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"AKO CC "'OBCKY YKa>KC npH-JUIKa ,o;a Oy,o;e CBC,o;OK ne06H"I-IniX 36HBatbCl - epynLt"Jc Byn-KaI:W KOJ il YHHWTaBa fiOl'aT3 J.f LtBe'I'l-Ia H3CCJb3, YCT31-1Ka Yrthe-TCHor Hapo,o;a n poTKS CBCMOh-liar rocnoAapa, J.fJlH Haje!l,o;e Re_ 06Y3,o;aHor Tyt)J.IHa Ha tbCrosy ,o;OMOBHHY - 01-1 Tpe6a cae TO Aa nOBepl1 narrnpy. A aKO H~Jje BJ11IOH Jl3 apXOM nepa HmKe per11i npwn oaeCTH, OHAa je p.y_ >RaH ,lla l-1CnpH"Ia cBoje cnOMeHC HCKYCHOM nK CLtY. KOjK he 1-be-rOBy npH'lY HcnHC'aTH aa aet:(He JUfCTose. 3a noyKY YHYQ"'M3 ).1 npaYHyqm.l3. "

QOBEK BE3 I1PE3MMEHA

Ja CaM y OBOj K1bH3H caMO CaBecTaH H Bpe,llllH XpOHH'lap.

EBO HCTopHjaTa l-beHOr HaCTaHKa.

2 - He - pe'ie O,llce'IHO Baypl,IllH MOMmI.I-"YJIH

H11lllTa BaM Helly npH'laTH. He nO,IIHocltM JhYAe KOjH ruuuy 0 paTy no Tyi}l1M npH'laJ-bHMa.

- A 3alllTo? O,llrOBOpHo je nHTalbeM: - 3F!aTe JIH BH llITa je TO Jhy6aB? - 3HaM. - ,no paTa caM H ja MHCJIHO ,IIa 3HaM. BoJIeO caM

)KeHY, oceTHO CTpaCT, aJIH TO HHje HmIlTa KaA ce ymr peAH C Jby6aBJhy Koja ce pal)a y 60p6H. "Y paTY, y 60p6>1, pal)ajy ce Hajja'la Jhy6aB H Hajja'ia MplKH>a, o KojHMa Jhy,llH KojH TO HHCY npe)KHBeJIH HeMajy nojMa. A 3Hare JlH BH IIJRa je TO ,IIYI."IeBHa 60p6a H lllTa j e TO caBeCT?

- 3HaM - O,llrOBOPHO caM, aJlH Ben ca Malbe nOY3,11aIba.

- He. BH TO He pa3YMeTe. BH He 3HaTe KaKO ce pBy H 60pe y '10Bery ABa ocehalba: CTpax H caBeCT. lbt HaiJhyhe 3BePH HHCY Y cTaIbV 1\a ce TaKO cBtmenO KOJhY Kao OBa ABa ocehaJba. BaMa je n03HaTa caBecT TpVA6eHHKa, caBeCT MY)Ka, a'JIM BM He 3HaTe l11T!\ je BojHWl1m caBecT. JeCTe JlH HKa,I\a 6atlaJIK 6oM6y y HenpHjaTeJhCKM 6YHKep?

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r- HucaM . .. - ITa KaKO fie-re OH,!Ia rrHcaTH 0 C8secnl ? Bopal<

HacTyna 3aje,l.{HO ca CBOjOM '1eTOM, Henpl1jaTe.Jb ra 3a-cl

Y TOBY I-berosor rJIaCa Ona3110 CaM qy,!J,HosaT npI13BYK, KOjl1 MI1 je Y TOM TpeHYTK)' K3rJIej\ao Kao rrpl13sYK pa3,!J,pa.>KeHOCTI1. TIOMJ-!CJII10 caM ,l\a seposal'-HO SOJII1 ,!J,a ra O,!J,Max cxsaTe.

TIo HosKHapcKoj HaSI1l\11 K31la,l\11O caM 6eJIe1K-ffi1l.\Y

- Ji[3B11HYITe, KaKO ce mrwe same npe3l1Me? 0 ,l\rOSopl10 je: - Ja HeMaM npe3>fMeHa. 3a'lY,l\110 caM ceo OH pe .... e ,l\a MOMl1W-YJII1 Y

PYCKOM npeso,!ly 3Ha'fl1 MOMKWes CI1H. - To MI1 je O'1eso >fMe - HaCTaBl10 je. - B ayp-

l,IaH Ml1 je l{Me. A rrpe3l1MeHa HeMaM. Ha l-berOSOM JIKl\Y HKje 6l1JIO caJ-baJla .... Ke 6JIaro-

CTI1, no orrwTeM ysepel-bV, csojcTBeHe Ji[CTOKY. TIo-cToje MHora JlI1l\a Koja 113rJIej\ajy Kao l13sajaHa -nOHeKa,l\ C Jhy6asJhY, 6PlflKJhKBO, a HeKa - Kao uno ce Ka)J{e - O,!J,OKa. JI~e Bayp~laHa MO~(}[W-Y.IDfja H11je nOj\cehaJIo Ha sajal-be, seh Ha ,l\y60pe3. OHO je 113rJIe,!J,aJIO Kao I1CKJIeCaHO O,!J, 6pOH3e I1JII1 nOTaMHeJIe xpaCTOBI1He HeKaKBI1M BeOMa OWTPI1M j\JIeTOM Ko; e Hl1je O~TaSHJIO Hl1jej\HY He1KHY 3a06JheHY JI>fH11jy. To

JI~e Je y MeHK 113a3SaJIO jej\HY ycnoMeHY 113 lie-Tl1l-bCTBa. Ha TSPj\I1M, nJIasl1M KopmJ;aMa l\eJIOKYITHIDC j\eJIa ~ajH-Pl1j\a I1JIH eHKMopa Kynepa 6l1JIO je OTI1CHVTO Y nanl1pY CYSOl-baBO JI~e Ji[Hj\l1jaHlJ;a. TIpo-10 je, '1HHHJlO ce, HaJII1K Ha Taj pe.n,efX jaroj\!1Qa. '!eCTO 3arOHeTHO, Ml1pHO - HapO'lI1TO y TneHYl.\I1Ma rHesa - TO JI~e je 611JIO YKpaweHO He0611 .... HO rw-HHM KPYITHI1M O'1I11\1a. Csojy cjajHY ~Hy KOCY. jo-ryr-raCTO HenOKopHY .... eWJhy. BaYPl,laH je y maJII1 Ha-3>fBaO KOI-bCKOM rpI1BOM.

CJIymajyhl1 I-berose pe'IK nOCMaTpao caM ra rra->KJhHBO, oBaj Ka3ax je JIeno rosopl1O PYCKI1. qaK HI< y TpeHYlJ;HMa Y36yl)el-ba OH Hl1je 113SPTaO pe_ 11 06p-Te. CaMo Je H3seCHa cnopOCT y rosopy H3rJIej\aJla rrOHeKaj\ HaMepHa. KacHHje caM ona3l1o: pe'!H cy Te-RJIe 6p)J{e Kaj\ Je rosopHO Ka3axCKH. 10

Y3eo je ql1rapery H nOWTO je OJ\ce'tHI1M nOKpe-TOM 3aTBopHO Ta6aKepy, Tspj\orJIaBO je 3aspWHO:

- AKo HnaK j e,l\HOM 6Y,l\eTe ITI1CaIDI 0 MeHH, 30-SI1Te Me Ka3axCKH: Baypl,laH MOM.l1ll.l-YJII1. HeKa ce 3Ha: TO je Ka3ax. TO je naCTl1p KOjH j e qysao oBqe y CTeIDI. To je '10BeK 6e3 npe3I1MeHa.

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Beh npBe -ae'tepK HallIer rr03HaHCTsa """ao caM epehy j\a '1yjeM KaKO BaYPl,laH MOMHlli-YJII1 pa3ro-sapa ca o! nOCJle pa3rOBopa 3rO.llaH TpeH)'TaK 11 3aMOJIMO Eaypl,laHa MOMl1w-YJIJ1ja j\a MI1 Kcnp}['!a Oil nO'!eTKa ,l\0 Kpaja I1CTOPl1jy 60p611 Ha BOJIOKOJIaMCKOM IIPY"'Y.

- He - 0,!J,rOBOpI10 je Eaypl,laH MOMl1Il1-YJI>I-HlruJTa BaM Hehy np}['!aTI1.

QI1Taol:lY je Bea n03HaT Haw j\3Jh11 pa3roBOp.

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BKO caM yaepeB ,l\a je Eaypl,laH MO~U1llI-Ymr y OBOM CJIY'lajy HenpaBl1'laH. Ja caM )J{eJleo l1CTO WTO 11 OH: Ji[CTI1HY. Fberosa OQeHa JhY.llI1, HapO'lJITO OHl1X KOjl1 HI1CY 0K)'C11JlI1 ~ojHH'IKI1 >Kl1BOT. '1eCTO je fllTaK 6l1JIa rrperepaHO 3ajellJh.rna. MI1CJll1M .lIa ce TO yReKO-JII1KO 06jam:Fhasa fberOSOM MJIB,l\ow:hy. Tl1x ,l\aHa. Ka-j\a CMO ce cpeJll1. Baypl)af! je HaBPWl10 TPH,Aece1 rO.llI1Ha.

TIOWTO caM 6110 OllITpo o,!J,6H"jeH. HI1CaM SmIle HaSaJhHBao. aJIJ1 caM ,l\OCTa speMeHa npoBeo paMC y .. paMe ca Eaypl)8Ho~,.

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OH je BOJIeo 11 YMeo Aa rrpl1'1a. Bpe6ajyhl~ 3rO,ll-He npl1JII1Ke, CTpnJbI1BO caM 3amlCI1Bao. Mo~onll-YJI~I ce HaBI1Kao Ha MeRe.

O,ll B aYPl,laHOBI1X rrpl1jaTeJba ca3Hao caM J-berOBY )IUlBOTHY I1CTOpl1j y . Y WKOJI~[ cY My Aam! ABa Ha-

AI!caTI!JbeplITe - pe'le BaYPlJaH MOMl1w-YJII1 : rJIaBa rrpBa. CTPax. .

IIocJIe Kpaner pa3M>ill1Jbali>a no 'leo Je: . _ "Be3 TpYHKe c'rpaxa, naHcjmJIOB~11 cY JYPl!O Aa Bac npOBeAY no OIDfllI MecTaw~J1]\1a rAe nOHeKaA eKcnJIOWlpajy no ABe- Tpl1 MI1He 11 rAe qm-j y'ly Kypwy~rn. XTeo caM Aa OCeTI1Te CTpax. Bl1 TO 'Ile MopaTe npl13HaTl1, aJI>! ja 11 6e3 Bawer npl1'3Hal-ha 3HaM Aa cre MOpaJTI1 yrYWI1BaTI1 CTpax.

3awTo OHAa BI1 H BaW>1 APyrOBI1 ITl1C~11 y06pa-maBaTe Aa paTyjy caMO HeKaKBI1 HaTnp>!poAHI1 JbYWI, a He I1CTO TaKBI1 Kao WTO CTe BI1? 3awTo npeTnOCTaS-JbaTe Aa BOjHI1K He~1a JbYACIUIX ocellaJ-ba Koja cy BaMa CBojCTBeHa? ilITa je OR, no BaweM Ml1WJbelhY - HI1; ma BpCTa JbYWI? MJII1, HanpOTYI.B, treKaKBO BI1We 611ae .

MomAa je, no BaweM MJ1U1Jbea.y, JYHaLUTBO .Aap npl1poAe? MJI>! Aap '1eTHOr Mara~.IOHepa , _KOJI1 33JeA-HO ca Wl1lheJIl1Ma AeJIl1 HeYCTpalUl1BOCT DeJIemell" Y c nI1CKY: II IlptafJl{O", n TIPMMJ10"?

Ja caM Beli AOCTa BpeMeHa rrpOBeo y paTY, nOCTao caM KOMaHAaHT ny"{a, 11 CMaTpaM Aa I1MaM rrpaBa A8 'rBpAI1M: TO Hl1je TaKO.

Ha UlTa cY pa'lYHaJII1 He~11 KaA cy npOBaJlI1J1H y HaillY BeJIJ1]{Y 3eMJbY? OH>! cY 611JII

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,UO cpe,V1He OKT06pa, ,l(0 TpeHYTKa 'Ka.l\ cy nO'leJle 611TKe Ha rrpl1J1a3l1Ma MOCKBI1, MI1 HI1CMO Y'IeCTBOBaJll1 y 60p6aJ\fa. ITo .l\OJIacKY 113 Ka3aXCTaHa, MeCel.\ 11 no ,l(aHa npO)!{I1BeJIH CMO y MO'mapl1 JIel'bIDITpa.l\CKe 06-JIaCTI1, y CBOjCTBY p e3epBe, Ra Tpl1.l\eCeT .l\0 'reTp.l\eCeT KI1JIOMeTapa O.l\ 11ll1)e caM ona-3,110 nyKoBH>lKa MaJI~f!-bl1Ha, KOMaH.l\aHT3 aP'l'~tJbePltjCKor nyKa Harne ,l(11B113>lje.

_ IlorJIe,l(ajTe IOC. OTna,l(Hl1'le - peqe OH. - 3ap trncy ,!\I1BHI1?

OR Me je Ra3>1BaO OTna.l\IUfKOM O,l( ORor ,!lalla Ka~a j e ca3Rao ,l(a caM ja, apTI1Jbepau >I KOMaH.l\OIp 6a1'epuJe, Ha JlI1'fHII 3aXTeB npemao y neW8.l1>!jy.

T onoBl1 cy 6l1JIl1 npeMa3aHll, no 4>a6pI1"IKOM 06~I'fajy, ,l(e6eJIlfM cJlojeM nOTaMReJlOr rYCTor 1'onOBCKor Ma311Ba. OHI1 cy 611J111 TeK CTl1rJI>1 Kao ,!IonyHa BawO] ,!I>rBl13l1jCKOj apTlIJbeplljl1.

OXO - OTeJlO MI1 ce - KMa >1 ,'eurKl1X. - OBe rp,l(ocl1je heMO nOCT8BJb3TH KaO Taphlllr

CKe ... - 3ap heMO OB:te .IIyro OCTaTI1? - J,'l3rJle,l(a ,l(a heMO 311"10a81'11, OCeTI10 caM pa30'fapaH>e. OneT CMO. 3Ha'llf, y no-

3a,nI1HI1. oneT y pe3epBIf. , HI1CaM 3Rao lIa CV ,l(3J1eKO IICtroe,!l Hac. W'" 1;\13'3-

Me, HeMl.\lI rrpeceKJII1 4>POHT KOjl1 je WTI1'MIO MOCKSY

M ,/\3 j e XMTJlep npe '-IeTMpl1 ,/\aHa 06jaB.1O rrpeKO pa-Al1ja l.\eJlOM CBeTY: " U:pBeHa apMl1ja je YHJUllTeHa, ny.,. 3a MOCKBY je OTBopeH."

A MocKBa je y TO B]:>eMe rp03HI1'iaBO CTBapaJla HOaM CPPOH"r, Ha CTO ABa,lleCeT ,/\0 CTO ne,/\eceT KI1J10Il1e-Tapa O,ll rpa,/\a, Ha .rrOJIO>Kajl1:lI1a KOjl1 cy YWJlI1 Y I1CTO-PI'ljy no,/\ I1MeHOM "Y,IlaJbeHM npl1J1a311 npeCTOIDIl.\"H". Ca MOCKOaCKMX >KeJle3HH'lKI1X CTaJrnl.\a, 6e3 n03,1lpaB-HIIX rOBopa 11 MY3.,.Ke, O,llJla311J111 cy KOM)'HHCTI1"'-IKIC 6aTaJbOHl1 y l.\I1BI1J1HOM O,lleJlY, npl1"Majyh.,. y3 nyT opy-lKje 11 orrpeMy. Ha ,IlaH-,IlBa npe Hailler ,IlOJIaCKa 611JJa j e npe6a '-leHa Ka~1I10HI1Ma npeKo BOJlOKOJIall1CKa !fa MOCKOBCKOM MOpy I1ema,ll.'jcKa illKOJla "BpXOBHM CO-BjeT", 3a '-hOM je TaMO KpeHYJla ca illKOJlCKI1M 'rono-Bl1l11a MOCKoaCKa apTI1Jbepl1j cKa aKa,lleMl1ja, O,llJIl1"Ko-BaHa U:pBeHOM 3aCTaBOM. MOCKBa - ja l13roaapaM OBY BeJlI1KY p e'-l nO,llpa3YMeBajyh.l1: BpXOBHY KOMaH-,Ily, KpeMJb, OTaI,l6.u;y - , MOCKBa je CJlaJIa y CYCpeT He-npl1jaTeJbY CBe)Ke CHare 1'[ Haopy)/{afbe, a TO 3Ha'fl1. H oae TonOBe.

Y lllTa6y nyKa cy nOTBp,ll>1JHI: ,IlHBl13Mjl1 je Hape-lJeHo ,/\a noce,/\He 11 nO,llMrHe O,ll6paM6eHa YTBplJmba y BOJIOKOJIaMCKOIl1 pejoHY. MeHI1 cy nOKa3aJII1 ceKTOp Mora 6aTaJbOHa.

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YBe'le CII10 KpeHYJ1.1 Ha HohH., lI1apw y npaBI..\Y peKe PY3e, Koja ce npOTe>Ke Ha Tpl1,1leCeT KI1JIOMe'I'apa 0,/\ BOJIOKOJlaMCKa. .

K ao CTaHOBHI1K j Y)furo r Ka3axcTaHa HaBI1KaO eaM !-Ia KaCHY 311111Y, a OB,Ile, y I101\MOCK0I3JbY, nO' leTKOM OKT06pa je Beh >13jYTpa 611BaJIO cJla611x MPa3eaa. Y 30PY CMO no C~1 cy O.1\MaX Ona311J1e CI1JIVeTY OHIDKe 3BOHape, Koja ce l.\TlHeJIa Ha MyTH OM He6y.

OCTaBI10 caM 6a1'aJbOH Y ury~tJ;" Y 6JJH311HH cem'l, )1 ca KOMaH,/\l1pI1Ma 'leTa nowao Ha peKOrHOCl.\l1pa.be 1'epeHa.

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MOMe 6aT3JbOHY 611JIO je ,IlO,lleJbeHO ee,llaM KJ1JIO-MeTapa 06aJIe Bl1jyraBe PY3e. I1peMa HaJ.llMM paTHMM npaBI1J1HMa, TOJII1K11 ceKTOp je BeJll1KH '13K H 3a rryK. To Me, lffiaK, Hl1je Y3HeMl1paBaJIO. BHO caM yaepeR ,/\a he Henpl1jaTeJba, aKO 3aHCTa ,Ilo!)e je,llHoM oBaMo, Ha HaWeM ceKTopy O,ll Ce,llaM KJ1J1oll1eTapa ,IlO'-leKaTI1 He je,llaH, seh neT I1JJ11 ,IleCeT 6aT3JbOHa. Ca TaKBI1"M npopa"YllOM, II111CJll10 caM, Tpe6a npl1npeMl1TI1 YTBP-l}el-ha.

He o'-leKyjTe O,ll MeHe onl1ce np!1pO,/\e. Ja He 3naM .1\a JII1 je nej3a>K KOjl1 ce npocTl1pao npe,ll naMa 6HO Jlen I1J1H pYJKaH.

I1'o TaMHoj nOBpUII1HM, KaKO ce Ka>Ke yTonorpa-cpl1jl1, )'3aHe P)'3e, MMpHor TOKa, illl1pl1J1H cy ce Be-JII1KJ1, Kao M3pe3aHI1 JIHCTOBI1, Ha Kojl1"Ma cy Cl1ryPRO JleTl1 l.\BeTaJJl1 6eJIH JIOKBaIbl1. MO>K,/\a je TO JIeno, amI j a caM 3a ce6e yTyBHO: r3,l\Ha peqID.\a, nJII1TKa H He-npl1jaTeJbY nO,lleCHa 3a cpopCl1plllbe.

MnaK cy 06aJICKe na,lll1He ca naJ.lle CTpaHe 6>1JIe Y'-1J;[J-beHe Henpl1cTynaqHMM 3a TeHKOBe: npe~m BOAM je na,llao CTpM 3aceK, KOjl1 ce Ha BOjHI1"'-IKOM je311"KY 30Be " eCKapna"; CBeTJIYl.\aJIa je He,llaBHO CaCeqeHa rJIl1Ha Koja je caqyaaJIa Tparose aJ.llOBa.

