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hazraT vali---------------------------------------------- 5 Tovlis babua-----------------------------------11 TandaTan------------------------------------------14 sizmari--------------------------------------------16 Temura---------------------------------------------18 Sors, kartaxenaSi----------------------------21 fragmenti-----------------------------------------25 samdo------------------------------------------------27 yarayumi--------------------------------------------29 odesRac--------------------------------------------33 margo------------------------------------------------36 1921----------------------------------------------------46 maglianoTa damRa------------------------------47 is dro sjobda----------------------------------57 abdul karimi-------------------------------------61 nepaluri istoria------------------------------63 mustangis mefe-----------------------------------66 marTlac, kargi iyo----------------------------69 udabnoSi--------------------------------------------70 quCis ZaRlebi------------------------------------73 kapitani----------------------------------------------75 mgzavri-----------------------------------------------78 dabruneba--------------------------------------------79 Semodgoma idga-----------------------------------82

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hazraT vali

es ambavi, hazraT valis

biZaSvilma momiyva, erT wvimian

saRamos, nangaparbatis* Ziras. g. T.

diamroiSi* bneloda. aseT sibneleSi aravin moZraobs xeobaSi.bilikebi viwroa,kldeebis Tavze gadis, yovel wuTs SeiZleba kldeze gadaiCexo. diamroelTa ena aravis esmis. gasaocaria, am xeobaSi yovel sofels Tavisi ena aqvs. sul, pakistanSi, ormocdaaTamde enaze laparakoben. yvelasTvis gasagebi ena ki urdua. albaT, mTels pakistanSi arsad ise ar uyvarT iaraRi, rogorc diamiris xeobaSi.gansakuTrebiT ki xeobis dasawyisSi _sofel diamroiSi. hazraT vali Sexvedridan brundeboda. uzomoT uyvars Safia. iSviaTad, magram, mainc axerxeben daTqmul adgilas Sexvedras. Sexvedra, SeiZleba, sicocxlis fasad daujdes orives. Safia mahmad omarzea daniSnuli. mSoblebma didi xnis win maT magier gadawyvites yvelaferi. aseT SeTanxmebebs pakistanSi mangeta hqvia. misi damrRvevi sikvdiliT isjeba.

Crdilo pakitanSi, TiTqmis yvelgan: hunzaSi, gilgitSi, baltistanSi, huSeSi adaT-wesebi Serbilda. qals, SeuZlia marto gavides gareT, ufro metic, gamoelaparakos ucxo mamakacs.

Cilasis mxares, diamiris xeobaSi, araferi Secvlila. qals aranairi uflebebi ara aqvs. mxolod axlo naTesavebis TanxlebiT SeuZlia gareT gasvla. ______________ * nanga-parbati _ mwvervali dasavleT himalaebSi (8125 m.)H * diamroi _ sofeli Crdilo pakistanSi, diamiris xeobaSi

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aq Suasaukunoebrivi ganukiTxaoba mZvinvarebs. ***

hazraT vali saxlSi Sevida. Cumad SeaRo kari. qurds ufro gavda, vidre maspinZels. saxlSic bneloda, mxolod patruqi bJutavda iatakze. _ cudad daamTavreb! diamroiSi jer aravis SerCenia sxvis qalTan siaruli. es dedamisis, quriSanis xma iyo. _ Safia Cemia! is sxvisi ar aris! Cven wavalT diamroidan, Zalian male wavalT. _ mainc mogZebnian. karim ula begi lahorSi ipovnes da mokles. badari feSevarSi, danarCenebma Cilasidan ver gaaswres. _ vnaxoT, Cven Cilass ar gavivliT, uReltexilebiT gadavalT biSamSi. _ icode, im gogos daRupav da Senc mogklaven. _ iqneb ase jobdes. _ me ar unda vicode, rodis da ra gziT midixarT. me tyuils ver vityvi. _ vici.

* * * gamTeniisas inamur haki estumra hazraT valis, bavSvobis megobari da Safias naTesavi. _ biZaCemma raRac igrZno. ar ujereben Safias, rom saWiroebis- Tvis iyo gareT gasuli. ~gaxurebuli xar” da ~daRlilio”. xo ici, Tu darwmunda, orives mogklaven, rogorc wesia jer Safias da mere Sen. mahmad omaris naTesavebic Cqaroben, isinic raRacas grZnoben. gTxov wadi! wadi da daiviwye yvelaferi. _ marto ver waval, mosaxdeni moxdes. zval Rame davtovebT aqaurobas! _ gfaravdes alahi da mamaSenis liver hanis suli. Cven erTmaneTi ar gvinaxavs . * * *

meore dRes verafriT Seatyobina Safias Tavisi gadawyvetileba. veravis endoboda aseT saqmeSi. icoda, Sinaganad aravin TanaugrZnobda. umZimes danaSaulze midioda da or ojaxs, Safias da mahmad omaris ojaxebs udides Seuracxmyofas ayenebda.

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wesiT, ganaCeni qalisaTvis, misive ojaxs unda gamoetana. xolo, hazraT vali mahmad omaris naTesavebs unda moeklaT. sadRac Sors, sulis siRrmeSi, Tavs damnaSaved grZnobda. kargad axsovda dedamisis monayoli: jangirhanma babuamisma, mamidamisi nasira da misi satrfo erTad mohkla simindebSi. nasira daniSnuli ar yofila, magram mangetas gareSe xvdeboda ucxo mamakacs. es warmoudgeneli Seuracmyofa iyo ojaxisaTvis. maSin nasira 17 wlis iyo. jangirhani Svilis mokvlis meore dRes amayad dadioda diamroiSi. man srulad aRasrula wesi. axla, mis ojaxs, sircxvilis Crdili aRar adgeboda.

gasaocaria ! es daundobeli xalxi xanjals an raime sxva civ iaraRs arasdros xmarobs. mkvlelobas cecxlsasroli iaraRiT sCadian. * * * rogorc iqna, karTofilis yanaSi daiWira Safias mamali da fexze niSani moaba. wesiT, RamiT Safia daniSnul adgilze mova da imwuTasve datoveben diamrois. mas yvelaferi mzad aqvs. ori dRis saWmeli, wyali, tansacmeli. _ ~ravalpinamde CavaRwevT, iq, rame samuSaos viSovi. arafers viTakileb, oRond erTad viyoT. ravalpindi didi qalaqia, iq veravin gvipovis.” SuaRames, brma rahmadas kldesTan Sexvdnen erTmaneTs. _ mivdivarT! sxva gza ar aris. amaRam Tu ar wavediT, yvelaferi damTavrdeba. Safia, Cven bednierebi viqnebiT!

Safia moexvia, aqviTinda. ase iyvnen erT xans. _droa!_Tqva hazraT valim._grZeli gzaa, swrafad unda viaroT. ucbad, soflis mxridan raRacam gaanaTa. Safia kldes mienarcxa da valim gaigona saSineli xma. wamiT gaSeSda. Safia gulaRma egdo. tyvias yelSi gaevlo. exlaRa mixvda hazraT vali, rac moxda. gaognebuli uyurebda xan Safias, xan patara mocimcime patruqs. _ rato avanTe?! rato avanTe? _ gaifiqra. soflis mxridan kidev orjer ganaTda. hazraT vali pirqve garboda xevSi. marjvena ceri pirSi edo da simwrisgan Rmuoda. idayvidan raRac civi wveTavda.

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* * * dauviwyaria aisi, gansakuTrebiT ki daisi ravalpindiSi, rogorc wesi, mze aRmosavleTidan amodis da dasavleTiT Cadis, magram msgavs silamazes sxvagan ver naxav. dilis xuT saaTze iRviZebs qalaqi. uamravi xalxi ireva mis quCebSi. lahoreli an kide ufro Savi karaCelebi, indoeli mahajirebi, qaSmirelebi, patanelebi, adgilobrivi fanjabebi, sparsulad molaparake hazarebi. yvelaze advilad ki, Crdilo pakistanelebs gamoarCev hunzis qudebiT, romelic yvela Tavmoyvare mujaxeds axuravs. es xalxi ravalpindiSi cotaa, amitomac advili SesamCnevi. da, Tu ginda SeumCneveli darCe, samudamod uari unda Tqva am qudze. Tumca, qudis garda, maT, TeTri pirisaxiT da amayi gamoxedviT gamoarCev. uTenia iReba yvela maRazia da yvela duqani. bazari ki, ufro adre, TiTqmis RamiT iRviZebs. aq, ori bazaria, sadarbazari da rajabazari. am ukanasknelSi, SeiZleba mTeli dRe iaro da ar mogwyindes. SeiZleba ivaWro da ivaWro gauTaveblad. bazarTan axlos viwro quCaa, sadac, mWedelTa rigebia. yvela mWedeli raRac gansakuTrebul nakeTobazea daostatebuli da mas yvelaze kargad akeTebs. zogi jaWvs, zogi nals, zogic pakistanur najaxs _ Catals. yovel saxelosnos Tavisi patroni hyavs, zogs ori saxelosno aqvs. mepatroneebi arasdros fizikurad ar Sromoben, Tumca, Tavis saqmis ubadlo ostatebi arian: svamen bevr Cais da gauTaveblad saubroben warmoudgenlad saintereso ambebze. samuSaos ki daqiravebuli xelosnebi asruleben. * * *

_ ras ityvi, sadauria es biWi? _ Crdiloels hgavs. Tumca qceviT ufro puStus waagavs. Zalian bevrs ki muSaobs ara? _ eqvsi welia CemTan muSaobs, manamde, erTi weli mamad huseinTan iyo Segirdad. Zalian patiosania, sicocxles vandob. _ Cvens quCaze yvelaze meti damkveTi magas hyavs. _ swored alahma gamomigzavna es biWi. _ ojaxi Tu hyavs? _ ara, ojaxze ver daelaparakebi. mamad huseini erT karg qaSmirel gogos Tavazobda, gagoneba ar unda. _ ra hqvia?

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_ halil-begi. _kargi saxelia,lahoris sulTans SeSurdeboda,sad cxovrobs? _ aqve, quCis bolos erTi oTaxi uWiravs. wiTeli mze swored quCis bolos Cadioda. rogorc yovelTvis, dasavleTiT.

* * * _ Safia! Safia! rato avanTe? rato avanTe?

halil-begs sul mTlad svels gaeRviZa. Wraqi aanTo. perangi gamoicvala. xelpiri daibana. dRes sami Catali da xuTi cxenis nali unda gamovWedo, gaifiqra da marjvena xels daxeda, romelsac naxevari ceri aklda.

mze quCis Tavidan amodioda. amodioda uzarmazari da oqrosferi. _ dRes orasi rupia iSove, ase Tu gaagrZele karg fuls daagroveb. _ vcdilob nana* muhamed _ aba gamoicani, dRes ra dRea? _ ar vici nana muhamed. _ ram dagabnia, gaixsene Svidi wlis win, pirvelad rom gamoCndi am quCaze, mSieri da CamoZenZili. saRamos,mamad huseinTan vikribebiT. saxelosnos daketav da iq moxval. dRes SegiZlia cota adre daketo. _ bevri samuSao maqvs, nana muhamed, uCemod aRniSneT, pirs ver gavitex. _ me rac giTxari, is gaakeTe, yvelafers moaswreb. _ kargi, nana muhamed. * * *

bazris mxridan ori mamakaci gamoCnda. erTi axalgazrda, meore Suaxnis. kiTxva-kiTxviT miagnes mWedelTa quCas da iqve quCis dasawyisSi erT duqanSi Sevidnen. _ ras miirTmevT? _ makai Capatis.* --------------------------------------------------- *nana __ Zia *makai_Capati _ Crdilo pakistanuri kerZi

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_ ho, etyoba Crdiloelebi xarT. _ ara, faSevaridan CamovediT. _ kargiT, exlave iqneba. meduqne magidas moSorda. mamakacebma erTmaneTs gadaxedes. _ rogor mixvda es ZaRlisSvili? _ ar vici. _ kargi moeSvi. _ inamur hakim didi samsaxuri gagviwia, sircxvils gadaarCina Cveni gvari.

_ jer vnaxoT. _ ra naxva unda, mahmad omarma TviTon naxa ! _mahmad omarma? gaikvirva axalgazrdam, mere Tavi rogor Seikava? _ wesi ar aris da imitom, daimaxsovre!

* * * mWedelTa quCaze Camobnelda. saxelosnoTa umravlesoba

daiketa, mxolod or adgilas enTo sinaTle. halil-begma winsafari moixsna, qudi moixada, gaxurebul saxeze wyali Seisxa, Sarvali Camoibertya da Tavis namuSevrebs gaxeda: ~ xval, diliT adre movlen wasaRebad, exla ki mamad huseinTan waval, sircxvilia, Cems gamo Seikribnen”. qura odnav-Ra bJutavda. sinaTle Caaqro. xis karebi gamoiketa da ori didi urduli daado karebs. ~neta vis ucdis es kaci?” _ gaifiqra halil_begma, da saxis win raRacam, gaanaTa ise, rogorc Svidi wlis winaT iq, diamroiSi. Tavi ukan gadauvarda. zurgSi saSineli wva igrZno. “rato avanTe?” Zlivs moaswro gafiqreba da gulaRma daeca. quCas, kedel-kedel ori landi Cauyva TiTqmis sirbiliT. hazraT vali gaunZrevlad iwva. mere, mis sxeuls raRac msubuqi da haerovani moswyda. cotaxans itriala mis Tavze da gaqrolda dasavleTisaken, sadac, rogorc wesi mze Cadis xolme.

p.s. im Rames diamroiSi ramodenime ZaRli gabmulad ymuoda

2005w. 7ivlisi, pakistani.

diamiris xeoba

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Tovlis babua kaco, me xo ar geubnebi fuli sTxove, meTqi, midi iqneb rame samsaxuri giSovos, iqneb Ramis darajad dagayenos sadme.

_ ara ra, jemal, erTi eg wlebi damrCa mosagoneblad. davdiodi, da sixaruls vCuqnidi. marTalia, weliwadSi erTxel, magram xo mainc vCuqnidi.imaT saxeebs ra damaviwyebs.mTeli Rame melodebodnen. zogi axalgaRviZebuli, zogi uZilo TvalebiT, saxegabrwyinebulebi. ara, iq ver mival, is samyaro xeluxlebeli minda darCes. _ va, ra jiuti rame xar, egeT vinmes vicnobde, qveyanas gadavabrunebdi. ise, xo exsomebi? _ ra vici, aTi weli davdiodi magaTTan. bolos miTxra: _ ~vici,namdvili ara xar, gadacmuli xaro, magram, mainc iareo.” _ modi ra, erTic damisxi. _ xo ar gagiJdi, am mSier kuWze amdeni arayi vis gaugia, Caval,nisiad cota Zexvs aviReb. Tazo karadas miStereboda, sadac sxva tansacmelTan erTad,Zveli, CrCilisagan SeWmuli, wiTeli, Tovlis babuis qurqi ekida. iqve, Ceqmebi da qudic eguleboda. oci welia eg qurqi aRar Caucvams, Zvelmoduriao, amboben. exla, sxvanairebs iyeneben, Tanac ~sneguroCkac” saWiro yofila. Tovlis babuasac aRar eZaxian, raRac sxva saxels xmaroben, ver gaixsena.

Tvalebi daxuWa. moagonda 1969 wlis axali weli. didi Tovli movida TbilisSi. zogi quCa Zalian moyinuli iyo. ramodenime quCaze dadioda veraze. rogorc wesi, diliT Camoivlida xolme ojaxebs. zogi, saCuqars winaswar aZlevda, zogan, tradiciulad, marto tkbileuli mihqonda. bavSvebisaTvis mTavari, mainc, Tovlis babuis gamoCena iyo, utyuari niSani misi arsebobisa. am ojaxSi ukve mesamed midis. patara reziko gaognebuli uyurebs: _ ~Tovlis babua! SeiZleba Tqven qurqs xeli movkido?” _ ra Tqma unda SeiZleba. _ Tovlis babua, ginda erTi leqsi giTxra? _ yuradRebiT gismen Cemo patara. _ ~ qarTl-kaxeTi, imereTi, guria da samegrelo yvela Cemi samSobloa, sayvareli saqarTvelo! “ _ yoCaR reziko! ai,Seni saCuqari. miviRe Seni werili da swored iseTi manqana mogitane, rogorzec ocnebobdi. xom ici, batareebzea, raimes Tu daejaxa, mibrundeba da sxva mimarTulebiT midis.

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_ zustad egeTi mindoda ~Tovlis babua” rogor miyvarxar ! _ Tovlis babua! _ sxva bavSvebTanac migaqvs saCuqrebi ? isinic xom gelodebian, xo yvela bavSvs miutan, imas razec ocneboben? _ aucileblad! reziko, mTavaria kargad moiqceT, saCuqrebi, ki, Cemze iqneba. _ ra kargia! ra kargia!

* * * _ kaco dageZina,Tu ra ari, amdeni xania vabraxuneb,zoiam gamiRo karebi. magari jigari qalia, barem colad moiyvane da binebsac gaaerTianebT. _ Sen me mgoni urev, ra dros Cemi colia? _ va, amas winaT ar uyure?oTxmoci wlis xalxma iqorwina,aha, daWeri. naxe, yvelic gamomatanes! _ mere vin gadaixdis amdens? _ eg Cemi saqmea. ha! moifiqre Tu ara? icode, nodaras vetyvi da sul ZaliT migiyvanT. _ kaco, rom mival, ra vuTxra, mSieri vkvdebi da cota fuli momecimeTqi?! _ vaa! aman ver gaigo, biWo, samsaxuri uTxari, magas raRac qarxnebi aqvs, imxela ofisi, sadme yaraulad dagayenos! _ ho, ra vici, erTi sigareti momeci. _ ra codna unda, midi, xo ar SegWams. _ ho, kargi, erTi damisxi. _ geubnebi, kargad gaiparse da midi! _ kargi mival.

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mziani zamTris dila iyo. Tumca, cota mainc cioda. Tazo quCas miuyveboda. Tan fexebi ukan rCeboda. gzaSi, ramdenjerme gaimeora, ras etyvis, ras gaixsenebs, mere, yvelaferi aeria.

kaco, msaxiobi xo ara var, saTqmeli TviTon gamaxsendeba. gaifiqra. _ Tqven visTan mibrZandebiT?

Tazo gamofxizlda. _ baton revazTan ! _ gelodebaT?

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_ ara, magram . . . Cven Zalian axloblebi varT. _ Tazo daibna. _ meoreze adiT, cisanas naxavT, mdivania. _ ki batono. Tazo kibeebs auyva. sveli fexsacmeli marmariloze ucuravda.SenobaSi Tbiloda. moajiris rikulebi raRac dagrexil asoebs mogagonebdaT. kibeebis Tavze uzarmazari, gaCaxCaxebuli, brolis WaRi ekida, kedlebze cnobili mxatvrebis tiloebi gamoefinaT. _ cisana Tqven brZandebiT? _ erTi wuTiT moiTmineT! _ cisana telefons miubrunda, Tan yavis dafqva gaagrZela da naZaladevi simorcxviT, warmoudgenlad mokle kaba qvemoT daqaCa. _ ho, viyavi, didi araferi,bileTebi rezikom miSova, _~batonma revazma”, gamoaswora da Tan Tazos gadaxeda.

_ kargi, cota xanSi dagirekav. _ Tqven vin gnebavT? _ me, batoni revazi mindoda. _ gelodebaT? _ ara, magram, Cven axloblebi varT. - gadaeciT_Tamaz kapanaZe aris-Tqo, belinskis quCaze ~Tovlis

babua”. _ ase vuTxra? _ diax, diax, swored ase.

cisana ormag karebs ukan gauCinarda. cota xanSi, raRac aSiSinda. Tazom eleqtromaduRara swrafad gamoTiSa da Tvali Seavlo magidaze mdgar kompiuters, sadac kartis gamosaxuleba mosCanda. “_va, exla karts kompiuteriT TamaSoben” gaifiqra, da Tavis adgils daubrunda. kari gaiRo da gamoCnda cisana _ gabutuli, gabrazebuli saxiT. _ Tqven darwmunebuli xarT, rom sworad moxvediT? _ ra Tqma unda, revaz korZaZe ara? _ diax, magram, batonma revazma ver gagixsenaT da ver migiRebT. _ rogor? uTxariT belinskze _ ~Tovlis babua”? _ ra Tqma unda, Zalian vwuxvar. Tazo daRmarTs Cauyva, quCa gadaWa da patara skverSi skamze Camojda. tanSi amtvrevda. iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos ramdenime kacma scema. quCas gaxeda. aq yvelaferi misTvis nacnobi iyo: aivnebi, fanjrebi, xeebi, yvavilebis jixuri. sul daaviwyda, rom

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dilidan araferi eWama, magram es ar awuxebda. stkioda sul sxva ram, romlis saxelic verafriT gaixsena. cotaxans ase ijda, mere paltos sayelo aiwia da laslasiT gauyva quCas.

2005weli 7agvisto q. skardu pakistani

TandaTan bolo TxuTmeti weli daTiko tyismcvelad muSaobda. tyismcvelic iyo da egeric. sofelSi iSviaTad Cadioda. tyis piras patara qoxi idga da iq cxovrobda. soflis saxli daketili hqonda. rac coli moukvda,tyeSi gadasaxlda. saxlSi gaCereba aRar SeeZlo. yvelaferi Tinas agonebda. bavSvebi arasdros yolia. weliwadSi or-samjer Tu Camovidoda sofelSi. isic, ramodenime dRiT da mere, isev Tavis qoxs ubrundeboda. martoobas mieCvia .xSirad Tavis Tavs elaparakeboda, xmamaRla msjelobda. patara meurneobac moiwyo. erTi Zroxa hyavda, ocamde qaTami, oTxi ska futkari da cxeni, romelic yvelaze Zalian uyvarda. fuls cotas uxdidnen, magram fqvilis da Saqris sayidlad hyofnida. Semodgomaze, tyeSi pantas da sxvadasxva kenkras agrovebda, mere mzeze aSrobda zamTrisaTvis. sokosac bevrs agrovebda, TiTqmis mTeli zamTari hyofnida. rusuli rkinis Rumeli edga. Tbeboda kidec da pursac zed acxobda. nadiroba ar uyvarda, Tumca Tofi hqonda da srolac kargi icoda. _ ~ kaco, am mamacxonebulebs ar SiaT, ar swyuriaT, ras xocaven am cxovelebs”_ TavisTvis burtyunebda. tyeSi mainc TofiT dadioda.ubralod,Cveva hqonda aseTi. xandaxan tyviebis waRebac ki aviwydeboda. nadiris alRo hqonda. gasrolis xmaze zustad xvdeboda, sad da ra mimarTulebiT isroles. tyidan ver gaaswrebdi. ucbaT waadgeboda xolme Tavze monadireebs. nanadirevs aravis atanda. iqve, tyeSi marxavda. am dros mkvlelis saxe hqonda, da winaaRmdegobas veravin veravin uwevda. ramdenjerme srolac mouxda. orjer daWres kidevac,xels bolomde ver xrida. bolos mixvdnen, rom daTiko sikvdilisaTvis mzad iyo. Tavi mianebes. aravis uRirda aseTi nadiroba. marto SeSaze amodiodnen da isic, mxolod gamxmari xeebi gamohqondaT tyidan.

