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,jpYs;s ngUk;ghyhd ftpijfs; mz;ikapy; vOjg;gl;lit.
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jpwk; czu;e;Jhu;Fr; nrhy;yp Kbj;jtu;?
Mok; fhz Kbaiy vq;fshy;>
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mw;wit vit? fhziy vq;fs;…Ms;!
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VJk; khw;wk; epfONkh NjwpNld;!
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kidtp kf;fis kPl;Lk; vLf;fhJ!
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,Wf;fpf; fl;ba Gjpu;fs; mtpo;g;git!
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fhyj;Jf;Fk; Vw;w editr; rikg;git!
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fUiz fhl;lNy…nty;Yk; toptif!
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Njhd;wpNa fhf;fhg; NghJk;
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vdf;F tuyhW ,l;l fl;lis ftpij!
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tho;T nropj;jhYk;
mitvdf;Fg; ngupjpiyNa!
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milahsk; ,l;bUe;j
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ftpijjhd; fhuzNk!
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ftpijvd; %r;rhdhy; rhf KbahNj!
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ftpijnaidf; iftplhJ
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kpUfj;ij
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xUftpij vOJtJ
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JNuhfk; ,iof;fhky;
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nra;ahky;@
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rupgpioapd;
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Nkd;epiyf;Ff; nfhz;LNru;j;J
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New;W vOj epidj;Njd;@
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Vw;glhj re;ju;g;gk; vidkpul;l CikahNdd;!
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ehis xUftpij
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$LNkh vd;#oypNy
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midj;jpdpYk;
cz;L ftpij ,ij
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cs;s ftpijfis
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jd;tpNr\ GyDzu;thy;
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Gtpf;F tpsf;Ffpwhd;!
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tpae;jpUf;f
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epue;jug; gpwtpfsha;
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midj;jpdpYk;
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vd;Dila tho;it vOJfpNwd; vd;ghl;by;.
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vOJfpNwd;...vd;ghl;by;.!
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vdf;Fj; njupe;jnjNjh mijNa ciuf;fpd;Nwd;.
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vtd;jdNjh rpe;jidia>
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vtd;jdNjh tho;Kiwia>
vtd;jdNjh fUj;jpaiy>
vtd;jdNjh fiytbit>
vtd;jdNjh czu;it vd;ftpaha;g;
Nghypaha;
vOjp “vidg;ngupahs;” vd;Wiuf;Nfd;!
vk;tho;it
vOJnkid mw;gndd vtUk; ciuf;fl;Lk;!
GJikapid tpUk;ghg;
Gyanddr; nrhy;yl;Lk;!
cyfse;j ghu;itapy;yh xUtnddr; nrg;gl;Lk;!
ehd; ehdha; tho;Ntd;.
vdJk; vq;fspdJk;
milahsk; vd;ndOj;jpy; ,Uf;Fk;@
mJjtnwd;W
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ehd;njhlu;Ntd;!
nrhw;G+ khiyfs; R+l;Lf
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thdse;J ed;F tsu;e;J
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mt;tpUl;rj;jpd;
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G+e;Jzu;fs; NjhWNk G+j;Jf;
FYq;fptpl
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vidg;Nghd;w
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Nfhu;f;fj; njhlq;fpNdd;!
FSikepiw khiyahf
ftpijnahd;W Njhd;wpf;
fz;izr; rpkpl;bw;W!
,g;gbaha;g; gyftpij khiyfs;
Ftpayhr;R!
,d;Dkpd;Dk; NfhlhD Nfhb
ftpkhiy
fl;lty;y nrhw;G+f;fs;
nkhoptpUl;r mUk;Gfspy;
nkhl;Lfsha; ,g;NghJk; Kfpo;e;jgb ,Uf;fpwJ!
G+f;fisj; njupe;J Gupe;J
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gpbj;j tpjj;jpNy gpizj;Jg;
ngUe;njhifaha;
khiyfl;b ,e;j kz;iz
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vopw;gLj;j
thuPu; ,sq;ftpfhs;…tho;f;if miof;fpwJ!
fk;gehld; ftpij
fk;gehld; fz;Lepd;w ehL NghNy>
fk;gehld; fhl;btpl;l muR NghNy>
fk;gehld; tbtikj;j mikr;Rg; NghNy>
fk;gehld; vjpu;ghu;j;j Ml;rp NghNy>
fk;gehld; tpae;Jepd;w Fbfs; NghNy>
fk;gehld; ,bj;Jiuj;j mwq;fs; NghNy>
fk;gehld; njupe;Jiuj;j tho;T NghNy>
fdTfz;L… edTnfhz;lhy;…muru; ehNk!
fk;gd; nrhd;d xOfyhW ejpiag; NghNy>
fk;gd; nrhd;d fhL> efu;r; rpwg;G NghNy>
fk;gd; nrhd;d Nrhjuupd; md;G NghNy>
fk;gd; nrhd;d cwTfs; nra; flik NghNy>
fk;gd; fz;l kidtpaupd; kfpik NghNy>
fk;gd; nrhd;d…gy;YapUk; Xk;gpr; nrhe;jj;
jk;gpfsha;g; Nghw;Wfpw fUiz NghNy
jifik ngw;why; vq;fShUk; nrhu;f;fk; jhNd!
,y;yhUk; ,y;iy cilahUk; ,y;iy
vd;w rk cupik Kjw; fz;lhd; fk;gd;!
ty;y ,iw…kdpj cU vLj;Jj; jPik
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tijf;f vOk; ,aw;ifapidf; fijaha; ahj;jhd;!
cs;s fw;ig mdnyd;whd;! Mz;ngz; ePjp
“xUtDf;F xUj;jpnaDk; xOf;fk;” vd;whd;!
nty;Yk; mwk;@ ghtkJ Njhw;Fk;… vd;Dk;
tpjp Ehypy; itak; MLk;… ajhu;j;jk; nrhd;dhd;!
murpaiyg; ghbdhYk; mryha;g; ghb
mofpaiyg; ghbdhYk; n[hypf;fg; ghb
cwtpaypd; cz;ik Mok; mfyk; ghb
cyfpaiy mf;FNtW Mzp ahf;fp
gpukDf;Fk; gpuknddg; GJik jPl;b
gpzp> %g;Gr;> rh fle;j ftpijfhl;b
epue;jukha; n[apj;jtid…,isNahu; Njb
epkpuitf;f Kay;Nthupd;…epahak; thop!
fk;gehld; cyfwj;jpd; grpiag; Nghf;ff;
ftprikj;jhd;@ jkpo;tho;tpd; cau;itg; Nghw;wpd;
ck;gUf;Fk; epfuhf kdpju; $l
cytplyhk; vDk; cz;ik jidj;jhd;…uhk
ek;gpfij A+L ctikahfj; je;jhd;!
ehq;fs; ,ijg; Gupahky;…fk;gd; ngha;ad;
tk;gndd;Nwhk;…tWikAw;Nwhk;…flTs; Nghd;Nwhd;
ftpj;jlj;jpy; ele;J...fhyk; jd;id nty;Nthk;!
aho; muritf; ftp
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<of; ftpij tpUl;rj;jpy;...New;iwf;Fk;
,Ue;j %y Ntnuhd;W gl;lNjh?
fhyf; fiwahd; mupf;fhf; ftpje;j
ftpQdpd; Kfk; fz;Kd; fiue;jNjh?
Mo;e;j mwpTk; GyikAk; nfhz;l...ek;
muritf; ftp ,d;W kiwe;jNjh?
rPldhf ehd; rpypu;f;ff;...ftp nrhd;d
nrk;kiyj; jPapd; ehf;Fr; Ritj;jNjh?
ftpij> ehlfk;> Ma;T vd ve;jf;
fsj;jpYk; Kb#ba kd;dtd;.
mitapy; Vwpnak; Mof; ftpijapd;
mbKb fhl;b ntd;w KUifad;.
et cyFf;Fk; Vw;w fUj;Jf;fs;
eh#f;fhfr; nrhy;yp itj;j FWKdp.
ftpij ahfpdhd; ,d;W@ mtd;Gfo;
fhyk; fle;JNk thOk; ep[k;...,dp.
,ayhikia czUk; fzq;fs;
vOjpa ftpij vq;Nf…ehd; NjLfpNwd;!
vOjp ,ilapy;
,uz;Nlhu;nrhy; nrk;ikahf;fpj;
jpUj;jpr; nrJf;FKd;Nd>
nry;tk; njhiye;jijg;Nghy;
fuk;tpl;Lg; Nghapw;wf; ftpij@
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vq;Nfjhd;
njhiyj;Njd; mf; fhfpjj;ij
vdve;jd; epidTntsp
KOijAk; myrp Kad;Wk; fpilf;fhJ
kiwe;Nj njhiye;JNghr;nrd;
kdj;ijg; gjpe;j ‘Rij’!
me;jf; ftpia vOjpatd; ahd;...vdpDk;
me;jf; ftpijapid
kdjpdpNy kPl;birf;f..>
me;jf; ftpijia mNjNghy kPl;nlOj..>
Kbah ,ayhik Kiwj;J
vidg;gopf;f
vOJifapy;…te;J tPOe;jnrhw; Nfhitgw;wp
epidT kwe;JNghf epiyFiye;Njd;@
mf;ftpiag;
gwpnfhLj;j ‘Gj;jpu Nrhfj;jpy;’ Jbf;fpd;Nwd;!
vd;ftpapy; mJ Xu;
vz;zpf;if vdpDk;…mij
,d;W gwpnfhLj;J…
kPl;nlOj Kbahj
ve;jd; ,ayhik jidf;fz;Nld;@
jiyFdpe;Njd;!
nrhy; xd;W nrhy;
nrhy; xd;W nrhy;Njhoh!
me;jr; nrhy; neUg;gpdJ
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Jz;nlhd;wha;… Mw;wy; RlUk; gbtpsq;f
nrhy;nyhd;W nrhy;Njhoh!
me;jr;nrhy; ve;ePUk;
tpOe;jizf;f Kbahr; Rluha; tpsq;fNtz;Lk;.
tpOe;j ,lj;jpy;
mjd;fUj;J tpWtpnwd;W
glu;e;J gQ;rhd kdq;fspNy
gw;wpmq;Nf
tpsf;Ff; nfhSj;jNtz;Lk;@
kdJs; FbapUf;Fk;
,Us;KOij me;jr;nrhy;
vupj;jfw;wp tplNtz;Lk;.
nrhy;nyhd;W nrhy;Njhoh!
mr;nrhy; mkpyj;jpd;
Jspnahd;wha; tPo;e;J fiuahj fw;fisAk;
cNyhfq;fs; Nru;itiaAk;
cUf;Fiyj;J cUj;jpupj;J
,urhad khw;wj;ij Vw;fitj;J
GJg;Gjpjha;r;
Nru;itfs;Nghy; rpe;jidia
cUthf;fp tplNtz;Lk;.
nrhy;nyhd;W nrhy;Njhoh!
me;jr;nrhy; kUe;jpdJ
Njf;fuz;b xd;wha; jpj;jpg;gpyhg; NghJk;
Mwhj Nehia
mbj;Jj; Juj;jptpl;L
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Njfj;jpy; MNuhf;ak; njk;gpidAk; kPl;nlLj;J
Mwhj fhaj;ij Mw;wp
mUsNtz;Lk;.
nrhy;nyhd;W nrhy;Njhoh!
me;jr;nrhy; mKjj;jpd;
xUnrhl;lha; mwj;jpd; gpoprhwha;
khDlu;f;Fr;
rhth tukspf;Fk; %th kUe;jhfp
vd;nwd;Wk; nrtptopNa Nru;e;jpk;
kdpju;fs;
jpirawpahJ miyifapNy
tpbnts;spahf Ntz;Lk;.
Qhd ey;Yhu;
Qhd ejp ,ay;gha;r; Ruf;Fk; kb… ghzd;
aho;kPl;bg; ngw;w efupd;
jiyikCu;.
aho;g;ghzj; jkpopd;> irtj;jpd;>
gz;ghl;bd;>
Mo;e;j fiyfspd;> murpaypd;> milahsk;.
vj;jid ,lu;tupDk;@
vj;jid ,btpopDk;@
nrj;jplh vk;Fzr; rpwg;gpdJ Cw;Wf;fz;.
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“gQ;rk;gop te;jhYk; ghnuy;yhk; nte;jhYk;”
mQ;rhJ
moF mopah njOk;G(k;),lk;.
‘vg;gb ,Ue;jnjk; ,dj;jpd; nropg;’ ngd;W
,g;NghJk; ‘aKdhup’ VupA+Lk;>
‘rq;fpypad;
Njhg;G+Lk;’> ‘ke;jpup kidA+Lk;’..> njhlu;fijfs;
nrhy;ypr; rpypu;f;Fk; Rtu;f;fGup.
rq;fpypad;
filrpaha; Mz;bUe;j fsk;.
ml;l jpf;fpdpYk;
giltPlha;f; Nfhtpy;fs;
gupghydQ; nra;a
jkpNo murhz;L jiyepkpu;e;j ,uh[jhdp.
Rw;wptuf; Fsq;fs;
R+Ok; muz;fnsd
epw;ff;> FSik epoypy; capu;ngUf>
mw;Gj epyj;J
mbePu; cly;tsu;f;f>
gr;irg; gNryha;g; gutpf; fplf;F(k;)tay;.
mr;rkw;w gidfs;
Mfhak; jlT(k;)may;.
mkpo;jha;j; jkpio
md;wpUe;J file;njLj;Njhu;
rkanewp - capuha; kjpj;Jj; jioj;jgjp.
gz;gl;l khe;ju;>
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gpujpgyd; ghuhNjhu;>
tpz;zu;> FNguu;fs;> tpise;J kype;jjyk;.
fw;Wr; rpwe;Njhu; flyhf Mu;g;gupf;f
tpw;gdUk; epGzUk; ntd;W epkpu;e;jKw;wk;.
Mapuk; ftpQu;fs;
mtjupj;j tapW… gy;
Mapuk; fiyQiu
md;wpUe;J ,d;Wtiu
Njhd;witf;Fk; mKj Rugp.
nghOnjy;yhk;
ehj RuKk;> jtpYk>; eWq;FoYk;>
NtjKk;> Njthuk;> ke;jpuKk;> gz;zpirAk;>
fhz;lh kzpnahypAk;>
ehl;Lg; Gw,irAk;>
Ngr;Rk;> ebg;Gk;> gpurq;fk;> $j;JfSk;>
Mr;ru;af; ftpAk;> mgpeaKk;>
tpisahl;Lk;>
%r;rpy; fye;J jiyKiw jiyKiwaha;f;
fha;j;Jf; FYq;Fk; ftpd;ey;iy!
ehtyupd;
jha;g;G+kp@
jkpOf;fha;j; jk;ik tpijj;jtu;f;F
ghaha;f; fple;j jiu.
gha;e;J njhlu;e;jopj;j
Nga; Aj;jj; jhYk; ngupjha;f; Fiyahky;
kPs;vOr;rp ngw;W
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tpjp nra;j Nkd;ikepyk;.
gpwu;f;F topfhl;Lk; ngUq;fy;tpf; NfhGuq;fs;
epiwe;j ntsp. te;j…
gprnfy;yhk; ePwitf;Fk;
mwKk; jtKk; mUSk; mfpk;iraJk;
ngUf…me; epaj;ijg;
gug;gepd;Nwhu; Njhw;w jply;.
gpwUk; tpUk;gpte;J ngUikngw; Wau;e;jepoy;.
GJikfis cs;thq;fp
goikfspd; capu;r;rhuk;
rpijahky; ,aw;ifahfr; rpwg;Gg; ngWk;G+kp.
Qhd ejp,ay;gha;g; ghAk; kb… EhW
QhdpaUk; rpj;ju;fSk; jpupe;J
rkhjpahfp
Md;kPf mjpu;it ms;spr; Rue;jpUf;f>
thNdhUk; kz;NzhUk; tzq;ftUk;
ey;Yhuhd;
Nfhtpy;nfhz; lku;e;J FiwjPu;f;Fk; Fbype;j
ey;Yhu;!
<oj;jpd; nrd;dp aho;g; ghznkd;why;…>
ey;Yhu;… me; new;wpapNy
Qhdnew;wpf; fz;Nzjhd;!
epiwT
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Ntg;gk;G+ Ntk;gpy; ntFj;Jr; nrhupe;jnjd
kfpo;r;rp kdjpy;
kype;J fplf;Fjpg;Ngh!
fhw;wpy; fiue;J fhJfisj; jhyhl;Lk;
ehj Rufhdk;
ejpaha; efu;ifapNy…
ke;jpucr; rhldk;>
tho;j;Jk; g[idapir>
gf;jupd; thahy; guTk; mNuhfuhf;fs;>
,yaf; fyitahf vq;Fk; gutpLJ!
rhe;j nrh&gpahf
vOe;jUsp %u;j;jp...tPjp
Rw;wptuj; Njhd;Wk;
VNjh Xu; nja;tPfk;
Mde;jg; gutr mjpu;thfr; #o;fpwJ!
ngupa jpUf;Nfhtpy;..
gf;jNuh kpfr;nrhw;gk;.
maYUj;J vq;nfq;Nfh mfd;W FbNaw
ntspehl;L cwthy;
tpise;J ‘te;j’ fhzpf;if
Fk;ghgp N\fkhff; if$b xg;Ngw...
tpuYf;F Vw;w tPf;fkhd… jpUtpohehs;.
rdkpUf;Nfh ,y;iyNah
rfyJk; Mfk
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tpjpg;gb elf;Fk;.
thuj;Jf; Nfhu;jlit
gf;jpepiw ghly;fs; ke;jpukha; xypngUFk;.
vz;zpf;if Fiwe;j
Mlk;gu kw;w
VNjNjh Ntz;Ljiy vLj;jpak;Gk; gf;ju;fs;.
kz;lgg; gbitj;J
kdKUFk; vd;tPl;lhu;.
gj;NjhL gjpndd;wha; ehDk; fye;J...tPjp
Rw;wp tUk;NghJ
RikkdJ ,Nyrhr;R.
Muthu kw;W tPjpAyh epiwTngw
,ay;ghd G+irAld;
fjT milgLJ.
jpUk;GfpNwd;...
tPnlq;Fk; VNjh xU Gdpjk;
epiwe;jJtha;...mikjp epk;kjp nghype;jJtha;
xUjpUg;jp G+j;J
,jak; FspUjpg;Ngh!
Ntg;gk;G+ Ntk;gpy; ntFj;Jr; nrhupe;jnjd
kfpo;r;rp kdjpy;
kype;J fplf;Fjpg;Ngh!
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jhAd; epoypUg;gpd;
ce;jd; xUthu;j;ij NghJk;….
gupnthOFk;
ce;jd; ];guprpg;G xd;WNghJk;…Mjutha;
ve;j epiyapdpYk;
vd;id cRg;Gjw;F
ce;jd; capu;jJk;Gk; rpupg;Gj; JspNghJk;…
ve;j tiff; fhaj;ijf; $l
cld;khw;w
ce;jd; xUKj;jk; NghJk; eP
mUfpUe;jhy;
ve;jg; GaypilAk;
vd;idehd; ep&gpg;Ngd;!
ve;jj; jiltupDk;
vjpu;g;Ngd;..jiyepkpu;Ntd;!
ve;j vupkiyapd; kPJk; ehd;
Vwpnad;id
,e;j cyNfw;f itj;J
n[apj;jpLNtd;.!
cz;ik cwT tuk;
cidNa rpe;ijahYk; clyhYk; vg;NghJk;
mizf;Fk; tuq;Nfl;Fk;
mirah kdijaUs;!
