Escritos de Filosofia Politica II - M. Bakunin

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Ne zeqk mh ejekm`kez ne nxfde k` oxh ne mhvcnxvck mh xk d`ljzh se les`z. eoncbcm` w`z nehkohzlhmem s vck oh hk vxv cmhenhv. vck` ne fhz}hqe mh uxh f`k hn feljc` mh f`kmcfc`khvwz``fem` w`z ne bxhzze Hxz`we deje hk}zem` hk xk whz`m` uxh z`lwhze zemcfenlhk}h f`k nev

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Hk hv}h vhk}cm`. Jeixkck wzhc hn ox}xz` mh Hxz`we lxfd` lv f`zzhf}elhk}h uxh ne les`zwez}h mh vxv f`k}hlw`zkh`v+ Vh huxc`f hk ne mxzefck mh hv}e kxhe zheffck. uxhf`kmxfe e ne lcnc}ezcqefck mh }`me Hxz`we. whz` few} vx ke}xzenhqe lha`z uxh kemch+ Hv}` vh`jvhze lxs wez}cfxnezlhk}h hk vx we}}cfe fez}e mhn 55 mh k`chljzh mh 542=. e vx elcb`Kci`nec @bezh1

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lcnc}ezcvl`. vx zhbne w`ncfefe s vx l`k`w`nc` ockekfchz` xkcocfem`v hk xk vcv}hle fezef}hzv}cf`mhn kxh` hv}e}cvl`. hv} f`kuxcv}ekm` }`m`+ Mxzek}h n`v mchq ` uxckfh e`v wztcl`v hvw`vcjnh uxh hv}h w`mhz`v` s fchk}ocf` mhvwzhfc` defce n` dxlek` vh lek}hkbe cf}`zc`v`+ Kùxchz` mhfcz uxh k` wxhme defhzvh keme ed`ze. whz` hv}ev f`kmcfc`khv kxhev htcbhk kxh`vl}`m`v s. wzckfcwenlhk}h. kxhe vekbzh+ Vchk}` uxh se k` vcz` weze nev nxfdev ejchz}ev. s nevdh ejekm`kem` vck hvwhzez e uxh xk enchk}h Bcn JCev lh mcbe1 *Wnxv md`lnchv.L`kvhcbkhxz% $K` lv vhzl`khv. Vh`z%#+

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Jeixkck axb xk wewhn mhv}efem` hk m`v bzekmhv whz`m`v zh`nxfc`kezc`v. uxh dcfchz`kf`k`fcm` vx k`ljzh hk hn lxkm` hk}hz`+ Fxekm` hv}enn hk Ozekfce ne zh`nxfck mh ohjzhz` mh54=4 uxh f`l` de mcfd` Let Kh}}nex deje wzhcv}` hn wz`wc` Jeixkck hk vx enchk}h mcvfxzv`mh k`chljzh mh 54=2 f`k `fevck mhn ekchzvezc` mh ne Zh`nxfck w`nefe. vh ewzhvxz ewzhvhk}ezvh hk Wezv s hk hn f`zeqk mhn }`zjhnnck` mh n`v ef`k}hfclchk}`v zh`nxfc`kezc`v ccwz`jejnhlhk}h nev vhlekev lv ohncfhv mh vx cme+ Whz` wz`k}` f`lwzhkmc uxh hn fxzv`cf}`zc`v` mh ne zh`nxfck hk Ozekfce. mem` hn ohzlhk}` mh zhjhnme whzfhw}cjnh e }`m` n` nezb`

mh Hxz`we. vxvfc}eze oxhz}hv zhhzjhzefc`khv hk `}z`v wevhv9 w`z hv` hze mh mhfcvceclw`z}ekfce xkcocfez e }`m`v n`v hnhlhk}`v zh`nxfc`kezc`v s hc}ez ne mhvck}hbzefck mh hvevoxhzqev. vejchkm` uxh mcfde mcvwhzvck vn` }zejeaeze e oe`z mh ne hvf`kmcmef`k}zezzh`nxfck+

Ne fewefcmem emccke}`zce mh Jeixkck hv}eje w`z hk}`kfhv jev}ek}h lv enn mh nevevwczefc`khv zh`nxfc`kezcev bhkhze nhv mhn l`lhk}`. f`l` vh `jvhze hk vx fez}e mh ejzcn mh54=4 e W+ L+ Ekkhki`. s hvwhfcenlhk}h }eljck hk vxv fez}ev e vx elcb` hn w`h}e enhlkBh`zb Dhzrhbd. hvfzc}ev hk eb`v}` mhn lcvl` e` S }x` }eljck vxocfchk}h ck}xcfck w`n}cfeweze `jvhzez uxh hze wzhfcv` }hkhz hk fxhk}e nev f`kmcfc`khv htcv}hk}hv weze ej`ncz n`vles`zhv `jv}fxn`v ek}hv mh uxh ne zh`nxfck wxmchze zhencqez vxv lh}ev lv hnhemev+

W`f` mhvwxv mh ne zh`nxfck mh lezq` hk Jhznk. Jeixkck cea e Enhlekce weze }`lezf`k}ef}` mhvmh enn f`k vxv ln}cwnhv elcb`v w`nef`v. fdhf`v s mh `}zev kefc`kencmem mhvhvneev. f`k ne cmhe mh hv}clxneznhv e xke zhjhnck bhkhzen f`ljckeme f`k ne mhl`fzefce`ffcmhk}en s enhleke+ Hk hnn` he hn kcf` felck` w`vcjnh weze vxwzclcz n`v jenxez}hv mhnejv`nx}cvl` zhen hk Hxz`we Exv}zce. Zxvce s Wzxvce uxh k` vh dejek cv}` lxs eohf}em`v w`z nebzek Zh`nxfck Ozekfhve+ E vxv `a`v. hv`v wevhv vhbxek vchkm` n`v ozhk`v lv oxhz}hvf`k}ze fxenuxchz ck}hk}` mh xke zhf`kv}zxffck v`fcen hk hn f`k}ckhk}h. s n`v lv w`mhz`v`vjev}c`khv mh fxenuxchz zheffck+ Vx ef}ccmem ohjzcn hk hn whz`m` zh`nxfc`kezc` mh 54=4,=3enfekq vx wxk}` fxnlckek}h hk ne ahoe}xze lcnc}ez mhn enqelchk}` mh Mzhvmh hk les` mh 54=3.fczfxkv}ekfce uxh dcq` mh n xk` mh n`v zh`nxfc`kezc`v hxz`wh`v lv fhnhjzem`v. e uxchk kcvcuxchze Lezt kc Hkbhnv w`mek khbez hn zhf`k`fclchk}`1 Vck hljezb`. hv}h whz`m` vh c`vhbxcm` w`z e`v }hkhjz`v`v mh nezb` s e}`zlhk}em`z f`kockelchk}` hk wzcvc`khv enhlekev.

exv}zcefev s zxvev. uxh vn` vh enccez`k fxekm` oxh htcncem` e Vcjhzce hk lezq` mh 5482+

]zev m`fh e`v mh fzfhnhv s htcnc`. Jeixkck n`bz hvfewez mh Vcjhzce s nnhbez e N`kmzhv hkmcfchljzh mh 54?5. m`kmh vxv elcb`v Dhzqhk s @bezh nh zhfcjchz`k f`k n`v jzeq`v ejchz}`v+Oxh axv}elhk}h hk}`kfhv fxekm` f`lhkq e lc}cbezvh ne bhkhzen zheffck hxz`whe uxh dejevhbxcm` e n`v ef`k}hfclchk}`v zh`nxfc`kezc`v mh 54=4,=3+ Hk ne mfeme mh 54?7 hk lxfdevwez}hv mhn f`k}ckhk}h ewezhfchz`k kxhev }hkmhkfcev s xk hvwzc}x kxh` uxh ckvwcz xkehvwhzekqe zhk`eme hk}zh n`v nhek}cvf`v fxse lh}e hze ne ncjhz}em dxleke+ N`v tc}`v mhBezcjenmc s vxv enchk}hv jekmev hk Vcfcnce hk ne whkkvxne c}enceke. ne ckvxzzhffck w`nefe mh54?6,?=. ne fzhfchk}h `w`vcfck hk Ozekfce en zbclhk mh Kew`nhk CCC. hn f`lchkq` mh xkl`clchk}` nej`zcv}e hxz`wh`. s ne oxkmefck mh ne Wzclhze Ck}hzkefc`ken. oxhz`k vcbk`vw`z}hk}`v`v mh bzekmhv feljc`v w`z hkcz+ ]`m`v hv`v ef`k}hfclchk}`v hv}clxnek}hv dcfchz`k

fzhhz e zh`nxfc`kezc`v mh mchzvev }hkmhkfcev w`n}cfev uxh hv}eje bhv}km`vh xk kxh` 54=4.h ckfnxv` dcv}`zcem`zhv mh zhwx}efck vh chz`k nnhem`v e defhz wzhmcffc`khv vclcnezhv+ Oxh xkew`fe mh bzekmhv hvwhzekqev uxh. vck hljezb`. vxfxljc f`k ne bxhzze mh 5427, 25. nemhzz`}e mh ne F`lxke mh Wezv s hn ozefev` mh ne Zh`nxfck hvwe`ne mh 5426+

Hv}e e}lvohze cjzek}h mh ne mfeme mh 54?7 hze htef}elhk}h n` uxh khfhvc}eje ne clwh}x`ve1}hkmhkfce mh Jeixkck e ne effck. ekvce uxh hk l`m` enbxk` vh c` mhjcnc}eme w`z vx m`n`z`v`f`kockelchk}` ek}hzc`z+ Fevc wezhfe uxh ck}hk}eje zhfxwhzez }`me ne ef}ccmem whzmcme mxzek}hlv mh xke mfeme mh o`zqem` vcnhkfc`+ E n` nezb` mh n`v wz`n`kbem`v e`v mh wzcvck wzclhz`hk ne o`z}enhqe exv}zcefe mh @nlx}q. s nxhb` hk ne mh Whmz` s Wejn` s hk Vfdnvvhnjxzb. m`kmhvh nh lek}x` hk vc}xefck mh f`k}ckx` f`kockelchk}` v`nc}ezc` k` }x` w`vcjcncmem enbxke mh


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cko`zlezvh v`jzh n` uxh ef`k}hfe hk hn lxkm` ht}hzc`z s mxzek}h vx htcnc` hk Vcjhzce }elw`f`wxm` vhbxcz nev bzekmhv }zekvcfc`khv hxz`whev uxh vcbxchz`k e n`v mev }`zlhk}`v`v mh n`v m`ve`v zh`nxfc`kezc`v+ Fxek}` `s w`z effcmhk}h hk hn whz`m` mh htcnc` oxhz`k mjcnhv hf`vhkcm`v mh }chzzev mcv}ek}hv. zhne}`v mh vxfhv`v uxh fezhfek mh zhnefck enbxke f`k vx lhmc`vcjhzcek`+

Hv}` esxme e htwncfez w`z ux cklhmce}elhk}h mhvwxv mh oxbezvh mh n`v f`kockhv lv

mcv}ek}hv mh Enhaekmz` CC. Jeixkck ck}hk} zhekxmez vx ef}ccmem m`kmh ne deje ejekm`kem` hk54=3. ekxkfcekm` uxh zhk`eje vx nxfde f`k}ze n`v mhvw`}cvl`v zxv`. exv}zcef` s wzxvcek`wcmchkm` ne xkck mh }`m`v n`v wxhjn`v hvne`v v`jzh ne jevh mh nev f`lxkev ohmhzemev s newz`wchmem f`lk mh ne }chzze+

Vn` }zev ne mhzz`}e mh ne ckvxzzhffck w`nefe mh 54?6 s vx lezfde e C}ence. m`kmh hkf`k}z xkfelw` hk}hzelhk}h kxh` weze vxv hkhzbev. evxlchz`k nev effc`khv mh Jeixkck xk fezf}hzck}hzkefc`ken+ Mhvmh hn lcvl` me mh nnhbez e N`kmzhv vx ckoe}cbejnh clwxnv` ck}hzc`z nh nnh xkes `}ze hq e hlwzhvev zh`nxfc`kezcev uxh `fxwez`k n`v }zhfh e`v vcbxchk}hv mh vx ebc}emecme+ ]`l wez}h mczhf}ce hk n`v wzhweze}c`v fnekmhv}ck`v weze ne ckvxzzhffck w`nefe. hckfnxv` f`kvcbxc whzvxemcz en }zekuxcn` Dhzqhk weze uxh vcbxchvh xk felck` f`k}zezc` e vxvckfnckefc`khv+ Hk C}ence oxh oxkmem`z mh xk l`clchk}` v`fcen,zh`nxfc`kezc` uxh hk}z hk

f`koncf}` ejchz}` f`k nev evwczefc`khv kefc`kencv}ev mh Leqqckc s e}zea` e lxfd`v mh n`v lha`zhvhnhlhk}`v mh ne axhk}xm c}enceke+

Lv }ezmh vh f`kcz}c hk hn enle s hk hn ckvwczem`z mhn e ne ncjhz}ezce mh ne Wzclhze Ck}hzkefc`ken.vchkm` ev hn oxkmem`z mh ne zele ohmhzencv}e s ek}c,ex}`zc}ezce mhn l`clchk}` v`fcencv}e. uxh vhmcvhlck w`z }`m` hn lxkm` s uxh nxfd f`k}ze }`mev nev o`zlev mh v`fcencvl` hv}e}en+ Vxf`zzhvw`kmhkfce f`k zh`nxfc`kezc`v jchk f`k`fcm`v mh mchzv`v wevhv fzhfc dev}e emuxczcz xk`nxlhk fevc vck wezenhn`v+ Wez}cfcw hk ne zhxhn}e mh Ns`k hk 5427. s hk hn l`clchk}` c}encek`mh ckvxzzhffck hk 542=. fxekm` se vx venxm hv}eje `jcelhk}h hk uxchjze+ ]`m` hnn` ckmcfe new`mhz`ve c}encmem s ne oxhzqe mh mhfcvck uxh w`vhe+ Dhzqhk mca` mh n1 ]`m` hk hv}h d`ljzhhv f`n`ven. vx hkhzbe. vx ewh}c}`. dev}e hn wz`wc` d`ljzh+

Vh f`lwzhkmhz ofcnlhk}h. mem` n` }hlwhv}x`v` mh hve cme. ne zeqk w`z ne uxh dek uxhmem`hk hv}em` ozeblhk}ezc` ne les`z wez}h mh n`v hvfzc}`v mh Jeixkck+ Ne wxjncfefck mh vxv `jzevhvf`bcmev k` f`lhkq dev}e mchfckxhh e`v mhvwxv mh vx lxhz}h+ Hk}`kfhv. hk 5438+ W+ _+V}`fi mh Wezv wxjncf hn wzclhz `nxlhk mh xke hmcfck ozekfhve e fezb` mh Let Kh}}nex+ Ehvh `nxlhk vcbxchz`k `}z`v fckf`. }eljck wxjncfem`v w`z V}`fi whz` en fxcmem` mh AelhvBxcnnexlh. hk hn whz`m` uxh e mhvmh 5372 e 5356+

Ne lcvle hmc}`zcen ekxkfc ne wxjncfefck mh `jzev emcfc`kenhv. whz` vh n` clwcmchz`k nevf`kmcfc`khv mhzcemev mh ne Wzclhze Bxhzze Lxkmcen+ Vejhl`v uxh Bxcnnexlh wzhwezeje xkvw}cl` `nxlhk weze n`v clwzhv`zhv. fxse ewezcfck vh wzhhe weze mhvwxv mhn Ezlcv}cfc`+Whz`. mhvbzefcemelhk}h. k` de ewezhfcm` }`mee+ N`v vhcv `nlhkhv ozekfhvhv ewezhfcm`vckfnxshk hn }ht}` mh kxlhz`v`v lekxvfzc}`v aelv clwzhv`v ek}hv. ev f`l` `jzev wxjncfemev

hk o`zle9 mh wekonh}` hk ohfdev ek}hzc`zhv+

Hk 5353,:: ewezhfc hk Wh}z`bzem` s mhjcme e B`n`v ]zxme xke hmcfck zxve mh Jeixkck hkfckf` `nlhkhv+ Hn wzclhz` mh hnn`v hv Hv}e}cvl` s Ekezuxcvl`. uxh k` ewezhfh hk ne hmcfckozekfhve+ Whz` ne hmcfck zxve fezhfh mh mchzv`v }zejea`v mh Jeixkck ckfnxcm`v hk ne ozekfhve+Emhlv mh hv`v fckf` }`l`v hk zxv`. hn b`jchzk` j`nfdhcuxh wnekheje wzhwezez hmcfc`khvf`lwnh}ev mh n`v }zejea`v mh Jeixkck s Iz`w`}ick hk vxv Fnvcf`v V`fcencv}ev+ Ne hmcfck mhJeixkck vh f`koc e Bh`zbh V}hin`. uxh wzh}hkme wxjncfez fe}`zfh `nlhkhv+ Whz` vn` vhwxjncfez`k fxe}z`. uxh f`k}chkhk hvfzc}`v. fez}ev s `}z`v m`fxlhk}`v mh Jeixkck dev}e 54?5+Vck hljezb`. ckfnxv` hv`v fxe}z` `nlhkhv oxhz`k zh}czem`v mh ne fczfxnefck ekmekm` hn}chlw`+


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N`v hmc}`zhv mhn whzcmcf` Mhz Vskmciencv} hk Jhznk wxjncfez`k }zhv `nlhkhv mh Jeixkck hkenhlk mxzek}h hn whz`m` 53:5,:=+ E vxbhzhkfce le. hlwzhkmchz`k ne }ezhe mh wz`mxfcz m`vkxh`v `nlhkhv. f`k }zemxffck s wzhwezefck mh Let Kh}}nex. uxh }eljck deje hnhbcm` n`vf`k}hkcm`v s fxcmem` n`v `nlhkhv vhbxkm` s }hzfhz` mh hv}e hmcfck+ Whz` ne m`lckefck keqcclwcmc ne wxjncfefck mh hv}`v m`v `nlhkhv emcfc`kenhv+

Hk ne mfeme mh 53:7 n`v emlckcv}zem`zhv mhn whzcmcf` ekezuxcv}e Ne Wz`}hv}e. mh Jxhk`v

Eczhv. wz`shf}ez`k xke hmcfck fev}hnneke mh Jeixkck+ Mchb` Ejem mh Vek}cnnk oxh hkfezbem`mh wzhwezez hn }ht}` hvwe`n. f`k Kh}}nex f`l` evhv`z hmc}`zcen+ Hk 53:3 dejek ewezhfcm` fckf``nlhkhv mh hve hmcfck. vchkm` hn uxck}` Hv}e}cvl` s ekezuxcvl` f`k xk wzn`b` hvfzc}` w`zKh}}nex. Whz` ne ewezcfck mh n`v fckf` zhv}ek}hv vh c` f`lwnh}elhk}h jn`uxheme f`k nevxwzhvck mh Ne Wz`}hv}e s mh vx wz`wc` khb`fc` hmc}`zcen mhfzh}eme w`z hn zbclhk mcf}e}`zcen mhXzcjxzc. hv}ejnhfcm` hk 5367.

