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^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k]ck] xq:] fiz;k] T;kauh eyk lkekftd cG fnya R;kaP;k O;Fkk &osnusyk----------- tye[kq.kk-------- ^rkaMsy* Eg.kts cSykP;k rkaM;kpk eq[; <ksjD;k- <ksjD;klg rkaMk&mRFkkukph gh gfdxr vkgs- ^tban OgÅu jtkdkjh laiY;kyh- R;sP;kekxua dokrch nksupkj lkykua tyeykl- tYekphch dRrkp- tyeyk rok uqlrp xBqGa- gkyauk u~ pyauk- thouk ‘kho- dquhrch lkaxra] ^eqok tyeyk;- fuÅu iqjk mdaM;kr-* usrks mpywu- [kksnk;k fHkMyks r~ dk; yd~du dkGht gkyya] yGoGra xBqGa cxwu- vkja frP;k tho vkya iksjkr] Eg.kr ijr vk.krks- dksB;kr fuÅu xje ikuh orya rok dqBa rqoa ^V;k¡o V;k¡o* lq: >kYra-----** Ckkua ,sdoysyh <ksjD;kph gh tyedFkk- fyg.ka c?kwu nkfn;k Eg.kk;ph] ^eqok Egwu QsdY;kya eOg iksjxa djkerh gk; dh& dlk pdksV fyorq;k------------------* cSya& <ksja& ‘ksjMa jk[kr jk[kr f’kdr tkrks- eWfVªdyk ejkBh cksyrk ;k;ph ukgh] rjh ftÌ] fpdkVh o vH;klkus iq<s egkfo|ky;kr ejkBh f’kdow ykxyks- lekt& ifjorZukP;k /;klkus dk;ZdrkZ dsya- ckP;k rksaMwu vk”kZ] iqjk.k&yksddFkk& lk&;k ,sdhodgk.;k ,sdwu fuekZ.k >kysyh lkfgR; okpukph vkoM o vH;kl] ;k xks”Vhauk feGkysyh vuqHkokph tksM ;krwu ‘kCnka’kh eS=h tMyh- Eg.kwup rhl&iLrhl o”kkZP;k dkyiVkrhy dMsdikjhrwu vknGr& vkiVr] oG.kk& vkMoG.kkus okV [kksnr tk.kkjk thou&vks?k ‘kCnkar idMw ‘kdyks- lekt thoukrhy folaxrhus fonh.kZ gks.kk&;k eukr pky.kkjh /kqlQwl iq<s iq<s /kqelw ykxrs- nkL;Ro Bksdj.kkja eu ikjaifjdrsfo:/n ik; jksowu mHka jkgra- R;kr iqUgk caM[kksj ijaijspa dzkafroknh lkfgR; okpk;yk feGr tkar- Qqys&vkacsMdjh pGoGhus rj eu vf/kdp etcwr cuya- Eg.kwup HkkcM;k J/nsyk cxy nsÅu vf/kd MksGl fpfdRldo`Rrh fuekZ.k >kY;kus ikjaifjd QkiVilk&;kryk QksydVi.kk dGr xsyk-

^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k ... fileyksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks

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Page 1: ^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k ... fileyksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks

^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!**

;k]ck] xq:] fiz;k]

T;kauh eyk lkekftd cG fnya

R;kaP;k O;Fkk &osnusyk-----------

tye[kq.kk--------

^rkaMsy* Eg.kts cSykP;k rkaM;kpk eq[; <ksjD;k- <ksjD;klg rkaMk&mRFkkukph gh gfdxr vkgs-

^tban OgÅu jtkdkjh laiY;kyh- R;sP;kekxua dokrch nksupkj lkykua tyeykl- tYekphch dRrkp- tyeyk rok uqlrp xBqGa- gkyauk u~ pyauk- thouk ‘kho- dquhrch lkaxra] ^eqok tyeyk;- fuÅu iqjk mdaM;kr-* usrks mpywu- [kksnk;k fHkMyks r~ dk; yd~du dkGht gkyya] yGoGra xBqGa cxwu- vkja frP;k tho vkya iksjkr] Eg.kr ijr vk.krks- dksB;kr fuÅu xje ikuh orya rok dqBa rqoa ^V;k¡o V;k¡o* lq: >kYra-----**

Ckkua ,sdoysyh <ksjD;kph gh tyedFkk- fyg.ka c?kwu nkfn;k Eg.kk;ph] ^eqok Egwu QsdY;kya eOg iksjxa djkerh gk; dh& dlk pdksV fyorq;k------------------*

cSya& <kssja& ‘ksjMa jk[kr jk[kr f’kdr tkrks- eWfVªdyk ejkBh cksyrk ;k;ph ukgh] rjh ftÌ] fpdkVh o vH;klkus iq<s egkfo|ky;kr ejkBh f’kdow ykxyks- lekt& ifjorZukP;k /;klkus dk;ZdrkZ dsya- ckP;k rksaMwu vk”kZ] iqjk.k&yksddFkk& lk&;k ,sdhodgk.;k ,sdwu fuekZ.k >kysyh lkfgR; okpukph vkoM o vH;kl] ;k xks”Vhauk feGkysyh vuqHkokph tksM ;krwu ‘kCnka’kh eS=h tMyh- Eg.kwup rhl&iLrhl o”kkZP;k dkyiVkrhy dMsdikjhrwu vknGr& vkiVr] oG.kk& vkMoG.kkus okV [kksnr tk.kkjk thou&vks?k ‘kCnkar idMw ‘kdyks-

lekt thoukrhy folaxrhus fonh.kZ gks.kk&;k eukr pky.kkjh /kqlQwl iq<s iq<s /kqelw ykxrs- nkL;Ro Bksdj.kkja eu ikjaifjdrsfo:/n ik; jksowu mHka jkgra- R;kr iqUgk caM[kksj ijaijspa dzkafroknh lkfgR; okpk;yk feGr tkar- Qqys&vkacsMdjh pGoGhus rj eu vf/kdp etcwr cuya- Eg.kwup HkkcM;k J/nsyk cxy nsÅu vf/kd MksGl fpfdRldo`Rrh fuekZ.k >kY;kus ikjaifjd QkiVilk&;kryk QksydVi.kk dGr xsyk-

Page 2: ^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k ... fileyksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks

yksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks vklokaps ns.ks Bjys- mHkkj.khrp mn~/oLrrspk <koyks lq: >kyk- rGBko >kdksGrkuk vklear va/kk:u xsya tax&tax iNkMr&>xMr tx.;kph /kMiM- vk;q”;krwu iG u dk<rk vkiY;kdMa vk’ksus c?k.kk&;k ^;k* o ^ck* P;k MksG;kr ftÌhus tx.;kph uoh mesn lkiMrs- tx.ks gh vifjgk;Z xjt gksrh----- lSjHkSj >kysya eu lkojr pkyw ykxyks] dh rksy <Gk;pk- xq:thaps ‘kCn vk/kkjkph dkBh >kys] ^jMw udks- fe=kr felGr tk- fpark udks] fparu dj----**

oxkZr f’kdorkuk ‘kCn lVdk;ps& ljiVk;ps- eLrdkr foLe`rh nkVk;ph- xq:th xsY;kuarj rj lkjap va/kkjya- ex rj izkpk;k±pk fo|kF;k±pk xSjletp >kysyk------ fopkj d:u eukoj rk.k iMk;pk- HkksoG ;k;ph- eukr pkyysyh vxfrdrk] rxex lkslrkuk eksMysY;k eukpk rksy ek= <Gw fnyk ukgh- lkja lko:u nql&;k vk;q”;kP;k okVso:u pkyrkuk varjkrY;k vkBo.khauk vadqj QqVys--- okprk okprk fyfg.;kPkh y; ykxwu xsyh-

‘kCnfp= js[kkVrkuk xrthou MksG;kiq<a rjGw ykxya dh] ek;spk mekGk xMn Ogk;pk- okjkfojfgr oknGkus vkHkkG Hk:u ;kos] rls MksGs Hk:u ;k;ps( vkf.k vklokapk ikÅl cjlwu tk;pk- R;k R;k fp=kaP;k d:.ksph rh Lianus------

Ekukryk <ksjD;k tsOgk ekxs oGwu ikgrks] rsOgk >kMk’kh >qat.kk&;k fganksG;kps xhrydsj gn; gsykowu lksMrkr-

Hkj nqikj o ,su e/;jk=h v’kk nksu osGk isVysyk >ksiMrkaMk- eukr dksjysys rs yadkngu] dkukr lqlkaVr jkgrs-

nj gksGhyk /kqan gk.kkjk bV;k- ns’kkoj xsysY;k lkjaxkph lkth- vkxGcan MksMh r’khp Bsowu fnaMhr lkehy gks.kkjk ua|k- xqjkapk dGi xMkyk ?ksÅu pkyysyk fpa/;k- tUekps eq’kkfQj gksÅu eqy[kkoj fu?kkysys xaxkjke& lkjtk& fdrhrjh dsfoyok.kh ek.kla] MksG;kiq<a ds’kqykxr rGir jkgrkr-

gksGh] iksGk] fnokGh fnlw ykxyh dh] rh fp=a fnlw ykxrkr- iksG;kps cSy eukrY;k egknsokHkksorh fQ: ykxrkr- gksGh efgU;koj vkyh dh] eueksj cs/kqan gksÅu ukpw&xkÅ ykxra( vkf.k fnokGh xsyh rjh eqyhaP;k ikoykaps je>e fu xk.;kps ydsj dkukr xqatr jkgrkr- tuthouk’kh tMysY;k ukR;kph gh ,drkurk eu cspSu djrs-

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rkaM;kryh rh :isjh jkr- vklekukyk fHkM.kkjs rs eqyhaps xhr- eqacbZr eq[;ea«;kaP;k caxY;kr dls iksgp.kkj\ R;k LoxhZ; fotsjh pkan.;kr- fHkUu ifj?k ,d dk:.;- iki.khP;k ikR;koj rjax.kkja- nkafHkd iwtkfo/khryh ikjaifjdrk eukr xksa/kG ?kkyrs- leud] vksjh] xksV] nljk lkjkp xksa/kG--- vkf.k vax.kkr ;ksxh ckckap pkyysy Hktu- lektkyk [kk.ksfi.ks lksMor iks”kk[k ifjorZukpk /;kl ?ksrysyk ,d tksxh- R;kappa rs ekx.ka- [kqVkeqaxjh] xq.khj/kjklxV oLrhyk vkckn Bso.kkjh vkjk/kuk- xG;kr ekG uk dikGkyk fVGk- vkReKkukph QqyekG ti.kkjk cSjkxh- R;kaph yksdtkxjkph rGeG fu dGoGk pkcdkP;k QVdk&;kr cjl.kk&;k cksykrwu >Mw ykxyh dh] var%dj.k vksFkacwu ;sra-

bZÜojckck- R;kaps rs ‘kCn- ^fygk;yk tkoa ra gkr oGr ukgh] lkaxk;yk tkoa ra X;ku dGr ugh] [kko;k rqdMk ra txkr ek;cki feGr ukgh- jkgo;k ?kj ukgh] dqBs tkoa ra gDdkpa nkj ukgh- ^^ vlk gk Hk.kax lektdzkarhpk ifyrk gkrh ?ksÅu ^ujnsgkph [kq.k* ¼[kkst½ lkaxr pkSQsj X;ku m/kGr lqVysyk- rks Eg.kk;pk] ^dqPN dj.kh] dqPN djker( djedh js[k vu~ gksrk gksrk ns[k-**

yksdizFksfo:) caM iqdkj.kkjk] lektHkk”; djhr Hkkoh lektHkfo”; lkaxr] yksdkauk rls okxko;kl Hkkx ikMr] xksjyksdkapk irMks [kksyr R;kapk ^ijokuk* okp.kkjk gk nqljk pqMcqMD;k- catkjk yksddzkarhlkBh gkrkr [kaftjh vu~ xkBhph dkBh ?ksÅu yksdtkxj ekaMysY;k R;k lq/kkjdkph la?k”kZdFkk eukr rjaxr jkgrs- rh dzkafrxkFkk ftoar gksrs-

^ujgj dq:andj!* inO;qRrj f’k{k.k ?ksrkuk feGkysY;k rso<;kp rkdrhpk eksBk ek.kwl- ladVkr vlks dh] ,[kk|kps vk;q”; mHkkj.ks vlks] ikBh’kh igkMkxr mHkk jkg.kkjk ek.kwl- R;kaps ‘kCngh rlsp] ^^lekt&_.kklkBh gs vk;q”; eLrokyi.ks [kpkZ** foljr ukgh-

fdrh rjh n`’;s] ek.kls] &gn; gsyko.kkjh- nksu Vksdkojph- ,d xq:On; rj nqljh nfjnzh ft.ks okV;kyk vkysyh ek.kla- vU;k; lkslr nql&;kaP;k n;soj tx.kkjh- ;keqGs >ikVysi.k okV;kyk vkys- vk;q”;kr >kysyh ijoM foljr ukgh] Eg.kwu gs fyfg.ks >kys- lq[kh lek/kkuh vlrks rj dnkfpr gs >kys ulrs- vkt lq[kh vlwugh lek/kkuh ukgh- eukr loZ ijo’krspk ‘kks/k pkywp vlrks-

nkfjnz;kph jsypsy- vKkukrys rs /kqan tx.ks] R;kr ek>s lgHkkxh gks.ks] xk.ks&ukp.ks! vla dk\ fdrh vYilarq”V vki.k---- vlagh okVk;pa- dqMkyk fpykVh nsr fpik&dqaMhr [kkr ^tye* pkyysyk] rjh vkiys nq%[kHkksx /kj.khyk vej Bsok;yk gs dk fouorkr ;kpa uoy okVk;pa- ^/kjrh rksij vacj jdkM fto.kks* lekt laiUurspa gs

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xhr dkykS?kkr yksdxhr cuya- lektkph le`)h tkÅu injh ijkdksVhph nhurk vkyh] rjh xhr xk.;kph rh yksdjhr vkckn vkgs- rs /kqan gks.ka ek= [kwi eksykpa-

ckiqrhpk fjokt- :<h- lkjkp izFkspk dkGks[k- fp[ky rqMokok rlk dpk dpk rqMor ^ck* v[kaM ckiqrhfo:) HkkaMr gksrk- HkkaM.kkpa cG ckYkk ifjorZuklkBh isVysY;k j.kkrwu feGra gksra- vKkukP;k va/kkjkr mtsMkph ikpj Bksdr ;ksxhckck nkSMr gksrk uk- xkykojP;k xksaM;kph rj Fkjkj dFkk- ?kjkr ckgsj uqlra oknG- ?kjkr ^;k*’kh rj ckgsj lX;ka’kh HkkaM.k- ;krwu iaxr can] iaxrhrwu mBo.ks] ^okGirj* gs izdkj ckP;k okV;kyk ;sr gksrs- rjh ck Eg.kk;ps] ^fgaers enkZ rks enrs [kqnk-* gh xksjdFkk eyk ^dWFkkWfyd&izkWVsLVaV* lkj[kh okVk;ph- tqU;k&uO;kpk >xMk ,dp-

xkorY;k xzkeiapk;rhps Lokra«; rkaM;kr d/kh iksgpysp ukgh- rqdM;klkBh ‘ksiwV gyor tx.kk&;kauk vkiyk m)kj vki.kp djk;pk vlrks] gs dla dG.kkj\ uG xkokr- iÍh ek= [kksjkMrya ik.kh Hkjr&Hkjr rkaMk Hkjr gksrk- fotspk >xexkV xkokr- va/kkjkP;k lk{khus rkaMk mtsMkph ikorh iapk;rdMwu QkMr gksrk- ?kj uk xkoBk.kk- xk;jkukr lkdkjysY;k >ksiM;kaph ?kjkdkj rkaMk Hkjr gksrk- vla gs rkaMkiqjk.k!

okV;kyk vkysys nq%[kHkksx] vk?kkr >syr] ftOgkjh clysya ?kko lka/kr nqHkaxwu tkrk tkrk Lor%yk lkojrks- eukyk fj>or lektdk;kZr jewu tkrks- >ksiM;kaP;k tkxh iDds ?kj >kys dh eyk cRrhl ih,pM;k izkIr >kY;kpk vkuan ykHksy ;k fu”Bsua dke d:ugh ^lar bZÜojckck catkjk ek- lg- x`g- laLFksp*a dke iw.kZ Ogk;yk ,d ri ykxya- R;kphgh fonkjdrk ,d dk;ZdrkZ Eg.kwu fp=kafdr dsyh vkgs- vkn’kZ xkokpa LoIu&>qacj ân;kr Vkaxysya vkgs-

lkfgR;kus uqlrs jatu o m)ks/kup uOgs] rj lektkr cny t:j ?kMsy ;koj ek>k foÜokl vkgs- rlk eh vxksnj d”Vdjh] uarj dk;ZdrkZ o ex ys[kd vkgs- lkekftd eukP;k vLoLFkrsph ifj.krh Eg.ktsp lkfgR;fufeZrh gks; vls eyk okVrs- eukr dksjysY;k ys.;k ‘kCnkar mrjo.ka gkp rj ys[kdkpk /keZ vkgs-

vkn’kZ lektlaLd`rhph fnO;ewY;s yxMysY;k LoIukauh ek>a eu%dks”k lpsr vkgs- jkstps myVs vuqHko vkf.k uSjk’;kus xzklysyh foQyrk lpsr eukyk NGrkuk tG.kk&;k nsgkph ewBHkj jk[k brjkaP;k dkeh ;koh gh vkl mjh ckGxwu vkgs-

^rkaMsy* ckP;k rksaMwu fuosfnr gksr tkra- eh deh cksyrks- ;kp dkj.k ekÖ;k ?kM.khr ckpa v[kaM cksyr jkg.ka gsp vlkoa- vyhdMs fe= txnh’k dne ;kaP;k lqcks/k fQpjlkBh ys[k fyfgyk gksrk- R;kcÌy ukansMyk ;sÅu ck rkokrkokr cksyrks] ^rqoa vdckj ,sdwu vaxkr cG vkY;kxr >kya-* [kwi [kwi cja okVya- xEerp gk;- T;suyk

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vkiuk gkrpa ikuh pyr ukgh] R;s rwi ekrj [kjMwu [kkÅu VkdR;kr- áks dla\ eax R;aspa iksVikuh pyoU;kdjrk vkiwu jxr vkVoua uOga ra dk;\---- ij ,d /;sukr Bho- vla EguR;kr]

^fgjk js fgjk] rwa tk n;kZek jsl

yk[k eksysj tho] [kMnkjks er osl-*

^^fgjk n;kZr vlr; vla EguR;kr- áks ‘ksj ifjd ,d n;kZp gk;- ;kr jkgkukjs rqekijhl gkeh fgjkp ekuro- Egwu rqepach tho yk[keksykpa gk;- R;syk laHkkGkoa- R;spk eksykup misx djkoa- áks yk[keksykpa tho dkbZ >kya rch [kqnZ;kpa OgÅ |kpa UgkbZ------- vu~ gs c?k] ?kjkdMa] rkaM;kdMa /;ssu Bho- tkxrk ikjk vklw ns- Ugk; ra ekUlkrys l;rku y; ektqu tkR;kr-**

dkgh foijhr ?kMya dh] ekÖ;kryk ys[kd [kwi [kwi rxexrks- rjeGrks- R;kyk ekÖ;krY;k dk;ZdR;kZlg ckps ‘kCn lkojrkr-

^^f/kjs f/kjs Bkdjkjs] f/kjslaq lc gks;

ekGhlqa ckx j[ks( jrklqa QG gks;-**

[kwi [kwi jMyks] dq<yks( i.k vtwugh dksyeMyks ukgh- ck o xq:aP;k /khj vkf.k /kkMlkeqGs rksikuk’kh VDdj.;kph ftÌ dk;e vkgs-

vkRedFkk fygwu >kysyh vlrs- fe= izk- Jhfuokl ikaMs] R;kaP;k Lokuan fe=eaMGkP;k orhus ^vkRedFku* okpukpa dk;Zdze ?ksrkr- okpukP;k y; o ydsjhus Jksrs Hkkjkorkr- izkpk;kZ rkjk ijkatis] izk- nRrk Hkxr] izk- ek/ko d`”.k] fe= lqjsanz ukbZd b- P;k ppsZr O;ä >kysyh izfrfdz;k ,sdwu xfgojrks-

^rkaMsy* gs vkRedFku&okM~-e;kyk feGkysys ,d osxGs ifjek.k vkgs---- yksdxhra] okDizpkj o Eg.khauh yxMysyh gh lkfgR;d`rh yksdlkfgR;kP;k vH;kldkalkBh lanHkZxzaFk Bj.kkj vkgs----*

dkgh fnolkauh fp=dkj Hk- ek- ijlokGsapa i= ;sra- R;kr fyfgysya--- rkaMsy okpwu >kya- catkjk yksdthoukoj izdk’k Vkd.kkaj gs dFku izHkkoh o thoar okVya- catkjk ‘kCndGk o vuoj Eg.khauh iqLdkyk ,d uoa :I izkIr >kya vkgs--- ys[kukpk fo’ks”k vlk dh] fdrhrjh ^fp=s* ;sFks lgti.ks ‘kCn:i ikoyh vkgsr- okpdkyk vkiY;klkscr lgti.ks ?ksÅu tk.;kph {kerk ;k ^dFkuk* r vkgs-

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fe= ck- g- dY;k.kdj ^rkaMsy* ph BkbZi izr usrkr- ijLij lkfgR;laLd`rh eaMGkyk nsrkr- R;kph dkgh ikus ^;qxdrkZ*P;k vadkr rj dkgh fnokGh vadkr Nkirkr- ekU;ojkaph ekU;rk feGwugh vuqnku feGr ukgh gs izk- ,l-,l- Hkkslys ljkadMwu dGra- Lusgh ‘kj.kdwekj ;kauh ekxoysyk Hkkx lksykiwjP;k ^vuqca/k* nfyr lkfgR; fo’ks”kkadkr Nkiwu vkyk- t;Jh [kkjdj ;kaP;k ^Lo:i* fnokGh o fiz; y{e.k ekus ;kaP;k ^can njoktk* ;kr rkaM;kojps fnol Nkiwu vkys- ekus ;kauh i= fygqu ekxoys dk;ZdR;kZps fo’ks”k vuqHko ^rhu nxMkaP;k pqyhaps HkkÅcan* ;k eFkG;k[kkyh ^catkjk gk;dksV* R;kaP;k fnokGh ^can njoktk* ;kr izfl/n >kya- ukansMP;k yksdi= ^tkxj* lkfgR; iqjo.khr dkgh Hkkx izfl/n >kys- iqu% iqUgk fyfg.;kus ys[kukyk vkdkj vkyk- ;k loZ laiknd] fe=] Lusgh o yksdi=ps rRdkyhu dk;Zdkjh laiknd ,l- ,l- ns’keq[k] tkxjps laiknd /kuat; fpapksyhdj ;k lok±pk eh _.kh vkgs-

gs lkja ?kMrkuk ,d ri yksVra- dGrgh ukgh- r:.k fe= izk- Jhdkar ns’keq[k o iz- vuar jkÅr gs iqLrd vkya ikfgts vla lkaxr jkgk;ps- Jhdkar ^lkdsr*yk ^rkaMsy* ph izr nsrkr- iqLrd Lohd`r gksra-& vkrk ^rkaMsy* pk iqLrd :ikua ^tsye* >kyk;- rs iqjra vki.kk’kh cksy.kkjp vkgs- ;kfufeRrkus dykoar lkfgfR;d] jlhd o fpfdRld okpdkai;±r iksgprks;- vkiY;k dMw&xksM izfrfdz;kp ^rkaMsy* pa eksteki dj.kkj vkgsr-

iqLrd laqnj o usVda dsY;kcÌy vknj.kh; ckck HkkaM o loZ lkdsr ifjokjpa var%dj.kiwoZd vkHkkj- eq[ki`”Bkoj fodkl tks’kh vkf.k ;k iqLrdkyk izfl/nhlkBh Lohd`rhpa vfHkizk; ns.kkjs ekU;oj ;kaps vkHkkj- ckdh vkHkkjkps mipkj u ikGrk vkiwydh o ftOgkGk ns.kk&;k loZ ukryx&fe=kaP;k _.kkrp jkgw bfPNrks-

fol:p ‘kdr ukgh v’kk xks”Vh vk;w”;Hkj vkiyh lkFk iqjfor jkgrkr- gs ys[ku iw.kZ gks.;kvxksnj ^ujgj* ukokps pkyrs&cksyrs fo|kfiB can iMys- bZÜojckckgh pkyrs >kys- ;k fonkjd nq%[kkph t[ke vtwu rkth vkgs- R;kaP;k ,dk ‘kCnkP;k ‘kkckldhus d`rd`R; >kY;kps lek/kku ykHkys vlrs---- ?kM.khps Js;p gjoY;koj vtkMwugh eukr mtkM >kY;kph :[k:[k dk;e jkgrs- ckdh okV fpjaruph- pkyr jkg.ks ;o<sp vkiY;k gkrh mjrs- bZÜojckck Eg.kk;ps]

^^mMh mMh vkos] Nks dkslk tkos] ikps ipsfj;k

Dqa.k f[kykoa\ dqa.k pqxkoa\ eues lqej.k dfj;k**

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d:at.k vlr;] d:at.k&i{kh.k- rh fiYY;kayk ekxs ?kjV;kr lksMwu dkslksx.krh nwj pjk;y fu?kwu tkrs- fiYY;kappa ikyuiks”k.k ekxs dks.k djra\ R;saP;k pksphr nkus dks.k Hkjoar\ eukrY;k vkBo.khaP;k vUUkkojp rs ftoar jkgrkr!

jkoth jkBksM-

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^fVac Mwac fVac Mwac---

fVªac Mªac Mªac fVªax fVaªx---

jkekP;k ik&;keanh] fMªax fMªax

‘kaHkks f’ko’kadj] fMªax fMªax fMªax

mBk ukbZdks··

Hkfol ikowu ?;k] u’khc cxwu ?;k-

gkrkP;k js”kk dekZps [ksG

cxwu ?;k--- fMªax fMªax---**

pqMcqMD;kP;k gkrkrY;k Me:pk fuukn ?kqerp gksrk- pkSF;k izgjP;k iz’kkar va/kkjkrwu ‘kCnkapk izokg [kG[kGrkuk >ksiM;k&>ksiM;krwu f’kanhP;k cks&;kfoLrkjkaoj vaFkjysyh iksjaVksja Me:P;k fuuknkus lGlGr gksrh-

MkO;k gkrkr danhy o mtO;k gkrkr Me: ?ksÅu Hkyh eksBh ixMhokyk pqMcqMD;k <xG >X;kP;k os’kkr fQjr gksrk- iz’kkar dkGks[k Me:P;k fukuknkus o dq«;kaP;k Hkqad.;kus ?kqleVqu xsya fu iwoZsyk Qkdysyh iiksGh dafnykP;k rstkr ean ean felGw ykxyh---

Ckk;k tkX;k gksÅu tkR;kyk tqaiY;k vkf.k >ksiM;k& >ksiM;krwu catkj.k ck;kaps nG.k xks.ks lq: >kys----

^^okG ekjapa ckbZ] ikua >kMap;

Ljxssrh eksoMk pqopa ckbZ;a**

Page 8: ^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k ... fileyksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks

^^ok&;kph >qGwd okgr vkgs

fidysyh ikua >Mr vkgsr

LoxkZrwu eksgkph Qqya xGr vkgsr!**

ân;xae f’kf’kj!

vkf.k tkR;kph ?kj?kj pkywp gksrh- dq.kk ckbZpk vkokt e/kwup ;sr gksrk- ^ÅBa ÅB;s tBk.khckbZ] iks&;k rkjk fudG;k;ks*

¼mBk tkÅckbZ ‘kqdz rkjk fu?kkyk;½

vkf.k nqljhdMa ^?keM ?keM ?kVh filw ?keM ?keM ckbZ;a··*

vkokt tkR;kP;k ?kj?kjhr felGr gksrk-

vkokt] fuukan] lqj ydsjkauh pkSFkk izgj nqenqerkuk va/kk&;k vkGhrwu pqMcqMD;k danhy fu Me: ?ksÅu fQjrp gksra- t.kw va/kk&;k xqgsr >ksiysY;k ekuoek=akuk izdk’kkph okV nk[kfo.;klkBh-

f=rky fuuknowu pqMcqMD;k nkjkleksj mHkk jkfgyk- ck Eg.krks] ^^jko mB-

HkkbZj pqMcqMD;k gqck gk;- R;syk rqoa nko] ÅB-**

eyk ekfgr uOgra] pqMcqMD;k dks.k\ MksGs pksGhr ckgsj vkyks;- ikgwu Eg.krks] gksr ek.kwlp gk;!

^^Og; js ekuwlp gk;] vnwxj gkr nko R;syk- rq;k rdfnjkr dk; dk; gk; R;s lkaxr;a rqyk-**

,sdwu osxGap okVya- cksyrks]

^^gkr cxwu rdfnjkrya dla dGra; ck R;syk\**

^^rqyk EgkbZr UgkbZ js ás dksu vlR;kr rs-**

^^dksu vlR;kr ck\**

^^rs eax lkaxrks] vknh gkr nko-**

gkr iq<a d:u va/kwd izdk’kkr fnl.kk&;k ykac fe’kkdaM ckjhd utjsus c?kr gksrks- cktwyk ck ,sdr gksrk- gksdkj nsrkuk ck Hkkjkowu xsY;kpa tk.kor gksra- pqMcqMD;k cksyr gksrk---

Page 9: ^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k ... fileyksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks

^^dk; eUrks\ iksjxk lk;ca Ogukj eUrks**

^^ybZ f’kdukj] xqukpa fuxukj] tuk-pa ,sdwu eukpa djukja] ybZ ,sdukj ij deh cksyukj] lksrkpa [kkukj] Hkhd ekxk;yk Ugk; tkukj] eukpk iDdk] cksyay ra djhy eUrks [kkÅu fiÅu lqdh ij nksurhu xksVhpk Hkso gk; eUrks-**

^^dquP;k; egkjkt lkaxko uk\** ck-

^^ikU;kiklwu nwj fBok- bLrqiklwu nwj fBok- vku enY;k cksVkua nkr ?kklw fnow udk eUrks] vkya y{kkr eUrks] dkGk nksjk nsrks cka/kk] ij dkGk diMk ?kkyw udk eUrks!**

Ckk Hkk:u xsyk gksrk- rsOgkiklwu ckikua e/kY;k cksVkua ?kklw fnya ukgh Eg.kwu eh vtwu rtZuhusp nkr ?kklrks- pqMcqMD;k iko’ksj Tokjh >ksGhr Vkdwu nqlja >ksiMa xkBrks- Me:ps fuukn pkywp gksrs-

Eg.kkyks] ^^ck dks.k vlrsr gs\**

^^vkj ás dk\ ás cx vla EguR;kr]

ifgyk ikjk lHkhp tkxs

nqljk ikjk Hkksxh

frljk ikjk rLdj tkxs

pkSFkk ikjk tksxh-**

^^ás tksxh yksd vlR;kr- ásuyk ekulkP;k rdfnjkrya dGra; ckck- rq;kdMa cxwu dla cksyr Ogrk- dGya Ugk; rqyk\**

Nksup ?kjkpa Hkfo”; igk.ka >kya vkf.k rkaM;krhy onZG lq: >kyh- [kqjkM;krwu dksacM;k ckgsj iMY;k--- ‘ksG;kaph fiYya o oklja gqanMr lqVyh- fpe.;kapk fpofpokV] xqjk<ksjkaph /kkoiG] iksjkapk xksaxkV v’kh ,dp xnhZ lq: >kyh--- rkacwl iqosZdMsoj ykycqan xksGk fLFkj >kyk vkf.k pqMcqMD;k danhy fo>owu ckgsj QqV.kk&;k okVsus pkyrk >kyk----

?kkxjkpk dkspk [kksoysY;k catkj.k ck;kaP;k MksD;k& MksD;koj ?kkxjdG’kk pedw ykxY;k---

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mtkMY;k[ksih pqMcqMD;k dk fu?kwu xsyk\--- vkt okVra] [kjap tsOgk lkjsp >ksih tkrkr rsOgk R;kauk tkxo.kkjk dks.khrjh gok vlrks- tsOgk lxGsp tkxs gksrkr rsOgk tkxo.;kph dk; xjt\

ekGjkukr olysyk rkaMk- ikpiUUkkl >ksiM;kapk- >ksiMs ,desdkr ?ksleVysys- >kMk>qMikapk ikyk vu~ iGlkpk OgdkZ oj ekdwy jpysyk- >ksiM;kaph jpuk i/nr’khj- iwoZsyk rksaM d:u ?kqcMklkj[ks clysys- xqjkapk xksBk ykxwup ‘ksG;kaph MksMh] >ksiMrksaMktoGp dksacM;kpk [kqjkMk- >ksiMkax.k ‘ks.keqrkua Hkjya dh dqcV oklkpk njoG lqVk;pk---

?kjkph dwM ‘ks.kekrhr fyai.k fnysyh rj xksM;kph u fnysyh- ?kjkapk vksVk xksB;kis{kk QqVHkj map o ‘ks.kkus lkjoysyk- xksB;kph tkxk ‘ks.kkeqrkauh cjcVysyh rj ?kjkph eqykaP;k eykauh ek’kkapk Hk.kk.k mMo.kkjh- [kja Eg.kts nksUgh xksBsp- ?kj vkf.k xksBk vla uko=--- nksUgh >ksiMsp- ,dkr ek.kla rj nql&;kr <ksja---

lkatP;kyk xqja ijryh dh rkaMk xMctwu tk;pk- xqjkauh Hkjysya vax.k c?kwu eu Qqywu tk;pa-

>ksiMa ekrj vtc- ck rhu o”kkZr ,dnk dpjk dk<wu >ksiMa ljkVk;pk- dwM rqVwu f[kGf[kGh >kY;kfcxj uoh cka/kk;pk ukgh- QkVY;ktkxh cksjkph fpykVh ykok;pk- OgD;k±pk cqxnk FkIih gksÅu fpdVysyk vlk;pk- ikolkG;kr vkBngk fBdk.kh lgt ik.kh fBcdk;pa- jkrhyk ?kjkrhy fpik&dqaMh] dpksGks Bsowu >ksih xsyks dh R;kr Fksac Vidr jgk;ps---

?kjkr fpe.;kps nksu rhu ?kjVs vlk;ps- R;kP;kus jk=hyk v/kwue/kwu lkikph Qsjh ;k;ph- d/kh xks?kMhrgh fu?kk;pk lki----

fpe.;k ?kjkr dk ;srkr Eg.kwu fopkjY;kua ck cGhjktkph xks”V lkaxk;pk---

^nsokph xqihr xksV fpe.khua cGhyk lkaxyh- ás nsokyk EgkbZr >kya- Egwu nsokua fpe.;kP;k ik;kr csM;k VkdY;k- eaax cGhua fpe.khyk dquC;kaP;k ?kjkr &gk;yk lkaxy- vkrkch fpe.kh nksu ik;koj mMh ekjra;--- cGh ybZ Hkkjh dquch Ogrk- ck;k vkrkch Eg.kR;kr- bMkfiMk VGw ns] cGhpa jkt bÅ ns---**

rkaMk rlk xqÍhoj clysyk- Hkksorkypk Hkkx MksaxjkG rkaM;kekxwu /kksiV xkMhokV- dGxko vu~ dkY;kZyk tk.kkjh- okVsr ykxwup dkV;kph dqai.k- ikan.kotk jLrk Eg.kts rkaM;krY;k ck;kapk lkSpfo/kh {ks=--- esysY;k xqjk<ksjkaph dkrMh lksyk;ph bV;kph ghp tkxk- isj.khP;k ekslekr mB.khyk vkysyh xqja e: ykxyh dh] bV;kph lqxh fidk;ph- ,d fdGlok.ka n`’;- bV;k] dq=s o fx/kkMkr p<kvks<

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pkyk;ph- dkiw dkiw Vksiya Hk:u pkyrk >kyk dh] ykac ekusP;k fx/kkMkua xq[kkaMh xtctwu tk;ph--!

rkaM;kP;k ekxs vkoMHkj varjkoj iq<;kekG- iq<s gG|k [kksjkMk- rkaM;kpk xaxkMksaxj Hkkx cjkp iBkje;- ,dhdMs fudkM;k rj nqljhdMs cankV;k [kjc- fnokGhyk rkaM;ktoGP;k [kksyxV pyE;krya ik.kh vkVya dh ek.kla gG|kekG|kpk [kksjkMk xkBr- rkaMk mUgkGkHkj nq.kkZus ik.kh Hkjr jkgh---

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tkR;kph ?kj?kj vu~ lqjkaps ydsj meVw ykxys- mByks- [kka|koj ?kMs ?ksÅu pkyw ykxyks- iwosZyk ‘kqdz >xexr gksrk---

pkyrk pkyrk ckps cksy.ksgh pkyw gksrs-

^^mcM;k [kksczhps yksd dqVa ikuh toG cxwu clys UgkbZ- ykdkpa csikj dsY;krh Egua vku dqVa fnMdhph tehu oloyh UgkbZ- eqydkpa deowu <qaxukyk ik; iqlys-** tehu dk oloyh Ugk;- Egwu bP;kjY;kua Eg.kk;ps Egua] ^^miYMk iky ra Qq<P;k njMhyk raMk <kG olowu oj dksu clra;\

Vkrkch ck;k xkua EguR;kr dh]

^nkÅMk rjMhHkjMhua rkaMks <kGks---*

Yns.kh djr ekGkua rkaMs <kGr ckitk|kapk tye xsyk- vkiwu rch >ksiMa cka/kwu gkoksr--- idkykxr ik.kh Ogkr txys cSykoj- ukokyk e:u iksVkik.;kph lks; dsys UgkbZr- Ugk;ra [kksjMkrya ikuh fcanX;kua VsedkMkoj d;kyk <kslyks vlR;ks\**

^^dk; lkaxw ckck ybZ gfdxr gk;--- cGs xk;kap ‘ksr cVkbZua djr Ogrks- rok R;sP;kp [kksjkMkr [kksik ?kkywu &gk;pks--- R;k vnqxj ‘ksyxkoP;k dqysdMdhbra uodjh dj.;kr ckikpa tye xsya-

d"Vke/khp ckikpa tye xsya- vkrkrch jkcua lksMk Egwu lks;&;kua vkuya bra- cki vkMY;k ckbZyk] uMY;k cqokyk vku tsjY;k ftrjikyk txok;kpk- /kje drkZ dje gqca &gk;ya- vukr bd ?kkywu ekjya ckikyk---- [k&;kph nqfu;k UgkbZ- rok gkeh ygku Ogrks---- MksD;kojpa NIij QkVya--- vkyko áks raM;kr--- lks;&;kP;k vkl&;kua &gkbZyko--- Ogra ra lkja csokjl >kY;k >kY;k yqVys pksjkua [kcnkMkr- mjya lqjya lX;kua yqVys- vkrk vukyk eksrkn Ogowu MkslD;koj Mksyk vkyk; ckck---**

Page 12: ^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k ... fileyksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks

„- ^^dk; cksyw áks thokph n;uk\ vkxhr gksjiGr vkyko- rch vkx gk;p- rw rhu olkZpk rokph xksV- ;eukpa ‘;sr cVkbZua dsYrko] ,d Maxj ?kjpk Ogrk- fnljk mnkjhpk] iu ;euk eqjGh dkbZ teq fnya Ugk;a- [kGa iYM u~ ykxyh HkkaMk;k- E;kch dk; ikspV Ogrks\ ekuaoj gkr fnÅu fnya <dywu- [kGaHkj ljiVr xsYrh- jku cja] Ugk;ra <awxukr /kldV ?kqlya vLra--- Ogrhp jkaM [kksMlkG--- ybZ ;xG;k xqukph oslok--- fnd~ Ugk; Egwu djua Ogra] Ugk;ra QkVP;kikjh mVwu rksaM cxw Ugk; vlhp dqVyh fcns’kh voykn dqukl Bko\*

ek>a gwa gwa--- pkyw-

^^R;k nq’euhua ra >ksiM tkGya ckck vkiya- ikVP;k Hkkokyk cja uOgra- iksVkr Mck mVyk Ogrk- earj ekjyks dkbZ >kya Ugk;-** ^earj dk; ck\* ^^vkja] earj ekjya ra cja Ogra;- R;spa earj vkla gk;---^lkrh leanj lkrh leanj] lkrh leanjds csVes JhxkbZ] JhxkbZds isVes cPpk] cPpk ds isVes MCck] MCck dr:] dytk er:] ge ugh erjs] gekjk xw: erjs xq: xksjdukFk] chjgkuqeku rsjh nokbZ---* EguR;kr dh ^oSnkpa ysd: xkaMwGkua esya-* rlh xr- r iksjkyk nkxnkjkdMa U;koa vku tokjh bdwu mnkjh cbZykpk iSdk ns;kdrkZ iksrsch vkuko Egwu rqbZ ;kMhu~ E;k xsYrks mejhyk-**

^^iksjkpa MkYxa MkslD;koj- tkr Ogrksra dk okVaoj nqikjP;k ;sGh >qaMhpk raMk tGr Ogrk- rq;k ;kMhyk dk; cksyoya dksu tkua ijrk;k lkaxr Ogrh- ekuyks Ugk; ckck- oykaMwu Qq<a xsyko--- ekxa vkiyach raMk Hkle >kYra--- vkeh xsY;kua ;euk >ksiM;k Hkorkyh fQjr Ogrh Egua- dkbZ xksVh ck;dkpa ,sdkoa EguR;kr- jko.kkua dkbZch ,sdya Ugk; Egwu ra lksU;kph yadk tGyh ckck--- laHkkGwu py iksjk] <ksjkP;k ik;kua ekGkpa eqjekM lik >kya;--- xqMxa QqVya ra pyy] ij xkMxa QqVw fnÅ udks- ,dp gk; okuhfduhpk---**

vkf.k ck MksbZoj ?kMk ?ksÅu xqM?;kua xM p<k;pk! ^^ga--- raMk tGkyk rok rw ;eukP;k ‘;srkr gqck Ogrkl- ijrY;kua lkrHkkbZP;k raM;kojh [kcj ykxyh- iksra Qsdwurlap iGrk >kYrks- jk[kkpk f<xkjk cxwu jMyks Ugk;] ij rq;kdMa cxwu gacjyks Ogrks- rqch ^vkrk dk; [kkmrjs ck* Egwu dkojkckojk >kYrkl- gsrw d: u;s ckck- R;s fnl MksG;kEgksj vkysra va/kkjh ;sra;- raMk raMk &gk;yk Ugork- vkxhpk vkX;k;srkG vku~ ekulkph HkqrkoG >kYrh- rdfnjdk fydk gk; ckck fnlja dk;\**

^^;sG vku~ dkG dqukdrkZ &gkr UgkbZ- lkjs dkekyk ykxys- vktph m|k ftra [kq.k UgkbZ ra dlya ?kj vku d;kpk raMk\ bdMwufrdMwu cankVhokls xksGk d:u >ksiMa oloya- >ksiM;klkj[ka >ksiMa rM;klkj[kk raMk olyk!**

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mtkMay dh ck okl: lksMk;pk- ikUgk QqVyk dh xk; eqrk;ph- eqBhr eqr ?ksÅu nkjkrwu f’kMdkok ekjk;pk- ckgs dk<ysya eqaMda xks/kMhr yisVwu ?;k;pks--- ^jkst jkst ?kjkr ewr dk ekjrk ck\* vla fopkjY;kua ck Eg.krks]

^^rqok Bkowd Ugk; ckck- xk;hpa ewr iforj vlra;- ewr f’kIiMyara lkjk;ph ch xjt iMr UgkbZ- ?kj iforj Ogra;- ekulkyk Hkwr ykxya rch ewr ekjR;kr---**

Maxj mB.khyk vYrk- nks?kafr?katu mBor Ogrks- mtkMrk mtkMrk ydqekLrj vkyk- vkY;k vkY;k ^dk; pkyya; jkek* Eguyk ua- ck cksyrks] ^^cxk xq:th ás vkepa vkla gk;- iksV dla Hkjkoa] isj.kh dla <dykoa- xksanG >kyk; cxk- ;ank jkdksGhph xqjach rso<h Ugk;- ‘ksyxkokpk lkodkj OgR;k R;k nksu xk;h xsylkyP;k ckdhr OgMwu usyk;- lkjh rkukrkukr Ogra;- vku áks ek/;k vlk mjkoj clyk;&frjk[kkaMh gk; cxk---** ?kj tGkya u~ nSo fQjya!

ck Eg.krks] ^^vkenk xkbZ oG- EgksjY;k lkyh dkbZdk OgbZuk lkGar /kkMrks- bo<a lky rqbZ lkGaph okV ekGkyk tkons-**

ckP;k ‘kCnkoj foÜokl- dkekyk fpdVyks- xkbZ oG.ka] ‘ks.k dk<.ka- fnup;kZ Bjyh- ,ds fno’kh ldkGh mBwu ‘ks.k dk<r gksrks- dksB;kr jsokM ektyk gksrk- MksD;ko:u vaxkoj ‘ks.kkpa vks?kG okgr gksra- c?kwu yf{euekLrj cksyrkr]

^dsl bp:u fViVki ;s.kk&;k iksjkyk ‘ksu dk<k;k ykoykl jkeknk\*

ck xq:thdMa c?kr Eg.krks] ^^gkeP;kr ,d euok gk; cxk xq:th] tho pd.;k] dje xkaM;k] jkanh [khj osxks nG;k!* tho paxG ij dje xkaMw- jkank;yks tkrks; [khj] Ogra; d.;k- djkoa ,d vku Ogra; HkYra- rok dk; djkoa ekUlkua\ bÅu tkÅu rqekLuh rkanwG |kpks] vkrk E;kp ,dk oDrkyk eksrkn gko] ex rqLekuh dk; fnÅu lkGar /kkMw\ pYra rok ekulkyk lkja lqpra- djkoa ch okVra-**

,sdwu yf{eu xq:th xqeku pkyrk >kyk---

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eqydkP;k o<kG xkbZ ij oG.kkoj vkY;k- xk;hP;k xG;kryk fMaxjks lqVya-

,ds fno’kh ck fopkjrks-

^^fMaxjks dk; >kyaja ckck\ rqVwu iYMk; dh dk; dqBa\** Eg.krks] ^vkrk xk;h lko >kY;k- Eg.kwu ehp lksMwu Vkdyks; [kkaM QksMwu tkbZukr- xsY;koj eh gk;p dh-*

Ckyk cja okVya-

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‘;ke&;kP;k ‘ksrkyk fHkMysyh ykyeh xk; gGh Bksdwu oGoysya c?kwu tslw Egkrk&;kua dkSrqd dsya gksra- eh R;kyk vkoMY;kap R;kP;k cksy.;krwu dGk;pa- Egkrkja Eg.kk;pa] ^jkoqyk eth iksjxh nsR;ks- ybZ gq’kkj iksjxa- fyOguach pkaxya gk;-*

vkf.k <ksjkryh iksja Eg.kr] ^yku iksja <ksja fQjok;k cja vlR;kr- uOga ygku /kksaMk <qaxu iqlk;k dke nsra-*

xqjkapk [kkaM jkuHkj gksbZ- ldkGpk ikjk iq<;kekG] nqikj xMkpk ekG- ?kqcM[kksjh] vLoy[kksjh] Vkda] dks”Vh[kksjh rqMok;pks- xbZjkukr dkGht /kM/kMk;pa--- ,dnk rj dkjksMhyk [kkyh ikMwu fccM;k oj clyk- R;koj <ksja mcMs iMysys- vkEgh Nw Nw Eg.kwu vaMksyk dsY;kua ok?k ik;kr ‘ksiwV ?kkywu lqVyk <ksjkP;k rkoMhrwu----!

Ikolkr xqja vkMks’kkus pjr- vkEgh Vidrs- Fksac >syr fgaMw- jkuxksjhph jaxhcsjaxh Qqya MksD;kr [kksÅu eksj gksÅ- d/kh iksja eksj ra iksjh ykaMksjh--- eksj ykaMksjh iGor- ,d /kqna ft.ks---

<GR;kijh <ksja cankV;k [kjckoj vkys dh foVhnkaMwpk [ksG jaxk;pk&[ksGkr nax >kyks dh] Bksja ikanhyk ykxk;ph- eksBh ek.kal trok;ph]

^eksbZnaMk [ksGw udkjs iksjkuw- ikU;kyk ybZ tksj p<r;-*

Ekx foVhnkaMw can gksÅu yaxMh jaxk;pk- rla gjh.k] eksj] ykaMksj gs jkufe=- Hkhrh ok?k vu~ Mqdjkph- ,dnk fdjMw pkoY;kua ik; ce lqtyk gksrk- Hk;k.k taxykr ljiV.kkjsgh izk.kh- ekGjkukph fnolHkj ekSt ;k=k& nq/khpa nw/k nq.kkZr ?ksÅu ngh djk;pks-

>katjR;k lkatosGh xqja rkaM;kr ijryh] dh ,dp j.k/kwekGh ektk;ph-

rkacM;k xk;hP;k vaxkoj ika<js fBcds fnlw ykxys- fopkjY;koj ck cksyrks] ^^caj vlra; ?kjkyk- R;syk Qqyua Eg.kR;kr&xk; Qqyyh ra ?kj Qqyr;a Egua- cSy Qqyw u;s vku ?kks:ch Ugk; Eg.kR;kr&**

[kkaM ?ksÅu ldkGhp fu?kkyks- vkcqdkdk cksyrks] ^^ekGkua usÅ udkjs iksjkuw- QkVhyk fccV;k cksyyk;**

[kjckdMa oGoyh <ksja- [kjc ika<ja QÍ fnlr gksra- rMd fHkMyks- rj dk; ikyhr egknso ikoZrh ,dk rkVkr [kkr gksrs- Egk|kP;k dejsyk yaxksVh vu~ MksD;kyk Hkxok :eky ikjhP;k vaxkoj fpa/;k- eqydkpk oSjkx-

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VqdwVqdw igkr gksrks- uoy okVr gksra- esY;k <ksjkoj xidu fx/kkMa mrjkohr r’kk ák iky>ksiMh dqBwu mrjyh dGya ukgh-

Hkslwu fnl.ks] meZV cksy.ks vkxGsi.k c?kwu nwj >kyks- ,d Egkrkjk iz’u djkrks] ^dq.k tfr;k Nksjs re\*¼dqBY;k tkrhps js rqEgh\½

vkEgh tkrhph iVkiV uko ?ksrY;koj rks Eg.krks]

^gekj HkkbZ Nks-*¼vkeps HkkÅ vkgkr-½

,sdwu FkksMk /khj okVyk- toG cksykowu dqBY;k taxykr dqBys i'kqi{kh jkgrkr gs fopk:u ?ksrya- dadkGhP;k ik;k iMwu Hkxrh <ky MksD;kr [kksoyh- xk;hP;k ;sluhyk >Vds nsr rkMdu mMh ek:u clyk- VqdwVqdw eku gyor] dacjsr ypds ?ksr ik;kus xk;hP;k iksVkyk <ql.kh nsr ekGkdaM fu?kwu xsyk-

?kjh ;sÅ fopkjY;koj ck Eg.krks]

^^R;s okxzh gk;r- Qklsikj/kh EguR;kr R;suyk- jkukr f’kdkj d:u’kku [kkR;kr vku jkukrp &gkR;kr- R;s ybZ vkMeqV vlR;kr- f’kdkj xkoyh Ugk; ra dadkGhyk rqMowrqMow ekjR;kr- EguR;kr R;s vkiwu tkrHkkbZp gkSr- vkiwu jkukr &gkbZyko- ‘ksjkrwu xsY;kys ekjokMh >kysr&/ka|kua ygkueBs ij lkjs tkrHkkbZ gkSr Egua- csikj djukjs catkjk jkukua rams <kGw.k yek.k >kys- vkiwu vnqxjps jtiwr gkSr ckck- ekjokM nslkdMps- xkSj dqGhp gkSr jktiqrkU;krwu QqVY;kys- tho okpok;k ts ikaxyks rs ikaxyksp- dqByk BkofBdkuk &gk;yk Ugk;-**

rssOgk ck trok;pk& pkSdhnkj <ksja dVxjkr fuÅ ykykra gkrkr lkr [kMs f?kÅu lkr ;sGk earj ekjkoa vku R;sP;k MkslD;ko:u iY;kM Qsdkoa- eax R;syk fdoU;k ;sra;- <ksja lksMwu nsra;-

Egukoa---^rqj rqj Ö;kdh

Cksykuk Nk;dh

gfjxq: jk;kdh /kdh---**

cl bo<ap- lkr;Gk Egukoa--- eax dk; ?kksj Ugk; xifpi lksMwu nsra;- xq:ph /kDdhp gk; rlh---**

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dkfrZdh ikSf.kZek--- pkanok oj vkysyk- ‘khry :isjh jljaxkus rkaMk UgkÅu fu?kkysyk- >ksiM;krys fnos fo>ysys- ek.klkaP;k ekuk eqjxGysY;k- P;kaÅE;kaÅ iksja cks&;kfcLrjkoj vaFkjysyh- eqnzh iksjkiksjhapk Mko jaxysyk-

gqrwrw] gaMh] fVDdyekjh Fkkacyk dh xk.;kr /kwan--- lqUu >ksiMrkaM;kr xk.;kps ydsj vLekukyk fHkMysys- ikSf.kespa pkan.ka <oGwu xsysya-

^xksjh Nksjh;s nqfn;k rGko xnGks N

Xkksjh Nksjh;s rkaMsjks uk;d fdexkspa\

Xkksjh Nksjh;s vksjs fcuk eGko lquks N

xksjh Nksjh;s rkaMsjh uk;d.k fdexhpa

xksjh Nksjh;s vkSjs fcuk >qjyks lquks N**

^gs xksjh] gs pkan.k ukgh- nq/kkpa rGa Hkjya;] ij tjk x<wG gk;- xks&;k iksjh uk;d dqBa xsyk;\ R;kP;keqGa esGk lquk okVr gk;- gs iksjh] ukbZdh.k dqBa xsyh;\ frP;keqGa ck;kapk esGk lquk gk;-*

R;k fno’kh iq<;kekGkojP;k nsokP;k t=syk fnaMh tk.kkj gksrh- dGw ykxY;kiklwu njo”khZph fnaMh pqdoyh uOgrh- cki fu?k.;kiwohZ QkVdh xks/kMh ika?k:u r;kj Ogk;pks---

egknso liukr vkY;koj cloysya- dkfrZd ikSf.kesyk fnaM;k ter- jkrHkj Hktu- nql&;k fno’kh HkaMkjk >kyk dh t=k QqVk;ph-

eqjeqjs bd.kkjh ;Yyek MkYxa lkaHkkGr jkrHkj Hktu ,dr jkgh---

;k egknsokph ikoldkGkr vodGk Ogk;ph rkaM;kxr- <ksja pkjorkuk >ksiM;kr tk;ph Hkhrh okVk;ph- Hkorkyh jkuxor cslwekj ok<ysyk--- rs nso?kj Eg.kts ,d xqgk- nxMkP;k nsokoj ljMs lk”Vkax ?kkyr- nso ykpkjhus nMysyk- fnlk;pks frFks-

iq<;kekGkryk gk nso- ok?k] MqDdjgh R;kr nMwu jkgr- Hkksorkyph ek.kla dkspk [kkspwu [kka|koj cphZ ?ksryh dh fu?kkys iq<;kekGkr gkdk ?kkyr- ;k iq<;kekGkr f’kdkjhph ck xks”V lkaxk;pk- ^^futkekP;k ;aGyk ?kjks?kj Hkjekj canwdk gksR;k- dok dok rstkph canwd f?kÅu f’kdkj djk;pks- rla ebZ [kjh f’kdkj cphZph-

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;xnkph mUgkG;kryh xks”V- eoG /kqMar Ogrks ra ekydkax.khP;k tkGhr jkuMqDdj iYnyk- nrGh ckgsj fnlk;yh- rlkp iGr ;sÅu cphZ ?ksryh- >kcwyk ?ksÅu ekG xkByk- ekula ekxa iGr Ogrh- f’kdkj xkoyh Egwu- rok f’kdkjhyk uknkoysys-

rkaM;krY;k rstkph canwd tbUn >kY;kua ljdkjua ?ksÅu Vkdya Ogra- ekxa iGrsyk mdyk E;k ekjrks Egwu gkrkryh cphZ fgLdkVyh- rso<;kr vkcq>kcqpa HkkaM.k ykxya- vkoktkau mBwu MqDdj iGrk >kyk- dq=s ekxa iGk;ys- R;ks ekxa fQjyk Ugk;- UgkbZr dksFkGk dk<wu fBoyk vlrku~- nrGhpk MqDdj!

gko’kh ;<;k dokp ekxa fQjys- E;k ekxa iGr Ogrks- Bqedkgjth [kka|kyk cphZ f?kÅu ekxa nqMdr Ogrk-

MqDdj ;adkpk [kksjkMk oykaMwu ok?kekjh [kjc xkBya- [kksjkMkr ok?kekjh raMsokY;kph HkÍh pkyw gksrh- R;s iko’ksjh fiÅu tk;k gkdkjr gksrs- R;sua lkaxya] ^Hkkjh MqDdj gk;- vLoy [kksjkMk xkBya vlay* vLoy [kksjkMk oykaMwu riu xkByaa gksra-

fgjO;kxkj >kMhph >ksy- dq.kh rjh ri dsy- Egwu riu riukr dkY;kZph ek.kla pYek [kanr Ogrs- Mqdjkyk cxwu HkqjZjZ >kYrs---

Mqdjkua pYE;kr >dksG ikV fHktoya& iGwu neyk Ogrk nekua >ksyar tkr Ogrk MqDdj xsY;kya cxwu ekUla pYE;koj vkys- Hkhrhua R;spa vax Fkjdr Ogra- ck;kra yVyVr OgR;k- e;kdMa cxwu eu~ys]

^eanyokM nknk] , eanyokM nknk] eÎk MqDdj gk;- ekjk- rqekLuh gkeh enr djrko-*

E;k glyks- dikGkojpa ?kke iqlr QqMa xsyks- lknqMhP;k lkoyhr MqDdj gqck Ogrk- nksxa ,desdk cxyks- ybZ jkxkr Ogrk- OgGkpk djkMk cxwu Eguyko] ^^ py gÍ** vu~ dk;] ,dk ik;koj lqlkaMh ek:u vkyk- cphZ yxkoyks] ekxpa Vksd [kka|kyk ykxwu cphZ gyyh- vku jifn’kh ,dk vkMkaxkoj iYMh- tjklk gkVyks- MqDdj vkoMHkj iq<a xssYrk-

frrY;k frra R;syk ekxa fQjrk ;sr Ugk;- py gÍ EguY;koj lqlkVr ;srks- vkiqu xidu cktwyk Ogkoa- vkoMHkj QqM xsY;kfcxj R;syk ekxa oGrk ;sr UgkbZ- py gÍ EguY;kfcxj vaxkoj ;sr UgkbZ- ybZ ekuh tkr vlrh;-

fnl&;kckjh py gÍ Eguyksu~ vkyk lwlkVr- yxkoyks [kSpwu ra cjZdu cphZ cxyr ?kwlyh MdjkP;k ykxykua dk; nrGhua djkM [kank;yk] ?kMhHkjkr ekj ekj

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nrGh xkMhHkj ekrh dkYMk- Bqedkthph cphZ f?kÅu yxkoyks fnl&;k cxyar- iYMku~ dk; mrkuk-

MqDdj mpyw ykxk EguY;kua] pYE;kojph ekula iGr bÅu esY;k Mqdjkoj nxM vknGw ykxys- vku Eg.kk;ys]

^MqDdj gkepa gk;- gkeh ekjyko- dla ussrk cxrko gkeP;k floarwu-*

euyks] ^ekxua iUukl ekUla ;sR;krh- xqukua lksMk Ugk;ra brap rqepkch pYek [kany-* Vjdysu~ dk;! /kk ekUlkyk [kkywu mpyr Ugora- ;o<kys MqDdj ekjyko- ij danh ,d dkGtkpk rqdMk rksaMkr ?kkryk Ugk;- nq/kkua Hkkdj pq:u [kk;pks ij ;s<ks [ksGk;pk ukn-

Mqdjkyk dk;] ok?kkykch cphZua ekjY;kya gko- ukansMpk dudk;k Mkxnkj áksp ekGkr eOgk QksVqch dkYMk Ogrk- f’kdkj Egath taxyh tukojkc:cjpa [ksGp- d;kpkch H;k okVk;pk UgkbZ----! Bo<ap dk; ftouk;dkpk nljk [kkÅu jkrykp xqM?;kua ekG p<k;pks! va/kk&;k f[kIi jkrh ok?kkP;k ckyk vk;fM;k lqnjk;ph UgkbZ x’kh!**

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Jkukpk mUgkGk >kyk- <ksjkyk eksdGhd >kyh- rkaM;kHkksorkyh oSj.khps xjkMs iMw ykxys- ikukyk xGrh ykxY;kua ekGjku Hkdkl fnlw ykxya- iq<;kekGkryh okoVG rkaM;kr mr: ykxyh- ek>h ekGkph okV ‘kkGsdMa ijryh- ,d ;ksxk;ksx!

o"kkZuarj yf{eu xq:thleksj clyks- /kMk lq: >kyk- dzekus ---- loZ fo|kF;kZpk ?kksGdk- ifgyhiklwu frljhi;±r- ,dnksu] ijkacjpsra ybZ ojMr- xq:th okpk js Eguys dh vkokt ?kqe.;kpk rkaMkHkj- xGk lqdyk dh iksja rhu cksVa iq<a d:u iGr- ,dnk nql&;kank mByk dh xq:th [ksdlk;ps- ^^fdrhnk lkaxkscs] iquk rsp- dq«;kph ‘ksiwV okdMh rh okdMhp dkeUUkk] cl [kkyh-** xq:thps MksGs xjxjk fQjys dh esa<jkpk vkokt xidu can iMk;pk-

xq:thph f’k{kk Bjysyh- dzekus ‘kkGsr ;s.kk&;kyk dzekusp NM;k ekjr- ifgY;kyk ukgh- nql&;kyk ,d- frl&;kyk nksu vla---- ekjr tk;pk- iksja fHkÅu jkrhykp ikVhnIrj fBowu tk;ps- mtkMay dh dqMkyk fHkMwu nIrj vksGhua iMysys fnlr- rsOgk LoIukrgh cjGk;pks- ;o<h NMhph /kkLrh- ij p<kvks<hr vkuan okVk;pa- rh eqya Eg.kts okGoaVkP;k okVsojhy jkuik[kja-

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eaxGokjpk cktkj vkyk dh nqikjh lqÍh nsÅu xq:th cktkjkyk tk;pk- vkEgh iksja ekGHkj okuja Ogk;pks- pkja rksMhr] Mhx ospr] eksgG >kMr nqikjP;k mUgkr clokukP;k; Mksgkr Mqack;pks- HkwjdV vax vu~ ekdMkxr rksaM ?ksÅu rkaM;kdMa ijrk;pks- ijopk gksÅu xq:th ikMs fopk: ykxyk dh eSrjHkkokus eqya pqdrkuk ,desdkyk gGw ekjk;ps- R;keqGs xq:th jkxkowu gkrkrY;k NMhus likVwu gk.kk;ps- gkr xky ykyhyky- u ?kksdrk lkja eq[kikB-

vkeko’;k& ikSf.kZesyk ‘kkGk lkjok;pks- va?kksG d:u ikVhoj lgk fVackph ljLorh dk<k;pks- ikVh dqMkyk vksGhus Vsdwu ikVhleksj mncR;k xkMk;pks- dkxnkrhy lk[kj leksj Bsowu ,dk vkoktkr izkFkZuk Ogk;ph- x.;kx.;k x.kirhiklwu---ldkG mBwu ‘kkGar ;sÅ] pqdyh eqdyh xkykra [kkmi;Zr- gs >kya dh lksMwu |k;pk- fnolHkj okljklkj[ka gqanMk;pks-

‘kkGar ,dnksu vodkGh iksja- ekLrj Qkj ekjrks; Eg.kwu xq:th clk;P;k iksR;k[kkyh gsdksGhps dkVs mHks jksoys gksrs- xq:thpa va?kksG d:u iksFkh okpua >kya- ;sÅu xq:th clk;k ykxyk] ra dk; gkrkr dkVk ?kqlY;kcjkscj xw:th porkGys- xq:thua lokZyk cnMwu dk<ya- iksja Eg.kr gksrh] ^caj >kya] xq:thpa dsLrqM QqVya vlar-*

frljh lair vkyh vu~ jkrhrwu xq:th rkaMk lksMwu xsY;kpa dGya- ;euk o xq:thpa fculY;kua R;kyk rkaMk lksMkoa ykxya- ;kpk lok±ukp gknjk clyk- vkEghgh dGoGyks- xq:th u cksyrk fu?kwu xsY;kph gGgG ftOgkjh clysyh-

‘kkGk can iMyh- lkjo.ka ukgh- nkjkyk >ksik ukgh- f?klM;kph xk<oa vkr ?kwlw ykxyh- [ksGk;ph tkxk rMdwu xsyh- ‘kkGspk mfdjMk >kyk---- eu ik[k: vkleUrkr f?kjV;k ?ksÅ ykxya-

,ds fno’kh xkokrY;k izkFkfed ‘kkGspk pijk’kh vkyk- iksja ikBok ‘kkGssr lkaxwu xsyk-

Pkjikp iksja ckikyk ?ksÅu xsyks- frljhrp izos’k feGkya- [kkywu oji;Zr c?kr jkejko xq:thua gtjhoj vla uko o tUerkjh[k vankT;kua ?kkrya- tkÅ ykxyks ‘kkGsyk- ekGjkukph okV- ^ekGkojP;k fiaiqj.khr Hkwr gk;] vkola iquoyk Hkk;j iMra* vla yksd Eg.kk;ps- vkoMHkj varjkoj fiaiqj.kh vkyh dh iksVkr xksGk mBk;pk--- d/kh d/kh [kksjkMkr oMjkps nxM QksM.ks c?kr clk;pks- d/kh ekGkrwu OgGkP;k dkBkua pkjksGh [kkr ?kjkyk oGk;pks m’khj Ogra Eg.kwu-

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R;k osGh phucjkscj ;q/n isVysya- dksaMsdj xq:th ^cQkZps rV isVwu mBys---* gs xhr Eg.kk;ps- frljhyk jkejko xq:th f’kdok;ps- vkoMk;ps- R;kyk MsoMkaxj] dkdMh] nksMds usmu |k;pks- okMX;krhy rjdkjh- >ksiM;koj rj MsoMkaxj iquosP;k pkankxr Qqyysys vlk;ps----!

ijh{kk dk; vlrs rs bFka dGya- ikl >kyks- dla rs vkrk lkaxrk ;sr ukgh- pkSFkk oxZ gsMekLrj ?;k;ps- rsOgk vkEgkyk eksB;k oxkZryh eqya Eg.kY;koj vkEgh mxhpap ‘kgk.;klkj[ks okxr gksrks- pkSFkh Eg.kts Qkj f’kdY;kokuh okVk;pa-

gsMekLrj ckzEg.k] R;kap czkEg.; ek= tk.kok;ap ukgh- R;kyk v/kkZ M>u iksjaiksjh- xksjhiku ckbZgh r’khp- ijh- ?kj Qqyrk eGk okVk;pa--- ?kj cnyrsosGh HkkaMscrZu gkrkr nsr gksrs- f’kow udk oxSjs dkgh ukgh- gsMxw:th ckjhd utjsua c?kwu xkykrY;k xkykr gklk;ps- R;kykgh rkanwG&rjdkjh |k;pks-

nqikjph ‘kkGk lqVyh dh dksukM;kr clwu Hkkdj [kk;pks- ik.kh I;k;yk vkoMHkj vlysY;k eBkP;k vkMkoj tk;pks- ckcklkgsckapk i[kky ik.kh Hkjk;yk frFka ;k;pk- vkeP;klkBh rks tkLrhps nksu iksojs ‘ksank;pk- okdwu vksatG dsY;koj o:u vksrk;pk- ,ds fno’kh ik.kh ihÅu eBkiq<a fQjdyks rj HkVthua jkolkc Eg.kwu gkdk ekjya- toG xsY;koj Eg.krks&^^vjs rwyk jkolkcp letyks ekydkpk- idkykP;k ikso&;krwu >kjhHkj ik.kh ekxok;p-a gksra] ‘kkfGxkzeklkBh---**

foapjysys dsl] VkiVhi diMs Eg.kwu gkdk ekjya vlay- jolkcklkj[kk fnlrks- jko vlwu lkc ukgh- okbZV okVya eukr- ‘kkGayk ;srkuk ekraxkph lqUnzk ^ckeukP;k iksjkokuh fnlrks ek;-* Eg.kwu xkyxqPps ?;k;ph- xky pwek;ph!

okM;koj ,dnkp ek.kwl vu~ gkyxV idkyoj ik.kh Hkjr gksrs- frFka jkolkclkj[kk fnlwugh gkrph >kjh pkyr uOgrh& dq.kkyk Eg.kwu dk; lkaxkoa\ eB] okMk] oru] vu~~ foghj lkja R;kappa- vkEgh vukgwr ik[kjklkj[ka ik.koB;koj mrjysys vlk;pks---!

Ikkpyk ‘kkGk lqVk;ph- ijryks dh leks:u oMjkpk xqGik gkrHkÍhoj >ksdwu >qdkaMr ;k;pk--- lkatayk] mjysyh Hkkdj fpa/kh lksMwu gkrkoj [kkr pkyk;pks- pqdwu laHkkpk jkenkl f’koyk dh lkjk mjysyk rqdMk R;kyk nsÅu Vkdr gksrks--- ?kjh vkY;kua ck lkaxrks- ^^lkGhxzke Egath R;asPkk /kksaMnso vlR;ks ckck- R;syk fnl&;k tkrhP;k gkrpa ikuh Ugk; pkyr- bra ekUlkps ybZ uequs gk;r iksjk- ekulkifjl dq«;kpk eqdk ?ks.kkjh ekUla gkbZr bra---!**

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ikpohyk baxzthpk /kLdk clyk- cqVds vLoydj xq:th baxzth f’kdor- MksG;kyk p”ek] jax xksjk i.k psgjk jkxhV- Hkyra ekjk;pk- ewrhZ ygku R;kph Hkhrh egku- R;kP;kdMa cf?krya dh p”esokyh ek.kla eksBh vlrkr vla mxhpap okVk;pa- f’kdfor deh] ekjr tkLr- baxzthpk rkl Eg.kts ekj [kk;pk rkl >kysya- ckjk[kM;k ikB >kY;k- ‘kCnk dkgh dGk;ps ukghr] Lisfyax] mPpkj] vFkZ gk izdkj c?kwu peRdkj okVk;pa- baxzthpa rkl gksbZi;Zr Hkhrh- ex fu/kkZLr- frdMa oMkjkP;k xYyhr Mqdja fpjdr rj bdMa Nksdjs--- ekj [kkÅu eksdGs >kyks dh] eksdGa eksdGa okVk;pa-

ikpfor vlrkukph xks”V- Msªlph gsMxq:th izR;sdkyk ikp :i;s ekxr gksrs- ikp :i;s felGwu ljdkjh Msªl feG.kkj gksrs- gs dGY;koj vLoLFk gksr ck Eg.krks]

^^ikp :i;s dqVwu nsÅ ckck] bra dpksVhpk iSdk Hkokuhyk EgkbZr gk;- /kksC;kpa <qaxu ika<ja fnlwu dk; Og;\ eMD;kr ihB UgkbZ] nkcu fBowu usot iqtua pkyw gk;- ikp :i;s Egath ikp ykdklkjds gkbZr ckck vkiukyk- ,dsd iSdk eath eksj fnlR;kr---**

ikp :i;s feGkY;koj czákaM Bsax.k >kya- ckua lkafxrysyh xks”V ,sdwu ek= jMw dkslGya gksra- ck Eg.kkyk gksrk---^^ás dkbZp Ugk; ckck- nk:ps Mcs MkslD;koj ?ksÅu rhu rhu dksl pkyr tkrko- cktkjkP;k xkoh eksGh bdua Egath dkbZ okVr Ugk;- VkGD;kph pkeMh eY;kyh gk;---** pkSF;k izgjh eksGhP;k nksu [ksik d:u ikap :i;s vk.kys gksrs ckua-

vktgh MksD;koj uk.kaHkj tkxk fjdkehp vkgs- nksLrkyk ikp :i;s feGkys ukghr- cki cjk vlwugh iSls nsr uOgrk- oxZfe= Hkhek R;kP;k ckikyk Eg.krks] ^jkowP;k ?kjh ,d ;G ?kqx&;k vu~ ,d d.;k [kkR;kr- vu~ rw--- fgjhr iMwu ejrks-* vkf.k [kjap R;kua fofgjhr mMh Vkdyh gksrh---! R;kpk ck fpaxV gksrk-

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

jksfg.khP;k ljh dkslGrkuk ‘ksacMh iksja ukxO;kus xk.ks xkr ukpw ykxyh- ^^ik.kh vk;ks ik.kh vk;ks dkGks fdÍ Mksdjhu~ Mksdjk QVkQÍ-**

^^ikÅl vkyk ikÅl vkyk dkGk fdÍ] Egkrkjku~ Egkrkjh QVkQÍ-** ukxO;kua ikolkr cs/kwan Mqac.kkjh iksja---

mfdjM;kojY;k mxoR;k dksoG;k jksikpa dksoGai.k eukyk vkd”kZwu ?;k;pa- iksja mfdjM;ko:u dksbZ miVhr fQ: ykxyh- xjkM;krya oSj.k xksB;kr vkya- >ksiM;k >ksiM;koj OgdkZ vaFkj.ka lq: >kya- mUgkG;kr [kkdl >kysyh ek.kla

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ikolkua papy >kyh- mUgkG;kr ekaMO;k[kkyh fnl.kkjh ek.kla vkrk okMX;kr] ‘ksrkr] ekGkr fnlw ykxyh- iksjkaP;k gkrkr xksV;ku~ fofVnkaMw-

ukbZd Eg.krks] ^isj.khP;k vnqxj leudph iwtk Ogk;k QkbZts- iwtk >kyh r isjk;k eksdGs---

rkaM;kleksjP;k xksB.kkoj cksdwM vk.kya- ekoGrhps fdj.k cksdMkP;k ujM;koj iMr gksrs- cksdMkps MksGs ek.klkdMa] rj ek.klkps MksGs cksdMkP;k ujM;koj- ekoGR;k lw;kZoj jDrkph fpGdkaMh mMkyh- lw;Zfdj.k ykyhyky gksÅu dkGks[kkr cqMwu xsys---

^leudph iwtk d;kyk Eg.krkr ck\*

^^yn.kh djrs ;sGh ckou Hks: pkSlV tksx.k ;saph enr f?kÅu lsok Hkk;kua Hkfe;kyk ekjya EguR;kr- tksx.k nsohP;k c:cj jkásP;k eua- Egwu lsokua R;sp Hkd R;suyk fnya- R;sapa Hkd Egath cksdwM- rkaM;kEgksj jxrkph /kkj fnmu ikj >kY;kR;k Egua- rokiklwu vkiwu yksd leuiwtk djr vkyko- [kja Egath frap cksdwM [kkÅu ;k QkbZts- ij vkrk dk; &gk;ya Ugk; usd- fuV f?kÅu ;sR;kr ?kjkr vku pqYgk.;koj f’ktqf’ktq [kkR;kr-

^lsokHkk;kua Hkfe;kyk ekjya] i.k gs dk; ekjrkr o”kkZua\*

Ásuyk dk; [kVey ejra;] ij r’kh pky gk; xksjyksdkph- tkrhpk fjokt gk;- rla jkukrys ik[kja ekjR;kr dh] f’kdj xkoyh ra nsohP;k ik;k iMR;kr-**

^yn.kh dk; ck\*

^^yn.kh Egath cSykP;k ikBhoj eky yknwu csikj djua Og;a- iSya [ksrh uk xksrh- csikj djua /kankp Ogrk rok- ehB] xs:] /ku/kkU;] >qjeksrhpk csikj- cSykps rkaMsP;k rkaMs Ogrs rok-**

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

^iMjs ik.kh iMjs rwa rksu Hktwa rkjs nsosu Hktwa!*

^iMjs i.kh iMjs rwa iksGhlks isV rkjks Hkkthrh Hktwa*

rkaM;krY;k dqaokj iksjh Hkrdksyk djhr gksR;k- ,d ikolkph vkjk/kuk- isj.kh vkVksiwu nksu efgus yksVys- ik.;kpk fViwl uOgrk-----

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Tokjhpk f[kpMk d:u iksjh iksjkCkkGkauk [kkÅ ?kkyr gksR;k- iaxr >kyh- Qsj /k:u iksjh xkÅ ykxY;k-

^>jejh;k cjllks;s ukuh eksBh cqsns iMa

>jejh;k cjlks;s yksoMhjh Hkkars iMa*

^>jej cjlr vkgs- Viksjs Fksac xGr vkgsr- vks<.khoj u{kh fu?kr vkgsr-*

Leudph iwtk >kyh- ;ksxk;ksx--- ikolkP;k ljh dkslGr gksR;k- dkBhyk casMdksGh o fyackpk ikyk cka/kwu iksja ?kj?kj fQjr gksrs- ukxO;k iksjkaP;k dacjsyk fyackps <kG ?kjk?kjkrwu iksjkuoj ik.kh lkaMrkuk lksekph lwu cMcMr gksrh-

^bo<a orw udk ckck- [kksjkMkr tkÅu’kku ikukau ikuh Hkj.ka ykxra;- ikuh HkjU;kr nhlnhl tkra;- EgkbZr Ugk;\ ojpa iMay eua- ojpa iMay rok iMay] ij gk; r [kkypach d;kyk lkaMrk---\ esxnso gk; eua- dksU;k Hkksdkr tkÅu’kku yiya vlau- dksaph xsjh fuan vlau~- bra ikU;kua vkCnk Ogr;- Fksack Fksackyk rjlr gko---*

Iksjkapa pkyw gksra] /kksaMhps fnola] ikuh eBa fgola] /kksaMh ikuh ns*

iGr ;sÅu dks.khrjh lkafxry-

^jkowP;k <oGh xkbZyk djG ykxya-*

lkjs iGr lqVyks- ck rkdu~ ek:dkpk ikyk ?ksÅu vkyk-

ekyk [kkÅ ?kkywu rkd iktoya- ck ea= Egurks-

^^vkjaMkG dh rkV fpikMk] xÅekrk [kkbZu [kkbZ

ek: /kaMls mrk: >kjh] ge ugh mrkjs]

gekjk xq: mrkjs] xq: xksj[kukFk rsjh nokbZ---**

ck cjkp /kMiMyk- djG VkGwyk p<ysyh- xk; ik; [kksjr xrizk.k >kyh- ck Eg.krks]

^^EguR;kr] ckikpa oSn iksjkoj Ugk;] ij <kjkojch pkyw Ugk;\ yk[keksykpa ,dp xksjk fnukjh xk; Ogrh ckck- nSokpa nsua gk;- tkÅ ns] fgear g:uk; ekulkau-**

^^EguR;kr] ^gawl fdnh fgjdh] Nki ?kMk;ks eqU;k] vku [kkslysxks iqU;k---* vlh xr gk;- fgjdhP;k gkSlkik;h eqU;kua Nki ?kMfoya u~ dkG:ih iqU;kua fgLdkowu Ugsya-**

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&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

‘ks.k ewr vu~ fp[kykpk okl rkaaMkHkj njoGk;pk--- tehu gMdyh dh FkksMa cja okVk;pa- Hkksorkypk ekG] Mksaxjnjh fgjohxkj fnlw ykxyh- dksestysyh eua fgjoh gksÅu Qqyk;ph---

HkksorkyP;k iankMkoj rkaM;krY;k yaxM;k] gMdqG;k xk;h& Eg’kh fnolHkj pjr jgk;P;k---

v'khp ,dnk [kksykjckckph yaxMh xk; guear nslkbZP;k ‘ksrkr xsyh vku guear ckC;kP;k MksD;koj nxM Bsowu pkcdkua ekjr gksrk-

^^guear dks.k\**

^^xkopk orunkj gk;& ekyd gk;- guerjko ekyd Eg.kR;kr rsyk- xko Fkjdkirks; ckck R;sua& ybZ ektwjh gk;- R;saP;k vaD;kr ekuql vkyk r <ksjkokuh ekj [kkua ykxr;&ybZ jkxhV- vkiukljds nq:up jkejke d:u &gkua cja] Ugk; r >ksiM;kowu xk<o fQjok;k deh djr Ugk;&iSya ybZ ekjk;pk-**

gqjM;kps nhl Ogrs- e&;kua gqjMk ?kjyk fuÅu fnyk Ugk;- vkyk ekyd >kiMhyk ?kksMhoj clwu- raMk vka/kkjkr cqMkyk Ogrk- >ksiM;kr [kycar oktr Ogrh- pqYgk.;kr vaxkj /kx/kxyk Ogrk- vku ?kksMhP;k; Vkikua nko.khrys <ksja [kMkM mHkkjys!

ykykP;k ?kjkEgksja xsysY;k ?kksMhdMa <ksja dkuVodkjr gksrh& vkoktkuap ykyw HkLdu Hkk;j vkyk- ^jke jek ekyd* Eg.kr yxke /kjyk- ekyd fjdchr ik; fBowu mrjr Ogrk o ?kksMh djZjdu okdyh- [kqV;kyk cka/kwu cSykpk fgjok pkjk ?kksMhyk Vkdyk-

ekyd xjtyk] ^^ykY;k] e&;kyk cyko- ybZ ektyk; HkkslMhpk] R;kph lkyiVa dk<rks vkt-**

ykY;k okVsdjh- ykY;kyk fg’kksc dGya Ugk; ij e&;kap dkbZrch pqdy; ;kpa vankt cka/kyk- ykY;kch eukr pjdyk- dk; Ogr; dh Egwu\ gqdekps; rkcsnkj- tkÅu cykowu vk.kyk- e&;k dksi&;krwu gkr tksMr ;sr Ogrk- dafnyhyk dktGh p<yh Ogrh- R;ksaM dkbZ cjkcj fnlyk Ugk;- eUyk] ^^e&;k ektykl HkkslMhP;k\ ckikph >kxhjh gk;\**--- e&;kpa pqdyks ekyd R;ksaMkrp &gk;yk u~ dk;- pkcdkps QVdkjs e&;koj >Mk; ykxys- ?kksMhyk r ekjyk ulay vla- vodkGh ikolkxr e&;kyk >ksMyk- e&;k HksydaMr Ogrk- gkr /kjk;ph dqukph fgaer\ HkqbZlikV >kyk

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fcpkjk- guear ekyd gkrkrya pkcwd gyor cktaoj tkÅ djZjdu clyk- lkjstu Mksack&;kpa [ksG c?kkoa rla c?kr Ogrs---!

e&;kyk mpywu >ksiM;kr Ugsys&jkrHkj e&;k dUgr Ogrk---- tkrkuk ekyd xjtr xsYrk- ^^oGdwu Bho- ukokph voykn gk;- fpanM;k d:u Vkdhu- QqDVkph [kkrko csVs Ogk-** ejhckyk rkaM;kr lxGs <kY;k e&;k Eg.kk;ps-

rok ekydkph ?kksMh eaP;kP;k HkÍhowu tk;ph-

;Xnk dk; >kYra- ykywps cSya oGhHkj jku [kkYrs ykyw iY;kM iqjkua vMdyk Ogrk] r ykywua eta uko lkaxya& vku~ dk;a ,dfn’kh vkyk eaP;kP;k HkÍhoj >ksdwu- ?kksMkoj ynMcMr ;ksr Ogrk- ?kksMhykch iktoya Ogra- <okP;k dMayk ?kksMh xpdwu FkMdyh- E;k nqikjhph Hkkdj [kkÅu ikuh fir Ogrks] <okP;k dkBayk clwu- ekxa Qkrks ra ekyd- jke jke ekyd Egurk[ksih gkuyku~ dk; dksjM;kua- fnyks >ksdwu rlap <okr mMh- iyhdMa tkbZrksj QqMwu vky- r E;k ekxa fQjyko iksgr- cdG ;sG gkepa bdMwu frdMa--- pkyw Ogra- vkrk ekjra; Egwu xMcMhua Hkk;j iYMks- rlap ik;kr ‘ksiwV ?kkywu ojkM;kr ?kqlyks- rok dqVa lqVyko] Ugk;ra ikVhph lkyiVa fuxukj Ogrh R;k nh’kh---

R;krpa dk; /kjko ekpa dk QqMpa- R;s yksd vnqxj cksyr Ugk;- vkfn lkyiVa dk<wu eax bP;kjR;kr--- ásaP;k Qq<;kr dafnch tkÅ UgkbZ- ekxkjhp lkaxua cja Egwu E;k ykykyk lkaxyks rok ekj pqdyk- rch cdGnhl Mwd /k:u Ogrk- rkacMsyky MksGs oVkjk;pk& ybZ dqihrj] ekuwl vku tukoj dkbZ dGr UgkbZ] <ksjkljda ekUlkyk ekjR;kr- vkiukljD;kyk r cksyrch Ugk;- R;sapa cksyua Egath naM;k Ugk;ra dksjMk---

oSrkxwu ;Xnk eaP;kua fgaer dsYrh- rokiklwu R;sapa /kkd pqdY;kya gk;- Ugk;ra olkZua <ksjkokY;kP;k MkslD;kps /kksaMs pqdk;ps UgkbZr-

R;spa vla >kYra- ;dfn’kh ?kksMhoja noMr vkyk- vku eUyk ^eaP;k dk EgUrs HkÍh\** dokch ,d iSdk |k;pk Ugk; oj f’kjtksjh- eaP;kyk vkyk jkx- eUyk] HkÍh nk:pk iSdk |k eUr;- vlap dla Eguyk Egwu o:up dksjMk ?kqfeoyku dk;] eaP;kua R;ksp dksjMk fgLdkVwu fnyk n.kdkowu ?kksMhP;k <qaxukoj] tj iGkyh Egurk ?kksMh r guear ekyd >ksdkaMkr vknGyk- QqMa ?kksMh u~ ekxa eaP;k- iYM;k ekydkyk eaP;kua mBoya- mpywu NkrkMkbrda oj Ugsay u~ fnya lksMwu- fcP;kjk fnl&;kank vknGyk- eaP;k euyk] ^^ekyd tkok vkrk fQVyk iSdk** bdMa frdMa c?kr fHkÅup ekyd fulVyk- rokiklwu [kksjhdMa eaP;kph [kcj iSya f?kÅuap ekGkua ;kpk---

^^orunkj dk; vlra; ck\**

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^^vkja] xkokpk iSyk j;okl- rla áks xkops orunkj Egkj gk;r- ij ás ekxua bÅu orunkjh fgLdkoys] vku R;suyk Egkjdh fnyh- vkrkch orukpa eku Egwu olkZu nl&;kyk Egjkph ?kqaxjkph dkBh xkokr fQjra; dh R;spk eku fro<k ‘kkcqr gk;---**

&&&&&&&&&&&&

‘kkGsyk tkr gksrks- leks:u eqyhapk >qjyks] MksD;koj dG’kh] gkrkr HkjY;k >kjh ?ksÅu xkr ;sr gksrk-

^^xjdk cksbZ;s dsGKdsjh ckx QGQwy ykxjspa

vkua cksbZ;s Nksjh fctksy QGQwy ykxjspa

vksua [knh;s xVykjh dkscy QGQwy ykxjspa

Vksua ek:;s pkjksGh pxkua irh;k oljsapa----**

^^?kjh dsGhap ckx ykoyh;- QqykQGkpa cgj ;srks;- gh ckx fctksy iksjhua ykoyh;- ekGkryh dksdhGk QG [kkra;- fryk pdok fnÅu ekjys vlrs ij >kMk[kkyh okVl: clysr-**

rhtsyk ?kky.;klkBh ik.kh usr gksR;k eqyh- NksV;k NksV;k nqjMhr dkGh ekrh Hk:u R;kr xgw isjya gksra- lkj[ka ngk fnol rhtsoj ik.kh ikMr >kjhpa- ik.kh Hk:u ;srkuk iksjh ,desdkyk fpMor ;sr- leksj ;sÅu vMo.kk&;k iksjkauk fpMor iq<s tkrkuk xk.;kr Eg.kr gksR;k-

^^ik.;kua xkbZrh ixyk jiVks;s

ukuheksBh caqns iMa ixyk jiVks;s

ekjh x.kxksjsj iksGhlks isV

;s Nksjkjks Mscjklks isV---**

^^ik.;kyk xsys gksrs- rj dk; NksVseksBs Fksac cjlys vu~ R;keqGs fp[kykr ikÅy ?kljya- ekÖ;k x.kxksjhpa iksGhljda iksV r ;k iksjkpa <sjiksV-**

rhtsaP;k fnolkr ‘kkGk foljyh- ldkG la/;kdkG rs lkSan;Z vkd”kZwu ?ksr gksra- MksD;koj Hk:u vk.kysyh >kjh vksrrkuk iksjh xk;P;k-

^^rksu dq.k cksjk;ks rht xOgwyk MsMsjh;k

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Rksu ckiw cksjk;ks rht xOgwyk MsMsjh;k**

^^rht rqyk dks.kh :toya;- xgw fgjO;kxkj Mqyw ykxyk;- rqyk ckiwu :toy;- vu~ es?kjktkP;k o”kkZokua rw Mwyr vkgsl-** es?kkpa gs _.k O;Dr dj.ksp gks;-

Ngk fnol >kYrs- iksjh <GR;k izgjh rht rksMr gksR;k- rht rksMwu xG;krY;k ykYMhyk] ik;krY;k xjr.khyk cka/kr gksR;k- dq.kh ckaxM;k xqrr gksR;k] iksja dMnks&;kyk rht cka/kr gksrs--- rh rht izhrh-

fp[kykpa dsysya x.kxksjgh vkt rhtkcjkscj OgGkr OgkÅu tk.kkj Ogra- nqikjh ikolkpk cMxk vkYrk- R;keqGa OgGkr NksVklk iqjgh vkyk Ogrk-

rhtaP;k nqjM;k MksbZoj ?ksrkuk jaxhcsjaxh ?kkxjkykoMhus yMcMysY;k dqaokj iksjh xkr gksR;k-

^^ekjh iMrs ik.khjh rht ?kfM;d gksVks;

Ekjh osykdsykjh rht ?kMh;d gksVks;---**

^^ekÖ;k iMR;k ikolkph rht FkksaM Fkkac- ek>h rdfyihua ok<oysyh rht FkksMa Fkkac---**

MksbZoj rht ?ksÅu iksjh& iksja ukpr xkr tkr gksrs- xqÍgih okVaP;k cktwyk cksjhpa >kM Ogra- R;k >kMkP;k dkV;kr mdMysyk gjHkjk dqaokj iksja [kksor ukpr gksrs-

^^cksjMhja cksj [kkVsfeBs cksj

Dqaokj dU;k >qMysxs cksj---**

Xkr xkr Mksgkoj esGk iksgpyk- ikVkoj cloysys x.kxkSj ?ksÅu r:.k iksjxk ik.;kr mrjrkuk dqaokjh /kk; /kk; jMr OgR;k- vkf.k vkloa iq’khr xkr OgR;k-

^^fiMh;k njs fojk fifM;k n

Rksu galyks ?kMknw eua fifM;k n**

^^ikV ns] Hkkok ikV ns ] rqyk galyk] dMk ?kMowu nsrs ij eyk ikV ns-** Eg.kts x.kxkSj ik.;kr okgw udksl gk HkkokFkZ- vkf.k okgR;k /kkjsr x.kxkSj lksMwu fnya- dsfoyok.;k utjsua iksjh xk.kxkSjdaMa c?kr xkr gksR;k-

^ekjh dktGh x.kxkSj lked jdh;s]

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>yey >ksyks n!

ekjh oknhGh x.kxkSj lked jdh;s] >yey >ksyks n!**

^^ekÖ;k dktGh x.kxkSj leksj Bsok- x.kxkSj rqÖ;k >kyey >GdR;k yksoMhus >ksyks ns- ekÖ;k oknGh x.kxksj---**

Vkf.k lxGs fujksi ?ksÅu ijryks-

…-

xksa/kG gksra- ckiqrhph pky- ofgokV- i.k vkeph ek= Hkyrhp fcV gksrh okV- ekek vtqGh ?ksÅu tkr gksrk- ekGjku ykxya- fdjZ >kMhph okV- ;kMhP;k MksbZoj xkBksMa- eh ekxa rq:rq: pkyr gksrks- pkyrk pkyrk ekek nRrksckP;k nsoGkry;k lk/kwph xks”V lkaxrks-

^^lk/kw HkorkyP;k xkokr Hkhd ekxk;pk- ;k iMD;k nsoGkr bÅu jkápk--- ;k Mksaxjkr ekUla ojlkrwu ,d Mko ;sR;kr- rs ch nRrksckP;k Mksaxjkr Hkj.kk&;k t=adjrk Egwu- ex lkyHkj Mksaxjkr i'kq&i{kh vu~ eksj&ykaMksj] ok?kkpa ekgsj!