Ca ,Ilpyre CTpaHe peKe BI1,1leJIa ce ,IlaJbl1Ha - illW pOKa nOJba H ycaMJbeRI1 MaCHB>I, MJJI1, KaKO ce TO Ka)l(e, 3a6paHl1 lllyMa. Ha je,/\HOM MeCTY, MaJIO YKOCO O,ll ceJla HOBJbaHCKOr, WYll1a je Ha CynpOTHO) 06aJ1M CKOPO CaCBHM ,IlomrpaJIa ,IlO BO.1\e. OHa j e, 1I10>K.l\a, I1Ma-Jla CBe JIenOTe Koje 6>1 nO>KeJJeo YMeTHI1K KO)11 CJlMKll pyCKy wyMy Y jeeeH, aJII1 MeHH je Taj .1\eo H3rJIe,llBO o,/\BpaTaR: 1'y 6>1 npOTHBHI1K, 3aKJIalba)yhl1 ce O,ll Ha-lIIe BaTpe, HajBepoaaTHl1j e Morao ,Ila ce KOHl.\eH'rpl1llle 3a Hana,ll.

H eKa 11,/\y ,/\0 Bpara OBM 60POBM H jeJIE'. Tpe6a MX nocelm. O,/\MahM lllyMy 0.1\ peKe.

MaKO HI1KO O,ll Hac Kao WTO caM peKao, HHje O'le-lGffiao ,Ila he OB1\e YCK~PO ,IlohM .1\0 6op6H, HaMa je 61f? nOCTaBJbeH 33,/\aTaK: ype.1\MTI1 0J\6paM6eHM nOJIOlKa) , 11 Taj 3a,llaTaK Tpe6aJIO je HajcaBecHHje M3BP1U>lTH, Kao liTO npHJIWlI;f ocjJ"'l.\l1p.'M8 H BojHKJ.lMlIra U:pBeRe ap-MMje. 2 Bo.noKonsMcKIf llPYM 17

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CyrpaAaH cy ce rrojruHf.IDI rrpBM 3H~ rrOBJla'ie-tba: YMOPHO cy ITpoJIa3W.IDI JbYAM KOjM CY HerAe OCTa-BJ'L1lli CBe. lllTO cy >!MaJlW; Mel)y }bMMa je 6wJlo W 60-pa1:Ia, KOJM cy ce y MaJI>tM rpynaMa npOOMja.IDI W3 06py-qa.

IIpBM nyr caM cpeo Te CKJ1T~e y BOjHW'fKMIIl l.11JflbeJIWMa KOA 6aTaJbOHCKe KyxWlbe.

I'pejaJIM cy ce Kpaj BaTpe. KOMaHAMP TpynHe KQ_ Mope, CTap>tJM 'iOBeK, rroTrropyqHMK IIoHoMapjeB, KOj>t Je AO paTa 6wOAMpeKTOp jeAHor OMalber rrpe,l\y3eha, pa,l\03HaJlO wx Je rrocMaTpao. Ty cy ce OKyrr>tJlM Ky-BapM M 60p~ KOjM cy Tora ,qaHa pa,l\MJI~I y KyX~flbW.

IIoHoMapjeB je KOMaHAOBaO "MWPHO" H rrpMTpqaO Aa parropTMpa.

.rrorJlE~Aao caM rronpeKO Te JbYAe liTO cy ceAeJlw KpaJ BaTPe : O,l\ lbWX ce HeKO nOA>DKe, a rrOHeKO ce CaMO nOMaqe.

- KaKBw cy OBO JbYAW? - ynHTao caM. OA BaTpe ce OABOjWO poxaBw, MaJIH IWBeHoap-

lfejau;. - 113 06py-qa, APY'Ke rropY'JRH'fe. Tora jYTpa CaM rrpBM rryT 'Iyo Ty pe'I . - KaRas 06py-q? rAe? - KOA Bja3Me, APYJKe rrop~e... CaAa ffi{

rypa OBaMO. - Ko? - 3Ha ce KO .... lIIBa6a ... - A jecTe JIM ra BWAeJlM? - Mope, OTKyA Aa Pa BWlU;>tMO? CaMO CMITa rpa-

HaTaMa ... 11.ID1 rypa ;l(pYMOM Ha TeHKOBHMa M 6Hje Ha CBe cTPaHe.

- A jecTe JIH BHAeJIH TeHKoBe? - Y 6MocKorry, APYJKe rropY"IHM'le, 'IOBeK MO:lKe

Aa rJleAa TeHKOBe CJl060AHO .. .. A OBAe Ca,l\a HHje AO rJleAalba. CBe 3aMrpa rrpeA o'IMMa, 6eJla AaHa He BM-wmr KaAa rrO'lHe ;l1a rpysa M 6>tje Ha CBe CTpaHe.

- A rAe TM je rrynm:a? - KOA MeHe, McrrpaBHa j e ... 113BHHHTe, APYJKe

rroPY"HW'fe, mrj e oKe rrop~e, Y300 rrOA CBOjy KOMaH-AY, Aa >tX M3BeAeM.... rOBOpM ce Aa heMo y MocKBM npMXBaTI1TM 60p6y. OAMax heMo nohw ... OBAe He CMe-)to \Z\a AaHry6wMo, jep he YCKOPO W OH cTMiI.w ... Xo-he-re JIM HaM A03BOID'TW, APy>Ke nopy-qmrqe, Aa Ao-5wjeMo py-qaR ca BaJ.ller Ka3aHa?

Hapo'i>tTO je 6>tJIa CTpalllHa npOCTO,l\yOlHOCT C Ko-JOM je MaJlM, POXaB>t BOjHWK rtpw:mao 6eKCTBO ... CBW cy ra }{t ce Bell. OAaBHO HMCY 6p"'jaJIW, IDITl< YMWBaJIW - 360r Tora 11M ce rro JIWll;y HaXBaTao HCTW CHBM cJloj. Ha 'lM3MaMa H yBwja'IJ1"hlI\11? - nwrao caM. OceTWJla ce H3BeCHa HeJlarO,l\HOCT. 3aTWM jeAaH

OA }b>tX YCTaAe. To je 6MO M.rra,l\>th OA ,l\Ba,l\eCeT iUle I'O,l\>tHe, 36YJbeHl1X M TyJKHWX O'iwj y.

- Ja caM nOTITopy-qHMK, BO,l\HMK - pe'ie OH. MO}{{Aa ce y .IDIll;y HMCaM J0f3MeHWO, He 3HaM, aJIW

caM ce y A)"lIDI Tprao Kao OA Yllapu;a: KaKO TO Aa BOA-HWK, rrOTTIOp)"lll11X, OCPHQ>tp ~pseHe apMwje, 6eJKM 3ajeAHO ca BojHMll;HMa C CPpoHTa, rrOA RlOMaJI),IlOM MC-KyCHor BojH>tKa?

Y TOM TpeHyrKy Kysap je CTasWO npeA 6erysue " W3 06pY'ia" mepny ca CynOM, Koja ce nym>tJla.

- J eAwre - pe'Ie OH. - CaAa CTe crraceHM, KOA CBoj>tX CTe ... 3aJloJK11Te ceo

BMKHYO caM: - ~IDKwre ceo IIoTnoPY'IHW"e IIoHoMapjea, yxa-

rrC>tTe Ae3epTepe. Pa30py}{{ajre MX. - Ja He AaM rrymKy - peqe poxaB>t BOjIDlK. - He rosopw. IIOTrropY'IHM'Je IIoBoMllpjeB, >13-

Bpruwre Bape1)ea.e. AJIW j Olll rrpe Hero lIITO caM 3aBp!lI>IO, ona3>10 cay

KaKO IIoHoMapjeB rJleAa HeKyiUI nopeA MeHe, 3a'fY1}eHo rro,l\>trHYT>tX 06pBa.

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OKpeHYD CaM ceo fIpeMa 6al'aJbDHcKDj KyxlUj,~ YMDPHD ce ByKJlD p;eceTaK JbYlAW y WWlbeJl~Ma, ca rrywKaMa M 683 nywaKa. HeKM cy nDp;m'JI~ jaKe W 3a-BYKJlW pYKe y !,lenDBe. KDP; MeHe TDra Hwje 6MJlD. Beli. W3p;aJleKa je 6WJlD jacHD: DBW HMcy 113 MDra 6aTaJbDRa.

fIpWWJl~ cy. - KD CTe BW? - ymnaD caM. Yr 'lJ'D:

Yr3 D6pY'la, p;pY>Ke nDpY"HW'le.

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TDra p;aHa caM, KaD W D6~'lHD, D6HJla3~D l.\eD ceK-TDp Haurer 6aTaJbDHa.

B~JlD je XJlap;H

'lHB0. HMjeAH)' )!(eHY HHCaM TaKO BOJleo KaO MHTpa-JheCl.\a EJloxy KOjl~ je Tp"faO rrpei\1a MeHH.

rJle,l\aM: 3aYCTaBHO ce raJlM)'JlHH - OrpOMHH Ka-3a'OK1bY lllYMY. M OH oneT rrOTp"!a Kao 3el.\. AJIH ce ITOHOSO OKpeHy. M CTa,l\e.

Theroso 03HojeRo JI~e rra TaRKOM spaTY oIq>eTa-JlO ce qac npeMa MeIDl, 'qac Ka lllyMH. 3aTHM 6p30 06pHca rrpcTHMa rrao"!ape 11 nOTpqa Ha3~, K MeHH.

CSH cy OHM 6HJIH H3 HCTor O,l\eJbeJba, nocJJYfa H

6aieB ce imje YCY,llMO .l\a Me n03.l\paBI1. TheroBa pYKa My ce 6ojruKJbl1B0 onycTI1.

- rOBOpl1 - Hape.l\110 caM. ~ To je, .l\PYJKe KOMaH.l\alITe, ja HI1 caM He 3HaM

KaKO ... C.rryqajHO ... H>r caM He 3HaM KaKO. YnopHO je MpMJbaO TY cppa3y. - rOBOpl1. Ja ra HI1CaM rp.l\110, Ma.l\a je TO, CI1rYPHO, O'leKl1-

Bao. 11Ma TpeHyraKa Ka.l\a Bl11.Ile HeMa nOTpe6e .l\a '10-BeK rp,llM. BapaMoajeB je peKao .l\a ce, KatI1a je Tp'laO y myM)', cnOTaKao, nao 11 nynrKa je OKMHYJIa.

- JIruKeJ.U - peKao caM. - TI1 CI1 KYKaBl1I.\a. 113-.l\ajHl1K. OTal.l611Ha TaKBe JII1KBI1.l\Mpa.

II:orJIe.l\ao caM Ha caT: 611JIO je OKO Tpl1. ~ IIOTnopY'fHM'le PaXI1MOBe. PaXI1MOB je 6110 Ha'leJIHI1K lllTa6a 6aTaJbOHa. OH

YCTa.l\e. - IIoTnopY'lH>f'le PaXI1MOBe, n030BI1Te OBaMO

IWBeHoapMejl.\a BJIoxy; HeKa ce O.l\Ma~ jaBI1. - Pa3YMeM, .l\pYJKe KOMaH.l\aHTe. - Kpoo caT 11 'leTBpT, Ta'lHO y llIecHaecT 'laco-

Ba, nOCTpojTe 6aTaJbOH Ha nOJbalil'l, KO.l\ 11BJ1:l.\e llIy-Me ... To je CBe. 11.l\I1Te - Hape.l\110 caM PaxI1MOBY.

- lilTa xofieTe ca MHOM .l\a Y'll1HJ1:Te? lilTa Ha-MepaaaTe .l\a Y'fJ1:HI1Te ca ~rnoM? - }!{),PHO, Kao .l\a ce 60jao .l\a Hefie CTHilI1 .l\a KaJKe, no 'Ie .l\a rOBOpl1 BapaM-6aleB.

- CTpeJbafiy Te npe.l\ cTpojeM. BapaM6ajeB na.l\e Ha KOJIeHa. TheroBe pyKe, K

3.l\PaBa 11 OHa 3aBl1jeHa, yMpJbaHa CpaMHOM KPBJbY, npYJKl11.Ile ce K MeHI1.

- .ll:PYJKe KOMaH,l\aHTe, peh.J1: fiy I1CTl1HY . .ll:PYJKe KOMaH.l\2iHTe, ja caM TO ... T o caM .ia HaMepH'O.

- YCT2Hl1- peKao caM. - YMpI1 6ap Kao 'lOBeK, a He Kao UOB.

- OnpOCTI1Te. - YCT2Hl1. OH ce n O,l\J1:JKe. - Ex, BaoaM5ajeBe, B apaM6aieBe - 6JIMO Ka3a

BOJKaHoB. - P el.\l1, IlITa CI1 MI1CJIlW?

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Y TOM TpeHYTKy MI1 ce Y'JHHH .l\a caM ja caM TO peKao: "Kao .l\a MI1 ce OTeJIO OHO lllTO caM HapeJ\l10: "nyrl1 .

- HI1CaM MI1CJIJ1:0 ... - MpMJbaO je BapaM6ajeB. - HKjeAHOr TpeHyrKa rrl1CaM MI1CJIHO... HH CaM He 3HaM KaKO.

OneT ce XBaTao 3a OBY pe'leHH:l.\Y, Kao .l\aBJbeH>fK 3a cJIaMKy.

- He JIruKl1, BapaM6ajeBe - pe'le BO)f(aHoB. -),"OBOPI1 KOMaH.l\aHTY HCTI1Hy.

- To je HCTl1rra, TO je I1CTl1Ha ... IIocJIe, Ka.l\ caM BVI.l\eO KpB, VI .l\O'lllao K ce6>r: 3alllTO caM TO YP2,l\l10? oaBO Me je HaBeo ... HeMojTe Me CTpeJbaTH, OnpOCTI1Te, .l\pYJKe KOMaH.l\aHTe.

l\!I01KJ(a je OH Tor TperrYTl1Oalbe H CruKaJbeFbe. - 11 lhyIIIKa TI1 je HeKaKO nOCTaJIa oABpaTHa.

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- C1peIbahe-re ra BI1 - peROX - Bame o,/\eJbe-l-be . ..

BJIoxa rrpe6JIe,/\e. Y3,/\aXHYO j e 113 ,/\y61111e rpy,lJ,l(, .11 Ka3aO:

- J13BpumlieMO Hapelje.l-be, APYJKe KOMaH,/\aJ-ITe. - A Te6e nOCTaBJbaM 3a BO!)y o.ZJ;eJbel-ba. IIPH-rrpe~m Jby,/\e, 3aj e,/\H0 ca nOJIHTpYKoM B O)KaHOBOM.

IIpllli.Iao CaM BapaM6aj eBY, nOl~ao ca a.era BOj-HI~Ke 03HaKe H l.\PBeHoapMejcKY 3Be3,/\y.

OH j e CTaj ao nOCHBe.JIa, YKO'IeHa JIHlla H orryUITe-IDfX PyRy.

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Y o,/\pe!)eHo BPeMe, Ta'IHO y "IeTHpH qaca, l13awao caM npe,/\ 6aTaJbOH KOjl1 je 6110 nocTpojeH y 06m!-Ley CJIOBa " II" . Y cpe,/\HH11 oTBopeHe, JbY\AHMa He3a-RJIOnJbeHe JI.I1HHje, cTajao je BapaM6ajeB Y lI.IHJi>eJIY 6e3 onaca'Ia H oKpeHYT npeMa CTpojy.

- BaTaJbOH MI1pHO - KOMalilJ\OBao je PaXI1MoB. Y Tllli.I11H11 ce 3a'Iy H 3aHeMe OHaj noce6Ho CTpO-

j y cBojcTBeHJ1 3BYK KOjJ1 YXO cTapeWl1He yaeK OCeTl1: [{ao j e,/\Ha nOKpeHyWe ce 11 3aMpeIlle nyuu(e.

Y MOjOj nOT~auTeRoj ,/\yIlll1 CI1HY 3a TPeHYTalC pa,/\ocT. H e, TO ~rnje roMl1JIa Y lllHH>eJIMMa, TO cy BOj-HHUI1, Cl1JIa, 6aTaJbOH.

- IIpeMa BaIlleM Hape!)el-by, 6aTaJbOH je nOCTpo-jeH - pa3TOBeTHO panopTHpa PaXI1MOB.

OBora TpeHYTKa, Ha OBOj 'PYCKOj nOJbaffii, r,/\e je cTajao npe,/\ cTpojeM 'tOBeK ca CPaMHO 3aBI1jeHoM PY_ KOM, 6e3 onaca'ta 11 6e3 3Be3,/\e, CBaKa pe't - 'IaK 11 y061~ajeHl1 panopT - Y36y!)J'i8aJIa je ,/\ywe.

- HoJj o,/\eJbeJba, BJIoxa, OBaMO ca o,/\eJbeFbeM _ Hape,/\110 caM.

BojH.I1I..\I1 cy I1llIJIJ1 npeKO nOJba hYTKe - Ha qeJIY OMaJIeIDf BJIoxa H CKOPO XBaT BI1COKH raJIlryJII1H, 3a FbI1Ma Mypl1H H ,Il;06pjaKoB, KOjH je jY'te CTpa>KapHO 1(0,/\ MI1TPaJbe3a - HIllJIH ce BeOMa, 036HJbHI1, Y no-TI1:JbaK, Y KopaK, He 3aKJIaH>ajyhl1 JIHUe 0,/\ BeTpa KOjl1 I1X je llm6ao ca CTpaHe, HaCTojehH H HexOTHUe ,/\a ce ,/\p>Ke BOj awnrn: npe.l\ nor JIe,/\MM:a CTOTl1Ha Jb Y,/\H. 26

A.ml, CBH cY 6HJIH Y36y1}eHl1. BJIoxa KOMaH,/\OBa: "O,/\eJbeJbe, CTOj". BOjHHI~11 je-

J\HI1M nOKpeTOM cnYCTHIlle nyurKe ca paMeHa K H03I1; BJIoxa nOTJIe,/\a Y MeHe H 3a60paBH,/\a panopTl1pa.

KopaKHYO caM npeMa a.eMY 11 n03.D;paBI10. OH MI1 0Tn03,/\paBH H H3roBOPH He 6am CKJIa,/\HO, Kao lllTO Je no rrpOIDICY, ,/\a ce jaBJba ca O,/\eJbeH>eM.

IIHTaheTe 'teMy CBe TO, Hapo'tHTO Y OBaKBOM ~ HYTRy. ,Il;a, ynpaBO Y TOM TpeHYTKy ja caM HaCTojao ,/\a CBaKOM CI1THHUOM HCTaKHeM ,/\a CMO MI1 apMl1Ja -BojHa je,/\HHHUa.

IIOCTpojeHo y j e.AaH PeA, O,lleJbeFbe ce no KOMaH.l\I1 oKpeHYJIO npeMa CTpOjy.

PeKao caM: . - ,Il;pyroBl1 6opql1 H KOMaH,lII1pI1, JbY,lIH KO]11 CTc;.

je npe,/\ BaMa n06eTJIH cy Kal3 caM nOBHKao: "Y36YHa . J1 KOMaH,/\OBao: " K OpYJKJY . Ka,/\ cY TPeHY'r;aK Kac-HI1je ,/\OWJIH K Ce611 - BpaTHJIH cY ceo CaMo .Je,/\aH ce Hl1je BpaTHo - H TO l-bHXOB KOMaH,11YIp. Oa Je paHl10 caM ce6e Y PYKY ,lIa 6H ce H3Byxao ca cppORTa. Ta lY, cTPeJbaHa. EBO Hoera.

OKpeHYO caM ce BapaM6ajeBY H nOKa3ao Ha H>era npCTOM. OH je TJIe,/\ao Y Meae, caMO Y MeRe, TPa>Kehl1 Tpa'taK Ha,/\e.

HaCTaBllO caM. . ..- Oa BOJIH >K11BOT, XTeo 6H ,lIa ce HaCJIa~Yle

Ba3,l1yxOM, 3eMJbOM, He60M. J1 0'lJIY't110 ]e OBaKO. TI1-HI1Te BM:, a ja hy ,/\a >K11B11M. TaKO JIOfBe napa311TH

Ha TyI} pa"!yH. Boj~11 cy Me c.rryrrraJIH ae TpenHyBIIlJ1. CTOTHHe JbYJIH KOjH cy cTajaJIH npe,lla ~mOM 3Ha-

JIH cy: aehe CBH OCTaTH }KHBI1, aeKe he CMpT I1CTpr-HYTI1 H3 p~OBa, aJIH cy CBI1 Y TOM TpeHYTKY npeKO-pa'tHJI~I HeRy rpaHwrny =jy, a ja caM Y CBOM TOBOpy 113pa>KaBaO OHO urro ce Beh 6KJJO 3aTaJIaCaJIO y H>HXOBMM J\Y'l.lIaMa. .