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daTiko aravis uyvarda, magram, SiSi da pativiscema yvelas hqonda. tyeSi xSirad dadioda. boloxanebSi muxlebis tkiivvilma Seawuxa, raRac balaxebs agrovebda. axmobda da naxarSs uzmoze svamda.

avad TiTqmis ar xdeboda . mxolod, erTxel gacivda saSinlad. Zalian maRali sicxe hqonda. mTeli Rame nivrian arays svamda, eqimisaTvis ar dauZaxia. ori dRe iwva da rogorRac gamoSuSda. mesame dRes isev qoxSi abrunda, ramodenime dRe RumelTan ijda da sul Tinaze fiqrobda. ZilSic Tina esizmreboda. misma sikvdilma yvelaferi Secvala. TiTqmis gavelurda. aranairi survili aRar hqonda xalxTan urTierTobis. siyvaruli tyeze gadaitana. bunebasTan ufro met siaxloves grZnobda, vidre adamiianebTan. tyeSi sayvareli adgilebi hqonda, midioda da xeebs elaparakeboda. xSirad pasuxebic esmoda, da pirvel xanebSi, fiqrobda, albaT gavgiJdio, magram mere, yvelafers mieCvia. cxovelebi ar ufrTxodnen, gansakuTrebul siaxloves grZnobdnen.

erTxel, RumelTan, fiqrisas gaaxsenda, rom ukanasknelad qaTami, oTxi wlis win dakla. am mogonebisgan tanSi gaaJrJola. ver warmoedgina, rogor SesZlo amis gakeTeba. isic gaaxsenda, rom SarSan, ramdenime qaTami siberisgan moukvda. isinic, tyeSi damarxa.

Taroze erTi rveuli hqonda. SigadaSig, rveulSi raRac Canawerebs akeTebda. mokles da xSirad gaugebars. xandaxan or_sam sityvas Tu Cawerda, magaliTad: “zorbad viare”, “xevis wyaros kunelis gemo dahkravs”, “beber muxas cota uWirs”, “tyis qaTmebi aRar sCanan”,“wels panta adre damwifda”. Zvel Canawerebs arasdros kiTxulobda, arc icoda es yvelaferi raSi sWirdeboda.saRamovdeboda, im dRes tyeSi bevri iara. cdilobda erTi da imave gziT ar evlo, bilikebis gakvalvas erideboda. iSviaTad,iseT adgils waawydeboda, sadac, arasdros yofila. Uzomod uxaroda, raRac amaRlebuli grZnoba eufleboda, xeluxlebel da Seuryvnel bunebas rom xedavda.windebi da Ceqmebi RumelTan daawyo gasaSrobad. TviTonac iqve wamowva taxtze da CaeZina.

diliT, sicivem gaaRviZa, wamodga, SeSa SeukeTa da gamxmari sokos asxma daiwyo Zafze. SigadaSig, saxe uSeSdeboda. Tvalwin Tina edga momRimari da saTno saxiT. “ neta, cocxali iyos”cxovrebas azri eqneboda! _ gaifiqra, da sokos Tavi mianeba.

gareT gamovida, gviani Semodgomis susxiani dila idga. balaxs nami ar SeSroboda. uazrod gauyva tyis ganapira zols, mere siRrmeSi Sevida. midioda, maRal, gamxmar balaxebSi,xeebs gverds

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uvlida,zogierTs koJriani xeliT exeboda. saocrad siamovnebda. cota xans ase iara, mere, waqceul xeze Camojda, iqauroba moaTvaliera. es adgili misTvis nacnobi iyo. raRac saocar daRlilobas grZnobda, oRond fizikurs ara. mixvda, rom sicocxle ezareboda 2005w.26agvisto Tbilisi

sizmari gogia orive TvaliT brma iyo. gitaraze dakvra bavSobaSi iswavla. ufro swored, Tamaram aswavla _ mezobelma. maSin gogia 10 wlis iyo. sul ramodenime akordi iswavla da saSineli tragedia maSin datrialda. karbidiT savse boTlSi wyali Caasxes da Tavi mWidrod daaxures. njRrevis dros, ifeTqa da gogiam orive Tvali dakarga. ramodenime Tve cdilobdnen eqimebi mxedvelobis aRdgenas, magram uSedegod. skolaSi aRar dadioda, mxolod gitaraze ukravda da rogorc ambobdnen, kargadac gamosdioda. 15 wlis, ukve, seriozul nawarmoebebs asrulebda. melodias, ramdenjerme moismenda da uSecdomod, saocari sizustiT gadahqon- da yvelaferi _ gitaraze. gogia gitaris gareSe veravis warmoedgina. gamoiyvandnen patara italiur ezoSi saRamoobiT da warmodgenac iwyeboda. Tamaram sabolood aiRo xeli dakvraze da ambobda: _~ me iseTi moswavle gavzarde, Cemi dakruli ra saxsenebeliao”. gogias Tavisi nawarmoebebic hqonda. araCveulebrivad melo- diuri da sasiamovno mosasmeni. mezoblebs, TiTqmis yovel saRamos axalisebda.sqeli Tamazi, gogias nawarmoebebze giJdeboda _ midi gogi!_ “karuseli” daukari, gaficeb ise ar waxvide “palmebi” ar daukra. antoninas “CardaSi” yvelaze Zalian moswonda. koWl Tengizas“blatnoebs” araferi erCivna. saxlidan “taburetkas” gamoitanda da zed Semojdeboda. mTel tanze “nakolkebi” hqonda. gansakuTrebiT rvaqimiani varskvlavebiT amayobda, mxrebs rom umSvenebda. _ “amis gakeTebis ufleba marto “qurdebs” da “smotriaSebs” gvqonda. magram, ra viTarebaSi dakarga saxeli

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tulonis cixeSi, amis Sesaxeb Tengiza sdumda. msmenelebi, xSirad sxva ezodanac modiodnen gogias mosasmenad, magram SekveTebis ufleba mxolod adgilobrivebs hqondaT. dro gadioda, 24 wlis gogias ojaxSi aRaravin darCa cocxali da cxovrebac TandaTan gaWirda. tyavis kitelian fostalions yovelTve invalidobis pensia mohqonda, magram gogias mainc uWirda. mezoblebi SigadaSig exmarebodnen. maRaziaSic egzavnebodnen, magram yvelas Tavisi saqme hqonda da gogiasTvis maindamainc ar ecalaT. gadasasvleli Sors iyo da gogis iq misvla da ukan dabruneba Zalian uWirda. verafriT ver mieCvia joxiT siaruls. marSrutic, verafriT ver daizepira da xan ras daejaxeboda, da xan ras. xSirad gamvlelebi exmarebodnen quCaze gadasvlisas. gadasasvlelSi gogias Tavisi skami hqonda, dabali, fexmoxerxili skami. fexmorTxmiT dajdeboda xolme da miwisqveSa gasasvlelic ivseboda saocari hangebiT. gogia yvelas uyvarda. gadasasvlelSi, mis garda, ramodenime jixuri idga, sadac, suvenirebs, yvavilebs da sxvadasxva, erTmaneTTan aranairi kavSiris mqone nivTebs yiddnen. xSirad naxavdiT mis garSemo xalxs. gansakuTrebiT, axalgazrdebi Cerdebodnen xolme didi xniT. win patara, konservis carieli qila edo da iq, uyridnen gamvlelebi fuls. mere viRacam aswavla: “cota fuli ro dagrovdeba, muWaSi gadmoyare da jibeSi Seinaxeo”. saxe sul uRimoda. gamvlelebi verc ki amCnevdnen, rom ubralod aseTi gamometyveleba hqonda. erTxel, ucxoelebis jgufi gaCerda gogias win. Karga xans usmines. mere, fuli Cauyares qilaSi da uecrad,erTxmad taSi daukres. gogiam dakvra Sewyvita, cotaxans gaognebuli usmenda taSis xmas, mere cremlebi wamouvida, Cacvenili Tvalebi kidev ufro Caucvivda, saxeze cxvirsaxoci moisva da dakvra gaagrZela. saxe, isev iseTi momRimari hqonda,magram axla,sadRac sulis siRrmeSic viRac uRimoda. im Rames, gogias didi gaCaxCaxebuli darbazi esizmreboda.scenaze, marto ijda did savarZelSi. ZiriTadad, Tavis nawarmoebebs ukravda. yoveli pauzisas, darbazi _ taSisagan zanzarebda da scenaze yvavilebi cvioda. uTenia gaeRviZa. tanSi raRac simsubuqes grZnobda. xeliscecebiT mivida magidasTan, waisauzma. magram, ratomRac gareT gasvla aRar mounda. mezoblis biWma Semoixeda _“ Zia gogi! iqeT mivdivar da migacilebT gadasasvlelamde !”

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_ ara, daTuna, dRes saxlSi davrCebi._ upasuxa, da TviTon gaukvirda Tavis pasuxis. sawolze wamowva. gitara aiRo. raRac axali daukra da pirvelad, Tavis sicocxleSi waiRiRina. ase, gitara gulzedadebuls CaeZina. isev daesizmra gaCaxCaxebuli didi darbazi, mquxare taSi ar wydeboda. mere, TandaTan, sinaTle Caqra, rogorc did TeatrebSi xdeba xolme. mxolod misi gitaris xma ismoda. warmoudgenlad msubuqad ukravda. xma saocrad haerovnad JRerda, raRac araamqveyniurad. mere, TandaTan hangebi gaibna, darbazSi melodiis garCeva SeuZlebeli gaxda. ismoda raRac, warmoudgenlad haerovani, romlis gamocemac arcerT instruments ar SeeZlo .

TandaTan yvelaferi miCumda da gaqra. diliT Sesul mezoblebs, gogia sawolze dawolili dahxvdaT.

gulze gitara edo. saxe saocrad uRimoda. mZinares hgavda. marTlac eZina, oRond araamqveyniuri ZiliT.

Tbilisi, 2005 w.

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Temura gvian iyo,Temura saavadmyofodan brundeboda, daWrili Zmakaci naxa. ufro swored, derefanSi idga da sxvadasxva ambebs ismenda. drogamoSvebiT, reanimaciidan gamosul eqimebs ekiTxeboda _ rogor aris?, axali xom araferia?,rame Tu gWirdebaT, miTxariT!, manqaniT varT, uceb gavardebiT! mere, isev jguf-jgufad mdgomebs ubrundeboda. erTni: –erT versias uyvebodnen, meoreni _ meores. yvelafridan, raRac, saerTo suraTi ikveTeboda. lado, Turme sufraze, viRac gaRmelebs raRacas umtkicebda, mere SekamaTdnen msubuqad, erTmaneTs SeuRrines da TiTqmis amiT morCa yvelaferi. erT saaTSi ki, respublikuridan darekes, Tqveni axlobeli mZime mdgomareobaSi, saoperaciod SehyavT,Zlivs moaswro nomris karnaxio.

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deida Tamara iqve, kuTxeSi idga megobrebTan erTad. xmas ar iRebda. saxe gafiTreboda da Tvalebi umetyvelo hqonda. yvela TeTrxalaTianis danaxvaze krToda, TiTqos raRacis kiTxva undao, magram SiSisgan ver bedavda. Temura isev TeTrxalaTians miuaxlovda, _ ra xdeba ? _ bevri sisxli dakarga, meore uaryofiTi gvWirdeba. _ sad viSoviT? _ sisxlis gadasxmis sadgurSi, ringeris xsnaric dagvWirdeba gentamicinic, Mperitoniti ar daewyos! _ Sen eqimi xar? _ ara, mexuTe kursze vswavlob, dRes morige var. ormoc wuTSi yvelaferi moitanes.eqTanma Tqva “operaciam kargad Caiara. ori tyvia hqonda mucelSi moxvedrili, exla mTavaria peritoniti ar daewyos”_ o. Temura quCas fexiT miuyveboda. taqsis fuli hqonda, magram fexiT gavla erCivna. iaraRi zed hqonda. dro iyo egeTi. . . “egeni karlikasTan erTad iyvnen”_ gaaxsenda gios naTqvami. karlika varancovze trialebs. xval vnaxav. imaTac, ueWveli vnaxav. risTvis klavdnen, egeTi ra uTxra. verc SeamCnia, ise miuaxlovda saxlis sadarbazos.

_ rogor aris? SesvlisTanave hkiTxa dedam. _ exla arauSavs, mTavaria peritoniti ar daewyos.

* * * _ karlikas gaumarjos!

_ va, Temur! rava xar, _ karlika dabneuli Canda. _ daje manqanaSi, salaparako maqvs. _ sakaifo manqanaa, rodis aagde? _ Cemi ar aris. _ a a a. . . karlikam kari moixura. _ “magra cxela, haeri vabSe ar moZraobs” _ biWo, is klientebi vin iyvnen guSin? _ vinebi to ? _ lado ro daWres, Cemi Zmakaci. _ a a a, kai biWebi arian, prosto, buxoebi iyvnen, Seni Zmakacic aRar moeSva.

_ karoCe, magaTi naxva minda! _ ar ginda Zmao, cota dro gavides, mere ganaxeb da eg Seni

Zmakacic SevarigoT. _ jer unda gadarCes!

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_ va, egre cudad aris? _ ho, mTavaria peritoniti ar daewyos. _ va, RmerTi Tqvensken, Zmao, da karlikam pirjvari gadaiwera. _ karlik, me egeni dRes unda manaxo! _ eee, xo giTxari Zmao, cota dro gavides, ZaRlebic magra darbian, yvelafris azrze arian. _ biWo ra ver gaige! da Temuram manqana mkveTrad daamuxruWa,

wamSi gaaZro “ ТТ “ da mTeli ZaliT, gverdidan kbilebSi gascxo karlikas.

Karlikam daiRriala, imave wams, meorejer moxvda ufro Zlierad saxeSi. _ Cemgan ra ginda biWo, Zlivs amoixriala “karlikam”,cxviri gatexili hqonda, piri sisxliT hqonda savse. _ egre ijeqi! ar gainZre, Tor mTel aboimas dagiSveb. karlika gminavda da TiTqos pirSi raRacas eZebda, mere, sisxlTan erTad kbilebis namtvrevebi gadmoafurTxa _” Siga gaq biWo ras Svrebi” Zlivs amoiCifCifa, da exla TavSi moxvda iaraRis tari

_ sad arian eg axvrebi, droze,Tore gbridav iaraRi karlikas yurze edo. _ aqve, kievis quCis boloSi, baRTan. Temuram manqana daZra, Tan karlika kidev gaafrTxila : “ rame ar iCaliCo, Tore gbridav”_o, ezosTan gaaCera, _ es aris ? “ _ ho, aq arian. _ orive to? _ ho, axlobelTan arian. _ davai, daureke, da mobiluri xelSi miaCeCa. _ icode, rame ar Segatyon.

karlikam nomeri akrifa, Tan sul yurze mibjenil iaraRs uyurebda.

_ biWo, me var, karlika!, axloblis nomeria, Sen da kako CamodiT saqme maqvs, ra xma maqvs, prosto yeli mtkiva, qvemoT gelodebiT. ara, biWo aq yofna aRar SeiZleba, droze CamodiT.

Temuram telefoni gamoarTva, manqanidan gadavida da WiSkarTan dadga. karlika manqanaSi ijda, gadmosvlas ver bedavda. cota xanSi ezoSi maRali biWi gamoCnda, ukan zantad, meore mouyveboda, Tvali mohkra Tu ara karlikas,xeli auwia,Tan WiSkars miuaxlovda. Temuram xeli swrafad aRmarTa da samjer gaisrola. maRali mowyvetiT daeca. meorem mxolod Semobruneba moaswro da zurgSi oTxi tyvia moxvda, pirqve daemxo da gaSeSda. karlika Tavqve garboda.

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Temuram manqana daqoqa, zeda quCaze avida. marjvniv gauxvia da swrafad gauyva gzas. _ “ mTavaria gadarCes” _ gaifiqra,

_ mTavaria peritoniti ar daewyos !

dro iyo egeTi, Turme . . .

25agvisto Tbilisi 2005w.

Sors, kartaxenaSi

kamilo Caveri, maRali, beWganieri, mziT garujuli kaci iyo. bogotadan* 50 milis moSorebiT ferma “guapore”-Si cxovrobda. ferma saSualo zomis iyo. muSaobaSi colTan erTad, Svilebic exmarebodnen, pepe da migeli. erTi mosamsaxurec hyavdaT, warmoSobiT namibieli _ minele. Svriis mindvrebi hqonda. saqonelic karga blomad hyavda, ZiriTadad Zroxebi da Txebi, saZovrebic sakmarisi iyo. saSinlad mousvenari kaci iyo. yvelas uTenia aRviZebda, TviTon yvelaze mets muSaobda. TeTri cxeni hyavda. didi, yavisferi laqebiT. mTeli dRe gars uvlida teritorias. saRamomde, veravin daisvenebda wesierad. siesta*, es mravalsaukunovani tradicia, Tavis samflobeloSi mospo _ “ siesta, samareSi rom CaxvalT, iq moiwyveTo”_ambobda xolme. daSaSxuli xorci ZiriTadad, kartaxenaSi mihqonda gasayidad. ver itanda bogotas. kartaxenamde Casvlas erT kviraze mets andomebda, magram mainc, iqiT miuwevda guli. zRvispira qalaqi Zalian xiblavda, raRac nostalgias grZnobda. odesRac, weliwadnaxevari aq gaatara. saporto qalaqSi, yvelaferi xiblavda: porti, ucxoeli turistebi, tropikuli xili. kubidan, hondurasidan, panamidan _____________________ * bogota _ kolumbiis dedaqalaqi * siesta _ SuadRis dasveneba espanurenovan qveynebSi

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Semosuli gemebi. saRamo xans, portis gaswvriv, iaffasian restornebsa da kafeebSi Tavmoyrili sxvadasxva juris xalxi ireoda. zogi glintveins svavda, zogi grogs, mezRvaurebi ZiriTadad brends etanebodnen. gamotyvrebodnen da gemebze Zlivs adiodnen. Cxubi da gawev-gamoweva Cveulebrivi ambavi iyo. TviTon, portugaliuri Rvino moswonda yvelaze metad, gonebas uxsnida da raRac sasiamovnod aRagznebda. Cxubs da ayalmayals TviTon eZebda, raRac sportuli Jinic ki hqonda erTgvari. es saqme kargad gamosdioda. TviTonac yofila nacemi, magram iSviaTad. 44_magnumi sul Tan hqonda, didi dasakeci espanuri navaxac, magram TiTqmis arasdros xmarobda. mxolod erTxel, karakasel daTviviT bocmans gauyara neknebs Sua. Cxubis Semdeg, TviTonac ori Rrma Wriloba aRmoaCnda marcxena mklavze. didxans ar udardia. sastumro “marakaibo”- Si gaiqarwyla tkivili iamaikel roskipebTan.

grZnobda, aq misi samyaro iyo, magram erT kviraze met xans aras dros rCeboda. ojaxs, mainc, yvelaferze win ayenebda. Svriis gasyidad Svilebs uSvebda bogotaSi. ver itanda am uzarmazar qalaqs. biWebi dedas hgavdnen, wynarebi da gawonasworebulebi. garegnulad,ki mamasaviT tanadebi da janianebi iyvnen. brinjaosagan Camosxmulebs hgavdnen. saxlSi TiTqmis ar laparakobda. esTeri uyvarda, magram grZnobda, rom maT Soris didi gansxvaveba iyo. xandaxan, misi simSvide saocrad aRizianebda. aseT dros cxeniT, sakmao manZilze Sordeboda fermas da gamxmar nakerCxals esroda Tavis 44_magnums, sanam tyviebi ar gauTavdeboda. amiT imSvidebda Tavs.mere, dabrune- buli, cotas nanobda, tyviebi sakmaod Zviri Rirda. ramdenjerme rodeoSic miiRo monawileoba, magram didi veraferi Sedegi aCvena. da sabolood SeiZula es kovbouri warmodgena. warmatebul fermerad iTvleboda, magram Tavs kovboiad ar Tvlida. sofluri yvelaferi aRizianebda, musikac-ki sZulda. erTxel, kartaxenadan gramafoni Camoitana da mTeli dReebi qalaqur simRerebs usmenda. mouTmenlad eloda im dros, roca isev mouwevda kartaxenaSi Casvla. wasvlis wina dReebSi sul aforiaqebuli da xalisiani Canda. RamRamobiT kartaxena esizmreboda. zRvispira barebi, portugaliuri Rvino, mokiskise gitariani qalebi, mTvral mezRvaurebTan Cxubi. samxreTuli cekvebi da RamisTeva mis sayvarel “ marakaiboSi “. diliT ki, verandaze, civ ludTan erTad, saocrad uyvarda -vinme, Zvel mezRvaurTan saubari. ludze, aucileblad

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TviTon patiJebda. saubrobdnen kaliforniis yuris moqcevis Sesaxeb, la_pas _ is portis sirTuleebze. barbadosTan, CaZiruli gemis Taobaze. jorjTaunTan da paramaribosTan damangreveli cunamis Sedegebze. mere, fiqrebSi, isev Tavis fermas ubrundeboda: “esTers Cemi arasdros esmoda, biWebic dedis kvals daadgnen”, “mZuls Zroxebi”, “Cemi neba, rom iyos Svrias sul gadavwvavdi”. aseTi fiqrebiT miuyveboda sanapiros. mere, portSi mdgom satvirTo gems “guainias” miuaxlovda. iqve, mdgar mezRvaurebTan mivida da ufross mezRvaurs mimarTa: _ “ saiT giWiravT gezi megobaro “ ? _ verakrusisaken. _ rodis gadixarT? _ uTenia, zRvis moqcevisas. _ muSaxeli ar gWirdebaT?, gasamrjelos ar vTxoulob. mezRvaurma gakvirvebiT Sexeda _“etyoba bevri gadagikravs megobaro”. _ ara, geficebiT, fuli ar minda, Sromac SemiZlia! _ ra gqvia? _ kamilo Caveri. _ kargi, kapitnis TanaSemwes davelaparakebi. da mezRvauri gemis traps tortmaniT auyva. cota xanSi, kapitnis TanaSemwesTan erTad gamoCnda gembanze. xeliT aniSna kamiloze da Tan siciliT raRacas uxsnida. mere xeli dauqnies da gemze miipatijes. _ aba, ra ginda megobaro, erTi kargad amixseni. _ araferi, verakrusamde wamogyvebiT, vimuSaveb, gasamrjelo ar minda, mere iq gamoCndeba! TanaSemwe cotaxans yoymanobda, mere hkiTxa: “ policia xom ar geZebs ? “ _ ara, ara, Zlivs warmosTqva kamilo Caverim da pirjvari gadaiwera. _ jandabas, diliT, 5 saaTze aq iyavi, Sen ver dagicdiT. _ aucileblad moval! kamilos saxe ucinoda _aucileblad! im saRamos, sastumros verandaze werili dawera. Oficiants fostaSi gaatana. TviTon ki, ukanasknelad dawva dasaZineblad Tavis sayvarel _ “ marakaibo “-Si. ai, ra ewera werilSi : sayvarelo esTer

darwmunebuli var, rom Sen me gamigeb. biWebsac Seneburad auxsni. ase yofna aRar SemiZlia. verc Zroxebs vitandi verasdros

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da verc Txebsa da Svrias. eg, Cemi saqme ar aris . RmerTma icis oci weli vcdilobdi Seguebas da araferi gamomivida. rogorc Cans, me mainc moxetiale vyofilvar

uzomod miyvarxar! gTxov gamigo da mapatio

xval verakrusisken viRebT gezs,. Tu, yovelive amisgan rame gamomiva niSans mogcem. Tqvenc yvelaferi gayideT da CemTan CamodiT vici, es SenTvis Zneli iqneba,magram Tu kidev ramed giRirs CemTan yofna, ase unda moiqce. Tu, ver movewyve, maSin ar vici ra iqneba.

me fermaSi ver davbrundebi. marad Seni kamilo

P.S.

biWebi damikocne da sTxove mapation. Tu SeuZliaT

* * * uTenia, “guainia”-s sayvirma, kartaxenas, gemis gamgzavreba amcno.

