aaf ifilap’ sao ilayaa gayaa hO AaOr bahut hI

dor sao ilaKa gayaa hO. yah laoK ‘kaoiPTk’

BaaYaa maoM ilaKa gayaa hO. kaoiPTk BaaYaa

imaisayaaoM kI BaaYaa )aI jaao 17 vaIM sadI tk

baaolaI jaatI rhI )aI. imaisayaaoM nao gaIk vaNa-

maalaa ko Sabd phlaI sadI maoM ApnaI BaaYaa maoM

jaaoD,nao Sau$ ikyao )ao. AaOr [sa pkar imasaI

BaaYaa kI yah na[- pNaalaI kaoiPTk BaaYaa

khlaa[-. ArbaI BaaYaa yaa [baI BaaYaa maoM khIM

BaI Sabd ‘saai)ana’ yaa ‘kmapoinayana’

³Companion´ ka A)a- pnaI yaa ‘spa]sa’

sao haota hO.

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jaao maUla laoK ‘gaaispla Aaf ifilap’ ko

naama sao paPt huAa hO ]samaoM bahut sao mah%vapUNa -

Sabd laapta hOM ` AaOr kao[- yah davao sao nahIM

kh sakta hO ik sacamauca maoM yah laapta Sabd

saooivayar yaa Ëa[sT ko ilayao hOM. A)avaa

Ëa[sT nao sacamauca mairyama magadlaInaI ka cauMbana

ilayaa hO yaa iksaI Anya nao. [nhIM karNaaoM sao

naaisTk laoKaoM kao baa[bala maoM s)aana nahIM idyaa

gayaa hO ` @yaaoMik [na laoKaoM kI t)yata pr ek

baD,a pSnaicanh lagaa huAa hO.

@yaa Aapkao maalauma

hO ik ` puranaI baa[bala maoM yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao

samaya­samaya pr Apnaa sandoSa donao ko ilayao

ApnaI kaOma kao inado-Sa pairt krnao ko ilayao

naibayaaoM AaOr Apnao dasaaoM kao [stomaala ikyaa

)aa. prmaoSvar ko yah nabaI yaa tao ]saka

iksaI na iksaI $p maoM dSa-na svaPna doKto )ao

yaa ifr ]sakI Aavaaja, kao saunakr baat ikyaa

krto )ao. jaba naibayaaoM kao yahaovaa prmaoSvar

ka sandoSa imala jaata )aa tao ifr vao ]sakao

phlao hI sao BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM krko janata tk

phuMcaa idyaa krto )ao. laoikna baa[bala ka

puranaa inayama yaISau masaIh ko janma sao lagaBaga

400 saala pihlao hI naibayaaoM ko Wara baat

krnao AaOr ]nako Wara BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM krnao

ko ilayao caup hao cauka )aa. khnao ka AaSaya

hO ik yaISau masaIh ko janma sao 400 saala

pihlao puranaI baa[bala maoM kao[- BaivaYyavaaNaI

nahIM kI ga[- hO. yahUidyaaoM kI imasa maoM dasata

BaI 400 vaYaao-M tk kI hO. [sako saa)a hI

puranaa inayama kI malaakI kI pustk ko

pScaat nayaa inayama ko ilaKnao ko ma(ya ka

samaya BaI 400 vaYa- hI hO.

baa[bala ko 40 naMbar BaI $icakr hOM.

[saaelaI imasa sao inaklanao ko baad jaMgala maoM

maUsaa ko saa)a 40 vaYaao-M tk rho )ao. maUsaa imasa

maoM 40 saalaaoM tk rajaGaranao maoM rha )aa. vahaM

sao inaklanao ko pScaat vah 40 saalaaoM tk BaoD,oM

carata rha )aa. yahUidyaaoM ka pihlaa rajaa

Saa}la ka rajya BaI 40 saalaaoM tk rha )aa.

da}d nao BaI 40 saala rajya ikyaa )aa.

]sako baad ]sako pu~ saulaomaana nao BaI 40

saalaaoM tk rajya ikyaa )aa. yarIhao maoM jaanao sao

pihlao [saaelaI 40 idnaaoM tk ]saka Baod laoto

rho )ao. maUsaa dao baar prmaoSvar sao dsa inayama

laonao ko ilayao 40 idnaaoM tk pva-t pr caZa, rha

)aa. yaISau masaIh 40 idnaaoM tk BaUK,o­Pyaasa o

rhto huyao SaOtana kI prIxaa maoM rho )ao AaOr

puna$%)aana ko pScaat BaI 40 idnaaoM tk Apnao

AnauyaaiyayaaoM ko saamanao Kud kao pgaT krto rho

)ao..

Gospel of Philip records: As for the Wisdom who is called "the barren," she is the mother of the angels. And the companion of the [...] Mary Magdalene. [...] loved her more than all the disciples, and used to kiss her often on her mouth. The rest of the disciples [...]. They said to him "Why do you love her more than all of us?" The Savior answered and said to them, "Why do I not love you like her? When a blind man and one who sees are both together in darkness, they are no different from one another. When the light comes, then he who sees will see the light, and he who is blind will remain in darkne.

Apola­jaUna 2012 10

prmaoSvar ka vacana ijasao Aaja hma saba

baa[bala ko $p maoM doKto AaOr pZ,a krto hOM

ka ek caaO)aa[- sao BaI Ai(ak Baaga

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaoM sao Bara pD,a hO. [na

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaoM maoM BaI prmaoSvar ka ApnaI caunaIM

hu[- kaOma ko ilayao caotavainayaaM vaado AaOr

BaivaYya maoM Aanao vaalaI pUva- saUcanaayaoM yaa

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM hOM. baa[bala jaba maUla $p sao

ilaKI ga[- )aI tao ]samaoM A(yaaya AaOr pd nahIM

)ao. sabasao pihlao poirsa ko baa[bala skalar

sTIfna laoMgaTna nao sana\ 1200 ko Aasa­pasa

[samaoM ivaBaajana ikyao AaOr A(yaaya banaayao

taik [sako A(yayana maoM pazkaoM kao sauiva(aa

hao sako. ifr [sako dao saaO vaYaao -M ko pScaat

rbbaI [sahak naa)ana nao [samaoM pd Dala idyao

AaOr ifr baad maoM yahI yahUidyaaoM kI baa[bala

khI ga[-. masaIhI laaoga [sa baa[bala kao puranaa

inayama khto hOM. t%pScaat lagaBaga ek sadI

ko pScaat sana\ 1551 maoM poirsa ko baa[bala

skalar rabaT- esTIna nao pihlaa nayaa inayama

A(yaayaaoM AaOr pdaoM ko saa)a pkaiSat

krvaayaa. yah ]sa samaya ko saupisaw samaaT

ikMga jaomsa vaja-na ko naama sao sana\ 1611 maoM

lagaBaga 60 saalaaoM ko pScaat pkaiSat huAa

AaOr calana maoM baa[bala ko $p maoM saamanao

Aayaa.

baa[bala ko samaya maoM bahut sao laaoga

prmaoSvar kI saunato )ao tao bahut sao ]sasao baatoM

BaI ikyaa krto )ao. BaivaYyaW@tagaNa

prmaoSvar kI saunato AaOr ]sasao baatoM BaI ikyaa

krto )ao. baad maoM prmaoSvar kI saUcanaaya oM

janata tkphuMcaayaa krto )ao. mahayaajak yaa

yaajak BaI janata kI pa)a-naayaoM prmaoSvar tk

phuMcaayaa krto )ao AaOr ifr ]saI ko Aa(aar

pr xamaa yaacanaa caMgaa[- bailadana yaa ifr

AaSaIYa ka sandoSa pairt ikyaa krto )ao.

pSna ]zta hO ik iksa p`kar ko laaogaaoM kao

prmaoSvar Apnaa sandoSa pairt krnao ko ilayao

BaivaYyaW@ta banaakr BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM krnao ka

kama dota )aa. baa[bala hmakao batatI hO ik

ijana laaogaaoM kao BaI prmaoSvar nao [sa kaya- ko

ilayao caunaa ]nakI kao[- BaI pihlao sao

pairvaairk gauNa yaa AaOpcaairkta nahIM doKI

ga[-. ijasa pkar sao prmaoSvar nao yaajakaoM ka

kama krnao ko ilayao laovaI ko vaMSa AaOr ]nako

vaMSajaaoM kao caunaa )aa ]sa pkar sao

BaivaYyaW@taAaoM ko ilayao eosaI kao[- BaI pabaMdI

yaa Apoixat gauNa nahIM doKa gayaa )aa.

prmaoSvar ko caunao huyao yao BaivaYyaW@tagaNa yaa

tao iksaI bahut hI garIba pirvaar sao )ao ` yaa

ifr (anaI AaOr pitiYzt )ao. naa hI [nakI

kao[- ]ma Aaid ka baM(ana )aa. maUsaa nabaI ka

janma tao ek yahUdI pirvaar maoM huAa )aa pr

jaba ]sakao prmaoSvar nao Apnaa kama saaOMpa )aa

vah imasa ko ifraOna kI bahna ka laD,ka ek

baa[bala kI

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM

eMva

BaivaYyaW@ta

caotnaa 11

rajakumaar )aa AaOr BaivaYya maoM vah ifraOna kI

pdvaI laonao ka vaairsa )aa. nabaI Aamaaosa poSao

sao ek carvaaha )aa magar prmaoSvar nao ]sao

Apnao laaogaaoM ko ma(ya [saaela doSa ma oM

BaivaYyavaaNaI krnao ko ilayao cauna ilayaa )aa.

iyama-yaah nabaI kao jaba prmaoSvar nao caunaa )aa tao

vah kovala ek baalak hI )aa ³iyama-yaah 1Á

6­7´. vat-maana maoM jaOsao ek iWBaaiYayaa ka

kama haota hO ik vah ek BaaYaa ka Anauvaad

dUsarI BaaYaa maoM krta hO zIk kuC­kuC [saI

trh sao baa[bala maoM naibayaaoM ka BaI kama huAa

krta )aa. vao BaI prmaoSvar kI baaolaI AaOr

]sako sandoSa kao saunakr janata ko ma(ya

phuMcaayaa krto )ao. prmaoSvar ko [na sandoSaaoM ma oM

payaÁ iksaI pUva-vacana yaa AaSaa ka sandoSa yaa

AaSaIYa haotI )aa Anya)aa sabasao Ai(ak

Apnao laaogaaoM kao ]nako ilayao BaivaYya ko ilayao

kao[- caotavanaI haotI )aI. [na caotavainayaaoM ma oM

iksaI mahamaarI ko Aanao kI pUva - saUcanaa

ivadoSaI AaËmaNa baImaairyaaM dasa%va maoM jaanao

ka sandoSa yaa ifr Apnao doSa sao inakalao jaanao

kI pUva- saUcanaa haotI )aI. prmaoSvar nao

]prao@t saaro sandoSa ApnaI yahUdI jaait kao

samaya­samaya pr ]nako kamaaoM ko Anausaar

iBajavaayao )ao.

baa[bala jaba ilaKI jaa rhI )aI yaa

ilaKnaa AarMBa hu[- )aI ` ]sa samaya maoM prmaoSvar

nao Apnaa sandoSa naibayaaoM ko Wara ApnaI kaOma

tk phuMcavaayaa )aa. ek baD,a saa savaala

hmaaro saamanao Aata hO ik @yaa vat-maana maoM yaa

Aaja ko samaya maoM BaI BaivaYyaW@ta hmaaro ma(ya

ivarajamaana hOMÆ [sa pSna ka kovala ek hI

]<ar hao sakta hO ik hao sakta hO ik

Aaja BaI BaivaYyaW@tagaNa hma sabako ma(ya ma oM

haoM laoikna hma nahIM jaanato hOM ik kaOna hOMÆ

prmaoSvar ko bahut sao pcaark svaMya kao

prmaoSvar ka vacana fOlaanao vaalao kh sakto

hOM. AaOr eosaa bahu(aa haota BaI hO jaba ek

pcaark baa[bala sao prmaoSvar ko vacana ko baaro

maoM batata hO tao ]saka phlaa vaa@ya haota hO

ik ‘yah prmaoSvar ka vacana hO.’ ]naka

khnaa ibalkula saca haota hO. sacamauca mao M vao

prmaoSvar ka sandoSa hI pairt krto hOM

laoikna baa[bala ko BaivaYyaW@taAaoM AaOr vat-

maana ko pcaarkaoM AaOr imainasTraoM maoM jaao baD,a

Antr hO ` vah yahI ik baa[bala ko nabaI laaoga

prmaoSvar ka sandoSa prmaoSvar sao laokr saI(aa

janata tk phuMcaayaa krto )ao. janata sao

pihlao ]nako sandoSa maoM prmaoSvar AaOr ]nako

ma(ya kao[- tIsara nahIM Aata )aa. laoikna

Aaja ko pcaarkaoM ko ilayao prmaoSvar AaOr

]nako ma(ya pihlao ‘baa[bala’ Aa jaatI hO. vao

baa[bala sao prmaoSvar ka sandoSa laokr janata

tk phuMcaato hOM. [sailayao yah khnaa ik

Aaja vat-maana maoM kao[- BaI prmaoSvar ka

baa[bala ko samaana nabaI hao sakta hO yakIna

nahIM Aata hO. ]saka mau#ya karNa hO ik

Aaja ko samaya maoM manauYya kao jaao kuC BaI

jaananao AaOr samaJanao kI AavaSyakta hO

]saka maaga-dSa-na baa[bala krtI hO. baa[bala

hmaaro hrok samasyaa pSna AaOr jaIvana kI

saarI baataoM ka naa kovala ]<ar hI dotI hO

bailk hmaara pUrI trh sao maaga-dSa-na BaI krtI

hO. baa[bala hmaoM batatI hO ik prmaoSvar kaOna

hOÆ pap ka dMD @yaa hao sakta hOÆ ]war

kOsao imala sakta hOÆ yaISau masaIh kaOna hOÆ

[sa saMsaar kao iksanao banaayaa AaOr [saka AMt

kba AaOr @yaaoM haogaaÆ jaba yah saara kuC

jaananao ko ilayao manauYya ko pasa hO tao ifr

saI(aI saI baat hO ik prmaoSvar kao ifr iksaI

sandoSavaahk kI @yaaoM AavaSyakta haogaIÆ

Apola­jaUna 2012 12

vaastva maoM prmaoSvar ka AsalaI sandoSavaahk

]saka piva~ vacana baa[bala hI hO.

baa[bala vyavas)aaivavarNa ko A(yaaya 34Á

10­15 maoM spYT kr dotI hO ik maUsaa nabaI ko

samaana kao[- BaI dUsara nabaI eosaa nahIM huAa ik

ijasanao prmaoSvar sao Aamanao­saamanao baatoM kI

haoM. AaOr naa hI ]sako samaana iksaI nao BaI

balabaMt ha)a AaOr prmaoSvar ko Baya ko kama

idKayao. ifr BaI yah kh idyaa jaayao ik

maUsaa sabasao phlaa nabaI baa[bala maoM huAa )aa

eosaa BaI nahIM hO. yaid doKa jaayao tao baa[bala

maoM BaivaYyavaaNaI ka calana sabasao phlao Abaahma

ko jaIvana sao AarMBa huAa )aa. yahI Abaahma

baad maoM prmaoSvar kI dRiYT maoM ]saka bahut

baD,a Aa&akarI dasa [sakdr mahana khlaayaa

)aa ik yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao ]sakao ]r doSa sao

Apnao caunao huyao doSa knaana maoM jaakr rhnao kao

kha )aa. tba ApnaI yaa~aAaoM ko daOrana

Abaahma kUca krta huAa di@Kna doSa ko

kadoSa AaOr saUr ko ma(ya maoM zhra AaOr garar

naamak s)aana maoM rhnao lagaa )aa jaao [sa samaya

ko [-rak AaOr saIiryaa doSa khlaato hOM. yah

jagah ya$Salaoma sao lagaBaga 45 maIla yaa 72

iklaaomaITr kI dUrI pr hO. yaid ihsaaba

lagaayaa jaayao tao garar s)aana maoM rhnao kao Aanao

tk saara kI ]ma lagaBaga 90 vaYa- tk kI

haonaI caaihyao )aI. yaid yah kha jaayao ik

yahaM tk baa[bala kI yah khanaI Agar

AtIt ka yaa ‘FlaOSabaOk’ hO taOBaI yah ]ma

vat-maana ko ihsaaba sao maanava jaIvana ka AMitma

pD,ava khlaatI hO laoikna baa[bala bayaana

krtI hO ik saara ApnaI [sa ]ma maoM BaI bahut

saundr AaOr yauvaa idKtI )aI. tBaI vahaM ko

rajaa AbaImaolaok nao Apnao dUt Abaahma ko pasa

iBajavaayao taik vah saara kao Apnao hrma ma oM

rK sako. tba [saI Baya maoM Aakr Abaahma nao

khnaa Sau$ kr idyaa ik saara ]sakI p%naI naa

haokr ]sakI bahna hO taik vah rajaa

AbaImaolaok sao ApnaI p%naI kao bacaa sako.

haMlaaik Abaahma nao sacamauca kao[- JaUz nahIM

baaolaa )aa. yaid saara AaOr Abaahma ko pirvaar

pr dRiYT DalaI jaayao taOBaI saara ek pkar sao

]sakI saaOtolaI bahna hI )aI. daonaaoM ka ipta

tao ek )aa pr maaMyaoM Alaga­Alaga )aIM.

laoikna rajaa AbaImaolaok nao jaba saara kao Apnao

mahla maoM baulavaa ilayaa tao yahaovaa prmaoSvar ka

Ëao(a BaD,k ]za. ]sanao svaPna ko Wara rajaa

AbaImaolaok kao caotavanaI iBajavaayaI ik ijasa

s~I kao tUnao rK ilayaa hO vah sauhaigana hO [sa

karNa tU mar jaayaogaa. saao tU ]sa s~I kao for

do ` @yaaoMik ]saka pit ek BaivaYyaW@ta hO

vah toro ilayao pa)a-naa krogaa. AaOr tU jaIta

rhogaa. pr yaid tU ]sakao naa for do tao jaana

rK ik tU AaOr toro ijatnao laaoga hOM inaScaya mar

jaayaogaoM ³]%pi<a 20Á 1­18´. tba

AbaImaolaok kao ApnaI galatI ka ehsaasa huAa

AaOr ]sanao saara kao jaOsaI vah Aa[- )aI vaOsaa

hI Abaahma ko pasa laaOTa idyaa. yah phlaa

s)aana jaba ik baa[bala nao iksaI BaivaYyaW@ta

kI baat kI AaOr manauYya kao ]sako duYkma - ko

hEa ko baaro maoM pUva- BaivaYyavaaNaI BaI kI. ek

pkar sao yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao svaya hI Abaahma

kao BaivaYyaW@ta BaI kha hO.

yaid baa[bala ko saaro BaivaYyaW@taAaoM kI

ek saUcaI banaakr Ëmaanausaar iganaa jaayao tao

]sako pihlao BaivaYyaW@ta Abaahma ` ]%pi<a

kI iktaba sao laokr AMitma BaivaYyaW@ta

yaUhnnaa baa[bala kI AMitma pustk pkaiSat

vaa@ya tk 2000 vaYaao-M ko [ithasa maoM kovala

40 naibayaaoM ka naama Aata hO. pitSat\ ko

ihsaaba sao hrok pcaasavaoM vaYa- maoM kovala iksaI

ek hI BaivaYyaW@ta ka janma huAa hO. khnao

ka AaSaya hO ik p`it vaMSa maoM kma sao kma ek

nabaI ka Aagamana huAa hO. pihlao 700 vaYaao -M

caotnaa 13

ko ma(ya maoM phlaa nabaI Abaahma AaOr dUsara

maUsaa. ifr Agalao 400 vaYaao-M ko ma(ya maoM

puranao inayama kI AMitma pustk ka AMitma nabaI

malaakI. ifr nayaa inayama kI AXaor ko gaao~

kI fnaUela kI baoTI phlaI s~I BaivaYyaWi@tna

hÙah ijasanao baalak yaISau ko samap-Na kI rIit

ko samaya hOkla maoM yaISau masaIh ko ]wark haonao

ko baaro maoM BaivaYyavaaNaI kI )aI³laUka 2Á

22­39´.

[saaela doSa AaOr ya$Salaoma ko [ithasa

pr yaid gaaOr ikyaa jaayao tao yahaM kI ja,maIna

pr haonaovaalaI mau#ya GaTnaaAaoM ko ihsaaba sao [sao

tIna baD,o daOr maoM baaMTa jaa sakta hO. phlaa

930 baIº saIº maoM phlaI baar [saaela doSa ka

baMTvaara dao ihssaaoM maoM hao gayaa )aa. ]<arI Baaga

[saaela AaOr dixaNaI Baaga yahUda doSa banaa

)aa. [sa baMTvaaro ko baad ifr kBaI BaI daonaa oM

rajya ek saa)a nahIM imala sako )ao. ]sako

pScaat 722 baIº saIº maoM AsaIiryana doSa jaao

vat-maana maoM [-rak khlaata hO ` sao

AaËmaNakarI Aayao AaOr ]nhaoMnao }<arI doSa

[saaela ka saMsaar ko rajanaIitk na@Sao sao

safayaa kr idyaa t)aa ek baD,o pOmaanao pr

rajanaayakaoM AaOr (anaI ` pitiYzt yahUidyaaoM kao

maar ko Bagaa idyaa. AsaIiryana nao [sa`aela doSa

ko rhnao vaalaaoM ko saa)a naa kovala [tnaa hI

ikyaa bailk vahaM pr Apnao laaoga rhnao ko

ilayao basaayao AaOr jaIivat bacao huyao rhnao vaalao

yahUidyaaoM ko saa)a irSto banaayao SaadI­byaah

ikyao t)aa [sa pkar sao jaao saMtanao AsaIiryana

AaOr yahUidyaaoM sao pOda hu[- vao saamarI khlaa[-.

ek eosaI daogalaI jaait ka inamaa -Na huAa

ijasasao maUla yahUdI laaoga Aaja BaI GaRNaa ikyaa

krto hOM. ]sako pScaat lagaBaga 130 vaYaao-M ko

baad 586 baIº saIº maoM vat-maana ko [-rak d\oSa

ko hI rhnao vaalao baobaIlaaoinayana AaËmaNakairyaa oM

nao dixaNa doSa yahUda pr hmalaa baaola idyaa

t)aa ]nhaoMnao naa kovala AsaIiryana kao hI

hTayaa bailk yahUda doSa ka rajanaIitk

ivaklp hI samaaPt kr idyaa. [sako saa)a hI

vao Apnao saa)a tmaama iSaixat ivaWana AaOr

matlaba ko kamagaar AaOr pirEamaI yahUidyaaoM kao

Apnao saa)a baobaIlaaona baM(auAa[- maoM lao gayao. [na

baM(auAaoM ko saa)a baobaIlaaona jaanao vaalaaoM maoM vah

nabaI yauvaa dainayyaola BaI )aa jaao ifr kBaI BaI

vaapsa [saaela doSa nahIM Aayaa )aa. ]prao@t

tmaama mauiSklaaoM kiznaa[yaaoM AaOr baahrI

AaËmaNakairyaaoM sao [saaela doSa kao thsanahsa

krvaanao ka jaao karNa )aa ` ]samaoM yahUidyaaoM kI

Apnao yahaovaa prmaoSvar sao naaÔrmaanaI ]sako

idyao huyao inayamaaoM kI Avaholanaa krnaa yahaovaa

prmaoSvar ka sammaana na krnaa t)aa Anya

dovataAaoM kI ]pasanaa krnaa hI )aa.

flasva$p yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao ]nakao ]sa doSa

sao inakala baahr ikyaa ijasakao sada donao kI

vaacaa ]sanao Apnao dasa Abaahma sao baaM(aI )aI.

yaid yah kha jaayao ik eosaa ek dma

Acaanak sao hao gayaa )aa ` AaOr prmaoSvar nao yah

saba krnao sao pUva- ApnaI jaait yahUidyaaoM kao

caotavanaI nahIM dI )aIÂ eosaa kuC BaI nahIM )aa.

yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao yahUidyaaoM kao saja,a donao sao

pihlao ]nakao caotnya ikyaa )aa AaOr

BaivaYyaW@taAaoM ko Wara baakayada caotavanaI

idlavaa[- )aI. kha )aa ik yaid ]sakI caunaIM

hu[- jaait prmaoSvar ka khnaa nahIM maanaogaIM

vah ]sako banaayao huyao inayamaaoM AaOr kayadaoM pr

nahIM calaogaI AaOr ]sakao CaoD,kr Anya [-SvaraoM

t)aa dovataAaoM kI ]pasanaa krogaI tao vao

prmaoSvar yahaovaa kI dI hu[- AaSaIYa sao vaMicat

haoMgao. vao Saaipt haoMgao. ]namaoM baImaairyaaM

AayaoMgaI vao mahamaarI AaOr tlavaar sao maaro

jaayaoMgao baahrI AaËmaNakairyaaoM kI tlavaar sao

Apola­jaUna 2012 14

kaTo jaayaoMgao t)aa AMt maoM ]sa doSa sao inakala

baahr ikyao jaayaoMgao ijasakao donao kI vaacaa

yahaovaa nao ]nako pUva-jaaoM sao baaM(aI )aI. AaOr

baad maoM ifr yahI huAa BaI. baobaIlaaoinayana ko

Wara saaro [saaelaI laaoga caalaIsa vaYaao -M tk

Aaja ko [-rakI doSa maoM gaulaamaI kI pID,a Jaolato

rho )ao.

‘prntu yaid t U Apnao prmaoSvar yahaovaa kI

baat na saunao AaOr ]sakI Aa&aAaoM AaOr

ivai(ayaaoM ko palanao maoM jaao maOM Aaja saunaata hUM

caaOksaI nahIM krogaa ` tao yah saba Saap tuJa pr

Aa pD,oMgao. A)aa-t\ Saaipt hao tU nagar maoM

Saaipt hao tU Kot maoM Saaipt hao torI TaokrI

AaOr torI kzaOtI. Saaipt hao torI saMtana

AaOr torI BaUima kI ]pja AaOr gaayaaoM AaOr

BaoD,­bakiryaaoM ko baccao. Saaipt hao tU BaItr

Aato samaya AaOr Saaipt hao baahr jaato

samaya. ifr ijasa , , , , , ,

, , , ,AaOr vahaM tuma Apnao Sa~uAaoM ko ha)a

dasa­dasaI haonao ko ilayao ibaka} tao rhaogao

prntu tumhara kao[- gaahk na haogaa.’

— vyavas)aaivavarNa 28Á 15­68

[saaeilayaaoM kao ]nako duYkamaao- M ko pit

caotavainayaaM t)aa BaivaYya maoM Aanao vaalao pirNaama

ko pit naa kovala caMdok naibayaaoM ko Wara

yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao Apnao sandoSa pairt ikyao

)ao bailk eosao nabaI saOkD,aoM hI nahIM hjaaraoM ma oM

)ao. taOBaI baa[bala kovala 40 BaivaYyaW@taAaoM

ka ivaSaoYa vaNa-na krtI hOM. yah vao nabaI )ao

ijanako maa(yama sao yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao ApnaI

kaOma kao caotnya ikyaa )aa ]nakao Apnao

sandoSa iBajavaayao )ao AaOr ek pkar sao

Apnaa saMban(a ApnaI kaOma sao banaa kr rKa

)aa.

BaivaYyaW@tagaNa

ha$na—

inaga-mana 7Á 1 ko Anausaar ha$na nabaI maUsaa

ka Baa[- )aa. ]sanao sabasao pihlao imasa kI

dasata maoM jakD,o [saaeilayaaoM kao prmaoSvar ka

sandoSa gaulaamaI kI jaMjaIraoM sao Aajaad kranao ko

baaro maoM saunaayaa )aa.

Abaahma—

]%pi<a 20Á 7 ko Anausaar Abaahma nao

garar ko rajaa AaOr ]sako pirvaar ko ilayao

maR%yau sao bacaanao ko ilayao pa)a-naa kI )aI.

Agabausa—

poirtaoM ko kama 21Á 10 maoM [sa

BaivaYyaW@ta ka naama Aayaa hO. ]sanao poirt

paOlausa ko ilayao BaivaYyavaaNaI kI )aI ik

yao$Salaoma maoM yahUdI baaM(aoMgao AaOr Anya jaaityaa oM

ko ha)a maoM saaoMpoMgao.

Aihyyaah— SaIlaaovaasaI nabaI Aihyyaah nao rajaa

yaaraobaama kao batayaa )aa ik prmaoSvar rajya

kao saulaomaana ko ha)a sao CInakr ]sako dsa

gaao~ toro ha)a maoM kr dogaa AaOr [saaela ka

]<arI rajya toro rajya maoM Aayaogaa pr yahaovaa

ko dasa rajaa da}d AaOr ya$Salaoma ko karNa

dixaNaI Baaga yahUda ka rajya saulaomaana ko pu~

ko ilayao banaa rhogaa. yahIM sao [saaela rajya dao

BaagaaoM maoM baMT gayaa )aa AaOr ifr kBaI ek

nahIM hao saka )aa ³1 rajaa 11Á 29´.

Aamaaosa tkao[- — Aamaaosa 1Á 1 ko Wara ` Aamaaosa tkao[-

BaoD,­bakiryaaoM ka caranao vaalaa ek carvaaha

)aa. ]sanao yahUda ko rajaa ]ijjayyaah AaOr

[saaela ko rajaa yaaraobaama ko idnaaoM ma oM

BaivaYyavaaNaI krko icata idyaa )aa ik yahaovaa

prmaoSvar bahut SaIGa hI baahrI

AaËmaNakairyaaoM ³AsaIiryana AaËmaNa´ko

caotnaa 15

Wara ]nako kmaao-M kI saja,a donao vaalaa hO AaOr

[saaela doSa naaSa ikyaa jaayaogaa.

hÙah BaivaYyaWi@tna— sausamaacaar laUka kI [MjaIla 2Á 36 maoM

naibayaa hÙah nao ya$Salaoma ko CuTkaro kI baat

baalak yaISau kao maindr maoM doKkr kI )aI ik

prmaoSvar nao yaISau masaIh kao Apnao laaogaaoM kao

bacaanao ko ilayao hI Baojaa hO.

