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literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi2 - 15 aprili 2010#23#23#23#23#23 fasi 50 TeTrigamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT

aka morCilaZe

givi alxaziSvili

baadur balarjiSvilipaata nacvliSvili

andro buaCiZe

gigi sulakauri

baadur wulaZe

II

IV-V

VI-VII

VIII-IX

X-XI

XII

XIII

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2 poezia literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi2 -15 aprili 2010

baadur balarjiSvili

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burusi buStiviT banalur balRobis,umizno titinis uazro tivtivi,uRrublo zeca da zurmuxtis baRebi.akviatebuli martivi motivi _ganqarda da gahyva JamTasvlis dinebas _mzeras mieCvia Savlega nislebi,gaxSirda loToba da mere gineba _am qveynad mosvlis da momavlis miznebis.

azeldazelili gaudis goTika,nikel mociage „jeneral motorsi~ _cancarebs sivrceSi hauzis optika:seqsi, sikvdili da cisferi lotosi.

Zaloben naZraxni, umetes mainca,miqserSi crui da marTali aries _Tu RmerTi gawyra da qveyana daiqca _Svela raRad minda cariel-tariels.

zamTris damdegi TelavSi

Semodgoma bindiani quCebiTmibarbacebs _ dro damdgara wasvlisa _midis zantad, bedsac ar eurCeba:aseTia uflis neba, ras izam...

civma civad Seubera Soridan,warixvetnen SariSura foTlebi,mors daasves dasaxeTqad soli daSeSa miaqvT saaryisken godrebiT.

walmis Radars sukis mwvadi elaga,Tonis puris suni bols Serevia,gudis yveli nirs aZlevda baraqas _nivris mwnilic friad sasurvelia.

noemberi ileoda JinJRlebiT,saferavma wveri TeTri daRara,iyo Txovna: didxans nu daviSlebiT,cota dagvrCa, ukve bevri aRara.

eh, ramdenjer Tavs dolabi gvabrunes,da yvelafers kvlav Tavidan viwyebdiT,Wirsa Sigan gamagreba rom unda,aba, amas rogor daviviwyebdiT.

mteri Cven ver mogvereva verodes:saqarTvelos _ imier da amier,mxrebze xelgadaxveulni vmRerodiTwinwyaros da mere mravalJamiers.

albaT ukve gagviTxrian samares,waaweren qvaze epitafias:is, vinc saflavs daeZebda Tamaris,imav miwas, sadRac iqve marxia.

TqvenTan var da aqve vrCebi, Zmakacno,da viqnebi dRe-yovelicismari,erTmaneTi saqarTvelom gagvacno,erTad vnaxoT wuTisoflis sizmari.

omis Sedegi

aRaraferi maxarebs _ guls uWers rusis xiStebi,uazrod davborialob, rogorc pankisSi qistebi,isinic Tvlian iarebs, Tavs dasCxavian Citebi _Savebi, rogorc yvavebi, momcroni gabaritebiT.mZaxals ganudga mZaxali, eWvSeparuli RirsebiT:„Wiria axalTaxali _ vin arian da visebi“.samyaro mizezianobs, Cvenc im badeSi gavebiT _qudbedis mruSi piano zianobs gauTavebiT.zogic anaSas abolebs, zogs heroini swyuria,mimdinareobs gambiti, mizani ususuria.viTom damTavrda: omia! sisxlis Jangian laqebiT,rad unda gamaqrobia anda eqsperti kragebiT.„feesbe“ mzeobs „kagebiT“, „cereu“ tkbili kakebiT,evropac gaerTianda TavianT agarakebiT.omia! diax, omia... magram imaTi omia,visac Cveni spa naqebi ciradac ara hgonia.tvinSi cocaven eWvebi, rogorc slokina glistebi,netav vis mxares mRerian mTavari vokalistebi.xan vtiri, xanac vicini, vgrZnob,

rom namdvilad vgiJdebi _matyvia, rogorc samyaros, apokalifsis niSnebi.

mas pirvelad rva wlis winaT Sevxvdi rZlis sta-tusiT. gulSi Camixuta, dagvloca da im saxlisgasaRebi mogvca, romelic Tavad datova. Tormetiwlis winaT Tqva, Tbilisi Cemi qalaqi aRar ariso daTelavSi dasaxlda.

avdivarT platoze, SevdivarT saxlSi. holSi:bevri suraTi, fanqriTa da saRebavebiT Sesrulebu-li. erT-erTi maTgani: mze, biliki da bilikis bo-los mxolod jvari sasaflaoze. `sikvdilis gzaarra aris vardisfer gzis garda~... ucnauri grZno-ba meufleba. nuTu es is saxlia, sadac amdeni xaniaaravin cxovrobs?! ar hgavs adamianebisgan mitove-bul saxls.

aqa-iq daudevrad dadebuli nivTebi saxlidanTiTqos sul cota xnis winaT gasul patrons elod-nen. poetis oTaxi: kedlebze cxra aprils daRupul-Ta suraTebi, Savi flomasteriT dawerili uamravitelefonis nomeri da saqarTvelos ruka. Taroebze_ bevri wigni, karadis Tavze _ boTlebi da samza-reulos dasakepi dafiT gakeTebuli sayvarelifarSevangi. erT-erTi Taros ujraSi saguldagu-lod Senaxuli nabeWdi furclebiT savse saqaRal-de da bloknotebi _ xelnawerebiT. vxvdebi, rom aquamravi gamouqveynebeli leqsi inaxeba. ai, erT-erTi:

`aRtacebulni mimodian irgvliv briyvebi,mcire adgilic aRar rCebaT mgloviareTa.qarSi elaven aTasferi iarliyebida rokavs yalbi siyvaruli _ gulisgareTa.Seyvarebulan kretinebi, Sterma itirosxolo bednierT Taiguli _ baRSi krefili.idioturi siamaye Svenis idiotsda mis namusrevs inawilebs ori debili.farsi Tarsia, uarzea suleli bedi,avadmyofuri aRsarebis cecxli anTia,oriv daRlilan erTnairad: munji da ybedi,da Cans orive erTnairi fsiqopatia....~

an kidev:

`viT metivis pretenzia sakuTaris mimarT tivis,gulSi erTi mcire sevda uxsovari drodan mivis,igi mklavs da maZlevs imeds, igi mReris, igi kivis:RvTaebrivi simetriiT simartovis simartivis.~

baadur balarjiSvili oTxi krebulis avtoria:`Telavis Wadari~, `mdinare~, `koqteilbari rebusi~da `sevdis baRi~. kidev ufro meti leqsi, vidre amkrebulebSia, gamouqveynebelia. rom vkiTxe, ratomaRar aqveynebT-meTqi, Tavis mobma xom unda, Sviloo...

minda, Cemi patara interviu poetTan, romelsac

vaxuSti kotetiSvilma ̀ erekles cixis galavnis Jan-giani lodi~, `naRdi Zveli Tbiliseli yaraCoRelimoqalaqe~ da ̀ sruliad saqarTvelos poeti uwoda~,kidev erTi lamazi poeturi krebulis gamocemiswinapiroba gaxdes, radgan am intervius dros mamamaseTi ram miTxra: saTqmeli vTqvi Tu ara, ar vici,magram xeli rom Cameqnia, es interviuc ar Sedgebo-da, krizisi xom yovel CvenTagans erTnairad exeba,Tumca sxvadasxvanairad ganvicdiT. iqneb Zalasacvikreb...

_ rogoria baadur balarjiSvilis samSoblo?rogori samSoblo gsurT hqondes momaval Taobas,Tqvens SviliSvilebs?

_ cxra aprilis Semdeg, pirveli skolis win, Sencgemaxsovreba, xeebi leqsebiT iyo aWrelebuli. erTTeTr Wadarze aseTi leqsi wavikiTxe: ̀ zeSTagonebiTmovdivar, ase urCi da aSari, RmerTma maSoros sam-Soblo, Cemi mtris nafeSqaSari.~ Zalian momewona,momewona da sixaruliT ganvikurne im barbaroso-biT daavadebuli, rac Cems Tvalwin moxda. minda,Cemma patara baadurma iseT samSobloSi icxovros,rogoris imedic iq mdgom qarTvelebs hqondaT dasjerodes, rom im imeds verasodes moklaven.tradiciebi ar unda daikargos. Zmakacis saflavzegasvla marto tradicia ki ara, movaleobacaa. CvenmagaliTad, gardacvlili megobris dRes, sadacuyvarda, iq mivdiodiT. ar minda, Cems SviliSvilebsiseTi samSoblo hqondeT, sadac aseTi rameebi arecodinebaT. TiTqos urTierToba gacivda dRes,ubralo gaxda, martivi.

`Cemi dedao~, es rom qarTvelma kacma Tqva, masmere wavida da wavida... dedas rom ar scem pativs,mTels ojaxs aRar scem pativs, ojaxis upativcem-lobiT saqarTveloc arafrad migaCnia, sulerTiayvelaferi sakuTari Tavis garda. minda, Cvens sam-SobloSi isev ise uyvardeT erTmaneTi, rogorcadre. sadac siyvarulia, iq mere yvelaferi lagde-ba. robaqiZe ambobs, gana arsebobs, rame ufro mwve-li? dRes ase wvavs samSoblo am Taobas? RmerTma qnas,vcdebode.

_ erTxel miTxariT, Tbilisi Cemi qalaqi aRarariso. rodis gadidda manZili Tbilissa da TelavsSoris, rodis aRmoCnda koqteilbari uReltex-ilTan gomboris mTaze, Tbilissa da Telavs Soris?

_ guram rCeuliSvils aqvs naTqvami: Telavi yve-laze kargad inaxavs Tbilisis ambebso. sxvaTa Soris,mqonda idea, nadikvarze rCeuliSvilis Zegli dag-vedga, magram wauyrues.

Telavi Tbilisis yvelaze Soreuli gareubaniao,esec uTqvamT. Telavsa da Tbiliss Soris manZilira mosatania. ubralod, orive iyo Cemi da aRar aris

Cemi, saxe icvales, me ki wlebi aRar myofnis, ar min-da, vTqva, vberdebi-meTqi. bevria CemsaviT... soroSiSemZvrali, gareT gamoxedva aRar unda, erTi Tavi-sas hyviris, meore _ Tavisas, aris sityvebis braxu-ni. maSin, roca Tbiliss Cemad vTvlidi, urTierTo-bebi iyo da me guli mimiwevda am urTierTobebisken.sxva xibli hqonda Tbilisur bohemas.

dRes arc es xiblia da aRarc _ bohema. Tu sadmerame kidev aris SemorCenili, damnaxavi aRar arisaravin. rasac Tbilisze vambob, is Telavsac exeba.

saxlidan aRarc gavdivar. im dRes saqme mqondamoedanze. erTi saaTi videqi, salami veravis mive-ci...

Zveli da Rirebuli rac aris, imas xeli ar undaaxlo. aba, sadRaa dRes is nadikvari, adre rom iyo.nadikvarze siyvaruli ibadeboda, grZeldeboda daxSirad iq mTavrdeboda kidec. me samoci wlis varda Cemi saqarTvelo ukve iyo.

iyo da aRar aris._ es cxovrebaze xelCaqneuli kacis naTqvams

hgavs._ ara, mTlad asec ar aris. ubralod, guli mwy-

deba raRacebze, Torem adamiani sanam cocxali xar,xan xels Caiqnev da xanac imediT aivsebi. saimedosrom verafers vxedav, eg miklavs guls.

Rirebulebebi Seicvala, winaparTa naswavlisa dagamocdilebis wamRebi da mimRebi aRar aris. arada,magis gareSe ar gamova. Tu saZirkveli ar gaamagre,ra gamova?! saZirkveli warsulia. warsulze uarisTqma ki sakuTar Tavze uaris Tqmas niSnavs.

_ Tqvens erT-erT krebuls ̀ sevdis baRi~ hqvia.raze fiqrobT xolme yvelaze xSirad, roca sevdisbaRSi SedixarT?

_ ra Tqma unda, dakargul megobrebze, rogorc_ TbilisSi, ise _ TelavSi. bevri afxazeTis ommaSeiwira, bevric mere gamomecala xelidan. wlebi racmemateba, vxvdebi, rom Seni sikvdili maSin iwyeba,roca megobrebs kargav, Sens usayvarles xalxs kar-gav. fizikuri sikvdili saboloo gardacvalebaa.

vfiqrob Cems cxovrebazec, Secdomebze, rom-lebic mxolod Cems kiserzea. ise vicxovre, rogorcmovindome, SesaZleblobebze ki sxvebma imsjelon.vcdilobdi, yovelTvis marTali vyofiliyavi, ax-lac ase var. gamgebi gaigebs.

_ sad xedavT Tqvens Tavs am oromtrialSi?_ Cems Tavs iq vxedav, sadac var. iqneb daviRale

da magitom, an iqneb imitom, rom aq dedaCemi da mama-Cemia. SesaZloa raRacisTvis vemzadebi. vnaxoT...gamoCndeba.

jerjerobiT aq yofna miadvildeba.

esaubra xaTuna qardava

koqteilbari Tbilissa da Telavs Soris

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visxediT Cveulebriv, rogorcyvela saRamos, samsaxuridan saxlSirom davbrundebodi xolme da televi-zors vuyurebdiT. dedaCemi Tavis sa-varZelSi _ SemosasvlelSive, oTaxiskarTan rom idga, me _ quCis mxares,kedelTan, wignebis karadis gverdiT,saidanac kargad Canda televizoricda Cemgan naxevrad zurgSeqceviT mj-dari dedaCemic. ijda mokrZalebiT,marjvena idayviT savarZlis saxe-lurze dayrdnobili, erTmaneTzebavSvurad, saSinlad gulisamaCuye-blad mityupebuli flostebSi Cay-ofili fexebiT da mondomebiT usmen-da gadacemas sesilia TayaiSvilis cx-ovrebaze. me ki mTeli dRis misavaTe-buls fiqri merCivna, meqanikuradvadevnebdi Tvals nawyvetebs cnobilifilmebidan da TiTqmis ar mesmodadrodadro ekranze gamoCenili msax-iobebis laparaki.

albaT verasodes SevZleb bolom-de imis axsnas, zogjer ratom maRiz-ianebda da Tan mecodeboda aseTavisTvis, morCilad mjdari dedaCe-mi; ratom vTvlidi mis winaSe Tavs dam-naSaved, ratom mivyavdi isterikamdemis TiTqmis asketur cxovrebas da mS-vid, xSir SemTxvevaSi morcxvobiTgamowveul qcevebs, romlebic mx-olod mowesrigebul jdomaSi ar gam-oixateboda. aseTi iyo, magaliTad,laparakis dros sadRac, gaurkvevelimimarTulebiT cqera, sarkeSi CaxedvisgareSe Tmis davarcxna, xorciani sadi-lis uxorcod Wama, sawolSi uxerxu-li, mokuntuli wola, da Cemi nervebi-sTvis yvelaze metad gausaZlisi, au-taneli tkivilebis usityvod moTme-na, rasac sul SemTxveviT, didxans na-grovebi, amoxeTqili kvnesiT vigebdixolme. dedaCems rom verafers veub-nebodi, uceb giJiviT wamovxtebodi amucnauri grZnobisgan erTianad acax-caxebuli, cota xniT gverdiT oTaxSi,samzareuloSi an saabazanoSi Se-viketebodi da iq vwynardebodi. mqon-da damSvidebis kidev erTi xerxi: TuTavs xelSi aviyvandi da arsad gaviq-ceodi, dedaCems vTxovdi, Cveni ojax-is Zveli ambebi moeyola, rac ZalianmSveloda da dadebiTad moqmedebdaCems aSlil fsiqikaze. amjeradacswored amis Tqmas vapirebdi, rom de-daCemma iqiT damaswro:

_ ar usmen, ara maqvs moyolili,sawyali papaSenic xo am dReSi iyo? _miTxra da mTeli taniT SemobrundaCemsken ise, rom fexebi erTmaneTisTvisar mouSorebia. Cemi gamonacvali, naqs-ovi bolokaba gulmodgined gadaiWi-ma muxlisTavebze da mSvidad daelo-da pasuxs.

_ ar vici, ra dReSi? _ ver mivxv-di uceb, ras mekiTxeboda.

_ ai, rogorc sesilia iTxovdaTurme sikvdilis win sigarets, sawya-li papaSenic ese yofila. mamaSenma Te-lavidan rom Camoiyvana operaciis Sem-deg, ukve Zalian mZimed iyo. wina oTax-Si daawvina taxtze da iqidan aRarcamdgara. Tqven ar gemaxsovrebaT magoTaxis amoSeneba, patarebi iyaviT. sulTviTon uvlida, me axlos ar gamakara.mTeli dReebi TavTan ejda da patarabalRiviT boTlidan ZaliT aWmevdasaWmels. zafxuli iyo da cota xniTmarlas rom gadaxdida saxeze, msxvil-foTola furclis totebiT uniaveb-da, buzebs rom ar Seewuxebina.

ukve mivxvdi, rom dRes gamimarT-la da aRarsad gaqceva ar damWirde-boda; savarZelSi Caflulma Cems sule-lur wikebze fiqri Sevwyvite, SeZleb-isdagvarad moveSvi da mosasmenadmovemzade. erTi eg iyo, cota sindisimqenjnida da, viTom dedaCemisTvismuxtis misacemad, ufro ki am azrisTavidan mosaSoreblad, lamis viyvire:mere, mere ra moxda-meTqi.

_ eqims kategoriulad gaufrTx-ilebia mamaSeni, araviTar SemTxvevaSisigareti ar moawevinoTo. is kidev,ubeduri, arca Wamda, arca svamda damxolod eg undoda. laparaki rom arSeeZlo, amoyofda sabnidan xels,saCvenebel da Sua TiTebs erTmaneTTanmiitanda da ise iTxovda sigarets. si-garets ra, bolo dros yidulobdaprimas, Torem, ise, sul gazeTSi gax-veul Tambaqos eweoda. rusulixalaTebi ecva xolme, gverdze an winCaxsnili, xo ici, da gulis jibeSi sulewyo makratliT koxtad, zomazedaWrili gazeTebi; Sarvlis jibeSikidev oTxkuTxa spilenZis saTuTune-Si Cayrili dakuwuli Tambaqo. omisSemdeg veRar gadaCveula... sawyals,marjvena xelze es orive TiTi niko-tinisgan mTlad gayviTlebuli hqon-da. mere rom gaaxsendeboda xolme,saSinlad ganicdida mamaSeni _ mime-ca, vin icis, ra guliT undoda, magisjavri rogor Cavayoleo... TviTonacramdeni gadaitana da ramdeni uTqme-li kidev Tan waiRo; an saerTod, sulmikvirs, rogor iyo aseTi janmrTeli,guli magas ar stkiebia arasodes, wne-va magan ar icoda da kbilis tkivili_ moRunul lursmans movineleb ise-Ti janmrTeli varo, icoda xolme Tqma.samagierod, cxovrebam mouxarSaRolo-SeWamandi. _ eg raRaa? _ vc-qvite yurebi. _ simware, ra iqneba sxva?_ jer sawyali, mTlad axalgazrdababoSenis avadmyofobasa dasikvdilze ra dReebi gamoiara, mereor-ori axalgazrda Zma Cado miwaSi,axla am gaubedurebuli mamidaSenisambavi, bolos papaSenis sikvdili, _ aqZalian Rrmad amoisunTqa da isev ga-nagrZo, _ etyoba, Tqven marTla gaqvTslavuri sisxli, Torem amdens rogorgauZlebda? _ dalevda or Wiqas,itirebda, moigonebda Tavis mkvdrebs,mowolil javrs gulidan amoiRebdada diliT magaze xalisianad kaci veradgeboda loginidan (mecxrametesaukunis bolos, mefis ruseTis mierkavkasiaSi gadmosaxlebul ajanyebulpolonelTa nawili daRestnis sazR-varTan axlos gaumwesebiaT; swored iq,sadac axla mamaCemis patara sofelisacxenea. mere bevr maTgans coladqarTveli qali mouyvania da samuda-mod aqve dasaxlebula. maT ricxvSiyofila Cveni didi papa, fediac. amit-om Cveni gvaris xalxs sofelSi dRem-de fedaanebs eZaxian).

_ aniko babo Zalian axalgazrdaiyo, ara? _ ormocdaxuTis, _ jerdasrulebuli ar mqonda kiTxva, romuceb momiWra dedaCemma, TiTqos aresiamovna mamaCemze rom Sevawyvetinelaparaki.

_ imden rames yvebiT am baboCemissikvdilze, rom veRar gavige bolosriTi mokvda es qali, _ aRar davixiemec ukan.

_ Tqven sad gemaxsovrebaT, pa-tarebi iyaviT, _ pauzac ar gaukeTe-bia, ise ganagrZo laparaki. saubrisdros ratomRac sul ase, mravlobiT-Si mogvmarTavda mec da Cems da-Zmasac,_ Cveni ubnis TavSi, skolasTan, sacx-enis gzidan rom gadmovuxvevT, Rlon-tebi cxovrobdnen. mere gaiyida eg sax-li. axla aRarc vici visia. baboSenisxvanairi, vaJkacuri qali iyo, Tan _Tbili. yvelasTan SeeZlo saerTo enisgamonaxva da orive sofelSi, sacxene-Sic da CvenTanac, yvelas axlos icnob-

da. albaT imas hgavda mamaSenic, gul-Ria da urTierTobebis moyvaruli.

mamaCemis sikvdilis Semdeg deda-Cemi SemTxvevas ar uSvebda xelidan,rom masze rame kargi eTqva. sicocx-leSi ki Tavisi morcxvobisa da mokrZa-lebulobis gamo, misgan qmris saame-blad naTqvami erTi saalerso sityvacar gamigia; mamaCemis mkerdze miyrd-nobilic ki arasodes gvinaxavsSvilebs. _ hoda, _ gaagrZela de-daCemma, _ me papaSenisgan vici, rom imweliwads ubnis qalebs sarvamartod amRlontebSi uqeifiaT da baboSenicdaupatiJebiaT. iq ucekvia sawyals,kintauri Tu, ra cekvaa, Tavsafars romdaagdeben da mere piriT iReben... msu-qani, bocboca qali ar iyo baboSeni da,rom daxrila, es mosaxvevi ki auRia,magram Tan Caswyvetia kidec mucelSiraRac. es vici TviTon papaSenisgan, _daamata meti damajereblobisTviskidev erTxel.

_ aba, aki Zroxam amoutia da mereis gauRiziandao? _ gadavamowme rome-liRac naTesavisgan mosmenili versia._ ar vici, Cveni mezoblis qalebiimasac ambobdnen, ufro sworad,basilaanT nataSa metyoda xolme,rom, xom giTxari, vaJkacuri qaliiyo-meTqi baboSeni, rusTavSi or-mocdaaTkiloiani balonebiTTafli martos Cahqonda Turmegasayidad da, erTxel, didi man-qanidan CamoRebisas, viTom balo-ni dascemia sawyals mucelze.mere ki, is mourCeneli iqidan gas-Cenia.

_ Seni miyvanidan male mokv-da? _ ho, nano myavda ukve erTiwlis da Senze fexmZimed viyavi.Cven rogorc rZal-dedamTilma, vercmovaswariT erTmaneTis kargad gacno-ba. rodis, aba, is xo am saxlSi ar cx-ovrobda, Tan ukve avad iyo da viRasecala rZaldedamTiluri urTierTo-bebisTvis? _ diasaxlisi ki, xo gagi-gia baboSenze rom amboben, marTla un-aklo iyo. mec moveswari mis gamomcx-var paskas; baboSenis recepts dRemdeiyenebs mTeli Tqveni sagvareulo. imreceptiT vacxobdi xolme mere mec,Cvenebic. Sen da daTas ara, magramnanos Sexvda misi naxelavi; rom daiba-da, swored im weliwads paskis orcxo-bila zamTramde migvyva da TveebisasCaiSi CafSxvnils vaWmevdi.

saxli rom axsena, Rimili ver Se-vikave. mivxvdi, rom warmodgeniT isaxla sofelSi iyo, Cvens gamoketilsaxlSi, saidanac misTvis samyaros aTv-lis wertili iwyeboda; sadac mamaCem-ma cxrameti wlis gogo miiyvana dauTxra, ai, aq icxovreb, neli, dReidanSeni kera es iqnebao. da dedaCemsac, amsityvebis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT,TiTqmis arasodes moucvlia fexisaxlidan, Tu ar CavTvliT mamaCemissikvdilis Semdeg zamTrobiT qalaqSiCamosvlas. _ raze CageRima, _ mkiTxacota gakvirvebulma, magram aRar CamZ-iebia, ise gaagrZela, _ is suraTi xogaxsovs, mamaSeni baboSenTan xelgada-xveuli rom dgas sacxenis ezoSi? _sikvdilamde ori-sami wliT adrea ga-daRebuli. mTlad axalgazrda wavida.rogor uyvarda mamaSens... da gamoxat-vac SeeZlo. Tqven sada xarT eseTiTbilebi... an daTa, _ daakonkretaufro.

miuxedavad imisa, rom aseTi gadax-vevisTvis mzad ar viyavi, naTqvamisaswrafod gaviazre da sakmaod uxe-Sad mivaxale:

_ visi bralia mere, rogorebicgagvzarde, iseTebi varT...