* * * oTxi Tvis Semdeg, ferma “guapore”-Si, meqsikis qalaq

siudad_maderos prefeqturidan cnoba movida: “Tqveni qmari _ kamilo Caveri gardaicvala

quCis CxubSi miyenebuli mravalricxovani Wrilobebisgan. misi saflavi mdebareobs qalaqis gareubanSi santa_krusis sasaflaoze”

pativiscemiT emilio korominasi q. siudad-maderos prefeqti

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fragmenti gio mTeli Rame bodavda. didi, mrgvali wveTebiT hqonda saxe dafaruli. xandaxan, wveTebi erTmaneTs uerTdebodnen da swrafad,srialiT ecemodnen baliSze. verafers grZnobda, mxolod SigadaSig tani ukrToda. RamiT, viRacam, orjer gamoucvala wveTovanis boTli. wveTebi swrafad, erTmaneTis miyolebiT uCinardebodnen plastmasis milSi. oTaxSi mZime haeri idga.fanjrebi ar iReboda. mTel SenobaSic raRac, usiamovno suni trialebda. TviTon, araferi axsovda. saRamo xans daiWra. gvian RamiT gaukeTda operacia. saavadmyofomde, miyvanisas, gzaSi, kidev erTi biWi daiWra, magram msubuqad. qalaqi ibombeboda. ukuneTi sibnele idga, mxolod Wurvebis afeTqeba anaTebda quCebs. ganaTebuli Senobebis ConCxebi sazareli dasanaxi iyo. gios araferi esmoda. Tvalebi CaSaveboda. mZimed sunTqavda. iSviaTad sunTqva uCerdeboda, TiTqos CasunTqva aviwydeboda. mere swrafad, ramdenjerme CaisunTqavda da isev, agrZelebda Rrmad, monotonurad sunTqvas. im Rames kidev oTxi operacia gakeTda. ori uSedegod. ufro simbolurad.

Wurvebis gruxuni xan Sors, xan ki Zalian axlos ismoda. erTi,imdenad axlos daeca, rom haeris talRam ramodenime mina Caamsxvria. derefanSi Zlivs bJutavda sinaTle. ucnauri siCume idga. kedels miyudebulebi sigarets eweodnen. erTi iatakze ijda. sigarets nerviulad, saCvenebeli TiTiT, yovel wams ukakunebda, TiTqos aferflebso. Ceqmebze talaxi ukve SehxmobodaT.kondaxebzec.

TiTqmis ar laparakobdnen.

* * * _ tolika ar daminaxavs, sad aris?

_ kargad aris, iq darCa.

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maRalma, gauparsavma, avtomati kedels miayuda, “lifCiki”-c gaixada da mZimed daeSva iatakze. magra damkbines, _ Tqva. _ munia, ar moifxano

derefnis bolos, fexis xma gaisma, mere, sakacis Wriali. sibnelidan, samma sakace gamoagora. eqimi gverdze mohyveboda daRlili nabijebiT, xalaTze _ gaSavebuli, Semxmari sisxliT. mosaxvevSi gauCinardnen. braxuniT daiketa rkinis karebi.

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gamTeniisken, dabombva Sewyda. qalaqSi nisli idga da cota cioda. saocari sicariele igrZnoboda. saavadmyofos ezoSi manqana Semovida da iqve, kedelTan gaCerda. orni gadmovidnen, erTi koWlobda. saavadmyofoSi Sevidnen. biWebs, Camjdrebs da kedelze miyudebulebs, _ eZinaT.

orni miuaxlovdnen. jer, maRals gaeRviZa. _ ras Svreba? _ sZinavs, tkivili ara aqvs. _ unda waviyvanoT! _ riTi ! _ “kometa” _ erT saaTSi gava. _ iq ra xdeba? _ ara uSavT. _ vin wayveba? _ me aq vrCebi! _ mec! Tendeboda. dabombva iwyeboda.

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samdo

samdo sofelia, dasavleT nepalSi, tibetis sazRvarTan axlos. guri _ kandakis xeobis ukanaskneli sofeli. xeobis zeda welSi, ramdenime sofeli tibetelebiT aris dasaxlebuli. sakmaod grZeli xeobaa. eqvsi-Svidi dRe sWirdeba mis fexiT gavlas. transporti xeobaSi ar moZraobs. mosaxleoba, ZiriTadad, mesaqonleobas eweva, Tumca, kartofilic mohyavT. aq, yvelas uWirs, magram patara gansxvaveba mainc arsebobs. Cems maspinZels, covang iurmis, raRac, sastumros msgavsi saxli aqvs, sadac ojaxiT cxovrobs da aTamde stumris miRebac SeuZlia. misi coli _ kumri, sul samzareuloSi trialebs da stumrebisaTvis amzadebs bostneulis dalbats*.

covangs da kumris sami gogo hyavT, magram maTi ojaxis arse bobis aTvla, jer ar dawyebula. tibeturi tradiciis mixedviT, uvaJo ojaxi, ojaxi ar aris da iurmisac, kacad aravin sTvlis. meoTxejer var samdoSi, or_sam wliani intervalebiT. yovelTvis aq vCerdebi _ covang iurmis usaxelo sastumroSi. col-qmari,sul locvaSi atarebs Tavisufal dros. Zalian ganicdian uvaJobas.

“ xo xedav, soflis Tavyrilobaze, arc ki meZaxian, me ra kaci var “_ meubneba covangi. me vamxneveb, magram, raRac vatyob, rom cota mec gavtibeteldi da mTlad gulianad ver vanugeSeb. “ me, TiTqmis mTeli Rame vloculob, RmerTi ki mainc ar mwyalobs ” _ SemomCivis. “ locva kargia ,“ _ vamSvideb, magram marto locva am saqmes ar uSvelis. meTanxmeba. samdodan tibetSi gadasvlas erTi dRe Wirdeba, cxeniT. covangi xSirad dadis iqiT. miaqvs kartofili da Camoaqvs brinji an kidev sxva ram. “am Tvis bolos, me da Cemi coli gadavalT tibetSi da fexiT SemovuvliT wminda mTas _kailaSs. erTi Tve locvaSi gavatarebT,Zalian bevrs vilocebT! bavSvebs zimtangSi gavgzavniT, Cem colis debTan.

diliT vemSvidobebi col-qmars da vgrZnob rom ramdenime wliT. ------------------------------------ *dal - bati _ nepaluri kerZi

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mxolod oTxi wlis Semdeg momixda samdoSi dabruneba.

qalaq beSiSafaridan, meSvide dRes larkias uReltexilis gav- liT, daqanculebi CavediT sofelSi da isev, ra Tqma unda, Cems Zvel megobarTan gavCerdi. TormetsaaTiani gadasvlis Semdeg, cota dasveneba gadavwyvite. ar vici ramden xans meZina, roca raRac saSi -nelma xmaurma gamaRviZa, qudic viRacam wamglija. swrafad wamovje- qi,da amisgan, cota TvalebSi damibnelda. rom gamoverkvie, Cems win ori, zustad erTnairi garegnobis da erTnairad gamowyobili tibetur xalaTebSi, patara kacunebi idgnen. welze, tibeturi xanjlebi ertyaT, xelSi xis xmlebi eWiraT da miRimodnen. erT-erTs Cemi qudi CaebRuja patara TiTebiT. xeliT vaniSne, axlos mosuliyvnen. Tavebi uaryofis niSnad gaaqnies da gaagrZeles Cemi Tvaliereba. jibeebi movisinje da ramdenime kanfeti gavuwode. mainc, eWviT miyurebdnen. bolos, gabedes,tkbileuli gamomarTves da ezoSi gacvivdnen. cota xanSi, covang iurmi, tibetur RumelTan, iatakze fexmorTxuli, miambobda, Tu rogori bednieria, da rom axla, sofelSi welgamarTuli dadis. RmerTma, erTdroulad, ori vaJi aCuqa. saocari, siyvaruliT savse TvalebiT, adevnebda biWebis sirbils Tvals. kumari, momRimari, mrgvali, keTili saxiT, raRacas zelavda qvabSi. Rumelis siTbom momTenTa da isev CameZina. exla, roca sofels vtoveb, dilis 4 saaTia, jer isev bnela. vcdilob uxmaurod davtovo Cemi maspinZlebi, magram maTi oTaxidan ukve ismis covang iurmis butbuti _ “oum, mane padme hum”

dideba Sens saxels ufalo !

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yarayumebi aRsara TezebazarSi cxovrobda. babuamisis datovebul patara, aliziT Selesil, banian saxlSi. ezos dabali Robe hqonda Semovlebuli, isic aliziT hqonda Selesili. Teze bazarSi, TiTqmis yvela saxli erTnairi iyo. mxolod, ramodenime saxls hqonda meore sarTuli. xis aivnebiT, da aseve namjaSi areuli TixiT Selesili kedlebiT da baniT. karataus mTidan, sadac aRsara bavSvobaSi xSirad adioda, saocrad moCanda _ Tezebazari da beruni. aqauri bavSvebis Tvalsawieri, am ori sofliT Semoifargleboda. mTidan akvirde -bodnen soflebs, mis, brtyel saxuravian saxlebs, erTferovan oTxkuTxa nagebobebs. Sors ki, yviTel burusSi mosCanda yarayumebi. am saxelis gagonebazec ki, tanSi gascridaT xolme, da aTasnairi monaTxrobi warmoudgebodaT Tvalwin. yarayumis Ramis qarebi. uzarmazari, yviTeli, Takara mze. oqrosferi gavarvarebuli qviSa. dabali, uxeSi, ekliani mcenareebi. akjakais Rrmuli da karakurti _ oboba, romelic, mxolod sikvdilTan asociacias iwvevda. ToTxmeti wlis iyo, rodesac babuam pirvelad waiyvana xivaSi,aziuri arqiteqturis erT – erT saocrebaSi. aRsaram, pirvelad namdvili meCeTi da moWiquli, Wreli minareTebi. xalxiT savse didi moednebi, xmauriani viwro quCebi, sadac uamravi xalxi Zlivs uvlida gverds erTmaneTs. yvelaferze metad, ki, xivis bazarma gaaoca. ras ar naxavdi aq : tansacmlis, abreSumis, samkaulebis, cxenebis mosarTavebis, Tu sxvadasxva iaraRis rigebs. gansakuTrebiT ki, xilis rigebma gaaogna. pirvelad, aq gasinja nesvi, aziuri nesvi, romlis gemoc, SeuZlebelia daaviwydes adamians. RamiT, erT Cai-xanaSi darCnen. mdinaris axlos gamarTul ficarnagze moTavsdnen. aRsaram didxans ver daiZina. STabeWdileba imdenad Zlieri aRmoCnda, rom mxolod gamTeniisken CaeZina. diliT babuam yvelafris yidva moamTavra. kargad gamokra tomrebSi, Tanabrad gaanawila tvirTi da gadahkida muq lurj, morCil virs, da mxolod amis Semdeg gaaRviZa SviliSvili. _aRsar droa, gaiRviZe, dRes grZeli gza gvaqvs. aRsara wamoxta, cota rcxvenoda, babuam rom daaswro adgoma.xel-piri iqve, mdinareze daibana. meore, babuas saxedars unagiri daado da datvirTuli viris aRviri, babuas saxedaris unagirs gamoaba. babua ficarnagze fexrmorTxmuli ijda da

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TvalmoWutuli Cais wrupavda. drodadro, kmayofili saxiT SviliSvils gaxedavda da isev xuWavda danaoWebul quTuToebs. _“dRes, marili karg fasad viyide”, _ gaifiqra da gaaxsenda miviwyebuli, fragmentebad qceuli, gayviTlebul _ gaxunebuli, mogonebebis msgavsi raRac...

aqlemebi mwkrivSi zantad moZraoben. win, yovelTvis, gamyoli mihyvebodaT. ZiriTadad marils ezidebodnen Celekendidan, zRvis sanapirodan yarayumebis gavliT. yarayumis udabno orad iyofoda: zaunguzis da mTavar yarayumad, da amitomac, mravlobiTSi moixsenieben _ yarayumebi. qaravani ormocamde aqlems da ocamde gamyols iTvlida. gzas TiTqmis or Tves andomebdnen. yarayumebis gavlisas mxolod erTaderT dasaxlebul punqtSi _ darvazaSi Cerdebodnen. Txis tikebs wyliT avsebdnen da gzas ganagrZobdnen. sakvirveli sanaxavia yarayumebi, Tavisi gasaocari kontrastebiT. dRisiT warmoudgeneli sicxiT, RamiT ki qviSiani qarebiT. tansacmlis SerCevis saqme, didi xnis win gadaWres meqaravneebma. dRisiTac da RamiTac erTnairad, Tbilad icvavdnen. aziuri, dabambuli xalaTi, welze ramodenime fenad Semoxveuli, grZeli naWris qamriT. daTbiluli Sarvali, fexze _ Teqis, maRalyeliani paipakebi da aseve Teqis, TeTri moqarguli qudebi. Zilis dros saxes, naWris dolbandebiT ixveven. qarma da qviSam rom ar Seawuxos. dReSi, rva _ aT saaTs dadian da mxolod erTxel Cerdebian dasasveneblad. saRamos ki, uxeSi naWris karvebs dgamen da patar patara jgufebad aTeven Rames. meqaravneebs did pativs scemen yvelgan: ician _ ras niSnavs yarayumebis gadavla. Celekenamde aqlemebze isxdnen. ukana gzaze ki datvirTul aqlemebs win miuZRodnen da gansakuTrebul sirTules es warmoadgenda. gza damRlelic iyo da saSiSic. binadarnic Zalian saxifaTo icoda yarayumebSi. gansakuTrebiT oboba _ karakurti. TiTqos SekrTa, babuas gaeRviZa. yvelaferi mzad iyo gasamgzavreblad. aRsaras gaxeda “ es ra gzaa, Sen yarayumebi unda naxo. eqvsjer maqvs gadavlil _ gadmovlili. exla, marils sxva gziT ezidebian, aSgabadis da bairam alis gavliT, yarayumebs eridebian, albaT eSiniaT “ _ Caiqirqila moxucma _ “me ar meSinoda, erTxel, rva aqlemiT marto gadaviare da ukanac marto davbrundi xivaSi. aseTi ram, yarayumebs ar axsovs. meki SevZeli, alahis madlma, ar vtrabaxob”.

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_ mec gadavivli yarayumebs, arc me ar meSinia. ai naxav, gavizrdebi da marto gavivli! babuis virs aRsara win gauZRva aCqarebuli nabijiT. _ Senc Cemi jiSisa xar. neta mamaSeni mogswreboda _ gaifiqra moxucma da CaTvlemilma, virze Semomjdarma taatiT gaagrZela gza. * * * wlebi gavida. babua, didi xnis win damarxa aRsaram. xivaSic, bevrjer mouxda Casvla, magram pirveli STabeWdileba da babuis naambobi yarayumebze, mosvenebas ar aZlevda. bevrjer scada aeyoliebina Tezebazreli da beruneli biWebi yarayumebis gadavlaze, magram araferi gamouvida. uaxloes megobrebsac ki, alis da abdulas gagoneba ar undodaT yarayumebis. CaixanaSi yofnisas, babua xSirad agondeboda. TiTqos uRimoda da gamomwvevad, xiTxiTiT eubneboda “yarayumebs eridebian, albaT eSiniaT, me ki ar meSinoda “. aRsara, iqve, saxlTan axlos, mdinaris piras muSaobda. Tavisi patara saqme hqonda. alizis agurebs amzadebda da gamowviTac iqve wvavda. marto cxovrobda. ratomRac Tavi ver moaba colis Txovnas. colze bevrs ar fiqrobda, bavSvebi ki Zalian undoda rom hyoloda. ramazani axali dawyebuli iyo. ar muSaobda. CaixanaSi Seiara. ramdenime Wiqa Cai dalia. mere mobezrda laybobis mosmena da gareT gamovida. uazrod gauyva gzas, cota xanSi mixvda, _ karataus mTisken midioda. mTaze asvla ar gaWirvebia, magram adrindeli simkvircxle sadRac gamqraliyo. Tezebazars da beruns gaxeda. erTxans aTvaliera, magram mzera, mainc Sors, yviTel buruss iqiT,yarayumebisken gaeqca. yurSi, isev babuis xiTxiTi esmoda “yarayumebs eridebian, albaT eSiniaT “. babua marTali iyo. aRsaras eSinoda. * * *

im Rames, mTeli saxli gadaaqoTa. Zveli, babuasdroindeli, Txis gamxmari tikebi ipova. ori dRiT Sabian wyalSi Caalbo. tyavi molba da isev daubrunda drekadoba. karavic ipova da SeakeTa. ramazanis dasrulebis meore dRes, gamTeniisas, gaudga gzas erTmaneTze gadabmuli eqvsi aqlemiT. babuis monayoli nawil_nawil agondeboda _ “soflidan rom gavdiodiT, mzis amosvla xelmarjvniv, Casvla ki, zustad xelmarcxniv rCeboda. vinc es wesi ar daicva, is samudamod daikarga yarayumebSi “.

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tansacmeli iseTive ecva, rogoric babuas.pirvel xanebSi Zalian uWirda, magram ori dRis Semdeg SeeCvia. sicxes veRar grZnobda. RamiTac kargad eZina. “kurti” * Tan bevri migvqonda, energias gvaZlevda da wyurvilsac gviklavda. wyals, marto dasvenebisas da saRamos vsvamdiT”- babua aRar xiTxiTebda. is seriozuli saxiT iZleoda rCeva darigebebs xuTi dRis siarulis Semdeg, fexebi dausivda. paipakebs Zlivs icvamda. ver mieCvia qviSaSi siaruls. xSirad egona, rom erTi da igive adgilebs gadioda. Tvla aeria. zustad ver ixsenebda, merve dRe iyo, Tu mecxre. magram darvazas rom ascda, _ mixvda. diliT, ori aqlemi veRar adga. tvirTi ZlivZlivobiT gadaaTria danarCen aqlemebze da gza ganagrZo. yovel dRe, sul nakleb manZils gadioda. paipakebs RamiT veRar ixdida. Zilis dros xerxemali stkioda. muxlebic dasiebuli hqonda. dilaobiT, siarulis dawyeba saSinel wamebad eqca. laslasiT midioda. aqlemebic, sul ufro xSirad wvebodnen dasasveneblad. erTaderTi, rasac cdilobda daecva,es mimarTuleba iyo_mze yovelTvis xelmarcxniv Cadioda. Tvla aeria, aRar axsovda, meramdene dRe iyo gzaSi. kurti gauTavda. bolo dReebi arafris Wama aRar siamovnebda. mxolod wyals svavda diliTac, siarulis da dasvenebis drosac, saRamoTic. erT diliT, yurebSi SiSinis msgavsi xmauri igrZno. ZilSic esmoda es sazareli xma. dReSi ramdenjerme TvalT ubneldeboda. wamiT Cerdeboda da isev barbaciT agrZelebda gzas. erTxel waiqca kidec. karavs aRar dgamda. es mis Zalebs aRemateboda. bargze zevidan wveboda. ver ixsenebda, rodis gaixada xalaTi. ubralod, SeamCnia, rom uxalaTod da uqudod iyo.

agondeboda xiva, xivis bazari da aziuri nesvis dauviwyari gemo. babuas xedavda, magram is rCevebs aRar iZleoda. erT diliT aRmoaCina, rom aqlemebi RamiT gaparuliyvnen. mTeli dRe iara da yurebi saSinlad uwioda. piri gamSrali hqonda.mTeli tani uxurda. xelebze kani gamoSroboda. mze Cavida da TiTqmis bneloda, roca win sinaTles mohkra Tvali. iqamde ver miaRwia. iqve pirqve, qviSaze daemxo. ------------ * kurti _ TeTri, mariliani, gamSrali rZis burTulebi

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karga xnis gaTenebuli iyo, roca saSinelma tkivilma

gamoaRviZa. Tvali gaaxila. Sors, raRac moZrav siluetebs mohkra Tvali. xeli saSinlad ewvoda. zed daixeda. didi zomis karakuti ejda xelze. verafriT gaixsena babuis monayoli, riTi mkurnaloben karakutis nakbens.dabuJeba fexebidan daewyo. xelis TiTebsac TiTqmis ver grZnobda. quTuToebi daumZimda. CaTvlima. babuas xedavda. laparaki umZimda, magram rogorRac moaxerxa da wailuRluRa _ “ me yarayumebi gadaviare, me ar meSinoda!“

2005w. 11seqtemberi

Tbilisi

o d e s R a c

_ wyali damalevine! Zlivs warmoTqva bakurma da idayvebze wamoiwia. SviliSvilma wyaliT savse Tasi pirTan miutana. moxucma cota mosva da Ronemixdili isev sasTumals miesvena.

