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    The Buddhas Teaching and the

    Ambiguity of Existence

    by R.G. de S. Wettimuny

    Edited by Ven. Nyanasara Thero

    Version 0.5April 28, 2014

    Skillful Living Network

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    Contents

    Preface to the Electronic Edition 4

    Chapter 3

    Immediate and Reflexive Experience 5

    Chapter 4

    Root-Structure of the Puthujjana 13Clinging and Desire 22Summary 24

    Chapter 5

    The Five Clinging-Aggregates 26The Consciousness-Aggregate 27Consciousness, Perception and Feeling 31Matter or Form Aggregate 38Fabrications-Aggregate 45

    Sa"kh#r#= Fabrications 50Chapter 6

    Name-&-Form and Consciousness 56

    Chapter 7

    My Self 64Thinking as Self 69Wrong View of Self 73

    Belief in Self

    78

    Personality 79

    Chapter 8

    Craving (Ta#h$) 84Terminology of Desire 104

    Chapter 9

    The Structure of Change 106

    Chapter 10What is Displeasurable is Not-self 118

    Anicca-dukkha-anatt# 136

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    Deeper View of Dukkha 145The Creature 148

    Seen One, Seen Them All 157The State of the Arahant 168

    Chapter 11

    Birth, Aging and Death 183

    Chapter 12

    Nescience (Avijj$) 196

    Chapter 13

    Nibb$na 204Kevaddhas Question 226Non-mystical Nibb#na 229

    Chapter 14

    Paticcasamupp$da 239

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    Preface to the Electronic Edition

    by Ven. Nyanasara Thero, Editor

    Wettimunys The Buddhas Teaching and the Ambiguity of Existenceis one ofthose rare and important books that everyone needs, if only they knew it.It builds a bridge between the most important thoughts and thinkers of theeast and west: the existentialists in the west, and the Buddha in the east.More importantly, it completes the task begun by the western thinkers, tobring humankind into maturity after a particularly difficult adolescence.

    This book is like a manual for an arcane and esoteric, but essential pieceof software: you dont even know you need it until you come to the pointin your work when it is required, and then you need it very badly indeed.By good fortune, this slim but potent volume came into our hands justwhen we needed it. We are indebted to Venerable !"avimala of

    Thalagala for making it available to us, for it is out of print. Without it wewould have had to spend quite some time doing the equivalent work. Thelate Mr. Wettimunys contribution has saved us a great deal of time andeffort.

    We have recast much of the language to make it more accessible to thecontemporary English-speaking reader. I have taken the liberty of editing

    word-order, phrasing and even rewriting entire sentences or paragraphswhen I felt the meaning was too difficult or obscure. The bold and italictype is mostly the authors; I have added some formatting when itenhanced the clarity of the material. Footnotes are now in-line citations.

    This is an unapologetically difficult book; maybe a few dozen people in thewhole world are capable of understanding it completely. But for the

    westerner coming from a background of existential philosophy who isseriously trying to implement the teaching of the Buddha, it will benothing less than a lifesaver.

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    Chapter 3

    Immediate and Reflexive Experience

    The faculty of reflexionself-observationis inherent in the structureof our experience. This faculty can be cultured and developed; and thoughit is not easy, it mustbe developed to make progress towardenlightenment.

    Reflexionshould be distinguished from reflection. Reflection isconceptual; it deals with concepts and ideas of things that are not athand. It is abstract thinking. Reflection is closely related to memory; it isremote from, and in fact separate in time from the existence of the thingbeing thought about. Erroris easily possible in reflection, becauseconcepts are built up from previous individual experiences such as pastobservations, discussions, reading etc. Thus it is all too easy for the

    conceptual thinker to build up misleading and erroneous ideas about hisown existencein fact this is what generally happens.

    Sadly, what is often passed off as philosophical education or spiritualtraining is just this reflection or abstract thinking about ones life. And thisis exactly why it has no significant or long-lasting impact on the students.That is, the characterand mental attitudeof the student are rarely, if

    ever, altered.

    Reflexion, however, is thinking about something while it is at hand, thatis, present in ones own experience. The Therav!da Suttas refer to itas sati-sampajaaa compound word formed from sati+ sampajaa. Satimeans calling to mind. When the pastis being called to mind, satirefersto memory[of the past]. When the presentis being called to mind,then satirefers to mindfulness[of the present]. In the compound sati-sampajaa,sati concerns the present; hence in this usage it refers tomindfulness, or general recollected-nessnot being scatterbrained.

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    The nature of the average individual is not to be recollected in mind. Thismeans his mind keeps moving very rapidly from this to that, without any

    effort on his part. James Joyces novel Ulyssesportrays this scatterbrainednature, and the futile occupations that fill the typical individuals day, insome detail. The Buddha also describes this state of being:

    Monks, just as a monkey journeying along a forest slope catches hold ofone branch, having let it go catches hold of another, having let that gocatches hold of another; even so, monks, this thing called thinking, calledmind, called knowing, springs up as one thing and ceases as another, dayand night. Assutav!Sutta(Sa"yuta-Nik!ya12.61)

    To understandsomething, the mind must concentrateon it; and toconcentrate it must get recollected.

    Sampajaameans awareness, and awareness should not be mistaken forconsciousness or comprehension. Awareness means keeping oneself

    under constant observation with a recollected mind, so that onesthoughts, words and actions do not pass unnoticed or unobserved. Oneobservesthat a feeling has arisen, that it persists, and that it passes away.Likewise, feelings, perceptions, intentions etc. are to be known as theyarise, endure and vanish.

    While awarenessis not too different from mindfulness, its meaning ismore specialized. Awareness is a specialized aspect of the more generalphenomenon of mindfulness; it is a particular mode of recollection.

    And again, monks, a monk in going forward and going back, he isaware; in looking straight on and looking elsewhere, he is aware; inbending and stretching, he is aware; in carrying his outer cloak, almsbowland robe, he is aware; in eating, drinking, chewing and savoring, he isaware; in excreting and urinating he is aware; in walking, standing,sitting, sleeping, waking, speaking and being silent, he is aware. Thus heabides in the body internally. His mindfulness that there is a body isestablished in him to the extent necessary for knowledge andmindfulness. Mah!satipa##h!na Sutta(Digha-Nik!ya22)

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    Thus the compound sati-sampajaawould signify mindfulness andawareness; note that the Buddhas Teaching should be carried out in a

    state of sati-sampajaa. The term reflexion refers to this state ofmindfulness and awareness. Of course, the kind of mindfulness implied bysatiis right mindfulnessas taught by the Buddha in the Noble EightfoldPath.

    Thus there are two classes of mental states or conditions: the normalcondition of the average individual, described in the Suttas as

    mindfulness forgotten, unaware, not-recollected, scatterbrained, sensesuncontrolled; and the condition necessary for understanding theBuddhas teaching, described as mindfulness set up, aware, recollected,attention one-pointed, senses controlled.

    Just as there can be right reflection and wrong reflection, there can be rightreflexion and wrong reflexion. But reflexion has two advantages over

    reflection:

    1. Mistakes are automatically minimized.2. There is always direct contact with the actual.

    Right reflexion or mindfulness and awareness (sati-sampajaa) has furtheradvantages:

    1. It leads to knowledge and seeing (!nadassana).2. It leads to calm and tranquillity (samatha).

    Hence it is a more pleasant state. But it is also a more difficult type ofmental application, demanding more deliberate effort and skill. However,sati-sampajaais precisely the type of thinking required to solve theproblem of ones own existence, thus assuring ones spiritual welfare.

    Now, any experience that has any degree of mindfulness has twoimportant fundamental parts:

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    1. Immediate experience, for example when we make the outsideworld the object of our experience.

    2. Reflexive experience, when we make the immediate experience theobject of our experience.

    Thus when we perceive a perception, the perceptionitself is immediateexperience. The observationof the immediate experience is thereflexive experience. In other words, reflexive experience is theexperience of experience, or being aware of being aware.

    Since no observation of a perception can occur unless the perception ispresent, there is no reflexive experience that does not include or involveimmediate experience. Whereas reflective experience is conceptual,reflexive experience is phenomenological, based on actual experience. Amental image or idea is also an immediate experience. We also see thatreflexive experience has quite a long attention span compared toimmediate experience, which lacking the reflexive component, is veryshort-lived.

    Thingsarise in immediate experience, and as soon as reflexive experienceoccurs, one is directly aware that there are things. Immediateexperience of things may be instantaneous or enduring. A flash oflightning is an instantaneous immediate experience, whereas an immediateexperience of movement endures from its beginning in the past, through

    the immediate experience of moving in the present, to a future destination.