_ ram gagacxara, sawyenad ar miTq-vams, Svilo, _ miTxra damnaSave bavS-viviT da am SviloTi gamanadgura. ai,dedaCemis kidev erTi im TvisebaTa-

gani, romelic weRan zemoT Cam-ovTvale. ver warmomedgina, rom aseTdros adamians daTmoba da ukan daxevaSeeZlo. magram axla marTla ar gavRi-zianebulvar da radgan sindisi suf-Ta mqonda, Tamamad SemeZlo meTxova,rom moyola ar Seewyvita. Tumca, de-daCemma es Cemi Txovnis gareSec gaake-Ta.

_ sofelSi baboSens giorgi eqimimkurnalobda. pirvelad iman uTxra,operacias azri ara aqvso. mamaSenmamainc ar daiSala da TbilisSi waiyva-na. iq ki gauWriaT, magram maSinve daux-uriaT _ igive uTqvamT. swored imdros, mamidaSenma meored moitexakiseri _ im gaubedurebul, Sviliankacs gahyva colad; me muceli Tavzemqonda moqceuli; ufrosi rZlebicota nawyenebi iyvnen dedamTilze, qm-rebic gadabirebulebiviTa hyavdaTdaZalauneburad, esec, ZiriTadad,isev mamaSenis sapatrono gaxda. amaskidev, am sawyals, papaSenTan xo siga-reti gauxda sananebeli, aq sizmarinaxa: daTvis soko xo gagigia _ erTiiWmeba, meore _ ara, Sxamiania. viRa-cas ZilSi uswavlebia, Sxamiani romel-ic aris, magrad danaye da wveni zedWrilobaze daawureo.

_ mere, ar gaakeTa, xo kargad ico-da sokoebis cnoba? _ vkiTxe raRac-nairi, sasowarkveTili xmiT.

_ ara, SeeSinda, ver gabeda,_ xmaauTrTolda dedaCemsac. TviTonacZalian nanobda mere, Tavs iklavda,balRiviTa Rrialebda xolme nasvami.viTom xo magari iyo, Zlieri, janmrTe-li. CxubSic ise gadaeSveboda xolmeTaviT, arc dafiqrdeboda, magram ase-Ti raRaceebis _ sizmrebis, wyevlis,mkiTxavebis Zalian eSinoda. arada, Sem-TxveviToba zogjer marTla cvlis ad-amianis cxovrebas. vin icis, iqneb swo-red es sizmari iyo mTeli ojaxis ga-darCenis imedi; iqneb baboSens rom ec-ocxla, arc sawyali biZaTqvenebi daR-upuliyvnen ase ubralod, mamaSenis be-dic sxvanairad Semobrunebuliyo danaxevari cxovreba mkvdrebis marxvaSiar gaetarebina... Tumca, baboSeni maincbednieri qali yofila _ ise wavidaimqveynad, rom Svilebis sikvdils arSeswrebia.

_ an axla raRa dros ameebze la-parakia, an Senc ras gaixseneb xolme wa-ramara da mayoleb? _ moulodneladcota gaRizianebulma, TiTqos ufroCems gasagonad ki ara, TavisTvis Cail-aparaka dedaCemma da gaCumda.

didxans ijda garindebuli. kalTa-Si mowafesaviT ewyo ukve mimWknari,daxaluli xelebi da zemodan Tval-mouSoreblad dascqeroda. mere Za-lian mSvidad, orive xeli aiRo, Sub-lze CamoSlili Tma gaiswora da nelimoZraobiT isev televizorisken Se-brunda, rac dRevandeli Cveni saubrissabolood dasrulebas niSnavda.

radgan kargad vicnobdi mis xasi-aTs, gagrZeleba aRar miTxovia, ara-da, kidev mindoda raRacebis dazu-steba da kiTxva. raRas vizamdi, savar-Zelze fexebi moxerxebulad Semov-ikece, sazurges odnav gverduladmiveyrdeni da beds Seguebulma, axlaukve fiqriT, SedarebiT axlo warsul-Si, mamaCemTan gadavinacvle. samwuxar-od, is erTaderTi iyo Cemi gvaris uax-loesi gardacvlili naTesavebidan,visTanac megzuri da Suamavali armWirdeboda.

ina arCuaSvili

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givi alxaziSvili

Cabrunebuli mzera

/Tebervlis epistole/

:...im qals ra unda,fanjridan rom giyurebs?aTi welia aq ar arisda rogor giyurebs...sad migacilebs misi mzera?!

.....................................ivsebi bindiT,Segatoves Ramis wveTovans,Tovlia SenSi da Sen fiqrob:SesaZloa, tanjul Tvalebs CamoeTovaam mTagorebze da ara zecas,amindis nacvlad mtkivneuli Jami feiqrobs,gadaaTeTra Seni Tvalebida horizontis yulfi Seikra....

xvalamde droa,elodebi sisxlnaklul donors _ianvris mzes da eficxebi wuTs mosalodnels,uRimi meddas,Calurjebul venas uCveneb,rogorc mklavze amosul iasda gixaria, dRes rom tkivils gagiyuCeben.

ra sagrZnobia, rom aq viRac dadis uCumradda Sori_axlo isev eTreva,swored aq, sadac siyvaruliada rac gasavlel dReebs gamsWvalavstkivilis mzea,SiSis xmaa da simkveTrea.

ver imalebi verc sityvaSi da verc dumilSi,aRarc RimilSi darCenila Seni adgili,aRarc xmaSida Tu miaRwev mxolod kvnesamde,da mTeli Rame ise gmarcvlavs wamokvnesebi,TiTqos xsovnaSi atkivebul wuTebs Tesavde.

ucnobi xedi fanjrebidan da ucabedifiqris simware,Tavis daxra da aridebaTvalis, romelic kargavs dasayrdensda Cabrundeba Tavis siRrmeSi,rom Tavdapirvel bindSi dasaxlde.

qaris xsovna

...xolo is, Tavis arseboba rom Semaxsenos,gamimeorebs: _ aq aRara var...

ra undoda?!

Ramec ar hyofnis dasamalavad,dRe _ saarsebod.

xsovnaa misi aq yofnis mowme,ar gamodgeba radgan xsovna yofnis alibad,Turme aq iyo da ver vixseneb,verc is mixsenebs da mebraleba, _miviwyebasa da xsovnas SorisCarCenil droSi rom mimacilebsadgilnacvali orientiri?!Sen eZeb sityvas pirvandel niSniTda ara lamaz ornamentiviT.

stumrad xar Sin daiqsov siCumes,drois simdores gulSi igubebda wasasvlelad yovelTvis mzad xarda abreSumis WiasaviT Seni fusfusisul furcel_furcel aaSrialebssibneles, sadac krTeba fosfori _rogorc saflavze xsovnis niSani.

fanjris rafaze SiSvelmklavebCamoyrdnobilifiqrob, rom dedis kalTas gagonebs,es xelisguli, sadac Tavs Cargavda Tvlemis frTebqveS ikreb samyaros,sadac gamWolad xedav sizmar_cxadsda brolis WrilSi iCekeba farSavangebi.

es erTaderTi suraTia am yofasTan rom gakavSirebs_deda, odnav moxril TiTebiTrogor giwvdida haeris yvavils.

Seni stumrobiT daiRalnen Sin da gareTac...

akrefilia akad_nusxurSiSeni teqsti apokrifulida roca waxval fexakrefiTSens akrefil nabijebsac daixsomebenZveli qarebi, kafeebi da kulisebi...

qari sulia, aravin icis, saidan modis an saiT midisda qaris xsovna Segifarebs ukunisamde.

wuTebi, CveniT rom ivseba...

`Cvenc davnebdeT siyvaruls~... vergiliusi

vsvam Sens Tvalebs,xmasac,frenis wuTs rom ixangrZliveb wamRerebisas...siyvaruli ki eaxleba Tavis viwroebsda yovel jerze axalia..

poulobs sxivi WuWrutanas...

mgoni mzec ki ver Seedreba im wuTs,CveniT rom ivseba,da ZarRvebSi simReriT dadis.

... da yovel jerze axalia...

puris suni

sicocxlis Senis darajs uerTgulessda miwis borcvze fusfuss xoWoebis _daakvirdebi, rogor gahyavT dro,TiTqos rom aris.

Sen zurgs Seaqcev mSiSara fiqrs,moCvenebiTad sibilur gumansda mTebs gaxedav, isev rom sduman,radgan simaRliT yvelaferi Tqves.

gageRimeba, rom bavSvobas izogav dRemde,raxmaninovis meore koncerts rom usmen axlac..Sen iqiT ginda, sadac musika ibadeba,roca yoveli Sesrulebisas ivsebi frTebiTda geSinia, rom gafrindeda Sens budes gadaufrino,saiTac Tvalic ar gageqceva.

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:) pauza da mere nabiji, nabiji, ritmis modinebada gamWvirvalebiT SekrTeba oTaxSi yoveli saganida raRac Rrmavdeba, Rrmavdeba WasaviTSenSi da sityvaSi da wuTsac ireklavs,romelic xan moCans da xan imalebabgeridan bgeramde da zogjer pauzaCvenc gvauCinarebs da vigulisxmebiTim bzarSi, romelic Jamma amoqola,wigni gadafurcla, mere saniSnebladsxivi Caafina da sxvaTa qoqolasyuri ar aTxova.gadavrCi, gadavrCi... TvalebiT naTqvamida Seni portreti xsovnaSi gadarCa,xandaxan cxovrebas vagrZeleb RadarSi,viwvi da vcocxldebi da boli ara Cans,ise SeumCnevlad gavdivar fanjridan,Cemgan da Senganac da yovelivedanda bavSvi, dResaviT rom wamoiCita,SemomrCa xilul da erTaderT imedad.

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siCumes Seni guli ucems da isic gismens,bavSvobidan ase grZeldeba,viRacas ucdi, Sori_axlos rom geguleba,viRac xmas gawvdens saiqiodanda Sen qvavdebi da qvasac Seni guli ucems _Sen rom mogesma da sxvas aravis,sityvasac Seni guli ucemsda miuyvebi Ramis xnuls da imaves Tesav,rasac mravali welia imki.

momenatrebi, maSinac ki, roca aqve xarda meSinia, rom gafrinde sadme CitiviT,momenatreba Seni xelis mCate Sexebada SiSis SiSi da es fiqri _ SiSis CiTili _TvalebSi aCens uferul foTlebs...da qvasac Seni guli ucems...

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dilas aRviZebs puris suni,sicocxlis sunida xsovna wvdeba yvela momkelsda kalooba brunavs sisxlSida es dila, Camomxdari drois kevridan,kurdRelauris yanebisken Tvals gaaparebs.

deduleTis monatreba mavsebs da mcdis _mexsiereba Tu kidev SemrCada puris natexs vaweb RvinoSi.

gamzeurebul saTibebidan brundeba papa,xolo bebia gafuebul coms dastrialebs.

is darCa Zmebze motirali,mduRare cremliT orTav Tvalis amomkalavi,dgas misi landi CemSi, rogorc dardis karavi.

es ar aris foto_asli,originalSi mec iq viyav, magram ar vCanvar,radgan isini CarCnen CemSida suraTi aris CemSi da me CarCo var.

dilas aRviZebs puris suni,arsobis suni..

2 -15 aprili 2010

es dRe sad gaqra?!

sad gaqra es dRe,Sens TvalebSi rom davinaxe?!

geficebi wiTel georginebs, xaverdis vardebsda saflavze anwlis silaRes,yvelafers, rac ki bavSvobidan aris CemSi,rogorc daxurul galereaSida drodadro sityvebSi Cndebasaurme gza da puris yana, sadac mze Cadis.....

geficebi beber yores,zogjer auxsnel xmebs rom gamoscems,xavsic sicocxlis niSaniada qvebi saTqmels amboben xavsiT...

geficebi beber yorans,axla rom Tavze gadamifrinada saRamo Semohyva frTebiT,albaT, xedavda papaCemicasi wlis winaT.

geficebi ablabudas, sxivebiT naqsovs,Tvalwin rom brwyinavsda im wyaros, rom daikarga,magram xsovnaSi mainc darCada vewafebi xsovnis wyarosda wyurvils viklav....

geficebi qvevris dumils,papaCemi rom xsnida sarqvels,mere ayalos xels Seavlebdada Zlivs varCevdi erTmaneTisganxels da ayalos.

geficebi xilvis fragments,roca gamWolad davinaxe Rvinis livliviyvela qvevrsa da yvela WurSi,miwis RameSi da davrCi saxtad.

Tvals gavapareb,gavxedav saydars,daujerebel sinamdviles, cxadSi rom axda.

ver davificeb purs,me ki ara,puri da Rvino cocxlobs CemSida maarsebebs,axla rom mesmisis sityvebi frTebiT mavseben.

geficebi,Rameebma ise gamtexes...me ki megona Rameebs vtexdi.

geficebi, ver gavige, es dRe sad gaqra...

aRar masvenebs miviwyebul Sairis suli:cxra qalamani gavcviTe, cxra gza, cxra xerxi

vcadeo,`vdie da ver davewie, davje da davucadeo~.

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* * *mipoveT vinme,vinc SeaRviZebs Svidsimian qnars,rom misi sunTqva moswvdes ialqansda Semacuros zRvaSi naviviT..

me daviviwyeb ocdameerTesda udroobis zRvarTan Cavivli.

ver davTme yofa da gamoyofa,Tavis mRvimiT da mkerdis aivniT.

* * *ver aRivseba guli Cemi Sendami mtr-obi-T,mxolod egaa, saxels Sensas moedo obi.Sen cxovr-ob Seni gulgril_`obi~_T, me var uSenodda aRar minda uSen-ob-as amovuSenomtr-obi-s kedeli, radgan axlac moCans garkveviT,qsov simartoves abreSumis Wiis parkiviT.

***ra ucnauri yvavilia,Sens siaxloves rom amovidada iqiT ise ixedeba,TiTqos raimes uyurebdes sxvisTvis uxilavs.

xedvis im wertils daveZebdi,magram amaod,me xom ver SevZleb umizezod iqiT gaxedvas,ise uxinjod, rogorc yvavili,Sens siaxloves rom amovida..

Sen, vinc aq wevxar, meramdene saukuneada miwac ki veRar gixsenebs....

* * *am oTaxebSi erTmaneTis sunTqvac ki gvesmis,varT Soriaxlos,rogorc gasuli saukunis eqsponatebi,uwarwerodac gasagebia,vcxovrobT sakuTar saxl-muzeumSi.

zafxulis mindvrebs, zRvas da mTa-barsSeerivnen Svilebi da SviliSvilebi,maT Camosvlamde dReebs viTvlida Jamnis kiTxva mawonasworebs.

... yoveli dRe ise mfurclavs,rogorc adre wakiTxul wignsda ver mixsenebs.

Tvlema iseTi pauzaa,rom SemeZlos usasrulod gavagrZelebdi.

* * *CavrTe musika,davutove aqvariumis oqrosfer Tevzebs,qoTnis yvavilebs da oTx kedels,erTmaneTis yurebiT daRlils;

yvela maTgans ise movbezrdi,rom mrcxvenia Sin Sebruneba.mgoni TvalSi veCxirebi am xeivans,am ifansac da ifnis Crdilsac,radganac masac Tavis gza aqvs,fexi aidgada foTol-foTol miipareba.

mec furcel-furcel aqedan iqiT...

gaxsovdes Tixa!

Sevsvam am sasmiss,rom Zveli RviniT aCqroldes sisxlida mere SenTvis waviRiRinomaTi simRera, vinc Tixad iqca...

.. usmine, Rvinis Camosxmisas _xmas rogor icvlis da mReris doqi;

bolo bgera fesvamde Camwvda.

..mkvdreTiT aRmdgarTa vsvamT sagalobels..axla rom ismis fragmentebad da vsvamT kidevacda vgrZnob saRamos lurjferovan gaxaverdebasda qveyanaze mTvaris dardis gadmokidebas.

..momenatreba, moferebisasxelisgulis qveS rom iburcebi..

gadamafare Seni mzeris Tbili qsovili...

moizileba Cvenganac Tixa,Tixisgan _ doqi,mravlisgan _ erTi,xolo im erTSi mravalTa Zili.

...mxolod Seni gamoRviZeba...da guliscemas ayolili sicocxlis Cqamida pauzebis amoqolva cvalebad tembriT..

doqi xmas icvlis...

gaxsovdes Tixa!

vinc Svelas iTxovs...

ise axloa igi CemTan,rom veRarc vamCnev,tkivilSi qreba,veRar amovTqvida mware RiRins tanjva amohyva.

is pauzebSi cdilobs damalvas,Tumca, Tvali aqeTken rCebada Svelas iTxovs.

ver uZlebs xorxi eklian bgerebsda sayrdens veZeb tkivilebs Soris.

netaria, vinc axla tiris...vinc nabijs icvlis warmosaxvaSida aqeTken arc iyureba.

is SerCa sityvas _ mravalgzis Tqmulsda mudam uTqmels,yovelTvis rom raRacas malavs.

netaria, vinc axla tiris...da isev eZebs mas, vinc aris...da ar aris... da mainc eZebs...

zRvarTan...

Cven veRaravis daviviwyebT,drom dagviviwyada aRar gvyofnis aRaravis dasaviwyebladawmyo, romelic TiTqos gvqonda,TiTqmis ara gvaqvsda udroobis bundovani Jami iwyeba,rodesac xsovna ubrundeba nacnob adgilebsda Cvenze isev saubroben Zveli sagnebi,da gadavfurclavT Cvenive Tavs da meramdeneSemodgomaa am qalaqSi, rom gzis gagnebaveravin SeZloda uazrod dafusfusebenfiqridan fiqrSi da foTlebi mimofantulieZeben Tvalebsda moxuci wyvili Tavs iqcevsTxrobiTda Txroba gulRia da infantiluri -gabzarul tembrSi gadamalavs areul ritmebs,Tvalis siRrmeSi CabJutavs Rimilsda atkivebul sicocxles iTmens...

pastorali

oRond simRera,im simReris oriod taqti...

wawaliviT rom gadaiwvencal mklavze garmons...is, melodias rom ahyveba da msubuq rxeviTSemagrZnobinebs, rom dahbera xorSakma qarmada JruanteliT ganaTda xevi...

oRond simRera, im SegrZnebis gameoreba,da asxletili wuTi igive, _axlac mzadaa bneli ZabriviTgSTanTqosda ise amogikivlos,torolas xmas rom amoisvris dila aprilis.

oRond simRera,is simRera sisxlSi rom mReris,gulSi rom gikravs da Tavs gaviwyebs...daWimulia ZarRvebi SeniTda meSinia, rom ar gamiwyde.

* * *wer. aRaravis akiTxeb da aRarc ugzavni.

darCes qaRaldze an failSi...am leqsebs aqacgadarCenis iseTive Sansi aqvT,rogorcwignSi dabeWdilan internetSi Cakargul leqsebs.

gulgrili drois imedi gqondes,is Tavis saqmis erTgulia,TiTqmis yvela gadaiviwyada raRa Sen dagimaxsovrebs?!

Sen, roca werdi,maSin iyav gandobili masTan,vinc usmens Sens guliscemas,rogorc Tavisas...

iqaa Seni TavSesafari...

dRis fragmenti

gadavikiTxav yviTel furcels,noembris dilam rom momwera,ar vici sadamde mimacilebs,visTvis meramdene foTolcvena.

waviRiRineb, radgan sityvamiqreba da guls arc edeba,TviTon mpoulobs uneblie,qarafSutuli aceteba.

dReTa dineba ra mSvidia,ra gadamdebia maJori,me, axla, SenTan siaxlove,raRac dauviwyars maSorebs.

haeri gaJRenTila komSis suniT,ar vici, Sen Tu gekomSeba,ra gulubryvilod mixaria,da guli mainc mekumSeba:

Semomefanta Zmakacebi,Cven erTad mxolod warsulSi varT,an sizmarad, sxvagan aRara varT...gamogvelia erTmaneTi,SegvrCa cxovreba farRalala...ismis garaJidan areulihari-harale da arxalala...

samalavi

Tavi davkarge da aRar veZeb...

aq unda davrCe,radgan es gza midis arsaiTda suli eZebs caSi gasaRwevs,Ria sarkmelSi Semofrenil beRurasaviT.

guli Cixia,sadac erTmaneTs SevuZRvebiTda iq vamyofebT,iqve vinaxavT xsovnis saflavebs,mere vizogavT mware salafavs...SemaJrialebs gulgriloba sicarielisda vsinjav fiqriT aRmoCenils da naalafars,vaTvaliereb koleqcias Zvel galeriis..da igi isev aqve aris,bgerebs amohyavT,roca gardacvlil bavSvebisTvis mReris maleri...

Secbunebuli gavxedav dReebs,adre rom iyvnen da mobrundnen,isev rom wavlen...Sen uisrebos hgavdi ciferblatsda miambobdi, es noemberi,rogor TandaTan Cailia da Caiferfla.

ra unda vuTxra karsmomdgar zamTarsda SiSs, romelmac gamoiRviZada CemSi Tavis samyofels avlens,ra unda vuTxra daWaobebulwarsulis Jaltams da malarias,dabrunebuli dReebic wavlen...Semodgomam xom imaliara,mzera gagviTbo feradi navliT....

axla es wuTi _ aTasi wlis samalavia..da gardacvlili bavSvebisTvis mReris maleri...

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dasawyisi ##### 9-22

aka morCilaZe

legendaruli qemeras piradi

da sazogadoebrivi cxovreba

mesmis egeTebi, suleli xo aravar. karoCe, me iseTi azri gamiCda, rogvritisa raRacas Zvels awveba, is Zve-li kide aRar arsebobs. an ar awveba,mara enatreba. me egeTi azri gamiCda.

Tore xo icis, ro qurduli zakone-bi Seicvala da TiTon qurdebmaSecvales.

im laparak-laparakSi erTi axlan-deli qurdi ar uxsenebia, sul Zvelebsaxsenebda.

iseTi laparaki icoda, ro rac memindoda, ro, aba, Zmao, amdeni icxovreda amdeni weliwadia qurdi xar da, aba,rasac fiqrobdi ro daiwye, is ari, mi-pasuxa. ise tonkaT mipasuxa, ro me ma-gra meyo da gamecina Cem gulSi, rovijeqi maRla sufraze da planebs vaw-yobdi _ exla es SeuSva, exla egre mi-udgeTqo da daTroba mindoda, roufro duxiT mekiTxa raRaceebi. xoici, Tu gadareuli ara xar da daleu-li gaq, oRonc mTvrali ki ar xar,prosto kargaTa xar, magraT ki ara,kargaT, ro ekiTxebi reski rames, ra-Raca pontSi ufro gamogdis.

me ar mikiTxia da vafSe gadavi-fiqre, iman kide, naTliaCem gvritisam,vafSe mixvda, risken vawvebodi daTiTon mipasuxa, oRonc erTi sityviTki ara, ki da ara pontSi, rac vafSe arari saintereso, amiT mipasuxa, ro il-aparaka, pirdapir ara Tqva da mainckide mipasuxa. Zveli zakalkis kaci iyoda vafSe sxvanairi.

me liCnaT, vafSe ar mainteresebsrames ro vikiTxav da metyvian, kio anarao. ki da ara erT pontSia sain-tereso, ro iseTi bazari Tua, ro yve-lafers Tavisi saxeli daerqves. iqac,saintereso ki ar ari, prosto iq pala-Jenia iTxovs da ki an ara unda iTqvasda imiTi saqme gadawydes, Tore ki daara ra pontia, stalini xo ar ari.

vis raT unda ki da ara. xoda, rasacvfiqrobdi naTliaCem gvritisaze, ropativiscema mqonda im pontSi, ro qur-dia da egeTi saxeli aq, ro erTizapinka, erTi rame iseTi ar yofila.araqurduli ki ara, ris araqurduli.eg dauSvebda rames, ro sasporo yo-filiyo? araqurduli ki ara, prosto,ai, Cveulebrivi kaci ro ifiqrebs, ronaRdaT qurdulaT ki moiqcao, viRa-caze ro ifiqrebs, mara Cveulebrivikai adamianiviT ki veRaro. me su mego-na, ro qurdulSi xSiraT moxdeba, roqurduliT sworea, mara prostokeTili adamianisTvis, kai, vityvi ha,keTili arifisTvis, eg ambavi miuRebe-lia, imito, ro an borotulia an rameiseTi, ro prosto adamiani vergaugebs, prosto, egeTi JostkobisgamqaCavi ar xar da romc iyo, aruyuref im pontSi, ro eg vafSe saWiroacxovrebaSi.

iasnia exla, is bazari ki ar Semyavs,ro qurduli da arifuli sxvadasxvaa,iasnia, ro sxvadasxvaaa. imas vambof, roprosto sxvadasxva ki ar ari, qurdeb-Si Tu arian iseTi roJebi ro, rac pros-to keTil adamians aq Tvisebebi, imaTacro qondeT.

ai, magaze vfiqrobdi im pontSi, rogvritisas ro usmendi, vafSe gadama-viwyda, ro qurdia. eg kide redki pon-tia. me rac qurdebTan vyofilvar, mi-saubria da ravi ramdeni rame, pros-to, moSvebuli me iq ara vyofilvar,ro, ai, svabodnaT. Cven ezoSi kide, rovijeqiT kibeze, viyavi. iasnia, ronaTliaCem gvritisas brali iyo ega.brali ra. egeTi kaci iyo, eg davinaxeCven ezoSi da maSin daviwye magazefiqri, ro Tu Seileba, ro egeTi kaci,egeTi xasiaTi ro aq, qurdi gaxdes.Seileba albaT, raxan eg gaxda. pros-to, me is davinaxe, ro eg ar ari pros-to magari qurdi da ganabi. paxodu, egsxva viRacac ari, prosto palaJiwelniadamiania da, ese igi, Seileba, ro See-rios eg ori ponti.