ZarRviani xeli nikapze moisva, saidanac yvrimalamde didi Rrma naiarevi miuyveboda. Sublzec, ori didi naWrilobebi Canda.

bakuri gril, naxevrad Cabnelebul oTaxSi iwva. iwva da eloda sikvdilis moaxloebas. mklavebSi sisustes grZnobda. mkerdic Cavardnoda da Zlivs SesamCnevad sunTqavda. kexiani cxviri, kidev ufro mokauWeboda. muqi lurji Tvalebi Rrmad Cacvenoda, magram swored Tvalebi gamoxatavdnen raRac warmoudgenel simtkices, rac mis gamoxedvaSi igrZnoboda. bakuri, xis sawolze iwva. oTxmocs karga xania gadaabija, magram zustad ramdenis iyo, ar axsovda. _ icode, iaraRs Sen gitoveb. xmlebi da xanjali kargad gapoxe qoniT. xirimic xSirad gawminde, ar daaJango. _ uTxra SviliSvils da gamomwvevad gaxeda. cota xniT Seisvena da isev gaagrZela : “ ojaxs

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ukacoba ar daatyo. vin icis, mamaSeni rodis dabrundeba laSqrobidan. qalebis Wkuaze nu ivli. yvelaferi Sen TviTon gadawyvite. mtersac da moyvaresac kacurad dahxvdi. saqonels gaufrTxildi da cxenebsac mouare, ar daasuqo. laparakma cota daRala, Tvalebi milula da fiqrebma gaitaca. cota xans ase iyo, mere, TiTqos raRac gaaxsendao, Tvalebi gaaxila da ganagrZo : “ xornaulebs Tu sadme Sexvdi, icode daaswari, Tore, ar dagindoben. Cvens Soris mtrobaa, ormocwliani mtroba. Tvalebi milula da cota xniT CaeZina. SviliSvili, iqve ijda da Tvals ar aSorebda bakurs. _“ neta xornaulebTan risTvis gvaqs mtroba “, TavisTvis gaifiqra da kedelze dakidebul iaraRs Tvali moavlo. “ cota saqonels rom daagroveb . . .“ SviliSvili gamofxizlda bakuri ganagrZobda: “ axali xmali gamoaWedine, eseni daZvelda, foladi cota daRlilia. saRamoobiT xmlebi orive xeliT atriale, mklavebi gaivarjiSe, Tore brZolaSi advilad dageRleba”. nerwyvi, ramdenjerme gadaylapa, piri uSreboda. SviliSvilma, isev daalevina wyali. _ sapiriswamle, sul welze gqondes, marjvena xelTan axlos. kves-abedic qisaSi gqondes, xSirad ucvale xirims. kaJi, zemo xevSi akrife, iqauri yvelas sjobs. fars Rvedebi da gare salteebi gamoucvale”. , bakuri daiRala da isev mieZina. * * * nisliani dila Tendeba. razmi, xev_xev, uxmaurod eSveboda. didi gzis Semovla dasWirdaT. SeumCnevlad miiwevdnen win. qveviTac, velze nisli Cawoliliyo. raimes garCeva SeuZlebeli iyo, magram zustad icodnen _ mtris laSqari am velze dabanakebuliyo. bakurs, jer kidev eZina, mxolod guSagebi fxizlobdnen, Tumca, ociode nabijis iqiT verafers xedavdnen. razms axalgazrda TavadiSvili xelmZRvanelobda. bakurs gverdidan ar iSorebda. velze daeSvnen da or rigad gamwkrivdnen. cxenebs, Zlivs ikavebdnen. brZaneba dabal xmaze gaisma. erTdroulad samasamde mxedarma, zeTiani maSxalebi aanTes. cxenebi miuSves da sisxlisgamyinavi yiJiniT win gaiWrnen. didi siswrafiT mihqrodnen maSxala SemarTulebi. guSagebma, mSvildebis mozidvac ver moaswres, ise CaCexes momxvdurebma. elviseburad aldeboda karvebi, naxevradSiSvelni gamorbodnen saxeSeSlili sparsni karvebidan. iaraRis SemarTvasac ki ver aswrebdnen, ise ecemodnen gangmirulebi.

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bakuri, cxenze gawolili, xmalSemarTuli mihqroda. ramdenime mxedari ukan mihyveboda. Zlivs uvlidnen gverds mtris cecxlmodebul karvebs. ociode nabiji rCeboda, yvelaze maRal karvamde, roca cxeni waeqca. sirbiliT gaagrZela gza da karvidan gamovardnil mxedarTmTavars SeeCexa pirispir. Setakeba xanmokle aRmoCnda. TavgaCexili sardali gulaRma daeca. bakurmac mZime Wriloba miiRo Tavis areSi. yvelafers wiTlad xedavda. uxilavma Zalam haerSi aitaca da sadRac gaaqrola. cxenze xurjiniviT gadakidebul bakurs, goliaTi RvTiso miaqrolebda. yvelaferi Tvalis daxamxamebaSi moxda. razmma grigaliviT gadauqrola mtris banaks da gadabugul karvebTan erTad, oriaTasamde daxocili datova velze. bakurma Zvirfasi saCuqrebi da mefis madloba daimsaxura. mas Semdeg aTamde brZolaSi miiRo monawileoba da yvelgan isaxela Tavi. bolo brZolisa, samocdaaTi wlis iqneboda. swored, am brZolaSi miayenes Rrma Wriloba saxeze. ufro mZime, ki mkerdis areSi. * * * SviliSvili, isev iaraRs aTvalierebda kedelze. xandaxan bakurs gaxedavda. bakuri mSvidad sunTqavda. saxec mSvidi hqonda.

“ neta, xornaulebTan risTvis gvaqvs mtroba” _ gaifiqra SviliSvilma da swored am dros, bakurma isev gaaxila Tvalebi _ papav! bakurma Tavi odnav Semoabruna. _ papav! xornaulebTan risTvis gvaqvs mtroba? moxuci dafiqrda. etyoboda Tavs Zalas atanda. mere, odnav SesamCnevad gaiRima. Tvalebi milula da ase, odnav gaRimebuli gardaicvala. 14 seqtemberi 2005w. Tbilisi

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m a r g o _dila mSvidobisa qalbatono anet! _dila mSvidobisa margo! _ dRes raRac adre CamoxvediT. _ Ramis matarebels gamovyevi da amitomac, uTenia ukve sadgurze viyavi. cota gaseirnebac ki momixda, sanam movidodi. ho marTla, xom ar sZinavs? _ ar vici, exlave vnaxav. margom ramdenime safexuri Caiara, ezoSi Cavida, skamze Camojda da fiqrma waiRo. gaaxsenda ori dRis winandeli ambavi. aseTi klienti arasdros Sexvedria. saSualoze maRali, simpatiuri, muqi lurji TvalebiT. jer restoranSi dapatiJa. didxans isaubres sxvadasxva ambebze. mere mouyva Tavisi Tavgadasavali. cota uintereso, magram raRaciT mimzidveli.zeviT asvlas ar Cqarobda, Titqos mxolod sasaubrod iyo mosuli. rogorc iqna oTaxSi asvla SesTavaza. margos es yvelaferi odnav aRizianebda. _“ amas ra enaRvleba, me ki iqneb, kidev erT klients gamovkra xeli”, fiqrobda TavisTvis.

is ki, ar Cqarobda. kibeebze cota xniT SeCerda, raRacis axsnas cdilobda. mere, TiTqos miuxvdao, RimiliT hkiTxa _ “ra gqvia?” _ margo. _ margo, Sen nu dardob da nu geCqareba, kargad gadagixdi. sxvebisgan gansxvavebiT ucnauri iyo _ alersiani. wynarad saubrobda bevrs, TiTqmis gauCereblad. fuli, marTlac bevri gadauxada. gamTeniisas wavida. _ deda! deda! margo SekrTa. Semobrunda da swored am dros kiserze patara, oqrosferTmiani biWi moexvia.

_ dediko ra kargia rom Camoxvedi! rogor momenatre! _me, ici guSin damesizmre da cota vitire.

margom Zlivs moiTqva suli da kidev ufro magrad Caikra gulSi patara. _dediko, ra moxdeba mec SenTan erTad rom wamovide? sul menatrebi. ici, me guSin did biWebTan viCxube! _ cotac kidev da aucileblad wagiyvan. male wagiyvan da sul erTad viqnebiT. exla ki, modi qalaqSi gavisernoT da sadme visauzmoT, ginda? _ minda! ra Tqma unda Tu qalbatoni aneti gamomiSvebs. margos gaecina._aucileblad gamogiSvebs, me xom Seni deda var.

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cota xans qalaqSi iseirnes. quCebi Semodgomis foTlebiT iyo mofenili. sxvadasxva feris ulamazesi foTlebiT. patara kafeSi Sevidnen. isauzmes da isev seirnoba gaagrZeles.

_ dediko! me rom gavizrdebi, lamaz saxls giyidi da sul erTad viqnebiT.

margom xelSi aiyvana patara, gulSi Caikra da SeumCnevlad cremlebi moiwminda. seirnoba parkSi gaagrZeles. odnav agrilda. xelovnur tbaSi TeTri, qaTqaTa gedebi dacuravdnen. _ deda ici, CvenTan bavSvebs, zogs dedebi akiTxaven, zogs marto mamebi. zogTan saerTod aravin ar modis. Cemi mama sad aris? _ ikiTxa pataram da Tvalebi gauswora margos. _ Seni mama Sors aris, aseTi samsaxuri aqvs. magram aucileblad Camova! male Camova. _ me rom ar vicnob? _ icnob! ubralod ar gaxsovs. ai naxav, Camova da gagaxsendeba. im saRamos margo Ramis matarebliT dabrunda. matarebelSi cudad eZina. qalaqSi gamTeniisas Cavida. TiTqmis mTeli dRe eZina. saRamos ki, Tavis Cveul adgils daubrunda _ zRvis sanapiroze, sastumro “ mwvane kunZulis”_is win. quCaze bevri xalxi ireoda. qalebic karg ganwyobaze Candnen. gamomwvevad daabijebdnen. zogic kedels miyudeboda. bevr maTgans margo ar uyvarda. ubralod SurdaT,Zalian lamazi iyo. xandaxan klientebs sxva sastumroSi mihyavdaT. umetes wilad ki _ “mwvane kunZul”_Si Sediodnen. * * * margo qalaqis gareubanSi cxovrobda erT patara binaSi lilisTan erTad. Tavidan muSaoba samrecxaoSi daiwyo, magram Zalian cotas uxdidnen. binis qirasa da saWmelze Zlivs hyofnida. amitomac bavSvs TveobiT ver naxulobda. xelebi, mudam dawiTlebuli hqonda recxvisagan. welSi odnav moxrili dadioda da grZnobda, rom TandaTan berdeboda. arada, Zalian lamazi iyo. maRali, wablisferi TmebiT, odnav iribi muqi Taflisferi TvalebiT da raRac idumali, mwveli gamoxedviT. samrecxaoSi _ bevrTan megobrobda. gansakuTrebiT lilisTan. lilim pirvelma miatova recxva da erTi Tvis Tavze, margoc Tan waiyvana “mwvane kunZuli”_s win.

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pirvel xanebSi margos Zalian uWirda. verafriT SeeCvia axal profesias. TiTqmis yovel RamiT esizmreboda lamazi saxli, sadac Tavis SvilTan erTad cxovrobda. TviTon bevrs qargavda. saqmes ki, mosamsaxureebi asrulebdnen. kidev erTi ram uyvarda margos Zalian. es iyo kiTxva. kiTxulobda nebismier wigns. gansakuTrebiT _romanebs. amiT cdilobda Tavis cxovrebis gaxalisebas. xandaxan, saxlSic ki rCeboda marto da mTeli dRe kiTxulobda. saRamoobiT, ki lilis jijRinis mosmena uxdeboda. _ “Sen marto Sen Tavze fiqrob!, ramden xans ginda ase quCaSi ixetialo! Sen bevri unda imuSao, imisaTvis, rom am koSmars bolo moeRos! “. margo iRimoda da ocnebebSi wasuli, verc ki xvdeboda, ra undoda lilis. aseTi dReebi iSviaTad hqonda. male, isev sastumrosTan gasvla uxdeboda. wvimian dReebSi, sastumros patroni foieSi Sesvlas da Camojdomis uflebas aZlevda gogoebs. sasacilo Sesaxedavebi iyvnen, sigaretiT da WiqebiT xelSi daabijebdnen foies marjvena fligelSi. zogi savarZelSi ise ijda, TiTqos vinme, did mxatvars poziorobda. ganwyoba, TiTqmis yvelas kargi hqonda,magram raRac

xelovnuri, naZaladevi siamaye dahkravdaT. erTi Sveba yvela gogos hqonda, mZime Ramis Semdeg, meore diliT gvianobamde nebivrobdnen sawolSi. saRamoobiT ki, daxatul-gamopranWulebi,gamomwvevi mokle kabebiT da grZeli mundStukebiT amayad daseirnobdnen sastumros win. yvelas Tavisi adgili hqonda da amitom maTi seirnobis areali sakmaod SezRuduli iyo, iqamde sanam vinme klients ar gamoiWerdnen. amis Semdeg xel_fexi exsnebodaT da sanapiros nebismier sastumroSi SeeZloT Tamamad Sesuliyvnen.

yvelaze metad romelime turistuli gemis Camodgoma axarebdaT. gemis danaxvisTanave grZnobdnen mis klass da mosalodneli klientebis SesaZleblobebs. gansakuTrebiT ar uyvardaT saTevzao tankerebis Camodgoma. sanapiro mTvrali, uxeSi, magram fuliT jibesavse mezRvaurebiT ivseboda. sul ramdenime wuTSi sanapiroze verc erT gogos ver naxavdiT. kargad ki uxdidnen, magram zedmetad uxeSebi iyvnen. pirvel rigSi saukeTeso gogoebi qrebodnen, Semdeg saSualoebi. mokled, gareT usaqmod aravin rCeboda. yvelas Tavisi muStari hyavda.aseTdros turistebi qalaqis centrisken inacvlebdnen. mTvrali mezRvaurebi aravis siamovnebda. arc tankeris kapitnebi da maRali Cinis oficrebi rCebodnen sanapiroze. isinic qalaqis centrisken miiltvodnen.

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Cxubi da ayalmayali aravis ukvirda. sastumros mepatroneebi Zalze frTxilobdnen, gansakuTrebiT iaffasiani sastumroebis. mokled, sagiJeTi erT kviramde grZeldeboda da tankeris wasvlasTan erTad turfebis cxovreba Cveul ritms ubrundeboda. SedarebiT dunes da Camqrals, magram savse safuleebiT. margo fuls sakmaod cnobil bankSi inaxavda Tavis da patara lukas saxelze. mxolod lilim icoda saWiro SemTxvevaSi sad epova luka da rogor mieRo fuli. margom im saRamos uambo lilis ucnauri klientis Sesaxeb. _ Seni aq aryofnis dros, mgoni, swored aseTma mamakacma gikiTxa. arc erTi gogo ar isurva da daibara, rom sam dReSi dabrundeba. uTxra lilim. _ vici, waiburtyna margom. _ saidan ici? vin giTxra? _ aravin. ubralod guli migrZnobda. lilim Caicina. _ exla satrfobanas TamaSi ar daiwyo!, gaxsovdes, bavSvi droze unda wamoiyvano da am qalaqsac moSorde. * * * _ me Tqven ori dRea geZebT! margo Semobrunda. mis win ucnauri klienti idga. swored is, waruSleli STabeWdileba rom moaxdina masze. _ me, aq ar viyavi. _vici. xom ar gviseirnod? saRamos kafe “fregat”_Si gepatiJebiT. cocxal musikas ukraven. giyvarT jazi? _ Zalian. ubralod iSviaTad vismen. _ kargi jgufia. Semdeg SegviZlia saseirno katerze avideT. araCveulebriv koqteilebs amzadeben. _ me samuSao maqvs, ar vici. . . ucnobs gaeRima. _ me mgoni me kargi gadamxdeli var!? _ ki, magram ratom akeTebT amas? _dro gamyavs. yovel SemTxvevaSi adre ase vfiqrobdi. exla, Cven Sexvedrebs met mniSvnelobas vaniWeb. _ Tqven ra gqviaT? Cumad ikiTxa margom. _ enrike de silva. _ sad gamigia es saxeli? _ amas mniSvneloba ar aaqvs. enrike de silva, saidan mecnoba? _ gaifiqra margom.

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saxlSi gamTeniisas dabrunda. lilis ukve eZina. frTxilad mixura karebi. Tavis sawolze wamowva da tanze gauxdelad miiZina. margo SuadRisas xmaurma gamoaRviZa. lili sauzmes amzadebda. gaizmora. sawolze wamojda. saxe uRimoda da TvalebSi sixarulis naperwkali uTamaSebda.

_ ra xdeba? raRac karg gunebaze gageRviZa. _ ikiTxa lilim da magidaze da magidaze didi tafiT omleti dadga. _ modi, visauzmoT!

_ Tu vivaxSmod? gaecina margos. lilim gakvirvebulma Sexeda. _ didi xania aseT xasiaTze ar yofilxar. is Seni nacnobi xom ar gamoCnda? margom Tavi dauqnia. _ exla ar miTxra, rom is namdvili princia da xeli gTxova. margos gaecina. _ ar vici, princia, Tu vin aris, magram cota ucnauri adamiania. _ mainc, riTia ucnauri? _ Zalian keTilia, Tbili. da ratomRac Tavisi warsulis moyolis survili uCndeba CemTan. ho, marTla damaviwyda kidev,_ Zalian simpaTiuria, mdidari da Zalze mamakacuri, msgavsi klienti me jer ar Semxvedria. lili skamze Camojda, nikapi xelebSi Cargo da idayvebiT magidas daeyrdno. _ me mgoni, Sen Seyvarebuli xar! _ gauRima margos. margom araferi upasuxa. fanjaras gascqeroda. sadRac Sors qarxnis milebidan amomavali TeTri orTqli caSi miiklakneboda. kargaxans Cumad iyvnen. _ lili! ici, Cven ramodenime dRiT qalaqidan mivdivarT. _ saxeli mainc Tu ici? siciliT hkiTxa lilim. _ enrike de silva. _ raa? piri daaRo lilim. Sen ici . . . rogor! Sen mas icnob? _ lili, gTxov miTxra, raSia saqme! sadac SevediT yvelgan cnoben, Zalian moqiqebiT eqcevian, me verafers vxvdebi. _ Tavs isuleleb, Tu marTla araferi gsmenia masze? _ geficebi, es saxeli arafers meubneba. _ enrike de silva!, is xom umdidresi adamiania. gTxov miambe yvelaferi. da lili mosasmenad mokalaTda skamze. margom dawvrilebiT uambo yvelaferi. bolos daamata: _ dRes saRamos manqaniT sxva qalaqSi mivdivarT. albaT, ramodenime dRiT. miTxra, rom raRac siurprizi aqvs CemTvis. lilim cremlebi moiwminda Tvalebidan.

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_ yvelaferi kargia, magram mainc frTxilad iyavi. margos aRaraferi esmoda. fanjaras miSterboda, magram verafers xedavda. Tvalwin mxolod enrike de silva edga. * * * roca moemzadebi, miTxari da sadme vivaxSmod. sTqva enrikem da margos gadaxeda, romelic manqanis fanjridan gahyurebda ganaTebul saxlebs, filmis kadrebiviT swrafad rom uCinardebodnen. gvian RamiT, gzispiras mdebare sastumroSi gaCerdnen. msubuqad qaivaxSmes da dasaZineblad moemzadnen. _ enrike! gTxov miTxari, ratom akeTeb yovelive amas da saiT mivemgzavrebiT? _ ubralod minda Cemi saxli da mamuli gaCveno. SenTan Tavs kargad vgrZnob. ici, deda rom gardamecvala, me oci wlis viyavi. dedaCemi uzomod miyvarda, yvelaze Zalian. imasac margo erqva. droa daviZinoT, Sen albaT Zalian daiRale. diliT, sakmaod gvian gaeRviZaT. iqve, sastumroSi isauzmes da isev gzas gaudgnen. _ aqedan sami saaTis savalia, Tqva enrikem. _ Cems mamuls ori momvleli hyavs: mebaRe da qalbatoni lola, romelic rac Tavi maxsovs CvenTan muSaobs. bavSvobaSi yvelaze met dros lolasTan vatarebdi, amitom dedasaviT miyvars. WiSkari Ria dahxvdaT. manqana saxlis win gaaCeres da maTken swrafad momavali lola dainaxes. _ enrike! SesZaxa xanSiSesulma qalma da enrike gulSi Caikra. _ gaicani, es margoa, Cemi megobari. UuTxra enrikem da margoze mianiSna.

lolam dakvirvebiT SeaTvaliera margo da mxolod amis Semdeg gauwoda xeli. _ Cven or-sam dRes davrCebiT. ganagrZo enrikem, _ minda margos yvelaferi vaCveno da cxeniTac gavaseirno. lolam gauRima _ keTili iyos Tqveni mobrZaneba qalbato margo. _ gmadlobT. margo cota dabneuli Canda. is saRamo saxlSi gaatares. lolam mSvenieri vaxSami moamzada. ivaxSmes da buxarTan gadainacvles. enrikem Zveli albomebi gadmoalaga da didxans aTvalierebdnen ferSecvlil, Zvel saojaxo fotoebs. daZinebisas, margos sruli warmodgena hqonda am uZvelesi gvaris warmomadgenlebisa da enrikes uaxloesi winaprebis Sesaxeb.