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mh e fchkfce. s aelv wzh}hkmc khbeznh vx wxhv}`9 whz` zhf`lhkm fex}hne ek}hv mh e}zcjxcz xkwewhn bzekmh en f`k`fclchk}` fchk}ocf` se vxv zhvxn}em`v wzf}cf`v+

Hv}eje hk f`k}ze mh uxh ne fchkfce vh f`kcz}chvh hk zjc}z` ocken mh ne cme whzv`ken s hn mhv}ck`v`fcen mh ne dxlekcmem. wxhv hze ebxmelhk}h f`kvfchk}h mh nev mhvev}z`vev w`vcjcncmemhv mh}en felck`+ Dev}e ux wxk}` hv}eje hk n` fchz}` n` f`lwzhkmhl`v ed`ze lha`z uxh vxv wz`wc`vf`k}hlw`zkh`v+ D`s hk ne hze mh ne j`lje e}lcfe. vh defh `jc` dev}e ux wxk}` k`vdhl`v cv}` ht}zecem`v w`z hn wzhm`lckc` mh xk whkvelchk}` htfnxvcelhk}h fchk}ocf` fxekm`k` vh h ckonxcm` w`z f`kvcmhzefck dxleke enbxke s vn` }chkh hk fxhk}e n`v zhvxn}em`vcklhmce}`v wzhvfckmchkm` mh nev f`kvhfxhkfcev ockenhv. exkuxh wxhmek nnhez en ht}hzlckc` mhne cme dxleke+


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weze Hn Clwhzc` n}cb` bhzlkcf`. oxh mhvfxjchz}e mhvwxv w`z Kh}}nex hk}zh n`v hvfzc}`v mhJeixkck h ckf`zw`zeme jea` hn lcvl` }}xn` hk hn wzclhz `nxlhk mh ne hmcfck ozekfhve mh@jzev. }zev wxjncfez xk ht}zef}` hk ckbnv hk ne zhcv}e mh Aelhv ]`fdh}}c Ncjhz}s. wxjncfeme hkN`kmzhv+

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hv}h wz`shf}`. en fxen hk}zhb e`v mh mxz` }zejea`+

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vxv cmhev. e nev fxenhv deje nnhbem` w`z vxv wz`wc`v felck`v. s vx h`nxfck hvwczc}xen zhfcjcxk hlwxah emcfc`ken en mhvfxjzcz hk xke jcjnc`}hfe wzceme mhn ck}hzc`z mh Zxvce m`v `jzev mhJeixkck uxh nh clwzhvc`kez`k wzòxkmelhk}h+ Mh }`m`v n`v whkvem`zhv ncjhz}ezc`v. Jeixkck hzeuxchk e}zee lv ck}hkvelhk}h e Letclòo+ Hn nhkbxeah `vem` mhn bzek zhjhnmh s hn czzhvcv}cjnhw`mhz mh vxv wenejzev. uxh }ek wzòxkmelhk}h dejek ckonxcm` v`jzh }ek}`v ahkhv zxv`vf`kuxcv} }eljck e Letclòo. uxh mxzek}h hn zhv}` mh vx cme uxhmeze jea` vx oevfckefck+

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Hv hcmhk}h weze }`m`v n`v uxh k` hv}k fchb`v hk hv}h }hzke uxh hn }zejea` wz`mxf}c` fzhezcuxhqe s hk}zhbe e n`v wz`mxf}`zhv vn` lcvhzce9 lchk}zev uxh hn }zejea` k` wz`mxf}c` shtwn`}em`z hv hn kcf` feweq mh `}`zbez wz`wchmem. s f`l` ne wz`wchmem hv l`zencmem. vhmhmxfh mh mh n` uxh ne l`zencmem. vhbk ne hk}chkmhk n`v jxzbxhvhv. f`kvcv}h hk htwn`}ez hn}zejea` mh `}z`+

Ne wz`wchmem s hn fewc}en v`k hvhkfcenlhk}h htwn`}em`zhv mhn }zejea`+ Hv khfhvezc`zhwh}cz eux n`v ezbxlhk}`v czzhox}ejnhv mhn v`fcencvl`. uxh kckbk hf`k`lcv}e jxzbxv def`kvhbxcm` zhox}ez dev}e hn wzhvhk}h0 Ux v`k ne wz`wchmem. hn fewc}en hk vx o`zlef`k}hlw`zkhe0 Weze hn fewc}encv}e s hn wz`wch}ezc` vcbkcocfek hn w`mhz s hn mhzhfd`.bezek}cqem`v w`z hn Hv}em`. mh ccz vck }zejeaez s wxhv}` uxh kc ne wz`wchmem kc hn fewc}enwz`mxfhk keme fxekm` k` hv}k ohz}cncqem`v w`z hn }zejea`. hv}` vcbkcocfe w`mhz s mhzhfd` wezeccz htwn`}ekm` hn }zejea` mh `}z`. mhzhfd` e htwn`}ez hn }zejea` mh uxchkhv k` w`vhhkwz`wchmem kc fewc}en s vh hkfxhk}zek. w`z n` }ek}`. o`zqem`v e hkmhz vx oxhzqe wz`mxf}ce e n`veo`z}xkem`v wz`wch}ezc`v+

Ne wz`wchmem s hn fewc}en v`k ckcfx`v hk vx `zcbhk dcv}zcf` s wezevc}ezc`v hk vx ef}xenoxkfc`kelchk}`+ @jvzhvh uxh dh wzhvfckmcm` w`z f`lwnh}` mh ne vcbxchk}h fxhv}ck1 fl`

nnhbez`k ne wz`wchmem s hn fewc}en e fehz hk lek`v mh vxv wzhvhk}hv w`vhhm`zhv0 Hv}e hv xkewzhbxk}e uxh. f`kfhjcme mhvmh ne whzvwhf}ce mh ne dcv}`zce. ne nbcfe s ne axv}cfce. k` wxhmhzhvw`kmhzvh vck` mh xk l`m` efxve}`zc` weze n`v wz`wch}ezc`v ef}xenhv+ Lh nclc}ez w`z hv` eeoczlez uxh n`v wz`wch}ezc`v s fewc}encv}ev chk }`m`v e htwhkvev mhn wz`nh}ezcem` lchk}zev k``j}hkbek ne vxjvcv}hkfce e wez}cz mh vx wz`wc` }zejea` wz`mxf}c` vck` mh zhk}ev zv}cfev `xzjekev. ck}hzhvhv mhn fewc}en. ` w`z ne hvwhfxnefck v`jzh }chzzev. hmcocfc`v s fewc}en. ` lhmcek}hne htwn`}efck f`lhzfcen h ckmxv}zcen mhn }zejea` lekxen mhn wz`nh}ezcem`+ $Ne hvwhfxnefck s nehtwn`}efck }eljck f`kv}c}xshk vck mxme xke hvwhfch mh }zejea`. whz` hk}hzelhk}h k`,wz`mxf}c`+

Ne wzxhje fzxfcen mh ne ckv}c}xfck mh ne wz`wchmem+ V mh v`jze uxh hv}h l`m` mh cme hvlxs hv}clem` hk }`m`v n`v wevhv fccncqem`v. uxh zhvxn}e htwzhve s el`z`velhk}h wz`}hbcm`

w`z }`m`v n`v Hv}em`v9 s uxh n`v Hv}em`v nev zhncbc`khv s }`mev nev nhshv axzmcfev. }ek}`fzclckenhv. f`l` fccnhv. ev f`l` }`m`v n`v b`jchzk`v w`n}cf`v. l`kzuxcf`v s zhwxjncfek`v ,f`k vxv cklhkv`v eweze}`v axmcfcenhv s w`ncfef`v s vxv hazfc}`v hk wch mh bxhzze, k` }chkhklv lcvck uxh f`kvebzez s wz`}hbhz }enhv wzf}cfev+ Hk wzhvhkfce mh hvev ex}`zcmemhvw`mhz`vev s zhvwh}ejnhv k` wxhm` whzlc}czlh vcuxchze wzhbxk}ez vc hv}h l`m` mh cme hvnhb}cl` mhvmh ne whzvwhf}ce mh ne axv}cfce. ne ncjhz}em. ne cbxenmem s ne oze}hzkcmem dxleke+ Lhwzhbxk}` vclwnh lhk}h1 hk }enhv f`kmcfc`khv. v`k w`vcjnhv ne oze}hzkcmem s ne cbxenmem hk}zh hnhtwn`}em`z s hn htwn`}em`0 V`k w`vcjnhv ne axv}cfce s ne ncjhz}em weze n`v htwn`}em`v0

Ne ckvxocfchkfce mh ne zhcckmcfefck }hzcfe mhn fewc}encvl`+ Vxw`kbel`v ckfnxv`. f`l`mhochkmhk n`v hf`k`lcv}ev jxzbxhvhv ,s f`k hnn`v }`m`v n`v ej`bem`v. }`m`v n`v em`zem`zhv s


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fzhshk}hv hk hn mhzhfd` axzmcf`. }`m`v n`v vefhzm`}hv mhn fmcb` fccn s whken, uxh hv}e zhnefckhf`klcfe hk}zh htwn`}em`z s htwn`}em` hv hk}hzelhk}h nhb}cle s f`kv}c}xsh ne f`kvhfxhkfceckhc}ejnh. hn wz`mxf}` mh xke nhs v`fcen h}hzke h ckmhv}zxf}cjnh+ Mh }`mev o`zlev. vhbxcz vchkm`fchz}` vchlwzh uxh ne htwn`}efck htfnxsh ne dhzlekmem s ne cbxenmem+

S k` defh oen}e mhfcz uxh mcfde zhnefck htfnxsh ne cbxenmem hf`klcfe+

Hn l`k`w`nc` fnevcv}e mh n`v lhmc`v mh wz`mxffck hv xk len jvcf`+ Wxhmh vcbkcocfez nehlekfcwefck mhn }zejea` enb` mcv}ck}` mh vx ncjhzefck mhn sxb` mh ne wz`wchmem s hn fewc}en0 Sfl` w`mhl`v clwhmcz uxh elj`v m`lckhk s htwn`}hk hn }zejea` fxekm`. vhwezem`v mh n. v`khn l`k`w`nc` mh xke fnevh uxh f`k}cke `wzclchkm`9 en lxkm` mhn }zejea` f`jzekm` nev zhk}evmh ne }chzze1 n`v ck}hzhvhv mhn fewc}en vck khfhvcmem mh }zejeaez weze ccz1* mhjcm` wzhfcvelhk}h enxv` htfnxvc` mh hvh fewc}en s hv wz`wchmem0 ]en fnevh. uxh ht}zeh vx oxhzqe mh vx wz`wcew`vcfck l`k`w`nv}cfe. vh ew`mhze mh }`m`v n`v jhkhocfc`v mh nev hlwzhvev ckmxv}zcenhv sf`lhzfcenhv. mhaekm` e n`v `jzhz`v ,`wzclcm`v w`z ne f`lwh}hkfce lx}xe hk }`zk` e n`vhlwnh`v e uxh vh hk `jncbem`v, v`n` hn lkcl` khfhvezc` weze k` l`zcz mh deljzh+

Kckbxke nhs w`n}cfe ` axzmcfe. w`z vhhze uxh vhe. wxhmh hc}ez hv}e m`lckefck s htwn`}efck9kckbxke nhs wxhmh hkozhk}ezvh en w`mhz mh hv}h dhfd` wz`oxkmelhk}h hkzecqem`9 kckbxke

wxhmh hc}ez uxh hv}e vc}xefck wz`mxqfe vxv zhvxn}em`v ke}xzenhv+ Mh eux vh mhmxfh uxhlchk}zev htcv}ek ne wz`wchmem s hn fewc}en. w`z xke wez}h. s hn }zejea` w`z ne `}ze. f`kv}c}xshkm`n`v wzclhz`v ne fnevh jxzbxhve s hn vhbxkm` hn wz`nh}ezcem`. hn `jzhz` vhz hn hvfne` s hnjxzbxv hn el`+

Ej`ncfck mhn mhzhfd` e ne dhzhkfce+ Whz` ux hv n` uxh vhweze ne wz`wchmem s hn fewc}en mhn}zejea`0 Ux wz`mxfh nev mcohzhkfcev hf`klcfev s w`n}cfev hk}zh nev fnevhv0 Ux hv n` uxhmhv}zxsh ne cbxenmem s whzwh}e ne mhvcbxenmem. n`v wzccnhbc`v mh xk whuxh` klhz` mhwhzv`kev s ne hvfnec}xm mh ne bzek les`ze0 Hv hn mhzhfd` e ne dhzhkfce

Lchk}zev hn mhzhfd` e ne dhzhkfce f`kvhzh vx oxhzqe. kxkfe dejz cbxenmem hf`klcfe. v`fcen sw`n}cfe hk hv}h lxkm`9 s lchk}zev h hv}e ne mhvcbxenmem. htcv}czk }eljck ne `wzhvck s ne

htwn`}efck+

W`z f`kvcbxchk}h. mhvmh ne whzvwhf}ce mh ne hlekfcwefck ck}hbzen mhn ejea` s n`v }zejeaem`zhv.dhl`v mh }hkmhz e ne ej`ncfck mhn mhzhfd` e ne dhzhkfce+

N` uxh uxhzhl`v s n` uxh mhjhl`v ej`ncz hv hn mhzhfd` e dhzhmez. oxkmem` v`jzh neaxzcvwzxmhkfce s jevh lcvle mh ne oelcnce axzmcfe s hn Hv}em`+

Hv}zcf}elhk}h dejnekm`. ne dhzhkfce evhbxze e n`v dhzhmhz`v. f`lwnh}` ` wezfcenlhk}h. new`vcjcncmem mh ccz vck }zejeaez f`jzek xk }zcjx}` en }zejea` f`nhf}c` jchk f`l` zhk}e mh ne }chzze` f`l` ck}hzv mhn fewc}en+ Mhvmh kxhv}ze hn fewc}e s ne }chzze. }`m`v n`v ckv}zxlhk}`v le}hzcenhvkhfhvezc`v eze hn }zejea`. mhjhk f`khz}czvh vchlwzh hk wz`wchmem f`nhf}ce mh }`mev nev

ev`fcefc`khv mh wz`mxf}`zhv s mhaez mh vhz }zekvlcvcjnhv w`z ne nhs mh ne dhzhkfce+

Vn` e hvh wzhfc` hv w`vcjnh f`kvhbxcz ne cbxenmem s hk f`kvhfxhkfce. ne hlekfcwefck mhn}zejea` s mh n`v }zejeaem`zhv+