Tavidan vafSe sxvanairaT megona.sufraze ro avedi da magis da mama-

Cemis bazars ro vismendi, meTqi, age,

ori beberi pristupniki damjdara dapristupnikul xumrobebs uSvebs erT-maneTSi. mere egre aRar davinaxe, Tum-ca, isac maxsovda, ro cota xalxi iqne-boda qveyanaze egeTi, visTanac gvri-tisa egre miSvebulaT ibazrebda,rogorc mamaCemTan.

Zmebi iyven da mamaCemi magis baz-arze damkvirvebeli da gamomkidebe-li ar iyo. arc ambobda rameebs gamo-sakidebels, prosto, xumrobda daqurdebis xumroba ro gamigia, cotaiseTia, ra. mament ar ari, ro vaxaxaxa,

bizness ki ar veZaxi, saqmes veZaxi, roraRaca gevaseboda da gjeroda davafSe bolomde Sexvedi magaSi.

Sen raRaca magari gegona, is kideiseTive goTvernobaa, rogorc sxvarameebi, rac ar gevaseboda. prosto,vidi aq sxvanairi. xoda, Sexvedi da Sex-vedi, veRar gamoxvedi. da rato veRargamoxvedi, erTi ukve vTqvi. ro egeT-ia, ro ro gamoxval, vafSe sxva kaciunda gaxde, im saqmisTvis kide, sadaciyavi, vafSe noli xdebi. noli, pros-to noli ki ara, araferi. pativiscema

magis gakveTilze vzivarT.es atanelovi kide ari mecxreSi, an

vafSe amTavrebs, aRarc maxsovs, xoda,gakveTilze vzivarT, xoda, gaiRokariii.

gaiRo kari da iseTi pontia, ro amqasaZes gakveTilze egre Sevardna-gamovardna da karis braxabruxi ar iyoxolme.

xoda, gaiRo kari da Semovida giviaatanelovi da dadga karebSi da Cvenar gviyurebs, uyurebs pirdapir am mas-wavlebels.

exla, xo azze xar, meeqvseSi xar daCvenTvis saxeli qonda am giviaatanelovs.

daJe, skola ebarao, ambobden. sko-la Caabareso.

me ravi, meeqvse klasSi ras gamo-arkvev, vis abaria skola, mere kide,magan daamTavra.

am qasaZemac Sexeda erTi, mara esatanelovi ar gadis, dgas da egreuyurebs, wveri aq gauparsavi. ra pon-tSi, ici, jer ro ulvaSi ar gaq amosu-li da wveri ro yelze gaq. yurebidanmoyveba da dabla Cadis. egeT pontSiwveri aq da qasaZes kide gaparsulifexebi aq SarvalSi, prosto, Cven toC-na ar viciT.

xoda, es qasaZe, rogorc icoda,euneba. vafSe, toCnaT maxsovs eg baz-ari, yvelaferi zepiraT. egre gamovi-da.

qasaZe euneba: gadi, atanelovi dadaxure kari, aq ar ari Seni gakveTili.

es atanelovi kide dgas, givia. viT-omc ar gaugonia, egre uyurebs, ro, ai,Suxuri ro iwyeba, mara jer ro bazariaxolme. bavSobaSi ar gaxsovs? ai, stre-lka xo da bazari da ori bazroben dasastavi garSemoa da is ori xo bazr-oben da ukan kide Zmakacebi udgas daerTi Zmakaci ro magra CumaT ari, maraim pontSi iyureba, ro, mament, pirve-li daartyams. ai, egeT vidzea giviaatanelovi.

aman ki Tqva qasaZem, mara giviaskaroCe ar esmis.

Tavis pontSia da uyurebs.didi ro vyofiliyavi, vifiqrebdi,

ro kaifSia an dabolda da prosto aricis, ra pontSi Semovida da sad Semov-ida.

xoda, ucbaT givia atanelovi eune-ba:

Sen ra giTqvia?im Tavisi ucxoelisaviT bazariT.Sens awveba, karoCe.qasaZem kide iasnia icis, ro raRa-

ca uTqvia da Tan qasaZea, ro strogiqasaZe.

da meTqi, exla iyvirebs, gaeTrie, Sedegenerato. is imis sanacvloT kideambobs:

ra miTqvia?Tan rogor ambobs.izmenaSia, mara Cven ar unda dag-

vanaxos eg izmena. Tore Cven Tu davi-naxeT, rogorRa migvaCmorebs. meeqvseklasia, pirveli welia, ro fizikazevarT.

me ki ar miswavlia is fizika, mara,xo unda migaCmoros maswavlebelma?Cven dros egre iyo skolaSi, exlanatukas ro kiTxo, egre aRar ari.

ra miTqvia?euneba.givia kide egre karebSi dgas da ir-

weva. Cven xo vera vxedavT, ukan sastaviudgas Tu martoa. mere Tqves iqiTariads vinc ijda, edga sastavio, kane-Sna imaT dasanaxaT movida sabazroT,ena imaT miutanes da exla givia,xoazze xar.

xoda, givia ambobs: Sen giTqvia, rogivia atanelovi noliao.

zustaT ase uTxra.Sen giTqvia, ro givia atanelovi

noliao.vaaa. xoda, exla es qasaZe ras Sveba?givia dgas da elodeba.qasaZem icis, ro vsio. giviam iqave

unda daartyas klasis win. is opiti aqs,ro unda iCaliCos, ro bavSvebis win argailaxos, Tore mere is bavSvebic xovTqvi ra... karoCe, egeTi azrovneba aqqasaZes.

ramdeni vicine, ufro Jostkobazea.xoda, egeTi iyo es naTliaCemi gvri-

tisa, me egre davinaxe im Rames. merekide is vifiqre, ro mament, prostogaixsna da prosto situacia iyo ege-Ti, ro vin icis, egeTi veCeri vafSetips ramdeni welia ar qonia, ro Tavi-si Zveli da namdvili Zmakaci,trusikis Zmakaci da Tavisi naTlulida kide magisi orive Zmakaci, sxvebi,albaT, magisTvis Zaan sayvareli xalxida prosto, iseT dalniSi cxovrobdaega, ro monatrebuli iyo eseT ponts.me egre mgonia, egec didi iyo, ro moun-da bazari da mica Tavs ufleba, roCemTan egeTi yofiliyo.

Tore qurdebis meti ra vici, imaT-Tan puri miWamia, xo vambob, da egrecuTqviaT CemTvis, gulSi gkocnio.

mara ega, ezoSi ro viyaviT, sxva ba-zari iyo, maRla bazari roa. karoCe,naTlia naTluls melaparakeboda impontSi, ro naTlia qurdi naTluligroks ki ara, naTlia naTluls imen-na da meti araferi.

me egre vifiqre, ro, karoCe, cx-ovrebaSi kai is iqneboda, ro raRacasaqme ro daiwye da boloSi ro gadix-ar, im duxSi ifiqro, ro rogorc dai-wye da ra pastanovkac gqonda, istyuili ar gamovides. Tore ra gamo-dis, ro mTeli cxovreba rac iCaliCe,risTvisac daiwye, is ar yofila, pros-to, miyevi da miyevi da Sen vinRa xarmaSin Sen gulSi? magaria, albaT, is, rogamodgeba xolme, rac ggonia, mara mear vici, egeTi saqme ro bolomde isgamodges. cota meti, cota naklebi,iasnia mara, mgoni, yvelaze meti is ari,vafSe sxvagan ro miyavs, Sen erTiggonia, giswordeba, gamoekidebi,miyvebi da Turme, eg vafSe sxvagan mi-dis. mag dros kaci ras Sveba? im kaczevambof, magis fiqri ro Seulia da mix-vedra, Tore, egre ise gaivlis, ro arcdaufiqrdebian. saqme is ari, vincdaufiqrdeba. dafiqrebulia, mix-vedrilia, yoveldRe xvdeba da maincmiyveba, Cayolilia da mand uJe mTelisastavi CiTavs, imito, ro iqidan veR-ar amodis an aRar amodis.

rato?ai, eg aris saqme.erTi, ro cxovrebam egre icis, iseT

palaJenias dagiyenebs, ro Tu Zaan ma-gari ar xar da Zaan magra ar gkidiafexebze Seni Tavi, im saqmidan ver gamo-dixar, romelSic Sesuli xar. saqmes

aRara gaq. ai, gabozebuli qurdiviTxar, ubraloT ro vTqva. qurdulze kiar vambof imenna, prosto, cxovrebissaqmeebzec vambof. Tore qurdulSi,vidze egrea, ro daiRale da daberdida gamoxvedi. eg iqiT iyos, erTi gam-axsenda nolze da mogiyvebi, sanam kideamaze vibazref.

cota bazari gamexsna da me ro baz-ari gamexsneba, natuka egreve ambofs,ai, exla unda wagiyvano mamaosTano.

maica erTi, me xo izmena maq magaTi.mere kide ityvis, wagiyvan exla

fsiqologTano da magra CagayenebskalapotSio. ver gavige, vafSe, mamaosda fsiqologis ambavi da veunebi, anerTi axsene an meore da Senze karqaTvicio, prosto, SenisTanisTvis yve-laferi unda mosinjoo. egre vxum-robT. xumrobs, ra.

xo, nolze.

givia atanelovis da

fizikis ambavi

erTi Zveli biWi iyo skolaSi ra,givia atanelovi. ebraeli iyo. mere arvici, wavida Tu rogorRacas, aRar mi-naxia da aRar gamigia. saxSi etyobaufro rusulaT laprakobden da sko-laSi kide qarTulSi iyo da qarTulaTro bazrobda, raRacnairaT bazrobda,zogjer ucxoelebi ro bazrobentelevizorSi. rusebi ki ara, imena ucx-oelebi.

xoda, fizikis maswlebeli iyo erTi,qasaZe. jer qasaZe ra stranni gvaria,mara iyo. xoda rogori xma qonda ici,exla ro televizorSi pidarastebi rogamoyavT da modaze da raRaceebze robazroben xolme. ai, egeTi xma qonda daskolaSi bazari iyo, ro qasaZe fexebsiparsavso. me eg ar Semimowmebia, pros-to, biWebi kaifobden, fexburTis saTa-maSoT waviyvanoTo da, qemer, Sen waiy-vaneo da vnaxavT, fexebi gaparsulebiaq Tu arao. ra kaSmarebs vyvebi xo azzexar. ravi, vis qonda nanaxi magis gapar-suli fexebi ar vici, mara egre modio-da xma. maSin xo egre ar iyo, Seileba,marTla pidarasti iyo, me ra vici.prosta, stranni iyo, ro gestrannebabavSs, xo ici. mara iseTi maswavlebeliiyo, xo ici, ro ver daaizmenef. naispugver aiyvandi, fexebze ekida, su degen-ratebs iZaxda. ekida vafSe, gogoebi,biWebi. sanam patarebi viyaviT, su egreambobda.

erTic ari, meeqvse klasSi varT da

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maSin sul ramdenime dRiT CavedisofelSi Cemi Zmis ambis Casatanad.jarSi Cxubi mouvida da Tavis or amx-anag biWTan erTad saSinlad nacemisamxedro hospitalSi iwva. didad arcarasodes gvilxinda, magram materi-alurad mainc im wlebSi gagviWirdayvelaze metad. mezoblebSi Zlivs moa-kowiwa mamaCemma samocdaaTi lari, imbiWebidan erT-erTis mamas SeuTanxm-da da meore diliTve gadawyvitaqalaqSi, daTas samxedro nawilSi was-vla, iqneb rogorme ufross saxlSigamovaSvebinoo.

im saRamos piri oTaxSi gaiparsa. me`kuSetkaze~ vijeqi da Tvals vadevneb-di. nerviuloba ar etyoboda. eg iyo,

saWiroze didxans ijda fexiani, mag-idaze dasadgmeli patara sarkis winda adgomas ar Cqarobda. axlac Tval-win midgas mxrebTan amosviringebulimisi dakunTuli xelebis moZraoba daraRacnairi, gamWoli gamoxedva,rogoric adre arasodes SemimCnevia.amis Semdeg ki... jer Rame iyo, dedaCe-mis winaswarmetyveluri sizmris Rame,da mere isev dRe, oRond, isic Rame-saviT Savi.

_ wuxel mTeli Rame loginSivwrialebdi, ver daviZine, _ miTxradiliT, mamaCemis wasvlis Semdeg oTax-Si Semosulma, garderobSi xilaband-isTvis TavSergulma dedaCemma, _ Sub-li unda gavikra, Tavi miskdeba;TiTqos ar mZinebia da sizmari ki me-sizmra, Tan _ cudi. wyalsac ki vuTx-ari umZraxi piriT, magram mainc vermovisvene, _ daayola viTom sasxvaTa-Sorisod. miuxedavad imisa, rom jerkargad gamofxizlebuli ar viyavi daxmis amoReba mezareboda, mivxvdi, rommarTla wuxda da gamolaparakeba un-

ina arCuaSvili

fedaanebidasasruli

doda. sawolSi wamovjeqi. _ ra iyo,ra naxe aseTi? _ vkiTxe Tvalebis fS-vnetiT. is ki mogvianebiTRa gaviazre,rom tiroda da rom ar damenaxa, gar-derobidan imitom melaparakeboda.

_ viTom, _ odnav moguduli xmamodioda Cemamde, _ sacxenis Zvelisaxlis win TuTa rom idga, im TuTasTanvijeqi. es mTeli Tqveni gvaris mkvdre-bi Cems garSemo iyvnen Camwkrivebule-bi, me kidev kalTaSi xaxvi da niori me-yara dasarCevad. xan erTi muWiT viReb-di am xaxvs da niors, xan _ meoreTi daxelidan xelSi gadamqonda, TiTqosvTamaSobdi. cudad maqvs dacdili,simwares niSnavs. netav ra ambavs Cam-oitans mamaSeni, an im biWs Tu Camoiy-vans? _ sizmris gagrZelebasaviT TqvadedaCemma bolo winadadeba. mere gar-derobis kari mixura da mamaCemiseu-li mwvane kaSneTi xelSi saswrafod me-ore oTaxSi gavida, saidanac cota xnisSemdeg dawynarebuli xmiTgamomZaxa:ecade daiZino, Zili Seibrune Tu Se-Zleb, jer adrea.

veRarc maSin daviZine da veRarcmomdevno, TiTqmis mTeli kviris gan-mavlobaSi, sanam avariiT swored imdiliT daRupuli mamaCemi miwas armivabareT Tavisi ori Zmis gverdiT.mere ki, icocxle, meZina _ xan saRa-Tas ZiliT da xanac kurdReliviTmfrTxalad; xan sawolSi Cawolils daxanac ase, rogorc axla var, savarZel-Si naxevrad mokuntuls da baboCem-iseul SalSi gamoxveuls... SigadaSiggamoRviZebuls ki mTel sxeulSi isbalRamiviT mware SegrZneba mqonda,rasac Seni uaxloesi adamianis amqvey-nad ararseboba hqvia.

* * *fiqrebidan rom gamoverkvie, de-

daCemi oTaxSi aRar damxvda. televi-zors xma dabalze hqonda daweuli dasamzareulodan frTxili xmauri ismo-da. albaT vaxSams amzadebs, _ Cavila-parake CemTvis da televizori sxvaarxze gadavrTe.

gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi

xoda, gaiwia fanjrisken, iq dadgada miawva qasaZe blukuns. ai, ro daiz-mendeba kaci, ro icis, ro unda daCa-gron magraT da ro ver wauva da CumaTiqneboda sixaruliT da ifiqrebda,gauSvi, egre damCagrono, CumaT viqne-bi da mimaCmorono, mara, ara, CumaTarao. imenna Tan Cven dagajvamTo daTan Sen daijvi Tavzeo. ai, plenebs roeqcevian omis dros, raRaca sastavi datelevizorSi ro iReben, ro paxoduvafSe mospon. egeTi pontia, prosto,iq sicocxlea fasi, mara izmenas vin ga-zomavs? sicocxlezec da yvelafer-zec, izmena erTnairia, roca uRonoxar da ician, ro SeSinebuli xar.

xoda daiwyo qasaZem blukuni: meee,meee...

iZaxis.meee... arc miTqvia da... arc... meee...

me arasdros ar miTqvia...givia atanelovi kide dgas karebSi

da irweva, Zvel biWebma ro icoden Zve-laT, ukve atvets ro iReben da daiw-yebden xolme rwevas, ro me, ai, egeTispakoini var, ro vafSe ar mainteresebsSeni bazari, windawin vici da vafSe ma-gari sacodavi xar da exla da-gafurTxeb da trakaT dagsvam.

es kide miawva da laparakobs dalaparakobs, meee...meee...

gaCerdeba, givia arafers ar ambobs,mTeli klasi uyurebs, gogoebic. rava-lia, gogoebTan ro maswavlebeliblukunebs. gogoebma xo gagebis ramee-bi ar ician, imaT prosto ician da ami-to texavs xolme imaTTan.

eee, rodindeli ambavia, meeqvseklasSi rodis viyavi vafSe aRar maxs-ovs.

givia irweva, es kide daelodeba,aba, givia ras metyviso da is kide roarafers ar euneba da prosto irwevada qveSqveSaT uyurebs im vidiT, ro Sesawyalo, Sena, exla CagaTrev kikvize-Si da Senze fexebs gaviwmindav, amitoes xelaxla iwyebs, meee... meee... rogorvityodi, maswlebeli ar ambobs egeTrameebs.

bolo-bolo, erTi egeTi ro morCakide da giviam isev araferi aRar Tqva,da ucbaT amanac aRara Tqva araferi,gaCumda da uyurebs givias da etyoba,xo ici rogor ari, geSinia, geSinia dabolos mieCvie. prosto, es malemieCvia, qasaZe ambako. ambako erqva,ikaife.

me liCnaT liuboi saxels pativsavcem, prosto, qasaZe ambako ar gamigo-nia egeTi. Tu gagigonia, davai Tqvi.

xoda, gaCumda, da uyurebs givias dagivia kide irweva da ar ambobs arafers.

xoda, siCumea.meTqi, ra moxdeba, meTqi, iaraRiT

xo ar ari mosuli.da giviam ucbaT Tqva Tavisi raRac-

nair gamoTqmiT: meoreT aRara Tqva,ro givia atanelovi nolia, Toreyurebs dagaWri.

xoda, qasaZe uyurebs gaCumebuli.xo ar etyvis, ar vityvio, maSin

vafSe yvelaferi gaumazia, rac givias

am mirni sityviT xelaxla daiTria.givia kide uyurebs da iasnia, ro

arc miWras apirebs, arc araferi.uyura, uyura da kide uTxra:gaige?da imis Tavis daqnevas aRar daelo-

da, mitrialda, gavida da magra ga-ibraxuna karebi.

karoCe, araferi. prosto, giviavinuJdeni iyo, ro viRacam uTxra, fiz-ika Senze egre ambobs da noli iseTipontia, arc Seginebaa, arc araferi damovida, deJurni uTxra sxvebis dasan-axaT.

sxva dro iyo. exlandeli givia rasizamda, aba, me ra vici.

xoda, gavida da am qasaZem xo undagaagZelos gakveTili da ro daigulagivia da mivida, karebi kargaT Seamow-ma. miketili iyo, mara viTom gaaswo-ra, ro givias gatexva undoda da romoixeda da daiwyo givias lanZRva,noli imasTan ra iyo.

giTmenT aqao, degenratebso, gasar-icxebso, banditebso, gvinda raRacaCagidoT tvinSio da Tqveni slipinatvinebio kide uarobso. zustaT egreTqva da givias xo lanZRa da Cvenc mog-vadga, Tqve degenrateboo, ras dagiR-iaT pirio, vin ari givia atanelovio,ilia WavWavaZeao, pirdaRebulebi rouyurebdiTo, niSans ar gaRirsebTarceTso, da egeTebi gauSva. wavavlebyurSi xels givia atanelovs rogorcki ro zari dairekeba, CavaTrev direq-torTan da mere iman icodeso. ra Cemimosavlelia, me codna unda mogceTo.miadga, aiRo wigni da dascxo TavSiarCiliCi myavda erTi klaseli, magariwesieri, magra xatavda, nakolkebs xat-avda sul da arCiliCma, ras mirtyav,eo. da aq ro iyo givia atanelovio,iseTi saxiT uyurebdi, ilia WavWavaZegegona da imas girtyav, moiyvane mSo-beli, Tore ar dagiSvef manamdegakveTilzeo.

es laparaki aq da meTqi, es giviaspaxmeliaze yvelas gagvlaxavs da iRe-ba karebi da Semodian direqtori dasaswavlo nawili. gabazrda Turme uJeqvemoT, ro givia atanelovma qasaZefizika galaxao.

direqtori Semodis da egreve avd-eqiT fexze, rogorc wesi iyo. patare-bi varT iasnia, sad Cven da sad giviaatanelovi. xoda, direqtorma ra xde-ba aqao da es qasaZe euneba, araferio,gakveTilsa vxsnio da direqtormaxmadablaT uTxra, atanelovi iyo Se-mosulio? iman ki xmadabla uTxra,mara Cven xo gavigeT, oRonc rogorvityviT, imas ekiTxeba da vafSe pa-tarebi varT da didebic ro viyoT,direqtors rato unda elaparako?naxalovkelebi varT, is xo ara. eg uJeviciT.

kio, iyoo, qasaZe euneba.direqtorma Sexeda, karoCe, ar

kiTxa, gaglaxao? prosto, SexedviTkiTxa. iasnia, es etyvis gamlaxao daimas garicxaven, ukve priCina aqT, ma-Sin egeTi dro iyo, ro maswavleblis

galaxvaze garicxavden da Tu ar dai-Werda bavSTa oTaxi, xo sxva skolaSiiavna gadaiyvanden da, iasnia, direq-torsac unda givia atanelovis moSo-reba da aman, fizikam kio, aq iyoo, Se-movida gakveTilzeo.

ra undodao, xmadabla eunebadireqtori.

da es kide, ikaife prosto,raRaca pretenziebiT movidao, ver

gavige riTio, mixedva unda mag biWso,ar ari urigo biWio da scdeba gzaso.

rao, rao, direqtorma, rato Se-moglija kario, es kide Tvali ar daux-amxamebia, imas ebazreba da Tan Cvenkengamoixedavs, im pontSi, ro Cvengan das-turi Wirdeba. araferio, Semovidaoda sisuleleebi Tqvao da oRondacara uzrdeluri sityvebiTo, me kideo,da magra rolSi Sevida da iq moumataxmas, me kideo, me uTxario, atanelov,gaeTrie klasidano, Sen ki ara, vefxviro Semomivardes kamaraSekrulio,imas ar davanebeb am bavSebis swavlisprocesis CaSlaso.

zustaT egre Tqva, me eg sityvebicxovrebaSi raRatomRac ar damaviwy-deba iseTi siabandi da isic icode, roeg sityvebi arc arasdros miTqvia cx-ovrebaSi. prosto, mecineba mag sityve-bze, vefxvi ro Semomivardes kama-raSekrulio. karoCe priJokSiao, xo egari kamaraSekruli. maSin ro cota az-ze vyofiliyaviT, yvela magra mov-kvdebodiT siciliT, mara Cven daizme-nebulebi viyaviT, ro direqtori iqari, patara ro xar, direqtori raRa-ca ggonia. Tan rogor Tqva eg sityve-bi, xelebi gaiqnia caSi da naxati roa,imasaviT, viTom vefxvs axCobs. naxatixo ici, vefxistyaosnis naxati. tarie-li ro dgas da caSi kide vefxvia daamas yelSi uWiravs eg vefxvi, eg dviJe-nia qna. karoCe, me ar vici, is naxatigaakeTa. eg naxati magra maxsovs, wing-Sic iyo da vafSe gogia firuzaSviliro iyo Cveni ubneli taqsisti, imasqonda mklavze da zafxulSi ro ijdaxolme maikiT Tavisi ezos win, imis mar-jvena mklavze zustaT eg iyo, ro ta-rieli da zemodan vefxvi axteba, eskide axCobs.

ai, eg dviJenia gaakeTa da daJe calmuxlSi waiCoqa, ro viTom axCobs ci-

dan gadmomxtar vefxvs, giviaatanelovs.

me maSin mokaife bavSi viyavi, ner-vozebi ara mqonda, izmenebi ara mqon-da sisuleleebze, aba, exla veRara vx-umrof am izmenebis pontSi, maSin kide,aman ro wavida cal muxlze, fxuuuTqoda egreve rveuli mivifare.

direqtorma kide, xaraSoo da gavi-da, ganagZeT gakveTilio.

es karoCe darCa lamis tarielasav-iT.

prosto, nolze gamaxsenda.givia atanelovi me, ro daamTavres

imaT, aRarc daminaxia. an srokebSi wav-idoda an israelSi wavidoda. prosto,ai, miTxari, ra kaci iyo es qasaZe amba-ko? prosto, ra kaci iyo, Tavis gapar-suli fexebiT da gabrazebuli qaliv-iT xmiT? qaliviT ki ara, sredni roa.qalis da kacis Sua.

prosto, rogor magra SeeSinda giv-iasi da mere kide rogor aRar gauSvaimis lanZRva direqtorTan. lamis iyo,ar Tqva, kari aeriao da mere kide vefx-vebis daxCobas miawva.

xoda, giTxra, karoCe, me dabrecilida gaCuka erTi dRe ari da saTamaSoSivar da gaCukam, karoCeo, samasi larimovige qviTarzeo. samas raRaca da,karoCeo, bankis isini maq dasafario daes samasi ginda mqonia, ginda arao da,karoCeo, qemero, magra kaia CemTviso,Sen ro gnaxav xolmeo, es qviTari roSevavseo, Seni savetebiTo da, karoCeo,pativi meci bolomdeo.

me ar maxsovs, iasnia, ro me iq viyavi,ro eg qviTari Seavso. igrokis ambavixo ici, imas aRar ambobs, ro Seni azre-biT Sevavse eg qviTario, ambobs, pros-to, udaCa xar CemTvis da, karoCeo,saxSi gamigebeno, ro bankis Sesavsebimaqo da Semcemeno da exlao am samasilariT unda kazinoSi wavide, ro ege-bao farti movideso da erTi aTasilari movigoo da banks gavaCumefo daTu aTasze meti wamoviReo, iasnia, racmetia, imiT kai purs vWamTo.

me uTxari, Tu vafSe waageTqo? TuvafSe wavageo, es samasio CemTvisaraferi ar ari mainco da procentianiunda visesxo mainco vinmesgano. vinRaendoboda, sul is meprocenteebi eZeb-den da kide kai, saxli ar icoden,Tore meprocente CaTlaxebma xo icirogor ician, ojaxSi midian da uba-zreben, ro rogorme fuli amoiRon.karoCe, ra ginda meTqi, Tqvi. wamomy-evi kazinoSio, ro prosto ijeqio, gin-da dalieo da Wameo, vicio, ro kazi-noSi ar dadixaro, prosto, gamis-woreo.

eg rogori pontia, ici, exla me romiTxra, ro kazinoSi wamomyevi? ro wa-momyevi, soflis uborniaSi lekviCagvivarda da ixCoba da, davai, modi,Cven ver vSvebiT da, midi, Sen Cayavixeli da amoiyvaneo.