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,d;iw eilKiwfs;> ,d;iw cyfpay;fs;>
,d;W elg;gifts;>
,Jehs; tiu vq;Nfh
epfo;e;J...mjprakha; epidtpy; te;J...
,d;wpitnak;
mfj;jaypy; toikr; rk;gtk; Mfptpl;l
epiyapy;..
etPd ehfuPfk; Mfpilapy;>
cynfd;d nrhy;Yk;
nfsutf; Fiwr;ry;…khdk;
kupahij vd;dhFk; vd;w
kdk;khwp
gzj;jhy; gyj;jhy; Cu;thia %b ve;jf;
Fzj;NjhLk; Ja;j;jy;
FykuG Mdehspy;
‘,JNt’ cau;tpd; jFjpahd
ajhu;j;jj;jpy;
mjw;fhd tha;g;GfSk;
mUfku;e;J MLifapy;
kdr;rhl;rp gw;wp kidkhl;rp gw;wp…gpwd;
kidNehf;fh khz;Gfspd; kwk;gw;wp
epidg;gJNt
khDl JNuhfkha; khwptpl;l
tho;ehspy;
uhku;fSk; ,ufrpa
,uhtzuha; kha;e;jpilapy;
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nja;tkJ jz;bf;Fk; “nra;jghtk; jpUk;gptUk;
nka;”vd;w ga-gf;jp jidkhe;ju;
Jwe;jpilapy;
cidNa rpe;ijahYk;
clyhYk; vg;NghJk;
mizf;Fk; tuq;Nfl;Fk;
mirah kdijaUs;!
je;ijf;Nfhu; jhyhl;L
jha;...mUisg; ghbitj;j ghly;...EhW
juzpapNy tho;e;jpUf;F@ Mdhy;..>je;ij
Nerj;ijg; ghbitj;j ghly; VJk;
epidtpy; tu kWf;fpwJ! je;ij khu;...ehk;
Vd; je;ijkhu; Gfiog; ghlh Njha;e;Njhk;
vd;gjid epide;Njhkh? jfg;gd;... rhkp
jhndd;Nwhk;@ mtu; ngUik Nghw;wr; rw;Nw
jaq;FfpNwhk;@ ,dp...jfg;gd; Gfo;...ehk; nrhy;Nthk;!
ghYhl;bj; jhyhl;br; NrhWk; Cl;bg;
ghu;f;fhky; tpl;lhYk;...gz;G ghrk;
NtNuhl ePu;thu;f;Fk; jfg;gd; md;G
gpio jpUj;jp tpidj;jpwid tsu;f;Fk; ed;W!
NjhSf;F Nky; tsu;e;jhy; Njhod; vd;W
njhlu;e;J Jiz Gupe;J mwpT+l;Lk; el;G!
Mjhug; nghUs; <e;J...FLk;gk; Mb
mirahky; fhf;Fk; je;ij... ghJfhg;G!
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re;jdkha;j; jidj;Nja;j;J...>thrk; je;J
jd;FLk;gk; kfpoitj;Jf; fiue;J...>md;gpd;
tpe;ijia Kd; fhl;lhJ kdJs; Nru;j;J>
ntw;wpapy; cs; kfpo;e;J...>Njhy;tp nghWj;J...ntd;W>
nrhe;jnkd;w NrhiyiaAk; tsu;j;J...>Nra;fs;
cau ‘Jyhghukhf’ vd;Wk; epw;Fk;
je;ijau;f;fha; ghLk; Kjw; ghl;L...! ,e;jj;
jhhyhl;L@ ghll;Lk; juzp Nfl;L!
vd;idr; nrJf;Fk; njd;wy;
vd;d gjpnyd;W Nfl;Lf; Nfl;Lj; Jhq;Fk;
vd;id vOg;gpLths;. ---eiu
vd;ndd;W te;jjpq; nfd;nwe;jd; kPirapy;
Vw;w fWg;gbg;ghs;.
nkd;kyu;g; ghjk; cijj;nje;jd; neQ;rpdpy;
tPo;e;J Guz;nlOths; ---ve;jd;
fd;dj;jpy; EhW Fspu;Kj;jk; je;jijf;
fd;wplr; nra;jpLths;.
thu;j;ijfs; xt;nthU khjpupg; NgrpNa
ehzp kfpo;jpLths; ---gy
ghly; ,irj;Jf; Fjpj;J tpisahbf;
Fog;gb nra;jpLths;!
Xbg;gpbj;J tpOe;J vOe;J…gpd;
Xntd;wOjpLths; ---tPl;by;
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Cu;e;JNk Fg;igfs; Nru;j;J rikj;njdf;(F)
Cl;bnad; grpjzpg;ghs;!
Gd;dif vd;Dk; tiytpupj; njd;id
gpbj;Jr; rpiwapypl;L ---ngUk;
nghd;dif ahd rpupg;Gld; Njtij
Nghnyd; kbaku;e;J ---xsp
kpd;Dk; kfpo;Tld; Nkdp FYq;fpl
md;d eil gapd;W ---tUk;
rpd;dQ; rpWkfs; vd;idr; nrJf;fpwhs;
njd;wnydj; jto;e;J!
cd;fz;zpy; njupfpwJ xspka vjpu;fhyk;
VizapNy Ml ,wq;fpte;j ntz;zpyNt!
thNdhu; cte;jspj;j
ghup[hjg; G+nkhl;Nl!
cyf mjpraq;fs; xd;iwAk;
ehd;fhztpy;iy..>
kyu;e;J mjprakha;
jhd;rpupf;Fk; kUf;nkhOe;Nj!
Jd;g ,Ul;Ls;
njhiye;Jiye;j NtisapNy
te;njd; tpopjpwe;j
Jhz;lh kzptpsf;Nf!
FUtp jpdQ;Nru;j;Jf; nfhz;lJNghy;
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fhRgzk;
rpWfehd; Nru;j;jpUf;f
jpBujpu;\;lkha;f; ifapy;
fpilj;j Gijaw; gupNr!
vd; fpisfnsy;yhk;
G+g;G+f;f itf;Fk; Gyu;tpd; xspr;RlNu!
Mk; vd; gpwg;gpdJ
mu;j;jk; ciuj;jtNs!
tPupl;l thW tpsq;fhj ,t;Tyfpy;
VNjNjh Njb
,utputha; ePAko…
Vizapid nky;y ,Oj;jhl;b
,utputha;
ehd;tpopj;Njd;@
nky;y ehd;ghlf; fz;Zwq;fp
ePnghype;jha;!
,dpj;Jhf;fk; njhiye;jnjd;W
nrhy;gtu;f;F
“cd;fz;zpy; njupfpwJ xspka vjpu;fhyk;”
vd;W kfpo;fpd;Nwd;!
vdjd;gpy; fpwq;Ffpwha;!
jq;f kfs;
jspNuhL kyNuhL jto;e;j njd;wy;
jiyfiyj;Jj; Njhs;tUbj; jOTkhg; Nghy;
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monfd;DQ; nrhy;...capUk;nfhz;L...fz;Kd;
mire;jire;J Nju;Nghy efU khg;Nghy;
tpOe;J> rpyehs; jto;e;J> vOe;J...,d;W
tpoptpupar; rpupj;J> mb vLj;J itj;J>
jsjnsd;W ele;J> vid mizj;Jf;> nfhQ;Rk;
jq;fkfs; cdjd;gpy; fiue;J NghNdd;.!
fdpapjo;fs; jpwe;njijNah fijg;gha;@ ve;jd;
fhjUNf FRFnrd;W VNjh nrhy;tha;@
vid cWf;Fkhg;Nghyg; ghu;g;gha;@ neQ;rpy;
Vwpepd;W cijtpLtha;@ fijfs; Nfl;gha;
vidj;jOtp rpWePuhy; jPu;j;jk; Ml;b
videpj;jk; Gdpjdhf;fp tsu;j;J...vd;idf;
fdpaitg;gha;> ,sfitg;gha;> nefpo itg;gha;
fy;neQ;irg; gdpahf cUf;fp epw;gha;!
cd;Kj;jr; #l;bdpNy cwq;F fpd;Nwd;.
cd;rpWePu;f; FspupilAk; cwq;F fpd;Nwd;.
cd;Kj;jg; guptpdpYk; tpuy;fs; njhl;L
czu;Tfis ];guprpj;J cRg;G fpd;w
cd;md;Gf; fjfjg;G jdpYk;...ehDk;
epk;kjpaha; cwq;FfpNwd;! tho;tpd; Nfhil
vd;cliy tWj;jhYk;...capNuh cd;dhy;
,jkhfj; jiof;Fjb..kfpo;tpy; Mo;Ntd;!
,irQhdp
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ve;nje;jf; fhyk; vg;gbj;jhd; khwpbDk;
rpe;jp mOfhr; nrtpEfu;
fdptiffs;
je;jha;eP fw;gf jUthfp!
vz;zpyhj
me;jf; fdpfs; vkJ mfk; Gwj;jpy;
vg;NghJq; fplf;f...
vijr;Ritg;g njdkUz;L
,yFtha;f; fple;jjid>
,jkha;f; fdpe;jjid>
kpfTk; ,dpj;jjid>
cUrpj;Jj; jpdk; cUrpj;J
kdKk; tapWk; Fspu;e;J ,Ue;Njhk; ahk;!
ehq;fs; mbf;fb cUrpj;j fdpr;Ritia
tpl…ehk; mjpfk;
Ritf;fhj epd;fdpfs;
gyijj; njupe;njLj;J ,g;Ngh
Ritf;ifapNy
mtw;wpd; GJ cUrpia mDgtpj;Njhk;!
vd;nwd;Wk;
Gjpa Ritiaj; jUtd cd;fdpfs;.
tpjpfs; gy fle;Jk;>
tpNrl Rit fye;Jk;>
tpag;igapf; fzKk;
tsq;fpf;nfhz; Ls;sd epd;
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gyfdpfs;@
,aw;ifr; nropg;Gk; Gj;Japu;g;Gk;
fye;jd cd; fdpfs;.
,d;W....ghu;f;f tbthAk;>
etPd epwj;NjhLk;>
cUrpj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;ifapNy
Ritia kwf;fitf;Fk;...nrhy;Ye; jukw;Wf;
iff;fpd;w ntk;gw;
fdpfisj;jhd; mUe;JfpNwhk;!
ce;jd; Ritia cUj;jpupj;J
jk;fdpfs;
vd;Wiug;Nghu; ey;Fk; Vw;wkpyhf; fdpfisNa
fhz;fpd;Nwhk;@
,d;We;jd; fdpaUik czu;fpd;Nwhk;!
ve;nje;jf; fhyk;
vg;gbj;jhd; khwpdhYk;
rpe;jp mOfhr; nrtpEfu;
,irf;fdpfs;
jUNthd;eP...
fw;gf jUtha;.... ,irQhdp!
Va;f;Fk; Nga;fis Va;f;f vO!
Jd;gk; Jilf;fj; Jzpe;j fuq;fisj;
njhl;L tzq;FfpNwd; --kdj;
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Jf;fk; fiyj;jplr; nrhy;Yk; ftpijia
Jhf;fpAk; nfhQ;rpLNtd; --vjpy;
,d;gk; ngw KbAk; vdf; fhl;Lk;
,jaNk tho;f vd;Ngd; --,e;j
Vio cyfk; rpupf;f vd;dhy; vd;d
VYNkh nra;jpLNtd;!
Cjpf; nfhOj;jtu; cr;rj;jpNy...Vo;ik
cf;fpr; rpijfpwNj! --nte;j
Ntjid jPu;e;jpl tpy;iy...gyj;Jld;
NkYk; gzk; ,ize;Nj –mOk;
Vioia Vo;ikapd; gs;sj;jpy; tPo;j;JJ
,d;iw cyfpaNy! --,e;j
Vw;w ,wf;f ,ilntsp jPu;g;Nghiu
Vw;Wnkd; ghtupNa!
Vo;ikf; FjtpLk; Nghu;itapy;... Vioia
Va;f;Fk; eup euUk; --“vd;d
,d;Dk; cWQ;ryhk;” vd;Nwio ,uj;jj;Jf;F
Vq;Fk; Esk;GfSk; --Njhw;W
tPo;Nthiuj;jhd; Rw;wpf; nfhj;jpf; FjwpNa
tPq;Fk; fOFfSk; ---vq;fs;
NkNy Rod;wd...Mk; ,it nrj;J
tpltpy;iy ,f;fzKk;!
trjp gilj;Njhd; cau;e;jtd; vd;gJ
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kz;zpd; ajhu;j;jkpd;W –nry;tk;
te;J tpl;lhy;@ Fiw ahTk; kiwe;jpLk;
itaKk; Nghw;Wkpq;F –mw;g
trjpapy; jho;T cau;Tk; jfu;e;jpLk;
tO> gpio jPUnkd;W –ek;gp
itak; RoYJ… tha;g;G ,y;yhjtu;
thLwhu; Vionad;W!
Viofs; jho;T kdg;ghd;ik tpl;L
vOe;J epkpu;e;jplZk; --,e;j
,fj;jpy; vtDNk Vioapy;iy vd;wpt;
,aw;ifia ek;gplZk; --nrhe;jf;
fhypy; Kad;W gpwid ek;ghJ jd;
flikiar; nra;jplZk; --Va;f;Fk;
Nga;fis Nka;j;Jg; gpiof;f...cau;e;J
gpioNghf;fp ntd;nwoZk;!
kdpjk; kwe;J
ce;jd; Kd;Nd ePSk; fuq;fspy;
xd;WNk ,l;lJ ,y;iy@ njUf;fspy;
cd;id Nehf;fpLk; Vf;f tpopfl;F
cjtp nra;jJk; ,y;iy@ “tWikahk;>
xd;Wk; ,y;iyNa” vd;w cwTf;F
xU JUk;igf; nfhLj;jJk; ,y;iy@ Mk;
,d;W NfhGuk; fl;blf; Nfhbfs;
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Nfl;f…,y;iynad; Wiuf;f kdkpy;iy!
mLj;jtd; grp fz;L Jbf;fNth
mLj;jtd; tpopf; fz;zPu; Jilf;fNth
mLj;jtd; typ jd;idj; jzpf;fNth
mLj;jtd; ,uj;jk; ciwtpf;fr; nra;aNth
mLj;jtu; Jau; Nfl;f KayNth
mLj;jtd; Rik jd;idg; gfpuNth
mLj;jtu;f;F cjtNth vz;zplha;…
‘Mz;ltu;f;F’ ms;sp ,iwf;fpwha;!
Mz;ltd;… cd;idg; Nghyr; rpwpatd;>.
Mrh ghrq;fs; Mapuk; nfhz;ltd;>
Ntz;Lk; ‘mJ ,J’ vd;W miygtd;>
tpUg;ig… mile;jpl mq;fyha;j; jhLthd;>
jhd; eyj;NjhL ,Ue;jhNy NghJnkd;W
jtpg;gtd;> vd ce;jd; ,ay;ngyhk;
Mz;ltDf; Fz;L vd;wtd; NfhapYf;(F)
ms;sp vwpfpwha;… ‘kdpjj;ij’ vz;zplha;!
Cf;f kUe;J
Vioahf ,k;kz;zpw; gpwe;jJd;
Fw;wk; ,y;iyfhz;;@ vdpDk; eP ehisf;Fk;
Vioahf ,k; kz;zpy; ,we;jpby;
,J cdJ kpfg;ngUq; Fw;wkhk;!
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Vo;ik Nghf;fplf; Nfhb topnrhy;Yk;
,t; ,aw;ifia ek;gpd;… eP nty;yyhk;.
thOk; epkplq;fs; xt;nthd;Wk; Kf;fpak;
trg; gLj;jpby; thidAk; ms;syhk;.
nrd;w epkplNkh kPz;L jpUk;ghJ.
nrd;w fhyNkh kPsf; fdpahJ.
nrd;w tha;g;gpid eOttpl; bd;iwf;F
rpe;jpj; nje;jg; gyDk; fpilahJ.
nrd;w epkpl ,og;G…,og;Gjhd;.
mij epide;jpe; epkplj;ijf; iftpbd;
‘,d;Wk;’ gadw;Wg; Ngha;tpLk;@ ehisf;F
vJTk; iffspy; vl;lh jfd;wpLk;.
,e;epfo;fhyk; jd;id KOikaha;
Vw;Wg; gad;nfhs;s Ntz;Lq;fhz;@ kPz;LNkhu;
n[d;kk; cs;sNjh ,y;iyNah…thOk; ,t;
n[d;kj;ij tPzhf;fhky; tholh!
,e;j n[d;kj;jpy; thOk;,t; tho;f;ifapy;
,ka cr;rj;ij vl;bl Ntz;LNk!
,e;j ,yl;rpak; nfhz;L Kad;wpby;
Vo;ikr; rh…cdf; nfd;iwf;Fk; ,y;iyNa!
,aw;ifapd; ePjp ,J!
Viofs; rpe;Jk; fz;zPu;
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vupkiyf; Fok;Ng MFk;.
gha;e;jJ gutp…Xu;ehs;
ghiwaha; tijj;Njhu; kPJ
Ngha;r;Nru;e;J ciwAk;@ md;dhu;
nghUs; nry;tk; rkhjpahf;Fk;.
thbNahu; kdf;FKwy;
tuyhw;iwg; Gul;bg; NghLk;.
Mapuk; capu;tpijj;J
mtatk; jhiu thu;j;J
Ntjidf; fhak;gl;L
nrhj;Jf;fs; njhiyj;jpope;J
fhjYk; gpupe;J…Mz;l
fiyfSk; Gije;J…kz;zpy;
gPilfs; kype;j jw;Fk;
gyd; xUehspw; Njhd;Wk;.
tpijj;jjd; gyd;Kisf;Fk;.
,yhgq;fs; Raeyq;fs;
ghuhJ ,q;Nf rha;e;J
vUthd capu;jiof;Fk;.
rjpfs; nra; ahJ Nru;j;j
jpUnjhiye; jhYk; kPSk;.
mju;kq;fs; ntd;Wk;…tPOk;!
ju;kNkh tPo;e;Jk;…nty;Yk;.
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,d;Ws;s NkL…ehis
gs;skha; khWk;@ gs;sk;
,d;nwdpy; ehis Nklha;
MfpLk;@ gopghtj; jpw;F
vd;iwf;Fk; gyd;fpilf;Fk;.
vd;nwd;Wk; epahak; ePjp
ntd;nwOk;@ Ntjidf;F
tpbT epr;rakha;j; Njhd;Wk;.
cz;ikg; nghd;
Jha;ikahd cz;ik Jhanghd;Df; nfhg;ghFk;!
Jha;ikahd cz;ikg; nghd;…
RlUk; rpW R+upadhk;.
Jha;ikahd cz;ikg;nghd; kq;fhJ.
vj;jputk;
gl;lhYk; fWf;fhJ.
Jaur; RLjzypy;
tpl;lhYk; Glk;Nghl;L NkYk; xspUkd;wp
khw;Wf; FiwahJ@
kTRk; ngWkjpAk;
fhyq;fs; khwpbDk; fLfsTk; khwhJ.
