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1' mdrd§ifha iSudj ----------------------------- 07

2' úlis; ñ,dkh ------------------------------ 11

3' cjksld ke;s kdv.u ----------------------- 14

4' iskyfiñka je<mSu ------------------------- 16

5' ÈjH f,dalhg hdno wmdh ------------------ 18

6' uu;ajfha fonEhka -------------------------- 21

7' uu;ajfha igk ------------------------------ 22

8' ke;s uu -------------------------------------- 27

9' ;djld,sl jQ iodld,sl;ajh --------------- 30

10' iem-ÿla isyskh ------------------------------ 32

11' olsk ySkh olskak -------------------------- 35

12' msßmqka levm; ------------------------------- 38

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1' mdrd§ifha iSudj Ndjkdj" wmj /f.k hkjd" wm isákd ;ekska jvd;a hym;a jQ;a" iekis,sodhl jQ;a" tfukau wdf,dalu;a jQ;a ia:dkhlg' wo wm isákafka iïmQ¾Kfhkau wdf,dalu;a jQ" tfukau iïmQ¾Kfhkau iekis<sodhl jQ" imqrdu hym;a jQ ;ekl fkdfjhs' th tfia kï" tkï wm isákafka b÷rdu hym;a jQ;a imqrdu iekis,sodhl jQ;a" iïmQ¾Kfhkau m%NdIajr jQ;a" Ôú;hl kï" l=ugo wmg Ndjkdjla@ fndfyda jQ iqkaor foaj,a" hym;a yd jdikdjka; wjia:d wm yeufokdf.au Ôú; jgd tl;= ù ;sfnkjd' kuq;a ta ish,af,au iSudjla wm w;a olskjd' ta iSudj ;=< yeufohlau iemhs' yeu fofklau;a fydohs' kuq;a ta iSudfjka tyd" wm w;aolskjd lsishï wiykhla" lsishï mSvkhla" lsishï ÿlla' tla;rd iSudjla ;=<" ÿlla ke;s" mSvkhla ke;s" wiykhlska f;dr Ôú;hla" .Dy Ôú;hla" mjq,a Ôú;hla" jD;a;Sh Ôú;hla iy iudc Ôú;hla wm .; lrkjd' tla;rd uÜgulg" tla;rd wxYlhlg" ta iSudj" ta jeg we;=<; ÿlla keye' ÿlla ke;s ÿrla" ÿlla ke;s iSudjla" ÿlla ke;s lsishï udhsula" wmg i<l=Kq lr .kakg mq¿jka' t;kg tk;=re ÿlla keye' ±ka YdÍßlj ne¨j;a" úúO jQ YdÍßl iqjhka wm yeu fokdu w;a olskjd' kuq;a lsishï iSudjla we;=<;hs' ta iSudfjka tydg .sh úgu" wkak ta iemla jq YÍrh ksidu wm ÿla ú¢kak mgka .kakjd' WodyrKhla fia ksfrda.Slu .;af;d;a" ksfrda.Slu lshk iSudj we;=<; lh fydohs" myiqhs" ieye,a¨hs' jev lrkak mq¿jka' wdydr .kak mq¿jka' ksod.kak mq¿jka' lS%vd

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l< yelshs' tl bßhõjl jdä ù bkak mq¿jka' kuq;a" ta ksfrda.Slu keue;s udhsu ì| jegqKq iekskau" frda.S jQ iekskau" fï ish,a, lKmsg fmrf<kjd' kskao hkafk keye' wdydr Èrjkafk keye' weÕg yß wudrehs' jev lrkak neye' fi,a,ï lrkak neye' t;kg tk;=re ;uhs fï ldhsl iem yd hym; ;sfnkafk' bka tyd th iïmQ¾Kfhkau m%;súreoaO w;a±lSula' t;fldg fï jeg" fï udhsu" fï r;= br YÍrhg muKla fkfjhs" ksfrda.S lug ú;rla fkfjhs" iSudfjkafk' yeu foagu wod<hs' ñ;%;ajh .ek ne¨j;a tla;rd ;eklg meñfKk ;=re ñ;%;ajh yß fydohs' ñ;%;ajh wjYHhs' ñ;%;ajh ksid f,dl= iekis,a,la yd wdrlaIdjla ,efnkjd' yenehs ta r;= br mekak iekskau ta ñ;%;ajh ;jÿrg;a iemla fjkafk keye' ;j ÿrg;a thska wdrlaIdjla ,efnkafk;a keye' thu ÿlla fjkjd' ta iem ÿlla njg yerfjk" hym; whym;la fjk" iykh wiykhla njg m;afjk" i;=g wi;=g lrd mßj¾;kh fjk fï jeg" fï udhsu" fï md,u fld;eko lshd wm okafk;a keye ksielju' tfiau l=uk fudfyd;l Wvqhál=re fjhso lshd okafk;a keye' tmuKla fkdfjhs' fld;klÈ isÿ fjhso lshd okafk;a keye' fln÷ wdldrhlg fjhso lshd okafk;a keye' fuh tla m%n,u fkd±kqj;a njla" wm okak foaj,a fndfyduhla ;sfnkjd" wfma ±kqu .ek ú.%yhla lf<d;a" úYaf,aIKhla lf<d;a uyd nrm;, ±kqula" f,dl= l=vd yeu fokdgu ;sfnkjd' úfYaIfhka wo úúO jQ úIhka ms<snoj" úúO jQ Ydia;%hka" Ys,amhka" l,djka ms<sn|j" fmd;a .Kkdjla

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,sj yels" ±kqï iïNdrhla' ta ish¿u [dKh" ta ish¿u ±kqu" ta ish¿u mdKaä;ajh" iu. b;du nrm;, fkd±kqj;a Ndjhl=;a wm ieu fokdu ;=< ;sfnkjd' th ish¿u úIhka taldf,dal lrk ±kqu" fkd±kqula njg m;a ù wkaOldrh njg m;alrjk uyd fkd±kqula' iemehs-ÿlhs udre fjk ta .%ypdrh fld;eklÈo" l=uk fudfyd;lo" ljr wdldrhlg fjhso@ fu;k wkdjelshla lshkak neß ;ekla' wkdjels lsjyels yelshdjla ;sfnkjd lshkjdfka" úoHdjg" ld<.=Kh .ek wkdjels lshkak mq¿jka lshkjd' wyi .ek" uqyqo .ek" f.dvìï .ek" iq<. .ek" .s‚lÿ .ek' ta jf.au YÍrh .ek wkdjels lshkak mq¿jka lshkjd ffjoH úoHdjg' tfiau ;j;a .=ma; Ydia;% ;sfnkjd wkdjels lsj yels' kuq;a fï ish,a, kj;sk ;ekla ;sfhkjd' fï ish¿u [dKhka" fï ish¿u ±kqu fkd±kqula njg yerfjk ;ekla ;sfnkjd' ta fld;eko@ iem ÿl lshk l:dkaorfhaÈ' ±ka fudku úoHdjlgj;a fudku Ydia;%hlgj;a" .=ma; fõjd" m%lg fõjd" fudku Ydia;%hlgj;a lshkak neye" iem iemla fia fldmuK fõ,djla ;sfíúo@ iem iemla fia fldmuK ld,hla mj;Súo@ iem iemla fia fld;kg hk;=re Tn;a iu. /f|aúo@ fu .ek ldf.kaj;a wkdjelshla wmg wykakg neye' Tn fldmuK ld,hla i;=áka b£úo@ lsisu úoHdjlg ta ms<snoj Tng wkdjelshla lshkak neye' lsisu Ydia;% lrefjl=g ta ldrKh ms<sno fudku úoHdjlskaj;a" fudku .=ma; Ydia;%hlskaj;a wmj ±kqj;a lrkakg;a neye' fï ish¿u úoHdjka iy Ydia;%hka iem-ÿl ms<sn| l;dkaorfha§ mj;skafka wkaOldrhl' fkdokakd njl'

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ta ksid ta úoHdjkaa" Ydia;%hka" iem-ÿl .ek l;d lrkakg hkafka keye' lsisu úoHdjla fl,skau iem ÿl .ek l;d lrkafka keye' fN!;sl úoHdj fõjd" Ôj úoHdj fõjd fjk;a úoHdjla fõjd iem ÿl .ek l:d lrkafka keye' ta jf.au wksl=;a Ydia;%;a iem ÿl .ek l:d lrkafka keye' fl,skau l:d lrkafka keye' yenehs" jl%j flfkl= iefmka isákafka fudk ldrKd Wvo" fudk idOl Wvo" wkak ta idOl j, wxY= ud;%hkaa .ek l;d lrkjd' tajd fjkia jQ úg fyd| ld,hla meñfKhs' krl ld,hla ths' tfia mjikjd' yenehs lshkak neye fukak fï ojfia isg fukak fï fydardj f;la i;=áka bkakjd' fï uqyq¾;sfha isg B<. wjia:dj olajd wi;=áka bkakjd' fu;ek isg isákafka fldamfhka' ta fldamh fumuK ld,hla ;sfnkjd' wk;=rej miq;eùula tkjd' miq;eùu udihla ;sfhkjd' ldgo lshkak mq¿jka@ ldgo ta ms<sno úoHdkql+,j fyda wúoHdkql+, wkdjelshla lshkak mq¿jka@ neye" ta ksid T¿jla ;sfnk flfkl= tn÷ wkdjels lshkak hkafk;a keye" fï ldrKh" tkï fyd|hs" ,iaikhs" iqkaorhs" lshk ÈjH f,dalhla fyda wdl¾IKh jk w;a±lSula mj;skafka wm fkdokakd iSudjla we;=f<a' ta iSudj fld;eko lshd wm okafka ke;s kuq;a" iSudjla ;sfnkjd' th wm okakjdo-keoao hkak jeo.;a keye' isudjla ;sfhkjd'