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* * * _ dRes iqneb cxeniT gaviseirnoT. Cems tyes gaCveneb. aqve, oci wuTis savalze araCveulebrivi tba aris. SegviZlia ixvebze vinadiroT. giyvars nadiroba? _ hkiTxa enrikem. _ ara, mZuls yovelgvari Zaladoba. _ kargi, rogorc genebos. ubralod cxeniT gaviseirnoT. exla ki, qveviT CavideT, lolam didi xania sauzme mogvimzada. _ Sen Cadi, me Cavicmev da exlave Camoval. enrike swrafad daeSva kibeebze. margo wamojda da erTxans Cafiqrebuli ijda sawolze. wuxandel sizmars ixsenebda. mxolod ramdenime fragmenti moagonda da gaeRima. gaaxsenda, rogor iyo gamowyobili Zvel saqorwilo kabaSi, mis gverdze ki enrike idga _ enrike de silva. tyeSi saocari surneli idga. iseTi, gvian Semodgomaze rom icis xolme. miwa foTlebs daefara. yvela xes raRac gansxvavebuli Seferiloba hqonda. iqauroba naxats hgavda. enrikes cxeni nela, CorTiT mihyavda. margo win, gverdulad Semoesva. _ xom ar daiRale? _ hkiTxa. _ ara, msgavsi silamaze arasdros minaxavs. luka albaT Zalian ixalisebda. Tqva margom da enaze ikbina. _ luka? vin aris luka? gaocda enrike. margo daibna. TiTqos daimorcxvao. magram male moeria Tavs da enrikes upasuxa: _ luka Cemi Svilia. albaT amis Sesaxeb adre unda meTqva, magram raRac sityvam ar moitana. . . enrikem cxeni SeaCera. gaocebuli Canda. _ rogor? Sen Svili gyavs da amis Sesaxeb me araferi miTxari?, sad aris? ramdeni wlisaa? vin uvlis? _ bavSvTa saxlSi. kargad uvlian. me . . . me sanam fuls ar davagroveb, ver momyavs. da margos tirili waskda. _ kargi, gTxov nu stiri. Sin davbrundeT da yvelaferi kargaT momiyevi. cota xanSi, isev buxarTan isxdnen da margo dawvrilebiT hyveboda Tavis ganvlil cxovrebas. _ luka, ukve xuTi wlis aris. erTi suli maqvs, rodis wamoviyvan, magram eg Cemze ar aris damokidebuli. exla Sen yvelaferi ici Cems Sesaxeb. enrike Cumad ijda, Cafiqrebuli. mere waiCurCula _ sabralo biWi. rodemde unda icados. mas araferi dauSavebia. kidev raRacis Tqma undoda, magram veRar SesZlo, yelSi raRac burTiviT gaeCxira. Tvalebi sveli hqonda.

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* * * qalaqSi meore dResve dabrundnen. enrikem saxlamde miacila margo. _ sami dRiT qalaqidan mivdivar. aucilebeli saqme maqvs. gTxov, sanapiroze aRar gaxvide. arc “mwvane kunZul”_Si mixvide. gTxov! Zalian gTxov! me male davbrundebi. manamde ki, gaerTe, wadi TeatrSi, kinoSi. mokled, sadac ginda. oRond iq aRar dabrunde. mpirdebi? margom Tavi dauqnia. _ es gamomarTvi, _ Tqva enrikem da CanTaSi raRac Caudo.

_ me male davbrundebi da erTad wavideT lukasTan. margo Caexuta, akoca da atirebuli gadavida manqanidan. lili axalgaRviZebuli daxvda. gakvirvebulma Sexeda. _ ra gatirebs? gawyenina im mxecma? _ ara, ras ambob! is yvelaze keTili adamiania, visac me odesme vicnobdi da margom yvelaferi mouyva Tavis mogzaurobis Sesaxeb. lili aRar brazobda, iRimoda da rogorc lamaz zRapars ise ismenda naambobs. _ dRes saxlSi davrCebi. xval ki qalaqSi gaviseirnoT. me gepatiJebi. ginda TeatrSi wasvla? mere sadme kafeSi davsxdeT. _ minda. uTxra lilim. es yvelaferi bavSvobis droindel zRapars magonebs _ mSvenier ufliswulze. saRamos lili Cveulebrisamebr gamoipranWa da margos daemSvidoba. _ dilamde, Cemo kargo! * * * “mwvane kunZulTan”, rogorc yovelTvis bevri xalxi ireoda. gogoebic, rogorc wesi karg gunebaze iyvnen. turistuli gemi “galicia” Camomdgariyo. _ lili! lili swrafad Semobrunda. mis win Zveli nacnobi _ pepe segara idga. erTmaneTi gadakocnes. _ kargad gamoiyurebi, ar berdebi! pepe karg xasiaTze Canda. _ Senze miTxres, didi xniT Casveso. Tqva lilim. _ rogorc xedav, arc ise didi xniT. margo sad aris? _ margo dRes ar iqneba. da arc xval. mokled is aq albaT aRar mova. _ exla sad aris? _ amas ra mniSvneloba aqvs, xom geubnebi aq aRar mova!

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_ xom ar gaTxovda? da pepem gadaixarxara. mere Sebrunda manqanaSi Cajda da iqaurobas gaecala. ociod wuTSi margos karze daukakunes. “neta vin aris” _ gaifiqra margom da kari gaaRo. mis win pepe idga da uRimoda. _ saRamo mSvidobisa princesa. uTxra da sanam margo gons movida gadakocna. _ me megona . . . daiwyo margom, _ vici, rac gegona, magram rogorc xedav exla aq var da Sen gesaubrebi. Zalian momenatre, Tqva pepem da margos waetana. _ moica pepe! me yvelaferi davamTavre, Sen es unda gaigo! pepem gakvirvebulma Sexeda. _ davijero mdidari princi gamoCnda? _ gamoCnda. _ vin aris? sainteresoa! _ amas mniSvneloba ar aaqvs.

pepe iqve Camojda. skamis zurgs mieyuda da ganagrZo, _verasdros vifiqrebdi, davijero bednieri xar?

_Zalian. yvelaferi minda daviviwyo. iqneb, mec meRirsos adamianuri cxovreba. _xom ici, me mxolod gamixardeba. Sen yovelTvis gansxvavebuli iyavi yvelasgan. SenTan Tavs sul sxvagvarad vgrZnobdi. sxvebi namdvili roskipebi arian. gTxov, gaviseirnoT, sadme davsxdeT, yava davlioT da mere, me arasdros Segawuxeb. margom TvalebSi Sexeda. pepes Tvalebi kaTilad ucinoda. qalaqis centrSi, patara kafes win gaCerdnen. darbazSi Sevidnen da magidas Semousxdnen. _ ori yava. uTxra pepem oficiants. mere margos moubrunda

_ dalev rames? _ ara, mxolod yavas. _ me ki viski momitaneT! ormagi! _ daamata pepem. kafeSi simSvide sufevda. gareTac mSvidi da Tbili saRamo idga. pepem sigareti gaabola. cota xans CumaT ijda. mere margos hkiTxa: _ ras apireb, aq darCebi, Tu sadme gadaxval sacxovreblad. margom ar icoda ras apirebda, magram gadaWriT uTxra: “_ara, aq veRar davrCebi. aqauroba mZuls. ase mgonia, rasac vexebi, yvelaferi WuWyiania. ar gewyinos. es Sen da lilis ar gexebaT! isev siCume Camovarda. _ margo, Tu gagiWirda, Sen ici sad unda meZebo. arafris mogeridos. me isev is pepe segara var, rac viyavi. me Cem cxovrebas veRar Sevcvli.

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margom gauRima. _ madlobT, Sen kargi biWi xar. exla ki gTxov saxlSi mimiyvane. marto minda davrCe. manqanaSi Casxdnen. nela daiZrnen. gzaSi xmas ar iRebdnen, mxolod pepe gamudmebiT iyureboda sarkeSi. margos saxlTan gaCerdnen. _ bednierebas gisurveb, Tqva pepem da swored am dros, maT gverdze borblebis RrWialiT gaCerda manqana. pepem xeli ubisken waiRo. margom mxolod saSinel sinaTles mohkra Tvali da TiTqos raRac xmauric gaigona. ucxo manqana wamiT SeCerda da isev borblebis saSineli xrWiliT gaecala iqaurobas. oriveni gaunZrevlad isxdnen. miaxlovebuli gamvlelebi SekivlebiT Sordebodnen minebCamsxvreul manqanas. dilis gazeTis pirvel gverdze ki, aseTi saTauris mqone werili moaTavses.

“ cnobili kriminali pepe segara sakuTar manqanaSi Cacxriles”. * * * erTi Tvis Semdeg silvebis sagvareulo saxlTan manqana gaCerda. lola isev swrafi nabijiT miuaxlovda manqanas. enrike manqanidan gadmovida. lolas Caexuta da Cumi xmiT uTxra. _ icnobde, es Cemi Svilia _ luka de silva. lukas, manqanis savarZelSi mSvidad eZina.

2005 w. 9 noemberi. Tbilisi.

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quCaSi bevri xalxi ireoda. Tendeboda.

sololakidan cxenosanTa nakadi ar wydeboda. erevnis moedanze xalxi jguf_jgufad idga da dabal xmaze saubrobda.

galavinskze konka ar moZraobda. gazafxulis surnels veravin grZnobda. quCaSi bevri xalxi ireoda.

soborosTanac xalxi idga.

Canda, rom raRac gansakuTrebuli, gaucnobierebuli ram

xdeboda.

axali epoqa iwyeboda. mTavrobis saxlSi sxvadasxva juris, magram erTnairad Cacmuli adamianebi trialebdnen.

_ ra xdeba ? ikiTxa axalgazrdam.

_ mTavroba sad aris ? ikiTxa Sua xnis kacma.

pasuxs aravin iZleoda. baTumidan ki, xalxiT gadatvirTuli gemi napirs moswyda da gezi stambulisaken aiRo.

axali “epoqa” iwyeboda. 27 seqtemberi. 2005w. Tbilisi

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maglianoTa damRa katanZaro patara, lamazi qalaqia samxreT italiaSi. cnobili Tavisi meTuneebiT. yvela ojaxs Tavisi tradicia aqvs, rac Tixis moyvanilobasa da SeferilobaSi gamoixateba. maglianoebis gvari uZveles gvarad iTvleba katanZaroSi da maTi WurWelic advilad gamoirCeva danarCenebisagan. amboben, am ojaxs samaswliani istoria aqvs da safuZveli TviT jenaro maglianom Cauyarao.misi nakeTobebi qalaqis muzeums amSvenebs da maglianoebic, saocrad amayoben amiT.

saxelosno saxlTan axlos aqvT da TiTqmis mTel dRes iq atareben. babuam maglianoebis damRa da misi dasmis ufleba pietros dautova, miuxedavad imisa, rom am saqmiT misi ramdenime SviliSvili iyo dakavebuli. rogorc wesi, yvela ostati Segirdad Tavis ojaxis wevrebs an uaxloes naTesavebs iyvans. pietos Segirdad Tavisi Svili antonio da ori ZmisSvili: franCesko da jovani hyavs. biWebi TiTqmis tolebi arian.

saxelosnoSi ramdenime dazga udgas. erTze, TviTon muSaobs. danarCenebze _ biWebi. ufro swored, biWebi swavloben. cota uWirT, Tixa ar emorCilebaT. franCeskos odnav ukeTesad gamosdis, ufro yuradRebiania. * * * gviani saRamo iyo, rodesac pieto saxlSi dabrunda. colma vaxSami moumzada da magidas miusxdnen. daRlili Canda.vaxSams zantad,sveneb - svenebiT Seeqceoda. _ daviRale. am bolo xanebSi Zalian viRlebi. meuRlem araferi upasuxa. wiTeli Rvino Causxa patara WiqaSi. pietrom mosva. _ocdaxuTi welia biWebs vakvirdebi. xSirad, maT nakeTobebze Cemi xeliT damisvams maglianoebis damRa. pietom isev mosva Rvino da TeTr grZel wverze Camoisva xeli. _ gadawyvetileba didi xania miviRe, damRas franCeskos vutoveb, is Seudarebelia. _ rogor! gaikvirva colma _ da antonio ?

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_ Sen ra gesmis, _ Caibutbuta moxucma ise, rom misTvis arc Seuxedavs. meore dRes qalaqSi xma gavarda, rom maglianoebis damRa franCesko maglianos gadaeca. * * * antonio mTeli dRe adgils ver poulobda. mamam scada dalaparakeboda, magram antoniom ar isurva. TiTqmis, mTeli boTli grapa dalia. mainc fxizlad iyo. gauCereblad bolTas scemda oTaxSi. mere wamowva, daZineba scada, arc es gamouvida. verafriT damSvidda. ase,siarulSi SemoaTenda. mere, TiTqos raRac gaaxsenda, qurTuki Caicva, quCaSi gamovida da swrafi nabijiT gaemarTa saxelosnosaken. saxelosnoSi naxevrad bneloda. cota xniT skamze Camojda. Tvali moavlo Tavis namuSevrebs. wamodga. yovel nakeTobasTan Cerdeboda, guldasmiT aTvalierebda, zogierTs xeliTac ki Seexo. cremlebi RapaRupiT Camosdioda. swrafad Sebrunda da karisken gaemarTa. Sua gzaze SeCerda, cotaxans Tavdaxrili idga. mere, skams xeli wamoavlo da gametebiT Cascxo yvelaze did Tixis WurWels, romelic iqve idga. aman, TiTqos Zala Semata. gametebiT iqnevda skams da cota xanSi oTaxi mtvriTa da Tixis namsxvrevebiT aivso. skami iatakze daagdo da TiTqmis sirbiliT gavarda quCaSi. quCaSi aravin iyo. antonio Sin dabrunda. karadis ujridan raRac qaRaldebi, sabuTebi da cotaodeni fuli amoiRo. gareT gavida da rkinigzis sadgurisaken gaemarTa. bileTebi rejo di kalambria _ neapolis matarebelze aiRo da matareblis Camodgomas daeloda. * * * neapolSi antonio sastumro “ volturno”- Si gaCerda. ramdenime dRe qalaqSi ixetiala. Tavi sizmarSi egona. verasgziT warmoedgina momavali cxovreba. erTxans, Tavis mokvlaze fiqrobda, magram es azri male moiSora. gamudmebiT grapas svamda da bevrs fiqrobda dabinduli tviniT. dilaobiT, saSinlad umZimda adgoma. laslasiT Cadioda sastumros pirvel sarTulze da maSinve grapiT ixsnida saSinel Tavis tkivils. erT dRes aRmoaCina, rom male sastumros gadasaxdeli fulic aRar eqneboda, magram ori Wiqa grapa mainc dalia, cota Seimsubuqa Tavis tkivili da portisaken gaswia.

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mTeli dRe samuSaos ZebnaSi gaatara. verafers miagno da isev sastumroSi dabrunda. ramdenime dRis siarulis Semdeg, portSi mtvirTaoba SesTavazes. sawrafod daTanxmda. ubralod, sxva gza ar hqonda. gasmrjelos Zalze cotas uxdidnen, amitom sastumroze uari Tqva da iqve, portis maxloblad, erTi oTaxi iqirava. patara nestiani oTaxi. pirvel xanebSi saSinlad iRleboda. xandaxan, vaxSmis gareSe, tanze gauxdeladac ki CasZinebia. diliT, uTenia ki, yvelaferi Tavidan iwyeboda. gansakuTrebiT ki, is dReebi sZulda, roca TevziT savse tomrebs ezideboda. suni Zalian aRizianebda. TandaTan tansacmelic da oTaxic Tevzis suniT gaiJRinTa. amasac SeeCvia. sizmarSi xSirad xedavda katanZaros, Tavis saxelosnos da sxvadasxva ferad moxatul WurWels. WurWels, romelsac maglianoebis damRa esva. Sin dabruneba arasdros ufiqria. es azri samudamod amoigdo Tavidan.

erTi wlis Tavze, isev portSi muSaobda. urTierToba, TiTqmis aravisTan hqonda. saRamoobiT, iaffasian restornebSi Sedioda. erTi or Wiqa grapas gadahkravda da Tavis nestian oTaxs ubrundeboda dasaZineblad. erTxel, diliT gadawyvita portSi ar wasuliyo. iqve, maxloblad, patara restoranSi Sevida da erTi Wiqa grapac aiRo. gverdiT magidaze kargad Cacmul mamakacs mohkra Tvali, magram yuradReba ar miuqcevia. SekveTa swrafad moutanes. antoniom isauzma, grapac miayola. jibidan sigareti amoiRo da is iyo momtanisaTvis asanTi unda eTxovna, rom gverdze magididan ucxo mamakacma anTebuli sanTebela gauwoda. antoniom sigarets moukida, madloba gadauxada da raRacaze Cafiqrda. _ aqauri ar Canxar. uTxra mamakacma. _ diax, katanZarodan var, aq mtvirTavad vmuSaob _ katanZarodan?_gaikvirva ucnobma. mSvenieri qalaqia. aq, rogor moxvdiT? _didi istoriaa megobaro. upasuxa antoniom da wasasvlelad moemzada. _ rogorc gatyob didad kmayofili ar unda Cande antoniom gakvirvebiT Sexeda, raRac Caiburtyuna da gasasvlelisaken gaemarTa. _ me Cezaro de stefani mqvia, miaZaxa ucnobma. Cemi naxva aq SegiZlia. iqneb rameSi dagexmaro. antoniom mxolod Tavi dauqnia da quCaSi gavida. im Rames isev saxelosno daesizmra. Tavisi dazga da maglianoebis damRiani Tixis

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WurWeli. meore dRes antonios uTenia gaeRviZa. xel-piri daibana, waisauzma da portisaken gaswia. _ guSin sad iyavi? misvlisTanave hkiTxa brigadirma da pasuxs ar daeloda, gaagrZela,_ dRes, TevzsaWer tankers vcliT, gvian saRamomde mogiwevs muSaoba. antonio Cafiqrda. warmoidgina sveli TevziT savse, myrali tomrebi. dakoJrili xelebi jibeebSi Caiwyo. brigadirs zurgi aqcia da saxlisaken gauyva gzas. Tan, sul ucnobze fiqrobda _”Cezaro de stefani. . . neta riT SeuZlia, rom damexmaros?, kargad Cacmuli iyo, daxvewili manerebiT. ara, portSi veRar davbrundebi, TavisTvis gadawyvita antoniom. Sin ar Seuvlia,pirdapir restornisaken gauxvia. restornis darbazi TiTqmis carieli iyo. ucbad moavlo Tvali iqaurobas. ucnobi, iq ar ijda. _ Cezaro de stefanis sad vnaxav? hkiTxa mimtans. _ verandaze zis, rogorc yovelTvis, upasuxes da antoniom exla da SeamCnia veranda, sadac, zurgSeqceviT viRac mamakaci ijda. moridebiT miuaxlovda, miesalma da hkiTxa “ SeiZleba Camovjde ?” _ucnobma gauRima, skami gamoswia, aniSna damjdariyo da Tan Zvirfasi sigareti gauwoda. antoniom sigareti gamoarTva, erTi Reri amoiRo da kolofi ukan daubruna. _ daitove, gamogadgeba, gauRima mamakacma. _ gmadlobT, wailuRluRa antoniom da Camojda.. _ riT SemiZlia dagexmaro, hkiTxa ucnobma. _ erTi welia aq vcxovrob. portSi vmuSaobdi mtvirTavad, magram, iq dabruneba aRar SemiZlia. ver SeveCvie, mirCevnia SimSiliT movkvde, oRond, iq aRar davbrunde. antonio cota xniT gaCumda, Rrma nafazi daartya da gaagrZela: _ iqneb, rame samsaxuris Sovna SegiZliaT. me yvelaferze Tanaxma var. _ portSi dabrundebi? gamomwvevad hkiTxa ucnobma antoniom gaocebulma Sexeda. _ ese igi, yvelaferze Tanaxma ar xar da ucnobma Caicina. _ me giTxariT, portSi ver davbrundebi . . . _ vixumre, Seawyvetina ucnobma siciliT, _ rames movifiqreb, sad cxovrobT? _ aqve, erTi kvartalis moSorebiT, xeliT aniSna antoniom.

_ kargi, ori dRis Semdeg isev aq SevxvdeT, uTxra ucnobma mamakacma, _ manamde ki, es gamomarTvi! da fuli gauwoda _ ara, me fuls ar gTxovT, me . . . _ gamomarTvi, ar gCuqni, mere damibruneb! da TiTqmis

ZaliT Cautena jibeSi. _ gmadlobT, Zlivs wailuRluRa antoniom.

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_ or dReSi,Tqva ucnobma da wamodga,”or dReSi aq SevxvdebiT” karga xans antonio gaognebuli ijda. mere, mimtans grapa SeukveTa. erTi Wiqa dalia da restorani datova. saswrafod monaxa saxlis patroni. angariSi gaaswora. Tavisi oTaxidan erTi patara xelCanTiT wamoiRo bargi. tansacmlis maRaziaSi gaiara. gamyidvelebi gaognebulebi akvirdebodnen, rogori mondomebiT arCevda tansacmels. yvelaferi kargad SeafuTvina. taqsi gaaCera da satumro “volturno”_sTan gadmovida manqanidan. erTi wlis ganmavlobaSi, bevri araferi Secvliliyo, mxolod axali yvavilebiT gaelamazebinaT foie. saukeTeso nomeri aiRo ukanasknel sarTulze, ori oTaxiT, abazaniT da didi aivniT, saidanac mTeli qalaqi moCanda. aivanze mdgar savarZelSi Caesvena, mere marcxniv Seabruna ise, rom porti zurgs ukan darCenoda. misi danaxvac ki, usiamovno mogonebebs aRZuravda. _ “ an, amden xans rogor gavZeli” _ gaifiqra da sigareti gaabola. karga xans ase ijda. mere, wamodga, tansacmeli gaixada, yvelaferi erTad gamokra da kars miRma derefanSi dado. abazanaSi Sevida. didxans iwva qafian wyalSi, kinaRam CaeZina. mere, tanTgaimSrala, did oTaxSi dabrunda, sawolze wamowva da CaeZina.

isev katanZaro esizmreboda. ulamazesi, moxatuli Tixis WurWeli da maglianoebis damRa, romelic franCeskos eWira xelSi. saRamos, sastumros restoranSi ivaxSma. axali tansacmeli cota examuSeboda, arabunebrivad grZnobda Tavs. isev, Tavis oTaxSi abrunda. aivanze, savarZelSi Caesvena, fexebi dabal magidaze Semoawyo da sigareti gaabola. * * * ori dRis Semdeg, SuadRisas, daniSnul adgilze mivida. Cezaro de stefani restornis verandaze ijda da Zvirfass sigarets eweoda. antonio miuaxlovda da miesalma. Cezarom Tavi daukra da mxolod amis Semdeg icno. RimiliT SeaTvaliera. _ kargi gemovneba gqonia, Zlivs gicani. _ gmadlobT. Tqva antoniom da skamze Camojda. _Sens Sesaxeb ramdenime adamians vesaubre, magram jerjerobiT, Sesaferisi araferi Cans. aq Camosvlamde, katanZaroSi ras saqmianobdi? _ meTune viyavi. magram, am saqmes arasdros davubrundebi. _ meTune? gaikvirva Cezarom. _ verasdros warmovidgendi. _ amas mniSvneloba ara aqvs. me yvelafrisTvis mzad var. nebismier samuSaos Sevasruleb.