Ajayaa-h—

Aaodod ka pu~ Ajayaa-h nao yahUda ko rajaa

Aasaa kao icatakr kha )aa ik ` ‘ho Aasaa `

AaOr ho saaro yahUda AaOr ibanyaamaIna maorI saunaao

jaba tk tuma yahaovaa ko saMga rhaogao tba tk

vah tumharo saMga rhogaa AaOr yaid tuma ]sakI

Kaoja maoM lagao rhao tba tao vah tuma sao imalaa

rhogaa prntu yaid tuma ]sakao %yaaga daogao tao

vah BaI tumakao %yaaga dogaa.’

dainayyaola—

dainayyaola nabaI jaba yauvaa hI )aa ` tBaI vah

baobaIlaaoinayana ko Wara yahUda pdoSa pr jaIt ko

samaya baM(auAa banaakr baobaIlaaona lao jaayaa gayaa

)aa. ifr vahaM pr vah Apnao saaro jaIvana Bar

rha )aa. yahaM tk ik ` farsaI rajaa kus~U ko

samaya pr jaba saaro baM(ak [saaeilayaaoM kao

]nako Apnao doSa knaana maoM jaanao ka AadoSa

imalaa tba BaI dainayyaola vaapsa nahIM gayaa

)aa. saao ApnaI baM(auAa[- ko samaya dainayyaola

ko Wara doKo gayao ek dSa-na³dainayyaola 7Á 1´

maoM ]sanao doKa )aa ik kao[- jana ijasaka sva$p

manauYya ko pu~ ko samaana yaISau masaIh hO ` baadlaa oM

ko saa)a naIcao (artI kI trf Aa rha hO.

dainayyaola ko [sa dSa-na kao baa[bala ko

skalasa- saMsaar ko AMitma idnaaoM maoM yaISau masaIh

ko ]sa daobaara Aagamana kao khto hOM ijasaka

vaNa-na baa[bala kI AMitma pustk pkaiSat

vaa@ya maoM ikyaa gayaa hO.

naibayaa dbaaora—

nyaaiyayaaoM kI pustk ko A(yaaya 4 maoM [sa

s~I naibayaa dbaaora jaao laPpIdaot kI s~I )aI

AaOr [saaeilayaaoM ka nyaaya ikyaa krtI )aI

ka naama va vaNa-na Aayaa hO. yah epOma ko

phaD,I doSa maoM ramaa AaOr baotola ko baIca ma oM

dbaaora ko KjaUr ko tlao baOza krtI )aI ` AaOr

[saaelaI ]sako pasa nyaaya ko ilayao Aayaa

krto )ao. dbaaora nao AbaInaaoAma ko pu~ baarak

kao kadoSa naPtalaI nagar sao baulaakr ]sakao

prmaoSvara yahaovaa ka sandoSa saunaato huyao kha

)aa ik yaabaIna ko saonaapit saIsara pr caZ,a[ -

kr @yaaoMik prmaoSvar ]sakao toro ha)aaoM maoM kr

dogaa. laoikna ifr BaI saIsara kI maaOt toro

ha)aaoM sao na haokr ek s~I ko Wara haogaI. saao

jaOsaa dbaaora nao baarak sao kha )aa zIk vaOsaa

hI huAa BaI )aa. saIsara kao hobaor konaI kI

s~I yaaela nao Apnao Doro maoM jaba vah gahrI naIMd

saao gayaa )aa Doro kI ek KUMTI kao ]sakI

knapTI maoM gaaD,kr maar Dalaa )aa.

eilayyaah—

eilayyaah nabaI kI khanaI ]saka naama

AaOr ]sako kama baa[bala maoM bahut hI saupisaw

hOM. ]sako kamaaoM kI mau#ya GaTnaa 1 rajaa ko

A(yaaya maoM pZ,nao kao ]sa samaya imalatI hO jaba

ik ]sanao rajaa Ahaba kI ranaI [-ja,obaola ko

dovataAaoM ko pMiDtaoM AaOr [saaelaI naibayaaoM ko

ma(ya Apnao­Apnao saccao [-Svar kI saaxaI ko

$p maoM hu[- ek pityaaoigata ko samaya [-ja,obaola

ko pMiDtaoM kao hra idyaa )aa. [sa pityaaoigata

ko samaya dovataAaoM ka [-Svar svaMya kao pgaT

nahIM kr saka )aa pr eilayyaah ko yahaovaa

prmaoSvar nao AakaSa sao Aaga barsaakr

Apola­jaUna 2012 16

eilayyaah kI banaa[- hu[- vaodI pr rKI hu[- BaoMT

kao Basma krko gahNa kr ilayaa )aa. [sa pr

[-ja,obaola nao Ëaoi(at haokr eilayyaah kao jaana

sao marvaa Dalanao ka inaScaya kr ilayaa )aa.

tba eilayyaah Baagakr yahUda ko baoSao-baa kao

calaa gayaa )aa.

elaISaa—

elaISaa Aabaolamahaolaa ko Xaapat ka pu~

)aa AaOr ek pkar sao eilayyaah nabaI ko

s)aana ka Ai(akarI )aa. [saka vaNa-na 1

rajaa 19 maoM imalata hO. elaISaa nao rajaa

Ahaba ko rajya ko ptna AaOr ]sako s)aana pr

inamaXaI ko pu~ yaohU kao [saaela ka rajaa bananao

kI BaivaYyavaaNaI kI )aI.

nabaI yahojakola—

nabaI yahojakola nao pUva- BaivaYyavaaNaI krko

bata idyaa )aa ik yahaovaa prmaoSvar baahrI

AaËmaNakairyaaoM ko Wara [saaela rajya kao

barbaad kr dogaa laoikna baad maoM vah ]sao ifr

sao KD,a BaI krogaa. AsaIiryana AaOr

baobaIlaaoinayana nao Aakr [saaela AaOr yadUda

rajya kao barbaad ikyaa )aa. ifr caalaIsa

vaYaao-M kI baM(auAa[- ko pScaat [saaelaI vaapsa

Apnao doSa laaOTo )ao. ]nako laaOTnao ko pScaat

hI ya$Salaoma kI Sahrpnaah ifr sao banaa[- ga[-

)aI.

nabaI gaad—

nabaI gaad ka naama Saayad bahut sao laaogaa oM

kao [sailayao BaI yaad nahIM haogaa @yaaoMik [sako

naama kI kao[- BaI pustk baa[bala maoM Alaga sao

nahIM hO. gaad ka naama baa[bala ko puranao inayama

kI pustk 2 SamaUela ko A(yaaya 24Á 11 maoM

]sa samaya Aata hO jaba ik rajaa da}d nao

yahaovaa prmaoSvar kI majaI- ko iK,laaf ApnaI

pjaa kI iganatI krvaa[- )aa. [sa pap ka

dMD Baaoganao ko ilayao prmaoSvar nao Apnao dasa

nabaI gaad ko Wara rajaa da}d kao sandoSa

iBajavaayaa )aa ik vah [sa pap ko dMD ko $p

maoM tIna ivapi<ayaaoM maoM sao kao[- BaI ek cauna lao.

yah tIna ivapi<ayaaM )aIMÁ phlaI saaro doSa ma oM

saat vaYaao- M ka Akala dUsarI tIna mahInaaoM tk

Sa~uAaoM ko Wara pICa krnaa AaOr tIsarI tIna

idnaaoM tk saaro doSa maoM marI ka pD,naa. tba

rajaa da}d nao manauYyaaoM ko ha)aaoM sao marnao ko

bajaaya prmaoSvar ko ha)aaoM sao marnaa AcCa

samaJaa )aa. tba dana AaOr baoSao-baa tk rhnao

vaalaI pjaa maoM sao sa<ar hjaar pu$Ya mar gayao

)ao. laoikna jaba ya$Salaoma ka naMbar Aayaa tao

prmaoSvar Apnao Aap maoM Saaoikt huAa )aa

AaOr ]sanao marI fOlaanao vaalao dUt ka ha)a raok

idyaa )aa.

hba@kUk—

hba@kUk nabaI nao dSa-na maoM doKa )aa ik

hmalaavaraoM ko Wara [saaela doSa naaSa haonao

vaalaa hO ³hba@kUk 1Á1´.

haggaO—

nabaI haggaO ko Wara prmaoSvar nao Apnaa

sandoSa [saaeilayaaoM kao iBajavaayaa )aa ik jaba

tk prmaoSvar ko Bavana ka inamaa-Na nahIM hao

jaata hO tba tk vao ApnaI tmaama proSaainayaa oM

sao dUr nahIM haoMgao ³haggaO A(yaaya 1´.

haoXao—

nabaI haoXao ko Wara prmaoSvar nao [saaeilayaa oM

kao ]nakI vaoSyaavaRi<a ko pap ko dMD ko baaro

maoM Aagaah ikyaa )aa ³haoXao 1Á 1´.

hulda—

baa[bala ko A(yaaya 2 rajaa 22Á 14 ko

Anausaar hulda ek s~I naibayaa )aI. hulda

itkvaa ko pu~ SallaUma kI p%naI )aI AaOr

ya$Salaoma ko nayao Zaolao maoM rha krtI )aI.

hulda nao ihlaikyyaah yaajak AaOr AhIkama

Akbaaor Xaapat AaOr Asaayaa kao batayaa )aa

caotnaa 17

ik ijasa maUsaa kI iktaba kao yahUda ko rajaa

nao pZ,a hO ]sako Anausaar yahaovaa prmaoSvar

ya$Salaoma kao Za dogaa AaOr prayao dovataAaoM

ko saamanao (aUp jalaanao ko karNa vah ya$Salaoma

AaOr yahaM ko inavaaisayaaoM pr ivapi<a Dalaogaa.

[_ao nabaI—

rajaa saulaomaana ko samast kamaaoM ko baaro maoM

jaao ]sanao Apnao rajyakala ko daOrana ikyao )ao `

ko ivaYaya maoM 2 [ithasa 9Á 29 maoM [sa

pkar sao ilaKa hOÂ

‘Aaid sao Ant tk saulaomaana ko AaOr

saba kama @yaa naatana nabaI kI pustk maoM ` AaOr

XaIlaaovaasaI Aihyyaah kI nabaUbat kI pustk maoM

AaOr nabaat ko pu~ yaaraobaama ko ivaYaya [_ao

dSaI- ko dSa-na kI pustk maoM nahIM ilaKo hOM.’

yaSaayaah—

yaSaayaah nabaI kI BaivaYyavaaiNayaaoM maoM sabasao

maSahUr AaOr sa%ya BaivaYyavaaNaI vah hO ` ijasama oM

]sanao yaISau masaIh ko janma sao caar saaO vaYa -

pihlao hI bata idyaa )aa ik masaIh ka janma

ek kuMvaarI ko gaBa- sao haogaa

—yaSaayaah 7Á 14

hnaanaI ka pu~ yaohU nabaI—

nabaI yaohU ka ija,Ë puranaI baa[bala kI

pustk 1 rajaa 16Á 1 maoM ]sa samaya Aata hO

jaba prmaoSvar nao ]sako Wara [saaela ko rajaa

baaXaa ko pasa ]sako duYkmaao- ko karNa sandoSa

Baojaa )aa ik vah rajaa AaOr ]sako pirvaar kao

K%ma kr dogaa. baad maoM baaXaa ko marnao ko baad

jaba ]saka pu~ elaa rajya krnao lagaa tao

]sako ek kma-caarI jaao Aa(ao r)aaoM ka p(aana

)aa nao baaXaa ko Garanao maoM sao ek kao BaI

jaIivat nahIM CaoD,a )aa³1 rajaa 16Á 8­12´.

BaivaYyaW@ta iyama-yaah—

iyama-yaah nabaI nao yahaovaa prmaoSvar kI

Aa&anausaar bata idyaa )aa ik prmaoSvar

ya$Salaoma kao baobaIlaaoinayana kI saonaa ko Wara

thsa­nahsa AaOr barbaad kr dogaa @yaaoMik

]sakI caunaI hu[- pjaa ]sakao %yaaga kr prayao

dovaI­dovataAaoM kI ]pasanaa krnao lagaI hO.

baad maoM baobaIlaaoinayana nao jaba AsaIiryana pr

ivajaya paPt kr laI tao 586 baIº saIº maoM

]sanao yahUda rajya kao ivaSva ko na@Sao sao imaTa

idyaa AaOr ya$Salaoma kao barbaad krnao ko

pScaat tmaama yahUidyaaoM kao baM(ak banaakr

Apnao doSa lao gayao ³iyama-yaah 1Á 13­19´.

[na baM(akaoM maoM nabaI dainayyaola BaI )aa jaao Apnao

baM(auAa banaayao jaanao ko samaya pr kovala yauvak

hI )aa. farsaI rajaaAaoM ko rajyakala maoM jaba

yahUdI 40 vaYaao-M kI baM(auAa[- ko baad vaapsa

Apnao doSa laaOTo )ao tao dainayyaola vaapsa

yao$Salaoma nahIM Aayaa )aa. Saayad ]sako vaapsa

na Aanao ka karNa ]sakI baZ,I hu[- ]ma hI

)aI. tba tk dainayyaola A%yaMt baUZ,a hao cauka

)aa.

yaISau naasarI—

yaISau masaIh ka naama baa[bala maoM naa kovala

‘masaIh’ AaOr ]Wark<aa - t)aa prmaoSvar ko pu~

ko $p maoM hI Aata hO bailk ek

BaivaYyaW@ta ko taOr pr BaI ]nhoM yaad ikyaa

jaata hO³ma<aI 13Á 57´. yaISau masaIh nao na

kovala baa[bala ko puranaa inayama kI

BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM hI Apnao jaIvanakala maoM svayaM

maoM pUrI kI )aIM bailk jaao kuC ]nhaoMnao Kud ko

baaro maoM BaI batayaa )aa vah saba BaI pUra huAa

)aa. salaIbaIkrNa ` tIsaro idna maRtkaoM maoM sao

ifr sao jaI ]znaa AaOr svagaa-raohNa ]nako baaro

kI vah BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM )aIM ijanako baaro ma oM

]nhaoMnao bahut pihlao hI Apnao iSaYyaaoM kao bata

idyaa )aa.

Apola­jaUna 2012 18

yaaoela—

puranaa inayama kI pustk yaaoela maoM yaaoela

BaivaYyaW@ta nao ivaiBanna pkar kI iTiD\DyaaoM

ko Wara haonao vaalao AaËmaNa ko baaro maoM

BaivaYyavaaNaI kI )aI. —yaaoela 1Á 14

yaUhnnaa—

yaISau masaIh ko ipya iSaYya yaUhnnaa nao Apnao

jaIvanakala maoM caar pustkoM ilaKIM )aIM. pihlaa

yaUhnnaa ka sausamaacaar dao p~ t)aa yahUnnaa ka

hI pkaiSat vaa@ya. pkaiSat vaa@ya ma oM

yaUhnnaa nao [sa saMsaar ko AMt t)aa prmaoSvar ko

rajya ko ifr sao s)aaipt haonao ko baaro ma oM

BaivaYyavaaNaI kI hO.

—pkaiSat vaa@ya 1Á 1

yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa vaalaa—

ma<aI kI [MjaIla ko A(yaaya 3Á 3 maoM

yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa donao vaalao ka naama vaiNa-t

huAa hO. saaMsaairk KUna ko irSto sao yaUhnnaa

bapitsmaa donao vaalaa yaISau masaIh ka cacaora

Baa[- )aa AaOr ]ma maoM yaISau masaIh sao Ch

maaihnao baD,a )aa. yaISau masaIh kI saaMsaairk maaM

mairyama AaOr yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa donao vaalao kI maaM

[laISabaa daonaaoM baihnao )aIM. maalauma haonaa caaihyao

ik yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa donao vaalao kI maaM [laISabaa

]sako janma sao pUva- baaMJa )aI. mairyama nao BaI

yaISau masaIh kao kuMvaarI kaoK, sao hI janma idyaa

)aa. yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa donao vaalao nao yaISau masaIh

ko baaro maoM pihlao hI bata idyaa )aa ik [sa

saMsaar ka ]wark<aa- ‘masaIh’ Aanao vaalaa hO.

yaaonaa nabaI—

yaaonaa nabaI AimatO ka pu~ )aa. ]sakao

yahaovaa prmaoSvar nao naInavao nagar ko laaogaaoM kao

yah pcaar krnao ko ilayao Baojaa )aa ik ]nakI

baura[yaaoM ko karNa naInavao nagar caalaIsa idnaa oM

ko BaItr plaT idyaa jaayaogaa. yaaonaa nao tba

yah baat yahaovaa prmaoSvar kI nahIM maanaI AaOr

tSaI-Sa nagar kao Baaga gayaa. yaaonaa ka

prmaoSvar ka khnaa naa maananao ka karNa yahI

)aa ik vah jaanata )aa ik jaba vah yah

samaacaar naInavao ko laaogaaoM kao saunaayaogaa tao

naInavao ko laaoga pScaatap krnao lagaoMgao AaOr

prmaoSvar jaao dyaalau svaBaava ka hO ifr

Apnaa [rada badla dogaa [sailayao vahaM jaanao

sao kao[- BaI laaBa nahI hO. magar ApnaI tSaI-Sa

kI yaa~a ko daOrana prmaoSvar nao samaud maoM tUfana

laa idyaa ijasasao jahaja ko laaogaaoM nao yaaonaa kao

samaud maoM foMk idyaa AaOr ifr yaaonaa kao iksaI

baD,I maClaI yaa samaud`I jalajantu nao inagala

ilayaa. tIna idna AaOr rat maClaI ko poT ma oM

rhnao ko pScaat yaaonaa kao jalajantu nao iknaaro

pr ]gala idyaa. tba prmaoSvar ka dUsarI baar

vacana ifr sao yaaonaa ko pasa phuMcaa ik naInavao

maoM jaakr ]nako iva$w pcaar kr. tba yaaonaa

nao eosaa hI ikyaa tao naInavao ko laaoga AaOr rajaa

t)aa tmaama maMi~maMDla ]pvaasa pr baOz gayao

AaOr pScaatap krnao lagao. prmaoScar nao yah

doKkr ]nakao xamaa kr idyaa AaOr ifr ]sa

nagar kao naaSa krnao ka Apnaa [rada badla

idyaa. tba yaaonaa nabaI kao prmaoSvar kI yah

baat bahut baurI lagaI. vah Apnaa paNa

prmaoSvar ko Wara lao laonao kI ivanatI krnao

lagaa. magar prmaoSvar nao baad maoM ]sakao samaJaa

idyaa.³yaaonaa A(yaaya 1 sao 4 tk´.

yahUda AaOr saIlaasa—

poirtaoM ko kama A(yaaya 15Á 30­32 ko

Anausaar ]prao@t daonaaoM hI vyai@t

BaivaYyaW@ta )ao. [nhaoMnao saIiryaa doSa ko nagar

Antaikyaa maoM bahut sao gaOr­yahUdI laaogaaoM kao

caotnaa 19

Apnao ]pdoSaaoM sao pBaaivat kr ko masaIh ko

ivaSvaasa maoM is)ar ikyaa )aa.

malaakI nabaI—

malaakI nabaI nao yahaovaa prmaoSvar ko khnao

ko Anausaar yahUidyaaoM kao prmaoSvar kI vaodI pr

tucC ASauw AaOr Apiva~ BaoMT caZ,anao ko

samban(a maoM o yahaovaa ko Ëao(a AaOr Saap ko pit

caotavanaI dI )aI.

—malaakI A(yaaya 1sao 4 tk

maIka nabaI—

yahaovaa ka vacana ` jaao yahUda ko rajaa

yaaotama Aahaja AaOr ihjaikyyaah ko idnaaoM ma oM

maIka maaoroXaotI ko pasa [sa karNa phuMcaa )aa

ik vah daonaaoM rajyaaoM ËmaSaÁ ya$Salaoma AaOr

yahUda ko rajyaaoM ko rajaaAaoM kao caotavanaI do

ik yahaovaa prmaoSvar ]na daonaaoM rajyaaoM kao

prayao dovataAaoM kI ]pasanaa krnao AaOr

Anyaaya ko karNa naYT kr dogaa. maIka nabaI

kI yah baat tba saca hu[- )aI jabaik pihlao

AsaIiryana kI saonaa nao ya$Salaoma kao naYT

ikyaa )aa AaOr ifr baad maoM baobaIlaaoinayana ko

AaËmaNakairyaaoM nao yahUda AaOr ya$Salaoma daonaa oM

hI kao barbaad kr Dalaa )aa. —maIka 1Á 1

maIkayaah—

maIkayaah yamlaa ka pu~ )aa. maIkayaah

nao pihlao hI [saaela ko rajaa yahaoXaapat kao

prmaoSvar ko vacana ko Wara bata idyaa )aa ik

AsaIiryana kI saonaa ko saa)a yauw maoM vao har

jaayaoMgao t)aa yahUda ka rajaa Aahaja mar

jaayaogaa. baad maoM yahI saba huAa BaI )aa.

laD,a[- harnao ko pScaat rajaa Aahaba ko marnao

ko pScaat ]saka lahU ku<aaoM nao ]sa samaya

caaTa )aa jaba ik ]saka r)a Saaomaraona ko ]sa

paoKro maoM (aaoyaa gayaa )aa jahaM pr vaoSyaaya oM

snaana ikyaa krtI )aIM. laD,a[- ko samaya rajaa

Aahaba Gaayala hao gayaa )aa AaOr r)a maoM Baagato

samaya ]saka lahU r)a ko paodana maoM Bar gayaa

)aa — 1 rajaa 22Á 1­40

mairyama naibayaa—

yahUidyaaoM ka laovaI vaMSa ka pihlaa

mahayaajak ha$na jaao nabaI maUsaa ka Baa[- )aa

[na daonaaoM Baa[yaaoM kI bahna mairyama kao inaga-mana

ko A(yaaya 1520 maoM naibayaa sao saMbaaoi(at ikyaa

gayaa hO. Saayad [saka karNa yah hO ik

]sanao yahUidyaaoM ko imasa kI dasata ko inaga-mana

ko samaya prmaoSvar ko sandoSa yahUidyaaoM tk

pairt ikyao )ao.

nabaI maUsaa—

ek pkar sao baa[bala ko puranaa inayama

ka saMs)aapk t)aa yahUidyaaoM sabasao maanya

vyavas)aa ka janak maUsaa nabaI ijasako samaya ma oM

prmaoSvar nao yahUidayaaoM kao imasa kI dasata sao

maui@t idlaa[- )aI Aaja BaI samast yahUdI

jaait maoM Apnaa EaoYz s)aana kayama ikyao huyao

hO. [saI maUsaa nabaI ko Wara yahaovaa prmaoSvar

ko dsa inayama samast yahUdI jaait kao pairt

ikyao gayao )ao. —vyavas)aaivavarNa 34Á 10

nabaI nahUma—

elkaoXaI nahUma nabaI ko dSa-na kI pustk

ko Anausaar nabaI elkaoXaI nahUma nao yahUidyaaoM kao

BaivaYyavaaNaI krko bata idyaa )aa ik yahaovaa

prmaoSvar AsaIiryana rajya ka Ka%maa kr

dogaa. nahUma kI yah baat tba saca hu[- )aI jaba

ik farsaI rajaaAaoM nao AXXaUiryaaoM pr ivajaya

pa[- )aI AaOr kus~U ko rajyakala maoM yahUidyaa oM

kao Apnao doSa [saaela jaanao kI na kovala

[j,aajat hI imalaI )aI bailk ]nakao ApnaI

Sahrpnaah BaI ifr sao banavaanao kI Aa&a

farsaI rajaa kus~U nao do dI )aI.

—nahUma 1Á 1 2Á 18­19

Apola­jaUna 2012 20

naatana nabaI—

[saaeilayaaoM ka dUsara t)aa mahana rajaa

da}d jaba Apnao saonaapit ih<aI }iryyaah kI

p%naI AaOr elaIAama kI baoTI batXaobaa ko saa)a

AvaOV SaarIirk samban(a banaa baOza tao yahaovaa

prmaoSvar kao yah baat bahut baurI lagaI. tba

yahaovaa nao naatana nabaI ko Wara rajaa da}d

kao ]sako papkma- ko baaro maoM Aagaah ikyaa

)aa. —2 XamaUela 7Á 2 ` 11Á 2­4

nabaI AaobaVah—

AaobaVah nao prmaoSvar ko vacana kI saUcanaa

esaava ko doSavaaisayaaoM AdaoimayaaoM kao yahUdI

SarNaai)a-yaaoM kao maarnao ko karNa ]nako [sa

pap ko dMD ko baaro maoM dI )aI. yah vahI

esaava )aa jaao [sahak ka phlaaOza t)aa

yaakUba ka baD,a Baa[- )aa. [saI esaava ko Wara

AdaomaI jaait pOda hu[- )aI. edaoma doSa Aaja

ko samaya maoM yamana khlaata hO. ­AaobaVah 1

nabaI Aaodod— Aaodod nabaI ka naama baa[bala ko puranaa

inayama kI pustk 2 [ithasa 28Á 9 maoM tba

Aayaa hO. jaba rmalyaah ko pu~ pokh nao

yahUda ko rajya maoM Apnao hI ]na ek laaK

baIsa hjaar Baa[yaaoM kao jaana sao maar idyaa jaao

yahaovaa prmaoSvar kao %yaaga kr prayao dovaI

dovataAaoM ko saamanao (aUp jalaanao lagao )ao AaOr

saa)a hI [saaelaI saonaa nao yahUda rajya ko dao

laaK s~I baoTaoM AaOr baoiTyaaoM kao baM(auAa

banaayaa AaOr ]nakI laUT laokr ya$Salaoma maoM lao

Aayao tao nabaI Aaodod nao prmaoSvar kI trf sao

]nhoM icatayaa AaOr kha ik tumharI [sa hrkt

sao yahaovaa sa#t naaraja, hO. Balaa haogaa ik tuma

]na laaogaaoM kao irha kr dao. tba ]na hi)ayaar

ban(aaoM nao ban(auAaoM AaOr laUT kao haikmaaoM AaOr

saarI saBaa ko saamanao CaoD, idyaa. jaao laaoga

laUT maoM naMgao )ao ]nhoM kpD,o AaOr jaUityaaM

phnaa[-M ga[- sabakao Kanaa iKlaayaa gayaa

panaI idyaa gayaa AaOr jaao inaba-la )ao ]na

sabakao gadhaoM pr baOzakr yarIhao kao jaao

KjaUr ka nagar khlaata hO ]nako Baa[yaaoM ko

pasa phuMcaa idyaa. [sa pkar [saaelaI

prmaoSvar ko pkaop sao bacao.

nabaI SamaUela—

BaivaYyaW@ta SamaUela ka mau#ya kaya-kala

yahUidyaaoM ko p)ama dao rajaa ` ËmaSaÁ ibanyaamaInaI

vaMSa ka rajaa Saa}la t)aa yahUda ko vaMSa ka

rajaa da}d ko rajyakala maoM rha )aa.

SamaUela kI sabasao mau#ya BaivaYyavaaNaI vah )aI

ijasamaoM ]sanao rajaa Saa}la kao bata idyaa )aa

ik ]sakI rajagad\dI ka maailak rajaa da}d

haogaa. —1 SamaUela 3Á 20 ` 15Á 26

nabaI Saa}la—

yaUM tao Saa}la jaao kIXa ka pu~ AaOr

[saaela ka pihlaa rajaa inayau@t ikyaa gayaa

)aa nao kao[- eosaI nabaUbat nahIM kI )aI ijasao

AxaraoM maoM ZUMZ, ilayaa jaata pr baa[bala maoM 1

SamaUela ko 10Á 10­13 maoM ]sao nabaUbat krto

naibayaaoM ko Wara hI doKa gayaa hO.

nabaI Xamaayaah—

nabaI Xamaayaah ka ija,Ë 2 [ithasa 12Á

1­8 maoM ]sa samaya Aayaa hO jaba ik [saaela

ko rajaa rhUibayaama jaao rajaa saulaomaana ka pu~

)aa AaOr ]sako saa)a saaro [saaela nao yahaovaa

kI vyavas)aa kao %yaaga idyaa )aa. [sailayao

yahaovaa nao ]nakao imasa ko rajaa SaISak ko

Wara ya$Salaoma pr caZ,a[- krvaa dI. SaISak

nao na kovala yahUda ko gaZ,vaalao nagar hI lao

ilayao bailk vah ya$Salaoma tk caZ, Aayaa

)aa. ifr vah ya$Salaoma ko Bavya maindr ka

tmaama saaonaa BaI baTaorkr Apnao saa)a lao gayaa

)aa. rhUibayaama ko rajya ko [sa naaSa ka

karNa nabaI Xamaayaah nao jaba ]nakao batayaa ik

caotnaa 21

yah saba yahaovaa kI trf sao tuma saba pr dMD

pD,a hO @yaaoMik tuma sabanao yahaovaa kI vyavas)aa

kao zukra idyaa hO. tba [sa baat kao jaanakr

rhUibayaama AaOr ]sako maMi~maMDla ko saaro laaoga

dIna huyao tao yahaovaa ka Ëao(a kuC zMDa pD,

gayaa. tba BaI yahaovaa nao ]nakao naaSa haonao sao

tao bacaa ilayaa pr ]nhoM SaISak ko Aa(aIna hI

rKa.

jakyaa-h—

nabaI jakyaa-h baoro@yaah ka pu~ AaOr [_ao

ka paota )aa. farsaI rajaa dara ko

rajyakala ko samaya maoM ]sanao prmaoSvar ka

sandoSa [sa AaSaya ka saunaayaa ik ya$Salaoma

ka maindr ifr sao banaayaa jaayaogaa AaOr

prmaoSvar [saaela ko rajya kao ifr sao s)aaipt

krogaa. ifr jaba sa<ar saalaaoM ko yahaovaa ko

]sa Ëao(a ko pScaat jaao ya$Salaoma AaOr yahUda

kI baabat )aa [saaelaI baobaIlaaona sao vaapsa

Aayao )ao AaOr tBaI hI nabaI nahomaayaah kI

inagaranaI maoM ya$Salaoma kI Sahrpnaah ka punaÁ

inamaa-Na kaya- AarMBa huAa )aa. —jakyaa-h 1

nabaI sapnyaah— nabaI sapnyaah nao BaivaYyavaaNaI krko bata

idyaa )aa ik yahUda ka rajya samaaPt haogaa

AaOr hao sakta hO ik (artI pr sao sabaka BaI

AMt hao jaayao. sapnyaah ihjaikyyaah ka pu~

Amayaa-h ka prpaota AaOr gadlyaah ka paota

AaOr kUXaI ka pu~ )aa nao Aamaaona ko pu~

yahUda ko rajaa yaaoiXayyaah ko rajyakala ma oM

prmaoSvar ka sandoSa ivaSaoYakr yahUda rajya ko

AMt ko baaro maoM saunaayaa )aa. yahUda ka rajya

baobaIlaaoinayana ko Wara naaSa kr idyaa gayaa

)aa.

BaivaYyaW@taAaoM ka samayakala

Ai(akaMSa BaivaYyaW@ta baa[bala ma oM

yahUidyaaoM ko imasa kI dasata sao inakalao jaanao

ko samaya sao laokr [saaela rajya ka dao Baagaa oM

maoM baMTnaa ]sako pScaat [saaela rajya ka

AsaIiryana ko Wara sa%yaanaaSa kr donaa ` ifr

yahUda rajya ka baobaIlaaoinayana ko Wara tbaah

krnaa AaOr baad maoM yaISau masaIh ko

salaIbaIkrNa tk ko daOrana hI huyao hOM. yaid

tarIK AaOr samaya ko ihsaaba sao doKa jaayao tao

Abaahma ka samayakala 2100 baIº saIº ma oM

Aata hO. Abaahma hI sabasao phlaa nabaI

baa[bala maoM huAa hO. ifr jaba imasa kI dasata

sao yahUidyaaoM kao inakalaa gayaa )aa tao yah samaya

1400 baIºsaIº maoM Aata hO. [sa samaya ma oM

mau#ya $p sao BaivaYyaW@taAaoM maoM ek hI

pirvaar AaOr laovaI vaMSa ko tIna laaoga ËmaSaÁ

mairyama naibayaa ha$na AaOr maUsaa huyao )ao. yah

tInaaoM Aapsa maoM Baa[-­bahna )ao. [nako pSvaat

naibayaa dbaaora ka samayakala nyaaiyayaaoM ko samaya

pr 1100 baIºsaIº maoM Aata hO. dbaaora ko

pScaat [saI samaya maoM ËmaSaÁ nabaI gaad

naatana ` Saa}la AaOr SamaUela Aato hOM. [na

naibayaaoM ko pScaat rajaa saulaomaana ko marnao ko

baad hI 930 baIº saIº maoM [saaela rajya ko dao

TukD,o huyao AaOr daonaaoM rajya [saaela AaOr

yahUda ko naama sao jaanao lagao. baIºsaIº 900 maoM

ijana naibayaaoM ko naama Aato hOM ]namaoM nabaI [_ao

Ajayaa-h ` Xamaayaah yaohU AaOr Aihjyaah hOM.

ifr baIºsaIº 800 maoM tIna mau#ya nabaI ËmaSaÁ

eilayyaah elaISaa AaOr maIkayaah hOM.

baIºsaIº 722 maoM AsaIiryana nao [saaela rajya

pr AaËmaNa ikyaa AaOr barbaad kr Dalaa.

ifr baIºsaIº 700 maoM ËmaSaÁ nabaI Aamaaosa

yaaonaa haoXao ` maIka yaSaayaah AaOr Aaobaod nao

[sa kama kI baagaDaor saMBaalaI. AsaIiryana ko

Wara [sa`aela rajya barbaad krnao ko pScaat

Apola­jaUna 2012 22

baobaIlaaona yahUda rajya pr baIºsaIº 586 maoM caZ,

Aayao AaOr yahUda ka naama ivaSva ko na@Sao sao

imaTa idyaa. baIºsaIº 600 maoM nabaI sapnyaah

hba@kUk iyama-yaah dainayyaola nahUma AaOr

naibayaa hulada saaro knaana doSa kI barbaadI ka

raonaa raoto rho. saaO vaYaao - ko pScaat baIºsaIº

500 maoM yahojakola AaobaVah haggaO AaOr

jak-yaah nao prmaoSvar ko sandoSa yahUidyaaoM tk

phuMcaayao. baIºsaIº 400 maoM puranaI baa[bala

ka AMitma nabaI malaakI huAa )aa.

saaO vaYaao-M ko pScaat jaba baI saI samaaPt hao

ga[- tao yaISau masaIh ko janma ko samaya pr nabaI

hnnaa huAa )aa. sana\ 33 maoM yaISau masaIh kao

raoimayaaoM ko Wara salaIba pr zaoMka gayaa )aa

AaOr [saI samaya pr nabaI yaUhnnaa bapitsmaa donao

vaalaa yaISau masaIh Agaubasa yahUda AaOr

saIlaasa huyao )ao. sana\ 100 maoM ]sa nabaI yaUhnnaa

ka naama Aata hO ijasanao pkaiSat vaa@ya kI

pustk ka dSa-na doKa )aa. puranaI baa[bala

ka nabaI yaaoela ka samayakala saindMg(a hO.

]sakI ilaKI pustk yaaoela ko Anausaar

Anaumaana lagaayaa jaata hO ik ]saka samayakala

baIºsaIº 9 AaOr 5 ko ma(ya ka haonaa caaihyao.

baa[bala maoM Ai(aktr BaivaYyaW@taAaoM ko

kaya-kala ka s)aana dixaNaI pdoSa ka rajya

yahUda rha hO. maIka ` yaSaayaah sapnyaah

hba@kUk iyama-yaah ` AaobaVah haggaO jak-

yaah AaOr malaakI naibayaaoM ka s)aana yahUda ka

pdoSa rha hO. haoXao AaOr Aamaaosa nao ]<arI

rajya [saaela maoM kama ikyaa )aa. [nako saa)a

[saI rajya maoM kama krnao vaalao naibayaaoM ma oM

eilayyaah AaOr elaISaa ka BaI naama jaaoD,a gayaa

hO. yaaonaa nabaI nao Apnaa kama ivaSaoYa $p sao

AsaIiryaa kI ]sa samaya kI raja(aanaI naInavao

ko ilayao ikyaa )aa. yah naInavao vat-maana ma oM

Aaja [-rak doSa ka nagar maaosaula khlaata

hO. nahUma nao baad maoM [saI naInavao ko naaSa haonao

ko baaro maoM BaivaYyavaaNaI kI )aI. dainayyaola

AaOr yaohojakola naibayaaoM nao baobaIlaaona ko samaya

pr jaba [saaeilayaaoM nao baM(auAa[- ko vaYa- vyatIt

ikyao )ao tao Apnaa sandoSa phuMcaayaa )aa.

baobaIlaaona vat-maana maoM [-rak doSa hO. dainayyaola

nabaI nao baad maoM farsaI rajaaAaoM ko samaya pr

]nakI raja(aanaI saUsaa nagar maoM BaI Apnaa kama

ikyaa )aa. yah saUsaa nagar vat-maana maoM Aaja ko

[-rana doSa maoM khIM hO.

[na AaKaoM pr

iksakdr ivaSvaasa ikyaa )aa [na AaMKaoM pr `

jaao idKta )aa ` pta calaa ik #vaaba )aa.

sannaaTo imalao ` AM(aoraoM sao jauD,o ` rahaoM sao BaTko `

@yaa pta mauhbbataoM ka vah galat ihsaaba )aa.