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nghd;doF jhNd Gtpapd; Kjyofhk;!
nghd;id mzpjy; GtpapDf;Ff; nfsutkhk;!
nghd;jhNd kq;fsj;Jg; nghUshk;!
f[hdhtpd;
nghd;jhNd…cyfj;jpd; kpfg;ngupa nghf;fp\khk;!
nghd;doF jhNd
nghUSf;Fk; Mjhuk;?
nghd;..mjpfk; Njly; Gtpapd; ngUq;fdthk;!
cz;ikf;Fk; ,itnghUe;Jk;@
ctikf;Fk; ctikapjhk;!
nghd;dpy;yh Vioah eP..?
cz;ikapid mzpe;Jnfhz;lhy;…
nghd;dzpe;j Gfiotplg; Gfoiltha;
epr;rakhk;!
kdf;fyf;fk; khw;Wk; kUe;J
xUrpW ,lUk;
xUrpW gakJTk;
xUrpwpa fhw;wha; csf;Fsj;jpd; Nkw;gug;igf;
fyf;fpr; ryd
miyfspidj; Njhw;Wtpf;Fk;!
ryd miyfpsk;gj; njhlq;fpd;
mJnjhlu;e;J
Fsj;jpd; rkepiyiaf; Fsg;Gk;@
kWgbAk;
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Fskikjp nfhs;s
“Fiyj;j fhw;W jpUk;gpj;jhd;
nrd;wJ” vDKzu;it
Fsk;czu;e;J nfhs;sNtz;Lk;@
fhw;wfd;w gpd;dhYk; mjdjpu;Tk;
mjd;gupTk;
ePbj;jhy;...vOe;jmiy epw;fhJ vd;gjdhy;
fhw;wpd; mjpu;Tk; gupTk;...
cld; mfyNtz;Lk;@
Fsk;mikjp nfhs;sy; vg;NghJk; rhj;jpakh?
Fskikjp nfhs;sNt $lhJ vd;gJjhd;
tpjpapd; tpUg;gh?
tpy;yq;fr; rpWfhw;Wk;>
tprkj;Jf; fhff; fy;nywpAk; tpz;zu;fSk;>
Jhz;bypl;L kPd;gpbf;fj; JzpNthUk;>
gUe;Jfsha;
Rw;wpj; jpupifapNy
Fs mikjp rhj;jpakh?
fhw;iwj; jpirjpUg;Gk; ifAk;
fy;nywpNthiu
khw;Wk; kdKk;
Jhz;bypl NtW ,lk;
fhl;Lk; filf;fz;Zk;
cd;dplj;jpy; ,Uf;fpwNj!
eP epidj;jhy; ve;jd; csf;Fsj;jpy;
rydmiy
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Njhd;wpLkh?
vd;kdf; Fsk;fyq;fpf; fple;jpLkh?
mfj;jhYk; Gwj;jhYk;
Gwj;jhNy xd;W$bg; Gd;difj;J kyu;fpd;Nwhk;!
mfj;jhy; ,ize;J
mikjp kfpo;T+Wk;
epiyapw; rpypu;j;Njhkh?
mfk;jpl;bj; jPu;f;ifapYk;>
mfNkh Mapuk; tpku;rdj;ij itf;ifapYk;>
mfNkh Vw;wj; jho;Tfis
vilNghl;L
cau;Tjho;Tj; jbg;G mfq;fhuk; nfhs;ifapYk;>
Gwj;jhNy jOtpg; Nghypaha;r; rpupf;fpd;Nwhk;!
Gwf;ifapy; fj;jpapy;iy
ifFYf;fpg; G+f;fpd;Nwhk;.
mff;fj;jp nfhz;L ntwp
jPUkl;Lk; Fj;JfpNwhk;!
mfk;ehwg; Gwj;jpy; re;jdKk; rhj;JfpNwhk;!
mfj;jhYk; Gwj;jhYk;
mryha; mstshtp
kfpOk; jUzq;fs; kdpjupil Fiwe;JNghd
fypfhyk; ,d;W@
ngha;ahff; fhjypj;J
ghrk; kupahij gzptpdpYk;
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ngha;Gide;J
tho;tpdJ fw;gpd; fz;zpaj;ijf; fhw;wpy;tpl;L
“khDlk; nty;Ynjd”
etPd tsu;r;rpnfhz;Nlhk;!
flw;fiu ,uapw; ghij
jz;lthsf; fiuNahuk; jdpj;J ,Uf;fpd;Nwhk;.
Xd;WNk Ngr kdkpy;iy
,ilf;fpil
nksdk; fiyj;J kdJk; jljlf;f
mq;fpUe;J ,q;Fk;
,q;fpUe;J mq;Fkha;
,uapy;fs; flf;Fk; ,urpg;Nghiuf; fzf;nflhJ!
mjpu;fpd;w jz;lthsg; guptpy;
kpUJthd
,jaKq; FYq;f
,iue;jbf;Fk; flyiyapy;
,uz;lwf; fiufpwJ vq;fs; epidtiyfs;!
epyT Kfq;fhl;Lk; epkplk;
rpupg;NghL
ryryf;Fk; jhoQ; nrbfspil..>
ghiwapil>
vOk;Gk; fjfjg;igf;
fly;vl;bg; ghu;j;jpUf;f…
khiy fUfpf; fUQ;rhk;gy; ,uthf
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khw…vijNah epidj;Jtpl;Lj;
Jhuj;jpy;
te;Jnfhz; bUf;Fk; ,uapypd; xspf;fw;iw
me;juj;Js; jz;lthsq; fle;J
elf;fpd;wha;!
cdf;fhd ,uapypd;W
vg;NghNjh Nghdjid
mwpe;Jk; jz;lths mUfpy;
,ilapilNa
fle;NjhLk; ,uapypd; fhl;nlhypf;Fs; kiwfpd;wha;!
,e;j topj;jlj;jpy;
,uz;L%d;W ehspd;Kd;
vg;gbNah ,uapypy; Nkhjpr;
rpije;jvq;fs;
ez;gid epidj;jgb
“vq;Nf eP Nghfpd;wha;”
vdmwpah ntWik %b
jdpj;Jehd; ,Uf;fpd;Nwd;!
fly;
flYk; mJNt...fiuAk; mJNt...
glNfhL ehDk; goNr ---mlNl
GJmiyfs; kl;LNk nghq;fpg; ngUFk;
mjpraj;jpy; Nfhb moF!
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cyNf gpukhz;lk;! %d;wpypU gq;fha;j;
jOTk; flNyh tpag;gpd; ---jiyg;ghFk;!
Xu;JspAk; G+kptpl;Lr; rpe;jpr; rpjwhky;
Mu;f;Fk; mjpYKz;L md;G!
NfhlhD Nfhb capu;fl; fKJhl;Lk;.
Njlhj; jputpaq;fs; Nru;j;jUSk; ---Njhoh…Nfs;
kz;ZUz;il xd;iw kiofiuj;jy; Nghy;...epyj;ij
jpd;Dk; fly;rpupj; Nj!
,j;jid nfhz;Lk; vspik mikjpAld;
rpj;jndd Nkhdj; Jwtpnad ---epj;jpaKk;
fhf;Fk; flyplk;ehk; Qhdk; gapyNtz;Lk;
thotop fhl;LkJ th!
flyhLk; rpj;Jf; fdf;f! epjKk;
fly;nra;Ak; mw;Gjq;fs; fhz;f! ---flw;rpj;jd;
nja;t ,aw;ifapd; Jhjd;@ mtidMa;e;jhy;
ca;Ak; topfSz; Lzu;!
<uf;fhy; kzyha;...
<uf;fh NyhL kzypy; ele;J te;Njd;.
NeuQ; nry;y <uk; fha
ntz; kznye;jd;
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ghjj;jpy; xl;bg; glu;e;J fple;jJ...gpd;
jhkha;r; rpyJ
cjpu;e;J tpOe;jJ...ehd;
ghjq;fis cuQ;r
nrhunrhnud;WQ; rpjwpw;W...,k;
kznyht; nthd;Wk;
vd;kdij neUbdthk;.
<uq;fz;lh nyd;NdhL xl;b
kzy;,Uf;Fk;!
<uq;fha... vd;id tpl;Nl cjpu;e;JNghFk;!
xt;Nthu; kzypYk; xUez;gu; Gd;difj;jhu;.
<unkdr;...nry;tk;
gjtp rpupj;jJNt.
fhYf; Ftikahnad; tho;T eifj;jpLNj.
Mr;rupaf; fly;
Mapuk; Mapuk; miyr;rpwF mbj;jbj;J
thDf;Fk; kz;Zf;Fk; ,ilNa
epjk;gwe;J
vq;Nfjhd; NghfpwNjh
flnyd;Dk; ,g;gwit?
vq;Nf ,Uf;fpwJ
,jd;$l;ilf; nfhz;l fpis?
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Fapy;fsJ $ty;Nghy;
,jdpd; njhlu;$ty;
manyq;Fk; Nfl;bLJ....midj;Jk; mjpu;fpwJ.
jPf;Nfhop>
jPapy; ,Ue;Japu;j;Jg; gwe;JNghFk;
gPdpf;];>
kioAz;Zk; rf;fu thfk;..>vd;W
ntt;NtW ,ay;Gs;s gwitfisg; Nghy;;;..
,JTk;
vt;thNwh cUthfp vk;Kd; gwe;jpUf;F!
,j;jid ngupa
,uhl;rjg; gwitapl;l
Kl;ilNah epyntd;W?
Kd;dpUe;j vd;gpQ;R
Nfl;lhs; xUNfs;tp…
fw;gidapd; ‘mLj;jfl;lk;’
Nfl;l mtsplj;jpy; capu;j;jjidf;
fz;lau;e;Njd;.
Mr;rupak; kdpj Mw;wy;..
,ij Vw;fpd;Nwd;.
gpuk;k K$u;j;jk;
vj;jid etPd fbfhuk; te;jhYk;>
vt;tifapy; Gjpa
tsu;r;rp epfo;e;jhYk;>
kdpju; mNdfu; ,jd;$ty; kwe;jhYk;>
tpbe;jhy;…rpyrkak;
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fwpahfpg; NghifapYk;>
mjpfhiyg; nghOjpy; mNdfkhfr; Nrty;fs;
$tp “tpbe;Jnfhz;L ,Uf;” nfd;W
crhuhf
,g;NghJQ; nrhy;tjid
,d;W jw;nrayha;
Ntisf; nfOk;gpajhy; ahd;Nfl;Nld;@
ghtkpe;jr;
Nrty;fs; mwpe;jpLkh kdpjupd; kdkhw;wk;?
Nrty;fs; mwpe;jpLkh
euu; Japypd; Neukhw;wk;?
Nrty;fs; mwpe;jpLkh cjaj;jpd; Fzkhw;wk;?
MdhYk; Nrty;fs;
mjpfhiy JapnyOk;Gk;
jkJ ,ay;ig jk; ‘epw %u;j;jj;jpy;’
guk;giu guk;giuaha;g; ngw;wpd;Wk; $tpad.
“Nfl;ghNuh kdpju; Nfl;fhNuh”
ftiyaw;Wf;
fhiyapw;jk; fldpnjd;W
$tpr; rpypu;j;Jsd!
gpuk;k K$u;j;jj;jpy; Njtu;fs; gyiuj;
juprpj;J kfpo;r;rpapNy rpwfbj;Jg; ghbad!
kdpjupy; mNdfu;,g;
gpuk;k K$u;j;jj;jpy;
vOk;Gk; gof;fkw;W
,Wfpj; Japy;fpd;Nwhk;.
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mjpfhiy JapnyOk;g Ntz;Lnkd;w
vq;fsJ
guk;giu ,ay;G vk; ‘epw %u;j;jj;jpy;’
tpfhuKw; wope;jJNth…?
Njtu; tuk;ey;Fk;
gpuk;k K$u;j;jj;jpy; Fwl;iltpLQ;
rlq;fshNdhk;.
Raj;ij mopj;J mopj;J
,e;jh kPd; vd;W vOJfpwhs; xUtl;lk;!
,e;jh ghk;ngd;W
vOJfpwhs; Xu;fPwy;!
Mdh Mtd;dh <dh <ad;dh
Vdh vdr;nrhy;yp ,ak;Gfpwhs; VNjNjh!
jd;ghl;by; vijNah fijj;jgb
NfhLfis
rpd;df; fpWf;fy;fisf; fPwpr; rpupj;jgb
xd;Wnuz;L %d;nwd;Wk; ghLfpwhs;!
cUtq;fs;
xl;LfpNwd; vd;W
cOe;J muprpapidf;
nfhl;bg; girG+rpf; Ftpf;fpd;whs;!
mtSf;F
vd;Nwhu; FwpaPl;L nkhopiag;
gilj;Jtpl;L
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jd;nkhop tpsq;ftpy;iy vkf;nfd;Wk;
Nfhgpj;jhs;!
mtspd; nkhopia mopj;Jj; jpUj;jp…ek;
nkhopia mts;Nky;
,dpehk; jpzpj;jpLNthk;!
jd;nrhe;jf; fw;gidia>
jd;nrhe;jr; rpe;jidia>
jd;gilg;Gj; jdpj;Jtj;ijj; jtpu;j;jh
,ts;nty;ths;?
gl;rpfspd; khehL
ve;jd; FUtp ,bag;gk; nrhjpNahL
me;jpr; rpWczT mUe;Jfpwhs;.
vd;Njhspy;
njhw;wpj; Jtz;L Jbahl;lf; ifairj;J
gw;wpnad; Kfj;jpy;
gsPnud; wiwe;Jtpl;L
rpq;fhur; rpupg;G tiyianaq;Fk; tPRfpwhs;.
vq;fs; maypy; ,tisg;Nghy;
vj;jidNah
tz;zf; FUtpfs;@
thahbg; gwitfs;@
rpd;dQ; rpWrpl;L> jpuz;LtUk; GYdpfs;>
kpd;je;jp kPJ tpOe;njOk;Gk; fupf;FUtp>
fhdf; Fapy;fs;>
fuzkpLk; fhfq;fs;>
Nrty;fs;>
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tpwhj;Jf; fOj;Jntl;bf; FQ;Rfs;>
Jhug; gwe;jhYk;
njhlu;e;J epjk; ifairj;Jg;
Nghfpd;w ntsthy;fs;>
GWGWf;Fk; ntz;Gwhf;fs;>
,j;jid gl;rpfSk; ,jk;gjkha;f; Fuy;itf;f
Gj;jk; Gjpa,ir
GuSk; may; kPjiyaha;!
ve;jd; FUtp ,tw;iwtpl Xu;tpNehjr;
re;jk; ,irj;Jj; jiyahl;b MLfpwhs;!
thapdpNy fhw;gq;fha;…
Kfj;jpy; Kf;fhw;gq;fha;…
jPj;jpa cztpUf;fr; rpupf;fpd;whs;!
Rw;wpAs;s
mj;jidAk; mtspd; rpupg;G tiyapdpNy
rpf;fp kyu;e;J rpypu;f;f
New;iwg;Nghy;
ve;jd; FUtp ,bag;gk; nrhjpNahL
me;jpr; rpWczit
,d;Wk; mUe;Jfpwhs;!
G+Tk; tz;zj;Jg; G+r;rpfSk;.
gpQ;R tpuy;fspidg; nghj;jp tpupj;jgb
FQ;Rf; fuq;fspdhy;
tz;zj;Jg; G+r;rpfisg;
gpbf;fj; Jbf;fpwhnsd; Njhsku;e;J
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Nguofp !
Kbtpy;yhj; jpf;fpd;Nky;
Kj;jq;fs; ,l;nle;j
jpirfspYk; rpf;fhky; nry;Yk;tz; zj;jpfisj;
jhNd gpbg;gnddj;
jhtpf; Fjpf;fpd;whs;.
tz;zj;Jg; G+r;rpnahd;wpd; tu;zk;
mjd;,wfpd;
nkd;ikapy; ,Ue;njhUehs;
mts;tpuypy; xl;bajhy;…
ifapypd;W rpf;fhj mjd;tu;zk;
vq;nfd;W
iftpuypw; Njb
gpbf;fkPz;Lk; Js;Sfpwhs;.
tz;zj;;Jg; G+r;rpfspd; gpd; ehDk; Nghfpd;Nwd;.
jd;dhu;tk; Fiwahky;
jhtpmts; KaYfpwhs;.
Xbf; fisj;J>
cr;rpae;jg; G+r;rpNghd
ghijiag; ghu;f;fpd;Nwd;…!
gazpj;j jlKkw;Wg;
Nghapw;wJ@
Vkhe;J Nghr;nrd; kfs;tpopfs;.
ahtiuAk; cr;Rk; akfhjfg; G+r;rp
G+nthd;wpw; Ngha;j;jhNd Xa;ntLf;Fk;?
‘mtSnkhU’
G+ntd;W mitfSf;Fg;
Gupaitg;Ngd; ntF tpiutpy;!
56
fhw;W tUk; fhyk;
fhw;W tUfpd;w fhynkd;W xd;wpq;Nf
New;W ,Ue;jJ.
neUg;ghd Nfhiljhz;bg;
G+f;Fke;jf; fhyj;jpd; nghOnjy;yhk; ,dpg;ghFk;.
Jhf;Fk; clk;ig@
rpwnfk;kpy; G+l;btpLk;.
Nrhk;Ngwp ahff; fple;j jiyKbia
tPk;Gf; nfOe;J ‘mJ tPudhf’
Mlitf;Fk;.
‘kfue;jr; Nru;f;if-kzk;’
kyupdpy; nra;Jitj;J
tiftifaha;f; fha;fs; gOj;J tpoj;Jhz;Lk;.
vq;nfq;Nfh ,Ue;J
vj;jidNah thridia
,q;F tUq;fhw;W vLj;JtUk;.
fha;e;J
tuz;l cliy>
kz;iz> kuQ;nrbia>
curp curpj;jhd; fhw;Wf; Fspuitf;Fk;.
fhw;WtUq; fhyj;ij
vjpu;ghu;j;Jj; jtkpUe;J
fhw;iwf; fyf;fg;
gl;lq;fs; ehk; tpLNthk;.
57
vl;L%iy> rhdh> nfhf;fd;> gpuhe;jndd;W…
tpl;lek; gl;lj;jpd; tpz;..
fhw;wpd; %r;NrhL
RjpNru…,utputha;j; Jhq;fhkw; fijgiwNthk;!
mjptpNr\k; mk;khj KOepyT@
mjd;fPNo
fhw;NwhL fl;bg; Guz;L fspj;jpUg;Nghk;!
fhw;W tUfpd;w fhynkd;W
xd;wpq;Nf
New;W ,Ue;jJ@
,d;iwf;Ff; fhye;jhd;
tUfpwJ@
Rfkhd fhw;nwq;Nf tUfpwJ?
gwitfspd; ghly;
,iyAjpu; fhyk; vijAk; JfpYupe;J
moifg; gwpj;J
maiy ntwpf;fitf;f
Gjpa tde;Njbg; NghFk; gwitfspd;
Jau;Njha;e;j ghly;fis
nghl;ly; tay;tuk;gpy;
,Ue;Jehd; Nfl;fpd;Nwd;…
vq;Fk; twl;rpapdhy;
nghUf;Fg; nghUf;fha; epyk;gpse;J
Gy;nghRq;fp
58
cyu;e;J fplf;fpwNj!
tha;f;fhy; jlkope;J
Fsq;Fl;il Jhu;e;J jiuAk; nfhjpf;fpwNj!
kUe;Jf;Ff; $l
fUKfpy; ,y;yhky;
fUePykha; thdk; fha;e;J fdy;fpwNj!
,iyAjpu; fhyk; vt;thW Njhd;wpw;W?