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2' úlis; ñ,dkh ´kEu u,la mrù hk ojila tkjd' wm fkdokakjd úh yelshs' wm ys;kjd fï msmS ;sfnk" ,iaaikg úlis; ù ;sfnk fï l=iqu" fï u," fï mqIamh" i;shla ;sfhhs' udihla ;sfhhs' wm n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd' wfma n,dfmdfrd;a;= fldfydu jQj;a th mrù hkjd' ta mrùu hk iajNdjh tu úlis; ùu ;=<u ieÕù isákjd' fjk fld;eklska j;a tkafk keye' yeu úlis; ùulau ñ,sk ùulskqhs ksud fjkafk' úlis; ùula úlis; ùula fia" iqmqIams; ùula" iqmqIams; ùula fiau" wo;a fyg;a ljo;a ioygu ;sfhkafk keye" th tfia ;sìh hq;= hehs lsishï is;la wfmalaId lrkakg bv ;sfnkjd' ta wfmalaIdj" wfmalaIdjla muKhs' l=ula wfmalaId l<;a yeu úlis; ùula iu.u mrùul=;a isÿ fjkjd' msfmkafka u,la fldhs fudfyd;lo" mrfjkak mgka.kafk fldhs fudfyd;lo fujd yßhg brla we| lshkak neye' fuh isÿùï folla fkdj tlu isÿùula' wm ;uhs tlu isÿùu folg fnod isÿùï folla f,i olskak n,kafka' msfmkjd" mrfjkjd isÿùï follao@ kE fu;k jkafk tl isÿùula' ta isÿùu tlla f,i wmg fmkafk ke;af; wehs@ tl fldgilg wm leu;s ksid' fuys tla wÈhrlska wm i;=gq jk ksid' tla lene,a,lg wm wef<k ksid' iy wks;a fldgig wm wlue;s jk ksid' wks;a fldgiska wm wi;=gg m;a jk ksid iy .efgk ksid' túg fï tlu isÿùu" we,Su yd .eàu ksid isÿùï folla wldrfhka wmg fmakjd' ´ku ldrKhla wrf.k n,kak' we;af;a talSh njla" oaú;ajhla keye' kuq;a ta

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talSh ixisoaêh folg m,kjd' yßhg fmd,a f.ähla folv l<úg nE folla yefokjd' tuksid wm lshkjd nE follskqhs fmd,a f.ähla yefokafka' kE fmd,a f.äh nE follska fkfuhs ye§ ;sfnkafka' fmd,a f.äh lshkafk tlla' th wm úiskqhs ±ka nE folla njg m;a lrkq ,enqfõ' tfiau tlu isÿùula foi wm we,Sfuka n,k úg§;a" .eàfuka n,k úg§;a" isÿùï folla f,i fmakjd' we,Sfuka n,k flkdguhs" .efgk isÿùul=;a w;aolskak isÿfjkafk' tkï we,Sfuka hula úkaokh lr .eàulska f;drj wdmiq tafï yelshdjla keye' tfyu mq¿jka kï fyd|hs' wdYdj ú;rlau ysf;a ;shdf.k" ;Kaydj muKlau fmrgq lrf.k Ôj;a fjkag mq¿jkakï fydohs' fjk lsisu yeÕSulska f;drj" fndfyda úg wdYdj flfkl=j i;=gg m;a lrkjd' kuq;a ta lsisu wdYdjlg neye ioygu i;=gq lrkak' wdYdfjka hk flkd oafõYfhkqhs wdmiq tkafka' fï fol tlg hkafk' we,Su flfkl=j i;=gg m;a lrk úg" ta iu.u wi;=g;a ys;g tkj' fudlo" ta ;uka wdYd l, foa ta úÈyg È.gu fkd;sfnk ksid' ±ka fuh wm ljqre;a okakd fohla' iuia; isÿùul mqxÑ fldgilg wm wdYd lrkj' yenehs ta isoaêh t;ku kej;S ;sfhkafk keye' th È.ska È.gu fjkia fjù" fjkia fjù hkjd' t;kÈ wkak ;ukag wjYH f,i fkdmj;sk l,ays" thska ;ukaa ú¢kjd' ;ukag ßfokj' wmg wjYH úÈyg" wm wdYd lrk úÈyg" m%d¾:kd lrk yd n,dfmdfrd;a;= jk wdldrhg" ta mqoa.,hd bkakjdkï fyd|hs' bkakjdkï i;=gqhs' wm ys;kjd tfyu ;uhs ta ;eke;a;d isáh hq;= lshd' Tn yß hym;a flfkla" Tn yß

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fydo flfkla" wm fï molalï mqoa.,hskag m<ojkafka wmf.a i;=g yd we,Su úiskqhs' fyd| flfkl== lshk molalu wm m<ojkafka" ;ukag ´k úÈyg bkakjkï' wmg ´k úÈyg bkak flfkl=ghs" wm lshkafk fydo flfkla lshd' ta iSudfjka tydg ta mqoa.,hd .sh .uka" wr molalu" wdmyq wm f.k fjk;a molalula m<|jkj' ±ka krl flfkla" ula ksido@ wr fyd|hs lshk fldg wmg i;=gqhs' wmg wjYH mßÈ" wm ys;k úÈyg" wm idod.kakd ld,igyklg kHdh m;%hlg wkqj" wks;a ;eke;a;d Ôj;a jk l,ays" wmf.a is; i;=gqhs¡ tfia wm i;=gq jkafka wr mqoa.,hd ksid fkdfjhs' wmf.a wdYdj t;kska bIag fjk ksid' yod .;a n,dfmdrd;a;= iy yod.;a rduq ksihs" wm i;=gq jkafk' wr mqoa.,hdf.a lsisu iïnkaOhla keye wfma i;=gg' zzmqoa.,hdZZ lshk flkd fjkia fjkj' ´kElñkq;a fjkia fjkj' fkdys;;a fjkia fjkj' mßirh ksid fjkia fjkj' /lshdj ksid fjkia fjkj' jhi ksid fjkia fjkj' l¾uh ksid fjkia fjkj' fï ljr fyda fya;=jla u; wm yod.;a fldgqfjka" jefgka tydg ta mqoa.,hd hkjd' wmf.a iSudj ;=< isák ;=re fyd|hs' t;kska tydg .sh .ukau wmg ßfokjd' wm wi;=gg m;afjkj' wi;=gg m;a jQ .ukau wfma ysf;a .eàula" fkdßiaiqï njla" wukdmhla tkj' fï ;uhs idudkHfhka wm wmgu lr .kak foh' l=ulao@ wdYdj ksid wm i;=gq fjkj" B<.g ta i;=g" wi;=gla njg m;a fjkj' túg wm .efgkj' we,Su mqoa.,fhl=j i;==gg m;a lrk úg t;kska kj;skak neye' wi;=gl=;a tkj' wi;=g ksid .efgkj' uq,hs w.hs ;sfhkafk we,Suhs" .eàuhs' ta fol

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ueo i;=ghs wi;=ghs ;sfnkj' i;=g yd wi;=g fol" folla úÈygfka wmg fmakafk' isÿùï folla" m%;sl%shd folla" ye.Sï folla' yenehs fï i;=g yd wi;=g mj;skafka;a iSudjla ;=<hs' fudk iSudj ;=<o@ we,Su yd .eàu lshk jryka fol ;=< muKhs i;=g yd wi;=g j,x.= jkafk' fyd|-krl fol hym;-whym;" fï ish,a, j,x.= jkafka we,Su yd .eàu lshk jryka fol ;=<' t;fldg fï jryka fol whska l< .ukau Th ye.Sï folu w;=reoyka fjkj' talSh isoaêhla njg m;a fjkj' n,df.k bkak mq¿jka' fld<" o¿" ú;rla ;sfhk .yla Èyd n,df.k bkak mq¿jka' fmdfydÜgqjla ta .fyka t<shg tkj olskak mq¿jka' ta l%ufhka l%ufhka l%ufhka fudaÿ jk yeá" msfmk yeá" mSfok yeá n,kak mq¿jka' ,iaik fjk yeá" È,sfik yeá" wk;=rej wj¾K jk yeá" ÿ¾j¾K fjk yeá" yelsf,k yeá" ue,ù hk yeá olskak mq¿jka' ta;a ljoao mgka .kafk lsh, lshkak neye' talSh isÿùula" ljoao bjr fjkafk lshkak;a neye" u,la msfmkak mgka.;af; iy mrfjkak mgka.;af; ljoo lshkakg neye'

3' cjksld ke;s kdv.u fï iuia: isÿùu Èydu n,df.k bkakg mq¿jkakï" fuys fldgilg wef,kafk;a ke;sj" fldgilska i;=gq fjkafk;a ke;sj" túg B<. cjksldfõ§ .efgkafka ke;sj bkak mq¿jkaa' B<. cjksldfõ§ ÿlaa fjkafk;a ke;sj bkakg