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8 literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTipoezia

sulxani da saba

sulxan-saba orbeliani-350

saba sulxans anugeSebs, sulxan-saba – saba-sulxans:sulxans sciva, sabas scxela, sulxans uWirs, sabas ulxins.

iqneb papa iyo Seni, gzad Semogxvda rom is papa,iqneb marTla iyo roms da marTla Sexvda romis papi.

iqneb marTla iyo parizs, marTla Sexvda ludoviko,mTa da bari moiara, wyali, RorRi, lodi, vake...

iqneb CvenTvis daitvirTa Turqul valiT, somxur valiT,iqneb CvenTvis daiTuTqa jojoxeTis simxurvaliT.

iqneb CvenTvis ilocvida, CvenTvis gaxda kaTolike,iqneb Cven varT borotebi, xolo igi keTili ki...

brundeboda ros pariziT, marseliT da vatikaniT,Cven jer Cumad kabaSi vwvdiT, merme yelSi vetakeniT.

rais saba! raiT vaxtang! sulxan rais! daviT raiT!..aeq davxvdeT, sveticxovels sulac wveriT daviTrioT!

2008

zamTrisaken

dedas

iqcnen Semodgomebad Cemi gazafxulebi,Seni Semodgomani miiltvian zamTrad,es cxovreba yofila Tvalis dafaxuleba,Tu Cofura Cafari Cagvisafrda afTrad.

msurda, Toki warsulis awmyos simad gameba,rom ocneba zafxulis gagveSala afrad,magram gazafxulebi meqcnen Semodgomebad,Seni Semodgomani midrekilan zamTrad.

2006

ukeTesis lodinSi

das

aRar dasdev ocnebebs, eTxovebi imedebs,aRar gaTrobs surneli vardisa Tu wiwvis,SvilebisTvis boZebuls mSoblebisTvis imeteb,xelisgulze Sensaze erbokvercxi iwvis.

sakuTari ara gaqvs sixarulis mizezi,Seni sixarulia sixaruli Zmebis,uari Tqvi erTbaSad ramdenime muzaze,ukeTesis lodinSi gagiTeTrda Tmebi.

verc gavigeT, es wlebi ise ucbad gavida,mxolod vcocxlobT, arada gvgonia, rom vcxovrobT,TiTqos xvale cxovreba daiwyeba Tavidan,TiTqos es yvelaferi TamaSia mxolod.

isev ise Ramdeba, isev ise Tendeba,isev modis wvima da isev modis Tovli,kvlav iyofa qveyana wyvilebad da kentebad,kvlav moismis zarebis rekva sveticxovliT.

2005

* * *wignidan `mocimcime ariTmia~

vaxtang mefe RmerTs uyvarda, vaxtang mefe, vax...vax, ra naRdi mefe iyo, ra magari! vax!vaxseneb da vixseneb da vaxseneb da vax...vax, Tu marTla RmerTs uyvarda, rad gaswira?! vax!

vaxtang mefes kidev mohyva vaxtangebi, vax...meore da mesame da meoTxe da... vax!mexuTe da meeqvse da vaxuSti da... vax!dRes vaxtangebs vaxoebad vaxurdavebT, vax!

Tavad vaxo vaxvaxiSvils mec vaxlavar, vax!

1997

* * *ciklidan `Tanxmov(a)nebani~

vin Tbilisi airCia, vin – beberi galilea,(galileas mouxdeba galileo galilei!),galelia zogierTi, zogi senegalelia,Sen Tbilisi ar gixdeba, me Sen galSi geli, lia!

1998

paata nacvliSvili

2 -15 aprili 2010

axali (Zveli) koleqcia

leqsebis beWdva mudam miWirda. ara imitom,rom ar mibeWdavdnen – ara, ubralod ar vbeWdav-di. ver veleodi, ar memeteboda, Tu raRac amismagvari. oTxi weli `axkomis~ redaqtori viyavi,15 weli – `samSoblosi~. oriveSi uamravi leqsidamibeWdavs, Cemi – arcerTi. arcerTi! arasodesmesmoda poetebis, romlebic ufro mets beWdav-en, vidre weren.

Cems gamouqveynebel leqsebs ise vkiTxulobxolme, rogorc sxvisas, TiTqos erTxel wame-kiTxos, momwonebodes da bloknotSi Cameweros.Cems Zvel leqsebs ise vkiTxulob xolme, rogorcaxals, es-es aris dawerils, melanSeuSrobels.

mkiTxvels Cems Zvel, magram misTvis axalleqsebs vTavazob. isini jer gamouqveynebeliwignebidan aris gamokrebili. `literaturuligazeTis~ redaqcias vTxov, leqsebi TariRebi-TurT gamoaqveynos.

* * *

Tumca yvelas ecodeba Seni koSki,mainc asjer bednieri xar, o, piza!vidre gaRma garCenili Cemi oSki,an iSxani, an xaxuli, an opiza!

2002

* * *wignidan: `mocimcime ariTmia~

hans-qristian anderseni, hans-qristian, qris...warmarTi da musulmani, budisti da qris...yvelafris da arafris da nurafris da fris...wyaltubodan quTaisSi qari isev qris.

sezani da pikaso da bolos – xuan gris.kata modis katamoniT, Savi kata... bris!SesaniSnav SvideulTan ra saqme gaqvs, kris?qarTvelebis TavSi qari Zveleburad qris.

wagebis nu geSinia, geSinodes fris!labirinTebs moeride sasaxlis da sris,mere ra, rom zRapris qali qoSs ukuRma yris...Tovli Tovs da wvima wvims da qari qris da qris.

codna gqondes cisfrisa da vardisfris da fris...polisa da virJinis da izoldas da tris...mouravis, gzirisa da pristavis da pris...qari qris da Tovli Tovs da wvima cris da cris.

qristefore kolumbi da Serekili qris...Jan-kristofi, kristeli da kristali da kris...veravin ver gamoTvala kvadratura wris!am Cvens TavSi qari isev qris da qris da qris.

slalomi da swrafdaSveba, moguli da fris...`qari muxebs gverdiT uvlis, akaciebs xris~.RvTiT, garCevis niWi mogvces moyvrisa da mtris...qari qris da qari qris da qari qris da qris.

1999

arCevnebis win

wignidan `politpoezia~

murTxis Rirsi xar Sen,

saqarTvelo!

2003

* * *wignidan `sportleqsebi~

ukve gamoCnda sofeli noste,cxens daebera orive nesto,saxsrebs matkivebs fiqrebis nesti...ram gamaxsena nosteSi nesta!

2004

* * *wignidan `kompleqsebi pirvelikompiuteruli TaobisaTvis~

dReis iqiT mag leqsebs xsovna gaakontrolebs...Ctrl+S da Ctrl+S da Ctrl+S da Ctrl+S!

1995

* * *wignidan `politpoezia~

aSS-Si iyo didi depresiassrk-Si iyo didi represia

1986

* * *wignidan `qalebi da qal(aq)ebi~

ruseTs Senc unda waujikao,imitom gqvia Zaujikau!

1992

fardobiTobis praqtika

ciklidan `borblebi~

matarebeli dgasmirbian velebimirbian tyeebimatarebeli dgasmirbian saxlebiormagad mirbian gaqceuli cxenebimatarebeli dgasmirbian yanebimirbian venaxebimatarebeli dgasmirbian xidebiormagad mirbian manqanebimatarebeli dgasmirbian soflebi da mirbian qalaqebimatarebeli dgasmirbian mTvare da varskvlavebimatarebeli dgasmirbis dromatarebeli dgasmatarebeli dgasmatarebeli dgasdgas-dgas-dgasdgas-dgas-dgasdgas-dgas-dgasma-ta-re-be-li dgasmaa-taa-ree-bee-lii dgaaasm-a-a-t-a-a-r-e-e-b-e-e-l-i-i-d-g-a-a-a-sm-a-a-t-a-a-r-e-e-b-e-e-l-i-im-a-a-r-T-l-a-a-a-a-d-g-a-a-a-s-s-sd-g-a-a-a-a-s-s-s-sd-g-a-a-a-a-a-s-s-s-s-sd-g-a-a-a-a-a-a-s-s-s-s-s-sa-a-a-a-a-a-s-s-s-s-s-sa-a-a-a-a-s-s-s-s-sa-a-a-a-s-s-s-sa-a-a-s-s-sa-a-s-sa-sdgas

1978

* * *wignidan `qalebi da qal(aq)ebi~

ara, aqvs mainc am qalaqs sul sxvanairi qarizma...es leqsi damawerina, raRa Tqma unda, parizma.

1994

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9poezialiteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi

mari gvelesiani

beRurebi

ismis kakuni,TiTqos viRac beWdavs striqonebs,damgvanebia daTovlili qalaqi Saqars...siCume iyos,ar daafrTxoT es silamaze -fanjris rafazebeRurebi kenkaven zamTars!..

* * *memkvidrev Cemo, dRemde vacocxleWiriT Tu lxiniT Tvaldanamuli -unda Camovxsna da Cagabarojvarze gakruli Cemi mamuli!

* * *am zecas unda, vidre iwvimebs,mZime nislebi Tavze mexuros,vidre RvarTqafad Camoiqceva,miwis piramde misafexurosda vidre qveynad CamoRvril sevdasorTqlad wamokrefs sxivi-poeti,me koRoebis violinoTimilamazdeba saRamoebi...

unda Sevibudo Sin...

nislad Camowolil zecasviRac damdgara da scris,gazafxul-zafxuliT naqargsviRac qarvis foTlebs gvis...uceb CamoTova mTebi,uceb moilia Sindi!unda Sevikeco frTebi,unda Sevibudo Sin... daunda mivabaro sulifardagze dakidul xmals -daclil, miZinebul CanTasSerCa matareblis suni,moaqvs matareblis xma...

rogor usizmrod meZina!..

Zilo, egre rad gamwire,sikvdils mimeci metwilad...vaime, xom ar davwynardi,rogor usizmrod meZina?!Zilo, gana rad SegSurda,tirilis drosac mecina,vaime, xom ar davberdi,rogor usizmrod meZina?!winaT, Zilsa Tu RviZilSidardic feradi mefina,vaime, xom ar davmTavrdi,rogor usizmrod meZina?!

xma Sinagani

rodesac gtanjavs xma Sinagani -Seican, Tavi Seni Seican!sakuTar sxeuls ganeSorebida suls mtrediviT mxarze Seisvam,dabla darCeba sulis WurWelida miwieri gvemiT gaTelilsgadagexsneba zecis sauflo,naTeli - naTel sulTa naTeli!..

davrCebiT...

Sen rom imRereb dame rom leqsebs davwer,is dagvxatavs dadavrCebiT!qalni mSvenierni, tanmonarnarenifers daimSveneben farCebiT...Sen vazs gaaSeneb,me vardebs vaxareb,is purs moiyvans dadavrCebiT!tye aSrialdeba, mTebi gaivsebaSvlebiT, irmebiT da arCvebiT...Sen Tu geyvarebi,me Tu meyvarebi,saxli ganaTdeba bavSvebiT,Sen taZrebs aageb,me kedlebs movxatav,Cven sanTlebs davanTebT da -davrCebiT!..

2 -15 aprili 2010

* * *wignidan `qalebi da qal(aq)ebi~

roca vxedav, rogor iSrobsgumbaTebis svel ZuZuebsdilis mzeze venecia,maviwydeba, rom amqveynadparizic da londonic daromica da venacaa!

2000

galaktionis qebaTa qeba

mcxeTis jvars

wignidan `rimeiqebi~

maqvs mkerds midebulirogorc minda, qnari,CemTvis didebuligamobrwyinda mTvare.mkvidrad aaSena,vinac aaSenada ciT daamSvenajvari – mcxeTis jvari.

damkargavi gzebiTgrZneul CuqurTmebiT,damqargavi gznebiTnazi SuqurTmebiT,neta vin azida,an rodis azida,an rogor azidazecad mcxeTis jvari.

ra ganZi gvqonia,ra mdidari, ra mxne,JRers qvis harmoniaerTxel, orxel, samxel.kargad gamohkveTa,vinac gamohkveTa,naRdi oqros kveTa –didi mcxeTis jvari.

aq rom svetebia,Sekoneba TaRTa,gamaretebiadamarCeni saxtad.neta vin aago,ra niWma aago,ra madlma aagosveti – mcxeTis jvari!

sarkmelT diademagrZnob, ra diadia,suli giamdeba,guli zviadia.neta vin aanTo,ra grZnobiT aanTo,wlebs rogor gaandosaidumlo: jvari!

moqnili da mkveTridasruleba xazTaaris TeTrze TeTriSuris grZnobis gancda.es is simkveTrea,es is siTeTrea,riTac mdidariaZegli – mcxeTis jvari!

qarTulia mzera,sivrce mxrebs Slis mTebiT,mTvare raa, mze – ra...faskunjebis frTebi,arwivebis frTebi,frTebi, frTebi gvinda,kidev frTebi gvinda:gvixmobs mcxeTis jvari!

rogorc minda, qnarimaqvs mkerds midebuli,CemTvis gamobrwyindasxivi didebuli.me var mTawmindeli,me var didubeli,xelze dadebulimomaqvs mcxeTis jvari.

1977

1970. Tsu. gamocda rusuli literaturis istoriaSi

prof. oTar baqaniZes

ra gamamware

lomonosoviT,ro gamomwure limonisaviT...

1970

* * *wignidan `mocimcime ariTmia~

ginda cxenze Sejeqi, ginda etlSi Cajeqi, versad waxval! qiS!edvardi xar – vardi xar, vardiko xar – vardi xar, qiSvardi xar – qiS!TamaSoben partias Carli spenser Caplin da egon ervin kiS!maSin miRirs funTuSa, Tua SigniT qiSmiSi Semaluli, qiS...lamis Tavze dagvemxos giS-qurmuxis taZari, giS-qurmuxis, giS...giSrisferi Tval-warbi, giSrisferi Tma-wveri, giSrisferi, giS...qarTvelisa vina sTqva svlebis gaTvla winaswar, giJ-vracua, giJ...es mudmivi qiSia, versad daemalebi, qiSi, giJo, qiS!

1995

Wadrakis figurebis simRera

wignidan `sportleqsebi~

aviSviSda karpovi, aviSviSda kramniki,kasparovic... viS!..

viSvanaThan anandi Cempioni gagvixda,viSvanaThan... viS...

madloba RmerTs, im qveynis kacic gaCempionda,sadac viSviT, viS...

viS, ra kargi ram moxda! ra naTeli ram moxda!ra marTali, viS!

2000

* * *wignidan `qalebi da qal(aq)ebi~

vladimiris samxreT flangze rusTa vladikavkazia,vladimiris aRmosavliT ki – vladivostokio...ruseTisgan xval iseve Sors iqneba kavkasia,rogorc aris dResdReobiT ruseTisTvis tokio!

1992

moris eSeri. belvederi

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`Sen ra gesmis adamianis?Sen zRva xar~

v. nezvali

`es dReebida Rameebi~

al. bloki

es iyo zRva, zRvis lurji hori-zonti.

Cven gaRviZebisTanave vaRebdiT na-qiravebi patara oTaxis kars da amodnav SemaRlebuli Riobidan moCan-da kolbaSi Casxmuli lurji siTxe,Tumca es virtualur realobas nakle-bad hgavda, radgan aq mowmendili cissiRrmec gvxvdeboda TvalSi, ca ki ci-mcimebda da TandaTan uZravi suraT-is STabeWdilebas moZravi sinamdvilisSTabeWdileba enacvleboda.

es iyo zRva Tavis pirvelqmnili mS-venierebiT, simkacriT da sidiadiT,moqceuli Cveni patara karis CarCoSi.es patara zRvispira oTaxi ki sasjel-ic iyo da saCuqaric, romelic droismcire monakveTSi gvarguna bedma.agvistos bolo iyo da haerSi ukve da-curavda damdnari oqro.

bavSvebi, mariami da anuki, xalisiTiRviZebdnen da, raRa Tqma unda, zRvaekeraT pirze, radgan es iyo zRva, esiyo axali realoba, romelSic CvenmovxvdiT da romelic ras gvpirdebo-da, jer aravin icoda. nana, rogorcyovelTvis, buzRuniT iRviZebda da xanras itkiebda da xan _ ras. aris raRacmarTali adamianis axal garemoSigadanacvlebisTanave warmoTqmulsayvedurebSi, is TiTqos mTel Tavisganvlil cxovrebas uCivis da saamisosababic gaaCnia. magram es ar aris wux-ili, es aris cxovrebasTan Seguebiskidev erTi cda, gaucnobierebladgadadgmuli kidev erTi gulwrfelinabiji, romelic faruli xalisiano-bis samzadisia.

_ am sawolma gverdebi gamomiTqv-ifa. beWebi Cemi aRar aris, – ambobsnana da wvalebiT wamoiwevs sawolidan.zambarebiani sawoli zrialebs da amzrials raRac usiamovno SegrZnebaaxlavs. arada, es sawolebi bavSvobisagaraks maxsenebs da, rogorc yovel-Tvis, naRveli mereva.

CamovediT Tu ara, Rrubliani amin-di dagvxvda. qari aSrialebda ezoSimdgar uzarmazarfoTlebian sub-tropikul xe-mcenareebs, romelTacnela efineboda wvrili wvima. gaRvi-ZebisTanave farTquni Camesmoda damogvianebiT vxvdebodi, rom am ucnaurCqams frTebiviT afrialebul mwvanefoTlebze dacemuli wvima gamoscem-da. mesame dRes gamoidara.

me, rogorc yovelTvis, axlac adregameRviZa da zRvaze gamavali pataraoTaxis kari gamovaRe. da gamoCndakidev erTxel es saocreba _ aqvari-umi-zRva. pirveli SegrZneba marTlacararealobis mokarnaxea, albaT imit-om, rom warmoudgenelia saxlis karigamoaRo da Tvalwin qviSrobis naw-iburi, zRvis lurji zoli da cis siR-rme SemogefeTos. mere ki TandaTaneguebi yovelive amas.

oTaxidan kibe eSveba ezos viwroWiSkrisaken. WiSkris gareT ki qvafe-nilia, sadac SortebSi gamowyobilidamsveneblebi daabijeben. maT Sorisarian wyvilebi, Ripiani kacebi da sqe-li qalebi, aqve arian wyvilebi bavS-vebTan erTad. bavSvebi morCilad mis-deven mSoblebs da xelSi gasaberileibebi da baliSebi uWiravT. yvelaskmayofili saxe aqvs. dilis zRvas eS-urebian da mere brundebian zRvidan.da asea yoveldRe, sanam ar dadgebadro maTi aqedan gamgzavrebisa. qrebaukve nacnobi da Cndeba ucnobi saxee-bi. Tumca agvistos bolos ukve imdenixalxi iyris Tavs, rom yvelaferi erT-maneTSi ireva.

xuTlariani Wilobi viyideT, aqve,qobuleTis bazrobaze da pliaJze vw-evarT. zRva dRes wynaria, odnav scemsnapirs talRa. mariami cxra wlis aris,anuki _ eqvsis. mariami Tamamad SediszRvaSi, anuki frTxilad mihyvebafexdafex. da es aris zRva, kamertoniCveni yofierebis. `wleuls zRvazeviyavi~, `agvistoSi qobuleTSi vis-venebdi" _ ukve TbilisSi Casulebizantad auwyeben nacnobebs. nacnobebi

andro buaCiZe

damqancveli zRva

ki irevian da ilewebian da ganur-Cevelni xdebian. maT ar axsovT zRva,radgan zRvaze didi xnis win iyvnen, anar undaT zRva, radgan maTi cxovrebasxva mimarTulebiT warimarTa.

me meSinia zRvis, me qvecnobieradmizidavs da ganmizidavs kidec zRva.TiTqos cxovrebas, am CemTvis mudamgaugebar stiqias raRac axali da asevegaugebari stiqia erwymis. saidan iRebsdasabams es grZnoba, Zneli saTqmelia.maxsendeba Soreuli bavSvobis frag-mentebi, swored qobuleTSi gadaRebu-li fotosuraTi. aq me Cveulebriv,myudro da Semokavebul qobuleTurezoSi vdgavar CemianebTan erTad,yvelgan Suq-Crdilebia dafenili, meTviTon mzis nafleTSi var gamoxveu-li da gaRimebuli viyurebi. me, ra Tqmaunda, es wuTi ar maxsovs, da rom arafoto, wamierebis es fragmenticgaqreboda Cemi cxovrebidan, rogorcaraerTi ram gamqrala.

warsuli aRar arsebobs. me TiTqossxva qalaqSi Camovedi, Camovedi mar-Tlac sxva adamianebTan erTad da sain-teresoa is, rom sxva var TviTon mec.am qalaqSi Zveleburi mxolod palme-bia. axalia uklebliv yvelaferi. me esqalaqi mTel Cems warsulTan erTaddamaviwyda, rogorc ambavi, romelicerTxans miraJiviT anTia maxsovroba-Si, mere ki wvrilman detalebTan er-Tad qreba. es amnezia TiTqos farulsixarulsac maniWebs. TiTqos raRacunda daiwyos Tavidan, magram amjeradCemTvis araferi ar iwyeba da arc dai-wyeba. ukve yvelaferi iyo.

zRva. talRebs dilidanve seravenwylis motocikletebi, oTxive mxareseSurebian katerebi, romeliRac kat-erze gamobmuli paraSutiT adamianilaJvardebs gadakveTs. erTi aseTigafrena ormocdaaTi lari Rirs.raRacnairi lurji dRe aris, TiTqosamCatebulia da gaxalisebuli. me, nanada bavSvebi kidev erTxel vaxelTTvals axal realobaSi, me kidev erTx-el vxsni Cveni cisferi oTaxis kars,saidanac ferxTiT lurji zRvamoCans. saocari is aris, rom wevxarSeni oTaxis sawolze da xedav zRvas.es TiTqmis daujerebelia.

me kibiT Cavdivar subtropikulixeebiT da magidebiT gawyobil ezoSi.qalebs vedroebiT axladdaWerilikefali moaqvT gasayidad. nana yidu-lobs kefals da samzareuloSi didtafaze wvavs. ezoSi dasasvenebladCamosuli somxis bavSvebi irevian _qristina, eduki da jano. hamakSi janosmama zis, fexebi SlopancebSi aqvs way-ofili da Svils eZaxis: `janoo... ja-noo, ar-estex~. somxebi dilidan Sua-dRemde zRvaze arian, mere sadRacikargebian, saRamoTi isev zRvaze gamo-dian, daRamebulze ezoSi mwvadebswvaven da zed arays ayoleben _ `ja-noo, janoo, janoo~, _ Camesmis es xmada bavSvebTan erTad zRvisken mivdi-var.

mariami wyalSi dgas da talRis mo-vardnas elodeba. talRa igvianebs,magram nel-nela wamoiburceba da mo-dis, TiTqos napirs eparebao, mere Tavsamoyofs da skdeba, exeTqeba adami-anebs, exeTqeba mariams da abarbacebs,mariams wurwuriT dasdis wyali daxarxarebs, Tavis stiqiaSia da axalitalRis movardnas elodeba, anuki

ufro axlos dgas napirTan da talRarom wamova, gulisfancqaliT gamor-bis napirisaken. icinis.

me arafers ar moveli zRvisgan dacota ar iyos mikvirs, rom isini amdensiaxles iReben. me ar mtovebs imisgancda, rom yovelive es ukve iyo daiyo mravalgzis. arada, isic vici, romamaze fiqri sruliadac ar aris auci-lebeli. unda miiRo is, rac aris daunda miiRo xelaxla, vinaidan es sic-ocxlea da mxolod awmyoSi arsebobs.me ki ar mtovebs imis gancda, rom CemscxovrebaSi yovelive es ukve iyo daamitomac dakarga cxoveli interesi.erTaderTi siaxle is aris, rom bavS-vebTan erTad aq pirvelad var da maTar ician, ra aris zRva.