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]hkmhkfcev bhkhzenhv mhn fewc}encvl`+ Ne wz`mxffck fewc}encv}e s ne hvwhfxnefck jekfezce ,uxh e ne nezbe mh`}e hv}e wz`mxffck, mhjhk elwncezvh vck fhvez e htwhkvev mh nev hlwzhvevhvwhfxne}cev s wz`mxf}cev lhk`zhv }zebemev w`z hnnev9 mhjhk f`khz}czvh hk xk`v w`f`vl`k`w`nc`v xkchzvenhv f`k w`mhz v`jzh }`me ne }chzze+

Hk hn felw` hf`klcf`. ne f`lwh}hkfce mhv}zxsh s mh`ze e nev hlwzhvev fewc}encv}ev.ojzcfev. ockfev zv}cfev s fevev f`lhzfcenhv whuxhev s lhmcev hk jhkhocfc` mhf`kfhk}zefc`khv fewc}encv}ev. hlwzhvev ckmxv}zcenhv s oczlev lhzfek}cnhv mh bzekmhvmclhkvc`khv+

Fzhfchk}h f`kfhk}zefck mh ne zcuxhqe+ Hv}e zcuxhqe9 hv htfnxvce s feme me }chkmh e vhzn`lv. f`kfhk}zkm`vh1 hk lek`v mh xk klhz` feme hq lv whuxh` mh whzv`kev9 sezzàekm` en hv}ze}` ckohzc`z mh ne fnevh lhmce ,ne whuxhe. jxzbxhve, en hv}e}x}` mhnwz`nh}ezcem`. f`k n` fxnwez en mhvezz`nn` mh hv}e zcuxhqe hv} mczhf}elhk}h ncbem` e ne w`jzhqefzhfchk}h mh nev levev mh }zejeaem`zhv+ Mh eux vh mhmxfh uxh hn ejcvl` hv}ejnhfcm` hk}zh nelck`ze eo`z}xkeme s wzccnhbceme s n`v lcnn`khv mh }zejeaem`zhv uxh lek}chkhk e hv}e lck`ze

lhmcek}h vx wz`wc` }zejea` vh elwnce vck fhvez. s uxh fxek}` lv zcf`v vh defhk n`v htwn`}em`zmhn }zejea`. lv lcvhzejnh e wevekm` e vhz ne bzek leve mh }zejeaem`zhv+

Wz`nh}ezcqefck mhn felwhvckem`+ Ne whuxhe wz`wchmem felwhvcke. ejzxleme w`z mhxmev.dcw`}hfev. clwxhv}`v s }cw` mh zhfexmefc`khv. vh mhzzc}h s hvfewe mhn wz`wch}ezc` esxmekm` ezhm`kmhez nev w`vhvc`khv vchlwzh fzhfchk}hv n`v bzekmhv }hzze}hkchk}hv9 xke nhs hf`klcfeckhc}ejnh oxhzqe en felwhvckem` e hk}zez hk nev ocnev mhn wz`nh}ezcem`+

Hk vx o`zle ef}xen. ux v`k ne wz`wchmem s hn fewc}en0 weze hn fewc}encv}e s hn wz`wch}ezc`vcbkcocfek hn w`mhz s hn mhzhfd`. bezek}cqem`v w`z hn Hv}em`. mh ccz vck }zejeaez. s wxhv}` uxh kcne wz`wchmem kc hn fewc}en wz`mxfhk keme vc n` hv}k ohz}cncqem`v w`z hn }zejea`. hv}` clwncfe hnw`mhz s hn mhzhfd` mh ccz htwn`}ekm` hn }zejea` mh `}z`. hn mhzhfd` e htwn`}ez hn }zejea` mh

uxchkhv k` w`vhhk l wz`wchmem kc fewc}en s vh hk o`zqem`v e hkmhz vx oxhzqe wz`mxf}`z e e%`v eo`z}xkem`v wz`wch}ezc`v mh eljev f`vev+++

Ne htwn`}efck hv ne hvhkfce mhn fewc}encvl`+ Vxw`kbel`v ckfnxv`. f`l` mhochkmhk n`vhf`k`lcv}ev jxzbxhvhv ,s f`k hnn`v }`m`v n`v ej`bem`v. }`m`v n`v em`zem`zhv s fzhshk}hv hkhn mhzhfd` axzmcf`. }`m`v n`v vefhzm`}hv mhn fmcb` fccn s whken,. uxh hv}e zhnefck hf`klcfehk}zh htwn`}em`z s htwn`}em` hv hk}hzelhk}h nhb}cle s f`kv}c}xshk}h ne f`kvhfxhkfceckhc}ejnh. hn wz`mxf}` mh xke nhs v`fcen h}hzke h ckmhv}zxf}cjnh+ Mh }`mev o`zlev. vhbxczvchkm` fchz}` vchlwzh uxh ne htwn`}efck htfnxsh ne dhzlekmem s ne cbxenmem weze n`vhtwn`}em`v+

N`v `jzhz`v. o`zqem`v e hkmhz vx }zejea`+ K` defh oen}e mhfcz uxh htfnxsh ne cbxenmem

hf`klcfe+ Vxw`kbel`v uxh s` v`s hn `jzhz` s uxh } hzhv lc we}zk+ Vc òzhqf` lc }zejea` enwzhfc` lv jea` s whzlc}` uxh cev mh. n k` hv fchz}elhk}h w`z mh`fck ` w`z xk el`zoze}hzk` s kckbk hf`k`lcv}e jxzbxv vh e}zhhze e mhfczn`. exkuxh vx zeq`kelchk}` vh debecmncf` h ckbhkx` fxekm` f`lchkqe e dejnez mh n`v eohf}`v zhfwz`f`v s nev zhnefc`khv lx}xevuxh mhjchzekhtcv}cz hk}zh we}z`k`v s hlwnhem`v+ N` deb` w`z lc oelcnce s weze k` l`zczlh mhdeljzh+ Hk f`kvhfxhkfce. lh h` o`zqemè hkmhz}h lc }zejea` en wzhfc` lv w`vcjnh. s lhh` o`zqem` e hnn` w`z ne elhkeqe deljzh+

_hkmhz ne oxhzqe mh }zejea` k` hv xke }zekveffck+ Whz` ,k`v mcfhk n`v hf`k`lcv}ev, n`vwz`wch}ezc`v. fewc}encv}ev s we}z`k`v }eljckvh hk o`zqem`v e jxvfez s f`lwzez hn }zejea` mhn


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wz`nh}ezcem`+ V. hv fchz}`. vh hk o`zqem`v e hnn`. whz` k` hk ne lcvle lhmcme+ Mh dejhzhtcv}cm` cbxenmem hk}zh uxchkhv `ozhfhk vx }zejea` s uxchkhv n` f`lwzek. hk}zh ne khfhvcmem mhhkmhz hn wz`wc` }zejea` s ne khfhvcmem mh f`lwzezn`. k` htcv}czek ne hvfnec}xm kc ne lcvhzce mhnwz`nh}ezcem`+ Whz` hk}`kfhv }elw`f` htcv}czek n`v fewc}encv}ev. kc n`v wz`wch}ezc`v. kc hnwz`nh}ezcem`. kc n`v zcf`v. kc n`v w`jzhv1 vn` dejze }zejeaem`zhv+ Wzhfcvelhk}h w`zuxh }encbxenmem k` htcv}h. }hkhl`v s hv}el`v mhv}ckem`v e vhbxcz }hkchkm` htwn`}em`zhv+

Hn fzhfclchk}` mhn wz`nh}ezcem` mhvj`zme ne fewefcmem wz`mxf}ce mhn fewc}encvl`+ Hv}ecbxenmem k` htcv}h w`zuxh hk ne v`fchmem l`mhzke. m`kmh ne zcuxhqe vh wz`mxfh bzefcev e n`vvenezc`v uxh hn fewc}en webe en }zejea`. hn fzhfclchk}` mh ne w`jnefck mhvj`zme ne fewefcmemwz`mxf}ce mhn fewc}encvl`. n` fxen mhvhlj`fe hk uxh hn vxlckcv}z` mh }zejea` htfhmhkhfhvezcelhk}h ne mhlekme s f`kmxfh exk dxkmclchk}` zhne}c` hk hn kchn mh venezc`v+ Newz`mxffck ev f`kv}c}xcme. l`k`w`ncqeme s htwn`}eme w`z fewc}en jxzbxv. vh h hlwxaeme w`zne f`lwh}hkfce hk}zh fewc}encv}ev e f`kfhk}zezvh feme hq lv hk lek`v mh xk klhz`wz`bzhvcelhk}h lhk`z mh fewc}encv}ev w`mhz`v`v. ` hk lek`v mh f`lweev w`z effc`khv.fxse efxlxnefck mh fewc}en nhv whzlc}h vhz lv w`mhz`vev uxh n`v lv bzekmhv fewc}encv}evecvnem`v+ $N`v fewc}encv}ev whuxh`v s lhmcek`v. ckfewefhv mh wz`mxfcz en lcvl` wzhfc` uxh n`vbzekmhv fewc}encv}ev. vxfxljhk ke}xzenlhk}h hk hv}e nxfde e lxhz}h#+ W`z `}ze wez}h. }`mev nevhlwzhvev vh hk o`zqemev w`z ne f`lwh}hkfce lcvle e hkmhz vxv wz`mxf}`v en wzhfc` lv jea`

w`vcjnh+

Hn l`k`w`nc` fewc}encv}e vn` wxhmh enfekqez hv}h m`jnh zhvxn}em` o`zqekm` ne mhvewezcfck mhxk klhz` fzhfchk}h mh fewc}encv}ev whuxh`v ` lhmc`v. hvwhfxnem`zhv. f`lhzfcek}hv `ckmxv}zcenhv. s nekqkm`nhv en lxkm` mhn wz`nh}ezcem` htwn`}em`. lchk}zev en lcvl` }chlw`zhjee mccmhkm`v feme hq les`zhv mh n`v venezc`v mh hvh lcvl` wz`nh}ezcem`+

Ne fzhfchk}h f`lwh}hkfce hk ne jvuxhme mh }zejea` oxhzqe hn mhvfhkv` hk n`v kchnhvvenezcenhv+ W`z `}ze wez}h. ne leve mhn wz`nh}ezcem`. en fzhfhz f`l` zhvxn}em`. mhn ckfzhlhk}`bhkhzen mh ne w`jnefck ,f`ve uxh. f`l` vejhl`v. kc vcuxchze ne w`jzhqe wxhmh mh}hkhzhocfeqlhk}h, s e }zev mh ne fzhfchk}h wz`nh}ezcqefck mh ne whuxhe jxzbxhve. ht,wz`wch}ezc`v.fewc}encv}ev. f`lhzfcek}hv h ckmxv}zcenhv ,f`k xk zc}l`. f`l` se dh vhenem`. lxfd` lv zwcm`

uxh nev fewefcmemhv wz`mxf}cev mh xke hf`k`le htwn`}eme w`z fewc}en jxzbxv, vh hkfxhk}zehk xke vc}xefck hk ne uxh n`v lcvl`v }zejeaem`zhv vh hk `jncbem`v e xke f`lwh}hkfcemhvev}z`ve hk}zh hnn`v+

Wxhv}` uxh k` w`vhhk lhmc` enbxk` mh htcv}hkfce ven` vx wz`wc` }zejea` lekxen. hn lchm` ehzvh vxv}c}xcm`v w`z `}z`v nhv oxhzqe e hkmhzn` en wzhfc` lv jea`+ Hv}e }hkmhkfce mh n`v`jzhz`v. ` lv jchk ne khfhvcmem e uxh nhv f`kmhke vx wz`wce w`jzhqe. f`ljckeme f`k ne}hkmhkfce mh n`v we}z`k`v e hkmhz n`v wz`mxf}`v mh vxv`jzhz`v. s w`z f`kvcbxchk}h e f`lwzezhn }zejea` mh v}`v. en wzhfc` lv jea`. zhwz`mxfh s f`kv`ncme f`kv}ek}hlhk}h ne w`jzhqe mhnwz`nh}ezcem`+ En hkf`k}zezvh hk xk hv}em` mh w`jzhqe. hn `jzhz` vh h o`zqem` e hkmhz vx}zejea` w`z fevc keme. s f`l` hkmh hv}h wz`mxf}` w`z fevc keme. vh e dxkmchkm` hk xkew`jzhqe feme hq les`z+

Ne htwn`}efck ck}hkvcocfeme s vxv f`kvhfxhkfcev+ Mhvmh nxhb`. hk xke lcvhzce feme hqles`z% W`zuxh hk hv}h }zejea` wz`wc` mh benh`}hv. ne oxhzqe wz`mxf}ce mh n`v }zejeaem`zhv. envhz len xveme. htwn`}eme1 mhvwcememelhk}h. mhzz`fdeme hk htfhv` s enclhk}eme mh l`m`mhocfchk}h. vh eb`}e zwcmelhk}h+ Xke hq uxh hn `jzhz` uxhme eb`}em` fxn wxhmh vhz vxen`z hk hn lhzfem`0 Ux en`z }chkh hv}h kcf` jchkw`vhm` w`z n. s mh fxse hk}e mcezcemhwhkmh vx vxv}hk}`0 Kckbxk`% S hk}`kfhv0 Hk}`kfhv en `jzhz` k` nh uxhme lv uxh l`zcz+

Hk xk wev mem`. fxn hv hn venezc` lv jea` w`vcjnh0 Hv hn wzhfc` mh n` uxh n`v wz`nh}ezc`v mhhvh wev f`kvcmhzek ejv`nx}elhk}h khfhvezc`weze vxjvcv}cz+ ]`m`v n`v hf`k`lcv}ev jxzbxhvhvhv}k mh efxhzm` hk hv}h wxk}`+++


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feljcezn` w`z hn }zejea` mcezc`mhn `jzhz` v`jzh ne jevh mh }ek}ev d`zev w`z me. s hn `}z` f`k vxwz`wc` }zejea` f`l` jchk e ck}hzfeljcez w`z hn venezc` òzhfcm`0 Wxhv}` uxh. hk kxhv}zevxw`vcfck. ne mhlekme hv mh fchk `jzhz`v s ne òhz}e hv cmk}cfe e fchk whzv`kev. w`mzewezhfhz uxh elj`v nem`v }chkhk xke w`vcfck wezc}ezce+

Ke}xzenlhk}h. keme mh hv}` hv fchz}`+ Ux }zeh en fewc}encv}e en lhzfem`0 Ne wzcve w`zhkzcuxhfhzvh. w`z ckfzhlhk}e vx fewc}en. w`z ve}cvoefhz vxv eljcfc`khv s ekcmemhv v`fcenhv w`z

nnhbez e whzlc}czvh }`m`v n`v wnefhzhv f`kfhjcjnhv+ S uxh }zeh en `jzhz` en lhzfem`0 Hn deljzh.ne khfhvcmem mh f`lhz d`s s leeke+ Hk f`kvhfxhkfce1 exkuxh v`n` Cbxenhv mhvmh hn wxk}`mh cv}e mh ne ocffck axzmcfe. hn fewc}encv}e s hn `jzhz` v`k ejv`nx}elhk}h mcvwezhv mhvmh newhzvwhf}ce mh ne vc}xefck hf`klcfe. uxh hv ne vc}xefck+

Hn fewc}encv}e k` vh h elhkeqem` w`z hn deljzh fxekm` efxmh en lhzfem`9 vejh lxs jchk uxhvc k` hkfxhk}ze d`s e n`v `jzhz`v. }hkmz }`mee vxocfchk}h weze f`lhz mxzek}h nezb` }chlw`bzefcev en fewc}en uxh ohncqlhk}h w`vhh1 Vc n`v `jzhz`v e uxchkhv hkfxhk}ze hk hn lhzfem`wzhvhk}ezek htcbhkfcev ewezhk}hlhk}h htfhvcev weze n. w`zuxh hk hq mh whzlc}cznhckfzhlhk}ez vx zcuxhqe s lha`zez }`mee lv vx w`vcfck hf`klcfe. hvev wz`wxhv}ev sf`kmcfc`khv w`mzek k` mcbel`v cbxenez. whz` v efhzfez enb` ne w`vcfck hf`klcfe mh n`v`jzhz`v e ne vxse wz`wce. ux defh hk hvh fev`0 Zhfdeqez hvev wz`w`vcfc`khv s hvwhzez+