- ,Il;a, y 60p6H he ce nmyrlf, a.mr ORe KOll1 110-THHY Kao paTHHll~I OTa1,I6HHa Hehe 3a60oaB1rl'U. F>11-

XOB~ CHHOBI1 11 KhepH ca nOHOCOM he roBODHTH: .. Ham je OTall 6110 xepoj OTaI,I6I1HCKOr paTa." To he pehl1 H

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yHJl.\M M rrpayHy~1. AnM 3ap fieMo CBM M3rKH)'TM? H e. PaTHJ

rrocTajeMo HapO,n; TeXliJf'Japa. " Ja HHCaM 3Bep , 'lOBeK caM. J1 BillGi yx:

- OCTaB. J13rJIe,n;aJIO j e ,n;a ce ynepeHe nyw"e HHCY cny-

CTl1JIe, Beli naJIe, Kao ,n;a cy o,n; TY"a. J1 CBKMa na,n;e KaMeH ca cpl.\a.

- BapaM6ajeBe - BMKHyD caM. OH ce 0KPeHY rJIe,n;ajyliM YTIl1TH.J.1M nOrJIe,n;OM,

o'UlMa KOle lom H.I1cy BepOBaJIe, am! y KojMMa j e Beh nO'leJIa ,n;a ce pa3ropeBa Ha,Aa >Kl113OTa.

06JIaq~! llJJ1l-beJI. - Ja? - 06JIa'l11 ... J1,AM y cTPoj, Y cBoje o,n;eJber-be. OH ce 36Y!-heHO OCMeXHY, 3rpa6J1 D6eMa pYKaMa

lllIDbeJI, na 06JIa'lehM ra y XD,n;y , He noraljaj yhM pyKa-Be, nOTp'la npeMa o,n;eJbefby.

MYPJ1H, ,n;06pJ1 M YPMH Y HaO'lapJ1Ma, KOMe je no-APXTaBaJIa n yurn:a, Henp~!MeTHO ra je 3Bao llIaKOM CnyllITeHe PYKe: " CTaHH .n ope,n; MeHe", a 3aTMM ra je APyrapc~r MyHYD y p e6pa. BapaM6aj eB' je oneT 6J10 60pal.\ J1 ,n;pyr.

ITpMllIao CaM My J1 nOTanrnao ra no paMeHY. - Xoh.eur JIM ce ca,n;a 60pJ1TJ1? OH J{J(J1MHY rJIaBOM J1 HaCMernM ceo J1 CBJ1 cy ce

YHaOKOJIO CMellIKaJll1. CBJ1Ma je JIaKHYJIO ... J1 BaMa j e :raKol)e, CJ1rypHD, JIaKHY JIO? J1 ORJ1 KOj 11

he 'lHTaTl1 oBal pOMaH TaKDlje he, C~!rypHo, o,n;axHyT>! ca OJIaKllrru-beM K11iII"8J ,n;oljy ,n;D KOMaH,n;e: " OcTaB".

A MeljYTMM, IDIje 6J1JID TaKO. T o caM ja Bl1i!Re, J1cnpruJJ1 ce, J1 ja'ie CTe>Re KYH-

,n;aK; PYKa My nOCTa,n;e 'lllpCTa, nOHOBJ10 caM KOMaH,n;y: - Ha KJKaBJ1l.IY, J13,n;ajHJ1Ka oTa!,l6J1He, lKe KOMaH,n;aHTe. A llITa j e TO 0,n;03l1O? 11.pBa, AP]>Ke KOMaH,l\aH.Te.

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- VbJIa311 O.l\aTJIe! Ca.l\ hy '1'11 nOKa3aTI1 KaKBa cy TO .l\pBa.

BojHJ1R I1CKOYI1. vf3Ba.l\110 CBM mmITOJb 11 I1cna-JIJ10 HeKOIDfKO MeTaKa y '-IeOHH CJIoj.

- Cal)H nOHOBO! IIorJIe,l\aj j e JII1 np06l1JIo? IToCJIe nOJIa M.rHYTa BOjHI1K npOCTO.l\yrnHO BI1KHy: ~ ITp06J1JIO je, .l\pY>Ke KOMaH.l\aHTe. - ITa llITa CI1 TJ1 TO HanpaBl10? liITa je OBO, 6a-

WTOBaHCKa KOJIJ16a y Cperonoj A311jl1? Xo!i.ew JII1 y fuOj 0.l\ cy~a .l\a ce CKJIalh8W .. . 3alITl'o !i.YT=?

BOjHHK Hepa.l\O O.l\roBOPI1: - OHa he Me CBY.l\a Hah l1 ... - A KO TO OHa ? O H He O.l\rOBapa. Pa3YMeM ra: 60jl1 ce CMpTI1. ITl1:TaM r a :

A 3ap ce Te6a He )KJ1IlI1? - )K11B11, ,l(PY'Ke KOMaH.l\aHTe. - OH.l\a pacrypaj 11 6aqaj .l\0 l)aBOJIa OBe MOTKe.

CTaBJbaj 6pBHa .l\e6eJIa Kao TeJIerpaClUl cTy6, Ha-CJIruKM neT p e,l(OBa, .l\a Hl1 rpaHaTa He np06l1je, aKO CJIY'-!ajHo norO.l\J1. _ BojHHK TY)KHO rJIe.l\a '-lac POB, '-lac WyMy: TaMO y

wyMH, MaJIO nO.l\aJbe, Tpe6a cehl1 11 .l\OBJIa'lI1TI1 CYrY.l\3 TeWKe 6aJIBaHe.

- A MO>K.l\a He!i.e norO.l\I1TI1 - KaJKe OH. Ta pe'l "MO)K.l\a" )KJ1:8eJIa je 11 OB.l\e, l1aKO H>IKor

HHje pa.l\OBaJIa. To Hl1je 611JIa pe'l 60prKew neT pe.l\OBa.

BOjID1K Y3.l\aXHY, Y3e JIOnaTY 11 nO'le .l\a CKH.l\a HacYTY 3eMJby.

mxMaTpaO CaM ra IiYTKe. He, OH JOIll He Bepyj e .l\a !i.e H3 OBor pOBa, 3awTJ1Ii.eH O.l\ Henp l1jaTeJbCKe BaTpe, y6l1ja'I1l1 He~me. OR He Bepyje .l\a !i.e OHI1 na.l\a-TH O.l\ lherOBor KypnryMa. Y .l\)'1liH MY je ):(pyra MHcao.

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HeKH BO,l(OB>! cy, npeMa pacnope.l\y, Tora .l\aHa Bp-IllMm1 60jHO ral)Blhe. 32

Ha CynpCYrHOj 06a..n:H, O.l\aKJIe ce Morao nojaBI1TI1 npCYrI1BHHK, 6HJIe cy nOCTaBJbeHe, Ha 6Jll1>Kl1M 11 .l\a-JbHM O.l\CTojalDl1:Ma, MeTe Koj e cy npe.l\CTaBJbaJIe a-llII1CTe .l\0 noj aca H y cTojefieM CTBBy.

XTeo caM .l\a CBaRH 60par< CTeKHe HaBl1KY .l\a ral)a 113 CBora pOBa, 113 cBoje nO.l\3eMHe Kyhe; XTeo caM lIa CBa lUl 6,l( lhl1:X YBe)K6a O):(pel)I1BBlhe paCTojBlha Ha rKao nyrnKy Kao WTO -rpe6a? ,n;e.l\e, lIpOBepl1 H=aH .. . ,n;a nOKymaMo jow j e-,!\HOM ...

. Haj3a.l\ j e 60par< noral)ao y HaMaJlaHY aIll.I1C-THYKy lhy'illKy .l\Ba ny TB ca TpH MeTpa To je .l\06ap pe3YJlTaT, y TaKBHM CJIY'-!ajeBHMa BOjHl1KY je TeIllKO .l\a caKpl1je noHOc, aJfI1 ...

- 38WTO CI1 HeBeceo? ETO, TaKO hew 11 ~b>I:X .l\a cKH,l\aw KB,l\ HaBaJIe.

- 3ap lhl1Ma KypWyM MO)Ke Hewro? VI OHI1, ):(Py-)/{e KOMaH,l(aHTe, Hehe ory,l(a HI1 HanaCTI1.

~ Hero OTKY.l\a? - A KO I1X 3Ha ... T o cy ol1JIe peYI1 Koje caM Be!; '-!YO. T o je OlIO

CTpax npe.l\ Hen03HaTHM. OneT caM pa3Ml1IDJbao.

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KB,l\a caM 0611JIB3110 nOJIO)f{aj ,l(yr Ce.l\aM KI1JIO-MeTapa, Bpahao ce y 3eM)'Hl1IU', pY'-!ao, pa.l\l1o y WTaoy. l{a.l\ caM 0.l\JIB3110 Ha CnaBalbe, HeYMOpHO CBM 11 Henp~ CTaHO MaCJll10.

liITa ce TO .l\orO.l\I1JIO ca 6aTaJbOHOM? ,n;a HMcaM jY'-!e, cTPeJbaiyhl1 npe;I\ cTpojeM l137J.ajHl1Ka KOjl1 ie n06erao ,l(a 611 cnacao CBOj )f{J1BOT, THM nJIOTYHOM y6110 11 BeJfI1KY CHary Jby6aBI1 npeMa )KJ1:8OTV .u.a Hl1-caM yryumO MOIum HarOH 3a CaMOO.l\p)KBlheM?

C'eT110 CaM ce - npo'IMTao caM y jeJ\HOM YJIaHKY : "Y pary ce y YOBeKY 60pe ):(Be CI1Jfe : ocenalhe ,l\ylK-3 BOnOKonQMCKIl .u.PYM 33

HOCTI1 11 HarOH CaMOO,llp}KaIba. Y=ae ce Tpeha c"'Jla - ,l\I1cl.\IDImma, J1 ocehaH>e ,l\y)KHOCTI1 n06e-!)yje."

,l(a IDI j e Tfuw? Ham reHepa..n, Ji1.BaH BaCl1JbeBWf IIaHKao je 'lac KOMecap ,l(0p,lll1"ia. H e

oJJ,Bajajy-lm ce O,ll cBoil1X nywaKa, 60PllJ1 cy ceneJlJ1 y-rpyITJ1, nOA Benp"'" He60M, 6JlJ13y CBOjl1X pOBoBa.

IIaAao je peAaK CHer . Ha TaMHl1:M '1eTl1Hapl1Ma nojaBI1J1e cy ce npBe, JOUl npOBl1',l\He, 6eJle n ere. 34

OKO Hac je CBe 611JJO TI1XO, aIDI C_ cy rJlenaJIU y ,lIaJbl1HY ca Hapo'UfTI1M ocehaH.eM - CBaKO je 0'Ie--KI1Bao: eBO Ca,lI he TaMO CBe na 3aTyTIbI1; nOJleTehe MI1He J1 rpaRaTe Y"3 lPY.

AJlJ1 OBor ,lIaRa, llpe1KHBJbaBajyhH, Kao Jo{ CB>I, HeUlTO 3a lbera K3Y3eTHO BaJlUro, ,Z(opwrja HJ.1je Morao 11 Hl1je }'Mea Aa npecawr TO ocehaa,e y cPlla CBOjU:l< 60p3I\a. IIoHaBJbao je: " oTa1,l6"'Ha TP3}!{H", "OTaJ,J6~IHa Hapel}yje" ... K3;!\3 je 113rOBapao: ,,60p.ITIf ce AO noc-JleW'be KaITl1 KpBl1", ,,113rl1Hyi;eMo, aJll1 ReheMO OACTY-nHTH", no TOHY }berOBor rJlaca ocehaJlo ce Aa OR 113pa-,. 35

)KaBa cBoje ')l1CJlI1 11 OAJlY'-IHOCT Koja je y >heMY ca-3peJla, aJlI1 ...

3aIDTO ynoTpe6JbaBalU OlIllITen03HaTe cjJpa3e, Ko-Mecape ,n:OPAl1jal Jep He caMO '-IeJlI1K Beh 11 pe'-l 11 , '-IaK 11 ORe RajcseTJll1je, 113J1J1}!{Y ce, nO'-lI1>bY Aa "wJlaj-cjJyjy", Kao 3Y11'laHI1K 113JfJ13aHJ1X 3y6a l.\a, aKO I1X no-HOSO He HaOlllTpl1lll.

11 3auJTO CTaJlliO nOHaBJbaIll : "Y1'-ipeTl1, YMPeTYI"'t 3ap TO Tpe6a CaAa pehl1 SOjIDlKY? TI1, Cl1rypHO, Ml1-CJlI1lll : y TOMe je cyposa I1CTl1Ha paTa ~ I1CTl1Ha KOjy Tpe6a SI1AeTI1, He 3aTBapajyh~1 0'(J1 npeA >hOM, Koj y Tpe6a npl1MI1T11 11 APyroM YJII1TI1.

He, ,n:oPAl1ja, Hl1je y TOMe, Hl1je y TOMe cyposa I1CTI1Ra paTa.

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IIpl1'-1eKao caM Aa ,n:0PAl1ja 3aSplll11. 3aTI1M caM Yn11TaO jeAHor l.\pSeHoapMejl1a:

~ 3HalU JII1 I'll una je TO oTal)6l1Ha? ~ 3HaM, ApY}f{e KOMaHAaHTe. - ,n:eAe, OHAa oArosopl1 ...

To je HaID CosjeTCK11 CaBe3, HalUa Tepl1TO-pl1ja.

CeAI1. IhlTao caM APyror: - A KaKO 611 I'll oArosopl1o'! - OTaI)6I1Ha, TO je ... TO je, rAe caM ce ja po-

AI10 ... Kal(o Aa Ka}({eM ... OHO MeCTO ... - CeAI1. A TI1? - OT31)611Ha? To je Hawa cOBjeTcKa BJIaAa ... To

je .. . ,n:a Y3MeMo, pel1l1MO, MOCKBY ... ETo, Ml1 /by Ca,l\a 6paH11M0. Jay >hoj HI1CaM 6110 ... H.lcaM je Bl1AeO, aJII1 TO je Hawa oTaI)6I1Ha ...

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- 3Ha'-l1K11B11lll? Xohy. A TI1?

Xohy. ATI1! Xohy.

- Ko He >KeJlI1 Aa }f{11B11, HeKa ,lU1rHe pyl

- TIY311llI JIU A05po? - He. - Ero BMro1ID... noro,l(ulie Te HeMaq. 3aurro

OHAa rOBOp~lli1 Aa xo};ern Aa JKlffiMll.l? Ba.I.\am mr AO-6po 60M6y? YMeIll mr A06po Aa ce MaCrmpam? YKO-naBaw JIl1 ce A06po?

- .l(06po ce YKOnaBaM. - JIaJKem. CJIa60 ce YKOnaBam. KOJIUKO nyTa

CaM Te TepaO Aa pyw.r= TaBaHl1I1Y Ha poBY? - J eAaanYT.. . . - M TU nOCJIe TOra u3j aBJbyjew Aa xohe!ll 1\a

JKM:s .rm? He, TU He )fCeJIl1IIl 1\a lKUBMll.I, je JIl1 TaKO, .!(py roBH? OH He JKeJll1 ,l\a JKI1BU.

Be}; CaM BH,I\eO OCMexe - HeKl1Ma je Be}; MaJIO JIaKHYJIO. AJIM SOjHl1K pe'-le:

- 2KeJIl1M, ,l\pY)f{e KOMaH,I\aHTe. - 2KeJlJ1M, TO j e MaJIO .. . )f{eJby TPe6a nOTKpe-

nl1TU ,l\eJDr:Ma. A TU Ha pe'IJ1Ma xohem ,l\a )KHSHUI a ,l\eJIl4Ma cPJbam Y rp06. A j a Te OTY,l\a RyKOM '13BJIa~ '-111M.

Pa3JIeraO ce CMex, npB~r CMex O,l\ CBer cpqa KOju caM '-1)'0 3a nOCJIe,l(fba ,l\sa ,l\aHa. HaCTaBUO caM:

- . Ka,l\a ja paCTypaJIf CJIa6y TaBaHHI1Y Ha TSOMe poBy, Ja TO He 'U1IDrM Pa,l(M: ce6e, j ep ja Hehy TaJlfO ce,l\eTu. K a,l\a Te rp,l\UM 360r HeO'llmmeHe nywr;;e, ja TO He '-I11Hl1M Pa,l(U ce6e. Heliy ja M:3 IDe n yqaTU. CBe UITO ce O,l\ Te6e Tp~CI1, cse lll'l'0 1'U ce Hape"yje, '-II1HM ce pa;q,u 1'e6e. JeeH JIM pa3YMeo ca;l(a IUTa je TO OTa-1,6HJla?

- HacaM, ,l(pYJKe KOMaH,l\aH1'e. - 0 1'a1,l6M:Ha - TO CH TIL Y6uj OHora KOju xohe

Te6e ,l\a y6uje. KOMe je TO nOTpe6HO? Te6u, 1'sojoj )f{eH1~, TBOMe oqy, Majqn, TBojoj ,l\eI:\l1.

Bopqn cy CJIymaJIH. TIope,l\ MeHe j e ceo KOMecap .l(op,l\uja H rJIe,l\ao Me, 3arypeHe rJIase H 1'penhyhH C speMeHa Ha BpeMe Ka,l\ 6w My Ha TpenaBJ1qe naJIa CHe)f{JIa naxYJbHqa. TIoHeKa,l( ce Ha HoerOBOM JIl1I\Y nOJaSJbHBaO HeXOTIf'IaH OCMex .

.l(OK caM rOBOpUO, 06pahao caM ce U HoeMY. 2KeJIeo CaM ,l\a ce H 1K,l\a he Te J1llaK HahH KYPW)'M, aJII1 npe rora y6uj Hoera. YIDfUITU KOJIMKO MQ)f{ell!. TUMe 'hem ca'IysaTH lKHBOT W HoeMY, U HoeMY, U HoeMY (no-Ka3wsao caM npCTOM Ha 60pqe) - >KJ1BOTe csojux Jij>YJ'OBa no posy W OPYJKjy. Ja, SaUl KOMaH,lIaHT, xohy Jla I1CnyJUIM 3anosecT HaUIl1X JKeRa H MajICM:, 3anosecT Hamel' HapO,l\a, xoliy ,l\a sac nose,l\eM y 60j He ,/(a 'y~rpeTe, Bell. ,/(a }KJffiUTe. J eCTe JIU pa3YMeJIl1? ETO, TO je CBe. KOMa.FI,l\l1J> 'IeTe! P a3Se,l\M:Te JbYAe Ha BaTpeHe nOJIOJICaje.

O,lljeKHYJre cy ~0:1aH,/(e: " TIPBH so,/(, Y C1'poj. " " .l(pyrH BO,l(, y CTPOJ ...

Bopqn cy nOCKaKaJIl1, y TpRy npOHaUlJIU cBoja MecTa, U ucnpcl1mr ce no npOnl1cy. BP30 ce nOpaSHaJI3 -raJIaCaBa m.rHl1ja 6ajoHeTa. JacHo ce ocehaJIo - OBO je BOjRWIrm C1'poj, ,lIHcqrmmrnOBaHa CHJIa, KOjOM ce .rraxo KOMaH,lIJje. PaCTojaHoa H3Me"y BO,l\OBa M:3rJIe,l\a-.na cy Kao JIeJKHIIlTa y KOj HIlfa cy ce 'IBpCTO nOBrou-BaJIe HeSM:J(JbHBe cnOHe.

MOJK,l\a je MOj rOBop 6uo nOMaJlo H HaHBaH, aJIH y TOM TpeHJTKY MeHl1 ce '-IHHMJIO ,l\a CaM nOCTnrao lll'I1O caM XTeo. He O.llP>f'IYhl1 ce IDf 3a AJIaKy OA esojux ,l\YJKHOCTl1 UJIH 'IaCTH, JbY,llH cy ce ocJI06a1}aml pcaCHe, HaJlfeTJbHBe pe'IH "YMPeTH", Roja ax je npw "l'HcrmsaJIa Rao Mopa.

rEHEPAJI iIIBA H BACiIIJbEBWI ITAHJ.1JIOB

OH je nowao K HaMa CYTpaAaH, TPl1liaeCTOr OKTO-6pa .

H I1CMO I'a O'leKJ1.BaJlI1, aJlI1 ce AeCI1J10 TaKO Aa cy y wTa6y 6aw TaAa 6HJlI1, Kao HaMepHO, KOMaHAl'fpl1 ' leTa Koje caM n03Bao.