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mq¿jkaa' t;fldg fï tlu kdgHla' tlu kdgHlhs cjksld lSmhla olskafk' úúO jQ cjksld úÈyg rÕmdkafk" tlu is;=jula" tlu is;=jï mghla" Ñ;%mg .Kkdjla fkfuhs' wm Ôú;h mqrd n,kafka fï tlu Ñ;%mghla" tlu kdv.ula" tlu kdgHhla' th wm fnodf.k ;sfhkj" m<fjks cjksldj" fofjks cjksldj" ;=kafjks cjksldj" fï úÈyg' fukak wjidk cjksldj' ±ka fï cjksld l:dkaorh whska lr ne¨fjd;a fmakafk tlu kdgHla' Ôú;h keue;s kdv.u olskak mq¿jka" Ôú;h keue;s is;=jï mgh" f,dalh keue;s uyd Ñ;%mgh" n,kag mq¿jka' t;k keye cjksld fn§ula' fuu fn§u mgq udkisl ,ËKhla' mqxÑ is;a ;uhs" f,dalh lE,s lE,s j,g fnokafk' isÿùu mqxÑ mqxÑ wxY= j,g fnokafk mqxÑ is;a' t;fldg is;la mqxÑ kï" is;la mgq kï" is;la ;ukau yod.;a ixl,am yd ks.uk tfukau úksIaphka ;=< fldgq ù kï" wkak tfyu is;a ;uhs mqoa.,hkaj fnokafka' ;ukq;a fnokj" ;ukaf. YÍrh;a fnokj' wd ±ka fu YÍrh ksfrda.shs' ±ka fï Yßrh ;reKhs' fndfydu Yla;su;a' ±ka kï YÍrh f,v fj,d' ±ka YÍrh jhig .sys,a,' ±ka Wfoa' ±ka oj,a' ±ka yji' fï ?' fydohs-krlhs" ,iaikhs-le;hs" fufia yeu fudfyd;lu wr mqxÑ is;a" f,dalh fnokj" mqxÑ mqxÑ fldgiaj,g' mqxÑ mqxÑ cjksldj,g' m%dfhda.slj fnokak fjk wjia:d ;sfhkak mq¿jka' kuq;a m%dfhda.slj wjYH jQK;a ke;;a" wdYdj úiska fï iuia: uyd Ôú;h keue;s kdv.u mqxÑ mqxÑ cjksldj,g fnokjd" fïjd cjksld úÈyghs rÕ olajkafk'

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iqLdka;hka uqK .efykafk" fYdaldka;hka uqK .efykafk t;ekÈuhs' tfia fkdue;skï fuys we;af;a tlu .,d hEula' .x.djla .ek;a wm lshkjd' W,am;a" l÷ uqÿka" Èh we,a," uy uqyqo' W,am;lska .,df.k tkjd mqqxÑ Èh oyrdjla" th mqxÑ we,la" fod,la ù .,df.k tkjd ±ka W,am; lshkafk keye' ±ka lshkafk we,la lshd" Èh oyrdjla lshd" fod,la lshd' bka miq Èh we,a,la njg m;aj lkaolska m,af,ydg weo f.k jefgkjd' W,am; lshkafk;a keye" fod,la lshkafk;a keye" Èh oyrdjla lshkafk;a keye' ±ka lshkj Èh we,a,la' wk;=rej .x.djla' Bg;a miqj Tkak uy uqyqog' t;kska bjrhs lshd is;kjd' fu;k ;sfhkafk tlu .,d f.k hEula' fï iuia: .,df.k hEu olskak mq¿jka kï fuys fldgilg wef,kafk;a keye' fldgilg wef,kafk ke;s úg wks;a cjksldj,È ÿla ú¢kafk ke;=j bkak mq¿jka' thhs ymkalu'

4' iskyfiñka je<mSu Ôú;h keue;s fmd,a f.äfha tla fmd,a nEjlg wef,k úg wfkla nEh ÿlla fjkj' fuh fjka lrkak neye' Th lsisu isÿùula fjka lrkak neye' fudlo fu;k folla ke;s ksid' Wm;hs-urKhhs folla fkfuhs úlis; úuhs-mr úuhs lshkafk folla fkfuhs' WoEik-iji lshkafk folla fkfuhs' fïjd folla úÈyg Ndr.kak hk úghs" tllg wef,kafk;a wfklg .efgkafk;a' yßhg wdYajdi m%dYajdi jf.a' th;a folla úÈyg ;uhs wmg ys;kafk' yqiau .kakjd"

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th tlla" msglrkjd ;j tlla' kuq;a yqiau lshkafk fï wdYajdi-m%dYajdi foflau tl;=jlg' t;fldg yqiau lshkafk tlla' wm th follg fnokj" we;=,aùu-msgùu" wdYajdi ùu - m%dYajdi ùu' Th wdkdmdk i;s Ndjkdfõ wdrïNh' fldfydu jqk;a isysh ÈhqKq fjkfldg" wjOdkh uqjy;a fjkúg" fuh tlu .,dhEula fia fmfkkak mgka .kakj' talSh isÿùula jl%hla fia' yqiau ú;rla fkfuhs" yeu fohlau" wm lshkj is;=ú,a,la tkj' ta wd is;=ú,a, hkj' fu;k tfyu is;=ú,s taula" hEula keye' tlu jl%hla" yßhg mD:úh iQ¾Hhd jfÜ lerflkjd jf.a' fuys wdrïNh fld;eko@ wjidkh fld;eko@ tfyu wdrïNhla wjidkhla lshkak neye' fuh yqÿ lrleùula' yqÿ .,df.k hEula" yqÿ meje;aula" t;fldg fï iuia: meje;aju olskak ,efnkj Ndjkdfjka' tf;la wm olskafk mqxÑ mqxÑ fldgia" mqxÑ mqxÑ isÿùï' wm uy f,dl=jg .kafk" wdfõ. we;s lr .kafk fï iuia: isÿùfï mqxÑ fldgilg' uq¿ isoaêhu ±lafld;a t;k w~kak foal=;a keye' yskdfjkak foal=;a keye' w~kafk;a isskdfikafk;a iuia:h ±l fkfjhs' isÿùul mqxÑ lene,a,la ±l" mqxÑ fldgilg wm w~kj' taksid wm yeuodu w~kafk keye' ta mqxÑ fldgi ;sfnk ;=re muKhs w~kafk' B<Õ cjksldj fõÈldjg iïm%dma; jQ .ukau weéu bjrhs' nh fjkj' Mfia nh fjkafk;a ;j;a mqxÑ lE,a,lg' ta fldgi;a fõÈldfjka iuq.;a miq nh keye' ±ka iuyrúg ;sfnkafk B¾IHdj' tla ojila wr f.k n,kak' tla ojila ;=<" wjÈfhka isák tl

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meh 10" 12" 15" 18" ;=< cjksld lShla kï Tn w;aolskjdo@ isÿùï lShlg kï Tn uqyqK fokjdo@ isÿùfuka isÿùug" fldmuK ye.Sï yd wdfõ. we;slr .kakjdo@ lS jdrhla kï i;=gq fjkjdo@ lS jdrhla kï ÿla fjkjdo@

5' ÈjH f,dalhg hdno wmdh l<HdK ñ;%jreks" fï úÈyg mq¿,aj Ôú;h Èyd n,kakg neß ksid" tla úgl wms olskjd Ôú;h ÈjHf,dalhla fia' ke;skï wmg fmakjd Ôú;h wmdhla fia' ieneúkau Ôú;h lshkafk ÈjH f,dalhlaj;a" wmdhlaj;a fkdfõ' yenehs i;=gqodhl mqxÑ isÿúula" i;=gqodhl l=vd isÿùula f,dl=jg w,a,f.k Ôú;h ÈjHf,dalhla f,i wdvïnrfhka ndr .kakjd' ta jf.au mqxÑ wi;=gqodhl isÿùula uy furla fia nrla lrf.k wmdhla w;a olskjd' ta wjia:dfõ ta ;eke;a;dg Ôú;h wmdhla' i;=gq fjk flkdg" i;=gqfjk fudfydf;a" Ôú;h ÈjHf,dalhla' ±ka ÈjHf,dalhhs" wmdhhs folu idfmalaIhs" i;=gg yd wi;=gg' ÈjHf,dalh úia;r lrkafk fndfydu i;=gqodhl ;ekla úÈyg' mdrd§ishla fka' Mfiau wi;=g ;sfnk ;ekla f,ifka wmdh úia;r flfrkafka' iïmQ¾Kfhkau ÿflka msreKq ;ekla úÈyg' ysf;a we;sjk ye.Sï foll" ndysr m%lafIamK folla muKhs ÈjHf,dalhhs" wmdhhs lshkafk' fï folu idfmaËhs' Tfí ys;g" Tfí i;=gg yd wi;=gg" i;=g úiska ÈjHf,dalhla ujkjd' wi;=g úiska ksrhla" wmdhla ujkjd' t;fldg fï ÈjHf,dalh yd