TandaTan saRamovdeba. bavSvebi nan-asTan erTad kenWebs agroveben. es nan-as gatacebaa: serdoliki, qarva,safironi. nana eZebs met-naklebadZvirfas qvebs, romlebic saboloodZvirfasi qvebi ar aRmoCndeba. Zvirfa-si qvebi zRvaSi ar ipoveba, zRvaSi mx-olod niJarebia.

saRamoobiT mtovebs gaxevebis ganc-da. erTma fsiqologma aRmoaCina, romdidi qalaqis mkvidrT Sinagani gaxeve-ba emarTebaT. es aris egreTwodebulifrustracia, ganurCevloba yove-lives mimarT, roca raimes gaxsenebasvapireb, maxsendeba Cemi Tavi Tbilis-Si, Cemsave samsaxurSi. me vdgavar fan-jarasTan da gadavyureb muzeumisezos. maRali fanjris minis tixarsmiRma moCans talaveri, talaverTanmoxuci damlagebeli qali dawri-alebs. moaqvs xaliCa da ezoSi qvafe-nilze afens. mere ixelTebs Slangs darecxavs xaliCas. wyali nakadulebadmiuyveba damrec qvafenils. xali-CasTan modis mZRoli. mZRoli axal-gazrda biWia. mZRoli da damlagebe-li qali saubroben, mere icinian. maTisicili ar aRwevs Cemamde, mxolodsaidanRac, sxva ezodan meqanikuri xe-rxis monotonuri xma ismis. sad aRarvmuSaobdi da naSuadRevs samsaxurisoTaxSi yovelTvis am xerxis Zilis-momgvreli xma Camesmoda...

gaxeveba mtovebs da bavSvebTan er-Tad gavyureb zRvaze mzis Casvlas.zRva hgavs cariel udabnos da miuxe-davad amisa, mtovebs gaxeveba da erTipoetis leqsi maxsendeba, Tumca ki armaxsendeba, erTxel, didi xnis winaTamekviata da imis mere ratomRac aRarmSordeba:

mze dadga zRvaze, rogorc iremi,alanda rqebi talRebis brolSi,rogorc qalebi atyorcnilebi,alvebi dganan samegreloSi.am leqsis gaxsenebisas yovelTvis

vcdilob, warmovidgino haerSi aty-orcnili qalebi, warmosaxvas vZabav davxedav momrgvalebul plastiurformebs, romlebic Soreulad moliv-live alvebis asociacias iwveven.

nanas aqvs iSviaTi unari _ ucnaur,iqneb odiozur adamianebs gamoela-parakos. saRamoobiT napirze yovel-Tvis Camodis saxemoquruxebuli qali,romelsac xelSi momcro videoapara-ti uWiravs da iRebs mzis Casvlas. esqali gaqvavebuli dgas, mxolod odnavamoZravebs marjvena xelSi CabRujulaparats, raTa mTeli dasalieri moic-vas. `Cemi aparati wiTel fers ar

iRebs~, _ ambobs xmadabla qali. qalisaerTod xmadabla laparakobs, nanacxmadabla elaparakeba, ise, rom me armesmis. mogvianebiT ki miyveba: es qaliTurme mTeli cxovreba sajaro bib-lioTekaSi muSaobda, qmari tragiku-lad daeRupa, qaliSvilma ki miatovada ucxoeTSi wavida. axla marto cx-ovrobs da mowafeebs amzadebs, mgoni,germanuli enis gakveTilebs utarebs.

daRamda. Sors mwvane koncxia, imisiqiT baTumi. baTumis portSi erTididi gemi dgas da misi sinaTle zRvaSiirekleba. yovelive es wertiliviTaRwevs Cemamde. `mami, mSia~, – meubnebamariami. elnaTurebian gzispirs gaviv-liT da kafe-barSi SevdivarT. ofi-ciant qals velodebiT, magidaze li-monaTis boTli da Wiqa dgas. mariamiboTls xsnis, SemTxveviT wakravs xelsWiqas, romelic Zirs ecema da tydeba.vici, rom ar unda gavuwyre, magrammainc vuwyrebi. ar unda gavuwyre, rad-gan aseTi ram aravis surs, yovelTvisSemTxveviT xdeba. ase memarTeboda mec,roca bavSvi viyavi da mec miwyrebod-nen, icodnen, rom ar unda gamwyromod-nen, magram mainc miwyrebodnen, albaTimitom, rom es roli viRacas mudmi-vad unda Seesrulebina. me mindavuTxra mariams, rom is araferSi araris damnaSave, vatyob, rogori mowy-eniloba ipyrobs mas da vapireb kidecamis Tqmas, magram mainc gawyromas gan-vagrZob da veubnebi, rom jer CemTvisunda ekiTxa yvelaferi da mere emo-qmeda da maxsendeba, isini, vinc me miw-yrebodnen, aRar arian, aRar arian ukvedaRamebuli, magram jer kidev im wiTe-li dasalieris miRmac ki, romelickafe-baris gareT, zRvis Tavze anTia.im zRvis Tavze, romliskenac meviyurebi; miwyreboda mamaCemi, romel-ic axla aq ar aris, arc sxvagan arissadme da me isev gavcqeri wiTel dasa-liers da zRvaze moTamaSe anareklebsda vfiqrob, rom maT miRmac ukve gar-dasulTagan aravin aRar unda iyos.

baridan gamosulebi nel-nela mi-vuyvebiT elnaTurebiT ganaTebul san-apiros. mariami dums, mec vdumvar, araewyo Cveni urTierToba. zRvispirabulvarze bevri xalxi moZraobs. ma-Ralskamebian bars CavuvliT, erTxansvfiqrob, Sevide Tu ara am barSi, meregadawyvetilebas viReb, mariams vTxov,rom aqve damelodos da barSi Sevdi-var. mariamma icis, ratom SevdivarbarSi, magram radgan nawyenia, ar apro-testebs, dgas quCaSi, xalxis Suagul-Si da miyurebs, rogor vjdebi maRalskamze da barmens sasmels vukveTav. meskamze wamomjdari vsvam viskis da bar-is Ria karidan vuyureb mariams, Cemscxra wlis gogonas. da me vfiqrob ue-crad imaze, rom is Cemia. mariamigrZnobs yovelive amas, xalxis nakad-Si dgas da ukve sul odnav miRimis. CvenerTmaneTs TvalebSi vuyurebT, didx-ans vuyurebT, moZravi xalxis nakadizogjer uxeSad ejaxeba mariams,TiTqos unda, rom waiyolos, mariamiwaiborZikebs da mere isev swordeba,inarCunebs wonasworobas da Cemkeniyureba.

SuaRamisas meRviZeba da pirvelivewuTebidan vgrZnob, rom mewyeba Cemimtanjveli uZiloba. Cemebs sZinavT. meSoreulma foriaqis xmam gamaRviZa daes xma TandaTan ufro miaxlovdeba.ara, es xma ki ar aris, fusfusia, mrava-li adamianis mSfoTvare fusfusi,SeZrwunebuli fusfusi. am foriaqisfonze erTi isteriuli xma ikveTeba:`ra uqeniT, biWo, kacs, Tqveni deda...ra uqeniT, biWoo~. sawolidan vdgebida fanjridan viyurebi. gineba ezosgverdiT asvetili sastumros ezodanaRwevs, gadaRma mxares raRac xdeba.`ra uqeniT, biWo, ra uqeniT, me Tqvenideda...~ etyoba odnav ganaTebul sib-neleSi bevri xalxi moZraobs, ismisqSenis, sasowarkveTili Rnavilis sus-ti xmebi, yvelaferi erTmaneTSi irevada ilufxeba. mere TandaTan ufroSoridan aRwevs `ra uqeniT, Tqvenideda...~ mTvralebi TandaTan Sordebi-an Cxubis adgils da maTi RameSi gab-neuli isteriuli xmebi ufro daufro ibneva da ifanteba.

zRva Relavs, zRva ganurCeveliayvelas mimarT. oTaxSi vwevar da mTe-

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li arsebiT vgrZnob mis siaxloves. Ce-mamde mxolod talRebis dgafuni kiar aRwevs, aramed aRwevs is ucnauribgerebi, romelsac zRva yovelwami-erad gamoscems. is cocxali arse-basaviT aris, moZraobs da fSvinavs,Rameul xmebs abnevs sanapiroze. zRvaaxla Ramis da dRis mijnaze dgas daqameleoniviT icvlis fers. oTaxiskedelze siwiTle irekleba da mecnel-nela mexuWeba Tvali.

gaTenebisas isev mzea da lurjizRva. katerebi da motocikletebi isevTavgametebiT seraven talRebs. me isevvfiqrob imas, rasac aqamde vfiqrob-di: es adamianebi albaT arasdros arSexvdebodnen erTmaneTs, rom ar yo-filiyo amqveynad zRva. ganvlili RamealbaT ukve aRaravis axsendeba, rad-gan sinaTleze qreba Ramis vnebani daibadeba dRis survilebi.

kidev erTxel Sevcurav zRvaSi daTiTqmis niSnulamde vaRwev, magramratomRac verafers vgrZnob, daRli-lobis garda. bavSvebi da nana kafe-barSi sadiloben. me qviSaze dafenilWilobze vwvebi da vfiqrob: es adami-anebi arasdros ar Sexvdebodnen erT-maneTs, rom ar yofiliyo zRva, Tumcaisini erTmaneTis mimarT sakmaod gul-grilni arian. isini aTvalierebenerTmaneTs, magram es Tvaliereba civicnobismoyvareobis farglebs arscildeba.

naSuadRevs pliaJze ukve teva araris. TiTqmis erTmaneTze mibjenile-bi wvanan aTasi juris damsveneblebida adgilobrivebi. maT garemocvaSivwevar, es TiTqos ucxo ritualia TuuTqmeli aucilebloba, wamierad icv-leba kadri: ormocdaaTiode wlismere aseTive simWidroveSi viwvebiam, an sxva adamianebTan erTad da asevegulgrilad CamoiRvreba mzis Suqiqvebze, kviparosze, xreSze Tu qviTmokirwylul bilikebze. da uecradvxvdebi, rom sxvebi amaze saerTod arfiqroben, marto me vfiqrob da arunda vifiqro. cis laJvardSi ki kat-ers gamobmuli paraSuti miqris, ma-gram katers Zrava eTiSeba da paraSut-Si TavSerguli kaci nel-nela eSvebatalRebze.

qalaqSi gavdivar da marto vxetia-lob. mTeli qalaqi erTi grZeli qu-Caa, sadac sakmaod intensiuradmoZraoben manqanebi. ratomRac qobu-leTis saxlis diasaxlisi maxsendeba,romelsac megi hqvia. maxsendebasamociani wlebis erTi simRera _ `am-boben, rom megi, miagavxaro zRvas~ _da mecineba. megi xorcsavsea, didro-ni mkerdi da civi cisferi Tvalebiaqvs. `zRvis cxoveli~ – vfiqrobCemTvis da kidev ufro metad mecine-ba.

qobuleTur saxlebSi yvelazemetad rikulebiani kibeebi da ezoebimomwons. gansakuTrebiT mizidavs ki-bis qveS an saxlis ganapira mxares Se-myudroebuli sivrce. aq soxaneze sub-tropikuli mcenareebisagan aZrulbind-bundSi wagrZelebul magidasdgamen. saRamoTi sufra iSleba, sadi-loben. albaT es simyudrove magonebsbavSvobas, romelic TiTqos sxva cx-ovrebaSi iyo. magram nuTu marTlaiyo? me vgulisxmob bavSvobis zRvi-spireTiseul fragmentebs, saidanacTiTqos araferi ar maxsendeba. mx-olod ezoebis es Semyudroebulisivrce da Tlili rikulebi aRmiZravsSinaurul gancdas, rac mafiqrebinebs,rom odesRac me aq namdvilad viyavi,viyavi sruliad sxva adamianebTan er-Tad da axla Camovedi agreTve sxvaadamianebTan erTad, romlebic maSinCems cxovrebaSi ar arsebobdnen ansaerTod ar arsebobdnen. axla ki Tvi-Ton mec sxva var.

lorTqifaniZe mxvdeba, es Cemi er-TaderTi nacnobia, romelic qobu-leTSi vnaxe. ̀ wavideT, baTumuri ludidavlioT~, _ mTavazobs is da axlaukve sanapirosken mivexetebiT. lorT-qifaniZe Silifad aris gamowyobili,muxlebze odnav gadmoSvebuli Sarva-li acvia. mas sadguris midamoebSi aqvsnaqiravebi bina da hyveba, rom Rame iqacCxubi iyo. `ra vici, biWo, es aqaurebinametani gametebiT urtyamdnen erT-maneTs, mere iseTi kakafonia idga,gaTenebamde ar dameZina~.

erT-erT kafe-barSi SevdivarT dakuTxeSi vsxdebiT. lorTqifaniZelaparakobs. me gavyureb zRvis hori-zonts, romelic TeTrad elvarebs davgrZnob, rom gaxeveba CemSi siucxovisgrZnobam Secvala, siucxoves vgrZnobam TeTri dasalieris mimarT. lorT-qifaniZe hyveba Tavisi samsaxuris am-bebs. mere zazas mosagonars warmoTq-vams. mec vuerTdebi da vixsenebT Cvensmegobars, romelic moulodneladgamogvaklda. isev zRvis kidesgavyureb da guli mewureba, vgrZnob,rom zaza aRarc iq aris. mqrqal hori-zontze patara gemi Cndeba, romelicnela micuravs baTumis portisaken...

am saRamosac sanapiroze gaSlilWilobze vsxedvarT da gavyurebT ba-Tumis portSi gaCerebul erTaderTgems, romlis sinaTleebic zRvaSi irek-leba. es ganaTebuli gemi Suqurashgavs, imedismomcem Suquras, Camavalimze ki naRvels asxivebs. anuki talReb-Si fexebs isvelebs da mere frTxiladabijebs qvian sanapiroze. is iseTi nat-ifia da Txeli, rom misi nafexurebissisvele arcki etyoba mzeze gamom-Sral qviSas. me vfiqrob Cems umcrosgogonaze, anukize, romelic sulraRac Svidiode wlis win daibada, man-amde ki ar arsebobda. micuraven zR-vaze katerebi, daabijeben sanapirozenaxevrad SiSveli adamianebi, vis aRarnaxav aq _ yvelani gverds uqcevenanukis, rogorc umniSvnelo pawia nam-cecs. Cems TvalsawierSi ki is isea Caw-erili, rogorc zRva da dasalieri,horizontze mcocavi gemi da zRvisferadovani qameleonuri elvareba. esbavSvi realobis ganuyofeli nawilia,ufro metic, realobis is fragmenti,romelSic anuki ar aris Cawerili,yovelnair azrs hkargavs. „anuki!~ –veZaxi me mas – `anuki!" anuki gakvirve-buli saxiT brundeba da neli nabijiTmoiwevs Cemken. gaWirvebiT abijebs qve-bze da Cemamde rom moaRwevs, saxezeRimili efineba. is ar mekiTxeba, ratomdavuZaxe, radgan icis, mxolod da mx-olod imitom davuZaxe, rom ar SemeZ-lo ar dameZaxa.

isev Ramea. isev meRviZeba da SeS-foTebuli xmebi Camesmis. ucnauria esdReebi da Rameebi. dRisiT dams-veneblebi da adgilobrivi macxovre-blebi mSvidad wvanan pliaJze, mzeseficxebian da xmamaRla saubroben,RamiT ki TiTqos maTive qvecnobieri-dan miCqmaluli qvena vnebebi amodiszedapirze da SfoTi isadgurebs sana-piroze Camowolil wyvdiadSi.

axlac asea. uZilobis kidev erTimtanjveli Rame mxvda wilad. qalis xmamesmis, romelic gaurkvevel si-luetebs uZaliandeba. Cemi fanjridanbnelSi CaZiruli zurgi moCans, si-luetebi ki qviSian sanapirozeagarTxmuli. `me TqvenTan saqme aramaqvs!~ – eubneba viRacebs qali _`xeli ar maxlo, Torem viyvireb!~ ka-cebi ufro xmamaRla laparakoben, ma-gram mere mkveTri moZraobebis CqamiaRwevs, rasac gaqceva mohyveba. etyo-ba, Tavidanve erTad iyvnen da mere ra-Racaze wakinklavdnen. vici, rom aRardameZineba, kibeze veSvebi da swrafinabijiT mivdev gaqceulebs. qviSaSigarbian: ori kaci da erTi qali. kace-bi qals misdeven. me qvafenilze mivyve-bi maT da vcdilob, sagrZnoblad arCamovrCe. ubralod, mainteresebs raxdeba, ra auxsneli da gaugebari kanon-zomiereba moqmedebs, romlis kval-zec yovelRame am mtanjveli foria-qis mowme var. da TiTqos marto me vares mowme, garindebuli sastumroebi daezoebi, skverebi da ludxanebi gulg-rilad afenen Semzarav Crdils sana-piros ganaTebul naxevars da me iZu-lebuli var SuaRamisas gavarkvio, Tura xdeba am naxevarze. qviSaSi, gaqceu-li adamianis nabijebi rCeba, TiTqosrCeba da adgilidan aRar iZvris. ara-da, rom wamovewevi, nabijebi ukvalodiSleba da adamianebic qrebian. isinime ver mamCneven, ver mxedaven da vercwarmoidgenen, rom romeliRacwertilidan maT vuTvalTvaleb. sana-piroze maRali palma Srialebs, me masvuaxlovdebi da mis qveS monusxuliv-iT vCerdebi. aq sibnelea da qviSiansanapiroze palmis wagrZelebuliCrdili moZraobs. Soridan ukve

nabijebis xma aRar aRwevs. mxolod ma-Rali palma Srialebs bnel sivrceSi.mere TiTqos Sriali qvemoTac Camodisda nerviulad miuyveba sanapiros. Tan-daTan siucxovis grZnoba meufleba daminda, rom saswrafod movSorde aqau-robas. erTaderTi, rac mamSvidebs,Sors, baTumis portSi gaCerebuligemia, romelic TeTrad mocimcimewertilad anTia da zRvaSic TeTranarekls afens. vtoveb am ucxo adg-ils da ukan neli nabijiT vbrundebi.naSuaRamevs bulvarze kaciSvili aRarWaWanebs da sanapiros gayolebazeqvafenili elnaTurebiT aris ganaTe-buli. vuyureb sanapiros gaswvriv gan-lagebul ucxo ezoebs da ucxo sax-lebs, romelTa wiaRSic CamiCumi arismis, vuyureb da vfiqrob, kargi iqne-ba, aqaurobas swrafad movcilde,radgan aq, zRvis siaxloves, raRac si-maxinjea fexmokidebuli. dRisiT dams-veneblebi sanapiroze amzeureben Ta-vianT sxeulebs. isini erTad wvanan dazRvis pirispir es erTad yofnacTaviseburi ritualia, romelicyoveldRiurad sruldeba, erTadyofna mswrafwarmavalia iseve,rogorc yvelaferi amqveynad. Zalianaxlos wvanan damsveneblebi pliaJzeerTmaneTTan, Zalian axlos, TiTqmisebjinebian erTmaneTs qalebi, kacebi,bavSvebi. es sxeulebi erTmaneTSia Cax-larTuli da Cawnexili da Soridan,zRvaSi gasuli gemidan Tu gadmoxedavsanapiros, erT mTlian masas dainaxav.es mTliani masa TiTqos nelamoZraobs, nela ivseba da iwriteba,mere isev ivseba da iwriteba, saRamospirze ki formas kargavs da mere Tan-daTan qreba. qreba, radganac ukve Ra-mis cxovreba iwyeba, kafe-barebidangamayruebeli xmauri ismis. Znelia, esxmauri melodiad miiCnio, magram amxmauris ritmsayolili mocekvaveebi,eWvgareSea, xmaurs musikad aRiqvamenda Tavdaviwyebulebi trialebensacekvao moedanze. aWarul cekvebssomxuri motivebi enacvleba, dams-veneblebi baris SesasvlelTan dgananda am uazro vakxanalias uyureben.mere ki, ukve naSuaRamevs sanapirozRvas erwymis da yru udabnod iqceva.am udabnos drodadro mSfoTvaregadaZaxilebi, qviSaSi gaqceuli adami-anebis xmauriani nabijebi, isteriuligineba da sasowarkveTili gminva se-ravs. es Ramis xmebia, zRvis sanapirozegaSlili da gafantuli, avismomaswave-beli an ukve sulismRafavi da ava-daxdenili. gaTenebisas ki yvelazeufro mZafri vnebaTaRelvac qreba daindiferentuli, mTvlemare da yve-lafrisadmi ganurCeveli siCume isad-gurebs. axlac es dro axlovdeba, aR-mosavleTiT odnav icriceba mtred-isfrad ca. me nela vbrundebi Cvens na-qiraveb binaSi, sadac yvelas RrmaZiliT sZinavs da fanjridan SemoW-rili elnaTuris sinaTle tokavsoTaxis yru kedelze. `sad arian axlais gaqceulebi, iqneb kidev mirbian dasul ase irbenen baTumis portamde~, _vfiqrob CemTvis da dawolisTanavemeZineba.

rkinigzis sadgurSi varT. ma-tarebeli sadacaa Camodgeba qobule-Tis baqanze, bavSvebs uxariaT, romkupeSi marto Cven viqnebiT da zedasawolebs daikaveben. me verafersvgrZnob, mxolod saidanRac Soreu-li xma yrud CamCurCulebs, rom amdRe-Ramis moulodnel morevs gavaR-wev da cxovrebis Cveul ritms davu-brundebi. baqanze Za-lian cota xalxia, viRacdabneuli qali miax-lovdeba da mekiTxeba,Tu ramden xans gaCerde-ba matarebeli, sad iqne-ba esa da es vagoni.

rac iyo, wavida daaRar dabrundeba. me isevimas vgrZnob, rasac aqam-de vgrZnobdi, sxvaqalaqSi Camovedi, Cam-ovedi sxva adamianebTanerTad da sxva var ukveTviTon mec.

es qalaqi ukve sxva ritmiT cx-ovrobs, ucxo xalxi ireva da ucxoelferi adevs. mec gavucxovdi saku-Tari Tavisgan da Tumca vcdilob war-sulTan Sexmianebas, vatyob, rom sulodnavRa vaxerxeb amas.

am qalaqSi Zveleburi mxolodpalmebia da me ukve veTxovebi ampalmebs, romlebic sibneleSi aRarCanan, matarebeli midis nela, nela mi-irweva, wyvdiadia, aqa-iq gakvesili Tugaelvebuli sinaTle sibneles nauc-baTev suraTebs stacebs: cecxlTanmartoxela muSa trialebs, albaT Se-duRebas Tu morCa, dRiuri samuSao Tugaasrula da saamqrosken ezideba mTe-li dRis najaxirev iaraRebs. sxvagandafxavebuli saxlis carieli erdogaifrialebs, sadac ukve didi xaniafexi aravis daudgams da kibes xavsimosdebia. qalaqis ganapiras SemTx-veviT gzadSeyril moxetialeTaganerTi sanTebelas umarjvebs meores, amukanasknelis saxe naxevrad brundebamatareblisaken, TiTqos scena tri-alebso da mere TandaTan wyvdiadiskvaldakval qreba.

qalaqis ganapira xedi kidev erTx-el gaielvebs kviparosebis silueteb-is fonze da mere yvelaferi qreba, wyv-diadi nTqavs yvelafers. me meCveneba,rom matarebeli gvirabSi Sevida, ma-gram qveSecneulad imasac vgrZnob,rom es mxolod moCvenebaa da Talxis-frad amogmanul fanjaras vabjen mz-eras. ukve sinaTlis misxalic ar Wia-tobs arsaidan da mikvirs, ram Camoab-nela qveyniereba, mikvirs da msiam-ovnebs, rom Cven ganaTebul kupeSivsxedvarT da Cabnelebuli mindvreb-is gaswvriv mivqrivarT.

ukan rCeba qobuleTi da ara martoqobuleTi, aramed is, rac ukve iyo;rCeba baTumis Soreuli porti daRameebSi zRvaSi areklili TeTradganaTebuli gemi. am qalaqSi Zvele-buri mxolod palmebia da sxva danar-Ceni axalia yvelaferi. da rikulebi,rikulebia kidev Zveli; ganier, masi-ur kibeTa rikulebi. es rikulebimiRviZebs gardasulis, samudamoddakargulis da gauCinarebulis mb-Jutav xsovnas, bavSvobas veRar Seexe-bi, Sin ver dabrundebi, radgan es „Sin"aRarsad aRar aris ukve.

matarebeli wyvdiadSi miirweva,zogjer mkveTrad amuxruWebs da asevemkveTrad, naucbaTevad iZvris adgil-idan. bavSvebs zeda sawolebze sZinavTda mTeli sxeuliT irwevian. isinimTlianad arian mindobilni matareb-lis Semparav svlas. nanasac sZinavs dasaxeze daRliloba etyoba. isev iZvrismatarebeli da cota xnis SemdegsagrZnoblad umatebs siswrafes. Can-TaSi viskis naxevramde savse boTlimaqvs, viReb da zustad am momentSi Cem-Si asociaciebis grZeli jaWvi Seirxe-va. vxedav, rom matareblis fanjaraSivireklebi da Tan wamierad maxsendebagaurkvevel adgilas Seqmnili msgavsiviTareba. siTxe siamovnebiT meRvrebasxeulSi da asociaciac qreba.

daZinebamde dros vixangrZliveb.diliT ukve TbilisSi unda viyoT. fan-jaraSi isev sruli wyvdiadia. Tumcaim Zvel qalaqs ver mivageni, mainc vici,sad viyavi da saidan movdivar, magramaxla sad var da saiT mivdivar, amisgageba miWirs, radgan fanjridan mx-olod ramdenime ganaTebuli wertilimoCans. arada, matarebeli mainc midis,midis, miirweva...