,iyAjpu; fhyj;ij
vtu;$l;b te;jjpq;F?
,iyAjpu;j;Jj; JfpYupAk;
Jr;rhjdd; vd;W
jiyahl;bf; Nfhilady;
rz;bj;jdk; tplTk;
gwitfspd; Jaug; ghly;fs;
vd;kdij
mWj;jgb nry;y
kPz;LnkhU tre;jfhyg;
gwitfspd; FJfyg; ghly;jhd;
kd,uzj;ijf;
Fiwf;Fk;@
kUe;Jfl;bf; Fzkhf;Fk;@
fhj;Js;Nsd;!
thr nkhop
Xt;Nthu; kuq;fSk; vd;d nkhop NgRk;?
vt;thW mitjkf;Fs;
59
vijAk; ciuahLk;?
mUfUNf ,Uf;Fk; kuq;fs;
jkf;Fs;Ns
neUq;fp mstshtp
epw;gJNghy; jhd;fzKk;
njupfpwJ ve;jDf;F!
fhw;wbf;ff; ifnfhl;br;
rpupg;gJNghy; ,Uf;Fk;...rpe;jpj;Njd;
kuq;fSf;Fs;
Ngr;R tsf;nfJTk; ,Uf;fpwjh?
ngUk;ghYk;
%r;Rf; fhl;lhky; Nkhdkha; ,Ue;jpbDk;
VNjDk; xUirifg;
ghi\NaDk; ,Uf;fhjh?
Nfl;lgb ,Uf;f...
fpisnahd;W vidAurpg;
Ngrpw;W@
“kuq;fSf;Fs; Ngr;Rnkhop xd;Wz;L
Mdhy;...mijkw;w
kutiffs; jhkwpAk;.
vq;fsJ tha;fs;...,jo;tpupj;j G+f;fs;jhd;.
kq;fsg;G+ thapd; kzk;jhNd
ek;ghi\!
mg;ghi\ ahNy mUfpy;
kuq;fSld;
vg;NghJk; NgRfpNwhk;@
60
,ilapilNa kfpo;Tnghq;fpd;
vz;zw;w tha;kyu;e;J
,ir$l;bg; ghbLNthk;!
me;Neuk; thrj;jpy; NtWghL ePu;fhz;gPu;.
cly;nkhopAk; vq;fSf;F cz;L
vq;fSf;Fs;
njhly;> Jhz;lyhf ,JnjhlUk;” nrhy;ypw;W!
,g;NghJ kyu;fsJ
thrk; gutpLNj….
mitfs; jkf;Fs;
vijg;NgR fpd;wdNth
vDk;Gjpa Nfs;tp vidf;Filaj; njhlq;fpLJ.
elg;Gk; eidTk;
kioapdJ ikk;ky; KOjha; kiwahj
nghOjpd; epoy;…
nts;sk; Njq;fpg; nghype;Js;s
epyj;jpy; tpo> Fd;W Fopaha; neLj;jpUf;Fk;
njUitf; fle;JNk nry;fpd;Nwd;.
,UGwKk;
gRik…nksdg; girG+rp xl;Lz;L
mirfpd;w fhw;Wf;F kl;Lk; ryryf;f
tha;f;fhypw; Njdha;
tope;NjhLk; rpw;Nwhil
tha;ghu;j;J vd;id topaDg;g…elf;fpd;Nwd;!
61
Jhu mbthidj; njhLkhg;Nghy;
tuk;Gfs;
MoNtu; tpl;l
mr;rWf;if tay;ntspapy;..>
rpy,lj;jpy; eiuj;j jhbnad Kw;wpaney;
jioa
gpwgr;irj; jhtzpaha; mire;jpilapy;..>
vd;epidT new;FUtp Mfp
vq;nfq;Nfh
nrd;W jpUk;gpnad;
rpe;ijf; $lhLifapy;..>
KbT njupahky;
Kd;nry;Yk; tPjpapidf;
flf;fpd;Nwd;!
fz;Kd;Nd fhg;guzha;g; gdq;$ly;
vijNah epidT+l;l
‘vy;yhq; fle;jtdha;’
tpjpiakl;Lk; Jhw;whJ tpiufpd;Nwd;@
jdpg;gazp…
jdpg;gazk;…fhw;W tUfpwJ topj;Jizaha;!
,Wjptiu ehNdhu; jdpg;gazp
vd;gjid
,Wjptiu ehnkNyhUk; jdpg;gazp vd;gjid
ntWik ntsp...czu;j;j
tpopfSf;Fs; vl;lhj
njUtpy;ehd; nrd;W NrUkplQ; NrUkl;Lk;
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elf;fpd;Nwd;@
kio...gyf;fj; njhlq;fpw;W…
eidfpd;Nwd;!
Nkyhz;ik
vj;jid vj;jid fhybr; RtLfs;?
vj;jid vj;jid
fhjyupd; tpunyOj;J?
vj;jid vj;jid ,sQ;rpwhu; fl;bitj;j
rpw;gq;fs;> kz;Nfhl;il?
rpwpJ ngupjhf
vj;jid vj;jid rpg;gp> rq;F> Cup Cu;e;j
rpj;jpuq;fs;?
ez;Lfspd; rpWfpWf;fy;?
fiujpUk;gpf;
nfhj;jha; tiyapOj;Jf; nfhl;Lifapy;
JbJbj;Jr;
nrj;JtpOk; kPd;fspdhy;
kz;fiye;j milahsk;…>
mj;jid jlq;fisAk;
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miunehbg; nghOJs;
rj;jkpl;L te;Njd; mopf;fpwJ…Mopaiy?
Copg;ngU nts;sk;
rpwpaxU i`f;$tha;r;...rpe;jpd rpyJspfs;.
gpwF…mbfs; ngUf vOk;
ghtpdkha;j;
njhlu;e;J nghope;Njhu; Guhzkhfpg;
ngUf;nfLj;J
fhtpakha; gpd;G ngUk; fhg;gpakha; khwp…
nts;sk;
fhlhfpj; jpirnaq;Fk; ftpe;J gutpw;W.
epye;njupa Kbahky;
ePupy; miy nghq;fpw;W.
ghijfs; tay;fs; gJq;fpd nts;sj;Js;.
ghyq;fs; %o;fpajhy;..
gazk;Nghr; rpileLtpy;.
“N`h”vd;w Nga;f;$r;ry; Nghl;lgb
Nghu;f;fsj;jpy;
gha;fpd;w irdpakha;
gs;sj;ij epiwj;J..Nktp
flTnshL fyf;Fk; ntwpg;gf;juha;
nts;sk;
fly;Njb miya..mjd; fhyplwypw; fhLk;
khefUk; %r;Rj; jpzwp eLq;fpw;W.
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nfhs;ssitj; jhz;bf; Ftpe;jhy;
nry;tkJk;
ms;Sz;L Nghtnjd..
Fsnky;yhk; thd;gha;e;J
fl;Lilf;f CNu flYf;F ctikahr;R.
<uQ; Rtwpr; rd;dp gpbj;J…ntapy;
jiyJtl;l thuhj
kg;Gke; jhuj;jhy;
gyCu;fs; fha;r;rypNy gLj;j gLf;ifahr;R.
ahUf;F ahu;jhd; cjTtJ?
jk;ikj;jhk;
fhg;ghw;w Kbahky; fdTq; fiye;JNghr;R.
gapu;fs; mope;J>
gyEhW fhy;eilapd;
capUk; njhiye;J>
fsQ;rpaq;fs; new;Fjq;fs;
capu;g;Gk; Kbe;J> tUehspy;…
grpg;Ngapd;
Copf;$j; njq;Fk; muq;Nfwg; NghfpwJ!
ahu;epidj;jhu;..?
capu;kioNa akdhf khwpaJ!
nksdj;jpd; mu;j;jk;
nksdk; xU,lj;jpy; kype;J fplf;Fnjd;why;...
nksdj;Js; Xu;gFjp
65
mkpo;e;J fplf;Fnjd;why;...
vj;jidNah mu;j;jk; ,Ue;jplyhk; mjw;Fs;Ns!
mt;tplj;jpy; ahUNk mw;W ,Uf;ifapYk;>
mt;tplj;jpy; CikfNs
mku;e;J rpupf;ifapYk;>
mt;tlj;Njhu; gaj;jpy; mau;e;J eLq;ifapYk;>
mt;tplj;Njhu; ,we;J mlq;fpf;
fplf;ifapYk;>
mt;tplj; jpUg;Nghu;...
tha; iffs; fl;Lz;L
mt;tplk; tpl;lfy ,ayhkw; jtpf;ifapYk;>
mt;tplj;jpy; MAj Kidapy;
kdpju;fs;
nra;t jwpahky; tpf;fpj; jpUf;ifapYk;>
mt;tplj; jpUg;Nghu; mfKUfpg;
gpuhu;j;jidapy;
jPuhj fhjw; Njlw; jpisg;Gjdpy;
mt;tplj;ij kwe;Nj rpypu;j;J ciwifapYk;>
mt;tplj;jpy;.... nksdk;
Ml;rpnra; jpUe;jplyhk;!
nksdk; xU,lj;jpy; kype;J fplf;nfd;why;
vj;jidNah mu;j;jk;
mjw;Fs; ,Ue;jplyhk;!
tuhjdTk; te;jdTk;
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Njtijfs; te;jnjdr; nra;jpnaJk; te;jjpy;iy.
Njtu;fNsh Njt JhJtNuh
NjtNyhfk;
kPjpUe; jpwq;fp ,uq;fp cjttpy;iy.
VJk; mUis ,zq;fpj; juj;
nja;tk;
VJk; mtjhuk; vLj;Jte;j Nrjpapy;iy.
ehjpaw;w Ngiu>
eLj;njUtpy; epw;Nghiu>
Mjupj;J mtupd; mOj tpopJilf;f
QhdpaNuh…
rpj;J tpisahLk; nksdpfNsh…
ahUk; jpBnud;W te;JNghd rhl;rpapy;iy.
Mff; Fiwe;jgl;rk;
“mudpd; mbahd; ahd;@
thUq;fs; te;J g[idnra;J tapwhur;
NrhWz;Nghk;@
Jaupy; rpwpijj; Jilj;jpLNthk;
thUq;fs;” vdr;nrhy;yp
kdpju; Kaytpy;iy!
ahUk; miof;fhky;>
ahu; vtUk; tpUk;ghky;>
G+jq;fSk;> ku;kg; gpwtpfSk;>
ahnud;W
ahnutUk; mwpahj…
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kuk;tpl;L kuk;gha;e;J
ngz;fisj; njhlUk; gpuk;k ,uhl;rru; gyUk;>
my;yw; gLj;Jl; mlq;fh Kdp rpyTk;>
epidj;jhy;...ek; tPLG+e;njk;
epk;kjpia eRf;Fifapy;
Njtijfs; te;jnjdr; nra;jpnaJk; te;jjpy;iy!
G+jk; gprhRfisg;
Ngha;j;Juj;j ahUkpy;iy!
fhj;jpUg;G
fhy ejpf;fiuapy; fhj;Js;Nsd;.
fhyejp
rPuhd Ntfj;jpy;
gazQ;nra; NjhbLJ!
fhy ejpapd; fiunay;yhk; nastdq;fs;.
fhy ejpapd; fiufnsq;Fk; tpisepyq;fs;.
fhy ejpapd; fiunaq;Fk; efuq;fs;.
fhy ejpNky; fzf;fw;w Xlq;fs;.
fhy ejpapdpYk; fiuapdpYk; khDlu;fs;.
fhy ejpapy;
fiuGuSk; ghly;fs;.
fhy ejpapd;Nky;
fz;rpkpl;Lk; fdhf;fs;.
“fhy ejpapy; kfpo;r;rp kl;Lk; jJk;gpLjh?”
Nfl;f@ xUmruPup
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Rl;Ltpuy; ePl;bw;W.
Mq;Nf me;jf; fiufspNy…
rpije;jpbe;j
Nfhl;ilfs;> jfu;e;j nfhj;jsq;fs;>
jpl;lkpl;L
Ntl;ilahlg; gl;l efupd; rpjpyq;fs;>
Gije;Jk; ghjp GijahJk;
mOFfpw
GOf;fs; GuSk; rlyq;fs;>
Jz;LJz;lha;
mtaq;fs;>
mq;fpUe; jbf;Fk; gpzthil>
%f;ifj; jpUg;gp vd; Kd;ghu;j;Njd;
fhyejp
Xbf; fyf;Fk; fopKfKk; khflYk;
Jhuf; fplf;f
JaUk; kfpo;r;rpaJk;
rktpfpj khd ejpapd; fiuapnyhU
rhl;rpnad;W@
tho;T jUfpd;w gbg;gpidiar;
Nrhjpj;Jg; ghu;f;fpd;w #oiy vjpu;ghu;j;J@
“tho;Titf;Fk; guPl;irfspy;
tho;NtNdh tPo;NtNdh
ahndd;” nwjpu;T$Wk; Qhdkw;W@
ek;gpf;if
ePs… ‘,aw;if epahaj;jpy;’
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ghugl;rk;
thuhJ vd;nwd; kdQ;nrhy;y
rpWgju;ehd;
fhy ejpf;fiuapy; fhj;Js;Nsd;!
fhj;jpUg;Ngd;!!
Nka;g;gdy;y
Nka;g;gu;fs; Nkw;ghu;it ahsuhf md;wp
Nka;g;gu;fs; vy;NyhUk;
Ntl;ilau;f shf,d;W
khwpf;nfhz; bUf;fpd;w tuyhW ePs;tjdhy;
Nka;g;gdhf ehndidNa
vz;z tpUk;gtpy;iy!
ahNdhu; jpirfhl;b> ahNdhu; cghj;jpahad;>
ahNdhu; Nrtfd;>
ahNdhu; capu;j;Njhod;>
ahNdhu; kdpjd;>
ahNdhu; kdpjNead;>
Mf...,Uf;fkl;Lk; tpUk;GfpNwNd md;wp…
Nka;g;gd; ahd; vd;Nwh>
Mgj;ghe;jtd; vd;Nwh>
ahNdhu; mdhj ,ul;rfd; vdj;jhNdh
vd;Wk; ciuj;jjpy;iy…
,jaj;jhw; nrg;GfpNwd;!
jhKNkhu; kdpju; vdkwe;J
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Nka;g;gtuha;
Mfj; Jbg;gtNu maypdpNy vq;FKs;shu;!
Nka;j;Jj;jk; Mjpf;fk; epiyehl;br;
nrhw;Nfsh
MLkhl;il ke;ijfis
mlf;fpNtl;il ahbj;jk;
Mw;wy; ep&gpf;f… Mapuk;Ngu; Kay;fpd;whu;!
Nka;g;gu;fs; Ntl;ilauha;
khwp ,Ue;jhw;jhd;
thif#l KbAnkd;w
kdg;ghq;F Xq;fpajhy;
Nka;g;gu;fs;@ VidNahiu Ntl;ilahlj;
njhopy;El;gk;
ehSk; gapd;W eik Va;f;fg; ghu;f;fpd;whu;!
Ntl;ilauha; khwp
Ntl;ilg;gy; Kisj;jgpd;Gk;
Mgj;ghe;jtu; jhq;fs;…>
mdhj ,ul;rfu; jhq;fs;…>
vd;W ebg;NghUk; ntd;Wthif #Lfpwhu;!
ahnutUk; vg;gbAk; ,Uf;fl;Lk;@
mlNghlh
ahnutUk; vg;gbAk; gpiof;fl;Lk;@
ahndd;Wk;
Nka;g;gdhf tho tpUk;gtpy;iy!
khDliuke;ijfsha; Nka;g;gjpNy cld;ghL vdf;fpy;iy!
71
cwpQ;RNthupd; tpk;gq;fs;
vdf;Fj; njupahJ… vd;idf; fbj;njdJ
,dpj;j ,uj;jj;ij
vj;jid epkplq;fs;
cwpQ;rpaNjh ehdwpNad;@
fbj;jczu; ntdf;fpy;iy!
FUjpgwp Nghtjidf; Fwpj;jwpa
Kbatpy;iy!
Njhypy; ,Uf;Fk; njhLifthq;fpg;
Gyd;euk;G
vJTk; ciuf;ftpy;iy!
jw;nrayha;j; jhd;ghu;j;Njd;…
,uj;jk; Fbj;Jf; nfhOj;J... kaf;fj;jpy;
gwf;f kdkpd;wp
Esk;gpUe;j njd;fhypy;.
,t;tsT ,uj;jj;ij ,J cwpQ;r
vd;Dzu;T
Vd;fz;L vr;rupf;fh jpUe;jnjdf;
NfhgKw;Nwd;.
gwf;fTk; VyhJ@
vidg;gpupa kdKkw;W@
,Ue;j Esk;ig erpj;Njd;!
vd;,uj;jj;
Jsp,uz;L %d;W vd;epyj;jpw; rpe;jpw;W.
mjpnyk; tsj;ij>
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mjpnyk; tpOkpaj;ij>
‘Esk;Gfsha;’ vtu;f;Fk; Nehfh JwpQ;RNthupd;
tpk;gq;fs; njupe;njd;id
tpy;yq;fg; gLj;jpLJ.
Nfs;tpr; nrbf;fhL
gjpJ Gjpjha; Kisf;fpwJ Nfs;tpfs;!
vdf;Fs;Ns rk;gtq;fs;
vJntJnth tpijnawpa
rpe;ijj; jiuapy; rpe;jidNah ePu;njspf;f
jpBu;jpBu; vd;W
ehd;jpiff;f itj;njdf;Fs;
GjpJ Gjpjha; Kisf;fpwJ Nfs;tpfs;!
Kisj;j nehbapNyNa
KOmstha; tsu;e;njdf;Fs;
fpisj;njd; ehb euk;ngy;yhk;
G+f;fitj;Jf;
fha;j;Jr; nrhupe;J fdpe;J
tpjtpjkha;
Mapuk; Nfs;tpfis
mLf;fpf;nfhz; bUf;Fjit!
Nfs;tpfspd; fpisapy;
re;Njff; fpspfSk;
mt;tg;Ngh jku;e;J tpahf;fpahdk;
nra;fpwNj!
73
New;Wtiu ehd;epidj;Jg; ghuhj Nfs;tpkuk;
fhw;wpy; jiytpupj;J
MLJvd; Nky; tsu;e;Nj.
“vg;gb ,ittsUk;”
vdf;Fg; Gjpuhr;R.
“vg;gb ,tw;Wf;Fg; gjpy;Njl”… tpag;ghr;R!
epj;jepj;jk; ngUf;Fk; Nfs;tpr; nrbfspdhy;…
cs;Sk; Gwj;Jk; ehNd…
xUfhlha;
khwpf;nfhz; bUf;fpd;Nwd;!
fhl;lhdha; ehdhNdd;.
Nfs;tpr; nrbfSf;F xt;nthd;wha;g;
gjpy;fz;L
mtw;iw vidtpl; lfw;w Kay;fpd;Nwd;.
xt;nthd;wha;r; nrbgpLq;f
vd;kdJs; ,USiwe;j
%iy KLf;FfSk;
gbg;gbaha; xspngw;W
tUtijAk;@
kdg;ghuk; FiwtijAk; czu;fpd;Nwd;.
kioehs; epidTfs;
“vijnaij vLj;J tUfpwJ ,e;jkio?
vijnaij epidT+l;l
vOfpwJ ,e;jkio?