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wmdh ks¾udKh lf<a ljqo@ foúhkajykafia fkfuhs" hu rÊcqrefjda fkfuhs" ta ks¾udKh lf<a wdYdj yd oafõYh" we,Su yd .eàu" i;=g yd wi;=g' m%Yakh kï fuu i;=ghs wi;=ghs fol ioygu ;sfnk foaj,a fkfuhs' i¾jld,Sk i;=gla .ek ySk olskak wm ljqre;a leu;shs' kuq;a th ySkhlau muKhs" iodld,sl iem lshk foa yqÿ isyskhla muKlau njg iSud lrñka" fYdalckl cjksldjla Tn yd ud keue;s w÷re rÕuv,g meñfKkjd' rÕ ±lafjkak mgka .kakjd' t;k wr iodld,sl iemla .ek isysk ÿgq flkdg" ±ka woy.kak nE' fï ukqiaihdg l=ulao jqfKa@ fumuK l,a ;uka iu. fydÈka isáh flkdg fï fudlo jqfKa@ wehs ±ka fï l;d lrkafk ke;af;@ wehs ±ka yskdfjkafk ke;af;@ wehs ±ka ;ukaj w.h lrkafk ke;af;@ fumuK l,a fydog ;snqKq YÍrh wehs ±ka f,v fj,d@ riaidjg fudlo jqfKa@ fumuK l,a fydÈka lrd" yßu wdidfjka" kuq;a ±ka yß lrorhs' l=ulao fï md;ajQ fyKh' wmg woy.kak neye' wr wdidfjka ÈjHf,dalh keue;s isyskh ;=< ksodf.k isá flkdg wudrehs wjÈ fjkak' kuq;a wmg B<Õ isyskhg hkak fjkjd' l<HdK ñ;%jreks" Th yeu isyskhlau ;djld,slhs' iodld,sl ySk keye' ySk mjd ;djld,slhs' wm l=ulaao lr.kafka@ mqxÑ i;=gla ys;g ±fkk úgu" l=ula fyda uq,a lrf.k" ta uq,a lr.kafka l=ulao lshk ldrKh jeo.;a keye' iuyr úg foaY.=Kh jkakg mq¿jka' tfyu ke;akï ;ukaf.u ksfrda.Slu fjkag;a mq¿jka' ke;akï ndysr flfkl= jkag;a mq¿jka' flfia fyda ;uka ksid fyda" wkqka ksid fyda" fmdf<dj

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ksid fyda" wyi ksid fyda /lshdj ksid fyda Tkak wm i;=gla ú¢kj' th iemhs lshd wm lshkafka" wr ;ukag wjYH úÈyg" ;uka leu;s wdldrhg" ;uka n,dfmdfrd;a;= jQ wfmaËd l< iy m%d¾:kd l< rgdjgu ±ka Tkak kdv.u rÕ ±lafjkj' ta wjia:djghs i;=gqfjkafk' ;ukag ßis mßÈ Ôjk .x.dj ±ka .,df.k hkj' Tn reÑlrk wdldrhgu ±ka lrlefjkak mgka wrf.k ;sfnkafka' wkak ta fj,dfj ;uhs" ta fudfydf; ;uhs" fu iem lshk foa wm w;a olskafk' fyd|g n,kak ´kEu iemla" ;uka ksid fyda wkqka ksid fyda ú¢k yeu fudfyd;lu t;k uu;ajh ;sfhkj' uu;ajfhka f;drj Th iemhs lshk foh Tn ljodj;a w;a ±l ;sfnkjdo@ iem ú¢kafku ;ukag idfmaËj' ;ukaf. wdYdjkag idfmaËj iy ;uka ys;k úÈyg idfmaËj" ta ksid ksrfmaË iemla fyda ÿlla .ek l;dlrkak nE' uu;ajh whska lr iem fyda ÿl .ek wykak nye' wvqu .Kfk f;a j, iSks weoao lshk m%Yakhj;a wykak neye" ksrfmalaI úÈyg' ;ukag" fyda Tng idfmaËj iSkS weoao" uÈo" jeäo@ ksrfmaË m%YaKhla fkfuhs' fmdÿ m%YaKhla fkfuhs' fmdÿ úNd.hl§ wid ,l=Kq Èh yels m%YaKhla fkfuhs' fukak yß W;a;rh" fukak jerÈ W;a;rh" hkqfjka we.hSula l< fkdyelshs' lshkak mq¿jka foaj,a ;sfhkjd' tajd fm!oa.,sl keye' ±ka ,xldfõ È. m<, weyqfjd;a th mqoa.,hdf.ka mqoa.,hdg" idfmaË m%Yakhla fkfuhs' ta ksid ksjerÈ W;a;r ;sfnkafka tlhs' wo ljodo lshd wyqfjd;a ksjerÈ W;a;rh ;sfhkafka tlhs' th mqoa.,hdg idfmaË keye' ksrfmaË foaj,a' tajd uu;ajhg idfmAË keye'

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foaj,aj,g idfmaË fjkak mq¿jka' Èk o¾YKhg idfmaËhs" ;j fndfyda foaj,aj,g" uksk WmlrKj,g idfmaËhs' È. m<, lshk foa tn÷ idfmaË;djhla ;sfnkjd' kuq;a" uu;ajhg idfmaË keye' uu;ajhg idfmAË l=ulao" iem-ÿl fol" iemhs lshk yeu ;eklu zzuuZZ bkakjd' uu;ajh ;sfhkjd' ldgo iem@ zzugZZ'

6' uu;ajfha fonEhka ta zzuuZZ yeÈ,d ;sfhkafka fldfyduo lsh,;a n,kak mq¿jka' hula iemhs lshd lshkafka t;k n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla ;sfhkjd' ta úÈyg fjkak ´kE lshk n,dfmdfrd;a;=j ;sfhkjd' Bg l,ska tfia isÿ jQ wjia:dj, i;=gq ù ;sfnkjd' t;fldg w;S; we,Sï ál ;shkjd' w;S; w;a±lSï ;sfnkjd' w;S; u;lhka" t;fldg fï ish,a,f.kau ;uhs zzuuZZ yefokafk' Th ix{d-ixLdr foflka ;uhs uu yefokafka' t;fldg w;S; ix{djhs" ta lshkafk w;S; w;a±lSï ;sfhkjd' ta wkqj wm wkd.;hg n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd' w;S; w;a±lSïj,ska ;uhs wm okafk fuhhs iem' fï m%udKhg isks ±ïfud;a ;uhs f;a tl ry' th wm okafka flfiao@ w;S;fhka' ljodj;a w;S;fha f;a tlla î ke;skï iSks od," Th m%Yafkg fldfydug;a W;a;rhla fokak neye' weyqfjd;a iSks odkak o" yekaola odkako@ folla odkako@ lshkak neye' flfia ;snqfKd;ao ry fjkafka@ ys;kak neye" w;S;hg idfmalaIj" ta zzuuZZ bkafk w;S;fha' ±ka ´ku iemla wrka n,kak' m%d¾:kd

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lrk" n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjk" wfmaËd lrk ´ku iemla wrf.k n,kag' t;k w;S; zzufulaZZ bkakjd' w;S;fha iem úkao zzufulaZZ bkakjd' tfyu ke;akï w;S;fha ÿla úkao zzufulaZZ bkakjd' thd ta w;S;fha ÿla úkao zzuuZZ tu ÿl u;= tmd lshkjd' w;S;fha iem úkao zzuuZZ ta iem ´kE lshkjd' w;S;fha ÿla úkao zzuuZZ ta ÿl tmd lshkjd' túg fï yeu fudfyd;lu ´k lshkjd" ke;skï tmd lshkjd' ´k lshkafk ljqo@ wr w;S;fha iem úkao flkd' thdg iem h<s h<s;a wjYHhs' w;S;fha ÿla úkao flkd ta ÿl kej; kï tmd lshkjd' b;ska fï ´k luhs" tmd luhs folu msgqmi bkafk ljqo@ w;S; zzufulaZZ' j¾;udk zzufulaZZ fkfuhs' w;S; zzufulaZZ t;k bkafk" B<Õg wkd.; uful=;a bkakjd' ±ka wfmaËdjla ;sfhkjd' l=ulao@ fï úÈyg ´k' fï iem fï úÈyg ´k' fï ÿl fï úÈyg tmd' ´kE lSj;a tmd lSj;a n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla' ta ksihs ´k tmdlï folu ixLdrj,g odkafka' fï fol" ixialdr" n,dfmdfrd;a;=" wfmaËd' t;fldg wkd.; uful=;a bkakjd' tafl wkd.; uuhs-w;S; uuhs" ix{d" ixiaLdr fol tlg tl;= ù ;uhs fï j¾;udk zzuuZZ lshk tlaflkd yefokafk' tajdhska f;drj j¾;udk ufula keye'

7' uu;ajfha igk fuhhs fu;k we;s f,dl=u uq,dj' ke;skï O¾u;jh' ieneúkau j¾;udk zzufulaZZ keye' yenehs j¾;udk zzufulaZZ

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bkakjd jf.a wmg fmakjd' fmakafk l=ula ksido@ fï w;S;fhka .;a; nEjhs" wkd.;fhka .;a; nEjhs' fï nE fol tl;= fjk fldg" tl;= fjkafk fï fudfydf;a' b;ska fï fudfydf;a tlg tl;= jQ úg j¾;udk zzufulaZZ bkakj jf.a fmakjd' ta j¾;udk zzuuZZ yß n,j;a flfkl= jf.hs wmg fmakafk' ta j¾;udk n,j;a zzuuZZ ;uhs igkaa lrkafka ;ukaf.a wdYdjka bIag lr.kak' ;ukag ´k lshk foaj,a ,nd .kag' tmd lshk foaj,a m%;slafIam lrkak' j¾;udk zzuuZZ igka lrkjd' fuh uyd wjq,la' wjq,la ú;rla fkfuhs fudav lula' j¾;udk zzufulaZZj yod .;a miq ±ka thd l=ulao lrkafk@ igkla' fldgila ;shd .kak igka lrkjd' ;j fldgila úkdY lrkak igka lrkjd' iem ;shd.kakhs" ÿl úkdY lrkakhs igka lrkjd' fï ldrKh fkdokak lu ksid" Tn wm j¾;udk zzufulaZZ njg m;aj ;sfnkjd' okak yskao fkfuhs fkdokak lu ksid' yeu fokdu j¾;udk zzuuZZ njg m;a fjkj' fï fya;= ksid j¾;udkfha zuuZ lshk foh wmg ±fkkafk' fydog ú.%y lr, ne¨fjd;a fï j¾;udk zuuZ ye§ ;sfnkafk" w;S; zzufulaZZ f.ka iy wkd.; zzufulaZZ f.ka' fï foflka ;uhs j¾;udk uu yefokafk' w;S;fha úkao iem" ta iemg wdYd l<d' t;fldg ta me;af;ka nd.hla tkj" ta iem biairyg;a ´fk' t;k wkak wkd.; wfmaËdj" fï ál tl;= jQ úg fu;k j¾;udk jYfhka uu;ajhla ;sfhkj jf.a fmakj' yenehs fï fol fjka jQ .uka tfyu tlla keye' fï zzuuZZ lshk iajNdjh ke;s lrkak ;sfhk fohla fkfuhs' fïl ke;s lrkak nE' ukao@ we;a;gu tfyu fohla keye'