R;k lk/kwua ,d ckbZ vkuyh Ogrh- Mhx ;puk&;k ck;k cxhrY;ku~ R;apk ilkjk >kyk- pksjkua lk/kwyk ftos ek:u njMhr <dywu fnya vu~ R;k ckbZyk >kMkyk cka/kya- iSlk vkMdk] nkfxuk f?kÅu pksj xsys- vkrk rso<h >kMh UgkbZ- rok Mksaxjkrua tk;pk H;k okVk;pa- ojpk vkHkkG fnlk;pk UgkbZ v’kh HkUukV >kMh- fdjZ >kMhP;k lkoyhrwui pkyrkuk Mksaxj vkHkkGk fHkMY;kxr okVk;pa vu~ fnlknksikjk lkat iMY;kxr Ogk;ap-** dGxko lksMwu ekGkr ?kqlyksd dh tkaHkGhdMpk ekG mrjk;yk dkGkxksVk p<kok ykxk;kpk- fgdaoj mHkk fnl.kkjk ekG- njMhr ik[kjkapk fdyfcykV vu~ okVayk FkaMxkj lkoyhr iMysya ok?k ek.klkpk okl iYMk dh lqGdhua cktw idMk;pk- eksBh xaer okVk;ph- vkEgh eukry;k eukr ok?kkyk Vjdr jLrk ljdr gksrks rj ok?k ek.klkaeqGa okVaoj fQjdr uOgrk!

Ckksyrk cksyrk dkGk xksVk vkyk- mHkk Mksaxj p<w ykxyks- p<rkuk ne Hkjr gksra- xqM?;koj gkr Vsdwu ik; jksor p<yks ,dnkpk- ekek Eg.krks] ^^brD;k map dkgkik”kk.k gk; Egwu ;syk dkGk xksVk EguR;kr-** MksaxjkP;k f’k[kjkoj ik”kk.k!

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?kVdkHkj folkok Eg.kwu clrks- clY;k clY;k cgh.kHkkÅ /kksaM;koj /kksaMk jpr gksrs- fopkjY;kua Eg.krs] ^vla fBoY;kua gjFkkd mrjra;- cx uk] fdrh gqeGs gk;r fBoY;kys okVkM;kauh- rqch Bho-* f’k[kjko:u oGwu rkaM;kdMs ikgrks rj dk;] rkaM;koj nsohP;k fyackojph >aMh ik[kjkxr vodk’kkr QMQMr gksrh---!

Ekkek Eg.krks] ^;k njMhr pksjkapk vÏk Ogrk- fnlk bra &gk;ps- jkrhyk Mkdk ?kkyr- ekjksR;k VksGhpk uk;d Ogrk- xksGh ?kkywu iksfylkauh ekjya R;syk- vkeuk lkeuk eqdkcyk dsyk Egua iksfylkapk R;kua-*

Ykkacp ykac >kMh- dkslkph okV- ;k xnZ >kMhph okGyh ikua oktor fQj.kk&;k ck;k okVaoj ;sr mn~xkjrkr] ^fdoMk eksBk >kyk ;kMh jko--- cjs gko* bdMpa frdMpa cksywu ck;k Mhx ospk;k fu?kwu xsY;k] vkEgh mrj.khyk ykxyks-

fpapyokMhP;k VsdMhyk ykxwu vtqGpk rkaMk- rs uqlra uko] frFka okMhpk xko uk ?kj- dqBY;k egkekjhr okMh ol iMyh dq.kkl BkÅd- mr:u okMhP;k fgjhr Ugk;ra fg&;kr ik.kh fiÅu ex rkaMk xkBk;pks-

rhl&iLrhl ?kjkaP;k rhu jkaxk vlysyk >ksiMrkaMk- >ksiM;kyk >ksiMs fHkMwu jpysys- >ksiM;kojpk OgdkZ dkGkdqÍ gksÅu FkIih >kysyk rla vtqGP;k ?kjkaph jkax i«;kph- rkaM;kr ?kj c&;kiSdh Eg.kwu iqjk rkaMk R;kyk eksBk ?kj Eg.kk;ps- lkjs iwoZsdMa rksaM d:u olysys ?kja] fpdVysys xksBs] MksMh ‘ksjMkaph] vu~ njksT;kyk ykxwu dksacM;kapk [kqjkMk- cLl] fp= dk<wu ?;koa lk&;k ?kjkpa vla ,dtkr- vax.kkr xqjkokljkph xtct- dksacM;k] ‘ksG;k] Eglh] xqja<ksja Eg.kts xksjyksdkapa m?kM /ku!

vtqGpk okMkxkMk eksBk- dks.kh fg.kor- dks.kh fpMor] frjLdkj djr- rla dkgh ek;sua grgh fQjor- rkaM;kryk Mscjk Hkhek ‘ksdksVhHkorkyh clysY;k ?kksGD;krwu ekÖ;kdMa c?kr cksyk;pk] ^^dk; cs jkO;k] eklGh cksVh [kr UgkbZl Egua- bo<qlk UgkbZl vku~ tksxMk >kykl dk\**

eaxGokj nsohpk okj] nkthck xks/kaGh vkyk- xG;kr tqG;k uxk&;kpa ‘kacG- f>yd&;kP;k gkrkr rq.krrq.ka- fnl <GR;kikjh ?kjkleksj ‘kacG ?kqew ykxya- r;kjh Ogow |k] xksa/kGh vkya;--- vkacj ukuk lqpuk djrks- ,d- ?kkbZ lq: >kyh- nsohpa cksdwM vax.kkr vk.kya- nk<hokyk cksdwM Eg.kts rkaM;kryk eksBk xksa/kG- ?kjkr xks.khP;k /kjkyk pkanhph cuowu vk.kysyh nsohph eqjr nsdwu mHkh- frP;k xG;kr eksB;k doMhph ekG- nkjkdMs rksaM d:u cksdwM mHkk- cksdMkekxa gkr tksMwu xksykdkj] ek.klkaph jkax mHkh- nsohyk cksy cksyrkr]

;k lxlxGrh ;kMh]

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vkxkMhipkMhjks lkbZosl]

ftosf’kosjks lkbZosl]

HkqaMks VkG] Hkyks esy]

Ikkih nLe.ksua nwj dj]

pkj xÅ tsua ykjsj p<ksdj]

lkodkjsua leud jdkM]

dpsjhj ikpsu dk<]

ldsj ik;jhia ?kky]

eqBh vUu n

‘ksjsj lOok’ksj dj

dekbZek cjdr nsl

>d>ksy gtkj dksl VkGsl tr lejaora vk<.k vk;sl

vu~ lkbZosl e&;k ek ;kMh!

R;kosGsl dk; Hkkdr gksrs rs dGya ukgh( i.k cksdMkpa fuon leksj d:u dk; fouor gksrs rs vkt dGra; ^;k lok±ph vk;] vxkMh fiPNkMhauk lkbZ gks- ftokf’kokyk lkbZ gks- fo?u VkG] Hkya dj] ikih nq’eukyk nwj dj] pkj xkbZ T;kyk iq<a us- lkodkjkyk leksja Bso- dksVZ&dpsjhP;k ekxua dk<] lq[kkP;k ik;jhyk ?kky] ewBHkj vUu ns] ‘ksjkpa lOok’ksj dj- feGdrhr cjdr ns] ladV gtkj dksl VkG- ftFka Lej.k d: frFka vk<G ikou gks] vku lkbZ gks efjek;s---!

Ekkx.ka pkaxya i.k okx.ka fdrh okbZV gksra rs vkt dGra;- jkrHkj nk:cksVhpk /kqaokMk ilysyk- nsohph vkjnkl vkVksiwu nsohP;k dGlkrya ik.kh cksdMkP;k dkukiklwu <ksijkP;k dksi&;ki;Zr /kwj nsr lkaMya- vxksnj ik.;kph /kkj nsohP;k cksdMkyk- vu~ ex nsohyk cksdMkP;k jDrkph /kkj- ;kykp rs /kkj nsÅu ikj gks.ka Eg.kra vlrkr- /kqrysyh pdpdhr lqjh gkrkr ?ksÅu ,d t.k Eg.krks]

^/kM/kMh ya e&;kyk ;kMh* lkax.ka vla dh] cksdMkyk vax >kMk;k yko Eg.kts rq>h ijokuxh >kyh vkEgkyk cksdMkP;k ekuaoj lqjh fQjok;k- eqHkk feGkyh Eg.kk dh- cksdMkua vax >Vdya vu~ yxsp cksdMkyk vkMoa d:u dku /k:u eku fQjoyh-

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MkO;k gkrkus f’kax /kjr mtO;k gkrkryh lqjh xG;koj Bsorkp djorkxr djdjyh- ik; rk.kr cksdMkpk ^H;k¡* ;so<kp vkdkar- /kMiM rMQM FkksMa osG vu~ ‘kkar- jDrkP;k fpGdkaMhua Vksiy Hkjya- eqaMda nsohleksj Bsowu fnok ykoyk- Hkorkyh jDrkph /kkj Vkdwu fuon fnyk-

dkraM lksywu /kM vax.kkr mYVa Vkaxysya- mns mns lq: >kya- ‘kacG oktor mdaMk iqtwu vkys- eksBa peRdkj okVra; vkt- xksjyksdkpa xÅ/ku Eg.kwu iwtk mfdjM;kph- nsohiq<a xks/kG;kph vkjrh lq: >kyh- ^rqGtk mns] vaca mns mns mns mns-----* ‘kacG ?kqerp gksra!

lkatyk [kk.kafi.ka ek;anG >kya- lkjs vkVksiwu jkrhyk nkthckpa iáiqjk.k lq: >kya- jkrHkj rq.krq.ka pkyw gksra vu~ e/kque/kqu ‘kacG ?kqeowu nsohpa tkxj pkyw gksra- ck;dkiksja isaxr gksrh---

fnolkph fdj.ka njokT;koj iMrkp lq: >kya- JksR;kryk ,dt.k tkÅu nkthck xksa/kGhP;k dkukr lkaxr gksra vu~ nkthck cksVkpk b’kkjk djrkp R;k gkoHkkokus rq.krq.ka okto.kkjk uko vksG[kr gksrk- vkEgk ygku iksjkauk R;kosGh dkukr lkaxhrysya uko cksVkrwu ckgsj dla iMr vlsy ;kpa uoy okVr gksr---

?kjyk ;sÅu lkjh gdhdr ckyk lkaxrks- ck Eg.krks] ^^ás r dkbZ UgkbZ iksjk] iSya xktw uk;d xkas/kGh y; xktok;pk- jkrHkj nsohps xk.ks xktok;ps- xksa/kG dk; fu nljko dk;] rla áks pky >kik HkDrkiklwu pkyw gk;- >kik nsohpa Hkdr OgÅu xsyk--- >kik nljko xksa/kG ?kkywu gkMa dksGh [kkÅ ?kkyk;pa Egua] vtwd cksdwM ftrsch djk;pk Egua- cksdwM fnl&;k fnlh [kkaMkr pjr fgaMk;ps Egua--- ij xktw xksa/kG] nljko xktok;pk dadkGhpk] dadkGhyk cksdwM pkyr UgkbZ] byxV Qk;ts Egua- gkGlk] ekGlk] paMhpsaMh] prqjflaxh áks lkrh lkedkauk cksdwM pkyra Egua--- xktw uk;dkua gyxV dkiY;kya eák MksG;kua Qk;yko! gkyxV gqca d:u eqlGkyk cka/kya] ekusoj iUgkGhpk ?kko ?kkrya u~ dk; eqaMda fuÅu dadkGhiqMa fBoy- dikGk gkGn vu~ eB;k doM;kph ekG xG;kr ?kkrysyh dadkGh >G>Gr /kjyk Vsdwu gqch Ogrh- gyxVkP;k eqaMD;koj fnoyk.hpk fnok ykxyk- ?kjkr tkÅu uk;dkua FkqMala dkGht [kkYya Egua--- [kkoap ykxr; Egua- Ugk; rj dadkGh nksl djra; Egua- tla dsy rlap Ogra; Egua! fdGl d:u Fkqadya r ekuql Fkwdrp &gkrks; Egua! dkGht [kkYya Ugk; r cksVh f’ktowu cksVkua jlk rch pk[kk;k Qk;ts Egua! Ugk; r nsoh nksl dsY;fcxj &gkr Ugk; EguR;kr! gyxVkpa /kM eqlGktkxh iqjya- vorukP;k ikoU;kyk cksdwM dkiwu pkjya- jkrHkj dklspk FkkGk >.k>.khr &gk;ya- xkr Ogrs]

^^Nks Nks feukjh dadkGh]

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dr oyeh] rksua dq.k oyek;ks]

lukj ?kja xhrh] eua lukj oyek;ks]

lksfuMk oyek;ks!

/kuxj ?kja xhrh eu

/kuxj oyek;ks] lksfuMk oyek;ks!**

xEerp gk;] /kjkyk yiowu fBoysY;k nsohP;k ewrhZyk lgk lgk efgus rw dqBs xsYrh Egwu bP;kjR;kr- rqyk dksuh ?kMya; Eg.kwu bP;kjR;kr vu~ vkiwup nsohdMwu OgÅu EguR;kr] eh lksukjk ?kjh xsyfr;k] eyk lksukjkua ?kMya;- dkgh EguR;kr /kuxjkP;k ?kjyk xsyrh;k- eyk /kuxjkua ?kMya;- xEer uOga ra dk;\ [kja Egath rok ásp gkrkus ?kMk;ps- /kqU;kdfjrk Egwu lkdfgus vnqxj lksukjkyk |k;ps- R;syk ás lksukjkua ?kMya; EguR;kr! dk; ,dd fjokt gk;! Gkrkus Bksdwu Bkdwu cuoysY;k :I;kP;k dadkGhyk gyxV dkiya Ugk; r nksl djra; Egua\ ;fMdaMkG Ugoa r dk;\ fnlk;k fioGh QDd ij okxua vMkupksV!

áks xksa/kGkr xksa/kGY;k yksdkyk bZÜojckckua lksMoyk; iksjk! Xksa/kGkr gtGwu xsYrk lekt- ckckua isya vkSjlpkSjl nhMnksu’ks QqVkph pkanuh vku jsMw laxa f?kÅu lkaxr fQjyk rok dqBa yksd tkxs >kysr- Ugk;ra ?kjkr Hkk;j uqlrk fjoktkpk OgGkr :<hpk xksa/kG ektyk Ogrk- ckckP;k Hktukua fdrhd yksd ?kjkrY;k ekoY;k OgGkr OgkÅu vkys-

Ckckua Hktu cnywu Vkdya]

^^ekjh ;kMhjks Nja xksa/kG

Vkselkse oktjks ‘ksacG**

Ekkrassp xksa/kG vkgs

Vkse lksge ‘kacG oktr vkgs---

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gksGh efgU;koj vkyh dh] rkaM;kr jkrujkr ysaxh xhrkapk vkokt vklearkyk fHkMw ykxk;pk- uqlrk /kqekdwG- rj.ks iksja fu ek.klkapk xnkjksG- ukpxk.;kr cqMwu xsysya vkf.k fnolk >ksiM;kleksj ekaMO;k[kkyh ek.klkapk ?kksGdk clk;pk- jkuksekG fgaM.kk&;kaP;k ysaxh ydsjkua [kksjkMk Hk:u tk;pk- jkukr fgaM.kk&;k iksjkP;k rksaMwu rGiR;k mUgkr jk=hps iMlkn meVr jkgk;ps- fu”i.kZ ekGkph cxjkMh iGlQqykus ykyHkMd >kysyh vlk;ph- cksMD;k ekGkpa rs lkSan;Z!

^ykyks rks ykyks] ‘kanqj ljdks oku] lwjsljdh nrGh fea<kljds dku* lqdY;k jkukrY;k iGlQqykr ;o<h jfDrek d’kh lkByh vlsy] ;kp uoy okVk;pa- ‘ksanjklkj[kk jax] Mqdjklkj[ks nkr vu~ essa<;klj[ks dku vlysya gs iGlQqya- ‘ksan~;kZ jaxkP;k Qqykus Qqywu xsysyh cxjkMh c?kwu vkephgh eus Qqywu tk;ph- iGlQqykaps ?kks”k ?ksÅu HkjY;k eukus clokukP;k [kksGhr mrjk;pks- Mksgkr iksgrkuk dksacMkdkscMh [ksGrk [ksGrk jaxiapeh jaxwu tk;ph vkeph- fnol dyFkwu Åu ujeyk dh] fHktY;kaxkus HkqjdV rksaM ?ksÅu rkaM;kph okV /kjk;pks- xMkP;k ekGkrwu mr:u okVayk ykxys dh tksxk Eg.kk;pk] ^iksjkuw] vla m?kM;kaxkua bÅ UgkbZ ckck- OgGkryk Eglksck ykxykra <qaxu ikrG OgbZrks iqGdh pyay---

ua|k Eg.kk;pk] ^vkla UgkbZ HkkÅ] ekUlkph voykn ybZ [kjkc vlra;] dk;ch cksyrs- Hkhrh nkoua Og; fnlja dk;\ ;d ;G <ksja cja] ij áks ekUlkpa dkbZ [kja UgkbZ- vkja Eg’khyk ckbZyk dj.kkjh ekUl cxyko eT;k MksG;kua- ek.kwlp Eglksck gk;---* uank cksyw ykxyk dh] vki.k gqagqa djkoa] e/;sp cksyY;kua f’koh gklMwu fc?kMwu

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clk;pk- glwu gksdkj nsr jkfgY;kua [kqywu eulksDr cksyk;pk vkf.k Fkqd mMor eksB;kua glk;pk-

rla uankpa yXu >kya gksr--- efgU;krp ck;dks iGwu xsyh- nqlja ?kj d:u eksdGh >kyh- ua|kyk ck;dks iGwu xsY;kpa d/khd/kh okbZV okVk;apa- twU;k vkBo.kh dk<w ykxyk dh] cksyrk cksyrk vkloa iqlk;pk- FkksMk osG eqdk Ogk;pk- ex cksyk;pk] ^raM;kryh ekUla ybZ ekrjkxe.kh gk;r ckck- R;sua ra eth ck;dks xsyh- rwyk EgkbZr UgkbZ] dk; lkaxw HkkÅ] fcns’kh yksd bdk|kpk lelkj lR;kukl djR;kr--- fnl&;kpa cxwu Mksys tyR;kr ásaps!*

gksGh efg.;koj vkgs EgVya dh ua|kP;k ik;kyk >katj ykxk;ph- Qsj /k:u ik;h tksMrkuk <aqxukyk /kksrj [kkspysyk ua|k [kka|kyk dkBh ?ksÅi cs/kwan Ogk;pk- lkja nq%[k foljk;pk- QkXyqukr QDr ua|k vu~ ysaxh- R;kyk nqlja dkgh lqpk;pa ukgh- ‘ksjMkph dkBh [kka|koj myVh ekjyh dh] xqM?;koj /kksrj p<owu fu?kk;pk- xs&;k gksÅu- ftFka /kqaM vlay frFka ua|k xs&;k cuwu gtj Ogk;pk- mUgkG;kr ysaxh vu~ ;joh Hktu- ua|kpa Hktu Bjysya-

^xG cka/kk vKku rqacMh] ljx tkbZl rks yxka;k f’kMh ] rkjs dkj.k xG cka/kh;k >ksGh [kksGh] [kksGh /kqaMkja lsokHkk;k* lsokHkk;kyk ‘kks/k.;klkBh xG;kyk Kkukpa nq/kxa cka/kw] LoxkZyk f’kMh ykow- gs lsok] rqÖ;klkBh xG;kyk >ksGh cka/kwu [kksjh [kksjh ‘kks/kw- ‘kks/keXu ua|kpa nqlja Hktu Hkyra lkekftd okVk;pa- fo”kerapa fp= js[kkV.kkja! ekjokMh fHk;k dke djsuh iksGh fcuk [kk;suh& ekjokMh HkkÅ dke djhr ukgh] i.k iksGhfcxj [kkr ukgh-

Hktuh eaMGhph fnaMh fu?kkyh dh ua|k pMk[kMk Ogk;pk- ekxa ‘ksjMa jkukr U;k dh dksaMwu Bsok MksMhr- R;kyk iokZ ulk;ph- R;kph ,d r&gk- eqD;k eukpk ua|k QkYxqukr eueksdGk gksÅu cksac Bksdk;pk---

&&&&&&&&&&

efgU;kiklwu T;klkBh ckxMr gksrks rh gksGh mxoyh- igkVsiklwu vkEgh iksja ?kksGD;kua xo&;k ospr fgaMrkuk HkyHkyR;k f’kO;k fnl.kk&;kyk nsr cksac Bksdr gksrks- nsohP;k ikjkiq<a xo&;kpk <hx teyk- fnol ekoGrk uk;d dkjHkkjh] vklkeh feGwu gksGh jprkr- ,d ygku rj ,d eksBh- R;k nks?kh cfg.kh- gksGh isVok;pk eku uk;dkpk- gksGhyk [kkjhd [kksc&;kph gkj p<yh- ygkU;k gksGhyk lk[kj gkj- ck;kiksja gkrkr isVR;k ludkM;k ?ksÅu mHks- uk;dkau gksGh isVorkp lxGs yxksyx isVR;k ludkM;k gksGhr Qsdwu cksac Bksdys- r:.k iksjxa >VD;kua gkj ?ksÅu iGkya- ik.kh vk.kwu tGR;k gksGhr f’kaiM.k R;kpa dke- R;k gkjkP;k ekscnY;kr

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Eg.kk- vu~ ygkuFkksj ck;kiksja gksGhyk Qsj /k:u xkÅ ykxys] ^gksGh [ksykja gqlrh gksGh [ksykja >ksdsrh gksGh [ksykjs nesrh---nlnu jsrhrks Qsj [ksyk gksGh!* rj.;k iksjhpk >qjyks c?kr mHkk gksrk- R;kdMa c?kwu Egkrkjh Eg.krs] ^^R;kr dquh ^gq’kkj* vlay r R;suh cxq UgkbZ csVk- dqaokj tGr gk;** o;kr vkysY;k iksjhauh tGrh gksGh c?kw u;s gk ladsr- ?kVdkHkj [ksGwu ?kjks?kj ijryks- Hkktwu usysyk [kkscjk ?kjkr lok±uk okVrks- ^^gksGhr HkktY;kya [kkscja [kkoa Egath [k:t Ogr UgkbZ** ck cksyrks-

tso.k >kya gksGhpa] iqj.kiksGhpa vu~ teyks lkjs l.kl.k gksGhtoG- jkrHkj ukpr gksrks ysaxh xkr ^/kjrh rksij vacj jdkM fto.kks---

/kfj=hyk gs ft.ka vej Bsok;yk fouor gksrks] ysaxh xhrkrwu- rsOgk dGr uOgra( i.k vkt okVra] vla dk fouor gksrks\ dqMkpa >ksiMa] dfrykps rkV] rkacs] ekrhpa fcanxa fu eMds] vaFkjk;yk jDVa rj ika?kjk;yk xks/kMh ;k O;frfjDr dk; gksra\ rjh--- vla gs ft.ka vej Bsok;yk lkaxwu ukpxk.;kr eulksDr vkuan ?ksr gksrks- nkfjnz;Z fu nq%[kkph iokZ u djrk csQke tx.ks gksrs rs!

rkaM;kr nqQGh- nksu xv- uok fojks/kh tquk- vkiY;k Hkk”ksr R;kyk iqjksxkeh fo:/n izfrxkeh Eg.kw vki.k- i.k iwoZtkauh lkaxwu Bsoysys opu vkEgh ysaxhrwu xkr gksrks]

^tr erjks ora xksdqG uxjh

v'kh uxjhek lsokHkk;k osjkt

nokbZ iMja ?ksjh okGsjh

yqaxh okGsjh u~ lksBkokGsjh

t; cksyks yPNe.k ckykjh*

T;k oLrhr ,der rh xksdwG uxjh- v’kk uxjhr lk{kkr lsok fojktrks- frFks ?ksjh vlysY;k gkrkr lksBk fu yaqxh ?kkrysY;k lsokph nokbZ iMrs- pkan.;k jkrhpk mUekn xhr lesoj vk.kwu vf/kdp jax Hkjhr gksra- ,dkpa xhr laiya dh yxsp nqljk ysaxh mpyk;pk]

^pkank Nitksjs dkGs oknfG;kek]

Pkank Nitksja Nitksuh

Pkank rkjh pkan.kh] pkjksGh’kh jkrj---*

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Pkanok dkG;k oknGkr yiwu tk- pkanok]

rq>h pkanuh pkjksGhxr jkr---

lxGs dls /kqan >kysys- lwn gjowu ik; /kik/ki vknGr gksrks- vlk mUekn dh] lxGsp psdkGysys vkf.k ex HkkaMysaxhps dk; lkaxkos\ ,dsd bjlky ysaxh dks.khp gkj [kkr uOgrk---

mrw tk.kkja nw/k ik.kh VkdY;kua vksljkoa rla Fkkacr ,dhdMps Eg.kr ^gqP;kZ gqP;kZ* rj yxsp nql&;k cktwps] ^rweP;k <aqx.kk ehB&feP;kZ* vkf.k ,dp lewgcksac fopkjrks] ^ysaxhr vla dk HkkaMrkr ck\* ^^ásr dkbZp UgkbZ ckck- iSya /kaqM Ogk;pa rok raM;kraM;kps xs&;k ysaxh [ksGk;k ;kps- gqck [ksG ekaMk;ps- frra bP;kjikP;kj dkbZch Ugork- ‘ksjMkP;k [kkaMkr cksdMa dsY;kouh djk;ps xMh ck;kr- ck;kch rlsp gkrk dkBh cankVh f?kÅu >ksMik;P;k- R;kch dk; deh cksyk;P;k Og;\ R;kch gqC;k gqikGk;P;k- frra dkbZ ukrarkra jkgk;pk UgkbZ- xMhch Eg.kk;ps ^vyhdMrhyk lksMwu iyhdMrhyk /kj* ex rh dq.khch vlw tk- ck;kch rlap Eguk;P;k-** /kqaM dk; vlra; ck\ ^^ckjl djR;kr dk UgkbZ\ iksjxa tyeY;koja rla vki.kkr /kqaM Egath ijlax gk;- rsch gksGhykp djR;kr- T;sP;k ?kjh iksjxa tyeya R;sP;k ?kjh ;sR;k gksGhyk /kqaM >kya Egwu letwu ?;kpa- tyeY;k iksjkyk gksGhP;k fnlh /kqaMr;kr Egwu r ekraxkpk lahkk ^xolY;kyk /kqaM.kkjs ;fMdaMkG yksd* Eguk;pk-**

raM;kraM;krua vkY;kps xs&;k /kqaM gk; R;k ?kjkleksj jkrHkj ysaxh xkr ukpR;kr- QkVP;kikjh raM;kiq<s tkÅu gksGh tkGR;kr- jk[k vaxkyk ykowu vo/kwr cuR;kr- vku Egur ;sR;kr] ^ukxkijsjks ukxk lkeh lkeh N vo/kwr cs isuk Mwaxj [kksGk vkca vk;s rkaMsek cs-* ukxkiqjpk ukxkLokeh vo/kwr vkgs- iwohZ Mksaxjkrwu jkgk;pks- vkrk ák rkaM;kr vkyks vkgksr – ckckthpa ,dk;p ukgh Eg.kwu rkaM;kr /kqaM djk;pa Bjoysya- vlkp vkyks gksGhP;k fno’kh rkaM;kr vkf.k fp= ikgwu FkDd >kyks-

nqikjph osGs- ?kjkleksj nksu eqlGa xkMwu R;kyk [kkÅpa HkkaMa cka/kysya- xs&;k ykac okla cka/kwu eqlGklxV miVwu HkkaMa iGok;pk vkVksdkV iz;Ru djhr gksrs- ck;k gkrkr cankVh ?ksÅu xM;kauk >ksMiw ykxY;k- ,d ijxkopk xs&;k fVdkP;k jaxhoj /kkowu xsyk- jaxhua gkrkryh dkBh fnyh >ksdwu- R;k xs&;kpa VkGdpa QqVya- xs&;k jDrkaua UgkÅu fu?kkyk- rjh dks.kh ne [kkr uOgra- [ksG jaxysyk- xMhck;k eulksDr [ksGr gksrs- xMh ek.kla fiÅu gwy >kysys- vu~ ck;k dkBhph cjlkr djhr gksR;k- dq.kh xMh ck;kpk QkVdk yaxk ualwu ck;dh ukp ukpr gksrk- <ksjkykgh ykt okVkoh] vla djr gksrs ikjkaleksja! Gh pky lqVkoh Eg.kwu ckckth Hktu Eg.kk;ps] ^gksGhpk

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l.k gk dlyk u dlyk] R;kr fcykth catkjk Qlyk- fQdk iMxks ykofM;k Eg.kfr;k ck;k] tlk ‘ksG;kP;k dGikr ykaMxk ?kqlyk u ?kqlyk---* ckck Eg.kk;ps] rqeph ,dsd pky Eg.kts paMksy vkgs-

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BjY;kizek.ks lxGs ,d= teys- rkaMkHkj ukprdqnr ysaxh xkr xsj olwy djhr gksrs- ckgsjpk dq.kh ikVhy] ikgw.kk HksVyk rj ngk&ikpkr ?kkyr gksrs- xhr xk.;krwu f’kO;kaph cjlkr pkyw gksrh- ijxkoh tkÅugh [kaxGwu vkys-

Hkkx okVys- >ksiM;kr la/;kdkG [kn[knr gksrh- eMD;kryh okQ rkaMkHkj njoGysyh- xs&;k] gkrh f’k’kh ?ksÅu pkyrh ikbZ tksMr xkrkr]

^gksGh vk;h js] nle.k] nlnu dkuh jbZ;s\

nlnu jsrhrks] Qsj [ksyk gksGh----*

[kjap] gksGh nqLekukxrp dh! csiokZbZus pkyrh >kyh- ngk fnol vtwu jkfgyh vlrh rj [ksG xk.;kr dk; jax Hkjyk vlrk\

Rj nqljk u’ksr ok&;koj ikoya mpyr xkr gksrk-

^^dfy;oxsjks [ksG N fujkGks]

Lkf[k;kua ifM;s ?kksj---**

vkt rs cjkscj okVra;- dfy;qxkpa [ksGap dkgh fujkGa vkgs- Eg.kwup lq[kh ek.klkyk ?kksj iMr vlsy- rj dGxkoP;k oMkjck;k rkaMkHkj ,dp xk.ka xkr gksGh ekxr gksR;k-

^^;syhja iksyh pedsyhja

jax dsyhja iksyh---**

vu~ frljhdMs rkaM;kryk bV;k iksjkauk MQkP;k rkykoj ukpr f’kexk ekxrk gksrk- yd’kk MQMk dk; ?kqeok;pk- Egkrkjk bV;k vxnh rj.kk gksÅu mM;k ejk;pk---

bV;kpk isgjko Eg.kts QkVdh i¡V bu djk;pk- MkD;kyk tqukV lkgsch Vksih- gkrkr osGwpk naMk- ik;kyk ?kqaxjtksMh- rksaMkyk rO;kpa dkGa Qklysya- ;dhdMP;k vksBkkoj fe’kk fpdVoysY;k- ukpr mM;k ekjr >ksiM;kiq<a ;sÅu Eg.kk;pk] ^^dgk xsys ?kjokyh lcyksd- rkaMsek pksdhnkj vk;klks ekywe ukgh- raMsek clusdq [kqMph

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ukgh- pyks tYnh nsuk taxyiÍh] pjkbZiÍh- u;rks rqekjs rkaMsek Mkyw eÍh- ukgh fn;k rks rqekjs gkMs eksM nqaxk- lkys] ckidh >kxhj gk;\ taxyesdk ykdwM rksMrk ‘ksjeanh csprk- iqjk ekG rksMds [kykl dj nsrk- gkSj xk;jukes xkoMh pkjrk- taxyh yksd dfgads- ekGes nk: xkGrs] QqdVdh ydMh tkGrs- ,d /ksyk vu~ ,d isyk UgkbZ nsrk rqe yksd----!**

vkf.k feGkysya nku ?ksÅu fcurdzkj fu?kk;pk gk QkWjsLVj MQM;kP;k rkykoj iq<P;k ?kjh- dq.kh jax rj dq.kh ‘ks.k Vkd] dq.kh Vksih mMo rj dq.kh bu dk<] vla bV;kph =s/kk rkaMkHkj mMr jkgh- bV;kph rh ,d jaxwu tk.kkjh jax;k=k- ;k jax uknkr nax gks.kkjk bV;k] nkfjnz; fu nq%[kkph iokZ u djrk ck;dks esY;koj caM [kksnr vlrkuk Eg.kkyk gksrk]

^ekUlkuh ekUlkdrkZ dk; vu~ fdrh Egwu jMk;pa\ dkrM;kph áks thfor iqrGh! >q:u dkequ vk;wl cjckn d:u ?;kpa\ lO;kZyk ejuap Hkkx gk;- dqua ekxua ra dquh QqMa- lO;kZbyk frap tkua gk;---*

thoukp rRo BjoysY;k bV;kyk Eg.kwup m|kP;k tx.;kph nkn u ?ksrk nkfjnz; fu nq%[kkr csgks”k txrk vkya- iqja vk;q”; dfuax] rkVos dj.;kr vu~ eksGh fod.;kr xsya- d/kh dejsyk xqaMkGysY;k fpjxqVkokpwu vaxkoj diMk fnlyk ukgh vkf.k tUekr d/khrjh iksVHkj Hkkdj feGkyh vlsy vla uDdh lkaxrk ;s.kkj ukgh- vlk bV;k d/kh ukjkt fu fujk’k fnlyk ukgh-

rhu iksjkph ek; >kysyh rj.khrkBh lwu MksG;kns[kr uo&;kyk lki Mlwu fo/kok >kyh- eqlkj jkfgysyk rj.kk yd’kk iqjkr okgwu xsyk- uqdrap yXu >kysyh ukxh ejhP;k fcekjhr xsyh- gMdqG;k nsgkpk dkGkHkksj bV;k lkja nq%[k dla ipor gksrk nso tk.ks!

ekGkrwu Qksd f>atdkM vk.kwu dfuax] rkVos dj.ka pkywp gksra--- gkrkojpa iksV- fnolHkj jkckoa rj lkatP;kyk [kkoa- dk; djhy fcpkjk! deZxrhua dk;epa nq%[kkr cqMowu Bsoya gksra----!

vkt okVra] nq%[ka ipokoh ykxrkr- T;kaph nq%[k foVrkr R;kapk frFksp var gksrks---

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

gksGh xsyh vu~ rkaM;kr yXukph /kqekdwG lw: >kyh- ,dk yXukyk nksunksu efgus- lxG;k fo/kh vkVksiwu iw.kZ Ogk;yk dkgh eksB;k ?kjph yXu e`x xkBr vkf.k rkaM;kr fdrh cksdMa iMk;ph ;kyk lqekj ulk;pk- nsoh] dqGnsoh] cki] vktksck]

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iatksck vu~ xksV Eg.kwu uojnsokdMwu---- ,d gR;kdkaM- fjdkE;k nk:M;kaph fx.krh ulk;ph- ;kf’kok; yXuizlaxkyk ‘kksHkk dqByh\ nk: vu~ cksVh yXukrY;k egRokP;k ftulk- gs ukgh Eg.kts yXua dlya\ vlya rjh R;kr etk dqByh\ nk: fiÅu ek.kla ok: >kY;kxr okojr dk;kZr- ,d lkthorrk okVk;pa R;kauk!

jdkpa yXu Bjya- rla lxkbZ lkjaxkuap fjoktkyk /k:u dsyh gksrh- ckyk iz’u djrks] ^fjoktkizek.ks Eg.kts dla vu~ lkjaxkusp dk djkoh\* ^^iSya R;sp viwu yksdkr lxkbZ djr Ogrs- lkjaxh oktor rs Hkhd ekxr fgaMR;kr eqyq[kHkj- xksj yksdkyk X;ku nsukjs ásp iSyaps X;suh- gs X;suh eqy[kkyk fQjr vlY;kau R;suyk iksjkiksjhaph [kcj vlk;ph - bdMp frdMa vku~ frdMpa bdMa tk.kiNk.k d:U lxkbZua ukra tksMk;ps- vkiwu yksdkpa dk;\ yn.kh yknyh cSykP;k ikVhyk dh] gSnzkckn] cksnu djr vkxjk xkBk;ps- csikj djr HkVd.kkjs yksd- HksVys ra HksVr] UgkbZr UgkbZ- Egwu jckc oktor fQjukjsp lxkbZ djk;ph pky iYMh----

áks lkjaX;kphch nSoxr gk; iksjk- lkjaxk jckckoj xhn xkÅu eua jeok;pk ekulkph- jckc eath lkjaxh- Egwu lkjs R;kyk lkjaX;k Eguk;ps- dquh Maqx&;kra dquh vtesjdMwu vkY;kyk Egwu vtesjk Eguk;ps- r gk vtesjk lkjaxhy lwj ykoyk dh ,dr clkoa- R;k ;sGpa R;sapa i;ya xkua] lkjaxhoj xk;pk-

^ljlrh ;kMh rw ljrh pky]

ljlrh ;kMh rw ljsrh pky!

dkVkHkkVkek eu er ?kky

lPps nkrkjs ?kj yspky*

xhn xkÅu ljlrhyk fouok;pk lkjaX;k- ^áks ek dkVsdp&;krwu] nxM/kksaM;krwu eyk usÅ udks- [kja nku dj.kk&;k nkR;kP;k ?kjh eyk ?ksÅu tk-*

lkjaX;kph ,d ?kksMh Ogrh- Hkk;hj raM;kyk lkjaxk Hkhd ekxk;k ?kksMhoj clwu tk;pk- ikoqlkdkGkryh xks”V- lkjaX;kph ?kksMh lksekP;k okMX;kr f’k:u fejP;kpa jksi [kkr Ogrh- dquhrch lkaxya vku~ lksek jkxkr vkyk- okdr okdr ?kkryk /kksaMk ?kksMhyk- ?kksMh iGrh >kyh- ukbZdkua nku dsYrh Egua ?kksMh-

fpokjh Egwu opdwu okxk;ps lksekyk- vkokt ,sdwu lkjaX;k >ksiM;krua HkLdu HkkbZj vkya ra lksek iq<a mHkk- vkrk ekjra; dh dk; Egwu lkjaxk dksi&;krwu gkr tksMr pkpjrp Eg.kyk] ^xjhcUokt-* HkMdysyk Egkrkjk lksek dMkMyk] ^^ekSt dj rkjh ;kMhua---**¼ekSt dj rw;k ekbZyk½

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lkjaX;k xkjap iYMk--- vlk áks lkjaX;k ?kksMh f?kÅu tks nslkoj xsyk lkjaxh oktor rks dk;epk- ijrykp UgkbZ- ck;dks lkth] nksu iksja] ,d iksjxh lksMwu xsyk rks xsykp- ukX;k vu~ panzkpa yxhu lkthuap dsya- yxhu OgÅu xsY;kyh fijh ekgsjh ijryhp UgkbZ---

^ij xjhcUokt dk; ck\* iz’u- ^lkjaX;k <kMh gk; ckck- fnl&;k tkrhr t’kk dkbZ gyD;k tkrh vlR;kr rla viukr ch <kMh] <kY;k] HkkV áks gyD;k tkrh gk;r- R;saP;k ?kjh vkiwu [kkrihr Ugk; vu~ lxk’ks.khch djr Ugk;- <kMh lkjaxhoj xks”V xkR;kr- HkejkxMpa xkua xkR;kr- mins’k d:u Hkhd ekxR;kr- <kY;k yxhu dk;kZr Mi oktfoR;kr- vu~ HkkV xkau xkR;kr- lkjsp ekxwu [kkR;kr rkaM;kr- <kMh vkiukyk ^jkejke* djr Ugk;r- ^xjcUokt* djR;kr- R;suyk Qq<wu ^ekSt dj* Egath ^lq[kkr jgk* vla vk’khjokn nsua ykxra- <kY;k ^egkjkt* EguR;kr- R;syk ^rkjks Hkyks o* ^rqta Hkya OgÅ ns* vla Eguk;ph jhr gk; xksj yksdkr- R;syk ^jkejke* Eguk;pk gkd Ugk;-

r áks lkjaX;kph xr lkaxr Ogrks- áspk eksBk iksjxk ukX;k- R;ph ck;dks efgU;kr iGkyh- R;syk lkjs jkaMoX;kZ ukX;k Eguk;ps- ukX;k ck;dkr xk.ks xk;pk ujosyhyk <koyks f’kdok;pk- fuan.kkyk xsyk dh] ck;krp ikr /kjk;pk---

ukX;k Bkdw dkjHkk&;kpk ?kjxMh jkgwu vk;wl dk<yk- ?kjP;k lk&;k ftulk R;ks eákp Egur Ogrk- ?kjpk dkjHkkjhiu lkSrkdMa ?ksrY;kxr okxk;pk- ?kj eta] cSy <ksja ets] ‘ksrhokMh eth] lkja eta Eg.kr txyk---**

^^iksG;kP;k fno’kh [kkscGk epkVh cka/kwu ltoysY;k tksMhpk dkljk gkrh ?ksÅu ukbZdkP;k tksMhekxa ukX;kp mHkk jkgk;pk- Hktuh eaMGhr ukX;k ,d pkaxyk f>ydjh Ogrk- ukX;kfcuk dquh FkkGk oktok;pk ukgh- dqBa fnaMh xsyh ra Bkdw dkjHkkjh [kkMk /kjk;pk UgkbZ- vu~ lky >kyk rch ?kj lksMwu ukX;k tk;pk UgkbZ---**

^^,dk fnlhra NksV;k HkdrkQqMa mn ?kkyk;k ykowu ukX;kph jkG mMowu fnYrh- fQjR;k Hkdr raM;kr vkYrk- R;ks olkZua ;kpk- ekdMkljda rksaM] gMdwGk] rhu QqV maphpk- iVyksukr dqMrk ?kkyk;pk- MkslD;kyk ixMh cka/kk;pk- f’kodkuh- gkrkr naMk f?kÅu fu?kkyk raM;kr fQjk;yk ra ?kjkiq<wu tkrkuk ikgwu iksja ?kjkr ?kqlk;ps- lkatyk tsowu [kkÅu ekUla ykywP;k ?kjkleksj teyh dh] R;kap [ksyua lq: Ogk;pa-

ekaMh ?kkrY;kyk NksVw Hkdr vaxkr ;s.;kdrkZ rGgkr iq<s vu~ ekxs xqMxs Vsdyk dh] v/kkZ ?kaVk eqaMda gyor ?kYMdka ikMwu uqlrk ?kwer jkgk;pk- MksD;kps ykaclMd dsl <okr vkackMk /kqrY;kxr lili HkwbZoj vkiVk;pk- v/khZ jkr Ogr pkyysY;k ;sGh dq=s Hkaqdq ykxk;ps- R;kfnlh rj nkouhrys <ksja [kMkM mHkkjys---

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va/kkjhf[kIi jkr- HkdrkP;k Hkorkyh ekUla [kPpqu clysys- cja okbZV cxU;kdjrk vkY;kys ck;k] iksja] xMh ljdw ljdw Hkdrkiq<P;k vaxk&;kr mn ?kkyr gksrs- ykywpk dsoGk ukX;kyk cGacGa mn ?kkyk;k ykor Egarks] ^ukX;k ?kky ?kky- rqyk cjs fnl UgkbZr- cki nslkoj xsyk- rkaMªh xsyh] Hkuhpa rksaM UgkbZ- dkbZrch fxjk gk;- mn ?kky-**

ukX;kua mn ?kkryk- /kqj nkVyk- HkDrkpa xkua lq: >kya- ekxa ,dnksu f>ydjh FkkGk f?kÅu Ogrsp-

^NqÍs yÍkjh tksx.k ?ksjks ?kkyuh;a

Rkkjs gkrsek] naMdMsek lksusjh ekGk] gkr fyacsjks MksGk---

Ckkja eYykjh gkMdh /kkVh vktkuh;

lOok e.ksjks mn cGa naMh naMyh e&;kek*

dklspk FkkGk ekxs ^B.k B.k B.k B.k B.k* oktr gksrk- vaxkr ;sU;kdrkZ xkU;krwu R;ks Eguk;pk] ^ekdG;k dslkph tksx.k ?ksjk ?kky r;s- rq;k naMkyk naMdMs] xG;kr lksU;kph ekG] gkrkr fyackpa <kG- ?ku?kksj ckjk Mksaxjkph rw gkMdh] rq;k iq<a lOokeu mn tGr gk;- /kkor ;s ekÖ;k ejh ek;s- naMh ek;s] vku ?kksjr mcMk >kysyk Hkdr ^ts ts tsr e&;kek ;kMh* Eg.kwu <qax.k Vsdkyk u cksYrk >kyk-

^^dksu gk; QqMa clk ckckuqa- bra bVkG] pkaMkG] cjh cqjh clY;kph gk;r ckckuq--- py mB tk ckckuq* r dk; ,d mBwu pkyrh >kyh-

^^ga ,sdk ckckuqa- Hkqr Ugk;&[ksr Ugk;- jksx Ugk; jkbZ Ugk;- nqdMkdh dk; Ugk; ckckuqa**

^^[kja dk; R;s cksyk Egjkt**

^^Hkk;jpk cknk lUuhpDdj dk; UgkbZ ckckuaq**

^^[kja Egjkt!**

^^nsohpk nksl] bMkfiMk] dj.khdjker dk; UgkbZ ckckuqa**

^^ex dk; gk; Egjkt\**

^^lkaxrks ckckuq& lkaxrks ckckuq- gkV tk ckckuq rw gkV tk-** ukX;k cktwyk ljdrks- fu dsok iVdua mn ?kkyr Eg.krks] ^^cksyk Egjkt** fu dk; NksVw Hkdr mp xGk dk<r xkÅ ykxrks] ^^dVG;k MkMsuh] fHk;kjks dVG;k MMksuh** vu~ Hkorkyph

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ekUla [knk[knk glr lqVyh- ,desdkaoj mcMs iMw iMw glr Ogrh--- ukX;kyk iks:l Ugora rch ukX;kyk mn ?kkyk;k ykowu R;sph jsoMh mMoyh Ogrh- QVQftrh dsYrs---

jkr jkr ás pkyk;pa- dqukpa dqynso] dqukpa Eglksck] dqukpa Hkwr ra dqukpa ekUlkpa Hkdr dk<k;pk- dqukyk ?kjkryk ra dqukyk Hkk;jpk Eg.kk;pk- jkrhyk dk<wu fnlyk Hkwr >kMk;pk- r dqukpa ukGkpa fiYyw] fyacw ekxowu cja djk;pk- Mkd.k tksx.k djR;kr Eguk;pk-**

^^Hkdr dks.k vlrkr ck\** eh

^^ ás xksj yksdkps nkxnkj vlR;kr] jksxjkbZrua cja djukjsa----- ckckth EguR;kr dh] ^vklikl iko’ks&;k clR;kr- nqf[k;k fcpkjk ?kksj djrks;] vku Hkdr gkrh isyk f?kÅu MksGs fepdkowu nkr pkor Eg.krks;] ^fyacw ipjaxh mn] dkGk nksjk] vu~ doudkj ikVw: vku~] R;kfcxj nksjk Ugk; ?kkyra-* nqf[k;k dk; djay fcpkjk--- vk.krks- e&;kekP;k H;kewGa- T;spa Hkd R;syk Egwu- Hkdr EguR;ks dlk ^ iksVkyk ikVk |k ij nsohpa Hkd pqdow Ugk;- Ugk;ra pVdk nkors-*

^ga--- ra lkthpk panzk bra iksV ikslr Ugk; Egwu pkj iksja f?kÅu dqVa xsyk nslkoj iR;k UgkbZ---* dkY;kZP;k rG;koj dke djrkuk panzkph ckth mH;kua ?kesys MksbZoj ?;kph- panzk vLoy r ckth njos’kh gksÅu dqBa xsys nso tk.ks- >ksiMhr lkth Egkrkjh jkfgyh- lkthyk rjdr uOgra- ukrhpa gkr /k:u fHkd ekxrkuk Eg.kk;ph] ^Qjsax.k rq;k MkO;k gkrh Qxksua gk; dk\* frpa mtoa gkr frP;k MkO;k gkrkr vlk;pa- fu lkthP;k mtO;k gkrkr dkBh vklk;ph- rh Vsdr pkyk;ph- lkthph n’kk c?kwu nq%[k Ogk;pa---**

,dnk vlap ukrhpa gkr /k:u dkBh Vsdr lkth ;sr gksrh- ikgwu ck Eg.krks] ^lkth] lkjaxk dqBa xsyk\* lkth Egkrkjh {k.kkpk m’khj djrk mlGrs] ^xsyk rq;k <aqxukr!* fu vodkGh ikolkxr f’kO;kapk HkfMekj djrs- iq:”kh cksyhr- fryk dkgh rj.;k Nksjh cxyayk d:u lkth ukpr xkr gksrh-

^>kat VkGh] >kat VkGh u;dsjh vkGh

uk;d osxks ukGh;s nksbZ gkrsrh oktjh VkGh;a*

fu fxjD;k ?ksr Egkrkjh lkth ukprkuk c?kwu lkjs nax >kys gksrs- buke fnY;kua eOgk csVk Eg.kwu rhu osGk rksaMko:u gkr fQjor xfgojyh gksrh- eqjysya nq%[k injh cka/kwugh vk;q”; dkV.kkjh ek.kla lxGa nq%[k] nSU; cktwyk jsVwu vkuankus csNwV gksrkuk c?kwu eu fnyxhj Ogk;pa- okVra] R;kph tx.;kph lkjaxh tqGrs] R;kauk thoukrY;k lq[knq%[kkpa dkghp okVr ulkoa- gkrkr lkjaxh o MksbZoj ?kj ?ksÅu

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ej.kkph eq’kkfQjh txr iksV ?ksÅu eqy[kkyk ikaxysyh ek.kla] ijrhP;k okVsoj fnlyh ukghr!

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

‡-

^^ ga r ák lkjaX;kua jdkP;k ckyk pkj xksjs nsÅ dsYrs] djkj Egwu osrMwP;k ck dMua-**

^^djkj dk; vlr; ck\**

^^R;spa vkla gk;] iksjkP;k ckdMwu iksjhap ck iSya pkj ‘ksdMk :i;s Ugk;a ra pkj xksjs ?;kpk djkj Egwu- r’kh pky gk;- R;kfcxj cki iksjxh |k;pk Ugk;-**

ia/kjk fnol vxksnj ikgw.ks vkys gksrs- xwG [kk.;klkBh ngkia/kjk ek.klkapk ?kksGdk] /kuxjh /kksrj vaxM;kr ekF;kyk QsVk cka/kwu nsohP;k ikjktoG fyack[kkyh clys-

fopkjrks] ^xqG [kk.ka Eg.kts dk; ck**

^^ás dh UgkbZ- xqG [kkua Egath yXukph eksdfGd Og;- xwG [kkY;kfcxj yxhu Ogr Ugk; vkiukr- iSya OgGkP;k dMayk eksokMhP;k >kMhr [kkr Ogrs xwG- iSya ixMhokys uk;dMk xwMX;kyk nLrh xqaMkGwu cLdu ekjys r xqGkr jax Hkjk;ps- vkrk brap [kkr gk;r- iSyapk usd& &gk;yk Ugk; vkrk- :<hch deh deh Ogr gk;-**

rkaM;kryh ek.kla teyh gksrh- eku Eg.kwu uojnsokua uk;dkyk :i;k fnyk-

^vla dk Eg.krkr ck\**

^R;syka tG ?ksua EguR;kr- ikuh fiÅu iSya pqG HkjR;kr- eax [kqlkyh bP;kjR;kr R;syk dlGk[keh bP;kjus EguR;kr-** uk;d dlG fopkjrks-

^^iap iapkr jktk] jktk Hkkstsj lHkk

lHkk yk[k u~ lOok yk[k

ne rks fn;k fj;k rks eyk[kkr

HkkbZj dlG] lxkj vk.kan] vki.k rs dlG N\

vki.k ls vk.kan N\**

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^^iap iapk;r jkt jktkHkkstkph gh lHkk- yk[k lOokyk[kkph] fgaerhua ,d= vkyks- jkfgyks rj iqUgk eqyk[kr gksbZy- HkkÅcan lq[kh] lks;js vkuanh] vki.k loZ lq[k] vki.k loZ vkuanh vkgkr\** xqGkph Hksyh QksMwu :ekykr ?ksrys- nksu ek.kla :eky /k:u xksykdkj jkaxsr fQjr Eg.krkr] ^^ yks xksG** ¼?;k xqG½- iq<wu clysyh ek.kla Eg.kr gksrh- ^^nvaxa**¼|k iq<a½- ekud&;kua nsÅu ex lk&;kua okVwu >kya- i.k xqGkph xks”V lkafxrY;kf’kok; dk;Zdzekyk iw.kZRo ;sr ukgh-

ekudjh xks”V lkaxrks]

^^dklsdh FkkGh :isdh ckrh

Lxkrh lxk eyxs]

Rks f’krG osxh Nkrh**

Ykxsp nqljk ekudjh Eg.krks]

^^lxkjs lxk rw dj er nxk

?kqaxMhek HkkVk ?kkyu gksVks er cxk

Rksthj dku cjkscj

twa nksbZ lxk cjkscj!**

^^lks;&;k rw iqUgk nxk nsÅ udksl- ?kksaxMhr /kksaMk ?kkywu ijr Qsdw udksl- ?kksM;kps dku tls cjkscj rla nksUgh lks;js ,dkp ;ksX;rsps-**

^^Egwu ra EguR;kr ckck ^^lxkjs lxk rw lxkbZ ijdya gkSj ijdya nqgsjh okr lxkjs rw lxkbZ djds ugh iLrk.kk] tkaxM ckGnh &gkrksch vksyds [kkys.kk detkrhpk tkaxM &gk;yk rch pq:u [kkoa- ekxua m.ks nq.ks dk<w Ugk;-**

yXukpa fnol Bjya- jax Vkdwu dk;Zdze laiyk- ek.kla xqGkP;k jaxkus jaxwu ikaxys- lks;js jkrHkj nk:P;k xqaxhr nax >kys---

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

jdkpa xqG >kya vu~ lksekP;k iksjkap fVGk Bjyk- lkMhpk fnol- nqjnqjps ikgq.ks vkysys- ukR;krY;k ck;k tew ykxY;k dk; rs <koyks vu~ dk; rs jM.ka u~ eG.ka- xksa/kG gksrk xksa/kG- ?kjkax.k ek.klkua xMctya-

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tkaHkGkps QjksGks- fgjoaxkj ekaMo- cSyxkMh ik.kh vks<r gksrh- >kiM iMrk >ksiMrkaMk nk:P;k >ksdkr gksrk- [kk.ksih.ks vkVksiys- vkrk lkMhpa dke vkVksik;pa- osrMwph Hkkot; rhu rhu osGk rkaM;kr fgaMr Eg.kr gksrh&

^^pkyksckbZ eaMsoMks gqckjsj N pkyks eaMsoMks rk.kk**

^^pyk ckbZ eaMi mHkkjk;pa vkgs- pyk uojnsokpa eaMi rk.kw-**

ek.kla ljlj teyh- uk;d] dkjHkkjh] Mk;lk.ks vkys- uk;d.k] MkbZlk.kh] cwtjd ck;k vkY;k- ekaMO;k[kkyh ek.kla [kPpwu Hkjyh-

dqMrk /kksrj ysowu iksjkua QVdk cka/kyk- [kksG vks<wu lq&;k osrMw >kyk-

fopkjrks] ^eaMsoMks gqckjk;pa vla dk Eg.krkr ck\**

^^iSya vkiukyk ?kj Ugora- vkt bra r m|k frra vkla rams <kGr fgaMr Ogrks eqydkua- Egwu ftra raMk <Gyk frra fVGk Bjyk r frap ?kksaxM;kpa ekaMo gqck:u lkMhpa ijlax ikj ikMr Ogrs- vkt fgjO;k QjksG;kpa ekaMo ?kkywu ch eaMsoMks gqckjR;kr- ckink|kph ijFkk Egwu-**

^^lkMh Eg.kts dk;\**

^^ás cx- fnl&;k fnlh fVGk vlay r lkatyk osrMw ltorkr- vku R;syk R;sap yxhu Ogukj ásph tk.k nsR;kr- naMkyk Mkx nsÅu lqbZpa- vku dqGnsokyk cksdwM ek:u iqtR;kr- xrk cxdh dla djR;kr rs---**

teysY;k xnhZr ?kqlwu clyks-

[kksG vks<ysY;k osrMwP;k [kka|koj cphZ gksrh- dk[kayk dksrGh o dacjsyk dV;kj gksrh- osrMw f/kEea ikoya mpyr ckgsj ;sr gksrk- ekxa ck;kapk ?kksGdk xkr gksrk-

^rkjh <ky osjkth;js---**

eaMsoMks[kkyh jDVk vaFk:u osrMw cloys- fnO;koj lqbZ /k:u ek.kla earj Eg.kr gksrh-

^dksGh vkoa dksGh tkoa dksGh ekbZ tx leko

/kksGks ?kksMks glyks ikrG;k vklokj Na eqaxs vkoMk eksxjk rYyh vkoMk Mk;jks]

/kksGh Vksih gkjks f>tk]

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xq: ckok lnklnk---**

^^[kksjhrwu ;s.ka [kksjhr tk.ka R;kp [kksjhr] taxy >kMh] iw.kZ tx lkekora- <oG;k ?kksM;kP;k xG;kr galyks Eg.kts :I;kpk dMk vkgs- R;k ?kksM;koj ikrGh;k uojnso lokj >kyk;- eqxk ;o<k eksxjk- frGk brdh fn’kk Eg.kwu R;k xq:ckckaph lnklnk---**

ea= lkrosGk Eg.kwu >kY;koj osrMwP;k mtO;k naMkoj pqjdk clyk- ykycaqn lqbZpk pqjdk clrkp osrMwyk czgekaM fnlya- cnYR;k thoukph [kw.k gksrh rh- bFkwup lalkjkP;k [k&;k pVD;kyk lq:okr gksrs- pVD;kljlh l`”Vh cnywu xsY;kpa osrMwP;k MksG;kr fnlr gksra] osrMwP;k ygku Hkkokykgh pVdk clyk---

vla dk] Eg.kY;kaua ck Eg.krks]

^rlh pky gk;- osrMwYkk ygku HkkÅ ulay raj DV;kyk Mkx nsR;kr-* ?kksVk dj.ka pkyw gksra- yoax] laqB] fejs] xqG] ;kpa eknd is;- fVG;kP;k iaxrhr fQjo.;klkBh ?kksGr gksrs- cksdMkph cksVh u nk:ua jkr /kqan >kysyh- jkrHkj ck;k iksjh ukpwukpw xkr gksR;k- rj.;k iksjhua r <kY;kpk MiMk fuuknowu lksMr gksR;k-

<kyh;k Fkdwu tkr gksrk- ukp.kk&;k iksjh xkr gksR;k-

^^MiMk otk;okGks xksj Nhd <kyh;k\

;s <kyh;kua MiMk otkork;uh

ekjh lkFk.kqua ukp.kks upkork;uh---**

^^Mi okt.kkjk xksj vkgsl dk <kyh;k\ ;k <kyh;kyk Mi lktr ukgh fu ekÖ;k ik;kryh iSat.k oktr ukgh-**

xkuu`R;kr cs/kawn >kysY;k iksjhpa o.kZu dk; d:\

rk:.;kus >ikVysY;k] yko.;kus cgjysY;k] ukukjaxkus jaxysY;k R;k jkukiljkp= xk.;kps ydsj fu ?kqaxjh :e>we MQkP;k rkykr felGrkuk R;k pkan.;kjk=h lkSan;kZpk lksgGk Qqyyk gksrk- dks.kkP;k ik;kr ?kqaxjtksMh] rj dks.kkP;k >katjtksMh- ?kkxjk ulysY;k frrjhpa [k.kP;k MkO;k [kka|ko:u ekxs Qsdwu xqM?kk u gyork dacjar ypds ?ksr ukp.kk&;k iksjhps xk.ks] ok&;kph >qGwd lGdwu tkoh rls gsydkos nsr fu?kwu tkr gksrs!

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Page 47: ^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k ... fileyksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks

Fnol mtkMyk- dkekPkh ?kkbZ lq: >kyh- vkr ckgsj vkuan v.kk.kr gksrk- psg&;kaoj izlaxkph NVk meVyh gksrh- osrMwP;k Hkkot;kapk mRlkg vkslaMwu okgr gksra---

nqikj >kyh- HkksorkyP;k rkaM;kryh ek.kla ;sr gksrh- ;s.kk&;k ikgw.;kyk <kY;k okVsoj oktor tkÅu Lokxr d: d: vk.kr gksrk-

<kY;kpa ^^egkjkt** rj ikgw.;kP;k rksaMwu ^^rkjks Hkyks o** pkyw gksra- HkksorkyP;k rkaM;kauk vkokt ,sdw tkbZy v’kk vkoktkr <kY;kpk Mi ?kwer gksrk-

rkaM;krY;k r:.kkauh dkaMysya rkanwG fVG;klkBh /kqrkuk rj.;k ck;k xkr gksR;k-

^^isVk ikGs QqVxs

jsyqok dkyqok pkyxs

pkoG xGxks Bhd-

vkuslw pkoG xGxks Bhd-**

^^vlya xk.ka dk Eg.krkr ck rkanwG /kqrkuk\**

^^R;sph ,d xksV gk;- iSya dokrch ,d ckbZ rkanwG /kqrkuk bVkG’kh >kyh Egua- Egwu rhua xk.;krwu Egurs- iksVkph ioG QqVyh;- dkyO;kph jsypsy >kyh;- rkanwG Qqxya;- vUUkkph ‘kiFk f?kÅu lkaxrs rkanwG Qqxwu xsya;--- eax ‘kkU;k ckbZyk ás dGra- frua R;syk cktwyk clfoya- v’kh xksV gk;- rokiklwu ás xk.ka xkR;kr ck;k rkanwG /kqrs;Gh---

Ekqydk ;sxGh ekUla gk;r ckck dqVa lks/kwu lkiM.kkj uk;- nqfu;sr fdrh yksd vlR;ky ij vkla Ugk;- ásap lkja ;xGap- ikslkd] &gkua] [kku vku xkuach- yxhukpa dk; lkaxkoa- ,d ,d pky Egath paMksy gk;-**

ck;k Qsj /k:u gkrkpk ukp ukpr gksR;k- R;kr rj.;k iksjhgh gksR;k- ia/kjkohl ck;kapk xksykdkj ?kksGdk] BsD;koj ik; Bsor xk.;kP;k yphoj gkr oj [kkyh gksÅu pdzkdkj fQjrkuk okd.ks o mHks gks.ks Eg.kts jDrdeG Qqywu feVkoa o feVwu Qqykoa vla fnlr gksra- u`R;axkua dkukeukyk vkuan nsr gksra--- R;k xkr gksR;k]

^^vkyqja nsosjh lksusjh dpsjh

dpsjhek csVkgs vyqnso eVs ca/kks---**

Page 48: ^^jkr va/ksjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xsyk uatj dksuh vk;ks!** ;k ... fileyksdtkxjkph rGeG r’kh jäkrp fHkuysyh- rh mtkxj gksr vlrkuk ?kMysY;k ?kVusus vk;q”;kph myFkkikyFk >kyh- deyps tk.ks

^^vkyqnsokph lksU;kph dpsjh- dpsjhr vkyqnso clyk;- nsÅG eksB cka/kysya vkgs-**

Nksu vkokt ,d ydsj----

Ckk Eg.krks- xrk ásp cx dh] txkoj vkla dqBa gk;\

?kaqxV;kph vks<.kh- xkykoj Vksiyh- ekuaoj panksyk Åukpk- MksD;kr f’kax- dkp ikoY;k vu~ vkj’kh rq.kysY;k dkpksG;k- enjkpk QsV;k vku fNVkpk ?kkxjk- dkpk rq.kysY;k ysih- ik;kr firGh dlku~ okdM;k- ik;kP;k vaxB;kr vaxqrGk] cksVkr pVD;k r gkrkr Qqyh;k- euxVkiklwu dk[kairwj gkrhnkarsj cY;ku~ cksnyw vtwu dikGkoj jGdrh je>e fVdyh] vkla gk;\**

^^gs lkja dks.k djra; ck\**

^^ás dk\ ás cx- ?kwxjh] Vksiyh] dlk] okdMh djukjs xksjyksdkps lksukj vkrkirwj Ogrs- tx cnyya u~ R;sapk /kank cqMkyk] ckck vkY;kiklwu- eqaxk ykYMh] cY;kcksnyw bdukjs xksjyksdkps csikjh Ogrs- vku ás jaxhr diMs jaxkjh ch Ogrs] xksjyksdkr- ásp dk; vkiwu yksdkps okfjdch Ogrs] ckck iSya- lorka=h dkjHkkj Ogrk xksj yksdkapk- y;h /kuoku Ogrs iSya- ck;kokuh xMhch xs.kk ?kkyr Ogrs- vkrkch rsyaxk.;kr xMh naMdMs] dkukr edhZ vku MkO;k ik;kr :I;kpk rksMk ?kkyr;kr-**

Xktw uk;d eGko ?ksÅu fVD;kyk ;sr gksrk- R;kpk <kY;k R;kP;k cjkscj gksrkp-

xqÍh[kkyh uk;dkpk MiMk oktyk- ikgw.;kP;k xn;kZr ,sdw vkyk ukgh- dks.khrjh Eg.krks- ^^xqÍh[kkyh oktk xktr gk;-**

<kY;k Mi ?ksÅu iq<a xsyk- ^egkjkt >kya-*

^rkjks Hkyks oa* Eg.kwu uk;da eVdu clyk- tkc fopk: ykxyk- xktw Eg.kts ulkch uk;dk- R;kyk tkc dks.k ns.kkj\ ekQh ekfxrY;koj uk;d fVG;koj vkyk-

xktwpk <kY;k Eg.kts bekunkj okVkM;k- ,dnk xktw ulkckyk tkr gksrk- mUgkG;kps fnol- va/kkjhf[kIi jkr- dks.kkP;k rjh ekaMO;kojpk fnok fnlyk- uk;dkpk <kY;k oktow ykxyk- rkaMk vkyk Eg.kwu <kY;kekxa BksGhP;k rkykoj pkyw ykxys-

<kY;k [kksy [kM~M;kr <siyk- i.k <kY;kph BksGh Fkkacyh ukgh- Mikpk b”kkjk c?kwu ekxwu ;s.kkjs <kY;koj vknGr gksrs- BksGh oktor <kY;k Eg.krks-

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^^ekyd eksi tkxk gk;- nwj nwj iMk---** uk;d iMyk rsaOgk R;kyk mBor BksGh Fkkacowu <kY;k Eg.krk] ^^E;k ra nwj nwj iMk Egur Ogrks- ykxya dk ekyd\**

ek.kla dqBY;kgh xrsZr tkÅu iMks- ijaijsph BksGh Fkkacw u ns.kkjk xktw uk;d <kY;kphgh BksGh Fkkacw |k;yk r;kj uOgrk---!

&&&&&&&&&&&&&

lkatps lksusjh fdj.k >ksiMdwMkr f’kjrkuk iaxr clykh- lkD;k fQ:u >kya- uk;d /kqek ?kksV;kP;k ?kM;ktoG :i;k Bsowu iaxrhr clyk- uk;dkpk eku- loZ uk;dkaps jfi;k ekuus >kys- ?kksVk fQjow ykxys- gkrkr yksVk /k:u Qsjk Eg.kra gksrk-

^^yks ?kksVk**¼?;k ?kksVk½

iaxrhrys Eg.kr gksrs- ^^n vax**¼ns iq<a½

uk;d Eg.krks- ^^Hkaxh dqVa gk;\ Hkaxhyk |k iSya- taxhHkaxhpk eku] Hkaxh HkqD;kpk gk;-**

tkrhus HkqD;k vlysyk Hkaxh vkacqdkdk dksi&;kr clyk gksrk- dks.kP;kgh f[ktfx.krhr ulysyk vkacqdkdk- R;kfno’kh Hkaxhpk eku ?ks.kkjk Hkkstk iaxrhr uOgrk- Eg.kwu cMscMs uk;dk oxGwu ?kksVkpk ifgyk yksVk vkacwdkdkiq<a vkyk- ex jfi;k eku.kk&;k uk;dkiq<a- dkjHkkjh] vlkeh o iqjh iaxr ?kksVk fQjyk- uk;d ?kksV;kph xks”V lkaxrks]

^^lqjk feVh lkax j.k feVh ryokj

‘kst feVh dfeuk lHkk feVh Hkkax

iapesGw ?kksVk ekscsj N csVk

iqpks v.kiqpks yks HkkbZ ?kksVk**

i.k xktw uk;dkyk udks vlysyk okMihr fnlyk- xktw xtZyk] ^^E;k iaxr [kkukj Ugk;-** ,d uk nksu <kY;k oktor eGkolg fu?kkyk- loZp u’ksr gwy- dks.kh dks.kkap ,sdr Ugora- dks.kh dk; dks.kh dk; cksyr gksrs- vkf.k eGkoklg xktw uk;d fu?kwu xsyk-

iaxr >kyh- uk;dkpk gsdk lok±ukp Bkowd gksra- bZÜojckckuh iks’kk[k ifjorZukyk lq:okr dsY;kiklwu o izlaxkrwu iGw ykxyk gksrk- rks lkMhokY;k ck;kauk <kM.kh rj iq:”kkauk <sfM;k Eg.kk;pk- R;kph iaxr can djk;pk- rs iaxrhr

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vkys rj vki.k mBwu pkyrk Ogk;pk- lrr ngk ia/kjk o”kZ iapkoUUk rs lRrj gk [ksG pkyw gksrk- ;o<ap ukgh rj rks O;fDrZxr nq’eu iaxrhr ;sÅ |k;pk ukgh- ex rks ukrsokbZd dk vlsuk- loZ R;kP;k eukizek.ks pkykoa- ukgh rj uk;d iaxrhr QwV ikMk;pk---

fVGk >kyk-

nql&;k fno’kh lqjk osrMw gksÅu fu?kkyk- vLoy/kjh rkaM;kyk- /kksrj] dq<rk] QsVk- dk[ksr dksFkGk- dacjayk dV;kj- osrMw [kksG ika?k:u guqekukleksj vkyk- [kksGhap inj pkj ek.kla pkSdMs /k:u vkr :I;kpk cank Vkdyk- vkf.k :i;k mij.khyk cka/kyk- vla dk Eg.kwu fopkjY;kua ck Eg.krks]

^^;syk gsysj jfi;k Eg.krkr ckck] xq:ckckP;k ukokpa vlra;- yxhu Ogowu vkY;kua R;sph f’kj.kh okVR;kr-**

[kksG vks<wu [kk|koj cphZ osrMw fu?kkyk- cphZyk ckfjd mukps xksMs vu~ doMhP;k >qaMh yVdr gksR;k- uVysY;k iksjh ekxa xkr pkyY;k gksR;k]

^^fojk fudGks rkaMsj Hkkja ckbZ;a

fojkjh lsuk ns[kks ckbZ;a---**

^^HkkÅ rkaM;kP;k ckgsj fu?kyk; ckbZ] Hkkoph lsuk c?kwu ?;k!**

izkS< ck;k osrMwyk okVh ykorkuk xkr gksR;k] xk.;krwu osrMwyk f’kdo.k nsr gksR;k]

^^vax N lljsjks eGko] gkrtksMh jkejkeh djyjs

iapesGw cke.k-

vax N pkSdqaMh okoMh] vluku dj /kksrh ?kksya js

iapesGw cke.k**

^^iq<s rqÖ;k lkl&;kP;k esGk vkgs] gkr tksMwu jke jke dj] gs iapeGw ckeu iq<s pkSdaq<h fofgj vkgs] R;kr Luku d:u rq>a /kksrj /kqÅu ?ks---**

vklos iqlr orMw cSyxkMhr tkÅu clyk- xkMh fu?kkyh- osrMw [kksGhpk >ksyks nsr gksrk- ck;kapk >qjyks ekxs QMdhaP;k injkus >ksyks nsr gksR;k- vkf.k iGR;k xkM;k ykyhxnhZr felGwu xsY;k---

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?kjh ;sÅu fopkjrks] osrMw [kka|koj cphZ o dacjsyk dV;kj dk ?ksrks ck\ ck Eg.krks] ^^tquh pky- rlk fjokt gk;- iSya yxukr osj iMk;pa Egua- eax HkkaMukr iksjxh ftrua ykxr Ogra] Egwu c:cj gR;kj ?ksr Ogrs- vkrkch osrMw gR;kjkua pMk[kMk vlysyk cjk- ;G iMya dh HkkaMkoa ykxay Egwu c:cj gR;kj ?ksR;kr-**

lw;Z ekoGrhyk tkr gksrk] vu~ iq<;k ekGkP;k ik;F;k’kh jdkP;k osrMqpk MQ ?kwew ykxyk---

rkaM;kr dGya& jdkpk osrMw vkyk--- jdkpk osrMw vkyk--- Eg.kr iksja iq<;k ekGkdMs iGr lqVyh-

MQ ?kqeor osrMw guqekukiqMa vkyk& osrMw ?kjkr ?;k;yk >katjR;k la/;sph >kikM >kyh- osrMwekxP;k eqyh xkr gksR;k]

^^?kksVk ?kksGh;a dju eS rks vk;hrh

nu Mqcxks vktesjh okMhek---**

^^?kksVk ?kksGR;ky Egwu gkeh vkyko ra dk; OkO;kP;k okMhrp nhl Mqcya-**

osrMw ?kjkr ?ks.;kr ;s.kk&;k ek.klkekxs rkaM;krY;k ck;k iksjh xk.ks xkr ;sr gksR;k---

nksUghdMP;k iksjhaP;k xk.;kP;k QSjhoj QSjh >Mr gksR;k- dks.kh dks.kkpa ,sdk;yk r;kj uOgR;k- xkrk xkrk xk.;kar HkkaMw ykxY;k- Qkjp >kY;koj ‘kkg.;k ek.klkauh R;kauk xi dsya-

xkBHksV >kyh- tG ?ksÅu >kya- FkÍkeLdjh Fkkacyh- vkf.k osfrMw ujosyhP;k ?kjh fu?kkyk-

ekxs iksjhaps xk.ks lq: >kys]

^^pepe peds fctyhjs fojk

?kkal yxkdj yspkjysjs] fojk---**

^^uo&;k Hkkokyk VsaC;kP;k mtsMkr usrkuk tlk dk; fotspk >xexkV >kyk-**

osrMw ekaMO;k[kkyh vkyk- vkf.k iksjh xkÅ ykxY;k]

^^gkjs ekaMwokek uojnso mrjs ckth;k ykoks uojnso mrjs---**

^^fgjO;k ekaMO;k[kkyh uojnso mrjsysys vkgsr- ok| vk.kk---** ‘kkarrk >kyh-

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ikgq.ks eaMGh clyh- vkf.k iksjh ujosyhP;k ‘kks/kkr xkr fu?kkY;k---

^^gql.k f>ejhjks f>e&;k vk;ks vkt

gql.k f>ejh yitks titks vkt**

^^vkt gwl.k f>e&;k vkyk;- gql.k f>ejh dqBs rjh yiwu tk- tiwu cl- vkEgkyk lkiMw udksl-**

xk.ks xkr eqyh ujosyhl idMwu vk.krkuk ujosyh gqands nsr gksrh---

gGnhpk dk;Zdze lq: >kyk- ujosyhph vkbZ jMr gksrh- vkf.k iksjh xkr gksR;k---

^^gGn ykxs] esanh ykxs] jks; ykxs ;kMh

jks er ;kMh] >hd er ;kMh ;s(

or oksjks vdlsja iqjks ydjksp---**

^^gGn ykxr gk;] esanh ykxra; vku~ ujosyhph vk; jMra;] jMw udks vk;-frra frpk iqjk v{kj fyOgyk;**

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jk=hps ckjk oktysys- rkaMk [ksGwu f[knGwu fuiphr >ksiysyk--- vkf.k ek.kla yXukP;k r;kjhyk ykxyh- Mksj.k cka/kk;yk lq:okr >kyh- ujosyh& osrMwP;k pkjh cktwyk pkj ek.kla- nksu ck;k- nksu xMh rkaC;kr cqMoysyh dPP;k /kkX;kph fiaMyh ujosyh osrMwP;k pksgcktwus fQjor ^Mksj.k* cka/k.;kpk fo/kh pkyw---

badMa vax.kkr fgjO;k ekaMO;kP;k ckgsj xqjkaP;k nko.khr vankts pkj gkrkaP;k varjkoj nksu eqlGa jowu] pkj cktwyk pkj] vkd<kdkP;k xksykdkj >ksiM;k mHkkjY;k- vkd Eg.kts :pdhps QjksGs vu~ <kd Eg.kts iGlkpk OgdkZ- ekdwy feGk;pk jkukr] gsp rs vkd<kdkpa yxu!

vkd<kdkP;k izR;sd >ksiMhP;k e/kkse/k ygkulk [kìk d:u R;kr dPps xkMxs vk.kwu ,dkoj ,d vls nksurhu Bsoys- rksi;±r dq.khrjh ^yXukph ;G >kyh-* v’kh iqdkj djrks-

^OgÅ |k-* ^>kya* vla cksyr ujosyhyk lksGk gkrkph lkMh ulowu vk.krkr---!