ASk Bar ilayao AaMMKaoM maoM AaOr cala idyao `

harI hu[- baaja,I ka jaao hmaara iKtaba )aa.

vah hr kdma jaIto hma baar­baar haro `

@yaa batayaoM @yaaoM Apnaa mauk_r Kraba )aa.

haro huAaoM kI fohirst maoM isaf- Apnaa naama hO `

barnaa tao doK saara jamaanaa hI kamayaaba )aa.

maora bajaUd hI kafI hO toro iSakvaaoM ko ilayao `

yah AaOr baat hO maora kao[- BaI jabaaba na )aa.

—mahuAa Saraovana

caotnaa 23

dOinak raomana

samaacaar p~

idna rivavaar /iti)a 29 vaIM [-svaI

sanasanaIKo,ja

samaacaar

* * *

inadao-Ya yahUdI saaQaU kao

idyaa gayaa AmaanavaIya

maR%yau dMD Asafla

yaISau naasarI marnao

ko baad BaI jaIivat

payao gayao

jaOsaa ik pUva- &at hO ik naasart nagar

ko bahupisaw saa(aU pvaRi<a ko pcaark inadao -Ya

yaISau kao gat\ SauËvaar kao idyaa gayaa salaIbaI

maR%yau dMD inar)a-k rha. sanasanaIK,oja samaacaaraoM

ko Antga-t\ ya$Salaoma ko samst [laakaoM ma oM

janacacaa- hO ik yaISau naasarI marnao ko pScaat \

BaI jaIivat payao gayao hOM. pUva- ivaidt hO ik

gat\ vaRhspitvaar kI A(a-rai~ ko AM(akar maoM

naasart nagar ko laaokipya prmaoSvarI

sandoSavaahk va BaivaYyaW@ta yaISau kao

gatsamanaI ko gauPt s)aana sao Acaanak baMdI

banaayaa gayaa )aa. kuC hI GaMTao ko Antrala maoM

rataoM-rat ]na pr AiBayaaoga p~ lagaakr raomaI

gavana-r pOMtusa pIlaatusa ko nyaayaalaya maoM daiK,la

ikyaa gayaa @yaaoMik mahayaajakaoM AaOr fkI- frIisayaaoM nao Dah sao ]na pr [-SvarIya inandk

svaMya kao yahUidyaaoM ka rajaa GaaoiYat krnaa t)aa

ya$Salaoma ko ivaSaala maindr kao Zah kr tIna

idna ko Andr ifr sao KD,a kr donao ka davaa

krnao ka Aaraop lagaayaa )aa. [sako saa)a hI

]sanao svaMya kao [-SvarIya pu~ haonaa BaI svaIkar

ikyaa )aa. yahUdI vyavas)aa ko Anausaar yaISau

naasarI kao ]prao@t daoYaaoM ko tht\ maR%yadMD ka

BaagaIdar banaayaa gayaa )aa prntu mahayaajak

AaOr fkI-frIsaI maUsaa kI vyavas)aa ko tht\

]sao maR%yaudMD nahIM do sakto )ao [sailayao yao saara

maamalaa raomaI gavana-r pIlaatusa ko pasa Baojaa

gayaa )aa. AarMBa maoM raomaI gavana-r pOMtusa

pIlaatusa nao yaISau kao inadao-Ya jaanato huyao ]sako

maamalao maoM Apnaa ha)a Dalanao sao [nakar kr

idyaa )aa magar mahayaajakaoM AaOr fkI-frIisayaaoM ko Wara ]ksaa[- hu[- kuw BaID, ko

dbaaba pr baad maoM balavaa raoknao kI maMSaa sao

yaISau ka maamalaa yahUdI BaID, ko ha)aaoM maoM saaOMp

idyaa gayaa tao BaID, nao yaISau ko paNa laonao ka

daoYa Apnao AaOr ApnaI saMtanaaoM pr lao ilayaa.

magar pIlaatusa nao Apnao kao inadao-Ya jaanato huyao

saarI BaID, ko samaxa Apnao ha)a (aaokr yaISau

ka lahU bahanao ko daoYa sao Kud kao Alaga kr

ilayaa. [sa pkar yaISau kao kaoD,o lagaayao gayao

]saka ]phasa ]D,ayaa gayaa t)aa baad maoM Anya

dao kukima-yaaoM ko saa)a ]sao gaulagau)aa kI r@t-rMijat phaD,I pr salaIba pr zaoMk idyaa gayaa.

ËUsa pr yaISau [tnaa duK ]zanao ko

pScaat BaI pUrI trh sao SaaMt rha )aa. ]sako

mauK sao ek BaI Sabd iksaI ko BaI ivarao(a maoM

nahIM inaklaa )aa. [tnaa hI nahIM bailk vah

Apnao satanao vaalaaoM ko ilayao lagaatar pa)a-naa

krta rha )aa. laoikna [sasao BaI Ai(ak

ivaica~ baat jaao )aI vah yahI )aI ik ËUsa pr

rhto huyao pUro samaya tk A)aa-t\ idna ko

tIsaro phr tk saara [saayala doSa ek

Apola­jaUna 2012 24

ivaica~ p`kar ko AM(akar sao Zka rha )aa.

yao ek eosaa Bayaavah AM(akar )aa ik ijasanao

saamaanya maanava jana-jaIvana tk kao BayaBaIt

kr idyaa )aa. [sako saa)a hI ek AjaIba

AaOr AnaaoKo p`kar ko BaUcaala ka pBaava

[tnaa Ai(ak tIva huAa )aa ik samast doSa

ko kibas)aanaaoM ko ca+anaaoM maoM banaI kbaoM tk

tD,k ga[- )aIM. [sako Aitir@t dUsarI

Asaa(aarNa baat jaao )aI vah yah ik yaISau

Anya Aprai(ayaaMo sao ibalkula iBanna baD,o hI

Alp samaya maoM mar gayaa )aa. ijana laaogaaoM nao

]sao marto huyao doKa )aa ]naka khnaa hO ik

yaISau ko p`aNa inaklao nahIM )ao ` bailk ]sanao

Kud ApnaI Aa%maa [-Svar ko ha)aaoM maoM saaOMpI

)aI. ifr yaISau ko marnao ko pScaat turnt hI

]sao dÔna kr idyaa gayaa AaOr [sa pkar sao

yaISau kI saoivaka[- ko saaZ,o tIna vaYa- jaao ik

saaro saMsaar maoM A%yant hI saupisaw rho )ao

laaogaaoM nao samaJaa )aa ik Aba sada ko ilayao

samaaPt hao cauko hOMÂ magar Aaja saubah Acaanak

sao Aayao huyao K,trnaak Bau[-MDaola AaOr pR)vaI ko

ihlato hI vao jaOsao ifr sao jaIivat hao cauko hOM.

yaISau naasarI ijasakao fkI-frIisayaaoM AaOr

mahayaajakaoM kI saaija,Sa ko karNa salaIba pr

caZ,akr maar Dalaa gayaa ` marnao ko pScaat ]sao

kba maoM dÔnaa idyaa gayaa AaOr ]sakI kba pr

raomaI isapaihyaaoM ka kD,a phra lagaa idyaa gayaa

)aa Aaja saubah Acaanak sao Aayao huyao baD,o

Bau[-MDaola ko baad ifr sao laaogaaoM kao jaIivat

idKa[- idyaa hO. ]sakI kba KalaI pD,I hO.

AaOr vahaM pr raomaI isapaihyaaoM ko majabaUt phro

ko baavajaUd BaI kba ko War ka BaarI p%)ar

lauZ,ka pD,a hO. yao BaI saunanao maoM Aayaa hO ik

ya$Salaoma kI kuCok is~yaaoM nao iksaI svagaI-ya

dUt kao yaISau kI kba sao p%)ar lauZ,kato huyao

doKa hO t)aa raomaI isapahI Baya ko karNa

vahaM sao Baaga gayao )ao. [na AaOrtaoM maoM yaISau kI

iSaYyaa mairyama magadlaInaI ka naama ivaSaoYa ilayaa

jaa rha hO ijasanao yaISau kao Aamanao-saamanao jaIivat doKa hO AaOr ]sasao baatoM BaI kI hOM.

[saI mairyama magadlaInaI kao yaiSau nao yah inado -Sa

BaI idyaa hO ik vah ]sasao AaOr Apnao iSaYyaa oM

sao galaIla maoM jaakr BaoMT krogaa. jaOsaa ik

]sanao Apnao marnao sao phlao Apnao iSaYyaaoM sao

kha BaI )aa. yaISau nao ifr sao jaIivat haokr

Apnaa vah vaayada BaI pUra ikyaa hO ik vah

bahut duK ]zanao ko pScaat mar kr punaÁ

jaIivat haogaa. ]sako punaÁ jaIivat haonao kI

gavaahI ]na Anya dao yauvakaoM nao BaI dI hO ` jaao

Apnao iksaI kaya- sao [mmaa}sa naamak gaaMva kao

jaa rho )ao. ]na daonaaoM yauvakaoM nao BaI yaISau kao

jaIivat payaa hO.

kula imalaakr naasart nagar ko (amaI -

pcaark inadao-Ya yaISau naasarI ko maaro jaanao AaOr

gaaD,o jaanao ko ]prant jaao BayaBaIt kr donao

vaalaI baat hO vah yahI ik fkI-frIisayaa oM

t)aa mahayaajakaoM maoM Aba ek Anakha Baya

samaayaa huAa hO. raomaI gavana-r pIlaatusa nao [sa

ivaYaya maoM maMidr ko Ai(akairyaaoM ko saa)a ek

Aapat\kalaIna ivaSaoYa saimait baulaa[- hO. saaro

ya$Salaoma maoM ek Bayaavah cauPpI ko saa)a K,aOf

ka vaatavarNa fOla cauka hO. jaao isapahI yaISau

kI kba kI rKvaalaI kr rho )ao ` ]nakao

mahayaajakaoM ko Wara bahut saa pOsaa dokr

]naka mauMh baMd krnao ka Asafla pyaasa ikyaa

jaa rha hO taik [sa samast sanasanaIK,oja

maamalao kao pUrI trh sao dbaayaa jaa sako.

—— dOinak ya$Salaoma samaacaar p~

caotnaa 25

bauiwmaana pu~ ipta kI iSaxaa saunata hO

prntu zT\za krnaovaalaa GauD,kI kao BaI nahIM

saunata.

sajjana ApnaI baataoM ko karNa ]<ama

vastuyaoM Kanao pata hO prntu ivaSvaasaGaatI

laaogaaoM ka poT ]pdva sao Barta hO.

jaao Apnao mauMh k caaOksaI krta hO vah

Apnao p`aNa kI rxaa krta hO prntu jaao gaala

bajaata ]saka ivanaaSa hao jaata hO.

AalasaI ka paNa laalasaa tao krta hO

AaOr ]sakao kuC nahIM imalata prntu

kamakajaI qYT puYT hao jaato hOM.

(amaI- JaUzo vacana sao baOr rKta hO prntu

duYT lajjaa ka karNa AaOr laijjat hao jaata

hO.

(ama- KrI caala calanao vaalao kI rxaa krta

hO prntu papI ApnaI duYTta ko karNa ]laT

jaata hO.

kao[- tao (ana baTaorta prntu ]sako pasa

kuC nahIM rhta AaOr kao[- (ana ]D,a dota

taOBaI ]sako pasa bahut rhta hO.

paNa kI CuD,aOtI manauYya ka (ana hO prntu

ina(a-na GauD,kI kao saunata BaI nahIM.

(aima-yaaoM kI jyaaoit Aanand ko saa)a rhtI

hO prntu duYTaoM ka idyaa bauJa jaata hO.

JagaD,o rgaD,o kovala AMhkar sao hI haoto hOM `

prntu jaao laaoga sammait maanato hOM ]nako pasa

bauiw rhtI hO.

ina(a-na ko pasa maala nahIM rhta prntu jaao

Apnao pirEama sao baTaorta ]sakI baZ,tI haotI

hO.

jaba AaSaa pUrI haonao maoM ivalaMba haota hO

tao mana iSai)ala haota hO ` prntu jaba laalasaa

pUrI haotI hO ` tba jaIvana ka vaRxa lagata hO.

jaao vacana kao tucC jaanata ` vah naaSa hao jaata

hO prntu Aa&a ko DrvaOyao kao AcCa fla

imalata hO.

bauiwmaana kI iSaxaa jaIvana ka saaota hO

AaOr ]sako Wara laaoga maR%yau ko fndaoM sao baca

sakto hOM.

saubauiw ko karNa Anaugah haota hO prntu

ivaSvaaisayaaoM ka maaga- kD,a haota hO.

saba catur tao &ana sao kama krto hOM

prntu maUK- ApnaI maUK-ta fOlaata hO.

duYT dUt baura[- maoM fMsata hO prntu

ivaSvaasayaaogya dUt sao kuXalaxaoma haota hO.

jaao iXaxaa kI saunaI­AnasaunaI krta vah

ina(a-na haota AaOr Apmaana pata hO prntu jaao

DaMT kao maanata ` ]sakao maihmaa haotI hO.

laalasaa ka pUra haonaa tao paNa kao maIza

lagata hO ` prntu baura[- sao hTnaa maUKao -M ko

paNa kao baura lagata hO.

bauiwmaanaaoM kI saMgait kr tba tU BaI

bauiwmaana hao jaayaogaa prntu maUKao- M ka saa)aI

naaSa hao jaayaogaa.

baura[- paipyaaoM ko pICo pD,tI hO prntu

(aima-yaaoM kao AcCa fla imalata hO.

Balaa manauYya Apnao naatI­paotaoM ko ilayao

Baaga CaoD, jaata hO ` prntu papI kI sampi<a

(amaI- ko ilayao rKI jaatI hO.

inaba-la laaogaaoM kao KotI baarI sao bahut

Baaojana vastu imalatI hO prntu eosao laaoga BaI hOM

jaao Anyaaya ko karNa imaT jaato hOM.

jaao baoTo pr CD,I nahIM calaata vah ]saka

baOrI hO prntu jaao ]sasao poma rKta vah ya%na

sao ]sakao iSaxaa dota hO.

(amaI- poT Bar Kanao pata hO prntu duYT

BaUKo hI rhto hOM.

— naIitvacana A(yaaya 1

maaga-dSa-na

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caaMdnaI tumakao mauFt maoM

caaMdnaI tumakao mauFt maoM imalaI

tumhoM @yaaoM raonaa pD,ta hO.

saUrja jaOsaI iksmat ApnaI

hmakao tao saulaganaa pD,ta hO `

ijana rahaoM nao ASk hmaaro

Pyaar ko fUlaaoM maoM badlao `

kOsao samaJaayaoM hma tumhoM

vah rsta BaI Aba dUnaa lagata hO.

ek samaya )aa jaba maMJa(aaraoM maoM fMsakr

BaI hma par gayao )ao `

vahI jagah hO ` vahI rah hO

ifr @yaaoM dUr iknaara lagata hO.

tnha[yaaoM nao Dr kr jaba sannaaTaoM sao

mauhbbat kr laI hO `

ApnaI fUTI iksmat doKao

saUrja haokr Aba idyao kI laaO sao

BaI Dr lagata hO.

ijana halaat nao tuma sao dUr calanaa

isaKlaayaa hO hmakao `

vah baatoM vah GaiD,yaaM BaI tumakao batato Dr

lagata hO.

ijana baataoM nao Pyaar kI Daor ktrna­

ktrna kaTI `

]na baataoM sao bacakr Aba vaapsa

jaanaa hI AcCa lagata hO.

—Saraovana

caotnaa 27

@yaa yaISau masaIh

kI kba` ZUMZ, laI

ga[- hO Æ

sana\ 1980 ` maaca- ko maah maoM ` [saaela doSa

ko pUvaI- tolaipAaoT ijalao maoM ek ApaT-maoMT kI

[maart banaanao ko samaya pr [maart banaanao vaalao

majadUraoM kao dsa eosaI AaosairyaaM yaa caUnao ko

p%)ar kI banaI hu[- kaifnsa imalaIM )aIM ijana

pr marnao vaalaaoM ko naama ËmaSaÁ mairyama ma<aI

yaoSauAa ipta ka naama yaUsauf mairyama ³jaaoÔa `

ijasao yaUsauf ` yaISau ka Baa[- samaJaa gayaa hO

AaOr (amaakodar ek Anya naama yahUda ipta

ka naama yaoSauAa ilaKo huyao hOM. ³Mary,

Matthew, Jesua son of Joseph, Mary; Jofa— Joseph, Jesus’ brother, and

Judah son of Jesua´

]prao@t Kaoja kao laokr haolaIvauD iflma

]Vaoga ko inado-Sak jaomsa komairAana ` ijanhaoMnao

kBaI maSahUr baalaIvauD iflma TayaToinak banaa[-

)aI AaOr Aaskr ivajaota BaI hOM nao ek

Da@yaUmaoMTrI iflma banaa dI. [sa iflma ko

Wara [nhaoMnao yah khnao kI kaoiSaSa kI hO

]prao@t kba maoM pa[- ga[- AaosairyaaM yaISau

masaIh ]nakI p%naI mairyama magadlaInaI AaOr

]nakI maaM Baa[- t)aa ]nako pirvaar kI hOMÆ

mairyama magadlaInaI kI AaosarI pr jaao naama

ilaKa huAa hO vah ‘maoiryaomaonaI’ hO. [saI naama

kao kond` ibandu banaakr pUrI iflma yah batanao

kI kaoiSaSa krtI hO ik ` saba hI AaosairyaaM

yaISau masaIh AaOr ]nako pirvaar kI hOM.

laoikna jaba [saaelaI Aa@yaaolaaoijasTsa nao

[sakI jaaMca kI tao ]naka khnaa hO ik pa[-

ga[- kba AaOr AasaoiryaaoM pr imalato­jaulato naama

iksaI yahUdI pirvaar ko hOM naa ik yaISau masaIh

AaOr ]nako pirvaar ko. yao saba hI naama eosao

hOM jaao yaISau masaIh ko samaya maoM Aama nahIM bailk

baohd Aama )ao. [sako saa)a hI yah Da@yaUmaoMTrI

khtI hO ik [na AaosairyaaoM maoM sao ek yaISau

masaIh kI ` ek mairyama magadlaInaI kI ijasao

yaISau masaIh kI p%naI batayaa hO ek yaISau

masaIh ka pu~ jaUDa t)aa sabasao Alaga ek

Anya AaosarI ma<aI jaao yaISau masaIh ka iSaYya

)aa kI batayaI ga[- hOM. naamaaoM maoM naama yaUsauf

naama vah iWtIya str ka naama hO jaao yaISau

masaIh ko samaya maoM baohd janasaa(arNa )aa. yaISau

ka naama ‘yaISau’ CTvaoM naMbar pr Aama )aa t)aa

mairyama naama baarh p`itSat\ is~yaaoM maoM Aama

)aa. yaid yah kba yaISau masaIh AaOr ]nako

pirvaar kI saamaUihk kba hO tao ma<aI kI

AaosarI vahaM @yaaoMkr Aa ga[-Æ ma<aI jaao yaISau

masaIh ka kovala iSaYya )aa vah tao yaISau

masaIh ko pirvaar sao nahIM )aa. baa[bala kovala

yaISau masaIh ko caar Aw- Baa[- yaakUba yaaosaosa

yahUda SamaaOna AaOr ]nakI bahnaaoM ka hI ija,Ë

krtI hO. ifr yaISau ko ipta yaUsauf kI

AaosarI khaM ga[- yaid yah kba yaISau masaIh

ko pirvaar kI hOÆ

iflma inado-Sak kI [sa baat kao JaUza

saaibat kr donao ko ilayao jaao sabasao baD,a t)ya

hO vah hO [na AaosairyaaoM pr ilaKI hu[- [baart

jaao tIna BaaYaaAaoM maoM ËmaSaÁ gaIk ArbaI

AaOr [baanaI maoM ilaKI hu[- hO ` t)aa [na pr pD,I

iti)a jaao 1 baIºsaIº sao 1 eºDIº kI hO. yah

iti)a horaoidyana kala kI hO. yaid yah maana

ilayaa jaayao ik yaISau masaIh ka ivavaah huAa

)aa ` AaOr ]nako saMtana BaI )aI tao [sa p`kar sao

]naka ivavaah ka vaNa-na baa[bala ]nakI Aayau

33 vaYa- tk tao krtI nahIM hO. Agar yah

Apola­jaUna 2012 28

maanaa jaayao ik 33 vaYa- ko pScaat yaid yaISau

masaIh AaOr jaIivat rho )ao tao ]nakI AaosarI

pr iti)a sana\ 50 ` 60 , , , eosaI hI kuC haonaI

caaihyao )aI. [sailayao yah ek eosaa pmaaNa hO

jaao yah saaibat kr dota hO ik ijasa kba kao

iflma inado-Sak yaISau masaIh kI kba kh rho hOM

vah yaISau masaIh kI naa haokr iksaI Anya

yahUdI pirvaar kI hao saktI hO.

dUsara t)ya kba ka s)aana hO. saamaanya

taOr pr yahUdI pirvaar ka kibas)aana ]nako

Apnao maUla Gar ko nagar maoM huAa krta hO.

jaOsao rajaa da}d kI kba da}d nagar maoM

[saI trh sao yaISau masaIh kI kba BaI ]nako

Apnao Gar ko nagar naasart maoM haonaI caaihyao

)aI. baa[bala khtI hO ik salaIba pr marnao ko

pScaat yaISau masaIh kao Armaityaa ko yaUsauf

kI na[- kba maoM jaao gaulagauta ko krIba hI )aI

maoM sabt ko AarMBa haonao sao pUva- hI inakudomausa

AaOr Armaityaa ko yaUsauf ko sahyaaoga sao

dÔnaa idyaa gayaa )aa. AaOr iflma inado -Sak ko

Wara ZUMZ,I ga[- kba [sa s)aana sao kafI dUr

hO. nayaa inayama ko caaraMo sausamaacaar samaya

iti)a AaOr GaTnaaAaoM ko Aa(aar pr ek

eoithaisak sa%ya ka baja,na rKto hOM. yaid

yaISau masaIh ka puna$%)aana nahIM huAa hO tao

@yaa sausamaacaar ko caaraoM laoKk t)aa poirt

paOlausa ko laoK @yaa saba hI galat hOMÆ saI(aI

saI baat hO ik ek AadmaI kI gavaahI galat

hao saktI hO ` laoikna paMca manauYyaaoM ko k)ana

kao caunaaOtI nahIM dI jaa saktI hO. ifr yaUM BaI

iksaI baat kI saccaa[- ko ilayao kovala tIna

gavaah kafI haoto hOM ` AaOr yaISau masaIh ko kosa

maoM [tnao gavaah hOM ijanhoM hma igana BaI nahIM

sakto hOM.

ijasa kba kao iflma inado-Sak ko Wara

yaISau masaIh ko pirvaar kI kba batayaa jaa

rha vah ek bahut hI baD,I AaOr AmaIr yahUdI

pirvaar kI lagatI hO. yaISau masaIh ka

pirvaar ek inataMt garIba pirvaar )aa. ]nako

ipta ek baZ,[- )ao. yaISau masaIh ko janma ko

samaya pr BaI ]nakI maaM mairyama AaOr ipta

yaUsauf hOkla maoM kovala dao kbaUtr ko baccao hI

kurbaanaI ko ilayao laokr gayao )ao. garIbaI ko

karNa vao ek bakrI yaa BaoD, ka baccaa BaI

nahIM KrId sakto )ao. ifr yah kOsao kha jaa

sakta hO ik yaISau masaIh ka saMpUNa- pirvaar

ek inahayat hI mahMgaI AaOr p@kI kba ma oM

dÔnaayaa gayaa hOÆ yah baat AaOr hO ik

baa[bala ko pUva- k)ana ko Anausaar yaISau masaIh

kI maR%yau ko samaya pr ]naka saa)a (anavaanaaoM ko

saa)a rha. Armaityaa ka yaUsauf AaOr

inakudomausa daonaaoM hI (anaI vyai@t )ao AaOr

yahUdI mahasaBaa ko sadsya BaI )ao.

yaid yaISau masaIh nao Apnaa ivavaah ikyaa

)aa ]nasao saMtana BaI )aI tao sausamaacaaraoM ko

Alaavaa Anya eoithaisak laoKaoM maoM [sa baat

ka ija,Ë @yaaoM nahIM hOÆ @yaaoM ]nako

salaIbaIkrNa AaOr maR%yau dMD jaOsao naaja,uk daOr maoM

BaI ]nako pirvaar maoM ]nakI p%naI AaOr baccao

ko haonao ka vaNa-na nahIM hOÆ yaid ]nako Apnao

pirvaar maoM kao[- )aa BaI tao Armaityaa ko yaUsauf

kao @yaaoM ]nakI laao)a pIlaatusa gavana-r sao maaMganao

jaanaa pD,aÆ yao eosao pSna hOM ik ijanaka sahI

t)yaaoM sao Bara jabaaba iflma inado-Sak ko pasa

nahIM haogaa. [sa pkar kI iflma banaanao ka

jaao ivaSaoYa maksad idKa[- dota hO vah kovala

iksaI BaI p`kar sao (ana kI ]pja ka haonaa hI

hO. AaOr yaid eosaa iksaI ka ivacaar hO BaI tao

ek saI(aa saa pSna ]prao@t laoK ko saa)a hO

ik yaid iksaI kao pOsaa hI banaanaa kmaanaa

yaa ifr baTaornaa hO tao saMsaar ko dUsaro

gaaorK(aM(ao BaI tao hOM yaISau masaIh kI hI

KrIdarI @yaaoMÆ

caotnaa 29

(aaravaaihk ]pnyaasa

CTvaIM ikStSaraovana

ija,dgaI ko cand

hsaIna lamhaoM

kI maulaakataoM kao

laaoga A@sar Pyaar

samaJakr Apnao

jaIvana ka ek

mah%vapUNa- fOsalaa

kr laoto hOM.

laoikna jaba hkIkt kI majabaUt ca+ana

ka spSa- pakr sapnao caTkto hOM tba

[Msaana kao mahsaUsa haota hO ik p`oma kI

(ama-­pustkaoM maoM jaao ilaKa hO vah tao saba

JaUz hO. saca tao vah hO jaao manauYya

Baugat rha haota hO. jaIvana ko tmaama

vaastivak JaMJaabaat sao Tkrakr

Asafla poma kI imalaI hu[- saaOgaat ko

$p maoM ilaKI hu[- [sa khanaI kao hao

sakta hO ik Aap baar­baar pZ,naa

caahoMgaoÆ

p`)ama pircCod

Aba tk Aapnao pZ,a hO —— Apnao (anavaana ipta kI

[klaaOtI baoTI naaja,aoM maoM plaI

narigasa sao jaba baairSa maoM BaIgato

huyao sanaaobar nao ]sasao kar maoM ilaFT maaMgaI

tao vah ]sao kao[- badmaaSa AadmaI jaanakr vahIM CaoD,

Aa[- )aI. dUsarI trf jaba narigasa ko Baa[- ka

bad,maaSaaoM ko Wara AprhrNa kr ilayaa gayaa tao narigasa

ko saa)a ]sako pirvaar ko saaro laaoga sakto maoM Aa gayao.

laoikna jaba ]sako Baa[- kao vahI sanaaobar gauMDaoM sao

bacaakr Gar lao Aayaa tao narigasa ]sa vyai@t kao

doKkr AaScaya- sao gaD, ga[-. sanaaobar kao Apnao hI Gar

maoM baohaoSaI kI halat maoM doKkr tba vah mana hI mana ek

Apra(a baao(a kI Baavanaa sao tD,pnao lagaI. va@t AaOr

halaat jaba narigasa kao sanaaobar ko idla ko pasa lao

Aayao tao ]sako ipta kI baUZ,I AaMKo turnt hI phcaana

ga[-.laD,kI ek svaMya sao gaumaSauda [Msaanako poma maoM

BaTknao lagaI hO saaocato hI dInaanaa)a ka mana jaOsao

BayaBaIt haonao lagaa.[na saarI baataoM kao narigasa ABaI

tk kaozragaZ, kI KMDr hu[- [maart kI ek p%)ar kI

baOMca pr baOzI hu[- daohra rhI hO. [sako baad @yaa huAa

Aba Aagao piZ,yao.

narigasa ka kalaoja. kalaoja sao pak-.

pak- maoM sanaaobar ka saamaIPya. AaOr pak- ko

saharo iksaI ekant maoM saaro ja,maanao sao baoK,bar

Apnao Pyaar kI duinayaaM maoM sapnaaoM kao baunato huyao

dao idla.dao dIvaanao.dao jaIvana——AaOr dao hI

naama——narigasa AaOr sanaaobar. sanaaobar AaOr

narigasa. kovala yahI ek maa~ idnacayaa- rh

ga[- )aI narigasa kI.

narigasa ko sanaaobar ko p`it ]sako saamaIPya

AaOr caaht kI baatoM kaozragaZ, ko saIº emaº

esaº kalaoja ko hr kaonao maoM kovala [sa karNa

º º º SaoYa pRYz 48 pr.

Apola­jaUna 2012 30

Aaosa

kI QaD,kna

khanaI—Saraovana ZlatI hu[- saM(yaa AaOr ixaitja maoM DUbatI

hu[- saUya- kI AMitma riSma ko saa)a jaba ravaI

JaIla kI Apnao hI s)aana pr i)arktI hu[-

lahraoM sao CoD,KanaI krnao ko pScaat AMitma

icaiD,yaa BaI Apnao BaIgao pMKMaoM kao fD,fD,atI

hu[- ]D, ga[- tao tT ko iknaaro ek baD,o sao

p%)ar pr baOzo huyao bahut K,amaaoSa Apnao hI

#yaalaaoM maoM laIna navaraoSa ka inataMt Akolaa mana

BaI jaOsao Gaaor AM(akar ko baadlaaoM sao Bar gayaa.

saUrja DUba cauka )aa. vaatavarNa maoM )akI hu[ -

Saama ka gahrata huAa (auMAa Aanao vaalaI rai~

kI saUcanaa donao lagaa )aa. prntu Apnao hI

ivacaaraoM maoM tllaIna navaraoSa kao [na saarI baataoM

sao kao[- BaI saraokar nahIM )aa. vah tao

nagarkaoT sao caar bajao Aanao vaalaI e@saposa T/ona

sao ]trkr saI(aa pOdla hI yahaM ravaI ko tT

pr Aa gayaa )aa. BaUK,a­Pyaasaa )aka­hara

jaOsao Apnao mauk_r ka maara kaOna jaanata )aa

ik ]sako idla pr @yaa­@yaa baIt caukI hOÆ

navaraoSa jaanata )aa ik nagarkaoT vah Apnao

ima~ ko ivavaah maoM ]sao ba(aa[yaaM donao ko ilayao

gayaa )aa laoikna vahaM pr jaakr vah @yaa

dokr Aayaa )aa AaOr @yaa laokr vaapsa Aa

gayaa )aa. Apnao idla maoM basao huyao tmaama

iSakvao­iSakayataoM ko Zaola­maMjaIro jaOsao ]sako

kanaaoM ko pdao-M ko saa)a­saa)a ]sako idmaaga kI

(amainayaaM BaI faD, donaa caahto )ao. ]sao maalauma

hO ik [saI ravaI ko tIr pr naa jaanao iktnao

hI hsaIna lamhoM AaOr PyaarI SaamaoM ]sanao AaosanaI

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kI kaomala baahaoM ko spSa- ko saa)a gauj,aarI

haoMgaI. vah AaosanaI ik ijasakI naaja,uk

(aD,knaaoM ko saa)a ApnaI hrok saaMsaaoM maoM ]sanao

ija,ndgaI ko iktnao hI baohtrIna #vaaba doKo

)ao. iktnaI hI baar ]sakI iKlaiKlaatI hu[-

hMisayaaoM ko saharo DUbatI hu[- saM(yaa kao bahut

Pyaar ko saa)a kBaI galao lagaayaa haogaa. laoikna

Aaja vah samaya )aa ik ravaI ko tIr kI yahI

Saama ]sako ilayao ija,ndgaI kI kalaI rat ko

vah GauTnaBaro Pyaalao bana caukI )aI ik ijanakao

Aaja vah ha)a lagaato huyao BaI kaMpnao lagaa

)aa. iktnaa baura hEa ]sakI ArmaanaaoM sao

saMjaaoyaI hu[- hsartaoM ka huAa hOÂ ik va@t nao

]sakI JaaolaI maoM mauskrahTaoM kI ek ktrna

BaI nahIM CaoD,I )aI. saaocato huyao navaraoSa kI

naIrsa AaMKaoM ko pdo- pr ]sako AtIt ko ijayao

huyao idna iksaI calaica~ ko samaana svatÁ hI

Aanao lagao ººº’

gamaI- kI Cui+yaaM hu[- AaOr kalaoja kI

pZ,a[- sao jaba navaraoSa kao fursat imalaI tao

Apnao maaM­baap ko khnao ko Anausaar hI

navaraoSa kao jayapur jaanaa pD,a. ]sako ipta

ko karaobaar sao saMbain(at kuC kama )aa. saa)a

hI ]nhaoMnao ]sao salaah BaI dI )aI ik jaakr

]sako ipta ko kao[- piricat BaI vahIM rhto

)ao. ]nakI trf sao ]nakI laD,kI ka irSta

navaraoSa ko ilayao Aayaa )aa. saao vah vahaM

jaakr Apnao ipta ka kama kr lao AaOr saa)a

hI laD,kI kao BaI doK lao. yaid vah laD,kI

kao psand krta hO tao irSto kI baat Aagao

baZ,a[- jaa sakogaI. yahI saaoca kr navaraoSa

jayapur Aa gayaa )aa. jayapur Aakr vah

Apnao ipta ko piricat ko yahaM naa zhr kr

(ama-Saalaa maoM zhr gayaa )aa. saaocaa )aa ik

vaapsa jaanao sao phlao vah Apnao ipta ko

piricat ko Gar BaI hao Aayaogaa. yaUM ]sao Apnao

ivavaah kI eosaI kao[- jaldI BaI nahIM )aI

laoikna maat­ipta ja,aor do rho )ao saao vah

]naka khnaa BaI nahIM Tala sakta )aa. ifr

jaba ]sako ipta ko karaobaar ka kama pUra hao

gayaa tao vah Aamaor ka maSahUr iklaa doKnao ko

ilayao inakla gayaa. maaAaota JaIla kI tra[Myaa oM

kI }McaI phaD,I pr maarvaaD,I iSalpklaa ka

sajaayaa huAa rajapUtnaI iklaa maugala

SahnaSaaMh ko ]na idnaaoM kI ihndustana pr kI

hu[- hukUmat kI smaRityaaoM kao jaI Bar kr idKa

donaa caahto )ao jaba kBaI vaIr raNaa ptap nao

Akbar kI Aa(aInata svaIkar na krto huyao

jaMgalaaoM maoM Gaasa kI raoiTyaaM Kanaa psand ikyaa

)aa. naIcao JaIla ko SaaMt panaI maoM Aamaor ko

iklao ko banao huyao gauMbajaaoM kI prCa[MyaaM BaI jaba

baZ,tI hu[- Saama ko (auM(alako maoM DUbanao lagaIM tao

iklao kI mauMDor sao ha)a iTkayao huyao navaraoSa nao

BaI vahaM sao hTkr vaapsa laaOTnaa ]icat

samaJaa. laoikna jaOsao hI vah vaapsa jaanao ko

ilayao pICo GaUmaa tao )aaoD,I hI dUr pr caupcaap

KD,I hu[- ek Cayaa kao doKkr izzk gayaa.

navaraoSa kao samaJato dor nahIM lagaI ik yah vahI

laD,kI hO jaao jaba sao vah yahaM Aayaa hO tba hI

sao yahaM baomana sao AkolaI hI GaUmatI ifr rhI

)aI. vah laD,kI kafI dor sao Saayad Apnao hI

s)aana pr Aba KD,I hao ga[- haogaIÂ ]sakI

mauKmaud`a kao doKto huyao navaraoSa nao kovala

Anaumaana Bar hI lagaayaa. yah AkolaI ` tnha

saI laD,kI² [sako saa)a kao[- hO BaI nahIM²

iklao ko GaUmanao ka samaya BaI Aba samaaPt haonao

vaalaa hO² @yaa maalauma iksaI ka [Mtja,ar kr

rhI hO kuC nahIM pta laoikna [sao yaUM Akolaa

CaoD,naa BaI zIk nahIM haogaa—— saaocato huyao

navaraoSa ko vaapsa laaOTto huyao kdma Apnao hI

s)aana pr izzk gayao. ]sanao kuC dor AaOr

vahIM KD,o rhnaa ]icat samaJaa. laoikna jaba

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AaOr BaI dor hao ga[- Saama gahra ga[- AaOr

jayapur Sahr ivaVut bai<ayaaoM ko pkaSa ma oM

jagamagaa ]za tao navaraoSa Apnao Aapkao raok

nahIM saka tao svatÁ hI ]sako kdma ]sa

Anajaana laD,kI kI trf iKsaknao lagao.

pasa Aakr vah ]sa laD,kI ko pasa KD,a hao

gayaa. laoikna ]sa laD,kI nao ifr BaI kao[-

(yaana nahIM idyaa tao navaraoSa kao ]sasao khnaa

hI pD,a. vah baaolaa `

“sauinayao² ”

“Æ” ]<ar maoM ]sa laD,kI nao navaraoSa kao

kovala p`SnasaUcak inagaahaoM sao doKa Bar tao

navaraoSa Aagao baaolaa `

“Aap Saayad iksaI ko Aanao ka [Mtja,ar kr

rhI hOMÆ”

“haM.”