Mhvwxv mh }`m`. k` hv}eje l`cm` w`z xke khfhvcmem xzbhk}h. vck` w`z xk mhvh` mh lha`zezfchz}e w`vcfck uxh f`lwezeme f`k ne mh n`v `jzhz`v. hv se jev}ek}h fl`me W`z hnn`. wxhmhhvwhzez s hvwhzez. w`zuxh vx htwhzchkfce f`lhzfcen nh de hkvhem` uxh ne zhvcv}hkfce mh n`v`jzhz`v9 uxchkhv. en fezhfhz mh fewc}en. mh jchkhv ` mh fxenuxchz. ed`zz`. vh hk ewzhlcem`v w`zne ckhnxf}ejnh khfhvcmem mhn deljzh. k` wxhmh mxzez lxfd`. s en ocken hn we}z`k` w`mzhkf`k}zez n`v fchk `jzhz`v uxh jxvfe ,w`zuxh vh hzk o`zqem`v e efhw}ez nev f`kmcfc`khv uxhn f`kvcmhzh zhk}ejnh clw`khznhv,+ Vc vh kchbek. `}z`v hkmzk e efhw}ez f`k }`m` bxv}` }enhv.f`kmcfc`khv+ Ev hv f`l` vh defhk nev f`vev f`}cmcekelhk}h9 vejckm`n` }`m`v s e wnhke nxq

Xk f`k}ze}` mh el`,hvfne`+ Ev. hn fewc}encv}e chkh. en lhzfem` vc k` f`k ne fewefcmem mh xkebhk}h ejv`nx}elhk}h ncjzh. en lhk`v f`k ne mh xk ebhk}h ckockc}elhk}h lv ncjzh uxh hn `jzhz`+

N` uxh ef`k}hfh hk hn lhzfem` hv hn hkfxhk}z` hk}zh xk clwxnv` mh nxfz` s hn deljzh. hk}zhel` s hvfne`+ Axzmcfelhk}h nev m`v wez}hv v`k cbxenhv. whz` hf`klcfelhk}h hn `jzhz` hv hnvchz` mhn fewc}encv}e. ckfnxv` ek}hv mh dejhzvh f`kfnxcm` ne }zekveffck lhzfek}cn lhmcek}h efxen hn `jzhz` hkmh vx whzv`ke s vx ncjhz}em w`z xk }chlw` mh}hzlckem`+ Hn `jzhz` hv} hk new`vcfck mhn vchz` w`z ne }hzzcjnh elhkeqe mh deljzh uxh bzec}e mcezcelhk}h v`jzh vx fejhqes vx oelcnce9 hv}e elhkeqe nh `jncbeze e efhw}ez fxenuxchz f`kmcfck clwxhv}e w`z n`v cm`vfnfxn`v mhn fewc}encv}e. hn ckmxv}zcen. hn we}z`k`+

Hn mhzhfd` f`k}ze ne zhencmem hf`klcfe+ S xke hq uxh vh de f`kfhz}em` hn f`k}ze}`. nevhzcmxljzh mhn `jzhz` vh ckfzhlhk}e m`jnhlhk}h+++ Hn Vz+ Iezn Lezt. Cnxv}zh ahoh mhn f`lxkcvlènhlk. `jvhz f`k axv}cfce hk vx lebkocf` }zejea` Mev Iewc}en uxh vc hn f`k}ze}` wef}em`ncjzhlhk}h w`z n`v hkmhm`zhv mh mckhz` ,hk o`zle mh venezc`, s n`v hkmhm`zhv mh vx wz`wc`

}zejea` ,hv mhfcz. hk}zh hn hlwzhvezc` s n`v }zejeaem`zhv, k` vh f`kfnxshze vn` w`z xk }chlw`mhockcm` s nclc}em`. vck` e whzwh}xcmem. f`kv}c}xcze xke ex}k}cfe hvfnec}xm+ Dejckm`vhwef}em` ewneq` oca` s zhvhzekm` en `jzhz` hn mhzhfd` e ejekm`kez vx hlwnh`. hv}h f`k}ze}`f`kv}c}xsh xke hvwhfch mh vhzcmxljzh `nxk}ezce s }zekvc}`zce+

]zekvc}`zce s `nxk}ezce mhvmh hn wxk}` mh cv}e axzmcf`. v. whz` k` mhvmh hn wxk}` mh cv}e mh new`vcjcncmem hf`klcfe+ Hn `jzhz` }chkh vchlwzh hn mhzhfd` mh ejekm`kez e vx we}z`k`+ Whz`}chkh n`v lhmc`v weze defhzn`0 s vc mh dhfd` nh mhae. hv weze nnhez xke htcv}hkfce ncjzh. vck`}z` el` htfhw}` n lcvl`0 K`. n` defh e ock mh hkmhzvh e `}z` we}z`k`+ Vh h clwxnvem` ehnn` w`z ne lcvle deljzh uxh nh o`zq e hkmhzvh en wzclhz hlwzhvezc`+


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Mh hv}h l`m`. ne ncjhz}em mhn `jzhz` ,}ek hten}eme w`z. n`v hf`k`lcv}ev. axzcv}ev s jxzbxhvhvzhwxjncfek`v, hv vn` xke ncjhz}em }hzcfe uxh fezhfh mh lhmc` enbxk` weze vx zhencqefck+ Hkf`kvhfxhkfce. hv vn` xke ncjhz}em ocf}cfce. xke f`lwnh}e oenvhmem+ Ne hzmem hv uxh }`me ne cmemhn `jzhz` f`kv}c}xsh vclwnhlhk}h xke vhzch f`k}ckxe s mhvf`zeq`kem`ze mh vhzcmxljzhv ,`nxk}ezcev mhvmh hn wxk}` mh cv}e axzmcf`. whz` o`zq`vev hk hn vhk}cm` hf`klcf`, z`}e w`zjzhhv ck}hzen`v mh ncjhz}em ef`lweem`v mh deljzh9 hk `}zev wenejzev. hv xke hzmemhzehvfnec}xm+

Hn we}z`k` vn` vh wzh`fxwe mh n`v f`k}ze}`v mh }zejea` weze ckfxlwnczn`v+ Hv}e hvfnec}xmvh lekcochv}e f`}cmcekelhk}h mh ckkxlhzejnhv lekhzev+ Wzhvfckmchkm` mh nev haefc`khv s nevf`kmcfc`khv `wzhvcev mhn f`k}ze}` uxh f`kchz}hk en `jzhz` hk xk vxj`zmckem`. xk vczchk}hwevc` s vxlcv`. s en we}z`k` hk xk el` fevc ejv`nx}`9 wzhvfckmchkm` mh }`m` fxek}` hv jchkvejcm`. ewhkev htcv}h xke hlwzhve ckmxv}zcen fxs` wz`wch}ezc` k` ckfxlwne n`v }zlck`vwef}em`v hk hn f`k}ze}` s vh ezz`bxh f`kfhvc`khv emcfc`kenhv hk vx wz`wc` oe`z. clwxnvem` w`zhn m`jnh ckv}ck}` mh xke ckvefcejnh f`mcfce mh jhkhocfc`v s w`mhz ejv`nx}` s ewz`hfdkm`vh mhne mhwhkmhkfce hf`klcfe mhn `jzhz`+ Ed`ze whmcz lv d`zev mh }zejea`. hv mhfcz. xk d`zezc`vxwhzc`z en hv}cwxnem` hk hn f`k}ze}`9 lv }ezmh zhmxfcz n`v venezc`v f`k enbk wzh}ht}`9 nxhb`clw`kmz lxn}ev ezjc}zezcev. ` }ze}ez e n`v `jzhz`v mh l`m` vwhz`. jzxvf` h ckv`nhk}h+

Whz` w`mzel`v mhfcz uxh hk hvh fev` hn `jzhz` }chkh ne wxhz}e ncjzh weze czvh+ Hv lv ofcnmhfczn` uxh defhzn`+ E hfhv hn `jzhz` zhfcjh wez}h mh vx venezc` emhnek}em ` ` vx hvw`ve ` n`vdca`v wxhmhk hv}ez hkohzl`v. ` uxcqv vx }zejea` hv} w`jzhlhk}h webem` hk }`m` hn vhf}`zckmxv}zcen+ @}z`v we}z`k`v wxhmhk hv}ez webekm` ek lhk`v uxh hn vxs` wz`wc`. s mhvwxv mhmhaez vx }zejea`. e n` lha`z k` hkfxhk}ze kckbk `}z` s uxhmezvh vck hlwnh` vcbkcocfe ne lxhz}hweze n s vx oelcnce+ Emhlv. des xk efxhzm` hk}zh }`m`v n`v we}z`k`v. s }`m`v hnn`v vh wezhfhk+]`m`v hnn`v v`k wzf}cfelhk}h cbxen mh czzc}ek}hv. ckaxv}`v s vwhz`v+

Hv hv}` xke fenxlkce0 K`. hv} hk ne ke}xzenhqe mh nev f`vev s hk ne khfhvcmem nbcfe mh nezhnefck htcv}hk}h hk}zh n`v we}z`k`v s vxv `jzhz`v+

CKH_C]EJCNCMEM MH NE NXFDE MH FNEVHV HK NE V@FCHMEM

Fcxmemek`v s hvfne`v1 }en hze hn ek}eb`kcvl` htcv}hk}h hk hn lxkm` ek}cbx` s hk n`v Hv}em`vhvfnecv}ev mhn Kxh` Lxkm`+ Fcxmemek`v s hvfne`v. hv mhfcz. `jzhz`v e ne oxhzqe. hvfne`v k`mh mhzhfd`. whz` v mh dhfd`9 }en hv hn ek}eb`kcvl` mhn lxkm` l`mhzk` s en cbxen uxh n`vHv}em`v ek}cbx`v vxfxljchz`k w`z ne hvfnec}xm. ev whzhfhzk }eljck n`v Hv}em`v l`mhzk`v elek`v mhn wz`nh}ezcem`+

Nev mcohzhkfcev mh fnevh v`k zhenhv e whvez mh ne oen}e mh mhnclc}efc`khv fnezev+ Hk ek`ck}hk}ezel`v f`kv`nezk`v whkvekm` uxh hv}h ek}eb`kcvl` hv ocf}cfc` s k` zhen. ` uxh zhvxn}e

clw`vcjnh }zeqez xke nkhe fneze mh mhlezfefck hk}zh nev fnevhv w`vhhm`zev s nev mhvw`vhmev.se uxh eljev vh lhqfnek e }zev mh lxfd`v le}cfhv ck}hzlhmc`v h clwhzfhw}cjnhv+ ]elw`f`htcv}hk }enhv nkhev mh mhnclc}efck hk hn lxkm` ke}xzen9 w`z hahlwn`. hv clw`vcjnh l`v}zez hk nevhzch evfhkmhk}h mh n`v vhzhv hn wxk}` htef}` m`kmh }hzlcke hn zhck` mh nev wnek}ev s f`lchkqehn zhck` ekclen. m`kmh fhve ne jhv}cencmem s f`lchkqe ne dxlekcmem+ Vck hljezb`. htcv}h xkemcohzhkfce lxs zhen hk}zh xke wnek}e s xk ekclen. s hk}zh xk ekclen s hn d`ljzh+

N` lcvl` ef`k}hfh hk ne v`fchmem dxleke1 e whvez mh n`v kfxn`v ck}hzlhmc`v uxh defhkclwhzfhw}cjnhv ne }zekvcfck mh xke vc}xefck w`n}cfe s v`fcen e `}ze. ne mcohzhkfce hk}zh nev fnevhvhv lxs lezfeme. s }`m`v wxhmhk mcv}ckbxcz e ne ezcv}`fzefce mh vekbzh eqxn mh ne ezcv}`fzefce


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ockekfchze. e ne en}e jxzbxhve mh ne whuxhe jxzbxhve. ` e hv}e n}cle mhn wz`nh}ezcem` oejzcn sxzjek` ,n` lcvl` uxh w`mhl`v mcv}ckbxcz en }hzze}hkchk}h. en zhk}chz. mhn felwhvck` uxh }zejeaevx wz`wce }chzze. s en bzekahz` mhn wz`nh}ezc` zv}cf` f`lk $ne lek` mh `jze ebzf`ne e vxhnm`#+

Ne mcohzhkfce jvcfe hk}zh nev fnevhv+ ]`m`v hv`v mcohzhk}hv bzxw`v w`n}cf`v s v`fcenhvwxhmhk zhmxfczvh ed`ze e m`v fe}hb`zev wzckfcwenhv. mcelh}zenlhk}h `wxhv}ev s ke}xzenlhk}hd`v}cnhv hk}zh v1 nev fnevhv wzccnhbcemev. uxh f`l` wzhkmhk e }`m`v n`v wzccnhbcem`v hk fxek}`

e w`vhvck mh }chzze. fewc}en. ` ckfnxv` vn` mh hmxfefck jxzbxhve. s nev fnevhv }zejeaem`zevmhvdhzhmemev hk fxek}` e ne }chzze s en fewc}en. s wzcemev mh }`me hmxfefck h ckv}zxffck+

Ne nxfde mh fnevhv hk ne v`fchmem htcv}hk}h k` emlc}h f`kfcncefck+ Hn ek}eb`kcvl`htcv}hk}h hk}zh hn lxkm` jxzbxv s hn mh n`v }zejeaem`zhv evxlh xk fezf}hz feme hq lvwz`kxkfcem`+ ]`m` d`ljzh vhkve}` ,fxs`v vhk}clchk}`v h clebckefck k` hv}k mcv}`zvc`kem`vw`z ne ckonxhkfce. e lhkxm` ckf`kvfchk}h. mh v`ocvlev }wcf`v, mhjh f`lwzhkmhz uxh hvclw`vcjnh fxenuxchz zhf`kfcncefck hk}zh elj`v lxkm`+ N`v }zejeaem`zhv uxchzhk cbxenmem. s nejxzbxhve uxchzh lek}hkhz ne mhvcbxenmem+ @jcelhk}h. xke f`ve mhv}zxsh e ne `}ze+ Hkf`kvhfxhkfce. ne bzek les`ze mh n`v fewc}encv}ev jxzbxhvhv s n`v wz`wch}ezc`v f`k en`z wezef`kohvez ejchz}elhk}h vxv mhvh`v lekcochv}ek f`k ne lcvle ozekuxhqe hn hvwek}` uxh nhvckvwcze hn ef}xen l`clchk}` nej`zen+ V`k hkhlcb`v zhvxhn}`v s vckfhz`v9 n`v f`k`fhl`v. s jchk

hv} uxh ev vhe+

Ckmxmejnhlhk}h. k` wxhmh dejhz zhf`kfcncefck hk}zh hn wz`nh}ezcem`. czzc}em` s deljzchk}`.l`cm` w`z wevc`khv v`fcen,zh`nxfc`kezcev s `jv}ckemelhk}h mh}hzlckem` e fzhez `}z` lxkm`v`jzh n`v wzckfcwc`v mh hzmem. axv}cfce. ncjhz}em. cbxenmem s oze}hzkcmem dxleke $wzckfcwc`v}`nhzem`v hk ne v`fchmem zhvwh}ejnh vn` f`l` }hle ck`fhk}h mh hahzfcfc`v zh}zcf`v#. s hnlxkm` cnxv}zem` s hmxfem` mh nev fnevhv wzccnhbcemev uxh mhochkmhk f`k mhvhvwhzem` cb`z hnzbclhk w`n}cf`. axzmcf`. lh}eovcf`. }h`nbcf` s lcnc}ez f`l` n}cle o`z}enhqe hk ne fxv}`mce mhnwzhfc`v` wzccnhbc` mh1 ne htwn`}efck hf`klcfe+ Hk}zh hv`v m`v lxkm`v. hk}zh hn vhkfcnn`wxhjn` }zejeaem`z s ne v`fchmem hmxfeme $uxh f`ljcke hk v lcvle. f`l` vejhl`v. }`mev nevhtfhnhkfcev. jhnnhqev s cz}xmhv# k` des zhf`kfcncefck w`vcjnh+

Ne nxfde mh fnevhv hk }zlck`v mh wz`bzhv` s zheffck+ Vn` dek whzvcv}cm` m`v oxhzqevzhenhv dev}e hn wzhvhk}h1 hn wez}cm` mhn wevem`. mh ne zheffck. uxh f`lwzhkmh e }`mev nevfnevhv w`vhhm`zev s wzccnhbcemev s uxh ed`ze jxvfe zhoxbc`. e lhkxm` htwzhvelhk}h. jea` nejekmhze mh ne mcf}emxze lcnc}ez ` ne ex}`zcmem mhn Hv}em` s hn wez}cm` mhn ox}xz`. hn wez}cm` mh nehlekfcwefck dxleke ck}hbzen. hn wez}cm` mhn V`fcencvl` Zh`nxfc`kezc`. mhn wz`nh}ezcem`+

Dhl`v mh vhz v`ocv}ev ` f`lwnh}elhk}h fchb`v weze khbez ne htcv}hkfce mhn ejcvl` uxh vhwezeef}xenlhk}h e eljev fnevhv+ F`l` ef`k}hfe hk hn lxkm` ek}cbx`. kxhv}ze fccncqefckl`mhzke ,zhbcme w`z xke lck`ze zhne}celhk}h nclc}eme mh fcxmemek`v wzccnhbcem`v, }chkh f`l`jevh hn }zejea` o`zqem` $o`zqem` w`z hn deljzh# mh ne bzek les`ze mh ne w`jnefck. f`kmhkemeckhc}ejnhlhk}h e ne cbk`zekfce s ne jzx}encmem+++