^?kkxjk dkpGh] ?kqxjh Vksiyh uslok;pa lksMwu lkMh dk\* ck Eg.krks] ^^?kkxjk vku~ ?kwxjhoj vkiukr yxhu ykxr UgkbZ- lkMhojp ykxra; vkiwu iSyaps ekjokM

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nlkdMps jktiqr gko- nq’eukP;k Hkhrhua jkukr iGkyko- vku áks c.ktkjk l.kxkj d:u jkuksekG fgaMyko] HkhrhiksVh! Xko lksMwu oukr iGkyko Egqu ra vkiukyk ^cuT;kjk* ás uko iYMa- iSyapk Hksl lkMhp gk;--- ij Hkhrhua Hksl cnywu jkukua ikaxyks rs ikaxyksp- vku~ áks Hksl dk;epk fpdVyk- Egwu yxhu QdLrh lkMhoj Ogr;- vku~ pqMks friwu lkjk c.ktkjk l.kxkj p<oR;kr ujosyhoj!**

ujosyh osrMw gqca d:u cykorkr ckeukyk- tkrhrykp tk/ko vkMukokpa ckeu- pkSF;kik&;kr ckeukpa eaxy lq: gksra- tkxwu gtj vl.kkjh ek.kla ^vxnk* Vkdrkr-

ujosyh& osrMw Qsjk fQjrkr- eqlGkHkksorh- ujosyh <koyks djr vyxn ikoya mpyr fQjrs- ik;kr dkiMh& tksMk- gGn vaxkua vuok.kh pkyw ukgh Eg.kwu- Qsjk gksrkp tksMI;kua ?kjkr tkrkr- ujosyh&osrMw dksG;k [kkrkr- ,desdkauk [kkÅ ?kkyrkr- xqywxqyw cksyrkr- vkf.k frFkap Hkkoh LoIukP;k /kaaqnhr dkukyk fnol ;bZi;±r >ksih tkrkr-

bdMa ckgsj iksja vkd<kdkrys xkMxs iGorkr- >kya yxhu- nql&;k fno’kh nqikjyk ^ekaM [ksG.ks Eg.kts osrMwph dlksVhp- vu~ pksVhj va?kksGh Eg.kts ,d fnO;p!

dkdksVhr rkanGkpa ik.kh Hk:u R;kr :i;kpk cank Vkdrkr- vu~ osrMw&ujosyhps mtos gkr /k:u ‘k;Zrhps cSy lksMkos rls ,dne dkdksVhr lksMrkr- ik.;kryk cank idM.;klkBh dk; >ViV pkyyh--- v/kkZ,d ?kaVk- tks tkLrosG cank ckgsj dk<.kkj rks ftad.kkj! ekaM vlk jaxwu xsyk dh lkaxrk lks; ukgh- jdk osrMwyk ,sdrk ,sdr uOgrh- osrMw gjyk vkf.k va?kksGhph gkd iMrs- osrMw va?kksGhlkBh r;kj >kyk-

ckgsj vax.kkr va?kksGhlkBh BsoysY;k ikVkoj] rj.;krkB;k ck;k&iksjh gkrkr vkd<kdkP;k Qksdk ?ksÅu mH;k jkfgY;k- dk[kar dksFkGks] [kka|kyk cphZ] gkrkr dV;kj ?ksÅu [kksG ika?kjysyk osrMw ys&;kyk lkscr ?ksÅu va?kksGhyk fu?kkyk- ekxa cqt:d ck;k xk.ka xkr pkyysY;k---

^cq<ksja fiatjk] /kksrh dkVh dlya ja

cq<ksja fiatjk] HkkstkbZ ?k.kh gqchja!*

^vaxfiaMku n.kdV vlysY;k uo&;k eqyk] /kksrj dlwu ?ks- iq<a rj.;krkB;k [kwi Hkkot;k mH;k vkgsr-*

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vkf.k R;k rj osrMwyk ikVkoj u p<w ns.;klkBh dacj dlwu >ksMi.;kP;k r;kjhus mH;k-

osrMw ikVkoj ik; Bsorks u Bsorks rksp Qksdkapk o”kkZo gksrks osrMwoj! ik.;kP;k va?kksGhvxksnj gh Qksdkaph va?kksG pkyyh ?kMhHkj- R;kr ys&;kykgh FkksMklk ^izlkn* feGkyk- ,dnkpk Qksdkapk HkMhekj mH;k vaxkoj >syr osrMwua] leksjph QkSt cktwyk lkjr ikVkoj p<yk- xk.;krwu ukukjaxkaph f’kO;kaphgh cjlkr pkyysyh---!

osrMwP;k dkukyk [kMk yko.;klkBh esOguk osrMwps tksMs yiorks- osrMw ikVkoj clyk- va?kksGhyk lq:okr >kyh- ys&;k osrMwiq<a ik; jksowu mHkk jkfgyk- osrMwps esOg.ks] esOg.;kP;k ck;dk osrMwyk va?kksG ?kkyrkuk ikB ?kklwu >kY;koj osrMwyk myVa ikMk;pk iz;Ru djhr gksR;k- osrMw mrkuk gksrk gksrk lkojk;pk- v/kque/kwu v/kkjklkBh ys&;kpk ik; /kjk;pk- osrMwph rkjkacG mMr gksrh- ,dkpM ,d rkdroku Hkkot;k ikB ?kklk;P;k fufeRrkus osrMwyk ikMwikMw tkr gksR;k( xkr gksR;k]

^^[kyph [kyph ckVh rksua] gaMh gaMh cksVh]

dkabZ fdnksjs] panqyky\**

^nqjMh nqjMh Hkkdj vu~ eMda eMda eVu [kkÅulq/nk rqyk dk; >kya panwayky\*

rj rj.;k iksjhapk ?kksGdk nzqrxrhr xkr gksR;k]

^ukuh eksBh feVdh Mdkj ekjh tk

;s osrMqjs iqansek idky ik.kh tk!**

^ygkueksBh csMda Mdkj ekjr tkr vkgsr] vkf.k osrMw o ys&;kP;k <qaxuk[kkywu i[kkykua ik.kh okgr vkgs!* gh j.k/kwekGh lairk lair uOgrh- ex eksBh ek.kla e/;s iMwu ^pksVhj ik.kh* ¼’ksaMhp ik.kh½ I;k;yk lkaxrkr- ekukua vxksnj dkgh pqyr lklw osrMwP;k pksVhj ik.kh firkr- ‘ksoVh osrMwph lklw] ujosyhph ;kMh pksVhj ik.kh I;k;yk ;srs- osrMwyk va?kksG ?kkywu dkaxlh osrMwP;k pksVhr vkMdors- R;koj rkaC;kus ik.kh Vkdk;yk ykowu gkrkr ik.kh ?ksÅu lkrosGk pwG Hk:u Qsdrs- vla gs ‘ksaMhpa ik.kh fiÅu >kY;koj ^pksVhj va?kksG* iw.kZ >kyh- vkf.k osrMwpk esOgquk osrMwP;k dkukyk [kMk ykoyk- ^rqÖ;k cguhyk =kl ns.kkj ukgh* vla osrMwua dcwy dsY;kojp dkukpk [kMk lksMwu yioysyk tksMk osrMwyk ik;kr ?kyk;yk nsrks- vkf.k osrMw va?kksG d:u ?kjkr xsyk- gh lxGh xer c?kwu ?kjh fopkjY;kua ck lkaxrks] ^ás r dkghp UgkbZ- E;k ra ,d efguk Ogrks- jkst [kkjhd [kkscjk [kkÅ ?kkyk;ps- [kkÅ [kkÅ dkpyk >kYrks- ;xnkch iYMks UgkbZ- y; >VY;k ij Ugk; iYMks- vaxkr jx Ogrh- vku~ eák

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nkthua fgder f’kdoY;kyh- va?kksGhyk ;s.;kvxqnj nksUghch [kka|kyk rwi ykowu ?ksryks Ogrks- gkr fulVkoa Egwu- rlap >kya- ikV ?kklwu [kkank vk<Y;kc:cj frjik >Vdk |k;pks- ,dnksu mtO;k r ,dnksu MkO;k vaxkyk HksydkaMr xsY;kr va?kksGhr osrMw ;xnkch iYMk Ugk; r osrMw etcwr gk; ás dGra- ,dknh gq’kkj vlY;kyh ckbZ fdrhch rkdroku vlY;kY;k osrMwyk fgderhua ikMrs- vku~ osrMw iMw Ugk; Egwu Egkasj ys&;k gqck vlrks;---

^^efgukHkjpk yxhu- dk; /kwe/kke- dk; ukpxk.ks- osrMw vkY;kiklwu fQjsrks fdrh fo/kh- fdrh ijlax---!**

?kksVk] fVGk] okák] o[kYMh] /kksdko.kks] Mksj.k cka/k.ks] lkD;k iqj.ks] eqlG ekj.ks] eqlG cka/kus] eqlG xkM.ks] Qsjk fQj.ks] dksG;k [kkjk.kw] pksVhj ik.kh ihus] <kslD;k QksM.ks] dku[kMk yxko.ks] ekaM je.ks] xksV dj.ks] pqMks friwu lkjk catkjk ‘k`axkj p<o.ks] rkaxMh ckgsj dk<wu ikBkG cSykP;k ikBhoj ujosyhyk mHkh d:u gosyh dj.ks >kY;koj rkaxMh fu?krs---

jdkyk gosyh djrkuk] cSykP;k ikBhoj mHkh jkgwu- ,dk jMr Eg.kr gksrh]

^^’khd ns ckiw ‘khd njs--- ck

Rkjh f’kdsua--- cka/kw

NsMk NsoV;kjh xkB---**

Ckkck eyk dkgh rjh f’kdo.k ns- rq;k f’kdo.khph vks<.khP;k injkyk xkB cka/kwu ?ksrs---

^^pyk ckbZ] osrMw HkkbZj dk<k;pa;- osrMw vkY;koj ?kjkr ?ksrysyk dksFkGks lxG;k fof/k laiY;koj ckgsj dk<r gksrs-

?kjkrY;k ck;k rhurhursGk rkaM;kr Qq&;k ek:u vkY;k-

ck;k teY;k- MkbZ] lk.kh] uk;d.k] dkjHkkjh.kh] lk&;k lk&;k vkY;k- iq:”k teys- ujosyhpa <koyks lq: >kya- ckck] dkdk] ekek] HkkÅ] cfg.kh lxG;k ukR;krY;k ek.klkaP;k xGk /k:u jM.ks >kys] rjh jdkps gqands Fkkacr uOgrs-

ck Eg.krks] ^;Mh rj UgkbZl iksjh] ;o<a jMk;yk dk; >kya- [kkVdkyk dk dkik;k nsra; rqqyk\ ga cLl dj] yxukr jMR;kr- dk; Egukoa- glk;P;k tkxh jM.kkjs vku~ [kk;P;k tkxh gkx.kkjs uOga ra dk;\ yxhu d;kyk dsykoa Egwu jMkrh; Og;\**

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vkf.k dacjsyk dV;kj o [kka|koj cphZ ?ksÅu [kksG ika?kjysyk osrMw ekxa ikaplgk cqt:d ck;k xkr fu?kkY;k-

^^uaxjhek [kknks uaxjhek finks

uaxjh xtk;ks lkjh jkrjs rwa

lkGek [kknks lljsek finks

pkys pykÅ ?kksMks fHkMksjs rwa**

^^uxjhr [kkYykl] fiYykl] jk=jk=a uxjh xktoykl- lkljk vu~ esOg.;kar efgukHkj [kkÅufiÅu vkrk rkykoj pky.kkjk ?kksMk fHkMwu fu?kkykl-**

xk.ks xkr pky.kk&;k ck;kaP;k iq<s osrMwph ikoys eanean iMr gksrh- osrMw izR;sd ikowy fopkj d:u Vkdr vkgs vla okVr gksra- [kyekusus tk.kk&;k osrMwP;k eukr xsysY;k efg.;kph xnhZ nkVyh vlkoh- izR;sd fnol dlk xa/khr vkf.k jk= d’kh /kqanhr gksrh- xk.ks vu~ ukp.ks--- Eg.kwup dh dk; osrMwP;k MksG;krwu vklos Vidr gksrh- ekxs ck;k xkr gksR;k---^^vkMh;k NqVks] Nkrh QkVh

nkÅMk rjMhHkjMhua rkaMks <kGks---**

^^?kjpk vkMk lksMrkuk Nkrh QkVr vkgs- ekÖ;k HkkÅ VsdkM ikgwu rkaMk <kG-**

osrMw rkaM;kP;k ckgsj vkyk vkf.k lklwus osrMwpk xGk /kjyk- jdkph ;kMh djks/k dk<w dk<w gelw gelw jMr Eg.kr gksrh] ^^ykMdk] ek>h ykMqdksMwph ysd rw;k injkyk cka/kyko- laHkkGwu ?ks- vudGrk gk;] pqd OgbZy--- xqUgk ekQ dj- /kkd] ekj nsow udks- gtjdk clsy- Ygku gk;- vxnGk EgkbZr UgkbZ- glko] :lkoa ifjd jkxkow uk;- glr[ksGr &gk ckiw-**

f’kd nsÅu >kY;koj Eg.kr gksrh] ^^eta fnlra rla UgkbZ- tkp gk;] nqd gk; lkja Qkua ykxra- lalkj gk; lkja tkG lksl.ka ykxra- efguk >kyk; jkcjkcra;] rksaMkoj ;o<wlk uqj Ugk;h-**

osrMw [kkyekusua lxG ,sdr gksrk---

dqaokj iksjh ujosyhyk vk.krkauk ujosyh gqands nsr gksrh- frpk ekek gkr /k:u pkyor gksrk- iksjh xk.;krwu Eg.kr gksR;k---

^^gkGn ykowu gks fioGh dsyk

cklhax cka/kwu gks uojh dsyk

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R;kph gksrh gks R;kua usyk

ek;&ckikph fdaer ok;k xsyk---**

iksjhaP;k lqjsy xG;krwu dsfoyok.ka dk:.; ckgsj iMr gksra- jdkpa jM.ka ikgwu cktwP;k ck;k MksG;kr vklos vk.kr Eg.kr gksR;k- ^^pkyyh ek; jdk- dk; djay fcpkjh] cki /k:u fny R;sP;k ekxa xkbZxr tk.ka ykxra;- pkYyh fcpkjh- ;o<h’kh Ogrh rokiklwu dkedke Ogra fcpkjhyk- ftokojpa dke dnh VGya Ugk;h-**

yxsp nqljh lkaxr gksrh] ^^Og; dh ] mBk;ph fcpkjh ts dkekyk fpdVk;ph--- ?kj lkjo.ka] >kM.ka] ik.kh Hkj.ka] Hkkdjh cMo.ka ne ulk;apk- ;o<q’kh iksj ifjd HkkjsP;k Hkkjs vk.kk;ph- fdrh vk/kkj Ogrk ;kMhyk- gkrkpk vk/kkj usyk-**

yxsp frljh lkaxr gksrh] ^^Ogrh rok mlar fnya Ugk;- vkrk djay dh lkja- dqukyk lkaxay\ ykdMa] ik.kh] /kqua dGay vkrk UgkbZr iksjhP;k thokokj fdrh ukpr Ogrh- dGay vkrk iksjhP;k thokpk jkt-**

ujosyh jdk ckikpk xGk /k:u jMw ykxyh- Eg.kr gksrh] ^ck rq;k ixMhP;k [kkaisr yiowu ?ks- ck rq;k f[k’kkr yiowu ?ks- ck rqyk lksMwu eh d’kh tkow\---** jdkyk gqands vkojr uOgrs-

^ck ‘kaHkj dkslkpa dksl d:u ekÖ;k toG ;sr tk- dqBsgh xsykl rj vkMoh okV d:u ;sr tk- ykMqdkMqP;k ysdhyk fol: udks-**

cki Eg.kr gksrk] ^ijokyk rqtk dkdk ;srks- ikap fnolkr ijr- pkj fnl frra pkj fnl bra- dkbZ dkGth d: udks- ljh vkiyhp ekula gkbZr-**

vkf.k ujsosyhyk xkMhr clfoys-

ujosyh okljkxr gacjMk QksMr gksrh---

ia/kjkfol xkMhpk rkQk iqM;kekGkP;k cxjkMhyk fHkMyk gksrk- ujosyhph xkMh ljdyh- xkMhr ,d nksu dGR;k ck;k o eSrj.kh clY;k- lk&;k ck;k eMxhpa xkSjo djhr tkr gksR;k---

^^eMxh] NqVr NqVer eMxh

Ekjh ckiwjh nkSM eMxh---**

^^eMxh lqVrk lqVw udksl- ekÖ;k ckikph fQjrh eMxh ekxs jkgwu pkyyh;**

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^^jsxks] okMh;s jaxkjkjks jaxhyks] lksfuykjks e<ks jsxks] ;kMh;s] ukuh&eksBh tko.kqjks >ktk >qjyks---**

^^jkfgyk ek; jkfgyk jaxkus jaxysyk] lksU;kus e<ysyk--- ygku&eksB;k eSrj.khapk lqanj esGk---**

rkaM;kekxs ck;k&iq:”kkapk ?kksGdk mij.kh&QMdhpk >ksyks nsr mHkk gksrk--- ia/kjkfol xkMhpk rkQk iqM:k ekGkP;k cxjkMhyk fHkMyk gksrk- ykyxnhZ mMor tk.kk&;k xkMhr jdk QMdhpk >ksyks nsr ijrwu ijrwu ikgr gksrh- iG.kk&;k xkMhr eukpk /kkxk ykacr pkyyk gksrk---!

yky xnhZr felGwu xsysY;k xkM;k Mksaxjkr ?kqlY;k- ?kunkV taxy>kMhrwu tkrkuk mukrgh FkaM xkjok tk.koar gksra- [kksjkMkr map >kM ikgwu xkMk lqVY;k- ik.kh iktowu f’koGhyk cSy cka/kwu dMck Vkdyk( vkf.k cka/kwu vk.kysY;k HkkdjhP;k xkBh lwVY;k---

>kMkph dksoGh yqlyq’khr ikua FkM lkoyh nsr gksrh- e/kwup ok&;kph >qGwd tkÅu ikus lGlGr gksrh- rGiR;k mUgkrgh [kksjkMrY;k fiaiGk[kkyh /kx/kxR;k ykg;k eukyk xkjok nsÅu tkr gksR;k-

fiaiGkP;k cqMkyk fueqGR;k Vksdkph f=dks.kh nxM nso gksÅu] Vsdwu mHkk gksrk- nsokpa [kk| dk; gksra dks.k tk.ks i.k tsorku nsokph dks.khp fopkjiwl dsyh ukgh- r’kh tk.krh ek.kla rkaxMhekxa gksrhp dqBs\ lkjh gqYyM iksjh vu~ iksja-

Hkkdj [kk.ks >kys- ujosyhpk HkkÅ yxcxhus xkMh ykowu lk&;kaP;k iq<s dk<k;yk tgkr gksrk- rj dk; xkMhr clysyh Egkrkjh pkdkP;k cktwus [kkyh dkslGyh] vu~~~ lkjk xnkZ ektyk- ^Egkrkjh esyh] Egkrkjh esyh]** vlk ,dp vaMksyk- iGr tkÅu ik.kh vk.kwu rksaMkr ?kkrys- Egkrkjh ‘kq/nhoj vkyh- lkjs ujosyhP;k Hkkokyk f’kO;k ekstw ykxys- lkjsp f’kO;k |k;ys Eg.kwu rks :lyk o xkMho:u mr:u fu?kkyk ljG] rj R;kl /k:u ijr fQjoys-

Ujosyh jdk tkÅu Hkkokpk xGk /k:u jMw ykxyh- frps rs jM.ks dk:.;kiw.kZ ^^ohjs.kk]

rkjh HksuMsua] maMs [kksGkek] NksMnsua

pkyks dkbZjs ekjks] lk;sc ohjk.kk ák¡**

^^Hkkok] rqÖ;k cfg.khyk ;k Mksaxjnjhr lksMwu pkyykl dk;\ ekÖ;k lkgsc Hkkok-** gelw gelw jMr rh Eg.kr gksrh-

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^^ohjs.kk] rkjh HksuMsrh] VkGks [kkysua] pkyks dkabZjs ekjks rlhys ohj.kk ák¡**

^^ekÖ;k rglhy Hkkok] rqÖ;k cfg.kh’kh VkGk [kkÅu fu?kwu pkyykl dk;\**

cgh.k HkkÅ ,desdkaiklwu nqjkor pkysY;k okVsoj jMr gksrh- [ksG.ks] HkkaM.ks] izsekpk lgokl lkjalkja vkBowu xG;kr ekjysyh feBh fojgkph u lqV.kkjh xkB gksÅu clyh gksrh- ck;k fdrh fdrh lksMo.;kpk iz;kRu djhr gksR;k i.k ngkgh cksVs fpeVhrwu fu?kr uOgrh- lkjh ck;dkiksjh dsfoyok.kh >kyh gksrh- àn; nzowu Vkd.kkjh d:.kk- Eg.kwup ?kj ulysY;k okVsojph ek.kls ouoklkr jMr gksrh-

gqndk vko: vko: jdk Eg.kr gksrh]

^ohjs.kk] osjhMkrh osj jeya i.kZu

rekjh HksuMsrh] osj er ikMjs ekjks] gatkjh ohj.kk ák¡**

^^ekÖ;k gatkjh Hkkok] oS&;k’kh oSj /kj i.k rqÖ;k cfg.kh’kh oSj Bsow udks-**

<koyksP;k vkoktkus [kksjkMk Hksnwu tkr gksrk---

lkjs xkMh lksMwu vla dk ?kMya vlkoa\ ;koj [ky d: ykxys- ,d Egkrkjh Eg.krs] ^^vkiY;k rsthyk le.k dk<rk ;sra lkaxk fryk le.k dk<k;yk-**

rsth Egkrkjh xG;krhy eaqxkph gkj gkrkr ?ksÅu MkO;k gkrkP;k rGgkrkoj fLFkj /kjya- gkj gkyw ykxyh vu~ rsth Eg.krs] ^^EglkbZj nks”k-**

EglkbZpk nks”k fu?kkyk- >kMk[kkyh clwu tso.k [kkus >kys i.k dks.kh EglkbZpkh vkBo.k dk<yh ukgh- Eg.kwu EglkbZua pVdk nkoyk- lk&;kaphp gh letwr >kyh- ;koj mrkjk\

rsth Eg.krs] ^^’ksGhpa ckGfiyw vkuk jxrkph /kkj |k-**

rla lkja d:Ukp rkaxMh iq<a ljdyh-

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mUgkG;kph lkatosG- iq<;k ekGkvkM lw;Z nMrkuk ck vkyk--- >ksiM;klkanhrwu xqjkaP;k xnhZr fioGlj mUgkph frjhih vkjikj mrjysyh---

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[kka|kph dqnG fu gkrkrys ?kesys vax.kkr vknGr ck pkSQsj utj Vkdrks- fnolHkjkP;k jkudkekph u{kh ckP;k vaxHkj mrjysyh- eGdV QkVdh /kksrj <aqx.kkph ykt cksyr gksrh- yaMD;k dqMR;kojhy okgY;k ?kkekps vks?kG jkud”V cksyr gksrs- jDrkGysya dikG ?kkestysya--- rjklwu ck cksyrks]

^^vkja jko áks dk; gk;\ fnlHkj dqBa xsYrkl\**

[kja gksra- dqMkP;k dMaua dksacM;k [kìs d:u dq=h cloysyh- vkxGotk dokMhP;k dqMkyk Hkya Hkkjh Hkksd iMysya- vax.kkr dpjk lkaMysyk- ykdMh lanqdkrya ihB lanqdkph ikBh fp:u] ckaMk dq=k eVdkowu xsysya- ?kjkr fiBkpa [kGa iljysya c?kwu ckpa Mksda HkMdya---

^^dk; Og;ja jko áks\ rq;koj ?kj lksMY;kua ?kjkpa áks okVksGa! ekaMO;k[kkyh [ksGk;k dk; jksx vkYrk\ HksVys uYyh dh] cuyk yaMksj! dqBa fnlHkj\**

^^ekaMok[kkyhp- Ogrks] ij iksja fyack[kkyh [ksGw Eguys rok ckaMk dok ;sÅu xsyk dh\**

^^vku áks ekaMO;kps QjksGs\ ikyk xGyk;] vku~ ásrys nksu okls dqBa gk;r\**

^^gaxksGks vkYrk nqikjh] ra QjksGs yxhtksG tkÅu iMys- orukph xkMh vkYrh- R;sua lk&;kbZP;k ekaMO;krwu okls dk<wu xkMh Hkjys- R;saps cSy dk UgkbZck ika<js flQr] vu~ ykacykac gqC;k f’kaxkps- ujkZ Egursr Egua R;suyk---**

^^;sÅu tkÅu pkj okls Ogrs rsch cxoys UgkbZ ásuyk- ásaP;k iksjkaps ekaMo vu~ <ksjkaps xksBs ?kkyk;k xfjckps >ksiMs milR;kr- pYrh gk; ckck pYrh- <qaxukoj fnok tGrks;---! T;syk fQ&;knh tkoa rsp eqa<h eqjxGR;kr---!** gkrik; /kqÅu ck vkyk- Fkdya vax HkqbZoj yksVya- mlkls Vkdr vkMok >kyk- ekaMO;krwu vkdk’kfnos yqdyqdrkuk fnlr gksrs----

jkuHkj HkVdr fnlHkj [kikoa] rch vaxHkj fpa/kwd feGauk- iksVkpk dqVdk dq«;kaua Ugsya- fnlHkj ikuh <kslwu vax [kkdl OgÅu tkra;- ?kjyk vkya r áks vla---- cqtxkous gkoksr ckck cwtxkous- j[kokynkj- muxyara cqtxkoU;kph dnj ulra;- HkjY;k lqxhr cqtxkoU;kpk FkkVekV- muxya dh dkVdkps gkrik; tGru OgR;kr] vku~ fpa/;k okoVhr tkR;kr- cqtxkoU;kyk dqVa oru vu~ okMh- R;syk ?kj uk nkj- ru uk eu---! Dquhch gqckjko vku~ dquhch eksMkoa- R;syk gklrkch ;sr Ugk; vku~ jMrkch ;sr Ugk; ckck- m?kM;k MksG;kua lena cxwu eqda gksua ykxra---!

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Ckk cjGY;kxr cMcMr eqjxkGwu fuiphr iMysyk--- v’kk voLFksr d/kh d.;k rj d/kh ?kqx&;k [kkoa ykxk;pa- c&;kpnk vkafcygh I;k;pks- ik.;kpagh rlap- pksjhp djkoh ykxk;ph Eg.kk dh ik.;kph---!

Pkkjyk rj d/kh rhuykp mBk;pks- ?kMk ?ksryk gkrkr dh dkacksyh ukghrj gG|kP;k [kksjhph okV /kjk;pks- d/kh ?kMk cqMowu ik.kh feGk;pa] rj d/kh ikuknqukZua ?kMk Hkjkoa ykxk;pa- rhu&pkj [ksik djk;yk fnol dkukyk ;k;pk- fe=&eSf=.khaP;k ?kksGD;kr ik.kh Hkjrkuk cja okVk;pa- /kqanhr] rj d/kh >ksisP;k xaqxhr Bsl ykxwu vkiVY;koj ?kMk QqVk;pk] ex gkr gyor ?kjyk ;koa ykxk;pa- ck ek= d/kh jkxok;pk ukgh- ;kpa dkj.k Hkjrkph xks”V f’kdrkuk dqBY;krjh iqLrdkrya fp= vtwu fnlra- HkjrkP;k dk[kayk flagkpk Nkok- vkf.k Hkjr vaxkoj /kkowu ;s.kk&;k R;k NkO;kP;k vkbZyk dkBh mxk:u nk[korks;- gs fp= nk[kor ck Eg.krks] ^ygku eqykauk HksMoya ukgh rj Hkjrklkj[kk curks-*

fgokG;kP;k fnolkr ik; xkjBwu tkr- fp[kykph ookV okGwu [kMs >kysys vlk;ps- Ikk;yk [kMs Vkspk;ps ukghr- ik; cf/kj Ogk;pk uk xkjB;kua o rGik;pa dkrMa Bkj esysya- okVsyk ck;k&ek.klkapa uqlrk xnkZ vku~ xydk- t.kw eqX;kph ;s&tk- xhr xk.ks fu cksy HkkaM.;kus uqlrk [kksjkMk ?kqek;pk- igkVsyk rj vkoktkph fofo/krk vkf.k jkaxsph jaxhr xnhZ-

gG|k [kksjhpk pYek] ikolkG;kr rksaMki;±r VPp Hkjysya vlk;pa- ykxqup OgG] e/kkse/k eksgkpa >kM- fnokGhyk OgGkph /kkj vkVyh dh pYE;kr eksgkph ikua] Qqy xGk;ph- fu”i.kZ eksgkph Qqya xGw ykxyh dh eukoj tknw Ogk;ph- Qqykpa xa/k pYE;kr felGk;pa- ikuaQqya lMwu fioGa iMysya ik.kh vf/kdp eknd cuysya- dMsdikjhr vks?kGysys eksgQqy eksR;kP;k e.;kxr pedq ykxr- rj.;k iksjhP;k ik;krhy ?kqaxjtksMhpk je>e vkokt R;k eksrhP;k xa/kkr felGwu tk;pk vkf.k R;k eksrh ospwu nqjMh HkjY;k dh xksdwGkP;k R;k xoG.kh MksbZoj nqjM;k ?ksÅu Bwedr fu?kk;P;k rkaM;kdMa---

;kp HkjY;k pYE;kr iq<ps ik; jksowu <ksja ik.kh I;k;ps- mUgkG;kr dkacksyhpk pYek vkVyk dh HkkaM;kps rkaMs ;k pYE;koj mcMs iMk;ps- xqM?kkHkj ik; cqMowu >dksGh nsr ik.kh Hkj.ka] HkkaMs ?kklwu e/;sp /kw.ka lw: >kya dh] pYek gyk;pk--- ,d osxGk jax meVwu xa/k iljk;pk---

pYE;kph voLFkk >kyh dh rkaMkuk;d Eg.kk;pk] ^osjk milk;pk gk;- ?kjpk ,d ekuql Vksiya&HkkaM f?kÅu pyk- Ugk;ra brks Eg.kwu eqaMh VkGw udk---* lxGs feGwu tk;pks- fnolHkj pYek milk;pks- xkG xk<wu >kya dh rjrkpa ik.kh ?kMk Hk:u

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vk.kk;pks- jsokM dk<rkuka jaxiapehpk [ksG jaxk;pk- fp[kykpk [ksG- nq%[k \ukokph xks”V dqBa tk.kok;ph ukgh- ekuoh oapuk uSlfxZd vkuankr dqBY;k dqBs yiwu xsysyh vlk;ph- lkja fol:u eulkDr fu fuysZi /kqan tx.ks gksrs rs---

jk=hrwu dacjkbrda ik.kh ;k;pa- Hksxh tk.kk&;kyk furG] rj mf’kjkyk ik; cqMowu x<wG >kysya ik.kh feGk;pa- fnolkP;k mtsMkr fxykl ulrk ikukau Hkjkoa ykxk;pa---

jk=h rhuykp ck mBok;pk- [kka|kyk ?kMs ?ksÅu va/kk&;k f[kIi jk=h BspkGr fu?kkysk dh] xqMwi dkGks[kkr rkaMk lGlGk;pk- ek.kla tkxh gksÅu mBw u;sr Eg.kwu ikoya oktw u nsrk xqipwi pkyk;pks- Mksaxjkr jkgwu ik.;kph pksjh!

rkaM;kckgsj fu?kwu okVayk ykxyks dh ckP;k dqufcdhP;k xks”V pkyk;P;k- ck Eg.kk;pk] ^^?kjkr er] ‘ksrkr [kr vu~ xkokr ir- vki.k dquch FkksMap gko] ?kjkr nkukr dquch ‘;kuk- bra ldkGapa laP;kyk fnd UgkbZ- vkiukrwj HkkVfHkdkj Hkys- ekxwu rch [kkR;kr- áks dk; txua gk;\ lksax gk; lksax] fnd Ugk; r djua ykxay rok cjklh [kanr fgaMaua teay rok [ksrh djua Egath dquchd gk;\ nk:ch xkGkoa] mejhyk fuÅu R;saP;k [ki.kaoj ykdMa tkGkoa] fnl&;kph nk<h [kktwu <qaxukoj ykFk ekjs xksjs isVouhu~a vkuwu [ksrh djko! Áks dwuckÅ gk;\ nqikjirwj rhiu pyr UgkbZ u dqBps dwuch\ nGsanzh gkoksr nGsanzh lkrktUekps- tYekyk vkyko ekUlkP;k---!

dkukyk fnl ;sbZirksj [kksjkMrya ikuh VsedkMkyk Ogkr &gkau áks dk; txua Og;\ eqydk;sxGh ekUla gkoksr---**

r dk; tkack cSykph xks”V lkaxr Ogrks- >kk&;kyk ybZ tksM;k >kY;k- /kksG;k] Hkw&;k u áks tkaHkk- rag eh xsyrks caMxjP;k raM;kyk ra R;asph xwja pk:yk xsyrh- rlpa mUgkr fuxyks- caMxjpk xMh <ksja ckHkGcukr lksMwu iYMk Ogrk >kMk[kkyh- tkaHkk xks&;kph xksV lkaxY;ku eUrks] ^us;kpa r rwehpa idMwu U;k- E;k Ugk; /kj.kkj-* E;k R;syk dafn /kjr Ugk;] vku cka/krch Ugk;- eksdkV xksj gk;- [kkaMkr ;Xnk /kjk;k xsYrks r ikBhekxwu <qaxukyk ykFk >kYMa Ogra- rokiklwu dafnp R;sP;k okVayk Ugk; tkr- /kksaM;kua ekjya R;syk r /kksaM;kyk pkorks rlk MqDdj xksjk gk;-*

xksjk dlk rs ra dGkya- ij E;kch eqydkpk fpoV xMh] dk;yk lksMrks! mrjR;k mUgkr <ksja ckHkGcukr ikaxys Ogrs- dkBhyk dkljk cka/kwu MqDdj /jk;pk oMªkpk Qklk d:u xsyks ra dk; QqRdk:u vkyk vaxkyk- r dk; ?kkryks tcM;kr gkr] r vaMksyk djk;yk ^H;k¡ H;k¡* djr pkok;yk fgerhua gkr ?kkywu eqaMda /k:u vkiVyks- Mqdjkxr fpjdyk- fnlk;ykch MqDdjp- jkuMqdjkxr cuysyk- iGk iGk Egwu ojMyks r dk; gkeph >VkiV cxwu lkscr vkY;kyk Bkdw dkjHkkjh >kMkP;k

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QkaV~;kyk yksacdGr Ogrk! vkYrk fcpkjk e;klax ^Egath dqukpach vkor gqckjrks;- r ?ksÅu ;s py eOgk xksjk [kaMkr vkysyk] ,d lky pyowu ?ks iVouhu* vla Egwu dkjHkkjh vkYrk raM;kpk- xks&;kpk ekydkyk r iGrk HkqbZ FkqMh >kYrh- xqM?;k fu ik;kr ckHkGhps dkVs ?kqlys] dkijap Hkjya Ogra R;syk- egh xks&;klax dqLrh ykxY;kyh vu~ ásaph vilwd ikpkoj /kkj.k clY;kyh- ;dVkp ;lu ?kkywu oj ik;dqVh ?kkywu vk.kyks- xk<okirwj ;sxGk xksjk] i.k ásapa iGua u yksacdGua pyysya] glrk/ku >kYrks-

cksyrk cksyrk [kksjkMkP;k rksaMkyk ;k;pks- pYE;kojP;k pqGcqGhph pkG ykxk;ph- lehlkataykp pYekyk tkÅu fpdVysyh rj.khckaM iksjhiksja frFkap >ksiysys! gksGh myVyh dh ik.;klkBh tkxrk ikjk!] E;k Egur Ogrks ^ vkiwup gkoksr iSys- pYekpksj!* ij vkiukrwu vkxqnj bÅu pksjys dh pYek! Pksj Ugoa ra dk;\ iSya dkiwl] dUla pksjr Ogrs] ij vkrk pYekph pksjh- ns[krknlw cxr gkoksr!

Mksaxj VsedkMko:u [kksjkMkr ukxeksMh mrjysyh okV--- dwBs ikolkus iMysys [kkp[kGxs] rj dqBs nxM/kksaM;kph mrjaM- <ksjkaP;k [kqjkus ckjhd >kysyk eqjekM okgwu okV [kksyxV [kM;kph cusysyh- nksUgh cktwyk Nkrhyk /kksaMs! dkGks[kkr rksy <Gyk dh xqM?;kyk /kksaMk clk;pk- [kM~M;kr ik; ?kljyk dh [kka|kpk ?kMk dkp QqVY;kxr [kGdu Ogk;pk- ekrhpk ?kMk&dk; Ogukj nqlja! MksackjkP;k iksjhxr nksjho:u dljr djhr okVaua [kksjkMk mrjrkuk ck Eg.kk;pk] ^^laHkkGwu py cja iksjk] ik; ?kljR;kr- xqMxa QqVya r pyay] ij xkMxa QqVw fnÅ udks- ,dp gk; okuhfduhpa fcanxa ?kjkr-**

vkf.k u fnl.kk&;k okVsoj BspkGr] rksy laHkkGr pkyk;pks- jkrka/kGa >kysY;k ek.klklkj[ka! dkgh ek.kla ekraxkP;k pYE;krqu pks:u ik.kh Hkjk;ps- R;kuk ek= vkiyk pYek f’kow |k;ps ukgh- pqdwu ?kMk f’koyk xsyk dh Hkjyk ?kMk tfeuhyk mcMk;ps! ekraxkP;k ?kM;kr vksrk;ps ukghr- vla dk Eg.kwu fopkjY;kua ck Eg.krks] ^^ás ra dkbZ Ugk; ckck] iSya ?kjkEgksja bÅu clyk ra R;sP;k tkxh xk;hpa ewr Ugk; ra ikuh vcksV vlY;kya f’kiMk;ps!**

?kMs Hk:u ijrhyk ykxyks dh ckph dqufcdhph dFkk iq<a pkyw ykxk;ph----^^ga r >k&;kph tksMh >kYrh( ij ?kjkr nkuk Ugork- xksjk isVokok r lkaP;kyk pwy isVauk- dk; d:\ [kka|kyk /kksrj f?kÅu xsyks ‘ksyxkokyk- dwysdMdh oGd bljY;kxr cksyyk- rlkp ijrkoa ij ?kjkr ikp nkus Ugors- ?kjkr nkuk r dquch ‘;kuk- ljfeank >kyks- eax ikVhy Eguyk] ^nsrks] ij rq;k eB;k Hkkokyk f?kÅu ;s-*

ijryks ?kkbZua Hkkokyk f?kÅu tkoa Egwu ra HkkÅ Eguyk] ^R;spa nsu iMwu gk;] dla bZÅ\ lkja myFkkikyFk >kya- bdkoa ra vla [kksiVkr dk; Ogra--- bÅu tkÅu

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dkspdk rkaC;k vu~ >ksiMa tGwu fu?kkysya HkkaMa- dkdksVhr Fkkiwu fpikdqaMhr dqVds eksMua pkyw Ogra- rq;k eksV;kMhyk dho vkyh- bÅu tkÅu naMkyk Ogrs rs naMdMs dk<wu fnya rok dqBa isjuh <dyyh- dk; lkax iksjk R;k fnlkph xksV--- esY;k <ksjkyk ?kkjh f?kjV;k ?ksR;kr rla tho iksVklkBh o.ko.k HkVdk;pk] iksVkr Hkwdspk o.kok f?kÅu- iksVkik;h ftraiuh esY;kxr nqd Ogk;pa- ;jh rqbZ eksV;kMh <qadwu cxk;ph UgkbZ] ifjd ;Gayk iksVkpk fpeVk lksMoyk;- rok laP;kph lks; UgkbZ dGkya dh cjekaM mYVk;pa- cMs cMs vlwu dk; Og;\ dwuhch dsl ekstya UgkbZ rok- Egwu EgaR;kr] xksR;kph ykFk [kkoh ij fnl&;kph lkFk udks Egwu**

^eax xkbZ dk fodY;k ukgh\*

^^xks/ku xksjyksdkpa m?kMa /ku gk; iksjk] rs bdw UgkbZ- eksD;kyk iSdk ulyk r pkj xksjs lksMrk ;sra- R;k fcxj lxkbZ Ogr UgkbZ- ?kjkEgkasj pkj xkbZ ulY;kra d’kh OgbZy rqbZ lxkbZ\ dkbZ ulya rch pkj xkbZP;k fgerhoj dksuhch iksjxh nsR;kr- iSdk] uk;rj pkj xksjs fnÅu iksjxh vkuua ckck vki.kkr- xks/ku vlY;kfcxj iksjh UgkbZ ;sr ?kjkr-**

ik.;kP;k rhu [ksik djk;yk fnol dkukyk ;k;pk- [kkuafiua mjdwu ek.kla jkuHkj ikaxyks dh rkaMk mtkM Ogk;pk---!

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‘kkGsr tkrkuk okVaojP;k [kjckoj pkjikp >ksiMs- >qaMh rkaMk- ck Eg.krks] ^^;spa vkla gk; ckck- vknqxj vkiquyksd osrMwP;k cphZyk >qaMh cka/kk;ps- >qaMh Egath mukps ckjhd&ckjhd xksaMs- >qacjkxr >qcdk vlrq;k ykaclMd- dk[karY;k lqikjhP;k dksrGksykch vlap- R;sp >qaMhpk eBk >qcdk ck;k ekuayk ;uhlxV xqrR;kr- R;syk vkiqu vkVh EguR;ksr- r áks raM;kpk nsok] >aaqMh dacjayk pkaxY;k fnlR;kr Egwu >qaMhpk >qcdk cka/kk;pk dacjayk- yxhu Ogowu ?kjh vkyk rch lksYMk UgkbZ- pyk;P;k rkykoj >aqMh yVdyVd gkyk;ph- Egwu lkjs yksd ex R;syk dksapk nsok ra >aqMh okGks nsok Eguw ykxys- Egwu raM;kpa ukoch R;sp iYMa- dara raMk ra >qaMh raMk-** ^osrMw dacjayk dV;kj vu~ [kka|kyk cphZ dk ?ksrks ck\* ^^dk Egath\ R;spa vla gk;] iSya yxukr HkkaMu Ogk;pa- eax iksjxh ftrua ykxk;pa- xksj yksdkps gR;kj Egath dV;kj u~ cphZ] Egwu laxa U;kps- vkrk rla Ogr Ugk;] ij pky iYMh; dV;kjcphZ laxaq U;kph- eksdk iYMk r &gkoa laxa dkGa;Gayk Egqu- dksu ?kMh dk; lkaxkoa\ i;ya xM ftrU;kxr ck;dks ftrua ykxk;pa- Egqu r osrMw dacj dlwu tk;pk yxukyk- rhp jhr vtquch gk;-**

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nsok fu Fkkok lDds HkkÅ- ikp >ksiM;kpk uk;d nsok rj dkjHkkjh Fkkok- Fkkok pkfGlhpk i.k lkBhpk fnlk;pk- mUgkGk vlks dh ikolkGk] m?kM;kcac <sikGR;k nsgkyk ?kkekpa ik>j QqVysya vlk;pa- mUgkr rj /kkjk fuFkGrkuk pedk;P;k- dacjayk xqaMkGysya yDrj Eg.kts R;kpa /kksrj- MksD;kyk QkVdh eGdV mij.kh- dkukyk xPp yisVysyh vlk;ph- ika<jV fe’kk fu lqjdrysya rksaM- d’kkP;k vk/kkjkoj rks txr gksrk nso tk.ks---!

nksu rkacMs csjdh xksjs] gkdr jkgk;pk [kjckyk- R;kyk lxGs _rw lkj[ks- vkSr d/kh :dk;pk ukgh- lqxhr pkjikp Ikk;Y;kpk [kGk vkVksiwu pkyrk Ogk;pk rsyxk.;kyk- lkGhP;k lqxhlkBh-

lqxhP;k fnolkr lqxh vkVksiwu tsOgk lqxhyk tk;pk] rsOgk R;kP;k >ksiM;kr cqyan nxMh njoktk ykxk;pk- fcuk dqYikpk- xEerp Eg.kk dh- nxMkoj nxM jpwu dqywi can dsysyk njoktk- ckjk ik;Y;k lkGhph lqxh ?ksÅu ijryk dh] [kjckoj jkcrkuk fnlk;pk- fujk’kk fu ukjkth ts rs R;kykp ekfgr--- okoVGhus mMqu xsysY;k >ksiM;kojP;k OgD;kZpa nq%[k R;kyk d/kh tk.koysya fnlya ukgh-

vkeP;k ‘kkGsph rh okV- tkrkuk gkVdwu ^jkejke* djk;pks- rkacM;k tksMhpk dkljk vks<hr fopkjk;pk] ^dksuP;k raM;kps ja rqeh\* ^Hkkstk uk;dkP;k raM;kps-* rsOgk vkeP;k rkaM;kyk Hkkstk uk;dkpk rkaMk ra iqMP;k rkaM;kyk ?k.kk uk;dkpk rkaMk Eg.kk;ps- iwohZps xktysys gs uk;d- ^?k.kk Hkkstk-* ex Eg.kk;pk] ^vkLl Og; Og;- gk; ckck] dlyach lqdkG vlks dh nqdkG vlks] gkeh dqVach tkr UgkbZ raMk lksMwu vu~ ckdhps ekrj ?ksrys fVdkl QkoMs dh fuxys iksV ikslk;k rGs [kanr- Egwu rks yaxs Egath uaxs Egarks ckdhP;k raM;kbZyk- R;saph ,dsd xEer gk; ckck- EguR;kr dh] ^?kjes ugh vkVk dwRrsdk uke eksR;k-* vkrM;kr d.k Ugk; ij ijlkdMyk xMkoj p<.ka Ugoa ra dk;\ glU;kljda lena---

R;sph dRrk dk; lkaxq\ ;xnk ckck ;sr Ogrs- okVayk xksj yksdkps >ksiMs gkbZr ra cxwu tkoa Egwu ckck raM;kr fQjys--- tsek Qq<a iGr tkÅu raM;kr ckck ;sr gk;r Eguyk- ra nsok uk;dkph Egrkjh ;kMh dk; Eguyh EgkbZr gk;\ eUyh] ;soks dh tkoksjs ckck rqok Egkjkt- E;k ,d ikuh I;kpk R;syk eok yksVk |kph Ugk;- tseyk vkyk jkx] ij lcqjhu ?;kpa Egwu ne /kjyk- ckckth nwj gk;r ás Qkowu Eguyk] ^>ek ;kMh] rqok yksVk ?kklwu iqlwu fBoyk vlay Ugk;\ lksrkph >kjh lksMwu d;kyk ihy ckck rq;k fgjO;kdPp yksV;kr---\*

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rsOg<;kr ckckth vkys- ikp [kksikrwu ,dch xMh uOgrk- [kqjkM;kr dksacM;kP;k fiykxr jsypsy- dquh eqrY;kya ra dquh ?kku dsY;kyh- rsrp yksGr Ogrh- ek’;kappa Hk.kk.k pkyw Ogara---

fi<;kufi<;k ?kkuhr cjcVY;kyk ?kMhHkjkr ckck dk; cksyukj\ lkaP;kyk Hktukyk ;s;k lkaxwu ckck fuxys- ra Hkk;j ;sÅu >ek Mksdjh eUyh] ^Hktu ,sdk;k ;k Egurks; Og;\ dk; ,sdkoa x’;kpa\ fnlkpa fnd UgkbZ vu~ fuxyk nqfu;syk ‘khd |k;k- tksxMk dqVyk- ikuh I;kpk yksVk ijlkdMa usR;kr- dGra; dk; ásuyk\ tquh :<h lksMok;k fuxys- vkrk lkja d:u ckeu Ogukj gkoksr Og;---\ ekjokMh] dkseVh eqydkpa [kkr gk;r vku áks gkekyk lksMok;k fuxyk- dqVayk miVlqac gk dqukl Bko---\* cksyairqj ckck rkaaM;kckgsj vkYrs- tsek eUyk] >eyk ;kMh gkeh tkr gko- ij ;d lkaxR;ks] R;sP;k ijlkdMa us;kP;k yksV;kr ftoMh vlay froMh vDdy rqeP;k VkGD;kr gk; dk\ R;kbZpk yksVk fnlkrua rhu ;sGk ?kklR;kr- ij rqeh vkBfnlh ;Xnkrch ?kklrko dk\ tkons- oknk;k ;G Ugk;- iksjxa gkxya;- fuÅu Vkd mfdjM;koj! Vlsp vlR;ky dk vkfnekuo---\ vu~ >eyk ;kMh] vkrkrch ?kklwu [kkrihr tk--- drsyhP;k rkVyhyk iYMsyh Hkksda cqtork ;sr Ugk; vu~ Egua [kk;k rkVyh fnukj Ugk;- pkanhxr pedukjs rkV] rkacs lksMwu d;kyk bZy egkjkt rqeP;k HkksdkM rkVyhr tsok;k\ vknqxj rkaC;k ?kklk vku~ rkVyhph Hkksda cqtok- ex bZy ckck- rkaM;kr eluoVk d:u clR;kr] elutksxh dqVys!* vla [kMlkowu tsek vkyk-

lkatayk ij rkaM;kps ekula vkys- jkrhyk pDdkr Hktukpk vkdkMk teyk- ckckth vkY;kua lk&;kyk vkuan >kYrk- va/kkjkr mtsMkpa liu Vkdyk; ckckua- Ugk; ra ás fcns’kh fdrh ?kku :<hua cjcVys Ogrs- bZÜojckck Egath nsoekuql gk; ckck- ckckpa Hktu Egath pkcdkps QVdkjs gk;r- jaxkua dkGk] vaxkua Bsaxuk] dacjayk yqaxh] dikGk xa/k ykok;pk Ugk;- [kaftjhyk Fkki fnÅu xkÅ ykxyk ra xGk ,sdr clkoa ckckpk- R;spa i;ya xhn lq: >kya-

^^MqcxkbZ us.kqek uS;ks duS;ks MqcxkbZ us.kqek uS;ks

lkserkyk vaxa pkyk c.krh >qys >qyS;ks

f=dqV p<xks vax c<xks lkse ‘kCn HkqyS;ks

iMs idkjk okts uxkjk ;e/kje HkqyS;ks---**

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u;ukr uko cqMqu xsyh;- lksgeP;k rkykoj iq<a pkyk] izxrhpk >qyk >qyor- f=dqV vksykaMqu vkiY;kyk iq<a tk;pa vkgs- frFka lksgekr rUe; gksÅ- eyk iqdkj djk;ph vkgs- vlk uxkjk oktok;pk vkgs] T;kus lk{kkr ;e Lor%pa /keZ foljsy!

Ckckpa cksy.ka rUe; dj.kkja- ckckgh /kqan cuysys- ek.kla nax >kysyhp ,d peRdkj Ogra rs ckckthpa cksyua-

^csVh;k] dqaMh;k] lTtuks! Hktukrwu mins’k djua vu~ rqepa tx.ka lq/kkjua ás ekxua ekxwu vkyks;- iqjk lekt MksGs vlwu va/kGk] dku vlwu HkSjk] thHk vlwu eqdk ra cq/nh vlwu fujcq/n gk;- vkiwu yksdkpa ^js.kw vu~ [kk.kw* <ksjkok.kh- rh jgulgu lksMk;ph- ckigks] vkiukyk cnyk;pa;- ek.kql Ogk;pa;!

esjs ckck] dchj EguR;kr] ^vkneh gksuk eqLdhy Qhj lkn dkals gks;\* I;kjs ca/kw ;k ft.;kr ekuql Ogk;ykp cMs ijkdk”Bk Ikk;ts- rqekyk EgkbZr gk; áks ft.ka- nso] pky :<h vu~ jhr lkjk va/kG;kpk lksax- lsokoj J/nk- R;sP;k yMhoj rMh fdrh fnl nsukj\ lsok egku lk/kw >kys ij R;syk oGdykr dk\ [kkl iojkokys Ugk; oGdys ex rqepa dk;\ tkrkuk lsokua Eguya;]

^^lr~] n;k] /kje] fyurk ;s x.ksrh js.kq

lsok ykysua ‘kj.k tk.kw Hkolkxj rjtk.kw**

;k xqukua jkgky r pkSnk fi<hua ijr ;kp ?kjkr ;sbZu- Ugk; r iokj dqGhr tye f?kÅu lkr fi<hrp ;sbZu- rok dk; OgbZy- Eguya;]

^^dkBhua p< tk; can] ?kj?kj ukph; eqlGdan

HkkbZ cansek iMtk; Qan] iojk tk;j xksj ostk; can-**

dkBhyk /ktk p<ay] ?kjk?kjkr eqlGkpk ukp OgbZy] HkkbZcankr raVs Ogrhy] vu~ xksj lekt iojkxM tk;pa can OgbZy- lsokpa Hkkdhr gk;] xksjykdkpa rksaM >aMh>ksydMa fQ:u tkbZy- eh lsok Ugk; ij lsokpa dke djk;pa gk;- ckck jkrHkj :<hoj yksdkyk >kMhr Ogrs-

^vkrkirwj cdG HkdrHkksik OgÅi xsys] vtwd gk;r- yksdkayk yqckMwu iksV Hkj.kkjs pksj lk/kw] dk; lkaxkoa R;sapa\*

^^?kjnkj lksMwu ns’kkpa FkkV

lksMxks/kMh vaFk:u ekaMys [kkV

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iMiM ik;k fHkdkjMs p<ok HksV

vkuk lOok jfi;k] Ugk;ra ;hy ejhek;ph pisV**

vla Eguuk&;k HkDrkyk ekbZua iopoya dh UgkbZ FksV\ lsokua Eguya;] ^ Hkdr Hkksik Ogrhy Hkkjh] rok ?kj?kj ;sbZy lsokph Qsjh-* lsokHkk;k eh Ugk; ij Hkk;kua lkaxY;kyh lsok djk;ph gk;- tMcqMklxV áks HkksanqHkksikayk m[kMwu Qsdk;pa- gk;---

dk; vkiquyksdkpa ikld vu~ [kkuafiua- ,dsd pky Egath paMksy gk;- xkyaojpk pqMk fu ekuaojpk panksyk efgU;kr ;Xnk fuxyk dh] ck;kckiM;k Mksda /kqR;kr-

vkjlhpk ysik nsÅu dsysyk yaxk nksu nhl okGr UgkbZ ysikojY;k vkuhikoyhua- R;ks ysik Egath c¡Mt cura;- dkpGhyk rquysY;k fgdaojP;k fu csachojph xksy vkjlh Egath fHkarhoj VkaxY;kyk vk;uk- ekuaojpk panksyk Egath cSykph xksnh] ekF;koj lhax] fu vks<.khph >wy---! Ckckuq uanhcSykoj rch deh ckstk vlay ij catkj.k ck;k e.kke.kkpa vksta OgR;kr! Xhn gk; ftarwjP;k cqokpa]

^^dksbZ ugha ,slk] rqEgkjs tSlk] nqfu;kes gSoku]

nqfu;kes gSoku catkjk djlkMh ifj/kku---

QsVh;k] dkpGh] dls okdMh

Ekuo gksds gkMdh ilkjk!

dkap] doMh] eaqxk ykYMh

;g uonleudk ckstk lkjk

?kqxjh] Vksiyh] xqaMh pksVyk diMk jkrMh ?kku---

fdlus rqedks /keZ f’kdk;k\

taxyksds lSrku cuk;k!

rq>s ns[k xq: bZÜojckck

fnyes cus gSjku---

Egwu ra fpapksyhpk vkejlax uk;d lksexMP;k bpkjyk Ogrk] ^panksykua /kks;spks dkabZ\*

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[kjap ekuaojph vkVh tUekr /kqrk ;sr ukgh- mukP;k ckjhd&ckjhd >qaMhph cuoysyh vkVh- R;kl ukbZd panksyk lacks/kwu fg.korks-

lSrkuh ikslkd Ugoa ra dk;\ lk{kkr nsohykch lk;ya ulra- ekF;kpa taxy cuysya- e’kkxrp Ugk; r Åok pjukj Ugk; ra dk;\ dksi&;kirwj cY;kcksnyw Hkjys ra caMt cka/kY;kxr fnlR;ks gkr- dlk vu~ okdM;k ra ck;k cktkjkrwu oktor fQjR;kr eqjGhxr- ;sph ykt okVk; Qk;ts- dkpksGhph vkjlh pedr fQjrs ctkjkr- dquhch rksaM cxkoa R;sr- ;sph lje okVk; goa vkiukyk- Egwu cnyk;pa gk; vkiukyk-

vkVhykp m’kh djR;kr eák ;kMh- dk; djR;ky fcP;k&;k R;spk misx rch ?ksR;kr---* vkeP;k ?kjh m’kh ulk;ph- ekuaph vkVh m’khyk d:u >ksik;ph ukuh- gs vxnh [kja---

R;kbZpa nqd R;kbZys EgkbZr- R;sph rqekyk dk; [kcj\ dk; ?kksj\ lkja lksMwu lksGk gkrkph lkMh ?;k eák ;kMhuks nsoh Ogk- y{eh Ogk- thoyk va?kksG ?kkyk--- eukua] rukua lkstG Ogmu ekUlkr ;k---

Dk; rqeph leud] gksGh] nljk vu~ xksa/kG- iq&;k ftanxkuhpa xksa/kG Ogmu xsya;- nljk vkyk ra cksdMkpk tho ?ksrk vu~ nk: <kslwu uaxkukp djrk rkaM;kr- uDdy djhr ckck Eguys]

^^;k ;k uk;d dkjHkkjh lkjs ;k

NksVh >kyh FkqMh eðh ?;k

paXya paXya eky efn iM|kr U;k**

vku~ HkkbZj xksjxjhc <ksjkokuh vkrM;koj usj ekaMR;kr] [kGuhyk vkY;kokuh- jkdslkxr ft.ka---

frdMa Hkdrkyk uk;d EguR;ks] ^Hkdr ekek FkksMa ih- um fnolkP;k vkdM;kph y; Hkwd vlay- u ,sdrk Hkdr Hkyra <kslwu dqBa xsyh Egwu gkdkjrks ck;dksyk- bdMa [kk;kph /kwe pkyrs- jkrHkj fuiphr iMysyk Hkdr QkVhyk mBwu lkja [kkÅu Vkdys Egwu dikGkyk gkr ek:u gk; gk; djrks-

jxr vu~ u’kk d: udk ckck- u’ksua ekuql ftrsiuh ujd Hkksxrks- [kG;kaoj lkatk d: udk] cGh tk.kkjk cksdqM Egurks] ^[kaMhHkj osl] lky er iqjsl* [kaMhHkj OgÅuch lky xkBr UgkbZ-

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dk; rqeps nso] nsoh vu~ iwtk- Eglksck] EglkbZ] dlkbZ] vkljkbZ] psaMh] psaMdh] prqjflaxh] gGlk u~ ekGlk- dqBY;k tUekr Ogmu xsY;k irk Ugk;- R;syk cksdwM ek:u rqEgh pkjrk- nk: firkuk MksGs >kdwu ?ks.;kph uDdy djhr ckck Eguys-

^gkrsek dksph] eqaMsek fpfp] vkadh feph* ¼gkrkr okVh] rksaMkr cksVh] MksGs feÍh½ vkja rqEgh ekUla vkgkr- HkksGh ekUla- MGhMGh vu~ dGhoj /;ku- ekUla Ogk vla dk lkaxua ykxkoa- rqdM;kckck EguR;kr dh]

^^uxj clarh nsouke] ‘kgj clarh ekuok

Xzke clarh Hkwruke] taxy clarh nkuok**

Jkukryh ekUla nkuokxr Ugk; ra dk;\ vkiukyk ekuo Ogk;pa; ckckauks vkBjkixM tkrhr felGk;pa gk;- rwweph laldqjrh cnyk;ph gk;- Egwu áks lkja lksMk- fgaer /k:u QqMa ;k- rsyh] rkacksGh QqMa xsys- vkrkrch MksGs m?kMk- >ksi lksMk---

/kks/kks ikolkxr jkrHkj ckckpa Hktu dkslGr Ogra- ckck Egur Ogrs] ^jkrnu xks:ua fd;w] Hktusek Bkalks fn;w] fuan dksuh vkoa* jkrfnl xks:yk lkaxr jkghu Hktukr Bksls nsr- >ksi ;sukj Ugk;---

,sd.;kr nax >kY;kus ,sd.kk&;kaphgh >ksisph xaqxh ilkj >kysyh vlk;ph- ckjk ojhl c?kr Ogrks- fnlkyk ?kVdkHkj MksGs feVys dh] ckckpa cksyua lq: Ogk;pa- vu~ jkrhyk xkBhph dkBh gkrkr ?ksryh dh] ukpw ukpw Hktukpk HkfMekj djk;pk-

&&&&&&&&

Nksu fnlkua ekulkpk raMk c:cj f?kÅu ckck Qsjhyk fuxys rkaMksrkaM- lk&;kbZP;k gkrkr >aMh OgR;k HkxO;k- okVayk ykxya rok Qkst yksVY;kokuh okVr Ogra- EgksjP;k raM;kyk /kMdhp Hkjk;ph- yksd cnyk;k fuxysyh ckckph áks fnaMh Ogrh-

Ckck Meuhr clys Ogrs- >aMh f?kÅu E;k MeuhP;k cktwua pyr Ogrks- ckck vi:d okVr- ckckyk lksMwu &gkaoa okVk;pa Ugk;- tkaHkGhP;k raM;kyk pyyks Ogrks- rq;k vtqGpk raMk- vkMeqV eksxjs Egwu eukr H;k Ogra- v/;kZ okVaoj xsyks vlau ra ckck Meuh gqca djk;k ykowu toG cykoys- u Eguys]

^^oGdys dk csVk\**

FkqMk bpkj djr Eguyks] ^^gko ckiw**

^^dk; oGdykr csVk\** ckck Eguys-

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^^lsokHkk;k lkaxwu xsY;kya gk; ckiw** E;k-

^^dk; dk; lkax caVk\** ckck-

Ckck dku fnÅu ,sdr Ogrs- E;k Egurks-

^lsokHkk;k cpu dsxks lq.kyks xksjks okr

HkysHkys ek;kek QLlh;a vks dkj.k vkorkj---

rksGkjkesij cslu vk;q ns[kfytks lctu

dksuhdGa Hkxoku /kq.khokGks lsokyky**

^^lsok opu lkaxwu xsyk;- xksjyksdgh xks”V ,sdwu ?;k- HkysHkys ek;sr Qlrhy rok eh rksGkjkeoj clwu ;sbZu- R;kosGh lkjst.k cxwu ?;k- [kjks[kj /kq.khpk lsok vlay ij oG[kw ;sukj Ugk;-**

R;ks gk; ckiw- ij gkeh oG[kyko ckckth-

^^’kkCckl js csVk** Egwu ikB FkksiVwu Meuh gkdk;k lkaxys- pyrk pyrk bpkjys-

^iq<a dk; fnlR;kr csVk\**

eUyks] ^^R;s <ky gk; ckiwth] lsokua lkaxY;kyh-

dkGh fiGh <ky vk;a Hkkykf’kjksbZ gkr**

lk&;kbZP;k gkrkr MksD;kirwj vlY;kys Hkkys Hkxok >aMk QMdor gk;r- áks Hkkykf’kjksbZ eath lsokph <ky gk;- ij vkiwu T;s raM;kr gkouk ckiw R;ks raM;krys yksd y; vkMeqB gk;r- eOg Hktu vkoMys Ogrs ;xnk-**

^^dks.kra Hktu csVk rs\**

^^e&;kekjks uke nqfu;k Hkwytk;a**

^^ejhe;pa uko nqfu;k fol:u tkbZy-**

^^vla dk** Egwu ckck Eguys-

^lkaP;kyk Hktukyk mBrsosGh gsrq dj] rla e;k /;kukr fBorksp-**

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^jkrhyk ckck Hktukyk gqca &gk;ys- ekUla xPp teY;kys- ‘kaHkjfnM’ks >ksiM;kpk raMk- cqt:d Vd ykowu clY;kys- okyqHkdr dqBa vkMoy ;kpk e;k eukr Hkso- ckckph VokGh djukaj VksGdach clY;kya- lkjstu dlk Egkjkt gk; vkla Egwu cxr Ogrs- vkoMsy Ogrs R;ks Hktukuap ckckua lq: dsya- vkxhr rsy orY;kljda odr- ckckpa Hktu-

^^vkxe.k nslkrh nsowjh dkBh vk;a

ipe.k nslkrh xq:jks cuks vk;a

dkBh cukjks eykiks fo;a

xq: xq: djrs nu tk;a

e&;k ekjks uke nqfu;k Hkqy tk;a**

^^iwosZdMP;k ns’kkrwu nsohph dkBh ;sbZy- ifÜpesdMP;k ns’kkrwu xq:pa os”k ;sbZy- dkBhos”kkph HksV OgbZy- xq: xq: djr fnl tkrhy- ejekbZpa uko nqfu;k bl:u tkbZy-**

Ckckph djker ;sxGhp- ckckP;k ck.khr lkjs Ogkr Ogrs- HkMdukjs dls yhu Ogowu ,sdr Ogrs-

Ckkck Hktukr jaxys Ogrs- /kqan >kYrs- Eguys-

^^yk[ksjks y[kksVh fgjkjks njoktk

Ekjks xq: cslh; mph rdrsia

[kksy xks:jks irMks okpa ijokuk**

^yk[kkp nsÅG- fg&;kp njoktk- ek>k xq; maph rDrkoj cly- xksjyksdkpa irMks [kksywu ijokuk okpay-*

Xkksj ca/kwuh] ;G tkr gk;- fdrh nhl vkudh xkQhy &gkukj\ Ogra rs /ku xeowu clykr- tku vkrk eta rqta Egwu HkkaMr gkr- ;kuap lkja uk;ukV >kya;- [kksVs /kans lksMwu ekUlkpa /kje /kjk- n;k uhrhua okxk- [kksV;k dekZua ?kj cqMyk;- vkrkrch lq/kkjk-

jkrhnhl ?kke xkGrk- iksVkyk rqdMk dk feGauk\ dp&;kryk [kksiVkr tekuk xeoykr vkjsa fHkYy Qq<a xsys- rsyh racksGh dksGh lqnjys- rqeh dok lwnjukj\ eq<a gks]

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vkrkrch ,sdk- vDdy bÅ |k- txkr eq[kkZyk eku feGr UgkbZ ckckuks- R;kgwu taxyh lSrku Hkys---

pky dla lksMky rqeh\ ykypkoY;kyh thHkyh gk; uk- ikpiPphl xksGk Ogrk- bPpkj djrk Hkkd&;k cka/kwu dksP;k [koys dh fuxys ekGkyk- vku rhrj] eksj] gj.khpk tho ?ksrk- /;kuar fBok ,d u ,d fnl rqeP;k eyk.kkoj gjh.k fQjY;kfcxj Ugk; &gkukj---

lks dqdMhj ,d yqdMh Egwu frpkch tho ?ksrk& llk] ykoh] gksyhch lksMr Ugk;- dksYgk fnlyk r R;syk ch ekjrk- lnhZ tkra; uk R;sua- raM;kpk cksdk jkukr tkÅu cykoMk >kyk- R;syk lksMr Ugk;- fgaMwu dVkGysr OgGkrys [ksdMch iqjr Ugk;- Eg.krk lkaP;kyk dk<k OgbZy-

f>axk] eklGh] EgG;k] MksdG;k] ikywpki] ;sua lnhZ tkra; Egwu <o milrk fnlHkj- /kk fnl ?kjpk okl tkr Ugk;- bo<a d”V dkGhr djk- ckck lq[kkph dksj t:j nhy---

larki ;srks; rqeP;k okxU;kua- jkuekUla ;xGh dqVa cxw vknhekUlkps yPN.k lksMk-

dksuh EguR;kr] gkeh gkeP;k ckiwrhph obZokB dk lksMw\ UgkbZjs eq[kkZuks] eykch EgkbZr gk;- fdR;sdkps nkr iMys vu~ ‘ksaMh m[kMY;kyh gk; rs- ás xqukuap iksVkyk jksVh feGauk& EguR;kr] ckeu] ekjokMh] dkseVh [kr gk;r r gkeh dk udks\

rsr rwep [kkVhd gk;r ckck] rqekLuh dkiw dkiw [kkukjs eqaMh& eksMukjs rqeph eqaMh eksMwu iko’ksj cksVhr rs vkLrsj elkyk VkdR;kr- vku rqekyk ‘ksjHkj cksVhr NVkdHkj feGauk- fxÌMklkj[ka [kkrk- R;s dwVY;k xYyhr [kkÅu dqBY;k ukyhr QdR;kr dGauk ij rqqeh [kkfVd[kkuk djrk-----

dquh eq[kZ clwu bP;kj djR;kr- EguR;kr- vkiukr cMs cMs tks/kk >kYrs ij R;sua [kk;k fi;kpa Ugk; lksMoya- gk dqByk vkyk; miVlqaHk lkja lksMok;yk- ?kj uk nkj] xko uk xksr] oru uk okMh vku EguR;ks ekjh ;kMh NksMsj tquh :<h- cxk ásaph vDdy---

vkja vDdy vlay r lkja fnlr; ,sU;kr RokasM fnlY;kljda- ,sdukj ulky r Hkksx Hkksxwu v/kksxrhua tky- eta dk; fc?kMukj\ oaxG okVr vklya r ,sdw udk- ij ekxua iLroky- ckigks] HkDrh d:u áks lk&;k tkpkrwu eqDrh feGok- [kjk ljx brap gk;- esY;koj Ugk; fnlukj& xqokrY;k fdM;kouh txua áksp ujd gk;- vku Qqykljda thua ásp ljx gk;---

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dquh xk<o EguR;kr] [kk.kq fi.kw] ejtk.kw vxyh okrsjks dkabZ fopkj dj.kq\ ^[kkoa] I;koa] e:u tkoa iq<Y;k xks”Vhap dk; fopkj djkoa\* v’kk ikI;kpk Fkq=hoj Fkqdya Qk;ts- v’kkph bl:u laxr d: udk- deZghu eq[kZ ikikua Hkjysyk vlrks- v’kk cSykyk ukaxjkyk tqaiya Qk;ts- R;syk cSykpk cki <ksj letk- rks filkGY;k dq«;kph tkr vlr;] R;k xk<okilwu vkiwu vkiyh bTtr okpok;k- Qk;ts-

vkjs fdrh ojMkoa rqeP;k iq<a\ rch rqekyk ?kke QqVauk- >ksihrua mBk- nk:cksVhua vDdy xsyh] ?kj cqMkya- Hkhd ekxk;ph ;G vkyh- cq/nh dq«;kxr >kyh- lsokpa uke f?kmu ftokuka dke djk- lsok ‘kDrh nsbZy---

dqMdiV lksMk- erhua okxk- cankps cksy >qV ekuq udk- jkrnhl rGeGrks;- rqeP;k drkZ- vkrk HkÍhyk NqÍh |k- nk:okY;kpk fuokMk >kyk;- rqdM;kr Egkx Ogowu v/kksxrhua tkr gk;r- cxk R;sap laolkj ?kkalkP;k Vi&;kr manzk rMQMR;kr rch rqdMk feGauk- vkjikj HkksdkM cxk---

HkÍh xkGrk- pkj nhl ekst djrk- cki vkidkjh vkykra ekjr>ksMr dpsjhyk usrks- eax frryh ekSt---

MksLD;koj uGh] Hkcjh] fiis f?kmu fnaMh fuxyh dh ekxa ck;dks djks/k d: d: jMr;] lk;c lk;c Egwu ojMr;] fpY;kfiY;kph Qftrh Ogr;a- vku nqfu;k gqch &gkowu rek’kk cxr;- >kya R;s >kya vkrk rch ,sdk---

fdrh vkjksGh fnÅ\ lsok lkaxysr] HkÍhokY;kP;k ?kjkyk rÍh ykou-

^^Hkax ekaxs HkqxMk] xkaT;k ekaxa ?kh-

nk: ekaxa tqrh;k] [kq’kh iMarks ih**

Hkax QqVkus ekxra] xkatk ?kh ekxr; vku~ nk: tksMk- [kk;ps gk;r dk rqekLuh [ksVj---\

ikih pkaMkGkauk egh xks”V dk; dG.kkj\ fnidkojh irax >si ?ksr;a R;syk FkqaMsp dGra; xjef’krG\ rla nq”V ejk;yk e:u tkrhy ij R;syk ets cksy dGukj Ugk;- ekth d:.kk eh Hkkdrks;---

rqeh HkSjs vlky r txrk: t:j ,sday---

vkjs MksGs m?kMk- ykphyckMh lksMk- ‘kqHk?kMhpk ykHk ?;k- Hkya Ogk;ph ;G gk;--- iSya ikuh I;k;yk yksd >kjh nsr uOgrs- oatGhr firkfirk tye xsyk rwepk- vkrk ysdjkckGkyk rch f’kD’kku f’kdok- ;G xsY;kua iLrkow udk-

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vksBkr ijse vku iksVkr diV fBow udk- X;ku ?;ku dGr ular r QqdV rksaMkph nqx±/kh lksMw udk- yksHkh] ykyph] Bx] ijL=hyaiV] nq”Vnqjkpkjh vklk ik[kaMh jkrnhl ek>h fuank djr vkly r d: |k- dzqj] dqVhy] [ky] dqerh] ghu] fu’kkpkjh] veaxyok.kh vk’kk ikihyk ujdkph fu’kk.kh t:j feGay--- var%dj.kkr ve`rok.kh /kq.kh /kx/kxw |k- clhdj.k ea= ybZ ‘kDrh’kkyh gk; nq”Vkyk fodkjh r lq”Vkyk <ky Ogr;- uke ryokj r] /kje] ‘khy] larks”k] {kek gh <ky gk;] dBksj ok.kh tik- lR; eats ri] >qaV eats iki- dqerh lksMwu lqerh /kjk- dfy;qxkr usdh vu~ cfnpk >xMk Ogukaj gk;--- gkrkryk lksBk nk[kor ckck Eguys-

gkrkr nsohpk lksBk gk;- lR;kua okxk-

dyh;qxes dyadh gwa] gkr [kIij ysds fQjrh gwa

ekus rks lax pkyw] u ekus nq”Vdk laaOgkj da:-

,d peRdkj ?kMyk Ogrk- lkjs bjksnh ij ckckP;k ik;koj yksVkax.k ?kkyr Ogrs---

Š-

vkEgh iksja lq/kkj.ksP;k y<;kr ok<r ok<r ckckthaP;k ‘kCn lqlaLdkjkr ?kMr gksrks- R;kappa lkax.ka fu tx.ka ‘kkGspk txkr dqBap u fnlY;ku vk’p;Z okVk;pa!

rla tekrhr ljGljG nksu xV iMysys- ijaijkoknh iksgjknsohpk ,d] rj lq/kkj.kkoknh lar bZ’ojckckapk nqljk xV] ,d :<hfiz;] tquh ofgokV t’khP;k r’kh tx.kkjk rj nql&;kau lq/kkj.ksp j.kkf’kax Qqdysya lxG;k tqU;k pkyhapk uk;ukV d:u lektkyk O;lueqDr cufo.kkjk- va/kJ/nkauk /kDds nsr yek.kh isgjko lksMk;yk ykowu lkMh uslo.kkjk fu ck;kauk [k&;k vFkkZus catkj.k dj.kkjk- iwohZ yek.kh lkt p<o.kkjh L=h vkad<kdkP;k yXukr lkMh uslwup ewlGkHkksorh Qsjk fQjk;ph---

gs lk&;kauk ekfgr vlwugh lekt gs Lohdkjk;yk /ktr uOgrk- ;klkBh fdrh rV iMys] fdrh iaxrh can >kY;k] fdR;sdkaps Mksds QqVys] ysdhckGhauk fdrh l.k fu rsokj lqVys- fdrh yXuizlaxkauk eqdkos ykxys] ;kpk fg’kksc ukgh--- lektkr lrr nhM ri la?k”kZ pkyw gksrk- vkrk R;kauk ljG ukoa iMyh gksrh- lkMhokG vkf.k pksVykokG- rkaMk uqlrk /kqelr jkgk;pk- ;kr ck lq/kkj.kkoknh pGoGhr lkehy

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gksÅu ckckthekxa fgaMr gksrk] rj vtwG o”kkZu ekoyhpk xksa/kG ?kky.;kr e’kxqy gksrk- rsOgk vkeP;k >ksiM;kr xkykojP;k xksaM;kpa xksa/kG ektysya-

;kMh vtwGh xsyh dh] vtqGps ;kMhP;k xkykoj xksaMs p<ok;ps- ?kjh vkyh dh ck xksaMs vrjowu ;kMhyk lkMh uslok;pk- jkruk fnol ;kMh jMr jkgk;ph- ;kr [kkU;kph ekjkekj] rjh ckua iksVkph] ?kjkph fpark u djrk ckckekxa fQjk;pk QsVk cka/kyk gksrk- ?kjkr ckgsj uqlra HkkaM.k pkyw gksra- ,dk dkG;kdqÍ egkxkFksyk lkFk Bjysyh gh vLoLFk tx.;kph dFkk---

ck >ksiM;koj--- [kkywu OgdkZ ruhl nsr gksrks- >ksiMa f’ko.k pkyw gksra- [kjpVysyk psgjk c?kwu fopkjY;kau ck cksyrks] ^^vk; gk; ckck rh- dksuh nsoh ra dksuh ekrk Eg.kR;kr R;syk- y; tksj >kyrh- ejrk ejrk okpyko- ;fMdaMkG yksd] ?kkuhr fBÅu tksj d:u Vkdys- nks”k nsohyk nsR;kr- dk; djay fcpkjh nsoh---\**

dgk.khp lkaxw ykxyk] ^iq&;k vaxkoj noh meVyh- xks/kMhoj iMwu Ogrks- fyackP;k <kGar- efgukHkj ekUla ik;kiklwu gYyh ukghr- nk: <kslwu jkrHkj FkkGk oktor nsohpa xquxku djr jkgk;ps-