“Aba tao san(yaa BaI DUba ga[ - ` AaOr rat haonao

lagaI hO. iklao ko GaUmanao ka samaya BaI samaaPt

haonao vaalaa hO. Aap ijasaka [Mtj,aar kr rhI

hOM ` vah tao Aba Saayad hI Aayaogaa. hao sakta

hO ik ]sakI kao[- majabaUrI rhI haogaI. kla

ifr sao yahaM Aakr ]sakI ptIxaa kr

laIijayaogaa. Aba yahaM Akolao iksaI yauvaa

laD,kI ka zhrnaa BaI maunaaisaba nahIM hO.”

“jaao Aaja nahIM Aa saka vah kla @yaa

Aayaogaa.” khto huyao vah laD,kI inaraSamana sao

Apnao s)aana sao iKsakI tao navaraoSa nao [tnaa

hI kha ik `

“yah tao Aapkao AcCI trh sao maalauma haonaa

caaihyao ik vah kla BaI Aayaogaa yaa nahIMÆ”

“²²” navaraoSa kI [sa baat pr vah laD,kI

kovala AaMKaoM sao hI navaraoSa kao pSnasaUcak

dRiYT sao GaUr kr hI rh ga[- tao ifr navaraoSa

nao hI ApnaI baat Aagao baZ,a[-. vah baaolaa `

“vaOsao maorI iflaaisafI hO ik [Msaana kao kBaI

BaI iksaI ka [Mtja,ar nahIM krnaa caaihyao.”

navaraoSa nao kha tao vah laD,kI turnt hI ]sasao

saMbaaoi(at hu[- AaOr baaolaI `

“Aapka matlabaÆ”

“maOM AtIt kI galaityaaoM kao ApnaI pIz pr

baaM(akr ` vat-maana maoM jaInao maoM ivaSvaasa krta

hUM. K,aoKlaI ]mmaIdaoM kI Aasa pr Apnaa

samaya barbaad nahIM krta hUM.”

“]mmaId pr tao saarI duinayaaM hI kayama hO ` maora

ivaSvaasa hO ik ijasakI maOM ptIxaa kr rhI hUM

vah kla AvaSya hI Aayaogaa.”

“AaOr yaid nahIM Aayaa tao , , ,”

“tao maOM ]sao daoYa nahIM dUMgaIM.”

“[saka matlaba hO ik baat kafI Aagao baZ,

caukI hO , , ,”

“Saayad² ” khkr vah laD,kI hlka saa

mauskra[- tao navaraoSa ]sao ek saMSaya ko saa)a

doKta rh gayaa.

[saI baIca daonaaoM kI baataoM ka isalaisalaa

)aaoD,I dor kao )amaa tao vao tba tk iklao kI

baahrI drvaaja,o sao inaklato huyao naIcao saIiZ,yaaM

]trnao lagao. ifr saIiZ,yaaoM sao naIcao ]trnao ko

baad jaOsao hI vao saD,k pr Aayao tao navaraoSa nao

AaOpcaairktavaSa pUC ilayaa. baaolaa `

“khaM jaanaa hO Aapkao. maOM CaoD, dUÆ”

“nahIM (anyavaad. maOM Kud hI calaI jaa}MgaI.”

yah khto huyao ]sa laD,kI nao AaTao ir@Saa kao

$kvaayaa AaOr ]samaoM baOzkr navaraoSa kI trf

ha)a ihlaato huyao calaI ga[-. navaraoSa kafI dor

tk ir@Sao kao dUr tk jaata huAa zgaa saa

doKta rh gayaa. calaI ga[- tao ifr navaraoSa

BaI Apnaa saa mauMh laokr vahaM sao caupcaap

iKsak Aayaa. hr Saama ko samaana pihlao hI

sao inaiScat haoTla pr Kanaa Kayaa AaOr ApnaI

(ama-Saalaa pr Aa gayaa. haMlaaik ]sao Apnao

ipta ko piricat ko Gar pr BaI jaanaa )aa

laoikna vah vahaM jaanao ko ilayao ifr sao Tala

gayaa. Talanao ka karNa kovala ek hI )aa.

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Saama ko samaya Aamaor ko iklao maoM imalaI vah

A&at yauvaa laD,kI ijasako saa)a kao[- BaI

nahIM )aa baar­baar ]sakI AaMKaoM ko saamanao

Aakr KD,I hao jaatI )aI. kaOna )aI vahÆ

khaM sao Aa[- )aIÆ yaUM tao idna Bar naa jaanao

iktnao hI pya-TkaoM kao vah doKta rha )aa

pr [sa laD,kI nao naa jaanao @yaaoM ]sao bahut kuC

Anajaanao maoM hI saaocanao pr ivavaSa kr idyaa

)aa. ]sasao ]sao kao[- BaI matlaba nahIM )aa.

vah tao ]sao jaanata BaI nahIM )aa ` magar ifr BaI

vah baar­baar yahI saaocanao pr ivavaSa hao jaata

)aa ik vah A&at laD,kI vahaM iklao kI

mauMDor pr ha)a iTkayao naIcao maaAaota JaIla ko

i)arkto huyao jala kI lahraoM kao doKto huyao vah

iksakI ptIxaa kr rhI )aIÆ saarI rat vah

[saI pkar sao saaocato huyao krvaToM badlata

rha. ifr [nhIM #yaalaaoM maoM ]sao kba naIMd nao

Aa Gaora kuC pta hI nahIM calaa. saubah jaba

]sakI AaMK KulaI tba tk saUrja kafI

}pr ]z Aayaa )aa. ]sakI toja ikrNaaoM kao

doKto hI ptIt haota )aa ik Aaja BaI saaro

idna gamaI- laaogaaoM ka psaInaa inakalanao maoM kmaI

nahIM krogaI. vah ]za nahanao gayaa AaOr ifr

vas~ phnakr (ama-Saalaa ko kmaro sao baahr Aa

gayaa. hr raoja, kI idnacayaa - ko samaana ]sanao

haoTla maoM hI caaya pI AaOr naaSta ikyaa t)aa

baahr Aakr saD,k pr yaUM hI KD,a hao gayaa.

]saka kao[-- inaiScat kaya-Ëma tao )aa nahIM saao

kuCok imanaTaoM tk vah vahIM saD,k ko iknaaro

Aato­jaato yaatayaat kao inaharnao lagaa.

laoikna vah ABaI KD,a huAa yah saba doK hI

rha )aa ik tBaI ek AaTaoir@Saa vaalaa

]sakI bagala maoM Aakr KD,a hao gayaa AaOr

]sako caalak nao ]sasao AaOpcaairktavaSa pUC

ilayaa ik

“baabaU jaI ` khIM jaanaa hO @yaaÆ”

“haM.”

“khaMÆ”

“Aamaor.”

“cailayao maOM lao calata hUM.”

“pOsao iktnao laaogaoÆ”

“Aro baabaU jaI saubah­saubah baaohnaI ka samaya

hO ` pOsao Aap jaao caahoM do donaa. maOM maITr nahIM

calaa}Mgaa.” caalak nao kha tao navaraoSa

caupcaap mauskrata huAa ]samaoM baOz gayaa. ifr

mauiSkla sao dsa imanaT BaI nahIM huyao haoMgao ik

AaTao ir@Saa caalak nao Apnaa ir@Saa Aamaor

ko ]saI baD,o gaoT kI saIiZ,yaaoM ko pasa laakr

raok idyaa jahaM sao navaraoSa ipClao idna hI

vaapsa Aayaa )aa. AaTao ir@Saa sao ]trkr

navaraoSa nao caalak kao pOsao idyao AaOr ek baar

[(ar­](ar doKa ifr Apnao Aap hI ]sako

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kdma Aamaor ko iklao maoM }pr jaanao vaalaI

saIiZ,yaaM caZ,nao lagao. )aaoD,I hI dor baad vah

ek baar ifr vahIM KD,a )aa jahaM pr ]sanao

iklao kI [sa Ct pr kla Saama ]sa Anajaana

laD,kI kao doKa )aa. navaraoSa Aakr KD,a

tao hao gayaa pr sakI inagaahoM ifr BaI iksaI

kao ZUMZ,nao ka pyaasa krnao lagaIM tao vah iklao

ko caarao trf ApnaI dRiYT kao ek caË kI

BaaMit Gaumaanao lagaa.

“Aapnao tao kla kha )aa ik iksaI kao BaI

iksaI ka [Mtja,ar kBaI nahIM krnaa caaihyaoÆ”

Acaanak sao iksaI kaomala svar kI Aavaaja, kao

saunakr navaraoSa sahsaa hI caaOMk gayaa. ]sanao

turnt Apnao pICo GaUmakr doKa tao yaUM Gabara

gayaa jaOsao ik ]sakI kao[- caaorI pkD, laI ga[-

hao. ]sako saamanao vahI kla vaalaI laD,kI

KD,I hu[- ApnaI mauskana ibaKor rhI )aI. ]sao

doKkr navaraoSa ko mauK sao sahsaa hI inakla

gayaa `

“Aro ` AapÆ”

“AapkI iflaaisafI kao Aaja @yaa hao

gayaaÆ” laD,kI nao ]sao doKto hI pUC Dalaa.

“ maOM samaJaa nahIMÆ”

“iksako [Mtja,ar maoM Aap yahaM Aa gayao hOM.

@yaa kla yah pUra iklaa doK nahIM payao )ao.

Aap tao khto )ao ik kBaI iksaI kao iksaI

kI BaI ptIxaa nahIM krnaI caaihyao ` ifr Aaja

yahaM @yaa kr rho hOMÆ” ]sa laD,kI nao kha

tao navaraoSa nao ApnaI safa[- donaI caahI. vah

baaolaa `

“maOM Apnao Gar maItapur sao yahaM jayapur iksaI

kama sao Aayaa hUM. vah kama Aaja hao nahIM

sakta hO tao samaya kaTnao ko ilayao yahI saaocaa

ik calaao jayapur kI eoithaisak jagahoM hI doK

laIM jaayaoM.”

“laoikna kla tao Aap yah iklaa doK cauko

)ao. Aamaor ko Alaavaa hvaamahla isaTIpolaosa

Aaid @yaa saba kuC Aapnao doK ilayaa hOÆ”

“nahIM tao.”

“tao ifr yahaM iksaka [Mtja,ar kr rho hOM

AapÆ laD,kI nao daobaara vahI pSna kr idyaa

tao navaraoSa AaScaya- sao ]saka caohra doKnao

lagaa. laoikna ifr )aaD,a saaocakr baaolaa ik `

“yaid maOM khUM ik maOM AapkI hI ptIxaa maoM yahaM

Aayaa hUM tao , , ,”

“Æ” yah saunakr vah laD,kI Acaanak hI

Samaa- ga[- tao navaraoSa BaI kovala mauskrakr rh

gayaa. vah kuC BaI nahIM baaolaI tao navaraoSa

Aagao baaolaa `

“Aapnao maorI baat ka jabaaba nahIM idyaaÆ”

“maOM @yaa jabaaba dUM. saunakr yakIna BaI nahIM

haota hO.” ]sa laD,kI nao kha tao navaraoSa nao

baat ka ivaYaya badla idyaa. dUsaro ivaYaya kao

CoD,ta huAa vah baaolaa `

“cailayao maOM tao Aapko [Mtja,ar maoM yahaM Aayaa

)aa ` laoikna AapkI kla kI ptIxaa ka @yaa

huAa. ijasakI ptIxaa Aapnao kla kI )aI

@yaa ]sasao Aaja AapkI BaoMT hao caukI hOÆ”

“maOM tao ]nasao kba kI imala caukI hUM. [saIilayao

maOM Aaja yahaM pr saUrja inaklanao sao pihlao hI

Aa ga[- )aI. vao laaoga yaa tao yahaM bahut saubah

hI Aato hOM yaa ifr Saama kao DUbato samaya.”

“@yaa matlaba hO. AapkI ptIxaa maoM ek sao

dao laaoga hOMÆ”

“jaI haM dao. jaaoD,o maoM hOM vao daonaaoM.” laD,kI

khkr hMsanao lagaI tao navaraoSa AaScaya- sao

]saka caohra ifr sao doKnao lagaa. tba ]sakI

saMSaya maoM ]laJaI mauK­mauda kao gaMBaIrta sao

inaharto huyao ]sa laD,,kI nao Aagao kha ik `

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“Aap daSa-inak tao hOM pr lagata hO ik

samaJadar nahIM.”

“Aap mauJao banaa rhI hOMÆ”

“eosaI BaI baat nahIM hO.”

“tao ifr , , ,Æ”

“maOM batatI hUM. laoikna pihlao khIM baOzkr.

KD,o­KD,o TaMgao duKnao lagaogaIM.” yah khtI

vah laD,kI )aaoD,a Aagao jaakr vahIM iklao kI

mauDoMr ko naIcao lagao huyao p%)ar pr baOz ga[- tao

navaraoSa BaI vahIM naIcao hI baOz gayaa. baOzto hI

baaolaa `

“haM Aba kuC AaOr khnao sao pihlao yah

bata[yao ik Aap kaOna hOMÆ”

“laD,kI hUM jaI ` AaOr kaOnaÆ”

“vah tao maOM BaI doK rha hUM ik Aap laD,kI

hOM. laoikna maora matlaba Aapka pircaya

AaidÆ” navaraoSa ko Aagah pr ]sa laD,kI nao

kha ik `

“maora naama Aaosa hO. saba laaoga mauJao Pyaar sao

AaosanaI khto hOM ` AaOr maOM yahIM jayapur maoM hI

rhtI hUM. kalaoja kI pZ,a[- [sa hI vaYa-

samaaPt kI hO AaOr naaOkrI ZUMZ, rhI hUM AaOr

Cui+yaaoM maoM KUba GaUmatI BaI hUM.”

“AaOr kla sao Aap ijana laaogaaoM ka [Mtja,ar

kr rhI hOM ` vao kaOna hOMÆ”

“vao , , ,²” kh kr AaosanaI ja,aor sao ifr hMsanao

lagaI tao navaraoSa nao ]sasao jaOsao Aagah ikyaa.

vah baaolaa

“doiKyao kafI dor sao AaOr kla sao hI Aapnao

mauJao jaI Bar ko banaa ilayaa hO ` laoikna Aba tao

saccaa[- ]gala dIijayao.”

navaraoSa ko Aagah pr vah laD,kI gaMBaIr

hu[- AaIOr baaolaI `

“lagata hO ik Aapnao ihsT/I ibalkula hI nahIM

pZ,I hO. Aba sauinayao. ijasa iklao kI Ct pr

hma daonaaoM baOzo hOM ]sakao matsyavaMSaI rajaa

Alana isaMh caMda nao banavaayaa )aa. baad maoM [sa

pr kCvaa ko rajapUtaoM nao Apnaa Ai(akar kr

ilayaa )aa. ]sako baad maugala SahnaSaah

Akbar kI saonaa ko saonaapit banao rajaa

maanaisaMh BaI yahIM pr rho )ao. laoikna [sa iklao

ko naIcao jaao JaIla hO ]sako Andr ek p`oma

khanaI dÔna hO. khto hO ik rajaa Alana

isaMh caMda ko rajyakala maoM ]nako yahaM kI ek

rajapUtnaI kao kao[- gaOr xai~ya vaMSa ka laD,ka

poma krta )aa. vah rajapUtnaI BaI ]sa laD,ko

kao Pyaar krtI )aI. prntu jaaitya samaIkrNa

AaOr saamaaijak rIityaaoM ko karNa ]naka yah

ivavaah nahIM hao sakta )aa. saao ]na daonaa oM

poimayaaoM nao [saI JaIla maoM kUd kr Aa%mah%yaa kr

laI )aI. marnao ko baad khto hOM ik vao daonaa oM

pomaI hMsa bana gayao hOM AaOr Aaja BaI kBaI­kBaI

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[sa JaIla pr kBaI saubah yaa ifr san(yaa ko

DUbanao pr Aayaa krto hOM. maOM kla BaI ]nakao

doKnao ko ilayao baOzI )aI AaOr Aaja BaI baD,o

sabaoro Aa ga[- )aI.” AaosanaI nao ApnaI baat

samaaPt kI tao navaraoSa nao ]sasao pUCa `

“Aap ivaSvaasa krtI hOM ik ` marnao ko baad BaI

kao[- dUsara jaIvana hOÆ”

“haM @yaaoM nahIM. maR%yau ko pScaat SarIr naaSa

hao jaata hO AaOr Aa%maa kBaI BaI nahIM martI

hO. kovala SarIr badlakr dUsara janma laotI

hO.”

AaosanaI kI [sa baat kao saunakr navaraoSa

bahut dor tk gaMBaIr banaa saaocata rha.

laoikna baad maoM kuCok xaNaaoM ko pScaat vah

baaolaa `

“laoikna masaIihyat ka khnaa hO ik [sa janma

maoM AcCo kayaao- M AaOr yaISau masaIh pr Apnao

ivaSvaasa ko Wara manauYya Anant jaIvana pa

sakta hO. marnao ko pScaat kovala dao hI

pkar ko Anant jaIvana hOM. ek tao svagaI-ya

rajya maoM sada jaIivat rhnao ka AaOr dUsara

naarkIya Aaga maoM sadOva jalato rhnao ka.

[Msaana janma sao hI papI hO AaOr Anant jaIvana

kI jvaalaa ka BaagaIdar hO pr yaISau maoM

ivaSvaasa AaOr Apnao papaoM pr pScaatap ko

Wara vah yaISau masaIh ko saa)a Anant jaIvana

ka BaagaIdar bana sakta hO.”

“[saka matlaba hO ik Aap masaIhI (ama- sao

hOMÆ” AaosanaI nao kha tao navaraoSa nao ]sao ]<ar

idyaa. vah baaolaa `

“masaIhI (ama - kao[- BaI (ama- ` samaudaya yaa jaait

ivaSaoYa nahIM hO. yah ek ivaSvaasa hO. jaao

masaIh yaISau pr ivaSvaasa krta hO vahI

‘masaIhI’ khlaa sakta hO.”

dubalaI­ptlaI [khro AaOr Crhro SarIr

kI AaosanaI sao navaraoSa kI ]sa idna kI

maulaakat [saI pkar k[- pkar ko ivaYayaaoM sao

BarI baataoM pSnaaoM AaOr ek­dUsaro sao laI ga[-

jaanakarI ko saa)a samaaPt hu[- tao ifr daonaaoM nao

Saama ka Kanaa BaI ek saa)a hI baOz kr

Kayaa. [sa trh sao navaraoSa AaosanaI sao

lagaBaga raoja, hI imalata rha. vah BaI jaba

tk navaraoSa jayapur maoM rha pit idna hI

]sasao imalatI KUba baatoM krtI AaOr [saI

bahanao ]sanao navaraoSa kao jayapur kI bahut saarI

eoithaisak [maartoM AaOr s)aana idKa idyao.

ifr jayapur ijatnao idna BaI rha vah AaosanaI

ko karNa Apnao ipta ko ima~ ko Gar BaI nahIM

gayaa. daonaaoM kI [sa pkar kI hr idna kI

maulaakataoM ka pirNaama yah huAa ik daonaaoM hI

samaJanao lagao ik vao ek dUsaro ko [tnaa krIba

Aa gayao hOM ik Aba dUr jaanaa bahut kizna

haogaa. svayaM AaosanaI BaI navaraoSa ko pit hr

idna hI Apnao BaavaI jaIvana ko sapnao doKnao

lagaI. laoikna vah naarI )aI ` ApnaI baat khnao

sao pihlao vah navaraoSa kI trf sao ptIxaa

krnao lagaI ik navaraoSa hI ApnaI trf sao

]saka ha)a maaMgao. [nhIM sapnaaoM #yaalaa oM AaOr

maulaakataoM ko ma(ya ifr ek idna navaraoSa kao

vaapsa maItapur jaanaa pD,a. BaarI mana AaOr

Apnao idla pr phaD, saa baaoJa (aro tba

navaraoSa vaapsa Gar Aa gayaa. Aato samaya

AaosanaI kI AaMKaoM maoM AaMsaU )ao. Apnao idla

navaraoSa kI ja,uda[- ka AÔsaaosa vah iCpa nahIM

sakI )aI. sToSana tk vah navaraoSa kao CaoD,nao

BaI Aa[-. ifr Gar Aakr BaI navaraoSa ka

saMban(a AaosanaI sao TolaIfaona AaOr [-­maola ko

Wara banaa hI rha. AaosanaI jaba BaI ]sao faona

krtI tao kma sao kma ek GaMTo sao Ai(ak hI

]sasao baityaatI BaI rhtI. tba ek idna

AaosanaI ka jaba faona ]sako maaobaa[la pr

Aayaa tao vah ]sa samaya snaana kr rha )aa.

saao ]sakI maaM kao faona ]zanaa pD,a tao vah BaI

AaosanaI sao baat krko Acaanak hI caaOMk ga[-.

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]nhoM samaJato dor nahIM lagaI ik ]naka

eklaaOta pu~ ]nako ha)aaoM sao inaklakr iksaI

dUsarI rah pr mauD, cauka hO. magar ifr BaI

]nhaoMnao [saka ivarao(a krnaa ]icat nahIM

samaJaa. navaraoSa ko maata­ipta Kulao idla

AaOr spYT ivacaaraoM ko )ao. Aa(auinak samaya ma oM

vao saba Apnaa jaIvanayaapna kr rho )ao. daonaa oM

nao navaraoSa sao baat kI AaOr ]sasao kha ik `

‘baoTa ijasa laD,kI kao tuma psand krto hao

yah mat BaUlanaa ik vah BaI iksaI kI baoTI

AaOr Apnao pirvaar kI [jj,at hO. [sa trh

sao ]sako saa)a­saa)a GaUmanao­ifrnao AaOr faona

pr baat krnao sao baohtr haogaa ik ]sasao jald

sao jald Apnaa ivavaah kr laao AaOr maana­

sammaana ko saa)a ]sao Gar lao AaAao. jaba tuma

laaogaaoM nao pihlao hI ek dUsaro kao psand kr

ilayaa hO tao ifr Gar ` jaait samaaja AaOr (ama -

hma doKkr @yaa kroMgao. jyaada AcCa haogaa

ik ]sao dao­ek idna ko ilayao Apnao Gar pr

Aamain~t krao taik hma BaI ]sao doKBaala

laoM. [tnaa saba kuC haonao ko pScaat AaOr

laD,kI kI BaI majaI- jaanakr ifr hma ]sako

maaM­baap sao baat kroMgao.’

navaraoSa Apnao maata­ipta kI [sa baat

pr bahut KuSa hao gayaa. ]sanao turnt hI

AaosanaI kao faona pr [sa baat kI saUcanaa do

dI. kalaoja band hI )ao. gaIYmakalaIna Cui+yaaM

)aIM. AaosanaI nao BaI ApnaI dao Anya sahoilayaa oM

ko saa)a kaya-Ëma banaa ilayaa AaOr maItapur

Sahr jaao pihlao hI sao p`oma khainayaaoM ka Sahr

khlaata )aa ` kao doKnao ko ilayao navaraoSa ko

Gar calaI Aa[-. navaraoSa nao AaosanaI AaOr

]sakI sahoilayaaoM ka zhrnao ka pban(a Apnao

ipta ko ]sa puranao Gar ko Aiti)agaRh maoM krvaa

idyaa )aa ijasamaoM ]naka karaobaar calaa krta

)aa. laoikna Kanaa Aaid saba navaraoSa ko Gar

pr hI banaa rha. AaosanaI nao caar idnaaoM ka

kaya-Ëma banaayaa AaOr ApnaI dao sahoilayaaoM ko

saa)a maItapr Aakr jaba navaraoSa sao imalaI tao

daonaaoM kI KuiSayaaoM ka izkanaa hI nahIM rha.

[saka karNa )aa ik Saayad daonaaoM maoM sao iksaI

kao BaI [sa baat ka ehsaasa BaI nahIM )aa ik

]nakI vah poma­khanaI jaao Acaanak sao AarMBa

hu[- )aI vah [tnaa SaIGa Apnao vaastivak

mantvya pr Aa BaI jaayaogaI. [sa pkar daonaa oM

hI Apnao BaavaI jaIvana ko #yaalaaoM AaOr mahla

jaOsao Gar ko sapnaaoM kao banaanao maoM Kaonao lagao.

navaraoSa nao [na caar idnaaoM maoM AaosanaI AaOr

]sakI sahoilayaaoM kao Apnao maItapur Sahr kI

samast saundr GaUmanao vaalao s)aanaaoM kao idKa

idyaa. [na saundr s)aanaaoM maoM sao AaosanaI kao

maItapur kI ravaI JaIla ka manaaorma AaOr saundr

pakRitk dRSya sabasao AcCa lagaa. dao idnaa oM

tk vah barabar [sa JaIla pr jaatI rhI.

A@sar hI vah JaIla ko iknaaro baOzkr Apnao

daonaaoM pOr ]sako zMDo jala maoM Dalakr navaraoSa

sao GaMTao baatoM krtI rhI. sabasao Ai(ak KuSaI

]sakao [sa baat kI )aI ik ` ]saka navaraoSa sao

banaa vah saMban(a jaao Apnao Aap Acaanak sao

jayapur ko Aamaor ko iklao kI maaAaota JaIla

ko panaI kao doKto huyao Sau$ huAa )aa ]sakI

prNait kI AMitma $proKa BaI Aba ek JaIla

ko jala pr hI bana rhI )aI. Saayad ]sakao

jaIvana ka ek bahut baD,a ihssaa [na JaIla ko

panaI kI gahra[MyaaoM maoM Cupa huAa haogaa. eosaa

saaoca­ saaocakr AaosanaI ko Apnao mana maoM

ZoraoM­Zor hsaIna Aas)aayaoM janma laonao lagaIM.

AaosanaI ko yao caar idna navaraoSa kI baahaoM ko

saharo bahut AcCo vyatIt huyao. navaraoSa kI

maaM AaOr ipta nao BaI Apnao [klaaOto baoTo kI

psaMd ko Aagao ApnaI psaMd kI haM kr dI.

]nhaoMnao ifr baad maoM AaosanaI ko Gar Aanao ` AaOr

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baakayada ]saka irSta Apnao baoTo navaraoSa ko

ilayao maaMganao ka samaya maaMgaa AaOr ek idna

]sako maata­ipta sao imalanao ka kaya-Ëma

banaayaa. tba AaosanaI nao BaI navaraoSa sao ivada

laoto samaya ]sakao AaOr ]sako maata­ipta kao

Apnao Gar Aanao ko ilayao iksaI AnaukUla samaya

pr pihlao hI sao saUicat kr donao ka vaada

ikyaa AaOr kha ik `

“maOM Gar jaakr tumakao Apnao phuMcanao ko baaro

faona kr dUMgaI AaOr ifr jaOsaI BaI is)ait haogaI

]sako ivaYaya maoM bata dUMgaIM. tuma BaI ApnaI

kuSalata ko baaro maoM mauJao saUicat krto rhnaa

AaOr Apnaa (yaana rKnaa.”

AaosanaI Apnao Gar vaapsa calaI ga[- tao

navaraoSa ka mana svatÁ hI ]dasa hao gayaa.

bahut samaya tk ]saka idla Kud kao Akolaa

AaOr tnha mahsaUsa krta rha. vah Anamanaa

saa rha. laoikna ifr ]sanao Apnao Aapkao

samaJaa BaI ilayaa. yahI saaocakr vah santuYT

hao gayaa ik vaastivak AaOr sada ko baM(ana maoM

jauD,nao ko ilayao yah is)ait tao AanaI hI )aI.

AaosanaI kao ]sanao saubah gyaarh bajao kI gaaD,I

sao baOzayaa )aa. jayapur phuMcanao ka samaya maa~

caar GaMTaoM ka hI )aa yaid gaaD,I ivalaMba sao na

phuMcao. vah Saama tk AaosanaI ka faona Aanao

kI ptIxaa krta rha. laoikna jaba ]saka

kao[- faona nahIM Aayaa AaOr sakuSala phuMucanao

kI kao[- saUcanaa nahIM imalaI tao vah proSaana haonao

lagaa. nahIM imalaI tao baad maoM ]sanao ApnaI

trf sao faona ikyaa laoikna ]<ar maoM AaosanaI

ka faona isvaca baMd haonao kI saUcanaa dota rha.

ifr jaba vah bahut proSaana hao gayaa tao ]sanao

rolavao saUcanaa ivaBaaga sao gaaD,I ko phuMcanao ko

baaro maoM pta lagaayaa tao &at huAa ik AaosanaI

kao jayapur lao jaanao vaalaI e@saposa gaaD,I Apnao

ina(aa-irt samaya pr hI phuMca ga[- )aI. gaaD,I ko

samaya pr phuMcanao AaOr AaosanaI kI kao[- saUcanaa

na imalanao pr navaraoSa AaOr BaI Ai(ak proSaana

hao gayaa. saaocanao lagaa ik naa jaanao @yaa baat

haoÆ AaosanaI ko saa)a maoM ]sakI dao sahoilayaaM

BaI )aIM. saMpk- krnao ka maa(yama kovala

AaosanaI ko maaobaayala faona ka hI naMbar ]sako

pasa )aa AaOr vah faona baMd pD,a )aa.

AaosanaI ko saa)a ]sakI jaao dao sahoilayaaM saa)a

Aa[-M )aIM ]nasao BaI saMpk- banaanao ka kao[-

ja,iryaa ]sako pasa nahIM )aa. AaosanaI ka

jayapur ko rhnao ko s)aana kao BaI ]sanao nahIM

doKa )aa. vah mana hI mana Apnao Aapkao

kaosanao lagaa ik jayapur GaUmanao ko daOrana @yaa oM

nahIM ]sanao AaosanaI ko Gar AaOr ]sako rhnao ko

s)aana ka pta lagaayaa. Aba vah @yaa kro

AaOr iksa pkar pta lagaayao ik AaosanaI ka

@yaa huAaÆ vah Apnao Gar phuMcaI BaI hO yaa

nahIM. yaid phuMcaI hO tao ]sanao Apnao phuMcanao

kI saUcanaa @yaaoM nahIM dIÆ naa jaanao @yaa baat

haoÆ ivaiBanna pkar kI hainakark baataoM ko

baaro maoM saaocakr ]saka idla Gabaranao lagaa.

ifr Saama kao jaba vah maaM ko khnao pr

Baaojana ko ilayao baOza tao ]saka laTka huAa

mauKD,a doKkr ]sakI maaM ka maa)aa znak

gayaa. ]nhaoMnao ]saka ]tra huAa caohra

doKkr ]sakI tibayat ko baaro maoM pUCa tao

navaraoSa nao yaUM hI kh idyaa ik vah zIk hO.

ifr jaba Baaojana maoM ]sakI A$ica kao doKa

tao maaM nao ifr ek saMSaya sao ]sao GaUra ]sakI

piris)ait kao BaaMpnao ka pyaasa ikyaa. jaba

nahIM rha gayaa tao navaraoSa sao pUC baOzI. vao

baaolaI `

“AaosanaI ko phuMcanao kI saUcanaa imalaI. @yaa

vah kuSala sao phuMca ga[-Æ”

]<ar maoM navaraoSa nao haM maoM JaUzo sao isar ihlaayaa

tao maaM ka idla jaOsao kaMp gayaa. ]nhoM samaJato

dor nahIM lagaI ik laD,ka khIM na khIM sao

Asantuilat hao cauka hO.