    In the immediate experience of a thing, I am conscious of the thing, but Iam not aware that I am aware of that particularthing. In reflexiveexperience, I am aware that I am conscious of that particular thingandno other. In the immediate experience of a movement, I am conscious ofthe movement, but I am not aware that what I am conscious of is a

    movement. However in reflexive consciousness, at its most fundamental

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    level, I am aware that I am conscious of a movement, and not of anythingelse.

    In reflexive experience the thing is twice present: both immediately andreflexively. This is the most fundamental level of reflexive experience,merely being aware of the immediate experience. It is not yet equal to thestate of sati-sampajaa described above.

    True reflexion is an advanced level or higher degree of reflexive

    experience. As we continue with reflexion, we observe the generalnature(dhamma) of the immediate experience while the immediateexperience is present. We disregard the individual peculiarities of theimmediate experience and instead, pay attention to its generalcharacteristics or category. Since the faculty of reflexion is inherent in thestructure of our experience, the immediate experience is always potentiallyunder observation.

    In the immediate experience of a thing, attention is on the thing. No effortis required to maintain this immediate attention. Maintaining reflexiveexperience requires pulling attention back from the thing, and directing ittowards the experienceinstead. This does not happen spontaneously,only intentionally. Also, immediate experience makes the thing manifest tous, but does not describeit. Reflexive experience provides the description.

    Reflexive experience, beginning from the most basic level of mereawareness, results from immediate experience. Immediate experiencecomes first, reflexive experience following with immediate experience stillbeing present. Immediate experience is the foundation, and reflexiveexperience is a superstructure above it. Thus when there is immediateexperience of a perception, there is a resultant reflexive experience of theperception, with the perception still lasting. The foundation can exist

    without the superstructure, but the foundation hasto be there for thesuperstructure to exist.

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    Perception, monks, I say results in description. As one perceivessomething, so one describes, I was perceptive thus. This, monks, is

    called the result of perception. Nibbedhika Sutta(A$guttara-Nik!ya6.63)

    Indeed, Po$$ap!da, perception arises first, knowledge after. But thearising of knowledge is from the arising of perception. One understandsthus: With this as a condition, knowledge arose in me. Po##hap!daSutta(D%gha-Nik!ya9)

    Knowledge, whether right or wrong, is reflexive experience. In the Suttas

    we frequently find the emphatic phrase, Thus knowing, thus seeing (eva"j!nato eva"passato). This phrase refers directly to reflexive experience.Seeingis reflexive experience at the level of reflexion. One sees rightlythat the present experience is of such-&-such a nature (dhamma). One seesit as it really is(yath!bh&tam). When I have a malevolent or hatefulthought, I seeand know that it is unpleasant; and I see it as unpleasantwhile it still persists in me. From this seeing or understanding I derive the

    knowingor knowledge(ana) that it is unpleasant. Such experientialknowledge is reliable, because the object of knowledge is still present; andin this context, knowing is seeing and seeing is knowing.

    There is another kind of knowing that is notderived from seeing orexperience. It is conceptual, quasi-knowledge derived from reflection. Forexample, I can know the Four Noble Truths by reading about them. Thistype of knowing is separated from seeing and understanding, andtherefore also separated from direct experience. Such indirect knowing orknowledge is unreliable, and it cannot alterthe individual. This is thetype of knowledge that the person who treats the Buddhas Teaching as ascholastic subject dabbles in. Despite all his knowledge he may not evenbe warmed by the Teaching, let alone transformed by it. [seeAlagaddupama Sutta (Majjhima-Nik!ya 22)]

    Further, to seethe Buddhas Teaching in the way we mean here meansmore than seeing that experience is as the Buddha points out. It is also to

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    see that the structure of this experience must be as the Buddha pointsout, and not otherwise. It is not only seeing the fact, but also seeing the

    necessityfor the fact. For it is only when seeing the necessity for the factthat we also see what has to be done. And when we see what has to bedone, we are alteredor transformedwe are not as we were before.

    Now, the Buddha teaches that there can be only twodifferentfundamental though implicit reflexive experiences resulting from thesame immediate experience. In other words, there are only two modes

    (pariy!ya) of the implicit reflexive experience: one that determines dukkha,and the other not determining dukkha. Thus the root-structure (M&la-pariy!ya) of reflexive experience is of two kinds.

    It will be very instructive if at this point in the discussion, we note to whichtypes of individual the two reflexive experiences pertain:

    1. Theputhujjana, common or ordinary person. He has not understoodor seenthe Four Noble Truths, the Buddhas Teaching, at all. Thus hehas not been able to reach the path leading to the cessation of dukkha,and so he remains aputhujjana, whatever his other attainments may be.Buddha describes him as not seeing things as they reallyare (yath!bh&tassa adassan!). He therefore remains subject to dukkha.

    2. The asekha(literally, learning-ender), more usually calledArahant. He

    has fullyseen and understood the Four Noble Truths and has arrivedat the cessation of dukkha. There is no dukkhawhatsoever in him.

    3. There is also a third class of individual taught by the Buddha, the sekhaor learner, also called the noble disciple (ariyas!vaka). He is neither aputhujjana nor anArahant. He has seen and understood the Four NobleTruths to some extent, depending on his level of advancement. His

    root-structural reflexive experience is still along the same line as theputhujjana, although generally weaker in determining dukkha. However,

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    at the level of reflexionthat is, at the level of reflexive experiencedeveloped to the order of mindfulness-&-awarenesshis

    understanding of the Four Noble Truths, although not as complete astheArahants, equips him to develop himself to the point where his root-structural reflexive experience is alteredto that of theArahants,whereno dukkhais determined at all. The sekhais therefore on the pathleading to the cessation of dukkha.

    Clearly, if the Buddhas Teaching is unavailable, or has been distorted,

    there can exist only the first type of individual, theputhujjana. The root-structures of the reflexive experience of these three types of individualsare profoundly different. We will refer to these three types of individualsfrequently in our discussion below; the above definitions will be adequatefor the present.

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    Chapter 4

    Root-Structure of the Puthujjana

    In theM&la-pariy!ya Sutta(Discourse on Root-Structure) the Buddhareveals the root-structure of the reflexive experiences of theputhujjana, sekhaandArahantas they result from their immediate experience of a perception.TheM&la-pariy!ya Sutta embraces all possible objects of perceptionwhether concrete or abstractfrom earth, water, fire and air to oneness,

    many-ness and so on. But the root-structure of the reflexive experience isthe same, no matter what is perceived. We begin with theputhujjanascase,and will deal with the others later.

    When theputhujjanahas immediate experience of, for example, the earth-mode (solidity), the root-structure of his reflexive experience manifests asfollows:

    Here, monks, the uninstructedputhujjana, unseeing of the noble ones,ignorant of the noble Teaching, unseeing of the good men, ignorant ofthe good mens Teaching, perceives earth (solidity) as earth. Perceivingearth as earth, he conceives earth, he conceives in earth, he conceivesfrom earth, he conceives earth is for me, he delights in earth. Why isthat? Because he has not comprehended it, I tell you. M&la-pariy!yaSutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya1)

    We can analyze the above into stages as follows:

    1. TheputhujjanaperceivesX as X (X being whatever is perceived).2. Perceiving X as X, he conceivesX.3. He conceives inX.4. He conceives fromX.5. He conceives X is for me.

    6. He delightsin X.

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    Stages 26 represent five progressive levels of explicitnessin the root-structure of the phenomena characterizing theputhujjanasfundamental

    reflexive experience. Each level is more explicitthan the preceding one,meaning it is more easily seen or noticed.

    As mentioned above, this reflexive experience is a superstructure over theimmediate experience. The immediate experience (not mentioned in theSutta passage) is: Theputhujjana perceives X. Since the immediateexperience is the foundation for the superstructure of the reflexive

    experience, the reflexive experience, having to do with knowledge anddescription, comes afterthe immediate experience of the perception.

    Please note that the root-structure of theputhujjanas reflexive experience isnot what we call reflexion or self-observation. It is classified as reflexiveexperience to the extent that there is some awareness of the immediateexperience; but since there is no deliberate attention paid to it, it cannot

    be considered self-observation. This elementary type of root-structurefound in theputhujjanacan be considered the immediate experience thatbecomes the object of reflexive experience at the level of reflexion in thesekha.

    Stage 1above indicates the mere awareness of the perception, where theperception is recognized as the perception of X and nothing elseHeperceives X as X; for example, he perceives green as green.