^^FkaMs ?kfM;kjks ik.kh jsMna

fNne Nkne nk.kk Qsdna**

vla dk;rch Eguk;ps- vkrk gsrq Ugk; ij vklap Eg.kk;ps- Egath FkaM ?kkxjhpa ikuh Vkdk- Eg.kts nsoh nwjnwj nk.ks Qsdrs- rjkl nsÅ Ugk; vu~ rksaM Hkslwj OgÅ uk; Egwu nsohyk Hkkdk;ps- vla fdrhch Hkkdwu dk; Og;\ rok yksd Eguk;ps- xk;hpa eqr ?kjkr fBok- vaFk:.kkyk fyackpa <kG] tkxk >kMk;ph UgkbZ] lk:ch Ugk;- ika?k:u /kqok;pa Ugk;] vla djua nsohyk pyr Ugk;- dsY;k.ka nksl djra; noh vu~ rla okxk;ps---

ikolkikU;kps nhl- ?kku okl--- Hk.k.kk ekL;k mMr- nsoh tksj Ogukj Ugk; ra dk; djay\ mcM;k [kksczhps yksd Eguk;ps] ^tkMk yaxk vku dkpikoY;kpk dkpksG;k xksB;koj okGr ?kkyk- R;s cxwu nsoh rkaM;kr ;sr UgkbZ- Mkslda nqdra; Egua R;sua nsohpa- vkyh rch nq:u tkrh; Egua- vku nsohyk [kwl djk;k cksdwM dkik;ps- ;sMspksV Ugoa ra dk;\ jxrkph /kkj fnÅu ikj Ogk;k ?kku djk;ps- ?kku d: d: ejk;ps- nsohP;k ukokua cdjs [kkÅ [kkÅ ejr Ogrs- rok gkxwu /kksaM;kua <qaxu iqlk;ps- <aaqxu /kqua nsohyk pyr UgkbZ Eguk;ps- dnh bÅu lkaxya vklay nsohua ásuyk] vla &gk u~ rla &gk- ?kjkpk okl?kku mdaMk d:u &gk Eguya vlau dk nsohu\ y;h okaMkG Ogrs

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ckck- áks pkyhua r ?kjkps ?kj [kiys- elukrua ijrys r [kka|kyk fnljk r;kj vklk;pk Egua--- dk; xqu lkaxk;pa--- ekrjkxe.kh yksd---

vkrk FkqMa lqnjr gk;r] Ugk; rj vxqnj ld:ck viuk?kjh [kk;pk UgkbZ- rqGl ykoY;kua ex [kk;pk- ^dksu ld: ckck\* fopkjrks- ^dqnG;kP;k ekGkoj nsÅG cka/kya;- rqdk ckokpk f’k”;k Ogrk- xksj tkrhpk- yXu dj EguY;kua Ugk; dsyk- R;spk eksBk HkkÅ esyk rok R;sP;k ck;dksyk rq;k ukokua ?kqxjh ?kky Egwu ykxys yksd- Egqu ?kj lksMwu iGkyk xko lektkr- R;ks Eg.kk;pk] ^nso dk; nxMkr gk; Og;\ nsohph rhu fBdkua gk;r- iSya fBdku àn; deGh] fnlja fBdk.k rqGlhtoGh] frlja fBdku larkP;k esGh] ld: ckck rok ybZ lkaxk;pk- ij dquh ,sdk;pk UgkbZ- ;ksxh ckck vkyk rok dqBa xksjyksd FkqMa uknkyk ykxya- Ugk;r /kksaM;kxr iMyk Ogrk-

tqU;k pkyhps yksd ybZ dksYáko.kh lqVys- tho QkMw QkMw [kkYys- rqok vtqGP;kua vu~ áks xktw uk;dkua ra ybZ xkatya- ekstyks Ugk;- >Vds [kkÅ [kkÅ xpdys- R;sapk ybZ bR;kl gk; ckck-

ygku Ogrkl rokph xksV- uO;kua ;ksxh ckck ;sr Ogrs rok raM;kr- Hktukrua nk: cksVh lksMk;pk mins’k djk;ps- tquk is&gko dk<k;yk lkaxk;pk- rkaMksrkaM fQjyko rok ckcklax- iSY;kank is&gko cnyk;k /ktyks raM;kr] ra uk;d gkekyk <sfM;k] <kfy;k Egwu ykxyk-

áks uk;d Egath bykD;kr cMk ekuql- nqqjnqj ulkc djk;k tk;pk- R;ks rq;k ;kMhpk ekek Egwu rq;k vtqGps R;sapa ,sdk;ps-

áks is&gkokua y; HkkaMyks gkeh- Hkk;j yksdkcjkscj ra ?kjkr gkepa- ?kjkr Hkk;j uqlra HkkaMu- rq;k vtqGP;kau yqxMa QkMqQkMq fdrh ;sGk vks<.kh ?kkxjk dsysr- dqukP;k ckyk Hkhyks Ugk;- ckckpa cG Ogra vaxkr pqjlhyk iYMks Ogrks-

EguR;kr dh=] ^jkaM dh vDdy--- ds fiNks-* Eguya rla ,sdrkr- rh rch dk; dj.kkj\ bo<a OgÅuch lalkj fBdkukyk fBoyks- Ugk;ra ykxys Ogrs e;k ekxa vkX;keOgG OgÅu- E;kch pkaxya >cdk nkoyks- ckckP;k cksykau xkHkMwu xsY;kys cjsp gk;r ckck] ra R;spa dk;\ R;sara lkoyhrch ;k;yk r;kj Ugors-

;Xnk rqok ekek vkYrk cyok;yk- f?kÅu xsya- v/;kZ okVaoj tkÅu >qMikrua is&gko dkYMa vu~ Eguyk Egua] ^áks is&gko yso- Ugk; ra bÅ udks-* ;srkuk fgderhua yiowu vkyrk >qMikr- ukfoykt OgÅu ysmu xsyh ekgsjh- eax R;saph rso<hp Qq’kkjdh- ^c?kk] iksjhyk is&gko uslowup vk.kyko dh Ugk;\*

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vla ekfgr >kY;kua xsyksp Ugk; cyok;yk- Hkkdj rqdM;kpk rjkl Ogm ykxyk- vu~ yksdkpa nsuach Ogra- rok eqlkj &gk;yks- rq;k ;kMhpa u~ rqoa pkyY;kya NG cksyr Ogrs yksd--- rq;k rksaMkr cqacyk Egwu okGyh eklGh Hkktq Hkktq tcjhua dksacr Ogrs Egua- rq;k ;kMhyk ch tcjhua [kk;k ?kkyr Ogrs Egua--- lkja dGr Ogra-

rhu efgus >kYrs- ukukua lkaxwu /kkMya f?kÅu tk Egwu xsyk- ra lkaxys ^is&gko dk<k;pa Ugk;-* eUyks] ?kjh xsY;kua dk<k;fcx &gk;pk Ugk;- rok rqok ukuk HkMdyk- eUyk] ^tk lkBhps lOOkk’ks Ogrhy] dk<wu [kk lkodkjh- /kkMr Ugk;] tk-*

eGko cloyk Ogrk- &gkoya Ugk;- lk&;k ekUlkr lkaxrks- cMs cMs uk;dMk Ogrs-

^,sdk] ,d xksV gk;-* ckcklaxa cjap cksyk;k f’kdyks Ogrks- cksyrks] <okP;k dkBayk Hkyk Hkkjh /kksaMk Ogrk- <okr ioukjsa iksja QqVy;kya nq/kxa dkBayk Qsdrkr- R;k fc;kph ;sy >kyh- R;k ;syhpk /kksaM;kyk foG[kk iYMk- /kksaM;kyk rh ;sy xqryh Ogrh- R;k ;syhyk ybZeBs nq/kxs vkys- eax okGys nq/kxs osyhyk yVdys- oGokP;k ikolkua OgGkyk iwj vkyk- OgG myFkwu Ogkm ykxyk- vu~ dk; peRdkj >kyk- Hkyk eksBk /kksaMk vyxn Ogkr xsyk- R;k OgkR;k /kksaM;kyk dkVaojP;k [kM;kua bpkjyk Egua]

^^D;qjs ijcr rqe gyds cáks]

D;qa ykxks rksu dhM\

fdl ots pkyks rwa xaxkrhj\**

rok eksB;k /kksaM;kua mRRkj fnya Egua]

^^ughjs ijcr eS ugh gydks cáks-

ugh ykxks eu fdM

vaxua rojax yxh

bl ots pkyks e xaxkrhj**

eUyks rq;k ukukyk] ^rweh raM;kps ekudjh iq<kjh gkr- otunkj gkr- ij Hkorkyh rojax ykxY;kua /kksaM;kxr tk;k ykxykr-* rq;k ukukpk ikjk eLrdkyk fHkMyk- xM;kyk gqjcMwa ekxowu ^cka/kkja ;syk* gwdwe dsyk- E;k eUyks] cka/kk] dk; gjdr Ugk;] ij /;kukr fBok] dqPN dj.kh dqN djker] djedh js[k vu~ gksrk gksrk ns[k* lkjs dku Vodk:u Qk;k ykxys- rqok ukuk] ^ eyk Ogrk Ogrk ns[k* Eguyk Egwu ybZ dkaxkbZ dsyrk- xnkjksG >kyrk-

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dk; lkaxw ckck] ‘ksu dk<wu jhu QsMyko- jkst bÅu clw ykyk dokMhyk- R;kpa nsua R;ks Qsd Egur Ogrk- bra ra dikGk ykok;k cank udks- &gk;yk eqlkj---

oknk >kYrk ?kqxjhVksiyhps ik;krys dMs djk;ps- vaxkoj luax f?kÅu |k;pa--- eax ikBhys- rqbZ iath esyh rok nks?kach xsyrks- rqbZ ;kMh frap &gk;yh- E;k ?kjh vkyks- rsjohyk cykoys Ugk;- E;kp eukua ,dnhl vnqxj ?kjkEgksja tkoa Egwu xsyks- R;sphch xaer gk;---

gkrkr ,d ‘ksjh f?kÅu tkr Ogrks- okVar Vksik HksVyk- eUyk] ^dqBa pYYkkl\* lkjh gdhdr lkaxY;kua eUyk] ^vkja vkla gk; ra eax ,d ‘ksjh f?kÅu tkÅ udks] idMwu nsR;ky iksfyl ykowu- vla dj rs bZd vu~ R;sph lk[kjirh f?kÅu tk-* vk;fM;k dGyh] rlap dsyks- vaxukr xsY;kc:cj rqok ukuk eUyk] ^dquhdMa vkYrko\*

&gkoya Ugk;] cksyyks] ^Egrkjh esyh dk Ugk;\ Egwu vkaxu rqMok;k vkyko\* vu~ Nk djk;k ykoyks- >kY;kua fuxr Eguyks- ^tkrks; vkrk] dke >kya-* ra rqok ukuk cksyyk ^;s;k udks Ogra- vkyko ra &gk vu~ m|kyk rsjoh >kY;kua nks?kach tk- eykch rso<ap Qk;ts Ogra- &gk;yks-

jkrhyk pksdMP;k fnaM;k vkY;k- Hktukpa nunu dk&;kdje pyyk Ogrk- etach Hktu >kYra FkqMa ;G- bjksnh eaMGh ybZ Ogrh-

fnl&;k fnlh iaxr clyh- iaxrhr xktw uk;d clysyk- uk;d Egats rq;k ukuhpk lDdk HkkÅ- R;sphp lkjh [kouh- eT;kdMa cxwu rq;k ukukyk eUyk] ^yqxM;kps tekbZ fnlR;kr- udks euY;k[ksih cykoykr dk\* rqok ukuk cksyyk] ^cykoyks Ugk;] vkiugwu vkyk;-* rok uk;d eUyk- vkyk ra vkyk] ;;k udks Ogra- ij R;syk vkrk iaxrhr fQ: fnÅ udk- vu~ yqxM;kP;k iksjhyk ?kjkHkk;j bÅ |kpa Ugk;- Ugk; ra iaxr Ogukj Ugk;-* vtqGh R;sph ybZ /kkd Ogrh- R;ks euY;kljad okxk;ps lkjs- ,sdwu dksB;kr ?kqlyks- Hkkrkph nqjMh gkrkr f?kÅu fQjok;k fuxyks- fro<;kr rqok ukuk iGr vkyk- gkr /kjr euyk] ^cl xqekua] Ugk; ra iaxr lksMwu tkR;ky lkjs- dksu fQjo eUr;a rqyk\* vu~ rlap /k:u o<r ?kjkr Ugsyk-

E;kch eqGkojp mByks Ogrks- eUyks] ^ clk; dk; dqukP;k ckP;k rkcsnkjhpk Ugk;- lxk’ks.k gko- fQjorks] Ugk;ra enh fQjrks] xsyks iaxrhr vu~ fnyks Bksdwu ckckthpa lyksd-

^udyh HkDrh ?k.ks djxs] ?k.ks orkxs >ksd- drh iRrks Nsuh cank] pysxs Hkqnzk pksj*

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Xkktw uk;d [koGwu mByk- eUyk] ^gekyk HkqÍk pksj eUrks;- Ugk; [kkr iaxr gkeh- iGkyk HkwjZ le|k ekUlkyk f?kÅu- rq;k ukukps fnl&;k raM;kps tkrHkkbZ mBys- fpdkGps- eUys] ^Hkj iaxrhr tekbZpk gkr /k:u voeku dsyk lkjh ekUl ljdh yqxMa usly;a Egqu dk; >kya] R;spa tkc ?ksrY;kfcxj Ugk; tkukj- iaxr >kY;kua eGko clay- ásp tkc nsua ykxay\* eyk vk/kkj xolyk- vtwu ,d tksjkr Bkdwu fnyks-

^diVhds eu diV cls]

yksHkhds eu /ku

vku lk/kqds eu uke---

xkaMw HkMos Hkkx pys]

‘kqjds laxzke!*

>ksiMa f’kowu >kYra- mUgkG;krY;k okoVhua OgdkZ ruhl mMw UgkbZ Egwu ;Vu p<oyks- ck [kkyh mrjyk- gkrik; /kqÅu Hkkdjhoj clyks---

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rqdMk [kkÅu rjV;koj clyks gksrks- oj pkan.;k pedr gksR;k] ck xktw uk;dkph xks”V lkaxr gksrk- ^^Egath ckckpk dÍj bjksnh- rok R;sph ybZ nkaMxkbZ Ogrh- Hkorkyps rkaMs R;syk Fkj dkir Ogrs- ;Xnk R;syk cykÅu ckck eUys] ^xktw uk;d] rq;k jkatukpa ikuh iktf’ky\***

uk;d ybZ eokyh- eUyk] ^t:j fuÅ Egjkt- ij FkqMh dlqVh f?kÅ |k-* ckck eUys] ^cjkscj gk;- vnqxj ijdwu ?ks- eax ijse dj- fijrh >kY;kfcxj ijfprh Ugk; ;sr-*

uk;dkpk isp ;sxGkp- ek?kkjh Eguk;pk] ^NVkdHkj ekuwl--- ikuh ikto Egurks;- vls fdrhd tksxMs bÅu xsysr-*

vlsp ;Xnk ckck vkYrs- xktwyk cykoys- xktw lkaxwu /kkMyk] ^E;k frra ;sr UgkbZ- [kjckP;k raM;kr ;hu- rqehp frra ;k-*

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frFka xsysu dk; ckck laxa >qaM f?kÅu- ckck fuxys dh] gkeh dqBach R;saP;k laxa tk;k pMs [kMs Ogk;pks- ckckyk tho vkokGwu Vkdya Ogra--- xktw vkY;kua R;syk eUya] ^xktw uk;d ,d ra eta ,sd- e;k cksykr py- rqok ftY;koj >aMk QMdy- rkMksrkaM fQjk;k eT;kdMwu Meuh nsrks--- e;k erkijekua ulya pyk;pa ra xi clw udks- fQ&;knh tk;-*

rlk xktw dMkMyk] ^lkjs e;kdMa fQ&;knh ;sR;kr- E;k dqukdMa tkÅ\ fQ&;knh- fQ&;knh tk;k lkaxR;ks eyk\* ck eUys] ^ gag a fQ&;knh tk- rq;kirwj eBs vlR;ky R;kaP;kdMa tk- rqbZegh áks VDdj gk;- pDdj [kklhy Egwu vnqxj fQ&;knh tk- rw T;yk eUrksl] lkjs xksj T;syk ekuR;kr R;k eBokY;kdMa egh fQ&;kn f?kÅu tk- vu~ lkax] lkax] áks tksxMk gkeP;koj vR;kpkj djrks;- lkax- lkjk tquk is&gko dk<k;yk ykowu gkeP;k dMwu ck;kauk dksjh cuorks;- lkax] gkekyk [kkus fius lksMorks;- rksiku f?kÅu tk rksiku- vku e;k ukokph cksac Bksd- xktrk xktw gk;l] ij rq;kua y<.ka Ogr UgkbZ- e;k /kLdhua rqyk jkrkanG >kya;- fnlkanGa OgÅu vkrk fnlkch BspkGr tk’khy- tk bFkwu] rq;koj lksueklh Hkoyh Egwu letwu ?ks---** vu~ rokiklwu xktw uk;d filkGY;k dq«;kxr >kyk- fVG;kr foxu vk.kw ykxyk- ckckthaP;k HkDrkauk iaxrhrwu mBow ykxyk- ckckapkch xV >kyk- ckckth lO;kZyk VDdj |k;k lkaxr Ogrs- áks uk;dkpa MksG;kns[kr dk; Ogra; R;s Qkr &gk Eguk;ps- ^l|kyk FkqMh nkaMxkbZ gk;] ij ásyk iGow iGow ykoR;ky yksd---* ckckap rs cksy.ka rarksrar- [kj Bjya- fdR;sd yXuizlaxkrwu xktwyk iGrk HkqbZ FkksMh >kyh---

^ybZ Hksxh Mxexyk-*

Ckkckth lkaxr Ogrs] ^csVk fgaer vlw |k- fgEers enkZ rks enrs [kqnk- fgEer frFka xEer- iksVkyk fpdVY;kua fiYyw f?kÅu okujh ;k >kMkÅu R;k >kMkoj Nykax ekjrh;k- ij fiyw iMr UgkbZ- rla rqeh eyk xPp /kjk- fpDVk eák iksVkyk- eyk tqU;k >kMkÅu uO;k >kMkoj Nykax ekjk;ph gk;- ts xPp /kjukj UgkbZr R;s vknGwu tkrhy---

csVk] ?kqyj jpa] ?kqyj&?kqyj! macj- xktw R;k macjkryk fdMk gk;- macjkrY;k fdM;kyk ckgsjph gok lkslkor Ugk;h- ?kqyj QksMrkp nqfu;sP;k mtsMkua e:u iMra! Rlk xktw macjkryk fdMk gk;!

^dkbZ fnlkua ckck vkYrs raM;kr- xktw ;sr UgkbZ R;ks EgkbZr Ograp- R;syk R;saP;k raM;krY;k iq&;k ekUlkyk f?kÅu tqU;k ik.;koj cykoya] ckck EgjktkP;k nsoGkr- xktw vkyk] rj ,dVkp- OgjaM;kr bdMafrdMa pkiGr Ogrk- ckck Eguys]

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^vkja xktw uk;dkyk fnlk fnlauk- R;spa gkr /k:u vkuk--- vu~ clok R;k ikVkoj-*

Xktw uk;d dqBa gk; ikV Egwu bdMafrdMa c?kk;yk- ex ckckua R;syk gkr /k:u clk;k ykoya-

Ckkckua lkaxY;kxr xktwyk fnlkanGa >kYra- ckck Eguys] ^dk; xktw uk;d] rqyk dk; lkaxwu /kkMyks Ogrks- vu~ ,dVkp vkykl\*

Xktw cksyrks ^eryc ?;k;k vkyks-*

^vktwd eryc ?ks.;krp gk;l- ?ksrykp UgkbZl vtwd eryc---\ dGya rqta eyk-* ckck xtZwu cksyr Ogrs- vnqxj rq;koj lksueklh Hkoy euyks Ogrks] ij vkrk rq;kekxa vkX;keOgGkP;k ykxY;k Egwu letwu ?ks-* xktw uk;d mBwu pkyrk >kyk- ckck cksyys] ^vkja tk- okdM;k ekusua dk; c?krks\ ilO;kijekua ej’khy ok&;kua] dGyhp rqbZ /keky-*

Xkktw uk;d dq«;kxr ekxa fQ:u c?kr Ogrk- uhV xsyk frrwu vkiY;k raM;kyk- raM;kpk uk;d lkaxjke R;spk Hkkodhryk- R;syk QksMya vu~ R;sP;k iksjkyk tkpk;yk- R;sP;k toG tkm udk- Hktu ,sdq udk Eguw ykxyk- lkaxjke [kkm fim ykxyk- tquk fjokt lq: dsyk- leud] vksjhcdjh] nljko] xksa/kG] xksB lkatk iqjh :<h iSY;kijekua lq: dsyk---

gs lkja EgkbZr >kY;kua ckck vkys- R;sP;k ?kjkEgksja Bku ekaMys- xq:earj ns.;k vnqxj lkaxr Ogrs] rw earj f?kÅ udks Egwu- rqyk Ogukj Ugk;- vkrk HkjLV >kY;kua ckck Eguys] ^xq: djrk xksM okVs] lk/ku djrk vcd QkVs*

lkaxuk;d gGwp xktwP;k rkaM;kyk fu?kwu xsyk- ckua lkaxua /kkMya] lkaxuk;d vkY;kfcxj brwu gkyukj UgkbZ-*

bo<ap dk;] ckck yxhyk mBr Ugors dh rksaMkr ikuhch ?ksr Ugors--- fnl&;k nhlh lkaxuk;d gkrkr dkBh f?kÅu vkyk- HkwbZoj vkiVr Eguyk] ^dk vkykl eák ?kjyk\ dksu cykoyk rwyk bra\*

ckck ‘kkar cksyys] ^psyk OgÅu vla cksyrksl\ cksYykl Egwu lkaxua ykxra;- dk vkyks lkaxw\ rqok vax.kks rqMok;k vkyks vax.kks] rw esykl Egwu-*

ckckpa dikG rMrMr Ogra- ckck Eguys] ^eq< ekUlk] ;Xnk psyk cuY;kua xq:yk cyokoa ykxr UgkbZ- dokch ;hu vla lkaxyks Ogrks- gsch lkaxyks Ogrks] rhu

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;sGk ;hu- ;Xnk xq:earj nsrkuk] fnl&;kank fc?kMY;kua vu~ frl&;kank ladVkr fcucykork ;hu Eguyks Ogrks- /;kukar gk; dk\*

^lrxq: ukFk] idMks gkr] ek;k ekbZrh ys pkyks-* ek;srqu f?kÅu tkukj- ew<k fc?kMwu xsykl Egqu gkr /kjk;k vkyks- HkolkxjkP;k xg&;k uanhr Mqcyk;l Egwu gkr /k:u [kspwu rhjkyk vk.k;k vkyks-*

Lkkaxuk;d fpjMhyk bÅu cksyrks] ^UgbZ] etk gkr /kjk;pk- UgbZ- rq;k cksykr pyukjch UgbZ-*

vku fQj;knh tkrks Egwu xkokdMa iGkyk- vkyk ekydkyk f?kÅu- ekyd ?kksMhoj clwu vkyk- gfdxr ,adwu ekyd Eguys] ^xq:yk eT;k vaxukr dk vkyk vla Eguk;pk gkd UgkbZ- ckck lkaxR;sr rs cjkscj gk;-*

,sdwu lkaxjke Eg.krks] ^uk;h ekyd] gkekyk tquh :<h lksMk;ph uk;h-*

fpjMhyk bÅu ekyd Eguys] ^twuh pky lksMw udk- ekGkr nk: xkGk] raM;kr vk.kwu I;k] ‘ksjMa u~ esa<;k pks:u [kk] uaxkukp djk- pks&;k u~ ekjkek&;k djk] xko yqVk- okVsy rs djk] dksu lkax.kkj rqekLuh\*

ykyth lkaxjkeP;k ekxa ekxa jh o<r Ogrk- ckck fpMys- gkM gkM Egwu gkdYys ykythyk- vu~ Eguys] lkaxuk;d rqoa ekxua eatwj gk;- rqt [kkuafiua pkyw ns- rq;k ,dk xkykr cksVh vu~ ,dk xkykr jksVh &gkbZy- tk lkaxuk;d [kk- iko’ksjph jksVh vu~ rhu iko’ksj cksVh feGay rqyk- dq«;klkjda [kk- <ksijkdMwu vks<w vks<w [kk- ‘ksIVhlxV [kkÅu Vkd- [kkrk [kkrk jxr odwu ej’khy] tk-*

[kjap ckckauh lkaxY;kxr lkaxjkepa >kya- jxr odwodwp esyk---

xktw uk;d xMkljdk ekuwl] ij [kktaP;k dq«;kxr dku >kMr txyk- tk; [kks: [kks: <ksjkxr esyk---

:<hP;k xVkjkr cjcVY;kys ekUla- ckckps cksy dls dG.kkj ásuyk ckck\ dGk;ykch vDdy ykxra; uk\ ckitk|kph ijFkk ikG.;kr tye dkVukjs xqokrys fdMs( ekUlkpa /kje vu~ dje dk; dGukj\ jkrka/kG;kyk jkrhyk fnlauk] ij ás fnlka/kGs gk;r ckck---

&&&&&&

mUgkGk- nqikjph osG- mu rkiysya- >ksiM;kleksj ekaMO;k& ekaMO;k[kkyh ck;kekUlkph ppkZ pkyysyh--- dk; >kya vlay---

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ck ckgs:u vkyk- ik;] rksaM /kqÅu MksD;kpk iVdk gkrkr ?ksÅu gawxY;kxr pqacrks- ikgwu fopkjrks] ^^vla dka dsykr ck\**

^^rh MkslD;kph bTtr gk; ckck- R;syk lykeh nsua ykxra- rla djua Egath ixMhph bTtr djua gk;-**

^^iVdk cka/kwu dqBa xsYrk ck\**

^^xfjckph ,dsd xr vlra; ckck-uksehpk ekeyks >kyk- vkt ‘ksjhr fppa[kkyh eGko clyk Ogrk- ukseh ekY;ktoy ukank;k jkth UgkbZ- Egwu ekY;k Qkjdr fnÅu eksdGk >kyk- ukbZdku bP;kjya rok ukseh Eguyh] ^d;kyk &gkÅ\ iksV ra dqVach Hkjra;- eu Hkjr Ugk;] frra <aqxu [kktwu fnl dla <dyq\ rqehp lkaxk] ulkch uk;dk gkr rqeh- nq/kkpa nw/k u~ ikuhp ikuh djukjs- djk rqeh etk U;ko-**

,sdwu ?kqaax >kY;kyk ekY;k Eguyk] ^^/kku [kkoa /k.khjks xhn xkoa fojkjks-** uo&;kap [kkÅu Hkkokpa xkukjh VkedVksyh u~ eqaxk eyk udks gk;- ejekpa cksywu fnyk Vkdwu Qkjdr- xsyh dqukekxarch- dksuhrch ryxkU;kdMpk [kkVhd gk; Egua-

ekekyks pkj’ks :i;s ?ksrys- ulkch uk;dkua R;krwu nk:&cksVhyk Egwu nksu’ks ?ksrys- &gk;Y;kys nksu’kch xspMa pqlwu ?ksR;kr- xfjckpa ?kj eksMya] ij dqukyk fdoU;k UgkbZ- nk:&cksVhr /kqan gk;sr fppa[kkyh yksd---

^^xjhckdMwu dk [kkrkr uk;d yksd\**

^^ás ixMhokys uk;d yksd Egath fxÌM gk;r ckck- ulkch uk;dk EguR;kr ásuyk- U;ko ulkc djukjs! Fnljk /kank dk; ásuyk! Ásph lxkbZ rksM] R;spa yxhu eksM] dqukph ck;dks iGo] dwukpk ekeyks ?ks- áksp /kank gk; ásuyk- iGokiGoh] ykokykoh u~ HkkaMkHkkaMh- ;jh dksu fxur; ásuyk- HkkuxM Egath ásaph lqxh gk;- f’kdkj gk;- [ksGw [ksGw [kkR;kr- xfjckyk pqlwu [kkukjs vksjhcdjhps okjlnkj gk;r ás- uk;dkpa eku Egwu eqaMda [kkR;kr vku~ U;ko ulkc Egwu xfjckpa xwch [kkR;kr- y; ekrjkxe.kh vlR;kr- dkudaMdksyk ?kkywu <qxaukr ykFk ?kkyk;k Qk;ts- Egwu ra ckck ásayk gaMhek;j uk;d EguR;kr- eMD;krys uk;d Ugoar dk;\ cksVhdrkZ rqVwu iMR;kr- vu~ dq«;kxr HkkaMwHkkaMw ?ksR;kr-**

ckckth EguR;kr] ásaph uk;dh ikljhua bdwu tkbZy- ásaP;k eyk.kkoj xor ok<ya- Ogra UgoR;kph [kwu &gkukj UgkbZ-

ulkch uk;dk gk;r iksjk- gkM EguY;kua xfjckoj xqjdR;kr- xks&;kjh ?klk?klh cdjk ekjs rsja] v[ksj vkrj vkstjh Qsja--- ckck EguR;kr ásr dk; pwd

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gk;\ rsjk cksdMa ek:u v[kjhyk vkrMa fQjo.kkjs yksd--- rkaM;kps uk;d EguR;kr ásuyk&rkaMkuk;d---!

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HkwLdVkpk >ksiMrkaMk---

ck cksyr gksrk-

^^dkG;kekbZpk rqdMk rG;kr xsY;kua ljdkjh iSdk HksVyk Ogrk--- R;krch fr?kk Hkkokua HkkaMw HkkaMw ?ksryk Ogrk- raM;kr fr?kk Hkkokps rhu >ksiMs rhu tkxh-**

Ygkuk eB;kyk Eguk;pk ^dlk nsr UgkbZl iSdk- dk; rqok ,dV;kpk gk;\**

eBk Eguk;pk] ^E;k ybZ lkslyko] ybZ Hkksxyko R;k lsrkikbZ lkjk tkp E;k lkslwu rqekLuh dkewu iSdk fnÅ\*

Ygkuk Eguk;pk] ^ikVhyk ik; fnÅu vkyko- m”Va Fkku fiykoa--- gDdkua fgLlk ?ksrko- iSD;kyk cxwu mYVh cq/nh fQjY;kyh gk;] ij dq«;kxr ekj [kkua ykxya-*

eBk u /kkdVk iSD;kikbZ HkkaMr Ogrs- vku ckua xkokr tkÅ ekydkyk lkaxya] ^ekyd] nknk rqdM;kpk iSdk okVwu nsuk >kyk;- Eguyk;] rqekyk dkbZ dGr Ugora- rok E;k lsr ?ksVyko--- rwekyk d;kpk iSdk |kpk gk;-*

ex ekydkua epdqjh ikBwu fr?kkbZyk cykoys- vku lkaxyk ^dkja ckck] dk; xjkua gk; rqepa\ iSdk nsbZuk Eguykl Egua- iSD;kyk c?kwu MksGs fQjys dk; ja\ ga\ brD;k Hksxh Hkkokyk bl:u xsykl\ f’ktY;kya bVwu [kk.kkjh tkr rqeph--- iSdk cxwu gqjGw udk- midkj ekuk R;k ljdkjpa!*

^Ugk; ekyd] rla Ugk;] E;k |k;k jkth gk;] ij lsr vtwd gkeP;k ukokua >kY;kya UgkbZ- rok /kuh eUrks;] e;k ukokua lsr gk; e;k ukokua iSdk HksVukj- rok rqeh fnY;kyk rwepk iSdk ijr ?;k- lsr eyk &gk;ya- rok E;k eUrks; R;k /kU;kyk

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dkbZrch T;knk fnÅu iÍk d:u f?kÅ- vku iSdkch f?kÅr---* nksUgh gkr tksMwu nhuok.kk eksBk HkkÅ-

Ekyd xjtyk] ^dqBa gk; R;ks ekyd lsrkpk ekyd- cyok R;kyk!* lsrkpk /kuh cjkcjp Ogrk- cktwP;k iMohr clyk Ogrk- epdqjhau R;kyk cykoya]

^dk; ja laHkk] okoj bdykl ás [kja gk;\*

^Og; ekyd-* lsrkpk /kuh okoj bdwu cGsxkoyk tkÅu jkfgyk gksrk- ljdkjh iSD;kph dqudqu ykxyh Egwu ra R;ks raM;kyk vkYrk-*

^eax QqxVkpk iSdk c?kwu MkssG;kr jxr vkya Og;\ bra vkxko pky.kkj Ugk;- ‘ksik’ks ?ks vu~ feGukjk iqjk ljdkjh iSdk R;sauyk ns- vku~ ukansMk tkÅu R;saP;k ukokua c;ukek d:u ns- dGkya dk\* lsr ekydkua ^gks ekyd* Egwu tlh eku gyoyh rla >kya- vkB gtkjkrys nksu gtkj lsr ekyd vku~ iÍk dj.;kr xsys- mjY;kys fr?kk Hkkokr okVwu ?ksrys---* rok ukR;kyk ,d ekuql cktaoG clwu jkrujkr xIik >ksMk;pk- xqGkpk eqaxGk fpdVY;kokuh okVk;pa--- R;kosGh ck vu~ /kkdVk dkdk ,dk eukua okxr gksrs- nks?kk Hkkokr pkj gtkj vkY;kys- raM;kr Mkaxksjh >kysyh- raM;kryk vkacjlax Eguyk] pkj gtkjkr eoa ckjk ,dj jku lksMwu nsR;ks- f?kÅu Vkdk-*

ij ck vu~ pqyR;kpa Mksda lksbZ’kk pyr Ogra- ck cksyyk] ^pkj gtkjkps [kaMhHkj ‘ksjMa f?kÅr- ojlkr rhu [kaM;k OgR;kr- eax ckjkP;k tkxh rhu ckjk ,dj jku ?ksrk bZydh---* gs ,sdwu pqYrk Eg.krks] ^cja gk;- E;k pkjrks ‘ksjMa vu rw lsrh dj- tksM teY;kua lkja cja Ogra;---* >kya- mejhP;k cktkjkrwu [kaMhHkj ‘ksG;k ?kjh vkY;k- >ksiM;kiq<a ‘ksjMkdjrk MksMh cka/kyh- vkr /kksaMs eqjekM Vkdwu oVk dsyk- >ksiM;koj OgdkZ ruhl vaFkjy- jk=hyk pqYrk MksMhiq<a dkBh ?ksÅu >ksiw ykxyk--- vkrk ck dwuch vu~ dkdk /kuxj >kyk gksrk-

,dk jk=h [kjch rkaM;kpk ekxP;k cktwua rÍh QksMwu doudkj ikV iGorkrk\- dkdkyk dGra nql&;k fno’kh- raM;kr tkÅu [kn[knR;k gaMh pqYgk.;kojP;k idMY;k ex dk;] x;ko;k d: ykxys- Eg.krkr] ^ts >kya rs [kj gk;- ij rweh dk; fnljs gkoksr\ lxk’ks.kap gkoksr dh- eax HkkuxM iaP;kreanh d’kkyk usrk- OgÅ Ugk; R;s >kya;- lksMwu |kok ,d ckj-*

^^oku xk;hpa u~ djuh dlkckph] v’kh xr- djuh cxwu cdG jkx vkyk ij rksaM cxwu dho vkyh- lksMwu fnya-** ck cksyrks-

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lqÍhP;k fno’kh eyk ‘ksjMkph fMoVh ykxk;ph- vkEgh iksja xMkP;k ekGkoj ‘ksjMa usÅu /kkoaM;kps QkaVs rksMwu oj y?koh djk;pks- ex dk;] R;koj dGi mcMk iMk;pk--- lkjh dkea djkoa] ij ‘ksjMkr tkÅ u;s ekUlkua- ‘ksjMa pkjrk pkjrk ek.kwlgh eLrhyk ;srk cksdMkxr- x<wG ik.;kP;k fnolkar rj ‘ksGhyk fnolHkj ne iMk;pk ukgh-

fnljk ikolkGk ykxyk- ‘ksjMkph cjhp ok< >kysyh- ij nSo ikyVya u~ dGikpk fodjk >kyk- dksurk [kqjhpk u~ tjhpk jksx vkYrk- ‘ksjMkpk ikrjk iYMk- R;kp mejhP;k cktkjkr pkj gtjkps pkj’ksch >kys ukgh- rhu [kaM;kps rhursjk >kys---*

ex ekrj xqekua clysyh vkth [koGyh- rla ck vu~ pqYrk ckckthps psys cuwu ekGdjh >kysys- eksBk ck xG;kryh ekG dk<wu uhrusekua fijkph iwtk ekaMr gksrk- ;k lkyh ra dacjk;o<a cksdwM lksMysya-**

[koGY;kyh vkth ckyk Eg.krs] ^jke.k] iksjk] dokch dGR;k ekUlkpa eku fBokoa ckck- cqt:d ekulkpa vk;dkoa- fdrh ojMwja rqekQqMa\ ?kjkpa ?kj dqIik Ogr pYya;] ij rqekyk dkbZ pso buk- vkja R;ks d;kpk pVdk gk;\ cki tk;k ;G Ugk;h vku rqeh ihj iqtk;pk lksMykr- ;sdsd >Vds clr gk;r dk UgkbZ vkrk\ ;o<q’;k iksjkyk MkyX;kr f?kÅu nok[kkU;kr xsYrkl rok ekax f/k;knqikjk >ksiMa Hkle >kYrk- E;k rokch ojMwojMw &gkbZfy;k- fijkpa dj Egwu- ij eoa cksyua dqukP;k [keklhr UgkbZ- ?klk ?kYMwu ch cksyua V&;kbZoj mMoykl---*

Lkja vkBowu vkth gqands nsr QMdhus MksGs iwlr cksyr gksrh-

^cbZy esyk] Egl esyh- vkrk MksMhHkj ‘ksjMa [kiyh- ij rqbZ dkbZ vkdh mxMr UgkbZ- >kiM clyh dk dk; Eguko\ vkja] dky E;k rsth Mksdjhyk le.k dk<k;k lkaxya- rhua ?kMhHkj c?krap clyh dh- gkrkryh eqaxkph ekG fganksG;kxr gkyr Ogrh- ckdhpa y; cxwuch fijkpap fuxr Ogr- frua eUyh;k] danksjh dsY;kfcxj Hkkxk;pa Ugk;--- lkjk piVk fuxwu tkbZy---lw eUya dh lqaokjk --- letwu ?ksua cja Ugk; ra ybZ cqja okVqGa OgbZy Ogrh---

[kja Eg.kts ck lkja lkja jhrhfjokt lksMwu lektkuagh lksMkoa Eg.kwu ckckthaP;k Eg.k.;kpk izpkj djhr fQjr gksrk- leud] xksV] nljk xksa/kG] vkd<kdkpa yxhu] xkykojps xksaMs] ysaxh] /kqaM] djkj gh lkjh twuh pky lksMok;k >Vr gksrk- vktqGP;kuh ;kMhyk ftrD;k osGk xkykojps xksaMs] vks<.kh vu~ ?kkxjk usloys frrD;k osGk ckuh rks lkjk isgjko dk<wu lkMh uloyh- vkt ck vkthiq<a ueyk gksrk- dzkarhps rqQku >kysyk ck okoVGhua okdwu xsyk gksrk-

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Ckua lkja ,sdya- ejrk ejrk okpysY;k fiY;krwu ,d ikyo fijkP;k ukokua lksMya- fiyw ek.klkcja p:u o”kkZr dacjkyk vkyk- fiY;koj fdrh izse clysya- jkstpk thoyx- laxrhua tho tMysyk- ek.klkj[kh ek;k--- dqnqjhpk fnol mtkMyk--- HkY;k igkVh xkMh tqiyh- fiY;kyk xkMhP;k iky.;kyk cka/krkr iVkiV vklw <Gys---

vkf.k vkthua ckyk lkafxrya] ^rq [kkÅ udks dh fiÅ udks- [kkukjs [kkR;kr] fiukjs fiR;kr- rw fulra laxa pya- rkanwG ?ks lax- QkR;k iMwu >kya dh rw fuxwu ;s- gkeh lkja pkjh pksd d:u ;srko-*

dk; ihj\ dksByk nso\ ij rhu xkM;k VPp Hk:u tkr gksR;k- fr?kkps dacjk;o<kys nksu cksdMa- xkMhekax vks<Y;k tkr gksrs- pkyY;k xkMhr vkthyk fopkjrks] dkj.k rsgrhl dksV nsokr fijkpa uko dqBap ,sdyks uOgrks- vkthyk eksV;kMh Eg.kk;kpks- fopkjyks]

^eksV;kMh] ;ks ihj nso dks.kkpk\*

^vkja ysdk] áks nso eqlyekukpk gk;- ij okMoMykyk ;sGayk lkbZ >kYrk Egwu vkiwu iqtr vkyko-*

^lkbZ >kYrk Eg.kts dk; >kYrk eksV;kMh\*

^eok xqukpk okx:] dk; [kksnw[kksnw bP;kjrksja\ ás cx lkbZ >kYrk Egath vkiukyk ikoyk Ogrk Egua- rq;k ukokpk rqok iMnknk Ogrk Egau- R;sP;k tUekP;k ;sGph xksV gk;- R;ks uolkua >kYrk Egua- uolkyk ikoya Egwua rokilwu iksjxa fnukjka ihj Egwu iqtr vkyko- Egwua ra vkiya dqGnso ihj gk;-*

^eksV;kMh] eqlyekukpk nso vkiukyk dlk ikoyk\ vkiwu dk; eqlyeku gkoksr\*

^rla Ugk; iksjk] ekUlkyk tkr vlrh;k Egwu dk nsokykch tkr vlrh;k Og; ja\ /kksaM;kyk jax fnya R;ksa nso Ogowu ikora; ekUlkyk- eax R;ks ra ihj gk;- ikoyk; vkiukyk Egwu iqtyko- vkiwu /kje ikGkoa- T;spa Hkd R;syk nsokoa- ekUlkua!*

Ihj iqtk;k rhu xkMhpk rkQk pkyyk gksrk- dkgh ik;h ik;h gcMr gksrs- ihj iqtU;kijhl lk&;kyk gkMkph vks< ykxyh gksrh- okMkxkMk dksacqu pkyysY;k xkM;k [kkp[kGX;krwu xpdk ?ksr tkr gksR;k-

mejh iY;kMpk fpapksGk- vkacjkbZr xkM;k lqVY;k- >kMk[kkyh rhu nxMkpk pqYgk.kk ltyk- tGru--- HkkaMh--- ik.kh--- lkja ljlj >kya- ck;k Hkkd&;k cMow

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ykxY;k- vkxklkrwu vidkok rlk eqYyk gtj >kyk- vu~ eksBk ck cksyyk] ^pykjs iksja Ogk] /kjk cksdwM] pyk R;k VsdMhyk-*

vkEgh iksja cksdMa o<r usyks VsdMhyk- ihj ikgwu ?kksVkG;kr iMyks- vkpack >kyk- frFka ihj u~ fQj dkghp fnlr uOgra- vkEgh ekrj frFka FkhjFkhj djr xsysyks- eluoV;kxr nx/kksaM;kpk vksVk- Hkksoryh ok<ysyk okGyk f>atdkM- dkoGs] fx/kkMkua ?kk.k dsysyh- jxr pkVk;k vkysys dq=s Hkksorkyh teysys- Eg.kwup Hkksorkyh dq«;kpa [krgh okGwu dksG >kysya- fdGlok.ka n`’;- i.k rs iqty;kua vkepa Hkya gks.kkj gksra- dkGtkr pjZ >kya- dkfgrjh foijhr ?kMra; vla okVya- vksV;kleksj cksdwM mHka dsya vu~ ckckpa Hktu eukr pedqu xsya- Mksgkr [kMk VkdY;koj rjax meVkos rla eu gyw ykxya-

^dkVukds cdjk] [kkYns vrjvkstjh]

gkMdkekMdk vu~ nsosua p<kfnus >¡Va---*

[kjap] nxMkP;k nsokiq<as cksdwM mHka d:u vthZ djrkr- ^gkjgkj eukua ?ks nsok] pqdHkwy ekQ dj--- iq<P;k ojlh tksMhua vkuw* vkf.k ‘ksiVklxV vkrMs& gkM QLr d:u nsokyk dsl p<owua ;’k ns nsok Eg.kr lkjk lR;kuk’k djrkr---

Rklap >kya- eqYykua QkR;k iMwu rksaMkrY;k rksaMkr dk; Eg.kya rs R;k fijkyk vu~ eqYykyk ekfgr-

iwtk >kyh vu~ ck frFka Fkkacyk ukgh--- <GR;k nqikjh cksdMkyk vkMok ikMwu eqaMda eqjxkGya vkf.k eqYykph /kkjnkj Nqjh ujM;koj djorkxr djdjyh--- cksdMkpk fpRdkj vu~ jDrkph fpGdkaMh /kx/kxra Åu fpjr xsyh--- eqYykau oV;koj jDrkPkk f’kMdkok Qsdyk- /kksaM;koj iMysya jDr rkiY;k nxMkoj yky jaxkpk eqYyk fpf=r >kY;kxr tk.koya---

vkacjkbZdMa oGyks- ijrwu ikgkrks rj dq=s ,desdkoj xqjdr jDrkps Mkx pkVr gksrs----

>kMk[kkyh nksu cksdMkph cksVh u~ gkMa dq«;kxr vksjiw&vksjiw ek.kla [kkr gksrh---

Lkat iMyh- ijrk;yk m’khj >kyk- QkVY;k eukyk lka/kr xkMhoj clwu cSykpk dkljk gkyor gksrks- xkMhokV xPp dkGks[kkr cqMkyh- ekax ikyO;kr cksdMkph vks<rk.k tk.koyh dh eu fnyxhj Ogk;pa- xkMhiq<a pqYrk cWVªh pedor

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pkyr gksrk- ek>a ‘kkGspa v/kZoV Kku cksywu n[korks- dkdk] cWVªh ek: udks] ek.klkyk tla fnolk fnlra rla cSykyk jkrhyk fnlra---

?kjh ;sÅu vkMok gksrks- >ksi ;sbZuk- eukr iz’ukpa eksgG mBysya- vkEgh dks.k\ oru vu~ okMkxkMk dk;\ /kje&dje dk;\ ihj dks.k\ danksjh dk;\ T;spa Hkd R;syk--- i.k dks.kkyk\ eluoVk iwtqu iksVkpk eluoVk dj.kk&;k ek.klkpa ihj Hkya dla dj.kkj\ lkja uoya--- lja vKku--- raM;kr va/kkj--- va/kkjkxr >ksiMa--- >ksiM;kr va/kkj--- vkEgh va/kkjkr >ksiysys---

jkr myVyh gksrh- ck xMcMhua vkEgkyk mBowu ?kMk ?ksÅu [kqI;koj p<ykk- ?kMk lkaMw ykxyk- r.kdVkpa >ksiMa- HkqLdV HkMdkpa rla HkMdya- gag a Eg.krks lqlkV ok&;kua rsthP;k eaxjkoj cqankMs iMr gksrs- pÏh cfu;uoj ckgsj vkyks- tknwpa [ksG cf?krY;kxr c?kr eqdk >kyks---

rh Hkj nqikj vkf.k gh e/;jk=--- vkrk ek.klkapk vaMksyk HkMdysY;k HkMkXuhr foOgGr gksrk- ek.kla danksjhP;k cksdMkxr vksjMr gksrh--- eqYyk ekrj fnlr uOgrk--!

ƒƒ-

vkBoh cksMkZph ijh{kk nsÅu vkyks gksrks- lqÍhr dkY;kZP;k rG;koj dkekyk tkÅ ykxyks- Hkj mUgkr ekÖ;kdMs dke djrkuk c?kwu fe=kyk R;kph ;kMh cksyk;ph] ^;so<s ?kksMs >kykr- <aqxu mmor &gkrk raM;kr--- jkowpa xw [kk- lkGrua vya ra ?kMhHkj fjdkea &gkr UgkbZ- ik.kh Hkjra;] ‘ksrkyk Ugk; ra <ksjkdMa tkra;- <ksjkekxach gkrkr iqLrd gk;- vu~ xrkra rG;koj eV;kekUlk c:cj dke d:u eV;kekUlkph gtzh ?;k;yk;--- vku~ rqeh madam;kojP;k nkVkxr ok<ykr dkek u dktkps- rwdM;kyk Egkx-*

pkj eSy pkyr tk;pks rG;koj- dke rla nke Eg.kwu eqdkne eksB;k ek.klkaph etwjh |k;pk- gtsjh feGk;ph [kjh] i.k ftokyk vkoGwu fiGwu Qsdwu fnY;kxr Ogk;pa] la/;kdkGh---

ikp fefuVkr ikGwoj ekrh Qsdwu <Eij [knkuhyk ;k;pk- ikp fefuVkr xkMh Hkj.kkjh ohl ek.kla- <Eij ;sbZi;±r ekrh [kksnwu r;kj Bso.ka ykxk;pa- <Eij

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[knkuhyk ykxY;kcjkscj Vksiya Hk:u tksMhnkjh.k ckbZP;k MkslD;koj ns.ka ykxk;pa- <Eijkpa vax u~ vax f<Yy Ogk;pa- vkephgh ukMh rVk;rVk;ph---

<Eij Hkj.;kP;k p<kvks<hyk fVdyks [kjk] i.k <ksijkoj uqlrh gkMap mjyh gksrh- v’kh voLFkk >kyh gksrh- pkyrkuk pDdj ;k;ph---

xqRrsnkj dke c?kwu etqjkpa dkSrqd djk;pk- ,ds fno’kh xkMhrp Mªk;OgjP;k cktwyk clwu [knkuhyk vkyk- HkLdu ckgsj ;sÅu cksyw ykxyk] ^vjs] D;k dsojk- cLl HkbZ rwejh xkMh] vkSj rqejs yksx ikp fefuVes ,d Vªhi djrs D;k HkbZ---\ vkt gke rqedks xkMhls raMsdks NksM nsaxs---*

R;k fno’kh lxGs ykWjhr clwu rkaM;kyk vkyks- xqRrsnkjgh ekxa ekxa thie/;s ;sr gksrk- xqRrsnkjkdMa c?kr rj.;k iksjhapk xkMhryk ?kksGdk xkr gksrk]

^ckysokGks ltu] VksihokGks ltu

rsjk jax ns[krh] rsjk :i ns[krh

rsjk cky mMk mMk nsrh(

rsjh Vksih okil dj nsrh---*

MksD;kojph lkgsch Vksih xqRrsnkj gkrkr ?;k;pk rkaM;kr nk: foD;k?kjh eulksDr nk: <kslk;pk- rk:.;kus rj.khckaM iksjxh lkgsckpk f[klk fjdkek djk;ph- i?kGwu ik.kh >kysyk lkgsc rlk v/;kZ jk=hi;±r rlkp /kqanzh ekjr jkgk;pk--- nk:ph fu rk:.;kph u’kk ,desdkr felGysyh vlk;ph- ck Eg.kk;pk] ^áks nksUghch /kqanh ekUlkyk dkVayk ykoY;kfcxj &gkr UgkbZ- deok;yk vkyk; ij áks xqukua xeowu tkbZy- tkrs;sGh yaxksVh ?kkywu tkua ykxay- vkrk dk;ch dGr Ugk;] ekxua MksGs m?kMR;kr- eax fnlk rkjs fnlR;kr---*

[kjsp vkgs- u’kk Eg.kts nkL;Rokap nkl vu~ fouk’kkP;k okVsojpk /kqan izokl---

m|k vkBoh cksMkZpk fudky- fr?ks fe= la/;kdkGhp cksywu ?ksrks- fudky igko;kl cktkjkP;k xkoh tk;pagh Bjya- mUgkG;kr yXu >kysY;k fe=kyk fpMowu T;kP;k R;kP;k ?kjh xsyks- dkGks[kkP;k fp[kykr rkaMk vkjikj Qlysyk- >ksiM;kr >ksiyks- e/;jk=h rkaM;kpkp fudky ykxyk- izdk’kkP;k iqtD;kus dkGks[kkpa fp[ky fNUufofPNUu >kya- tho lkojr fu MksG;koj nkVysY;k >ksisyk <dyr ckgsj vkyks- cqankMs vLekukyk fHkMys gksrs- ck [kqI;koj ?kM;kus ik.kh f’kaiMr rxexr gksrk- pgqvaxkua HkMdysya >ksiMa ?kM;kua dla fo>.kkj\ bdMa ckph /kMiM fu rMQM pkyw gksrh] rj frdMa <ksjkaph QMQM pkyw gksrh- ?kMk Qsdwu ck nko.khrys <ksja eksdGs d:u

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MksMhryh oklaj ckgsj dk<rks- vkf.k eh m|kpa LoIu ns[krknlw tGrkuk c?kwu gkacjMk QksMwu dksyeMrks--- dks.khrjh rksaMkr ik.kh ?kkyra- R;k n`”;kus vktgh MksG;kyk va/kkjh ;srs- ga ga Eg.krk iqjk rkaMk gksGhxr isVyk gksrk---

rkaMk isVyk dlk xw< mdyr uOgra- ,ds fno’kh fopkjrks] jk=h >ksiMa dla isVya ck\

ck Eg.krks] ^dk; lkaxq ckck- vlR;sr ,dsd dqfirj voyknhps ijns’kh- vkya; dh nGsanzh MkslD;kyk Mksyk f?kÅu njos’kh ?kjkEgkxa- vxqnjp EguR;kr jkdkG;kP;k laxrhyk clay ra jk[k ykxra; Egwu- ykxya dk Ugk; pqUuk---\*

^[kksiVkr jkrhyk nk: xkGr Ogrk- HkÍh ykÅu futyk- ykxya rudV HkqLdVkpa >ksiMa- ?kklysVkxr- frra isVk;k <hy bra >ksiM;kr cqankMs iMk;ys- gqck raMk HkMdyk- vaxkj vkHkkGk fHkYMk- ekulkapk vkdkar ektyk Ogrk- <ksja vu~ iksja H;k&Hkks ojMr Ogrh- <ksjkekulkap dkbZ ukar uOgra ckck- ek.kla <ksjkok.kh gkacjr Ogrh--- vkdkarkua vkHkkGch rMdya vlay rok- ybZ gkgkdkj >kYrk- dkY;kZP;k rG;kojua vaDj vkya rok dqBa ujMs fHktyrs- yhMj vu~ lk;cyksd fnl&;k fnlh vkYrs- lkjh nSuk >kYrh- lk&;k tGR;k fprk HkqbZlikV OgÅu eanjaeanja /kx/kxr OgR;k- vu~--- peRdkj okVkoa rla vkysys yksd jkuik[kjkxr Vdedr Ogrs---

^iksVkyk ikVk |k;k fHkMyko- cuhu vu~ u;dyoj HkkbZj vkYrkl dh\ NkVuojp okls xksGk dsYrkl---*

dky;kZpk dekbZpa Mªsl [kkd >kysya- vkrk ‘kkGk lqV.;krp tek- ekek vtqGh ?ksÅu tkrks ^dkbZckbZ* nsÅu ikBo.;klkBh vkf.k ‘kkGsph vk’kk izxVyh-

tkaHkGh- ukukpk rkaMk- iksgpyks- lHkksorh ck;dkiksja teys- u;dy vu~ NWVuojP;k ekÖ;k gqjikGysY;k [kksaMD;kdMa Vdedk c?kr gksrs- R;kaps dsfoyok.k ‘kCn eukyk vf/kdp fnyxhj djr gksrs- t[keh eukps MksGs pkSQsj >kysys--- ykpkj vk’kk] ,d ujdd;kruk---

pqyr ukuh rksaMko:u gkr fQjors- n;spa Li’kZ tk.koya- m.kho ek;sph gksrh- Eg.krs] ^rq;k vaxkr dkbZp ukbdhja- ekekyk bÅ ns- >xyk nsrs; Vjfyaxpk- ,sdwu eu gjdya- Hkkjkoya- ejukpa dke d:u Vjfyax ?ksrk vkya uOgra- vk;ra feGra; ;k vk’ksua fdrh vkuan >kysya--- vkf.k ‘kkGsP;k LoIukiq<a >ksiM;kP;k jk[ksps f<iGs fo:u xsys!

Ekkek vkY;koj Vjyhupk Eg.kwu dqiukojpk fnY;koj esanwph myFkkikyFk >kyh- vtk.k eukpk foeyk <klGyk- ukuhP;k eksBsi.kk <klGyk gksrk dk dks.k tks.ks\ i.k

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eyk ekÖ;k eukpk eq[kZi.kk dGwu pqdyk- vk;R;koj ik;R;kP;k injh vlyap ‘kgk.ki.k iM.kkj- [kthy >kyks--- ?kjh vkyks- gfdxr ,sdwu ck Eg.krks] ^rh ukuh ybZ xqukph gk;- vkMY;k uMY;k Vk;ekyk rqok ukuk ckdh |k;pk- ra rh enh vkMoh Vkax ekjk;ph- xsylkyh xsYrks- Hkk;j rqok ukukyk cksyr Ogrks- ra e/kwu eUyh] dk; EgUrks; tekbZ\*

iSD;kpa euY;kua dkMdu dMkMyh btGhxr- eUyh] ^iSdk dk; >kMkyk ykxR;kr Og;\ ekxps nsua Ugk;] ojua vtwd ekxk;ps--- nsua vkya ra gkxua vkya--- FkqRrj oj d:u’;ku ;sR;kr--- frra cksywu dk; Og;--- bra gkYra rok frra pYra!** xkBY;kxra OgÅu vkYrks ?kjyk---*

vkMekikpk >xyk <xG >kyk- gkr ykac >kys gksrs- fu;rhleksj ek.klkpa pkyr ukg ;kpa izR;arj vkya- >xyk] /kksrh] lwi nqjMh] rkV] rkaC;k] ^dkbZckbZ* ?ksÅu vkyks- ?kj] ?kjk?kjkua clok;pa gksra--- rkaM;kr okls ekxr fgaMrkuk ej.kdGk tk.kor gksrh- ?kjh vkY;koj ck ckreh lkaxrks] ^raM;kr rkyqD;kps rkyqdnkj lk;c vkyrs- eoyr fnyk;- dkG;k xksVkrwu okls rksMk;k- vuL;kp rq;k ekekph xkMhch gk;- okls vk.kqu f?kÅr nksu xkM;k- ekekch gk;p-*

xkMh ?ksÅu ekGkyk xsyks- ?kuxnZ taxykr fu”iki lkxoku ‘ksykVs rksMw&rksMw xkMh Hkjrks- rla OgdkZ dla vaFkj.kkj [kqI;koj\ ekGkrY;k lkoyhr vaxko:u ik.kh fuFkGr gksra- [kksjkMkrya ik.kh <kslr gksrks- Hkqdspa nq%[k dla lkaxkoa---\

ck cksyrks] ^rkyqD;kps lHkkirh vu~ rlhy lk;c rkaM;kr ehfVax f?kÅu Bjokoh ekaMys- VsdMhojpk raMk rG;koj U;kpk- gkoflax lkslk;Vhph ?kja cka/kk;ph raM;kyk uG] ysV vku~ jksMch djk;pa eUys--- ,sdwu >ksiMrkaMk fulrk rjaxr Ogrk-* vkf.k frFkZ eyk Hkwd foljyh gksrh ,sdwu-

^ij xjkeiaP;krpk esacj eUyk] ekyd gkeh vMkuh gko ij gkepa ,sdk- ák yksdkLuh dk;ch dGr UgkbZ- esa<: gkbZr esa<:- fulrh gkyfoR;kr uanh cSykokuh- gsyk dGr UgkbZ- gkeh [kkyh rG;kyk xsY;kua gkeph [ksrh nwj Ogra;- vku frra fp[kwych Ogrks- ejhekbZph fcekjh ;srh rL;k tkxh- ek; raM;kr bm Ugk; Egwu ikU;kiklwu dkslHkj nwj &gkukjh tkr Og; gkeph- HkqjdV VsdkM cxwu raMK <kG.kkjh- vtwd HkqrkoGhphch tkxk gk; rh- gkeh tkr UgkbZ--- frFka ekUl okpr UgkbZ-*

esacjP;k cksyU;koj cjsp nkr pkor Ogrs] ij cksyk;k dwuhp /ktr Ugork- dq.khp fgEer /kjyk Ugk;- ij esacjkpa cksyua ,sdwu ekydkpk ikjk p<yk- xjtyk] ^tk dh &gk csVs Ogk- ;k [kMdkojp dk rMQMwu ejr UgkbZ\ f’ktY;kya bVoukjh tkr- lqd vu~ lq/kkjuk dk; dGukj rqekLuh- [kMdkojpa [kjc toG d:u nksu dkslkpa

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ik.kh idkykxr Hkj.kkjh tkr Og; rqeph eUyk- &gk dh tGwu [kkd Ogk- raM;kpa rksaM ikukj UgkbZ--- gkdywu fn;k Qk;trh f’korau eUyk- pkyhoj xsys Egwu y; xkaxGyk---*

vkf.k jkxkP;k Hkjkr ykycqan >kysyk lHkkirh ekydkpk psgjk rkaM;kr iqUgk fnlyk ukgh----

pkaxya dGk;ykgh vDdy ykxrs- ek.kla vlwu cq/nh ukgh vlh xr- tkuokjkyk fgrkfgr dGra] ex gh rj ek.kla\ ijaijsyk yxMysyh gh Hkqra d/kh lq/kkj.kkj\ gqdqe’kkghP;k naMsyh[kkyh ?kk.;kP;k cSykxr jkc&jkc jkc.kkjh gh ek.kla! ákaP;k >kiMh dsOgk xGwu iM.kkj\ ek.klkaph jhrHkkr] Hkk”kk vu~ fopkj dsOgk dG.kkj ;kauk---\

ljdkjua fnysys dkGs irj dks.kh >kdys] dks.kh fodys- rsp okls rsp >ksiMs ikolkau fidysyk ek;anG OgdkZ >ksiM;k&>ksiM;kaoj vkyk- >ksiMk ltyk--- rkaMk ltyk- ,desdkar ?kqleVysys dksacM;kps [kqjkMs- dlk fnlr gksrk rkaMk] tlk tGkykp ukgh---!

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vkBoh cksMZ ikl >kyks- iq<a f’kdk;yk cktkjP;k xkoh tkoa ykxya- dkY;kZP;k rG;koj dke d:u ?ksrysya Mªsl [kkd >kya gksra- rdnhjkpa Hkksx Hkksx.ka Hkkx gksra- ck Eg.kk;pk] ^dje dh js[k] vu~ gksrk gksrk ns[k-* Vjfyaxkp dqMrk nsrks Eg.kwu lko= ukuhua dqiukojpk /kksrj&vkaxMk fnyk gksrk] ts R;kauk vkgsj Eg.kwu vkysya gksra- R;koj ek>a ‘kkGsyk tk.ka lq: >kya- vaxM;kps gkr ykac >kysys- rs ckg;k ekxs p<owu dksi&;kyx ljdwu ?;k;ph- gkI;kaV ?kky.kkja tho <xG vaxMk vu~ /kksrj uslwu ‘kkuklwjrk ek.kwl gksmu ‘kkGsyk tk;pks- ykt okVk;ph] i.k R;kyk bykt uOgrk!

uÅyk ‘kkGk Hkjk;ph- ikp eSy Mksaxjkph fu xnZ jku>kMhph p<.k p<r mrjr tkoa ykxk;pa- ikolkG;kr unhukY;krqu] xqM?kkHkj fp[kykrwu ik; Qlor pkyrkuk fpiks&;kau rGok dkiY;k tk;pk] rjh pkyr jkgkoa ykxk;pa- ‘kkGk xkBk;klkBh fnol fu?k.;kvxksnj mBkoa ykxk;pa- ;kMh pkjykp mBwu Hkkth Hkkdjh fpa/kdkr xaqMkGk;ph- rla ekÖ;k f’kd.;kP;k riÜp;sZrr ;kMhph fu ekxsy rs lkfgR; okVsy rs d:u iqjo.;kr ckph Qkj eksBh lk/kuk vkgs- oákiqLrad ?ksÅu ns.;klkBh ck MksD;koj nk:ps Mcs tkjhdksVyk U;k;ps! d/kh cjklh [kank;ps rj d/kh

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ik”kk.kkyk lkj d:u lq:xa ykok;ps---! d/kh m’khj >kyk rj gsMekLrj ek;ckikpa m/nkj djr rGgkrkoj dkG;k :Gkps QVdkjs ekstk;pk- FkaMhP;k fnolkr gkr pksGhr oxkZr clkoa ykxk;pa!

^;o<a dk ekjrkr gsM xq:th\* Eg.kwu fopkjY;kau nksLr Eg.kk;ps] ^uok vkgs- f’kLr vk.krks;- Qkj jkxh”V gk;- ‘kkGk eksBh djk;ph; R;kyk---!*

oxkZr ekLrj ;k;ps- HkMHkM HkjMk;ps- dk; pkyya; ;kpk FkkaxiRrk ykxk;pa ukgh- [kwi ,sdY;koj FkksMla dGY;kxr okVk;pa- xq:th yksdkauk lj Eg.krkr rs mejhP;k uqru ‘kkGsr dGya-

,ds fno’kh baxzthP;k ljkps f’kdo.ks pkyw vlrkukp foKkukps lj vkr ?kqlys- R;ko:u pkaxya HkkaMwu ?ksrya nks?kkuh- f’kdysyh ek.klgha HkkaMrkr ;kpa uoy okVya R;k fno’kh- letwrhoj ik.kh iMya gksra- f’kdysyh Ö;kd diM;kph ek.kla eksBh vlrkr] rs jkstp iksGh [kkrkr o nsoklkj[kh lTtu vlrkr] gh eyk FkksMa FkksMa dGw ykxY;kiklwuph letwr gksrh---!

=Sekfld ijh{kk lq: >kyh- I;kM] diV dkfgp u feGkY;keqGa isij[kkyh oghpa dOgj ?ksÅu fyfgr gksrks--- gsMekLrj vkys- MksGs xjkxjk fQjor xjtys] ^vjs mB! isij[kkyh dk; vkgs\ csV;k rqyk ekfgr ukgh\ I;kM ?;k;yk dk; >kya\ bdMs ;s] py- f’kLr Eg.kts f’kLr- py gkr iq<a dj---!*

gsM xq:thP;k dkG;k’kkj :GkdMa c?kr Eg.krks] ^lj] iqÍk ?;k;yk iSls ukgh- I;kM dqBwu vk.kw\*

^py] gkr iq<a dj! ‘kkGsr dk; >d ekjk;yk vkykl\ fnokG[kksj voyknhps! mBys dh fu?kkys- /kje’kkGk vkgs\ py] gkr iq<a dj!*

funZ;h eukps QVdkjs vxksnj dkGtkoj fu uarj gkrkoj clys- gkr >katjya- dk[kk mrjY;kxr okVya- MksGs iqlr xfjchP;k ukokau jMr ckdkoj clyks- ifjfLFkrh letwu ?ks.;kph ekLrjkr vDdy ukgh ;kpa vf/kd okbZV okVya-

lkgsch ‘kkuar f’kdo.kkjh ekLrja! Kkukis{kk ekjp vf/kd |k;ps--- iaMhr xq:thap rs bfrgkl ftoar d:u f’kdo.ka vtwu vkBora- jDr vkVowu cksy.kkjh ek.kla Qkj FkksMh vlrkr--- QqDVkpa [kkÅu eLrh ftjo.kkjsp tkLr- lR;klR;kpa rkjrE; ukgh- lq[knq%[kkph dYiuk ukgh- lkekftd tk.kho eSyksx.krh nqj- fopkjkph fparu’khyrk o laosnuk{ke eu ulysyh ekLrja- R;kaP;kdMa c?kwu taxykrY;k ok?kklkj[kh Hkhrh okVk;ph- vka/kGa drZO; ns’kkpa okVksGa dk dj.kkj ukgh\ tsFks LoRokph tk.kho ukgh rFks brjkauk letwu ?ks.ks nqjkikLr---

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fyfgr gksrks oG dqjokGr---!

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‘kkGarqu ljG ?kjh vkyks dh ikVhnIrj cankVhyk vkMdowu nksu [ksik ik.kh vk.kk;pks] fu ukdkfuV ‘ksrkr tk;pks] cSya pkjok;yk- ‘kfuokjh nqik:u vu~ jfookjh fnolHkj tksMdksGia /kjk;pks cklax- [kja Eg.kts xfjchuap dkekpa /;kl ykoysya- cSykekax gkrkr iqLrd vlk;pap-

jfookj lqÍhapa fnol- vkepa tksMdksGia pkyw gksra- fpa/;k HkqtaxkP;k ekGkdMa <ksja usr gksrk- rks xkoHkjph <ksja jk[kqGhua pkjok;pk- ckjk?kjP;k ckjk vu~ okjdkP;k /k:u nksurhu [kaM;k <ksja---] xqjkokljkapk fu EgljMkpk [kkaMpk [kkaM! jkstP;k ‘kkGaP;k okVayk HksV.kkjk fpa/;k---!

fpa/;kdMa o?kwu fdGl ;k;ph- elutksxhpk vorkj--- <aqx.kkyk QkVdh /kksrj- rhgh xqM?;koj xqaMkGysyh- vaxkr QkVdk >xyk- dk[kar yDrjysyh >ksGh- R;kr fpa/khyk xqaMGysyh Hkkdj- MksD;kyk eGdV QkVdh Vksih- fNnzkrwu dsl dqlGkxr oj vkysys- iljV ukdkpk vkMnkaM fpa/;k glyk dh iq<a nhM nkr fnlk;ps- Eg.kwu dks.kh R;kyk ckspjk fpa/;k Eg.kr- fcpk&;k fpa/;kP;k vk;q”;kphp fpa/kh >kysyh!

Ekukr vla ák fpa/;kpa /;ku rjGr gksra] rksp ekxP;k dksGI;kpa :eua gkrkr vkya fu dksGia nkVkoj QjQVr xsya- dkljk vks<qu ck :eU;kyk ikpj Bksdrks- dksGI;kpa rs nkfjnz;] dksGia pkyw ykxya- cksyrks] ^áks fpa/;k jkst >qaMh rkaM;ktoG HksVrks- dqukps ja Eg.kwu fopkjrks- elutksxhpk Vksdjks oktor tk.kk&;k [kkaMkekxa iksR;kph [kqiyh vks<wu pkyrkuk vkEgh iksja glrks- ikÅlik.kh ulyk rjh gk [kqiyh ika?kjrks Eg.kqu vkEgkyk glw ;sra--- gs vtkxG dks.kkap vkgs ck\*

^R;sph ;xGhp gdhxr gk; ckck- ák fnlR;ks rlk UgkbZ- xfjchu vodGk fnlr vlyh rch eksB;k ckikpa iksjax gk;- Eg.kR;kr dh cki Hkknwj vku~ csVk yaMksj vla >kya; fpa/;kpa- fnokG[kksjhua vodGk vkyh- fnlrks; vtkxG ij xcj [kkunkuhpk gk;- Eg.kR;kr] ^ikihj eky i.kk [kkoa] /kkschj eky x/kk* rlh xr- Egwu r dkG;kekbZojpk- QqykjY;kyk eGk lqdya;---*

fpa/;kpa cki iq<kjh Ogrk- y; vkMnkaM ekuql- jXxM [kkua u~ cXxM cksyua- vkYrqQkYrqyk cksyrkuk R;kpa cksyua Bjysya] ^okja ok] cxMkrya cxM u~ dMC;krya oxM!* eBs lk;c yksd vkys ra xkokr R;saP;k cjkscjhyk áksp clk;pk- ;xnk fpilkckua uko bP;kjY;kua Eguyk Egua] ^QDdM ekusD;k Eg.kR;kr eyk!*

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cki xsyk u~ ?kjkph dGk xsyh- ?kjkpk vu~ jkukpk mUgkGk >kyk;- panj uko vlysY;k fpa/;kpa cqtxkoua >ky;a- R;saP;k ckacjkbZr i;ya [ksVj yVdk;ps- vkrk ásP;k ik;yk feGauk- ‘ksrkr rksaMkirwu VPp Hkjysyh ghj jaMdhokuh >kyh;- vku~ áks nql&;kps dqVds eksMr <ksjkekax fgaMr gk;] elutksxhpk vorkj f?kÅu Vksdjks oktor- uf’kckph xr gk; ckck nqlja dk;---\*

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rkaC;k rkaC;k nw/k fu?kk;pa- rwi&rkd Ogk;pa- erjkyph iwtk >kY;kfcxj ck rkdkua [kk;pk ukgh- vla dk Eg.kwu fopkjY;kua ck Eg.krks] ^erjky MksMhph ekydhu gk;- nsoh gk;- R;syk iqtY;kfcxj ?kjkrY;k eksB;k ekUlkua nw/k&rkd [kk;pa ulra;- [kkukjs cksdwM dkiR;kr] vkiqu [khj djrko!*

‘ksrkryk gwjMklq/nk ck vlap elkbZyk iqtY;kfcxj [kk;pk ukgh- rlap ifgY;kua dk<ysY;k rkanGkpa Hkkr ckykthpk Hkksx&HkaMkjk >kY;kfcxj [kk;pk ukgh-

,ds fno’kh igkVs lkr f=dks.kh /kksaMs vk.kk;yk lkafxrya ckuh- nxMkP;k lgk nsoh [kqaV;kdMa ikB Vsdwu ‘ks.kkP;k oV;koj cloys- e/kkse/k [kaqV;kdMa rksaM d:u Eg.kts R;k nsohdMa rksaM d:u clfoya- fopkjY;kua ck Eg.krks] ^áks lkr nsoh gk;r- lkrh lkedk HkbZuh gk;r- erjkyc:cj iqtua ykxr;a-*

^^vu~ cksjhpa <kG [kqV;kyk dk\**

^nsohyk cksjhP;k >kMkph lkoyh Egwu- fnlja >kM pyr UgkbZ-*

Ckkua erjkyph vkjnkl Eg.kwu iwtk dsyh- erjkypa ijlkn Eg.kwu [khj okVyk- xkbZyk cksuk nsÅu tsok;yk clyks- ;kMh ?khZ dkbZ ok<puk- ck rkdkua [kkr Eg.krks] ^ckckpk ,d Egkj tkrhpk f’k”;k gk;- R;ks Hktu Egurks]

vkiysp iksjhiksj xk;h Eg’kh pkjrs

nw/k&ngh] rwi&yks.kh nql&;kyk Hkjrhyk

d/kh rqyk Hkkstukyk feGrsdk rkdjs!

vkSrdjh cka/kok >ksiw udks tkxjs

iqdkjh bZÜojflax ns R;kyk gkdjs!

v’kh xr gk;- rwi fnl&;kP;k Hkjrhyk us.ka ykxr;a! Ugk; ra vkVksMh cktkj d;koj pyay\*

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rkdkua [kkr rqikdMa c?kr Eg.krks]

^rwi dks.kklkBh us.ka ykxra ck\*

^eksB;k yksdkdjrk us.ka ykxra ckck- iksGh vu~ rqikfcxj [kkr Ugk;h R;s yksd- mxhp OgR;kr dk eax nksu ftokP;k ckbZokuh---\ ^EguR;kr dh] [kk;fi;s yky] cky] dMdM ejs daxky** vlh xr gk;!*

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>ksiM;kekxa f?klM;kP;k nksu ikyh mrjY;k gksR;k- xaxkjke vkf.k eU;k- nks?ksgh tkobZ&lkljs- ikp ck; ngkP;k tkxsr mHkk lalkj! Ck fopkjrks]

^dk; xaX;knk] dokch tko;kfcxj ;sr UgkbZl\*

^gkeP;k tkrhph fjr gk; nknk- ,dV;kau gkeh dqVach dkekyk tkr UgkbZ- nksu ?kja ik;th- rch tkrHkkbZ pyr UgkbZ- lks;jkp ik;th!*

xaX;kpk dq=k eksR;k vu~ tko;kP;k >kijhph tksMh- nks?kkatoG feGwu ikp xk<oa- nksu f’kaxj- iky?kj xk<okoj yknys dh fu?kkys /ka|kyk---

xaX;kpk dq=k eksR;k rkaM;kHkksorhP;k [kjckoj pjr jkgk;ps vkf.k xaX;k&eU;kP;k ?ku&,sj.khpk vkokt [kjckP;k mrjaMh iljr tk;pk- la/;kdkGps lgk oktys dh vkokt can iMk;pk vkf.k Hkkrk gIiG Ogk;pk---!

dkekrwu Qqjlr feGkyh dh ?ku&,sj.khpk [ksG c?kr clkoa okVk;pa- xaX;kph ck;dks Hkkrk Qqdk;ph- Hkkrk Qqdwu >kya dh lkjtk mBwu ?ku gkrkr ?;k;ph- ykycaqn QkG lkaMlhus ,sj.khoj Bsor QkGkoj mtO;k gkrkryh lGbZ vkiVr xaX;k Eg.kk;pk] ^ga gku gku] QkG f’kGks gksbZlks!*

yxcxhua mBysyh lkjtk ?ku nksUgh gkrkus MksD;kbrda oj usÅu ^Llw Llw* djr ,sj.khoj vknGk;ph- xaxkjke Eg.kk;pk] ^ga tksjek ekjks!*

QkG dkGlj iMY;koj ykycaqnkM;kr [kqilwu oj lGbZus dksGlk <dyr Eg.kk;kpk] ^gag ok ekj] tjk tksjek ekjks--- jksVhfcVh [kkbZlks d dksuh\*

vkf.k lkjtk HkkR;kps nksUgh dksps xPp /kjr xqM?;koj mcMh iMr tksjrk ^gag a djr Qqdk;ph vkf.k Hkkrk iqLV Lrukxr Qqxk;pk---!

dkGhdqÍ e/;jk=- xGhr ykxfoyk clrks- lkjtk cMcMr gksrh]

^vkca dkbZ d: ck- rksua fuan dksuh vkoa--- uoks uojks gksbZlks---*

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Lkkjtsyk cja okVr uOgra- vkf.k xaxkjkeph okluk tkxh >kyh gksrh- ‘kstkjP;k ikyhr ysdhpa lalkj--- laosnuk ek:u tx.kkjh ek.kla--- txkph jhr vu~ thoukph okV letwu tx.kkjh ek.kla---!