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“tU caup @yaaoM hOÆ” vao Aagao baaolaIM.

“pta nahIM. eosao hI isar maoM dd- saa hO.” kh

kr navaraoSa Kanao kI maoja pr sao ]znao lagaa

tao maaM ifr sao baaolaIM `

“caar idnaaoM sao KUba saara Sahr GaUmata ifra

hO. )akavaT hao ga[- haogaI. maOM dU(a laokr

AatI hUM. pOrasaITamaaola Kakr saao jaa ` AaOr

kla ifr khIM nahIM jaayaogaa. saaro idna Aarama

krnaa.”

navaraoSa ApnaI maaM ko inado-Saanausaar BaI

SaIGa hI jaldI bahut caah kr BaI nahIM saao

saka. lagaBaga rai~ ko gyaarh bajao tk vah

Apnao maaobaayala faona sao AaosanaI sao sampk-

krnao kI kaoiSaSa krta rha. jaba AaosanaI sao

]saka kao[- BaI sampk- nahIM hao saka tao vah

inaraSa haokr laoTa rha. ifr kba ]sao naIMd

Aa ga[- kuC pta nahIM calaa. AaOr sabaoro jaba

]sakI AaMK KulaI tao saubah ko naaO baja rho

)ao. ibastr pr sao ]znao sao phlao ]sanao Apnaa

maaobaa[la faona caOk ikyaa tao vah ifr sao

inaraSa hao gayaa. ]sako faona maoM kao[- BaI

sandoSa AaOr faona naMbar eosaa nahIM )aa jaao

iksaI nao BaI ]sao ikyaa hao. tba ]sanao ifr

ek baar AaosanaI ka naMbar imalaayaa tao vah

ifr sao ek baar inaraSa hao gayaa. AaosanaI ka

faona ABaI tk baMd hI pD,a huAa )aa. tba

AaosanaI kI trf sao kao[- BaI saUcanaa naa imalanao

pr ]sako saamanao saOkD,aoM trh ko pSnaicanh

Apnaa ca@kr kaTnao lagao. trh­trh ko

ivacaaraoM sao ]saka maistYk GaUmanao saa lagaa.

eosaI ivaYama piris)ait maoM tba ]sanao saaocaa ik

ek baar ]sao jayapur jaakr pta AvaSya hI

lagaanaa caaihyao. laoikna yah saaocakr ik vah

jayapur maoM jaayaogaa khaMÆ AaosanaI ka Gar tao

]sao &at hO nahIM. vah khaM BaTkta ifrogaaÆ

tba ]mmaId kI hlkI ikrNa kao Apnao idla ma oM

jalaayao vah kovala AaosanaI kI trf sao kao[ -

BaI Kbar yaa faona Aanao kI baaT jaaohnao

lagaa. saao [sa pkar navaraoSa ka ek idna

baIta dUsara tIsara AaOr haoto­haoto pUra

saPtah hI vyatIt hao gayaa. naa tao AaosanaI

ka faona hI Aayaa AaOr naa hI ]sakI kao[ -

Kbar hI. navaraoSa ka idla TUTnao lagaa.

ApnaI mauT\zI maoM sao baMd Aasa ka pMCI ]sao

]D,ta naja,r Aanao lagaa. ApnaI is)ait ` Apnao

halaat pr ]sao raonaa tao nahIM Aayaa bailk

trsa Aanao lagaa. jayapur kI ek hsaIna

baalaa ]sao ApnaI caar idnaaoM kI rMgaIna mauhbbataoM

ka saUK,a Aasamaana idKakr isataraoM maoM [sa

pkar sao lauPt haoo caukI )aI ik Aba ]sao

ApnaI Aasa AaOr ]mmaIdaoM ka ek BaI tara

khIM BaI naja,r nahIM Aa rha )aa. eosaa cakmaa

]sao do ga[- )aI ik ]sao AaosanaI ko [sa pkar

ko rvaOyao ka kao[- BaI AaOica%ya yaa karNa nahIM

idKa[- do pa rha )aa.

tba Apnao mana ko laD,to­JagaD,to [nhIM

JaMJaavaataoM ko daOrana navaraoSa bahanao sao ek

idna jayapur phuMcaa. saaro idna vah Aamaor ko

iklao maoM ]saI s)aana pr KD,a rha jahaM pr

]sanao AaosanaI kao kBaI phlaI baar doKa )aa.

jayapur ko baD,o AaOr maSahUr baaj,aar maoM vah [saI

AaSaa pr GaUmata ifra ik Saayad khIM

Acaanak sao ]sakI AaosanaI sao BaoMT hao jaayao.

Apnao maaobaa[la faona maoM kOd AaosanaI kI faoTao

vahaM ko k[- ek dukanadaraoM kao idKakr BaI

jaanakarI laonaI caahI pr hr trf sao ]sao

inaraSaa hI ha)a lagaI. AaosanaI kI faoTao ko

Alaavaa Anya kao[- BaI saU~ ]sako pasa nahIM

)aa vah @yaa krta AaOr @yaa nahIM. jayapur

Sahr kI tmaama gailayaaoM ka ca@kr kaTkr

AaOr saD,kaoM kao naapkr vah har maana kr

Apnao idla sao maRt kamanaaAaoM kI A)aI- ka

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kÔna lapoTkr inaraSaaAaoM kI (auM(a maoM vah

vaapsa Apnao Gar maItapur Aa gayaa. AaosanaI

kI trf sao ]mmaId kI rhI bacaI ikrNa BaI

jaba ek idna Apnaa dma taoD,nao lagaI tao ifr

navaraoSa nao [sa ivaYaya kao ApnaI ija,ndgaI ka

ek baovakUf maaoD, maanakr baMd kr donaa hI

]icat samaJaa. vah samaJa gayaa )aa ik ]sako

jaIvana ka yah ek eosaa hadsaa )aa jaa o ek

idna Kud AaosanaI nao hI AarMBa ikyaa )aa AaOr

]saI nao baMd BaI kr idyaa )aa. bagaOr [sa baat

kI icanta ikyao huyao ik [sa pkar kI hrkt

sao ]sako mahbaUba ka @yaa nau@saana huAa hO AaOr

@yaa nahIM. Saayad iksaI nao saca hI kha hO

ik idlaaoM ko TUTnao kI kao[- BaI Aavaaja, yaa

Saaor nahIM huAa krta hO. kovala (auMAa ]za

krta hO. Apnao idla ko [sa ]zto huyao (auMyao

kao BaI navaraoSa nao pit idna kI saubah kI (auM(a

AaOr maOlaI Saama kI K,amaaoSaI maoM Cupa ilayaa.

iksaI sao ]sanao kuC BaI nahIM kha. Apnao

maaM­baap kao BaI jaba ]nhaoMnao AaosanaI ko baaro ma oM

pUCa tao ]nakao ek idna saarI baataoM sao

Avagat\ kra idyaa. (aIro­(aIro jaba samaya AaOr

baIta tao ]sakI lagaatar ja,maa haotI hu[- ek

ko baad ek ptao- M ko ma(ya AaosanaI ka dd-

]sakI (aD,kna ]sakI smaRityaaM AaOr ]sako

Wara ikyao huyao vaado gamaI - ko karNa iksaI

ipGalato huyao ihma ko panaI maoM bahto calao gayao.

[sa pkar (aIro­(aIro ek vaYa- haonao kao

Aayaa. [sa ma(ya ]sakI maaM AaOr ipta naa

jaanao iktnaI hI baar ]sao ]nakI psaMd sao

Apnaa ivavaah krnao ko ilayao Anaurao(a kr cauko

)ao navaraoSa kao Saayad yaad BaI nahIM haogaa.

laoikna vah jaanata )aa Pyaar ka dd- ` Pyaar ko

fUlaaoM ko Wara lagaI hu[- gahrI caaoT ko irsanao

ka karNa vah Apnao ivavaah kI maMjaUrI bahut

caahto huyao BaI nahIM do saka. [tnao idnaaoM ko

Antrala maoM vah AaosanaI kao BaUlaa tao nahIM )aa

pr haM ]sao yaad BaI nahIM krta )aa. eosao ma oM

jaba BaI ]sakI smaRityaaM ]sakao hOrana yaa

proSaana krnao lagatI )aIM tao vah baobasa haokr

ravaI ko tT pr jaakr ]nhIM jagahaoM pr

jaakr kuCok xaNa ibata dota )aa jahaM kI

hvaaAaoM maoM JaUmato huyao kBaI AaosanaI nao ]sao

Apnaa jaIvana saa)aI banaanao kI laya maoM ]sako

galao maoM ApnaI baahaoM ko har Dalao )ao. laoikna

kaOna jaanata )aa ik AaosanaI ko Pyaar kI yahI

baahoM Aaja navaraoSa ko galao ka vah fMda bana

caukI )aIM ik ijanako karNa naa tao vah ApnaI

faMsaI hI lagaa sakta )aa AaOr naa hIM ]nhoM

ApnaI gad-na sao hTa sakta )aa. iktnaa baura

]sako phlao­phlao Pyaar ka AMjaama huAa )aa.

[sa pkar ik Apnao pihlao hI pga maoM vah poma

naama kI samast kxaayaoM har cauka )aa. AaosanaI

]sao Pyaar kI Dgar pr Akolaa tnha CaoD,kr

caupcaap maaga- sao naIcao ]tr caukI )aI ` AaOr vah

[sa rah pr ApnaI hI (auna maoM khaM sao khaM

calaa jaa rha hO ` ]sao kuC haoSa hI nahIM )aaÆ

tba ApnaI ija,ndgaI ko [nhIM duK AaOr

dd- Baro idnaaoM ko ma(ya ]sao Amarpur maoM rhnao

vaalao Apnao ek ima~ sao faona Aayaa. ]sako

ima~ nao ]sasao kha ik ` ‘yaar tU tao Apnaa

ivavaah krogaa nahIM cala maOM hI Apnaa ivavaah

tuJasao pihlao kr rha hUM. ivavaah kI tarIK

inaiScat hao caukI hO. maorI haonao vaalaI p%naI

nagarkaoT kI hI rhnao vaalaI hO. [sailayao

baarat BaI nagarkaoT hI jaayaogaI. saao tU ek

yaa dao idna pihlao hI sao Amarpur maoro Gar Aa

jaanaa. yahIM sao saba laaoga calaoMgao. pUrI baarat

ko ilayao basa ikrayao pr lao rKI hO. yaid hao

sako tao Apnao maatajaI AaOr iptajaI kao BaI

laokr Aanaa. ]nhoM kao[- BaI proSaanaI nahIM haonao

dI jaayaogaI. Apnao Gar kI baat hO [sa

karNa ivavaah ka kaD- nahIM Baoja rha hUM. tU

tao jaanata hO ik Apnao saMbain(ayaaoM kao kaD- ko

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s)aana pr saI(aa inamaM~Na hI idyaa jaata hO. na

Aanao ka kao[- BaI bahanaa yaa majabaUrI nahIM

calaogaI. tuJao hr hala maoM Aanaa hO.’

ifr jaba navaraoSa Apnao ima~ ko ivavaah ma oM

gayaa tao dulhna ko $p maoM sajaI hu[- AaosanaI kao

doKkr dMga hI nahIM huAa bailk ]sao eosaa

lagaa ik jaOsao Acaanak hI Aasamaana sao kao[ -

]lka Gabarakr ]sako isar pr igar pD,I hO.

eosaa dRSya doKnao ko ilayao tao ]sanao kBaI sapnao

maoM BaI nahIM saaocaa )aa. vah saaocanao lagaa ik

@yaa yahI AMitma AMjaama vah ApnaI tbaah hu[-

mauhbbat ka doKnao ko ilayao Aayaa )aa. AaosanaI

kao yah saba krnao kI @yaa AavaSyakta )aI.

]sao yaid iksaI dUsaro sao hI Apnaa ivavaah

krnaa )aa tao yaUM caupcaap Acaanak sao Cupnao yaa

gaayaba haonao kI bajah @yaa )aI. kovala mauK sao

kho huyao dao SabdaoM ko Wara hI Pyaar ko naaja,uk

saMban(aaoM kI Daor ko TukD,o ikyao jaa sakto )ao.

AaosanaI nao ]sakao iksa jaulma kI saja,a dI hO.

kaOna sao ipClao janma ka badlaa ]sanao ilayaa

hOÆ navaraoSa ka idla hahakar krnao lagaa.

@yaa jaanata )aa ik ijasa Aaosa kI (aD,kna

kao ]sanao Apnao idla maoM caupcaap basaakr sada

ko ilayao saurixat rK ilayaa hO ` vahI ]sakI

ija,ndgaI kI saaMsaaoM kI duSmana BaI bana

jaayaogaaI. navaraoSa ka mana vahaM ek pla BaI

$knao kao nahIM huAa. ]sanao Apnao ima~ sao

JaUz baaolaa. ivavaah ko kaya-Ëma tao cala hI

rho )ao. laoikna ifr BaI vah iksaI kI BaI

prvaah na krto huyao Apnao ima~ ko pasa gayaa

AaOr kha ik `

“ABaI­ABaI maaM ka faona Aayaa hO ik

iptajaI kao Acaanak sao idla ka daOra pD,

gayaa hO AaOr vao Asptala maoM hOM. mauJao SaIGa hI

jaanaa haogaa.”

“²²” tba navaraoSa kao Apnao saamanao Acaanak

sao doK kr AaosanaI BaI dMga rh ga[-. [sa

pkar ik vah navaraoSa sao AaMK imalaato hI

ifr Apnaa isar }pr na ]za sakI. navaraoSa

kI majabaUrI jaanakr ]saka ima~ ifr ]sasao

$knao ka kao[- Aagah nahIM kr saka. ]sanao

kovala [tnaa hI Bar kha ik ‘saMBaalakr

jaanaa AaOr Apnaa (yaana rKnaa. phuMcato hI

saba kuSalata kI saUcanaa AvaSya do donaa.’

ººººsaaocato huyao navaraoSa kI AaMKaoM sao dao baUMd

AaMsaU iksaI saUK,I p<aI pr zhrI hu[- Sabanama

ko samaana TUT kr naIcao igar pD,o. saM(yaa DUba

kr rai~ ko AM(akar maoM piriNat hao caukI

)aI. dUr khIM maItapur Sahr maoM ivaVut kI

bai<ayaaM mauskranao lagaIM )aIM. vah caupcaap ]za

AaOr laaOTnao lagaa. kafI dor maoM Gar phuMcaa

AaOr bagaOr iksaI kao kuC BaI kho caupcaap

kpD,o badlao hI ibastr pr AaOM(aa hI laoT

gayaa. mauMh Cupakr——va@t nao ]sakao Pyaar

kI hsaIna vaaidyaaoM ka vah kalaa rMga paot

idyaa )aa ijasakI bajah sao vah Apnaa mauK

idKa BaI kOsao sakta )aa.

navaraoSa ko kuCok idna [saI AÔsaaosa ma oM

vyatIt hao gayao. Apnao Aapkao ]sanao bahut

samaJaanaa caaha laoikna samaJaa nahIM saka.

raonaa BaI caaha pr rao BaI na saka. ifr jaba

kuC basa nahIM calaa tao mana hI mana [saI GaTnaa

kao saaocakr hr xaNa galata rha. mana maoM basao

[nhIM ivacaaraoM ko ma(ya tba ]sakao ek idna

ek p~ imalaa. navaraoSa nao p~ doKa tao pla

Bar kao kuC samaJa nahIM payaa. ]sanao p~ kao

Kaolaa AaOr pZ,nao lagaa `

‘kaSaÁ tumhara yah pta mauJakao pihlao hI

imala jaata tao Saayad tumakao yah idna nahIM

doKnaa pD,ta AaOr mauJakao BaI tumharo saamanao

ApnaI naja,roM naIcaI nahIM krnaI pD,tI. maOM

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jaanatI hUM ik maOMnao tumakao bahut satayaa hO.

bahut hI Ai(ak tumhara idla duKayaa hO. tuma

mauJao bahut baura­Balaa kh rho haogao. Saayad

mana hI mana bahut gaailayaaM BaI do cauko haogao.

laoikna maorI ivavaSata kao jaanaaogao tao hao sakta

hO ik tuma mauJao maaf sakao. Aba sao ek saala

pihlao jaba maOM tumharo Gar sao ApnaI saiK,yaaoM ko

saa)a vaapsa Apnao Gar pr Aa[- )aI tao mana ma oM

iktnao saaro Armaana )ao ik maOM bata nahIM

saktI. laoikna jaba Gar phuMcaI tao pta calaa

ik laD,ko vaalao ijanasao maoro maata­ipta nao bahut

pihlao hI maoro ivavaah ko ilayao kBaI baat kI

haogaI maoro Gar pr baOzo huyao )ao. laD,ko vaalaa oM

nao mauJao psaMd kr ilayaa ` AaOr ifr yah saba

[tnaa SaIGa hao gayaa ik mauJao Apnao pirvaar

vaalaaoM sao kuC BaI khnao ka Avasar hI nahIM

imalaa. maoro saa)a hu[- [sa saarI GaTnaa kao maOMnao

tumhoM batanaa BaI caaha )aa pr maora maaobaa[la

BaI maaga- maoM hI khIM Kao gayaa )aa. [sa pkar

sao tumhara maa~ faona naMbar hI tumasao saMpk-

krnao ka ek sahara )aa jaba vah BaI nahIM

rha tao maOM majabaUr hao ga[-. maMganaI haonao ko

karNa mauJakao ifr Apnao yahaM sao khIM BaI

Akolao jaanao kI manaahI BaI hao caukI )aI. Gar

maoM maorI SaadI kI tOyaairyaaM hao rhI )aI AaOr maOM

tumasao saMpk- krko kovala tumakao saarI

piris)aityaaoM sao Avagat\ Bar kranao ka maaga-

ZUMZ,tI rhI. [saI baIca iptajaI ka tbaadlaa

hao gayaa tao hma laaoga nagarkaoT calao Aayao.

ifr ]sako pScaat vah saba hao gayaa jaao tuma

doK hI cauko hao. yah maorI ija,ndgaI kI krvaT

ka vah baD,a hadsaa hO ijasanao ek pla maoM hI

maoro jaIvana ko saÔr ka saara $K, hI badla

Dalaa. maOM tumharI mauja,irma hUM. tumasao kuC

khnao ka Ai(akar BaI Kao caukI hUM. basa

tumasao ek gauj,aairSa hO ik ijatnaa BaI SaIGa hao

tuma Apnaa ivavaah kr laonaa ` AaOr ifr mauJakao

yaad krko ApnaI haonao vaalaI p%naI ko Pyaar

ka kBaI BaI Apmaana mat krnaa. maOM tumharI

ek baobasa maIt )aI duSmana nahIM. maorI baobasaI

pr yaid (yaana sao saaocaaogao tao hao sakta hO ik

tuma mauJao maaf kr sakao. AaosanaI.’

navaraoSa nao p~ pZ,a tao kovala dUr ixaitja

maoM kovala doKta hI rh gayaa. ]sa pr kao[-

pitiËyaa BaI nahIM hu[-. vah naa tao rao saka

AaOr naa hI hMsa saka. p~ kao ApnaI mauT\zI

maoM hI ]sanao masala Dalaa. ifr Apnaa maaobaa[la

faona inakalaa AaOr ]samaoM sao ]sanao AaosanaI kI

tsvaIr kao AMitma baar Kaolaa. baD,I dor tk

vah AaosanaI kI faoTao kao doKta rha. ifr

]sanao (aIro sao ‘iDlaIT’ ka baTna dbaa idyaa.

ek hlkI dbaI saI Aah ko saa)a AaosanaI kI

mauskratI tsvaIr gauma haotI hu[- iksaI AM(aorI

saurMga maoM ivalaIna hao ga[-. vah tsvaIr ijasao ek

saala sao ZUMZ,to huyao ]sanao Apnaa saara bala lagaa

idyaa )aa. AaOr Aba imalaI BaI )aI tao imalanao

ko pScaat sada ko ilayao ifr Kao idyaa )aa.

Saayad [sailayao ik ` Aaosa kI iftrt hI

haotI hO rat Bar sapnao ko samaana idKtI hO

pr saubah haoto hI gauma hao jaatI hO.

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zakur ka

kuMAa

khanaI p`omacaMd

jaaoK,U nao laaoTa mauMh sao lagaayaa tao panaI maoM

sa#t badbaU Aa[-. gaMgaI sao baaolaa ` “ yah kOsaa panaI hOÆ maaro baasa ko ipyaa nahIM

jaata. galaa saUK,a jaa rha hO AaOr tU saD,a

panaI iplaae dotI hO.”

gaMgaI pit idna Saama kao panaI Bar ilayaa

krtI )aI. kuMAa dUr )aa baar baar jaanaa

mauiSkla )aa. kla vah panaI laa[- )aI tao

]samaoM baU ibalkula na )aI. Aaja panaI maoM badbaU

kOsaIÆ laaoTa naak sao lagaayaa tao sacamauca

badbaU )aI. ja$r kao[- jaanavar kuMe maoM igarkr

mar gayaa haogaa magar dUsara panaI Aavao khaM

saoÆ zakur ko kuMe pr kaOna caZ,nao dogaaÆ dUr

sao laaoga DaMT bataeMgao. saahU ka kuMAa gaaMva ko

]sa isaro pr hO prntu vahaM kaOna panaI Barnao

dogaaÆ kao[- AaOr kuMAa gaaMva maoM nahIM hO. jaaoK,U

k[- idna sao baImaar hO. kuC dor tk tao Pyaasa

raoko caup pD,a rha ` ifr baaolaa `

“ Aba tao maaro Pyaasa ko rha nahIM jaata. laa

)aaoD,a panaI naak baMd kr ko pI laUM.”

gaMgaI nao panaI na idyaa. Kraba panaI sao

baImaarI baZ, jaayaogaI [tnaa tao jaanatI )aI

prntu yah na jaanatI )aI ik panaI kao ]baala

donao sao ]sakI KrabaI jaatI rhtI hO. baaolaI `

“yah panaIm kOsao ipAaogaoÆ na jaanao kaOna saa

jaanavar mara hOÆ kuMe sao maOM dUsara panaI laae

dotI hUM.”

jaaoKU nao AaScaya- sao ]sakI Aaor doKa.

panaI khaM sao laaegaIÆ zakur AaOr saahU ko dao

kuMe tao hOM. @yaaoM ek laaooTa panaI na Barnao

dogaoM. ha)a­paMva tuD,vaa AaegaI AaOr kuC na

haogaa. baOz caupko sao. baahmNa dovata AaSaI-

­vaad doMgao zakur laazI maaroMgao saahU jaI ek

pMca laoMgao. garIbaaoM ka dd- kaOna samaJata hO.

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hma tao mar BaI jaato hOM tao kao[- War pr

JaaMknao nahIM Aata kM(aa dfonaa tao baD,I baat

hO. eosao laaoga kuMe sao panaI Barnao doMgao. [nba

SabdaoM maoM kD,vaa sa%ya )aa. gaMgaI @yaa jabaaba

dotI ikntu ]sanao vah badbaUdar panaI pInao kao

na idyaa.

rat ko naaO bajao )ao. )ako­maaMdo majadUr saao

cauko )ao. zakur ko drvaajao pr dsa­paMca

baoifËo jamaa )ao maOdana maoM. baahdurI ka tao

jamaanaa na jamaanaa rha hO na maaOka. kanaUnaI

baahdurI kI baatoM hao rhI )aIM. iktnaI

haoiSayaarI sao zakur nao )aanaodar kao ek Kasa

maukd\maoM kI nakla lao Aayao. naaijar AaOr

maaohitimama saBaI khto )ao nakla nahIM imala

saktI. kao[- pcaasa maaMgata kao[- saaO. yahaM

bao­pOsao­kaOD,I nakla ]D,a dI. kama krnao ka

ZMga caaihyao.

[saI samaya gaMgaI kuMe sao panaI laonao phuMcaI.

kuPpI kI (auM(alaI raoSanaI kuMe pr Aa rhI

)aI. gaMgaI jagat kI AaD, maoM baOzI maaOko ka

[Mtja,ar krnao lagaI. [sa kuMe ka panaI saara

gaaMva pIta hO.iksaI ko ilae raok nahIM isaf-

yao badnasaIba nahIM Bar sakto.gaMgaI ka ivadaohI

idla irvaaja,I pabaMidyaaM AaOr majabaUiryaaoM pr

caaoToM krnao lagaa. hma @yaaoM naIca hOM AaOr yao

laaoga @yaaoM }Mcao hOMÆ [sailayao ik yao laaoga galao

maoM tagaa Dala laoto hOMÆ yahaM tao ijatnao hOM

ek­sao­ek CMTo hOM. caaorI yao kroM

jaala­froba yao kroM JaUzo maukd\maoM yao kroM.

ABaI zakur nao tao ]sa idna baocaaro gaD,iryao kI

BaoD, caura laI )aI AaOr baad maoM maarkr Ka

gayaa. [nhIM pMiDt ko Gar maoM tao baarhaoM maasa

jauAa haota hO. yahI saahU jaI tao GaI maoM tola

imalaakr baocato hOM. kama kra laoto hOM majaUrI

doto naanaI martI hO. iksa­iksa baat maoM hma sao

}Mcao hOM hma galaIgalaI icallaato nahIM ik hma

}Mcao hOM hma }Mcao\. kBaI gaaMva maoM Aa jaatI hUM

tao rsaBarI AaMK sao doKnao lagato hOM. jaOsao

sabakI CatI po saaMp laaoTnao lagata hO prntu

GamaMD yah ik hma }Mcao hOM.

kuMe pr iksaI ko Aanao kI AahT hu[-.

gaMgaI kI CatI (ak\ (ak\ krnao lagaI. khIM

doK lao tao gajaba hao jaae. ek laat BaI tao

naIcao na pD,o. ]sanao GaD,a AaOr rssaI ]za laI

AaOr Jaukkr calatI hu[- ek vaRxa ko AM(aoro

saae maoM jaa KD,I hu[-. kba [na laaogaaoM kao dyaa

AatI hO iksaI pr. baocaaro maMhgaU kao [tnaa

maara ik mahInaaoM lahU )aUkta rha. [saIilae tao

ik ]sanao baogaar na dI. [sa pr yao laaoga }Mcao

banato hOM.

kMue pr is~yaaM panaI Barnao Aa[-M )aIM.

[nama oM baat hao rhI )aI. ‘Kanaa Kanao calao AaOr

hu@ma huAa ik taja,a panaI Bar laaAao. GaD,o ko

ilayao pOsao nahIM hOM.’ ‘hma laaogaaoM kao Aarama sao

baOzo doKkr jaOsdao mardaoM kao jalana haotI hO.’

haM yah tao na huAa ik klaisayaa ]zakr Bar

laato. basa ` hu@ma calaa idyaa ik taj,aa panaI

laaAao. jaOsao hma laaOMiDyaaM hI tao hOM.’

‘laaOMiDyaaM nahIM tao AaOr @yaa hao tumaÆ’ raoTI­

kpD,a nahIM patIMÆ dsapaMca $pyao BaI

CIna­JapTkr lao hI laotI hao. AaOr laaOMiDyaaM

kOsaI haotI hOMÆ’ ‘mat lajaaAao ` dIdI. iCnaBar

Aarama krnao kao tao jaI trsakr rh jaatab

hO. [tnaa kama khIM dUsaro ko Gar kr dotIM

tao [sasao khIM Aarama sao rhtI. }pr sao vah

ehsaana maanata. yahaM kama krto­krto mar

jaaAao pr iksaI ka mauMh hI saI(aa nahIM

haota.

daonaaOM panaI Bar kr calaI ga[- tao gaMgaI

vaRxa kI Cayaa saao inaklaI AaOr kuMe kI jagat

ko pasa Aa[-. baoifËo calao gaeo )ao. zakur

BaI drvaaja,a baMd krko AaMgana maOM saaonao jaa rho

)ao. gaMgaI nao xaiNak sauK kI saaMsa laI. iksaI

trh maOdana tao saaf huAa. AmaRt caura laanao

caotnaa 45

ko ilae jaao rajakumaar iksaI jamaanao maOM gayaa

)aa vah BaI Saayad [tnaI saava(aanaI ko saa)a

AaOr samaJa­baUJakr na gayaa haogaa. gaMgaI dbao

paMva kuMe kI jagat pr caZ,I ivajaya ka eosaa

AnauBava ]sao phlao kBaI na huAa.

]sanao rssaI ka fMda GaD,o maoM Dalaa.

daMe­baaMe caaOMknaI dRiYT sao doKa jaOsao kao[ -

isapahI rat kao Sa~u ko iklao maoM saUraK, kr

rha hao. Agar [sa samaya vah pkD, laI ga[-

tao ifr ]sako ilayao maafI yaa iryaayat kI

r<aI Bar ]mmaId nahIM. AMt maoM dovataAaoM kao

yaad krko ]sanao klaojaa majabaUt ikyaa AaOr

GaD,a kuMe maoM dala idyaa. GaD,o nao panaI maOM gaaota

lagaayaa bahut hI Aaihsta. ja,ra­saI Aavaaja,

na hu[-. gaMgaI nao dao­caar ha)a jaldI­jaldI

maaro. GaD,a kuMe ko mauMh tk Aa phuMcaa. kao[ -

baD,a Sahja,aor phlavaana BaI [tnaI tojaI sao

na KIMca sakta )aa. gaMgaI JaukI ik GaD,o

kao pkD,kr jagat pr rKo ik ekaek

zsakur saahba ka drvaaja,a Kula gayaa.

Saor ka BaI mauMh [sasao Ai(ak Bayaanak na

haogaa. gaMgaI ko ha)a sao rssaI CUT ga[-.

rssaI ko saa)a GaD,a (aD,ama sao panaI maOM igara

AaOr k[- xana tk panaI maOM ihlakaoro kI

Aavaaja,o saunaa[- dotI rhIM.zakur kaOna hO

kaOna hOÆ kuMe kI trf jaa rho )ao AaOr

gaMgaI jagat sao kUdkr BaagaI jaa rhI )aI.

Gar phuMcakr doKa ik jaaoKU laaOTa mauMh sao

lagaae vahI maOlaa panaI pI rha hO.

kaka

iSakaohabaadI ko

daoho

[sa ja,maI pr Aba na imalao kao[- vaaiSaMda

jaba AadmaI hao yahaM saba sao baD,a dirnda.

jaba rhbaraoM ko ha)a )aama kr calanao lagao

tao lagaa ifr barsaat maoM pOr ifsalanao lagao.

doKao kOsao ja,maanaa AaMKoM faD,kr doKnao lagaa `

jaba hma ]sasao ek kdma Aagao calanao lagao.

AaiKrI pD,ava pr saaMsao donao lagaI jabaaba

ijasma AkD,kr khta hO krao maora ihsaaba.

ApnaaoM nao na samaJaa tao duSmanaaoM sao p`It kr lao `

igarnao ka Dr hao tao ZlaanaaoM sao daostI kr lao.

naIcao hI rhkr Kud kao saoja sako tao saoja

jaao ijatnaa }Mcaa ]D,ogaa vahI igarogaa toja.

iTmaiTma krto taro mana hI mana baityaayaMo `

doKao kOsaa AadmaI ek­dUsaro kao Kayao.

kOsaa ja,maanaa Aa gayaa ijaMda baOza raoyao

rIit­irvaajaaoM maoM Aba mauda - Saasana haoyao.

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Ta[ma¹Tobala khanaI

Da@Tr }YaadovaI ivajaya kaolhTkr

Gar ka saara kama K%ma krko Saama kao

maOM Gar ko pICo baalaknaI maoM Aakr baOz gayaI.

[sa doSa maoM gamaI- vardana lagatI hO. caar mahInao

barf sao izzurtI sadI- ko haoto hOM ]sako baad

gamaI- kma¸ sadI- jyaada kuC eosaI hI vasant

?tu AatI hO. vah K%ma haokr badna ko

raoma¹raoma maoM basaI sadI- kao Bagaanao vaalaa gamaI-

ka maaOsama jaba AarMBa haota hO tba caOtnya kI

dIvaalaI manaayaI jaa rhI hO yah ehsaasa ja$r

haonao lagata hO.