Tpe6a JlI1 Aa BaM omrweM npocTopl1jy Halliera' wTa6a? TIorJleAajTe OKO ce6e: TaMO y WYJlnI TIOAMO-CKOBJba Harne npe6l1BaJll1lllTe je 611J10 I1CTa OBaKBa 3eMYHl11.\a - y 3eMJbY YKonaHa BJlaJlOla KYTl1ja OA 6pBaHa, Ha ,{Hje 3l1AOBe ce '10BeK Hl1je CMeo HaCJlOHI1-TV!: 3aJlerrJ1.ftellI ce 3a CMOJlY. ill AaJ-bY 11 HOl1y j e 1'0-peJla Jla.ma. OTYAa cy ce y CBI1M npaBI.\J1.1\la HanOJbY pa'lBaJle TeJTeOHCKe >K11l\e, 6aw Kao Aa cy OBAe 611J1e CTI1CHYTe y rrecHHl\Y.

KOMaHAl1p11 cy 06eJle>KaBaJlI1 Ha KapTaMa w eMY nOJba Koja je Te HOI1I1 Tpe6aJlo MJ1HJ1paTI1. 3a KOJICKH ca06pal1aj oCTajao je OTBopeH caMO APYM ca MOCTOM KOA ceJla HOBJbaHCKOI"; OCTaJle npHJla3e Ka nOJlO>Kaj y CMO M,rHl1paJlI1.

Ha CTOJlY nopeA Jla.me Jle>Kao j e BemrKI1 Ta6aK x panaBe xaPTl1je 3a l\pTalbe, Ha KOMe j e OJlOBKaMa y 60jH 611J1a YlIPTaHa weMa Hallie O,1l6paHe. CKl11.\y j e l13paAHo Ha'!eJTHHK wTa6a PaXI1MoB. Oli j e O,1lJTWfHO cKl11.\J1.Pao 11 I.\pTao.

Ca'lYBao caM Taj JTI1CT: Xot,eTe JlI1 Aa rrorJle-Aa,e? .. 3ap l{l1je Jleno? Hl1je caMO Jleno Bel1 H Ta'I:H O.

OBa Bl1jyraBa rrJlaBl1'IaCTa l\pTa j e pe l(3 P Y3a. 113J10MJbeHa rrpyra AY>K 06aJle - eCKaprra. Ta.rHo-3eJTeHOM 60jOM cy 03Ha'ieHe wyMe. UpHe Ta'!Ke C OHe CTpaHe peKe - MJ1HCKa rrOJba. BJlarl1 l\PBeHI1 JlYKOBH ca 60,1lJbaMa OKpeHYTl1M npeMa 3arraAY npeACTaBJbajy Bailly oA6paM6eHY Jll1HHjy. P a3HHM APYfl1M 3Ha~l1Ma - BI1AI1Te JTH, OHl1. cy TaKoJ:,e CBH l\PBeHH - 06eJIe->KeHH cy CTpeJba'lKl1 POBOBH, MHTpaJbeCKa rHe3Aa. npOTI1BTeHKOBCKI1 H nOJbCKl1 TOrrOBI1, npHAOAaTI1 6aTa-)bOBY.

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CeKTOp KOjl1 HaM j e 6110 AOAeJbeH 6110 je, Kao WTO BaM je Bel1 rr03HaTO, BeOMa AYra'laK: ceAaM KI1J10Me-Tapa - Ha jeA3H 6aTaJbOH. PaCTerJII1 CMO ce, Kao WTO je Ao~l1je TOBOPl10 ITaHqmJlOB, "Kao TaHyn.lHa HI1T" . 'laK HI1. Tora AaHa, TpJ1.HaeCTOr oKT06pa, ja jow HHca,r XTeo Aa BepyjeM Aa l1e ce y pejoHy BOJIOKOJlaMCKOr '!(PYMa CaMO Ta HIIT I1cn pe,{I1TI1 Ha nyTy HeMl\l1Ma Ka,!(a OHM y Ha.ll:l1prubY Ka MOCKBM 6YAY 113611J1M Ifa "y,na-JbeHe npl1J1a3e", Ha Haw nOJlO>Kaj .

AJlI1 .. . KOMa>wKe KOMaHAaHTe. Peep=e.

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- ,lJ;03Bomrre Aa TO Y'fHHJ1M IDICMeHO - pe'fe OH, rrpY)Kajylill npecaBl1jeH KOM3):I xapTl1je.

ha XapT11j11 cy 6l1Jle Ha.JU1CaHe CaMO ,{eT!1p11 pe'lli : "ITpeA HaMa cy He~." OXJIaAJ1o CaM ceo J e JIM Mer ryfie Aa j e KY~O Haill 'lac?

ITaMeTaH je, BeoMa n aMeTaH oBaj PaxHMOB. ~ je ca3Hao oA CTpa}Kapa Aa HJ1CaM y 3eMYH~ caM, OH je rrpe Hero UlTO je YUlao Halllicao OBe '1eTl1pl1 pe,{1< Ha xapTl1jy KaKO He 611 Mopao il\a J1X 113rOBOpl1 rJIaCHO, Aa He 611 1m CBOjl1M 113rJIeAOM HH TOHOM YHeo OBaMO crpax.

YXBaTl10 CaM Ii ce6e Aa meJII1M Aa caKpl1jeM "Y BeeT 0iI\ APyrl1x, Kao Aa CaM Tl1Me Morao Aa npOMe-IDfM CTBapHOCT - Aa j e OTKJIOHI1M 11 0AfYpHeM.

ITor.rreAao caM pa3Ho6ojlry rueMY, BI1AeO MJ1HCKa nOJba, peh.")' 06eJIe}KeHY rrpOTI1BTeBKOBCKOM naAIiBOM, pOBOBe, nOKpl1BeHe ca '1eT!1p11 AO neT peAOBa 6aJIBaHa, MI1TPaJbe3e 11 TonOBe; 3aIDICJlI10 caM jOill HeUlTO: '{O-BeKa Y l..l1IDbeJIY, 60pl1a.

3anl1Tao caM fa Ha Ka3aXCKOM je311KY: - J eCI1 m1 .1IVf'lHO BI1Aeo? PaX>IMOBY CaM anCOJl)'THO BepOBao, a l1ITaK caM

ra yID1Tao. - .L(a. - rAe? ~ Ha AB3):IeceT AO ,w3aAeceT neT KI1JIOMeTapa

0AaBAe: Y ceJIY CepeAl1 11 OCTam1M 3aceol1l1Ma. A Y Mel)yrrpocToPY? lllTa l1Ma TaMO?

- To je Hl1'Il1ja 3eMJba. - KpajeBe - peKao caM Ha PYCKOM - Ballia he

ce }KeJba Maf JIeAa IiCnyHI1TI1: Ha Barny aAPecy j e CTIi-rJIO ~rnoro 'ryTypl1l1a ca KOH>aKOM ...

CBI1 cy Me ynl1TBO nOrJIeAaJII1. - ... H ca PYMOM - HaCTaBI1Q caM. - ITpeA HaMa

cy H eMl1l1. PaXI1MOBe, H3J1o:arn:re cl1TyaJ.1l1jy. PaXI1MOBa cy caCJIyuramr hYTKe. CaMO je Kpaj eB

113BaJI110: - E, 6aIII A06po .. - lIlTa Ty HMa lJ:06po? - 3anHTa HeKO.

. - A 3ap je 60Jbe ceAeTl1 OBaKO y pOBOBl1Ma? B eh CMO npeTPHyJII1 OA ce}:\elba. 42

He Tpamellli J\03BOJIY, y 3euyH~ YTP'la MOj ner CI1J1HI1 Cl1B'ieHKo.

- ,lJ;p)'}!{e KOMaHAaHTe, AOJI8.311 reHepaJI OBaMO .. . - rJIaCHO je npolllan)'Tao.

Ep30 CaM craBI10 Karry Ha rJIaBY, norrpaBl1o 6JIY-3y H nOTp'{ao y cycpeT.

A..rrI1 BpaTa cy ce Ben OTBopHJIa. Y Hamy 3eMY-Hl1l1Y j e y JI8.3110 KOMaHAaHT AI1BI13I1j e, reHepaJI-Maj op MBaH BaCHJbeBH'l ITaHqll1JIOB.

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CTa,? caM M!1pHO 11 panop'I'l1pao: - ,lJ;pYJKe r eHepaJI- Majope, 6aTaJbOH )'TBpl)yje

rYCTe, OUlTpO n pe.1l0MJheHe 06pBe H3Ha,/\ CI1THI1X MaJTKO Pa:JPOlUfX OqMjy, 611.11e cy HaTYlliTeHe. '

- ITpaBl1.11HO CTe nocTyrrnJ]}f - peKao j e. IToc.1Ie KpaTKor pa3M11lllJhal-ba, nOHOBJlO je:

ITpaBI1"JlHo CTe nOCTynl1Jl1i, APYJKe MO~U1WYJIIi, HamnU"ITe panopT.

. TeK caA je, 113rJIe):Ia, ona3110 Aa OKO J-bera CBK CTO)e.

- CeAI1Te, APyroBI1", ceAJ1Te - Ka3ao je, 11 nOllITO je paCKOn'-laO onaca'-l, noqe Aa CKI1"Aa 6YHAV. . Y '-Ioj ruwj 6JIY311 ca HeynaAJbI1"BMM 3Be3AI1~aMa

3aIl1TI1THe 60]e fberOBa ce nOrp6JbeHOCT jow jaqe I1CTI1~aJIa.

- Ca~1O je, KOA Bac, APYJKe MOMJ1llI-YJII1 rrpl1-1I11"'iH0 XJIaAHO. 3aIl1TO He JIO)KI1Te? Cl1rypHO ~eMaTe /iii TOnJIOr '!ala?

ITpJ1J.l1ao j e rB03AeHoj nelil1, OlTHlTao OXJIaljeHI1" '-IYHal(, norJIe):I:l o 113a nelrn Kao Aa HeIDTO Tpa)!{l1. npMMeTI10 ceKl1py 11, "'-IyqHYBllIM, rro"'-leo, BeIDTO rrpl1-AP)l{aBa]yhl1 TPyl1'iJ1h PYKOM, CJIa611M aJIl1 CnpeTHl1~t YAapl..\}1Ma Aa ra I..\ena y CI1T.He KOMaAe.

ITpMTp'-lao My je PaXI1MOB. - .l(PYJKe reHepaJIe, A03BOJII1Te, ja hy ... - 3aIl1TO? Ja TO BOJIMM . .l(pyrl1" rrYT lieTe, HapaB-

HO, MOpaTI1 CaMl1 Aa ce n06pKHeTe 3a CBora KOMaH-AaHTa .

. T aKaB j e 6110 ITaH

- B" cre, MO>Kll\a, MJ

- ,[(06po, A06po - pe'le. - AJU1 caAa, A'PY}Ke, HeneMO MOn", Aa paTy j eMo ca pa'lYHOM.

- H ero KaKo, Apy>lKe Mo~rnlll-YJII1 , HeMojTe CKJla!-ba -"1'11 - pe'fe OR. - ,[(aj:l\ep Aa 3aje~0 nOrJIeAaMO ... Bw cTe, APy>lIl>lCaM nao, KaO Aa Me je H3 CBe CHal'e YAapl10 OBI1M nI1Ta!-beM. T a, ja caM jyqe TO I1CTO nMTao jeAHor 60p-l1a. Je JlW Moryli.e Aa 11 ja TaKO 113rJleA~1?

- lIln Bac y3He~rnpaBa , APy>lKe-MoMJ

KaAa caM 3ahYTao, ITaHctmJlOB je 113BeCHO BpeMe pa3Ml1IllJbao.

- ,L(a, APJ)!(e MOM.Iilll-YJlI', - peqe OH Haj3aA - caAa HaM H.IilllTa A"pyro Hl1j e CTpamHO. J el\'JotHO je TO CTpamHO.

Y CTao je, rrp>O.llao caMoBapy, Hacyo y qajHI1K KJbyqaJle BOAe, rrOHOBO ra CTaBI10 Ha caMOBap !1 Bpa-1'110 ceo

He ceAajyh!1, HarHYo ce HaA !1Cu;pTaHoM UJeMOM 11 oneT, Kao 11 npBI1 nyT, peqe:

- 3a6apI1KaA'-rpaJlI1 CTe ceo To H!1je 3ByqaJIO Kao rrOXBaJla. - HeKaKo CTe MHoro 3aTBopeHI1. ,L(a HI1CTe OCTa-

BI1J111 cyBMUJe MaJlO npOJla3a? - Y3eo je OJlOBKY 11 rrOKa3ao MI1HCKa nOJba. - ,L(a HI1CTE: BI1, APY}l(e Mo-MJ1lJl-YJlI1, CaMI1 ce6e 3aTBOpl1J1i.?

- ITa TO je >JcnpeA Hac, APY>Ke reHepaJle - 3a-'fyljeHo caM peKao.

- Y TOMe 11 jecTe CTBap UJTO je I1crrpeA Bac. He MO}l(eUJ Aa ce MaKHeUJ, TeCHO j e.

ITOMI1CJII10 caM: "TecHo? Ha cjJpOHTy OA ceAaM K11J10MeTapa TecHo? liTa OH TO rODopH?"

He rrpl1TI1CKyjyhl1, ITaHcjJl1J10B TaHKI1M rrOTe3I1Ma OJlOBKe 06eJle}l(11 HeKOJlI1KO rrpOJla3a y M~[HCKI1M rrpe-rrpeKaMa. J OUJ YBeK HI1CaM CXBaTao 3aWTO. A ITaHcjJl1-JIOB JlaKI1M AOAMpOM 0611'iHe u;pHe OJlOBKe - !\"pyre OH Hl1je BOJleo - npeKpl1}l(a Jlenl1 u;pTe}l( Hawe oA6paM-6eHe JlI1HHje 11 CTaBl1 CTpeJlMl.l;y, YCMepeHY HanpeA, y rrpaBU;Y HeMau;a.

Hl1caM Morao Aa CXBaTI1M UJTa xohe. ,L(a npeljeMo y HacTynal-be, Aa HanaAHeMO HeMa'lKY apMl1jy Koja ce KOHu;eHTpI1CaJla? IiI CBe TO nOWTO M11 je caOnUJTI10 Aa MH Y3I1Ma j eAHY 'leTY H Aa 6aTaJbOHY npeACTojl1 Aa ce pa3BY'le joUJ 3a KI1J10MeTap 11 no? IiI rrOUJTO je peKao Aa Tpe6a 6111'11 TpOCTpyKO onpe3aH 11 cBaKY cTBap Tpl1 nyTa oAMepaBaTl1? ITOUJTO je Haj3aA Ka3ao "AD BOJIO-KOJlaMCKa"? IlITa je OBO - Hapeljel-be? 3ap ce TaKO Hapeljyje?

- Ha BaII1eM MecTY - pe'le OH, OBJlalIl ceH'-!ehl1 CTpeJlMl.l;y - ja 611x 0 OBOMe pa3M11CJlI10 ...

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OA Bpxa CTpeJlI1qe, KOjl1 je 6110 yrrpaBJbeH Ha He-Ma'lKe nOJlo:nrMa 11 MaJlO paCKOpa'leHHX Hory. FberoBo mlu;e,

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Koj e ce BM'AeJIO M3 rrp lCTO TaKO L\PHO Kao 11 Moje. IIOl'-ByTe r JIaBe, cJIymao j e jeJ{Hor Oll lIBojl1L\e Majopa. Jib BI1COKOr reHepaJICKOr oKoBpaT~I1](a BI1pl10 je yrrallJbM-BO !"\pH >l Beo~1a Ha60paH Bpa~S,.

Kao apTI1Jbep~ HOCI10 caM MaMY3e 11 - MOpal\( rrp>l3HaTI1 Ty CBojy CJIa60CT - He 0611'-lHe, Beh ca Cpe6PHHM TO'lKJol:hM~1a, rrpl1j aTHor 3syKa.

IIpOJIa3ei'iI1 rropeA reHepaJIa, nO"leo caM lIa ra311M cTpojesHM KopaKOM. KaKO KopaKHeM - MaMY3a

3s~e. r eHepaJI ce OKpeH)'. Y >berOSHM 6pKOSHMa, rrOT-

KpeCaHHM y SHlIY lisa KBallpaTl1fia, Hl1je 611JIO cel\11X. Yrr~JbI1BO cy ce MCTML\aJIe jarOlll1l.\e. llilUlJbase, y3a-He 0"111 611JIe cy MaJIO Koce, Kao y MOHToJIa. IIoMl1-=0 caM: TaTapHH.

Kall caM y wao y c06y, YITl1Tao caM Apyrose : - Ko j e osaj r eHepaJI? 3awTO je Aowao K HaMa? 06jacHI1JII1 cy MI1: TO je reHepaJI IIaH! KOMe-

cap ? To je rJIasa sojeHKoMaTa - cOBjeTcKe YCTaHose l(oja SOAM eSl1AeH1.\JlJIOMeTapa lIaJIeKO Oll cppoHTa, 11 CaCT3"JbaO nJIaH Kooca.

H l1je TO TBOj nocao, Baypl,laHe. H l1je.

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BpaTa ce oTBopmue 11 ylje reHepaJI. C fbl1M 06a Majopa. YCTaJIM CMO.

- Cel\MTe, CeAI1Te - p e'le reHepaJI . - ,!l;06ap AaR .... Ko j e OBlIe nopyqHMK MOM1mI-YJII1?

lliTa je OBO? 3awTO Me TpruKH? YCTao caM Y3-6y1jeH.. . reHepaJI ce OCMeXHYO.

- CellHTe, lIPy*e MOMHW-YJIH, CeAI1Te. rOBOpl10 j e MaJIO rrpOMYKJIO 11 TI1XO. IIpHIllao MI1

je, npHMaKaO CTOJIHL\Y, ceo, CKHHyO reHepaJICK)' Kany ca l{pBeHHM 60PTOM H CTaBI10 je Ha CTO. Y IIPHoj KOCI1, O'l1UflllaHoj MaWl1'HOM, 611JIO je MHoro cel\11X.

Y >beroBoj cpl1rypl1, JII1'l{y, Ha'll1H)' rOBopa 11 AIr )!{al-ba Hl1je 6I1JIO, 'lI1HMJIO MI1 ce, HM"ler 3anOSeAHM"l-Kor , caMO cy 06pBe, npeJIOMJbeRe ourrpo, cJ(;opo OOA rrpaB~< yrJIOM, 'fYAHO npOT/1'Bpe'fl1JIe yTI1CKy. Y oGp-BaMa Kao HI-! y 6pKOSHMa HI1je 6HJIO cel\11X BJIacl1.

- ,!l;a ce yn03HaMo - pe"le OH. - Ja caM MsaH BaCI1JbeBM'l IIaHcpHJIOs. 3HaTe JIM lIa he ce KOll Hac y AJIMa-ATI1 cpopMl1paTM HOB a l\I1BI13>rja?

- He, He 3HaM. - E na, ja caM Hall2 I1j e. ITo Hapelj6>bY CpeA>bOas>rjCKor sojHor OK-pyra BI1 ce yrryhy jeTe y 1I11B11311jy Y CSOjCTSy KOMal!-.l1a HTa 6aTaJbOHa.

OH 113Sa:l111 Hape.l16y 11 ypy'fl1 MI1 j e. - KOJIl1KO BaM j e nOTpe6Ho BpeMeHa Aa npeAaTe

.n:yJKHOCT? - MaJIo. 3a .l1Ba caTa Mory lIa ce jas~f. OH ce MaJIO 3aMHCJIl1.

To H>lje nOTpe6ao. JecTe JI>l OJKlll-beHI1? - JecaM. - OHAa ce il\aHac OnpOCT>lTe ca nOpOAML\OM II

Aolj>lTe K MHI-! cyTpa y .l1SaHaeCT caTI1.

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CyTpaAaH, neT MI1HYTa npe ABaHaeCT, neo ca t Ce no WI1nOKI1M CTeneHI1L\aMa Ha TOeM JIoMa UoseHe ao-mrje. IToKa3aJIM cy MI-! coGy Y KOjOj j e OACeo TeHepaJI.

MaJiKo norypeH, YBY'leHe rJlase Me!)y paMeHa, IIaHqll1J1oB j e ce.l1eo 3a BeJll1KI1M nl1CahaM CTOJlOM a nperJle.l1ao HeKaKea aKTa. KacHl1je MJ1 ce 'leCTO .l1ewa-BaJlO .l1a cpeTaM IIaBqmJlOBB, aJia caM ra caMO OBora nyTa ea.l1O ca aKTI1Ma y pYKaMa. J e.l1aHa xapTaja Koja ra je KaCHl1je, no.l1 MocKBOM, CBY.l1a ITpaTI1J1a, 611J1a je Tonorpacj::>cRa KapTa.