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2 -15 aprili 2010

_ modi, Tavidan daviwyoT,rogorc erTgan ambobT _ Tqveni`gawvalebuli~ bavSvobis mogonebe-bidan. rodis daiwyeT wera?

_ patara viyavi, sadRac meore-me-same klasSi, rodesac andersenis zRa-pari vTargmne. mere albaT vifiqre,raRa sxvisi vTargmno, sakuTars Sevqm-ni-meTqi da raRacebis wera daviwye.vwerdi CemTvis, gasarTobad. cota rommovizarde, leqsebze gadavedi.zogadad, es garemo, anu wigni da mwer-loba bavSvobidan iyo Cems irgvliv.gamimarTla, rom garSemo araCveu-lebrivi adamianebi mexvia, mamas mego-brebi, romelTac bevri ram maswavlesda gamiadviles. erT-erTi maTganigaxldaT otia paWkoria, `ciskris~redaqtoris moadgile, romelsacpirvelad mivutane leqsebi. dabeWdvisdidi imedi ar mqonda. im saRamos mamamdamireka da miTxra, rom moriss (morisfocxiSvili maSin `ciskris~ redaq-tori iyo) leqsebi Zalian moewona damisayvedura, me ratom ar wamakiTxeo.erT kviraSi otiam `ciskris~ sasigna-lo egzemplari gadmomca. ase SedgaCemi poeturi naTloba. mas Semdeg sulvwer, ar SevCerebulvar, Tumca ver vi-tyvi, rom Zalian nayofieri var. bolokrebuli _ `quCis biWebis gasagonad~_ 2000 wels gamosca bakur sulakaur-ma. tiraJi imdenad mcire iyo, wigni,faqtobrivad, daikarga. bevrma verwaikiTxa. `dakargulad~ mimaCnia winakrebulic _ `xeebi, biWi da sxva...~,romelic 1995 wels gamoica. es is droiyo, rodesac literaturisTvisaravis ecala da Cemi leqsebic SeumCn-eveli darCa. axla vfiqrob, gamovcewigni, sadac bolo 10 wlis ganmavlo-baSi dawerili leqsebi Seva.

_ axal moTxrobebs rodis undavelodoT?

_ ase konkretulad ver getyviT.amJamad fiqris, Segrovebisa da anal-izis periodi maqvs. gansxvavebuli ramminda davwero.

_ romans xom ar umiznebT?_ ara, aseTi akviatebebi ar maqvs,

Tu gamova didi, gamovides. bolo kre-bulSi aris aseTi teqsti _ `nabijebinasesxebSi~. vwerdi, vwerdi... Sevatyve,rom ar mTavrdeboda. mombezrda. avd-eqi da davamTavre. zogadad, romanisnervebi ar maqvs, amdeni wera ar Semi-Zlia.

_ xSirad ubrundebiT dawerils?_ erTxel dawerili aRar mainter-

esebs. saTqmeli naTqvamia da amis Sem-deg teqsti ukve damoukideblad agr-Zelebs sicocxles. zogjer wamikiTx-avs Zveli naweri da aRar momwonebia_ am gadmosaxedidan ufro sxvanair-ad davwerdi, Tumca esec bunebrivia:mwerali xom Cveulebrivi adamiania,romelic izrdeba, ixveweba da konkre-tul faqtebs kritikulad afasebs.zogadad, Ziebis procesi Zalian mniS-vnelovania da aucilebeli imisaTvis,rom Sens enas miagno. SeiZleba slengiimdenad bunebrivad gamoiyeno, argagaRizianos, magram isic SeiZleba,

`davibade Semodgomis TbilisSi. Cems dabadebas raime RirsSesaniSnavi movlena ar dabedebia _ arc plan-etebis paradi idga, arc mze dabnelebula da kometac ar moswyvetia cis kabadons. Cemi zodiaqo sasworia da,simarTle unda iTqvas, yovlad gauwonasworebeli kaci var,~ _ wers mwerali gigi sulakauri avtobiografiulCanaxatSi, romliTac misi moTxrobebis pirveli krebuli ̀ me da Cemi liza~ sruldeba. es wigni 2003-Si gamovida,manamde ki iyo leqsebi, leqsebi da sxva araferi. yovel SemTxvevaSi, sazogadoeba poetad icnobda.

didad popularuli arasodes yofila, ai, Sexvedrebs rom uwyoben da quCaSi cnoben xolme, im tipis avtori,Tumca literaturul wreebSi yovelTvis afasebdnen. gasuli saukunis 90-ian wlebSi misi leqsebi ZiriTadadJurnal ̀ XX saukuneSi~ ibeWdeboda, misi samegobroc am Jurnalis garSemo Tavmoyrili adamianebi iyvnen. mego-brebi misTvis Zalian bevrs niSnavs. ̀ gansakuTrebuli kastaa~, romelTac yvelafris uflebas aZlevs, danarCensamyarosTan SedarebiT distanciuria.

weram bavSvobidan aitana, raSic didi wvlili mamas, arCil sulakaurs da mis megobrebs miuZRviT. kalamsadre Tu gvian albaT mainc aiRebda, Tumca am adamianebma bevr rameze auxiles Tvali da bevri ram gauadviles.swored imdroindeli ambebiT daiwyo Cveni saubaric.

akademiuri stiliT werde da yalbiiyo.

_ Tqveni Semoqmedebis sakmaodxangrZlivi periodi leqsebs dauT-meT, moTxrobebis pirveli krebulimxolod 2003-Si gamovida. ram gana-piroba es `gadasvla~, leqsma veRardaitia saTqmeli Tu proza manamdec`gawvalebdaT~?

_ aseT dayofas ar veTanxmebi. poe-zia da proza erTiani sivrcea da masmwerloba hqvia. adamiani im formiTambobs saTqmels, rac konkretul mo-mentSi mis sulTan ufro axlosaa.ubralod, SesaZleblobebia gansxvave-buli. prozaSi SegiZlia siuJeti ga-naviTaro, mTavari gmiri Semoiyvanoda a.S. poezias sul sxva specifika aqvs.Zalian maRizianebs termini `poetisproza,~ verafriT vigeb, ras niSnavs.mSvenier leqsebs wers besik xaranau-li. axla dawera romani. ra unda da-varqvaT amas, poetis proza? xomsisulelea? oTar WilaZis proza po-etis prozaa? esaa didi mwerlis pro-za. morCa da gaTavda.

_ moTxrobebis krebulisTvis`TamaSi revolveriT~ SarSan `saba~miiReT. elodiT am premias, da saer-Tod, ramdenad mniSvnelovaniaTqvenTvis sazogadoebis mxridanyuradReba?

_ marTali giTxraT, ar velodi daZalian gamixarda. principSi, wer imi-tom, rom mkiTxvelamde mivides, ise raazri aqvs mwerlis Sromas? maxsovs,`sabas~ miRebis Semdeg oTar WilaZeambobda, Tu karg rames dawer, yovelwels unda mogcen premia, ratomacarao. mec aseTi ganwyoba maqvs: Tukarg wigns davwer, momcen premia,ratomac ara?!

_ ramdenad advilia dRes mwer-lisTvis Tavis gatana?

_ mwerlis erTaderTi Semosavalida manugeSebeli honoraria, rac dResar gagvaCnia. sazRvargareT profe-sionali mwerali erTi wignidan meo-remde aRebuli fuliT cxovrobs.CvenTan ki sxva viTarebaa. Tu dasav-leTze gaqvs sworeba da `evroremon-tis~ doneze ginda icxovro, aqac mo-miwesrige mdgomareoba, rom kom-fortulad vigrZno Tavi da meorewignze vifiqro. winaaRmdeg SemTx-vevaSi, wera rTulia an saerTod argamodis. sawer magidasTan absolu-turad sufTa unda dajde, fxizelida ganwmendili. iyo dro, roca RamiTvmuSaobdi. mere mivxvdi, ra dasveneb-ulic unda iyo dRis ganmavlobaSi,RamiT mainc gadaRlili xar dasruliad Sevcvale ganrigi _ mx-olod dRisiT vmuSaob. am dros gone-ba yvelaze saRi da naTelia. ase saku-Tari Tavis winaSec marTali var daarc mkiTxvels vatyueb. meeWveba, mw-erali mTvrali miujdes magidas daSedevrebi Seqmnas. eg absurdia.

_ Tumca arsebobda legendagalaktionze, romelic TiTqos nas-vam mdgomareobaSi werda.

_ ara mgonia, eg marTali iyos.

anda zeciuri Zala umarTavda xels. memainc vfiqrob, roca nasvami wer, ityue-bi.

_ Tqvens Taobas, romelic 80-ianwlebSi gamovida asparezze, `dakar-guls~ uwodebdnen, erovnulimoZraobisa da samoqalaqo omebisperipetiebSi Cakargul Taobas. TumcaTqven sxvagvari formulireba Se-mogvTavazeT da erT-erT CanawerSi`Crdilebis Taoba~ dairqviT. ratomgaCnda aseTi Sedareba?

_ es Canaweri erT seriozul adami-anTan kamaTis Sedegia, romelmac me daCemi megobrebi gaugebrad weraSi dag-vadanaSaula. `TviTmfrinavis biWebis~ambebi axali momxdari iyo, sazogadoe-ba _ uaryofiTad ganwyobili. am kacmaTviTmfrinavs jinsebi da Tmebic miay-ola, rasac kategoriulad ar veTanxme-bodi. vupasuxe, rom `Cemi Taoba arc`jinsebis,~ arc `Tmis~ da miT umetes,arc `TviTmfrinavis~ Taoba ar aris.Cemi Taoba wyevlisgan ar Tu ver gan-Tavisuflebuli Taobaa, Tqveni _ ̀ nar-cisi bumberazebisa~ da momavali `uni-Wieres narcisebs~ Soris arsebuliCrdilisa. Cven CrdiliT kamuflaJire-bulebi varT, Tu Zalian gainteresebs,am Taobas yvelaze zustad `CrdilebisTaoba~ Seesityveba... Cven CrdilebisTaoba gvqvia... SesaZloa, dRes ase aRarvfiqrobde, Tumca im momentSi gulwr-feli viyavi. dro iyo iseTi, ukve damkvi-drebuli klasikosebi axalgazrdebsnakleb yuradRebas gvaqcevdnen, TiTqosseriozulad ar aRgviqvamdnen. aman gam-oiwvia protesti. maSin sakuTari Tavisreklama ar iyo miRebuli da Cemma si-tyvebma garkveulwilad es funqciaitvirTa. zogadad, Zalian sainteresoTaoba iyo da aris kidec. zogi dResacagrZelebs weras, zogma kalami gverdzegadado da sxva ramiT dakavda, zogicocxali aRaraa. magaliTad, Tamaz ba-ZaRua, romelic Zalian kargi poeti gax-ldaT. im periodSi, asparezze rom gam-ovediT, bevri saintereso saxeli gam-oikveTa. miuxedavad imisa, umetesobauriTmo leqsebs werda, erTmaneTs arvgavdiT. yvelas Tavisi xma da stilihqonda. Tavis damkvidrebac met-nakle-bad movaxerxeT, Tumca Cems Taobas sab-oloo sityva jer ar uTqvams.

_ Tanamedrove mwerlebs Tu ecno-biT?

_ SeZlebisdagvarad. wignebi Zvir-ia, amitom vkiTxulob imas, rasac mov-ixelTeb. qarTvelebis mopoveba Sedar-ebiT iolia, ucxoelebTan ufro rTu-ladaa saqme. Tavis droze e.w `moduri~avtorebi wavikiTxe _ koelio, kundera,akunini... maincdamainc ar aRvfrTov-anebulvar. bevrs moswons da kargi raRa-cebic aqvT, magram ar arian Cemi mwer-lebi, Cems sulTan ar modian. me ufrosxvanairi avtorebi miyvars.

_ Tqvens mwerlebad vis miiCnevT?_ visi naweric SegZravs, Cagafiqrebs

da xangrZlivad gagyveba. sadac namdvilkacebze da qalebzea moTxrobili, nam-dvil grZnobebsa da gancdebze. aseTiwigni Zalian bevria. SeiZleba sul pawaw-

ina teqsti iyos, magram genialobamoculobiT xom ar ganisazRvreba?magaliTad, folkners aqvs pataramoTxrobebi, SeiZleba Wkua dagakarg-inos; genialuria tolstois `sevas-topoluri moTxrobebic~. qarTvel-ebidan Zalian momwons rezo WeiSvi-lis novelebi. es ise, uceb rac max-sendeba, Torem seriozuli wignebismeti ra aris?! SigadaSig mainc Zve-lebs vubrundebi, SeiZleba Cems Tavsvamowmeb, axalgazrdoba xom ar mat-yuebda-meTqi. gadavikiTxav da vrw-mundebi, rom marTali vyofilvar.asea, namdvil literaturaze dro armoqmedebs.

_ `Zalian Znelia bavSvebisTviswera~ _ ase iwyeba Tqveni esse `ja-dosnuri Taro.~ msgavsi mosazrebaaraerT adamians gamouTqvams. dide-bisTvis wera advilia?

_ didebisTvis ufro advilia,bavSvi ki maSinve grZnobs siyalbes.xandaxan unda SeTxza an Seni bavSvo-bis ambebi mouyve, oRond ise cocx-lad da sainteresod, meti rom ariqneba. arc is unda daiviwyo, romsaqme gaqvs momaval mkiTxvelTan daerTmaarasworma nabijma SeiZlebayvelaferi gaafuWos. xom gaxsovT,rogor aqvs dawerili mark tvens ̀ tomsoieris Tavgadasavali~ _ zustad imasakidan gamomdinare, im asakisfsiqologiis gaTvaliswinebiT. yve-la niuansia daculi. `heklberi fi-nis Tavgadasavali~ cota rTulia. esar aris sabavSvo wigni, iseve, rogorc`guliveris mogzauroba~. vnaxe misiadaptirebuli gamocema, romelmacSemzara. sviftisgan darCenili Con-Cxia. amitomac Sevitane ymawvilT-aTvis gankuTvnili wignebisCamonaTvalSi `guliveris~ origi-naluri versia.

_ sxvaTa Soris, sainteresoCamonaTvalia. wignebi, romlebic 20wlamde axalgazrdas unda hqondeswakiTxuli. vfiqrob, mkiTx-velisTvisac saintereso iqneba misigacnoba, amitom ar davizareb damTlianad SemogTavazebT. maS, ase:`Sarl de kosteris `ulenSpigelislegenda,~ jonaTan sviftis ̀ guliv-eris mogzauroba~ (araadaptirebu-li), robert luis stivensonis ̀ gan-ZTa kunZuli,~ aleqsandre diumas`sami muSketeri,~ mark tvenis `tomsoierisa da heklberi finis Tavga-dasavali,~ uolter skotis `aiven-ho,~ ̀ aTas erTi Rame,~ herman melvi-lis `mobi diki,~ lev tolstois`yazaxebi,~ `haji murati,~ `omi damSvidoba,~ fiodor dostoevskis`Zmebi karamazovebi,~ anton Cexovisnovelebi, ivan turgenevis ̀ monadi-ris Canawerebi,~ ernest hemingueismoTxrobebi, jeims joisis `dub-linelebi,~ (vaJa, ilia,akaki, gu-ramiSvili_ ulaparakod), uiliamSeqspiris `romeo da julieta,~`hamleti~ da `mefe liri~, fransua

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baadur wulaZe:

`iseTi mwerlebi miyvars, romlebic

CemTvis raRac axals xsnian~

mkiTxveli

_ mkiTxvelad adamiani bavSvo-bidan yalibdeba. didi mniSvnelobaaqvs, Tu rogor literaturul gare-moSi izrdeba igi. batono baadur,Tqvens ojaxSi ra adgili ekavawigns?

_ amboben, wignis siyvarulSibabuas _ lavrenti wulaZes vgavar.Tumca religiuri xasiaTis erT-erTpublikaciaSi amovikiTxe, rom Cemsdid babuas, ivane wulaZes, wigni kidevufro metad yvarebia. orive maTganisasuliero piri iyo. babuaCemi, gar-da samRvdelo samsaxurisa, skolaSiqarTul enasa da literaturas aswav-lida. amasTanave, gazeT `iveriaSi~sakuTar leqsebsa da religiur Tusaero Tematikis werilebs aqveynebda.im droisTvis sakmaod ganaTlebulkacad iTvleboda. icnobda ilia Wav-WavaZes, vaJa fSavelas. axlac maqvssaTuTune, romelic vaJam aCuqa.babuaCemis ojaxi sofel WanWarSi cx-ovrobda. mis uSvelebel biblioTeka-Si aramarto qarTuli, aramed peter-burgidan gamowerili uamravi rusu-li wigni da perioduli gamocema in-axeboda. gasuli saukunis 20-ian wleb-Si mokles _ anafora ar gaixada,RvTismsaxurebaze uari ar Tqva dakomkavSirelebi dauxvdnen... uni-kaluri xis eklesia, romelSic msax-urobda, dawves. iqidan gamotanilxatebsac Sua ezoSi cecxli waukides.Cemma umcrosma mamidam, marikam, erTixatis gadarCena moaxerxa. xati dRem-de mis ojaxSi inaxeba. rac Seexeba bib-lioTekas, urmebiT gauzidiaT. sadwaiRes is wignebi, aravin icis... sax-lis sxvenSi zanduki idga, isicwignebiTa da JurnalebiT iyo savse.zandukisTvis xeli ar uxliaT. me imwignebze gavizarde.

_ bevrs kiTxulobdiT?_ Tavidan, sanam wera-kiTxvas vis-

wavlidiT, me da Cems das mamida gvi-kiTxavda. mama gadasaxlebuli iyo,deda mTeli dRe muSaobda, amitom Cve-ni aRzrda mamidam iTava. sxvadasxvawignebsa da Jurnalebs xmamaRla gvi-kiTxavda. literaturis samyarospirvelad man maziara. ioseb griSaS-vilis poezia gansakuTrebulad uy-varda. mezobels patefoni edga. fir-fitaze Cawerili iyo griSaSvilis xma,sakuTar leqsebs kiTxulobda. sao-caria, ̀ Zveli Tbilisi~ iqidan viswav-le.

erTs getyviT: marTalia, gurule-bze bevrs xumroben, magram guriaSi ararsebobda ojaxi, Tundac patara bib-lioTeka rom ar hqonoda. wigni uy-vardaT gurulebs...

_ Tqven baTumSi daibadeT, ara?_ diax, iq davibade da gavizarde.

minda, erTi saintereso istoria gi-amboT: baTumSi, Saumianis quCaze, pa-tara maRazia iyo, iq sakancelarionivTebs yiddnen. gamyidvlad simpaTi-uri adamiani muSaobda; etyoboda, ga-naTlebuli kaci iyo. gasayidnivTebTan erTad samtomeuli ido _`1812 wlis samamulo omis istoria~

pirovneba unda iyo, aravis gavdeo... TviTonac aseTia – baadur wulaZe aravis gavs. SeuZlebelia naxo `qorwili~,`ar daidardo~, `sami sasiZo~, `niZlavi~ Tu `pepela~, `ocdaSvidi dakarguli kocna~ Tu `mocurave~ da kidev mrava-li sxva filmi misi monawileobiT da mexsierebaSi ar CagrCes im personaJebis saxeebi, am xelovanma rom Seqmna.baadur wulaZis mier gansaxierebuli Tundac epizoduri rolebi individualizmis imgvar beWeds atarebs, kinosu-raTs imdenad aferadebs da avsebs, rom maT gareSe filmi, albaT, uRimRamo, arasruli iqneboda. asze meti roli aqvsSesrulebuli. aranakleb STambeWdavia mis mier Seqmnili filmebi. sruliad sakavSiro saxelmwifo kinematografiisinstitutis sareJisoro fakultetis warCinebiT damTavrebis Semdeg, aleqsandre dovJenkosa da mixeil Wiaurelismowafes xeloba rom srulyofilad ecodineboda, gasakviri arcaa. mis filmebs araerTi sxva reJisoris namuSevris-gan gamoarCev, radgan maTSi is naperwkalia, profesionalizmisa da niWis gadakveTisas rom warmoiSveba xolme.aseTia `feola~, `Sesveneba~, `valsi mTawmindaze~, `gladiatori~, `krosvordis amoxsnis moyvarulTaTvis~...baadur wulaZe Zalian saintereso mosaubrea. kinoze, musikaze, fizikasa Tu religiaze erTnairi mondomebiT da,rac mTavaria, codniT saubrobs. Tumca literatura misi upirvelesi siyvarulia. ambobs, ramdenad niWieri re-Jisori, an msaxiobi var, ver getyviT, magram niWieri mkiTxveli, momxmarebeli rom var, amaze Tavs davdebo...

rusulad. uxvad ilustrirebuli, sao-cari gamocema! ar gaivlida dRe, romskolidan Sinisken mimavals maRaziaSiar Semevlo... im wignebis gamo Sevdio-di. gamyidvels vuyvardi, icoda masTanratomac mivdiodi. momcemda xolmegamocemas, davjdebodi kuTxeSi da Tva-lierebas viwyebdi (Zviri Rirda. vico-di, ver SeviZendi). mZime dro iyo, xalxsuWirda da Cems garda samtomeuliTaravin interesdeboda. erT mSvenierdRes maRaziaSi Sesuls wignebi aRardamxvda. `samwuxarod, gaiyida~, _miTxra gamyidvelma. Sin acremlebulidavbrundi. vtirodi, magram Cems dawy-narebas vin SeZlebda? meore dRes Cemidabadebis dRe iyo – xuTi marti. dil-iT, roca gaviRviZe, samtomeuli mag-idaze damxvda! saWiro Tanxa mTel san-aTesaosa da mezoblebs SeegrovebinaT.icodnen, am saCuqarze metad araferigamaxarebda. is sami wigni dRemde uZ-virfasesia CemTvis...

_ ramdenadac vici, msaxiobobazearasodes giocnebiaT. bavSvobaSi sxvagatacebebi gqondaT _ kiTxva da fex-burTis TamaSi giyvardaT...

_ zogjer Jurnalistebi mekiTxe-bian, msaxioburi niWi saidano? bavS-vobaSi msaxiobobaze marTlac arvfiqrobdi. vkiTxulobdi bevrs, Zalianbevrs da Semdeg wakiTxuls Cems mego-brebs vuyvebodi – saxeebs vqmnidi!zogjer, roca saklaso oTaxSi aurza-uri atydeboda da maswavlebeli veRarmarTavda situacias, metyoda: ̀ wulaZe,gamodi, rame moyevi~. mec davdgebodida viwyebdi... Cveulebriv, TanatolebierTmaneTs naklebad usmenen xolme, ma-gram, rogorc Cans, wakiTxuls ise gad-movcemdi, rom klasi maSinve isusebo-da.

SeuZlebeli iyo, raime axali wignigamosuliyo da ar wamekiTxa. axlac asevar _ dReSi ramdenime gverdi maincunda wavikiTxo.

_ ganurCevlad yvelafers kiTxu-lobT?

_ TiTqmis asea. yvelaferi mainter-esebs, Tumca mxatvruli literatura,istoriuli Janris literatura,filosofiuri da religiuri mima-rTulebis wignebi gansakuTrebiT miy-vars.

_ SeuZlebelia, mxatvrul liter-aturaSi sayvareli avtorebi ar gyav-deT...

_ yvelaze metad Seqspiri miyvars.jer kidev bavSvi viyavi, roca wavi-kiTxe. is Cemi pirveli siyvaruli iyoda bolomde aseTi damokidebuleba Sem-rCa. uceb Semiyvarda...

_ ratom mainc da mainc Seqspiri?_ miWirs gipasuxoT. verafriT

daadgen, esa Tu is avtori an nawarmoe-bi ratom giyvars. bavSvi viyavi, anal-izis unari naklebad mqonda. maSin, Se-qspiris kiTxvisas, sxva gancdebi mipy-robda, axla sxva gancdebi maqvs. nebis-mieri avtoris kiTxvisas ase xdeba. ma-galiTad, `samaniSvilis dedi-nacvalze~ bavSvobaSi mecineboda danawarmoebi amitom momwonda. mogvi-

anebiT, roca xelmeored wavikiTxe, ma-Sin davinaxe misi siRrmeebi. mkiTxvelinawarmoebs yovel jerze sxavadasx-vanairad aRiqvams.

_ Seqspiris an daviT kldiaSvilisgarda, romel mwerals ubrundebiTxolme?