Hn f`lhzfc` ncjzh k` hv v`nxfck+ Hk ek` w`mhl`v mhfcz f`k n`v hf`k`lcv}ev uxh hnlha`zelchk}` mh ne vc}xefck hf`klcfe mh nev fnevhv }zejeaem`zev mhwhkmh mhn wz`bzhv`bhkhzen mh ne ckmxv}zce s hn f`lhzfc` hk }`m`v n`v wevhv s mh vx f`lwnh}e hlekfcwefck mh ne}x}hne s ne wz`}hffck hv}e}en+ Ne ncjhz}em mh ckmxv}zce s f`lhzfc` hv. w`z vxwxhv}`. xke bzekf`ve. s f`kv}c}xsh xk` mh n`v oxkmelhk}`v jvcf`v weze ne xkck ck}hzkefc`ken ox}xze mh }`m`vn`v wxhjn`v mhn lxkm`+ Vchkm` elcb`v mh ne ncjhz}em e fxenuxchz wzhfc`. s mh }`mev nevncjhz}emhv. mhjczel`v vhz cbxenlhk}h elcb`v mh }enhv ncjhz}emhv+ Whz` dhl`v mh zhf`k`fhz.w`z `}ze wez}h. uxh lchk}zev htcv}e hn Hv}em` ef}xen. lchk}zev hn }zejeae vcbe vchkm` vchz` mh newz`wchmem s hn fewc}en. hv}e ncjhz}em. en hkzcuxhfhz e xke vhffck lxs whuxhe mh ne jxzbxhve ehtwhkvev mh ne bzek les`ze mh ne w`jnefck. wz`mxfcz xk jxhk zhvxn}em`1 mhjcnc}ez smhvl`zencqez lv f`lwnh}elhk}h en whuxh` klhz` mh whzv`kev wzccnhbcemev. h


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ckfzhlhk}ez ne w`jzhqe. hn zhvhk}clchk}` s ne axv}e ckmcbkefck mh nev levev }zejeaem`zev.efhzfekm` ev ne d`ze mh ne mhv}zxffck mh n`v Hv}em`v+

Hn fewc}encvl` mhn ncjzh f`lhzfc` hv xk vxhn` oz}cn weze hn fzhfclchk}` mh ne w`jzhqe+ Ckbne}hzze. Jnbcfe. Ozekfce s Enhlekce v`k vck mxme n`v wevhv hxz`wh`v m`kmh hn f`lhzfc` s neckmxv}zce mcvozx}ek mh xke les`z ncjhz}em zhne}ce s dek enfekqem` hn kchn lv en}` mh mhvezz`nn`+W`z n` lcvl`. v`k wzhfcvelhk}h n`v wevhv m`kmh ne w`jzhqe vh vchk}h mh l`m` lv fzxhn. s

m`kmh wezhfh dejhzvh hkvekfdem` hk xke lhmcme mhvf`k`fcme weze n`v mhlv wevhv nemcv}ekfce uxh vhweze e n`v fewc}encv}ev s wz`wch}ezc`v mh nev fnevhv }zejeaem`zev

Hn }zejea` mh nev fnevhv wzccnhbcemev+ Mh hv}h l`m` k`v hl`v nnhem`v e zhf`k`fhz f`l`zhbne bhkhzen uxh hk hn lxkm` l`mhzk` ,exkuxh k` vhe hk ne lcvle lhmcme uxh hk hn lxkm`ek}cbx`, ne fccncqefck mh xk whuxh` klhz` vh jeve }`mee v`jzh hn }zejea` o`zqem` s hnjezjezcvl` zhne}c` mh ne bzek les`ze+ Vck hljezb`. vhze ckaxv}` mhfcz uxh hv}e fnevhwzccnhbceme hv }`}enlhk}h eahke en }zejea`+ W`z hn f`k}zezc`. hk kxhv}z`v mev lxfd`v mh vxvlchljz`v }zejeaek e o`km`+ Hn klhz` mh whzv`kev ejv`nx}elhk}h `fc`vev mhfzhfhwhzfhw}cjnhlhk}h. s hn }zejea` hv} hlwhqekm` e wz``fez zhvwh}` hk hv`v fzfxn`v9 w`zuxh n`vlchljz`v lv eo`z}xkem`v mh ne v`fchmem hv}k hlwhqekm` e f`lwzhkmhz uxh wezelek}hkhzvh hk hn en}` kchn mh ne fccncqefck ef}xen. weze vhz fewefhv en lhk`v mh mcvozx}ez mh

vxv wzccnhbc`v s f`kvhzezn`v. hv wzhfcv` }zejeaez lxfd`+

Whz` htcv}h xke mcohzhkfce hk}zh hn }zejea` mh nev fnevhv ef`l`memev s hn mh n`v `jzhz`v1 hnwzclhz`. en hv}ez webem`. hk xke lhmcme wz`w`zfc`kenlhk}h lxs vxwhzc`z en vhbxkm`.wz`w`zfc`ke `fc` e nev whzv`kev wzccnhbcemev. s hn `fc` f`kv}c}xsh ne f`kmcfck vxwzhle mh }`m`mhvezz`nn` dxlek`9 ck}hnhf}xen s l`zen ,xke f`kmcfck aelv mcvozx}eme dev}e ed`ze w`z nevfnevhv }zejeaem`zev,+ Emhlv. hn }zejea` mh nev whzv`kev wzccnhbcemev hv fevc htfnxvcelhk}hmh }cw`. khzc`v`. hv mhfcz. mh clebckefck. lhl`zce s whkvelchk}` lchk}zev uxh hn }zejea` mhn`v lcnn`khv mh wz`nh}ezc`v hv mh }cw` lxvfxnez9 e lhkxm`. f`l` ef`k}hfh hk hn }zejea` oejzcn. k`mhvezz`nne }`m` hn vcv}hle dxlek`. vck` vn` xke wez}h hk mh}zclhk}` mh }`mev nev mhlv. s w`zn` bhkhzen vh hzcocfe jea` f`kmcfc`khv meckev weze ne venxm. f`zw`zen s `wxhv}ev e vxmhvezz`nn` ezl`kc`v`+

Hk hv}h vhk}cm`. hn }zejeaem`z mh ne }chzze hv lxfd` lv eo`z}xkem`1 ncjzh mhn hohf}` cfcek}h mhneczh len hk}cnem` s e lhkxm` hlw`kq`em` mh nev ojzcfev s }ennhzhv. s ncjzh mhn hohf}`mho`zlek}h mh xk mhvezz`nn` ek`zlen hk enbxkev mh vxv w`}hkfcev e htwhkvev mh nev `}zev. vxke}xzenhqe vh lek}chkh lv cb`z`ve s f`lwnh}e+ Whz` feljc`. vx ck}hncbhkfce hv fevc vchlwzhlv ocae. ckm`nhk}h lxfd` lhk`v mhvezz`nneme uxh ne mhn wz`nh}ezcem` oejzcn s xzjek`+

Zhf`lwhkvev zhvwhf}cev hk elj`v }cw`v mh }zejea`+ N`v ez}hvek`v. n`v `jzhz`v oejzcnhv sn`v }zejeaem`zhv mh bzekaev o`zlek xke v`ne fe}hb`ze. ne mhn }zejea` lxvfxnez. vh `w`kh e n`vzhwzhvhk}ek}hv wzccnhbcem`v mhn }zejea` khzc`v`+ Fxn hv ne f`kvhfxhkfce mh hv}e mccvck zhenuxh f`kv}c}xsh ne jevh lcvle mh ne vc}xefck wzhvhk}h. }ek}` w`n}cfe f`l` v`fcen0

E n`v zhwzhvhk}ek}hv wzccnhbcem`v mhn }zejea` khzc`v ,uxh. ckfcmhk}enlhk}h. hv}k nnelem`v hkne ef}xen `zbekcqefck mh ne v`fchmem e mhvhlwhez hv}h }cw` mh }zejea` v`n` w`zuxh kefchz`khk xke fnevh wzccnhbceme. s k` w`z vhz lv ck}hncbhk}hv, f`zzhvw`kmhk }`m`v n`v jhkhocfc`v. whz`}eljck }`mev nev f`zzxwfc`khv mh ne fccncqefck htcv}hk}h+ Defce hnn`v onxshk ne zcuxhqe. hn nxa`.ne f`l`mcmem. hn jchkhv}ez. nev enhbzev oelcncezhv. s hn mcvozx}h htfnxvc` mh ne ncjhz}em w`n}cfe.

axk}` f`k hn w`mhz weze htwn`}ez hn }zejea` mh lcnn`khv mh `jzhz`v s b`jhzkezn`v e `nxk}em hkezev mhn wz`wc` ck}hzv9 hv mhfcz. }`mev nev fzhefc`khv. }`m`v n`v zhockelchk}`v mh ne clebckefcks hn whkvelchk}`+++ uxh nhv wz`w`zfc`kek hn w`mhz khfhvezc` weze defhzvh d`ljzhv f`lwnh}`v s}`m`v n`v hkhk`v mh xke dxlekcmem whzhz}cme w`z hn wzccnhbc`+


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S ux uxhme weze n`v zhwzhvhk}ek}hv mhn }zejea` lxvfxnez. weze n`v ckf`k}ejnhv lcnn`khv mhwz`nh}ezc`v. ` ckfnxv` whuxh`v wz`wch}ezc`v zxzenhv0 Xke ckhc}ejnh w`jzhqe. m`kmh oen}ekckfnxv` nev enhbzev mh ne cme oelcncez $w`zuxh ne oelcnce vh f`kchz}h wz`k}` hk xke n`ve weze hnw`jzh#. cbk`zekfce. jezjezch s fevc w`mzel`v mhfcz xke o`zqeme jhv}cencmem. f`k hn f`kvxhn`mh vhzcz f`l` whmhv}en weze ne fccncqefck. weze ne ncjhz}em s weze ne f`zzxwfck mh xke whuxhelck`ze+ Whz`. e feljc`. n`v }zejeaem`zhv dek wzhvhzem` ne ozhvfxze mh lhk}h s f`zeqk+O`z}enhfcm`v hk n` l`zen w`z hn }zejea`. exkuxh nhv dese vcm` clwxhv}`. dek f`kvhzem` xk

vhk}cm` mh ne axv}cfce lxfd` lv en}` uxh hn mh n`v axzcv}ev ckv}zxcm`v s n`v fmcb`v nhbenhv+_cchkm` xke cme mh lcvhzce. ejzcbek xk fncm` vhk}clchk}` mh f`lwevck weze }`m`v n`vmhvmcfdem`v9 dek wzhvhzem` vx vhkve}hq vck f`zz`lwhzne f`k n`v v`ocvlev mh xke fchkfcem`f}zckezce ` nev oenvhmemhv mh ne w`n}cfe9 s wxhv}` uxh k` dek ejxvem` mh ne cme. wxhv}` uxhkc vcuxchze ne dek xvem`. dek lek}hkcm` vx oh hk hnne+

Hn feljc` mh vc}xefck wz`mxfcm` w`z ne bzek zh`nxfck ozekfhve+ Whz`. vh k`v mcfh. hv}hf`k}zev}h ` ejcvl` hk}zh ne lck`ze wzccnhbceme s hn bzek klhz` mh mhvdhzhmem`v de htcv}cm`vchlwzh s vcbxh htcv}chkm`+ Hk}`kfhv. ux }cw` mh feljc` vh wz`mxa`0 Hn feljc` f`kvcv}h hkuxh ek}hv hv}h ejcvl` hv}eje hkxhn}` hk xke mhkve kchjne zhncbc`ve s `fxn}` ev e nev levevmhn wxhjn`9 mhvmh uxh ne Bzek Zh`nxfck f`lhkq e mhvwhaez hv}e kchjne. nev levev vh dekdhfd` f`kvfchk}hv mh ne mcv}ekfce. s hlwchqek e wzhbxk}ezvh w`z hn l`}c` mh vx htcv}hkfce+ Hn

vcbkcocfem` mh }en feljc` hv cklhkv`+

Mhvmh uxh ne Zh`nxfck }zea` e nev levev vx Hekbhnc` ,k` hn lv}cf`. vck` hn zefc`ken9 k` hnfhnhv}cen. vck` hn }hzzhken9 k` hn mcck`. vck` hn dxlek`. hn Hekbhnc` mh n`v Mhzhfd`v mhnD`ljzh,. mhvmh uxh wz`fnel uxh }`m`v n`v d`ljzhv v`k cbxenhv. uxh }`m`v n`v d`ljzhv}chkhk mhzhfd` e ne ncjhz}em se ne cbxenmem. nev levev mh }`m` n`v wevhv hxz`wh`v s mh }`m` hnlxkm` fccncqem`. }zev mhvwhz}ez bzemxenlhk}h mhn v`w`z uxh nhv deje lek}hkcm` hk nevhzcmxljzh mhvmh uxh hn fzcv}cekcvl` n`v mz`beze f`k vx `wc`. hlwhqez`k e wzhbxk}ezvh vc k`}hkek hnnev }eljck mhzhfd` e ne ncjhz}em. ne cbxenmem s ne dxlekcmem+

Hn v`fcencvl` hv ne f`kvhfxhkfce nbcfe mh ne mcklcfe mh ne Zh`nxfck Ozekfhve+ ]ekwz`k}` f`l` vh wnek}h hv}e fxhv}ck. bxcem` w`z vx emlczejnh vhkve}hq s w`z vxv ckv}ck}`v. hn

wxhjn` f`lwzhkmc uxh ne wzclhze f`kmcfck mh vx hlekfcwefck zhen. ` mh vx dxlekcqefck.hze xk feljc` zemcfen hk ne vc}xefck hf`klcfe+ Ne fxhv}ck mhn wek f`}cmcek` hze weze hnn`vvclwnhlhk}h ne wzclhze fxhv}ck w`zuxh. f`l` deje `jvhzem` defh lxfd` }chlw` Ezcv}}hnhv.hn d`ljzh mhjh vhz ncjhzem` mh nev wzh`fxwefc`khv mh ne cme le}hzcen weze w`mhz whkvez. wezew`mhz vhk}czvh ncjzh. weze nnhbez e vhz d`ljzh+ Hk fchz}` l`m`. n`v jxzbxhvhv uxh `fcohzek}ek}` hk vxv e}euxhv f`k}ze hn le}hzcencvl` mhn wxhjn` s nh wzhmcfek nev ejv}ckhkfcev mhncmhencvl` n` vejhk lxs jchk. wxhv n` wzhmcfek v`n` mh wenejze. s k` f`k hn hahlwn`+

Ne vhbxkme fxhv}ck weze hn wxhjn` hze hn `fc` }zev hn }zejea`. f`kmcfck ckmcvwhkvejnh weze nedxlekcmem+ Whz` hn wek s hn `fc` kxkfe w`mzk `j}hkhzvh vck xke }zekvo`zlefck zemcfen mh ne`zbekcqefck wzhvhk}h mh ne v`fchmem. s hv}` htwncfe w`z ux ne Zh`nxfck. hlwxaemehtfnxvcelhk}h w`z nev f`kvhfxhkfcev mh vx wz`wc` wzckfcwc`. mc` `zcbhk en V`fcencvl`+

DCV]@ZCE DH]HZ@BKHE MH NE JXZBXHVE

Dxj` xk }chlw` hk uxh ne jxzbxhve. m`}eme mh w`mhz. c}en s o`zlekm` ne kcfe fnevh dcv}zcfe.`ozhfc xk hvwhf}fxn` mh xkck s oze}hzkcmem }ek}` hk vxv ef}`v f`l` hk vxv whkvelchk}`v+Oxh hn lha`z whz`m` hk ne cme mh hve fnevh. vck mxme vchlwzh zhvwh}ejnh. whz` e wez}cz mhhk}`kfhv clw`}hk}h. hv}wcme s hv}zcn f`l` fnevh9 oxh ne w`fe mh vx mhvezz`nn` lv cb`z`v`+


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Ev hze ek}hv mh ne Bzek Zh`nxfck mh 52369 ev hze }eljck. exkuxh hk lxfde lhk`zlhmcme. ek}hv mh nev zh`nxfc`khv mh 5467 s 54=4+ W`z hk}`kfhv ne jxzbxhve }hke xk lxkmùxh f`kuxcv}ez. khfhvc}eje evxlcz vx wxhv}` hk ne v`fchmem `zbekcqeme weze ne nxfde. vchkm`ck}hncbhk}h s exmeq s vck}ckm`vh lv oxhz}h uxh kemch hk fxek}` en mhzhfd`. w`vhe xk w`mhzczzhvcv}cjnh. `lkcw`}hk}h+ W`z v v`ne hkbhkmz }zhv zh`nxfc`khv f`k}ze hn w`mhz xkcm` mh nel`kezuxe. ne k`jnhqe s hn fnhz`+