KapTa je 11 ca.l1a 611J1a npe.l1 l-baM. O.l1MaX caM je n03Hao: TO je 6110 nJiaH rpa.l1a 11 OKOJll1He AJiMa-ATe. Ha l-boj je JlelKao l,JeITHa caT, ca OTRon'JaHI1M Kal1111l1-heM.

reHepaJi je 6p30 norJle.l1ao Ha caT, YCTao 11, 0.l1-Ma lGiyaWI1 TeurKy HaCJIOl-ba'lY, .l1l1rao ce 0.l1 CTOJIa. XO.l1 My je 6110 JlaK, Y l-beMY ce HJ1je ocehaJia cTapocT.

. Pa3rOBapaJll1 CMO cTojehl1. IIaHcj::>11J10B je 'lac we-Tao 'lac ce 3aYCTaBJbaO, ca PYKaMa Ha Jle!)l1Ma 11 MaJlO paCKOpa'leHI1X Hory. . ' '- ,1:(aKJle, .l1Py}!(e MOMJIDl-YJla - ITO'leo je - .l111-BI1"3I-Ue 3a ca.l1a HeMa. HeMa HI1 wTa6a, HI1 rryKoBa, HVI 6aTaJbOHa. 11 BI1, 3Ha'll1, HeMaTe ROMe )la KOMaH.l1yjeTe. AJlI1 cae he 6aTI1, CBe he~fO MI1 cpOpMl1paTI1. A ca.l1a heTe MOpaTI1 .l\a MI1 nOMorHeTe. Xohy .l\a ce nocaBe-TyjeM c ea~1a ...

TeHepaJi je np=ao CTOJlY, rrpeJlI1CTaO aRTa, Ha-Ulao oHaj KOjl1 My je 6110 ITOTpe6aH, Y3eo .l1e6eJlY QP-eeBY OJloeRY, epTeo je MaJlO Y PYQl1. 11 oKpeHyeWJ1 ce Me!U", peKao :

- OeD je, .!\p)'JKe MOMJIDl-YJIJ1, HajrJlynJba OJlOB-Ka Ha cBeTY.

- 3aIllTo, .l1p),}!{e reHepaJTe? - 3aTo UlTO ce l-bOMe =y O.l\JlYKe - y waJlI1

O.l\rOBOpa OH 11 HaCTaBI1: - OBOM OJlOBKOM 'lOeeK KOjl1 He' 3Ha ceoj ITocao MO>Ke BpJlO JlaKO .l\a peLUl1 CBe UlTO ro.l\ xolle 3a .l1Ba MaHyTa. IIOBY'le QPTY Ha KapTI1 -11 rOTOBO: ITJ1TaFbe je pemeHo. ,1:(oHece O'lIJlyKy - 11 ro-TOBO: IT11Tal-be je pemeHo. Y3M"'Te j e, .l\a MI1 He .l\OJla3'" no.l\ PYRY. AJI'" ce 11 caM>!, .l\p)'JKe KOMaH.l\aHTe 6aTa-JbOHa,. IDTO p e!)e cJIYJKl1Te }bOMe.

IIomTO 1\111 je ca OCMeXOM n pellao OJlOeKY, 3a6p"'-HYTO Me je ymlTao:

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- lilTa M"'CJll1Te, r,l\e 611CMO MOrJlI1 UlTO 6plKe ,lIB aCKaJlaJ1111eMO Ka3aHe?

Ja caM c",rYPHO rJle,llao 3analbeHO, a reHepaJi 06jacHI1:

- IIa, HaUla ,lIJ1Ba3l1ja he 6aTI1 Y HeKY P)'KY -HapO,l\Ha 0,l\6paHa: OHa ce cj::>opMl1pa BaH nJlaHa. Ha HOBY cnpeM)' He MO)KeMO pa'lYHaT"', HIKI! ce, Hl1je ITPl

]l{3.na3eha j e,!I.HOM OA llaHcpa.nOBa, BaAeo CaM Ka-KO MM. Y CYCpeT AOJIa311 apT>IJbepl1jcKI1 nYKOBHJ1K. ]l{Mao j e AYr e Hore II AyryJbaCTO .nill\e, ca ABe OWTpe 60pe OKO yCaHa.

CK.nOHI10 caM ce Aa npolje. llYKOBHI1K nor.neAa Moje 03HaKe 11 3acTaAe.

- ApTJl, APY>K'e

MOMmll-y Jf/1.

HacraBaK je YCJleA'1O I1CTe Hohl1. BI10 caM Ae->KypaH y UITa6y. llaHCPI1JIOB j e Pa,ll110 IIYro noc.ne no-Hohl1. K ao 11 06wmo, CTaJlHO je n03aBSO ocpl-ll\npe.

4>opMnpa.na ce AI1B"3Mja. urKOJIe, Koj e cy npe-KO .neTa 6aJJe npa3He, a ca,lla cy nOCTaJle 360PH8 Me-eTa, Ao.na311IDI cy Tax AaHa 113 rpaAa 11 OKO.nBi1X KOJl-

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X03a 06Be3HI'lqJ1 - CBI< Beh 3peJII< JbYJl I~, OJI OKO TpJ1J1eCeT JlO Tp J1J1eCeT neT rOJllma, 0,1< KOjJ1X Behl1tJa RJ1j e CJIY>KJ1JIa BOj CKY.

TO Bp eMe cy OBI1 - 6YJly tUI n aHI y XOJlHJ1KY cy OJljeK-HyJll1 KopaqJ1. CTao caM 11 nonpaBHO 6JlY3Y, n 03HaB-WI< r eBepaJIOB XOJl.

TIorJIeJlao je Kp03 OTBopeBa BpaTa. - BH CTe OBJle, JlPY>Ke MOMl1Ill-JIJ1? .ll:eJ'KY-

paTe? TIaBKeTe Ba OBO, JlPY)f{e MOMJru.I-Y JII1? TIpHCTajeTe JIM }:\a HX nOBe}:\eTe y oop6y - He}:\a H3fI1HY, Beh }:\a )f{l1Be?

_ TIpHcTajeM, .z

- XTeo caM Aa BaM Ka)l{eM, APY)I{e reH epaJIe .. ,Ua CTe B>I TaKO 6JIar>l ...

- Ja YOITI11Te H>lcaM 6JIar ... To ce BaMa caMO '1>1-H>I. - Moje cy ra pe'l11, o'l>lrJIeAHO, neU;HyJIe, YCTao je, Y3eo nemK.>lp >I npoweTao no C0611.

- EJIar ... JiIMajTe y B>lAY, APY)I{e MOM>llll-YJI>I, Aa ce He KOMaHAyje BI1KOM. EJIar ... yonlllTe HI1Ca .. 6JIar ... ,UaKJIe, He 611cre XTeJI>I Aa np>l~Te A>lB>l3110H?

H.lcaM HI1111Ta OArOBop>lO, caMO caM nOrJIeAaO y reHepaJIa.

OH pe'le: - Tpe6aJIo 611 Bac nOCJIaT>I y aKaAe~1>Ijy ... A.nl1 ,

HeKa BaM 6YAe. YBpeA>lhe ce Ha MeHe nYKOBHI1K, am!. .. JiI3AP)l{ahy HeKaKO y 0AcTynal-bY... [{oMaHAoRaheTe 6aTaJbOHOM.

- Pa3YMeM, APY)l{e reHepaJIe. TaKo ce AeC>lJIO Aa caM ja, apTI1Jbepau. nOC1'ao

KOMaHAaHT newaA>tjcKor 6aTaJbOHa.

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TIpoBeo caM y lllTa6y jOlll HeKOJII1KO AaHa. 1101:K-Jb>IBO nocMaTpajyhJ1, TPYA>lO caM ce Aa CXBaTI1M KaKO MO}h"e - KOMaHAOBaT>I A>IB>l3I1jOM oBaj A06p>l, 6JIani 1.IoBeK, HaJ13rJIe~ JIMllIeH OHora liTO ce 30a e CTporOCT .

M el)yT>lM, OH HI1je YBeK 6>10 6JIar. JeAHOM caM B~eo KaKO je, O'l>lrJIeAHO HaBI1I{HYT

Ha J-berOB 0611'laj Aa nOHYA>I: "CeA>lTe, MOJI>lM Bac, CeA>lTe", jeAaH lllTa6H>I oqJ>l~, KaAa je ywao KOIl TIaaqJ>lJIOBa, ceo He '1eKajyhM Aa ra nOHYAI1.

- YCTaH>lTe - OWTpO je peKao TIaHcj:1JI0B ->l3M1)>lTe HanOJbe, pa3MMCJII1Te MaJIO npeA BpaT>IMa, na oH,l{a nOHOBO yl)>lTe.

JiI3Aajyfi>l 6>1JIO KaKBa Hapel)eJ-ba, TIaHcj:>>lJIOB HI1-Ka,I{a H>tje 3a6opaBJbaO Aa npoBep>l Aa JUI je 3a.r\aTaK >l3BpWeH Ha BpeMe. JiIMao je O~JbeH>l reCT - Aa rJIaA>I naJIu;eM >lcnYn"'leHO CTaKJIO l,Iernwr caTa. TIoHe-KaA je M3rJIeAaJIO Kao Aa M>lJIyje HeKO MaJIO, Aparo CTBOpeJ-be. Y cJIy'lajy 3aKalI1l-beJ-ba, Tpa}K>lO je 06jaw-J-beJ-be. JeAHOM caM >lMaO np>lJI>lJ{e Aa 6YlleM CBeAOK 60

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KaKO je p>l6ao ocj:>>llJ;>lpa KOjl1 HJ1je Ha BpeMe 113SPllf110 J-beroso Hapel)el-be.

_ B>I CTe HecasecTaEl >I HeAMCU;l1nJII1HOBa.H pall,-HI1K. U03HajeM Bac cseI'a HeKOJII1KO AaHa, aJII1 al1 CTe, Ha >KaJIOCT, Beh nOKa3aJH1 ,Aa CTe ~TIeH1llTI-tHa.

lberoae 'lYAHe 06pae ce caCTaBl1llle, J-bl1xoa n pc-JlOM, 'l>IH>I MM ce, nocTaAe jOlli OWTP>lj>l TIaHcj:>nJlos HHje B>Kao, Beh rOBOp"0 caMO MaJIO rJIaCH>lje, MaJIO OAce'1>10. YTOJl>lKO cy TelKe 1l8)laJle !-berOBe pe'll1. .

Y cehaJ-bY MI1 ce ype3ao jow jeAaH 6e3Ha'lajaH AOraljaj. . .'

no reHepaJIOBOM Hapel)elbY Ja caM ca JeAH.IM BOJ-H>lKOM rrp>fM>lO >I npeB03110 Y CJIaraJI>rUI're npsM 68-u;a'l MlfHa KOj>l je CT>II'aO 3a BaillY A>!BM3>IJY TIaH(tm-JlOB j e 3a>KeJIeO Aa BI1A>I 6au;a'l.. . .

B>lKHYO caM ca np030pa BOJH>lKY KOJ>I M.I Je no-Marao:

_ ,UOHec>l oaaMO 6au;a'l 113 CJIaraJI>lurra. Ep}I{e. 3a neT MI1HYTa Aa 6YAe OSAe.

KaAa caM ce oKPeHyo, B~eo caM KaKO llaHcj:>>tJlOa >KMHpKa >I rJIeAa Y MeHe. To Je 6110 OBaJ .ICTI1 >JPO-H>r'lH>I norJleA OA Kora caM Beh JellHOM !'\paeHeo.

_ 3a neT MIDfYTa, APYJKe MOM>flll-YJII1, OH Helle CT>lh>l - pe'le reHepaJl.

TIaHcj:>>tJlOa B>IIlle BlilllTa Hl1je 1l0Aao. AJlI1 MeHe je 3anafb>lJIa OBa jeAHoCTaSHa np>lMeA6a.

KOJl>fKO rryTa caM, He MI1CJIebJ.i, Hapel)>!Bao: ,,3a neT M>lHYTa." A ITaHtpMJIOB je M.ICJII10.

KOlb ID1CAHKA JiI I1PJiI'-I.A 0 KOlbY

HaCTao je Haj3aA ,lIaH Kall caM re onnocT>IO ca I'E:-HepaJIOM M QT>rUIao Aa n p>lMMM 6aTaJbOH. Ami npe Tora ce llecl1JIO HelllTO WTO Tpe6a Aa >lCnpll'l8M.

3a 06aBJbaJ-be nOCJIOBa no rpallY KOPHCTHO caM jellHor KOlba lllTa6a Il>!BH3>tje.

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To je 6HJJa JII1CaHKa - Jlena, KpynHa K06HJla, nYTacTa Y 06e npeAJ-be Hore, ca 6eJlOM n erOM Ha '1eJlY, BeO~Ja OeHe, H HHcaM YMeo Aa AHCl.(HnJIHHY-j eM BOA. Ka>KlbaBaJlH cy Me, TepaJIJ< Y 3aTBOp, a 3a-TI1M Me n03Bao KOMaHAaHT llyKa '" O'lHTao MM 'rYAHy JIeKl.\Hjy ](aKO ce ynpaBJha KOlbeM. PeKao je OBaKO: ,,3HaTe JIM BH UlTa je TO ynpaBJbBJ-be? llpHMep MaWI1-HOBolje Ha JIOKOMOTHBH, HJIH Ulocpepa y aYTOM06HJlY, BaMa, Kao 'lOBeKY H3 cTene, HeBe 6wrH caCBMM pa3V1'~JbHB ... " llo'leo je Aa npH'la 0 KOFhy. fheroBa JleKI\1'lJa j e YTI

TaKHe KOfba JillCTOM Hore 11 KOfb seh pa3yMe. AmI Ka-KO ce TO nOCTmKe?

- To, TO ... KaKO ce TO nOCTJ1.)Ke? liiHTepeCOSaJ-be IIaHcpl1JIosa 3apa3I1JIO j e H MeHe.

Ja CIIocTpojasaJIl1 cy ce HeselllTO 11 AYTO. Ja caM CTa-jao no C'l'PaRJ1, rJIeAaO 11 pa3Ml1lI..lJbao. 3aMI1CJIJ1Te Taj c'r poj: MHOrH cy l13awJIl1 y Majl1l.\aMa, nOHeKI1 y naTI1-KaMa, a MaJIO 036l1JbHJ1jl1 - Y KanYTl1l\la. JeAHJ1 Y Ka4KeTl1Ma, a APyrH rOJIorJIas ....

IIJIaHJ1Hap j e HeKaKO nopasHao peAose 11 KOMas-Aosao: "MHpHO", aJIJ1 YMecTo Aa panopTHpa, 6YJbl10 je y MeHe. OrreT caM Y3AaxHYO H npHlllao CTpOjy.

II03Apasl10 caM 11X. OArOSOpI1JI!1 cy KaKO j e KO 3Hao 11 yMeo.

I10llITO caM ce npeAcTaS!10, CaOnlllT!10 caM .1M Aa caM HaHMeSOSaH 3a KOMaHAaHTa 6aTaJbOHa. 3aT>IM CaM peKao:

- BI1 CTe MMaJII1 pa3Ha 3aHMMal-ba .1 6.'JI!1 pa3Hol' HMOS HOI' CTaJ-ba - AO jy'le je Mel)y BaMa 611JIO !1 06,,,,-HJ1X KOJIX03H11Ka 11 AHpeKTopa. OA AaHac CTe CB!1 B11 60pl.\11 11 nOAocpl1l.\!1pH p a,!IHM'lKG-CeJba4Ke I~pBeHe ap-"" Ije a ja caM saw KOMal1AaHT. Ja Hapel)YleM, a B!1 ce nOT'lJ1l-baSaTe. Ja A11KTHpaM CSOlY SOJby, a B!1 Je 113-splIlaBaTe.

H aMepHO caM roSOpl10 OUITpO: - CBaK11 OA Bac he H3SpmaaaTI1 CBe llITO 6YAeM Hapel)l1Bao. ,L(o jyqe CTe MOrJIJ1 Aa onoHMpaTe CBOjl1M cTapeUlHHaMa, AO j y'le CTe I1MaJIH npaao Aa Al1cKyryjeTe Aa mt je npa-!\ BonOKOJUlCJO( APT": 65

BI1J1HO OHO WTO j e peKaO l1 .l\a Jll1 je 3aKOHCKl1 no-CTyrrnO.

O.l\ .l\aHaC BaM oTaJ)6l1Ha 0.l\Y311Ma TO npaBO. O,!! J\SHac 3a sac nocTojl1 caMO je,l1aH 3aKOH - Hape!)el-be CTapellIJ.me. MeHM je oTal,I6l1Ha .l\aJla npaso ,l1a 3ano-Se.l\aM, a Ba~1a Hape.l\l1J1a ,l1a l13Spwa,BaTe.

Bl1.l\eo caM :lIa Me HeKH rJle,l1aj y nonpeKO - j e.l\-IlliM nOTe30M caM JU1KBI~.l\HpaO .l\el'lOKpaTHjy. Hac1'a-Bl10 caM: - Ko M.Ma .lIPYK'Dlj e MyllllJbel-be, MODKe ",a ra cnsKy je y KosepaT 11", ,l10K jOlll HHCMO OTl1ll1J1l1 O.l\aS,l1e, .l\a ra nowaJbe Kylm. BOjHM'IKH nOpe,l1aK je cTpor, aJll1 Ha l-be~1Y ce ,l1P)KH BojcKa. XoheTe JlH .l\a 0.l\6l1jeTe Henpl1jaTeJba KOjl1 j e HacpHyo .l\a n9P06l1 HalllY 3eM -.'bY? OHJ\a, 3HajTe - TO j e HeOnXO.l\HO 3a n 06e,l1Y.

3aTI~M caM YKpaTKO rOBopHO 0 nOWTeI-bY, caseC1'''' 11 'laCTH. I10wTeJbe npe.l\ oTaI,I6MHOM, npe.l\ CBOjOM BJla,l10M 11 CTapeLIDlHaMa j e Haj seha BojHI1'lKa spmma. I10lllTeH j e oHaj KOjH I1Ma caBecTl1.

- M Q)KellI I1.MaTH 3HaI-ba 11 cnoc06HOCTH - pe-Kao caM - Momew 6l1TH BellIT M. YMelllaH, aJll1 aKO HeMaw caBeCTH, He Ha,!laj ce 0,l1 Me He MI1J10CTH.

M, Haj3a,l1 - 0 'laCTI1. To caM 06jaCHl10 Ha csoj Ha'HIH. I1ocToje .!\Be Ka3aXCKe M.3peKe. Je,l1Ha Kame: ,,3el.\ yMHpe O.l\ llIy llII-ba TpCKe, a jYHaK 3a 'laCT." JJ:py -ra I~Ma CBera n eT pe'lH: "qacT j e ja'la O,!l CMpTI~."

Ka3ao caM OBe 113peKe Ha Ka3aXCKOM je3l1KY l1 npeseo l1X Ha PYCKH. Y 6aTaJbOHY cy caMO je.l\Ha Tpe-hl1Ha 611J1M Ka3aCl1, a OCTaJll1 cy 6M.JIl1 pYCI1 11 YKpa-jM.Hl.Il1.

Ka.l\a caM 3aBpWl10, l13 cTpoja ce 3a'lyo O,l1Sa)KaH rJIac:

- JJ:pY)l(e KOMaH.l\aJ1Te, ,l103BOJIl1Te .l\a Ka)!{eM ... TIoJla KopaKa HCnpe.l\ cTpoja l1CTYTII10 je Bl1COKM

KpynHJ1 MOMaK, pyMeH y JI~, Y JIaKoj l.\PHOj KO-WYJbH.

- H e .l\03S0JbaSaM - peKao CaM - OBO HMje Ml1-TIDil'. KOMaH,l1l1pl1 'leTa, p a3Be,l1l1Te cBoj e j e,l1I1HKI.\e.

T aKaS je 6110 MOj npBl1 rOBop l1 npBO n 03HaHCTBO ca 6aTaJbOHoM.

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Vlwao caM XO,!!Hl1KOM y c06y Koja j e 6H.lIa CllpeM-JbeHa 3a MeHe.