‘Aa]TDaoAr¹Ai@TiqTIja’ khI jaa sakoM

eosaI na jaanao iktnaI saarI baatoM yahaÐ ko laaoga

baD,o ]%saah ko saa)a krnao lagato hOM. ]%saah sao

ipkinak pr jaato hOM vanaBaaojana krto hOM

samaundr ko iknaaro Kulao Aasamaana ko naIcao (aUp

ka caSmaa lagaakr¸ rot ko ibaCaOnao pr GaMTaoM

ibatato hOM hr iksma ko Kola Kolato hOM. hmaaro

Gar ko pICo kI KalaI jagah maoM AD,aOsa¹pD,aOsa

ko baccao idna¹Bar ]Cla¹kUd krto hue

Kolato rhto hOM maaOja¹mastI krto hOM Saaor BaI

krto hOM. imainaTaoM maoM CaoTI¹CaoTI saa[-klaaoM pr

savaar haokr rosa lagaato hOM. dUsaro xaNa gaoMd

]Calato hue igarto¹saÐBalato hOM AaOr tIsaro xNa

maoro pasa [laoi@T/k To/na hO tumharo pasa nahIM

[sailae maoro papa AcCo hOM AaOr hma daonaaoM ko

iptajaI maoM kao[- ka^mana baat nahIMÂ [sa baotukI

baat kao laokr JagaD, pD,to hOM. JagaD,a baZ,

jaata hO AaOr ‘yaU Aar naaT maaya ÍonD’ yah

daostI K%ma krnao vaalaa vaa@ya ek¹dUsaro ko

mauÐh pr foMkkr Apnao¹Apnao Gar calao jaato

hOM. krIba Aa(ao GaMTo ko baad paÐvaaoM maoM pihyao

vaalao jaUto phnakr toja rFtar sao yao duSmana

yauw¹BaUima maoM laaOT Aato hOM. ek¹dUsaro ko galao

maoM ha)a Dalakr ‘ivala yaU baI maaya ÍonDÆ’ [sa

savaala sao saulah kI baatoM Sau$ krto hOM. [na

baccaaoM kI baataoM sao SarartaoM sao naTKTpna sao

Kola sao A@sar maora idla bahla hI jaata hO.

calaao [na baccaaoM ka bacapna tao maoro AaÐgana ko

saa)a Kolato hue baIt rha hO. idla bahlaanao

ko ilae yah #yaala baura tao nahIM magar k[- baar

raoja¹raoja kI yah cahla¹phla¸ ]Cla¹kUd¸

Saaor¸ jaaor¹jaaor kI Aavaaja sao maoro kana pk

jaato. hr Saama mana kao samaJaatI¸ calaao yao gaoMd

]Calanao vaalao nanhoM ha)a idna rhnao tk ÉkoMgao

saUrja iCpto hI calao jaayaoMgao Apnao Gar. rh

jaayaogaa yah jamaIna ka saunasaana TukD,a¸ (aUla

Bara¸ Akolaa. hsart sao rah doKogaa kla

Saama tk ]na pihyaaoM ko jaUto phnao daOD,nao vaalao

nanhoM kdmaaoM kI.

[na baccaaoM ko Kola¸ JagaD,o $znaa¹manaanaa

doKto hue raoja maorI naja,r pD,aOsa kI ibailDMga

ko kaonao ko ApaT-maonT kI AaiKrI iKD,kI

kI trf jaatI. gamaI- ka maaOsama Sau$ haonao ko

baad krIba¹krIba raoja, Saama kao saaZ,o Ch sao

laokr saat bajao tk ]sa iKD,kI ko A(aKulao

ihssao sao ek CaoTo maasaUma baccao kI ]%sauk

AaÐKoM [na baccaaoM ko Kola maoM magna idKtI hOM.

yah maOM raoja doKa krtI. ]sakI ]ma mauiSkla

sao Za[-¹tIna saala kI haogaI. Saayad [saIilae

]sakI maaÐ ]sao [na baccaaoM ko saa)a Kolanao sao

manaa krtI haogaI. hr Saama ]sa baccao kao

Kola¹kUd inaharto doKnaa Anaayaasa hI maora

SaaOk bana gayaa. ]sa iKD,kI maoM baOzkr vah

caaklaoT yaa ibaskIT Ka laota. baahr Kolanao

vaalao baccaaoM kao doKkr tailayaaÐ bajaata.

kBaI ]nhIM kI trh iKla­iKlaakr hMsata¸

caotnaa 47

caIKta¸ icallaata¸ jaIBa idKakr ]nhoM

icaZ,ata. iKlaaOnao ko Toilafaona pr Akolaa hI

Apnao Aapsao baatoM krta rhta. iksaI Saama

saunaayaI dota ik ]sakI maaÐ ]sao DaÐT rhI hO

maar rhI hO. vah fUT¹fUT kr rao rha hO.

]saka raonaa mauJao baocaOna kr dota. yaid maOM

Baart maoM haotI AaOr pD,aOsaI ka nanhaÐ baccaa

raoja Saama [sa trh Akolaa hI iKD,kI sao

Tukur¹Tukur doKta tao Aba tk maOMnao ]sa

pirvaar sao pircaya kr ilayaa haota. ]sa

gaaoro¹icaT\To baccao kao raoja Kolanao ko ilae lao

AatI. ]sakI fUla¹saI h)aolaI pr Kanao kI

caIjaoM rK dotI. magar yahaÐ tao saba ]lTa

ihsaaba hO. SaadI ko faOrna baad ivajayajaI kao

pta calaa ik mauJao baccaaoM sao baohd lagaava hO.

ek idna ]nhaoMnao JaUz­maUz ko sa#t svar ma oM

kha¸ ‘doKao yah baaramatI nahIM hO¸ iksaI ka o

Gar lao AayaIM AaOr Kolato hue ]sao jara¹saI BaI

caaoT AayaI tao baccao ko maaйbaap mauJao kaoT- ma oM

GasaIT¹kr lao jaayaoMgao. nau@saana pUra krnao ko

ilae paÐca¹dsa hjaar Dalasa- donaa pD,oMgao. ifr

tumharI laayabaorI¸ iktabaaoM ka saMgah pUra haonao

kI ]mmaId tuma CaoD, hI dao.’ maoro iktabaaoM ko

BaavaI saMgah ko baaro maoM mauJao yaUÐ (amakanaa hmaoSaa

kI trh faOrna Asar kr gayaa AaOr baccaaoM ko

naja,dIk jaanao kI maorI BaavanaaeÐ maOM inayain~t

krnao lagaI. prntu yahaÐ ko saamaaijak saMkotaoM

kI Aitvaaidta pr mauJao baohd gaussaa BaI

Aayaa. baccaaoM kao Gar nahIM baulaanaa¸ [saka

matlaba ]nhoM dUr sao doKkr Apnaa SaaOk pUra

krnaa. [sa trh maoro mana kao zIk laganao

vaalaa sauiva(aajanak A)a- sahI maanakr maOM raoja,

iKD,kI sao baahr doKnao vaalao ]sa baccao kI

trf doKnao lagaI. ]sa maasaUma kI hr tnha

Saama maorI gahrI sahanauBaUit ka ivaYaya bana

gayaI.

ek Saama Acaanak ]sa laD,ko sao maora

pircaya huAa. rasto ko ]sa trf¸ haspITla

ko baajaU maoM jaao p~poTI )aI¸ ]samaoM Kt Dalakr

maOM rasta par kr rhI )aI ik Acaanak ApnaI

maaÐ ka ha)a pkD,kr GaUmanao inaklaa vah mauJao

idKayaI idyaa. yahaÐ ibanaa jaana¹phcaana ko

iksaI kao hlaao khnao ka AnaaOpcaairk saMkot

Aaja maorI madd ko ilae bahut hI ]pyaaogaI

isaw huAa. maOMnao jaldI maoM ]sa maihlaa kao

hlaao kha AaOr hma daonaaoM ka pircaya huAa.

hma pD,aOsaI hOM yah jaananao ko baad ]sanao Apnao

baaro maoM kuC baatoM batayaIM. ]sakI AÐgaulaI

ksakr pkD,kr baD,I idlacaspI sao rasto kI

cahla­phla jaao doK rha )aa vah [naka tIna

saala ka baoTa )aa ijama. ijama ka gyaarh saala

ka ek baD,a Baa[- )aa AaOr jaldI hI ]sao Baa[-

yaa bahna haonao vaalaI )aI. ijama kI maaÐ baOMk maoM

naaOkrI krtI )aI AaOr Aajakla CuT\TI pr

)aI. raoja, GaUmanaa saoht ko ilae fayadomand

saaibat haogaa¸ Da@Tr kI [sa ihdayat ko

karNa vah GaUmanao inaklaI )aI. calaao [sa

bahanao ijama BaI baahr GaUma laogaa¸ Akolao

iKD,kI maoM baOzo¹baOzo tao }ba hI jaata haogaa.

[sa ivacaar sao mauJao KuSaI hu[-. kBaI iksaI

Saama ijama t)aa ]sakI mammaI sao maulaakat hao

jaatI.

ek¹DoZ, mahInaa baIt gayaa AaOr ifr sao

iKD,kI maoM Akolao baOzkr iKlaaOnao ko

Toilafaona pr Apnao Aapsao baatoM krnao vaalaa

ijama mauJao idKayaI donao lagaa. kaSa² ijama ko

mana kI baat samaJanao kI xamata ]sa Toilafaona

maoM haotI. Saayad ijama kao Baa[- yaa bahna hao

gayaI hao yah saaocakr¸ ek idna maOMnao ihmmat

krko ijama ko Gar kI DaoAr¹baola bajaayaI.

]sakI maaÐ nao drvaajaa Kaolaa AaOr mauJao Andr

Aanao ko ilae kha. dsa¹pnd`h imainaT baatoM

Apola­jaUna 2012 48

krko maOM laaOT AayaI. ijama kao bahna haonao ko

karNa ijama kI maaÐ bahut KuSa )aI. Amaoirkna

s~I na jaanao iksa imaT\TI kI banaI hO. baobaI ko

janma ko tIna hFto baad hI vah pUva -vat\ kama

pr jaanao lagaI )aI. baobaI AaOr ijama kI

doKBaala t)aa Gar ka )aaoD,a¹bahut kama krnao

ko ilae ]nhaoMnao ‘ha]sa¹kIpr’ rKI )aI.

ha]sa¹kIpr kI pgaar ko ilae ]saka naaOkrI

krnaa phlao sao jyaada ja$rI hao gayaa )aa.

Saama kao ]sako Gar laaOTto hI ha]sa¹kIpr

calaI jaatI. baobaI ko Aagamana sao ijama kI maaÐ

ka Ta[ma¹Tobala badla jaanaa tao svaaBaaivak

)aa. Saama ka Kanaa Kanao ko baad saat sao

saaZ,o Aaz tk ka samaya baobaI ko saa)a¸ baobaI

ko kmaro maoM ibatanaa tya huAa. ijama ko papa

Gar sao sa<ar maIla dUr kama krto )ao [sailae

Saama kao Gar phuÐcanao maoM ]nhoM hmaoSaa dor haotI

)aI.

ijama ka gyaarh saala ka Baa[- baahr

daostaoM ko saa)a Kolakr ApnaI Saama ibatata

hO. ijama kI maaÐ nayaI baobaI kao tklaIf na

hao ]sa pr pUra (yaana do sako [sailae ApnaI

Saama baobaI ko saa)a ibatatI hO. ijama ]sako

saa)a baobaI ko kmaro maoM nahIM jaa sakta.

tIna¹savaa tIna saala ka hO [sailae Kolanao ko

ilae baahr nahIM jaa pata. maaÐ ko Ta[ma¹Tobala

maoM ]sako ilae samaya nahIM hO [sailae idna Bar

]sakI rah doKkr BaI vah ApnaI Saama

iKD,kI sao baahr doKto hue Akolao hI ibatata

hO. ijama baD,a hao rha hO iKlaaOnao ko Toilafaona

ko saharo¸ ]sa iKD,kI ko saharo. said-yaaÐ Sau$

nahIM hu[-M [sailae kma sao kma iKD,kI Aa(aI

KulaI tao rhtI hO. A(aKulaI iKD,kI sao ijama

kI AaÐKoM baahr ko baccaaoM ko Kola doKkr

Apnaa mana tao bahlaa saktI hOM. kuC hI idnaa oM

maoM sadI- ka maaOsama Sau$ haogaa¸ barf igarnao

lagaogaI. A(aKulaI iKD,kI BaI band hao

jaayaogaI. sadI- ko maaOsama ka svaagat krnao ko

ilae vah barf ko tUfana sahnao vaalaI ‘sTama -

ivanDao’ bana jaayaogaI. samaya ko saa)a nanhoM ijama

ko maasaUma idla ko Akolaopna ka tUfana ]sakI

samaJa maoM Aanao sao phlao raOd $p (aarNa

krogaa. ]poixat ijama baD,a haokr Saayad

AcCo daostaoM ko saa)a ApnaI ijandgaI

hÐsaI¹KuSaI¸ santaoYa sao ibatayaogaa yaa baurI saMgat

maoM pD,kr¸ ]sa tUfana maoM BaTk jaayaogaa yaa

iksaI baala¹sau(aar kond ko kmaro kI iKD,kI

maoM salaaK,aoM ko pICo ApnaI A(aiK,laI ijandgaI

kI AkolaI SaamaoM laacaar AaOr baobasa haokr

gaujaarogaaÆ

[sa CaoTI¹saI ]mar maoM isaf- dao hI tao

caohr hOM jaao ijama kao Apnao lagato hOM——ek

maaÐ ka AaOr ek ipta ka. @yaaoM Akolaopna

kI sajaa dokr ijama ko haoMzaoM kI hÐsaI CInaI

jaa rhI hOÆ @yaaoM ]sako bacapna kao

sahma¹sahmakr jaInao pr majabaUr ikyaa jaa rah

hOÆ maaÐ kI kaoK, sao janma laoto hI¸ maaÐ kI

ijammaodarI @yaa isaf- ha]sa¹kIpr kao pgaar

donao maa~ kI rh jaatI hOÆ ijama kI maaÐ ka

vyavahar doKkr maOM Kud Avaak\ hao rhI hUÐ.

saaocanao lagatI hUÐ ijama kI maaÐ sao Apnaopna sao

baat k$Ð ]sasao khUÐ ‘ijama kI maaÐ Apnaa

Ta[ma¹Tobala badla dao.’ kaOna jaanao ijama kI

maaÐ kao Saayad AcCa na lagao. iksaI kao iksaI

kI inajaI ijandgaI maoM dKlaAMdajaI krnaa

]icat nahIM yah saMkot maoro ivacaar¸ ivavaok¸

bauiw¸ tk- kao samaJaanaa phlaI baar baohd

mauiSkla laga rha )aa.

Aaja BaI ijama ko Gar kI vah iKD,kI

mauJao saaocanao pr majabaUr krtI hO. Ta[ma¹Tobala

ko ibanaa hma Ch Baa[-¹bahnaaoM kI ijandgaI

sauÉica sao saÐvaarnao vaalaI maorI mamatamayaI maaÐ yaad

AatI hO. ek pa)aimak skUla kI

mau#yaa(yaaipka kI hOisayat sao Azarh saala ko

caotnaa 49

A(yaapna kala maoM hjaaraoM Ca~¹Ca~aAaoM ko

jaIvana kao sahI idSaa dI maorI maaÐ nao. vao Ca~

Aaja BaI maorI maaÐ ka pircaya Apnao jaIvana kI

EaoYz ]plaib(a maanato hOM AaOr mauJasao hjaaraoM

maIla dUr haokr BaI¸ maoro idla ko krIba rhkr

maaÐ maoro jaIvana maoM ]tnaI hI mah%vapUNa- BaUimaka

inaBaa rhI hO. maora mana itla­imalaakr khta

hO ‘ijama¸ tumharI maaÐ ka Ta[ma¹Tobala khIM

tumharI ijandgaI na ibagaaD, do.’

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pRYz 27 sao Aagao

ka ivaYaya banaI hu[-M )aIM @yaaoMik narigasa ko

ipta saoz dInaanaa)a ka naama Apnao Sahr ko

jaanaomaanao (anaaD\ya AaOr caica-t vyai@tyaaoM ma oM

iganaa jaata )aa. narigasa ko kxaa ko saai)ayaa oM

AaOr sahoilayaaoM ko saa)a­saa)a kalaoja ko tmaama

Ca~aoM AaOr Ca~aAaoM tk maoM yah baat iksaI

Sahr maoM Acaanak sao Aa[- hu[- baaZ, ko samaana

caaraoM trf fOla caukI )aI. ]sakI saai)ana

laD,ikyaaoM maoM hr samaya [saI baat AaOr narigasa

kI psaMd pr cacaa- iCD,I rhtI )aI. AaOr

[saka mau#ya karNa )aa ik ijasa inahayat hI

K,amaaoSa laD,kI nao Apnao jaIvana maoM iksaI BaI

yauvaa kao doKnao tk maoM kao[- $ica nahIM idKa[-

)aI vahI Aaja ek Anajaana Apiricat AaOr

ek pkar sao baImaar raogaI pu$Ya sao Apnaa

idla lagaa baOzI )aI. [sakdr vah sanaaobar kao

caahnao lagaI )aI ik ]sako AM(ao Pyaar kI Dgar

pr kovala AaMKoM baMd ikyao huyao BaagaI jaa rhI

)aI. narigasa kI [sa hrkt pr jahaM Anya

yauvaa Ca~ sanaaobar sao ApnaI A$ica AaOr [-Yyaa-

ja,aihr krnao lagao )ao vahIM narigasa kI sahoilayaaM

]sakI [sa psaMd kao ]sakI maUK-ta Pyaar ka

AM(aapna AaOr pagalapna batakr ]saka

]phasa BaI ]D,anao lagaI )aIM. ifr BaI ]sakI

kuCok sahoilayaaM ]sako [sa Pyaar kI psaMd kao

gaMBaIrta sao lao rhI )aIM.

sacamauca narigasa

BaI Aba tk [sa maamalao

maoM Kud BaI bahut

gaMBaIr hao caukI )aI.

[sailayao ]sanao svaMya saaoca

ilayaa )aa AaOr ek

pkar sao Apnaa

zaosa inaNa-ya BaI kr

ilayaa )aa ik kla kao ]sakI caaht AaOr

Pyaar duinayaaM kI inagaahaoM maoM ek tmaaSaa banao

laaoga ]sa pr AaOr ]sako sammaainat pirvaar pr

AMgauilayaaM ]zayaoM ]sao badnaama kroM vah [sasao

pihlao hI sanaaobar ko saa)a bahut kayado sao

ivavaah saU~ maoM baM(a jaayaogaI. Apnao kalaoja

kI pZ,a[- pUrI krto hI vah sanaaobar sao ivavaah

kr laogaI. caaho [sa ma(ya tk sanaaobar svas)ya

hao A)avaa nahIM caaho ]sakI smaRit vaapsa

Aayao yaa nahIM ` ]sanao ijasao Apnao idla kI

rasta idKakr maOM ijasao saa)a laa[- )aI

vahI ek maaoD, Aanao pr rah badla gayao `

yah rahaoM ka Asar hO yaa ]naka irvaaja, `

ja,ra saI (aUp pD,I AaOr maaoma sao gala gayao.

ijanhoM calato huyao sada ZlaanaaoM sao bacaayaa

vahI ek ja,ra saI zaokr pr ifsala gayao.

matlaba ka pMCI haota hO yah AadmaI

matlaba pD,a tao pOraoM maoM ibaK,r gayao.

—mahuAa Saraovana

Apola­jaUna 2012 50

gahra[MyaaoM sao caaha AaOr psaMd ikyaa hO ]saI

kI bana BaI jaayaogaI. vah jaana caukI )aI ik

]sakI yah vah piris)ait )aI ik vah sanaaobar

kao Aba iksaI BaI kImat pr CaoD, nahIM saktI

)aI. vah jaanatI )aI ik kao[- BaI Aba ]sako

[sa inaNa-ya kao badla nahIM sakta )aa. kao[-

BaI ]sako [sa Pyaar kI rah ka $K, nahIM

badla sakta )aa. AaOr yah saca BaI hO ik dao

hI trh ko manauYyaaoM kao samaJaayaa nahIM jaa

sakta hO. ek tao baUZ,o vyai@t kao AaOr

dUsara iksaI BaI Pyaar ko dIvaanao kao. narigasa

[nhIM idnaaoM yah saba saaocatI )aI AaOr Avasar

pakr Apnao ipta dInaanaa)a sao [saI saMban(a ma oM

baat krnao ka zIk samaya BaI ZUMZ, rhI )aI.

haMlaaik ]sako ipta nao Kud BaI ]sasao

gaMBaIrta sao baat krnao ko ilayao kBaI kha

)aa. vah ]sasao @yaa baat kroMgaoM ` narigasa

samaJa tao ga[- )aI pr jaanabaUJakr kuC kh

BaI nahIM sakI )aI. [saIilayao vah saaocao baOzI )aI

ik ]sako ipta svaMya hI phla kroM tao vah

]nasao Apnao mana kI (aarNaa spYT kr dogaI.

narigasa kao jaba BaI samaya imalata vah

sanaaobar kao saa)a laokr khIM BaI inakla

jaatI. Apnao mana maoM basaI ZoraoM ArmaanaaoM sao

BarI baatoM krnao ko ilayao. ekant mao M eosaI

baatoM krnao ko ilayao vah payaÁ kaozragaZ, kI

vaYaao-M puranaI puStOnaI banaI iksaI maharajaa kI

mahlanaumaa hvaolaI ko pagaMNa maoM sanaaobar ko saa)a

Aakr baOz jaatI. yaMU tao yah mahlanaumaa hvaolaI

Aba maa~ ek KMDr hI rh ga[- )aI pr yauvaa

poimayaaoM ko ekantmaya s)aana maoM samaya ibatanao ko

ilayao sarkar nao [sao ek pak- ka s)aana banaa

Dalaa )aa. tmaama trh ko sarkarI Kcao- pr

pban(a krnao ko baad BaI s)aana­s)aana pr banaI

hu[- saMgamarmar ko dUi(ayaa p%)araoM kI baOMcaaoM tk

pr Gaasa ]ga Aa[- )aI. laoikna ifr BaI saaro

kaozragaZ, Sahr maoM [sa vaIrana hvaolaI kI

pisaiw banaI hu[- )aI. yahaM ko SaaintpUva-k

ekant vaatavarNa ka ehsaasa jaOsao hr iksaI

kao rhta )aa. saaro nagar maoM hI [sako saUnaopna

kI khanaI ka pBaava )aa. vaOsao BaI Pyaar ko

dIvaanaaoM kao sada iksaI tnha AaOr ekantmaya

s)aana kI tlaaSa sada hI rhtI hO. narigasa

AaOr sanaaobar A@sar hI [saI [maart ko pagaMNa

maoM banaI p%)ar kI baOMca pr Aakr baOz jaato.

ha)aaoM maoM ha)a Dalao huyao. ek­dUsaro kao )aamato

huyao baOz jaato tao ifr ]nako ]znao ka kao[ -

samaya hI nahIM haota. Ai(akaMSatyaÁ vao Saama

ko DUbanao pr hI Apnao s)aana sao ]zto. eosaa

)aa ]naka poma AaOr snaoh ik Pyaar kI baatoM

krto huyao ]nhoM idna ko DUbanao ka kao[- haoSa

BaI nahIM rhta. baatoM BaI ]nakI eosaI )aIM jaao

samaaPt haonao ka naama hI nahIM laotIM.

ifr ek baar.

hr idna ko samaana narigasa sanaaobar ko pasa hI

baOzI hu[- )aI. ]saI kaozragaZ, kI puStOnaI

jaINa- haotI hu[- [maart ko baahr ` p%)ar kI

banaI hu[- baOMca pr. [saI p%)ar kI baOMca pr vah

A@sar hI sanaaobar ko saa)a Aakr baOz ilayaa

krtI )aI. baOz kr Pyaar kI ma(aur baatoM

krnao ko ilayao. jaba BaI ]sakao fusa-t haotI

vah yahIM [saI s)aana pr sanaaobar ka ha)a

)aamakr Aa jaayaa krtI )aI. vah jaanatI )aI

ik [saI baOMca pr baOz kr ]sanao naa jaanao

iktnaI hI Pyaar kI ksamaoM sanaaobar ko saa)a

Ka[-M haoMgaI. ekdUsaro ka hmaoSaa saa)a inaBaanao

ka vacana ilayaa haogaa. Apnao saundr AaOr

sauKI BaavaI jaIvana ka saundr sapnaa doKa

haogaa. AaOr Aaja BaI Saama DUbaI jaa rhI )aI.

AakaSa ko naIlamadoSa maoM saUya- kI rhI­bacaI

AMitma laailamaa Apnaa dma taoD,nao sao pihlao

jaOsao isasaknao lagaI )aI. idna Bar ko

)ako­)akayao pxaI baD,I hI tojaI ko saa)a

]laaMcao maarto huyao Apnao basaoraoM kI trf ]D,o

caotnaa 51

calao jaato )ao. vaatavarNa maoM hlkI­hlkI hvaa

kI zMDk vyaaPt haonao lagaI )aI. ipClao k[-

idnaaoM sao A@sar hI Saama AaOr rai~ ka maaOsama

zMDa hao jaata )aa.

sanaaobar AaOr narigasa ABaI BaI baOzo huyao

)ao. bahut caup magar pasa. ek­dUsaro ko

#yaalaaoM maoM mana hI mana Kaoyao huyao. idla ma oM

Apnao ArmaanaaoM kI hsartaoM sao (aulaI hu[- duinayaaM

sajaayao huyao. saaro ja,maanao sao baoKbar. daonaaoM hI

maaOna )ao ` prntu caupcaap ek­dUsaro kao inahar

laoto )ao. daonaaoM ko haoz baMd )ao laoikna idla

kI Aavaaja,aoM ko saa)a ek­dUsaro sao baatoM kr

laoto )ao. sanaaobar caup )aa. narigasa caup )aI.

]nako saa)a­saa)a vaatavarNa BaI caup )aa.

bahut dor kI K,amaaoSaI ko pScaat narigasa nao

caupcaap Apnaa isar sanaaobar ko kM(ao sao iTka

idyaa AaOr caupcaap ApnaI AaMKoM baMd kr laIM.

tba sanaaobar nao hI ]sasao kha ik `

“narigasa.”

“hUMM.”

“@yaa saaoca rhI haoÆ” sanaaobar nao pUCa.

“ saaoca nahIM rhI hUM ` bailk doK rhI hUM.”

“@yaaÆ”

“ek saundr saa sapnaa.”

“kOsaa sapnaaÆ” sanaaobar nao pUCa tao narigasa

baaolaI `

“doK rhI hIM hUM ik hmaara ek CaoTa saa `

baD,a hI Pyaara Gar hO.”

“AaOr , , ,Æ”

“]samaoM maOM hUM ` tuma hao ` AaOr , , ,.”

“AaOr , , ,Æ”

“]samaoM ek fUlaaoM kI mahktI hu[ - @yaarI hO.

[sa @yaarI maoM bahut sao fUla (artI ko AaMcala

pr ibaCo huyao hOM.”

“²²” sanaaobar caup hao gayaa AaOr AaScaya - sao

jaba narigasa ka mauK doKnao lagaa tao vah Aagao

baaolaI `

“jaanato hao ik vao fUla iksako hOMÆ”

“haM jaanata hUM.”

“tao ifr bataAao na ` iksako fUla hOM vaoÆ”

“narigasa ko.”

“saca.” narigasa kI AaMKoM fOla ga[ -M.

“haM tumharo ma(aur Pyaar ko vao fUla jaao tumanao

Apnao sanaaobar kI saarI vaapsa maaMgaI hu[-

KuiSayaaoM ko ilayao lagaayaoM hOM.”

“sanaaobar²” narigasa Baavauk hao ga[ -.

“narigasa.” khto huyao sanaaobar nao ]sakI

AaMKaoM maoM JaaMka tao ]sao &at huAa ik narigasa

kI AaMKaoM maoM ABaI BaI ]saka pitibaMba

narigasa ko inaSCla Pyaar kI gavaahI do rha

)aa.

saUya- kI AMitma laailamaa nao jaanao kba sao

Apnaa dma taoD, idyaa )aa.Saama gahratI hu[-

rai~ kI kailamaa maoM badlanao ka pyaasa kr

]zI )aI. vaIrana [maart kI baohd TUTI­fUTI

dIvaaraoM JaaD,­JaMkaraoM t)aa baD,I­baD,I laMbaI

GaasaaoM maoM dubako huyao kID,o­makaoD,aoM nao Apnaa

rai~ ka Alaap krnaa AarMBa kr idyaa )aa.

[sako saa)a hI TUTI hu[- maohrabaaoM AaOr sannaaTaoM

sao BarI dIvaaraoM sao camagaadD,aoM AaOr AbaabaIlaa oM

nao BaI icapknaa AarMBa kr idyaa )aa. [sa

pkar ik ]nakI BayaavahI caIKoM saaro

vaatavarNa ka klaojaa caIr kr rK dotI )aIM.

prntu Pyaar ko [na dao dIvaanaaoM kao jaOsao iksaI

Anya baat sao kao[- sarakaor BaI nahIM )aa.

iksaI dUsarI baat ka tinak BaI haoSa nahIM

)aa. vao ABaI tk ek­dUsaro ko #yaalaaoM maoM hI

DUbao huyao )ao. ek hI s)aana pr ek dUsaro ma oM

zhro huyao sao vao jaIvana ko hr phlaU sao jaOsao

Alaga hao cauko )ao. daonaaoM mana hI mana ek

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jaIvana saa)aI ko $p maoM baM(anao ka saMklp lao

cauko )ao. AakaSa kI maaMga maoM iksaI AMitma

zhrI hu[- Saama kI laalaI kao doKto huyao

narigasa nao svaMya kao ek dulhna ko $p maoM sajaa

ilayaa )aa. ga[- rat kI kailamaa tk vao daonaa oM

vahIM baOzo rho. ifr jaba pak- ko baMd haonao ka

samaya Aayaa tao daonaaoM Gar vaapsa cala idyao.

ifr jaOsao hI vao Gar phuMcao tao narigasa nao

kar pak- kI AaOr kaozI ko maona drvaaja,o kao

Kaolakr jaOsao hI AMdr p`ivaYT hu[- tao saamanao

baOzk maoM Apnao ipta dInaanaa)a kao saamanao

irTayarI kusaI- pr baOzo doK Acaanak hI

izzk BaI ga[-. izzk [sailayao ga[- ik Aaja

tk jaba BaI vah khIM baahr sao Gar maoM daiKla

hu[- )aI ]sanao sada hI Apnao ipta kao yaa tao

Apnao kmaro maoM A)avaa ApnaI kaozI ko ]sa

kmaro maoM doKa )aa ijasamaoM baOzkr vah Apnaa

vyaaparI kamakaja ikyaa krto )ao. narigasa

]nhoM [sa pkar baOzo doKto hI samaJa ga[- ik

ja$r kao[- ivaSaoYa baat hO jaao ]sako ipta ek

pkar sao ]sakI hI ptIxaa kr rho hOM.

narigasa kao yaUM $ka huAa doKkr sanaaobar BaI

Apnao s)aana pr hI KD,a hao cauka )aa. ifr

narigasa kuC Apnao ipta sao khtI dInaanaa)a

Kud hI ]sasao baaolao `

“yaMU caaOMkao mat. pihlao Andr jaaAao AaOr

baad maoM Aanaa. mauJao tumasao kuC ivaSaoYa baatoM

krnaI hOM.

Apnao papa kI baat saunakr narigasa

caupcaap kuC BaI kho huyao pihlao Apnao kmaro

maoM ga[-. SaIGa hI Apnaa psa- ibastr pr foMka

saOMiDlaoM ]tarI AaOr ifr kovala pOraoM maoM caPplaoM

phnatI hu[- dInaanaa)a ko saamanao jaa phuMcaI.

]sako ipta ]sao yaUM Acaanak sao turnt Aayaa

doK kr baaolao `

“maOMnao [tnaa SaIGa hI tao Aanao kao nahIM baaolaa

)aa. naha (aao laao pihlao Kanaa Aaid Ka

laotIM ` ifr Aarama sao baOzkr baatoM krto.”

“kao[ - baat nahIM papa. hma laaogaaoM nao caar bajao

hI ‘raoTaoMDa’ rosTaroMT maoM hovaI snaOk Aaid lao

ilayaa )aa. yaUM BaI BaUK nahIM hO. maOM nahIM

caahtI hUM ik Aap jyaada dor tk rat maoM

jagaa kroM.”

“bahut jyaada (yaana rKtI hao Apnao papa

ka.”

“baoTI hUM AapkI. ifr Gar kI sabasao baD,I

santana BaI hUM. maOM (yaana nahIM rKUMgaI tao ifr

kaOna rKogaaÆ” narigasa nao kha tao dInaanaa)a

kuC dor kao caup hao gayao. ifr kafI dor ko

baad Apnao maistYk pr ha)a rKto huyao baaolao `

“samaJa maoM nahIM Aata hO ik khaM sao Sau$

k$M. Aaja kao yaid tumharI maaM jaIivat haotI

tao yah kama vahI krtI.”

“maOM jaanatI hUM ik Aap @yaa khnaa caahto

hOM.” narigasa baaolaI tao dInaanaa)a turnt hI

baaolao `

“jaba samaJa hI ga[- hao tao ifr saaoca laao ik

[sa vaYa- tumhara kalaoja BaI samaaPt hao

jaayaogaa. naaOkrI krnao kI BaI tumakao kao[ -

AavaSyakta nahIM hO. [-Svar ka idyaa huAa

saba kuC hmaaro pasa hO. maOM caahta hUM ik maorI

AaMKaoM ko hI saamanao tumhara Gar basa jaayao.

damaad BaI Gar jaMvaa[- hao tao AcCa rhogaa.

maora karaobaar BaI saMBaala laogaa. tumhara Baa[-

tao ABaI bahut CaoTa hO. tumanao yaid kao[-

laD,ka doK rKa hO tao ABaI bata dao. nahIM

tao maorI dRiYT maoM bahut ek sao ek laD,ko hOM.

kafI AcCo irSto BaI Aa rho hOM.”

“Æ” Apnao ipta kI baat saunakr narigasa

naja,roM cauranao lagaI. ]sanao kha tao kuC BaI

nahIM kovala naIcao fSa- pr ibaCI kalaIna kao

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doKnao lagaI tao ]sakao doKto huyao dInaanaa)a

Aagao baaolao `

“baoTI tumanao kuC baaolaa nahIMÆ”

“[tnaI jaldI BaI @yaa hO papa. samaya Aanao

pr bata hI dUMgaI.”

“²²” narigasa kI baat pr dInaanaa)a ]sakao

gaMBaIrta sao doKto rh gayao. ifr kuCok xaNa

saaocanao ko pScaat vao baaolao `

“maOMnao Aaja tk ijatnao BaI fOsalao tumharo ilayao

ikyao hOM vao saba ek baap kI jagah pr baOz

kr hI ikyao hOM. laoikna Aaja mauJakao ehsaasa

hao cauka hO ik tuma BaI kafI baD,I hao ga[- hao

AaOr [sa laayak hao ik Apnao jaIvana ko

mah%vapUNa- fOsalao Kud BaI kr saktI hao.”