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_ nebismiers? da Cezarom CaiRima. _ kargi, ramodenime dRe, ufro sworad, erTi kvira kidev damWirdeba. _ erTi kvira? Tvalebi gaufarTovda antonios. _ Sen nu dardob, cotas kidev wageSvelebi, sanam rame gamoCndeba. amiT, droebiT Tavs gaitan, mere ki, nel-nela damibruneb da Cezarom magidaze mrgvalad daxveuli, Sekruli fuli daagdo. amaze nu ifiqreb. _ exla sad cxovrob? _ “valturno” Si, Zlivs warmoTqva antoniom. _ Zalian kargi, arsad ar gadaxvide, erT kviraSi me TviTon mognaxav. Cezaro wamodga, mxarze xeli dakra da swrafad datova iqauroba.

antoniom fuls daxeda.“amden fuls sam TveSic ver aviRebdi portSi, neta, ra samsaxuris Sovnas apirebs”_ gaifiqra TavisTvis da fuli ubis jibeSi Seinaxa. * * * sastumros vestibiulSi msubuqi musikis xma ismoda. antonio savarZelSi ijda. gazeTs aTvalierebda, sigaras abolebda da wiTel Rvinos ayolebda, rodesac uknidan nacnobi xma moesma. _ saRamo mSvidobisa.

antonio swrafad mitrialda da ratomRac fexze wamodga. mis win Cezaro idga momRimari saxiT.. _ ijeqi! uTxra da TviTonac iqve savarZelSi CaeSva. _ axali ambebi maqvs. exla, yvelaferi Senzea damokidebuli. jobia, zeviT avideT da iq visaubroT. antoniom Tavi dauqnia.

ramdenime wuTSi, oriveni Ria aivanze isxdnen savarZlebSi. Cezaro ar Cqarobda. sigareti amoiRo. gaabola. saxe aRar uRimoda. mkacri gamometyveleba hqonda.

_me vesaubre Cems megobrebs. Zalze seriozul saqmes gTavazoben kargadac gadagixdian, Cems valsac gaistumreb da Senc blomad fuli dagrCeba. mTavaria, saqme kargad Seasrulo. SekveTebic sakmarisi geqneba.

_me,me Cems xelobas ver davubrundebi._waiCurCula antoniom. Cezaros raRac borotad gaeRima. _ Sen ggonia Tixis zelaSi vinme did fuls gadagixdis? _ aq sul sxva saqmezea saubari. _ me mzad var. ra unda gavakeTo? _ kargad momismine. Cezaro win gadmoixara. es saxumaro saqme ar aris. icode, Tu ver Seasruleb, orives Tavebs wagvaclian. _ ki, magram, antonio daibna. _ me arc ki vici ras iTxoven Cemgan da ukve memuqrebiT?

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_ Sen SegiZlia uari Tqva, magram am SemTxvevaSi, dauyovneb- liv mogiwevs Cemi valis dabruneba. _ iqneb mainc miTxraT, ras mTavazoben. Cezarom jibidan mozrdili foto amoiRo da antonios win daudo. _ es vin aris? ikiTxa antoniom Cumi xmiT. _amas mniSvneloba ara aqvs, ukan saxeli, gvari da misamarTi aweria. iaraRs xval mogitanen. me mgoni, Sen yvelafers xvdebi. es saqme erT kviraSi unda daasrulo. _ Cven amaze ar SevTanxmebulvarT. antonios piri gauSra, fraza Zlivs daamTavra. _ Sen, me ramdenjerme miTxari, rom yvelafrisTvis xar mzad. magram exla amas mniSvneloba ara aqvs. uaris SemTxvevaSi, CemTvis mogiwevs dResve valis dabruneba. _ me dro mWirdeba. fuls dagibruneb. _ nu mawyvetineb! kidev erTs getyvi, Sen saqmis Sesaxeb yvelaferi ici. fotoc naxe. icode, aseT mowmes cocxals aravin datovebs. sxvas Tu mimarTes, ubralod mouwevT ori SekveTis micema. antonio gaognebuli ijda. TavSi yvelaferi aeria. Tvalwin kinos kadrebiviT miqrodnen: katanZaro, saxelosno, maglianoebis damRa, mama, neapoli, porti, ucnobi. _ policiaze arc ifiqro, iq misvlasac ver moaswreb. fiqris dro ara gaqvs. xval, diliT, Cemi saxeliT movlen da iaraRs mogitanen. mokled, yvelafers getyvian, rac unda gaakeTo. es arc ise Znelia. Cezaro wamodga da sanam antonio rames ityoda, oTaxidan gavida. * * * antonios diliT, uTenia gaeRviZa. restoranSi Cavida. daketili daxvda. iqve, foieSi, daeloda gaxsnas. zedized sami Wiqa grapa dalia. erTxans fiqrobda, rom aRar moakiTxaven. saaTs daxeda. cxra xdeboda. erTi boTli grapa aiRo da nomerSi dabrunda. gareT wvimda. amitom oTaxSi darCa, ramdenime Wiqa kidev dalia, magram mainc fxizeli iyo. loginze wamowva. dro nela gadioda. daaxloebiT TerTmetze, karze daakakunes. Zlivs wamodga, karTan milaslasda da saxeluri gadaatriala. mis win viRac maRali, gamxdari, xanSiSesuli kaci idga. mopatiJebas ar daeloda, ise Sevida oTaxSi. kari, TviTonve mixura da wynari xmiT antonios uTxra: _ dajeqi, cota dro gvaqvs. antonio sawolze Camojda.

_kargad mismine! me Cezarosgan var. yvelaferi ZalaSirCeba. misamarTi Sen ici. jobia, saxlTanve esrolo. myudro adgilia.

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araviTar SemTxvevaSi diliT ar mokla. saRamoTi jobia. xalxi daRlilia, zogi nasvami. iaraRi iqve daagde. tansacmeli, romliTac iq mixval, arc manamde, da arc mere arsad Caicva. Tavze kepi gexuros, odnav patara zomis. iqaurobas rom moSordebi, sanagveSi Caagde. orjer esrole korpusSi, mesame _ davardnils, TavSi. meti saWiro ar aris. iqaurobas mSvidad gaSordi. gaqcevas ar ecado. iqve, saxlidan ormocdaaT metrSi viwro quCaa. marSruti winaswar kargad daaTvaliere. am SesaxveviT centralur quCaze gaxval. iq, SegiZlia taqsi aiyvano. sastumromde ar miiyvano. orasi_samasi metriT adre Camodi. im dRes sastumrodan aRar gaxvide. arc momdevno dReebSi vidre, Cezaro ar gnaxavs. icode, wveTi ar dalio. _ iaraRi rodisme gisvria? _ mxolod Tofi. _gamomarTvi! ucnobma mokleluliani revolveri miawoda. tyviebi amoiRe da ise ivarjiSe. sasxletis daSvebisas xeli swored geWiros, ecade ar agiTamaSdes.

antoniom xelis kankaliT gamoarTva iaraRi _ tyviebi rogor amoviRo? ucnobma swrafad amoyara eqvsi vazna da carieli iaraRi daubruna. “me amas ver SevZleb,” Zlivs warmoTqva antoniom.

_eg Cemi saqme ar aris, kidev erTs girCev, pirvel dRes nu esvri, ubralod axlos gauare da sastumroSi dabrundi. ase ajobebs. ho, marTla, es Cezarom gamogigzavna. uTxra ucnobma. magidaze fulis Sekvra daagdo da swrafad gauCinarda kars miRma. * * * eqvsma welma ganvlo. antoniom ToTxmeti SekveTa Seasrula. romSi, peskaraSi, kampobasoSi, fojaSi. umetesoba ki neapolSi. sastumroebs xSirad icvlida. bolo periodi, sastumro “ferandina” _Si cxovrobda. yoveli SekveTis win saocrad nerviulobda. Semdgom, ki saSinlad ganicdida. axal xelobas verasgziT ver mieCvia. saqmes, mxolod CezarosTan iWerda. arc erTi damkveTi ar enaxa. arc isini ar icnobdnen saxeze antonios. msxverplis vinaobis detalebiT arasdros interesdeboda. es ufro uadvilebda saqmes. ufulobas arasdros ganicdida. sakmarisze, bevrad mets uxdidnen. mxolod, drogamoSvebiT katanZaro, saxelosno, ojaxi da maglianoebis damRa agondeboda. Zveli gancdebi gaunelda. aRar enaRvleboda vin asvamda WurWels damRas. yvelaferi raRac Soreul, tkbil, sasiamovno mogonebad iqca. ufro sworad, raRac nostalgiis msgavsi ram Seepara. Cezaros iSviaTad xvdeboda. masTan mxolod saqmiani urTierTobiT ifargleboda. sakmaod Caketil cxovrebas eweoda.

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mxolod ramdenime restoranSi icodnen misi saxeli. iqac, rogorc warmatebul mewarmes, ise icnobdnen da arasdros dainteresebulan, Tu riTi iyo dakavebuli. erT dRes, seirnobidan brundeboda, roca sastumrosTan Cezaros Sexvda. _ Sen gicdi, seriozuli saqme maqvs. uTxra Cezarom.

antoniom kargad icoda, rasac niSnavda es fraza. _ kargi, CemTan avideT. xmadabla upasuxa.

_ara, saRamos cxra saaTze CemTan gelodebi, yvelafers iq getyvi.

_ kargi. * * * zustad cxra saaTze antoniom karze daakakuna. Kari Cezarom gauRo da oTaxisken gauZRva. oTaxSi ucxo mamakaci ijda. antonio Secba. aseT saqmeebze, aravis TandaswrebiT ar saubrobda. sanam rames ikiTxavda, Cezarom daaswro: _ gaicani, Cemi megobari alberto. CaTvale, rom me mesaubrebi. antonio Camojda. moRuSuli Canda.

_ mousmine, alberto agixsnis yvelafers. _ Tqven samxreTisken mogiwevT mogzauroba._daiwyo albertom, qalaq katanZaroSi.

antonio Secba da Cezaros gadaxeda _“Sen xom ici, iq me arasdros davbrundebi”. albertom Seawyvetina _ eg saqme gadawyvetilia, katanZaroSi Caxval da am kacs monaxav. jibidan suraTi amoiRo da antonios win daudo. misamarTi ar viciT, mxolod saxeli da gvaria CvenTvis cnobili. Cezarom miTxra iqaurobas kargad icnob.

antoniom suraTs sxvaTaSoris daxeda da sisxli gaeyina. franCesko magliano iRimoda fotodan. _vin aris SemkveTi? _ ikiTxa dabal xmaze.

_eg, Seni saqme araris.isev,albertom upasuxa. Sen,imasgaakeTeb, rasac geubnebiT. gasamrjelos kargs gadagixdi. _ vin aris SemkveTi, isev gaimeora antoniom. albertom Cezares gadaxeda. mere isev antonios miubrunda. _amas ra, SenTvis didi mniSvneloba aqvs?

_ aqvs. _ CaTvale, Cemi piradi saqmea, aq sxva aravin urevia.

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antonio adga. oTaxSi gaiar_gamoiara. alberto da Cezaro savarZlebSi isxdnen. antoniom isev suraTs daxeda da maT win gaCerda. _ me am SekveTas Cemeburad Sevasruleb. mimarTa Cezaros. _ mainc rogor? gaiRima albertom. SegiZlia agvixsna?

antonio cota xniT dafiqrda. mere, swrafad jibidan revolveri amoiRo da saocari siswrafiT esrola jer albertos da Semdeg Cezaros. orives tyvia SublSi moxvda. danarCeni or-ori tyvia ki, tanSi esrola orives ise, rogorc odesRac aswavles. mxolod Tanmimdevroba Secvala odnav. cotaxniT orives daakvirda. isini savarZlebSi isxdnen gaunZrevlad. magididan suraTi aiRo da iaraRTan erTad jibeSi Seinaxa. qurTukis sayelo aiwia. kepi TiTqmis Tvalebamde Camoifxata. xelebi jibeebSi Caiwyo da cota mobuzuli gamovida quCaSi. aqeT_iqiT gaixeda.quCas gauyva da ramdenime kvartalis moSorebiT viwro, TiTqmis Cabnelebul quCaze Seuxvia. xelmarcxniv pirvel sarTulze, ganaTebul vitrinas restornis saxeli “rejo di kalambria” ewera. miuaxlovda, xeliT Subli moiCrdila da Sig Seixeda. restorani TiTqmis carieli iyo. Sevida da daxls miuaxlovda. grapa moiTxova. ori Wiqa zedized gamocala da mxolod amis Semdeg SeukveTa xorciani kerZi. iqve, kuTxis magidasTan dajda da raRacaze dafiqrda. xelze iaraRis sicive ar siamovnebda. xelebi moifSvnita, Tavze gadaisva da igrZno, rom saSinlad Sioda. ociod wuTSi mimtanma SekveTa miarTva. antoniom xorcian kerZs daxeda, cota xniT daaSterda. saxeze zizRi gamoexata da mixvda, rom mada daekarga. zantad wamodga. daxls miuaxlovda, fuli zed daagdo da gareT gavida. ar icoda, saiT wasuliyo. neli nabijiT quCas gauyva. sibnele siamovnebda.

Tvalwin katanZaro edga. SigadaSig tanSi aJrJolebda.

srul Tavisuflebas grZnobda. aseTi ram antonios pirvelad daemarTa. 2005 w. Tbilisi

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is dro sjobda

moxuci mefe, Rrma WrilobebiT daviT batoniSvilma ZaliT gaiyvana brZolis velidan.

G giorga magari biWi iyo. Kkargad mReroda, cekvavda da muStic kargad uWrida. erTxel, gaRma sofelSi, qorwilSi, mTel sofels eCxuba. am Cxubs, didxans igonebdnen, Turme. ise, garegnulad wynari iyo. momRimari saxiT, mSvidad mosaubre, magram mis gamoxedvaSi simtkice igrZnoboda. mamiseuli saxli TviTon SeakeTa. Yyavari tyeSi gaTala da Tavisi xeliT Secvala saxuravi. oci wlis biWi iyo, roca sul marto darCa da Tavs TviTon uvlida. xandaxan deida Teo gadmovidoda. sarecxs daurecxavda da saxls daulagebda. ise, sul marto iyo.

kar-midamo sakmarisi hqonda. venaxsac uvlida da puric mohyavda. saqoneli bevri ar hyavda, magram hyofnida.

mokled, kaci iyo. ruseT-TurqeTis omma ocdaori wlisas mouswro. arc ukiTxavT,

ise waiyvanes. weliwadnaxevari iq iyo da saxlSi dakoWlebuli dabrunda.

koWlobda, magram muSaobas mainc axerxebda. mere, nacnob biWebTan Seamxanagda da dasavleT saqarTveloSi gadavidnen. ZiriTadad, tyismWrelebad muSaobdnen. cota fuli daagrova da maleve ukan dabrunda. iqaur nests ver SeeCvia, naWrilobevi fexic xSirad texda xolme. Mmarto yofna uWirda. xmis gamcemi aravin hyavda. xandaxan, mezoblebSi gadavidoda, magram, amiTac, maincdamainc ver erToboda. erT adgilas gaCereba uWirda.

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saRamovdeboda. is dro iyo, WriWinebi WriWins, rom iwyeben. giorga aivanze ijda wekos eweoda da SigadaSig gadaapurWyebda an ferfls suls uberavda.

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mokled, tyuilad ijda, usaqmod. - giorga! – Robis iqidan viRac iZaxda. - romeli xar! – Seexmiana da fexze wamodga. - Tezika var, erTi gareT gamodi, saTqmeli maqvs raRac. - biWo Semodi, me Sen getyvi wvrilSvili ar gamiRviZo, – gasZaxa uxalisod. Tezikam Robeze gadaabija. Eezo swrafad gaiara da aivanze avida.

- momismine, egre marto rodemde unda iyve. Eegre, bolos sigiJemde mixval.

- magito meZaxdi? Sen, axali Tqvi rame. - Cem ZmasTan dRes qalaqidan stumrebi amovidnen.

erTi iseTi gogoa imaTTan erTad, ro dainaxo, gagiJdebi! - mere, me ra vqna? - wamo kaco, erTad mivideT. ravi, gaicnob mainc.

Tan, TiTo Wiqa Rvinoc davlioT. - wamo, ra?! Dda, giorga wamodga.

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gaicaniT, es giorgaa, es, ki, Cemi Zma Tezikaa. - aba, biWebo, aqeT modiT! orive iqve, magidis boloSi Camojdnen, cota morcxvad. - megobrebo, amiT, Cven axalSemoswrebulebs gaumarjos! –

Tqva maRalma ulvaSianma kacma. etyoboda Tamada iyo. - gaixareT, idRegrZeleT, Cvens gacnobas gaumarjos. Y

yvelam Sesva. Ggiorga SigadaSig iqiT iyureboda, sadac is gogo ijda. Ggogo, mgoni marTla lamazi iyo. viRacam male garmonic gawela, dolic gamoCnda da lxins sul sxva eSxi mieca. - modi, es rusis xelmwifes gaumarjos, Turqs kudiT qva ro

asrolina, wamoiwyo isev maRalma. - gaumarjos! Aahyvnen sxvebic. - Cveni xelmwifeebi ra, naklebi biWebi iyvnen? TiTqos iwyina giorgam, - marto erekle rad Rirs! siCume Camovarda. - ra iyo, ras gaCumdiT, tyuils vambob Tu ra? Ggogo, ki iRimoda.

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- is, sxva iyo. Eaxla sxva droa, - upasuxa oficris formaSi gamowyobilma axalgazrdam.

- Ddro me ar vici, vaJkaci yovelTvis vaJkacia! – cota xmas auwia giorgam.

- maSin sxva iyo, kargi cxeni, kargi xmali da morCa. Eaxla, Cemo Zmao, Wkuaa saWiro, - aiCema oficerma.

- Mmama gicxonda, erekles Sen dauwunebdi Wkuas! aRar moeSva giorga.

- Sen, omisa ra ici. Seni saqme miwis CiCqnaa. kidev,raRacis Tqma undoda oficers, magram veRar daamTavra, gaSlili xeli mowyvetiT sTxliSa giorgam da skamianad gadaatriala. iqauroba airia. vin, giorgas iWerda, vin gamofxizlebul oficers. mokled,

didi gawev-gamoweva iyo. gogo, ki mainc iRimoda.

* * * - biWo giorga! Aaivanze Tezika idga. – egre ram dagaZina? giorga loginidan wamoiwia, fanjridan gaxeda da mere,

sacvlebis amara gareT gavida. cota Tavi ubJuoda. - ra iyo biWo, im Tamadas raRas erCodi? - mama ucxondaT, erekle magaTi dasawunia, giorga isev

wamoenTo. - Kkai, ho, exla me amixirdi. Ggana me ar vici, erekle vin iyo.

ise, magraT ki misdeqi im qalaqelebsa. – gaicina Tezikam - Sen Zmas ki vawyenine, mara aRar momeSva is ojaxqori da ra

meqna. – Tqva giorgim da kasridan peSviT Seisxa wyali saxeze. Mmere, daifrutuna da Tezikas gauRima.

- ise, is gogo marTla lamazi iyo xo ici! – Tqva da gverdze gaixeda.

- Mmere, iqaurobis dalewvas, is gogo gagecno, ar jobda? - Mmagasac movaswreb, exla, wamo Sen Zmas bodiSi movuxado, rac

ar unda iyos, ufrosi kacia. ise, imas ra erqva? - visa, aficersa? - ara, gogos - nuciko.

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qalaqSi giorga ramdenjerme iyo namyofi.

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magram, iqauroba kargad ar icoda. kiTxva-kiTxviT miagno veris aRmarTs da mTeli dRe iq gaatara. saxli zustad ver miaswavles, kiTxvisa ki rcxenoda. Aar ekiTxaT, am gogosTan ra saqme gaqvso. ise daRamda, sawadels ver miaRwia. RamiT erT duqanSi darCa dasaZineblad.

meore dRes dabarebuliviT, dilidan isev iqiT wavida. Tan, sul imas fiqrobda, - “ro Sevxvde, ra vuTxra? Aaq, ra mesaqmebao!”

ramdenjerme auyva da Cauyva quCas, mere erT ezosTan SeCerda. ezoSi, Suaxnis Casuqebuli qali yvavilebs rwyavda. - Tu, ukacravad ar viyo, qalbatono, nuciko mdivani sad

cxovrobs, xom ar mimaswavliT? qalma xeliT mze moiCrdila, giorga ver icno da hkiTxa:

- romeli xar biWo, ro vera gcnob?

- Tqven me ar micnobT qalbatono, aqauri ara var, giorgam daimorcxva.

- Aai, aq, gverdze saxlSi cxovrobs, magram, exla aq ar aris. Tqva qalma.

- ara uSavs, cota mogvianebiT Semovivli. qals gaecina. - egeni rodis dabrundebian, vin icis, - Tqven albaT naTesavi

xarT, ara? - Aara! Ggiorgam kidev ufro daimorcxva. - Svilo, nuciko erT aficerTan erTad peterburgSi

gaipara. mamamisi exlac eZebs. G giorga cota xans gaognebuli idga. igrZno, rom piri gauSra. M mere, daumSvidobeblad Sebrunda da nel-nela daRmarTs dauyva. imave dRes matarebliT ukan dabrunda. gzaSi wvimda. vagonSi CaxuTuli, mZime haeri idga.

xalxic blomad ireoda vagonSi. naWrilobevi fexi magrad texda. gorSi, kidev ufro meti xalxi amovida. fiqrebSi CaiZira. yarsis brZolebi agondeboda. mere, is oficeri gaaxsenda. isev, brazi moeria.

“mama ucxonda, erekle magis dasawuni biWi iyo! ” – gaifiqra. CasTvlima. ZilSi, nucikos xedavda. icoda, rom veRar naxavda, magram

mainc xedavda. SejanjRarebam gamoafxizla.

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“mgoni, marTla lamazi iyo” – xmamaRla Tqva. gverdze mjdomma Cia kacma gakvirvebiT Sexeda da cota

moSorebiT gadajda. 24 seqtemberi 2009 weli

abdul karimi

pakistanSi var. xuTi wlis Semdeg isev vcdilob nangaparbatze1 asvlas. Aamjerad, orni varT. Mme da SimSaleli 2 mTamsvleli sarvar paliungtari. Eeqspediciis danarCen wevrebs sabazo banakSi SevuerTdebiT. sofel jelSi vaTenebT Rames. mTeli dRe bavSvebis garemocvaSi varT. Ddidi oromtrialia. zogi urduze laparakobs, zogi Sinas enaze. Mmxolod erTi, abdul karimi saubrobs orive enaze da cotas inglisursac amtvrevs.