_ ama Tu im mwerals iSviaTad vu-brundebi, amisTvis naklebad vicli.SeiZleba es cudicaa, magram imdeni ax-ali wigni gamodis, rom ukan dabrune-ba Znelia.

_ Tqven, albaT, rusulenovaniTargmanebis literaturis mkiTxve-li ufro xarT...

_ qarTul Targmanebs naklebadvicnob. saqme isaa, rom msoflio lit-eraturis rusuli Targmanebi,rogorc wesi, ufro adre gamodiodada mec maSinve vkiTxulobdi. wakiTxvamxolod qarTulad da rusulad Semi-Zlia. sxva enebidan Targmnil teqstsdedans xom ver Sevadareb, ra vici iqra weria? ubralod, mTargmnels ven-dobi. ra Tqma unda, boris pasternaks,rogorc mTargmnels, unda endo. Tum-ca vfiqrob, poeziis Targmna gac-ilebiT Znelia. roca rusulad Targ-mnil qarTul leqsebs, an, piriqiT,rusulidan qarTulad TargmnilsvkiTxulob – is ar aris, rac unda iyos.rogorc Cans, poezias sxvanairadTargmna sWirdeba. mimaCnia, rom erissuliskveTebis gamomxatveli poeziaufroa, vidre _ proza. Tu ginda gaugoers, mis poezias unda icnobde. amitomsuliskveTeba, romelic leqsSia, Targ-mnisas ar unda daikargos. cxadia,imasac mniSvneloba aqvs, Tu vin Targ-mna. magaliTad, pasternakis an zab-olockis Targmanebi maRali rangisaada sxvaTa Targmanebisgan mniS-vnelovnad gansxvavdeba. magaliTad,`vefxistyaosnis~ balmontiseuliTargmani maqvs wakiTxuli. Tu ar vcde-bi, man poema dednidan ki ara, ingli-suridan Targmna. amitomac zedapir-uli Targmania. rac Seexeba Salva nu-cubiZis mier Sesrulebul rusulTargmans, es klasikuri nimuSia da sulsxva donea. Cans, rom poemis suliskveT-eba, misi majiscema esmis. amitom vam-bob, Zalian didi mniSvneloba aqvs, Tuvin Targmnis.

_ batono baadur, axalgazrdebT-an did dros atarebT. Teatrisa dakinos universitetis studentebsreJisuras, msaxiobis ostatobas as-wavliT. sainteresoa, momavali re-Jisorebi wignTan ramdenad axlosarian?

_ is, rom dRes axalgazrdoba wignsdaSorda, Cemi studentebis magal-iTzec Cans. adre televizia iseT da-bal doneze idga, rom axalgazrdebiamiT naklebad interesdebodnen. Tuinteresi gqonda – wigni unda gekiTxaan kino genaxa. marTalia, uwignurobiszogadi maCvenebeli maSinac maRaliiyo, magram aseTi adamianebi im pro-fesiebs irCevdnen, sadac literatur-is codna, ganaTleba aucileblobas arwarmoadgenda. axla es ucodinari

xalxi mainca da mainc reJisuras damsgavs specialobebs irCevs. minda vTq-va, rom gamocda unar-CvevebSi xe-lovnebis mimarTulebis umaRlesi sas-wavleblebisaTvis tragikul mov-lenad mimaCnia. adamiani, romelicunar-Cvevebis testebs kargad pasux-obs, is xelovnebis Sesabamisfakultetebze ar unda miiRo, amiskategoriuli winaaRmdegi var! masunda uTxra: `Sen azrovneb Zalian sa-Rad, magram xar standartuladmoazrovne adamiani da SemoqmedebiTiunarebi sruliad ar gagaCnia. amitom,SegiZlia nebismieri specialoba air-Cio, garda xelovnebis dargebisa.~adamianma, romelic Tavisufladazrovnebs da SemoqmedebiTad `af-rens~, gamoricxulia unarebi kargadCaabaros!

saerTod, xelovnebaSi asea – adami-ans unda adrovo. aris SemTxvevebi,roca swavlis pirvel etapze axal-gazrdas vuyureb da vfiqrob, profe-sia arasworad airCia-meTqi, magrammoulodnelad, ise `ifeTqebs~, romyvelas jobnis. pirveli semetris gan-mavlobaSi studentis mimarT katego-riuli arasodes var, vacli, magramgadis dro da Tuki is mainc arafersakeTebs, vsvam kiTxvas: `ra xdeba?~`fantazia ar maqvs~, – mpasuxobs. Tufantazia ar gaqvs, ra ginda xe-lovnebaSi?! me marto verafers Sev-Zleb, verafers vaswavli, TviTon undamoindomon, iswavlon, gamoaCinon sak-uTari SesaZleblobebi, miCvenon, Turatom airCies es sfero, me ki, yve-lanairad davexmarebi. unda gqondesniWi, sxvanairad azrovnebde, undaSeamCnio da Caavlo imas, rasac sxvebiver amCneven. esaa xelovneba! mxolod`me minda~ sakmarisi ar aris! xelovne-ba unda iswavlo, sxvanairad araferigamogiva. sruliad sakavSiro kine-matografiis instituti, sadac me vs-wavlobdi, Zalian seriozuli saswav-lebeli iyo. qarTveli xelovanebidan,romlebmac ganaTleba iq miiRes, zogigeniosi iyo, zogi – niWieri, zogic –naklebad, magram profesias yvelaflobda. maTgan zogierTma kargifilmebi gadaiRo, zogmac – saSualo,magram araprofesionalurad gadaRe-buli filmebiao, vercerTze ityvi.

`fantazia ar maqvs~, ̀ guSin ar meca-la~, – amas Cvens institutSi vin gabe-davda? getyodnen: `ginda swavla? _iswavle. ar ginda? _ wadi aqedan”. anromeli studentis mSobeli darekav-da dekanatSi da iwuwunebda, Cems Svilsproblemebi aqvso?! dRevandeli stu-dentebi mudmivad ufrosebis imedadarian, amitomac absoluturad infan-tiluri axalgazrdobaa. zogjer`nuls” vwer codnaSi. students,romelsac araferi gaukeTebia, verSevafaseb.

_ fantaziaze vsaurobdiT... ad-amianis fantazias sWirdeba wyaro,romlidanac sazrdoobs. Tuki mo-mavali xelovani ar kiTxulobs, Tu

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rables ̀ gargantua da pantagrueli,~biblia _ Zveli da axali aRTqma, dara Tqma unda, servantesis `don kix-oti.~ ra principiT SearCieT es wigne-bi, mxolod Tqveni sayvareli nawar-moebebi Sevida Tu sxvaTa gamocdile-bac gaiTvaliswineT?

_ samyaroSi uamravi araCveu-lebrivi wignia, Tumca am siaSi elemen-taruli da yvelaze aucilebeli Sevi-tane. wignebi, romlebic, Cemi azriT, 20wlamde axalgazrdam unda waikiTxos.sxvaTa Soris, Sarl de kosteris ul-enSpigelis Tavgadasavlis gamo mis-ayvedures, ymawvilebisTvis cotarTuli aRsaqmeliao. arada, me es wig-ni adreul asakSi wavikiTxe. Tanamed-rove Taobis gemovneba da msoflmxed-veloba Seicvala. dRes 17 wlis axal-gazrda waikiTxavs `ana kareninas~,`omsa da mSvidobas~ an ̀ karamazovebs~?`aTas erT Rames~ waakiTxeb vinmes?ityvis, rom zRaparia, arada, sul sxvasibrZne devs. yovelTvis miyvarda esnawarmoebi Tavisi mistikuri de-talebiT. karga didi viyavi, rocaborxesi Camivarda xelSi. vxedav,giJdeba `aTas erT Rameze~. gamixarda,radgan mivxvdi, rom marto me ar varaseTi, `didi~ biWebic erT-erT ge-nialur wignad miiCneven. egec da stiv-ensonic yovelTvis miyvarda.

_ dRes stivensonsac aRar kiTx-uloben.

_ imitom, rom `ganZTa kunZulic~sabavSvo sakiTxavad miaCniaT, arada,mozrdilTaTvisaa gankuTvnili, iseve,rogorc misi kidev erTi SesaniSnaviromani _ `Savi isari~. Zalian magarikaci iyo stivensoni, moTxrobebi xomsaerTod gadasarevi aqvs. zogadad,bevri mweralia, romelTa nawerebsacganaTlebuli adamiani unda icnobdes.magaliTad, edgar po, romelic me armiyvars, magram faqtia, rom mTeliplanetis mwerlebze moaxdina gavle-na. fransua viioni XV saukuneSi cx-ovrobda, magram aseTi Tanamedrovepoeti TiTebzea CamosaTvleli. kidevkargi Targmna daTo weredianma, ToremvrCebodi rusuli Targmanis amara.rusulad ki, simarTle giTxraT, armomewona.

Zalian miyvars Joze-maria deeredia, frangi poeti, romelicsonetebs werda. naklebad cnobili av-toria, gasuli saukunis poeturi da-jgufeba `parnasis~ wevri. Tavisdroze miqel patariZem Targmna. isemomwonda misi leqsebi, sadac davdio-di, yvelgan damqonda.

calke Temaa qarTuli literatu-ra, romelic aucileblad undaicode. Cems CamonaTvalSi elementaru-li Sevitane _ SoTa, ilia, vaJa, akakida guramiSvili. arada, rogor Sei-Zleba qarTvel kacs wakiTxuli argqondes yazbegi, romelic, Cemi azriT,udidesi mweralia. anda, daviT kl-diaSvili, mixeil javaxiSvili... rome-li erTi CamovTvalo. maTi wignebi xomTavad cxovrebaa.

_ `leqsis daweris Semdeg undadacarielde, an iseTi grZnoba dageu-flos, TiTqos raRac daaSave... esgrZnoba sindisis qenjnasac hgavs da,Sen warmoidgine, amave dros, ucnau-ria, magram Svebis momtanicaa.~ esecTqveni erT-erTi Canaweridanaa, sadac`inteleqtuali~ batoni leqsis wer-is wesebs gvTavazobs. zogadad, msgavsreceptebze ra azris xarT?

_ receptebiT wera rogor SeiZle-ba, afTiaqi an saojaxo wigni xom araris? iciT, albaT, xoferias ge-nialuri receptebis wigni. erTxel me-gobarTan raRac kerZs vamzadebdiT.

gadmoiRo es gamocema. yvela ingredi-enti gvqonda, receptiTac zustad vix-elmZRvaneleT, magram iseTi ar gamov-ida. asea, bevrjer unda mosinjo, ga-afuWo da gadayaro, sanam konkretulSedegs miiReb. sxvisi receptiT ara-feri gamodis, miT umetes, mwerloba-Si.

_ `Tqveni deda vatire, mogonebe-bo, _ viginebi bnel ezoSi, _ momeSv-iT, Tavi damanebeT, _ vyviri da Tanvicini, imitom, rom vcruob, imitomrom adamiani var, cxoveli, romelicmogonebebiT sazrdoobs da Tu araaqvs, SeTxzavs, gamoigonebs, amis gamodanaSauls Caidens, samyaros moat-yuebs da marTalic iqneba~ (`nabije-bi nasesxebSi~). xSirad giteven mog-onebebi?

_ mogonebebi nebismieri adamianiscxovrebis Semadgenelia. xSiradswored isini asazrdoeben Cems naw-erebs. Cemi moTxrobebi realur ambebsefuZneba, Tumca furcelze gadatan-amde drois garkveul gamocdas gadis.saerTod, cxel gulze arasodes miwe-ria. saTqmels didxans vinaxav. ra Tqmaunda, raRac drois Semdeg deforma-cias ganicdis da pirvandel saxes kar-gavs, magram meCveneba, rom ase ufrosworia. metad nafiqri gamodis. egreverom davwero, maSin Zalian natural-isturi gamova, naturalizmi da emilzola ki sruliad miuRebelia CemTvis.mamas uyvarda Tqma, poezia aris war-sulis tkivilio. mec SevaCvie Tavi,rom moTxroba, romelmac furcelzeamoyo Tavi, warsulis erTgvarigamoZaxilia, warsulis tkivili,oRond, fer, xma da ierSecvlili. aseufro msiamovnebs im realobis danax-va, romelic konkretul drosa da mo-mentSi ganvicade, rac erTxel ukveiyo. principSi, es sulis maSindelimdgomareobaa, romelsac am gadmo-saxedidan Tavidan ganicdi. ki, raRa-ceebis gadmotana SemiZlia zustad darealisturad, magram ara mgonia, esswori iyos. jer erTi, uinteresoa, me-orec, amas egreve mixvdeba mkiTxveli,romelmac icis literaturis gemo.

_ arseboben adamianebi, vis-Tvisac Tqveni literatura iwereba?

_ ra Tqma unda. eseni Cemi megobre-bi arian, erTaderTi kasta amqveynad,visac yvelafris nebas vaZlev da kidev,Cemi SviliSvilebi. isini jer ver kiTx-uloben, magram navardis ufleba aqvT.aseve dedaCemi, imitom, rom dedas kar-gi gemovneba aqvs. bevrjer gavuocebi-var, iseT ucnaur da zust ramesmetyvis xolme. marTalia, ar veTanxme-bi, magram vici, rom asea. xandaxan vTx-ov Tavad daweros, magram ar mijerebs.

_ anu, kargi Semfasebeli isevemniSvnelovania, rogorc kargimkiTxveli.

_ rasakvirvelia. karg Semfase-bels Zalian didi mniSvneloba aqvs.sulac ar maRizianebs kritika, Tuzustad metyvian, ra ar moswonT. amaSicuds verafers vxedav. zogi Zalzemtkivneulad aRiqvams. CemTvis alal-ad naTqvami SeniSvna ufro misaRebia,vidre naZaladevi pirferoba.

_ `mivdivar iq, sadac melodebi-an~, _ ambobs erTgan Tqveni moTxro-bis gmiri. sad aris adgili, sadac gigisulakaurs elodebian?

_ es sityvebi Cemma megobarma, vovamaCaiZem miTxra. saocrad niWieri ax-algazrda kaci iyo, erT-erTi magaripoeti. mere Tavi moikla. erT dRes sax-lamde momacila. vkiTxe _ aqedan sadmidixar-meTqi. iq mivdivar, sadac me-lodebiano. principSi, yvelas gvaqvsiseTi adgili, Cveni navsayudeli, sa-dac gvelodebian. mec iq mivdivar.

mas araferi ainteresebs, albaT,azrovnebis simwire mis namuSevreb-Sic aisaxeba, vTqvaT – kinoscenareb-Si, filmebSi...

_ saerTod, araprofesionalizm-ma waleka qveyana, niSnuli sul ufrodabla iwevs. axla kinoscenarebs arvkiTxulob, magram filmebs rac Seex-eba, mikroskopuli gamonaklisis gar-da, isini Zalian dabali donisaa. fan-tazia – nuli! magaliTad, `vefx-istyaosanze~ martivi siuJeti msof-lio literaturaSi cota Tu moiZeb-neba, asevea `samaniSvilis dedinacva-li~, magram!.. roca reJisori xar, amsiuJetebis miRma siRrmeebi unda eZe-bo, miCveno vin arian is personaJebi,Seni saTqmeli unda Tqva!

_ vfiqrob, rTulia mxatvrulinawarmoebis qveteqstebi, avtoriseu-li Canafiqri kino-xerxebiT aCveno.albaT amitomacaa, rom warmatebuliekranizaciebi arc ise bevria...

_ ekranizacia aramxolod imito-maa rTuli, rom reJisorma siRrmeebisCveneba unda SeZlos. saqme isaa, rommkiTxvels yoveli wakiTxuli nawar-moebis mixedviT `Tavisi filmi~ ukvegadaRebuli aqvs. reJisori mkiTxvelsamaSi ar unda ayves, miseuli warmod-genis dakmayofilebas ar unda Seeca-dos, amas mainc ver SeZlebs, maSinveCixSi moeqceva. klasikur magaliTsmoviyvan: orson uelsma – is Cemi usay-varlesi reJisoria _ kafkas `proce-si~ gadaiRo. kafka – kafkaa, amaslaparaki ar unda! filmis sayurebladmovemzade, `Cemi~ kafka menaxa.vfiqrobdi, vnaxoT, reJisori ras Se-mogvTavazebs-meTqi. Tumca uelsi arahyva Cems molodins, piriqiT – abso-luturad ugulvebelyo, uaryo igi...da gaimarjva! es franc kafka ar iyo,es iyo orson uelsis filmi!

asea, reJisors Tavisi saTqmeliunda hqondes da icodes ra unda. mw-eralma, rac undoda – Tqva. axla jeriSenze – reJisorzea. Seni saTqmeli raaris?

yovelTvis vambob – me mainteresebspirovnebebi. xelovnebas swored isiniqmnian. Cvens profesiaSi standartuligzebi ar arsebobs. studentebsac amasvumeoreb: pirovnebebi unda iyoT, erT-maneTs ar unda gavdeT-meTqi. ramden-ime studenti myavs – saocari individ-ualizmis matareblebi, Zalian sain-tereso pirovnebebi arian. vfiqrob,maTgan kargi reJisorebi dadgebian.

Cems kursze bevri swavlobda, Tum-ca kinoSi cota darCa. kinosamyaroZalian mkacria. arxeinad Tu iqnebi,aravin mova da ar gTxovs, filmi gada-iReo. aseTi ram gamoricxulia. imdeniimedismomcemi adamiani maxsovs... isewavidnen, araferi SeuqmniaT, laparak-sa da molodinSi galies cxovreba.martivad araferi xdeba. tarkovskissulac ar undoda `ivanes bavSvoba~gadaeRo, magram aiZules. Tavidanfilms sxva reJisori hyavda, gadaRebe-bi Sua gzaSi Seawyvetines, radgan mix-vdnen, araferi gamovidoda da tark-ovskis mimarTes: ̀ rubliovis~ gadaRe-ba ginda? maSin, jer dagvexmare _ esfilmi gadaiRe; da mere... gamosavaliar dautoves. Tan, dafinansebazec uariuTxres. filmisTvis Tavdapirveladgamoyofili Tanxidan rac darCa, isunda ikmaroo. genialuri filmi gada-iRo!

_ saubris dasawyiSi miTxariT,Tanamedrove qarTul prozas kargadar vicnobo...

_ iciT, klasikas imdenad vendobi,rom mis kiTxvas vamjobineb. Tan, uam-

ravi axali mwerali ibeWdeba! erTg-vari fsiqologiuri momenticaa, ambob:`amas mere wavikiTxav~, `imas kidevmovaswreb~... am gadadeba-gadadebisgamo Tanamedrove qarTul prozas dapoezias TiTqmis ar vicnob.

_ XX saukunis ucxoeli avtore-bidan `Tqveni~ mwerali romelia?

_ ficjeraldi Zalian, Zalian,Zalian miyvars, hemingueize metadac.XIX-XX saukuneebis mijnaze ki – oskaruaildi. 1900 wels gardaicvala. Tqva,mecxramete saukunes mivekuTvnebi,meocesTvis saTqmeli araferi maqvso.parizis gareubanSi raRac `saSinel~sastumroSi dalia suli. arada, didiesTeti iyo! ra ugemovno oTaxSi vkvde-bio _ sikvdilis win amaze wuxda.

literatura imdenad didia, romsayvareli avtorebis gamoyofa ar miy-vars. zogjer SeiZleba genialuri av-tori arc iyos, magram mis teqstebSiraRac iseTs naxav, iseTs aRmoaCen, romsakmarisia SenTvis. asea, Tuki xe-lovnebaSi aRmosaCeni araferia, is araris saintereso. saerTod, iseTi mwer-lebi miyvars, romlebic CemTvisyovelTvis raRac axals xsnian.

karel Capeki momwons, Zalian ma-gari, ucnauri mweralia. miyvars Cex-ovi. tolstoi ki – miuxedavad imisa,rom udavo geniosia _ Tavisi moral-izmiT naklebad momwons. Cemi gmirebi,Cemi avtorebi myavs. kinoSic asea –roca mekiTxebian sayvareli filmebiromeliao, vpasuxob: `kasablanka~ da`atlanta~. reJisorebidan _ felini,hiCkoki, godari momwons, aseve, jar-muSi – Tanamedroveebidan. roca re-Jisorebzea saubari, Caplini calkedgas, mis Sesaxeb arasodes aravinityvis ̀ momwons~ an ̀ ar momwons~ – ase-Ti ram ar xdeba.

zogjer modis studenti da ambobs:`ama da am reJisoris filmebs imitomar vuyureb, rom misi gavlenis qveS armoveqce.~ egreTwodebuli `axalitalRis~ reJisorebi – triufo, go-dari – ambobdnen, `b~-kategoriisamerikul filmebze gavizardeTo...magram isini triufod, godarad darC-nen. roca niWieri adamiani xar, gavle-nis ar SegeSindeba. xolo Tuki araferiici da arc gainteresebs, visi gavle-nis qveS moeqcevi?! maxsovs, dosto-evskis roca vkiTxulobdi, edgar posT-an raRac kavSiri SevamCnie. Semdeg aR-movaCine, rom dostoevski Tavisi lit-eraturuli moRvaweobis dasawyisSiedgar pos Targmnida. ase rom, Tu xarpirovneba, gaqvs niWi da Seni saqme Tuteqnologia ici, sxva avtori gavsebs,gasazrdovebs.

yovelTvis, roca raimes vkiTxu-lob, mis mimarT maSinve sakuTaridamokidebuleba miCndeba, Cemi krite-riumebi maqvs. ramdenad niWieri re-Jisori an msaxiobi var – ver getyviT,magram niWieri mkiTxveli, momxmare-beli rom var, amaze Tavs davdeb.

_ romelime literaturuligmiris gansaxierebis survili TugqoniaT?

_ ratomRac gansakuTrebiT Se-qspiris falstafi momwonda. saer-Tod, aseTi personaJebi momwons. TugaxsovT, moklemetraJian filmebSi me,kaxi da givi berikaSvili vTamaSobT...erTxel guram petriaSvilma Tqva, mTe-li msoflio uyurebs sami idiotirogor darbis. sircxvilia, qarT-velebze ras ifiqrebeno... vupasuxe,Sveiks oficialuri sabuTi hqonda, romis idiotia, Tumca masze genialurigmiri meore ar aris-meTqi...

esaubra Tamar Juruli

baadur wulaZe:

`iseTi mwerlebi miyvars, romlebic

CemTvis raRac axals xsnian~

esaubra nana kobaiZe

gigi sulakauri:

`sxvisi receptiT araferi gamodis _

miT umetes, mwerlobaSi~

dasasruli dasasruli

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namdvili mwerali, WeSmariti Semoq-medi arasdros ekuTvnis mxolod sakuTarTavs, arc mxolod im garemos, im adami-anebs, Tundac im mkiTxvelebs, romlebicmis cxovrebas Tan sdeven. im wuTidan,roca is Semoqmedebis mZime jvars itvir-Tavs, ukve iqceva Tavisi qveynis, mTlianadsulieri garsisa da drois kuTvnilebad.magram es gancda ukve sruliad xelSesax-ebi da naTeli xdeba maSin, roca igi CaaT-avebs misi kuTvnili sicocxlis gzas,Tavisufldeba xorcieli borkilebisganda dedamiwaze, mis qveyanaSi, mis xalxs ukvesamudamod rCeba is, rac Semoqmedma Tavi-si sulidan wveT-wveTad gadmowura, Sekra,SeakavSira da axal realobad, axal sam-yarod aqcia. axla is ukve mTlianadekuTvnis imaT, visac am sulis xmis gag-oneba da sityvaSi gansxeulebuli azrisada grZnobis amokiTxva da SegrZneba Seu-Zlia.

oTar CxeiZis cxovreba da Semoqmedebameoce saukunisa da ocdameerTe saukunisdasawyisis saqarTvelos metaforaa. Tvi-Ton cxovrebac Semoqmedi gamodga daCven garSemo imdeni naTeli da gamWvir-vale metafora moagrova, rom epoqis,drois analizi, vgoneb, metaforebisa dasimboloebis mniSvnelobis amocnobad,kodebis gaxsnad gadaiqca.

am metaforas – oTar CxeiZis sulisbiografias – eZRvneba rostom CxeiZismonumenturi wignic `agvistos Svilebi(mamaCemi oTar CxeiZe)~.

rogorc vTqviT, mwerali ukveTanabrad ekuTvnis yvelas, visac misi sam-yaros SegrZneba SeuZlia. masze bevri daw-erila da SemdgomSic aucileblad daiw-ereba, magram Zalian mniSvnelovania,roca mwerlis gzas, misi SemoqmedebiTiganviTarebis safexurebs, mis adamianurSegrZnebebs, msoflmxedvelobasa dafiqrs, ubralod, mis cxovrebas, sruladda Tan maRalmxatvrul doneze gad-moscems is adamiani, romelic mis gver-diT iyo, romelic yvelaze kargad icnob-da, yvelaze ukeT swvdeboda misi gancde-bis siRrmesa da safuZvels, roca mamazewers Svili!