---HkY;k igkVs mBwu rksaM /kq.ka >kya dh] dkGkfBDdj pgk <kslwu lkjtk rkaM;kr fu?kk;ph- bGk] bGr] QkG] Qkl T;kpa R;kyk nsr Tokjhoj HkkdjrqdMk ekxr ;k;ph- rso<;kr ikykiq<a mHka jkgwu xaxkjke gkdkjk |k;pk] ^vks lkjT;ks] xk<oh dksuh fnlks xk<oh--- tku tYnh ykbZlks- ;s xk<oh rks tho [kkbZlks--- vkca dkbZ dja ck--- yksdMksj [ksrek xk<oh tkbZlks] vku~ yksdMks gkeua rax djkslks!*

gs ,sdwu yksdMks dk; Eg.krks; ck xaX;k Eg.kwu fopkjrks- rj ck Eg.krks] ^;k tkrhp y; xEer gk; ckck- ,d uko UgkbZ- f?klMh yksdMks r eqlyeku yackMk] e&gkVh yekuh r rsyxw yeMsyw! Vkiwu lksrkyk catkjk Egurks;--- vla uko gk;r vkiqu yksdkP;k tkrhps- I;ya xksj catkjk Egur Ogrs---!*

lqÍhpk fnol- vkepa tksMdksGia pkyw gksra--- efgU;kpk eqDdke mpywu f?klMh ;sr gksrs- fc&gkM xk<okoj yknysya- xk<okekxa f’kaxja rq: rq: iGr gksrh- o”kkZua ;s.kkjs f?klMh- ek.klkP;k ikoyokVaua xk<oa ?kkryh- ckyk vkyk jkx- porkGwu cksyrks] ^ek;ph f?klkM?kkbZ tkr- ‘;sr fnlauk Og;\ bra dk Hkksdkrua okV gk; dk\ fQjok xk<oa ekxa!*

f?klMh xIixkj- lkjtk ujekbZua cksyrs] ^lxGkdw okV Hkksdkruap gk; nknk- lkuklqjrk ekual OgÅu vklk cksyrko- gkreh dk; jkstjkst ;srko- vkt xsyks r ojlkua!*

^ekUl tkrk tkrk exa xk<oafcdk\ áh dk xk<ok;ph okV fnlrh;k\* ck porkGysykp- jkx vukoj-

^ekUlkirwj xk<oa Hkyh gk;r ckck- ekUla fgdMafrdMa rch oGR;ky] ij xk<oa okV lksMk;ph Ugk;- ekUlkirwj paxya pyR;kr!* dsfoyok.kh lkjtk-

^ák okV pkywu r dnazwu xsyko- okVaua pYrk pYrk exa ‘;srkrua iMR;kr- gk;p nksu oGh paxya jku] R;srya oGhHkj rqMowu VkdR;kr- rqMok rqMok- lkjsp rqMok- bra uojk dqVa etcwr gk;- ekydk fcydkpa ‘;sr vlra ra fnlk rkjs fnlys vlR;s! bra dqukpa Mju gk;- frra naM;kpa gkX;k ekj clR;ks- bra m[kMys Qkatj dh fuxyh okV!*

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jks[kysyh xk<oa fc&gkMkua rVrVr gksrh- dq=h vkHkkGkr lqUu c?kr gksrh- R;kaP;koj ladV vk<oY;kpa tk.kor gksra- xaxkjke vu~ eU;k ckdMa iMY;k utjsua c?kr fouor gksrs]

^yksdMksnk] xk<okpa o>a f?kÅu ekUlkyk /kM pYrk buk] eax xk<o ekGkua pyrhy\*

^ekGkrua U;k dh OgGkrua U;k] ij ;k okVaua ,d xk<o tko |kpk UgkbZ-* ckph ftÌ-

Xkaxkjke] eU;k] lkjtk x;ko;k djr gksrh- eU;kph ck;dks lGlGR;k vaxkus fr[kV utj pkyor gksrh---

^ik; iMrks th- nhM fnlkps eqlkQhj gkoksr- ‘;srhpa bduQkVk pyoukjs- ekUlkpk leaaqn bo<;k Hksxhua bl: u;s ckck- vkt gkeP;kr gk; m|k rqeP;kr by- fnlkph lkoyh frunk fQjr;- ekUlkP;k tYekyk vkyko- bPpkj d:u’;ku jhrhua cksyko ekUlkua-* lkjtk-

^ek;ph fpDdV tkr- /kjY;k okVaua gkyr UgkbZ tk rqeP;k ek;P;k <qaxukr tk-* ck f’koh gklMwu cktwyk >kyk-

^dGxko brua fdrh nwj gk; nknk\* vla fopk:u xk<oa gkdyh- lkjtk Qksdkua xk<oa gkdr iqViqVr gksrh] ^dk; ,dsd ekUla vlR;kr- <qaxu fnlya r gsIiyukjh- iqjk jkx dk<yk; fcP;k&;kua!*

xaxkjke dkdwGrhua Eg.kr gksrk] ^ubZ cksyalks- ckiqnknk dju nu <dykslks- vlks cksyu fdrh >xM;k eksy ysbZlks- jkaM u tx HkkaM- xi pkykslks-*

xk<o] ek.klkpa dGi ikBhoj ?kj ?ksÅu clokuk [kksjhr ?kqlay vkf.k fgjO;kxkj xnZ >kMhr xqMwi >kya- i'kqi{;kaP;k] xqjkokljkaP;k fu xqjk[;kaP;k vkoktkus /ofur gks.kkjk [kksjkMk- pkSQsj Mqy.kkja jku- vkf.k vks<;kpa v[kaM >qG>qG pkyw gksra---

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uofoP;k oxkZr dlkclk c<rh >kyks gksrks- xf.kr ;k;pa ukgh o baxzth dGk;pa ukgh- dk; dj.kkj\ ikl gks.ka gh egkHk;adj leL;k---! iqLrd] oák] isu] isfUly b- lkfgR; ?ks.;klkBh iSlk ikfgts- f’kok; diMs&rsgh ‘kkGspa x.kos’k ikfgts- R;kfcxj oxkZr izos’k ukgh- ^,d iSdk Egath eksj fnlR;kr* Eg.k.kkjk ck :i;kpa lkfgR; fu diMs dls ?ksÅu ns.kkj---\

dkgh >kya rjh ‘kkGsr tk;pap vla eukr Bjowu Vkdya- vdjk tquyk ‘kkGk m?kM.kkj gksrh- rg;kpa dke d:u feGoysys iSls cktoG gksrs- R;k iS’kkph iqLrda ?ksrks- vaxkoj diMs Eg.kts ukxeuhph NWVu o cktkjkr vk;rh ?ksrysyh iV~V;kph pÏh] rhgh ,dp- nLrh xqaMkGwu pÏh /kqÅu okGY;koj ?kkyk;pks---

‘kkGsph r;kjh pkyysyh- ngkohr ikmy iMr vlY;kpk mRlkg nakMxk gksrk---

vkf.k vkMdkBhph Hkhrh fuekZ.k >kyh- ,ds fno’kh ;kMhP;k iksVkr nq[kw ykxya- nksu thokph ;kMh- ewy vkMoa vkya- izlwrhP;k osnusyk var uOgrk- ej.kizk; ;kruk lkslr ;kMh rGeGr gksrh- ^;kMhyk okpokjs* Eg.kwu vkdzks’k djrkauk HkksorkyP;k ck; ek>a ‘kakro.k djhr gksR;k---

rkaM;kryh ek.kla vu~ ck ;kMhyk cSyxkMhr ?kkyrkr- cs’kq/n iMysY;k ;kMhP;k xkMhekxa gelr vkyks mejhyk--- nok[kkU;kr iksgpY;koj ckWVy p<orkr- eksBk MkWDVj vkyk--- iksVkoj ik; nsÅu ewy ek:u fu?kwu xsyk- ;kMhpa okjl Eg.kwu ckpk vaxBk ?ksryk- vkf.k Eg.kkyk] ^rqEgkyk ukansMyk tkoa ykxy- bFka bykt gksr ukgh- fpÎh fygwu nsrks-* ckgsj ck;k cksyr gksR;k- ^v’kkua d;kyk nsr vlay ckbZ nso- |kpa nsÅ uk;- |kpa r lks;hlqdkua |koa-*

^Og; dh ekxk;yk xsyh Ogrh dk fcPpkjh\ ekxukjs ekxwu ljR;kr] ij R;sP;k injkr Vkdr uk; nso- nsoch [ksG;k gk; ckbZ] udks R;sP;k injkyk ckanra;!*

lok±pa volku xGwu xsysya- gkrik; Vkdwu lxGa laiY;kpa letwu uf’kckyk gkr ykoys---

ukansMyk dla vkf.k d’kkua U;koa\ ftFka dikGk ykok;k cank fnlr uOgrk---! ^,d cank Egath xkMkj pkd!* ck Eg.kk;pk-

,o<;kr ygkus MkWDVj vkys- ckyk Eg.kkys] ^okjl dks.k] rqEgh vkgkr dk\ rqEgh rqeP;k dqynsokph vkBo.k djk- u’khc rqepa] iz;Ru dj.ka ek>a drZO;- ekÖ;koj foÜokl Bsowu nsokpa ti djk eukr!*

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Ygkus MkWDVj vla lkaxwu vkr xsys- ckua ckckthP;k ukoua /;kl pkyoysya- vkjk/kukp gksrh rh- Eg.krkr dh] ^,d dksfFkachdjk <kyk] xq:nso ikj mrkjus okyk!*

[kjsp MkWDVjP;k iz;Rukyk ;’k vkya- e`r eqy izloyh ;kMh- nqgsjh ijh{kk ikl gksÅu ekjysya eqy ,dsjh ijh{kk ikl gksÅu vkysY;k MkWDVjyk ckgsj vk.koa ykxya! Ekuoh thoukr ek.klkyk nso HksVrkr rs v’kk ek.klkP;kp :ikua- lOok’ks :i;s ekx.kkjs eksBs MkWDVj dsOgkp fu?kwu xsys gksrs- vkf.k ,d iSlkgh udks] rwEgk xfjckpa Hkya >kya ekÖ;k gkrwu rsp iqjs Eg.k.kkjs ygkus MkWDVj vfoJkar lsosr rUe; >kys gksrs---

ek>h lxGh pkSd’kh d:u ‘kkGsyk tkx.kk&;k izek.ki=kP;k lR;izrh ;kp MkWDVjkauh fnY;k- ek.klkP;k :ikus xfjckps okyh nso ;kgwu osxGs dls igkos\

;kMh ‘kq/nhoj vkY;koj ewy esY;kpa dGya- fp[kykpk xksGk ;kMhP;k MksG;kvkM fp[kykr felGyk gksrk- R;kosGh ;kMhP;k esanwoj d’kk laosnkuk gksR;k dks.k tk.ks!

vkB fnolkauh fMlpktZ fnyk--- ek>s ‘kkGsyk tk.ks lq: >kys- njjkst ldkGh Hkkdjh Hkkt.;klkBh ej.k’k¸;so:u ijryh gksrh- jkfgysya _.k QsM.;klkBh ek.klkyk vlap ej.kkP;k nkjkrwu ijr ;koa ykxra---!

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iksGk- ‘kkGayk lqÍh feGkyh- ?kjh vkyks- lkataykp ldkGph r;kjh pkyyh gksrh-

m|k ukOghP;k Mksgkyk cSya iouhyk tk.kkj gksrh- HkksbZfyackpk ikyk lkataykp okVk;yk ykoya-

>katjR;k lkatosGh >kiMhyk ck cSya ?ksÅu vkyk- xorkpk Hkkjk dq<kyk Qsdwu gkrik; /kqrkr- ;srkuk vk.kysyh ikp ikukaph iGlkph <dksGh ?kjkr Bsok;yk lkaxwu [kkaneG.khpa fopkjrks-

[kkaneG.khph r;kjh >kyh- nq/kkpk isyk] fnoyk.kh] gGndqadw ?ksÅu xksB;kr xsyks- ikpikuh iGlkph <dksGh nq/kkr cqMowu ck Eg.krks]

^Egu] pkaxksuh pkaxekG* EgVY;kua ck Egurks] ^>k&;k cSykph [kkan eGk!*

vla >k&;k vu~ Hkq&;kph lkr&lkrosGk [kkan eGwu >kY;koj cSykyk fuon nsr ck Eg.krks] ^vkt fuon ?;k] m|k yXukyk ;k!*

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vla nksUgh cSykyk o ,dk xk;hyk fuon vu~ yXukpa voru nsÅu ?kjkr vkyks- jkrHkj eukr m|kph dYiuk rjGr gksrh- cSya] iouh] >qy] epkVh] [kkscGk] okjuhl] csxM] iksGk! ;krya cSya iouhlkBh us.ka gkrh gksra- i.k ckdhpa ckua cktkjkr dkfgp ?ksÅu fnya uOgra- gh :[k:[k jkrHkj eukyk ckspr gksrh---

yksdkaP;k cSykyk >qyh] f’kaxkyk okjuhl] csxM] dikGkyk xkasMs] dkukoj epkVh ikgwu eyk okVk;pa] vki.kgh vkiY;k cSykyk vla ltokoa! i.k ckph xjhch cSykP;k dikGkyk rhu xksaM;kph epkVh cka/kw ‘kdr uOgrh- Eg.krks] ^ck] cSykyk rhu xksaM;kph epkVhrch d:r- vkackM;kph ra vlra;! eok ukukP;k cSykyk dkukoj] dikGkoj epkVh] f’kaxkyk [kkscGk] r ikBhyk >wy vlrh;! Vkiukyk rso<ach udks dk\*

ck tcjnLr mRrj |kpk- Eg.kk;pk] ^rq;k ukukP;k iknU;k;o<a vkiukyk cksac ;sr Ugk; ckck- R;spa y; eVa fnlwu dk; Og;( bra okljkyk ckank;k nkoa UgkbZ- fuxkyk epkVh djk;k!*

[kja dk; rs dGk;pa- ek>a eh jDr fiÅu xIi Ogk;pks-

Ckktkjkr cklaxa pkyrkuk Mck c?kwu ?ksÅr Eg.kY;koj ck Eg.kk;pk] ^d;kpa okjuhl u~ d;kpa csxM ckck] bra nxwM [kkÅu /kksaMk <dyY;kouh fnl <dyr gko! eMda Hkktk;k feBkyk [kMdw UgkbZ vu~ rw csxM u~ okjuhl gqMdw gqMdw lrrrq;kl! Lkodkjh dk<wu lukph lcknuh pkyw gk;- xfjchpa xs: vu~ pqUuk cl gk;-*

,sdwu lqUu Ogk;pks- rksaMpk can iMk;pa- eqdk gksÅu ekxa ekxa pkyk;pks-

igkVsykp cSya <okoj iksgpyh- ?kjk?kjkrhy ek.kla ?kjdkekyk tqatyh] vax.k] ?kj] xksBk lkQ d:u >kya- ‘ksrhph cklua /kqÅu >kyh- foGk] Qkl] QkG] dq&gkM] bMh] bGr] tw /kqÅu xs: o pqU;kps fBids ykoys- vkf.k lenh cklua nkjkP;k MkO;k dq<kyk gkjhus Vsdoys-

eqjekM vk.kwu nkjkP;k nksUgh cktwyk xs:&pqU;kps fBids fnysys nxMkps nksu nso R;k eqjekoj cloys- nsokyk lkoyh Eg.kwu oj iGlkps QkVs mHks- >ksiM;koj vaFkysY;k OgD;kZps rs izfrd vlkos- vxnh gk- ns[kkok xksB;kyk nkjkyk- vkr ‘ks.kewrkpk csankMk- ?kj&xksB;krwu ek’kkapk Hk.kk.k- ek= ckgsj laxGa eaxy okVr gksra---

ckluktoG ikVkoj fp[kykph cSytksMh mHkh gksrh- /ka|kyk nso ekuwu iqt.kkjh ek.kla- nsokpk rks fnol- iksGk---

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rkaMk izlUu okVr gksrk- pkj&ikp fnolkiwohZp iksG;kph lkodkjh feGkyh gksrh- ‘ksyxkopk xaxkjke dqysdMdh rkaM;kpk lkodkj- vlkeh ikgwu pkj ik;Y;k] vkB ik;Y;k] e.k vla Tokjh vkf.k ia/kjk] fol] iapfol] :i;s fnYrk- lHkksorkypa jku fgjodPp Eg.kwu lxGh eua Qqyysyh fnlr gksrh- m|k ;s.kkjh Hkdklrk vkt ;fRdafprgh tk.kor uOgrh---

>ksiM;k&>ksiM;kryh iksGh lkodkjh iS’kkph--- fgjos Mksaxj] fgjoh >kMh] fgjoa ihd] fgjoa jku] fgjoa eu] fgjoa xku vkf.k lkja dla ‘kkar Nku--- eu vksjMra i.k vkokt ukgh] lkja dla fcucksHkkV fu lqrklkj[ka ljG!

<okoj iouhpk ,dp xydk mMkyk gksrk- rksaMkrwu Qsl iMsrks iouh ?kkyr gksrs iksja] fdydkjh xyD;kus <o xycywu xsyk gksrk- ykywP;k Hkq&;k cSykph u’kk >kyh- cSy iksV Qqxwu rjaxw ykxya- vks<r ckgsj vk.kwu clra dsya- FkksM;k osGkua mHkk jkgwu pkyw ykxyk- vkoMHkj xsyk fu mHkk >kM dkslGkok rlk HkwbZoj vknGyk cSy- vkf.k dk; Hkj iksG;kP;k fno’khp fu?kwu xsyk---

ykywP;k ?kjh nq%[kkph n’kk iljyh- lkja va/kkjya- rkaMk gGgGr gksrk- iksGk dlk djkok\ iz’u iMyk- iksG;kP;k fno’kh cSy tk.ka Eg.kts QDr rs ykywP;kp ?kjkpa nq%[k uOgra] rkaM;kpa nq%[k gksra-

uk;dkP;k ?kjkiq<a rkaMk tewu clyk- vlkeh Hkkstk Eg.krks] ^uk;d] dkjHkkjh eta ,sdk- lqdnqd lk&;kyk gk;- v’;k xksVh Ogr vlR;kr- R;spk nqdksaVk djr clw Ugk;- ykywyk ‘kkar d:u iksG;kpk bP;kj d: ;k- iksGk iMw |kpk Ugk;---

Hkq&;k cSykpa e`rnsg xkMhr ?kkywu ‘ksrkr vk.kya- /kq&;kojP;k eksgk[kkyh cSykyk tkxk nhyh- ekfrP;k f<xk&;koj ykdMkpa cSy d:u clfoya- R;kyk panukpk fVGk ykowu ukjG QksMyk- cankVhyk Hkxoh >aMh cka/kyh- iksG;kP;k fno’kh Hkq&;k egknso >kyk gksrk vkf.k eksgkP;k >kMkoj cSykpk vkRek rMQMkok r’kh >aMh QMQMr gksrh-

lkatosG- Mqcrk xksGk rkaM;kdMa MksGk ykoysyk- fgjO;kxnZ jku>kMhoj ilysyh lksulkoyh- ‘ksrk’ksrkrwu cSya ijrys- jkukyk uk;dkpk gkdkjk xsyk- lk&;k cSytksM:k [kjckoj teY;k- eku uk;dkpk- ?kjph ukgh Eg.kwu dkjhHkk&;kph ,d tksMh ?ksÅu uk;d iq<a >kyk- ekukph mrjaM iq<a] ekxa cSytksMhpk tFkk- vlkehph tksMh ekukP;k tksMhiq<a xsyh vu~ HkkaM.k tqaiya- cSya fQjok;pa lksMwu uk;d HkkaM.k lksMow ykxyk- >VkiVhr uk;dkpk QsVk iMyk- /kke/kqehrp ek:rhyk cSya fQjys- uk;dkpk eku vlwu /kqekdqGhr rksj.k dq.kh rksMay iRrk ukgh- o:u uk;d pkaxyk >ksMiwu fu?kkyk gksrk---

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izR;sd ?kjkiq<a nksu cSykP;k tksMhyk ,d xk; mHkh d:u yXu ykxrkuk ikgwu fofp=p okVr gksra---

nql&;k fno’kh eGko clyk- ijrkaM;kpsgh uk;d vkys gksrs- vkf.k cSykP;k xksB;kr ek.klkapk ulkc lq: >kyk- ijrkaM;kpk mdkuk;d fopkjrks] ^dkabZ Hkkstwekek] eGko dkequ clyk;\* ekek dksYgk ek.kwl- lkja vk;q”; ulkc dj.;kr xsysya- dlya HkkaM.k vlks] QVD;klj’kh feVok;pk- ifgY;k [ksih n`”Vkar nsÅu okrkoj.k jaxkr vk.kk;pk- vkf.k ex lq= lkaxwu lksMwu fnya dh HkkaM.kpa xf.kr lqVysya vlk;pa- Eg.kwu lkjsp R;kyk vlkeh Hkkstk Eg.kts rkaM;kpk uk;d ulwugh U;k; dj.kkjk Eg.kwu ulkch uk;dk Eg.kwup x.kk;ps- vkt v’kk ;k ulkchojp ulkc gksrk-

uk;d Eg.krks] ^egh ikxMh r ikYMhp ij csne >ksMyach HkkstwP;k iksjkua!*

Hkkstk vlkeh Eg.krks] ^xksV [kjh gk;- áksr nksu xqUgs gk;r- ,d ekj.ka vu~ nqljk ikxMh ikMY;kpk ij bP;kjk ikxMh dkewu iYMh vku~ dkewu ekjya iksjkua---\ ,d lkDrj gk; R;s ,sdk- eax ulkc djk]

^^[kkGh;k osoa] :axGh osoa

leanjsek tkua jsoa

leanj tj osoa]

rks txr dr jsoa\**

unh&ukys Ogkr tkÅu lkxjkr &gkR;kr- lkxjp Ogkow ykxyk ra tx dqBa tkÅu &gkoa\ eák iksjkr vu~ uk;dkr Qjd djrko dk UgkbZ\*

vlkehpa gs cksy.ka ,sdwu ulkch Fkcdys vu~ ex rMdys- gk vla ekur ukgh Eg.kwu ulkch uk;dkauh R;kyk rkaM;kckgsj dk<ya- >kya okGiRrj iMya Hkkstwoj! pYE;kpa Ikk.kh can] vksjhcdjhpa Hkkx can] yXukpa voru can] iaxr can] lkja lkja can---

vlkehgh [kMwlp Eg.kk- pkj ?kjkapk ,d xV d:u vkiyk dkjHkkj osxGk lq: dsyk- lxGk O;ogkj osxGk- leud] nljk] fnokGh] gksGh] ;o<ap dk; fgjkgh osxGk- ijrkaM;kyk yxudk;kZph fpðh Lor%P;k ukokua tkÅ ykxyh- vksjhcdjhph gaMh osxGh f’ktw ykxyh- ,dkps nksu rkaMs >kys---

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xksdwG v”VehP;k fno’kh osxGa fp= meVya gksra-

pkanok fnlsrks ek.kla xkr gksrh- pkank fu?kkyk dh Hkkstwph xk; gkacjk;ph- R;k fno’kh vkHkkG vkY;kua pkank fnlyk ukgh( i.k mxorhph osG lk/kwu xk; gacjyh- vkf.k dkpksGks oktowu Lokxr >kya- vlkeh ek.kla lkscr ?ksÅu vkjrh Eg.krks]

^^[kaMGij eaMG xq<h]

caxyk T;ksr lok;ks]

vkjr fd;ks] lkrhlkedk fd;ksja!**

fg vkjrh vkjnkl rkaM;kr QDr Hkkstwykp ;k;ph- Eg.kwu fojks/kdkP;k ?kjh uqlrk dpksGksp oktr gksrk- vkjnkl Eg.kk;yk dks.khp uOgrk- loZ Hkkstwfcuk HkkjkHkj fpa/;k gksR;k- lsdM;kpa lqdkG gksÅu ,dkpa nqdkG >kya gksra-

;kMh fcekj vlY;kpa dGya Eg.kwu vkyks gksrks- rj rkaM;kr gs c?kk;yk feGkya- ;kMhua vaFk:.k /kjysya- vktkjkua ;kMh ikaxGh cuY;kxr >kyh gksrh- vLoLFk- rkiku vax xnenwu vkysya- gkrkyk pVds clkos vlk rki- cjGr gksrh- R;kposGh ck rsth EgkrkjhP;k ?kjh xsyk- Egkrkjhua EglkbZpa nks”k Eg.kr fijkpa dk<ya- ihj vkepa dqynso!

Eg.kkyh] ^cM;k ikMkyk tkua ykxy- danksjh djua ykxay- y; fnlkph danksjh Fkksiwu gk;- eBk cksdwM ?;k- cja OgbZy!

Ckpk foÜokl clyk ukgh- tksxkyk cksykowu vk.krks---

fijkph danksjh dk djr ukghl\ Eg.kwu nknh ckyk HkkaMr gksrh- cSy xsyk] EgSl xsyh] lksU;klkjda ysd: xsya] OgR;k R;k [kaMhHkj ‘ksG;k xsY;k- vkrh fgyk cja okVauk- ;Gayk lkbZ >kYrk Egwu iqtr vkykoa- vkrk lksMwu dla Hkkxay- nkoyk dk Ugk; pVdk\ T;sp Hkd R;syk nsÅu vkiwu eksdGa Ogk;k dk; Ogra;\ QkR;k >kya dh vkiwu fuxwu ;koa- [kkukjs [kkR;kr-= [kkukjs dk; deh gk;r\*

nknhpa ,sdwu ckyk danksjhpa cksdwM lksMko ykxya gksra- HkkokP;k fg’;kr iSls nsÅu ckyk QkR;k iMkoa ykxya gksra- danksjh djk;yk fpapkG;kyk xkMhpk rkQk xsyk gksrk--- nknh vtwu rsp djk;yk lkaxr gksrh-

tksxk vkyk- clrk clrk cksyyk] ^?kkc: udk- dGkya iksjhyk ijhpa gk;- lkaxrks R;s leku vkuk- nksjk cka/krks- ipjaxh mn bl: udk- ,d ukGkpa fiyw vkuk-

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rso<a djuap ykxya- dksacMhoj Hkkxya vlra ij ijhyk cksdwMp- ik;ts- rla Eglksckyk dksacMw pkyra---

tksxk Hkhr Hkhr lkaxr gksra] ^rqEgkluh ás iVukj UgkbZ ij djua ykxya- [kja Egath rqeh Egkjkt >kyko] Egwu dk; pqdra;\ T;sp Hkd R;syk- rweh [kkÅ udk dh fiÅ udk- E;k lkja djR;ks- iko’ksjh fro<h ekrj /;kuar fBok-*

lkja lkafxrysya lkeku vk.kY;koj mnkpa /kwj nsÅu naMkyk nksjk cka/kyk- lkr osGk vksokGwu fiyw ?ksÅu <okoj xsyk- dk; djk;pa rs d:u vkyk- ijr ;sÅu Eg.krks] ^ijh gk; ckck- OgGkpk vljk- ikU;kpk ijsÅ- T;sp Hkd R;syk!*

dkfgp >kya ukgh- v[ksj nok[kkU;kr efgU;kpa dksjl djkoa ykxya- ^dqynso dlk\* fopkjY;kua ck Eg.krks] ^;Gayk lkbZ >kYrk Egwu iqtr vkyko Egua] dqynso Egua- d;kpa dqy u~ dk; iksjk] ihj iqtk;ph gokbZ lqVyh Ogrh- nsokph tkrQhr cxr ulR;kr- ekUlkyk vlrs Egwu dk nsokykch tkr vlra; Og;\

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rkaM;kr czEgpkjh egkjkt vkys gksrs- pkSdkr iky egky jksoysys- la/;kdkGh nsohph iwtk vkVksiyh- n’kZuklkBh cjhp ek.kla teysyh- ek.klkua rkaMk xtctwu xsyk gksrk- Hktuh eaMGklkBh ykdMh iyaxkp LVst dsysya- R;koj dkiMh eaMi Vkdwu ltoysya gksra- ykÅMLihdj gksra- n.kn.khr dk;Zdze gksra- ckG czEgpkjh ldkGh uqlra nsohph iwtk vkVksiwu Hkk”k.k Bksdk;pk- R;kyk Hktu& izopu tek;pa ukgh- Kku EgVya rj mUgkG;kr vkVysY;k vks<;kxr- i.k eBkP;k xknhpk ekyd Eg.kwu pkSdkr ek.kla esa<jkokuh [kPpwu clyh gksrh- egkjkt jk=h ikyegkykckgsj Hkk”kk.kkyk fu?kkys ukghr- R;kaP;k lkscr vkysY;k cqokP;k Hktukyk lq:okr >kyh-

^^rksua le: xMsjh ekoyh

xMsjh ekoyh] xtjk rksM esjh ek;k

lsok vk;ks xks:js ?kja ike.kks

xks:js] ?kja ike.kks] ckuh jk[k esjh ek;k!**

uxkjk] >kat] FkkGhpk >.kdkj! Hktu jaxkr vkysya- lkjs nax gksÅu ,sdr gksrs- cqokP;k Hktukph rky] y; vkf.k lqjsy xGk R;keqGa lxGs eksgwu xsys gksrs---

Hktu Fkkacwu cqok cksyw ykxys] ^xksjHkkbZ gks] xknhpk ekyd vkiY;k uxjhr vkyk;- vla ,sdrks;] ;k rkaM;krY;k dkbZ ck;k tquk is&gko dk<wu yqxMa uslY;kr-

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ckckyk gsp vkoMr UgkbZ- ;kdrkZ rkaM;kr tsoM;k lkM;k&yqxMaq uslysY;k ck;k vlR;ky R;k lk&;k m|k dqBY;k dksukM;kr iMysya dk vlauk rs ?kkxjk] QsV;k uslwu ckckP;k njl.kkyk ;k;yk ik;ts- ulrk ckckpk ‘kki feGay rqekyk!*

vla gs ,sdrkp lkrHkkbZ rkaM;kpk :dk [kPpwu clysY;k tekokrwu [kLdu mBwu Eg.krks] ^cqokth] rqeph e&;kek u~ lsokHkk;k ;k xksj lektkyk vtwu fdrh fnl áks okl?kku ikslkdkr fBoukj gk; R;ks lkaxk!*

cqok dkojkckojk >kyk- larkiyk- Hktu mjdra ?ksÅu cqok ckcktoG xsyk- ?kMysyh xks”V teowu mYVh lkaxrks] ^rkaM;kryk ,d vkneh Eg.krks;] rqeph ?kkusjMh e&;kek fu lsokHkk;k ;k yksdkauk fdrh fnl ;k ikslkdkr fBoukja; R;s lkaxk\*

,sdwu czEgpkjh egkjktkpa jkx vukoj >kya--- igkVs egkjkt mBys- vka?kksG ukgh- iwtk ukgh- Hktu ukgh dh egkjktkpa Hkk”k.k ukgh- dkgh dj.kkj ukgh vla B.kdkoysya!

^jkrhpk ek.kwl dksu gk; R;syk leksj vkuk!* vla ctkoY;kcjkscj lxGs ?kkc:u xsys- iqtk&;kph xqykeh iRd:u lkscr cqokckth djr fQj.kk&;k >Yik ok<oysY;k ek.klkua Mko lk/kyk gksrk-

^^xknhpk eBirh Eg.kts vaxkj! Vkrk dk;\ leksj dla tkoa foLrokP;k! tkoa r tGwu Hkle gks.;kxr- gkrkua eksr ekxwu ?ksryk; :dk** vla cksyw ykxys yksd---!

Ekgkjkt gÍkyk isVyk- ^leksj vkY;kfcxj brwu gkyukj UgkbZ]* Eg.kw ykxyk- fgEer d:u :dk leksj tkÅu clyk- egkjkt MksGs oVk:u Eg.krks]

^rqt gk;l dk\*

^gks Egkjkt!*

^dk; Eguykl rw jkrh\* vkokt p<owu fopkjrkr egkjkt-

bZÜojckckpa cG vaxkr lapkjY;kxr :dk jksowu clr Eg.krks]

^E;k dk; Eguyks lk&;k eaMikyk EgkbZr gk;- vkudh Egu- Egkjkt rweh xknhps ekyd- ij ,d /;kuar ?;k-* vla Eg.kr :dk Mkok gkr oj o mtok gkr [kkyh ?ksÅu gkrok&;klg cksyrks] ^maV vlra; maV maV] R;k maVkP;k fiY;kyk MkyX;k[kkyh nkckoa Eguya dh R;ks ncay dk\*

,sdwu egkjkt ts [koGys R;kyk lhekp mjyh ukgh- nkaMX;k vkoktkr fopkjys]

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^rqtk xq: dksu gk;\*

:dk cksyrks] ^rsp rsp r Egurks;- eOgk xq: ;ksxh ckck gk;!*

^okjs rqok ;ksxh ckck vku~ rw ekfgr gk; eyk rqok ckck Hkhd ekxr fgaMr gk; rs- ;k raM;kr rw e;k nsohap voeku djrwl dk\ tk csV;k] lgk efgU;kirwj rw vu~ rqok xw: fnlukj UgkbZ tk- vku~ ;k rkaM;kyk ik.kh rqikljda OgbZy fu Hkkdj [kksc&;kxr OgÅu tkbZy- bra iwtk djukj UgkbZ- pyk iq<P;k raM;kyk-*

vkf.k [koGysY;k voLFksrp egkjkt pkyrs >kys-

egkjkt iq<P;k xktwP;k rkaM;kr xsys u~ xsys ekxa xksfoank VsacjP;k >kMko:u [kkyh vknGyk- Vsacja rksM.;kP;k uknk ik; QkaV;ko:u fulVya fu iMyk- vaxkpa lkyiV fu?kkya- yksd Eg.kw ykxys] ^ljki fnÅu xsys Egkjkt- ejR;kr raM;kps yksd vkrk-*

lkjsp Hk;Hkhr >kys gksrs!

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rksGkth] xksfoank vkEgh fr?ks nksLr fnokGhuarj ‘kkGsP;k xkoh mejhyk [kksyh ?ksÅu jkgr gksrks- uohu ngkohpa o”kZ- vH;klkph pVd ykxyh gksrh- fr?ksgh ckck egkjktkaP;k eafnjktoGP;k vkacjkbZr vH;klyk tk;pks- la/;kdkGh ;srkuk dkVsdwVs tGruklBh ospwu vk.kk;pks- gkrkua Lo;aikd djk;pks- [kksyh ekMhoj- tqukV iMdh ykdMh ekMh- [kkyP;k [kksyhr osVj- nks?ksgh uojkck;dks jkgk;ps- oj cktwP;k [kksyhr oxZfe= jkgk;ps- mMnkph nkG fu Hkkdjh d:u >kys dh tsowu ?;k;pks- xIikr jax Hkjyk dh g’;kpk LQksV Ogk;pk- glrk glrk nks?kk nksLrkaph dqLrh ykxk;ph- ^vja] gGw] fHkr iMay iyhdMa Hkhr vkgs!* Eg.kyks dh glr dqLrh lksMwu |k;ph- /kqekdqGhua [kkyh ekrh xGk;ph- osVjph c;dks Q.kdkjr ckgsj ;k;ph- papy MksG;kP;k R;k iksjdV ckbZP;k jkxkpa g’;kr :ikarj >kysya vlk;pa- rh Eg.kk;ph] ^?kj bo<a gknjra dla ásp dGauk- dk; djrko oks rqeh\ gkeP;k vaxkoj fulrh ekrh xGrh;k [kkyh---!*

vkf.k [kksyhr tkÅu nkj can d:u ?;k;ph- frjI;k MksG;kua c?k.kk&;k R;k iksjdV ;qorhpa cksy.k] gl.k fu fnl.ka vkd”kZd okVk;pa] i.k lkSn;Zpa ewY; fufrcká okx.;kus cfg”d`r Bjr vlkoa- v’kk fdrhrjh uVosyh ckáorZukus vlqanj okVw ykxrkr---!

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/kx Eg.kts /kx- rGiR;k mUgkr MksD;kyk nLrh xaqMkGwu ck ;sr gksrk- ckck egkjktkP;k vkacjkbZr ek>a vH;kl pkyysya- ,d rilk/kukp gksrh rh- vdjkyk ;sÅu vH;klkyk clyks dh ikp&lkMsikpykp mBk;pks---

ckP;k gkrkr fpa/khr xaqMkGysyh Hkkdj gksrh- vkY;k vkY;k lkaxrks] ^cksjfMaxkr bP;k:u bdMa vkyks- rqtk iSdk feG.kkj gk;- ok<wu vkY;kys- xksjV;kP;k dkyO;koj dke dsYrkl R;sps---*

pVdu rs n`’;s fnlw ykxya- xkokP;k ojrhdMwu tk.kk&;k dkyO;krya eyew= QkoM;kus Hk:u dk<yks gksrks! R;kosGh dkekph gtsjh feGkyh gksrh- vkf.k gh R;kph ok<ho---!

jsLVgkÅlyk xsyks- lkgsc FkaMxkj caxY;kr gok ?ksr >ksiyk gksrk- pijk’kkua ^m|kyk ;k* lkaxhrya-

dkfg fnolkua vlkp rMd ck vkacjkbZr vkyk- gqandk vkojysyk rjh <l<l.ka pkyw gksra- eyk dkfgp metsuk- Eg.kkyk] ^,dkp ykY;k &gk;yk Ogrk R;ksch xsyk- vkor iYMk ckck- vaxkjkP;k H;kua raMk rG;koj vkyk;- fnlHkj >ksiMa o<ya- OgMrk OgMrk vknGyku~ dk;! r xsykp- dkbZ tjklhd ch dGya UgkbZ- dke tkxP;k tkxh iMwu gk;- gkrk[kkyh dksuh UgkbZ- lkjh frjk[kkaMh Ogra; ,dY;kph!*

/khj ns.;klkBh Eg.kwu ckyk cksyrks] ^okVay rs OgÅ ns- fpark djk;ph ukgh- eWfVªdph ijh{kk vkgs ek>h- vH;kl d:u ikl Ogk;pa;- v’kk HkkuxMhr /;ku xsya r ukikl Ogkoa ykxay- dkgh >kya rjh dkGth djk;ph ukgh- ckckth dk; lkaxrkr] ^fgEers enkZ rks enr [kqnk!*

^vkrk ckyk ehp myV lkaxw ykxyks gksrks- ?k’;kyk dksjM iMysyh- Fkqdh fxGr ck Eg.krks] ^rqikukrwu xsY;kys gko- ásrquch fuxay okV- rqta rq pyw ns- gkepa gkeh cxw- HkY;k HkY;k bxukrwu xsyko- vlra; dkbZrch luh pDdj- rqta rw vC;kl dj- bdMph gsrw bÅ |kpa Ugk;- OgbZy r Qkr tkoa- fgEer frra xEer---!

fpa/kdkryh Hkkdj nsÅu ck fu?kwu xsyk- ckyk ekghr gksra] ^cksfMZaxkr ikp dksjkp feGrs- oj ,d ?kkl fxGk;k HksVr Ugk;!*

eWfVªdP;k ijh{ksiq<a dkgh,d fnlr uOgra dh] dqByk fopkj eukr vk.kr uOgrks--- efgan ljkaP;k f’kdo.;kua xf.kr tew ykxysya] rj HknszljkaP;k f’kdo.;kua baxzth dGw ykxysya- Eg.kwu ikl Ogk;ph mesn ok<ysyh----

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lxGs fo”k; rksaMikB dsY;kxr >kysys--- ijh{ksps dsanz /kekZcknyk feGkysya- xko uohu- ijh{kk ns.ka uohu- lxGa nq%[k fxGwu vkuankr ijh{kk nsÅu vkyks- pkyrkuk pDdj ;k;ph--- ikp dksjk Hkkdj--- o”kZHjkr vaxkoj dkrMhp mjysyh--- R;kr ?kjP;k pkanzk;.kph fpark! [kja Eg.kts fnokGh rs gksGh fnol etsr tkr- gksGh rs fnokGh ,dsd ?kkl deh Ogk;ps--- ukgh djkoa ykxk;pa---! Hkfo”;kph fpark okgrkuk jkc jkc jkc.kkjh ek.kla- fnolHkj dke d:u la/;kdkGP;k iksVkyk egkx- lqxh gksÅugh lkodkjh fQVk;ph ukgh- nj o”kkZph gh dFkk--- dqnG& QkoMs ?ksÅu r;kj Ogk;pks--- xkokrwu tkrkuk vksG[khP;k nksLrkauk rksaM fnlw u;s Eg.kwu rksaM yior dkekoj tk;pks- tUekyk vkY;kuarj tx.ka Eg.kts iksVklkBh feGo.ka ;kP;k iyhdMa dkgh dGr uOgra!

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mUgkGk- gtjhpa dke lq: >kysya- QDdkM ekusdkP;k ‘ksrkrwu xsysY;k dkyO;koj dke pkyw gksra- ik;krwu lkoyh ljdyh- vkaC;kP;k >kMk[kkyh dwVds eksMwu lkoyhHkj vkMos >kys- r:.kkapa VksGda xIikr xaqx- /kk:pk eaxrk tkMtqM ck;kauk Mi Eg.kk;pk r iksjhyk <ksydh- ex dk; iksjkaP;k Mi&<ksydhP;k xIikauk /kwu p<k;ph---

<GR;kikjh ‘kknqYyk Mªk;Ogjpk >Mihpk Vªd vkyk- MkslD;kyk nLrh xqaMkGwu <sjiksVkoj gkr fQjor mHka jkgwu fifpaxlkBh vk.kysys /kksaMs dk<rkauk Eg.kk;pk] ^tYnh fudkyks] D;k dke djrs vknehds t;kl!*

Dyhujyk rw dk cksyr ukghl\ yscjyk yodj dk<k vla dk lkaxr ukghl\ vla Eg.kr tksjkr vksjMk;pk- ^vjs( cd cd cduk f’kd- cduk ugh vk;k rks cqdusdks ugh feysxk] Hkqdk ejtkbZxk lkyk- nqfu;k cdusokysdq cksyrh gS- nqfu;kesa cdusokysdhp pYrh gS- lkyk ugha cduk f’kdk rks Fkqad nsaxh nqfu;k eqais!*

eGdV ik;tek& vaxMk ?kkrysyk HkqjdV >qYik vlysyk dkGkdwÍ Dyhuj nhuok.kk] ykpkjkxr rksaM dqywican >kY;kxr c?kr gksrk---

vkf.k ekÖ;kryk eqduk;d ekÖ;kleksj iz’ufpUg gksÅu mHkk Bkdyk gksrk---!

bdMa fnolHkj ik.kh iktor rGph Qqikpa iqjk.k pkyw vlk;pa- eksBk ckyhLVj vlY;kxr cksyk;pk- <GR;kikjh QDdkM ekusD;kP;k fgjhrya ik.kh ,d oVyk ^ojlhG* lkgsckP;k ?kjh U;k;pk- ^y; xksM ik.kh* Eg.kwu lkgsc jkst lkatayk ,d [ksi ekxok;pk mejhyk- lkgckyk ik.kh ikto.kkjk gk eksBk ek.kql!

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,dk|k fno’kh vkEgh iksja tkrks lkgsckP;k ?kjh Eg.kY;kua Qqik Eg.kk;pk] ^^dkyO;krya fdpM dk<rk dk<rk vaxkrya ekaMik.kh mlor; rch jx gk;p gk\ fuxys lk;ckyk ikuh iktk;k---**

vkf.k FkksMa Fkkacwu Eg.kk;pk] ^^vkjs HkbZ] njkrhls ckyk fudyrs Fks rks lLrj dkgsdw yxrs Fks---!**

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[kGs laiys- lqxh vksljyh- jku muxra >kya- fgjoa jku fioGa iMwu ikua xGkyh- mUgkps pVds tk.kow ykxys- rkaM;krys yksd oSj.k vks<w ykxys- rkaM;kHkksorh dMC;kP;k ‘ksaMh fnlw ykxY;k- oGbZyk QjksG;kP;k xjkMk iMyk- <ksja] xqja eksdGh >kyh- vkf.k ekGkryh okoVG rkaM;kr mr: ykxyh---

gGwgGw iljr tk.kk&;k Hkdklrsph gh pkgwy! R;kr mUgkGkHkj iqjsy v’kh jaxuknkph vkuan;k=k Eg.kts mejhtoG t=k Hkjk;ph--- toG ckck egjktkapa eafnj-

oYyhlkgsckaph t=k- rkaM;krkaM;krwu vkysY;k cSyxkM;k xtctY;k VsdMhHkksorh ilkj lqVY;k gksR;k- t=sP;k /kqanhus vLeku xq.kxq.kr gksra-

lqxhr lkpoysyk [kftuk iksjkiklwu Fkksjki;Zr lkjsp oYyhlkgsckaP;k t=sr m/kGk;ps- t=k oYyhlkgsckaph i.k fnlk;ph t.kwdkgh catkj.k ck;kaph- ck;k] xMh fu iksjkiksjhapk oSfp«; esGkok c?kwu t=k jaxsy Hkklk;ph- oYyhlkgsckaP;k cksMD;k VsdMhoj ykyHkMd isgjkokrY;k fioG;ktnZ ck;k ikgwu okVs] ^t’kh iGlQqykaph <kdqMh Qqyyh vkgs---!*

la/;kdkGh pkan.;kQVd jkrh iksjh xk.ks xkr ukpk;P;k---

^trjkua tkjh ekjh fctksyh ckbZ

djh;kbZ trjk Qjh;kbZ

ykyh yksoMhia NkVks

dlsjks ykbZ\*

^fctksyh t=k d:u ijr vkyh- ij yky vks<.khoj dlyh u{kh js[kkVwu vk.kyh;\*

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rkaM;krkaM;krY;k rj.;k iksjh c?k.;klkBh bFks ;kos( v’kh gh t=k- banzkpa njckj HkjY;kpa Hkkl gksbZy- rUoaxk] e`xk{kh] furafcuh] in~feuh] d`’ksnjh vla dk; dk; Eg.krkr- R;k lxG;k iksjh MksG;kleks:u rjGr tkrhy- ?kqaxjtksMh cka/kysY;k iksjh ;kSo.kkpk >qdrk Hkkj ?ksÅu nwdkuknqdkuko:u fgaMrkuk fnlY;k dh] rs pky.kap c?kr clkoa okVk;pa- ;k ;qorhaps c?k.ksgh <axnkj- iki.khP;k dslkP;k ikrG iMnhP;k dkBkus frjih utj ykorkuk lk{kkr jrh fnlk;P;k- ,d jaxcgkj t=k] ukukfo/k jaxuknkr Maqcysyh- xk.ks laiys rjh uknoy;s jsaxkGr jkgkoh r’kh t=k laiyh rjh efguksx.krh MksG;kr rjGr jkgh---!

rh t=k vktgh Hkjrs i.k rs lkaSn;Z ukgh- ckckthapa :<h fojks/kkpa izHkko dh] dk; vkt R;k ck;kgh ukghr- R;k catkjk isgjkokps O;kikjhgh ukghr- catkjk ck;kaph ‘ka`xkjlk/kus fod.kkjkgh ukgh- xkM;k Dofprp fnlrkr vkf.k rj.;kckaM iksjhapk ?kqaxjh ukn rj ukghp ukgh----!

vkt R;k t=sdMa c?kwu jaxosyhpk eGk dk dksestyk\ gk iz’u iMrks- vkt R;k t=sryh Hkdklrk c?kwu ekxpk eksgjysyk olar vkBorks- vkf.k okVra] fulxZ tlk vusd _rqpdzkrwu cnyr tkrks rlk ek.kwlgh cnyr vlkok- ek.klkaP;k thoufn’kkgh cnyr vlkO;kr- Eg.kwup izR;sd rikryk ek.kwl fujkGk fnlrks vkf.k ;qxk;qxkryk ek.kql rj loZLokus varckZá cnyysyk vlrks- dkGkP;k vks?kkr cnyr tk.kkjk gk lekt _rqpdz vlsy- l`”Vh _rqpdzkizek.ks cny.ka fulxZ/keZ vkgs- ek.kwl rjh R;kis{kk fujkGk dlk jkgw ‘kdsy! Ekk.kwl tjh tk.kar vlsy rjh vtk.krsi.kh ?kM.kk&;k xks”Vh uSlfxZdp vlrkr- fulkxkZps xq.k/keZ R;kyk ukdkjrk ;sr ukghr] rls eukizek.ks Lohdkjrk ;sr ukghr- fulxZdzekph rh okV vlrs] rh ;qxkarjkph okV---!

vkt R;k t=sph dsfoyok.kh fLFkrh ikgwu fdo ;srs- dkGkph n;k ;srs--- vkt rh VsdMh mUgkr rGirkuk fnlrs--- mUgkr /kx/kxrkuk fnlrs--- fils miVwu VkdysY;k dksacMhlkj[kh--- HkjY;k t=sr vlrkukp tk.kors- ek.klkyk vkysyk eksgj xGwu xsY;koj fdrhgh ik.kh fiÅu eukkph rgku fu rxex d’kh ‘kkar gks.kkj---

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rkaM;kr ckckth vkys gksrs- vkr ek= rkaM;kr nksu xV iMys gksrs- ,d ;ksxh ckckpk] rj nqljk io&;kP;k ckckpk- io&;kps czEgpkjh egkjkt eBirh rj ;ksxhckck lalkj tkGwu lk/kuk dsysys- ;ksxhckck rkaM;kr vkys dh] izFkkok|kapk frGikiM Ogk;pk---

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rkaM;kr [kGcG pkyysyh- /kqekuk;d lhrkjkeyk Eg.kr gksrk] ^io&;kpk egkjkt tcjnLrh djr UgkbZ- ikslkd cnyk Egur UgkbZ- áks dqVyk vkyk; dh tksxMk\ nk: cksVh lksMwu xG;kr ekG ?kkyk Egurks;- lohZ pky lksMk Egurks;- ásp;k dk; ?kjpa [kkÅu dh fiÅu\ ga\*

flR;k vlkeh rkaM;kpk- Eg.krks] ^rlk áks egkjkt ?kj dk uk ?kkV dk ekuY;kxr gk;- ;kyk ?kj uk nkj- dqBa rch eqydkoj xkbZ oGr Ogrk ukbZdkP;k] f’kGs dqVds eksMr- R;k ukbZdkuap áspa yxhu ykowu fnya- iksjach >kysr- ij ck;dks esyh vu~ áks iksjkckGkyk lksMwu io&;kph okV /kjyk- ijlwckckph lsok djhr jkfgyk- ckckP;k nsoGkr E;kch Ogrks- ijlqckck xsys vu~ ásyk eBokY;kauh gkdyys- frrwu HkVdr vkyk rkaM;kr- rok áksch pksjh djk;pk- eklGh /kjk;pk OgGkr- nk: I;kpk- gkeP;k c:cj esa<;k pksjk;yk ch ;k;pk- lkjs /kans d:u pqqdyk; R;ks- eax dq&gkMhyk tkÅu ri dsyk; Egua- R;syk lksexM uko fnyk;- vkrkra [kaftjh oktor vkyk; lk/kw OgÅu vu~ jsaxkGwu xsyk; fgdMa---*

,sdwu /kqek Eg.krks] ^Og;- ij fi<htkn ckck dkbZp lksMor UgkbZ- áksr lkja lkja lksMok;k fuxkyk;- czEgkpkjh ckckra ij’kqckck xsY;kua iqrGk ;kMhyk lkjk tquk isjko p<foyk- io&;kps ckck Qsjhyk fuxys dh] R;sP;k ekxps cdjs ek:u [kkR;kr raM;kr- vku~ dqByk vkyk; ckiqrhph ofgokV lksMok;k rqjZe[kku- vkiwu lksMok;pa UgkbZ- teya r ásyk gkdywu |k;k Qk;ts rkaM;krwu-*

tqua lksMk;P;k pGoGhua rkaMk lSjHkSj >kysyk- Hkksorkyps rkaMsgh [koGysys- ek.kla vkdzep cur pkyysys--- VokGdh fu fuankukyLrhyk tksj p<ysyk---

la/;kdkGh ckckthpa Hktu pkyw gksra- ckckth Hktukr jaxwu xsys gksrs- brds dh] ckck Hktukr ukpw ykxr- gkrkr xkBhph dkBh- R;koj ckck rky /k:u xkr gksrs- fojks/kh eaMGh dks.kh ?kjkrwu rj dks.kh >ksiM;kpk vkMkslk ?ksÅu ,sdr gksrs- ckckaP;k rksaMwu pkcdkP;k QVdk&;kxr] dBksj fu djM;k ‘kCnkaph /kks /kks cjlkr pkyw gksrh- ckckth Eg.kr gksrs] ^^vjs ckigks] fdrh fnol >kys rqEgkyk cnyk Eg.krks;- ,d ri yksVyk; dh ckck- ckjk cjl gks x;s- cnyk;k r;kj ukgh rqEgh- cjkscj vkgs- rwEgh rjh dk; dj.kkj\ Eguokp >kyk; d’kkyk\

^ckjk dkslij cksyh iYVs

Hkj tkscuek ukjh iYVs

ladV iYVs ckdk]

yPN.k u iYVs ykdk*

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yPNa.k rh- rh d’kh cny.kkj\ ga\ rj vkiukyk loHkko cnywu Vkdk;pa gk;\** vkjrh >kyh- ckck ek;ekÅY;kauk fouohr gksrs- ^lksGa gkarjh lkMh rw ekjh ;kMh- csVh;ka] dqaMh;ka] lksGk gkrkph lkMh uslwu yPNeh Ogk- ek;ekÅY;k Ogk- vonlk fu?kwu tkbZy-*

^lksGk gkrkph lkMh rq ek>kh ;kMh* ;kpk vFkZ mYVa d:u jk;laxkua fdrh HkkaMoy dsya R;kap pksgrkaM;kr- lkaxr fQjyk] ^áks tksxMk Eg.krks;- lkMh usl.kkjh ek>kh vu~ ?kkxjk ?kky.kkjh egh ck;dks-* xtc >kya pksgrkaM;kr- fojks/kh rkaMs [kGcGys- n.kk.kwu xsys- ckckyk vkpack okVw ykxyk- ckckth jk;laxP;k ckikyk cksykowu lkaxrkr] ^yaxMa u~ xko[kksjh pja- dk; Mkaxksjh fiVoyh; rw;k iksjkua- pksgrkaM;kr MiMa okto fQjrks; EgkbZr gk;\*

^UgkbZ Egkjkt\ dk; >kya ckiq\ lhrk vklkeh-

^rqyk ?kjyk bÅu lkaxrks- vkt eh rq;k ?kjh ;sukj gk;- rw;k iksjkua th OnkbZ fQjoyh; R;kpa tkc fopkjk;pa; eyk- lhrk ^;k Egkjkt* Eg.kqu fu?kwu xsyk-

ckckth mBys- ljG lhrkP;k ?kjkiq<a tkÅu mHks jkfgys- ;k Egkjkt Eg.kwu xsysyk lhrk dqBa rjh lVdyk Ogrk- ?kjh dks.khp uOgrs- ckckth xknhoj clys ukghr- vaFkjysyh xknh frFksp lksMwu ckck rMd ek:rhP;k ikjkdMa fu?kkys- ek= jk;laxP;k Hkkokua xknhyk ykFk ek:u xaqMkGr nkuknku dsya Eg.ka- Eg.kwup- dh dk;] nso tk.ks( i.k uarj lgk efgus yqGk gksÅu iMyk gksrk rks] gs ek= [kja---

ek:rhP;k iq<a fyaackpa >kM- ikjkojP;k >kMkyk ikB nsÅu ckck nhM ik;koj mHks jkfgys- mtok dksijk MkO;k gkrkrY;k xkVhP;k dkBhoj Vsdwu ckck fparkeXu >kys-

>kMkHkksorh jpysyk nxMekrhpk vksVk- fyackpa >kM Eg.kts nsohpa izrhd- vksV;kP;k iq<a psrrh /kquh- cktwyk nsohph >ksiMh- >ksiMhr nsohP;k nqjMhHkj fgjO;k ckaxM;k] e/;Hkkxh yVdysY;k- /kq.khP;k iwoZsyk FkksM;k varjkoj nxMekrhP;k vksV;k oj /kquhdMa rksaM d:u fueqGR;k nxMkpk guqeku frjI;k utjsus rkaM;kdMs ikgr ekxa dyrk mHkk gksrk-

‘ksanwj Qklysyk /kksaM;koj pkj /kkjukpa ekaMo- oj lkxokukps QjksGs vaFkjysys- mUgkeqGs lkxkph ikus okGwu vkdMwu xsysyh- ekaMO;k[kkywu xxukP;k pkan.;k ekstwu ?;kO;kr v’kh HkxnkMa iMysyh- ek:rhleksjpk ykdMkpk egknso iwtk dj.kk&;k HkDrkP;k ik.;kus dqtr pkyysyk- dqtD;k lkGqadhrwu dqcV ik.kh Fksac Fksac

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fBcdr gksra- >sasMs HkxO;kus HkqjdV gksmu QMQMr gksrs- >ksiMhrys nsohps ika<js >saMs QkVwu xsys gksrs----

fparue; voLFksr mHks vlysY;k ckckP;k Hkksorkyh Hkkfodx.k teys gksrs- frFka lhrkgh vkyk- lhrkph iksja vkyh- OnkbZ iljo.kkjk ek= fu?kwu xsyk gksrk-

lhR;kpk eksBk iksjxk Eg.krks] ^dk; Egkjkt] OgGkrys [ksdMs] csaMdksGh [kkukjs rq;s psys fdrh [kjs gk;r\ gekyk bP;kjk;k fuxykr---\*

gs ,sdwu ckckpk ,d f’k”;] ^dk; Eguykljs rw\* Eg.kr R;kP;koj /kkoyk- nks?ks ,desdkapk xGk /k:u >VkiVh lq: >kyh- ckck gkrkryh dkBh mxk:u lhrkP;k iksjkyk gk.kk;k xsys ra lhrkp-ap VkGda QqVya- fpGdkaMh mMkyh jDrkph--- ckck rlsp LrC/k mHks] ,dk ik;koj---

vkrk dk; rkaM;kr ,dp j.k/kqekGh lq: >kyh- nksUgh xV ,desdkaoj nxM/kksaM;kapk o”kkZo djr gksrs- dk.kpa ik; rqV ra dks.kkpa Mksda QqV- ,d&nks?ks cs’kq/n iMys- rkaMkHkj gydYyksG ektya- ckckth lkja j.kdanu ‘kkar mHks jkgwu c?kr gksrs--- tqU;kfo:/n pkyysya uO;kpa j.kdanu!

ckckth dkBh iMk;yk m’khj--- lkscrps f’k”; okVp ikgkr gksrs- vkrk t.kw dkgh loZ f’k”;eaMGhyk ekjkpk HkMhekj djk;pk vkns’kp feGkyk- f’k”; ik- ikaMokxr egkHkkjr djrkr---

fu;rh dk ;ksx] nso tk.ks- rkaM;kekxP;k jLR;kus tk.kkjs nksu iksfyl rkaM;krya dYyksG ,sdwu cksyoY;kxr iGr vkys- iksfylkyk c?kwu lxGs FkaMkoys- rksi;Zar HkksorkyP;k rkaM;kauk onhZ iksgpyh gksrh- ex dk;\ vxksnjp [koGwu vlysyh fojks/kh eaMGh ykB;kdkB;k u~ dksuh Hkkys&dq&gkMh ?ksÅu iGr lqVys- ckckyk ekjk;ph la/kh lkiMyh gksrh R;kauk- rkaM;kr iksfyl fnlrkp R;kauh gkrkrY;k dq&gkmh u~ Hkkys u fnlw nsrk nqj Qsdwu fnys fu xIixkj gksÅu mHks jkfgys---

lok±ph tckuh ?ksÅu iksfyl fu?kkys- ;Gxkokyk tk.kkjs iksfyl gk iapukek ?ksÅu iksfyl LVs’kuyk fQjys gksrs-

ckckthgh pVdu xkMh ykok;yk lkaxwu iVfn’kh xkMh clys vkf.k fu?kkys tqU;k ik.;kojP;k nsoGkr- mejhP;k ckck egkjktkpa rs eafnj! oYyhlkgsc ‘kstkjh vlysya Hkj mUgkG;kr FkaMxkj tk.ko.kkja vkacjkbZrya nsÅG! Fdrhgh dMd mUgkGk iMks] frFkya ik.kh lqdk;pa ukgh- dqBY;k rjh ekxP;k egknq”dkGkr frFka ik.kh gksra Eg.kwu R;k tkxspa uko tqua ik.kh vla iMysya- ;kp vkacjkbZr eWVªhdP;k o”khZ

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vH;klkph riÜp;kZ iw.kZ >kyh- rj ;k nsoGkdMa fu?krkuk ckck Eg.kkys] ^dke iMk rks cqykok ysuk- ckckth ds eafnjes jfgaxs ge-*

^vPNk egkjkt* Eg.kwu rkaM;kyk iksfylBk.;koj ;k;yk lkaxwu pkyrs >kys iksfyl-

nok[kk.;kr eyeiÍh d:u lxGs Bk.;kyk xsys- ykBhdq&gkMh ?ksÅu iGr ;s.kkjh ckgsj rkaM;kph cyoku eaMGh bdMafrdMa rksaM yior fQjr gksrh- Eg.kr gksrh] ^gkepa dk; dke gk; Bk.;koj- rqepk rkaMk u rwepk Egkjkt tk;k goa-*

Bk.;koj rkaMk mHkk >kyk- QkStnkj iqjh gfdxr ,sdwu Eg.krks] ^dgka gS rqEgkjk lk/kw\*

^ckck Egkjkt ds eafnjes lkc* ,d t.k-

^mUgs cksy nhth,] dy lkgc vkils feyus vk jgs gSa!* gs dGrkp jk=hrwu lksgexMgwu ^jk”Vª;ksxh Jh lar bZÜojflag egkjkt vkJe] lksgexM] rk- ftarwj-* vla fyfgysyh xkMh vkyh-

rsOgk mejh Bk.;kps QkStnkj vkacqyxsdj gksrs- vaxkfiaMkus HkjxPp- LoHkkokus ek= ‘kkar tk.kok;ps- rs ;s.kkj vla dGY;kcjkscj ckckauh Lor%ph xkMh ikBoyh- yxsp QkStnkj lkgsc vkys-

vkf.k lkgscklg nsoGkr ek.kla [kPpwu clysyh- ckckpa LojkT;koj izopu pkyw gksra- f’kokth] vkacsMdj] xka/kh gh ukoa v/kwue/kwu ,sdw ;sr gksrh- ^pys tko* Eg.kwu maxyh crk fn;k rks fcjVhl lejkt dks tkuk iMk- ckiw ,d laU;klh cuk] fQj ns’k dk cki] vkacsMdj us D;k fd;k\ vkneh dks vkneh cuk;k- eq>s D;k djuk gS\ vjs ckckauks] rqEgs bUlku cukuk gS- blhfy, ydMh dh canwd cukÅaxk- vxs pyr xksyh fiPNs gksr vkokt-*

,sd.;kr lkgsc eXu >kys gksrs- e/;sp ckckth fopkjrkr] ^QkStnkj lkgc] gekjh dqN okjnkr vk;h gksxh rqEgkjs ikl\*

^vk;h Fkh ckckth* QkStnkj-

^fQj D;k gksxk\*

^dqN ugha gksxk ckckth- ,slk gS rks ,[kknk xMkdj pys vkuk- dqPN ugha gksxk! Ekq>s ekywe ugh Fkk vki lektlq/kkjd ;ksxh gks ckckth* QkStnkj-

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^nSR;ks dk [kaMu djuk ;g rks Hkxoku dk dke gS--- ;g dqPNHkh ugha] pksVyk dkVds tc iojk Hkst fn;k Fkk rc cMk xtc gqok- /kwe ep xbZ Fkh-* ckck-

Fkkacwu QkStnkj Eg.krkr] ^dy gekjs ?kj Lokxr gksxk vkidk- vki t:j vkuk ckckt--- btktr nsaxs\*

vkf.k QkStnkj xnhZrwu okV dk<r thioj ik; Bsowu vkr clrkp iqjh thi gywu xsyh- f/kIikM nsgkP;k otukau thi ?kksMhxr djZdu okdyh gksrh---

Jkou efguk- ckckthauk ;kp eafnjkr Bk.k ekaMys- Hkkfodkauk lkafxrya] ^csVk] áks efguk bFkap gk;- ;sr tk- jkrnhl Hktu pkyw jkfgy- ik[kaMhyk HkDrkph lDrh dsY;kua R;kyk lq/kj.;kph ;qDrh lqpay- HkaMkjk izlkn d: ;k- csVk d.k d.k xksGk djk] rs e.k e.k OgbZy-*

Hkkfodkaph xfjch ckckauk ekfgr gksrh-

eWfVªdpa o”kZ- Hktu ,sdk;yk ;sÅ ykxyks- r’kh pkydkph ijokuxh ?ksrysyh- i.k R;k cksfMZxph xks”V dk; lkaxw---\ lxG;k tkrh& tekrhryh iksja- nkfjnz;kua xkatysyh- ukbykt Eg.kwu jkfgysyh- ekax] egkj] <ksj] pkaHkkj] ekGh] rsyh] rkacksGh] HkSjo] yek.k] ikaxwG loZ tkrhryh- O;oLFkkid ukgh EgVya rjh pkysy vla O;oLFkki.k rls pkyd gksrs( i.k pkydkph pwy gkWLVsyP;k ihB&MkGhrwu pkyk;ph Eg.kk- cksfMaZxyk vk.kysyk pedqjk pkydkP;k ?kjkdMa pkyrk Ogk;pk- MkG] rsykP;k MC;kykgh ik; QqVk;ps- iksjkauk U;koala okVk;pa ukgh- U;koa ykxk;pa- njjkstpa vkgkj Bjysya- ikrG FkkiysY;k Hkkdjhps ikp dksj- oj ekxwugh ,dk ?kklkiqjrh Hkkdj feGk;ph ukgh- oj.kkP;k ik.;kr MkGhps d.k ?k: tkrk lkiMk;ps ukghr- pq:u [kko;kl o HkqdhZ ekjk;ph canh- Hkkr vkBoM;kr ,dnk- rsgh likV Hkjysyh ckjhd okVh- R;kyk vkEgh vkBoMh fQLV Eg.kr vlw- fuR; vkgkj- cnykpa uko udks- ,dk iaxrhr clk;pks- iaxr cl.;kiwohZ vkikiY;k ykdMh MksY;kleksj clwu izkFkZuk Eg.kk;ph- ^xq:j czEgk* iklwu ^vkbZ ek>k xq: i;±* dks.kh nq%[kh vlw u;s- dY;k.k Ogkos lok±ps- ^vkse ‘kkarh ‘kkarh-* Eg.kwu >kY;kcjkscjp yxcxhus dfFkykps rkV&rkacs ?ksÅu /kwe iGk;pks- uGkoj ,dp >qacM mMk;ph- izkIr vUuczEg tiwu [kkoa ykxk;pa- vUu viqja feGk;pa rjh [kk.;kiwohZ ^thohdjh thfoRok vUu gs iw.kZ czEg mnjHkj.k ukgs tk.khts ;KdeZ* Eg.kk;yk foljk;pks ukgh- rkdhnp gksrh r’kh- v/kZiksVh jkgwu dk gksbZuk f’kLr iqjh ikGr gksrks] vkEgh iksja--- d/kh d/kh gsMlj pDdj ekjk;ps- tkrk tkrk Eg.kk;ps] ^fBd pkyya; uk\ dkgh vMp.kh rqeP;k\ tsou oxSjs\ lxGa fBd vkgs\* lxGs iksja ^gks gks* Eg.kk;ps- ^gks gks* ,o<ap iksjkadMwu ikB d:u ?ksrysya- ofj”BkdMa dqByhgh rdzkj tkrk dkek u;s] v’kh pkydkph dMd f’kLr gksrh-

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gsMlj pkyd xw:thyk Eg.kk;ps] ^vkgkj pkaxya vlkoa ek.klkpa] vkgs] lxGa thoup R;koj vkgs- ldl vkgkjkf’kok; dkgh [kja ukgh- vkgkjkr fyacwi.k ?ksr tkoa-*

vkf.k nks?ks cksyr cksyr fu?kwu tk;ps----

xqc&;k xkykpk vuar Hkkdjh Fkki.kk&;k eko’khP;k iq<a iq<a djk;pk- ok<.k djk;pk eDrk R;kP;kdMap- Eg.kwu d/khe/kh R;kyk dksjHkj vf/kd feGk;ph---

olfrx`gkr eqykapk f/kaxk.kk lq: Ogk;pk- lrjathph QsdkQsdh] ek:u ?ks.ka] lxGk xksa/kG- dks.kh ,[kknk la/kh lk/kwu ckgsj lVdk;pk- vH;klkpa lksax djr tkxkoa ykxk;pa ngk okti;±r- ijokuxh gksrkp xqMwi iMk;pks- >ksi ykxk;ph ukgh- >ksiko ykxk;pa- Hkyh eksBh QkVdh larjath- lanqdkaph jkax /k:u >ksik;pks- ,desdkadMs ik; d:u >ksiysY;k jkaxk- jkrHkj ykFk ekjr >ksik;pks ,desdkauk- [kto.;kyk [kaM ulk;pa- v/kZiksVh >ksiwugh <sd.kkpa ek= VPp Hkjk;pa- xjhc iksjkapa jDr ykddY;k.k dj.kk&;kauk I;koa ykxra gksra] rj ex R;k <sd.kkauhp dk; iki dsya gksra\

iksjkapk xYyk fu <sd.kkP;k gYY;kyk daVGwu cksfM±xP;k ckgsj jLR;kojP;k [kkack[kkyh okpr mHka jkgk;pks- ,dk fnolkph xks”V- jk=hps uÅ&lkMsuÅ >kys vlkosr- ekjokM;kP;k ck;k rkaC;k ?ksÅu vkY;k- okVya] tkrhy iq<a FkksMa nwj va/kkjkr- okp.;kr xqax gksrks- rj dk; FkksM;k osGkua ikBhekax pqGcqG dsY;kua mH;k vkgsr gs dGya- letya] ;k vkrk bFkap cl.;kP;k csrkus mH;k vlY;kpa--- vkf.k pkyrk >kyks---

ldkGh ekjokMh gsMljyk ?ksÅu vkyk- lxG;k eqykauk clowu fopkjys] ^jk=h ikBhekxP;k [kkack[kkyh dks.k mHkk gksrk\ [kja lkaxk!*

vla dk fopkjr vkgsr dGk;yk FkksMa m’khj ykxyk- gh dk; C;kn vkyh Eg.kwu eukrY;k eukr pjdyks] i.k u fHkrk ljG mBwu cksyyks] ^eh gksrks- vH;kl djhr gksrks-* rj dk; ekjokMh dMkMyk] ^csV;k cksfM±xe/; fnok ukgh\ ga] [kkack[kkyh mHka jkgwu okpk;yk---*

^iksjkap xksa/kG Ogra; Eg.kwu xsYrks-*

^xk<ok] nql&;k iksjkayk xksa/kG gksr ukgh- fu?kkyk [kkack[kkyh okpwu ns’kkpk jk”Vªirh Ogk;yk-*

rksaM can >kya- vxksnjp ,dydksaMk eqdk- eWfVªdyk vlwu ejkBh cksyrk ;sr uOgra- R;kr gs njMko.ka- ckscMh oGyh- vax xkjBya- fpe.khxr pksp m?kMwu cksyrks]

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^dk; >kya\*

^eq[kkZ dGr ukgh! ijlkdMP;k ck;k- gkrkr rkaC;k fnlya ukgh\*

^c?kY;koj vkyksp-* vM[kGr cksyyks-

^oj midkj dsY;kxr cksyrksl! iqUgk vla dsykl rj cksfM±xe/kwu gkdywu nsbZu- ;kn jk[k- vu~ dku /k:u ik- mBc’;k dk<-* gsMljkaph f’k{kk-

dk<yks- cYyk VGyh- okLro lkaxk;yk vki.k deh iMyks ;kus vkrY;k vkr pjQMr gksrks-

lqÍhP;k fno’kh gh gdhxr lkafxrY;koj ck Eg.krks] ^vkiukyk cksyrk ;sr UgkbZ ckck--- va/kkjkr [kkÅu mtsMkr ,dsd yksd vlR;kr- EguR;kr dh] ^ftldh pYrh mlds --------- is fnok tYrh* <ksijkoj fnok tGua Ugora dk;\ v’kkbZP;k MkslD;kr va/kkj vlR;ks ckck-*

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

rj dk; ckckthaP;k HktuklkBh ;sÅ ykxyks- eWVªhdP;k fganrya okD; eukoj ifj.kke d:u xsysya- ^eu cMk papy gS! ;fn dke u gqok rk b/kj m/kj HkVdus yxrk gS- vkSj vkius Lokeh dks fouk’k ds ekxZ esa Qalkdj ekj Mkyrk gS! blfy, bls HkfDr ds tathj ls t[kM nsuk pkfg;s! ugh arks fcPNw cudj dkV [kkrk gS! vkSj lki cudj Ml ysrk gS!* gs eukoj dksjY;k xsysya- R;kr ckckthap mins’k- R;kaP;k HktukrY;k dk:.;kau iqjrk >ikVwu xsysyks- ^dqBa fyoua f’kdkoa] [kk;k rqdMk feGauk] ekxk;yk tkoa r Hkhd feGauk- ?kjnkj ukgh] ek;cki feGauk- fyok;yk tkoa ra gkr oGauk---*

ckckthr ,d:i gksÅu xsyks gksrks- va/kkjkr Hkhrh okVk;ph ukgh- jk=h uÅ oktrk jsYosP;k iqyko:u ,dVkp ;k;pks- ^iqyk[kkyh Hkwr gk;* vlk cyok >kysyk rjh Hkhrh okVyh ukgh- eafnjkoj iksgpyks dh] ckckpa ti ,sdw ;sbZ-

^eqjM.kh] :nzk.kh] f’ko f’ko Hkokuh- ueks nsoh] egknsoh f’kok; lrre uek;!*

iwtk&izkFkZuk vkVksiY;koj ckck Hktukyk mHks Ogk;ps--- Jkou efguk dlk /kqanhr pkyysyk- lair vkyk rjh dGr uOgra----

,dk ldkGh ekjokMh vkys- frFkY;k ,dk HkVth iqtk&;kyk ckckthauh [kkVhd Eg.kwu glMysya xkoHkj iljya gksra- vlk dlk lk/kw vkgs c?kkoa Eg.kwu vkys vlkosr feGwu pkj&ikp ‘ksBth---

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ckckaP;k cksy.;kua xaqxkjh p<yh- ekjokMh Mqyw ykxys- fu?krkuk Eg.kr gksrs] ^ok HkkbZ] D;k lk/kw gS--- ckckth] dy gekjs ;gha vkuk gksxk vkidks- izfr{kk djsaxs-* <sjhoj gkr fQjor cksyrkuk pfdr >kY;kxr tk.kor gksrs- gknjysp gksrs Eg.kk dh---

nql&;k fno’kh ckckth xkokr vkys- mejh Eg.kts cktkjpa xko- eksa<;kr lxGs ekjokMh- ‘ksBthP;k ?kjkleksj ckckth mHks jkfgys- cjkscj Hkkfod eaMGh cjhp gksrh- ,d t.k vkr tkÅu ckckth vkY;kpa dGoya- vkrwu ‘ksBth Eg.kkys] ckckth dks cSBus ds fy, dguk- eSa lq[klkxj iMjk gqa- FkksMk jgk- gksrsgh vkrk-*

ckckth Eg.kkys] ^muls dgks] vkuk gks rks lkh/kk mBdj pys vkoks- ugh rks eSa pyk-*

,sdwu ‘ksBth okdrap ;sÅu gkr tksMr Eg.krks] ^vkbZ; Egkjkt] vkbZ;s- FkksMk lq[klkxj iM jgk Fkk- cSfB, ckckth] vkanj tkds vHkh vkrk gwa*

Ckckth [koGysp] ^cSBtk fups- vanjcanj tkuk dqPN ugh- lq[klkxjdk lc <ksax epk fn;k rqeus- rqe lq[klkxj iMds lq[kes xqtkjk djks- ;s >ksiMhek dk yksx dksulk lq[klkxj iMuk- crk, bu yksxksdks rqekjk lq[klkxj\ rwe D;k crk;s buls\ pkSxq.kk C;kt- gksyh] QkYxqu] f’keX;k vkSj cksacdks efguks- ;g crkdj pkSxquk C;kt ugh fy;ks\ vu~ lq[klkxj iMj;ks!*

‘ksBth fouo.kh djr Eg.krks] ^iMjk Fkklks crkÅ vkils\ Hkjkslk dksuh djks\*

^dkabZ nssa[kw rqejks lq[klkxj\ mrks mij fnla- vkSj rqe ykoksxs dc] crkoksxs dc vkSj cksysxs dc\ dq.klks lq[klkxj pkoa lq.kyks cSBdj ‘kkarhls!*

ekjokMh ^’ksBk.khdks cqyko] ‘ksBk.khdks cqyko* d: ykxys- Hkorkyh HkjZdu ‘ksBk.khapk ?kksGdk teyk- ‘ksBthapk os<k iMyk- vkf.k oGokpk ikÅl dkslGkok rls ckck cjlw ykxys- ckckaP;k rksaMwu ‘kCnkapk iwjp yksVyk gksrk---

^osn esjs gsnes eS osnuds HkkbZ

gsnek tks gS oks osnek ukbZ*

Pkkj osn] N ‘kkL=] vkBjk iqjk.k ns[k] ukgh feyk rks ckckds gsnekls ystk- gsnek ukgh rks rkjs osnek dgkals vk;k\ gsn [kqnk gS osn ukgh- vks [kqnk rks >ksiMhes yViVk;k- ns[ks ml [kqnkdks\ mls rqe ywV jgs vkSj iwtk fdrkc dh pyh-

^vkne dks [kqnk er dgks]

vkne [kqnk ugh

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ysfdu vkne ds uwjls

[kqnk twnk ugh!*

vkja ekuqlp nso gk;- vu~ ekuwlp nkuo- vksua iPNk.kks- re rks fdrkc ekdh dkjdquhdks Hkqyx;ks] ckiw! fdrkc ekdh prqjkbZ NksMks] vkne dks iPNk.kks---

^;gka Hkxoku mrj iMk* Eg.kr ekjokMh gk; rksck djr gksrs vkf.k Qqys okgwu ‘ksBk.kh iapkjrh vksokGr gksR;k---!