- JJ:PY'Ke KOMaH.l\aHTe. JJ:03BOJlHTe ,l1a K10 nonen feHe: - JJ:P)"}!{e Ha4eJlHl14e, nOCTaSMTe 60pI:\a Kyp6a-

TOBa 3a AeCeTapa. C Jt:e!)a Me ce aeKO AOTa 4e. ORpeHYO CaM ce 11

ona3HO PYKY Koja ce HeCl1rypHo TprJIa Ha3a,!\. - A j a caM ce 06pahao CBOM ROMaH.lIMpY. M OR

MY! je peRao ,l1a .l\o!)eM K sa~1B, .l\p)"}!{e 1

npBH CYCpeT C MypHHOM. Y KarrYTY, ca KpaBaTOM Ma-JIO RaKpHl3JbeH'OM Y CTpa.HY, MYPI1H j e rOBOpHO CMe-welu! ce H IDIje 3HaO KY,Aa he C PYlwMa. IheroBe TaHKe PYKe H 6Jle,A0, H3,Ay>KeHo ~e rOTOBO HHCY 6HJIl- MeHe je KOMJ.1Cl1ja orJlaCHJla 3a CTaJlHO Hecno-co6HOT, .AP)")K'e KOMaH,AaHTe, aJIJ1 caM ce ,A06POBOJbHO jaBHO Y 6aTa.JbOB - H3jaBI1 OH ca nOHOCOM. - LJ;oKa-3ao caM ,Aa ca HaO'lapl1Ma CaCBI1M ,A06po B1Ke KOMaH,AaHTe, CTOjH Myaa, ja je jacHo BI1,u;MM.

- LJ;06po je, AP)rJ!{e, YBepHO caM ce. A ,AaJbe. - AJIlYBPCTI1Jlli Y He6opu;e. LJ;aJlli cY MI1 KOJla J1 KOI-ha, a ja alJCOJIYTHO HeMaM nojMa 0 KOrbY. 11 H1lHe. IIpeMecTHfiy Bac.

MOJKeTe Hh1epBaTopMjYJI1a. AJIJ1 ca,Aa, :zIPY)I{e KOMaH-AaHTe, CBI1 Mopaiy Aa nyI1ajy.

PaAI1 Behe y6eAJbI1BOCTI1, OH nOKa3a rrpCTl1Ma. BI1KHYO caM: - K aKO 1'0 CTojf1Te? P YKe. 3anaa.eRM MYPMH ce McrrpaB"'. - J a CaM BaM ABa nyra p eKao ,Aa MO)l{eTe HfiH.

A BM? BaMa ce 'UffiH Aa Tp8)I{HTe HajTe)l{Y AJ}!{HOCT - ,Aa lI)TqaTe. H e, .APy>Ke MypHHe, Raj Te)l{e y BOj C~H j e >-- IlOT'IIMbaBaTI1 ce.

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MYP"'H je Beh OTBOPl10 yCTS )I{eJleh.l1 AB HelDTO KaJKe, aJlli Ja caM HaCTaBI10 :

- BaMa he MHoro rryTa I13r JleAaTI1 Aa j e CTape-UlI1Ha HenpaBe,AaH, xTehere Aa OIJOHl1paTe, a Ha Bac he BI1KHyTI1: "He rOBopJ1!!" J a BaM TO rapaHTYieM. Mo-}KeTe I1hu.

M Mypl1!H oAe.

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Tora ,AaHa CBM ce yn03Hao ca KOMaHlI"'pl1Ma ... eTa 11 BOAHl'lIJ;l1Ma, CaCTaBJbaO pacnopeA 3aHl1MaEbB, 6aBI10 ce nl1T8.lbl1Ma CTpa)l{e, Be3e, cHa6AeBBEba, 11 TeK AOq-KaH YBe'le caM OCTao caM.

113Ba,AHO. caM 113 paTRe Top6e rreruaAMjcKB paTHa npaBI1Jla, KOJa cy MI1 ,AaJlM y llTa6y, noqeo caM .lIa 'HfTaM, 3aTHM caM I1X OCTaBI10 11 CTao Aa PB3MK1I1JbaJI.

BOAI1 ce BemnUl: oTa1,J6>LHcKH pal'. XwrJlepOB~ CBaKor AaHa CBe Ay6Jbe npoAl1.py y Harny TePHTOpHjy. Ca,Aa: Meceq ,AaHa nOCJle ynBAa, OHI1 cy Bell =.JlI1 AO CMOJbeHC~a, cpopcHpaJIJ1 ,IVbenap H, CYAelm no KapTI1, HacToJe ,Aa y6p30 oCBoje JIeH.HH1'pBA, MOCKBY 11 LJ;oH6ac. H:.HXOB aAYT, TaKTI1Ka 11 Bepa je - ~f)'lbeBI1T pal'. OHM pa'lYHai y Aa ca HaMa cBpme npe Hero llJTO MI1 nOBeAeMo y 60p6y pe3epBe.

KaAa he reHepaJUllTa6 ILpBeHe apMMje ynyrHTI1 .-La CPPOH'l' Hawy ,AlillM3Hjy? KOJJJ1KO he HaM AaHa, Ko-JlHKO HeAeJba AaTM 3a 06YKY?

LJ;oral}ajI1 ce pa3BHjajy TOJrnKO 6P30, CJ.1Tyaquja Ha CPPOHTY Je TOJll1KO RaneTa, Aa BpxoBRa KOMaRAa MO)l{e Aa 6Y,Ae npHHyl)eHa Aa Hac nOlliaJbe Y 6op6y Kp03 TPI1- '1eTI'qm He,AeJbe.

KBKO,I

BaMCeTWO caM ce KaKO cy OA MeHe - cJI060AHOr Ka-3axa, CTenCKor nacTYBa KOlw IDIje Tpneo Y3Ae -CTBapaJIW BojHWKa. TewKO, HenOAHOWJbHBO TeWKO cy M11 na,u,a.JrJ1 npBw Mece~11 y BOjCI..\I1 ... ]I13rJIeAaJIO MI1 je nOH>DKaBaj yhe np~lJIa3l1TW cTapeWl1HI1 TPKOM, cTajaTI1

[Jp~ I-bl1M "MJ-IPHO", CJIywaTI1 3anOBeAHI1"iKO l1 "paT-KO: "Ero pa3roBopa. HaJIeBO Kpyr. " Y MeHW ce CBe 6YID1JI0: ,,3awTO 6e3 pa3rOBopa? illn caM ja l-beMy-p06? 3ap ja IDIcaM l1CTO TaKaB 'iOBeK Kao l1 OH?"

]11 He caMO y MeHl1 ... BJreAeO caM 11 I..\pBeHeO, APC-KO oArosapao, l1 6110 HenoKopaH.

A 3HaTe JUI KaKO cy, Ha Kpajy KpajeBa, ca MHOM nocTynl1JII1? YnyTWJll1 cy Me Ha OCP~HpCKH lK6ma W 3a Henpl1jaTeJba CTpaUlHa CWJIa - Koja ce 30Be 6aTBJbOH?

,n:YBAHCKJi1 MAPlll

Hehy AeTaJbHO Aa npl1"iaM KaKO je TeKJIa 06YKa (iopal..\a.

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Onwcahy ca~1O je,!\aH Mapw, illTO j e y npe,!\al-bHMa (ia1'aJbOHa, Kloje 3aca,!\a j Olli HI1KO HHje 3amlcao. Ha-3BaH ,,~yBaHCKl1 Mapm".

DpOWJIO je ceAaM- ocaM AaHa OA KaKO caM npJot'fI1o 6aTaJbOH. EHJIH CMO Beh YHJotcpopMJ-ICaHJot Jot HaopY;J(a-HJ.I; neh CMO Be>K6aJIw ca nyIDKaMa, YKOI1aBaJII1 ce, I1peTp'iaBaJIII W MapwOBam!.

JeAHe SeqepH CMO ,!\06WJIJot HapeJ)el-be: KpeHyTH y OCB>!'r Ha Mapw OA I1eAeCeT Kl1JIOMeTapa, CTlIl'IlI AO o,!\peljeH

Bao, aJH! BI1 1'0 l1JlaK HI1C1'e pa3YMeJrn. ClirYPHO Aa MO] j C3111< "'I1 j e AOBOJbHO OW1'ap. Ja BMllle Hehy Aa rOBOpl1M, Bcl Aaj eM pe' l BaweM WYIl'beJIY, awoB'IHhy 11 BaweM paBl\)'. H eKa OHI1 nOpa3I'OBapajy C BaMa. MI1cJl I11'c A!l OHI1 'HeMajy j C3 111

IherOSOM AKe? .L\a 113BPWI1 Hapeljefbe? CespjYKOB ohy1'B. CBI1 KOMaHAJ1pl1 'leTa cy no je.t\F10M AOJla3HJlH

K M eHH. AJIH ce nOKa3aJlO .t\a CeBpj YKoBY HHje 6HJlO .t\~

BOJbHO j e.t\Ho Tp"la}be. Ha peny a.erOBe "IeTe By KJII1 cy ce 3aOCTaJlH BOjHl11.\I1.

ITofJle.t\ao caM ra, YMopHor 'leTPAeCeTOrO,!{>furFbaKa KOjl1 je KOpa'laO Ha 'leJlY "IeTe. Ca npoceAHX, YPe,!.lHO nO)1llIJ11lJaHl1X CJlenOO"fH>1Qa, no npamfb8BOM Jlr-tl.Iy lIY-Pl10 je 3HOj. 3ap 3a!1CTa MopaM jow je.l\HOM .t\a ra Ha-TepaM Aa TP"lH? 3a }bera je TO TaKO TeWKO. AmI, WTa .t\a paAHM?

01-1 )!(aJll1 JbY\l\e, ja hy nO>KaJlI1.lrH lhera, a nocJle ... lilTa he 61'ITH CHaMa KaCH11.ie - y 60p6aMa?

IlOTepao ca M KOrba KaCOM 11, Ka,u; caM CTJ.-1raO H a l.IeJIO KOJIOHe, BMKHYO CaJ\1:

- KOMa1-1AJ1P Apyre 'leTe, 1-1a '1eJlo l

MHCJlHJll1: YCKOPO he HaM n(),1\eJlHTH PY'UlK, p)"laneMO J1 - Ha CnaBaJ.-be.

AJiH HHJe 611J10 TaKO.

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Ha Mapwy j e 3a HaMa >lWJlO, Kao lllTO je npeA-BI1l}eFIO, HeKOJlHKO nOJbCKI1X KyxIDba. MnaK caM, KaA CMO CTHl"Jl11 Ha MecTO OAPeI)eHO 3a npeHonHlllTe, Ha-peAI10 Aa ce Apaa 3a KYXHlbY He cnpeMaj y, Aa ce Ha-Ml1pHI1l.\e He Kyaajy y Ka3am!Ma, aen Aa ce y C!1poaoM CTa>bY .113Aajy aojmll.\l1Ma, no nporrncaHoj rwaeHoap-MeJcKoJ HOPM],!: Meca - TOJll1KO ~! TOJl>lKO rpaMa, rep-w.ne 1-- TOJIHKO, MaCTM - TO.1IMKO MT,q. . KOMaHAl1p11 H 60pq>l 3HHYllle OA '!YAa. Jep cae Je 6v!JI0 npecHO, DlTa Aa paAe C TI1]I'? MHorH OA >b11X Y caOM >lCHBOTY H>lKai1\a H11CY Kyaamr:, HI1CY 3HaJH. KaKO Aa cKyaajy cyny. ITOA11>lCe ce rpaja :

- J-1MaMo KYXI1lbe. Kyaap>l cy AY}KHH Aa HaM Kyaajy pyqaK y KYXIDb>l.

IToal1KaO caM: - HH pe'll'! M3BpwaBajTe HapeljeJ-be! HeRa CBa-

K.' 60p~ caM ce6>1 cnpeM11 Be'!epy! M rJle, y npOCTPaHoj Ka3aXCTaHClmj CTen>l, Ha

06aJlH peKe vIJle, nJlaHYJle cy MHore BaTpe. IToHeKH OA MOJI1X 60paqa 6HJI>I cy TOJl>lKO yMOpHH .. TOJJJ'KO Ma-JlaKCaJJl1 :Qa HI1CY H11 XTeJl>1 Aa KYBajy, Ben cy nona-AaJlH Aa cnaBajy rJlaAHl . HeKl1Ma je 3arOpeJia Imwa, >lCK>lneJla cyna - BHllle cy nOKBap>lJlH HO UITO cy no-)eJl>l. 3a >b1.X je TO 6>10 npBH 'lac KYBru-ba.

YjYTPO caM one'!' HapeAI10 Aa ce He Kyaa y Ka3a-HI1Ma, Ben Aa ce CJleAOBal-be H3Aa 60pqHMa. . 3aT>1l\f je, nocJle AOpY'fKa, 6aTaJbOH 6HO nocTpo-Je,! H .la caM ce OOpa'rHo 60pl.\>lMa. PeKao caM OTnp>l-JIHKe OBO:

- ITPBO. BI1 CTe, ApyrOB>I, He3aAOBOJbHH lllTO je MapUI TOJlHKO AYra'!aK H TOJJl1KO Te>lCaK. To ie Y">I-'beHO HaMepHO. Hac qeKajy 60p6e. 11 MopaheMO LIB npefieMo He neAeceT, HHTH CTO, Beh MHoro CTOTlrnB K11J10MeTapa . .lIa 6"'CMO OOMaHYJJl1 HerrpmaTeJba >I Aa 611CMO ory HaHeJJl1 >l3HeHaAaH Y;l\ap, MopaheMO Aa KJ-

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AP}KHMO MapllleBe H AY>lCe H Te>lCe HO Dl'I10 je oeaj. QBO je jOlIl l.\Behe npeMa OHOMe liTO Hac 'leKa. TaKo je 'leJlyf'!>lO cBoje Boj HHKe, Ha3BaHe Al1B-jYHal.\l1Ma, npOCJlaBJbeHH PycK>I BOj CKOBolj AJleKcaHAap BacHJbe-BH'I CYBOpOB. UH HaM j e OCTaBy!O aMaHeT: "TewKo y OOyl.\l1 - JlaJeO Y 60p611." Xohe-re JJl1 Aa ce 60p>lTe CYBOPOBCKI1? Ko Hehe - ABa KopaKa HanpeA.

)113 cTpoj a HHKO HJ1je H3a.wao. HaCTaB>lO caM: - .D:PYTO, BI< CTe He3~OBOJbHl1 UITO BaM je, >I

nopeA Tora lllTO >lMaMO lc.yxHFbe, 113AaTo npecHo Me-00 >I UITO cy Bac y-MopHe HaTepaJlI< Aa KyaaTe y nop-qlI OBaMO. KPI1TJlY ml8a J.I xaM-6ypwKI1 6I1cpTeK." A caAa, oAjeAHoM, YMecTo 611cpTeKa Mapw OA neAece'!' KII, APYM 11.0 l)aB'OJla, AaJbe ~ APY'18. 3ap heMO y paTy HhH no APy~fOa"",Ul?

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Hape,!V!Ae Ha CTQ AQ ABecTa MeTapa nQpeA nyTa. AKQ HaJ1l)ew Ha KaMelhe - l1,!\>! no. KaMeJhy; aKQ HaYflJew Ha JapaK - npeCel..\H ra; aKQ Hal1l}eill Ha necaK _ ra3>! no. IheAry .. ,4aH je 6>!Q 6e3 BeTpa. HeM>!JlQCPAHQ Je neKJlQ cyHl..\e. Ba3AYx je cTpyjao. To ce AoralJa: ca Kao neh YCHjaHe 3e~Llbe Ba3AYx ce A>DKe YBHC >! CTPYJJ

3Hao caM: JbYAl1~1a je TellIKO, aml caM 3Hao 11 HellJTO Apyro: TO je nOTpe6liO y paTY, TO je nOTpe6HO 3a n06eAY_

Ha naAl1HJ1, KOjy je np)Kl1JlO cYHl..\e, HaYfllJJll1 CMO Ha BeJl l1KO AYBaHCKO nOJbe. Bopl..\l1 cy nOWJll1 nYTeJb-KOM KOJJ1 Je BO~110 npeKO nOJba. ,L\YBaH - 3BaHI1 Ka-3aXCTaHCKa MaxopKa - 6>10 je Bl1C>!He 'fOBe'fjer pa-CTa .. Hl1 Ha]Malh>! nOBeTapal..\ H.rje Ml1I..\aO 11ll1pOKe, onOJHe, OA cyHl..\a pacnapeHe JlYfCTOBe.

Bopl..\Yf cy >rwJll1 11, oAj eAHoM, KaAa CMO npowJll1 nOJIOBI1HY nOJba, KaAa je 6aTaJbOH 3awao y AYBaHCI!Mep 60p1..\>IMa? Ex, KaKO ra je Mapw YAec>!o ...

- illTa CH ce nOKYH>>!o? KaKo TO CTOjl1111 npeJl KOMaHAaHTOM?

Kyp6aToB HanperHY CBY CHary, l1CnpaBI1 ce, >!C-npc>! >l CTBAe Kao IllTQ AOJ/HKyje 60PllY.

ITpl1lllao caM APyroM: - 3auJTo He yCTajew? ,L\IDKl1 ceo rAe T>! j e

nYIllKa? - Ox, ApY)J{e KOMaHAaHTe... He 3 HaM, APy)!{e

KOMaHAaHTe. - Ka,KO TO cTojmn? OA'!aX Aa MI1 ce jaBJ1W ca

llymKOM. KaKo lIy je l!? He MQry IDf Aa l1,!\eY .. .

- Ji13BPllll1 HapelJelfoe. - OAMax, APYJKe KOMaHAaHTe .. _ HerAe CaM 113ry-

6110 HaO'fapH. A, TO je MYPl11-J. Ha AYfa'fKQM HOCY nojaBlmle ce

pe3epBHe l-Ia04apI'r. Ji1 Mypl1H, nocphylll1, nol)e Aa Tpa>Kl1 nyw-Ky.

HapeAHo caM KOMaJ-IA11p>!Ma Ita nOCTpoje 'feTe Ha -"pyMy Aa 611 HaCTaB>lJ/e Mapm.

ITocJle '(eTBpT caTa 4eTe cy ce nOCTpojl1Jle. Ji13a-Luao caM npeA 6aTaJbOH. KaKO pl)aBo cToje. rJlaBe 060peHe, nOKYJbeHe; MHOM. cy ce Kao CTapl..\>l ocJla-l-ba.1IYf Ha nywKe.

- BaTaJbOH, M11pHO. 0 AecHO paMe. Hanpell Maplll .

'-feTe cy KpeHyJle. AJlI. Jbylt>! cy jeABa J1WJlYf -Y pacKopaK >! HenopaBHaTl1; Helm cy XpaMaJllI, Imcy >!IllJHI, Ben cy ce By KJl>!. He, OBaKO 1-lene,fO CTJ.hl1 .

ITpecTl1rao caM KOJlOHY 11 BI1KHYO: - CTOj _ - 3aT>!M caM peKao 6opq>!Ma: - O"aB-

Ite )

3HaTe JIJ1 BM illTa j e TO napaAHM KOpOK? IIapOAa Ha l(pBeHoM TPry. CBM CJIO>KHO nOAH>KY Hory I< CHa-mHO ra3e 4'eJIMM CTOnaJIOM.

,ll;o APseTa j e 6MJIO OKO ABeCTa MeTapa. IIpollJJIa j e rrpBa '!eTa. - He saJba. OCTas. Ha3aA. 'leTa ce BpaTI1O CBe 'leTe. ,ll;pyry >I Tpehy 'leTy caM TaKol}e Mopao ,!1a BpahaM ,!10K R>ICY napa,!1-HJ1M Kopa lroM npellIJIe il(BecTa MeTapa.

IIocJIe,!-ll-ba j e npOJIa3>1.na M>lTpaJbeCKa 'leTa. Bop-I1W cy OAMax nOIllJIW CJIO>KHI1M KopaKoM. Y npsoM pe,!1y KOpa'laO je ,!1yra'lID/ Myp>lH. OR je >13 CBe CHa-re y,!1apao HOroM; AeCHa pYKa je Kao y3 MY3>1KY YAa-paJIa TalIT; HaO'lap>l cy ce c>ljaJIe, Ra JIl1I.\y My je 6MJIO >lCn>lCaHO npaBO 3aAOsOJbCTBO.

BJII13Y TaJIrapa, Ha MaJIeHOM ypaJICKOM Ko,,,,,,hy. rrp>l1llao HaM j e r eHepaJI llaHcj:mJIOs . .n:O'feK>lBaO j e 6a-TaJbOHe KOjM cy ce spahaJIH ca MapllIa.

KaA cy Ona3>1JIH reHepaJIa, CSM ce >lcrrpas>l1lle; no KOMaH,!\H, 'teTe nOHOSO n ol}01Jle n apaAR>!M KopaKOM.