    Stages 25depict the basic structure of the phenomenon ofappropriation, the perception of being in subjection; and thisphenomenon best characterizes theputhujjanasreflexive experience. Themost fundamental nature of theputhujjanas reflexive experience is one ofappropriationof immediate experience being appropriated or broughtinto subjection. Stages 25 above are four levels of explicitnessin the

    basic structure of appropriation. These levels do not signify a sequence,where one arises after the previous one has ceased; they describe a single

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    but graded structure in the present. Some of these levels, being veryimplicit, are difficult to see in experience. However we can always make an

    attempt.

    In Stage 2abovePerceiving X as X, he conceives Xtheappropriation is so subtle that it is barely implied by the verbconceives (maati). The conceiving (maan!) refers to conceivingsubjectivity. And Perceiving X as X, he conceives X indicates thatwhen theputhujjanahas perceived X as X, he is pregnantwith the

    possibility of bringing X, the object disclosed in immediate experience,into subjection, appropriating it.

    More precisely, it means that when he has become awarethat he isperceiving X, he is also pregnant with the conceit (m!na) I. And becauseof that, he is also pregnant with the relationship that X, the objectdisclosed by immediate experience, is that which I is concerned

    about. (The object disclosed in the immediate experience is also referredto as name-&-form, to be discussed later.)

    The P!li word m!na, translated conceit, indicates a combination ofconceptand pride. It is not so subtle as the ordinary meaning ofconcept, yet not so coarse as pride; it is something of both.

    In Stage 3He conceives in XX gets endowedwith the conceit I.

    With this endowment, I is no longer a mere concept; it is a concept with areferent. That is, I is not just an idea or abstract concept; it is a conceptthat refers to something concrete, and then that concrete referent isI.

    An explanation may help to make this clear:

    Stage 0: I perceive a lump of matter (X) in front of me. This is the

    immediate experience.

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    Stage 1: He perceives X asX. I perceive a lump of matter in front ofme as thatparticular lump of matter, with its particular color,

    shape and other qualities, and nothing else.

    Stage 2: Perceiving X as X, he conceivesX. Now while theperception is still there, I conceivethe concept chair.

    Stage 3: He conceives inX. I superimposethe concept chair onthe particular lump of matter disclosed by the immediate

    experience. At this level of awareness of the lump of matter, theconcept of chair is tied up with the awarenessaware of it aschair. Similarly, the conceit I is tied up with the awarenessaware of it asI. Thus it was said, He conceives in X,meaning that I have superimposed a concept or recognitionof the particular lump of matter as chair. The importance ofthis stage will become apparent later in our discussion.

    Stage 4: He conceives fromX, is the level where there is theappearancethat I is something separate from X. It alsoindicates that at this level, there is more attention on I.

    Stage 5: He conceives X is for me. Now the separation is explicit,and the apparent relationship between this apparently separateI and X is that X is forthis I. Thus to theputhujjana, when

    there is an immediate experience, it becomes explicitlypresentin his reflexive experience as for me: My chair.

    Stage 6: He delightsin X. See the discussion on clinging and desirelater in this chapter.

    Theputhujjanas experience is not merely the presence of an object. In his

    experience there is both an object that is present and an apparentsubject, to whomthe object is present. Thus, there is a present objectXand there appearsto be a present subject: I. Further, the relation

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    This beingI, or existenceof I, or remainingI, or persistenceofI in time, is the most fundamental form of being (bhava). It is in fact the

    essenceof what we refer to in ordinary language as existence or being.

    Theputhujjana, however, sees this state of affairs wrongly. First he deceiveshimself into thinking that there is a subject existingindependently of theobject; that I is something existing independent of experience, and thatexperience is forthis subject, that it is mine. He thinks, Because I am,things are forme. But according to the Buddha, actually, I exists

    because we see things as for me. The conceit I ambrings intemporality, the perception of existingin time.

    We now come to two very important aspects of being: the perception ofpermanence(niccasaa) and the perception of pleasurableness(sukhasaa).

    Subjectivitythe conceits I, mine and am (aha", mamaand asmi)isalways explicitly or implicitly structurally related with the perception ofnot passing away (na vayo), of being permanent or immortal. Death ornonexistence is always the most repugnant perception to theputhujjanasinnermost being. Notions of subjectivity are alwaysassociated withnotions of permanence or immortality. The conception of the individualas I requiresthis notion of permanence, even though the permanenceof I is by no means established. Reflexion on experience indicates this, asfollows:

    In the presentexperience there is the notion of I, and the experience (ora part of it) is itself identified with that which is I. This presentexperience is presentlyregarded as continuingin a very subtle manner;and even if this present particular experience is seen to pass away,experience in general is notthought to cease immediately altogether.

    When the present experience gives way to another, the subsequentexperience is alsothen identified as that which is I. In other words,

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    whenever thisexperience identified as I passes away, there is alwaysanotherexperience to be identified as I.

    Thus, theputhujjananever thinks that I ceases altogether immediatelywith the cessation of the present experience; he thinks there is alwaysI.Theputhujjanaoccasionally muses that experience will cease altogetherthat is, he will diebut only as time goes on, some years in the future. Butthis happening some time later is a vague concept, corresponding to a farremote actuality, remaining untouchedby and completely separate from

    both the presentexperience and the immediately followingexperience. Thus theputhujjana, even when he muses that he will die, neverthinks that he will die right nowat thisinstant, or even at the next.

    Thus, I is always implicitly thought to continue, to remain, to be, toexist, to persist in timein one way or another. This perception of beingby-itself becomes firm at the level where the experience is taken to be for

    I (Stage 5). Here separation of I from the immediate experience isexplicit, apparent; and repeatedly taking successive experiences as for Imore explicitly reinforces the concept of an I that stands separate from allexistence.

    Theputhujjanathinks that somehow or other, because of the apparentcontinuity given by the repeated superimposition on each experience ofthe notion that the experience is forI, that I stands as a by-itself. Theconsequence of this whole state of affairs is that it leads theputhujjanatothe subtle belief that there actuallyis a permanent I standing by-itself,apart from all experiencethat I am, irrespective of all else. This subtlebelief grips theputhujjanabecause he is completely unaware of what ishappening, and does not notice the complex superstructure that liesbeneath and supports I.

    There is a distinction between considering a thing as I and the conceit (I)am. Considering a thing as I is a mental endowmentdescribing a

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    thing as I. The conceit (I) am refers to an existence or persistence intime(I) am. The superimposition on immediate experience of the

    concepts in ascending order of explicitness is: asI , forI, amI.

    The perception of not passing away, of permanence, differs from the viewor belief in eternal existence, where eternity is conceived as infinity ofduration. Belief in eternal existence is only a consequenceof theperception of permanence. Theputhujjanadoes not have the view in everyreflexive experience that he will exist in some way for alltime. When the

    eternalist view or belief (sassatav!da) does come in, it does so only indeliberate reflection, and it is dependentupon the fundamentalconceptions of the root-structure.

    But what does exist in theputhujjanas every reflexive experience is theinvoluntary perception that he will continue, that he will be, that he willnot pass away. Every instant of being requires the assumption of

    continuationof being. The question of durationwhether he willcontinue for some time or for all timeis a secondary matter that appearsonly in deliberate reflection. So the question of the durationof being isnot part of theputhujjanaseach and every reflexive experience; it is thesubtle perception of merely continuing, of being. The termpermanenceis therefore not as accurate a rendering of the P!li na vayoasthe phrase not passing away; but we will use permanence because it is

    much easier to handle.

    The perception of permanence is always structurally related with theperception of pleasurableness. Is mine and I amor more generally,beingare always associated with perceptions of permanence andpleasurableness. These two perceptions are not always explicitseen ornoticed; nevertheless, if subjectivity is there (I am) they they are alsothere, if only to a very slight degree. Subjectivity and the perceptions ofpermanence and pleasurableness are structurally inseparable. This

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    fact can be seen through its obverse: the experience of the suddenapprehension of death.

    The sudden apprehension of death is such a shocking and unpleasantexperience. Shock is acute disappointment or unexpectedness,concentrated in a very short period of time; and the unexpectedness is inthe apprehension that being I, which was implicitly always thought willbe, will now not beany more. The apprehension of death means theperception of the impermanenceof I in its fullforce. But I was

    always implicitly or explicitly assumed to be permanent and pleasurable;hence the unpleasant shock in the sudden apprehension of death.