“tao ifr sanaaobar ko baaro maoM Aapka @yaa

#yaala hOÆ” jaanao kOsao narigasa ko maUK sao

inakla gayaa. laoikna ifr BaI dInaanaa)a ek

pla kao BaI nahIM caaOMko. naa hI ]nhaoMnao kao[ -

AaScaya- hI ikyaa. ]nhaoMnao ApnaI baat ja,arI

rKI. vao baaolao `

“maOM jaanata )aa ik tuma BaI yahI khaogaI.

sanaaobar bahut hI AcCa laD,ka hO. ]saka

[sa Gar maOM pOr rKnaa BaI bahut SauBa huAa hO.

jaba sao vaha yahaM rh rha hO ` hmaarI fma - kao

laaBa hI laaBa hao rha hO. ek baosaharo sao

Pyaar krnaa bahut AcCI baat haotI hO laoikna

eosao Pyaar kI K,aitr Kud kao daMva pr lagaa

donaa maUK-ta BaI khlaatI hO. ABaI BaI kuC

nahIM ibagaD,a hO. bahut samaya saaocanao ko ilayao

hO. Agar ifr BaI tumhara yahI fOsalaa hO tao

maOM tumharo p`oma ` tumharo BaavaI jaIvana kI KuiSayaa oM

AaOr tumharo Apnao vyai@tgat\ fOsalao ko ma(ya

dIvaar nahIM banaUMgaa. tumharI SaadI baD,I hI

(aUma(aama AaOr sammaana ko saa)a sanaaobar sao kr

dUMgaa.” ÜÜÜ

narigasa ka jaIvana badla gayaa. ]sakI

psaMd AaOr Pyaar kao ipta kI Aa&a imalaI tao

vah [sa Dgar pr kuC Aagao hI baZ, ga[-.

saa)a hI ]sako SarIr kao pu$Ya ko saamaIPya

AaOr saMpk- ka sahara AaOr spSa- imalaa tao

]sako saaocanao ko AMdaja AaOr BaavanaaAaoM ma oM

ek Antr idKa[- donao lagaa. idla kI saao[-

hu[- BaavanaayaoM jaaganao lagaI tao ]sako haOsalao

ApnaI sarhdaoM ko baahr JaaMknao lagao. vah

gaMBaIr hao ga[-.svaMya sao AaOr sanaaobar ko pit

BaI. kalaoja maoM BaI ]saka saara caMcalapna

plak Japkto hI hvaa hao gayaa. ]sakI saarI

SaaoiK,yaaM Saant pD, ga[-M. svaMya hI vah ApnaI

saKI­sahoilayaaoM sao Alaga rhnao AaOr ktranao

lagaI. vah Kao[-Kao[- rhnao lagaI. ]sako idla

AaOr idmaaga daonaaoM maoM hI kao[- AaOr baat

pnapnao lagaI. eosaI iCpI baat ik ijasako pit

vah Anajaana BaI nahIM )aI. kalaoja maoM narigasa

kI K,amaaoSaI AaOr cauPpI kao ]sakI sahoilayaa oM

nao BaI pasa AatI hu[- prIxaaAaoM kI tOyaarI

AaOr icantaAaoM ko karNa jaanakr Tala idyaa.

[sailayao iksaI nao BaI ]sasao naa tao kuC pUCa

AaOr naa hI kao[- savaala Aaid ikyaa. [na

idnaaoM vah Ai(aktr sanaaobar ko pit hI saaocanao

lagaI. vah ]sako AaOr BaI krIba Aata

gayaa. [tnaa Ai(ak vah ]sako pasa Aa cauka

)aa ik pla dao pla kI ja,uda[- BaI Aba narigasa

kao AK,rnao lagaI )aI. narigasa yaid khIM BaI

baOz jaatI tao sanaaobar ]sako maistYk kI

iKD,kI Kaolakr svaMya hI ]sako idla maoM pvaoSa

kr jaata——bao­raok­Taok. ifr narigasa

ka BaI raoma­raoma ]sakI smaRityaaoM maa~ sao hI

pulaikt hao jaata. vah BaI tba Apnao idla

ko WaraoM kao sanaaobar ko ilayao bahut hI sahjata

sao Kaola dotI. tba vah BaI sanaaobar kI yaadaoM

maoM DUba jaatI. Apnao BaivaYya ko saundr maIzo

Apola­jaUna 2012 54

sapnaaoM ko mahla KD,o krnao lagatI. sauKd

klpnaaAaoM maoM ]ClatI kUdtI hu[- vah tba ek

Ëma sao sanaaobar ko ilayao saaocanao lagatI. saaocanao

lagatI ik ` sanaaobar—— sanaaobar ek ivaSaoYa

naama . ek pu$Ya. eosaa pu$Ya jaao ]saka

BaavaI sapnaa hO. jaao ]saka ek idna pit

banaogaa. ]saka maindr hO. ]sako idla ka

dovata. ]sako jaIvana kI naOyaa ka maaMJaI.

iktnaa AcCa hO vah. iktnaa ivaSaala ]saka

vyai@t%va hO. iktnaa Ai(ak mahana——iksakdr Apnaa manaBaavana. kalaoja sao

prIxaayaoM samaaPt haoto hI vah ]sasao Apnaa

ivavaah kr laogaI. baD,I Saana ko saa)a vah

]sakI dulhna khlaayaogaI. baOz­baOzo narigasa

eosaa saaocatI tao ifr saaocatI hI calaI jaatI.

[sa ma(ya sanaaobar ka barabar [laaja cala

rha )aa. jabasao dInaanaa)a nao yah jaanaa )aa ik

]nakI laD,kI sanaaobar maoM $ica laonao lagaI hO

]nhaoMnao ]sako [laaja maoM phlao sao BaI Ai(ak

saiËyata idKanaI AarMBa kr dI )aI. vah BaI

Aba yahI caahnao lagao )ao ik iksaI BaI trh sao

sanaaobar svas)ya hao jaayao. vah ApnaI BaUlaI hu[-

smaRityaaoM kao ifr sao daohranao lagao. laoikna

ABaI tk ]samaoM kao[- BaI pirvat-na nahIM Aa

saka )aa. vah Apnaa ipClaa jaIvana AaOr

]sakI yaadaoM kao vaapsa laa nahIM saka )aa.

laoikna [tnaa saba haonao pr BaI sanaaobar Apnao

[sa nayao pirvait-t jaIvana maoM BaI jaOsao KuSa

idKa[- dota )aa. lagata )aa ik vah ApnaI

na[- smaRityaaoM maoM hI psanna AaOr santuYT hao cauka

)aa. Saayad [saka karNa yahI hao sakta )aa

ik ]sanao BaI jaOsao samaya ko saa)a samaJaaOta kr

ilayaa )aa. AaOr vah kr BaI @yaa sakta )aa.

kao[- dUsara ivaklp ]sako pasa )aa nahIM.

]saka puranaa baIta huAa AtIt BaUlaI hu[-

yaadaoM ko saa)a hI khIM ifr sao iksaI AtIt maoM

jaakr lauPt hao cauka )aa. ek pkar sao

ipClaa ]sako pasa kuC )aa BaI nahIM. naa hI

kuC bacaa BaI )aa. jaao kuC BaI Aba ]sako

pasa )aa ]samaoM dInaanaa)a kI kaozI ko hrok

ihssao sao laokr ifr kaozI kI caardIvaarI tk

hI saIimat hao cauka )aa. vah hr trh sao

Apnao Aap maoM ApnaI [sa na[- duinayaaM ma oM

KuSagavaar AaOr santuYT naja,r Aata )aa.

[sasao Aagao ]sao AaOr caaihyao BaI @yaa )aaÆ

dUsarI trf narigasa ko sanaaobar ko saa)a

ko Pyaar ko cacao- kaozI kI caardIvaairyaaoM ma oM

Ai(ak idnaaoM tk kOd nahIM rh sako. jaba

Aasapasa AaOr jaanaphcaana vaalaaoM maoM [sakI

cacaa- haonao lagaI tao dInaanaa)a ko kana BaI

izzknao lagao. ]nhaoMnao BaI samaJa ilayaa ik

]nakI baoTI ]nako ha)aaoM sao inakla caukI hO.

dInaanaa)a kao Aba spYT idKa[- donao lagaa )aa

ik ijasa maanavata ko tht sanaaobar nao ]nako

eklaaOto baoTo rajaIva kao maaOt ko mauMh sao

inakalakr ek na[- ija,ndgaI pdana kI )aI

AaOr badlao maoM ]saI maanavata ka EaRNa caukanao

ko ilayao ]nhaoMnao sanaaobar kao Apnao Gar maoM naa

kovala pnaah hI dI )aI bailk ]saka [laaja

kranao ko ilayao kao[- BaI kaor­ksar baakI nahIM

CaoD,I )aI ]sakI kImat ]nhoM ApnaI laaDlaI

baoTI ko ]sa BaavaI Gar ko $p maoM caukanaI

pD,ogaI jaao ]nako Aaohdo AaOr }Mcaa[yaaoM sao khIM

bahut naIcao haogaa ijasakI Saayad ]nhaoMnao kBaI

klpnaa BaI nahIM kI haogaI. vao jaanato )ao ik

sanaaobar ijasa s)aana sao Aayaa hO ` AaOr jaao

$tvaa hO ]sako Anausaar vah ]nakI Dnalap

ko maulaayama gad\daoM pr saaonao vaalaI AmaIr baap

kI laD,kI kao @yaa sauK do sakogaa [sakI

tsvaIr dInaanaa)a kI AaMKaoM ko saamanao hr va@t

bananao lagaI )aI. yah AaOr baat hO ik narigasa

kao sanaaobar ]sako Pyaar kI ivajaya ko $p maoM

imala jaayaogaa pr svaMya dInaanaa)a kao ca Ona AaOr

caotnaa 55

sauK kI naIMd BaI Aa sakogaI [samaoM AvaSya hI

sandoh Cupa huAa )aa. dInaanaa)a saarI

piris)ait kao doKto huyao jaana gayao )ao ik

Apnao vaYaao- M sao krto huyao vyaapar maoM Saayad

kBaI galat caala nahIM calao haoMgaoM pr ApnaI

baoTI ko BaavaI jaIvana ko baajaar maoM sao vao ja$r

galat vastu laa cauko )ao. sanaaobar kao Apnao

Gar maoM rKnaa ]nhoM bahut maMhgaa pD,a )aa.

narigasa iksaI inahayat hI garIba majadUr svas)a

AadmaI sao Apnaa ivavaah krtI tao baat AaOr

)aI laoikna vah eosao manauYya kao Apnaa jaIvana

saa)aI banaa rhI hO ijasako BaivaYya ka BaI

kao[- Baraosaa nahIM hO. ApnaI ipClaI ija,ndgaI

kI yaadaoM ko saamanao Aato hI sanaaobar narigasa

kao zukra BaI sakta hOÂ ApnaI ija,ndgaI ko

[sa kD,vao saca kao Aba ]nhoM inagalanaa hI

haogaa.

[sa pkar sao jaba dInaanaa)a nao saaocaa tao

saaro halaat kao doKto huyao ]nhoM santaoYa krnaa

hI pD,a. narigasa kI psaMd ko saamanao ]nhaoMnao

Apnao hi)ayaar Dala idyao. Apnao mauK sao vao

ek Sabd BaI nahIM inakala sako. kao[- BaI

ivarao(a vao caahakr BaI nahIM kr sako. tba

saarI piris)ait kao saamanao jaanakr bahut

saaocanao­samaJanao ko pScaat ]nhaoMnao SaIGa hI

narigasa AaOr sanaaobar ko ivavaah kI Anaumait do

dI. narigasa nao saunaa tao KuiSayaaoM ko Ambaar

doKkr vah fUlaI nahIM samaa[-. saaro idna vah

[(ar sao ](ar saarI kaozI maoM BaagatI ifrI.

kaozI ko bagaIcao maoM iKlao fUlaaoM ko ma(ya

cahktI ifrI. Avaara AaOr caMcala saI banaI

vah ApnaI saarI sahoilayaaoM sao idna Bar Apnao

Pyaar kI saflata pr gauNagaana krtI rhI.

]sakI sahoilayaaoM nao saunaa tao kuCok nao tao ]sao

ba(aa[Myaa dIM tao kuCok ]sako saa)a hMsaI AaOr

mauskra[- BaI prntu kuC nao ]sakao Pyaar kI

bahra[- hu[- dIvaanaI samaJa kr ]saka ]phasa

BaI ]D,ayaa.

samaya (aIro­(aIro iKsakta rha. Aaihsta

Aaihsta jaIvana kI [nhIM Anamaaola AaOr

BaivaYya kI AnadoKI AanaovaalaI KuiSayaaoM kI

pUva- AaSaa maoM narigasa ko idna vyatIt haonao

lagao. [sa pkar ik hr rat vah ek saundr

sapnaa laokr saaotI AaOr hr idna ko ]jaalao maoM

]sakI AaMKaoM ko saamanao ek na[- AaSaa kI

jyaaoit ka dIp jagamagaanao lagata. kaozI ko

hrok kaonao maoM ]sako ivavaah kI tOyaairyaaM haonao

lagaIM. laoikna saa)a hI kalaoja kI saalaanaa

prIxaayaoM BaI narigasa ko isar pr naaocanao vaalao

igawaoM ko samaana maMDra rhI )aIM. Apola ka

maah )aa. hvaayaoM zMDI na haokr sauKdayak haonao

lagaIM )aI. KotaoM maoM pkI hu[- fsalaoM na[-­navaolaI

dulhna kI trh Apnao BarpUr isaMgaar pr Aa

caukI )aIM. Aama ko vaRxaaoM pr sao baaOr CMTkr

nayao flaaoM ko janma ka saMkot do cauka )aa.

AaOr [sako saa)a hI saIº emaº esaº kalaoja ko

saaro Ca~ ApnaI prIxaaAaoM kI tOyaairyaaoM ma oM

laga cauko )ao. prntu Apnao sapnaaoM maoM laIna

narigasa kao Aba jaOsao [na prIxaaAaoM kI BaI

kao[- icanta nahIM rhI )aI. vah tao ek pkar

sao iksaI prIxaa kI tOyaarI maoM vyast hao ga[-

)aI. dulhna bananao kI klpnaaAaoM maoM vah Aba

idnarat hI DUbaI rhnao lagaI )aI. eosaI klpnaa

AaOr klpnaaAaoM ka vah KaoKlaa saMsaar ik

ijasakI vaastivakta ko spSa- sao BaI vah ABaI

kaosaaoM dUr )aI.

SaoYa Agalao AMk maoM º º º

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Saraovana kI AarMiBak

khanaI

sana\ 1972

QauMe

ko

saaqa

DUbatI hu[- zMD sao BarI saM(yaa kao

jaba vaYaa- kI BaIgaI hu[- vaayau nao AaOr BaI

Ai(ak SaItla kr idyaa tao kaozragaZ, kI

ek puranaI KMDr hu[- [maart ko baahr baOzo

huyao AakaSa ka SarIr ek zMDI cauBana kI

izzurna sao isahr ]za. badna maoM jaba kMpkpI

AarMBa hu[- tao ]sanao galao maoM pD,o huyao gama -

flaalaona ko maÔlar kao phlao sao AaOr BaI

AcCI trh sao lapoT ilayaa. yahI saaoca kr

ik badna maoM pvaoSa krtI hu[- sadI- sao ]sao kuC

tao raht imalaogaI hI.

[sa samaya AakaSa maugala[- rajya kI ek

TUTI­fUTI KMDr haotI puranaI [maart ko baahr

ek baD,o sao p%)ar kI baOMca pr baOza huAa )aa.

saaro jamaanao ko maahaOla sao Alaga­)alaga saUnaa

AaOr bauJaa­bauJaa saa K,amaaoSa AaOr gaMBaIr

AkolaI AaOr tnha[yaaoM sao ilaPt saUnasaana

caotnaa 57

[maart ko saa)a­saa)a AakaSa ka idla BaI

jaOsao saUnaa hao gayaa )aa. mana maoM na jaanao iktnaI

hI maRt haotI AiBalaaYaaAaoM AaOr AaMkaxaaAaoM

kao saMvaaro huyao vah Apnao AtIt maoM dUr khIM

bahut dUr tk bauJaI­bauJaI AaOr ibaKrI hu[-

smaRityaaoM kao yaad kr jaata )aa. vaatavarNa

kI baohd cauPpI ko saharo vah BaI inatant caup

AaOr Akolaa )aa. Akolaopna ko [sa Gaaor saayao

maoM ]sao Aba jaOsao iksaI ka BaI haoSa nahIM rha

)aa. Apnao jaIvana kI ipClao ijayao huyao idnaa oM

kI BaUlaI­ibasarI yaadaoM maoM vah baar­baar hI Kao

saa jaata )aa. [saI kaoTragaZ, kI makD,I ko

jaalaaoM sao baunaI AaOr camagaadD,aoM va AbaabaIlaaoM ko

basaoraoM sao ilaPt KMDr [maart kI hrok laala

kIkiD,yaa [-MT pr BaI jaOsao ]sako BaUtkala kI

kao[- dd-BarI dastana ilaK dI ga[- )aI. yahaM

ka ija,ndgaI ko iksaI BaI Saaor sao mah$ma

caPpa­caPpa tk BaI jaOsao ]sako idla maoM basao

huyao dd- kI yaadaoM sao vaaikf hao cauka )aa.

kaOna jaanata )aa ik AakaSa Apnao idla kI

gahra[yaaoM maoM na jaanao iktnao duK AaOr ddao -M ko

gaubaar samaoTo huyao )aa. eosao gaubaar ik jaao Apnao

kaiÔlaaoM sao jau,da kBaI BaI ibaKr jaanao ko

ilayao Aakula hao cauko )ao.

pasa hI maoM rajagaaMva ka CaoTa saa manauYyaaoM

baccaaoM is~yaaoM AaOr laaogaaoM sao Baro huyao jaIvana

kI tmaama icantaAaoM AaOr proSaainayaaoM sao

laaprvaah hMsamauK maahaOla )aa. [sa pkar ik

kBaI-kBaar vahaM ko icarpiricat laaogaaoM ka svar

]sakI ivacaar(aaraAaoM kao BaMga krta huAa

kaozragaZ, kI TUTI hu[- maohrabaaoM sao Tkra­

Tkrakr ivalaIna hao jaata )aa. [saI puranaI

AaOr vaIrana [maart ko ibalkula krIba hI banaI

hu[- ek puranaI iksaI JaIla samaana manauYyaaoM ko

nahanao ko ilayao talaaba banaa huAa )aa. samaya

ko baItnao AaOr pirvat-na ko karNa Aba [sa

talaaba ka kao[- BaI ]pyaaoga nahIM hao pa rha

)aa saao [sa karNa ]saka panaI BaI gaMdlaa hao

cauka )aa. talaaba kI dIvaaraoM sao icapkI hu[-

ka[- BaI [sa baat ka saMkot )aI ik Aba vahaM

ka vah jamaanaa jaa cauka hO jaba ik AaMKoM

band ikyao huyao phrodaraoM ko saayao maoM [sako panaI

maoM rajaBavana kI saundiryaaM snaana ikyaa krtI

)aIM. Aasa-pasa kI }McaI­}McaI p%)araoM kI banaI

hu[- dIvaaraoM pr Aba tmaama trh kI vanaspit

AaOr jaMgalaI Gaasa ]ga Aa[- )aI. idna ma oM

sannaaTa tao Cayaa hI rhta )aa AaOr Saama pD,to

hI [sako KMDraoM maoM camagaadD, AaOr AbaabaIlaoM

Aakr icapk jaatI )aIM.

AakaSa ABaI tk baOza huAa )aa.

ibalkula caup AaOr Apnao ivacaaraoM maoM gaMBaIr.

vah kBaI naIcao BaUima kao doKta )aa tao kBaI

svatÁ hI ]sakI dRiYT dUr ixaitja kI

K,amaaoSaI kao inaharnao lagatI )aI. vaYaa- ko idna

)ao AaOr zMDI­zMDI vaayau ko hlko JaaoMkaoM sao hI

vaatavarNa ka Sava hr pla isakuD,ta jaa rha

)aa. maaOna baOzo huyao AakaSa nao ifr ek baar

dUr rajagaaMva ko kccaI [-MT ko banao huyao makanaa oM

kao doKa.doKa tao doKto hI ]sakI AaMKaoMM

maoM ]sako BaUlao ibasaro AtIt ka dd-Bara ica~

}Bar Aayaa. ]sanao saaocaa (artI ! vah

BaI tao [saI gaaMva kI ek baoTI hO. vah gaaMva

maoM hI plaI­baZ,I hO. gaaMva ko laaogaaoM jaOsaI hrok

AadtoM ]sako Andr hOM ` magar Aba pZ,­ilaKnao

ko pScaat ]sakI gaaMva kI hrok baatoM AaOr

vyavahar Sahr jaOsao Aa(auinak laaogaaoM ko samaana

badla cauka hO. ]sako ipta [sa gaaMva ko

jamaIMdar khlaato hOM. iksaI BaI baat kI kmaI

nahIM ]sako yahaM. iva(aata ka idyaa huAa saba

hI kuC ]sako pasa hO. iSaxaa AaOr saaOMndya -

daonaaoM hI kI vah mailaka hO.

AakaSa ka bacapna BaI tao [saI gaaMva ma oM

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baIta hO. rajagaaMva kI hrI­hrI vaaidyaaoM AaOr

hr samaya lahratI hu[- vaayau ko )apoD,aoM maoM Kolato

huyao vah javaana huAa hO. dUsaro $p maoM vah Kud

BaI tao [saI gaaMva ka ek sadsya hO. magar vah

(artI kI barabarI tk nahIM phuMca saka hO.

]sako ipta ek saa(aarNa ma(yama vagaI-ya

pirvaar maoM rhto huyao sarkarI ilaipk )ao.

]naka CaoTa saa pirvaar hO. AakaSa ApnaI

dao baihnaaoM ko saa)a vahaM Akolaa rhta hO.

]sako maata­ ipta kovala yahI ek (araohr

]sako pasa CaoD, kr prlaaok isa(aar cauko hOM.

yaUM tao vah BaI ek AcCI saI naaOkrI kr hI

rha )aa. ]sanao kuC jamaa nahIM ikyaa )aa

taOBaI vah iksaI BaI vastu ka maaohtaja BaI nahIM

)aa. jaIvana kI KuiSayaaM Apnao Aap ]sako

damana maoM kUdtI nahIM )aIM magar jaIvanap)a kI

rahaoM maoM khIM AM(aora BaI nahIM )aa. magar ]sako

jaIvana kI [na saarI KuiSayaaoM kao samaya ka

ek kzaor )apoD,a ek hI pla maoM CIna kr

Baaga BaI jaayaogaa eosaa AakaSa nao kBaI BaI

nahIM saaocaa )aa. ]sakI samast AiBalaaYaaAaoM

AaOr tmannaaAaoM pr va@t ko Aaro calanao lagaoga oM

]sanao kBaI sapnao maoM nahIM saaocaa )aa. ]sako

jaIvana ka dUsara pRYz [tnaa Ai(ak

qdyaivadark AaOr duKBara BaI hao sakta hO

AakaSa [sakao phlao sao kBaI BaI nahIM jaana

saka )aa. ]sako hMsato AaOr mauskrato huya o

jaIvana maoM yaUM Acaanak sao ivaYa koo Pyaalao BaI

Clak ]zoMgao ]sanao tao kBaI klpnaa BaI nahIM

kI )aI. sahI tao )aa. Aba ]sako jaIvana ma oM

rha hI @yaa )aa. naIrsata tnha[- AaOr mana

kI GauTna ko saa)a­saa)a ek And$naI tD,p `

basa yahI saba tao payaa hO ]sanao. yao manauYya ko

jaIvana ka ek kzaor sa%ya hI tao hO ik jaba

]sako hMsato­Kolato huyao jaIvana maoM Acaanak sao

maayaUisayaaoM AaOr ivavaSataAaoM ka phar hao jaayao

tao vah svaMya maoM iktnaa Ai(ak mailana AaOr

inajaI-va saa hao jaata hO yao tao vahI jaanata hO

ik ijasako saa)a yao saba GaiTt haota hO.

AakaSa ko vao idna iktnao sauKmaya AaOr

saundr )ao jaba ik vah kBaI (artI ko saa)a

baOza huAa GanTaoM ixaitja AaOr pkRit kI

$pCTa kao doK­ doKkr mauskrata rhta

)aa. tba xaNa Bar maoM hI ]sakI JaaolaI ma oM

KuiSayaaoM ka Zor laga jaata )aa. (artI kI

klpnaa maa~ sao hI ]sako qdya maoM saarI [cCayaoM

mast haokr JaUmanao saI lagatI )aIM. tba jaIvana

kI KuiSayaaoM kI ek­ek laiD,yaaM jauD,tI hu[-

ek pUrI lambaI EaMRKlaa maoM mauskrato huyao imalatI

calaI jaatI )aIM. ]sako gaMBaIr AaOr K,amaaoSa

qdya maoM BarI hu[- vaIranagaI kao (artI kI ek

hI mauskrahT pla Bar maoM hI Bagaa idyaa krtI

)aI. laoikna Aba samaya yaMU plaT BaI jaayaogaa

kaOna jaanata )aa. Saayad kao[- BaI tao nahIM.

[Msaana ica~ doKta hO. klpnaayaoM krta hO.

idna­rat doKo huyao sapnaaoM ko Aa(aar pr vah

ApnaI duinayaaM sajaanao ko ya%na BaI ikyaa krta

hO. majabaUt haotI hu[- [cCaSai@t ko Aa(aar

pr manauYya p%)araoM tk pr Gaasa ]gaanao kI

caoYTa krnao lagata hO. yahI AakaSa nao BaI

krnaa caaha )aa. jamaanao sao pUCo bagaOr Apnaa

GaraOMda AaOr Apnaa naID, khIM Alaga basaa laonaa

caaha )aa. magar ]saka saaocaa huAa jaIvana ka

basaora khIM basa saka ? [samaoM AvaSya hI

sandoh )aa. yahI saba kuC AakaSa baOza huAa

saaocao jaa rha )aa.

]sako kalaoja ko vao idna AaOr vao lamho

jaba vah (artI ko saa)a hI knhOyaa ko

janmas)ala ma)aura ko ek kalaoja maoM pZ,a krta

)aa. tba daonaaoM hI Apnao­Apnao hasTla maoM rh

kr pZ,a krto )ao. daonaaoM hI kI kxaa

haMlaaik Alaga-Alaga )aI prntu ifr BaI daonaa oM

ek dUsaro sao BalaI-BaaMit piricat )ao. [saka

mau#ya karNa )aa ik daonaaoM ek hI s)aana AaOr

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ek hI gaaMva ko inavaasaI )ao. AakaSa ko qdya

maoM (artI nao Apnaa ek ivaSaoYa s)aana ]sa samaya

sao banaa ilayaa )aa jaba ik vah bacapna maoM ]sako

saa)a-saa)a AaMK­imacaaOlaI Kolaa krtI )aI.

yauvaavas)aa Aanao pr AakaSa ko mana maoM basaI

hu[- (artI kI yao tsvaIr ]sako idla maoM BaivaYya

kI hsartaoM ka ek hsaIna sapnaa banakr

(aD,knao lagaI )aI. baad maoM ek hI kalaoja ma oM

pZ,nao ko karNa AakaSa (artI kao Apnao Gar

ka saayaa samaJakr Pyaar krnao lagaa )aa.

Pyaar krnao lagaa )aa ]sakao Apnao jaIvana ka

BaavaI saa)aI maanakr. mana hI mana vah ]sako

saa)a ivavaah ko sapnao doKnao lagaa )aa. magar

(artI AakaSa ko mana kI [na hsartaoM sao

ibalakula hI Anajaana )aI. vah kBaI sapnao ma oM

BaI nahIM saaocaa krtI )aI ik kBaI ]sako saa)a

fTo kpD,aoM maoM Kolanao vaalaa naadana Abaao(a

baalak ]sakao [sakdr Pyaar BaI krnao lagaa hO

ik vah Aba ]sako bagaOr Apnao jaIvana kI ek

saaMsa BaI svatn~ta sao nahIM lao sakta hO. vah

]sako idla AaOr idmaaga maoM ]sako jaIvana kI

saarI KuiSayaaoM kI hla­cala banakr sajaI baOzI

hu[- hO. vah tao AakaSa ko baaro maoM kovala

[tnaa hI Bar jaanatI )aI ik vah ]sako hI

gaaMva ka ek laD,ka hO AaOr saMyaaoga sao ek

hI kalaoja maoM pZ,nao Aayaa hO AaOr daonaaoM ko

pirvaaraoM maoM ek AcCI ima~ta BaI hO. [saI

jaana­phcaana ko karNa AakaSa yahaM kalaoja

maoM pZ,to samaya bahut sao kamaaoM maoM ]sakI samaya-

Asamaya sahayata BaI kr idyaa krta )aa.

ApnaI saImaa ko Antga-t (artI ko saaocanao ka

dayara AakaSa ko pit jaOsao bahut saIimat

)aa. magar AakaSa ko saaocanao ka dayara

'AakaSa' ko samaana hI bahut fOlaa huAa )aa.

vah payaÁ (artI ko ilayao kuC na kuC saaocata

hI rhta )aa.

AakaSa ApnaI pZ,a[- ko saa)a ica~karI

BaI ikyaa krta )aa. laoikna yao AaOr baat )aI

ik ]sanao ApnaI [sa ica~karI ko SaaOk kao

kBaI BaI iksaI ko saamanao nahIM dSaa-yaa )aa.

vah yaid ica~ BaI banaata )aa tao kovala Apnao

mana kI ]na CupI hu[- ]na BaavanaaAaoM kao ik

ijanakao khnao ko ilayao kBaI BaI ]sako pasa

Sabd jamaa nahIM hao sako )ao. Saayad yahI

]sakI vah ibaDmvanaa )aI ik ijasaka

K,aimayaajaa vah ApnaI saarI ]ma tk Baugatogaa

BaI yao vah nahIM jaanata )aa. yahIM kalaoja ma oM

rhto huyao AakaSa ka ek ima~ BaI )aa

hIra. hIra ]sako saa)a hI hasTla maoM ]sako

hI kmaro ka $ma maoT )aa. ek saa)a rhto huyao

hIra AakaSa ko pirvaar ]sakI pairvaairk

is)ait t)aa Anya baataoM sao BalaI BaaMit piricat

)aa.

[(ar kalaoja kI AMitma prIxaayaoM hr raoja,

pasa AatI jaa rhI )aIM AaOr AakaSa

idna­rat saaoca­saaocakr proSaana )aa ik vah

kba AaOr kOsao (artI sao Apnao idla kI ]sa

baat kao ]jaagar kro ijasakI bauinayaad ]sanao

bacapna sao Dala dI )aI. kOsao ]sasao Apnao ek

trfa poma ka baKana kro. (artI tao raoja, hI

kalaoja AatI )aI magar AakaSa bahut caahto

huyao BaI ]sako pasa tk nahIM Aa pata )aa.

daonaaoM hI ek dUsaro kao doKto BaI )ao magar

kovala AaOpcaairk namasto Aaid ko Aitir@t

kao[- BaI kuC Anya baat nahIM krta )aa.

AakaSa kao kBaI­kBaar eosaa tao mahsaUsa

haota )aa ik jaOsao (artI ]sakI caaor naja,raoM kao

iksaI saImaa tk pZ,nao kI kaoiSaSa tao krtI

hO prntu ifr ]sakI AaOr sao kao[- BaI saMkot

naa imala panao kI kmaI ko karNa maaOna BaI hao

jaatI )aI. AakaSa saaocata )aa ik (artI

]sako mana kI baat kao samaJatI tao hO prntu

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ifr jaOsao caahto huyao BaI kuC kh nahIM patI

hO. Saayad [saka karNa vah Kud hI )aa.

vahI tao ]sakao saSaaopMja maoM rKo huyao )aa.

(artI tao ek laD,kI )aI vah svaMya kOsao

phla kr saktI )aI. khnaa tao ]sao hI

caaihyao )aa. Apnao mana kI baat khnao ko

ilayao kalaoja sao AcCa Avasar ifr ]sao kBaI

BaI nahIM imala sakogaa. yahI tao maaOka hO ]sasao

khnao ko ilayao. yaid ABaI nahIM kha tao tao

Saayad vah ifr kBaI BaI nahIM kh sakogaa.