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MaKo YMOpH .. , 60pl111 cy oneT ra3l1JI>I lX O'lHjy. no OnaJbeHoj , Kao ne1.leHoj KO}IUI nojasJllwe ce CJ1TRe 6ope. IIo,!1l1Tao ce Ha Y3eHr>ljaMa I< BMKRYO:

- .n:06po ra3lK6y.

- C.ny>KI1MO CosjeTcKoM CaBe3Y. Ba1'aJbOH rpMHy TaKO jaKo Aa ce KOlb'll1h ynJIawl1

11 CKO'lI'! Y c'rpaHY. IIaHcjll1JIOB 11 HeXOTl'I1-1e 3aTe>Ke Y3Ae, H HacMeja ceo

M ja caM y3BMKHyO 3ajeAHo ca 6aTaJbOHOM. M HI1-caM OArOBapao caMO reHepa;ry. Ja 611x Morao CBaKOMe 60PllY, CBaKOMe OcjlMI1MPY, concTseRoj CaBeCTH, csa-KOMe KO 6M Me rJIaCHO >lJIH hyTIl (113ry6MJI>I cy CYSIfl1IHO caJIo) y 1JlajJI OHI< JbYA'" KOj H cy ce npBJI nYT nocTpoj l! OBAe - y Ka'fKeTHM8, KanYTI1Ma >1 Majl111aMa ~ npe HeAeJbY AaHa; TO B>lWe H~'Cy 6MJIH OHI< KOj l1 cy Y HOBOj, ReBeWTO ynpheHoj paTHoj crrpe-MM OAJIB3HJII1 Y CBHTa>be Ha npBI1 BeJI>JK>1 .. apw -caAa cy TO 6J1JT>1 BOjHI11-\11 KOjM cy 'laCHO H3AP>K8 nH IlpBO BojliHY I

"HE BAJbA, ,l(PY)KE MOM1111I-YJU1" ...:::::..

)KeJIeo 6= jOlll MHoro lllTOWTa ,!Ia I1CnpWIaM 0 TOMe KaKO CMO ce npl1npeMaml 3a 6op6e, KaKO je ,!Io-JIa3110 y 6aTa1bOH reHepaJI llaHcpI1JTOB, KaKO Je pa31'o-Bapao ca 60p1.\11Ma, KaKO je nOHaBJbaO 11 }bl1Ma 11 MeHI1: " ll06e,!la ce Kyje npe 60p6e."

AIDt ... ,!Ia IIJll1 BOjHI1'IKI< 3aHaT, 360r '1era y BOjCl.\"I< Jby,!ll< cToje npe,!l CTape-lllJolHOM y CTaBY "MJ1pHO" I< 6e3 norOBopa My ce nOKO-paaajy. ITplK,!Ia lIe'1'e BI< nO)KeJIeTH ,!Ia n030Se1'e '1eTy H nOpa3I'OBapa1'e C sojRHl.\l1Ma. A KYPI

TIaHcpMJIOB >13BaAI,1 '!aCOBI-nIK, nOrJIeAa M 3aMMCJI>1 ce MaJIO.

- 3a AeCeT MI1HYTa? OSAe? - ,Ua, APY>Ke reHepaJIe. - ,lJ,06po, BpJIO A06po.. A pel.\>ITe "OB pp.'I CTe ce YKonaJlM Y 3eMJbY, >I TO 3HaJla'fJ01

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H naMeTHO, CaAa caMO 'IeKaTe KaAa he H eMal.\ Aa Ha-SaJlM. To je Beh rJlyno. A WTa heTe pa,!l>lT>I aKa MC-naAHe 3rOAHa npMJI>IKa 3a npOTl1l3Hana,!l? IIlTa here pa,l\>l1'11 aKa ce BaMa caM>JMa YKa)Ke MoryliHoCT Aa yp,a-pJ1Te? J eCTe JI>f CnpeMH>I 3a TO? ITpOTl1l3HMK je C3,l\a nOCTao AP3aK, caMOYBepeH, >I TO Tpe6a I1CKOPI1CTI1TI1. B11, APY>Ke MOMlruJ- Y JlI1, a TOMe H>JcTe pa3M>lCJI}IJnI. - fOBOPMO je CTPOrc, 6e3 061f' tHe 6J1arocnr, 11 HJ1'f>tM OBara nYTa Hl1je y6J1a}!{aBaO OWTpl1HY npeKopa. CTO-j efu>1 Y cTaBY "MI1PHO", l.\pSeH OA CTI1Aa, caCJIywao caM npeKOp.

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feHepaJI ce nOHOBO 06paTI1 CeBpiYKOBY. - 3Ha'll1, APY>Ke CeBpjYKose, Hehere YMeT>J 6P30

OHaMO Aa ce Ko>meHTplruJeTe? He BaJba . Pa3M>1CJlI1Te MaJlO a TOMe. A KOJl'l1KO he BaM BpeMeHa Tpe6aT>I 3a 60"!HO npecTPojaBal-be?

- 3a 60YHO npeCTpojaSatbe? Kojy JI>m>rjy Aa noceAHeMo, A'pY)1{e reHepaJle?

ITaHcpl1JIOB nOKa3a I1BI1l.\Y wyMe "'Ie ce HaJla3>10 npHKpl1BeH uITa6 6aTaJbOHa >I O,!laKJIe Hac je ,!IOBe3aO osaMO aYTOM06>1J1, ceKyhH 6eJlo nOJbe 6pa3AOM Koja ce y cyMpah.')' B>r.we HIlAeJla.

- EHO BaM JlI{I-nlje, AP),}!{e CeBpjYKoee, OA wy1'lle AO 06aJIe. Baw 3an;aTaJ{ je Aa 3aWT"T>lTe 6aTaJbOH ca 60Ka.

CeBP.iYKOB MaJlO pa3M'I1CJlI1: - I1eTHaecT 1\0 p,Ba,!{ecer M>lHYTa, A'p),}!{e reHe-

paJle. I1aHcpl1J10B ){{>lBHy: - CTBaOHO? ,UeAe, OH,Ila.. ITOYHJITe, A'P),}!{e Ce-

BpjYKOBe. lilTonyjeM BpeMe. CeBpjYKOS n03,!1paBH, OKpeHY ce 11 JlOraHO nol)e

"YP"p"Ma. J eP,HO nOJIa M>IHYTa je hYTKe OCMa1'p80 OKOJl>lHY. M oj norJleA My je 1l0BI1K>IBao: " illTa ce 1'11>1 -CJI>nll? H e oKJleBaj. B p}!{e, 6p}!{e." J1 op,je~oM cal'll "!yo npOMYKaO UlanaT:

- OAJlJ

IIaacpl1JloB MI< j e TO llIalIHYO ca OCMeXOM. Jhn-le My B~lliIe HJ1je 611JIO CTpOro. OH j e ca I1HTepeCOBalheM nOCMaTpao CeBpjYKoBa.

A CeBpjYKOB j e sen I10Ka3I1SaO Kypl1p~IMa I1pa-Ba1-\. 'IYJIl1 CMO :

- Ml1Tpa.n.eclO! BO,/\ ,/\a WTI1TI1 saTpOM, a 3aTl1M ,l\a ce I10BJla'lH rrOCJle,/\lbl1 ... MypaTose, TpKOM.

IIaHcpl1JlOB Hl1je Morao ,/\a ce Y3,/\P)KI1, 11 Y 3HaK 0,/\06paaalba KJIl1MI-IY r JlaSOM. 'IeTp,/\eCeTorO,/\>fW,bl1 rtOTrropY'J.ID!X, 6HBIl.ll1 r JlaBHH Klbl1rOBolja cpa6pl1Ke ,/\YBaHa Y AJIMa- ATH, O'll1fJle,llHO My ce cBHljao.

A MypaToB, Mamf CHa)KHI1 TaTapl1H, jYPl10 je Be!; 06aJlOM - '0,/\ lherOBl1X 'f1f YCKOPO ce TPKOM y BOAH~f KOJlORaMa L\eJla '

ceAe OKO l-bera, aJlH OBora ny1'a 06paTHO ce 'le1'>1 1'0-BOPOM - AOAYille, BeOMa Kpa1'KHM, KOjM je Tpajao CBera ABa- Tp'1 MMHYTa.

H e KPMjyliH CBOjy paAocT, nOXBaJiMO j e 60pl..\e. - K ao CTapl1 BOjIDIK ja liy BaM peiHl, ApyroBI1

- 1'HXO j e rOBopHo I1aHqmJloB - ca OBaKBHM 60PI..\H-Ma reHepaJi ce HH4era He 60j M.

MaKO ce l-I11je BI1AeJlO J-berOBO Jll1 l.\e, no I'Jlacy ce MorJlO 3aKJbY4HTH Aa ce oCMexyje. I10cJle Kpa1'Ke n a-Y3e, OH 3am-lTa, Kao Aa ce 06pahao caMOMe ce611:

- WTa j e BOjHI1K? BOjHHK ce CBMMa n01''1l1J-baBl1, n p e):\ CBal{1rtM CTapeWYlHOM CTOj l1 y CTaBY "r.-U1PJ-IO". H3BpwaBa Hapel)e.a,a. To je peAoB, KaKO ce paHH i e ro-BOP'1J10. A m! W1'a j e Hapel)e~be 6e3 BojHHx a? To je caMO MHcao, Hrpa YMa, cpaH1'a3Hja . 111 Haj60Jhe, 11 Ha i-naMeTHMje Hapel)eFbe oCTahe rOJia cpaH1'a3Hj a aKO j e BOjHHK pl)aso 06Y4eH. Eop6eHa CnpeMl-IOCT BojcKe, ApyroBM, '1'0 j e npe CBera 60p6eHa cnpeMHOC1' BojHHKa. Eop2l..\ je y pa1'y OAJly 4yjyha CHJla.

Ocehao CaM ca KaKBOM cy na)!{}-bOM CBH CJlYUJaJlH I1aHcpMJlOBa.

- AKo 'leTe AejcTByjy Kao ill1'O C1'e MaJlOnpe BM, aKO TaKO M3Bpw aBaj y Hapel)eFba, oHAa ... OHAa H eMal..\ Hehe BMAeTI1 MocKBY. XBKe CeBpjYKOBe - pe4e reHepa.1I

CTe)Ky!\I1 pyKy KOMaHAHpy 4eTe. - Ca OBUKBMM CO-K OJIOBJ!!M:a 1'[ ja caM COKO.

OBe pe4H cy y TMWMHH CBM 4YJlM. 111 oneT ce no rJIacy MOrJlO HaCJlYTHTH Aa ce I1aHcpHJJOB oCMexyje. A 60PI..\H? JJ:a JlI1 cy ce H OHI1 oCMeXMBaJlH? I1oHeJ{IlA ce AewaBa Aa ce OCMex oceha Kp03 MpaK 11 hYTa~be, aJiH y TOMe j e 6HJla MOj-a HeBOJha H Moja naTJ-ba. OA Te Be4epH, nOCJle yKopa KOjH Me je MY'1I10, RHcaM ocehao OHO AHBRO jeAHHcTBo C 60pl..\l1Ma. 0 KOMe caM Ba .. npwrao M Koje caM ~lHoro n YTa, Kao HarpaAY H coehy, ocehao Y Ayun1. mcaM Morao ,na BH,nHM JlHI..\KAa cy ce Jby,n11 OCMeXI1BaJlH, a MO)K,na cy ce j Olli YBeK

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My411J1 11 11 6HJll1 HeBeCeJll1, j Oill YBeK O'leKI1BaJIH OA reHepaJta OHY Hapo'll1-ry pe'l Koja nOMa>Ke Y 60pUl1, lie cXBaTajyhH ,na j e Ta pe4 Beh Ka3aHa.

HHcaM '1yo ,nHcalbe '1ere, HMTH BI1,neo J-beHO JlI1ue. To j e, 3a)eAHO ca YKOPOM, 6HJI0 HCTO 1'aKBa Ka3Ha 3a HeKY BeJIHKY rpelliKy. ':I '1eMY je 6HJIa 'I'a rpeWKa?

I1peTypao caM y r JlaBI1 QUlTpe reHepaJIOBe pe'l11. " HH nOMHCJIH o,n 'rora He BMAHM" - peKao je, YKa3Y-jyh>' CTpeJlHl\OM y,napal..\ no HenpHjaT8JbY. H~! Tpara ,LJ,a, 0 HeqeMY HHCaM ,no Kpaja pa3M.11CJlHO H HelllTO HI1-caM ,/\0 Kpaja yoaAMO. 111 TO lie caMO y pacnopeAY M.lffi-CKVIX nOJha 11 npeBOIVIX cpe,!lCTaBa Beh M Y BOjHM4-KHJI1 ,nYllIaMa. AJII. WTa j e TO?

Ex, n06e,/\a, caMO jow n05eJ\a y 60p6H - eTO WTa HaM j e 6HJlO nOTpe6HO!

OTnpaTHO caM reHepaJia ,/\0 ayToM06MJla. _ WTO 6pM)KJbHBMje BpwHre H3BMljafua - ro-

BOPl10 je I1aHcpHJlOB ):Ip>Kehi1 flor), Ha nanY'fl1 ay-roMO-6HJla. ,- lilarbHTe, CTaJlHO waJbHTe Jby ,ne y K3BI1A-HI1l.\Y. He Tpe6a Aa ce,ne CBe BpeMe cnyTaHI1 y 3eM."'M. HeKa B>I,ne He~1:I..\e npe 6op6e.

ITpY>I{HO MH je PYKy Ha pacTaHKY >t, 3a.l\p)KaBWH MOj y Y CBOjOj , HaCTaB~IO:

_ 3HaTe JlH, ,/\pY>Ke MOMHlll-YJJ:I1, WTa jow He-,nocTaje BaweM 6aT3JbOHY? CaMO jeAaHnYT All nOTY-4eTe H eMl..\e.

Tprao caM ceo To je 6JKHTe norOllali TpC-

HYTaK. 11 'Il1M BaM ce YKa1KC npM1i;[Ka - y,npHTe. 89

O,!(MepIlM je CBaKa ABa caTa, no nJIaHY,' OAe-Jbefue 3a o.qeJbefueM 0.1\JIa3J1JIO npeKO p eKe, TaMO oAa-KJIe cy HaA>!paJII< R eMl\11. BOpl..\J1Ma je CTaBJbeHO Y 3a.1(aTalc Aa >l3BJ1Ae. 3a caAa HHlllTa BMllle . .IJ;a norJIe-.1\ajy, Aa Bl1,!\e )i{J1BOr ReMl\a, >I Aa ce BpaTe.

XTeo caM Aa ce BojHJ1n;J1 yBepe Aa npOTl1B Hac He MAY penaTa 'l)'AOBMlllTa, llI)'MCKJ1 .1\YXOBJ1, HJI..M OrIhe-Hl1 3MajeBJ1, Beh JbYll\J1. Jby.l\11 nOKBapeHe pa360jHM'lKe AYllle, aJIM ca >lCTO TaKB>IM TeJIOM KaD 1ll'f0 je Hallle, ca JbYACKOM KO)!{QM, KOjy JIaKO np06J1ja 6ajoHeT Jot KYPlllyM - )la cy >I OHI< 6>Iha Koja ce Mory y6>1T>I.

Onpe3HO, AP)!{ehl1 ce I,fI3I1L\e lll)'Me, 60PI..\11 611 l\0-1'p'IaJIl< AD ceJIa 11, TI1XO Aool1Bajyhl1 KDJIX03Hl1.Ke, I1C-nl1TI1BaJII1 rAe ce HaJIa3e ReMl.(l4 11 KOJIMKO I1X >IMa . lil nOlllTO 611 ce paCF!11TaJIM, opMKpa.1\aJIH 611 ce .1\a BI1)le

HeMl~e. TI'PBI1 nyT j e TO 611JIO n OMaJIO CTpalllHO, aJllI 60PI.\11 cy I1lUJI..M. lillllJIl< Y 113BI1.IjBfue. lil3a }K6YHOBa, 113a ITJIO"DOBa, In jaMa, CTpfbJ.1l..IJTa, 113 6amT a, OHI1 cy 1l0CMa1'paJII1 KaKO H3rJIe.1\aj y Heopl1jaTeJbI1 KOj l1 .1\0-JIa3e .1\a Hac y6>!jy.

li! O)leJbefue 3a O.1\eJbelbeM ce BpahaJIo. B Oj Hl1l..\1< cy, ynB;l\aj yhl< j eAaH ,llpyroMe y pe'l:, opM'laJII< KaKO 90

cy HeML\H I1lllJII1 no ceJIY, YMlKJbl1.B0 3a!ll1.CI

OKO Hac cy CBI1 OO'l eJII1 Aa ce cMejy. OCJIYWKI1Bao caM ca 3aAOBOJbCTBOM.

Ilpl1lliJlI1 cy "11 M"fTpaJbeCI..\M: AOcTojaHcTBeHI1 E Jloxa, famlYJlI1H M MypPIH.

- JJ:pY>Ke KOMaH,n:aHTe, ,n:03BOJlMTe ,n:a BaM' ce 05-paTI1MO - pe'le E Jloxa.

JJ:03BOJl110 caM. E Jloxa JlaKTOM MyHy raJlI1YJlJ1Ha, a MYPHH ra rypHy OT003aAJ1. OrpOMHI1 Ka3ax, I..\pHOr Jlf1l..\a Koje je cl1jaJlO, 50ja)!{JbI1BO pe'le:

- JJ:py)!{e KOMaH,l(aHTe .. - lllTa xOhew? - JJ:PY}Ke KOMaHAaHTe, j ecTe m[ JbyTM Ha Hac? - HI1CaM JbYT. - A 3awTO, ,n:py )!{e KOMaH,n:aHTe, CBI1 I1AY Aa

r JleAajy HeMlje, a MWrpaJbeC1..\11 ceAe? CBI1 cy I1X SI1-AeJlI1, caMO MH HJ1CMO. rapKywa je ral)ao H eMl..\e, a MI1 HJ1 CMO.

- K aKO ,n:a Bac ooruaJbeM ca MJ1TpaJbe30M? MI1-TpaJbe311 cy 00Tpe5Hw OB,n:e.

- A MI1 lleMo caMO MaJlO, ,n:Py)!{e KOMaHAaHTe, CaCBJ1l'f MaJID ... M O,llMax heMO ce TPKOM apaTHTJ.1.

]II MYPI1H HI.je 1I3,n:p>Kao: - JJ:py)!{e KOMaH,n:aHTe, 'II. lleMO y TOKY Hohl. 11

OTI1.hI1 11 SpaTI1T>: ceo BI1,n:elleMo I1X Holly. IlOToa.lIl1-heMO HewTO, a OH" he ,1\a I1CTp'ie. ]II A03BOJlI1Te, ,n:py}{(e K01 .... laH~aHTe, ,[la npHnyu;aMo.

,l(a, y 5aTaJboHY ce AaHac oojaBllJIo HelUTO HOSO. MYPI.H je 5w ) 3aHHMJbHB '10BelfHa, KOjl1 cy ce Bpa"aJTI1 ca 113BHljaFba, I1COIt-TyjY"11 CTaHOBm.xe KOjH cy 6e)!{aJlI1 opeA HeMl..\11111a, YTBPAI1J111 CMO.lla je HeopJ1jaTeJb y ce;ry CepeAa opra-HI130BaO HeKY SpCTy npHBpeMeHe 5a3e. TaMo cy 611.1Ia CMeWTeHa CJlara=Ta xpaHe, MVHI1I..\11]e M rOpHBa, TaMO cy , y3 ITy-r, HO"l1BaJle HeMa'iKe jeAIDIl1l..\e KOj~ cy 3aTJ.1M O,lVIa3J1JJIe Ha cesep. Ka KaJlKlhl1HY, J.1 Ha J rr, APYMOM KOjM BO,n:M Y MO}l(ajcK,OOKOJbaBajylll1 ca T" cTpaHe Hawy OA6paM6eHY JlI1HI1]y.

J aBI1J1a MI1 ce MHcao: 3aWTO He 611CMO YilaPI1J111 Ha Ty 6a3y CaMI1, He '1eKa;Y"11 HaoaA H eMal..\a? ;CaKo 611 611J10 Aa opeAY3MeMo HO"HI. Haoail Ha CepeAY.

AJlI1 IIaHcjmJloB je rOBOpl1o: ,.OAMepI1Te. ,U06po OAMeOJITe l1 Y.QPJ1Te." .