    Any thingany object considered asa particular phenomenonalwayshas certain associated significances. For example, the consideration of alump of matter in front of me as a chair is associated with, or structurallyinseparable from, the notion of being seated on it. This concept of being

    seated on it is its significance, or as we shall see later on, its intention;and if this significance or intention is not present, then the lump of matteris no longer cognized, or at least is no longer cognized as a chair.Likewise, the notion I, or the consideration of a thing asI, is alwaysassociated with certain significances or intentions: the perceptions ofpermanence and pleasurableness. I has no meaningwithout thesesignificances, and nothing lacking those perceptions can be considered as

    I. In other words, the notion of subjectivity is always correlated withperceptions of permanence and pleasurableness.

    Now, there is no mine or am or being apart from some thingtaken tobe mine or am or being. It always has to be thisis mine or thisamI or thisis being. Despite whatever mystical beliefs one may have, thereis no such thing as pure being apart from experience. The immediateexperience, together with taking the experience to be I and mine is whatgives the individual being.

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    Briefly, being is the persistence of subjectivity, or the persistenceof subjective experience. And since the immediate experience is

    recognized to be that which I am(at this time I is identical to theimmediate experience), the perception of pleasurableness in being (i.e. inbeing-I) is conceptually realized as the perception of pleasurableness inthe immediate experience. Stage 6indicates the perception of thispleasurableness. We have rendered it as delighting(abhinandati).

    On the other hand, displeasurefear, worry, anxiety, etc.arises with the

    perception of dangerto being. Consequently, the most acute displeasurearises in the perception of total destruction to being, the apprehension ofimmanent death.

    Thus, pleasure is primarily the pleasant mental feeling that arises at theperception of being, and displeasure is the unpleasant mental feeling thatarises at the perception of danger to being. The pleasure or displeasure

    increases according to the natureof the being that is perceived. If it isperceived to be a very welcome mode of being, then the pleasure is verygreat; likewise, if the perceived danger to being is very great, then thedispleasure is very great. There is no pleasure or displeasuredivorced from being.The relief from pleasure and displeasure, whichis the feeling of easethat theArahantexperiences, is very different fromthe pleasure associated with being, and will be discussed later on.

    Clinging and Desire

    So far what we have discussed as the basic structure of the process ofappropriation, of bringing the immediate experience into subjection, isalso the basic structure of what the Suttas call up!d!na, which can betranslated as holdingor clinging. Herein we will render up!d!naasclinging. Up!d!naor clinging covers a wider field than appropriation or

    bringing into subjection; but fundamentally, in essence, it refers to thesame thing. Thus the six stages of the root-structure of theputhujjanas

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    reflexive experience described above are, in the language of the Suttas,also progressive levels of explicitness in the root-structure of the

    phenomenon of clinging.

    As we pointed out above, the earlier levels of this root-structure are noteasy to observe; it takes considerable effort to see that the root-structure oftheputhujjanasreflexive experience is even roughly as described in theSuttas. Another phenomenon that is not indicated in the root-structure,but noticeable without difficulty, dependent on Stage 6 is desire. Desire is

    called nandior chandain the Suttas.

    To him delighting in that feeling, welcoming it, standing attached to it,desire is born. Mah!ta'h!sa$khaya Sutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya38)

    What, then, is desire? Desire is clingingto the perception ofpleasurableness that there is in being, appropriating it and not letting itgo. But since clinging is fundamentally considering or taking a thing as I,

    desire is taking the perceptionof pleasurableness in being as I. Indesire, there is not only the perception of pleasurableness in being, butalso taking this perception of pleasurableness in being as I. Thus desireis perceiving the perception of pleasurableness in being as I.

    Desire has the characteristic of looking forward. It depends uponanticipation(vinicchayo):

    Dependent upon anticipation, desire and lust. Mah!ta'h!sa$khayaSutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya38.1)

    This anticipation includes an evaluation from the point of view ofpleasurableness. The P!li word vinicchayo, which we render as anticipation,also includes this aspect of evaluation. One desires to continue the presentmode of being, or to fabricate a new mode of being in the immediate

    future. Desire is primarily a desire for being; the specific form or mode ofbeing is secondary. The realizationof a desire for being, however, is

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    always the desire for a specific modeof being. There cannot be a beingseparate from something or other reckoned to be that being: I am that.

    The precedence we have given to the conceit I am is not thereforestructural; it is precedence only from the point of view of its importance tothe problem of suffering. Desire maintainsthe fundamental clinging. It isanother layer of clinging including temporality, and it is the layer ofclinging explicitly seen in experience.

    Summary

    We have seen that clinging (up!d!na) is appropriating the immediateexperience or bringing it into subjection. This appropriation or bringinginto subjection is nothing but considering(samanupassati) or reckoning theimmediate experience asI or mine, however subtle that may be.Considering (samanupassati) and conceiving (maati) differ in that the factorof deliberation is clearly present in considering, while deliberation ismerely pregnant, or almost absent, in conceiving. From this point of viewwe can regard considering as the mature form of conceiving. This meansthat to holda thing, to appropriatea thing, to bring a thing intosubjectionor to clingto it, is fundamentally to consider it as I ormine. This point cannot be overstressed. The same thing applies to thephenomena called attaching, desiring, lusting, etc. To be attached to athing, to desire a thing, to lust for a thing, is to fundamentally andessentially consider that thing as being I or as being for I. For thisreason, all these phenomenaattachment (ajjhos!na), desire (chanda), lust(r!ga), etc.are also called clinging (up!d!na) in the Suttas.

    This is mine (eta"mama) is a rationalization, or a conceptual elaborationof the conceiving (maan!) described in the root-structure; I am this (esoaha"asmi) is a rationalization of the conceit I am. The Suttas classifythese twothis is mine and I am thisas views (di##hi). They are the two

    fundamental ways in which theputhujjanaviews or looks upon immediateexperience. This is mine is the more fundamental of the two, and

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    therefore it forms the most fundamental of views. Conceiving of I andmine, and with it considering the immediate experience as I and mine,

    form the fundamental clinging. These two viewsthisis mine and thisam Idepend on this fundamental clinging. These are views in that theyare deliberate reflections, like a coarse layer standing over the subtleconceiving (maan!) and the subtle conceit I am (asmim!na) that arefundamental in all being (bhava). These two views also indicate differentdegreesof clinging. A thing is held harder if it is considered that whichI am, than when it is considered forI, or mine.

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    We also see that in the experience of a living being, none of theseaggregates can exist by itself, separated from the others. They are

    inseparable, and the Venerable S!riputta says:

    Friend, that which is feeling, that which is perception, that which isconsciousnessthese things are associated, not dissociated, and it isimpossible to separate them from one another or show a distinctionbetween them. For, friend, what one feels, that he perceives; what oneperceives, that he cognizes. Mah!vedalla Sutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya43.1)

    The Buddha also taught:

    Monks, were one to declare thus: I will show the coming or the going,the disappearance or the appearance, the growth or the increase, or theabundance of consciousness apart from matter, apart from feeling, apartfrom perceptions, apart from fabricationsthat situation is impossible.

    Upaya Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya22.53)

    We may have to treat each of these aggregates separately to gain anunderstanding of them, though of course they are inseparable in actualexperience. It also becomes clear that the problem of suffering and itscessation must lie in these categories called the five clinging-aggregates.Experience of whatever kind is within these five, confined to these five.

    The Consciousness-Aggregate

    It would be best to begin with the consciousness-aggregate (vi!'a).Consciousness deserves first place because any experience means beingconscious ofthe other four aggregates. I am conscious of matter (mybody, an external object, or both), I am conscious of feeling, I amconscious of perception, and I am conscious of fabrication.

    However, what is meant by being consciousof something? When I say I

    am conscious of something, it means that the thing of which I amconscious is present in me. A sight, a sound, a smell, a taste, a touch or amental image is present. A pleasant feeling, an unpleasant feeling, or a

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    neither-pleasant-nor-unpleasant feeling is present. It is presentto me;therefore, I am conscious of it.

    It is quite clear, in experience, that consciousness without an object ofwhich one is consciouspure consciousnessis impossible andinconceivable. Further, the object of consciousness itself cannot beconsciousness. That is, we cannot have consciousness of consciousnesswhich would be equivalent to presence of presence. We can haveconsciousness onlyof matter, feeling, perception and fabrication. Also, we

    cannot think or speak of any object that has no relation withconsciousness. Though we speak of consciousness and objects separately,they are inseparable in experience; speaking of them separately is mereverbal abstraction. When we speak in an abstract way of consciousness,the Suttas tell us we are making an aggregate-designation (khanda-adivacana) But when we speak of consciousness of X, we are not speakingin the abstract but of a concrete and particular thing.

    As we already pointed out, consciousness (vi!'a) should not be mistakenfor awareness (sampajaa). Consciousness of movement and awarenessof consciousness of movement are not the same. Awareness involvesconsiderationto some degree. What is often called unconscious shouldreally be called unaware. When someone is asleep, we cannot say that heis unconscious. Were it so, he could not be woken out of sleep by a noise or

    other disturbance. But we can say that he is not aware.