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mUgkGk- /kqjk [kanr gksrks- ;kMh <sdGa mYFkk;ph- gtjh ulyh dh /kqjk [kank;pks- ljMcjM jku lksU;klkj[ka djkoa okVk;pa eksBeksBkys naxM/kksaMs lcyhua dk<wu dkMouhoj ?kkyrkuk mjkr tjdk Hkjyk gksrk---

vkacwdkdk dqank [kank;yk ;k;pk- ckyk Eg.kk;pk-

^^jke.;k áks /kqjk brwu ikMk- áh oxGh fgdMa fQjok- áks /kksaMs brwu ?kkyk- tksMdksdMhpk BsG;k OgGkP;k dkBayk tkon;k vku áks fyackpa >kM rksMw Ugk;- <ksjkyk clk;k NsaMh Ogr; vku vkiukr fyackpa >kM tkGr Ugk; pqyhr- ekbZpa >kM Og; Egua---**

vkacwdkdk xqMxhua yaxMr pkyk;pk- ik;kua vknq >kyk- otukpa dke djk;pk ukgh- ikoqldkGkr fuan.k dksGia rj mUgkG;kr dqnk <sdGkpk dke djk;pk jkstankjhua- feGkys rj dksukps jk[kksGhua <ksjgh pkjok;pk- xfjchua xkatysyk vkacjdkdk ck Eg.krks]

^^tokuhr cksdMkxr ektyk Ogr vkac&;k---**

^^gks; vkacw dkdk\**

^^Og; ckck- rok E;k :dk vkua jkeU;k dkG;k xksV;k& mu] /kksaM;k/kkasM;koj pyr vkYrks ?kjh- :dk dGxkao irwj vkYrk- jke.;kps ik; cankV;k [kjckoj iYMs- vku E;k iq<;kekGkyk ;sMk fnowu ;sr Ogrks- R;spa dacjMap eksYMa- mpykoa Egwu xsyks

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/kq&;ku /kksaM;kua ik; Bsor r llkP;k uknku ik; HkqbZoj iYMk- ex vkyks lklk mpywu ?kjyk--- T;sP;k R;sP;k bekukua dcwy dsYrks ik; dqBa ^iYMa* rs-**

/kqjk [kanrkuk ck euekMph vkBo.k lkaxw ykxyk-

^^nqdkG iYMk Ogrk- rok rw nksupkj o”kkZpk vllhy- xsYrks eUekMyk- raM;krys ybZ ekUla xsYrks- rqok iqjck Qqik eqdkne Ogrk- rok jsYokbZr lk&;kbZyk R;suap usYra- fnlHkj fxÍh Bksdk;pa dke djk;pks- nqikjP;k ;sGh cxyaP;k ‘ksrkr ik;ua HkqbZewx md:u dksps Hkjk;pks- [kk;pks frdMa tGru Ugk;] Egwu gkeh rqjkVhijkVhoj ldkGP;kikjh nksu Hkkd&;k Fkkiwu fxGk;pks- lkaP;kyk rlap- nqikjk HkqbZeqx ‘ksr- frdMa iÍhP;k iÍh jku isjY;kys- ‘ksaax dkYMs dh eksdG;k jkukr <ksja clok;ps-

frdYMs <ksjach ;xGsp- ika<jsQV- ykacykac f’kaxkps- pk:yk vkY;kys <ksja- <ksjD;kua gkGh n;k;k m’khj- iGk;P;k xk;h <ksjD;k mtO;k dk[kar MkO;kgkrkpk rGok nkcwu ojMrks]

^^nbZ

nbZ yks nbZ yks nbZ yks

nbZ nbZ---**

vlk gkdkjk fnYkua ekUla bukj Ugk; ij R;s <ksja iGr ;kps <ksjD;kik’kh xqukp;k xk;h iSya vkiwu yksdkpsch xlsp <ksjkcsykps raMsP;k rams Ogrs-; <ksjkP;k ikVhoj raMk yknqu [kkMw fHkMk;ps mitwu yksd eqydkpk csikj d:u nslkyk ikslys- áks jsyxkMh vkyh vku vkiwu yksdkpk dwik clyk- Ugk;ra R;ksa jsyxkMP;k <aqxukr fxÍh d;kyk Bksdyks vlrks---

vkja vkac&;k OgÅns- fnl Mqck;k vkyk;- bo<k nGk- [kanwu Ogua ykxr;s- OgÅns >i>i--- djkerhiukaua r >kykl nGsanzh- dke eUya r vkya gkxua- áks dk; gkxk;ph ;G gk;- dke lksMwu fuxyk gkxk;] rkysokjkljda- ?kjkr feB udks ij Ö;kV fxuukjh ekUla vlR;kr dkbZ dkbZ----

dla ?kMya nsokua R;sykp Bko- jtkdkjhr mejh yqVys rok lens dkbZckbZ f?kÅu iGr Ogrs] r vkac&;k ikljhpk /kksaMk f?kÅu iGr Ogrk- dla Mkslda Egukoa- [kftuk yqVukjs yqVwu Ugsys ij vkac&;k /kksaMk f?kÅu iGrkuk canqdhP;k clR;kua yxkoys <ksijkoj--- ra gkiVyk /kksaMk u~ iGrkHkwbZ FkqVh >kYrh- lk[kj letwu feBkpk FkSyk vkur Ogrk gekykouh ikVhoj r iquk esVªhokyk canqdhph cphZ <kslyh <aqxukr-

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HkGHkGk jxr lkaMr vkYrk ?kjh] vlk vkac&;k--- yqVwu yqVwu dk; yqVkoa ásch dGauk- fdrhch Mksldh cMowu ?;k vkiya lksMuka fnl&;kpa /kjuk---

y; djkerh- dke iYMadh ik;k iMra;- dke >kya dh dksGi:kps cSya <ksjkr gkura;- ekrjkxe.kh gk;- ^dkek iqjrk ekek] /kjjs jkek* Eg.kukjk Og;-

vkacqdkdkph iksja drykph rkVyh <ksijkyk fpVdowu dokMharwu ?kjkr VqdwVqdw c?kr- ;kMh Eg.kk;ph-

^^R;sbZyk dk; Og;- FkkGh ?ksrys u~ fuxys ‘ksacqM iqlr- dqu d:u fBoyk; R;sP;k djrk bo<;k Hksxh-**

^^vlya ra FkksMh ok< uk ;kMh- xjckyk vla cksyw ukgh-**

^^ásapk dk vktpkp gk; dk\ ás jkstpa Og;- vku d;kp xjhc gk;r- ds.kkoV gk;dh- ^xjhcsj xkaMsek uoe.k pjch* ^xjhckP;k xkaMhr uoe.k pjch* [kk;pa [kkÅu o:u okls fxuR;kr---

Vkacqdkdkyk rkaM;kryh ek.kla fopkjr]

^^vkacsj] rq;s iksja fdrh gk;ra\**

Vkacqdkdk fopkjkr iMY;kxr djr [kkyh eku ?kkywu gkrl Eg.kk;pk] ^^dk; Ogk; dh xM;k- eyk ch Bko Ugk;- vlR;ky /kkckjk---**

^^?kjps fdrh vu~ Hkk;jps fdrh\** Eg.kkys dh vkcqdkdk ?kkcjk;pk- Eg.kk;pk]

^^ás dk; Og;- ?kjP;k ck;dksyk Hkk;sjps iksja vlR;kr Ogk;-\**

^^rla Ugoa] iksja fdrh vua iksjh fdrh R;s bP;kjR;kr rs-** vla Eg.kkys dh Eg.kk;pk] ^^vla Og;\ R;sch EgkbZr Ugk; ckck**

^^ibZyhps fdrh vu~ fnljhps fdrh rsrch Bko gk dk Ugk;\**

vkacqdkdk Eg.kk;pk] ^^R;sch dkbZ /;kukr Ugk; OgGdk--- ásP;k ek;ph fiMk] ck;dks djrs ;sGh iksjach /;sukr fBoua ykxra; ás EgkbZr Ugora] ij ;d /ksukr fBokjs ckck] lkja djko ij nksu jkaMk d: Ugk;- y; QklkVh frjk[kkaMh Egurk frjk[kkaMh Ogrs- ,d fgdMa r fnljh frdMa OgMrh- HkkaMk;k ykxY;k r lksMork /ku- ,d OgGyk r fnljh ekGkyk- ck;dw eath fMaxjks Og; fMaxjks- nksu >kY;k dh ,d fMaxjks r fnljh ik;dwVh Ogrs- uo&;kph gkreqaMh ckanwu VkdR;kr- nksu ck;dk Egath [ksG[kaMksck Og;-

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,dhyk cksyk;k tkoa r ,d njkstk ykors ra] fnljh fnok ykora;! Xrk--- dk; Mkslda cMowu ?;k;k Qk;ts-**

HkksorkyP;k rkaM;kr fVGk& HkaMkjk vlyk dh vkacqdkdk /kksrj [kka|kyk Vkdwu fu?kr Eg.kk;pk] ^^pykjs iksja Ogk- vkt rch cjcqja [kkÅ pyk-** ck Eg.kk;pk] ^^okja ok- QqxVpk fnlya dh /kksrj [kka|kyk >ksdyk- ^^ukeq eja ukesu vu~ xkaMw eja isVsua** vkja ukokyk ejkoa- iksVkyk dk ejkoa\**

^^gekyk uko u xko dk; ch Egk;r Ugk;- bra iksVkyk fnd Ugk; vku uko vkya br** rjaxwu ck Eg.kk;pk] ^^tktk- fe;kckcq gkl rw- ^;gka Vj ogka Vj] ?kjdw tkds /kksyqaxk eq>s fdldk Mj-* Eg.kukjk-**

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

ikjxh VGyh dh] dke djrk djrk ckpa cksy.ka pkyw vlk;pa-

^^jtkdjkryh xksV gk;] egscqcph- egscqc rok jtkdkj ?ksÅ ?ksÅ raM;kr ;sÅ ykxyk- jtkdkjP;k H;kua cMscMs lkjs ljnkP;k iY;kM iGwu xsYrs- xjhc yksd dqBa tkukj\ egscqc jtkdjkpa VksGda raM;kr vk.kwu Eg.kk;pk] ^^lc taxy esjk-**

vku Eguk;pk] ^^nks gtkj :i;s nsuk u;rks canwd pyk nqaxk-**

^xjhc gkoksr- [kk;k Ugk; rj boMk iSdk dqBwu |kok\ ikp’ks :i;s nsrks* EguY;kua Eg.kk;pk] ^[kkÅaxk rks f’kjkiqjhpk [kkÅaxk] pVuhjksVh dHkhp u;h [kkÅaxk-*

vku ‘ksGh fnlyh dk /kVdu xksGh ?kkywu ekjkpk- ‘ksGh Hkktwu [kk;pk- vu~ jkrhyk va/kkjkr csVªh pedyh dh] raM;krys lkjs yksd ekGkua ilkj Ogk;ps- y; vU;k; dsyk egscqcua---

ra exa vkys dkbZ fnlkua xqj[kk- r dk; ás jtkdkj dqBa iGkys iR;k &gk;yk Ugk;- egcqc dqBa tkÅu yiyk dGya Ugk;- eax ekyd ckcklkc vkyk- eUyk egcqcyk vkUrhy r lkrHkkbZokysp vkUrhy- ekGqrP;k lkrHkkbZyk cykowu Eguyk] ^^egcqcyk gqMdwu vkuk-** lkrHkkbZokys Eguys] ^^gkekyk y; tkG >kyk; R;spk- gkehp ekjrko R;syk-**

ekyd eUys] ^^rqehp ekjk ij eákeksaj R;syk thra vk.kk-**

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iR;kyk iRrk dk<wu ekGqrokys lkrHkkbZ egcqcyk gqMdwu vk.kys- ekxkjhp ek:u gkSl iqjh d:u ?ksrys- vku ekydk Egksja Ugsys- ekydkauach cjap pksiya vu~ eUyk ^^vkrk ásyk UgsÅu rqeP;k euklkjda djk-**

ekGqrokys egcqcyk vLoy [kksjhr vk.kqu gqqca d:u [kÏk [kuys- vku bPpkjys]

^^;s D;k gk; egcqc\**

egcqc euya] ^^esjh dcjLrku gS!**

eax R;kyk [kÏkP;k dMaoj clowu ekuaoj ryokj gkuyh- r dk; eqaMd iq<a [kÏ;kr r /kM ekxa iYMa- xlh R;sph ekrh >kyh-

R;sua tkG dsya ulra r d;kyk [kÏ;kr xsyk vlrk- Eg.kR;kr dh] ftUgs [kÏk [kksnsxk] mUgsgha fxjsxk- rlap >kya- ckck EguR;kr] ^^dj.kh dj tc ugh Mjk dj.kh dj iLrk;k-

fcat cks;k ccwy dk rks vkac dkals ik;**

áksp xkokrua fejklkckua ekydkyk okpoya Egwu vkrkch R;sph [kkanku xkokr gk;dh- R;sph orunkjhach gk;-

ybZ fnlkph xks”V gk;- lkrHkkbZpk :dk vu~ E;k banjtky vkuwu f’kdw ykyrks- r ckckua R;s cxwu xkGh fnYrh gekyk- vku R;s iqLrd ckckua dp&;kpk gqeGk jPkwu tkGay vku guys] ^^ás iqLrd rqeps ljds laolkjh yksd okpw Ugk; csVk] ás okpwu fnl&;kpa Hkya djk;ph cqnh Ogr Ugk;- ekuwl okbZVkP;k ikGrhoj ykxrks- R;s rqeP;k ljD;kua ?kjkrch fBow Ugk;-**

[kja Egath gkeh R;s xktw uk;dkdjrk vkUyks Ogrks- y; tkGwu [kkyk- eknjpksnhpk- R;spa tho ?;koa okVr Ogra] banjtky okpwu- r ckck eUys] ^^csVk R;syk banjtkykph xjt Ugk;- vilwd jxr odwodw ejukj gk;---**

^^vkexksr.khpa ‘ksr cVkbZua djr Ogrks rokph xksV gk;- rw rok [krkP;k xkMhr clY;kua cSy m/kGys Ogsrs- xkMhph nkaMh xjkM;kr ?kqlyh Egwu okpykl- R;ks ‘ksrk toGp okjdkpa ‘ksr gk; uk R;ksa lkrHkkbZokyk jketh cVkbZua djr Ogrk- R;sps vkacs mrjr Ogrks- Mkok MksGk xqÏk Egwu lkjs R;syk xqÏks jketh Eg.kr- r áks xqÏks jketh OgGkr ikuh fi;k xsYrk r dk; filkV dq=k dquhdwu vkyk dwukl Bko MkO;kaxkua bÅu QksYMh isaMjh dh fuxyk- xqÏks jketh B.kB.k.k.ku cqacMh Bksdyk-

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>kMkowu rlp- dqnwu /kkoyks] r dk; vT;kckn HkMdw ykxyk- nkeVw nkeVw /kjyko raM;kr fuÅu rkd iktoyks- earj ekjyks-**

^^dq.kl earj ck\**

^^gMdks d=k pkoyk eath R;spkch earj vlr;- earj ekjya r ekUlkyk dk; ch Ogr Ugk;- Ugk; ra ekuwl ch filkV Ogrks**

^^ÅIIkj nsl dh eDdk nsl

mIIkj nsl dh eDdk nsl

mles cSBk bLeky tksxh

mlus ikY;k pkj dqRrs

,d dkijh] ,d >kijh]

,d dVMh] ,d eksrh

dqRrs dkV;k] fcysl cxyky rqV;k

ge ugh rksMs] gekjk xq: rksMs

xq: xksj[kukFk] fcj guqeku] rsjh nokbZ---**

;sjh ;sGk Nq Eguw Ugk;- R;sph ‘kDrh tkr;- vla lkr;sGk ek:u pkoY;ktkxh jk[k ykoyks- dk;ch Ogr Ugk;- pi iMwu &gk- Egwu lkaxwu vkYrks- r dk; jkrhyk mBwu vkrk E;k ejrks Egwu vaMksyk d:d: jMw ykxyk Egua- raM;krY;k ekUlkua fgEer fnÅu >ksioya Egua- r dk; iksjh jkryk liu iYMk Egua] R;ksr dksuh rch lkaxya Egua] ^^cksaM;k /krqjk okVwu R;spa jl dk<wu rkdkr ih-** QkVP;k liukoj bZÜokl- rla dsy ra dk; fiÅu FkksMa ;Gch >kya Ugk;- Qq<a ;sbZy R;syk >idkow ykxyk Egua- nksupkj tukyk fnyk nudk Egua- dqukyk ykdMkua r dqukyk dkl&;kuap gkuyk Egu- eax dkbZtu fgEer d:u R;ksp dkl&;ku R;sps gkr cka/kwu Ugsys Eguaa nok[kkU;kr xsY;kc:cj eBk nkxnkj ^NksMks bldw] cands D;q yk;s\* Egwu Mjdkoyk Egua- ekUlkbZyk ekjk;ys Egwu cdG lkaxys Egua] ij Mkxnkj ,sdk;k r;kj Ugork Egua] Eguyk Egua] ^^NksMks] taxyh tkr dabZdh] dbZ lks ckr lqusxh ugh] djxh ch ukgh-** Egur lkSrkp lksYMk Egua- lksYM;k c:cj MkxnkjkP;k xkyQMkr yxkoyk Egua dlwu FkIiM- eqaMdap ekxa fQjyk Egua nkxnkjpa-

^cankscanks* Egwu ojMr Eguyk Egua]

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^^dgk dk jkeMaMk idMdsyk;s lkyk- va/kk gksdj eq is ekjk-** >V dqUradh iqLrd ekxfoyk Egua vku R;s cxwu fi;kyk nok fnyk vku lqbZ ekjyk Egua- fnl&;k fnlh xqÏks jketh pyr vkyk---

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

lksgexMyk ckckua catkjk vf/kos’ku Hkjoya gksrs- ij vkY;k oj ck lkaxrks]

^^ybZ eBseBs uk;d lkgsc vkYrs ckckP;k lHksyk- olarjko uk;dkpk HkkÅ jktw uk;d- R;syk ckcklkgsc uk;d Eg.kR;kr] R;sch vkYrk- fpapksyhpa vkacjlhax uk;d r y; etsnkj cksyyk- eUyk] ?kl ?kl ;kMh ekjh iqVks nkMh] /kksbZ---

panksykua /kksbZpks dkabZ\**

eák ;kMh Ogk] jkst jkst /kksaM;kua ikV ?kklrk ij xkyaojP;k xksaM;kryh fpa/kh vu ekuaojph vkVh /kqrk dk dnh\ y; cksyyk---

lHkk OgÅu ,dhdMa >kY;kua] ckcklkgsckyk cksyyks] iksjxk esVªh >kyk;- dqBa uodjhpa cxky dk;\ rok ckcklkc eUyk] ^^bo<hlh uodjh iksVch Hkjr UgkbZ- dk; djk;pa ,o<;kHksxh uodjhyk ykowu- y; f’kdw |k- ex vk.kk gkeP;kdMa-**

jkeik&;kr xkokdMa pkyyks Ogrks- r [kjckoj gUear ekyd clyk Ogrk- ra R;kau eUyk] ^^vkja ukbZd bdMa ;s- rs QkVhQkVh yksd dqudMa xsys MksLD;koj lanwdk ?ksÅu-**

^^R;s ckykthyk xsysr ekyd**

^^vla Og; dk\ vkja ckykth u~ ia<jiwj d;kyk tkrko Egukoa\ rqepa thra nso gk; dh lksexMyk- frra ejkdh- R;ks cksyrk pkyrk nso gk; dh! Ckykthyk xsY;kua dksu bP;kjr; rqekLuh\ vkja bdMa tk vu~ dkbZ pkj cksy f?kÅu ;k- dqGkapk m/nkj dj.kkjk Og;dhja R;ks- R;kP;k ik;kr yksVkja tkÅu] tUektUekpa iki rch fQVaya-**

^^ás dls gk;r lkaxw dk ekyd] ás ;MhdaMkG gk;r ;MhdaMG- ásyk lkaxk;k xsyara vaxkoj ;sR;kr- xatY;kys gk;r ekyd ás yksd- ásaP;k Egksja Mksda cMowcMow gjyks- ásaph vonlk tk Ugk;- ás ?kjkrys jkucksds gk;r] jkukr tkÅu cykoMs >kysr** ekyd [ki[kiwu glys Ogrs---!

fnolHkj pkyysY;k ák xIik ,sdrkuk dkekpa dkgh okVk;pa ukgh- ekoGrhyk lcy] fVdko ?ksÅu fu?kk;pks ?kjyk- rkaMkHkj ikaxysyh xqja vk.kwu cka/kk;pks ‘ksrkr-

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mUgkG;kph lkatosG- ckck vkys gksrs- raM;kr Hktukpk Mko jaxyk- ckck dkBhoj MkO; gkrkus Fkki nsÅ Hktu Eg.kw ykxys-

^^X;ku dVkjh [kspwu cka/kw dlu ek: ck.k

nl bafnz;kjh /kq.kh yaxkÅ pSru T;ksr feykaÅ-**

vu ckck cksyrs >kys] ^^vkjs dk; djrk nso nsoLFkku- ckykth] ia<jiwj] dk’kh vu~ eFkwjk- pkjh/kke fgaMwu vkykss ckck R;kpk var dGyk ukgh-**

^tiri lk/ku ?k.ks fdnks nku

;ksx;kx lk/klk/k gjks cank iz.k;ke*

Nki fryd cgwru /kkjks

tÍk foHkwrh c<k c<k gjks

Ns ‘kkL=] vBjk iqjk.k vu~ pkj osn okpw okpw gjyks ckck] R;kpk Hksn dGyk ukgh-

xaxk xksnkojh ;equk dkosjh] eye y Ugk;ks panzHkkxk] rjh ;k eukpa eG /kqrY;k xsya ukgh- ojP;k pkeMhyk ?kklw ?kklw gjyks- vjs fHkdkjh gksÅu rqekyk iqdkjrks vkgs- ,sdk ru /kqÅu eu ‘kq/n djk- frFksp ijesÜoj vkgs- ia<jiqjkr dqBya ijesÜoj ckck- frFka tkrk vu ykbZuhr mHks jkgrk- nsokP;k n’kZukyk ykp nsrk- nsokpk Hkz”Vkpkj djrk- ?kjh ;sÅu [kksdyk iM’kkus vkMos gksrk- vkS”k/k ik.;kpk [kpZ osxGkp gksrks- udk] vls u cksy.kkjs nso d: udk- iSls [kk.kkjs nso ek.klkpa dk; Hky dj.kkj\

nsokyk tk;kpa vlay rj rqeP;k ckckP;k vkJekrp ;k n’kZu nsbZy vu~ ijlugh gksbZy- vu <qax<kaxkph HkDrh d: udk- T;k pqyhoj cdjk f’ktrks R;k pqyhr lsokpa Hkksx nsrk- ckykthpa Hkksx xqjkP;k nko.khr] pkjhr nsrk- djrkp d’kkyk\

nljk] xksa/kG] ckjlk] ckykth] lR;ukjk;u] lxGk iS’kkpk uk’k- ckck xkÅ ykxys-

^^vkjl djkspks ckjl djkspks] vki.ks eusua letkokspks]

dkGsekgh Hkqds ejkspks] ;sjks QG re dkabZ ikoks\**

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vkjlckjl d:u eukpa lek/kku djrk- vu dkG nq”dkGkr Hkqdsua rMQMrk- ;kpa QG dk;\

xksjckckuksa] vla d: udk- l.k lktjk djk;pa vly rj ckck vkys dh fnokGh lktjh djk- rwdksck Egurkr]

^lar vkys ?kjk fnokGh nljk---*

Ckckpa Hktu lq: >kya-

^dkabZ dkabZ fdz;k deZ ydk;ks] vkRekX;ku fcuk lkjh >qVks vkRekX;kusua tk.ka tdks.ka] tksxh txsjks jax yqVks*

diMs cnyys ra ek.kwl cnyr Ugk; ckck- eu cnyk;k ik;ts- eu cnyk;k f’kdk- vu~ vkRE;kpa FkksMa X;ku ?;k- vkRE;kyk letwu ?;k- Lor%yk letwu ?;k- tks Lor%yk letwu ?ksrks rks nwl&;kyk letwu ?ksbZy-

^xa/k yxk;ks VkedfVed dkGksfiGks jax f’krGks

;s ftoMkua [kwi ltk;ks lqax djrh dkabZ gq;ks\*

xa/k ykowu <qax<kax dsY;kua dk; gks.kkj\ lksax gksbZy lksax- ij eukyk ltok rukyk ltowu dk; Qk;nk- ifgY;kua raM;kr vkyks rok dk; eUyks Ogrks] ^dk;k uaxjek tksxh vk;ks dksbZ vksG[kspks dkabZ\*

dk;k uxjhr tksxh vkyk; dksuh vksG[kykr dk;\ dksuh cf?kryko\ lTtuks] izR;sdkP;k dk;k uxjhr ,d tksxh vlR;ks- R;syk lok±uap vksG[kk;k goa- thokpa lkFkZd OgbZy- rweP;k uxjhr vkysyk eh ,d tksxh vkgs- eykgh FkksMh vksG[k |k- vksG[kky o rla okxky r dY;k.k OgbZy-

<aqx<kax Egath fn[kkÅ HkDrh- jk=h mijk=h ojMY;kus nso HksVr ukgh- ^jkr Hktslks pksj] fnu Hktslks <ksj] uke Hktuk vkSj* ukekpk ?kaVkukn dsY;kusp nso ,sdr ukgh- nsoHkDrhpk izpkj d’kkyk djrk\ xk<o vu~a ek.klkP;k vksjM.;kar Qjd djk- xk<okph fdadkGh fdrh eksBh vlrs- nsokph dkaVkGh clr vly- ij R;k xk<okpa nq%[k deh Ogr Ugk; ckck-

dcjhckck Eg.krkr] ^eqYyk gksds ckax iqdkjs] vks D;k lkbZc cgjk gS]

fpfVds ikaoes ?kaqxj ckts oHkh vkYyk lqurk gS*

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vkjs] oj gjhgjh vu~ iksVkr Nqjh dk; dkekph- oj gfj uke ?ksrk frdMa cksdMkpa dke dk<rk- vla d: udk ckiw] yky yky cksyks- ckcklxV lksj ykyukekr /kaqn >kys-

^yky yky cksyks lsokjs yky cksyks*

yky ukekP;k xtjkr >kat FkkGh uxjkpk vkokt iksdGhr fuuknr gksra--- gkt iqdkjrks] ^tehuls vkLekurd Hkxoku Hkjk gS···* eLrkuk Egurks] ^rks fQj gke gkxuk dgka···\* gkt mRrj nsrks- ^ftl eq[kes [kqnk ugh- ogh mfldk iS[kkuk···**

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/kekZcknP;k dkWyste/;s f’kdk;yk tkrkuk lgh ?;k;yk xsyks gksrks- gUearjko nslkbZ rsOgk miljiap gksrs- ljiap ulY;kua miljiapkph lgh vk.kk;yk lkafxrys ljkauh- ^?kjh ukgh ‘ksrkr vkgs* Eg.kY;kua vkEgh ‘ksrkr xsyks- ‘ksrkr dksGia pkyysya- miljiap c?kr mHks- vkepk ?kksGdk c?kwu ns[kjs[k djr nslkbz Eg.kkys]

^dwBs vkykrjs iksja Ogk\*

^bUde nk[koY;koj lgh ?;k;yk vkyksr ekyd!*

^rqEgkyk ,d xks”V lkaxrks] clk clk!*

^ás dk; pkyya;\* vkSrkdMa naMk nk[kor-

^dksGia*

^eax nkVkpa dk; Ogk;ya; fnlra;\*

^gks*

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^ga- eax rqepach rlap gk;- r.kdV dk<k;k dksGikoa ykxra;] rok nkVkyk btk Ogrsp- vkrk R;syk <sdwG /kksaMk lkslua ykxra;- /kksaMk iMY;kua nkV dlk mHka &gk;k- c?krks; c?kk dh- ij R;k nkVkph fdaer duhl vkY;kua Ogra;- [kG;kr! rqepch rlp gk;! [kqi f’kdwu ‘kkus >kykr r rwephch fdaer OgbZy] roj vla lkja lkslr tk!*

^vkuk bdMa dkxqn-* Eg.kwu iViV mnwZr lgh dsyh vkf.k Eg.kkyk] ^eqj/kudjdMwu eksgj U;k-*

miljiapkua lgh dsY;keqGa xzkelsodkyk eksgj ekjkoap ykxya gksra- ckyk ?kksMhP;k pkcdkus ekj.kkjk nslkbZ letwrnkji.ks mins’k djrkuk ,sdwu xfgojyks gksrkss- dkGkP;k vks?kkr ek.kla d’kh cnywu tkrkr ;kpa izR;arj vkya gksra- xzkelsod ek= cnyyap ukgh-

mRiUukP;k nk[kY;koj lgh ?;k;yk vkEgh rkaM;kryh iksja xsyks dh] ljiap ^eksgj ek:u vk.kk* Eg.kk;ps- vkWfQlyk eksgj ?ks.;klkBh vkyks dh] xzkelsod jkuMqdjkxr c?kk;pk- jks[kwu c?kw ykxyk dh] vkEgh [kkyh clk;pks- MksG;kyk MksGk fHkMok;ph dks.kkP;k ckikr fgEer gksrh\ vkeph dk; fetkl! ^lgh |k* Eg.kyks dh] ^eyk osG ukgh] m|k ;k* Eg.kk;pk- m|k xsyk dh ^iqUgk eyk ?kkbZ vkgs- vkrk osG ukgh] m|k ;k* Eg.kk;pk- [kqphZoj clwu VscykojP;k dkxnkoj dkghrjh fyfgr vlY;kxr djk;pk- d/kh uqlrap nksUgh eqVds Vscykoj vu~ [kkyh ik;koj ik; nsÅu jks[kr Eg.kk;pk] ^dGr ukgh- dkekr vkgs rs- ?ksrys dkxn dh fu?kkys FkksckM oj d:u!*

vkf.k eku ?kkywu gGwp- ^m|k ;k* Eg.kr [ksdlk;pk-

^rqeP;klkBh fjdkesp clyks; dk;\ bra vkepa vkEgkyk iMya;! rqepk ?kksMk e/;sp ;srks! m|k ;k- ekydkph lgh vk.kyh dk\*

QqVckWyxr vkeph voLFkk- ^eqjnaxdjdMwu eksgj vk.kk lgh djrks* vla ljiap Eg.kk;pa- xzkelsod m|koj <dyk;pk-

,ds fno’kh lk&;k t.kkauh jkxkP;k Hkjkr ^?kkywu ?ks rqÖ;k <aqxukr eksgj* Eg.kr nk[kY;kph iqaxGh QkMwu R;kP;k FkksckMkoj Qsdyh gksrh- R;kpa uko eqj/kudj- eqjnax ‘kCn ekfgr ukgh Eg.kwup vkEgh R;kyk eqjnaxdjp Eg.kk;pks- rkaM;kryk laHkk ekraxkpk jkenkl oxZfe=- iqjnax Qkj oktok;pk- R;kph FkksVh ek; eyk ^ckeukP;k iksjkokfu fnlrks ek;* Eg.kr xkyxqPps ?ksr iVfnlh eqdk ?kssÅu vkiY;k nksUgh vkdGkoj cksVa dMkM eksMk;ph- lko= vlwugh jkenkl FkksVhykp ek;

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Eg.kk;pk- fryk ,dch iksjxa uOgra- lxGs ftP;kiklwu >kys fryk ukxU;kph ek; Eg.kk;ps- ckikyk FkksVhpap izse vu~ toGhd vf/kd---

Rkj vlk gk eqjnaxdj xzkelsod- R;kph Hk;adj phM ;sÅugh vkEgh dkgh d: ‘kdr uOgrks- R;kP;k fi<hldV m/nkj d:u xsyks tkaHkGhyk- nk[kyk vk.krks- vkf.k eWfVªdP;k o”khZ tkaHkGhpk jfgoklh Eg.kwu cksfM±xyk jkgrks- dkj.k :epa [kpZ >sir uOgra- xzkelsodkpa okx.ka iF;koj iMya gksra-

ngkohi;±rpa f’k{k.k cktkjkrY;k vk;R;k pÏh dqMR;koj >kya- m?kM;k cktkjkr cl.kk&;k gkth dknjdMa ck diMs ?;k;pk- ?ksrkuk ?kklk?khl vu~ gathgath pkyk;ph- ekfxrysY;k fderhr nsr ukgh Eg.kwu ck pkyw ykxyk dh dknj ijr cksyok;pk- fdaer deh djk;pk ukgh] diMk dlk etcwr vkgs gs iVowu lkaxk;pk- ck dkgh eku gkyok;pk ukgh- ex rks nksUgh gkrkaP;k u[kkauh VjZdu vks<r ^xkaM QV tkuk exj diM ugh QVuk!* Eg.kr pkjk.ks deh djr ckP;k injkr uf;dy Qsdk;pk!

>xyk ?ksrkuk vlpa--- nksu&rhu osGk ;sj>kjs] ?kklk?khl vu~ gathgath- nsÅ ykxyk dh ck Eg.kk;pk] ^áks ukxeuh UgkbZ fnlr-* dknj fpMk;pk vu~ nk<hoj gkr fQjor QVdu cksyk;pk]

^ukxeuh Ugk; r dk; xkaaMeuh gk;\ neMhpa ?ksua Ugk; yk[kkpa bpdu! idMks jkLrk!*

Xkkykoj [ksPpwu FkIiM ekjY;kxr Ogk;pa- ejrqdM;k dq«;kxr eku oGowu ck iSls dk<k;pk-

eWfVªdyk [kkdh gkii¡V o lQsn cq’kVZoj fuHkya- ikl >kY;koj dkWystph mRdaBk ykxyh- ,d o”kZ f’kdkoa vla okVw ykxya- fopkjiwl d:u ^izkWLisDVl~* ?ksÅu vkyks- R;kr iSls feGrkr gs dGya- izkWLisDVl~ ?ksrkukph vkeph e;kZnsckgsjph ykpkjh c?kwu izk/;kidkapkp psgjk dsfoyok.kk >kyk gksrk---

dkWyst djk;ph ftÌ isVysyh- gjdkpk <xG pksG.kk o vksiu ‘kVZ f’koyk- dkyO;kps iSls dkeh vkys- dkWyste/;s izos’k ?ksryk- olfrx`gkrgh izos’k feGkyk- /kekZcknpa xksj{k.k vkepa olfrx`g vu~ xksnke vkepa dkWyst!

Oklfrx`gkyk ykxwup oMkj oLrh---!

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ngk fnolkr ikp t.k feGwu izkpk;Z lkgsckauk HksVk;yk xsyks- vkEgkyk ikgwu lkgsc Eg.kkys] ^ikp Mksdh ,d= d’kh\* vkEgh Eg.krks] ^cksfM±xHkksorh Mqdja fpjdrkr oMªkps] i=a xGrkr---!*

lkgsc Eg.kkys] ^HkMO;kauks] bFka uojk&ck;dks [kkVaoj >ksirks- o:u jkrHkj NIij xGra;! eh dks.kkyk lkaxw\ vkiya dkWyst uoa vkgs- dkWystykp ukgh rj cksfM±xy dqByh fcfYMax\ tla vkgs rla >d ekjr jkgk;yk ikfgts- QqdVpa jkg.ka&[kk.ka feGkya] u’khc letk- dqBa lkgsc vu~ vkn’kZ ukxfjd gks.kkj vkgk- >Mihps esacj ukgh rj rykBh Ogk;ph vDdy f’kdk! Nksu fnol >kys ukfgr vkykr FkksCkkM oj d:u rdzkj ekaMk;yk---! Tk iqLrd&fcLrd okpk- QqdVpa [kkÅu dqaHkd.kZ cuw udk- tk!*

lkgsckaP;k ‘kCnkau dkukrya eG >Vdwu fu?kkya- varjkr yadk isVyh- /kx n.kk.kyh- dkukr lqa laq >kya- lkja lqUu gksÅu xsya---!

ijrhP;k okVsoj ikoya meVr uOgrh! Vls vyxn vkyks cksfM±xyk---

rlkp jsYosLVs’ku xksBrks---!

&&&&&&&&&&&&&

jksghuh cjlwu xsyh gksrh- e`x ykxysyk--- OgdkZ fucjyk gksrk- ^>ksiMs ljkVk;k ykowu rqdkdkdkph eksMdh xkMh [kksjkMkr vkyh gksrh- ekGkP;k cxjkMhua ekdwy OgdkZ >kysyk- fiijh[kkyh xkMh Hkj.ka pkyw gksra- rqdkdkdk uksdjxMh- dey OgdkZ nsr gksrh---

fnol mrj.khyk >qdyk gksrk- <x tew ykxys gksrs- xkj okjk lwVyk- Maxj ukdkM oj d:u ekrhpa okl gqaxr gksrs- vkf.k e`xkps Viksjs Fksac vks?kGw ykxys---

xkMh [kPpwu Hkjyh- Hkjrh p<orhy dk Maxja\ rqdkdkdkyk fpark---! /kjrh& <xkapa /kqan feyu! lqlkV ok&;kr <x ?kqleVwu xsys- ,dtho gks.;klkBhph fdrh vks<! fdrh =s/kk- /kjrgh iz.k;kus xnxnk gywu xsyh- nksu osM;kaP;k fpjaruklkBhps gs >ikVysi.k! R;kx vkf.k nkg /kqaok/kkj! ?kVdkHkj thoulaxhrkph /kwu ykxwu xsyh---!

/kfj=h ‘kkar] laqnj vkf.k eaxy fnlw ykxyh- ds’kodykikrwu eksrhfcanw fuFkGkos rls >kMkaP;k ikukikukarwu Fksac fBcdr gksrs- Eg.kwup dh dk; Nksjh xkrkr]

^es vk;ks ekanGh;k vk;ks

/kjrh rkjks /k.kh vk;ks

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vksYMk Hkj.k xs.kks yk;ks!*

,dk ân;axe laqnj laxekP;k ukR;kpa ukedj.k- ,d fulxZfp= MksG;kiq<a rjGwu tkoa!

^ikÅl vkyk] ikÅl vkyk

/kjrh rq>k nknyk vkyk

Mkyxa Hk:u nkfxus vk.kyk!*

ekÖ;kdMa c?kwu dkdkyk vkpack gksrks- fopkjrks] ^ijokp xsyk vu~ ijr dlk\ bo<;k Hksxh dkewu ijryk ck\*

^dkdk] vkrk dkWystyk ukgh tk.kkj!*

^dk; >kya ck\ tkrk[ksih ;kMhP;k ik;k iMwu efgukHkj ;sr Ugk; Eguyk vku~ yxsp ijr dlk fQjyk\*

^ukgh dkdk- rs dk dkWyst vkgs dk\ ,dkph ,dkyk nkn ukgh- lkja xksa/kG u~ f/kaxkuk- frFka ?kMhHkj djeya ukgh- rksaM c?kr ukgh vkrk dkWystpa!*

^Ugk; jkow] vkla mMra eu fBÅ Ugk; ckck- frrya lkja uoauoa Egwu rla Ogra;- jerk jerk jeay eu- exa bdMa fQjdukjch UgkbZl dh-* fHktY;k vaxkua c?k.kkjh dey] fuFkGR;k osyhxr fnlr gksrh---!

?kMhHkjpk ikÅl i.k rkaMk >ksMiwu fu?kkyk gksrk- ?kk.k okgwu xsyh gksrh- Hkksorkyps [kkp[kGxs v/ksZiko Hk:u xsys- tqukV >ksiMs foldVwu xsys gksrs- mHkh vlysyh xqja dkdMysya vax Fkjkjr gksrh- uO;kus jpysY;k OgD;kZo:u ik.kh fuFkGr gksra- dks.kh dqM dqikVh cka/kr gksrs- dks.kh OgdkZ jpr gksrs- dks.kkap >ksiMa ljkV.ka pkyw gksra- dks.kph MkxMwth pkyysyh rj dks.kkph f’kowu >kysY;k xksB;kr oSj.k Hkj.;kph /kkany mMkyh gksrh! lok±php ikolkG;kiwohZ /kkoiG pkyw gksrh---

fHktY;k ekrhpk eknd okl rkaMkHkj njoGyk gksrk--- jkrHkj ck eqdkp! igkVs mBrk mBrk cksyyk]

^rq;kdrkZ dk;ch lkslk;k r;kj gko r vkykl gsyikVr ekxkjk--- v’;kua dk; fnok yko’khy---\ tk;- /kj ukaxksj tk;! uMO;krya xw dk<k;ph gtjh dsYrkl EgkbZr UgkbZ\ tk;- cSykxr jkc tk;- gkeh jkcre vkyks dPkksVh ?kkywu vkrk rqeh---*

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dkukps iMns QkVYkxr >kys- ckua flap vksrya dkukr! Varj <l<lya--- gqands vkojr ckgsj vkyks- Vkd ekj.;klkBh vk.kysya ukaxj [kka|kyk ?ksÅu ‘ksrkph okV /kjrks- xqipwi! Ukaxjkph QYMh eksMdh gksrh- QkG ikj ?kklysyh- nxM/kksaM;kpa jku- js?kksV;k fu?kr gksR;k---!

Ukakxjkiq<a izkpk;Z lkgsc] izk/;kidkaph vcksyh o`Rrh vkf.k egkfo|ky;krya xksa/kG eukr jsaxkGr gksra--- vareZukr i;kZ; ‘kks/k pkyw >kysya--- vkf.k oSrkxwu ,ds fno’kh dkWystph okV /kjyh-

Ukkxiapehyk ?kjh vkyks- f’k”;o`RrhP;k ifgY;k ixkjkrwu iapehlkBh iapohl :i;s ikBfoys gksrs---

ldkGh lk±pa ik.kh Hk:u >kya- lMklkjo.k laiya- [kqaV;kyk nkouhpk foG[kk iMyk- [kaqV;kyk nw/k f’kiMqu ek.kla cacksbZ iqtk;yk xsyh! >ksiM;k&>ksiM;kr rMdysyh /kk.kh ikfjtkrdkP;k Qqykxr ?kjHkj fo[kqjY;k gksR;k---

yxu gksÅu lkljh xsysY;k iksjh ifgY;k iapehyk vkY;k gksR;k- lxG;k ldkGh jkanwu >kysyk f[kpMks [kkÅu /kkan ?ksÅu fu?kkY;k fyackyk fganksGks cka/k.;klkBh ik;kr iSat.k rj dqaokj iksjhP;k ik;kr ?kqaxjtksMh- jaxjaxhyk >qjyks R;kr ^NeNe* ukn Hkjya- ykxwup fudkM;k [kjckoj iksjkapk fyaxksjh nMhpk Mko jaxw ykxyk- <ksja pkjo.kkjs iksja fnolHkj [kjc lksMk;ps ukghr- jaxukn [ksGkr iksjkiksjhapa Hkku gkjiwu xsysya-!

^^xqanGkjs Vkikea <ksj tk;a <ksjD;k] <ks: okGa---

ckiw fo;arks NksM fn;a <ksjD;k] <ks:okGa]

dkdk fo;rks jks[k fn;ja---!**

fganksG;kcjkscj xk.;kps ydsj vLekukyk fHkMk;ps---! Deypk xGk >qjysyk mBkonkj vu~ xksM okVk;pk--- Viksjs MksG] xqcxqchr xky] xksjhxkseVh dey >qjyksph uk;dh.k okVk;ph- deyua xk.ks ?ksrys dh >qjyks lkFk mpys- fganksGs o xk.;kps ydsj vkHkkGkyk fHkMys dh] ^>kM* xnxnk gkywu tk;pk---

^/k.kh;kjh dpfyek vkGlhjks rsy

QksMw rkjh dpyhu~ jsMw rkjks rsy

eksgs >Vdks njs gatkjh foj.kk

eksgs >Vdks njs csikjh foj.kk!*

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t.kw xxuijhps xk.ks dkukoj rku NsMr gksrs- R;k Eg.kr gksR;k]

^/kU;kP;k okVhr tolkpa rsy

QksMw rqgh okVh lkaMw rqg rsy

eok gatkjh Hkkok eyk >ksdk ns

eok csikjh Hkkok eyk >ksdk ns!*

fyaxksjh [ksGwu iksja ftdMa frdMa ikaxys- dks.kh iksjhP;k fganksG;koj p<ys- dey guqoVhyk gkr ykowu [kkyekusua c?kr gksrh- MksG;kaps cksy.ks dkGtkyk fHkMys- dey Viks&;k MksG;krwu t.kw Viksjs cksy ,sdr gksrh- iapehP;k fno’kh ik&;klkj[kh xr >kysyh- MksGss ,desdkaP;k ‘kks/kkr Lor%yk gjowu clysys--- nksu osMs lekteu U;kgkGr gksrs----

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

ih-;q-lh yk ifgY;k l=kr dkfgp dGya ukgh- nql&;k l=kr pkaxya te clay- vH;klkyk fn’kk xolyh- /kekZcknP;k mRrjsyk f’krkQGhP;k ?kuxnZ tkGhr tkÅu ,dVkp clw ykxyks- ‘ksysP;k dforsryh ik[kja igk;yk feGr frFka- R;kaP;k’kh cksyk;pks! dkgh fnolkaua rh tkxk HkqrkVdhph vkgs vla dGya- ex vkacknsohph VsdMh vksykaMwu >kMk[kkyh tkÅu clw ykxyks- R;k jkbZr loZ fo”k;kapk vH;kl d:u /kqOok mMoyk- frFkap eqxhpk [kVkVksi ikgwu dfork lqpyh]

^;k txkps mnj] ,dk eqxhp ;o<s!

rMtksM Hkfo”;kph] jkrfnu gs dso<s\*

Hk;adj [kksdY;kph mcG vkyh dh] ,sdho ekfgrhrya vkS”k/k Eg.kwu jku/kqrjkph lksBeqG miVwu pkok;pks! Cja >kya osMchM ykxya ukgh--- xG;kryh [kj[kj Fkkack;ph-

dkgh fnolkua oxZ vu~ rkaMkfe= lkscr ;sÅ ykxys- R;kauh >kMkoj MQ [ksGk;pk ukn ykoyk- nqikjP;k osGh fojaxwGk Eg.kwu cja okVk;pa- lkMsikp&lgkyk ijryks dh] ,desdkaps xq.kkoxq.k] LoHkkonks”k dk<r ;k;pks- pkyrk pkyrk VsdMhojP;k vkacsP;k nsoGktoG mHka jkgwu ifÜpesdMa f{kfrtkP;k jkaxsr ?kMhHkj vkiyk rkaMk U;kgkGk;pks- nwjoj utjsua eukr rkaMk ikgwu ,d ykac vlklk Qsdwu okV /kjk;pks-

iqLrda ykdMh isVhr dksacwu pkyrs Ogk;pks [kkukoGhdMa- rh vkeph cksfM±x Eg.kts enuyky jkansM ;k O;kik&;kpa /kekZnk; gksra--- rhu&pkj’ks iksjkapa [kk.ka- uGkoj

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o [kkukoGhr uqlrh >qacM mMk;ph--- dkWystP;k okf”kZde/;s enuykypk QksVks Nkiwu [kkyh nku’kwj vla fyfgya gksra!

dfFkykps rkVyh&Xykl ?kklwu uGkoj xnhZ Ogk;ph /kq.;klkBh- /kikV;k Hkkdjh vu~ Hkkrkua rkV Hkjya dh] eksB;k d<bZrwu oj.k ,dnkp vksrwu ?;k;pks- rkV ulya dh] ds’ko iokj] Qqyflax jkBksM] lksudkacGs rkVkr ;sÅu clk;ps- lkjs ,desdkr ek;cki- cksfM±xP;k ck;kgh dkSrwdkus c?kr ek;k djk;P;k---

,ds fno’kh jk=h lkMsvkBP;k lqekjkyk izkpk;Zlkgsc vkys- dks.kh >ksiysya rj dks.kh VokGdhP;k xIikr jaxysya- lkgsc ts >ksMir lqVys] lkaxrk lks; udks- dks.kkP;k FkksckMhr FkIiM] ikBhr cqDdh] rj dks.kkP;k <aqx.kkoj ykFk! HkMhekj djr ,dkyk fopkjrkr] ^dqByk js rw\*

R;k iksjkpa mRrj ^QLdyklpk!*

jkxkr izkpk;Z lkgsc Eg.kkys] ^py ekÖ;k ?kjh!*

vu~ yxkoys FkksckMkoj- vkf.k ^iksfyl ikVhy ukgh rj ljiap Ogk HkkslMhpsgks* Eg.kr vdjki;±r mins’k djr clys- tkrkuk ^lkrcjkph uDdy djkbrdh vDdy f’kdk* Eg.kr fu?kwu xsys-

izkpk;Z lkgsc iq.;kdMps- ,u- lh- lh ps dWIVu- ldkGh xzkÅaMoj vkys dh f’kdo.;k,soth mins’kp vf/kd djk;ps- vkf.k e/;sp] ^rqEgh EkkÖ;kiq<a f’kdk;P;k yk;dhps ukghr! Dk eqacbZ& iq.;kps iksja!** vla Eg.kk;pa- R;kosGP;k vkeP;k nkfjnz;kph dGk dk; lkaxkoh! mejh rs /kekZckn ckjk.ks frdhV gksra jsYospa- rsgh u feGkY;kus foukfrdhV vkyks /kekZcknyk- fVvhyk pqdor fulVyks rj dk; iq<wu fnok nk[ko.kkjk vkyk- R;kP;k cktwu lVdwu dWfcudMa iGkyks rj dk; flXuyP;k rkjsr ik; vMdwu vknGyks- P;kbZokyk n;koku Eg.kwu lqVyks] ukghrj gSnzkcnyk jokuxh >kyh vlrh!

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

mUgkG;kph lqÍh gksrh- ekekP;k xkokgwu ;sr gksrks- ‘ksrkr vkY;kua yksOgkps ikgw.ks eyk c?kk;yk vkY;kpa dGya- FkksMa FkkVkrp fu?kkyks frFkwu- ikgw.ks ekaMo;k[kkyh cktaoj clys gksrs- gksÅ ikg.kkjk lkljk Vdwu c?kr gksrk- R;kyk eh ilar iMY;klkj[ka tk.koya- R;kph iksjxh vkBoh f’kdysyh- Hkksdj rkyqD;kr rsOgk ,[kknh f’kdysyh iksjxh fnl.ka Eg.kts ekGkr eksj fnl.;kxr >kysya- gkrkP;k cksVkoj ekstkoa EgVya rjh rkyqD;kr iksjh uOgR;k f’kdysY;k- vkBoh dk gkbZuk f’kdysyh vkgs- fgyk f’kdysyk iksjxk feGk;k ikfgts Eg.kwu f’kdysyk iksjkP;k ‘kks/kkr fu?kkysyk cki

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?kjkdMa c?kr uOgrk- Eg.kr gksrk] ^ngk dkGs irja gk;r- ?kjkr ,dk cktaph tkxk UgkbZ- ik.kh I;k rkaC;k vu~ QqVda dk OgbZuk ,d firGapa HkkaMach Ugk;! Ás lkja fnlra;] ij iksjxa ilan gk;- tksMkokMk gk;- iksjxh nsrks- dk; ?ksrk cksyk- gkeh iksjhyk iSdk nsÅu vk.kyks] vkrk iksjhyk iSdk fnÅu yxhu d:u ns;kpk tekuk vkyk;!

ckua cksyk;yk tkxkp Bsoyh ukgh- ljG Eg.krks] ^iksjkykp bP;kjk!*

eyk fopkjY;kua Eg.kyks] ^iksjxh c?kk;yk ;sÅ- ex cksyw* R;kauk gsgh cja okVya- vkf.k ^;k* Eg.kwu xsys-

eksB;k ckiwyk cjkscj ?ksÅu fu?kkyks eqyxh c?kk;yk- Hkksdjyk cl cnywu vkenhyk mrjyks- vkenjhP;k rkaM;kr lksukeko’kh gksrh- frP;k ?kjh xsyks- ^iVdk/kksrhlaxa áks lqVkcqVkryk Nksdjk dks.k\* vlap vkÜp;kZusd iksjaiksjh vu~ ‘kgk.;klqjR;k ck;kgh VwdqVwdq c?kr gksR;k- i¡V’kVZ futkekckngwu vk.kyh gksrks] f’k”;o`RrhP;k iS’kkps- cwV ?kkywu pMk[kMk lkgsc cuyks gksrks-

eko’kh vu~ rkaM;krY;k ck;k c?kk;yk fu?kkyks R;k iksjhcÌy cjap cjaokbZV cksyY;- dks.kh ^iksjxh f’kdY;kyh gk;* dks.kh ^xksjh iku gk;*] rj dks.kh ^ykaclMd lsykVh gk;* vla Eg.kkY;k- vla cjap ,sdk;yk feGkya--- vkf.k rh MksG;kleksj rjGw ykxyh---!

vkenjhgwu yksOgk rkaMk mRrjsyk dkslHkj ekG>kMh vu~ njMhP;k jLR;kus Mksaxj p<r fu?kkyks- rkaM;kleksjP;k mrj.khyk ekGkph cxjkMh mrjrkuk [kkyh fgjO;kxkj eG;kr vkaC;kP;k >kMk[kkyh eksVapk ^pqdpwa···pdpwaa···* vkokt dkukoj iMr gksrk- eksV gkd.kkjk xk.ks xkr vkiY;kp /kwue/;s gksrk- nkaMkyk nkjk ns.kkjk iksjxk c?kwu Eg.kr gksrk]

^lkxjhj lxkbZokGks Njs! ikVywu foLdqVkr iksjxk >Wd gk;dh! ij f’kdY;kyh iksjxh vlquch ljs ikgwikgwp pyysr---!

vla dkghckgh ,sdr rkaM;kr ?kqlyks- gksÅ c?k.kk&;k lkl&;kpa ?kj v/kZ i=kpa rj v/kZ >ksiMa! gkrik; /kqÅ ckgsj cktaoj clyks- ?kjkr eqyxh Hkkokyk dqByh rjh fpðh eksB;kua okpwu nk[kor gksrh- iksjhyk okprk ;sra gs dGya] gs dGkoa Eg.kwup dnkfpr frpk HkkÅ okpk;yk ykoya vlkoa!

eksBk ckiw Eg.krks] ^cf?krykl iksjxh\*

^cf?kryh dqBa\ ,sdrks; dh!* eh-

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ckiw Eg.krks] ^cjh gk;- xksjhiku fnlrs;!*

?kjkr okp.kkjh iksjxh eksB;k ckyk ckgsj va/kkjkr xksjhiku d’kh fnlyh nso tk.ks! jkrhyk ckgsjp >ksiyks- ldkGh mBrk mBrk eksBk ck Eg.krks] ^c?kykl iksjxh\*

dk; mRrj nsÅ! rh rj >ksiyh gksrh- >ksisr dla c?kk;pa! jkrhyk rh dk; c?kk;yk feGkyh uOgrh! Ekk>k vcksyi.kk c?kwu eksB;k ckiwpk psgjk iMrks-

vka?kksGik.kh >kY;koj ckiw pgkpk izksxzke Bsok;yk lkaxrkr- eh Eg.krks] ^xjt ukgh- rlap c?kw!*

ex vkEgh iksjxh tkg.;klkBh ekaMO;k[kkywu FkksMs cktwyk ljdwu mHks jkfgyks- iksjxh ?kjkrwu HkLdu ckgsj vkyh- vkeP;kdMa ,d utj Vkdwu c?kr FkksMk osG mHkh jkgwu xidu ?kjkr xsyh- vdLekr mMh iMwu MksG;kP;k lkxjkr {k.kHkj cqMqu xsY;kpk Hkkl >kyk- jksekap [kMkM mHkkjys- fnokGh vadkP;k eq[ki`”Bkoj cf?krysyh fioGhtnZ nsg;”Vh MksG;kleks:u gyr uOgrh- i.k jkgwu jkgwu eh frP;k [kka|kykp ;srks dh dk; ;kph eukrY;k eukr Hkhrh okVr gksrh--- uDdh fu.kZ; ?ksrk ;sr uOgrk!

^iksjxh ilan vkgs- ?kjh tkÅu lxkbZpa dGorks* vla Eg.kwu ijryks- ?kjh ;sÅu baxzthr fpðh fyfgrks- R;kr lk;dy] ?kM;kG] jsMhvks vkf.k ikp’ks ,d uxn :I;kaph ekx.kh gksrh!

yksOgkP;k pqyr esOg.;k gkrh fpðh xsyh- ^iksjxa y; ekxr gk;] ij deh&tkLr d:u teowu Vkdw* ;kph R;kauk [kk=h iVyh- njE;ku] fc-,- P;k ifgY;k o”kkZr ek>a ikÅy iMya vkf.k lxkbZ fnokGhP;k lqÍhr d: vla dGorks- [kja Eg.kts R;kauk lxkbZ tqGowu yxsp yXu mjdk;pa gksra-

iksjxh c?kwu yXu djkoala okVr gksra] rj dkWyst c?kwu [kwi f’kdkoala okVr gksra- uDdh dk; djkoa lqpr uOgra- eukph pyfpy fLFkrh dk;e gksrh- Eg.kwu ^iksjhyk nksu o”kZ Bsok* vlk ‘kgk.ki.kkpk ekxZ nk[kor Eg.kr gksrks] ^ek>a f’k{k.k gksÅ |k- ex yXu d:* ;koj lkljk fparsr iMr gksrk- eyk ekx.kh vkyh vkyh Eg.kwu vkEgkyk ,u-lh-lh- f’kdo.kk&;k gokynkjk?kjh nksLrkauh ekÖ;kdMw pgk mdGyk- eukrY;k voLFkspk dks.kkykp lqxko uOgrk- [kksVk vkuan ek= vkEgh lok±fup feGwu lktjk dsyk!

gks uk djr rkjh[k Bjyh- lks;js ?kjh vkys- eh dkgh ?kjh xsyksp ukgh- ek?kkjhp lxkbZ gksr gksrh- R;k fno’kh eh cksfM±xe/;s jMr vLoLFk gksÅu i= fyfgr gksrks- ;kpa dkj.k vknY;k fno’kh izkpk;Z lkgsckauh dsysya mins’k MkD;kr brda xPp clay dh]

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lxkbZ djk;ph ukgh gk fu.k;Z iDdk >kyk- thouej.kkps iG cny.;kl v’kk ;ksxk;ksxkus ?kM.kk&;k xks”Vh dkj.k Bjrkr- i= ikBowu lxkbZ /kqMdkoyh- i= iksgpsi;±r lxkbZ d:u lks;js fu?kwu xsys gksrs( vu~ i= feGkya- R;kr ekÖ;k eukpk Bke fuÜp; dGkya- vkf.k ?kjkr ;kMhpk vaMksyk >kyk- iksjkua ás dk; dsya Eg.kwu\ cki FkksMk fopkjkr iMrks- fyfgysya ,sdwu MksG;kr ik.kh ;sra- nqlja i= eksB;k ckiwyk ^lxkbZua ekÖ;k vk;q”;kpa eksrsja OgbZy Eg.kwu* ;koj eksB;k ckiwpk rkBk osxGkp- ^tla dk; ehp ;k iksjpa lxkbZ d:u uk’k djkrks;\*

;koj mik; fopkjk;yk ck tkaHkGhyk tkrks- vejflax ukuk gq’kkj Eg.kwu jk; ?;kyk lkaxrks- frFka ;srks rkaM;kryk tX;k ekLrj- R;kua i= okpwu gcdwup xsya Eg.ka- ^dk;ch Eguk iksjxa ;sxGap fnlrks;- FkksMa ykyqp nkoyh r iksja ck;dq ck;dq djR;kr vu~ áks eyk ek>a thou ?kMok;pa; Egwu fyOgrks& R;kpa cjkscj gk;- R;kyk f’kdq |k* vla Eg.krks- [kkaMsdj dknacjh okM~-e; ifj.kke- lkja dksVs’ku Vkdwu fyfgysya i= gksra- i=ku lkjsp gknjys gksrs!

ck Eg.krks] ^;koj mik; lqpok Egwu lkaxY;kua rqok ukuk Eguyk] E;k i= fyOgrks rw jftLVh dj rqeh tkÅ udk- R;syk i= feGkY;k-a dkxn ?kjh ;sra;!

ukukua lkafxrY;kizek.ka ckua jftLVªh dsyh- rj dk; nksu fnolkr lklw vu~ lkljk dkxn ;s.;kvxksnj ?kjh iksgpys i=p ?ksÅu! lklw <kG dk<wu jMr gksrh Eg.ka] ^e;k iksjhpa dk; okVksGa dsyk;* Eg.kwu!

^egh iksjxh ukansM ftYákr f’kdY;kyh- fryk djr Ugk; Egwu dlk Egurks\ cykowu vkuk /kjekcknk tkÅu!* vla Eg.kyh lklw ckyk- vkyk ck [kka|kyk /kksrj Vkdwu- ikp oktrk mr:u fopkjr vkyk xksj{k.kkyk- dk vkyk gs eukyk pkgwy ykxyh- ckyk jsYosLVs’kuoj ?ksÅu xsyks- eksdGa cksyrk ;koa Eg.kwu- ck Eg.krks] ^rqbZ lklw Egur Ogrh] lksU;kph vaxbh f?kÅu tk- cxwu ujeay FkaqMa- ugk; Eguukj UgkbZ!*

lkja fopk:u >kY;koj lYyk nsrks- ^vla Eg.kk] iksjkph ijh{kk gk;- R;syk ;srk vkya Ugk;- R;sua lkaxyk; mUgkG;kr yxhu djrks!*

ck xsyk- ,dVkp ;srks; Egwu <kG dk<wu <koyks djr Eg.kkyh Eg.ka] ^egh /kRreksVh;kj iksjxh ?kjkr d’kh fBow rqehp lkaxk\ Ugkrh/kqrh iksjxh ?kjkr fBoua cja gk; dk\

^eok ukfoykt gk;!* vla ckua EgVY;kua cksVa eksMhr tso.k u ?ksrk rs fu?kwu tkrkr- [kjap ckpk ukbykt gksrk- i=kr fyfgyks gksrks] ^lxkbZ rqVY;kfcxj ?kjh ;s.kkj ukgh!*

ƒ‰- rkaM;kr HkaMkjk gksrk- Hkkjrkr Hkze.k djr vlrkuk ckck tkxkstkx

HkaMkjk djr gksrs- fdrhrjh rkaM;kryh ek.kla vkyh gksrh- eaMi [kPpwu Hkjya gksra-

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ckck Hktukr jaxwu xsys gksrs- izopukyk ,d osxGh /kkj p<yh- ckck thou dgk.kh lkaxw ykxys-

Ygku Ogrks- HkksaxGkHkksaxGklk- rok ;kMh jkukr tk;ph- etwjhyk- fnlHkj okV c?kr clk;pks >ksiMhr- rok Eguk;pks-

^ekj ;kMh vk;a] ekj lk: dkabZudkabZ yk;a] Ekj lk: dkdMh yk;a] ekj lk: <ksdG;k yk;a---** g’;k- ^eth ek; ;hy- eT;kdrkZ dkbZudkbZ vk.kay- eT;kdrkZ dkdMh vk.kay-

eT;kdrkZ <ksdG;k vk.ky---**+ ;kMh lkatayk ;k;ph- vku eok fgjk Eg.kwu dosr ?;k;ph- fgjk dlk\ ukdkyk

uGh yVdysY;k- MkO;k gkrkua ,dnk ra mtO;k gkrkua ,dnk ojik;pks- ‘ksacqM tknk >kyk u~ gkr Hkjys dh] nksUgh gkr nksUgh <aqxukyk iqlk;pks- rjh ;kMh fgjk Eg.kkph ekr`nsoks Hko- fgjk Eg.kk;ph v’kh nqok ykxyh R;k ;kMhph] rweh dp&;kr gjoyk gksrkr---

rqEgh Hkqtax vu~ eák ;kMh Hkqtax.kh- v[kksaisls iMnk fQj x;k Fkk rks fn’kkHkqyh gks x;h Fkh] tlks lkidks gkstkos- Å dapqyh fudGxh] dapqyh fudGxh rks pedk ikMsu yxtkoa- ukxjkt ostkoa- equhjkt- rwEgkjh iki:ih dkapGh dq.k dk<ks\ ;s vkon’;kÅau nsoh dq.k c.kk;ks---\

pedk ikMsu yxxs- ukxjkt] in~euh fnlsua [kkankuh c.kxs rks vkca [kkankfuokaxp jks---

Ygku Ogrks- R;kosGh xqja pkjok;pks- ldkGh ldkGh Hkwd ykxk;ph- ;kMh eua ckVh] Eguyks dh ;kMh Eg.kk;ph] ^nqjMhr f’kGh Hkkdj vlay- [kycR;kr fejpq [kjMwu ?ks- vu~ [kk- <ksja tkrhy dqukP;k okojkr-**

[kjMysyk rqdMk ?ksÅu <ksjkdMa--- FkksMk eksBk >kyks u~ ;kMhk yxu djkoa okVw ykxya- cki dsOgkpa xsysya-

;kMhf’kok; dks.kh uOgrh- T;kph xaqj pkjok;pks R;k uk;dkua yxukph ljcjkbZ dsya- ;kMh fuan.k[kqji.k djk;ph- R;k yxukpa ?kksG dk; lkaxq---\

vkd<kdkpa yxu- eqlGkHkorh Qsjk fQjyks- ?kjkr usÅu ,dk rkVkr dqjy [kk;k fnya- fnlw Ugk; Egwu o:u [kksG >kdys- Hkksorkyh ck;k- ,dsd Eg.kr gksR;k vkfn uo&;kyk uojhua pkjok;k Qk;ts- dqjy fpeVhr f?kÅu frP;k rksaMkr dksacya- cSykyk ehB |koa rla >kya- m”V;k gkrkua lkja dqjy ,desd dsyks- rla djk;k ikfgts Egwu vkfnp lkaxy gksra ys&;ku- ck;k Eg.kr gksR;k] rkC;kr pqG Hk:u Vkd vu~ uojhyk ik.kh ikto- eh ,d lksMwu nksu rhu Vkdyks- ck;k Eg.kr gksR;k ^vkla dsY;kua eu felGra-*

lTtuks] gh yxukr eu felGk;ph r&gk- felGk;ph iksjaiksjh ,desdkap rksaM c?kk;pa Ugk;h- ij [kksG ika?k:u gs eu felG.ka- rh fcpkjh pkaxyh gksrh- nksupkj iksjagh >kys- fu nxkaoyh- ?kjnkj lksMwu iojkxMyk vkyks- frFka ij’kqckck Ogrs- R;kapk f’k”; cuyks- egh lsok c?kwu ij’kqckckua eyk toG cksykowu Eguya] ^^b’kq] eyk uÅ fnl ‘khG Ogk;pa gk;- rw tru dj’khy\**

Eguyks] ^ckck] vki.k fcu?kksj &gk- uÅfnl vujkrh tkxrk ikjk djhu- ij eyk uÅ eu fejph |k- jkr okVr jkghu- ij’kqckck ‘khG OgÅu iYMs- ‘kokyk

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fyackP;k <kGar >kdyks- jk=hrwu ,d eu fejph okVwu Ogk;ph- uÅ jkrhrwu uÅ eukpk cqduk >kyk- iqj’kqckckph iqrGkekrsyk uÅfnl iRrk OgÅ fnyks Ugk;-

ngkO;kfno’kh ckck mBys- ckckyk ek>h lsok iVyh- toG cksykowu dkukr lkafxrys- vkf.k rsp eyk xksj lektkr djkoa ykxya-

rqEgkyk ekfgr vlay- lsokHkk;k rhufnlklkBh ‘khG >kYrs- tsrk lqdk nks?kk Hkkokus ikjk dsYrk- ij >kya Ugk;a- /keZ.kh ekrsyk rs dGya vu~ Åj cMor bÅu f’kGsyk gkr ykoya- vku~ lsok xsyk- dGya rjh f’kGsyk f’kow nsÅ udk Eg.kys gksrs lsok- ij Hkkokyk rhu fnl gs dj.ka >kya Ugk; ro;k tkrkuak lsokua lkaxya] rhu fnlkpa ‘khG tru >kya Ugk; ij ;k ?kj.;kar uÅ fnl ‘khG Og.kkj lk/kw ;sukj gk;- ;kn fBok- rs f’kG eh tru djhu-

^^ifgyks vorkj eksaokek fynks nqljks vorkj mefjek fynks frljks vorkj iojkek fynks pkSFkks ij yaxk;s jke--- vkorkj dGsuh rkjks] iMnsek ‘ka[k otkjks---** lsokps rhu vkorkj >kysr] pkSFkk gks.kkj vkgs- ifgyk >kik] nqljk lqjk] frljk

lsok] gs frUgh eksok] mejh vu~ iojk ;sFks >kys- pkSFkk iSy frjh us.kkj vkgs( i.k dks.kkykp dG.kkj ukgh- xksj lektkr iM|kr ‘ka[k fQj.kkj vkgs- lTtuks] lsok lkaxwu xsysr] ^pkj ck”kkjks ,dks fo;a] jkt cny tk;a] xkMh xG tk;a] dlkcsua Qk’kh vk;a-

vu xokjh Q;kZnh jkes?kja tk;a** laLFkkfud ,d gksrhy] jkt cnywu tkbZy] catk&;kpk O;kij&mfne Fkkacsy]

dklkc Qk’khyk tkbZy] xÅ ekrsph fQ;kZnh ijesÜoj tkbZy- gs lkja rqeP;k ns[krknlw Ogr gk;- vtwu lsokua lkaxwu Bsoyk;]

^^pkjh [kqVsek dkG vk;a ekjks jke tukdw.k rkjh;s rkjh;s ja lsokHkk;k fy;a vkorkj xksjcankua rkjh;s rkj;s ja** pkSns’kkr nq”dkG gksbZy rsOgk rqEgkyk dks.k rkjay\ lsokHkk;k vkorkj ?ksrhy vu~ xksjca/kwyk rkjrhy- ^^vkMh canh;s ikG FkaMh ekjh;s okG eksBks vk;s dkG vu~ dkGsek ldkG** vkMos /kj.k cka/kys tkrhy] FkaMxkj gok lqVsy] eksBk nq”dkG ;sbZy] vkf.k R;k

nq”dkGkr lqdkG gksbZy- lsokua ts ts lkaxwu Bsoya; rs lkja lkja Ogra;- ^^xaxkunhjh ?kkVs cth;a] xokua ik.kh dks.kh eGh;s egh;sja xÅ ekrkua pkjks dks.kh eGa gkMdkja <sj iMh; iMh;ja

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jih;kua dVksjks ik.kh odh;a tuk dq.k rkjh;s rjh;sja jih;kj rsja p.kk oda gkrsekbZ nke ?kj?kj ysbZ fgaM jke [kk;sua vUu dk.kh eGh;s eGh;saj eksBs ‘ksjsek odh;a ek;sua csVk Hkkjh fo;a tuk dqu rkjh;s rkjh;sja lsok fy;a vkorkj xksjcankua rkfj;sja!** xaxkunhoj ?kkV cka/kys tkrhy- xÅ ekrsyk ik.kh feG.kkj ukgh] pkjk feG.kkj

ukgh] gkMkps f<xkjs iMrhy- :i;kyk dVksjk ik.kh fody] ,d :i;s rsjk gjHkjk gksbZy] ,dk :i;kyk ,d [ktwj gksbZy] gkrkr nke ?ksÅu ek.kla fQjrhy rj [kk;yk vUu feG.kkj ukgh] eksB;k ‘kgjkr Hkkth fodY;k tkbZy- ekbZyk ysd Hkkjh OgbZy- rok dks.k rkj.kkj vkgs- lsok Hkk;k vorkj ?ksbZy vu~ xksjcanksyk rkj.kkj vkgs!

gs lkja rqEgh MksG;kua c?krkr- nq”dkG] egknq”dkG] lsokua lkaxy; ^Nks ?kqaxMhjks iky r.kh;a---*

lgk ?kksaxM;kpk iky] R;k[kkyh vkt rqEgh Hktu ,sdr vkgkr- vtwu dk; Eg.kys lsok]

^^pkj osnjks Hksn ysua vk;q** ds'kqyk okax xks:ua eksjk;qa vuqgn fdatjh cxysek fya;q fuan dks.kh vkoa] jkrnu

xks:ua fda;w! Hktusek Bklks fna;w! ujnfgjks lkjt dk<u! xks:ek jax yka;q!** pkj osnkpa Hksn ?ksÅu ;sbZu- iGlQqyklkj[ka xksjlektkyk eksg:u Vkdhu]

vuqgn fdatjh cxyayk ?ksbZu- >ksi ;s.kkj ukgh- jk=afnol xksj lektkyk lkaxsu] Hktukr Bksls nsbZu] ujnskpa lkj dk<wu xksj lektkr jax vk.khu-

lsok Eguysr] ^^gjHkt gj Hkt Hktyks cank >qjhosu ijdyks fgjk eu djh;a etcwr tsua vksG[k fna;w** ^^ca/kqauks] gjHktks- vu~ tqgjh gksÅu fgjk ijdwu ?;k- ts eu etcwr djrhy

R;kyk vksG[k nsbZu- vu~ lsokua lkaxwua xsya; rs /;kuar fBok] ^dk;k dpusjh] nsoh cpusjh] dk;k i.kys.kk] uqxjks ugh js.kk] ikoHkj vUu [kk.kk] Nk.ku ik.kh fi.kk canh NksM ns.kk] usdh lkscr ys.kk] usdh lkscr ysu] lksGa Mko ys.kk dksj xks: jks lsokHkk;k js.kk** lksU;kph dk;k] opukph nsoh] oruph tkxk] R;koj caxyk cka/kwu ?;k- dqaaokj

jkgw udk- dk;k i.kwu ?;k- ikoHkj vUu [kkÅu xkGwu ik.kh I;k- canh lksMwu usdh

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lkscr ?;k- usdhus lksGk Mko ftadk- R;kosGh lsok loZ lektkpk jkghy- vkf.k gk lsok cktaoj cl.kkj ukgh-

^^yk[ksjks j[kksVks] fgjkjks njoktk ekjks xq: cslh;a] maph rdrsia [kksy xks:jks irMks] okpa ijokuk!** ^^yk[keksykpa ?kj] R;kyk fg&;kpk njoktk- R;kr ek>k xq: maph r[rkoj

clwu xksj yksdkapk ijokuk myxMwu okprhy- xksj cka/kokauk lqtk.k djrhy- vls dh] yk[kls ,d y<knwa gtkjks es ns[k vu~ yk[kkses ,d!**

Ckckth xkr gksrs] ^^Hkolkxjjh uanh;k xgjh] [ksp frjsij yk;ks jkr va/kjh ?k.kea tk;jks] xq: eua xsyk ork;ks!** gh Hkounh [kwi [kksy vkgs] R;kr MqcR;kyk vk<wu rhjkoj vk.ky;--- jkr va/kkjh

vkgs] [kwi nwj tk;pa vkgs- xq:ua eyk ekxZ nk[koya;!* ƒŠ- ch-,- pa nqlja o”kZ- dkWysttoGP;k vkacknsohP;k map VsdMhoj rkaM;kdMa c?kr

cksyr clk;pks- rkaM;kdMwu /kkor vkysys <x fViwlgh u xkGrk iq<s iGrs Ogk;ps- VsdMhP;k láknzhxr jkaxk- Hk;kud fu Hkslwj nq”dkGkP;k xIik ekjrkuk vaxkoj jksekap [kMkM Ogk;ps!

e`x ekxs iMwugh ik.;kpk Fksac uOgrk- vknzkZ uqlrkp xsyk- Hk;adj >Gk- rGiR;k mUgkr <x ftFkY;k frFks ft:u pkyY;kxr okVs- iqd yksVr pkyyk- <xkapsgh yksVP;k yksV ;sr- <xkauk dkgh ik>j QqVk;pk ukgh- <xgh brds ik”kk.kân;h dk cuys gksrs dks.k tk.ks! ,dkgRrjpk vksyk rj cgkRrjpk dksjMk nq”dkG! Hkj ikolkG;kr j[kj[khr mUgkGk! xqja<ksja ikuikpksG;klkBh rMQMr gksrh- ek.kla vu~ tukoja ik.;krwu ckgsj QsdysY;k eklGhxr QMQMr gksrh!

e`xp uOgrk rj OgdkZ dqByk gks.kkj! xqja iVkiVk e: ykxyh--- >ksiMs OgD;kZfouk m?kMsp gksrs---- <x ftFkY;k frFka ft:u pkysysys--- ik[jkauk Fksac udsk- lkjap pkrd cuys- ikyoh QqVkoh vkf.k lxGhdMs fgjoaxkj fnlkoa R;k ekslekr ekGjku cksMda fu Hkdkl fnlr gksra- tukoja fdrh rx /kj.kkj\ esysY;k <ksjkapk [kp iMw ykxyk- xq[kkaM xtctwu xsyh- vkrk ek= dkrMh lksywu Vksiya Hkj.kkjk bV;k uOgrk] dq=s gkd.kkjk yD’kk uOgrk vkf.k rh ykac ekusph fx/kkMagh uOgrh- lkjhp nwjns’kh fu?kwu xsysyh! vkf.k rkaM;krys csokjl dq=s eLrkMys- eqykaP;k eyklkBh <qax.k gqaxr fgaM.kkjs dq=s ‘ksiVhtoGpk Hkkx [kkÅu lksMwu nsÅu ykxys- ek.klkyk c?kwu jkxkr ^xqjZjZ* xqjdw ykxys-

QqxY;k iksVkus djiV <sdja ns.kkjh ek.kla nq”dkGh jksMoj gtjhus :tw gksÅu jsaxkGr gksrh!

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dk; ,dsd fnol vlrkr- lk&;kp letqrh xSj BjY;k- xjhc ‘kgk.ks rj gjhc fnlw ykxys- okrkoj.kkr ik.;kvHkkoh ykpkjh jasxkGw ykxyh!

x.ks’k mRlokP;k dk;ZdzeklkBh mejhyk vkyks gksrsk- R;kosGh mejh iksfyl Bk.;kps QkStnkj nkaMsdj gksrs- iapdzks’khr R;kapk R;kosGh dks.k njkjk! rj QkStnkj lkgsckapa cksyko.ka- rs v’kk dk;Zdzekr fny[kqykli.ks Hkkx ?;k;ps-

vkepa VksGda R;kaP;k ?kjkleksj nRr Eg.kwu mHka jkfgya- vkSipkfjd ueLdkj ?ksr Eg.kkys] ^vkbZ, vkbZ,! cSBh;s lkc] vki cMs yksx gSA ;g esjk ?kj] ;g esjh /kje iRuhA ns[kks ,slk gSA*

fganh cksyrk cksyrk ejkBhr cksyw ykxys] ^rh fo.kr vkgs dkgh rjh! nqlja dk; dj.kkj\ eksBh xEer- v[kaM oh.k pkyw vlrs---! dqByh dk vlsuk oh.kp---!*

[kG[kGwu glr Eg.krkr] ^ck;dk nqlja dk; dj.kkj\* ?kj nk[kowu >kY;koj Eg.kkys] ^D;k gaxke gSA gj ckr dk gaxkek gksrk gSA ;g

vdky dk gaxkek gSA ns[k jgs gks ukA D;k---\ vkf.k FkksMa FkkacY;kxr d:u ‘ksj lqukorkr- ^,sls oSls Fks vks dSls dSls gks x, dSls dSls Fks os ,sls oSls gks x,A* ifjfLFkrhph xaHkhjrk ekfgr vlwugh vkEgh lkjsp glrks- eljkbZ /kksrjkph

ek.kla [kIiM rksaMkus nq”dkGh dkekoj rVrVr gksrh- ;ksxh ckckauk c?kwu [kkVso:u [kkyh u mrj.kk&;k tkM <aqx.kkP;k ck;k gtjhpa dke djrkuk ikrG iMY;k gksR;k- ekMh dsOgkp tGwu [kkd >kysyh- vkrk ykpkjhyk lhek mjyh uOgrh- ,d fdyks feykslkBh ek.kla fnolHkj jkcr gksrh- UákjhlkBh HkktysY;k fiBkpk xksM cqduk |k;ps-

ikyk [kkÅu iksVa ikslyh vlrh( i.k ik.khp uOgra! &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& ƒ‹‰…& fo/kkulHksph fuoM.kwd vkyh- rkaMs [kG[kGwu mBays- rkaMsokY;kauk vkrk

fuoM.kwd Eg.kts dk; gs dGya gksra- fo/kkulHkslkBh Hkksdj ernkjla?kkrwu rkaMk mesnokj mHkk gksrk- lxG;k catkjk ernkjkapk dGr udGr ikfBack feGr gksrk- xkokxkokrwu izpkjlHkk gksr- gs ikgwu ljiapkph rGik;kph vkx eLrdkyk p<ysyh- rks Eg.krks]

^ekÖ;k rqdM;koj txwu eykp Hkqadw ykxys lkys- ektysr HkkslMhps- nkoys ikfgts ;kauk-*

vkf.k lkaxwugh Vkdya] ^ernku djk;yk rj ;k-* rkaM;kph erisVh xkokrp- okMZ osxGa rjh ernku djk;yk xkokrpa tkoa

ykxk;pa- mUgkrkUgkr nksu eSy pkyr tkÅu ernku djkoa- rkaMsokys fojks/kh xsys Eg.kwu xkokr I;k;yk ik.kh nsr uOgrs o iksojkgh nsr uOgrs-

rkaM;kps lxGst.k tF;k& tF;kus ernku djk;yk vkys- <GR;k fnolki;±r lkjs frFksp gksrs- pkjP;k lqekjkyk lHkkirh ;sÅu ljiapkyk lkaxwu xsys- ^;kauk iksVHk:u pkjok-* vu~ dk;---! Iksfyax ,taVlg frFka gksrs frrD;k lxG;koj nxMkapk o”kkZr lq: >kyk- dks.kkps gkr rj dks.kkps ik; rwV] dks.kkpa Mksda QqV] dks.kh vkMos rj dks.kh frMos iMys gksrs-

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f’kdysys nksu&pkj iksja iGr tkÅu iksfyl LVs’kuoj lkafxrys- iksfyl vkys- ftYákgwu Mh-,l-ih vkys- vkf.k lkja ‘kkar ‘kkar >kya-

dk¡xzsl mesnokjkP;k fojks/kkr dkWyst fo|kF;kZauh izpkjkph /kqekGh ektoyh gksrh- R;kosGh dk¡xszl iq<k&;kaph rGik;kph vkx eLrdkyk xsysyh---

ernkukP;k fno’kh rkaMsokY;k ernkjkauk cnMwu dk<ya gksra- vlarla ernku ikj iMya- fudky dGk;pk gksrk- /kekZcknyk vkyks- cksfM±xe/;s [kkÅu dkWyste/;s >ksik;pks- ikspZ[kkyh- vH;klgh dkWyste/;sp-

jk=h nksupk lqekj- lxGs fo|kFkhZ >ksiysys- dks.khrjh mBoya- ^mBk iGk- ejrk csVs gks- dkB;k ?ksÅu ;srkgsr rqEgkyk ekjk;yk vkf.k frdMa

rkaMs tkGk;yk Vªdua ek.kla iksgpysr iGk-* vax FkjFkj dkiw ykxya- oGdVh xqaMkGwu vkMjkukua iGr lqVyks- vkMkslk ?ksr

vkMokVsus dlscls LVs’ku xkByks- LVs’kuoj xkMh mHkh gksrh- MC;kr f’kjyks- vkB ngk iksjkapk ?kksGdk- ,d t.k vuksG[kh c?kwu fVdhV dk<wu vk.kya---

rkaM;krkaM;krwu iksja ikaxys- ckreh ,sdwu rkaMs gknjys- ?kM.kk&;k ?kVusiwohZ ckreh dGkyh Eg.kwu lkjs xaHkhj o [kachj >kys- xktw uk;d dkuki;±r dkBh ?ksÅu rkaM;kua fQjr gksrk- Eg.kr gksrk] ^rkaMsp tkGukj gk; uk- tkGw |k- gkech dkabZ de Nsuh- jtiqrsj dkse N bZ-*

ek.kla Eg.kr gksrs] ^T;kP;k Hkhrhpa nxM iMay] R;kyk Hkhrh- gkepa dk;- >kys dks.k tk.ks--- Vªd vkyk ukgh- nql&;k fno’kh dGya- m/kGysY;k xaqMkauk Vªd vMowu iq<k&;kuh letkoya-

yksd’kkghrY;k nMi’kkghyk] ;k fcuMksd’kkghyk Bksd’kkgh dk Eg.kw u;s\ ekghr ul.kkjh yksd’kkgh gqdwe’kkghp vlrs- T;kauk Lokra«;kpk vFkZp dGr ukgh] R;kauk yksd’kkgh vu~ gqdwe’kgh lkj[khp- ek.klkyk i'kqpa orZu ns.kkjh ‘kkgh rh <ksj’kkgh- gh dlyh yksd’kkgh\ gh rj tukoj’kkgh---- uOgs] xk<o’kkgh >kyh-

;k tqYekykgh dkj.k vkgs- tqYekrqu tqywe ok<r pkyya gksra- rkaMsokY;kauk lrr rhu o”kZ uGiÍh o ykbZV iÍh dksVs’ku Hkjk;yk ykowu izR;{kkr uG o ykbZV ek= xkokyk- rlsp ikxk ;kstuk o brj ;kstukapk loZ Qk;nk xkokykp- rkaM;kyk dqBY;kp ;kstuk ykxw uOgR;k- uOgs] lRrk/kkjh xkookY;kauh ;sÅ ukghr- rkaMsokY;kauk eatwj >kysyh lkeqnkf;d fofgj ek= cM;k tehunkjkP;k toG vlysY;k NksV;k ‘ksrd&;kaP;k ‘ksrkr [k.kwu izR;{kkr ik.kh ek= eksB;k ‘ksrd&;kaP;k ‘kssrkr tkr gksra-

lxG;k HkkuxMhyk daVkGwua rkaM;kyk Lora= xzkeiapk;r >kY;kf’kok; xR;arj ukgh] vla yksdkauk okVw ykxya- Lora= rkaMk xzkeiapk;r >kY;kf’kok; [k&;k vFkkZu xqykefxjh u”V gksÅu Lokra«; feG.kkj ukgh] ;kph lok±ukp [kk=h iVyh gksrh- Eg.kwu ukuw ukbZdkua iz;Rukaph ijkdk”Bk d:u Lora= rkaMk xzkeiapk;r rksMwu vk.kyh- rjh ikp rkaM;kaps ikp Egksjds feGwu R;kr vkMok ik;k ekjykp- xzkeiapk;r >kY;koj ukuw ukbZdkau ehfVax cksykoyh gksrh- R;kr xV xzkeiapk;r ukuw ukbZdkaP;k ukokus vlY;kps dGY;keqGs Egksjds fpMys- Lor%P;k ukokus xzkeiapk;r djrks Eg.kwu lok±ukp jkx vkyk- eh e/;sp cksywu xsyks- ukuw ukbZd Lor%P;k ukokus xzkeiapk;r d:u vk.kyk Eg.kwu rks ,d ‘kgk.kk >kyk( i.k rqEgh

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>kysyh xzkeiapk;r nhM’kgk.ks gksÅu Bksd: udk- feGkysyk rqdMk [kkÅu Vkdk- dqRrjvks< d: udk- >kya rs >kya fuHkowu ?;k- ekdMkxr map mM;k ekjk;yk xsykr rj irjokGhojpa rj [kk;yk feG.kkjp ukgh( i.k irjokGhpa QkVwu tkbZy-

,sdwu vkEgh nhM’kgk.ksp dls\ Eg.kr mBwu xsysys Egksjds udks vkEgkyk xzkeiapk;r] xkokrp ikfgts Eg.kwu fojk/kh vtZ d:u Vkdys- xkookY;kauk rso<sp gos gksrs- R;kauk gos rls >kys- vkf.k gs rkaMsokys VsdMhoj i[kkykxr ik.kh okgkr jkfgys-

Eg.krkr dh] xqykekyk xqykefxjhp xksM ykxrs- xqykekps gkr xqykekaph xqykefxjh rksMw ikg.kk&;kapsp Mksds QksMrkr- fyvks VkWyLVkW;pk vuqHko ;kis{kk osxGs dk; lkaxrks\

r&gsokbZd ek.kla- ,d xzkeiapk;r rksMrks rj nqljk xkokrp ikfgts Eg.kwu nksUgh gkr tksMrks- ,d rkaM;kr erisVh goh Eg.kwu ernku dsanz ekxrks] rj nqljk xkokrp cja gk; Eg.kwu vtZ djrks- ,d ‘kkGk ikfgts] gkilk ikfgts Eg.kwu vtZ djrks rj nqljk lxGh O;oLFkk vkgs Eg.kwu i=d dk<rks- lxGk fodklkyk fojks/k-

rqVwu vkysyh xzkeiapk;r xkokP;k xzkeiapk;rhr felGY;k xsyh- iqUgk ek.kla jkukrY;k jkukrp- xkok’kh laca/k udks o ns’kk’kh laca/k udks-

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&&&&&&&&&&&&& Tkslw Egkrkjk cktkj d:u ijryk gksrk- okVsr nw/kokyk rqdkjke HksVyk-

‘ksrktoG ‘ksr Eg.kwu ‘kstkjh- deyP;k ckua R;kyk lkafxrya gksr] ^rqdkjke rqyk fdrhnk lkaxkoa\ ,dnk Fkqdya rj iqUgk pkVw ukgh ekUlkua-*

Eg.kwu tslw Egkrk&;kyk rqdkjke fopkjr gksrk] ^dk; tslwnk] iksjhP;k yxukpa dk; >kya\ tslw Egkrkjk deypk vktk-

Egkrkjk Eg.krks] ^lks;jhd >kyh] xrk mUgkG;kr mjdwu tkbZy yxu-* ^Ugk; gkeh dk; ;xGap ,sdr gko- iksjx dk rach dkxn fyok;ya; Egua frdMwu ukansMkdwu-* rqdkjke-

tslw Egkrkjk frjLdkjkus Eg.krks] ^ga] dq=a Hkqdra; Eg.kwu dk pkora; dk\ Hkqdw ns dh- dqRrk Hkqdrk gk; gRrh pyrk gks;- iksjhph lks;jhd ra >kyh] vkrk dk; fnyh iksjxh xktw uk;dkP;k iksjkyk- R;syk f’kdlsuch gk; vku tk;nknch gk;- bra dk; gk;\ ykxay rok ykxay uodjh- dk; Hkjkslk\ uodjhpa dk;] pyh rks lkyrd ugh rks lkerd- feyh feyh pyh pyh vlra; uodjhpa- tk;nnnkj &gk;k Qk;ts-*

eh ?kjh vkY;koj gs pkyysya lkja dGra- ,sdwu HkksoaMwu xsyks gksrks- dqBa rjh okpysya vkBora] ^ftanxh dljr dh Mksj gSA mls viukuk pkfg;sA rksy x;k rks xhj iMrhA pyuk dke gSA :d ds D;k djksxs\ pyrs jgks---

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,e- ,- pa nqlja o”kZ laiya- lqÍh ykxyh- rkaM;kr ckckth vkys gksrs- R;kauk rkaM;kryh /kqekGh ekfgr gksrh- jkrHkj ckckthauh Hktukrwu rk’ksjs >kMys- MksGs >kdwu nw/k fi.kkjh ek.kla--- xqipwi ,sdr gksrh----

ldkGh ckckthtoG lkjs teys- ckckth r[rkoj clys gksrs- ckckth fopkjY;kau deypk ck cksyrks] ^UgkbZ nsukj Egath UgkbZ nsukj- eta eu fopdya;-*

^rq> Eguua dk;\* ckckth eyk fopkjrkr- eukrya cksyyks] ^ckckth] laLd`rh&izd`rhpk >xMk iqjkru dkGkiklwu pkyw

vkgs- pkyr jkg.kkj--- i.k ckckth vki.k Eg.kkyk gksrkr uk---\* ckckth dku nsÅu ,sdw ykxys-

^,dosG lqbZP;k ukD;krwu maV fu?ksy] ij nq”Vkauk nsokP;k uxjhr ikÅy Bsow |k;pa ukgh-*

Ckkckth ekSu jkfgys- ex cksyys] ^^ek>s dGrk: csVk] eh dk; lkaxw\ dqaVykua bdukjh bTtr NVkdkua bdw u;- ioZrkljds vlwu i`Fohyk Hkkjh- nksu ikÅys tfeuhP; oj pkykoa- dks.kh nkaMkxkbZ djr vlay rj d: |k >xMk] ftady R;kph ikB FkksiVwu nsbZu---**

vkf.k ckckth xkMhr clwu {k.kHkjgh u Fkkacrk fu?kwu xsys- ‘kstkjh x.kir ikVhy fopkjrks] ‘ksrktoG ‘ksr Eg.kwu ‘kstkjh- ^dk; jkeknk]

raM;kr dk; xnk:G mByk; Egua-* ^dk; lkaaxw ikVhy] y; dRrk gk;- iksVkyk ikVk fnÅu f’kdoyks- áks iksjaxa xla

djrks;-* ck- ^Og; dh] ,sdrks; gkehch rs- uqlrk /kqekdqG >kyk; Egua- vla dk; bijhr

?kMya; raM;kr\* ikVhy- ^xl dk; bijhr fQijhr Ugk; ckck- ás mcM;k [kksczhps yksd bijhr djr

gk;r- xrk vkeP;k iksjkap euch mrw tkra; Egudh- vkrk iksjxh dk rhp gk; dk\ txkr dk; raMs Ugk;\ ásP;k uf’kckph dk; tyeyhp ulau dk\ dk; R;sp iksjhoj nsokua lksua <kGwu fBoyk;\ dk; eu ykowu clyk; nso tkua\* ck-

^ex cja gk; dh] ijse gk; r cja gk;- uojkck;dkspa eu ,dfnl&;koj clrk cluk- ás r y; uknj gk;- y; pdksV- yxhu r Ogk;k Qk;ts-* ikVhy-

^Ogk;k Qk;ts ckck] [kja gk;- ij l|kbZyk R;saP;k <aqxukoj fnok isVyk;- d;kyk fxurhy vkiukyk- Eg.kR;kr] ^EgljM ikU;kr vku~ f’kaxkpa eksy dk; djkoa\ uodjhpa dk; tk;tkn Qk;ts- ?kjkr QqVdk yksVk Ugk;] manza mik’kh ejR;kr frra dk; cxwu iksjxh |kph EguR;kr---*

^iksjkiksjhua r tho ykoysr- dk; djkoa- dk; lqnjauk cxk- MksG;kleksj va/kkjyk; lkja- ijok ckckth vkYrs- jkxjkxkua fuxqu xsys- T;syk lkjs Hkxoku ekuR;kr ij R;sapa dksuhch ,sdauk xsys- OgbZy dk; rch] ckckpk vk/kkj gk;- ckck Eg.kR;kr dh] D;k [kkuk rks xe [kkuk- R;s dk; Nku EguR;kr- ^xe [kkuk xe [kkuk] xe [kkds ns[kks] xe [kkuk cMh pht gS-*

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& deyph lks;fjd >kyh- xktwuk;dkP;k iksjk’kh- gkVdwu dsya] frP;k ckua-

tk;tknokyk Eg.kwu- eyk f[kto.;klkBh---

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rkaM;kr lxkbzyk lks;js ;sÅu clys- cksy.kh lq: >kyh- vkf.k dey rG;kP;k ikGwo:u ekGkdMa jMr pkyyh gksrh--- gs lkja ?kjh vkY;koj dGra---

HkorkyP;k rkaM;kps uk;dMk cksykoyks- ikap rkaM;kps iUukl ek.kla teys- R;kr ckch- rkaM;kpk vejlax dkjHkkjh y; cksyyk- eGko vkacjkbZr FkaM lkoyhr clyk gksrk- rkaM;kr ck;k xkrkuk ,sdysya xk.ka vkBoya---

^^vkackjs >kMs gsVa csVks gks uk;dk] tsjks ulkc tsua dsnhtks! nq/ksjks nq/k u~ ik.khjks ik.kh] fdns gks uk;dk] tsjs ulkc tsua Nk.kfntks!** ^vkaC;k[kkyh iapk;r clyh;- ulkch uk;dk T;kpa R;kyk ;ksX; U;k; |k-

nq/kkpa nw/k fu ik.;kpa ik.kh dj.kkjs rqEgh ulkch uk;dk T;kpa R;kyk U;k; pkGwu |k-*

nqikjps ckjk] nksu] pkj oktys rjh deypk ck] R;kaps HkkbZcan vkys ukghr- xksR;kryk R;kapk eksrhjke dkdk rso<k vkyk- ckdhps eqÌke rsyxk.;kr fMpiYyhyk fu?kwu xsys gksrs- gs dls vkrki;±r nkaMxkbZus okxr vkys vkgsr ;kph iapkr mtG.kh >kyh--- la/;kdkGh iapkuk iqj.kiksGhpa tsou fnya- lR;kxzgkpa rs izlkn gksra-

vla eGko clY;kpa xktwuk;dkP;k iksjkyk dGya- /kekZcknyk vkEgh ,d=p f’kdk;yk gksrks- R;kua eyk i= ikBoya- R;kr fyfgysya] ^vdysps dkans [kk-* okpwu mejhyk ;srks] rj dk; xatarp HksVyk- vdyspk dkank ekxrks- iq<wu ^’kku djrks;l* vla EgVY;kcjkscj fnyks yxkowu FkksCkkMhr- lkscrhua lksMok;pa lksMwu R;kykp /kjrks- rso<;kr nksurhu >idkoyks- pkaxy gkr /kqÅu ?ksrks- R;kyk vks<r usrkuk ijrwu igkrkp ik;krya dk<wu fnyks fHkjdkowu- xsyk lqlkVr-

xatar pkyysyh gh /kqekGh iksyhl vu~ teknkj c?kr gksrs- eyk iksyhl cksykowu fopkjr fu?kkys Bk.;kdMa- pkyr lxGh gdhdr lkaxrks- vkf.k okVso:up ijr ikBorkr-

xktwuk;dkpk rkQk rkaM;kr iksgpyk- lkatkorkuk uk;dkP;k ?kjh eGko clyk- i=kph xks”V fu?krs- iap fu.kZ; nsrkr- ^[kksV;kua ukgh [k&;kua ekjyk;- d;kyk fyok;pa vla-* eGko mByk-

lkatosG lqUu >kysyh- xktwuk;dkpk rkQk ?kMhHkj deyP;k ?kjh clyk- HkjY;k xatar tko;kua ekj [kkYya Eg.kwu deypk ck rksaM oj djr uOgrk- vkf.k rkQk esY;kgwu esys gksÅu dk<rk ik; ?ksrkr-

tsou[kko.k >kY;koj rkaM;kr iksjkiksjhaps ukpxk.ks lq: >kya- vkf.k deyP;k eksV;kMhua vaMksyk dsyk- dquhrch nxM ekjyk Eg.kwu- deypk vktksck xtc djrks- e/;Hkkxh mHkk:u f’kO;kaph cjlkr pkyysyh Egkrk&;kph- ,sdwu ,sdwu pqyr Hkkokyk jkgor ukgh- iGr tkÅu vknGrks R;kyk tehuhoj- Egkrkjk HkqbZlikV >kysyk- R;kP;k Nkrhoj HkkÅ clysyk- deyph vkR;k e/;s iMrs lksMok;yk- >VkiVhr frP;k dk[karya ysd: vkiVya [kkyh- dks.kh ysd: esya Eg.kwu rj dks.kh Egkrkjk esyk Eg.kwu vaMksyk djr lqVys- ^esyk esyk* rkaM;kr ,dp vkjksGh!