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fu;k ;sfhkafk w;S; wdYdj¨hs" wkd.; n,dfmdfrd;a;=hs' w;S; w;a±lSï iy wkd.; ie,iqï' fïj tl;= jQ úg yefok yqÿ m%lafIamKhla muKhs' fyjke,a,la ú;rhs' ke;skï foaÿkakla jf.a fohla' wõjhs" jeiaihs tl;= jqk úg Tkak foaÿkakla yefokj' fïj m%;súreoaO foaj,a' wõj iy jeiai" kuq;a fï m%;súreoaO foaj, tlg tl;= jQ úg j¾Kj;a foaÿkakla ;sfhkj jf.a fmakjd' yenehs foaÿkakla w,a,kak neye' ldgj;a ;shd .kak neye' j¾;udk zzuuZZ;a w;S;h" wkd.;h keue;s m%;súreoaO foaj,a tlg tl;= jQ úg uefjk fohla' w;S; wkd.; lshkafk m%;súreoaO foj,a jf.afk wmg fmakafk' ld,h me;af;ka ne¨fjd;a w;S;hg m%;súreoaO foa l=ulao@ wkd.;h' j¾;udkh fkfuhs' wkd.;hg m%;súreoaO foa w;S;h' fï m%;súreoaO foaj,a tlg tl;= jQ úg j¾;udk zzufulaZZ bkakj jf.a fmakjd' fï fmak udhdj wm we;a;la úÈyg Ndr .kakj' t;khs m%Yakh' tu j¾;udk zzuuZZ keue;s udhdj we;a;la úÈyg .kak flkd" bka miq f,dl= igkla lrkj" l=ula ioydo@ wr w;S;fha ú| wjika l< iem" wkd.;fha§ h<s h<s;a ú¢kakg' tfukau w;S;fha ú| wjika jQ ÿla kej; fkdú| isákakg igkla lrkj' ksrmrdfoa wm fid,aodÿjka njg" igka jÈk fid,aodÿjka njg m;a fjkj' j¾;udkfha tu igk lrkafk wkqkag úreoaOj muKla fkfuhs' wm;a tlalu igka lrk fid,aodÿjka njg" wkjYH igkla lrkafkl= njg m;aj ;sfnkjd' ±ka fï ldrKh lsishï ÿrlg yß f;areï .ekSu jeo.;a' jeo.;a lshkafk" fï j¾;udk jYfhka zzug ´k" ug tmdZZ wd§ jYfhka ys;k

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fldg wjfndaOfhka olskak mq¿jka kï" fï ´kE lshkafk ljqo@ .eUqßka ta m%Yakh wid n,kak' l=ula fyda ´k lshk fldgu' ldgo fï ´k lshk m%Yakh wykak' n,kak' ta m%Yakh fjk flfkl=f.ka wid jevla keye' wykak mq¿jka' W;a;r ,efnhs' kuq;a úif|kafk keye' ms<s;=re lshkafk tlla' úi÷ï lshkafk ;j tlla" fï fjki wm fkdokak ksid m%Yakhs" ms<s;=rehs ueo ysr ù" jpk yrU ;¾l ú;¾l lrñka isákafk' fu;k m%Yak W;a;r fkfuhs jeo.;a' ndysr flfkl=f.ka ,efnkafk W;a;rhla" úi÷ula fkfuhs' úi£u ;sfhkafk ;uka wf;a' tu ksid fï m%Yakh wykak ;ukaf.kau' ldgo ´fk@ fudku fohla .ek fyda ´kElula we;s fjk fldg wykak" ldgo ´fk@ fudkjo ´fk lshk tl fkfuhs' fudkjo ´kE iy fudkjo tmd lshk ldrKh ;ud wm Ôú;h mqrdu fidhñka .sfha' wfmkq;a weyqj wks;a whf.kq;a weyqj' ug fudkjo ´k' Tng fudkjo ´k@ Tng fudkj yß wrf.k fokak ´ko@ ug fudkjo wrf.k fokafk@ wm ys;kjd m%Yakh ;sfhkafk t;k' l=ulao wjYHh@ fudkjo ´k lshk tl fkuhs m%Yafk' t;k lsisu m%Yakhla keye" m%Yakh ;sfhkafk ldgo ´k@ ldgo tmd@ wykak' tfia weiQ .ukau" fudku fohla .ek fyda weÿula fõjd" fudku fohla fyda" wkak t;kÈ fmfkhs" fï foh wjYH fj,d ;sfhkafk ldgo@ wjYH fj,d ;sfhkafk .sh i;sfh ysgmq flkdg' .sh wjqreoafo ysáh flkdg' .sh udfi ysáh flkdg' fudlo .sh udfi ta fohska thd i;=gla úkaod' ta i;=g ;uhs wo kej;;a wjYH ù ;sfnkafk' ldgo@ ta .sh udfi ysáh flkdg'

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tfia kï ta w;S;fha isá flkd ;uhs b,a,kafk" fï foh ´fk lshd' iuyr úg ta foh ´fk lshkafk ,nk i;sfh' ,nk i;sfh hd hq;=hs wyj,a ;ek n,kakg' wyj,a .uk" wyj,a Ñ;%máh n,kak' wyj,a ia:dkh n,kak' t;fldg fï ,nk i;sfh bkak flfkl=g" ,nk i;sfh isàúhehs is;k flfkl=g ;uhs fï wdYdj weú;a ;sfhkafk' ´k fj,d ;sfhkafk' úuid n,kak' fï yeu ´kElulau" tlafld w;S;hg iïnkaOhs" ke;skï wkd.;hg iïnkaOhs' w;S;fha isá zzuful=gZZ iïnkaOhs' ke;skï wkd.;fha isákq ,nk zzuful=gzZ iïnkaOhs' fï fokakd whska l< .ukau" j¾;udkh wdYdfjkaa ksoyia' j¾;udk fudfyd; úrd.S" fï fofokd whska l< .uka' ta jf.au tmd lshk fldg;a" tmd tmd" tmd lshkafk ljqo lshd n,kak' ldgo fï tmd@ fudkjo tmd fkfuhs' fudkjo tmd lshk m%Yakh;a iu.hs" wm ixidfr mqrdu rjqï .ykafk' wrl tmd fïl tmd' kE" fudkjo tmd fkfuhs" ldgo tmd' t;fldg f;afrhs" fï tmd lshkafk ljqo@ Bfh ysáh flkhs fï tmd lshkafk' thd ÿla úkafo fï foa ksid' thdg fï lEu ry jqfka keye' thd ;uhs lshkafk fyg ta lEu tmd lsh,d' tfia j¾ckh lrkafk wo ojfihs' fyg kï ta lEu tmd' t;fldg fyg bkak flfkl=ghs fï tmd lshkafk' Bfh ysgmq flfkl=ghs tmd jqfka' wo bkak Tn fï w;s; ÿlhs" wkd.; ÿlhs folu T¿jg .; hq;=o@ ta m%Yakh wykak fï wo bkak ;ukag ´ko@ j¾;udkfha Tn ksoyia" kuq;a fuu ksoyia j¾;udkhla wm w;aolskafka keye' l=ula ksido@ w;S; uu;ajhhs" wkd.; uu;ajhhs ksid' fï w;S;

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uu;ajhhs" wkd.; uu;ajhhs fï fol tlg uqk.efykafk j¾;udkfha' w;S;fha§j;a wkd.;fha§j;a fkfuhs' tfiakï j¾;udk fudfyd; wm mdúÉÑ lrkafk l=ula i|ydo@ fï uu;ajfha m: foll tl;=jla ioyd' tl;= jQúg Tkak mQ¾K uu;ajhla yefokjd' zzuuZZ bkakjd' wr w;S;fha ysáh zuuZ g fudkj;a lrkak neye' thdg wxYndf.a' wkd.; zzuug;aZZ lsisjla lr.kak neye' ta;a fï fokak tlg tl;= l< úg mq¿jks igka lrkak' j¾;udkh igkla njg m;aj ;sfnkafk j¾;udkfha jrolska fkfuhs' wfma ;sfhk fkd±kqj;a lu ksid'

8' ke;s uu l<HdK ñ;%jreks" ta ksihs Ndjkdfõ§ j¾;udkfha Ôj;a ùu b;du w.h lrkafka' fï fudfydf;a bkak isysfhka' wjOdkfhka bkak' fï j¾;udk fudfydf;a ;sfhk kejqï nj w;aúÈkak' fuh wmú;% lrkak ls¿gq lrkak bv fokak tmd w;S;hgj;a" wkd.;hgj;a' u;lhka ths u;lh ;=< keye uu;ajhla' u;lhka ;=< Ôj;a fjkak .sh úgÈhs uu;ajh tkafk' n,dfmdfrd;a;= ths' n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla we;=f< uu;ajhla keye' ta n,dfmdfrd;a;=j wksjd¾hfhkau bgqúh hq;=uhs lshd fyda ;uka is;k wdldrhgu úh hq;=hs lshd ys;kak .sh ;ek ;uhs uu;ajh tkafk' wks;a me;af;ka u;lh lshkafk is;=ú,a,la' n,dfmdfrd;a;= lshkafk;a is;=ú,a,la' fïjd j¾;udkfha