ITocJlao caM y 113BHBaHoe PaXHMosa Ha '1eJIY leAHe OcjJ l1l..\lIPCKe naTpOJle. TPMlIeceT I\BOrOI\Hlillbl1 Ka"3ax P aXI1M09 6110 j e polieH CITOpTI1CTa 11 TYPI1CTa. tfl1J'U1 M>I ce Aa caM Bell peJ(ao KaKO ; e v Ka3axcraHY 6no 003-HaT Kao OJlaHI1Hao. 11wao ;e 5030, aJl.lf I1CTOBpeMeHO 6e3 }l(y06e. Ilooen XJlaAHOKOBHOCTI1 M Oe'l'Ke caBec-HOCTH y }i[3BDIlJaSa.J.bY HaneheFba. HMao. ie lOlli , ieJH-(v. v naTV"He3aMeHJbI1BV oco6mrv, Dap OPl1ll'H'l'al..\,,]e. LIaJ( Je Y MpaKv, t.Jl1Hl1 MH ee, Bl1.o;eo Kao MaLIKa.

.HeCTpnJbI.BO CaM O'leKJf3,llBajaJIa ce faJIMY-JIMHOBa rJIaBa; nope.l1 l-bera Ha3Mpao ce OMaJIeHM J.1 CHa>KHo rpaljeHM BJIoxa. McrryH>fO CaM 06ehalhe: MM-TpaJb eCll>! cy TaKolje 0J1JIa311m1 y HohHJ.1 Hana.l1 ca MMTpaJbe3MMa T>rna MaKCJ.1M.

HM Ca,lla .HM;aM BM"eo JIMl.\a, aJU! Y MpaKy cy ce ocehaJIe CTpYJe. l'pecJIa Me je HepBHa rp03Hffi.\a M, He "OT>f'lyhM ce 60p~a, Ja caM l1ITaK 3Hao: Ta MCTa rp03Hffi.\a Tpece Ca,lla M lhMX. To HMJe 6J.1JIa J1pXTaBMl1a CTpaxa, Bell. pM3l1Ka, TO je 6MJ10 Y36yljelhe npe,q 60p6y. Y CBeCTJ.1 MM J e MCKpCJIa cTapa Ka3aXCKa rrOCJIOBMl.\a. TOM rrOCJIOBMl.\OM caM rro'leo CBOj rOBOp.

- HerrpMJaTeJb Je CTpallJaH cae "OTJIe "OK He OKYCMlIJ YKyC lberOBe KPBI1 ... ]il,qJ.rTe, ,qpyroBM, Mcrrpo-94

6ajTe 0,14 !3 l-bera KpB 0,14 Barner KypllJYMa . .ua JI" he jaYKHY1'M Ka.l1a My y rpy"M 3apl1jeTe 6ajolteT? .ua JIJ.1 he, 113.l1>fillyllli, rpMCTJ.1 3y6>fMa 3eMJbY? H eKa rp>!3e, HaXpaHl1Te ra HalllOM 3eMJboM. feHepaJI IIaHcj:>J.1JIoB sac je Ha:3BaO CoKoJIOB>!Ma. JIeTJ.1Te, COKOJIoBM.

PaXJ1MOB je rroBeo 6oPlle. fJIe"ao caM KaKO ce KoJIDHa ry6JilJIa y MpaKy. f1p>1llJao MM je Kpajes.

- 3=0 Me HMc're rrYCTJ.1J111, "pY>Ke nOPY'lHJ.1'le? rrporyHlja OH.

- H>! MeRe HMCY rryCTMJIJi!, J{;pajeBe. Te Be'lepH CMO Hac Il{BojMlla 3aBJ.1.l1em, 60Plll1l,a. IIof3Meljy neTHaeCTor 11 lIJecHaecTor

OKT06pa - Hofi HallJe rrpBe 6J.1TKe.

Te Hoillil HMCaM Morao .l1a 3aCnl1M. HMcaM MoraD liJ.1 "a ce CKpaCMM Y 3eMYH11ljH. M3JIa3MO caM Ha l1.Il>!-llY rnyMe, KOpa'iaO CTa30M II rrope" lbe, rJIe.l1ao Ha 3arra,,; Ky"a cy OT>1lIJJlJ.1 6opIll1, J.1 OCJIYllJlrn:sao, Kao .l1a ce oTY.l1a, ca "aJbMHe 0.11 ,llBa,lleceT KHJIOMeTapa, MorJIa 'lyTJ.1 Tryl-IlbaBa J.1JIJ.1 BHKa.

Y TOKY "aHa ,,0 Hac je "orr>rpaJIa ca jyra rrpMry-lIJeHa TonOBCKa KaHoHa"a. MJ.1 jom HMCMO 3HaJl>l J1a cy Tora .l1aHa HeMl.(H KpeHYJI>I TeHKoBCK11M KoJIoHaMa Ha MOCK BY, 06MJIa3eh>l JIeBO Kp>lJlO Harue ,,>!BJ.13Mje, " .l1a cy TaMO naHcj:>MJlOSllM Bell. cTyrrJ.1JIJ.1. y 60p6y Ko" cOBX03a BYJIH'leBO (3aID!III>fTe OBo MMe: je,qaoM he OHO, MCrr>fCaHo 3JIaTH>lM CJlOB>fMa Ha MepMepHoj nJIG-'lJ.1, 3a6JUlCTaTJ.1 y 6ynyheM KJly6y Harne "Jl3>1Je).

Y TO",), Hoh>l ce J.1 TaMO CBe CM11p>lJIO. Kpaj yra>KeHe CTa3>111e Koja ce llPHeJIa Ha CHery

H BO"I1JIa Ka 3eMJH>fllJ.1 llITa6a 6aTaJbOHa, cTajao je CTpa>Kap. M oH je rJIe"ao OHaMO KY"a >I ja. Qeo 6aTa-JboH je 3Hao: CTo OpJIoBa je OTMlIJJIO y 60j. Qeo 6aTa-JbOH je 'leKaO KaKO he ce 3aBplll11T>1 Taj npBJ.1 cyK06 C H eMl1MMa.

Ja caM CBaKJ.1 'lac B~O caT. CBeTJIehe Ka3aJbKe cy nOKa31dBaJIe: TpH, nOJIa qeTHP~1, 'leTHpM ... OKO je

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jOllI )'BeK CpeTaJIO csy ,[Ia caMO TaMY; Ha4YJbeHO yxo je jOllI YBeK OCJIYllIlJlpHO.

CTpajJ{ap Ka3a llIanaTOM: - DaJIe Iljy I1X HaUI11. X Teo caM ,n.a MY o,u;rOBOpl1M, 3JlJ1 HI1Ca l\1 Morae,

r pJIO MI1 ce CTerJIO O,n pa,nOCT>l. 3aje,nHO ca ,naJIeKI-a1 nJIaMeHOM DHa j e Tperl'raJIa y Mel-1M 11 1..J11HlIIJIO IVU1 ce ,na j e KpB pa3HOCl< y KYTOBe Mora TeJIa. Y Tli" Tpe-HYL\I1Ma ja caM npBI< nyT oceTI'1O nJIaMeHY pa,nocT Ha-Jlowel-ba y ,napL\a Henpl1j aTeJbY.

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O,npe,n ce Bpa'fl'lO y jYTpO. Dpe,n KOJIOHOM je jypl1JIa TpojKa, ynperHyTa y

w"'pOKe, h.I1JI>lMOM nOKp~meHe caOH~e. Te KOI'be ja HHcaM BI1,neo y nyKY - FblfM KOHOfl1.\J1'Ma 61JJ - BOJbOKvJbaMcK. Be'lepaT'" -M~~. . ..

Ka3ao je TO 036>JJbHO, CTO]eh.J< y L'TIIBy .. MloIpHO H OYHTJIet\HO He CYllll-baiyhl1 'taK ~f>f OBi\e. y 3ap06Jbe-Hl1IllTBy Aa he Ta KO >J 611:T11: ",n:Opy'tKoBaT'" - Bo.1bo-

KOJbaMC~ t seqepanr - MOCKay." 110HOBO ce 380pl1 rJIaCaR CMex. Y TpeHYl.\IiMa OBor

He06Y3AaHor CMexa ja CaM ocehao KaKO ce ,nY-llIe 60-palla ocJI06al)ajy cTpaxa. 7 BonOKonaMCKH .. 1.PY" liT

HepB03HO oKpel1ylu[ rJlaBY, 3ap06JbeH>lK je no-npeKO rJlellao OKO ce6e. OH Hl1je CXBaTaO /liTa je cno-naJlO OBe Pyce. MI1 CTBapHO 11 caM}1 IDICMO 3HaJl11 /liTO ce TaKO K>lKol1eMO. . TaKo je 611J1a 1I06>1jeHa npBa 6I1TKa. TaKo je Ha HaUleM nOJlo>Ka]y nOT)"leH reHepaJl CTpax.

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PaXI1MOB >I EO>KaHOB cy e nOIlP06so 113BeCTHJlI,( o HanaAY.

Y 60p611 ce, HapaBHo, Hl1je ()IIBl1jaJlo CBe OHaKO KaKO CMO nJIaHI1paJ1J1.

JellHa rpyna ce cJl)"lajHo cyK06~IJla C HeMB'IKOM naTpOJlOM H OTnO'leJla Hanall npe Hero lllTO je ceJlo 6HJlO nOTnYH? onKOJbeHO. Eopl1>1 cy ynaAaJlI1 Y Kyhe, KJlaJlI1 ~[ y611]aJTI1 HeMl(e, aJT>I j e J-bI1Ma OCTaJlO HeKO-JlI1KO H3J1a3a, Koje Halll>l HI1CY npeceKJI>I, 11 MHorH cy ycneJlI1 Aa n06erHY. OHl1 cy ce rrpl16paJJJ1 M OpraHl130-BaJlI1 oA6paHY npe Hero lllTO CMO Ml1 TO MorJT>l H Aa npeTnOcTasHMO.

OApell je n06Mo OKO IIBe CTOTI1He XI1TJlepOBal1a, MI1HHpaO nYTeBe, 3anaJlHO ~rnoro aYToM0611J1a 11 He~oJI>lKO CKJlaIlMlllTa, 113Meljy OCTaJlOr 11 CJlaraJll1lllTe 6eH-3MHa, amI cy H eMU;>I unaK Ha jeAHoM Kpajy ceJla yc-neJlH nOHelllTO I'l Aa 01l6paHe. .

AJIH rJlaBHI1 11l1Jb je rrocnrrHYT: 60pl1H cy B>llIeJlI1 H eMl1e KaKO 6e>Ke I1cnpeJl J-bl1X,'lYJlI1 cy KaKO cy yMl1pyhl1 3anOMaraJlM, 11cnpo6aJll1 cy J-bI1XOBY [(O)I(Y KyplllyMOM M 6ajoHeTOM. .

0611J1a3 >10 caM nOJlO>Kaj C PaXl1MOBOM H EO>KaHO-BOM. Eopl1>1, Y'leCHI1l1M y HanallY, Beh cy ce pa3illllJl>l no JleCeTHHaMa 11 BOIIOBl1Ma. 3aHI1MaJ-ba 11 paJlOBH cy no MOMe HapeljeIf>y 611J1M npel(l1sYTI1 3a JlBa caTa. CBYlla cy ce BI1J1eJle rpyne oKynJbeSe OKO JYHaKa KOj>! cy nOTYKJII1 HeMl1e.

qac oBAe, 'lac oHlle, pa3J1erao ce CMex. T aj lIaH, /lieCHaeCTI1 oKT06ap 1941. r OJlMHe, 6110 j e y HBllleM 6a-TaJboHY JlaH CMexa. KacHMj e caM ce MHor o nyTa cehao pe'l>l KOMecapa E O>KaHoBa: " CMex - TO je Haj036JlHYO no jeAHY OBaKEY, AOHeo 611X J.\BBAeCeTaK KOMaJ.\a. A JIM KO 6>1 TO BYKao. TaMo MeSI1 IIl1je 6>1J10 AO Tora . .

rapKywa je HeYMopHO npl1'lao ... IImnJlI1 CMO AaJbe no pOBOBMMa. CpeJT>l CMO My-

pIma, KOj>l je y caCTaBY MI1TpaJbeCKOr o.u.eJbe",a T8-Kolje Y'leCTBOBao Y HanBAY. OH ce HeKy.u.a )l{YPI10. am. je Beh H3AaJleKa 3ay3eo BOjHl1'1KY n03Y, M ca .u.06p11X ,aeCeTaK MeTapa nOlllao npeMa saMa napa.IJ;HJ1M Kopa-KO"'. OBAe je 611J1a npBa lSop6eHa mllUlia : OBAe Hac, ceM 30He Koia ce Ha CPOOHTY 30B" .. HJ1'{I1ia 3eMJba". H>lie HIruITa neJlI1J10 OA HeMal1a, a MYPl1H je ra3110 l1a-oaAHI1M KopaKoM noo.na3el1>1 nope.u. cBor KOMaHTI>IHTa. fJle.u.ajyhl1 Me, M YPHH ce oAjeAHoM OCMexHY. Y 01'1-rOBon Ha TO >I i a caM ce I1CTO OCMexsvo. To ie 61fJlo CBe. MI1 CMO ce 3aYCTaBllJJl1. HHCMO OeKJI11 iell"H nny-rOMe H>[ pe'

ca 6aTaJbOHOM. 3RaO CaM vr pa3)'MOM vr Cpl.\eM: Y 6aTa-JbOBY ce AaHaC po,l\l1J1a HeycrpamJ1BOCT.

HaOKOJlO j e cae vr3rJleAaJlO Kao vr paHHje. C OH e CTpaHe 4PHe, He:JaMp3HYTe peKe 6eJleJla ce AaJbJ.lH3. Kp03 paHM CHer nOHerAe cy npoaI1p.lBane He3aBejrulc 6pa3Ae noopaHe 3eMJbe. lWHeJIM cy ce 3a6paHM wyMa. Ja CaM, Kao vr paIDIje, 3Hao: CBaKor 'oIaca MO)Ke Aa 3a-rpMH - h."])eBYfie TeHKOB>1 oCTaBJbajyh>1 no CHery l.\P-He TparoBe, H3 wyMe fie I1crp'laTM JbYAH y 3eJleIHecI10HamilKao caM Ha nOJbCKOM KpeBeTY y CBOjOj 3e-MYHHl.\I1, Ha CTa Tpl1AeCeT KI1JIOMeTapa 0):1 MocKBe.

J13AaJleKa je ):10 Hac ):IonHpaJla apTH.lbep>rjcKB Ka-HOHa):la, 'fac MaKCl1JI,aJrHO yYeCTaJla, 'fac CJIa6>rja. JeKA je ):Ionl1paJla C JleBe cTpaHe - 113 ):IaJbHHe O.LI ,lIBa):leceT ):10 ABa):leCeT neT KMJlOMeTapa. TaMO, Ha JleBOM KpI1J1y ):II1BI13>rje, KaKO CMO Ca3HaJIl1 KacHI1je, HeMl.\>f cy TOrll ):IaHa nOKywaJII1 .LIa ce np06>rjy TeHKOBI1Ma.

A Ha ceKTopy Hawer 6aTBJbOHa CBe je 611J10 MI1p-HO. IIpOTI1BHI1K ce Hl1je npl16J1>OKaBao nOJlo>Kajy Ha-wer 6aT8JbOHa, l.\eHTpaJlHOM ):Ieny TaK03BaHOr BOJIOKa-JlaMCKor yTapl)eHOr pejoHa.

JIe>Kao caM 11 pa3M.OllJbao. ,I(ocaljl1Bao MI1 je MOj nOCl1miM Cl1H'feHKO, je):\l1HI1

'lOBeK Y 6aTBJbOHY KOMe je 611J1D ):I03BOJbeHO ):Ia MW rYHlja. 'lac je jaBJbao .LIa j e 3arpejBHo KynaTI1JIO, 'lac ):Ia j e rOTOB pyYaK. Tepao caM ra:

- KacHl1je ... ry611 ce, He CMeTaj MJ1. lOt

- lliTa CTe ce 3aI1HTa'1I1JII1: He CMeTaj , He cMeTaj . A no 4eo AaH He paAI1Te.

J a pa3MYl WJbaM. J ecYi JlI1 pa3YMeo? Pa3- MI1-IU.1baM..

3ap ce MO>Ke TaKO Ay ro pa3Ml1lliJbaTYI'I M O)Ke.' AKO Te y 6Y1j y 3601' Moj e fJl y noCTI1, WTa

hy pehl1 TBOjOj )KeHI1'! A ja He M'!CJlI1M ca~!O 0 Te611. MO>KAa YI BI1 MI1CJII'!Te Aa j e KOMaHAaHT 6aTaJbOHa,

HapO'l I1TO y TaKBOM TpeHy TKy, y O'l 11 611TKe, AY>KaH Aa HeWTO p aA>!: Aa pa3rOBapa TeJle

H>I j a IDlCaM MMao pe3epBe. IIpopa'f)'H pacToja->ba nOKa3>1BaO je 7(a H eMl\H Mory Har JU1M 11 113HeHaA-HMM Hane'l"OM Aa rrp06l1jy HaUlY .IDlHJ1j y npe HO lllTO CTl1rHY CHare ca APYTI1X AMOBa IIpeAa MHOM j e I1CKPCHYO 3aMMllIJbeIDl JrI1K KD-MaHAaHTa HeMa'fKJ1X CHara Koje cy ce KOHI.\eHTpMCaJle npoTI1 Koje caM BI1AeO y KaBaJle Irrpy YMa, y lbl1Ma mrje CBeTJrYI..\aJla MMcao. T aj He-Ma"KI< nyKoB~ I1Jrl1 reHepaJr npe311pao je MeHe, rrpe-311 p a3MI111lJbalbeM, '!'pe6a OqeKHBaTI1 aKl.\I

J1I1 Y 60p6aMa, 6110 caM Ha MaHeBpl1Ma, 06Y'faBaO BOj-HMKe, Aowao ca lbl1J1'a Ha CPPOHT - a I1naK j e paT 3a MeHe OCTao Taj Ha, Kao 11 3a CBaKora KO caM H.,je I1CKY-CJ10 60p6y.

Y TIOJbCKOj 11 I, 611JlO je CKpl1-BeHO ocaM 'l'OrrOBa, KOjl1 cy 6HJU! rrpHAOAaTJoI 6aTa-JbOHY; a I1cnpeA Hac, AY}!{ 06aJJe, C1'pMa npOTI1B1'eB-KOBCKa n~>lHa , Koja ce Ha DOjHI1'fKOM je311KY 30Be "ecKapna .

TIorJle.ll MH je jYPHO AaJbe, npeKO peKe, y npaBqy np01'>lDH>lIGI. ,[(0 CI1TH>ll.ja caM BI1AeO 30HY KOjy XI1T-JlepOBl111 lOW H!1cy 3aY3eJTI1, aJlI1. Koiy CMO MI1 Befi 6HJlJ1 HanycTI1JlI1; BI1Aeo caM nYTeBe KOj!1 B()lIe OA no-Jlo>Kaja Ha KO]l1Ma cy ce HeM~ KOHqeHTPI1CaJlH Ka HaWVIM POBoBHMa; BI1AeO caM japyre 11 wyMe Koje I(ao Aa cy HaMepHo CTBopeHe 3a 3aceAe. CTe3aJlO MI1 ce cPI.re np" nOMI1CJlH Aa he He~1a'fKe KOJlOHe 6e3 Hr

IIocJIe paHe 3HMe, Heo6wrne Y OKT06py, Ka,l\a cy ce ,l\eCeTaK ,l\0 n eTHaecTaK ,l\aHa seh MOrJIe KOPHCTHTH CaOHffi:\e: SpeMe ce npOMeHHJIO. Mpa3 je nOnYCTHO H nOqeJIa Je Jecea.a 6JbY3ra. Holut cy 6HJIe MpaqHe, 6e'3 MeCeqHHe.

Bojell.lf ce ,l\a y ~ y ceAJIY H npeAao ce MHCJIHMa ...

. Y3 nYT caM nO'reo Aa CpeTaM HeKaKse newaKe ~COJI1 cy HWJIJ1 Y HCTOM npasllY. IIpeHYo caM ceo llITa ~e TO? Hose cHare? IIojaqaa.e? Moja 6aTep-JIa.mHl\3 Je c speMeHa Ha BpeMe napaJIa nOMpqHHY TaHywHl1M MJIa30M CBeT JIOCTH.

? llITa j e TO: BOj H11l\H 3aOCTaJIH H3a KOJIOHe, WT3 . ~H . I1AY no ABOJI1l\a, no Tpoj11l\a, nOKpHBeHH yKpy-l'iCI-!J1M W3TOPCIOfMKpHJIHMa, npeKO KOjHX ce CJIHBajy MJIa3eSH KI-nue, ](o]a MOHOTOHO JIHje. CTp'le lIesH ny-waKa 0 paMeHy. HeKo YTIHTa:

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