    The necessity to differentiate between consciousness and first-orderawareness has given rise to terms like unconscious, subconscious,semiconscious, etc. These words essentially refer to the degree ofconsciousness involved in immediate experience (conscious of X), but notin awareness of the experience (conscious of X asX). The Suttas do notspeak of different grades of consciousness such as unconscious,subconscious, etc.; however, they do speak of a state where feeling andperception have ceased, and therefore consciousness has also ceased, but

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    there is heat and vitality in the body, and so there is a return toconsciousness at the time predetermined before the attainment of the

    state. This is called the attainment of the cessation of perception andfeeling (saavedayitanirodhasam!patti).

    Now, as regards essence, consciousness is negative; it cannot be seen,heard, smelled, tasted or felt. Also consciousness does not refer to thephenomenon that is present, or even to part of the phenomenon. It is notwhatis present, or even a part of what is present. It is only the presence

    of the phenomenon. Consciousness is the presence of that which ispresent. In an immediate visual experience, the thing is seenbut eye-consciousness is not seen. Eye-consciousness is negative as regardsessence. But in reflexive visual experience, eye-consciousness is presentthere iseye-consciousness.

    Thus, while other things can be directly described in terms of their

    positive essence as this thing or that thing, consciousness cannot be sodescribed. It can be described only upon reflexion. Yet, if anything is to bedescribed, it must be present, at least in imagination; and its presence isconsciousness. So we have a situation where other things depend uponconsciousness for their existence(whether in this form or that form), andthat merely means that consciousness is the existential fabrication.

    Since consciousness is negative regarding essence, it is always associatedwith the body; it is, in the words of the Buddha:

    Ettha sita ettha pa#ibaddha:fastened there, bound there. Mah!sakulud!yiSutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya77)

    Therefore in the Suttas we find the phrase:

    Savi!'aka k!ya: body endowed with consciousness. R!dha Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya22.71)

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    Normal experience, however, is multiple; there are hearing, seeing etc.Experience is not confined to one sense or faculty, so we can distinguish six

    kinds of consciousness, arising dependent on six bases(sa(!yatana): eye,ear, nose, tongue, body and mind.

    Monks, whatever consciousness arises dependent upon, by that it isreckoned. Consciousness arising dependent on the eye and sight isreckoned as eye-consciousness; consciousness arising dependent upon theear and sound is reckoned as ear-consciousness; consciousness arisingdependent upon the nose and odor is reckoned as nose-consciousness;

    consciousness arising dependent upon the tongue and taste is reckoned astongue-consciousness; consciousness arising dependent upon the bodyand touch is reckoned as body-consciousness; consciousness arisingdependent upon the mind and mental images is reckoned as mind-consciousness. Mah!ta'h!sa$khaya Sutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya38)

    Each of these six sense bases is described as that thing which is:

    Lokasmi"lokasa%hoti lokam!ni: in the world and by which there is world-perceiving and world-conceiving. Lokantagamana Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya35.99)

    Thus the eye can be described as that spherical organ in the world bywhich there is seeing (sight-perception) of the world and conceiving of theworld; the ear can be described as a membranous organ by which there ishearing (sound-perception) of the world and conceiving of the world; and

    the nose, tongue, and body can be similarly described. And the mind(mano) can be described as that organprincipally the gray matter of thebrainby which there is imagining (idea-perception or mental-image-perception) of the world and conceiving of the world. Detailedphysiological descriptions are unnecessary; the functional descriptionsgiven in the Suttas are quite sufficient.

    But the description of the mind-base appears insufficient and inadequate,because although there can be no hearing based on the eye-base or seeing

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    based on the ear-base, etc., there can be a sort of seeing, hearing, smelling,tasting and touching based on the mind-base. Based on the mind-base

    there can be imaginary sights, sounds, smells, tastes and touches. From thispoint of view, the mind-base can be thought of as incorporating fiveimaginary bases, in which five kinds of imaginary perceptions can arise.However, some exclusively mental phenomena such as telepathy,clairvoyance, retrocognition, precognition, etc. may not conform entirelyto this scheme.

    Thus considering all the six sense bases, we have consciousness defined inthe Suttas as follows:

    Monks, what is consciousness (vi!'a)? It is these six consciousness-bodies (or consciousness-groups): eye-consciousness, ear-consciousness,nose-consciousness, tongue-consciousness, body-consciousness and mind-consciousness. This, monks, is called consciousness. Up!d!naparipavatta Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya22.56)

    The earlier phrase body endowed with consciousness can now beexpanded to six-based body endowed with consciousness (savi!akasa(!yatanika k!ya)

    Consciousness, Perception and Feeling

    Perception (saa) refers to the quality of a percept or to the percept itself.

    The percepts are sight, sound, smell, taste, touch and idea (mental image).The qualities of a sight would be shape and color; a sound has qualities ofpitch, timbre and loudness; a taste can be salty, sweet, acidic, bitter, etc.and so on with the others. We also see that the quality of a percept isindependent of the perceiver; it is imposed on the perceiver, not entirelydetermined by his volition. When there is the sight of a tree, a shape isseen; but this shape is independent of the perceiver. Similarly the pitch of

    a sound is independent of both the sound being heard and the hearer.

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    And what, monks, is perception (sa!)? It is these six bodies-of-perception: sight-perception, sound-perception, smell-perception, taste-

    perception, touch-perception and idea-perception (dhammasa!). This iscalled perception. Up!d!naparipavatta Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya22.56)

    The Visuddhimaggatends to confuse perception (sa!) with consciousness(vi!'a). In Chapter XIV it tends to understand consciousness as a moreelaborate version of perception, thus approximating to knowledge (!'a).This is incorrect. While there is always consciousness where there isperception, there is not always knowledge. As we pointed out in the

    chapter on Experience, perception always precedes knowledge.Consequently, perception is structurally simpler than knowledge.Perception and knowledge differ in kind, not just in degree.

    In the Suttas, however, we occasionally find vi!'abeing used in twosenses: in the sense of consciousness in the primitive context of theaggregates (khanda), and in the sense of knowingbut never in the sense of

    perception. And when it is used in the sense of knowing, it refers to thecomplex consciousness of reflexion: the presence of a knownphenomenon. The following is a Sutta passage where vi!'ais used inboth senses:

    Here, friend, an uninstructedputhujjana, unseeing of the nobles,undisciplined in the good mens teaching, regards matter, feeling,perception, fabrications, regards consciousness as self, regards matter,feeling, perception, fabrications, regards consciousness as self, or selfendowed with consciousness, or consciousness as belonging to self, or selfas in consciousness. That consciousness of his changes and becomesotherwise; as that consciousness (vi!'a) changes and becomes otherwise,so his knowing (vi!'a) follows around (keeps track of) that change ofconsciousness Uddesavibha$ga Sutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya138)

    Feeling (vedan!) is broadly of two kindsbodily (k!yika) and mental

    (cetasika). This distinction is not difficult to see in experience. For example,the painful feeling from a bodily wound would be classified as a bodily

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    painful feeling; so would a headache. Sorrow and joy, on the other hand,would be classified as painful mental feelings; so would fear and worry.

    We will use adjectives like pleasant, unpleasant and painful to describeeither bodily ormental feelings. Thus, a pleasant feeling can be either apleasant bodily feeling or a pleasant mental feeling. But the adjectivespleasurable and displeasurable refer to some kind of consideration; theywill be used only for mentalfeelings. Thus a pleasurable feeling willrefer to a pleasant mental feeling, and a displeasurable feeling will refer to

    an unpleasant mental feeling. Similarly, pleasure and displeasure will beused only in reference to mental feelings, as will pleasurableness anddispleasurableness.

    According to quality, any bodily or mental feeling can be of three types:pleasant (sukha), unpleasant (dukkha) or neither-pleasant-nor-unpleasant(adukkhamasukha). A headache is an unpleasant bodily feeling (k!yik!dukkh!

    vedan!). Joy is a pleasant mental feeling (cetasik!sukh!vedan!). As for neither-pleasant-nor-unpleasant feeling, it is said: Neither-pleasant-nor-unpleasant feeling is pleasant when known and unpleasant when notknown. This requires some clarification. A neutral feeling (neither-pleasant-nor-unpleasant) such as indifference is knownto be neutral, it isperceivedor reckonedas pleasurable; likewise when there is a neutralfeeling, but it is not knownto be neutral, it is perceived or reckoned as

    displeasurable.