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is÷ùï' fïjd is;=ú,s úÈyg olskak mq¿jka kï" f,dl= m%Yak f.dvlska fífrkak mq¿jka' w;S;h lshkafk;a" wkd.;h lshkafk;a is;=ú,a,la muKhs' j¾;udkfha isysfhka isáfhd;a" Th folu is;=ú,s ú;rhs' bka tyd hula fidhd.kak ,efnkafka keye" zz,nk i;sfhaZZ fldfya fyda f.dia fydhd.kak neye ldgj;a' tal h:d¾:hla kï fydhd .kak mq¿jka fjkak tmehs' fld;ekl fyda ;sfhkak tmehs' kE lsisu WmlrKhlska" ;dlaIKhlska" tlaia-f¾" fudku fohlskaj;a úlsrKhlska" ,nk i;sh fydhd .kak neye' ,nk i;sh iam¾Y lrkak neye' ,nk i;sh olskak neye' neß" ta WmlrKj, ;sfnk wvqmdvq ksid fkfuhs' ;dlaIKh ;du ÈhqKq ù ke;s ksid fkfuhs' tn÷ .eg¿jla keye' zz,nk i;shZZ hkq j¾;udk is;=ú,a,la muKhs' myq.sh i;sh;a" j¾;udk is;=ú,a,la" u;lhla ú;rhs' u;lh lshkafk j¾;udk is;=ú,a,la fï fudfydf; we;sjk' w;S; is;=ú,s" wkd.; is;=ú,s" fïj is;=ú,s f,i fï fudfyd; ;=< ks¾udKh lrkjd' .,d f.k hkjd' u;la ùu hkq we;a;la' fndrejla fkfuhsfka' u;la ùu we;a;la jqj;a w;S;h fndrejla' ,nk i;sh" wkd.;h th we;a;la fkdfjhs' u;la ùu we;a;la" t;fldg ta we;af;ka kj;skak mq¿jkakï" wkak ta iSudfjka kj;skak mq¿jkakï" t;k miq;eú,a,l=;a keye' ìhl=;a keye' Th miq;eú,a,hs" ìhhs" folu we;sfjkafk fuu iSudj blaujd .sh úghs' l<HdK ñ;%jreks" fï lsishï jQ iqjodhS w;S; w;a±lSula" kej; wjYHhs lshd j¾;udkfha we;sjk wdYdj"

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iu. Tkak ±ka uu;ajhl=;a tkjd' ±ka zzuuZZ bkakjd" ta zzuuZZ fldhs jf.a flfklao@ lsishï fohlg wdYdfjka hqla; flfkla' ke;skï tmd lshk flfkl= bkakj' ta tmd lshk flkd oafõYfhka bkak flfkla' tlafld we¨Kq zzufulaZZ ke;skï .egqKq zzufulaZZ' t;fldg j¾;udk jYfhka wm ksrka;rfhkau fï fofokdf.ka flfkl= njg mßKduh fjkjd' we¨Kq zzuful=ZZ f.ka .egqKq zzufulaZZ njg fjkiafjkjd' fï tla ;eklj;a È.gu bkak neye' fydog n,kak we¨Kq zzuugZZ j;a .egqkq zzuugZZ j;a fudfyd;j,a fol ;=kla j;a tl úÈylg bkak neye' we¿Kq zzuuZZ ál fõ,djlska .egqKq zzuuZZla njg m;afjkjd' ´kE lshk zzuuZZ ;j állska tmd lshk zzufuZZl= fjkjd' È.gu ´kE ´kE lshdf.k bkafka keye' meh 24 u tmd lshkafk;a keye' fndfydu blauKg fjkia fjkjd' j¾;udk jYfhka È.gu bkak ufula keye' yenehs w;S;fha ne¨fjd;a fmfkhs bmÿfk;a zzuuZZ" oK.Efj;a zzuuZZ" weúoafo;a zzuuZZ È.gu isá ufulaf.a fijke,a,la fmfkhs' w;S; me;af;ka ne¨fjd;a fmfkhs' wkd.; me;af;kq;a fmfkhs" wr foa lrkak ´kE' fïfoa lrkak ´kE' wrjf.a flfkl= fjkak ´fka' wfrfy hkak ´k' fufy hkak ´k' wkd.;h mqrd jegqkq uu;ajfha Pdhdj fmfkhs' w;S; me;af;kq;a È.gu ysáh ufula fmfkhs' yenehs j¾;udk fldaKfhka ne¨fjd;a kï fï fudfyd; foi isysfhka ne¨fjd;a kï tn÷ È.gu bkak zzuful=ZZ fmakafka keye' w¨;au w¨;a wdYdjla iuÕ WmÈk zzuful=ZZ isákjd' .eàula iuÕ WmÈk zzuful=ZZ bkakjd' tlafld we,Sfuka

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WmÈk uful= ke;akï .eàfuka WmÈk ufula' ´kE lshk uful= B<Õg tmd lshk ufula' fyd|g n,kak' yeu fudfyd;lu" hula ´kE lshk flfkl= ke;akï tmd lshk flfkl='

9' ;djld,sl jQ iodld,sl;ajh l<HdK ñ;%jreks" lsishï jQ iqkaor w;a±lSula ,nk fldg" ta w;a±lSu fld;k ska meñ‚h;a" Èfjka meñ‚h;a" wefyka u;=jqk;a" lfkka wdj;a" YÍrh yryd wdj;a" kdifhka wdj;a" lsishï jQ iqjodhl w;aÿlSula ,nk úg ta úg ta iuÕu ysf;a n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla we;sfjkj" iodld,sl iqjhla ms<snoj' mqoa.,fhl= ;uka ´kE úÈyg bkakjdkï" ;ukag fydo úÈyg bkakjdkï" wm n,dfmdfrd;a;= jk ta flkd ta úÈyg yeuodu isáh hq;=hs' fjkia úh hq;=hs lshd ys;kafk keye' fyd|g bkakjdkï wm ys;kafk keye fjkia fjkak ´ke lshd' fyd| ;ukag idfmaËhs" ug ´kE úÈyg bkak ´k' ta bkak úÈy ug fyd|hs' ;ukag fyd| kï ;uqka ljodj;a wfmaËd lrkafk keye ta ;eke;a;d fjkia úh hq;=h lshd' fjkia ùu wm wfmaËd lrkafka ;ukag fyd| ke;akï' wkak t;kÈ wm n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkj fï ukqiaih fjkia fjkak ´k lshd' fjkia lrkak ´k" fuhd fjkia fjkafk keye' t;fldg iemla iu. ks;H;dj wfmaËd lrkjd' ÿllÈ wks;H wfmaËd lrkjd' fï fol;a idfmaËhs' wm lsisfjl= ks;H;dj fyda wks;H;dj È.gu b,a,kafka keye' ÿflaÈ ljodj;a ks;H;dj

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b,a,kafk keye ljqrej;a' t;kÈ ;uhs wks;H;dj ´ke fjkafka' ÿl úÈk fldg w~kafk wks;H;dj b,a,d' wks;H;djh fjkqfjka ;uhs lE .ykafk" Woaf>daIKh lrkafka" igka lrkafka" msß;a lshkafka" fndaê mQcd ;shkafka" hka;% uka;% lrkafka" úoHdj Wmfhda.S lr .kafka" wúoHdj mdúÉÑ lrkafka" fï ish,a, fhdod .kafk ÿl wks;H lr .kak' ÿl ke;s lr .kak' kuq;a iem ;sfhk úg wks;H;dj fkfuhs wm b,a,kafk t;ekÈ ks;H;djh" iodld,sl;ajh" ta fjkqfjkqhs igka lrkafka' È.gu ;shd.kak" fjkia fjkak fkd§" /l .kak' wdrËd lr .kak' tlafld fjkia lrkak igka lrkjd" ke;akï fkdfjkiaj ;shd .kak igka lrkj' yeu fudfyd;lu igkl bkafk' iefmaÈ;a igkl" ÿflaÈ;a igkl" i;=fgÈ;a igka lrkjd" wi;=áka igka lrkj' tksid wm ksù keye' Th lsisu ;ekl ksùula keye' i;=áka bkakj fjkak mq¿jka kuq;a ksù keye' mQ¾K iduhla keye' igka lrk flfkl= fldfyduo ksfjkafk' iskdfiñka isáh;a" yvñka isáh;a" isákafk wiykhl" n,kak fydog fï igka foflka tll yeu fudfyd;lu" Ôj;a fjk yeu fudfyd;lu" Ôj;a fjk yeu fokdu" fh§ isákjd" lsishï ldrKhla fjkqfjka yeu fudfyd;lu igka lrkjd" igka kd kd m%ldr úh yelshs' kuq;a fuu iEu igklau we,Su yd .eàu keue;s igka fmruqKq folska tll' tlafld ks;H;dj fjkqfjka igka lrkjd" ke;skï wks;H;dj fjkqfjka igka lrkjd' tlafld iodld,S;ajh fjkqfjka igka lrkjd" ke;akï ;djld,sl;ajh