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vijnaij” vdf;Nfl;Nld;@
,jkhd Fspiunad;Wk;>
nefpo;e;JUFk; <u epiditnad;Wk;>
fjfjg;gpy;
KfpOfpw fhk Kaf;ifnad;Wk;>
eLf;fnkhL
rpypu;g;ignad;Wk;>
fl;b ,Wf;fpj; jpisf;ifapNy
vOk;Gk; clw;#l;il vd;Wk;…gyu;nrhd;dhu;!
jq;fsJ tho;tpd; kwf;f Kbahj
kioehs; epidTfis
kWgb epidg;G+l;b
jq;fs; mDgtj;ij>
kioNahL jk; cwit>
jhKk; kioAk; xd;nwd; Wzu;e;jjidr;>
nrhy;yp
<uQ; Rtwp…cly;rpjk;gp
eide;j kdepiyia kPl;Liuj;jhu;!
jdjpiur;ry;
Xyj;Js;… capNuh xOfp cjpu;e;jpilapy;
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76
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78
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82
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83
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84
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85
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86
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87
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88
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90
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91
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93
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ntt;NtW miyfspidf;
fz;Lnfhz;Nlhk; ,y;iyehk;!
vwpe;j fw;fspdhy;
Fsj;jpdJ ePu;kl;lk;
cau...eikf; fhf;iffsha;
epidj;jpUf;FNkh FsKk;?
vikr;Rw;wp tl;lkpl;l ngauwpahg; gwitfis>
vk;kPJ Cu;e;J
fle;JNghd ml;ilnahd;iw>
vk;kPJ G+ cjpu;j;j Fsj;Njhug; G+tuir>
vk;Nkhdk; fiyf;fhJ
,q;fpjk; fhj;jfhw;iw>
vk; jtj;ijf; fz;Lkpf
tpae;j Fsj; jhkiuia>
vk;Nkhdk; fz;L jhKk; nksdpj;j gl;rpfis>
rl;ilnra; ahky;...
jpBnud;W tpilngw;Wj;
jpUk;GfpNwhk;@
fhybapy; Jbj;Jsd epkplq;fs;!
Kl;fnsd cjpu;e;Jsd
ehk;Ngrh thu;j;ijfs;!
fsT
jhkiuNah jtisNah jtkpUf;Fk; nfhf;FfNsh
95
VJkw;w Fskhr;R vd;kdJ.
mLg;gpypl;l
Njhirf;fy; NghyNt Rl;L
tuz;L…fhypd;
gpj;j ntbg;igg;Nghy;
mb nghUf;F ntbj;jpUf;F!
vdJ kdf;Fsj;jpy; ,Ue;j FSikePu;>
kyu;e;j kyu;fs;>
jtisfs;> kPdpdq;fs;>
jdpj;jpUe;J GydhAk; nfhf;F>
rfyijAk;
cd;ghu;it nfhz;Nljhd; Nghapw;W.
kdf;Fsj;jpy;
ntWikAk; tul;rpAk; kl;Lk; epiwe;jpUf;F!
kdj;jpd; moF
Kfj;jpy; njupAkd;Nwh…
vdJ ntspj;Njhw;wk;
fUthlha;j; Njhd;Wnjd;W
vdJ maypd;nrhy;
vd;nrtpapy; tpOfpwJ!
fUthL vg;gbj;jhd; kPdhf khWk;? ,f;
fUthL
cd;fz;fs;
fsntLj;j mj;jidAk;
jpUg;gpj; jUk;NghJ…
kPdhfj; Js;sp vOk;!
fhjy; kio eidtPu;.
96
fhjy; kiofhzhf; fyl;Lj; juprhfj;
jhNd..Ek; kdJ
jfpj;J tuz;L Gy;
VJk; tpisahky; ntbj;Jf; fplf;Fjpd;W.
Nfhgk; tpuf;jpapit
nfhOe;Jtpl; nlupe;jpUf;f
cq;fs; kdJ fy;yha; kpfg;GOjp
%bf; fple;jJ!
tul;rpf;F ,irthd
fbd ful;Lj;Njhy; efUapu;fs; jhdq;Nf
eR;Rfisf; ff;fp efu;e;J
jpupe;jd..Mk;
,aw;ifg; gRk;vopiy
,urpf;ftpy;iy cq;fs;fz;.
,dpa nky;ypirNahL
,izatpy;iy Ek; nrtpfs;.
ftpijfis ,yf;fpaj;ijf; fijf;ftpy;iy
cq;fs;tha;.
Kul;Lf; fuq;fspNy
Kisf;ftpy;iy xUNuhrh.
fhl;L kpuhz;bfsha;f;
fope;jJjhd; Ek;tho;T.
ths;> fj;jp ,uj;jKk; nfhiyNahLk;
miye;jPu;ePu;.
,t;tsNt tho;ntd;W ,Ue;jPu;@
97
,Uf;fpd;wPu;.
cq;fsJ tl;lj;ijj; jhz;bAk; Xu;cyF
cs;snjd vg;Ngh czu;tPu;?
czu;e;jhYk;
cikj;jLf;f MspUg;gu;@
mijkPwpah epkpu;tPu;?
mwpNad;@
‘,J’gw;wp mwptPuh…mJkwpNad;!
cq;fspd;Nky;…
ghrk;> fUiz> md;G> fhjnydj;
Jhwy; tpOe;Jk;ikj;
Jha;iknra Neu;fpd;Nwd;.
thUq;fs; ‘r%f’ kiof;Fs;
miof;fpd;Nwd;.
kior;rhl;rp
kiojhd; vOg;gpw;W.
kiojhd; cRg;gpw;W.
kiojhd; czu;j;jpw;W.
kiojhd; ,af;fpw;W.
kiojhd; clYf;Fs; kpd;rhuk; ghr;rpw;W.
kiojhd; capUf;Fs; mdw;R+L Vw;wpw;W.
kiojhNd R+oypid
98
kzpahf khw;wpw;W.
kiojhd; Fspu;G+rp
,izj;njhl;bg; gpizj;jpw;W.
kiojhd; tpyfhky; ,Uf;f cjtpw;W.
kioapdJ NgNuhir
Kdfy;fis kiwj;jpw;W.
kio ngyj;J…ehk;efug;
GJNtfk; Cl;bw;W.
kio jzpe;J ehk;fisj;J tpo..
rpupj;J tho;j;jpw;W.
kiojd; Fspu;kdjhy; MrPu; tjpj;jpw;W.
kio Mo;e;j nksdj;Js;
jhd;..nghope;J epiwe;jpw;W.
kio@
tpbay; tUKd;Nd jpBnud;W
nghope;J..nga;j
kio@ vkJ tho;tpdu;j;jk; jd;id
kWgbAk;
ekf;Fzu;j;jp ek;ikg;
GJg;gpj;j rhl;rpahr;R!
,jaj; Jbg;G
,jak; jpwe;J vJ ,Uf;nfd; whuha
cjtp@
mDkjpia cdf;fspj;j ePjthdhu;?
99
vdJ ,jaj;ij
vd;mDkjpAk; ,d;wp
vdf;Fj; njupahky;
rpg;gpnadNt jpwe;jha;!
vdJ ,ja ,Ul;liwapy; tpsf;Nfw;wp
vdJ ,ufrpaq;fs;>
vdf;Fg; gpbj;jitfs;>
vdJ fw;gidapd; vr;rq;fs;>
,yl;rpaq;fs;>
vidf;ftu;e;j Kfq;fs;>
,tw;iwnay;yhk; ghJfhj;Njd;!
vdJ fdTfisf; fz;zhbg; glkhf;fp
jdpj;jdpaha; khl;bitj;Njd;!
vg;gbNah ,jaj;ij
mile;J…mjd;g+l;il nek;gpj; jpwe;J…mJs;
GFe;njd; ,ufrpaq;fs; ghu;j;Jtpl;lha;.
mq;nfy;yhk;
ePNa ,ufrpakha;>
ePNa tpag;Gfsha;>
ePNa vd; fw;gidaha;> ,yl;rpakha;>
,Ug;gjid
fz;Lkh vd; fz;izNeu; fhz kWf;fpd;wha;?
tUly;
100
ghu;itahy; Kjypy; ghtpnaid tUbtpl;lha;.
thu;j;ijfshk; G+f;fspdhy;
gpd;du; tUbtpl;lha;.
,jaj; Jbg;ghYk; nfhYrpd; xypahYk;
tpjtpjkha; te;j fdthYk;
tUbepd;wha;.
neUf;fk; mjpfupf;f>
neUf;fk; neUq;fptu>
mUfku;e;J RLfpw %r;rhYk;
,ilntspNa
mw;wize;j NghJ ,johYk;...clyhYk;...
Kw;wha; vidkaq;f itj;jha;
tUbtpl;lha;.
Xt;Nthu; tUlYk; xt;Nthu; tpjkhf
Njtepiy mile;Njd; NjtijNa!
epd;];guprk;
ghtk; fise;jjb ghy;epyNt!
vidAdJ
kdjhYk; tUnld;W tzq;FfpNwd;.
vidvd;Wk;
cdJ capuhYk;
tUbf; nfhLj;njdJ
kdf;fyf;fk; jPnud;W kd;whbf; Nfl;fpd;Nwd;.
ctikf;Fs; rpf;fhj czu;T
fhkk; jdpj;njhUtu; flf;f Kbahj
101
NguhW@
mJNthu; ngd;dk; ngUthdk;.
vz;zpf; fzpf;fnthz;zh jpiwe;j fiuapd;kzy;.
nkd;ik czu;Tje;Jk;>
kpUf ntwpNahLk;>
vk;ikf; flf;Fk; ,sq;fhw;W.
iffSf;Fs;
rpf;fhj #upag;nghw; rpjwy;.
%r;rlf;fp
Kq;fpahok; fhz Kbahr; rKj;jpuk;.
jfjnfd; nwupAk; jzw;Rthiy.
rpy fzj;Js;
rfyiuAk; jhf;fpr; rupf;Fk; GtpeLf;fk;.
mfczu;tpy; Njhd;Wk; Mopg; Nguiy.
Gydpy;
Cw;nwLj;J cliy %o;fbj;jpLk; nts;sk;.
Ritf;fr; Ritf;fr; Ritf;Fk; fpzw;WePu;.
elf;f elf;fNt
ePz;Lnry;Yk; ghiytdk;.
gbf;fg; gbf;fNt
nghUs;tpupAk; NtjEhy;.
jpBnud;W Njhd;wp ePwptpLk; tpz;fy;Y.
rpy;kp\r; rpZq;fYld;
rpjwpNahLk; ePu;tPo;r;rp.
fy;iyf; ftpghl itf;fpd;w rpw;Nwhil.
Kw;wj;jpy; G+f;fpd;w Ky;iy.
102
mjd;thrk;.
njhl;lhw; rpZq;fpaha; JtSk; rpWmUk;G.
gl;nld;w mjpu;Tf;Nf
nehUq;Ffpw Kl;ilNahL.
fhkk; ,ize;jpUtu; fz;lila Kbahj
cyfpd; KbT.
cwtpdJ tp];t&gk;.
cyf capu;g;Gf;F Cf;Ftpf;Fk; Njd; mKjk;.
fhkk; jdpj;njhUtu;
flf;f Kbahj
NguhW@ mJNthu; ngd;dk; ngUthdk;.
Ntlq;fs; Njitapy;iy
$lh xOf;fk; ,y;yhu;f;Ff; Ftyaj;jpy;
Ntlq;fs; Ntz;ba jpy;iy!
gsgsf;f
nkhl;il mbj;Njh> Kfk;%b neQ;Rtiuj;
jhb tpOJtpl;Nlh>
ruhrupehd; ,y;iynad;W
gl;ilapl;Lf; fhtp fl;blNth Njitapy;iy!
cyf xOf;fk; jtwhJ>
mwtho;Tf;F
vJvJ MfhNjh mitnahWj;J>
mtk;nra;J
gopr;nrhy;iyj; NjlhJ>
gak;tpl;L ePjp Neu;ik
fzq;fhj;J>
103
cz;ikf;Ff; fhtyha; epjk;epd;W>
ve;jg; gpwcapu;f;Fk; jPq;F gaf;fhJ>
vtupdJk; tho;Tf;Fk;
,ilA+W nra;ahJ>
vtupdJk; tapW vupa vz;iz Cw;whJ>
vtupdJ Kd;Ndw;wg; ghijf;Fk;
nghwhiknaDk;
jilfspidg; NghlhJ>
nkhl;ilf; fbjq;fs;
tiuahJ> fy;Yf; Fj;jhJ>
md;GUtha;
NghJnkd;w kdNjhL> Md;kgyj; JizNahL>
gpwu;f;fha;j; Jzpe;JNk Nrit
GupNthu;f;F
Ntlq;fs; Njitapy;iy@
tpUJ> fpuPlk; Njitapy;iy@
gl;lk; gjf;fk; ghuhl;Lk; Njitapy;iy@
fhykptu; Ngiuf;
fy;ntl;lha;g; nghwpj;Jitf;Fk;!
fhyq; fle;Jkptu; ehkj;ij
tuyhW
NgRk;@ cjhuz GU\uhd
,tu;ele;j
ghjr; RtLfisj;
jpirfhl;b vdVw;Fk;!
KJikapd; typ.
104
“Iah” vdehDk; miof;f
,dq;fz;L
“jk;gp” vd mizj;Jj; jOjOj;J
tpop Fskha;g;
nghq;fptu thu;j;ij jsk;gp...nehbg;nghOjpy;
jd;idr; Rjhupj;Jf; nfhz;L
tpopNahuf;
fz;zPu; Jilj;Jf; fijj;jhu;
mk; ‘Kjpakfd;’!
“vg;gbr; Rfk;” vd;Nwd;@
“,Uf;fpNwhk;” vd;whu;@ jd;
if$g;gpf; nfhz;NlNjh type;J fijj;jtupd;
cs;sj; Jaiu
czuj;jpdthk; thu;j;ijfs;.
ve;jdJ ghl;ld; vd;fz;Kd; te;JNghdhd;.
ve;jdJ ghl;ldpd;
,Wjpg; nghOJfs;
te;njd;...Kd; epd;w tNahjpgiur; Rw;wpw;W.
tupiraha;f; fl;bypNy gLj;jpUe;j
,tu;Nghd;w
gyu;vOe;J “jk;gp” Nghl;Lf; fijj;jhu;fs;.
jhq;fs; jdpj;Jj; jLkhwp
miye;J...xd;W
Nru;e;jpq; fpUg;gjid>
cwT Rw;wk; iffOtp
105
tpl;ljid> ve;jd; kdtpopfs; <ukhf...
jq;fSs; Gije;j Nrhfj;jpy;
kpff;nfhQ;rk;
ntspapy; tu....nrhy;yp
Xu;jpiria ntwpj;jhu;fs;.
KjpNahu; ,y;y Kfhikahsu;
md;gs;spg;
nghopa kyu;e;jhu;fs;.
Nghypaw;w MjuT>
ghrj;Jf; Nfq;fpg; nghOijg; gfpu;e;jhu;fs;.
‘filrpf;Ff;’ $l
gps;isfNsh...cw;wtNuh
tUtJ Fiwntd;w
Kfhikahsu; thu;j;ijapNy
kdpjNeak; fUfpa thrk; mbj;jijah..
vdf;F@ tpilngw;Nwd;!
Vf;f tpopapnyhd;nwd;
Cu; Nfl;L... “jhDk; mt; Cu;”
vd;WUfpw;W!
,tu;fspidr; re;jpj;j ,Ukzpfs;
ve;jdJ
,jaj;ijg; gpire;j typ
,g;NghJk; typf;fpwJ!
efu khe;ju;
106
ahiuAk;...vtUk; fpQ;rpj;Jk; fzf;nflhky;
VNjh xUjpirapy;
,ae;jpu fjpapy;
Xbf;nfhz; bUf;fpd;w xspjJk;Gk; khefupy;
jdpj;jiyAk; xUrUfha;
ehDk; miyfpd;Nwd;!
“khefuk; NfhbNfhb kf;fs;>
trjpfs;>
ahitiaAk; nfhz;bUe;Jk;...
ahtUk; vd;idg;Nghy;
jkf;Fj;jhNk Jizaha;j; jhNd miye;jpLthu;?”
vd vd;Ds; Nfl;fpd;Nwd;.
vd;d tpru;tho;f;if?
mjpfhiy njhlq;fp miuapuT fope;jgpd;Dk;
vjw;Nfh miyfpd;whu; ,tu;fs;@
kWgbAk;
ehis ,NjNghy ehahNa miye;jpLtu;!
,tu;fsJ tho;tpd;>
,tupd; gpwg;gpd;>
,tu;fspd; ciog;gpd; mu;j;jnkd;d? ehdwpNad;!
cioj;Jf; nfhLf;fhl;by;...cjWk;
efunkd;w
gaj;jpy; gfypuT ghLgl;L cioj;Jj;jk;
epiyia efupy; epiyehl;b
tpl;ljd;wp
tho;T ,urpf;Fk; tre;jq;fis vy;yhk;
107
rhfbj;J tpl;lJjhd;
,tu;fsJ rhjidNah?
kWehSk; ,tu;fSf;F ,d;iwg;Nghy; xUehNsh?
tho;tpd; vjpu;ghu;g;G tukhr;Nrh?
rhgkhr;Nrh?
Xt;nthU kdpjUk; jk;jk; jpirtopNa
Xbf;nfhz;bUj;j yd;wp
czu;T Gyd;fSf;Fr;
Nrjhuk; ,y;yhky; rpwpa ,e;j tho;f;ifapid
tho;e;J fopf;ftpy;iy!
“tQ;rpf;fg; gl;BNuh”
Vd;ePu; rpupf;ftpy;iy?
“,Jtukh? rhgkjh?”
vd;W ‘ve;jpu’ kdpjiu topkwpj;Njd;@
Vw,wq;f Nehf;fp tpyfpdu;.....gjpypy;iy!
njhiye;j rpw;gk;
rpw;gq;fs; ed;wha;r; rpupj;jgb…mk;rq;fs;
mj;jidAk; cs;slf;fp
mofpd; eturq;fs;
nghq;fpg; gputfpf;f ‘ghtq;fs;’ ngUfptu
fiyEl;gk; nfhg;Gspf;f
khR kWtw;W
mjpraj;ij jk;jk; mgpeaj;jpy; fhl;bepw;f
108
gutraha; mt;toifg; gUfp
,yapf;ifapNy
rpw;gNk njupe;jjd;wp>
rpw;gQ; nrJf;fpatd;
fw;gidAk; mtdpd; ifj;jpwDk; fiykdKk;
gilj;jtdpd; Ngu;GfOk;
kiwe;J khiaahr;R!
gilg;G capu;tho...gilj;Njhdpd;
ngau;> clYk;
,we;jjhf khWk;
gpd;etPdj;Jt cyfpy;
rpw;gpgl;l rpukk;…>mtd;
rpe;ijapy; fUf;nfhz;l
fw;gidiaf; fy;ypNy fhl;l mtd; gl;lf\;lk;>
Xu; cspf; nfhj;jYk;
jtwp tpOe;jplhky;
milfhj;j ftdk;> ,uTgfy; grpkwe;J
mtndLj;j rpuj;ij>
fz;jpwe;J…rpiyrpupf;f
mtd;gl;l re;Njh\k;>
$ypngw;W mtd;mfy
“ nrJf;fpa ,r;rpiy
cdf;Fr; nrhe;jkpy;iy”
vd;Nghu;Kd; mtDw;w Vf;fk; ahTk;
kiwe;JNghr;R!
gilg;Nghd; njhiye;JNghf
gilg;ig vtnutNuh
cupikNfhup tpku;rpf;;;;;;;;Fk;; cw;rhfj; jpil…
109
rpiyapd;
nksdk;…gilj;jtid
kdjhy; jpde;Njb
miyfpwNjh?
jidr; nrJf;fp tpl;liff;F Vq;fpLNjh?
rpiyAk; nrJf;fpNahid kwe;jJNth?
vdf;fpsk;Gk;
Nfs;tpg; Gifapy;vd;
fiy,urpg;G tUj;jkhr;R!
kha tiy
jhd;rpf;fpf; nfhs;shky;
jdJ tiyjd;id
jhd;gpd;Dk;…rpye;jp jidj;jf;f itj;jgb!
nts;sp ,ioEhiy
vr;rpy; Jspnjhl;L
vd;dnthU ,yhtfkha; vopyha;…mt;
tiyahfg;
gpd;Dfpwhs; ,t;vopyp?
moFzu;r;rp> fiyNeu;j;jp>
kpfEl;g khfr; rpf;fitf;fj; jpl;lkply;>
jhndhU me;jj;jpy;
jtk;Nghy; ,Ue;jgb
“ahu; ,iuahk; ,d;iwf;F” vd;w epidtpYhwp>
xU cly; Ritf;Fk; nfh^u kdk;kPl;b>
,t;ita murpay;Nghy;
110
jhDnkhU rjpjPl;b>
,Uf;fpwNj tha;Ehyhy;
fhw;wpy; tiytPrp>
,iuNjbf; fhj;jgb ,e;jr; rpWrpye;jp!