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nql&;k fno’kh <GR;kikjh iksyhl gtj- deypk ckua ekÖ;koj dkjokbZ dsysyh- ^nk: fiÅu f/kaxkuk ?kkryk- ekjihV dsyh* gk vkjksi- fu?kkyks iksfylkP;k cjkscj- fu?krkuk ck Eg.krks]

^^f/kjs f/kjs Bkdjkjs] f/kjs lcls gks; ekGhlqa ckx j[ks rks] jrklqa QG gks;!** eyk ijHk.khyk tk;pap gksra- ch-,M- ph ijh{kk vlrs- ekxa rkaMk ekGki;±r

vkeP;kdMa c?kr gksrk- Bk.;koj ijh{kscÌy cksyrks- inO;qRrj f’kdysyk fo|kFkhZ fo/olad okxsy dk\

vls d`R; udjrk fo/kk;d ekxkZoj ek>k foÜokl vlY;kps lkaxrks- iksyhl teknkj rls ys[kh fygwu |k;yk lkaxrks- rls fygwu nsrks- ^Hkkoh vk;q”;kyk /kDdk ikspo.;klkBh jpysys gs dqHkkaM vkgs* ;k fo/kkukph iksyhlkauk [kk=h iVrs-

ys[kh nsÅu jk=hph [kaMok idMrks--- bdMa rkaM;kr jkowyk vVd >kyh] iksyhl dksBMhr dksaMysr vlk cksHkkVk---

nql&;k fno’kh dkWystkr dfork djrks] ^vls okVrs dkgh rjh] fnO; Ogkos jkse jkseh ja/kzkrquh] pSrU; xkos! tx.;krys ej.ks] gs e:u tkos!!*

&&&&&&&&&&& ,e-,- ihiYl dkWyte/;sp >kyks- ch-,M- ijHk.khyk- vusd fBdk.kh vtZ&dkWy

vkys- ukansM] vkSjaxkckn] chM eqyk[krh nsÅugh vkyks--- ukansMP;k ihiYl dkWyste/;s ‘ksoVph eqyk[kr >kyh- iz’u fopkj.kkjs vkoMrs

xq:th- ujgj dq:andj- xq:th e<sZdjkaoj iz’u fopkjr gksrs- gGqokji.ks eh mRrjs nsr gksrks- eqyk[kr nsÅu ckgsj iM.kkjs iksja ?kkek?kwe gksÅu ckgsj iMr gksrs- ekÖ;k MksD;koj dlykp rk.k uOgrk- dkj.k ;o<;k eksB;k dkWyste/;s vkiY;kyk ?ks.kkj ukghr] ;kph eyk [kk=h- Eg.kwup mRrj Li”V nsr gksrks- ok.khyk vkokt vkyk Eg.kk rj!

eqyk[kr fu izkR;kf{kds ikBkrgh ifgyk dzekad vkY;kpa xq:thauhp lkafxrya- ek= uksdjh rhu efgU;klkBhpa vkgs vla R;kauhp lkafxrY;koj rso<ap dk gkbZuk vk;q”;kr vki.k izk/;kid >kY;kpa lek/kku okVya-

xq:tha’kh vk.khck.khojgh FkksMh ppkZ >kyh- ohl dyehojgh cksyyks- cksyrk cksyrk xq:th Eg.kkys] ^rqepa u’khc] rhu efgU;ko:u o”kZHkj fVdyh rj cjap vkgs- o”kkZo:u nksuoj xsyh rj ijeuUV gksrk-*

,sdwu xq:thapk vkljk vkgs vla okVya- vkf.k dkWyste/;s vkY;koj vkMZj ?kjh xsY;kpa dGya- izkpk;k±uk HksVwu tkWbZu >kyks---!

Uksdjh lq: >kyh- eu ek= cspSu--- dk; djkoa fu dk; ukgh vla >kysya- deyph vk’kk ukgh’kh >kysyh- iksVkpk iz’u lqVyk i.k [kk.;kph rkjkacG- gkWVsypa dlacla vkB fnol [kkrks- ex ?kjhp gkrkua- funku pkaxya fu iksVHkj [kk.;klkBh yXukph vko’;drk okVw ykxyh- la/khph okV igk.kkjs iq<s vkys- ^tk;nkn Ugk;- UgkbZ nsr eqyxh* Eg.k.kkjs lxkbZ tqGowu yXu mjdk;yk r;kj >kys-

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lekt_.k fu fodklkpa osM MksD;kr Hkjysya- mUgkG;kph lqÍh ykxyh- Mksaxjkryk rkaMk uxj Ogkoa gh lqIr bPNk mpy [kkrs- ykbZV] uG] gkÅflax o ‘kkGk ;k fo”k;kaoj fopkjfofue; dj.;klkBh cSBfdP;k fuea=.kkpk pdzeqfnzr dkxnkapk xðk ?ksÅu ?kjh ;srks- cSBdhps v/;{k MkW- Vh- Mh- vlrkr- gh cSBd gksÅ u ns.;klkBh iz;Ru dj.kk&;k eaMGhauk- fpark iMyh- ^gk ek.kwl vkrk eksBk gksrks! dk; djkoa\ R;kauh pkSgrkaM;kr ckreh iljoyh] Vh-Mh- ;s.kkj ukghr- cSBd gks.kkj ukgh- vkf.k izR;{k tkÅu Vh-Mh- uk lkaxrkr] ^cSBd jÌ >kyh;-*

cSBdhyk pkSgrkaM;kryh ek.kla ;s.kkj Eg.kwu vkeph r;kjh pkyysyh- jkukrys QjksGs vk.kwu fgjoa ekaMoa ltoysya- pkjikp jkat.k Hk:u Bsorks- pgkik.;kph O;oLFkk pkyysyh- fnol <Gyk--- ekoGyk--- vkEgh okV igkr =Lr---! Ekk.kla u ;s.;kpa dkjLFkkua vkEgkyk la/;kdkGh dGya---!

fodklkP;k osMkua >ikVysya eu varjkr <l<lk jMra- jkxkua [kn[knya vkf.k ;k yksdkauk dla letkowu lkaxkoa ;klkBh rMQMw ykxya- jk=Hkj >ksi ;sr ukgh- eu lqUu >kysya---!

yXu d:u eksdGk >kyks- jMkjMhrwu >kysya yXu- dks.kh ukrsokbZd vkys ukgh- jk=hyk yXukr fnokcRrh ukgh dh lk/kk ykÅMLihdj ukgh- ,dne lk/ka yXu- R;k fgjO;k ekaMO;k[kkyh!

pqjlhrwu gks.kkja gs yXu c?k.;klkBh nql&;k fno’kh iapdzks’khryh ek.kla eaMikr ekoyh ukghr!

ƒ‹- MksbZoj ykdMkpk Hkkjk] dk[kar tqiu] nql&;k dk[kar Hkkokyk ?ksÅu ck <ksjacSy

gkdr rkaM;krwu vkyk dh tksxk dk; Eg.kk;pk] ^d;kyk bo<h frjk[kkaMh d:u ?ksrqlja] iksjkyk <ksjkekax yko- dqBa f’kdwu lk;c Ogukj gk; ‘ksacMa! Áks xkMoiuk lksM--- oDrkph fnd udks] fuxys iksja lkGar /kkMk;k!*

Ckkua dks.kkpa ,sdya ukgh- myV ^/kuxjkpa* iksjxa ijnku >kY;kpa lkaxwu Eg.kk;pk] ^esa x/kk ugh] esjk cki x/kk Fkks- E;k xk<o &gk;Y;kua iksjxa lkGar d;kyk /kkMr Ogrks---!*

Tkksxkph lwu usgeh ?kjkr cktwyk clY;kxr jkgk;ph- rla dk Eg.kwu fopkjY;kua ck Eg.krks] ^vkiukr rlh pky gk;- ckikua fnY;kY;k dkpksG;kr [kkÅu T;spa R;sua /kqÅu Bsowu nsua ykxra! Lkquapk dpksGk lklw /kqr UgkbZ vku~ R;ksr [kkrch UgkbZ!*

okdM;k eqBaph dkBh gkrkr ?ksÅu rkaMksrkaM HkVdr fQj.ka gs tksxkpa dke- tksxk nsohpa Hkdr- Nqearjgh djk;pk- ldkG&la/;kdkG va?kksG d:u nsohph iwtk djk;pk- nsohleksj /kq.kh psrok;pk- ekxwu vk.kY;k rsykpk fnok ykok;pk- nl&;kyk uojkrj ikGk;pk- uÅ fnol miokl djk;pk- uoO;k fno’kh rkaM;kr Hkdrkph Qsjh fu?kk;ph- gkrkr pkcwd ?ksÅu /kaqn >kysyk Hkdr vaxkoj pkcdkps QVdkjs ekjt Qsjh ^ts ts e&;kek ;kMh* Eg.kr ?kYMdk djr ?kksjk;pk- vaxkr nsoh mrjyh dh dsl eksdGs lksMwu [ksGk;pk- eku gkyor Eg.kk;pk- ^ts ts e&;kek ;kMh] rkjks ckyd Naq ;kMh] injsek ysya ;kMh] injsek ysya ;kMh-* vla nsohyk injkr ?;k;yk lkaxr inj il:u rkaMkHkj nku ekxk;pk- ^nsohp Hkdr vu~ Naqearj ;sra;* Eg.kwu tksxkyk rkaM;kr cjkp

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Hkko- dks.kkyk dkgh >kya dh] xsys tksxkdMa- tksxk Eg.kk;pk- ^dk;ja ckck] y; tksj gk; dk---\ dk; ?kksj Ugk;- dk; ?kksj Ugk;] cja djay egh ;kMh]* vla Eg.kr ;k;pk- gkrkr jk[k ?ksÅu Eg.kk;pk] ^ts ts tsr e&;kek ;kMh] /kq.khokGsjh ;kMh] eksrhokGsj ;kMh] bZ iks&;k vki.kks N ;kMh] vkdh QkMu ns[k ;kMh] ykFk ekjau HkMdk ija vku~ Naq* vla ikp osGk NkNw d:u Hkwrck/kk] fiMk >kysY;kP;k rksaMkoj] xG;k[kkyh] ikBhoj jk[k ykowu FkksiVr ^py mB* Eg.kk;pk- fiMk iGwu tkrh;] dkbZ ?kksj UgkbZ* Eg.kr di gkrkr ?;k;pk- fnysya iSls f[k’kkr Bsor okVhr nsohlkBh rsy ?;k;pk--- HkVdr fgaM.kkjk vlk gk Hkdr- d/khe/kh ‘ksjMa pkjorkukgh fnlk;pk-

mUgkG;kph <Grh osG- fujM;kP;k pYE;ktoG tksxk ‘ksG;k pkjor gksrk- ukansMgwu mejhyk mr:u rkaM;ktoGpk ekG mrjr gksrks- toG ;srkp tksxk cksyrks]

^csVk jko] mrjaMhyk cxyks ij oGdyks Ugk;- cjk gk;l\* ^gks ukuk-* eh tksxk Hkdrkyk ukuk Eg.kkpks- ^iksjk] rqyk dkbZ dGya dkja raM;kdMpa\* ^dk; ukuk\ eyk dkghp dGay ukgh- dk; >kya\* Tksxk ukukpa rksaM ;o<qlk >kyk- Fkqdh fxGr cksyrks] ^y; vU;ko >kyk ckck-

xkops yksd dq&gkM& Hkkys f?kÅu vkYrs- vku~ ekjys csne tekbZyk-* Egkrkjk u~ Egkrkjh tkok;kP;k vkl&;kyk jkgkr gksrs rkaM;kr- ^gs vpkud dla ?kMya ukuk\* ^R;spa vkl >kya] dquhrch lHkkirh ekydkpk lks;jk gk; Egua- l|kuan dk

dk; R;sapa uko- R;ks okMk cka/kkyk; Egu xkokr- rqGkbZ dkik;k xkMh usYrh ekGkyk--- xkMh xkokdMa dkMwu’;ku ikVhy HkÍhdMa fQjyk Egua- y; fnlkua ikVhy vkyk; Egwu y;eVa iktya HkÍhokY;kua- fiÅu ikVhy gwy >kYrk- ;ssr Ogrk >ksdkaM;k [kkr ekydkP;k ‘;srkenwu- ‘ksjMa cksjhpk ikyk [kkr Ogrh- R;kfnlh eaxk ‘ksjMkr Ogrh- R;sP;k tksG tkÅu Eguyk Egua] ^yekaM;kps Ogk] gkuk ‘ksjMa brwu- ckikpa jku gk;\* vkla Egwu fnya EgkrkjhP;k dacjar dkBh- EgrkjhP;kp gkrwu fgLdwu f?kÅu---! iksja iGr vkys raM;kr- lkaxY;kua nksu iksja] tekbZ iGr xsys- /kke/kqe >kyh- iksjkyk oGd uOgrh- dksu dqVyk Egwu nksu yxkoys- /kke/kqehr dqMrkch QkVyk ikVykpk- xkopk ikVhy gk; Egur tekbZ lksMoU;kr ijs’;ku >kYrk- r dk; ásuap ekjya Egwu fVd.kks p<yk R;sP;k ukopk! Vku dk; vkys] lens yksd xkokrwu dq&gkM u~ Hkkys f?kÅu- dq&gkM MkslD;kr clyh- cdG jxr xsyk- ejukj Ogrk ckck] ejrk ejrk okpyk- y; vU;ko >kyk; iksjk!

fnl&;k fnlh ekUla xsYrs ljiapkdMa- R;s eUyk] ^vkykr cja >kya- d;kyk ekjykr ikVykyk\* vkiukdMps ekUla cksyys] ^rla Ugk; ekyd] ikVykuap ekjysr Egkrkjhyk] R;sphp Qksd f?kÅu! ikVhy nk:ua gwy Ogrk] >ksdkaMr Ogrk!*

^dk; Eguyk\ áks dquh [kja /kjay- mUgkG;kr ‘;srkr ‘ksjaM d;kyk pkjork vla dquh Eguay\ vu~ gkepk ikVhy nk:yk f’korch UgkbZ! R;syk rqeh nk: fiÅu ekjya Egurk! eyk cuork xnMs Ogks!* rq;k ckua ^vkrk dk; djk;pa ekyd* euY;kua Eguyk] ^yekaMxs Ogk] vkudh oj dk; djk;pa Egwu bP;kjrk---\ cxk csVs Ogk] gkeP;k fcxj dksu okyh Ugk; rqekLuh- ;kn jkdk- udjs dsykr r fnlk rkaMs ykowu fnÅ- xqeku &gk] &gk;pa vklay r- Ugk; ra f’koarwu gkdywu fnÅ! dk;] letya dk Ugk;\*

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Lkkjs gks Egwu eqaMh gkyoys--- bra dkbZ [kja Ugk;] vku U;k; Ogr Ugk; Egwu xsYrks lHkkirh ekydkdMa mejhyk- tkÅu lkaxyks lkja xjkua- mdkMk Egaath y; mdkMk Ogrk- ekyd mxMkokxMk clyk Ogrk] iMohr- ekydkua lkja ,sdwu Eguyk] ^vkja fdrh fnlkiklwups vkiwu ‘kstkjh! dnh HkkaMu UgkbZ dh raVk UgkbZ! vkla HkkaMwu dla Hkkxay! f'ko’kstkjh EguY;kau ,d fnl&;kpa rksaM Qkua ykxay! >kya; R;s >kya; QqMa dkbZ d: udk- lkjs xqukua &gk;k gkoa- HkkaMukikbZ lkjk lR;kuk’k Ogra;- uk’k d:u ?;k;pk gk; dk vkiukyk---\*

losZtu ^Ugk; ekyd* Eguys- vku~ vkys <ksijkyk xksaMk fpVdwu’;ku! ekydkP;k cksy.;kowu R;syk vkfnp EgkbZr >kY;kouh okVr Ogra- R;sapa dk; ckck bra tGra; r frra dGra;! Dkukeanh cksyrsr R;s yksd! Qksuw dk dk; EguR;kr dh] R;s xsya Egua R;sP;k dkukr---!

ekyd Eguyk] ^xkoxkMk gk;- pYra;- dkukr f?kÅ ukbZ daphch xksV- lkja lcqjhua ?;k;k gkoa---* ekyd vkiukyk f’ko’kstkjh Eguyk Egwup lkjs [kq’khr Ogrs---!* ekoGR;k lw;kZph lkoyh fyackoj iMyh dh tksxkukuk yxhiq<P;k fyackleksj /kq.kh psrok;pk vkf.k MqcR;k fnolkP;k lk{khus uxk&;koj BksGhph Fkki iMk;ph---!

lkatayk nsohpk uxkjk oktyk dh rkaM;krys yksd vlfry frFkwu nsohyk gkr tksMwu ik;k iMr Eg.kk;ps] ^lkbZosl] eksrhokGsj lxq.kk!* gs vla dk] Eg.kwu fopkjY;kua ck Eg.krks] ^jkst nsohP;k ukokua ce nsua ykxra uxk&;kpk! Lsokph nsoh Ogrh rh- nsoh gk;---*

^tksxk rlk djkerh Hkdr gk; Eguk] v/;kZjkrhyk mBwu dokch cncn uxkjk cMok;pk- fnl&;k fnlh QkVhyk ekUlkpk eGko clowu Eguk;pk] ^jkrhyk nsohpk uxkjk vilwd oktyk;- nsohpa Hkd nsua ykxay-* vu~ yksdkyk cuowu cksdwM ikMk;pk- efgU;krwu xla nksunk rch iksVh Hkjk;pk cksdwM ikMwu] nsohP;k ukoua! ,d fnlh jkrhyk Hkk;j tkxyhyk Egwu tkr Ogrks yxh ekxwu r dk cncn uxkjk oktyk- npdwu gqck &gk;yks- r dk; Hkdr HkLdku HkkbZj vkyk yxhrwu- gVdyks r Egwu ykyk] ^dqukyk lkaxw uxl ckck- Ugk;ra nsohpa Hkd cqMay--- vku~ nsoh nksl djay! Enh tkÅu gkr fBoY;kfcxj uxk&;kpa oktua Fkkacuka! oktr &gk;ya r raMk ?kkcjay dh\ lkjs eukijekua T;spa R;s okxk;ys! Nsohpk uxkjk oktukj Ugk; r dk; djay\ dquh nsohyk fxuauk >kys- dk; djay---\*

vklk áks Hkdr nsohpk- vkrk R;sph nsohch UgkbZ vku~ HkdrkbZch xsyh- ;dk ;GP; cksVhyk lksMwu jksVhyk Egkx >kyrk fcpkjk---!

NksV;k cfg.khyk xoj fu?kkyh gksrh- cfg.k rkikua eywy gksÅu iMysyh- ;kMhpk ydMk ykxyk- ^Hkdrukukua cksyY;kxr dj Eg.kwu-* Eg.kk;ph] ^jko] pÏh&>xY;kua fgo’;k ikU;kph gkaxqG dj- vku~ rlk oY;k vaxkua MksbZyk nksu yksVs f?kÅu lhrkekekP;k xqÍhyk tk- vku~ ?kky iksP;kekyk ik.kh!*

rla lkr fnol ik.kh ?kkykoa ykxk;pa- rkaM;krwu fHktY;k vaxkus MksD;kyk rkaC;koj rkaC;k Bsowu pkyrkuk ‘kjek;pks- rla djkoa okVk;pa ukgh- ;kMhP;k ydM:k[kkrj djkoa ykxk;pa- ik.kh ?ksÅu xsyks dh nxMkyk Vsdwu mHkh vlysY;k nxMkP;k nsohyk /kkjsua vka?kksG ?kkyk;pks- vla dsY;kua cfg.khpa xojkua rkiysya vax

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FkaM iMra;] vla ;kMh Eg.kk;ph- vu~ lkaxwu ikBoY;kizek.ka] ^cfg.khph cksnzh cjh dj iksP;kek ;kMh* Eg.kr ik;k iMwu ijrk;pks-

rsOgk dGya ukgh] i.k vkt okVra] Hkksorkyh okGwu dksG >kysyk dkMhdpjk vu~ xorkG ,spuhr olysyh nxM/kksaM;kph nsoh cfg.khph cksanzh dla cja dsyh vlsy\ ek.klkP;k nkfjnz;kizek.ksp R;k nsohpa nkfjnz;- R;k R;k ek.klkP;k Jhearhuqlkj R;k R;k nsonsork fnlrkr] vlrkr] Hkklrkr- R;k R;k ek.klkaph xfjchgfjch R;k R;k nsonsorkauk fpdVysyh vlkoh---! nks?kkapsgh Hkksx lkj[ksp!

xqÍhoj olysY;k iksP;kekpa vlap Hk;k.k nkfjnz;- frFkp dq«;kph gxU;keqrU;kph tkxk dh dk;! Hkorkyh okGD;k ysaM;kua tkxk vaFkjY;kxr fnlr gksrh- dq=s rhu ik;koj f>atdkM c?kwu nsohyk vfHk”ksdgh d:u tkr- rjh;kMhph R;k nsohoj izxk< J/nk- lkrO;k fno’kh ;kMh jkrhyk Hkkr f’ktowu ldkGh nq.kkZr nghHkkrkpk cksuk cuok;ph- rs usÅu iksP;kekyk p<okoa ykxk;pa!

cfg.khpa cksnzhua rkiysya vax f’kGa iMkoa Eg.kwu nsohyk gs f’kGa cksu! jk=hpa f’kG vUu [kkukjh gh vtc nsoh] eyk HkaMkowu lksMk;ph- ^eh tkr ukgh- ykt okVrs fHktY;kaxkua tk;ph rkaM;krwu* Eg.kY;kua ;kMh Eg.kk;ph] ^?kjsek lkafM;k u~ Hkkja Nhja jkafM;k* vla UgkbZ iksjk] ?kjkr jkaMh;k &gk;yk r pyay] ij Hkk;j lkafM;k &gkoa!*

vkf.k MksD;kyk >kjh ?ksÅu >qj.khyk ykxY;kxr iksP;kekph okV /kjk;pks--- dks.k dksByh iksP;kek iRrk uOgra- ek>h dsohyok.kh LFkhrh c?kwu ck Eg.kk;pk]

^d;kyk lrkorhl iksjkyk- OgbZy cja- nqd gk;- EguR;kr dh] ?kksMsj nMcMsrh vkoa vu~ fdMhj lGdsrh tkoa- ^nqd ?kksM;kP;k nqmdhua ;sra; vu~ eqxhP;k lqdGhua tkra;- tkbZy dh- OgbZy cja mxhp iksjkyk tsjrhl-* ;o<;kr cgh.k dUgw ykxyh dh] ck Eg.kk;pk] ^dUgw udks iksjh nwd gk;- nqdkua ekuqla tsjra] nqd nqdr nqdr nwj fuxwu tkra- R;spk ?kksj d: Ugk;- ejk;pap Mj] ij nqdk;o<a fnlja lqd Ugk;!* tksxk ukukua lkaxY;kxr lkja dsya--- cfg.k okpyh gs [kja! uolkua dk\ ;kpa mRrj dla |koa---\

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& Hkksxyk; ij rqyk dkVayk ykoyk;! --- rs fnol MksG;kleksj rjGw ykxys- mekGk nkVwu vkyk- gaqndk Qqvyk--- tksxk ukuk Eg.krks] ^mxh jMw udks iksjk- pkj fnlkpa ftua gk;- lqd gk; nqd

gk;- ekUlkua lEna fuLrkjr txk;k gkoa- rdfnjkps Hkksx vlrsr ckck- lkja lkjr txk;k gkoa---

nqdkps Hkksda cqtoU;kr ckikpa tye xsya- vkrkrch lqdkps pkj dksj feGR;ky R;syk! rq>k ck iksVkyk ikVk fnyk ij lkGarwu dk<ya UgkbZ rqyk- ,dsd fcns’kh vlR;kr] ckikyk vaxBk nkÅu ykMdhP;k <qaxukekxa fuxwu tkukjs! Rkla d: uxa Egath pht OgbZy!*

vkt gs lkja dkGht fpjr tk.kkja fp= MksG;kiq<a rjGw ykxya dh MksGs McMcrkr- rkaM;kpk _.kkuqca/k vkf.k lkjk thouHkksx vkBor eqdkeqdk curks- dktos pedY;kxr iz’ukaph ekfydk leksj ljdr tkrs- >ksiMrkaM;kapk ^vUu&oL=&fuokjk* ,d iz’u- f’k{k.k o vkS”k/kkaps dk;\

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

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^ck* jkrHkj mtG.kh djr clys gksrs- ckph vkxzgh Hkwfedk- vki.k vkiY;k tkxh dBksj jkg.ka t:jhpa Eg.kwu- bapokpa rjh ‘khd Eg.kr R;kappa pkyw-

^dkGks fopw dkdjhokGks] dkGks fopw dkdjhokGks re p<s MksGk MksGk] ge orkjs ikuk ikuk ge ugh mrkjs] gekjk xq: mrkjs xq: xksj[kukFk] fcj guqeku rsjh nokbZ---!** vaxkyk baxGh Mlkoh v’kh fuiphr ;kruk- foapokpa ea= f’kdwu dk; gks.kkj\

rkaMkHkj esjk ekxr <kd.kh vax.kkr ;k;yk jk=hps nksu >kysys- ck Hkkokyk <kd.khoj frGkph isa<h isVowu ^vkx>M&cx>M djk;yk lkaxrks- HkkÅ tGrh isa<h ?ksÅu nko.khrY;k <ksjkHkksorh] ^vkx>M cx>M] xaxksMk >M] uoh uk;d.ksjks Qqank >M!* vla e= iqViqVY;kxr Eg.kr fQ:u ;srks- dqaokj eqyhauk jkaxssr mHka d:u esjk nsrkuk eqyh ?kjkrY;k ek.klkaph ukoa ?ksr esjk Eg.kr gksR;k]

^ojls nkMsjh dksj nokGh] ckiw rksua esjk--- ;kMh rksua esjk--- ojls nkMsjh dksj nokGh fHk;k rksua esjk--- y{eh rksua esjk--- nko.khrY;k xk;hpagh uko ?ksr esjk Eg.kwu >kY;koj xkr fu?kkY;k] ^^vkca dsjs ?kjs vaxa tka;kja fojku~] ixyk Neds jek>ek---!** Ikoykap je>e djr vkrk dks.kkP;k ?kjkiq<a tk;pa---\ ek>a vLoLFk eu- fopkjeXu- jkrHkj >ksi ukgh- O;FkkZr cfg.khpk izk/;kid

HkkÅ- vkrY;k vkr O;kdwG la?k”kZ---! mtkMysya- ck Hkkokyk lwi ?ksÅu yklil djk;yk lkaxrks- HkkÅ gkrkr lwi

?ksÅu MQ oktoY;kxr dkMhus lwi oktor nko.khrY;k <ksjkHkorky fQjr Eg.kr gksrk] yklisl] vkGl fudGsl---**

iq<;kr tksxk ukuk clysyk--- eukryh jkr--- va/kkj vtwu dk;e jkukrwu nqj dkukoj xk.;kps ydsj gsydkor ;srkr- xks/kuiwtsyk Qqya vk.kk;k xsysY;k eqyh MksbZoj nqjMh ?ksÅu xkr pkyysY;k---

^^xYcktsdk Qqy rksMw u;uk th ykackfMdk Qwy rksMw u;uk th l.k xksiky jkbZ;s] fojkjs ikxfMek jkGns Qwy!** nko.khrY;k ‘ks.kkr Qqya [kksohr iksjh xkr gksR;k] ^^fojkjs vax.ksrh NqVs;s cGnk Mksaxjsrh gylks tk Ykkljh;k cks/kus] gsnjkckn---** ^^HkkokP;k vaxukrwu lqVysys cSy] MksxjFkMhus gylr cks/ku& gSnzkckn tkÅu

iksgpys-* catkjk yn.khpa gs xk.ka xkr iksjh rkaMkHkj xks/ku iwtr fQjr gksR;k- xkr gksR;k]

^^dke;s d:ark tho ykxsuh; ;k--- xks/ku iqtqrks tho ykxp;s ;k >jh;k eksrh] ckGkjh;s ;k!**

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^dke djrkuk tho ykxr ukgh- xks/ku iwtrkuk ek= tho ykxra- tla >wj ekrh ckGkoj ;kMhpa tho tMra!* R;k Eg.kr gksR;k-

^csVks >qjy [kVdks mBks xks/kusrs ykxh ifjrh;s] gfj;s gwa!** ^xks/ku iwt.;klkBh clysyk ^>qjyks* [kVdu mBwu iq<hy vax.kkrya xks/ku

iwtslkBh pkyra gksr;- tla dkgh xks/kuk’kh R;kauk izhr ykxyh vkgs- dkUgkxr!* fnolHkj ‘ks.kkr Qqya ekGwu ;k jaxosyh ltU;k la/;kle;h xks/kukph vkjrh

djr fQjr gksR;k- izR;sdkP;k vax.kkr ,dp--- ^^fjaMh] feaMh] lksjV;k] cks/kU;k gqaVsjh drkjs] ?kksMsjh drkjs ykach ysjs] /kksGh gjs Vksd.khl ekFksj] NknGkl dkusj MksMhHkjh xkoMh] rgkoHkjks Nkp dq<kHkjks ?kh] ?k.k ?k.k nsl nokGh ekrk] lsjh Vkaxs :aph dj!** xks/ku gs xksj yksdkapa m?kMa /ku- ?kjkr nw/k rqipa ,sÜo;Z! Eg.kwu gh vkjrh- tksxk ukuk vkyk fu nksu ?kkl cksVos [kkÅu fu?kwugh xsyk- xk.;kaP;k xqaxhr

>katjrh lkat dsOgk >kyh gs dGyagh ukgh- rs ukp&xk.ks] rs /kqan ft.ks vtwugh foljr ukgh-

„å- [kksyh ?ksÅu jkgr gksrks ukansM lkslk;Vhr- ,ds fno’kh ckgsxkoh jkg.kkjh

ekydh.k vkyh] ?kj c?kk;k Eg.kwu- c?krk c?krk iki.kh yors uk yors] ik.kh lkpysY;k Qj’khoj ik; ?kl:u vknGyh! iGr tkÅu iVdu gkr /k:u mHkh djrks- mBY;k mBY;k tksjkpk gklMk nsÅu gkr >Vdya] vu~ Eg.kkyh] ^eyk mBok;ph xjt Ugk;!* vkf.k iqViqVyh] ^va?kksG djua ykxay!*

Jhuxje/;sgh vlap dkghla- ‘kstkjph loZ eaMGh ;s& tk djr vkeP;kdMa- pgk& iksgs ?ksr- i.k Egkrkjhyk pgk lksMwu ik.kh pkyk;pa ukgh!

x.kskuxje/kya FkksMa Hk;adj! uG lk&;k ‘kstkjph ,d v/kwue/kwu fnl.kkjh Egkrkjh vkEgh uGkoj ik.kh Hkjr vlrku ^nwj Ogk] eyk ik.kh Hkjk;pa;* Eg.kk;ph! ^oaxG* rksaM djr uGkph rksVh rhunk /kqok;ph- dkWyste/;s Lokra«;] lerk] ca/kqrk] U;k; p?kG.kkja eu vLoLFk Ogk;pa---!

‘kstkjps dks.kh nkjkoj yek.kh fygk;ps catkjk vkgsr vla dGY;koj HkksorkyP;kpa rksaM okdMa Ogk;pa! d/kh vaxkoj f’karksMs vMkys Eg.kwu HkkaM.k vks<kok;pa! dGr udGr rksaM nkcwu cqDdhpk ekj clwu euLrki pkyw vlk;pk---!

iqjksxkeh Hkkl.kkjh ek.kla pkrqekZlkr uojk=kiklwu x.ks’k mRloki;;±rps lxGs fo/kh ?kjkr vkVksirkuk fnlk;ph- ckgsj tkfrfueZwyu] vLi`’;rk fuokj.k] va/kJ/nkfueZwyu] gqaMkcanh] lerk ;k=k vkf.k loZ tk.kho&tkx`rh eksfgesr iq<kdkj ?ksrkukgh fnlk;ph- dqByhgh xks”V ofgokV Eg.kwu ikG.kkjh ek.kla---!

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,ds fno’kh ck [kksyhoj vkyk- ?kjkdMph gdhxr lkaxw ykxyk] ^HksGk;pk ijlax Ogrk- tkrhr ?;k;pk- rkaMksrkaMps uk;dMk vkYrs- dklsP;k FkkGhr ikp cksVa cqMowu ?kkl ?kkl [kkYys- lk&;kpa [kkuafiua dsya ikGxqrkua- vkYrs R;suyk nksu vku ikp] FkkGhr cksV cqMouk&;kyk fnya ikGxqrkua- ykyphua lkjsp [kkr Ogrs- HksGk;ps nksu gtkj nsR;kr ij vkiwu dkbZp ?ksrya UgkbZ- vkiys ikGxqr bdr ?ksrY;kys- [kja Egath rhu fi<hrp tkrhr ?;k;k Qk;ts Ogra] ij >kya Ugk;- ásuyk lk fiM;k OgR;kr- vkrk dkbZp ckV UgkbZ- [kjs tkrokys >kys!*

^R;kauk fodr dk ?ksrys gksrs ck\* fopkjrks- ^iSya yn.kh djr Ogrks- cSykP;k ikBhoj csikj- nqdGkr rok [kk;k ulya dh iksja

bdk;ps- vkiwu rok <ksja jk[kk;k OgbZy Egwu ?;k;ps- dqVY;kch tkrhps iksja bdr ?;kps- eBk >kyk dh R;syk yxhu d:u |k;ps- nksu&rhu fi<;k >ky;k Egath R;syk tkrhr ?;kps- rokikrwj R;syk dklsP;k FkkGhr [kk;k |kps UgkbZr! ikuknqukZr Ugk; rqa rkO;kr [kk;k |kps- tkrhryh iksjxh |kps UgkbZ! Tkrhr vkY;kua iksjxh nsR;kr- rksirwj R;suyk tkaxM de Eguwu ?ksua ykxra---

vkrk rsch tkrokys xksj >kys- ;o<ap dk; rok vkiwu yksd T;k xkokÅu tk;ps] R;k xkoP;k dksi&;kyk dqBa ,dnk iksjxa xkoya dh dk[kayk ekjk;ps- vkiwu yksd cSykaps rkaMs f?kÅu dMaua pkyys dh] xkookys Eguk;ps Egua] ^c.ktkjk yksd vkys iksja laHkkGk- ?kjkr ?kkyk! vku~ ?kjkr ?kkywu dokM ykok;ps Egua- ;o<h /kkLrh Ogrh vkiwu yksdkph- pksjY;kys fu bdr ?ksrY;kys iksja Egath ikGwu] ikslwu eksBh dsY;kyh Egwu ikGxqr- cki EgkbZr ulY;kya R;ks iksjaxa iksl.kk&;kpa ikGxqr----!

csikj clyk vku~ nGsanzh cuyks- ?kj uk ?kkV- oru uk okMh- vkrk vkrkirwj MkslD;kyk Mksyk f?kÅu ekGkua rkaMs <kGr HkVdk;pks- vkrk dqBa fBdkuk /k:u clyko-

dk; lkaxw ckc djekph xr--- rksaM iwth nqfu;k- lkjh HkksaxG ekUla- o:u fnlk;k dk; Og;\ vkrY;k vaxkua lkjh HkksaxG---! Bra ekUlkap eksteki R;sP;k dqorhoj Ogr Ugk;] voyknhP;k nkaMxkbZua Ogra;! Xkoiq<k&;kiklwu nslkP;k fyMjkirwj lkja áksp >kya;- R;saphp nkaMxkbZ OgÅu clyh;---!

Qkr Ugoa dk;\ tbanyk rhl ojhl OgR;kr- dqBach dkMhpa dke fnlauk] rkaM;kbZpa! R;sp ruhl rwjkVh vku~ OgD;kZr xqtjku pkyw gk;! raM;kyk ekLrj vkya; ij lkGk Ugk;h- xkoBku ulwuch raM;kyk ?kjiÍh Hkjua ykxra;- [kksjkMkpa ik.kh dk; pqdya Ugk;---! uG nsrks raM;kyk Egwu rhu lkykiklwu iÍh ?ksR;kr--- áks ikU;kik;h vu~ rG;kdkyO;kP;k ekrhua MkslD;kyk [kGs iYMs vu~ HkqLdVkr ysV nsR;ks Egwu lkykuch ysViÍh ?ksR;kr---!

dk; djkoa ckck] lkjh nkaMxkbZ! rksaM gk; ij cksyk;k thHk UgkbZ! bdMa Lorkarjh jkt EguR;kr vu~ nkeVw nkeVw ekjR;kr Mqdjkokuh ekUlkyk! iaP;kr jktps y; fd.ks gk;r iksjk! Cjk Ogrk gkepk futkekpk eksxykbZ jkt Eguk;ph ;sG vkyh;---!

NksVs ‘ksrdjh Egwu rhu lkyph gkcjhV nsR;kr] vku~ [kr mMkya EguR;kr ikdk;kstukr vkY;kyh vkotkja xfjckP;k ukokua eB;kP;k ?kjkEgksaj xsY;kr- NksV;kdjrk eatqjh >kY;kyh ghj xfjckP;k ‘skrkr [kanwu ikuh eB;kP:k QqyeG;kyk usR;kr! dksuh bP;kjukjk UgkbZ- yksdlkbZ gk; EguR;kr- d;kph yksdlkbZ] lkjh

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ckitknslkbZ gk;! Bra eqrU;kgxU;kiklwu xkoiq<kk&;kyk bP;kjua ykxra;! R;kfcxj gkcjhVph Fk;yh feGauk! tGR;k mUgkG;kr [kjckojph <ksja xts?kkVkr ?kkyR;kr- naM nsÅu dVkGys fcpkjs yksd- d;kyk fBorhr eax <ksja\ bdys fuÅ fuÅ [kkVdkyk- xlk xkopk [kkfVd[kkuk OgÅu xsys eqydkyk! Egwu r &gkÅu &gkÅu ;kijhl futkekph jkt/kkuh vku~ xfjckph vkenkuh cjh Ogrh okVra;---!

Lkrckjk ?;k;k xsYrks r rykBhch MkQ:ykyk! Ikkp ekxk;yk! nksu fnY;kua fnyk; lkrckjk! D;kph yksdlkbZ lkjh ekuql[kkbZ gk;! Rlhykr tk frrach losZ oslokxr cxR;kr ekUlkdMa! ekUlkyk rksM[kkaÅ djR;kr! dk;ch ljfQdhV ?ks;k xsys dh cjh feGkyh f’kdkj Egwu rqVwu iMR;kr- ljdkj R;suyk uodjh nsra; vku~ ás xfnckP;k <axukyk yksuh pksGR;kr! xfjckpa dY;ku djukja jkt gk Egua! D;kpa jkt u~ d;kpa dk;! lkjh dqRrj[kkt gk;! Vku~ ás csikjh\ ásP:k ijhl [kkVhd Hkys Eguk;ph ;sG vkyh- R;s ‘ksG;k<ksjarch dkiR;kr] ásra ekUlkph eqaMh eqjxkGR;kr---! /;kukr fBo iksjk] vkiukyk nksu xk;h [kkVdkP;k nkouhrua lksMok;P;k gk;r! rq;k VjfuaxP;k ;sGayk bdY;kY;k!---- rq;k ukukP;k ?kjykch xsYrks- tkaHkGhyk- EguR;kr dh] tkaHkGh u~ dsjhdksuh lkacGh! d;kyk ,sdR;ky dqukpa\ ,dsd yksd vlR;kr] dkdkP;k <aaqxukoj fnokGh iwtukjs! rkVk fdrh! rq;k ekekP;k iksjkpa teY;kya yxhu eksMya- ekekphp iksjxh- ?kjkryh iksjxh lksYMk- rqok ekek Egur Ogrk] ^gkepa Fkkikpa ?kj- e&;kekps Hkdr gkeh- xksylkMhua yxhu Ogukj UgkbZ! iqjk tquk yxhu OgbZy- QsV;kdkpGh vku~ vkd<kdkpa---! vku~ Qsjk eqlGkHkohrh fQjua ykxay---!

iksjhpk cki Eguyk] rqeh e&;kekps Hkdr vu~ rqepa Fkkikpa ?kj] gs [kja gk;- rqekyk xksylkMhua yxhu pyr Ugk;] ij rqeph e&;kek fgjoa dPp yqxMa uslwu d;kyk gwch gk;\ R;sP;k gkrkr fgjO;k ckaxM;k gk;r dk Ugk;\ dk Ugk; rqeP;k e&;kekyk tkMk yaxk] dkpksGh] xkykoj Vksiyh u~ ekuayk vkVh\ dk UgkbZ ysor rqeph e&;kek gkrkr gkRrhnkrsj cY;ku cksnyw\ dkUgk; rqeP;k e&;kekP;k ik;r firGh dlk vku~ okdM;k\ dk UgkbZ ysor rqeph e&;keklrjk fBxGaph ikV ykowu dkpk rquysY;k dkpksG;k\ cksyk dh] QsV;kdkpGhpa yxhu djukjs rqeh vkd<kdkP;k yxukr eqlGkHkorh lkMh uslowu ujosyhyk Qsjk d;kyk fQjork\ QsV;k uslowu dk fQjor UgkbZ\ dk Ugk; ykor yxu rqeP;k tqU;k isjkokr- lkMhoj yxhu ykowu >kya dh d;kyk pqMh friwu lkjk lkjl.kxkj p<ork ujosyhyk\ ektwu gaqMk ekxrko vu~ yxhu tqU;k fjoktkr djrko Ugk;\ Ugk; nsr gqaMk! tqU;k pkyhijekua rqeph eyk pkj’ks :i;s djkj vku~ pkj xksjs lksMk] eax djk yxhu vkd<kdkpa! Vu~ Ugk; nsr iksjxh Egwu xsyk!

dk; ckiqrhph pky gh! :<hr :rY;kys yksd! e&;kekpk iqjrk xkMk fQjyk rch pky lksMk;k /ktauk! xqMxs QqVys rch yksd xk<okpa ‘ksiwV lksMk;k r;kj UgkbZr! Xkua dk; EguR;kr] <aqxu dk; cMoR;kr] iwtk dk; djR;kr] gÌ OgÅu xsyhák yksdkiq<a---! mYVa Mkslda! fnlja dk;---\ pqyR;kP;k iksjhpa yxhu gk;- ;s ---- okV c?kk;k ykow udks----*

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& yXuklkBh Eg.kwu xsyks rkaM;kyk- frFka U;kjap fp= c?krks-

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dks.khrjh oktos ekaxkyk] ^fxykl d;kyk fnyklk\ <sM;k gk;r!* vl EguY;kua mBys u~ dk; gkepa dk; <sM;k gk; Eg.kwu- laHkk porkGwu cksyrks] ^;MhdaMkG yek.kh tkr] gekyk <sM;k EguR;kr- gkeh <ksM;k Ugk;- cqn Ugk;- ekrax gko- y{kqeh gko rqeph- [kG;koj Qq<a vkyko dh ldwu Ogra; Egkj vkyk r vldwu Ogra;- ojVh pkaHkkj bÅ uk;- ckeukph cksMdh ckbZr bÅp UgkbZ- ybZ vldwu---! cGhjktkP;k ljkikua rjkl Hkksxkr gko- jkejktkP;k dkGkr tkac:lhyk cSy vk.kk;k lkaxhrya rok tkac:lhua taxykr tkÅu c;y /kjyk- c;ykps rok rhu flax Ogrs- >Vdk fnÅu c;ykua ekG mdjya- rok enya flax eksMya- R;sph vkrkch nksu flaxkr [kw.k gk;- tkac:lhaua c;y vk.kay- vku~ rqeh dquch >kyko- cSykua tka:lhyk ljki fnyk] ^tk] rw ekxwu [kklhy- [kGs lk:u [kklhy-* rokiklwu [kGs lkjr [kkr vkyko- cdG Hkksxyko ckck gkehch---!

Rlk áks ckT;k gkepk UgkbZ dkseV;kpk gk;- jke ijrwu vkyk rok ckT;k ekxoyk- dkseVh dqVarch xsyk Ogrk Egua- tkac:lhpk iksjxk R;sph gkyxh ?ksÅu oktor [ksGr Ogrk Egua- jkekua Eguya Egua] cyok R;sykp- R;k iksjkua tkÅu oktoya rok jkekua buke fnyk Egua- bukekua R;sP; ekbZyk vkuan >kyk- Eguyh Egua] ^vlap oktor tk iksjk] buke HksVrq;k- rokilwu gkeh oktos cuyko- gkrkr gkyxh fnlyh dh] dquhch gkekyk oktok;k lkaxR;kr- Egwu ra euok iYMk; dh] ^?ksua u nsua] oktokjs oktok---!*

dkseVh xsyk vku~ gkeh oktos cuyks- áks ckT;k gkepk Ugk; ckck dkseV;kpk gk;!

dkseVh vkrkch gkeph iksjxh djR;kr--- paxyh gqMdqu djR;kr- R;kbZpa dGr UgkbZ] gkepa m?kMa iMar;! paxY;kpa dla fnlay] xfjckph Mkaxksjh Ogrs! ejkB;kpa yxhu ekraxkph oVh HkjY;kfcxj Ogr Ugk;! bo<p dk; gkeh ckeukyk lqac fnY;kfcxj yxhu Ogr Ugors R;saP;kenh! Vkrk yktwu ekxaurk- ;kp lqackua gkeP;kr okG iMra; ekruhyk lqac cka/kyk dh] vku~ ckeukyk iforj Ogra;! Vklh tkr gk; gkeph- ;fMdaMkG yek.kh tkr- /ksM;k EguR;kr gkekyk- /ksM;k Ugk; ekrax gko---

osrMwyk fVGk ykowu >kya- Hkkstk dkgh fVGk ykorp uOgrk- ulkch xMh Eg.krks] ^E;k fVGk ykor Ugk;- ,d fnl Ogrk] eyk fVGk ykoY;kfcxj fVGk fQjr Ugork- Hkaxh HkqD;k Egwu iSya eyk fVGk ykok;ps- gqMdqu ykok;ps- ij vkt jafMjkt gk;- fVGk ykok;pa lksMwu fnY;sr---!

---vkja] eax E;k Egurks rla djkuk- rqeP;k tkrhr ikp ?kjkus gkbZr] R;syk vnqxj ykok- jkBksM] tk/ko] iokj] pOgk.k vku~ vkMs ásuyk vnqxj ykok] eax rqeh lks;&;kyk ykok dh ekaxkyk ykok- gkekyk dk; djk;pa gk;] ?kjkU;kpk eku lkcwr fBok Egath >kya! vnqxj lks;&;kyk ykowu eax fuxys ekukpk fVdks f?kÅu! pquk ykok pquk! vja] v’kkua r lk&;k fjoktkyk pquk ykxyk; dh! v’kkua dksu bZy rqeP;k ijlaxkyk\ d;kyk bZy\ eku Ugk; ekUrk u~ ?kksMs dqBa cka/krk! d;kyk bZy---\

--- Ekkuql esY;kua R;saP;k ljukyk lkr ;sGk oY;k dkBhua d;kyk ekjr vkyko\ fjokt Egwup dh\ vu~ ás fuxys fjokt cqMok;k---!*

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^lj.kkyk dkBhua dk ekjrk ck\* ck cksyrks] ^vkiukyk iSya nkek xq: OgÅu xsyk;- R;syk pksjkua ekjya- vxuh fnY;kua xq:pa /kM vkX;kjh Hkk;j iMr Ogra Egua- R;syk ikp&lkr ;sGk dkBhua vkr <dyys Egua- rokilwu vkiukyk vkX;kjhyk oY;k dkBhua lkr ;sGk ekjk;ph pky iMY;kyh gk;---!

fcpkjh pky vkf.k pkyr vkysyh ofgokV iq<a iGok;pa lksMwu pkyor us.kkjh ek.kla---!

„ƒ- lqV~Vhr rkaM;kr xsysyks- ?kjh ukuh vkysyh- xkykojP;k xksaM;kP;k xksa/kGkr]

^dk; btqxr fpdVrks]* Eg.kwu ckyk jkr jkr HkkaM.kkjh ukuh- dzkarhpa rqQku >kysyk ck- nksu ckjk o”ksZ HkkaMr vkysyk ikgr gksrks- ek>k lalkj c?kwu ukuh eksg:u xsyh- vHkkohri.ks cksywu tkrs-

^^jkokthph [kksyh cxk;k tkÅ ;xnk ukansMk-** vkf.k ekÖ;k rksaMkrwu dqBykgh dpjk u Bsork lgt ‘kCn ckgsj iMrkr- ^^;kMh ekgsjh vkY;kua ukuk dk; Eg.kk;pk- foljya dk\ <s.kh Egwu dk <k.kh Egu dk] paHkkjuh Eguq---**

vkrk rq euxVkiklwu ekui;±r cY;kcksnyw vu~ eqaxkykYMh vla vaxHkj vlysya e.kkpa vks>a ?ksÅu ‘kgjkr xsY;kua yksd glrhy dh ukuh] ^yek.khu vkyh] yek.khu vkyh* Eg.kwu!

ukuh ikj ikj ‘kjewu xsyh- [kjap] vtwugh ukuh [kksyhoj vkysyh ukgh---- rkaM;kr ckck vkysys- ukuhyk ckckpa Hktu ,sdk;yk lkaxrks- ckck vkrk Fkdr

pkyys] rjh ckck vaxkr cG vkY;kxr cksyk;ps- Hktu ,sdk;k xnhZ xtctwu xsyyh- yksd fu”Bsus dku Vodk:u ,doVysys-

;kp mUgkG;kr ckckpa ^nfyr&fe=* Eg.kwu eqacbZr lRdkj >kysya- vkEghgh ikaiysV dk<wup rkaM;kr MkW- Vh- Mh- P;k gLrs lRdkj Bsoysyk- R;kr ckckapa xkSjoij Hkk”k.k okprks- ^^dchjiaFkh caM[kksj lektlq/kkjd- xG;kr ekG ukgh- dikGkyk xa/k ukgh dh dqBY;kgh nxMkph iqtk ukgh- ^yk[ksls ,d y<k naw* Eg.k.kkjk dzkafrdkjh lar-**

lRdkjkyk mRrj ns.;klkBh ckck mHks jkfgys- cksyrs >kys] ^^d:at.k vlr;--- mMs mMs vkoa--- txHkj mMr tkr;- ij R;hph ek;k fiY;ko;j vlr;- rlkp ns’kHkj fQjr jkfgu--- dqBsgh jkfgyks rjh] ek>a eu d:at.k OgÅu vkiY;koj ek;sph ik[kj nsr jkfgu--- ladVkr t:j ;kn djk- >ksiY;kP;k Loizkr vu~ tkx.kk&;kaP;k ân;kr v[kaM okl djr jkghu!**

^^vkReX;kudk Madk ckts] >WV m[kkMs dky! lnk jaxsek jax yky] lair ugh gekjs cky!** ckckauk u’kkp p<yh t.kw- ckck /kqan gksÅu ukpw ykxys- ek.kla Mqyw ykxyh---

vkrk ek= n`”;p ikyVysya- lektkpa dk;kikyV >kysya- vaxkojps diMs fueZG] uhVusVds- n;k/kjejh <ky] ujlalkjh yksdkaph Qsjh pqdor;- n;k vu~ nku lalkjh yksdkaph <ky gk;- xksy lkMhrY;k ck;k c?kwu dzkarhpk lksgGk QqyY;kxr fnlr gksra- rjk;yk uezrk] Mqck;yk vfHkeku- daxok dsysya fueZG Mksda- dikGkoj dqadw t.kw

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pkan.;kjkrh vkdk’kkr panz QqyY;kxr tk.kor gksra- catkjk laLd`rh cnywu xsY;kpa izR;; ;sr gksra-

lkjs dls /kqan gksÅu ,sdr gksrs- T;kauk cksyrk ;sr uOgra R;kauk ckckthauh ,sd.;kph dyk f’kdoyh gksrh- ckckth cksyr gksrs---

^^vkrk dla lkja eaxy fnlr vkgs- xsyk rks dkG- rsOgkph nqx±/kh] ?kk.k] nk:ucksVh- rsOgkpk i'kq vkrk ek.kwl fnlr vkgs- ekÖ;k ek;ekÅY;k pqyhryh jk[k vkBvkB fnol dk<k;P;k ukghr- diMs /kq.ks] va?kksG dj.ks] fueZG jkg.ks ;kpk ‘kks/k ykxyk rqEgkyk- ?kk.k ‘kjhjkr fueZG eu dla jkg.kkj ckck\ dk UgkbZ ;s.kkj ejhekbZph fcekjh---\

lTtuks] vkt ejhekbZ fnlr ukgh- vkt txnack] y{eh vkgs- fueZG thou ns.kkjh ifo= ekrk- ák fnl.kk&;k ekÖ;k ekrk&cfg.kh ákp txnack] ákp y{eh] ákp nsoh-

dk; rqepk tekuk gksrk- dk; rs [kk.ka fi.ka] jkg.ka] dkMhdp&;kP;k [kksiVkr nk: njoGk;pk- dk; rks nljk- dcjk ;o<kya cksdwM ek:u nsokyk >WV p<ok;ps rqEgh- dk; rqeph ckiqrh] dk; rqeph gksGh] dk; rqepa <aqM] dk; rqeph HkkaMysaxh] dk; rqeps xsj---

vkt dla lkja eaxy okVr vkgs- bFka bZÜojkph ckx Qqyyh;] laqnj ckx! ^vktwctw QqyokMh chp deyjks Qqy* vja ckck] rqeP;k ;k QqyokMhrya eyk ,d Qqy letk-** cksyrk cksyrk

ckckthauk gaMhP;k lHksph xks”V vkBoyh- ckckth lkaxw ykxys--- ^^gaMhP;k lHksph xks”V- gaMhP;k yksdkua nks?kkykgh cksykok;pa Bjoya- ckyczEgpkjh

;sÅu ikykr clyk gksrk- ek>kh xkMh m’khjk xsyh- eqÌke Fkkacwu xsyks- czEgpkjh vkY;fcxj vkiu tk;pa ukgh vla Bjoyksp gksrks- ifgaYnk xkMh /kkMysk czEgpkjh egkjkt vkys c?kwu ;k Eg.kwu- czEgpkjh egkjkt ;sÅu clyk gksrk- gaMhrys yksd bÜojckck ;sr Ugk; vkrk Eg.kwu VokGh djr Ogrs- nql&;kosGh iqUgk eh fjdkeh xkMh ikBoyh- ex dk;] ckck vkys Ugk; Egwu tknkp VokGh djr Ogrs- ;sÅu lkaxY;kua ikpiUUkkl ek.kla ?ksÅu xsyks- ikyar ckykczEgpkjh egkjkt clysyk- pyrk psyk cSBk xq:- eh fQjrk- clysY;kpa n’kZu ?;k;k ikfgts Egwu ikyar xsyks- vkrk dk; lkaxw ckck czEgpkjh egkjktkph dkuh- rla eT;k gkrkrya iksjxa dh- ij’kqckckph lsok djr Ogrks rok gk tyeych uOgrk- ij eBirh uk] o;kua eksBk OgÅuch n’kZukyk xsyks r dk; peRdkj]

fQjys egkjkt >VD;kua mtohdMa- fQ:u iq<a xsyks- iqUgk fQjya MkohdMa- ckstwua iq<a >kyks ra dk; larkiyk u~ Eg.kkyk]

^^xktor fgaMk;ykl\** MkO;k rGO;koj mtoh rtZuh fQjor Eg.kkyks] ^^ga fygwu ?ksrya iq<a lkaxk-** rj Eg.kkyk] ^^>aMh f?kÅu fQjr gk;l\** ^^ga] fygwu ?ksrya iq<a lkaxk-** Rj Eg.kkyk] ^^xksj yksdkpk ikslkd dk<wu lkMh uslor fgaMk;ykl\**

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Eg.kkyks] ^^ga viwu ,d lkaxk-** rj dk; Hkys nksLrgks] czEgpkjh egkjkt xIixkj clyk- ^^,d &gk;y; fro<a lkax---** Eg.kyks- dGya rqekyk dk; rs\ ^^rq lsokHkk;k gkl dk\** bo<a bP;kjya vlra r gks Egwu naM Bksdwu nsukj Ogrks-

ij cksyyk Ugk;--- vtwu vkrkikrwj cksyyk Ugk;- R;kdrkZr gtGr gko nks?kach- rch QSlyk >kyk- cksyyk Ugk; r Eguyks] ^^ukd dVxbZ--- rw cPpk Fkk ckck] rc

pksVyk dkVdsd iojkxM Hkst fn;k Fkk mlh fnu QSlyk gks pqdk- vkc cksyusls D;k Qk;nk\**

dk; d: ukd dV xh rsoMa ,sdya- vku dksVkZr nkok dsyk ijHk.khP;k--- is’kh >kY;k---

fudkykP;k fnlh vknkyrkr Eguyk] ^^eh xksj yksdkpk eksBk Egkjkt vksk- xknhpk ekyd Egurkr eyk-** odhy fopkjY;kau Egurks- ^^gaMhP;k lHksr bÜojflaxkua ek>h ukd dkirks Eguya-** eyk bP;kjY;ku

Eguyks] ^^ U;k;/kh’k egkjkt vki Hkxoku ds cjkcj gS- vkidks iz.kke djrk gqok dgrk g¡q] tc eS ,slk cksyk rc cjke D;k fpt Fkh esjs ikl ukd dkVus dks\**

czEgpkjh egkjkt rkM~du cksyyk] ^^ydMh ugh Fkh rsjs ikl\** ehgh tksjkr cksyyks] ^^ fy[kyks egkjkt- ydMhls dHkh ukd dVrh gS---\** U;k;f/k’kkua djdj fyOgwu ?ksrya- QSlyk >kyk- lTtuks] eBkpk eBirh ij

btyklkr vla Eguk;k ukds Ogra- vja bo<ap dk;] dkik;k Egwu ukd /kjyks vlrks rch fgMhlfQMhl d:u lksMowu ?;k;k ikfgts Ogra ij btyklkr vla cksyk;k udks Ogra- lksrkph ukpDdh R;syk dGyh Ugk;-

lTtuks] Hktukap izrki vu~ iqU;kbZpa cG R;sua t; >kyk rqepk Hkkjrkr- lR;kpk t; Ogrks---

^^flrkjksadh T;ksr es pkan fNis ugh lqjt fNis ugh ckny Nk;k j.kp<s jtiwr fNis ugh nkrk fNis ugh eaxy uk;k papy ukjhds u;u fNis ugh uhp fNis ugh c<iu ik;k** gs fl/n >kya- lksGk olkZpk ri nku dsya fcP;k&;kau] HkDrhap ekrheksy >kya-

ckikpa eksBai.k iksjkyk fdrhd iqjukj\ ekUlkua Ygkukap eksBa Ogkoa ij eksB;kap Ygku OgÅ Ugk;--- pkyks pyrs jgks- vkxs pyr xksyh] fiPNs gksr vkokt---

ckck Hktukr /kqan >kys- xkrk xkrk ukpw ykxys- ^^ukudh osysua QG ?k.kks eksBh oMykds x.k NksVks dkabZ dqjs ekjs j?kqukFksua] desZjh xr U;kjh]

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unh ukykjks ik.kh feBk c.kk;ks] lEnj ds x.k [kkjks taxysjks eksjMk lkokax c.kk;ks] dkscyds x.k dkGks---**

Hkxoku dh nqok yxh--- dkghu dkgh pkaxyk eksgrZ ykxyk- gks- eqgrZ ykxyk csVk- vkja la/kh lkiMxh- Eguwura ,d lsod iSnk >kyk rqepk] eh dk;ukew lk/kw gko dk\ ek>k cki dk lk/kw Ogrk\ m|k ek>k iksjxk egkjkt >kyk] R;yk bP;kjys] dk.kkap ikssjxa- r bÜojflaxkpa- ukew lk/kw >kyk- eh ukew lk/kw ukgh- ckigks] ek>k Egkrkjk okGY;k eklGhpa Mkyxa MkslD;koj ?ksÅu bdr fQjk;pk] rkaMksrkaM- rks dk; lk/kw Ogrk\ vkja] dkbZrch dekZph js”kk tqGwu vkyh- rqEgh lkjs ek>s firk cuykr vku~ eh rqepk ckyd- Egwu rag h lsok ?kMyh- Hktukpa izrki vu~ iqU;kbZp cG---!

t; >kyk rqepk Hkkjrkr- Hkkjr ekrk dh ---** ckck xkÅ ykxys] ^^rkjh uaxjhu lsok] vkacj jdkMjs--- [kqVk eqaxjhua Hkk;k] vkacj jdkMjs--- /kjkj xq.kk Hkk;k] vkacj jdkMjs! Ek>k lrxq: lsok] ;k rqÖ;k uxjhyk vej jk[k- xks/kukph [kqVkeaqxjh] ?kjkrys

/kkU;kps /kjs vej jk[k! Hktukr /kqan >kysyk gk nqljk pqMcqMD;k---! Yksdtkxj.kkpk olk ?ksÅu vkysyk-

R;kaP;k doukr jaxwu Mqyr Maqcu xsyh ek.kla! iquosph rh jk=--- ifÜpe dMsoj pkanok mrjr gksrk- iq<s rkaM;kleksjP;k rG;kr iz’kkar ygjhr >xex.kkjk ‘kqdz gsydkor gksrk vkf.k iwoZsdMsoj iiksGh Qkdr gksrh---!

„„- ^esjs ruis Nkao gS mldh js vk;sxk js mMds esjk] gal ijnslh* la/;kdkG- lkrph osG fofo/kHkkjrhoj t;ekyk pkyw- xhr dkukoj iMrkp

var%dj.k fonh.kZ >kya- ikj ikj nqHkaxwu xsya- laxhrkP;k lqjkus gqands vukoj >kys- vJqaP;k fcanqfcanwr dey izfrfcafcr gksr gksrh- dey toG jkfgysyh uOgrh- deyph izfrekus gksrh- Le`rh gksrh- Le`rhygjh fdrh tcjnLr vlrkr- lkxjkrY;k ykVslkj[;k- izR;sd ygjhP;k /kDd;kus eu dksyeMr gksra- egkiwj vksljY;kus yOgkGh mHkh jkgkoh rla eu mHka jkgk;pa iz;Ru djr gksra- laosnukjfgr gksÅu- fo- l- uh lkafxrY;kuqlkj ek.klkyk nksup izdkjs txrk ;srs- ^,d rj eu ek:u lsosnukghu vkf.k nqlja /kqanhr- ex rh /kqanh dlyhgh vlks- lkfgR;kph] laxhrkph] efnjsph dh efnjk{khph-*

eyk txkoa ykx.kkj gksra] dqBY;k rjh izdkjkr- ejrk ;sr ukgh Eg.kwu dh txkpa- lektkpa _.k QsM.;klkBh Egw.kwu\ eu fopkjhr gksra] ^ek.kwl tUekyk dk ;srks\* R;kyk mRrj feGkya] ^txkp _.k QsM.;klkBh!* _.k QsMk;pa gksr Eg.kwup cpkoyks vlsu dnkfpr- deyk tkrkuk okGY;k [kksMkxr Lor%yk >ksdwu fnyks vlrks rj lxGap lai.kkj gksra- i.k {k.kk/kkZr eukua ?ksrysya fu.kZ; eksykpa Bjya- doVkGysY;k deyyk >Vdyks ulrks] rj gkMkaph dkMs d:u f’kdoysys Egkrkjs

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ek;cki fujk/kkj >kys vlrs vkf.k lekt_.k ekuwu th lekftd ckaf/kydh vkt doVkGysyh vkgs fryk eqdyks vlrks- e`R;w’kh >aaqt nsÅu ;klkBh cpkoyks vlsu- deyf’kok; txw ‘kdr ukgh- ;kpa izR;arj vkysya vlrkukgh nwj ljyks- ;kryh fu;rh vkt eyk ek;ckikP;k izsekr o lekt_.kkr lek/kku nsr vkgs- vkt ekÖ;keqGs ek;cki ej.kkP;k nkjkrwu ijr fQjY;kpa eyk fdrh fdrh vkRelek/kku vkgs- T;k rkaMklektkr eh tUeyks R;kaP;k mRFkkuklkBh vki.k >xMq ‘kdrks] ;kpk eyk vkt fdrhrjh vkReuan vkgs-

jfookj- lqÍhpk fnol- la/;kdkGps lgk&lkr oktys vlkosr- gkrkr ^ve`rosy* dknacjh---

/kkdVk HkkÅ xkokdMwu vkyk- vkY;k vkY;k xkokdMP;k xks”Vh dkghckgh ,sdoY;k- rls cktwP;k ?kjh eqykpa ckjla- R;kyk lizse HksV ns.;klkBh dey o frph eS=h.k izfeyk ;kauh feGwu ikrsya vk.kysya- rh ?kjh vkyh vkf.k vkeP;kr FkksMhlh /kqlQql >kyh- pkjph osG vlkoh- eh izpaM jkxkoyks- ^rqyk dGr ukgh- vk.k[kh taxyhp vkgsl* rksaMkrqu ‘kCn xsys- rhgh izpaM nq[kkoyh- frP;k ek;ckikcÌygh FkksMa ckywu >kya gksra- frP;k ek;ckikus fnysY;k nq%[kkP;k Mkx.khus eh tke larkiyks gksrks- deyua vkiya tho ekÖ;koj vksokGysya gksra] rjh eh rs okx.ka lgu d: ‘kdyks ukgh- frP;k ;kMhph pky fu ckikpk vkEgkyk >kysyk vkfFkZd tkp- ;kckcr R;kauk dla oG.k ykok;ap\ vkepa ,der gksÅ ‘kdy ukgh vkf. Eh ^vla tj vlsy rj rqÖ;k ckikph ekÖ;k ?kjkr ;k;ph yk;dh ukgh]* vla cksywu rkokrkokus fHkarhyk Vkaxysyk frP;k ckikpk Qzse dsyyk QksVks dk<wu ckgsj Qsdwu nsrks- rjh rh ek>k jkx ‘kkar Ogkok Eg.kwu pgk d:u vk.krs- di ?ksÅu leksj mHkh jkgrs- ek>k jkx vtwu xsysyk uOgrk- dey nksu&rhu osGk pgk ?ks.;klkBh vkxzg djrs- ek>a ,dp- pgk ?ks.kkj ugh- gÎ nks?kkapa dk;e- rh gÎkus gkrkr dic’kh nsrs- eh jkxkus gkr >kMrks- lxGk pgk iyxkoj brj= lkaMrks- rh Hk;kud ukjkt gkssrs- rkl fu?kwu xsyk- vkEgh vcksy >kysk- eyk gh vckyh lgu >kyh ukgh- ?kjkrwu frpk gkr /k:u cSBdhr vk.krks- rksi;±r ek>k jkx tkÅu izsekpk mekGk nkVysyk- ckckP;k QksVksleksj mhkh d:u ekÖ;kdMa igk;yk lkaxrks vkf.k fouorks] eh ts cksyyks rs pkaxY;klkBh vkgs- rwyk dla dGr ukgh- pkjpkS?kkr vki.k cl.kkjh& mB.kkjh ek.kla- vkiY;kyk ‘kjesua eku [kkyh ?kkykoh ykxrs vkf.k rq>k cki vkiY;kyk yXukr Nnke fnya ukghp] myV iS’kklkBh fdrh =kl nsrks Eg.kwu jkxkr cksyyks-* rhgh Eg.krs] ^eh rjh dk; d:\ ek>k ukbykt vkgs-* vla Eg.krkp fryk daoVkGwu pqacukapk o”kkZo >kyk frP;koj--- vkf.k ex rh g”kksZUeknkus iqyfdr gksÅu feBhrwu lqVdk ?ksÅu e/kY;k ?kjkr tkrs- rso<;kr /kkdVk HkkÅ ;srks- gkrkryh dkancjh feVowu /kjr rs dkfgckgh ,sdrks--- vkf.k rs lkja ,sdwu dey HkUukV gksrs---

vkiY;kyk vkea=.k vkgs- HkkoklkBh dkgh dj- rh LVksOg isVors- vkf.k iVdu~ ‘kstkjP;k esrj.khdMa tkÅu lkaxrs] ^eh pkyys-* fryk okVya Eg.ks xkokdMa tkr vlrhy- ijr ;sÅu rh Lo;aikdkyk ykxyh- vkiY;k dknacjhr f[kGysyks ve`rosy!