Aar gvSordebian. maTTvis yvelaferi ucxoa: karvebi, alpinisturi saWurveli da ra Tqma unda video kamera, sadac yvela cdilobs CaiWyitos.

Yyvelaze mets abdul karimi laparakobs. Tan, sul ukan damdevs da iZulebuli var yvelaferi sarvars vaTargmnino.

abdul karimi rva wlis iqneba da yvelasgan gamoirCeva gonierebiT. saRamo xans momiaxlovda da Cemda gasaocrad, moulodnelad miTxra:

“ mxolod pakistanelebi da arabebi varT kargi xalxi, danarCenebi yvela cudebi arian da roca gavizrdebi, yvelas davxocav, gansakuTrebiT indoelebs”.

gaognebuli vuyureb da ver vxvdebi, ram gauCina amdeni zizRi am patara biWs. zizRi imisa, rac ar icis da rac, arasdros unaxavs.

vcdilob avuxsna, rom ase ar SeiZleba, rom mas TiTqmis mTeli samyaro sZuls. CamovuTvale uamravi qveyana, romlis Sesaxebac warmodgenac ki ar hqonda. vcdilobdi amexsna, rom kargi da cudi xalxi yvelgan aris.

arafris gagoneba ar unda, jiutad imeorebs erTi da igives da Tvalebsac avad abrialebs.

bolos vkiTxe, vin aswavla es yvelaferi? “maswavlebelma!” – miTxra da gverdze gaixeda. davibeni, ar vicodi ra meqna, ar mindoda raime meTqva *nanga-parbati - mTa pakistanSi *SimSali – maRalmTiani sofeli Crdilo pakistanSi.

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maswavlebelze, magram Tavi ver Sevikave da vuTxari: _ es ar aris swori. Sen, xom kiTxulob urduze, Tan skolaSi

gaswavlian yurans. ai, aiRe da waikiTxe Tavidan bolomde, sanam me mTidan davbrundebi. naxav, rom iq siZulvilze araferia naTqvami. Sen, ki samyaro gZuls. Tu, me marTali aRmovCndi, - unda aRiaro, rom cdebodi.

sarvari gaocebuli Targmnida yvelafers. diliT erTmaneTs davemSvidobeT da Cven gza gavagrZeleT.

*** erTi Tve vcdilobdi mwvervalze asvlas da erTi Tve

vwvalobdiT, magram, verc me da verc sarvari ver avediT mTaze. ukana gzaze, saSinlad daRlilebi isev jelSi varT. veZeb abdul karimis saxls da rogorRac, kiTxva-kiTxviT vagneb. is saxlis win TamaSobda. rogorc ki daminaxa, TamaSi Sewyvita da iqve Camojda. warbebi Seikra da kuStad Semomxeda. davelode. megona, rames metyoda. is ki, isev moRuSuli ijda. Cven siaruli gavagrZeleT da gangeb, erTxelac ar momixedavs ukan. halalis xidTan manqanebi ukve gveloda. bargi CavtvirTeT da mxolod axlaRa mivbrundi. abdul karimi Soriaxlos mogvdevda.

manqana daiqoqa da swrafad daiZra. abdul karimi sirbiliT dagvedevna da raRacas gvaniSnebda. mZRols vTxove manqana gaeCerebina. Tarjimnad, isev sarvari gamomyva. is TavCaRunuli idga.

mere, uecrad Semomxeda da miTxra: - me, wigni wavikiTxe, Sen marTali yofilxar!

cota xani daayovna, gaiRima da daamata:

- me miyvars samyaro!

es sTqva da Tavqudmoglejili gaiqca saxlisaken.

cota xans gaunZrevlad videqiT.

mere, daviZariT.

im Rames CilasSi1 davrCiT.

*Cilasi – qalaqi Crdilo pakistanSi

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vtoveb pakistans. vbrundebi samSobloSi da vici, rom Crdilo pakistanSi, miuval

sofel jelSi, cxovrobs patara biWi abdul karimi, romelsac samyaro uyvars.

pakistani diamaris xeoba 2011 weli 14 ivnisi

nepaluri istoria

katmanduSi, nepalis dedaqalaqSi, didi eqspedicia emzadeba

everestze asasvlelad. daaxloebiT, oci mTamsvlelia gundSi. erTmaneTs yvela icnobs, magram yvelaze axlos erTmaneTTan

gialcen nuru, lakpa Serpa da Ffernando arian. sam dReSi mTeli eqspedicia Seikriba katmanduSi da erT saRamos

yvelani baR-restoranSi wavidnen. gialcen nurum yvelas uambo, rom is daniSnulia lakpa Serpaze da rom, eqspediciis Semdeg isini daqorwindebian. magram, exla mTavaria lakpa avides everestze da is gaxdeba pirveli nepaleli qali, vinc tibetis mxridan avida am mTaze.

lakpa moridebiT adevnebs Tvals yvelas da SigadaSig siyvaruliT gahxedavs xolme gialcen nurus – cnobil Serp mTamsvlelsa da momaval saqmros.

sxva Serpebisagan gansxvavebiT lakpa bevrad maRalia da Zalian lamazi saxis nakvTebi aqvs. is, yvela Serps moswons, magram bedniereba mxolod gialcen nurus hxvda wilad.

saRamo Zalze mxiaruli gamodga. Zveli ambebi gaixsenes. bevri ludi dalies da bevri icines.

gasaocari xalxia Serpebi, qalaqSi mudam mxiarulni, mTaSi ki, saocrad amtanni.

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or dReSi eqspedicia Cabargda da tibetis sazRvrisaken gaemgzavra. sabazomde karga Sorsaa. albaT, eqvsi dRe dasWirdeba iq misvlas. mere ki daiwyeba mTavari: Tvenaxevaris ganmavlobaSi gundi ecdeba mwvervalze asvlas, viRacas gaumarTlebs, viRacas – ara.

gialcen nuru katmanduSi rCeba ramdenime kacTan erTad da erT kviraSi daeweva gunds.

gundi yoveldRe, TandaTan iRebs simaRles da sxvadasxva soflebSi aTenebs Rames. es kargia aklimatizaciisaTvis.

*** pirveli dRidan Ffernando gansakuTrebul yuradRebas aqcevs

lakpas, magram amas veravin amCnevs. mxolod, mexuTe dRes xdeba yvelaferi TvalSi sacemi.

norbu Serpa, gialcen nurus megobari, veRar iTmens da aRSfoTebuli lakpas gverdze ixmobs salaparakod.

“meCveneba, Tu, raRac xdeba. xom ar dagaviwyda gialcen nuru?” – lakpa gakvirvebiT ucqers, mere, rwmundeba, rom norbu yvelafers mixvda da pasuxobs:

“ho, me fernandos vuyvarvar, is dampirda, rom ramdenime Serps iqiravebs, damexmareba mwvervalze asvlaSi da me gavxdebi pirveli nepaleli qali, vinc tibetidan avida everestze.

Cven, erTad wavalT bergamoSi sacxovreblad da gveyoleba bevri Svilebi”. – Tavi daxara da daamata: “me fernando Semiyvarda”.

- ki, magram rodis moaswari, gialcen nurus ras

etyvi? - ar vici, magram me, fernandos mivyvebi

bergamoSi. norbu Serpa TiTqos damunjda, magram, mainc gadawyvita

fernandosTan dalaparakeba. ori dRe veraferi SeZlo, Tan, fiqrobda, rom es misi saqme ar

iyo. magram, rogorc ki gialcen nurus mosiyvarule Tvalebi agondeboda, am azrs Tavidan iSorebda.

bolos, rogorc iqna daimartoxela fernando da pirdapir hkiTxa:

- “ras apireb... marTalia, rasac lakpa meubneba,

Tu, Sen egre ar fiqrob?” man dabneulma Sexeda, mere dafiqrda da upasuxa:

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“ me, is miyvars da me maqvs siyvarulis ufleba. Cven bergamoSi wavalT”. norbum veraferi upasuxa. igrZno, rom gulSi raRac Caswyda, magram xvdeboda, rom es misi saqme aRar iyo. *** ramdenime dReSi, gialcen nuru da sxva mTamsvlelebi avidnen sabazo banakSi. Sexvedra mZime aRmoCnda. veravin Tvals ver usworebda gialcens, magram yvelaferi TavisTavad moxda. lakpa Serpam TviTonve uambo yvelaferi da sTxova iqauroba daetovebina. sami dRe ar gamosula gialcen nuru karvidan da saWmelzec yvelas uars eubneboda. meoTxe dRes, gialcen nuru saocrad saxeSecvlili gamovida, yvelas daemSvidoba, maT Soris fernandosac da ramdenime saaTSi datova sabazo banaki. gundma dakarga saukeTeso mTamsvleli da megobari. *** gamomgzavrebas ori dRe aklda, rodesac norbum SeniSna lakpa Serpa moRuSuli da TavCaqindruli, rom ijda Tavis karavTan. miuaxlovda Tu ara lakpas, saSineli tirili auvarda. mere, cota dawynarda da uTxra: “ Sen, marTali iyavi. verafers vetyvi gialcen nurus, xom xvdebi, rom Cemi cxovreba, miuxedavad everestisa damTavrda. Serpebi arasodes mapatieben Ralats!”. norbu verafers mixvda. – “ Sen, xom bergamoSi midixar”, - hkiTxa bolos.

- “ara! es misTvis mxolod garToba iyo” – Tqva

qalma da aqviTinda. norbu gaognebuli idga. mere ki iqaurobas gaSorda. meore dRes Ffernando gaixmo banakis Soriaxlos da pirdapir hkiTxa:

- “ratom daungrie lakpasac da gialcen nurusac

cxovreba? rac, lakpam miTxra marTalia Tu, exumre?”. - “Senc, massaviT suleli xar! Senc, daijere ara

yvelaferi? arauSavs, sxva gialcens iSovnis!”

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norbus wamiTac ar dauyovnebia, mTeli ZaliT mowyvetiT daartya ybaSi.

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sam dReSi gundi katmanduSi dabrunda da Semdeg yvelam Tavis qveyanas miaSura. damZimebuli gulebiT. fernando ki – ybaSi gayrili mavTulebiT. or kviraSi, nepalidan, gundis wevrebma saSineli ambavi Seityes: lakpa Serpa, namCe bazarTan1 axlos kldidan gadaCexila da Tavi mouklavs. darCa mxolod mogoneba sicocxliT savse gogoze, romelic bevr Svilebze da everestze ocnebobda. ***

mas, Semdeg didi dro gavida. xalxi isev dadis himalaebSi. es ambavi TiTqmis aRaravis axsovs. iSviaTad Tu moigonebs

xolme, vinme. gialcen nurumac didi xania datova nepali da mis Sesaxeb

aravin araferi icis. mxolod, iSviaTad, solo khumbuSi – Serpebis samflobeloSi,

Seyvarebulebi, maRla RrublebSi xedaven xolme lakpa Serpas momRimar saxes. 1 namCe bazari - solo khumbus mTavari sofeli.

nepali, 2011 weli.

mustangis mefe

ramdenime welia, rac nepalSi mefe gadaayenes, mxolod Crdilo-dasavleT nepalSi, tibetis sazRvarTan, mustangis mxareSi, SemorCa

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patara samefo, romelSic ocdaaTi aTasamde kaci cxovrobs da TavianTi mefe hyavT, romelsac jibmei hqvia.

is saocari kacia. uzomod uyvars Tavisi xalxi, arafriT gamoirCeva maTgan da mTeli dReebi fexiT dadis. arc dacva dahyveba da arc jaris nawilebi. sul marto dadis Tavis samefoSi.

Zalian cocxali Tvalebi aqvs, mudam momRimari saxe. gonieria da naxevari sityvidan xvdeba saTqmels.

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“jibmei, ras mirCev, Cems miwaze minda brinjis moyvana. qvemoT barSi, albaT, karg fulad gaiyideba”.

“Seuamxanagdi vinmes, CvenSi saukeTeso kartofili modis. aqac gahyidi da qveviT xeobaSic. barSi brinji isedac bevria, Tan aq wyali cota gviWirs”. an: “mamaCems ar unda Cemi gaSveba pokaraSi1. unda, rom aq vmwyemso iakebi. me ki, Zalian minda viswavlo xeze muSaoba da ise davbrunde”.

me, davelaparakebi mamaSens, vecdebi daviTanxmo”. an, kidev: “Cems Svils ar unda sasuliero piri gaxdes. me, ki, minda

samagaonis monasterSi gavgzavno, rom RmerTs emsaxuros”. “es, misi nebaa da gTxov, nu daaZaleb. ise, icode, Cven yvelani

RmerTs vemsaxurebiT”. aseT saubrebi ismis lomtangis2 quCebSi, roca mefe xalxSi

dadis.

*** is mSvidad moZraobs. yvelgan Cerdeba. mudam Rimili

dasTamaSebs saxeze. Tu hkiTxaven, mxolod maSin iZleva darigebebs. saRamo xans, arasdros miirTmevs imaze mets, vidre yvelaze Raribi ojaxi mustangis samefoSi.

aravis zRudavs Tavis moqmedebebSi da mosazrebebSi, Tuki es vinmes winaaRmdeg ar aris mimarTuli.

is, arasdros ambobs sakuTar Tavze, rom mefea. ase, mxolod sxvebi mimarTaven. xandaxan, did budistur dResaswaulebze winaparTagan datovebul Zvirfas samoss icvams. amis gamo, Tavs Zalze uxerxulad grZnobs da Semdgom or dRes locvebSi atarebs.

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1 pokara – sididiT meore qalaqi nepalSi

2. lomtangi- daba mustangis mxareSi

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mustangis mxare cnobilia dabali, juja cxenebiT, romlebic

ponebs mogvagonebs da saocrad lamazad morTulebi daabijeben lomtangSi.

aqauri xalxi tibetelebs mogvagoneben. nepalelebisgan ki, Zalze gansxvavdebian.

mustangis samefo didxans iyo Caketili ucxoelebisaTvis. sanam, jibmei ar gamefda. exla, mefes stumrebis gamoCena bavSviviT uxaria da aravis uars ar eubneba Sexvedraze.

am samefos araviTari oficialuri statusi ar gaaCnia, is nawilia nepalisa, magram, mas yvela mustangis samefod moixseniebs.

*** dRis ganmavlobaSi, roca fexiT siaruliT iRleba, moridebiT,

TiTqmis darcxvenili jdeba dabal cxenze da ase agrZelebs mgzavrobas. yvela Semxvedrs mokrZalebiT ukravs Tavs, TiTqos rcxvenia, rom siaruliT daiRala.

saRamoobiT moxuci mefe daRlili brundeba Tavis sada, magram Zalze lamaz saxlSi. loculobs. Semdeg wveba da didxans fiqrobs, ra moxdeba misi sikvdilis Semdeg mustangis samefoSi, ra bedi elis mis xalxs. SeZleben Tu vera SeinarCunon Tavisi TviTmyobadoba.

am fiqrebSi iZinebs da amave fiqrebiT iRviZebs mefe. ***

verc ki vxvdebiT, rogor vSordebiT erTmaneTs. veRar vxedavT, ra sazarelia gansxvaveba adamianebs Soris.

survili miCndeba yvelas gavagebino, rom mustangis samefoSi cxovrobs saocari mefe, romelic arafriT gamoirCeva Tavisi xalxisagan, romelic yvelas uzomod uyvars da yovel cismare dRes yvelas usmens da yvelas esaubreba.

albaT, swored aqeTken unda miiltvodes kacobrioba, magram, samwuxarod veravin aRwevs aseT srulyofilebas.

RmerTma daifaros mustangis samefo da misi mefe.

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marTlac, kargi iyo

oTxmocdaaTs gadaSorebuli iyo. ganvlili cxovreba fragmentebad axsendeboda. mere, TiTqos kadri Caqrao, isev awmyoSi brundeboda.

mTeli cxovreba zaqarias eZaxdnen pataraobaSic da sibereSic. abgaSi gamokrul cotaoden saWmels mxarze gadaikidebda da

sul raRac Svidiode wlisa naxirSi midioda. iq kargad erToboda tol gogo-biWebSi. dRe TiTqos SeumCnevlad gadioda, magram saxlSi misuli Zalian male mowyvetiT iZinebda. dilidan yvelaferi isev meordeboda, oRond mowyeniloba ar iyo.

*** loginSi gadabrunda. xan, bibina mwvane balaxi warmoudga

Tvalwin, xan, Semodgomis ferebiT aWrelebuli borcvebi. xan ki, mdinareSi kameCebiT curva.

bebo da papa agondeboda. maTi RuRuniT laparaki. stumrad misuli mezobel-naTesavTa dinji, gamarTuli, tkbili da saintereso saubrebi.

ucbaT, TiTqos raRac gaaxsendao TavisTvis Caiburtyuna: “neta, balRebi ra enaze laparakoben, naxevars vera vgebulob”. oTaxSi gaburZgnuli, saxeSewuxebuli SvilTaSvili

Semovida ludis boTliT xelSi. - ha babuaCemo, spirtnois xo ar daartyav?

zaqaria Semobrunda. verc imas mixvda vin iyo, da verc is gaigo, ras eubneboda. pasuxi rom daayovna, SvilTaSvili oTaxidan gavida. zaqarias ki, ufrosi Zmis gigos qorwilis ambebi moagonda. Tamada mezobeli soflidan sagangebod hyavdaT mowveuli. saxeli ver gaixsena, magram TvalnaTliv ki warmoudga maRali, Coxa-axaluxSi gamowyobili beWebganieri, odnav xanSiSesuli kaci. an, ra saubari icoda, an, ra sityva-pasuxi hqonda. raime ambavs ise Caaqsovda sadRegrZeloSi, misi mosmena erT rameda Rirda. Rvinos, mTeli qorwilis ganmavlobaSi Tixis patara TasebiT svamda. axla, sxvagan gadaerTo misi goneba.

muStikrivi iSviaTi iyo, magram Tu iyo – vaJkacuri, patiosani. Cxubis Semdeg aucileblad erTmaneTs gadahkocnidnen xolme.

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cekva-TamaSis kadrebma pirdapir Tvalwin Cauqrola zaqarias. ra gasma hqondaT! miwaze ise dahqrodnen, TiTqos zedapirs arc exebodnen.

“aba, exla gaicekvon miwaze, Tu biWebi arian” – TavisTvis fiqrobda. moagonda Tavisi pirveli cekva. rogor gamoicekva Tanasofleli gogo, romelic moswonda. iseTi gamalebiT usvavda fexebs, ro, miwas boli asdioda.

isev Caqra kadri. raRac xmam gaawyvetina fiqrebi. yuri daugdo, TiTqos viRac

mReroda. “magram, simReras ro ara hgavs!” – gaifiqra. xmauri ki, Zlierdeboda. viRaca, mTeli ZaliT gahkioda. Tan

monotonuri, raRac braxunis msgavsi xma ereoda kivils. axla, SuaTana Zma warmoudga Tvalwin, oh, ra pirveli xma hqonda!

is rom simReras wamoiwyebda, yvela gairindeboda, mere ki, sxvebic ahyvebodnen.

erT xans, ase warmosaxviT usmina zaqariam “Sen xar venaxs”. mere, Tvalebi milula – “netai erTi exla iq mamyofa, aq ra janaba minda”-o gaifiqra da isev CaTvlima.

ise Rrmad CaTvlima, rom mxolod “Cakrulos” xma Tu gamoaRviZebs zaqarias.

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udabnoSi

ali ibn saidi udabnoSi kvdeboda. orni, ufrosi da momdevno Svili Tavs adgnen da garindebulni usmendnen.

mze TandaTan Cadioda. is ki, karavSi iwva da kvdeboda. bevri laparaki ar SeeZlo, magram raRac mniSvnelovanis Tqmas apirebda.

-“Tqven iciT, rogor vicxovre. bevri codva madevs kiserze, ar minda Tqvenc ase icxovroT”- daiwyo saubari moxucma.

-“udabnoSi bevri qaravani gamiZarcvavs. Zalian bevri gamovaslme sicocxles. ori coli, swored, Zarcvis dros

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wamoviyvane Cvens sofelSi. orives qmari Cemi xeliT movkali”. –Zlivs laparakobda.

tuCebi wyliT dausveles. -ar maxsovs, vinme damendos, Tumca, bevri mTxovda

sicocxle meCuqebina. vici, Cemi adgili jojoxeTSia. alahi arasdros mapatiebs Cems sisastikes. Cemi razmidan aRaravin darCa cocxali da male mec maT SevuerTdebi. zogi Tavisi sikvdiliT mokvda, zogi brZolisas mokles.

cota xniT gaCumda. Seisvena da isev gaagrZela: - Cvengan, sikeTe aravis axsovs, visac ki Sevxved-

rivar udabnoSi... kargad, mxolod colebs da Tqven, bavSvebs geqceodiT.

- mamabatono, alahi mowyalea, Tu inanieb,

gapatiebs?- Tqva umcrosma Svilma. - nu mawyvetineb. Cemi patieba SeuZlebelia.

ubedureba is aris, rom gansakuTrebiT arafers vdardob. sxvisTvis tkivilis miyeneba msiamovnebda.

erTxel, didi xnis win, udabnoSi erT oazisSi visvenebdiT. SevityveT, rom ramdenime dRis savalze didi qaravani mgzavrobda. asamde kaci, qali da bavSvi iyo qaravanSi. rogorc gavigeT, simdidrec bevri mihqondaT Tan. ori dRe vemzadebodiT TavdasxmisaTvis. ocdaaTkaciani razmi Sevkribe. yvelani erTmaneTze uaresi TavzexelaRebulebi da daundobeli mebrZolebi iyvnen.

Svilebma bevri ram icodnen mamis Sesaxeb, magram es ambavi pirvelad esmodaT.

- male davewieT. ocamde mebrZoli icavda

qaravans. mcire winaaRmdegobac ki ver gagviwies, ise swrafad davxoceT yvelani.

ambis moyolisas, moxucs SigadaSig Tvalebi saSinlad uelavda, TiTqs exlaxans Cadioda sisastikes.

isev Seisvena, cota wyali mosva da svenebsvenebiT gaagrZela moyola:

“kacebi, mainc kacurad daixocnen .

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es, arasdros ganmicdia. arc, maT ojaxebze mifiqria rodesme. iqve, davtoveT, udabnos nadirTa sajijgnad.

simdidre iqav gaviyaviT. sakmaod bevri aRmoCnda, magram, es ar vimyofineT. tyveebis wayvana da monebad gayidva movindomeT el-baidaSi1.

gza didi gvedo win, sakvebi ki cota aRmoCnda. Cven, dasaxlebuli adgilebis gavlas veridebodiT.