,g;ngupa G+kpapNy
,jd; rpwpa tiyapy;tpo
vg;gbj;jhd; tUfpwJ
vq;fpUe;Njh xUG+r;rp?
njhlu; gazk;
gazk; njhlu;e;J ele;Jnfhz; bUf;fpwJ.
gazk; vidvq;Nfh
,Oj;Jg; gazpf;f
gazk; efUnjd;W may;tha; myk;gpLJ.
fhy;fs; elf;ff;
f\;lg; gLkplj;Jk;
kdJ elg;gjdhy;…gazk; njhlu;fpwJ.
vq;nfq;Nfh vg;gbNah
gpupe;J gpupe;J nry;Yk;
ghijfs;> re;jpfs;> ghyq;fs;
jtkpUf;f
vq;Fk; ntWik
vupe;J Gife;jpUf;f
vdf;F ,izahf ,ilf;fpil
gwitrpy
vidMr;ru; akha;g; ghu;j;J
111
vidf;flf;f
nts;spfSk; jpirfhl;Lk; tpz;kPDk;
ngha;r;rpupg;G
khaq;fs; nra;njd;
tpopkUs itj;jpUf;f
elf;fpd;w ghijnaq;Fk; ehwpg; GOj;jpl;l
gpzq;fsJ ehw;wk;
fhw;wpy; gpize;jpUf;f
rUFfSk; Ks;Sk;
Fd;WFopg; ghijfSk;
ftdkw;W XLk; ejpfSk;
gpd;njhlUk;
#upaDk; epyTk; Gydha;e;J ghu;f;f vd;
gazk; njhlu;e;J
ele;Jnfhz; bUf;fpwJ.
vz;zpa nghOJs; VNfyhJ miutjw;F
vd;djhd; jhkjq;fs;?
,yf;F efu; Nru;tjw;F
rupahd topfspidj; Nju;e;jdth vd;fhy;fs;?
gazf; fisg;Gk;
gazr; rypg;Gk;
gazj;jpy; fhak; gl;l
mt];ijfSk;
mauitj; jhYk;…
mfj;jpUe;Njhu; mruPup
cRg;g
njhlu;e;J ,af;fptplg; Gj;Japu;j;J
gazk; ,f; fzj;jpdpYk;
112
njhlu;e;jgb ,Uf;fpwJ!
fdTfisf; fiyf;fhjPu;
fdTfisf; fiyf;fhjPu;!
fdTfisf; fiyf;fhjPu;!
edTfspy; VJk; elthJ vd;gjdhy;@
fdTfisf; fhZk; fzj;jpy;
rpwpjsT
MWjiy <l;b>
mfk; typiar; rpwpjfw;wpj;>
NjWjy; miltjdhy;@
rpj;jk; edTfspy;
mDgtpf;f Kbah midj;Jr; Rfq;fisAk;
mDgtpj;J Miriaj; jPu;j;J
kfpo;tjdhy;@
,yhgq;fs; fdTfspy; kl;Lk; fpilg;gjdhy;@
,ytrq;fs; fdTfspy; kl;Lk;
epiwtjdhy;
tpyq;F gygpizj;njk; tpUg;gq;fisj; jLf;Fk;
r%fKk; R+oYk; murpaYk;
mikj;jpWf;Fk;
tpA+fk; jfu;f;Fkhw;wy; fdTfl;Nf tha;j;jjdhy;
fdTfisf; fiyf;fhjPu;!
fdTfisf; fiyf;fhjPu;!
mila Kbahj Mirfis>
113
vk; ciog;ghy;
mZf Kbahj mw;Gjj;ij>
vk;gyj;jhy;
iff;nfhs;s Kbahj nfsutj;ij>
vk; jpwj;jhy;
ngw;nwLf;F Kbahj NgWfis>
Nru;j;J…ngUq;
fy;yhf;fp epidTfspd; Moj;jpy;
epjk;Gijj;Njhk;!
me;j Vo;ik Vf;fq;fs;
Mo;e;j epidtpYhwp
vOe;J fdTfsha; khwp
vk;Jau;tho;tpd;
cwf;fg; nghOijNaDk; jpUg;jpg; gLj;Jtjhy;…
epj;jpiuf;Fs; VDk; epk;kjpiaf; fhl;Ltjhy;…>
fdTfisf; fiyf;fhjPu;!
fdTfisf; fiyf;fhjPu;!!
fdTk; edTk;
fdTneLQ; rhiyfisf; flf;fg; Gwg;gl;Nlhk;.
fdTfis cz;L>
fdTfshw; grpjzpj;J>
fdTfis ePuhf;fpj; jhfk; jpde; jzpj;J>
fdTfspd; tu;zk; fye;J
cilGide;J>
fdTfis mzpe;J>
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fdTtPlikj; jku;e;J>
fdT epoybapy; fz;tsu;e;J>
fdTf;Fs;
fdTfz;L mjw;Nf fhyQ; nrytspj;J>
fdTfshw; rhiynra;J>
fle;J xU ngupa..
edT ,yf;fila
fhiyKd; itj;jpd;Wk;
fdT neLQ; rhiyapidf;
fle;Jnfhz; bUf;fpd;Nwhk;.
fdTfNs vy;yhkha;g; Nghdjdhy;
#o;e;Jte;j
edtpd; ajhu;j;jj;ij
Kfq;nfhLf;f Kbahky;…
edTfspd; Rikiar; Rkf;f Kbahky;…
edTg; nghwpf;Fs;
rhzf; fpakhf
Fdpe;J GFe;Jjg;g
Kbah jpbe;Js;Nshk;.
edtpy; grpAk; jhfKk; neUg;ghfp
czu;itg; nghRf;f
cly;gpse;J ,uj;j ejp
kidfspid %o;fbf;f
xUtopAk; njupahNjhu;…
fdTfis kwe;J fiue;Njhl>
fdTfisj;
jpd;W Fbj;Njhu; ehk;..
fdTfsha;g; Nghfpd;Nwhk;!
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fdTk; mtrpae;jhd;@
ajhu;j;jj;ij khw;w…Ntz;Lk;
edTfspy; ek;gpf;if!
mijj;Njb epyk; kpjpj;J
mdy;Fspj;J Vwp
mbnaLj;J vd;Witg;Nghk;?
fdTfs;
fiye;J Nghd fdTfs; vj;jid?
fUj;jupj;J tsu;e;J tUifapy;...
fiye;j me;jf; fdtpd; tbntd;d?
fiye;j fdtpd; nghUnsd;d? Mk;..mjd;
tpsf;fk;> tpiynad;d? vd;w tpguj;ij
tpl;L itf;fhJ...vq;Nfh Kfpnydf;
fiye;J Nghd fdTfs; vj;jid?
fdT iftpl;l edTfs; vj;jid?
fdT xd;iw KOikaha;f; fhz;gjhu;
ifapYs;sJ? mjidf; fiyg;gJk;>
fditf; fiyahky; fhzNt itg;gJk;>
fiye;j fdit...,ay;G gprfhky;
,izg;gJk;> NtW fdntd khw;wYk;>
vd...,itia ahu; jPu;khdQ; nra;tJ?
kdJ jhd; fditr; Ruf;Fk; vdpd;
kdk; Kd;… ciuj;jjh fdit? ahu;nrhy;tJ?
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Mu;tk;
mtkhdk; tpistpf;f Ntz;LnkDk; Mu;tj;ij
Kfj;jpNyh>
,jopd; KWtypNyh>
fLfsTk;
ntspg;gLj;jh ntFspaha;
tpilngw Kd; Gd;difj;jha;.
Gd;difj;J tpl;Lg; NghifapNy…
cd;ghu;it
xd;iw vdf;F czu;j;jpw;W.
Kfj;jpdpNyh
cjl;bdpNyh ,y;yhj
mtkhdg; gLj;Jk; Mu;tk;
kdJnshU Gw;Ws; kiwe;J gLj;Jsij@
mJXu;ehs; nky;y mire;J
jiyiaahl;b
ehf;fpuz;il ePl;b ehndjpu; ghu;j;jplhj
Xu;nghOjpy; glnkLj;J
capu;Nghff; nfhj;jptpLk;
vd;gij@
vd; kdJs; ,Ue;j fPup nrhy;ypw;W!
Gd;diff;Fg; gjpyha;g; Gd;difj;Njd;.
jpUk;gpte;Njd;.
vd;kdjpd; fPupapid “vg;NghJe; jahuhNa
epy;”nyd;W vr;rupj;J
epjhdkha; cwq;FfpNwd;!
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rpwpaDk; ngupaDk;
“ahd;ngupNahd; vd;w Mztk; mopj;Jtpl;L
thOk;” vd;W nrhy;fpd;wPu;!
vidr;Rw;wp tho;gtu;fs;…
jhk;ngupNahu; vd;w kkij
nfhz;liyifapNy.>
jhk; cau;e;Njhu; vd;w
jiyf;fdj;Njh LiyifapNy.>
ahiuAk; rpWGOtha;…
mw;gg; gju;fSkha;…
Nehf;fpj;jhk; kFlk; #bajha;j;
Js;Sifapy;…
‘VidNahu; rfyiuAk;’
Gwf;fzpj; njhJf;ifapNy…
Mjpf;fk; Gupe;J mlf;fj; JzpifapNy…
ehd;kl;Lk; vidj;jho;j;jp
mtu;ffbik ahfyhNkh…?
ahTk; Gupe;j>
ahitiaAk; ,af;Ffpw>
Mz;ltd;Kd;@
,e;j ,aw;ifapd;Kd;@
mwj;jpd;Kd;@
“ehd;rpwpad;> filad;” vdahd; czu;fpd;Nwd;.
Mztj;ij mtu;fs;Kd;
mopj;njidehd; mw;gndd;Ngd;!
Mdhy; ‘vJTkw;Wk;’ jhk;ngupNahu;
vd;Nwhjp
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Mapuk; newpmwpe;Jk;…Mztk;mopf;fhJ
ahiuAk; vLj;njwpe;J
jk;eyNd ngupnjd;Dk;
khdplu;Kd;…ehd;gzpNad;!
ehd;rpwpad; vdciuf;Nfd;!
ahd;mtu;Kd; vd;Mw;wy; ep&gpg;Ngd;
jiyepkpu;Ntd;!
jPJk; ed;Wk;
“ey;ytdh nfl;ltdhehd;”;…
videhd; Nfl;ljpy;iy!
ey;ytd;jhd; vd;fpd;w el;GfSk; cz;L..
,y;iy
,y;iyaptd; nfl;ltndd;
nwz;Zfpw neQ;RKz;L!
ey;ytu;fs; vd;idf; nfl;ltdha;f; fz;ljpy;iy!
ey;ytdha; vd;idf;
nfl;ltu;fs; nrhd;djpy;iy!
ey;ytu;f;F ey;ytd;ehd;
nfl;ltu;f;Ff; nfl;ltd;jhd;.
ty;ytu;f;F ty;ytd;ahd;
kjpg;Nghiuj; njhONtdhk;.
ey;ytdh nfl;ltdh ehndd;w jPu;khdk;
,y;iyvd;dplj; jpypy;iy@
vd;Kd; tUgtupd;
nrhy;ypy;> nraypy; #f;Fk kdk; Fzj;jpy;
cs;s je;jj; jPu;khdk;
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vd;dplj;jpy; VJkpy;iy.
ey;ytu;f;F ey;ytd;ahd;
jPatu;f;Nfh jPatd;jhd;
ty;ytu;f;F ty;ytd;ehd;
kjpg;Nghiuj; njhONtdhk;.
ey;ytdh nfl;ltdh ehd; vd ehd; Nfl;ljpy;iy!
ey;ytdh jPatdh ehd;?
vdf;Fs; Fog;gkpyiy!
kdpjdhapUj;jy;
kdjdhf ePapUe;jhy;…
kdpjdhf ehdpUg;Ngd;.
kdpjdha;eP gofpepd;why;
kdpjdha; ehd; gofpLNtd;!
kdpjdhf ,y;yhky; kpUfkhf ePapUe;jhy;
kdpjdhNa cd;NdhL
vg;gbehd; Kfq;nfhLg;Ngd;?
‘kdpjk; njhiyj;j… kdpju; kype;j…kz;zpy;>
kdpjk; kwe;j kyl;L ajhu;j;jj;jpy;>
kdpjdhfj; jhd;ehDk; tho
tpUk;GfpNwd;!
kpUfkhf tho;tjid kpfTk; ntWf;fpd;Nwd;!
kpUf epiyailjy;
Nftye;jhd; vd ciug;Ngd;!
kdpjdhf ehd;tho
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kdpjdha; eP jpfoNtz;Lk;.
kpUfkha;eP ,Ue;jgb…
“kdpjdha;eP ,U” vd;W
neUf;Ffpwha;@
cdf;Fk; epahak; njupaNtz;Lk;!
kdpjdha; jhNdahd; thote;Njd;@
r%fNk eP
kpUfkha; ,Ug;gjdhy;…
kpUff;Fzj; Njhnld;Nky;
nghUJtjhy;…
kdpj ju;kq;fs; jhz;bnahU
kpUfkhf cd;NdhL
ehDk; nghUjte;Njd;!
Kf%b tho;T
cq;fs; Kfq;fSld; cq;fisf; fhzyhkh?
cq;fs; Kfq;fspNy
cz;ikahd cq;fsJ
czu;r;rpfis kl;Lk; czu Kbe;jpLkh?
Kfq;fspd;Nky; epj;jk;
Kf%b mzpfpd;wPu;.
Kfq;fspNy ntt;NtW
Kf%b Gidfpd;wPu;.
xt;nthU jpdj;jpdJk; ,ay;G>
,yhgel;lg;
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gyd;fSf;F Vw;g gupr;rakha;
itj;jpUf;Fk;
Kf%b xt;nthd;iw tpbAKd;
mzpe;JNghtPu;.
ehnshd;wpy; rpyNeuk; ehd;ife;J Kf%b
NghlTk; Jzpfpd;wPu;.
cq;fs; ifg; igapDs;Nsh…
cq;fs;fhw; rl;ilAs;Nsh kpfTk;
,yhtfkha;
kbg;Gf; Fiyahky;
mtw;iwitj;Jf; nfhz;liytPu;.
Kf%bf; Nfw;g
Kfghtk; khw;WfpwPu;.
jiykhw;wp khw;wpj; jg;gpg; gpiof;fpd;wPu;.
rhFk; tiuAk;
rfy re;ju;g;gj;Jf;F
Vw;gTk; mtw;iwf; ifahsg; gofptpl;Bu;.
,ilf;fpil Gjpjha;
vq;fpUe;Njh thq;FfpwPu;.
Gdpjk;> rkak;> nghJTlik> murpay;fs;>
,dk;> nkhop> rhjp> etPdk;> gpd; ehfupfk;>
[dehafk;> cyf kakhjy;
vDk; ‘filfs;’
xt;nthU tpjkhf cUthf;Fk; Kfj;jpiufs;
vg;gbePu; thq;fp
Vw;wgb mzpfpd;wPu;?
Kf%bNa ,d;W KfkhAk;
rpyu;epd;wPu;!
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Kf%bia Kfj;jpy; gpupf;f Kbahky;…
Kf%bia tho;tpy; mfw;w epidahky;…
epw;fpd;wPu;.
jiyepkpu;e;Nj vy;NyhUk; epw;fpd;wPu;!
cq;fs; Kfq;fSld;
cq;fisf; fhzyhkh?
cq;fs; Kfq;fspNy
cz;ikahd cq;fsJ
czu;r;rpfis kl;LNk czu Kbe;jpLkh?
epidT $u;jy;
vd;id kwg;gJjhd; vdJ ngUq;FiwNa!
vd;dpay;G vd;d?
vdJ flndd;d?
vd;gpwtpg; nghUnsd;d? vdJ topnad;d?
vd;rpwg;G vd;d?
vd;jdpj;Jtk; vd;d?
vd;wd; milahsk; vd;d?
Fiwnad;d?
vd;gtw;iw mbf;fbahd; kwe;J
ajhu;j;jj;jpd;
,d;g Jd;gj;Js; ,wq;fp mitmiyf;f
vq;nfq;Nfh XLfpNwd;.
vd;Fzk;> ,ay;gpidAk;
vd;gpwg;G Nehf;fk; vdJ flikiaAk;
kwe;J ‘vtdhNah’ khwp elf;fpd;Nwd;.
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kwe;njd; Raj;ij kwe;J
VNjNjh
Ntrj;Jf; Nfw;g tpisahbj; jpupfpd;Nwd;.
VNjh xUnehbapy;
vd;idehd; epidT$u;e;J
vd;idehd; fz;Lnfhz;L
vdf;Fs; ehd; Rjhupj;J
vd;dpay;gpy; elf;ifapy;...
kPz;Lk; ajhu;j;jnkDk;
Nkhfpdpfs; #o Kojhf khWfpNwd;.
vd;id kwg;gJjhd; vdJ ngUq;FiwNa!
vd;idehd; kwthky; ,Uf;f
xUtuk;jh
vd;dpiwNa!
vidkwg;Ngd; ehd;@
epidT+l; biwNa!
kyu;f kdpjk;
kdpjhgp khdk; kyUk;ehs; vg;NghJ?
kdpjj;ij kdpjk;
tho;j;Jk;ehs; vg;NghJ?
kdpjid kdpjd; kjpf;Fk;ehs; vg;NghJ?
kdpju;fs; kdpju;fsha; thOk;ehs; vg;NghJ?
kdpjDk; kdpjKk;
thbf; fple;jJTk;>
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kdpjDk; kdpjKk; fhag;gl; lfd;wJTk;>
kdpjDk; kdpjKk; kdijj; njhiyj;jJTk;>
kdpjDk; kdpjKk; capu;g;ig ,oe;jJTk;>
kdpjDk; kdpjKk; mbikg;gl; bUe;jJTk;>
kdpjDk; kdpjKk; njUeha;Ngh ypwe;jJTk;>
edtpdJ rhl;rpfsha;
New;Wf; fple;jdNt…!
xUeudpd; Jaiu kWkdpjd; ghu;f;fhky;…
xUeudpd; Nrhfj;ij kWkdpjd; Njw;whky;…
xUeudpd; ghuj;ij kWkdpjd; gfpuhky;…
xUeudpd; Vf;fj;ij kWkdpjd; Vw;fhky;…
xUeudpd; czu;Tfis
kWkdpjd; kjpahky;…
xUeudpd; jdpj;Jtj;ij kWkdpjd; Nghw;whky;…
,Uf;Fk; tiu kdpjk;
,uzg;gl;L ,be;jpLNk…!
kdpjupy; kdpjk; ,Ue;j epiykhwp
kdpjupy; kpUfk; tsu;e;J njhiyf;fpwNj…!
kdpjUs; thOk;
kpUfj;ij Ntl;ilahb
kdpjj;ij kdpjUf;Fs;..