Apnao idla ko ArmaanaaoM ko #vaabaaoM kao

saakar krnao kI icanta t)aa (artI ko baaro ma oM

idna-rat saaocato­ivacaarto huyao AakaSa kI

saalaanaa prIxaa isar pr Aa ga[-. prIxaaAaoM

kI tOyaairyaaoM ko karNa svatÁ hI Ca~aoM ka

kalaoja maoM ibanaa bajah ko GaUmanaa­ifrnaa baMd hao

gayaa. )aaoD,o idnaaoM tk eosaa hI calata rha.

ifr baad maoM prIxaaAaoM kI tOyaairyaaoM ko ilayao

kalaoja kI kxaayaoM baMd kr dI ga[-M. kxaayaoM

baMd hu[-M tao (artI ka yaUM BaI kalaoja Aanaa baMd

hao gayaa. saao mana maarkr AakaSa na caahto

huyao BaI prIxaaAaoM kI tOyaairyaaoM maoM laga gayaa.

tba ek idna jaOsao­tOsao AakaSa nao

prIxaaAaoM ka baaoJa Apnao isar pr sao ]tara

magar (artI ko Pyaar ka jaunaUna vah Apnao idla

sao kOsao BaI na ]tar saka. (artI ko pit hr

pla ]saka pnapta huAa Pyaar ]sakI plakaoM

maoM [sakdr baMd hao cauka )aa ik vah [sakao

iksaI BaI trh sao Kaonaa nahIM caahta )aa. saao

[nhIM saaocaaoM AaOr #yaalaaoM maoM ek kBaI na

samaaPt haonao vaalaI gaMBaIrta AaOr naIrsata nao

]sako sampUNa- vyai@t%va pr Apnaa Ai(akar

jamaa ilayaa. ifr caohro pr Ca[- hu[- gaMBaIrta

nao jaba K,amaaoSaI ka saa)a ilayaa tao ifr jaOsao

Pyaar maoM iCnaI hu[- baaja,I ko duK nao ]sako saaro

caohro kI AaBaa kao samaaPt krko vahaM ek

AjaIba saI ir@tta kao ivarajamaana kra

idyaa. [saka pBaava eosaa pD,a ik vah Apnao

Aap maoM hI caup gaumasauma AaOr Kaoyaa-Kaoyaa saa

rhnao lagaa. (artI sao vah caahkr BaI Aaja

tk kuC BaI nahIM kh saka )aa. mahja ApnaI

Aaor sao sapnao doKto rhnao sao haota BaI @yaa.

vah inaraSa hI nahIM bailk htaSa saa hao gayaa.

vah jaanata )aa ik ek Avasar ]sao imalaa )aa

ijasamaoM vah Apnao idla kI tmaama AarjauAaoM

AaOr hsartaoM kI kma sao kma yaacanaa tao kr

hI sakta )aa magar saMyaaoga sao vah [sa Avasar

ka kao[- BaI laaBa nahIM ]za saka )aa. mana

kI hsartoM ]sako mana maoM hI rh kr jaOsao Aba

sada ko ilayao baojaubaana BaI hao caukI )aIM. kBaI

vah saaocata ik @yaaoM ]sanao (artI sao Pyaar

ikyaa. @yaaoM ]sakao Apnao idla maoM Cupanao kI

kaoiSaSa kI. @yaaoM vah ApnaI hI trf sao

]sako [tnao pasa tk calaa Aayaa )aa ik Aba

vaapsa jaanao maoM ]sao tklaIf BaI haonao lagaI

)aI.

prIxaaAaoM ko pScaat (artI baD,o hI

saamaanya trIko sao Apnao Gar calaI ga[-. jaanao

sao phlao ]sanao AakaSa kao ek baar BaI nahIM

batayaa ik vah flaaMnao idna Gar jaa rhI hO.

tba AakaSa nao yahI saaoca kr santaoYa kr

ilayaa ik vah batatI BaI @yaaoM. jaa tao vah

vahIM rhI )aI ik jahaM ka vah Kud BaI rhnao

vaalaa hO. jaba daonaaoM ka gaaMva ek hO rhnao

ka s)aana ek hO Sahr AaOr Aanao­jaanao ka

maaga- BaI ek hO tao batanao AaOr na batanao sao

fk- BaI @yaa pD,ta )aa. vah saaocatI haogaI

ik jaOsao vah ]sakao yahaM kalaoja maoM doK laotI

)aI Apnao gaaMva maoM BaI hr idna doK ilayaa

krogaI.

ifr (artI Apnao Gar phuMcaI magar

AakaSa nahIM jaa saka. vah kuCok idnaaoM ko

ilayao vahIM vaRndavana maoM Apnao ima~ hIra ko saa)a

$k gayaa. yao ek AjaIba hI pkar kI

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]sakI is)ait )aI. (artI kao vah iksaI BaI

kImat pr Kaonaa nahIM caahta )aa AaOr Apnao

mauK sao Apnao idla kI baat kao kh donao ka

]samaoM saahsa BaI nahIM )aa. [saka Asar yao

pD,a ik vah tnha s)aanaaoM ka sahara laoto huyao

ApnaI K,amaaoSa mauhbbataoM ko dIp caupcaap

jalaanao lagaa. ]sakI K,amaaoiSayaaoM ko dayaro

jaba Ai(ak ]laJanao lagao tao vah ]nhoM saulaJaanao

kI caoYTa maoM ek dUsarI hI duinayaaM maoM BaTknao

lagaa. hr samaya klpnaaAaoM AaOr Pyaar ko

TUTo­BaTko sapnaaoM maoM vah DUbaa­ DUbaa rhnao

lagaa. jahaM khIM BaI inakla jaata tao ifr

]sako vaapsa Aanao ka kao[- BaI inaiScat samaya

hI nahIM haota. jaba doKao tba hI vah vah ]na

s)aanaaoM kao dor tk takta rhta jahaM pr

(artI ka ja,ra BaI kao[- samban(a rh cauka

)aa. ]sako idla maoM Pyaar kI ek khanaI

AarMBa hu[- )aI AaOr [sa khanaI ka AMitma

Baaga (artI kao pUra krnaa )aa; vah [sa samsyaa ka samaa(aana kOsao AaOr kba kro ` basa yahI

]sako idla kI vah hsart )aI ik ijasako

karNa vah rat-idna Gaulanao lagaa )aa.

hIra ek samaJadar laD,ka )aa. vah

AakaSa ka ek AcCa ima~ )aa. kafI idnaa oM

sao vah AakaSa kI ek ek hrkt kao

gaMBaIrta sao pZ, rha )aa. [sako saa)a hI vah

AakaSa kI idnacayaa- t)aa ]sako hava­Baava ma oM

Aayao huyao pirvat-naaoM kaoM BaI doK rha )aa. vah

[tnaa tao samaJa rha )aa ik AakaSa khIM

iksaI Anya saMsaar maoM BaTk rha hO. magar

]sako BaTknao ka mau#ya karNa @yaa hao sakta

hO vah yao nahIM samaJa pa rha )aa. tba ek

idna hIra nao AakaSa kao proSaana AaOr gaumasauma

doKto huyao yaUM hI AMdaja maoM Anaumaana lagaato huyao

]sasao kh idyaa.vah baaolaa ik `

" yaUM ha)a pr ha)a (aro kama nahIM calanaovaalaa

hO. Agar ]sakao [tnaa hI caahto hao tao

jaakr kh @yaaoM nahIM doto hao. Agar nahIM

khaogao tao saarI ]ma raoAaogao ` pCtaAaogao.

klpnaaAaoM AaOr KaoKlao sapnaaoM kI duinayaaM ma oM

BaTkto rhnao sao tumhoM kuC BaI laaBa nahIM

imalanaovaalaa hO. vaastivakta kao svaIkarao.

ya)aa)a-vaadI banakr hI ]saka ha)a pkD,

sakaogao ijasakao idla maoM basaa rKa hO. Agar

]saka saamanaa krnao ka saahsa tumamaoM nahIM hO

AaOr mauK sao nahIM kh sakto hao tao ilaK kr

do dao. naarI iktnao hI p%)ar idla kI caaho

@yaaoM na hao magar ifr BaI ApnaI trf Pyaar

kI Aarja,U krnao vaalao kI Sa~u nahIM hao saktI

hO."

tba hIra ko porNaa sao Baro SabdaoM nao

AakaSa kao ek na[- sfUi<a- pdana kr dI.

]sasao poirt haokr ]sanao ApnaI klama ka

sahara ilayaa )aa. klaakar tao vah )aa hI.

saao ApnaI baat kao SabdaoM maoM khnao pr ]sao

kao[- ivaSaoYa proSaanaI BaI nahIM Aa[-. ifr

]sanao jaao khanaI ilaKI vah ]sakI iksaI

klpnaa pr Aa(aairt na haokr ]sako hI

jaIvana kI kao[- sa%ya GaTnaa kI dastana )aI.

(artI ko pit basao huyao ]sako Pyaar ko samast

ehsaasaaoM ka vaNa-na ]sanao Apnao idla ko ktraoM

ko $p maoM kagaja ko pnnaaoM pr ]MDo,la idyaa

)aa. (artI kao ApnaI khanaI kI naaiyaka

banaakr Apnao idla ka Baod ]sanao ]gala idyaa

)aa. (artI ko pit ]sakI iktnaI saundr

BaavanaayaoM )aIM. ]sako ilayao ]sako Pyaar kI

iktnaI gahra[-)aI. ija,ndgaI kI iktnaI kaOna

saI kmaisana ikrNaaoM kI raoSanaI maoM ]sanao (artI

kao Apnao idla kI rga-rga maoM Cupa ilayaa )aa

[na saarI baataoM kI ek khanaI banaakr ]sanao

vahIM ma)aura sao inaklanao vaalao ek raYT/Iya

dOinak maoM pkaSanaa)a- Baoja idyaa. ifr baad maoM

Apola­jaUna 2012 62

vah Apnao gaaMva rajagaaMva vaapsa calaa Aayaa

)aa.

saMyaaoga kI baat )aI ik ijasa idna [sakI

prIxaa ka pirNaama GaaoiYat huAa )aa ` ]saI idna

]saI hI AKbaar maoM ]sakI khanaI BaI '

ibaKrto sapnao maorI rahaoM ko ' naama sao pkaiSat

hu[- )aI. AakaSa ko ilayao psannata kI baat

)aI. saa)a hI dUsarI psannata kI jaao baat

Anya )aI ik vah AaOr (artI daonaaoM hI

ApnaI­ApnaI prIxaaAaoM maoM iWtIya EaoNaI ma oM

pasa hao gayao )ao. (artI BaI prIxaa maoM pasa hao

jaanao k KuSaI maoM fUlaI nahIM samaa rhI )aI.

saaro idna vah gaaMva maoM caaraMo trf

]ClatI­GaUmatI ifrI )aI. AaOpcaairkta ko

naato vah ek baar AakaSa ko pasa BaI Aa[-

)aI ]sao pasa hao jaanao kI ba(aa[-yaaM donao ko

ilayao. ifr jaba idna Zla gayaa AaOr Saama BaI

gahra ga[- AaOr jaba Apnao saaro kamaaoM sao

fursat pakr (artI saaonao ko ilayao Apnao

ibastr pr Aa[- tao saaonao sao phlao ]sanao dOinak

AKbaar kao ifr ek baar doKa. magar jaba

AKbaar kao doKto samaya Acaanak hI ]sakI

dRiYT AakaSa kI ilaKI khanaI pr pD, ga[-

AaOr jaba ]sanao laoKk ko s)aana pr AakaSa

ka naama doKa tao vah sahsaa hI caaOMk BaI ga[-

.]saka caaOMknaa bahut svaBaaivak )aa. [sa

dSaa maoM BaI ik ]sanao [sasao phlao tao na kBaI

doKa AaOr saunaa hI )aa ik ]sako saa)a ka hI

pZ,nao AaOr Kolanaovaalaa AakaSa ka naama kBaI

ek laoKk ko $p maoM BaI Aa sakta hO.

khanaI maoM laoKk AakaSa ka naama doKkr

]sakI ija&asaa tao baZ, hI ga[- )aI ` magar [sasao

BaI Ai(ak vah pZ,kr dMga rh ga[- ik

AakaSa nao ApnaI khanaI maoM jaao kuC BaI

ilaKa )aa vah ]saI sao sambain(at )aa. khanaI

kI ek­ek GaTnaa ` hrok baat AaOr GaTnaaAaoM

ko Ëma (artI kao jaba ma)aura maoM kalaoja ko

idnaaoM maoM ibatayao huyao idnaaoM sao imalato­jaulato

jaana pD,o tao ifr ]sao samaJato dor nahIM lagaI

ik ]sako hI gaaMva ka kBaI ]sako saa)a

Kolanaovaalaa AakaSa ]sao A)aah Pyaar BaI

krta hO. khanaI kI ek­ek pMi@t maoM

]sako pit payao jaanao vaalao AakaSa ko ]sa

Pyaar kI AartI ko dIpaoM kI raoSanaI )aI ik

ijasakao Saayad vah hr pla jalaata Aa rha

)aa. ek­ek Axar maoM khanaI kI naaiyaka

ko pit jaao ik vah svaMya hI )aI ` naayak ko

Pyaar kI KuSabauAaoM ko saa)a­saa)a ]sakI

]daisayaaoM maoM kaTo gayao idnaaoM ka dd- BaI Bara

huAa )aa.

pZ,nao ko pScaat khanaI kI samaaiPt pr

(artI ko badna ko tar­tar JanaJanaa ]zo.

[sa pkar ik ]sako idla kI yaadaoM maoM ipClao

kalaoja ko ijayao huyao samast idna ifr ek baar

jaIivat hao ]zo. vah ]nhoM ek baar ifr sao

daohranao pr ivavaSa hao ga[-. khanaI ka naayak

]sako Pyaar ka dIvaanaa ]sako hI gaaMva ka

AakaSa hO saaocato hI (artI kI AaMKaoM ma oM

kalaoja ko vao idna saamanao Aa gayao jaba ik

AakaSa A@sar ]sakao ek ivaSaoYa inagaahaoM sao

doKa krta )aa. ]na AaMKaoM kI maUk BaaYaa ma oM

]sako pit Apar caahtaoM ka diryaa bah rha

hO. ]sako ilayao Pyaar BarI mauhbbtaoM kI sadayaoM

hOM. ek Apna%va AaOr kovala Apnaapna hO.

[tnaa Ai(ak ik AakaSa ]sakao Pyaar hI

nahIM krta ` bailk ]sakI pUjaa krta hO; [sa

t)ya kI puiYT (artI kao Acaanak sao hu[ - tao

ApnaI (aD,knaaoM pr kabaU naa pa saknao ko

karNa dOinak AKbaar ka p~ svat: hI

]sako ha)aaoM sao CUTkr naIcao fSa- pr igar

pD,a. saarI rat tba vah AakaSa ko ilayao hI

saaocatI rhI. ]sako saa)a kI kalaoja kI

hrok GaTnaa kao vah baar­baar daohra ga[-.

ifr pat: kI baolaa maoM jaba na[- ]Yaa ka

caotnaa 63

]dya huAa tao (artI kI AaMKaoM maoM naIMd ko

icanh )ao. saarI rat vah saao BaI nahIM pa[-

)aI. ]sanao SaIGa hI ek baar AakaSa sao

imalanao ka inaScaya kr ilayaa. tba AakaSa

kI phlaI maulaakat (artI sao [saI kaoZragaZ,

kI saUnasaana AaOr inaja-nata sao BarI hu[- maugala[-

KMDrI laala [maart maoM hu[- )aI. vah phla

imalana ]sako jaIvana kI ek saundr yaadgaar

)aI. [saI kaozragaZ, kI TUTI­fUTI maohrabaaoM ma oM

(artI ko qdya maoM tba AakaSa ko pit poma

kI phlaI ikrNa jaagat hu[- )aI. AaOr tba sao

(artI iktnao Apna%va sao AakaSa kao Apnaa

jaanakr jaIvana ko hr AcCo­bauro kamaaoM ko

pit inado-Sa saa donao lagaI )aI. ]sasao vah sadOva

HI kha krtI )aI ‘icantayaoM ` sauK­ duK AaOr

]tar­caZ,ava jaIvana ko hI ihssao hOM. [nhoM

gaMBaIrta sao Apnao isar pr baaM(akr mat rKao.

tuma isagaroT BaI pIto hao ` AcCa Aba mat pInaa

[sasao svaas)ya Kraba haota hO , , ,’ (artI ko

Apna%va AaOr p`itidna ]sako pit baZ,tI hu[ -

]lft nao AakaSa kao ibalkula hI badla

Dalaa. ]sanao isagaroT pInaa baMd kr idyaa.

hMsanao AaOr mauskaranao lagaa )aa vah tba. cahoro

pr ivalaIna haotI hu[- ]sakI mauskrahT vaapsa

laaOT Aa[- )aI. ]sako saUK,to huyao jaIvanavaRxa

kao (artI nao Apnao Pyaar ko jala sao saIMca idyaa

)aa. iKMjaaAaoM maoM fUlaaoM kI baharoM Aa caukI

)aIM. tba (artI ko AsaIma Pyaar kI

klpnaaAaoM maoM DUbakr ]sako qdya maoM sauKI

BaivaYya kI JanakaroM haonao lagaIM )aIM. SarIr ko

raoMya­raoMya maoM ivajaya kI GaMiTyaaM bajanao lagaIM

)aIM. ]sao lagaa )aa ik ]sanao (artI kao sada

ko ilayao jaIt ilayaa hO. vah tba GaMTaoM (artI

kao saa)a ilayao [saI kaozragaZ, kI baOMca pr

baOza rhta )aa. ]sasao Apnao BaavaI Gar kao

sajaanao ko tmaama sapnaaoM ko baaro maoM batata rhta

)aa. tba psannataAaoM ko vaSaIBaUt ]sanao hIra

kao BaI ek p~ ilaKkr ]sako Wara idyao

]icat sauJaava ko baaro maoM (anyavaad baaolaa )aa.

AakaSa bagaOr iksaI BaI baat kI prvaa ikyao

huyao ApnaI poma kI [sa baairSa maoM lagaatar

BaIgata gayaa. poma kI duinayaaM ka sahara laokr

daonaaoM nao tba Zorao­Zor saa)a inaBaanao ko vaado

ikyao. ek­dUsaro kao Apnao­Apnao ivaSvaasa

ka sahara idyaa.

baad maoM (artI ApnaI Aagao kI }McaI

iSaxaa ko ilayao idllaI calaI ga[-. AakaSa

Apnao pirvaar kI Aai)a-k is)ait kao saamanao

rKkr naaOkrI krnao lagaa. ifr idna baItto

gayao. haoto­haoto ek vaYa- hao gayaa. magar [sa

baIca ]sao (artI ko p~ barabar paPt haoto

rho. daonaaoM Aaor sao p~aoM AaOr faona kI baairSa

barabar haotI rhI. laoikna (aIro(aIro Acaanak

sao AakaSa kao ehsaasa haonao lagaa ` jaao p~aoM

AaOr faona ka tat-mya (artI kI Aaor sao banaa

huAa )aa vah TUTnao lagaa hO. (artI ko p~

Aanao bahut kma hao cauko )ao. [saka karNa

@yaa hao sakta )aa AakaSa sahja hI kao[-

karNa nahIM ZUMZ, saka. nahIM samaJa saka tao

]sako qdya kao vahI ivayaaoga AaOr dd- satanao

lagaa ijasaka ehsaasa ]sakao kBaI (artI ko

karNa hI huAa )aa. ]sanao (artI kao p~

ilaKo. vah barabar ilaKta rha. prntu

(artI ka kao[- BaI ]<ar nahIM Aayaa. faona

ikyao tao naMbar kTa huAa lagaa. jaba lagaatar

idna ptIxaaAaoM AaOr inaraSaaAaoM maoM sarknao lagao

tao AakaSa pr ifr ek baar dd-Baro baadlaa oM

ko saayao Canao lagao. ifr (aIro­(aIro gyaarh

maihnao AaOr samaaPt hao gayao. (artI Aba tk

AakaSa kI trf sao pUNa-tÁ K,amaaoSa hao caukI

)aI. kBaI BaI vah Aba saUK,o AakaSa kI

trf AaMK ]zakr doKtI BaI nahIM )aI.

Apola­jaUna 2012 64

tba kuC idnaaoM ko baad hI AakaSa kao

(artI ka ek p~ paPt huAaek

laMbaa­caaOD,a saÔod ilafafa. AakaSa nao

SaIGa hI ]%saukta maoM Kaola Dalaa. laoikna

Kaolakr jaba ]sakI AaMKaoM nao jaao doKa tao

doKkr ]sao ivaSvaasa BaI nahIM

huAa(artI ek ja,maIdar ko vakIla

laD,ko iksaanaraja sao Apnaa ivavaah krnao jaa

rhI )aI. ]sako ha)a sao SaadI ka inamaM~Na ma oM

Aayaa huAa kaD- CUT kr naIcao igar gayaa.

tba ]sa idna ko baad sao AakaSa ko vyavahar

dSaa AaOr idnacayaa- maoM pirvat-na Aanaa Sau$ hao

gayaa. eosaa haonaa yaUM BaI bahut svaBaaivak )aa.

(artI ]sasao kuC BaI kho­saunao iktnaI sahjata

sao iknaara kr ga[- )aI. malaala sao Ai(ak ]sao

AaScaya- haonao lagaa )aa. AakaSa ifr sao

Apnao kalaoja ko gauja,aro huyao idnaao maoM M laaOT

Aayaa. ija,ndgaI maoM Pyaar ko Cla ka ek eosaa

kzaor tmaacaa BaI ]sako mauMh pr pD,ogaa jamaanao

kI [sa kD,vaI rIit kao tba vah jaana payaa

)aa. ifr eosaI dSaa maoM AakaSa kao Apnao

BaavaI jaIvana kI rahaoM pr AM(akar ko kalao

(abbaao ko isavaaya AaOr kuC BaI naja,r nahIM

Aata )aa. ]sako ivacaar ]sakI dSaa AaOr

]sako rhna­sahna ko AMdaja idna va idna

gaMBaIrtaAaoM saaocaaoM AaOr ivaYaad ko baadlaaoM maoMM

]laJanao lagao. Anajaanao maoM hI ]sako qdya kao

Pyaar ko Alagaava kI ca@kI nao baurI trh sao

masala Dalaa )aa. tba AakaSa nao saaocaa )aa ik

yahI jamaanao kI rIit hO. Pyaar kI maMijala

ka AMitma izkanaa ivaYaad xaaoBa AaOr froba

kI ]sa baigayaa maoM jaakr basanaa hO jahaM pr

kovala ]sao Apnao damana maoM Aba kovala kaMTo hI

Barnao )ao. Apnao Aapkao tsallaI donao AaOr

samaJaanao ko ilayao ]sanao ifr sao isagaroT pInaa

AarMBa kr dI. ijasako ilayao CaoD,I )aI ]saI

nao ]sakao CaoD, idyaa )aa. vah saUnaI AaOIr

ekant duinayaaM maoM baobasa jaInao pr majabaUr hao

gayaa. Apnao ima~ hIra kao ]sanao saba kuC

bata hI idyaa )aa. vah Aajakla maMsaUrI ma Mo

)aa. laoikna hIra ko p~ AakaSa kao barabar

imalato rho )ao. Apnao hrok p~ maoM vah

AakaSa kao samaJaata hI )aa. laoikna ifr BaI

AakaSa kao tsallaI nahIM imalatI )aI. p~aoM sao

haota BaI @yaa. ]sako jaIvana maoM ApUNa-ta

AinaScaya AaOr inaraSa kamanaaAaoM nao Apnaa

basaora tao kr hI ilayaa )aa.

ifr ek idna hIra ]sako pasa Aayaa.

vah AakaSa ka caohra AaOr ]sakI pirvait-t

dSaa kao doKto hI dMga rh gayaa. @yaa halat

banaa rKI )aI AakaSaa nao ApnaIÆ hIra nao

AakaSa sao tao kuC BaI nahIM kha ` pr vah

]saka dd- AaOr ]sako mana kI dSaa kao

BalaI­BaaMit samaJa cauka )aa. ifr BaI ]sanao

AakaSa kao samaJaayaa hI. ek nayao isaro sao

nayaa jaIvana AarMBa krnao kI salah dota rha.

magar AakaSa pr [na samast baataoM ka tinak

BaI Asar nahIM haota )aa. ]sanao jaOsao Kud kao

kovala maRt kamanaaAaoM kI A)aI- jaOsaa samaJa

ilayaa )aa. ifr jaba hr samaya AakaSaa

Kaoyaa­Kaoyaa AaOr SaUnya saa rhnao lagaa tao hIra

nao ]sao samaJaato huyao kha ik

“manauYya ko Gar ko AaMgana kI (artI ]sakI

pi%na haotI hO. jaao huAa hO ]sao jaivana ka

ek kD,vaa AnauBava samaJakr ek kaonao maoM

rK dao. tuma ApnaI SaadI @yaaoM nahIM kr laoto

haoÆ”

SaUnya baOzo huyao AakaSa ko saaoyao huyao qdya

maoM hIra ko kho huyao Sabd SaUla samaana cauBao tao

]sako Gaava AaOr BaI Ai(ak ddI-lao hao gayao.

]sako caohro pr mauda-nagaI AaOr malaInata kI pto-M

caZ,tI calaI ga[-M. iksaI pkar Apnao kao

saMtuilat krto huyao AakaSa nao hIra sao kha

ik `

caotnaa 65

“ maOMnao (artI ko saa)a ek sampUNa - AMk banaanao

kI saaocaI )aI. (artI calaI ga[- tao maorI [ka[-

BaI calaI ga[-. maora AMk TUT cauka hO ` AaOr

maOM Aba ek SaUnya hUM. baohtr haogaa ik mauJasao

eosaI baatoM mat ikyaa krao.”

“ jaao hao gayaa hO ]sao BaUla @yaaoM nahIM jaato.

duinayaaM bahut baD,I hO. ZUMZ,aogao tao tumhoM ek sao

baZ,kr ek (artI imala jaayaoMgaI.” hIra

baaolaa.

“hIra ` maora qdya kao[ - BaI (ama-Saalaa nahIM hO

ik ijasaka jaI caaho tba Aakr rho AaOr ifr

calata banao. ijasakao [samaoM basanaa )aa vah basa

cauka hO.” khto huyao AakaSa nao ]sao Apnaa

Gar idKato huyao Aagao kha ik `

“maOMnao saaocaa )aa ik [sa Gar maoM maOM AaOr (artI

daonaaoM imalakr caaMd­isataraoM kI duinayaaM sajaa

doMgao. laoikna kuC nahIM banaa. maaOsamaI AaOr

rsmaI hvaa ko kovala ek JaaoMko sao saba kuC

lauT gayaa. maOM har gayaa AaOr jamaanao ka calana

AaOr rsmaoM jaIt ga[-M. Aba mauJakao hr laD,kI

maoM Cla AaOr froba ko jaalao idKa[- doto hOM.

maora Gar maoro Gar ka sapnaa Aba kBaI BaI

saakar nahIM haonao ka.”

(artI kI smaRit maa~ sao hI AakaSa ka

klaojaa jaOsao jalanao lagaa )aa. idla maoM naagafnaI

ko kaMToM cauBanao lagato )ao. jaba vah Ai(ak

sahna nahIM kr saka tao dUsaro kmaro maoM Aa

gayaa.maoja pr rKo ek baD,o sao kOnavaasa kao

]sanao inahara. ifr ]sanao ]sako }pr pD,o

pdo- kao hTa idyaa. (artI ka KubasaUrtI Bara

ica~ Aba BaI ]sao doKkr mauskra rha )aa.

(artI ka yah vah ica~ )aa ijasao AakaSa nao

jaOsao apnao idla ko rMgaaoM ka sahara laokr

sajaayaa )aa. tba AakaSa nao ]sa pUro ica~ kao

ha)aaoM maoM ]za ilayaa. bahut dor tk vah ]sao

doKta rha. doKto huyao vah ica~ sao hI baaolaa

“(artI mauJao tumasao kao[ - BaI iSakayat nahIM

hO. kao[- iSakvaa nahIM hO. Saayad maOM hI phlao

sao BaUla maoM )aa. maOM nahIM jaanata )aa ik ‘(artI’

tao ja,maIdar kI haotI hO. ek iksaana ka ]sa

pr Ai(akar banata hO. vahI ]sao hr trh ko

puYpaoM sao sauSaaoiBat krta hO. maOM iktnaa maUK-

)aa jaao ‘(artI’ kao naIlao AakaSa sao jaaoD, rha

)aa. eosaa haonaa tao bahuyt hI kizna hI nahIM

bailk AsaMBava BaI hO. @yaa kBaI ja,maIna AaOr

Aasamaana BaI imalato hOMÆ ‘(artI’ AaOr

‘AakaSa’ ka imalana tao naa kBaI AtIt maoM

huAa hO AaOr naa HI kBaI BaivaYya maoM hao

sakogaa. ‘AakaSa’ ka kama tao kovala raonaa

AaOr barsanaa hO. yaid AakaSa raoyaogaa nahIM tao

(artI kao kaOna saIMcaogaa. jala nahIM barsaogaa tao

vah kOsao flaogaI AaOr fUlaogaIÆ AakaSa ko

AaMsauAaoM maoM hI (artI kI KuSaI haotI hO. maOM rao

laUMgaa. tD,pUMgaa AaOr CTpTa}MMgaa tba hI tuma

KuSa haokr lahlaha}gaI. hrI­BarI rhaogaI.

@yaaoM maOM jaanata hUM ik maoro AaMsauAaoM maoM hI

tumhara sauK hO. tuma tao iksaana raja kI hao.

AakaSa kI kOsao bana saktI hao.iva(aata ko

inayamaaoM kao @yaaoMkr taoD, sakaogaaI. yah tao

maorI BaUla )aI. AakaSa kBaI hMsata nahIM

mauskrata nahIM k ovala raota hI hO , , ,’

BaavanaaAaoM maoM bahto huyao AakaSa kI

AaMKaoM sao svatÁ hI AaMsaU vaYaa - kI baUMdaoM samaana

Tp­Tp krto huyao (artI ko ica~ pr igarnao

lagao. hIra nao jaba ]sao doKa tao kha ik `

“@yaa baat hO AakaSa. baI e vaoba maOna.”

tba kuC idna AaOr zhrkr hIra vaapsa

laaOT gayaa )aa. ifr jaba AakaSa vaapsa

rajagaaMva Aayaa tao kaozragaZ, kI ]sa vaIrana

maugala[- KMDr banaI eoithaisak [maart kao

doKkr ]sako bauJao huyao AtIt kI yaad ]sakI

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AaMKaoM maoM ek dd- laokr ifr sao ]%pnna hao

ga[- )aI. [saIilayao AakaSa [sa puStOnaI [maart

kI ]saI p%)ar kI baOMca pr baOznao Aa gayaa )aa

ijasa pr kBaI ]sako saa)a baOzkr (artI nao

]saka damana kBaI naa CaoD,nao kI ksmaoM Ka[-

)aIM. baOzo­baOzo vah Apnao jaIvana kI ipClaI

hrok GaTnaa kao ifr ek baar daohra gayaa

)aa. vaYaa- )ama caukI )aI. saM(yaa DUba rhI )aI.

vaIrana AaOr puranaI [maart kI dIvaaraoM AaOr

Ast­vyast maohrabaaoM sao camagaadD, AaOr

AbaabaIlaoM Aakr icapknao lagaIM )aIM.

AakaSa nao baOzo­baOzo hI jaoba sao isagaroT

inakalaI AaOr ]sako (auMyao maoM Kud kao iCpanao

kI kaoiSaSa krnao lagaa. ek idna )aa jaba

ik (artI nao ]sasao isagaroT CaoD,nao ko ilayao

kha )aa. tba ]sao isagaroT CaoD,nao maoM kao[- BaI

tklaIf nahIM hu[- )aI. ek baar maoM ]sanao

isagaroT pInaa CaoD, idyaa )aa. ]sao kao[- BaI

dd- nahIM huAa )aa. (artI ka khnaa ]sanao

maana ilayaa )aa pr Aaja [saI isagaroT ko (auMyao

maoM ek dd- )aa. ga,maaoM ka BaMdar )aa. AtIt

kI Ast­vyast AxaraoM ko saa)a ]sako Pyaar

kI A(aUrI khanaI )aI. AakaSa kao maalauma hO

ik ` vah BaI ApnaI ija,ndgaI kao Aba [saI

isagaroT ko (auMyao ko samaana jalaakr hvaa ma oM

sada ko ilayao ]D,a dogaa. ]sao K,ak kr

Dalaogaa. @yaaoMik (aMuAa hI Aba tao ]saka

hmasaÔr hmakdma AaOr hmarahI hO. ]saka

jaIvanasaa)aI hO. (artI ko pScaat ]sao kovala

Aba (auMyao ko saa)a hI rhnaa hO. rhto huyao

Apnao jaIvana ko SaoYa bacao huya idna vyatIt

krnao hOM.

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ek eosaa naama ikÊ ijasakI ija,ndgaI AaOr maaOt nao

saaro ivaSva ka Qaaima-k ivaSvaasa hI badla idyaa. ibabalaIkla AaOr eoithaisak sa%ya pr AaQaairt

]pnyaasakar va khanaIkar

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saMsaar AaOr AQyaa%ma ko [ithasa maoM

‘yaISau naasarI’ ek eosaI hstI hO ik ijasako kovala

saaZ,o tIna vaYaao -M ko kaya-kala nao vah kirSmaa kr

Dalaa ik ijasakI baja,h sao na kovala saamaaijak `

rajanaOitk AaOr eoithaisak tqyaaoM nao krvaT hI

laI `bailk saaro saMsaar ko Qaaima-k calana kao BaI Apnaa

ivaSvaasa badla donaa pD,a. vat-maana ko AaMkD,o [sa

baat AaOr saccaa[- ko zaosa gavaah hOM ik Aaja BaI

saaro ivaSva maoM yaISau ko AnauyaaiyayaaoM kI saM#yaa

na kovala saaro Qamaao-M sao khIM bahut AiQak hO `

bailk inarntr idna­dUnaI AaOr rat­caaOganaI ko ihsaaba sao

baZ,tI jaa rhI hO. baa[bala [sa baat kao ]jaagar krtI hO

ik yaISau ko janma AaOr ]nako saMsaar maoM Aanao sao pUva-

]nako ilayao kI ga[-M samast BaivaYyavaaiNayaaM p%qar pr pD,I hu[-

lakIr ko samaana pUrI hao caukI hOM AaOr jaao ]nako

Aanao ko pScaat rh ga[-M hOM vao BaI SaIGa` hI pUrI

haonao vaalaI hOM. Aaja BaI ivaSva Bar maoM yaISau ko naama sao

BaUK,aoM kao Baaojana idyaa jaata hO. khIM yaid marI yaa

maar pD,tI hO taOBaI yaISau ko hI naama sao ja$rtmaMdaoM

kao raht iksaI BaI Baod­Baava ko phuMcaa[- jaatI hOÆ

prmaoSvar ko Wara banaa[- hu[- vastuAaoM kao [-Svar

banaakr baMdgaI krnao vaalaaoM kao yao tao saaocanaa

caaihyao ik kao[- tao saccaa[- yaISau ko naama maoM hO ik `

ijasako karNa ]nakI saaZ,o tIna vaYaao- M kI ilaKI hu[-

[baart kao kBaI BaI imaTayaa

nahIM jaa sakta hO.

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