-exlac maxsovs, rogori siZunwiT vinawilebdiT sakvebs.

CvenTvis mets viRebdiT, tyveebs ki, bevrad naklebs vaWmevdiT.

wyals, kidev ufro cotas vaZlevdiT.

arasdros damaviwydeba, rogor mTxovda axalgazrda qali bavSvisaTvis wyals. me ki, maTraxiT moviSore. meore dRes is qali ukve ubavSvod mouyveboda tyveTa qaravans.

exlaRa maxsendeba bavSvebis gaognebuli saxeebi da damskdari saxis kani, veRarc-ki Txoulobdnen raimes.

me ki, odnavadac ver vgrZnobdi maTdami TanagrZnobas. verc erTma bavSvma ver miaRwia el-baidamde, Tumca, SegveZlo sadme Segvevlo wylisaTvis, magram zedmet Setakebebs veridebodiT.

sibralulis grZnoba saerTod ar gvqonda”. Zmebi gaqvavebuli saxeebiT isxdnen da usmendnen am saSinelebebs. ver warmoedginaT, Tu, am yovelives Camdens adamianis saxe hqonda da Tanac, is, maTi mama iyo.

arc erTs aRar ucdia moxucis damSvideba alahis mowyalebis Taobaze.

“axla xom xvdebiT, rom Cemi Sewyaleba SeuZlebelia. Tan, gimeorebT, arafers vdardob. mxolod, bavSvebze vfiqrob SigadaSig. amitom, ar minda Cemi sikvdiliT movkvde da sanam, suls ganvuteveb, minda yvelaze uaresi damemarTos, rac ki SeiZleba daemarTos arabs. minda, Cemma sakuTarma Svilebma maqcion nakuwebad da damtovon nadirTa sajijgnad aq, udabnoSi.

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icodeT, es Txovna ar aris. me TqvenTvis arasodes

araferi miTxovnia. es Cemi ukanaskneli brZanebaa da Tqven, rogorc Svilebma es unda aRasruloT. nu geSiniaT, amis gamo alahi ar dagsjiT.

Tqven hklavT SaiTans da Tan asrulebT mamis brZanebas”.

*** mze karga maRla amosuli iyo, rodesac or datvirTul aqlemze amxedrebuli meomrebi daiZrnen da qviSaze datoves nakuwebad qceuli adamianis narCenebi.

cota, rom gaecalen iqaurobas, ufrosma dabal, CaxleCil xmaze Zlivs warmosTqva: “alahma Seindos Cveni sulebi”.

es ambavi gasuli saukunis dasawyisSi momxdara, Turme.

pakistani 2011weli 20ivnisi

quCis ZaRlebi

Cven quCis ZaRlebs gveZaxian. gauSvi, egre iyos. ise, kacma rom

Tqvas, sxva ra unda dagviZaxoT, saxlSi Cven ar gviSvebT da Cveni patronic aravinaa.

erTi megobari myavs iqiTa kvartalSi cxovrobs. xan erT sadarbazoSi iZinebs, xan meoreSi, magram, ici ra Wkviania? marto gineba da lanZRva ki ara, Cveulebrivi laparakic esmis. ho marTla, yvelaferi esmis. skolaSi erTi dRec ar uvlia, TviTon iswavla yvelaferi.

visac, skolaSi atarebT da ojaxSi zrdiT, yefas da TaTis gamowvdas ro aswavliT, zrdilobas ratom ar aswavliT. xuTi wuTiT gamovardebian quCaSi, sadme kedels miafsamen, iqaurobas dasvrian, aaqoTeben da ukan garbian gaprialebul parketze.

eg iswavles skolaSi, ro sxvisi ubani dasvaron da Tavis saxlSi SampuniT dabanilebma savarZlebSi iZinon? arada, patronebi, imxela

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ambalebi Camoyvebian xolme, rom xmasac ver gascem, egreve spec manqanas gamoiZaxeben da Tu dagiWires, an sapnad gaqceven, an, dagaZineben saukunod. ara, ki ar vwuwuneb, mara, Cven rato varT “dvarniaSkebi” da egeni jiSianebi. WkuiT gvjobian, silamaziT, Tu kai biWobiT.

Cven sxvis kiserze ar vcxovrobT. Cven, Cvens purs TviTonve vSoulobT. iSviaTad, vinme jigriani, romelime ezoSi rames Tu gamogvitans, magram sadRaa egeTi xalxi, adre metni iyvnen.

erTi ramiT ki magaTze bednierebi naRdad varT. magaTi qorwineba garigebiT da mTeli naTesaobis CareviT xdeba. Cven ki, marto siyvaruliT, naRdi siyvaruliT vqorwindebiT. momewona qali, magis gulisaTvis veridan avlabarSi virben yovel dRe, vin damiSlis?

magaT aaqvT magisi traki, mTawmindidan Temqaze gautanon naSas Zvali?

naRdad ar SeuZliaT! sityvebze cota bodiSi, mainc quCaSi varT gazrdilebi. mara,

rasac vambobT, alali guliT vambobT. siyvarulic alali viciT da siZulvilic. magaT, saukuneebi aswavlidnen zogs nadirobas, zogs kacis

SeWmas. ar aris swori es. kacma rame Tu ar damiSava, imisi SeWma ratom unda momindes?

nadirobiT ki, Cemo kargebo, mTeli Cveni cxovreba nadiroba ar aris? Cven, sxvis “daStvenilze” ar davdivarT. mogvSivdeba – vnadirobT. exla, ar dagiwyebT, Cveni uflebebi daicaviT, cota Cvenc

mogvxedeT-Tqo. mainc, azri ara aqvs. mara, erTs ki getyviT: Cven dasakargi xalxi ara varT da

Cven quCas, ubans da qalaqs Tu rame gauWirda, damijereT, mag SampuniT aqoTebulebze mets naRdad gavukeTebT.

ase rom, sanam “dvarniaSkebs” dagviZaxebT, cota azrze modiT, Tvalebi gaaxileT da dainaxeT, ra aris naRdi da ra “naCaliCari”.

Cven, Cveni adgili gvaqvs am qalaqSi da vinmes rame ar SegeSaloT.

sityvebisaTvis da gamoTqmebisaTvis ukacravad. ra vqnaT, mTeli cxovreba quCaSi vizrdebiT.

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kapitani

kasablankaSi, okeanis sanapiroze, kafe ‘’tubkalSi’’

xSirad naxavdiT erT moxuc mezRvaurs. garujuli saxe, uxeSi nakvTebi, msxvili, dakoJrili, odnav dabrecili TiTebi, utyuari niSani iyo zRvaze didxans mogzaurobisa. is TiTqmis mTel dRes kafeSi, an sanapiroze atarebda. kafeSi jdoma rom mobezrdeboda, dinjad, neli siaruliT gauyveboda sanapiros. yvela amindisaTvis Sesaferisi tansacmeli hqonda. gansakuTrebiT cud amindSi uyvarda seirnoba. Caicvamda grZel wyalgaumtar labadas da TiTqos amindis jinaze gansakuTrebulad dinjad dadioda. xandaxan, SeCerdeboda, gahxedavda amRvreul, azvirTebul okeanes da sadRac, talRebs iqiT, TiTqos viRacas an, raRacas daeZebda. kafeSi xSirad Sediodnen axalgazrda mezRvaurebi. xmauriT ikavebdnen adgilebs. sakmaod bevrs svamdnen da bolos isev, xmauriT gadiodnen kafedan. am dros moxuci gansakuTrebiT mowyenili da Cafiqrebuli Canda. Tvals ayolebda mezRvaurebs da xSirad oficiantis SekiTxvac ki ar esmoda.

saerTod, cotas wrupavda. ufro eweoda da kafes fanjrebidan gahyurebda okeanes.

ambobdnen, TiTqos is, mravali weli didi satvirTo gemis kapitani iyoo. imasac ambobdnen, rom misi gemi da mTeli ekipaJi Relvis dros port elisabedTan1 daiRupa da mxolod is da ramdenime mezRvauri gadarCao. amas ver patiobs Tavis Tavso. bevr rames ambobdnen, magram dazustebiT aravin araferi icoda.

laparaki mas ar uyvarda. mokled iZleoda SekveTas da Tu vinme gamoelaparakeboda, cdilobda mokledve epasuxa

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da amiT agrZnobinebda, rom bevr saubars ar apirebda. aravin icoda sad cxovrobda. saRamoobiT, kafes

daketvamde cota xniT adre, adgeboda da neli nabijiT tovebda iqaurobas.

*** ase erTferovnad gadioda wlebi, sanam erTxel moxuci

ZaRlTan erTad ar movida kafeSi. iqve, SesasvlelTan daaba. oficiantisagan iTxova patara jami da yovelTvis am jamidan aWmevda saWmels.

seirnobiTac erTad seirnobdnen sanapiroze. saRamoobiT ki, saxlSic erTad midiodnen. jiSis dadgena SeuZlebeli iyo, Tumca garegnulad Zalze lamazi da gonieri Canda.

uZaRlod is veRarc ki warmoedginaT. mTel dReebs erTad atarebdnen. xandaxan sanapiroze naxavdiT Cacucquli rogor esaubreboda xolme da isic, TiTqos yvelaferi esmiso, yuradRebiT usmenda.

rogorc Tanatols, ise eqceoda da arasdros enis moCleqiT, an, agdebulad ar mimarTavda.

mokled, misi cxovreba Seicvala. is, marto aRaravis unaxavs da erTi SexedviT, odnav gamxiarulda kidec.

dReebi gadioda. orive erTmaneTs daemsgavsa. siarulic ki, erTnairi hqondaT. dinji da auRelvebeli. SeCerdeboda

Tu ara moxuci, ZaRlic iqve, mis gverdiT Camojdeboda da erTad gahyurebdnen okeanes.

zamTarSi, Tavisi xeliT, Tbili samosi Seukera. Caacmevda da didxans seirnobdnen qalaqSi. da ra Tqma unda, sanapiros gaswvriv.

kafeSi, ramdenjerme scades raime saxeli SeerCiaT misTvis, magram moxucma TviTon SeurCia saxeli da batoni fiSeri daarqva.

aravin icoda, vin iyo fiSeri, da vis sapativcemulod ewoda ZaRls es saxeli.

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saRamovdeboda. kafeSi cota xalxi iyo. moxuci Tavis

adgilas, fanjarasTan ijda da zRvas gahyurebda. SigadaSig karebTan mimjdar ZaRls gahxedavda, gaiRimebda da isev zRvis xeds ubrundeboda.

kari xmauriT gaiRo. ramdenime kaci karga magrad nasvamebi daxls Semousxdnen. sasmeli moiTxoves da xmamaRla saubari gaagrZeles.

cota xanSi, erT-erTi maTgani wamodga da karebTan mjdari ZaRli SeniSna.

“erTi amas uyure! “– SesZaxa da megobrebi moabruna. “ramdeni xania veZeb, es ki, sad daeTreva Turme!

yelsabamic ro gaukeTebia”. - sTqva da zonars waetana. ZaRlma SeuRrina da ukan daixia.

“amas SexedeT, miRrens kidec”. - Tqva ucnobma, mTeli ZaliT mouqnia fexi da ferdSi moartya.

ZaRlma daiymuvla da fexze waetana. yvelaferi TvalisdaxamxamebaSi moxda. ox, Seni! - daiRriala kacma. jibidan swrafad daaZro

mokleluliani revolveri da orjer esrola. ZaRli usulod gaerTxa iatakze. moxuci mZimed wamodga. mSvidad gaxsna didi, dasakeci,

ganierpiriani dana, miuaxlovda ucnobs, Semoabruna da ramdenjerme gauyara neknebs Soris.

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sasamarTlo didxans ar gagrZelebula. darbazSi cota

xalxi iyo, rodesac mosamarTlem hkiTxa moxucs, Tu ra iyo mkvlelobis motivi, is wamodga da mokled upasuxa:

“man, megobari momikla”. cota xani daayovna da daamata:

“man ukanaskneli Sveba momikla!” mas Semdeg, moxuci aravis unaxavs. zogi ambobda,

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rom, man sasjeli moixada da sxva qalaqSi gadasaxlda. zogi ki, ambobda, rom is sapyrobileSi gardaicvala. ise ki, misi bediT didad aravin dainteresebula.

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mgzavri win gza didi hqonda, saWmeli ki, cota. Zlivs milaslasebda. tansacmelic mTlad CamosZenZoda. xandaxan joxs eyrdnoboda, cotas Seisvenebda da isev agrZelebda gzas.

sul mdinaris wyals svamda. soflebs iSviaTad xvdeboda. molodiniT arsavse Sedioda soflebSi da saocrad imedgacruebuli tovebda iqaurobas. yvelgan mowyalebas iTxovda, magram arsad ar uSvebdnen saxlSi. Rames gareT aTevda. iSviaTad, Tu vinme miawodebda puris natexs. Zalze bevri imogzaura da mudam gulgrilobasa da dacinvas awydeboda. TanagrZnoba es adamianis albaT umniSvnelovanesi Tviseba, TiTqmis gamqraliyo. erT-erTi soflidan wasvlis Semdeg, trial mindorze SeCerda, didxans ifiqra. TiTqmis yvela sofeli gaixsena. TiTqos mucelSi raRac Caswyda. joxs eyrdnoboda. saocar daRlas grZnobda. maRla aixeda. karga xans iyo ase. Semdeg, TavisTvis Cailaparaka: “es, ra mosvliaT am ubedurebs!”

kidev ifiqra karga xans da isev Cailaparaka:

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“etyoba, jer adrea.” mere Camojda. erTxans, ase ijda da ... gaqra.

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2011 weli 3 ivlisi

dabruneba

mZimed wvimda. saRamovdeboda. uJmuri da civi amindi idga. mTlad galumpuli, tansacmeldamZimebuli, Sua xnis mamakaci

dinjad miabijebda, TiTqos Seeguao sisveles. mSvidi saxiT, auRelveblad miuyveboda quCas.

papirosis mokideba scada, magram, asanTic da papirosic erT wamSi dausvelda. orive Zirs dahyara, xelebi jibeebSi Caiwyo, odnav tanSi SeaJrJola da gza ganagrZo.

quCaSi aravin Canda. xandaxan manqana Tu gaivlida. erTxel, ZaRlmac gadairbina gzaze da sadRac miimala.

oTarma icoda sadac midioda, magram ratomRac ar Cqarobda. ufro swored siCqares azri aRar hqonda, isedac sul sveli iyo.

nacnob saxlTan SeCerda. “ramdeni welia aq ar vyofilvar, albaT oci an ocdaerTi .” –

gaifiqra da zari ramdenjerme dareka. karebi ormociode wlis qalma gaaRo. Tavidan verc ki icno, mere

gaocebisagan saxe gauSeSda. erTxans ase idga, rogorc iqna gamoerkva da dabal xmaze hkiTxa:

- rodis Camoxvedi?

- dRes diliT - Tqva oTarma da TvalebSi Sexeda.

wvima saxes usvelebda. Tmebi saxeze mihkroda, magram is

auRelveblad idga. -Semodi, sul sveli xar - Zlivs warmoTqva qalma. oTarma dinjad Seabija. wvimisagan damZimebuli, Zvelmoduri palto gaixada da iqve kedelze miayuda. axlaRa igrZno, rom sicive Zval-rbilSi gasjdomoda.

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yrud ramdenjerme daaxvela da orive xeli Tavze gadaisva, TiTqos uxerxulobis ganmuxtvas cdilobso. did oTaxSi Sevidnen. aq TiTqmis araferi Secvlila, ubralod yvelaferi odnav gaxunebuliyo. yavisferi moWiquli Rumeli isev enTo, rogorc ociode wlis win. oTars Camojdoma undoda, magram erideboda, sul sveli iyo. RumelTan axlos mivida. xelebi miaficxa.siTbom dauara. odnav modunda da fiqrebma waiRo. am saxlTan bevri ram akavSirebda, TiTqmis mTeli axalgazrdoba. axsendeboda gabrdRvialebuli, TanatolebiT savse oTaxi, dilamde gagrZelebuli dabadebis dReebi, patara Rvinis Wiqebi, axalgazrdebisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli maRalfardovani sadRegrZeloebi, gogonebis uadgilo kiskisi. patefoni da qvasaviT magari, sqeli firfitebi. gaTenebulze ki, carieli quCebi da gogonebis saxlamde micileba. mere, es yvelaferi TiTqos nislSi CaiZira. esmoda matareblis borblebis xma, xis sabargo vagonebis jayjayi, SeCerebebis dros ucxo enaze gadaZaxilebi, sastvenis xmebi, xriginiT gaRebuli vagonis karebi da didi “bidoniT” Semodgmuli cxeli wyali, mudam sanatreli cxeli wyali da sul cota xniT mucelSi datrialebuli siTbo, ylup-ylupad rom iRvreboda mTel sxeulSi. CasTvlima. xedavda gayinul baraks. gareT, TovlSi moqanave, mbJutav naTuras da “birdabirs”, gaTbobis erTaderT saSualebas. tyisken gakvalul Tovlian bilikebze WraWuniT midiodnen yovel diliT sqeli Teqis CeqmebiT. iqiT, odnavi xalisiT, ukan ki bancal-bancaliT. moagonda pirveli moWrili xe, yru WaxaniT, rom waiqca. cremlSeyinuli TvalebiT uyurebda jer kidev cocxali gigantis dacemas. male mieCvia, TiTqos yoveli xis dacemisas axali kadri iwyeboda, saocrad rom hgavdnen erTmaneTs. gayviTlebuli, Zvlebze Semxmari saxeebi, moguduli Rrma xvela, filtvebSi buybuyi da tifi, muclis tifi, aTobiT adamiani rom moaklo barakebs. yvela juris da gagebis adamiani. wvermoSvebulebi. CeqmaSi finur daniani, mokled SekreWilulvaSianebi. odnav mrgvalsaxiani, ormagulufianni, administraciul, mudam gamTbar qoxs xSirad rom stumrobdnen. ucbad gamoerkva.

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zurgze Tbili xeli igrZno.

- ras dalev?

- cxel wyals, Tqva da TviTonve gaeRima.

cxeli, limniani, tkbili Cai siamovnebda. jer muceli gauTba, mere mTeli tani. tansacmeli tanzeve SeSroboda.

aRar scioda. tkioda, magram ar icoda ra. laparakis dawyeba uWirda. isev qalma imarjva.

- ratom ar mwerdi?

- mosaweri araferi iyo, ubralod unda gameZlo.

- mere, gauZeli?

- vera. Tqva da gaeRima.

- exla ras apireb?

- arafers, mTavaria Camovedi.

cota xniT Cafiqrda. xmel, rux saxeze xeli moisva. mZimed, Rrmad Caaxvela da isev mosva Cai. xelebi TiTqos xis hqonda. uxeSi, frCxilebmomtvreuli. magidaze dadebisas ucnaur yru xmas gamoscemda. qali xelebs miaSterda da fiqrebSi CaiZira. agondeboda misi roialze dakvra, saocrad moqnili, spilosZvlisferi, mogrZo TiTebi. sulganabuli msmenelebi. gogonebis gabrwyinebuli, Seyvarebuli saxeebi. mocarti, Suberti, raxmaninovi. qaTinaurebi da morcxvad Tavdaxrili oTari. Rrma, yru xvelam gamoafxizla. axla saxeSi CaaSterda. Cacvenili Tvalebi, muqi, nacrisferi kani, gamoberili yvrimalebi, mokumuli tuCebi, xmeli, wawvetebuli nikapi da gayinuli gamoxedva.

- rame miTxari, ratom xar Cumad? hkiTxa qalma.

- daviRale. cota daviRale, Tqva da morcxvad gaiRima, ise oci

wlis win Tavdaxrili rom iRimeboda.

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odnav crida. procesia aTiode kacisgan Sedgeboda. Zvel, daJangul WiSkrian saflavTan gaCerdnen. uxmod, mZimed CauSves kubo. ori mesaflave exmarebodaT. ramdenime Wiqa Rvino dalies, naxevars saflavze aqcevdnen. aravin tiroda. ukan gamobrundnen da sasaflaos WiSkarTan SeCerdnen.

- CemTan avideT. Tqva maRalma kacma.

- ara, oTars Cemi saxli ufro uyvarda. Tqva qalma.

- kargi, upasuxa maRalma.

- ise, kargia rom Camovida. Tqva dabalma sqelma kacma da

Seciebuli xelebi moifSvnita.

gviani Semodgoma idga. quCaSi bevri, gamxmari foTlebi eyara.

2011. noemberi Tbilisi

Semodgoma idga

sakmaod cioda. qari gamxmar foTlebs xan erTi da xan meore mimarTulebiT miaqrolebda. baRSi skamze gacrecilpaltoiani kaci ijda. cilindri exura odesRac Savi, gaxunebuli. xelebi jibeSi Caewyo da miwas CasCereboda. planetebis eSinoda. “mzem rom simxurvale dahkargos, dedamiwaze amden xalxs ra eSveleba, yinulis natexebad gadaiqcevian” -fiqrobda. “iupiteri gvicavs, Torem uamravi patara planeta Seejaxeboda dedamiwas da katastrofa ar agvcdeboda. iupiterma rom mizidulobis

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Zala dakargos, kaco, amden xalxs ra eSveleba”-isev agrZelebda fiqrs. “katastrofis Sedegi varT adamianebi da katastrofamve ar gagvaqros”-fiqrobda da isev miwas dascqeroda. “neta ra aZinebT ase arxeinad am mamacxonebulebs” CaiCurCula da zurgs ukan mdgari Senobis fanjrebs gaxeda, saidanac ori Casuqebuli TeTrxalaTiani qali icqireboda. “eg xo ici, Turme magari mecnieri yofila adre”-Tqva erTma. -eh, netavi Sen erTi, midi “refleqtoris” spirali gamocvale, Tore amaRam gaviyinebiT. -upasuxa meorem. mere fanjara braxuniT gaaRo da skamze mjdom mamakacs gasZaxa: “batono Tengiz, nemsis gakeTebis droa, zeviT amodiT”. mamakaci wamodga, ise rom xelebi jibidan ar amouRia da morCilad gauyva Senobisken mimaval biliks. “ra arxeinebi arian yvelani”-Cumad warmoTqva da fiqrebSi CaiZira. qarma imata. gamxmari foTlebi axla mxolod erTi mimarTulebiT mihqrodnen. sadRac Sors axali planeta ibadeboda.

16 ivlisi. 2012w. Tbilisi.