    Here is the classification of feeling given so far:

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    &

    Now let us clarify the distinction between feelingand perception.Though it is not a difficult distinction, sometimes it is not seen clearlyenough. When I experience a taste in my tongue, that is just perceivingataste (which may be bitter, sweet, etc.). But simultaneously I can experience

    a feelingin the tongue, because the tongue is a bodily phenomenon.

    Note:In this context the term bodily (k!yika) includes the entirebody;but when we speak of the six sense-bases, the body is said to be oneofthem. Then we do not include the parts of the body such as the eye, ear,nose, tongue and brain (mind) in the sense-base referred to as the body.The Suttas follow this system; therefore it is necessary to note it to avoidconfusion.

    Thus, when I drink a cup of very hot tea I experience a pleasant sweettaste along with an unpleasant burning feeling in my tongue. Thisunpleasant feeling is a bodily feeling, because the tongue is a bodilyphenomenon. Likewise, when I experience a touch on my arm, that is justperceiving a touch with the sense-base body; but along with it I can have apleasant feeling in that part of the body, and this pleasant feeling is a

    bodily feeling, again because the arm is a bodily phenomenon. With thesense-base mind the relation would be as follows: when I think of eating atasty dish there is a mental image-perception; but along with it there is also

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    feeling happy about it, and this feeling happy is a pleasurable mentalfeeling, because happiness is a mental phenomenon. Of course, mental

    feeling is not limited to mental image-perception. We have mental feelingswhen we experience the other percepts and bodily feelings as well.

    One should alwaysremember that the Buddhas Teaching is designed tolead us on to the utter cessation of the feelings classified as mentallyunpleasant (cetasik!dukkh!vedan!) such as anxiety, worry, fear, despair,agitation, sorrow, doubt etc. These unpleasant mental feelings as a whole

    can be called displeasure. In the Suttas this displeasure is called dukkha.It is one of the threecontexts where the word dukkhais used. In thesecond context, dukkhais used as an adjective to describe feeling: dukkh!vedan!;and dukkhahere means merely unpleasant or painful, so it can referto either bodily or mental feeling. In the third context, dukkhais used in theFour Noble Truths: dukkha, the arising of dukkha, the ceasing of dukkhaandthe path to the ceasing of dukkha. It is to understand dukkhain thiscontext

    that all our effort is necessary. Provisionally, we have rendered dukkhain thisthird context as sufferingor displeasure. We will deal with this pointfully later on. When the Suttas refer to feeling without making thedistinction between bodily and mental, they usually refer to mental feeling,for two reasons: the Buddhas Teaching aims at completely destroying thepossibility of displeasurable mental feeling, and when the subject identifieswith feeling, it is usually not so much with bodily feeling as with mental

    feeling.

    Feeling can be classified in other ways, depending on the point of view. Avery important classification is one based on the ways in which feelingarises. This is given as follows:

    And what, monks, is feeling? It is these six bodies-of-feeling: feelingsprung from contact with the eye, feeling sprung from contact with the

    ear, feeling sprung from contact with the nose, feeling sprung fromcontact with the tongue, feeling sprung from contact with the body,

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    feeling sprung from contact with the mind. This, monks, is called feeling. Up!d!naparipavatta Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya22.56)

    The above refers to a phenomenon called contact(phassa). Contact isimportant because without it, there can be no experience. Further, contacthelps us distinguish between feeling and perception. Contact is defined inthe Suttas as follows:

    In dependence on eye and sights springs up eye-consciousness. Thecoming together of the three is called contact. In dependence on ear and

    sounds In dependence on nose and smells In dependence on tongueand tastes In dependence on the body and touches In dependenceon the mind and mental images (ideas) springs up mind-consciousness.The coming together of the three is called contact. Dukkha Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya12.43)

    The six sense organseye, ear, nose, tongue, body and mindmentionedin this definition are called the internal bases(ajjhattik!ni !yatan!ni). The

    percepts corresponding to those sense basessight, sound, smell, taste,touch and ideasare called the external bases(b!hir!ni !yatan!ni). Theseare things external to the individual: whatever is not ones six-basedbody. Therefore, things that are perceived as their qualities (shape, color,smell etc.) are not entirely dependent on the individual perceiving them.

    If we consider only one sense organ, then the corresponding external base

    would be whatever is not that sense organ; therefore thecorresponding perceptions are not entirely dependent on that sense organ.It doesnt matter even if an individual is color-blind or partially deaf.Whatever color or sound he perceives, the thing which is the externalcondition for whatever color or sound he does perceive is external to hiseye and ear. The percepts or sense objects are called external basesbecause those external things (things other than the six-based body)

    involved in contact, get involved in the existential structure onlyin termsof the percepts. Thus, not only are there an eye and eye-consciousness,

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    there are also sights and things cognized by eye-consciousness (things seen);the same holds true for the other five sense bases.

    Contact is thus the coming togetherof the sense organ, the kind ofconsciousness involved with that particular sense organ, and an externalobject which is not that sense organ. The experience seeing a treeinvolves the coming together of the eye, eye-consciousness, and thatparticular thing which is not the eye. The unionof these three is calledcontact. And both feeling and perception (in this case, the neither-

    pleasant-nor-unpleasant bodily feeling, the pleasant mental feeling of joy,the particular shape, the green color, the fragrance, sound etc.) of the treearise owing to the contact.

    Monks, it is like the heat born, the fire produced from putting togetherand rubbing two sticks; when those two sticks are separated that heat sofounded ceases, is allayed. Even so, monks, these three feelings (pleasant,unpleasant and neither-pleasant-nor-unpleasant) are born of contact,

    rooted in contact; owing to such-&-such contact, such-&-such feelings areborn; owing to such-&-such contact ceasing, such-&-such feelings cease.

    Phassam&laka Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya36.10)

    The same apples to perception; and therefore both feeling and perceptionare dependent on contact.

    Contact is the cause, contact is the condition for the manifestation of

    the aggregate of feeling. Contact is the cause, contact is the condition forthe manifestation of the aggregate of perception. Mah!pu''amaSutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya109)

    Primarily, contact is the contact between the individual and externalthings; this contact gives rise to feelings and perception. In the reflexiveexperience of theputhujjana,it would always be a contact between thesubject I and things. In other words, in theputhujjana, the contact is withholdingor clinging (sa-up!d!na).

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    Matter or Form Aggregate

    Now we will consider the first aggregate, matter. The P!li word r&pamaybe translated as form, matteror substance. In the Suttas r&pais alsoused to refer to the percept of sight.

    Matter has two characteristics:

    1. It is describable; or it can be distinguished as shape, color, sound,smell, taste, touch and mental image.

    2. It has resistance(pa#igha) or inertia; this is independent of theparticular percept that manifests it.

    Beyond the above characteristics, matter can be specified in terms of fourprimary modes of behavior(catt!ro mah!bh&ta) or four primary patternsof inertia, each of which presents itself in the passage of time, howevershort. They are:

    1. Earthy(pa#hav%), persistent or solid2. Watery(!po), cohesive3. Fiery(tejo), or maturing4. Airy(v!yo), moving or windy

    Any lump of matter, any particular r&pa, can be regarded as a particulargroup of behaviors, and matter can be considered as the four primary

    modes of behavior inclusive of all groups or sets of behavior.

    Any objecta clock, a bird, a bottle of inkrepresents a set of behaviorsthat we note when we cognize it. Because each set of behaviors is alwayspresent in the same fashion whenever a particular object is cognized, theview arises that the lump of matter existsindependent of consciousness.Likewise, in a general way, the view arises that there is a material world

    that is independent of us individuals; these views are fundamentalassumptions of science (physics, chemistry, biology, etc.).

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    Thus the material world of science is, by assumption or definition, devoidof an individuals point of view; it is public, or communal.

    Accordingly, science starts by making itself inherently incapable ofunderstanding material change due to conscious action; for consciousaction is individualand intentional, and intention is the exercise ofpreference for one available behavior or set of behaviors at the expense ofothers. Similarly the tremendous difficulty and unending task for the fieldsof science that come directly into contact with the individualsconsciousness: physiology, psychology, medicine, surgery, etc. By

    misinterpreting material change due to conscious action in a mechanicalmaterialistic way, these can do little but patch up leaks. And quantumphysics, in hoping to reinstate the observerthe scientist himselfis onlylocking the stable door after the horse has been stolen.