Ne ozekflev`khze1 ck}hzkefc`ken mh ne jxzbxhve hk vx wevem` dhz`cf`+ W`z hk}`kfhv. nejxzbxhve fzh }eljck xke ev`fcefck ck}hzkefc`ken. xkchzven s o`zlcmejnh1 ne ozekflev`khze+

Vhze xk bzek hzz`z axqbez w`z hn wzhvhk}h mh ne ozekflev`khze n` uxh oxh mxzek}h hn vcbn`wevem` ` ckfnxv` e f`lchkq`v mh v}h+ Vchkm` xke ckv}c}xfck wzcl`zmcenlhk}h jxzbxhve. neozekflev`khze zhonha hk vx dcv}`zce hn mhvezz`nn` mhn w`mhz fzhfchk}h s ne mhfemhkfce mh nejxzbxhve. ck}hnhf}xen s l`zen+++ Ek}hv mh 5236. h ckfnxv` ek}hv mh 5467. ne ozekflev`khzexkcocfeje hk vx vhk`. ven` hvfevev htfhwfc`khv e }`m`v n`v hvwzc}xv hvf`bcm`v. e n`vf`zeq`khv lv ezmchk}hv s e nev `nxk}emhv lv `vemev9 f`kv}c}xe xke `zbekcqefck ef}ce.w`mhz`ve s hzmemhzelhk}h jhkocfe+ Oxh ne cb`z`ve hkfezkefck s ne zhencqefck wzf}cfe mhne cmhe dxlekc}ezce mhn vcbn` T_CCC+ ]`m`v n`v bzekmhv wzckfcwc`v mh ncjhz}em. cbxenmem.oze}hzkcmem. zeqk s axv}cfce dxleke ,hnej`zem`v }hzcfelhk}h w`z ne ocn`vòe mhn vcbn`, vh

}zekvo`zlez`k hk m`blev wzf}cf`v mhk}z` mh ne ozekflev`khze. ev f`l` hk jevhv mh xkekxhe l`zencmem s xke kxhe w`n}cfe+ Vh f`kcz}chz`k hk enle mh xk bcbek}hvf` }zejea` mhmhl`ncfck s zhf`kv}zxffck+++

Mhvck}hbzefck mh ne ozekflev`khze+ Hn }zcxko` mh ne zh`nxfck le} e ne ozekflev`khze9 enhz vxv mhvh`v fxlwncm`v wezfcenlhk}h w`z ne zh`nxfck. s }zev evxlcz. f`l` f`kvhfxhkfce mhhnne. hn nxbez mh ne k`jnhqe. ne jxzbxhve vh f`kcz}c hk xke fnevh wzccnhbceme. htwn`}em`ze.`wzclhk}hlhk}h f`kvhzem`ze s zheffc`kezce. mhvwxv mh dejhz vcm` mxzek}h nezb` }chlw` xkefnevh htwn`}eme s `wzclcme+++

]zev hn f`xw m" H}e}mh Kew`nhk C. ne ozekflev`khze vh f`kcz}c hk xke ckv}c}xfck clwhzcen hkne les`z wez}h mhn f`k}ckhk}h hxz`wh`+

Hn hwb`k` mhn vhk}clchk}` zh`nxfc`kezc` jxzbxv+ Hk fchz}e lhmcme. ne zhcc neZhv}exzefck+ _ckm`vh elhkeqeme w`z hn zh}`zk` mhn cha` zbclhk. o`zqeme }eljck nehk}zhbez e ne fèncfck mh n`v k`jnhv s ne Cbnhvce hn nxbez uxh deje bekem` f`k ne wzclhzeZh`nxfck. ne jxzbxhve vh dcq` zh`nxfc`kezce `}ze hq w`z khfhvcmem+ Whz` ux mcohzhkfcehk}zh hv}e zhjhnme zhfenhk}eme s ne zhjhnck ezmchk}h s w`mhz`ve uxh ne deje ckvwczem` e ockenhvmhn vcbn` wevem`% Ne jxzbxhve hze vckfhze hk}`kfhv. fzhe vhzce hn ckbhkxelhk}h hk n`vmhzhfd`v mhn d`ljzh. hv}eje ckvwczeme s l`cme w`z xk bhkc` weze ne mhv}zxffck s nezhf`kv}zxffck+ Hk hvh l`lhk}` vh hkf`k}zeje hk wnhke w`vhvck mh vx ck}hncbhkfce s hk wnhk`mhvezz`nn` mh vx w`mhz+

K` v`vwhfdeje hn ejcvl` uxh ne vhwezeje mhn wxhjn`1 vh fzhe s vhk}e ,s hk fchz}` l`m` n` hze

zhenlhk}h, hn ex}k}cf` zhwzhvhk}ek}h mhn wxhjn`+ Ne zheffck mh ]dhzlcm`z s ne f`kvwczefck mhJejhxo ne fxzez`k mh hv}e cnxvck+ Hn ejcvl` uxh vhweze en wxhjn` }zejeaem`z mh ne jxzbxhvehtwn`}em`ze. m`lckek}h s wzvwhze. vh de hkvekfdem` feme hq lv. s ed`ze vn` hn fxhzw`lxhz}` mh }`me ne jxzbxhve s mh }`me vx htcv}hkfce wzccnhbceme vhz feweq mh nnhkez }en ef`+

Hn ek}eb`kcvl` mh fnevhv mhvwneq e ne jxzbxhve mh vx w`vcfck zh`nxfc`kezce f`l`mczcbhk}h mhn wxhjn`+ Ne jxzbxhve mhn vcbn` wevem` fzhe vckfhzelhk}h uxh hlekfcwkm`vhmhn sxb` l`kzuxcf`. fnhzcfen s ohxmen. hlekfcweze en lcvl` }chlw` e }`m` hn wxhjn`+ Hv}efzhhkfce vckfhze. whz` ckbhkxe. oxh ne oxhk}h mh vx exmefce dhz`cfe s mh }`m` vx lezecnn`v`w`mhz+ N`v jxzbxhvhv vh vhk}ek xkcm`v f`k }`m`v. s lezfdejek en even}` nnhekm` f`k hnn`v hnw`mhz s hn mhzhfd` weze }`m`v+ Mhjcm` e hv}h mhzhfd` s e hv}h w`mhz uxh hv}ejek. w`z ev


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mhfczn`. hkfezkem`v hk vx fnevh. n`v jxzbxhvhv mhn vcbn` wevem` wxmchz`k hvfenez s }`lez nevo`z}enhqev mhn w`mhz w`n}cf` uxh vxv wemzhv f`mcfcez`k mxzek}h }ek}`v vcbn`v+

Whz` hk hn l`lhk}` lcvl` mh wnek}ez enn vx jekmhze. xke kxhe nxq ckxkm vxv lhk}hv+ ]ekwz`k}` f`l` f`k, uxcv}ez`k hvh w`mhz. f`lwzhkmchz`k uxh hk zhencmem keme }hkek hk f`lkn`v ck}hzhvhv mh ne jxzbxhve s n`v mh nev bzekmhv levev mhn wxhjn`. vck` uxh. w`z hn f`k}zezc`hv}ejek zemcfenlhk}h `wxhv}`v hk}zh v. s uxh hn w`mhz s ne wz`vwhzcmem htfnxvce mh ne fnevh

w`vhhm`ze vn` w`mek mhvfekvez v`jzh ne w`jzhqe s ne mhwhkmhkfce w`n}cfe s v`fcen mhnwz`nh}ezcem`+

]zev hnn` nev zhnefc`khv hk}zh ne jxzbxhve s hn wxhjn` feljcez`k zemcfenlhk}h. whz` ek}hv mhuxh n`v `jzhz`v vh mchzek fxhk}e mh uxh n`v jxzbxhvhv hzek vxv hkhlcb`v ke}xzenhv ,mhjcm` ene khfhvcmem. lv uxh e xke `nxk}em whzhzve, ne jxzbxhve vh deje dhfd` f`kvfchk}h mhhv}h ckhc}ejnh ek}eb`kcvl`+ Hv}` hv n` uxh nnel` ne lene f`kfchkfce mh ne jxzbxhve+

Dxcme mhn wevem` zh`nxfc`kezc`+ Hk ne ef}xencmem ne vc}xefck hv }`}enlhk}h mcv}ck}e1 nejxzbxhve }chkh xk }hl`z ejv`nx}` e ne zh`nxfck v`fcen hk }`m`v n`v wevhv mh Hxz`we9 vejhuxh f`k}ze hv}e }`zlhk}e k` mcvw`kh mh @}z` zhoxbc` uxh hn Hv}em`+ W`z hv` mhvhe s htcbhvchlwzh xk Hv}em` oxhz}h `. mcfd` hk nhkbxeah vclwnh. xke mcf}emxze lcnc}ez s f`k hn ock mh

hljexfez lv ofcnlhk}h e nev levev w`wxnezhv. ck}hk}e hv}cz hv}e mcf}emxze f`k hn mcvozeq mhxk b`jchzk` zhwzhvhk}e}c` w`wxnez. uxh nh whzlc}cze htwn`}ez e nev bzekmhv levev mhn wxhjn`hk k`ljzh mhn wz`wc` wxhjn`+

Ne en}e jxzbxhve+ Hk n`v hv}ze}`v vxwhzc`zhv mh ne jxzbxhve. }zev ne f`kv`ncmefck mh nexkcmem hv}e}en. de kefcm` s vh mhvezz`nne feme me f`k lv oxhzqe ne xkcmem v`fcen mh n`vhtwn`}em`zhv wzccnhbcem`v mhn }zejea` mh ne fnevh `jzhze+

Hv}e fnevh $ne en}e jxzbxhve# f`lwzhkmh n`v en}`v fezb`v. nev hvohzev mh ne en}e jxz`fzefce. n`v`ocfcenhv mhn Hazfc}`. n`v oxkfc`kezc`v wzckfcwenhv mh ne w`ncfe s n`v axhfhv9 hn lxkm` mh n`vbzekmhv wz`wch}ezc`v. ckmxv}zcenhv. f`lhzfcek}hv s jekuxhz`v9 hn lxkm` nhben `ocfcen s ne wzhkve9s mhn lcvl` l`m`. hn Weznelhk}`. fxse ene mhzhfde mcvozx}e se mh }`m`v n`v jhkhocfc`v mhn

b`jchzk`. lchk}zev hn ene cquxchzme ck}hk}e }`lez hk vxv wz`wcev lek`v hvh lcvl` b`jchzk`+

Ne whuxhe jxzbxhve+ F`lwzhkmhl`v jchk uxh hn f`k`fclchk}` k` hv} mcv}zcjxcm`wezc}ezcelhk}h. kc vcuxchze hk}zh ne jxzbxhve+ Eux }eljck htcv}h xke ahzezuxe. f`kmcfc`kemew`z ne zcuxhqe zhne}ce mhn hv}ze}` v`fcen en fxen whz}hkhfhk w`z kefclchk}` n`v ckmccmx`v s k`w`z vx fewefcmem Ev. w`z hahlwn`. ne hmxfefck zhfcjcme w`z n`v kc`v mh ne whuxhe jxzbxhve,ewhkev vxwzc`z e ne zhfcjcme w`z n`v dca`v mh n`v `jzhz`v, hv ckvcbkcocfek}h hk f`lwezefck f`kne hmxfefck zhfcjcme w`z n`v kc`v mh ne jxzbxhve en}e s lhmce+ S ux hl`v0 Ne whuxhejxzbxhve. uxh vh f`kvcmhze fnevh lhmce w`z xke zcmfxne ekcmem s w`z vx mhwhkmhkfcezhvwhf}` mh n`v bzekmhv fewc}encv}ev. vh mhvfxjzh lxfdev hfhv hk xke w`vcfck }`mee lvlcvhzejnh s dxlcnnek}h uxh ne mhn wz`nh}ezcem`+

W`z f`kvcbxchk}h. fxekm` dejnel`v mh fnevhv wzccnhbcemev. k` uxhzhl`v ckfnxcz e hv}elcvhzejnh whuxhe jxzbxhve uxh mh }hkhz lv en`z h ck}hncbhkfce k` mhaeze mh xkczvh ek`v`}z`v weze nxfdez hk f`lk f`k}ze ne bzek jxzbxhve. uxh ne `wzclh }ek}` f`l` `wzclh enwz`nh}ezcem`1 vc hn mhvezz`nn` hf`klcf` mh ne v`fchmem f`k}ckxe hk ne lcvle mczhffck `}z`v mchqe`v. hzhl`v uxh ne les`z wez}h mh ne jxzbxhve lhmce vh dxkmcz wzclhz` hk ne w`vcfckef}xen mh ne whuxhe jxzbxhve weze whzmhzvh bzemxenlhk}h lv }ezmh hk nev ocnev mhnwz`nh}ezcem`+ ]`m` hnn` vhz zhvxn}em` mh ne f`kfhk}zefck ckhc}ejnh mh wz`wchmem hk lek`v mhxk klhz` feme hq lhk`z mh whzv`kev. n` uxh clwncfe khfhvezcelhk}h ne mccvck mhn lxkm`v`fcen hk xke whuxhe lck`ze. lxs zcfe. hmxfeme s mczcbhk}h. s ne bzek les`ze mh wz`nh}ezc`v shvfne`v lcvhzejnhv h cbk`zek}hv+


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Hn wz`bzhv` }fkcf` vn` jhkhocfce e ne jxzbxhve+ Des xk dhfd` uxh mhjchze v`zwzhkmhz e}`me whzv`ke F`kvfchk}h. e }`me whzv`ke uxh mhochkme mh f`zeqk ne mcbkcmem s ne axv}cfcedxleke9 hv mhfcz. ne ncjhz}em mh feme xk` hk ne cbxenmem weze }`m`v+ Hv}h dhfd` k`}ejnh hv uxh}`mev nev ckhkfc`khv mh ne lhk}h. }`mev nev bzekmhv ewncfefc`khv mh ne fchkfce e ne ckmxv}zce. enf`lhzfc` s. hk bhkhzen. e ne cme v`fcen. vn` dek jhkhocfcem` dev}e hn wzhvhk}h e nev fnevhvwzccnhbcemev s en w`mhz mh n`v Hv}em`v. hv`v h}hzk`v wz`}hf}`zhv mh nev ckcuxcmemhv w`n}cfev sv`fcenhv+ Kxkfe dek jhkhocfcem` e nev levev mhn wxhjn`+ Jev}e f`k enxmcz. f`l` hahlwn`. e nev

luxckev weze uxh }`m` `jzhz` s }`m` wez}cmezc` vckfhz` mh ne hlekfcwefck mhn }zejea` f`ckfcmef`k k`v`}z`v hk hv}h wxk}`+

Hn Hv}em` hv xke ckv}c}xfck f`k}z`neme w`z ne jxzbxhve+ Ux w`mhz lek}chkh ed`ze e nevfnevhv wzccnhbcemev. f`k }`m` vx ckv`nhk}h jchkhv}ez s vx ckcfx` b`fh mh ne cme. ozhk}h e nenhb}cle ckmcbkefck mh nev levev w`wxnezhv0 Hvh w`mhz hv hn w`mhz mhn Hv}em`. m`kmh vxvdca`v lek}chkhk. f`l` vchlwzh. }`mev nev w`vcfc`khv m`lckek}hv. lhmcev h ckohzc`zhv.htfhw}xekm` nev mh }zejeaem`zhv s v`nmem`v+

Ne emlckcv}zefck mh ne hf`k`le hk hn nxbez mhn Hv}em`+ Ne jxzbxhve hv ne fnevhm`lckek}h s ne kcfe ck}hncbhk}h w`zuxh htwn`}e en wxhjn` s n` lek}chkh hk xk hv}em` mhdeljzh+ Vc hn wxhjn` nnhbeze e vhz wzvwhz` s }ek fxn}` f`l` ne jxzbxhve. ne m`lckefck mh

hv}e n}cle }hzlckeze9 s k` dejze nxbez hk n` vxfhvc` weze xk b`jchzk` w`n}cf`. uxh vh dejze}zekvo`zlem` hk}`kfhv hk xk vclwnh eweze}` weze ne emlckcv}zefck mh ne hf`k`le+

Mhvck}hbzefck l`zen h ck}hnhf}xen mh ne jxzbxhve+ Nev fnevhv hmxfemev. ne k`jnhqe. nejxzbxhve ,uxh hk xk }chlw` on`zhfchz`k s hv}xchz`k e ne fejhqe mh xke fccncqefck ce swz`bzhvce hk Hxz`we, vh dek dxkmcm` ef}xen lhk}h hk hn v`w`z xnbezcqkm`vh. defckm`vh`jhvev s f`jezmhv dev}e hn ht}zhl` mh zhwzhvhk}ez kcfelhk}h n`v. e}zcjx}`v lvmhvwzhfcejnhv s cnhv mh ne ke}xzenhqe dxleke+ _hl`v uxh hvev fnevhv k` v`k vcuxchze fewefhvmh mhohkmhz vx ckmhwhkmhkfce hk xk wev }ek cz}x`v` f`l` Ozekfce ek}h ne ckevck enhleke shk Enhlekce hl`v uxh }`mev hvev fnevhv lxhv}zek hn lv ejshf}` vhzcncvl` defce vx Iecvhz+