‘md;ghy;’ tpijj;Jtpl;lhy;…>
kdpjhgp khdkpk; kz;nzq;Fk; G+j;njONk…!
kdpjj;ij tsu;g;gJNt
vq;fs; gzpvd;W>
kdpjj;ij kPl;gJNt vq;fs; flndd;W>
kdpjhgp khdj;ij kjpj;Jr;
ruprkdha;
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kdpjiu elj;Jtnjk; tho;tpd; ,yf;nfd;W>
‘epidj;J’ vy;NyhUk; epjKioj;jhy;
nrhu;f;fj;ij
edtpdpNy fz;Lehq;fs;
nty;tJTk; rhj;jpaNk.
ejpnad epidj;j fhl;lhW
ejpNghyr; rPuha; efUnkd ehdpUe;Njd;.
ejpNghyf;..
fk;gd; ctkpj;j ftpijnaDk;
ejpNghy tho;T efUnkdf; fhj;jpUe;Njd;.
thdpUe; jpwq;fp kiyjltp>
G+kpajd;
Nkd;ikfis thq;fp>
tpOe;J tdq;fspid
ntspfs; tay;fspid
tpise;j kdpjj;ij
mise;jgb> Cu;f;Fs; fpisgug;gp>
rydkpd;wp>
Xu;jpirapy;
Kd;Ndhu; cWjpnra;j Xu;topapy;
Xb> ,WjpapNy xUQhdf; fly;fyf;Fk;
thd;ejpNghy; tho;T
tha;f;Fnkd;W ehdpUe;Njd;.
MdhNyh tho;f;if mopTfisf; nfhz;NlhLk;
fhl;lhwh nay;Nyh
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fiuia cilj;jgb
jq;F jilapd;wp tuk;igj; jfu;j;jgb
vq;nfq;nfd; wpy;yhky;
vq;nfq;Nfh XbLJ.
xUrPuha;g; Nghfhky;…,WjpapNy vq;NfNgha;
epiwtnjdj; njupahky;
fl;Lf;Fs; epw;fhky;
jwpnfl;L vtUk; jLf;f Kbahj
ntwpnfhz;L
mopTs; tpOe;jbj;Jg; NghapLJ.
ejpNghy tho;T efUnkd ehdpUe;Njd;.
tpjpapd; tpUg;gkpJ.
,aw;ifiaah tpsq;fptpl;Nld;?
Mztk; mop
ehd;epidj;j xd;iwj;jhd; ehd;nra;a KbAk;!
eP epidj;j xd;iwj;jhd;
eP nra;aTk; VYk;!
ehd;epidj;j xd;iw…
eP nra;jy; vspjpy;iy.
eP epidj;j xd;iw…
ehd;nra;jy; Rygkpy;iy.
ehd;epidj;j xd;iw..>
eP nra;J fhl;Lq;fhy;
eP epidj;j xd;iw ehd;nra;jy;
rhj;jpaNk!
eP epidj;j xd;iwkl;Lk;
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eP njhlu;e;J nra;jpUe;jhy;…
ehd;epidj;j xd;iwkl;Lk;
ehd;nra;jy; jtwpiyNa...
kdJk; kUe;Jk;
kdjpd; ,uzq;fSf;F kUe;Jfl;l Mspiyah?
kdq;fsJ fhaKw;Wk;
khw;w topapiyah?
kdq;fnsht; nthd;wpdpYk;
rpWfhak; ,Uf;fpwNj.
kdq;fnsht; nthd;whYk; ,uj;jk; topfpwNj.
kdq;fs; rpytw;wpd; Gz;…
rPo;g; gpbj;jpUf;Nf.
kdq;fs; rpytw;wpy; ntspf;fha khad;wp
kiwe;jpUf;Fk; fz;ly;
typiag; ngUf;fpLNj.
ngUq;nfhLik fz;L Ngjypj;J
mjpu;e;jpbe;J
mtw;wpUe;J kPs Kbah mau;NthL
rpije;J rpykdq;fs;
nksdj;Js;…rkhjpahr;R!
ek;gpek;gp Vkhe;J eLj;njUtpy; kpjpgl;L
ntk;gpr; rpykdq;fs;
tpuf;jpapy; mkpo;e;JNghr;R!
clYk; rpiwg;gl;L csKk; rpiwg;gl;l
,lupy; rpykdq;fs;
,btpOe;j G+f;fshr;R!
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ghjpg;igf; fz;L gFj;jhYk;
kUe;JfNsh
VJk; rpfpr;irfNsh ,d;wpg; gykdq;fs;
Ntjidiaj; jPu;f;f
tpilnjupah njhbe;jpUf;F.
clypYs;s fhaq;fs;…
xUnghOJ fha;e;jplyhk;…>
mta ,og;igg;ngha; mtatk; epug;gplyhk;…>
kdjpdJ fhak; tLf;fspid
Mw;whky;>
kdjpd; fpopTfisj; ijaypl;Nlh
rj;jpu
rpfpr;irnra;Njh khw;whky;>
mrl;ilnra;J tpl;L..,Ue;jhy;
vjpu;fhyr; RgPl;rj;jpy;
epug;gnthz;zh ntw;wplNk
njhlu;e;jpUf;fg; NghfpwJ.!
,ijahu; Guptupd;W?
,Wjpr; nrhy;yhd cWjpr; nrhy;
capUf;F cWjpjUk; mKjnkd
cd; xU nrhy;
vd ek;gpj; jhNd ,Ue;Njd;…cd; tha;ghu;j;J!
capu;f;F ,WjpjUk;
nfhba JspeQ;R…
ghk;gpdJ gw;fs; CL gha;tnjd
cd; ,johy;
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tPo;e;jJ cdjr;nrhy;…! capu;Jbf;ff; fplf;fpd;Nwd;!
capu;f;F cWjpjUk; mKjr;nrhy;
vt;thW
capu;f;F ,WjpjUk; eQ;rhr; Riug;ghah?
mKjj;ij eQ;rha;
Mf;fty;y kdxUik
cdf;Fs;Ns Njhd;w cjtpNahiur; nrhy;thah?
mKjk; vjdhNy eQ;#wp… eQ;#wp…
mJNt KOeQ;rha; Mdku;kk; Ngrhah?
mKjj;ij eQ;rhf
Mf;FtJ kpf vspjh?
mKjj;jpy; eQ;R tpistJTk; rhj;jpakh?
mKjNk eQ;rhd tuyhW
Kd;Gcz;lh?
vg;gbNah mKjr;nrhy; eQ;#wp
vd;fhjpy;
tPo;e;J KOcliy ePyk;ghupj; jplNt
nra;jgb guTjlh!
rPtdpidf; fhg;ghw;w
topAz;lh?
eQ;ir Kwpf;Fk; ,d; ndhUeQ;RR;
nrhy;je; njdpDk;
vidf;fhf;f khl;lhah?
ght topg; gazk;
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,t;Tyfk; vj;jid juk; ghlk; fw;gpj;Jk;>
,t;tpaw;if kPz;LkPz;Lk;
jz;lidfs; gyje;Jk;>
fhyNkh fz;Kd; cjhuzq;fs; fhl;bbDk;>
tuyhW gyEhW Kiw
jPu;g;G vOjpbDk;>
jpUl;Lk; mNahf;fpKk;...
jpUe;jhky; ngha;fstpy;
gpwid tUj;jpr; Ruz;b mePjpahfj;
jpul;bg; ‘gopr;nry;tk;’ Nru;j;J
capu;gwpj;Jk;
n[apj;jplyhk; ,e;jr; nrfj;ijnad;W
kpfj;Jzpe;J
epw;FJfhz;....
epahak; nrj;jnjd epidf;FJfhz;!
ePjpiaf; Nfypnra;J>
mePjpf;if Nfhu;f;Fkptu;
MLfpw Ml;lnkd;d?
NgRfpw thu;j;ijnad;d?
<lhlh njd;Nwa;j;Jr; Nru;f;fpd;w nry;tnkd;d?
CUyifj; jpirjpUg;gr;
nra;Ak; Xl;L khl;nld;d?
gpiofis kiwg;gjw;fha; ,tupiwj;j
ngha;fnsd;d?
vtiuAk; Nga;f;fhl;l
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,tu; Vw;w Nt\nkd;d?
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ntw;wpnadj; Js;Sfpwhu;...
Njhy;tpfspd; GijFopf;Fs;!
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Ngrpatu; Nghdnjq;Nf?
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Cu;cyif Vkhw;w
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mDgtpf;f mthg;gl;Nlhu;
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gyje;Jk;>
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mju;k Kay;Tk; MztKk;
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nfhiyf;FzKk;
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ghbf; fspj;Jg;
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epahak; gfu;ifapNy…
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njhlu;e;J epiyehl;Lfpwhd;.
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fhw;WlNd jiyahl;b...tpijfs; Jhtp...
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Viofsha;…
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cd;id miof;fiyehd;...
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elf;fpd;Nwd;!
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Jhug;gwj;jy;
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Jhug; gwf;f Ntz;Lnkdj; Jbf;fpd;Nwd;.
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mijj;jhz;b
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G+j;j tpOkpaq;fs;>
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fhy kioapy; fiuahj rpe;jidfs;>
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mw;Gjq;fs;; mj;jidAk; ,urpj;J
cUrpg;gjw;F
“Jhug; gwe;Jghu;f;f Ntz;Lk;” Jbf;fpd;Nwd;!
Jhug; gwf;f NtZk;vd;W
Jbj;jnyhd;Nw
NghJkh?
Ntz;Lk; nghUj;jkhd rpwF@ kw;Wk;
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ghuk; Fiwe;jcly;
gfypuT ghuhky;
Jhuk; flf;f Ntz;Lk; njhlu;rf;jp!
vd;Dila iffs;
gpizf;fg;gl;bUf;ifapNy
vd;Dila fhy;fs; ,aq;f Vyh NtypAs;Ns
vd;Dliyr; rpYitapy;
Vw;wp mbf;ifapNy
vd;mLj;j Ntisf;F vd;dtop
vdvtUk;
epr;rakha;r; nrhy;yhj epiyapdpNy
vd;%r;irj;
Jr;rnkd;W vtUk;
epWj;jty;y #oypNy
Jhug; gwf;f Ntz;Lnkdj; Jbf;Fk; vd;
Mirf;F VNjDk;
mu;j;jk; ,Uf;fpwjh?
ey;ytu;f;F…ey;ytd;
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,dpj;jy; kpf ,yF.
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vtUNk Vkhw;w
Vkhspaha; ,Ue;J>
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mj;jidAk; mDkjpj;J>
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MkhQ; rhkpahf
midtUNk Va;f;f epidf;Fk; mrldhf
,Ue;jhy;…gpio rupiaj;
jl;bNa Nfl;fhky;
kuepiyapy;…cz;ik ePjp> epahkk; ju;kj;ij
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mg;gbj; jpfo;gtiu
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vy;iyaw;w jPatd;ehd;.
Va;f;f epidg;Nghiu
Va;f;fpd;w ty;ytd;jhd;.
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mePjpahf
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my;yhNjhu; ahu; njhbDk;...
mtiu Va;f;f ty;ytd; fhz;.
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nfhLj;Jz;l gpd;G...
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ntWq;ifNa vQ;rpdhYk;
fpilj;j mikjpapdhy; ‘fPo;--NkNy’ nry;yhJ
rPuhd xUtho;itg; ngw;Wr;
rpypu;j;Js;Nsd;!
mwtopapy; mbnaLj;J itg;gjdhy;
“vd;depiy
tUNkh” vDq;Nfs;tp voh...
neQ;Nrh bUf;fpNwd;!
nra;tnjy;yhk; nra;Jtpl;Lg; ghtg; gupfhuk;
nra;J RliyQhdk; ngw;W
Cnuy;yhk;
ms;spf; nfhLj;Jk; ‘rhe;jpfhzhu;’ Nghyd;wp
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ghf;fpathdha;g; gaz
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njhlUk; capu;fl;Fj;
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epk;kjp njhiyj;J
re;jjpf;Fk; jPtpidia
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jk; Gija NyhL jhiuthu;j;J
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‘mikjpaw;w kuzk;’ miltjid
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gopf;fQ;rpg; gFj;Jz;z Ntz;Lk;
vDk;mirah
czu;itapf; fzKk; kdjpYhl;Lk;
xUnghUisj;
Jizf;nfhz;L elf;fpd;Nwd;@
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fhyh tjpahfpd;w fhynkhd;W tUk;
me;j
ehnsd;W tUnkd;W ehkwpa KbahJ!
MdhYk; me;ehs;
mUfpyh njhiytpdpyh
vd;gjid XusT vjpu;T$w KbAk;…mjhy;
fhyh tjpahfpd;w fhyj;jpd; Kd;
ehq;fs;
Vd;gpwe;Njhk; vd;w Nfs;tpf;F tpilfz;L
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vq;fspdhy;
Mfty;y mj;jidAk; Mf;fpg; gilj;J…ek; -
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cr;re; jidj;njhl;L
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fhyh tjpahfptpl;lhy;
gpd;du; cyfpy;ehk;
ghur; RikahNa ghu;f;fg; gLNthk;…me;
ehspy; ek; epkplq;fs;
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tPzhfpg;
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kz;kPJ
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NghLfpw Nfhyq;fs; Gay;kiof;F mope;JNghk;
Nfhyq;fs; jhNd?
mbf;fb mopj;jopj;J
NghLkjd; Nfhyq;fs; fiyag;
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tho;f;ifajd; Nfhyq;fs;
khwpj; njhlu;fpwNj!
fhyk; rpWFoe;ij jhdh?
tpisahl;Lk;
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ve;jf; fzj;jpy; vq;F
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Njhd;wpLNj?
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fhyj;jpd; iffs;…moifkl;Lk; tiutjw;Fg;
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gof;Ftjhu;?
fhyj;ij topelj;j ty;ytuhu;?
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Njb miyfpd;Nwd;!
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fhyk;vd; rpWifiaf;
fzf;nflhkw; NghfpwJ.
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fhzhkw; nry;fpwJ.
fhyj;Jf; nfd;Nghy; fzf;fw;Nwhu; ,Uf;fyhe;jhd;…
Mdhy;…vdf;Nfh
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fhynkhd;Nw Jizapq;F.
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fhyk; cjwpajhy;>
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vidAjWk;
fhyj;jpd; ifia ,Wf;fpg; gpbj;jgb
fhyj;jpd; Ntfj;NjhL Xl Kay;fpd;Nwd;!
vl;b cijf;fpd;w
fhYf;F Kj;jkpl;L
gw;wpg; gpbf;fpd;w mbiknad ,y;yhky;..>
jpUtpohf; $l;lj;jpy;
jtwptplf; $lhJ
vDk;gaj;jpy; mOJ jfg;gd;gpd;
kpuz;NlhLk;
rpWtnddf; fhyj; jfg;gdpd; fupridia
vjpu;ghu;j;J mjd;gpd;Nd
,Ogl;Lr; nry;YfpNwd;.
149
fhyk; vOJk; tpjpapd; fij
xUtdJ Njit cs;stiu
fhye;jhd;
tuNtw;Gg; ghb
tho;j;jp tzq;fpatd;
Gfiog; gug;gpg; GSfp
mtdplj;jpy;
fwf;Fk; midj;jpidAk; fwf;Fk;@
mtdplj;jpy;
ngw,Ue;j gyndy;yhk; ngw;WtpLk;@
kWfzNk
mtDf;F mbj;j fhw;iwj; jpwe;J…mtd;
ngWkjp Fiwj;J
gpzkhf;fp tpl;LtpLk;.
mtd; fij me;j ,lj;Njh lWe;jpLkh?
mtdpd; gzpjLf;fp
mg;gbNa epd;wpLkh?
,y;iyapy;iy
fhyk; ,d;ndhUtidj; njupAk;.
md;wWe;j fijapd; njhlu;igg; GJg;gpf;Fk;.
md;Wtpl;l gzpia
mLj;jtu;f;Ff; ifaspf;Fk;.
“md;dtd; Nghy; ,tDk; nra;thdh?”
vDk; Iak;
vd;nwd;Wk; fhyj;Jf; fpUe;jjpy;iy.
Gjpatdhy;
150
Kd;ndLf;fg; gLk;ahTk; KOikngw…
tUk; gyNd
fhyk; vjpu;ghu;j;j filrp KbT@
,JNt
fhyk; vOJk; tpjpapd; fijahFk;.
fhyr; rpj;jd;
fhyk;…ahiuAk; fzf;nflhky;
jd;ghl;by;
NghFnkhU rpj;jidg;Nghy;
Ngha;f;nfhz; bUf;FJfhz;.
ahNuhLk; NgrhJ> ahu;nrhy;Yq; Nfl;fhJ>
ahu;Jizf;Fk; Vq;fhJ>
ahu;jaTk; NjlhJ>
ahUk; neUq;f tplhJ>
jdf;Fj;jhd;
Ngrp…rpyrkak; ngupjha;r; rpupj;J…Vrp
Xb…gyrkak;
cl;fhu;e;J ntwpj;J…tpru;f;
NfhyKQ; #bf; FJfypf;FQ; rpj;jidg;Nghy;
Ngha;f;nfhz; bUf;FJfhz;!
mijneUq;f Xu;mr;rk;
jhdha; vOtjdhy; jaq;fpcs; mlq;FfpNwhk;.
MdhYk; mjdpd;
Mrpf;fha; Vq;FfpNwhk;!
rw;wUNf te;J jOthNjh?