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fjkqfjka igka lrkjd' fyd| kï È.gu ;shd.kak igka lrkjd' krl kï ke;s lrkak igka lrkjd' hqo .sks wjq,ajk flfkl= lsisfia;au ksù keye' fï igk fydo igklao" krl igklao lshk ldrKh fkfuhs jeo.;a' fu;k ksù iekiSula keye' iduhla keye' fyd|la iu.;a wmg keye iduhl' krl iu.;a keye iduhla' iefmaÈ keye iduhla' t;k;a igklafk ;sfhkafka' ÿl tlal;a keye iduhla ke;slr.kak igka lrk ksid' ta ksid nqÿoyu iduh úia;r lrkafk fï igka ish,a,u w;ayeÍu f,ihs' ksjk úia;r lrkafk iduldó iajNdjhla úÈyg' lsisu igkla keye' ksùu" iem iu. lrk igkl=;a keye" ÿl tlal igkl=;a keye" w;S;h tlal igkl=;a keye' wkd.;h iu. igkl=;a keye' ta ish¿u igkaj,ska j¾;udkfha isák Tn ksoyia'

10' iem-ÿla isyskh l<HdK ñ;%jreks" ±ka w;S;fha úkao iemla h<s;a u;la fjk úg wkak wm wkd.; n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla yod .kakjd' ta n,dfmdfrd;a;=j bIag lr .kak ù¾Hh lrkjd' w;S;fha ÿlla u;la jQ úg" ta ÿl ke;s lr.kak wm ù¾Hh lrkjd wkd.;h me;af;ka' tfyu ÿlla kej; fkdtkakg" kej; fkdúÈkakg" fï j¾;udkh mdúÉÑ lrkafka l=ulgo@ w;S;fhka nd.hla kej; w;aolskak;a" b;sß nd.h kej; w;a fkd±l isáug;a"

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;uhs j¾;udkh mdúÉÑ lrkafk' fyd|g n,kak" j¾;udkh jYfhka wm .; lrk yeu fudfyd;lu fudkjgo W;aiy lrkafka@ w;S;fhka nd.hla wkd.;fha kej; w;aolskak;a" w;S;fha b;sß w¾Oh kej; w;a fkd±l bkakg;a' ta i|ydhs j¾;udkh fhdod.kafka' tnÿ mqoa.,hdg j¾;udkhla keye' we;af;a w;S;hl=hs" wkd.;hl=hs ú;rhs' ta ksid j¾;udkh w;aolskak ,efnkafk isysh ;snqfKd;a muKhs' isysfhkaa isák flkdg ú;rhs j¾;udkh w;aolskak mq¿jka' we;af;a igkla muKhs' u;lhka ;=< Ôj;a ùul=hs" n,dfmdfrd;a;= ;=< Ôj;a ùul=;a muKhs' Ôj;a fjkjd hkqfjka isÿ ù ;sfnkafka tmuKhs' ñh .sh u;lhka iu. ñkS j,j,a ;=< Ôj;a fjkjd' n,dfmdfrd;a;= iu. wyia ud<s.d;=, Ôj;a fjkjd' iemla iu. iodld,sl jQ isyskhla olskjd' iodld,sl jQ isyskhla olskakg mgka .kakjd' iemla iu. i;=g;a iu. iodld,sl jQ isyskhla yod.kakd úg ÿlla iu.;a isyskhla olskjd' ÿl yryd;a wm olskafka iem ms<sn| iodld,sl isyskhlauhs' yenehs" ta isyskh olskak mgka .;af;a fjk;a fl<jrlska' ÿl ke;sj iemla' iemla iu. olskafka iqjodhS isyskhla' ÿl;a tlal olskafka ta ÿflka m,dhk isyskhla' fï ish,a,u isyskhla' fudk úÈyg ±lal;a isyskhlau muKhs' Y=N isysk" wY=N isysk' tl me;a;lska lsj yelshs isysh ke;akï" Ôú;hu isyskhla' ySk olsñkafka bkafka Ôú;h mqrdu' iem;a tlal olsk isyskhla ;shkjd' Mfukau ÿlska olsk isysk ;sfnkjd' fï ySk folgo Ôú;h lshkafka@ Ôú;h isyskhla jf.hs fmfkkafka' tl ySkhlska wksla ySkhg" ta ySkfhka ;j;a ySkhlg" iem

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isyskhlska ÿla ySfklg" ÿla ySkhlska iem ySkhlg' Ôú;h lshkafka ySkhla muKlau o@ isysh we;slrf.k wjÈ fkdjqkfyd;a Tn hkq isyskhla muKla úh yelsh' ñhhk f;lau" iuyr úg isyskj,ska f;dr Ôú;hla w;afkdolskakg bv ;sfnkjd' B<Õ ldrKh" iem;a iu. iodld,sl ySkhla olskakg mgka .;a; flkdg wjÈ jkak fjkafka ÿl keue;s ySkh ;=<hs' tkï È.gu iem ySkhu n,ñka bkak neye ldgj;a' tfyu mq¿jka kï ta;a lula keye' Wmf;a isg uefrk f;lau iqjodhs ySkhlau n, n, bkak mq¿jkakï' tys l=ula fyda fyd|la we;s' fudku fohlaj;a w,a,f.k lsisu flfkl=g wdrïNfha isg wjidkh olajdu iqjodhs ySkhlau n, n, isáh fkdyelshs' lsisjla uq,alrf.k neye" ;uka w,a,df.k fyda ;ukaf.a ksji w,a,df.k;a fyda ;ukaf.a mjq, w,a,f.k fyda neye' jD;a;Sh w,a,f.k neye' tjka iqjodhs ySkhlska kskaog hk flkd wjÈfjkak ÿlaLodhS isyskhlska' fuu w;a±lSï wm yefudau" yeuodu ,nd ;sfnkjd' yeufokdu' ldgj;a lshkak neye ugkï tfyu keye' ud kï yeuodu yskd fjù bkak flfkla' yeuodu i;=áka bkak flfkla' Bfh;a i;=gq Wkd" wo;a i;=gq Wkd fyg;a i;=gq fjkj" tfyu lshkak neye" tfyu lshkjkï th uqidjla' tlafld oekf.k lshk fndrejla ke;akï fkdoek lshk uqidjla' i;H kï" i;=áka isyskhla olskak mgka .kak flkd weyefrkafk ÿllska' iskdfiñka isysk olsk flkd w~ñka weyefrkj' ta weyefrkafk ;j ySkhlg' thhs fu;k ;sfhk lK.dgqodhl

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ldrKh' fï ÿl lshkafk we;a;la fkfuhs' th mru i;Hhla fkfï' ta ÿl;a isyskhla' iefmka bj;a ú ÿla ú¢kak lshkjd fkfuhs' iem hkq;a olsk isyskhla' ;djld,sl isyskhla' wmg md,kh l< fkdyels isyskhla' iem hkq ñßÕ=jla' fï folu tlu isyskhl uq, iy w.' ke;akï w. uq,' fï neõ wjfndaO lr fkd.;a ksid wm ys;kjd" ðúf;a ÿlhs lshd' ljqreka fyda Ôú;h ÿlhs lshkjd kï ta we;a;la .ekhs l:dlrkafk lshd wm .relrkjd' Ôú;h ÿlhs lshk ;ek;a;d iuia:h ±l keye' ;uka olsk ÿla iy.; ySkh .ekhs" ta l;dlrkafk' fï ySk cjksld foflka l==ulao fydo ySkh@ l=ula krl ySkh@ O¾udkq;+, ySkhla lshd hula ;sfnkjdo@ t;fldg O¾udkql+, fkdjk ySk' tlu O¾u;djh kï fï ish,a, ySk njhs' wdYdjka iem ySk fmkajkj' .eàfuka ÿla ySk fmkajkj tmuKhs' fuu ySk ish,a,u idfmaËhs we,Sug yd .eàug'

11' olsk ySkh olskak Tn wkqNj lrk wdydrhg Tn leu;s kï" ta wdydrh ksid Tn rij;a ySkhla olskj' Tn wkqNj lrk wdydrhg Tn wlue;s kï" ta wdydrh ksid Tn wi;=gqodhl ySkhl w;a±lSula ,nkafka' tmuKhs' t;fldg ta ,nk w;a±lsï fol" i;=g fyda wi;=g we;a;lao@ fndrejlao@ flfkla lshkj kï lEu yß ryhs' kE tfyu lshkak tmd' wehs@ ;j flfkla lshkj" ry keye' túg l=ulao we;a;@ ryhs lshk tl;a we;a; fkfuhs' kE lshk tl;a we;a; fkfuhs' fï folu idfmaË foaj,a'

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leue;a; yd wlue;a; úiska" ta leue;a; yd wlue;a;g hg jQ ys;g fmkajkq ,nk ySk folla ú;rhs' b;ska leue;a; lshk lkaKdäfhka n,k ;dla ta ySkh fmfkhs' wr wlue;a; lshk lKakdäfhka n,k ;dla wr wks;a ySkh olskak mq¿jka" b;ska fï lkaKdä fol udrefjkj' ;ukau udre lr.kak;a mq¨jka' ys;=fj ke;;a fuu lkaKdä fol udre fjkj' fudk lkaKdäfhkao n,kafk ta wkqj ;ukag ySkhla fmakjd' ´ku fohlg' riaidjlg jqj;a leu;s ke;akï olskafk wmdhla' ta /lshdj" jD;a;Sh Ôú;h ;=< olskafk wmdhla' /lshdjg leu;s kï t;k w;aolskafk ÈjHf,dalhla' f.org leu;s kï f.or ÈjHf,dalhla' f.org wlue;s kï f.or wmdhla' Th folu we;a;la fkdfõ' ;ukaf. ysf;a we;sjk flf,iaj,g idfmaËhs' rd.hg yd má>hg idfmaËhs' we;a; fkfuhs' t;fldg fï fofla fyd|la krlla keye' l=ulao fyd|" l=ulao krl@ w;a±lSïj, fyd| krl fydhkak hkak tmd" fydÈka Ôj;a fjkak' yenehs Tn ,nk w;a±lSïj, .eUqre fyd|la j;a .eUqre krllaj;a keye' Th wkqNj lrk wdydrhl .eUqre fydola fyda .eUqre krlla fyda keye' kuq;a isysfhka n,kak fï wdydrh;a iu. fudk wdldrfha ySkhlao w;aolskafk@ wdYdjla kï" lEor lula kï" wkak t;k rihla w;aolskj' wm%ikak njlskakï lEu lkafk kSrila ;uhs w;aolskak fjkafk' fï ish,a, ySk' yeu fudfyd;lu wm lsishï jQ ySkhla olskj' mqoa.,hka w,ajdf.k ySk olskj" f.j,a .ek ySk olskj" we÷ï" me<÷ï" ú,dis;d uq,a lrf.k ySk olskj' we÷ï me<÷ï fkfuhs m%Yakh' mqoa.,hka fkfuhs m%Yakh'