Vyduansyk frP;k ckikpa i= feGra- R;kr eh Maqcysyks- lxGk HkMhekj- mins’k! dq.kh dq.kkyk djkoa\ vkf.k dsOgk\ mins’k dj.;klkj[kh- uankph fLFkrh gksrh- uanspk fiz;dj ‘ks[kj ;k txkrwu fu?kwu xsyk gksrk---

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Lkkr& lOoklkrph osG- e/kwu deypk vkokt vkyk] ^vkbZ···xa···* gkrkryh dknacjh r’khp [kkyh Qsdwu [kqphZrwu igr nkjkr ;srk- vkMoa dsysya nkj <dyrks- fnlw u;s rs n`’; fnlya- eh ek>k jkfgyks ukgh- I;wt mMkoa r’kh voLFkk >kyh- eu [kachj vlwugh va/kk:u xsya!

deyP;k lkMhua isV ?ksrysya- dey vkMoh iMwu gaqnds nsr gksrh- ekÖ;k lokZxkpk Fkjdki >kyk- tkf.kokp cksFkVY;k- dkgh dkghp lqpya ukgh- ljG nksUgh gkrkus FkkiVr vkx fo>ok;ph /kMiM- vkHkkG rMdkoa v’kk vkdkarkus vksjMrks- vkxhpk HkMd vkojr ukgh vla c?kwu bdMa frdMa ikgw ykxrks- rhgh mBwu ekÖ;kcjkscj cSBdhr ;srs- mHka >kM Tokysua os<wu tkoa r’kh dey f?kwu fHkarhyk fpidrks- ?kjkr iqjk /kqj nkVysyk- dks.khdMa tkoa fu dk; djkoa\ iqjrk grcy- okVya] deyyk doVkGkoa- iq<s >kyks- nks?ksgh ,desdkyk feBh ekj.kkj] rksp deyyk nksUgh gkrkus ekxs <dywu nsrks- mHkh dey dkslGyh- rso<;kr ‘kstkjps ikVhy izk/;kid o eqMs iyaxkojph xknh deyP;k vaxkoj Qsdw.k vkx fo>orkr-

vkEgkyk /kMd ?ksÅu /kkdVk HkkÅ izYgkn gksjiGwu ckgsj iGrks- e/;s dey o ckgs vkEgh foOgGr gksrks- vaMksyk ektyk- yxsp fj{kk d:u nok[kkU;kr U;k;yk lkaxrks- ekÖ;kHkksorh ‘kstkjkP;k ck;k xjkMk ?kkyrkr- lokZpk ,dp iz’u dla >kya\ HkkÅ iVdu cksywu xsyk& fruap ykowu ?ksrya- eh vksjMr gksrks] ^deyyk vxksnj nok[kkU;kr iksprh djk-* deyyk dqBY;k voLFksr usya eyk dGya ukgh---- vkEgh tkÅu [kkVsoj iMrks lykbZu p<oyh--- rh jk= csgks’khr xsyh---

ts ?kMw u;s rs ?kMysya- MksG;kleksj fo|kFkhZ fnlr gksrs- ‘kfuokjhp xksfoankxztkaph ^rh dks.k* dfork f’kdowu >kyh gksrh- lxGa vkBor gksra R;k ej.kdGsP;k /kqnhr- rs fo|kFkhZ] rs f’kdo.k vkf.k dey- ej.kkpk o”kkZo >syr iMysyks--- dohph isze vkf.k ej.k* vkf.k ^eqjyh* fnlr gksrh- vkrk ek=] ^foÜok’kkar] ‘kqU;kr ijk/kZs Hkjyh* v’kh voLFkk-

ƒ„ vkWxLV ‰Š ph rh jk=- tsOgk vkiY;k gkrpa dkghp jkfgysya ulra rsOgk vki.k lxGa vlwugh iksjds >kysys vlrks- lxGa ‘kjhj [kkVsoj >ksdwu fuokar >kyks- lxGh ykt xqaMGwu! tsOgk vki.k vkiys ulrks rsOgk vki.k lxG;kaps vlrks- ekfgr gksrkp vksG[khps& fcuvksG[khps lxGsp vkeph Hk;k.k voLFkk c?kwu tkr gksrs- eukr dey e: u;s gh ;kpuk( i.k rh fu?kwu xsysyh eyk dGor ukgh- HksVk;yk ;s.kk&;k yksdkaP;k cksy.;ko:u r R;kaP;k psg&;ko:u rkMr gksrks] /khj [kpw u;s Eg.kwu [kksVa cksyr vkgsr rs---

tkrkuk rh ekÖ;k izd`rhfo”k;h fdrh &fdrh fopkjiwl djr gksrh gs uarj dGra- ej.kizk; ;kruk Hkksxr vlrkukgh- ek>h dkGth okgr gksrh--- ,dsd nSo?kkr fdrh fo”kkjh vlrkr- vk;q”;kP;k okVsoj ,desdkauk lkaHkkGhr us.kkjs nksu tho fu;rhP;k ,dk QVdk&;klj’kh ‘ksdMks ;kstus nwj QsdY;k tkosr vkf.k ej.kle;h izsekps nksu ‘kCn cksy.;k,soth ,desdkaps rksaMgh ikgrk ;sÅ u;s] ;kis{kk vk.k[kh dks.krk nSoh nq%[kkpk nqfoZykl vlw ‘kdrks\

dey fu?kwu xsY;kpa vkB fnolkuarj tckuhr dGra( ijarq ukrsokbZd eyk /khj ns.;klkBh deyyk vkSjaxkcknP;k nok[kkU;kr usy;kpa lkaxr gksrs- ƒ… vkWxLVyk

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nok[kk.;kr >kysY;k vkdzks’kkus cs’kq/n voLFksrY;k ekÖ;k lqUu eukyk dey lksMwu xsY;kph [kk=h iVyh gksrh- i.k [kja dk; rs dks.khp lkaxr uOgra-

ƒ… vkWxLVP;k la/;kdkGh ‘kq/nhoj ;srks deyph fopkjiql djrks vkf.k eukrY;keukr deyyk rGgkrkP;k QksMkxr ti.;kph izfrKk djrks- rj bdMs deypk e`rnsg ?ksÅu ukrsokbZd xkoh iksgpys gksrs- iapdzks’khryh ek.kla uojkck;dks tGwu esy Eg.kwu nks?kkaP;k vaR;kfo/khlkBh rGrGkV djr gtkjksuh teys gksrs---

fopkjY;kua MkWDVj Eg.krks] ^frph izd`rh lq/kkjk;yk lgk efgus ykxrhy- rw yodj cjk gks- vki.k feGwu vkSjaxkcknyk tkÅ-*

eukr deypk ukokpk va[kM ti pkyysya- lxGa nw%[k cf/kj eukua lgu djhr gksrks- d/kh jk=hyk osnuk lgu >kY;kus flLVjoj porkGwu tk;pks- flLVj cf/kjrsP;k |k;ph- iqUgk Hkkoh LoIu igkr iMwu jkgk;pks- dey e: u;s- vaxkoj fdrhgh Mkx jkfgys rjh gjdr ukgh- fryk dkgh deh iMw ns.kkj ukgh- dlyh m.kh Hkklw ns.kkj ukgh- vkej.k tis.k fryk ekÖ;k ?kjdqykr--- LoIu ygjhr gsydkor jkgk;pks- dey fnlr uOgrh- fnl.kkj uOgrh- ekÖ;k lxG;k tkf.kok vkf.k usf.kok cjkscj ?ksÅu rh yqIr >kyh gksrh-

^R;kaph izd`rh d’kh vkgs\ R;kauk igk- vkrk eh tkr vkgs- ekÖ;k lkgsckauk lkaHkkGk- R;kauk =kl nsÅ udk- R;kauk lksMwu eh tkr vkgs-* vla cksyr dey eyk v/;kZoj lksMwu fu?kwu xsyh- ek.kla ,desdkiklwu nwj xsY;koj ,desdkaps eksBsi.k dGrs- deyps lxGs xq.k fMopw ykxys- dey’kh ,dtho d: ykxys- i.k dey ;s.kkj uOgrh- lxGh lxGh ukrhca/kua rksMwu >qxk:u fu?kwu xsyh gksrh-

Frua frljhryh dfork ikB d:u oghr fyfgyh gksrh] ^nsokps ?kj ckbZ mapkojh] ,sd etk rj ,sd [kjh-* xk; okljkyk gac:u tkoa r’kh rh xsyh vkf.k ekxs eh gacjr gksrks-

ƒ† es ƒ‹‰‰ yk yXu >kya- fdrh [kVds mMkys yXukiwohZ ---! „å tquiklwu dkWyst lq: Eg.kwu vkEgh ƒ‡ tquyk ukansMyk vkyks gksrks- ;srkuk eukr okVr gksra] ^,[kknh f’kdysyh eqyxh feGkyh vlrh] i.k T;k eqyhpa vkiY;koj izse vks] th vkiY;klkBh loZLokpk R;kx djk;yk r;kj vkgs vkf.k f’kdysY;k eqyhrgh vk<Gw u;s v’kk loZxq.klaiUu eqyh’kh yXu >kY;kpa vkuan eukr rjGr gksra- ^vkuanh xksikG* e/kyh vkuanh vesjhdsyk tkrs- ex vkiY;kyk ?kjxqrh O;ogkjkiqjra f’kdork ;s.kkj ukgh dk\ rs lgt f’kdow gk vkRefo’okl nq.kkoyk- vkf.k jkukrY;k ,dk vkMk.kh] vKkuh jkuoV eqyhyk vkiY;kdMwu lKku gks.;kph la/kh feGra; ;kpa eukyk lek/kku okVr gksra- ^ vkRekuan gkp lokZr Js”B vkuan* nqokZlkP;k ;k okD;kua /kU;rk okVk;ph-

jktkjk.khpk lalkj lq: >kyk- lalkjkyk dkgh ?ks.;kis{kk vkEgh ,desdkyk ns.;krp e’xqy gksrks- okVpky vkuankdMwu ijekuankdMs pkyysyh- cktkjkyk tk nks?ks- flusekyk tk nk?ks- ikgw.k tk dh ekgsjh tk nks?ks- lksMwu ,dVh tk;php ukgh- vla t[kMysya ca/ku- NksVala ?kj- lkja uhVusVda- pdpdhr- ;qxqy] lalkj vkf.k LoIugh lqanj >kysya- vkrkrj lxGa txp lqanj okVw ykxysya-

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isj.kh gksÅu ‘ksr lGlGw ykxya gksra- rkaM;kyk vkyks- ygkueksBh ‘ksacMh iksjaiksjh vkEgkyk xjkMk ?kkyrkr- dey lok±uk [kkÅ okVrs- [kk.;k,soth iksjkaph utj vkeP;kojp Vd ykxyh gksrh- iksjkiksjhauk dks.k g”kkZsUekn >kyk gksrk-

dey lxG;k ukR;krY;k ek.klkaP;k ?kjh tkÅu cksyr gksrh- ikg.kk&;k izR;sdkP;k rksaMwu ^ia/kjk fnlkr iksjxh xksjh lk;c.k OgÅu vkyh;k deGkP;k Qqykokuh---* vla fu?kr gksra-

eh eksB;k ckiwtoG cksyr clyks gksrks- brj nks?kafr?ka lkscr- gs lklwua ikfgya- dey frP;k ;kMhyk cksyk;yk xsY;koj frph ;kMh deyyk fopkjrs] ^tekbZ [ksr ekxr gk; Egua\*

eyk ;krya dkghp ekghr uOgra- yxsp dey eyk cksykors- tkÅu ?kjkr clrks- lklw ckgsj dqBsrjh gksrh- fopkjrks] ^dk cksykoykr\*

dey Eg.krs] ^ekÖ;k ;kMhua cksykoya; rqEgkyk-* ,dwu dlalap okVya] ^dk\ d’kklkBh\* dey gGwp Eg.krs] ^rqEgh ‘ksr ekxr vkgkr dk\ vla fopkj.kkj vkgsr rqEgkyk-* ,sdwu ?k`.kk vkyh- rqPNrk okVyh- fujis{k izse dj.kk&;k eukyk vla fMopya

tkoa ;kph ghurk okVyh- cloya ukgh- mBwu pkyrk >kyks- ‘ksrkdMa fQ:u ;srks Eg.kr pkyrk pkyrk Fkcdyks- {k.kHkj dey ekÖ;k vu~ eh deydMa Vd ykorks- ,desdkauk U;kgkGY;kxr vkf.k oGwu pkyrk >kyks-

‘ksrkr lkGhph fgjohxkj jaxNVk U;kgkGrkuk leksj dey fnlr gksrh- xksjhiku] Viksjs MksGs] xqcxqchr xky] ljG ukd] dikG] ds’kjpuk] vksBkph ykyh lkjh dktGek;k MksG;kleks:u gkyr uOgrh-

,dp iz’u--- vla dk fopkjya vlkoa\ ?k`.kk ukgh’kh gksrs- frpk rjh dk; nks”k\ rkaM;kryh ek.kla ts cksyrkr rs ,sdwu fopkjya vlsy-

rkaM;kryh ek.kla Eg.kr] ^bo<;k uodjhpk tekbZ xolyk ?kjclY;k- ex R;syk nksu ,dj jku nsokoa ikU;k[kkyapa R;ks ekxr Ugk; Egwu dk; >kya] vkiwu nsokoa [kq’khua- dk; gqaMk fnyk; ásuh\ cksVkr eqÌh yxhu >kY;k>kY;k dk<wu ?ksrys- uf’kckua feGkya vlk tekbZ- eax R;saP;kdjrk vkiwuch eu eksBa djkoa---* vla cjap pkyysya- ?kjh ;srks- dey ekgsjP;k ?kjhp gksrh- tsok;yk cksyko.ka ;sra- tsÅu vkyks- dlyh ftdj fu?kkyh ukgh-

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& vktgh rh /kaqnh] rs izse] rh u’kk vkBoyh dh var%dj.k ?kk;kG gksra- nksu tho

vla vk;q”;kP;k okVsoj thoukps LoIu jaxohr vlrkuk rkVkrqV gks.ka gk vk?kkr vlguh; gksra] rjh tk.kR;k eukyk gs ve;kZn nq%[k ipowu injh glr ijkHko iRdj.ka Hkkx gksra-

deyyk ckjk[kMhi;±rpa ekgsjpa f’k{k.k- ukansMyk ;srkp ifgyhph iqLrda vk.krks- fyfg.ka& okpau lq: >kya-

dkWystyk tkrkuk ‘kq/nys[ku dk<k;yk lkaxwu tk;pks- rh Eg.kk;kph] ^yodj ;k- ‘kq/nys[ku dk<wu Bsors-*

okpu] ‘kq/n ys[ku] Loj&O;tau] xf.kr f’kdowu >kya- vla frljhi;±rph iqLrda f’kdrs- vkrk rh dFkk okpw ykxyh- [kkaMsdj] lkus xq:th] ‘kjn~pan~ okpwu

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dk<rs- HkjkHkj dFkklaxzg okpr gksrh- okpu ok<ya- dey gGwgGw dknac&;k okpw ykxyh- cuxjokMh] ek.kns’kh ek.kla] nkaMsdj] [kkuksydjkaP;k dknac&;k] foHkkojh okprs- okpukph vks< ok<r gksrh- fdrhrjh dFkkdknac&;k vk.kr gksrks- okpukph frph o[ko[k lair uOgrh- Hkqdsyh xk; pk&;koj rqVwu iMkoh r’kh rh iqLrdkoj iMk;ph- rh xsyh R;k nho’kh gkrh ^e`R;aqt;* dknacjh gksrh- pkS&;kaf’koa iku Lo;aikd?kjkr tkrkuk eqMiya gksra-

e/;sp deypa dkgh f’ko.kdke fu?kkya dh iqLrd ekxo.ka VGk;pa- eSf=.khpa ikgwu dey vusd izdkjph dykdqlj voxr djr gksrh- lekslk cWx] ckLdsV] ijMh] ilZ ák lxG;k oLrw djrkuk cksyk;ph ukgh- fpMok;pks] Qsdwu ns rh cWx- gkrkr ok;j vkya Eg.kts rw vcksy gksrsl- okpr fdaok fyfgr clyks Eg.kts fryk Hkjiwj osG feGk;pk- ex rh vkiY;k xaqx Ogk;ph- Lo;aikd dj Eg.kwu lkaxkoa ykxk;pa- yksdj vk.kwu eQyj dsya- rqylho`Unkough dsya- Qqynk.kh dsY;k- Qqyik[k: d:u fHkarhyk Mdoys- pkG.khoj xqykckpa Qqy r;kj dsya- >qacj e/kkse/k Vkaxya- [kksyh lqanj fnlw ykxyh- ;kykp ^?kjk?kjkr lkSan;sZ ukanks LoxkZijh* Eg.kr vlkos- /kU; okVk;pa- vkuankua eu cg:u tk;pa-

fdrh xq.k Eg.kwu lkaxk;ps- ckgsj vlyks Eg.kts rh ?kjh dkgh [kk;ph ukgh- tso.k rj d/khp dsya ukgh- ek>a ckgsjxkoh tk.ka fu?kkya dh fryk udksla Ogk;pa- ,dnk Hkksdjyk tk;pa dke iMya- ,e-ih-,l-lh P;k ijh{ksyk cl.kkj gksrks Eg.kwu ^jfgoklh izek.ki=* vk.kk;yk xsyks gksrks- tkrkuk vankts rhu oktrk ;sbZu vla lkaxrks- vkY;kcjkscj dey Lo;aikdkyk lq:okr djrs- [kko;kyk dkgh vkgs dk vla fopkjrks rj] ldkGh ,dnkp dsya ulY;kappa dGya- eyk ckgsj nksu&pkj osGk pgk >kysyk- dey ek= ldkGh ,dnkp ?krysY;k pgkoj ek>h okV c?kr clyh gksrh- mik’khp!

„„ ,fizy ƒ‹‰‹ yk ftarwj rkyqD;kr lksgexM tsFks v- Hkk- catkjk vf/kos’ku gksra- fuea=.k vkysya- „å ,fizyiklwu dkWystyk lqzÍ;k- vf/kos’kukyk tk;pa Bjorks- dey ,dVhp- dk; djk;pa\ lkljs ;srkr- R;kauk ^m|k ;k* vla lkaxwu dkgh u [kkrkp ldkGh lkrP;k clus fu?kwu tkrks- okVsr pgkQjkG gksr gksra- bdMa la/;kdkGi;±r dey mik’khp- la/;kdkGh frps oMhy ;srkr- dey Lo;aikd d:u Bsors- lkljs tsorkr- dey ^gks tsors* Eg.kwu r’khp >ksih tkrs- gs ldkGh ijr ikp oktrk ;srks rsOgk eyk dGra- jkxkus fopkjrks] ^eh ckgsjxkoh xsyks dh rw dk tsor ukghl\ rh ‘kkari.ks Eg.krs] ^eyk tso.kp djkoala okVr ukgh- lkj[kh dkGtkr /kqd/kqd gksr jkgrs-*

Ikrhyk lq[kkr vu~ nq%[kkr lkaHkkG.kkjh iRuh( i.k lkoj.kkjh ,[kknhp vlrs vla okVk;pa!

vkepa lalkj lq[kkr pkyysya- dkWystyk fu?kkyks dh dey nkjktoG ;k;ph- toG dossr vks<wu ?ksr ^Ppp* vlk vkokt gksbZrks pqacu ?;k;pks! vkf.k dkWystph okV /kjk;pks- ikBeksjh vkd`rh igkr dey mHkh vlk;ph- fnlsuklk >kyks dh vkiY;k dkekr x<k;ph-

,desdko:u Lor%yk vksokGwu Vkdysyh gh nksu eus /kqanhr ^Lo* folysyh- ;o<a dkGkykgh ekU; ulkoa- ;k nksu /kqan thokaP;k e/;s Hk;adj fHkar fuekZ.k >kyh-

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udGr- tk.kho vlwugh uf.kosrY;k xks”Vh letr ulrkr- gs vlap >kya- ik.;k[kkypa ,d ,dj jku b[k Bjya--- vkf.k--- ^esy;kojp rksaM c?kua---* gs ckikps cksy dkuh iMrkr!

dey xsyh- ,dkdh >kyks- vk;q”;kP;k ifgY;k ik;jhoj >kysyh gh ijoM- gh rkVkrwV fdrh v?kksj gksrh- ewdeukr fdrh vkdzanyks- dkGkyk R;kph dk; iokZ!

LoIup Hkaxwu xsY;kus eukpk vkdzks’k lq: >kyk- eu%dks”kkr vkdzan.kk&;k thokph va/kkjokV BspkGr gksrh-

eksMysya vk;q”; mHkkjk;pa gksra- e/kyh fLFkrh oknGkuarjP;k lqUUkkoLFksr gksrh- Hk;k.k eukpk rksy csrky >kysyh- okoVG mBr gksrh( i.k R;kr ikykikpksGk mMr gksrk- oknGkr >kM dsOgkp dksyeMya gksra- rqVysY;k Qka|kP;k t[kesrwu uoh ikyoh QqV.kkj gksrh- fulxZ/keZ! Mu fdrhgh nkgd vlya rjh pS=kr ikyoh QqVrp vlrs-

rGiR;k mUgkus ‘k`axkjysY;k pS=ikyohph dkseyrk o dBksjrk ve;kZn vlrs- frps rk:.; o rst vuar eukyk eksgwu Vkd.kkjs rj vlrsp( i.k dBh.k o dBksj ifjfLFkrhr dla txkoa gs f’kdo.kkjs vf/kd vlrs---! Rjh dey foljr uOgrh---

nqHkaxya eu lkaa/kr gksrks- vusd t.kkauh /khj nsÅu] mins’k d:u lkoj.;kpk iz;Ru dsyk- ck fiaxGsph xks”V lkaxk;pk--- loZ fol:u uOgs] folY;kpa nk[kowu drZO;Hkkousus dkWystph okV /kjrks- nqlja dk; dj.kkj\ ek;ckikP;k foOgG.;kiq<a ek>a nq%[k rqPN Bjra- jkgwu jkgwu okVk;pa] laU;klh Ogkoa( i.k rsgh iyk;u okVk;pa] eu%’kDrh dqBY;kgh lgkuqHkwrhis{kk tcjnLr vlrs- izkpk;Z dq:andj iqu% iqUgk fdrh /khj nsr gksrs- mjysY;k vk;q”;kph lqjf{krrk R;kauh cksywu nk[koyh gksrh- ^iSlk] uksdjh vkf.k ?kMysY;k xks”Vhfo”k;h dlyhp fpark d: udksl- thou vlsy rj lxGa vkgs- rq cjk gks-*

psacje/;s xsyks- ujgj dq:andj ,dVd ikgw ykxys- dq:andj& ek.kwl okp.kkjk ek.kwl- igkMklkj[kk [kachj eukpk fopkjoar- ek= var%dj.k gsykoysya- ehgh ln~xfnr gksÅu vkrY;k vkr ureLrd >kyks- xq:th Eg.kkys] ^eh rqÖ;kis{kk eksBk vkgs- rqyk dkgh lkaxw\ rw ,sd’khy\*

^gks Eg.kr mRrjkph okV ikgkrks- xq:th Eg.kkys] ^gs c?k] rq vkrk lokZr felGr tk] lxG;ka’kh cksyr tk-

fe=kacjkscj fgaMr fQjr tk---* lj cksyrp gksrs- vu~ eyk gaqnds vkojr ukghr- ^bFkwu iq<s jMw udksl- vkloap ;sÅ |k;ps ukghr- vkf.k---* ek>s mlkls c?kwu lj

cksyk;ys Fkkacys- lj dk; cksy.kkj gksrs\ vkloa iqlr ckgsj iMrks] okVya] ljka’kh tkÅu cksykoa- eu eksdGa djkoa-

lkaxkoa] ^lj] uf’kckoj ek>k foÜokl ukgh- i.k dekZoj vkgs- lkxjkrY;k ykVk vkf.k dekZojP;k js”kk ák leku vlrkr- lkxjkr tsOgk oknG fuekZ.k gksrs] rsOgk ykVk dkpsxr QqVwu tkrkr- thoukrgh vls oknG mBwu deZykVsps Hkaxkj mMrkr] Eg.krkr] ^oknGkuarjP;k ykVk oknGkph [kqu Bsor ulrkr-* lkxjkdMwu lkxjkps rs xkaHkh;Z vki.k dk ?ksÅ u;s\

iqUgk okVra] ljkaps vki.k fo|kFkhZ vu~ R;kaukp ‘kCnkapa ‘kgk.ki.k f’kdok;pa\ vkf.k f’kdok;P;k r;kjhyk ykxrks-

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^iqjs >kyh nsok* gh ek/ko T;qfy;uph dfork f’kdorks- ^ts.ks gsykosy pSrU;lkxj] vls dkgh rjh dj* gh rGeG [kjh okVrs-

^nq%[ks ek.klkauhp fuekZ.k dsyh vkgsr- ek.klkP;k nq%[kkyk tckcnkj ek.kwlp vkgs- nso vlY;k ulY;kpk lksax iqjs >kyk- nsokojP;k J/nsus nq%[k deh gksr ukgh] ok<rgh ukgh- T;k nq%[kkfufeZrhyk tckcnkj nso ukgh] rs nq%[k deh djk;yk tckcnkj ek.kla- LokFkk±/kkauk Lor%P;k LokFkkZiq<s brjkaph iokZ ulrs- tksi;±r ek.kwl ek.klkyk letwu ?ksÅu foÜoklkus okxo.kkj ukgh] rksi;Zr ekuoh nq%[k deh gks.kkj ukghr- i'kqrqY; thou u”V >kY;kf’kok; pSrU;lkxj gsyko.kkj ukgh- eukyk ykx.kkjk ‘kks/k gs uoa tx vlra!

„…- deyP;k psg&;k’kh feGrktqGrk psgjk fnlyk] dh dey leksj ftoar rjGw

ykxk;ph- frP;k Viks&;k MksG;aklg frP;k vkBo.kh esanwur xnhZ d:u cf/kjrk ;k;ph MksD;koj rk.k iMwu ‘kCn ljiVk;ps- ‘kCnksPpkj Li”V Ogk;ps ukghr- okD; rqVk;ps ckscMh oGk;ph--- fo|kFkkZuk okVk;pa] ^lj vkt fiÅu vkysys fnlrkr---* nk:yk Li’kZ ulrkuk gs u’kspa tx.ka okV;kyk vkysya---

,dnk rj pDdj vkyh- QG;koj v{kja fyfgrks] rj R;kr dey fnlw ykxrs- iqUgk R;k vkBo.kh] rs jaxmRlo vkf.k ‘ksoVpk rks gkgkdkj- rh ej.ke; ;kruk---

Lkkojr [kqphZoj tkÅu clrks- fo|kFkhZ iGr tkÅu ik.kh vk.krks- LVkQ:ee/;s ;sÅu pgk ?ksrks- FkksM;k osGkua cf/kjrk tkrs- pDdj ;s.;kpa dkj.k dla lkax.kkj\ rC;sr fBd ulrs- ^eyk ojps vf/kd rkl nsÅ udk- eh f’kdow ‘kdr ukgh] vla izkpk;kZckbZuk lkaxrks- dkj.k ch-,- izFke oxkZoj ifgY;k rklkrp ds’kolqrkaph dfork f’kdorkuk pDd foLe`frpk Hkk;kud vuqHko vkyk- ^rkl m|k ?ksÅr* vla Eg.kwu ijr ;srks- R;kosGph eukph fLFkrh d’kh o.kZu d:\ dkGkdqÍ va/kkj rjGw ykxya- izkLrkfodkr nksu rkl tk;ps vkf.k vkt dfork f’kdork ;sr uOgrh---

gs lkja ckbZuk lkaxwu mi;ksx >kyk ukgh- R;k Eg.krkr] ^ys[kh vtZ djk Eg.kts fopkj d:] rqEgkyk ojps oxZ |k;ps dk ukgh rs\* gk Mko eyk uarj dGra- o”kkZiqjrap ukgh] rj R;kaP;k dkGkr ojps oxZ f’kdok;yk iqUgk d/khp feGkys ukghr- fo|kFkhZn’ksiklwup v[kaM okpukap osM- uarjgh ys[ku] okpu o dkSVaqfcd nq%[k R;kr xq:thaP;k tk.;kus Hkj iMysyh- rla nok[kkU;krqu vkY;kvkY;k tkWbZu gksrkuk ckbZpk QLdkjk vuqHkoyk gksrk- rjh xq:th xsY;koj ckbZ izkpk;kZ gksr vkgsr gs dGY;koj ?kjh xsyks HksVk;yk- vfHkuanu oxSjs mipkj >kyk- rla R;kappa ds’k foapj.ka pkyw gksra- dqBs rjh tk;pa vlra R;kauk--- e/;sp dla dk; ;s.ka oxSjs---\ rqEgkyk dla dGkya\ fMikVZesUVph xks”V dk; dGw u;s\ vla FkksMala Fkkrqjekrwj--- vkf.k fo”k; lknj djrks- ckbZ fopkjrkr]

^dsOgkiklwu gksra; rqEgkyk vla\* R;kauk lxGa ekghr vlwugh mRrj ns.ka Hkkx gksra-

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^rla ekÖ;koj dkslGysya nq%[k vkiY;kyk ekghrp vkgs- i.k xq:th xsY;kuarj pkyrkp ;sr ukgh;s- eukph mHkkjhp xsy;kxr >kyh;-*

gssp [kVdya R;kauk- rkMdu mrjY;k] ^ck;dk xsyh rsOgk rqEgkyk dkghp okVya ukgh vkf.k vkrk xq:thaeqGa rqEgkyk vla gksra;\*

vcksy >kyks- ljG mBwu fu?krks- ^rqEgkyk ?kkbZ vkgs uk* vla lkaxrks- esfMdy feGr ukgh- o”kZ vlap fu?kr gksra- vusd MkWDVj >kys- vkS”k/kik.kh- jk=Hkj funzkuk’kkus jkrfdM;kapk Hksslwj vkokt ,sdr rMQM vkf.k rGeG- bysDVªhd Fksjih] ch-ih P;k xksG;k oxSjs ?ksÅu ukWeZye/;s ;sr gksrks-

o”kkZdkBh ;k;pk rks lh- vkj- vkykp- rqeP;kcÌy fo|kF;k±P;k dkgh rdzkjh- tkrhrY;k dkgh FkksM;k fo|kF;kZoj rqepk izHkko- vkf.k rqEgh foeqDr tkrh dE;qfuVhe/kwu vkysys vkgkr Eg.kwu yktkGw vkgkr-

T;kauk gs dGya rs dksVkZr tk;yk lkaxr gksrs- euks/kS;Zp brda [kpya gksra] dh eh dkghp d: ‘kdr uOgrks-

vkf.k eyk rs n`’; vkBora- xq:thapk vaR;fo/kh vkVksiwu vkY;kvkY;k ek>h ?kcjkV gksrs- vk/khp detksja >kysya eu gk izgkj >syw ‘kdya ukgh- MkW- ;jekGdjkauh esUVy VkpZ vkgs] vla lkaxwu esfMdy ?ksÅu foJkarhpk lYyk fnyk gksrk---

dkWystyk ;srks] miizkpk;kZuk HksV.;klkBh- e/;s Hkxr lj gksrs- ek>k jMoysyk psgjk c?kwu rs Fkkacrkr- R;kaP;k xG;kr iMrks- vkf.k vkEgh nks?ksgh vksDlkcksDlh jMrks--- Fkkacwu Hkxr lj Eg.krkr] ^jkBksM] vkrk [kjh tckcnkjh ;sÅu iMyh;- Qkj tckcnkjhua okxkoa ykx.kkj vkgs vkiY;kyk-*

miizkpk;Z ch-,- tks’kh vtZ ?ksÅu rkRdkG esfMdyoj tk;yk ekU;rk nsrkr- pkyrkuk nj nksu ikoykxf.kd >Vdk ;k;pk- ljG fj{kk djrks- NksV;k eqyhyk dosr ?ksÅu ck;dkslg! NksV;k psruyk ek>h ?kkyesy dk; dG.kkja\ i.k ds’kjP;k psg&;koj ek>kh nq%[kdGk iljysyh fnlr gksrh- psruP;k tUekosGh rhgh ejrk ejrk okpyh gs dGY;koj fdrh jMyks gksrks- ,dkuarj ,d gYys gksr gksrs- rhgh ikj pdzkowu xsysyh---

mejhr mrjY;koj eksBk ckiw HksVrks- dGk c?kwu rkcMrksc nok[kkU;kr usrks- riklwu MkWDVj vkS”k/k& xksG;k fygwu nsrks- dkGtkpa /kMd.ka pkywp- lek/kkuklkBh ,Dljs c?kk;yk lkaxrks- R;kr dkGht dla /kMdr gksra rs MkWDVj ckiwyk nk[korkr- dkGtkap yid.ka c?kwu rsgh gcdrkr- i.k euks/kS;Z fVdo.;klkBh ^dkgh ukgh fcekjh* vla Eg.krkr-

batD’kupa dkslZ lq: djk;yk lkaxrkr- ?kjh ;srks- >ksikM;kleksj ekaMO;k[kkyh ckt Vkdwu vkMok gksrks- cl.ka gksrp uOgra- MksD;ko:u ik;ki;Zr ika?kjysyh ‘kky dikGkP;k f’kjkaeqGs rMrMr gksrh- gs c?kwu vkacjdkdk gcdyk- toG ;sÅu cktaoj dMayk fparkxrh c?kr Eg.krks] ^ás rqoa gkeh dk; cxrko ckck- uVd:u fnljk tue gqckjyk- vu~ áks o;kr vkla dk; >kya Egukoa- gkeP;k Qq<a tueY;kys rqeh vku~ rqepap lkja cx.ka ykxr;a---* MksG;kr vlkoa mHkkjysys---

^vlk nxk fnÅ udks iksjk---!* dkdk vkloa iqlrks- vkf.k dk; peRdkj! ekÖ;klkBh ukgh ákaP;klkBh tx.ka Hkkx vkgs] vla okVwu xsya- detksj >kysY;k ekukph lxGh Hkhrh dqBY;k dqBs iGwu eukyk mHkkjh vkyh- eukyk lkoj.;klkBh

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rj vkyks gksrks- T;k T;kosGh ekÖ;koj NksVseksBs nq%[k dkslGys] R;k R;kosGh ckua gRrhpa cG fnya gksra- vMk.khp] i.k ladVkoj ekr dj.;kph gkrksVh cq/nhr d’kh vkyh nso tk.ks\ xq:ps nkaMxs laLdkj ;kyk dkj.k vlkos- pdkj ‘kCn u mPpkjrk fnyxhj clysyk ck ,dne cksyrk] ^ckck Eg.kR;kr] Nkrh djrhyk R;kpk lkFkh OgbZu- ts dp [kkR;kr R;saP;k gkMkps f<xkjs iMR;kr-*

mnkgj.ka nsr tckcnkjhua dla >xMk;pa rs lkaxr jkfgys] cksyrk cksyrk Eg.kys ^,d dq:andj xsys Egwu vla <klGw udks iksjk- R;saP;kljds vls fdrhd dq:andj R;suh fuekZ.k dsys gk;r- R;kdMa cxk- rwekyk ifjl gkeh dq:andj ekurks iksjk- vla fgckGwu tkow udks- fgEers enkZ enrs [kqnk---* ckpa cksy.ka fu rs dq:andj xsY;kph ckreh dGrkp pkj oktsi;±r ckpa ukansMyk ;s.ka] vaR;fo/kh feGkyh ukgh rjh J/nk O;Dr dj.ka gs lkja eukyk /khj nsr ‘kkarfpRr djr xsya fu ‘kkar >ksi ykxrs- funzkuk’kP;k O;k/khus rGeG.kk&;k R;k dkG;kdfHkUu jk=h ‘kkar >kY;k- rhu& pkjyk mBwu clk;pks- Mqydh ykxY;kus cja okVk;ap---

cja okVw ykxya- gGwgGw e/kY;k ekxkZus fu?krks mejhyk- pkyrk pkyrk Fkcdk;pks- pDdj ;k;ph] lkojk;pks fu pkyk;pks- xkoktoG xsY;koj dGra MkWDVj ?kjh ukghr- ex\ izek.ki= ?ksÅu m|k nqikjP;k xkMhus tkoa vlk fopkj d:u jksMjLR;kus ijr oGrks- ck;dkseqya cSyxkMhrwu ;sr gksrs R;kauk ijr U;kao Egw.kwu- xksjBk xko vksykaMwu iq<a ;srks fu >aqMh rkaM;ktoG cSyxkMh fnlrs- gk;la >kya- ik; jksowu mHka jkgr ek>a pky.ka--- xkMh ijr fQjorks-

vkEgh ijr vkY;kpa c?kwu rkaMk ?kkc:u xsya- xksrokMk cksyww ykxyk] ^iksjx dla djk;ya; ckopGY;kxr- iq<a ljlkoyk ra ekxa u gkVukjk iksjxk v/;kZ okVarwu xkMh vk.krks;- dkbZrch bijhr Ogra;!* Hk;adj ‘kadk-

nql&;k fno’kh ukansMyk ;sÅu dkWystyk tkWbZu gksÅu rklkoj tkrks- mHka jkgwu f’kdok;yk lq:okr djrks- ter ukgh- R;k nho’kh [kqphZoj clwup f’kdorks--- vkf.k dk; vtwugh [kqphZoj clwup f’kdo.ka pkyw vkgs- Dofprp mHka jkgwu f’kdoyks vlsu xq:th xsY;kuarj---!

Tla dkWystyk ykxyks rla [kqphZoj cl.ka ekfgr uOgra- loZ r:.k izk/;kido`Un R;kappa mHka jkgwu tksekua f’kdo.ka xq:th igkr vkysys- uohu ykxysys vkEgh lxGs rkowu lqyk[kwu fu?kkysyks] xq:thaP;k ijh{ksP;k eq’khrwu! f'kdo.ka gsp /;s; gksÅu clysya- [kktxh thoukpa Hkkukpa mjya ukgh brda >ikVysyks- R;kr IykWV ?;kok] ?kj djkoa] vla dkgh lqpypa ukgh- vkf.k vkÜp;Z! ts xq:th vkEgkyk ,e-,- iw.kZ [kqphZoj clwup f’kdoys rs xq:th oxkZr vkrk mHka jkgwu f’kdorkuk fnlr gksrs- ckjkohps oxZgh rs vusdnk mHka jkgwup ?ksr! vtwugh xq:th f’k{k.kkP;k jaxeapkoj mHksp vlY;kpk Hkkl gksrks- ek>a tx.ka eyk vtwugh ,d vkHkkl okVw ykxra- xq:th mHks vlrkukp xssys] vkf.k vkiya R;kaP;k i'pkr clwu f’kdo.ka pkyw >ky;a---

xq:th ,dnk lkaxrkr] ^lekt_.kklkBh gs vk;q”; eLrokyi.ks [kpkZ-* Eg.kwup eh lxGa nw%[kk fol: ‘kdysk- rkaMk thoukr iqUgk ,d:i gksÅ ‘kdyks- T;k rkaM;kr tUekyk vyks R;kaph lsok d: ‘kdyks- fo|kF;kZuk letwu ?ksÅ ‘kdyks- R;kP;kar lejl gksÅ ‘kdyks- f’kdo.;kryk vkuan eyk iqUgk xolyk!

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„†- rkaM;kr ehfVax Ogk;ph- ek.kla cksyw ykxyh dh fdrh vkuan Ogk;pk! vkEgh

iksja csHkku Ogk;pks- ^ljdkj ?kj cka/kwu ns.kkj- >ksiM;kr [kkos ykx.kkjs gsydkos pqd.kkj- i.k fefVax laiyh dh ek.kla fnlsukls gksr] rla vkuankpa Ogk;pa--- vodkGh ikolkxr---

fdrh fdrh fefVaxk >kY;k--- fdrh osGk cksy.ks >kys--- fdrh osGk lHkkirh vkys--- ?kjs dkgh >kyhp ukghr- vk’ksP;k injkr fujk’kkp iMr xsyh- fcpkjh ek.kla- rqdM;kP;k vk’ksua ‘ksiwV gkyo.kkjh!

fdrh vkl nkoyh lHkkirhua--- i.k ria yksVwugh lkslk;Vhpa ?kj feGsuk rsOgk rkaM;kr ck;k dkrkowu cksyk;P;k ^bra &gkÅu vljk feGauk ra feGauk- ifjd iksVkyk Hkqlkch HksVauk- tkoa dqBarch eqYdkyk fnl <dyk;k- fdrh nhl ?kjkP;k ykyphua iksV ekjr clkoa-*

vkf.k vkacjdkdk Eg.kk;pk] ^yckMkP;k ekxa &gkÅu ykyph miklh ejukj UgkbZ ra dk; djay\ dk; rqeph Y;ksdlkbZ ckck] dq«;kijhl ekUlkyk rwdMk feGauk dhja\ dk; Ogrk futkekpk jkt- >ksiM;kQq<a dcjk;o<kys dq=s- rok ekGkrY;k ftokykoj iksV Hkjk;pa- vkrk OgG milwu ekG [kiya rch fVpHkj iksVkph nske nske tkr Ugk;-*

vk’kk laiyh dh lxGhp ek.kla vla dkghrjh mnkl cMcMr- fdR;sd MksD;koj Mksyk ?ksÅu lqxhyk fu?kwu tkr] rsyaxk.;kyk- lqxh ?ksÅu ek.kla ijr ukR;kxksR;kr ijryh dh] vkacj dkdk Eg.kk;pk] ^xksR;kr &gkoa] xksR;kr [kkoa] xksR;kr ejkoa- ekUlkua lkja lksMkoa ij xkMkokMk lksMw UgkbZ- lqd gk; nqd gk;] ekUlkua xksR;kr &gkoa- dkG;sGyk vkiyh ekUl /kkoR;kr- fnl&;kpk dk; Hkjkslk\ dke >kya dh xqMX;kua ljdwu nsR;kr- <awxu iwlwu /kksaMk QsdY;kouh- Egwu EguR;ks] ^xksR;kph YkkFk [kkoh ij fnl&;kph lkFk udks-*

vkacjdkdk Eg.kts rkaM;kyk iMysya ,d dksMa vkgs- dkdk ?kMysY;k ?kVuk jksekafpr gksÅu lkaxw ykxyk dh vkEgkyk glor dkdk vkrckgsj [kn[knwu glw ykxrks vkf.k glrk glrk yxMysyh vkloa vaxB;kus fVir xks”V iq<a lkaxw ykxrks-

^vkiY;k [kksjhr eoa [kGa Ogra- [kG;koj eák tksMhyk cknkorsj QqY;k Ogrk- nksu eukpa enu vlya r jkrhyk <okjk [kkÅu iMyks Ogrks- va/kk&;k f[kIi jkrh ekGkoj /kkschP;k [kG;koj xydk >kyk- euyks] ^ ok?k vkyk dhja QqY;k-* QqY;k npdwu fcyxyk---

>kacqlaxa vxVhtoG dq=hch Ogrh- gkeh cksyrp Ogrks- rso<;kr dq=h ^dk¡o dk¡o dk¡o* djk;yk ykxyh- rksaMkph /kksrh dk<wu cxrks r dk; ok?kklax >VkiV pkyysyh- ok?k gqac p<r Ogrk ra dq=hch nksu ik;koj gqckjr gqrh] ij ujMa dkbZ xolw nsr uOgrh- R;saph >VkiV cxwu >kcw dq=k ts ‘ksIVhr tho cka/kwu QjlMhr ?kqlyk r QqY;k vlk ?kkcjyk eUrk r dk; lkaxrk lks; &gk;yh Ugk;- iMY;k iMY;k eykap vkoGw vkoGw cjGk;yk ^c~--- c~--- c~ ckiw ejxks ok?k--- ok?k---* vla cjGr eT;k’kh >VkiV djrs ;sGh; eh glrw/ku- frdMa ok?kklaxa vkr fgdMa eáklax >VkiV ykxY;kyh- ,dnkpa ujMa xkoya fu dq=hpa ^dk¡o dk¡o* nqjirwj vka/kkjkr xsya---

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QqY;k mBwu clr eUyk] ^>kcqykch Ugsya dk dk;\* >kscw QjlMhrwu ckgsj iMk;k jkth uOgrk- QjlMhP;k iasM[kkyh vtwu ncdr Ogrk- QqY;k eUrks] ^vkac: ekek >kcqyk f?kÅu ^NkNw* ojMyks vlrks o ok?k iGkyk vlrk dq=hyk lksMwu- xsya fcpkjhap tho- vkiwu vkiY;k tho;yk fcyxyks Egwu- HksyxkaM;kp gkoksr vkiwuch---

vktgh ?kjh xsyks dh] ifgY;kank toG ;sÅu dkdk iksjkckGkph vkiqydhau fopkjiql djrks- ekÖ;k lq[knq%[kkcÌy vkotwZu cksyrks- vkf.k yxsp ^ijr dok ;s.kkj ckIiw* Eg.kr ?kqVeGrks-

vk;q”;kpk vFkZ letwu ?ks.;kpk HkkuxMhr uiMrk /kqani.ks tx.kk&;k ek.klkcny udGr ek>k ftOgkGk tqVr vkyk vkgs- R;kiSdh dkdk ,d vkgsr- vkf.k Eg.kwup csxMh cMstko] [kksVs eksBsi.k isyr tx.kk&;k bjlky ukBkGkis{kk dkdk yk[kiVhus cjk okVrks-

ek.klkyk f’kO;k nsr ljG dj.;kph lo; R;kph vtwugh vkgs- v’kh ek.kla tx.;kryh uSfrdrk tirkuk ts vokZP; cksyrkr rs HkksorkyP;k ek.klkyk :pr ukgh gs [kj vkgs- ijarw R;k HkksorkyP;kauk rh uSfrdrk vki.kgh tiyh ikfgts gs dk lqpr ulkoa] ;kps okbZV okVrs-

gtkjklkBh gtkj iVhus pkaxya cksy.kkjh ek.kla vlrkr- ijarq dkdk iS’kkP;k LokFkkZua toG ;sr ukgh- T;kaP;k lxG;k xjtkp [kqaVysY;k vlrkr R;kauk iqUgk nq%[k gks.;kpa rjh dkj.k dk;\ vuar xjtkauh iNkMysyh ek.kla LokFkkZlkBh [kksVaukVa d:u gks.;kpa rjh dkj.k dk;\ Lor%gh nq%[k Hkksxrkr o brjkaukgh nqR[kkP;k xrsZr yksVrkr- dkdkP;k xjtk rjh dks.kR;k\ <aqxukyk /kksrj] vaxkr ,[kknh NWVu fu MksD;kyk mij.kh vkf.k gkrkr dq&gkM] dks;rk ukgh ra dkBh- tUeHkj iqj.kkja gs HkkaMoy- ;kis{kk dkdktoG nqlja dkgh fnlya ukgh--- VªsfuaxP;k osGpk Qqy cq’kVZ fnyk gksrk- rks vtwugh dkdk dqBY;k yxhu dk;kZr ?kkywu tkrkuk fnlyk dh eh vkrY;k vkr vLoLFk gksrks] rxexrks( i.k dkgh d: ‘kdr ukgh vkf.k tkrk t[kesoj feB pksGY;kxr cksywu tkrks] ^dkbZ dj js ckck ij eyk dqaVyarch vkjkekpa dke ns- vkrk fgaMua Ogr UgkbZ- ikU;kP;k eksfVªoj Bso dh nsoGkP;k njksT;kyk clao- eta ;o<ap ekxu gk;- vku~ E;k rq;k ukokpa cksjM ykoY;kfcxj &gkukj Ugk;- rwdkbZl Egwu lEna gk;- Ugk;r ás FkqMa dkbZ >kya rj VjdR;kr- ásaP;kua Ogukj Ogr dk\ fotw OgÅu fHkMyk Egwu lenh dkea >kY;krh- ásapa ásuyk cktkjkpa iYMa; r gs dk; rkaM;kpa dke djukj Ogrs- áks vk;R;k fcGkrys gkbZr- lkslkVh] iapkr R;saP;k gkrh |ko Egau- vkrkr eksVªhpa dqywi can d:u’;ku fdYyh laxa f?kÅu fQjR;kr- ckcqlkc cjk Ogrk Eguk;ph ;sG vkyh- uOgara dk;\ ckjk ojlkr dnh gkr mxkjyk Ugk; ij fgara fnM efgU;kr nMiwu Vkdk;k ekj nsR;kr---

mB ijHkkrh HkkjkHkj ykdMa QksMwu eksGh jpk;pk- dkdh mejhyk xsyh fodk;k dh dkdk jkukph okV /kjk;pk] gkrkr dq&gkMh fu dks;rk ?ksÅu- vkrkr dkdk gkrkr dkBh ?ksÅu xqM?kh >kysY;k ik;kus ypdr jk[kksGhP;k [kaMhHkj <ksjkekax fgaMr vlrks---

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?kjh xsY;k xsY;k dkdk gtj gksrks- ^d/kh vkyk vkiyk ckok\* gk Bjysyk iz’u mPpkjrks- vyhdMa v/kqe/kqu lk;c Eg.kk;ph ygj R;kyk ;srs- i.k tsOgk ^ijr dok ;sukj ckIiw\* vlk iz’u d:u ^vkrk eh jkukr tkrks; rw tk] ij tYnh ;sr tk cja- ;o<aap gkekyk v/kkj gk;- dk; djker gk; dqukl Bko- cf?krya r iksV HkjY;kokuh okVra- ‘ksjkr gkepa dqfurch gk; gsp gkekyk [kwi gk; ckIiw- &gk;yks gspa cja okVar- d;kpk ?kksj okVauk- Ugk;ra gkekLuh dquhch fnlknwikjh bÅu cMoya vlr r lksMk Eguk;k dksu Ogra\ ,dsd bijhr gk; ckIiw--- ;Xnkph xksV gk;---*

xks"V lkaxw ykxrks] ^^clokukP;k [kksjhdMa <ksja usr gqrks r dk; ekyd vkyk ?kksMhoj clwu- R;syk dksuhrch pkMh ykoyh Ogrh- gspsp <ksja [kkYys ‘ksrkr Egwu- R;kpk ck MkslD;kyk /kksaMk |k;pk vkla dkbZ >kyara- áks dk; djrks dh Egwu gkcdyks- r dk; <ksjkrY;k iksjkoj dksYMk iMY;kcjkcj <ksjkr ?kqlwu fulVyks /kq&;kyk- vu~ lkxkP;k okGY;k ikukP;k f<xk&;k[kkyh ?kqlwu fuiphr iMwu Ogrks- rso<;kr] ^dqBa xsyk* djr vkyk ?kksMh f?kÅu- dp dp f<xkjk rqMow ykxyh ?kksMh- xjxj fQ: ykxyh] ikukP;k cktwyk ik; fBok;k- ij R;ks fQ:up frrp vk.kwu Egur Ogrk] ^fgrap gqrk dqBa xsyk\* /kksaMk fBok ij áks xlk vU;ko d: udk ekyd Egur ojMyks- d;kpk ,sdrks] rq;k cgs bra yiykl Og;\ vla eur T;ks fnyk QVdkjk dksjM;kpk ikBhyk- rlk vkr ?kqlyks- rso<;kr ?kksMh iGrh >kyh Egwu cja >kya Ugk;ra R;kfn’kh lkyiV fu?kr Ogrh---**

^^vlh xEer gk; gkeph- iksja [ksGrkuk EguR;kr dh] ^jCcMnkuk vkuk] fVDdyekjh vkuk] rla dquhch ;koa vu~ rqMowu tkoa áks gkepa txua gk;- ij HkksdjP;k esG;kr rqyk cfxrya vu~ vtwd eoa mj Hk:u vkya--- vkiwu vkHkkGkyk gkr ykoY;kouh okVya- cMscMs fyMj vu~ eqdsearjh c:cj cksyrkuk cxwu xrk áks iksjkapk dkbZ [kja UgkbZ okVya---! Ckksyrkuk FkqMa pqdya r áks eBsyksd canwd pkyoR;kr ;kpa H;k okVk;pa- ij xrk R;ks Mj xsyk Egwu cja okVra;- Ugk;ra áks HkysHkys NkVukjs /kksrjkr eqrwu ?;kps eB;k yksdkuyk cxwu- gkeps r iksfylkyk cxwu gkrik; xGr Ogrs-**

dkdkap cksy.ka ,d dksMap- ‘kkGar f’kdk;yk vlrkukph xks”V- >qaMhP;k [kjckyk dkyO;krya ik”kk.k QksMr gksrks lq:ax ykowu- dkdk ikj /kjk;ppk- eh ?k.k gk.kk;pks] lkj djk;k- lkj d: d: ckj mMok;pks- ewdkne ,ds fno’kh dkekyk ?kkbZua fu?kk;k lkaxrks- R;kyk dkdk vla dk cksyyk dGyap ukgh- ^eta ;sua Ogr UgkbZ ckiqU;k- bra dkj[kkuk iYMk;] lksMwu dla bÅ\* dkj[kkuk dk; gs cjsp fnol dGya ukgh- dkdkpa lxGa jku pkj ,dj- e`x toG ;sra;- oSj.k >ksiM;kr ,dk dksi&;kyk ykowu Bsok;k gkoa] gk R;kpk bjknk- m|k rs oSj.k fHktya rj dks.k is:.k ns.kkj ‘ksr\ cSykp oSj.k ftokikM ti.kkjk dkdk] T;k dkeklkBh nksu ?kVdk ykxys vlrs( R;kyk ^dkj[kkuk iMyk;* vla dk Eg.kyk\ cksy.;krya xw< mdyrkuk dkdk Eg.krks] ^dkj[kkuk uOga a dk; Og;\ oSj.k ykoua] >ksiMa ljkVu] OgdkZ vk.kwu rfuli&;kVua OgdkZ ykowu’ ;Vu p<oua] rq&gkVhph rÍh cka/kwu >kY;kua dqVa ‘;srkdMa cxk;k ;G feGra;- Ugk;ra ‘;srkp dk; Ogkoa\ vtwd ‘;srkr rlkp /kLdV gqck gk;- fnl&;kP;k ethZu ‘;sr lkjk;pa Egath i;ya áks dkj[kkuk vkojk;k udks\*

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pkj ,dj jku isjk;pa Eg.kts nksu fnolkap dke- i.k dla isjkoa\ dqBa dk; isjkoa\ gs isj.khvxksnj ia/kjk fnol jkukr dkdh’kh [kMktaxh pkyk;pa- gs ,sd.kkjk rGphQqik xqM?khP;k ypdR;k pkyhdMa c?kwu Eg.kk;pk] ^vkyk c?kk jkukr isj.khpa HkkaM.k isj.kkjk] [kV[kVMe~---* vkEgh glyks dh dkdk rksaMkr glr- ekaMO;k[kkyh ;sÅu clyk dh Eg.kk;pk] ^vkja fHk;k Eg’khap nq/k ?kjhp dh gksVykyk-* ck ?kjhp Eg.kY;koj dkdk Eg.kk;pk] ^ga exa gkepk Qk;nk gk;-* Qk;|kpk vFkZ dks.kkykp dGk;pk ukgh- ex rks Eg.kk;pk] rqekLuh dGr UgkbZ ckck] nw/k ?kjh &gkbZy r gkekyk rkdrach dk OgbZuk feGra;-rso<ap lbZ- fnljh vkl UgkbZ gkekyk---*

jchP;k osGaykgh rks vlap Eg.krks] ^dk; fHk;k ‘ksrkr dk; isjrko\ Egath ?kÅ dk gjcjk\* gjHkjk Eg.kY;koj dkdkpa rsp] ^eax dlach gkepk Qk;nk gk;-* yodj dGk;pa ukgh- gk vla dk cksyrks\ ex Eg.kk;pk] ^gjcjk isjsY;kua Hkkth rch [kqMwu [kkr ;sra;- ?kÅ isjY;kua rsch feGauk dh---*

ijok xkokdMa xsyks gksrks- jkukrwu ;k;yk la/;kdkG >kyh- ?kjh dkdk okV igkr clyk gksrk- ^dsnksG >kyk ckck okV cxrks;- vkrk ;s’khy eax ;s’khy- ;kpa uko udks- jkukr y; eu ykoyk- ybZ fnlkua ijxVykl Egwu cksykoa eUya r jkukrp va/kkj dsykl--- ,d cja dsykl eksVj f?kÅu fnykl rs- Ugk;ra [kksjkMk okGwu dksG >kY;kya fnlya vlra- cja gk;- [kk;kiqjr dk OgbZy- jku fgjoa gk;- áks ojP;k ckiqU;kp dk; [kja Ugk;---*

ykoysyh rkj NsMr Eg.krks] ^cksyk dkdk- dk; cksyk;pa rs* ^dk; cksywa- xsykl R;ks frdMap- gkeh r eUyko fgdMpa lkja bljya Egwu- ij

Ugk;- rqbZ Qsjh gk;p- e;k gk;- d’kh rqVay ukG\ tho gk; cja gk;- ij áks dla ckck\ dqUrch dke Ogk;k dk /kkckjk lky Qk;ts\ áspap cx dh] vkiwu lkslk;Vhph ?kja cka/kr gkoksr R;syk xrk /kk ojhl Ogr vkya rch ?kjkyk Nij iMk;k vkMdkBh gk;p- uGkph Vkdh cka/kwu ojhl Ogr vkya ij fgjhpa dke R;ks ‘;srekyd OgÅ nsr Ugk; Egua- eok ekostk vnqxj fnYyk dk\ R;syk dks.kh lkaxk;kch jkth Ugk;- cksyk;k uOga dk ckck ikuh vkMow Ugk; Egwu- R;ksrch dk; djay fcpkjk- nqMqD;kyk lyke dj.kkjh ekUla yksdlkbZr d;kyk jkejke djR;ky- vu~ fgdMa lkjs eqnkZMkxr d;kyk iMwu gk;r\ R;ks lekt nsÅG dk dk; Egua /kwG[kkr bpdr cxrq;k- vu~ áks ckckthP;k ukokpa eafnj iksfyl ikVykph okV cxrq;k dGl dk<k;k- vu~ iSyrach VqcysV QDd ykxk;P;k pkjhpkSd- ij] xrk dG[kqVh raM;kr vlwuch elku[kkbZxr okVrq;k raMk] dlk furG va/kkj Hkjyk; raM;kr] dqukyk n[kyrach gk;\ d;kps fyMj u dk;kps dk;\ T;spa R;s ctkjpa cxr gk;- tkxrh tkxy vlay r raMk gk;- Ugk;ra xsjhfuan ?ksr iMR;kr ;k lkyph xksV iq<P;klkyh dk<R;kr- tkxrk ikjk fnyk r [kMkM OgR;kr- Ugk; r áks pyrkch >ksisp lksax ?ksR;kr-* tkrk tkrk Eg.krks] ^jku okGwu xsyk;- áks nqdG iMwu ukbZdkoj ckjkp vkyk Eguk dh- ,d bdMa r ,d frdMa vks<ay- dksukyk Egwu fdrh vu~ dk; fny- vkiwu yksdkapa gk; eua eqdsearjh- dk; eUr; R;s lkaxjs ckck- froMap dkbZrch gkrHkkj ykxay- lkax cja- rwp gkepk okyh gk;--- vlR;kyk cMs cMs fyMj] ij gkekyk dk; Og;--- ga gG|k [kksjhpk pYek milrk /ku Ogrks- jkrfnl fuan ulk;ph- liukrch pyek fnlr Ogrk- nqukZua HkjY;kaya x<wG ikuh firk tye xsyk- vkrk rch uGkap ikuh firk dkGkfu&gk- uGkpa ikuh iktoya

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R;ksp gkepk usrk- vkja gkrkua gkiklkpa can dsykl dh ásuyk dk;ch Eguq ns- E;k txwu &gk;yks r rq;k ukopa cksjM ykoY;kfcxj &gkukj UgkbZ- ij rw ;sr tk- dokch rqbZ tkxy &gk;yh r gkeh ftRrs &gkR;ksr---* vkf.k dkdkcjkscj dsysyh tkxy vkBoyh- [kG;koj ck] eh vu~ vkacjdkdk gksrks- vkepa [kG Eg.kts rhu eukpa enu- R;kyk ck rhu cSykua jkrHkj eG.k gkdk;pk---

v/;kZ jk=h rkaM;kr dq«;kapk ,dp xydk >kyk- FkksM;kp osGkr lksekP;k [kG;koj dq=h fdapkGk;yk ykxyh- ok?k vkyk; gs vksG[kwu dkdk dMC;kP;k [kksihrwu mByk- R;k dkG;kdqÍ jk=h vxVhr tkG d: ykxyk- tkG HkMdY;kcjkscj vxVhtoG >ksiysY;k >kcqoj mMh ?;k;P;k csrkr ncdysY;k ok?kkyk vaxkoj HkMdk vkY;kxr okVwu ok?k vxVho:u mMh ?ksÅu >kcqoj vknGyk- >kcw ?kkc:u xjcMhus ‘ksanzkr ?kqlyk- vu~ dkdk ok?kkP;k >Miayk ?kkc:u lqlkVr >ksiMhr ekÖ;koj vknGyk- eh ?kkc:u vksjMrks gksrks] i.k dkdk gqa dh pwa djr uOgrk- dkdk eyk xPp nMdyk gksrk- [kG;krys cSy ,desdkyk fcyxwu Fkcdys- ck ^gkV gkV* Eg.kr gkdr gksrk- cSy dkgh eG.k fQjr uOgrs- R;kauk ok?kkpk okl iMyk gksrk- fdjZjZ va/kkjkr Hk;k.k ‘kkarrk ilysyh- ?kVdkHkjkus nwj xMkP;k ekGkr ok?kkpk ^?kYM ?kYm* vkokt gksÅ ykxyk- ok?kkP;k ?kYMD;kus [kksjkMk Hk:u xsyk gksrk- cSy eG.k fQ: ykxys--- vu~ vkacjdkdk ek= >ksiMhr eyk nMiwu HkqbZlikV >kyk gksrk-

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& oGokps <x tew ykxys gksrs- R;k fno’kh ;kMh nok[kkU;kr vkyh gksrh-

izlqrhP;k osnusua O;kdqGysya eu- dkukps iMns cf/kj >kY;kus lkj[ka ^Hkw* vkokt pkyw gksra- dkukpa vkS”k/k ?ksÅu eksGhokY;k ck;kcjkscj ;kMh pkyrh >kyh-

;kMh vu~ ck;k rkaM;ktoG vkY;k- leksj vkHkkG ika<jQÍ iMY;kpa fnlya R;kauk- fHkdh ekolh Eg.krs] ^esY;k o jkaMkOgk- vkHkkG ika<ja iYM;- vkrk xkjk iMrq;k iGk- yxyx raMk toG d:* lk&;kt.kh iGR;k >kY;k- vank/kqan iljr vkysyk ikÅl rkaMk xkBw fnya ukgh- iGrk iGrk dksi&;kojP;k fg: EgkrkjhP;k >ksiMhr ?kqlY;k- rj dk; >ksiM;kr xksVs vknGw ykxys- >ksiMa QkVwu Hkksda iMr gksrh-

ckgsj <ksjkpk vkdkar pkyw- dks.kdks.kkps Vhu vkLekukr mMkys gksrs- lxGk xksa/kG ektyk gksrk- oknGh okjk fu xkjxksaM;kP;k ekjkus ek.kla fu ftrji ftFkY;k frFka ftokyk nMiys gksrs---

xkjkapk ekjk vkljY;kau ek.kla rkaM;kr vkyh- nql&;k fno’kh ?kjh vkY;kua lkjh dFkk dGyh- ck Eg.krks] ^^dk; lkaxw ckck dkyph xks”V- rksiku Ogra rksiku dquh [kksjkMkr vMdys Ogrs- vU;ko >kyk- dnh Qk;yk Ugk; xlk vU;ko- dk; lkaxw iksjk] xqMX;kyk gjcj vkYrk- ifgY;k >VD;kua xsyk yksVar- Eg.kR;kr dh] ^T;sP;k ‘ksrkr ufnukyk] R;ks /kuh thoar esyk-* rh xr >kyh- ftoar ejua Ugoa r dk;\ >kMk>qMikyk ikyk &gk;yk Ugk; dh] Mksaxjkr ,d ik[k: ftrk &gk;yk UgkbZ- :dkyk cksyr gqck Ogrks r gekyk [kksihrch tko fnya Ugk;- brdh lqlkVh ikU;kr- tho eqBhr f?kÅu [kksihr f’kjyks- vu~ lkjh nSuk cfxr Ogrks- o[kj] ukaxksj tw ra OgkÅu xsysp ij dqukps cSya] r dqukph xk;h& Eglh vksa<D;kxr okgwu tkr Ogrh- ybZ vU;ko >kyk ckck nsdrw nlk- cxrk cxrk MksG;kiq<a va/kkjh ;sr Ogrh- xkjkpk ekjk clwup >kMkph lkyiaV fu?kkyhr- ybZ vU;ko- ekGkr xkjkpk f<xkjk lkpkyk;-

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dky ra ekG cjikua ika<jaQV fnlr Ogra--- rGa Hk:u mYFkk;k ?kVdkHkjch ykxya- ukgh-** oknG vkslY;koj leqnz ‘kkar Ogkoa rlk rakMk fnlr gskrk- rkaM;kr lxGh iM>M >kyh gksrh- lxGk rkaMkp fodVwu xsyk gksrk- xq:<ksja xkjihV vu~ FkaMhus rdzkj Eg.kwu tk.kor uOgrh- lxGh nq%[k vki.kp lgu djk;ph vlrkr] ;kph lok±ukp tk.kho vlkoh vla okVr gksra- vkysY;k vLekuh ladVkps ifj.kke Hkksxkos yksxysys ikgwu R;k ladVkyk rksaM ns.;klkBh dk; dsys ikfgts] ;kpk fopkj djrkuk ykxysys fnlyk ukgh---

vkf.k gksrk rks gjHkjkgh okgwu xsY;kua jkukryh tkxyh mByh gksrh-! „‡- dkWystkr ekLrj Ogk;ph bPNk lQy >kyh- eax ekrj rkaM;krys yksd ekÖ;k

cksy.;kdMa /;ku fnÅu fnl&;kP;k Qankr iMrko- Qq’kkjdhua iksV Hkjr UgkbZ-* vla Eg.k.kkjsgh ‘kCnkph fdaer d: ykxys- vu~ R;sp Eg.kk;ys] ^ Ugk;] iksjkph rGeG FkqMh ;xGhp gk;- djay ás dkbZrch-*

,dnk lxG;kauk xksGk d:u Hkk”k.k nsrks- ybZ fnlkilwu R;kbZR;kr feGwu felGwu Hktu ch djr gksrks- lkja cksyk;pks- vkiyk ns’k Lora= >kyk;- yksd’kkghua vkiY;kyk vf/kdkj fnysr- iksVkyk Hkkdj] rukyk diMk] &gk;k vkljk] iksjkayk f’kd’kku vkf.kd nqdkyk nok feGk;k goa- ij ákryk eák raM;kr okuxhykch fnlk;k UgkbZ ij ás ,sdwu yksdkyk cja okVk;pa! QkVD;k QMD;kus tho >kd.kkjh ek.kla] OgdkZrfulkP;k ?kjV;kr ekaMkpk dksaMk djhr fiBkr ehB ?kkywu vachy vksjir fnl <dyr &gk;ps- nkfjnz;] nq%[k vu~ ykpkjhua yksdkapa ej.kizk; NG pkyw &gk;pa!

iksVkpk fpeVk lksMoU;kikbZ ck rok euekMyk fxÍh Bksdk;k xsYrk--- xksjB;kpk dkyO;kr ?kukua lq:ax dsYrk- nql&;kau fnY;kys diMs ?kkywu mejhP;k lkGar xsYrks- QdLr ?kqx&;k [kkÅu- fdR;sd osGk mik’khiksVh >ksiyks gksrks---

áa lkja lkaxr clk;k udks] ij ^rhu nxMkP;k pqyhps HkkÅcan* ák ukok[kkyh can njoktkalkVh cksyko;pa gk; Egwu lkaxr Ogrks-

T;k lektkr vki.k f’kdwu lo:u Ygkukps eksBs >kysk] R;k lektkap dkbZrch Hkya djk;k ikghts vla okV;pa- R;k rGeGhua dkWyst fldk;k ykxY;kiklwu la/kh feGsy rlrla Hkk”k.k& Hktukrwu vKkukpa] nkfjnz;kpa va/kkj dla ?kkyk; goa lkaxr Ogrks- oLrhryk dkGks[k] ik.;kpk iz’u] ?kjkapk iz’u ekaM;pks!

rkaM;kp nq%[k Hk;kud- Mksaxjnjh vksykaMwu va/kkj] nqikj u igkrk ikukua HkkaMs Hkj.kk&;k rkaM;kyk ,sdwu cja okVk;pa- rkaMk xko xzkeiapk;rhr uGiÍh ek= Hkjr gksrk- xkoBk.kk ulwuch ?kjiÍh pkyw gksrh- dkGks[kkr Maqcqu nqeMwu >ksih tk.kkjk rkaMk mtsMkph iÍh Hkjr gksrk- gk lxGk vU;k; vkgs Eg.kyks dh] yksd dkua Vodk:u [kMkM mHka jkg.kk&;k <ksjkxr lko:u clk;ps- vkrk dqBa rs tkxr Ogrs-

dysDVjyk vtZ dsY;kua rkaM;kr gkriaikph lks; >kyh- MksD;kP;k ?kV;kyk vkrk bljkarh feGkyh- raM;kr fnosch ;k;yk goa okVra Ogra- vkf.k raM;kyk fdrh [kkac ykxrhy ;kpk losZ >kyk-

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rkaMk xksGk d:u gkÅflax lkslk;VhP;k ?kjkph ;kstuk letkowu lkaxrks- yksdkauk iVra- ckckcÌy J/nk Eg.kwu ^Jh lar bZ’ojckck ekxkloxhZ; catkjk lgdkjh x`gfuekZ.k laLFkk] e- bZ’ojuxj* vla uko fnya- laLFksph uksan.kh Ogk;yk lgk efgus ykxys- lkgsc tkrhpk vlwuch vla mf’kjk uksan.kh >kyh- dkj.k rkyqD;kpk ekydlkgsc dk; Eg.krkr dh gh Hkhrh nkaMxh\ gkrHkj i= fygyks vkSjaxkcknP;k tkbaV jftLVªkj lkgsckyk- R;ksch tkrhryk- R;kua ukansMyk izR;{k HksVhr izsj.kk fnyyh- vkf.k R;kauk ek>k vla i=- R;kapagh gkrHkj i= vkya rkyqD;kyk- vu~ lkgsckua ekÖ;k ek?kkjhp laLFksph uksan.kh dsyh-

,dspkGhl IYkkWViSdh iLrhl lHkkln >kys- ekÖ;k ukos IYkkWV uOgrk Eg.kwu ekun lHkkln >kysk- pkjikp yksd lHkkln >kys ukgh- ^gekyk ljdkjps ckdhnkj Ogk;ps UgkbZ- gkeh lorka=h ?kj cka/kwr---

vk.k[kh iz;Ru Eg.kwu ys[kh i= fnyks rj mYVk vFkZ- R;kph ,d izr ljiapkyk- okpwu ljiapkP;k rGik;kph vkx eLrdkyk p<rs- Eg.krks] ^E;k vusd lkslkVhpk psjeu vku áks eyk use f’kdorks- vla djk u~ rla djk- E;k IykWV f?kÅu raM;kr bÅu &gkow Og;\ cxrks R;k iz|kidkph- vu~ rqeh cka/kkj raM;kr ?kja- dla cka/kw nsr Ugk; R;s E;k cxrks- raM;krua gkdywu nsbZup] ij ukansMkrwu gkdywu nsbZu- xqeku &gk Egwu lkax ja jkenkl rqeP;k iz|idkyk- Ugk; r cx Egukoa---*

lcflMh feGok;k iz;Rukaph ijkdk”Bk pkyysyh- izFke Js.kh lektdY;k.k vf/kdkjh ifgY;k o”khZ mMowu ykoyk- ^;k ctsVe/;s rqEgkyk eatwj gks.kkj ukgh- rso<s iSls ukgh---* yksd yVjQVj cksyr gksrs- vla fnya ikfgts] rla fnya ikfgts i.k eh dkgh nkn fnyh ukgh- lkgsckyk ftYákgwu vkSjaxkcnyk QkbZy ikBok;k Hkkx ikMya- Eg.kwu lkgsckua QkbZy u riklrk dqBY;kgh dkxnkoj lgh u djrk r’khp QkbZy ikBoysyh- xfjckfo”k;h fdafprgh vkLFkk ulysyh ek.kla dY;k.k vf/kdkjh! vkiya orZu Hkz”V vkgs vla R;kauk dla okV.kkj\ vkf.k xfjckpa dY;k.k dla gks.kkj\

vkSjaxkckngwu i=koj i= ;sÅ ykxys- dkxnkaph iwrZrk djk Eg.kwu- tkÅ tkÅ laákph o dkxni=kaph iwrZrk d:u >kY;koj gkÅflaxpk lacf/kr lkgsc Eg.kkya ^rqepa vkrk loZ >kya;- vkeP;kdMa c?kk rqepa dke >Vdu dk<wu Vkdw-*

Eg.krks] ^vkiyh vis{kk dGw |k Eg.kts vkEgkyk dkgh rjh djrk ;sbZy-* Lkgsc Eg.kkys] ^ tkLr dkgh udk- eyk nksu |k- vu~ ckdhP;kauk rqEgh laHkkGwu

?;k Eg.kts >kya-* dcqyh fnyh- iSls feGkys dh] nksu gtkj |k;ps Bjys- njE;ku] eq[;ea=h olarnknkpa o`ri=kr Hkk”k.k okprks- ?kks”k.kk gksrh] ^ ykp

ekx.kk&;k vf/kdk&;kauk tksM;kus ekjk-* eq[;ea«;kaP:k ukos i= ikBorks- ^;k vf/kdk&;kyk nksu gtkj nsÅ dk nksu

tksMs ek:\ ys[kh dGok---* vkf.k vkSjaxkcknpk lkgsc yViVr vkYrk- ^ikBhoj ekjk] iksVkoj udk Eg.kwu-*

mUgkG;kr vuqnku laLFksP;k [kkR;kr tek >kys- yksdkapk mYgkl ok<yk- Hkwfeiqtukpk n.kn.khr dk;Zdze ?;k;k QkbZts vls lkjs lHkkln cksyw ykxys- Hkwfeiwtukpk fnol Bjky- nfyrfe= ckckaP;k gLrs iwtu dkjk;pa Bjya-

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ukansMyk cl ?ksmup iksgpyks- jk=h doh ] ys[kd] fopkjoar ;kaP;k Hkk”k.k] dFkkud] dkO;okpkukpk dk;Zdze jaxwu xsyk gksrk- ,d doh fe= dkO; okprkuk Eg.krks] ^,dkp ?kkokus >kM Mxexwu xsyk;] vkrk ?kkokoj ?kko >Mw |k- >kM dksyeMY;kf’kok; jkg.kkj ukgh- uO;kUuo ?kko ckdh vkgsr-*

xzkeiapk;rhoj cfg”dkj ?kkrY;kpk gk ?kko gksrk- rkaMk v/khZ yksdla[;k vlwu ,d esacj ?ksÅu eqLdVkr tGr Ogrk- Eg.kwu cfg”dkj! Xkzkeiapk;rhoj cfg”dkj!

dk;Zdzekus HkksorkyP;k usR;kaP;k rGik;ph vkx eLdkyk fHkMyh Ogrh- rkywdk T;kyk ekyd Eg.krks] R;kyk u cksykork R;kP;k ukdkoj fVPpwu dk;Zdze ?ksryk Ogrk-

xko xMcMyk- cMh eaMgh gknjyh] Hksnjyh- ^yaekMh eukljad djk; ykxys- MkslD;koj clys- gkr nkok; Qk;ts ásuyk- fnlk rkaMk isVowu fnya r btok;k HksVw Ugk;--- dk; letR;kr gs\*

vkenkj xkopk orunkj- eax ljdkjh flaesV dla feG.kkj\ ik;kHkj.kh lq: >kyh- [kqY;k cktkjkrY;k flesaVe/;s dke ?ksr gksrks- dk; Ogk;pa rs OgÅ |k] i.k nknk yksdkaP;k ik;k iMk;ps ukgh gs Bjysya- rkyqD;kph] ftYg;kph dkea rhu fnolkr Ogk;ph] ij xkoxzkeiapk;rph dkxna feGk;k rhu efgus ykxk;ps- larki Ogk;p] i.k gkrh dkghp ulY;kua dkghp djrk ;k;pa ukgh---

r dk;\ xkoph cMh eaMGh ,dkyk cykowu lHkkln d:u ?ksrya vkf.k xkokr nenkVh d:u fcufojks/k iapk;r fuoM dsyh- lHkk cksykowu Eg.krks] ^xksjHkkbZuks vkiukryk ,d] rwdM;kdjrk rkVk[kkypk ekatj >kyk;- Ogow |k- áks lekt nq”Vkyk dk; djk;pa R;s lkaxU;kdjrk cykoua >kya;- áks nslkps orunkj [kjs vkigwu gkoksr] ij ás yksd vkiukyk xqykeklkjda okxoR;kr- vku~ vkukrys lektyk [kÏ;kr usukjs R;ssapa ,sdwu lektkp uqdlku djR;kr- ij H;kap Ugk;- vkiu lkjs ,dtqVhau vkiukdrkZ >Vw ;sG iMY;kau ejk;k u ekjk;kch r;kj Ogk;k QkbZts-*

^vkt rs vkiukrwu R;saph HkkrMh mpywu ik; pkVk; tkr vlR;ky R;sayk tko |k- R;s ‘ksiwV gyoukjs dq=s ^R;q eUya dh oja vu~ gkM eUya dh ija* OgR;kr- ts vkiwu yksdkap dke djr Ugk; R;k iaP;kroj r vkiwu yksdkap HkbZLdkj gk;p] ij áks dq«;kbZpa dk; djkoa áks iz’u rqekQqaMa gk;-*

Ukuw ukbZd Eg.krks] ^eyk ts dGra; R;s rqekLuh lkaxrks;] R;suyk ^dkGk* xksVkpk Qk;nk nkoyk Qk;ts- vkiwu eUrko dh]

^ikpsekbZ js.kw] ikpsekbZ [kk.kw ikpsekbZrh tkoa tsj ekFksekbZ ns.kw---* ikpHkkbZrwu ts Hkk;j tkR;kr R;kaP;k ekF;kr |k;k Qk;ts dk Ugk;\ vkiwu

dqaP;k fnl&;k dksVkZr tkukj gko- ásuyk áks ^catkjk gk;dksVZ* nkÅu Vkdw--- vkf.k lka&;kP;k VkG;k iMrkr- Bjko ,derkua eatwj gksÅu R;k

lektdaVdkoj okGirj iMrs- [kktksG;k dq«;kxr R;kph gkyr >kyh- /kksaM;k[kkyh gkr vkysya- R;kpkgh ukbykt gksrk-

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iapk;rhojP;k cfg”dkjkua cMh eaMGh [koGyh Ogrhp- Hkwfeiwtukau rj rGik;kph vkx vkdk’kkyk fHkMyh--- vu~ vkrk iapk;r esacjyk catkjk gk;dksVZ nkoys- vkx vkx Ogowu xsyh R;saph-

ekUla cksyr Ogrh- ^eBk ekyd Eg.kr gk; Egua] dksu ij|kid gk; R;s cxk;pa gk;- R;sua Eguyk; Egua xkokpa ikuh I;kpa UgkbZ- R;syk paxya--- dqaMkpa ikuh iktwr---*

vkf.k xzkeiapk;rvarxZr vlysY;k olaruxj rkaMk] bZ’ojuxj rkaMk] flrkuxj rkaMk] Qqyflaxuxj rkaMk o nqxkZuxj rkaMk ;k ikp rkaM;kaph Lora= xzkeiapk;r vfLrRokr ;sbZi;±r xzkeiapk;rhP;k ;sR;k fuoM.kqdhoj] xksjBk xzkeiapk;rhP;k dkjHkkjkoj cfg”dkj Vkd.;kph izfrKk rkaM;kojhy yksdkauh ?ksryh vlY;kps dGrs-

;klac/kh dk<ysY;k i=dkr EgVys vkg dh] rkaM;kph Lora= xzkeiapk;r Ogkoh v’kh ekx.kh xsyh ngk o”ksZ vkEgh djr vkgksr( ijarw vkeph ekx.kh v|ki ekU; dj.;kr vkysyh ukgh-

xsY;k ngk o”kkZr ykbZVps dksVs’ku Hk:ugh ;k rkaM;kauk ykbZV feGkysyh ukgh- uGiÍh o jks”k.kkbZ dj ek= ;k rkaM;kdMwu ljkZl olwy dj.;kr ;srks- ‘kklukP;k ,dkgh ;kstuspk xsY;k …‡ o”kkZr rkaM;kuk ykHk >kysyk ukgh- dsanz ‘kklukP;k rkaMsokMh fo|wr ;kstusvarxZr rkaM;klkBh Mh-ih- eatwj gksÅ o”kZ >kys- loZs gksÅu lgk efgus >kys- ijarq dsoG xzkeiapk;rhus dksVs’ku u HkjY;kewGs v|kigh rkaM;kauk ykbZV feGkysyh ukgh- ;k loZ vU;k;kP;k fu”ks/kkZr ojhyizek.ks xzkeiapk;r fuoM.kqdhoj cfg”dkj Vkd.;kpk fu.kZ; ?ks.;kr vkY;kps ;k i=dkr EgVys vkgs-

lk[kjapk dksVk ukuw ukbZd pkyor gksrk- ;sÅu tkÅu yksd <ksjkokljkP;k fpðhdjrk ispkr iMyh Ogrh- rjh bdMwu frdMwu nk[kys d:u fuHkor Ogrs- ,[kknk ;MiV xsykp rj R;kyk cMh eaMGh Eg.kr Ogrh] tk] rweP;k R;ks ij|kidkdMa tk- R;ks fpVh d:u nsR;ks tk- bra Ugk; rqeph xzkeiapk;r vkrk- rqeph iaP;kr fnÅu Vkdyh R;k ukuw ukbZdkyk u~ R;k ij|kidkyk- R;saP;kdMa tk- fpVh nsR;kr rwekLuh tk---*

^gkeh dk; dsyko ekyd\* ^R;saP;k dkxnkbZoj vaxBs nsrk u~ vtwd gkeh dk; dsyko Egurk Og;\ tk-

frdMp tk- rqeP;k iksjkLuh uodjh nsR;kr- rqekLuh dke nsR;kr- ljdkjh yksu nsR;kr] lats xka/kh fujk/kkj iSdk] jkstxkj gkehph dkea lkja nsR;kr- frdMap tk- ektykr HkkslMhps Ogk- Egk;r Ugk; vtwd rqekyk] >idk dGy---!

Vla dj.;kr ikolkGk u~ fgokGk tkÅu mUgkGk vkyk- f’k{k.kea=h lq/kkdjjko ukbZd ;kapk nkSjk--- MkWDVj& baftfuvjyk xsysY;k iksjkapk mejhyk lRdkj Ogrk- cjk >kyk- cMh eaMgh ekx.;kpa fuosnu nsrkr- R;kryh ,d ekx.kh] gkeP;k xkokHkorkyh HkVD;k&foewDrkaph [kwi oLrh vkgs- R;kaP;k f’k{k.kkph lks; Eg.kwu vkEgkyk eaf=egkn;kauh ,d vkJe’kkGk eatwj djkoh-*

dqByhp ekx.kh eatwj u djrk eaf=egkn; Eg.kkys] ^;k Hkkxkr tsFks nksu’ks yksdla[;sph oLrh vlsy frFks ,d ljdkjh ‘kkGk fnyh tkbZy---*

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vkenj egk’k;kauh Hkk”k.kkrwu xksjxfjckfo”k;h cjkp dGoGk odyk Ogrk- Lor%ek= ekyd Eg.kowu ?;kos u~ gwdqe’kkglkj[ks okxkos-

dk;Zdze laiyk- ea=h egkn; pgkikuklkBh MkW- jkBksMkaP;k ?kjh xsys- rsFks lkgscka’kh vkEgkyk cksyrk vkya-

dk;Zdzek lkgsckauk gkj ?kky.;klkBh fnysya vkeP;k lg- x`gfuekZ.k laLFkspa uko ;knhrwu oxG.;kr vkya Ogra] rj frFka lkgsckyk dla cksyrk vkya vlra\

f’k{k.kea=h MkW- jkBksMkaP;k ?kjkr tkÅu [kqphZoj clys- R;kaP;kcjkscj vkenkj fu ft-i- v/;{k Ogrs--- vkf.k yxksyx catkjk eaMGh ?kqlyh- ukuw ukbZdkua

xzkeiapk;rhpa fuosnu fnya- vkf.k eh mHka jkgwu nksu ‘kCn cksyw |k;ph ijokuxh ekxrks- rso<;kr catkjk eaMGh ,dne ekydkP;k Hkhrhau udkj?kaVk oktorkr- eh cksyk;yk mBwu mHkk- ukbZd Eg.krkr] ^cksyw |k R;kyk- cksyk-*

ek>kh cksyk;yk lq:okr- vkenkj fu ft-i- v/;{k ekÖ;koj ,d djMh utj Vkdwu rh [kkyh f[kGorkr- ^ekufu; eaf=egksn; vkf.k fe=gks] vkiY;kyk ts fuosn.k ns.;kr vkya; R;kpk FkksMD;kr lkj Eg.kts vkenkj lkgsckaP;k xkoakrxZr ts ikp rkaMs vkgsr] R;kaph yksdla[;k ckjk’ks vkgs- ikp’ks yksdla[;k vlsy rj Lora= xzkeiapk;r gksÅ ‘kdrs- rla ;k rkaM;kph ƒ‹‰‡ yk Lora= xV xzkeiapk;r >kyh gksrh- foHkktu gks.;kiwohZ vk.khck.khr dqBs dk; dG fQjyh dq.kkl BkÅd] iqUgk xV xzkeiapkr xkokr foyhu >kyh----

ns’kkyk Lokra«; feGkya;( i.k [k&;k vFkkZus ;k yksdkauk Lora= djk;pa vlsy rj ;k yksdkaph Lora= xzkiapk;rph gh th ekx.kh vkgs] rh ekU; >kyh ikfgts- R;klkBh loZ rkaM;ke/kwu ;ko”khZ xzkeiapk;r fuoM.kqdhoj cfg”dkj Vkdyk gksrk- Lora= xzkeiapk;rheqGs R;kaph tUekph xqykexhjh ukgh’kh gks.kkj vkgs---

vkiY;k leksj lacf/kr lRrk/kkjh iq<kjh clysr- R;kauh tj gs dkukoj ?ksrya rj dke vf/kd yodj gksbZy---* cksywu clyks-

ukbZd] fuoM.kwd >kyh dk fopkjrkr- vkenkj ^>kyh* Eg.krkr- eqacbZyk dsOgk ;s.kj \* nqljk iz’u ] ^lkseokjh mRrj- nksupkj fnolkpk vo/kh frFks c?kw – mBwu fu?krkr- rso<;kr clk clk pkg ;srks;* vla MkW jkBksM Eg.krkr- v/kkZ di ?ksrks-lkgsckaP;k xfHkZrkFkZ cksy.;kpk efFkrkFkZ vkiwydhpk ns[kkok gksrk] dh c?kwu ?;k;ph lqIr /kedh gksrh nso tk.ks ek= pkaxya cf?krya R;kauh eyk R;k fno’kh-

mUgkG;kph lqV~Vh lair vkysyh- ;sj>kjs ek: ek:u ftYgk dk;Zdkjh vfHk;ark lkgscakuk HksVw HksVw LVªhV ykbZVpa dke yodj Ogkoa Eg.kqu iz;Ru dsY;kua yks[kaMh iksy ;sÅu iMr Ogrs- ;kphgh dFkk vkgs-

eukr ukuk izdkjkP;k ‘kadk okoVGhpa fo:i /kkj.k d:u eukyk cSpsu djhr- ifgya dkssVs’ku ljiapkua gkjokY;kap lkafxry- nqlja dksVs’ku HkjY;k tkra- cMh eaMGh QekZors] ^dke >ViV Ogk;k Qk;ts-* esacj ukuw ukbZdkP;k rkaM;kpk vlrks esacjkP;k xYyhr V;qc ra ukuw ukbZdkaP;k xYyhr xksGs---

vk.k[kh iz;Ru Eg.kwu ys[kh i= fnyks rj mYVk vFkZ- R;kph ,d izr ljiapkyk- okpwu ljiapkP;k rGik;kph vkx eLrdkyk p<rs- Eg.krks] ^E;k vusd lkslkVhpk psjeu vku áks eyk use f’kdorks- vla djk u~ rla djk- E;k IykWV f?kÅu raM;kr bÅu &gkow Og;\ cxrks R;k iz|kidkph- vu~ rqeh cka/kkj raM;kr ?kja- dla cka/kw nsr

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Ugk; R;s E;k cxrks- raM;krua gkdywu nsbZup] ij ukansMkrwu gkdywu nsbZu- xqeku &gk Egwu lkax ja jkenkl rqeP;k iz|idkyk- Ugk; r cx Egukoa---*

lcflMh feGok;k iz;Rukaph ijkdk”Bk pkyysyh- izFke Js.kh lektdY;k.k vf/kdkjh ifgY;k o”khZ mMowu ykoyk- ^;k ctsVe/;s rqEgkyk eatwj gks.kkj ukgh-

^pkj rkaM;kapk vkGk vu~ ck;dkapk cksGk* vla gs fg.ko.ka- okVra] nql&;kyk nks”k ns.;kis{kk vki.kp vkiys nq’eu vkgksr- vkiY;k

fodklkyk vkiy;krysp egkeq[kZ vMlj Bjrkr- iz’u iMrks] bFkY;k fodklkP;k izR;sd dkekr vMFkGk vk.kqu ?kk.kjMs jktdkj.k dj.kk&;k usR;kauk usrs Eg.kkos dk;\ lektkyk iq<s U;k;ph R;kaph yk;dh t:j riklyh ikfgts-

?kjk?kjkr HkkaM.k] xkorY;k xkor HkkaM.k] xkokxkokr HkkaM.k ykowu Hkdklrk fuekZ.k dj.kk&;k usR;kauk rkanGkrY;k [kkM;klkj[ka ospya ikfgts--- i.k R;kvxksnj letk&lektkr vkgsr- vkiY;kyk vxksnj R;kaP;k’khp y<.;kr rkdn [kphZ ?kkykoh ykx.ka gs lektkpa Qkj eksBa nq%[k vkgs-

gk fodklkpk y<k Eg.kts ,d ‘kkar pkyysyk la?k”kZ vkgs- fodklkps can njokts BksBko.;klkBh Lokra«;] lerk] U;k;] furh] gDd gh eqY;s mjk’kh ckGxwu ‘kkarrk vkanksyu pkyw Bsoya ikfgts- jku>kMhr olysY;k HkkjrklkBh xrkuqxrkiklwu can vlysys njokts m?kMw] gk vkRefoÜokl nkaMxk vkgs!