    A visual experience involves eye-consciousness and an auditory experienceinvolves ear-consciousness. Thus there is a difference in consciousness

    between a visual and an auditory experience. But although there is adifference in consciousness, there may or may not be a difference in thelump of matter or the set of behaviors concerned. A clock or a bird mayprovide both a visual and an auditory experience. On the other hand, twokinds of visual experiences both involve eye-consciousness, but two sets ofbehavior. For example, the sight of the clock and the sight of the birdinvolve two sets of behaviors called clock and bird.

    Anything that appears as behavior (as matter, or as inertia)thatthing, initself, does not necessarily involve consciousness, as perception does. Butfor behavior to exist, there must be cognition of it asbehavior. In otherwords, for behavior to existwhich is the same as saying, for matter toexistit must be phenomenal. Matter or behavior cannot be said to existpurely in itself. Is the solid mode (earth) apart from cognition really the

    solid mode, or something else? What is matter, independent of cognition?These questions (often seriously posed by modern philosophers) aremeaningless and unanswerable because they are asking whether something

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    exists without having to cognize it by any of the six senses. To say thatsomething exists we must first be able to cognize it, simply because its

    existence is always in some form, and this formwithout which therecan be no existencecomes in onlywith our cognition of it. If we are todistinguish a certain mode of behavior from another so that we can saythey are different modes, they must first existor be phenomenal asdifferent modes. And if they are to exist, they must be cognized, and so bepresentin reality, or at least in imagination. Otherwise there can be noexistence of behaviors.

    Now, behavior cannot be said to existin and of itself, then it also cannotbe said to cease; for a thing to cease it must first exist. But that whichappears or is cognized as behavior or matter can be said to get a footingin existence, and it gets this footing in existence by being present orappearing in some form(as sight, sound, smell etc.) Therefore theBuddha says that the question Where indeed, venerable one, do these

    four primary modes of behavior finally cease? is an improper andmeaningless question, which must be rejected. The proper question, theBuddha points out, should be Where do the four primary modes ofbehavior called earth, water, air and fire get no footing? In other words,where do these four modes not appear, or where do they not becomephenomenal? This is a meaningful question because it directly involvescognition, or existence. And the answer is: the four primary modes get

    no footing where existence has ceased, or where consciousness hasceased. (Cessationhas two phases, and the answer the Buddha gaveinvolves both. We will discuss these two phases at length later on.)

    The Buddha defines matter as follows:

    And what, monks, is matter? The four primary modes of behavior andthe matter that is by holding the four primary modes of behavior. This,

    monks, is matter. Up!d!naparipavatta Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya22.56)

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    Matter is taken in two senses in this definition; first in the fundamentalsense, and second, in the everyday sense that theputhujjanasexistence is

    concerned with. In the fundamental sense, matter isthe four primarymodes of behavior, designated as earthy or solid, watery or cohesive, fieryor ripening and airy or moving. there are also called the earth-element,water-element, fire-element and air-element. The word dh!tutranslated aselement is not used in the sense of a fundamental ingredient orirreducible substance. It is used in the same sense as in the phrase a goodelement or the justifiable element: a part or aspect of something

    abstract, especially one that is essential or characteristic. [Oxford Dictionary]

    Venerable S!riputta says that a pile of wood, which to the normalindividual would be composed only of the earth-element, could beperceived by the developed individual as composed of any one of the fourelements, or as the beautiful or ugly element. He says,

    Friend, a monk who has won supernormal mental power can, if hewishes, view that pile of wood as earth. What is the reason for that? Theearth-element is in that pile of wood; hence the monk who has wonsupernormal mental power can view that pile of wood as earth. However,a monk who has won supernormal mental power can, if he wishes, viewthat pile of wood as water as fire as air as beautiful as ugly.What is the reason for that? The ugly-element is in that pile of wood;hence the monk who has won supernormal mental power can view thatpile of wood as ugly. Sot!nugata Sutta(A$guttara-Nik!ya4.191)

    This gives an indication of the meaning of dh!tu, which we render aselement. It also confirms that for an element of behavior to existas thatelement or behavior, it must be cognized. The Suttas speak of otherelements too, such as the space-element (!k!sadh!tu), consciousness-element(vi!'adh!tu), pleasure-element (sukhadh!tu), and so on.

    The matter that isby holding the four primary modes of behavior ismatter in the everyday sense, and for theputhujjana. In this everyday sense,matter would be a material object rather than being just matter in the

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    fundamental sense. And in this everyday sense, matter is dependentuponthe four primary modes of behavior; that is, in the everyday sense,

    material objects depend on matter.

    Monks, the four primary modes are the cause, the four primary modesare the condition for the manifestation of the aggregate of matter.

    Pu''ama Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya22.82)

    Now, the most important or significant aggregate of the four primarymodes in the everyday sensethe most important lump of matterfor

    the individual, and described as internalto him, would be this body.The Buddha describes it:

    This material body is made up of the four fundamental modes. D%ghanakha Sutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya74)

    In relation to theputhujjanasexperience, it is understood to be not just thisbody but this my body. Being then something held or clung to, it issomething that exists by clinging(up!d!ya), because then it would besomething considered as for me or mine. In this way, The matter thatisby holding the four primary modes of behavior is theputhujjanas body(described as internal) which he considers as I and mine together withwhatever external material objects he so considers. In other words, it is theclinging-aggregate-of-matter(r&pap!d!nakkhandha):

    Monks, whatever matterbe it past, present or future, internal orexternal, gross or fine, inferior or superior, far or nearis with cankers,has to do with clinging: that is called the clinging-aggregate-of-matter.

    Khandha Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya22.48)

    The word up!d!ya, translated as holding or clinging, is used in the Suttasin two different senses. In the simpler sense, it is used to mean derivedfrom or because of , or to mean being a fuel for something. In this sense,which has nothing to so with our present considerations of subjectivity, wesee up!d!yaused in the phrase:

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    Anukampa"up!d!ya:taking up sympathy or because of sympathy Kammanirodha Sutta(Sa"yutta-Nik!ya35.129)

    and also in the phrase:

    Aya"aggi ti'aka##thup!d!na"pa#icca jalat%ti:this fire is burning dependenton taking up grass and sticks. Aggivaccha Sutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya72)

    In a far more important sense, up!d!yais used to mean by holding or byclinging, which essentially means by considering as I or mine.

    Up!d!yais more usually used in the Suttas in this subjectivesense. Theimportance of the word in this sense is found in that, as we will see lateron, the problem of suffering and its cessation (which is the subject of theSuttas) lies fundamentally and essentially in these considerations ofsubjectivity.

    Since theputhujjanasexperience is alwaysone of clinging, the things he

    clings to are the four primary modes of behavior, or the four materialelements. So the Buddha defines the four elements (dh!tu) as follows:

    And what is the earth property? The earth property can be eitherinternal or external. What is the internal earth property? Anythinginternal, within oneself, thats hard, solid, & sustained [by clinging]: headhairs, body hairs, nails, teeth, skin, flesh, tendons, bones, bone marrow,kidneys, heart, liver, membranes, spleen, lungs, large intestines, smallintestines, contents of the stomach, feces, or anything else internal, withinoneself, thats hard, solid, and sustained: This is called the internal earthproperty. Now both the internal earth property & the external earthproperty are simply earth property. And that should be seen as it actuallyis present with right discernment: This is not mine, this is not me, this isnot my self. When one sees it thus as it actually is present with rightdiscernment, one becomes disenchanted with the earth property andmakes the earth property fade from the mind.

    And what is the water property? The water property may be eitherinternal or external. What is the internal water property? Anythinginternal, belonging to oneself, thats water, watery, & sustained: bile,

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    phlegm, pus, blood, sweat, fat, tears, oil, saliva, mucus, oil-of-the-joints,urine, or anything else internal, within oneself, thats water, watery, &

    sustained: This is called the internal water property. Now both theinternal water property & the external water property are simply waterproperty. And that should be seen as it actually is present with rightdiscernment: This is not mine, this is not me, this is not my self. Whenone sees it thus as it actually is present with right discernment, onebecomes disenchanted with the water property and makes the waterproperty fade from the mind.

    And what is the fire property? The fire property may be either internalor external. What is the internal fire property? Anything internal,belonging to oneself, thats fire, fiery, & sustained: that by which [thebody] is warmed, aged, & consumed with fever; and that by which whatis eaten, drunk, consumed & tasted gets properly digested; or anythingelse internal, within oneself, thats fire, fiery, & sustained: This is calledthe internal fire property. Now both the internal fire property & theexternal fire property are simply fire property. And that should be seen asit actually is present with right discernment: This is not mine, this is not

    me, this is not my self. When one sees it thus as it actually is present withright discernment, one becomes disenchanted with the fire property andmakes the fire property fade from the mind.