Tumc am sakiTxzec aris sxvadasxvaazri sazogadoebaSi. xSirad mohkravTyurs, zogadadac da am SemTxvevazec, rommizanSewonilia Tu ara, axlobelma, Tun-dac Svilma, weros mamaze. da ratom ara?xom werda daviT guramiSvili, guli mt-

g z a w i g n S i(fiqri `agvistos Svilebis~ Semdeg)

inga milorava

kiva, momxsenebeli ar mrCeba, arvin meZax-is mamaso, mere iis konebad Sekra Tavisisulis nayofi da ise datova, rogorcSvili. ar mohklebia daviT guramiSvilsmomxsenebeli, arc sxva SemoqmedT moh-klebiaT da moakldebaT, vidre saqarTve-lo da qarTveli eri iarsebebs, magram mw-erali, Tundac ukve yvelas da maradiso-bis kuTvnilebad qceuli, xom upirvelesyovlisa, adamiani iyo, am adamianobis gamo,adamianuri tkivilis, fiqris, grZnobisgamo werda, qmnida da ar SeiZleba gulSiar gaielvos fiqrma, ra iqneboda, wiladrgeboda masac bedniereba, hyolodaSvili.

da gana bedniereba ar aris, rom oTarCxeiZes RmerTma SemoqmedebiT niWTan er-Tad, Svilic aCuqa da Tanac iseTi, romel-sac SeuZlia Tavis mamaze weros? sxvisibedniereba ki Tu ar gagexardeba, xom arunda gewyinos mainc?

Tanac, unda aRiniSnos, rom rostomCxeiZe ise aRwers am monumentur ambavsadamianis sulisa da gzisa, rom TviTonmaqsimalurad CrdilSi rCeba, imdenad,rom raRacnairad arc Cndeba survili,rom uSualod masze isaubro, misi osta-toba, xedvis siRrme an zomiereba aRniS-no.

rostom CxeiZe rom kargi mweralia,amis aRniSvnisa da gamokveTis saSualebasmisi uxvi da mravalferovani Semoqmede-ba isedac iZleva da – Sesaferisi viTare-bisa da survilis SemTxvevaSi – asec iqne-ba, axla ki es wigni ekuTvnis ara rostom,aramed oTar CxeiZes. es misi sulis sim-foniaa, romelic moismina da sityva-notebSi Caiwera misma Svilma.

sagulisxmoa, rom `agvistos Svilebi~ar aris tradiciuli biografia. mwerlisSinagani samyaro dro-sivrcis sayrden-zea gaSlili da gadamwyveti roliswored mis mxatvrul samyaros, mis mx-atvrul qsovilSi agebul TviTmyofad,mxolod miseul qveyanas eniWeba.

oTar CxeiZem Seqmna TanamedrovesaqarTvelos matiane, erTmaneTTan Sina-gani ZafebiT gadajaWvul romanebSi asaxa

TiTqmis yvelaferi, rac am urTulesmaepoqam moitana, magram amave dros es arisara anabeWdi, aramed realobis uaRresadindividualuri, warmosaxvis meSveobiTmxatvrul sinamdviled transformire-buli ferweruli suraTi.

biografiul romanSi `agvistos naTe-li~ istoriuli dro, biografiuli droda warmosaxviTi dro da sivrce parale-lurad da urTierTgamsWvaluladaa war-modgenili da maT Soris zRvari TiTqmiswaSlilia. swored amitom warmodgeba mw-erlis cxovreba, rogorc epoqis erTimetafora.

gansakuTrebiT unda aRiniSnos am gziszneobrivi mniSvneloba. mwerlis cxovre-bis gza agvistos sisxliani cis qveS iwye-ba da XXI saukunis sastik niaRvrebamdemodis. xangrZlivi gzaa, Tumca ar moipov-eba adamiani, romelic ityvis, rom sic-ocxlis wlebi sakmarisia. adamiani, miTu-metes, sayvareli mwerali yovelTvisudrood kvdeba. SeuZlebelia, rom emoci-urad Seeguos vinme danakargs, Tumcagoneba Tavisdauneburad kravs dalogikur CarCoSi aqcevs cxovrebisgzasac da SemoqmedebiT sivrcesac da Tuis, rac am rkalis SigniT moiqcevamTliani, daunawevrebeli da savsea, maincCndeba raRac dasrulebulis, Semdgarisda faseulis SemecnebiT mogvrili SvebisSegrZneba.

am wignSi Cven mTeli epoqa davinaxeT.erTi adamianis savse da garkveulwiladtragikuli ambis fonze cocxldeba ispolitikuri, socialuri, sulieri pro-cesebi, romelic ukve istoriis kuTv-nilebaa, magram aramcdaaramc Cavlilian gadalaxuli. bevri dabrkoleba,romelic SemoqmedebiT gzaze win eRobe-boda mwerals, dResac Tavis adgilzea.oTar CxeiZem – Tavisi ZaliT, Sinagani simt-kiciT, SemoqmedebiT mogvrili naTeligrZnobiT SeZlo maTi Rirseulad daZl-eva.

axla sxvebis jeria da am wignSimoTxrobili `ambavi mwerlisa~ magaliTida gzismkvlevicaa albaT maTTvis.

marTlac, roca irgvliv amdeni tan-jva, tkivili, gautanloba, bezRoba, usiy-varulobaa, da wuTiT ifiqreb, daviRale,aRar mindao, ar SeiZleba Tvalwin ardagides is gza, is movlenebi, romlebicam wignSia gacocxlebuli. SeuZlebeliaar Segrcxves sisustis, roca ukve xelTgvaqvs kidev erTi zneobrivi magaliTi, Turogor SeinarCuna Semoqmedma SinaganiZala, gauZlo adamianebis simuxTlesac dasibriyvesac da bolomde SeinarCuna sic-ocxlis, Semoqmedebis, imedis wyurvili.es, ra Tqma unda, gansakuTrebuli, gamor-Ceuli adamianebis xvedria, magram sxveb-isTvis zneobrivi gakveTili mainc aris.

am wignSi didZali informaciaa Tav-moyrili. misma avtorma zomierad da taq-tianad gadmosca is, rac icoda, rac dain-axa, rac SeigrZno da analizis Sedegadra daskvnebic gamoitana. gamiCnda ganc-da da Tavs uflebas vaZlev vTqva, rom mi-uxedavad misi wilxvedri urTulesi gz-isa, oTar CxeiZe bednieri yofila,rogorc adamiani da rogorc Semoqmedi.dros da sicocxles Tavisi kanonebi aqvs:is uZlieres bermuxebsac ereva, Semo-qmedsac, adamiansac... magram is, rac maTSemdeg rCeba, aseve, droisa da sicocx-lis kanoniT, ukve yvelas kuTvnilebaa...

axla am yvelas jeria...

gamimarTla! Cems xelTaa besik xara-naulis axali wigni (`samoci jorze amxe-drebuli raindi anu wigni hiperbolebi-sa da metaforebisa~) avtoriseuli av-tografiT! guldagul vemzadebi mec miswasakiTxad. manamde ki...

mogexsenebaT, rom SemoqmedebiTi nay-ofierebis aRmniSvnel terminad rusulliteraturaSi (da, saerTodac) miC-neulia gamoTqma _ `boldinos Semodgo-ma~.

didTovlobis gamo, peterburgidanramdenime aTeuli kilometris daSore-biT mdebare boldinoSi, mamamisisgan ax-lad naCuqar mamulSi CarCenilma, qol-eraSeyrilma puSkinma mTeli Semodgomaiq gaatara da uamravi nawarmoebic Seqm-na: daasrula `evgeni onegini~, daweraxuTasamde leqsi, `belkinis moTxrobebi~,`mocarti da salieri~, `sadguriszedamxedveli~, `gasrola~, `mekubove~ dasxva da sxva.

SarSan, Semodgomaze, warRvnasaviTmovardnilma niaRvarma Cveni soflisxidi gaitaca da oriode kviras Terjo-

laSi momiwia yuryuti. uSuqobis gamoiso-biT, arc radio-televizia muSaobda daan gazeTs vin momaSavebda! Zvel karadaSi,xabak-xubakTan erTad, is samad sami wignirom ar aRmoCeniliyo, albaT, kaeSani dam-revda xels: vaxtang beriZis `mogonebe-bi~, saidan sadao da, gamoCenili rusipoetis, olga bergolcis pawawkintelaleqsebis wignaki, `ogoniokis bib-lioTekis~ seriiT rom scemdnen milion-obiT tiraJiT da 3-dan 7 kapikamde Rirda(albaT, xurdaSi SemomaCeCes!) da besikxaranaulis `mikarnaxe, angelina!~ (poe-ma da leqsebi).

hoda, swored es iyo CemTvis patara`boldinos Semodgoma~.

sam-samjer mainc gadavikiTxe TiToeu-li maTgani, uamravi saintereso infor-macia amovkribe vaxtan beriZis wignidan,xolo olga bergolcis erTma oTx-striqonianma miniaturam, `Cetverosti-Sies~ rom eZaxian rusebi, imdenad SemZra,rom samidRemCiod CamebeWda mexsiereba-Si:

«ß ñòàëà òàê ðåäêî ñìåÿòüñÿ,Òàê çëîáíî, ïîðîþ, øóòèòü,×òî ëþäè ñî ìíîþ áîÿòüñÿ,Î ñ÷àñòèè âñåì ãîâîðèòü.»

leqsi dauweria mas Semdeg, rac misimeuRle, cnobili rusi poeti, boris ko-rnilovi, ocdaCvidmetSi represiebs um-sxverplia.

rac Seexeba Cveni Zvirfasi besikxaranaulis poemas `mikarnaxe, angelina!~,unda gulaxdilad vaRiaro, rom maSin,1985 wels, did galaktions rom davesesxo,namdvilad `wignis gadamkiTxvelis~arasaxarbielo rolSi aRmovCenilvar daguldadinjebiT ar CavRrmavebivar amSesaniSnav nawarmoebs.

axla ki, rogorc iqna, `wignis mkiTx-

velis~ mantia momirgia da, aki amitomac,ise amitaca da amaforiaqa am wignma, war-moidgineT, zepirad damamaxsovrda Tavis-ufali leqsiT Camoqnili striqonebi:

`iswavle martooba, Cemo suleloTavo,

karze iseTi dro mogvdgomia, _iswavle martooba, Cemo sulelo

Tavo,da gana imitom,rom bavSvebi saRamoobiT uCinardebian,da gana imitom,rom, xels aravin mogikidebbs nagvis urikas, _iswavle martooba, Cemo sulelo Tavo,rom, roca kars mogadgeba namdvili sibere, _aRar iwuwuno sakuTar simartovezeda zamTris miwaSi Cayinul urikaze~.CaaTaveb poemas, gadainacvleb leqse-

bis ciklze da, sul ramdenime leqsis Sem-deg, iseT Canaxats waawydebi, romeliciolad dagarwmunebs, rom, Turme, poeti(anu lirikuli gmiri!) amaod ar uCiCineb-da sakuTar Tavs martoobasTan Seguebas!Sehguebia da egre!

`me avada var, me saxlSi var, loginSi vwevar.rekaven colis megobrebi da Svilebis amxanagebi,Cemi aravin...Cems megobrebs me TviT vurekav~.da kidev:ver daviCemeb, maincdamainc didi

gurmani viyo poeziisa, magram arc mTladukiTxavi meTqmis da arc arasdros wavwy-domivar iseT nakalmars, rogoric be-sikis, qvemoT moyvanili, marTlac mar-galitiviT mociage riTmiani leqsia!

am leqsSi mignebulia saocrad araor-dinaluri Tematika, gnebavT, fabula: Tukargad CaufiqrdebiT, gaixsenebT TiTqosgaumxeleli trfobis ambavs, roca colS-vilian kacs, visTvisac ojaxuri siwminde

da idilia xurda sityvebi araa, raRac-nairad keTilganwyobili, lamis sam-ijnuro gzneba eufleba Tanamosamsaxureqalbatonis mimarT da misganac, sxvaTaSoris, amdagvari impulsebi gamosWvivis;magram masac droulad axsenebs TavserTguli meuRle da dedis alersis mom-lodine Svilebi! sabolood, yvelaferimartivi, xumrobanarevi flirtiTmTavrdeba, zRurbls arc erTi ar gada-dis.

rogoria, rac axla me ase prozaul-ad mogiyeviT, poetur striqonebSi isemoaqcio, rom mkiTxvelma (aSkara drama-tuli finalis molodiniT provocire-bulma!) SvebiT amoisunTqos! garwmunebT,asec moxdeba da moxdeba ara mxolodmeaTe mcnebis CagonebiT, aramed _ wmin-da qarTveluri, rainduli moralis Sem-weobiTac!..

`me vis vuyvardi?_ ara, aravis!me vin miyvarda?_ ara, aravin!ai, es aris CemTvis yvelazesevdismomgvareli da Semzaravi.magram iqneba vinmes vuyvardi?magram iqneba miyvarda vinme?da erTurTspirze xels vafarebdiTda siyvaruli ar vaTqmevineT! ~darwmunebuli gaxlavarT, `samoci

jorze amxedrebuli raindi~ sul sxvasamyaroSi gadagvaxedebs, jer kidev ukac-rielSi da, amdenad, dRemde ucnobSi!

manamde ki erTsac vityvi da Tavs aRarSegawyenT.

amboben, hemingueis uTqvams Tavisizeobis Jams: mTel Cems honorars davT-mobdi, oRondac ki tolstois `ana karen-ina~ axla mqondes wasakiTxio!

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Cemi barisaxoSi yofnis dros gabriel jabuSa-nurisTvis Tvalic ki arsad momikravs. iqamde mxolodxma momdioda - gadasaxlebuli qistebis adgilSi, Ril-Ros Casaxlda da aqeT mxares aRara Cndebao, leqsebTanerTad partiis mandatic cecxlSi Cauwviao. bevr sxvasakvirvel ambavs gviyvebodnen arxotioni balRebimudam mTvrali gabrielisas.

erTxanobas arxotis dawyebiT skolaSi maswavle-blobda Turme da imdroindeli nakafiavebi mTel fSav-xevsureTSi ekeraT pirze:

`moswavlem maswavlebelsa, simirgvliv Samauara:- salami, maswavlebelo, swavla gveqneba Tu ara?~sul moqeifesa da mTvrals xSirad ar ecala

skolisTvis.viRacasTan gabrielis kafia:- Sen balRebs veras aswavli, nura sikeTe Cem mtersa!- me ki vecdebi Cemsasa, ar iswavlian, Cem...xelnawerebad gavrcelebul mis leqsebs viwerdiT,

vizepirebdiT da is leqsebi dRemde sagzaliviT momyve-ba. erTi maTgani gansakuTrebiT mZafrad gulSi Camwv-domi swored exla gaxda, am siber-sikvdilis Jams:

`Cem saxls simReriT Cauares axaluxlebma,- salami Tqvenda, Wabukebo, udardelebo!gaiJriales rokvis JiniT Cemma muxlebmanuTu gabriels galaReba aRar uxdebarad gekrZalebaT taSis dakvra, Cemo xelebo?Cem saxls simReriT Cauares axaluxlebma,- salami Tqvenda, Wabukebo, udardelebo!~mTaSi yofnisas balRebs, gauTviTcnobierebel xalxs

tyuilebiT kvebavda sabWoTa xelisufleba - qistebi iar-aRiT moamarages germanelebma da rusebis winaaRmdegsabrZolvelad amzadebeno. TbilisSi trialis dros daumTavresad Wabua amirejibisagan gavige, rom es tyuilida mogonili iyo urCi qistebis gadasasaxleblad. amasvear upirebda qarTvelebs xruSCovi? CeCen-inguSTa gada-saxleba gagrZeleba iyo X|X saukuneSi rusisagan dawye-buli kavkasiel daumonav xalxTa ayra-gasaxlebisa. omisdasawyisSi SeiZleboda raRacis imedi hqonodaT qisteb-saca da qarTvelebsac, rom germaniisagan ruseTis dam-arcxebiT eSvelebodaT, magram 1944 wlis 23 Tebervals,roca Setevaze iyvnen gadasulni sabWoTa jarebi, rogorSeiZleboda vinmes TavSi mosvloda azrad rusTan omiswamowyeba.

qisteTSi sanadirod siarulis dros kidev ufro bev-ri ram gavige. osmani, aiubi, axmed-xani da sxvebi miam-bobdnen, rogor veragulad, rogor araadamianuradmoeqcnen maT `rusi Rorebi~.

- sofelSi movida ori-sami mTavrobis warmomadgene-li viTomcda krebis Casatareblad, - boRmiT gulgasie-bulni da SurisZiebaze meocnebeni miyvebodnen isini, -qals, kacs, dids, pataras - yvelas soflis centrSi ubr-Zanes gamosvla `cota xniT~. zogs akvnis bavSvi daatove-bines, zogs cecxlze Semodgmuli qvabi, zogi saSinaoflostebiT gamofratunda, fexzec ar acales Cacma.erTad Tavmoyril xalxs ki Casafrebuli jari Semoer-tya gars da naxiriviT mierekebodnen groznoSi Camomd-gari sabargo eSelonebisaken. avadmyofebs, moxucebs,bavSvebs - visac siaruli ar SeeZlo, xiStebiT xocavdnengzadagza. tyviiT ar xocavdnen, soflebSi srolis xmarom ar gasuliyo. mTis aul haibaxSi kolmeurneobis sa-jiniboSi gamoubugiaT Svidasamde suli moxucebi, qale-bi da bavSvebi, raki groznomde, vagonebamde maTi Carek-va veRar eswreboda.

arxotionTa erT-erTi dauZinebeli mteri, ganTqmu-li vaJkaci elamarZa, SemTxveviT ara yofila Sin da san-am wasxmul ojaxs gaekideboda, amRas amosula TavismterTan - gadmodiT, Cven oxrad darCenil saxl-karsada qonebas moepatroneniT. exla mtrobis dro ar gvad-ga! Tu davbrundiT, xo kargi, Tu ara da RmerTma mSvi-dobaSi mogaxmaroTo.

miwis naklebobiT Sewuxebul arxotionTa nawili,rogorc ki gamozafxulda, ojaxebianad gadavida in-guSTa gapartaxebul soflebSi. gabrielis ojaxi oZik-Si Sesaxlda nacnobi qistis saxl-karSi. xamxas nadiro-bis dros qistebma Ramis saTevad im nasoflarSi mimiyv-anes, gabrielis nacnovreb saxlSi farulad Casaxlebul-ma mwyemsma gvimaspinZla - rusebi gvikrZalaven mTebSicxovrebaso, mama-papuri saxlebis aRdgenaso. cixeebi amnasoflarSi tyesaviT dgas.

gabrielma, rogorc mogvianebiT (1991 wels) gamoqvey-nebuli leqsebis ciklidan (`hoi, RilRos daRrublu-lo cao~) Cans, sakuTariviT ganicada qistebis trage-dia.

60-ian wlebSi xruSCovma stalinis jibriT neba dar-To qistebs ukan dabrunebisa. arxotivnebma, rogorc va-Jkacis wesia, dabrunebulT daubrunes movlil-Senaxu-li, ramdenime wlis win maTTvis mitovebuli saxl-kari,

orol-samsami Zroxa, cxeni dautoves da SemobrundnenTavis arxotSi. gabrieli ki iq darCa, radgan gauZneldaiq damarxuli mSoblebis, umcrosi Zmisa da nandauris,mzeqalas saflavebis mitoveba. kanti-kuntadRa Tu vinmerames igebda gabrielisas, mSral zamTarSi saZaugod mim-dinar-momdinari arxotivnebisagan gadmotanil ambavs.

da, ai, erT dResac (1962 wels) Tqves - gabriel jabu-Sanuri TbilisSi Camosula da rusTavelis ZeglTan ax-los sadRaca cxovrobso. ramdenime xevsuri Sevikribe-niT da `sasmliT~ miuvediT sanaxavad (mayaSvilis quCisdasawyisSi aRmoCnda). ooo, rogor gauxarda! 1960 Tu 61wels SeerTo colad larsSi eqTnad momuSave duSeliqali sara mezvriSvili. cotaxani larsSi ecxovraT, mereki TbilisSi gadaewyvitaT Camosvla nawerebis gamoqvey-nebisa da xalx-qveyanaSi gamoCenis mizniT. saramac, Can-da, am mxriv gauwia TanagrZnoba, Seiyvara rogorc poe-ti, Torem qalebs da, gansakuTrebiT, xevsuris qalebs,saSinlad ar moswondaT Turme gabrieli Tavisi arava-Jkacuri garegnobisa da xasiaTis gamo.

- diaco, aba, am Cem xalxTan ar SevrcxveTo! - dauZaxada isic datrialda. kargi sufra gagviwyo, riTacdagvimtkica, rom gabrieli Cvenze naklebad ar eZvir-faseboda.

gvainteresebda gabrielis Tavsgadanayari, ekiTxe-bodnen ufrosebi (giorgi gigauri, daviT gogoWuri),magram is Tavisaze sityvaZunwobda, Cvensas kiTxulobda- vin sad viyaviT, vin rogor vcxovrobdiT, vin ras va-keTebdiT, vin sad iyo Cveniani. gansakuTrebiT me mekiTx-eboda bevrs, rogorc ufro Tavisians. miTxra:

- gigiv, ar dagcildas visai xar, diswulo! mixarisZalian karg gzaze ro hyofilxarT damdgarni Senaca,Seni Zmebic. dawvrilebiT vaambobine yvelaferi lamarabaliaurs. xSirxSirad icis CvenTan mosvla. aeq armuSaobsa biblioTekaSi.

lamara baliauri gogebaSvilis saxelobis bib-lioTekaSi muSaobda da muSaobs dResac. gzad ise avid-Cavidoda gabrieli.

`nakadulSi~ poema moitana `simRera gaga naroza-ulze~. SoTa niSnianiZes misces sarecenzio-saredaq-ciod, radgan maSin is hyavda xuta berulavas specialu-rad poeziis mosavlelad mowveuli. dednebi Sin mihqon-da xolme. modioda umTavresad maSin, roca avtori hyav-da dabarebuli. gabrielic xSir-xSirad daiareboda,magram Tu SoTa ar iqneboda, oTaxSi ar Semodioda,saocrad moridebuli iyo. aRara vsvamo ambobda, magramfxizels iSviaTad naxavdi.

- ar dagaviwydas, gigiv, visai xar! - SemiZaxebda xolmederefanSi da gampatiJebda, - wamodi, diswulo, wamodi,TiTo ra gadavsvaTa!

sxvisTvis yvelasTvis SemeZlo uaris Tqma, imas verveubnebodi. Tanac imedi mqonda, bevris daleva da da-Troba ar momiwevda, radgan sasmelisagan gatexili iyo,ori-sami Wiqa aTrobda. plexanovze, metros pirdapirsakupate iyo, iq avdiodiT da - mxolod ludio, metyo-da. isic xandaxan ise ekideboda, Sinamde xeliT ayvanamixdeboda. sarasi merideboda ar gabrazdes, ratom as-mevTo, magram ara, bavSviviT moefereboda, gaxdida,daawvenda.

gvian moswrebulma`kargma~ cxovrebam maincver gauxangrZliva sicocx-le. cudad ari Zalian, al-baT, veRar gadarCebao, gav-ige. vin maxlda, aRar maxs-ovs, mgoni erTi ki granjaiyo, qibiSauri. loginSi iwvagamxdar-galeuli, xmaZlivsRa amosdioda. imisdasamtkiceblad, romsikvdilis pirispir mdgariarxotioni ar gatyda, gaix-umra:

- eqimeb meubnebian guligaqv gamxmario; ramRa gaax-mo es oxeri, rac me amisadRvino-arayi maqv Casxmuli,ludi xo wyaliviT, niade.

SevatyveT, rom kvdebo-da gabrieli. yoveldRe,yovel saRamos mivdiodiTxevsuri biWebi. 1968 wlis 23dekembers dalia suli. 54wlisa mokvda vaJa-fSavela-saviT, gawyda ̀ erTi Tasma va-Jas qalmisa~. TviTonac am-bobda: `ormocdaToTxme-tisa mokvda vaJa-fSavela,

me ra ufleba maqvs metxans vicocxloo!~mokvda gabrieli. panaSvidebze mosuli mwerlebi,

viTom aRSfoTebulni laparakobdnen - es ra binaSi ucx-ovria aseT poets, sircxvili ar ariso?! arada, marTlacsakvirvel sacodavi bina iyo, bina ki ara binad gadakeTe-buli sxveni. oTaxi samkuTxedi iyo. ukan, Sesasvlelismxares kibis sami safexuriT dabla viwro oTaxi da aRarcoTaxi hqonda.

da ai, exla, uxerxulobas ganicdidnen, Tu Tana-grZnobas gamoxatavdnen sabWoTa xelisuflebis momR-erali kalendris poetebi, mweralTa kavSiridan romhqondaT miRebuli iseTi binebi, cxeni gaWendeboda. zogsTavisi ufro meti `damsaxurebis~ pretenziis wyalobiTori binac ki hqonda gaerTianebuli. am viTarebas asax-avda maSin gavrcelebuli funagoria:

`amxanago, goTua, bina urigo Tua,Tu ara aqvs abazana, Tu ara aqvs loji,konstantines ori aqvs, midi da iq m...~.konstantine aq lorTqifaniZea, `kolxeTis ciskrisa~

da dasaxvreti xalxis gadamyvani sabargo manqanisaTvishimnis mimZRvneli, xolo gadasaxlebaSi namyofi levangoTuas rigian binas vin miscemda. amave rigSi iyo dax-vretas aseve Zlivs gadarCenili gabrielic. levan go-Tuaca (masac vicnobdi) da gabriel jabuSanuric ispirovnebebi iyvnen, vinc ar CaerTveboda mweralTa kav-SirSi binebis, manqanebis, agarakebis, sazRvargareTissagzurebis, iubileebisa da premiebisaTvis atexil mud-miv omSi.

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