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f.j,a fodrj,a fkfuhs m%Yakh' Ndjkdj fkfuhs m%Yakh' Ndjkdj jqj;a w,a,f.k ta .ek;a ySk olskj' iir kï jQ isyskfhka tf;r ùug we;s mdrej u; ksodf.k ta .ek;a ySk olskj' we,Suhs-.eàuhs m%Yakh' wef,kafk;a .efgkafk;a w;S;hg idfmaËj' fuh wjfndaO lr .kak' fï j¾;udk jYfhka Tn ySk olskafk" wr w;S;fha we¨Kq" .egqKq foaj,aj,g idfmalaIjhs' ta u;lhkaghs .efgkafk" ta u;lhkaghs wef,kafk" flfkl=j olskj' mdfrÈ yuq fjkjd' tfia olsk úgu i;=gla tkj' ke;skï olsk úgu ys; krla fjkj' tu fj,dfjÈ kï ta ukqiaihd lsis fohla wmg lf<a keye' wmg .eyqfj;a keye" wmj j¾Kkd lf<;a keye' lsisfohla keye' t;fldg fldfykao ta i;=g wdfj@ fldfykao ta wi;=g wdfj@ fldfyduo ys; m%idohg m;a jqfh@ fldfyduo ys; krla jqfkaaaaa@ wkak w;S;fhka' fmf¾od ys; krla jqjd fï ukqiaih ksid' ke;skï .sh i;sfh l< Woõjla ksid f,dl= hym;la jqKd' ta fj,dfj i;=gq jQjd kï" i;=gq Wfka wo bkak Tn fkfuhs" wr .sh i;sfh ysáh flkdhs' ys; krla jqKdkï krla lr.;af; wr fmf¾od isá flkdf.a' j¾;udk Tn ksoyia .sh i;sfh i;=gq jqKq flkd f.kq;a" fmf¾o ys; krla lr.;a; flkdf.kq;a' ta ksoyia nj w;aolskak mq¿jka fjkafk wo issysfhka" msßmqka isyskqj‚ka isàfuka muKhs' wo mQ¾K jYfhka isysfhka wjOdkfhka isàfukau muKhs ta ksoyi w;aolskak mq¿jka' tfyu ke;akï wo lshd ojil=;a keye" ksoyil=;a keye' .sh i;sh h,s;a mqkrEmkh fjkj' ta cjksldj h,s;a rÕ ±lafjkj' ke;akï"

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fmf¾od h,s;a rÕ ±lafjkj' h,s;a ÿla fjkj' h,s;a i;=gq fjkj' tlu ySkh h,s h,s;a olskj' ta ySkh fyd| kï fyg;a olskak n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkj' fyg;a ta ;eke;a;d uqK.efykak n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkj' ta ySkh kmqre kï" ÿlaLodhl kï" tnÿ jQ ySkhla kej; olskak fkd,efíjdhs m%d¾:kd lrkj' ´kE lshkj' tmd lshkj' w;S;h h,s;a h,s;a wjYHhs lshkak;a" fkdolska lshkak;a" ;uhs fï j¾;udk fudfyd; kdia;s lr oukafk' f.jd oukafk' j¾;udkh úkdYlr oukafk' ta fjkqjg fï fudfyd; ;=< Ôj;a fjkak' fï fudfyd; ;=< isysfhka bkak' yÈis fjkak tmd" lsisjla ´kE lshkakj;a tmd lshkakj;a' fudkjo fjkafk lshd n,kak' wefykj" ta foh wefykak ´fko tmdo lshd w;S;fhka úuikak hkak tmd' yÈis ù .sh i;sfhka wykak tmd' .sh udfika wykak tmd' ta .sh udfi fldam jQ ;eke;a;dg werhqï lrkak tmd" Yíoh fyd|o krlo lshd úksIaph lrkak' fï fudfyd; ;=< bkak' fudkjo wefykafk@ wyf.k bkag' n,df.k bkag' fudkjo fmakafk@ fudkjo u;la fjkafk@ ±kf.k bkak'

12' msßmqka levm; j¾;udk fudfyd; lshkafk ±k .kakd fudfyd;hs' CÞdKfha uqyq¾;shhs' m%{dfõ kel;hs' isyskhl ksfïYhla fkdfjhs j¾;udkh lshkafk' wdf,dalfha ksfïYhhs' túg fuu j¾;udkh ;=< Tn lsisu ySkhla olskafk keye' iqN ySk

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olskafk;a keye' wiqN ySk olskafk;a keye' t;k w;S; zzufuZZl=;a keye' wkd.; zzufuZZl=;a keye' ´k lshk flfkl=;a keye' tmd lshk flfkl=;a keye' isÿùï ±k.ekSula muKhs' t;ekÈ lsis÷ isÿùula Tn folg m<kafk;a keye' fï ál fyd|hs' fukak fï ál krlhs' tn÷ mgq udhsï yok" mgq is;=ú,s;a keye' W,amf;a isg uy uqyqogu iuia: .,dhEu olskjd' ienE o¾Ykh ;sfnkafk t;ekhs' t;ek mqxÑ mqxÑ oDIaá keye' zÈáÀxp wkqm.ïu iS,jd" oiaifkak iïmkafkdaZ' fï mqxÑ mqxÑ lE,s wrf.k Bfhka fmdä lE,a,l=hs" fmf¾ohska ;j mqxÑ lE,a,l=hs" .sh wjqreoafo we;slr.;a mqxÑ ks.uk lene,a,l=hs wrf.k" fï j¾;udkh w÷re lr.kafkA keye' lKakdähla" weyeg odk lKakdä fõjd" ke;akï uqyqK n,k lKakdä fõjd" fïjd mqxÑ mqxÑ len,sj,g bß;,d .shúg l=ulao fmak o¾Ykh@ iuia: o¾Ykhla fmakafk kEfk' lE,s fol ;=klg len,s jQ lKakdähla odf.k n,kak' ta lKakdäh tla rduqjla we;=f, ;snqKg" tla lKakdähla lSjg" th lKakdä oyhlg muK fjkafj,d' tlu o¾mKh ;uhs fï rduqfõ ;sfhkafk' kuq;a ±ka lE,s lE,s j,g fjka fj,d' tn÷ lKakdählska n,kak l=ulao fmakafk@ ñksiaiq odia .dkla fmfkhs' yenehs t;k odia .dkla keye' tlaflkhs bkafk' yenehs fï mqxÑ" mqxÑ oDIaÀj,ska f,dalh Èyd n,kfldg" iuia:h fmakafk keye" fmakafk úlD;s jQ f,dalhla' h:d iajNdjh fkfuhs fmakafk' tu ksid mgq oDIaáj,g levqKq is; w;wer oukak' zoiaifkak iïmkafkdaZ iuia:h olskak' n,d f.k bkak' fïfl w.la

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fmakafk keye' n,df.k bkak' j¾;udkh bjr fjk fohla fkfuhs' bjr jqfka w;S;h' ±ka w;S; lshk jpfk f;areu;a bjrhs' wfydaish's lïuq;=hs' blau f.dia" zz±lSfuysZZ bjr ùula keye' n,df.k isákak' ±kf.k bkak' ksÍËKh lrñka isákak' kskaog hkafk ke;=j" isysk olsk kskaolg hkafk ke;sj" we,Sfuka isysk olskafk;a ke;=j" .eàfuka isysk olskafk;a ke;=j" tfia isákjd kï" ta isák wjia:dfõ mßmQ¾K jYfhka Tn iduldó' t;k lsisu igkla keye' w;S;h iu. igkl=;a keye' wkd.;h iu. igkl=;a keye' fyd| tlal igkla" krl iu. igkla" ,iaik iu." ,iaik ;shd.kak lrk igklaj;a" wj,iaik ke;s lrkak yok igklaj;a" ta lsisu igkla keye' mßmQ¾K jYfhka ksù iekiqkq w;a±lSula ;uhs t;kÈ m%;HË fjkafk' ta i|ydhs isysh" ta i|ydhs Ndjkdj" ta ioydhs wjOdkh wjYH fjkafk' wkak tn÷ jQ m<,a fldaKhlska Ndjkdj Èyd n,kak' wkak tnÿ m<,a fldaKhlska Ndjkd lrkak' isysk ±lSu ioyd fkdfjhs Ndjkdj' wjÈùu ioydhs' wjÈfjkak j¾;udkhg' wjÈfjkak uu;ajh keu;s isyskfhka" uu;ajh ke;s fï fudfyd;g' wjÈfjkak w;S; zzuuZZ f.ka" wkd.; zzuuZZ f.ka' ufula ke;s j¾;udkhg'

yeufokdgu f;rejka irKhsæ

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