    And what is the air property? The air property may be either internal orexternal. What is the internal air property? Anything internal, belongingto oneself, thats air, airy, & sustained: up-going airs, down-going airs, airsin the stomach, airs in the intestines, airs that course through the body,

    in-&-out breathing, or anything else internal, within oneself, thats air,airy, & sustained: This is called the internal air property. Now both theinternal air property & the external air property are simply air property.And that should be seen as it actually is present with right discernment:This is not mine, this is not me, this is not my self. When one sees it thusas it actually is present with right discernment, one becomesdisenchanted with the air property and makes the air property fade fromthe mind. Dh!tuvibha$ga Sutta(Majjhima-Nik!ya140)

    There is practically nothing beyond this taught by the Buddha regardingmatter. Why has he taught so little about it? The Buddha has a distinct

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    purpose for his Teachingthe elimination of sufferingand he has taughtonly as much as necessary for that purpose. He seeks no disinterested

    intellectual, scientific or ecclesiastical approval for his Teaching. In fact, hetaught only after being invited by Brahm!: Lord, let the Auspicious Oneset forth the Teaching, let the Wellfarer set forth the Teaching. There arebeings with less defilements, who are declining from not hearing theTeaching. The Buddhas Teaching is designed to lead one on (opanayika)toward the goal of cessation of suffering. Therefore the Buddhas analysisof matter is sufficient, for no further analysis is essential in order to solve

    the problem of suffering. What isessential is to understand that the simpleanalysis given by the Buddha issufficient.

    Fabrications-Aggregate

    We now come to the fifth aggregate: the aggregate of fabrications(sa$kh!r!).

    And what, monks, are fabrications? These six bodies-of-intention(cetan!k!ya): intention with regard to sight, intention with regard to sound,intention with regard to smell, intention with regard to taste, intentionwith regard to touch, intention with regard to mental images. These,monks, are called fabrications. Up!d!naparipavatta Sutta(Sa"yutta-

    Nik!ya22.56)

    In the context of the five aggregates, sa$kh!r!refers to the entire body-of-

    intentions. But we render sa$kh!r!as fabrications. What is thejustification? Let us consider an experience. The positiveor actualaspects of the experience would be the color, shape, smell etc. But theseaspects alone do not define the experience as a particular thing. To be aparticular thing, first it has to be distinguished from all otherthings; thoseother things are what this particular thing is not. But being different fromall other things does not yet define it as that particular thing. To get so

    defined it must also point to what it signifies, to what its possibilitiesand potentialitiesare. These significances and possibilities of the thing,

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    which are notthe thing, are the negativeaspects of the thing. Thecollection of the positive andnegative aspects by which the particular

    thing gets determined or defined as thatparticular thing and no other arethe fabrications(sa$kh!r!) of the particular thing, the term fabricationsbeing taken in its broadest sense. In this way, the experience seeing abook is determined not only by the positive aspects of color, form, shapeetc. but alsoby the negative aspects of author, subject, for reading,etc.

    Every experience has positive and negative aspects. The negatives areimages given along with the positives. When I see the book, these imagesare automatically present due to my past experiences and observations.But if I am faced with something unfamiliarsomething I have noprevious experience of, and therefore the associated images are insufficientto determine exactly what it isthen if I am to determine what it is, an actof inference is necessary. For this, I have to begin the complicated task of

    thinkingabout it. But even in such a case, the insufficiency or inadequacyof the images associated with the sight, smell etc. of the particular thingare enough to determine it immediately as unknown objecthandle withcare. Thus even when we resort to inference to precisely determine what athing is, it has already been determined as unknown objecthandle withcare by the insufficient images given in the immediate experiencetogether with the positive aspects.

    However, all negatives do not get equal emphasis in the experience. If wereturn to the experience of seeing a book, we recognize the experience asseeing a book instead of seeing a pile of paper because we give moreprominence to the negative aspects such as author, subject, for reading,etc. than to other negative aspects such as for doodling or for wrappingthings with. From this, it follows that we know what a thing iswhen we

    know what it is for.

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    Now, of the fabrications that determine what a particular thing is, thenegative determinative aspects are, in the strictest philosophical sense,

    intentionsor significances. And this is why the Suttas define sa$kh!r!inthe context of the aggregates as bodies-of-intention (cetan!k!y!).

    Thus an experience is the sum total of the positivesthe aggregates ofmatter, feeling, perception and consciousnessandthe negativestheaggregate of fabrications (in this context, intentions). In other words, anyexperience is the totality of fiveaggregates (khandh!): r&pa(form or matter),

    vedan!(feeling), sa!(memory and perception), sa$kh!r!(fabrications) andvi!na(consciousness). This means that things are present with theirsignificances or potentialities; that is, when they are present, they arepresent transcending the actual. This is the essence of intentionality,and all consciousness is intentional, at least incipiently.

    From the point of view of the problem of suffering, the most important

    and dominating intention or significance of a thing is that it is mine orfor mean intention that is structurally closely related with theperceptions of pleasurableness and permanence. Further, we are primarilyinterested in this ubiquitous, ever-present intention for me, and not in thethings other intentions (possible uses). Now, this negative (intention) forme has a very important aspect, due to the ubiquitousnature of thenegative itselfdue to its being present or tending to be present always,

    whatever there is to be conscious of. This ubiquitous nature of the negativefor me leads the thinker that there is an I existing independently of allexperience. In other words, there appears to be positive, actual I. Inthis way a negative aspect (for me) apparentlygives rise to a positive(I). Thus there is an ambiguity, and since it is an ambiguity concernedwith the very essence of existence, it is an existential ambiguityin fact, itis theexistential ambiguity.

    We now come to the question of action. Attention (mamasik!ra) may bedescribed as direction of emphasis. As long as attention is, for example,

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    kept on seeing a book the negative aspects such as author, subject, forreading remain negativethey remain only possibilities, not actual. But

    with reflexion these possibilities appear aspossible, and consequently theactual aspect appears optional. There is now exercise of preference, orexercise of choice; whether to keep seeing the book or read the book, forexample. This exercise of preference is actionand volition in theirsimplest form. It can be called intending an intentionor intentionalintention. The single word intention actually denotes this intentionalintention in common usage.

    Ethically significant action is intentional action (intended intention) relatedto the problem of what I should do. This is the basic ethical problem.And whether what I should do is good or bad, moral or immoral, etc.it is necessarily something that I should do; it is intentional actionaccompanied by notions of subjectivity. The P!li word kammarefers to thisethically significant action: intentional action wherein the the intentions

    mine or for me are alwayspresent to some degree. This is why theBuddha describes intention (intended intention) concerning the non-Arahant as ethically significant action:

    Intention, monks, I declare is action. Having intended, one does actionthrough body, speech and mind. Nibbedhika Sutta(A$guttara-

    Nik!ya6.63)

    The last sentence points to the second layer of action. Having intendedrefers to intending the intention which is action at its first and simplestlevel. The action done as the result of this having intended is the levelthat follows and makes the action assume a larger perspective.

    The question of choice or selection includes the question of whatactuallydecides selection. What decides whether this or that intention should be

    intended? The answer to this question is very important; its importancelies in the fact that, in the first place, it makes theputhujjanasee that hisideas regarding his own actions are rather unsound, and not as noble or

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    selfless as he imagines them to be. What decides the choice for him ispurely and simply the perception of pleasure and displeasure. Of all the

    intentions present that he can intend, the one he intends is just the one hethinks will afford him the highest degree of pleasure, now or in theimmediate future. All the intended actions of theputhujjana, from thethoughtless to the most deliberate, are determined by his perception ofpleasure and displeasure. Even what he pompously calls his duty isincluded in this principle. If he does his duty, it is only because he wouldfeel displeasure if he neglects it, and he seeks to avoid displeasure. Even

    when he renounces a present pleasure, he always does so for the sake ofwhat he thinks will be a greater pleasure in the future.

    Some degree of reflexion is always present in action. At its lowest level, wemay call it a tendency or inclination. At this level the action is irrevocable,but can be modified or toned down by reflexion of a higher order; forexample, if I become awareof the action I have alreadyengaged in due

    to some habit or tendency. But the choice of action may also be madedeliberately, in which case it is revocable. The common and convenientidea that our tendencies are impulses to which we can only submit, ismistaken. Far from being an impulse that must be suffered passively, atendency is actively seeking to determine what is yet only an undeterminedsituation. A tendency alwaysseeks a situation that is already pregnant inthe present situationwhich is not the case with a voluntary intention.

    Late at night I have the tendency to fall asleep, but not to run. Mysituation is already pregnant with falling asleep, and the intention to fallasleep is immediate and involuntary. But to run at that time I have tov