Kckbk jxzbxv ,kc vcuxchze hn lv z`a`, mhvhe xke cbxenmem hf`klcfe. w`zuxh hve cbxenmem

clwncfeze vx lxhz}h+

Ne jxzbxhve k` h kc f`lwzhkmh keme ht}hzc`z en Hv}em` se n`v w`mhzhv zhbxnem`zhv mhnHv}em`+ Ne en}xze mh vx cmhen. mh vx clebckefck s dhz`vl`. hv ne htebhzefck zh`nxfc`keznemhn w`mhz s ne effck hv}e}en hk k`ljzh mh ne vhbxzcmem wjncfe+

Eb`ke oe}en mh xke fnevh dcv}zcfelhk}h f`kmhkeme+ F`l` `zbekcvl` w`n}cf` s v`fcen. }zevdejhz zhkmcm` mhvf`nnek}hv vhzcfc`v e ne fccncqefck mhn lxkm` l`mhzk`. hv}e fnevh hv}f`kmhkeme ef}xenlhk}h e lxhz}h w`z ne wz`wce dcv}`zce+ L`zcz hv hn kcf` vhzcfc` uxh }`meewxhmh defhz9 e ne dxlekcmem. e uxchk vczc mxzek}h vx cme+ Whz` k` uxchzh l`zcz s hv}ekhbe}ce e ne lxhz}h hv ne kcfe fexve mh vx hv}xwcmhq wzhvhk}h s mh hve hzb`kq`veclw`}hkfce uxh ed`ze fezef}hzcqe e }`mev vxv hlwzhvev w`n}cfev. kefc`kenhv h ck}hzkefc`kenhv+

Hv} ne jxzbxhve hk xke f`lwnh}e jekfezz`}e0 De nnhbem` se e ne jekfezz`}e nejxzbxhve0 ]`mee k` De whzmcm` hn bxv}` w`z ne ncjhz}em s ne weq0 Hk ejv`nx}`+ Vcbxhelekm` ne ncjhz}em. e f`kmcfck. ke}xzenlhk}h mh uxh hv}e ncjhz}em htcv}e vn` weze hnne9 hv mhfcz.uxh ne jxzbxhve f`kvhzh ne ncjhz}em mh htwn`}ez ne hvfnec}xm mh nev levev. nev fxenhv ,exkw`vhshkm` jea` nev f`kv}c}xfc`khv ef}xenhv hn mhzhfd` e ne ncjhz}em. whz` k` n`v lhmc`v wezemcvozx}ezne, whzlekhfhk o`zq`velhk}h hvfnecqemev jea` vx sxb`+ Hk fxek}` e ne weq. aelvvck}c ne jxzbxhve }ek}` vx khfhvcmem f`l` ef}xenlhk}h+ Ne weq ezleme. uxh bzec}ewhvemelhk}h v`jzh hn lxkm` hxz`wh`. whz}xzje. wezencqe s ezzxcke e ne jxzbxhve+


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Zheffck jxzbxhve f`k}ze ne mcf}emxze lcnc}ez+ Bzek wez}h mh ne jxzbxhve hv} fekveme mhnzhckem` mh fhvezcvl` s lcnc}ezcvl`. uxh vxzbc hk 54=4 f`l` f`kvhfxhkfce mh vx lchm` enwz`nh}ezcem`+++

K` des mxme mh uxh ne jxzbxhve hk vx f`kaxk}`. ckfnxshkm` e ne jxzbxhve zemcfen. k` fzhh hkhn vhk}cm` wz`wc` mhn }zlck` hk hn fhvezcvl` s hn mhvw`}cvl` lcnc}ez. fxs`v hohf}`v hv} semhwn`zekm`+ ]zev dejhzvh ewz`hfdem` mh hv}e mcf}emxze hk vx nxfde f`k}ze hn wz`nh}ezcem`.

htwzhve ed`ze hn mhvh` mh ncjhzezvh mh hnne+ Keme lv ke}xzen. wxhv hv}h zbclhk ne dxlcnne sezzxcke+ Whz` fl` wxhmh ncjhzez, vh mh hv}e mcf}emxze0 Hk xk }chlw` oxh enchk}h s w`mhz`ve9}hke hn w`mhz mh f`kuxcv}ez lxkm`v+ Ed`ze hv f`jezmh s mjcn. s eoncbcme w`z ne clw`}hkfce mh nevhkhf}xm+ Hv ebxmelhk}h f`kvfchk}h mh hv}e mhjcncmem. s vchk}h uxh w`z v v`ne keme wxhmhdefhz+ Khfhvc}e esxme+ Hv}e esxme vn` wxhmh wz`w`zfc`kzvhne hn wz`nh}ezcem`. s w`z hv`wchkve ne jxzbxhve uxh mhjh bekzvhn` weze vx jekm`+

Ne jxzbxhve ncjhzen s hn wz`nh}ezcem`+ Whz` fl` wxhmh bekezvh hn wz`nh}ezcem`0 F`kwz`lhvev mh ncjhz}em h Cbxenmem w`n}cfe0 K`. hvev v`k wenejzev uxh se k` f`klxhhk e n`v`jzhz`v+ Dek ewzhkmcm` e vx wz`wce f`v}e. s }zev xke mxze htwhzchkfce. uxh hvev wenejzev vn`vcbkcocfek ne wzhvhzefck mh vx hvfnec}xm hf`klcfe. lek` lv mxze mh n` uxh oxh ek}e`+ Vcuxhzcv f`kl`hz hn f`zeqk mh hv`v lcvhzejnhv lcnn`khv mh hvfne`v mhn }zejea`. dejnemnhv mh

vx hlekfcwefck hf`klcfe+ Ewhkev des xk }zejeaem`z ckfeweq mh f`lwzhkmhz uxh v}e hv nekcfe jevh vhzce s zhen mh }`mev nev mhlv hlekfcwefc`khv. Hk f`kvhfxhkfce. ne lha`z o`zlemh ewz`tclezvh e n`v }zejeaem`zhv hv mhvmh ne whzvwhf}ce mh nev zho`zlev hf`klcfev mh nev`fchmem+

V`fcencvl` jxzbxv+ N`v lchljz`v mh ne Ncbe weze ne Weq s ne Ncjhz}em 5 vh mczk1 Wxhv jchk.nnell`k`v }eljck v`fcencv}ev+ Wz`lh}l`vnhv zho`zlev hf`klcfev s v`fcenhv. whz` ef`kmcfck mh uxh zhvwh}hk nev jevhv m ne fccncqefck s ne `lkcw`}hkfce jxzbxhve1 wz`wchmemckmccmxen s dhzhmc}ezce. ck}hzhvhv weze hn fewc}en s zhk}ev mh ne }chzze+ Whzvxeml`vnhv mh uxhvn` e wez}cz mh hvev f`kmcfc`khv ,uxh. ckfcmhk}enlhk}h. evhbxzek kxhv}ze m`lckefck s nehvfnec}xm mhn wz`nh}ezcem`, w`mzk hlekfcwezvh n`v `jzhz`v+

Dhl`v mh f`khkfhznhv }eljck mh uxh weze nnhez emhnek}h }enhv zho`zlev v`fcenhv. hvkhfhvezce wzclhz` xke jxhke zh`nxfck w`n}cfe. htfnxvcelhk}h w`n}cfe. s }ek z`ae f`l`uxchzek hk vhk}cm` w`n}cf`. f`k lxfdev fejhqev f`z}emev vc hv khfhvezc`. whz` f`k xk zhvwh}`}`me e les`z defce ne vefz`vek}e wz`wchmem+ Hk zhvxlhk. xke zh`nxfck wxzelhk}h aef`jckeuxh k`v debe mxh`v mh ne vc}xefck9 s xke hq uxh k`v desel`v dhfd` mxh`v s vh`zhv.mezhl`v e n`v `jzhz`v n` uxh w`mel`v s uxhzel`v meznhv+

Zevb`v mcv}ck}c`v mh xk v`fcencv}e jxzbxv+ Dh eux hn vcbk` ckoencjnh weze uxh n`v `jzhz`vmh}hf}hk e xk oenv` v`fcencv}e. e xk v`fcencv}e jxzbxv+ Vc dejnkm`nh mh ne zh`nxfck ` mh ne}zekvo`zlefck v`fcen. mcfh uxh ne }zekvo`zlefck w`n}cfe mhjh wzhfhmhz e ne }zekvo`zlefckhf`klcfe9 vc kchbe uxh eljev f`vev mhjhk defhzvh en lcvl` }chlw` ` lek}chkh uxh nezh`nxfck w`n}cfe mhjh vhwezezvh hk fchz}` l`m` mh xke wnhke s f`lwnh}e ncuxcmefck v`fcen

hlwzhkmcme mh l`m` cklhmce}` s mczhf}`. n`v `jzhz`v mhjhk `nhznh ne hvwenme1 w`zuxh uxchk

Ne jxzbxhve k` }chkh oh hk hn ox}xz`+ Enb` lxs k`}ejnh. `jvhzem` s lekcohv}em` emhlvw`z bzek klhz` mh hvfzc}`zhv mh ezcev }hkmhkfcev. hv uxh ef}xenlhk}h vn` hn wz`nh}ezcem`w`vhh xk cmhen f`kv}zxf}c`. defce hn uxh. evwcze f`k ne wevck }`mee czbhk mh }`m` vx vhz+ _hmhnek}h mh n xke hv}zhnne. xk v`n uxh cnxlcke s se nh fenchk}e9 $w`z n` lhk`v. mh l`m`clebckezc`# hk vx oh. uxh nh lxhv}ze f`k xke fchz}e fnezcmem hn felck` e vhbxcz. lchk}zev }`mevnev fnevhv wzccnhbcemev s vxwxhv}elhk}h cnxv}zemev vh hkfxhk}zek dxkmcmev hk xke `vfxzcmemwe`z`ve s mhv`nem`ze+

5 Nevh hn ht}zef}` v`jzh hn ne ncbe hk Ohmhzencvl`. v`fcencvl` s ek}c}h`n`bcvl` mh Lcaecn Jeixkck+


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Hv}ev n}clev k` hk keme w`z mhnek}h. k` fzhhk hk keme kc evwczek e keme. ven` e newzhvhzefck whzwh}xe mhn v}e}x ux`. lchk}zev zhf`k`fhk en lcvl` }chlw` uxh hv}h v}e}x ux`fezhfh hk ejv`nx}` mh en`z+ Keme wzxhje lha`z uxh hvev fnevhv hv}k f`kmhkemev e l`zcz suxh hn ox}xz` whz}hkhfh en wz`nh}ezcem`+ V`k n`v jzjez`v $n`v wz`nh}ezc`v# uxchkhv zhwzhvhk}eked`ze ne oh hk hn mhv}ck` dxlek` s hk hn ox}xz` mh ne fccncqefck. lchk}zev nev whzv`kevfccncqemev vn` hkfxhk}zek vx venefck hk ne jezjezch. hk ne levefzh mh n`v f`lxkhz`v s hnzh}`zk` en Wewe+ ]enhv v`k n`v m`v zhuxhzclchk}`v ockenhv mh ne fccncqefck wzccnhbceme+

NE NEZBE VFNE_C]XM MHN WZ@NH]EZCEM@

En wzckfcwc` n`v d`ljzhv vh mh`zejek hk}zh v f`l` jhv}cev veneahv+ Hk}`kfhv n`v lv ncv}`v soxhz}hv hlwhqez`k e hvfnecqez e n`v mhlv+ Lv }ezmh. n`v hvfne`v vh f`kcz}chz`k hk vchz`vs hk xk hv}emc` w`v}hzc`z. n`v vchz`v vh f`kcz}chz`k hk evenezcem`v ncjzhv+

Hn wz`nh}ezcem` hv xke fnevh mh fezef}hzv}cfev jchk mhockcmev+ Hn wz`nh}ezcem` xzjek` s hnfelwhvckem` f`kv}c}xsh hn wxhjn` hzmemhz`. exkuxh hn wz`nh}ezcem` hv} ke}xzenlhk}h lv

eekqem` uxh n`v felwhvck`v+ Hn wz`nh}ezcem`+++ f`kv}c}xsh xke fnevh lxs mhvbzefceme s lxs`wzclcme. whz` en lcvl` }chlw` xke fnevh f`k fezef}hzv}cfev wz`wcev fnezelhk}h lezfemev+F`l` fnevh mhockcme. hv} vxah}e e ne effck mh xke nhs dcv}zcfe h ckhc}ejnh uxh mh}hzlcke hnfxzv` s ne mxzefck mh }`me fnevh mh efxhzm` f`k n` uxh de dhfd` s fl` de ccm` hk hnwevem`+ Nev ckmccmxencmemhv f`nhf}cev. }`mev nev fnevhv. vh eb`}ek hk ne nezbe fezzhze. cbxenuxh n`v ckmccmx`v+

Fzcvcv hf`klcfev s wz`nh}ezcem`+ Hk wevhv f`k ckmxv}zcev lxs mhvezz`nnemev. hvwhfcenlhk}hCkbne}hzze. Ozekfce. Jnbcfe s Enhlekce. mhvmh ne ck}z`mxffck mh xke leuxckezce whzohffc`kemes ne ewncfefck mhn ew`z hk ne ckmxv}zce# s mhvmh uxh ewezhfc ne wz`mxffck oejzcn e bzekhvfenev vh dcfchz`k ckhc}ejnhv nev fzcvcv f`lhzfcenhv. zhfxzzhk}h9 hk ck}hzen`v whzcmcf`v femehq lv jzhhv+ M`kmh ne ckmxv}zce de on`zhfcm` hk les`z bzem`. n`v `jzhz`v dek mhjcm`

hkozhk}ezvh f`k ne elhkeqe whzcmcfe mh l`zcz mh deljzh+ Ke}xzenlhk}h. hv}` mc` nxbez e fzcvcvnej`zenhv. l`clchk}`v `jzhz`v s dxhnbev. wzclhz` hk Ckbne}hzze $hk ne mfeme mh 54:7#. nxhb`hk Ozekfce $hk ne mfeme mh5467#. s w`z n}cl` hk Enhlekce s Jnbcfe $hk ne mfeme mh 54=7#+Ne lcvhzce bhkhzencqeme. s vx fexve bhkhzen. fzhez`k hk hv`v wevhv w`mhz`vev ev`fcefc`khv.en wzckfcwc` vn` mh fezf}hz n`fen. weze ne esxme lx}xe. ne mhohkve s ne nxfde hk f`lk+

Ck}hzkefc`kencvl` wz`nh}ezc`+ Hn wz`nh}ezcem` xzjek` s oejzcn. wzhv` se w`z vx w`jzhqe ,f`l`n`v hvfne`v,. e ne n`fencmem m`kmh de mh }zejeaez. fezhfh mh ck}hzhvhv n`fenhv w`z fezhfhz mhwz`wchmem+ ]`m`v vxv ck}hzhvhv }chkhk xk fezf}hz bhkhzen1 k` v`k vcuxchze kefc`kenhv. v`kck}hzkefc`kenhv+ W`zuxh ne fxhv}ck mhn }zejea` s n`v venezc`v. kcfe fxhv}ck uxh nhv ck}hzhve mho`zle mczhf}e. zhen s ce. fxhv}ck f`}cmceke uxh vh de f`khz}cm` hk fhk}z` s jevh mh }`mev nevmhlv ,}ek}` v`fcenhv f`l` w`n}cfev s zhncbc`vev, }chkmh e evxlcz d`s xk fezf}hz

ckf`kmcfc`kemelhk}h ck}hzkefc`ken. w`z hn vclwnh mhvezz`nn` mhn w`mhz `lkcw`}hk}h mhn fewc}en hkne ckmxv}zce s hn f`lhzfc`+ Hv}` htwncfe hn v`zwzhkmhk}h fzhfclchk}` mh ne Ev`fcefckCk}hzkefc`ken mh ]zejeaem`zhv. uxh e whvez mh dejhz vcm` oxkmeme defh lhk`v mh vhcv e`v. se}chkh vn` hk Hxz`we lv mh xk lcnnk mh lchljz`v+

Ezcv}`fzefce mhn }zejea`+ Hk }`m` wev. hk}zh n`v lcnn`khv mh `jzhz`v vck hvwhfcencqez. htcv}h xkhv}ze}` mh ckmccmx`v lv mhvezz`nnem`v s fxn}`v. uxh f`kv}c}xshk w`z hnn` xke hvwhfch mhezcv}`fzefce nej`zen+ Hv}e ezcv}`fzefce nej`zen hv} mccmcme hk m`v fe}hb`zev. mh nev fxenhv xkehv lxs wz`hfd`ve s ne `}ze jev}ek}h mecke+