151
Gd;difj;J
gw;wpNa jPl;irje;J ehk; gzpa tho;j;jhNjh?
vd;W jtpj;jhYk;…
VNjh gaj;jpyjd;
gpd;Ndhlj; jaq;FfpNwhk;.
ngUq;Nfhgk; nfhz;lJNth…
rhe;j nrh&gpNah… ahk; fz;lwpNahk;.
mjd;topapy;
rpyiu epWj;jpr; rpupf;f…mtu; nty;tJTk;@
rpyiu tpul;bf; fiyf;f…mtu; Njhw;gJTk;@
rpyuplk; jpUNthl;il
ePl;bNa gpr;irngw
mtu;fs; nropj;Jr; nfhOg;gJTk;@
mw;gkhd
nghUis mJtsq;fg;> ngw;Nwhu;…
nryt uhtJTk;
epj;jk; epfo;tjha;f; fijahr;R.
fhynkDk;
rpj;jdpd; rpj;J tpisahl;Lf; fze;NjhWk;
mw;Gjkha; vq;Fk;
muq;Nfwp tUFnjd;Wk;@
vg;gbAk; mjdUisg; ngw Vq;Fk;...vy;NyhUk;
cs;Ns gaj;NjhL
jkJ me;juq;f
mrpq;fj;ij mJTk; mwpe;njd;d jz;lidiaj;
je;jpLNkh vd;w
152
jaf;fj; njhLk;@ miya
jk;ikj; jpUj;jhNjhu;…FWf;F topapNyDk;
nrk;nghUisr; Nru;f;ff;
fhyj;ij Va;f;fepw;ff;
fhyk;…ahiuAk; fzf;nflhJ jd;ghl;by;
NghFnkhU rpj;jidg;Nghy;
Ngha;f;nfhz; bUf;fpwJ.
kuzg; gwit
kuzj;jpd; ePoy; gbfpwJ jpirnaq;Fk;.
kuzj;jpd; ePoy;
gbfpwJ njUntq;Fk;.
kuzj;jpd; ePoy; gbfpwJ capnuy;yhk;.
kuzj;jpd; ePoy; gbfpwJ mZnty;yhk;.
kuzk; kpfg;ngupa
mUtg; gwit…mJ
,ilawhJ vq;Fk; rpwfbj;Jg; gwe;jgb
“fpilf;Fkh ,iu” nad;W
Nfl;L miye;jpUf;Fk;.
kPd;nfhj;jp xd;W ntFnjhiytpy;
jpahdk;Nghy;
fhj;jpUe;J ePu;g;gug;gpy;
fhZfpw kPidnahU
nehbapw; gwe;Jte;j nfstp kiwtJNghy;
njhiytpy;..gUe;njhd;wha;
153
tl;lk; mbj;jgb
kuzg; gwit ,iuf;fha; miye;jpUf;Fk;.
ve;j ,iuia
vg;Ngh gpbg;gnjd;W
me;jg; gwit mwpAk;!
mijajid
vg;gb vq;Nf vg;Ngh gpbg;gnjd;W
tpjpNal;by; jpde;NjhWk;
kpfr;rupaha; kpfj;njsptha;
thrpj;Jg; ghu;j;J tupf;Ftup gprfhJ
rhjpj;Jf; fhl;LtJ mjdpd; jpwiknad;W
nrhy;Ygtu; cs;shu;!
“Rk;kh vOe;jkhwha;
mfg;gLk; vijAk; ms;spf;nfhz; NlhbtpLk;”
vd;W mjd;kPJ
Fiwnrhy;YNthUk; cs;shu;.
Mdhy;..gyjlit
Mr;ru;ag; gLk;gbaha;
gplu;gpbj;Jg; gyiu gpd;dpUe;J ‘vNjh’ js;sp
tifahf… ,lj;Jf;F tutiof;f@
rhg;gwit
gpbj;Jf;nfhz; Nlhbaijg; ghu;j;Njhu;…
ajhu;j;jj;jpy;
gaj;NjhL ‘mij’g;gw;wpg;
giwahky; tho;e;Js;shu;.
154
jpUg;jp
flypdJ Mok; fhztpy;iy vdf;ftiyg;
gltpy;iy ehd;@ VNjh
gf;fj;Jf; flw;fiuapy;
%r;Rg; gpbj;J Kq;fp vOe;NjNd…
vd;W jpUg;jpg; gLfpd;Nwd;.
vd;Kd;Nd..
cyfk; flyha; tpupe;J gue;JsJ.
KOijAk; juprpj;J>
KOijAk; fw;wwpe;J>
KOijAk; mDgtpf;f KbahJ…,ijawpNtd;.
vd;dhy; ,ad;w tiuAk;>
njspthd
vd;ghu;itg; Gyj;Js; fpl;Lfpw mj;jidAk;>
vd;nrtpapw; Nfl;ff;
$bavt; ,irfisAk;>
vd;GyDf; nfl;Lk; vijAk;>
juprpj;J
mjid mwpe;J> mjid czu;e;J..mij
mDgtpj;J kfpOk;
Mirkpff; nfhz;Nld;.
vd;idtpl ,t;Tyif mwpe;Njhu;
czu;e;Njhiu
fz;Lmtu; mDgtj;ijf;
155
Nfl;fj; Jbf;fpd;Nwd;.
vd;idtpl ,t;Tyif mwpah jpUg;Nghu;f;F
vd;dwpitr; nrhy;y
,ad;w tiuKay;Ntd;.
New;W… cyfk; rpwpanjd epidj;jpUe;Njd;!
,d;W…cyfk;
“New;iwaij tplg;ngupNj”
vd;W KbTnra;Njd;!
ehisa cyfk; ‘,d;iw
tplg;ngupjha; ,Uf;Fk;’ vdf;F@
,ijawpNtd;!
,e;jg; ngUKyfpy; ehDnkhU Jfsha;
te;J gpwe;J tho;e;NjNd…
vDk;kfpo;tpy;
tpe;ij cyifapd;Wk;
tpag;NghL ghu;f;fpd;Nwd;!
fw;wy; fw;gpj;jy;
muptup tFg;gpy; mOJ ,Ug;Nghd;Kd;
tpQ;Qhdp nra;Ak; tpupTiuNghy;
ve;jDf;F
ePAd; KOmoif> ePAe;jd; nka;g;nghUis>
ep&gpf;f Kay;fpd;wha;!
eP Nkij vd;gJ vdf;Fg; GupfpwJ.
ehd;Ngij vd;gij Vd; kwe;jha;
ahu; nrhy;YtJ?
ePnrhd;d cz;ik> ePnrhd;d ep&gdq;fs;>
156
ePnrhd;d VNjNjh epahak;>
tpjptpsf;fk;>
VJk; Gupahky; VNjh ngUtpsf;fk;
nrhy;fpd;wha; vd;w RuizAld;
mbEdpfs;
VJk; mwpah jpUf;fpd;Nwd;!
kWgbAk;
ePAd; tpupTiuia
epfo;j;jj; njhlq;Ffpwha;!
vq;Nfh xUgpio ,Uf;fpwJ…
,y;yhl;by;
,g;gbNahu; ,ilntspapy;
,Ue;jpLkh fw;gpj;jy;?
vq;Nfh xUjtW Njhd;wpw;W…,y;yhl;by;
,g;gbNahu; njhlu;gpd;wp epfo;e;jpLkh njhlu;ghly;?
muptup mwpNthL ,Uf;fpd;Nwd;@
,aw;ifNa…eP
khngupa tpQ;Qhdpaha; cd; rpwg;Gfis
nrhy;ypf; nfhz;bUf;fpd;wha;!
kiyj;jgb Nrhu;fpd;Nwd;.
vd;idNad; njupTnra;jha; ....
,iwQ;rpNa Nfl;fpd;Nwd;?
vd;id mLj;jLj;j juKau;j;jp>
Fiwe;jgl;r
mwpT+l;b> ce;jd; mUfpy; neUq;fplit@
,y;iy muptup mwpTf;F
,wq;fpte;njd;
mUfpy; mku;e;JtpL…
157
midj;ijANk fw;wplyhk;.
,aw;if Kjy;
,aw;ifapd; rf;jp ,izapy;yhg; ngUQ;rf;jp!
,aw;ifapd; ePjp
vy;Nyhu;f;Fk; epfu; ePjp!
,aw;ifapd; ju;kk; vtnutu;f;Fk; rkju;kk;!
,aw;ifapd; jPu;g;G ,Wjpg; ngUe;jPu;g;G!
,aw;ifnad; gnjd;d? mwpf....
eP> epd;Rw;wk;>
cd;may;> cd;#oy;> capu;f;Nfhsk;> Mfhak;>
vz;Zf; fzf;fw;w #upad;fs;>
gpugQ;rk;>
,d;Dk; mfpyhz;l Nfhb gpukhz;lk;>
mj;jidAk;....nfhz;lNj
,aw;ifapd; mk;rk;> mu;j;jk;!
,aw;ifapd; mq;fk;jhd; vy;NyhUk; vt;TapUk;.
,aw;ifapd; rf;fuj;Js;
Roy;git jhd; vy;yhKk;.
,aw;ifajd; $W...rlk;> rf;jp>
capu; vd;gdTk;.
,aw;ifNa rlj;ij rf;jpia ,aq;fitf;Fk;.
,aw;ifNa jd;idg; gilf;Fk;@
,wf;fitf;Fk;.
,aw;ifNa capiu cUthf;Fk;@
mopj;njLf;Fk;.
,aw;if jd; Njitf;F Vw;g jid khw;Wk;.
158
,aw;ifjhd; tho;it elj;Jk;@ Kbj;Jitf;Fk;.
,aw;ifiag; gilf;f
vtuhYk; ,ayhJ.
,aw;ifia mopf;f
vtuhYk; KbahJ.
,aw;ifapid khw;wy; vtuhYk; MfhJ!
Xu;capiu cz;lhf;f
cdf;Fkl;Lk; Mw;wypy;iy....
xU nfhiyiar; nra;a cdf;F cupikapy;iy....
xUtbit khw;w
cdf;Fj; jFjpapy;iy....
ePNahu; nfhiynra;jhy;
,aw;ifAidr; rhfbf;Fk;.
ePNahu; gpiotpl;lhy; ,aw;ifepd;W jPu;g;ngOJk;.
ePNahu; ntw;wplj;ij Vw;gLj;jpd;
mJepug;Gk;.
ePNahu; GJkhw;wk; epfo;j;jpd;
mJvjpu;f;Fk;.
,aw;ifia ePAk; mopf;f Kad;whNyh...
,aw;if gilnaLj;J
eP jhq;fh mopTjUk;!
,aw;ifiag; Gjpjha; eP gilf;f te;jhNyh
,aw;if tpguPj tpfhuq;fs;
Njhw;Wtpf;Fk;!
,aw;ifapd; Njhw;wj;ij Ma;Tnra;J ghu;j;jhNyh....
,aw;ifapd; gpwg;ig> ngUntbg;ig>
capu;j;Njhw;wk;
$u;g;ig> eP Nrhjpj;Jf; nfhz;lhYk;
159
mjd;KOik
fhZk; rthypy; eP Njhw;wpLtha;...
,J ajhu;j;jk;!
Mdhy;... ,aw;if
cid Xu; fUtpahf;fp
Njitf;F Vw;g Ie;njhopYk; nra;aitf;Fk;.
,aw;ifia Kd;Ndhu; ,iwnad;whu;.
mwnkd;whu;.
,aw;if jhd; tpjpnad;whu;.
,aw;ifr; rkepiyiaf;
Fog;gpd;....>,aw;ifr; rkepiyjhd; Fok;gptpbd;...>
mopAkpe;j mz;lnkd;W
Md;khthy; czu;e;J nfhz;lhu;.
,aw;ifia eP fhjy; nra;@
,aw;ifapidj; Njhoiknfhs;@
,aw;ifAld; xj;NjhL@
,aw;ifAld; ,ize;Jtho;@
,aw;iff;Fj; jhrdhF@
,aw;ifNahL ,iae;J MO@
,aw;ifAld; Vl;bf;Fg; Nghl;bapl;L>
Kuz;gl;L>
,aw;iff;Fr; rthy;tpl;L>
,aw;ifapidr; rPwitj;J>
,aw;ifia eP nty;y ,ayhJ!
FUthf
,aw;ifia eP nfhz;lhL!
,jd;nghUNs mwnkd;Nwh....
160
,jd; nraNy tpjpnad;Nwh....
,jd;tbNt ,iwnad;Nwh....
vl;ba epd; mwpTf;F vijAQ;nrhy;@
,aw;if jhd;
fl;b mtpo;j;Jyfk; fhf;fpd;w
(n)g(u)Uk; nghUshk;...
fw;Wf; nfhs;@
mJRuf;Fk; Qhdj;ij czu;e;Nj...nty;!
nghWg;G
fz;tpupe;j ,lnky;yhk; fy;Kisj;j kiyg;ghij.
vz;Zf; fzf;fw;W
vOe;j rpfuq;fs;.
rpfuq;fSf; fpilNa jpBnud;W
nrq;Fj;jha;
GFe;NjhLk; Mog; gs;sq;fs;.
cyfj;jpd;
Kbtpnjd;W nrhy;Yk; Kid@
mjy ghjhsk;.
gpbj;J tpLk; cauj;jpy;
jiyAurpg; Nghk;...Kfpy;fs;.
njhlu;e;JNehf;fj; jiyiar; Rw;Wk;
kiytpspk;G.
giltupir Nghw;glu;e;j ghiwfs;.
,ilf;fpilNa
rlrnld;W tPo;e;jirAk; rpw;Nwhil.
161
vz;jpirAk;
ciwe;jpUf;Fk; Fspupd; CrpFj;jy;.
Mfhfh
kiykbapy; ,Ue;j kzpg;nghOJ
epidTfspd;
miyfs; vidms;sp kfpo;tpy; mkpo;j;jpw;W.
md;Wehd;...kiyj;njhlu;Kd;
“ahu;eP” vdf;Nfl;Nld;.
vd;dplKk; mNj tpdhit
kiy jpUk;gf; Nfl;bw;W.
kPz;Lk; “cd; Ngnud;d”
vd mLj;j fiz...tpl;Nld;.
“cd;Ngnud;d” kPz;Lk;
kiy jpUg;gpj; jhf;fpw;W.
ehd;Nfl;l Nfs;tpfis kiyjpUk;g
vidf;Nfl;f
ehd; jpifj;Njd;@
vid ,aw;if ‘Nfs;tpNfl;Fk; ajhu;j;jj;ij’
ehd;fz;Nld;@
gjpy; nrhy;Yk; ‘nghWg;ig’ ahd;
md;Wzu;e;Njd;.
,dp tUk; ehl;fs;
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tho;T vd;w gazj;jpd; ghjpia
kdk; tpUk;gpNah tpUk;ghNjh ,Jtiu
ehd; fle;JNsd;@... ,e;j ajhu;j;jj;ij
ek;gf; fbd khf ,Uf;Fjhk;!
ghjp vg;gbg; NghdJ? ehs;njhWk;
gazQ; nra;J taJq; fope;jJ!
ehl;fs; vy;yhk; gaDs;s ehl;fsh?
efu;e;j tanjJQ; rhjid nra;jjh?
fhak; fhzhj ehnsyhk; tPnzdf;
fope;j ehl;fsha;.. tPud; fzpg;gjha;g;
Nghd ehl;fspy;...vdf;Fg; gadw;Wg;
Nghd ehnsit? gpuNahrde; je;J
Nghd ehnsit? ngha;apy; Gul;bdpy;
Nghd ehnsit? gpwu;f;F cjtplg;
Nghd ehnsit? Raey kPl;Gf;fha;g;
Nghd ehnsit? epoypidf; Nfl;fpNwd;!
ahu;f;Fk; vd;epoy; Fspu;je;j ehnsJ?
ahu;f;Fk; vd;epoy; Filje;j ehnsJ?
ahu;f;Fk; vd;kdk; mUspa ehnsJ?
ahu;f;Fk; vd;Fuy; cjtpa ehnsJ?
ahu;f;Fk; vd;ftp ,je;je;j ehnsJ?
ahu;f;Fk; vd;Dapu; xspje;j ehnsJ?
tPzha; cwq;fp> tpy;yq;fg; gifNjb
NtUk; mWe;J <lhba ehnsJ?
163
ahiuAk; Nehfbj; jpl;l ehnsJ?
ahiuAk; gop jPu;j;jpl;l ehnsJ?
ahu;f;Fk; JNuhfk; nra;j ngha; ehnsJ?
ahUf;Fk; fz;zPu; rpe;jpa ehnsJ?
ahNd epk;kjp fhZk; gb...ehdha;
ahu;f;Fk; cjtp mtupd; ,lu;tPo;j;jp
tho;e;j ehnsJ? tha;r;nrhy;ypy; tPudha;
tho;e;jplhJ...nraw; gl;l ee;ehnsJ?
Nghd fhyNkh NghdJ jhd;@ tho;tpy;
Nghd ehl;fs; Gije;jit jhd;@ mjpy;
tPnzdg; Nghd ehl;fs; mjpfkh?
tPzbf; fhj ehl;fs; mjpfkh?
Nfs;tp fl;Fr; rupahd tpilapd;wpf;
fplg;gjhy;...tUk; ehl;fSk; tPzhfpg;
Nghfyhk;! mjhy; kPjkha; cs;sij
tPzbf;fhJ cz;ikiaj; NjLNthk;!
vd;idr; Rfg;gLj;J
cd;idtpl cyfpy; ahUk; Jizapy;yh
vd;id mizj;Jf;nfhs;@
vdJ cly;fhf;f
164
cd;idnahU ftr Fz;lykha; ey;ifah!
rpd;dr; rpuha;g;Gk;
FUjprpe;Jk; fhakJk;
ngd;dk; ngUe;jOk;Gk; ve;jtpj tLTk;
vd;id mZfhkw; jLj;J
Ml; nfhz;LtpL!
,e;j kdij ,uzkhf;f
vj;jdpf;Fk;
Nga;fsJ iffhiyg; gpLq;fpnaL!
vd;Dapupd;
typiaAd; filf;fz; ghu;itf; fspk;GG+rp
Mw;wptpL!
csNkh fy;tpOe;j Fs...miyaha;
rQ;ryg; gLk;NghJ rhe;jg; gLj;jplth!
ve;jd; mfNkh ,btpOe;J fUfhJd;
ke;jpuf; fuj;ijNa
,bjhq;fp Mf;fpj;jh!
cd;idtpl cWJizfs; ahUk; cyfpypy;iy>
epd;idtpl ahtiuAk;
ahd; ek;gg; Nghtjpy;iy>
cd;idtpl mikjpju Xu;cwTk; vdf;fpy;iy>
vd;gjdhy;...
vdf;F epoyha; eP mgakUs;!
cd;fUiz kioahnyd;
csf;Nfhgf; nfhjpg;glf;F!
cd;gupTg; gdpNehf;fhy;
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kdf;fyf;fk; njspe;jplit!
Gd;difahk; njd;wypdhy; vd;Dapu;f;F
kUe;Jfl;b
cd; if tUlypdhy; vd; Iak;> mr;rNkhl;b
vd;idr; Rfg;gLj;J vf;fzKk;
ey;Yhuh!
fy;yhy kuepoypy; fUiz $u;e;j
flTisehd; fhztpy;iy@ Nghjp vd;w
ey;yku epoypdpNy Qhdk; ngw;Wk;
elf;ftpy;iy ehd;@ VJk; rpYit Jhf;fp
,y;iycapu; vd;wpUe;J…capu;j;J…Cu;f;F
,iwJhjd; vDk;gb ahd; cau tpy;iy!
nty;tjw;Nf gpwe;jpUe;j mRuu; NghYk;
tpisatpy;iy@ ntWk; eundd; tpidahy; tho;Ntd;.
fzq;fzKk; Xahj miyfs; NghNy
fLe;Jau;fs; topkwpf;Fk;@ kpul;bg; ghu;f;Fk;.
tzq;fpnaor; nrhy;Yk;@ Mk; tha;ik kPwp
topjtwj; Jhz;Lk;@ ngha; gpj;jyhl;lk;
“Jizcdf;F” vdj; njhlUk;@ ,tw;iw vy;yhk;
Jr;rnkdj; Jzpe;njjpu;j;J kdpjd; vd;w
czu;T+w tho;e;J xU ftpQd; Mfp
capu;f; ftpahy; typJilg;Ngd;…rpwpNahd;…ehDk;!
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