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Ne ez}hveke. zhvcmx` mhn lhmc`h`+ F`lhkfhl`v f`k ne fe}hb`ze mecke+ Hv} f`kv}c}xcmejvcfe s fevc htfnxvcelhk}h w`z ez}hvek`v. s k` w`z `jzhz`v oejzcnhv+ Vejhl`v uxh ne vc}xefckmhn ez}hvekem` hk Hxz`we. exkuxh k` wxhme hkcmcezvh. vcbxh vchkm` Ckf`lwezejnhlhk}h lha`zuxh ne mh n`v `jzhz`v oejzcnhv+ N`v ez}hvek`v k` hv}k htwn`}em`v w`z hn bzek fewc}en vck` w`z hnwhuxh`. uxh fezhfh f`k lxfd` mhn w`mhz weze `wzclcz s dxlcnnez e vxv `jzhz`v hk ne lhmcmefezef}hzv}cfe mh nev bzekmhv f`kfhk}zefc`khv mh fewc}en mhk}z` mhn lxkm` ckmxv}zcen+ Hn lxkm`mh n`v ez}hvek`v. mhn }zejea` ez}hveken s k` lhfkcf`. zhwzhvhk}e xk hv}cbc` mh ne hv}zxf}xze

hf`klcfe lhmchen+ Vh h mhvwneqem` feme hq lv w`z ne wzhvck czzhvcv}cjnh mh newz`mxffck oejzcn hk bzek hvfene. uxh ke}xzenlhk}h ck}hk}e ew`mhzezvh mh }`mev nev zelev mh neckmxv}zce+

Whz` m`kmh vxjvcv}h ne ez}hveke. n`v }zejeaem`zhv `fxwem`v hk hnne chk lxfd` lha`z9 s nevzhnefc`khv hk}zh n`v we}z`k`v k` htfhvcelhk}h `wxnhk}`v. wz`fhmhk}hv mh ne fnevh }zejeaem`ze.s vxv `jzhz`v v`k lv k}clev. lv vclwnhv s we}zcezfenhv uxh hk hn lxkm` mh ne wz`mxffckoejzcn+ W`z hv` hkf`k}zel`v hk}zh n`v ez}hvek`v e lxfd`v vhlc jxzbxhvhv w`z djc}`v sf`kcffc`khv uxh hvwhzek s wzh}hkmhk. f`kvfchk}h ` ckf`kvfchk}hlhk}h. f`khz}czvh hkjxzbxhvhv fchk w`z fchk+

Whz` n`v lcvl`v ez}hvek`v vh vxjmccmhk hk }zhv fe}hb`zev+ Ne lv elwnce s lhk`v

ezcv}`fz}cfe ,hv}` hv. ne lhk`v eo`z}xkeme mh }`mev. hk hn vhk}cm` jxzbxv, f`lwzhkmh e n`vlhk`v hvwhfcencqem`v se nev wzòhvc`khv lv }`vfev $f`l` n`v dhzzhz`v. w`z hahlwn`#. uxhhtcbhk xke f`kvcmhzejnh oxhzqe ovcfe+ N`v }zejeaem`zhv uxh whz}hkhfhk e hv}e fe}hb`ze hv}klv fhzfe uxh n`v mhlv. w`z vxv }hkmhkfcev s f`kcffc`khv. mh n`v `jzhz`v oejzcnhv s hk}zhhnn`v vh lek}chkhk h ckfnxv` vh mhvezz`nnek n`v enc`v`v ckv}ck}`v zh`nxfc`kezc`v+ Ennhkf`k}zel`v ozhfxhk}hlhk}h e whzv`kev fewefhv mh f`lwzhkmhz hk }`mev vxv whzvwhf}cev hclwncfefc`khv n`v wz`jnhlev mh ne hlekfcwefck xkchzven mh n`v }zejeaem`zhv+

Des xke fe}hb`ze ck}hzlhmce uxh f`lwzhkmh òcfc`v f`l` fezwck}hz`v. }cwbzeo`v. vev}zhv.qewe}hz`v s `}z`v lxfd`v vhlhaek}hv. weze n`v fxenhv vh zhuxchzh xk fchz}` bzem` mh hmxfefcks xk`v f`k`fclchk}`v hvwhfocf`v. ` w`z n` lhk`v xk hvoxhzq` ovcf` ckohzc`z. s uxh w`z hnn` mhaelv }chlw` weze whkvez+ Hk}zh hv`v `jzhz`v des xk les`z jchkhv}ez zhne}c` s. hk

f`kvhfxhkfce. lv en}ekhze jxzbxhve+ Vxv ckv}ck}`v zh`nxfc`kezn`v v`k f`kvcmhzejnhlhk}hlv mjcnhv uxh hk ne wzclhze fe}hb`ze. zhne}celhk}h k` hvwhfcencqeme+ Whz`. w`z `}ze wez}h.hkf`k}zel`v enn exk les`z klhz` mh d`ljzhv uxh wchkvek s zeq`kek. exkuxh e hfhv mhl`m` hzzem`. s uxh f`kv}zxshk f`kvfchk}hlhk}h vxv f`kcffc`khv+ En lcvl` }chlw`. hv}efe}hb`ze f`k}chkh xke wz`w`zfck k`}ejnh mh zh}zcf`v ckfewefhv weze ne effck w`zuxh vxwz`whkvck e ne fdezne efe. se hfhv ne ckonxhkfce mh ne ekcmem ` eljcfc`khv whzv`kenhv.nnhbek e jnùxhez mcfde effck. ckfnxv` f`kvfchk}hlhk}h+

Ne fe}hb`ze vhlc jxzbxhve+ W`z n}cl`. htcv}h }hzfhze fe}hb`ze mh òcfc`v lekxenhv uxhwz`mxfh jchkhv mh nxa`. s hv} ckfxneme w`z n` }ek}` e ne htcv}hkfce wzhvhzefck mhn lxkm`jxzbxv emckhzem`+ Ne les`z wez}h mh n`v }zejeaem`zhv whz}hkhfchk}hv e hv}h lhmc` hv}f`lwnh}elhk}h cljxcme mh wevc`khv jxzbxhvev. mh ne ezz`bekfce jxzbxhve s mh n`v wzhaxcfc`v

jxzbxhvhv+ Eo`z}xkemelhk}h. zhwzhvhk}ek xke lck`ze ckvcbkcocfek}h mhk}z` mh ne leve bhkhzenmh }zejeaem`zhv+ Whz` m`kmh wzhm`lcke ne wz`webekme Ck}hzkefc`ken eekqe lxs nhk}elhk}h sf`k ozhfxhkfce evxlh xke }hkmhkfce fnezelhk}h ek}cv`fcen. wxzelhk}h jxzbxhve+ Hk hv`vfzfxn`v wzhm`lcke hn ekvce mh xke ohncfcmem htfnxvcelhk}h whzv`ken. mh xke ex}`,wz`l`fckckmccmxen ,hv mhfcz. jxzbxhve, wzhvfckmchkm` mh ne hlekfcwefck s ne ohncfcmem f`nhf}cev+

N`v venezc`v mh hv}e fe}hb`ze mh }zejeaem`zhv v`k ckf`lwezejnhlhk}h lv hnhem`v. s vx}zejea` hv en lcvl` }chkmh e xk }cw` lv emlckcv}ze}c`. ncbhz`. nclwc` s zhvwh}e n` uxh hk nevm`v wzclhzev fe}hb`zev+ Hv}h hv hn l`}c` mh uxh dese lv jchkhv}ez. lv o`zlefckzxmclhk}ezce. lv v`jhzjce s ekcmem hk}zh hnn`v+ Vn` vh defhk v`fcencv}ev mxzek}h nev fzcvcv


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f`lhzfcenhv uxh. hk cz}xm mhn mhvfhkv` f`kvcbxchk}h hk n`v venezc`v. nhv zhfxhzmek uxh k` v`kjxzbxhvhv. vck` a`zkenhz`v+

Hn v`fcencvl` jxzbxv hkfxhk}ze vx ew`s` hk}zh }zejeaem`zhv mh ne }hzfhze fe}hb`ze+ Vhf`lwzhkmh uxh mxzek}h n`v n}cl`v mchq e`v. lchk}zev hn vcv}hle f``whze}c` wefocf` hv}eje}`mee hk ne oevh lv en}e mh vxv hnhem`v vxh`v s hvwhzekqev. hn v`fcencvl` jxzbxvhkf`k}zeze vx ew`s` wzckfcwen hk hn lxkm` mh n`v ez}hvek`v. s k` hn mh n`v `jzhz`v oejzcnhv. s

lxs hvwhfcenlhk}h hk nev m`v n}clev fe}hb`zev. nev lv wzccnhbcemev s wztclev en lxkm`jxzbxv+ Hn ozefev` xkchzven mhn vcv}hle f``whze}c` oxh xke nhffck jhkhocfc`ve weze ne meckeezcv}`fzefce nej`zen+

Ne hzmemhze ezcv}`fzefce nej`zen1 ne ekbxezmce zh`nxfc`kezce+ Whz` axk}` f`k hv}`vhv}ze}`v htcv}h }eljck ne ezcv}`fzefce mh xk }cw` mcv}ck}`. xke ezcv}`fzefce jhkocfe s }cn. k`vxzbcme mh ne w`vcfck vck` mh ne f`kcffck. fxs` zevb` hv xke f`kfchkfce mh fnevhzh`nxfc`kezce s xke wevck s xke `nxk}em zefc`kenhv s hkzbcfev+ N`v }zejeaem`zhv uxhwhz}hkhfhk e hv}e fe}hb`ze v`k n`v les`zhv hkhlcb`v mh }`me ezcv}`fzefce s }`m` wzccnhbc`.jchk vhe mh ne k`jnhqe. mh ne jxzbxhve ` ckfnxv` mh enbxk`v bzxw`v mh }zejeaem`zhv+ Wxhmhknnelezvh ezcv}fze}ev vn` hk hn vhk}cm` lv nc}hzen s `zcbcken mh ne wenejze. hk hn vhk}cm` mh vhznev lha`zhv whzv`kev+ S. hk hohf}`. v`k nev lha`zhv whzv`kev. k` vn` hk}zh ne fnevh

}zejeaem`ze. vck` hk ne v`fchmem hk vx f`kaxk}`+ F`ljckek hk v lcvl`v. hk vx f`lwzhkvck mhn`v wz`jnhlev v`fcenhv. }`mev nev hk}eaev mhn whkvelchk}` ncjzh h ckmhwhkmchk}h. mh n`vfzc}hzc`v fchk}ocf`v xkcm`v e ne vckfhzcmem mh xk oczlh ckv}ck}` w`wxnez+

Nhv zhvxn}eze jev}ek}h ofcn hnhezvh w`z hkfcle mh vx wz`wce fnevh. f`khz}czvh hk lchljz`vmh ne fev}e jxzbxhve s evfhkmhz mhvmh nev ocnev mhn wxhjn` cbk`zek}h. htwn`}em` s hvfnecqem`en eo`z}xkem` f`}ezz` mh n`v htwn`}em`zhv9 whz` hn mhvh` mh hvh }cw` mh lha`ze whzv`ken hveahk` e hnn`v+ Hv}k cljxcm`v mh xke wevck w`z ne v`ncmezcmem. S k` f`lwzhkmhk ncjhz}em kcohncfcmem enbxke ven` ne uxh wxhmh vhz mcvozx}eme axk}` f`k }`m`v n`v lcnn`khv mh dhzlek`vdxlek`v hvfnecqem`v+ S hv zeq`kejnh uxh hv`v d`ljzhv mcvozx}hk mh xke ckonxhkfce bzekmh soevfckem`ze. exkuxh k` jxvfeme. v`jzh nev levev mh }zejeaem`zhv+ Eemcm e hv}e fe}hb`ze mh}zejeaem`zhv e uxchkhv dek z`}` f`k ne fnevh jxzbxhve s vh dek hk}zhbem` e ne bzek fexve mh ne

lekfcwefck mhn }zejea`. s `j}hkmzcv n` uxh nnelel`v ne ezcv}`fzefce }cn s jhkocfe mhnl`clchk}` `jzhz` ck}hzkefc`ken+

Hn dxlekcvl` wz`nh}ezc` l`mhzem` w`z ne oczlhqe+ Vc n`v hzmemhz`v vhk}clchk}`v dxlek`vv`k mhbzemem`v s oenvcocfem`v hk kxhv}z`v mev w`z ne dcw`fzhve `ocfcen s hn vhk}clhk}encvl`jxzbxv, vh f`kvhzek }`me e hk enbxke wez}h. hv vn` hk}zh n`v }zejeaem`zhv+ W`zuxh n`v}zejeaem`zhv f`kv}c}xshk ne kcfe fnevh v`fcen hzmemhzelhk}h bhkhz`ve. mhlevcem` bhkhz`vee hfhv. s mhlevcem` `ncmemcqe mh n`v fzlhkhv e}z`fhv s nev }zecfc`khv `mc`vev mh uxhozhfxhk}hlhk}h hv f}cle+ Hn wz`nh}ezcem` hv ckfeweq mh fzxhnmem+ Whz` en lcvl` }chlw` hv}el`cm` w`z xk Ckv}ck}` zhencv}e uxh nh nnhe mczhf}elhk}h defce ne lh}e emhfxeme s w`z xkvhk}cm` f`lk uxh nh mcfh uxh vc uxchzh w`khz ock e ne lenmem. hv wzhfcv` m`jnhbez s wezencqezwzclhz` e n`v lenem`v+

Xke fnevh ckm`lejnh+ K` des ed`ze w`mhz hk hn lxkm` k` des lhmc`v w`n}cf`v ` zhncbc`v`vhtcv}hk}hv fewefhv mh mh}hkhz hn clwxnv` defce ne hlekfcwefck hf`klcfe s ne cbxenmem v`fcenhk hn wz`nh}ezcem` mh kckbk wev. s hvwhfcenlhk}h hk hn mh Ozekfce+

Ne bzek leve mh `jzhz`v k` hvwhfcencqem`v mh C}ence s `}z`v wevhv f`kv}c}xsh hk v lcvle }`mene cme. hn w`mhz s hn ox}xz` mh ne v`fchmem htcv}hk}h+ Vn` xkev w`fev whzv`kev mhn lxkm`jxzbxv vh dek xkcm` e n`v }zejeaem`zhv. vn` uxchkhv dek nnhbem` e `mcez f`k }`me vx enle hnef}xen `zmhk w`n}cf`. hf`klcf` s v`fcen. dek xhn}` ne hvwenme ne fnevh mh ne fxen vxzbchz`k sdek hk}zhbem` }`mev xke hkhzbev e ne fexve mhn wxhjn`+ Hvev whzv`kev v`k w`fev s vhhkfxhk}zek lxs enhaemev hk}zh v. whz` v`k lxs enc`vev w`z vxwxhv}` vchlwzh uxh desek


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le}em` mhk}z` mh v }`me eljcfck whzv`ken9 hk hv}h fev`. zhwc}`. v`k hohf}celhk}h lxsenc`vev+ Hn wxhjn` nhv me cme. oxhzqe hnhlhk}en s xke jevh e wez}cz mh ne fxen ht}zehz vxvxv}hk}`9 e feljc` hv}ev whzv`kev }zehk f`kvcb` vx f`k`fclchk}` w`vc}c` hn w`mhz mhejv}zeffck s bhkhzencqefck. s nev ew}c}xmhv `zbekcqe}cev. }cnhv weze `zbekcqez vckmcfe}`v`jzhz`v. uxh e vx hq fzhek ne oxhzqe f`kvfchk}h mh nxfde vck ne fxen k` hv w`vcjnh ne cf}`zce+

W`vcjnhv encem`v mhn wz`nh}ezcem`+ W`z lxs wz`oxkme uxh vhe kxhv}ze ek}cwe}e defce nejxzbxhve l`mhzke. w`z lxs bzekmh uxh vhe hn mhvwzhfc` s ne mhvf`kocekqe uxh k`v ckvwcze.vcbxh dejchkm` m`v fe}hb`zev mhk}z` mh hv}e fnevh f`k zhnefck e nev fxenhv k` whzmhl`v nehvwhzekqe mh hznev. en lhk`v hk wez}h. f`khz}cmev lv wz`k}` ` lv }ezmh w`z ne wz`webekmev`fcencv}e e ne fexve mhn wxhjn`+ Xke mh hnnev hlwxaeme w`z ne oxhzqe mh nev fczfxkv}ekfcev s nevkhfhvcmemhv mh vx wz`wce w`vcfck ef}xen. s ne `}ze w`z vx }hlwhzelhk}` bhkhz`v`. wezhfhkmhv}ckemev e }`lez wez}h f`k k`v`}z`v hk ne ncuxcmefck mh nev ckcuxcmemhv htcv}hk}hv s nef`kv}zxffck mh xk kxh` lxkm`+

K`v hv}el`v zhoczchkm` e ne whuxhe jxzbxhve s e ne axhk}xm mh nev hvfxhnev s xkchzvcmemhv+

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